"At a mere 28 years old, Sanura Miller is now an esteemed Doctor specializing in the new field of Elementology and Operator of the National MORFS Elemental Registry Database. Dr. Miller has taken it upon herself to help police the Elementals of the world. These are her case files."
Casefile: 4572
By Britney McMaster
“Doctor Miller? I have an update for one of your latest database entries. Uhhh…” He glanced down at the paper he was holding, “number 4572.”
“Thank you Larry,” I said as I took the file. Having a few interns working in my practice had helped a lot. The stacks of files on my desk were much smaller now.
I turned to my computer and typed in the name on the folder, Jeremy Ives. The file opened and I looked over the information that I had received just the previous day. Only twelve years old, Jeremy had morfed and while not changing much physically, he had gained an elemental ability. I opened the folder on my desk and removed the change of information form.
Usually I don’t receive these so soon after the original entry. I skimmed through the form until I came to the change and I let out a sigh. The change was to the address. Jeremy was now on a missing persons list. I’d seen this too many times. Whether he ran away or he had been kicked out by his family, didn’t really matter to me. What mattered was that there was a twelve year old kid out on his own somewhere.
I hit a button on the phone and a moment later Amy answered. “Hey Kitten. Slow day at the office?”
“Not really. I’m calling to let you know I have to go out of town on business. It’s urgent.”
“Another recent morf, or a dangerous one?”
“A recent, but this one is missing.”
“Just be careful.”
“I will, Amy. I can’t be as reckless now that we have the baby coming.”
“And you’d better not miss it, Missy!”
“Get Zack to call for me if I need to get you to the hospital, and I’ll be there in no time.”
“Of course. I love you.”
“I love you, too. See you soon.”
Ending the call, I went out to reception to let them know I’d be out of the office. Hopefully the kids wouldn’t get into too much trouble while I was away.
Back in my office, I focused on generating a disc of energy in front of me. Applying a bit of force, I twisted it into a spinning vortex. With my eyes closed, I concentrated on its signature and then reached with my mind to the time and place I wanted its exit to open. I felt the other end open as the vortex in front of me opened up, showing the busy city streets of Sydney.
I hesitated, still nervous to go through these things. But taking a deep breath, I jumped forward, feeling the vortex close behind me as I dropped into a crouched landing in the side street alley. Standing, I straightened my clothes before I walked out into the street.
Casually I walked over to a street vendor, who greeted me, “G’day!”
“Hello. Just the paper today. Thanks,” I said while I thumbed the pad and picked up the paper. I scanned through the headlines as I made my way through the city. There it was, on the bottom of page two. “Local Boy Missing” right beside the same picture I had in my file. The one taken at the MORFS center.
It wasn’t my job to talk to the family, it was my job to find the kid. I ducked back into an alley and brought up a shield underneath me Lifting it high into the air, I hovered over the white ‘sails’ of the Opera House as I looked down at the large city surrounding a magnificent harbor.
‘If I was a twelve year old boy, on the streets, where would I go?’ Looking around, I pondered that question. Then it hit me, ‘The beach!’ I reshaped my shield more like a surf board and brought up a full body shield before I rocketed southeast towards the coast.
Reaching Bondi Beach, I strolled up and down, looking for anything out of the ordinary. With so many Morfs visiting the beaches and without knowing his exact signature, just looking for a power signature scan would be a waste of time.
I spent hours looking for him at Bondi, and Bronte, even at Dee Why and Brighton, down in Botany Bay, without any success. I found a place near the water where I could sit and brought up his entry on my eCom projector. The holo wavered a bit and was hard to read. Something was interfering with its signal. I squinted and red through Jeremy’s file.
“Sub class/ Elemental: N/A”
I let out a sigh. ‘Did they even bother to do a telescreening on him?’
Eventually, as I wandered a Beach near the northern side of the opening to Botany Bay, it started to get dark. I sat and watched the sun go down on the far side of Botany Bay, debating what to do next. It had been a long, long day. Sunset here meant it was almost morning at home.
As I looked out over the bay, I saw a bright flash. A moment later there was another. I looked around and no one else seemed to notice. Grabbing my eCom, I started recording. The flashes appeared a few more times. I replayed the eCom recording, but all it showed was a beautiful Australian sunset. Apparently I was seeing something that wasn’t visible light. ‘Hey, when you can see through dark energy, you can see pretty much anything.’
I fished out a small device and connected it to the top of my eCom. There were a few more flashes and I pointed the device at them. It whirred for a moment and then returned its findings. High levels of Gamma, Beta, X-ray and Microwave radiation.
“This can’t be good. Hopefully it’s my kid.” I ran at the water and jumped up onto the shield I conjured up and sped towards the source of the flashes. As I neared the flashes, I could feel my skin tighten and burn. “Shield yourself stupid.’ I thought to myself as I surrounded myself in familiar darkness. I could feel my skin return to normal as I let my dark matter flow through my blood and bring healing to the surface of my skin.
A ways from shore I found a small island, really just the top of a reef near the old fortress inside the mouth of the bay. A melted inflatable raft lay stuck to the rocks.
In the center of this small charred piece of land was a small boy, his knees pulled to his chest. His clothing was burned and hanging off of him. As he looked up at me, his eyes seemed to plead with me to leave.
“Jeremy? I’m here to help you.”
His lip trembled and a piercing light peeked out of his slightly parted mouth. “Jeremy, I’m a doctor who specializes in dealing with people who have special gifts like yours.”
He looked back at me. “Just go!” he shouted, as another flash of light left his mouth and engulfed us. I was knocked backwards, completely off my feet by the force of the light.
He let out a sob and another flash from his mouth as I tried standing back up which sent me flying out into the water. I swam back to shore, trying to avoid the fish floating on the surface. I dragged myself up on shore and back over to Jeremy.
“Okay Jeremy. I need you to help me, so that I can help you. I need you to keep your mouth closed until I can help you control this. Okay? Nod if you are willing to let me help you.” He nodded slowly and let me sit beside him.
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*Trance!* Amy cried. The contractions were coming harder now. The animals in the house were all crowded around her, lending their emotional support.
*Amy, I’m on my way.* Trance ran out the front door just in time to hop over the railing and land on the back of an old friend. Brok wasted little time taking to the sky. *Mr. & Mrs. Miller. Your daughter in law is having her baby. Meet us at the clinic,* Trance shouted mentally as they touched down on the lawn in front of Sanura and Amy’s House.
Running to the door, Trance let himself in. He reached the living room where Amy sat clutching her stomach. Carefully using his TK, Trance lifted her off the couch and outside. “Zack, you’ve got to get Nura here,” pleaded Amy.
“I will. Just relax.” Hoping on Brok, they launched back into the sky. Trance used his TK to keep the wind from blowing on Amy, trying to make the ride as smooth as possible. As they flew to the hospital, Trance frantically searched for Sanura.
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“Okay,” I said. “Now I want you to concentrate on the feeling in your throat. Try to hold it back, like you’re trying to keep yourself from vomiting.” Jeremy looked strained, but I could see him trying to swallow.
“Okay, now while you’re holding that, I want you to try and say something.”
“What should I say?” Jeremy asked. A look of relief crossed his face, and for the first time in days, he smiled. “I did it!” he exclaimed.
“How does your throat feel? Do you think you can hold it?”
“It feels a bit like I have to burp. But it’s not bad.”
*Sanura. Amy is having your baby. You need to get back here.* called Trance.
“Jeremy, I have to run home. It’s an emergency. If you wait here, I’m going to send a friend back here to help you gain a bit more control. He’s a Telepath and should be able to set up some mental commands you can use to wield your powers safely.”
“Ummm… Okay. Sure.” I stood up, concentrated and pushed open the needed hole. The other side opened and I jumped through.
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“Zack!” I shouted from the doorway of the closet in which I’d arrived.
Trance stood and walked from the waiting area over to his best friend. “Next time you go half way round the world, try letting me know first. I had to get a teleboost from Brok just to find you.”
“Yeah, well it was urgent. Speaking of which, can I convince you to go down under?”
“What have you got in mind?”
“I found a runaway kid. He’s a radiation elemental. I’ve got him physically forcing control of his powers, but a set of telepathic triggers would help enough that he could go back to his family.”
“Radiation?”
“Don’t worry. I’ve left the wormhole open and I’ve got him behind a shield. You’ll be fine. He’s a really nice kid.”
“Yeah, I guess I can help. Not that I’m looking forward to going through that hole you made. Now go be with your wife. She’s in the maternity ward, room 505.”
“Thanks for everything, Trance” I leaned in, giving Trance a hug around his waist.
Trance hesitantly returned the hug before he extracted himself. I wiped away a few stray tears and smiled up at my taller friend. “Sometimes you’re such a girl,” he grinned I gave him a playful shove. “Now go, before she has the baby without you.”
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Jeremy tried to clear his mind as he had been asked to do. He could feel the white haired guy poking around in there. “Just try to relax. We’re almost done.”
~~~~
I rushed to Amy’s side. “Hey, I’m sorry I’m late.”
“You’re here. That’s what matters.”
“I love you. You’re doing great.” I kissed Amy on the cheek and stood up.
“Where are you going?” asked Amy in a panic.
I smiled at her. “Honey, I have to go throw on some scrubs if I’m going to assist in the birth. I am a Doctor, remember?”
“Okay, but be quick about it.” She smiled back at me. “I don’t think the baby is going to wait much longer.”
~~~~
Trance had Jeremy try out the triggers he had made. Jeremy still had a few problems controlling the amount of radiation he emitted, but now he could turn it on and off and he could choose which radiation to use.
He seemed to have the full spectrum of radiation types. Trance was impressed at the control the triggers were giving him. Sanura had obviously done a good job of getting started.
Shortly after sunrise, after a few hours of testing it and improving Jeremy’s control, Trance slowly TK-hovered them back to the beach and helped Jeremy get home to his family.
Realizing the time that had passed Trance got back to the small island they had been on earlier and went through the wormhole. Finding himself back in the hospital, he honed his senses and headed towards Sanura and Amy.
Sanura was in a regular room in the maternity ward.
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I turned towards at that sound of someone softly knocking on the open door. I knew it was Zack. He smelled like salt water and fish. I was glad to see him in one piece and not partially nuked.
“Hey!”
“Hey yourself. Everything go alright with Jeremy?”
“Yeah, everything is fine now. He’s with his family.”
With that good news, I concentrated on the hole in the closet downstairs and closed both ends of the wormhole.
“How are Amy and the baby?”
“They’re both doing well. Amy is having some internal cuts healed by one of the staff bios and the nurses are washing off the baby. Apparently, our daughter inherited my claws and did a little scratching on her way out. Hospital policy has got me waiting in here in case the baby gets here before Amy does. Once they’re both back, then visitors are allowed in.”
“So I’m not allowed in here?” Trance asked.
“Nope!” I grinned. “Go wait down the hall with our parents. I believe your fiancée is down their, too.”
~~~~
“Hey, babe,” Zack slipped his arms around Rakira’s waist. “Sanura says they’re just washing the baby, and one of her bios is doing a bit of healing.”
Brett Miller stood, putting his large hand on Zack’s shoulder. ”Did she say how long it’d be before they let us see them?”
“Just a few more minutes.”
~~~~
“Dr. Miller?”
I stood up from my chair and walked across the room to the nurse standing there.
“I believe this little bundle of cuteness is yours?” she said, handing me my new little girl. As I held her gently in my arms, her eyes opened slightly and I saw she had a beautiful mix of Amy’s green eyes with my feline pupils.
A moment later, Amy’s bed was wheeled into the room and I sat down on the mattress beside her. “Hey there, beautiful.” I leaned over and gave her a kiss.
“Nura, I’m sure I look far from beautiful at the moment. I just went through labour.”
“Amy, you’re always beautiful.”
Amy grinned at me and reached out for the baby. “Now let me hold my daughter.”
We sat there together for about ten minutes or so. Not much was said, we just enjoyed being together and watching our little girl. Eventually I smelled familiar people coming down the hall and could hear my Dad’s heavy foot steps. I leaned over closer to Amy and said, “Looks like they’re letting our visitors in.”
The room got much louder as over a dozen of our friends and family filtered into the room. Both of our parents were quick to come over and shower us with hugs and kisses.
“So, do we get to see the baby or not?” asked my sister. I suspected she wasn’t pleased to have been dragged away from the lake.
Amy lifted our girl a little bit so everyone could see her better and started to unwrap her a bit. “May I introduce all of you to Faline Bianca Miller.” Amy pulled the blanket Faline was wrapped in down to her waist and she squirmed around in Amy’s arms.
“that’s pronounce Fay-leen, but spelled f, a, l, i, n, e,” I clarified for everyone.
Faline definitely took after the two of us. She had Amy’s unique red hair, with a set of cat ears peeping through the short curls. She also had fur in all the places that I did, except hers was white. “Looks like she got her fur colour from her grandfather, Dad.”
“She has her parent’s eyes though,” said Amy’s Mom. I looked back and sure enough, Faline was gazing around blindly, her large green eyes shimmering in the bright hospital lights.
Our friends and family stayed and visited for a few hours. Faline was handed from one person to another as everyone wanted to ‘hold the baby’. She looked ridiculously tiny in my Dad’s arms.
Eventually she was handed back to Amy and I where she fell asleep in my arms, peacefully purring with her little tail wrapped around her waist.
~~~
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"Adam had lost nearly everything he cared about and now he was being kept away from the only people he had left in his life. Nothing that happened to Adam was fair, he had hit bottom. So how much further could he really fall?"
Falling Off The Earth
Part 1
By Britney McMaster
The rain was softly beating against the glass of the window, making the surroundings even drearier. Being stuck in this place was bad enough, but the rain forcing me to stay inside was even worse. Most of the kids told me it wasn’t such a bad place. They told me that everyone here wanted to be my friend, but I didn’t need their pity, nor did I want to become comfortable in this miserable place. I just didn’t belong here. Sure, I may not have parents anymore, but I did have siblings, so why was I in an orphanage? Why couldn’t I live with them? I as given lots of reasons why. The most common reasons were that my sister was living in a dorm and my brother lived in a one bedroom apartment. The other excuse was that they were both living out of state and I guess our home state didn’t want to fit the bill of extraditing me across the country.
I left my perch on the tattered couch by the window and headed to the closet they called a bedroom. I curled up on the lumpy bed and pulled Petey, my childhood stuffed penguin to my chest. I know it may sound silly for a fourteen year old boy to have a stuffed animal, but it was one of the few things I had from my old home and it smelled like my mom. It’s all I really had left. Everything else was gone now. I cuddled Petey tightly and closed my eyes as everything from that night came flooding back for the thousandth time.
I had been camping out in the back yard that evening. Mom and Dad had fussed over me, making sure that I had everything I needed in that little tent. Mom insisted on me taking my stuffed penguin, even though I insisted that if I was old enough to camp out by myself, that I was too old for stuffed animals. Mom just ignored me. She hugged me tight, leaving Petey in my arms before telling me she loved me, warned me not to stay up too late and told me to have a good night. I stayed up late anyways before falling asleep.
I woke in the early morning hours. I woke to the sounds of loud sirens. I realized that I was sweating and that it was incredibly hot in the tent. I smelt something burning. Unzipping the tent, I saw something that I will never forget; my house was on fire and nearly burnt to the ground despite the efforts of the firemen on the scene. I was horrified. Where were my parent’s? Why didn’t they come get me? Were they still inside. I screamed for my mom and dad before I dropped to my knees, clutching Petey to my chest. Tears blurred my vision.
I blinked my eyes trying to hold back the tears. When my vision returned I was once again staring at the grey wall of my tiny room at the orphanage. A single knock at my door signalled that it was supper time. I place Petey in a safe corner of my bed and left my room. I walked down the creaking flight of stairs and into the dining room. Most of the other kids were there. I grabbed a plate and picked what I thought looked reasonably edible from the buffet setup they always served the food on. I ignored the open seats at the weathered tables and opted for a ratty looking armchair in one of the corners. I curled up in it and picked at the stuff on my plate. It’s hard to believe I’ve been surviving on this bad cooking for nearly two years now. It wasn’t fair; I should be in the east with my sister or my brother. Instead I felt abandoned, stuck in this run down house, stuffed with kids that I didn’t relate to at all.
I finished my meal and headed back to my room. School was starting tomorrow and for the first time in months I would be able to get out of the gates of this hell. School wasn’t any better. The orphanage was in a different school zone from my last school and so I didn’t even have my childhood friends to rely on. Thanks to the rags I was given to wear to school, making new friends was impossible and I gave up quickly. I can’t live like this anymore. How can someone continue living with no one around to love them?
Morning arrived too early. I hurried and got in one of the few showers while there was still some hot water. I got as clean as I could, dried myself and then hurried back to my room to get dressed. I grabbed my backpack and removed the five textbooks that were inside. The books were quickly hidden underneath my bed. Petey, a picture of me with my family and a small amount of money I had been saving along with some blankets and clothes filled my bag. I looked around my little room for the last time and headed downstairs to eat breakfast.
I ate more than my fill and stashed a few bananas and apples in my bag. I found a quiet spot out front as we all waited for the bus. The bus arrived and a short drive later, I was at school. All the other kids made their way into the school while I snuck off the school grounds and in a neighbourhood park. The park had a river running through it and I was soon walking along the hiking trail that followed the river through several towns in the county. The trail wasn’t too rough and the walk went quickly. I munched on an apple around lunchtime and took a small break sitting in the shade, but I tried to push on as much as I could. I wanted to put as much distance between me and that orphanage as I could.
The air grew cold as the sky darkened and I removed the blanket from my bag and wrapped it around myself. I kept walking on until it was too dark to see. By the faint light of the moon, I wandered off the trail and found a hidden spot under a tree to get some sleep.
I was awoken early by the cold drops of rain hitting my face and soaking the blanket and my clothes. “This wasn’t part of my plan,” I grumbled as I grabbed my stuff and trudged back to the now muddy trail.
The rain stopped around noon and was replaced by a cool breeze, which did nothing to help me dry off. For most of the afternoon I was cold and damp but I had managed to make my way to the far side of the neighbouring town. I took a risk and wandered off the trail and into the town. Dumpster diving behind a bakery landed me a bag full of nothing but day old baked goods. I found a warm secluded area near what I assumed was the vent from their oven. I changed to drier clothes and curled up near the warm vent.
I woke early the next day and made my way back to the hiking trail. The hot September sun dried anything that was still wet from the rain the previous day. My long walk was bogged down with dozens of sneezing fits. Add to that a burning fever and I was having a really bad day. That night, I slept fitfully, waking every few hours. By morning I was tired, hot, aching sore and sneezing constantly. I was on the outskirts of the next town, where the trail came up right beside the highway. I was uneasy about this area as I would be in full view of the people driving on the road.
I was almost to the end of the exposed portion of the trail when a police car came to a stop beside me on the shoulder of the road. The officer and his partner got out of the car and walked towards me. “What’s your name son?” asked the one officer. There was no sense in lying, I was busted.
“My name is Adam... Adam Berkley.”
The one officer began saying stuff about finding the missing kid, I guess that was me. The other officer came closer to me and I decided I had only one option, run.
The officer was within about ten feet of me when I turned and ran as fast as I could. I made it back down into the forested area of the trail and turned off into the forest. My lungs were burning as I ran. My stuffy nose and lack of sleep was catching up with me. I could hear the cops getting closer but it was getting harder to breathe as I ran. I was gasping for air as I jumped over a fallen tree. I was slowing down despite my will to go faster. I was merely staggering forward as the cops caught up to me. I felt a hand on my arm. I tried to pull away as my head swam and everything went dark.
I woke up in a grey room on a stiff bed. I tried sitting up and something pulled at my arm. I looked down to see that I was handcuffed to the railing of the bed. I had an IV taped to my arm and I was wearing a hospital gown. I slumped back on the bed and closed my eyes.
I must have drifted off to sleep because I awoke latter to find a few doctors in my room. The doctors where busy removing the IV and one of the doctors was writing out what looked like prescriptions. A moment later a cop walked in with her, the woman who ran the orphanage. I was being sent back.
The cuffs were removed and I was taken out of the hospital in a wheelchair. The cop wheeled me right up to the old van the orphanage used. I guess they thought I might try running again. I got in the front passenger seat and we were soon headed back to my prison. I glanced in the back seat and was relieved to see that my bag I had taken with me was still there.
“You caused a lot of trouble running away like that, you know.” I didn’t respond at all. “What did you think you were doing?” she asked without looking away from the road.
“I was trying to go home.”
“Adam, we’ve been over this, you’re too young for your sister or your brother to take care of.”
“I don’t care what the state says, they’re my family. It’s where I belong.”
“Well running away wasn’t the right choice. Were you really planning to walk all the way there? And now you’ve managed to do nothing but make yourself sick.”
“It’s just a cold, I’ll be fine.”
“Adam, you have MORFS.”
“Oh.”
“Yes, and I expect you to take your meds on time and get your rest. You’ll be off school until you’re cleared by the MORFS clinic.”
Soon I was back at the orphanage. I unpacked my bag, crawled into bed with Petey, chugged a bottle of morfs juice and soon drifted off to sleep.
I slept for most of the next three days. I woke a few times in the middle of the night and considered taking off again, but I was too sore.
On the fourth day I woke up feeling normal again. Normal but dirty. I made my way out of bed and to the bathroom. It was the middle of the day and the other kids were all at school. I showered until the water went cold before getting out and drying off. I went over to the sink and looked at myself for the first time since getting back here.
I didn’t look like the same fourteen year old boy that had tried running away only a week ago. My shaggy brown hair was now light blue on top with deep purple poking out from underneath as if I had dyed the top half and the bottom half of my head different colours. My eyebrows where purple now as well as my eyes. The bit of facial hair I had before MORFS was now gone.
Looking further down my body, I was impressed with my new physique. I was still skinny but very well muscled. My abs and my pecs were now rock hard. My arms and legs were just as well muscled. I ran my hand down my other arm. My skin felt odd but I couldn’t place what was different.
I got dressed in my usual tattered clothes and looked back in the mirror. With the clothes on, covering my new muscles, I looked like my old self, albeit with strange new hair style.
I went back to my room and curled up in a corner of my bed with Petey and the picture of me with my family. I barely resembled that little boy in the picture now. What would my brother and sister think when they finally saw me again. I didn’t look that different, but would they recognize me?
I headed back to my room and sat quietly on my bed to pass the time, something I did way too often. Once again my mind wandered and I was soon reliving the aftermath of my parent’s deaths. The firemen took me out to the front of the house where I was looked at by some paramedics. Once they decided I was okay I was taken by a police woman to the police station. I was there for hours and eventually fell asleep in the chair I was sitting in. I woke to my sister, Emily, nudging me. I was surprised to see her. She was supposed to be away at college.
“Adam, are you alright?”
“No,” I struggled to hold back my tears. “Mom and Dad are gone aren’t they?”
Emily just nodded and her own tears started streaking down her cheeks. I hugged her tight and we both sat there crying. Our brother Matt eventually showed up at the precinct. He was carrying a cardboard box. I recognized the tent and the other things I had in the back yard. “This is all that’s left,” he said sombrely. He put the box down and sat next to us. He put his arm around us both and Emily cuddled in even tighter.
The funerals were taken care of. I felt disconnected from the whole thing, knowing we were burying two empty caskets. With the house burnt right to the ground, the firemen were never able to identify any remains. I guess I was holding on to an irrational hope that my parents were still alive. But if they were, where were they.
I was informed shortly after the funeral that my siblings would be heading back to school in two days. My sister tried to explain to me why I couldn’t go with them. The next day, I was given a picture of my whole family by my sister. It was taken the previous summer while on vacation.
My recollection of those sad days was broken by a knock at my bedroom door. It was Ms. Hudson, the lady who picked me up from the hospital.
“Adam, you need to come with me. You have an appointment at the MORFS clinic.”
The ride to the clinic was short and quiet. Once inside I thumbed through some of the out of date magazines. Most of them had articles about MORFS abilities and such. Appropriate for the setting I suppose. After a fifteen minute wait, I was invited into the exam room.
“Hello there...” the doctor looked down at his chart, “Adam. How are you feeling?”
“Better than I was.”
“Good to hear. So, why don’t you lay back on the exam table and we’ll get you checked out?”
I did as I was told and the doctor started looking me over. He eventually had me sit up and tested my reflexes and my eyesight.
“Well, all done here. You’re in excellent health. Just your exam with our telepath and you’ll be finished.”
The doctor left and a few minutes later a guy who I guessed was in his thirties came in the room. He sat and told me to close my eyes and to try to keep my mind clear.
I felt a gently pushing in my head and after a few minutes it stopped.
“Okay, looks like you don’t have any powers, although I think you may have a physical enhancement. It may take some time to discover it though. You’re all cleared for school. And you can go back out to the waiting room now.”
We drove back to the orphanage and I went straight to my room. I skipped dinner that night and the next morning I faced the other kids for the first time as I entered the dining hall for breakfast.
I could feel everyone watching me as I got my food. I tried to sit alone but there wasn’t enough room. As my luck would have it, a couple of the bullies in the house sat next to me.
“Hey Adam, so are you really so much of a screw up that you couldn’t even run away properly?” taunted Tom. His friends all laughed.
“Nice morf Adam. You know you could have just dyed your hair, it would have been easier.”
“You’re such a loser Adam, you can’t runaway and you couldn’t even get powers from MORFS.”
I ignored their teasing while I ate. I ignored them on the bus ride to school as well. I was apparently their new target victim.
At school I was sent to study hall all day where I had to catch up on what I had missed. Since it was only the second week of school, the work was easy. At the end of the day I took the bus back to the orphanage, ate dinner and then went back to hiding in my bedroom.
My life continued like that for the rest of the week. By Saturday I was sick and tired of all the teasing about my hair color and my failed attempt at running away. The kids at school were just as bad as the bullies at the orphanage.
Saturday morning I went and ate breakfast and then went back to my room. I noticed it as soon as I walk into the room. Petey was missing. I turned and stepped out into the hallway. There was Tom and his goons. He was holding my stuffed penguin in his hands.
“Aw, does the baby want his little teddy back?”
“First, it’s a penguin, not a teddy bear. Second, you’re like nearly eighteen, don’t you have better things to do then pick on a fourteen year old?”
“Look boys, MORFS musta given the kid a backbone.”
“Just give it back to me.”
“You’ll have to get it away from us if you want it back.”
I ran towards them. One of Tom’s goons blocked me while Tom rushed outside. I got outside quick enough and continued the futile effort of chasing them around. I finally caught up with Tom. He tossed my penguin to one of his goons and pushed me back. I was surprised when I barely moved back. I tried my luck and punched Tom in the stomach. He stumbled back gasping for breath. I took my opening and turned to chase the one with Petey. Tom’s goons spread out in a circle around me and a game of keep away soon started. I got close a few times, but every time I did they would throw Petey even higher.
I was running across the circle when one of the guys threw Petey lower then they had been. I wasn’t sure I could reach that high, but I tried. I pushed off the ground as hard as I could. With my running start I figured I might be able to get high enough. I rose up and to my surprise I caught Petey easily. I was so elated that I finally got him back, that it took me a few moments to realize I hadn’t yet returned to the ground.
I looked down to see myself floating about eight feet of the ground. The guys were still standing in a circle looking at me in awe. Tom however had recovered from my punch to the gut and he was running towards me. He jumped up and reached for my feet. I lifted my legs, and Tom missed his grab and landed hard on the ground.
“I’ll get you!” Tom shouted as he tried jumping at me again.
“Well then you better go get a ladder Tom.”
Tom’s friends gathered around to try and boost him up. Meanwhile I was trying to make myself go higher. I tried to swim upwards by kicking my legs but that didn’t work. I even tried flapping my arms like a bird. I finally tried just pushing forward, like when you stretch your leg muscles while lying in bed. Surprisingly when I pushed down, even though there was nothing to push against, I started to move upwards.
I was now well out of the reach of Tom and his goons. But I was also picking up speed. My shaggy hair was getting in my eyes and my clothes were flapping in the wind. I tried ‘pressing’ up to slow myself down but that didn’t work. The earth was getting smaller and smaller beneath me. I broke through the clouds and was starting to freak out. I needed to figure out how to stop before I flew myself into a quick death in outer space.
“STOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOPPPPPPP!!!” I threw my head back and shouted as I concentrated on going back down. With my head back and my back arched I felt myself start to turn backwards. I straightened out my body once I was upside-down and I was soon heading quickly back towards the ground. I leaned back a bit and my body, along with its flight path, levelled out and I was now soaring through the sky, high above the city.
I threw my shoulder down and started spinning in a barrel roll. I started to get dizzy and straightened out again. I arched my back as far as I could and started flying in big loops. I reversed my position and crouched forward. I was soon flying loops in the other direction.
I spent a few hours flying through the skies of our city. The only problem was I knew how to make myself go faster but I didn’t know how to stop or slow down. That left me very scared to attempt a landing. I didn’t want to slam into the ground like a bird flying into a glass door.
I tried relaxing my body and I started to slow down. I spun my body around so my feet where in front of me. As soon as my feet came around in front, I came to a stop. I was still floating there, but I was finally stopped.
I now just had to figure out how to get down. I push down against the air and was soon streaking through the air again. I pulled my feet in front again, and again came to a stop. I figured there had to be a way for me to go in reverse and lower myself to the ground but I couldn’t find it.
I took off again and flew towards the orphanage. I flew in low near the ground and kicked my feet up in front of me only inches from the ground. The abrupt stop sent me stumbling across the yard. I ended up in a bush but I was safely on the ground again.
“This is SO awesome!” I hurried up to my room and put Petey safely away where Tom wouldn’t find him. I got all my stuff together for school the next day along with some of the money I had been saving up. If I was going to be flying at the speed I had been, then I needed something to keep the wind out of my eyes.
To Be Continued…
The entire MORFS Universe can be found at http://morfs.nowhere2go.org
Grey: A MORFS Universe Story
by Nist Shadow
As if having to move to a new country and leaving all your friends behind was bad enough. Just when you start making new friends and even find a girl that you like, and who likes you, your whole life is changed dramaticly by a genetic syndrome you thought you were immune to.
[Grey: Part 3] - 06-05-10
[Grey: Part 2] - 06-05-10
[Grey: Part 1] - 06-01-25
As if having to move to a new country and leaving all your friends behind was bad enough. Just when you start making new friends and even find a girl that you like, and who likes you, your whole life is changed dramaticly by a genetic syndrom you thought you were immune to.
Part 1. A New school and a New Life.
Towelling down the dark black fur on my arms and chest has been a chore in the mornings, one that sometimes makes me wish that I didn’t need to shower every day. But my sensitive nose means that I notice when I start to smell, often before most people, so the necessary pain comes with desiring not to have to spend a day smelling badly. At just under 5’1, I am well built and defined for a 16 year old, but then with my father, being who he is, that’s not surprising.
I’m the first born son of a pair of highly skilled operatives, which as most know, is the polite way of saying the person who takes what the spies have collated and does the dirty work, think James Bond, but without the public image. Their enemies didn’t know their names, they knew nothing, my parents had never failed a mission and no one knew it, which was exactly how they wanted it. With the birth of my sister, four years after my own birth, our parents retired. Well, retired is a strong word, you never really retire from their line of work; they relocated and became the heads of a training academy developing the next generation of operatives. Since I was able to walk, Dad had me training with him. The MORFS virus had given him the appearance of being a Humanoid Black Cat. Well almost, he had cat paws instead of feet and hands, though his fore paws were just as flexible as human hands so it never held him back. He also had the defined form of a man who works out every day but has pushed more for stamina and speed than bulk lifting force. With the exception of his eyes, his head was mostly human, though with a fine soft fur covering it.
Mum had taken on a more tigerlike appearance with her change. Her golden hair had become a glorious mane, her body, though appearing lithe and skinny, could probably match my father's for strength, though physically she only took on the colouring of a tigress, and remained fully human in body shape, well, except for the fur in places. Mother has this look about her, as if she wouldn’t hurt a fly, though from personal experience, I can tell you that she is possibly deadlier than most people I know. Both my parents have cat’s-eyes. My sister Katherine took on the appearance of our mother, much as I have inherited an appearance similar to our father, and,as I had found out to the bruising of my arm, the same uncanny strength. As with our parents our eyes were feline.
I was staring into my own eyes in the mirror one morning when my sight blurred.
Mum found me embracing the toilet in the bathroom half an hour later, my stomach still retching even though there was nothing else to heave.
Being born like I was, human mostly, human hands and human feet, but the light black fur all over my body with a tail and the cats eyes like my fathers, I, like so many others, assumed I had gone through the MORFs changes in the womb.
You can imagine my shock when the doctor said to my mother, “I have the test results back and confirm both your son and your daughter have the first stage illness responses for the MORFS virus…”
“I’m sorry, but I thought they would be immune to MORFs…”
“Well … usually children growing up like they have, with the physical appearances like their parents, have gone through an early MORFS metamorphosis, and or their DNA is immune to further editing. However, in these twos cases, the virus is effecting them, in Jace’s case, quite badly. These are prescriptions for their QTPs. (Quick Transition Packs). I’m afraid that beyond this, I can’t be much help. As a military doctor, I usually only have post MORFs patients. If you like, I can refer you to a doctor more familiar with the MORFS virus and its effects.”
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We had been here only 2 weeks, and I had thought I had done well at school, all considering the newness to it. In England I had been at an all boys private school, quite popular, well known, with my own group of friends. Here in the US the nearest equivalent was 100 miles away, a boarding school and one for “pure” humans only, as in no one who looks not human need apply, and that meant me straight out. Oh well, public school for me. Drats, mix school you say? I have to go to school with girls? Oh damn! Stop being sarcastic? Mother would I be …Ow, did you have to hit me, Sis? Suffice to say my initial reaction was that this was an improvement.
I guess you could say my first day hadn’t gone too well, I had gone in to do some tests so they could place me in the best classes for my abilities. Walking from the office to my appointment in the gym for a physical analysis, I had seen this cute blonde, short skirt, tight top, smile to die for. As she walked past, I smiled and simply said “Good morning.” She took one look at me, and said “Fuck off, you sub human freak.” Well, that was a downer, I must say, considering the mix of students that were supposed to be here.
First up was gym or more precisely, ‘test the new guy to see what he can and can’t do.’ Jump tests, sprint tests, balance tests, stamina tests such as the bleep test, long distance that sorts of things. I did well on the balance test, my tail letting me balance on the thin bar the coach had me walk along. It snaked around the hall with increasing difficulty and reducing thickness. I slipped on the final stretch when the pole rolled. The standing jump test was fun, I shocked the teacher by somersaulting so my feet were my highest point, adding another meter to my max height, I’m not sure what shocked him most though, the fact I somersaulted, or the fact I landed on my hands.
The only tests that weren’t done were the martial arts and self defence ones. The note from my parents informing the school they did not wish me to do that section of the curriculum got me out of it. I never understood why martial arts were added to the curriculum in a lot of schools. Oh, sure, it sounds good in theory, teach everyone how to be able to defend themselves, and not only will the kids be less likely to be bullied, but you have done some of the work in training them if you ever need to call them up in war. Strangely enough, the kids who got the most benefit from the training weren’t the kids who needed it the most. Oh, sure, some would be pretty damn good and most would leave them alone. But it was usually the bullies who excelled, and it just made them better bullies.
After the session, on the way back to the school office with a sheet of paper listing my physical abilities for class placement, I saw my little sister, pushed up against a locker. There was a group of normal looking girls standing around her. She had this look in her eyes. I had seen that look before, and it wasn’t a good look. It happens when she is getting angry, and like our mother, that meant dangerous.
“Look, you little bitch, that bathroom is for human girls only. You will not go in there, ever!” It was the blonde from earlier; she had her hand in my sister’s hair and was holding her up against the lockers.
“Yeah you must go outside like the animal you are.” I couldn’t see who had said that, but the other girls in the group thought it was pretty funny.
“I would let go of her, if I was you….”
“Fuck off, Freak! This is between us and the little animal here. None of your business…” yelled a brunette had turned around to scream at me.
“Hey, I recognise you; you’re the dirty animal who tried hitting on me earlier. James! This is the freak I was telling you about.” said the blonde to a guy who had been leaning against a locker a few meters further down the corridor. He stood up straight, easily six and a half feet in height and walked towards me.
“Huh, well I guess I got to pound you, hitting on my woman isn’t allowed.” He moved towards me and threw a punch. Jumping back, I let my tail unwrap from around my waist.
“Huh, the freaks got a tail. That’s another reason to pound you, I hate tails.”
“Hey Sis, there’s only 8 of them, try not to hurt them too badly, OK?”
Her response was to growl. Oh dear this wasn’t good, I had once heard my mother growl, and the guy who had hit me is now a cripple. I blocked the punch from the big guy, slipped inside his defences and brought my fist up onto his jaw. His eyes crossed briefly, he shook his head, pulled back his fist to hit as if to try again to hit me, then collapsed into an unconscious heap.
I turned to see my sister do a similar thing to the blonde, who flew across the corridor. She turned to the next one, who had taken a step in towards her, but the girl began having second thoughts after her friend had gone airborne. Both our tails were flicking back and forth, hers out of anger, and mine out of agitation. She threw a punch at the girl, and I moved to catch it.
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“I can’t believe you two got pulled into the principal’s office for fighting on your first day. Your father is going to be furious. What were you thinking?”
“It’s not even a suspension, Mum, and it was self defence. You know we don’t have any classes till next Monday, and they have processed our old school records and tested us in the areas they are unsure of.”
“That is not the point. YOU” she said pointing at me, “are supposed to be looking after your sister.”
“Looking after my sister? Mum she hardly needs me looking after….”
“Mum, I don’t need….”
“Be quiet, both of you. You’re both grounded.”
“What?? We have been in the states for 2 days, and you’re grounding us already? Are we supposed to have no friends?”
“Ok, you’re not grounded, but you have both lost your TV privileges for a week, and you, young lady, a month for answering me back.” Mum was getting the look in her eyes; I spotted it immediately and signalled Katherine to stop arguing. Mum is pretty easy going as long as you don’t push her too far. Oh, she gets angry, and she shouts and screams a lot, and we get punished. But if we take it maturely, the punishment often got reduced once it was decided we have learnt the lesson. Both our parents believe that we should have a say in how thing go, so if we think a punishment is unfair we can argue about it, to a point. Ague too much and the punishment will get increased.
I remember my father’s words, “‘Well son, now you’re 12, you are mature enough to make some decisions for yourself. But with this comes responsibilities. You will have to do chores around the house, help out your mother and me when you can. Oh, and if you think me or your mother has unjustly punished you, you can argue your point, as long as you do it in a mature fashion. Understand? Good. Remember one thing though, we’re still your, parents and there is a point where if you go too fa,r you will be punished. But learning when to argue and when not to is part of life.”
I had learnt, the hard way more often than not, how far I could go with my parents, and when best to argue my case, which was often the following morning at the breakfast table, after they had calmed down from whatever reason they had given us the punishment. I shifted the ice pack on my face and sighed. That blow was going to give me such a nice black eye.
Dad’s response was pretty typical for him. While Mum was in the room he was a stickler for how bad we had been. The minute she left, after Katherine had gone to bed, he conspiratorially asked in a whisper, “How did the fight go really?” Then he quietly chuckled as I relayed the fight, and how I’d had to pin Katherine on the ground until she calmed down. He looked at my swollen eye, “Katherine?”
“Yep.” He couldn’t help but laugh out loud at that one. Mum’s look was questioning when she came back into the room.
“Jace was just saying how he got that great shiner.”
“What is so funny about a bully punching your son in the head?”
“It wasn’t the Jock, Mum. It was Kat, when I held her on the ground to stop her killing those girls …”
“She’s getting more like you every day, dear …” Hmm was it too late to get out the room …
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Over the next few days I took a stupid number of tests, which coupled with my school report effectively placed me into the best classes for my skills, abilities and previous education, though looking at my timetable for the following week, I didn’t have a clue what I would be doing. It was all stuff like SC502, Rm J201, Dr Hansworth. Now I think that SC was science, as J block, according to my school map is a Science block. So 502 maybe meaning year 5 set 2, without anything to tell me for sure this was all just guess work.
I was glad I had gotten the physical tests done already, as my balance was well off with this shiner, though the breakfast from Kat when I got up was nice. Seems I should stop my sister hurting people more often, as she seems to get all nice when I do.
Monday came around so I found myself outside the school grounds, looking at the swarm of kids heading into the building. Having not really had chance to learn the area, or even having seen another student to get an idea of the limits of the rather vague student uniform of the place, I had opted for a casual form of my old one, my old black trousers, white shirt and black shoes. So as you can expect, I stood out from the other guys, who were wearing jeans, t-shirts, shorts, and hoodies.
I started to weigh up looking like a dweeb on my first day of school or getting a bollocking from my mother for being late on my first day of a new school, when a good looking Brunette said, “You new?” I looked at her, meeting her green eyes with a smile. Her dark hair was tied back into a pony tail and she was in a black miniskirt and black tank top with a pair of trainers on.
“Yeah, and wondering whether it might be a good idea to go home, get change and turn up late…”
“Ohhh, you’re English. I like your accent. Let’s see who you’ve got.” Before I could do anything, she had whipped my timetable from my hand, turned it over and was quickly looking at who and what I had. “Right, well you’ve got Mrs. Jameson first. So if you value your hide, you won’t be late. She never forgives tardy students.”
“Damn…well I guess I can always shake the dweeb opinion people will make of me.”
“Haha, no one will think you’re a dweeb, that is school uniform. It’s just for the first day of a new year we can wear what we like, which you wouldn’t know if this is your first year, as I doubt the office told you. Right?”
“Yeah ...”
“Good, I’ve got Jameson first thing as well. This way. I’m Kaitie, Kaitie McSammuel.” She was leading me towards the building I had been staring at just a moment before.
“Jace Neumer.”
It seems Kaitie and I were in a lot of classes together and she ended up showing me around, not that I’m complaining, she was good looking. Lunch was different. Having been use to a more formal sit down style of school meals, the fast food style with the benches was all new to me.
“You ever see the movies where a character gets shown around, and is told their social status is decided by where they sit?”
“Err…a couple. Why?” I was looking around the room as we walked towards a table in the centre.
“Well, sadly, it’s true, only here you tend to get three distinct groups.” We sat down at a round table in the middle of the room. I noticed around this table the room definitely felt like it had been split into three sections.
“The three groups here can be described simply as the “Pure” humans,” she nodded her heard towards one section, “They think that they are better than anyone who has been effected by the MORFs. Some are pretty vocal about it.” I could see the blonde who had attacked my sister, as I understand it, she had been lightly bruised, a sprained ankle, and a small cut, she was however well bandaged.
“The Supers, People who have been effected by the MORFs virus quite strongly and think it makes them better than those who haven’t.” She nodded towards the group as far from the “Pures” as you could be, “Obviously the pures and the supers hate each other, and then there is the third group, which I like to call the sane and normal. The people who don’t care one way or another.”
“Normal? Kait, you’re not giving another new person your morality speech are you?” I looked up to see a tall guy in a tight black T shirt. He was wearing black specs, and I could see from his whiskers he was post MORFs.
“Ahh Jimmy! Have a good vacation?”
“It was alright, got dragged around Canada by my pops in his truck. Who’s the new guy?”
“OH, my bad.” She giggled, “This is Jace, Jimmy … Jimmy, Jace.”
“Hi.”
“Nice to meet ya, man. Where’s the rest of the gang?”
“Coming. I saw Penny earlier; she and Jen are having a meeting with the principal before coming to lunch. They probably saw Karen and the twins and dragged them with them.”
“Ahhh good.”
“How’s Mel?” she asked as she put a chip in her mouth.
“MORFS.”
“What? Damnit am I going to be the last in the group who goes through it?”
“Haha, looks like I might win the pool after all.”
“Pool?” I asked.
“Oh we have a pool on who will be the last of us to go through the MORFs. Penny, Jen and sweet Kaitie here are the only three of us to have not gone through it yet. I put my money on Kaitie.”
“Just me and Jen now…Penny went through it a week ago.”
“She did? Did she change?”
“Nope, nothing fun anyway. Just cosmetic.”
“You don’t have any fun super powers do you?” he asked me.
“Huh? Fun?”
“You know, being able to fly, pick up cars with one hand, teleport yourself?”
“Errr…No, sorry, I’ve got a tail…” I let it unwrap from my waist and wiggled it behind me.
“Damn.”
“Oooo, that looks nice, can I touch it?” I looked at Kaitie, shrugged and swung my tail to her; she took it in one hand and started to stroke it. “Ooo it’s so soft. How come I didn’t notice this before?”
“I keep it wrapped around my waist and out the way…Oooo that does feel relaxing…”
“Who’s Mr Purrer?” I was purring, quite content to enjoy the relaxing sensations from my tail.
“Haha, this is Jace, new guy, Kait's just demonstrating her magic fingers on his tail.”
“Welcome to Derek Samuel’s High.” I managed to open my eyes to look at the 5 people who sat down. Kait let go of my tail and I wrapped it grudgingly back around my waist.
“Jace, these are Penny” she indicated a blonde with a pair of Elvin ears, blue eyes and a smile from ear to ear. “Jen.” A grey eyed, raven haired beauty. “Karen” she had dark sunglasses on, and her hair was covered by a bandana and a baseball cap. “And these two miscreants” she said indicating the twins who sat down on opposite sides to Karen and Jen, “are the twins, Mike and Tike.” Both had certain physical similarities to monkeys, neither had opposable thumbs, and both had tails.
“Haha, we like to get our tails stroked as well…”
“Don’t think I have seen someone who starts purring, though…. “
“I thought it was sweet, very catlike.”
“Does he?”
“Nope, no super powers…”
“Damn…”
“Damn…”
“What’s with the fixation with super powers?”
“Well, based upon national statistics, 50% of the population feels no change from MORFS, so statistically, half the group should have no powers. Now if we look at the numbers, there is a lot of kids in this school who have had no change. So we figure, most, if not all of us should be effected by MORFS somehow, especially as we all come from families who have been effected. Now 25% should have some kind of special ability, nothing spectacular, and 1% should be amazing. Now the monkey boys here can swing and move around like real monkeys…” commented Karen.
“Hey…”
“ ...We’re better than real monkeys.”
“That’s arguable. Monkeys often have more sense” Karen kissed Tike on the cheek before carrying on. “Jen can sing in perfect key.”
“Not much of a power, she could do that before MORFS hit her.”
“Anyway, in a school of 4000 students, you would expect half to show signs of MORFs. Out of that 2000, 1000 should have some sort of ability, so in our grade, 143 students should have some sort of extra ability, and 5 or 6 should have some sort of super power. As far as we can tell, there are only 3.”
“4, if you include Kevin Samuels” Commented Jen.
“Kevin is a super brain, hardly a super power” Replied Tike.
“Plus he is way too fixated with weapons,” added Mike.
“So, do you have claws?” Karen asked with a mischievous grin.
“Err, kinda.” I held out my hand and let my claws slide out of my finger tops. Slightly curved, they were just a little smaller than the length from my finger tips to the first knuckle. “Not much use for anything other than climbing and scratching holes in things…”
“Could be nasty in a fight…”
I retracted them, “I’ve promised to never use them that way in a fight. If I do, then it’s because I have no other choice.”
“Well this is morbid, guys. Anyone see 'Love Triangle' last night?” asked Penny.
“Groan, not another soap. Do you girls do anything but watch soaps all night?” asked Mike.
“Sure we do, there’s also the sports” smiled Jen.
“You watched the Football game last night?”
“No the soccer match, those hot guys in those tight shorts.”
“Sheesh, don’t even know why I bother.”
“Cause you like me.” She kissed Mike on the lips.
“Well…” she kissed him again. “Ok, yeah I do.”
“Jace?” I looked at Kait again. “What are you doing this afternoon?”
“Oh ...err.” I pulled out my lesson timetable, “Lets see, SP501, Dr. J.P Pearson.”
“You’re in Pearson’s Gym Class?” Mike and Tike were looking at me in shock, the others in disbelief.
“According to this, yes…why?”
“Were in that class….you must have scored a kick ass score in the test to get into our class…”
“How far did you get on the Balance maze?”
“The track around the edge of the gym?” I got a nod, “I got to the bar that spun around as I got half way over.”
“Damn…”
“Impressive! Well, we better be off or we will be late for class. We meeting up at Flappinos after school?” A round of nods and yeps before Kait looked at me and said, “Wanna come? It’s a Smoothey shop on main.”
“Sure…will I have chance to get changed? Or is it a go as I am sorta place?”
“Changed is good. Not is good as well. If you will be more comfortable changed, go changed. K?” I smiled and nodded. “Mike, show Jace where Flapps is will you? We’ll meet you there.”
“Sure thing Kait, Come on Jace, the Doc really isn’t a teacher you want to be late for.”
“Two hours of jumping jacks sucks.”
My afternoon was taken up by Gym class, 3 hours of things I love, jumping, bouncing and generally throwing myself around.
Dr. Pearson is, to be honest, an orang-utan. We started the lesson looking up at him as he hung from the ceiling where he explained what he wanted us to do throughout the session. Circuit training, 5 minutes doing one activity, then you move on to another activity and so on. In groups of three, which found me working with Mike and Tike, as the pair of them used each other as spring boards to throw each other around.
“Ok, Gents.” The doc, as he asked us to call him said, fell from the ceiling to land on one of the mats. “To finish the lesson off, I want to offer an open challenge to anyone who can ring that bell…” he pointed to a bell set in the centre of the ceiling.
“Ahh, this will be easy.”
“…WITHOUT, jumping up and ringing it! That means ‘you’, Mr Piles. We all know you are capable of clearing that height with ease. So the requirement is to ring the bell three times in quick succession, without touching the ground, leaving a second between each ring.”
“Drats.”
Mike turned to me and said, “He always does this, thinks up a puzzle for us to try and solve.”
“As an added incentive, there will be 50 points awarded to the person to ring the bell for the interschool cup.”
“Interschool cup?” I asked Mike.
“School competition, near the end of the year. Teams compete for prizes throughout the year. You can gain points for your team by doing well in certain classes.” We watched Tike try to swing a rope close enough to ring the bell.
“You know, I think I can see away to ring the bell….but it will take teamwork…”
“How?”
“Call Tike, it will take all three of us.”
One of the exercises we had to do, involved climbing up a rope, crawling through a vent and dropping onto a pile of crash mats. The exit hole for the vent happened to line up with a rope on the other side of the room, and the bell in the middle. So I found myself catching the bottom end of the rope that Mike had thrown up to me, which had Tike holding onto the ring which secured the other end to the ceiling. Once I had a good grip on the rope and braced my self in the vent, Tike changed grip onto the rope and moved along it till he was under the bell, where he reached up and rang it.
Dr. Pearson was positively beaming when he congratulated us. “Five years! In the five years I’ve been offering this prize, not one student has ever managed it without some kind of power being involved, until now. Well done! You boys well deserve the 50 points between ... Oh what the heck, make that 50 points each. There should be rewards for good teamwork.”
“You guys have got 50 points already??? Damn, isn’t that more than the pair of you got together last year?” Karen was smiling at Mike as she kissed him.
“Well…yeah it is. Never seen old Doc so happy” Kaitie and I were at the counter buying the drinks, Flapps is a traditional teen hangout. They sell nice tasting drinks at a reasonable price, play good music, and have arcades and consoles dotted about the room. All the staff were young and the whole atmosphere was one of fun. I was pretty relaxed. After gym had got out Tike, Mike and I had taken a quick trip to my house where I got changed into a pair of my black combat trousers and a t shirt, before coming here. We had a half an hour wait before the others got here, due to us finishing earlier, so I got a full demonstration of Mike and Tike's DDR skills. Believe me, when I say, these two were good, they were swapping platforms and still hitting perfects on every touch.
“You having fun?” Kait was looking up at me while we waited our turn for the drinks.
“Yeah. The music is good, the company is great…” she smiled, wrapped her arms around my neck and pulled me into a kiss.
“Whoa, Kait just dragged Jace into her world.”
Karen looked over and smiled, “Yeah she said she would do that.”
“Huh?”
“Mike, Kait has a list of things that’s she is looking for in a guy.”
“Oh?”
“Yeah, can you remember then, Jen?”
“Yep, let’s see, nice personality, deep, intelligent eyes and a sexy tail.”
“And a fit body, I believe. Basically, Jace.”
“I think the accent is a bonus as well.”
The kiss was great…no better then great it was… Ok, probably not the best description of the kiss, it felt great, but to this day I can’t describe how I felt or really remember much about it, only that it felt great and I didn’t want it to stop.
“What would you two like?”
“Huh?” Our lips broke contact and Kait told the bartender our order. She smiled as she walked away to make them up.
“Want to go see a movie with me?”
“I’d love to, but isn’t it normally the guy who asks the girl?”
“It is, but I’m not like most other girls” I grabbed two of the drinks, put a third between them and lifted a forth carefully with my tail. Kait grabbed the last two. As we headed towards our table, 4 faces were looking at us with big grins on their faces.
“You think they saw us?”
“Probably.” The applause we received as we came over confirmed we had been seen
“I can’t believe how useable your tail is. Ours only seem to be any use for changing our centre of balance,” commented Mike as I put down the drink which I had carried with my tail.
“I’ve had a lot of practice. It’s like your other limbs, the more you use them to do things, the easier it gets to do them. My sister can write with both hands as neatly as one.”
“Can you write with your tail?” Tike asked.
“Haha! I wish, no, nothing too small or it’s hard to grip. I could carry the glass as I could use the shape and rim to stop the glass sliding out.”
“His tail is silky soft…” purred Kait, I grinned and wrapped it around her.
After we had had a couple of drinks, Kait and I went down to the local cinema to watch a movie, Batgirl: The legacy of the Bat, following on from the Batman of the future movies which had been a big hit in the cinemas 15 years ago. It told the tale of the girl who took on the mantle of Batgirl and joined the new Batman and Robin as they fought crime. It felt good to feel Kait’s body against mine, as she hugged me tightly during the bits which made her jump, and the fight scenes, and the romance scenes, and since she was already there, the rest of the movie.
Since we both had school in the morning we finished off our date and walked home, ending up outside her home just after 11.
“Tonight was fun.”
“It was, I find it hard to believe I only met you this morning…”
“Want to do it again tomorrow?”
“Yes, but we need to work on this. I’m sure I’m supposed to be the one doing the asking out.” We finished of with another kiss, before I broke it off and started to back away.
“See you tomorrow Jace.” She said as she opened the door and step backwards into it.
“See you tomorrow, Kait.” I didn’t know it then, this would be the last time I ever saw Kaitie.
*********
“Who was that, Dear?”
“That was Jace, Mum.”
“Jace who, Dear?” her father asked as he came into the hall way.
“Jace Neumer.”
“English boy?”
“Yes, Father, just started at school today.”
“He’s a fast mover isn’t he, if you have only known him a day?”
“That was me, Mom. I followed Pop’s advice, saw a chance and took it.”
“Well, I didn’t mean it when it came to boys. With those you have to be careful. I want to meet him before I will let you go on another date with him.”
“Yes, Father. Goodnight.”
“Night, Princess.”
“Night, Darling.” Kait’s parents walked back into the living room as the girl ran upstairs to get ready for bed.
“You know Jace’s parents, Dear?”
“Michael Neumer has just assumed command of the Alliance Security Agencies Operative Training Installation. His wife is his second in command, and commandant of the female training program.”
“The ASA’s OTI? Damn …” she sat down and looked at her husband, who had been recently elected State Senator. As his wife and Secretary, she had almost the same security clearance as he did. “Of course this does offer a certain advantage …”
“Oh?” He looked up from his glass of wine.
“We now have a legitimate reason to meet them. Publicly we aren’t supposed to know about the OTI, but since our daughter is dating their son, I think it’s only fair we meet the parents of the boy. How did an Englishman become the head of an ASA OTI?”
Kait’s father chuckled, “You are devious, but don’t start making plans for what we’re having. I’ll need to check. There are no guidelines in place for this sort of situation. He’s English, but she’s American, since neither side wanted to really let the other side have an advantage, the Neumers made an attractive offer. The third in command is an American friend of the couple, so both sides feel they are getting the best that they can for it.”
********
I got home with a big smile on my face, walked into the kitchen and took a seat at the island counter, Mum and Dad were both just finishing their dinners, so they hadn’t been home long, Kat was digging into a bowl of ice cream.
“So, good day at school? Make any friends?”
“He sure did, Kaitie McSammuel. He’s become very good friends with her.”
“Shut it, shrimp,” I said with a grin, as I ninja’d some ice cream from her bowl with a spoon.
“Hey!! Mine! Get your own, you big bully.”
“McSammuel? George McSammuel’s Daughter?” I looked at both my parents and shrugged.
“Could be, I haven’t met her parents …”
“He was too busy letting his tongue meet her tonsils”
“Oii”
“Kat, its late, put the ice cream back in the freezer and go to bed.”
“But….”
“No buts! Now! Go.”
“Ahhh, it’s so unfair!!”
“Jace will be going to bed soon as well, Dear.” Kat grumbled a bit but was soon in bed.
“I take it then your first day of classes, wasn’t a replay of your first day at the school?”
“No, I met Kaitie and had a pretty fun day. We’re going out again tomorrow.”
“That’s nice, Dear.”
“Son, I think its time we had ‘the talk’.” I stared at my dad, he stared back.
I stared at Dad some more, he still just stared back.
“Why are you two just staring at each other?”
“I don’t know about Dad, but I’m trying not to laugh.” I said, stifling a laugh. I could tell from the cracking of Dad’s eyes he was equally amused.
My mum rolled her eyes. “You two? I really don’t know what to do with the pair of you. I really don’t.”
“G’Night.” I said as I made my way to bed.
The following morning I got up bright eyed and bushy tailed, well not really bushy tailed, but I was looking forward to my day. I entered the bathroom, I got over to the mirror and looked at my reflection, my sight blurred, I felt woozy, my stomach churned. I dived for the toilet and managed to empty my guts into it.
It couldn’t have been more than 30 minutes, but I was still grasping the toilet and emptying my guts into it, or at the very least trying to, every few seconds retching, my body trying to expel anything that might have been in it. I looked up to see my mum walking into the bathroom.
“I was coming up to tell you that I’m taking your sister to the doctors for a check up, she has been up half the night in pain, but I think you had better come as well.” She placed her hand on my forehead. 15 minutes later, we were bundled into the back seat of Mum’s new Fiat Samara for the drive to the doctors.
“These are the subscriptions for their QTPs. (Quick Transition Packs). I’m afraid that beyond this I can not be much help, as a military doctor, I usually only have post MORFs patients, if you like I can refer you to a doctor more familiar with the MORFS virus and its effects.” The doctor was offering Mum a stack of medical forms. Doctor Sinclaire as I later found out is a master at keeping people alive, his genius had saved more peoples lives than people really gave him credit for, but like most genius, his bed side manner sucked.
“Will these cover them during their transitions?”
“Certainly.”
“Then I doubt there is anything another doctor can do…” My mother smiled at him.
“Probably not, no. Have them use them as soon as possible, there is no reason to prolong the suffering. If you like, I can pop round a few occasionally and check on them.”
“Thanks Doctor.”
“No problem. To tell you the truth I am most interested in their cases. It’s rare I have to treat a MORFs patient at this stage. First though, let’s get the interfaces installed.”
“Mum, I got a date tonight, I…”
“What will your date going to say if you spend most of the night rushing to the toilet? Call her home and leave a message!”
I called Kait and left a message on her parent’s answer phone, then, with a sigh, I made my way up to my room. Sitting on my bed I took a look at the plastic frame on my arm. The tight fitting device had telescopic arms which closed around the arm, holding the intravenous drip’s needle stable in the arm. According to the instruction booklet, the design allowed for rapid changes in size of the arm, while protecting the wearer from ripping out the needle if they moved around while asleep. Opening the pack, I took out one of the high energy bars and took a nibble. It tasted disgusting, but I chomped my way through the bar while I looked through the rest of the kit.
There was a foil wrapped pack of 10 capsules, 10 cartridges, and 9 more energy bars. According to the instructions, each cartridge would last around 11 hours, and the sleeping pills 12. I finished the bar, took a quick trip to the toilet, stripped to my underwear and then headed for bed. Lying down I took the first capsule with a glass of water, slipped the first cartridge into the interface, clicked it into place and rested my head against my pillow. Mum came in and sat down on the bed next to me.
“Your sister has gone under.” She took my hand and squeezed it. “Think happy thoughts, and I’ll see you when you wake up.” It was the last thing I heard before I couldn’t stay awake any longer.
Fortunately for me, I have an en-suite bathroom ... well, I share it with my sister, we both have a door leading from our bedroom to it. But by unspoken agreement between us, she uses the main bathroom and I use the smaller one. Our parents have their own. The room has a shower cubicle, a toilet and a sink. It’s fortunate that I have this, as I don’t think I could have made it to the main bathroom before I emptied what should have been a relatively empty stomach. Mum, hearing me retching, came in and started to rub my back.
“I just got your sister back to sleep. Feeling ok?”
“A little.” Mum passed me a glass of water to sip, then gave the toilet a quick clean up.
“Err, Mum, could you, err give me a minute?”
“What? Oh? Sure, Dear.” She smiled at me and moved into my bedroom. As soon as my door was closed I sat on my toilet and started to empty myself out the other way.
“Any messages for me?”
“One from a girl called Kait, ‘Get Well soon.’” I smiled.
Walking back from the bathroom I noticed my mother had just made my bed. “Mum, its only going to get messed up again.”
“I know, but I’m your mother.”
I grabbed an energy bar from the box and took a mouthful. “Sheesh, this stuff tastes disgusting.”
“I think that’s the idea, if they tasted nice, people might eat a lot of them, and unless you need high energy for some reason, that’s a bad idea. Your hair’s grown dear, I had better take you for a hair cut. Once you’re finished …”
I finished the bar and grabbed another capsule and cartridge. “You OK, Mum?”
“Just a little worried about you two…it’s hard to have one kid going through it…but two…”
I gave her a hug before swallowing the capsule and replacing the cartridge.
“Don’t worry Mum, we’ll be fine.”
I woke up feeling a little groggy, sat up and looked over to the curtains. The sun was shining through and it looked to be a glorious day outside.
My boxers felt pretty loose around my waist as I walked over to the bathroom. I took a quick shower and washed off the slimy residue that coated my skin, pat dried my fur and skin and pulled my boxers back up before heading back to bed.
I opened my eyes to see a monster crawling up my chest, I knocked it across my room, then waited a few seconds. Nothing happened, so I assumed I must had imagined it. Getting up, I staggered once more to the bathroom. I ended up having to hold my boxers up, as they kept slipping down off my bottom and hips. Walking back across from the bathroom, I noticed the monster. It was a little black cat cuddly toy. It looked like it was ready to pounce on something, and it had a ribbon around its neck. Picking it up, I noticed a white envelope not far from it.
I sat on the bed and opened the envelope. Inside was a Get Well soon card, everyone had signed a little message wishing me luck, with a bigger one on the back from Kait, ‘You do of course realise, that cancelling our date at such short notice, now requires you to take me on two dates. Get well soon, XXX’. I smiled, shoved the cat on my pillow watching over me, took my medicine and went on another trip into the world of my unconscious.
I felt a pair of hands poking my stomach, carefully, methodically checking. Opening my eyes, I looked up into the face of Dr. Sinclaire. “Ahhh, young man, you’re awake. Jolly good.”
I shook my head as I sat up and headed for the toilet. “How do you feel?”
“Like I need the toilet” my voice was a little rough. Standing up, as I started to head to the bathroom, my underpants slipped off, so rather than bending over and grabbing them, I kicked them off, and headed into the bathroom.
Mum was standing in the doorway to the corridor smirking. “Doctor Sinclaire has just come to check up on you and your sister.” I nodded. As I came back from the bathroom, I grabbed a clean pair of underwear and sat down on the bed.
The tests didn’t take long, he checked my blood pressure, listened to my heart and did the cough test. While he did this, I chomped my way through an energy bar. I took my pill and replaced the cartridge after the doc had said, “Everything seems fine.”
I woke up chilly. I had kicked my covers off my body while I slept, and my body was sore. Sitting up, I blinked a few times and looked down at my body. I could see the marks where I had scratched myself, but I was finding it hard to focus. My skin still felt a little tingly.
Carefully, I crossed my room to the bathroom and took another shower. My eyes widened as clumps of the soft fur on my body washed away. I had been warned I might suffer some hair loss, but not fur. Quickly, I felt my head. Other than being a lot longer, the hair up there seemed fine, if anything, thicker than what I was used to. Getting back to bed I noticed the sheet was covered in my hair and the slime that was coming out my body. I took the time to replace the bedding before taking the pill.
The sun shone down onto my face and it’s gentle rays gave me a warm awakening. Smiling, I staggered to the bathroom, grabbing a T shirt to wear instead of the boxers which I couldn’t be bothered to hold up anymore. What had been a good fitting T shirt, was now pretty big for me. I got to the bathroom and looked into the small mirror over the sink. I had been resisting looking into any mirror until the change finished ... another advantage of my small bathroom was that it only had a small shaving mirror. The eyes I saw weren’t my eyes, not the eyes I had looked into every day for the last 16 and a bit years. Gone were the cat like slit pupils. It was irrational, it was so unlike me…
Dad found me a little while later, curled up in the corner of the bathroom. “I’m….I’m not me anymore …” I sobbed between uncontrollable tears.
“Nonsense, what makes you say that?” He had sat down next to me and put his arm around me, cuddling me like he used to when I had a problem before I grew out of it. He stroked my hair and I turned to look into his cat like eyes.
“My eyes, they…” He looked into my now blue eyes and smiled.
“Son, they are your eyes, oh a different colour maybe, and certainly a different shape, but the rest is you.” He helped me stand up. “One part of your body doesn’t make you who you are, what matters is what is in here.” He tapped my chest where my heart is, “and Here,” he tapped my forehead. “If I have taught you anything, it’s that these things are the only things that are important. Everything else is just dressing.”
I nodded. “It’s just …” He stopped me.
“Don’t, just take the pill, slap in a cartridge and get the changes done. If at the end you feel the need to cry at what you have lost, feel free, I won’t think any the less of you for it,. Just promise me one thing, while thinking of what you have lost, think about what you have gained, and remember your family will love you, regardless.”
I nodded, smiled and headed back to bed.
“How is he doing?”
“Took the change in his eyes hard.”
“I remember seeing my eyes become like this. How do they look now?”
“Human, he’s lost a lot of weight and muscle mass…”
“The doctor said height, as well, I didn’t notice, but apparently we’re a similar height now, and he used to be a few inches taller…”
“You don’t think he’s going through the same changes we did, do you?”
“It’s possible, Kat as well you think?”
“She’s barely changed much. A bit more muscle mass…”
“How did you calm him down?”
“Same way my father did me, gave him a hug and told him no matter what we would still love him…”
“He should know that…”
“He does, it’s just sometime you need reminding…”
“Want to remind me how much you love me?”
“All night long.”
Half asleep, I staggered over to the bathroom and sat down, pulling the T-shirt up and bunching it up around my waist. This thing used to be a good fit on my upper body. Now it was a loose fit and covered my bottom. My stomach itched a little, so I scratched it. As these things always do, the itch moved north, I carried on up and then out…and ... Out? I looked down, blinked, rubbed my eyes, looked down. No, I didn’t, I cupped them, I reached under the T-Shirt and cupped them again. I decided I really didn’t want to know, so I got up and crossed to my bed, grabbed the 8th pill and swallowed it without water. The cartridge clicked in and I closed my eyes, waiting to fall asleep.
I laid there looking up at the ceiling in my bedroom. My stomach wasn’t asking for food, I wasn’t light headed like I expected to be, all in all I thought, ‘It’s over.’
Slowly, I sat up. There had been a strange weight on my shoulders. A trip to my bathroom relieved my body’s waste disposal needs, and a shower cleaned me up, and also gave me my first chance to rediscover my body. I decided to start at the top and work down. Grabbing my shampoo, I lathered my hair and started to wash the gunk from it.
Here I had my first shock. Normally I’ve always had short hair, less through choice, and more through the fact it never got longer than its inch and half length. Now, as I washed out my hair, it cascaded down past my eyes, red, strong vibrant red hair, and judging by its presence on my back, and well, front, it was down past my shoulders.
I looked at my hands. The good strong hands I’d had, had been replaced with much daintier digits. I concentrated and my claws slid out, They hadn’t changed much, and looking at the size, my fingers were the same length, just thinner. Pulling my claws back in, I did what had really been on my mind the whole time, I cupped my breasts. It felt kinda nice to touch them, it then occurred to me, if I had … these ... then did I have…? My hand went down.
I had gotten no further than cupping my nether region, and even that had sent signals I wasn’t sure were safe. I hastened my shower, cleaning my body thoroughly, but in certain areas carefully, then climbed out. Using my tail, I closed the shower door. Grabbing my towel, I made my way to my parent’s room and my mum’s big mirror.
I should have been surprised to see the yellow post it on the glass, but instead, I was somewhat relived. Ignoring it for the moment, I looked at my reflection. My vibrant red hair was tipped by the black ends from my old hair. Green eyes were on either side of a pert nose, which was over a pair of lips I would have loved to have kissed. My eyes flowed down my body, admiring my breasts, and acknowledging the flat area between my legs. My tail’s colour matched the root colour of my hair, and other than a small bit which went up a little bit from the root of my tail, held the only fur on my entire body. I looked at the reflection again, at a girl I would love to get into my bed with me, I’d just never thought, hoped, not thought that someone with this body would be in the same bed as me for the rest of my life. Only there being another person in that bed was no longer a necessity.
I took a look at the note.
‘Jace, if you read this, I’ve taken Kat to buy some new clothes. You should be about my size, so I left out this dress for you to wear. See ya when we get home, Love Mum.’
There was an arrow pointing to the right. I followed it to a dress hanging on a hanger. It was a light shade of pink, cotton and zipped up the front. I sighed and walked towards the door, kicking my towel into my hand as I passed it, thinking, ‘I may be a girl now, but there is no way I’m wearing Pink without a very good reason.’
Back in my room I hunted through my drawers till I found an old pair of shorts that had become a little too tight. Pulling them on I found them to be a good fit around my legs, but incredibly loose on my waist. Fortunately there was a draw string. I sniffed the T shirt I had been wearing, and threw it onto my wash basket with the two changes of bedding already in there. I opened a drawer and pulled out a T shirt, the American football top my father had gotten me when he came back from a business trip here a few months back, the trip that had brought us over here in the first place. It had been big on me before, now it was positively massive. I opened a window then stripped my bed, the bedding was filthy again. Grabbing it all, I carried my basket down and shoved it all in the machine.
The calendar revealed it was now the Friday, 4 days I had been out, which tallied up with the pills, bars and cartridge. I sat down on the sofa and went to pick up the TV remote, there was another post it.
‘The home work you’ve missed is on the table. Do that first.’
I ripped the note off and pushed the button to turn on the TV. Nothing happened. I flipped over the remote and opened the battery compartment ... No batteries, but there was another post-it ...
‘We will be busy all weekend, Darling, so get your homework done now.’
I blinked, sighed and got up; I was beginning to think, ‘That women knows me too well.’ Sitting down at the table I opened the first book and read the note
‘That’s my child; there are some BBQ ribs that just need heating in the fridge. For when you get hungry’
“Yep, she knows me too well…”
My homework was no easier or harder than I expected it to be. First week of a new year there was only really stuff that I had covered in previous years, as a refresher for what was going to be taught. I was just finishing my maths when I heard the car door open and close twice, and realised Mum was home.
I walked into the kitchen and put the kettle on, if Kat was on normal form she had probably dragged Mum around every shop in what ever shopping centre they went to.
I heard the Front door open, the dropping of a lot of bags and then the sound of someone running outside. Walking into the hallway I could see it was blocked by about 6 bags full of clothes. Mum was just coming in the door with some groceries. She saw me and smiled.
I started to make my way towards her to help. “Its OK, Dear, Kat can get the last of it.”
I nodded. “Well let me get a look at you!”
I spun on the spot. “I’ve done my homework; can I get the batteries for the TV?”
“Nope, I need to take you out shopping.”
“That’s OK, Mum. I’m sure you’re tired after being dragged around every shop in the shopping centre.”
“Hahaha, actually I had to drag Kat around.”
“Hang on?! What caused this miracle?” I looked up to see my little sister carrying 12 bags. Some were clothes, but most were food. Seeing her carry that much after shopping wasn’t that much of a shock. For my family, that’s the norm. Her appearance was a shock, though.. You’ve got to understand my sister, she’s an avatar for the goddess of skirts. For as far back as I can remember I have never seen her in anything but a skirt. But here she was, in shorts and t shirt, with a pair of trainers, white sports socks, and a baseball cap on.
She looked at me, sighed, and pushed past, “It’s so unfair …”
“Huh?”
I looked at her as she walked away from me and noticed her tail was gone and so was her hair.
“Kat’s taken a similar change as you have …”
“You mean ... ?”
“Yep, you have a little brother now…”
I stifled a laugh.
“I heard that!” She, or should I say, he stormed back, “You think its funny I have to be a male? You think its fair? I had plans, you bastard.” She spun round and threw a kick at my stomach, or at least tried to. The minute I realised what she was doing, the whole world dulled and everything slowed down. I saw her foot swing round in slow motion and aim for my waist. Almost painfully slowly, I moved my arm up to intercept it. With a casual slap, I redirected her force away from me and into the door frame. She had a look of surprise on her face, as everything resumed normal speed and the colours brightened.
“KAT! Jace wasn’t laughing at you, he … she was laughing at the situation. Now give your big sister an apology.”
“Mum?” I turned to look at her. Kat started to cry. I turned to look at Kat. Even as a Girl, Kat wasn’t the crying sort. She was on the floor, her trainer looked swollen. Looking at the door frame she had kicked, it wasn’t surprising why. The thick wood had been cracked, the point of impact indented.
“Sob … Sorrry … sob … Jace … Its … Sob … just … so … hard …”
I bent down and gave her a hug. “It’s Ok, Sis.”
Mum had taken her trainer off and was looking at her foot. “It’s broken. We will need to take her to the hospital.”
I watched as she set the bone and used some pencils and the bandages from the kitchen first aid kit to splint it.
“Ok, Mum.” I tried to stand up and pick her up with me, and realised I couldn’t.
“I’ll carry her, Dear. You just go up to my room and put on the dress I have …”
“No, Mum.”
“Dear, it’s only a dress. Girls wear dresses. You will need to get used to …”
“Its not cause it’s a dress, Mum. It’s because its pink, and I won’t be seen dead in pink.”
She had picked up Kat and was carrying her towards the front door. I opened the house door and then opened the back passenger’s seat so Mum could put Kat in. Kat pulled herself onto the seat and rested her foot across the back seat. “Girls wear pink dear.”
“Not this one.”
“But …”
“No.” I went back in to put on some trainers and realised as soon as I put my foot in mine it was way too big.
“I picked you up a pair of trainers, I…err….I don’t think you will like them…”
“Huh?”
“They sorta match the dress.” I sighed. The minute I saw the box I knew I would regret it. From one of the bags she had pulled a pink shoe box, and out of that box she pulled a pair of pink and white trainers.
“Did you get any socks?”
She looked worried, and pulled out a pack of 6 pairs of sports socks in different shades of pink. I rolled my eyes, grabbed the palest of the pairs and slipped them on before slipping into and doing up the trainers.
“You’ll wear them?”
“I don’t like it, but getting her to Hospital is more important than my pride.”
She smiled. It didn’t occur to me then, but Mum had done me a favour getting me the shoes and socks, even if I did hate the colours. Mum grabbed another smaller bag from the pile and passed it to me.
“You can put these on in the car. No daughter of mine is going around like a hussy.”
“Huh?” I looked in the bag as we headed out to the car, a bra and a pair of panties.
“Oh…thanks Mum…”
“Trust me, once you start walking around a lot, you will thank me for the bra.”
Once in the car, I turned and smiled at my little sibling, and shimmied out of my shorts and pulled out some pastel blue panties. I slipped my feet into them and pulled them up and on, followed by the shorts. We had just made it to the freeway when I started to pull my t shirt over my head.
“No, Dear, keep your t-shirt on. You don’t want to flash the other cars.”
“Err … ok …” I looked at my mum and smiled, everything suddenly seemed so much brighter, and so much faster, and I could hear a high pitch noise all around me.
“..CE!? Answer me!”
“What? What just happened?”
“Your eyes turned silver and you stopped responding. Are you ok? It’s a good job you came along. I think we need to get you checked out as well.”
I sighed and turned to look at my sister, sorry, brother. Got to start thinking of Kat as my little brother.
“How you doing, Sprout?”
“Hey!” He had stopped crying and his foot looked a lot better. I smiled. “My foot's stopped hurting, unless I poke it.” He did so for emphasis, and winced. “I’m really sorry, I could have really hurt you there …”
I smiled back. “You didn’t though, did you? You seemed a lot stronger than last time we sparred, you haven’t been holding back on me have you?”
“Well no … when I woke up, I was really strong, I jumped of my bed and instead of landing at the foot where I expected to, I hit the wall …”
I giggled. He smiled.
“We could hear the thud from downstairs. Your Dad and I were worried one of you might have injured yourselves,” Mum commented as we pulled into the hospital car park. “When he got up there, Kat was doing two finger handstand push ups.”
ER was pretty packed, we told the receptionist, then Kat and I found some seats and sat around waiting for Mum to get back from trying to find a friend of hers.
“It’s really unfair you know…”
“Huh? What is?” I looked over at my now little brother.
“I spent 2 years waiting for my breasts to grow. They had just got a little sensitive and started…”
“But you had…”
“Training Bra…and some padding…”
“Oh…”
“Some of my friends started growing and I didn’t want to be left behind… and … and you get yours practically over night.”
“Oh yeah, that’s fair, I lose everything I know. Probably including my girlfriend, because I doubt she is a lesbian and even if she, is I doubt her father would be too happy …”
“Well…”
“Not to mention, I happen to have liked my old body.”
“Go and put your bra on, Dear,” Mum whispered into my ear as she took a seat next to me. I nodded and headed for the toilets.
“I don’t think you want this one, Miss. This is the Gents. The Ladies’ is just behind you.” I gulped as I realised I was about to go into the Gents and turned and walked in through the pink door into the ladies.
Standing in a cubicle, I hung my top on a hook and slipped my arms into the straps, took hold of the ends, and pulled them behind my back. It took me 6 attempts to get the first hook to enter one of the loops ... only unluckily for me, it was the wrong hoop for the hook. Next attempt got it, and I had to rearrange myself to be comfy. Grabbing my top, I stepped out and had a look at myself in the mirror. The bra lifted me slightly, not that I had been sagging before, but the extra support made my breast seems a little bigger. ... ‘Not sure if that’s a good thing right now …’
With the bra on, my breasts stood out that little bit more in my top, and I could feel the stares of the men on me even more. Getting back to our seats, I realised my Mum and sis … brother ... weren’t there any more.
I crossed over to the receptionist, “Have the Neumers been called?”
She looked up at me, smiled and looked at a clipboard. “Room 5.C, your mum said you would ask, just down there and to the right.”
“Thanks.” I followed her instructions and walked into the room. “I’m sorry Ma’am. But there is nothing wrong with your son’s foot.”
“I’m telling you he broke it, not 20 minutes ago.”
The man pointed to the X-ray. “Your son is very lucky then, because this shows that the foot is healed. I will admit, this area here implies the foot has been broken recently and healed straight, but not 20 minutes ago. I’ll bandage it up for you, you should be fine.”
Mum shook her head and Kat tried to put some weight on the foot and smiled as he felt no pain.
“You took your time, Dear …”
“It took me a while to get it on…and then…”
“You were admiring yourself in the mirror?”
“Yes…how did you ... ?”
“I was exactly the same.”
“What?”
“When I changed at your age, I did exactly the same thing.” I was sitting in the back
of the car, holding my little brother in a hug when I felt a pull, heard a twang and then the smack as my bra strap hit my back.
“Ouch.” I looked at my little brother.
“Revenge,” he said.
“NOT in the car. Kat, don’t twang you sisters bra strap or you will get the same punishment as she got when she did it to you.”
“Mum, you were saying that you changed as well?”
“Yep, when MORFS hit me I was a nerdy little computer geek.”
“Wow. So changing sex might be a Genetic response to MORFs?”
“Possibly, we don’t know.”
“Maybe it was triggered by you finally swapping spit with a girl?”
I eyed my little brother and then used my tickle skills to mercilessly attack him.
“Mum…this isn’t the way home. Where are we going?”
“Dr Sinclaire wants to give you a complete check, now you’re out of your transition, remove that interface from your arm, and then the base gynaecologist will need to give you a full examination.”
“Come again?” I said, my eyes widening as my brother laughed.
“Dr. Shelly Darkwater would like to give you a checking over. It’s something we girls all need to go through every now and then …”
“Actually, that’s two things I don’t think I’m going to miss.”
“Kat, stop teasing your sister.”
“I’m going to have periods … aren’t I …?” Looking back, I think this was the moment when I first acknowledged what I now was. That was the first point when it truly struck me. I was now a girl.
The OTI looked like an office block. Publicly they were a stock trading company, buying and selling anything that would make them a profit. Underneath that though, were the offices and training facilities which churned out some of the best operatives in the world. At the time, I didn’t really know any of this. That came later.
Mum led us through the building from the car park to an elevator, where she swiped her key card through the slot. The elevator option screen changed and an extra button appeared on the digital screen. She pushed that, and we descended. This was the second time we had come here. Both Kat and I had been brought up with this, and knew to keep our mouths shut. While here, or anywhere like it, we didn’t see anything, we didn’t hear anything.
When I’d turned 16, both my mum and my dad told me that we had both been hypnotically programmed to not be able to speak of anything to anyone outside the family and people our parents said were safe. As you can imagine, I was pretty upset about this. However once they explained why they did it, I really couldn’t do anything but accept it and forgive them. This of course, meant our parents never had to lie to us or in front of us. We knew the score, we just couldn’t talk about it.
“Hello Karen, This must be your daughter, Sara.” She smiled at me before looking at Mum, who had briefly looked a little sheepish. “I have spoken to Sinclaire, and he’s in agreement with me, rather than pass your daughter around to lots of doctors, I get to be the friendly face that does them all.” She was blonde, taller than me, but I had already realised that my perspective screwed up my ability to judge height, so I was guessing she was just under 5’10/5’11 in her shoes. A white lab coat covered her black trouser suit; she held a clipboard in her left hand, a traditional stethoscope round her neck.
“That’s good, Kat was passed around to 6 different doctors this morning. We were just on our way to see Slash. When would be a good time to bring her by?”
“Oh, any time. I'm just doing paper work today, so any excuse for a break from it,”
she smiled.
Mum nodded and we carried on down the corridor. “Why did she think my name was Sara? And who is Slash?”
“Slash is your father. His code name was Black Slash, and so everyone around here just calls him Slash, or the boss.”
I noticed she had ignored my earlier question. “And her thinking I’m called Sara?”
“Jace! Wow! You look almost like your mom did when she was your age, only she was blonde where your red.” I looked up to see Dad approaching down the corridor, carrying two envelopes.
“Thanks … I think.” I replied
“It’s good to see you up and about. After seeing you like that though, I think I will have to invest in that shotgun a few years earlier than I expected to need to …”
“What?!”
“To keep the boys away from the door, Dear. It’s your dad’s attempt at a compliment.”
“What?!” They both burst out laughing. “Kat, you go for Mum, I’ll go for Dad.”
“Sure! Hey, wait? Why do I get the hard target?” This just made our parents laugh even more.
“This way, kids. We need to talk, and we might as do it in private.” He opened a door and we walked into a small conference room. Mum and Dad took two seats next to each other, so Kat and I took the seats opposite them.
“When your mother found out she was pregnant with you, Jace, we decided we didn’t want to know what sex you would be, so she and I came up with two names for you. Jace, if you were born a boy and …”
“Sara, if I was born a girl?”
“Yes,” he smiled, looking at Mum, “You told them?”
“No, we ran into Shelly on the way down here.”
“Oh.” He looked back at me, “Yes, Sara if you were a girl. And Kat, for you it was Katherine and James.” Dad pushed the two envelopes one was addressed to James Neumer and the other to Sara Neumer. I took the one addressed to Sara and opened it.
“When we saw how the changes were taking you, I got the ID department to make these up for you. Technically, they are all legal, and we do have the authority to make them. It’s just it’s supposed to be for other reasons than because of MORFs.”
“How are you getting around…?” mum started.
“Were claiming it was a test run of the department. It was an easy enough job to do.”
Emptying the contents of the envelope revealed a Passport in the name of Sara Neumer, with a picture of me smiling into the camera.
“How did they get this image? Oh, never mind” There was a photograph of me entering the hospital, a black square around my face revealing where the passport photo had come from.
“Your Biometrics just need programming into the chip. That’ll take about 5 minutes, later.” Dad added.
Next up was a driving license; I looked up at Dad and smiled. “Does this mean?” He looked at what was in my hand and reached over and took it.
“Yes. But only once you have passed your written test.”
Mum looked at the card. “And taken lessons ... why are you two looking sheepish, John? When did you start giving Jace driving lessons?”
“It’s Sara now and …”
“And?!” she had a raised eye brow.
“Remember when the pair of us went fishing for Jace’s 14th…”
“Yes…” Mum’s arms were crossed and she was tapping her fingers.
“Well…we did go fishing…for about an hour on the last day…”
“And ... ?”
“We spent the rest of the two weeks doing an Evasive driving course…”
“Why didn’t you tell me?”
“Because I didn’t think you would like to know your son got a higher score than you did.”
She looked at me and shook her head.
Looking down I noticed a credit card and it was gold. I picked it up and read it, ‘Miss S. Neumer.’
“You got her a credit card as well?”
“She needs some way to buy clothes.”
“I was going to take her shopping.”
“Would you have wanted to go shopping at 16, with your mum?”
“Well…”
“Dad…can I take the written test for my license?”
“What, now?”
I nodded.
“I suppose so, we can have them do it downstairs, then change your DVA records.”
“Assuming you pass the written test.” Mum took the card from Dad and slipped it into her handbag. “and take a full driving test.”
“Don’t we get a choice about our names? I mean, ... James?” put in my sister before I could argue.
“Nope, your Mum and I decided that since you didn’t get a choice at birth, you don’t now. However, if you really hate it, there is always Depol. You get the forms, and the money, we will sign it. But the paper work has already gone through for the both of you.”
“Ok, Sara. If you just want to take your clothes off and hop up onto the table we will get started.” I nodded to Shelly as I stripped out of my clothes and climbed onto the table. “We’ll need a urine sample, and a stool sample, if you can do one…but first, let’s just do a few quick tests.” Using a rubber gloves, she carefully started to squeeze and feel my breast. “This seems fine, and the other ...” A few minutes later, “Ok if you could lean back and place your legs in the stirrups. Thank you, this will probably be the most uncomfortable test, I’m afraid.” I felt something, then my eyes went wide!
We had done quite a few tests, from checking my visual standards to mental arithmetic and recall, to getting me to inflate a balloon as much as I could with one lung full of air. I hadn’t done these naked. Shelly had let me get dressed after she had poked, and prodded, and sampled various bits of my body.
“Sara, if you could just follow the blue line to stores, they should be expecting you ,and will get you an outfit for your physical capabilities test.” I nodded and started down the corridor.
As soon as they thought I was out of ear shot, I heard, “As far as I can tell, we will know more when we get the results from the samples I sent to lab, she is a healthy 16 year old girl. I find it hard to believe she was a boy just a few days ago …”
“That’s Jace for you; he always just goes with the flow. If he had someone to blame I think it would be a different matter…but since there isn’t and there isn’t anything she can do, she’s just accepting it. To tell you the truth I thought she would be more resistant to the name change.”
“I asked her how she felt about that…”
“What did she say?”
“ ‘Jace no longer suits me. Sara, strangely, does. When I look in the mirror…I see a Sara…’ ”
I turned a corner and realised I couldn’t hear them any more. Shrugging, I came to a pair of doors with the blue line passing underneath. I pushed through and found my self standing before a counter.
“You Sara?” a gruff Yorkshire voice screamed from the back.
“Errr ...yes, yes I am.”
“Good, come in the back here and we’ll get you kitted out.”
I looked around for a door, couldn’t see one, but noticed there was a handle over the counter, shrugging I jumped grabbed the handle and swung it into the back room. I landed softly and took a quick look around. I was in a large warehouse with row upon row of storage racks holding crates and boxes. Various smells assaulted my senses.
Looking forward, I came face to face with the owner of the voice. About the same height as me, the old man had greying hair and was wearing blue overalls. His eyes were hidden by a pair of shaded glasses. “Good girl. Most people ask where the door is. Let’s get your sizes.” He turned to one of the rows of storage racks and shouted “Gemma! Get out here with a tape measure.”
A woman in her 20’s came out and walked towards us. “Hello, I’m Gemma, and I will be measuring you today. The Doc said you didn’t know you measurements. If you will follow me, we’ll go somewhere more private so the dirty old man here doesn’t have a heart attack.”
“Hey. Do you want to be counting paper clips for a month? I may be old, and I may be dirty, but I sure as hell ain’t no …err never mind…”
Gemma led me down one of the aisles to a porta-shack which had been set up against one of the walls.
“Don’t worry about the Sergeant. His bark’s much worse than his bite. Those trainers comfy?”
“Pretty much.” She had bent down and was feeling my toes through the front of the shoe, she pulled down the tongue. “Ok you’re a size 8 an a half.” She got up and wrote it on a bit of paper, “Can you slip them off? We’ll get your height, next.” After removing my trainers, she had me stand against a piece of paper attached to the wall, she drew a mark on the paper with a pencil, then used that to measure my height.
“You are 5’6, outer leg 3’6, inner leg 2’9, hips 28, waist 20, and bust 30B. Damn, I’m jealous. You’re a size 6. OK, let’s get you some exercise clothes and a sports bra.”
Walking down what seemed like any other aisle, she stopped, opened a cardboard box and dug in it for a few minutes, checked the sheet of paper, and pulled out a blue thing wrapped in plastic. We carried on a bit further and she repeated it, she then passed me the two packages to hold. We repeated this till I had several items in my hands and she pulled out a pair of pink trainers. She saw my expression, “Yours are more for walking around in, not for actual running so you need some exercise ones.”
“Ok…erm ...do they have to be pink?”
“You don’t like pink?”
“Mum got them for me…”
“Oh ...yes. I know Moms.” She threw them back into a box and pulled out a blue pair from another. “Blue good?”
“Brilliant, thanks.”
We headed back to the entrance where she relieved me of the packages.
“We just need to get these scanned and have you sign a receipt,” the old man said as he came over with a hand scanner, and between them they passed the packages along the counter, scanning each one. Once complete, he passed me a printed copy of all the items and had me sign for them. There was 10 things on the list. After putting the items in to the bag I was offered, I was about to jump back over the counter, when Gemma said “Don’t bother. You need to go down to medical testing, it’s quicker through the back door.”
I nodded and picked up my pile. “Thanks.”
“Its OK, kid. More fun than counting staples.” I smiled as she led me to the back door. “Just follow the green and white line. I’ll call medical testing and tell them to expect you.” I followed the line down the corridor and came upon a small room marked as medical testing.
“Hello, Sara. Want to go behind the curtain and get changed?”
“Hello, Dr. Darkwater. Sure, will do.”
“Call me Shelly, I look around for my father when someone calls me Dr. Darkwater.”
“Will do, Shelly.” I got behind the screen and looked through the plastic bag I had been given. After stripping , I pulled on the sports bra, followed by the matching navy blue panties, a pair of dark blue lycra shorts which stopped just above my knees and had a hole for my tail to pass through, and lastly, a plain white, tight fitting t-shirt. I swapped my pink socks for a pair of white ones and finished off with the blue trainers, then took one of the hair bobbles and used it to tie my hair back.
As I stepped out from behind the curtain I pulled on the jacket, but left it unzipped. Mum had come in and was smiling at me from across the room. I smiled back.
“Ok let’s start with a blink test.” We walked over to a wall of lights. “When one of these lights up, hit it, ok? You’ve got 30 seconds.”
“Yep.” All the lights flashed, a beep came out of the speakers and the speed of the flashing increased, the beeping ended on a long note, the lights all flashed and then all but one turned off, I hit the first light, and the world dulled.
I could feel my heartbeat slow down as the first light turned off, I caught the second light come on and my hand shot out and hit it, as the third light turned on at the opposite end of the board, I jumped, spun my foot around and caught it with the top of my toes, the next light was with my left elbow, then my right knee, my left toe caught one at the top of the board, my left hand one at the bottom, my tail hit the one after that.
Shelly’s mouth dropped as she saw my body move in a total circle, the lights flickering on and off almost faster than she could keep up with. The machine beeped flashed all its lights and turned off. I had finished on my hand, my legs, tail, other hand and head all touching one of the buttons. I looked up at Shelly and the world returned to normal.
“That was fun. Seemed a bit longer than 30 seconds, though.”
Shelly looked over at the readout, 289 hits, average response time 10.289 ms, errors: 0,
I flipped back onto my hand, “What’s up? Why are you two quiet?”
I was looking between them when everything seemed a little brighter, I moved my head to look at Mum, but she wasn’t there, I turned to look at Shelly and she had disappeared as well. A face appeared in my vision, then pulled away. It was Shelly, but she was moving so quickly, I didn’t understand.
Then everything returned to normal. Mum was screaming into a phone, Shelly was talking rapidly into a mobile, “She’s gone Catatonic, no response…”
“Err ... what just happened?”
“Sara?” the two women said to me at the same time as 4 men ran in with a stretcher.
Mum rushed over and put the back of her palm to my forehead, while Doctor Darkwater shooed her away and proceeded to look in my ears and shine a light into my eyes.
“That’s the second time that’s happened…the first time was in the car.”
“Her eyes going all silver like that?”
“Yep.”
“Hey, would you two mind telling me what’s going on?”
“Her eyes went all black when I went to kick her earlier.” My little brother had followed the 4 men in who were now standing around.
“The brief glimpse I got, her eyes were all black when she was doing the wall.” She turned to me, “Sara, can you describe what just happened to you?”
“Well, everything brightened up, and for the last 3 seconds, you guys were moving around and being big blurs, then it returned to normal. What happened?”
“For the last 5 minutes you’ve just been standing there doing nothing.”
I looked between their faces, I was going to argue, but I could tell neither were lying. “OK, boys, you’re not needed, but thanks anyway.” She turned back to me “How long did it seem to take while you were doing the wall?”
“About 5 minutes. Everything dimmed down a bit….like it did when Kat…”
“James” Mum corrected.
“... James, tried to kick me. It all dimmed, and his foot was moving in slow motion, so I just pushed it out the way.”
“Shelly? What’s up with my daughter?”
Shelly was smiling, “Do you feel OK, Sara?”
“A little hungry, but yeah, I feel fine.”
“Shelly?”
“Its OK, Karen, I think this is just your daughters MORF-gained abilities. There usually seems to be some connection between the amount someone changes and the power they gain. Not always … but usually.”
“So what’s her power?” my little brother asked.
“I have an idea, but after we have done the other tests. Let’s get her upstairs to the MORF Testing centre. One of my colleagues there will be able to say for sure.
“It’s really unfair! Why don’t I get any really cool powers!”
“You can bench press half a ton! At 12. Isn’t that a cool enough ability?” mum said as she poked James in the chest.
“But?” I was holding the bar at 2/3 extension on a electromagnetic weight bar lifter, the weight had been slowly increasing and I was starting to struggle.
“Ok, stop there, 200 lbs, not bad. I don’t see the point in going any further. You haven’t lost any muscle strength, even though you have lost 50lbs in weight.”
“So I’ll feel stronger overall?”
“Well until your body adapts, you will need to work out quite often if you want to maintain that level…” My father passed me the towel as he had come down to watch for a bit, while Mum did some paper work.
“Thanks, Oh. Dad, how come the OTI is running the MORFS Testing centre?” he grinned.
“My predecessor’s idea. It allows us to find out the strong and promising new kids, and keep tabs on the potentially dangerous ones. Plus, it has some advantages when your own kids go through the change.”
“OK, young lady, could you step on the treadmill and keep speeding up until you reach your maximum sprint speed?”
“Sure thing, Shelly.” Thanks to my little show after my impressive go on the blink test, I had several sensors monitoring my life signs.
“Just one more test to do, but we’ll need to go up to the MORFs centre to do it. Timmy’s the only telepath we have on duty right now. Quick shower, get changed and we’ll get going.”
“’Timmy the kid’. He’s 19 years old, but he can have a look at you and give a full list of your abilities.” We stepped into an elevator and it started to rise. I was back in my big baggy t shirt and old shorts, but had kept the trainers on, only using another pair of white socks.
“Really?”
“Pretty much, though people sometimes get stronger and gain new ones. No one’s infallible.” The elevators doors opened. “If you want to go take a seat over in the waiting room, I’ll get you into the line to see Timmy.”
I crossed the corridor and went into the waiting room. A number of seats were dotted around, with people taking up most of them, some mutants some looking human, there was a guy looking like Chewbacca holding hands with a dog girl. Two monkeys were holding hands with a raven haired girl, and another girl was wearing dark glasses and a bandana. All wore uniforms, the monkeys in black trousers and white shirts, the girls both in pleated skirts and white blouses, all four wore blazers. I started to walk towards them, a smile growing on my face. As I got closer, I saw I was right, it was Jen, Karen, Mike and Tike.
“Ahh this brings back memories…”
“Fond memories of the tests they run on you?” Karen asked her boyfriend.
“Nope, the sitting around and waiting. We were here for hours before they could spare someone to test us. They need to get more staff…”
“Kinda hard to, it’s bottlenecked by the fact only 2 people in the whole city can enter your mind and do an instant psyche eval; otherwise you have to take a full psychological test.” Karen looked up at me, “Hello?” she looked over her sunglasses and looked at me with her totally blood red eyes. “There’s something familiar about you…”
“Can we help you?” Jen asked, looking me up and down, then putting a possessive arm around Tike.
Mike looked at me and blinked. “There is only one person I know who uses their tail like a belt…”
“Jace?” Tike and Mike asked at the same time. I sat down, smiled and nodded.
“Damn….” Also at the same time.
“When you stopped coming into school we thought something might be up…didn’t think it would be MORFs.”
“Me neither, but then here I am.”
“Errm. How much?” I looked at Jen?
“I’m sorry?”
“How much of a girl are you?”
“Physically? By appearances, completely.”
“Not got your DNA results back then?”
“Nope, only finished transitioning at 12.”
“Well this screws up Gym. We’re going to have to find someone else to help make us look good.” Mike said to Tike.
“Yep” Tike replied.
Karen pushed her glasses back on properly and looked at me appraisingly, “12? How did you get an appointment so quickly? There’s at least a 3 days waiting list.”
I shrugged. “I think my folks pulled some strings. What are you guys doing here?”
“Mel’s getting her evaluation today. She’s just gone in to see the scanner…”
“Same. Kait not here?”
“Errr…She’s got MORFS, wasn’t feeling well Wednesday, got diagnosed and started that night. Were heading over later to show support when she wakes up.”
“Sara Neumer! Sara Neumer!”
“Oh. that’s me. Back in a bit.” I got up and headed over to the person who called my name.
“Damn, I wish my parents had pulled strings.”
“I just wish my parents had strings to pull…”
“Sara, this is Timmy the Kid. Just relax, this won’t take long.” I nodded to Shelly as she led me into the small room. A table sat between two chairs; a young man in a business suit was sitting in the far end.
“Come in, Sara, take a seat.” I sat down and felt a pressure on my head. He nodded and ticked a couple of the boxes. “Interesting.”
“Oh?”
“Yes, there is some resistance.”
“Oh.” He ticked some more boxes.
“Ok, think about this image” he lifted an ink blot; I saw the wings of a bird flapping in it.
“Huh?” He turned the card and looked at it. “Whoops, wrong card” he grinned and held another up. This time I saw cat swiping at its prey. “Good, just like I thought. You’re very much like your father.”
“Is that a good thing?”
“That’s up to you, I wouldn’t take it as a insult, though. Ok, we’re done.”
“That’s it?”
“That’s it. If you want to go back to the waiting room, someone will come out with your results shortly.” I got up and left and he was adding details to the sheet he was writing on.
“That was quick. Thought you would be gone a lot longer.” I had sat down opposite the other 4.
“That Timmy guy just stared at me, then started making notes on a sheet of paper.”
Kait’s friend Jimmy came across. He had his arm around a small dark haired girl.
Out of the group, she and I were the only ones not in school uniform.
“Jimmy, you remember Jace, from lunch last Monday?” She nodded at me.
“Yeah ...”
“Is that the guy Kait likes?” the girl asked then, looked at me. “Are you his sister?”
“Mel, let me introduce you to Jace. Jace this is Jimmy’s girlfriend, Mel. Mel, this is Jace, the guy we were telling you about earlier.”
“I didn’t think Kait’s was a Lesbian?”
“No, Jace just went through MORFs.”
“Ohh.” She had sat down next to me, with Jimmy on the other side of her.
“Not in school uniform?” I asked her.
“Nope, school policy, no student can return to class until they’ve been passed as safe.
And since I didn’t go to school today I get to be comfortable.”
“They’re worried some kid who got bullied is going to come back to school and beat up the people who bullied them.” said Karen.
“It happened a couple of years back at a different school. There was this kid who wasn’t very athletic, total geek, everyday someone would beat him up and take his lunch money. Then MORFs hit, and he turned into this walking muscle beast. First day back in school he ripped the arm off one of the bullies who used to pick on him and beat the guy around the head with it.” Mike said.
“That was just a rumour.”
“Well, if it is, it’s enough of a possibility that the school board insists that no student not cleared can come back.”
“Of course, it never occurred to them to try and stop people getting bullied?”
“What did you find, Timmy?” Shelly was looking at the telepath as he came out the room carrying Sara’s folder.
“Like father, like son.”
“Huh?”
“She hasn’t really accepted that she’s a girl. She will, she’s too pragmatic to not do so. She’s borderline, killing someone won’t bring out any real emotional responses. Like her father, though, she is bound by her ideal of honour and will only kill when necessary.”
“Dangerous?”
“Right now? Only to anyone who attacks her friends or her family. You were almost right, by the way. She does manipulate her perception of time, and to a small degree, the time around her.”
“What?”
“Oh don’t worry. She seems to have a neutraliser, like a elastic band ,she can stretch it a bit, but it jumps back once she lets go. So I’ve marked her as medium risk, monitor.”
“Anything else?”
“Some resistance to telepathic probing.”
“Which means?”
He shrugged, ““Everything, nothing. I showed some resistance, and I came out like this. My brother showed some and he became a vegetable. In truth, I’m more concerned with the brother…”
“He’s being kitted with a muscle relaxant and some mental programming…”
“Lets hope he finds something to focus him. Girls often find it harder to loose their range emotional expression.”
“Melanie Franks, Sara Neumer, Your results are available.”
“Good luck” I said.
“You, too,” she replied as we got up and walked across to the reception desk to get the A4 brown envelopes.
“Sara?” I looked at the women.
“Yes?”
“Your mum said to tell you that something has come up and you are to make your own way home.” She passed me a smaller envelope. I nodded and walked back to my friends.
“Ok. What is with all this Sara, business? I thought your name was Jace.” Jimmy was looking at me confused.
“It is ... was …” I sighed, “Sara is the name my parents were going to call me if I was born a girl. So a couple of days ago when my parents realised what was happening, they started the ball rolling to have my name changed. Just to sort of minimise the amount of time I would need to adjust … Hell, I’m sorta just going with the flow, I’m kinda stuck like this, so …”
“So you’re making the most of the situation.”
“And Jace doesn’t really suit this face, and it’s best I get used to responding to my new name.”
“So enough with that already!! What did you get?” Mike was on the edge of his seat. I smiled at him, looked at Mel and we opened our envelopes together.
“I’m safe to return to school.” Mel looked at me, I was still reading through mine.
“Sara?”
“Huh? Oh, yeah, I’m clear to go back to school as well, just have a warning to be careful, as I have a denser muscle structure.” I opened the other to find a house key, my credit card, a note from my mother to go buy some more clothes and not worry about what I was wearing as it was from spares. And another with my sizes on it.
“Where’s a good place to buy some clothes at this time?” I looked up at the girls, saw all three boys slap their foreheads in the corner of my eyes, and saw all three girls grow big smiles.
“Mall trip?” the three girls said simultaneously.
I looked at Mike. “Did I just make a mistake?”
“And how,” he replied.
“You two want a lift home?” Jimmy asked Mike and Tike.
“What sort of clothes do you need?” Jen asked me from the front seat of Mel’s car. Karen was in the back with me, she had convinced me to let her redo my hair, and was brushing it out.
“Urm … everything…” the three grinned.
“Do you know your sizes?” Karen asked, so I passed her the note with them.
She read it, looked at me, and passed it forwards. “Size 6? Damn it, I won’t be able to borrow any of your clothes.”
“You’re a size 6? If you become a cheerleader, I will never speak to you again,” added Mel.
“Huh?”
“Ignore her, she’s joking. Kait’s going to kill us, though.”
“Oh?”
“Yep! Shopping trip without her. But don’t worry, its an emergency, you have no wardrobe.”
“I hate to say this, but let’s start with the school uniform, then underwear, then shoes, then something more casual.”
“Budget?”
“I’m not to go crazy.” I shrugged.
“Makeup?”
“Err ...”
“Lets consider that a yes. Do we have time for hair?”
“Need an appointment, we can make one though, we need to be quick, we have two hours before we need to get to Kait’s.”
“Will we have time to do any worthwhile shopping in two hours?”
“We can get the necessities.”
“Underwear first then?”
“Yep.”
Shopping is hell. I have always had a preference to online shopping over going aimlessly from shop to shop … but…Ok I’ll admit it ... I had fun. Starting in the lingerie shop, the girls convinced me to buy several packets of simple white cotton panties, a few simple bras, a couple of padded ones, and a black bra and g string set, the latter of which they insisted I wear for the rest of the shopping trip, as it was bound to make me feel more girly. I should have trigged then they were up to something
Next I was dragged into a department store with a big make up selection. “We need to know your colours before we can get your other clothes,” was the response to my protests as the women sat me down and told me to close my eyes.
Opening my eyes to look in the mirror, I found myself looking at a totally different person. Emphasis had been put onto my eyes and lips, apparently my best facial features. From the smiling faces of my new friends and the dirty glares of other people, it was an improvement. I ended up with a bag of makeup.
An hour later we were making our way back to Mel’s car, each of us carrying a few bags of clothes, and me in a black silk miniskirt, and baby blue t shirt and a pair of apparently low heels which were threatening to break my ankle every few steps. I think the only thing that stopped them was the fact they were knee high boots. The skirt zipped up the back and had a built in hole for my tail. To my new friends misery, we had been forced to buy all my skirts, trousers, shorts and dresses from the same 2 shops. They kept saying, “Damn your tail,” but I wouldn’t lose it for anything, and the wonderful appendage saved my feet.
Jen and Karen had taken up the back seat on the way to Kait’s and were getting out of their uniforms and into some new clothes they had picked up.
“Kait promised to wait on taking her next cartridge on us getting there.”
“When did you speak to her?” I asked
“This morning, before she took the day one, about 7ish.”
“Did she sound well?” my questions had apparently been asked by the others and Karen just shrugged , “Ask her yourself when we get there. It’s probably the same as for everyone, you feel like crap until it’s over, then you feel great.”
The four of us bundled out of the car and headed up to the front door of the McSammuel’s place. At the shopping centre I had picked up a small stuffed teddy to give to her.
“Oh girls, I’m glad you could make it. Kait’s watching TV in the front room. Go on through,” Mrs. McSammuel said after she opened the door.
I was the last in and followed the others through into the front room. Sitting on the couch watching the TV was a half naked boy. He looked like he had just came out of the shower and was dressed in a pair of men’s pyjama bottoms. My eyes started at just below the waistline of those and rose up over the sculptured 6 packs, rested on his tight pectorials, broad shoulders, strong neck, handsome jaw. His long hair had been tied back into a loose pony tail. He hadn’t noticed us come in, as his eyes were on the telly. My breathing had increased a little, and I was feeling a little hot.
“Just wake up Kait?” Karen asked.
“Yep,” he said smiling as he turned to look at us. “Woke up feeling great, had a shower and sat down to watch some TV.” He switched off the TV and turned around to look at us completely. “Hey Mel, how was your change?”
“Not bad, I’ve gained second sight.”
“Oh?”
“Yep I can see from a point up to about 3 meters from where my eyes actually are. What about you? That’s a pretty big change…if Karen hadn’t warned me I wouldn’t have known it was you.”
“Nothing.” he said and then looked crestfallen. “I finally find a guy I like, and this goes and happens…”
“Oh, I don’t think Jace is taking your changes all that hard, Kait.” I was practically drooling.
“What?” She looked over at me “…Jace?”
I nodded, not trusting myself to speak.
“Right, I think we should leave these two alone for a while.” The three girls headed out to the kitchen, while Kait and I just stared at each other.
To Be Continued...
As if having to move to a new country and leaving all your friends behind was bad enough. Just when you start making new friends and even find a girl that you like, and who likes you, your whole life is changed dramaticly by a genetic syndrom you thought you were immune to.
By Nist Shadow
Part 2. Are you sure this skirt isn’t too short?
“And where do you think you have been, young lady.”
I had just walked through the door carrying the 5 bags from my shopping trip; the girls had dropped me off before driving off. I kicked off my trainers and started towards the stairs when my father came out of the living room. “Your mother and I have been worried sick.”
“Dad? Its only 8.30.” I turned to look at him, his eyes went wide.
“Sara, Living room.”
“But…”
“Now!” he turned and walked back into the living room beckoning no other argument.
“Oh darling…you look wonderful.” Mum was curled up against one arm of the sofa
“Damn Jace, makeup?” My little sister, sorry, brother, was curled up next to Mum, who was looking up from her book.
Dad resumed his armchair and was looking at me expectantly.
“What?”
“Where have you been?”
“Shopping like you told me to. Why?”
“It’s been nearly 7 hours since we last saw you, and shopping for you, always consisted of as short a time as possible.”
I collapsed into the other arm chair, subtly aware that it now completely swallowed me where before, it had been a tight but comfortable fit. “I met some friends from school at the testing centre and they took me shopping.”
“And the makeup?” Dad asked.
“Which looks very nice by the way, suits you.”
“Thanks, Mum…I think. The woman in the cosmetics shop did it and showed me how to repeat it …I think I’ll go and wash it off…”
“Nope, it looks good. Did you get a nice dress while you were out?” That’s when I noticed that both Mum and Dad were dressed up, Dad in a suit and Mum in one of her nice evening gowns, Kat…no sorry, James, was dressed up as well, but only to the extent he was in a shirt and trousers.
“Errm …well I do…but…”
“Let me see.” Mum got up and pushed me out the door. “Don’t mind your Dad, we’ve been waiting for you to get home and he is feeling pretty hungry.”
I stepped out of the bathroom wearing the little black dress, that Mel, with the backing of the others, had insisted was ‘totally me’ and they’d insisted I get it or they would ditch me in the middle of the mall. While I didn’t think for a moment they would actually ditch me, I caved and got it anyway. It was black silk halter top which flowed into a flared skirt which stop mid thigh. The bodice curved around just below my breasts and was slightly boned to produce a corseting effect. I had put on the black tights that I had been told went with it, opaque nylon with a Celtic pattern of thinner see through lines. I looked at mum who was going through my bags.
“Your friends really put you on a tight rein didn’t they? There is not a single piece of un-girly clothing in here. Even the shorts have flowers and hearts on them.”
“Tell me about it. To their dismay, I drew the line at pink, but I think they snuck at least one thing in when I wasn’t looking.” She nodded and pulled out a packet of pink panties, then turned to look at me.
“Oh my …I’m not sure who is going to throw the biggest gasket…”
“Huh?”
“Your Dad’s taking it a little hard, that his son is now his daughter and his daughter is now his son. He’s not sure how to treat you both.”
“’Dad's’ taking it hard? How do you think ‘I’ feel? I’m not sure how I want to be treated. It would be easier if I was Kat…James’ age … To tell you the truth, he doesn’t look much different than how he was before…but…wait who is the other person?”
“Your sibling, I told Kat that under no circumstances would I let her wear a dress similar to this a couple of days before you both went through….your changes.” Mum pulled out one of the shoe boxes and passed it to me. “I take it these are for that dress?”
I nodded. Opening the box I took out the 2 inch high heeled shoes with the ankle strap and sat on the bed to put them on.
“What happened to you earlier?” I asked
“There was an incident in the training facility. Two of the students started a fight over a young man. Both were convinced he was being faithful to them, and he was claiming he’d never lied to either, which was true, he hadn’t Well now they are together and he’s single and no one else will touch him.”
“How does that work? Not lying to both, but still leading them on?”
“Oh, he was telling his girlfriend, that she was the only women for him and his boyfriend that he was the only man for him.”
“I didn’t think the base was fully operational yet.” I stood up and straightened myself out.
“It isn’t, but we have had the first intake of students and are doing a rolling take up. I don’t think anyone realised how much work would be involved combining so many facilities into one location.”
“This is too revealing isn’t it? You’re going to make me take it off and wear something more suitable aren’t you?” there was an almost begging tone in my voice.
“You look wonderful; perfect in fact. Your friends are right, that dress does suit you…” I sighed; I was beginning to wish I had put my foot down earlier. “Are you sure it’s not too revealing? It feels like I’m barely dressed. See?” I turned around to show how my shoulders were completely bare. “And look, isn’t this hem way too short?” I indicated the mid thigh length hem, knowing full well these were things they had picked up with Kat.
“Nope. It’s perfect and it looks good on you.”
“You wouldn’t let Kat wear something like this.”
“Kat wasn’t 16.”
“It’s much too revealing, Mum, I understand you are trying to be supportive, but it’s OK. I’ll wear something much more conservative.”
“You’re doing no such thing. Besides, we don’t have time for you to get changed again.”
“It will only take a second, you won’t …”
“Nope. We don’t have time. Sit down and I’ll redo your makeup.”
“Where are we going, anyway?”
“We have a table booked for half nine. A restaurant on main. And don’t start the moody teenager bit, I can tell when you’re putting it on. You’ve had your hair cut? I’m surprised.” I sighed, I should have known Mum would have realised, even though I had got it tied back. “I didn’t notice before because of the way it’s tied, but all the black tips are gone. Where did you go?”
“Bento’s….”
“WHAT?” her eyes widened.
“The place in the shopping centre. A little further up from the supermarket.”
“There’s a 1 month waiting list….”
“Yeah, the girls said something about that, and how it was worth it if I could get on their books.”
“It is, the owner is a genius, and his trained assistants are brilliant. While I redo your makeup for the evening, you can tell me all about it.” I sighed, and started to tell her.
“In here.” Mel said as we were walking down towards another shop.
“Wha?” I’d protested as she grabbed my arm and suddenly dragged me sideways into a large hair salon. Our path was blocked by a skinny bald man with a single lock of bright pink hair in the center of his forehead. Dressed in a bright yellow tight t shirt and matching hot pants, he’d stood with a hand on his hip, the other on the front counter and asked, “Can I help you ladies?”
“I’d like to make an appointment for my friend to get an introduction …” he nodded, leant over the counter and grabbed an appointment book.
“Let me see here…hmmm” he began to turn pages, “Nope, nope, nope, nope…we might be able to fit her in next month…”
“A month for an appointment?” I asked. I was used to just walking in and waiting my turn with the barber.
“Normally, its 6, but we had a cancellation…”
“6 months? That’s crazy.”
“Oh my.” A new voice said from the door way behind me, “such a vibrant colour…so…so…” he growled. I turned to look at the man who was talking; he was wearing a pair of slinky sun glasses and had a flat top hair style. Bare chested, he wore only Leather trousers and several gold necklaces. “That face…that beautiful hair doesn’t compliment that face. It must compliment! Young lady, Sit.”
“Excuse me?”
“An English rose? You wanted an appointment? You have one, its now, Sit!.”
“You’re trying to tell me Roberto Bento had to order you to sit to get your hair cut? He has professional models begging, top actresses going to him, rather then him to them, and he had to order you?” Mum asked.
“What? Some strange guy you have never seen or heard of before, points to a chair and says sit. You would do it?”
“Well no …”
“Well, neither did I.”
“No thanks.” I started towards the door, but I was intercepted by the pink haired man.
“Do you have any idea who you just said no to?” I looked at the man, past him to the guy who had just told me to sit, past him into the rest of the salon, which bar none had stopped whatever they were doing, looking at me, some with open mouths. I looked back at the man with the pink hair.
“No I don’t. Have a nice day.” I stepped round him and moved towards the door again.
“Young lady, if you let me mould your hair into a masterpiece, I will do it free of charge. So please sit.” Flat top said from where he was still stood.
“Sara, if you don’t sit down and let that man work his miracle on you, I shall never speak to you again,” Mel hissed, I looked at Jen and Karen who both, wide-eyed, indicated I should. With a sigh of the defeated and outvoted, I moved over and sat down in the chair.
“Ok, are you trying to tell me, the hair maestro himself told you to sit down to get your hair cut, and you tried to leave?”
“Pretty much, Mum, yeah.”
“I have so much work to do …and so little time….”
“So Darling, how often do you normally get your hair cut?” Flat top, or Roberto as he told me to call him, asked as he himself shampooed my hair.
“Once every couple of months or so…or when ever it needs doing…”
“Which salon?”
“Salon? No, I used to just do it myself …” which was true, since I had always had a pretty uniformed blade 4 cut I would just run the electric hair trimmers over , then twice a year or so, go into a barbers to have it neatened up.
“Sacrilege…” he spun the chair round so I was facing the mirror, dried his hands and took a pair of scissors from a towel.
“Aren’t you even going to ask what I want?”
“No, because I don’t judge you yourself know what you want.”
“Can you at least make it easy to manage?” I saw a raised eyebrow and decided shutting up would be a good idea at this point.
“So what did he do in the end?”
“Mostly, he just trimmed it. Took of the last of my old hair, my apparent split ends, I’m to throw out my old shampoo and never, ever, use it again, it is destroying my hair, apparently.”
“Anything else?” she asked with a grin
“Go back in two months for another appointment…” I sighed, “The bastard is blackmailing me with it as well…”
“What?”
“Since he insists cutting my hair properly is very important, in exchange for my only using him and not touching my own hair with a pair of scissors, as long as I keep my appointment, my friends get appointments as well.” My mother, after finishing my face, slipped a hand up and before I could stop her, released the grip holding my hair back, It fell forward and down. Shoulder length and straight, it was cut to frame my face and hang straight down, the vibrant red seeming to flow with every turn or movement of my head.
It seemed to have a life of its own, move freely and cleanly, and yet still return to the same position when my head came to a stand still.
“Did you get a jacket?”
“Jacket? Damn, I knew I forgot something,” I grinned. Opening the one bag she hadn’t had a chance to rummage through I pulled out the leather jacket. I had been wanting a leather jacket for a few years now, before, I was growing too quickly and when I wasn’t, I couldn’t afford to buy one, as they were way out of my clothing budget. While the one I wanted wasn’t quite like this one, I slipped my arms into the sleeves of the trench coat and pulled it on. This one was so much better for my new form.
“I thought I said, don’t get carried away?”
“Who got carried away? It was in a sale, 50% off; I got another 40% off due to a slight bit of damage as well.”
“Bit of damage?”
“Yep.” I turned around and showed her the convenient hole in the small of the back, it was a point where the seams had come a little loose and happened to center over my tail.
“You’re joking me? You got a discount for a tail hole?”
“Yep. I thought I would widen it slightly and reinforce it and it would be perfect.”
“Are you sure you’re my son? You’re adapting to all this a little quicker than I expected. Your father and I thought you would take this harder than your sister, and yet …”
“I thought about freaking out when I woke up …there have been a few other times as well …but I keep coming back to the same conclusion. Half the population is female and gets through everyday just as well as the male half, and say I do start freaking out and saying about how unfair it all is, what would be the point? You and Dad can’t change anything, modern science as I know it, can’t undo the effects of MORFs. So where would freaking out get me? Besides, as much as I keep trying to convince myself otherwise …today was fun.”
“Come with me, I want to show you something” Mum dragged me into her room and showed me my full length image in the mirror. The ankle length black leather jacket and my vibrant hair proved to be a startling combination. I let out a deep sigh.
“What’s up dear? You look wonderful …”
“I know …that’s the problem.” I want to get into my own panties…
“Are you going to keep that jacket on?” Mum asked before we went back into the living room.
“Only till we get to the restaurant.”
“Oh?”
“If one or both of them is going to blow a gasket, I would rather do it somewhere safe …like say a public place with lots of people.”
“When did you get so sneaky?”
“I want you two on your best behaviour. Under better circumstances we would have left you both at home to adjust to your new circumstances but ….”
“What your dad is trying to say is that we realise this is going to be hard on both of you, just do your best. James, this will be harder on you than on your new sister. While girls can get away with being slightly tomboyish, boys can’t be even slightly feminine. Sara, for goodness sake, keep your legs closed.” Mum said before turning to face the front, I looked down and realised I had sat down like I always did in the car and spread my legs out. Sheepishly, I closed them, then for good measure crossed one over the other. I let out a sigh and fingered the small purse that had been passed to me just before I left. It really contained everything I needed, my id, my keys, and my mobile phone. The latter of which, while not getting a signal outside of Britain, still contained contact details for my old friends back in the UK and my new ones here in the US, not to mention Dads and Mums work numbers.
“Mum, can I get a coat like Ja…Sara’s?”
“No.” came the reply, in stereo from our parents in the front of the car.
“But?”
“Were not spending that much on something that won’t fit you in a matter of weeks.”
“But...”
“No.”
“Ahh this sucks, I have no good clothes any more.”
“This is an unsecured meal, no one should ask you anything you shouldn’t feel comfortable answering, but if necessary, feign ignorance on what we do…I know, I know, you two have been through this before, but well …after the changes you understand …” Mum was looking a little stressed as we got out of the car and headed for the main entrance.
“Dear, they will be OK.” Mum nodded and wrapped her arm around Dad’s waist, who in turn pulled her into a hug.
“This isn’t a family meal is it …?” I asked as I looked up at the 5 star hotel entrance.
“No…and we’re hoping your presence will stop it becoming a business one.”
“Who is it we’re eating with?” I sighed; sometimes my parents could be so infuriating.
The restaurant was on the ground floor of a five star hotel, and seemed to have been built based upon the old model of a dance floor with a number of tables around the outer edge. I noticed room for a full orchestra on the stage, as the Maitre D’ led us over to a large table. Some of the waiting staff following, ready to take out jackets as we removed them. As Dad removed his, and Mum removed her wrap, I went to sit down still in mine.
“Your jacket, Dear.”
“I’m a little cold, Dad. I’ll keep it on.”
“Nonsense, it’s warm enough.”
“Don’t make a scene, Sara, take off your jacket.” I flashed Mum a dirty look and just got a mischievous grin in return. I unbuttoned the jackets and slipped it off my shoulders; one of the waiters caught it and helped me to take it off.
“Whoa!! Mum! That’s so unfair!! You never let me wear anything like that! OW!”
“Don’t make a scene, James. We’ll talk about this later.” Dad then leaned into Mum and said quietly, “You could have warned me.”
“And miss the expression on your face? Not likely” she replied back equally as quietly.
We sat with Mum and D in the middle, James on Mum’s side and myself on the other side of Dad. “It seems weird sitting next you like this…” I commented to dad after the waiters had dropped off some glasses of water “Tell me about it. If anyone had asked me, I thought you would have a harder time adapting than your sister and yet…” he trailed off.
“And yet here I am, looking every bit the young lady, while my little brother is sitting over there in a training bra, and as light a layering of makeup as he thinks he can get away with.”
“You noticed?”
I nodded.
“I hope he can get over it before he returns to school. No matter what the school board might claim, any boy caught in a bra and makeup at his age is going to be bullied. They might forget he was once a girl, but not if he keeps showing feminine traits.”
“You’re worried about him getting beaten up?”
“No, I’m worried he might get angry and kill someone…”
“Your mum and I are dealing with that…”
“Muscle relaxants?” I asked. He nodded. “I thought he looked a little sluggish …that could be worse though, if he has no defences…”
“You could protect …”
“No, believe me. No, that would just make things worse. Think back to when you were our age, would you have been happy if Auntie Dana had come to your rescue?”
“Point taken…” Where my father had gone catlike with MORFs Aunt Dana was more like a Hippopotamus… ok, that’s unfair, she just kept gaining muscle. By the time she was 16, she was one of the strongest women in England.
“You and Mum just have to convince James that being a boy isn’t all that bad.”
“Your mum and I? Aren’t you going to help?.”
“Nope, sorry Dad, I’m busy, previous arrangements.”
“Oh?”
“Yep, the girls are taking me shopping again, and then were meeting up with the boys so we can support Kait when she gets tested.” I could feel tears welling up within me again; I closed my eyes and pushed it back in. I felt an arm go around my shoulder, pulling me into a hug.
“It’s ok Sara, its OK to cry. Girls can cry, you know.”
“I may look like a girl now, but I’m not one, not yet,” I whispered back, “So dad, this feels a little uncomfortable.” As a guy I was never really a huggy sort of person, especially with my dad. We shook hands, but neither of us were really for outright signs of affection like this. “And very, very weird.”
“It’s not weird for a father to hug his daughter …”
“No …but up until a few days ago, I was your son, and I still feel that way…” I extracted myself from him, and turned to look at him. “Dad, just treat me the same as you used to.”
“I wish I could, but your mum would kill me.”
“What?”
“If I gave you a black eye in the training ring now, I reckon your mum would do more than shout at me.”
“I was 13 then, and I doubt you can move fast enough to keep up with me. … Old Man.”
“Old Man? Why you little toe rag. I’m going to enjoy showing you who is the daddy.” I stuck my tongue out at him.
“Michael Neumer.” My father looked up and immediately stood up, I followed his gaze, quickly pulled my tongue back in and saw a party of 6 approaching us, I moved to stand up as well, only to find my father’s hand on my shoulder, pushing me back down. “May I introduce to you our guests, Stephen Felms,” a man around my fathers age, dressed in a black suit, his hair slicked back, said as he indicated a greying man, about 10 years older than my father, immaculately dressed in a pin stripe suit, “his wife, Jennifer” the women next to Stephen was around his age and wearing a black evening gown with opera gloves. Her hair was in an immaculate bun with what looked like pearls sewn into the net. She was also wearing several necklaces and bracelets.
“This is their son, Peter, ” indicating a young man who was giving me the creeps. His eyes hadn’t left me since he had approached the table, I forced myself to look at him. From his slicked back hair to his black suit, to the cocky grin on his face he screamed Wazook to me. The sort of person whom I used to take great pleasure knocking down a peg or two.
“You know my wife Dana, of course.” He indicated another woman in a blue evening gown. “And our daughter, Melanie.” I looked up to see a girl in a pale pink evening gown, similar in cut to her mothers. As she looked up, I smiled, she saw me and I could see her frown waver. Then it was replaced with a quick smile.
The man turned to Stephen and Jennifer and introduced us. “This is Michael Neumer, Head of the Banking consortium, Oldham, Tilles and Ingleson”
“Hello.” My dad offered his hand to Stephen and Jennifer in turn. “Allow me to introduce my wife, Cassandra.” My mum offered her hand, “My eldest, Sara,” he indicated me, “and my youngest, James.”
Peter moved to sit next to me, but Mel beat him to it, which forced him to sit on the other side of the table, at the far end, opposite my brother. “I thought you were planning on having an early night, tonight.”
“I was, but Mum and Dad had other plans. You know how I felt about this dress….”
“And yet you bought it.”
“You threatened to ditch me in the middle of the shopping centre. …”
“Mall! It’s a mall, and I wouldn’t have really, but it does look fantastic on you.”
“Yeah, I think Peter agrees with you.”
“Ugh, him …”
“I take it your date was cancelled?”
“Yep, my folks had other plans for me, as well.” She grinned at me.
“Sucks to be 16, doesn’t it?” I grinned back and took one of the menus the waiter was passing around
“Sure does. Ever been here before?”
“Nope, you?”
“Yeah. Dad likes to bring clients here. The Caesar salad is good.”
“Never been a big fan of the green stuff.”
“You two know each other?” Mel’s mum asked from across the table. She was sitting opposite Mel. Mel’s father was opposite me and the Felms were opposite my father, mother and little brother. A quick look showed that Peter trying to start a conversation with my sibling.
“We met today at the centre. Sara started at our school last week and made real good friends with Kait.”
“How are you enjoying it?” she asked me.
“The school? I’ve only really had one day, but that was a lot of fun. It’s a lot different to what I’m used to.”
“I can imagine. One day?”
“Erm … well, I went down with MORFs, came out of it this morning.”
“This morning? Mel had to wait 3 days for her appointment…”
“I think there was a cancellation or something…” I covered up, I wasn’t sure how much this women knew.
“So you looking forward to going back to school?” I looked back at Mel who was wearing a cheeky grin.
“What, in the tiny little strip of material you call a skirt?” I asked.
“Tiny? It covers just as much flesh as ours do, and I bet you wouldn’t have complained a week ago.”
“Hey! While being true, that’s unfair. Besides, then it wouldn’t have been my flesh it was exposing.”
“Hypocrite,” she teased, “This term is going to be a lot of fun, I think.”
“Oh?”
“Yep, Seems we have a space in our group for a girl, what with Kait defecting to the opposition, and you fit the bill perfectly.”
“Huh?”
“He, he, I’m just joking.” She grinned.
When the waiter came by to take our orders, it felt a little weird to be one of the first asked, but I was prepared, and ordered a prawn cocktail starter followed by Duck L’orange for the main.
When she leaned towards me and whispered, “I’m going to go to the bathroom,” I looked at Mel weirdly for a moment, then shrugged, “OK”.
I looked towards my father.
When a sigh from Mel caused me to look at her as she headed off, I frowned, wondering, ‘What was that about?’
“I can’t believe they lost by 30 points …”
“It’s that new kid of theirs. They keep putting him in, and he is about as much use as a chocolate fire guard.” Great …sport …as much as I like sport I would rather be doing it myself rather than watching someone else do it. ‘Come to think of it, I could probably use the toilet as well.’
“I know you’re new to all this, but us girls never go to the toilets alone.”
“Huh?” Mel had cornered me as I stepped into the ladies. “OH!! Is that why you were telling me?”.
She rolled her eyes, “Yes it was.” I slipped into one of the stalls. “I hear you and Kait were getting on well, will you carry on? Now you have switched roles?”
There I was, underwear around my ankles, dress pulled up, and she was asking me what I intended to do with the person who I had been kissing not a week before.
When I finished what I was doing without saying a word and stepped out, she was sitting on the couch smiling at me. “So?”
“So?” I asked back.
“You … Kait … share!”
“What’s to share?”
“Gah, this is infuriating, trying to get juicy info from you is not easy.” I moved over and sat down next to her.
“I honestly don’t know what you mean.” I smiled at her.
“Grrr, you!! Come on!! I won’t tell!! Pinkie promise.” She had her little finger sticking out.
“There’s nothing to tell …”
“But you two were, if the reports are to be believed, and I have no reason to think them false, locked in lip lock. For quite some time.”
“It wasn’t like that.”
“Uh huh.” She looked at me, eye brows raised.
“Ok, fine. From the moment I first met Kait, I wanted to kiss her, when in that drink shop place…”
“Fraps?”
“Yeah, she kissed me, I was like wow! Maybe moving to America won’t be as bad as I thought it would be.”
“You thought it would be bad?”
“Moving away from your friends, everything you know, to go to another country which while speaking the same language, with the exception of some spelling issues, is almost a totally different culture. To be honest I was scared. It didn’t help matters when I got into that fight with James…”
“Your little brother?”
“Huh? No, some big guy at school …I thought that was it, I was screwed, destined to spend the next few years either as a punching bag for any loser who felt he was strong enough, or possibly worse, as a non person. Then I met Kait….” When I sniffled a little and tried to hold back the tears, Mel wrapped an arm around me. “And the rest of the gang just accepted me, it was like back home, I sorta just clicked.”
“The twins told me how great you were…are…and they have very high standards…at least where other guys are involved.”.
I nodded; it didn’t stop the tears though ,“Then it happened, everything seemed to be going so well and then I turned into this.”
“It could be worse.”
“Oh?”
“Yeah, you could have become ugly… ugly and fat.”
“Gah, why am I crying??”
“It’s a lot to take in …” I nodded.
“Yeah, but I’m not a crier.” I forced a smile.
“It’s OK though, it helps some times.”
“The others seemed to have fun dragging me around all the shops in the shopping centre…Mall…”
“Hey. you had fun as well. You were a little worried to start with, but I distinctly remember a big grin on your face later on. It was a new experience for us all though, one we get to do again tomorrow.”
“Oh?”
“Yep, we are taking Kait out to buy a new wardrobe. And by 'we', I include and insist upon you coming as well.”
“Me?”
“I saw how you were looking at Kait, and her at you, once she realised who you were.”
“But…I don’t want to be gay…I can’t fancy another man.”
“Oh? I can prove you are not gay right now.”
“You can?” she nodded, turned my head and kissed me on the lips, I was shocked at first, too shocked to move till I felt her tongue invade my mouth, that’s when I pushed her away. “What are you doing?”
“Proving you’re not gay, or apparently, bi-sexual, either.”
“What?”
“How did you feel when I started to make out with you? Now, I know I’m not as pretty as Kait was and you are. But I’m still considered pretty attractive. A guy or a gay girl would be really turned on by what I did, or at the very least, she would have responded.”
“But…”
“Sara, look in that mirror!” She pointed at the big mirror opposite the couch. “Do you see a boy and a girl on the couch?”
“No…I see two girls.”
“Two girls, who both happen to fancy two boys. You know what that means, don’t you?”
“Huh?”
“Yep, we’ll have to double date, of course.”
“Double date?”
“Oh look at the time, we had better be getting back to the table …but first, we need to reapply your makeup.”
“Double date?”
The starters were already on the table when we got back. We apologised and got stuck in. When I saw mine, my first instinct was to ask for the rest of the portion, but I held my tongue and decided that the mains were probably going to be bigger. I’m glad I didn’t complain, as even though it only seemed to contain 2 prawns and a bit of lettuce, it was still enough to make me feel half full. There had been a slight rearrangement in the seating while we had been away, Jennifer had swapped seats with Mel’s father, who I realised hadn’t been introduced to me.
“I understand you girls go to the same school?” We both nodded at Jennifer’s question.
“Mel’s been going there since we moved into the area a year ago and I believe Sara, you started last week?” Dana offered.
“I had my first day last Monday, and probably get my second on Tuesday or Wednesday.”
“Oh? How come?”
“I went down with MORFS Monday evening, and since I’m now over it, I’ll probably have another few days of ability testing.”
“Oh…I had forgotten about those. I was looking forward to seeing everyone again as well. What are they like?” Mel asked.
“Boring mostly, most of the tests are impossibly big and open ended …”
“Open ended? Why would they be that?” I looked at Jennifer, and was about to answer when Jennifer did for me.
“For the students who are way above the curve.”
“One of the post MORFS boys has a photographic memory and an IQ over 250. He stopped taking classes, because he could learn more from reading a book for half an hour then the teachers could teach him in a month. As I understand it, he’s doing a few degrees at Harvard now.” Added Mel.
“There are kids like that out there? Are they dangerous?”
“Mostly to themselves. You get the occasional megalomaniac, which is why we have the testing centres; they try and screen as many as possible, then keep tabs on the dangerous ones.”
“How do you control them?”
“By letting them control themselves, is the easiest way.” Mel’s mum then proceeded to talk about various methods of subtly controlling the children so they could grow up to be productive and safe members of society.
I listened for a few minutes then nodded to Mel and whispered into her ear “Is your mum usually like this?”
“Pretty much, she’s a MORFs rights activist.”
I was contemplating going to the toilet again when the main courses arrived. Again, they were tiny. … I mean, really, really small. It was damn nice though, even if it was barely enough for a small dog to be satisfied with. As we began on the main course, the band, which until this point had been playing quiet background music, was joined by a singer. She had a beautiful voice, not loud but it added to the background music in such a way as to bring it forward in my ears, yet leave it far enough back that I could ignore it if I wanted.
Mel and I were discussing the various merits of rock musicians we both liked, when a voice behind me, with a touch of an accent I couldn’t place, politely asked, “Would you care to dance?” I turned to look, and saw Peter standing there, arm extended.
I was about to say, “No. thank you.” and turn away, when Mum said,. “She would love to…wouldn’t you Sara.”
I looked sharply at my mother smiling politely at me as if to say. ‘Do it and Don’t make a scene.’ Hopefully she got my return smile of, ‘I’ll get you for this.’ There are times when I love my parents and feel I would do anything for them, there are other times when I hate them so much it hurts. This night was becoming one of the latter times.
“Enjoy yourselves,” Dad said as I got up from my chair. If looks could kill Mum and Dad would both have been mince meat at this point, Suppressing my emotions, I turned and smiled tightly at Peter as I walked past him towards the dance floor, ignoring his offered arm.
“You are very charming,” he said as he took hold of me to lead me through the steps. I stumbled, not use to being led, “though not very graceful, but don’t worry I find that refreshing.”
Worry? Why would I worry, but I was ‘Ungraceful’ again, though this time bringing the heel of my shoe down onto his foot, purely ‘accidentally’, of course. The dance had a good pace, which fortunately meant he wasn’t holding me to closely. Sadly, this didn’t last. As the music changed to a slow number, he pulled me close before I could extract myself from the dance floor.
“I was watching you during the meal. You fascinate me. You are like a angel.”
I rolled my eyes, ‘Sheesh does he think this sort of thing works on anyone?’ I felt a wondering hand, and deftly moved it up before he could go any lower. It was bad enough I had to dance with this guy, I wasn’t about to let him do something I would have hit a man for doing before. In fact, I would probably still hit a man for doing it.
“You are like a rose, a beautiful red rose.” His hand began sliding down again. ‘Jeez my parents are less then 100 yards away and this guy is trying to cop a feel!’ Then I realised that with his back to them, they wouldn’t see anything untoward. I stopped his hand’s downward exploration again, and looked in the direction of the table. Everyone but Mel and James were ignoring us, and they were smirking. James had moved over to my chair, probably to speak to Mel while Peter tried to pull me.
“A thousand stars do not match your beauty.”
I stopped the wandering hand again and pulled back to stare him in the eyes. “If that hand goes south again, I will break the wrist it’s attached to. Understand?”
“Understand? I understand how beautiful you are and how I want to worship your body.”
I scowled into his face, ‘I cant make a scene… How would a real girl handle this situation …What am I talking about? I am a real girl now, I have the plumbing to prove it apparently, but how would someone who has always been one handle it?’
“If you two want to live you will come off the dance floor quietly.”
I turned to look at a man in a black suit holding a gun aimed at us, hidden between himself and us. “I wouldn’t do that.” Peter had been reaching for his back when he stopped and moved his arms back into sight of the man in black.
I saw something in the corner of my eye and turned to look as another man pistol whipped James. My head shot round to look in the direction of our table, James was on the floor, a man over him with a pistol aimed at him and a sneer on his face and two men in black were holding pistols to the heads of the Felmer's. A fourth was covering the rest with a pair of pistols.
“You don’t want to do this. You’re not a bad man.” Peter said.
“Don’t bother trying that, I have protection from your psionics.”
“We had better do as he says.”
I wasn’t really listening, I was looking over at James, wondering, ‘Is he OK?’ He wasn’t moving.
‘NO ONE SCREWS WITH MY FAMILY!' I saw red. My tail unwrapped from around my waist and started twitching in the air. I was told later my eyes changed, mostly turning totally black, except the pupils, which became silver. All I remember was the world turning grey, all the colour running out of it, and everything seemed to slow right down.
The first to go down was the guy in front of us. I ripped the gun from his hand, breaking 3 of his fingers in the process, and then snapped his forearms, before kicking his legs out from under him. I caught the gun in mid fall. Taking careful aim, I fired off two shots towards the two holding guns on the Felmers. This took longer then I expected it to, as the first bullet left the barrel, it seemed to slow down. Though still moving visibly, I could see the round as it spun through the air. I aimed the second shot and let it go. Then I threw the gun away and headed towards the other men. I round house kicked the first guy I came up to, the one who was covering the others with the two pistols. There was a look of shock as my foot came into contact with his head and he spun around. What shocked me more though, was that the speed he spun through the air dropped as soon as my body broke contact with his. As he seemed to float through the air, I twisted my body and ripped the guns from his hands.
As I turned to look at the one aiming a gun at my little brother, I saw a bullet leaving the barrel of the gun. Grabbing his shirt, I dragged James out of the way, the bullet just missing him. I ran back to the guy, kicked the gun down, spun inside his guard and had just swung my hand, the flat aimed to hit the guy in the windpipe when suddenly, everything went really bright.
The bright light receded, and returned to looking somewhat normal, my hand shot out finishing its path and only hit air.
“She’s coming back around.” Mel voice said. I blinked and looked around. I had been moved, and was no longer over in the dining room, I was standing in the ladies
“What happened? Where is the bastard who was going to kill Kat?!” I demanded. “And why am I in the ladies?” I added as an afterthought.
“I moved you after you stopped moving, which is fortunate, as none of the others are in a fit state to talk, but are all still alive. If that move had landed, that man would have been killed. As to what happened, I was hoping you could tell us, but not here. We need to get the pair of you to the OTI.”
“We came in Mel’s car so George and I could drink,” said Mel’s mother Dana. “If we could get a lift there with you, she could take the kids.”
Mum nodded then turned to me. “Lock down; you’re to speak to no one about what happened until both your father and I are with you. Understand?”
I nodded.
“Would it be acceptable for Peter to go with them? I don’t really want him here any more then necessary.” Jennifer asked.
My mum nodded. “That was going to be my next suggestion. Until we can confirm your rooms are safe, it is better to get you somewhere we control. Do you need to contact your Consulate?”
“I’ll leave that to Stephen. How are we going to get the kids out?”
“We recommended you stay at this hotel, as we have control over all of the staff and management personnel.”
We pulled out of the hotel dressed as maids. Well, Mel and I were dressed as maids and Peter in the back seat, looking rather solemn, was dressed as a porter. James, would have looked too young to be a porter, and mum refused his suggestion he wear lots of makeup and a padded bra and be a maid, was in the boot of the car.
As expected the paparazzi were all over the outside of the hotel. Cameras were trained on us, so as instructed, we started to pose for the pictures, giggling like a pair of schoolgirls, …which we were. But they were supposed to think we were a pair of maids having done their shift. Since neither of us thought for a moment Peter could pull it off, he was trying to look like he was dozing on the back seat. Needless to say. they took one look at us and didn’t even bother to waste any digital film. Still, one reporter tried to ask us some questions, to which I smiled and told him the lie about us having just come off shift and being told to go home and not talk to the press, and no I didn’t see anything, and sorry, the floor we were on was too far to hear anything, and no, the porter didn’t know anything or he would have told us. Once out of sight, Peter opened the port hole and James clambered out.
“Next time, you travel in the boot, and I’ll be the maid,” he said as he pulled on his seatbelt.
“If next time you have the body …what am I talking about? There won’t be a next time. Agg! how can anyone wear these things? It’s touching me in all the wrong places.”
“It looks like it’s touching you in all the right places, to me.”
“Kat, hit him for me, would you?”
“Oh, with pleasure.” My little sibling clenched a fist and turned to look Peter in the eye.
“Oh? What are you going to do? Look kid, I’m easily twice your size.” Peter smirked.
“Peter, Can you bench ½ a tonne?” I asked from the front, looking back with a big grin on my face.
“What?”
“My little sibling there can lift ½ a tonne without any difficulty. So unless you can do more, then that I wouldn’t bait him,” I finished with a smirk of my own, and turned to face the front. A moment later I heard a thud, followed by someone gasping for breath. Looking back, I saw Peter was bent over clutching his stomach.
“Kat, I didn’t mean for you to really hit him.”
“Aghhh say what you mean in future.”
“Where….pant…are we going?”
“Your folks didn’t tell you?” Mel asked, using her rear view mirror to look at him.
“No, just said to put this on and go with you.” He pulled at the nylon uniform with disgust. Mel and I looked at each other, and then she shrugged, and I sighed.
“We can’t tell you.”
“Look, don’t be a bitch. Tell me or I’m getting out right now.”
“Bitch? We can’t tell you. it’s not that we don’t want to, it’s that we can’t.”
“That makes no sense,.” he moaned.
“How far is it?”
“Just around the corner. Hopefully, someone has rung ahead, or we won’t be able to get in.”
“Get in where? I demand you answer my questions.”
“Demand?” Mel asked me.
“I don’t know about you Mel, but I make a specific point of ignoring demands.”
“Yep, me too.” We ignored him for the remaining 5 minutes it took to get to the OTI.
“Did you have to have him tranqued?”
“We weren’t sure how much he was allowed to see,” I replied in earnest to Dr Shelly Darkwater. She rolled her eyes, then crossed her arms and stared at me.
I sighed, “And he was being an annoying prick.”
“That may be so, but the guard wasn’t happy with having his weapon taken from his hand.”
“It’s non-lethal.”
“That’s not the point.”
“He was trying to feel me up.”
“Still not the point. He could have been allergic to the trank.”
“Did I mention he was annoying the hell out of me?”
“That aside, how are you feeling?”
“Fine, why?”
“You look very pale. Sit.” She had me sit on one of the beds while she took my blood pressure and did a quick check on me.
“Now you come to mention it, I do feel a little weird …” I looked at Shelly’s face only to find it a blur.
I opened my eyes and blinked a few times, my head was throbbing and I felt really tired.
“Arrr, Sara, you’re awake. Feeling any better?” I was laying flat on my back with what felt like an intravenous drip in my arm.
“What happened?”
“Sugar Crash. Drink this.” She passed me a cup and I took a sip.
“Tea?”
“Yes, I thought you would prefer it over coffee or a soft drink.”
“How long was I out?”
“Half an hour. You parents are on the way here, and if you feel up for it, James and Mel wish to come in and see you.”
“That would be nice. How is Peter?”
“He came around about 10 minutes ago, no problems, though as ordered he is in one of the guest rooms with a guard watching his door.”
I tried to sit up. “No you don’t young lady, you’re going to lie there at least until your parents get here.” She took the intravenous needle out and bandaged my arm.
“Hey Girl, feeling better?” Mel had sat on the end of the bed I was lying on.
“A bit, ain’t got a clue what happened though.”
“Doc said Sugar Crash, and that it was nothing to worry about …”
“Still, I would like to know what caused it.”
“I can’t believe you shot Peter, though.”
“It was only a trank gun, and he had it coming.”
“The expression on the guard’s face though, as you relieved him of his firearm.” She was starting to giggle, “He was mortified.”
“He should have passed it to me when I asked for it.”
“Then, there was Peter’s face when he realised you had shot him.”
“I did warn him.”
“Warn? You told him if he didn’t shut up you were going to shoot him.”
“Did he shut up?”
“No. he didn’t.”
“So he got shot.”
“He was asking where you were going to get a gun.”
“You said it you’re your-self, he was an annoying prick.”
“Remind me to never piss you off or get between you and your guy.”
“What?”
“I’d hate to see what you’re like when you’re pissed off with someone.”
“Don’t worry, I would never hurt my friends.” She stopped grinning and looked at me seriously
“You consider me a friend?”
“What else would I consider you?”
“Oh Sara!” she jumped forward and hugged me. “This is going to be so much fun, and I won’t feel bad for holding back a real big secret.”
“Huh?”
“Everyone else I know and consider a friend, even Jimmy, I have to lie to them about what Dad does, even what Mum does at times when she is helping out. I have to lie when I go with them on missions and stuff. It hurts, but …”
“But with me, I know what you’re going through.”
“Yeah. Till we moved here I never really had any friends, then Kait adopted me and I met Jimmy and I got in with them. Dad was working here all the time, so I didn’t have to lie where I was going.” I grinned at her. “Sorry, I’m not normally like this.” She pulled back, “but I feel like I can open up more with you, you know?”
I nodded, it was weird, I wanted to open up to this girl, and I had never felt like this with anyone before.
“Can you tell me what happened? One minute you were dancing with Peter, the next you were mm’s away from a kill hit.”
“I can’t talk about it …I want to …”
“You’ve been mentally programmed haven’t you?”
I nodded. “To stop me talking about things I shouldn’t when I shouldn’t.”
“Me too. Sometimes I wonder how far it goes …”
“Mine’s mostly aversion. If I’m about to say something about this place to someone not in my family, or in an unsecured location, I start thinking about something else. Though I can, if needs be, say some keywords to let my parents know it’s important and about here, so they can get me somewhere quiet and secure.”
“You know that?”
“I helped with my sister’s. Mum said mine’s almost identical.”
“Ahhh, I wonder if mine is the same.”
“Just ask. Might just do that. So here is the question I’ve wanted to hear,” Mel dropped her voice to almost a whisper. “Which is better?”
“Sorry?”
“Being a guy, or being a girl?”
“So far? I can’t say…”
“What? Why not?”
“I’ve been a girl…what? Half a day, I was a boy for 16 years…but to tell you the truth, apart from the fact some of the clothes are a lot more comfortable, there’s not much change.”
“What? Not even in the…you know.”
“Huh?” She leaned in and put her lips near my ear, then said in a normal volume. “You know, … the orgasm.”
“Haven’t had one.”
“Never?”
“Not in the last day.”
“Ahhh… Ok, when you do check out your body, I want to know which way is better.”
“Ok…You will be the first I tell.”
“Thanks.” She had the biggest grin on her face as she pulled a deck of cards from behind her back. . “Want to play?”
“You will be pleased to know, no one was killed, though you seriously injured most of them.” My dad was sitting in a large leather chair. Mum was standing to his right, and I was standing in front of his desk. I had never seen either of them looking this serious before. “Publicly, we were never at Dorchester. Your mother and I exited the building shortly after yourselves, in a different fashion. The civilians on site have all been given false memories where necessary. Also, the security tapes have been mysteriously lost. Not that they really showed anything from the moment you disappeared.”
“Why did they attack?”
“You don’t need to know.”
“But ...”
“No!” This wasn’t the normal laid back Dad I was use to.
“We are impressed though, by the way you dealt with the attackers,” Mum added. “Though your presence on the dance floor before that was disgusting. It was embarrassing watching you dance with so little grace.”
“Since you almost killed that last one, you are grounded and will be taking extra lessons. If you hadn’t frozen like you did he would be dead.”
“But …” this was so unfair, being grounded for protecting my little brother.
“You will be grounded till 7 tomorrow morning, at which point you will be free to do as you wish, until the time for your lessons begin.”
“Wait … That makes no sense.”
“The short period of grounding?” I nodded at my father’s question.
“Sara, you did save James life, I saw the bullet holes from the rounds buried in the ground where he was laying. What you are being punished for is for letting your anger get the better of you. Even in that situation, there was no need to kill him. You already had him disarmed.”
“And your appalling show of grace when dancing with peter. I know full well I have taught you both how to dance,” Mum said.
“Mum, I know how to lead. Peter …”
“Peter’s dancing abilities are inconsequential. You should have been graceful and …”
“I’ve been a girl less then 12 friggin' hours and you expect me to be as graceful as Kat was? Or you are? That’s unfair and you know it.”
Dad turned to look at Mum and smiled, “I told you she was too smart to just let that one slip through.” He looked back at me, “Accepting you were put into a position a little out of your depth too early ...”
“A little? And against my will?”
“No one held a gun to your head…”
“Guns I can handle. Mum’s stares … Those I can’t.” Mum was now scowling at me.
“You can handle guns? That does bring up my next point …” Dad said as he changed the subject and turned the screen around, showing an image of the dance floor, the man with the gun aiming at Peter and myself.
He clicked the button and my eyes turned black, when he clicked again, I was gone, there was nothing but a black and pink blur, the gun was falling towards the ground and so was the man who had held the gun only a moment before.
He clicked again, and the scene changed to one of the Felmers. As he clicked, I could see the effects as the bullets shot the guns out of the two gunmen’s hands. “That’s pretty impressive shooting for someone who has never handled a pistol before ….when did you learn to handle a pistol?”
My facial expression must have given me away.
“Did you know Jace had …you gave him weapons training?”
“Only pistol …I thought it might help if he ever needed to know. Besides evasive driving?” Dad sighed, then looked at me again. “OK, we can go over this as much as we like. In the end it won’t achieve anything. However, we feel you need to see a psychiatrist and make sure you’re handling this properly.”
“You’re making me see a shrink? Because I saved Kat’s life?”
“No, we want you to see a shrink because you almost killed someone.”
“I don’t have a choice in this, do I?”
“Nope,” Mum said.
“Can I go?”
“You can.”
“I’ll be out in a moment to take you and James home,” Mum added as I headed for the door. I stepped out of the door and sat down in the secretary’s chair. Noticing the intercom, I realised dad must have left it transmit, as I could see the light on. I pushed the mute button.
“… danger. She is harmless unless something happens to someone she cares about.” A man’s voice which I remotely recognised.
“I’m still uncomfortable at the facial expression she had when she was moving for the death blow.” That was dad’s voice.
“Her facial expression?”
“She didn’t care. There was no emotion on her face at all.”
“To tell you the truth, Sir, she is much like yourself. The same restrained fury.”
“Jimmy…” Mum said.
“No it’s OK, you’re right, we saw it before, and when she was Jace, I was proud. But now …”
“What’s changed?” Shelly asked.
“Jace is Sara now. Our daughter, not our son,” Dad stated.
“Are you saying that that makes her less of a person? Half the population are female.”
“It’s just we brought up Jace to be a man. He hasn’t any of the grace training I would have giving her if I had known,” Mum said.
“So you’re blaming yourselves because you brought up a son?”
“I’m sure she is blaming us, as well …”
“Why? Why do you think that? I can tell you she doesn’t blame anyone, I might not be able to read her perfectly like I can with others, but she doesn’t blame you for bringing her up the way you did and I very much doubt she blames you for letting some people getting by your security with plastic guns.”
“But?”
“But you think you failed her? Look at this picture! That’s the image of a girl using the training her parents gave her to protect her family. ‘This’ isn’t the picture of someone who has been failed. This is the image of someone who loves her family, and is lucky enough to have been giving training so that she was able to respond, and as you say, save the life of her little brother.”
“She almost killed someone ….”
“I’ve seen the security video Slash. You almost killed that fuck yourself, and unlike your daughter, you didn’t have the excuse that you had disarmed him and were overreacting. He was handcuffed and sitting on the floor.”
“Shelly. I’m a killer. I have been for years, and it is what I do.”
“No Slash, you’re not. You kill, but you take no pleasure in it, and neither does your eldest. She is just like you.”
“I don’t want either of my children to grow up like us.”
“I don’t think we have a choice, Dear. They are both too good to leave alone.”
“I don’t think Sara is the only one who needs to see a psychiatrist,.” Jimmy added.
“Jimmy,” Mum said. “This conversation doesn’t leave this room. Understand?”
“I do, boss. But I think you might want to tell your daughter…”
“Why?”
“She is listening on the intercom outside.”
“What? Damn it!” The intercom went off. I sat back into the chair, tears streaming down my face.
My fist slammed into the weighted punch bag, one of the large ones hanging from the ceiling of the gym, There was a thud and it shook a little. It didn’t stop the tears, but it did make me feel a little better. I brought my leg up and kicked it. The skirt from the Maid’s mini-dress was a hindrance, but I wasn’t after power, so I just ignored it.
Sighing, I moved over to one of the training dummies. It was 6 foot in height, and shaped like a man, with its parts responding like they would if it was attacked. I slowly lifted my leg, and stopped it just short of the dummy’s head. After the intercom had gone dead I had got up and walked along one of the corridors, eventually coming to a door which wasn’t security card locked. The gymnasium was simply a large room with a number of different exercise machines dotted around, a boxing ring in the centre, punching bags in a corner, and the dummies, like the one I was standing in front of.
“It’s not a good idea to go wondering around here without a security badge, or someone escorting you.” It was Dad, from the doorway into the gym. He had removed his tie and jacket and pulled his shirt out from his trousers.
“What are they going to do? Spank me?”
“Shoot you, more likely. Then give me a mound of paper work to deal with.”
“That would be an improvement, wouldn’t it?” I jumped up and kicked the head of the dummy. It rocked slightly, and a little light flashed, telling me it would now be concussed.
“Not really.” He had walked over towards me.
“You’re ashamed of me ...” I punched the dummy in the stomach.
“Not ashamed.”
“What then?”
“Worried.”
“Why? You and Mum brought us up to be able to protect ourselves.”
“Step into the ring. If you’re going to attack something, at least make it something that can hit back.” I nodded and moved towards the ring.
“Your mother and I led a hard life, even after we had you and Kat, we …we did some dangerous things, and we took the pair of you with us, often as part of our cover. That was often a necessity, but putting the pair of you in danger …we didn’t like it. So we gave you what we could to protect you, or at least give you better protection”
We bowed to each other as we had done so many times before, then both moved forwards.
“You think I didn’t know? Dad … I’ve known what you and Mum do for a living for years.” I made to kick him in the stomach, which he blocked easily and countered with a punch to the head, which I blocked. “You were hardly all that secretive about it. Especially after you coded us to …”
“We didn’t code you to do anything.” He dropped and spun, slide kicking my feet from under me. “Your mother and I put in some low level hypnotic suggestion to stop you and Kat from thinking and talking about certain things when you didn’t need to, that’s all.”
I rolled away from his downward attack, spun and tried to kick his feet from under him, he jumped backwards out of the way. “There’s a difference?”
“Coding involves the use of drugs, and can seriously affect your personality. What we did just makes you think about something else where anything to do with our work is involved. I’m offended you would think we would code our own children.”
I jumped backwards and kicked off my shoes. The heel wasn’t hard to walk on, but it was enough difference to put me at a big disadvantage.
“You’re offended? Trying being on the receiving end!” I blocked his kick with my foot and followed through with a round house. “Try finding out your own father is ashamed of you, for something that is out of your control.”
He blocked my roundhouse, so I came in with a punch, which he blocked. So I spun and brought my trailing foot back into play. His leg came up to block it as his hand came forwards towards my stomach. The punch slowed down, the world paled and my own hand shot down and I blocked. The energy though, was enough to push me backwards away from him.
“That dress isn’t really made for fighting,” he said.
Before I looked down at the Black mini-dress, with its white trimming and nodded, I looked hard at him to make certain he wasn’t just trying to distract me. “I have nothing else to wear though.”
“You know your mother and I love you, and neither of us are ashamed of you. Actually, I’m pretty proud. You took out those attackers like a professional, and that’s half the problem. You’re not, you are just 16. You should be worrying about girls and school work. Or is that boys now? Either way, you shouldn’t find yourself in a life or death situation. So because of my arrogance in thinking this city safe, you were put in danger, and Kat came within milliseconds from death. Jace, the only person I’m ashamed of is me, because you saved her, and I didn’t. … I …I couldn’t.” He was near tears, or at leas the closest I had ever seen him.
“Dad…” I walked up to him and did something I haven’t done since I was 10. I wrapped my arms around him and gave him a hug. Since I seem to have lost 5 inches in height, this meant my head rested under my father’s chin. As he wrapped his arms around me. I have to admit, it felt good. Why did I stop doing this?
“Your mother and I decided…we can’t in all fairness punish you for the fight …though you still need to see the shrink.”
“Which is punishment enough.” I replied.
He chuckled to that, “Come on then, let’s get you home. There is nothing else I can do here anyway. It’s all under control.”
“Oh, by the way. You are grounded until your friends come to pick you up, then you must get everything on the list your mother will give you. Then, when you get home you will be grounded all day on Sunday, so don’t make any plans.”
“What?” I looked up from him. “You just said I wasn’t going to be punished.”
“I said you wouldn’t be punished for the fight in the hotel. I said nothing about the little incident here at the OTI.”
“Oh…”
“I can’t believe you took one of the guard’s weapons and shot Peter with it. His mum was fuming when she found out.”
“He deserved it.”
“What was he doing?”
“Kept looking at Mel’s and my legs and making jokes.”
“Jace!”
“Dad …Sara …you renamed me …remember? And Jace would never hug you like this.”
“OK, Sara! Boys do that. You can not go around shooting them for it. Hell, I know you stared at a fair few legs yourself.”
“True, but I didn’t do it from right behind and make audible comparisons, and ask for the opinion of one of their little siblings in the matter.”
“He didn’t …?” Dad was incredulous.
“He did.”
“He’s lucky you only shot him. Your mum would have killed him.”
“Punishment dropped?”
“Nope, it’s still in place”
“Damn!”
Funny thing is, I don’t remember much about getting home, though I did wake up with my hair a mess and my face covered in makeup. A shower, then ten minutes with a hair brush solved both issues, well, solved them at least to my standards.
I was the first one up, so I started by putting the kettle on.
I sighed then. My second day as a girl! …My first had been pretty hectic, my second seemed like it was going to be just as bad. I opened a cupboard and grabbed the Shredded Wheat box. There was a note addressed to me on the fridge as I opened it, which I took off and put on the isle counter. I poured out my bowl of cereal, added the milk and poured the hot water into a mug with a tea bag in it. I took one mouthful of the cereal then looked at the note. I swallowed hard.
I was still sat there 15 minutes later when my mother came down the stairs in her dressing gown.
“Please tell me this is a joke.”
“What, dear?” she looked over my shoulder at the note. “Oh … Nope, no joke. I want you to get those things while you are shopping. You can charge it to the credit card.”
“But …” I tried to complain as she started to make herself and dad a cup of tea.
“No buts! The mall should have everything you need.”
“But …”
“I said, no buts.”
“You want me to get a Tutu?”
“Yes, dear.”
“Why?”
“You are going to learn Ballet.”
“What?! Why?”
“Teach you grace. It worked for me.”
“Can’t I start in shorts and t shirt?”
“No.”
“My friends …they will think I’m some sort of freak.”
“What do you mean?”
“Girl for less then 24 hours, and I’m buying a tutu and ….dance shoes.”
“Ballet shoes actually. And white tights, and a matching scrunchey.”
“But …”
“Have fun, Dear.” She smiled at me and picked up the two mugs. “I believe I just heard a car door close, so that should be your friends come to pick you up. Oh, this is going to be so much fun.” She turned to me when she got to the door and said “Don’t forget makeup, Dear.”
Mel took one look at me as I opened the door and forced me to lead her to my room.
“You can’t wear that.”
“Why not?”
She looked at me, then indicated herself. She was in a denim mini skirt and a crop top, with black knee thigh high socks and a pair of soft furry boots. She then indicated me again. I had worn one of my old rugby shirts over the top of a plain white baby t. Before MORFs, it had been a baggy fit. Now it was gigantic. The t was tight enough to show my bra straps and didn’t cover my stomach. I was also wearing a pair of loose fitting jeans which I had managed to pick up on the pretence I needed something to doss around in, even if they did have flowers embroidered on the pockets, which were covered by the Rugby shirt. I was also wearing my black trainers.
15 minutes later I was sitting in front of my mirror trying to apply my makeup under the watchful eye of Mel. She had made me remove the jeans while she dug through my drawers and pulled out a black pleated mini skirt. I pulled it on and turned to look in the mirror, finding that the bottom of the skirt just poked out from under the shirt. She threw a pair of ankle socks at me, watched as I put them on, then passed me the leather boots with the 2 inch heel I had worn while shopping the day before.
“We’ll get you some knee highs while we are shopping; I knew we had forgotten to get you something yesterday.”
“We need to get me something else while we are there…” I passed her the note from my mum and she looked at it, then looked at me and then smiled. “…It’s my punishment for shooting Peter. Apparently I’m really ungraceful.”
“Oh, you are. I know where to get these as well. Your makeup looks pretty good. You need to spend some time and experiment, though. It looks good like that, but you might find something that suits you better.”
“You think I’m ungraceful as well?”
“Yep. Even though Peter was a complete klutz, you really weren’t helping matters.”
“Damn…I didn’t think I was that bad…”
“Stand up a second.” When I did, she indicated I should twirl. After I had done so, she lifted my shirt up and told me to hold it, then she started rising my skirt, pulling it up so the waistline was a good inch above where I’d put it before. “Drop the shirt. Yep, that’s better, now you can’t see the skirt; some of the boys might think all you’re wearing is that T-shirt. It needs a belt, and then it would be great.”
“We’re picking up Jimmy, then we’ll head over and get Kait. The others said they would meet us there.” Mel drives an old Honda Civic; the 5 door family car had been her grandparents, and had passed down to her when she could drive. “We’ll get Kait some good clothes, then take him to be tested.”
“He got in early? I thought it was a three day wait.”
“Yeah, for us lowly mortals it is. His dad is a senator, though.”
“Ahhh, string puller?”
“Yep. Just like your dad.”
“Why didn’t yours?”
“Mum told him no. She said it was unfair.”
“So you got stuck at home watching day time telly?”
“Nah, dad had me helping out in the OTI. Mostly just shifting boxes around, but it was something to do and kept me out of trouble, plus I could use my abilities to see what was in the boxes.”
“Anything fun?”
“Nah, I wasn’t allowed anywhere near the good stuff.”
We pulled up alongside a house and Mel got out. “Be back in a second. Mind staying with the car? Jimmy’s the nicest, but he’s a little ashamed of his home and it’s a rough neighbourhood.”
“Nah I don’t mind. Want me to get in the back?” I asked.
“Thanks.” Mel smiled. “We won’t be long or he will be in trouble.”
“Hey, Sara,” Jimmy said as he climbed into the passenger seat. “Mel’s been telling me about how nice you are. I’m sorry I didn’t get to know you better before.”
“It’s OK, I’m the same person, just have some new equipment.” I had climbed into the back of the car and was sitting with my knees together on the middle seat.
“That’s the Leeds Rhinos new kit isn’t it?”
“Yeah. You know rugby League?”
“Not really, I’ve seen some of the games on TV. It’s a weird sport.”
“Nah, that would be American Football. I think it’s the thing I’m going to miss the most, though.”
“You should give American football a go. You might like it. More violent then Rugby.”
“He, he, I might …”
“OK, OK! Enough with the sports already,.” Mel cried out as we pulled onto the freeway. “Sara, don’t get Jimmy started on American football. He can talk you through everything you ever wanted to know, never wanted to know, and really don’t want to know, and he’ll still carry on.”
“Hey! I’m not that bad.”
“True, you were that bad, but I’ve been making headway on improving you.” She lowered the harshness of her comments by giving him a quick smile, checking the roads, then giving him a peck on the cheek.
“So, will you be joining any of the girls’ teams at school?”
“I hadn’t really thought about it. I wasn’t planning on joining any of the boy’s teams though, so I doubt that will change.”
“Just don’t join the cheerleaders, anything but the cheerleaders,” said Mel.
“What’s wrong with the cheerleaders?”
“They are all evil.”
“Mel joined the cheerleaders when she first moved here. Kait was one back then, as well,.” Jimmy said as he turned in his seat to face me.
“Biggest mistake of my life.”
“Anyway, Danielle passed the reins of power onto Chastity.”
“Your sister has met Chastity,” Mel added.
“Blonde? Dating a boy called James?”
“That’s the one …”
“You’ve met them?”
“Yeah, when I went into school to be tested the week before term start.”
“Wait? You’re the reason James has been off the last week? Rumour was he got into a fight with some college student. His friends are claiming that James won, but was badly injured …but damn…how did you do it?”
“Knock him out? The guy had a glass jaw, one punch and he was out. … You were saying Chastity came into power?”
“Yeah, Danielle was cool, she treated everyone fairly, Chastity, well she is the daughter of a Preacher. She has been brought up on the purity of the human form, and how those of us who go through MORFs and come out slightly nonhuman, or ‘Tainted’ as she puts it, are subhuman,.” snarled out Mel.
“And thus the ‘pures’ were born,” added Jimmy, as he tweaked a whisker.
“Isn’t that against the law?”
“Yep, but the school ignores it, as long as there is no violence. They have more important things to worry about.”
“Yeah, like what colour to paint the teachers lounge, the principal’s office and the staff toilets, whether or not they should have covered parking for the teachers.”
“I thought ours was a ‘good’ school.”
“It is. Most of the teachers are great, but there is a minority, mostly in the admin and security though, who, well, to put it frankly, attend Chastity’s dad’s church.”
“I’ve been dealing with people like that my whole life, but you and Kait seemed completely human, why should they hate you?”
“I’m dating Jimmy. Kait …well, Kait stuck up for me, and also never really kept it a secret how sexy she finds tails on men.”
“Our football team is the only one which doesn’t have its cheerleaders cheering for them. We have too many people with MORFs on the team for them. So they only turn up if they have been told they must do so, and then they act really weak and feeble.”
“Come on Sara, let’s go and get Kait.” Mel and I got out of the car.
“Ahh, come in, girls, Kail will be with you in a sec. He’s just finishing breakfast. He’s just like his father; there is no filling that boy.”
“Kail?” I asked.
“His choice, we gave him a list of names and he liked that one, close to what you kids called him when he was a girl. He’s in the kitchen, if you two want to go through.” Mel led me past Kait’s mum and into the kitchen, where the boy I had seen for the first time the night before was finishing his breakfast.
Mel started laughing. I looked at her, and then followed her stare to Kail. He was smiling at us, his short hair spiked upwards; all in all I was thinking he was looking quite cute.
“What, Mel? Is my hair bad?” He turned and rushed over to a mirror built into one of the cabinets. With his back to me, my eyes flowed up the very loose fitting combat trousers, paint splotches covered them and the old trainers he was wearing, which was all over shadowed by the…Bright Hawaiian shirt …I smirked, and tried not to laugh as well. I couldn’t when he turned back to look at us and I saw the words on the left breast. ‘Sexy Beast’
“You are ‘not’ coming shopping with us looking like that!.” Mel stated.
“What?”
“The trousers and trainers you can get away with. But that top. No, Kait, you have better taste then that, I know you do.”
“It’s all that will fit me, and mum made it very clear I am not to go topless.”
“Nonsense, young man. If you want to go topless, you can.” Kait’s mum said from behind us. I moved into the kitchen so she could get in.
“But!! Ok, it still feels weird to show off my chest. And it’s Kail now. I want to get used to responding to that, rather then Kait.”
“Well get it off. Then we can get going.”
“Could you maybe buy me something, and then I could pay you back.”
“What?”
“No. Kail, you will be getting out of this house. I know you have been looking forward to this since your friends left yesterday.”
“Here, try this on.” I grabbed the hem of my t shirt and pulled it off, Kail was looking at me now, as I stood there in the very skimpy baby-t and short skirt, feeling now very self conscious and going slowly redder and redder, ‘Why is he just staring at … OK, why is no one speaking? Ahhh, man ! This is so embarrassing!’ Kail, removed the shirt he had on and pulled my Rugby top on. It fit him well.
He moved over to me and smiled. “Thank you, it fits me well.” He leaned down and to kiss my cheek, or at least it would have been my cheek if I hadn’t turned my head to look at him and opened my mouth to say something. As it was, his lips met mine, then his eyes shot open to meet my own, equally as widespread.
“Kait, sorry Kail. Could you spare some perfume for Sara here? We forgot to pick some up for her.”
“Huh? Oh yeah, I can. Come with me!” Kail led me down the corridor past his mum, then up the stairs.”
“Keep the door open, Kail.”
“Mom!”
“You know the rules, Kail, no girls in your room alone with the door closed.”
“Mom, that’s no boys allowed in my room unsupervised with the door closed, why do you think I’ve had that wedge holding my door open.” We carried on up the stairs, where he said to me, “Dad and I have been having a great time teasing mum about stuff like that.”
We crossed over the landing into a room painted pink and yellow. He walked over to a dresser, picked up a perfume bottle and offered it to me. I took it and looked at him quizzically, then was about to spray some onto my hand like I would have done for aftershave.
“No, no, no, spray onto the back of your wrists and your neck, like this.” He took the bottle and sprayed it into a few choice locations on my body.
“By the way, I’ve decided I’m going to hold you to your promise.”
“My promise?”
“The message you left on my answering machine when you apologised for not being able to make our date. You said that unless something really bad had happened, you would go on our date the moment you were over MORFs and I was ready. Well, I spent all of last night thinking about it. And I’m going to hold you to your promise. Judging by your kiss earlier, you’re not going to argue too hard, either.” He wrapped his arms around me and touched his lips to mine. I just responded, my arms wrapped around his neck and my mouth opened to accept his tongue.
To Be Continued...
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As if having to move to a new country and leaving all your friends behind was bad enough. Just when you start making new friends and even find a girl that you like, and who likes you, your whole life is changed dramaticly by a genetic syndrom you thought you were immune to.
By Nist Shadow
Part 3. It is the path I walk, it may not be clear, but it is mine….
“Kail …We shouldn’t ...” I had finally got enough control of my self to push him away from me. I looked into his face and bit my lip, I could tell he was hurt.
“Jace … No ... Sara, why shouldn’t we?”
“I was a boy less then 24 hours ago…”
“And I was a girl.”
“It’s too soon.”
“No. it’s not,” he replied as I stared into his eyes, those same eyes, those same deep passionate eyes. I lost myself in them.
“Ok, K, What’s your budget?”
“$500, plus my uniform and a black suit.” Kail and I were in the back of Mel’s car, Jimmy and Mel were in the front, Mel was driving and Jimmy had turned around to look at Kail.
“Damn Kait, that’s some change. How does it feel?” Kail was sitting and trying to cross his legs at the knee, but kept bumping against the back of Mel’s seat, so he tried to sit with his knees together.
“Its Kail now, Jimmy,” Mel told him.
“Kail?”
“Its similar enough to my old name that I wont feel like a totally different person, though I can’t seem to sit comfortably anymore.”
“Try not holding your legs so close together,” I suggested.
“Huh?” A moment later, “Oh yes, that’s much better.”
As we were walking through the mall, Mel commented to me on the different styles of clothing and colours. We had spent an hour following Kail around shops, listening to his tirade on lack of styles, before Mel convinced me to ditch him in the tailors with Jimmy, while we did a little present shopping. I was going to offer to stay and let Jimmy go with Mel, but Kail waved me off.
As Mel grabbed my hand and pulled me away, Jimmy let out a relieved sigh. “Kail may have once been a girl but I don’t think he will get the same enjoyment out of looking at clothes as he used to. I think he was getting bored.” I nodded as Mel led me towards a shop with a big sign saying ‘We do ear piecing,’ well, I say led. It wasn’t a direct path, but one which seem to weave via and through several shops which sold shoes, clothes, make up and perfumes.
“My friend would like to get her ears pierced.”
“Mel?”
“How many?”
“2 in each lobe, please.” Mel pushed me onto the stall
“Mel?”
“Hey don’t blame me, your mum called and told me to get it done.”
“But!”
“Now is the best time, your body will fight …”
“Mel!”
“Huh?”
“Do they look good?” I was looking in the mirror at my left ear, holding my hair out the way so I could get a better look at the two small studs.
“They will look better with some better earrings in… but your holes need to heal first.”
“Good, because they hurt like hell. And I would hate to think I was in this much pain for no good reason.” I looked at the tattooed and well pierced shop assistant, “Do you do navel piecing? You do? Good because my friend here wants hers doing.” I looked at Mel with a big grin, she sighed as she saw my expression.
The boys caught up with Mel and I in a women’s clothing store, where we were both finding tops which would be looser around our stomachs.
“What have you two done?” asked Kail, after only a second.
“Huh?”
“I know you too well, Mel. You’ve done something. Now spill!”
Mel flashed her stomach with its naval piecing and the polythene square protecting it from bacteria. “Sara convinced me to get it done, after I forced her to get her ears pierced.”
“Ok, so Sara why are ‘you,’ looking for a looser top?”
“Female Unity?” I said. Neither Jimmy nor Kail looked like they were buying it, Mel suddenly grabbed the top I was trying on and lifted it, revealing my naval piercing.
“Nice.” Kail said with a smile.
“I, err, made the mistake of saying just after Mel got hers that I didn’t really mind getting my ears pierced. Next thing I knew I was having this bit of metal shoved into my belly.”
“You think your dad will let you keep that Mel?” Kail asked. “He was pretty angry the last time you got it done.”
“I was 14 and used a fake ID card to get it. Besides, I’m not going to do something silly like walk around with it showing while he’s around. Anyway, enough about me. What did you get?”
Kail had several bags and Jimmy seemed to be carrying a couple as well. “Its nearly lunch shall we go get something to eat? And I can show you what I got.”
“Triple Bacon Cheese burger, Super size fries, Super size Pepsi please.” The feel of two stares on my back made me turn around. “What? I’m hungry.”
“Its OK, Mel, she’ll learn. When her size 6 becomes an 8. I’ll take the same please.” After a moment, “What? I’m a guy now, I don’t have to watch my figure as carefully.”
“I’ll take that as well,” Jimmy said with a grin.
“Just a salad and a mineral water please. You do realise I hate you all now, don’t you.”
“What is most sickening, is that I just watched you three devour such big meals, and now you’re trying to decide on what dessert you’re going to have. Ugggh. You,” she poked me in the ribs. “have gotta watch yourself. Those two I can put up with devouring half a cow and quarter of a pig. You’re supposed to be on my side.”
“Yep, you’re supposed to be helping her devour the world’s vegetable supply.” Thud. “Ouch! Pointy shoes Mel, pointy shoes.” Jimmy hammed it up somewhat.
“You deserved that” Mel smiled, then leaned over and kissed him.
“So? Where are the others?”
“I got a text while Sara was being pierced. They should be here just after lunch, the car they were going to come in, broke down.”
“You know, you guys don’t need to wait around for me. I can get tested and meet up with you later.”
“Its OK. Most of the time you’re just sitting around waiting for the next person to be free, so we’re not going to leave you alone.”
“Especially not me.” I smiled at Kail.
“You really like him, don’t you?” Mel asked me in the toilets a few minutes later.
“Huh?”
“Kail, you really like him…”
“I do …but its hard …I mean I shouldn’t …he’s a guy and …”
“Did you enjoy your kiss, Sara?”
“Yes I …what how did you…”
“Know? Your lipstick was smudged, and his were slightly redder then they were when you went up. You should date him.”
“Won’t everyone think its weird? I mean we both just changed sexes …”
“Sara, we don’t care. Kait was my best friend, Kail, hopefully will be a good friend, but he is already doing better with Jimmy than he ever did as Kait. I can see them becoming good friends. Jimmy is doing the same as I keep doing for you, and correcting Kail when he does something overly feminine. That look suits you by the way, your make up is so subtle, If I hadn’t seen you apply it, I wouldn’t know you had.”
I smiled, I was starting to come to grips with what the girls had told me, and what Mel had shown me that morning. “None of the others will question you if you want to date Kail. You don’t in all honesty strike me as someone who cares about what those in school care about.”
“Kail’s …”
“Kail’s parents. Well, if they have a problem, they will tell Kail to stop and he might. Then again, if he feels about you like I think he does, he will just sneak out to see you. I don’t think you need to worry, her mum likes you. Thinks you’re very polite and quiet, and she heard good things about you as Jace.”
“It seems weird.”
“You really got to stop over analysing every thing. You were in school, what? One day? I would be surprised if anyone even remembers you really. Kail likes you; do you need to worry about anything else?”
I smiled “How did you get so smart?” She just grinned back at me.
Our seats were no longer available when we got back to our table, the gang had turned up and taken over and looking around it appeared all the spare seats were taken. Mel shrugged and sat on Jimmy’s lap, so with no choice I grudgingly did the same, only to Kail.
“So …. You two are staying together.” Tike grinned. “Mike, you own me $20.”
“Mike!” Karen squealed slapping mikes arm. “I can’t believe you would make a bet like that.”
“Yeah,” said Jen. “Which reminds me, Karen. “You also owe me $20 dollars.” She grinned deeply, and Tike wrapped his arm around her, smiling a big Cheshire grin. “I told you these two would have a bet on.”
I looked at Kail, who looked back at me and then wrapped his arms around my waist.
“We need to talk.” I said.
“We do,” he replied.
“What time is your appointment?” asked Karen.
“I need to be there in 20 minutes.” Kail replied, looking at a wall clock.
Just then Mel’s phone began to ring. “Hello?” she said into it. “Oh, Hi, Mrs Neumer. Sara, it’s for you.” She passed the phone over to me.
“Errr, Hello?”
“Hi, Darling, I forgot to mention it this morning, can you buy yourself and James a mobile phone, and just charge it to your card?”
“Contract?”
“No, pay as you go, it’s mostly so we can call you if we need to. Don’t forget your dance wear, and don’t make plans for tomorrow.”
“Tomorrow? What’s happening tomorrow?”
“See you later, dear.”
“Mum?! What’s happening tomorrow?!”
I passed the phone back to Mel after I accepted that she had hung up on me..
“So…What’s happening tomorrow?” she asked with a grin.
“Dance wear?”
“Huh?” Kail and I were walking down towards the phone shop before heading off to the testing center. By agreement, I was going to the center with him ,and the others would meet us there later, once they had done their own shopping. Mel and Jimmy had taken Kail’s bags, and were going to put them in Mel’s car.
“Your mum said to not forget your dance wear. I could hear her on the phone.”
“Err …My mum has decided I’m not a graceful enough girl.”
“So you have to learn to dance?”
“Yep.”
“Nice. I’ll have a graceful girlfriend.” I looked at him and pouted. “Don’t worry, I’m only kidding, but what’s wrong with dancing? I love to dance. It can be so much fun.”
I shrugged, “I’ve never really been a big fan of it myself. Kail … about me being your girlfriend ...”
“What?”
“Aren’t you worried about what people will say about you?”
“Not really.”
“Seriously?”
“Yes. Sara, if I cared about that stuff I would be still in the cheerleaders, trying to fit in with the other mindless sheep. When I was a girl, I liked you. You were handsome, smart and you had a personality. Now that you’re a girl, you’re cute, still smart, and you have a personality. If I was still a girl, I might have difficulties, but since I changed, cute is really, really appealing to me.” I looked up at him, smiled and pulled him into a kiss.
“Hi, Can I help?”
“Yeah, I’m looking for a phone.”
“Excellent, would you like our easy pay contract, 100 free minutes…”
“No, no, I need a pay as you go.”
“Oh ... they are over there.” She pointed to the wall on the far side of the room.
“Bitch” Kail muttered to me as we started looking at what was on offer. “What do you need another phone for?”
“Mine is with a UK company, I’d have to import minutes, cheaper just to switch to a local provider.” I pulled out my phone and showed him the complete lack of signal.
“Kaitie McSammuel, I have an appointment for ...” Kail started.
“Certainly, young lady. If you could fill this form in and bring it back.” She was offering me the form, I looked at it and smiled.
“Wrong person.” I said, and nodded in Kail’s direction.
“Oh, my, I’m sorry. I do beg your pardon,” she offered the clipboard to Kail who took it with a smile.
“You think they might get this a lot, wouldn’t you.” Kail said as we sat down.
“She probably thought you were my protective boyfriend, being the gentleman and looking after me,” I grinned back.
“Maybe I should be.” He grinned back.
“Want a drink? I saw a can machine and a vendor just outside in the corridor.”
“Sure, Pepsi, please. I’ll get started on these,” He indicated the forms
I got back with the cans and looked over Kail’s shoulder as he filled in the forms. He was past the first page which was name, address, next of kin, school, skipped the 2nd page which was education, and had moved onto the 3rd which was apparent physical changes. It was split into several categories, a lot was tick boxes, probably to automate the whole process. It was mostly stuff like lost breasts, but gained pectorals, I slipped a hand and felt one when he ticked that box
“Yep, Definitely a change there.” He looked at me with a grin.
“Kail gone in for testing?”
“Physical strength tests. We had fun filling in the forms, and now he’s on to the first round of tests.” I must have looked a sight when they came in. I was sitting in the chair, legs crossed at the knees, reading an old copy of Glamour which I had picked up from the table. One of the cover’s catch lines was ‘25 ways to please your man.’
“Here again? I’m starting to feel like I live here,” said Tike.
“Well, you will have to come again when I go through,” commented Jen.
“I’m looking forward to it already.” He said forcing a grin.
“Hi, Guys.” Kail came and sat down next to me.
“How did it go?” I asked.
“I can lift 170lbs.” Kail said proudly, then pulled a weight lifters pose.
“Big improvement?”
“I’d say, Kait could lift what? 70 Lbs?” joked Karen.
“100Lbs.” stated Kail.
“How about you, Sara? How did you do on the tests? Mel showed her results around, but you kept yours to yourself.” Jen asked.
I flashed Mel a look and she shrugged.
“On weightlifting?” I asked, she nodded, I mumbled.
“What was that? I didn’t hear you.”
“200lbs”
“What?” Kail pulled back to look at me.
“How? You don’t look that strong?”
“I was before, could do more than that if I really pushed myself. The docs said it would probably wear off, unless I really work out. My muscle structure is very dense.”
“Hey Kail, you did say you wanted to date someone stronger than you,” joked Mel.
“I did,” Kail agreed, “But I think I’m going to have to start working out more.”
“Are you three back in school Monday? Or are you off for a little longer?” Mike asked.
“Back in for me on Monday,” Mel grimaced
“Ditto for me.” I said. “Will you be there as well?”
“Assuming they clear me, I will be.” Kail suddenly started to grin.
“What?” I asked.
“No more Mrs Greton.”
“Who?”
“Our P.E. Teacher, She’s the cheerleader coach, and she only teaches girls.” Mel replied.
“She is also a complete bitch.” Kail added.
“She has been down on Kait, Mel, Jen and myself ever since Jen and I started dating Mike and Tike.” Penny explained.
“Last test guys … Wish me luck.”
“Nah, you don’t need it.” I got up and kissed him on the lips. “But good luck, anyway.”
“Well?? What did you get?” We all felt excited as Kail walked back from the front desk with the brown envelope. But Tike was practically jumping up and down in expectation.
“I’m not sure if I should open this now … Maybe I should save this …”
“Open it, or I’m going to kick your butt, McSammuel,” Jimmy threatened.
“Ohh, I’m not sure.” Kail grinned once more, then ripped it open.
“Well?”
“I’m safe.”
“What? The only colour left in my size is pink?”
“I’m sorry, Miss. Unless you want flowers or hearts on your leotard.”
“Kathryn, We do have those long sleeved felt leotards …” the other shop assistant commented.
“We do, but they aren’t in the sale,” the women who was serving me said.
“Are some of them not pink?”
“No, they are in black or red, but they are made for girls with tails …”
“Well, what do you think?”
I had stepped out of the changing room to a pair of wolf whistles. The soft black material was square cut at the front, curved over the long sleeves then down and around near the bottom of my back. My tail was threaded through a reinforced hole just a little below the edge. I had wrapped my tail around my waist again.
“Looks good on you, Sara. Is it comfortable?” Mel asked.
“I think I now know why the boys at school used to watch us do Gym when ever they could,” Kail commented.
“Feels weird. Something to get used to.”
“You should get a couple. You could use them for Gym then,” Said Jimmy, “Most of the girls wear them.”
“Didn’t I get shorts for that?”
“You’ll look a lot better in that, Sara.” Kail said with a smile. Jimmy was trying not to look.
“And it’s what I wear.” Mel added. “Well …not in that material.”
I turned to the shop assistant who was smiling at me.
“Can I get another one of these, and two in red?”
“Sure can, I’ll be right back. Would you like to try them on?”
“Errm, are they the exact same size?”
“They are.”
“Then no, it’s OK. I’ll just get changed back into my normal clothes.”
Jimmy and Kail both looked crestfallen, though Jimmy tried to hide it when Mel looked in his direction just before I stepped back into the changing room.
I walked back into the house and sniffed, Mum was cooking, and it smelled delicious. “Hi! I’m home.” Mel had dropped me off on the way to Kail’s. He had kissed me goodbye at the door, and I was still feeling a little giddy from it. My new phone, an Ecom, apparently, even though it seemed to do everything, it was still a mobile as far as I was concerned. It was by the same manufacturers as Mel’s, so I had used her in-car charger to turn it on and set it up. I now had their mobile numbers and home numbers stored into it, well, more specifically, I had Kail, Jimmy and Mel’s . I would just have the fun of moving through my old phone’s memory and transferring the numbers, addresses, email addresses and of course, names, to my new one.
Mum stepped out of the kitchen and looked at me with the few bags I had. “Starting to enjoy shopping?”
“Not really…” She raised an eyebrow. “Well, OK, just a little.” I used my hand to emphasise just a small bit.
“Get your dance wear?” I nodded.
“Well let me see.” I nodded again and opened up the bag from the dance wear shop. I pulled out one of the black long sleeved leotards. “Good. Shoes?” I pulled out the ballet slippers.
“As requested.”
“Good. We’re going to have so much fun tomorrow.”
“We are?”
“Oh, yes!” She looked very happy with herself.
“Oh, dear …”
“Why don’t you go try on your full outfit
I walked back downstairs, the black leotard now tightly covering my body, white tights and the soft ballet slippers, walking into the kitchen as my mum pulled the beef joint out from the oven.
“Oh, dinner is almost ready, I’ll go up and get changed.”
“No time dear. Just lay the table.”
“Its Kat’s Turn. Where is he?”
“Out with your father, they should be home soon, but I would like the table done before they get back.”
I sighed and started pulling open draws till I found the one with the mats in it. “And his name is James,” Mum called out to me as I walked into the dining room. I don’t know if I have mentioned it, but downstairs, our house has a living room which faces onto the back garden. Large patio doors supply the room with all its daytime light needs. A large dining room faces forwards onto the drive and there is also a study, as well as the kitchen and a downstairs toilet. The Living room has been converted to a Dojo training room. Making the dining room become our living room, meant the dining room had moved into the study, which in turn moved upstairs to the spare bedroom next to my parents. I laid the table with the mats, putting three down the middle for hot plates and went back for the cutlery.
“What do I need, Mum?”
“Just a large knife and fork, Dear. Each.” What? Only once did I only lay the table with exactly what she asked for and she hasn’t let me forget it since. I was 13, and had been told off for not doing as I was told. I had been pushing my luck back then. I got what was needed and added them to the table along with the salt and pepper.
“Anything else, Mum?
“Can you open a bottle of wine? Red, please.” I started to do so.
“Mum? Is there a reason why you’re not letting me go and get changed?”
“Whatever gave you that idea?”
I put the open bottle next to her and stared her in the eyes. “Mum, I’m 16, not stupid.”
“You look really pretty, and I want you to get used to …”
“Get used to what? Practically exposing myself? Come on? Look at me, Mum, I’m adapting, I’m already jumping into the deep end. Holding me under the water isn’t going to change things.”
“When I changed, my mother helped me to adjust by …”
“Mum, you’re not Gran, and I’m not you. I don’t need to get thrown into the deep end.”
She looked at me and sighed, then tilted her head slightly. “What’s that?”
“What’s what?”
She looked at me and touched my belly button, and the ring which it now had.
“Ouch” I said, as she poked the tender flesh.
“You got your belly button pierced?”
“Well …I …” I nodded.
“You got yourself pierced without our permission?”
“Permission? I’ve never needed permission to do anything before.”
“You weren’t a girl before.”
“So?”
“So? Before you wouldn’t have even considered doing that, so we didn’t feel the need to tell you not to do it.”
“Huh?” This really did sound like I was being told off for doing something I didn’t know I wasn’t supposed to do, because never before had I not been allowed to do it. “I’m going up to get changed.”
“No, you are not young lady. You can wear that for dinner and get used to the feel.”
“I’m going up to get changed.” I turned and headed for the stairs.
“If you want to eat with us, you will stay dressed like that.”
“Fair enough, Mum.” I carried on upstairs to my room annoyed.
I got up to my room and started digging out something to wear, I considered a pair of jeans, but really couldn’t justify dirtying any more clothes, so I pulled on the stuff I had worn out, only keeping the white tights on from my dance outfit. It was starting to get a little chilly, so I pulled out a navy blue hoody from my old clothes. Even with the sleeves rolled up, it was still too big, but it was warm. Have to dress in that outfit if I want to eat with them, that’s fine, I just wouldn’t eat with them. I booted up my PC and logged into my email account, 8 emails from my friends back home wondering how I was doing in my new life in the US. I emailed them back apologising for not having responded sooner, but explained I had just had Morfs. I was just finishing off the last when Brandon, the first boy I met at my old school and a good friend sent me a message on messenger.
(BigBear)Hey Jace man! Hows the US?
I smiled
(DaCat)Pretty good, I met someone pretty hot on my first day of school. We had our first date that evening…
(BigBear)You lucky Bastard. What’s she like?
(DaCat)She had the cutest smile…gorgeous lips…
(BigBear)lol, you always were a poncy fucker.
(DaCat)3k miles of ocean making you feel pretty tough, is it?
(BigBear)You may have been able to run rings around me, but I could always pound you.
(DaCat)Pound the ground more like, :-> hows the guys?
(BigBear)Good, schools been boring without you, though there are a new round of first years to put in their places. Sendy is coming down on us this year, though. No more of our normal tactics. We’ve agreed to lay off everyone, like we did with the last headmaster to try this.
(DaCat)He joined near the end of last year, I’ll give him a month before he apologises.
(BigBear) That long? The Denzil Twins have already started misbehaving, and we only spread the word 2 days ago.
(DaCat) Ha.
(BigBear) So where you been for the last week or so? Expected you on more, even if you have found yourself a girl.
(DaCat) MORFs
(BigBear)What? Really? No shit? Damn I thought you had already been through a big change. Still got your Claws and Tail?
(DaCat)Yeah, they’re still there, eyes look human now though, and I’m completely furless, except my tail. My hair and tail are red.
(BigBear) you’ll have to send me a picture sometime. GTG, my dads stood in the doorway tapping his watch
(DaCat)Ha, see ya around.
Brandon Baines, BB or Big Bear, was an extreme hybrid Morfs, he looked like a wookie from Starwars, only he hated people telling him that. His mum used to call him her little Chewey, and he would do the roar back to her. Ever since she left his father for a toy boy though, he has hated that name, and being referred to as a Chewey. His dad was similar, a very big man. The first time I met him though I will never forget. They have a big pet, a mix between a dog and a horse if you ask me, its as big as I was. Brandon had led me into his garden through the back gate, and as we crossed the grass, this large animal bounded out of the house and straight forwards, I took an involuntary step back, then launched myself for a tree and Brandon jumped forward to catch him.
“This is Tiny.”
“Tiny?” I asked in shock
“Well…he started of as a really small dog, but Morf’s hit him and he grew into this.
“Tiny?”
“He already responded to the name. He’s friendly. Hates cats though.” Well he was friendly, right up to the point he sniffed me, he growled, I ran straight at the tree and he ran after me. I jumped extended my claws and climbed the tree as quickly as I could. He missed my foot by mere centimetres. The dog was the softest thing though …once he got to know me.
“You coming down for dinner?” It was Dad, who was leaning in the doorway.
“Mum said I couldn’t unless I wore my stupid dance outfit.”
“Stupid? She said it was very pretty”
“What is she doing, Dad?”
“Trying to make you comfortable with being female.”
“Then why is she forcing me to be uncomfortable?”
“I don’t think she wants you to be uncomfortable, but she had difficulties adapting, and doesn’t want you to have the same trouble.”
I spun the chair around to face him, I had crossed my legs at the knee. “I’m not Mum, Dad. While I won’t say I’m over the moon at being a girl, I’m hardly in any position to fight it.”
“Belly piercing? Never thought you would do something like that.”
“I wouldn’t have, but Mum got Mel to get me to get my ears pierced, so I got Mel to get her belly pierced, let slip that the earrings looked good on me and then found myself with the belly piercing.”
“Can I see?”
I nodded, and lifted the jumper and my loose t shirt underneath. The polythene was still in place, but you could see the little curve of metal. Dad nodded. “If I ask you to take it out?”
“I would Dad. I kinda like it though.”
He nodded. “You might as well come down and join us for dinner. Your mother didn’t want you looking like a girl in her older brothers clothes.”
I sighed and followed him out of my room. It might have sounded like a suggestion, but I’m not daft enough not to take his suggestions like that and not follow through with them.
“She could have just said that. So what did you and James do?”
“I took him fishing.”
I smiled, Kat fishing, remember what I said about Avatar for the Skirt Goddess? Add in that the Skirt Goddess abhors sports such as Fishing, and this was passed down to her Avatar.
“And?”
“We had a good time. He thoroughly enjoyed himself.”
“What?”
“Yep. Your little brother caught a whopper of a fish, almost as big as he is. A NightRazor eel.”
“Aren’t those dangerous?”
“Highly poisonous, it was part of one of the classes survival training.” Dad said proudly, “James didn’t even flinch.” We walked into the kitchen.
“What the hell is that?” a five foot long 4 inch thick eel-like creature laid diagonally across the kitchen table, I could see the slit down the middle of the head where it split open vertically. Mum was looking angrily at James, who was smiling proudly at me.
“It’s my catch, Sis, look what it can do.” He grabbed the head of the eel and squeezed it from the sides.
“NO!” Dad and Mum said at the same time. The head shot open and a fluid spat out, the world dulled, all the colour draining out of it. I saw a blob of the fluid fly in my direction, I sidestepped out of its way. The world brightened up once more and the colour returned. I turned and looked at the spot on the wall where the blob had hit, it was bubbling, and the paper, a light blue was turning brown.
Mum ripped James away from the creature, which I didn’t doubt anymore was a NightRazor Eel and proceeded to give him a lecture on the dangers. I looked at the stain as my dad poured some Bi-Carb on it, and gulped, for it was eating into the wood.
“That almost hit me …” I said in shock. It could have been my flesh it ate through, it could have been me and not the wall. That was the second time that little shit had tried to kill me. I walked over to my little brother, clenched and cocked my fist to hit him, stopped, leant forward and said, “I hate you.” I looked at the eel on the table then said “I’m not feeling hungry. I’ll see you in the morning.” I turned and walked back up to my room, ignoring the shocked gasps.
“That was not a very nice thing to say to your little brother.” Dad was once more leaning in the doorway.
“He almost killed me, Dad. I saw how quickly it went through the wall.” I had my back to him, sitting in my computer chair. I ran a hand over the leather arm rest, while I followed my blue and red painted nails that one of the girls had done while we were waiting for Kail to finish his results.
“He didn’t know. He was just trying to show you what he caught.”
“That make it OK, does it?” He spun my chair round and looked into my tear ridden eyes, I had already seen my reflection, I knew my eye make up had run, it must be worse now.
“He is a wreck. All day he has been bragging about how cool his sister is. How pretty she is. You knew Kat looked up to you when you were her brother, and now you’re his sister, he looks up to you even more.”
“That’s the second time he has almost killed me.”
“But he didn’t”
“No he hasn’t. I’ve been lucky. The first time I was willing to forgive, but no, not this time. Everyone knows NightRazors spit acid. It’s year 1 stuff.”
“He thought it was empty.”
“Yeah… right! Kat maybe be many things, but stupid isn’t one of them.”
“I want you to come down and apologise to your little brother.”
“No.”
“Sara. …”
“Why should I apologise?”
“Because I told you to.”
I just stared at him.
“And I’ll ground you for a month if you don’t.”
“Feel free,” I said.
He sighed, “At least come down and join us for dinner.”
“I’ve lost my appetite.”
“Come and sit, you don’t have to eat, but you do have to join your family at the table.”
I stared at my roast potatoes as the others quietly ate their meals. Mum and Dad had tried to start some pleasant conversation like we normally had, but I wasn’t playing, I didn’t ignore them, but I kept my answers short. ‘What did you do today?’ got the answer ‘stuff’ for example. I contemplated picking up the knife and playing with the food, but decided against it.
“Can I be excused now?” I asked.
“No.” Dad said
“Why not?”
“We are having a family meal together.”
“That’s nice, Can I be excused now?”
“Once you have finished your dinner.”
“I have eaten everything I want to.”
“Your Mum spent hours …”
“It’s OK, Dear. If she doesn’t want to eat the meal I spent hours preparing, cooking and then dished up, then I don’t think we should push her, even if she feels the need to insult the cook by not even trying a small amount.”
I could see where Mum was going with this. Guilt me into a little, then a little more and a little more till I had cleared my plate and she had her way.
“Thanks, Mum.” I got up and walked out of the dining room.
“Sara! Get back here!” Dad yelled. I turned on my heel and stood in the door way.
“How do you think your Mum feels? Spending hours preparing a meal, and you don’t even touch it.”
“Mum feels? James feels, you feel? How about how I feel? How about you consider the fact that less than a week ago, I was a happy guy with a girlfriend. I’ve been a girl less than two days, and I’m getting in trouble for not being feminine enough. For not being considerate of others, enough.”
“While under our roof you will follow our rules,” Mum said, looking at me.
“Fine, Problem easily solved.” I turned and stormed upstairs.
I grabbed a bag. Jeans, T shirts went in first, then my underwear, including the few bras I had, I grabbed a couple of the plainer skirts and added those to my rucksack. I quickly donned some socks and my trainers, grabbed my new coat, pulled it on, strung the rucksack over a shoulder and headed downstairs towards the door.
“Where do you think you are going?” Dad asked as I got to the bottom of the stairs.
“I’ll find somewhere.” I turned to look at him. “Good ...”
There was a bright flash.
“… Bye” Dad had moved. Mum was now standing right in front of me, between me and the door. My bag was no longer on my shoulder.
“You would really leave?” Mum had tears running down her cheeks.
I just nodded.
“Because I wouldn’t let you dress back up in boyish clothes?”
“Boyish clothes? Mum? I’m leaving because you’re trying to make me into something I’m not, and you’re not letting me have a word in edgeways. You’re both being unreasonable.”
“Unreasonable? We only have your best interests at heart.”
“What’s with you two? You start of being really helpful. Dad was a little closed off, but now he’s opened up and you’ve closed up. Couldn’t you just treat me like you used to?”
“Sara, when I was your age, I also transitioned into a young lady. I took it hard. My friends stopped talking to me, the kids at school picked on me. All because I carried on trying to look like a boy and act like a boy, like the boy I no longer was.” She stared at me. “My mother, your grandmother, did the best thing for me. She threw out all my old male clothes and forced me to wear a dress and act like the young lady I appeared to be. I was merely trying to do the same…”
“The same for me Mum? Look at me. I’m not exactly trying to look like a boy here am I? My friends, they know and they accept me anyway. I had fun today, we did some shopping, went and hung out in the testing centre while Kail got tested. Then we did some more shopping, watched a movie. Some more shopping, then came home. I might have rebelled against my change back in England, where I had friends who only knew me as Jace, but here, they know me as both, and they don’t care.”
“Sara… I just wanted like we had yesterday when I helped you get ready for going out…”
“Mum, I liked yesterday, but I’m used to having independence and after having it since I was old enough to dress myself, I’m not letting you take it away just because I switched sexes.”
“If you had been born a girl…”
“Mum, if I had been born a girl, we wouldn’t be having this conversation. You would trust my judgement and let me dress myself, like you used to let Kat do. Now where’s my bag?”
Dad moved forward “You can have it back in the morning. If, after what we have discussed with you, you still wish to leave … we won’t stop you.” He indicated we should move into the living room.
I sat nursing a cup of tea Dad had made me, curled up in my armchair, I could do that now, it used to be a tight fit so I would drape myself over the arms. I was staring at Mum and Dad, who were sitting on the sofa. Nothing had been said for several minutes. We just sat their looked at each other and quietly drank our teas.
“We don’t want you to leave. You’re too young, and your education is not complete.” My Father finally gave in, I shrugged at his words. “And I know you don’t want to leave.”
I looked at him as he said that. It was true. I didn’t. No matter what, I still loved them, and leaving home wouldn’t solve my problems, just compound them, and my bed was really comfortable. However I wasn’t going to give up my independence without a fight.
“Sara, I ...” Mum hadn’t said a word since my outburst near the door. “… I’m sorry. I didn’t realise, I just remembered how my mum treated me after my change, and tried to do the same for you.” I had taken off my hoody to reveal the mini-skirt and loose fitting crop top I had gotten earlier. I hardly looked like a tom-boy.
“Mum …”
“No, let me finish, I guess I just didn’t realise how much it was hurting you.”
“Mum …” I put down my tea cup and crossed over to the couch, sat next to Mum and hugged her. “I ... Shouldn’t have responded like I did … I’m sorry I’ve been kinda snippy all afternoon.”
“You have?” she looked at me and put her hand on my forehead.
“Sara you also have to realise you’re not a boy anymore, you need to be more careful. Which is why were going to impose …”
“No, Dad. No new rules, no new restrictions. Treat me the same as you would have done if I was still male.”
“There will be a few changes.”
“But …”
“One, you’re no longer going to mow the lawn. James can do that.”
“What?” James yelped from Dad’s armchair.
“You can do some of the housework, instead.” Mum said.
“What?” It was my turn. “Isn’t that the maid’s job?”
“We don’t need a maid, we have a daughter who needs to pay off her clothing allowance.” Dad smiled at me.
“Huh?” I groaned. “You told me …”
“Somebody has a certain leather jacket, which doesn’t quite come under the standards of a necessity, and falls under luxury.”
I groaned, Mum and Dad for the most part would pay for clothing which was considered a necessity, school uniform, neat clothing, I then had a budget for normal clothes, and finally, anything they considered a luxury I would have to pay for. If I wanted a pair of jeans, they would pay, unless they were designer, then I would have to pay the balance between them and a normal pair. As a boy, I just wore what felt good, comfortable and was practical for my needs. As a girl, I knew some fashion items had been mixed in by my friends. “We’re going to let the rest of them slide, though.”
I sighed in relief, there was quite a bit of what I wouldn’t have called necessities. “So I’m the house maid?”
“Only till you have paid off that jacket.” James laughed
“Don’t know why you’re laughing, James, I seem to remember you picking up a few luxury’s as well.”
“Huh? But I’m only 12 …”
“About the right age I think.” Dad said with a nod.
“That’s when I had to start paying for my extra stuff,” I said with a smile.
Movement woke me up. I was curled up against my father, head against his shoulder, his arm around mine. I remembered leaning against Mum and cuddling up to her while we watched a movie on TV. It seems Dad had replaced Mum so I wouldn’t be disturbed, and now Mum had come back and taken Dad’s spot on the couch, so Dad was in the middle with Mum and I sitting on opposite sides. I smiled, and closed my eyes again. This was nice.
I woke up as I was put carefully on my bed. “Night, Princess” my father said as he stepped out of my room and closed the door behind him.
“Shelly said there might be some mood swings … I just didn’t expect …” I heard my mother say.
“Don’t worry about it. She was probably just tired. It’s been a hard couple of days …”
“She was very content on the couch, wasn’t she.”
“I was a little shocked when she started to purr.”
“Want me to make you purr, Darling?” I rolled over and tried to shut them out
One, elbow to the head, Two, elbow to the throat, Three, back hand to the temple. The dummy jumped in shock as each of my blows landed. I roundhouse kicked the dummy’s temple, jumped, twisted in the air and came in with the other foot. I was in the wood panelled training room. It wasn’t big enough to hold all of our equipment and have room to move, so Dad had modified it somewhat. A section of the floor had been designed so it could be lifted up by hydraulic jacks to reveal an area containing some punching bags and the training dummy. I was in the black shorts and t shirt I had picked up for school P.E. before I got the oh-so-revealing leotards.
“Not wearing a Gui?” Dad asked from the doorway as he came in.
“Couldn’t get one in my size …” I jump kicked the training dummy, “… that wasn’t in pink.” Reverse kick, followed through by an elbow.
“You like beating on those training dummies, don’t you,” he said with a smile.
“More realistic then the heavy punch bags you prefer,” I replied as he began his warm up.
“Maybe, but my heavy punch bags cost only a fraction of what that dummy cost.”
“Then why have the dummy?”
“Your mum likes to know how much strength she is using, so she can practice not killing people by accident.”
“Makes sense.” I had seen Mum bend metal bars as thick as my arm. She wasn’t someone you wanted mad at you. Dad had once jokingly said how glad he was she didn’t suffer from PMS. Though not anywhere within earshot. “Want a warm up spar?”
“Sure, I could do with a light workout.” He grinned, I grinned back, then walked over and pushed the button to lower the punch bags. We both moved over and took spots opposite each other with the lowering bags between us. “We start when the platform clicks.” When the bags were fully down, a click would indicate it had finished.
“Agreed.”
Light work out my arse. He came at me hard and fast. To start off with, I had to pull back as he pushed me around the mat. I tried to counter, but he was intercepting and blocking each of those. I forced open his defence and got a blow in. It landed, but only lightly, and it left me open for a kick, an opening he took. I saw the foot leave the ground moving towards me, I tried to react but my body didn’t move quick enough. Then the light in the room dimmed, the foot slowed down, I moved and caught it. The power, though, was more then I could stop, so I jumped, and used the foot for momentum. I cleared his head and came down behind him. As he began to turn, I swept his feet out from under him, or at least I tried to. His body went with the kick, twisted around, and landed where he had been, only now he was facing the right way. His fist came in at me, but it was moving slower then it had been before, at least it was to my eyes. I blocked and countered, he managed to block my own attack and came at me again.
We were both sweating buckets and breathing hard when Mum came in. She took one look at Dad and me, and chuckled. I turned to look at her. She wasn’t wearing her Gui, but a black leotard and black tights and her ballet slippers. Mum had trained in a number of dance styles since she’d become a girl, none much beyond the amateur level, mostly for fun, though I had heard that sometimes being able to dance was useful when trying to be undercover. Apparently people don’t expect the couple showing off on the dance floor as anything other then a couple who like to dance.
“Do you still want to move out?” Dad asked in between pants. I kept my guard up since we hadn’t either of us signalled an end to the fight.
“No, I was being silly.”
“A little.” Mum agreed. “But I didn’t help matters, and I should have picked up on how uncomfortable you were. Since you’re staying with us, your punishment still stands.”
“Punishment?”
“Yes, for shooting a certain Peter Felms.”
I sighed. “I’ll start on the housework.”
“That’s not your punishment. Your punishment is to learn how to be graceful and ladylike. Go take a shower and come back down, dressed in your leotard.”
“Can I appeal for a more lenient sentence?”
“No.”
“I throw my self on the mercy of the Pa.”
“After the arse kicking you just gave me,” he groaned theatrically, “he has no mercy. Besides I want to see this outfit you’re so ashamed of.”
I sighed.
“Ok, I hope you two are happy, humiliating your first born like this.” I stepped into the workout room, I had showered and dried my tail hair, but I had managed to keep my head dry. Then I had pulled on the leotard and a pair of black tights and added the soft ballet slippers. I had even brushed out my hair and had a go at clipping it back. My makeup was very light, but I thought I might as well make an effort. It might reduce the punishment.
“Ahh, good, I was just about to send out the search party for you.” Mum smiled as she looked at me. She indicated I should go over and join her. Some of the panels had been opened to reveal large mirrors I hadn’t even realised were there. I stood next to her and she turned me to look in the mirror.
“What do you see?”
“Me, and you,” I said, masking my smile.
“You and I.” Mum said automatically. “Look again.”
I did. Mum was standing next to me, black lycra leotard, black ¾ length leggings, not tights as I first had assumed, and a pair of ballet slippers. She also was wearing a pair of ankle warmers, one of which had slid down below the bottom of her leggings. I was dressed similarly, only with full tights, and no ankle warmers. I also had a square topped leotard, while hers was V neck. “Look how I’m standing,, compared to you.” She was standing straight, back slightly arched, head held straight, legs together.
I, on the other hand, was standing legs shoulder width apart, arms folded under my breasts, head tilted, and generally slouching. “Work hard, and I might, … might” she repeated the word for emphasis, “let your father take you for your driving test this afternoon.”
I looked at her sharply. “Really?”
“Yes. But only if you work hard and do everything I tell you without question. Ok?”
“Can I ask you to explain? As long as I still do it?”
She nodded.
“Ok.”
“Good. I think we shall start with Ballet. In my opinion it is the most graceful of the dance styles I know. First position is this.” I looked at her body position as she moved into it and copied her.
“Straighter back, Sara.”
“How are my girls?” Dad asked as he came in the door. I was walking backwards and forwards across the room, a book resting on my head, one foot moving in front of the other, my tail carefully swishing in counterpoint to the sway of my arms.
“Hi, Dad.”
“Hi, Sweetie.” He kissed Mum and looked at me. “How is she doing?”
“Better then I expected. Pity she didn’t Morf a few years earlier. She could have been a good ballet dancer with a few years training.”
“Thanks to the powers that be for small mercies,” I said as I turned and started to walk towards them. But there was a smile on my face as I kept my head straight for the book.
“Oh?”
“No offence, Mum, but I don’t think there is a muscle in my body that doesn’t ache right now.”
“Sure, that’s all my ballet training and nothing to do with you and your father trying to kill each other earlier.
“I felt the same way when your mum tried to get me to help her out. I think I’ll stick to something light, like sparring.”
“I think I might join you with that, Dad ….” I shot a quick look at my Mother, “… as soon as I’m allowed, that is.”
“Keep that up young lady and it will be when you move out.” She sighed, “Go on, that’s enough, go take a shower and get changed.” I passed the book to my mum and headed towards the stairs.
“He is as bad as she said, I was only in the room a few minutes and I wanted to slap him.” I caught the back end of their conversation as I came down the stairs from my room after another quick shower and outfit change. Black skirt and white blouse, I had considered trousers, but after Mum’s carry on yesterday and lecturing I received as we went through the training she wanted me to do, I thought a touch of femininity wouldn’t go amiss. I slowed down on the stairs to listen in more.
“Were refusing to take him on then?” Mum asked.
“I wish I could. No, I’m giving him to Remorra to deal with.”
“Risky. She might try and break him, but that’s what you want. isn’t it.”
“It's not a negative outcome, but I’m hoping they will meter each other out.”
“Two extremes finding a middle ground? Oh boy, I don’t think I want to be in their training sessions.”
“She is also one of the few people there with the mental control to withstand his telepathy.”
“Strong?”
“Timmy seemed to think so. He spent 5 minutes in the room and left. When I caught up to him later he was being sick in the toilet.”
“Sara.” I turned to look at James.
“Huh?”
“I’m Sorry, I Wub you.” He was trying to look cute, bottom lip out, eyes fluttering. It was a trick Kat had used on me when I was Jace, and one that had worked more often then not. He was in jeans and T-shirt.
“Going some where, squib?”
He looked at me, a little confused. “Out …meet some friends I made yesterday.”
“Good. Don’t try the fluttering eye lids and bottom lip on them, or you will be labelled a sissy.”
“Oh they won’t mind. I met them at Ballet Class.”
“What?”
“I’m taking ballet with a local school,” he said, kinda proudly.
“What?”
“I’m …”
“MUM!” I stormed into training room.
“Yes Dear?” Dad and Mum looked at me as I stormed in.
“What’s this James is saying about becoming a Ballet Dancer?”
“Oh, he will be taking lessons once a week with a local school.”
“Are you trying to get him beaten up?”
“What are you talking about?”
“Well, unless America is a hell of a lot more tolerant then England about these things, if they find out at school he takes ballet lessons, he will be the laughing stock and punch bag.”
“It wasn’t my idea.”
I looked sharply at dad.
“Wasn’t mine either, I just chose to support it.”
I turned on James.
“I saw the sign in town, Sis, I wanted to be a Ballerina, now I get to be a Ballerino.”
“A what?”
“Male Ballerina.” Mum offered.
“And you supported it?”
They both nodded. “It's his choice Sara.”
“My opinion doesn’t matter, does it?”
“In this? You can air it, but in the end, it’s James decision. Now come on, we need to get down so we can get your test taken.” Dad said and jingled his car keys. I reached for them, “Once you’ve passed your test.”
“You know he will come to regret it, don’t you.” I said as we pulled out the drive.
“No I don’t, and neither do you. But either way, it will be his mistake to make.”
“But you do think it’s a mistake?”
“This doesn’t leave the car.”
“Ok.”
“I hate ballet.”
“You’re not the only one.”
“You know we will have to attend any of his dance shows, don’t you.”
“Ahh…crap. I mean damn.”
“Shucks?” he asked with a smile.
“Can I use shucks?”
“More then crap you can. And damn is considered pretty bad round here as well.”
“Ok then. Ahhh Shucks. Hmm doesn’t have the same ring.”
“Well its good to know I haven’t lost my son under all that make up.”
“You thought you might do?”
“I wasn’t sure … stranger things have happened to a person after Morfs. I lost myself for a while, became an aggressive moody teen.”
“What happened?”
“I started working for your Grandfather, and then met your Mum.”
“Dad? Why we pulling into the car park at the bank? Aren’t we going to the DMV?”
“Nope. Since... we kinda already broke into the DMV’s computer system and added pass records for yourself, it would look a little suspicious if you turned up and asked for a test, even though you already have a license, and I can’t really get them to break in again and change it. We don’t have the ability to remove, just add.”
“So?”
“So, I’m having someone test you. If you pass you can have your license, if you can’t, you don’t.”
“Katie, This is my daughter Sara. Sara this is Katie, she is a driving instructor here.”
“Boss,” she nodded to dad, then looked at me. “Hello, Sara.” She was a leggy blonde in blue overalls with no make up.
“Hi ,Katie.”
“Shall we get started? Your Dad said you have had some prior driving instruction before, and I need to test your road sense.”
“Yep…” I looked at Dad, who nodded.
“Can you test her like it was a proper DMV test?.”
“Sure can. Come this way, Sara.”
“Your dad was right. You can drive, though I noticed it took you a few minutes longer to get the seat right and check your angles. Not been in that body long?” We had just pulled onto main street and were heading towards the other side of town. Katie had had me do a variety of manoeuvres, from parallel parking, to 3 point turns.
“Nope. I was as big as my Dad less than a week ago.”
“Damn. Morfs can be so nasty at times, though in your case it seems to be all good.”
“I was a boy.”
“Really? Well …congratulations and welcome to the better sex.”
“Thanks … I think,” I said, to which she laughed.
“Don’t worry, I’m only playing. Do you have a boyfriend yet? With those looks …wait …you do have a boyfriend? Damn girl, you move quickly.”
I swallowed. “Well …I’m not sure if you could call him my boyfriend …we haven’t been on a date with him as my boyfriend…”
“Have you kissed?” I nodded, “Have you made arrangements for a date?” I nodded again. “He’s your boyfriend,” she said with finality. “Turn right here and keep going straight.”
“Err, Katie, this is a dead end …”
“Don’t worry.”
“But? Brickwall, looming.”
“Ignore It,” she said with a laugh. I hit the brakes. “It’s all just an illusion. Look again.” I did, the road dipped just ahead into a sharpish drop. “Back door into the carpark, too steep to exit, but OK for going in.” She smiled at me. “50% of people stop like you did. The area is all angled to hide the drop, and the wall is patterned to cover it up a bit.” I eyed her as we slowly moved on. I could have sworn it had been solid road just a moment before.
“She didn’t passed,” Katie told my father as she took over the driving seat from me. He had been waiting for us near the elevator.
“Oh…”
“Nothing major, nothing a bit of practice driving on the right wont fix.”
“Thanks Katie.”
“No problem, Sir, I’m a little sad I had to fail her.”
“Dad …” I sighed then shrugged, “We going home?”
“Not yet. I need to get some paperwork done in the office. I got some done while you were out but there is some more to do.” I nodded, and lent against the elevator wall as it began to rise.
“This your office?” I looked around the sparsely decorated room. Minimalist in design, it had a black leather executive chair behind a black Mahogany desk. Two smaller seats sat in front of it for guests. A large mirror rested opposite the desk. A pair of large windows looked out over the city below. The carpet was a Navy blue, with the banks corporate logo made out in red in the middle.
“Yep. Your Mum’s is next door.” He sat down in his chair and logged back into the computer. I walked around to lean on the back of his chair.
“Anything I can do to help?” I said, looking over his shoulder as what he was working on popped back up onto the screen. I managed to read ‘High powered, and unknown origin’ before he got the screen minimised.
“Not really. Just something I might be taking a hand in if the bumbling carries on, though right now it is out of my jurisdiction.” I heard a beeping. “Sorry Sara, would you mind stepping outside? This is something I have to take and you shouldn’t hear.”
I nodded and walked out of his office. He waited for me to close the door behind me, then I heard a snick as the door locked. I sat down in the secretary’s chair and pulled out my mobile phone. My new eCom was a pretty standard affair, if not a little smaller then my old one. I was not completely familiar with how it dealt with the menu system, so I started scrolling through it and seeing what things it could do. Internet was priced on bandwidth, so I quickly checked my emails, noticed one from BB, thought about using the camera to update all my online profiles. I smiled and a moment later I was posing on one side of the room with the camera on the other, the timer taking a photo every 20 seconds.
I was doing one such pose when Dad stepped out his office. I had stood with my bum stuck out, my back arched, fingers entwined and arms straight down. He stepped out of the office and stopped sharply. “Sara?”
I blushed sharply and quickly ran to grab my phone.
“I don’t think I want to know do I?”
“I was just making some pics to update my profile.”
“Uh-huh. Shall we get going? Your Mum just called, and dinner will be ready in about an hour.”
“Ok.”
“We need to make a stop off on the way. Pick something up for next Friday,” Dad said as the elevator moved down towards the carpark.
“Next Friday? What’s happening next Friday?”
He looked at me, and this smile crept up on his face, “Didn’t your mother tell you?”
“Tell me what?”
“Oh! I’m shocked. I expected her to have told you. No matter. I promised I would let her tell you.”
“Dad!”
“Nope. The car’s over here.” He led the way from the elevator to his car, unlocked all the doors, then tossed me the keys. “I’m feeling a little tired. You drive.”
“Where to?”
“Head east out of town. On the freeway.”
The freeway? I hadn’t passed my test and he wants me to take the freeway? ‘Damn, I hope he has a good insurance policy.’
“Left here, then pull over on the Right.” I followed his instructions pulling up in front of Mum’s car.
“Where are we?” I looked around a bit more, now that I didn’t have to concentrate so much on the traffic. “And why is Mum here?” I looked at him but he was already getting out. “Dad?” I growled softly. Deciding not to risk open my door with the traffic, climbed over the gear stick and followed him out onto the pavement.
“This way.” He said and led me into a ladies dress shop.
“This is my daughter. Do you have anything which would suit her?” Mum asked a women with a tape measure around her neck. Mum was standing on a small pedestal. wearing a black velvet ball gown, which judging by the way a second women was fiddling with it, was being measured and fitted for her.
“Hmmm. Yes, I do have something that would be perfect for you.”
“Huh? Mum, what’s going on?”
“Didn’t your father tell you?”
“No he didn’t.” I turned to turn on him, only to not see him where I thought he would be, I turned a bit more and saw his car pull away. “What the?”
“Seems your father has just done his vanishing trick.”
“His what?”
“Whenever Kat and I would be shopping, he would suddenly disappear, just like that.”
“But…”
“I think this would look good on her and I don’t think it would need much resizing.” The women came over and held a full length ball gown up to me. It was in a dark blue
“What do I need another dress for?” I’m sure I have at least 4 I haven’t even taken off the hangers yet. Not to mention potential outfit combinations with what my friends referred to as my separates.
“I checked, you don’t have any formal ball gowns.”
“Why would I need one of those?”
“We have been invited to a ball this Friday.”
“Why would I need one of those?” I asked again. “Surely it’s an adults only affair.” I hoped, I preyed.
“Nope, we have all been invited. Apparently we’re late editions to the guest list at one of the organisers request, to help with our acclimatisation to local social circles.” Mum turned to look at her dress again in the mirror. “Now try on that dress! our agreement still stands, young lady.”
“I thought that only applied to the lessons.”
“Whatever gave you that idea?” She smiled at me as I reluctantly took the dress from the smiling assistant.
“How can anyone breathe in these things?” I asked as I stepped out from the changing room and up onto the small pedestal the woman had indicated I should stand on, I was a little wobbly in the heels I had been given to wear. Unlike the heels I had worn to dinner the day before, these shoes had a really skinny heel and I thought I was going to break my ankle until I got my balance in them. I hadn’t been given chance to suggest a smaller heel not that Mum would have listened to my suggestion anyway, so i just concentrated on not falling off the platform. The hem of the dress had been only a fraction of the ground. The dress was strapless, a tight fitting bodice closed around my torso with what felt like a vice like grip. Since I had been informed that there was only very light corseting, I decided that I would hate to feel strong corseting. Especially considering this one was making my chest rise up and down with every breath, I could only imagine it would be worse with proper corseting. Mum nodded as she looked at me. This was the 3rd dress I had tried on. The previous 2 had been ‘inappropriate’ or ‘not quite right’. Mum was sitting on a stool looking at me with a smile on her face. “That’s the one.”
“What?” I looked in the mirror. ‘Thank god it wasn’t the pink one’, was the first thing I thought of, the 2nd dress had been pink, almost identical to this one, but in pink. I had hated it from the start. This one was in a very light blue. I suppose it did look OK. The bodice had to be drawn closed by strings on my back, so I doubted I would be able to do it up easily on my own. It curved down under my armpits to finish low on my back, and yet left my shoulders, and shoulder blades, free. The skirt hung from my hips to ripple around my legs.
“It looks like it was made for her,” said one of the shop girls from the doorway with a smile.
“The hem needs lifting,” said the women with the tape measure around her neck, who I had learned was the owner of the store. “Hmmm.” She walked behind me and suddenly pulled the strings on the bodice tighter, before tying them off. “The bodice is the right size for her though. Is it OK with you, Mrs Neumer?”
“Yes. My daughter looks lovely. Thank you.” Mum was positively beaming. “We’ll take it, and a pair shoes. Can you get some in the right colour?”
“I have a pair in her size, already dyed to match.” She turned to look at the girl in the doorway, “Karie, would you get them please?” She looked back at my mother. “They are a little taller though I’m afraid.”
“Oh?”
“3 inches.”
“Ahh ... Well I’m sure they will be lovely.”
3 inches? I’d already felt like I was walking on stilts. Mum had gotten a pair of the same shoes from the shop, so I would have a week to learn to walk in them confidently, she then made me wear them out of the shop and for the rest of the evening. They weren’t hard to walk in, just different, the small heel forced me to take smaller steps then I would have liked, and my calves were soon complaining about the new angle. The pale blue on the dyed shoes was a near perfect match for the dress and I also had a small clutch bag dyed to the same colour. They had been left behind for us to pick up on Tuesday. Our gowns would be done by then, apparently, and we were to go in for a final fit. I was being picked up from school to go straight there. I collapsed onto my bed and looked across at my new school uniform hanging from a pair of hangers on my door. Tomorrow would be my first day at school as Sara. I reached down and opened the buckles holding the ankle strap closed so I could kick them off, eyed my phone and decided to give Kail a call.
I wondered if he was as nervous about tomorrow as I was.
To Be Continued...
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by Britney McMaster
It's 2048, and besides all the normal stresses, teens are now faced with the possibility of many strange changes induced by the MORFS virus. Follow Sanura Miller as she copes with her new life and learns about some strange new powers.
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[Sanura's Tale: Part 6] - 06-05-10
[Sanura's Tale: Part 5] - 06-05-10
It's 2048, and besides all the normal stresses, teens are now faced with the possibility of many strange changes induced by the MORFS virus. Follow Jason Miller as he goes through his MORFS, tries to adapt, and learns about some strange new powers. This is the first story in the MORFS Universe.
It's 2048, and besides all the normal stresses, teens are now faced with the possibility of many strange changes induced by the MORFS virus. Follow Jason Miller as he goes through his MORFS, tries to adapt, and learns about some strange new powers. This is the first story in the MORFS Universe.
(A MORFS Universe Story)
By Britney McMaster
Introduction
As I sat in the passenger seat of Mom's car, I felt sick to my stomach. I had felt that way for the past two days. Afraid that it was more than just stomach flu, Mom had taken me to the family doctor. I now had even more to worry about than just not feeling well.
Dr. Perry's words continued to repeat over and over again in my head. "According to your test results, your body has entered the first stage of the MORF syndrome. Jason, are you familiar with what MORFS is?" I simply nodded my head in response as the news sunk in.
As we drove in silence, I was deep in thought. I knew a lot about MORFS, but no one knew enough, and maybe they never will. MORFS was originally launched on the world's population by means of a genetically engineered virus. It had been started as an attempt at a chemical weapon by a group of terrorists back in the early 2000s. The virus they engineered was a common bug that caused nausea, vomiting, and sometimes diarrhea. It wasn't serious, everyone recovered in a few days, and so no one had tried to make a vaccine to prevent it right away.
At the time of the original release of the infection, there seemed to be no immediate effect from the agent, other than the usual nausea symptoms, so again no anti-virus was made. Over the next six months, the virus passed over the whole globe unnoticed. The virus spread everywhere. All vertebrate animals that experienced some form of puberty contracted the virus, including all mammals and even reptiles and birds.
Several months after that, some researchers who noted some strange changes in adolescent lab mice discovered that the virus was altering one section of their DNA. The DNA strand in particular was one that happened to be activated during the process of puberty. It somehow caused a varying degree of scrambling of genes across all chromosomes as cells reproduced. Since the scrambling varied from individual to individual, each adolescent mouse experienced different changes. It didn't take long after that for them to discover that all vertebrate species, including humans, had been similarly affected, even though the effects had not started showing up yet in all species.
More recent research has revealed that the particular portion of DNA that was affected by the virus is one that is supposed to protect and regulate the integrity of an individual's genome. The mutated portion essentially disables all or part of that activity, thus allowing many other mutations and gene swaps to appear and survive.
At first, the scientists had been puzzled as to why only some individuals of any species were affected. It took them a couple years to discover that, although the changes only happened during puberty, they were only brought about when an individual became infected with any of the viruses in the family of the original engineered virus. Some individuals of some species apparently were naturally resistant to such infections, so they never experienced any changes.
Of course, there was a crash research effort to try to find a vaccine for that whole family of viruses, but it was soon discovered that that family mutated rapidly and always seemed to outpace the development of an effective vaccine. It’s like they say; there's no cure for the common cold.
Meanwhile, the first effects in adolescent humans began to appear. It seemed as though only about 50% of kids had any detectable changes due to the altered strand. About 15% of that 50% developed extraordinary abilities and/or body changes. And about 1% of that 15% developed what would be called supernatural abilities. Another fair percentage seemed to show signs of hybridization with other species, with highly variable results.
This had all started about forty years ago. However, with everyone carrying this altered DNA strand, it was passed down to all the children of that and subsequent generations. Sometimes changed forms and/or abilities of parents were passed down as well.
The scientists had named this phenomenon "Massive Ontogenetic Regulation Failure Syndrome," commonly known as MORFS.
The older generations had nothing to worry about, but kids my age were suddenly faced with the possibility of dramatic life changes as they entered puberty. Ever since then, every kid has had to anticipate the likelihood of MORFing, as well as all the other adolescent changes.
That brings us to the present, with me sitting in Mom's car feeling like death warmed over.
Chapter 1: My Changes
My name is Jason Miller, I'm 15 years old, and I'm 6'2". I'm in grade 10, and I'm on the boys' basketball team. That day my life changed completely, whether for the better or the worse it's sometimes hard to tell, I'll never forget that day, the 11th of April 2048.
Being 15, I had been hoping that I had avoided MORFing. However, the changes could be triggered as late as 17. Now you're probably wondering why I wasn't excited about the prospect of possibly getting super powers. The thing is that MORFS could really leave you physically messed up. The chances of getting super powers without any side effects were pretty slim. It seemed as though there was no limit to the extent of what MORFS could do to you.
So, not only did I get to deal with the extreme nausea that accompanied MORFS, I got to deal with my imagination thinking of all the possible changes that might happen. I guess I didn't have it really bad. The first generation affected by the change had to endure a slow change that lasted for months. Luckily for me, the medical field has come up with ways to make the change faster and less uncomfortable. That was why we had just made a stop at the pharmacy.
The plan was that for the next few days I would be spending a lot of time asleep in bed. Taking the pills I was prescribed would leave me unconscious for almost 18 hours at a time. In between sleeping, I would be taking what was called an "energy pack" to supply my change with the required nutrients. The energy packs are the wonderful invention that caused the duration of the change to go from lasting several months to just a few days.
The ride home was somber. Mom and I were both aware that my life could drastically change in the next week. Shortly after arriving at home, l stripped down to my boxers and got in bed. I sat there and drank an energy pack before taking one of the pills and drifting off to sleep. As I slept my changes began.
I felt like crap when I woke up the first time. I also had to pee really badly. I rolled out of my bed and stumbled out of my room and across the hall into the bathroom. It was about then that I realized that I had made my dash to the toilet completely naked. I must have kicked off my boxers while I was asleep. Still feeling somewhat dizzy, I sat down to relieve myself and then slowly made my way back to bed.
I was in for a surprise when I put my boxers back on. I slipped them on and pulled them up to my waist, only to have them promptly fall back down. Somehow I had shrunk. I was tempted to go and look at myself in the mirror. Instead, I decided to ride out the changes before looking at my reflection. Hopping back into bed after taking another energy pack, I took another pill and soon drifted off to sleep.
Damn virus. So, after two days I broke my resolve and looked in the mirror. I looked way different. Apparently the virus was making me shorter. I was now what looked like a little under five feet tall and looked like I belonged in grade school. The sweatshirt I was wearing was practically hanging off of me. My hair had changed from its normal short, dark brown to a really shiny, thick black that reached my shoulders. My eyes looked bigger than normal and seemed to be a darker shade of blue. My ears looked odd as well, but I couldn't quite place what was wrong with them.
I started to get angry as I realized how I already looked like a damn preteen kid, and I still wasn't finished with the changes. I stared into the mirror with disgust for several more minutes while my imagination once again addressed all of the possible results of my change. After going through the energy pack and pill ritual, I slipped into bed and passed out.
I'd now been asleep for the better part of four days. This change was taking way too long. I should have been through the change by now; normally it only lasts about three days. Judging by my reflection, the virus was trying its best to make me a freak.
My ears were now very different. They had somehow migrated higher up on my head and were kind of pointed. They were now surrounded by my thick mane of hair. They were also kind of pointed and looked much larger than normal. My eyes were now a very deep vibrant blue and were surrounded by thick black lashes. The rest of my face wasn't much better. My eyebrows looked way too thin. My lips were even worse. They had become full and made me look like I was pouting all the time. The damn virus had left me looking like an effeminate ten-year-old boy.
Despite my willing myself not to, I started to cry. I'm not sure how long I stood there crying, but it seemed like forever. Feeling tired all of a sudden, I went back to my room and got back in bed. I continued crying until the medication helped me to drift into a dreamless slumber.
Day five brought some really unwanted changes – I was aware of them the moment I awoke. In a strange way, my ears looked somewhat normal. Normal for a cat, that is. They now looked just like a pair of large cat ears, covered in a sort of charcoal gray coloured fur. I now even had a tail to match my ears. It was also covered in the same gray fur and was long enough that it brushed my ankles as it gently swayed back and forth, seemingly with a mind of it own. My hands and forearms were lightly covered in the same fur and looked bigger than usual. My nails had also changed and now resembled claws. They were even retractable.
What was worse was that I now looked even more like a girl. My hair was longer and thicker than it had been the day before. My waist had become thinner, while my hips had become wider. My butt looked 'cute.' It was nice and round like a girl's butt. I also appeared to be sporting a small pair of tits. To make matters even worse, my dick had somehow pulled itself up inside me. Sure, it came back down when I had to pee, but the rest of the time I was left looking like a girl.
There was no way I was going to go back to school looking like this. I'd be lynched!
After seven days of feeling like I was going to die, I woke up without any pain or discomfort. The change was finally over! Now I had to deal with the final results. Dreading what I would discover, I quickly ran to the bathroom in nothing but my now overly large sweatshirt.
As I inspected myself in the mirror, I noticed that there had been very few visible changes since last time I checked, but they were noticeable. I now definitely looked like a girl. My boobs were much bigger, and my face was prettier, but I definitely looked to be a girl between my legs. I stood there just looking down at my new anatomy. I might have still been a virgin, but I wasn't stupid. I now had a vagina. I was afraid to touch it and just continued to stare at it for several more minutes, but after a quick check I discovered that I still had a penis as well, although it was playing marsupial, as it remained tucked up inside my abdomen.
My eyes were among the few other new changes I noticed. The pupils were now a pair of catlike slits. My hands now looked more like paws than hands. They were now covered in a thick gray fur up to my elbows and had very menacing looking claws at the end of each finger. My hands were much bigger than normal and, in a frightening way, didn't look out of place on my new body. After looking at my hands, I glanced down at my feet. At least they still looked human, well, except for the claws and looking like girls' feet, they were normal, no fur anywhere down there. One other change I noticed was that I now had more feline-like teeth. I had fangs. I turned this way and that in front of the mirror looking at the new me. My new tail seemed to repeatedly attract my gaze. How the hell was I going to wear my underwear?
Chapter 2: Early Days
As I was staring at the new me, there was a knock on the bathroom door.
"Yeah?" Oh man! Even my voice had changed, I sounded like a girl.
"Jase? Are you feeling OK? You've been in there for awhile."
"I'm actually feeling alright. I think I'm done with my change... It seems like I got the works... I look a lot different, Mom."
"I know, Jase. I've been checking in on you while you've been sleeping. Why don't you go get dressed? I've put out some new clothes for you that should fit. They're on your bed."
"OK, thanks, Mom."
I stuck my head out the door to make sure Mom had left before running across the hall to my room. After all, I was practically naked. Lying on my bed was a set of girls' clothes. They looked so small. But then again, I was that small now. Ugh. I walked over to the bed and picked up the panties. They seemed to be plain enough in a simple white brief style and it appeared that Mom had modified them in the back using a little elastic and some strategic cuts and stitching. Also on the bed was a plain white bra. Reluctantly, I slid the panties on and was surprised at how comfortable they were. They were snug but fit really well, although fishing my tail through the hole in back was like trying to move a semi-numb third leg that I wasn't used to at all. As I said before, it seemed to have a mind of its own. Next I got to struggle with the bra. At least it was a sports bra, so I didn't have to try to hook it behind my back.
The clothes weren't too girlie either, just a pair of red sweats and a white tee shirt. Mom had also gone to work on the pants as they fit perfectly around my tail and tied in back above the tail using the modified drawstring waist of the pants. The shirt was a little tight in the chest, and the pants were clinging to my butt as if they were painted on, but they fit and they were comfortable.
Mom greeted me with a much-needed hug when I came into the living room. "How do the clothes fit, sweetie?"
I told her that they were a good fit, except that they would take some getting used to. Mom and I talked for a few hours about how I was feeling, and I was given the homework assignment of picking a new girl's name for myself before I went back to school on Monday (only three days till I had to face THAT).
Once again, I sat in Mom's car, staring out the window, as we headed to see the doctor. Shortly after we arrived, I was ushered into an empty room and told to strip down.
For the next few hours, I ran the gauntlet of post-MORFS tests. I was now officially 4' 10" and 92lbs, according to Dr. Perry. I was poked and prodded and gave the doctors samples of almost everything. The breast exam was so embarrassing; I didn't think I would get so aroused and even that feeling was different thanks to my new equipment. And they were so sensitive. I think the good doc got a little startled when my erection emerged from its hiding spot.
I had thought I couldn't be more embarrassed than when the doctor gave me the breast exam, until he had me bend over while I received a prostate exam. It felt like someone put an umbrella in there and then opened it. I felt I couldn't be more degraded than having my anus invaded, and again I was wrong as the doctor had me place my legs up in the stirrups. That was an experience all in itself, and one I'd like to forget. It was cold and uncomfortable, and I just wanted to cry. With my eyes tightly closed, I clenched my teeth and tried to endure it.
Finally the tests were over, and I was given several forms to give to the school and some other paperwork for our lawyer. Then, with a clear bill of health, Mom and I headed for the mall to do some shopping. I had a lot to think about on the way there. Not only was I now a cat person, but I was also a fully functioning hermaphrodite. Life was definitely not fair!
We ran into one main problem while trying to find me some clothes. That was that pants don't accommodate for a tail. What I ended up with was several pairs of pants that mom would have to alter later. We eventually ended up at a different mall that had a store that catered to the clothing needs of stranger MORFs like me. Over the next hour I tried on dozens of different pants and skirts that were marked by the salesgirl and were sent off to be tailored for me.
Mom insisted on getting me a dozen of the skirts that I tried on, even though I refused to wear them. They did, however, sell a range of underwear for those with tails. The problem was that most of the panties were in a thong style. All the panties either had an elasticized hole in back or had a sort of keyhole cut out that went around the tail and then tied or clasped together above it. Wearing a thong wasn't as bad as I had thought it would be. It had felt really weird at first, but after a little while, I could barely even feel it back there.
After a quick lunch in the food court, I was begging Mom to leave. I was not used to spending so much time shopping and was really getting tired, especially right after my change. I was also getting a lot of lustful looks from the guys at the mall and, with myself still not used to my new appearance, I was really not comfortable with being in public. Make-up was another unneeded item that Mom purchased before we left. Finally, we finished shopping and I was able to go home and rest.
It had been a really long day already, and it was only four o'clock. I spent the next hour packing up all my old clothes and putting away my new ones. I was in the kitchen getting a drink of milk when the garage door opened and in walked my dad. He looked over at me and then came over and gave me a hug. It annoyed me that he had to almost kneel down to do so, but it felt good to get a hug from him.
The hug lasted for several minutes, and then he stood back up to his full height of eight feet. I felt like an ant standing next to him. You see, Dad is a hybrid (that's what they call people who develop animal characteristics from MORFS) like me; he's part polar bear and is mostly covered in a pure white fur. Maybe animal morphs run in our family; we'll see what happens to my sister when she gets MORFS.
Dad and I talked for a little while in the living room. He was being so supportive that it was hard for me to feel sorry for myself. We were still talking when my 13-year-old sister, Crystal, came home and, walking into the room, shouted, "Jason, you look cute as a little cat girl. It suits you." She then burst into a fit of laughter. I felt the tears welling up in my eyes as my face burned with anger and shame. Dad was not impressed at her outburst and promptly grounded her for a week. As for myself, I ran to my room trying to hide my tears.
I had a sleepless night. How could I sleep when my entire body felt foreign to me? I tossed and turned for hours. I frequently got out of bed to look at myself in the mirror.
The girl in the mirror was actually quite pretty. She had a nice figure. She had an athletic build that enhanced her womanly curves in a very attractive way. Her face was beautiful and was framed by her long shiny black hair - hair so black that it gave a faint dark blue shine as the moonlight through the window hit it. Her large blue catlike eyes were so appealing in an exotic way, and they sparkled beautifully in the dim light. They were eyes you could get lost in. Her full lips looked so kissable and had a natural pale pink shine to them that gave the illusion that she was wearing make-up.
The girl in the mirror looked beautiful as she stared back at me. Her light blue nightgown made her look even more beautiful as its hem swayed gently around her upper thighs as she moved one way and another in front of the mirror, striking various poses. She was my dream girl... she was so beautiful. But she was me!
I spent most of the night either trying to sleep or looking at myself in the mirror. Eventually, I decided that Mom was right. I needed a new name, I certainly don't look like a Jason anymore. But what should my new name be? I thought about it for quite some time before giving up and getting on the Internet for an answer.
Typing with my new paw-like hands was difficult as my fingers hit more than one key at a time. I quickly adapted by using my claws to hit each key. After searching for nearly two hours, I came across a site of Egyptian names and out of curiosity did a search for the word cat. Nothing. I tried another search for feline. Nothing. I was about to leave the site when I decided to do one last search, and that's when I found it – Sanura, my new name!
I instantly liked it. And its meaning was rather appropriate; it means "kitten" in Egyptian. I bookmarked the site and then, logging off, got into bed.
"Sanura..." I whispered the name to myself again one last time before drifting off.
"Morning, honey. How'd you sleep?" asked Mom as I sat down to eat some breakfast.
"Okay, I didn't fall asleep until around three in the morning."
"That would explain why you slept in so late this morning," quipped Mom. "I heard you get up several times, are you feeling alright?"
"Yeah, I was just using the mirror in the bathroom to look at myself – morbid curiosity, I guess."
"Well, we'll have to get you a mirror for your room, every girl needs a mirror in her room. And make sure you get to bed at a decent time tonight, you'll need your beauty sleep if you want to keep those looks of yours."
"MOM!"
"Sorry, sweetheart, but you are very pretty now; you're going to have to get used to people making comments like that."
"I know."
Silence prevailed for the next 20 minutes as I ate my breakfast. I was famished and dug, with vigour, into the eggs Mom had made. Somehow I ended up with ketchup in the fur on my right paw and, without thinking about what I was doing, I began to lick it off. I continued to lick my paw well after the ketchup was gone and would have probably continued if I hadn't seen Mom staring at me with a silly grin on her face and realized what I was doing.
Looking away from Mom, I concentrated on finishing my eggs. As I was putting my dishes in the dishwasher, that name popped into my head, *...Sanura...*
"Mom, I came up with a new name..."
"Oh?" She still had that grin on her face.
"What do you think of Sanura? Nura for short."
"Well, that's different. Where did you come up with that?"
"Internet. It's Egyptian for 'Kitten'. Do you like it?"
"I do. It's a pretty name. I'll get in touch with Tom (our lawyer) about arranging a name change for you."
"Thanks, I'm going to go get showered and dressed. Thanks for the eggs!"
"I thought you’d already cleaned yourself" Mom was barely containing her laughter.
"Mom!" I whined.
Taking a shower was a whole new experience for me. I was still a little freaked out about my new body, so having to take a shower was still pretty weird. Just soaping up sent all kinds of unusual feelings through my body. For example, furry hands felt really good against my breasts, but as soon as I started to get aroused I was immediately embarrassed. I also had to be careful with my claws. I accidentally scratched myself a few times. When I got to the point of washing my tail, I wasn't sure whether to use normal soap or shampoo. I ended up using shampoo to wash my tail, my paws, and my hair. After rinsing off and stepping out of the shower, I was presented with another problem – drying off.
If you've ever tried to dry off while your hands are retaining like a gallon of water in their fur, then you know that it's not exactly easy. Think about how long a dog stays wet after it’s been in a lake. I rubbed my hands with the towel repeatedly, until I felt they were dry enough to hold the hair dryer without electrocuting myself. I then spent the next hour trying to dry off my tail and hair. I was so happy when I was finally done, so I could go and get dressed. I ended up in a pair of rather tight low-rise jeans and a green spaghetti strap tank top.
I wanted to spend the rest of the day in front of the television, but Mom had other ideas. She wanted to do more shopping. The day before, we had neglected to get me more than one pair of shoes. She said that it was unacceptable for a girl to only have one pair of shoes. Shoe shopping with Mom was interesting. I picked out sneakers while she picked out heels. Heels weren't as bad as I had imagined, once she had talked me into trying on a pair. And, as much as I didn't want to admit it, I liked that fact that the heels gave me back a bit of my lost height.
We ended up with about 6 pairs of new shoes for me, and then somehow we ended up looking at skirts again. I ended up with about ten more of those to add to my collection and was even talked into wearing one home. The next two hours after that, I was forced to model almost all my new clothes and Mom marked the ones without tail holes in the back so that she could add one. When I was finally left to my own devices, I was so tired that I ended up falling asleep on the couch.
*giggle* "...She's purring... It's so cute..."
"Unh?" I rubbed my eyes and looked up to see my sister looking down at me. "What do you want?"
"Nothing, I was just watching you sleep. You were really cute; you were purring."
"I was not purring!"
"Yes, you were. It was cute."
"Whatever..."
That night I lay in bed trying to fall asleep, but sleep wasn't coming. The nightie Mom had made me wear again was the least of my worries. Tomorrow I had to go back to school. Well, I had to go register for school, but it was still bad. I must have laid there for several hours, my mind racing, before I finally drifted off.
Chapter 3: Back to School
The next morning, I slept in as usual and was, as always, running late. After struggling with getting my bra on, I quickly pulled on the most androgynous clothes I could find. What I ended up with was a pair of white sweat pants that were a little too tight and a blue hoody over a white T-shirt.
Once dressed, I headed down to the kitchen for some food. I was met with my sister's giggling, which always seemed to accompany my appearance lately, and admonishment from my mother that I needed to brush my hair. I was going to have to get used to having long hair as fast as I could. I ended up having to get Mom's help in removing several tangles in my thick mane. She also had to use a ton of hairspray on my long bangs, as I didn't have ears on the side of my head to tuck them behind like most girls do, and they kept falling into my eyes.
After I grabbed a bite to eat, Mom drove us to the school. First on the agenda was to give my doctor’s notes and legal documents to the office staff and try to change my name on the school files to Sanura.
"There is no way I'm going to go back to that damn school!"
"Jason! Watch your language!"
"My name is Sanura now, Mom. And I'm still not going back to that school."
"What is so bad about that school?"
"They want me to wear a skirt to school EVERY DAY!"
"Well, that is the girls' dress code."
"I don't care what I look like! I'M NOT A GIRL!"
"I did take you to the doctor, remember. Need I remind you that you're just as much a girl as you are a boy? Whether you like it or not, you look like a girl and have to wear girls' clothes as a result. Because of that, the school has enrolled you as a girl, and therefore, you WILL go to school tomorrow dressed appropriately."
"FINE!"
I spent the rest of the morning sitting in my room. I was totally livid after reading the girls' dress code. I mean, I was still a boy; I shouldn't have to follow the girls' dress code!
Let me explain. About five years ago, all of the schools in the country were given a mandatory dress code by the government. I heard it was set up to help redefine gender roles in our society or something like that. They wanted girls to start acting more like girls and boys to act more like boys, in the traditional sense.
I was only ten when it happened, but I remember that it was a big deal and everyone was talking about it. A lot of people were opposed to the idea; they said it took away the children's freedom. However, the government had tested this in several schools, and the test results showed better behaviour, less teenage pregnancy, higher test scores, etc., and so, without a vote, it was put into effect across the nation. Since then, I've heard that a few other countries have adopted similar guidelines for their students.
It could have been worse, I guess. Instead of a school uniform like most private schools have, we were given strict 'guidelines' to follow in our dress and grooming. Those guidelines have been harshly enforced ever since. Except for Fridays. Fridays are called 'Alternative Dress Day', where students are allowed to wear whatever they want, within reason, to school. All I know is that as a guy the dress code wasn't a big change, but, as I was now going to have the requirements a girl would have, I was totally pissed.
~All female students are to follow this outline strictly in their appearance while attending regular class schedules.
~Blouses/Tops: Blouses and tops are to be modest and conservative. Casual tops such as T-shirts are not allowed.
~Skirts: Skirts are to be worn to all regular classes. Pants and shorts are not permitted. Skirts are to be no longer than ankle length. Floor length skirts are not allowed. Skirts are to be no shorter than 16 inches in length.
~ Hosiery: Students are to wear appropriate hosiery at all times. Appropriate hosiery includes stockings, pantyhose, tights, knee-highs and knee socks. Hosiery is to be in tasteful colours.
~Coats/Jackets: Heavy winter coats are not to be worn to class. Lighter fashionable jackets are permitted to be worn during class and should be tasteful and feminine.
~Footwear: Casual footwear such as sneakers and beach sandals are not allowed. Shoes are to be in an appropriate business-casual style. Platform shoes are not allowed.
~Cosmetics: Cosmetics are mandatory. Students should wear modest amounts of cosmetics that enhance their beauty. Heavy use of cosmetics is not permitted. Nails are to be properly manicured at all times. Nail polish should not be in overly bright shades.
~Hair: Female students are not permitted to have short or 'boyish' hairstyles. Hair is to be well kept in a feminine style. Hair may be dyed or highlighted in natural colours only.
~Hygiene: Students are to be properly bathed and groomed while on school property. Legs, arms and underarms are to be kept hairless at all times. Students are to use proper feminine hygiene during their menstrual cycle.
That's the crap I was going to have to deal with, every day, until I graduated.
As a result of my new dress code requirements, I was again sitting in the car, staring out of the window, as we traveled to our destination. Our first stop was at the salon my mom and sister regularly go to. I guessed I would probably be there on a regular basis from now on as well.
My mom introduced me to her stylist as her daughter, Sanura. Since Maggie, the stylist, knew Mom only had one daughter, the story of my change soon followed. After the introductions were done and the sympathetic comments made, Maggie went to work at "making me beautiful." Her words, not mine.
Other than some basic styling, not much was done to my hair, but when she was done, I looked even more beautiful than before. My eyebrows were painfully plucked into even more of an arch. I also had the unwanted pleasure of having my legs, arms, underarms and bikini line waxed. Luckily for me, the school had made an exception for the fur on my arms, so I was only waxed from my elbows up.
After receiving a crash course on how to apply make-up, and being forced to apply my own make-up several times until I got it right, I thought we were done. Wrong again.
I was then brought over and sat in a chair while an Asian lady wheeled over a small table covered with assorted nail care products. This is where things got interesting. The lady was surprised that I didn't have normal nails. I then explained to her that I could extend and retract my nails and demonstrated doing so. That surprised her even more. My nails at that point were more like claws and had very pointed tips and the lady decided that they would have to be filed down. She destroyed four nail files in the process and didn't even scuff my nails.
Don't get me wrong; I'm not saying that my nails are indestructible. They're just really hard. So, due to not being able to file my nails, she went straight to polishing them. That was difficult with my fur getting in the way. I ended up with my nails pushed through a plastic bag to keep my fur out of the polish until it was dry. After several coats had been applied, I was left with ten long pink claws, and the lady got to work on my toenails. After the polish was dry on my hands and feet, I removed the plastic from my hands, retracted my nails, and after slipping on my shoes, headed to the front of the salon to wait for Mom.
I looked in the mirror the next morning and let out a sigh. Not only did I look like a girl, I looked hot. I was wearing a light blue top with three-quarter sleeves and a white knee length skirt. I didn't have much of a choice on which skirt to choose, as Mom was working on putting holes in the back of my skirts and this one was the first and only one that she'd finished. This skirt fit really tight around my butt before flaring out about halfway down my thighs. It had been difficult to squeeze into while trying to fish my tail through the small hole in back, but I'd eventually managed.
I was also wearing a pair of nude thigh-high stockings with the outfit and would be wearing them every day until Mom could find a way to alter pantyhose to accommodate my tail. We had tried just cutting a hole in the back, but that had just destroyed the pantyhose. The stockings felt really nice on my smooth legs and, although I wouldn't admit it to anyone, I liked how they felt. They were the kind that hold themselves up, and the rubbery band around my thighs was weird at first, but I soon got used to that as well. The shoes I had on had a one-inch heel and were actually pretty comfortable. After grabbing some cereal I was off to school.
School actually went well, and there were only a few mild problems. The school had given me a new schedule, and all my new teachers treated me as if I was just a new student. Everything was going just fine until my friend Amy walked up to me while I was at my locker.
"Hi, I'm Amy. Your name is Sanura, right?"
"Uh... Yeah." I was getting nervous quickly.
"Cool. We're in the same homeroom. Is that your locker?"
"Yeah. This is the one I was assigned," I said, playing the new student act.
Amy reached past me, pulled the locker door wide open, and pointed at all the junk I had inside. "Really? Then why is your locker full of my friend's stuff? Are you trying to steal his things?"
I shook my head.
"How'd you get in Jase's locker anyway?"
"Amy, what I'm going to say is going to sound crazy, but I'm being totally serious. OK?"
"OK. I'm listening. This better be good."
"I'm Jase."
"WHAT? No way!"
"I'm not joking. I just had MORFS."
"For real?"
I just nodded my head. "Why don't you come by my place after school, and we can talk about this more. In fact, bring the whole gang, if you can. That way I'll only have to explain all this once."
"I'll see you around three then." And, after giving me a hug, she was gone.
Chapter 4: Learning More About The New Me
After lunch, I finally got the chance to change out of the stupid skirt. However, the other choice of clothing wasn't any better. I slipped into the red and white leotard and struggled for a few minutes with getting my tail in before pulling it on all the way. It fit like a second skin and left very little to the imagination. The snug fit seemed to make my boobs and hips look even bigger, while my waist appeared smaller. As I checked my reflection in the mirror, the material of the leotard shimmered slightly in the dim light of the locker room. I had to admit that I looked really good in that outfit. Thoroughly embarrassed that others were going to see me dressed like that, I plucked up all the confidence I could and headed into the gym for class.
Class was interesting to say the least. I had been put in the "Post MORFS" class and was given a battery of tests to determine my abilities. There were things like the jump tests, time trials, obstacle courses, hand-to-hand combat, acrobatics, etc. I'd be going through these tests for the next six weeks before I would be either sent back to the regular phys-ed class or advanced to the "MORFS II" class. I did really well at all the tests I did, and I guess I should go into some more detail about my results.
First was the jump test. There are actually three kinds of jump tests There's a standing jump, a running jump and a distance jump. I did excellently on all three. The standing jump is where you stand beside a metal wall that uses some type of radar device and jump as high as you can, and at the highest point of the jump the radar marks the spot on the wall by lighting up your jump height and then all the other stats get recorded and printed off. The running jump is about the same thing except you get a running start. The distance jump is the same as the running jump, except you try to jump as far forward as you can. On the standing jump, I had a vertical jump of 32 feet, and on the running jump I made it to 40 feet. My distance jump score was 48 feet.
Next were the time trials; I was given different distances to run on the track. The first one was a 60-meter dash. I felt really weird while I was running. Something just felt wrong, like I knew I could go faster than I was going and I just felt awkward while trying to reach that speed. It wasn't until I was running a 200-meter around the school track that it happened. I was running, and it just felt wrong. I couldn't really place what was wrong and was struggling again with the urge to go faster, when suddenly there was a loud crack and I felt my hips come loose. I immediately started to fall forward, but as I was falling my hips locked into a new position. The result I can only attribute to instinct -- I immediately started running on all fours, and my speed must have at least doubled. I know this all sounds kind of weird, but as soon as I finished running, I simply stood up, my hips once again painlessly changing positions, and I was able to walk again like I normally do. I was being clocked with a radar gun as I ran, and I'm now officially the fastest member of the class at 104 km/h.
The tests all went really well, and by the time class was over I was exhausted and wanted to go home. That is exactly what I did. Since I was going home, I changed into a pair of shorts and a tee shirt and made my way out the gym exit and started to walk home. I had been walking for about ten minutes when I remembered that Amy was going to get the whole gang together at my place right after school. I was late; I needed to get home, so I started running. Just as before, I felt the snap as my hips repositioned themselves, and I was soon racing home on all fours.
Chapter 5: Friends
"What should I wear?" I know it's a totally girly comment, but I didn't want to be wearing anything really girly when my friends came over. All my jeans were low rise because of my tail, not to mention that most of them were still at the tailors, and I was definitely not going to wear a skirt. I started looking for the sweat pants we had bought on our first shopping trip. My search came up with nothing.
"Mom? Where are those sweats we bought?"
"I've got them down here. I'm working on putting tail holes in all your pants and skirts, remember?"
"Well, have you done any of them yet?"
I walked into the room and saw Mom surrounded by piles of clothes, sitting at her sewing machine.
"I'm just finishing up your pink pair now."
I hated those pink ones. Mom had picked those out.
"Mom, haven't you done any other ones?"
"Not yet. I've been working on your skirts all day because you need those for school." She handed the pink sweats to me and said, "Finished."
I was going to complain, but before I could, the doorbell rang. My friends had arrived. I then realized I was standing there in just my panties, so I quickly pulled on the pink pants. They would have to do. The pants went with the white tee shirt I had on and, after a glance at the mirror, I went to answer the door.
I opened the door to see every one of my close friends standing on the front porch. As soon as they saw me standing in the doorway, there was an audible gasp from everyone except Amy. I suspected she had told them what I now looked like, and I had been in classes with several of them throughout the day, but I suppose that knowing who I really was was a bit of a shock.
We just stood there in a weird kind of standoff, until my Mom came up behind me and told everyone to go around the back. Without a word, I led all of my friends around the house and onto the deck. We all took seats and then resumed staring at each other. Finally, Amy broke the silence.
"You look cute."
"What?"
"Well, you do. And I doubt I'm the only one here who thinks that."
Everyone made some sort of agreeable remark, and soon we were sitting in silence once again.
"You mind if we call you Nura... for short?" That was Trance --his real name is Zack; we've been best friends since we were little, our parents are good friends as well.
"Sure. I'd like that." I really wish he wouldn't read my mind like that.
The ice was finally broken, and we started to talk freely like we normally do. I had to play twenty questions with them before we could talk about anything else. The question of whether I was completely female was one of the first questions asked. As that's a bit of a touchy subject with me, I tried to avoid giving a straight answer. That was followed by questions about my tail. The list of questions continued until my friends finally ran out of things to say.
Eventually, people started to leave for various reasons. Cody was first to leave. His parents have kept a close leash on him ever since he MORFed. Both of his parents had avoided getting MORFS when they were kids and with Cody being an only child, they are very freaked out by their son's changes. Cody had some very unique changes; his parents aren't the only ones who get freaked out by his appearance. Cody looks considerably different than other teenagers, 50 years ago he would have been locked away and labeled as a monster. Cody is around five feet tall (at least I'm not the only short one in the group) and walks in a sort of hunched position. His skin is black and scaly and several of his joints have spikes on them that protrude through his skin. His most distinguishing feature would be the pair of ragged looking dragon type wings protruding from his upper back. He can fly short distances, but that's about the only special ability that he has. It had even taken us several months to get used to his appearance. Needless to say most people run away from him and because of that, his parents don't like him out after dark.
Next to leave was Rakira, A.K.A Shine. She's a light elemental who has absolutely no control of her powers yet, even though she's had them for about a year now. If her power doesn't accidentally get triggered, you'd just assume that she was a normal 16-year-old. Mike and Danielle were next to leave and then Jade, Damian, Todd and Megan were the last. Soon it was just Trance, Amy and I.
First, let me tell you a bit about Trance. As I said, we've been friends since we were little kids. He's 15 and around 6 feet tall, with spiky white hair that really makes him stick out in a crowd. We had always been really close, sometimes inseparable. We get along better than most siblings do and can practically read each other's minds.
Well, actually, Trance can read anyone's mind if they let him. He picked up that little ability during his stint with MORFS about two years ago. He can read or control a person's mind if they allow him to, unless they're among the very weak minded (stupid) of the population, in which case he can just take over if he wants. He doesn't do that though, at least not very often. He can also communicate telepathically, and since he can read thoughts, you can communicate back, it's really cool.
However, as I said earlier, most cases of MORFS don't come without side effects, and he wasn't an exception. Trance doesn't have eyes. Well technically he does, but without pupils they don't exactly work. It's kind of creepy seeing someone with eyes that are completely white, but over time you get used to it.
He can still see though. Right after his change, he was completely blind and couldn't see a thing until he learned how to harness his psychic talents. Now he can see better than any normal human can. He has a hard time sensing colour, but other than that he can see even little details. He tried explaining it to me several times and, when I couldn't grasp the concept, he used his powers to project what he was seeing into my mind. It was amazing. He could even see the wind as it moved around us. His mind was able to pick up on everything and make it visible. He can even read using his "mind sight," as he calls it, although I don't know how that works. Ever since he was able to control his powers, he's gone by the name Trance.
Amy and I have been friends almost as long as I've known Trance. She's normal but could get MORFS at any time. Amy's a very pretty girl; she's 5'5" and very slim. She has wavy red hair and beautiful bright green eyes. She and Trance were my best friends. At times they knew me better than I knew myself. I was so glad that they had stuck by me, even through all that's changed over the last few days.
We ended up going up to my room to talk. It was just like old times at first, until my changes became the topic of conversation again. Amy awkwardly asked if she could touch my ears, so I sat there as she inspected them and tried to ignore her while I talked to Trance, which was hard to do because it tickled. As we were talking she moved over to my bed and picked up the skirt I had worn at school.
"You looked really good in this today. Where did you get it?"
"Err. Thanks, I guess. We got it at the mall when Mom and I went shopping."
"Can I take a look at your other clothes?"
"Sure. They're in the closet."
Amy went over to the closet and started rummaging through my clothes while I resumed talking to Trance. We had been talking about my gym class and what powers I seemed to have.
"You know, I could tell you what powers you have if you let me take a look inside that twisted mind if yours."
"Really? Sure, go ahead."
"Okay, you know the drill. Just sit still, close your eyes, and try not to think of anything."
I did as I was told and waited as he looked around. It took several minutes for him to locate the source of my powers and then even longer to try to figure out exactly what they were.
"You can open your eyes now."
"So what did you find?"
"Well, I found out that you like the way your underwear feels."
"WHAT?"
"I did tell you not to think of anything remember? Besides, am I lying?"
"...no...." It was barely a whisper. I could feel my face burning as I blushed harder than I ever have before. That's when Amy decided to join our conversation, without leaving my closet.
"Trance, stop teasing her. Every girl likes the way her underwear feels. And for someone who's not used to wearing stuff like that it going to feel even better."
"Amy, can you please stop talking about my underwear. I like the way the panties feel and the bra feels really nice against my boobs. Now can we please talk about something else?"
"Yeah, we can. I couldn't tell exactly what the extent of your powers is. I've never felt anything like it. You're probably an elemental, but not the typical caliber. Whatever element you control, I've never felt it before. You've also got some sort of dormant power that I couldn't identify, it seems to be tied to your feline abilities. From all the other MORFs that I've met, your powers are unbelievable compared to theirs."
"Too bad I have no idea how to use them."
I sat there while Trance slipped into, well, a trance. I watched him as he tried to decipher the information he had extracted from me. The room was completely silent except for Amy dissecting my closet. We sat in near silence until Amy rushed into the room carrying a white wardrobe bag on a hanger and wearing a huge grin on her face.
"Ja... Sanura! Is this yours?" she was waving the bag at me. I nodded. Trance was now looking over at us. I was trying to figure out a way to keep that bag closed and buried in the back of my closet again. "So why did you have this in the back of your closet? You've got to model this for us."
"Mom bought it, but I'm not wearing that... EVER!"
"It's really pretty."
I looked over at Trance. How did he know it was pretty? Its in a bag. He started laughing as I stared at him.
"Nura, I see things with my mind remember? I can see through that bag. As I said, it's really pretty. You should wear it. I think it would look good on you."
"You can't be serious."
"I am. Go on, we're not going to laugh at you. We're your friends remember?"
"But I don't want to..."
"Promise you won't laugh? " I had to yell to be heard through the door.
"We promise. Just come out so we can see you." They had to yell too.
Nervously I stepped forward and tightly gripped the doorknob. I stood that way for several more minutes before finally opening the door and heading into the room. My eyes were downcast as I waited for the laughter to come. My face was burning as I stared down at my small feet encased in the cute pink heels I was wearing. I can't believe I let them talk me into this.
"You look great, Nura."
I looked up into Trance's blank white eyes and then glanced at Amy. They were both staring at me. For some strange reason, I liked the way I felt when Trance said I looked great. Blushing, I looked away from my friends and into my new mirror. I did look pretty good.
The dress was really pretty. It was what Mom called a semi-formal and was made of a silky pink fabric. It had spaghetti straps and a low neckline that showed off my chest a little to much for my tastes. Other than that, it wasn't that bad. The top was tight fitting and made my figure look even more feminine. The skirt part came down to a few inches above my knees and had these built in layers of fabric underneath that made it flare out a bit. I really did look pretty in that dress.
But as much as I liked how I looked, I was even more embarrassed. I mean, underneath this dress, I was still a guy. Well I was a girl too, but first and foremost I was a guy! I shouldn't be standing in front of my best friends wearing a fancy dress.
"Can I change now?"
"I guess so. But you have to promise to wear that dress to the next school dance."
"I am NOT going to a dance dressed like this." And with that I stormed out of the room to go and change clothes.
Chapter 6: Into The Dark
When I came back into my room, Trance and Amy were both gone. *Damn, where'd they go? Wait, they're still here. I can... smell them?*
I sniffed around a little more and followed their scent out of my room and down the stairs to the kitchen, where I found them on the phone. *It’s weird, how come I hadn't noticed this smell thing before?* Amy was apparently talking to her parents on the phone, but that's all I could make out of the conversation. I turned to Trance and gave him a questioning look.
"Your Mom asked if we'd like to stay for dinner. My mom said I could, but Amy is still asking because she had to use the phone."
"Yeah, well most people can't call home telepathically."
Just then Amy hung up the phone said, "I can stay!"
"Cool! Where are my parents anyway?"
"Your parents and your sister already left."
"Left for where?"
"Didn't Trance tell you? You parents are taking us out to dinner. I'm driving us there to meet them. Oh, and your mom said to wear a skirt."
"What! Why?"
"Duh, 'cus we're going to a nice restaurant, that's why. Trance and I are still wearing our school clothes, which are nice enough for where we're going. But you need to put on something nicer than those sweats you're wearing. Come on, I'll help you pick an outfit."
Amy practically dragged me up the stairs as Trance simply looked on.
"Can I wear something less... pink?"
"You look good in that. Pink is totally your colour. Besides, we're going to your aunt's restaurant; she'll want to see how pretty you can be."
What I ended up wearing was a pink sleeveless top and a very short white and pink skirt. That was matched with a pair of opaque white over-the-knee socks and a pair of pink and white platform sneakers. I re-did my make-up with a little help from Amy.
I thought we were done but Amy insisted on doing my hair. I ended up with a pink hair ribbon tied in a bow behind my ears and the rest of my hair was done up in curls that bounced around with each move I made. At least the ribbon held my hair back so it wouldn't get in the way while I ate. A second ribbon was crisscrossed down and tied in a bow at the end of my tail.
"Come on. Lets go. I'm starving."
We drove in silence and soon arrived at my aunt's restaurant a few blocks away. I was a little nervous as we walked from the car to the front door. Not only did being in public in such a girly outfit embarrass me, but I was also kind of scared about my aunt seeing the new me. It wasn't fair; my whole life had been totally screwed up. There's no way it could get any worse.
As Trance opened the doors for Amy and me, my nose was bombarded by the strong and rich smells of my Aunt's Italian cuisine. It was so strong that I had to cover my nose as we made our way to the table. My parents and sister were already working on a plate of appetizers as we took our seats. My nose seemed to have adjusted to the strong smells around me and while they were still very strong, they were at least bearable.
"This cute little thing must be my new niece!"
I turned around and saw my Aunt Mika standing right behind my chair holding a tray with several plates. She started passing out the plates to my mom and dad and then one to Crystal. The next plate was put in front of me, and I noticed it was my usual favorite. Now that Aunt Mika was no longer burdened with our orders, she turned to me and told me to stand up so she could see me better. I had to turn this way and that as she inspected me from head to toe before she told me I could sit down. I sat down quickly as I was eager to dig into my food and succeeded in making my skirt rise up around my waist and crushing my tail underneath me all at once. After fixing my skirt and sitting my tail in my lap, I was able to dig into my food. The food was great as always, and I was glad that some things stay the same.
We were eating and talking and just having a good time together when a waiter came over and offered us some pepper for our food. That's when things got weird. I asked for some on my pasta, and he came over next to me to use the pepper grinder. I hadn't thought my more sensitive nose would be a problem until I inhaled some of the pepper. I tried to stop it, but failing, I let out a violent sneeze and everything went black. I heard a few screams and the sound of things crashing around me. I felt like I was imploding, and then in an instant it was over. I felt like I had run a marathon. I was so tired that I slipped from consciousness and dropped to the floor.
Note: The MORFS story universe will be open to contributions from other authors. Guidelines will be posted after the first few parts of Sanura's Tale are online.
Notes:
It's 2048, and besides all the normal stresses, teens are now faced with the possibility of many strange changes induced by the MORFS virus. Follow Sanura Miller as she copes with her new life and learns about some strange new powers.
It's 2048, and besides all the normal stresses, teens are now faced with the possibility of many strange changes induced by the MORFS virus. Follow Sanura Miller as she copes with her new life and learns about some strange new powers.
Chapter 7: Discoveries
My head was throbbing as I regained consciousness. As I looked around at the rubble surrounding me, everything that had happened came rushing back to me in a torrent of confusing memories. *What the hell happened?* Looking around, I surveyed the damage. I seemed to be in the center of the damage. Lying in front of me was the splintered remains of our table. *Where is everyone?* I started frantically looking around for my family, but there was so much debris that it was like looking for a needle in a haystack. As I was searching I noticed that once again, I could smell them. Getting down on all fours, like I had when I was running, I started pawing my way through pieces of the collapsed ceiling as their scent got stronger. After moving a large piece of the ceiling, I saw a patch of dirty while fur sticking out of the debris. *Dad!* I cleared away the rubble as fast as I could and found Dad huddled unconscious over my mom and my sister. I tried to wake them, but getting no response I simply dropped to the ground and began to cry.
I sat on the curb wrapped in a warm blanket, and cried on Amy's shoulder until I felt better. Well, a little better. I looked back at the remains of my aunt's restaurant and that set off as second onslaught of tears. At least no one had been hurt other than a few minor scrapes and bruises. I don't think I could have lived with that on my conscience. Trance had sheilded Amy and himself using his telekinesis. Through watery eyes I took in the scene around me. Dad was huddled together with Crystal, while Mom was consoling Aunt Mika. The firemen were still checking out the building for any further hazards. The restaurant was still fairly intact except for the front left corner, which was no longer there. In its place were the splintered remains of what was once the private dining room. This was entirely my fault, but the worst part was that I didn't even know what I'd done or how I'd done it.
What a long day. I had started school as a girl, exposed my real identify to my close friends, learned how to run like a cat, modeled a fancy dress for my two best friends, and blown up my aunt's place using some mysterious power, all within ten hours. After several hours, we finally went home, and I was asleep as soon as I hit the bed.
After all that had happened the day before, today seemed normal by comparison. Showering didn't take nearly as long this time, and I only scratched myself once with my claws during the process. Putting on my bra and panties almost seemed normal, even though I'd only been wearing them for a few days now. Picking out an outfit for school was quite a hassle. Mom sent me back to change clothes three times before she was satisfied. Apparently I don't know how to coordinate colours. What I ended up with was a long tan skirt and a pale yellow blouse over a white camisole, with my hair up in a ponytail. I was still upset at having to wear a skirt.
The school day started just as boring as usual and the class seemed to drag on forever. The fact that everyone was staring at me didn't help calm my nerves either. I guess I still held some fascination as the new girl, or maybe it was my morf that was attracting so much attention. Needless to say, I was eager to escape their stares and was the first one out of the door as soon as class was over.
"Um... Excuse me..."
I turned around from my locker and came face to face with Colin, captain of the basketball team and total chick magnet. I had been friends with Colin before all this.
"Err... Can I help you?"
"Uh... yeah, I just wanted to invite you to come hang out with some of us over at JB's after school. It's a little cafe about a block or so from school. I just figured that since you're new, you might want to get to know everybody."
The offer seemed sincere enough, but I could tell he wanted to be more than just friends. The fact that he kept stealing glances down at my breasts was a big hint. I decided to let him down gently.
"Well. I'd really like to, but...."
"That's great! I'll meet you here after school and we can walk over together."
And with that he turned and headed off to class before I could say another word.
I was sitting in my class trying to figure out a way to avoid meeting Colin after school when Trance decided to contact me.
*Nura!*
*What do you want, Trance? I'm in class.*
*What's this I hear about you going on a date with Colin after school?*
*WHAT?! I am not going on a date with Colin.*
*That's not what he's saying*
*All he did was invite me to JB's; it's not a date. I don't date boys.*
*Okay. If you say so. I'll see you at lunch.*
*Whatever....*
I couldn't believe that Trance would just assume that Colin would be telling the truth. Just because I'm part girl doesn't mean I'd suddenly start liking boys.
I angrily made my way to the change room and donned the dreaded leotard. Today I'd be doing the combat simulation, along with several others in my class. The simulator was a mobile unit that comes to the school once a semester. Just another ploy by the government to persuade the more powerful morfs to enlist for the army; personally, I had better plans for my future.
I still felt pretty self-conscious in that leotard and spent several minutes at the door before building up my resolve and walking into the gym. I had taken about two steps into the room when I felt two hands grab firmly on my tail.
"Gotcha!"
"Ahhh!" I screamed out in surprise and tried to run. My tail only allowed me to make it about two feet before it brought me to an abrupt halt. That caused me to fall forward, but before i hit the ground I was lifted painfully into the air by my tail.
"Oww! Put me down!"
"Sorry. I was just trying to keep you from falling." Whoever it was gently placed me down, and I rolled over to see who it was while rubbing the base of my tail.
"Ashley, you dick, that hurt!" He just grinned back at me as he hovered above me in the air, his wings nothing more than a blur as they moved rapidly to keep him aloft.
"It couldn't have hurt that much. I've picked up my cat by its tail before."
"You're even dumber than I thought. One. I'm a lot heavier than a cat. And two, my tail is part of my spine, you asshole!"
"Oh...." He drifted down to the ground and his wings came to a stop. "Sorry. I wasn't thinking."
"That's OK, just don't do it again, Pixie." He'd had that nickname since he morfed into an insect hybrid. The fact that he was slim with long platinum blond hair and a pair of iridescent pink dragonfly-like wings had earned him the nickname Pixie. Calling him that was a sure-fire way to piss him off.
"That's NOT my name," he said as he glared at me.
I stuck my tongue out at him and ran off to join the class. He took to the air and followed close behind.
I stood there in the dark in my leotard and waited patiently for the door to open. As I waited, my mind began to wander. What was I going to do with Colin? Or any boy? I could handle the whole new body thing, but having to deal with other guys being attracted to me wasn't something I had even thought about. I was completely sure that I liked girls, but where was I going to find one who would want to be with me. I guess I'd just end up spending my whole life alone. That thought was depressing.
I was quickly snapped out of my thoughts as the door slid open and the green light flicked on. "That means go." And go I did!
As I ran down the dimly lit hallway, my eyes quickly adjusted to the darkness. The hallway descended one level and turned sharply to the left. I noticed the pit of water shortly before I would have fallen in and grabbed the hand-holds on the ceiling. Swinging myself from hand-hold to hand-hold, I managed the twenty-foot gap and dropped back to the ground. Rounding the corner, I came across another stretch of water about fifteen feet down the corridor. Running as fast as I could, I took a leap at the edge and easily cleared the distance. The maze continued with me jumping through hoops and scaling walls until I arrived in the final room.
I could see the exit on the other side of the room; however, between me and the door were about ten drones. I took one step into the room and all the drones honed in on me. *damn* I had been hoping to sneak past them, but it was now looking like I was going to have to fight them.
As I advanced on the nearest drone, my mind was called back to when Trance had taken this test. He'd told me that they were the same drones that the football team used for tackling practice. The drones, while equipped to attack what ever target they were programmed for, did not have AI and were easy to outsmart.
The first drone was eliminated easily as I tossed it across the room and into the wall. Each drone was programmed to shut off after receiving a certain level of abuse, and the next two were quickly deactivated.
*This is too easy.*
THWACK! My whole body shook violently from the impact as the robotic arm collided with my head. I was brought to the ground from the pain and was quickly surrounded by the rest of the drones. I was nearly overcome by the pain when the rest of the drones commenced their attack. I struggled back to my feet several times, only to be knocked back down again.
I was on the verge of passing out when I felt it. It was a very faint feeling, deep inside me, but it was definitely there. I concentrated on that feeling as hard as I could, and it started getting stronger. Soon I could feel it as a tingling sensation over my entire body. The tingling turned to pressure as the lights in the room began to flicker erratically. The drones continued their attack as the pressure built. Just as I felt as though l was going to be crushed by the tremendous pressure, it released itself in a devastating blast.
I didn't pass out this time, although the same fatigue was there. When the pressure that had built up released, I was suddenly in the middle of a large blast of energy. The energy field was the blackest of black and seemed to be absorbing the light. The only thing I can think of to describe it would be that it looked like a photo negative of a bright light.
As the blast pulled at me, it seemed to be repelling everything else. The drones were crushed badly as the blast pushed them forcefully against the walls. It began and was over in a matter of seconds. Gathering my strength, I dragged myself to my feet. As soon as I made it through the door, I was quickly rushed to the nurse's office.
The lights continued to flicker wherever they took me, and I could feel myself drawing in energy again. It was a very unique feeling. I could feel each pore of my skin open up to absorb the light energy, and as it did the pain from my injuries faded away. When I arrived at the nurse's office I was a bloody mess, but after cleaning off the blood she found that all my wounds had closed up. Even though I felt great, I was told to rest.
"Ah! That's cold."
The nurse ignored me and put the bag of ice back on my face. "Now keep it on there until I get back, or you'll get a nasty bruise. "I nodded and she left the room to get my clothes from the locker room, so I could change out of my bloodstained leotard. As I sat there holding the ice pack in place, I kept replaying what had happened over and over in my head.
I felt great, and I could feel the energy coursing through my body. I could also feel the light energy in the air around me. I sat back and let out a relaxing sigh. I felt my skin tingling as I absorbed more energy, and again the lights flickered around me. It was an extremely soothing feeling.
The nurse finally returned with my clothes, and I hurriedly got changed and rushed to meet up with my friends for lunch.
Chapter 8: Showoffs
I ran to the cafeteria as fast as my long skirt would let me and rushed over to my friends after spotting them at a table on the far side of the room.
"Well, if it isn't our favourite little cat girl," said Amy. She moved over a bit so I could sit down and gave me a hug once I had. "What's with the big grin? Excited about your date?"
I scowled at Amy before answering. "IT IS NOT A DATE!" I had to try very hard not to scream. My friends just laughed. "It's not funny! Colin so much as touches me, and I'll blast him."
"Blast him with what?" asked Cody.
"I think I figured out how to use my powers." I grinned even larger.
"You did it by accident again, didn't you?"
"Shut up, Trance! OK, so it was an accident, but I think I've figured it out."
"Nura, I wouldn't run around blasting things until you really know how your powers work. You need to go somewhere isolated to practice, somewhere away from others."
A flood of guilt came rushing back to me as I thought about what had happened last night and my eyes started to tear up again. Trance was right. He always was.
"You think I want to hurt people, Trance? I thought I had killed my own family last night. To be honest, my powers scare me. I don't want to use them if I don't have to."
"Damn it! I've had my powers for over a year now and can't control them. You morf, figure out how to use your powers within a week and then don't want to use them." Shine sounded really pissed off.
"I do a lot more than just light up a room, Rakira." She glared back at me coldly.
"OK. Why don't we have a little competition," stated Cody. "Shine and err... Nura will both try to form a ball of their respective energy in their hands, and the first one who can form it and hold it for thirty seconds, wins."
"I don't know. I don't want to hurt anyone..." My voice wavered, but I managed to hold back my tears.
"We'll be fine. Just be careful," coaxed Damian.
"Let's do it." Shine looked determined as she placed her hands in front of us on the table. I reluctanty did the same and closed my eyes.
"Go"
With my eyes closed, I tried to concentrate on the feeling I had had before. I could feel it deep inside myself, and it started to grow stronger and flow over my whole body. As it grew, I started to concentrate only on the feeling on my hands and the rest seemed to fade away. The feeling was concentrated on my hands and was growing increasingly strong.
Opening my eyes, I saw that my hands were shrouded in the same black energy as before. Stealing a glance over at Shine, I could see that she had no problem forming the ball of light, she just couldn't keep it from going out.
Gradually, I was able to move the energy from my hands into an energy ball just between them. As I concentrated, it grew larger, and the frustration became even more evident on Shine's face. I was now controlling an amazing black energy ball the size of a grapefruit.
"Damn it! I am not about to lose to little Miss Kitty over there!"
Shine's outburst caused me to look up just in time to see her form a very large sphere of light between her hands. The light was so bright that I had to close my eyes. Even with my eyes closed, I could still see spots of light, as if I had been staring at the sun. I could also feel the energy from the light and noticed that my own energy was starting to pulsate.
Once again, I could feel myself absorbing the light as my skin tingled all over. I opened my eyes and saw that the light was starting to arc out towards my energy. After a few seconds the two met, and in an instant the light energy was absorbed by my own. Shine, not ready to admit defeat, continued to replace the absorbed energy, effectively fueling mine.
"Shine! Stop! It's too much." I was barely able to control the power I now held in my hands as the growing force was now pushing even me away. I tried shutting it off, but it just kept growing no matter what I did. My arms were starting to ache from the strain of controlling the energy.
FOOM! I felt as though I was on fire, as most of the energy rushed back into me, starting through my hands and quickly surging throughout my whole body.
The rest of the energy dissipated in an instant, sending out a shadowy wave of force that sent everything on the table into the air before fading, and that included our lunches.
We were lucky that none of us were hit by any airborne food, but the kids at the near by tables weren't as lucky. I winced as I saw my salad collide with another kid's head.
"Food fight!" someone yelled, but it was too late. Before I could duck and cover, I felt the squish of someone's sandwich hitting me in the side of the head.
Chapter 9: And They Called it Kitty Love
I won't bore you with the details of my afternoon at school. We all managed to get our lunches out of our hair and off of our clothes and faces. The next two hours were spent in boring classes pretending to pay attention. The bell finally rang, and I rushed to my locker to get my homework from my morning classes.
I was hoping to avoid Colin, but as I rounded the corner I saw him leaning up against my locker waiting for me. I wasn't sure what to do and was about to turn and leave when he spotted me through a gap in the crowd and waved me over. I couldn't run away now that he'd seen me, and so I headed over to meet him.
We exchanged hellos and then both fell silent as I retrieved what I needed from my locker. We headed quietly out of the school and started down the street. I had no idea what I should say; the last thing I wanted was to let him think I was flirting with him. I glanced over at my former teammate and was amazed how much taller he was than me. He looked down at me and smiled. He asked me how my day went and how I liked the school. We made sporadic small talk while we walked the block and a half to JB's. So far things hadn't gone too far and I was starting to relax.
"Well, here we are." We walked in and the first thing I noticed was that we were the only kids there. As if reading my mind, Colin said, "Everyone else should be here soon. Come on, and let's grab a seat."
I timidly followed him over to a booth in the corner and took a seat. I was startled when he slid in next to me in the booth.
"So Sanura, can I ask you a question?"
"Oh, sure, I guess." I couldn't even imagine what he was going to ask.
"You just morfed recently didn't you?" It wasn't so much of a question as it was a statement.
"Ummm... Yeah. I just morfed a little over a week ago. Why?" Where was he going with this?
"Well, I just noticed that you seem a little shy around other people. I figured it was because you had just morfed. I was the same way right after my morf; I couldn't imagine having to start a new school on top of it all."
The last thing I wanted right then was sympathy. I had been getting plenty of that over the past few days, and all it did was make me depressed. So I decided to change the subject.
"So when did you morf, Colin?" Of course I already knew this, but if he was talking about himself then he couldn't talk about me.
"I morfed about three years ago, when I was thirteen. I was one of the first ones in our year to morf."
"So, what'd you get stuck with?"
"Well I got stuck with this turning blue," he said as he tugged at his hair, "and I was gifted with this..." He reached out his hand towards the table next to us and slowly raised it up. The table followed suit as it raised into the air. I tried to pretend being impressed.
"Wow! You have telekinesis?" I knew he hated that question and had to force myself not to laugh.
"I'm actually not telekinetic." He looked annoyed as he thought of what to say next. "I'm what's known as a disrupter. Most people haven't heard of them, but they're similar to elementals. Basically, a disrupter can cause interference with external forces by generating an opposing, yet similar force. Does that make sense?"
"Oh... Sort of. So what forces can you disrupt?" I turned towards him as I asked the question and slid myself a few inches away from him without him noticing.
"I can only interfere with the earth's gravitational pull."
"So can you fly?"
"Not really. If I remove the gravity, it's more like falling up than flying." Colin laughed at his lame little joke. I just smiled.
We continued to chat while a few other kids from school drifted in and found tables of their own to sit at. Despite myself, I was starting to find Colin very fun to be with, even if he was flirting with me. In a way, it was just nice to be treated as if I was important. It was also pretty cool having someone else buy me a milkshake. I guess being a girl isn't all bad.
As I sat there pretending to listen to Colin talk about the school basketball teams, my mind was filled with conflicting thoughts. On one hand, it was nice just being accepted as a girl and being treated like a normal person. I even found myself attracted to Colin a little bit. On the other hand, I was still very much a boy and was growing more and more depressed as that side of me seemed to slip further and further away. It seemed that everyone I knew wanted me to be a girl. Since the day I morfed, even my own parents seemed to act as if Jason had never existed.
"Sanura? Are you alright?"
"Huh? Oh... Yeah. I'm fine. I was just lost in thought. Sorry."
"Are you sure you're alright? You're crying."
"Yeah, I'm fine," I said as I dabbed at my eyes with my paws. "I think I should head home. Thanks for the shake and for letting me hang out with you."
'No problem. It was really nice to get to know you. Can I at least walk you home?"
He had a pleading look in his eyes that made him look incredibly cute, and so I relented. He stood and put out his hand to help me up, and I took it gratefully. It wasn't until we were passing the school that I realized that we were still holding hands. My mind started whirring as I realized that I was holding hands with another boy... and I liked it. I kind of tensed up for a minute as I considered letting go of his hand. If Colin noticed then he didn't say anything. A part of me was screaming *he's a guy!* as I squeezed his hand and leaned against him. That part of me was screaming just loud enough to be heard, but even louder was a calm reassuring voice saying, *It's ok, you're a girl now.* And it was right, I was a girl. There's no reason for me to fight my feelings.
We continued to walk hand in hand all the way to my house. I had agreed to go to the movies with Colin on Friday night and promised to be at the basketball game the next day to cheer him on. Everything was going great and for the first time since I morfed I felt comfortable in my new female body. That's when everything went completely wrong. We had just turned onto my street and were approaching my house when we turned towards each other and both started to say something. We both stammered a bit and then Colin told me to go first.
"I was just going to say that this is where I live. Thanks for walking me home. What were you going to say?"
"I was going to say that a friend of mine lives... here...."
My heart started racing as he said that. *How could I be so stupid as to bring him to my house?* I'd actually started to like Colin as a possible boyfriend, and now he was about to find out that I used to be Jason. My mind was running through scenarios of all his possible reactions as I tried to come up with a way out of this.
"I guess he moved...." It sounded lame, even to me.
"No. He would have let us know if he was moving. Last I heard he was off of school with morfs...." His mouth opened and closed a few times, but he didn't say anything. I could tell he was trying to figure everything out. "You said you just morfed a week or so ago, right?"
"Yeah...." Damn it. He's going to figure it out.
"Sanura... What's you're last name?" Yup. He's figured it out. I could feel the tears starting to sting the back of my eyes again.
"It's Miller. Colin, I think we need to talk. Why don't you come inside?”
We had just come into the house as Mom came down the stairs, and damn it if I wasn't still holding his hand. The act wasn't missed by my mother as she raised her eyebrows questioningly at me. I blushed and looked at my feet.
"Hi, Mom. We're just going to go up to my room to talk."
"I'd rather you not have boys in your room, young lady." Mom cut off my protest and continued, "Why don't you two talk out back on the porch?"
"Fine, we'll go out back." I grabbed us some sodas and then we went out on the deck and made ourselves comfortable. Silence prevailed.
"So do you want to tell me about it?" Colin actually looked concerned.
"Well, as you've figured out. I used to be Jason Miller. I just had morfs and I got worked over pretty good. I should have told you who l was, but you were being so nice to me that I didn't want to ruin things. You even didn't seem to care that I'm a hybrid." I had to stop to catch my breath.
"First, why would your being a hybrid matter?"
"We're sorta treated like... Well, like animals by some people. A lot of people see us as second class citizens."
"Oh... I never really noticed that... So are you a girl now, like all the way?" Now it was Colin's turn to blush.
"Sorta...."
"What do you mean sort of?"
"I'll tell you, but you have to promise not to laugh at me or tell anyone else. The only reason I'm telling you this is because I know you like me and so I think you deserve to know this if you want to pursue a relationship. So, do you promise?" I was starting to cry again, and so I hugged myself and looked down at my feet.
"I promise not to tell, and I'd never laugh at you."
I could tell he was sincere and was a little startled as he moved to sit next to me and put his arm around my shoulders. I took a few minutes to compose myself and enjoy his embrace before continuing.
"The whole issue of my physical sex is a bit complicated. To answer your question, yes, I am a girl, all the way. This is where it gets complicated. I'm still a guy too. I've got both sets of equipment, and they're both functional."
I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. I was waiting for him to remove his arm and totally freak out, but that never happened. He just continued to hold me. I looked up to see him smiling down at me, and I just broke down. My body shook as I was racked with the flood of tears. Colin just pulled me closer and gently rocked us a back and forth.
"It... it doesn't bother you that I'm both?"
"Sanura, I'll admit that it's a shock to find all of this out, but I knew from the moment that I saw you that you were the girl for me, and none of this changes how I feel about you. If you feel the same way, then I'd really like to be your boyfriend..." I still couldn't believe how awesome he'd been so far.
"Really?" He nodded. "Then I'd love to be your girlfriend!"
His smile grew even bigger as I said that and I couldn't help smiling back. He started to lean in closer and I knew exactly what he wanted. That little voice started acting up again. *YOU'RE A BOY!* it yelled. *No! I'm a girl!* I yelled and then closed my eyes and accepted his kiss.
I gave him another quick kiss before closing the front door. I turned around and found Mom leaning against the wall with a bemused smile on her face.
"How much did you see?" I asked nervously.
"I saw enough to know that my daughter has her first boyfriend. I think we should have a little talk. Why don't we go up to your room?"
And with that I followed her up the stairs.
We went into my room and I sat on the bed while Mom sat at my desk. Mom looked around my room, and I did the same. My closet full of girls' stuff didn't look right when compared with the rest of my room.
As if reading my mind, Mom said, "This room really needs a new look, something more feminine."
I nodded and thought about what I could do to change the atmosphere in my room without it being too girly.
"OK, Nura, we need to talk about this business with Colin."
"Mom, if you're going to talk to me about the birds and the bees, there's really no point as I had that talk with Dad a long time ago ."
"Honey, it's a lot different now that you're a girl."
"Not that different. The only difference is that now I'd be the one who gets pregnant. Besides, I don't plan on having sex any time soon, and there's the fact that I'm still a guy too."
"Nura, when you were kissing Colin, did you feel like a boy or a girl?"
"A... a girl..."
"And that's why we're having this talk. Your being a boy too doesn't apply to your relationship with Colin. There's also more to it than you getting pregnant. And you need to know this so that when you feel you are ready, you'll be ready."
Mom talked to me for the next hour, while I nodded from time to time to let her know that I was still listening. She talked about everything from birth control to STD's and from my period to masturbation. I don't think I've ever blushed that much before in my life.
"Mom, do we have to talk about this? I'm still not even comfortable touching myself down there when I shower, let alone playing with myself."
"Nura, you're fifteen years old; you're bound to get curious. I know this conversation must seem a bit odd, especially coming from me, but I do remember being your age. If... you want me to, I'll buy you... umm... something that you can use... on yourself...." Now Mom was blushing.
"Are you offering to buy me a vibrator?" I was shocked Mom would even suggest something like that.
"Yes, that's what I'm offering. But only if you want me to. Whenever you feel you're ready, just let me know. OK?"
"Okay, you might as well get one, but I doubt I'll use it anytime soon." The idea of having something inside of me was kinda disturbing, but I was hoping that by agreeing to her offer our conversation would come to an end.
"I have to run some errands tomorrow, so I'll pick one up for you then. I'm also going to pick up some tampons and pads for you. For now, you should borrow some from Crystal as your period could start at anytime."
I made a face. "That's the last thing I need right now."
I was a long way from mastering my powers, but I was definitely on my way. I had spent nearly two hours that night simply practicing my powers, after finishing my homework of course.
Then I had spent the last hour and a half on the phone with Colin. I still couldn't believe that I had a boyfriend! It still seemed odd, but just thinking of him made me feel all tingly inside. Dad got all quiet when Mom brought up the subject at dinner. Crystal laughed at first, and then started complaining that it wasn't fair that I was allowed to date and she wasn't. Fortunately, that shifted the spotlight off of me. It's not that I'm ashamed of having a boyfriend, but I didn't want that to be the center of attention. However, talking on the phone with him made me feel safe and secure and... wanted. It was a nice way to end the night and so, hanging up the phone, I went to get ready for bed.
The auto-focus took a moment to adjust itself as the lights came on in the bedroom and the short black-haired girl walked in wearing a set of shiny black pajamas. She made her way over to the mirror on the wall and simply stared at herself for several minutes.
"Is there a reason we're still watching her? We know she's the one. She was playing with that energy field for hours tonight."
"We were sent here to take surveillance video and then report. We are not authorized to take further action. What we do with her will be up to the decision of the council."
To be continued...
Note: The MORFS story universe will be open to contributions from other authors. Guidelines will be posted after the first few parts of Sanura's Tale are online.
Notes:
It's 2048, and besides all the normal stresses, teens are now faced with the possibility of many strange changes induced by the MORFS virus. Sanura continues to cope with her new life and her new powers.
By Britney McMaster
Chapter 10: Running Late
"NURA!" yelled Mom, "Get out of bed you're going to be late!" I rolled over and looked at my alarm clock. *7:36? Crap!*
I rushed through my shower, cutting myself badly on the arm in the process. *Damn claws.* I dried off as quickly as possible, wrapped my arm with some gauze and dashed into my room. My tail was still fairly wet so I was stuck with having a pair of damp panties for the foreseeable future. Next came my contortionist act as I put on my bra. I was running out of time as I picked out what to wear. I picked out something a little girlier than I normally would have but I thought that Colin would like it. I barely had to do more to my hair than a quick brushing, as it had dried pretty much in place. Then I quickly applied some lip gloss and eye shadow in my vanity mirror. I went over to the full length mirror on my wall and checked to make sure I looked all right. My hair and make-up were fine and I thought I looked pretty cute. I had picked out a really flirty looking skirt made of a really thin gauzy material which flared out and floated about with every move I made. I hoped it wasn't too short. My top was sleeveless, made of a similar fabric as the skirt, but was white as opposed to the skirt's peach colour.
I was about to head downstairs when I remembered that I had promised to go to the basketball game after school. That meant I could change into something more casual. So I hurried back to my closet, grabbed my only pair of jeans and shoved them into my pack. Mom had some toast waiting for me when I reached the kitchen and I scarfed it down in a very unladylike way.
"Mom, what shoes should I wear with this skirt?"
She came out of her bedroom and looked at the skirt in question. "First, I think that skirt is a bit too short for school, but if that's what you want to wear, then I would suggest the white sandals we bought you. They're in the front closet." She eyed me one more time before she went back in her room.
I scrounged around in the closet for a few minutes before I found the sandals. They were strappy with about three inch heels. There's no way I'd be able to walk to school in these and make it in time. I hadn't even worn heels this high yet, but I slipped them on anyway and stuffed my sneakers in my bag before asking Mom for a ride. To my surprise the heels weren't hard to walk in at all and I made it out to the car as fast as I normally would have. Soon we were at school and after giving Mom a kiss I headed inside.
"Hey there, beautiful," Colin said as he wrapped his arms around me. I had heard and smelt him coming up behind me but waited until he was there before turning around.
"Hey yourself." Despite the added height from the heels I still had to pull him down towards me as I gave him a kiss. There were a few whistles and comments from some of the other kids in the hallway but I ignored them, just content to be there with my boyfriend. *Wow, that still sounds strange.*
"What happened to your arm? Are you okay?" He kept glancing from my face to my arm.
I had almost forgotten about the cut until Colin pointed it out and I was surprised I hadn't noticed that it stopped hurting. "I cut myself in the shower this morning. I'm still not used to having claws, I kinda forget that they're there sometimes. I'm fine." He still looked worried so I leaned against him and gave him a hug.
"Can I see it?" I decided to humor him, so I unwrapped my arm. There was still a bit of blood on the skin but the cut itself was completely healed. In its place was a small red scatch that was quickly fading.
"Well there was a cut here. I heal fast though, so you don't have to worry about me."
"I know I don't, but I want to... So, you still coming to the game tonight? If you don't, it will break my heart." He put on his pouty face again.
"Of course I am. Although I wish I could still play, too." I really did miss the team, now that I thought about it. Basketball has always been a passion for me.
"Maybe you could get on the girl's team? But anyway, I do think you should talk with Coach Williams so that he doesn't expect Jason to show up eventually." He was right. It's only fair that coach should know. "Or maybe you could join the cheerleading squad. Then you could come cheer me on at all the games."
"Do you really think that little of me?" I teased.
"What are you talking about?" The sarcasm in my question must have missed him.
"Well I'm not exactly the cheerleader type Colin. For one, I know how to think," I said before sticking my tongue out at him. He responded by kissing me during which he stuck his tongue out. We made out for a while until the first buzzer went signaling that we had five minutes to get to class.
"I'll see you at lunch, okay?" He kissed the top of my head
"Okay, I'll be looking forward to it." I gave him a quick peck on the lips and then headed off to my homeroom.
"Hey Sanura," said Amy before she gave me a strange look and motioned for me to lean over closer. I complied and she whispered, "So who's the lucky boy? Or is it a girl?"
"What are you talking about?"
"The one you were kissing. It was Colin, wasn't it?"
I slowly nodded. I could feel my cheeks burning as I blushed furiously. "How... how did you know?"
"Nura, you're new at being a girl so I understand why you might be embarrassed or ashamed at being with a guy, but it’s okay, so stop blushing. The reason I know you were kissing someone is that your lipstick is all screwed up. You need to fix that after you eat something or when you kiss someone." She reached over and gave me a reassuring hug.
"Thanks for understanding Amy, it means a lot." I pulled out my lip gloss and a small mirror and quickly fixed my makeup.
"So tell me about him."
"What do you want to know? You've known him as long as I have."
"I know that, but I've never dated him, so tell me about him. What’s he like as a boyfriend."
"Well, he's been extremely cool. He found out about me and he's totally cool with it."
"You mean he doesn't mind that you're still part male?" Amy whispered
"Nope. It's so cool that he accepts me for who, and not what, I am. And he's so nice to be with. I expected him to be a bit more aggressive, but he's really gentle when we're together or when we kiss. When I explained everything to him I started to cry and I was expecting him to freak out, but he stayed there and held me until I felt better." I felt all warm inside just thinking about him.
"I'm glad you're happy Nura. All of us have really been worried about you, and it’s good to see you taking everything in stride. I mean, we all expect to get morfs, and its pretty much commonplace but not many people change as much as you. Most kids would have just got the hybridization or the gender change, but you got both of them and an elemental power on top of that. I'm glad that you're able to handle all of this." Amy began to cry a little bit, herself, "I couldn't imagine losing you."
"Amy, you were afraid I'd try killing myself?" She slowly nodded. "Oh Amy, I would never do anything like that. I don't think I could, even if I wanted to." I leaned over to her again and we hugged each other until we both felt better.
"That's a cute outfit. Did you wear it for Colin?"
"Actually, yes, I did." I was still blushing when we talked about Colin.
"Good, I'm glad to see that I don't have to force you into your more feminine clothes. I love those heels, too. Have you been practicing how to walk in those?"
"Nope. I guess I'm just a natural. I attribute it to my feline grace," I said with a laugh.
"Well, you look like you've been wearing heels for years. You've even got that sexy swaying hips walk down perfectly." She stuck her tongue out at me.
"Well, I promise you I never wore them before I morfed." I laughed, "Trance is going to give me grief about this whole boyfriend issue, isn't he?" I let out a sigh as I realized that not all of my friends might be as accepting as Amy.
"I can't say for sure, Nura. He's been pretty cool with everything else, and he is pretty mature for someone our age. But then, this is an emotional decision, and he tends to only look at things logically."
"I hope you're right, Amy. I wouldn't want to lose him as a friend. Hopefully, Colin won't be one of those guys who gets all possessive and doesn't want their girlfriends hanging out with other guys. That would just add other problems that I don't need."
Chapter 11: Revelations
"We don't want your kind in here!"
I just stared at the girls over by the sinks in shock. They had been idly chatting and doing their makeup until I walked into the bathroom. As soon as they saw me they moved over to block my way to the stalls. "Wha… what do you mean my kind?"
"This is the girls' washroom. That means human girls! So why don't you go find a litter box to piss in, cat bitch."
"I may be part cat but you're the bitches. I don't have to take this crap from you; I have just as much right to be in here as you do. So let me past so I can do what I came in here for or I'll go get the principle and have you expelled for discrimination." My dad had always taught me not to take any crap about having a hybrid for a father and had talked to me since my change about it even more. I had always thought it was an irrational concern, but here I was experiencing hybridist discrimination first hand.
One of the girls walked over until she was inches from me. "So the cat has some fight in her. Your kind disgust me, you're all a bunch of freaks."
I tried to move around her but the other girls quickly surrounded me. I recognized a few of the girls, but they were all younger than me and in another grade. The few I did recognize were known in school as 'bad girls' and I knew a few had powers. "I don't want to fight. Just leave me alone."
"We think you need to learn a lesson on who your superiors are, bitch. Your kind only contaminate the human race, a real morf like me, is what improves it."
She stepped forward and raised her fist as she readied for a punch. Her fist rapidly turned a metallic green colour and I quickly put my hands up to try and block the impact. She started to swing and I closed my eyes. This was going to hurt. That same feeling returned in a rush and surged towards my hands. I opened my eyes to see her punch coming within inches from my hands when a thin shield of my black energy formed between the two. I saw the impact but I never felt it. Her fist stayed in contact with the energy shield for only a moment before she was thrown back a few feet, where she landed on her butt. She returned to her feet and put her fist through a partition in the wall in frustration. One of the other girls tried to kick me from behind, but was also blocked, as the energy shield surrounded me completely.
With a wall of energy safely protecting me, I was able to walk over to the stall and go to the bathroom. When I had finished, I came out of the stall to see them still trying to break through the shield. A grin spread across my face and I couldn't help but laugh. I washed my hands, walked to the door, put my hand on the shield, retracted the energy and left.
"Uh, excuse me sir. Could I talk to you for a minute in private?" Coach looked me over quickly before replying.
"Sure. My office is right over here," he said, and I followed him to his office. "So, what can I help you with young lady?"
"Well, I actually wanted to talk to you about Jason Miller."
"Haven't seen Jase for nearly two weeks now. Heard he had morfs. You a friend of his?"
"That's actually what I wanted to talk to you about. I guess I'll just get straight to the point. My name is Sanura Miller, and before I had morfs two weeks ago, I was Jason Miller. So I wanted to let you know that I won't be back to play for the team. Sorry coach." Feeling embarrassed, I looked down at my feet.
"Jase... Sanura, there's no need to be sorry. You don't have control over what morfs did to you. No one does. I appreciate you coming to me and being up front about this. That takes a lot of guts. No doubt we're all going to miss having you on the team. You were a great asset to the team and a good friend to your teammates. Hell, if you were still a boy, I'd put you out on the court no matter what you looked like."
"I... I am still a boy, sir." My statement was no more than a whisper. Coach looked at me intently as I stood there in my gym leotard. I knew he didn't believe me.
"You are, are you? I know this must be hard for you, but you are going to have to accept that you're no longer a boy. Stranger things have happened with morfs than a sex change. Even if you are still a boy as you say, I can tell by that uniform you've got on that the school has you registered as a female student, which means I can't have you on the team. I can speak with Coach Harding about getting you on the girls' team if you really want to play. I know she could use a talented player like you. Would you like me to talk to her for you?"
"That would be great, coach. Thank you."
"Not a problem and if you ever need anything, even just to talk, my door is always open."
"Not much. How was your date yesterday, Nura?" Apparently Trance was going to keep teasing me about that.
"It was great, Trance. Thanks for asking. We're going out again tomorrow." I sat there watching the different emotions play across Trance's face, something that doesn't happen often and just tried to smile and look cute.
*Nura, are you serious?* I guess Trance wanted to talk in private.
*Yeah, I am. What's wrong with that?*
*It's just that, well, you were a guy for nearly sixteen years. You've been a girl for like a week and you've already got yourself a boyfriend. It just seems odd. Even for you.*
*You don't think this is hard for me to handle? I have conflicting thoughts about everything that I do. All I know is that like it or not I am a girl, and I do like Colin. I would hope you'd accept my decision and try your best not to make it harder on me with your constant teasing.*
*Sanura, I just think it's a bit sudden, that's all. Just because you're a girl now doesn't automatically mean you have to like boys. I'm sorry for teasing you about it. I just don't want you rushing into this because it’s what you think you, as a girl, should do. I'm just worried about you, that's all.*
*Okay, I just want you to understand. Maybe I am rushing in to this. But when I'm with Colin, I feel right, like I belong. If it isn't the right thing to do, then I'll find out, and if I get hurt, I hope that you'll be there for me. Now let’s eat our lunch, okay? I'm hungry*
"So what were you two talking about?" asked Jade. "Trance isn't jealous that you have a boyfriend, is he Nura?"
"No. Trance isn't really my type anyway." That got him to laugh, which made me smile.
"Nura?" asked Danielle. "How did you manage to get Colin as a boyfriend? Practically every girl in school has tried to get with him and here you come along and get a date with him your second day at school as a girl. It's not fair."
"Just ignore my boy crazy sister, Sanura," Mike interrupted. "She's just upset that she can't get a date with the captain of the basketball team. Or anyone else for that matter." He had barely finished that sentence when Dani slugged him in the arm. "Ouch! That's why you can't get a boyfriend, you're too violent."
"I am not, Mike. You jerk." Dani huffed. “And I have no problem getting a boyfriend, I just don't happen to be dating anyone right now. There's nothing wrong with that." We all laughed at that.
"Well, if it isn't the man of the hour," whispered Damian. I looked over my shoulder to see Colin walking up to our table, so I scooted over closer to Amy to make room for him to sit down.
"Hi Colin. You've met all my friends before, right?" I asked, as I put my arm around his waist and rested my head on his arm.
"Yup, I have. So I assume you've been talking about me?" Colin eyed everyone at the table.
"We were just congratulating Nura here about having such a wonderful boyfriend." Amy just smiled sweetly at Colin and me.
"Amy, you're such a suck up!" I laughed.
"So, where you going on your date tomorrow?" asked Megan.
"We were just going to do dinner and a movie, right?" Colin looked down at me for approval, and so I nodded back at him.
Colin continued to talk with my friends but I was content to just lean against him and enjoy his presence. I closed my eyes and everything else just seemed to melt away. Colin was definitely the right choice.
"Hi, Nura!" I turned and saw Jade walking towards me with a towel wrapped around her. Her wet green hair looked almost black, and it took me a few seconds to recognize her. She‘d had her green hair since birth. Both she and her younger brother had gotten if from their grandmother on her mom's side, who got it from morfs.
"Uh... hi, Jade. You wanna get dressed first?" So far I hadn't had to dress and undress around other girls.
"I'm fine. Besides, we're all girls here, right?" She looked down at my exposed panties as she said that. I covered myself a bit too late. Jade leaned in and whispered in my ear, "I thought you said you were still a boy, too. Those panties don't hide much, you know."
I blushed. "I wasn't lying. I am still a boy, but it pulls up inside me when I'm not using it," I whispered back.
"Well then don't go getting a boner when you're in the shower after gym." Jade walked away laughing.
"Jade!" I whined
Chapter 12: Shopping... A Girl's Best Friend
With my jeans and sneakers on I made my way out into the gym and saw Amy, Shine and Todd up in the stands. Amy waved me over. I made my way around the court and up the bleachers to sit with my friends. The guys were warming up and Coach Williams smiled at me when our eyes met.
"Hey, guys." My friends returned my greeting as I sat down beside Amy and watched Colin run through some drills with the other guys.
"Earth to Nura!” Amy sounded amused.
"Sorry. What's up?"
"I just wanted to ask you what you were doing tonight."
"Nothing that I know of. You have any ideas?"
"Well," said Jade, who had just joined us. "We were thinking we could have a little girl’s night out. Wanna go shopping?"
"What is it with girls and shopping? Is that all that you ever do?" asked Todd
"I'm with him on this one." I glanced over at Todd. "Shopping isn't really my thing."
"Come Ooooonnnn, Nura. It will be fun. Besides, you're basing your opinion of shopping on the trips you took with your mom. You need to learn how much fun it can be to go shopping with the girls. And this way, you can get some clothes that you like, and not what your mom picked for you.” Amy did have a point.
"Okay, so who all is going, just us four?" I asked.
"Us four and we're going to call Dani and Megan, too. So are you going to come?"
"Yeah, I'll come. But I have to call home first. My parents are kinda protective of me since I changed."
"What are you getting tailored?"
"Most of the clothes we bought are being tailored so that I can wear them with a tail. Mom put tail holes in a lot of the skirts we bought so that I would have something to wear to school, but the rest of my clothes needed to be done professionally."
"What about those jeans you have on? Who did those?"
"These are my only pair of jeans. Mom did these, but she said it was really hard to stitch through the denim."
"Well, you look great in them. I just have no idea how you got in them." Said Jade.
"They're not hard to get on. You can't see them 'cus I have a belt on, but there are a few hook and eye closures above the tail hole. It just takes me longer to put my pants on than it used to. But anyway, let’s go shopping." With that said, we all got into Shine's car and headed for the mall.
"But what's the point of trying stuff on if we're not going to buy anything?" I was still very confused.
"Because it's fun! You'll see," laughed Danielle. "Now stop asking so many questions and let’s do some shopping."
The video stopped and the agent displayed several surveillance pictures of a young black haired girl with gray cat ears and bright blue eyes. In one of the pictures she was sitting on what appeared to be a bed, with a ball of black energy hovering between her hands.
"Agents, this is a stealth mission. This girl is your target. She is believed to be dangerous and all precautions are to be implemented."
"What do you think of these?" asked Megan as she held up a pretty pair of silver earrings.
A frown came over my face as I looked at them. "They're pretty, but I don't think that they'd look right on me. I don't have normal ears, and they're not pierced, anyway." I went back to looking at some bracelets they had on display.
"You could always pierce something else," said Jade.
"I'm not getting my nipples pierced, Jade." That got us all laughing.
"That's not what I was talking about. I meant something like this," she said, as she lifted up her shirt a bit to show off her bellybutton piercing. It did look cute on her, but I had a feeling that my parents would skin me alive if I got one.
"My mom would freak if I got one of those," I stated my fears.
"That's the whole reason I got mine done," laughed Jade. "Besides, your parents will understand. Just tell them you would've done your ears, but since you couldn't, you got this instead. Also, I think that Colin would like it, too."
I smiled dreamily as I imagined what Colin's reaction would be. "Who else thinks I should do this?" All the other girls raised his hands.
"I'll get mine done, too, if you do it Nura," said Amy. "Come on, let’s go pick out some different navel rings before we get it done."
"Oh! That one's pretty! I might get the green one," said Amy. She picked up the green one and held it against herself. It really looked good on her with her green eyes and red hair. "You know," said Amy as she look closer at the other navel rings. "This really proves that you're a girl at heart. You went right to that pink one and you know as well as I do that no guy, not even a gay one, would get their bellybutton pierced."
I thought about that for a few minutes. Amy was right. I had just slipped right into being 'one of the girls.' Part of me still wouldn't give up that fact that I was a boy. But how could I? I was reminded of it every time l go to the bathroom. *Why couldn't morfs have just made me a normal girl? Why do I have to be in between?*
"Come on, Amy. Let’s go pay for this and have it done before I change my mind." Amy smiled at me as we took the rings and studs we had picked out over to checkout.
We had to wait a few minutes before a girl with bright purple hair led us over to a little booth in a corner of the store. I volunteered to go first and was instructed to lay back in the reclined chair and lift my top. I handed her the ring with the pink jewel and she removed the tags from it, cleaned it with what smelled like alcohol and then placed it next to what I assumed was the piercing gun. She cleaned in and around my bellybutton with the alcohol and then picked up the gun.
*I can't believe I'm doing this,* I thought as I closed my eyes and waited. Amy took my hand and gave it a reassuring squeeze. I could fee the cold metal clamp pressing down on me. It seemed like this was taking forever and I was about to say something when I felt something tug at my stomach and the girl said, "Okay, you're all done." I opened my eyes and looked down to see the little pink stone glimmering back at me.
"That didn't hurt at all," I said in surprise.
The girl laughed out loud at my comment. "The alcohol we use has a mild anesthetic in it to numb any pain."
I traded places with Amy and she was done just as quickly. "What we need now is a couple skimpy tops to show these off," said Amy.
I had already thrown myself into this being a girl thing with reckless abandon. A skimpy top couldn't be much worse. "Okay, then let's go find some."
"We need to talk," said Trance in an eerily calm voice.
"Uh... Okay, come on in." Trance walked in and followed Colin into the living room. "So what do we need to talk about?"
Trance looked up and fixed the other boy with a hard cold stare. "Nura. We need to talk about Nura."
We followed her into the pet store and I patiently waited near the entrance while the girls cooed at the different little animals. The puppies in the window display were barking and growling at me and I didn't want to set off any more by venturing any deeper into the store.
"Nara, why are you waiting up here?" When I didn't respond right away, she grabbed my arm and pulled me into the store. We were followed by a stream of loud barking as we went past the dogs in their cages, and I winced as the loud noise hurt my sensitive ears. Once we were out of the dog’s sight, they quieted down to the point where I could hear myself think.
"You know, you should get a job here. You'd be the perfect employee. You could even endorse some of the cat products," Amy laughed maniacally as I glared at her.
"I don't use any cat products, Amy."
"Nura, don't be so uptight. I was just kidding around with you. Besides, maybe they do sell some stuff here that you might like. So just look around and try to have some fun."
"Fine. I'll try." I still didn't want to be in there, but forced myself to try and ignore all the noise and have some fun. I started to walk towards Megan and Jade who were looking through a rack of pet supplies. They noticed me coming and walked over to me. Megan was hiding something behind her back and I noticed that they were trying to block my view of the rack that they had been looking through. Before I could say anything and figure out what they were up to, Dani yelled for me to come over to where she was.
As I headed towards Danielle, Jade and Megan grabbed something from the rack and ran to the register. *Whatever...*
I made it over to Dani who was standing to next one of the store employees who was opening up one of the pet cages. Danielle reached into the cage and then placed a small ball of fur in my paws. I looked down at the tiny gray kitten sleeping in my hands and my heart just melted. I've never really been big on pets, but that cat had an impact on me. Maybe it was because I'm now a hybrid, or maybe it was my new female hormones, but as I looked down at the kitten I was filled with awe at the miracle of the new life of this little creature.
*I can't wait until I have kittens... err... kids. What the hell am I thinking, I'm only fifteen!* I knew I was blushing as I felt my cheeks burning. The kitten was starting to stir and then started mewing. My retarded brain picked that moment to flash a mental picture of an older version of myself, nursing a litter of kittens. I shook my head to erase that image and then handed the cat back to the shop attendant. "She's hungry," I said, although I'm not sure why I felt so positive about that. "Dani, I'll be outside. I need a few minutes to clear any head." I made my way out of the store and plopped down on the first bench I could find.
"Nura? Are you okay?" I kept my eyes closed as Amy sat down next to me.
"What’s happening to me Amy?" Once again, I was fighting back tears.
"What are you talking about Sanura?"
"I just feel like I'm losing myself. Amy, I know my body has changed, but I'm still the same person... or at least I thought I was... and I still want to be. It's just that now it seems that even the way I think has changed. I'm trying my best to accept my change, but mentally I want to be the same."
"Nura, I wish there was something I could do help somehow, but it's normal that your way of thinking is going to change a bit. Take Colin for example. We all know you weren't lusting after him before you morfed, but now you're got those female hormones working away at your system and its normal for you to find him attractive. I assume you still like girls too?"
I nodded. "I'm not sure which I like better, but I've gotten lucky with Colin not minding that I'm both a boy and a girl. I still thinking that I'm going crazy, though."
"And why do you think that?"
"When I was in there holding that baby cat, I thought to myself that I couldn't wait until I had kittens myself and then I imagined myself nursing a litter of them... See? I'm going crazy." I opened my eyes and glanced at Amy before closing them again.
"Umm... It's not that odd... I've thought about it'd be like to have a baby and be a mom and all that..."
"Yeah, but you thought of having human kids."
"Maybe you're just embracing your inner cat," Amy laughed by herself. "Sorry, Nura, I shouldn't have said that." She reached her arm around me and pulled me into a warm hug.
We were still hugging when the other four came out of the store. They asked why I had left and I used the excuse of it being too loud for me.
"I'm starving. Who's up for hitting the food court?" We all agreed with Shine that food was a good idea. My stomach rumbled at the thought of food, and the girls all got a good laugh at that.
"If I’m such a womanizer and everyone knows it, then why would Sanura want to go out with me? She’s known me as long as you have. If I’m so horrible, then she wouldn’t be with me," stated Colin, feeling defensive at the conversation about his new relationship.
Trance leaned forward in his seat and glared at Colin, his white eyes piercing deeply. "He isn’t thinking, this is an emotional issue for him."
"She! Nura is a girl!"
"And she’s still a boy."
"What’s your problem with us dating?"
"I just don’t want to see her get hurt." A look of concern crossed Trance’s face.
"I’m not going to hurt her. I really like her …”
"That better be true," said Trance as he stood to leave. "Because if you hurt her, I will make your life hell."
Colin jumped to his feet and stepped within inches of the other boy. "Is that a threat?"
"Yeah, that’s a threat. So be good to her."
When I turned around to let Jade place her order, all of the girls were looking at me as if I were a ghost.
"What’s wrong?"
"You’re going to eat all that?"
"Uh huh. I’m hungry." After a few minutes the guy taking our order put my tray of food on the counter and my stomach grumbled again.
"That is so gross." Dani pulled a face at me as I picked up my tray full of food. I grabbed a table for us and we were soon chowing down. Even though I had by far, the largest order, I was still the first one to finish my food. I sipped at my milkshake as I waited for the others.
"We got you a little present, Sanura." Jade searched through the various shopping bags she had and pulled out a small package from the pet store we had just been at.
When she handed me the bag, I just stared at it. "You got me a gift at a pet store?" I didn’t know what to think. On the one hand, I was upset because it seemed they were making fun of me because I was a hybrid. On the other, I knew they were my friends, and they wouldn’t try to hurt me.
"Go ahead and open it!" Jade and Megan were both grinning like idiots.
They had tied the bag closed, and so I used my claws to slice it open. I reached in and pulled out a pink … collar? Yup, that’s what it was. It was pink, and looked as if it was made of leather. A heart-shaped silver I.D. tag with my name etched into the surface hung from it. It was one of the strangest gifts I’ve ever received, but it was kind of cute … for a collar. I smiled, and then slipped it around my neck. The buckle was a little difficult to do up with furry hands and long claws, but I got it done up after a bit of a struggle.
"Thanks, you guys, this is so cool!" I leaned over the table and gave Meg a hug, then turned to Jade, who was sitting right next to me. There was still a lump in the bag, so I reached in and pulled out a small toy mouse. "Very funny. What am I supposed to do with this?"
"Smell It!"
I gave Jade a look before lifting the mouse to my nose and taking a sniff. "That smells really good. What is it?" I took another sniff, and then another one. I felt like I was floating, and began to feel a little drowsy. I was only vaguely aware that the girls were laughing at me.
Megan grabbed the mouse away from me, and without thinking, I swiped at it, pinning down the mouse and Meg’s hand. My claws had sunk into the table top and I had to pull pretty hard for quite awhile to get loose.
I had a few minutes to clear my head while I tried to get my hand out of the table. I felt really weird, but the drowsiness was starting to fade. I felt something on my chin and wiped at it with my free hand, only to find that I had been drooling. "What did you do to me?" I slurred and then started giggling uncontrollably.
The girls just laughed at me again. "The mouse had catnip in it," Jade giggled.
No wonder I felt drugged.
Underneath I was wearing the new pink push up bra that made my breasts look even larger. I still had a hard time with bumping into stuff with them. The bra was clearly visible through the sheer microfiber material. *Mom and Dad are going to freak when they see me,* I thought to myself.
Getting out of the car, I went around to the trunk to get my stuff. I had ten large bags of newly tailored skirts, pants, and shorts, two bags of stuff I had bought today, and my backpack. I managed to pick them all up at once, and carefully made my way to the front door.
I had just stepped through the door and put down the bags when Dad walked in from the kitchen. He stopped as soon as he saw me and I stood there frozen to the spot as he looked me over from head to toe, several times. He finally broke the silence, "Kaitlyn! Could you come here, please?"
Mom walked in and smiled at me, "Sanura, that outfit is pretty on you, but you might want a bit more under that top than just your bra."
"Kaitlyn, I don’t think she should be wearing clothes like that!"
Mom looked over at me, "Hon, why don’t you head up to your room while your father and I have a little talk?"
I headed up to my room and put my bags on the bed. As I was starting to put away the things I’d purchased I realized I could hear my parents talking even though they were downstairs and on the other side of the house. I sat at my desk, perked up my ears and was amazed how clearly I could hear their conversation. I knew I shouldn’t eavesdrop, but they were talking about me.
"...don’t want her going around town dressed like that!"
"Hon, this is a good sign, even if you don’t like it. It means that she’s accepted that she’s a girl now, or is at least trying to. I know you feel you’re losing your son, but Sanura is the same person, and your daughter needs your support."
"I just think he may be taking all this a bit too fast. You know he always used to get himself in over his head. I’m just concerned that this might all be too much for her.... She’s already got a boyfriend, Kaitlyn! Don’t you think that was a bit quick? I just don’t want her to get hurt."
"Neither do I, but we shouldn’t discourage her from exploring her feminine side. I agree that this must be a lot for her to deal with, and that’s why I’m taking her to that morfs counselor on Monday.
*I don’t need to see a counselor,* I thought. *No doctor is going to know how I feel.*
I decided not to listen to the rest of their conversation, content that they were just concerned for me. I was amazed at how well I could hear them. I played around with it, and found that I could focus my hearing on certain areas by moving my ears, something I had surprisingly great control over.
Sanura walked into her room and passed her window.
"I have a clean shot at the target."
I put away the last of them and stood in front of my dresser enjoying the cool breeze from my open window. It felt nice against the silky fabric, and my exposed skins started to get goose bumps. I was snapped back to reality by a very quiet whistling sound, and my ears stood up to detect what it was. I could tell something was coming towards me quickly, as it was rapidly getting louder. All of this was being processed in my head at double speed. As if I was acting on autopilot, I pushed myself off the dresser towards the left, dropped to my knees and rolled to the left just as a dart struck the wall right where my neck would have been. "What the hell?" I was so mad, that without thinking, I ran across the room and lunged out the window
"What do you want? Who sent you?" The distinct sound of guns being cocked all around the girl interrupted her questioning. Sanura knew she was surrounded.
It's 2048, and besides all the normal stresses, teens are now faced with the possibility of many strange changes induced by the MORFS virus. Sanura and Colin have their first date.
By Britney McMaster
Chapter 13: Power & Love
The men stepped out of the darkness, their smart camo making them difficult to see. Sanura dug her claws deeper into the arms of the man underneath her, causing him to grunt in pain. "If you value your life, you'll call them off," she spat.
"Release him and stand with your hands behind your head!"
"I'll release him when you put your guns away."
The men reluctantly put their weapons back in their holsters. Sanura was about to get up when her ears twitched and she barely overheard a message on the earpiece lying on the ground next to the man's head, "... snipers are in position..."
The girl picked up one of the darts from the agent's belt and concealed it in her paw Before the snipers on the roof realized what was happening, a shadowy mist started to form in the air around the young teen. . As she stood up, the girl could no longer be seen.
The area of darkness continued to grow all around her as Sanura absorbed even the faint light of the moon from the area around them all. For the agents, the night was now pitch black. The men could not even get their night vision goggles to work. Sanura, however, could see everything as if it was the middle of the day. She could see the men stumbling around trying to find her.
She decided her first targets were the snipers. Not wanting to hurt anyone, she decided using the darts was her best bet. She jumped straight up as hard as she could, and emerged from the blackness. As she'd predicted, that made her a visible target and she blocked the shots using her energy shield again. The direction from which the shots came was easy to determine, and she was able to spot the snipers before dropping back into the darkness.
She put her hands together with the dart facing forward between them. The dart burst from her hands, propelled by the blast of black and purple light emitted from between them. Almost instantly, the dart hit the sniper in the arm and he jerked, then slowly fell over and rolled over and off the roof. While the other sniper was watching him tumble, Sanura was able to snatch another dart from one of the confused agents. The second sniper soon followed the first.
The chopper was the first to spot them, and the cleanup team was quickly on the site doing their job. All the agents had been laid side by side. Each of them had been hit with their own tranquilizer darts. One agent had severe cuts on each of his arms, which had been wrapped tightly with cloth strips to reduce the bleeding. Scratched into the hill below them were the words, "LEAVE ME ALONE! I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING!" The words appeared to have been made by claws that had dug into the ground.
"Come on boys. Let's get this cleaned up before sunrise."
I got little if any sleep that night. I was jumping at every sound. But they never came back.
All too soon, it was time to go to school. At least today was Friday and I didn't have to wear a skirt. As I hadn't really slept, I had lots of time to get ready for school. I had spent nearly an hour earlier washing blood out of the fur on my hands. I noticed now that a lot of the pink polish on my claws had chipped off, and decided to fix it so I went into the bathroom and pulled out the box of nail stuff my sister kept under the counter.
I found some pink polish, and after digging through the cleaning supplies found a pair of latex gloves. I pulled on the gloves and poked my claws through the end of the fingers. My first few attempts were pretty sloppy, but by the time I was finished, they all looked as they had before.
I took my time in the shower and let myself relax as the hot water poured over me. The water beat rhythmically against my back and I felt like I could spend all day in there. I turned and instinctively shielded my breasts with my arms. I let out a sigh as I realized how quickly I was adapting to being a girl. *Life was so simple before.*
I looked down at myself and let out another sigh. Tentatively I reached down, and for the first time since I'd morphed, touched myself, other than going to the bathroom, of course.
My finger brushed against the head of my penis as it slid between my legs and I shivered from the familiar pleasure.
Just below that was an opening which I assumed was my vagina; I shuddered again as my finger touched the spot right below my vagina. That area was super sensitive and the feelings I got there were so much more intense than the ones I got from my dick. I continued rubbing myself down there, first with my hand, and then, fearing a cut from my claws, I started using the end of my tail. A warm tingly feeling started to spread from my groin over my whole body.
My nipples and my dick were both now standing at attention and I brought my left hand up to my chest and started to massage my breasts, I felt as if I was floating as my brain was trying to take in this new sensory overload. The intensity of the feelings kept building and I thought I was going to pass out when I was snapped back to reality as the shower quickly became ice cold. Startled, I let out a shrill high pitched squeal before slamming the tap to the off position.
The pleasure I had felt was gone now and I just felt awkward and dirty. My tail was partially inside me and I removed it with disgust. The tingly warm feeling had been replaced with a clammy, damp feeling that was anything but comfortable. I got out of the shower and rinsed the end of my tail in the sink and got to work drying myself off.
Wrapping a towel around myself I walked back to my room and flopped down on my bed. My clock said 6:49. I had been in the shower for over an hour, *No wonder I ran out of hot water.*
After lying down on my bed for awhile, I decided to get dressed. When I removed my towel and walked over to my dresser and opened my top drawer to get some underwear, I was surprised to see a pink vibrator sitting on top of my panties. At least it wasn't one of the ones that look like a penis.
There was a note on it from Mom, telling me to keep it hidden and try to be quiet when using it. *Gross!*
I moved it so it was hidden under my panties, then grabbed a set of white undies and started to get dressed.
It was Friday, so I wanted to wear something comfy, but I also had a date right after school, so I wanted to wear something pretty.
I settled for a pair of white flared cords and a sheer white tunic over a light blue spaghetti strap top. The tank left my midriff bare, and you could easily see my new belly button piercing though the other top.
I decided on a high ponytail with my long bangs framing my face, while hanging down to my shoulders at the sides. Lip gloss, some light eye shadow and mascara was the extent of my makeup for the day. I smiled at my reflection and then went down to the kitchen to make myself some breakfast.
School was its usual routine. I didn't pay much attention during my classes as a lot of more of important things were on my mind.
The buzzer signaling the beginning of lunch finally went off and I rushed down the hall to meet Trance at his locker. He was just closing it when I got there. "Trance...," I huffed to catch my breath. "I need to talk to you... in private."
"This is about Colin, isn't it?"
"Why would I need to talk to you about Colin? I thought you were cool with that? Never mind that! I need your help. Someone is after me and I need to talk..."
*What do you mean, someone is after you? For what? Why?*
*That's what I'd like to know. I was attacked by about a dozen guys last night. They looked military. They were wearing those nanotech smart camo suits. I could barely see them.*
*Are you all right? How did you get away?*
"I had to fight them. It's all just a blur. When they shot at me, I just kinda snapped and it was like I was on autopilot. Some sort of killer instinct just took over...* I could feel myself tearing up as I replayed that had happened. *I... I hurt one of them pretty bad, Trance.*
*It's okay, Nura. You were just protecting yourself.* A tear made its way down my cheek, and he wiped it away. *Don't cry. Its okay, you're safe now.*
I wrapped my arms around him and let myself cry it all out. I felt him tense up at my embrace, but I ignored it. I just needed him to be there. Eventually I was all cried out but continued to hold onto Trance for dear life for a few more minutes before letting go. *Thanks, Trance, I really needed that. I'm so grateful you were here.*
*I'll always be here if you need me. Though I never thought I'd have you crying on my shoulder.* He chuckled, and it brought a smile to my face.
*Your shoulder? Hell, I barely reach your chest. I feel like a little kid next to you.*
*Well, maybe you'll be taller when you grow up*
I stuck my tongue out at him. *And you need to fix your makeup.*
"Damn it! It's really screwed up, isn't it?"
"Yup, now go fix it. The girl's room is right there," he said as he pointed past me down the hall.
"OK, I'll be right back. You gonna wait, or should I meet you in the cafeteria?"
"I'll wait." He leaned against the wall and closed his eyes as I pushed open the door of the bathroom. Were a few girls inside, but luckily none of them wanted to fight me this time. I found a spot over at the mirror and started repairing the damage to my makeup. With a lot of concentrating I was able to get my eyeliner on properly on my first attempt.
*Hey, you're getting pretty good at that.*
*Trance! What the hell? Why are you watching me while I'm in the girls' room? You perv!*
*Why am I a perv? It's not like I was watching you take a leak... *
*'Cus you're a boy, and I'm in the girls room.*
*But you're a b...*
*I'm a girl in this instance, Trance. Now stop watching, perv.*
"I thought cats don't like water." I looked up to see Ashley walking towards me in his little speedo. His goggles were acting as a headband for his long hair. Between his pretty face, small frame, and long hair, he really did look like a girl.
"Hi, Ash. It's not the water I don't like. It's the drying my fur afterwards. By the way, nice suit, but girls are supposed to wear a top, too."
Ash gave me a very annoyed look, and I laughed even harder. While I was laughing, Ash tried to push me into the pool, so I grabbed his leg and pulled him in with me.
We both came back up sputtering, to find Ms. Walker, our teacher looking down at us. "Just what do you two think you're doing? Get out of the pool and go get in the lineup with your team. We'll start the relay in five minutes."
"…hey check out Sanura…"My ears perked up at the mention of my name, and turned in the direction of the conversation. "... she's a total hottie. Getting to see her in that leotard every day makes these stupid tests worth coming to..." I couldn't believe that these guys were talking about me.
"We need to thank that queer Ashley for pushing her in the pool. You can see her nipples right through her suit now."
I was shocked, and was about to turn around when I heard their next comment. "... forget her tits, man.... check out that camel toe... "
Now I was furious. I turned my back to them and made the necessary adjustments to my suit before walking over to their little group. They got quiet rather quickly as they saw me approaching.
"Hey babe. Wanna go..."
SLAP!
His head reeled back and he brought his hand up to his face. Before he or his friends could do or say anything, I shot a shield of energy at them and sent them flying into the middle of the pool. Then I made my way quickly back to my spot in line next to Ashley, before the teacher returned from her office.
"You four! Out of the water and into my office this instant!" The boys started to protest but a look from Ms. Walker quickly silenced them.
"I can't believe you did that. They're gonna get in soooo much trouble."
"Ash, they deserved it. You should have heard what they were saying about me."
"If you say so. Gah, I hate this class. I'm so sick of all these stupid tests."
"I just think that you're afraid of water... Or that I'm going to beat your time today, pixie girl." An evil smirk grew across my face as I came up with a little plan.
"I'm not afraid of you. In fact, I'm going to beat you so badly that you'll be too ashamed to show your face in this school again," laughed Ashley. "And for the record, I'm not a pixie, and I'm not a girl!"
"But you'd make such a beautiful girl," I pouted. This crazy plan just might work. "How 'bout this. If I beat you at swimming today, even by just one second, then the girls I hang out with and I get to dress you as a girl and you have to spend all day like that." Ashley's mouth opened and closed a few times before he said anything.
"Okay... I'll do it. But... If I beat you... you have to show me your boobs... And let me touch 'em."
I was shocked at first but I was pretty confident that I could beat him. "I'll show them to you but you don't get to touch them."
"Okay, deal."
"The mission was a complete failure. You've all received the best training possible and not only were you beaten by a young girl, but you let her do it with your own weapons."
"Sir, we couldn't see. Not even night vision worked."
"That's no excuse. She should have been taken out with the first shot."
The door opened and a tall, slender man quietly entered. He went unnoticed for several minutes as his white clothes and white hairless skin caused him to almost disappear against the blank wall. His solid red eyes were a stark contrast to the rest of his appearance.
He glanced at the papers he was carrying before walking to the front of the room. The men stopped talking and rose up to salute the man in white as he took his place in front of them.
*PHWEEEITT!*
I covered my ears a spit second before Ms. Walker blew her whistle and watched as Ash dove into the water. Maybe it was the rippling water distorting my vision, but it looked like Ashley was using his wings to help him cut through the water. Ash was really speeding along and I was straining to think of a way to beat him.
As he was turning to start his final lap, an idea came to me and I brought up my energy shield around me. With a bit of concentration I was able to change its shape. After another few seconds I had it spinning around me. By the time Ash was finished and it was my turn, I was surrounded by an auger shaped shield that was turning slowly.
*PHWEEITT!*
I dove out in high arc over Ash before dropping gracefully into the water. I stayed dry as the shield repelled the water. I increased the speed of the spin and within seconds was at the other end of the pool. I quickly did my six laps as the water churned around me. As I approached the end of my last lap I dove a little deeper, retracted the shield and Kicked off the bottom of the pool, launching myself out of the water. I did a simple back flip in the air before dropping to my feet and giving Ashley a sly smile.
"17.44, Great job Sanura. Your style was very ... resourceful."
I was grinning from ear to ear. Ashley looked like he was going to be sick. "You are going to make just the cutest girl ever. Meet us at JB's tomorrow at seven."
''I agree that your performance was nothing short of pitiful," he droned. Even though his voice was extremely calm and monotone, it seemed to demand attention and respect, something that was reinforced by his hard red glare. "The only good thing you did was coax her into using her powers. We had a mobile lab near your location the people in it were able to take readings of her powers. We have been doing thorough analysis of those readings all day. We have yet to identify her powers with any known energy sources. What we do know is that the sheer magnitude of this energy is off the chart. We must have her!"
There were times when I just felt dumb standing around dressed as I was. I kept expecting someone to point out the boy dressed as a girl. I know that those thoughts are irrational, but since when have woman ever thought rationally? I giggled to myself as I thought that and looked around once again for Colin. Still no sign of him.
School had let out nearly half an hour ago and I was now the only kid around. If Colin would ever get out of his meeting with the basketball team, then we could go on our date.
I was starting to get really bored. Swinging my bag, (I wasn't ready to call it a purse yet), between my feet had only amused me for a few minutes. I was about to go find him when I felt myself being lifted off of the wall I had been sitting on and into the air.
I floated away from the wall for only a second and then dropped into Colin's waiting arms. My arms went around his neck almost immediately, in case he dropped me. He smiled at me before leaning in for a kiss. I brought my lips up to meet his.
"Ready to go to dinner?"
"Of course I am. I was the one waiting for you, remember? So where are we going?"
"I thought we'd hit the Chinese buffet near the theater. Last time we were there, I believe you and I had an eating contest. I doubt you'd be up to the challenge this time."
"I would totally win if we did that again. I may be smaller now but I think my appetite has tripled. But I don't really think having an eating contest is something we should do on a first date."
"So what's your take on this whole Sanura and Colin thing?"
"Is that still bugging you? Personally, I say if it makes her happy to be with him, then I support it. If he was a huge asshole it would be completely different, but he's good to her."
"I understand all that Amy, but don't you think it’s all a bit fast?"
"Zack... You need to quit worrying. Whether this relationship is a way to temporarily forget about the new life that MORFS thrust on her and feel some sort of normality or whether it’s serious, it's not our place to judge. This is a good thing for her anyway. This whole relationship is helping her get in touch with being a girl."
"Okay, okay, I'll support her decision..."
There was a slight groan on Amy's end of the phone and it was a moment before she said anything more. "Trance, I gotta go. I'm feeling a bit queasy. I'm gonna go lay down for a bit."
"Okay, I'll talk to you later. Get better."
''I'll try. Bye."
"See ya."
''I thought we weren't having an eating contest?" Colin raised his eyebrow at me and I stood still with my plate in hand.
I had eaten several plates of food already and blushed hard as I realized what a pig I must look like. "I... I was just going to get a bit of ice cream," I lied.
This sucked. I wasn't even full yet. Does being a girl mean I have to starve myself all the time? Its not fair, guys get to eat as much as they want.
I got my ice cream and loaded it up with toppings before heading back to the table. When I got back to the table, Colin had just paid the bill and was chuckling quietly to himself.
"What's so funny?"
He held up the little piece of paper with his fortune on it and read it aloud. " You will find a new relationship as love blossoms with an old friend. Now that’s the first accurate fortune cookie I've ever had. What's yours say?"
I put down my spoon and reached past my bowl of ice cream to grab the cookie. I broke it open and pulled out the slip. "Curiosity killed the cat,'' I frowned. "That is not funny. Not to mention that that's not even a fortune." Glancing at Colin, I noticed he was trying really hard not to laugh. "Go ahead and laugh, but I want a new fortune cookie..." Still a little miffed I dug into my ice cream once again.
"Amy... Dinner!"
Amy's mother waited several minutes before going upstairs and knocking on her daughter's bedroom door. She got a grunt as a reply, so she opened the door and walked in.
Amy was lying on her bed, curled up in a fetal position, hugging a pillow to her chest. "I'm not hungry," she said. The pain was evident in her voice.
"Amy, what's the matter?" She took a seat beside the young girl and put her arm around her.
"I feel all nauseous and my whole body aches. I've never felt this bad before. I think it might be MORFS."
Colin paid for our tickets and I bought us some popcorn and drinks after convincing him that it was all right for me to pay.
We chatted a little bit before the lights dimmed and the movie trailers started. Some of them looked pretty good and I made a mental note to myself that I would have to check them out. I noticed that Colin was fidgeting beside me.
Tentatively, he put out his hand and placed it on top of mine. I turned my hand so my palm was facing up and intertwined my fingers with his. I looked up to see him smile back at me before I rested my head on his shoulder.
"...and you're sure that you didn't have any of the typical symptoms before tonight?"
"Nothing at all," said Amy as she clutched her stomach with her hands. "It just hit me all of a sudden."
The ER doctor made some notes while the machine behind him clucked away as it processed the blood sample the doctor had taken from Amy.
After a few minutes the machine stopped its analysis and printed out a paper with the results. The doctor picked up the paper and read over it, then turned to face Amy and her parents and cleared his throat.
"This is a bit odd. Especially since you haven't had any symptoms before tonight. According to these results, you've already entered stage two of the massive ontogenetic regulation failure syndrome. That’s the stage where you experience any physical changes. Given the rate at which you passed stage one, I would say that unless you experience a very drastic change, that you should be into stage three, that's the recovery stage, by this time tomorrow. Do you have any questions before you go?"
"I thought that MORFS usually lasted much longer than you're saying. Back when I morfed, it lasted almost two weeks."
"Well Mr. Adams, you're right that most cases last much longer than your daughter's. Even with the many advances in medicine, stage two still usually lasts three days. However, there have been a number of documented cases where patients have gone through all three stages of MORFS within as little as seven hours. The reasons for such a quick change are still unclear. The only common thread is that all those who have had such a change are third generation morfs. I'll give Amy an arm mount IV that will give her a sedative and the energy packs. When she's finished stage two it will automatically retract the needle and start beeping so you know to take it off her. Then just bring the unit with you when you come back for her post MORFS check up.
(Nura=^_^=) Dani?
(GoddessDanielle) hi nura I like ur cat
(Nura=^_^=) thanx
(Nura=^_^=) What u doing tomorrow
(GoddessDanielle) nadda. Why?
(Nura=^_^=) You know Ashley Stark?
(GoddessDanielle) Yeah
(Nura=^_^=) he lost a bet with me in gym today..
(Nura=^_^=) want to dress him up as a girl?
(GoddessDanielle) Do I! When?
(Nura=^_^=) tomorrow. I told him to meet us at JB's at 7. he agreed to let us dress him up and stay like that all day
(GoddessDanielle) cool
(GoddessDanielle) he's about my size u want me to bring stuff for him to wear?
(Nura=^_^=) yeah
(Nura=^_^=) you goimg to be on for a little while?
(GoddessDanielle) yeah
(Nura=^_^=) k, I'm gonna go to bed. can you let the other girls know about tomorrow?
(GoddessDanielle) sure. See u in teh morning.
(GoddessDanielle) this is going to be so much fun.
Ah... Saturday. The day where I can just be a bum and do whatever I want. I nearly fell out of bed before making my way to the bathroom and lifting the seat. I stood there half asleep long after I finished. After snapping out of my early morning daze I got in the shower.
I hurried through my shower so that I could make it to JB's on time. I was running behind by the time I got back to my room. Panties, sports bra, a tee shirt and some basketball shorts and I was dressed for the day. I grabbed my bag, pulled on my sneakers, laced them up tight, put my hair up in a ponytail and went over to my window.
To Be Continued…
It's 2048, and besides all the normal stresses, teens are now faced with the possibility of many strange changes induced by the MORFS virus. Can Sanura escape from another group of people out to get her?
By Britney McMaster
The wind blew through my hair as I was filled with a feeling of absolute freedom. For a short amount of time, I could experience the thrill of being a flyer, before I dropped back down to a rooftop and had to make another jump. I wished I could feel like this forever. It felt great to just feel … at peace, with myself and with the world. My body still felt alien to me. Even now I was conscious of the breasts pulling at my chest with each jump, my tail out behind me, maintaining my balance with each landing, and my ears flat turned down to keep the wind out of them. It all felt foreign, but at the same time, oddly normal. Its weird, maybe it’s a defense mechanism the brain uses the to keep people from freaking out over the changes, or maybe it’s the realization that MORFS could happen to anyone, no matter what we do, but not many people really freak out over the changes, most seem to take all the changes in stride. Personally, I think its something the brain does, maybe it’s the fact that the new hormones in my system make me enjoy feeling feminine, but its like I’m two people sometimes. Most of the time I have no problem being a girl and actually enjoy it. Hell, I’m even dating a guy! But at other times, I still feel like Jason, a boy, trapped in a girls’ body. Another inner conflict is that I know the girl half of me is taking over, and I’m not sure how I feel about that. Should I be fighting it?
I let these thoughts play in my mind as I continued to make my way to JB’s. I started doing some flips and twists in the air as I went, to test out my acrobatic skills, and was amazed at how easily I could control my movements while maintaining my balance. Before I knew it, I was on the roof of the store across the street from JB’s and could see Dani, Jade and Megan waiting outside. I crouched down and gave my next jump as much power as I could.
I soared up into the air quickly and put my arms out to the sides as I sailed across the street, stories above my friends. I started into the downward arch of my jump headfirst and readied myself to land, by twisting forward until I was right side up, then bent my knees a bit. I came down with a lot of force, right in front of my friends, landing in a crouched position. Each of them let out a little scream when I landed, and that brought a smile to my face.
“Hey guys, “ I said, waving at them.
“Sanura, you scared the hell out of us!” Dani glared at me before continuing, “How’d you get up there, anyway?”
“I jumped from that roof over there,” I responded as I pointed across the street to where I had jumped.
“No way you jumped that far or that high, “ challenged Jade.
“Yeah, I did. I’ll do it again, if you want me to.”
“Maybe another time, here comes Ashley.”
I turned and looked up in the sky in time to see Ash come in for a landing. “Hey there, Pixie,” I grinned.
“I told you not to call me that.”
“Hey,” said Dani to get our attention. “What gives? I thought that we were supposed to dress you like a girl, not for you to come dressed like one already.”
I looked back over at Ash and realized he was pretty much dressed like a girl, already. He was wearing a pair of jeans that had a slight flare to the legs and were rather slim fitting. They could have been boys or girls jeans. With that, he was wearing a light blue and white halter top that didn’t quite meet his jeans, leaving a bit of his stomach exposed.
“Yeah, what’s with the halter top?” asked Megan.
“I have to wear it, because of my wings,” stated Ashley “do you have any idea how much they charge for custom made shirts?”
“About as much as they do for custom pants,” I said, as I swung my tail at Ashley with my hands.
“See, Nura knows what I’m talking about. I have a few of them that I wear to school, but I do wear girls tops most of the time, because they fit and they don’t get caught in my wings.”
“Okay, that makes sense,” said Jade. “But that doesn’t explain why you’re wearing girls’ jeans.”
Ashley’s face went pretty red. “I have wide hips… ’cus of morfs. Guys’ pants don’t really fit me properly.”
“Guys, leave Ash alone. He can’t help what morfs did to him. I didn’t ask for any of the things morfs did to me and how I have to dress because of it.” I could definitely sympathize with Ash on this one; no guy wants to have to wear girls’ clothes. “Now we gonna stand around and talk or are we gonna get Ashley that makeover we promised him?”
“How are you feeling sweetheart?”
“I could be better Mom, I feel like my whole body is on fire,” groaned Amy, as she sat up in bed while her mother fit another energy pack into the IV unit mounted on her arm.
“You’re quite lucky though, most people would have to endure that feeling for days. The doctors say you should be into stage three of morfs by tonight.”
“Well, do you see any changes yet? Can I look in the mirror yet?”
“Amy, just lay down and get some rest! I’m sure you can wait a few hours until your changes are finished.” Amy’s mother helped her back into bed, tucked her in and gave her a kiss on the forehead, before turning out the lights and leaving the room.
Amy lay there for several minutes before finally closing her eyes and drifting off into a dreamless sleep.
“Sir?”
“Did you identify the energy signature?”
“I think I have. I compared her energy with every know signature in our database, and came up with no matches. Then, on a whim, I ran it through NASA’s database and got a match. There’s only one problem.”
“And that is?”
“NASA has it classed as an unknown energy as well. The only information they have listed on it, is that it’s an energy given off by dark matter. Unfortunately, we don’t really have any idea what dark matter is, or how it works, as there’s never been a sample that could be tested.”
“Well if our agents would do their job and apprehend that girl, then maybe we would have a sample we could study. Imagine if we could harness her power.”
“Okay Ashley, into the shower, you need to shave your legs and your armpits,” said Danielle as we all found places to sit in her bedroom.
“I um… don’t have body hair,” Ashley blushed as each of us gave him a bit of a weird look. “It was a morfs thing, okay?”
“Okay, then go in the bathroom and put these on,” I said as I handed him a pair of panties and a bra, both pale pink. “The bra has a front closure, so it shouldn’t be hard to get on with your wings.”
“Okay, I’ll be right back.” We all watched as Ash went into the bathroom and closed the door behind him.
Jade waved us in close to her before she whispered, “Anyone else find it odd that he didn’t put up a fuss about wearing panties?”
“It is a little weird. Did you put up a fuss about it at first, Nura?”
“I would have if I’d had any boys clothes my size I could have worn. But I kinda shrunk quite a bit, so I was kind of stuck wearing them. Still, I try not to wear anything overly frilly. Most of my stuff is rather plain.”
“Unless Colin is around,” added Jade. “Then she makes sure she looks nice and pretty.”
We were cut short by the sound of the bathroom door unlocking. We all looked up to see the door open a few inches and Ash stick his head out around the doorframe.
“Do I have to come out wearing just these?” asked Ash
“Yes, you do. Now get out here.”
“Ok, but no laughing.”
Slowly the door opened and after what seemed like a few minutes, Ash stepped into view. He had his hands in front of the panties, trying for some modesty and was blushing profusely. Not surprisingly, he looked really good. He definitely had a girls figure, the and the lingerie really showed off those curves. If he had boobs he would totally look like a girl, he already had wide hips and a narrow waist some girls would kill for.
“Okay,” said Dani, breaking the silence. “Hair and makeup first, and then we’ll pick an outfit.”
“Dibs on doing his hair,” Jade held up her curling iron.
“I’ll do his makeup.” Megan asked me, “Nura? Can you do his nails?”
“Only if Dani can find some gloves I can use.” All the girls looked really confused at that comment so I continued, “furry hands and nail polish don’t mix.” I wiggled my fingers at Megan. “But if Dani has some rubber gloves I can wear to keep from getting nail polish in my fur, then I can do his nails.”
“Oh…” said Danielle. “I think I can find some for you.”
Jade had already started on Ashley’s hair and a good portion of it was sporting some pretty flowing curls. Megan was carefully applying some black eyeliner, and I began picking out a colour for Ash’s nails from Dani’s seemingly endless collection of nail polish. I had just picked out a colour when Dani returned and tossed a pair of yellow dishwashing gloves on my lap. I pulled them on and got to work on his nails, starting with his toes.
“Hello?”
“Hi. Is ah … Zack there?”
“Just a moment…” there was a slight bang as the phone was set down and Colin could hear some talking in the background.
“Hello?”
“Trance, its Colin. I need your help with something.”
“With?” asked Trance, already knowing that it involved Sanura.
“I know you and Sanura are like best friends, so I thought you could probably tell me what kind of music she listens to. I might be able to get some concert tickets and I want to ask her to go with me, but I need …”
“Colin, slow down. Nura listens to almost everything. But she really likes dance and punk, I know that’s a strange combo but that’s what she likes.”
“Ok, thanks. Sorry for rambling. I just really like her and don’t want to do something stupid and mess this up.”
“Not a problem. Just be good to her like you promised.”
“Deploy the agents once they’ve been briefed. And stress that this has to be by the book, as this is a day run mission. There will be civilians in the vicinity. I want her brought in unharmed. Is that clear?”
“Yes sir!”
“We need her in custody before anyone else beats us to it.”
“She can’t wear that, she looks like a skank,” I exclaimed, before dissolving back into a fit of giggles.
“Well they’re your clothes Nura.”
“Yeah, but Ash is taller than me, so the skirt is way shorter on her, and so is the top.”
“Here, Ashley,” said Dani as she handed him some more clothes to try on.
Ashley had been trying on outfit after outfit for the last hour or so, and so far we hadn’t found one that all of us liked on him. He was definitely being a good sport about this though. After a few minutes, Ash emerged from the bathroom wearing the latest outfit. I thought it looked awesome on him. It was a halter style slip dress with a soft pattern to it in pink and cream. It hugged his ample fake breasts, and fit snug to his small waist and flat stomach before flaring out over his hips, ending with a ruffled hem a few inches above his knees.
We were all speechless as he stood in front of us, blushing slightly. His wings fluttered a bit causing the loose skirt to swirl around his legs playfully.
“Wow! I vote fore that one,” said Megan.
“Sorry Dani, but Ashley looks better in that dress than you ever did,” said Jade, before she received a pillow in the face from Dani.
“I like it too, its like it was made for her,” Dani said. “I’ll go get her some shoes.”
“So now can I call you Pixie?” I laughed, as Ashley gave me the finger.
“Where did you get these?”
“That’s none of your business. You want them?”
“Of course I want them, they’re floor seats. How much?”
“Ninety bucks.”
“Okay, let’s get going.”
“I need to talk to Ash in private first,” I said as I grabbed him by the arm and led him away from the door.
The girls left without a word, and I waited until I could hear them downstairs. For the last twenty minutes Ashley had been “practicing” walking in the heels Dani had found. They were a pair of sandals with a three-inch heel. He didn’t really need the practice, the girls said he must be a natural, but I knew better.
“What’s up Sanura?”
“So how long have you been doing this?” I asked
“Doing what?” he tried to reply calmly. I wasn’t buying it. Thanks to my enhanced hearing, I noticed he was suddenly breathing faster, and could faintly tell that his heart was racing.
“You don’t have to lie to me. How long have you been dressing up like a girl? You are way too used to wearing those heels.”
“Like the girls said, I must be a natural.”
“I don’t buy that at all. I’ve only been wearing them for like a week, and I still have trouble with them.”
“Wait, you’ve only been wearing them for a week? But you’re a girl. You must have worn them before.”
“Well, I didn’t okay? This is all new to me, too, and so I know a guy doesn’t just put on high heels and magically know how to walk in them” I ran out of steam about then and then realized what I had just said, and by the look on Ash’s face he didn't miss it either.
“You weren’t a girl before you morfed, were you?” he asked hesitantly.
“What! Why on earth would you say that?” Now it was my turn to lie.
“You just said that this is all new to you, meaning you didn’t used to dress like a girl or anything like that, and you said that ‘you know’ that a guy doesn’t just know how to walk in heels, implying that you used to be a guy. Am I right?”
“And I think that you’ve been dressing up like a girl in your free time, am I right?”
“And what if I have? Is that a crime?”
“So you have, so you’re a crossdresser?”
“Yes I am! I’ve been doing it since I was like five years old, okay? Now answer my question, did you used to be a guy?”
“Yes! I used to be a guy, but at least I didn’t choose to dress up like a girl. In fact I wish I still was a guy, I know nothing about being a girl, you have no idea how hard it is to just be forced to change genders. I just want to be Jason again.” My eye were watering, and I was on the verge of tears, but so far, willing myself not to cry seemed to be working.
“Jason Miller? You were Jason Miller?”
“Yes,” I squeaked.
“I’ve been waiting a long time for this,” was the last thing he said before he sucker punched me in the face.
The door slammed shut behind the group of agents as the engines started and the thrusters came to life, lifting the aircraft off the ground. The agents took their seats as their tracer did her work. After a moment, the woman opened her eyes and raised her hands in front of herself as if she was holding a large ball. A translucent silver film quickly started forming between her outstretched hands. It swirled around for a few seconds before coming into focus. The image that formed in the film was of their target, Sanura Miller, talking to another teenage girl. The image started to zoom out and twist skyward, giving a bird’s eye view of first, the house they were in, and then zooming out even more giving a view of the whole neighborhood and then the whole city. Now they had their map and their target’s position.
“Move in.”
“Ow,” I complained, as I brought my hand to my face. “What the hell was that for?”
“That’s for making fun of me when I first moved here last year. You used to call me gay, along with everyone else, just ‘cus I look like a girl. Its ironic that I may be a crossdresser and am straight, but you get a sex change from morfs and start dating another boy shortly afterwards.”
“Ash, I’m sorry if I made fun of you. I was too busy trying to look cool around everyone else. I was jerk and I’ll admit that.” I got back to my feet and took a step towards Ash, who towered over me by several inches. “But when I was a guy, I at least didn’t hit girls. So are you going to apologize for hitting me, or do I have to spread it around school that Ash beat me up?”
“What? But you totally deserve that.”
“I know I did. I was just messing with you. So I’ll keep your crossdressing a secret. as long as you keep my birth sex a secret?”
“Deal.”
“Jeez, took you guys long enough, lets get going.”
Dani unlocked the car and we all piled in. She backed the car into the street just as a small black vehicle lowered to the ground and two large guys in black exited it and started to head towards us. Memories from the previous night flooded my mind and filled me with fear. I could practically feel my blood pulsing though me, carrying a rush of adrenaline with it. “Drive! Dani! Go! I’m not joking around. GO!”
The men were nearly to us when Dani floored it, and the car peeled out and made its way down the street. I watched though the back window as they ran back to their airship and it hovered back into the air and started its pursuit.
*Trance?* I cried, hoping he had left a link up like he usually does.
*Nura? What is it?*
*They’re back. And they’re chasing us, Trance. I need your help.*
*Tell Danielle to head towards the park. I’ll meet you there.*
*Colin! This is Trance. Nura needs your help. Get to Sunrise Park ASAP, and be ready to fight.*
We were still about a block away from the park, and the airship was closing in on us. I couldn’t let my friends get hurt over this.
“Dani, open the sunroof.” By now, she was listening to me with out asking questions and did as I had asked. I undid my seatbelt and turned myself around in the seat. “Keep driving once we get to the park, I doubt they’ll follow you. It’s me they’re after. Find somewhere safe. I’ll call your phone when it’s safe.” I took one last look at my friends before pulling myself out through the sunroof and perching myself on the roof of the car. I was going to send a message to whoever these guys were, and that message was the same one I shouted as we arrived at the park, “Leave Me Alone!!”
Trance sprinted the half block from his house to the park as fast as he could. Nura was like a brother, … sister to him, and he wasn’t about to let her get hurt if there was still life in him.
He could hear some sort of commotion not far ahead, and came around the corner in time to see Dani’s car speeding down the street in his direction, followed closely by a black aircraft. Nura was crouched atop the car. She yelled something Trance couldn’t quite make out, and then leapt off of the car. Sanura soared through the air as time seemed to stand still, but within a second, she was on the roof of the craft. Using one hand, she gripped her claws into the metal exterior of the craft as she raised the other hand, already shrouded in darkness, poised to attack. Her hand swung down in a hard chop, the black energy extending out into a long blade shape. The energy blade came crashing down into the center of the right forward thruster, which exploded from the impact. The craft started to dive downward in a spin. Another chop destroyed the left thruster, and the aircraft quickly met the ground. Sanura made her exit from the craft only seconds before its crash, and landed squarely in front of it, both hands blazing with energy. Trance was by her side in an instant.
There was a loud bang as the ship shook slightly. Then another. The third bang was followed by a crash as the door of the aircraft flew off and the large man who kicked it open stepped out into the light. A slim purple haired woman quickly followed him, along with a tall four-armed muscled giant lizard hybrid, and an older woman. All of them were dressed in black combat attire, except for the old lady.
“Sanura Miller, you are ordered to comply with detainment. You have ten seconds to withdraw your active energy,” said the purple haired woman before she turned towards Trance. “Civilian, you are to leave this area for your own safety.”
“I’m not going anywhere,” said Trance as he stepped in front of Sanura. “And you’re not taking her anywhere!”
“Then we will have to take her by force.” All but the old lady started to move forward. The guy who had kicked out the door was the fastest. He was almost to them, when he suddenly flew quickly up into the air.
The move caught all of them by surprise. None of them saw Colin jumping off the top of the wrecked ship, drop kicking four-arms to the ground in the process. Lizard snapped around towards Colin, whipping his powerful tail at him, when a burst of light went off in front of his face, causing him to recoil while clutching his eyes. Shine came up beside Trance, while Colin came up beside Sanura.
“Shine, you don’t have control of your powers, you shouldn’t be here,” said Sanura.
“Now’s a good time to learn, then.”
“What the hell is going on? Who were those guys?” Megan was freaking out. Dani was still firmly gripping the steering wheel and softly crying. Jade and Ashley were both just sitting there quietly.
“Can we do anything to help?” asked Jade.
“You heard her, she said to stay here.”
“Ash, you’ve morfed. isn’t there anything you can do?”
“Jade, all I can do is fly. I don’t have any powers. I wish I could help.”
I smiled as Colin gave me a kiss on the head. I was glad he was here to help out. I was a little worried about Shine; her powers were unstable. at best. But I can also feed off of the light she creates. so it’s not all bad. The group in black had held off until lizardboy had recovered his sight and for the big guy to recover from falling back to the earth. Little did they know that Trance was using his abilities to let us come up with a plan telepathically.
*What’s up with the old lady?*
*She’s an illusionist, she covering up this whole fight. so the cops don’t show up. And if my guess is right, she’s not even an old lady, but an illusion of one.*
*Okay, here they come. Shine keep your light on me so I can supercharge my energy and so I can heal myself. Trance, you guard Shine. Colin, you give me some airborne targets and I’ll take them out.*
“Lets do this!” I stepped forward and brought my energy back up, surrounding my whole body. Four-arms started running towards us, and I ran to intercept him. This guy might be big, but he’s not that fast. As I ran towards him, I split off two energy shields shaped like myself. As far as four-arms was concerned, there were now three of me. I started running around him, my “shadows” following me. I split the shadows again, and he was suddenly encircled by six of me. As I ran behind him, I leapt into the air, leaving my shadows behind. Each of my shadows moved in towards him, and he was engulfed in a large blast that sent a tremor through the ground. I landed back in front of my friends and Shine helped me refuel with a burst of bright light all around me. Four-arms had passed out on the ground, but those with him were ready to fight.
Lizard came at us next, and Colin tossed him into the air. With the help of some light from Shine, I formed an energy ball above my head that was easily five times my own size. With some telekinetic help from Trance, we got it hurtling through the air, right at lizard boy.
“Let’s not use such a heavy one next time,” I panted. Shine helped me refresh again, and this time it was the really big guy who came at us.
Colin tossed him in the air again, and I formed a dozen basketball size blasts in front of me, which I sent flying. Once the first dozen where on their way, I formed another dozen, and did the same and then again. After he had been battered from all sides, Colin let him drop with a thud.
Purple hair had just been standing there watching all of this, and hadn’t moved since she spoke to us earlier. I readied another blast and supercharged it with all my energy. I sent it hurtling at her with the rest of my strength, and then dropped to my knees in exhaustion. The light shone around me, and I felt myself gaining back my power quick enough. I looked up as my blast closed in on the purple haired woman, only to see her catch it and slam it into the ground in front of her. My jaw dropped at what I had seen. That was all of my energy, and she just caught it, with a smirk on her face.
Colin attempted to throw her up in the air, but she stayed firmly in place, while pieces of dirt and grass flew upwards from the ground. She slowly raised her hands, and the wind immediately picked up around us. It kept getting stronger, and stronger, and being as small as I am, I was having a hard time keeping my footing. I held on to Colin for support, while I slipped off my sneakers and dug the claws on my feet into the ground. I let go of Colin’s arm and took a step forward. This was going to end, right now.
I let myself drop forward, my hips sliding into their new alignment and took off running. The wind was having little effect on me and I was closing the gap between us when she whipped her hands in font of her. Then the wind stopped but suddenly, a burst of fire headed right at me. I had enough energy still that I could form a shield around myself and charged right on through. I was at her now, and dove into her with my shoulder, only to end up behind her on my back.
This was seriously weird. I got back up and tried attacking; she dodged all of my attacks with blazing speed. I continued attacking her, but every time I touched her, I got spun around so fast that I began feeling sick. Lying on the ground, I was ready to puke, wondering, ‘How do I beat this lady?’
The fire and wind picked up again and I found myself getting tossed around like a piece of meat. A gust of wind picked me up and tossed me at the airship. I figured she was trying to either throw me on it, or against it and I wanted neither of those. I reached out with my hand, hoping to dig my claws into something so I could stop myself. I was moving so fast that I didn’t even see the old lady until my claws had sunk into her shoulder. She let out a cry as my claws dug into her skin, and suddenly everything stopped. The wind was gone, along with the fire. The lady with the purple hair disappeared, and the old lady changed shape too, until I was standing beside a clone of the purple haired lady, but this one had silver hair. Between her hands was what looked like a hologram of the park we were in. The image started to wane, and changed to a strange silver film. I pulled my claws from her shoulder and she gasped from the pain. The silver film dripped to the ground and faded away, and then she disappeared as well.
“Nura!” I looked up to see Colin rushing towards me. He swept me into his arms and I held on to him like my life depended on it. “Are you okay?” I nodded my head against his chest. “What was all that about, who were they?” I pushed myself back from him.
“I don’t really even know. I really don’t want to talk about it, either. Not here Colin, not now … Let’s get out of here.”
“Ah!” the ringing phone, broke the silence in the car, and scared all four of them. Dani answered the phone, “Hello?”
“Hey, you want to get some food? I’m starving,” replied Sanura.
“Nura! Are you okay?”
“I’m fine, just hungry. I’m with Shine. You guys want to meet us for lunch?”
“Sure, where?”
“Golden Grill? They’ve got their lunch buffet special.”
“Okay, we’ll be there soon.”
“Mom!”
“Amy? Are you all right? Can I come in?” The bathroom door opened and Amy stepped into the hallway.
“Look at me!”
“Honey, you look fine, they’re just minor changes.”
“Mom, I have pointed ears, and I, ... my hair isn’t red anymore,” complained Amy.
“And you’re taller,” stated her mother.
“Wow, I am, too. I didn’t even notice that.”
“Well, it is only a few inches. And don’t worry about how you look. If anything, you’re even more beautiful than before. Those ears actually suit you pretty well, and you’re hair is still red, its just got some other colours in it. I think it looks very pretty with all those shades of copper and gold and red. Like a beautiful tree changing colours in the fall.”
“Mom, you just compared me to a tree. How do you think that’s supposed to make me feel?”
“That’s not what I meant, young lady, and you know it,” she scolded. “I simply said, it’s a lovely mix of colours, and it still has plenty of red in it.”
“At least I don’t feel like I’m dying anymore,” said Amy
“That’s it dear, focus on the positive. Are you hungry?”
“Famished.”
“Oh man! I’m famished!” I continued down the buffet, piling my plate with as much food as I could. “I feel like I haven’t eaten in a week.”
“Well, you do have about a weeks worth of food on that plate,” Ashley retorted.
We were the first two back to our table, yet as hungry as I was, I had to ask him. “So how are you enjoying being out in public dressed like that?”
“It’s always a fun to go out all dressed up. I have done it before, if that’s what you’re asking.”
“You really do look good like that. It’s too bad you have to hide it,” I said, feeling a bit sad for Ash.
“I get to dress at home when ever I want to and I have some friends from my last school who know about it. Including my girlfriend, err … ex-girlfriend. We had to break up when I moved here.”
“If you had all that going for you, then why’d you move here? What brings you to Sun City?”
“We had to move somewhere warmer once I morfed, since my back is usually exposed no matter what I wear. We were going to move to the south, but mom didn’t want to move that far away from her family, so we learned a bit about this artificial paradise you guys have going on here, and decided that was the place to move.”
“Cool. I pretty much grew up here, so this is normal for me but I bet other people in the country find it odd that we have a tropical paradise on the top of a snowcapped mountain range. It makes for lots of tourism right down town though, come to a resort where you can go snowboarding and surfing in the same day.” I thought back on the few times I’d done that. I’d caught a cold from the difference in climates last time. Since then I’ve tried to stay within the warm city limits.
“It’s a very cool city, that’s for sure. It’s amazing to look at, from the sky,” said Ashley
Amy had been looking at herself in the mirror since she had finished eating. She liked the fact that she was taller, and although she had liked the way she had looked before, her new appearance was starting to grow on her. Her mother was right. The numerous autumn colours in her hair did look really nice together, and complimented her complexion. The ears were still not to her liking, but as her mother said, they seemed to suit her. They looked like the ears the elves had in that old movie trilogy from the 2000’s that her grandmother loved so much. Amy rolled her eyes as she imagined her grandma’s reaction to her new elvan looks.
“Oh, great,” she said, a heavy tone to her voice. “She’ll probably make me watch the movies again. What a waste of twelve hours.”
“Oh, I think I ate too much…”
“Feel like you’re going to burst?” asked Megan.
“No,” I stopped to rub my tummy again. “I’ve just got some cramps.”
“No throwing up in my car,” was Danielle’s unsympathetic remark.
“So what are we doing now?” inquired Jade.
“I dunno, I just want to lay down,” I groaned.
“Well as much as I’ve enjoyed letting you guys dress me up and drag me around town, I do have to get home. I just have to grab my clothes from your house, Danielle. Then I’ll fly home,” said Ashley.
“Ash,” I started, “the deal was that you have to stay dressed up all day, that means you have to go home dressed as you are.” He grinned at me and then pretended to look shocked.
“But my mom will freak out!”
“Just tell her you lost a bet. It’s the truth. Besides, maybe she’d like having a daughter for a change.” It was hard for me not to burst out laughing as I said that.
“I can just bring your clothes to school on Monday, if you want to just bring my dress back, instead of driving all the way back to my place right now,” said Dani.
“Okay, I guess that will work. Just pull over, so I can get out and fly home.” We stopped the car and he waved to us after he got out. He started flapping his wings and lifted about a foot off the ground. “I’ll see you guys later.”
“Ashley, wait,” I said, fishing around in my bag, looking for something I’d put there. ‘There it is.’
“What is it? I have to get getting.”
I whipped my eCom out of my bag and up to the window in a flash, then hit the capture button. “Smile!”
“How the hell does a fifteen year old girl and a few of her friends take out a team of special op morf soldiers?”
“Sir, the power she exerts is exponential. It’s off all of our charts. She used it to smash the thrusters on our transport. Those are made out of armor grade alloy, we had to use a metal elemental to even forge those, and she smashed them like she was crushing a pop can.”
“Once our team is healed up, I want them shipped back to training. Put out a mission request to all of out top special ops, with a description of all we know about this girl. One of our lone wolves may have an ability that can counteract this girl’s powers.”
“Yes sir, I’ll have it sent as soon as debriefing is complete.”
“We should have a sleepover,” suggested Jade. “Nura hasn’t been to one before, and its totally part of the whole ‘girl’ experience.”
“On this short notice?” Megan asked.
“Sure. We can have it at my place,” said Jade. “My parents never really care.”
“I’m up for a sleepover.” Dani giggled, . “Besides, Mike always gets jealous when I have a sleepover, and he has to stay at home.”
“we need to get a hold of Rakira again, and I doubt Amy would be much fun, being all drugged up, but maybe the five of us could go visit her.” Megan pulled out her eCom and started to call Shine.
“So, Nura, you in or not?”
“I dunno, I’ve heard about the lesbian orgies you guys have at these parties and I don’t think that would be fair to Colin,” I managed to say that with a straight face before bursting into laughter.
“We don’t have lesbian orgies,” giggled Dani.
“I know that. Yeah, I’m in. But I need to grab a change of clothes and stuff from my house.”
“Let’s go meet Shine,” said Dani. “ then she can drive you and Jade to your place to get stuff while Megan and I go get our stuff and then we’ll meet back up at Jade’s before going to see Amy.”
“That sounds good.”
“Please? I’ve done all my homework already,” I pleaded with Dad.
“Sanura, you’ve been out all day already. I think you’ve spent enough time with you friends already.” Why did Dad have to be so mean. I should have just snuck back in through my window.
“But everyone else is going,” I whined.
“That’s nice. You’re not,” he replied.
“But they’re teaching me how to be a girl. I just want to be able to fit in, and right now I know nothing about being a girl. Don’t you want me to be able to fit in with the other girls?” I could play dirty if he was going to play hardball.
“Nura, you’ll have plenty of time to learn … how to be a girl. I just think you need to take a break from your friends and spend some time with the family. Maybe you can have a sleepover with your friend here next weekend,” explained Dad. ‘How can he make that sound do reasonable?’
“But I just to be able to be normal like the other girls,” I pouted. I had become quite acquainted with my tears over the last week, and started to turn on the water works a bit. So far, it was working, as my eyes became watery and a single tear had run down my cheek. Dad always caved in when Crystal did this, hopefully it would work for me too. “Don’t you want me to be happy, Daddy?” I sniffed a bit and wiped away a tear with the back of my paw.
“Of course I do, Sweetheart…”
“So I can go?” I asked, bringing a hopeful smile to my teary face. I could see his resolve breaking. “Pleeeease Daddy?” the Daddy part was working like it had the first time, and I knew I had him.
“Okay, kitten, you can go, but tomorrow we are having dinner as a family.” He stumbled back just a bit as I jumped up and wrapped my arms around his neck in a big hug. ‘Man. do I ever feel tiny next to him.’
“Thanks, Daddy. I’ll see you in the morning.” I grabbed my stuff and headed out the door to Shine’s waiting car. ‘Did dad just call me kitten?’
“What just happened?” asked Brett Miller as he sat down beside his wife on the couch.
“You let Sanura go to that sleepover, didn’t you?” inquired Kaitlyn.
“Yes, I did. Even after I told him no. I don’t get it, I’m usually more firm with Jase.”
“Yes, you are. but Nura was appealing to you as your daughter,” said Kaitlyn. “And she had you wrapped around her finger and got her way. She must have been watching how Crystal does it.”
“She started crying. That is a very unfair tactic,” complained Brett. “Next time she wants something, you’re dealing with her.”
“I thought it was cute. She even called you Daddy. When was the last time Jase ever called you that?”
“Not since he was little, maybe five years old. How am I supposed to say no to her when she does that, looking up at me with those large blue eyes of hers with a pout on her face. I’d say she already knows how to be a girl, if she already manipulating me like that. Just like the rest of the females in this house.”
“Hey!” Kaitlyn attempted to shove her large furry husband in mock anger.
“You don’t think Amy will mind us just dropping by like this?” I asked, thinking about what my reaction would have been to my friends just showing up while I was morfing.
“I don’t think she will. She’ll probably enjoy some company, if she’s awake,” said Shine.
Danielle stepped forward and rang the doorbell. A minute or two afterwards the door opened and Mrs. Adams invited us inside. “Hi there, girls. Here to see Amy, I assume?”
“Yes, we are,” I answered.
Amy’s mom turned towards me and a puzzled look came over her face. “I don’t believe I’ve met you yet, young lady. I’m Amy’s mother.”
“I’m Sanura, Sanura Miller. We’ve met before, but that was before I had morfs.” I wasn’t sure what else to say.
“Oh my,” said Mrs. Adams. “So you’re Sanura. Amy told us about you. You certainly do look different than the last time I saw you. How are your parents?”
“They’re doing fine. Trying to cope with having a new daughter, I guess,” was my lame attempt at humor.
“Well tell them I said hello. We really should have your family over for dinner again some time soon. Why don’t you girls go into the living room? I’ll go get Amy. She finished morfing earlier this afternoon, so I’ll warn you, she does look a bit different.”
She turned and headed up the stairs, while we went into the living room and found places to sit down.
“She’s finished morfing already?” asked Shine.
“I heard in health class that you can morf, like all three stages in like less than twelve hours,” said Dani.
“Meanwhile, I had to be in agony for nearly a week,” I pouted.
We all stopped talking as we heard two sets of feet coming down the stairs. A moment later a gorgeous girl that looked a lot like Amy walked into the room. *Gah… she’s so hot!* was the first thing to run through my mind, and I could feel myself getting aroused, in a boy way. I discreetly moved a throw pillow from beside me, onto my lap. Amy took that as an invitation to sit down beside me. That didn’t help the situation much. I guess this means I’m bisexual, but why Amy? I’ve never felt like this towards her before. But then she’d never looked like this before.
I tried to check her out without being too obvious. Her hair was amazing, with at least a dozen different shades of reds and blondes that cascaded down to the small of her back. Her face was slightly different as well. Her eyebrows had a more pronounced arch to them and sat above her deep green eyes. Her face had a sharper look to it than it had before and her full pouting lips nearly cried out for me to kiss them. Along with this rather exotic look, were her ears, long and pointed giving her a look of elegance like some elvish princess. She was breathtaking.
“…Nura, you listening?”
“Sorry, still have those cramps,” I lied. Sure I did still have them but that wasn’t why I was distracted. “What did you say?”
“I asked if you were cold,” Jade replied.
“Huh? Why would you ask that?” I was very confused now.
Jade looked at me like I was an idiot and then pointed to her chest and move her finger back and forth from right to left. I looked down and saw that my nipples were trying to seek some attention by pushing out against my tee shirt, making them very visible. All I could do was blush, while trying to cover them up with my hands and ignore the incessant laughter of the girls around me.
To Be Continued…
MORFS Encyclopedia references in this episode.
eCom
(i.e. entertainment communicator.) a portable device that is available in many styles and designs. This device is capable of the following tasks”
Three-dimensional hologram recording (Holograms can be played back on select models or auxiliary devices)
Audio and video recording and playback
Internet browsing
Worldwide satellite telephone
HD Digital camera
Sun City
The world’s largest climate-controlled city. Located at an elevation of 5,500ft in the rocky mountains and situated within a nearly year round snowy valley. This city however, is home to one of the worlds most popular resort destinations due to its many attraction. Noah Eglington founded Sun City in 2015. Noah first acquired the land for Sun City in 2013 and over the next two years Sun City became a small tropical resort with steady business. This task was accomplished using Noah’s, and later his wife Hannah’s Elemental abilities to heat the climate of Sun City to a steady 85 ° year round. Over the next decade, the small resort grew into a large community centered around the numerous resorts located at the heart of the city encircling the large manmade lake now known as Sun Lake. Over the years many other elementals were hired from all over the world to expand the city. The recent addition of two water elementals now makes surfing in Sun Lake on of the most popular attractions although the ski and snowboarding outside of the heated city limits remains the most popular. In 2032 the large community was officially recognized as a city and Noah was elected as Mayor. The current population of Sun City is 998, 500.
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It's 2048, and besides all the normal stresses, teens are now faced with the possibility of many strange changes induced by the MORFS virus. Sanura has some confessions to make.
By Britney McMaster
I was pretty quiet on the way over to Jade’s place. I really had no idea what was going to go on at this sleepover. Crystal always went to her friends’ houses for her sleepovers so I’ve never had a chance to look in on one at my own house and I of course had never been to one myself. But that’s not why I was being quiet.
Ever since I saw Amy earlier, I can’t stop thinking about her. I’ve always been friends with her and may have had a small crush on her when we were kids, but nothing like this. Every time I closed my eyes I’d see that gorgeous face smiling at me. I couldn’t get her out of my head even if I’d wanted to. I had thought I was attracted to Colin, but the feelings I had when I was with him, as nice as they were, were nothing compared to what I was feeling for Amy.
But who am I kidding. There is no way Amy would go out with me now. For one, I look just as much a girl as she does and I know she doesn’t like girls. Second, now that she’s morfed, she’s way out of my league, even if I was still Jason. I opened my eyes, let out a sigh and looked out the window at the mountains.
“You okay?” asked Amy, placing her hand on my arm.
I nodded, not trusting myself to talk. Her hand on my arm was already distracting me from my thoughts. I brushed some of my hair out of my face and looked up at Amy. She was looking back at me with concern in her eyes.
“You’ve been quiet ever since I saw you today. Is it me? It’s my morf, isn’t it?”
“A ... Amy it’s not you and it’s not your morf. You look great, actually. It’s just, I’m trying to deal with some stuff that’s been on my mind,” I replied. “I’m fine, really.”
“Okay, but if you need to talk, let me know,” said Amy, “no matter what it is.” She gave my arm a little reassuring squeeze before letting go. I turned back to the mountains trying to not think of anything, but again, Amy invaded my thoughts.
Jade’s parents were co-owners of Tropic Garden resort down on the beach and of course, owned one of the condo’s on the private beach of Sun Lake. That meant we would have tons of room in the large house to have our sleepover. It also meant we had to drive through the slow traffic downtown. Eventually, we got past the tourism district, and the flow of traffic picked up as we drove about a quarter of the way around the lake.
I watched people playing in the surf and found myself hoping we’d do some swimming at Jade’s place. The clear water was sparkling beyond the white sand. It really was a beautiful lake. Even with fish in the deeper part of the lake, it was still as clean as any pool.
I was torn away from my thoughts as we pulled into Jade’s drive way. I hopped out of the car and went round to the trunk to get my stuff. Shine pulled in beside us a few minutes later and soon all of us were hauling stuff inside. I had volunteered to take Amy’s bag as well, and managed to convince her I could carry it all, even though I’m small. We went down to what Jade called her party room. I’d been there when I was a guy, but this time the girls opened a closet at the end of the room and started pulling out mattresses. I followed suit and pulled one out for myself. We set them all up in a makeshift semicircle around the projection wall. I busied myself with making up my bed with the sheets Jade gave me, using my sleeping bag as a blanket once I had it unzipped. Of course, Jade gave ‘me’ pink sheets.
I finished getting everything set up and plopped down on my bed. It felt nice to lie there. The cramps I’d had at lunch were gone, but I still felt a little bloated. I was starting to get hungry again as we approached supper time. I heard someone sit down on the bed and opened my eyes to see it was Amy.
“No sleeping yet, Sweetie. That’s not going to happen for a long time,” she said as she rolled off of my bed and on to the one next to me. Now I realized was going to have to sleep next to her. That made me nervous for some reason but also a little anxious.
“I wasn’t sleeping, I was just resting.” I sat up and looked around the room. Pretty much everyone had their stuff set up. “So, are we going to go swimming, or what? I even brought my suit.”
“Ooh, the one you wouldn’t model for us when we went shopping?” asked Megan.
“That’s the one.”
“I’m up for swimming, if it means I see Nura in a bikini,” stated Amy. I wasn’t exactly sure how to take that comment. I kinda wanted to see Amy in a bikini though.
“Ok, then, lets go.”
Amy turned in front of the mirror again, checking herself from different angles. The suit looked better on her than it ever had. The white bikini was maybe a bit too provocative, but she liked the way she looked. Besides, she was only going to be around the girls. For some reason, she wanted to look her best though she didn’t know why. Leaning in towards the mirror, she ran her hands through her hair, then grabbed for her purse and got out some red lip gloss to do her lips with. Soon, they looked seductive and sexy, just like she wanted them. She shook her head, trying to clear it and remind herself that she was with the girls, and that there was no need to look sexy. After all, who was she going to seduce?
She took one more look in the mirror before grabbing her towel and opening the door. Sanura was waiting there, clutching two tiny wisps of fabric in her hands, with a towel over her shoulder. She looked up at Amy in surprise, then back at the floor. Amy gestured towards the empty bathroom and the two girls quickly switched places.
I hurried into the bathroom. Quickly closing the door behind me, I locked it, then leaned up against the door and tried to catch my breath. Amy had looked, well … breathtaking. I was straining pretty hard on my panties and waited for it to go away. At least when I get excited now, it comes down in a tucked position, instead of making an embarrassing tent in my panties. I stayed there against the door for a while before I felt I was ready to get dressed.
I slipped out of my clothes and held up my tiny swimsuit for closer inspection. The size of this thing was ridiculous. I vowed then and there to never wear this with any boys present. The suit itself was designed to scream “SEX” to everyone around. The top was little more than two triangles of cloth and some string. The bottoms were just as bad. They had been made to look like they tied on the sides, and were very low in the front. The back had a little keyhole designed to show a little butt cleavage. Thanks to my needing a tail hole, I’d been stuck with this suit. And it was pink! Why does everything have to be pink? Reluctantly, I pulled it on, maneuvering my tail into the rear hole before bring the panty all the way up.
The top was a little trickier to get on. I tried tying it behind my back a few times before I got the bright idea to turn it around. I tied it snugly beneath my breasts and double knotted it before twisting it back to face the right way. A quick tie behind my neck and I was done. I even managed to keep my long hair out of the knot.
When I looked in the mirror, I frowned. I felt naked, because I practically was. Jade was bound to make some sarcastic remark, that’s how she is.
‘I really d0n’t want Amy to see me like this. How could she ever see me as a guy after seeing me in this? The way I look now, there is no doubt that I’m a girl. Mind you, if Amy happens to like girls, I am looking seriously hot. I guess I’ll just have to see what happens.’
“Hey Todd, its Mike. What you up to?”
“Not much. Why?” asked Todd.
“Dani’s got one of her sleepovers going on and I want to go do something. You up for some surfing?” ask Mike.
“Do you have any idea how busy it’s going to be? It’s a Saturday night!” exclaimed Todd. “Hey, wait! Damian’s parents own those jet skis; maybe we can borrow those and go mess around on the lake.”
“That’d be cool,” agreed Mike. “I’ll call him and then give you a call back.”
I was greeted by a wolf whistle that got everyone’s attention when I walked into the party room. I had known Jade would do something. Everyone had changed, so we headed outside to do some swimming. I had been trying for a little modesty with a sarong I was wearing, even though it was a sheer black. That didn’t last too long as I had to take it off before going in the water. I picked out a lounge chair and put my stuff on it before heading towards the water.
“Nura?” called Danielle. “Shouldn’t you put on some sunscreen?”
“I don’t need it,” I replied.
“But you’re the palest one here,” remarked Jade.
“Yeah, and that’s ‘cus I absorb the light and convert it into my dark energy instead of getting a tan,” I quipped. “Watch.” I did my energy absorbing thing, which reduced the light directly around me, shrouding me in shadows.
“Weird,” was all that Jade said back.
I turned back towards the beach and made my way to the crystal clear water, diving in without checking the temperature first, knowing that it would be warm enough, like it always is. I kicked away as hard as I could before running out of air and resurfacing. I was disappointed to see how little distance I had traveled. Must be my tiny feet. I went under again and used my paws more. They cupped a lot of water and I could feel myself moving quickly through the water. I hoped my eyes and could see a few small colourful fish swimming by below me. I watched them swim away while fighting a weird urge to catch them. Maybe I could catch one of those tuna they have in here. But that would involve getting on the other side of the fences and going into the deep water. I wasn’t exactly ready to do that. Never mind the huge fine for swimming in the deep water.
I popped my head above the water for air and realized I was almost to the fences. I could even see the dark water where the depth dropped off. I dropped underwater again and started heading back to where the girls were. I was about half way there when I felt something brush my leg. I opened my eyes and looked down. Nothing was there. I swam a little further and felt it again. I looked down and there was still nothing. I checked my tail. It was floating up behind me and I felt pretty stupid for not realizing what it was before. I started swimming again, but this time something grabbed my tail. I screamed, no that it did any good underwater and whipped around to see what was there. Nothing. I popped up to catch my breath and could see the girls still a little ways ahead. I was about to start swimming again when something grabbed my leg and tugged me back into the water. I looked down in time to see a white hand move away from my ankle and disappear against the background of white sand.
I put up one of my shields and started moving like there was no tomorrow. I was out of the water and up the beach in no time. I was rambling incoherently about something in the water, but none of the girls were listening to me and just stayed in the water. And where was Amy? Speak of the devil, a moment later, her head popped out of the water right where I had been and she waved sweetly at me.
“Amy, there’s something in the water!” I shouted.
“Sanura, it was me, you crazy girl,” she yelled back. I slowly made my way back into the water as she swam over to me.
“There’s no way that was you. I looked, there was nothing there.”
“Well then, you need to have your eyes checked,” said Amy. “I was swimming right underneath you the whole time. And didn’t you see my hand when I grabbed your leg?”
“I saw a hand, but it wasn’t yours. It was all white, and I’m talking like the colour of the sand. As soon as it let go, it blended in with the sand and I couldn’t see it anymore.”
“Well that’s really weird ‘cus that was definitely me that grabbed your leg.”
“This is awesome!” shouted Mike as he launched off of a wave. The three boys were cruising around the lake, enjoying the sun and surf like everyone else who came to the lake.
The three of them started to race each other as they entered the deep water. Damian was winning, as he had more experience driving the Jet Ski. They we passing the private swimming waters when Damian slowed down and look over to shore. The other two boys did the same and pulled up beside Damian.
“Damn, check out that chick in the white bikini,” said Damian before he pulled out a pair of digital binoculars.
“Let me see,” said Todd, trying to grab the binoculars. Damian eventually handed them over and Todd focused on the girl in white. “Wow, she’s hot. I wonder who she is? I’ve never seen her around before. Crap, I think she sees us.”
Mike grabbed the binoculars and took a look. “Guys, I don’t know who that is, but the girl beside her is Sanura. And she doesn’t look pleased.”
“I thought I knew this place, that’s Jade’s condo.”
“Can you believe those guys are just sitting out there watching us?” asked Shine. “What a bunch of creeps.”
“I think I can get rid of them,” I said. I charged up an energy ball and sent it flying. It wasn’t very big, but made quite a splash was it landed beside them in the water. A second later they took off at full speed.
“Guys are such pigs!” all the girls were looking at me. “Well they are!” I said before laughing.
We continued playing around in the water until everyone was nice and pruney. I sat down on my chair and went to work on towel drying my tail and paws while the others stretched out, trying to get a tan. I was dry about the time we started heading back inside. Jade ordered an unbelievable amount of pizza as we scurried off to change into out pajamas. Somehow Amy and I ended up together in Jade’s bedroom getting changed. I offered to leave while she changed, but she insisted I stay since we’re both girls. I took my top off and then pulled my nightgown on before taking off my bikini bottom. I had just thrown my bikini on the floor and was stepping into my panties when Amy said my name.
“Yeah Aim?”
“Uh … Nura, you’re spotting,” she said, pointing at my bikini bottoms. I noticed the red marks in them and knew exactly what that meant.
“Oh Crap! Amy, I ah … don’t have…” I started.
“You don’t have any pads or tampons with you, do you?” she asked. I shook my head. “I think I have a few tampons in my purse that you can use, but you really should be carrying some with you like all the time. Let me go get them for you.”
I managed a weak thanks as she left the room. ‘Why did I have to have my first period start tonight? And why did Amy have to find out?’ I was standing there blushing, looking down at my panties, which were still around my ankles when Amy came back in with her purse. She pulled out a few things and then turned to me.
“Ok, I have a tampon and a pad for you. You should use the tampon now, and then change to the pad before you go to sleep. Ok?” I nodded my head and she handed me the tampon first. I took the wrapper off and then just stood there, holding it in my hands. “Nura,” said Amy “you don’t know what to do with that do you?”
“I uh… have a vague idea.” I mumbled.
“Do you want me to help you?”
I looked back at the floor as my face reddened even more. “I can do it,” I squeaked.
Amy explained how to do it, anyways. Thankfully, she turned her back to me as I sat on the end of the bed and pulled my nightie up around my waist. With trembling hands, I put the applicator where it needed to go and pushed on the plunger on the other end before pulling it back out. I was surprised that I could barely feel it in me. I grabbed my panties and pulled them on before telling Amy I was finished. Amy came over and gave me a hug, which was a bit odd, with me being eye level with her chest.
“I know all this must be tough on you,” she spoke softly. “As I said before, if you ever need someone to talk to, just let me know.” She crouched down to my look me in the eyes. “Okay?”
I nodded slightly and then without thinking, I leaned in and kissed her on the lips.
“Hi, is Sanura there?” asked Colin
“She’s out right now, could I take a message?” inquired Kaitlyn.
“Can you tell her that Colin called?”
“I’ll make sure she gets the message.”
The kiss was everything I thought it would be. Amy froze up at first, but then she started kissing me back. Kissing her was sensual and soft, not at all like kissing Colin. The kiss was even better, because I was kissing, not letting myself be kissed. It seemed to last forever, but after a few wonderful moments Amy pulled away. The great feelings I had had vanished in an instant. ‘Why did I kiss her? I’m such an idiot!’
“Amy, I …”
“Nura, please, just don’t say anything,” said Amy calmly. My stomach churned as I realized I’d just really screwed up a friendship. “I need time to think about this, Nura. I can guess from that how you feel about me, but we’re both girls.”
“I’m a boy too …” It was a weak argument and was met with a look from Amy that said “Maybe, but you don’t look it, and that’s what matters.”
“Nura, please don’t make this hard. I don’t like girls, but for some reason I did enjoy what we just did. This is all really confusing. Just give me some time to think.”
“Of course,” I said as I wiped at my eyes. “I’m sorry if I hurt you, I didn’t mean too.”
She put her hands on my shoulders and looked down at me, “I know you didn’t. It’s okay.” She bent down and kissed me on the cheek. “I’ll think about it and let you know, okay? I haven’t said no yet, so cheer up.”
So things didn’t turn out too badly with Amy. From what she said, surprisingly I might actually have a chance with her. That fact alone brought a smile back to my face. The girls gushed over the nightie I was wearing when we got back to the party room. I guess it’s still a novelty to them to see me being feminine.
The pizza had arrived just before we got there and everyone was munching away. Megan put on a movie, and it was of course, a chick flick. I was bored pretty much right off the bat. Chasing my tail would have been more exciting. At least being a girl hadn’t affected my taste in movies. I spent most of the movie either eating pizza or daydreaming.
I was thinking about my kiss with Amy when I noticed the movie was finished, and that it had got quiet in the room. I opened my eyes and saw all the girls looking at me.
“Aww… she stopped,” whined Dani.
“Stopped what?” I asked.
“You were purring…”
“I was not purring,” I exclaimed. “I don’t purr.”
“That’s like someone saying they don’t snore. How you know?” said Megan.
‘She does have a point.’
“Well what are we doing now that the movie is over?” I asked.
“Hair and nails,” shouted Jade.
So for the next few hours, we played around with different hairstyles. I learned more than I thought I’d ever need to know about how to style my hair in different ways. I ended up with my hair all pulled up in back. They even got the hair at the front around my ears without it looking stupid. With the right make up, I’d look like I was going to prom or something.
It was also decided that my claws needed to be repainted. ‘I need to stop getting into fights if I want my nail polish to last. Maybe I can form one of my shields just over the claws.’
Anyway, the girls soon had me once again poking my nails through some plastic bags while they painted them. I ruled out the bright red they wanted to use, and then there was an argument between them on what colour I should get. Eventually, all of us settled on a shiny silver polish. It was also the first nail polish I had seen that didn’t have a girly name, and I watched as my fingers and toes received several coats of “gun metal” polish.
Painting each other’s nails took a long time, and I spent most of it just watching while the various coats of polish dried. After waiting for quite some time, I was able to take off the plastic bags over my hands. I retracted my claws then held up my hand and extended them. The metallic gray claws looked awesome as the shot out of my dark fur. I was going to have to buy myself a bottle of this colour polish.
I was starting to get tired by this point. It was well after 1am, and judging by the drooping eyelids around the room I wasn’t the only one getting sleepy. I announced my intentions to go to bed and headed to the bathroom to brush my teeth first. After I was done brushing, I double-checked that the door was locked before sitting on the toilet to change my tampon. I tugged on the little string and out it came. The thing was soaked and I quickly dropped it into the toilet. ‘Do girls really bleed this much during their period? I had thought a tampon was supposed to last for hours’. I pulled out the pad and managed to get it stuck in place in my panties on the first try. Pulling them up, I flushed the toilet and put the pad wrapper back in my bag before going to bed.
When I slipped under the covers, I passed out soon after my head hit the pillow.
I opened my eyes and blinked a few times as they adjusted to the light of the morning sun streaming through the window. I had somehow wrapped myself cocoon”‘style in my sleeping bag, but it was comfy, so I continued to lie there. I rolled onto my side and looked over at Amy, sleeping peacefully beside me.
Once again I was struck with just how beautiful she was. She was only a few feet away from me and I wanted nothing more than to reach out and hold her. I could smell her sweet flowery scent, and it was driving me wild. I managed to find some self-control and contented myself with just watching her sleep. Amy had said she would think about how she feels towards me and l wasn't about to do anything that would end up pushing her away.
I was still watching her about a half hour later when she woke up. As her eyes fluttered open, she was stared right at me. Before I could look away, she gave me a little smile and whispered, "Good morning."
"It is now," I said, without thinking. To my surprise, Amy giggled at that and reached her hand out towards me.
"You're so cute when you blush like that," she said, as she gently brushed some of my hair out of my face. She kept her hand on the side of my face for a moment before she moved it up near my right ear. "So cute," she mumbled softly to herself. I was grinning from ear to ear at the attention I was receiving from her.
She was stroking my hair softly for a few minutes before she stopped and brought her hand back beside my ear. I noticed a mischievous look pass over Amy's face, right before she started scratching behind my ears as if I was a pet cat. I would have got angry at being treated like an animal, but I couldn't get angry at Amy. Besides that, it felt really good! I found myself closing my eyes and pushing back against her hand with my head. I was absolutely lost in bliss.
*Rrrrrrrrr* was that me? I forced myself to open my eyes and pulled back, from Amy's touch.
"What’s the matter?" she asked. "I thought you were enjoying that."
"I was ... a lot," I admitted. "But was I purring?"
"Yes. That's why I thought you liked it," replied Amy. "It’s nothing to be embarrassed about. I think it's cute."
"Really?"
"Really." she smiled at me. "The girls usually sleep in for a while. Do you want to get up now, or go back to sleep?"
"I guess I’ll get up. I'm already pretty awake," I said, sitting up. "What about you?"
"I'll get up if you are; said Amy. ''Maybe we can go for a swim."
Amy got out of her bed and made her way to the bathroom. I busied myself with unwrapping my sleeping bag from around myself.
Amy splashed some cold water on her face, trying to wake up fully. Grabbing a towel from the usual place under the sink, she dried her face and then stared into the mirror. She let out a sigh.
'How come this has to happen to me? The boy I've liked for the past year finally likes me back, but not until he becomes a girl too. And why am I still attracted to him? I've never liked another girl before.'
A few sad tears ran down her cheeks and into the sink. She sat down on the cold tile floor. Her back against the wall and pulled her knees to her chest.
'I guess I could date her, but what would my parents think? But I can't stop thinking about that kiss. Am I a lesbian? But Nora is a boy too. The prettiest boy I know, but still, a boy nonetheless. I don't think I can ignore these feelings I’m having. I can't believe she actually kissed me like that. Was I flirting? Maybe I was. I need more time to think this through."
Amy rose to her feet, checked her appearance in the mirror and opened the door. She walked down the hallway and back into the party room and froze at what she saw.
Sanura was sitting on her sleeping bag. She looked paler then usual, and was looking down into her lap. Her once pure white nightgown was stained red with blood, as was the inside of her sleeping bag. Amy stood there in shock for a second or two before moving as quickly as she could to her friend.
"Nura!" Amy exclaimed, but I didn't hear it. "Nura," she said again, shaking my arm with her hand.
"Amy?" I heard the sound of terror in my voice.
"I'm here, don't worry." She took my hand in hers, and that helped. "Tell me what happened."
"I... I unwrapped m... my sleeping bag and there was just blood everywhere…” I let out a ragged sigh and looked up at Amy with fear in my eyes.
“Come on, let’s get you cleaned up and then we’ll figure all this out,” said Amy. “Wrap your sleeping bag around your waist, so nothing gets on the carpet, and come with me.”
I did as Amy said and followed her out of the room. When we got to the bathroom, I carefully dropped my sleeping bag to the floor. Amy started the water in the bathtub and added some scented bubble bath to the water before turning back to me.
“Okay, that nightie needs to come off,” she stated. “Put your arms up and I’ll try and get it off you without getting blood everywhere.”
I hesitated, not wanting to take my clothes off in front of the girl I liked so much, but found myself not wanting to disobey her orders. Reluctantly, I raised my arms and she carefully gathered up the nightie, starting at the hem, until she was lifting it up over my arms. My first reaction was to bring my arms down to cover my breasts. Amy giggled at that.
“Okay, hop in the shower and wash off as much of the blood as you can, then get out and into the tub.”
Again, I did as I was told. I hopped into the shower stall, wishing I had a bathroom like this at my house. I only peeled off my panties once the shower door was closed, then got to work washing off the dried blood. I was starting feeling sick at the sight of the red water swirling down the drain. ‘What is wrong with me? Maybe I injured myself during that fight yesterday. But that doesn’t make sense, ‘cus I heal really fast.’ I was pretty much finished in the shower and slowly opened the door. Amy wasn’t there anymore and neither were my bloody clothes or sleeping bag. I quickly made my way across the bathroom and into the tub. I tried to let myself just relax, and it seemed to be working.
It was working so well that I didn’t even hear Amy come in until I saw her kneel down beside the tub. I was especially grateful for the bubbles at that moment, and the little bit of modesty they gave me. “How you feeling now?” Amy asked, with genuine concern in her voice.
“Better, but I need to find out what happened.” I looked up at her smiling face and lost my train of thought for a moment. “I know that girls don’t have their period that quickly.”
“Are you still bleeding?” asked Amy.
I shook my head in reply, “No, no I’m not.”
“Okay good. Finish your bath and then get dressed. I brought in your clothes and I managed to get another pad for you, just in case.” Amy she stood up, “When you’re done in here, I’m gonna make sure we get you home, you need to tell you mom about this.”
“Hello?”
“Hi Mrs. Miller, This is Amy. I was wondering if you could come pick up Nura over here at Jade’s house.”
“Is everything alright?” asked Kaitlyn, concern in her voice.
“Umm… I think they are,” said Amy. She dropped to a whisper before continuing, “she started her period last night and I think there are some complications. I gave her a pad to wear during the night and this morning she had soaked through that. There was a lot of discharg,e and now she claims she’s already stopped bleeding.”
“I’ll call her doctor and then I’ll be right over. Amy?”
“Yeah?”
“Thanks for looking out for her,” said Kaitlyn.
“Not a problem. She’s my friend,” said Amy before hanging up the phone, ‘and I love her.’
I got out of the tub and grabbed a few towels to dry myself off. The first one I used to wrapp my wet hair. The second one I used to dry off my tail . The third one got pretty wet trying to dry off my paws. That took me about ten minutes and I still wasn’t dry. Some days I hate having fur more than anything. I picked up a hairdryer that was on the counter and spent the next ten minutes drying my arms and tail until they were soft and fluffy.
Then I grabbed my bag, which Amy had brought in for me and pulled out my clothes. Bra and panties were first ,of course, followed by a pair of white sweats and an orange tank top. Even though it was Sunday, and I was feeling like crap, I wanted to look good for Amy, so I pulled out some of my makeup and went to work. Just a little mascara, eyeliner and some pink lip gloss was enough to help me look good. I gathered up my stuff. Threw my used towels in the hamper and headed out of the bathroom.
I walked into the main room to find all the girls still sleeping. I spotted Amy out on the porch and headed out there to be with her. I walked up beside her and leaned forward against the railing. Without a word, she put her arm around me and I rested my head against her shoulder. I’m not sure how long we stood there like that, watching the waves crash gently against the beach as the tide came in. I wanted this time to last forever, just happy to stand there being held by my Amy.
“Yes,” she whispered, causing me to look up at her.
“Yes, what?” I asked.
She turned to face me, and I turned myself. She brought her other arm around my waist and I found myself draping my arms around her neck. We stared into each other’s eyes for a moment before she continued speaking. “Last night I said I hadn’t said, no, yet. I said that I needed time to think things through. Well I’ve thought about it, and now I’m saying yes.” My heart began racing as she brought her lips down to meet mine, and once again I was in bliss. We were interrupted by the sound of footsteps coming around the house. Amy pulled back and said, “That’s probably your mom.”
I gave one Amy one more quick kiss just before Mom came around the corner.
“Nura, you ready to go?” asked Mom.
“Yes, Mom. I’ll be right there, I just have to grab my stuff,” I replied.
Amy and I went back inside. I grabbed my bag and Amy picked up a garbage bag which had all my blood-soaked stuff in it. We made our way around the house to my mom’s waiting car.
As we were loading my stuff into the trunk, Amy leaned in close to me and whispered in my ear. “Nura, I want to be with you, but I’m not ready to go publicly lesbian or whatever we are together, so please keep this quiet. Also, you don’t get another kiss from me until you’ve broken up with Colin. I don’t want you cheating on him with me. That’s not fair.”
I nodded and she gave me a hug before I closed the trunk and got into the car with Mom. I waved to Amy as we drove away.
“So, Mom, I’m guessing Amy told you what happened?”
“Yes she did. I don’t want to worry you, but what happened is really not normal at all, so I called our gynecologist explained what happened. She’s meeting us at her office to take a look at you, even though it’s Sunday. It’s hard to find a doctor willing to do that much for her patients, but that’s why I’ve been going to see her since I was a young lady myself.”
“Okay, I’m not looking forward to another one of those exams, but I’ll make sure to thank her for doing this on her day off.”
“It’s not that bad Nura, you’ll get used to it eventually.”
“So you say you started your period last night around 9pm?” asked Doctor Evans. I nodded in confirmation. “And how much discharge was there when you changed your tampon before going to bed?”
“The whole thing was soaked, including some of the string and there was some that came out after I had taken it out,” I said. ‘This is such a gross topic,’ I thought to myself. “Then I put on my pad and went to bed.”
“How much came out after you took the tampon out? Was it a lot?”
“It was kind of like I was peeing,” I admitted.
“That’s not normal at all,” said Dr. Evans. “And you say you haven’t had any discharge today?” I shook my head. “Okay, well let’s take a look. Pants and undies off, and then up on the table, legs in the stirrups.”
I did as I was told and got myself in position for the doctor. This was the part I had been dreading and I tried to relax. I saw her pick up the speculum and I remembered how cold and weird it had felt last time. I closed my eyes and tensed up a bit.
I heard doc Evans chuckling a bit before she said my name. I looked through my legs at her. “Sanura, I can’t do this if you’re going to block me out. I know it’s uncomfortable, but just relax.”
“Block you out?” I asked in confusion. She pointed between my legs, and I sat up as much as I could, and looked between my legs. Right where the doctor needed to go was a small shield of black energy. I blushed and willed it away before laying back again. “Sorry,” I mumbled.
“Its okay, sweetheart. I just can’t say I’ve ever seen a girl do that before.” The doc laughed before going back to what she was doing. As expected, it was uncomfortable, and cold, and yes, degrading. She was doing things down there for quite a while before she looked up and said, “Are you sure you had your period last night?”
“I’m positive.”
“Well from what I can see, you appear to already be into your cycle. From where you are now, I would have guessed that you’d had your period last week. The part that puzzles me is that you seem to have had all your discharge in the space of a few hours last night.” The doctor looked thoughtful for a few minutes before telling me I could get dressed.
She went out of the room to get my mom. When they returned we all sat down and Dr. Evans looked through her notes. “Sanura, tell me, what abilities do you have?”
“I can control energy, you saw that earlier. I can absorb light. I have a lot of catlike abilities …” I thought for a moment “I heal fast … that’s about it.”
“How fast do you heal?” she asked.
“I heal almost right away if I have the energy. Almost instantly if I’m absorbing light.”
“Okay. That confirms my suspicions. What I think is happening, is that when you completed your menstrual cycle, your body used its enhanced healing abilities to detach the uterine wall and discharge the unused egg at an accelerated speed, causing you to experience your period within a few hours, instead of the usual few days. I would like you to keep track of when your next few periods are, so that we can monitor the length of your menstrual cycle, as well. I would recommend that if you feel like you’re entering your period, that you simply stay home, as you’ll probably have to change pads every half hour. Any questions?”
Mom had a few questions, but I wasn’t paying attention, I was thinking how lucky I was that my periods were only going to last less than a day, and that I’d get to stay home from school each time I had one. ‘Just wait till I tell the girls I have a twelve hour period, they’re gonna be so jealous.’
“Mom? Can I talk with you and Dad?” I asked as I walked over to where they were sitting. Crystal was out of the house, so now was a good time for this discussion.
“Of course you can, Sweetie. We actually need to talk with you, as well,” replied mom. “Why don’t you go first?”
“There isn’t really a good way to tell you this, so I’ll be straight to the point. But please don’t get mad at me that I haven’t told you this before, I was scared and confused and didn’t want to worry you. On Thursday night after I got home from shopping, and you guy had gone to bed, these military guys showed up and tried to abduct me. I fought them off and I thought they would leave me alone, but yesterday this group of morfs came after me again and me, Trance, Shine and Colin fought them off and now I don’t know what to do,” I finally ran out of breath and just broke down into tears.
Dad got up and walked over to the window. He didn’t say anything as he looked outside. Mom patted the couch next to her, so I slipped over beside her and cried on her shoulder as she tried to console me.
Dad finally turned back towards us. He looked worried. “Nura, I’m disappointed you didn’t tell us about this. I suppose we need to contact the police, but I’m not sure how much that would help. I’ve heard of groups like this. They try to abduct powerful morfs before they can fully harness their abilities and then force them to work for them.” He sat down on the couch and wrapped his large furry arm around Mom and I. “Nura, try not to worry about these guys. Your mom and I won’t let anything happen to you.”
I wanted to believe Dad, but I was old enough to know that my parents couldn’t protect me from everything. “Okay, Daddy, thanks.” Judging from the look on his face, he was not too sure of what he’d told me, either. “What did you want to talk with me about?”
“Well” started Mom, “tomorrow you won’t be going to school until around lunchtime. In the morning I’ll be taking you to go see a post-morfs counselor.”
“But I don’t want to see a counselor,” I whined. “I don’t need to talk to anyone about my more. All they’re going to do is tell me I need to accept my changes, as there’s no way to change back… I already know that, and I’m doing my best to accept this.”
“Honey, you got a forced sex change and became a hybrid. Those aren’t easy things to deal with,” said Dad, “I really think you should talk with someone about it. If you don’t think it helps to talk, then we won’t make you go back. Okay?”
“Okay, I guess. I still don’t want to do it, though. I’m only doing this to please you guys.”
“That’s fine, but please keep an open mind about this,” said Mom.
“I like the way you did your nails,” Mom said as she curled my hair for me.
“Thanks, I like them too. I need to get a bottle of this colour next time we’re shopping,” I stated honestly. I couldn’t believe I actually wanted to buy nail polish … but it makes my claws look so cool.
I looked in the mirror as Mom finished curling the last section of my hair. She had already done my make up for me. She had done an amazing job. I looked like I could be at least twenty years old. It’s amazing how makeup can do that. Mom had done everything. She’d even curled my eyelashes. I like the way my eyes looked the most. I thought they looked pretty sexy. Mom had used lots of eye shadow and mascara, making my already large blue eyes look even larger. My pouty lips looked so kissable, covered in a light red lipstick that really stood out from my pale skin. She had covered it in a clear, wet look lip gloss. I found myself wishing Amy was there to see me.
It was weird. This morning she was the only thing I could think about. Now that I wasn’t with her, wasn’t that I didn’t think about her, but I could at least think clearly instead of just drooling over her. It would be nice if I could learn to act the way I was now, around her. I think she’d enjoy having a boyfriend or girlfriend, whatever, who can think rationally.
Mom finished my hair and I went to get dressed. I carefully put on the nude stockings so as to not snag them on my claws and then hooked them to the garters hanging from the bottom of the red bustier that I was wearing. Next, I slipped into the matching red panties and then went to get my dress. I took it off its hanger and stepped into it. It felt awesome as the silk fabric caressed my hairless body. Sometimes, being a girl did have its perks. It was a strapless dress, so I held it up over my breasts and called from Mom to come zip it up for me. She had to have me hold my hair up in the back with my free hand while she zipped up my dress. Mom had also hidden a zipper in the rear seam of the dress about three inches long. I unzipped that and pulled my tail through before zipping it back up against the base of my tail.
Mom looked me over and declared me beautiful, before she left my room to go finish getting ready herself. I went to dig through my numerous pairs of shoes, trying to find something that would go with the dress I had on. I found a sexy black pair and pulled them out. I was definitely going to be relying on my catlike balance to walk in these heels. The shoes were a pair of black stilettos, with a black satin ribbon which also functioned as an ankle strap. I tied it into a neat bow. The heels themselves were extremely skinny and about four inches or so high. I stood up and wobbled slowly across the room. I had to practice walking around my room for nearly ten minutes before I was able to walk normally in those heels.
I could hear Dad calling me, and realized that I was keeping everyone waiting. I grabbed the matching black silk wrap and black handbag before heading downstairs. I carefully made my way down the stairs in the high heels. I got to the bottom of the stairs and into my family’s line of sight. Mom smiled at me while Dad just stood there with his mouth open. Crystal looked jealous, probably because Mom let me wear a dress like this, and not her.
“So let’s get going,” I said. “I’m hungry, and I want to know what this fancy dinner is all about.”
To Be Continued...
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It's 2048, and besides all the normal stresses, teens are now faced with the possibility of many strange changes induced by the MORFS virus. Sanura makes and breaks a few relationships and a trip to a MORFS counelor!
MORFS: Sanura's Tale, Part 7
By Britney McMaster
We drove for about 20 minutes before we reached the edge of the climate control and could see the snow falling not too far ahead. We kept on driving and were soon surrounded by blowing snow as we neared the skiing suburb of town.
“Dad? Why are we way out here in the cold part of town? I’m gonna freeze. Silk isn’t exactly warm,” I complained. I was already feeling cold, as the heater in the car had just been turned on.
“We’re headed out here because there’s a restaurant near the resort that the guest are constantly raving about. And you’re not going to be that cold, we’ll park right near the doors,” Dad said. I saw him look at my shivering form in the rearview mirror. “Just try not to blow up the place this time.”
“That wasn’t my fault!” I snapped back.
~~~
Amy had been thinking about Sanura all day long. She knew she liked her. Maybe she even loved her. She had always had those feelings for Jason. Maybe she felt like this because she knew they were the same person and the fact that Sanura looked like a girl was somehow a non-issue.
She needed to think about all of this and left her house to take a walk. She had gone to a small park backing onto a forest not far from her house many times in the past to simply be alone and think. This was one of those times. The walk didn’t take long and she was soon passing the playground and heading down the pathway to the forest. She went about halfway into the forest before making a left turn off the path. The underbrush looked quite thick, but Amy pushed aside the hanging branches of a weeping willow tree and entered into a hidden area around the bade of the large tree. She walked over to her sitting rock, a somewhat chair shaped stone settled along the bank of the small stream that made its way along the ground under the tree. She took a seat on the rock and closed her eyes.
‘I really want to be with her, but I’m not a lesbian,’ she thought to herself. ‘I guess we could have a normal boy-girl relationship, but anyone who sees up together is going to assume we’re both girls and I don’t think Nura is ready to announce to the whole school that she’s a boy-girl or whatever. She has already had to deal with people who don’t like hybrids. She needs to break it off with Colin, though. Do I want a boyfriend that’s been with a guy before?’
She was ripped from her thoughts by the sound of willow branches being pushed aside. She opened her eyes and was shocked at what she saw. She wasn’t sure whether to be scared by its presence, or amazed to see something so rare. The eagox stepped closer to her and her heart began to race. It was staring right at her. The fox like creature spread its large wings out at its sides and in one quick swoop, moved forward through the air and landed in front of Amy on the rock. It sniffed at her and then closed its wings against its back.
“KIAAARK!” it screeched causing Amy to jump. It put its front paw on her knee in a way that seemed to tell her that it was okay, and not to be afraid, then lowered its head until it was resting in her lap. She wasn’t sure what exactly to do. She knew that trained eagox were gentle creatures, and that some could even talk, but this one was wild.
‘No one is going to believe me when I tell them I had a wild eagox resting its head in my lap like a puppy. This is so crazy.’ “I’m Amy,” she said, immediately feeling stupid for talking to a wild animal like it would be interested in such introductions.
“Griyok.” The eagox lifted its head from her lap.
Amy looked at it in surprise. “Is that your name? Is your name Griyok?”
The eagox put his paw on her leg again and said, “Name … Amy.” He lifted his paw, touched his nose with it, and said, “Name… Griyok.”
“It’s nice to meet you, Griyok.”
~~~
When I stepped out of the car, I was immediately assaulted by the wind and blowing snow. I tried pulling the black silk wrap tighter around my shoulders, but it did nothing to warm me. My long silk dress was slit to mid thigh and was blowing around me. I tried taking a step forward in my narrow heels and barely avoided falling on the slippery ground. “Daddy?” I called out. “A little help, please?”
Without a word, Dad came over to me. He put his warm furry arm around my bare shoulders and held out his other hand in front of me. I took his hand and with his help, carefully made my way to the front door of the restaurant where Mom and Crystal were waiting for us.
We went inside, where after checking our reservations; the waiter led us over to our table. Dad held Mom’s chair for her and the waiter did the same for Crystal. I wasn’t really sure what to do, and was about to just seat myself when the waiter pulled out my chair for me. I was about to just drop into my seat when I noticed Mom glaring at me and remembered what she had told me, so I moved my tail to the side and smoothed my skirt as I sat down.
The waiter pushed my chair in a bit, and then handed each of us a menu. I could tell by the rich smells in the room that with was going to be a good place to eat and after looking at the prices inside the menu I realized why this place was a black tie affair. My back was to a large stone fireplace and I basked in the warmth while I looked through the menu. The first few pages were smaller entrees and appetizers. I flipped the pages, skipping over the salads and vegetables. I wanted meat. They had some fish that looked pretty good. I was tempted to get the Salmon Wellington, but then I saw what I really wanted.
When the waiter returned and started pouring drinks, I got a half glass of champagne and took a sip. Its was kinda gross, and I must have made a face because Dad laughed as I put down my glass and asked what I’d rather have to drink.
“Milk?” I asked hesitantly, no knowing if they even had it. To my surprise the waiter just nodded and scribbled something on his notepad. He started taking our orders and I wasn’t surprised when Mom ordered a Caesar Salad for me. I think I shocked my family and the waiter when I placed my order, “Porterhouse Steak for me, please. Medium rare.”
~~~
Amy sat there for nearly an hour, thinking over the problems with her relationship with Sanura while petting Griyok on the head. She still couldn’t figure out why this wild predator was beings so docile. It was beginning to get dark when Amy got to her feet. Griyok was quickly on his feet beside her. When she started back towards the trail, he followed.
“Griyok, I have to go home now,” said Amy. The eagox seemed to nod its head but when Amy stepped out onto the trail, Griyok followed. “Griyok, you can’t come with me, you need to go to your home.” Griyok let out a whimper and gave the classic sad puppy look to Amy. “Go, I come here a lot. I’ll see you again.” She pointed up into the sky above the forest and said, “Griyok, go!” The eagox turned quickly and lifted itself into the air.
“Goodbye Griyok!”
“KIAAARK!”
~~~
The waiter had just come with our food and my milk. I was really impressed with the service this place had. I was working on finishing my salad when Dad cleared his throat and I looked up at him. “Sanura, I have to tell you, you look absolutely beautiful tonight.”
I squirmed in my seat bit. It just seemed weird for Dad to be saying that to me. “Also, as you’ve probably figured out we are out for dinner to celebrate something, and I think now is about as good a time as any to give you this.” He reached into the inside pocket of his jacket, pulled out a large envelope, and handed it to me.
I put down my fork and took the envelope from him, eyeing it suspiciously. Then I looked up at dad, who told me to just open it. I slipped the claw on my pointer finger under the edge and cut open the envelope. I pulled out the contents and was left with a handful of what looked like legal documents. I flipped through them quickly, not really understanding them. At the bottom of the stack was a smaller envelope. I opened it and pulled out the few things inside. “Oh wow!” I said. “Are these real?” I asked holding up the cards. Mom and dad both nodded. I looked down at the official birth certificate in my hand, the one with my new name on it and my new middle name…
“Anne?” I could feel my eyes start to water. “You gave me Grandma’s name?”
“Yes, Anne, after Grandma. It was going to be your middle name if you had been born a girl, anyway. You don’t mind that we picked it without asking you?” asked Mom.
“Of course I don’t mind,” I sniffed. “I’m flattered that you’d give me that name. What about Grandma, won’t she mind? I am her grandson, after all.”
“We already asked her. They’re coming up next weekend to meet their new granddaughter. I think we might make a big family thing of it, and invite your aunts and uncles and your cousins, too. From what I’ve heard, you’re not the only one in our family to morf since we were all together at Christmas,” Dad said.
“Okay. And thanks again for the name.” I looked back down at the birth certificate and noticed something odd. “Why does this say ‘I’ under sex?”
“The ‘I’ is for intersexed. Due to morfs, that’s the new third option on birth certificates. Take a look at the driver’s licenses, there’s two of them.”
Sure enough, there were two of them. They both had the same picture, but I spotted the difference right away. One of them had an ‘F’ and the other had an ‘M’. I had a feeling I’d be using the female one as my regular ID.
I ate more of my steak, determined to finish it. It was definitely cool to have legal ID for myself now, but that also meant that Jason no longer really existed and that was kind of sad to think about. I was also a little apprehensive about having my grandparents and my other family to see me like this. Being seen by people around town isn’t that big a deal, because for all they know, I’ve always been a girl. But family is different, they’ve seen me grow up as a boy, and now I’ve changed completely. I really have no idea how they’re going to react to this.
“So now that I have a valid license again, can I drive home?”
“I think that can be arranged. Just take your heels off before driving.”
~~~
“Hello?”
“Hey Colin,” I said.
“Nura!” exclaimed Colin. He sounded really excited to hear me and that made me feel even worse. ‘He’s been so nice to me. How am I supposed to break this off without really hurting him?’
“So, what you up to?”
“Nothing much. I’ve just been hanging out at home today. How was your sleepover last night?”
“It was fun.” I said, then thought, ‘I realized I like girls better than I do you.’
“What you doing tomorrow night?”
“Nothing, yet.”
“Want to get together?”
“Sure, can we just find somewhere quiet and talk a bit. I don’t feel like actually going anywhere.”
“That’s fine, Nura.”
“Well, I’ve got to get some sleep. I’ll see you tomorrow.”
“Goodnight.”
~~~
The next morning I was able to sleep in later than usual, as I didn’t have to be at my appointment until 10:30. I rolled out of bed around 9:00am and made my way to the bathroom to take care of business. Hopping in the shower woke me up, and after shampooing and conditioning the hair parts of my body, I did one final rinse and then got out, to once again take on the task of drying myself off. This always took way too long and I was getting sick of it. ‘There’s got to be a faster way,’ I thought. Then an idea came to me.
I concentrated and one of my energy shields started to appear over my hands. The shield was thin and literally just on top of my skin, with my fur sticking out above it. Knowing that my energy tends to repel things close to it, I increased the amount of energy in the shield and watched as the water in my fur was forced off of my arms and dropped to the towel on the floor. I did the same thing with my tail and was ecstatic that my idea had worked. Dried off in less than five minutes. I’ll take that over half an hour, any day.
I decided today was going to be a dress down day, so I picked out a pair of loose fitting cargo pants in black, and paired them with a green tank top. I dropped my towel and pulled on my panties. The pair I had grabbed had a ribbon tie in the back that did up around my tail. I ended up having to tie it while looking over my shoulder into the mirror. Once I had that, I quickly put on my bra, tank and pants. My stomach started to grumble at that point, and I decided putting on socks could wait until after breakfast.
I hurried out of my room and jumped over the stair railing across the hall. I turned myself in the air, grabbed the base of the rails and swung myself down the flight of steps. As I landed silently at the bottom, I stood up to see Mom staring disparagingly at me.
With my tail between my legs I made my way past Mom and into the kitchen to pour myself some cereal. I was just putting my bowl into the dishwasher when Mom called my name.
“What, Mom?” I called back.
“We’re leaving in ten minutes. Go finish getting ready, grab your purse and let’s go.”
“Okay,” I said as I headed back up the stairs. My first stop was the bathroom. I worked as fast as I could, brushing my hair before putting it in a ponytail. I headed to my room next and found myself a pair of socks. I put those on, stepped into my sneakers and grabbed my purse. I bounded down the stairs just as Mom got there, car keys in hand.
~~~
“Wow,” commented Mike as Amy walked into the classroom and sat in her usual spot in the back with Dani, Mike and Trance. “Amy?”
“Yeah, it’s me. You like my new look?”
Mike simply nodded. Trance stayed quiet. There was something new about Amy other than her appearance. ‘It has to be some kind of ability,’ he thought. He focused his mind sight and could see that there was indeed something in the air around her. It was similar appearance to when he saw perfume around someone. The difference was that this was actually coming out of her. He made a mental note to talk to her about it.
~~~
Walking into the waiting room, it was obvious what field the doctor was in. Around the room were groups of either one or two parents, with a recently morfed child. The parents were waiting patiently while the kids seemed to all be embarrassed about being there.
Mom and I made our way across the room and sat down near a large window. One seat over from myself was a sad looking boy around twelve years old. He was most likely the first in his class to morf. I couldn’t help but notice the fact that he was wearing a pair of thick rubber gloves. He looked up at me as I sat down and I gave him a little smile.
“So what are you in for?” I said jokingly.
“Trying to learn how to deal with my morf. I don’t have any friends that have morfed yet,” he said. “What about you?”
“My parents made me come,” I answered honestly. “To be honest, I’d rather be at school.” He laughed at that.
“So what’s with the gloves?” I asked, hoping I hadn’t crossed the line in asking that.
“I have to wear them so that I don’t hurt anyone. I’m an electricity elemental and I can’t shut it off yet.”
“Can I see? Without your gloves, I mean.”
“I’ll get in trouble, I don’t want to shock you.”
“I’m an elemental too, I’ll make a force field between us, and then you can take off your glove, okay?”
“I guess.” He sounded unsure, but I created the shield anyways.
Hesitantly he pulled off his left glove and held his hand out for me to see. It was amazing; you could actually see the electricity surging over his hands. I felt bad for him, knowing he had to wear those gloves all the time, just to be able to touch anything. After a minute, he put his glove back on and I took down the shield.
“So what kind of element is that?” he asked me.
“Honestly, I don’t know. I wish I did.”
“At least you can control it,” he said.
“You’ll learn eventually. Just don’t give up.”
“I won’t …”
The receptionist interrupted by calling a name, ‘Rick’, over the PA system. “That’s me,” he said as he stood up. “It was nice to meet you …”
“Sanura, sorry.”
“Well it was good to meet you Sanura. My name’s Rick.”
“You too, Rick.”
He headed off to see the doctor and I looked through their selection of magazines. I found a sports magazine and pulled it out to read.
“Nura,” said mom. “That wasn’t very nice of you.”
“What?” I asked in confusion.
“You were flirting with that boy,” Mom stated.
“I was not, Mom. Besides, he was like twelve, I was just being nice.”
“Nura, you could pass for a girl his age you know. I doubt he knew you were almost sixteen.”
“But I wasn’t flirting,” I insisted.
“You might not have thought you were. But you need to be careful around boys, so that you don’t give the wrong signals.”
“Okay, Mom.”
I went back to my magazine and tried to pass the time. How come when you go to the doctor’s you never get in until like twenty minutes after your appointment time? I was just about finished my magazine when I was called in to see the doctor.
~~~
“Good morning Sanura. I’m Dr. Golding.” She smiled softly at me, extended her hand, and I shook it. “Why don’t we have a seat over here,” she said, gesturing towards a sofa and an armchair. I sat down quickly on the couch, hopped back to my feet and then sat down again with my tail around my waist that time. I was still constantly getting used to that thing. “So, Sanura, tell me a little bit about yourself.”
“Well, I’m fifteen years old, I like to play sports, and I used to be on the school basketball team. I just morfed about two weeks ago, so I’m still getting used to that …” I trailed off.
“Tell me about the changes you had from morfs.”
“Well I used to be taller, and I grew this tail and then there’s the paws and the cat ears. I have some sort of elemental power, which is cool. The biggest change though, is that I used to be a boy,” I said.
“How do you feel you’re handling the changes?” asked Dr. Golding.
“I think I’m doing pretty well. I always assumed that I would get MORFS at some point, and my dad is a hybrid, so becoming one myself wasn’t as big a shock as I’m sure it is for some people. It’s the forced sex change that is the hardest to deal with, and not only the physical changes.”
“What exactly do you mean?” she inquired.
“Well, it’s like everyone expects me to know how to be a girl and wants me to act like one ‘all' the time. My own parents treat me as if I’ve always been their daughter. I’m still the same person that I was before, but its like people assume that I’m different now. They all expect me to wear makeup and pretty clothes all the time and to be a real girly girl. That’s not who I am.” I felt as though I was ranting but the doctor was writing things down as I spoke.
“I see from your medical records that you’re actually male and female. If you’re unhappy with how you’re treated as a female, why don’t you express your male self?”
“Do you honestly think I could portray myself as a boy, looking the way I do? No matter what I did, I’d still have a girls figure and a girls face. I accept the fact that I have to live as a girl, and I’m not saying there aren’t some good things about it. … It … it’s just hard to be forced to switch sides.”
“Well I have to say, and don’t take offense at this, but you present yourself well as a female. The way you talk, the way you move, it’s all feminine.”
I thought about it and she was right. I was even sitting on the couch with my legs crossed. That was a easy habit to pick up after having to wear skirts to school everyday.
“Okay Sanura. You’ve told me what you don’t like about being a girl. Now I want you to tell me what you do like. I’ll remind you, that what we discuss in here is in confidence, so please be honest.”
“I said I don’t like how people expect me to act like a girl, but I do really like the way I’m treated as a girl. People are nicer to me than when I was a boy. I like ummm … the clothes …” I was blushing now, and I wasn’t sure why I should even feel embarrassed about this. “I like the fact I can wear pretty much whatever I want. I can wear boys’ clothes or girls’ clothes and it doesn’t really matter. I also like the way a lot of girls’ clothes feel. They’re always really soft and feel really nice on my smooth skin.”
“Good. I’m glad that you at least enjoy some aspects of being a female. Now, how do you feel about your sexuality? Your parents tell me you have a boyfriend?”
“Yeah, I do. His name is Colin. This is a bit of a difficult subject right now. I actually need to break up with Colin. There’s someone else that I like a lot more,” I said.
“Is this someone another boy, or a girl?” she asked with a grin.
“It’s a girl. We’ve been best friends for a long time but just over the weekend I realized how much I actually liked her. The amazing part is that she likes me back, even though I look the way I do,” I was beaming at the thought of Amy.
“I can tell from the look on your face that you really love her. It must make you feel very special to have her love you for who you really are. How do you plan to break things off with your boyfriend?”
“Well,” I started while I gathered my thoughts. “It’s complicated because he knows about me. That I’m male and female, and who I used to be, so if it’s a bad breakup I don’t know if he’ll spread that around school or not.”
“What I would suggest, since he sounds like a very mature young man, is that you sit down with him and simply explain how you feel and both try to be mature about it.”
~~~
“Okay young lady, you go get ready for school and I’ll make us some lunch,” Mom said as she pulled the car into the garage.
“Yes Ma’am,” I replied jokingly as I got out of the car.
The counseling session hadn’t been too bad. Definitely not what I’d expected. I made my way up to my room and decided that a simple swap of a skirt for my pants would be fine for school. I found a black gypsy skirt that looked like it would be comfortable enough. I sat down and carefully pulled on some nude stockings. The skirt was next and then I fished out a pair of black shoes with a small heel. Next stop was the bathroom for some makeup. Just a little mascara, eye shadow and lip gloss and I was done. I took a look at myself in the mirror and thought I looked pretty good. Depending on which teachers saw me, I figured I might have a bit of trouble about the tank top I had on. ‘Stupid dress code.’ Not wanting to be hassled about it, I grabbed my denim jacket out of the closet before heading downstairs for lunch.
Mom had made up some grilled cheese sandwiches and tomato soup. That had always been one of my favorites and I had a bit of deja vu as I pulled out one of the high stools at the kitchen bar and had to pull myself up to sit down. Being small in a house built for a large bear hybrid was not cool. Mom got herself a plate and sat down beside me. She surprised me by putting her arm around me and giving me a hug.
“I’m glad you went today. I hope it helped you some.”
“It did, Mom,” I replied. “But I have to ask you something.”
“Go right ahead.”
“I’m meeting with Colin tonight to talk. I’m going to break up with him.”
“So soon?” questioned Mom.
“Yes, I thought it was working but I’ve found someone else I like better. How do you feel about having a lesbian for a daughter?” I asked.
Mom choked a bit at my question and then started to chuckle. “Sanura, why would I be upset at you dating a girl? You were our son for fifteen years and you’re still part boy. I don’t know if that would even qualify you to be a lesbian. You date who ever makes you happy.”
“Thanks, Mom.”
“Its Amy, isn’t it?” asked Mom.
“How did you know that?”
“Mother’s just have a way of knowing these things.”
~~~
I had barely walked into school when I was pulled aside by coach Harding. She pulled me aside and we went into her office. “Sanura Miller, I’ve heard quite a bit about your basketball skills from coach Williams. He’s recommended that I let you try out for the girls’ team even though we’re already into our season. Normally I wouldn’t allow this, but as you were on the boys team, I’m willing to let it happen.”
“Thank you so much, coach,” I said.
“You’ll be trying out after school today during the team’s practice,” said the coach. “Also, I’ll remind you that using any supernatural abilities during play is against the rules. However, enhanced abilities such as your speed, jumping and agility are allowed. We meet in the gym at 3:15. I expect you there on time, changed and ready to play.”
“I’ll be there.” Coach excused me from her office and I hurried to my next class. I slid into my seat just as the buzzer went. I was glad I had made it back for science class. We were currently doing our MORFS unit, and had recently been talking about different supernatural abilities. I was hoping that we might touch on something that would enlighten me concerning my own powers. So far, that hadn’t happened. I must have got lost in thought as I was startled by the teacher, Mr. Grandover, calling my name.
“Yes?” I asked hesitantly.
“Would you please come up to the front Miss Miller?” he asked.
‘Great, why am I being singled out like this?’ I was thinking that I must be in trouble for something as I walked up front. But as I was walking up there, Mr. Grandover called two other students to the front of the class, as well.
“Okay class, today Sanura, David and Paul are going to be my teaching assistants.” The three of us looked at each other, all equally confused. “Today we will be learning about hybrids. Please take out your text books.” That’s when it hit me, the three of us at the front where all hybrids.
I zoned out a bit as Mr. Grandover droned on about gene swapping between species and how the genome could be compromised by MORFS. I’d heard all this before. Having a father who is a hybrid, I grew up asking the standard questions that kids do. ‘Where do babies come from?’ ‘Why is the sky blue?’ but I also asked questions like, ‘Why does daddy have fur like an animal?’
After about ten minutes of reading from the textbook, Mr. Grandover turned back to the three of us at the front. “Sanura, would you step forward please?”
I moved forward and blushed a bit as everyone focused in on me. I looked up and tried not to laugh as Damian made faces at me from the back of the room. “Sanura is a perfect example of a partial hybrid. This is apparent by the even mix of human and feline characteristics. When only certain hybrid characteristics are present, they usually each serve a specific purpose. Sanura, would you please explain the functions of your various feline attributes and their purpose, demonstrating if necessary?” asked Mr. Grandover.
“Well, first are my ears. Uhh … I’m able to move them in many directions to focus my hearing on particular things. I also have a keener sense of hearing due to their shape and their position higher on my head,” I said, while moving around my ears. I was hoping that’s what the teacher wanted to hear. I looked over at him and he gestured for me to continue.
“Another attribute is my tail. It’s used for helping me balance, and can, with concentration can act as an extra hand. My hands and feet both have retractable claws that can be used for climbing. My forearms are covered in a thick fur that acts as a protective layer when I am climbing. That’s about it,” I said, looking back over at Mr. Grandover.
“Miss Miller also has enhanced senses and abilities similar to a feline. Speed, agility, smell and night vision are only a few. You can return to your seat now Sanura.”
I walked back to my desk and sat down as he called David forward. “David is what is known as an absolute Hybrid. As you can see, he displays more animalistic characteristics than Human.”
I considered myself luck that I hadn’t ended up as an absolute hybrid like Dave. People like him take way more abuse and harassment than I would. I’ve even heard that in some countries absolutes are actually considered no longer human, and are forced to live in the wild. The sad part is, that Dave has always been a really nice guy, but thanks to morfs he’s avoided by almost everyone, just because he looks like your stereotypical werewolf from the movies. Eventually David was sent back to his seat and Mr. Grandover had Paul move forward into the spotlight.
Paul is a very ‘normal’ looking kid. I’m sure most people would assume that he never morfed, based on his appearance. This part was bound to shock a few of the students in the class.
“Paul here is was is known as a concealed hybrid. That means that he is a hybrid, but that his animal characteristics are hidden from plain sight,” stated Mr. Grandover. “Paul, would to please reveal your hybrid attribute to the class please?”
Paul pulled his shirt off and tuned his back to the class. His back was well muscled and you could faintly see two folds of skin running down his back, starting near his shoulder blades and down to the bottom of his ribs. He flexed his arms out at his sides and the folds in his back opened up, releasing a pair of large silver dragon wings with blue webbing. He spread them wide and they touched both side walls of the classroom before he closed them and they became once again hidden in the cavities on his back. I noticed that a good amount of the class looked shocked, while the rest of us seemed to think it was very cool.
~~~
‘What am I going to say to him?’ I asked myself. ‘If only he was some kind of jerk, then I could break this off and not feel so guilty.’ I pulled my sports bra on over my head and then stepped back into my shorts. I had tried wearing my old boy’s shorts that were still in my locker but when I had tried them on, they were practically pants. That left just my leotard from gym, and I wasn’t about to wear that for basketball. Getting down on all fours, I had run home in record time and quickly traded my skirt and top for a pair of shorts and a tee shirt. I grabbed some clothes for later, and stuffed them in my backpack before speeding back to the school. I got there just in time to change into some more athletically appropriate underwear than the wispy stuff I’d had on.
‘Okay, worry about Colin later,’ I told myself. ‘Right now you need to focus on getting on the team. And careful with the claws, don’t pop the ball.’ I smiled at my last thought as I opened the locker room door and walked into the gym. The girls were all warming up, so I decided to do some stretches. I did a one handed handstand before twisting into a cartwheel, followed by a standing back flip, when suddenly the whistle blew and I headed over to where coach Harding was standing.
“Okay, girls. Today’s practice will be pretty normal for all of you. We’ll be doing some drills and then play a short game. We do have a new student, Sanura Miller, who is going to be trying out for the team though,” said Coach. The girls didn’t seem too happy with me being a possible addition to the team. “I want you to be nice to her and give her a fair chance here today.”
“We don’t need someone like her on the team,” said one of the girls. She stepped forward and I recognized her as the green metal chick from in the bathroom that one day. “We don’t need animals on this team!”
“Cali!” snapped coach Harding before I could say anything back. “Go hit the showers, you’re on probation.”
“I can’t believe you’re defending that!” she screamed, pointing at me, before storming off to the locker room.
“Do any of the rest of you have a problem with Sanura being on the team?” the room was silent other than some faint screaming coming from the locker room. “Good. Now we’ll start with a few passing drills. Everyone go grab a ball.”
I picked up a ball off the rack and held it in my large paws. I never could palm the ball, not even as a guy, but with my claws poking out of my fur, just barely touching the ball, I was able to finally do it. I played around with that as we got into the positions Coach wanted us in. I noticed a couple girls watching me and they looked impressed as I held the ball out at my side, pointing down, with only one hand. Things got under way and the next half an hour were pretty boring as we practiced passing and dribbling and shooting. Finally it was time to play an actual game for the remainder of the practice.
Two captains were chosen and I was surprised when I was one of the first to be picked for a team. My team won first ball and started down the court. We had just arrived at half court when the ball was tossed to me and the girl who had been dribbling it said, “Show us what you’ve got.”
I only hesitated a moment before dribbling towards the net. All the other girls were taller than me, but I was able to weave in between them with ease. When I got close to the net, with most of the other team following me, I jumped high into the air. I pulled back both arms and the ball, preparing for a monster dunk and then slammed the ball through the hoop. ‘Wow!’ I thought as I hung from the rim for a few seconds. My impressive 92lbs didn’t seem to put any stress on the net. I dropped to my feet and then hustled back to our end as the other team made their way up the court.
The game continued to go back and forth across the court but I was doing a good job of keeping the other team from scoring. Coach called out that we had one minute left and the ball was in our end. They took a shot and missed, but caught the ball as it rebounded. Coach called out thirty seconds and started to count down out loud. As she called ten seconds, I managed to steal it for a break away. I weaved in and out between the other players and got to half court as she started counting down from five. I was already in a run when I got there and launched into a long and high jump as she counted. “Four… three… two…” I was at the net and reached out towards the rim… “One!” I put the ball through the hoop as coach Harding called out “Time! Game over!”
I grinned and walked over to the other girls. I was surprised when I was met with hugs from my teammates and “good jobs” from the girls on the opposite team. Coach Harding walked over with an amused smile on her face.
“Well that was a bit of a lopsided game,” she said. “Sanura, your team won 62 to 10, and you scored 40 of those points. Congratulations, you made the team!”
I let out a very girlish squeal and started jumping around.
~~~
He was walking towards me. This was the moment I had been dreading. I forced a smile as he walked up to me. “Hi Colin.”
“Hey, Nura,” he said, leaning in for a kiss. I moved my head back and to the side to avoid it.
“So where we going?” I asked.
“Well, you wanted to just talk, so I figured we could just go to that café at the mall. You ready to go?”
“Yeah, let’s go.” We walked in silence to the mall. We were holding hands, but for me, the spark that we’d had was completely gone. When we arrived at the little café, Colin found a little table in a secluded corner. We sat in silence for a while. I still had no idea what to say.
“So what’s on your mind?” asked Colin. “You’ve been acting pretty distant.”
“Colin,” I started, “we need to talk about … about us. This is really hard, 'cus I don’t want to hurt you, I like you and I really value our friendship. It’s just … its just that I don’t think our relationship is working…”
“What do you mean? I thought we had something going on?”
“We did, but I think I was just rushing into our relationship. I had just got over MORFS and I was new to being a girl and there was some attraction but I think I was just willing to be your girlfriend, because I was thinking that no one would ever like the new me. I was trying to be a girl the way everyone wanted me to be, and I wasn’t being myself. I went out with you because that’s what girls do, they date boys,” I had to stop and catch my breath before I continued.
“So … are you breaking up with me?” asked Colin.
“Yeah, I guess I am. But Colin, it’s nothing personal. I was a boy for over fifteen years before I morfed and well … I still like girls. … I do have some attraction to boys, to you, but it’s not as strong as how I feel towards a girl. I’m sorry.” I reached across the table and put my hand on top of his. “Colin, can we at least be friends again, like we used to be?”
“Nura … Jason, we’ve been friends for a long time and I’m not the kind of guy to ditch my friends because of a morf, so yeah, we can still be friends. I’ll admit that I really like you, and if you ever change your mind, I’ll be here, but when I found out who you were before you morfed, I kinda had an idea that it wouldn’t last.”
“Thanks Colin, for being there when I needed you, for keeping my secret and for being my friend.” I rose from my seat and went around the table and gave him a hug.
“Well, I guess our friendship will be a bit different now that you’re a girl. I don’t remember you ever hugging me as a boy,” chuckled Colin as he hugged me back.
“Yeah, well, I’m a bit more emotional that I used to be,” I said, sitting back down in my chair. “It’s the hormones, I swear.”
~~~
Amy was sitting on her bed when she heard a quiet tapping on her bedroom window. She looked over and couldn’t see anything there. She went back to doing her homework but after a minute she heard the tapping again. She got up and went over to her window. She opened it to look out when Sanura dropped down in front of her. She was upside-down and hanging from the edge of the roof.
“Hey Cutie, you know you could have just come to the front door,” remark Amy as she opened the window all the way and stepped back.
“I know, but then I wouldn’t have surprised you.” Sanura swung herself around, landing on all fours on the windowsill. “So I broke up with Colin today Aim. Can I come in?” Amy gestured towards her room and Sanura came in through the window. The need to be close to Amy was building in her again and she stepped in close to Amy and kissed her. They kissed for what seemed like ages, Sanura purring happily, her tail wrapped around Amy. She was absolutely in love with this girl. They fell back onto the bed, Amy’s homework falling forgotten onto the floor. Their kiss ended, they lay quietly together in a quiet embrace.
Sanura curled her small body into a ball and rested her head on Amy’s shoulder. Amy looked down at the cute little catgirl, who was purring softly. It reminded her of her encounter with Griyok in the forest. He too had sat there, resting quietly against her, just as Sanura was doing. It made no sense. She could tell that Sanura wasn’t acting like herself.
~~~
I was lying next to Amy and she was all I could think about. Every time I was around her she dominated my thoughts. ‘But that doesn’t bother me, I realized. ‘I love her and I love thinking of her. If only I could figure out how to talk coherently around her, but right now I’m content to just be with her.’
Mmmmm… Amy, my girl. My girl!
~~~
“I am not a patient man, Doctor,” said the man in the white suit, his red eyes focused intently on the head technician.
“Sir, its almost complete, but we have no way to test the device properly without the girl. In theory it’s all perfect.” The technician handed a diagram of the device to the imposing man.
“Hmmm… this is exactly what we need. Be sure it works! I want our little cat to become very well acquainted with her new cage.” The man in white walked over to the device and ran his hand across the smooth exterior. “I understand how this is supposed to absorb her energy and contain it, but will it withstand her strength and her claws, Doctor?”
“Yes of course. We’ve used top grade alloy, and its been specifically designed based on her stats. Get her in there and she’s not getting out.”
“Perfect. Have it finished by the deadline and you will be handsomely rewarded. I don’t think I have to say what will happen if it’s late.”
~~~
*Nura*
*What’s up Trance?* I asked, mildly annoyed at having my daydreaming disturbed. I sat up in my bed and tried to clear my head.
*I did some checking on those guys that attacked you.*
*Did you actually find anything?* I asked.
*Yeah, I did,* said Trance. *Turns out they’re part of some secret worldwide organization that may or my not be funded by the government. Some kind of secret police. Their job is to monitor specific morfs, detain powerful morfs and study unknown ones. I’m guessing you got on their radar when you blew up your aunt’s restaurant. *
*Well I would have thought after the first fight that they would have given up and realized that I don’t want to be detained or studied! *
*That’s where it gets a bit weird. *
*What do you mean? * I asked.
*From my sources, they’ve only come after you once. Other than attacking you, were their any similarities between the two times? *
*N … no … not really. The first group came at night with guns and surveillance stuff. They seemed to be normal using smart-came. The second time it was a bunch of morfs fighting me, and it was in broad daylight. * Now I was becoming even more paranoid. *Do you think there’s two different groups? *
*Yeah, Nura, I do. I’ve heard things, nothing more than rumors and whispers, about another group. That’s the group that you really want to avoid. Apparently the same group of terrorists that started the whole MORFS thing are now kidnapping and experimenting on morfs, usually kids who have recently morfed. I’ve heard that they’re doing everything from brainwashing the morfs to work for them, to cloning morfed abilities in others. As I said, all those things are rumors, but a lot of the time these rumors turn out to be the truth. I know that the government has been trying to cover up a lot of abductions. *
*Trance, do you have any idea how much you’re freaking me out? *
*Don’t worry, you have friends looking out for you, * said Trance. *And I’ll keep trying to get to the bottom of all this. *
*That’s another thing. How do you, at fifteen, have sources that know these kinds of things? * I asked.
*Remember when I told you I can only ‘take over’ a persons mind if they’re very stupid or weak willed? Well, let’s just say that there are a lot of that kind of people in important places. Usually not the ones running the show, but lackeys that have a lot of knowledge that I can leech off of. *
*OK, try to keep yourself out of trouble, though. *
*Always do. *
~~~
To Be Continued...
~~~
Encyclopedia Entries for part 7
Eagox
Fox/Eagle morf indigenous to North America. In most cases it appears to be a fox with eagle wings and tail feathers with some feathers on the ears, although many other variations have been known to exist. The Eagox has very high intelligence and usually hunts in packs. Due to their increased intelligence they also can be trained to talk and interact with humans.
The entire MORFS Universe can be found at http://morfs.nowhere2go.org/
It's 2048, and besides all the normal stresses, teens are now faced with the possibility of many strange changes induced by the MORFS virus. Sanura is in love and finds a new old friend at a family reunion.
MORFS: Sanura's Tale, Part 8
By Britney McMaster
The next few days were pretty much the same old routine other than basketball practice after school. The time passed quickly and soon the school week was over. Looking back I still find it amazing how normal life seemed now that I’d got used to all this girl stuff I have to do.
I was really looking forward to Saturday. I was going to be going on my first official date with Amy. I had a hard time going to sleep Friday night and was late to wake up Saturday morning. I rolled out of bed, but really wanted to crawl back under the covers. I felt like crap. My nose was all stuffed up and my throat was a little sore. ‘How am I sick? I have healing powers!’ I walked over to my window and started absorbing the morning sunlight. I could feel the energy bottling up inside me, and my throat seemed to get better, but my nose stayed all plugged up.
Promising myself that I wouldn’t let a little cold mess up my date, I went about getting ready for my day. I tried my best to look a bit more boyish for Amy, but at 4’10” with long hair, a pretty face and B-cups, it’s not really possible to have my image say ‘boy’. Girls jeans, a tee and a baggy hoody and I was ready to leave. I looked out the window and it was sort of half snowing, half raining, as the snow melted in the warm air. I grabbed my eCom and put it in my pocket before heading out of the house, yelling a quick goodbye to my parents as I went through the door.
I was about halfway down the block when my eCom went off. “Hello?” I answered.
“Nura,” said Mom. “You’re going to the mall, right?”
“For a little bit, why?”
“I’m going to transfer some money to your eCom. You need to get yourself something nice to wear at our picnic with your Grandparents tomorrow.”
“What’s wrong with what I already have?” I asked.
“Because you don’t have much in the way of dressy casual,” replied Mom.
“Dressy casual? What’s that?”
“Well you have plenty of nice skirts for school, and you have lots of jeans and shorts for being casual. But you don’t really have much in the way of casual skirts and dresses. It’s a picnic, so it’s not like I want you to buy yourself a party dress. Just a casual skirt, like a denim one or something like that.”
“Oh, okay, yeah. I can get one of those.”
~~~
“Sir, the cage is complete. We’ve field tested it with high energy signatures, it should withstand her energy as well.”
“Good. Await my command to commence the mission.”
~~~
I was sitting perched on the top of a light post waiting for Amy when I saw her rushing towards the mall, followed by what appeared to be a pack of squirrels. It looked like they were chasing her, so it was time for me to come to the rescue. I leapt off the top of the pole and landed right between the squirrels and Amy. I let out a low feline growl, something I didn’t even know I could do, and the squirrels froze in place, so I turned towards Amy, “You okay?”
“Yeah, they’ve just been following me. It’s weird,” said Amy. “Where did you come from anyway? You just dropped out of the sky.”
I was about to answer her when I was suddenly pounced on by two dozen squirrels. I let out a small burst of energy and they were thrown off but were right back on me within seconds.
“STOP!” shouted Amy. I froze. So did the squirrels. “Leave her alone and go away!” the squirrels dropped off me and looked at Amy before running away.
“Amy, how did you do that?”
“I have no idea. That’s the second time that animals have listened to what I tell them to do.”
“That is weird, maybe it’s a power you got from Morfs,” I said. “You should have Trance check it out sometime.”
~~~
“So what do you want to do?” I asked Amy as we walked into the mall. “We could do a movie, but matinees don’t start until around 2pm.”
“We could do some shopping,” said Amy. “I’ve always wanted a boyfriend who would go shopping with me, and maybe we can even make out a bit in the change rooms when no one is looking.”
“Uhhhh …” what was I supposed to say to that? “Okay, shopping it is. Mom wants me to pick up something to wear tomorrow. We’re having a family picnic with my Grandparents.”
“Ooh, when I’m finished with you you’ll be the cutest little granddaughter ever.”
“Amy, you really want to do that? Wouldn’t you rather have me look like a guy?”
“Nura,” chuckled Amy. “No offense Sweetie, but there’s no way you’d look like a guy, no matter what you were wearing.” I wasn’t happy to hear that but unfortunately I knew it was the truth. “Hey, cheer up. All that macho stuff is overrated anyway.”
“So what store you want to go to first? I honestly have no idea what to look for,” I said. “This is the first time I’ve been shopping without being dragged around from store to store.”
“There’s a really good store over here. I’m thinking we should get you a nice sundress. Something that’s going to be light and comfortable, but at the same time, look really pretty.” Amy grabbed my hand in hers and I followed her through the mall.
We arrived at a store that was crawling with girls our age. Amy and I both joined in and started rummaging through the racks of clothing. It still seemed weird to be picking out dresses for myself, so I had to mentally remove myself from the equation and just picked out dresses that I thought would look good on Amy, but in my size of course. After about half an hour we headed to the back of the store to use the change rooms. We each had an armload of clothes, containing both things for ourselves, and for each other. I had to admit to myself that I was having a lot of fun just shopping with Amy. We would each try something on and then come out and model it for the other. I was about halfway through my pile of clothes when I pulled out a sundress with a halter style neck. The material of the dress was really thin and felt really soft. I slipped it on and took a look in the mirror, immediately falling in love with that dress. The skirt ended just above my knees.
It fit me perfectly. I stepped out of the change room to model it for Amy and I could tell by the look on her face that she liked how it looked too. I turned towards the mirror and did a little twirl. The shimmery fabric sparkled prettily in the light.
“I think that’s the one for you,” said Amy as she came up behind me. “They had that one in a few colours, so I think you should get a couple, though you need to wear a different bra ‘cus of the halter top.”
“I have some at home already, the bras that is. I’m going to get this one and I think I have a few of the other colours in my pile already.”
I went back to my change room and tried on the remaining dresses and skirts. The other colours of that dress looked good on me too, and they went into the pile of things to buy. I liked a few other dresses, too, so they also went in that pile.
Once we were finished, Amy and I went to pay, and after swiping my eCom and taking my receipt, we both headed towards the movie theater with a few bags full of clothes. I bought our tickets and we went inside. We got seats in the theater before I went to get some food for us while Amy guarded our bags. I had a huge smile on my face when I returned to our seats. The day was going so well. If only I could get rid of this stuffy nose, then it would be perfect.
We were both chatting away waiting for the movie to start when I looked over and saw something very strange. Amy’s hand was completely black. It startled me, and it was a few seconds before I could think of what to say. I ended up just saying her name and pointing to her hand.
“What’s going on!?” she exclaimed holding her hand up in from of her. Before both our eyes, her hand quickly changed back to its normal coloring. I could tell she was close to freaking out, but I, on the other hand was recalling what we had learned in class last week about Cell Shifters.
“Amy, it’s alright. I think I know what’s happening. I think you just discovered an ability you got from Morfs.”
“What, the ability to turn my hand black?” remarked Amy with nervous sarcasm.
“I think you can do a lot more than that. Remember when we were swimming and you kept messing with me in the water and I couldn’t see you?”
. Amy nodded. “Well I think that’s because you changed colours. I caught a glimpse of a hand when you grabbed my ankle, but it was totally white and blended in perfectly with the white sand.”
“So you’re saying I can become whatever colour I want?”
“I think so. It’s called cell shifting. Basically, through concentration you should be able to change the colour of any cell in your body. Here,” I said, taking her hand in mine, “ Just concentrate on your hand being the same colour as my fur.”
“Okay, I’ll try.” Nothing happened at first, but after a moment her hand started to darken until it was the same charcoal color as my fur. “I did it!” she exclaimed. She held her hand up and turned it green, then red, then back to its normal color.
“You should get Trance to take a look at that, too.”
“I will, now let’s enjoy the movie, it’s starting.” I leaned my head against her shoulder and she put her arm around my waist. I know it seems backwards, but with her being bigger than me, I often find myself taking the female role in our relationship.
~~~
“Captain, prepare the soldiers. By Monday we will have her in our custody. Then we’ll find how exactly she’s creating this unknown energy.”
~~~
“So what now?” I asked, after stealing a quick kiss while we were still alone in the girls’ room.
“I was thinking maybe we could go over to Trance’s and see if he can help me figure this cell shifting out.”
“Okay, but I want you show you something on the way there,” I said as I took her hand and we walked out of the mall. The rain and snow had stopped and it was now another beautiful sunny day in Sun City. “Okay, I need you to hold all our bags for this to work, okay?”
“I guess so.” She held our bags to her chest and I quickly picked her up in my arms. “Sanura, what are you doing?”
“Just trust me,” I said as I crouched down. I leapt into the air and landed softly on the roof of the mall before jumping again. Amy kept her eyes closed tightly and let out a little squeal each time I jumped. Eventually, she opened her eyes and looked around as we soared through the air. We traveled quickly and were soon at the Klein household.
“Nura, that was crazy,” stated Amy after I had put her down. “It was like a roller coaster.”
“I’m glad you enjoyed it. So are we going to tell Trance about, you know, … us?” I asked.
“I guess we should, I know we can trust him to keep it a secret,” said Amy.
*Two beautiful young women, seeking male companionship, journey long and hard until they approach the man they have been searching for.*
*Trance, knock it off and let us in your house,* I said to the booming voice in our heads. After a few minutes the door opened and Trance waved us inside.
“I was only kidding, Nura. I know you two only have eyes for each other,” said Trance. Amy whipped around and looked from Trance to me and then back to Trance before raising her eyebrows.
“How … do you know that,” asked Amy.
“Umm … you guys do remember that I’m psychic, right?”
“Oh yeah,” I said. “Stop reading our minds then.”
“Anyway, what can I do for you?”
“Amy wants you to take a look inside her head and help her figure out her powers. I’m pretty sure she’s a cell shifter.”
“Okay, you want to do this right now Amy?”
“Yeah, I want to figure this out. Nura told me you set up some triggers for her powers. Can you do that for me too?” asked Amy.
“I’ll have to see. The triggers have to already be there, I just kind of unlock the,” said trance. “Now just sit down and relax and try to clear your mind.”
~~~
“Sir?”
“What is it, son?”
“We just got a report that they’re going after that girl again. How should we proceed?”
“Normally I would say that we should set up a counter strike, or get to the girl before they do. I feel like that would be a mistake, though. It’s against my better judgment but I’m going to trust my gut with this one. For now, just keep a watch on the girl; this is an opportunity to let them lead us to their HQ. I also have a feeling that they don’t realize what they’re dealing with, with this girl. They know she has some powers and that she can take out their trained men, but we know that she can take out a group of elite morf agents.”
“So we just let them take her? Even knowing how much power that will give them?”
“We’re not giving them any power unless they can break her will, and from what I’ve seen, that won’t be done easily. No, from what I’ve seen her do, we’re going to let them take her, if they can, and then we’ll sit back and watch her destroy the place trying to get out.”
~~~
“Okay, now picture yourself with white skin,” said Trance. Amy’s skin quickly bleached out. “Okay, now lets try something a little more difficult. Put your hand on the table. Now picture your hand with the same wood grain as the table.” Amy’s hand changed to the colour of the wood. “Okay, you’re doing good, but concentrate on duplicating the grain pattern that the table has.”
Slowly, the dark wood grain started to appear on the back of Amy’s hand. “Wow! My hand blends right in with the table. This is so cool!” she exclaimed. “Too bad there’s no real practical use for this.”
“Are you kidding? You can pretty much throw out all your makeup now that you can do this,” I said.
“I hadn’t even thought of that,” said Amy as she stood up and walked over to the hallway mirror. She was already wearing pretty light make up, but after a moment, her lips turned a deep rich red, her eyelids took on a shade of copper and her eyelashes darkened to a rich black.
“Did you just change the colour of your eyelashes?” asked Trance. Amy nodded. “Try changing your hair and eye colours.” The whites of Amy’s eyes changes to a deep blue as the iris changed to white. Her beautiful autumn tones hair changed to a dark black, similar to my own.
“Nura? Could I talk to Amy for a minute, in private?” asked Trance.
“Uh, yeah, that’s fine. But I want her back when you’re done,” I said jokingly. I wandered outside and sat down under a tree in Trance’s front yard. ‘I wonder what they’re talking about.’
~~~
“Amy, you have another ability that I want to talk to you about,” said Trance. Amy reverted to her normal looks and sat down at the table across from Trance.
“What other ability do I have?”
“You’re a Tamer.”
“A what?” questioned Amy.
“A Tamer, someone who can tame or control animals through the use of special pheromones. You have those pheromones all around you, but only animals can sense them. Has Sanura done anything irrational around you since you morfed?”
“She kissed me, totally out of the blue, at our sleepover last week,” said Amy. “And she’s been acting a little weird around me, not anything big, but not herself. She’s been quieter, and I’ve caught her just watching me a few times. She got in trouble in class for not paying attention a few times ’cus she was busy looking at me.”
“That’s what I figured,” said Trance.
“But she’s been acting normal around me all day,” disputed Amy.
“That’s because she has a cold,” said Trance. Amy raised an eyebrow at him. “I haven’t seen her breathe through her nose yet and she sounds a bit congested.”
“Oh … so you think she’s going out with me just because of my pheromones?”
“I wouldn’t say that. She definitely likes you. The fact that she still has those feelings for you despite her lack of a sense of smell says a lot for how she really feels for you. The pheromones aren’t helping her though,” said Trance. “Which is why I want to set up one of those mental triggers on your pheromones for you.”
“You can do that?” asked Amy.
“The trigger is there, I just have to unlock it and teach you how to use it. Close your eyes. We’ll get this done quickly.
~~~
‘What am I suppose to do with these tickets now?’ thought Colin. ‘So much for surprising Nura with them. She did say she still wanted to be friends, why can’t we go to the concert just as friends?’
‘Because she’ll think you’re just asking her out on a date, idiot.’
‘Maybe I should just give them to her and she can take her girlfriend with her. I can’t believe she broke up with me for another girl!’
~~~
“I had a really good time today, Nura. Thanks.”.
“It was my pleasure,” I said as I rose up on my tiptoes, and luckily, Amy leaned down just a bit so that I could give her a kiss. “I’ve got to go, but I’ll call you later.”
“Okay, see ya later,” said Amy. She gave me one more kiss before opening the door and going into her house.
I still had that warm fuzzy feeling as I soared through the air while I jumped home. I landed on the back patio, where Dad was busy cooking what smelled like chicken on the barbeque.
“Hey there, Kitten. Dinner’s almost ready. Can you go set the table?” asked Dad. I nodded my reply and then went inside to get some plates and silverware. Despite the earlier precipitation, it was now nice and sunny, so I set the outside table. Actually, it was a bit too sunny and I had to keep squinting to see I was doing. I complained about it to Dad, who just told me it wasn’t that bad. I finished setting the table and went to get some drinks, but the moment I walked outside I was once again hit in the face with the blinding glare from the sun. Both my arms were full of stuff, so I was unable to shield my eyes. That’s when I cam up with a brilliant plan and formed a very thin energy shield in front of my eyes in the shape of some stylish sunglasses. The shield probably cut out around eighty percent of the light and with my ability to see in low lighting, it worked out great. I kept the shield up and just lounged around on the deck sipping some lemonade until dinner was put on the table.
Mom ushered Crystal out to the table, saying that she needed to eat something. Crystal looked like she had just rolled out of bed. She was wearing pajamas and looked really tired.
“Hey Crystal, you just wake up or something?” I asked innocently.
“I’m sick, okay!” she snapped back at me.
“Fine. Sorry I asked.”
The meal was good and I told Mom and Dad all about my date. It struck me as odd that my parents didn’t mention anything about me now dating Amy after being with Colin. ‘Maybe they just think the thing with Colin was just a phase, which I guess it probably was.’
After dinner I helped Mom clear the table while Crystal went back to bed and Dad cut the grass. After we finished cleaning up, Mom scooped the three of us some ice cream. I was content to just sit out on the patio, licking my ice cream cone and letting my hair be carried on the gentle evening breeze. For the first time since I morfed I felt truly happy with my life.
Things weren’t perfect but I had a family that loved me and a girlfriend which I was pretty sure that I loved and just sitting there relaxing, I felt comfortable in who I was.
~~~
“Well you’re up early,” commented Mom as she came into the kitchen and headed straight for the coffee pot.
“Not that early,” I said, glancing up from the frying pan to look at Mom. “I’m making eggs and sausage. You want some?”
“I’d love some, Sweetie, and I’m sure your father will, too. He’s just checking on Crystal and then he’ll be down,” said Mom. I went over to the freezer and pulled out another pack of sausages since Dad would be joining us. “By the way, I like that dress on you. It’s very pretty.”
“Thanks, Mom. Amy and I both liked it as soon as we saw it.” I continued cooking away while Mom sat at the table nursing her cup of coffee. Dad came downstairs and came up behind me. If I hadn’t heard him coming, I would have been startled as he wrapped his arms around me and gave me a hug from behind. What did startle me was when he gave me a kiss on the cheek. I mean, I can’t even remember the last time Dad had done anything like that. Not since I was a toddler at least. “Uhh … morning, Dad.”
I dished up our food and took it over to the table. “is Crystal going to be eating?” I asked.
“No.” Dad shook his head. “She’s not feeling very well. I’m not sure whether she’s going to come on our picnic today either. I know she wants to, but she really is feeling sick.”
“Is this like the flu, or what?” I inquired.
“She’s got a stomach flu, she should get over it soon,” said Mom.
“Maybe its Morfs,” I commented. “You morfed when you were her age, Dad.”
“That’s true, and I suppose it could be Morfs. We’ll have to wait and see.”
***
“Hey, Sis,” I said as I knocked on her open door. “Can I come in?” She waved me in and I took a seat on the edge of her bed. “So how ya feeling?”
“I’ve felt better. So you ready for the picnic?” she asked.
“Yeah, I am. Are you going to go?” She nodded her head. “Well if you need anything, let me know. We all want you to get better.”
“Sanura?”
“Yeah?”
“Why are you being so nice to me? We’re usually always fighting.” Crystal looked over at me and I could see the pain in her eyes. I didn’t like seeing that.
“We used to fight because you would always bug me, and I usually saw you as my annoying little sister. But … now that I’m a girl too, I just figured we could probably relate to each other better as sisters then we did as brother and sister. I just thought that maybe we could be more like friends. I do need your help with this whole being a girl thing too.”
Crystal put down her hair brush, walked over to sit beside me and put her hand on my paw. “So you really want to be sisters?”
“Well, technically we already are, but I want us to have a friendship like most sisters do.”
“Oh Sanura!” she exclaimed as she hugged the air out of me. “I’ve always wanted a big sister. This will be so much fun. And if you need any help with learning girl’s stuff, just let me know and I’ll do my best to help!”
“There is one thing,” I said. I held up the new curling iron Mom had bought me. “How do I use one of these?”
“Come sit in front of the mirror and I’ll show you.”
~~~
It was short drive to the park where we were going to have our picnic. It was another beautiful sunny day and I was once again wear my energy shield as sunglasses. Crystal had done a great job curling my hair and I was still getting used to the feeling of the curls bouncing around my head. Mom had insisted on taking a picture of my curly hair before we left the house.
I pulled the truck into the parking lot and parked it beside Aunt Mika’s van. I killed the engine and Dad made a big production of unclenching his hands from the seat. We got out and I helped Dad carry stuff over to the picnic area while Mom and a sick Crystal went and sat down with the family that had already arrived. I was carrying a big cooler, about my own size, over to the picnic table with little effort when Aunt Mika’s son, my cousin Alex rushed over to me.
“Here, let me get that from you,” he said, taking the cooler from me. He seemed to struggle a lot more than I had been with the weight. “A girl your size shouldn’t be doing this kinda stuff.” I wasn’t sure whether to be lazy and let him unload the rest with Dad or to be offended, as my masculine pride was being severely beaten. Alex stumbled with the large cooler again and I went over to him.
“Here,” I said as I put my hand under the middle of the cooler and lifted it with one hand. “Go see if my Dad has anything else to unload if you really want to help. I can handle this little cooler by myself. I’m a big girl.” I carried the cooler over to the table and set it down. When I turned back around, Alex was still standing in the same spot, mouth open, looking defeated. I just walked past him with a smug smile on my face. Dad was carrying the barbeque over, so I closed the trunk and locked up the truck before heading back to where my family was.
I knew that Aunt Mika and Uncle Jack and their kids were there, and Aunt Roselle and Uncle Nathan had just pulled into the parking lot with their car. They got out and enlisted their kids to carry stuff over to where we were. Something was different and it took only seconds to spot the difference, there was an extra kid with them. I recognized my cousin Logan, but the unhappy looking girl beside him was definitely a new face, even though she looked like she could be related to us. In fact, she looked a lot like Logan. I glanced around at the rest of the family and the rest of my cousins looked just as confused as I felt.
“Well I think there’s some introductions in order,” Uncle Nathan announced. “There are some new faces in the family this year.”
“I think we should wait for Mom and Dad to get here first, Nate,” said Dad as he sat down next to Mom. “And we might as well wait for the rest of the family too. Kaylie and Dan both said they’d be here with their families. Actually I think that’s Kaylie right now.” Most of us turned to see My Aunt Kaylie getting out of a van with a baby in her arms and a few younger kids piling out of the back seat and being herded over to us by her husband, Uncle Tom.
Uncle Dan, Aunt Lana and their kids arrived at about the same time Grandma and Grandpa did. A bunch of the younger kids ran over to greet our Grandparents, while the teenagers for the most part, stayed where we were. Alex and Logan were recruited to help get stuff from the newly arrived cars. After a few minutes of people running around and finding seats, we were finally all sitting together in a big makeshift circle.
“Okay, Nate,” said Dad. “Now we can do the introductions. I’ll start off. First, I want to thank you all for coming today. I know this was kind of thrown together at the last minute. As many of you know. There have been a few members of our affected by MORFS since we were last together. This picnic was planned so that these members of our family can be re-introduced and shown the love and support that I know this family will show.”
“We’ll start off with my new daughter.” Dad motioned for me to stand up, so I did. He put his hand on my shoulder. “A couple weeks ago, our son Jason had MORFS and underwent a very drastic change. Jason is now our daughter, and her new name is Sanura, although we often call her Nura for short. This change has been really hard on her, but I’m proud of the progress she has already made in adapting to her new self.” To my surprise, I was given a round of applause from my family. I blushed, and trying to be funny, I made an attempt at doing a curtsy. I guessed I did it well enough, because it got all the adults and some of the kids to laugh. “Okay Nathan, your turn.”
Dad and I sat down while Uncle Nate stood up. “Okay, as many of you have noticed we have another child with us today. I’d like Logan and Laura to stand up, please.” Logan and the unhappy looking girl who I now assumed was Laura, stood and waited for Uncle Nate to continue. “I’d like to introduce all to our son Logan and his twin sister, our new daughter Laura.
“Around the end of February, Logan was diagnosed with MORFS. Over the next week we saw some very strange changes take place. According to the doctors, Logan was splitting into two people, just like a fetus would to produce identical twins. We were worried that the two of them would end up as conjoined twins, but by the end of the week they had split apart completely. We’re not quite sure how Logan split into both a male and female child, but the important thing is that they’re both healthy. Laura also apparently has all of Logan’s memories, so you don’t need to treat her as a new person as she already knows all of you. Just try to support her as she is just as new to being a girl as Sanura is.” Again, we all clapped and I made a mental note that I needed to talk with my new cousin.
“Okay, I guess we’ll go next.” Aunt Mika stood up and dragged her daughter Mandy to her feet with her. “ Mandy here just finished morfing last week. She’s a telekinetic, but doesn’t have full control of that yet. So if you see stuff floating around her, please just ignore it.” Mandy was blushing bright red as she and Aunt Mika sat down.
Uncle Dan stood next and said, “I think we’re the only ones who haven’t made our Morfs announcement yet. Unless Kaylie has anything?” he looked at his sister, but Aunt Kaylie just shook her head. Her kids were way too young to get Morfs. “Okay then, as we all know, our family tends to have a few hybrids and we’ve got a new one in our house.”
My cousin James, who was the oldest of all my cousins at age nineteen, stood up. “We had all assumed that James here had avoided Morfs, but just after Christmas he caught it. James is a bird Hybrid, and a flyer.” James unfolded a large pair of black wings on his back. I was surprised that I hadn’t noticed them earlier. We gave him a round of applause and then Dad, Uncle Nate and Uncle Tom went over and fired up the barbeque.
“Sanura! Laura!” I turned as Grandma called our names. “Come over here. I want to meet my new granddaughters.” I made my way over to the table where Grandma and Grandpa were sitting. I sat down and remembered to smooth out my skirt.
Laura just plopped down into the seat beside me. “Laura, stand up, and smooth your skirt when you sit back down.” Laura sighed loudly, but did as Grandma had asked. “I know that this must be hard for you both. I can’t imagine what it would be like to have my sex changed almost over night. But what I do know, is that I’ve been a woman all my life, and it’s not that bad. Another thing I know, is that neither of you have ever been quitters. Your parents raised you better than that. Sanura, you seem to be adapting to this pretty well. You move and talk like a girl from what I’ve seen. Your mother even told me that you have a girlfriend.”
“Ummm … yeah, I do. And the whole moving like a girl just kinda come naturally,” I said. “I just try not to fight it.”
“Well I want you to know I’m proud of you for not trying to hide the new you,” said Grandma as she patted her hand on my paw. “Now Laura, you can learn a lot from your cousin. You’ve been a girl for nearly two months now, and you still want to fight it all. That display earlier when you sat down is a prime example. I know that your mother has been after you to sit properly and act like a lady, and all you do is rebel against it. Now I don’t mean to nag, and I don’t mean to preach, but your parents would give the world for you, and they want to see you adjust to all of this. They’re just trying to help you. None of us expect you to be all girl all the time. Girls are allowed to do nearly everything a boy can … but, they also get to do so much more. You can still play rough with your brothers, but you also need to learn the things that all girls know, like makeup and fashion, how to sit properly in a dress, the list goes on and on. Will you at least give being a girl a chance?”
“I can try, but I … I never asked for this, I never wanted to be a girl,” said Laura. You could hear that she was on the verge of tears.
“Laura, I never asked for any of this either, but it’s not the end of the world. You can pull through this,” I said.
“But it’s different for you,” she said. “At least for you, your male self is gone. For me, I have to see Logan everyday, living the life that I should be living. Hanging out with ‘my’ friends, wearing ‘my’ clothes. I’m reminded everyday of everything I’ve lost!”
“I’m sorry, I never really thought of that,” I put my arm around her and let her cry. “It will take time but you can have a life of your own. I’m sure your old friends will still hang out with you and you’ll make new friends. But to do that, do need to stop feeling sorry for yourself and start being that outgoing energetic person you were before.”
“I’ll try Sanura, Grandma, I’ll really try. Logan wants me to do that too. We’re empathetically linked, so he doesn’t like me being depressed. I’ll try and be a girl so that Logan and Mom and Dad can be happy.”
“Laura, don’t do it for them. It is not ‘them’ that you should do it for. Do it for yourself, so that ‘you’ are happy.
~~~
“So what's up with those glasses?” asked Laura, after we had spent a good portion of the afternoon hanging out together. Jason and Logan had always been close, so it was nice to become friends with Laura. We both knew each other pretty well, but I think it was really helping her to have a friend who was in the same boat as her.
“What about them? They keep the sun out of my eyes.” I grinned at her.
“You know what I mean Dummy. Where’d you get them? What are they made of?”
“I made them. I’m some sort of dark energy elemental.”
“I’ve never heard of dark energy before.”
“Yeah, neither had I, but that’s the only way I can think to describe my powers. I can form projectiles or force fields. The shades are just one of my shields in the shape of sunglasses.”
“Cool!”
“You know, and don’t take this the wrong way, but I’m glad you morfed like you did Laura. I mean, we’ve always been friends, but if you were still Logan, well, just look at how Logan has interacted with me today. It’s like, now that I’m a girl, he doesn’t know how to talk to me, but with you being a girl now too, we can continue our friendship almost like nothing had happened to either of us.”
“Okay, I see what you mean. It is pretty cool that we can carry on like normal, although I think a few things are definitely going to be different.”
“It doesn’t have to be different, we’re both still the same person. If anything, we have even more in common now than we used to.”
“Nura, it’s going to be different, no matter what. I don’t think I remember us as boys sitting around in dresses and talking about clothes like we were a few minutes ago,” Laura giggled.
“Yeah, I guess not,” I laughed.
~~~
“Okay, dinner is ready,” shouted Dad. Everyone dropped what they were doing and headed over to the food. “Remember, Ladies first, boys.”
I grabbed Laura’s arm and pulled her with me into the line up. “See? There are advantages to being a girl.”
“I’m not going to complain,” Laura said. “Besides, its making Logan jealous that I get to eat first when he’s starving.”
“Huh?” I looked over at Logan. “He doesn’t look that upset about it.”
“Oh, he is. Empathic link, remember?” she reminded me, while she tapped one finger to her head. “He’s just good at hiding his feeling on the outside.”
“I wish I could still bottle up my feelings. So what other little female advantages bug him?” I asked.
“One of the things that really bugs him, is that I get a larger allowance than he does. I tried to explain the how expensive makeup and pantyhose and tampons are, but he just ignores that and complains about me getting more money anyway.” We took our plates of food over to a table under the tree and continued our conversation.
“Maybe he’s just jealous because you get to wear makeup and pantyhose?” I joked.
“I doubt that. I used to be him, and never felt that way.” She picked at the food on her plate before looking over at my plate full of food and then up at me. “Are you seriously going to eat all that?”
“Yeah, I know it’s not very ladylike but I have a high metabolism so that I can fuel my powers.”
“I just figured … you know, because of your size, that you wouldn’t eat very much. I know that my appetite has seriously decreased as a girl. I mean I could probably eat like I used to but I would rather just have a smaller portion now. When Mom first took me shopping after I morfed, she let me order what I normally would and there was no way I would have been able to eat it all without making myself sick. I mean, as weird as it sounds, if we go out, Mom will order me a salad and that will pretty much fill me up.”
“I’ve found I eat a lot of meat, I don’t know if that’s my hybrid side or if I get more energy out of it. Mom always orders me salads though, too.”
~~~
The guys had started up a game of touch football, and Laura and I were watching from one of the tables. We had tried to join the game but had been told we weren’t allowed to play. That made both of us angry until it was explained that we couldn’t play in skirts, which did make sense. I didn’t really want to be flashing my panties, and my flip-flops weren’t really made for playing sports either.
The teams were divided between the ‘kids’ and the ‘men’. The kids’ team was lucky to have James on their team. The game was fun to watch, even though I’d rather have been playing. The guys were doing pretty good against their dads. My dad was quite an asset to the men’s team. Once he got the ball and started running, you got out of his way.
Laura and I were laughing so hard it hurt when James tried blocking people with his huge wings. That only lasted a few minutes before a pointless argument started and they agreed that he couldn’t block like that.
About halfway through the game a wild throw sent the ball flying at us. I blocked it from hitting Mom by using one of my shields and then launched it back across the field. Someone on the field said, “Maybe we ‘should’ have let her play.”
I glanced over at Crystal who was snuggled up, sleeping against Mom. She was definitely sick. Laura noticed where I was looking and said, “MORFS?”
“Yeah, I think so. We’ll have to wait and see though.” I turned back to the game just in time to see Logan take a hard pass right to the groin. Laura let out a yelp, grabbed between her legs, fell off the table and hit the ground. All the women in the family rushed over to Laura, trying to figure out what happened. She wouldn’t give an answer, she was only grunting in pain.
Grandma noticed where she was grabbing herself. “Is it her time?”
Aunt Roselle shook her head. “No, she had her period two weeks ago.” She chuckled. “I had two moody children as Logan was picking up all of her feelings through that link they have. I have no idea what this could be now, though.”
“I think I know what happened,” I said. “Logan just got hit in the … that area, with the football.” All of the women, glanced over to the field where the guys were all standing around Logan, who was on the ground too. The guys were mostly laughing at him.
Uncle Nathan was running over to us though. He saw Laura on the ground and was quickly by her side. Most of the guys realized something had happened to her and were rushing over to us now, too. I reached down and tugged her skirt back down before the guys got there.
“Laura, what’s wrong, Honey?” asked her dad as he rocked her in his arms.
She was no longer grunting or gasping for breath, “Dad, Logan’s … hurt. I can feel it.”
“Honey, it’s going to be alright, it was just an accident.” Laura sat up as Logan walked slowly up to picnic area.
“It’s going away. I’ll be fine, too,” she said, wiping away the tears in her eyes. “Who threw that ball? That seriously hurt. I didn’t think I’d ever feel that pain again though.”
~~~
The guys had resumed their game, but Logan was now sitting out at the sidelines with us. He and Laura seemed to be doing better. Laura was busy fixing her makeup after wiping off the tear-streaked stuff she had been left with.
“You know, you do really do look alike, now that I’ve seen Laura without her makeup. Hey, Logan, if you grew your hair out and let Laura do your makeup, you two could pass for sisters,” I laughed.
Logan raised his fist.
“Logan, don’t you dare,” said Laura without even looking up.
“But…”
“But nothing! She was just joking around and you do ‘not’ hit girls,” said Laura.
“Fine!” Logan looked at me, lowered his fist and then mumbled something under his breath. Even with my enhanced hear I barely heard him say, “Bitch.”
“Excuse me? What exactly is your problem?” I asked.
“Nothing!”
“Oh? Can’t you take a little joke? So I said you look like your sister, big deal. By the way, your Mom told us how you had your period two weeks ago. How did that feel?”
“Shut up! I didn’t have a period, she did!” He pointed at Laura who was now putting away her make up. “I’m sick of you making fun of me and calling me a girl. I’m a boy! Not some stupid girl.” I saw it coming but obviously he didn’t, because Laura scored a direct hit as she slapped him across the face … hard!
“Come on, Nura.” She grabbed my hand. “Let’s get out of here.” We walked across the park to a small play area and both sat down in a swing. Laura rubbed her cheek with her hand. “Damn, that slap hurt, but he deserved it.”
~~~
To Be Continued...
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It's 2048, and besides all the normal stresses, teens are now faced with the possibility of many strange changes induced by the MORFS virus. Sanura's life seems to be settling down. She's in a new relationship and has mostly adapted to her new life. Meanwhile, there's a trap being set for our favourite catgirl.
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MORFS: Sanura's Tale, Part 9
By Britney McMaster
I slapped my alarm as I sat up in bed. Another Monday, another long week of school. At least my birthday is coming up soon. Surprisingly, for a Monday morning, I was feeling pretty good. Life had settled into a nice little routine and it wasn't overly bad. Meeting Laura the day before had been really cool. Just knowing that there's someone else in the same boat as me really helps. Now I don't feel so alone. I went about getting ready for school. Shower, then breakfast, then back to my room to get dressed. My hair still had a bit of curl left from the day before, and after brushing it out a bit, it looked good with the soft waves in it. I took the time to do my makeup just right, picked up my clothes for basketball and put them in my backpack. That went on my shoulder as I grabbed my purse and headed downstairs. I slipped on a pair of heels and was out the door just in time to meet up with Amy as she was leaving her house. We walked hand in hand until we got within a block of the school. For the last block we simply walked together, talking about nothing in particular. We arrived at school, got our books for morning classes out of our lockers, then headed for homeroom. I spent most of homeroom daydreaming about Amy. I didn't seem to be quite as infatuated with her as I had been. I could now think clearly around her, but I was definitely in love with that girl. She noticed I was looking at her and smiled, then put her palm out towards me and I could see writing appear on her skin as her cells changed colour. The writing became clear and I smiled as I read, 'hey there beautiful.' The words faded away and class continued on like normal. Soon the buzzer sounded and we all rushed out of the room to get to our next class. I pulled Amy aside while the room emptied, brought up a shield around us for privacy and kissed her passionately on the lips. “Nura!” she whispered in my ear. “What if someone saw that?” “Amy, relax. No one can see through my shields, don't worry.” I kissed her once more and then pulled back and retracted the shield. “I'll see you at lunch,” she said as we rushed out the door and down the hallway in opposite directions. ~~~ “The target usually departs the school after her basketball practice at 4:00. We will commence the mission when she crosses the field on her way home. I want this done clean and fast, and I want the girl unharmed. Dispose of any witnesses.” “Yes sir.” “Under no circumstances are you to open the cage once she has been detained.” “Yes sir.” ~~~ ‘That Cali girl is stupider than I thought. No only has she already tried to attack me in the bathroom once already, so I'm already on my guard, but now she's trying to do it again when I can see her in the mirror.’ She swung her fist at me as I turned towards her. I caught her punch in my hand and used some energy to help me bend her wrist back a bit. She whimpered and dropped to her knees. “What did I ever do to you Cali?” I asked. “You stole my place on the team!” she screeched at me. “I didn't steal anything from you. You got yourself put on probation because of your prejudices.” “I hate you!” she screamed, as even more of her body turned metallic and she pushed back against me. “Yeah? Well the feeling is mutual!” I said. She continued to push against me. I was pretty much against the wall and mustered up more of my strength to push back. I once again let out a low growl as I pushed back and sent her falling backwards a few feet. Something about being cornered had got me fired up. I was standing there, breathing heavily, still growling, with my claws extended. I saw the fear in Cali's eyes as I looked down at her. I shook myself, trying to keep myself in check and forced myself to leave the bathroom before I did something stupid. I hurried through the hallway, trying to calm down. I didn't like the feelings I had. They were the same raw primal feelings that I’d had when I had first been attacked a few weeks before. I felt as if I wasn't in control of myself, and the feeling scared me. By the time I had got to my class I was back to feeling pretty much like I normally do. The weather was nice by lunch time and a lot of students ended up eating outside. My friends and I found a slightly shaded area near the field. I sat next to Amy as we ate. I wanted nothing more than to be with Amy at that moment, and fought the urge to hold her hand, but I knew she wasn't ready to make our relationship public, even to our friends. I distracted myself by focusing on my lunch, not looking up till Shine came jogging towards us. Having known her for so long, I could tell she was excited about something. "Hey Shine, where ya been?" "I was showing Coach something. Can you guess what?" "You managed to hold your energy for forty five seconds this time?" Mike quipped. "Better than that. I figured out what I've been doing wrong." "And that is ...?" Jade asked. "I've been pushing all my light energy out of my body to try and form the balls of light. But then I realized that when I do that, I don't have any energy left to control it." "That's great to know," said Cody, “but how does that help you control it." "Watch." Shine's eyes started to glow like they usually do when she uses her powers, but nothing else was happening. Suddenly her dark skin started to lighten and become transparent. It was hard to look right at her as her body began to emit an intense white light. I formed a pair of shades with my powers and kept watching. It was strange watching her glow like that. I could see her bones through her now translucent body. They seemed to be shining even brighter than the rest of her. She put her hands up beside her and formed two bright balls of light energy which she held longer than I had ever seen her hold them. She turned towards me, "Hey Nura, Catch," as she tossed the energy at me. I caught both of them in my hands and quickly absorbed the energy. I replaced the light with two balls of my dark energy and tossed them back at Shine. She dodged quickly. Not quite at the speed of light but pretty damn fast. "Nura! I can't catch energy like you can." I regained control of the rogue energy and absorbed the energy back in to myself. "I had everything under control. No worries." ~~~ I spent my next two classes lost in thought. Shine seemed to have control of her powers now. That got me thinking about whether I could use my powers internally too. I had a feeling that that wouldn't be a good idea as I pictured myself blowing up like Aunt Mika's restaurant. Eventually, classes ended and I headed to the locker room on auto pilot,, changed, and headed into the gym for practice. I was able to focus on practice and did as well as I normally do. I had my first game with the girls’ team next week and I wanted to be ready for it. I had been spending most of my time practicing my free throws and jump shots, learning to compensate for my lost height. After practice, Coach pulled me aside and gave me my team uniform. It was pretty much the same as my old boys team uniform, but naturally, a lot smaller. I hurried to the change room and tossed my uniform in my locker. By the time I got out of the shower, all the other girls were gone. I used my energy trick to dry myself off and started getting dressed. My hair went into a ponytail because it was easy to do, then I gathered my stuff and left the room. I was pleasantly surprised to find Amy waiting for me. No one else was around so I gave her a kiss and took her hand in mine. "I've missed you." She kissed me back, "I love you too." "You wanna do something tonight?" I asked as we started across the field towards home. "I don't have any homework." "I’d love to. Mom and Dad are working late, you wanna come over?" "Sure. I just ... “ I stopped walking and sniffed the air. "What is it, Nura?" "Something isn't right. Get behind those bushes and hide." "What about you?" "I’ll be fine. I don’t need to worry about you getting hurt if I'm right, and something bad happens. So please hide." Amy hid in the bushes as I asked, however I saw her stick her head out so she could watch, but then it quickly changed to shades of green and was camouflaged in the bush. I slowly made my way further into the field. I knew something wasn't right. There was an odd smell of metal and sweat in the air. I extended my claws and continued forward.. I spun around at the sound of something moving in the tall grass, but there seemed to be nothing there. I sent an energy shield in that direction. It moved fast, and when it hit something, I dropped to all fours and ran at whatever it was that it had hit.. I pounced and landed on a soldier. "Smart camo!" I growled at him, then, then hit him with a punch that knocked him out. I knew there would be others and stood up to look for them just in time to be hit by a tranq. I pulled the dart from my neck and shot off as many energy blasts as I could before the world went foggy and I dropped to the ground. ~~~ Amy watched in shock as two dozen men emerged from the tall grass and picked up Sanura. An airship came into view and landed beside the group. Amy crawled closer as the men unloaded a metal box from the airship. The box was about eight feet high and had cables running around the outside. A thick power cable ran from the box to the airship. Sanura was strapped to a metal table as one soldier opened the box. The table was lifted in and locked in place in the box. Several cables were attached to her restraints. The box lit up in many places as it was activated and a soft hum spread through the air. The box was quickly loaded into the ship, followed by the soldiers. the ship immediately lifted into the air. Amy rose to her feet, noting which direction it was headed as the airship took off, passing almost directly overhead. Not sure what to do, she ran across the field and into the forest. She was in her hidden area under the tree within minutes. "Gryok!" she called. "Gryok! I need your help." Hearing was a rustling behind her, she turned around to see the winged creature bound towards her. "Gryok! Someone kidnapped my girlfriend. Can you help me follow them?" "Kidnapped?" "They hurt her and took her away." "Gryok help Amy. Amy ride Gryok." "We need to get one of my friends. Are there any more eagox she can ride on?" Gryok raised his head to the sky and let out a strange screeching howl. A moment later Amy heard similar sounds coming from deep in the woods. "Pack coming to help." Amy pulled out her eCom while she waited and placed a call. "Hey! I need your help ... I don't care if your parents want you to finish your homework first. They took Sanura ... I don't know who! But she needs your help ... Meet me outside your house in five minutes ... Your powers may be all that can save her." Amy got on Gryok's back and held onto the animal's fur as its powerful wings lifted them into the air. When they rose above the trees, Amy was amazed at the number of eagox circling in the air. She was frightened at the thought of being in the midst of all these large animals and concentrated on releasing as much pheromone as she could. "Gryok, we need to go this way." ~~~ “uhhhh …,” my head was throbbing as I tried to open my eyes. Everything felt fuzzy, but soon the memories came flooding back. I felt something around my legs and feet and tried to pull at whatever it was before I realized I was strapped down. Unable to move my head more than a few inches, I look around myself, trying to figure out where I was. I was lying on a table inside some sort of metal cell. There were bars of blue light running all around the inside, and something was emitting a low humming sound. I tried to break free by using my energy fields. I felt the pressure building in me, but as I tried to expand the field outside of my body, the blue lights brightened, the pressure inside faded and the field didn’t appear. A voice came through a speaker. “Don’t bother trying to use those powers of yours, girl. The cage you’re in neutralizes the energy you create.” “What …” my mouth was dry and it was hard to speak. “What do you want with me?” “I want your powers, of course. I’ve studied MORFS since before the outbreak. I know that makes me old, but it also makes me the most knowledgeable on the subject.” “Before the outbreak?” “Yes, the early human tests. In those days, most didn’t survive the change, since we didn’t have the assistance of the energy packs. We were very disappointed when that fact was discovered so soon in the epidemic. Not nearly enough people died. But we are placated by the hatred it has spawned around the world. Parents against children, brothers against sisters and nations divided and fallen against themselves.” “What’s that all got to do with me?” I asked. “In nearly fifty years of studying the effects of our MORFS, every case has had some scientific explanation. Each power or ability could be proven on physical findings. There’s never been anything magical about MORFS. Its all purely science. An advancement of human biology. But you’re different. You control something undiscovered. Something not of this earth.” “Why abduct ‘me’? How does this concern you? I didn’t do anything.” “Well in a way, you’re my creation. And on the other hand, it simply intrigues me. You have in you the potential to unlocking the mysteries of our universe. Research of your abilities could change the very foundation of astrophysics.” “So what is it you want me to do?” “My dear, I don’t want you to do anything. All I want is for you to lay right where you are. The secrets of the universe are inside you, and I’m going to go inside you and take them out for myself.” I tried pulling at my restraints again but couldn’t get away. “Calm down. I’ve done this many times. Don’t worry yourself, it won’t hurt for very long, I promise. Then everything will be over for you.” The speaker clicked off and I lay there alone, thinking about my friends and family. Being afraid I wouldn’t see them again hurt more than anything else. I cried freely as I tried to absorb as much light energy as I could. The bright blue lights were an excellent source. One way or another, I’d meet my end with a fight. ~~~ The flock of eagox quickly grabbed the attention of the many tourists in Sun City as they bolted through the sky. Cameras flashed and many holos were taken as the elusive beasts flew low over the city. Some of the people wondered aloud the possible reasons for the urgency of the animals as they quickly went north. Some thought they saw a person riding the largest one, which was leading the pack. Amy gripped tightly as the flying beasts followed her directions. They traveled several blocks in mere minutes. Finally, Gryok and one other large eagox dropped to the ground, landing smoothly as the rest of the pack circled in the air. “Amy,” said Gryok in his rough voice as she dismounted. “Get friend, they will ride Flaxok.” The other eagox bowed it’s head at Amy, saying, “Flaxok is swift. Flaxok will carry friend with speed.” “Thank you, Flaxok.” Amy stroked the fur of the beast with affection. *What happened?* came Trance’s steady voice as Amy ran to Shine’s door. *I think you already have a good idea what happened.* Amy knocked on the door impatiently. *I’ll be there in a minute. Hang on.* The door finally opened and Shine hurried outside, closing the door behind her. A moment later, Trance came running up the street. *Shine filled me in on most of the details after you called her. You can fill me in on the rest while we’re flying.* “We’re riding on those?” asked Shine, looking a bit intimidated. “Eagox, it’s the only way to travel. But do I get one of my own or do you expect me to fly there on my limited TK?* asked Trance. Gryok let out a screeching cry. A moment later another eagox landed on Shine’s front lawn. This one was even larger than Gryok or Flaxok. *Hello, Trance. It’s an honor to help you.* *Brok? You’re …* *Not human? Not all telepaths are, Trance. You should know that* *We’ve been friends since I received my powers. Why did you never tell me you were an eagox?* *It never came up? Now will you accept the help of an old friend or not?* “It would be an honor to ride with you, Brok.” Trance got on the back of the large beast as Shine and Amy looked on in confusion. *Amy, Shine, Brok here is an old friend and fellow telepath. Stop trying to figure out what just happened and let’s get in the air* The girls rushed to their respective animals and held on tight as the three eagox launched into the air and back to the field where Sanura was taken from. ~~~ Time passed quickly as I was poked and prodded by robotic arms inside the cage. Blood samples were taken and various tests were run, all while I struggled for escape. "They'll come looking for me, you know." "I very much doubt that," said the same voice as before. "We'll be finished with you before they even know you're gone." I heard someone approaching the cage I was trapped in for the first time since I woke up. I heard several electric locks turn and slowly the front of the cage opened to reveal a white skinned man in a white suit. His solid red eyes seemed to burn as he looked at me with a cold stare. "At last I meet my creation." It was the man I had been talking with. "You're a Morf?" I asked. "How very astute of you to notice. I was the first. or at least, the first to survive, thanks to my idea of injecting the necessary nutrients into the morfing patient. People thought I was mad for morfing myself, but I've always understood the basics of how it all worked. As I said, I was the first. I am the creator." "Then you're a monster!" "Sanura, we've already had this discussion. I'm here to talk about you, not me." He held an x-ray in his right hand, then held it to the glowing blue lights on the cage wall. "This is an x-ray we took of you. Tell me if you see anything odd." The x-ray showed my chest. The bones and organs were clear to see, but the middle of the chest was completely black. "I think you need to learn how to take an x-ray." "Very funny, girl. This void is being caused by your powers, so now I know where to look. Maybe the source of you power is in your heart, maybe your lungs. I guess I'll have to just remove everything in there and see, won't I?" "I'll kill you, you bastard!" "Actually, I believe that role will be reversed." ~~~ The eagox took turns sniffing around the field where Sanura had been taken. Finally Brok let out a call and the other eagox followed him back into the air. *Trance, it’s going to get cold once we leave the city limits.* *I'll be fine, Brok* *I was more concerned about the girls.* *So am I. But there's nothing we can do, is there?* *I'll have Fyrol fly ahead of them. She isn't as fast, but she is a heat elemental, and will keep the wind warm.* *Can we afford to slow down?* *If we don't keep them warm, we'll have to turn back.* Brok let out a call in his native tongue and a smaller eagox pushed ahead of Flaxok and Gryok. The air took on a rippled effect as the heat poured off of the lead creature. They left the city and plunged into cold air. There was snow swirling about but it melted quickly as it entered the heated area. ~~~ *Thu”‘Thump... Thu”‘Thump... Thu”‘Thump...* Sanura's heart beat faster and faster as the robotic arm moved closer to her with its razor sharp blade. *thu”‘thump thu”‘thmp thu”‘thump thu”‘thump* her breathing became deep and rapid, and her heart rate rose higher. Her blood surged through her body, under such pressure she could hear it. She was sure her captors must, too. Her adrenal gland opened and she felt a rush of strength spread throughout her body. She struggled to free herself from her restraints but could not break free. A feeling of impending doom washed over her as the scalpel came within an inch of her skin. It moved slowly, with delicate precision. She couldn’t get away. She felt the energy stored within her, but she couldn't release it. Then a familiar feeling of pressure built in her center, tightening like a knot in her chest. *THU”‘THUMP THU”‘THUMP THU”‘THUMP THU”‘THUMP* Her heart beat still faster with each passing second. The blood rushed from her heart, surging through her veins. A monitor started beeping as her blood pressure spiked. As the blood rushed through her chest towards her lungs it passed a strange black organ near her heart, which swelled with tremendous pressure, then suddenly contracted as a gland opened and released its contents into the surging blood. The red and white blood cells were quickly outnumbered by billions of tiny black cells. Her blood darkened like ink as it flooded through her system. Sanura began convulsing from the shock as the black fluid poured throughout her. All the arteries near the surface of her body became visible through her skin as the blackened blood was pumped through them. Still, the black organ used the energy it had stored to charge more dark matter as it drew it through the vortex from where it where it had previously resided, turning it into still more of the black cells. She gasped for breath as the raw power of the black cells overcame her. The cells started to absorb into her entire body, becoming more differentiated, no longer just stem cells. Her muscle tissue became heavier and denser as the black cells permeated her entire muscle system. Her whole body tensed as it was taken over by the black cells. Her skin thickened and her muscles bulged. Her restraints tightened as her arms grew larger and stronger. Thick coarse black hairs sprouted from every follicle, covering her body in thick fur. Her clothes ripped and fell away from her as she continued to expand in muscle mass. Before long, Sanura stopped convulsing as the growth stopped. Her eyes rolled back and closed as she lost consciousness. Her blood began to return to its natural colour as the last remnants of the black invaders was absorbed into her muscles. The scientists rushed in as her heart rate spiked even higher and then stopped. The monitor emitted a single long tone as the men rushed over with a defibrillator. They were charging the paddles when … *thu”‘thump... thu”‘thump... THU”‘THUMP THU”‘THUMP THU”‘THUMP* Her eyes flashed open as her back arched off the table and she released a deep menacing roar, pulling against her restraints. The metal gave way to her strength. Her claws extended and she cut away the wires and tubes attached to her body. The men in the room dropped their medical tools and drew their weapons. "Get back on the table and no one will get hurt girl!" one of them ordered as she rolled off the table on all fours. Sanura lunged forward at the men, who opened fire and hit her several times before she crashed into them. She whirled around, striking with precision, first disarming them, then cutting them down with her claws. One of the men managed to sound an alarm moments before she impaled him from behind. She threw him aside and let out another roar. Her body tensed again as it pushed out the bullets lodged in her skin. The open wounds closed over with a black skin within a second as more thick black hair grew over the already healed wounds. ~~~ As the perimeter scanners started beeping, they woke the guard from his nap. He took a look at the radar and watched as over two dozen little blips moved toward the base. He grabbed his radio and called it in. “Do you have visual confirmation?” “They’re not close enough for visual yet, sir.” “Get visual confirmation and open fire if they get any closer. We can’t afford to have this mission … Aaahhh!! Skshhhhhhhhhhhhh …” the line went dead The guard nervously armed the perimeter weapons and activated the motion detectors before going to check out the disturbance on the other end of the radio. He picked up his weapon before leaving his post and made his way to central command. As he walked quietly down the corridor, alarm lights started flashing and the alarm suddenly sounded, making him jump. He grabbed his chest and forced himself to settle down after the shock wore off. Rounding the corner, he stopped abruptly. The door to the command room was half open, a large dent in it keeping it from closing. The rest of the door was covered in scratch marks. He cautiously entered the room and surveyed the carnage, seeing bodies strewn about the room. He raced over to the main computer and activated the lockdown sequence for the facility. It would also arm the weapons in the hallways, which were programmed to attack anyone not entered in the system and not wearing their electronic ID badge. He exited the room through another hallway, making his way down to the next room. The autogun in the corner turned towards him. He started sweating as it scanned his ID, even though it was only a second before the gun retracted. As he took another step forward, the gun turned back towards him and started firing at something just behind him. He ducked out of the way as a large black catlike creature dodged the shots and charged at the autogun. A swipe of it’s claws and the gun dropped to the ground. He quietly pulled and aimed his gun. As he released the safety, the cat turned quickly and slashed at him before he could pull the trigger. ~~~ “Sir, our sources have confirmed it. The girl has been captured. What are your orders?” “Move in. we don’t want the girl harmed, and we definitely do not want her powers falling into their hands. Assemble as many operatives as you can for this mission. I want all colours who are available to lead this mission. White will lead the colours. She’s been briefed already.” “Yes sir. The teams will depart in 20.” ~~~
*Hold on, girls, we’re going to be coming under fire in a minute,* Trance warned as they came into view of the facility. Using his mind sight, Trance could see the infrared scanners of the motion detectors. The first autogun popped up over a ledge and took aim at them. Before it could fire, Trance crushed it with a telekinetic blast. *Brok, I need some help taking out these guns. Do we have any other elementals in the flock?*
*We have a few. I’ll call them to take out the guns while the girls stay back.* Brok let out a call, and four eagox streaked forward. They all moved with tremendous speed, as they weren’t burdened with a rider. Trance continued taking out some of the guns from afar, but the other four attackers were much more efficient, each one using their elements to take down the facility’s defenses.
Lightning strikes, small volcanic eruptions, twisters and burning acid covered the cold mountain valley. The facility, which had been very well guarded, was quickly surrounded by desolated land. Remnants of weapons could be seen here and there.
The flock moved forward. As they approached the facility, they quickly became aware that something was happening inside. They could now see that many of the windows were broken and parts of the building were on fire.
They landed just outside and the three teenagers dismounted from the eagox who had carried them. Trance closed his eyes and tried to make sense of what was going on inside. Brok did the same. All they could sense was the panic and chaos of the people inside.
Trance turned to the two girls. “I’m going inside.”
~~~
Sanura ran on all fours throughout the corridors of the facility, attacking anything that moved. Her actions were swift and instinctual, simply trying to keep herself alive. The energy in the black cells was fading and they were starting to shrink back down, her muscles starting to return to their former size. She continued running around the complex, looking for anyone who might still be after her. There was no one left. The only thing left to do was escape.
Back in the control room, she caught a familiar scent coming through the window. She charged at it and broke through the remaining glass, landing in the snow, ready to pounce, her muscles bulking back up slightly. She was surrounded by other animals and a few people. She growled at them. They made no move towards her. She could smell their fear, and knew they weren’t a threat.
She straightened up, rising to stand on just her feet and let out one last roar as the black cells depleted and imploded on themselves. She shrunk quickly back to her normal size, the thick fur starting to fall out as she fell softly into the snow.
Her friends raced to her side. Amy checked her pulse. She was alive. Trance stood and ran into the destroyed building, Brok following him. “Trance, what are you looking for?”
“I’m trying to find Sanura some clothing.”
“And you want to know what they did to her.”
“Of course I do.”
“Then you want to go this way.”
~~~
“What’s the report?” asked the man in white.
“The facility is destroyed. Sensors are only picking up two alive inside, and one of them is big.”
“We’re going back. Assemble as many men as you can. I also want all our Morfs on this job. I will have that damn girl, dead or alive!”
“We’ll be there in half an hour, sir.”
~~~
“Sir, we have all the colours that aren’t currently on missions gathered in the briefing room. White is briefing them now.”
“How many do we have?”
“We have five colours, and 28 special ops.”
“Get them in the air. I want them there as soon as possible.”
“Departure is in five, sir. Estimated time of arrival is fifty minutes later.”
~~~
Trance picked up the x-ray from the floor and held it against the flickering light. A dark void covered the heart and most of the right side of the chest. The x-ray was labeled, ‘female morf, age 15’, making him was sure it was Sanura’s. He looked around the remains of the lab, but found no other real information.
When Brok called to him, he left the room and went down the hallway. Brok had found a supply room. He rushed inside and started pulling things from various shelves. Food was in order, and he grabbed what he could and threw it into a bag. Sanura always was hungry after using her powers. Next, he found some stacks of clothing. It was all male clothing, and would be way too big on Sanura, but he grabbed some, just in case there was nothing better. He kept looking and found a door behind one of the shelves. He opened it and when in to the room.
It appeared to be just another lab, but there were piles of cloth laying on the counters. He looked at the nearest pile of cloth and smiled as his face was reflected on the material. ‘Nice, raw smart camo,’ he thought to himself. He went over to the computer and started typing away. He had an idea. Changing the properties of the nano-technology was easy. He could have changed it using his powers, but he would have had to change each nano-cell one at a time. He hit the production button and a machine across the room started feeding out a thin fabric. He picked up the end of the fabric and held it up in front of the machine. The image of the machine appeared on the other side of the fabric. “Backwards smart camo. Amy should find this useful.” He cut the length of fabric from the machine and stuffed it in the bag he was carrying.
As he was leaving, he spotted a cabinet in the corner. He opened it up and found it filled with even more clothing. He had to search through it all but finally came up with a pair of pants and a long sleeved shirt in a women’s small. It was stretchy and he figured it would fit Sanura, if it wasn’t too big. He put that in the bag and he and Brok rushed back outside.
Fyrol was heating up the area and Amy was holding Sanura in her arms. As Trance walked up, Sanura opened her eyes. “Hey,” she said, then looked down at herself. “Why am I naked? And where the hell are we?”
“You don’t remember?” asked Amy. Trance pulled the clothes from the bag he was carrying and tossed them to Sanura.
“The last thing I remember is being tied up and they were about to operate on me.”
“And you don’t remember anything after that?” confirmed Trance.
“I just remember this there being a really heavy weight on my chest and then I blacked out.” Sanura turned and pulled the black top on over her head while using Amy as a shield, to provide her with some modesty. Putting on the pants was hard to do without everyone seeing her naked, but she rationalized that they already probably had. Never the less, she kept her back to them while she pulled the pants up to her waist.
“Let’s get out of here and get you home.” Amy helped Sanura to her feet.
~~~
“Sir, we’re arriving now.”
“Ready all the troops for combat. This girl is going to pay.”
“Sir, on our last mission, you ordered that she be brought back alive …”
“I can get what I want from her now, whether she’s dead or alive.”
~~~
“What’s the convoy’s status?”
“Estimated arrival in thirty minutes, Sir.”
~~~
To Be Continued...
~~~
The entire MORFS Universe can be found at http://morfs.nowhere2go.org/
It's 2048, and besides all the normal stresses, teens are now faced with the possibility of many strange changes induced by the MORFS virus. Sanura has fallen into the trap that was set for her. Her captors have discovered what happens when you try to cage a hybrid and now Sanura will come face to face with the man who has been after her.
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MORFS: Sanura's Tale, Part 10
~ Extended Version ~
By Britney McMaster
As I stood up, I felt dizzy for a moment. I felt extremely drained, almost as if I was about to pass out. "Shine, can you help charge me up a bit? My energy is on empty."
"Sure thing. Tell me when you want to stop." Shine quickly lit up and started beaming light, forming it into a large ball right in front of me. I felt my body reaching for the energy, my pores opening as I absorbed the light.
My skin tingled all over as it absorbed the light and soon I felt a familiar fullness in my chest return. Satisfied that I was all charged up, I told Shine that she could stop.
"Now, let’s get out of here." Amy led us back over to the eagox. They smelled safe enough, so I hopped on the one assigned to carry me. We were just starting to launch into the air when we heard the rumbling of a jet engine coming from behind the peak of the mountain. "Hide!" she cried
We dashed for what cover we could find among the sparse trees. The sound of the jet got louder and soon we saw a large airship come to stop, hovering right above us. There was nowhere to go to get away. *Trance, unless that's a rescue team, we're going to have to fight.*
*Nura, there's more than three hundred of them in that ship. Even with Brok and his pack helping, we're seriously outnumbered.* He put his hand on my shoulder and looked me in the eyes, drawing my attention away from the ship. "We need to find a way out of here," he whispered.
*There's nowhere to go. Can you or Brok send out a call for backup?*
*I'll see if he can. He's got more range than I do.* As he looked away while he talked with Brok, I looked up at the menacing ship above us, which had yet to land. *He's sending out a call. I hope that someone gets it. Nura, are you sure you can fight? You were nearly half dead a few minutes ago.*
*I'm fine, Trance. Since Shine charged me up, I feel better than ever.*
*Yeah, but over three hundred, against the twenty or so of us? Those are stupid odds.*
*How many of those three hundred are Morfs, and how many are just normals with a gun?*
*About sixty Morfs. One of them is ridiculously strong, though.*
*Still, sixty is better odds. I'm ready to fight! I'm sick of being chased.*
~~~
"Sir, we've located over twenty five life forms using the thermal scanners."
"Good. Listen up, soldiers! Your mission is simple, exterminate anything that moves. Originally I had wanted the girl alive, but our information greatly underestimated her powers. I was the only one who got out of the facility alive. This girl has killed many of your comrades, so this is a revenge mission, a time to hurt, no, KILL her and her friends. You all know I enjoy watching a good fight and prefer to watch from afar. This girl is no challenge to me. As much as I would like to break her myself, she is not a worthy opponent for me. Morfs soldiers, the cat girl is your primary target. Infantry, you are assigned to dispose of the rest. Do not fail me this time. I should not need to dirty my hands fighting the weak."
"Take the ship down"
~~~
When the ship descended, Trance told us, *Everyone get ready for a fight.*
The sides of the airship opened quickly, and several hundred armed men filed off and got into formation. The front of the ship opened to reveal the Morfs. They were without firearms, but would be the toughest challenge of all.
Standing behind them was the man in white. He stepped of the airship and rose into the air, going high above us, where he stopped. He yelled something I couldn't make out and the soldiers started to move forward.
Seeing no sense in hiding, I stepped out into the open, doing my best to look intimidating. For some reason, it seemed to be working. I strained my voice to make my voice go lower, and let out a deep roar, the first time I had done that voluntarily. Then I concentrated my energy, forming a black blade on each hand.
I let out another roar and the eagox followed suit, as they all let out a loud growl.
One of the infantry guys seemed startled, and fired the first shot. Instinctively, my shield came up and stopped the bullet. My return blast of energy just milliseconds later took him out. As he fell to the ground, all hell broke loose.
The men with the guns moved in and began to fire. Trance and Brok stepped forward and slammed the normals with their telekinesis. The eagox lent aid with several elemental attacks.
The Morfs, however, all seemed to be after me. ’Why are they always after me?’
I readied my energy as they ran towards me. my energy blades were extended, about two feet long, and I brought up a shield over the surface of my skin and hair, causing me to look like a walking shadow. Letting one more ferocious roar, I charged in to battle.
The first guy I reached was thin, and not much taller than I am. His skin was green, and looked wet. I got close and took a swing at him, my energy blade slipping deep into his arm. He seemed unaffected by the attack and shot a glob of liquid at me. It was aimed at the side of the face. My shield repelled most of it, but some of it burned through. It felt like the skin on my cheek was boiling. I glanced at the ground where the rest of the fluid had fallen and saw the hole it had eaten into the ground was surrounded by green foam.
He spat at me again while I was distracted and again it ate through the shield, rotting my skin at its sudden contact. I screamed in intense pain as my flesh rotted away, but did not stop fighting. I turned the energy blade in his arm, and in one quick motion pulled it through the rest of his arm, through his chest and finally through his other arm. As the arms dropped to the ground, it burned and dissolved. I spun around, bring both blades back across his chest and neck, and a moment later he dropped to the ground in several pieces.
Only then did I take time to look down at the wound on my left shoulder. The bone was visible and the flesh was continuing to burn away slowly. I glanced at the Morfs, and none were attacking.
Whether they thought I was going to die, or were shocked at the way I had handled the green guy, I'll never know. Bringing my right hand up to my left shoulder, I formed a short blade of energy and cut into my shoulder, cutting away, just outside of the infected area, right across to the other end.
As I dropped to my knees from the pain, I tried to concentrate on my energy. The pressure in my chest was back. I concentrated on it and willed it to my shoulder, feeling the pressure release and surge through my body. It was the same feeling I’d had in the facility before I blacked out. It felt s if my veins were on fire.
Looking up through tear filled eyes, I saw that Trance and Brok were using their TK to keep the Morfs away from me. I looked back down at my shoulder, a large part of it now missing, from my own actions. The blood flow seemed to be slowing down. The feeling in my body seemed to be centering on my shoulder, and I looked down just in time to see a dark tar-like substance start to ooze out of my wound in place of my blood.
I watched in shock as it covered the outside of the wound. The ooze began to radiate the same energy I used, and bonded to the surrounding flesh and bones. At first, I couldn't understand what I was seeing, as the black ooze seemingly fused with the wound. The ooze covering my severed bone hardened quickly and changed colour to match the bone. The ooze surrounding the flesh changed colour and shape and grew into new muscle tissue. Lastly, the remaining black fluid covered the wound completely, then faded into a layer of pale skin.
I moved my arm around. Everything seemed to be working properly again. I brought my hand up to my face and found that wound was also now gone.
~~~
Shine was busy doing what she could to help, mostly blinding their opponents temporarily, when she saw Sanura get hurt. She couldn't believe what she was seeing when Sanura cut off a chunk of her own shoulder. She was even more amazed by the speedy regeneration. She moved at her full speed until she was at Sanura’s side as she stood back up. "Hey, need an energy boost after healing?"
"That would be great," Sanura replied. Shine again acted as a conduit for Sanura's powers as she gave her a heavy dose of light energy. When she was done, Sanura stepped back and resumed her full body shield. "Thanks," was all she said before charging back into the melee
Shine looked at the diced remains of the slimy green man on the ground, shuddered at the sight, then dashed away in a blur.
~~~
"Sir, we've picked up a telepathic distress call. It's coming from our target. They're seriously out numbered."
"Can't we get there any faster?"
"Our ETA is still twenty minutes, sir."
"They may not have that much time. Do whatever we can."
~~~
I burst forward, passing through the TK shield they had up, and lunged at the first person I saw. That was a mistake. The young man with the silvery hair just stood his ground while I bounced off and hit the ground. As I got to my feet, I fired off two energy spikes, but they only made him take one step back as they bounced off him. Luckily for me, the spikes deflected into two of the other Morfs, dropping them to the ground.
I tried to attack him again, and bounced off him again, but this time he grabbed me by the wrists and lifted me. "When you gonna learn this ain't working for ya?" he asked as he leaned in close to my face.
As I tried to expand my shield in an attempt to open his grip. He just grinned at me as a silvery gas built up around him. It blew my shield from around me. "Your fancy little energy tricks aren't going to work on me, Pretty Kitty."
"Oh? Well what about these?" I extended my claws as far as I could and dug them into to his face. ‘That got his attention.’ He let go of my wrists, screaming in pain. I held on tight as he tried to get my paws off of him, spinning him around by the head and tossed him as far away from me as I could.
The next Morf shot a fireball at my head. I raised my hand to block and it converted into my energy, then returned the favour by throwing the energy back at him. The next one went down just as easily.
My full body shield was very useful deflecting most of their elemental attacks, but I felt myself beginning to tire from keeping myself constantly moving. My actions started to slow down and become clumsy. I began to take hits that I should have been able to avoid.
The Morfs circled around me and started attacking all at once. I concentrated solely on keeping my shield up. I was in the midst of the Morfs when I felt a throbbing inside me. I recognized the feeling and worked to control it as the burning sensation coursed through my veins again. I could feel pulling feeling all over my body as a layer of fur grew into place. I felt my muscles bulge as they set new a breaking point. And struggled to stay in control. I channeled all the new energy surging through my body into my shield and pushed it outwards.
The shield shot out a as ring of energy and then faded. It knocked down some of the Morfs, but there were plenty coming at me again. This time I felt a link between my physical strength and my energy. With each blow I landed, my dark energy would form freely, to compliment my actions. This energy use was subconscious, requiring no strain or concentration on my part. The burning in my veins soon reduced to a comfortable surging warmth. I was truly in my element.
~~~
Trance watched as Sanura broke free from the mob with a quick radial blast of energy. She had changed again. Dark gray fur covered her body once again. However, this time she wasn’t the hulking beast that had survived on instinct the previous time. This time Trance could tell that Nura was in control.
The first sign of this was the use of her powers. She had relied on the brute force of her powers, now she used them with grace. She seemed to dance around her opponents, with ease. Her displays of acrobatics were accompanied by quick and precise hits. She quickly reduced a battle between high powered individuals into a game. The Morfs were soon simply trying to hit her before she eventually hit them. It only took her one or two blows to permanently remove them from the fight.
With the infantry teams disarmed, and laying scattered on the ground, the other two teens gathered with Trance and the eagox to watch in amazement as Sanura quickly defeated each foe, letting her shield protect her from the ones she was not concentrating on.
~~~
“Nothing but useless fools,” the man in white muttered as he looked down on the battle. His anger was growing hotter and his intense red eyes started to glow.
Finally, as his trained forces, were incapacitated one by one by Sanura’s attacks, he’d had enough. “I’ll have to finish this myself,” he growled. He had just begun to lower himself to the ground when the sound of an aircraft caught his attention. He turned in the air to watch as the vehicle move towards him.
Raising his arms in front of himself, he pointed his open palms at the ship. Fire suddenly engulfing his hands. A moment later, strong bolts of electricity started coursing through the fireballs. The wind in the area started to pick up speed and localize in a vortex around his fists.
The captain of the ship tried to evade as the large ball of energy grew in front of the ship. The colours assembled themselves at the exit doors, in case the might have to jump. The colour leading the group, wrapped her arm around a younger member of the group. As the ship attempted a swift turning dive to avoid the energy blast, the man in white moved in the blink of an eye, right into its path.
The man released the energy and a tornado of fire and lightening slammed into the ship. As the swirling winds brought the attack upon all sides of the ship, its engines were disabled and it dropped from the sky.
~~~
When I attacked the last of the Morfs, it proved harder to take down. Multiple attacks did little more than faze him. I sent a dozen or so quick blasts right at his head, and almost knocked him down. While he was reeling from that, I pumped a huge amount of energy into a sphere about twice his size. When I fired that one at him, it moved slower than the other, but he wasn’t exactly a fast mover. As it approached him, I condensed its size, which increased its pressure and speed. It took off like a bullet. As it impacted against his chest, there was a large black explosion. The Morf went flying and I stopped to catch my breath.
I didn’t get much of a break. As second or so later there was a series of loud explosions in the air. I snapped around to see that white skinned guy attacking an airship. The fact that he was wielding several elements at once made my blood run cold.
The ship was starting to smoke from the attack, and started dropping fast.
*Nura, that was our help. Brok and I are going to try slowing it down. Can you distract the white guy?*
*Oh sure, no problem. I seem to be good at pissing him off lately,* I replied as calmly as I could
*Shine is coming to charge you up.” Trance and Brok went soaring past me, barely off the ground. Trance gave me a thumbs up. *Good luck. If you need help, just scream.*
‘Way to go girl. Now you’ve got to attack the most powerful Morf you’ve ever seen.’ A blast of light hit me from behind and I sucked in the energy. ‘How do I get myself into situations like this,’ I thought as I took off running.
I ran about fifty yards before reaching my top speed, then I jumped up as far as I could. As I reached the peak of my jump, I turned and shot a pillar-shaped force field at the ground. The impact of that rocketed me up into the air. The man in white was still busy attacking the falling airship. I was still moving fast as I approached him. I formed an energy blade and ran it up his back at high velocity.
‘That’ got his attention.
~~~
Brok whisked through the air at full speed with Trance holding on tightly using his TK. The ship was falling quickly from the sky. Suddenly the attacks on the airship stopped as they got close. Trance glanced back over his shoulder to see Sanura attacking the man high in the air.
‘How did she get up there?’ he wondered to himself, a grin on his face. Turning his attention back to the ship, Trance concentrated on the bottom of the ship and pushed upwards with his TK as hard as he could. The weight of the ship pushed down on his TK and he grasped his head with his hands as the strain sent pain though his entire body.
Brok brought them to a landing and added the strength of his TK to that of his rider. The ship slowed almost to a halt but still continued to fall. Trance pushed as hard as he could, his head throbbing with the pain. Blood began to leak from his eyes and nose as the airship came to rest in the tops of the trees.
Trance released his mental hold, gasping as the pain was replaced by a mild headache. He wiped the blood off his face as best he could as Brok flew them to the door of the Ship. A quick blast of TK pulled the door off. The occupants were quick to escape the burning vehicle.
~~~
The white guy turned towards me, his eyes giving off an intense red light. “YOU!” he screamed forcefully. He charged at me, and I barely got a shield up before he slammed into me. He tried to physically break through the shield as we plummeted to the ground. The impact threw him off, towards his own ship.
My shield cut through the earth, burying me a few feet underground. I dropped my shield and walked out of the crater, failing to get it back up in time, as he shot a fire ball at me.
I absorbed it.
He shot a lightening bolt at me, and I absorbed it, too.
He shot a burst of ice shards at me.
I can’t absorb those. I dropped to my knees, gasping gasped at the pain. Four or five large jagged pieces of ice were stuck in my arms, legs and chest. Luckily, none had hit me in the head. I pulled them out and focused on the wounds. Again, the black liquid filled my wounds and changed into new flesh.
The white guy was on me again in a second. When I got a shield up in time to block his elemental attacks, I could tell he was becoming frustrated.
“I should not need to fight an animal like you.”
“I’m more human than you’ll ever be,” I screamed back at him.
“That may be true, as I’m beyond being a mere human. I’ve made myself something better. I’ve made myself a GOD! Once you’re dead, I’ll infuse myself with your powers and then I will rule over this pathetic planet”
“So that’s how you got so many powers? You killed for them? You had to steal them?”
“I’ve stolen nothing. The powers always belonged to me. I created them in the beginning. I’m merely taking back what belongs to me. Soon I’ll take my ultimate gift back from you, and after going through MORFS one last time, my powers will be complete. I will be the god of all the elements, and all without sullying myself with the blood of beasts.”
“And here I thought the Pures were self-righteous. I’m going to enjoy taking you down.”
“We’re not going to fight yet, girl. I’ve one last Morf for you to fight. I’m especially proud of this creature. More intelligent than a human, faster than a bird. Stronger and larger than any other land animal, I’ve brought back to life a beast that held humans in constant fear for centuries. I’ve made legend into reality. You will now fight my creation. The king of the reptilian family has returned with its fiery vengeance.”
“Enough with your damned speeches. Bring out your little pet so I can break it in front you.”
“I wouldn’t be so cocky. You’re the first to fight a dragon in several hundred years.” He put his hand on a sensor on the side of his ship and the front cargo bay opened. Out of the dark emerged a mammoth-sized lizard. As it unfolded its large wings, it belched a burst of white flame into the air.
It moved into the open, between me and the ship, looked at me, leaned forward, placing its hands on the ground and let out a menacing roar. I could feel the heat of it’s breath on my face. When I leaned towards it and let out a roar of my own, it pulled back, looking a bit confused.
Knowing I couldn’t match the strength of this beast, I prepared for a massive energy strike. The dragon started moving towards me. I converted to using all fours and took into a run at my top speed. I seemed to be moving faster in my changed state.
I got behind the dragon and pounced on it’s back. Trying to dig my claws into it’s almost metallic scaled hide was a useless effort. I charged a blast and fired it into the back of it’s neck. It let out a roar and then took to the skies.
I struggled to stay on it’s back as it flew through the air with amazing speed. After a barrel roll I was thrown off and started falling back down to the ground. I only fell for a few seconds before I was grabbed around the waist by the dragon’s large hand. He came to an abrupt landing near my friends and slammed me hard into the ground. It roared in my face, causing my skin to tighten from the intense heat.
I struggled to free myself but I was trapped and was close enough for the dragon to use its fire breath on me.
The dragon opened it’s mouth and I could see the intense fire generating in the back of it’s throat. Suddenly the dragon stopped and sniffed at the air.
I saw my opportunity and readied my energy.
“Nura! Stop!” I turned to see Amy walking towards us. I wanted to tell her to go back to where she had been, to stay somewhere safe, but I could only comply with her demands as he walked past me and right up to the dragon.
She put her hand up towards it and we were all amazed as it affectionately rubbed it’s snout against her hand. She beckoned for the dragon to follow her. It released me from its grasp and Amy led it away and out of the battle zone. They appeared to be talking as they moved away from us, although I couldn’t overhear what they were saying.
Turning my attention back to the white man. I could smell his anger. “If you think you can just control my dragon and that will be the end if it, you’re mistaken. I’ve bred a whole army of them. And once I have your powers, they’re going to help me keep everyone in check.”
“You really don’t get it, do you? One, nobody cares for your little speeches and two, you’re not going to be around after today to rule the world.” I let out another roar and rushed at him, claws out.
I felt the energy inside myself flow through me and bulk up my muscles even more as we fought hand to hand, seeming to be evenly matched. He caught me with a solid hit to the chest and I felt a rib break and then a searing pain and it pierced through the skin. I felt to the my knees and grabbed at the broken bone sticking out of me. I felt the burning sensation localize around he break and start to work forward.
The man stared down at me with a sadistic grin on his chalk white face. I yanked the broken bone from my chest as a new one was formed inside me. The man grabbed me by the neck and lifted me up. “Pity I broke you so quickly. Seems I over estimated you.” I moved my hand up quickly, slashing his wrist with the broken bone. Blood sprayed everywhere as he dropped me. I stood and readied my claws.
“Don’t count me out already. Regeneration is a nice power to have. Too bad you didn’t steal that from someone.” The white man stood, now covered in dirt and blood and stared me coldly in the eyes.
He raised his hand, with the wrist facing me, still oozing blood. “How’s to say I haven’t taken that power?” The blood on his wrist quickly lightened an turn white like his skin, leaving nothing but a scar of my attack. The scar faded away a moment later.
He moved his other hand up quickly and I was assaulted with a barrage of rocks as the earth broke up between us and was propelled at me. I brought my shield back up and healed the wounds from the stone before charging back into hand to hand combat with him. Physical attacks didn’t seem to be getting me anywhere so I turned back to an elemental approach.
When I formed an energy blast in front of me and pushed it forward at him, he blocked it with his bare hands. But I kept pushing it towards him, feeling the pressure of the energy increasing to its limit as we exerted our strength against it.
Then, without warning, the pressure of the energy change somehow, sending a pulse of force that knocked us both backwards. Then it pulled in on itself, and in less than a second, shrank to become merely a black dot floating in the air. I could sense that it hadn’t lost any of its energy or weight, but it did seemed to have become inverted in a way, and was now taking in energy instead of repelling it.
The air started pulling towards the singularity point, creating a very strong vortex of wind. Even part of the ground below it was being pulled up, changing to a black colour before disappearing. Soon, the black dot was surrounded by a ring of black energy and debris, imploding on its center.
*Leave it to you to make a black hole by accident.* said Trance. *we’re on our way with back up, but you’d better close that thing if you can.*
*I’ll do what I can* I looked over at the black hole I had made. I could sense its strength. I could also sense that it was very unstable. The matter it had absorbed wasn’t going anywhere, it was condensed down, converted to dark matter and trapped inside of it … somewhere. ‘How do I close it? That’s the question.’
I tried to control it, but as much as I had linked with it, it wouldn’t respond to me. It just kept getting bigger. I figured I needed more strength and started absorbing the light around me. The pressure in my chest grew in turn. As I released a small amount of the pressure into my blood, I saw the hole grow smaller.
*I think I figured it out.* I thought to Trance but before I could try and close it completely, I was again attacked by the white skinned man. I hadn’t seen the attack coming and his blow sent me flying through the air.
When I hit the ground hard, I just lay there for a moment, soaking in the sunlight. The pressure increased. As I got to my feet and extended my claws, the man took to the air once again. I growled, letting the energy flow through me, feeling it infusing my whole body.
I created a spherical shield around myself and lifted the energy of the shield into the air. I was so geared up to fight, I didn’t even register the fact that I was flying towards the man. As I got closer, the shield changed shape, into a disc that I could stand on while I fought.
“You’re a very resourceful girl.”
“Shut the hell up!” I caught him in the face with a solid punch, raking my claws across his head as I passed him. I was able to block his attacks for the most part, and when he did manage to hurt me, I would heal quickly enough.
He pulled out all the tricks. He really did seem to have every elemental power I’ve ever heard of, except for my own. I repeated various attacks, but he was also doing a very good job of blocking those attacks.
Finally I was able to get past his defenses. I sunk my claws deeply into his side, hooking my claws firmly around his ribs, then discarded my platform and fell with him. I continued to hit him as we fell. As we hit the ground hard, I used him to cushion my fall, but still managed to break my left arm.
I crawled away from him and once I was far enough away, sat myself up. I used my right hand to twist my left arm in back into its proper place with a crunch. I held my arm and waited. I could feel the burning sensation localize around the break and then the pain was gone. When I lifted my arm and tried flexing it and bending it, it appeared to be working properly. I sat there, catching my breath and watched as four very military looking people rushed in towards the white man. They seemed to be taking orders from a woman standing beside Trance. The woman seemed to be restraining the girl beside her, with a firm hold on her arm. The girl couldn’t be much older than me, yet here she was dressed the same as the other five, her face covered so only her eyes could be seen.
My attention was ripped back to the white guy as he threw one of the military guys over my head. I couldn’t believe the guy was back on his feet. I got back to my feet and brought up a shield one more time, sick and tired of this fight. I was ready to end it this time.
The man landed a very strong blow of concentrated electricity against one of the military guys, the one covered in black fur.. The girl cried out, “DAD!” as the man was thrown back and hit a tree
I glanced over at her, seeing that the woman loosen her grip on the girl’s arm. There was a look of hatred and anger in the girl’s eyes before she suddenly vanished. I spun back towards the melee to see the white man being attacked by a blur of motion. Seeing my opening I ran back into the fray. It disappeared as I got closer, and a second later reappeared near the man who had been attacked. It slowed down, to reveal the girl in black. She checked on the man and then picked him up. Again she disappeared and then she and the man were behind me, with that woman.
The girl disappeared again, and then I heard a voice beside me “Hi.”
I turned around and came face to face with the girl. "Stay out of this. You're not trained for it." said the girl with a strong English accent as her hand grabbed me and pulled me towards the woman near trance.
"Neither are you, Grey."
"Mother!" she said, with a look in her eyes that could kill.
"Grey. Follow orders." the woman looked up at the white guy. "Team 2 and 3, GO."
“… And you,” the woman turned to look at me, “this situation is under control. Don’t get involved.”
Just then, another of the military guys got thrown past us. “That … is under control?” I said, motioning with my head to the fight. “Look lady, thanks for coming to help and all, but I’m not under your jurisdiction. I don’t have to take orders from you.”
I turned back to the fight trying to think of a plan. I glanced over at the hole and reduced its size a bit to keep in under control.
Closing my eyes, I concentrated on my dark energy. Ever since I’d figured out my powers, I’ve been able to feel them inside me and when I make a shield, I can sense the energy outside of me too. With my eyes closed, I concentrated those senses on the black hole. I could see it in my mind. I could register the amount of energy it had, how big it was and where it was. I tried to block out everything else around me and just focus on that mental picture. Slowly it became clearer. I could clearly see the pinpoint that was absorbing whatever it could. I could also see the matter around that point as it was drawn in and became dark matter. As more detail came into the mental image, I could see a conduit of some type running from the black hole to the pressurized area in my chest.
I concentrated on using the light energy I had absorbed, and saw another hole open inside myself. This hole poured the converted dark matter into the receptacle and the pressure in me grew exponentially. I held that open until the black hole closed in on itself and all of its matter was transferred to my being. The conduit suddenly got longer and went straight up in the sky, beyond my view. I felt it find a source, and once again, dark matter poured through it into my body.
The pressure built up until it burst its way out of the storage in my chest and once again ran through my body. I metabolized most of it from my body, sending its energy outwards as a myriad of projectile blasts.
I ran at the man, the energy blasts following, then surging ahead of me, striking the man from all angles a moment before I attacked with my claws. I swiped at him in fury, intent on inflicting as much damage as possible. By the time I began to tire, he was a bloody mess on the lightly snow covered ground.
I let my defenses fall and returned to my normal form, the excess fur falling out and my muscles softening, turning and basking in the light as I moved back to my friends.
My ears twitched at some faint sounds behind me. Doubt clouded my mind, ‘No way can he still be alive.’ I thought. I just wanted to go home.
*SANURA! Behind you!* Trance yelled to me. I had already heard him coming. His heartbeat was very irregular, and his foots steps were not in rhythm like they should be.
I heard him plant both feet not far behind me and push off in a lunging dive, and spun around on the spot. Everything seemed to move in slow motion. He was airborne, with both hands transmuted into sharp metal blades, coursing with electricity.
I brought my hands up quickly, formed an energy ball, then forced it to occupy no space. It closed in on itself and opened another black hole as I had anticipated. I jumped back and repeated the same thing, creating another black hole right on the conduit that I could now see as plain as day. In my mind’s eyes I could see the second hole interrupt the flow of the conduit to my body.
The man’s eyes flashed with fear when he saw the hole I had formed just in front of him. He tried to use his ability to fly to slow him down. For a moment I thought he would succeed, but he was too close, and a moment later he was pulled in. His body became dark black, pinching to the pinpoint of the hole and vanishing. As his entire body was pulled through, particles of dark matter spewed forth from the other hole on the opposite side of the conduit. I took control of that loose matter and forced it to release its energy. The two holes closed, and the matter in the air burned its energy off in a display of tiny black lights and then vanished from site.
I was just glad that the hole had emptied out in the open and not taken the conduit to my internal system. The last thing I needed was that guy inside of me, even if he had been converted to dark matter.
~~~
"I could have had that bastard, could have dealt with him without a second thought. But no, am I allowed to, am I ..." The girl returned to normal time as she came out of the facility. "Grey to White. Compound clear." she said clearly after thumbing her radio's transmit button. "I'm going to be old before I am allowed to do anything."
"Grey, you're still transmitting."
"Shit."
~~~
“Sanura Miller?” I turned around to face the woman who had called my name. She had tiger-like features “You can call me White. Come with me?”
“Who are you?” I asked.
“That will all be answered shortly, now come along.” I followed her. We walked for some time until we came within view of the airship they had arrived in. I was directed towards a metal structure that appeared to be some sort of portable room. Inside were a few others from this military team. I was directed to take a seat.
“Sanura, we have been watching you ever since you were first attacked. We tried making contact with you once before, but you perceived us as hostile.”
“That time in the park?”
“Yes, we were merely there to explain who was pursuing you, and to offer our protection.”
“Who are you then? Are you with the government?”
“No, we’re part of a International Co-operative known as the ASA or the Alliance Security Agency. We’re Black, so I will assume you haven’t heard of us. When we got word of your abduction, we assembled and got here as soon as possible.”
“What is it you want from me?” I asked, my curiosity piqued.
“We would like to offer you Employment at the agency. With our operative training, you can learn more about your newfound abilities in a safe environment. The power within you is great. I would advise that you to keep their full extent a secret, or others around you will fear you. At the agency, you won’t have to hide, you can master your gifts and help others like you. You can also help protect the world from people like that man.”
“Can I think about this for a little while?”
~~~
“Do you know where the others are being kept?” asked Amy.
Zheth, the dragon nodded. “They are kept at the lab.”
“Can you take us there?”
“Yes, I can. It is not far from here.”
~~~
Trance walked up to Shine, who was sitting on quietly on a rock, and put his hand on her shoulder. “Crazy day, huh?”
“Yeah, no kidding! I can’t believe all of this happened. Our parents must be freaking out by now.”
“Yeah, especially Nura’s parents. I’m glad you came. We wouldn’t have won this without you,” Trance assured her.
“Ye-ah … right! All I did was act as a battery.”
“Hey, you need to give yourself more credit than that. You risked your life to help a friend. That’s something to be proud of.”
~~~
“So, are you gonna join?” the girl asked her.
Sanura looked down for a moment before answering. “Maybe. Maybe not, I don’t really know.” She let out a sigh and continued, “I feel like I should use my powers to help, but at the moment, I’m still not even sure what my powers are. You saw what I did to that guy. I could be dangerous.”
“The ASA can help you learn to control it and figure out what your powers actually are. Plus, it would be interesting to have someone else my age there. There aren’t many of us.”
“I told them I’d think about it, and I have a contact number if I decide to join. I need to go check on my friends, though.”
“Okay, sure. It was nice to meet you. I hope you give joining a shot.”
“It was good to meet you, too, Grey.”
~~~
The clean up crews were busy clearing out the facility while others worked on fixing the ship. The colors were busy with their debriefing. Grey had found a lot of information in one of the labs. Information about Sanura ...
There were multiple test results, x-rays, energy readings, but nothing clearly defined what she could do.
“Surveillance will continue to watch her, but she is not a threat. She’ll come to us when she’s ready.”
Their discussion changed to the man in white. They had limited information on him. One of the techs had salvaged a server hard drive from the facility, and one of the agents was working to decipher the data it contained. After nearly an hour, they had extracted information on the location of the white man’s main lab. It wasn’t far, being situated at the base of the mountain range. They agreed to move on that lab as soon as their airship was functional.
~~~
The four friends, mounted on their respective animals, left the small valley as night swept over them. Shine acted as a guiding light for them. They headed over the peak of the closest mountain, and started to descend, down the side of the mountain, away from their home in Sun City.
Amy was riding on the back of Zheth, who was leading them to the main lab of the white skinned man. They traveled quickly though the darkening sky and soon were instructed by the large dragon to enter a grove of trees. Landing, they approached the large mouth of a rocky cave. “They are kept down here,” growled Zheth. “They may be guarded.”
Sanura sniffed at the stall air coming from the cave. “There are at least six different guards. Let’s go.” She led the way, her eyes perfectly attuned to see in the pitch-black cave entrance. Zheth moved behind Sanura with surprising stealth. The others followed. Shine began to give off a very faint pale light, just enough to see.”
They rounded several corners before coming to the entrance of a spacious room. Sanura crept into the room, keeping herself veiled in shadows. She located all the guards around the room. There were six of them and she formed a small energy blast next to each of them.
When she released the energy a moment later, each guard dropped unconscious to the ground.
Zheth entered the room and let out a burst of flame. The hundreds of caged dragons responded in kind. Together, the four friends and the dragons opened all of the cages and one by one the dragons exited the cave. Many of the dragons carried their eggs or young ones in their mouths as they rushed out of the cave towards freedom. The four friends followed.
Sanura was the last to leave. Before she left, she ran to the far end of the room. There was various lab equipment scattered everywhere. In one corner, were skeletal remains, both animal and human. Most likely, the victims of the white skinned man’s experiments. The human remains were most likely the Morfs the man had stolen his elemental powers from.
Sanura guessed that the animals had most likely been used to create the dragons, which were apparently, part dinosaur hybrids, judging from the dinosaur fossils in the pile of bones.
What this man had done enraged her once again, and helped to ease the guilt of what she had done to him. ‘That man was pure evil.’ she decided.
Standing in the middle of the lab, she created a ball of energy nearly five times her own size. She had to drain all of her power to create it. She left it there in the air, turned around and ran out of the cave.
Emerging from the cave, she hopped on Zheth with Amy and they took to the air. Zheth held them not far off the ground while Sanura concentrated on the large mass of energy and destabilized it.
Deep underground, the energy wavered and then pulled into itself. Its pull was strong and started pulling in everything around it. Parts of the cave wall broke off and flew towards the hole, winking out of existence. The lab equipment was sucked in and the hole continued to grow. The cave began cracking and after a few seconds the cave collapsed in on the hole. As the ground over the cave began to pull into the hole, Sanura opened the conduit and let the mass of dark energy flow into her chest, replacing her spent energy. She had to metabolize much of it into a shield around herself in order to make room for the influx of matter. Zheth struggled under her increased weight as the dark matter filled her dark organ to capacity.
When he hole closed, she continued to burn off the dark matter until she returned to her normal weight and the pressure in her chest subsided to a normal level. Okay, let’s go home.”
~~~
The ASA repaired their ship and made the short trip to the man’s lab. What the found was nothing more than a crater where the lab was supposed to be. They took a scan of the ground, finding several other rooms below the rubble that seemed to be intact. “I want a clean up crew in here. I want anything they can find that hasn’t been destroyed.”
~~~
The dragons wanted to go looking for a home where they would e safe. Being intelligent creatures, they were aware that they would have to live in the rarely visited parts of the mountains and forests. They set us down on the outskirts of town before departing into the night sky along with the eagox as guides.
The four of us hurried home to our families. Trance had already sent a message to our parents relaying our safety. Mom and Dad were waiting for me on the porch as I arrived home. It felt like I hadn’t been there in ages, but in reality it had only been less than a day.
Mom and Dad wrapped me in a warm hug and we just stood there in silence. They respected my wish that I didn’t want to talk about what had happened. Over time, I related some of my ordeal to them, but I don’t think I ever told them the whole story. But right then, I was just happy to be home.
I slept well that night, and the next morning woke up to the sounds of someone throwing up in the bathroom. I cursed having the bathroom right beside my room, but went to see who it was.
I knocked on the door. “Are you ok?”
“Yeah …” came Crystal’s reply, then after a moment, “Well, no, not really.”
“I’ll go get Mom.” I caught a trail of mom’s scent that was fresh and followed it downstairs.
She was in the kitchen making breakfast. “Yes, you do have to go to school today,” she said as I walked in the room.
“Aww man, … fine! By the way,” I told her as I sat down at the table. “Crystal’s still pretty sick. I just heard her throwing up.”
Mom rolled her eyes, “I’ll call Dr. Perry and get her in for an appointment today.”
~~~
“Guys, Amy and I have something to tell you.” It was about a week since the big fight, and things had started to fall back into a normal routine. Amy and I had talked a lot about ‘us’ and where we wanted our relationship to go. Today was another nice day and all of our friends had gathered outside under one of the big trees at the mention of an important announcement.
“As you all know,” I started, “when I first morfed, I was really confused about who and what I was. I was having a tough time, what with looking like a girl and didn’t even want to contemplate how that was going to affect me. It’s been worse, with me being intersexed. I dated Colin a bit before deciding that was a mistake. I just kinda went with that because it’s the ‘normal’ thing for a girl to do. I’ve decided to screw being normal, whatever that is anyway, and just be true to myself.”
Amy gave my hand a reassuring squeeze. “When Sanura first morfed, I had my own feelings to deal with. I’d had a crush on Jase for a long time, and now the boy I thought I loved was someone completely different. I’ve also decided to just be true to myself, no matter what other people think of me. Sanura and I are a couple, and I don’t care who knows or what they think of us.” Amy smiled at me and I stood on my tip toes and gave her a kiss on the cheek.
“We wanted all of you to know and to hear it from us first.”
“And Trance, thank you, for not telling anyone.”
“Not a problem,” he replied. “I overhear a lot of things that I need to keep my mouth shut about. Like how Mike totally had a crush on Sanura when she first came to school,” he said with a grin.
“That’s not true, he’s making it up!” complained Mike.
“He is not making that up, and you know it,” laughed Dani as her brother blushed bright red.
“I didn’t know who you were at the time. I just thought you were hot before I found out you used to be Jase.”
Trance stated. “He still thinks you’re hot.” . Mike blushed even harder as we all burst into laughter.
~~~
The last few months of school absolutely flew by. I had a small party for my ‘sweet sixteen’ so I finally had a reason to wear the party dress Mom had bought me right after I morfed. Remember? The one I said I would never wear again, after Trance and Amy made me try it on? Anyway, we had lots of fun, and Amy gave me a beautiful necklace.
About a week before school ended, Dad came home from work with a big announcement. He had just been promoted to the board of trustees. He would still have responsibility for the ski resorts, but he would spend most of his time in his new executive office on the 25th floor of the Sunlight Hotel, directly downtown.
This, however, necessitated one very big change. We would be moving to the lakeshore shortly after school ended. I wasn’t too happy at this announcement. Sure, I would still be attending the same school, and it wouldn’t be any further away from my friends than I already was, in fact, I’d be practically neighbors with Jade. The new house would also be quite a bit bigger. The problem I had though, was that I had grown up in that house and moving from there would be like giving up the last thing that reminded me of who I used to be.
On the flip side, Crystal couldn’t be more excited about the move. Apparently, hybrids did run in our family as my little sister picked up quite a few animal characteristics during her bout with MORFS. Her skin tone had changed to a very pale almost translucent skin. It also has a texture similar to that of a frog, though most people assume she has scales like a fish due to her appearance. She now has gills starting just behind her jaw bone and running about halfway down her neck. The gills don’t cause her any problems breathing out of the water; just now she can do both. The most obvious change though, is her fins.
She has large webbed fins on both her forearms. Normally they lay flat against her arm but when she’s in the water the fins open up and she uses those to steer herself around in the water. She’s also got a dorsal fin that runs from her neck to her lower back and a pelvic fin on the outside of each thigh.
She’s taken to not wearing shoes, as her feet are large and could more appropriately be called flippers. She can use those to move very fast through the water. Of course, she moves her feet up and down like a dolphin, not back and forth like a fish. Needless to say she’s ecstatic to be moving to the lake.
Packing was a chore I could have done without during exam week, but eventually I was finished, and moving day was upon us. I got rid of a lot of my old stuff, but I kept one box of stuff that had a lot of sentimental value, things which reminded me of the good times I’d had as Jason. I didn’t want to forget those times, because he will always be a part of who I am inside.
If you only need one reason for knowing a Telekinetic, here it is. They’re really handy when you’re moving. I think we filled every square inch of that moving van. The move went smoothly and soon I was sitting in my new bedroom, just staring out the sliding door that leads to my new balcony.
Things have a way of working out by themselves. Things certainly haven’t been perfect and I’ve gone through things others couldn’t even fathom, but they all served to make me who I am and I won’t trade that. I was, and am, happy.
~~~~~ EPILOGUE 1 ~~~~~
A year has past since I morfed. I’ve spent the last year taking every MORFS science class I can. Sun City High ran out of courses for me to take, so I’ve been walking the few blocks to the local college during my lunch, and taking some of the classes there in the afternoons. I’ve read countless books, reports and papers on the fundamentals of elemental powers, but I’m still clueless as to what element I control. As I promised that woman, Grey’s mom, I’ve kept the extent of my powers a closely guarded secret. Not that I would walk around opening black holes, but to most people at the college, I’m just a hybrid girl with a strong interest in elemental studies.
I’ve just finished my latest class and I’m making the short walk to meet Amy. Then we’re heading over to her place. Apparently I need to help her get her homework done so we’ll be on time to meet Trance and Shine for our double date.
Lately, being with Amy is really the only time I view myself as a boy anymore, and even though I clearly played the male role in our relationship, I’m always referred to as her girlfriend. As I walk to her house I keep thinking back to the class I just finished. I have come to see myself as a woman and am proud to be one. I am also proud to be a hybrid. But am I even an elemental? The fact that I don’t have that answer still bothers me.
‘I’ve made up my mind. Purse! … Here’s my eCom, where is that card? Ah, there it is. A black business card. The only thing on it is a note and a number. It’s a good thing I memorized the number long ago. The card is dirty and falling apart.
‘This time I’m calling. I need to know.’ The phone rang only twice before being answered. “Sanura, I’ve been waiting for you to call for a while now,” said a calm voice.
“I need to know what it is and how it works. I’ve researched it everywhere else. I need to know. Can you help me?”
~~~~~ EPILOGUE 2 ~~~~~
The light in the base of the chamber is the only light in the room. Over the last fourteen months since the system automatically activated, the child has grown into adolescence and is nearing adulthood. Soon the accelerated growth will stop, and the boy will awaken. The system has already forced his body to morf numerous times, as it was designed to.
The youth floats there in stasis, his pale white skin contrasting with the light blue nutrient rich fluid of the chamber. The only sound in the lab is the beeping of his heart rate monitor and the bubbling of his respirator tube. Every now and then his eyes lids will part and his red eyes shine in the dark.
The entire MORFS Universe can be found at http://morfs.nowhere2go.org/
by Britney McMaster
MORFS can do some really strange things. Logan goes into the a deep coma pretty much as everyone does. And wakes up as Laura. All right, what's new about that? it happens to many MORFS victims. Then, she meets Logan ...
Chapter 1
I opened my eyes and looked out the window and saw that we were still driving home through the snow. This was the worst part of the holiday season. Every year, Mom and Dad would pack all us kids into the van and then we’d travel for several hours through slow traffic and blowing snow until we got to my grandparent’s house. We’d spend a day of two there with the entire extended family packed into the house and then we’d cram back into the car with all our stuff and drive back home.
I sat up in my seat and looked around the van, trying to stretch my arms in the confined space. My little sisters were both asleep, and my little brother was playing some video game. I looked up front and watched as Dad battled the blowing snow while Mom read a book in the passenger seat.
“Mom, I’m hungry,” my stomach was rumbling.
“Logan, you just ate a huge turkey dinner two hours ago, and I know you had several helpings.”
“I know that, but I’m hungry again.”
~~~~~
That started a pattern of events. Prior to Christmas I’d had a case of the flu, and was sick for a few days before I started feeling better. From that point on I ate like food was going out of style. By the end of the Christmas break I had gained 50 lbs. and it was starting to show. I tried to stop myself from eating, but after only a few hours I felt like I hadn’t eaten in days and gave in to my cravings.
I can’t say that my friends shunned me because I had gained weight. It was more as if I shunned them. Each day after school I would rush home, raid the refrigerator and then hide up in my room, snacking until dinnertime. I would then eat several servings at dinner. By the end of January I had gained 80 lbs. since Christmas.
Mom and Dad were really worried, and for weeks on end I was dragged to various doctors as they did a variety tests. My metabolism was extremely low and they concluded that I was constantly eating in order to get enough energy to keep my body functioning. They tried different ways of raising my metabolism, but none of them worked. Weeks passed and I continued to gain weight. I was starting to become depressed and spent all my free time alone in my room.
It was around the middle of February when I noticed a hard lump growing on the back of my head. I mentioned this to one of my doctors and that led to several x-rays and tests before they figured it out and the whole puzzle seemed to come together. Over the space of two months I had put on around 100 lbs. and none of the doctors could tell me why until now. According to their tests, I had started stage two of MORFS back before Christmas. However, without the required energy packs to supply the essential nutrients, I hadn’t started to change. Instead, my body had started storing fat to be used when I did start to morf.
The doctor gave Mom the things that we would need and then we went home. I was given an energy pack and a sleeping pill and within a few minutes I was asleep and my changes began.
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I awoke slowly. I had managed to open my eyes but after a week in a medically induced coma, my head was pretty foggy. I watched the ceiling fan slowly spin above me while I continued to adjust to being awake again. I had mixed feelings as I contemplated what MORFS might have done to me. I wanted to know, but at the same time I wished I could just stay in bed forever and avoid confronting what had happened.
I brought my hands up to rub the sleep out of my eyes. My hands felt a lot smaller then I remembered them being. 'At least I'm not fat anymore,' I thought. 'Maybe this change didn't do much to me.' In the back of my mind I knew that wasn't the case. I had put on all that weight because it was going to be a big change.
My body was still a bit achy and numb from the medication and lying in bed for a whole week, but I forced myself up and on to my feet. I fought the urges to look down at myself and staggered over to the mirror on my wall. I rubbed my eyes and looked at my new reflection.
It’s a frightening feeling to look in a mirror to see another person staring back at you. The fear was quickly replaced by shock as I took in the new me. My once short hair now came down past my waist. It was still blonde and it was now full of natural highlights and lowlights and had a healthy shine to it. My face still held a strong resemblance to how I used to look, but my features were now decidedly feminine. My nose was smaller and slightly upturned. It was one of those 'cute' noses a lot of girls have. My eyes were the same as they had been, but were now surrounded by much thicker and longer lashes. My lips were the other noticeable change, as they were now much fuller. It’s amazing how such subtle changes, when combined together could make me look so different.
I finally looked down at the rest of me. Someone, probably Mom, had dressed me in a set of girls' pajamas. The top of the pajamas was one of those cami tops and pushing above the neckline was a large pair of breasts. Without emotion, I removed my top and cupped the breasts in my hands. I started to feel sick as I looked down at what had happened to me. I already knew the answer, but I had to make sure. I stepped out of the pajama bottoms and then lowered my panties.
'Oh ... my ..."
I rushed towards my trashcan as the nausea overcame me. I made it just in time and dry heaved for several minutes before curling up into a ball and breaking down in tears.
when my tears eventually stopped, I glanced at the clock on my wall. It was a little before four in the morning. I figured I could take a nice hot shower without anyone in the family disturbing me. I found a towel and wrapped it around myself before leaving my room.
I got to the bathroom and reached out for the doorknob when the door quickly opened. Startled, I let out a very high-pitched scream as I stared at the person who had opened the door. It was me.
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"Who the hell are you?" I cringed at the high musical sound of my new voice.
"I could ask you the same question," said my male double. "Name’s Logan and this is my house. I'm allowed to be here. Who are you? How’d you get in here?"
"But ... But this is my house. ..." I took a step back. ‘This can't be real. Maybe I'm still drugged and this is all a dream.’ "You can't be Logan. You just can’t.'' I backed up against the wall and slid down to the floor, where I curled up into a ball and just let the tears pour. "This can't be happening," I mumbled to myself over and over again.
I heard him walk past me and down the hallway. I sat there crying for what seemed like hours. Everything kept replaying through my head. I lifted my head up at the sound of people rushing down the hallway. It was my parents and my double.
Mom was beside me in an instant and took me into her arms. "It's okay, Sweetheart, Mommy is here," she said as she held me.
"Y ... You know who I am?" I asked.
"Of course I do, Honey. Even though MORFS changed how you look, you're still my baby."
"Then who is that?" I said, pointing at my double.
"That's your twin brother. MORFS caused your body to split into two different people. You need to go take a shower and get dressed and then we'll all sit down and talk about this. I'll lay out some clothes for you to wear. Come with me."
I took Mom’s hand and followed her down the hallway, into her room and then into my parent’s bathroom. Mom pulled a few things out of the vanity before turning back to me with a pair of scissors in her hand..
“What are those for?” I asked.
“We’ve got to do something with that hair. I trimmed your nails for you while you were sleeping, so that you wouldn’t cut yourself but I didn’t want to mess around with your hair until you woke up. It certainly did grow long enough. At that length it would be completely unmanageable. The most I can do is just cut it shorter, but we’ll have to go to the salon and get it styled properly, later today.” Mom turned me around and pulled all my hair back behind me and held it in a low pony tail with her hand. Her hand was down around my shoulder blades.
“Mom, I want more of it cut off than that. I want short hair again.”
“I don’t think so, Sweetie. You have beautiful hair, and we’re not going to cut that all off. I know this is hard for you to take in all at once, but it’s best for you to get used to being a girl right away.”
“But I don’t want to be a girl,” I whined, as Mom snipped away clumps of hair.
“I know that Honey,” said Mom, “but the world is going to expect you to act like a girl based on what they see. They’re not going to know what’s in your head.” Mom released her hold on my hair and it was amazing how much of a difference there was in how much my hair weighed. It now came to the middle of my back.
“Your father and I just want you to be happy, and we know you’re going to have to fit in with the rest of the kids for that to happen. So you’re going to have to do some things that you don’t want to. We’re going to get you some new clothes, and whether you like it or not, you are going to have to wear skirts from time to time. Girls your age wear makeup and though you don’t have to wear it all the time if you don’t want to, you do need to learn how to put it on.”
I just nodded my head at what Mom was saying. It made sense to me and I knew that eventually I would have to do all the stuff a girl does, but right now I just wanted to avoid it all. Mom pointed out which shampoo and conditioner I should use and handed me a stick of girls deodorant to use once I got out. She gave me a few tips on how to blow dry my hair and then left me to shower.
~~~~
Taking a shower as a girl was a totally bizarre experience. I really didn't want to accept that MORFS had given me a sex change, but that's hard to ignore when trying to wash yourself. To make it worse, the soap Mom told me to use left me smelling like a girl. I got really annoyed at how long it took to wash the shampoo and conditioner completely out of my hair.
I got out and dried off. I learned the hard way not to towel dry long hair. It took me nearly a half hour just to brush painfully through all the tangles and nearly another half hour to blow dry it. Once that was all done, I took a look at the clothes Mom had left on the counter for me and started getting dressed.
First was just a pair of plain white panties and a white camisole that had a built in bra. Next was a pastel blue long sleeve top. It was definitely a girl’s top but it could have been worse. I pulled on the light and dark blue striped toe socks and then reached for the neatly folded pair of jeans. I lifted them off the counter and they unfolded into a long denim skirt. 'Damn.' Regrettably I pulled on the skirt and was grateful for the small mercy that at least it was a long skirt. It was almost too long as it came all the way down to the floor.
As much as I wanted to just run and hide, I wanted to find out what was going on. I walked into the kitchen and all three of them looked over at me. Mom patted the seat next to her and I sat down.
"Okay," started Dad. "This is a bit of a strange situation MORFS has put us in. Your mother and I will do our best to explain everything to you two." he turned towards my double. "Logan, this is your new sister, Laura," he said, pointing at me.
"My name is not Laura," I interrupted. Mom put her hand on top of mine.
"Laura would have been your name if you had been born as a girl. That's now your new name. I know you still feel like Logan, but that is your brother's name."
Mom looked over to Dad and he continued, "Laura, Logan, the two of you are identical twins. Except for the obvious different sex of course. When Logan started to morf, his body began to grow a second body out of the back of his skull. The extra weight gained over the last few months was used to form that second body. Until yesterday the two of you were still attached at the skull and sharing brain matter. The split must have completed some time during the night."
“So that’s why my hair was so long? My body grew fifteen years worth in a week?”
“That’s a good way to look at it Laura, and that is probably why your hair was so long.”
"So you’re saying we're the same person?" asked Logan.
"That's what the doctors told us. The fact that Laura remembers being Logan before all this, means that she has a copy of your memories, Logan. She's as much you as you are. That means we expect you to help her to adjust to her new life. It could have been you who became a girl."
"So what am I supposed to do now that I'm a girl?" I asked.
"Well, you and your mother will be going shopping for some new clothes, while I try to figure out how to obtain a legal identity for you and Logan will be at home working on your new room and watching the rest of the kids," Said Dad.
"New Room?" Logan and I said at the same time.
"Well the two of you can't share the same bedroom, so we've been building Laura a new room in the basement."
"I get a new room? Can I see it?" I asked.
"You can see it this afternoon, once it's done."
"How come she gets the new room?" questioned Logan.
"Cus I'm the one who got the forced sex change, that's why."
"She's got a point, Son," said Dad. "Laura, there's a book of paint colours on the counter. Why don't you and your Mother pick out a colour for your room while Logan and I make us some breakfast."
"Okay Dad." I grabbed the paint samples and sat down next to Mom. I immediately flipped through to my favourite colour, Green. I pointed out a few that I liked.
"Laura, you should pick out something a bit more ... feminine than a dark green."
"Mom, I don't want a girlie room. I'm not painting it pink or yellow or purple or anything like that."
"I'm not saying you have to make it really girlie. But just something that has a bit more of a feminine touch. I know that right now you don't like being a girl, but eventually you'll get used to it and once you do, it will be nice to have a room that reflects that you are a girl."
"Fine." We kept looking through the colours. Mom pointed out a light orange, which I thought looked too peachy and a powder blue that I also rejected. "Why can't I have green? It's my favourite," I whined.
"We haven't looked at the lighter shades of green. What about this one?" the one Mom was pointing to was called 'shimmering lime' and while it was pretty light and definitely a girls' colour I did like it.
"I actually like that one Mom. Let’s get that one."
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Immediately after breakfast, Mom and I left the house. I wasn't happy with the heeled boots Mom gave me to wear, but they did keep my feet warm while we walked through the snow to the car. Thankfully, the heels were nice and wide and not too high, so I also managed to walk easily in them. I was informed that I had an appointment at Mom's salon to get the works. I, of course, tried to protest to no avail.
When we arrived at the salon and went inside, I was introduced to Margie and after Mom explained what she wanted, she left, saying she would be back in about three hours to pick me up. That began to worry me, 'What are they planning to do to me, that I'm going to be here for three whole hours?'
"Okay, we'll do the waxing first," Margie told me as she led me into a private room in the back.
"Uh ... Waxing?" I asked.
"That's what your mother said. We're doing your legs, bikini line, armpits and eyebrows. Now I need you to strip down to your bra and panties, and then hop up on the table for me.
I did as I was asked and awaited my fate. She brought over everything she needed and placed it on a small rolling table beside me.
"We’ll do your bikini area first as that's the most sensitive area. Once that's done, the rest will be a breeze. You can either keep your panties on or take them off. It's easier and quicker with them off, though."
"I ... I’d rather keep them on" Margie instructed me on how to hold the edge of the panties out of the way as she worked. The wax was a little warm going on, but otherwise not that bad. The first strip was right across the top of the small patch of hair I had down there. I had no idea what it would feel like ahead of time, but there is no way could have prepared myself for the pain of that first strip being ripped off. I'm sure even people outside the salon would have heard my bloodcurdling screams as the next few strips were torn from my skin. Finally I was left with a neat patch of hair surrounded by red hairless skin.
Margie was right though. My armpits and eyebrows were painful, but the pain was nothing compared to the bikini area. Having my legs done was even less painful than that. Finally I was done and got dressed. It was amazing how sensitive my legs were now that they were hairless.
Next I was taken over to a chair in front of a sink. Margie spent about ten minutes washing my hair, and managed to shampoo and condition it twice. 'How did she do that so fast?' From there I was taken to another chair where she started in on my hair with a pair of scissors. Everything she did was just a blur to me. All the time she was working, she raved about the highlights I had in my hair. When I told her they were natural, she raved about them even more, and then confessed her jealousy of my beautiful hair. When I told her I’d rather have my hair cut short, she looked at me like I was crazy and said that my Mom would kill her if she did that to my pretty hair. ‘Mom would kill me too if I did that to my hair,’ I thought.
Margie was really nice and really funny, yet despite that, she failed to get me to relax and enjoy being pampered. This just wasn’t something I wanted to be doing. I wanted to be a boy again. She tried to draw me into conversation about how I wanted my hair, but I couldn’t add much to the conversation, because I had zero experience at being a girl- I didn’t know enough to say anything halfway intelligent even if I did want to. We finally finished with my hair and I was left looking at myself in the mirror as she left to set up for whatever we were doing next.
My hair had been given some soft waves and I looked even prettier than before. I hated looking at myself. I tried to hold it back, but a few tears made their way down my cheeks before Margie came back to get me. I quickly wiped them away when I heard her coming back. This time she led me over to a big chair with a basin of water at the base of it. I was instructed to lift my skirt up around my knees and sit down with my feet in the water. There were jets in the warm water and it did actually feel good. The chair was one of those massage chairs and I just closed my eyes and tried to drift away from this nightmare of a life I had found myself in. I knew Margie was doing something to my feet, taking one out of the water at a time. They were all new sensations to me, as I’ve never really had someone touching my feet like this in the past. I tried to ignore what she was doing, even when it tickled and just kept my eyes closed.
Eventually both of my feet were taken out of the water and dried off. I felt something being placed between my toes, but I was too lost in the massage and self pity to really care. She finished what she was doing and again I was left there by myself. ‘Why is Mom making me do all of this stuff? She knows I don’t want to be a girl. At least I get a new room, not that that makes up for losing a penis. I don’t even have any clothes. This is so unfair, Logan gets to go on with life as if nothing ever happened while I get totally shafted.’
A little while later I felt Margie remove the stuff between my toes and start putting my socks back on. I opened my eyes as she pulled my second sock over my ankle and up my leg.
“The floor is a bit cold to walk around on barefoot, so put your boots back on and follow me. Just two things left and then your Mom will be here to get you.” Without a word, I followed Margie over to a little desk in front of one of the salon’s large windows. She sat down on one side of the table and I sat on the other. This time she began working on my fingernails. She started by cleaning my nails and removing the cuticles. After all that she had me move my hands underneath some sort of plastic hood. She seemed to be paying close attention to what she was doing, but my view was blocked by the vent, the clear plastic having become weathered over time.
I let her do the work Mom had asked her to do and distracted myself by looking out the window. All that did was remind me of what I’ve lost. A light snow was falling and there were a group of boys my age playing a game of road hockey. I recognized some of them from school. ‘What I wouldn’t give to be out there playing with them instead of being in here being made to look even more like a girl.’ My right hand was placed under a heater, while Margie switched to work on my left hand. I just closed my eyes and continued to fight back the tears. ‘I’ve never been this emotional before, but I think I have a pretty good excuse. I’m not going to let myself cry again,’ I decided.
Time passed as Margie switched between working on my two hands, eventually leaving me with both of them under the dryer. I just hoped she hadn’t painted them pink or something.
When I saw Mom’s car pull into the lot, I let out a sigh of relief knowing we’d be leaving soon. Mom entered the store and waved at me, I looked back out the window. I felt bad snubbing Mom like that, but she was the one responsible for me being stuck in this damn salon. Mom and Margie made their way over to me and I saw Mom hand a little card with something shiny on it to Margie. I didn’t give it much thought while they brushed my hair behind my ears. Margie was doing something with my ears and then I felt a sharp pain in my ear. It was so sudden that I didn’t have time to say anything before it was repeated in my other ear.
“Oh, those look beautiful on you, Honey!” I gave Mom the most evil glare that I could muster As she held up a mirror so that I could see my new earrings. They were a pair of fake diamond studs that I thought were too big and too girlie. ‘They’ll be coming out as soon as my ears have healed,’ I told myself.
As she and Mom checked my nails, Margie told me they were finished and that the only thing left was makeup.
‘I’m not wearing makeup!,’ I thought to myself as I removed my hands from under the vent. Then, ‘What the hell did she do to my nails?’ They were longer than they had been by about half an inch. Thankfully they weren’t painted, but they were white on the part past my finger and they were really shiny from some sort of clear polish. ‘That’s the last straw!’
I pushed back the chair and stood up. I guess they were expecting me to go let Margie do my makeup or something, because neither of them tried to comfort me as my eyes welled up with tears and my lips started to quiver. Mom put her arm around my shoulders and said, “You look so beautiful.”
I spun around, pushing myself out of her embrace. “I hate you for this!” I spat at her, and then the tears started. I ran as fast as those stupid boots would let me, out of the shop and down the street. It was cold outside, but I didn’t feel it. I didn’t feel anything. I reached the small park on the corner and after wiping away the snow, took a seat on the end of the slide. For the second time that day I pulled my knees to my chest and just curled into a ball while I cried.
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“Mikey, stop bugging the girls!” I yelled at my little brother. The noise stopped and I went back to rolling the light green paint on the bare walls. I still can’t believe I had MORFS and didn’t get stuck with something stupid. Most of the kids I know all changed physically somehow, and I all I got was some serious weight loss. Well, I ended up with a twin sister, but that doesn’t effect me much. Other than painting her stupid room that is. ‘It’s no fair that she gets this room and I don’t. This room is twice the size of mine. Mom and Dad always did spoil the girls, I guess they’ll do the same with Laura.’
I looked around at the spacious room. Once I was done painting, I had to assemble a dresser and a vanity. Then I had to put together the bed frame for her new queen sized bed. ‘While I get stuck on my crappy double bed. Then I have to clean up all the tools and the drop cloth and then vacuum her new carpet. All while watching my three younger siblings. This sucks.’
“Logan?” called my littlest sister Joannah. “We’re hungry.”
‘It’s always something with those kids. At least with Laura around, I won’t get stuck babysitting all three of them by myself anymore.’ I put the roller down on the paint tray and headed up stairs. “Alright Joannah, I’ll get lunch started.”
“Alright!” she screeched, before running back to play.
“Jadyn? Can you come help me in here with lunch?” I could hear the loud sigh all the way in the kitchen. A minute later my twelve-year-old sister came into the kitchen.
“I’m missing my show, you know …” she said, as if that was going to make me change my mind.
“And you think I care? Jadyn, you’re almost thirteen, I shouldn’t have to babysit you, too. You are old enough to help out. Now help me get lunch together so I can get back to painting that stupid room.”
“So is Laura as mean as you?” she asked as she got to work.
“Well, she thinks like I do, but she is a girl. So she’s probably meaner …” Jadyn elbowed me in the ribs for saying that. “My point exactly.”
“I think it’s so cool that I’ve got a big sister now. I’ve always wanted one,” said Jade. “It’s gonna be so much fun hanging out with her, talking about boys, and playing around with our makeup and our hair …”
“You do realize, she’s an exact female version of me, right?”
Jadyn nodded. “Well I doubt she’s gonna want to do any of that stuff. She was pissed this morning that she’s not a boy anymore. I don’t think she’s going to be the ideal big sister you’ve been dreaming of.”
“Oh … I guess you’re right.”
~~~~
My whole body was numb from the blowing wind. My tears were freezing on my cheeks. I heard her feet crunching through the snow. She put her hand on my shoulder. I didn’t look up. I felt horrible. Mostly it was about the situation in which I'd found myself when I woke up this morning, but part of it was the fact that I had told my Mom that I hated her.
“Laura …”
“That’s not my name,” I snapped.
“Yes it is, Honey. Even if you don’t like it. But there’s nothing we can do about that now. MORFS puts people into situations that they never expect to be in. You just have to learn to accept this. I know with time that this will become easier for you.”
“Mom, I don’t want to accept this. I didn’t want to do any of the things you had done to me back at Margie’s.”
“Nothing was done to you against your will. You could have stopped Margie anytime you wanted,” she told me.
“Maybe, maybe not. But you could have talked to me about it first. I’m a man inside; you have no idea what this is like for me. I hate all of this. I can’t even look at myself in the mirror.”
“Laura, you have to get used to all this. Girls get their hair and nails done. Girls wear makeup and pretty clothes. Society is going to expect the same from you, and your father and I aren’t going to let you just go around trying to fool yourself into thinking you can still act like a boy. Now get up! We have shopping to do. The makeup can wait for another day.”
I got up without a word and walked to the car. I got in, buckled up and stared out the window. ‘So both my parents want to force me to be a girl. What can I do? Run away? I have nowhere to go. None of my friends will know who I am. Same with family. Mom can have her way, but that doesn’t mean I have to like it.’
~~~~
“How’s it going down here, sport?” asked Dad as he came into the room.
“I’ve got the painting done, I’m just trying to get this dresser put together. How’d it go at city hall?”
Dad came over ,and started helping me with the dresser. “We got all the paper work filled out but your mother, Laura and I all have to get a DNA test done so that we can prove that Laura is our daughter. Once we have the results from the test, they’ll process the paperwork and Laura will get her new ID.”
“So when do we have to go back to school?” I asked.
“Laura is going to be off school for a bit. I talked with your principal and Laura is going to have to take a bunch of aptitude tests to prove that she’s still at the same grade level as you. Once she’s done that, they’ll simply give her a copy of your existing transcript with her new name on it.” Dad looked over at me and gave me that grin that he has when he’s about to say something I’m not going to like. “Now Logan, you will be going back to school on Monday afternoon. You have your post-MORFS check up in the morning. Laura has her appointment with another doctor at the clinic at the same time. Once you two are done with that, you’ll both have your physical aptitude tests at the school to determine which gym class you’ll be going to. Tuesday morning you’ll be back to your regular classes.”
“I don’t get any extra time off?” I asked.
“You’ve already been off school for over a week. Tuesday you’ll be back, and with lots of catching up I would assume. We also want you to pick up a copy of your assignments for Laura.”
~~~~
“Come on Laura, just try and cheer up. Shopping can be lots of fun,” said Mom.
“I doubt it,” I mumbled.
“And stand up straight. Girls don’t slouch like that.”
“Fine!”
“First stop is to get you properly measured for your bras. Then once we’ve taken care of underwear, we’ll move on to outerwear, then shoes and accessories and makeup and we’ll be done.”
“Whatever! Let’s just get this over with.” Mom was shaking her head slightly. I know my attitude did not impress her. ‘There’s no way I’m letting this shopping trip drag on forever.’
As Mom had promised, the first stop was to get me some bras and panties. ‘Oh joy! Not.’ Even though I was now a girl, it felt weird to be walking into a lingerie store. Mom caught me staring at the pictures on the wall of the lingerie models, and elbowed me lightly to get me to stop. I was distracted looking around at all the foreign articles of clothing in the store while Mom talked with one of the store employees. A moment later I was being led into the changing rooms.
“Okay, I need you to take off your top so that I can measure you.” I pulled off the blue top and stood there in the camisole. The girl chuckled. “That needs to come off too. Don’t worry. It’s just us girls here.” I pulled off the camisole and she got to work taking her measurements. She had to tell me everything to do, where to put my arms, how to stand and all of that. After she had the information she needed, she left to get a few bras for me to try on. A few minutes later she returned with a few bras in different styles. She handed them to me and I just stood there looking at them. "Go ahead, try them on.”
“I uh… don’t know how,” I admitted to her.
“You used to be a boy didn’t you? Before MORFS I mean.”
I nodded. “I thought so. Here, give me that!” She took the bra from me and showed me how to put it on. “You’d be surprised how many boys end up in bras after they morf. I had a good friend in high school that became a boy though, so it does go both ways. Don’t worry, everyone gets used to it eventually. It’s not like you can go back, anyways. Just forget about what you were, and go on with your new life. How’s that feel?”
“I dunno, it’s not too tight. I definitely can feel the support.”
“Well, that is why we wear them. So anyways, my friend who became a boy, she just kinda stopped hanging around with her old friends, I think trying to help her forget that she had been a girl and that seemed to work for her. I mean, like, if you keep dwelling on your past and trying to still act like a boy then you’re never going to get used to being a girl.” She helped me into the next bra, leaving me to try and do it up. Not an easy task with these long nails.
“I don’t know if I can forget my past like most people would. I’m going to be confronted with it everyday. MORFS didn’t just turn me into a girl. Oh, this one feels better than the last one.”
“Ok, now try this one. What else did MORFS do?”
“My body actually split off of my old one, if that makes any sense, so now its like there’s two of me, like I’m a clone or something, except I became a girl, while my old body stayed the same. So now I’ve got a twin brother who gets to keep living my old life.”
“So let him live it. Go out and make new friends and live a new life. That’s all I can suggest.” She handed me the last bra and I tried it on. “How’s that one?”
“It’s comfortable, weird but comfortable. As I said, I don’t know if I can just forget my old life.”
“You’ll never know if you can until you try. You can leave that one on and then get dressed. You want to look for bras in a size 30B.”
She left and I put my top back on. She did have a point. I needed to let go of my life as Logan, but I just wasn’t ready to do that yet. I went back out into the store and found Mom with a basket full of underwear. She asked my opinion, but I didn’t have one. After being dragged around the store and having to try on things that I had never thought I would ever wear, we left the store. It was carrying the large pink bag that contained my eight new bras, nearly two dozen panties, and three nightgowns, all picked out by Mom.
I knew Mom wouldn’t buy me boys’ clothes or even tomboyish clothes but if I had to wear girls stuff I didn’t want her dressing me like a forty year old woman. So while I was trying to detach myself from reality I did have the common sense to make Mom go to the stores I used to buy my clothes at. Although I was now shopping on the female side of those stores, at least the clothing there would be in style. Mom was used to shopping with my sister Jadyn, who is a very feminine girl, so she continuously picked out the most feminine things available. I just tried to disappear into the background. Most of the stores found me standing off to the side, a disinterested look on my face with my arms folded across my chest while Mom rooted through the various racks. She was unrelenting though. She would constantly ask my opinion on different skirts or dresses that she liked or had me try on. It amazed me that she kept asking my opinion after comments from me like, “I hate it,” or, “it’s a skirt.”
It was at one of my favourite stores where I finally broke. Mom had me trying on a dress that I hated. I hated it because I looked way too hot in it. It was short, and it barely covered my boobs. If I wore that dress anywhere I would be nothing more than eye candy for the guys. “Mom, we’re not buying this. It’s too revealing. We’ve got enough dresses already anyways. Lets just buy me some pants and go home.”
“But you look so pretty in that dress,” she stated.
“No, I look sexy in this dress. I don’t want to look like this. Please, can we just get me some jeans? We haven’t bought any pants yet. I’m not trying on another skirt or dress until we buy me some pants.” I suddenly realized that I was standing there with my hands on my hips, like any other girl. ‘I can’t even get angry without doing it like a girl!’
“That’s fine, we’ll get you some pants. All you had to do was ask, but you’ve been to busy sulking. Go pick out some pants and tops to try on. I’ll help you find the right size.”
‘I swear Mom is just doing this to screw with me.’ I went over to where the jeans were and started looking for a pair that I liked. I usually buy my jeans at this store but there’s a huge difference between the guys’ and girls’ jeans. The girls’ jeans were all designed to fit tightly with a low-rise waist. ‘It’s better than wearing a skirt,’ I thought as I picked out a few pairs in the size Mom suggested. I grabbed a few tee shirts and then headed to the change rooms. I was about to put on the first pair of jeans when Mom stuck her hand in over the door.
“You’ll have to wear this with a pair of tight pants like those,” she half whispered. Hanging from her hand was a scrap of light blue fabric. I grabbed it and held it up in front of me. It was a thong. I let out a loud sigh and exchanged the panties I had been wearing for the thong. It wasn’t the most comfortable thing in the world but I figured that I’d have to get used to it if it meant I could wear pants. I pulled on the pants and was met with another new feeling; tight fitting pants. They weren’t that bad. Despite how snug they were, they were pretty comfortable. Once again I went out and modeled them for Mom. I did the same with another three pairs of jeans, a pair of what Mom called capri pants and a few pairs of other girls’ pants. We bought all the pants that fit me, along with the skirts and dresses we liked from that store.
Mom reassured me that we were almost done as we lugged our purchases out to the car before returning to the mall. We stopped in the food court before we finished our shopping and got ourselves a late lunch. I felt famished and Mom let me order what I normally would. We sat down at a table and I started into my triple bacon cheeseburger. I managed to get about three quarters of the burger eaten before I couldn’t eat anymore. I picked at my fries but left them mostly untouched. “Go ahead and say it, Mom, you know you want to.”
“I wasn’t going to say anything, it’s just the first time that I’ve seen you leave food uneaten.”
“Can we finish shopping and go home? I need some alone time.”
“Sure we can. We only have a few thing left to get.”
her ‘few things’, turned into ten pairs of shoes, most of which I couldn’t even walk in due to the heels, a bunch of jewelry that I didn’t want, several purses, belts and hats. Our last stop was at a drug store where Mom loaded up a basket with all sorts of make up, hair accessories, a curling iron and a blow dryer. I stayed as far away as I could when she was picking out the makeup. Luckily, the only thing she made me help with was finding a foundation that was the right color for my skin tone.
I started to feel nauseous again when she tossed a package of tampons and pads into the basket. ‘Maybe I should get myself a hysterectomy,’ I mused to myself. ‘No way Mom and Dad would let me do that.’
~~~~
“Laura has the coolest room,” exclaimed Jadyn as she finished making Laura’s new bed.
“She’d better like it, after all the work I did.” I looked around the room. It was a really nice looking room, but it was definitely a girls’ room. ‘She’s gonna hate this room if she really thinks like I do.’
“Logan?” called Dad. “I need your help bringing some things downstairs.” I went up stairs and into the garage. Sitting in the back of Dad’s truck was a bathtub, a big bathtub.
“What’s that for? Don’t tell me she’s getting her own bathroom too,” I complained.
“Just help me get it in the basement. You can be jealous later.”
~~~~
We pulled into the driveway and loaded our selves up with as many bags as we could and then hurried inside. Mom sent Jadyn and Logan outside to get the rest of the bags.
Dad was waiting for us at the top of the basement stairs. “Ok Laura, ready to see your new room?” I nodded.
“Ok, put your bags down here and go downstairs and close your eyes.” I put down the bags and followed Mom and Dad down the stairs. I closed my eyes and covered them with my hands.
Dad led me over to the doorway and told me to open my eyes. I was shocked. The room was huge. The walls were all painted in ‘shimmering lime’ and the floor was covered in a thick white shag carpet. There was a long 8-drawer dresser up against one wall and a vanity with a lighted mirror on another. Both of those were in white. There was a white love seat over in one corner. The other corner of the room was built out to create a walk in closet.
What really caught my eye though, was the bed. It was bigger than my old one. It was made with what looked like pink silk sheets and a thick pink and light green comforter. Suspended from the ceiling and draping around the bed was sheer pink fabric, which made it look like one of those canopy beds.
“Well what do you think?” asked Mom.
“I like the room, but why is my bed pink?”
Just then Jadyn and Logan came down the stairs with a load of bags. Jadyn rushed over to my side. “Laura, do you like your new room? Do you like your bed? Dad let me pick out the sheets and everything for you. Isn’t it the coolest?”
I looked over at Dad who nodded, confirming that she was telling me the truth. My sister was beaming at me. “Yeah, Jadyn, I like it. Thanks for picking it out.” I gave my sister a one armed hug and her smile got even bigger. We hauled all my new clothes into the room and sat the bags in my closet. I noticed that there was a door between my bed and my closet and asked Dad why my room had two doors.
“That’s going to be the door to your bathroom. It’s not finished yet. It needs painting and a floor, but the toilet and the sink are both hooked up. So you can use those, but you’ll have to shower upstairs until I get the tub installed and the shower piped in.”
~~~~
I had gone up stairs as soon as Jadyn and Laura started putting everything away in her closet. I still couldn’t believe all the stuff Mom and Dad had bought for her. It just wasn’t fair. They must have spent a fortune on all that stuff. I sat in the living room watching TV for about an hour before Mom dragged me into the kitchen to help with dinner. Of course Laura didn’t have to help. She just got to sit around in her new room.
I was standing at the kitchen counter making a salad, still brooding over how unfair it was that Laura got spoiled. The anger that had been building inside suddenly changed to an intense feeling of hopelessness, and I felt like I was going to cry. I was surprised by the change in emotions, but at the same time, felt strangely detached from these new feelings. I tried ignoring the feelings and after a few minutes they went away as quickly as they had appeared. ‘weird.’
~~~~
Jadyn was quite enthusiastic about helping me put away all my new clothes. Of course she had to go on and on about every single thing she put away. With the two of us both working, we managed to get everything put away in record time. I had to almost force Jadyn to leave the room in order to have some time to myself.
I sat down heavily on my bed and let out a deep sigh. ‘I don’t want this life… I wish I was still a boy, but there’s little hope of that ever happening again.’ As that thought sunk in, the tears began to build again. The despair sat deep in the pit of my stomach as I curled up and cried into my pillows.
~~~~
“Laura, dinner time!” Dad called from the top of the stairs. I had run out of tears about half an hour ago and after a check in the mirror, decided my eyes weren’t red enough to suggest I had been crying. I took a deep breath and went up stairs and into the dining room. I was the last one to arrive … and all the seats were full, only six places having been set.
“Mikey, why did you only set the table for six?” asked Dad.
“I forgot there were seven now,” he admitted.
“Logan, go get a chair for you sister,” said Dad. I was still just standing there feeling awkward. Apparently everyone else had forgotten about me, if they hadn’t noticed Mike’s mistake.
“Why do I have to get her a chair?” snapped Logan. “Mikey is the one who forgot.”
“Don’t worry about it,” I found myself saying. “I wasn’t hungry anyways.” I quickly retreated back to the basement while Mom called after me and Dad lectured Logan.
A few minutes later there was a soft knocking on my bedroom door. I didn’t respond, so Mom opened the door and came in. She sat beside me on the loveseat. “Laura, please come up for dinner.”
“I said, I’m not hungry!”
“Honey, I know you’re hurting inside, but no one did that on purpose. It was just a mistake. Your brother feels really bad about what happened. Please come up stairs.”
“Which of my brothers feels bad? The one who forgot I was part of the family, or the one who couldn’t be bothered to get off his ass and help me feel welcome in my own damn house?” I spat bitterly.
“Laura, you know we don’t approve of that kind of language in this house. Now both of them are sorry. Mikey feels really bad. He hasn’t even got much of a chance to even get to know you, and now he thinks that his new big sister hates him. Please come have dinner with us.”
“Mom … I just can’t go back up there. I can’t.” I did feel bad for little Mikey, but the way Logan had acted really hurt me a lot. ‘We may have been the same person, but now we’re apparently not that much alike. He’s being a jerk!’
“It’s been a hard day. I understand.” Mom stood up and left the room without another word and I went back to sulking. I looked around my room and realized that there wasn’t really anything to do in there. No TV, no stereo, no computer. I decided I’d have to get my old stuff from Logan’s room. I heard someone coming downstairs again and a moment later my door opened and Mom came in carrying a tray with a plate of food on it.
“I know you didn’t want to eat with the family, but you do need to eat something.”
“Thanks, Mom.”
Mom left the room and I slowly ate my dinner. I still couldn’t shake the way I was feeling. It seemed I was just an inconvenience to the rest of my family. I had toyed with the thought earlier in the day, and now the idea of running away didn’t seem so crazy. I had no idea where I would run to, but maybe I could start a new life somewhere else. Somewhere where I wouldn’t be reminded of my old life. ‘I doubt that I’d even be missed. They could just go back to how things used to be.’
~~~~
Roselle Miller got into bed beside her husband and started to knead her temples with her fingers. Her husband, Nathan, was busy going through their budget.
“I have such a headache,” said Roselle. “This has been quite a day.”
“I know exactly how you feel, Honey. I am way too old to me lugging around bathtubs and all that.”
“This is definitely a strange situation we’ve found ourselves in. We had agreed we were done having children.”
“I only agreed to that because I didn’t want to have to change anymore diapers,” Nathan remarked as he chuckled softly. “If I had known our next child would be born as a teenager, then I would have been happy to have another kid. The only problem with that is, that we haven’t really budgeted for another teenager in the family. Especially not another teenage girl.”
“We’ll find a way to make everything work out. We always have. Besides, once she see the doctor, we can get a letter from him and then we’ll get that MORFS rebate from the government. That should cover the cost of building the new room and all the clothing we got her today.”
“You kept all the receipts, right?” asked Nathan.
“Of course I kept the receipts! So what are we going to do about Logan? He’s definitely not helping Laura adjust. That outburst at dinner really hurt her.”
“We just need to get the two of them to be friends. They’re the same person mentally, it can’t be that hard.”
“Hon, you know how stubborn Logan is. He and Laura are just going to butt heads if we try to force them to be friends. I think our first priority is just to get Logan to accept that he has a sister now, and that he needs to be there for her right now.”
“Roselle, it’s going to take time for all of us. I’m as guilty of it as the rest of us. Did either of us notice that Mikey had forgotten about Laura? No, because we had, too. It’s going to take a while to get used to having a family of seven.”
~~~~
Laura exited the bathroom and made her way quietly towards the basement steps. As she passed her parent’s room, she heard them talking. She stopped at door to listen.
“Nate, I know we couldn’t foresee any of this, but like it or not, Laura is here to stay and she is part of this family.”
“I know that. All I said is that it’s going to take time to get used to her being around. I never said I didn’t care about her. In fact I’m really worried about her. She’s going through something I couldn’t even fathom. But its pretty easy to see how depressed all this is making her. I think you may have gone a bit over the top with the salon and shopping today.”
“I just want her to be able to fit in with the other girls her age. I want her to be able to make friends. Her appearance has a lot to do with that. I mean, I was shocked when the doctors told us what was going on, but when we found her crying in the hall this morning, she just had this look in her eyes that proved she was our child and I just fell in love with her. Just like I did when I gave birth to all of our other children and looked in their faces for the first time. That’s why I was pushing her to accept who she is. She’s a beautiful, special person and she deserves the best. I may have pushed her a bit hard today, but it was all out of love and I hope she realizes that.”
“I love her too, Rosie. I just want to see her smile.”
~~~~
Laura brushed away the few tears that were running down her face. ‘Mom and Dad love me. I guess I can’t run away after all.’ She quietly made it to the stairs and went to her room. As she got into bed and pulled the soft covers around herself, she closed her eyes and fell asleep with a smile on her face.
~~~~
To Be Continued …
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MORFS has left Laura in a strange situation. She's now the female idential twin of her former male self. If that wasn't bad enough, everyone around her is pushing her to accept her new life as a girl, but is that what she really wants ...?
Chapter 2
I awoke to the banging on the ceiling as Mikey and Joannah ran around the main floor of the house. Sleepily, I rolled out of my bed and staggered towards the bathroom. Walking across the bare concrete of my bathroom floor woke me up enough that I caught myself before I tried to pee standing up. I looked around the room as I sat on the toilet. It was clear that the room was still under construction. There were boxes of tiles in the corner with a can of paint sitting on top of them. The tub was leaning against the wall. It was one of those big Jacuzzi tubs and while I wasn’t exactly a bath person, I was excited to be getting that in my new bathroom.
I finished up and washed my hands before heading back into my room. Washing my hands reminded me that I needed to do something about these nails. I went over to my vanity and started rummaging through the various cosmetics Mom had bought. After a short search, I came across the nail kit I was looking for. I contemplated cutting them short, but Mom would be sure to notice that. Instead, I cut them down to a more manageable length and then filed down the sharp edges left from the clippers. The nails were still a lot longer than I was used to, but at least now I would be able to use my fingers more normally.
I felt I was modestly dressed in the pajamas I was wearing, but since it was cold in the mornings, I grabbed the bathrobe we had bought and put it on as I went upstairs.
Mom was cleaning up in the kitchen as I walked in. Dad was sitting at the table and was the first to notice me. “Good morning sleepyhead.”
“Morn’n Dad, Mom. What’s for breakfast?”
“That depends on what you’re making yourself,” said Mom.
I let out an audible sigh and started pouring myself some cereal and ignored Mom and Dad while I ate. I could tell they were watching me and it was getting really annoying. Every time I looked up, they would act as if they hadn’t been watching me. I couldn’t really blame them for it though. I was a new person in the house and I’m sure that they weren’t really sure how to deal with me yet.
When Logan came into the kitchen and started making his breakfast, I took that as my opportunity and quickly put my dishes in the sink before leaving the room. I quietly made my way past the stairs and down the hall to Logan’s room.
I walked in the room and headed straight to the things I wanted. First was the computer. I unplugged it from the wall and turned off the projection screen. Next I grabbed my stereo and a bunch of my music. I put my favourite baseball hat on and then picked up the football I had got for Christmas along with my favourite jersey. My arms were pretty full so I quietly exited the room and went down into the basement, where I set up the computer and stereo and put the rest of the stuff in my closet. I kept the hat on as it held my long hair out of my face.
I turned on the computer and cranked up my music. I set about changing the passwords on my email to something Logan wouldn’t guess and changing my profile. I had just finished when Logan came bursting into my room.
“Hey, you ever heard of knocking? What if I was getting changed?” I yelled at him.
“So what?” he replied.
“I’m a girl, Logan. You can’t just bust in her.”
“I don’t care, I want my stuff back,” he said.
“What stuff would that be?”
“You know what I mean. My computer, stereo and that hat you’re wearing. And I’m sure you took some other things, too,” he accused.
“These are my things, too, I don’t have to give anything back!” I shouted at him.
“If you don’t give them back, I’ll take them back.” I stood up and walked up to him. He was a little taller than me and definitely outweighed me.
“Oh yeah? You gonna fight with a girl?” I challenged.
“Just give me back my stuff … NOW!” He tried to grab the hat off my head but I ducked and pushed him back a few steps. “Bitch!” He rushed forward and shoved me back. His hands hit me in the chest and I was surprised at how much it had hurt. I brought my arms up around my breasts as I fell backwards onto the floor.
“You are such a bastard!” Tears were stinging my eyes again and my first impulse was to hit him. But then I got a better idea. I inhaled deeply and smirked at him before yelling, “DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD!!!”
Within a minute, Mom and Dad rushed into my room. I had let the tears start to flow and Logan was just standing there as he realized what was happening.
“What is going on in here?” Mom shrieked as she came over to my side. I was still hugging my chest, but pried away an arm long enough to point at Logan.
“He … he hit me!” I sobbed.
“I … she … but ... she took my stuff…” he stammered.
“Logan, did you hit your sister?” asked Dad.
“All I did was push her, AFTER she pushed me.”
“He hit me in the chest. He’s not supposed to hit girls.”
“Logan, go to your room!” Dad ordered
“But what about the stuff she took? I want it back,” demanded Logan.
“It’s my stuff, too, Logan.”
“Logan, do as your father told you. We’ll worry about what belongs to who, later,” said Mom.
Logan glared at me before turning and stomping angrily up the stairs.
“Laura, we’ll talk to Logan about his behavior towards you. But you can’t antagonize him like that and expect him not to retaliate, just because you’re a girl. Yes, he’s not supposed to hit girls, but that doesn’t mean you can hit him. Now, are you ok?” Mom asked.
I nodded my head as I stood up.
“We’re going to have to figure out who gets to keep what, as both of you feel you own all of your old things,” said Dad. “I think you’ll get the eCom though, until we can get another one. I don’t want you being out without a way to get a hold of you.”
“Dad, I can take care of myself,” I protested.
“It’s not that I don’t trust you. It’s that I don’t trust the other people out there. It’s not always safe for a young woman. Especially with all these Morfs, thinking they can do whatever they want because they have special powers.” Dad gave me a hug. “Why don’t you go get ready for the day while your mother and I talk with Logan?”
“Okay, Dad.”
~~~~
“Logan, your mother and I are very disappointed in your behavior. We understand that you were angry, and since Laura thinks like you do, she’s really going to be able to push your buttons, but that is never an excuse to hit her. Do I make myself clear?” inquired Dad.
I sat there quietly and nodded my head. “Good.”
“Now Honey, we didn’t consider that Laura would take things from your room. That’s our fault for not working that out before you two got to fighting. However, she does have as much claim on those things as you do. I imagine there’s a lot of sentimental value for her in the things in your room. It’s a link to her past, and right now she’s feeling bad because she feels she doesn’t belong in her own life. That is why we asked you to help her.” Can you do that?” Mom hugged me as she asked, "Can you do that?” ”.
I nodded again.
“Now, you’re not going to be punished for hitting her this time, as long as you apologize to your sister and promise it won’t happen again. . Okay?”
“Okay, Mom, I promise.”
~~~~
I was sitting at my vanity, wrapped in a towel, trying to brush out my wet hair when there was a knock at my bedroom door. It was the same way I usually knocked, so I knew it was Logan. “Just a minute Logan, I’m just getting dressed.” I rushed over to my dresser and pulled on my panties, picked up a bra and dashed into my closet. I wiggled into a pair of jeans, put on the bra and then pulled a thick purple knit sweater over my head. “Okay, you can come in.”
I walked out of my closet as Logan entered my room. Her walked over to my love seat and sat down. “Laura, I … uh… I’m sorry about earlier. If you want to share some of our stuff, then that’s fine with me. I just was angry that you didn’t ask first.” somehow, I knew he was being sincere.
I smiled at him, “Thanks Logan, that means a lot that you’re willing to share with me. This is just really hard for me. Everything is new and different and it’s nice to have something that’s familiar.”
“So what’s it like?”
“What’s what like? I asked.
“Being a girl, what’s it like?”
“Well, I’ve only been a girl for like one day but as far as I can tell, it kind of sucks. I mean, Mom expects me to be her pretty little daughter and to act like a lady. Meanwhile, I have no idea how to do anything like a girl. Long hair is a pain in the ass. So are long nails and I’m not even attempting to figure out makeup.”
“You’re going to have to though, right? I mean all the girls at school wear makeup.”
“Please don’t remind me of school. I am so not looking forward to having to wear that stupid school skirt everyday.”
“It can’t be that bad …”
“I’ve got lots of skirts, you want to wear one?” I offered.
“Hell no! By the way, I can see your bra through that sweater,” he told me.
“Damn it!” I walked over to my dresser and pulled out a white camisole. It only took me a minute to duck into my closet and put it on under the sweater. I walked back over to the loveseat and sat down next to Logan. “Better?”
“Yeah, it’s better. So I doubt we’ll be making it into the advanced gym class after our tests. Unless you’ve noticed some super powers that I haven’t.” I shook my head. “So now that you’re a girl and I’m not fat anymore, you’re going to help me find a girlfriend, right?”
“And just why would I do that?” I laughed.
“Because you want to, I dunno. I’ll help you find a boyfriend,”
I glared at him for that remark.
“Or a girlfriend,” he quickly added. “Whichever one you want.”
“Honestly, I have no desire to be in a relationship right now. I’ve got to get used to just being who I am, first.”
Logan nodded his agreement. “Well, I’m gonna go get a shower. But we should hang out today.”
“Okay.” Logan and I stood up and he left the room. I went back to my vanity and back to work on my hair. I managed to get all the tangles out and then pulled it up into a ponytail. I went back over to my desk and turned on the stereo. I turned up the volume as one of my favourite songs started to play. I fell back onto my bed and lost myself in the music.
~~~~
The day passed quickly as Logan and I helped Dad work on my bathroom. We managed to get the bathroom painted and the tub hooked up and in place, finishing up just in time for dinner. Jadyn had remembered how many places to set tonight, so I was actually feeling kind of happy for a change.
“So, Laura Kyle called and invited me to go see a movie with the guys tonight,” Logan asked tentatively. “You wanna come with?”
“I dunno …” I was hesitant to face my friends.
“Go on, Laura,” said Mom. “You need to get out of the house and have some fun.”
“But I …”
“Don’t worry, I’ll help you get ready after dinner,” interrupted Mom.
“That’s not what …” I started, but then decided to give up, “Fine, I’ll go.”
~~~~
Mom rushed me down to my room as soon as we finished dinner, and started going through my closet selecting the clothing she thought I should wear to the movies.
“Mom,” I said, and then waited for her to give me her attention. “I’m not wearing a skirt or a dress tonight. One, its winter and pants will be warmer. And two, I’m going with a bunch of my old guy friends. I want them to see that I’m still the same person on the inside, and wearing a skirt isn’t going to help me accomplish that.”
“That’s fine, Honey, but I want you to at least do something with your hair and maybe a bit of makeup,” replied Mom.
I let out a loud sigh of frustration. “Mom, I am not wearing makeup!”
“You won’t even notice that you’re wearing it and I’ll keep it nice and light. If you think it’s too much when I’m done, then I’ll help you take it off.”
“Alright.” I decided I would keep on the jeans I was already wearing, but Mom insisted I wear a different top. I rejected the first two tops because they showed off my boobs too much. I suggested just wearing a tee shirt and Mom agreed, after I compromised for a like, pink one. Since it was cold out, I figured I just wear a jacket to cover up the top.
“Okay, Laura, hair first, and then makeup.” Mom pointed to the seat at my vanity and I sat down. Not being completely clueless, I pulled out my hair out of its ponytail while Mom plugged in the curling iron we had bought the day before. “Now I want you to pay attention to how I do this, because you’re going to have to learn to do this yourself.” Mom brushed out my hair for a few minutes and then started sectioning off my hair and winding them around the curling iron. She didn’t curl all my hair, but once she was done and brushed my hair out again, it had soft waves all over.
“Okay, now for makeup. You have a really nice complexion, so we’ll skip foundation for now. Now since we want to keep it looking natural, we’re just going to uses some brown tones for your eyes. We’ll start with just a little bit of eyeliner using this pencil.” Having her run the eyeliner across the edge of my eyelid was surprisingly ticklish and I had a hard time keeping my eye open like she wanted me to. Once that was done, she used her finger to smudge the line a bit so that it didn’t stand out as much. Next she put on a few shades of eye shadow. She did one eye at a time so that I could watch. She worked quickly continuing to explain what she was doing.
Mascara was next and was just as ticklish as the eyeliner had been. Mom explained that we were using brown mascara because I was blonde and we were going for a natural look, but that for a more dramatic look I could use black mascara. “Now I’m just going to use a clear gloss on your lips tonight instead of using a lipstick.” She spread on the gloss and then stepped back while I looked in the mirror. The makeup was pretty much unnoticeable, just like Mom had promised and I decided I’d leave it on.
“Laura, we gotta go!” yelled Logan from upstairs.
“I’m coming!” I yelled back. “Thanks for helping me Mom.”
~~~~
“I wish Dad would’ve let me drive,” I complained.
“You don’t have a license, remember?” Logan replied.
“Technicalities, that’s all that is. So who all is coming?” “Well, Kyle of course, Brandon, Eric, Lance and Jack.” Logan pulled into the theater parking lot and started trying to find a place to park.
“So I’m going to be the only girl there.”
“Some of the guys might have their girlfriends with them. I dunno. Does it really even matter?”
“I feel a little insecure around guys now, okay?”
~~~~
Logan had to stifle his laughter as he looked over at Laura, who seemed to be hyperventilating. “Laura, calm down. They’re our friends. No one is going to hurt you or make fun of you.”
“Logan, what … what if they hit on me?” she asked nervously.
“Honestly, once they know who you are, I seriously doubt that would happen. Even if it does, all you have to do is tell them you’re not interested. Girls have turned us down in the past, so you know how they do it. You’ll be fine.”
“Just stay with me okay?” He nodded.
“Promise?”
“I promise.”
~~~~
“Hey Logan!” shouted Kyle. We already had our tickets and headed over to where the guys were sitting. I noticed right away that there weren’t any girls sitting with the guys. “Hey Logan,” inquired Kyle as we reached the table. “Who’s your girlfriend?”
“Yeah, I thought this was guys night out,” said Lance.
“She’s not my girlfriend. This is my sister. Guys meet Laura. Laura, you know the guys.”
“Logan, what are you on? We all know you don’t have a sister our age,” Brandon stated.
I decided to jump in and get the introductions over with. “We’re twins. We had MORFS and split into two different people with the same memories. For some reason, I ended up as a girl. So you don’t have to act as if I’m a stranger. I remember all of you. Just treat me like you do Logan, and we’ll be cool.”
“That is the strangest Morf I’ve ever heard of, but that’s coming from a guy who has x-ray vision,” remarked Eric.
“Well let’s get our seats before they’re all taken.”
~~~~
“You guys wanna grab some food?” Logan inquired as we left the theater. All the guys thought it was a great idea. We ended up at the pizza place across from the theater. After we’d ordered our pizza, Kyle started a casual conversation about the movie. I tried to add my opinion but was pretty much ignored. As I looked over at Logan, I realized I was jealous of him. He was talking and telling jokes like he ( I ) always did. However, on the other hand, I was rudely being excluded from the conversation.
When 0ur pizza arrived, that pretty much killed all conversation. As I ate, I realized I was getting depressed again, and fast. I took as long as possible to eat the one slice of pizza I took. Lance was sitting across from me and I’d caught him looking at me a few times and he wasn’t looking me in the eyes. It was creeping me out and I tried to cover myself by crossing my arms.
The pizza disappeared quickly and Brandon, Kyle and Eric went over to play a game of pool. Lance, of course, started talking to Logan again. Once again, I was excluded from the conversation, yet Lance continued to glace over at me while he was talking. It was driving me crazy.
“Hey!” I said, but Lance kept talking as if I hadn’t said a word. I slammed my hand on the table and raised my voice a bit, “Hey!” This time Logan and Lance stopped talking and looked over at me. “I’ve been sitting here the whole time and not once have I been included. Why are all of you ignoring me? I’m just the same as Logan!”
“Because girls are nothing more than something pretty to look at, I could care less how you feel or what you think,” said Lance with a perverted grin on his face as he again looked at my chest.
I was stunned by the blatant remark he had made. As I slid out of the booth and started to walk away, Logan slid out behind me and put his hand on my arm.
Lance stood and walked back into my line of sight. “Oh, is the poor little girl going to run off and cry?” he taunted. Logan stepped between us.
“Lance, you shut your mouth, you bastard! If I ever hear you talk to her like that again …”
“Logan!” I said, as I moved beside him, “I don’t need you to fight my battles!” I turned and look up into Lance’s eyes. He still had that smug look on his face. “And you! You think its funny to try and demean me? You think you’re better than me because I’m a girl?”
“Ooh, you’ve got some guts, babe. What say you and me have a little fun?”
“You know, I’d like that,” I said sweetly as I took a step forward and slammed my knee into his crotch. He bent forward in pain as all boys do and I followed it with an uppercut I the face. He fell to the ground in pain. The aggression I’d felt was quickly replaced with anger, and again my eyes started to water. Pushing past Logan, I ran out of the restaurant. As I went through the door, I heard Lance yelling "I'll get you for this, Bitch!"
I made it to the car and collapsed against the door as I let myself cry out the pain. “All my friends are gone! All I am to them is some strange girl who they don’t know …’
~~~~
“Laura, are you alright?”
“Just take me home, Logan.”
“What Lance said …”
“I know that’s not how you feel, okay? You don’t have to tell me that or apologize for something you didn’t do.” Logan helped me up and we got in the car. We were silent as he navigated out of the parking lot and headed towards home.
“Well I’m sorry if I did anything to upset you.”
“You should be. I don’t need you protecting me. I’m not some defenseless little girl who need her brother to make anything bad go away.”
“Laura, I …”
“I’m done talking!” I interrupted.
~~~~
The next morning I awoke just as angry as I had been when I’d gone to bed. I still couldn’t get over how my former friends had treated me. What made me even angrier was that Logan hadn’t done anything to help me feel accepted, but then tried to come to my rescue when Lance said what he did. ‘Why the hell does he think I need him protecting me like that?”
I took my time getting ready before going upstairs. Mom had breakfast ready as I entered the kitchen. I took my plate and sat as far from Logan as I could. I didn’t say a word and neither did he. I could feel how uncomfortable he was. Mom tried to find out how our trip to the movies was, but didn’t press the subject when neither of us answered.
After breakfast, Mom, Dad, Logan and I got in the car and headed to our doctor’s appointments. First on the agenda was to take a DNA sample from Mom and Dad and me and send them off to the lab for a rush paternity test. With that out of the way, Dad led Logan into the waiting room of our regular family doctor, while Mom led me down the hall and into another waiting room.
“Mom, why am I going to a different doctor than Logan?” I asked.
“Laura, as a girl you have different medical needs that our family doctor isn’t specialized in. Dr. Jennings is qualified to perform the required post-MORFS tests for you.”
“You mean, like, tests with my … vagina?”
Mom laughed at question. “Yes, I guess you could say that. Dr. Jennings is an OBGYN. She’s the one you’ll see for any feminine problems.”
“Do I have to have these tests done? I don’t want anyone seeing … those areas.”
“Laura, she’s a doctor. She does this everyday. If it helps you feel better, I’ll come in with you, but you do have to get these tests done.”
~~~~
“So how’d your physical go?” Logan asked after Mom and Dad had dropped us off at the school.
“It was the weirdest thing that’s ever happened to me before. Let’s just say that I’ll be doing everything I can to avoid future gynecological appointments. I’d gladly take the whole turn and cough deal over having someone stick a speculum in down there.”
“Hey, I know how you feel. Doc Roberts gave me a prostate exam this time. So let’s please not talk about sticking things in anywhere.”
I had to laugh at Logan’s comment and then realized that I was talking to him when I was supposed to be mad at him.
“It’s nice to hear you laugh and to have you talking to me again,” he said as if reading my mind.
“Okay, you’re off the hook for now. Just treat me as an equal is all I’m asking for.”
“I think I can do that. So about last night …”
“Logan, I’m still mad about that. I can’t hang out with guys like that,” I said. “It was pretty obvious that they don’t want me as a friend.”
“That’s not true, what Lance said …”
“Don’t you dare defend him! What he said hurt a lot, Logan. It was rude and sexist and … and… I don’t want to talk about this anymore.” I opened the door to the gym and walked in. “We’re done talking about this, it just makes me mad.”
~~~~
Logan and I were subjected to all sorts of different physical aptitude tests for over an hour. As they were designed to sort out Morfs that had advanced abilities, the two of us did very poorly. By the time we were done Logan had to practically dragg me out of the gym because I was so tired.
We met Mom and Dad down in the main office, where they were taking care of some paper work. I found a seat and dropped into it, closed my eyes and I guess I fell asleep as a little while later, Mom had to shake me to wake me up. I followed my parents and Logan out to the car.
“Laura, you’re going to have the next two weeks off of school. Every few days you’ll have to go in and write an exam for each of your classes to prove that you’re as educated as Logan. Since you’ll be writing so many of them, you’ll have days off in between exams for you to have some time to study,” Mom told me.
I let out an annoyed groan, which made everyone in the car laugh. “Now we’re going to get the two of you some new school uniforms. So we expect you to behave.”
“Wait,” said Logan. “ Why do I need new uniforms?”
“Son, you have noticed that you’ve lost some weight through MORFS, right?” asked Dad.
“Hey! Don’t refer to me as weight!” I said in mock anger.
“You know that’s not what I meant Laura,” replied Dad. “Logan, you’re thinner now than you were before you put on weight for MORFS, so you needs some new uniforms as much as Laura does.”
When we arrived at the store that sold the school uniforms, Mom led me over to the girl’s section. I followed Mom around as she picked out a few school shirts, two long sleeved blouses and two sweaters. A saleslady came over and took the tops from Mom and hung them up in a changing room for me. While she did that, Mom made her way over to the school skirts. They were essentially a short kilt by design, in a gray and burgundy plaid. The ones on the rack were long enough to come to the knee but they were un-hemmed and most of the girls in school wore them pretty short. As a guy, I had liked seeing those skirts ending at mid thigh on the girls at school, but now the thought of having to wear one to school each day was terrifying.
With all the main parts of a uniform picked out, I was led to the changing room and asked to try on and model everything. I picked the school shirts first. I’d be wearing these most of the time, as they were nothing more than a golf shirt with the school logo embroidered over the left breast. They were as close to boys’ clothes as I was going to get at school. I pulled it on and looked in the mirror. The shirt was snug but I knew it was supposed to fit like that. Like all my new tops, it hugged my waist and emphasized my breasts.
Next I put on the school skirt. It was a little confusing at first. It had two leather straps with buckles at the sides and it took me a few tries to get it put on right. I opened the door and stepped out of the changing room. Mom and the saleslady immediately began fussing over me. I had to stand on a small pedestal while the sales lady pinned up the hem. I complained that it was too short but the saleslady assured Mom that this was how all the girls wore the skirts. With the hem pinned up I was sent back to change tops. When I returned the second time, this time wearing the sweater, I saw that Logan and Dad had joined Mom. Logan was holding a few pairs of pants in his arms.
‘It figures he’d be done shopping already while I have to try everything on for Mom to see,’ I thought as I modeled the sweater. I went back and forth between modeling and the change room before I was able to put my jeans and top back on. The drive home was uneventful and I made myself busy until dinner by putting away my uniform stuff in my closet.
~~~~
Tuesday morning I awoke and just lay in my bed staring at the pink sheers draped around my bed from the ceiling. ‘Today, I can finally just be myself. Mom and Dad are both back at work and everyone else is at school.’
I eventually got out of bed and showered,. dried myself off and went back into my room. I pulled on a pair of boy short panties in a vain attempt at wearing something similar to boys’ underwear for a change. I pulled out my one pair of jeans that weren’t tight fitting. They were a girls’ wide leg style so they were still obviously girls’ pants, but other than hugging my hips a bit, they were pretty boyish. I debated on whether to wear a bra or not. In the end I decided on a tight sports bra under a loose tee shirt.
I went upstairs and started making myself some eggs for breakfast. There was a note on the counter from Mom:
‘Laura,
Don’t spend too much time in front of the TV. Make sure you study for your first exam on Thursday. I also want you to practice doing your makeup and hair in your spare time.
Love, Mom’
The note quickly made its way to the trash. ‘Like I’m really going to practice wearing makeup.’ I finished making my eggs and sat down in front of the TV to eat them. I flipped channels while I ate. Not much was on and I ended up watching some talk show that had a group of Morfed guests. The first few guests were teens not much older than myself. They all got off lucky compared to me. The next guest really caught my attention.
They showed a picture of him from before MORFS and one of him after. The after shot was completely different looking. His hair was a different colour and his facial features had changed completely. They gave some information on how he had been treated by others due to his Morf and then he made his entrance on to the set. I had the same shocked reaction as the audience. He looked just like his before picture.
He went on to talk to the host about how he looked the way he did. Through years of various surgeries, he had been able to reclaim his old life. He talked about how friends and family who had shunned him had accepted him back. That struck a chord with me. I just wanted acceptance of who I really was. I don’t exactly feel like I did as Logan, but I really don’t feel like a girl either.
The show went to commercial and I sat there thinking about what I really wanted out of life.
~~~~
“Hey! How’s your sister doing?” asked Kyle who was sitting beside me in math class.
“She acts like she’s doing okay. You know, coping with the Morf and all that. I just have a feeling that she’s not being honest with us about how she really feels about it. Supposedly she thinks the same way I do, but if I had changed into a girl, I would be fighting it all the way.”
“Well she seemed pretty cool the other night. Except after what Lance said.”
“Well don’t expect her to hang out with us anymore,” I said. “She pretty much thinks that all the guys feel the same way that Lance does.”
“You told her what we did to Lance after you two left, right?”
“Kyle, she won’t talk to me about it or let me even explain. She’s still really mad about the whole thing. I barely got her talking to me again,” I stated as I thought back to yesterday. The bell rang and we gathered up our books and out into the hall.
“I guess we just give her time then?” asked Kyle.
“I think that would be best.”
“Hey!” I turned around and found myself face to face with Lance. He had two black eyes and the side of his face was bruised. “Where’s your damn sister?”
“She’s at home, Lance. What the hell do you want anyway?” I asked.
“I wanted to tell that little bitch to …”
I moved forward quickly and pinned him against the lockers that lined the hallways. My hand was on his neck and I squeezed it until he stopped talking. “Nobody calls Laura that. You hear me? If I ever hear that you so much as say her name, I will make you regret it!”
~~~~
The next guest they had on the show was a specialist in post-MORFS behavior. She was saying that most people are poorly treated after morfing and that most of the time, it wasn’t intended to hurt those people.
“The trend in most parts of the world is to force these children who have morfed to accept that they don’t have a choice in how to live after MORFS. Forcing someone into certain social norms is what doctors counsel parents to do. It’s what MORFS counselors are trained to instruct their patients to do and the government covers up the suicide statistics of recently morfed teens in this country.
“Accepting what MORFS has done to you and accepting someone else’s ideal of how you should live the rest of your life, are completely separate. In some parts of the world, absolute hybrids are sent to live in the wild as an animal. This country put a stop to that practice as being unconstitutional. Yet, just last year you could read in the paper about a fourteen year old who had morfed as a water elemental and been practically chased out of town by his former neighbors who felt it would be best for him if he lived near the ocean. Because of others, this young man is now living homeless along the coast of the Pacific Ocean. How is that any different than what used to happen to hybrids?
“If anyone in the audience or watching at home, is not happy with their life, then change it. You have the right to be happy.”
I turned off the TV and felt the anger surge inside me. I wasn’t sure why I was so angry, but the lady on the show was right. I did have the right to be happy, and I wasn’t happy doing what Mom wanted. I put on a pair of boots, grabbed my eCom and jacket and headed outside.
It was a bright sunny day, and the snow was starting to melt just a bit. The signs that spring was approaching were evident, but it was still cold enough that I fished out my toque and put it on. I walked towards the nearest business area that I could find. ‘That lady was right. I need to accept that I’m a girl. But I don’t have to be the kind of girl Mom wants me to be. I’ll be the kind of woman I want to be!’
I arrived at the shopping center a few blocks from our house and made a beeline for the salon. They had a sign in the window that said “walk-ins welcome” and they didn’t look too busy, so I pulled open the door and stepped up to the front desk. A disturbingly bubbly girl of about eighteen quickly greeted me.
“Hi, how can I help you today?”
“I was wondering if you had any openings for a cut and I want to get these nail extensions removed,” I said, flashing my nails at her.
“But those look good on you. Why do you want them removed?” she asked.
“I want them off because I don’t like them. My mom made me get them. So do you have any openings, or not?” I questioned as I felt the anger returning. I knew I was being a bit bitchy, but it felt good.
~~~~
My face hurt from the punches but I was beyond feeling pain at that point. The rage I felt was too strong for me to worry about how much I hurt. He took another swing. With my recent weight loss I was definitely outmatched for size, but it also meant that I was faster than he was. I easily dodged the punch and hit him in the back of the neck with my elbow. He went down … hard. I crouched down beside him and asked, “Who’s the bitch now, Lance?” I turned and quickly ran off with Kyle and Eric before any teachers showed up and we got in trouble.
~~~~
“So what style did you want to go with today?” asked Becky, the stylist.
“I don’t really have a style in mind,” I said. “I just want something shorter and easy to take care of.”
“Personally, I think you have lovely hair, but we’ll go short if that’s what you want. I think we can find something that will work.” She held a lock of my hair between her fingers, about halfway between my jaw and my shoulders. “I’m thinking we’ll leave it about this long. What do you think?”
“Yeah, that looks good. Remember, just something that’s easy to style, ok?”
“If that’s what you want. You should still be able to do a lot with it this length but I’ll layer it a bit so that you just have to blow dry it and it will be in place. So why are you insistent on something so no maintenance?”
“If you must know, I just morphed and I’m not used to long hair. I guess you could say I’m a tomboy.” I smiled at that comment. “I’ve never been very feminine, so I just need something that will look okay with out much effort.”
~~~~
“Hey Logan, looking good,” Lisa said as she walked by our table. I’ve known Lisa for a long time. We’ve shared classes at school since about fourth grade. Unfortunately, we’re more just acquaintances than friends. It seems the only times I get to actually hang out with her is when we have group assignments we have to do together.
“Hey, Lisa,” I said, without thinking. I mentally kicked myself as she turned around and my mind went blank as I took in her beauty. She was waiting for me to say something. ‘Say something Logan, before you make yourself look like an idiot!’ I opened my mouth a few times before I decided to stall for time. “Can I talk to you for a minute? In private?”
“Sure, I guess.” Ignoring the comments of my friends, she put her lunch tray down beside mine and then I followed her around the corner to a secluded spot of the school hallway.
“Lisa, I was wondering if you could do me a favor. We’ve known each other for a while and I feel we get along pretty well. So I was just wondering if you’d like to get together sometime and …”
“Logan, you’re a really nice guy and all but I just got out of a relationship and I’m not ready to date again yet.”
I tried to cover up my disappointment and an idea came to mind to try and redeem myself. “Lisa, you didn’t let me finish. I was wondering if you’d like to get together sometime and hang out with my sister and me. Pretty much everyone knows that I morphed but what he or she doesn’t know yet, is that my body actually split into two people, so now I have a twin sister. She thinks and acts the same way I do, but she doesn’t really have any friends, and so I was hoping maybe the two of you could hang out a bit so that when she starts school she doesn’t have to go through the whole ‘new kid’ phase.”
“Well now I feel like an idiot jumping the gun like that. I think it’s really sweet of you to be worried about your sister though. I’d love to meet her,” responded Lisa.
“Cool, you wanna get together tomorrow night then?”
“Sure, I’ll come by your place after school.”
~~~~
I was really pleased with the way my hair looked. Because of all the layering, my hair was had almost a jagged look to it as it fell at slightly different lengths. I glanced down at my hands and smiled. Nice normal nails were a huge improvement over those hated extensions. The nail tech had applied a clear topcoat, but I could live with that.
I made it back to the house and headed for my bedroom. I had spent way too much of my savings, but it was worth it. I stood on my bed and unhooked the pink sheers that hung around it. They went into a box. I had debated buying new sheets and getting rid of the pink ones, but the silk sheets did feel really nice. Next, I went to my vanity and put all the makeup and accessories in the drawers. In my closet, I moved all my skirts and dresses into the back. I didn’t plan on wearing any of them. The only skirts I kept at the front were my school skirts.
Back in my room, I started putting up the posters that I had bought of my favourite bands.
That is one thing Logan and I both agreed on. My taste in music hadn’t changed, but I had decided on getting my own posters, rather than trying to talk him out of some in what was now his room. I looked around me and decided that it now looked and felt more like MY room.
I sat at my desk and pulled out the books I had been given to read. Tomorrow was my English exam. As I looked at the books I had been given, I was actually glad I had read them the first time. Actually, having done my work in the past was going to keep me from having to read over 600 pages over night. I spent a few hours going over some grammar worksheets before I packed up my schoolwork and decided to go practice playing video games.
Logan was the first to arrive home from school and came into the family room. He dropped onto the couch beside me and picked up the second controller. “You want to play a multiplayer game?”
“Sure.” I exited my game and went to the menu. I scrolled through the hard drive and eventually we decided on a two-person fighter game that we’ve always liked. “You are going down, Logan.”
“I doubt it.” We both selected the same character and waited for the game to load. “By the way, did you do something with your hair?” Logan asked laughingly.
I shoved him playfully with my elbow. “Idiot, you’re so immature!” I said before we both started laughing. The game started and we both concentrated on winning. The problem with playing a game that you’ve played hundreds of times and then playing it against your exact double, is that you both try to do the same moves and no one really wins. Our first two games ended as a draw when the time ran out. On our third game we picked different characters and started to actually have a good game. We were both laughing and horsing around when Mom got home with the rest of the kids in tow.
“What on Earth did you do to your hair?” Mom asked in shock.
“Hello to you, too,” I quipped. Logan dissolved in laughter beside me. “I got it cut today, I didn’t like it long.”
“But we just had it done on Saturday. It looked so nice.”
“Yeah and if I recall, I never got a say in that. So I decided to get MY hair cut how I wanted it. I got rid of those stupid nails, too,” I said as I wiggled my fingers for her to see.
“I see …”
“Mom, what’s the matter? It’s my hair and my nails. Why can’t I choose what do to with them?”
Mom let out a sigh. “You’re right. It is your choice, but it’s just that we spent a lot of money to get your hair and nails done …”
“Well I’m glad you’re more concerned with money than whether I’m happy or not!” I said without emotion. I looked away from Mom and picked the game controller back up. I un-paused the game and started to play it again.
“Laura, that’s not what I meant. I just meant that …”
“Mom, I’m busy. If you want to spend money on making someone pretty, from now on, spend it on Jadyn,” I stated without looking up. Logan realized a little late that I had started playing again and was trying to stop me from killing him. Mom let out another sigh and left the room. A moment later Logan’s player was killed and I sat back and rubbed the cramps out of my thumbs.
“That was pretty harsh,” said Logan.
“What, with Mom?” I asked. He nodded. “You’re not the one she dragged to a salon for four hours of emasculation on your first morning as a girl.”
“Still, it’s Mom. She’s just trying to do what she thinks is right.”
“Who decided that I want what she thinks is right? I don’t want to look pretty. I don’t want to act girly. I don’t want to wear makeup or skirts. I don’t want to be a girl!”
“But you are a girl, and Mom and Dad just want you to be able to fit in
“I don’t want to fit in. and I’m not stupid, I know I’m a girl. I have no way of changing that. I’ll wear the panties and I’ll wear the bras, I’ll wear girls’ pants and girls’ shirts, but that doesn’t mean I have to dress all pretty and act all cute. If people don’t want to be friends with me because I act more like a boy than a girl, then that’s their problem.”
“Just try to be nicer to Mom.”
“If she lays off on trying to feminize me, then I’ll be nice.”
~~~~
To Be Continued …
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Laura is still stuggling with her new gender and although she has started to assert herself it is now causing tension with her Mother. She meets another new kid at school and makes a friend, but this new friend just brings up even more issues for Laura to deal with.
The rest of the night was rather strained. Mom and I weren’t talking and that seemed to keep everyone else from talking too. The tension in the air at dinner was only broken by the noise of Joannah rambling on about something. Dad complimented me on my new hairstyle. That earned him the evil eye from Mom and the conversation was quickly dropped. I cleared my plate as quickly as I could and then excused myself from the table.
The rest of my night was a mix of listening to music in my room and studying for tomorrow’s exam. I felt as though I would do well enough on the exam. The material was pretty straight forward stuff. I never had problems passing English class in the past, but studying the material for the exam was just plain boring.
~~~~
My alarm clock started screaming at me and I opened my eyes to find that I had fallen asleep with my head in the book I was reading. Rolling over, I turned off my alarm and rubbed my eyes. ‘I really don’t want to wear that skirt today.’ I looked over at the small window in my room and could see the snow whipping around outside. ‘And yesterday was such a nice day, too. I’m totally gonna freeze in that damn skirt.’
A sudden pounding on my door nearly gave me a heart attack. “Laura, time to get up!”
“I am up Mom! I DO have an alarm!” I trudged into my bathroom and turned on the water in the shower. I disrobed and stepped into the warm water. As had become my routine, I squirted some of the shower gel onto the little puff thing Mom had given me and worked it into a lather. Closing my eyes, I went to work covering myself with the fruity smelling suds. I rinsed myself off and then opened my eyes to locate my shampoo. I didn’t have to use quite as much as I did before the cut, but even what I used was way more then I ever remembered using as a boy.
Conditioner was a new necessity for me. Without it, my hair would be nothing but a mess of tangles. I enjoyed the water a little longer before I shut it off and stepped out of the shower. I grabbed a fluffy green towel and wrapped it around my hair before drying myself with a second towel.
Back in my room I dressed in a school skirt with the sweater. I pulled out a pair of thick black tights, then stopped, ‘How the hell do I put these on?’ I went over to my door and shouted upstairs. “Mo ... uh … JADYN?”
I heard her skip over to the top of the stairs. “What?”
“Can you come down here? I need your help with something.” I was really surprised that she came downstairs without a fuss. Usually I really had to twist her arm to get her to help me with anything.
“So what do you need, Sis?” she asked as she came into my room.
Then again she treats me completely different now that I’m a girl. “I need some help with these,” I held up the tights. “How do I put these on?”
“Oh, that’s easy. Sit on the edge of the bed and I’ll show you,” she instructed. I did as she said and she proceeded to show me the proper way to wear tights. “How do they feel?”
“Weird, I don’t like them,” I responded. “I wouldn’t be wearing them if it wasn’t so cold outside.”
“Yeah, tights can be a bit itchy. I prefer wearing pantyhose.”
“I prefer wearing pants.”
“Oh, it’s not that bad wearing skirts. You’ll get used to them.”
“I don’t want to get used to them. I’m not into being real girly, okay?”
“I get it, I was just saying, is all.” Jadyn got up and left the room while I slumped into my vanity chair.
I picked up a brush and my hair dryer and was happy when my hair pretty much fell into the style I wanted, just as the stylist had promised. I put down the brush and looked in the mirror at myself. I sat there for nearly ten minutes, just watching myself. ‘So familiar, yet so wrong,’ I thought. I toyed with the idea of putting on some makeup. Mom had made it look pretty natural the other night, but I knew I couldn’t duplicate that look myself. In the end I put a brush and a tube of clear lip gloss into my bag along with my books.
I went upstairs and grabbed a granola bar and a banana for my breakfast. I figured I could eat them on the way to school and stuffed them into the pocket of the jacket I had put on. Regrettably, I pulled on the boots I had worn the other day. I’d have worn the black shoes Mom bought me, but I figured the knee boots would be better for walking in the snow. I pulled my toque on and grabbing my bag, headed out the door.
~~~~
“Hey Laura,” I yelled. “Wait up.”
“I’m not waiting for you. My legs are freezing,” she yelled back. I started to jog a bit faster towards her. I was panting by the time I got to her.
“Why’d you leave without me?” I asked.
“I didn’t know we had to walk together. Does Mom want us to hold hands all the way there too?” she snapped at me.
“Why are you acting all pissy today?”
“Because I’m wearing a damn skirt and walking through a foot of snow! That’s why!”
“Uh … sorry?”
“It’s not your fault, stupid,” she said playfully slapping me in the head. “I’m just cold is all.”
“So I invited Lisa to hang out with us after school today. I though we could go to the mall or something.”
“Us? You just made plans for me, without asking me?”
“I just figured that since you won’t talk to the guys, that maybe you and Lisa can become friends.”
“You just want that so that I can get her to go on a date with you,” she grinned at me.
“That’s not it at all.”
“Su …ure it isn’t.”
~~~~
My hands were cramped and my eyes were sore, but I finally finished the exam after a long three hours. Packing up my bag, I headed to the cafeteria to get some lunch. I did my best to just try and ignore everyone around me. I managed to make it to the cafeteria line without incident, but given my luck, it was no surprise when Brian Summers, our school’s so called “lady’s man” got in line right behind me.
I just kept my back to him so that we wouldn’t make eye contact. He was infamous for hitting on almost anyone in a skirt. The only girls he didn’t chase were the ugly ones, and I knew that I didn’t fit in that category. I was almost to the front of the line when Kyle walked past with his food.
“Hey Laura, didn’t know you were starting today. We’re over at the usual table if you want to sit with us,” he said.
“Uh, okay,” was all I could think to say. I hadn’t realized I had turned sideways in the line until Brian stepped into my view.
“So, this is you first day?”
“Something like that.”
“Well if you need someone to show you around …” he grinned at me.
“Brian, I’m not going to sleep with you, ever, so you can stop trying to flirt with me.”
“Do I know you?” he asked confused.
“No, you don’t. But I know you. Now if you try hitting on me one more time, you’re going to find yourself minus one testicle. Got it?”
“Uh huh!” was his quick reply. I spun back around with a huge smile on my face.
~~~~
I saw Laura exit the cafeteria line with her food and waved her over to sit with us. She looked me in the eye from across the room and then sat at an empty table in the corner.
“What’s the deal with Laura?” asked Kyle. “She’s not still mad is she?”
“I honestly don’t know what’s going on with her. She doesn’t talk to anyone.”
“But she’s you, isn’t she? Shouldn’t you know how she feels and stuff?”
“How would I know how she feels, I’m not the one that turned into a girl.”
“Yeah, but you should be able to imagine what she’s going through. You have the same brain. You think the same.”
“Kyle, I don’t think it works quite like that. We have the same memories, but I doubt we have the same thoughts. Plus, she’s a girl so she’s got like different wiring or whatever. You know, hormones and stuff to deal with.”
I looked back over at Laura’s table and she wasn’t there. Her lunch was still on its tray, sticking out of the top of the garbage can.
~~~
I exited the cafeteria line up with my tray of food. I was tempted to go sit with Logan, but he was sitting with the guys. I decided I didn't want a repeat of the other night and sat at an empty table in the corner.
I watched Logan who was across the room at our usual table. He was laughing and goofing around with all my former friends. He saw me watching and waved me over. I ignored him and went back to picking at my lunch.
I couldn’t believe Logan. He was supposed to be my brother but he hardly acts like it. For some reason I expected Logan would come over and sit with me, but he didn’t even make an effort. I shouldn't have got my hopes up. He just waved me over to where he was sitting and apparently that was enough of an effort to include me. Why would I want to sit with those guys after what had happened?
‘Well this has been a great first day.’ I thought sarcastically. I pushed my half eaten lunch into the trash along with the cafeteria tray. I headed out of cafeteria and straight to my new locker, grabbed my coat and hat and started walking home. It had warmed up since this morning but I still felt frozen from the waist down by the time I got home.
Going right to my room, I quickly removed my stupid uniform. A pair of wide leg jeans and a plain black sweater helped me feel better and I headed back upstairs to make myself a mug of hot chocolate.
I was sitting in front of the TV when the phone started ringing. Putting down my mug, I picked up phone. ''Hello?"
''Hey Kiddo, just thought I’d call and see how your first exam went."
"It went fine, Dad. Thanks for calling, though."
"Laura?"
"Yeah?"
"How are you holding up?"
"I’m fine Dad."
"That’s great," he said. '' Now, how about telling me the truth?"
"I don't think I can handle all this Dad," I admitted. "It’s all too much. And I don't have any friends ... I feel like an outsider. Like I'm not wanted.
"Laura, you're not an outsider. You have a family who loves you. And you'll make friends. You just have to open up and let others get to know the real you."
"But the real me is a boy. I can't be the girl everyone wants me to be."
"As I said, just be yourself. I don't expect you to suddenly start acting like your sister. Lots of girls act like boys. I know its going to drive your mother wild, but I don’t care if you act like a tomboy. I just want you to be happy."
"Thanks Dad. I needed to hear someone say that."
"I've got some work I need to get finished before the end of the day."
"Okay Dad. Thanks again for calling."
"If you need to talk, you call me, okay?"
"I will."
~~~
Lisa and I walked the few blocks from school to my house. We talked mostly about Laura, but Lisa repeatedly said how nice it was that I cared so much about my sister. Maybe I could still end up dating her. Especially if she and Laura become friends.
When we got to my house and went in, Laura was sitting on the couch, her feet tucked up underneath her, watching TV. She didn’t even look up as we walked in.
“Laura? I brought Lisa with me.” Laura finally looked up and smiled at us.
“Hi Lisa … err … I’m Laura, Logan’s sister.”
“Hi Laura, it’s nice to meet you.”
“Logan, can I talk to you in private for a moment?”
“Sure.”
~~~
I dragged Logan into the kitchen while Lisa waited in the family room.
“Why did you bring Lisa here to meet me?”
“I figured you could use a friend, since you won’t hang out with the guys.”
“And the fact that we’ve had a crush on Lisa for like years had nothing to do with it?”
“No!”
“Really? You’re not trying to play the compassionate brother in front of her so she’ll go out with you?”
“Really. I just thought we could all hang out and you could become friends with her. You seem kinda lonely.”
I turned and left the kitchen, Logan trailing close behind. “Lisa?” She looked up at me. “Wanna come down to my room and we can hang out?”
“Sure.” She followed me to the stairs and Logan followed behind her.
We went down the stairs and I let Lisa into my room before I turned to Logan, who was still standing in the hall. “Sorry, Logan. No boys allowed.” The look on his face was priceless as I closed my bedroom door.
~~~
I slowly made my way back upstairs and sat in front of the TV. I couldn’t help but wonder what Laura and Lisa were talking about down there. Did Laura still like Lisa?
I tried to clear my head and simply lose myself in the show on TV.
~~~
“So I assume Logan told you about me?”
“That you’re his twin, from MORFS. I have to say, it sounds crazy.”
I grinned at her, “Try living it.”
“Still, I think it’s sweet of him to want to help you make friends”
I laughed out loud at that. “He only asked you over her to meet me because he has a crush on you.”
“Really? He said that?”
“He doesn’t have to, I have all his old memories, and we think quite a bit alike.”
“Really?” she asked, leaning a bit closer to me on the loveseat.
“Really.”
“So do you have a crush on me Laura?” This time she leaned in very close and smiled at me.
“I … uh … I don’t really know. I remember being attracted to you, and I remember having a crush on you, but since I morfed I’ve been really confused, and it’s hard to separate what I remember, and what I feel.”
“Well maybe I can help you separate some of your memories from your feelings.”
“How?”
“Like this,” she said as she put her hand on the back of my head and pulled me into a kiss.
A part of me shouted, ‘This is what you’ve waited for,’ so I kissed back. At the same time, I couldn’t ignore that I wasn’t feeling anything sexual towards Lisa. She kept the kiss going, even going as far as French kissing me before she broke our lip lock.
“So? How do you feel?”
“It was nice, but I didn’t really feel anything.”
“So you probably like boys then.”
“As gay as that seems to me, yes, I probably do.”
“You’re a girl. It’s not gay to like boys.”
“I know that,” I giggled slightly at the absurdity of our conversation. “It just sounds gay to me.”
~~~
Lisa and Laura finally came upstairs from Laura’s bedroom. Both were giggling away like girls often do, which was odd for Laura. Lisa gave Laura a hug and headed for the front door.
“I’ll call you tomorrow,” Laura told Lisa as she left. Laura came into the family room and sat on the other end of the couch.
“Looks like you two got along well,” I said.
Laura smiled. “Yeah, we did. Thanks for inviting her over.”
“Yeah, no problem.”
~~~
Studying for my math exam on Friday seemed to occupy less time than it should have. I only had a few days to get ready for the test but I couldn’t keep myself focused. My thoughts kept going back to the kiss I had shared with Lisa. I was constantly haunted by the lack of a reaction I’d had to the kiss.
Lisa had been my dream girl as Logan and being kissed by her had previously just been a fantasy. Actually being kissed, and not feeling the sexual attraction I expected to was like a slap in the face. Every time I thought of it, it left me feeling miserable. I had hoped that my sexuality would be at least a part of my old life I could hold on to, but apparently it wasn’t meant to happen that way.
I often found myself crying for my lost manhood. MORFing would have been so much better had I just started with a blank slate. I would have had to learn everything over again, but being devoid of Logan’s memories would have been worth the sacrifice. However, I was stuck being born at fifteen years old as a boy in a girl’s body.
At least my family usually had the decency to give me the time alone I needed to deal with all of this. I tried to convince myself that since I was a female double of Logan, that since he was a straight male, that I would thus be a straight female … that MORFS had simply aged my fifteen years worth in a week. Had I actually been raised female, then maybe none of this would be a problem.
By Thursday night, I began coming to grips with who I was, how I really felt, and what I wanted out of life. I was also very unprepared for my math exam the next day and ultimately stayed up too late cramming, now that I had averted my identity crisis.
~~~
“Uh, I’m here for a math exam?” I said as I walked into the class room.
“Please take a seat. We’re awaiting one other student. Once he arrives, I’ll have you both start.”
I sat there for a few minutes, my head down, until the other student arrived. I glanced up as the door opened. A guy about my old height walked into the room and the teacher directed him towards a desk. I looked over at him, his unusual hair style looked like he had grown icicles on his head, and it drew my attention. He caught me staring at him and gave me a grin. Blushing, I turned away and commenced looking at the top of my desk.
I could feel him watching me and did my best to ignore it. I was saved from his stares as the teacher handed us our tests and we both began the task of trying to get the right answers.
I tried my best to remember what I had studied, but I admit I was distracted. My mind kept wandering back to the moment when Lisa had kissed me. My depression continued to remind me of how much I had wanted that kiss and how I’d ultimately not felt anything when I finally received it. Just one more thing that Logan has taken from me.
Closing my eyes, I took a deep breath and tried to fight back the tears.
~~~
I was sitting in my English class, sneaking glances at Lisa when I could. She hadn’t said much to me after to had left Laura’s room the other night other than to excuse herself before leaving. Laura wouldn’t tell me what had happened either. All I knew was that Laura had ended up crying about something. I even tried to be nice. Tried to be her friend, a good brother, and she just snapped at me. ‘Women!’ I thought to myself. It upset me that neither Lisa or Laura would talk to me about what happened. I tried fighting back the tears that were stinging my eyes. The last thing I needed was to be seen crying in class for no reason.
~~~
“Time’s up!” announced the teacher as she came and collected our tests. “You can both go study in the library until lunch. I’ll be checking later to make sure you’re there. So no ditching school.”
I packed my stuff and the teacher herded out into the hall and towards the library.
“My name’s Scotty, by the way.”
“Laura,” I said without looking at him.
“My dad just got transferred here for work. So are you new here too?” he asked, stepping in front of me and walking backwards so that I was forced to look at him.
“No. just new to the school, sorta.” We arrived at the library and I found a quiet corner to sit in. Scotty to my displeasure, sat sown beside me.
“So what’s there to do in this town?”
“I dunno, not much.”
“You’re not very talkative are you?”
“It’s not that,” I turned and looked out the window.
“Okay, I think I get it now.”
“Get what?” I turned and looked him in the eyes for the first time. His crystalline irises held my attention.
“I get it. I’m a Morf, you’re a Pure. If you didn’t want to talk with me, you should have said so, not just given me one word answers.”
I actually laughed out loud at that. So much so that the librarian had to tell me to be quiet.
“It’s definitely not that. I’m a Morf too, I just don’t look it. I’m just not one for being social lately.”
“PMS?”
“WHAT!?”
“Shhh!” went the librarian. Scotty had a grin plastered on his face.
“Post MORFS stress?”
“Oh, uh yeah. MORFS screwed me over pretty bad.”
“Don’t get me started; I freeze to things without conscious effort. Besides, it doesn’t look like it hit you that hard. I mean, look at you, you’re a very pretty girl …”
“Stop right there.”
“What? I just said you’re pretty, what’s wrong with that?”
I let out a heavy sigh. “Everything is wrong with how I look now. I just don’t look like me anymore.”
“Okay, so you got any powers?”
“Not that I know of. You’re an ice elemental?”
“That’s me. Body temperature of 28 degrees.”
“Wow!”
“So now that I’ve got you talking, I was wondering if I could persuade you to show me around town tomorrow. I’ll even take you to dinner, my treat.”
“Uh, yeah. Sure, that sounds fun,” just kinda came out of my mouth. ‘Crap! I think I just got asked on a date! And I said yes! He is kinda cute, though. Oh that’s so gay!’
~~~
“Hey! Laura!” I looked around the cafeteria and spotted an empty table near the exit that I could sit at. I was about to head that way when someone tapped me on the shoulder. ‘I hope it’s Scotty,’ I thought as I turned around.
It wasn’t Scotty, it was Lisa, and I felt weird knowing I was a little disappointed it wasn’t my icy new friend. “Hey, Lisa.”
“Oh, so you’re alive. Didn’t you hear me call you?”
“What? When?”
“Like just now, when you came out with your food.”
“Oh, sorry,” I apologized. “Laura is still a new name for me. If I’m not paying attention, I don’t really …”
“Oh, no problem. So you wanna have lunch with me?” I was still a bit out of it, and after Lisa cut me off, I simply nodded my head and followed her to a table.
I guess I was daydreaming again, because next thing I noticed Lisa was waving her hand in front of my face. “Girl, you are out of it today. What’s up?”
“I think I agreed to go on a date,” just tumbled out of my mouth.
“What? Really?” I nodded. “With a guy?”
“Well I did a lot of thinking after you came over the other night and I think I’ve come to the conclusion that that’s where my attraction lies. I figure that I’m not a female clone of Logan, I’m more what Logan would have been had he been born a girl. That make sense?”
“I think so. It does to me at least.” Lisa looked down in thought for a moment and then back at me. “It’s like you both have the same attitude and personality but you have a girl’s brain and he has a boy’s brain.”
“Yeah, and both are wired ‘straight,’ but as a girl, that means I like boys.”
“Okay, that makes sense. So who asked you out?”
“He’s new here. We met during out math proficiency exam this morning.”
“Ooh, is he that tall guy, with like the spiky clear hair? Kinda looks like it’s made of crystal?”
“Yeah, that’s him. He’s an ice elemental. His name is Scotty.”
“Cool, I can’t wait to meet your new boyfriend.”
“He’s not my boyfriend!” I argued.
“Not yet,” grinned Lisa.
~~~
“Logan, come set the table for dinner,” Mom called. I got up and trudged into the kitchen.
“Why do I have to do it? And why isn’t Laura helping?” I asked as I pushed the kitchen door open.
“Because I’m cooking dinner, that’s why!” said Laura stood up from checking whatever was cooking in the oven.
“You’re cooking? I hope you know what you’re doing.”
“Of course I know what I’m doing. Mom taught me err … is teaching me.” Laura went back to working on dinner, happily humming to herself. I stood there watching her for a few minutes before grabbing some plates and heading into the dining room.
Mom was in there putting a table cloth on the table. “So, is cooking another of your girl lessons for Laura?”
“Logan, I am not making Laura take ‘girl lessons’. I only tried to give her the basics of being a girl, and learning to cook was her idea.”
“So she asked you to show her how to cook?”
“Yes she did. She’s been acting a little different today. Not like her usual self, but I’m not going to say anything about it, and neither should you. She seems very happy, and I don’t want anyone ruining that for her.”
“Okay Mom, got it. Be nice to Laura.”
~~~
I was having a great time making dinner for my family. I was excited to have something that I could do that Logan can’t. I suppose he could learn, but as I had no interest in cooking before, when I was him, I doubted he would be able to ruin this for me.
I also kept thinking of Scotty. Was it really a date? Did I want to go on a date? I felt like I did. And I also thought he was pretty handsome. But my brain kept sending the mixed signal that while he was cute, and I liked him, that I was a guy, and that I liked girls. I suppose that was mostly just a memory of liking girls and being a guy, but it didn’t make things easier.
Maybe I could cook dinner for Scotty sometime. Would he like that? Do I want more than one date? Do I want to be his girlfriend? Do I want a boyfriend? Should I tell him I used to be a boy? Was I actually ever a boy, or do I just have Logan’s memories? The questions were coming fast and I didn’t have all the answers. I slid down one of the counters and sat on the kitchen floor crying softly.
~~~
“Logan? Why are you crying?” asked Mom. I had been so busy setting the table for dinner that I hadn’t noticed the tears leaking from my eyes.
“I … I don’t know why.” My answer was followed by silence and a strange look from my mother. We both turned towards the kitchen at the sounds of someone else crying. Mom rushed into the kitchen and I followed not far behind.
Laura was sitting on the floor, leaning against the counters with her knees pulled to her chest, quietly crying. I noticed that I too was still crying and wiped my eyes with the back of my hand.
“Honey, what’s the matter?” soothed Mom as she gathered Laura in her arms.
“I don’t know how to live my life!” Laura forced out before returning to crying. “There’s … too many … questions … in my head … and I don’t … have any … of the answers …” she spat out between sobs.
“Shhh … It’s okay,” said Mom. “We’ll work it out together, one thing at a time.”
The timer on the stove went off and Mom looked up at me. I shrugged my shoulders and gave her an ‘I have no idea what to do’ look.
“Laura, sweetie, I’m just going to take your dinner out of the oven so it doesn’t burn and then I’ll be right back and we’ll work this out and get you feeling better, okay?” Laura kept on crying but she did nod her head. Mom got up and went over to the oven while I continued watching my twin cry.
I’m not exactly mister sensitive, but for some reason I couldn’t just stand there any more. I was crying emotionlessly, but really felt like I needed to be held, a strange feeling for me, so I knelt down next to Laura and hugged her.
She opened her eyes and looked at me with a shocked expression. She even stopped crying for a moment and then she hugged my back fiercely and let her tears fall again. She eventually cried herself out and we just sat there on the floor, holding each other.
She finally gave me one last crushing hug, looked me in the eyes and smiled, “Thanks.”
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To Be Continued …
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