Sydney Moya
©2015
Synopsis
A girl goes to uni and happens upon a girl who looks a lot like her. They become friends. After a while Liesl tells her friend that her mother had a son who was snatched at the hospital. This intrigues Carrie who has never really felt like she belonged.
One
My first few weeks at the University of Cape Town were hectic. It was an interesting time to be at UCT. The ‘Rhodes Must Fall’ campaign was just starting and the statue of the man himself had been targeted for removal by the campaigners as they claimed it was a relic of colonialism and apartheid.
I found the debate fascinating but could not help but note the racial overtones it was taking with the campaigners for its removal being mainly black and coloured while its defenders were mostly white people saying it was a symbol of their culture. I wasn’t taking sides but I could see no point in removing a statue of a long dead man. Would it not be better to channel his money into something to uplift the descendants of those he hurt?
Obviously the ‘Rhodes must fall’ guys just thought he was full of shit which was probably true and became a fact when they pelted the statue with faeces some time later much to the amusement and disgust of various sections of society.
I remember the day well because that’s when I met Carrie. I was heading to the library after my jurisprudence tutorial where we’d been assigned reading material. I hoped to get my work done quickly so I could keep my course load manageable. I certainly didn’t want to get swamped by my work a couple of weeks into my course.
Carrie was sitting with a bunch of girls, one of whom looked at me and then nudged her friends who followed suit. Embarrassed I immediately looked down at my clothes, wondering if I’d had a wardrobe malfunction of some sort. I couldn’t see anything amiss so I looked back only to see all the girls staring at me.
One of the girls spoke up
“Carrie I didn’t know you had a sister here?”
I nearly froze when I saw the girl they were addressing. It was like looking at a family album. The resemblance was incredible. She had long black hair, with one strand of it dyed blonde, a caramel complexion and large brown doe eyes. It was like looking at an older version of my little sister Ayanda.
“I don’t have a sister,” the girl answered in what sounded like a British accent, “But wow, it’s like looking in a mirror,” she remarked.
She stood up and walked over, “Hi I’m Carrie,” she said holding out her hand a smile that looked so familiar on her face.
“Hi. I’m Liesl,” I said.
“It’s nice to meet you, apparently we look alike,” she pointed out.
“Yeah, it’s weird,”
“I know right. Everyone has a twin I guess,” I replied, “though you look more like my little sister,” I explained.
“Wow. I have to meet this sister now; I’m an only child so I don’t have anyone who looks like me,” she explained, “so where are you from?”
“I’m from Paarl but I was born here. I’m a first year law student,” I explained, “and you?”
“Oh, I’ve been around. I was born in Cape Town, moved to the Netherlands when I was four then London when I was 15, I came back here for varsity but my parents are in England. Its home but being here feels more like being home. Plus there’s the bonus of everyone looking like me,” she remarked.
I smiled back at her joke.
We hit if off that day and became instant friends. This was despite her being two years my senior and an engineering student with a busy schedule. We hung out a lot in the student union or in our dorms when we could. She had an eclectic bunch of friends, boys and girls, white, black, Indian and coloured which was unusual as people still tended to hang out in racial groups. Carrie seemed colour blind in a country defined by race.
She was basically a very likeable person who seemed to get along with people. I liked her as she was so easy to talk to. Once I got past the resemblance that had started our friendship in the first place I found that she was a thoughtful, caring girl who was loads of fun.
We became quite close over the following months. When I broke up with my boyfriend after I discovered he was seeing someone else on the side, she gave me a shoulder to cry on, Milo and Cadbury.
“He’s a wanker. You don’t need a tosser like that,” she told me in her cute East End accent, which tended to draw people to her.
I giggled despite the pain I felt though I realised it wasn’t as bad as it had been earlier. She made me wash my face then did my makeup before declaring we were going to the V&A Waterfront where we proceeded to drink ourselves silly. I had a terrible hangover the next morning and learned the hard way what the British drinking culture was about. I wouldn’t have changed it for anything though.
When we closed for the semester break, I asked Carrie when she was going to the UK.
“I’m not going there until Christmas,” she said
“Really, why not?”
She shrugged, “I can’t be bothered,” she told me
I sensed there was something she wasn’t saying but didn’t ask her. I mean why couldn’t she be bothered to go home. There was obviously a story behind that. A sudden brainwave hit me.
“Why don’t you come home with me? Stay for the hols. You can meet Ayanda,” I offered
“Are you sure? I don’t want to be a burden or anything,” said Carrie uncertainly.
“You won’t. The queen is pretty cool, so’s the bali. They won’t stress. Ayanda will probably worship you and Ethan’s a pest but he’s alright,” I added.
“If you’re sure,” Carrie remarked.
I called my parents and told them I was heading home. They were very protective and it had been hard for them to let go. They had been like this for as long as I recalled probably because of Leo, the brother I'd never met. I'd have preferred to go to Rhodes in Grahamstown or Wits in Johannnesburg but they had flat out refused saying it was too far from home. I know that if it was up to Ma I wouldn't have had a dorm room but would have commuted to school from Paarl daily. However Dad had talked her out of it and common sense prevailed. My parents bought me a car as part of my reward for doing well at matric. It also allowed me to travel easier.
They didn't say much when I informed them I was bringing a friend over for a while.
"Do you know where she's from? It is a girl I hope?" Dad remarked.
"Yes it’s a girl Dad. She's from the UK," I told them
“Oh, that’s interesting. What’s her name?” Mum asked.
“Carrie Booysen, she’s a third year engineering student.,”
“Oh I remember you mentioning her. I’ll fix the guest room,” said Mum and that was that.
“It’s sorted,” I told my friend.
“Thanks, I really appreciate it,” said Carrie.
Paarl is just under an hour from Cape Town. We passed the time by listening to music. I was introduced to ska which Carrie loved. It wasn’t something I was used to but I could get see why she liked it.
“Nice,” I told her.
“Yeah,” she said, “I like music. It talks to the soul you know,” she offered.
I nodded, “What does it say to you?”
“So much, when my dad died it helped me get to grips with it, I nearly became a full time musician but my mum wouldn’t hear of it until I got a degree,” she added.
“Really,” I said, never having heard this.
Carrie nodded.
We drove into Paarl, which is a small town nestled in the picturesque valley of the same name.
“Wow, it’s beautiful,” Carrie remarked, “it must be nice to live here,” she added.
“It’s okay but it’s boring and I’d take London over this any day,” I replied.
“London’s okay for partying and the fast life but this place is too beautiful. People are happier in places like this,” she murmured.
“I’ll have to take your word for it but in Zulu there’s a saying for that goes, ‘Amajodo awela abangelambiza,’’ I said.
Carrie looked at me, “What does that mean?”
“It means pumpkins go to those without pots,”
Carrie immediately understood.
“Too true,” she said, chuckling, “I didn’t know you spoke Zulu,” she finished.
“I did it as a second language in high school. I figured since I wanted to be a lawyer it wouldn’t hurt to know a language spoken by the majority of the people in this country,”
“Lucky you, I had to learn French,” Carrie, “I had the worst teacher ever, it still gives me goosebumps when I hear French,” she added.
She then regaled with tales from her French class back in England. I laughed till we pulled up at my home.
We parked the car at the gate and I opened it electronically before I drove in.
“Nice place, you guys have such big yards here,” she remarked.
“I know you won’t believe it but this isn’t that big a yard for this area. My Mum’s a keen gardner, she’s responsible for all this. We help when we can and someone comes in once a week to pitch in.”
“Whoa, alright. I might just come and live here forever if this a small place,” Carrie remarked, “only the super rich can think of a yard this big in London,”
My mother was already waiting by the door when I pulled up by the door. We got out of the car and Mum gave me a huge hug as she always did when she saw me or my siblings. It was embarrassing but pleasant. It let me know she cared about me.
“Hi Mum,” I said.
“Hello my darling. Look at you,” she said when we separated looking at me from head to toe, “all grown up,” she said smiling at me.
“I haven’t changed and you know it,” I said with a smile.
Mum noticed my friend. Her face took on a surprised look, “Hello sweetie, you must be Carrie,” she said.
“Yes ma’am,” Carrie offered her hand but Mum pulled her into a hug.
“Welcome to our home,” Mum said cheerfully.
I looked at them and I realised there was a huge resemblance.
It was weird. Carrie didn’t just look like me, she looked like Mum too. It was too impossible for words. Had she been a boy I would definitely think she was my missing brother.
Mum said nothing to Carrie about her resemblance to us but I know she noticed it because after I helped Carrie settle in to the guest room, she called me to her room.
“How well do you know that girl?”
I shrugged, “She’s a good person. She’s from London, her Dad’s late and her mother is a nurse in England,” I said.
“She doesn’t look English,” was Mum’s response.
“Neither does Idriss Elba. I’ve seen her passport Mum. She was born here but her family left in 1999,” I explained.
She nodded her head,
“Oh that explains the resemblance. We might be related,” declared Mum, “my granddad’s father had 14 kids who all lived to adulthood and had kids. I don’t even know some of them,” she finished.
That was the end of that or so I thought.
To be continued
Sydney Moya
©2015
Synopsis
A girl goes to uni and happens upon a girl who looks a lot like her. They become friends. After a while Liesl tells her friend that her mother had a son who was snatched at the hospital. This intrigues Carrie who has never really felt like she belonged.
Two
Ayanda reacted as I'd predicted. She was thrilled to meet Carrie. She promptly decided my friend was the coolest and asked Mum if she could dye a strand of her hair so she could be like Carrie.
I rolled my eyes. My sister was 12, that awkward age where one searches for role models. It used to be me but I guess Carrie blew me out of the water. Not that either of us minded. Carrie thought my sister was cute and didn't mind her being around.
She patiently answered all of Ayanda's questions about her life, if she knew Kate and Prince William, did she have a boyfriend you know the sort of thing a kid her age would ask a perfect stranger!
Sitting next to each other, the resemblance I'd noticed between Ayanda and Carrie was more pronounced than I'd expected.
'It’s like they're sisters,' I thought.
Ethan to my surprise was also literally bowled over by Carrie. He didn't normally care for my friends or Ayanda's as he was 10 an age where most boys found girls annoying.
"Hi you must be Ethan," Carrie said when she saw him.
"Hi," he'd replied almost sullenly.
"So Liesl tells me you're a serious cricketer,"
You could literally see my brother puff up with pride. It was so cute.
"Yes. I'm in the colt’s team at my school," my brother declared.
Carrie wangled a game out of him before I knew it they were heading out onto the lawn to play.
"Come on you two," Carrie said to me and Ayanda as she picked up the ball, "we need more players not fans,"
We followed them onto the makeshift pitch. I was assigned to Ethan's team while Carrie paired up with Ayanda.
To my surprise it was actually quite fun. I'd forgotten how nice it was to play with my siblings and just be a kid again even though Ethan took it with the seriousness reserved for a World Cup final.
Ethan and I won but I think Carrie threw away her wicket on purpose to let Ethan feel good. I caught her winking at me when she lost her wicket. She’d hat tricked the Adam’s kids as Ethan totally liked her after that game. She didn't baby him like we did and she could talk about stuff he liked on an equal footing. I thought Carrie would make a great mother some day.
She continued her charm offensive that evening. Carrie asked real questions showing a genuine interest in them as people. It wasn't long before she had my father and mother eating out of her hand. The whole family liked her. She fitted in so seamlessly.
It was the liveliest dinner I could remember, everyone had something to say which was a change. We all wanted to know about life in Britain and the contrast with life here, Carrie was only too willing to oblige. It wasn't long before the talk turned to our lives at UCT and naturally the conversation drifted towards the much storied protests at the university.
"Don't those kids have studies? They spend so much time demonstrating,"
"They do but the next big issue is to lower fees," Carrie remarked.
"That’s more like it. I'll support that one," Dad said, a big grin plastered on his face.
"I think those kids are right. Rhodes was a monster. We didn't keep Verwoerd's statue did we?" Mum declared.
"So was Tshaka but we have a whole airport named for him," I pointed out just for the sake of it.
"I don't think Tshaka was an architect of white privilege. We have similar issues in the UK about the slave trade. I think what people want isn't empty platitudes about a new South Africa but a place where everyone has equal opportunities. From what I've seen it pays better to be white and people think its unfair in this day and age," Carrie replied.
"Don't I know it? There's this kid straight out of varsity who got a plum post ahead of the black guy who trained him and had been there for 15 years," Dad remarked.
Mum shook her head, "Some things never change. Whites always look after each other. If something doesn't change won't we be another failed African country?"
“I don’t think the poor will stand any more of this for much longer,” Dad opined.
Ethan started talking about our victory over Carrie and Ayanda, bringing a smile to our parents faces and changing the subject.
After dinner Mum and Dad said Carrie could stay as long as she wished. Carrie was taken aback by their offer but graciously accepted it after expressing her thanks.
“Leila that girl looks so much like Liesl and Ayanda, she even reminds me of you when you were younger,” Dad said after dinner that night.
Mum frowned, “I know. I can’t explain it but I feel like I know her,” she said sighing.
“She’s from England?”
“Yes but originally from Cape Town,” Mum answered.
She sighed, her thoughts turning inevitably to the child she’d lost. Not a day passed by that she didn’t think of him and Carrie’s presence here was almost as if someone or something was taunting her. What would her son be like now?
What would he make of his sister’s pretty friend? Would he have brought friends of his own?
My father knew his wife too well, he knew without being told what she was thinking. How couldn’t he, when he thought about it every hour.
“We will find him,” Dad murmured, squeezing his wife’s hand.
“I hate this. I hate that someone stole my baby, how could anyone be so evil?” Mum said, tears flowing down her face.
Some days it seemed like the hole in her heart would never close.
We spent the next few days lazing around the pool and chatting. It was one of those surprisingly sunny winter days in the Cape where it feels like the calendar is lying.
Carrie told me more about her life.
"I just didn't want to go home. Mum is difficult at the best of times. So I prefer to stay away. We can't seem to connect,"
"Hmm why,"
"I'm not the kid I was supposed to be I guess. She wanted a son," Carrie wistfully said.
"That sucks. What's wrong with a girl?"
Carrie shrugged, "Tell me about it,"
"So you guys don’t get along?” I asked.
Carrie shrugged,
"She pays the bills though and I know she loves me. It was better when Dad was alive,"
"Do you mind me asking what happened?"
"He had a heart attack. He was just 45,"
"I'm sorry," I said feeling terrible.
Carrie gave me a wan smile. I'd never seen her so sad.
"I miss him," she said sighing deeply, "We moved to England afterwards. Mum said she couldn't stay in Holland anymore. So she joined the NHS and off we went to London. I left my friends and struggled fitting in. I've never been so lonely,"
"How did you cope?"
"I didn't. Mum remarried two years after Dad died. I wasn't pleased I mean, how could she forget Dad that quick? So I was a bit stroppy for a while.I was horrid to Mum and Steven. Steven's too nice though so I couldn't hate him forever and I realised I was making three people miserable. Dad wouldn't have been proud of that."
I had no idea what to say. I couldn't imagine how I'd react had I been in her shoes. Mine was a happy family in spite of the tragedy that had happened to my family before I was born. Mum and Dad were totally devoted to each other and us. It wasn't for the first time that I realised how sheltered I was.
"I grew up in a way."
I squeezed her hand.
"That's tough," I remarked.
"Your parents are amazing," Carrie informed me.
Mum had decided we were going for a makeover later that day and Carrie was so coming.
"Oh no Mrs Adams I wouldn't want to be a burden," Carrie had replied.
"Don't worry about paying. It's my treat," she'd told my friend.
I smiled at the memory.
"Are they always that nice?"
"Ja you're my guest so you have to be treated great," I answered, “beware they’ll smother you to death,” I joked.
Carrie shook her head, “You’re lucky to have parents who care. It’s quite rare what you guys have,” she informed me.
There was nothing I could say to this without sounding churlish so I changed the subject.
"Ever been in love?"
"Like Romeo and Juliet?"
I nodded.
"There's this boy I used to have a crush on when I was 15. I never told him though,"
"Did you ever try and tell him?"
Carrie eyebrows rose a notch.
"Hell no, were you ever an insecure 15 year old? There was no way I was asking a boy out," she said.
I had to giggle.
"You're good looking. I'm pretty sure most boys would have welcomed your attention," I remarked.
"Again I was 15. And I'm so not the cute type. I had baggage too," Carrie answered.
"Who are you kidding? I know you're good looking, seeing as you look like me. If English boys are anything like the boys here then they’ve been bothering you since you were 12,” I told her.
“I wish, I was a late bloomer,” Carrie confessed.
I looked at her, finding it hard to believe. She was blessed with a nice figure, about 1.7m tall with a medium sized bust, small waist. Her hair was long and glossy and she had a nice oval face and caramel skin. She was quite good looking. I knew she was single but it definitely wasn’t because of her looks.
“I’ll meet the right guy some day,” she remarked.
“Words to live by,” I answered.
As the day wore on we went back to the house and thanks to an innocent comment from Ayanda, I soon found myself showing Carrie the family albums while trying not cringe with embarrassment at my baby pics.
We’d just gone through one album when Carrie reached for another album.
“Is this you?” she asked me, pointing at the first of picture in the album that of a newborn in my mother’s arms.
“What’s wrong?” Carrie asked as we all fell silent.
“That’s Robbie, our elder brother,’’ Ayanda answered.
Carrie looked at me.
“He was stolen from the hospital a day after he was born,” I explained
To be continued