I just want to say that I rarely am capable of writing much. This is also the only place I feel I can share some of my feelings because I can't deal with how the few friends or family I have would act seeing some of the feelings I keep hidden away from them.
ps: that Ø symbol is from math, it represents an empty set. it just felt like a way for me to say "No Hope" without using the word no, or empty or lack of. I know, I'm weird.
Ø Hope
wherever we go, whatever we do
we cannot hide from the pain inside
whomever we see, whatever we say
it always hurts, this hope inside
nowhere to run, nowhere to hide
they will not hide, these feelings inside
the tears we cry, the tears we hide
can't wash away the dream inside
to long the pain, so far from gain
it fades away...