Sasha Zarya Nexus Stories
As of 9/20/2020, all of the Sasha Zarya Nexus Stories have been completed. Sasha Zarya Nexus Stories are Collaborative and Fan Fiction.
Movie and TV Fan Fiction
Goddess of Exxor Universe
Super Friends Fan Fiction
Disclaimer: All publicly recognizable characters, settings, etc. are the property of their respective owners. The original characters and plot are the property of the authors of these stories. The authors are in no way associated with the owners, creators, or producers of any previously copyrighted material. No copyright infringement is intended.
I hope you enjoy all these stories
All my hopes,
Sasha Zarya Nexus
D. Marcus: "... how we face death is at least as important as how we face life."
Kirk: "Just words."
D. Marcus: "But good words. That's where ideas begin. Maybe you should listen to them..."
Edited and Originated by
Catherine Linda Michal
By Catherine Linda Michal, Erin Halfelven, Grover, Maggie Finson, and Sasha Zarya Nexus
Will five great guys turned gifted girls save the world?
An incomplete novel begun 2/8/2012
Disclaimer: All publicly recognizable characters, settings, etc. are the property of their respective owners. The original characters and plot are the property of the authors of these stories. The authors are in no way associated with the owners, creators, or producers of any previously copyrighted material. No copyright infringement is intended. .
Goddess Of Exxor Universe
A Super Friends Fan Fiction
While all Super Friends Fan Fictions utilize the Super Friends characters and settings, My Goddess of Exxor Universe is unique in that it contains the characters, Sorceress and the Goddess of Exxor. The actions of these 2 characters have modified the Super Friends Characters in a unique way. Both are the basis for a separate universe. The Goddess of Exxor Universe Originated in 2007 and predates the Comics Retcon Universe(2010).
Wonder Twins in
Clean It Up!
Completed novel on 2008/01/04
What's a mother to do when her son is swearing up and down the neighborhood?
This fan fiction piece is based on the original works, “All New Super Friends Hour"; by Hannah Barbera, copyright 1977 and Extreme Justice #9 by DC Comics, Copyright 1995 and the song "Believe it or not", written by Mike Post and Stephen Geyer Copyright 1981 Elektra Records and "The Greatest American Heroine Copyright 1986 Stephen J Cannell and "Part of your World", by Howard Ashman and Alan Menken Copyright 1988 By Walt Disney Music Company and "Where my heart will take me", words and music by Diane Warren Copyright 2002 By Decca Music Group Limited. All original characters and plot lines are the property of the owners, and any resemblance to individuals either living or dead is coincidental. This piece is for entertainment purposes only and is not intended as a copyright infringement.
Wayne Manor ~ Egged On
Completed novella on 2008/08/28
Can Robin the Girl Wonder aka Rachel Stephanie Wayne cope with becoming Batman's daughter?
This fan fiction piece is based on the original works, “All New Super Friends Hour" by Hannah Barbera, copyright 1977 and "Extreme Justice #9" by DC Comics, Copyright 1995. Cosmeg originated in "The Gods Themselves" by Arthur C Clarke .Copyright 1972 All original characters and plot lines are the property of the owners, and any resemblance to individuals either living or dead is coincidental. This piece is for entertainment purposes only and is not intended as a copyright infringement.
Captain Caveman in
Cavey Can Do It
Inspired by Erin Halfelven with references to Goddess of Exxor Universe
By Sasha Zarya Nexus
and revised from a story completed 2008/4/2
"What might happen to such a person {'a troll'} who ran a foul of some of the mythical beings who lurk in the back of the BigCloset? :)" ~ Erin Halfelven
Wonder Twins in
Clean It Up!
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Wonder Twins in
Clean It Up!
Edited by Holly Logan
This fan fiction piece is based on the original works, “All New Super Friends Hour"; by Hannah Barbera, copyright 1977 and Extreme Justice #9 by DC Comics, Copyright 1995 and the song "Believe it or not", written by Mike Post and Stephen Geyer Copyright 1981 Elektra Records and "The Greatest American Heroine Copyright 1986 Stephen J Cannell
and "Part of your World", by Howard Ashman and Alan Menken Copyright
1988 By Walt Disney Music Company and "Where my heart will take me", words and music by Diane Warren Copyright 2002 By Decca
Music Group Limited.. All original characters and plot lines are the property of the owners, and any resemblance to individuals either living or dead is coincidental. This piece is for entertainment purposes only and is not intended as a copyright infringement.
I would like to thank Laika Pupkino for issuing the Second Advertising Challenge using the slogan, “Dirty mouth? Clean it up”. My short story, “The Dirty Mouth Cleaning” in response to the challenge was the beginning of this novel, which after some editing appears as Episode 2 ~ Potty Mouth. I would also like to thank Alexis who issued the “Based-on-a-song” writing challenge. My response to that challenge has become “Episode 16 ~ Flying Solo. I'd also like to thank Sephrena Miller for taking an early read on Chapter 3 ~ You're a Wonder!
Wonder Twins in
Clean It Up!
Episode 1 ~ Powers Activate!
They appeared to be an ordinary family. The children’s father, Fonab, and their mother, Rua, cared for them in their home on the planet Exxor. The birth of fraternal triplets, Tomunab, Glivney, and Vylylia had brought great joy to the family. The triplets were totally ordinary if you ignore the fact that all were mutants, evolutionary throwbacks to an ancient race of Exxorian shapeshifters
The children found that by any two or all three of them touching each other, hand to hand, that they could release a common pool of energy that each of them could use. The girls, Glivney and Vylylia, could shape shift, becoming any form of animal. On the other hand, Tomunab could become forms of water from steam to water to ice in any quantity and for solids, any shape. Tomunab could also become all manner of wind from microburst to tornadoes, to hurricanes.
Rua looked out to check on her three toddlers, playing in the front yard on a hot day. She called out with concern at the scene before her, “Children! Come inside this instant!” An elasti-monk and a foesber played together underneath a cloud, shaped like Tomunab, which was raining down and cooling them off.
“Coming, Mother!” shouted the triplets in unison as they changed back to themselves and came inside.
“Children, you must promise me never to transform in the front yard. Our neighbors might harm you if they realized that you were blessed by the Goddess.”
They all responded, “Yes, Mother!” Glivney asked, “Why harm us?”
Rua explained, “People are afraid of someone different and what they fear, they attack. Your father and I want to keep you children safe.” The triplets obeyed their mother and never again transformed in the front yard.
Mutants were shunned and persecuted in Exxor society, so their parents did their best to keep the children safe. Many similar mutants remained undiscovered, since the only way to detect them without genetic analysis was if they used their power. That could not happen unless two or more mutants touched to release it.
Once while experimenting, Tomunab and Glivney touched hands and released their power inadvertently. Both Glivney and Tomunab invoked their shifting, mentally, at the same time. Both the shape shift and form shift happened to both of them at the same time. Vylylia returned and found her brother and sister helpless, and guided them to return to normal using a ritual that the ancient race of Exxorian shape shifters had used. At that point, all three of them learned the ritual and always used it to manage their power
The three children chanted in ancient Exxorian, “Bring forth the blessing given by the Exxorian Goddess!” The power was released in a synergy and waiting to be used.
Vylylia said, “Shape of an elasti-monk.” and changed into a cute elasti-monk, as her pet elasti-monk, Glerk, looked on in wonder.
Glivney exclaimed, “Shape of a foesber!” and changed into a foesber which was a primate with very long legs who would be suited to reach things up high.
Tomunab called, “Form of steam!” and changed into a jet of steam.
The three children and Glerk started cleaning the house and their transformations made their work a lot easier. Vylylia and Glerk had fun straightening things down low while Glivney straightened things up high. Tomunab and his steam jet came by afterward and cleaned everything to brilliance. They made short work of all of their chores by working together and had lots of fun doing it. When they had completed the whole house, Glivney looked on with concern as Glerk was getting a little too friendly with Vylylia in her elasti-monk shape and suggested, “Would we like to change back? The house is spotless and we can have some fun with our friends.”
Vylylia and Tomunab agreed with Glivney and together they chanted again in ancient Exxorian, “We thank the Goddess for her bountiful blessing!” The three children returned to normal. Glerk was disappointed that Vylylia was no longer an elasti-monk but adjusted to play as a good natured pet with Vylylia.
The Goddess of Exxor appeared in Fonab and Rua’s home one day when the triplets were five years old. As was the custom, the children presented themselves before the Goddess and prostrated themselves. The Goddess chose Vylylia to be her priestess-in-training. Fonab and Rua were honored that the Goddess had chosen to become Vylylia’s guardian. The Goddess transported Vylylia and her pet, Glerk, to the temple to learn her duties immediately.
The whole family was happy for Vylylia, since she now had the Goddess to protect her. The honor of being a priestess-in-training would replace the stigma of being a mutant. Vylylia was thrilled to be a priestess-in-training for the Goddess Xentouodgutr, (pronounced Orbit), and performed her duties with excellence.
Vylylia and Glivney in order to dull the pain of being separated spoke often on the communicator when Vylylia’s duties and training would permit it. Vylylia was thrilled that the Goddess had let her observe a judgment and could not wait to tell Glivney about it, “Glivney, the Goddess let me observe her judging someone today!”
Glivney asked, “Would you like to tell me about it, Vylylia?”
“It wasn’t a formal thing and it took place in the private chamber of the Goddess. A boy our age who had been orphaned had come to the Goddess seeking a judgment that would allow him to have a new family.”
“A boy? I thought that you had told me that the Goddess only allowed girls to visit her in her chambers.”
“That’s when I realized that the child was one of the special ones that the Goddess loves to help. While the child looked male, really in her heart she was a girl, like us.”
“What happened next, Vylylia?”
“The child prostrates herself before the Goddess. The Goddess lifted the child’s face with her hand and kissed the child on the forehead. It felt like everything winked out for a second. When it was back to normal, the child was a girl. The Goddess raised her to her feet and hugged the new girl. Then the Goddess made a sign to me.”
“What did the sign mean?”
“I was to take the girl out of the Goddess chambers. I led the girl thru the temple back to the public area and into a room where a man and woman were sitting. They both jumped to their feet and hugged her in a group hug and smothered her in kisses.”
“Why did they do that?”
“The couple was her new father and mother who had asked the Goddess to give them a little girl to be their daughter. The child was no longer an orphan because she was now their daughter”
“Vylylia, it is so wonderful that you get to see the Goddess bring families together and help the special ones become whole!”
Shortly after the Goddess adopted Vylylia to be her priestess-in-training, a plague swept thru their community killing hundreds, including the Triplet’s parents. However, the same genetic mutation that had given the twins their powers had also given them immunity from the plague. Because Tomunab and Glivney were different, they’d survived the plague which had devastated their community. And because of their strange powers, no one was willing to adopt them. When orphans are not adopted on Exxor, instead of having orphanages, the law allows them to become essentially, slaves.
When Vylylia found out about her parents deaths, she asked the Goddess for help. She transported their bodies to the temple where they were buried and the ritual was enacted to care for their spirits. Vylylia begged the Goddess to help her siblings as well. The Goddess explained to Vylylia why she would not intervene.
Vylylia sent word to her siblings, “I pleaded with the Goddess to give you a home here with me but she refused. She gravely told me that you both have a destiny that she stated must be fulfilled.”
Glivney asked, “Is there any hope that she may change her mind?”
Vylylia responded, “I had only heard her speak with the same finality once before when an action might put several lives in danger. I will leave the temple and share your fate.”
Glivney and Tomunab replied together, “Please stay, Vylylia!” Tomunab continued, ”If you leave the temple, you might lose the protection of the Goddess. It would ease our minds if you were safe.”
Vylylia told them, “I would still rather be with you both, even if I were sold along with you!”
Glivney reasoned, “If you are still at the temple, you might be able to help us later, Sis.”
Vylylia relented, “I’ll stay here then and you two call me when ever you need anything.”
The community officials auctioned off the twin’s services as indentured apprentices to the owner of an interplanetary circus. The money they earned was supposed paid by the Interplanetary Circus, to be held in trust for them when they became adults and proved themselves self supporting. Instead, it lined the pockets of the officials. Dentuil, the owner of the Interplanetary Circus took Tomunab and Glivney away from their home and put them into the care of Illik, the Interplanetary Circus’s laugh maker (or clown).
Dentuil had no intention of teaching Tomunab, who was renamed Zan, and Glivney, who was renamed Jayna, useful skills. He renamed them common names in Galactic which would be better for business than their obscure Exxorian names. He recognized that the children’s powers were an oddity and added them to the sideshow freaks, deciding to call Zan and Jayna, the Wonder Twins.
Vylylia called the Wonder Twins with some good news, “I was able to get some of the family heirlooms and your prized possessions away from our home before the greedy officials sold the contents prior to selling our home.”
Zan asked her,”How can you get our things to us? Illik has provided us with some safe space for our belongings and it would be good to get our things back.”
Vylylia answered, “Another priestess-in-training has them for you and all you have to do is hold out your arms. We released the power and she shape shifted into a rogue, who can turn invisible.”
Jayna queried, “Where will you keep the family treasures?”
Vylylia explained, “I had to have a place to keep them right after they were taken away from the temple while there was still a danger that they might be missed. I arranged for a vault where they have been very safe and I intend to leave them there.”
Zan told her,”You’ve done very well Vylylia. We are ready to receive our things.” Both Zan and Jayna had moved to their storage area and extended their arms. They both were soon burdened with the load which appeared in their arms. They put their things away quickly and replied together, “Thank you, Vylylia!”
Vylylia concluded, “You both are very welcome! See you soon! Goodbye!”
The Wonder Twins told her, “Bye!” just before the communicator link dissolved.
Illik did his best to raise Zan and Jayna with kindness. Since he was forbidden to teach them a trade, (he was also indentured), he gave them an excellent education instead. Quite by accident, Illik found that the Exxorian elasti-monk, Gleek who performed with the laugh makers, could complete the link between Zan and Jayna that released their power. Gleek was a featured performer who did tricks with his prehensile tail. He also had a power, for he could materialize a bucket, which he used in the laugh makers’ performance. When Illik found that Zan and Jayna had taken a liking to Gleek, he gave the elasti-monk to the Wonder Twins as a pet.
The Wonder Twins settled into a routine once they’d settled on an act. Illik had taught them Galactic, the standard universal second language which was used in the Interplanetary Circus. Vylylia had given Zan and Jayna the translation of the ritual in Galactic. Illik helped them to modify it so that it would be more suited to an Interplanetary Circus Performance. “Bring forth the blessing given by the Exxorian Goddess!” in ancient Exxorian became “Wonder Twins powers activate!” in Galactic and so on.
An adult woman, after being in the audience at one of the performances before they left Exxor called out to the Wonder Twins, “Glivney! Tomunab!”
Jayna came over and whispered to her, “Follow us.” The twins led the woman into a private place where they hoped to get an explanation why this woman had called them by their birth names.
The woman chanted in ancient Exxorian, “We thank the Goddess for her bountiful blessing!” The woman turned into Vylylia and the triplets plunged into a group hug that none of them wanted to end. They finally did so they could talk face to face.
“I am so glad to see you two. My friend released the power for me and I shape shifted into that mundane woman so I could come see you.” Gleefully explained Vylylia
“Thank you for everything. It’s nice to have you come visit us and you don’t use the same trick twice when you do.” Zan joyfully said.
“I wish it could continue but the Interplanetary Circus is due to leave again to go off world to perform. Do you know exactly when you will leave?” Vylylia questioned.
Jayna answered, “We leave tomorrow and our itinerary brings us to many worlds to perform and it’s not complete so we don’t know when we will be back on Exxor”
Vylylia let out a sigh and told them,” Since I don’t know when I will see you again, I will pray for your safe trip. I must be heading back to the Temple now. Our visits are of necessity too short but I value greatly our time together. Jayna, would you like to help me get ready to return?”
Jayna replied, “Of course, Sis!” Jayna did the ritual with Vylylia. Jayna changed into herself with pink hair while Vylylia turned into a rogue and disappeared.
The unseen Vylylia told them goodbye and the Wonder Twins told their sister bye too. When Jayna’s hair turned back to black the twins knew that Vylylia had returned safely to the temple. And the Wonder Twins left Exxor the next day as they toured with the Interplanetary Circus.
Unfortunately, one of Superman’s enemies, Grax, was determined to have Exxor for his own. The first target he destroyed was the temple of the Exxorean Goddess, killing everyone including Vylylia. He also destroyed other high visibility targets from his orbiting ships. Then he broadcast an ultimatum for those who wished to live, to flee Exxor. This brought on a mass exodus from Exxor, since they did not know where Grax would strike next.
The Interplanetary Circus was still not performing on Exxor when news of Grax’s atrocity in destroying the Temple reached the Wonder Twins. Zan and Jayna grieved over the death of their sister Vylylia. Jayna raged in anger against the Exxorian Goddess, who had vanished just prior to the atrocity at Her temple. The Exxorian Goddess had been missing and presumed dead. For deserting Exxor in its time of greatest need, the Exxorian Goddess had been demoted in the public eye to a mythological figure. Jayna lost faith and thought of the Exxorian Goddess as a myth to be scorned.
The Interplanetary Circus used starships to transport everything, including the performers, from world to world. After learning Galactic, Astronomy and Geometry, Zan and Jayna discovered that they understood the instructions required to command the starship on an interplanetary flight. After they’d been with the Circus for quite a long time without incident, Dentuil entrusted the Wonder Twins with his starship access codes, though he only taught them enough to move the starships back to the designated area after one had been moved into the middle of the compound to unload.
Zan and Jayna were now more than ever frustrated with the enslaved life of a sideshow performer. The loss of Vylylia had taken away their will to be submissive to unjust circumstances. They were finally willing to break the unjust law which made them slaves. When they had the chance, Gleek and the Wonder Twins, fled from the Interplanetary Circus in one of the starships.
Unfortunately, the planet that Zan and Jayna chose on which to hide, following their starship journey, was the one on which Grax had hidden his base. By spying on Grax’s base, they learned that Grax was planning to destroy the Earth using hidden super bombs. Jayna reasoned that if Superman and the Super Friends are Grax’s enemies, then they must go to Earth to warn the Super Friends about the impending attack.
The Wonder Twins piloted the starship to Earth orbit, and Jayna transmitted in Galactic, “Wonder Twins to Superman. We have news of danger to Earth from Grax!”
Superman responded, “Superman here. What is the danger?”
“Grax has hidden many super bombs on Earth and intends to destroy it. I will transmit the coordinates for each of the bombs.” Jayna explained.
The Wonder Twins transmitted their information about Grax’s hidden super bombs. Superman received the information and systematically destroyed all the super bombs with the aid of the Super Friends.
Because they’d been so useful to the Super Friends in preempting Grax’s attack on Earth, the Super Friends took the Wonder Twins and Gleek along to defeat Grax in his occupation of Exxor. After that had been accomplished, the Wonder Twins led the Super Friends directly to Grax’s planetary concealed base, where he was defeated once and for all by the Super Friends and the Wonder Twins
The Wonder Twins returned to Earth with the Super Friends. They no longer had a home on Exxor and they had showed themselves to be very capable. Three super heroes in training, Wendy, Marvin and Wonder Dog, were leaving the Super Friends to pursue a degree in engineering at MIT. The Super Friends adopted the Wonder Twins and made them super heroes in training. After some additional training, the Super Friends entrusted them with responding to teens in crisis thru the Teen Trouble Alert.
Episode 2 ~ Potty Mouth
When Mrs. Waterman appeared at the door in response to his knock, the hulking leather clad hoodlum exclaimed, "You've got to do something about your son. He's swearing up and down the neighborhood and his swearing is so violent, bigoted, and depraved that it’s giving our gang a bad name. We feel so bad about it that we even cleaned up his gang name to be "Potty Mouth."
Mrs. Waterman was stricken that such a piece of human refuse was calling her own son's language into question. "Clarence, I will take action, since my son has left me without a choice. You can be sure this will be resolved." She saw that using his given name had repulsed him. Mrs. Waterman showed Clarence that she meant business in the only way she could.
Clarence walked away without a single word, feeling maybe he’d gone too far. He had a sense of foreboding about what Mrs. Waterman would do about 'Potty Mouth'.
Mrs. Waterman hated to use those automated voicemail phone systems, but she could hardly blame the Super Friends for not answering personally since they usually had world saving to do.
"Hall of Justice. Hang up and call 911 if you need immediate help. Press 1 for natural disasters, 2 for Teens in Trouble, 3 for .."
Twerp! "You've reached the Teen Trouble Alert queue. Please leave a message about your problem after the tone" Beep!
"This is Mrs. Waterman at 112 Excelsior Way, Metropolis. My son Theodore has such a dirty mouth that it's giving the gang that he runs with a bad name. Please send help!" She let out a sigh of relief, wondering which of the Super Friends would respond to her cry for help.
Meanwhile, Zan and Jayna, the Wonder Twins were taking a well deserved break, enjoying Baskin Robbin’s ice cream cones. Even Gleek was happy with his banana split.
Jayna observed, "Zan, how can you be my twin when you bite an ice cream cone like that instead of licking it?"
Zan was saved from another lame response by the ‘Beep Beep’ of the Teen Trouble Alerts they each wore on their left arm.
"Wonder Twins your assistance is required by Mrs. Waterman at coordinates 48.85.1.255.7. 'My son Theodore has such a dirty mouth that it's giving the gang he runs with a bad name. Please send help!' "
The Wonder twins sprang into action, standing and reaching across the table to touch finger tips. Together, they chorused, "Wonder Twin powers activate!" Jayna continued, "Shape of an eagle!" and transformed into a huge eagle. Zan responded "Form of Water!", transforming into water that flowed into the waiting bucket that Gleek had materialized seconds earlier. Zan could still speak with his image shaped in the water.
Gleek took a firm hold on the bucket with his prehensile tail before Jayna grabbed him in her claws and began her ascent. Soon their journey ended and the eagle extended a wing to touch the water in the bucket and both of them spoke together, "Wonder Twin powers deactivate!" In a flash both Zan and Jayna returned to normal and the bucket that Gleek had held moments before disappeared.
Jayna rang the door bell and when Mrs. Waterman opened it for them, told her, "We are the Wonder Twins, I'm Jayna and this is my brother, Zan. We are responding to your request for help."
Mrs. Waterman invited them in and soon they all were seated in her living room. Mrs. Waterman gave Zan a picture and Jayna a locator device.
"The picture is of my son, Theodore. He runs with a gang, so there is no telling where he can be. Fortunately, his cell phone never leaves his possession and it has a locator chip in it this locator device will track. Please help me make sure that his nickname won't be 'Potty Mouth' anymore."
Jayna answered her, "We'll do our best Mrs. Waterman to see that your child no longer has such a dirty mouth! Let's go, Zan!"
Zan responded, "Right, Jayna! Goodbye, Mrs. Waterman." Mrs. Waterman closed the door behind them when the Wonder Twins were gone.
It took only moment for the Wonder Twins to fly to a warehouse outside of town. They tried the entrances, but all were locked tight. Then, from an open second story window, they heard a teen screaming obscenity. They also observed many teens participating in the gang meeting.
Jayna declared," That's 'Potty Mouth' Maybe a distraction will keep him there long enough for us to help him."
Together they called, "Wonder Twin Powers activate!" Jayna continued, "Shape of a bootylicious babe!" Jayna transformed into a beautiful streetwise looking knockout. Zan responded, "Form of an ice escalator!" Jayna stepped gracefully into the bucket that Gleek had placed on the bottom of Zan's ice escalator and rose to the top, where she gracefully stepped off of it toward a group of teens, participating in the gang meeting who were standing near the window.
While others responded in awe with phrases like, "Foxy Momma!" Potty Mouth was quickly identified both by his picture, and his response, " Bleep bleep bleep Bleepity bleep. Bleep! Bleep! Bleep bleep!"
Jayna was oozing sexuality as she charmed him, "After that greeting, you just have to kiss me, and I have a special treat in mind for you."
Potty Mouth responded with a sharp, "Bleeeeeep!" as he came toward Jayna. Gleek touched Zan's ice escalator with a hand and touched Jayna with his tail. Jayna chanted, "Shape of Xertoruodgutr (pronounced 'Orbit')". She transformed into the image of the Goddess their sister had been training with on her home planet of Exxor. While her brother invoked a form while out of their hearing, she spoke to the teens, “You'll never go back once you've kissed a shape shifter!"
Potty Mouth was speechless as the transformed Jayna drew him into a kiss. As their lips touched, there was a flash, and Theodore was transformed into a beautiful teen girl, "Darn!, I mean, gol …ly! Oh goodness, I don't seem to be able to swear anymore."
The change in her body and her language was too much for her so she swooned. Fortunately Zan, who had taken the form of a snowman, had positioned himself behind her to catch her. Jayna lowered the new teen girl into a chair.
Zan, who was being cute, said, "I could just kiss you, Sis! You are so smart!" and leaned in to kiss his sister. Jayna responded "Zan, No!" just before he kissed her. "Wonder Twin Powers deactivate!", Jayna chanted to end the shifting for herself and her sibling
Jayna was expecting them to have returned to normal until she saw herself twinned, except that Zan's Z adorned her chest instead of Jayna's J. She grinned at her new twin sister, whose name just popped into her head, "Welcome, Zayna! I guess we will need to see if our powers still work so we can take Mrs. Waterman's new daughter home."
"Always practical, Jayna! Okay, let’s do it !" Jayna joined her in saying," Wonder Twin powers activate!"
Jayna chanted her standard, "Shape of an Eagle!" In a flash she was transformed into an eagle as always.
A light glistened in Zayna's eyes as she spoke, "Shape of a condor!" And Zayna was transformed into a huge condor." Jayna observed that her power was obviously different from when she had been in Zan’s form.
Jayna scooped up Gleek, who for once, was not holding a bucket as Jayna climbed into the sky. Zayna grabbed the girl, chair and all, and lifted her into the sky as well. The clear brisk air revived the new teen girl, who enjoyed her ride home after a moment of panic.
After transforming back, Jayna escorted Mrs. Waterman's new daughter home, while Zayna and Gleek stayed outside.
"Mrs. Waterman, this is your child, who was Theodore. She can't swear anymore, so your problem is solved."
"Mrs. Waterman hugged her daughter, "My dear child, welcome home!"
The teen girl cried tears of joy at the reception her mother had given her, remembering the pain on her mother's face when "Potty Mouth" had cursed at her. She now recognized that as 'Potty Mouth', her anger had been out of frustration at not being able to be who she was truly, the girl inside, the girl she now was. The peace which now filled her soul prevented her from swearing. She was glad to finally be a girl on the outside as well as the inside. She decided to make the most of it! "Momma, I need a new name. What name would you have given me if I had been a girl from the beginning?"
She kissed her daughter on the forehead, "My dear daughter, I would have named you, Joan Ellen. Would you like that to be your name?"
"Yes, Momma! I want to be the best Joan I can be!" Joan replied with a sweet smile for her mother.
Jayna slipped away during the reunion to face the astonished look of her new sister, Zayna. "Jayna, what is an Xertoruodgutr (pronounced 'Orbit'), and please explain what it did to Mrs. Waterman's child?"
Jayna explained, " Xertoruodgutr (pronounced 'Orbit') is the name in ancient Exxorian of the Goddess of Exxor. A kiss from the image of the Goddess changes the gender and one other thing about a person to it's opposite. Joan, which is her new name, used to only curse when she spoke, and now she can't utter a curse word at all. I'm not sure if the effect is permanent, or just to ease the gender transition. The kiss doesn't work on someone who already has been changed, so I guess she is stuck as Joan. "
Zayna replied, "Oh that explains it! It didn’t sound as though she was unhappy about the change. Guess it's time to go back to the Hall of Justice and face the Super Friends."
Jayna was troubled, wondering at Zayna's lack of curiosity about her own transformation. Did she even lack the mischievousness to use her new shape as a practical joke? What would she do?
Episode 3 ~ You're a Wonder!
"Zayna, sweetie, I'm gonna ask Diana about this. What happened to you was an accident, but now I'm not sure why I thought it was okay to kiss Joan," Jayna told her twin sister contritely.
"It’s all right, Sis. Go ahead and call her. She'll know just what to do." Zayna was beginning to feel that Jayna was over thinking things as her sister walked away to call Diana in privacy. Zayna thought she would look at the plusses for both of them. It seemed that Zan was in another universe, since she was the girl she always had been, apparently transposed into this universe. Even at their best, brothers could be dorky, and besides, Zayna could not even imagine what it would be like if she were a boy.
The Teen Trouble Alert sounded while she was waiting for her sister’s return, so Zayna listened for the message: "Wonder Twins your assistance is required by Joan Waterman at coordinates 48.85.1.255.7. 'I don't have any girlfriends my age to help me get used to life as a girl. Momma is doing her best, but she just isn't up on teen girl fashions. Please send help!' " I signaled that Jayna and I would handle the call and walked into the area where she was talking with Diana to play back our summons for her.
Zayna heard Diana's voice coming over the Super Friends communicator, "Jayna, you sought to solve Theodore's dirty mouth problem with a kiss by Xertoruodgutr (pronounced 'Orbit'), making her Joan, and then you say that you accidentally kissed Zan, too, making her Zayna?"
"That's right!" Jayna replied as Zayna interrupted, "You both might like to hear this." Zayna played the Teen Trouble Alert message.
Diana responded, "That's perfect! Jayna and Zayna please go pick up Joan and meet me at the "Hall of Justice." You'll need to make sure Gleek is cared for, because we women are all going on a trip to Paradise Island."
Jayna became excited, because Diana had never in her memory made such an offer, since Zan would have had to be excluded from such a trip. Ordinarily, men would not wish to set foot on Paradise Island. The consequences of such a sacrilege were that men standing on Paradise Island were transformed into women, and compelled to permanently reside on the island. She joined Zayna in shouting out, "Wonder Twin powers activate!" She continued alone, "Shape of an eagle!" Jayna became an eagle and scooped up Gleek in her talons and flew toward the horizon.
Likewise Zayna cried out, "Shape of an eagle!" and flew off to finally settle along side her sister.
At the end of their journey the two eagles touched wings and exclaimed, "Wonder Twin powers deactivate!" After the twin girls were transformed to themselves, they reached the front door and rang the bell.
"Wonder Twins!" exclaimed Mrs. Waterman, "It's so good to see you. Please, come in! Joan, come look who came to visit!" The Wonder Twins settled down side by side on the love seat while Joan joined her mother on the matching sofa across from them.
"Hi Joan!" Jayna started, "Mrs. Waterman, since Joan doesn't have any female friends her age yet, we’d like to help her fit in with girls today. Wonder Woman has agreed to supervise and allow her to go to a place few ever see. Is it OK with you if she can be gone for the weekend?"
Mrs. Waterman was thrilled that Joan would have this unique chance, "Of course, Wonder Twins. If I can't trust three super heroines with my daughter's safety, then there is little hope for this world."
Zayna asked, "Joan, do you want to go on a weekend with Wonder Woman, Jayna and I?
Joan gave Zayna a great big hug, "Yes! It won't take me long to get packed. I will be ready to go before you know it."
While they were waiting for Joan to pack, Mrs. Waterman told the Wonder Twins, "Everyone remembers Theodore's life up to the moment that she was changed to Joan, yet in spite of that, she seems to be generally accepted. Joan has blossomed since she changed! She's more honest and open, and she's not angry, although she feels things very deeply. That speech editing thing is happening less and less because she truly is happy now and she's not carrying around that cup of venom that she used to splash on everyone around her. I'm OK with that, because I am seeing my child for who she truly is now. I don't know how I could have been so blind to have let her suffer without getting her help."
Zayna came over beside her and gave her a big hug and told her, "But you did get help. You called us, and we did the best that we could do for her. The rest is up to her to rise up, in spite of her challenges, to fulfill her true potential. You gave her that chance to fulfill her potential. We never know why some get help sooner than others but we must remember that each responds according to her gifts, and they might not be ready to embrace the new until a certain mindset is in place."
They both were saved further conversation with Joan coming into the room with her suitcases packed, with an eager look on her face, "I'm ready, Wonder Twins!” She gave her mother a hug and kisses goodbye, “Bye Momma!"
Jayna and Zayna led Joan outside where Gleek was waiting for them, "Wonder Twin powers activate!" Jayna continued alone, "Shape of an eagle!" Once more transforming into an eagle, she swooped up Gleek in her talons and flew into the sky. "Shape of a Condor!" Zayna transformed into a Condor. Gripping Joan in her talons and lifting her skyward, they quickly caught up to fly side by side with her sister.
Once they had touched down at the Hall of Justice and had transformed back, Jayna noticed that everyone treated Zayna as though she had always been a Wonder Twin, and didn’t even mention Zan. When Superman met them, he gave a Baskin Robbins ice cream cone to the three girls as he led them to a room in the Hall of Justice where they could wait on Wonder Woman’s arrival. Superman had a banana split for Gleek, to ease the parting from the twins for the weekend. Gleek would be well taken care of, maybe even spoiled by the Super Friends until the Wonder Twins return.
Jayna looked over in amazement, seeing that Zayna was licking her ice cream cone just as she was doing. She remembered not too long ago observing, "Zan, how can you be my twin when you bite that ice cream cone like that instead of licking it?" Zan had been saved from another lame response by the beep beep of the Teen Trouble Alert that time. But she now also remembered Zayna licking it then like she always had done. The conflicting memories were troubling her since it seemed like the memories of Zan were fakes, but she knew they were the true ones. Jayna wondered if Zan’s history had been altered so that he was now Zayna from birth. She also wondered if that was why everyone knew Zayna, but not Zan.
When Wonder Woman entered, she went right up to Joan and greeted her with a hug and a kiss on the forehead. "Greetings, Joan! I know you asked us to help you but we need your help too. You see, the Wonder Twins are not quite full members of the Super Friends yet since they are still in training. In order to help them learn, we sometimes we evaluate how well they have done a mission. Would you like to help me help them?"
"Sure, Wonder Woman! So where are we going?"
"We are going to Paradise Island! It’s a special place of magic that should help us find the truth in this matter." Wonder Woman directed them all to climb aboard her invisible jet to fly to the island. Soon they were airborne and Wonder Woman informed Zayna, Jayna and Joan that once on Paradise Island, she was going to use her magic lasso of truth on each of them in turn and question them.
"Jayna," Wonder Woman began, "I don't believe you realized what you had tapped into when you became that mythical Goddess from your home world. With great power comes great responsibility! It's like a chess game where each move has consequences on down the line, and to be good we need to make sure that those consequences do not infringe on the rights of others. Just because you can do a thing doesn't mean that you should do it."
"That's what I am afraid of, Wonder Woman. That my use of the magic has harmed either Joan or Zayna. It solved Joan's immediate problem but it might have been too great a change just to cure that one thing." Jayna confided.
"The main thing, since this is already done, is to find out whether any of the effects have been harmful. Even if it was overkill, it would be worse to remove an unneeded beneficial effect than to leave it in place. So we have 2 answers to find... what is right for the here and now, and what would have been right before any action was taken. I promise you that we will find the answers, and hopefully find the means of putting things right as well, if they need correction,", Wonder Woman taught.
Wonder Woman landed in a remote area of the island and took Joan around to the other side of the jet and into an underground labyrinth, where she led her to a room . Diana began, "I'm going to place my magic lasso around you and you will be compelled to tell me the truth. I need to know more about you, so I can know whether Jayna did the right thing helping you the way she did."
"Go ahead, Wonder Woman. I will answer all your questions,” agreed Joan.
Wonder Woman tied the lasso around Joan's waist and directed Joan to sit and be comfortable "Joan, do you remember everything about your life as Theodore?"
"Yes, I do." answered Joan
"Do you feel like the gender of your eternal spirit has changed?" Wonder Woman asked.
"No. My spirit is the same gender it always was." Joan responded.
"What is that gender, from birth to now?" Wonder Woman queried.
"I'm female in spirit and mind, just as I always have been," Joan stated.
“Are you a female in body now?"
"Yes.“
"Have you always been a female in body?” Wonder Woman asked
"No, I was male in body before Jayna became that Goddess and kissed me. Then I became female in body, too," Joan explained.
"Why did you swear so much before?" Wonder Woman questioned.
"I guess I was so angry at being forced to act like a boy when I was really a girl", Joan responded.
"Are you angry now that you can act like a girl?" Wonder Woman queried.
"No. I might still curse because of familiarity, had I not the speech editing but soon that won't be necessary because I will be out of the habit of cursing," explained Joan.
"Thank you, Joan." Wonder Woman removed the lasso from her waist. "That's all I needed to know from you, Joan. Could you go get Zayna, and ask her to meet me down here? And tell Jayna to go ahead and start helping you with some things you need to know as a teen-aged girl."
"Thank you, Wonder Woman. I will tell them." Joan disappeared up into the light and soon Zayna was entering the room
Zayna presented herself for the lasso of truth. She'd experienced it before when the Super Friends were determining if they were trustworthy enough to be Super Heroines in training. "I'm ready, Wonder Woman."
Diana slipped the lasso of truth on Zayna and began questioning her, "Do you have any evidence that you were once Zan?"
"I never was Zan!" exclaimed Zayna
"With your knowledge of Exxorean Mythology, can you account for the facts as Jayna told us?"
"Imagine a universe where Zan did exist, and Jayna took on power on the Goddess scale. What if Jayna, invoking the power of the Goddess image, altered this universe so it was the one that Zayna was born in and the other one to be like that Zan was born in. Zan would be completely and irrevocably lost to us in this universe. The only one who would know would be Jayna, since she was one with the Goddess when it took place, even if she can’t understand how it took place. . I don’t know how I know but I feel like what I said is true.”
“How do you account for Jayna’s lack of understanding of this?”, asked Wonder Woman.
Zayna explained, “We know, since we trust Jayna not to lie, that she is responding with all the facts that she knows. However, release of so much power must have overcome her and concealed things she is just beginning to remember. A difference that makes no difference is no difference. This difference makes a difference. Jayna knows that she is supposed to have a brother, even as much as she loves me as a new sister. She isn't going to feel things are right till both Zan and I are in the right universes."
Wonder Woman nodded. "It’s time to meet up with Jayna and Joan, and for me to let them in on my findings." She released Zayna from the lasso of truth and together they walked back to the invisible jet where the pair of girls was waiting for them.
Joan was entertaining Jayna by singing and going thru the dance moves of the music video that had come out during the 70's about Wonder Woman's exploits.
"You're a Wonder! Wonder Woman!
All the world is waiting for you and the power you possess.
In your satin tights, fighting for our rights, and the old Red White and Blue!"
Joan giggled and broke it off. “I don’t remember any more. Hi Wonder Woman!"
"I have some answers and later some teaching. First off, Joan, I believe we know what your root problem was and that is that you are a transwoman, and you always have been. You've always had a woman's mind and spirit. Even though the Goddess power selected to also make you a female in body, the transformation missed your mind, so that you did not have an Identity death.”
“It was the anger inside you at having to act like a boy that gave you the freedom to use that bad language. With the peace that you have in your heart now, you would only be cursing by habit if it weren’t for the speech editing she added. That will last a month and fade, since by that time you will no longer be cursing by habit. If you curse after that, it will only be if you really want to curse.
Joan hugged Wonder woman, then Zayna, then Jayna, "I'm glad I get to be me! So I guess Jayna flunked going by the rules, in my case, but was lucky that the outcome was acceptable."
"I wouldn't have said it quite that way, but it’s essentially correct. All of the mistakes that Jayna made to allow the situation to unfold for Joan also created an opportunity for the accident that followed.”
“I have also found out what happened during the incident that Zayna and Jayna remember. In this universe, Jayna originally had a brother named Zan instead of the sister, Zayna that everyone besides the two of them remembers. When Zan kissed the image of the Exxorian Goddess, an exchange between Zan and Zayna occurred. Zan was transposed into a parallel universe, while Zayna was transposed into ours. The transposition created some changes in memory. Jayna’s memory got a little Swiss cheesed, but is slowly being restored to the new reality. The bottom line is that Zayna is not Zan transformed but she is a completely different person,” Wonder Woman concluded.
She stated gravely, “Now is time for the instruction. I'm afraid a lot of this is directed to you, Jayna."
"Yes, ma'am."
“Jayna, for future reference, a measured response to Joan’s being a transwoman would have been to get Joan into counseling and help her to use the established means to help a gender dysphoric teen. It’s true that she would have medical limitations but if a conventional approach had been used, then the accident that happened later would not have happened. Bottom line is that even though it was more than was absolutely needed to solve the problem, no harm has come to Joan, unlike the harm that would occur if we try to undo any of this."
"Yes, ma'am."
"Jayna, you need to learn to respond to things on the proper scale. It was extreme overkill for you to summon Goddess scale power just to counter someone who was more a danger to themselves than to others. Yes, Verbal abuse is real and needs to be stopped; otherwise you would not have been dispatched in the first place. But you can deal with it with something other than the death penalty."
"Yes ma'am."
"Jayna, you MUST be especially careful about altering one's mind. One's gender is an integral part of their identity. If you meddle too much and alter the memories so they have no path back to what they once were, then that is identity death. This is no less a transgression of the 'Do Not Kill People' precept that we Super Friends live by, than is physical death.
"Yes ma'am."
"Combat is not the time to try something new. You know about the simulation rooms in the Hall of Justice, please use them. As protectors of this planet we can't afford ‘Oops!’ We have to know exactly what anything we unleash will do, so we can correctly assess the impact on friends, foes, and innocent bystanders."
"Yes ma'am."
“Jayna, I don’t believe you took the danger of Zan becoming your sister seriously. Even though it was an accident and you realized too late to stop the danger, Jayna, you should have known that Zan loved you and wanted to kiss you. As long as you wore the face of his twin, he couldn't do it, but when wore some other woman's face, you were fair game. It’s a case of managing one of your everyday superpowers, your femininity."
Jayna could no longer hold back the strong emotions inside her and instead a simple, ‘Yes, Maam’, Joan poured out her heart, "Yes, I wanted a sister, Wonder Woman, but not forever, just till we could turn back. At least to me, turning back was a given. I guess that I didn't realize how powerful the Goddess power was, and that there would be no turning back. I didn't want Zan removed from our universe irrevocably." Jayna doubled over crying, with her head in Zayna's lap as she cuddled Jayna and stroked her hair. Wonder Woman comforted Joan as she cried for Zan, too.
Eventually the four women composed themselves and Wonder Woman said what was on each of their minds. "We must work together to do the impossible, if we are to bring back Zan from the universe that he has become trapped in and does not realize it.”
Wonder Woman continued, "Zayna and Joan, I'd like for you to remember what I have said to Jayna. I believe we should always learn from the mistakes of others so we can help each other grow into the kind of people that we all want to be.”
She paused for a moment before resuming, “Joan, you might be overwhelmed with talk of use of Super Powers, but each one of us has the ability to tap some pretty powerful things. It’s helpful to treat them in the same way because they are your super powers. I don't believe the Goddess Artemis brings us together by chance, and the next time we meet, Joan you might just be a super heroine in training yourself."
Joan responded, “Wow, do you mean it?” When Wonder Woman nodded, Joan continued, “Thank you, Wonder Woman. I appreciate the trust in me, and I will do my best to do well with whatever powers I might have."
"Thank you Wonder Woman,” Zayna was next. “I'm just as capable of shape shifting into the image of the Exxorian Goddess, so I need to learn the lessons so I won’t repeat her mistakes, and hopefully won’t make new ones of my own."
"You are both welcome, Joan and Zayna. We've accomplished what we needed to do here on Paradise Island. Why don't I take you all back to the Hall of Justice and you three can stay there for the rest of your weekend?"
"That's a great idea!”Jayna came to life, smiling, "Retail Therapy!"
"Excellent, Sis!" exclaimed Zayna, "There is nothing better to take your mind off your troubles so your subconscious can get to work on a solution for you to the big stuff." She wondered mischievously if she could still work in a practical joke, even though they all thought Zayna had been with Jayna in this universe from the beginning.
"Woo Hoo! shouted Joan, "I get to go shopping! Now I'll have something to wear ... at least for a little while." Joan's eyes twinkled seductively.
Diana gathered her charges and soon they were all seated in the invisible jet for the trip back to the Hall of Justice.
Episode 4 ~ Reality Break
It seemed as if shortly after the new Wonder Twins and Joan arrived at the Hall of Justice, the Super Friends Teen Trouble Alert began going off constantly.
Joan and Jayna were both practicing basic self defense moves in the Super Friends mission simulator room. In between bouts, during their breaks, Jayna shape shifted from Exxorian to human and showed Joan some makeup techniques.
When the alert went off, Joan listened, then looked at her new friend. "I can't believe anyone could have even worse language than I used to but he makes the old me sound tame."
People around the world were dismayed at the amount of character assassination contestant Jason Santini had done during the reality TV broadcast of “Sky Eye”. “Sky Eye” is a reality TV show where a group of people are isolated in a location where everyone is seen and heard live on internet video 24 / 7. The tasks that they were given in competition were designed to reveal a new answer to a world problem. One by one the occupants were eliminated from the isolation. If a person survived elimination and also determined the new answer, then they won ten million dollars. The competitions from isolation were broadcast on network TV several times a week while “Sky Eye” was in progress. Jason Santini’s verbal abuse was even worse than the usual political mudslinging, and it was a lot more evil than 'potty mouth' had been.
"It seems to be some kind of power trip for this latest one. I'm glad that he's an adult, because that means the Super Friends will take care of him. Zayna and I don’t get called in unless they think that either we have a unique ability that the job requires or if it is a chance to get some experience in an unusual situation that will teach us to be better super heroines."
Joan wondered, "Why didn't the civilian authorities enforce their jurisdiction? There are many charges that could be used a halt to such abusive behavior. I should know, because I had many of them threatened against me."
Jayna replied, "When the government institutions fail, The Super Friends might be called on to right an injustice. From what I understand, they are working on something to get Jason Santini out of hiding. "
When Zayna clicked on her Wonder Twin com badge to talk to Jayna, Joan also heard because she also possessed one now. They had not given one to Gleek because he is such a blabbermouth. "Zayna and Joan, the Super Friends have all left to try Jason Santini in absentia at the world court. "
"Well that sounds like no fun. I don't think I want to be here when they get back."
Joan questioned, "I know! How about some retail therapy? I think I was promised a shopping spree courtesy the Super Friends?"
Zayna agreed, "Let's go y’all! I can't wait to get started."
Zayna and Jayna touched tips of their fingers and shouted, "Wonder Twin powers activate." Zayna continued, “Shape of a condor” turning into a giant condor, that swept Joan up in her talons as she carried her aloft, setting course towards the Mall. Jayna shouted "Shape of an eagle" and swept up Gleek in her Talons, and lifted into the sky to follow
.
Once at the mall, instead of deactivating their powers Jayna and Zayna touched wing tips Jayna shouted, "Shape of a beautiful teen human girl." changing to a teen girl who fit in with the crowd at the mall. Zayna shouted, "Shape of a human teen girl identical to Jayna" and changed into the human equivalent of Jayna's twin sister.
The three girls shopped till they quite literally dropped. Joan was a natural for shopping. Jayna decided that part of the Goddess spell over her had been to make it easier on her to adjust to being female in body until she could teach herself how things were. Not only did Joan get the most for her money, but she soon had every bit of clothes that a girl her age was expected to have.
As the three of them settled in for dinner at the mall, Jayna looked at her communicator, and saw she had a million messages from Diana, saying that they needed to talk and soon.
Jayna touched finger tips with Zayna, "Diana needs to see me. Will you be alright?"
Zayna answered confidently, "Yes, I'll keep that last shape shift in reserve in case I need to act. I have your communicator, and the Super Friends communicator in case I get into something I can't handle. I won't try to answer a teen trouble alert call without you, no matter how trivial it seems. "
Jayna shouted "Shape of an Eagle!", and changing back into a giant Eagle, flew toward where Diana had wanted her to meet. Luckily, Diana could talk to Jayna when she was as eagle, since it required Zayna's touch to release another shape shift.
Diana told her, "We need you to exile Jason Santini from this universe using the power of the Exxorian Goddess image. We also need you to take this action retroactively, in case it turns out to be similar to Joan’s situation. It’s possible that Jason Santini 's potty mouth is caused by the same thing, being a transwoman. The World Court would prefer that the problems never occur, because too many impressionable minds were given a bad example the way things came out during the broadcast and the internet video. "
"I got the impression that she had access to a nonlinear continuity of time, but we are not made like that. If I could also get Zayna to take on the shape of the mythical phoenix, which also keeps non linear time, then she could look out after both of us to make sure that we were both OK. I would also transform into an image of the Goddess to make the changes. I can release the power but I can’t control what it does.”
"That's great. You have cover on this one, since we are telling you to do it, and anything up to and including a total banishment is OK. Ultimately you don't have much choice on how it comes out because since the power acts on its own accord. Oh...The findings of the court were that Jason Santini is to remain off Earth 11a for the remainder of his life, and if it also could be arranged that he never even existed on Earth 11a, so much the better."
Jayna told Diana that she would meet her back at the Hall of Justice and alerted Zayna to bring Joan and Gleek back to the Hall of Justice as well.
There, Superman addressed the Wonder Twins. "We have a mandate from the World Court to exile Jason Santini from this planet. Jason and his daughter Janet Santini are the only contestants left in isolation. We know that you have little choice in the results, but it may be exactly what is contemplated. Go with our blessing!"
"We won't let you down, Super Friends." Both Wonder Twins transformed into eagles and flew toward Sky Eye Isolation
Jayna told Gleek, who was riding with her, "Try to find an open window or door and sneak into the house once we drop you in the courtyard. Both Zayna and I will shape shift into the Goddess image and the mythical phoenix and phase thru the doors into the house and confront Jason Santini My Goddess image will kiss him in the here and now, and also in the past, just before he took the “Sky Eye” contract. Once reality is altered, we will open a way out just in case we need one and then pick you up and go back to the Hall of Justice. We're about ready for touchdown now, Gleek"
The eagles touched wings and both shouted, "Wonder Twin Powers Activate!
Jayna began, "Shape of an Xertoruodgutr” (pronounced 'Orbit')
"Shape of a phoenix!” Zayna finished.
Fortunately, the sliding glass door to the courtyard had been left unlocked so the two mythical creatures didn’t even have to phase through.
Inside they saw a man and woman, and looked at them closely to be sure they really had Jason Santini.
"Blank blank blank!!!!”
“Blank!!!!”
“Blank Blank”
“Blank Blank Blankety blank”
“Bleep Bleep Bleepity bleep"
"That one has to be Jason Santini. I'm going in." As Jayna made contact with the kiss and dove down into the past to the moment before the first “Sky Eye”, 8 years before, she sensed Zayna making sure the here and now was alright.
The Universe blinked, and nothing would be the same again. They had been in there just long enough for Gleek to put in a bypass so that the producers were prevented from blacking out the Internet video that actually ran 24/7 as advertised. Cameras zoomed in on the 2 mythical creatures and the man and lady didn't remotely look like anyone in the original “Sky Eye” group for this universe. Neither Janet (the daughter whose bleached blonde hair had 2 inches of roots showing after being confined in isolation for 2 months) nor Jason Santini appeared. “Sky Eye”, seven years later had a mother daughter team of Santini, Mother Janet, and Daughter Jessica.
With a shout of, "Reality Break!" they flew into the sky with Gleek in tow, reasoning that a couple of mythical creatures should surely make better time getting back to the Hall of Justice.
On their arrival, they shouted, "Wonder Twin powers Deactivate!"
"It's good to be home," declared Zayna. "Is the world pleased with the result?” asked Jayna
Superman began, “The problem no longer exists. The original play in “Sky Eye” of the Santini father and daughter did not occur in this universe. Janet's father is someone a bit less verbally abusive, a man named Jacob, who has natural blonde hair and gave that trait to his daughter Janet. Janet in turn, has a daughter of her own, Jessica who is this universe's version of Jason Santini. She's a sweet child. Janet is not quite as spoiled and whiny in this universe because her parents care for her. We've relocated Jason Santini, with his existence intact to Earth 11a2b"
Batman continued, "None of us actually remember the old timeline, but Wonder Woman provided a computer memory device that was enhanced by the purple ray. It held all of the events on the other timeline, and our reason for sending you two on your mission and of course you remember, because you were the Goddess at the time the time line changed."
Aquaman concluded, "Hyppolyta summoned Wonder Woman to Paradise Island. She sends her regrets, especially to Joan, whom she looks forward to seeing,"
Zayna told them "I'm glad we could help. We've been very lucky so far, but we still have some things to be sorted."
Batman came to them bearing prepaid Super Friends Master Cards, "Think some retail therapy might help?"
Zayna and Jayna took their cards and motioned Joan over, "Thank you Batman!" Joan planted a kiss on the side of his cowl. Batman replied, "You deserve it for a job well done, and don't forget to take the courtesy car to the mall so you'll have something besides your talons to hold all those purchases."
The three girls ended the day on a high note. Jayna could see that Joan was coming come out of her shell and would soon be ready to take on the world. But how could she fix it for her brother Zan who was stuck away from her in another universe. Now that she had proof that the Goddess existed, following the old ways to please her might be the wisest course.
She smiled as the three of them were leaving. Using her Wonder Twins communicator pin, she called "Sis, come over here so we can change to go out SHOPPING!."
Replying over the comm. link, Zayna moved toward the garage. "Just a second, I was getting Gleek settled. Green Lantern was here doing some research, but he is stuck waiting for results so he agreed to watch Gleek."
Zayna moved in and touched her sister Jayna's fingertips. "Wonder Twin powers activate!"
Jayna intoned, “Shape of a beautiful human teen girl wearing my favorite dress"
Zayna spoke with a giggly voice, “Shape of her identical twin sister in a slightly better looking dress." both girls turned into human teen princesses.
Zayna looked a little better, but it was just compensation for going second most of the time and she smiled. Joan was slightly amused at their showing off, “You two look wonderful, Are we ready to go?"
Jayna answered, "Let's go to the Mall!" And off they went!
Robin, The Boy Wonder, accompanied Joan and Jayna in the combat simulator room at the Hall of Justice. Robin knew many forms of self defense suited to women. His handicap was that even though he knew the techniques well enough to coach them, many of them also relied on the different center of gravity and body mass distribution that women have naturally.
As they were taking a break, both Joan and Jayna were really quiet. Joan had told Jayna that she was looking at her aura. Jayna's aura, like that of all living being, was a masterful work of tiny auras of varying size and shape forming a large energy field around them.
In various places the tiny auras were colored pink, and Joan reasoned that those pink elements of Jayna's aura were what made her a girl. There were also glowing threads connecting Jayna’s aura to various things around her. When Joan believed she had captured Jayna's aura perfectly, she saved it as an image to her photographic memory.
Finished, she explained what she had been doing.” Robin and Jayna, I want to try something, and Wonder Woman said that this is the place to try it, rather than in combat or I guess, at home. I've copied Jayna's aura to my memory. After that I'm going to astral project my spirit out of my body so I can see if I can shape shift my body to look like Jayna's. I'll weave my small auras so that they are identical to Jayna's auras. When I'm ready, I'll say something to trigger the change and let my astral spirit reunite with my new body."
"Wow, that sounds freaky, Joan! Good Luck!" said Jayna
"Good Luck, Joan!” Robin told her, “We'll try to get you some help, if you need it."
"Here goes nothing!" Joan squealed. She lay on the floor and released her astral spirit.
"Magical energy release below live monitor threshold detected. " intoned the simulator room.
Joan, floating above it all, was busy weaving her tiny auras so that they would conform to Jayna's total aura. When she had completed the work on the aura, she had to decide what words would set off the transformation. She felt like a lot of what she was doing involved Wicca imagery so she decided to borrow the words there as well.
When Joan spoke in an audible voice, it seemed to come from the entire room, "So mote it be!"
Lying where Joan's body had been moments before was a twin, or would it be, triplet of Jayna. Joan's astral spirit entered her new body and was about to speak when the simulator room cut her off. "Magical energy release detected at factor 4. Remote Live Monitoring initiated. Expert dispatched."
Joan in her new body, Joan spoke in Jayna's voice, "Room: Query: Who is the expert dispatched to monitor the magical energy discharge?"
The Room answered her, "Wonder Woman, ETA Two Hours.”
“Hall of Justice has initiated isolation protocol, pending arrival of Wonder Woman"
Jayna observed, "Must not be real important otherwise they would have dispatched one of the other Super Friends to check on us earlier. Room: Is everything functional for further simulation?"
The Simulation Room responded, "I am operating within acceptable limits. Quarantine measures are precautionary and not due to any actual danger."
"Well new sis, you sure look like an Exxorean woman. Would you like to see if you make the grade?" said Jayna
Joan responded, "Sure, Sis!" together they chanted "Wonder Twin Powers Activate!"
Jayna continued "Shape of a teen human girl!" and she became her human equivalent
Joan continued, "Shape of Human Joan!" and she became her human teen girl self.
"Wow that was a rush, Jayna!" Joan caught her breath.
"There was a lot more power in the link than when either I and Zan or I and Zayna link. It may be because you are a sorceress now, Joan. This must be what Wonder Woman foresaw when she was predicting your future.
"Yeah, she told me:' I don't believe the Goddess brings us together by chance, and the next time we meet, Joan, you might just be a super heroine in training yourself.' ".
"Well while we are stuck in here perhaps you'll do something for me that will help you ladies train?" Robin looked mischievous. He was amazed that the magic had worked on Joan, but strongly doubted it would work on him.
"What is that Robin?"
"Lets see if you can shape shift someone other than yourself, and make me a girl for a while. That way I could show you the self defense techniques I know, instead of just telling you about them. Think you are up to the challenge Joan?"
"Are you sure about this? Messing with your gender can lead to trouble."
"I'll take the risk, I'll just be Robin, the Girl Wonder for a while."
"OK, here goes!." Joan took a good look, beginning to see all the mini auras around Robin, including all of the ones were blue to show his masculinity. She was able to catalog all of them and took a picture in her photographic memory of his aura. Next she began to take all of the blue mini auras out and weave in pink ones in their place. Once she was satisfied with the completed aura she put a snapshot of it in her photographic memory as well.
Having Robin lie down for safety, she slid Robin out of his body as an astral spirit while she spoke the words that would trigger the change, "So Mote it be!"
Instantly, Robin was indeed a Girl Wonder, as her new costume with its miniskirt accentuated each curve. Joan placed Robin's astral spirit within her new body and she cried out in amazement at what had been done
The Room interrupted and said, "Magical energy release detected at factor 5. Lockdown still in progress."
"Well, Ladies!", Robin started, "Lets get started on that workout I promised you. It looks like we all need it now." She smiled, not recalling when she’d ever felt this good and at peace with herself.
Jayna and Joan shouted together, "Let's do it! "
Over an hour later, the three women were very satisfied with the workout Robin had led them thru. As they were cooling down, Wonder Woman used her override and came into the Simulation room.
Jayna pointing out Robin to Wonder Woman, "May I present Robin, the Girl Wonder "
Robin curtseyed, "I hope you are well."
Wonder woman replied, "I am quite well, Thank You. Batman sends his regards to you and also, this list of exercises he expects you to do, should you remain in that form for the near term, so that you will be prepared to be at his side."
Robin took the paper, "Of course. Batman is correct. I must be in fighting shape. I'll get on these immediately"
Robin went into another section of the room which adapted itself for the simulation that Batman had requested, and disappeared.
Joan looked to Wonder Woman, "Looks like you were right. How did you know that I would be getting powers?"
Wonder Woman told her, "I sensed the power buried deep within you and I knew that soon it would work its way to the surface. Even though the lists of things that you do are limited, you do them excellently. You score pretty high on the magical user's scale. A factor 4 is like 40% max, and a factor 5 is a 50% max. You are doing some pretty powerful stuff for a beginner. You are indeed a sorceress. And it seems that you are a wonder twin too. Tell you what, I need to see you do some magic, and an Exxor shape shift qualifies since, that comes from your earlier transformation. Get together with Jayna and deactivate your wonder twin powers while I invite someone else in here. "
While Joan went off to find Jayna, Wonder Woman went to the Simulator room interface panel and instructed the room to allow Zayna access to the room. She heard Jayna and Joan say, "Wonder Twin Powers Deactivate!"
Ss the Room said, "Magical release detected at Factor 3," Jayna and her identical twin Exxorean Joan came toward Wonder Woman
Wonder Woman smiled mischievously, “Joan, why don't you scoot out of sight till Zayna gets here. Let's see how she reacts to the Wonder Triplets!"
The twins looked at each other, and one responded gladly, "Sounds like fun", before she went out of sight.
Jayna intercepted Zayna as she came in, "Sis, guess what?"
"What?"
Her identical replied, "We're triplets!" as ‘Joan’ popped out of hiding, surprising Zayna. The newcomer was incognita for the moment because she looked and sounded like Jayna.
"Hey Sis!" Zayna questioned, "Who is that?"
"You are a smart girl, you figure it out"
Zayna looked pensive for a moment and then understanding was revealed on her face and she looked very happy, "Joan! You got the powers like Wonder Woman said you would! Congratulations! So you shape shifted into being a copy of Jayna?"
"That's right!” the one who had greeted her said. “So that makes us the Wonder Triplets. Only I’m Joan! Jayna and I already tried it as twins, and the Exxorean power boost and shape shifting worked. Wonder Woman thought that our first time should be here, so the room could monitor the magical power levels so we could be sure everything would be OK If we really needed to use it”
“Let's do it!" The girls stood in a circle clockwise 120 degrees apart touching fingertips in the center.
"Wonder Triplet Powers Activate!"
"Shape of Human Jayna"
"Shape of Human Zayna"
"Shape of Human Joan"
As the three girls assumed their human forms, they were interrupted by the room "Magical release detected at Factor 6" .
"Wow, what a rush that was!"
"I've never felt anything so powerful. It's as though we have the power to do a lot more than the simple shape shift that we chose."
"If we are getting that kind of energy output, then the residual energy might be a problem if we only use a low percentage of it. That's why most Exxor twins are fraternal, so in the yin and yang of it each produce a different and complimentary part of the energy."
Wonder Woman addressed the issue, "You’re right. The room acted as a magical sink to dissipate the excess. In practice, instead of one big group, pairing off might be better for combat. Especially with the need to touch the twin for another shape shift, battle conditions might make it difficult for wonder triplets to reunite, but there are three ways to pair up triplets, so you can pair up more easily. The only reason to mass more is if there was some purpose requiring all that extra energy to accomplish a particular thing.. Even then you would want to deactivate as soon as possible, and then regroup into smaller teams to continue the action."
Jayna observed, "Then there is a time when more is not better, and it only gets in the way."
Wonder woman replied, "Exactly. Girls, can I leave it to you to within the simulation room to deactivate and then permit Joan to shed her Exxorean form for her ordinary body? We have some more things to get sorted before this day is over, because we have to get Joan back to her mother like we promised."
Joan answered, "Sure, Wonder Woman, you can count on us." She continued, with a sad look in her eyes, "Home?"
"Yes dear, you are going home, but not before we give you the tools to learn how to deal with your newfound powers and the ability to get to help any time of the day or night when you need it."
Joan relaxed, smiling a goodbye at Wonder Woman before Zayna and Jayna led her back to the circle where they had activated their triplet powers. Diana paused at the room control console and issued a command to discontinue the lockdown and to override any future lockdown based on magical discharge this evening unless they exceeded a higher safety limit.
Seeing Batman was about to come down to join Robin's workout she realized she did not have to summon him to chat about Joan. She would just intercept him for a moment when he got to the simulation room.
"Wonder Triplet powers deactivate!" said the new Wonder Triplets, their finger tips touching.
Joan said, "Excuse me for a moment while I undo my sorcery. I'm getting used to the process, so it might not take as long."
Jayna knew what to expect, but this would be Zayna's first time witnessing the transformation, which was abbreviated just as Joan had said. Joan went to a place where she could lie down. "Weaving, Weaving Weaving" Her Body went limp. Then her voice came from everywhere speaking softly, "So Mote it Be!" A flash of light occurred when she said the ‘be’, and when it faded, Joan's human self appeared. With a smile, she said, "I'm back!"
Episode 6 ~ Super Heroine
Batman was over in the corner chatting with Wonder Woman and he appeared to be agreeable to what she had in mind. You could see great pride in Batman as he signed the document Wonder Woman presented to him. "Thank you, Batman! I'll see to this matter while you tend to your new Girl Wonder!"
"I'm not sure how long she wants to be female but I owe my life to Robin, and as long as she's happy and we can still function as a team, gender doesn't matter”
“Robin is lucky to have a good friend like you, Batman!" She wondered if Batman really understood the good words that he had just said.
As Batman went off to the simulation Robin was running and disappeared inside, Joan rushed over, catching up with Wonder Woman before she left the Simulation Room. Wonder woman stopped her, "Joan, I hate to be a pest on your last evening here but the Super Friends are assembling for something very important, so if you could find something to do for a couple of hours on the personal quarters level, then you won't interfere in the assembly or the preparations. . I'm still working on some things for you and I feel like there will be time to do both."
"Sure, Wonder Woman, I can make myself scarce. Actually, I can do some good in Robin's quarters. Since I did not change anything but Robin and the costume she was wearing to female, everything else in her closet is still male. I'm pretty sure I can do my weaving thing to change her old boy clothes to girl clothes. After I am finished changing everything I can from male clothes to female clothes, there might be some things that she'll want to wear for which she didn't buy the boy's equivalent, so she might need to go shopping for that," Joan volunteered .
"That sounds like a wonderful idea. Just clear it with Robin and Batman, and you’re set. Thank you for helping out, Joan."
"It's the least I could do. I thought she would be climbing the walls wanting to change back, but she seems very comfortable being a girl. Bye, Wonder Woman!”
Wonder Woman left, "Bye, Joan!" She turned back to the others, "Jayna and Zayna? I could use your help in preparing for the assembly." Agreeing, they followed Wonder Woman to the control level of the Hall of Justice.
Joan tapped on what she had previously identified as her "Wonder Twin Communicator." Examining it closely she found that it was really a "Teen Super Friend" communicator pin. Ordinarily Robin did not wear one because she had the Super Friends Communicator, but since Joan had been issued one, Robin had been wearing hers. She reasoned that she could talk to Robin and Batman could patch into the teen communicator to answer as well.
"Joan to Robin, Come in, please"
"Robin the Girl Wonder here. How can I help, Joan?"
"Well I was thinking of offering my help. Other than the clothes you are wearing, all of the rest of your clothes are boy's clothes, but with my new power I can change them into the girl’s equivalent so they will fit you if you like. I just need your permission and Batman's to have access to your quarters to work on it. Since I have to go piece by piece it might take a couple of hours, but they need me off of the control level, anyway, because of some Super Friends Assembly happening tonight. I thought I would make productive use of my time while leaving you in less a predicament about what to wear."
"You are a sweet girl, Joan, Thanks for your offer to help! Unless Batman has an objection, I’ll ask him to tell the Super Friends computer that you have permission to enter our quarters. "
"Batman here, patching in. Thank you for the help Joan! I'll get the permission change made so you can get to work on it.”
Joan heard his voice change, “Patching to Super Friends Computer; Recognize Batman voice print."
"Recognized. Proceed with command function"
"Permit Codename Sorceress access to Batman and Robin's quarters and confirm."
"Confirm Joan Ellen Waterman, Codename Sorceress, given access to Batman and Robin's quarters"
"That's all. Sorceress, enjoy plying your craft. Robin and I will be in the simulator awhile, working on our combat attacks"
"Thank you Batman and Robin. Sorceress Out."
Joan thought it was cool that she now had a codename in the Super Friends computer. She wondered if she needed a costume to go with the new code name. That was something for later ... She was headed to Robin's room to do a good deed for a girl friend. All of a sudden it hit her that she could do the same for her own clothes at home which were left over from before the change. It opened up ‘lots’ of new possibilities.
When Joan had arrived at Robin's quarters and spoke to the door, "Sorceress to access Robin and Batman's quarters”
“Voice Print Identified" the door opened to give her access. She realized that her voice print was already on, file since she’d had a teen Super Friend Communicator pin issued to her. She just had to giggle as she thought, ‘The Super Friends Computer is user friendly instead of user surly.’.
Since she didn't have to be careful of a soul with clothes, she only had to do the weaving, exchanging the blue tiny auras with pink ones of various shapes and then commanded the new item to exist. With practice she began to be able to do it rather quickly and was making great headway thru Robin's closet
In the middle of the monotony something that she had read, named "Spock Must Die, written by James Blish " came to her mind "What the transporter does is analyze the energy state of each particle in the body and then produce a Dirac jump to an equivalent state somewhere else. No conversion [to energy and back] is involved -- if it were, we'd blow up the ship."
‘My "So Mote it Be!" is like the Dirac Jump, and my taking a mental picture of the aura is like analyzing the energy state. So if once I have my snapshot, I fly she fly via astral spirit to the place where I want to go, and weave the aura there then it would be like a teleport.’
That would mean living at home would not necessarily keep her from learning the things about how to handle her new power since she could get help where ever it was located. Something else was eating at her about what had happened with Robin the Girl Wonder, but she didn't know enough to make sense of it yet.
She knew that the right thing for her to do in order to learn to use her power, as well as to help Robin the Girl Wonder, was to convert all those clothes. She left only 3 basic male outfits unchanged that would get Robin the Boy Wonder by if he somehow got dropped on the scene unexpectedly. Joan guessed that Robin would prefer to wash her under things and hose in Woolite â„¢ and then hang them in the bathroom to dry. After converting the equivalents to lingerie and hose, she washed those out herself and hung them in the bathroom. Joan hoped that Batman would be understanding, having those really feminine objects around, or else he’d requisition non-adjoining quarters for the near future.
If Robin was going to remain the Girl Wonder, she was going to have to go on a shopping spree to fill in the blanks, but now she had a lot of the basics in wardrobe thanks to Joan's efforts. Her timing could not have been better, because the Teen Super Friends communicator pin chirped as she completed the job. She tapped it." Joan, here, I've finished helping Robin with her clothes problem"
"Jayna here. Great timing! Zayna and I need your help with something. Could you meet us by Access A-3?"
"Sure Jayna! Joan Out" Joan remembered that Access A-3 was access to the promenade on the control level. She wondered what was going on, but decided that she should be ready for anything in case it was part of a test.
Joan didn’t see Robin slip in to her quarters after she had gone. Robin needed to shower and make a quick change into one of the uniforms that Joan had just made wearable, and get to the assembly before it started. Fortunately Batman had a spare uniform in the Batmobile and had used other facilities to shower and change earlier. This way she was going to have quite an entrance unveiling Robin the Girl Wonder .
Jayna met Zayna and Joan at Access A-3. "Joan, Wonder Woman sends her regards. She's been to your mother's house and Your Mother has given permission for you to stay the night at the Hall of Justice. However, she expects you to go to school in the morning and return home as soon as possible. Wonder Woman promised to drop by in the evening to help arrange your schedule so the things that you have started to learn while with the Super Friends won't be neglected."
"I'm excited that I get to stay another night. Does that mean that there is more to happen after the assembly is concluded?"
"Wonder Woman has asked for some of the others to help you discover and train your talents. She also has an idea on how you might get around that may be within your abilities now. She's tied up till after the assembly at the moment, so it will have to wait till afterward." Jayna stopped talking to listen to a message in her ear, then told the others her that that Robin was in place, so it was time to let Joan come into the Promenade.
"That sounds good. So what will be happening?"
"You just follow us up into the promenade, and before you say anything, you are expected, and have been summoned before the gathered Super Friends."
Joan caught her breath and didn't know what to say. She found that putting one step in front of the other worked, and each carried her closer to her destination. She entered into the Promenade where Wendy and Gleek, Marvin and Wonder dog were acting as honor guard . Then she passed down the line of Super Friends. First on the left was Hawk man, then on the right, Apache Chief, followed by El Dorado on the left, and on the right Firestorm.
The Super friends continued the alternation, left and right, with Samurai and Atom, Hawk Girl, and Black Vulcan, Super boy, Rima the Jungle Girl, Cyborg and Green Arrow, Plastic Man, and the last one on the right was The Flash
Standing before the table were Green Lantern, Superman, Wonder Woman, Aquaman, Batman, and Robin
Jayna guided Joan to a seat flanked by herself and Zayna. When they were seated, the standing Super Friends and the Honor Guard advanced to their positions on the dais on each side. Superman took the initiative for conducting the meeting, "Who stands to testify for Joan Ellen Waterman, hereafter known as Sorceress?
Jayna and Zayna stood and responded, "The Wonder Twins do, your honor."
Superman addressed them, "State your claim"
Jayna, speaking for the two, said, "She is wise beyond her years. She does not seek power. She only seeks to help. She is eager to learn."
They closed their testimony in unison, saying, "She is our peer!"
Superman asked again, "Who comes as a sponsor and offers testimony?
Batman came forward and spoke, “This one is learning at a rapid pace and handling the temptation of powers that would be the undoing of many. I advocate keeping her attached to our fellowship so she can continue to learn well and conduct her life in accordance to it. She is my peer"
Wonder Woman came forward and spoke, “This one has had many challenges in her short life but she has persevered and even thrived with a little help . She has the potential to do and be so much good for our world.
“Like a seedling, she needs to be watered and fed and cared for so she can weather the tough times till she is strong enough to survive on her own. I have already examined this one, and I find no guile in her. She is my peer.
Superman declared, "The record of these proceedings will remain open for 7 days should any of the assembled wish to add their own testimony. What has already been received is sufficient for us to act in this matter. Will the candidate please present herself to the Goddess of truth for the testimony of truth?
Joan rose and came forward. Addressing Superman she stated, , "I will"
Wonder Woman put her magic lasso around Joan. "Do you, Sorceress, swear an oath of fealty and service to the Super Friends?
“To speak and be silent, to do and to let be, To come and to go, In need or plenty,
“In peace or in war, in living or dying, From this hour henceforth, Until the Super Friends release you, Death take you or the World ends?"
The Sorceress responded, "I will!"
"And this do I hear, Superman, speaking for the Super Friends, who will not forget it nor fail to reward that which is given, fealty with love, valor with honor and oath breaking with great vengeance."
"Upon your oath and the testimony of those who claimed you as their peer, you are now inducted into the Teen Super Friends as a super hero in training! Congratulations, Sorceress! You are a wonderful addition to the Super Friends." Joan found herself collecting hugs from ladies that she was in awe of, welcoming her to the Super Friends
Fortunately, Zayna and Jayna collected her and helped her come back to earth as she collected some refreshments. "You two knew what Wonder Woman and Batman had cooked up!"
Jayna replied, "It made sense. Both the Super Friends and you have an interest in your mastering your powers, and it’s lots easier getting parents to let loose of something they had planned out for their little darling, if they are actually a member of the Super Friends. Wonder Woman thought that there was a good chance that you would blossom this weekend, so she had already gotten the Super Friends to pencil in tonight. But you were not given anything. You earned your membership, and that oath is a very serious thing to undertake. But because you are a Super Friend now, you can be trusted with info that can better help you develop your own powers and use them wisely.”
Wonder Woman waved Joan over and gave her a hug, "Congratulations! Do you feel up to a trip?"
"Certainly! Perhaps I could teleport. Where do we need to go?"
"To see my mother, Hyppolyta, and by the way you can call me Diana now when we’re not in public. That's my alter ego's name, just like your alter ego is named Joan Ellen Waterman. Protect your secret Identity, or it will be worthless"
"Thank You, Diana, Is there any way that my astral body can follow your invisible plane to locate where I need to teleport to?
"I'll do you one better. Your astral body can ride in my plane for the trip over, and then you can try out your transport.
"That sounds wonderful. I'll get things ready, then my astral body will join you in your invisible plane."
Joan made ready and then dropped her body off at her sleeping quarters and joined Diana in the plane.
Somehow Diana knew when Joan was in the plane, before she took off for Paradise Island. Joan followed Diana after landing at the place where Hyppolyta was waiting for them.
Joan began the process of weaving her body and made it real by intoning. "So mote it be!" Instantly, Joan had successfully transported. Joan also realized that now she knew where this location was, and could recall it, to fly right to it with her astral spirit, so now she could transport there without problems.
Diana seeing her thoughts, explained," We hid the location before because we needed to be sure you were one of us, but now we are sure of it, so there is no longer a need to hide it from you."
Hyppolyta told her, “Daughter, I will do my best to get answers for you on how you can make your magic work. You have already found out that practice will help. What I don't know, I can get the answers from other sources. Diana will meet with your mother tomorrow, and arrange a time for us to meet each day so we can practice and discuss your progress."
When she was finished, Joan, still a bit in awe of Hyppolyta said, "Thank you, Hyppolyta! Guess I will have to teleport back to the Hall of Justice. I have a big day ahead of me tomorrow. See you later, goodbye!" She let loose her astral spirit, which she flew to her bed chamber at the Hall of Justice. There, she wove her body into a nightgown and invoked the transport with a "So Mote it Be!"
She immediately noticed the Teen Trouble Alert signal light was on and touched it to replay the message.
"Sorceress, I came home to find our bathroom with hose and lingerie drying all over the place. I will admit that I bypassed the queuing program to assign this to you, but I need your help. Could it be that this wanting to be a girl had nothing to do with his position as a man previously? Postulate a normal man would be male in mind soul and body, and if this were flipped to the reverse, that a soul mind and body that was female would result. That person would realize a need to stay female, but based on their situation now, but not by any previous need that was unfulfilled as a man. It looks like you did too good a job making Robin a woman, and now there are no traces of a man to go back to, even though his memories are intact. Please send help!"
Joan thought about her first Teen Trouble Alert, which it was because she had messed up. Well, one of the things she had gotten at the ceremony was a Super Friends Communicator pin, so she tapped it.
"Sorceress to Batman. I received your message"
"Batman to Sorceress, Can you help?"
"I can try. Do I still have access to your sleeping quarters?"
"Yes." Joan knew the location of Batman's sleeping quarters so she projected her astral self there and wove a body and gave it life, startling Batman. "Oops, did I forget to tell you I can teleport now?" she grinned, continuing, "I need to take another image of Robin's aura. If there are no traces of masculinity left, then you are right, and I did the transformation too well. If there is no masculinity in Robin now at all, I got it too good."
"What do we do now? I can give her a fake identity to use while she's female, like we do with some undercover work, but she needs to be convinced that it is in her best interest to go back to her male self, since she has most of her time vested in that way."
Joan continued, “There may be things we can do to tip the balance in favor of having her change back. You can speak of old times that would be difficult under the new arrangement. I can speak up and let her know the reason that she isn't feeling a tug back to male, is that I didn't leave anything left to do that. Diana can give her a feminine hygiene lesson about the monthly visits from Aunt Flo.
“This is a case where getting it absolutely right was wrong. I told her that I didn't like messing with gender, but she insisted on it anyway. We could force her back, but she would know that it was forced, as she would not feel any compulsion to go back being all male. I'll get help from my tutors and see if they can think of something else besides what we have come up with so far."
"You are doing your best, Joan and that is all that I ask. Schedule permitting, you'll speak to Robin about your mistake?"
"Yes Batman, and if not, I will send Jayna with the news. I think she trusts her. Guess I should teleport back. Good Night!" Her body slumped then faded away as it formed and took life in her quarters.
Joan lay on her bed wondering what to do about Robin the Girl Wonder, and also how to get Zan back from Earth1b2b3. Perhaps the answers could be found by praying to the Exxor Goddess whose image had started her involvement in the Super Friends. And what in the world were Marvin and Wendy doing back from MIT? They were going to have to work hard if they actually wanted to graduate at 16.
She meditated in the way the temple text from Exxor had described, hoping she might find some of the things for which she was looking.
Episode 7 ~ School Girl
Sorceress, who had made sure she was up early, was concluding her shower and necessary routine when her entrance door chimed and she called out, "Come!" First her mother came in and gave her a hug.
“Good Morning Sweetheart. Even though I let you stay over night here, I wanted to be part of your first day at school.” Said Mrs. Waterman with great cheerfulness.
Diana was there in uniform ready to go. She wondered if Diana ever took it off and giggled. Of course she did, and often. Diana spoke to her, "Your alter ego, Joan is about to become a 'person of interest' to the Super Friends. We hold guardianships for children who don't have the means otherwise to achieve their potential. There are enough who aren't Teen Super Friends, so that part doesn't compromise your secret identity."
"Why all the concern? I can take care of myself now."
"It would expose your secret identity if you had to save yourself. Your sorcery is not mature enough now to misdirect them. While you are getting settled in, one of us will be assigned on a rotating basis to be your guardian angel and you'll have access to Adult, as well as Teen Super Friends communicators."
"Who, specifically, are my guardians? Is it because there are things that Momma can’t know without endangering her to be able to make decisions in my best interest?"
"Superman and I are your Guardians. Batman wanted to, but he is finding that he needs to spend all of his spare time trying to reason with Robin."
"Ever since you invited yourself out with the Wonder Twins on Friday, we've had our legal minds at work gathering everything that you'll need for your transition in life. It’s fortunate that you can be seen as being under the Super Friends protection during your transition. All the legal points have been covered, and our physical presence will drive home the point that the school needs to be a model in accepting diversity and punishing those who are bigots."
"What will life be at school for me?"
"You'll be a normal teenaged girl without any restriction because of this. You are all girl, so none of the standards of care things apply to you... you are finished ... done. No bathroom restrictions for you. In fact, any bigots who don’t want to go in the same bathroom as you will be banished to single use restrooms, since they are the disruptive influence."
"Well … I guess I have some 'Sorceress' questions, but they can keep. I can't believe I am finally getting to go to school as Joan Ellen Waterman. Am I flying to school with you in the invisible jet?"
"Yes, Sweetie. They will expect a grand entrance,” her mom answered for Wonder Woman. “Your entrance will help spread the word that you are under the Super Friend’s protection."
After a wonderful breakfast, all brushed their teeth. Coming back, they met Superman flying in from a mission, just in time, as always. They all knew their parts, so all Joan had to do was to sit up and be pretty while the adults took care of everything.
Joan's Homeroom went well as she was introduced after handouts had been passed to each student concerning the school's new gender diversity program and the stiff penalties for bigots. She quickly made friends with several of the girls in homeroom since she was showing the great bubbly personality that had surfaced over the past weekend.
Sitting in the left rear of the class, slumping down in her seat as though humiliated because she was wearing a skirt, was Samantha Walters. In her incarnation as Theodore, Sam, as she had known him, had been a friend and next door neighbor. Sam ordinarily dressed as a boy as much as possible because that is what he was in his heart. Sam was excellent in sports, and excelled, especially in baseball. Quite possibly Sam was as much a transman as Joan had been a transwoman.
Joan now had a diagnostic tool to tell the difference between a tomboy and a transman. It all depended on the auras of the brain. She knew that she could not risk showing any of her powers, but she could use her aura sense to take an instant mental image of Sam's aura that would be saved in her photographic memory. She could look at the image later in detail and tell about Sam
Joan was glad when it was time for her study hall period. All of her classes had gone well so far. Even Gym had been fun, because she was really good at gymnastics and no one was freaked to be in the locker room with her. The tension had been released with a mass of giggles when she finally took her shower and proved to them that she was just one of the girls now.
She had gotten a translation of the worship text of the Exxorian Goddess and meditated on the text as she let loose the fetters of her mind to seek the one greater than herself. An image formed, as in a dream, and not as created by Jayna's shape shifting of the Goddess Xertoruodgutr (pronounced 'Orbit').
"Wake Child, for we must talk", spoke Xertoruodgutr as the outside world slowed to where time almost was standing still.
Joan, recognizing she was in the presence of the Goddess, curtseyed, then prostrated herself before the Goddess according to the Exxorian forms she had read about. It finally occurred to her that she was hearing and understanding a royal Exxorean dialect of their language
Xertoruodgutr took Joan's hand, saying, "Rise ,Child!" and directed Joan to a chair while she too took a seat, smoothing her gowns around her. Joan likewise found herself in a gown similar to what the Goddess was wearing, and marveled.
"Thank you for seeking me out and for adopting Exxor as your planet and culture, and even your body. You were chosen to be redeemed as the woman you are today thru the use of my image and power. What you have done since has been a wonder to behold. Your care to uphold that which is right, and learn from failure are the main reasons that I speak to you today."
"I am awestruck and amazed in your presence, Goddess," Joan said with true reverence.
"There is much that I may require of you later. For now, there are just many things to tell you. Your wisdom has led you to recognize holes in your abilities, especially as you come to the aid of the Super Friends. You have recognized your first failure. I have mitigated your second failure which you know of subconsciously and I will now reveal. In order to make the spell permanent, the present state of the auras need to be changed to their rest state. I provided a spell component in the power that translates the auras into reality, fixing the state of the auras so that no changes or unraveling to return to the original state can occur. The first transformation is not the difficulty, since you undid it back to base state. Only the one known as Robin the Girl Wonder is in danger, because she won’t allow you to undo the transformation.”
"Goddess can you help her?"
"I can help, but it the outcome would not be according to her desires, but upon my judgment. All must be considered in her judgment, body and souls."
"Goddess your judgment is true. Even upon Zan, since he should not have disrespected you."
"Child, you may ask a blessing from me"
"Thank you Goddess. I have a friend who is a boy in mind and spirit, and a girl in body who needs release. Can you help him?"
"Show me the child's aura." Joan showed the Goddess the aura of Sam that she had saved in her photographic memory. The aura confirmed the diagnosis that Sam was a transman, with a masculine mind and a feminine body."
"If the child consents, then I will judge him and send him on his destiny. Before that happens, you must speak to him of me, so that he realizes that this is real and that the outcome may not be as either he or you envision it. As a Goddess, I have access to many things that I will weigh in judging him. The one thing that I can say for sure, is that he will be whole and have the potential for happiness in the future."
"I will do my best to educate him and find out if he will consent to be judged"
"For your evening meditations, try "The Classic Rings”
"I saw that in the database, but there wasn't a translation available"
"You will find that you can communicate in all manners of Exxorean communication now. Enjoy!" The Goddess left Joan alone and her robes changed back to her school clothes as time in the outside world finally sped back to normal. Joan let a "Woo Hoo' escape, as she could not contain her glee at what had just happened.
Joan realized that she might have to wait till she arrived home after school to go next door and hang out with Sam. ‘Some kids that think it is cool to hang with a transkid. The cheerleaders have me scoped out to join their clique because I am so hot looking. Others want to hang out with me because Superman and Wonder Woman are my guardians. I’m not going to have much chance to hang out with Sam at School since he does not fit in with any of the cliques. They all just think Sam is a tomboy, and don't realize Sam is trans.’
A bit later Joan arrived home at 112 Excelsior Way following her first day at school. Superman and Wonder Woman met with Joan and Mrs. Waterman and outlined the arrangements they had made at the school to accept Joan as a fully functioning girl, which included the measures in place to combat bigotry. Finally they came to the part where her time was required for the Super Friends.
Superman began, “To protect her true identity she is going to have a job at the Hall of Justice as a specialty housekeeper, for which she will be paid double minimum wage for 3 hours a day, 6 days a week. That will cover her regular presence at the Hall of Justice, and also cover an explanation for the spending money that we planned on providing for Joan."
Wonder Woman continued," We'll be able to make some changes for school activities, but she basically needs that much time to work on her training. She has a very demanding talent, and we all want to see that she has the best chance to develop it."
Mrs. Waterman thanked them and wondered how it was all going to work out as Superman followed by Joan and Wonder Woman in the invisible jet flew toward the Hall of Justice in Metropolis.
Episode 8 ~ Genius Twins
Meanwhile, at the Hall of Justice, the Wonder Twins shared lunch with Marvin, Wendy and Wonder Dog.
"The ceremony went well last night. Sorceress really got caught up in the pomp and circumstances of the occasion," observed Marvin
"Say, Wendy, when did you and Marvin discover that you were fraternal twins? That is just so wild,” Jayna questioned
Wendy replied, "That is quite some story. We were both applying for co-ed housing on campus to save time, since we both are taking a gruesome workload. An antiquated college regulation tied to an endowment restricts blood relatives from staying in the same dorm. Some hackers on campus decided to make lemonade out of it. Using state resources beyond state of the art hacking, they are able to break into sealed birth certificates and reunite children separated at birth by adoption. We look so much alike that they assumed that we were there for the clandestine search for sibling motive, and were pleased that they got to reject Marvin’s app. for the house, while accepting me. But we got copies of our real birth certificates. Marvin is my big brother by 14 minutes."
Jayna asked, "Oh Marvin, Sorceress texted me to ask you if you might be available to do a little experiment in the simulation room this evening after she is finished with school, and the Super Friends meeting with her mother?"
"I'll make time to help her. Ask her to give me a heads up when it gets within an hour of wanting to meet me,” replied Marvin.
Jayna responded, "Thank you, Marvin. I'll text her back and let her know."
Zayna queried, "Wendy, when are you two returning to MIT?"
"Wonder Woman is going to fly us back there tonight so we can attend classes in the morning,” Wendy answered.
The Genius Twins, Wendy and Marvin, enjoyed their lunch with the Wonder Twins. Each set of twins had different business to take care of so they parted in order to arrive for their next set of tasks.
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On the way to the Hall of Justice, Sorceress tapped her communicator earring, "Sorceress calling Marvin."
"Go ahead, Sorceress."
"Can you meet me in the Simulation Room in an hour?"
"Sure thing. Sorceress, See you there. Out"
The Invisible Jet only had a short flight and was landing at the Hall of Justice as Sorceress again tapped her communicator earring. "Sorceress calling Girl Wonder. "
"Girl Wonder here. What can I do for you, Sorceress?"
"I'd like to discuss something with you if you have a few moments."
"Anything for you, sweetie. I'm in my bedroom and you still have access, come on in."
"Be right there," and she was quite literally, since she teleported from the Hanger, where the Invisible Jet had parked after landing into Robin's room. She found her in lingerie covered by a short robe, meditating in lotus position .
Sorceress spoke softly and sweetly, "Can we talk?"
Robin came out of her meditation and looked at Sorceress, "That was fast!"
"I can teleport now."
"Smart Girl."
"I'm trying."
"Robin, Sweetie", Sorceress took Robin's hands in hers, "I let you down. I messed up by not leaving you something so you could feel your old life was worthwhile. I'm sure being totally female is a big rush because it is different, and eventually things will get to be second nature, including periods and all the rest."
Robin replied, "Darling, you are a super heroine, not a Goddess! I don't want to go oops, but you do. No one really was hurt by Dick Grayson mysteriously disappearing, which is why I was a good choice to be Robin. Bats and I will construct … Heck, if I know Bats, he's already covered me with a complete female alter ego. I know that I don't have the pull that I should have back to my original male side. I can accept that what you did changed me so that I am not the same person that I was before, and in hanging on to this life I send another aspect of myself to the oblivion
Sorceress continued, "There's more sweetie. The method I used to change you wasn't proven, and it was only my first time trying it with anyone. I guess success depends on how good a weaver that I am, but my method required changing and repositioning and reshaping color and texturing the mini elements of your aura to match a set pattern. For your transformation specifically, changing every single male part of your aura into female, took a little creativity, because the female auras are more shaped and textured than their male counterparts. I don't know how long it will last, but eventually something is going to snap back to its original shape, place, texture, or color, When that happens painful physical changes will happen as your body reverts to a more male state. If you wait to let things revert over time, my method of changing you may not be available any more."
"You know that I am scared to change this, that I will lose feeling this way. That what you did was either a one in a million fluke, or else the old me may withhold this life from me."
"Robin, even the old you has got to be moved by the way you plead your case. We could record a plea from you to return you to this form, along with a chronology of events we can get from the Hall of Justice visual records. You and I know what we are talking about in private quarters, so we could reenact that. The best way for the life you desire to be granted, is for him to submit himself for judgment to the Exxorean Goddess. She promises two things, which are that you will be whole, and that you will have a chance at happiness some time in the future. Most often she leaves those who are trans in their native universe and those who aren't trans, swapped with their opposite in a parallel universe."
"That's a lot to think about Sorceress. I'll begin recording my appeal to the old me to make us female."
"See you later, Girl Wonder" Sorceress teleported to the Simulation Room.
The room intoned, "Magical energy release detected, factor 7"
The room's voice startled Marvin who was waiting there for Sorceress. Marvin turned around, finding himself looking into the eyes of the sorceress, courtesy of the 6 inch heeled boots she was wearing.
"Hello, Marvin. Thank you for helping me with this experiment."
"Hi, Sorceress, Wendy will be along in a bit. She wanted to be in on it but she had a bit of a bother to take care of in the restroom. My sister says she hates those visits by Aunt Flo."
"That's okay, Marvin, I'm a shape shifter and the process tends to get me really involved in all the details of the person I am either shifting to or from. It was all a lark when I shape shifted Robin to female. We had an excuse at the time, which isn't important now. When I changed Robin to female it was to pure female. I have come to find out later that I should have changed him to be a transman, so that when his need to be a girl was done, he would want to change back to being a guy. What I want to do is to get a statement from you saying you want to change back, and then change you to a woman without altering your male mind, to see if that is what I should have done with Robin to get her to change back"
"Sounds like a great idea. I'll go along with it in the name of science."
"OK I'll call Jayna and Zayna who were working on the legal stuff and the video tape for her." She tapped her communicator earring and signaled the Wonder Twins to come in.
The Wonder Twins, Jayna and Zayna brought in some documents for Marvin to sign and then videotaped him directing that he be put back in his body. That done, everything was ready for the transformation.
Sorceress called down the power, which engulfed Marvin leaving him looking very much like Wendy. The new girl christened herself Mindy as the Room interrupted, " Magical Energy Release factor 7 detected"
"How do you feel?" the Sorceress asked.
Mindy responded with a bright cheery, "I feel okay."
Somehow Jayna was more tuned in to the situation than Joan was. " Mindy, Is your sister on her period? How heavy are they usually?"
Mindy nodded, then said, "Her periods are usually heavy, That doesn't say anything about me, does it?"
Jayna replied," I hate to break it to you, but females in the same house tend to have periods at the same time, especially Identical twins like you are now. Right Zayna?"
Zayna nodded her agreement. "Where is the nearest restroom? We need to get Mindy some where she can be comfortable when this catches up to her?"
Sorceress replied, "It’s about to be right here, Watch me work!" She summoned a building into existence "So Mote it Be!" And there before them was a ladies restroom fully stocked as though it were a copy of a facility placed at a resort for the use of their members. It had a sitting area and with couch and chairs stalls and showers. It had a fully stocked linen closet as well as clothing in various sizes, in case someone was caught wearing white when she should not be. The room intoned, "Magical energy release at factor 10 detected"
"Let’s get her into the sitting room. I have the restroom connected up to the Hall of Justice's utilities, so everything should be functional," the Sorceress observed. The girls helped Mindy into the lounge, where Sorceress checked to see how Mindy was doing by looking at her aura. She was amazed to see parts of her aura that she had left blue on purpose, turning pink, and could only conclude it was the period having that effect on her. She also discovered that while the period was in progress, she could not effect another transformation.
Joan sensed that Wendy was on the way, so she wanted to go out and catch her to talk to her before she went to Mindy's side. "Jayna and Zayna, please keep her comfortable.”
"Mindy, I'm sorry but your period has already started and I can't change you back till it has run its course. I'm going to explain what has happened to you to Wendy before she gets here. I'll be back soon."
Sorceress went out to intercept Wendy before she arrived at the lounge. stopping her, she explained, " I can't change her back till after she gets thru with her period. She, being your twin sister Mindy, formerly your fraternal brother Marvin. I can do a house call at MIT to change her back, if she can function like Mindy at MIT."
"Mindy is already known on the MIT campus so there is no problem. We came up with some cloaking shields that alter the perceptions, so that they feel like they are interacting with either Marvin or me. Well we had to help and trade and discovered that they still worked. Mindy got caught making a date for me when I was in the room, so we explained that Mindy was my twin sister and Mindy got pranked herself, because she had to keep the date that she had made for me. She'll keep the Marvin cloak ready in case Marvin might be asked to 'turn off the cloak' and be Marvin for a while."
"I can teleport now, so there won't be any trouble going to MIT in the evening after school to change her back. Once her period is over, please call me and I will be over as soon as I can."
"That will work out fine. Maybe you can come to MIT with Wonder Woman and me tonight, and we can pick out a nice safe place for you to teleport to when we need you. There is one thing that bothers me. I understand that you are brand new to your powers and making mistakes are a natural part of doing. But girl, how could you not realize that the day of my period was not the best time to be turning my brother into my sister?"
"I've only been a girl physically for 5 days. Before that I was only a girl mentally, and I haven't had a period yet."
Wendy opened her eyes wide at that revelation, "Girl, I am with you on that.”
“Wow! all the things about magic that I have read is that a menstruating female is much more powerful magically than her little girl counterpart. I heard on my comm. the room telling you that last magical thing you did was 10 power. Watch out, World, Sorceress has arrived!"
"Don’t say that. That scares me to death, just thinking about it!"
"No need, Joan. The Super Friends will see you thru it and you'll be a better person for sticking with it. They were wonderful in helping us to find our niche and making it happen. Who knows where we will end up when we finish MIT even if we are both the geniuses they think we are. Hey, super heroes need engineers too! The important thing is that we’ve found our place in the world. Our super power ended up being our genius and we will find a place so our superpower will shine.”
“If you keep the faith, then your place to shine may be as Sorceress as part of the adult Super Friends. Just find a place where your unique super powers will shine. If you are not making mistakes at this point, then you would be stagnant and not testing the boundaries of what you know. In time you will be able to do it more intelligently but if we don't grow then we die."
"Bless you Wendy! You are truly a saint!"
"Fair warning. I can be bitchy during my period, so please accept my apologies in advance for any transgression in the next few days. I'm better after taking my Midol."
"Let me take you to your sister in the lounge. I believe there is a whole drawer full of Midol in there so you can help yourself." Sorceress led Wendy to her sister Mindy in the lounge. She noticed that Mindy had changed clothes and she appeared to be resting more comfortably.
"Hi sis, are you doing OK?"
"I am, Wendy. Jayna and Zayna have been really helpful and this lounge literally has everything that I needed to be comfortable. Question is am I having the same period as you are now or is this a first period ?"
"Either way works out to be the same, Three days. Sorceress can you help me get Mindy to our sleeping quarters? We need to pack, and Mindy is gonna need outfits that fit her for 3 days, plus a few more for accidents, just in case. Guess what Mindy! You get to be my twin sister for real for 3 days. If Marvin has to put in an appearance then you will have to use your cloaking shield."
"I can convert a few outfits to female wear for her. They will stay that way permanently unless I do something later to convert them back. The outfit she is wearing when I change her back will adapt to male wear. Once you clear me for your quarters, I can teleport the three of us over there."
Wendy had the computer eating out of her hand and the permission was quickly set. Once she was finished, Sorceress took Mindy's arm in her right arm and Wendy's arm in her left arm and uttered, "So mote it be!" Instantly, the three of them found themselves in Mindy's bedroom. Sorceress started packing a suit case for Mindy by first, converting an article and then folding it nicely and placing it inside while Wendy and Mindy looked on, amazed. Mindy added the bag full of supplies from the lounge to the suitcase. Finally there were no more items that could be converted to items that she needed.
"Mindy you are good for clothes but you are going to need some incidentals. Wendy, do you think you could take your sister to the commissary to fill in the gaps? I'm going to go clean up the mess I left in the simulation room"
Wendy replied, "Sure thing, Sorceress! I am so glad that Diana got them to install this one since she was used to having one available during the time she served in the military. Ordinarily a store like this would not work on the honor system, but these are the Super Friends!" Wendy escorted Mindy out the door and down the hallway while Sorceress teleported back to the Simulation room.
Joan found the Wonder Twins waiting outside the lounge for her.
Jayna asked, "How is Mindy?"
Joan replied, "She's doing OK. Poor girl! What a way to spend your first day as a female! Wendy is filling in what I couldn't from Marvin's male belongings at the commissary and then they are off to MIT. I'm going to hitch a ride so I can pick out a good place to teleport to when Mindy's period finishes, so I can change her back. Mindy does want to change back, even though her period is making some mental things feminine. What's being overwritten has to do with dealing with her female body, whereas the gender identity is also in the brain. But that seems to be separate, except that if she's comfortable with every aspect of her physical femaleness, then that might overwrite her gender identity or not allow it to function in the same way. Gender seemed simple, pink and blue auras, but it is way too complicated in reality. Well I came here to clean up, so I guess I should do it."
Sorceress summoned the energy and return to nothing, the lounge she had created, having first sealed off all of the utilities that she had borrowed. "So mote it be!" Sorceress cried with arms outstretched over the building and it ceased to exist. The Room intoned, "Magical Energy Release at factor 10 detected!"
She was about to find a place to catch her breath when Wonder Woman addressed her over the Super Friends Communicator. "Sorceress, you need to get that cutie patootie up to the hanger area if you want to catch that ride with me to MIT"
Sorceress tapped her communicator and replied, "Understood Clearly, Ma'am!" Turning, she addressed the Wonder Twins, "Got to run! See you girls soon, Bye" With that, she teleported to the Hanger deck with a "So mote it be!" Everyone else had already taken their places in the invisible jet. Joan entered thru the doorway, secured it and belted herself into the seat beside Mindy.
"Mindy, I am so sorry that I got you into this. If it is any consolation, this experiment has really taught me a lot."
"It's OK Joan, It’s not the most pleasant thing that I have experienced but I count myself wiser for every new thing that I have tried. I’ll try not to feel too sorry for myself, since I know that I have a way out, unlike most girls who are stuck with their bodies."
Very soon, Wonder Woman touched down at the campus airport. Diana returned to the Hall of Justice while Joan helped the Genius Twins with their luggage as they made their way back to their apartment on campus. Since only the 2 of them shared it , they was decided that this was the best place to teleport in and out of MIT. Joan made the image of the teleport area and committed it to memory as usual, then bid them good bye and teleported back to her room in the Hall of Justice. She located Jayna and Zayna in the simulator room and teleported back to be with them.
“Hi, Zayna Have you read the passage in the evening meditations about surrendering your power before the Goddess and listen for her voice?"
"Yes, I have! Hey! Wait a second. That hasn't been translated. How could you have read it?"
"I discovered that I have the gift to translate Exxorean communications. Would you like to try it? How about you too, Jayna?"
Jayna screamed at the top of her lungs, "The Exxorian Goddess is dead! She’s just a myth, now. She let my sister Vylylia die! She’s a fake!" Jayna ran off weeping uncontrollably. She ended up with her large sobs being slightly muffled because she buried her face in her pillow as she had collapsed on her bed after locking herself in her room.
"I'd love to try it Joan, You'll have to shape shift to be a twin, for us to use the twin powers."
Joan shape shifted with a "So mote it be!" becoming a copy of Zayna. Touching finger tips, they joined together in chorus, "Wonder Twin Powers Activate!" Both of them were caught in the energy that swelled inside them and all around them. Joan tuned all her thoughts toward listening for the Voice of the Goddess to seek Her will for her life. All around her became a feast of sound, which she identified as music originating on Exxor. Out of the midst of it came a still small voice clearly speaking to her, just as had occurred in her meditation at lunch.
"Little One, I am so pleased with you, my child. You have sought my will and I will charge you with a task. I wish you to become a student of the ways of Exxor and of my ways. You must learn at least enough so you can decide if my task is something that you wish to do before you learn enough to be able to do so. You present yourself before me as one of my people, adopted into the whole by the very power that restored balance to your life. Little One, you are tired from such a long day. Take your rest, and I will complete for you the tasks to put you back where you belong in the world. Sweet dreams, little one.
For Joan, it seemed that she lapsed into a wonderful sleep provided by the Goddess. Zayna, not receiving the Goddess's voice, brought herself out of it with a "Wonder Twins powers deactivated." Joan looked on with glassy eyes as though she wasn't really there, which had Zayna concerned, until Joan took a seat and made a hand motion as though she would gather her strength for a moment before transforming back to being human. Zayna excused herself and went up to her quarters. The room recorded Joan transforming back to human and teleporting away from the Hall of Justice.
At 3 AM Joan awoke very refreshed, to the chirp of the teen trouble alert, so she triggered it to play its message.
"Sorceress your assistance is required by Wendy Cleaver at coordinates 7.255.1.85.48. 'I really miss my bratty brother, and this new sister of mine is driving me up the walls, what with her whining over a little thing like her period. Please send help!'"
Sorceress tapped her teen communicator earring. "Sorceress to Wendy. Responding to message."
Wendy was startled and looked at the clock,"3 AM, goodness I was rude. I was being bitchy as advertised. Please forgive the call. I guess I really needed someone to talk to, and sis isn't making much sense."
"Call anytime, Even if I am my alter ego, I'll find a way to get back to you soon. I'm sorry you are having it tough, especially since you are uncomfortable too."
"We'll find a way to make it thru till you can do something about it. But I reserve the right to apologize in advance for a few more bitchy calls between now and then."
"Okay girlfriend ... I'm thinking of you and your sis. I'll help as soon as I can."
"That's all I can ask, Wendy Out"
"Night, Sorceress Out!"
Episode 9 ~ Exxor Emissary
Joan set her alarm when she had been up at 3 AM tending to the Teen Trouble Alert and it was going off now. Joan rose cheerfully, humming a sweet tune from Exxor that she had discovered that had a connection to the Goddess. She bathed and dressed herself, then went to the kitchen and fixed a small breakfast. She wanted the extra time in the morning so she could meditate on the things of Exxor. She was thrilled to have actually talked with the Goddess yesterday. The rest she had received after placing herself at the disposal of the Goddess had been sweet and peaceful. She didn't even remember turning back to human form and teleporting to her bed here at Mother's home but she had managed it some how was clear.
Her soul burst into song as she meditated on the passage. She could not remember anything else that she had immersed herself in as much as she was doing with all things Exxor these days.
She turned back towards the empty chair that her mother most often sat in to find the Goddess sitting in regal splendor sitting with her. When she made reverence to the Goddess in the Exxorean manner, The Goddess smiled at her, “Rise, Child!"
Joan smiled and returned to her seat, "I feel so unworthy to be in your presence'
The Goddess took her hand and looked into her eyes, " I have sanctified you by seeking to commune with you. What I have cleansed, no one in the universe should call unclean. I made you; sweetie and I don't make trash!'
"Thank you, Ma’am", Joan cried tears of joy as she smiled," I will remember that!"
"Little one, I wanted to make sure you realized the seriousness of what you did last night. That remarkable act of reverence that you performed is also a request that you enter into the service of the Goddess. It is done as a lifelong commitment."
"Goddess, I did not know it with my mind, or else I would have told Jayna, but I have felt it in my heart. I owe you my existence, Goddess, and you have blessed me with many gifts. I have never felt happier than since I have come to embrace your meditations and teachings, and the culture of your people. I gladly submit myself as your handmaid for what ever task you might require of me."
"I know that you have taken an oath to serve the Super Friends as well, and this is pleasing in my sight. The service I require of you is not exclusive, however if for a time I need you in that manner, The Super Friends will allow you time off to practice your religion, and that will be sufficient"
"That is encouraging to hear, My Lady. All that I pledged to do last night I stand ready to honor my commitment"
"Rise before me, Child, and receive my judgment." Joan rose before the Goddess standing before her.
"Little One, In as much as you have shown your devotion to me and bid me let you enter into my service; I commission you my Emissary to the people of planet Earth. You may be seated, child." She took her seat as Joan took hers again.
"I must be honest and let you know that since time is nonlinear for me, I am still in the moment for the judgment of Theodore. I let you become Joan out of compassion for your life challenge, and I gave you help to be the best Joan that you could be. Yet I have taken no action concerning your irreverence to my image. The greater action should be taken concerning the person who tempted you to act in that manner."
"I recognize I was irreverent, Goddess. Your judgments are true."
"In your ceremonial duties as Emissary, you will be in Exxorean form. The gift that I will be giving you is that both your human and Exxorean forms will be base forms, neither a transform of the other. You will have a special way to switch between these two forms that will not tap into your resources as a Sorceress."
"My child, the blessing I have for you is the judgment I have for others. Jayna and Zayna’s third fraternal teen sister, Vylylia, was my priestess. Once she died, her soul was gone; there was no way to restore her to life. However, If you choose to do so, as an Exxorean, you will be the image of, and able to access her memories while meditating. You will also gain the abilities Vylylia had. Wearing Vylylia's form will allow you to participate as a Wonder Triplet. Everything about you will be almost exactly as they remember their sister. Even many of her unconscious memories will govern you while you are in her form. Take care of their pain, and wear her image well, so that her life is remembered and glorified. "
"It will be done to be even as you have said, Goddess. Your judgments are true.”
"Little One, your friend will see the error of her way and know that this comes from me, instead of you. Weeping may endure for the night, but joy comes in the morning. You will have access to her memory as well, so you may enquire the things I have not yet revealed. To become Exxorean, touch your palms together and say Vylylia. To become human, touch your palms together and say either Sorceress, or Joan Waterman, and it shall happen. I now take my leave of you. Be well, Child!" The Goddess vanished.
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Joan began wondering what kind of excuse she was going to have to arrange to stay out of school to see about this. She decided that there was the straight forward religious observance, only it didn't sound prudent to explain about the Exxorean Goddess. Fortunately she went straight to the answer woman herself, her momma. When she knocked on the door of momma's room to ask her to help, Momma told her, "Come on in and get under the covers."
Joan gladly did as she was instructed. It was a special treat to be in Momma's room. "Did you see?" Momma asked her.
"See what Momma?”
“Did you check your panties?" Joan had not checked her panties, but she hopped out of bed to go to the bathroom. When she pulled down her panties she found they were spotted, but not too bad yet, so she put in a panty liner and came back to bed. "Momma, they are spotted, am I about to get my period?"
"Yes Sweetheart. Welcome to womanhood!"
"Momma, Do I have to go to school today?"
"A girl should not have to go to school on her first period. You can stay out, if you promise me that you won't spend all your time playing hooky at the Hall of Justice. OK Sweetie?"
"Sure Momma I will come back for some momma daughter time. I want to pamper you, too, since you are in the same boat. It's funny, all the things that I missed before that were right in front of me."
"That's OK sweetie. Past is past, but I'm glad you are my daughter now."
"I'll try to be back soon... I got some Super Friends business dropped in my lap this morning. There sooner I pass it on to that in charge; the sooner I get to pretend that it doesn't exist, since others will handle it."
"Bye Sweetie." Joan disappeared with a "So Mote It be!"
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Sorceress, materialized in her sleeping quarters at the Hall of Justice, had a shower and took care of today's other essentials, including a tampon and a pad before got dressed. Then she tapped on her Super Friends communicator earring.
"Sorceress to Wonder Woman, Urgent news. Can we meet?"
"Wonder Woman Here. Meet you in the cafeteria in 5. OK sweetie?
"Wonderful. See you there! Sorceress Out"
"Wonder Woman Out"
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Sorceress and Wonder Woman got their breakfast and found a table to sit together. Sorceress explained what had happened during her meeting with the Exxorean Goddess and explained the perception by the Goddess that using her image in the manner that Jayna had was displeasing to her, and kissing the image unbidden by the actual Goddess, was disrespectful by Theodore and Zan. The Goddess had not touched on the later use of the Goddess image to exile Jason Santini, with the Super Friends requesting that action..
"Wonder Woman, Goddess knows I have made more than my share of mistakes when it comes to exploring the parameters of my power. You know about the disaster I had with Mindy last night, and the situation I placed Robin in."
"I understand your concerns, and that you do not speak for retribution, but enlightenment. Go ahead, Sorceress"
"Jayna erred both strategically and morally when she took on the form of the Goddess without seeking permission to do so. The act of animating the Goddess's form without her permission was disrespectful, and using that animation to entice others to be disrespectful was also disrespectful."
"I take it that the Goddess has elected now to invoke judgment for the disrespect involved in your transformation?"
"It is perplexing that it comes after the Goddess and I have communed, but perhaps that mitigated my judgment. I seem not to have the worst part. The Wonder Twins at one time were the Wonder Triplets. Zan and Jayna had a sister their age who was a priestess of the Goddess whose image Jayna assumed. She, Vylylia, was serving in the temple, which was one of the first targets wiped out in the barrage against Exxor that made everyone refugees. The Goddess would like to have saved her but she could not preserve anything but her own image because even she can not restore someone from death. The Goddess has asked me to be her emissary to Earth. My blessing and sorrow, is that in giving me the gift of invoking Exxorean form independent of my power, the image I become is Vylylia. Even though I will have her memories, the sentience inhabiting her form is mine, and not hers. I fear that state is to be an allegory to both Jayna and her sister to have their sister back yet it only is an image. I have yet to reveal this to Jayna and Zayna and I hoped you could be present to help in the aftermath."
She looked up to Diana and smiled hopefully "Diana, I need you!”
"Sure, Sweetie, I'll help. Hopefully once the shock and lessons are dealt with, and then you all will enjoy the gift of being actual sisters that the Goddess has given you and not just creations of shape shifting."
Wonder Woman and Sorceress located the Wonder Twins, arranging to meet with them in the Simulation Room.
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"Wonder Woman's presence had so uplifted Sorceress that she was very upbeat instead of fearful as she had been first telling the story.
"Greetings Jayna, Greetings Zayna. Guess What! I'm having my first period today! Momma let me play hooky on condition that I don't spend all my time at the Hall of Justice today. When I come back she's gonna play hooky from work and we’ll have some Momma daughter time. Our periods are the same, so that's why she guessed that I was getting mine today."
Jayna and Zayna gave Joan a hug, telling her, "Welcome to womanhood!"
Joan began, "Thanks, girls. I have some more news that isn't so wonderful, but it concerns you two, so I need to tell you." She gave each of their hands a squeeze and looked with compassion in her eyes which indicated everything would be all right. "I don't think its any secret that I have been trying to find out more about the Exxorean Goddess whose image was worn by Jayna when I was given my new life. I wanted to express my thanks to her and her power and judgment for giving me my new life. I succeeded in that. I was visited in realistic dreams where she and I talked. And then last night when we were powered up with Triplet power, She actually spoke to me. She has selected me for a task and she wished me to be able to knowingly and willingly accept it."
Jayna realized, "You are taking a different tack on learning about the Goddess. I have been trying to learn more about her image so that I could fully use her inherent power. You have been trying to know the Goddess herself. I thought that she was a myth and her image and powers the creation of myth. I have been very disrespectful, and full of pride in my accomplishment for yielding so vast a power, even though I was clueless on how to really control it."
"What's done is done now, Jayna. All we can do is accept the judgment all three of us have earned for our conduct. As part of the task I have been given, I have been given the power to change into the image of an Exxorean priestess, independent from my own shape shifting power. The task that I have been given by the Goddess is Exxor Emissary to Earth and the priestess whose image I take on, is Vylylia, your dead sister."
Zayna was brave, so she asked, "Can we see her now? Even though it will be you instead of her ... well, I never got to tell her goodbye."
"Sure, Zayna, I can do that and I want to be respectful of your sister's memory. If I do something unthinkingly that is out of character, correct me, and I will do my best to learn to bring honor to her memory."
"I want to see her too, Joan. Thank you for helping us. We'll find a way to get thru things the way they are now.”
Joan looked to Diana, who gave her assent with a nod. Joan pressed her palms together and said softly, "Vylylia". In her place was a shorter and slightly more Elfin featured teen girl, who was unmistakably Jayna and Zayna's sister. She was wearing her priestess gowns and looked very much like the girls remembered her."
"Hi Glivney! Hi Tomu! It's me!"
"Joan? You have Vylylia's memories too?"
"It's Joan in here too. A bit too much for now? Try again later?"
The Wonder Twins agreed, "Too much for right now, but we’re looking forward to doing it again soon."
Vylylia pressed her palms together, saying, "Sorceress," and returned to her human form.
Jayna told her, "It's been too long since I was called Glivney, seems right somehow. After the shock has worn off then maybe we can finally work thru our grief. We didn't get a chance to say goodbye or even to bury her body. We'll find a way to cope with the situation after that, and perhaps even thrive. Go ahead and spend that mother daughter day you have waited for, for so long, because Zayna and I will be fine."
When Diana nodded her assent as well, Sorceress said, "So mote it be!"
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Joan found herself in her bed at home and was about to go off when she received the alert bleep of the Teen Trouble Alert going off.
"Sorceress your assistance is required by teen Gladys Cravats at coordinates 85.48.1.7.255.’There is a boy pretending to be a girl at my school who is allowed to mix with us normal people just because she was seen with Superman, once who is freaking me out with her cult meditations instead of using the King James Bible. Please send help!'" {Message 19283746}
Joan smiled and thought she finally had a slam dunk because that is the way she had been told to handle it. First she patched into the Trouble Alert Computer, "Accept Voiceprint, Sorceress!"
"Voice print accepted, Limited Command Functions Available"
"Transfer Teen Trouble Alert message 19283746 to Trouble Alert Queue!"
"Input Reason"
“Secret Identity Protection"
"Message Transfer completed"
"End Command Function Session”
"Sorceress logged out of Limited Command Function"
"Sorceress Out" She felt quite pleased with herself. She reasoned that she had made yet another error by enjoying her music so much that she’d been a bit louder than was needed. She'd need to rearrange her schedule so she could do Exxorean things when she was wearing Exxorean form. She was glad that she had protection from the bigots, and that on the whole, her time at school was pleasant.
Once everything was taken care of, she called her mother on her mother's phone so that she could have the Mother and Daughter time. Not everything had been solved, and not all the problems were her doing, but she had faith in the Goddess that all would come out in the end. What felt even more special was that she felt so mothered, from the Goddess, from Diana, and from Momma? A girl really needs all the mothering she can get.
Episode 10 ~ Daughter's Dilemma
Momma surprised her early in the morning, telling Joan she was to have another half day out of school. Wonder Woman had called concerning Gladys, and their feeling was that the situation would go a lot smoother if Joan were not present, in case the media was involved. Joan would start school today, at the lunch period.
Momma called over at Joan's request and asked if she could come over and have breakfast with Samantha Walters before she went to school. She agreed, so Joan bathed and got ready for school, picked up her books and went next door. Mrs. Walters opened the door and told Joan to go ahead up to Samantha's room, because she was still getting ready for school. When Joan knocked on the door, Sam answered it. "Hi Joan! Why did Momma let you come up to my room?”
“Because right now, Sam my man, They think we are both girls. And we are both girls in body, though we both know you are a boy at heart. And since my miracle, I'm a girl in body and mind, too."
"Oh Wow, Joan, really?"
"Really really. I've come to explain to you how I managed to have my miracle and see if you want one of your own."
"Then I'd be a boy for real and everything?"
"Yeah, so real no expert in the world could tell you were any different from an ordinary boy, but there is a catch.”
“What's the catch?”
“First, you have to trust a Goddess from the planet Exxor named Xertoruodgutr,” (she pronounced it 'Orbit'), “who will judge what needs to happen to you to make you whole and have the best chance of happiness. Second, you must accept the Goddess's judgment, because it is irrevocable. Third, it’s possible it may involve a change of universe for your female self to be replaced from that universe by your male self for all of your life, without your female self ever being able to come back, or else it may be that you are changed and stay in this universe as a male. You may have a secondary effect that helps you adjust to life as a male. In being judged, you may be offered a kiss by the Goddess. Enter into this chaste kiss in the most respectful means available, or penalties might be assessed for disrespect to the Goddess."
"Do you have any questions?"
"Can I ask my mother about this?"
"It might be better if you asked a general question, rather one specifically about accepting this offer. If you are locked up in an insane asylum, it would be hard to take care of your situation should you desire it."
"When should I give you my answer?"
"Meet me at lunch, so I can try to set it up for tonight if you want to do it."
"I'll be there, Joan. Thanks so much for thinking of me." The excitement showed on Sam's face as he wondered how to break it to his mother. When Sam was finished getting ready, he picked up his books and carried them on his hip, boy style, while Joan picked up her books and gathered them to her bosom, girl style as they both went down to the breakfast table.
Mrs. Walters had both Sam's and Joan's favorite cereals lay out on the table. Joan ate hurriedly, finished, then excused herself to go to the bathroom.
That gave Mother and daughter Walters a chance to talk. "Momma, you said I could tell you anything, and it would be OK?"
“Yes Samantha, you are my daughter and I love you. Nothing can change that."
"Momma, what if I told you that I have been hiding that I am a boy inside, but I can’t lie about who I am. Is it OK for me to be your son instead of your daughter?"
"Yes I will love you just as much if you are my son rather than my daughter. Has it been awful for you, being thought a daughter instead of a son?"
"If I could stay on your side, I would Mother. You know me, Mother better than anyone else and since we are not keeping quiet about it anymore, do you feel that I am a boy or a girl?"
“Despite the physical evidence, dear, somehow I’ve always felt you were a boy. my dear one. From when you were in the womb, and from the minute you were born, you always have been a boy. Your name would have been Samuel if we had acted correctly and raised you as a boy, would you like to be Samuel now, Sam for short?”
"Yes Mother, I will be Sam!"
"We'll have to get you looked at by the doctors, Sam. I don't know what they do in cases like this but we will find out together."
It got so quiet in the house they heard Joan calling for help in the bathroom upstairs. About the only words that Mrs. Walters made out was 'girl problems', Sam,” She smiled, "It would be inappropriate for you, as a boy, to enter a woman's bathroom to check on Joan. I'll go up and see what the matter is."
Joan had not taken all the precautions that she should have, and had a mess in the bathroom. Mrs. Walters showed Joan where the supplies for dealing with that kind of situation were, and then went downstairs to use the telephone.
"Mrs. Waterman, Could you bring a change of clothes over here? The poor dear's time, and she had a failure. Her clothes are soiled." When she got off the phone, she called up to Joan, “Your mother is coming over with a change of clothes."
Joan was very relieved and called thru the door, "Thank you Mrs. Walters." Joan's mother was let in the house and directed to the bathroom where Joan was waiting to get the change of clothes.
Finally the four of them gathered in the kitchen. "I am glad that everything has worked out," continued Joan's Mother, "I'm going to keep Joan out for a half day to make sure she is OK, but she'll be at school in time for lunch."
Both Samantha and Mrs. Walters bid them goodbye, as Samantha had to leave, herself to go to school.
Once home, Joan thanked her mother for the rescue and went to her bedroom. She felt that she owed it to the Goddess to give her an update, rather than dump everything, once Sam made his decision. From the reaction that Sam had received from his mother, even though Sam knew that becoming her son would disappoint her mother, her duty to her would be to be her best, especially if that meant becoming her son. It was quite a dilemma for a daughter. Joan was lucky, because solving her dilemma had involved becoming Momma' daughter.
The next thing to do would be her morning meditations. She decided to do them as Vylylia. Joan could consult her memory to learn the things she needed to know. It was fortunate that the knowledge would be immediately accessible in performing her duties in Exxorean form. Joan placed her palms together, whispering, 'Vylylia'. She transformed into one of the Wonder Triplets, wearing her temple robes. She wondered about Exxorean clothing. The Wonder Twins costume had elements of Exxorean Style and the heraldry of their family, but it was mostly a customized Super friend’s costume.
She reached into her mind and found the robes of the Emissary. They were very much like the priestess robes. Joan guessed that it was little wonder that the priestess and Emissary robes were similar since it was the Goddess's right to have someone of her own gender represent her. Images of other clothing went thru her head. The gowns that the Goddess had worn to distinguish the reality from the image that Jayna had summoned were the regal robes which represented her supreme place in the universe.
As to the matching robes, it would be folly for anyone to wear the robes unless the Goddess herself dressed her in them. You see, the robes consist of multiple separate pieces of unique fabrics that have not been sewn together. If the goddess does not imbue the wearer of the robes with some of her power, the separate pieces will fall apart. In the Exxorian archives, only one usurper ever tried. As a result, she was remembered as a laughingstock. Even now, with all Exxorians in exile, one only has to speak her name to make everyone laugh.
They were reserved for the mortal or mortals that the Goddess had selected as her daughters. There was no doubt when those were the robes that the Goddess dressed her in. She did not pretend to understand but she knew that it was intended she should realize now how highly favored she was. Perhaps the Goddess, who had been so open on many things, would be open on this one too. Joan was biased about the regal gowns since she had worn them too, but she liked them better than the judicial robes that the image of the Goddess had worn when Jayna invoked her.
Joan, now looking like Vylylia, turned to concentrate on her meditation and became completely one with the experience, so that time seemed to stand still as she tried to absorb all that Vylylia had learned from the Goddess.
"Wake, Little One!" Goddess to Vylylia. “You have questions, and things to tell me. This is the time to do that.”
Joan/Vylylia began to stand to make reverence to the Goddess but was stopped. "Sweetheart, I am glad you are following the old forms, and for the ceremonies in public there is still a place for it, but not between a queen and her princess. Both are regal, yet the bond of family is greater than the bonds of nobility. When I placed those robes on you for the first time you became my daughter, and that will never change. I love you, daughter!”
“I love you, Mother!" Joan looked pleading as she asked and touched her mother on the arm, "How? … Why?”
“The how is that this is the way the power has been passed down, from mother to daughter, from the dawn of time. Actual heredity, even in a noble race as ours, is not enough to determine if one handle such vast powers. It became far easier to use our powers to pick our own successor, and then make them into our blood relative. When the time is right, the passing of powers is an act of will, both of the one who gives, and the one who receives. In the form you are in right now, my daughter, you are of my blood line, so the power transfer will work. As to the why, I picked you, an Earthling who had only just been set free a few days ago to be my daughter.
“You came in on the middle of things. It was you who caught on to the irreverence first. Even the Super Friends were more concerned with what the image power would do for them. I encouraged your innate human powers to come out so that I could see how you handled having some real power. You messed up a bit, but you learned from it, and you were very moralistic when you considered the consequences of your actions. You figured out how you’d messed up, and tried to do better.
“You also took up the culture and religion of a planet not your own so you could understand. You transferred your own spiritual values, and respected me in the same way. I especially liked it when you said my judgments were true, and repeated it. It sounded like a ' Right on, Sister!' to me. You have been seeking my wisdom, guidance, and help. What more could I ask from my protégé'?”
“When?”
“Not soon ... I have much to teach you daughter, dear, and I am in no hurry to leave this life."
Joan/Vylylia heaved as sigh of relief, then buried her face in her mother's shoulder and began to cry herself out.
"There, there now, dear one" The Goddess stroked her daughter's hair as she comforted her. "I'm not dying. There will be a long time for us to enjoy our life together. I wanted to not miss any more time than I already had with you sweetheart."
Time passed slowly in the outside world, but enough had passed between the Goddess and her new daughter that she was able to compose herself and again discourse with her new mother.
"Mother … I like calling you Mother. Mother, I did as you asked and explained to Sam about your judgment. He asked his mother about being changed and her mother said that she would love her child no matter what. Sam is going to tell me his decision about asking you to judge him at lunch today. If it is yes, when might you be able to help him?"
"Sweetheart, we can do it today. It will be part of your training as my daughter. I want you to be with me as I judge him. Don't worry. Unlike joining with an image, joining with me will be just like this conversation. You'll be able to understand everything from my point of view and I can describe some of the things that are happening."
"Thank you, Mother! Thank you for helping me, and being good to me, and most of all, for being my mother"
Suddenly Jayna came to mind and that opened up a whole lot of uncertainty. "What about Jayna, Mother?"
The Goddess smiled and patted her hand, "If Jayna shows she is worthy, then I may have another daughter, and you will have another sister. Let's take things one day at a time and the rest will follow."
Joan/Vylylia smiled, very satisfied with her Mother Goddess's answer.
"I depart as you continue your day! And Daughter, Blessed be!”
“Thank you, Mother" The Goddess her mother, vanished as time began flowing normally again. When she opened her eyes, her gown had become that of the Emissary once again.
Joan/Vylylia discovered that there was plenty of time left before she had to return to school, so she teleported to the Hall of Justice.
Sorceress tapped her communicator earring, “Sorceress to Robin."
"Robin here. I'm in the cafeteria if you want to talk in person"
"I'll be right there."
Sorceress teleported in to the cafeteria. She sat across from Robin the Girl Wonder and touched her arm, "How are you today, girl?"
"OK, I guess, considering. I have been putting quite a bit of work into getting things recorded. Say, that’s a new look for you, dear one! Very Exxorean! I imagine Jayna and Zayna appreciate it?"
"Not completely. I am in many ways, the reincarnation of their sister Vylylia who died in the fall of Exxor. We are still working thru the shock, and have not processed positive things yet. I've thought about my dilemma with your change, too, so I'm not trying to impose my morality on the process. In order to really solve this, I feel the Goddess must be involved. I won’t even insist that the bad spell be taken off, and that's only if you agree to be judged by the Goddess. My spell is just window dressing that she can strip away as part of your judgment. You will be whole, and also have a chance at happiness some time in the future."
"Wow, Girl! You’ve sure mellowed out. I like these options even more. Any word on how Mindy is doing? Poor girl, having her introduction to womanhood start with her first period, immediately."
"So far, so good. Mindy would change back now in a heartbeat, but I can’t do it while she's on her period. So we’re waiting for it to be over. I have to be home soon, and go to school, but I thought I would check on Jayna and Zayna before I go. And 'Girl Wonder,’ all my hopes!'"
As Joan/Vylylia got up, she turned to see Zayna and Jayna entering the Cafeteria. When they both motioned her over, all three sisters hugged in a delicious group hug. Both of them whispered in her ear, "I love you sis!"
Vylylia wasn't sure how much longer she could mime and gesture, but since hers was not their sister’s mind, she was afraid that all it might take would be one wrong word to make everything come tumbling down.
Zayna realized what Vylylia was thinking. “Sit down!” she directed. She sat directly in front of her, and took both of Vylylia’s hands in hers.
"Sis, don't be afraid to speak, please. We know, Joan that the Goddess made you the reincarnation of Vylylia, and to do The Goddess’ will, you must wear that form. Jayna and I have decided to accept this gift that the Goddess has given us with joy. The synergy between Joan, who adopted Exxor for her own heritage, means that we must adopt you into our sisterhood. You are our blood sister, Vylylia. This reincarnation is the only way she can exist. You are our sister now and forever, no matter if sometimes you do look like a silly earth girl." A new round of hugs began.
"Thank you, sisters! You've made me very welcome. Would you like to try the bond now?"
Jayna told her, "Let’s go down to the Simulation Room. They want to keep a record of Vylylia's progress." Her sisters agreed and fell into step. Vylylia could have teleported them there in an instant, but they needed to walk together as sisters. It brought to mind the lesson that, "Just because you can do a thing does not mean you should do a thing."
Each of the girls took position, standing in a circle 120 degrees apart. They stretched their hands out to the girl on each side, moving a bit closer so their finger tips were just touching. This was their starting position. Instead of focusing the power to one small point the way the other triad had done, this position allowed the power to mix as it flowed thru each girl, building up and up. Theoretically there was a maximum, the most that the girl's bodies could conduct.
Zayna explained, “Vylylia, 3 shape shifts is trivial. Since our base power can handle it without synergy. Having all the extra power is overkill. If we had a male in our sibling mix, having extra power would enable an even greater complexity of forms for him, and shapes for us. Jayna and I would like for you to do something with your magic that you thought you don't have enough power to pull it off. Got something in mind?"
When Vylylia nodded, they began chanting together, "Wonder Triplet Powers Activate!"
Vylylia thought that the only thing that would top what she had done before, teleporting that entire 'necessary' into the room, would be to call it into existence there and leave the original where it was for right now. All three of them felt the power circulating in them as it built up. Even though there were amazing energies coursing thru them it only felt like a trickle, and very comfortable. The Room intoned, "Magical Containment and Conduit detected Magical Flux detected at factor 20"
Vylylia got ready to use the power in a manner that would not jostle her sisters, allowing it to flow out of her body as she invoked it. "So Mote it Be!"
Once again, the Lounge appeared in the Simulation room. "Magical Energy release detected at 20 Power. No intervention needed."
Both Zayna and Jayna looked on in amazement when the Lounge came into being with enough left over to do 3 shape shifts. "Shape of a human, Jayna!”
“Shape of a Human, Zayna!”
“Shape of Joan!" The Wonder Triplets had once again looked like a gaggle of teenaged girls ready to go shopping. "Girls, I'm sorry but I have to go to class. Jayna, could I get you to find out what we do with matter that we've conjured. I don't know how to disintegrate something yet.”
“I'll check on it sis but it’s your mess, and you might have to be the one that cleans it up."
Zayna told them both, "Yes Of course. It’s been fun Vylylia and Joan. Hope to see you both soon. Wonder Triplet Powers Deactivated!"
Vylylia kissed and hugged her sister goodbye and teleported with a "So Mote It Be!"
Joan had quickly changed to her human form upon teleporting to her bedroom. She and found her mother in the Kitchen, and gave her a huge hug and kiss.
Her momma was thrilled but curious as to what had brought that on. "Momma, I love you so much for not giving up on me. For keeping tabs on me, for getting me help when I could not help myself spiraling downward. I love being your daughter!"
"I believe that's about the nicest thing you have said to me, my daughter. Wait and see, the best is yet to be! Let’s get you to school. Oh, and Sweetheart, while you are in such a loving mood, you are a woman now and have proved it by your first period. I made an appointment with my gynecologist and we will arrange for birth control. However you can avoid a lot of heartache if you remember that you are forbidden to have underage sex. In simpler terms, You know what a guy's thing is, so stay away from It!"
"I will, Momma. I have no desire to end up carrying twins at this point in my life. Sometimes I'm not even sure about what I have gotten into with this Exxorean Emissary that I have become. I'm kind of a promoted priestess, so that may mean that I'm supposed to be celibate, which would mean the Goddess would help too."
"Ok, Daughter! Let's get you to school." Momma drove Joan to school and checked Joan in and soon she was on her way to lunch.
Episode 11 ~ Male Bombs
Sam had been watching for Joan very attentively. This had been a pretty exciting day of Sam's life, other than watching Joan have to suffer thru her period. The halls were buzzing that a girl had been the first to be expelled under the School's new zero tolerance concerning mistreatment of transgendered Students. Sam was glad the school was on his side on this.
Sam finally caught Joan's eye and he directed her over to sit beside him. "How are things going?" he asked.
Joan let down a little, responding honestly, "a little fatigued."
Sam smiled knowingly," I know, but not for long. I want to do it. I want to be judged by the Goddess."
"Are you sure about this? This isn't something that can be undone once it’s done. You are going to be stuck with the consequences the rest of your life.”
“It's a big risk, for sure, but is there any higher reward for one of us than to get all the plumbing worked out the way it should be, at one time, and without surgery?”
“If you are sure, pray to her, as if she was another person, but someone who was queen of your country and ask her for what you want."
As the words formed in Sam's mind what he wanted to stay, the universe around them stopped between one second and the next. The Goddess had appeared in the chair across from him.
Sam usually didn't usually notice what people were wearing, but he noticed immediately that both the Goddess and Joan had the same dress, and it was not what Joan had been wearing a second earlier. Bowing his head, Sam began, "O wise and beautiful Goddess, I've got a problem that I can’t solve the way that you can, and please, would you help me? Please judge me. I want so much to be whole and to have a chance for happiness."
As Sam waited for her to reply, he noticed that the Goddess had lovingly folded Joan's hand in hers and Joan had come more awake for a moment, as though she had just been plugged into something.
The Goddess turned Sam's head so she could kiss his forehead. When The Goddess kissed him, the universe blinked. And suddenly Joan was dressed as usual and the Goddess had disappeared. Time was no longer stuck between one second and the next. Joan was getting a thrill just observing Sam trying to take a peek down her neckline and the effect that she was having on him, but even then, one thing had not changed. She knew that Sam was still her best friend. .
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That evening, Joan accumulated everything that they would need for a party in the Hall of Justice Cafeteria. She wanted things to be really special, so she had enlisted Jayna, Zayna and Gleek to decorate and arrange for the party favors, games and refreshments. They had created a large banner which said, "Today I am a Man!" It would be a secondary center of attention, after Sam. She wanted it to be as though he had just been bar mitzvahed. Only the celebrants would know the difference. The Legal department had come up with another set of outstanding documents for Samuel to clear up the obvious errors in his former status. (To think anyone would ever have thought that such a fine young man as Samuel could ever be mistaken for a girl)
The guests began to arrive. Both mothers were early, of course, asking to see if they could help. When School had got out, Sam and Joan walked to Joan's home as fast as they could. Then Joan had teleported them over to the Hall of Justice for the party.
It was nice that some of the younger Super Friends could attend. Super Girl, Cyborg, Aqualad, Super Boy, Rima the Jungle Girl, Firestorm, Flash, and of course, Robin the Girl Wonder Had all RSVPed.
Everyone had a good time. It was amusing what a fine art the teen Super Friends had made out of parlor tricks, aided and abetted by use of their super powers. Sometimes it was fun just to guess who the one was giving the assist . When they cut the special cake, Sam blushed, but he enjoyed it, as did everyone else. The punch they were serving was as strong, but not alcoholic, because they did not want any cases of FUI ( Flying Under the Influence).
Sam was asked for a speech after he had opened the thoughtful presents he’d been given. Sam clowned as he usually did, making everyone feel at ease, and thanked each person by name for their presents. He said that he hoped that he would be invited back the next time he had a birthday, ‘cause super heroines and heroes give good stuff.’
Soon all the guests fled, including the Wonder Twins, who had been trying to give the cleaning robots an assist clearing up after the party. Joan had already gathered up all of Sam's presents and teleported them to a convenient place in his bedroom.
Joan turned her face up to Sam, who had gained several inches in height in the change. She turned her lips towards him and closed her eyes. Sam was holding her as tightly in his embrace, as she was him as their lips met.
Joan wondered at the charge that went thru her for such a seemingly chaste kiss. It was good to be the Goddesses Daughter! She did her part to cool Sam down, and smiled as she said goodbye. She teleported to her own bedroom with a "So Mote it Be". She felt pretty pleased with herself at the way things had turned out.
Now she could enjoy a restful evening..
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The tweet of Joan's Super Friends communicator earring chimed. She was used to being contacted thru the Teen one
"Joan, sweetie. It's bad! You are emergency activated."
"Yes, Wonder Woman."
"I need you in the monitor room, now!" In the blink of an eye Sorceress appeared in the Monitor Room and beheld all the damage and destruction. It was worse looking out the windows into Metropolis than on the monitor screens. Col Wilcox was not to be seen, but a 20 year younger female officer, Sgt Lyla Wilcox had taken over the task of briefing the Super Friends.
"Joan, Darkseid is planting diabolical devices (male bombs) that turn men into savages. All of the male Super Friends are on their way back to the Hall of Justice. I know it isn't fair that we are asking you to grow up today, but I know, daughter, that you are up to the challenge and you will shine. I'm going to go out and lead our forces into battle when things get regrouped. We need to ask a lot of you. We don't have enough female Super Friends to meet the challenge, so we'll need for you to convert some of the male Super Friends, Any one who finds themselves female accidentally, stays that way for the current crisis. Since you are the key to getting the male Super Friends back to normal, and we need someone to protect the Hall of Justice, you'll be assuming monitor duty.”
Her voice took on a different tone, “Computer, transfer all monitor functions to Sorceress. Authorization, Wonder Woman 15 alpha”
“Acknowledged, Sorceress, on monitor duty, has access to all command functions."
"Mom, can you draw up a promise and make them sign it, that those I convert to full female will promise to voluntarily submit to being turned back when this is over? What if my conversion still unravels at some point and what I worry about more ... what if I have 10- 30 more dilemmas as a result of this?”
“I have given some thought to this and will have it ready before I go. I'm proud of you, daughter. That is exactly how I would have handled it.."
"Thanks, Mom!”
“Computer, enable Super Friends communicator/ alert emulation over teen network"
"Super Friends to Wendy, Mindy, and Wonder Dog"
"Wendy here, what's up, Wonder Woman?"
"Darkseid has pushed Metropolis into violence, thru Male Bombs that make men into mad savages. All of the Teen female Super Friends have been given field promotions. I need to port you three here, and make Mindy and wonder dog fully female, so you can all go out together to help locate and destroy the Male Bombs."
"We three are here touching, port away" A moment later, Windy, Mindy and Wonder Dog appeared in the monitor room with Sorceress, as Wonder Woman returned with the signed promises.
Sorceress turned Mindy and Wonder dog fully female after Mindy signed her promise to submit to being turned back when this was over
"Genius Twins, I've got a lead on some of the bombs. Go pick up your tech gear from the armory and meet me in the garage. We'll let Sorceress give us a head start by porting us out to the site."
It didn't take them long to be ready and be assembled at the garage. Sorceress already had the details, so she just said, ' So Mote it be!" to transport the three into the thick of things, just where they wanted to be.
Joan felt that the Genius twins needed some back up so they would be free to work their technical magic. Wonder Woman would be tied up trying to be the field tactician that they all needed her to be right now.
"Super Friends to Wonder Twins."
"The Male bomb situation is out of hand. I need the Wonder Twins to back up the Genius Twins, so they have chance to work their tech magic. This bomb thing usurps all intelligent males, and Gleek is more intelligent that a lot of guys that I know. I'll need to turn Gleek female, too, so that she can help you. I wish I could come with you, but they elected me to protect the Hall of Justice I am also supposed to turn some of the male Super Friends into females so they can help. So that’s another reason they want to make sure I am safe, so I can change them back."
"OK, can you combine the gender change for Gleek with the teleport?"
"I can do that, sis”
“Give us a head start to invoke our powers, in case we end up in a bad place when we transport. ‘Wonder Twins, powers activate!’”
“Go, girl"
"So mote it be!" A split instant of time later, the Wonder Twins materialized next to a female Gleek. The Genius Twins and Wonder Woman immediately engaged in combat against those affected by the Male Bombs.
"Super Friends to Robin the Girl Wonder."
"Go ahead."
"Robin, I need you at the monitor room soonest. Full Status restoration. I hope that your partnership will still be intact, but if not, I’ll need your experience out on the front lines of combat!"
"On my way!"
Sorceress saw Superman and Batman present themselves at the Perimeter of the Hall of Justice. She had adopted a defense of physical separation, and entrance and exit of the hall was only allowed by her own magic, as she could tell if some one was trying to tamper with it.
She ported them to the Monitor room. She saw looks of uncertainty on both faces. She realized that even though they had participated in the decision to empower her, confronting the choice to become women was still difficult, even if was only supposed to be temporary
"Are you two OK?”
“We got out of there just in time, before the network in that area started up.”
“I can port you and change you at the same time, or I can do it here and let you get used to it before you go into combat."
Superman said, "If you can port me out into the sky over Metropolis as Super Woman, which will give me a head start. I'm ready!" She pointed to the paperwork on the desk. After a momentary glance at it, Superman signed the promise.
"So Mote it be!" and Super Woman came into existence flying over Metropolis. Finding some of the bombs was easy that way, but she could not just explode them, because there were innocents all around them. A more hands on approach was required."
Batman was distracted by the sudden disappearance of Superman and before he noticed the entrance of Robin the Girl Wonder, he heard, "So Mote It Be" and Batwoman came into existence.
"Robin, you've been working at being a female super heroine since your transformation and this is still brand new to you. Batwoman, It’s time to put aside your differences for the sake of the Super Friends, and work as a team to defeat Darkseid"
"Well spoken, Sorceress, Welcome back, Robin. To the Batmobile!" Batwoman took off for the garage, while Robin sped up and passed her. She was waiting in her seat when Batwoman made it there. "How in the world do you manage to run in those heels, Robin?"
"Practice makes perfect, Bat Woman" They both heard a "So Mote it be!" and found Batmobile patrolling the war zone that had once been the streets of downtown Metropolis..
Not too long afterward, Aquaman also showed up at the perimeter of the Hall of Justice. "Aquaman to Super Friends.”
“Sorceress, here on Monitor duty”
“I'm ready to join the battle. Sorceress, If I become a mermaid, please make sure I have some nice shells. You can port me to Metropolis River and change me on the way if you like.”
“Will do, just as soon as you’ve signed the release form." Just minutes later, Aquawoman was indeed a mermaid, with the nicest seashells around. She was quite successful eliminating the male Bombs located adjacent to and on the river.
As Joan settled in for the night, she knew why the comfortable chair was tucked away in a special place in the monitor room. While she could rest her body, her mind would have to remain vigilant. It didn’t look like she was going to be spelled for Monitor duty any time soon.
Episode 12 ~ A Few Good Women
Meanwhile, back at the Hall of Justice in Metropolis, the city which was a tribute to what was right in the world had been turned on its ear. The Super Friends were taking drastic measures, because only female Super Friends had been able to keep their heads clear of the insanity gripping the city.
Darkseid and his minions had placed what had been coined 'male bombs' throughout the city. The effect was to cause the male population to revert to an earlier state of pure violence, rage, hate, and power madness, which was a danger to the females, as well as the males. The longer each of these bombs functioned, the worse the situation in Metropolis became.
The Genius Twins, aided by the Wonder Twins, had done some wonderful research on the "Male Bombs". Wendy and Mindy had found out how to put the Male Bombs to sleep, so they would not enrage males. The problem was, that the bombs still had to be disposed of without moving them, for moving them reactivated them.
Teleporting was one solution and soon Sorceress began to receive coordinates from the Super Friends. Then she would port them to where they would drop into the Sun.
However, her powers were limited, and she could not keep up the disposal effort for long before needing some time to recuperate.
Each Super Friend soon had a device that emitted a signal that put the Male Bombs to sleep, but it only worked a close range. Attempts to signal large areas from long range didn't work, for some reason.
Green Lantern showed up on sensors, so instead of waiting for him to approach the perimeter of the Hall of Justice, Sorceress teleported him into the Monitor Room. "Green Lantern, I am so glad to see you. Our situation is desperate. We need even more heroines to battle Darkseid's Male Bombs. Could you put out a distress call for all the female Green Lantern Corps to come help us?"
"Of course, Sorceress! I'll be able to expedite it if I can retrieve my power battery. And I think I should send the distress call after I’ve already changed, so they understand the importance”
“So Mote It Be!" Halle Jordan, the feminine Green Lantern of Earth came into existence. She went to her quarters and came back with her lantern and used it to charge her ring so she could send the message. Halle was really stunning as the way her uniform fit so closely really showed off her curves.
"In brightest Day,
In blackest Night,
No evil shall escape my sight.
Let those who worship evil's might.
Beware the power of
Green Lantern's Light!"
"This is The Green Lantern of Earth, requesting the aid of any female members of the Green Lantern Corps. Darkseid's assault on Metropolis is directed against all of its males, so only females have a chance to combat him"
"That's it, Arisia always seems to be around when needed, but I'm not sure what the response may be from the others. If you'll port me to the combat zone I'll get started."
The Sorceress chanted, "So Mote it be" and Halle, the Green Lantern of Earth materialized over the battle zone which was Metropolis.
Jayna called in, "Sorceress, could you intercede to the Goddess on our behalf? It is not working well to have Zayna's power mirroring my own. If she could port, instead of shape shift, perhaps we might be able to deal more quickly with the male bombs after the Genius Twins locate them and put them to sleep"
"Stand by. I'll see if the Goddess can help. See if you can get Wonder Woman to protect the Genius Twins temporarily"
Sorceress summoned her Exxorean form, clasping her hand, and saying "Vylylia!" .After she changed, she entered into meditation and sought the guidance of her Mother the Goddess.
"Daughter, Jayna has finally realized that more does not mean better. I can adjust Zayna's power to make her a teleport while she is linked to Jayna and you, Vylylia in this chamber away from the interference the war might cause. Summon them here, daughter and I will do my part," commanded the Goddess
Jayna and Zayna materialized in the monitor room along with Vylylia and the Goddess. They all joined hands and together chanted in ancient Exxorian, “Bring forth the blessing given by the Exxorian Goddess!”
The Goddess chanted with them, then broke the energy link and vanished. The rest of them chanted, “We thank the Goddess for her bountiful blessing!”
"You should be able to port now, Zayna," Vylylia explained. "It looks like we have one male bomb on camera, so we have its coordinate. Go ahead, Zayna! Lock onto the coordinates and port it out into a solar consumption trajectory"
Zayna and Jayna linked hands, calling out, "Wonder Twin powers activated!”
Jayna began, “Deferring to Zayna” and Zayna said, “Port of Male bomb at 41.75.15 to solar consumption trajectory!"
Almost instantly, the male bomb in the camera’s view disappeared.
Vylylia’s communicators stated, "Super Friends Computer tracking Male bomb on solar consumption trajectory. … A moment later, 3 … 2 … 1 … Target destroyed."
"Wow that worked! Sis, can you give us a port into the war zone? Then we’ll really get to work!" Vylylia sent the Wonder Twins back to action.
Before long many female Green Lanterns reported, including, Arisia, Adara, Alia, Boodikka, KT21, Laira, Jeryll, Selaya, Krista, Hollika, Kaylark, Liana, and Tomy-Fai. Vylylia brought Halle, the Green Lantern of Earth, back to the Monitor room long enough for her to brief her assistants.
Once the Bombs were located, putting them asleep turned out to be easy for the Green Lanterns. The Inertia dampeners within their power rings energy enabled the ring energy to lift the bombs without activating them, and throw them into a solar consumption trajectory to dispose of them properly.
Soon after Sorceress heard the news, she had someone who could dispose of bombs paired up with a team locating and putting bombs to sleep.
Aquawoman, who now looked like a voluptuous mermaid, was very effective in locating male bombs along the river and harbor and used the gizmo that the Genius Twins had come up with to put them to sleep. She passed the info to Arisia who disposed of the bombs as quickly as she could..
Super Woman was finding and putting many bombs to sleep from the air, but had not discovered any way to dispose of them herself. Pairing Adara with her enabled those bombs to be disposed of.
Batwoman and Robin the Girl Wonder were also successful at locating and putting the male bombs to sleep. With Krista's help, the bombs were quickly consumed by the sun.
The Genius Twins continued to work with the Wonder Twins, trying to unlock the secrets of the Male Bomb, so that they all could be removed. They were obviously coming from somewhere so if the source were found then this treat could be brought to an end.
Supergirl signaled that she was on station, so Sorceress ported one of the gizmos that would put the male bombs to sleep to her. She asked her to relay the coordinates of any she knocked out to the Monitor Room, until she was matched up with someone who could dispose of them..
Sorceress noticed that Firestorm, The Nuclear Man (who, though well known to be a practical joker, and also in his teens, was a full member of the Super Friends,), was on the monitor at the periphery of the Hall of Justice.
"Super Friends to Firestorm. I have you on monitor"
"Firestorm to Sorceress, I hear you are looking for a few good women, so I came to volunteer!"
"I believe you may be the answer to Supergirl's prayers. If you can temporarily convert the male bomb matter into something harmless, then Supergirl can fling it into the sun to be burned up."
"I copy that... How does this work?"
"I'll convert you into Firestorm the Nuclear Woman while I port you to Super Girl's location so the 2 of you can work on disposal as a team. Just sign the form I’ve just ported to you, and away you’ll go."
As soon as the form had been signed, Sorceress cried, "Port away!"
Indeed, Firestorm the Nuclear Woman was able to covert the matter into harmless things and with Supergirl, began making short work of the Male Bombs that she had detected and put to sleep.
Wonder Woman found that attaching a male bomb to her invisible jet by her lasso of truth did not wake the bomb, so she was also able to tow male bombs away from the planet to be burned up in the sun.
Working efficiently, the Super Friends had soon worked so quickly that the city was temporarily clear of bombs prior to the next wave of bombs appearing.
The Super Friends took advantage of the lull, working rapidly to evacuate the city. It helped, that the effects of the Male Bomb on males was completely reversed when the person was far enough away from the source.
The Genius Twins soon detected that the Male Bombs had mutated again by becoming Dirty Bombs, whose radiation kept most of the Super Friends from locating safeing and disposing of them.
The Sorceress began to chant. Her spell imbued each communicator pin with a magical shield that repelled the radiation over each Super Friend. She reasoned that it was easier to help preemptively, than to deal with triage from radiation poisoning. The shields worked well and they resumed disposing of the dirty bombs.
Mindy had a flash of inspiration and used sensors in the Super Friends Satellite, Hall of Justice, and their Tech buggy to triangulate the location of Darkseid's bomb bunker. Once she had a location, she transmitted it to Sorceress, who in turn, gave the location to Wonder Woman so she could coordinate the assault on the facility.
At a designated moment both Sorceress and Zayna transported all of the Super Friends to the bomb bunker. Darkseid could not withstand the combined might of the Super Friends and each and every bomb died, along with all of the supporting equipment. Once the situation in the bunker was in hand, the majority of the Super Friends returned to Metropolis to deal with the mop up of the aftermath of the Male Bombs and Dirty Bombs.
Sorceress permitted herself to say out loud, "The Battle is ours! All that remains is the clean up, but I can't relax yet, cause I still have Monitor duty."
Episode 13 ~ Round Robin
With Windy and Mindy safely dismantling the remainder of the "Male Bombs" fabrication bunker, Metropolis was on the mend. The super heroines were celebrated as they brought an end to human suffering in the aftermath of all the violence. Wendy's cross circuit to 'B', feeding back thru all the bombs and then Mindy's cross circuit to A, not only stopped things from getting worse but actually reverted the men's minds back to the state they had been in before the devices had started working. The networks held together just long enough, though the overload had killed a great many of them. The ones still remaining were harmless, but the Genius Twins and Wonder Twins would not rest till all the male bombs were completely dead.
Batwoman, Robin the Girl Wonder, Aquawoman (who had dried her tail to the point that it became legs), Super Woman and Wonder Woman entered the monitor room of the Hall of Justice together. Some had promises to be fulfilled, while others were ready for things to get back to as normal as they could be under the circumstances. Sorceress declared, "So Mote It Be!" and Superman, Bat Man and Aquaman came back into existence.
Wonder Woman, noting the tension in her shoulders came over and rubbed Joan/Vylylia’s shoulders. "Great job, Daughter. We need you on call, but with your talents, that could just as easily be in your quarters, as here. "Computer, transfer Monitor Duty and all command functions to Wonder Woman. Authorization Wonder Woman 15 alpha.”
“Code accepted, transfer complete."
"The Girl Wonder was amazing on the battle field, Bat Woman adapted but Girl Wonder had the physical skills when they were challenged. Why didn't you turn her back when you did the others since she submitted just like they did?"
"Because when dealing with a difficult problem, it sometimes helps to think "fourth dimensionally."
"I assume you mean to consider time? That’s difficult to do, since we perceive time as linear."
"While I was on Monitor Duty I was able to plug in an anachronism, the Goddess brought me, called a DVD player to our systems. That’s something that is coming out in 20 years. The Goddess thought watching a set of movies which haven't been filmed yet would be a good teaching aid, to teach me about non linear time. Taken as a whole, instead of being seen sequentially, it cautioned not to make assumptions, because the conditions might be different on the other side of the time interface."
"The Goddess permitted me to step outside of time, just as she does when she makes a judgment. I opened Pandora's box and could see no way to 'make it right' dealing just with Dick Grayson's life. Looking at the future, Dick Grayson looks at Robin as not being a person, but a job description, Batman's apprentice.
“Having a male outlook and not wishing to remain an apprentice, means that at a certain point, Robin resigns from the job and goes into business for himself. Dick Grayson will cease to be Robin and became Nightwing, instead.
“The cycle repeats with other boys who did not do as well as Dick and ended badly. Finally an enigma, Stephanie Brown who would have been the first Girl Wonder, lasted a mere 47days before she was brutally murdered. Her preparation, both physical and mental, were not up to the task .
“There has to be some major tampering with the timeline if Robin the Girl Wonder is to continue to exist in the here and now, and also allow Dick Grayson, the man, a chance to exist too."
"Were you able to come to any conclusions?"
“I presented my premise to Robin as to how the Goddess might sort things out and she has endorsed it. The Goddess and I, Girl Wonder present, and Girl Wonder future will get together today and try to sort it out.”
"What of your own future?"
"I peeked, but I quickly realized that so many things affect our lives that no matter how perfect any extrapolation is, so many changes are bound to happen that it make any predicted future different from the actual one. In the projected future, Sorceress /Emissary become One of the premiere Super Friends, graduating to full status before becoming a legal adult.
Joan is no slouch in schooling herself, and graduates as a Medical Doctor, who between the science and her skills, helps lots of people. Joan and Sam get engaged at the beginning of their senior year at High School. They are married and consummated their wedding shortly after both of them become of age.
Sam was very successful as a professional Baseball Player and breaks so many records that the conventional wisdom is that Sam is sure to be inducted into the Baseball Hall of Fame. He retires from being an active player to a second career as a Baseball Manager and is already being compared to one of the greatest Baseball Managers of all time, Bobby Cox of the Atlanta Braves."
"So what about babies? I know that you and Sam will be busy with your careers, but no one is too busy to try for a family. Something worthwhile like that you make time for."
After years of trying, Joan and Sam will still be unable to have a child. However before starting with all the fertility specialists, Jayna asks to see Sam. Jayna tells Sam that they had missed the boat by not doing it as Exxorians since infertility was unknown in the family Joan's counterpart, Vylylia was from. All Sam had to do would be transformed to Exxorean and the 2 of them would be sure to have a child. She will not tell him that twins run heavily in their family. Sam agrees, is transformed and shortly thereafter, Vylylia will be pregnant with twins. As he speaks to them inside Vylylia's tummy, Sam calls them, ‘Wonder Twins: The Next Generation." Joan grinned, then broke into a giggle
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Soon, most of the temporary heroines had reported in and she’d restored them to hero state.
As Mindy and Wendy completed their work, Sorceress was happy to see the end of her work coming to a close. Gleek and Wonder dog materialized as male once more as she teleported them to the Hall of Justice.
Sorceress wanted to be very careful with her friend, Mindy and made sure everything was right before finishing up this time. "Just a minute, Mindy, and I'll get you sorted." She looked over the auras carefully, setting things back to the state Marvin had before she'd done anything.
"So Mote it be!" And Marvin was back none the worse for wear, looking every bit his very handsome self.
Sorceress collected hugs from both sets of twins, reminding the Wonder Twins that the judgment for Robin the Girl Wonder would be coming up soon and they all had a part to play in it. She suggested that the Wonder Triplets use a shape shift to wearing Exxorean costumes to make changing easier, afterward.
That settled, the last team out were the Genius Twins and the Wonder Twins. She teleported all of them home with a "So Mote It Be!”
Joan breathed a sigh of relief that all of her gender changes were undone and that disaster had been averted. While it had taken a lot of energy, she rejoiced that she had been able to use her abilities to perform up to the standard that they’d expected from her when they made her a Super Friend. Now, if only Robin the Girl Wonder was sorted, all would be OK in her world.
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Joan and Rachel had met in one of the conference rooms when both the Exxorian Goddess and an anachronistic Stephanie Agnes Brown in her Spoiler uniform appeared with them. By reflex both Joan and Rachel started to kneel but the Goddess stopped them, “Rise children! We are met here in order to discuss the judgment that Rachel Grayson submits herself. Stephanie Agnes Brown, now attired as Spoiler but who was also Robin the girl wonder in her future timeline, also submits to my judgment. There is one more party to this discussion who ought to be heard as well. ”
We saw from Rachel’s body emerge a spirit who looked like Dick Grayson before Sorceress transformed Rachel.
Dick walked over and took a chair at the table which we all did and then he spoke, “I am Dick Grayson. My Spirit has been sharing consciousness in the body of Rachel Grayson. I hid my presence from her so she could have autonomy.” Unlike most astral spirits, Dick seemed to be able to speak and act normally even though his body was transparent.
“My take on this judgment, is that Dick Grayson will exist as a male and go ahead and become Nightwing. A different Stephanie Brown, who is the reincarnation of our Rachel, will discard the apprentice model and become Batman's companion. As a woman, she could be Robin beyond her teen years, as well. The longevity of her Girl Wonder would cancel the circumstances that brought about Stephanie Brown's premature Death. And in another Universe, say Earth 123c, Dick Grayson and Stephanie Brown would exist in the timeline that occurred before judgment."
The Goddess lovingly addressed Joan,” My daughter, you forget one thing, It was by your power that the Spirit of Rachel Grayson was created from nothing. If
I simply put Rachel’s spirit in Stephanie’s body which is transformed to match her new timeline then the same problem exists of two spirits inhabiting one body.”
With thought Joan asked, “What is to be done? Even when I have created something out of nothing then I used a pattern.”
“With Stephanie’s consent, daughter, you may use her body as a pattern after I have given her a new body and timeline and create for her a twin sister which can become Rachel’s body. This new Rachel, Stephanie’s twin can fulfill her destiny to be Robin the Girl Wonder.”
Stephanie asked, “What is to become of me?”
Dick spoke, “Stephanie, if you wish you can become my partner, Flamebird and come with me to New York City to fight crime with me. I have a feeling that being my partner will be a whole lot better for you in the long run.”
Stephanie nodded, “I would like that very much, Dick!”
“It is settled, Rachel will be kissed with my judgment letting her spirit free and Dick Grayson’s body be restored in his older timeline as Nightwing. I will bless Stephanie by laying my hand on her head and adjust her timeline to make her Flamebird. My daughter, you and I and the Wonder Twins must join, as we did before to change Zayna’s power, to give you the power needed to create a new body for Rachel as Stephanie’s identical twin, Robin the Girl Wonder.” The Goddess stated.
Rachel asked, “Goddess, is this possible?”
The Goddess replied, ”All things are possible if you only believe.”
Rachel stated, “I believe, be it unto me according to what you have said.”
Stephanie echoed, “I believe, be it unto me according to what you have said.”
Joan told her, “I believe, I ask for your wisdom and courage, Goddess.”
Dick said, ”I believe! Count me in! “
“As all have agreed, all who wish to be included will be summoned into my presence when all is prepared for my judgment” finished the Goddess. Dick’s spirit disappeared and was presumably back inside Rachel. Stephanie and the Goddess also vanished leaving Rachel and Joan in the room.
“Good luck, Joan!” Rachel called over her shoulder as she made a hasty exit from the conference room leaving Joan alone with her thoughts.
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When she’d had time to prepare them, Sorceress took those who were to take part to what appeared to be an Exxorean Temple to the Goddess. The people Joan/Vylylia brought seemed to be the only who existed, as though the rest who should be there were caught in an eddy of time.
'Glivney or Jayna was acting as a priestess of the temple and wearing temple robes as she stood by Robin, the Girl Wonder. Tomu, or Zayna, identically dressed in temple robes, was standing beside Stephanie Brown who was wearing an Exxorean gown since she had been taken out of her future time.
Already seated to witness the judgment was Batman, Superman, Wonder Woman and Aquaman. "Vylylia" or Sorceress was dressed in the robes that denoted her as the Emissary. It soon became clear that meant that she was also the Goddess' Herald or Spokesperson, as she announced, "All Rise and Give Respect to the Goddess of Exxor into whose court you all are called this day."
Each man bowed and each woman curtseyed to give the Goddess respect. When "Vylylia" observed the Goddess in the seat of judgment, she announced, "You may all be seated." She herself remained standing beside the throne, on the Goddess's right side.
Those just observing relaxed a bit after having to give reverence to the Goddess, while those standing in the back anticipated being called into the Goddess Presence.
Vylylia announced, “The Woman declaring she to be Robin, the Girl Wonder, formerly Dick Grayson is called before the presence of the Goddess.
Glivney escorted Robin to a point 10 feet from the Goddess, where both women curtseyed and Glivney let go Robin's hand while Robin went forward to a pillow set at the Goddess's feet, curtseyed again before she prostrated herself before the Goddess.
The Goddess made no indication of attending to Robin yet, but indicated that Vylylia continue. "Stephanie Agnes Brown is called into the presence of the Goddess."
This time, Tomu escorted Stephanie down the aisle and the two of them also curtseyed at 10 foot out. Then Stephanie herself went up to a second pillow and curtseyed, before she too prostrated herself at the feet of the Goddess.
The Goddess spoke something in a high royal dialect of Exxorean which Vylylia translated. “You may rise and stand before me.” Both women did so, keeping their faces averted as they did so.
The Goddess lifted their faces, placing her hands placed under their chins. "Raise your heads and prepare to be judged."
All eyes were glued on the Goddess to see what she might do next. The suspense was broken when she kissed Rachel’s forehead then laid her hands over the top of Stephanie’s head..
There was excitement when every light in the temple went out and a bright light enveloped both women so that they could no longer be seen.
The universe blinked.
As the after image faded It was clear that a change had occurred. There were no longer two women before the Goddess, but instead, a man , woman and spirit of a woman.. The man was in fact, Dick Grayson in a new costume that looked like a very mod Batman outfit, and nothing like a Robin Costume. He had jumped 4 years to 21. He was now to be known as Nightwing.
By his side was a girl in an equally mod Robin costume which had a sun on her chest and she looked like a 13 year old Stephanie Brown. She was now to be known as Flamebird. By her side was female spirit who looked like Rachel Grayson.
Vylylia declared, “Glivney and Tomu, please attend the Goddess.” Glivney and Tomu met the Goddess and Vylylia at the front and the four of them joined hands.
The four chanted in ancient Exxorian, “Bring forth the blessing given by the Exxorian Goddess!” A bright light enveloped all seven of them and the universe blinked again.
Beside Nightwing and Flamebird was a girl identical to the first except that she had on the Robin the Girl Wonder costume that Rachel had worn when she had been called into the presence of the Goddess. The light in her eyes showed that this was none other than the soul and spirit of the female Grayson reincarnated into the twin sister of the thirteen year old Stephanie Brown.
Vylylia observed "I have been given leave of the Goddess to reveal that the original time lines of both Dick Grayson and Stephanie Brown are preserved on Earth 123c.The judged may withdraw."
The person Joan knew to be Nightwing helped both Flamebird and Robin to their feet. He bowed, while and both girls curtseyed before they backed out to 10 feet away, where they bowed and curtseyed again. Nightwing escorted Flamebird and Robin to the back of the temple, while Glivney and Tomu followed in step behind them.
Vylylia announced, "This concludes the court of the Exxor Goddess. All rise and give her due reverence." Each man or woman again gave respect to the Goddess as she exited her temple. When the door closed behind the Goddess, everyone gathered around Nightwing and Flamebird outside the main entrance as he explained where his and her costumes came from.
Batman beamed with pride at his Robin, the Girl Wonder, since he now had a person 8 year younger, to mold in his image, yet with all of Dick Grayson's wealth of crime fighting experience. Bats came over to greet Robin and give her a hug at the conclusion of the Goddess of Exxor's Court.
"Robin, I am so proud that I will have you fighting by my side. I am sorry that the past few days that I have been avoiding you and campaigning for Dick's return. I am amazed at the miracle that gave you life. I won't ever doubt you again. Will you let me try to make it up to you?
Robin touched his arm and smiled, "Sure, Bats”
“What would you like to be your name when I adopt you as my daughter?”
“I would like for my name to be Rachel Stephanie Wayne. What was it that you wanted to ask me?" Robin could tell he wanted to spend time with Dick tonight to give him a send off for his new career, like a graduation
He hadn’t expected that, "Why do say that?"
Robin winked, "Feminine intuition. You want to give Dick a send off into his new life tonight."
He put his hand on Robin’s shoulder, "Is that okay with you, Robin? You will be with me from now on, and we'll take the time we need to start over with each other after I give my apprentice what he is due for his faithful service. And Robin, could you make the arrangements for both of us to have a leave of absence from Monitor Duty and the Hall of Justice while we take some time together at Wayne Manor to get to know each other all over again?"
She smiled, "I'll be fine, Bats! Please give Nightwing and Flamebird my regards and best of luck as their new journey begins. I'll make the arrangements with the Super Friends to cover us while we take a break at Wayne Manor. Have fun, Bats!"
When Bats kissed Rachel on the cheek before departing, her face flushed. She was sure it had turned as red as a (Fill in your own comparative), for she felt that kiss from her head to her toes. She tried to calm herself by reminding herself that she had been entrusted with a duty.
Jayna remembered that they had used their Exxorian shape shift powers to get dressed in the Exxorean ceremonial clothing. So now, she prompted her sisters to chant. “We thank the Goddess for her bountiful blessing!”
When they changed, Vylylia was wearing her own version of the Wonder Triplet costume only there was a V in the triangle between her bosoms.
Zayna declared, "I can't believe how simple that was. All we needed to do as ask the Goddess to take over and sort it out the way she would like. That whole bit in the beginning with Theodore had been one slapstick bit right after another. Even the kiss was holy and chaste."
Vylylia breathed a sigh of relief, "I am so glad to finally have that solved. I knew that Robin in both incarnations was larger than life. I did not have any way of knowing that there were 2 souls inhabiting one body. It required thinking outside the box to realize that the body could not be awarded to either of them without disenfranchising the other, since the second spirit had gained sentience. I got Marvin back into his body today; thank goodness and all of the draftees in their right bodies as well. And my boyfriend really is a boy now, which means that he's finally gotten to feel the congruence that I feel. I even think we have the whole Joan / Vylylia duality sorted out, too. "
Bringing them back to reality; Zayna added sadly, "The only thing that we haven't gotten sorted out of the comedy of errors is Zan. I really feel like we have let him down. We were too careless and disrespectful to hold him here, dabbling in things we had no business trying until we had a complete understanding of it."
Vylylia saw that Zayna needed a hug badly and was about to extend her arms for the hug, until Zayna dropped to the floor and prostrated herself at Vylylia's feet and crying out, "Oh your highness, beloved daughter of your mother, our wise and beautiful Goddess..."
“Beloved Zayna, You must not say that, because it is not my right to declare myself anything, and you are near enough kin, being of the same family that we should never grovel one to another in private. You know I love our brother and I have interceded as the Emissary on behalf of our brother. The Goddess has a plan and it should come to pass soon. I don't know what the outcome will be but I imagine anything that brings him back into our universe will be much better than the status quo."
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Joan decided it was well past time that she needed to have her identity as Sorceress, different from her identity as Joan. She decided that it was time to start using a costume every time that she started work as a super heroine. She also decided that it would protect her and others if she could use some stealth abilities as well. No matter whether it was a secret mission or not, depending on luck not to put her loved ones in harms way was just foolishness.
She had a wonderful idea for her costume, if it could be done. She reasoned that as the Goddess daughter, instead of being cute and revealing so as to be misjudged and yield an automatic advantage, she should use classical good taste which could be every much as sexy, but not show as much skin. Her long classic Grecian gown would be of native material, a satin black which also showed the image of the stars above even when they were not visible and the image would change with her position and orientation. To compliment the outfit she would wear a classic black satin veil which would cloak her face making her unrecognizable while she had on the costume. To complete the outfit she would wear black 4" stiletto heel boots. Of course with her fabricating ability she could easily convert any outfit she was wearing to the new costume once she had all the bugs worked out. She would only need to fabricate the first one and that one she would create from, nothingness even though it took a great deal more power. But it would be worth it, as she could make it a perfect fit in every way. She decided to keep this costume a secret, even from the Super Friends, to debut it for a special occasion.
Joan had discovered she could manipulate her aura so that she was cloaked from being seen if she chose. This ability that allowed her to make her ports, transformations, and other magic seem instant though they actually took more time. But it allowed her to hide the process up to the point where the magic was ready to take over and work instantly. She soon became aware of other methods to hide things, both big and small and added them to her repertoire, enabling her to handle almost anything she was likely to run into.
Joan tried not to be over confident, but with these new additions, she was better prepared to work in clandestine situations when she didn’t wish to be observed. . The element of surprise was valuable and she planned to take advantage of it by using a bit of astral observation to keep her ports unobserved so she could keep surprise on her side till she was ready to act.
It wasn't totally Super Heroine 101 that led her to work on her stealth and secret identity. She was very concerned about Jayna going back off the deep end and getting back at the Goddess for letting members of her family die. Joan wanted the element of surprise because Jayna could command even greater power than she in the image of the Exxorian Goddess.
Zayna, even though her views were more moderate, would help Jayna recover Zan, even if the attempt cost her own life. If neither of them would listen, then all Joan could do without making things worse by interfering in the plan, was to protect herself from being caught in the cross fire as an innocent bystander. She resolved that if she were stealthy enough, she would get herself to safety without the Wonder Twins being the wiser.
Joan ported herself out to the boardwalk near the hotdog stand where Sam was sitting on a bench nearby, feeding his face. As Joan approached, she noted with glee that Sam’s glance had dropped down to below her neckline. She was happy to see she was already having an effect on him.
She preferred to dwell on the enjoyment she could have, rather than a list of don'ts. She was in heaven, just being hugged and kissed by the man she loved and had loved since early childhood. More enjoyment than this was inconceivable to her. Sometimes more is not better ... just more. She didn't know how to judge it in this case, so she would actually have to grow up more to be able to have a hope of answering the question. She would have to leap beyond logic to believe that anything better could exist. She would welcome the chance to try ... in a few years.
Episode 14 ~ Loose Ends
Robin had come to think of herself as Rachel Stephanie Wayne now. That's as it should have been because she carried the memories of being Stephanie as a girl. Robin, The Girl Wonder, remembered all too clearly her days of being Dick Grayson and fighting as Robin, the Boy Wonder, at Batman's side. Now she was reborn, with a do — over. She was glad she had been given 4 more years of life as Rachel Wayne, the 13 year old girl. She guessed it was a fair trade, what with Dick Grayson jumping ahead 4 years to be 21. He needed the extra years to gain the independence he wanted, if he was to hang out his own shingle and fight crime as Nightwing along with his ward and sister, Flamebird aka Stephanie Agnes Brown..
The days since the Dick Grayson/Robin had become the Girl Wonder had weighed heavily on Bats, who’d felt he owed it to his buddy to make sure he came home again. Bats had frozen that Girl Wonder out when she would transform back to what he thought Robin should be. It was fortunate that he used the fiction of bringing Robin’s skills up to fighting level. Robin was able to make up for Batwoman's lack of familiarity when the Super Friends faced the Male Bombs. That was a laugh, because after the first day, the combat simulations showed Bats that Robin as a girl was up to Dick's performance. However, in order to satisfy Bats, the original Robin, as a girl, had needed to be twice as good as the boy Robin. She realized that at first, Bats felt he would be saved from what he thought was betraying Dick, if he kept her at arm's length.
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When the courtroom faded from view, Robin realized that she had been ported again just as she had been at the start of the Goddess of Exxor's court. It appeared that only the female Super Friends had materialized on the Promenade of the Hall of Justice. The male ones must be elsewhere, celebrating Nightwing's new beginning.
The Wonder Triplets all took turns giving Robin and Flamebird hugs. It was strange for Robin to see Vylyia among them, knowing that she was also her friend, Sorceress. Wonder Woman gave her a hug, and then excused herself so she could take over Monitor Duty from Green Lantern.
Vylylia told Robin, "Thank you for being persistent, Robin! It wasn't until I did the experiment with Mindy, that I realized that it wasn't what I did to the body, but the soul's gender that matched the identity, though we were adaptable at least for the short term. It took that for me to understand that creating you as a total girl was not what made you unwilling to give up your new life, no matter the cost."
Robin smiled, "Thank you for using your connection as Emissary to intercede for me. Even I did not realize the entire truth, since I was focused on my survival, else I would have detected the boy's soul which I had concealed deep within. I thank you for giving me life. Life is not a mistake; it is wonderful and should never be taken for granted."
Vylylia looked her in the eyes, "That I was shocked and surprised to find you had been given life didn't make you any less welcome in my heart. I was amazed that anything so wonderful could have come out of my first attempt at transformation and likewise for bringing your body into existence as well. The Goddess of Exxor saw your two souls and knew that for either of you to be truly happy, both of you would need to be. The Goddess is truly wise, and I am glad she had a solution to make all of you whole and give you all a chance at happiness. What's next for you, Rachel?"
Robin touched her arm and smiled, "Bats and I are going to take some time to get to know each other again back home at Wayne Manor.”
Vylylia looked over at Stephanie in her Flamebird costume, “Stephanie what is next for you? “
Flamebird answered, “I am going to my quarters to get packed up. Nightwing and I are going to be heading for New York City to set up shop. Since he is going to be out with the men, I will be packing his things up as well. See y’all later!”
Robin added “I guess I need to go to the Monitor Room to arrange for us both to be excused from duty here for a while. Then we'll be back."
"Good Luck in your new lives, Rachel and Stephanie!” wished Vylylia
Jayna and Zayna, who had been listening attentively added, "Best of Luck!" and "Don't do anything I wouldn't do!" First Jayna, then Zayna too, breaking into a giggle fit, as Flamebird departed.
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Taking that that as her cue to leave, Robin walked toward the Monitor Room. She was lucky that she kept making her best better, because on the day of the assault on Metropolis, she had just finished a session in the combat simulator which rated her at 200% efficiency as compared to her Dick Grayson standard, so Bats could no longer object. She wanted him to return her to duty to fight beside him.
It had been lucky for both of them that she was twice as good, for she had been drafted to go into the war zone, and Bats would not be left behind even if the price of admission had been to become Batwoman. Bats still had her intellect and experience as a crime fighter, but the physical skills needed to go with the gadgets to compensate for not having super powers had just not been there. It had helped to restore their partnership to what it had always been. When one of them had been found wanting, the other had always stepped in to make up for it and pick the other up.
Robin smiled at Wonder Woman who was in charge since she had Monitor Duty, "Greetings, Diana. I would like to request that Bats and I be release from Monitor Duty. We need a leave of absence from the Hall of Justice to tend to some personal matters."
Diana touched her hair," How long will you both be gone? I have every hope that you and Bruce will be able to work things out. Just remember that now you have become his daughter, and you are even younger than you realize, so don't rush, In time, you will understand.”
Robin was trying to understand but soon turned to practical things, "Is there a replacement available?"
"I believe so. Green Lantern sent off all of the female Members of the Green Lantern Corp who’d answered Halle in defense of Metropolis, letting them to go back to their sectors. The Guardians of OA have asked Hal to remain with Arisia for a time, so that perhaps the Guardians may find a way to help Arisia while another member of the Corps continues to cover her space sector."
"Super Friends to Green Lantern's of Sectors 2814 and 2815,” Wonder Woman called.
"Hal here."
"Arisia here,"
Both Green Lanterns responded.
"Green Lanterns, 2 Super Friends assigned to the Hall of Justice have requested a leave of absence. Could you both consent to being on Monitor Duty rotation for the immediate future?" Wonder Woman asked
Hal told her, "I accept, since being on Monitor Duty rotation will not interfere with the current assignment that the Guardians have given to us."
Arisia responded, "I also accept the commitment."
Wonder Woman concluded, "Very Good, The duty rosters will be updated effective immediately! Thank you, Green Lanterns. Wonder Woman Out."
She continued, speaking just to Robin," Just wait till Arisia discovers that she is due to relieve me in the morning. We'll see how enthusiastic she is then." The sparkle in her eyes showed me that she expected Arisia to be completely professional in her duties..
"Computer, Accept Command Code, Wonder Woman Beta Gamma 08504"
"Command code accepted, awaiting Input" responded the Super Friends Computer.
"Relieve Batman and Robin from Monitor Duty Rotation and Substitute the Green Lanterns of Sector 2814 and 2815, effective immediately."
"Command accepted. Monitor Duty Roster Updated. Changes communicated to the affected Super Friends." The computer noted.
"End Command Function Access. Wonder Woman, Out"
"Compliance,” finished the computer.
"Now, Sweetie, you have time to pack instead of relieving me for Monitor Duty. If you two want to slip out of here without a fuss, I'll say my goodbyes now. Remember you can always call me. As Dick, you relied on Bruce a lot, but as Rachel, and not so grown up anymore at 13, you are my daughter and I love you! I'll always be there for you, no matter where I might be,” Wonder Woman explained.
Robin hugged Diana tight, glad she had a Mother who claimed her as her daughter. "I love you, too, Mom! Thanks for everything. Good Journey!"
Diana blew Stephanie a kiss returning her "Good Journey!"
As Robin walked back to her quarters, she wondered how she would get everything packed. But she was sure that the task would be accomplished before morning.
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Waiting outside Rachel’s door was a very upset Vylylia in her Wonder Triplets uniform. She had summoned a sedan and was curled up on it, meditating. It was clear she wasn't too happy about something because she kept switching between praying and crying.
Rachel touched her arm, lifted Vylylia’s face and smiled at her, "Are you alright, dear? It's been a very emotional day for me, too." Robin could tell that Vylylia must be holding something back from her sisters. Even her Exxorean form and Wonder Triplet outfit provided some kind of barrier to her unburdening herself. She had helped Robin so much, the least Robin could do was try to help her.
"Come on Inside Vylylia. We can talk about it in private." Robin offered her hand to help Vylylia up, then pressed her hand against the entry plate to open the door.
"I'd like that very much, Robin." Vylylia followed Robin inside.
Robin led Vylylia over to her bed where they both took a seat and curled their legs under themselves. Robin asked her,”Which way do you feel the most comfortable, as a human or an Exxorean? When you’re in your uniform ready for combat, I mean?”
Vylylia responded, "Unless I am in the presence of the Exxorian Goddess, I feel most comfortable being human. Most of my life I have been human so I guess it is natural that I would be most comfortable when I am Joan. Even when I didn't look like Joan on the outside, I was always been Joan on the inside. Being the sorceress, has so far been more than just being Joan, because I never did make a costume, so I came as I was, a teen girl. But I have been told my time is up, so I am going to work on a costume for myself soon.”
Robin continued. ”You have a unique outlook, since two transformations were woven into your timeline.”
“You and I know that at one point I was transformed, and we have the memories of me that way to prove it. In my timeline I've always been Rachel Grayson, reincarnated as Rachel Stephanie Wayne, thanks to you. I remember being Dick, but in my new reality I never was anything other than Rachel."
Vylylia touched her arm and smiled to comfort Robin over all that soul searching before she began, "For me, oh, guess I am most comfortable being Joan. I guess part of that might be that I am hardly out of either a uniform or ceremonial outfit when I am Exxorian. That’s when I have more costumes than I can shake a stick at. I have the priestess robes that my namesake wore, my Emissary robes, my Wonder Triplets uniform, and the gowns I wear when The Goddess of Exxor has a discussion with me. I haven't seen the Twins out of their uniforms and I've always been wearing a costume as an Exxorean, so I can’t imagine letting my hair down and relaxing right now. I haven’t seen you out of your Robin costume since this all started, Robin. What's up with that?"
Robin began, "I didn't really have an identity other than Robin the Girl Wonder while my claim to life was in doubt. I wanted to always wear one of my costumes, because I knew Batman to be too much of a gentleman to force me out of the costume I was wearing. I wanted to prove to myself and even more, to him, that I belonged.
I guess now, though, it’s time for me to slip off the uniform and become Rachel Stephanie Wayne, a 13 year old girl counting her lucky stars that an orphan like me is now Bruce Wayne’s daughter. Who would you like to be, so you can relax? "
Robin went to her walk in closet to consider what to wear while she waited for Vylylia to answer.
Vylylia simply placed her palms together, saying, "Joan Ellen Waterman" Instantly, she was back to being the perky High School Freshman she had become for the first time not too long ago, as a result of a visit from the Wonder Twins.
"Cheater!” Robin giggled, “Actually, I’m glad you changed, because you look more relaxed already. I'll be back in a few."
She disappeared in the walk in closet and began undressing, tossing her uniform in the hamper. Robin rushed, not because she was trying to compete with Joan, but she wanted to be back before Joan relaxed too much, perhaps to fall asleep on Robin’s bed.
Robin still hadn’t found out what had been troubling her, felt like she was about ready to tell her now. Soon, after looking in the full length mirror, Robin’s Stephanie memories assured her that she had been flawless in getting ready.
Robin touched Joan on the hand as she sat beside her on the bed, "Hi Joan! Meet Rachel Stephanie Wayne!"
"Rachel, you look so at peace with yourself.”
“But you don't seem to be so peaceful, Joan. Can you tell me what is troubling you, now, Sweetie?" She put her hand on Joan’s shoulder and with the other, pulled Joan’s hair back from her face so she could look deep in her eyes.
"Rachel! I messed up! Not the way that I thought, but it was me. I didn't even think it was possible. I knew better than to let myself do it, even accidentally, but if I could do that, what else might I do? “She couldn't hold back the flood of tears anymore and she wept into Rachel’s shoulder as Rachel hugged her tight to her bosom.
She held Joan and rocked her as she let it all out. "I love you, Sweetie! You are a good person, who is a bit too tough on herself. There are many here that love you and would do anything to help you when you need it."
Eventually Joan cried herself out as Rachel handed her a box of tissues so she could she dry her eyes. ”Rachel, when I changed you, I didn't know what I was doing, so I duplicated too much about you. I could not change your soul to female, because it was immutable. I didn't realize that I was crossing a boundary in trying. I persisted and was able to create your sentient female soul using Dick's soul, feminized, as a pattern. Since I could not change it, I pulled the elements out of the ether and created the essential part of you from nothing. It’s the same way that I used the power I was given to create you a body that is a twin to your new sister, Stephanie Agnes Brown. Something steered me into making the transformation the right way, and the same something made sure all my shape shifts were permanent."
Rachel stood in Joan’s presence, awed. Joan had risen in power to the Goddess level! While Rachel had been made based on a design that The One had created, both Joan and the Goddess of Exxor had had a hand in giving her a life worth living.
"I don't mean to stare, but I've never met a Goddess before. Wow, Joan! Who ever chose you for this chose well, because the first thing that most people would do would be to remake the world in their image, rather than shed a tear over what you thought of as a mistake. Life, my life is not a mistake, and I am even more grateful that you did not try to ‘fix things’ till you had all the facts and didn’t merely act in self preservation or to sweep your mistake under the rug as though it never happened. As long as you can feel bad about using that power unknowingly, things will be OK with you and you will rule the power instead of letting the power rule you."
Joan reached out, pulled Rachel’s face toward her and tilted her face down to Rachel’s forehead. She brushed Rachel’s bangs out of the way and kissed her on the forehead. "I've got to go work on my costume, so I'll leave you to pack. Thank you for letting me vent to you, and for still being my friend and not being afraid of me. I love you!"
"I love you, too," Rachel told Joan. She blew her a kiss as Joan left.
Rachel felt it was time get packing so the dynamic duo could be off in the Batmobile to Wayne Manor in the morning. Her packing was quite efficient, and served as a distraction while she considered what to do. Joan must have known that Rachel would be duty bound to report the revelation that she had made to the Super Friends. One thing that they had all agreed to as part of their oath is to disclose all abilities to the database, so in situations where a monitor is not available, tasks can be assigned to those who have the best chance of completing them.
Soon the packing was completed and everything was ready for their departure from her side of things.
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A while later, Rachel approached Wonder Woman in the Monitor Room. She was cautious, because she didn't want to interrupt anything important. She watched quietly for a few minutes, then, when she saw her pause for a moment. Spoke, "Wonder Woman, a word for a moment?"
She smiled at Rachel, "Sure Rachel, you look nice. I was wondering if we would ever see you relaxed and out of your costume. It was worth the wait."
Rachel smiled, enjoying the compliment. "Thank you, Diana. I have some testimony from Sorceress about her powers. She is likely to disclose this soon, herself, but I will be leaving the Hall for a while. I won’t have the luxury of waiting and I don't want anything to interfere with our leave." Rachel put the data on a bat chip that acted like a mini hard drive that interfaced with the Hall of Justice Computer.
When Diana saw the readout she nodded, "You did the right thing putting this on file. We'll handle it without involving you. I’m sure Joan will soon be ready to tell us herself."
Rachel changed the subject, hoping to get a lead on her brother's location, “I haven't really had a chance to talk to Nightwing since the Goddess' Court. Do you have any idea where he might be, and what his plans are?"
"He's staying in the Super Friends Extended Area, Suite 11A. I believe that right after his judgment; Wayne Manor reported they had been requested to send a selection of Dick's clothes here. He'll be leaving for NYC soon along with your sister Flamebird to take charge of the Teen Titans. I believe that the Super Friends have returned from giving him a party so he should be in his quarters soon. Take care, dear." Diana smiled knowingly at her As she bade her farewell.
Rachel told her, "Thanks for all the information!" and blew a kiss in her direction before she turned to leave the Monitor room and go down a level into the corridors.
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As she left the Monitor Room, Rachel heard a voice over her Super Friends communicator. “Nightwing to Robin."
Rachel wasn't too shocked to answer. "Robin here, go ahead. brother dear"
He responded in good spirits, "Hey sis, could you meet Flamebird and me in the cafeteria? I'd like to chat with both of you."
Rachel warmly told him, "Sure Dick, I'd just love that, See you in about five. Robin, out."
He responded, "Nightwing, out."
Rachel decided she could get used to being his little sister, His first thought once the party was over and everyone returned home was of her . It was kind of weird, though, being called on the comm. as Robin, without any qualifiers. She realized that none would ever be needed again because big brother was now Nightwing and the title of Robin with its rights and responsibilities, was all hers, and hers alone.
Both Dick and Stephanie had changed into civilian clothes too, somewhere along the way. When Rachel entered the cafeteria he ran to her and spread his big arms. Rachel jumped up into them and he wrapped Rachel up in a bear hug. She felt loved totally and completely. Stephanie stood on the side lines for a moment rolling her eyes at them before launching herself into Dick’s arms too in a big group hug.
When he finally let Rachel down, Rachel rose on her toes to give him a kiss on his cheek and Stephanie did likewise. "Dick, thank you for being such a wonderful big brother. I love you so much." Rachel gushed, but it was what was in her heart. Stephanie gleefully exclaimed, “Ditto!”
"Rachel and Stephanie, thank you, for being such lovable little sisters. I'll always love you both." Dick showed he was just as moved by the reunion.
"I can't believe you turned out to be such a big strong hunk! If you were not my brother, it’d be, be still my heart!" Rachel lightheartedly flirted as Stephanie watched with interest.
"And you are a little heart breaker, even at 13, you little jailbait you." Rachel’s brother taunted her, and then presented both sisters with a spoon and setting between them a huge hot fudge sundae. He materialized a third spoon for himself and joined them in eating it.
Stephanie sounded confident that she could hold up her end. "Thank you, Brother dear. It’s still my favorite! I guess my being a heartbreaker is just a burden we will both have to bear as we turn our attention elsewhere."
Dick looked to Rachel and held her hands in his, "I was doing my best to protect you, Rachel. If the choice had been in my hands, I would have freed you. I hid myself from you, but I always knew we had 2 souls in one body. I could never have left you trapped, Sis even if the cost of freeing you was my own life”
Rachel looking into his eyes told him, "I guess I was so fearful that the outcome would go against me. Had I realized that both you and I existed and it was not a zero sum game, then I would have been less fearful. I'm glad neither of us had to lose our chance to live.”
Dick turned his attention back to both his sisters, "The age difference caught me by surprise, but I guess it makes it easier that the timeline came out favorably for both of us. I had 4 more years with Batman and we had found a way to co-exist, despite you as Spoiler, being a part of our lives even before your parents died.
Even though you both won’t get a chance to start training as early as I, being able to start as Robin at 13 will help, added to your spoiler experience (and my experience as Robin). But it’s best you'll get to live your teenaged years and make your own memories, instead of relying only of mine."
“The way that the memories of the different lives overlap is so weird!”. Exclaimed Stephanie
"Way weird! I'm glad it’s over! It’s less confusing the way things finally turned out,” he was relieved to say.
Rachel told Dick and Stephanie, "Dad and I are going home tomorrow. I know you both have your new life to get set up, but don't be a stranger! We love you, Brother & Sister and we’ll miss you when you are away too long."
Dick gave here a tender hug and a kiss on the cheek. "I'll come home whenever I can. You know what the hours can be like in the 'world saving' business. There is not always a suitable replacement to fill in, so we do our best. See you soon, Sis!"
Stephanie told her, “I’ll be home too when ever I can. And I will keep in close touch. I can see its going to be fun being twins even though we both have separate paths now.’ Stephanie hugged Rachel tight and each kissed the other on the cheek.
Stephanie and Dick walked off, waving goodbye as they sought their suite. Rachel got up and left, blowing them a return kiss before she went back to her quarters to turn in for the night. Now she could be sure of a sound sleep, so that she would be ready to make the trip in the Batmobile from Metropolis to Gotham City and home at Wayne Manor.
Episode 15 ~ As Time Goes By
Joan was disturbed that Jayna, instead of listening to her when she’d told her that the Goddess was real, had pretended she was a myth. The Goddess' wisdom had sorted many difficult enigmas, but Jayna, after coming so close to respecting the Goddess had apparently chosen to go right back to blaspheming, by appropriating the Goddess' image improperly. She chose to hold all the power and exert her will over the situation, no matter what the final outcome would be.
Joan had just come from watching a DVD Movie from the future, "Ground Hog Day," that the Goddess had assigned to her to learn about something called a "Temporal Causality Loop". Joan's head spun at just how many things could go wrong when someone was playing around with time, just as Jayna was planning to do to rescue Zan. Joan did agree, especially with all the attention paid to meeting one's self out of time in the "Back to the Future" Trilogy that the Goddess had provided via the anachronism from the future, to teach her about the pitfalls of traveling thru time.
Jayna told Zayna, “I was pleased at myself for the little bit of slapstick I had figured out that was supposed to bring Zan back by cheating time. You can't cheat time can you?"
Joan reminded Jayna, “You can't really cheat time, Jayna. There are many ways to create a paradox and one might even erase one's self from the universe. Are you sure that your plan does its best to avoid those pitfalls?" Joan wanted some insurance that she would not be erased from the timeline, so she planned to open a time doorway back to the moment after she had been judged and become Joan, before the comedy of errors occurred to bring Zayna into existence.
Jayna explained that. "Zayna and I have to do this. We have to be involved to put right what once went wrong!"
Joan listened carefully to what she thought was a bad plan.
Zayna was full of pride when she said, "My new ability to teleport, given to me by the Goddess, is just the thing we will need for a successful outcome."
Joan, as Sorceress, mused that her abilities were even more impressive and by changing to Vylylia and the new costume and using her stealth abilities, she could transport the brand new Joan without detection.
Jayna was brilliant in presenting her plan, "I plan to shape shift to the Goddess and have Zayna port both of us to the warehouse. At the Warehouse, Zayna will join with the Goddess image. I'll invoke the Goddess image to send us both back in time, to the point where the boy and girl Wonder Twins entered the warehouse for the first time. After Joan is created by the Goddess image, Zayna and I will prevent Zan from being kissed.. Zayna favors teleporting Zan away from the Goddess Image before he can be kissed, and I want to give Gleek a message, telling him to put the bucket over Zan's head so Zan can't kiss or be kissed."
Joan hoped that Jayna might have used what she had learned about the Goddess to open a personal relationship, instead of trying to discern how to manipulate her image better. When Joan found out that Jayna intended to invoke the image of the Goddess in obvious disregard of her testimony that the Goddess indeed did exist, and should be respected, she declined to be a part of their plans.
"I'm not sure how things will come out, sisters, but you know all my hopes go with you. However, I am very afraid you are going about this all wrong. Best of luck, anyway,” said Vylylia who was getting the changes ready to do what she needed for this to work out in the way that she hoped.
"Thank you, Sis", both of her sisters answered in unison. Jayna remembered that she, Zan and Gleek had been enjoying their favorite treats at Baskin Robbins before the teen trouble alert had gone off, which had led them to Joan's mother, who’d provided them with the means to find Joan. in the locked second story of a warehouse. Luckily, a window on the second floor had been left open and they’d been able to use it for entry.
The two girls joined hands and chanted, "Wonder Twin powers, activate!"
"Shape of a xertoruodgutr (pronounced 'Orbit')"
"Teleport of Zayna and "Orbit" to the gang's warehouse hideout"
Jayna became the goddess image while Zayna ported them to the warehouse where it had all happened, finding it dusty and deserted. The visit by the Super Friends had made the gang decide to get a new place, since the warehouse was now too well known. Jayna used the power of the Goddess image to merge with her sister, so that her sister was no longer seen but resided within the Goddess Image as well.
"Sis, you OK?"
"I'm fine, Jayna. ... Let’s go back in time and get this over with."
Jayna manipulated the goddess image so that it too was cloaked from sight, found the point in the past they needed. and opened a doorway to walk thru into the past.
Moments later the "boy and girl, Wonder Twins" flew to the warehouse outside of town. They tried the entrances, but all were locked tight.
Vylylia borrowed Joan's new Sorceress costume and cloaked herself. She also opened a doorway to the place and time where it had all happened, hoping her new stealth skills would keep her from being detected
From an open second story window, they heard a teen screaming obscenities Jayna from the past declared," That's 'Potty Mouth' Maybe a distraction will keep him there long enough for us to help him."
After entering the loft ahead of the Wonder twins, Vylylia/Joan shuddered as she recognized her old self. She wished that she could sense the cloaked Goddess Image and know if the Wonder Twins from the future were there as well. She had to be patient and wait. Part of her success had to be in surprising them.
Together the boy and girl wonder twins called, "Wonder Twin Powers activate!" Jayna continued, "Shape of a bootylicious babe!" Jayna from the past transformed into a beautiful streetwise looking knockout. Zan responded, "Form of an ice escalator!" Jayna from the past stepped gracefully into the bucket Gleek had placed on the bottom of Zan's ice escalator and rose to the top, where she gracefully stepped out of it toward the group of teens waiting by the window.
Zayna from the future realized that since the twins were joined, it meant that both had access to their powers all the time. She decided it was time to port both of them to the second story. "Teleport ‘Orbit’ and I to the second story." Instantly, both found themselves on the second story observing the action. Unknown to them, Vylylia was there ahead of them.
While the other members of the gang responded in awe with phrases like, "Foxy Momma!", all three Exxorians from the future heard Potty Mouth respond with, "Bleep bleep bleep, Bleepity bleep. Bleep! Bleep! Bleep bleep!"
Past Jayna began oozing sexuality as she charmed him, "After that greeting, you just have to kiss me, and I have a special treat in mind for you.
Potty Mouth responded with a sharp, "Bleeeeeep!" as he came toward Jayna. Past Jayna chanted, "Shape of a xertoruodgutr (pronounced 'Orbit')" and Past Jayna transformed into a mythological female from her home planet of Exxor. She continued while her brother invoked a form, while out of their hearing," You'll never go back once you've kissed a shape shifter!"
Potty Mouth was speechless as he was drawn into a kiss with the transformed past Jayna. There was a flash as Theodore was transformed into a beautiful teen girl who spoke, "Darn!, I mean gol …ly! Oh, goodness, I don't seem to be able to swear anymore."
Vylylia uncloaked and spoke to the newly transformed teen girl. “I have been sent by the Super Friends on a mission to preserve the time line. I must take you to safety." Before the girl recovered her voice to respond, and before the Wonder Twins could react, Vylylia teleported both of them from the warehouse to her home.
Since the Wonder Twins had not flown or ported in from the warehouse yet, it had fallen to Vylylia to bring Mrs. Waterman's new daughter home.
"Mrs. Waterman, I'm Vylylia, a new teen Super Friend. The Wonder Twins needed me to take over for them. This is your child, who was Theodore. She can't swear anymore, so your problem is solved."
"Mrs. Waterman hugged her daughter, “My dear child, and welcome home!"
Tears of joy streamed down Vylylia’s face as she once again witnessed her own homecoming. She collected herself, knowing that as grateful as she had been for the teen Super Friends’ help, the one thing that brand new Joan wanted more than all the world right now was some mother daughter time, so Vylylia needed to exit. "I'm glad that you are well, Joan and I will inform the Wonder Twins that all is well. I am being summoned for future duty, so I must take my leave of you. Goodbye, Mrs. Waterman, goodbye, Joan. I wish you happiness in your new life together."
In a flash, Vylylia had disappeared as Joan and her Mother began to enjoy being together.
She materialized a safe distance away, sense of impending doom wafting over her. Somehow she felt she should be Sorceress for the trip back. Pressing her palms together, she said, “Sorceress” and transformed back to her human form. As she went back to the future present at the Hall of Justice,, Vylylia felt the universe blink. A number of major changes simultaneously happened, and had always been.
She meditated, and then sought an audience with her mother, The Goddess Xertoruodgutr (pronounced 'Orbit'), who appeared to be very busy, all of a sudden.
While Joan really wanted to know what had happened, she also did not want to get caught up in whatever was keeping one or both sets of Wonder Twins from leaving the Warehouse Area. She knew that having the Goddess reveal the past was the safest and best way to do so. Finding her mother was still busy. she waited until the Goddess could sit beside her to talk as she had always done in the past when she had sought the Goddess out in reverence and in love.
In time The Goddess came to her, clothing both of them in the garments that confirmed their relationship. Yet this time, Sorceress stayed human. "Little One, you did well giving me what I needed to preserve most of your timeline. Let me show you what happened after you left."
A vision appeared, letting Sorceress witness the past as revealed by The Goddess. She was shown what had happened after Sorceress ported Joan, from the past, home.
Fortunately Zan, who had taken the form of a snowman, had positioned himself behind the new girl to catch her if she had swooned not expecting her to be transported away by a mystery Super Friend he had never seen before.
Evidently they still had not gotten it straight, so as Zayna prepared to port Zan away from the kiss, Jayna from the future was communicating with Gleek to materialize the bucket and hang it over his head to prevent Jayna from kissing her brother.
Zan, who was being cute, said, "I could just kiss you, Sis! You are so smart!"
Gleek, preparing to gong Zan with the bucket, wrapped his tail around Zan’s leg. However, as Zan leaned in to kiss Jayna, who was visible as the Goddess Image, Zayna ported Zan and the attached Gleek to the ground outside the warehouse before he got even close to kissing the Goddess Image.
The Universe blinked and as it was doing so, Jayna and Zayna, joined in the Goddess image, fled the past. When they materialized back in the present in their quarters at the Hall of Justice, they chanted. “Wonder Twins powers, deactivate!” Zan and Jayna were back together at last, with the kiss never having happened.
Meanwhile back in the past, a temporal explosion began. Zan wondered what had happened as Gleek, using the tail wrapped about Zan’s leg to propel him upward, brought the bucket down on top of Zan’s head. Quickly, Gleek’s tail picked up a pipe lying on the ground and he gonged the bucket. The sound reverberated around Zan, who lost his balance and quickly sat down on the ground.
The temporal explosion that had engulfed Gleek and Zan, also engulfed Jayna as she went downstairs and exited the warehouse thru the front door. All three of them were not aware of the temporal explosion and what it might do and proceeded with things.
The bucket was still on Zan’s head as the twins chanted, “Wonder Twins Powers Deactivate!” and both Zan and Jayna returned to normal. Jayna removed the bucket from Zan’s head and helped him up.
Zan screamed, “Gleek, why did you do that?” The glazed look in Gleek’s eyes that had come over him when he had received the orders was gone, and he was back to normal and without a clue why he had gonged Zan.
Jayna grinned and told her twin brother, "Zan, Gleek seems better now. Maybe Gleek was overcome with something we couldn’t sense but that felt weird to me. I guess we need to see where that new super friend took Mrs. Waterman's new daughter."
Zan pulled out the locator device that Mrs. Waterman had given them to see where the child had been taken. “The locator says that the child is home .”
“Let’s go make sure the child is alright and see if we can find out who that mystery Super Friend is.”
"Always practical, aren’t you Jayna? Okay, let’s do it!" Jayna joined him in saying," Wonder Twin powers activate!"
There was a flash as things reset to a point several minutes in the past. Zan was a snowman outside the warehouse with Gleek’s tail wrapped around his leg and Jayna was the Goddess Image upstairs in the warehouse. Finally, Gleek was in the position to do what he'd been asked to do, drop the bucket on Zan's head, again.
Gleek did as he had before and once again, Zan ended up sitting on the ground with the bucket on his head. Jayna realizing that time had reset, ported herself out to Zan to again return both of them to normal.
“We’re caught in a temporal causality loop, Zan! If we don’t undo it, we will be doomed to repeat the loop for eternity!”
“That’s bad, right?”
“Yes, Zan, that is very bad!”
The Goddess of Exxor appeared to them, enveloped in a magical energy aura that protected her from being part of the temporal causality loop, and addressed them. “Zan, Jayna and Gleek, I am here because this temporal causality loop that you and your future selves have created will engulf this entire universe if it is not fixed. The temporal explosion will grow larger and include more and more with each loop so we must stop it is relatively small and can be transplanted displacing the minimum of lives. Thus far, only you three are involved in the loop but that won’t be true for long as others are engulfed by it.”
Zan prostrate himself before the Goddess and asked, “What can we do?”
The Goddess stated, “If you three will allow me to judge you, I can send the three of you and the temporal causality loop to Earth 000D0 which is impending destruction. There, the temporal causality loop might be a blessing since it might be a way to avert the destruction. My judgment will allow you to return to your original timeline, once all is well at Earth 000D0.”
Jayna prostrated herself before the Goddess. She inquired, ”Who will take our places here if we accept your judgment?”
The Goddess explained, “You know that your sister Vylylia died in the temple disaster but you have another sister, Tomu, whom I took from your mother, Rua, as a newborn and raised in the temple, who also perished. She is the friend that Vylylia referred to, who helped her be with you when you were part of the Intergalactic Circus.
“The timeline that will be transposed here when you all are transposed there will replace you with Vylylia and Tomu. In that timeline, I took you, Zan or Tomunab, as a newborn for my acolyte and you, Jayna or Glivney, as my priestess. It was you two who perished in the temple cataclysm and Vylylia and Tomu became Jan and Zayna, the Wonder Twins. Gleek will be Jayna’s pet who will perish with her in the temple and his brother Glerk will be the elasti-monk that Jan and Zayna befriend in the Circus and become their pet.
“Will you allow me to judge you?”
Gleek nodded, as both Zan and Jayna agreed.
The Goddess of Exxor kissed Zan, Jayna and Gleek on the forehead. There was a brilliant flash Jan, Zayna and Glerk were prostrate before her. The temporal causality loop was gone, having been transposed with Zan, Jayna and Gleek to Earth 000D0.
Joan was in shock as the vision faded and she was once again face to face with the Goddess of Exxor. She asked the Goddess what she already knew because of the memories she possessed of the new timeline, “Who am I joined with now. if Jan is now alive and well?”
“Glivney, whom you also know as Jayna, is now your Exxorian form, and accessed in the same way by calling her name.”
This person now being real to Joan in the present, instead of someone dead in the past, made it quite different from before. At least Jayna’s memory would live on thru her until the day when Zan and Jayna came home.
“Mother, how do you manage with so many timelines cluttering your mind with all the people who you have judged?”
“Daughter, you will learn how to manage before I give you the mantle of power. When your time is as Goddess is over, your death will transition you to a new life when all those burdens will be released and you will enjoy your reward. The work is fulfilling and it is a burden we must bear so that we can help others. I will leave you now, but call me when you wish to talk again. ”
“Thank you Mother, I love you! Goodbye!” As the Goddess of Exxor left Joan’s presence, the grief of losing Zan, Jayna and Gleek overcame her and she wept.
The New Wonder Twins, Jan and Zayna, along with Glerk emerged from their quarters. They came upon Joan weeping and slid in on either side beside her. Each put an arm around her to comfort her. They let her weep holding her until Joan had finished weeping and was ready to talk to them.
Jan asked, “Were you weeping for Zan and Jayna?” Jan had one arm around Joan and her other hand was touching her arm as she looked deep into her eyes.
Joan answered, “Yes, I can’t believe they are gone.”
Zayna began, “Even though it is sad to be separated from them, their sacrifice saved this universe. I can’t see them wanting us to constantly grieve for them and miss out on enjoying the wonderful life that their sacrifice made possible.”
Joan replied, “I had not looked at it like that. I guess we honor their memory most by enjoying this life that they made possible.” Joan was able to smile and kissed both Jan and Zayna on the cheek and even kissed Glerk on his forehead.
Jan explained, “Joan, I am so glad that I believed in the Goddess and asked her to judge you when you were ‘Potty Mouth’, instead of taking things in my own hands and usurping the Goddess Image just because I could. So many wonderful things have happened as a result of you becoming your true self.”
“I am thrilled that I have a wonderful life to live. Thank both of you for the part you played in that.” They parted because each of them had a different idea on how best to celebrate life. Jan and Zayna and Glerk wanted to get some ice cream and Joan wanted to see. Sam.
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Meanwhile, Jan/Vylylia and Zayna/Tomu, the New Wonder Twins were taking a well deserved break in Baskin Robbin’s, eating ice cream cones. Even Glerk was happy with his banana split. Jan set her cone down and gave her sister a great big hug, “Zayna, I am so glad you are sharing all this with me." For Jan, it made all the difference in the world, sharing the laughter with her sister, Zayna, for as long as it lasted.
Jan and Zayna, along with Glerk would continue to surprise as the New Wonder Twins. Zayna retained the ability to port that the Goddess gave her, as well as being able to shape shift. Glerk, unlike Gleek, can also touch Jan and Zayna’s hands in the power activation and has the same form fit powers that Zan had, control over solid, liquid, and gaseous water and can speak in an Exxorean dialect both Jan and Zayna can understand.
Jan and Zayna paused, thinking of the absurdity of it all. Zayna told Vylylia, "I can't help but giggle, imagining the first thing that Zan experienced after time reset back to the beginning, was being gonged by a ringing bucket and continuing until just before they were to leave the warehouse only to find things reset and being gonged by the bucket again.”
Jan and Zayna, The New Wonder Twins, giggled with her, taking heart in knowing that they could get past it. Jan told Zayna, “Guess it's time to go back to the Hall of Justice and the Super Friends."
The New Wonder Twins resolved to take life one day at a time and do all the good in each day that they could, and let the future take care of itself.
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Sam saw the costumed Sorceress waiting for him as he left baseball practice. Sam had thrown a no hitter in practice and had gone 5 for, 5 including a 3 run home run. Life was good and that uniform showed Joan's curves, making him happy to be alive. Joan realized that she had goofed, still being in costume since Sam could see thru it,
She ported out and hoped he would remember to get to a place unobserved so she could port him too. At home, she exchanged the costume for something more comfortable and waited for Sam.
Sam quickly got out of sight and Joan ported him into her living room beside her on the couch, but whatever was about to happened got lost when Sam realized that both of their mothers had joined them in the living room. When Joan's Mom announced, "Supper's ready" Sam decided that if he couldn't do his favorite thing, then his second favorite thing, eating, would be OK, too.
When Sam’s baseball buddies called to ask him to join them, Joan was disappointed but she did not mind much. Joan was glad to be left alone just for a little while. You see Joan had a lot of thinking to do.
Song One ~ Flight
Based on "Believe it or not", written by Mike Post and Stephen Geyer
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I can't get that song out of my head! It was the one Vylylia played from the DVD from the future that the Goddess of Exxor gave her about the Greatest American Heroine. Having heard it before I just cant help but get happy as the first few bars of the melody play since I know what is coming next and I like it. I like it a whole lot!
"Look at what's happened to me,
I can't believe it myself;
Suddenly I'm up on top of the world,
Should've been somebody else."
It's true that what has happened to me is impossible but it isn't any less welcome for me not expecting it. From my earliest thoughts, I know that I am a transwoman. I learned quick that other kids pick on any one who was different and if I let the girl me inside show on my male looking body then I would have no end of trouble and perhaps physical harm as well. In order to survive I became a good actress and all of the sudden instead of being looked at as a sissy, I was looked up to as the gang leader and I had to keep up my image by cursing up and down the neighborhood since I would never physically harm anyone even though I realized my being verbally abusive was bad too. I had to survive the best way I knew how till someone showed me another way.
Finally my solution became a problem to my mother and she called in help to deal with me. After a kiss, I was a girl inside and out! I could not believe what happened to me and I wanted to shout it from the mountain tops. I thought better than that cause I didnt want to end up a lab animal for the rest of my life but I was so free finally to be me and I didn't have to act anymore cause its OK for a girl to be girly and she doesnt get grief over it.
I felt so unworthy that I out of all the transwomen should be picked to be a whole woman when the best most of them have to look forward to is being post surgical. What was even more bizare is that as a girl I was a one in a million who could tap into magic locked deep in a terran female's brain that extends her powers of creation to something I could have never dreamed. To be a full woman was enough but also to be able to tap into magic and be a Sorceress. That was just unreal.
I had been overwhelmed with things that happened right after Darkseid's minions had plunged Metropolis into Chaos and my friend Robin was judged by the Goddess of Exxor and the disappearance of Zan and Jayna.
Out on Paradise Island, I showed off my new costume and Hypolyta taught me to fly and wrap protection around myself so I would be sustained no matter what the environment. I was out flying and that song came right back to mind.
"Believe it or not,
I'm walkin' on air,
I never thought I could feel so free;
Flyin' away on a wing and a pray'r,
Who could it be?
Believe it or not, it's just me."
It was wonderful! I had never felt so alive with the breeze blowing my hair back and moving my dress and the air flowing all around me . If I flew up then if felt like I was walking on air. All of my problems seemed so distant as though they were all left behind on the ground. Kid's don't try this at home because launching yourself into the air is a leap of faith. WIth all the power available for me to use it didn' t seem very risky ,yet flying along on a wing and a prayer appealed to me since that meant that where ever I ended up that it would be a place that I would be needed on a mission and I liked helping people since I had been helped so much.
I waved bye to Hypolyta and flew and flew and finally came to the perimeter of the Hall of Justice.
They asked, "Costumed flyer, please identify yourself"
I said," Believe it or not, It's just me" While that was good enough for Wonder Woman on Monitor Duty, the Computer wanted more." After Wonder Woman stored the specifications for my uniform, it was satisfed, almost."
"All Teen Super Friends are restricted from flight in costume until flight certified." the computer intoned.
Wonder Woman calmed me and said," I can get Superman to take you out flying tomorrow if you like and get that certification out of the way."
I felt warm and told her, "Sure! Set me up for tomorrow, Diana, I'll be ready!"
I wanted to be ready to go flying with Superman so I went to my room and turned in for the night.
The promised tomorrow came in all its glory as did again that song to my memory. I joined superman out on the steps of the Hall of Justice. He offered his hand and I took it and on seeing a nod from him launched myself into the sky beside him as I heard a lusty "Up, Up and Away!" We took in the sights of Metropolis before changing course and climbing upward as we climbed to the edge of space over the north pole and down over Asia. The flight was easy for me since I could sustain myself in flight. All I could pay attention to was the hunk at my side even though I kniew there were other women who felt they had prior claims and I was enthralled with my Sam.
Just like a light of new day,
It hit me from out of the blue;
Breakin' me out of the spell I was in,
Makin' all of my wishes come true.
I had been in a spell since all of those things came about but as I truly came alive with the freedom of flight, I resolved to let tomorrow's concerns wait for tomorrow to solve. There was nothing worse than to prejudge a situation and premptively decide something by removing from others the chance to act. I didn't know if all of my wishes would come true but so far everyone of them had so that was a good record.
Superman released my hand and told me "Emergency" as I got a trouble alert message. In an actual emergency I was supposed to assume I was a primary responder and take any action I could to help those in trouble. It was a natural crisis with minors trapped due to seismic activitiy. Superman was trying to reduce the seismic stress. I spotted trapped miners and flew above their location and ported them out to safety and kept porting till everyone was safe.
By the time Superman had safed the seismic fault, I had also evacuated everyone so the crisis was over. The way that Superman smiled at me, I knew I had done good. He took my hand and we flew off again into the sky as that song stayed with me.
"Believe it or not,
I'm walkin' on air,
I never thought I could feel so free;
Flyin' away on a wing and a pray'r,
Who could it be?
Believe it or not, it's just me."
It was so dreamy flying with Superman. It was nice that he was standing in as my Father just like my friend Rachel has Bruce for a Father. Who would people think it was flying with a legend like him? Wheather they would believe it or not it was just me.
When we got back, Superman sat me down and gave me my flight certification so I was authorized to fly as a Super Friend. When I saw that, it took me a back a moment that they made a mistake but it was something that would be able to be fixed. But there was something else as all the Super Friends in the Hall of Justice managed to slip in behind me. I looked and the other was a certification that as of this day and time that I was permanently activated into the Super Friends just like Robin had been while he was a teen too. "Surprise!" came the shout and all of the Super Friends behind me came in and gave me a hug and welcomed me to the team. "Woo Hoo! I cheered as the celebration continued.
Only one thing could make this any better and that was spending time with my man. I whispered that to Wonder Woman who started clearing the way for my departure. I blew each one of them a kiss and ported away. I materialized as Joan Waterman with my seat close to the home dugout so I could ogle my man, Sam as he showed his athletic prowess. The song in my heart continued on.
"This is too good to be true,
Look at me
Falling for you.
Believe it or not,
Believe it or not,
Believe it or not,
Believe it or not."
Finally Sam finished pitching the game of his life! I knew that he wanted to be polite but find a way to share the win with his team mates. there would be other wins for Sam but this night was something special to me. It was the night I received my wings! And I also knew that even though it was too good to be true that I was falling hard for Sam. I believed and I hoped Sam did too.
Sam lifted me up in his arms and started to carry me towards the woods. In an instance I knew that he believed it too. When we were unobserved, I lifted the 2 of us into flight which we quickly arranged ourselves to be side by side hand in hand. Soon we were entwined hugging and kissing as we danced on the air. I remembered to cloak us so no one else would know that it was just me propelling us thru the air..
"Believe it or not,
I'm walkin' on air,
I never thought I could feel so free;
Flyin' away on a wing and a pray'r,
Who could it be?
Believe it or not, it's just me."
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Song Two ~ World
Based on "Part of your World", by Howard Ashman and Alan Menken
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This being a Super Heroine could be draining at times and I could see why Batman had the Batcave, Superman had the Fortress of Solitude, Wonder Woman had Paradise Island and Aquaman had Atlantis. I wanted my own place too. With the Wonder Twin's help, I created a Exxorian starship in orbit which was to be my home away from home. With my responsibility as the Daughter of the Exxorian Goddess, I knew I could not count on staying on Earth and one day I might have to relocate to Exxor. The starship had every device that it would need to stay out of trouble including a cloak, deflector, and a very smart autopilot . What it wasn't outfitted for was the things I would need to be connected to the Hall of Justice so I could keep just as well informed there as standing in the Monitor room in Metropolis.
I enlisted the aid of Wendy and Marvin who were on semester break from MIT to recommend what I needed and put everything together into the compartment I had set aside to be my monitor room. It looked like a cavern because from the monitor room at the front it ran the length of the starship where access to the ship's computer and communications hardware was also available. I didn't have much trouble with creating one component at a time to their specifications The installation went a whole lot smoother that way since we didn't have to go to a cargo hold and uncrate something and move it to the cavern before we could put it in place.
Look at this stuff
Isn't it neat?
Wouldn't you think my collection's complete?
Wouldn't you think I'm the girl
The girl who has everything?
As we neared completion of the cavern, I looked out at all the neat stuff and I couldn't think of any thing left out or any base uncovered. My collection was certainly complete, even more complete than the Hall of Justice because my cavern had a few anachronisms courtesy of the Goddess.
I asked Wendy since Marvin was absorbed in thought as he worked, "Is my collection complete?"
Wendy shrugged and said, "I can't think of any thing else we could have included. Joan, you are the girl who has everything!"
I replied, "Thank you for your help! I could not have done it without both of you. It looks like Marvin isn't satisfied with just outfitting my monitor area. He's like a kid in a candy store dreaming up additions to go into the rest of the cavern as it stretched back and back."
"That he is! I know for one that he's got his heart set upon installing the hardware to include a translocation chamber for the starship connected to the one at the Hall of Justice."
While Marvin was so intent on his work, I used the chance to take a peek at Marvin's aura unobserved. It had acted really weird while she had been Mindy. Theoretically, I was to have left the brain's gender unchanged since that is what I felt was the obstacle that had prevented Rachel from wanting to return to being Dick. I had not realized at the time that I had created a new spirit of Rachel within her that was sharing consciousness with Dick who had chosen to remain hidden, Mindy's brain gender showed signs of parts of it turning female as she menstruated. I chose to ignore the abnormality since I was intent on putting everyone back the way that I found them. I had reason to believe that what I saw was what Mindy wanted me to see using technology or perhaps even magic.
Look at this trove
Treasures untold
How many wonders can one cavern hold?
Looking around here you think
Sure, she's got everything
Mindy got busy in requesting the equipment that she needed for the cavern to support the translocation chamber. I got busy in creating each piece of equipment to her specifications and she installed it in the proper location. Some of the things that we installed. were not alien technology that had been given to the Super Friends but were Mindy's creations that she had not had the where with all to make reality. She enjoyed seeing her creations come to being while I enjoyed the added functions that they would provide for my starship.
The Goddess had provided another anachronism for my education, a Holodeck. Wendy and Marvin even helped with that installing everything to the power supply in the cavern and hooking up the actual grid and support equipment in the room that would become the Holodeck. Mindy looked so happy especially as she tended to the futuristic elements and she had a far off look in her eyes as what she was doing had inspired her creativity for even more. I guess looking around here at all the electronic equipment, I could ask myself how many wonders could it hold. With out a doubt I had everything that I ever would need.
I've got gadgets and gizmos a-plenty
I've got whozits and whatzits galore
You want thingamabobs?
I've got twenty!
But who cares?
No big deal
I want more
When the cavern was filled to capacity, Mindy took me to one of the storage lockers. She gave me specifications for gadgets and gizmos which I created. She gave me specifications for whozits and whatzits which I brought into existence. I could not see why I needed twenty thingamabobs but I made them appear in response to Mindy's direction. The equipment lockers now were all filled and I had equipment to take care of any situation that I could envision.
All of it was useless in my eyes when my friend was hurting. Windy and Mindy had worked out their hearts for me and now it was time for me to try to help Mindy. I knew that she had been limping along the way she had been but it was no big deal. I wanted more for her, I wanted her to be whole!
I wanna be where the people are
I wanna see, wanna see them dancin'
Walking around on those - what do you call 'em?
Oh - feet!
I could tell that Mindy was hurting inside as she used technology to emulate what she had been denied. It is a close analogy between a mermaid seeking legs to join in with the world she wants and a transwoman wanting something else to be put right so she can join in with the world that she wants. I'd caught Mindy when she wasn't hiding her true self. Now I had to find a way to help my friend. While if Mindy did not try to cloak something, I felt I could help her. She seemed too worried about my feelings without care for her well being. That meant asking the Exxorian Goddess for help, if only Mindy would agree to submit to her judgment.
"Wendy, would you mind going up and working on installing the equipment to outfit the actual translocation chamber?"
"Sure, Joan. You want some privacy to get thru to that thick skulled sibling of mine to ask for help in making her whole."
"That's right Wendy. I hope that things can be put right especially after I insisted that she change back when that wasn't right for her."
Wendy touched my arm for a moment before gathering her tools and going up to work on the translocation chamber.
Flippin' your fins, you don't get too far
Legs are required for jumping, dancing
Strolling along down a - what's that word again?
Street
"Mindy, we need to talk"
"Why did you call me that? I'm Marvin!"
"No, you are Mindy. You can drop the act. I saw your brain when you were not cloaking it and you are female."
"Don't be mad at me, Joan. I only hid it from you because you were all wound up about Robin. I didn't want to add to your problems since you didn't realize that I am a transwoman."
"I'm not mad at you, Mindy. Even with me obsessing about putting Robin right, I would have helped you. I jumped to the wrong conclusion about you. I was a transwoman too until I was made whole by Goddess power. The Exxorian Goddess can make you whole too if you will submit to her judgment."
"I'm tired of hiding who I am. I built technology to try to make it right but in the end I knew that I was incomplete. I am ready to accept help, now. I will submit to the Exxorian Goddess judgment."
"I'm glad for you Mindy. I will ask her when she might be able to come and judge you."
"Thank you, Joan. You are a true friend!"
Up where they walk, up where they run
Up where they stay all day in the sun
Wanderin' free - wish I could be
Part of that world
I knew too well the desire to part with the fake me who had to do things I never would have done just to keep up appearances. It was so much better for me when I was able to cast aside the false and take my place in the world. I wanted that feeling for my friend Mindy too so I prepared to ask for an audience with the Goddess.
I placed my palms together and said, "Glivney" and I assumed my new Exxorian form. I was overjoyed that Jan had returned to life in this new timeline which had transposed both the Temporal Causality Loop and the old Wonder Twins into another universe. Wearing Jayna's form with her dead in this timeline was still a shock and I hoped that not only would the old Wonder Twins return but there be found some way to do what the Goddess could not do and save those who had perished at the temple. I meditated and soon the Goddess appeared in front of me.
"Daughter, what would you have me to do?"
"Mother, A friend of mine, Mindy, has the same condition that I did. I ask a boon that you would judge her. She submits herself to your judgment."
"Daughter, make her ready for I will return to judge her."
"Thank you Mother. I am so happy that this will soon be resolved."
"I would not have you to worry so, Daughter. You are growing in wisdom and grace and I am proud of you."
"Thank you Mother! I go to my friend to prepare her for your return."
What would I give if I could live out of these waters?
What would I pay to spend a day warm on the sand?
Bet'cha on land they understand
That they don't reprimand their daughters
Bright young women sick of swimmin'
Ready to stand
I quickly went back to where Mindy was working. It actually looked like Mindy because she had turned on her electronic cloak that made her appear the way she longed to be for real.
"Mindy, the Goddess has agreed to judge you. She asked me to get you ready. Afterward we are going to try out that Holodeck that you and Wendy installed which was possible with the anachronisms that the Goddess brought since she decided it was another good teaching tool for my education. I have a program ready that depicts the Temple on Exxor before it was destroyed . Both you and Wendy will need to change into the Exxorian gowns I am providing. I had already given Wendy hers and she was in the process of changing into it.
Mindy went to change and came back looking wonderful in her gown as Wendy also did as well. I took my place at the front as the Goddess Emissary. Mindy and Wendy stood in the back awaiting the Goddess's appearance. Mindy shown brightness on her face as she waited. She was indeed a bright young woman who was ready to stand and take her place in the world.
I'm ready to know what the people know
Ask 'em my questions and get some answers
What's a fire and why does it - what's the word?
Burn?
It was finally the time that all Mindy's questions would be answered. Mindy had a brilliant intelligence and making her whole would let that loose to help others. There were questions that mankind had been asking from the invention of fire and Mindy now would have a hand in answering them.
We all paid reverence to the goddess with each of us giving her a curtsey. I was given leave to call Mindy up.
"Will the person who prefers to be known as Mindy, please present herself before the Goddess!"
Mindy escorted by Wendy came down toward the temple alter where the Goddess stood. Both of them paused and curtsied about 10 foot out and Wendy remained there while Mindy continued on and kneeled before the Goddess on a pillow placed in front of the Goddess.
The Goddess lifted Mindy's head and kissed her forehead. Immediately Mindy no longer had any need for the electronic illusion because Mindy was made whole.
I announced, "The petitioner may withdraw with the Goddess' blessing"
Mindy took her feet and curtsied. She made her way back to where Wendy was waiting for her and they both curtsied before they turned back down the aisle. The Goddess vanished and left us three alone in the Holodeck.
"Computer End Program" I commanded and the temple faded as we all stood on the Holodeck grid. Mindy jumped for joy as both Wendy and I took turns hugging her. I was so glad Mindy was whole at last.
When's it my turn?
Wouldn't I love, love to explore that shore up above?
Out of the sea
Wish I could be
Part of that world
Both Wendy and Mindy changed out of their Exxorian gowns. I did as well by putting my palms together and saying, "Sorceress" changing back into my human form. They quickly finished the little work that remained. Soon my starship had all of its new functions working and tested. I had informed the Super Friends and they had a celebration waiting for Mindy in honor of her momentous day. I set the Starship to automated functioning and they there of us used the Translocation chamber to beam into the Hall of Justice
There was such a celebration as Mindy came into the midst of all the assembled Super Friends. Just as sure as though she had stepped out of the sea onto the dry land, Mindy had arrived. Without a doubt , Mindy was now and for always would be part of our world.
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Song Three ~ Faith
Based on 'Where My Heart Will Take Me' by Diane Warren
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I had asked again for the chance to speak to the Exxorian Goddess. I used my sorcery to change into the Exxorian robes of the Emissary of the Goddess. I was glad that my form change to Exxorian was for me to call out, "Glivney!" while I held my palms together. Had I been required to use her Terran name, Jayna, I would not have been able to do it. Nevertheless this was now my Exxorian form that I had and out of respect for the Goddess, I changed into it prior to our meeting.
I could not deal with my Exxorian form being Glivney which was a reminder that in this universe she was dead. She was the priestess of the Goddess who had perished when the temple had been destroyed . She was also the friend and former Wonder Twin of this universe, Jayna. I knew that she existed in another universe and she and her brother were dealing with the temporal causality loop that they had created. Were it not for the intervention of the Goddess, that loop would have had this universe frozen between those few moments of time.
I felt myself being ported away from my Exxorian Space Cruiser orbiting the earth to her temple which no longer existed. I suspected that we were in the past making use of the temple while those who attended it ordinarily were asleep. Instead of being set up like a courtroom for judgment like the time that Dick's timeline was shifted forward to allow him to become Nightwing and Stephanie Brown's timeline shifted so instead of being Robin for 47 days she instead became Flamebird and a younger Rachel Wayne had taken her place as Robin, the Girl Wonder.
A table was set up between two chairs. On the table sitting in a holder was an object that was shaped like an ellipse only three dimensional. It was a work of art composed of some of the most costly materials in the universe. I found myself dressed in the gown I wore now for my conversations with the Goddess which symbolized that I would be her successor. It seemed obvious to me that when the Goddess arrived she would take one of the chairs so I went to one of the chairs and sat down and waited for her to appear.
It's been a long road getting from there to here.
The Goddess of Exxor appeared in all of her splendor and sat down with me. "Greetings, Daughter! " We both stood and she came over and gave me a big hug. "My Daughter, you have traveled a long road in getting to this place. The journey is worthwhile both for you and for I as well as for the Exxorians"
"I submit myself to your will, my mother and I live for the journey"
"I am pleased, my daughter. Yet you are uneasy with your present burden"
"I wear the form of my friend, Glivney, and instead of good things I dwell on death. Her death in the temple in this universe and that she faces death in the universe she is in now."
"My daughter, I did not mean it for a burden but it was a consequence of the shift in timelines. However, it is my intention that you by your efforts should introduce another timeline in which all the quadruplets survive. I see no reason for you to suffer anguish in the mean time so I will give you another Exxorian form to wear."
I kneeled before her in anticipation of her blessing me by laying her hands on top of my head. I felt the universe blink and heard the voice of the Goddess, "Rise Rua!"
I returned to my place in the seat beside the table and saw before me on the table a mirror and I looked and saw a different but clearly related girl reflected before me. After seeing pictures of the Wonder Twins' Mother when she was young, it was clear that I was now indeed, Rua, the Wonder Twins' mother, had perished in a plague when the Wonder Twins were young. I never knew Rua so her form was not a burden to carry and this Rua was so young that I hoped that seeing me would not be as bad on the twins.
"Thank you for this blessing Mother. I am pleased that I do not wear the form of one of the quadruplets any longer. Did Rua have the same genetic mutation that gave the Wonder Twins their power?"
"Yes Daughter. As Rua you can interact with the quadruplets to call forth the power in the same way as you could wearing Vylylia and Glivney's forms. Her age at the time of the plague muted the natural immunity that she had. She was weakened by both the disease and the death of her husband, that she died too." .
"Mother, what is this object on the table between us? It is very beautiful and looks to have immeasurable worth."
"Child, this object is the conduit of my blessing to one of the Exxorian people in the spring of each year in times past. I knew that the most deserving of my blessing each year would be so humble as to feel others deserved my attention more than they. In the spring is what is called commonly, "The Great Egg Hunt". I would port the object from its place in the temple into hiding. I chose the hiding place each year so that one of the deserving which didn't feel themselves worthy of my blessing would have an excuse to come before me and let me help them."
"Mother, this is the object as it was in the past. What of the here and now?"
"I had ported it away in the hunt just before I traded my existence for that of the planet Exxor. I presume that it escaped the cataclysm and still exists. One day it will return to me as it always has been."
It's been a long time but my time is finally near!
"Mother, What task is it that you intend for me to do that will change the timeline?"
"Daughter, It has been a long time that I have been waiting to see the task accomplished, but my time is finally near that I will be able to observe its completion."
"Mother, when did your wait begin?"
"My dear Rua, this goes back to the assault on Exxor. It began with their super weapon being detonated which involved all the bombs being placed around Exxor in the same manner that all the bombs were placed on Earth."
"What Happened?"
"Even a Goddess has limits to her power and mine is more about people than things. The only way that I could stop the explosion was to place a hole in my timeline where I did not and could never exist. I was able to summon the great power to do away with the already exploding bombs and afterward I no longer existed. From the perspective of Exxor the doomsday weapon was never detonated."
"How did the enemy react?"
"The enemy, Drax, when he could not carry out a plan for world destruction, carried out a campaign of terror calculated to drive all the Exxorians away from the planet starting with the destruction of my Temple."
"And how do I fit in?"
"My daughter, when you are ready to take on this challenge, I will give you access to all of my powers while retaining my ability to use them as well as part of your training. I hope that you will go where I can not go and do what I can not do, save the temple and banish Drax from Exxor."
And I will see my dream come alive at last, I will touch the sky!
"Daughter, in that day I will witness the result of my dream coming true. I understand that you have learned to fly. Come fly with me and I will show you the glory of my temple and of the planet Exxor before it was soiled by Drax."
"I love to fly, Mother! It seems like I touch the sky. Lead on!"
As if on cue both of us lifted up towards the high vaulted ceiling. We both flew towards a window in the roof where the light shown thru. I found that it was energy keeping out the weather and we both passed right thru it and up into the sky.
The wonder of flight and the freedom overwhelms me as the Goddess and I raced skyward hand in hand. We circled the grounds of the temple in all its glory. The temple shining as a testimony to the people's devotion and all of the other buildings and areas on the temple grounds for those who had devoted their lives to the Goddess. I wept seeing it in all of its beauty and remembering the photos I had seen of the same spot now on the planet Exxor where all that remained was a lifeless crater where all of this had been and a tiny memorial to all those who died as the temple and all of its environs were consumed by the explosion.
We flew round the globe and I was treated to the beauty of the planet Exxor before Drax had left his mark on this world. This was much more rewarding seeing it first hand than in the holographic images that I had seen as I studied the planet and its people. It was so very much more relaxed talking with the Goddess as we were flying. There were other questions I was dying to ask and now seemed the time to ask them.
And they're not gonna hold me down no more!
"It is difficult to be earth bound when having an experience like this."
"It is thru you, my successor, that I intend that the one thing that I can not fix may be righted."
"I look forward to being able to make that dream come true, Mother"
"Will that be the end?"
"While you prevent the destruction, I can't be with you where I cant exist. After you return to the here and now, we will have more time together as I teach you more before I leave."
"I will be glad Mother that the forces of Drax will be unable to hold you down any more."
"I will be glad to share my power with you, Daughter in that day and for you to take my place as Goddess before the people of Exxor. I will be free to make sure that you have everything you need before I place the full burden of being the Goddess upon you."
"Thank you Mother, for placing so much confidence in me. I wont disappoint you
No, they're not gonna change my mind!
"Knowing this, Daughter, does it change your mind? Are you still willing to be my successor."
"Mother, I am not gonna change my mind. No matter what the challenges are, I will be committed to the calling to which I have been given."
"Thank you my Daughter! It warms my soul to know that you will not be turned away from the purpose."
"Will I have to give up being Sorceress and human when I take your place as the Goddess ?"
"My Daughter, that will be up to you after I depart. After all you will be Goddess alone and free to do whatever you feel is right."
"Mother, Will I have to be celibate in order to assume the mantle of the Goddess?"
"No, daughter, that is not a requirement. Should you choose to marry, your spouse will not be imbued with the power for that is yours alone to carry. There have been others in the past who wore the mantle of Goddess who had a consort and I expect that there will be more in the future."
"Thank you, Mother. There is a special young man in my life. We have chosen not to show our love in that special way until both of us are adults. I am enjoying myself in the here and now and I'm glad that I would not have to give up having him be a special part of my life to fulfill this new destiny."
"You are welcome, child. I have enjoyed this talk Is there anything else that you would like to ask me?"
"Mother, my heart is clear. Thank you for spending this time with me."
"Daughter, may you go in love." She ported me from out of midair back to the starship where she had found me.
Cause I got faith of the heart, I'm going where my heart will take me!
There was one place where my heart was taking me and that was to Sam's side. I had faith that everything that the Goddess expected would come to pass. I felt that by going where my heart would take me that I would be prepared for the future that would come. For now my heart was urging me to enjoy the here and now. I pressed my palms together and said, "Joan Ellen" transforming me back to my mundane human form. I knew just where Sam would be, on the baseball field whether it was playing a game or practicing with his teammates that is his second love, after me of course. I ported away to where my heart was taking me.
I appeared in the stands and saw Sam on the mound. I looked at the scoreboard and could see that Sam was pitching a no hitter from the line score. He seemed in the groove where he could do no wrong. I cheered him on as every pitch nibbled at the corners as those few pitches which struck wood were only ground outs or pop ups. Finally the last pitch was delivered as the third out was made and the no hitter went into the record books.
I wanted to run onto the field and jump into his arms. Our eyes met and the look in his eyes told me that as soon as he could that he would be joining me. Instead, I watched as his teammates swarmed him and lifted him on their shoulders and carried him off the field. I wasn't disappointed as I waited outside the clubhouse door with some more of the player's girlfriends. Sam took one look at me as he emerged from the door and swept me up and spun me around in his arms.
I got faith to believe I can do anything!
"How are you gorgeous? I missed you!" He held me in his arms and kissed me passionately.
When we had come up for air, I answered, "I feel wonderful, handsome and I missed you too.":
"I can tell, you passionate minx!" I melted in his arms and life was very good. I didn't realize how much time had past but it became apparent when only Sam and I were standing by the clubhouse door and the lights went off both on the field and in the club house.
All of a sudden a light appeared in Sam's eyes and at the same time I felt the universe blink and I wondered what had happened. "Joan, I have to go back inside. I left something inside. It will only take a moment."
"OK, Sam, I'll wait right here for you."
Sam tried the door and it seemed to be locked. Sam was really determined to get thru that door so he tried again to force the door open. He lifted the whole door off as the hinges broke. He propped up the door on the side of the club house.
"Wow! that's not normal and I didn't cause it!"
"I know! All of a sudden I feel so powerful! My whole body is energized! I believe that I can do anything! Wow, what a rush!"
While I used my sorcery to make the door whole, Sam in a much more controlled way tested to see what kind of powers that he might have in addition to super strength. As he ticked off his list of powers, it became obvious that he had a lot of the same powers as Superman. This was perplexing because I checked to see if he had been changed into a Kryptonian. It was conclusive that he was a Terran, just an extraordinary one.
Sam went thru the now unlocked door to get the thing he left. He soon returned with a wrapped present which he handed to me. Like a kid at Christmas, I ripped off the wrapping paper to reveal a box of my favorite Godiva chocolates. I gave him a big hug and kiss as he wrapped me up in his arms
"What an extraordinary man you are, Sam! That's it! You can be Extraman!"
"I like it! Okay, I'm Extraman! Can you design me a costume?"
"Can I? Of course! So mote it be!" And Sam was clothed in costume that had the same colors of Sorceress's own so they would look good side by side. It had a small mask like my costume had and on his chest was the Greek letter Epsilon. The one thing that it lacked was a cape since I could hear Edna Mole in my head saying, "No Cape!"
"So what next, Sweetie?"
"I guess the best place to check out your new powers is in the Hall of Justice. I happen to have an in with them. Let's put you thru your paces in the combat simulator room."
As I changed into my Sorceress costume, Sam responded, "Let's do it!"
I ported us directly into the Hall of Justice's combat simulator room.
I got strength of the soul and no one's gonna bend or break me!
I always knew that Sam had strength of the soul, but finding out he had super powers too was something that I would have never expected. In the back of my mind, I assumed that it was a consequence of the judgment of the Goddess that he had gone thru.
"Computer, recognize Sorceress and enter command mode"
"Sorceress identity confirmed, awaiting commands"
"Register Sam Waterman codename Extraman and grant limited access to Super Friends facilities as a subject of interest."
"Confirm Extraman registered as person of interest and granted limited access. Ready to record voice print"
Sam answered "Sam Waterman codename Extraman"
"Voice print recorded and dossier file initiated."
"Well that squares you with the computer, Sam Lets put you thru your paces. Let's try this!"
"Computer, initiate Superman exercise program one participant Extraman, control Sorceress"
"Compliance!" An area of the room was protected by force fields and things that Superman found challenging began to confront Sam. Since he was just getting used to his powers, he did not always cleanly meet each challenge but the mistakes proved his invulnerability. In each situation should he be in actual danger, I was ready to make a catch and prevent any harm to Sam. He was determined that nothing was going to bend or break him. Sam in part of the exercises demonstrated precision flying which came quite naturally to him. When the end signal sounded, Sam lighted beside me and caught his breath. "Now that was a workout!"
"Are you gain for one more?" Superman had an exercise where he practiced disposing of Kryptonite and he had a small quantity of green K that the room used to give realism to the exercise. I wanted to see if being exposed to Green K would show the same vulnerability as Superman. "Computer run Superman exercise Green K disposal, participant Extraman, control Sorceress" "Compliance!"
The program set up and exposed Sam to Green K. Instead of the long range disposal techniques that Superman had to use, Sam just walked right up to the green K without any ill effect and placed it in a lead container which had been provided which ended the simulation. "How do you feel, Extraman?"
"I feel fine. No ill effects. Green K doesn't phase me."
"That's really good news. We'll still have to keep watch out for anything that might be a problem to you but it is really good that it's not the same one as Superman."
I can reach any star!
"Joan, would you like to go fly with me?"
"I'd love to, Sam! Let me port us outside of the hall and we can really open up."
"Okay, Joan!" I ported us into the sky above the Hall of Justice. Instead of a sightseeing trip, Sam had only one thing on his mind. He wanted to see how fast he could go. We both shot upward thru the air and soon came thru the atmosphere into space. Once into space we went even faster. Sam was pointed at a star and we both sped toward it. We reached the speed of light and we entered subspace which was a rush for both of us.
We came out of subspace as we slowed to come to a stop bathed in the light of the star that we had reached. I was so proud of my Sam! Without a magical assist, I would have never kept up with him. Sam rewarded me for the journey as he took me into his arms and kissed me! Oh that was heaven, making out within the environ of another star.
I got faith, I got faith, Faith of the heart!
This was another wonderful day for me! My faith was rewarded with so many blessings. I no longer had to worry about Sam since Sam could take care of himself. He has faith in me and I have faith in him. Together there is no telling where our hearts will take us! It was all due to our faith of the heart!
"I love you, Joan!"
"I love you too, Sam!"
The End
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This story is dedicated to the memory of my friend, Joan.
Can Robin the Girl Wonder aka Rachel Stephanie Wayne cope with becoming Batman's daughter?
Wayne Manor ~ Egged On
This fan fiction piece is based on the original works, “All New Super Friends Hour" by Hannah Barbera, copyright 1977 and "Extreme Justice #9" by DC Comics, Copyright 1995. Cosmeg originated in "The Gods Themselves" by Arthur C Clarke .Copyright 1972 All original characters and plot lines are the property of the owners, and any resemblance to individuals either living or dead is coincidental. This piece is for entertainment purposes only and is not intended as a copyright infringement.
I'd like to thank Randalynn for her suggestion that the lives of Batman with Robin the Girl Wonder should be examined carefully since the new dynamic in their relationship would make good storytelling. She even suggested the title Wayne Manor that I used for the story. Thanks so much Randalynn.
Can Robin the Girl Wonder aka Rachel Stephanie Wayne cope with becoming Batman's daughter?
Wayne Manor ~ Egged On
This fan fiction piece is based on the original works, “All New Super Friends Hour" by Hannah Barbera, copyright 1977 and "Extreme Justice #9" by DC Comics, Copyright 1995. Cosmeg originated in "The Gods Themselves" by Arthur C Clarke .Copyright 1972 All original characters and plot lines are the property of the owners, and any resemblance to individuals either living or dead is coincidental. This piece is for entertainment purposes only and is not intended as a copyright infringement.
I'd like to thank Randalynn for her suggestion that the lives of Batman with Robin the Girl Wonder should be examined carefully since the new dynamic in their relationship would make good storytelling. She even suggested the title Wayne Manor that I used for the story. Thanks so much Randalynn.
I, Robin the Girl Wonder aka Rachel Grayson, was much in thought about everything that had brought me to this point since I was waiting for judgment from the Goddess of Exxor. Once I realized that some how in my female body was both my female soul and Dick's male soul, which was hiding from me, that appealing for the Goddess of Exxor to judge me was the only way both Dick and I could find happiness.
When this began I was plain ordinary Robin, the Boy Wonder aka Dick Grayson, a 17 year old boy. I accompanied Joan and Jayna in the combat simulator room at the Hall of Justice. I know many forms of self defense suited to women and Joan being brand new to being a woman could use some training. I knew the techniques well enough to coach them. My only handicap was that many of them also relied on the different center of gravity and body mass distribution that women have naturally so I could not demonstrate them.
While Jayna (who could shape shift and was one of the Wonder Twins) and Joan (who Jayna, as a duplicate of a Goddess, had transformed) were taking a break, they became focused on each other.
Joan finished and explained what she had been doing.” Robin and Jayna, I want to try something, and Wonder Woman said that this is the place to try it, rather than in combat or I guess, at home. I've copied Jayna's aura to my memory. After that I'm going to astral project my spirit out of my body so I can see if I can shape shift my body to look like Jayna's. I'll weave my small auras so that they are identical to Jayna's auras. When I'm ready, I'll say something to trigger the change and let my astral spirit reunite with my new body."
"Wow, that sounds freaky, Joan! Good Luck!" said Jayna
“Good Luck, Joan!” I told her, “We'll try to get you some help, if you need it."
"Here goes nothing!" Joan squealed. She lay on the floor and started doing what she said, I guessed.
"Magical energy release below live monitor threshold detected. " intoned the simulator room.
When Joan spoke in an audible voice, it seemed to come from the entire room, "So mote it be!"
Lying where Joan's body had been moments before was a twin, or would it be, triplet of Jayna who looked as though she were about to speak.
The simulator room boomed, "Magical energy release detected at factor 4. Remote Live Monitoring initiated. Expert dispatched."
Joan spoke in Jayna's voice, "Room: Query: Who is the expert dispatched to monitor the magical energy discharge?"
The Room answered her, "Wonder Woman, ETA Two Hours." "Hall of Justice has initiated isolation protocol, pending arrival of Wonder Woman"
Jayna observed, "Must not be real important otherwise they would have dispatched one of the other Super Friends to check on us earlier. Room: Is everything functional for further simulation?"
The Simulation Room responded, "I am operating within acceptable limits. Quarantine measures are precautionary and not due to any actual danger."
Joan in her Exxorean body and Jayna used the Wonder Twin powers to shape shift into human form and Joan looked like herself again while Joan became the human girl I had seen her become in the past.
I was bored so I told them, "Well while we are stuck in here perhaps you'll do something for me that will help you ladies train?" I both looked and felt mischievous. I was amazed that the magic had worked on Joan, but strongly doubted it would work on me.
Joan asked me, "What is that Robin?"
I replied, "Lets see if you can shape shift someone other than yourself, and make me a girl for a while. That way I could show you the self defense techniques I know, instead of just telling you about them. Think you are up to the challenge Joan?"
Joan pleaded, "Are you sure about this? Messing with your gender can lead to trouble." How right she was only I did not realize it then.
I replied confidently, "I'll take the risk, I'll just be Robin, the Girl Wonder for a while."
Joan told us, "OK, here goes!." Joan began to concentrate and prepare. Joan had me lie down for safety and she slid my astral spirit out of my body while she spoke the words that would trigger the change, "So Mote it be!"
Instantly, I saw that my body now was indeed a Girl Wonder, as my new costume with its miniskirt accentuated each curve. Joan placed my astral spirit within my new body and my spirit was now female. As I went in I felt a male presence but it retreated so quickly and I could no longer feel it so I guessed that I had imagined it. I cried out in amazement at what had been done to make me a girl in spirit and body. I smiled and I did not recall ever feeling this good and at peace with myself.
The Room interrupted and said, "Magical energy release detected at factor 5. Lockdown still in progress."
"Well, Ladies!", Robin started, "Lets get started on that workout I promised you. It looks like we all need it now."
Jayna and Joan shouted together, "Let's do it!”
Over an hour later, us three women were very satisfied with the workout I had led us thru. As we were cooling down, Wonder Woman used her override and came into the Simulation room.
Jayna pointing out Robin to Wonder Woman, "May I present Robin, the Girl Wonder”
I turned to Wonder Woman and curtseyed and said to her, "I hope you are well."
Wonder woman replied, "I am quite well, Thank You. Batman sends his regards to you and also, this list of exercises he expects you to do, should you remain in that form for the near term, so that you will be prepared to be at his side."
I took the paper, "Of course. Batman is correct. I must be in fighting shape. I'll get on these immediately"
I went into another section of the combat simulator room, which adapted itself for the simulation that Batman had requested, and disappeared.
I had practiced the solo exercises that Batman had requested. After a bit, Batman joined me in the simulator room and without a word other than what commands needed to be given to coordinate our attack, we started the duo exercises. We were up at 'Dynamic Duo' standards when my Teen Super Friend Communicator interrupted
"Joan to Robin, Come in please?” Joan queried
"Robin the Girl Wonder here. How can I help, Joan?” I asked
Joan answered, "Well I was thinking of offering my help. Other than the clothes you are wearing, all of the rest of your clothes are boy's clothes, but with my new power I can change them into the girl’s equivalent so they will fit you if you like. I just need your permission and Batman's to have access to your quarters to work on it. Since I have to go piece by piece it might take a couple of hours, but they need me off of the control level, anyway, because of some Super Friends Assembly happening tonight. I thought I would make productive use of my time while leaving you in less a predicament about what to wear."
I replied, "You are a sweet girl, Joan, Thanks for your offer to help! Unless Batman has an objection, I’ll ask him to tell the Super Friends computer that you have permission to enter our quarters. "
Batman answered, "Batman here, patching in. Thank you for the help Joan! I'll get the permission change made so you can get to work on it.”
Batman used his Super Friends communicator on both channels, “Patching to Super Friends Computer; Recognize Batman voice print."
"Recognized. Proceed with command function”, responded the Super Friends Computer
Batman continued, "Permit Codename Sorceress access to Batman and Robin's quarters and confirm."
The Computer replied, "Confirm Joan Waterman, Codename Sorceress, given access to Batman and Robin's quarters"
Batman directed to Joan, "That's all. Sorceress, enjoy plying your craft. Robin and I will be in the simulator awhile, working on our combat attacks"
>"Thank you Batman and Robin. Sorceress out.”
Joan sounded very pleased with herself as she signed out.
Batman and I resumed our combat simulations and Batman became a little more talkative. Batman told me that Joan was going to become a Teen Super Friend tonight. I appreciated that she used the time could have wasted helping me. Batman went to the Batmobile for a spare uniform and he used other facilities to shower and change.
I slipped in to my quarters because I needed to shower and make a quick change into one of the uniforms that Joan had just made wearable, and left to go to the assembly before it started. We were going to have to request another room for me since sharing a bathroom did not seem fair now. I'm sure Batman would not appreciate the lingerie and hose I had drying in the bathroom hanging everywhere. In cutting it this close I was going to have quite an entrance unveiling Robin the Girl Wonder.
The Super Friends can do quite a lot of pomp and circumstance when we want to do so. Joan was inducted with great honor into the Teen Super Friends as a super heroine in training. I had too busy a day myself so I went back to my quarters early and stripped and put on my nightgown and went to bed with the light off but with the bathroom door cracked open a bit. I couldn't sleep and instead listened out for Batman to come in and his reaction to my things in the bathroom. I was not disappointed since he took one look at the bathroom and I realized he was recording a Teen Trouble Alert message.
I overheard Batman say, "Sorceress, I came home to find our bathroom with hose and lingerie drying all over the place. I will admit that I bypassed the queuing program to assign this to you, but I need your help. Could it be that this wanting to be a girl had nothing to do with his position as a man previously? Postulate a normal man would be male in mind soul and body, and if this were flipped to the reverse, that a soul mind and body that was female would result. That person would realize a need to stay female, but based on their situation now, but not by any previous need that was unfulfilled as a man. It looks like you did too good a job making Robin a woman, and now there are no traces of a man to go back to, even though his memories are intact. Please send help!"
Now I had the first indication of what was troubling Batman, who obviously wanted Sorceress to change me into a boy wonder again. I knew I was a girl, body and soul, and being trapped in the body of a boy would be torment for me. Now I had to make sure that Sorceress understood that I did not want to change back. I guess that Batman noticed the cracked door and he closed the bathroom door on his side of the room. I could no longer hear what was going on in Batman's quarters. I willed myself to go to sleep since there was nothing else to do right now.
The next day Batman avoided me but I did my part and worked out in the combat simulator room perfecting my combat skills. I decided that I could no longer be Richard 'Dick' Grayson and I would be instead Rachel Grayson 'After completing my workout, I went to my quarters to take a shower. After I showered and dressed in lingerie and a robe, I was interrupted by my Teen Super Friend Communicator with Joan's voice saying, "Sorceress calling Girl Wonder. "
I replied, "Girl Wonder here. What can I do for you, Sorceress?"
Sorceress answered, "I'd like to discuss something with you if you have a few moments."
I told her, "Anything for you, sweetie. I'm in my bedroom and you still have access, come on in."
She finished, "Be right there," and she was quite literally, since she teleported into my room where she found me in lingerie covered by a short robe sitting on the bed in lotus position
Sorceress spoke softly and sweetly, "Can we talk?"I looked at Sorceress and exclaimed, "That was fast!"
Sorceress told me, "I can teleport now. "Robin, Sweetie", Sorceress took my hands in hers, "I let you down. I messed up by not leaving you something so you could feel your old life was worthwhile. I'm sure being totally female is a big rush because it is different, and eventually things will get to be second nature, including periods and all the rest."
I replied, "Darling, you are a super heroine, not a goddess! I don't want to go oops, but you do. No one really was hurt by Dick Grayson mysteriously disappearing, which is why I was a good choice to be Robin. Bats and I will construct … Heck, if I know Bats; he's already covered me with a complete female alter ego. I know that I don't have the pull that I should have back to my original male side. I can accept that what you did changed me so that I am not the same person that I was before, and in hanging on to this life I send another aspect of myself to the oblivion"
Sorceress continued, "There's more. Sweetie. The method I used to change you wasn't proven, and it was only my first time trying it with anyone. I guess success depends on how good a weaver that I am, but my method required changing and repositioning and reshaping color and texturing the mini elements of your aura to match a set pattern. For your transformation specifically, changing every single male part of your aura into female, took a little creativity, because the female auras are more shaped and textured than their male counterparts. I don't know how long it will last, but eventually something is going to snap back to its original shape, place, texture, or color, When that happens painful physical changes will happen as your body reverts to a more male state. If you wait to let things revert over time, my method of changing you may not be available any more."
I pleaded with her, "You know that I am scared to change this, that I will lose feeling this way. That what you did was either a one in a million fluke, or else the old me may withhold this life from me."
Sorceress countered, "Robin, even the old you has got to be moved by the way you plead your case. We could record a plea from you to return you to this form, along with a chronology of events we can get from the Hall of Justice visual records. You and I know what we are talking about in private quarters, so we could reenact that. The best way for the life you desire to be granted, is for him to submit himself for judgment to the Exxorean goddess. She promises two things, which are that you will be whole, and that you will have a chance at happiness some time in the future. Most often she leaves those who are Trans in their native universe and those who aren't Trans, swapped with their opposite in a parallel universe."
I told her, "That's a lot to think about Sorceress. I'll begin recording my appeal to the old me to make us female."
Sorceress told me, "See you later, Girl Wonder" Sorceress teleported out of my quarters. Being judged by the Goddess may be my only hope and not to let Joan turn me back but for me to be judged as I am. Until I could get Joan to see reason, I would have to go along with her so she would not do something out of frustration.
I had hopes that eventually Sorceress could be made to see reason. I heard from her again the next day when I had stopped working out and had come to get something from the cafeteria. My communicator called, “Joan to Rachel" She sounded a little different from normal
>I answered, "Rachel here, I'm in the cafeteria if you want to talk in person"
Joan responded, "I'll be right there"
Joan teleported in to the cafeteria. She sat across from me and touched my arm," How are you today, girl?" I could see that she was Exxorean but I did not know the significance of it.
I told her, "OK, I guess, considering. I have been putting quite a bit of work getting things recorded. This is a new look for you, dear one! Very Exxorean!. I imagine Jayna and Zayna appreciate it?"
Joan explained, "Not completely. I've found out that I am the reincarnation of their sister Vylylia who died in the fall of Exxor. We are still working thru the shock and have not processed positive things yet. I've thought about my dilemma with your change and I'm trying to not impose my morality on the process. In order to really get this solved, I feel like the Goddess must be involved. I won’t even insist that the bad spell is taken off, but that's only if you agree to be judged by the Goddess. My spell is just window dressing for her that she can strip away as part of your judgment. You will be whole and also have a chance at happiness some time in the future."
I replied with enthusiasm, "Wow, Girl! You sure mellowed out. I like these options even more. Any word on how Mindy is doing? Poor girl! She had her introduction to womanhood by starting with her first period immediately."
Sorceress replied, "So far, so good." and then explained, "Mindy would change back now in a heart beat but I can’t do it while she's on her period. So we are waiting for it to be over. I have to be home soon ... And 'Girl Wonder', All my hopes!'" And Sorceress teleported away!
I was doing more exercises but Batman had excuse after excuse to not allow me to return to fight crime with him. I wondered if I would ever be perfect enough for him to give me a chance to get back to normal. On the other hand, I was excited that perhaps Joan and Batman would not force me into being a boy.
There was a party in the evening where Joan's transman boyfriend Sam was celebrating the Goddess making him whole. Most of the teen super friends were at the party so it was lots of fun. I finally left the party and ended up later in my quarters preparing to go to sleep.
I heard Sorceress on the Monitor channel, "Super Friends to Robin the Girl Wonder"
I told her, "Go ahead"
Sorceress explained, "Robin, I need you at the monitor room soonest. Full Status restoration. I hope that your partnership will be intact but if not I need your experience out on the front lines of combat!"
I replied, "On my way!" I was able to determine as I approached the monitor room that a Super Villain, Darkseid had caused chaos in Metropolis by deploying 'male bombs' that turned males into savages who were destroying the city. Only Super Heroines were to be allowed to combat the menace since they were immune to the bombs.
As I entered I noticed that Batman was distracted and we both heard Sorceress say, "So Mote It Be" and Batwoman came into existence.
Sorceress told us, "Robin, you've been working at being a female super heroine since your transformation and this is brand new to you Batwoman. Its time to put aside your differences for the sake of the Super Friends and work as a team to defeat Darkseid"
Batwoman responded, "Well spoken Sorceress, Welcome back Robin, To the Bat mobile!" And Batwoman took off for the garage while I sped up and passed her and was waiting in my seat when Batwoman made it there and questioned me, "How in the world do you manage to run in those heels Robin?"
I told her, "Practice makes perfect, Bat Woman" We both heard a "So Mote it be!" from Sorceress who ported the Batmobile into the combat zone. The Batmobile began patrolling the war zone that had been the streets of downtown Metropolis.
The team work of all the Super Heroines together defeated Darkseid and put an end to the Male Bombs and all the trouble that they caused. When it was all over, Batwoman and I were ported back to the Hall of Justice. Sorceress changed Batwoman back into Batman but left me Robin the Girl Wonder. I overheard Wonder Woman asking Sorceress why she did not turn me back and I was able to hear a little of the reply.
Sorceress told Wonder Woman, "The Goddess permitted me to step outside of time as she does when she makes a judgment I opened Pandora's box and I could see no way to 'make it right' dealing just with Dick Grayson's life. Looking at the future, Dick Grayson looks at being Robin as not being a person but a job description, which is Batman's apprentice. By having a male outlook and with an apprentice model that means that at a certain point that Robin resigns from the job and goes into business for himself. Dick Grayson will cease to be Robin and became Nightwing instead. The cycle repeats with other boys who did not do as well as Dick and ended badly. Finally an enigma, Stephanie Brown, who would have been the first Girl Wonder, lasted a mere 47 days and was brutally murdered. Her preparations, both physical and mental, were not up to the task and from her compensation behavior. There has to be some major tampering with the timeline if Robin the Girl Wonder is to continue to exist in the here and now and allow Dick Grayson, the man, a chance to exist too" That was all I heard before I moved out of earshot.
Joan and I had met in one of the conference rooms when both the Exxorian Goddess and an anachronistic Stephanie Agnes Brown in her Spoiler uniform appeared with them. By reflex both Joan and I started to kneel but the Goddess stopped them, “Rise children! We are met here in order to discuss the judgment that Rachel Grayson submits herself. Stephanie Agnes Brown now attired as Spoiler but who was also Robin the girl wonder in her future timeline, also submits to my judgment. There is one more party to this discussion who ought to be heard as well. ”
We saw from my body emerge a spirit who looked like Dick Grayson before Sorceress transformed me.
Dick walked over and took a chair at the table which we all did and then he spoke, “I am Dick Grayson. My Spirit has been sharing consciousness in the body of Rachel Grayson. I hid my presence from her so she could have autonomy.” Unlike most astral spirits, Dick seemed to be able to speak and act normally even though his body was transparent. That was weird that Dick had been inside me all along too.
Joan began, “My take on this judgment, is that Dick Grayson will exist as a male and go ahead and become Nightwing. A different Stephanie Brown, who is the reincarnation of our Rachel, will discard the apprentice model and become Batman's companion. As a woman, she could be Robin beyond her teen years, as well. The longevity of her Girl Wonder would cancel the circumstances that brought about Stephanie Brown's premature Death. And in another Universe, say Earth 123c, Dick Grayson and Stephanie Brown would exist in the timeline that occurred before judgment."
The Goddess lovingly addressed Joan,” My daughter, you forget one thing; It was by your power that the Spirit of Rachel Grayson was created from nothing. If I simply put Rachel’s spirit in Stephanie’s body which is transformed to match her new timeline then the same problem exists of two spirits inhabiting one body.”
With thought Joan asked, “What is to be done? Even when I have created something out of nothing then I used a pattern.”
“With Stephanie’s consent, daughter, you may use her body as a pattern after I have given her a new body and timeline and create for her a twin sister which can become Rachel’s body. This new Rachel, Stephanie’s twin can fulfill her destiny to be Robin the Girl Wonder.”
Stephanie asked, “What is to become of me?”
Dick spoke, “Stephanie, if you wish you can become my partner, Flamebird, and come with me to New York City to fight crime with me. I have a feeling that being my partner will be a whole lot better for you in the long run.”
Stephanie nodded, “I would like that very much, Dick!”
“It is settled, Rachel will be kissed with my judgment letting her spirit free and Dick Grayson’s body be restored in his older timeline as Nightwing. I will bless Stephanie by laying my hand on her head and adjust her timeline to make her Flamebird. My daughter, you and I and the Wonder Twins must join, as we did before to change Zayna’s power, to give you the power needed to create a new body for Rachel as Stephanie’s identical twin, Robin the Girl Wonder.” The Goddess stated.
I asked, “Goddess is this possible?”
The Goddess replied, “All things are possible if you only believe.”
I stated, “I believe. Be it unto me according to what you have said.”
Stephanie echoed, “I believe. Be it unto me according to what you have said.”
Joan told her, “I believe, I ask for your wisdom and courage, Goddess.”
Dick said, “I believe! Count me in! “
“As all have agreed, all who wish to be included will be summoned into my presence when all is prepared for my judgment” finished the Goddess. Dick’s spirit disappeared and was presumably inside Rachel. Stephanie and the Goddess also vanished leaving Joan and I in the room.
“Good luck, Joan!” I called over her shoulder as I made a hasty exit from the conference room leaving Joan alone with her thoughts.
Sorceress was right that she told me what she had found out and what the Goddess might do when she judged me and that this Stephanie Brown from the future might also be judged with me. I felt like both Sorceress and the Goddess had my best interests at heart now so I was going to put my faith in them. All I could do now was waiting till I was ported into the chamber where the judgment would take place later today.
When it was time, I along with the others who were to take part was snatched from where we were and were deposited in what looked like an Exxorean Temple to the Goddess. The people who The Goddess brought seemed to be the only who existed. It was as though the rest who should be there were caught in an eddy of time. 'Glivney or Jayna was acting as a priestess of the temple and wore temple robes and stood by me, Rachel Grayson. Tomu or Zayna was identically dressed in temple robes and was standing beside Stephanie Brown who was wearing an Exxorean gown since she had been taken out of her future time. Already seated to witness the judgment was Batman, Superman, Wonder Woman and Aquaman. "Vylylia" or Sorceress was dressed in her robes that denoted her as the Emissary.
It soon became clear that meant that Vylylia was also the Goddess' Herald as she announced, "All Rise and Give Respect to the Goddess of Exxor into whose court you all are called this day." Each man bowed and I along with each woman curtseyed to give the goddess respect.
When "Vylylia" observed the Goddess in the seat of judgment, she announced, "You may all be seated." She herself had taken up standing behind the throne on the Goddess's right side.
>Those observing relaxed a bit after having to give reverence to the Goddess while I and the others standing in the back anticipated being called into the Goddess presence.
Vylylia announced" The Woman declaring herself to be Rachel Grayson, Robin, the Girl Wonder, who carries within her the spirit of Dick Grayson along with her own, is called before the presence of the Goddess."
Glivney escorted me to a point 10 feet from the Goddess where both of us curtseyed. Glivney let go of my hand and I went forward to a pillow set at the Goddess's feet and curtseyed again and prostrate myself before the Goddess. The Goddess made no indication to attend to me yet.
Instead she indicated that Vylylia continue. "Stephanie Agnes Brown is called into the presence of the Goddess!” declared Vylylia.
This time Tomu escorted Stephanie down the aisle and the two of them also held and curtseyed at 10 foot out and then Stephanie herself came before the pillow and curtseyed and she too prostrate herself at the feet of the Goddess. The Goddess spoke something in a high royal dialect of Exxorean and the Goddess lifted their faces up with her hand placed under their chins
Vylylia translated the Goddess's statement, "Raise your head and prepare to be judged."
Each eye glued on the Goddess to see what she might do next. The suspense was broken when she kissed my forehead and laid her hands on the top of Stephanie's head.
Then the excitement came! Every light in the temple went out as a bright light enveloped both Stephanie and I. I could not see anything but the light as the room was no more for me and then the universe blinked.
As the bright light faded, It was clear that a change had occurred. I found that I was standing on the other side of where Stephanie Brown had been before and I also noticed I was a spirit. I looked over where I had been standing and I saw Dick Grayson very much a man, not as he had been but he looked older. Dick had on a new costume that looked like a very mod Batman outfit and nothing like the old Robin costume which I identified as the alter ego he had planned on taking, Nightwing.
By his side was a girl in an equally mod Robin costume which had a sun on her chest and she looked like a 13 year old Stephanie Brown. She was now to be known as Flamebird.
Vylylia declared, “Glivney and Tomu please attend the Goddess.” Glivney and Tomu met the Goddess and Vylylia at the front and the four of them joined hands.
The four chanted in ancient Exxorian, “Bring forth the blessing given by the Exxorian Goddess!” A bright light enveloped all seven of them and the universe blinked again.
Now I was beside Nightwing and Flamebird and no longer a spirit. I was a girl identical to the first except that I had on the Robin the Girl Wonder costume that I had worn when I had been called into the presence of the Goddess. The light in my eyes showed that this was none other than the soul and spirit of the female Grayson reincarnated into the twin sister of the thirteen year old Stephanie Agnes Brown.
Vylylia observed "I have been given leave of the Goddess to reveal that the original time lines of both Dick Grayson and Stephanie Brown are preserved on Earth 123c.The judged may withdraw"
Nightwing helped Flamebird and I to our feet and he bowed and Flamebird and I curtseyed. We backed out to 10 foot away and Dick bowed and Flamebird and I curtseyed again. It felt weird to have Dick, who looked to be 21 and soon would be my brother, escorting me when we were the same person not that long ago. Dick escorted us to the back of the temple while Glivney and Tomu followed in step behind us.
Vylylia announced" This concludes the court of the Exxor Goddess. All rise and give her due reverence." Each man or woman gave respect to the Goddess as she exited her temple. When the door closed behind the Goddess, all gathered outside the main entrance around Nightwing who explained where his costume started.
Batman beamed with pride at me, his Robin, the Girl Wonder, since he now had an 8 year younger person to mold in his image. I also have all of Dick Grayson's wealth of crime fighting experience. He no longer would have to worry about Dick Grayson's future since he was off to college in NYC and a new crime fighting career as Nightwing.
Bats was looking in my direction and I couldn't wait to see what he had to say now that I, Rachel Stephanie, was his new Robin, the Girl Wonder!
I had come to think of myself as Rachel Stephanie Wayne now. That's as it should be because I carried the memories of being Stephanie as a girl. I remember all too clearly my days of being Dick Grayson and fighting as Robin the Boy Wonder at Batman's side. In the days between my being created and my final judgment, I was satisfied to think of myself as Rachel Grayson aka Robin the Girl Wonder. Now I am reborn and with a do - over and I'm glad that I was given 4 more years of life as Rachel Stephanie Wayne, the 13 year old girl. I guess my gift might be a result of Dick Grayson jumping ahead 4 years to be 21. He needed the extra years to gain the independence he wanted, if he was to hang out his own shingle and fight crime as Nightwing along with his ward and sister, Flamebird aka Stephanie Agnes Brown.
Bats came over to greet me and give me a hug at the conclusion of the Goddess of Exxor's Court.
"Robin, I am so proud that I will have you fighting by my side. I am sorry that the past few days that I have been avoiding you and campaigning for Dick's return. I am amazed at the miracle that gave you life. I won't ever doubt you again. Will you let me try to make it up to you?
Robin touched his arm and smiled, "Sure, Bats”
“What would you like to be your name when I adopt you as my daughter?”
“I would like for my name to be Rachel Stephanie Wayne. What was it that you wanted to ask me?" I could tell he wanted to spend time with Dick tonight to give him a send off for his new career, like a graduation
I replied with a wink, "Feminine intuition. You want to give Dick a send off into his new life tonight."
He put his hand on my shoulder, "Is that Ok with you, Robin? You are with me for always now and we'll take the time that we need to start over with each other after I give my apprentice what he is due for his faithful service. And Robin, could you make the arrangements for al leave of absence from Monitor Duty and the Hall of Justice so we can take some time together at Wayne Manor to get to know each other all over again?"
I smiled, "Please give Nightwing and Flamebird my regards and best of luck as their new journey begins. I'll make the arrangements with the Super Friends to cover us while we take a break at Wayne Manor. Have fun, Bats!"
When Bats kissed me on the cheek before departing, my face flushed. I was sure it had turned as red as my 'love that red' lipstick, for I felt that kiss from my head to my toes. I tried to calm myself by reminding myself that I had been entrusted with a duty.
It wasn't much easier on Bats who felt he owed it to his buddy to make sure he came home again. Bats froze me out when I turned up as a girl who would not be transformed back the way he thought I should be. It was fortunate that he used the fiction of bringing my skills up to fighting level when I was able to make up for Bat Woman's lack of skill when we faced the Male Bombs. That was a laugh because after the first day the combat simulations that Bats and I ran showed I as a girl was up to Dick's performance. But as a girl, I had to be twice as good as the boy me had been in order to satisfy Bats. I feel like Bats knew that he would be saved from what he thought was betraying Dick, if he kept me at arm's length.
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When the courtroom faded from view, I realized that I had been ported again just like I had been at the start of the Goddess of Exxor's court. It appeared that only the female Super Friends had materialized on the Promenade of the Hall of Justice and the male ones must be elsewhere celebrating Nightwing's new beginning.
The Wonder Triplets all took turns giving Flamebird and me hugs. . It was strange for me to see Vylyia among them, knowing that she was also my friend, Sorceress. Wonder Woman gave Flamebird and me hugs and excused herself so she could take over Monitor Duty from Green Lantern.
Vylylia told me, "Thank you for being persistent, Robin! It wasn't until I did the experiment with Mindy that I realized that it wasn't what I did to the body, but the soul's gender in keeping identity since we are adaptable at least for the short term. It took that for me to understand that creating you a total girl was not what made you unwilling to give up your new life no matter the cost."
I smiled and said, "Thank you for using your connection as Emissary to intercede for me. Even I did not realize the entire truth since I was focused on my survival else I would have detected the boy's soul I which was concealed deep within. I thank you for giving me life. Life is not a mistake, it’s wonderful and should never be taken for granted."
Vylylia looked her in the eyes, "That I was shocked and surprised to find you had been given life didn't make you any less welcome in my heart. I was amazed that anything so wonderful could have come out of my first attempt at transformation and likewise for bringing your body into existence as well. The Goddess of Exxor saw your two souls and knew that for either of you to be truly happy, both of you would need to be. The Goddess is truly wise, and I am glad she had a solution to make all of you whole and give you all a chance at happiness. What's next for you, Robin?"
I told her touching her arm and smiling, "Bats and I are going to take some time to get to know each other again back home at Wayne Manor. I guess I need to go to the Monitor Room to arrange for us both to be excused from duty here for a while then we'll be back."
Vylylia looked over at Stephanie in her Flamebird costume, “Stephanie what is next for you? “
Flamebird answered, “I am going to my quarters to get packed up. Nightwing and I are going to be heading for New York City to set up shop. Since he is going to be out with the men, I will be packing his things up as well. See y’all later!”
I added “I guess I need to go to the Monitor Room to arrange for us both to be excused from duty here for a while. Then we'll be back."
<"Good Luck in your new lives, Rachel and Stephanie!” wished Vylylia
Jayna and Zayna, who had been listening attentively added, "Best of Luck!" and "Don't do anything I wouldn't do!" First Jayna, then Zayna too, breaking into a giggle fit, as Flamebird departed.
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I took that as my cue to leave and I walked toward the Monitor Room. I was lucky that I kept making my best better because on the day of the assault on Metropolis, I had just finished a session in the combat simulator which rated me at 200% efficiency from my Dick Grayson standard so Bats could no longer object and return me to duty to fight beside him. It was lucky for both of us that I was twice as good a Heroine because I had been drafted to go into the war zone and Bats would not be left behind even if the price of admission was to become Bat Woman. Bats still had her intellect and experience as a crime fighter but the physical skills needed to go with the gadgets to compensate for no super powers were not there. It's what our partnership has always been. When one of us were found wanting, the other stepped in to make up for it and pick the other up.
I smiled at Wonder Woman who was in charge since she had Monitor Duty, "Greetings Diana. I would like to request for Bats and I release from Monitor Duty for a leave of absence from the Hall of Justice to tend to a personal matter."
She touched my hair and asked," How long will you both be gone? I have every hope that you and Bruce will be able to work things out. Just remember that you have become his daughter and you are even younger than you realize yet so don't rush and you will understand in time."
I was trying to understand but turned to practical things, "Is there a replacement available?"
"I believe so. Green Lantern sent off all the female Members of the Green Lantern Corp, who answered Halle in defense of Metropolis, to go back to their sectors. The Guardians of OA have asked Hal to remain with Arisia for a time so that perhaps the Guardians may find a way to help Arisia while another member of the Corps continues to cover her space sector."
"Super Friends to Green Lantern's of Sectors 2814 and 2815", Called Wonder Woman
"Hal here" "Arisia here" Both Green Lanterns responded.
"Green Lanterns, 2 Super Friends assigned to the Hall of Justice have requested a leave of absence, Could you both consent to being on Monitor Duty rotation for the immediate future?" Wonder Woman asked
Hal told her, " I accept since being on Monitor Duty rotation, will not interfere with the current assignment that the Guardians have given to us." Arisia responded, "I also accept the commitment."
Wonder Woman concluded, "Very Good, The Duty Rosters will be updated effective immediately! Thank you Green Lanterns, Wonder Woman Out."
She continued just to me," Just wait till Arisia discovers that she is now due to relieve me in the morning and we'll see how enthusiastic she is then." The sparkle in her eyes showed me that she expected Arisia to be completely professional in her duties.
"Computer, Accept Command Code, Wonder Woman Beta Gamma 08504"
"Command code accepted, Awaiting Input"
"Relieve Batman and Robin from Monitor Duty Rotation and Substitute the Green Lanterns of Sector 2814 and 2815 effective immediately." "Command accepted. Monitor Duty Roster Updated. Changes communicated to affected Super Friends." "End Command Function Access. Wonder Woman, Out" "Compliance."
"Now Sweetie you have time to pack instead of relieving me for Monitor Duty. If you two slip out of here without a fuss, I'll say my good bye now. Remember you can always call me. As Dick you relied on Bruce a lot but as Rachel, and not so grown up anymore at 13, you are my daughter and I love you! I'll always be there for you no matter where I might be."
I hugged Diana tight and was so glad I had a Mother who claimed me as her daughter. "I love you too Mom! Thanks for everything. Good Journey!"
Diana blew me a kiss and said "Good Journey!" as I walked back to my quarters. I wondered how I would get packed. I was sure that the task would be accomplished before morning.
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Waiting outside my door was a very upset Vylylia in her Wonder Triplets uniform. She had summoned a sedan and was curled up meditating on it. It was clear she wasn't too happy about something cause would switch between praying and crying.
I touched her on her arm and lifted her face to me and smiled at her, "Are you alright, dear? It's been a very emotional day for me too." I could tell Vylylia was holding back something from her sisters. Even her Exxorean form and Wonder Triplet outfit provided some kind of barrier to her unburdening herself. She had helped me so much so the least I could do is help her.
"Come on Inside Vylylia and we'll talk in private about it." I told her as I offered my hand to help her up. I pressed my other hand against the entry plate to open the door.
Vylylia told me, "I'd like that very much, Robin" and she followed me inside.
I led Vylylia over to my bed where i had already taken a seat and curled my legs under me and she did likewise. I asked her, ”Which way do you feel the most comfortable, as a human or an Exxorean? When you’re in your uniform ready for combat, I mean?”
Vylylia responded, "Unless I am in the presence of the Exxorian Goddess, I feel most comfortable being human. Most of my life I have been human so I guess it is natural that I would be most comfortable when I am Joan. Even when I didn't look like Joan on the outside, I was always been Joan on the inside. Being the sorceress, has so far been more than just being Joan, because I never did make a costume, so I came as I was, a teen girl. But I have been told my time is up, so I am going to work on a costume for myself soon."
I continued. ”You have a unique outlook, since two transformations were woven into your timeline.”
“You and I know that at one point I was transformed, and we have the memories of me that way to prove it. In my timeline I've always been Rachel Grayson, reincarnated as Rachel Stephanie Wayne, thanks to you. I remember being Dick, but in my new reality I never was anything other than Rachel."
She touched my arm and smiled to comfort me over all that soul searching before she began, "For me, oh, guess I am most comfortable being Joan. I guess part of that might be that I am hardly out of either a uniform or ceremonial outfit when I am Exxorian. That’s when I have more costumes than I can shake a stick at. I have the priestess robes that my namesake wore and my Emissary robes and my Wonder Triplets uniform and my gowns I wear when The Goddess of Exxor has a discussion with me. I haven't seen the Twins out of their uniform and I've always been wearing a costume as an Exxorean so I cant imagine letting my hair down and relaxing right now. I've never seen you out of your Robin costume since this all started, Robin. What's up with that?"
I began, “I didn't really have an identity other than Robin the Girl Wonder while my claim to life was in doubt. I wanted to always be wearing one of my costumes because I knew Batman to be too much of a gentleman to force me out of the costume I was wearing. I wanted to prove myself, and even more to him, that I belonged.
It's time for me to slip off the uniform and become Rachel Stephanie Wayne, a 13 year old girl counting her lucky stars that an orphan like me is now the daughter of Bruce Wayne. Who would you like to be so you can relax? "
I went to my walk in closet to consider what to wear while I waited for Vylylia to answer but instead she simply placed her palms together and said "Joan Ellen Waterman" and she was back to being that perky High School Freshman that she had become for the first time not too long ago as a result of a visit from the Wonder Twins.
"Cheater!” I giggled, “Well I am glad you changed because you look more relaxed already. I'll be back in a few."
I disappeared into the walk in closet and started undressing and returning my uniform to the hamper. I rushed, not because of trying to compete with Joan but I wanted to be back before she was too relaxed and perhaps asleep on my bed. I still had to find out what had been troubling her and I felt like she was about ready to tell me now. Soon after looking in the full length mirror, my Stephanie memories assured me that I had been flawless in getting ready.
I told Joan as i touched her on the hand as I sat beside her on the bed, "Hi Joan! Meet Rachel Stephanie Wayne!"
>"Rachel, you look so at peace with yourself. "
I continued," But you don't seem to be so peaceful, Joan. Can you tell me what is troubling you, now, Sweetie?" I put my hand on her shoulder and with the other pulled back her hair from off her face and looked deep in her eyes.
"Steph! I messed up! Not the way that I thought but it was me. I didn't even think it was possible. I knew better than to let myself do it, even accidentally, but if I could do that, what else might I do? “She couldn't hold back the flood of tears anymore and she wept into my shoulder as I hugged her tight to my bosom.
I held her and rocked her as she let it all out. I told her, "I love you, Sweetie! You are a good person, who is a bit too tough on herself. There are so many here that love you and would do anything to help you when you need it."
She cried herself out and I reached her a box of tissues and she dried her eyes. She told me, "Rachel, when I changed you I didn't know what I was doing, so I duplicated too much about you. I could not change your soul to female because it was immutable. I didn't realize that I was crossing a boundary in trying. I persisted and was able to create your sentient female soul using Dick's soul feminized as a pattern but since I could not change it then I pulled the elements out of the Ether and created the essential part of you from nothing. It’s the same way that I used the power I was given to create you a body that is a twin to your new sister, Stephanie Agnes Brown. Something steered me into making the transformation the right way, and the same something made sure all my shape shifts were permanent."
I stood in Joan’s presence, awed. Joan had risen in power to the Goddess level! While I had been made based on a design that The One had created, both Joan and the Goddess of Exxor had had a hand in giving me a life worth living.
"I don't mean to stare, but I've never met a Goddess before. Wow, Joan! Who ever chose you for this chose well, because the first thing that most people would do would be to remake the world in their image, rather than shed a tear over what you thought of as a mistake. Life, my life is not a mistake, and I am even more grateful that you did not try to ‘fix things’ till you had all the facts and didn’t merely act in self preservation or to sweep your mistake under the rug as though it never happened. As long as you can feel bad about using that power unknowingly, things will be OK with you and you will rule the power instead of letting the power rule you."
Joan reached out and pulled my face toward her and tilted down to my forehead. She brushed my bangs out of the way and kissed me on the forehead. "I've got to go work on my costume so I'll leave you to pack. Thank you for letting me vent to you and for being my friend still and not being afraid of me. I love you!"
"I love you too" I told Joan as she left and blew her a kiss. I guess it was time to be all packed so Bats and I could be off in the Bat mobile to Wayne Manor in the morning. My packing was quite efficient, and served as a distraction while I considered what to do. Joan must have known that I would be duty bound to report the revelation that she had made to the Super Friends. One thing that we had all agreed to as part of our oath is to disclose all abilities to the database, so in situations where a monitor is not available, tasks can be assigned to those who have the best chance of completing them. Soon the packing was completed and everything was ready for their departure from my side of things .
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I approached Wonder Woman in the Monitor Room. I was cautious because I didn't want to interrupt anything important. When I saw her paused for a moment, I spoke, "Wonder Woman, A word for a moment?"
She smiled at me and said, "Sure Rachel, you look nice I was wondering if we would ever see you relax and out of your costume and it was worth the wait."
I smiled, enjoying the compliment, "Thank you, Diana. I have some testimony from Sorceress about her powers. She seems likely to disclose this herself soon but I will be leaving the Hall for a while and wont have the luxury of waiting and I don't want anything to interfere with our stay." I gave the data to her on a bat chip that acted like a mini hard drive that the info resided on which interfaced with the Hall of Justice Computer. >
When Diana saw the readout she nodded her assent, "You did the right thing putting this on file. We'll handle it without involving you. I’m sure Joan will soon be ready to tell us herself."
I changed the subject hoping to get a lead on my brother's location, "I haven't really had a chance to talk to Nightwing since the Goddess' Court. Do you have any idea where he might be and what his plans are?"
"He's staying in the Super Friends Extended Area, Suite 11A. I believe that right after his judgment; Wayne Manor reported they had been requested to send a selection of Dick's clothes here. He'll be leaving for NYC soon along with your sister Flamebird to take charge of the Teen Titans. I believe that the Super Friends have returned from giving him a party so he should be in his quarters soon. Take care, dear", Diana replied smiling knowingly at her, as she bade her farewell.
I told her, "Thanks for all the information!" and I blew a kiss in her direction and turned to leave the Monitor room and went down a level into the corridors.
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>I heard over my Super Friends communicator, “Nightwing to Robin"
I wasn't too shocked to answer, "Robin here, Go ahead brother dear"
>He responded in good spirits, "Hey sis, could you meet Flamebird and me in the cafeteria? I'd like to chat with both of you.”
I warmly told him, "Sure Dick, I'd just love that , see you in about five, Robin ,out"
He responded, "Nightwing, out" I could get used to being a little sister, His first thought was of me once the party was over and everyone returned home. It was kind of weird, though, being called on the comm. as Robin, without any qualifiers. I realized that none would ever be needed again because big brother was now Nightwing and the title of Robin with its rights and responsibilities, was all mine, and mine alone.
Both Dick and Stephanie had changed into civilian clothes too, somewhere along the way. When I entered the cafeteria he ran to me and spread his big arms. I jumped up into them and he wrapped me up in a bear hug. I felt loved totally and completely. Stephanie stood on the side lines for a moment rolling her eyes at us before launching herself into Dick’s arms too in a big group hug.
When he finally let me down, I rose on my toes to give him a kiss on his cheek and Stephanie did likewise.
"Dick thank you for being such a wonderful big brother. I love you so much", I gushed but it was what was in my heart. . Stephanie gleefully exclaimed, “Ditto!”
"Rachel and Stephanie, thank you, for being such lovable little sisters. I'll always love you. both." said Dick who showed he was just as moved by the reunion.
"I can't believe you turned out to be such a big strong hunk! If you were not my brother, be still my heart!" I said lightheartedly flirting as Stephanie watched with interest.
"And you are a little heart breaker even at 13 you little jailbait you." My brother taunted and presented Stephanie and I with a spoon and setting between us a huge hot fudge sundae. He materialized a third spoon for himself and joined us in eating it.
Stephanie sounded confident that she could hold up her end. "Thank you, Brother dear. It’s still my favorite! I guess my being a heartbreaker is just a burden we will both have to bear as we turn our attention elsewhere."
Dick looked to me and held my hands in his, "I was doing my best to protect you, Rachel. If the choice had been in my hands, I would have freed you. I hid myself from you, but I always knew we had 2 souls in one body. I could never have left you trapped, Sis even if the cost of freeing you was my own life”
I, looking into his eyes, told him, "I guess I was so fearful that the outcome would go against me. Had I realized that both you and I existed and it was not a zero sum game, then I would have been less fearful. I'm glad neither of us had to lose our chance to live.”
Dick turned his attention back to both his sisters, "The age difference caught me by surprise, but I guess it makes it easier that the timeline came out favorably for both of us. I had 4 more years with Batman and we had found a way to co-exist, despite you as Spoiler, being a part of our lives even before your parents died.
Even though you both won’t get a chance to start training as early as I, being able to start as Robin at 13 will help, added to your spoiler experience (and my experience as Robin). But it’s best you'll get to live your teenaged years and make your own memories, instead of relying only of mine."
“The way that the memories of the different lives overlap is so weird!”. Exclaimed Stephanie
"Way weird! I'm glad its over! It’s less confusing how things finally turned out.” He was relieved to say.
I told Dick and Stephanie, "Dad and I are going home tomorrow. I know you both have your new life to get set up, but don't be a stranger! We love you, Brother and Sister and we’ll miss you when you are away too long."
Dick gave here a tender hug and a kiss on the cheek. "I'll come home whenever I can. You know what the hours can be like in the 'world saving' business. There is not always a suitable replacement to fill in, so we do our best. See you soon, Sis!"
Stephanie told her, “I’ll be home too when ever I can. And I will keep in close touch. I can see its going to be fun being twins even though we both have separate paths now.’ Stephanie hugged Rachel tight and each kissed the other on the cheek.
Stephanie and Dick walked off, waving goodbye as they sought their suite. I got up and left, blowing them a return kiss before I went back to my quarters to turn in for the night. Now I could be sure of a sound sleep, so that I would be ready to make the trip in the Batmobile from Metropolis to Gotham City and home at Wayne Manor.
Batman wanted to get an early start and I wasn't going to be the one holding him up and fall right into one of the untrue allegations against women that we are never ready on time. I feel that we just value a dramatic entrance and for this situation, me being totally ready and waiting on Batman, sitting in the Batmobile was a statement I needed to make.
Bats made a fine entrance as he marched magnificently to the Batmobile without as much as a look in my direction. I remotely opened a compartment that Batman put his luggage in and I closed it. Oh my how my bosom showed its appreciation for his manliness and I thought to myself, 'Down girl! Bats is my father now!'
I took a deep breath and composed myself as Bats got in and said a terse, "Good Morning" and immediately started the atomic batteries charging up capacitors in a deafening scream. I buckled my seatbelt and grabbed on tight because it seemed like Bats was going to open the Batmobile up to full power right from the start. I guess this was another test since he couldn't chastise me for being late. I knew I could take it but could he?
I screamed above the whine, "Atomic batteries to power, turbo to speed!” I engaged the turbo assist and the flame leaped from the rear of the Batmobile. The tires screamed as they spun in place and we lurched forward out of the Hall of Justice garage along our secret underground roadway to the Bat Cave.
Bats slapped me on the shoulder and said, "Robin, it really is you! I'm sorry that I was so cold this morning. I guess it’s taking me a little bit of time to get used to it really being you and you are female now. "
I told him, "Good morning Bats! I'm glad you enjoyed the blast from the past! I'm looking forward to having a future together with me sharing in your mission."
Bats replied, "Always, Robin! You are family! We'll have to get used to the parameters but we do have a history together and I am glad that you are by my side, Robin." Bats smiled that smile that made me know that everything was alright and that meant so much to me. I smiled back and touched his arm so he would know that I cared too.
I asked Bats, "Does the Batmobile have any Rachmaninoff; it seems to be my favorite music these days?"
He told me, "No Robin, Sorry! I'll see about getting some loaded. Don't you like Peter and the Wolf?"
I replied, “I like it but its not my favorite anymore. Is that OK?"
Bats laughed and said, "It's wonderful, Robin! Just one more thing to get used to but I like getting used to the new you!"
I blushed and said, "Thank you, Batman" I wanted to give him a kiss on the cheek but he was occupied with driving and I didn't want to distract him.
I enjoyed the trip. The scenery was non existent but we were the only car on the road and Bats really opened it out and could feel the wind blow thru my hair. In one aspect it was like every single trip that I had ever taken in the Batmobile but in another way was my very first time and I was making the best of it. Well it wasn't my first time as Robin the Girl Wonder in the Batmobile, but that was when my body was a female Dick Grayson instead of the new younger Stephanie Brown body that the Goddess had given me.
The only thing that I had a concern about on our arrival was whether the robotics involved in the instant costume change could handle women's clothes which both my costume and my mundane wear were now. I knew that Alfred was efficient but this would be a test of how efficient. I guess I could stand to be dressed in Dick's clothes for once but I wasn't looking forward to it since I would look ridiculous
The Bat Cave opened from the special entrance to the Hall of Justice freeway and the Batmobile stopped on the turntable which spun around to face the ordinary entrance. We both exited the Batmobile and ran toward the bat poles. As we were propelled upward I noticed that as we entered the change area a barrier had been erected between us and instead of robotics doing the clothes change, a teleport like at the Hall of Justice ported away our costumes and ported in our ordinary clothes. I was pleasantly surprised to be clothed in one of my favorite outfits and I grinned since I was dressed really sexy!
We both emerged from the bat poles located behind the bookcases in Bruce's study. I gracefully landed on my 4 inch heels, which was nothing to me since I managed combat situations in heels. In ordinary life I could manage even 6 inch heels easily if I had a good reason to do so.
Alfred was there to greet us, having been alerted when we entered the Bat Cave. He told us, "Master Bruce, Miss Stephanie, I hope you had a pleasant journey. Welcome home!"
Bruce replied, "Alfred everything is beyond excellent as always. Thank you!"
I told Alfred, "Thank you so much, Alfred! I loved the way that you dressed me, way cool! I was worried that I could come out in Dick's clothes but I should have known better, when did you learn so much about dressing a lady?" I giggled and reached out and touched Alfred's hand.
Alfred answered, "Even an old dog can learn new tricks, Miss Stephanie. I can show you to your new room, Miss Stephanie. Master Bruce, Miss Gordon has accepted your invitation for dinner today. I will alert you when she arrives."
"Very good, Alfred. I will be in the music room. Please show Stephanie to her room. Stephanie, I hope you like living here with me. If you need anything for your room, please tell Alfred and he will see about getting it for you."
I told him, "Thank you Bruce!" and I hugged him and gave him a kiss on the cheek and continued," I know I will be happy here!"
Bruce replied, "I know I will be too with you here with me, Stephanie"
I smiled and blew Bruce a kiss and followed Alfred up the stairs in search of my bedroom.
Alfred turned on the lights to my room and I was enthralled. The room was decorated in pinks and lavenders which featured an antique canopy bed with the covers all done in a lacy white. I had a couple of chests of drawers and a dresser with mirror and a divine makeup table. An antique roll top desk had within it the most modern of computing equipment. Alfred opened the doors to the walk in closet and I was in heaven. There were many outfits filling a third of the space leaving room for much more to be added. A special organizer held my shoes with plenty of room for more. I had a wonderful selection of Jewelry. It was as though I had stepped in to Princess Mia's walk in closet from “Princess Diaries" I guessed being Bruce Wayne's daughter was like being a princess.
As huge as the room was with the walk in closet, the floor space accessed so far didn't add up to the external measurement of the room. I surmised that meant secret rooms which I would find out about in due time. Alfred left me in my room to explore everything as he had other duties and before he left I told him, "Alfred this room is amazing. It's what every 'daddy's little girl' would want. Thank you for your part in it! I kissed him on the cheek.
Alfred smiled at me and said, "You are welcome Miss Stephanie. Please call on me if you require anything. I take my leave of you now." And Alfred left to attend to other things in Wayne Manor."
I played looking thru my things and making a mental list of things that I would like to add to my wardrobe. I already had provided for me in my sizes a very good basic wardrobe. There are things that aren't so basic that a teen girl like me likes to have available, too I would have to find out Alfred's secret on how he managed to do so well with filling my closet and decorating my room. In a bit I would have to do a little redecorating so my room would look less like a little girl's room and more a teen girl's room but that would be fine. I was going to have to get a signed Nightwing poster. I knew it was a little inappropriate but no one else would know that Nightwing was my brother and I would be doing my part to protect both his and my secret identity. If Dick wants a signed Robin poster for his room, I would be glad to get one for him.
I looked back thru my closet and picked out something for dinner. I was sure that Bruce would wear a suit and Alfred would be dressed up of course so I picked out a nice black cocktail dress along with some black hose and black 6" pumps. I loved the huge bathroom attached to the bedroom and the large sunken tub was amazing to bathe. The bathroom also had a shower in a Plexiglas enclosure so I could get clean when I was in a hurry. I would have to find out who this bedroom was designed for because she sure knew how to live. I could really get used to a posh life.
I finally got out of the tub and patted myself dry. I hadn't gotten my hair wet so it would be easy to deal with so all I had to do is to get dressed and do my makeup. I did both without much problem and went downstairs to check on Bruce and to see if our visitor had arrived yet.
I knew that Barbara Gordon was Batgirl because Mindy had told me. That meant that besides a personal relationship because Bruce knew her father Police Commissioner Jim Gordon, Batman sometimes shared crime fighting missions with Batgirl. I wonder if she really felt that she had a chance for a committed relationship with Bruce. I wondered if she would resent my closeness with Bruce as a competitor for Bruce's affections. I would try to see how she treated me. Batgirl would be fun to work with and it would be nice if I could be friends with Barbara too. If Batgirl saw me as a rival then I would have to do something to make it clear that I had no romantic intentions for Bruce.. If only he were not my father, what a hunk! Steady girl! Don't want to dig myself in any deeper trouble.
When I found Bruce and Alfred in the music room, they both rose from their chairs and looked me over. The expressions on both of their faces told me that they approved of how I looked. I took my seat, smoothing my skirt underneath me and crossing my legs at the ankles. They were listening to Rachmaninoff and I was especially glad that playing at that moment was "Rhapsody on a theme of Paganini". That is my favorite music in the entire world, so I felt that held a good omen for the dinner. When the Rhapsody concluded, Alfred excused himself to check on things.
With Alfred gone, it left me along with Bruce in the music room. I wondered as we listened to more Rachmaninoff, why Bruce had decided to listen to this composer today. Before when I had been Dick Grayson, we had spent many happy hours in this place listening to music, but never any Rachmaninoff. I guess after my request in the Batmobile that he had been curious what I liked about the composer and decided to sample him again. Bruce appeared to be enjoying himself so I guessed I would not have to listen on earphones when I listened to the Rhapsody in the Batmobile.
We heard the doorbell so Bruce and I decided to go out to the entry to meet Barbara. She looked lovely in her designer dress and stylish pumps and Bruce could not take his eyes off of her. Bruce took Barbara's hand and kissed it then he introduced me, "Barbara, I would like you to meet my daughter, Rachel Stephanie Wayne."
I curtseyed to her and took her hand that she offered to me as she said, "I'm very pleased to meet you, Rachel. You are a wonderfully bright young lady. I am very glad to meet you,"
I released Barbara's hand and told her, "I am very pleased to meet you too, Miss Gordon. Welcome again to Wayne Manor!"
Alfred announced, "Dinner is served in the dining room, if you will all follow me."
When I was old enough to be counted a full grown woman, I might be expected to be the hostess. Now all I was expected to do is to be a child. Bruce was naturally looking after me to make sure I was to get to my seat and be seated while he let Alfred seat Miss Gordon. Bruce was being a doting father to a new daughter but reflected in Barbara's eyes were green eyed jealousy. She was seeing me as a rival for Bruce's affection and that had to stop. We were served the first course and after Bruce started we all started eating
Somehow we had to make it plain that there was no possibility for me and Bruce to get together and the easiest way would be for me as his daughter to get a name change to take his last name. In the original paperwork he left it the same just like he had for Dick as a memorial to his parents. However, even with my father dying for his country in the end, the only reason that he had to take on a suicide mission was that he had so many convictions that it was the only way to purge his record. If my last name were Wayne then it would be settled that I was Bruce's daughter and nothing more. I resolved to bring my idea to Bruce's attention the first time I could get him alone afterward. Alfred had removed the first course so we were waiting for the next course to be served.
I decided that even before then I could try to turn the tide so Miss Barbara wouldn't be jealous of me. I said with a little girl appeal, "Daddy, where will I go to school now that I live here?”
Bruce wasn't completely dense so he played along, "Sweet heart, you’ll be going to Gotham City Middle School just as soon as your records from your home schooling are sorted out and the school places you. I expect to be notified soon about a meeting and when your first day of school will be."
Barbara smiled and said, "Bruce, I would be glad to take Rachel shopping. I'm sure she will want to make a good first impression and wear the kinds of things the other girls there will be wearing."
I smiled with glee and said, "Would you Barbara, really? I would love that so much! Can I go shopping with Barbara, Daddy?"
Of course Bruce agreed, "Thank you for offering, Barbara. I give both my permission and a filled visa check card. I am glad you two are going. I'll even send you both in the limo with the chauffer so not only will you have plenty of room for the boxes but you'll have help carrying them."
I was smiling ear to ear and said, "Thank you, Daddy!" and I gave him a kiss on the cheek. This time Barbara was not jealous since she could recognize the difference between flirting and a daughter getting in her daddy's good graces.
Alfred came to the table and announced, "Master Bruce, there is a call for you in the study, A Mister Harry Comb on a matter of great urgency."
Bruce replied, "Right! Rachel, this is something that might help with your orientation to Wayne Enterprises. Would you like to come with me?"
I smiled largely and said, "Sure Daddy!"
Bruce finished, "Barbara, I'm afraid this can't wait. Please continue the rest of the meal without us and I hope you will give me a rain check so I can have an uninterrupted dinner with you."
Barbara was standing and gave him a hug and told him, "Sure Bruce you can have a rain check for dinner. Shall I come by tomorrow to take Rachel shopping?"
Bruce told her, "Yes, please!" He called "Bye for now” over his shoulder as both Bruce and I entered the study and closed the door behind us. The Bat phone was glowing red and the handset was lying beside the phone.
As Bruce in his Batman voice said, "Yes, Commissioner." I lifted the head of the bust of William Shakespeare and activated a switch that keyed to my fingerprints. The bookcases shifted out of the way to reveal a passage way down and two poles running down the shaft.
Bruce finished his conversation and hung up the bat phone and exclaimed, "To the Bat Poles!" Both Bruce and I leaped to and caught hold of our bat pole and started our descent to the Bat Cave. When we went thru the automatic costume change, my cocktail dress was swapped for my Robin uniform and as we descended lower I saw Batman came thru the costume change good too.
We hit the ground running as Batman called out, "To the Batmobile!" I made it inside easily and fastened my seatbelt while Batman was also securely seated. The entrance of the Bat cave opened to let the Batmobile out as we quickly left to go see Commissioner Gordon at Police Headquarters.
We stopped the Batmobile in front of police headquarters. Both Batman and I got out and raced up the stairs into the building and around to the commissioner's office where doors were immediately flung open. We walked right in where Batman walked right up to his friend, James Gordon's desk. I on the other hand observed Batgirl reclined seductively in a corner as our eyes met she spoke, "Nice of you to join us, Batman and Robin. Batman, if I could borrow Robin for a moment, I feel that you will find what the Commish has to say very interesting."
Batman with reluctance after being shown up by Batgirl responded with the courtesy he always accorded to ladies, "Of course, Batgirl. Does that meet with your approval as well, Robin?"
I responded, "Yes Batman. Lead on Batgirl!"
She invited me, "Step into my office, Robin!" She led me into a very well appointed foyer within the Ladies Room which was exquisitely and regally decorated and furnished. She motioned me towards a very plush sofa which I sat down and she did as well leaning in with anticipation to what she had to say. She put a single outstretched finger to her lips and drew out a device on her utility belt. After some whirring and beeping and purring she seemed satisfied with the results and began to speak.
"It's nice, isn't it Robin? I would imagine that it’s your first time being in here. I am jamming every kind of electronic surveillance now. I wouldn't do to let the guys in on our girl talk." She grinned at me.
"Well, Yes and No. I take it that the commissioner's daughter had a hand in designing this little oasis. It's very comfortable and impressive."
"Robin, I'm a full member of the Super Friends just like you. I've been on monitor duty recently so I know the basics about who you really are, just like I know that you know about me.. That yes and no answer puzzle me."
"I hold the memories of the first Robin because I was created as a female counterpart to him. Of course those memories are useless because he would never have been in here. On the other hand, my body is a twin of Spoiler's and I also possess her memories. She was here a lot in the last couple of years and she particularly enjoyed this space. It’s nice for me to experience this first hand instead of thru her memories."
"How is your twin doing?" I heard that Spoiler, oh I imagine she's going by Flamebird now accompanied Night wing to NYC. Have you heard from her yet?"
"Not yet but I hope to soon." I really was at ease chatting with Batgirl so far.
"You really have a tremendously handsome father. How are you coping with that?" Batgirl had cut to the crux of the matter.
"Yes, Bats can sweep a girl off her feet and his appeal is apparent. But he is my Father and I can't and don't have designs on him. Is it the same for you and your father, Batgirl?"
"When I was as young as you caught up in the newness of becoming a woman, it was like that for me. Very soon a boy my age came along and I was too busy with my life. I feel like every Father is a daughter's first love but it's something that can't be acted on so it preserves the ideal. After that each new boy is compared to him to see how the boy measures up."
"Batgirl, you are so wise. I'm not sure I am ready for the trials and tribulations for super heroine dating."
"It's a part of growing up and its not that uncommon to girls in famous families all over the world. I'll coach you thru it. And don't worry. I won't set you up with Aqualad for your first date but his father is very nice and I feel like he could grow on you.”
"Thank you, I think" I broke out into a great big grin
"Do you trust me Robin?"
"With my life and more than that to accept dating advice. What's up?"
"We girls ought to cooperate. I'm going to transfer from my BatPDA the conversation that I had with the Commish to yours. Let's agree to keep each other updated. We can't let the guys have a monopoly on saving the world"
"Of course Batgirl. Deal!" And we sealed it with a hug and I realized that I had a new big sister.
After we broke the hug I asked, "How was it that you were able to get here so quickly?"
"Professional secret. When you have something as interesting then we will swap. It's more fun that way. See if you can come up with it yourself, you are a bright girl."
"Okay. Can you give me short and sweet what they are talking about?"
"Commish has tracked the theft of the Grace Diamond but the thief defeated it before the destination was determined. The Grace Diamond is huge and cut as an ovoid."
"Egghead?"
"Just released from Arkham and a safe bet that he's behind the theft. So it's Standard Operating Procedure. Figure out where he will strike next and catch him at it."
"So is shopping still on for this afternoon?"
"Would not miss it, Girl Wonder. I have some errands to run then I will be over to pick you up."
"Thank you Batgirl. I am so looking forward to it." I gave her a hug and kissed her on the cheek which she returned to me.
"Let's see if the guys are thru gossiping. After you my dear."
I left the power room foyer and Batgirl followed in a moment after shutting down her bat jammer. We both made a stunning entrance. Both Batgirl and I were immediately noticed as their conversation came to a halt momentarily.
"Commissioner, Thank you for your information. Robin and I will do our best to catch this fiend." Batman continued "Batgirl, a pleasure to see you as always. I trust you had an interesting conversation with Robin."
Batgirl answered, "Of course, Batman. I will take my leave of all of you." She vanished out the window.
Batman directed at me, "Robin, To the Batmobile!" I knew what that meant so I ran out thru the opened doors at Batman's side. Running down the stairs we separated only to enter the Batmobile and were side by side again. The trip back to the Batcave went by in a blur. The sensations on first traveling in it were so heady as I got used to my new body but I had adjusted and even though it was still extraordinary the Batmobile was basically transportation. We arrived in the Batcave safe and sound and as the turntable was spinning the Batmobile back around for another trip out, I made a quick trip to the brand new little heroine's room that Bats had installed in the Batcave. Batman and I gathered by the Bat computer to see if it could help us find out Egghead's next move.
"Robin, Lets see what the Bat computer can come up with as to possible targets for Egghead in Gotham City. Computer, display first target!"
The screen displayed information on the Trevor Howard Artifact. This was an egg composed of costly metals with writing in a language that had not been translated. It had a legend attached that the holder was to be guaranteed happiness.
"Batman, that thing makes me really uneasy. On top of that, even though I can't translate the writing, the designs on the egg seem very familiar. Computer, what is the origin of the Artifact?"
"Origin indeterminate except that it is extraterrestrial."
"Does that pinpoint it for you, Robin?"
"Not yet, Batman. I'm missing something but it will come back to me."
"Let me know when you remember. Computer, display next target.
The screen displayed information about the Cosmeg that was being studied by Gotham University. It was called the Cosmeg because it was short for cosmic egg. It was theorized that it was either a piece of another alternate universe or else a portal to an alternate universe. If it were a portal it would be too small to transport a person thru to the other side but what one could get was energy which poured out of the Cosmeg. They had encased it in a pool of water. The ambient energy which came thru unbidden was enough to run the campus's power station which had ceased having to use fuel to run their generators and the output was so great that they were selling their excess to Gotham Power which was sufficient to meet the power requirements for the entire state. A large portion of their research seed money came from Gotham power which salivated at the prospect of perhaps having another Cosmeg or at least learning how to tap the full potential of the one that existed. Clean power at no cost, it boggled the mind.
"A choice between greed and power, Batman! What do you suppose Egghead will go for first?" My Bat PDA had captured the Bat computer session and I had sent a copy to Batgirl. After all, we girls should stick together.
"I'm not sure, Robin. A stake out is in order. I'll inform Commissioner Gordon of our findings and of course the police can aid as they usually do. They are not equipped to apprehend Egghead and his bad eggs. With there being two equally likely targets, I'll want to call in some expert help. What do you think of Selina Kyle's progress? "
"I believe that she is reformed, she is highly motivated to the cause of good these days. She has her own little eccentricities but she hasn't crossed the line, yet. The Catwoman knows Egghead and she could handle him effectively as a villainess and I would expect no less from her as a heroine. I imagine I will be able to tell more with my intuition once I get to meet her in person instead of thru other's memories. I favor taking a chance on her but not taking her completely into our confidence yet."
"What do you think of teaming Sasha Bordeaux up with her to watch her? After Lucius Fox, the CEO of Wayne Enterprises, saddled me as Bruce Wayne with her as a bodyguard, I had to train her to handle the real job of guarding me. She's good and she's loyal as she proved by keeping my secret after she uncovered my secret identity. I couldn't fire her after that and I am glad that Lucius hired her because she can act in the mundane situations to protect me as Bruce Wayne without forcing me to defend myself and weakening my secret identity. She could go out with Catwoman in her costume that she used when training with me as Batman. She came up with the codename "Umbra Woman" because as a bodyguard she sometimes hides in the darkest shadows. She could adopt that as her costumed identity. She didn't need to have one while she was just learning from me on night patrol."
"Batman I think it’s a wonderful idea to team up Selina with Sasha. Selina can make up for what Sasha lacks in skill and Sasha can make up for what Selina lacks in trustworthiness." I thought that it would be a good test of both of them to see if they would be able to work together since they are both in love with my father."
"Good, Robin! I'll call Nightwing and Flamebird to see if they can break free to lend us some aid as well. I observed that you enjoyed your conversation with Batgirl and I feel that it would be good for you and Barbara to go shopping as planned. I could team up with Alfred since stakeouts seem to be where his skills are strongest. Your Aunt Harriett ( a live in maid) will be back at Wayne Manor soon and she can watch after things. "
"I'm glad that Aunt Harriett will be back and I really do want to go shopping with Barbara. I can team up with Batgirl. If Selina and Sasha are available now they could start staking out one site while you stake out the other with Alfred. Batgirl and I could be one relief team and Nightwing and Flamebird could be the other when they arrive from NYC. 12 hour shifts would cover them 24/7 till Egghead makes his move."
"Robin, I agree. Could you coordinate with Batgirl to relieve Alfred and I watching the "Cosmeg" in about 13 hours while I check with Selina and Sasha to make sure they can help us with the stakeout?"
"Of course, Batman" I activated my Super Friends communicator while Batman was contacting Catwoman and Umbra Woman. "Robin to Batgirl"
"Yes Robin. What can I do for you?"
"Might you be free to team up with me for some stakeout duty? Batman and I suspect that Egghead's next target will be the Cosmeg at Gotham University's research facility. He is taking the first 12 hour watch there starting in an hour and we would do a 12 hour shift in relief."
"Affirmative Robin! Count me in! I'll contact you closer to time for our shift to start to arrange a rendezvous and coordinate."
"Excellent, Batgirl! Robin out"
"Batgirl, out"
I noticed that Batman had concluded his calls and was waiting for me to finish with Batgirl.
"Robin, Selina and Sasha are both onboard. They will be getting together and on site to watch the Trevor Howard Artifact in an hour. Can Batgirl help?"
"Batgirl and I will get together to relieve you when your shift is up."
"That's great Robin! Please go up and send Alfred down. I need to brief him and get him outfitted so we can be on site in an hour. Barbara should be by in a little while to take Rachel shopping. I'll contact Nightwing and Flamebird while I am waiting for Alfred."
"On my way, Batman!" I had noticed a new menu on my BatPDA which gave me a choice of outfits for the auto changer to dress me in and I had selected something casual for shopping already. I jumped on the Batpole disc and triggered it to propel me upward thru the auto changer and deposited me out into Bruce's study.
I exited the study to find that Aunt Harriett was present talking with Alfred, dressed for work. I rushed up to Aunt Harriett and gave her a big hug. "Its so good to have you home Aunt Harriett!" I gushed because I was glad to have her there to talk to about the things that Bruce and Alfred were clueless about.
"Miss Rachel, Alfred has told me the good news that Mr. Wayne adopted you as his daughter. My condolences about the death of your parents. It will be good having you around the house to help with Master Grayson departed."
"Thank you Aunt Harriett. Alfred, Bruce asked me for you to bring him his copy of "The Tempest" from his study." That was a code phrase telling Alfred that he was needed in the Batcave.
"I'll go at once, Miss Rachel." And Alfred left in the direction of where his special access to the Batcave was located.
"Miss Rachel, I have duties to attend to but I would love to catch up when we both have the time,"
"Count on it, Aunt Harriett. Thank you!" Aunt Harriet left in the direction of the kitchen. I suppose that she was going to check on supper. Having been left alone, I was satisfied with the outfit I had picked out so I retired to my room. I checked email and found an encoded message that I knew was untraceable and would disappear as mysteriously as it appeared when I read it. The biometrics confirmed my identity then decoded the message.
***NIGHTWING AND FLAMEBIRD ARRIVING THIS EVENING VIA TRANSLOCATION CHAMBER TO HALL OF JUSTICE AND GROUND TRANSPORT HERE ***
The electronics did what electronics do and the message vanished as if it had never been there. The transport between NYC and Metropolis would be instantaneous. It would not take long to travel to Gotham City straight to the Batcave along the special underground roadway that connected the Hall of Justice and the Batcave. I looked to the clock and noticed that Barbara would be arriving soon. I checked the mirror and approved of what I found there. I went downstairs to the foyer so I could meet Barbara there and we could begin our shopping trip.
Right to the second Barbara rung the door bell and I admitted her to the foyer.
"Are you ready to go shopping, Rachel? I hope you have lots of money to spend so we can really update your wardrobe."
I held out a Wayne Enterprises charge card and said, "Ta ta ta TA ta TA! Charge! ..... It!" I giggled and Barbara joined in.
"I see you have everything you need. Let's go!" I signaled the staff that I was leaving and followed Barbara out to her car. What more could a girl want? "To the Mall!" I giggled as Barbara drove off in that direction.
Barbara and I had a very rewarding shopping trip. Bruno, Bruce's driver was sent along with Barbara and I to collect the packages being careful to separate Barbara's purchase from mine. Bruno had contracted with Enzo, his brother, to load up Barbara's purchases in his delivery van. As we shopped, we talked.
"Rachel, how do you like being thirteen again and a girl?"
"Being thirteen again is weird but being a girl is just right. I'm OK with being thirteen since it gives me the chance to live more of my own life rather than tapping in on the memories of my sister Stephanie and my brother Dick. I got a taste of being eighteen as a woman and I'll get there again."
Since you were able to see Stephanie as she appeared in the future, you must have some idea how you will look once you get there."
"Well the Stephanie that I saw was only one possible future, even with being twins, going forward the choices that Stephanie and I make will have a bearing on how we turn out and that could be different from each other as well as from the Stephanie taken out of her timeline."
"But that's a good thing, Right? That Stephanie spent a lot more time as Spoiler and dealing with her original parents, with a super villain father. That experience of having to go against her parent's authority for much longer caused her to have a problem with parental authority which made her time as Robin coupled with the way things turned out with the three Robins before her doomed her to failure."
"That's why neither Stephanie nor I may turn out exactly the same. We'll both benefit from the changes that were made in this history as well as both of us holding the memories of the people we originally came from."
"Tapping into your brother's memories must seem weird for you to know exactly what he thought and felt about things.'
"That's true but I need to tap into them because without them, I lose part of myself. In a way Dick's memories for some things are more me than the equivalent Stephanie memories. I remember meeting you for the first time and Dick was very excited to meet you. Now that's weird!"
"Well you have the advantage of knowing just what it was about me that evoked that response and if you wish to have a young man have the same response to you. But you might want to wait a while to practice that knowledge since you would really alter your future by getting pregnant."
"I know thru my Stephanie memories what its like to be raped and pregnant and lose the baby. I know that it’s wise to wait."
"Poor baby, I didn't realize. Of course you will be careful. I wonder why the Goddess didn't start you both before that."
"I think it was for Stephanie's sake not to lose out any time while her parents were alive and even though it was rough on her and for me to relive it that she survived it and so will I."
"I guess you are right. From what Sorceress says, it’s not wise to question her decisions since she has more information than we do. Can I ask you why you flirt with Bruce so openly?"
"Well part of it, I guess, is payback for what he put me thru originally not with the training because I needed it but for not accepting me as his partner just because I am female. Part of it is for Bruce to be able to have evidence due to his own reactions to me that I am female."
"Well you do have Bruce all hot and bothered. I don't think that you have the problem with teasing Bruce that you would with any other man. He's very moral and he knows what is appropriate. Sweetie, he's the only man in the world capable of that kind of restraint. Please don't tease anyone else like that. He gets the point; please for my sake could you stop. With you capturing all of his attention, how is he going to pay any attention to me?"
"Point well taken, Barbara. I'll stop being a tease. You've got it for him bad?"
"Yes, I'm very attracted to your father. But so are Sasha and Selina."
"It seems that both of them have an inside track with Bruce in their own way. Bruce spends a lot of time with Sasha and Bats spends a lot of time with Cats. But if there is anything that I can do to help you and Bruce come together, you can count on me. "
"Thank you, Rachel! I like your style and I believe that your help to be very valuable."
"You are welcome, Barbara! Pinky swear?" I held out the pinky on my right hand. Barbara twisted her own pinky around mine and squeezed. She told me, "Of course and now it’s sealed."
"I hope that you turn out to be my new Mom. If anyone can get Bruce to settle down then you can!"
"Thanks Sweetie, I do too. Even if you don't turn out to be my daughter, we'll always be friends."
When we had concluded our shopping trip, Barbara and I hugged and separated. Once she was sure that Enzo knew the way to her home, she got into her car and drove off. Bruno had saved some room for me in the limo and my purchases and I were off to Wayne Manor. Bruno and I parted ways at the door.
I headed straight for Bruce's study and flipped up Will's head and triggered the moving bookcase that revealed the bat poles. I jumped onto the one labeled for me and slid down thru the auto costume changer and into the bat cave. The Batmobile was gone of course and I didn't have a driver's license yet. That left me with 2 choices for transport, I could either ride the twin of the spoiler mini bike that my sis had redecorated and renamed the Robin cycle (and she had redecorated the original spoiler mini bike as the Flamebird cycle.) However I did have a valid pilot's license so my other choice was the Batwing. Needless to say choice two won out.
I climbed into the harness of the transport pod and activated it. The pod shot thru the travel tube like one of those tubes at the bank drive up window. It was a wild ride but in not too long the transport pod had arrived at it's destination at the secret hanger of the Batwing. I ran the preflight on the Batwing and it performed perfectly. I engaged the hover and then nudged it thru the holographic camouflage of the entrance. Once in the free air, I kicked in the turbo and the batwing jumped up to mach 1 in six seconds. Fortunately for me I had two more special devices. I had a remote autopilot for the batwing and a jetpack with which I could leave the Batwing and later return to it.
I programmed the autopilot with a changing pattern with which it could scan everything in the vicinity of the university. I got into the flight suit and strapped into the jetpack which were within the airlock within the belly of the batwing. As we flew over the university, the doors opened and I dropped out of the batwing. The jetpack ignited and took me to the ground. I took off the jetpack and camouflaged it and walked over to meet the team that had taken the first watch on the facility, Sasha and Selina. Both were in their super heroine costumes with their real identities concealed.
Selina both purred and trilled as she spoke to me, "Grrrreatings Girrrrl Wonder!"
I smiled at her remembering the effect that she had on Dick the first time that he met her. Just thinking about that was sexually exciting and yet alien since Selina's curves did nothing for me now seeing as I had some dangerous curves these days.
"Hi Catwoman!, How did the stakeout go?"
"Quiet!" responded Sasha and continued, "I'll show you the vantage point we found to observe the Cosmeg up there on the lab's roof. Catwoman can wait here for Batgirl's arrival.
"Good plan, Umbrawoman! Lead on!"
"Follow me, Robin!"
I took my leave of Selina. Sasha and I made our way to the roof and I agreed that the vantage point that they had found was excellent. Not only did it have a clear view thru the skylight of the Cosmeg containment but it also was within cover that kept the observer from being observed.
"Excellent, Umbrawoman, I'll stay here in place while we are waiting on Batgirl to arrive." Umbrawoman slipped into the shadows and was gone. I engaged the cloak on my flight suit and had one eye on the scene below and another one on the Batwing's bat's eye view on the vicinity. Soon afterward, I observed Batgirl riding up on her Batgirl cycle. After she concealed her cycle, she walked over to where Selina and Sasha were waiting for them. The three of them conversed for a while then both Selina and Sasha disappeared.
"Batgirl to Robin I’m onsite. Since you have the outside covered, I'll take an inside vantage point"
"Robin to Batgirl, I concur. Good plan!"
After Batgirl discreetly found a way inside and sealed it so it could not be reused, I observed her taking a position inside the containment area for the Cosmeg and then concealing herself.
Everything remained calm thru our watch. I reported in every hour with our all clear while I heard Flamebird reporting for her team with Nightwing with their watch on the artifact being equally quiet. Only one hour remained in our watch when everything broke loose. I observed some kind of laser blast make a tunnel which sloped up into the room.
"Request backup for Cosmeg! Location compromised via tunnel! ", I radioed.
"Batman on patrol responding ETA 5 minutes" I imagined Batman executing a bat turn with the Batmobile doing a 180 with the help of a drogue chute and tearing down the street towards the university. Batman would also get on the hotline to Commissioner Gordon's office to bring the Gotham City Police to secure the area.
"Umbrawoman and Catwoman dispatching ETA 15 minutes" It appeared that they were going to have to come on shift early. I was really glad that it was close to their time to be here to spell us since that meant their response time was much less.
I opened the skylight and slid down on my bat rope to meet the interlopers while radioing out an update concerning our location which was under attack. My task was to slow down the attackers until backup could arrive. I was glad that henchman training was not up to Batman's standards. I took them out one by one as the tunnel had cooled enough to admit the bad guys. Batgirl was our last defense against the Cosmeg being stolen so she remained hidden.
Egghead had one of his henchmen in reserve covering me with what looked like a T Shirt cannon. As the henchman fired the cannon at me, Egghead broke directly to the Cosmeg containment. Out of the cannon came what looked like an egg. What was different about it was that it was bristling with static electricity which meant it had a very high electrical charge on its surface. That would act as a tazer if the egg touched me.
One of the first henchmen I took out dove at me from behind as the egg came at me so that I could not dodge it and the henchman at the same time. The Henchman missed but the egg contacted me and emitted a high voltage electric shock. While my heart was protected, I lost control of my limbs and tumbled into the floor. While I could not move, I could see and had remained conscious. My electronics gear was fried so the radio was gone but I had left the autopilot gear hidden on the roof. The henchman recovered behind me and they lowered the force field that contained the Cosmeg.
Egghead and Batgirl faced off in the containment room.
"Batgirl, please step aside and I may spare both yours and the Girl Wonder's lives"
"You'll have to get past me, Eggy! You piece of egg-crement!"
"You'll pay for that Bat Broad! Prepare to be Egg-Terminated"
Unable to get past Batgirl any other way, Egghead tackled Batgirl and the momentum carried both of them into the area where the Cosmeg was being studied. The last thing that Batgirl expected was a brute force frontal attack since it was not Egghead's style. Without being braced for it, Egghead's tackle caused Batgirl to leave her feet so that she was merely a passenger. When Egghead was able to check himself short of the Cosmeg, Batgirl flew out of control and right into the Cosmeg and she disintegrated in a bright flash of light.
"I'm Egg-Static! The Cosmeg is mine! Bye Bye Batgirl! Rest in peace! Bad Eggs bring the Cosmeg transport gear and bring our prize into the tunnel. "
The last thing that I saw was Egghead henchmen had found the means that the Cosmeg was moved and they took it out of the containment room and towards the tunnel. I was overcome with grief as I had witnessed Batgirl's death. I thought I caught sight of Bats in my peripheral vision thru the skylight that I had used to enter from the ceiling. I did not have long because the henchman with the t-shirt cannon had reloaded and the second egg plunged me into unconsciousness. .
I regained consciousness and felt the effects of the Bat Hypo that contained stimulants and other things to gain recovery from a Tazer which is essentially what had happened to me. I saw that Batman had returned all my bat gear to functionality while I regained consciousness. Beyond a concerned Batman kneeling over my prone body, I could see arriving Catwoman, Umbrawoman and Chief O'Hara.
"The Cosmeg was stolen by Egghead and his bad eggs. Egghead used the Cosmeg to disintegrate Batgirl. She's dead. Egghead and his men left via that tunnel."
"How do you feel?"
"Fully recovered from the Egg-Static weapon that they used on me thanks to the bat hypo. I can return to action" To demonstrate that I was Okay,
I got to my feet and stood before them
"Very well Robin. I admire your constitution! Chief O'Hara, if your men can secure this area, Robin and I will pursue Egghead"
"Of course Batman! Chief O'Hara to all units. Move in and secure the area!"
"Catwoman and Umbrawoman, please relieve Nightwing and Flamebird at their location."
"Of course, Batman" said Umbrawoman and they both turned away to the exit.
"Robin, to the Tunnel!"
"Roger, Batman!" Batman and I ran to the tunnel and then down it being careful to illuminate it with our bat lights. I could see Chief O'hara 's men covering the building from each entrance.
"Robin, I recalled the Batwing and alerted the Batcave to pick up the gear you left behind. You gathered lots of intelligence but if they tunneled directly from their lair there may be no surface evidence to detect."
"Thank you, Batman! I hope we can recover the Cosmeg before Egghead can use it for his nefarious plans."
"Have faith, Robin and all will be accomplished in due time as we always have."
"Always, Batman"
"Batman to Nightwing and Flamebird"
"Nightwing here. What are your instructions?"
"Track our progress thru the tunnel and find another way into Egghead's lair and surprise him. We may have a trap waiting for us and backup is appreciated."
"Affirmative Batman. Locked onto your locator signal and tracking. We'll set up for the surprise as soon as we know your destination. Enroute. Nightwing, out."
"Batman out"
"Batman, to Super Friends"
"Arisia on Monitor, go ahead, Batman"
"Egghead has killed Batgirl. Robin and I are in pursuit! Request backup to cover secondary target and preparations for a memorial service."
"Copy Batman. Sending Backup to secondary target at encoded coordinates received and making memorial service preparations"
"Thanks, Arisia. Batman, out!"
"Dispatching Rima the Jungle Girl and Hawk Girl ETA 1 minute courtesy Sorceress. Super Friends out"
"Batman to Catwoman and Umbrawoman"
"Catwoman here, Batman! Instructions?"
"Rima the Jungle Girl and Hawk Girl , ETA less than one minute, will relieve you. Coordinate with Nightwing and Flamebird in assaulting Egghead's lair"
"Copy Batman. They are here so we stand relieved. Enroute to coordinate with Nightwing and Flamebird. Catwoman, out"
"Very good, Catwoman. Batman, out"
"Arisia to Batman"
"Batman here, Go ahead Arisia"
"We've completed a universal trace on Batgirl's Super Friends communicator. It no longer exists. Criteria for canceling a rescue and performing a memorial service met. When did you wish it scheduled. Batman?"
"After we bring Egghead to justice. I'll keep you informed, Arisia. Batman, out."
"Thank you, Batman. Arisia, out."
"Robin, it just occurred to me, a notion. The researchers felt that the reason so much energy was pouring out of the Cosmeg is that it is a conduit to another universe. Is it possible that instead of disintegrating that Batgirl merely passed thru the conduit and now is in that other universe?"
"Batman, you didn't see the power of the Cosmeg like I did or you wouldn't have hope. It's possible that some of Batgirl's atoms passed thru to that other universe but she went into that maelstrom unprotected. What got thru wouldn't have lived long, thankfully. She died almost instantaneously."
"But when we recover the Cosmeg then we could find out for sure. We could send a probe thru and recover what if anything is left of her."
"It is something that we could do so those who loved her could have closure. We don't have to wait to recover the Cosmeg to recover Batgirl's remains. Sorceress told me that the Goddess is letting her share some of her power to prepare her for the time Sorceress becomes the Goddess. She knows about Batgirl since she teleported the back up team to the Trevor Howard artifact. I'll ask her to bring back what is left of Batgirl"
"You are right, Robin. It's better that we know for sure what ever the outcome. Please call her."
"Thanks, Batman. Robin to Sorceress. I have a request. Would you like to go to the Cosmeg universe and recover what ever is left of Batgirl?"
"Sorceress here. Oh Robin, please accept my condolences to you and Batman. Batgirl's death is a real tragedy. I believe that the Goddess will allow and empower me for this mission. I'll go as soon as the preparation for the journey is made. We'll be out of touch once I leave this universe but I will call you when I return."
"Thank you Sorceress... sob... You are a true friend... sob... Bring her home, please........" I could not keep the floodgates of grief back any longer and I wept. However I knew that I could not let my grief impede me as I ran in step with Batman, knowing that every second counted if we were to catch Egghead.
"I will, Robin. Sorceress, out" I composed myself again and looked over at Batman's eyes and saw behind them the realization that what we were doing right now in pursuing Egghead was what Batgirl would have wanted us to do. The recovery of Batgirl's remains was in proven, capable hands. It was time to focus on the task at hand.
"Robin, You know that Egghead intends for the Cosmeg to be the bait in a trap to capture us and we are the bait in the trap that we have set with the help of the Bat-Family to capture Egghead. Sometimes the Bait does not fair too well. I want you to know that I am proud to have you as my daughter. I am even prouder to have you fight crime at my side. I did not realize what a blessing you were when you first came into my life but now I can't imagine my life being this fulfilled without you. I love you, Robin.
"Batman, you have ever been my father since that evil day when my first parents died. Now that I am incarnated as a female, you have been my father again for which I hold you in deep respect. I am now and forevermore yours. I am proud to be your daughter and for you to be my Daddy. "
"Steady On, Robin. We are about to fulfill our part in this little Drama. May it be as successful as we hope and pray it will be?"
"Where ever you lead, I will follow, Batman, to the ends of the earth and beyond."
"I will not betray your loyalty and trust, Robin!"
"Lead on, Batman!"
We came upon Egghead's tunneling transport shortly afterward which had been abandoned by Egghead. Evidently the designer had not realized that the reverse transmission had to be as heavy duty as the forward transmission and it had broken down. We found the Grace Diamond embedded in the mechanism which focused the high energy laser that had done the tunneling and had broken into the lab. Batman removed the Grace Diamond which appeared unharmed, amazingly and tucked it away for safe keeping till he could return it to its rightful owner.
Batman signaled for radio and physical silence due to our quarry seeming to be quite near. I complied by ending my part of the running commentary. We ran on in the increasingly dark cave lit only by the bat lights we played upon the tunnel in front of us. We came to a point where Batman signaled for us to turn out our lights. The cave became pitch black and we ran on anyway so that our quarry would not escape us.
We cautiously ran down the tunnel as it sunk deeper into the earth until eventually it began to widen out into a cavern with a high ceiling. It was so high that our bat ropes could not reach the top to attach to it. We saw before us the energy glow emitted by the Cosmeg. Batman emitted a location pulse to let the teams know that we had reached Egghead's lair and for them to begin their assault.
As we neared the Cosmeg, explosions on the left and right of us had blasted the floor of the cavern on either side of us away to reveal a bottomless pit. At the same time the Bad Eggs appeared behind us and they began to fire more of the static eggs that had brought me down before. Batman and I had oppositely charged our battle armor from the static eggs so that they would be repelled from us and instead fall harmlessly to the ground.
We thought it was harmlessly but the pop from the static egg that occurred when they hit the ground revealed egg shaped containers on the ground. As the containers broke we were oppressed with the smell of rotten eggs (Sulfur Dioxide). That smell was a cover for the real challenge which was the release of massive amounts of anesthetic gasses. We could not go forward because we did not have the means to close off the Cosmeg. To the right and left were impassible deep trenches and the Bad Eggs to the rear. Instead we fell under the influence of the gas and both of us lie down, unconscious.
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I awoke to the sound of Egghead's voice and Batman was awake beside me. Egghead had placed us in a transparent egg shaped chamber and bound us to chairs while we were unconscious. It was also apparent that he had removed our utility belts and had found all of our other hidden gadgets and removed them.
"Thank you Batman for retrieving the Grace Diamond for me. It was very considerate of you. Well, Batman and Robin, the last time you were placed in a vacuum chamber, your bat breathing gear and cutting tools were able to eggs-tracate you from your doom. This time I have removed your entire bat gadgets so you will eggs-fixate and finally be eggs-terminated. I'm off with the Cosmeg, the source of infinite power, to recover the Trevor Howard artifact, which is the source of infinite happiness. I will then possess everything that I have ever coveted and that's no eggs-ageration! Rest in peace, Batman and Robin! Give my regards to Batgirl!"
Once Egghead had finished monologging, I detected the pumps removing the air from the egg shaped transparent chamber we were bound inside. Egghead had indeed removed everything useful from our utility belts so we could neither get help breathing nor break out of it. I wanted so much to counter Egghead's taunts but doing so would rob us of air prematurely. All we could do is to rob Egghead of part of his satisfaction by meeting our fate with dignity and peace.
With a flair for the dramatic, Egghead and the bad eggs disappeared in the direction of the Cosmeg. Egghead was finished with it being bait and had decided to withdraw, it would seem. The vessel we were in rocked from side to side as the floor of the cavern in front of us and behind us dropped to become a chasm as that had done to the left and right of us before. Now we were even more isolated and in need of rescue. The chamber ceased vibrating and things returned to the status quo which had existed before.
I saw in Batman's eyes the answer that he had come to and I assented. To those around gawking it appeared that we had accepted our fate and were succumbing to it. That was not the case as both of us placed ourselves in a physical state comparable to suspended animation where we slowed our metabolisms down to barest minimum so that we both appeared to be dieing. Our hope was in our friends, who we trusted to be penetrating Egghead's lair to rescue us before we died for real. "Would they be in time?” I questioned. But my last thought as consciousness left me was a realization that I knew which alien culture the Trevor Howard Artifact came from. It was.......
Gasp! Oh! I'm alive! Who am I? My mind is so Swiss cheesed. I see I am dressed as Robin so I should be careful what I say out loud. Oh My! I remember being Robin in three different bodies. I must be Rachel now, the thirteen year old one that has Stephanie for a twin sister. I remember that I used the meditation technique that Batman taught me to shut down my body while the air was being removed from the egg shape space we were in. That's Stephanie over me giving me oxygen in her Firebird costume. I cant see Nightwing, my brother Dick, or Selina but I see Sasha as Umbrawoman standing over Batman giving him oxygen too. There was something... something about the Trevor Howard Artifact... It's gone.. But I remembered before and I will remember again. I smiled best I could underneath the O2 mask at Stephanie.
"Good! You are awake! Looks like Bats is coming around too. Egghead and his Bad Eggs had given us the slip when we penetrated the compound. This isn't Egghead's real lair. It was just a way station that he used to spring his trap on those pursuing him. Nightwing and Catwoman are tracking him and his crew. When we got here all that was here was the deathtrap removing air from that egg shaped space. We all released you from the deathtrap and Sasha and I stayed behind to care for you two. Are you OK? Can I remove the oxygen mask?"
I motioned to Stephanie that I was OK with the thumbs up and she removed the oxygen mask from my face.
"Thank you Flamebird! I'm glad that it worked and we both survived!"
"Are you up to getting out of here? We don't know what else Egghead might have planned?"
I answered her by getting up and flexing my body. I was back ready for action. The mind mush about who I was would have to wait. It was clear that I was Robin the girl wonder and that was all that mattered right now. "I'm ready... what's the plan?"
"We follow and try to catch up with Nightwing and Catwoman. We know that they are ready for us so we attack in force instead of going for surprise."
"Good plan!" I looked around and saw Batman up and coming toward us accompanied by Umbrawoman.
Both mine and Batman's Super Friends communicators blipped at the same time. Batman activated his as I did mine and the message came thru. "Hawk girl to Super Friends. Egghead is using the energy of the Cosmeg to gain entry to the vault where the Trevor Howard Artifact was returned to following Egghead's earlier attack. Request permission for Rima and I to teleport up to my Thanagarian starship with the Artifact."
We knew where Egghead was located so we had to get there to capture Egghead. The four of us took off on a run retracing the route which they had taken to the surface when they had come to the rescue. While we were still listening to Arisia and the Super Friends team watching the artifact, we signaled that we were responding and were on our way.
"Arisia to Hawk girl. Permission granted to escape with the artifact via teleport. Contact with the Cosmeg energy has been proven fatal. Super Friends dispatched and are responding to help cover your escape."
The Cat Copter and 'Nightwing' were on the surface waiting to ferry the four of us to the action. Both aircraft rose vertically and then flew over the city. I mentally urged our craft faster as Flamebird guided the 'Nightwing' to our destination. Catwoman had spared no expense for her Cat copter which was keeping pace with our aircraft speeding toward the artifact.
"Rima has the artifact's enclosure in her possession. Teleport! Teleport Now!"
"Arisia to Hawk girl. Confirm status. Transmission disrupted'"
We were landing and as we disembarked we were met by Nightwing and Umbrawoman who had tracked Egghead to the same location. We looked on in wonder at the devastation caused by the Cosmeg as Egghead penetrated the building and its defenses surrounding the vault.
"Rima here! I've lost the artifact! The enclosure is empty. It did not teleport up when I did! Hawk girl is trying to determine why it did not teleport up with us."
We broke out prototype Bat beams and Bat shields from the aircraft. With each of us armed and protected the six of us as a unit entered the building thru the path that Egghead had blasted thru with the Cosmeg.
"Hawk Girl to Arisia. The artifact itself disrupted the teleport beam so it would not be teleported. Request further instructions."
"Batman to Super Friends. My team is onsite and we will take care of Egghead! We have special protection which should withstand the Cosmeg Energy."
"Arisia to Hawk girl. Teleport to the Hall of Justice for debriefing. Batman's team is ready to take on Egghead."
"Hawk girl to Arisia. Rima and I preparing to teleport. Out!"
I and my companions caught up with Egghead and the Bad Eggs. Egghead had shielded the Cosmeg so it's energy was no longer causing havoc. We witnessed as Egghead picked up the artifact. He and the Bad Eggs got into the vehicle parked beside them which looked a lot like the one that Batman and I had witnessed had become disabled. This one looked to be highly upgraded. The power of the Cosmeg opened up a new path out for Egghead.
Batman commanded, "Open Fire!" Each of us turned on our Bat Shields and opened up on Egghead's vehicle. The Bat Beams bounced off as though their vehicle were protected by a shield.
Egghead cut off the Cosmeg Energy and the Vehicle did a 180 and turned to face us. Egghead unleashed the Cosmeg energy was turned on us. We sunk into the floor as things around us deformed as the Cosmeg energy hit us.
I was still alive and I shouted, "The new shields held!" Even though I and my companions were unharmed in our personal force shields, we were also enmeshed in what had been the building's elements. With careful application of our Bat Beams we could free ourselves but Egghead and the vehicle were long gone. One by one, we were all free. Nightwing seemed more amused than I thought he should be since he was the last of us to be set free.
"Nightwing, why are you so upbeat?"
"I slipped in a bat tracer while we were watching the artifact which is functioning amazingly. All we have to do is follow it to Egghead and his real lair."
"Congratulations, Big Bro! Now this has got to come to an end and Egghead finally brought to justice"
"That's the plan, Sis!”
Batman called us together. "Thanks to Nightwing's work, we will soon have a location for Egghead. However with the Cosmeg, Egghead continues to elude apprehension. We have no idea whether his intellect has unlocked the secret of the Trevor Howard Artifact and he will be able to use that as well. This time we enlist the aid of the Super Friends, in force, to bring him to justice once and for all”
"Batman, we have a location. It's in a cavern deep below police headquarters."
"Thank you, Nightwing. Batman to Super Friends!"
"Arisia here Batman! Go Ahead!"
"We have a location for Egghead in a cavern deep below Gotham City Police Headquarters. Request assistance in force from the Super Friends. The new Bat Shield held against the Cosmeg Energy. I'm transmitting the specifications so they can be replicated. I suggest that anyone aiding in the action against Egghead be so equipped. Against such power, only team work from a very large team will win the day."
"Super Friends to Batman. Specifications received and the devices are being replicated. Almost all of the Super Friends have volunteered to help, including myself. Wonder Woman will be in contact with you to coordinate the tactical planning. Arisia Out!"
"Thank you Arisia. I'll be standing by for Wonder Woman's call. Batman out."
I finally got a chance to relax a bit while we were waiting for the preparations for the Super Friends in mass to assault Egghead's lair. I reflected on how different things were with me now as the memories which had become so clear when my brain had been so Swiss cheesed seemed to be part of a dream and certainly did not happen to me. I've always been the girl I am today, it seems to me. I could learn from the lives of my brother and sister but they were not me. I relaxed and stopped worrying about anything except being Rachel.
All of a sudden, that thought that was lost to me finally came back as the rest of the holes were filled with the memories they were supposed to contain.
"Robin to Wonder Twins. Got a question for you."
"Zayna here Robin. How can we help? Jan and I have volunteered to help go after Egghead with the Super Friends."
"Thank you Zayna. I'm transmitting a picture and I hope you can identify the object"
"I have the picture. Oh my stars, Robin! Where was it found, it's been lost for so long!"
"But what is it, Zayna?"
"Jan here. It's the Goddess of Exxor's Egg of Happiness. It's been lost since the Goddess vanished when Exxor was overrun and abandoned. Can we retrieve it and return it to the Goddess?"
"That's the plan but Egghead has it. We know it as the Trevor Howard Artifact!"
"We must retrieve it. If Egghead can control its power, which no Exxorian has done, then all is lost!"
"Thank you Wonder Twins. I agree. I'll check with Batman concerning our discovery and inform him of the urgency of getting to Egghead before he gets a chance to unlock the mystery. Robin out"
I told Batman what I had learned and left him to continue his planning with Wonder Woman. Once I was back by myself, I did what I had needed to do but repressed it in the name of duty, I wept for Batgirl with long loud sobs as I let it all out as I collapsed onto the ground and rolled myself into the fetal position
Wonder Woman and Batman were conferring with all of us in the Hall of Justice about the tactical situation to assault Egghead's lair.
"Much work has been done to discover the layout of Egghead's lair and the area underground surrounding it. The Flash has proved an invaluable scout as always. He was been able to vibrate thru the wall from the Super Friend's tunnel into the chamber which appeared man made since it was shaped like an egg with the smaller end pointing up.. Two of the three existing tunnels had been located where there would be cover once inside while the third was located above the pinnacle of the egg shaped vault." said Batman.
Wonder Woman continued," We have decided to overwhelm Egghead from all directions. We will build a fourth tunnel which needs to be made to carry out our plans. Even though our luck ran out that there was not any initial cover we discovered another possibility. The location of the fourth tunnel is very close to an underground lake. It had a connective passage to the surface so that it was inhabited by sea creatures. Work is now being done to drill that fourth tunnel which would fill with water from the underground lake when connected to it at one end and leaving the other end incomplete till the time of the assault."
"Our plan is to divide the Super Friends into four teams with each team being paired with members of the Bat Family since they were all acquainted with Egghead. "Qualifications for two teams were obvious in that the one entering from above needed to have the power of flight. The one entering thru the submerged tunnel needed to be able to swim. The remaining Super Friends will be divided into the two other teams." .
"The Sky team led by Superman will consist of Superman, Green Lantern Hal, Extraman, Samurai, Hawkman, Hawkgirl with Bat family members, Nightwing and Flamebird.”
"The Sea team led by Aquaman will consist of Aquaman, Aqualad, Rima the Jungle Girl, Firestorm, Plasticman, El Dorado, Genius Twin Wendy with Bat family member Umbra Woman."
"Land one team led by me will consist of Wonder Woman, Wonder Twins, Jan and Zayna, Supergirl, Green Lantern Arisia, Genius Twin Mindy with Bat family members, Robin and Cat Woman."
"Land two team led by me will consist of Flash, Cyborg, Superboy, Atom, Black Vulcan, Green Arrow, and Apache Chief with Bat family member, Batman."
I noticed that the team that I was on led by Wonder Woman was all female while Batman's team was all male. The other 2 teams had mostly men but a few women.
Wonder Woman drew me back into the briefing as she spoke. "While the remaining tunnel is being completed each team will have a chance to do combat simulations at the Hall of Justice. As always your team members all have their individual strengths and together we will be able to prevail."
"Each of you has been issued a Bat Shield device which has proven in combat to be effective in repelling the Cosmeg Energy from a distance. Under no circumstances should you approach the Cosmeg closely. It will suck you into its event horizon as it did Batgirl when she died. We already have one funeral to attend when this is all over and we don't wish to lose another Super Friend as we bring Egghead to justice. Be careful and protect one another!"
"You all have heard how the Cosmeg unshielded has proven to be the greatest destructive force ever known. The Trevor Howard Artifact has been revealed to be in fact the Exxorian Goddess' Orb of Happiness. We all know the power of the Goddess and since this object comes from Her it can be assumed that it is equally powerful in performing it's function which may be protection. What we hope to do by surprising Egghead is to prevent him from using both objects at the same time which together may make him invincible. Some of you will face a frontal assault from the Cosmeg energy while others protected by it being focused in one direction will be shielded and be able to apprehend Egghead from the rear."
It was all a bit much to take in. The goal was clear enough. We would overwhelm Egghead by completely surrounding him. Unbidden the members of each team were coming together. Selina and I found each other rather quickly.
"Robin, I don't like the implication of Batman not having you at his side. Could it be out of some sense of chivalry?"
"We've settled that issue, Catwoman, the fact that I am female does not make me less effective but more so. I have all the years of experience of Nightwing and of another reality's Robin the Girl Wonder. Batman treats me no differently now than he would have Nightwing when he was Robin. It's only when we are out of uniform that he becomes really aware that he has a daughter now and in those situations chivalry comes out and I indulge him because being the man he is that it has to come out sometime."
"Then it is even more disturbing. As Leader he is in the most danger and is willing to give his life so that the goal might be achieved. This is a sacrifice that would bring down the one who took one of his own.”
"And being alone he would feel free to make that sacrifice. I pray to the Goddess that it does not come to that." I was resolved to really pray later. Selena's observation had shaken me but deep down I had already realized it too.
She whispered only to me. "Rachel, I will protect you as I would my own cub. We are bound together by familial love, not just the camaraderie of those who face a foe together. Who knows what the future may bring, but I already think of you as a daughter. Our strength is in sharing adversity and each benefiting from the other's strength and protecting the other's weakness."
I whispered back. "Thank you Selena. I am proud to be your daughter. I am no stranger to the mechanics of being a woman, given my other life. However the emotions, relationships and spirituality are new since my own existence is new. At first I was consumed by proving myself and establishing my place in the world before I paused enough to let a sister enter my life but Batgirl is gone. It has been easy to be caught up with the pursuit of justice for her. On the eve of battle, thank you Selena for being here for me. For bringing me back to wholeness by embracing all my needs. Thank you Selena." We hugged and I cried on her shoulder. She was being strong for me in my hour of need. I wonder whose shoulder she would cry on before this all was over.
We broke the hug and she held me still, as we looked in each others eyes. "Courage, Kitten! You have a greater strength than even you know. You are truly my cub. You are ferocious, loyal, and expert in battle. We have each other's backs and together we will win the day! All things are possible, only believe."
"I believe, Mother, I believe. Together we will win the day and bring Batman home safe."
"From your mouth to the Goddess' ears!" Though we returned to a business as usual stance, I believed that neither us could forget what had transpired. I knew that I would not. The others had sensed the moment between us and had given us our space but now we all gathered together clustered around Wonder Woman as I observed each of the teams were rallying around their leader.
"Ladies, we have a mission to perform and together we are strong enough to achieve it. We face overwhelming odds and I chose to stack the deck in our favor by facing it with our sisters. While each male Super Friend is competent, they can not share the bond that we have together as women. Together we can meet the impossible and overcome it. One of our teams will overcome and achieve the goal and I believe it will be us. For now let us unite in sisterhood sharing with each other and understanding the strength of each woman among us. Once we unite in heart then we will unite in battle and together we will be victorious!"
I knew some of the ladies of the group but as Wonder Woman had bidden us, I sought to speak with each one. I could see the others were doing the same thing.
The Wonder Twins, Jan and Zayna were already conferring with Genius Twin Mindy all of whom like me had witnessed the power of the Goddess first hand. I sensed that Wendy was having separation anxiety from being separated from her partner on this mission as I was.
"Jan, I'll be alright. It will be tough being separated from my twin but I understand the reason. My value to the team is to be able to use my technical skills to give us an edge. Wendy is an expert scuba diver and having both of us on the same team means that if we draw being the frontal assault team that both of us might be lost at the same time before we could make our contribution."
"What do you Wonder Twins know about the Goddess's Orb of Happiness?"
"It was like the Easter Egg hunts on your world. Many Orbs were hidden but the big prize was in finding the special one. One would raise it over their head and repeat the phrase in ancient Exxorian written on the orb. In some way the Goddess was united with the holder of the orb. That's all I know about it. Is there anything that you can add, Zayna?"
"Only that none of the recipients returned to what they had departed. Some say that they were transported to another universe like our brother and sister, Zan and Jayna have been only instead of it being a universe of challenge as they have, It is the universe that they are the most happy. Others say that the reason none return to their former life is that they are in need of being judged but do not perceive this need until they are face to face with the Goddess. Their return is undetected because they return to a different life.".
Supergirl joined our conversation with a question of her own. "Do you believe that a creation of the Goddess could be subverted as feared if we don't surprise them in being combined with the Cosmeg as being the ultimate protection from the ultimate destruction?"
"It's possible. Our Goddess has a great deal of power but she is not omnipotent. Her disappearance proves that. Her power was able to be usurped by our sister Jayna. However if Egghead employs it as a means of escape, he will have to face the truth and faithfulness of the Goddess of Exxor."
I brought in Arisia by asking her a question. ."Hi Arisia, How do you feel about this?"
"It seems that the odds are against us individually but together we shall succeed. As a member of the Green Lantern Corps, I have participated in several assaults en masse like this one. Even with each of being a ring bearer, we wield that power differently. It is the strength of many, the power of one!"
It was a high note to end on since Catwoman and Wonder Woman were joining us with a purpose after finishing their conversation.
"I'm glad that you all have taken my advice to heart and are conversing. It is our turn to drill in the Combat Simulation Room. We'll run thru our portion of the Assault going thru as many variations as we can imagine in the time that we have. Be alert. Trust your teammates and yourself.
We drilled thru each variant of what we could expect. Afterward we were called together by Wonder Woman after a break to collect ourselves.
"Team, what do you make of the simulations in which we participated?".
“In each of the encounters it was mutually assured destruction" said Catwoman
"Like the WOPR computer it seemed that the only way to win, was not to play" said Supergirl
"In fact we have to play because even in a mutually assured destruction important objectives were attained." Said Arisia
"We removed two objects of ultimate power away from a mad man before he could harm the world we protected." added Mindy
"In all of this the reaction of the Goddess of Exxor was not simulated. Why?" asked Jan
"It is because ultimately she is so unpredictable that she could not be simulated." answered Wonder Woman.
"In her hands ultimately may be the final outcome of this conflict." stated Jayna.
"Yet to give her that honor, each of us must do her part or Egghead triumphs" I said and then continued. "There was one option that was not explored. The one that is the most likely is the one which our battle plan had anticipated."
"Very good, Robin! We have one last simulation and let's make it our best!"
We returned to the simulation room and ran one last option and it was the one I felt would happen. In the end it was still up to the Goddess the ultimate outcome but not a person was lost on either side and Egghead was removed from having power over the Cosmeg and had to use the Orb of happiness not as the ultimate protection but as a means of escape. We did not have a chance to drill again. The tunnel was completed and we had to strike as quickly as possible. Yet I had one thing that I had to do before I went into battle. I found a little place to be alone then looked up towards the stars and prayed
"Goddess of Exxor please hear my petition. We seek justice for Egghead for the death of one of our own, Batgirl.
Goddess she was like a sister to me, helping me get acquainted with my new life. She died before her time.
If it be thy will Goddess, please find a way and send Batgirl back to us. Goddess, you are all wise,
Your ways are higher than our ways. Your thoughts are higher than our thoughts.
If you can work your will thru me, I am your willing vessel.
If none will sing your praises then I shall O Goddess.
Thy judgments are true!
Thank you, Goddess. I love you!"
I had a warm feeling like I was being smiled on. The Goddess had done so much for me and I hoped that she could do the same for Batgirl. With my prayer concluded, I moved back to where the rest were waiting and took my place with our team.
Our team entered our tunnel without a word but in our looks touches and body language we said volumes to each other. The clock was our synchronization. We were to be on station by a certain time and shortly after the charges would be set off to give every team free access to Egghead's egg shaped lair attacking from 4 different directions. Some of our most powerful Super Friends came from above flying down with Superman in the lead and from the ground with Batman in the lead. As part of the lair flooded out came Aquaman and Aqualad with their army of sea creatures followed by the other Super Friends on his team. Wonder Woman led us out as well. Egghead directed that the Cosmeg beam be pointed in the direction of the flight team and the ‘land two’ team. The bat shields held but the force of the beam itself held each of them from making any advance. Egghead directed his henchman to meet Aquaman, the Super Friends he led and his aquatic allies. Completely unobserved were our team who had members just as powerful as the ones held at bay, Wonder Woman, Arisia and Super Girl!
Almost as if he had eyes in the back of his head, Egghead sought escape. He took the orb of happiness in his hands and raised it high over his head. He looked up and cried out words in ancient Exxorian, just as the winner of the hunt on Exxor was expected to do.
The Goddess of Exxor appeared in all of her glory! At the same time she liberated the Cosmeg from the Beam device by encompassing it in a shield which contained all of its energy and shouting out for all to hear, "Hold!" Egghead's henchmen were frozen immobile not of their will but by the Goddess' power. All of the Super Friends stood down and voluntarily held their actions.
Both the Cosmeg and the Orb of Happiness flew into each of the Goddess' outstretched hands. The world was safe! The objects of power were no longer in Egghead's control. Instead of bringing Egghead to our justice, it would be administered by the Goddess of Exxor
Egghead with the feeling of triumph addressed the Goddess. "Your Majesty, I beg a boon of you!"
"Silence! You are about to be egg-posed!" All of the ladies near me looked up at the Goddess intently. I imagined most thought what I did. 'You did not just say that!' We kept composed because we had to be at that moment.
That the Goddess had a sense of humor, did not alter the deadly serious nature if the situation. I wondered what would be the outcome as I stood transfixed with the rest of the host of Super Friends.
The stage was set for something extraordinary to happen. Superman's flight team of mighty Super Friends and Batman's Land Two Team of mighty Super Friends were the farthest away where the Cosmeg Beam had held them until The Goddess isolated it in a field of her own commanding all to:"Hold!" Aquaman's team had gotten further as the egg shaped cavern had begun to flood from below where his team of Super Friends and aquatic allies held at the surface while Egghead's henchmen lined the shore held in place by the power of the Goddess. Wonder Woman's team that I was a part of was within striking distance as we came in unchallenged as though mere women were not a threat yet we had three of the mightiest Super Friends with us. In the center of it all was the Goddess of Exxor who held both the Cosmeg and the Orb of Happiness in her hands. Egghead below her was speechless after just being rebuffed by the Goddess. We all waited for what would come next.
"I summon forth my Emissary from her journey beyond understanding!" Sorceress in her Exxorian form and in her Emissary robes appeared before the Goddess. She stood before her carrying a transparent sphere with glints of something very minute catching the light.
"My Emissary, what do you bring with you from your journey?"
"Goddess, I bring the remains of a fallen Super Friend, Batgirl, who was put to death by the hands of Egghead."
"Her witness shall be heeded."
"You, henchmen of the one called Egghead have each escaped from being imprisoned for past crimes before being released. Let each of you be returned forthwith to the space time from which you came." They all vanished from my sight and I took the Goddess at her word that they were all back in prison where they belonged.
"Does one of you speak for the Super Friends?"
Wonder Woman spoke, "I do, your Majesty!"
"While it is ordinary to let your world determine the fate of a transgressor, this one called Egghead has appealed to me for judgment in the Exxorian way. I can not ignore that request. I claim the right of first judgment of this individual. However I invite all Super Friends who wish to attend that judgment."
"Your Majesty, we all would like to attend. We ask a boon to use the venue after your judgment is complete to hold a memorial for our fallen comrade Batgirl afterward since her remains have been returned."
"I grant the boon that my venue may be used for your purpose following my judgment."
"Your Majesty, your judgments are true. We await your pleasure."
"Vylylia and Tomu attend me!" The Wonder Twins stepped forward with their uniforms exchanged for Exxorian robes. The Goddess placed in the hands of Vylylia (known to us as Jan) the Cosmeg. In the hands of Tomu (known to us as Zayna) she placed the Orb of Happiness.
With the Goddess able to outstretch empty hands she called forth her power and whisked us all into her judgment hall. The Goddess held court from the raised platform which held the Exxorians Vylylia and. Tomu still holding what the Goddess had entrusted to her.
I was with the Super Friends who were standing in the seating area provided for the audience. Egghead stood in front below with us and facing all of us. However I was not in my Robin costume. I stood unmasked in the same Exxorian robes that I had been judged which seemed like an eternity before.
Sorceress as the Goddess’ Emissary spoke. "Will Rachel Wayne, come before the presence of the Goddess of Exxor!" Being acquainted with this court, I knew the etiquette required. I rose and made my way to the aisle I stepped forth toward the Goddess. When I came within 20 feet, I curtseyed. I proceeded up onto the platform where she stood and curtseyed again when I had come before her. Then I knelt at her feet and bowed my head before her. She lifted my chin up so that I could look up at her looking down at me.
"Rachel Wayne, Are you willing to be the vessel of the Goddess of Exxor?"
"I am, Goddess."
"I appoint you to be guardian of the spirit of your fallen comrade!"
She leaned closer and whispered in my ear, "Don't be afraid, Sweetie. It’s all good. Go over and stand by Sorceress and she will pass you the globe with Batgirl's atoms. Just stand by her for the rest of the ceremony. I love you too, child of my child."
She lifted me to my feet and told me "Rise to serve, Child."
I rose, and then did as she whispered to me. I went and joined Sorceress and stood by her side. Then Sorceress carefully held out the globe for me to take. I took it from her and clutched it close to my bosom. My part in the spot light was over at least for now. I had the best vantage point to see the rest of what occurred
"The Goddess calls Trevor Howard and Wonder Woman into the presence. Trevor was in his business suit and Wonder Woman in costume. They observed the same etiquette. Trevor bowed and Diana curtseyed 20 feet out and again before the Goddess up on the platform then both kneeled before her.
"Trevor Howard and Wonder Woman please stand before me." Both rose. It appeared that neither was having judgment passed on them. This was a procedural matter it appeared.
"Trevor Howard, do you relinquish your claim to the artifact now in my possession known to Exxorians as the 'Orb of Happiness'?"
"I relinquish my claim to the artifact, Goddess."
"In that you have relinquished your claim, I transfer it to the safe keeping or my Emissary. Tomu, present the Orb of Happiness to my Emissary! "
Tomu aka Zayna brought the orb to Sorceress and placed it in her hands.
"Tomu you are released from service." Tomu aka Zayna took her place again back with the Super Friends who were in the audience.
Sorceress ported the orb away to where I hoped it was secured for safe keeping. "It is done, My Goddess!"
"Wonder Woman do you still speak for the Super Friends?"
"I do, Goddess."
"This Cosmeg can be a source of great good if only your science can find the means to keep it safe from evil. Until that day, a guardian must be appointed to keep it safe for the people of Terra's future use. Have you among your number one who is worthy to be guardian of the Cosmeg?"
"We have, Goddess."
"Your Emissary is numbered among us and called by us Sorceress. She is worthy to be guardian of the Cosmeg!"
"I concur with your choice. I appoint Sorceress of Terra to be guardian of the Cosmeg as representative of the Super Friends. Vylylia, bring forth the Cosmeg and present it to Sorceress and then you are released from service as well." Vylylia aka Jan presented the Cosmeg to Sorceress. Sorceress ported it away immediately. Jan took her place next to Zayna with the Super Friends.
"Trevor Howard and Wonder Woman, you may return." both of them returned to their places as they observed the proper etiquette.
Sorceress as the Emissary beside me boomed out her voice. "Egghead, you are required to come into the presence of the Goddess of Exxor in order to be judged."
Egghead turned to ascend the platform, bowed then kneeled before the Goddess.
"The one called Egghead may speak to me before I pass judgment."
Egghead had wised up and realized that his very life was on the line here.
"Goddess, I speak not for me but for Batgirl. If by my judgment she may be somehow restored to her life, I will be happy. I'm hoping for an Eggs-Change."
"So be it. You are judged!" There was a flash and then there was nothing!
Scenes came into being from a life and I realized it was mine.
~~~~~~FLASH~~~~~~~
"Waaaaaaaaaaah!"
"Mrs. Grayson. It's a girl! Would you like to hold her? Nurse, get the Father."
"Yes Doctor!"
"Honey, we've got a girl, her name will be Rachel Stephanie Grayson!"
"Dick, you are not supposed to be in here."
"It's alright just for a second."
"Come see your sister, Rachel"
"She's so tiny!"
"Be good to your sister, Dick and always protect her!"
"I will Mom."
~~~~~~FLASH~~~~~~~
"Sis, you did the other trick way before I could. Why don't you call it quits for tonight?"
"I wanna do the triple Dick. Just catch me big brother and everything will be fine."
"That was amazing! Sis you did it perfectly!"
"Yes, you have proved me wrong my child, Welcome to the 'Flying Grayson's!"
~~~~~~FLASH~~~~~~~
"No, No, No! It can't be.... No it can't be... Momma and Daddy can't be dead!"
"Little one, you can just cry on my shoulder."
"Who are you Mister?"
"I'm Bruce Wayne. I would like for you to live at my house and if you will let me, I'd like to be your new Daddy!"
~~~~~~FLASH~~~~~~~
"Sweetie, you must not tell anyone what you have found here tonight. I and your brother fight crime by night, Striking terror into the hearts of all who do evil. The evil personified by the criminals who killed my parents and the criminals that killed yours and your brother’s. You are not ready to join me fighting crime yet. If you wish to be a crime fighter like your brother and I, then you must study hard and learn all that you can. I will begin tutoring for you in all kinds of martial arts in order to give you the head start that your brother and I had to learn on the job. One day your brother will be ready to fight crime on his own and if you have done all you can to prepare for that day, you will be the next Robin, my sweet daughter."
"Yes, Daddy!"
~~~~~~FLASH~~~~~~~
"Rachel, you are a better detective than my father and even Batman and Robin! You've got to swear to me that you will keep my secret! You can't tell a soul!"
"Barbara, I love you like a sister. Of course I'll keep your secret. I just wish I had thought of this first. It must be a real rush to actually be getting out there solving crimes. You take your place along side superheroes like Batman and Robin."
"If you really want to help, I have this idea for a computer network to help seek out criminals where ever they are and prevent the innocent from being harmed. We'll call you, Oracle"
~~~~~~FLASH~~~~~~~
"Barbara, are you alright?"
"Rachel, I'm fine! Joker was gunning for Dad and had I been there he might have shot me, in the gut like he did my hologram. Now Joker is back in Arkam with our teamwork. He never suspected Batgirl to be staking out the Gordon's. Oh Rachel, I owe you big time! If it were not for you, I would be in a wheelchair right now and my days fighting crime as Batgirl would be over."
"Batgirl forever! I love you, Barbara!"
"I love you, Rachel!"
~~~~~~FLASH~~~~~~~
"Rachel, Gabrielle's being abused and her parents need to be caught so she can be put into a good home. I'm afraid if it doesn't happen soon that she will be raped."
"Up to a stakeout, Oracle?"
"Anytime, Batgirl!"
~~~~~~FLASH~~~~~~~
"You can do it, Barbara. I know that having another child will be a handful for James, your Daddy. Gabrielle is lucky to have you as a sister.."
"If I do this then you will have to be her godmother. After all you were the one who helped me save her."
"I'm only twelve, Barbara!"
"Okay, you can be her Auntie Rachel. Aunt Harriet can be her godmother!"
~~~~~~FLASH~~~~~~~
"Wonder Woman and Oracle, May I present Robin, the Girl Wonder.”
"I hope you are well."
"I am quite well, thank you. Batman sends his regards to you and suggests that you accelerate you plans to become Nightwing."
"Sister, dear. Daddy sent this female version of the Nightwing uniform for you. Daddy wants me to be the first Robin the Girl Wonder because I'm ready now. He also sent this list of exercises that he expects you to do should you remain in that form for the near term so you will be ready for combat. What girl's name are you going by?"
"I'm going by Dinah, I guess. Sis, this looks like the training regime that Batman put you on when you discovered the family business."
"It works well and I will help you like you helped me. No hard feelings?"
"Never, Sis! I'm glad it is finally your turn. Joan will get her powers worked out and will turn me back. Being a girl has been educational, but I would rather be a man again. Of course. Batman is correct. I must be in fighting shape. I'll get on these immediately!"
~~~~~~FLASH~~~~~~~
"Barbara, I've kept your secret for so long now I am going to trust you with mine. I'm joining the family business! Dick was trying to help Joan out and let her practice her magic on him. Joan turned Dick into Dinah. Dinah is learning how we girls live and has a long way to go before she will be back in crime fighting shape. Batman is encouraging Dinah to go ahead and make the jump to become Nightwing when either she is ready again for crime fighting or back to being his male self.
"So who are you going to be other than Oracle?"
"I can't be Oracle anymore. You should make Gabrielle, Oracle. It's perfect for her. She already knows your secret and she will be able to help without getting in trouble herself."
"Just like you, Rachel?"
"Well I didn't get in that much trouble."
"Okay, you talked me into it. I'll let her know that she will be the next, Oracle."
"She's so smart she can really help you. The job was tailor made for her skills. She will do things as Oracle that I could never even imagine."
"So who are you going to be, Auntie Rachel?"
"I'm going to be Robin the Girl Wonder."
~~~~~~FLASH~~~~~~~
"Robin, you've been working
at being a female super heroine for a long time. Batgirl really
appreciated your work as Oracle. This is brand new to you,
Batwoman. It's time to put aside your pride in front of your
daughter. You must work together as a team to defeat Darkseid."
"Well spoken Sorceress. Robin. For now you are the teacher and
I am the pupil. To the Bat mobile!"
Batwoman took off for the garage while I sped up and passed her and was waiting in my seat when Batwoman made it there.
"How in the world do you manage to run in those heels, Robin?"
"Practice makes perfect, Bat Woman"
~~~~~~FLASH~~~~~~~
"Nightwing and Batwoman, Congratulations on your part done to defeat Darkseid."
"I'm really glad to get my father and brother back. Having a mother and sister was interesting, but not who you are really."
"Bridget, are you ready to return to being Bruce?"
"I am, Sorceress."
"Dinah, are you ready to return to being Dick?"
"I am too, Sorceress."
"So Mote it be!"
"What's next for you big brother?"
"I'll be expanding the family. Stephanie Agnes Brown, aka Spoiler is now an orphan. She will become my ward and the new Flamebird! We'll celebrate tonight then be off to New York in the morning.
"So now I have a niece who is my age? Will wonders ever cease?"
"What's next for us Batman?"
"We’ll go back to Wayne Manor after tonight's celebration!"
~~~~~~FLASH~~~~~~~
"Are you ready to go shopping, Rachel? I hope you have lots of money to spend so we can really update your wardrobe."
"Ta ta ta TA ta TA! Charge! ..... It! With my Wayne Enterprises card, of course."
"I see you have everything you need. Let's go!"
"To the Mall!"
"Can I ask you why you flirt with Bruce so openly?"
"Well part of it, I guess, is payback for what he put me thru originally not accepting me as his partner just because I am female. Part of it is for Bruce to be able to have evidence due to his own reactions to me that I am female."
"Well you do have Bruce all hot and bothered. I don't think that you have the problem with teasing Bruce that you would with any other man. He's very moral and he knows what is appropriate. Sweetie, he's the only man in the world capable of that kind of restraint. Please don't tease anyone else like that. He gets the point. Please for my sake could you stop. With you capturing all of his attention, how is he going to pay any attention to me?"
"Point well taken, Barbara. I'll stop being a tease. You've got it for him bad?"
"Yes, I'm very attracted to your father. But so are Sasha and Selina."
"It seems that both of them have an inside track with Bruce in their own way. Bruce spends a lot of time with Sasha and Bats spends a lot of time with Cats. But if there is anything that I can do to help you get together with Bruce, you can count on me."
"Thank you, Rachel! I like your style and I believe that your help will be very valuable."
"You are welcome, Barbara! Pinky swear?"
"Of course and now it’s sealed."
"I hope that you turn out to be my new Mom. If anyone can get Bruce to settle down then you can!"
"Thanks Sweetie, I do too. Even if you don't turn out to be my daughter, we'll always be friends."
~~~~~~FLASH~~~~~~~
"Robin, I'm fine! It was a stroke of genius that Oracle sent us to stake out the Cosmeg Generator. She was right on, that a malfunction could turn it into a powerful weapon. If I had not had her instructions on just how to make it safe, I might be dead now."
"Way to go Oracle! Can you remind, Batgirl who suggested you to be Oracle?"
"Batgirl, Robin suggested you get me to be Oracle:"
"Alright! Kudos to you both! Sorceress is going to come take charge of this thing. It's too dangerous to be out in the open until they really know how to both use it and protect it."
~~~~~~FLASH~~~~~~~
"Oracle, It's funny how an ancient Exxorian artifact ended up on Earth in the hands of Diana's boyfriend, Trevor Howard."
"Of course he turned it over to Sorceress, who is the Exxorian Goddess' Emissary, Robin."
"It was some good detective work for you to get an image of the artifact to the only people on earth who would readily know what it was, the Wonder Twins."
"That was due to you recognizing the script on the artifact as looking vaguely Exxorian and it turned out to be the case."
"All in a good day's work!"
~~~~~~FLASH~~~~~~~
~~~~~~FLASH~~~~~~~
I found myself, in my uniform as Robin, in the middle of the Batcave. I was home!
"Bat computer: Is Batgirl dead?"
"Batgirl is at present alive and an active member of the Super Friends and Bat Family."
"Where is the super criminal named Egghead?"
"There is no person named Egghead in the super criminal files at present and at no time in the past."
"Identify me by voice print"
"Identity confirmed as Robin the Girl Wonder."
"Unlock dossier file of Robin the Girl Wonder, authorization Robin Gamma Delta nine four three"
'Password accepted. Query may proceed."
"Who am I really?"
"Rachel Stephanie Wayne, adopted daughter of Bruce Wayne, Originally Rachel Stephanie Grayson, sister of Richard Grayson. Parents were killed by villains who were later brought to justice. Became an official part of the Bat Family when able to discover Batman and Robin's true identity and was given training access to all facilities. Entered work as a super heroine as the original, Oracle. Data on time as Oracle not available. Exited work as Oracle to become Robin the girl wonder following the current Robin being certified not combat ready as a result of a spontaneously becoming female, Served with distinction with the Super Friends during the Darkseid Male Bomb incident in Metropolis. Assisted Bat Family member, Batgirl, in safeing the Cosmeg generator when an overload turned it into a weapon. Assisted Bat Family member Batgirl in identifying the Trevor Howard Artifact as the Exxorian Goddess' Orb of Happiness and returning it to the rightful owner. Registered sponsor for Gabrielle Gordon, codename Oracle, to be admitted to the Super Friends with ceremony to occur today. "
"Stop"
I knew I could trust the Bat computer's information to be accurate. It matched with the flashes of life that I had witnessed between Egghead being judged and my ending up in the Batcave. As luck would have it, an even better source for information had entered the Batcave to do his weekly dusting, Alfred!
"Alfred, Hello! I'm a bit disoriented. Could I ask you a few questions?"
"Certainly, Miss Robin. Might I suggest a bio scan in the Bat medical bay?"
"That would be perfect,"
Alfred took me to the Bat bio bed so the Bat computer could run a medical diagnostic on me.
"Alfred, how long have you known me?"
"Since you were a little girl, Miss Wayne. I remember clearly that awful day when your parents were killed and Master Bruce took you and Master Dick in to live. He adopted you and Master Dick became his ward."
"You would tell me if something had happened to Batgirl, wouldn't you?"
"Of course Miss Rachel. We both share the secret of her true identity. Since I know her in both her lives, it would be unlikely that anything could happen to her that I would not know about."
"I had a dream that she died, Alfred and it was so real."
"I'm glad to reassure you that it was only a dream. Batgirl is very much alive. And the Bat computer certifies you in excellent physical and mental condition. In the line of work that both you and she have chosen, death is a real possibility. That makes it even more urgent to cherish those we love while we have them."
"Good advice, Alfred! I feel better now. I don't know what I would do without you and hope I never find out. I love you Alfred."
"I love you too, Miss Rachel. I'm glad I was able to set your mind at ease."
"If anyone asks, I'm going to go visit a friend and see what she's doing."
I waved goodbye to Alfred and pulled out my Bat PDA to select an outfit for the Bat auto dresser to put me in. I settled on the Bat pole steam pad and triggered it to propel me up the pole and into Bruce's library. I closed the bookcase and went to my room upstairs to give Barbara a call
"Hi Barbara?"
"Hi Rachel. You sound kinda funny." My heart leapt for joy! Without a doubt, Barbara was alive!
"Yeah, something happened to shake me a little. Can we talk about it over lunch at our favorite place?"
"Sure, Rachel! See you soon. Bye!"
"Bye Barbara."
I think I made record time driving from Wayne Manor to the restaurant that Barbara and I loved to have lunch. The food was always wonderful but that wasn't a concern to me. I was about to see Barbara!
I saw Barbara across the room and I literally ran into her arms and hugged her so long and so hard that she was mystified even though she knew that I needed to in my emotional state. I cried tears of joy that she was back in my life and that she was alive! She could see I was all over the place emotionally that I had to tell her something. Telling her it was a dream was the closest thing that I could tell her to the truth. I certainly could not tell her that the Goddess had resurrected her by changing reality.
"Barbara, I had a dream that you were dead. It was so real that seeing you here standing here alive is a precious moment for me. I love you, Barbara!"
"I love you too Rachel! Sisters forever!"
"Sisters forever! When do we need to collect Gabrielle to go to the Hall of Justice?"
"We can do that right now if you like. We can lunch together and take a leisurely drive down to Metropolis."
"Sure, Barbara, Let's go!"
We collected Gabrielle for lunch and drove down to Metropolis and did some shopping. Afterward we went to the Hall of Justice and we all got into our costumes.
"Okay Barbara, what's going on?" Gabrielle was very suspicious of the attention she had been receiving.
"You just follow us up into the promenade, and before you say anything, you are expected, and have been summoned before the gathered Super Friends."
Gabrielle caught her breath and didn't know what to say. She found that putting one step in front of the other worked, and each carried her closer to her destination. She entered into the Promenade where Wendy and Glerk, Mindy and Wonder dog were acting as honor guard. Then she passed down the line of Super Friends. First on the left was Nightwing, then on the right, Flamebird. The Super friends continued the alternation, left and right, with Jan and Zayna, the Wonder Twins, Extraman and Sorceress, Hawkman and Apache Chief, El Dorado and Firestorm, Samurai and Atom, Hawk Girl, and Black Vulcan, Super boy, Rima the Jungle Girl, Cyborg and Green Arrow, Plastic Man, and the last one on the right was The Flash. Standing before the table were Green Lantern, Superman, Wonder Woman, Aquaman, and Batman. Batgirl guided Oracle to a seat flanked by her and me. When they were seated, the standing Super Friends and the Honor Guard advanced to their positions on the dais on each side.
Superman took the initiative for conducting the meeting, "Who stands to testify for Gabrielle Gordon, hereafter known as Oracle?"
I responded, "Robin the girl wonder does, your honor."
"State your claim"
"She is wise beyond her
years. She does not seek power. She only seeks to help. She is
eager to learn. She is our peer."
"Who comes as a sponsor and offers testimony?
Batgirl came forward and spoke, “My Sister is learning at a rapid pace and handling the temptation of powers that would be the undoing of many. I advocate keeping her attached to our fellowship so she can continue to learn well and conduct her life in accordance to it. She is my peer"
Wonder Woman came forward and spoke, “This one has had many challenges in her short life but she has persevered and even thrived with a little help . She has the potential to do and be so much good for our world. Like a seedling, she needs to be watered and fed and cared for so she can weather the tough times till she is strong enough to survive on her own. I have already examined this one, and I find no guile in her. She is my peer."
Superman declared, "The record of these proceedings will remain open for 7 days should any of the assembled wish to add their own testimony. What has already been received is sufficient for us to act in this matter. Will the candidate please present herself to the Goddess of Truth for the testimony of truth?"
Oracle rose and came forward. "I will!"
Wonder Woman put her magic lasso around Oracle. "Do you, Oracle, swear an oath of fealty and service to the Super Friends? To speak and be silent, to do and to let be, to come and to go, in need or plenty, in peace or in war, in living or dying, from this hour henceforth, until the Super Friends release you, death take you or the world ends?"
"I will!"
"And this do I hear for the Super Friends, who will not forget it nor fail to reward that which is given, fealty with love, valor with honor and oath breaking with great vengeance. Upon your oath and the testimony of those who claimed you as their peer, you are now inducted into the Teen Super Friends as a super hero in training! Congratulations, Oracle! You are a wonderful addition to the Super Friends."
Oracle found herself collecting hugs from ladies that she was in awe of, welcoming her to the Super Friends . Fortunately, Batgirl and I collected her and helped her come back to earth.
"Congratulations, Gabrielle! How does it feel to be a new Super Friend in training?"
"I can't wait till I get my first page on the Teen Trouble Alert!"
"You'll do fine, dear. Where are they holding the reception, Batgirl?"
"Sorceress volunteered to hold it on her Starship, where the Goddess holds her Judgments, now."
"So what will you do next, Gabrielle?"
"Same as I always do, Keep my sister out of trouble, Aunt Rachel"
"Par for the course. No respect from my sister. Coming Gabrielle? It would be a shame to hold a party without the guest of honor."
"I'm with you all the way, Sis!"
We entered the translocation chamber with a group of Super Friends and we were all transported up to Sorceress' Starship and directed to the chamber where the reception was being held. I was getting into a party mood when I spotted our hostess, finally. There were a few questions that I had for Sorceress! .I hoped that she could help me make sense of everything since I appeared to be the only one who saw anything disconcerting about this reality.
"Robin, come step into my office! I imagine you have a few questions." She waved me over into the hallway and into a room which was a sitting area and nothing like what I called an office. We sat down across from each other.
"The other reality that you remember did happen but the Goddess in judging Egghead changed reality in this universe. Egghead asked that Batgirl's life be spared as a result of his judgment. You also prayed for Batgirl to be spared to the Goddess and volunteered to be her vessel."
"A little too open ended, I did not know what I was asking for? Sorceress, what was it that I was asking for?"
"You received a life of your own, instead of living your past thru Dick or Stephanie. Those experiences are still one past and you have those memories but they are not relevant to the person who you are now. In the new life you got your wish and became like a sister to Batgirl.."
"Who is Gabrielle really? I guided Batgirl to her in order to save her. Batgirl and I convinced her father to be Gabrielle's adopted father,"
"Gabrielle is Egghead's new life. In his old life he had all that abuse including further abuse I don't want to think about. As a child, Egghead was a super genius bordering on insanity brought on by all of the abuse and a trans girl to boot. Together it made Egghead so warped that it made Egghead a super villain. In the new reality, the Goddess made her a girl from the start which solved some problems. She needed to be saved from that environment before even worse things happened to her than what occurred originally."
"So that is where I come in, eh?"
"Enter you as a super heroine with no work to do. In becoming Oracle, you acted with Batgirl to keep Gabrielle from becoming this reality's Egghead. You saved Barbara from the attack that would have come in the previous reality in a couple of years. That gunshot from Joker would have put her in a wheel chair ending Barbara's career as Batgirl and her becoming Oracle.
"I'd not even considered that possibility. By being Oracle, I save both Gabrielle and Batgirl and help put them together as sisters."
"When the appointed time came for Dick to become Nightwing, you pass the reigns of Oracle to Gabrielle. She saves Batgirl's life yet again. All is well. What would have been a memorial service for Batgirl is now a celebration for Gabrielle who has become a Super Friend in training!"
"Gabrielle does not remember her life as Egghead, does she?"
"No but that is because Gabrielle was not transformed from Egghead but instead took his place in our universe. They were swapped from alternate universes. Egg-Sit stage left, Egghead and enters stage right, Gabrielle and all is well! Egghead still exists but not in our universe. It was Egghead's wish to be happy and he is in the universe he inhabits now.”
"Besides, the Goddess and you, I'm the only person who remembers that any of this happened? Why am I so special?"
"Because you, as a Terran, who has no obligation to her, prayed to her. That prayer you offered proved to the Goddess that you are special."
"I'll just use the gift that I was given to appreciate the people I love because I will never know when will be the last time I speak with them."
"I know that you have already given Batgirl a special hug even though she could never understand why. You understood and that made all the difference."
"Why do you feel like a mother to me when we are the same age and you did not physically bear me?"
."In that other reality, I gave you life without realizing I had the power to create life. I hope finally you are ready to accept that life as your own woman to face the world."
"I am, Joan. Here I am in the middle of things again but at least it's my middle of things and not anyone else's. Life is good!"
"Let's go enjoy the party and all of our wonderful friends!"
"What you said!"
I remembered the judgment of Egghead by the Goddess of Exxor and that she judged Egghead but not what the result was of the judgment. Now I knew! My life has been rearranged again, only it was my life that I had lived as a girl from the beginning of my existence as being born as Dick's younger sister to now as Robin the Girl Wonder. Batgirl was alive! Not only had there never been a criminal named Egghead in our world, but her sister, Gabrielle saved her from death when the Cosmeg overloaded into a weapon. Now Gabrielle was a Super Friend as well as the latest member of the Batman Family as Oracle.
I felt an arm encircle my waist as familiar arms cradled me in a hug.
"Hi Daddy, Miss me?"
"As a matter of fact, yes. I'm glad that all that planning over getting Oracle into the Super Friends is over. I feel slighted and I want some father, daughter time."
"Anytime Daddy, I am yours. I love you."
"I love you too, Sweetie!"
"Nightwing and Flamebird are going back to New York."
"I'll miss them but they have been doing good work getting the Titans started."
We enjoyed the party together. All good things come to an end and so did it. Batman and I translocated down to the Hall of Justice and took a drive in the Batmobile down our private highway to the Bat cave. We got out of the Batmobile and Batman took my hand and looked at me with fatherly love in his eyes.
"Sweetheart, I feel special right now. To have my best girl at my side, just where you were meant to be."
"I love being at your side, Daddy!"
I finally knew my place in the world instead of it being Dick's place or Stephanie's place. Here surrounded by the people who loved me and whom I loved, I was home!
Captain Caveman in
Cavey Can Do It
This fan fiction piece is based on the original works, "Captain Caveman and the Teen Angels" by Hannah Barbera, copyright 1977. "All New Super Friends Hour"; by Hannah Barbera, copyright 1977 and Extreme Justice #9 by DC Comics, Copyright 1995 All original characters and plot lines are the property of the owners, and any resemblance to individuals either living or dead is coincidental. This piece is for entertainment purposes only and is not intended as a copyright infringement.
Captain Caveman in
Cavey Can Do It!
In our last episode things were looking bad for Captain Caveman and the Teen Angels. Taffy’s last “Daffy Taffy Plan” backfired and Dr Xeorgo had Cavey knocked out and hooked up to his brain transfer machine without his super powered club. Dr Xeogo was monologing, revealing, his plans for world domination. He wanted to use the power of Captain Caveman guided by his intellect without anything to stand in his way.
The Teen Angels huddled together with Dee Dee holding the super powered club that she had retrieved. Next to them was the pit trap that Cavey had made that was supposed to capture the bad guys.
“Zowie!” Exclaimed Taffy as she flipped her beautiful blonde hair for emphasis.
Dee Dee interrupted her “ But Taffy, you can’t talk Cavey into doing something cause your last plan trapped him. Now, this is what we’ll do….”
Taffy, Brenda and Cavey’s bird side kick from within the club listened intently to Dee Dee’s plan.
First, Dee Dee pushed Brenda into view holding a club. Upon seeing the club, Dr Xeorgo ceased his preparations for the mind transfer and started toward Brenda who ran outside the lab toward the trap.
Dr Xeorgo shouted with delight, “Once I have the club, All the powers of Captain Caveman will be mine."
Brenda ran, holding the club, and screaming at the top of her lungs, “Aaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeeee!”
Once Brenda and Dr Xeorgo had left the laboratory, Dee Dee and Taffy snuck into the lab. Dee Dee went over to the massive control panel where she saw on the instruments that the machine had been primed and was only waiting for Dr Xeorgo’s return. Taffy had Captain Caveman’s club and her part in the plan was to walk up onto the brain transfer platform on the side opposite Cavey and reach the club across into his hand so that he could use it to make his escape.
Call it a twist of fate that at the most inopportune time, Taffy’s high heels caught in the machine’s workings and propelled her into the seat and launching Captain Caveman’s club into the air.
Fortunately, Dee Dee had prepared for this contingency and shouted “Uma blaga!” to Cavey’s bird side kick within the club which opened to allow the bird to escape and for the club to be flown so that it shorted out the electrical bridge between the two captives of the machine.
There was a boom as most of the energy was grounded into the club and negating the transfer. Both Cavey and Taffy had a look of piercing intellect in their eyes.
Cavey spoke in clear precise English, “ I’m still here in my body but my mind is freer than it has ever been before”
Likewise Taffy spoke in a very mature way, “I’m in my body too, and with my mind the way it is the possibilities are endless.”
Dee Dee directed Brenda to help Taffy out of the device while Dee Dee reached up for the club with some rubber gloves and placed it in Cavey’s hands. Cavey broke his bonds and was free.
All 4 of them gathered in front of the machine. It felt like Cavey and Taffy had things that they needed to say to each other, So Dee Dee prompted them, “Cavey what is it that you need to say to Taffy now that you can?”
Cavey again spoke in an intelligent and refined voice and took hold of Taffy’s hands and faced her looking her in the eyes, “Taffy, I never fell for any of your plans. I did it for you. You see you are my role model and everything I want to be. Now that I can speak my mind I can tell you that I have always been a beautiful woman inside. Taffy, you and the Teen Angels have made my life worthwhile with your friendship.”
Taffy replied, “Oh Cavey! I took advantage of you because you had what I wanted to be. Inside I am a hunky man trapped in this blonde bombshell body.”
Her eyes lit up, “Zowie! Are you ready for one last daffy taffy plan?”
This time the other three replied in unison with a knowing, “Yes”
“Cavey would you like to go back to that machine and have Dee Dee trade us once.”, asked Taffy sincerely.
Cavey looked into Taffy’s eyes and said, “I would like that very much, Taffy.”
He looked to Brenda and handed her his super powered club, “Could you please keep this safe till its over, Brenda.”
Brenda replied,” I can do that!”
The group gathered for a group hug, knowing that afterward things would not be quite the same but it would be right.
Dee Dee took control of the operation,” Brenda, sweetie please stand clear, Cavey and Taffy please take your places and get strapped in.”
Cavey and Taffy took their places and were secured in place while Dee Dee built up power for the transfer. Dee Dee looked over the board and could not find any anomalies in the machine.
" I think this is gonna work. When the charge was grounded out it seemed to protect the machine. We’re almost ready! Countdown to transfer. 5…4… 3… 2… 1… Contact!”
The machine worked in a way that with the massive amounts of electricity in the air was unexpected. Instead of any parts of their body's being electrified, one could see the astral body of a beautiful woman rising from Captain Caveman and an astral body of a hunky man rising from Taffy’s body. The two astral bodies disappeared into their new bodies. Both occupants opened their eyes and smiled with contentment. Brenda handed the super powered club to the new Captain Caveman who grabbed it lovingly.
Dee Dee looked up in alarm as the completion of the process set off a screeching whine that was raising in pitch.
“Its gonna blow! Cavey or Taffy oh whoever. Get us out of here.”
The new Captain Caveman flew into action propelled by his super powered club. He scooped up Taffy , Brenda and Dee Dee in turn and flew out of the lab with a resounding, "Captain CAAAAAAAVEMAAAAAAAAANNNN!!!!"
The lab exploded with a loud Kablooooom while they were all well clear safe and sound and the new superhero took them all down for a perfect landing.
Dee Dee gave the new hero a hug, “Congratulations on your first rescue! I think its time you were promoted to Admiral!” The new teen angels giggled in unison.
He smiled at the girls and said, “ Admiral Caveman, just doesn't do it for me. When it is just us though I would like to be known as Martin.”
The Teen Angels wrapped Martin in a big group hug and agreed in unison,” Martin, it is!”
The new Taffy caught their attention and spoke, “ I don’t care too much for the nickname Taffy, I’d like to be called Amanda, my new real name if that is OK with you all.”
They gathered in a group hug where they all assented to her being Amanda in their own way with the girls whispering and with Martin saying, “ I have a feeling you are going to be an amazing, Amanda!”
Once they had flown back to their cave home, Amanda was quick to retreat from the group to the privacy of her room muttering something about taking inventory. Amanda’s body craved banana so she quickly peeled it and in a reflex action it tumbled on the floor behind her.
Martin heard the word inventory and knowingly made his own way towards his room. Not paying attention, Martin slipped and did a summersault in the air before landing on his tush as he uttered a loud, “Unga bunga!" Realizing what she had done, Amanda came back for Martin and helped him up. Both of them made an even hastier retreat to their rooms.
Dee Dee grinned and said,” The more things change, the more they stay the same.!”
A month later things had finally settled down and both Martin and Amanda had made the adjustments to cope with their new bodies. Both Brenda and Dee Dee were so consumed with helping their two friends that together they had decided to refer any trouble which came their way to the Teen Trouble Alert.Both of their friends were now so relaxed in their new selves that they had requested to be called Cavey and Taffy. However as the day approached when they would once again pursue their passion for solving mysteries, Taffy became more and more depressed.
"Dee Dee, I'm worried for Taffy. She's so low that even an all day shopping trip at the mall with us followed by a pajama party doesn't seem to bring her out of it.
“What could it be?”
“Well I guess we could ask her!”
“Now why couldn’t I think of that? I’m glad you are so smart Dee Dee! Lets go ask her now.”
The two girls found Taffy taking joy in doing her makeup while looking stunning in a new micro mini dress that she had just bought. However when she looked up and saw the other Teen Angels, her smile turned to a frown.
“Hi girls! Is today the day that we start solving mysteries and fighting crime again?”
“Why does that make you so sad, Taffy? I can tell that you are still happy to be a teen aged girl. Don’t you like us going out together anymore?”
“Come here, Brenda and Dee Dee! I love you girls! I love being part of the Teen Angels! I don’t know how I’ll fit into the group now.”
"You're our leader, Taffy. Brenda is so lucky in finding clues even though at other times her luck is bad and she has accidents. I'm smart about facts and putting things together but I'm blind to some common sense things. Together we have strengths and make up for each other's weaknesses since we cooperate with and care for each other."
“We don’t need any more Daffy Taffy Plans since they happened before just because Cavey and I used to envy each other’s bodies.”
“Then you can make JiffyTaffy Plans instead. You plan so quickly anyway and now that you don’t want to pick on Cavey, they’ll be even better.”
“I guess I could do that! It’s just …”
“Just what Taffy?”
“I miss having super powers. A girl can still be feminine and have superpowers, can’t she?”
“Of course Taffy, You know that Wonder Woman is just as powerful in her own way as Superman. It’s just that because she’s a woman that the power is expressed differently.”
“The Green Lantern of Earth and that girl Green Lantern from the next sector have the same power but the way that they use it is different”
“I guess you are right. Would it mess up our team if I had super powers too? “
“Well if they were the same kind of powers as Cavey, then he might feel like he wasn’t needed anymore and leave us.”
“You are right! Men’s ego’s are so fragile and I’d never want to hurt Cavey. What kind of super power could I get to add to the group without causing trouble?”
“You could be our ‘Mata Hari’, if you had some way to disguise yourself as other people. You are a wonderful actress and you even know how to act like a guy even if you have never really been one.”
“I could do that! Do you think maybe I could have some kind of defensive power for just in case Cavey has a power failure?”
“Yeah something so that my tushy doesn’t have to be bruised when I fall on it, Dee Dee!”
“What if you could project a force field around us? Cavey would still feel needed and we could have our bottoms protected if we fell as well.”
“That would be awesome, Dee Dee! So how would I become a mistress of disguise who has a force field?”
“The Wonder Twins helped Sorceress get her powers. Maybe they could help you as well. It should be easy since before you switched bodies you had super powers “
“I’ll call the Teen Trouble Alert then!”
"Hall of Justice. Hang up and call 911 if you need immediate help. Press 1 for natural disasters, 2 for Teens in Trouble, 3 for .."
Twerp! "You've reached the Teen Trouble Alert queue. Please leave a message about your problem after the tone" Beep!
"This is Brenda of the Teen Angels at Captain Caveman’s Secret Cave. My friend Taffy is tormented by the fact that she used to have super powers but she doesn’t anymore from switching with Cavey using Dr Xeorgo’s mind transfer machine. Please send help!" She let out a sigh of relief, wondering when the Wonder Twins would get there.
“Now all we have to do is wait.”
While the Teen Angels were waiting, they brought Cavey up to date on their plan to help Taffy. Cavey agreed that it was the best way to help Taffy and thanked them for their concern for him. They had gathered by the cave’s opening to wait for the Wonder Twins and two large eagles swooped out of the sky and landed before them.
They touched wingtips and chanted, “Wonder Twins Powers, Deactivate!”
With a flash the Wonder Twins, Jan and Zayna, stood before them.
“I’m Jan and this is my sister Zayna. We are answering the Teen Trouble Alert. Brenda, you told us that your friend Taffy was tormented because she lost her superpowers when their bodies were swapped using Dr Xeorgo’s mind transfer machine.”
“This is Dee Dee, Taffy and Cavey. We know that somehow you helped Sorceress get her super powers and Dee Dee thought that if Taffy could gain the power to disguise herself and to control a force field that Taffy would be able to help us along with Cavey.”
“The way that we helped Sorceress didn’t work out too well for us, but perhaps Sorceress herself could find a way to help Taffy. I’ll call her.”
“Wonder Twins to Sorceress. Please respond.”
“Hi Jan! How can I help? “
“Taffy lost her superpowers when their mind swap fixed their genders. They thought that we could help her gain superpowers like you once did. I explained that what we did caused problems. Could you help Taffy?”
“I’ll be right there. So Mote It Be!”
Sorceress appeared in a flash of light and stood with them.
“Hi Wonder Twins, Teen Angels and Captain Caveman! I’ll try to help you Taffy. I gained my superpowers in short by becoming Exxorian like the Wonder Twins. In order for you to get superpowers, I’d have to change you enough so that you would gain them. What kind of powers were you thinking of gaining?”
“Sorceress, I’d like to be able to disguise myself at will and also control a force field.”
“I’ll scan you, Taffy. Interesting! You have some angel DNA already in your body. If I can bring that out in the right way, you could gain a super power of disguise and having a force field. I’ll need the Wonder Twin’s help to provide some of the power for your transformation. Taffy, please join hands with Jan, Zayna and I and we will begin.”
The girls all joined hands and a glow grew from dim to glaringly bright around Taffy. When it seemed like the glow could not get any brighter, Sorceress called out, “So Mote It Be!” Suddenly the even brighter light flash faded from Taffy. The girls all dropped hands and Taffy did not look any different. She recovered from the shock of being transformed quickly and was ready to ask Sorceress a question.
“Is it over? Do I have my powers now?”
“You should Taffy. Imagine yourself looking like Jan and see what happens.”
All of a sudden, in Taffy’s place was a third Wonder Twin who was obviously a copy of Jan since she had a J on her uniform just like Jan’s.
“How’s this?” It was Taffy speaking only it came out in Jan’s voice.
“Very good, Taffy. You aren’t really Jan but you look like her. The illusion is so complete no ordinary person could tell the difference. It’s starting to rain outside. Why don’t you go out and try to use your force field.”
Taffy came outside after changing back to herself. As she left the shelter of the cave entrance, she started her force field. The rain was blowing all around her but she was dry inside the force field.
“Okay! Woo Hoo! It works! Thank you, Sorceress. Thank you, Wonder Twins.”
“You are welcome, Taffy. How do you feel now?”
“I feel wonderful. Look out crooks! Here comes Captain Caveman and the Teen Angels to foil your plans.”
“Guess that’s all the help you need then. Good bye Captain Caveman and the Teen Angels. Wonder Twins would you like a lift back to the Hall of Justice.”
“Love one, Sorceress! Thank you! Bye all!”
“So Mote It Be!”
Sorceress and the Wonder Twins vanished in a flash of bright light leaving Captain Caveman and the Teen Angels to enjoy the shower protected by Taffy’s force field.
And all was well, that is until the next time trouble came their way.
Inspired by Erin Halfelven in the Goddess of Exxor Universe
By Sasha Zarya Nexus
and revised from a story completed 2008/4/2
"What might happen to such a person {'a troll'} who ran a foul of some of the mythical beings who lurk in the back of the BigCloset? :)" ~ Erin Halfelven
My buddy James had joined me in my home office. I had a guest work table set aside for friends to come over with their laptops. There was room in the center of the room to set up a folding table and chairs for when a bunch of us got together to play MMRPG's online with my high speed wifi connection to the internet.
"Will you get a load of this? I just googled you and someone else is posting stories under your pen name at a transgendered fiction web site."
"What is the name of the site?"
"It's called Big Closet Top Shelf. They abbreviate it BCTS on their web site."
"Top Shelf, huh? They sure have a high opinion of the authors and stories posted there."
"Unfortunately, for you they have a very competent technical staff. When I googled your pen name, All of the stories and references to this other person on BCTS were on the top of the google listings. The first reference to something you actually posted on the web is on page 3 or the Google listing. Your personal website is on page 4 of the listing."
"Oh my aching big toe! What am I going to do with them? This poser has usurped my proper place at the top of the listing. Even if I get some better technical help to get my personal site and the ones that I post on more on par with this BCTS, it still leaves all of the posts of stories from this other author."
"You really need to sample the stories of this other person using your pen name. You need to see if they are copying your style and actually trying to pass themselves off as you. Let's start with the story on top of the google listing."
Well I read that story and some of the others that the person using my pen name had posted. When I noticed that James had finished as well, he looked like he couldn't wait to discuss it.
"Well at least that person isn't copying your style. It seems that they are clueless that there is another author, you, using the same pen name."
"Can you believe the crap that knock off is writing under my pen name? It's not only amateurish writing but the subject matter is highly questionable."
"What are you going to do about this?"
"I could start by creating a pseudonym on that web site, Big Closet Top Shelf. Once I can post on their site, I could post a blog declaring myself as the real author."
"Are you sure that you know what you are getting into by doing that on BCTS?"
"Well, I will teach them a lesson. I'll let them know who the real author is here. I'm the one who rightly deserved the best place in the spotlight."
"If you feel that way then it's up to you to do something about it."
It was a simple matter to create a pseudonym declaring myself as the real author. That was not enough. I had to create a blog which declared my preeminence and directed them to the real place to find some real writing.
"James, my blog is up on their site. Check it out!"
"I like it! Just the right amount of disdain without being openly insulting."
"Now all we have to do is sit back and wait for the fireworks!"
Well we waited and the comments on my blog began to accumulate. After the first few, a pattern began to emerge."
"Can you believe those people on Big Closet Top Shelf?"
"I know! Instead of responding in kind, they are all being affirming and constructive. Those congenial people are really trying to help you!"
"What a waste for them to be caught on the odd story site, when they could be fans of my highly superior writing!
We both continued to look at the comments on my blog. Unfortunately for me I did not get to browse the site for long before the powers that be had discovered my real disruptive purpose.
"Well they have found me out. I'm locked out of not only logging into the site but also looking at it."
"I'm locked out too but right now I'm on your ISP and your IP address,"
"It's too bad I won't be able to put in place the rest of my plans against the usurpers."
"Hey, I was browsing some other stories and found a link to one of the author's personal site. Let me send it to you. It looks like it has a duplicate story archive and even chapters that had not yet made it to the BCTS site, yet."
I clicked on the link from James email to me and ended up on the Wayback Machine's archive of Sasha Nexus' Starry-eyed Miss website. She was one of the authors on the BCTS site which hosted the stories of that hack who had stolen my pen name.
"Well you are on Sasha's website. What do you think?"
"What do I think? I'm sure that she doesn't think at all. Will you look at this writing which is trite and relied mainly not on skill but tricks.
"What do you expect from a story archive where the greatest reward for a character was to be transformed from one sex to another?"
"It is not writing at all but just a bunch of cliches strung together. Perhaps I've rushed to judgement. I guess I ought to at least read one of Sasha's stories completely instead of just skimming it."
I stared at the author's title page declaring it to be "Clean it Up" by Sasha Nexus.Somehow like a train wreck I could not seem to put it down. I read through the first two chapters till I got to the part where the Goddess appears."
"Will you get a load of this? A Goddess appears whose unprintable name was pronounced Orbit."
"That has to be a reference to the Orbit slogan "Dirty Mouth, Clean it Up!". It looks like Sasha made a feeble attempt to fulfill a writing challenge."
"Theodore in the story was obviously a bad boy who was about to be redeemed by becoming a good girl. That's one of the limited genre's tropes."
I was startled to hear the voice of the Goddess described in the story speaking to me and appearing before me.
"I am the Guardian of the muses of the true authors which you have accosted in your attempt to relieve your boredom."
"Surely I am a superior author to any one on that puny site. Surely I am the most true in my writing!"
"You are unrepentant and disrespectful in my presence. Prepare to be judged!
I was unprepared as the Goddess kissed me and I shimmered out of existence for a moment When I next was aware of myself, I had been aged to the extreme. I was at least 100 years old! On top of everything, I was a woman. At least the Goddess did not remain to gloat over her mastery of me and other than the physical transformation everything was unchanged.
"Dude, you look like a lady! An ancient one but you are a chick!"
"Don't you think I know that? What was the point of turning me into a woman so old?"
"Well I guess by being so old you could easily pass as a man if you cut your hair and bound your boobs."
I'm furious! Ordinarily I would be tearing my clothes off to get a good look at myself. What's the point? The Goddess' second gift was to remove any pleasure from seeing a naked woman since she's got me thinking like a woman.
"Are you sure that it's that? You know you always have had a violent reaction any time that the transgendered are involved. It's like you are covering up something about yourself that you want to deflect attention away from yourself."
"You mean that I've always been a girl in my mind? That I'm one of those trans-whatsits? You have a very active imagination, James."
"Think about it. In the Sasha Nexus story, the only ones that were changed were those who were transwomen before even if they didn't know it. Even Theodore who was swearing up and down the neighborhood was really a trans-girl before being judged by the Goddess."
"Even if I am a trans-doodle and I don't say that I am, I'd much rather have my natural life as a man than having it cut short by becoming 100 years old. I could die any second."
"Well since the means of judging you was in the story, perhaps the means of changing back is in there as well.
"Well Sasha is an author who is still learning her craft. I had to admit that none of my writing had come to life. I have to admit that my previous opinions of BCTS and its authors were a bit harsh. I guess I'll give reading Sasha's story a try, since I encountered her story's Goddess.
James and I resumed our reading of the story that Sasha had written. We hoped that we could find something in the story which would help.
"Theodore in the story did not rebel against the change. Perhaps you might need to do that in order to get on the Goddess good side."
"You might be right. I don't believe that I'm really a trans-widget. But if I have any chance of getting turned back I have to get on the Goddess good side. I'm really stuck here like this."
"Theodore in the story also adopted a feminine name and identity, Joan. What would you have been named if they knew that were naming a girl?"
"Well if it is a step toward getting back to normal, i could do that. My mother had told me that the girl's name they had picked out was Nina. Please call me Nina from now on, James."
"I will, Nina. You know that Joan in the story offered respect for the Goddess. She worshiped her even though the two aliens from the planet where the Goddess was worshiped in their history did not worship."
"Thanks for noticing that, James. I've read about how Joan worshiped the Goddess and I will genuinely worship the Goddess as well."
I emulated the transformed Joan in trying to show respect for the Goddess and paying particular attention to the information about the worship of the Goddess in the story. I meditated upon the Goddess and carried out the rituals that were described in the story.
"James, I've participated in the meditation that Joan did in the story and the rituals. No change yet. Any ideas?"
"You could read through some of Sasha's Stories that doesn't deal with the Goddess of Exxor. Try to gain a greater appreciation for Sasha's work."
"We can try that. I'm willing to try anything."
We both read the stories and still there was no change.
"Looks like we got it wrong again. Try as I can to appease the Guardian, she never appears again no matter what I do."
"Obviously, my premise was wrong. We should focus on the Goddess of Exxor stories since the Guardian took the Goddess form. It is appeasement of the Goddess that will win your salvation."
"Maybe if I read another story from the Goddess of Exxor Universe then something in it might get the Guardian to appear again."
"I agree with your logic. I too feel now that reading another Goddess of Exxor Universe story might reveal the answer quicker."
"I'm still locked out of BCTS. I guess it will have to be another story on Sasha's personal website. Here's one called "Wayne Manor: Egged On" Let's read!"
We both read for a while and we both needed a break. I wanted to see what James thought of the story so far.
"What do you think of "Wayne Manor: Egged On", James?"
"Well it's a little more focused since the world building is done in "Clean it Up" So "Egged On" can concentrate more on characters aand story.
"The Goddess of Exxor stories are an amazing mix of science fiction, magic, and superheroes, I was amused by the retcon and bringing together of many but not all the incarnations of Robin and some of Batgirl in "Egged On". I's a twisty ride."
"They not only use the judgement mechanic that the Guardian used on you emulating the Goddess but her Avatar Sorceress with the Wonder Twins were able to do some transformations too."
"The new Robin, the Girl Wonder has a very supportive family. I'm glad that you are still with me after this happened to me, James."
"Well it helps that you being so old, that I'm not attracted to you. You know how guys are, Nina."
"At least I thought that I did, James. I'm glad that Rachel found a true friend with a girl, Joan, who had only been an acquaintance before the change. Rachel gets into a pickle when dealing with the Egghead challenge. I want to read on to see how she gets out of that."
"So we resumed reading the story and I hoped that an appearance of the Guardian might be near. Instead I read on and found that in the end Egghead changed her ways and was redeemed by the Goddess of Exxor. I was hopeful that the Guardian having once taken the Goddess of Exxor's form might once again appear and it happened just as I had wished.
"You have made progress, Nina, but you have not yet learned. I will give you another chance to discover what you have missed."
I didn't have a chance to reply because the Guardian in the form of the Goddess of Exxor once again kissed me. I blinked out of existence and found my age halved to be a very young fifty-year-old woman. I found that I was on the roof of my own home and a ladder was erected which gave me a way off the roof and back into the house. I was relieved to find that I was still in my office and James was still there and merely dosing in his chair.
"Wake up, James! The Guardian appeared and changed me again."
"Looking good Nina for an older woman. At least you're not a crone like before. You look more like a MILF now!"
"Thank you James. I think. I can tell you are really glad to see me. Well I'm not going to drop dead any second now but I'm not changed back yet. I've got to keep trying."
"Do you think that you know how to get the Guardian to appear again? "
Maybe, alll I have to do is to read another story and some time in the middle of the story, the Guardian might come."
"Well it looks like you might be on the right track because the last transformation had been to been to a more favorable age."
"However I feel that I have proof that it was more that I have to do than just to try to learn what the characters in the story had learned.
"Like what?"
"I'm sure that part of it is to experience what it is really like to be a woman."
"Are you hoping that once you know what it is really like to be transformed, that you would have a complete appreciation of transgendered fiction?"
"Yes! That way I'll genuinely appreciate the stories and the authors."
"Where will you start? You know that I would do anything to help, Nina."
"Thanks James. I wish that somehow I could receive a guide on this journey that I find myself upon."
James was gone and in his place, appearing before me was another woman my age which I identified as Sasha Nexus herself in the flesh from her picture on her website.
"James, Is that you? You look like Sasha Nexus."
"I don't know any James, sorry."
James, dead? This woman in her place? what have I done?
James is not dead. How could you think that of me? You needed to be in a universe where you had a guide. Amelia needed to be a guide. I moved you here while James is still there with another version of you. All is well.
"My name is Amelia Cooper but I'm familiar with Sasha Nexus since I'm a transwoman myself. A lot of people say we look alike. So who are you and why am I here?"
"I'm called Nina now, but I was the one who was banned from Big Closet Top Shelf since I guess I spammed it.; Please Amelia, I want to learn what it means to be a transwoman. "
"Looks like you are getting a crash course in it. I see you have had a run in with the Guardian of the website."
"Yes, two as a matter of fact. You don't seem phased by being here. I mean until a moment ago you were my friend, James. I know you aren't James now. I guess they are right that you should be careful what you wish for since you may get it. I'm so sorry, Amelia. "
"I'm sorry for your loss, Nina. When you have experienced the unexplainable the way that I have, it becomes easy to believe in the impossible happening. Someday If I have found favor, the impossible will happen to me and I'll have my dream of being a whole woman."
"You must have a great deal of faith! I have to believe what has happened to me but only since I cant deny that this is real. Can you help me, Amelia?"
"I can help, even though I was just born, I have memories of a lifetime of experiences . Let's get ready for an evening out and see where that takes us."
"Thanks Amelia."
Amelia and I found that with the last transformation, the clothes in my home all were female and fit both of us. She helped me pick out some party clothes and helped me get dressed and she also got dressed. Then Amelia helped me with my makeup and did my hair as well as doing her own makeup and hair.
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We left via the mass transit station nearby. Amelia guided me to get off at the station that would lead us into the latest and greatest entertainment and shopping district.
I looked around and saw many possibilities. Amelia led me straight to the Fox Sports Bar. Even though I felt comfortable with my appearance and gender, I had butterflies since Amelia was leading us right into a place where it would be likely that a couple of men might pick us up.
"Relax Nina. Just do what comes natural and you'll be fine. Just have fun."
"OK Amelia."
It was soon that a couple of hunks, came to our table. They introduced themselves as Mike and Jeff and asked to join us. Amelia didn't seem to mind so I followed her lead.
Mike seemed to have eyes only for Amelia. Jeff seemed very interested in my exposed cleavage. I was interested in the effect that I seemed to be having on Jeff.
All of a sudden it hit me as I was in the middle of the situation. Things like this were exactly what the fiction and the writing on Big Closet Top Shelf site was about. It was not lame at all. It was profound!
I emerged from my thoughts seeing Amelia and Mike in a lip lock. More importantly Jeff was looking longingly at me.
Jeff's lips looked very appealing so I closed my eyes and turned up my face and waited for it to happen. It was electric as sensations from the kiss warned me from head to toe . My world was spinning and somehow I didn't know what would happen next.
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I opened my eyes, in my own bed, back in my home. Ameila was dabbing my forehead with a cold compress.
"Nina , are you alright?"
In a dreamy state that was becoming clearer, I answered. "I'm okay! What happened ... how did I get here?"
"Jeff slipped you a ruffie in your last drink. I saw the signs and got you out of there and home before you collapsed . I'm glad you are awake. I was worried about you."
"I think I may have gotten what I needed, Amelia before I blacked out. Could you bring me my laptop so I can try to raise the Guardian and see if I have learned my lesson?"
"Sure Nina. Which story will you read?"
Amelia gave me my laptop. I looked at the contents of Sasha's personal website
"I think I'll try another from Sasha's personal web site called "Cavey can do it"
I accessed the story and began reading it while also calling to mind the things that I had learned.
I first read the part that the Cavey sacrifices everything to try to save the Teen Angels. Cavey fights with Taffy since Cavey is jealous since Cavey is a transwoman. It turned out that Taffy was a transman and jealous of Cavey. her world. Brenda the groups's genius fixed Dr. Xeogo's mind swap machine after the Teen Angels defeated Dr Xeogo. The new Captain Caveman and Taffy were congruent in their gender and a whole lot happier. I realized that I was a transwoman too and I was now congruent in my gender even though I was 50. The Guardian appeared before me in the form of the Goddess of Exxor.
"Greetings Nina. Do you have something to say to me?"
"Yes Guardian. I have learned 2 lessons. One is that I can now see the beauty in the writing that you protect and I am ashamed of how I acted before ."
"I see the sincerity of your discovery, Nina, and what is the second?"
"That I realize that I myself am a transwoman and now I am truly happy"
"Then you indeed have found wisdom. Enjoy life, Nina!"
Before I could respond to the Guardian, she was gone and I was changed again. Instead of being 50 years old, I was now 13. Amelia still was there unchanged. I wondered why I had received the gift and Amelia had received nothing that I had seen and still was 50.
"Amelia, I am so sorry that you didn't receive anything. You helped me so much."
"You haven't looked in the mirror yet, have you, Nina? I'm whole and there is more. Why don't you?"
I looked in the mirror and found that my appearance had changed as well as my age. If anything at all I was even more beautiful. And it was obvious that Amelia, blessed with being wholly female, was only old enough to be my mother now at 35.
Beyond that I saw that I looked to be a younger version of her since we matched in everything, so Amelia had me as her real daughter. I looked back at Amelia and the image of her in the mirror was also the one I saw in real life. It was the same 13 year old girl I saw as I looked down at myself as well.
"Welcome home, my beautiful, daughter, Nina! I love you!"
"Thank you, Mother! I love you so much!"
Thanks to Erin for the following inspiration:
What might happen to such a person who ran a foul of some of the mythical beings who lurk in the back of the BigCloset? :)
Felicity Finds Family
From Erin's One April Morning Challenge
Thank you, Thank you …
Thank you to Erin Halfelven for her creation of her ‘One April Morning’ Prompt. Thank you to Erin for her creation of the characters Mrs. Dumfries, Simon and Habib from her story 'The Starchild-1-.' Also thank you to Erin for her explanation of magic in her story ’The Starchild-2-.‘
Thank you to the authors who have contributed to the ‘One April Morning’ Challenge with their stories and characters. I would especially like to thank Terry Volkirch for her creation of the characters, Miss Tarquin (Concierge), Zeke Tanner (Handyman), and Peg Roberts (Housekeeping) in her story ’The Disposal Room.’
All the world's a stage,
And all the men and women merely players…
Felicity Finds Family Cast List
Felicity Archer
Elizabeth 'Beth' Archer
Lynn Archer
Hanna The Dryad aka Hanna Archer
Dr. Merideth Zvezda
Mrs. Dumfries
Miss Tarquin
Zeke Tanner
Peg Roberts
Simon
Habib the Djinni
Can Felicity, who lost her home, family and universe, find a new home and a new family?
"Escape!"
The only word left from my mind as my sentience reduced to an existence of pure energy. I had no senses so even if I had been propelled to reach out into the void beyond the planetary system, beyond the galaxy, beyond the universe, I would not have known. My existence was fading as entropy as salted my energy causing it to deplete more and more. In the darkness all my memories had been lost and soon life itself may come to an end. That is unless I came across something outside the laws of this universe.
As a being of pure energy, I could only describe the sensation as I had rebooted. My energy and reserves had returned to normal, and I could again sense my environment. I immediately worshiped her. I was in the presence of a Goddess.
You may speak and ask me questions, my new daughter. What is your name?
Goddess, I do not have a name. I have no memories at all. Please forgive me. Why did you call me your daughter?
"Daughter, I know not which universe you are from, but you manipulate space time and dimensions as I do which I call folding. You have other talents, but they are derived from that one. I can tell that you have been through a cataclysm in which you saved your planet and your friends. The experience was so terrible your mind hid it from you. It would be best for you to start over since there is no way for even I to return you to your universe. For a new name I can offer you one of mine. From henceforth you shall be called Felicity Archer. It's a bit early for you to manipulate your energy back into matter so I'll do that for you. I'll give you a worthy body complete with all the things one needs to live well on Earth."
Before the Goddess allowed me to peer outward to the new world outside this temple chamber which had appeared around us at the same time that the Goddess made me Human. The young woman’s face that was revealed in my reflection no longer had any connection to what I had left behind. I hoped the Goddess was right and that my part in saving the world was nor in vein. I had very literally become reborn. I wept uncontrollably with huge sobs catching my breathing as I began to come to terms with losing my universe and all of my past. A glimmer of hope dawned as I remembered something I read once.
“You are a new creation. The old has gone and the new has come."
As I considered that this new body of mine had not a stitch of clothing on it, I found myself imagining me clothed in a way that would best show off my new body. A flash of light and the image in the mirror changed and the Goddess had left to let me ponder my new condition.
I gasp as I saw myself reflected wearing a killer LBD and heels looking even more amazing than I could have ever imagined. I had a purse on my shoulder and a full set of luggage beside me.
“The Goddess has a most bountiful provision, indeed."
I had the identity of a Goddess. I hoped that I would make her proud of me. She called me her daughter. What does that even mean? I'm me and I know that the Goddess gave me the local knowledge and education that was applicable to life here in this universe. I still had no past but I had everything else so I could have a future.
“The best gift that I can give all who have loved me is to live well and love always. Somewhere out there is a new family for me. All I have to do is find them.”
I looked in my purse and found ID with my present picture which proclaimed me to be “Felicity Dawn Archer.” In the wallet I found cash and cards with my new name on them. In the suitcases, I had enough clothes and necessities to sustain me on a month-long trip.
I emerged from the space fold to Earth to find that it was still the vernal equinox. I looked a bit overdressed in the Atlanta Greyhound bus station. In the ticket line my feelings directed me further west so I purchased a ticket to Dallas. After that I checked my suitcases and I changed into the traveling outfit that I found in my carry on. Like the person in the poem, I had ‘promises to keep and miles to go before I sleep.’
From that first destination, I made a 2 week trip across the United States by bus. I met many people and explored many towns. None of them spoke to me that they were home. After that first trip west, I found that I generally went north-west. Ordinarily, I would have used the experience to make new friends along the way. However I kept mostly to myself. While the outer me was completely new, the inner me was undergoing the grieving process. I had gone through an identity Death but I myself had been rescued by the Goddess. It took some time to work through all of the phases of grief. I was too focused on myself to let anyone else in even as a friend.
The last ticket I purchased was to Seattle, Washington. I finally felt at peace with what had occurred and found myself more willing to let others in. Unfortunately, the rest of the passengers who had been on the bus with me were used to giving me my space. While I was caught up with the turmoil in my life, having an empty seat beside me meant being able to stretch out and be comfortable. However now, I yearned for someone else to occupy the seat beside me for some human contact and someone with whom to have a chat. As I bid farewell to March the bus entered rural Washington State. While the calling I felt had not yet settled on a place, it promised that soon I would arrive.
Traveling by bus overnight was not the most comfortable way to sleep, but I had done so several times along my journey. As I woke, I looked out the window to see a large Craftsman Style Mansion with sign out front declaring this to be the April Morning Hotel and Bed and Breakfast, One April Morning. I was surprised at the feeling of ecstasy that overwhelmed me and shouted. THIS IS HOME. I was transfixed by the sight of it and that feeling of ecstasy was torn from my being as we turned around a corner and out of sight of it. The only thing that consoled me is that we were approaching a sign which contained the familiar Greyhound Logo. The Driver announced that we were approaching the bus station and we had a three hour layover here where we would change buses to the one that would bring us the next part of the trip into Seattle.
I was relieved when we since the further that we had traveled from April Morning, the more distress that I had felt. It was as if when I woke on the street in front of April Morning, that I had become somehow linked with it as my home. Home is such an emotional association and now all of that emotion was vested in April Morning. I was promised a home and this one was presented to me for my approval. It was one April morning that a place called to me and I discovered to my delight that it felt like home. It was ironic that the address was in fact One April Morning as well. Now it was up to me to decide if I would accept this gift of my one ideal home or settle for something else not quite up to this high standard.
As I left the bus with the other passengers, I went to the ticket window and exchanged my ticket for one which would leave the next day. I had them take my luggage off of the Bus and place it in the storage space I rented. I wasn't yet totally committed to making this my final destination but I had a day at least to consider if that was to be my new home instead of just 3 hours. With the details taken care of, I got directions to the town's small welcome center which had obviously had been the town's railway station which had been repurposed.
I enjoyed stretching my legs as I walked to the Welcome Center which was in sight and the signage adequate for a newcomer like myself to not get lost along the way. As I walked, I mused whether this would be the end of my journey. Could it be that my travels searching for where I belonged was just a detour and that my real journey could only start from home? First I had to find out if this would be home. I was not disappointed when the kind elderly lady that I spoke to gave me a brochure with a town map, The event calendar, Zvezda College in the next town over (with its world renowned Math department) and for the April Morning Bed and Breakfast. She marked where we were and drew a line on the map directing me to April morning
There was a comfortable seating group focused on the former Railway Station's fireplace. I smoothed my skirt underneath me as I took a seat on the couch. I looked at the other brochures but the one which was for April Morning drew me in with an feeling of electricity flowing from the brochure to my fingers. The description of the mansion and its surrounding grounds from the brochure I had picked up from the town's Welcome Center seemed inviting:
"The street sign pointed only one way, the little lane met the larger street but did not continue on the other side. A large Craftsman-style home occupied one corner, converted years ago into a sort of rooming-house-cum-residence-hotel-cum-bed-and-breakfast. A big squarish building with gables and porches, the one-time mansion bore its demotion to commercial property with the dignity of a bankrupt financier operating a hot dog wagon. A woodlot sat on the other corner, a clutter of neat stacks of firewood and seemingly random piles of jumbled logs. The randomness, the owner would say, resulted from the necessary moving and turning of the piles of curing wood. A regular array would be less efficient at the task and would have to be un-stacked and re-stacked to be sure the wood cured evenly. Simply moving the pile from one place to another once a week with an ancient forklift turned all the logs over and assured that each got enough sun and air to turn into perfect firewood. The lane did not continue past the end of the woodlot or the small row of outbuildings behind the mansion. The house, being the only important building facing the street, bore a singular number and the name of the lane as its address. One April Morning."
I felt that it was interesting to me that the excerpt from the brochure which elsewhere sang the praises of the landmark, in this one passage conveyed the same feeling of specialness that had attracted me in the first place. I also from the brochure found that Mrs. Dumfries was the proprietor of the April Morning Hotel and Bed and Breakfast. It was also pointed out that contrary to the Bed and Breakfast rooms which were booked in the normal way, I would need to meet with Mrs. Dumfries herself in person to stay in one of the more enhanced rooms. It was more like the process one would expect from an apartment complex rather than a hotel.
I called the number in the brochure and Mrs. Dumfries answered on the first ring. She told me that she was free at the moment and could see me about a room as soon as I could arrive. I got up from the couch and went over and thanked the lady for her help.
I started to follow the route she had marked out towards One April Morning. As I turned the curve which had so disappointed me before when the Hotel had vanished from my sight, A feeling of anticipation began to build as I focused my attention on my destination. As I drew closer to April Morning, my feelings elevated towards the extreme ecstasy that I felt as I had my surprise glimpse of April Morning as I woke this morning.
It took quite a bit longer walking that it would have to simply materialize in her office. I had not actively invoked my powers since my wondering across country began. In my wanderings I had cherished walking with the breeze catching my hair. April in rural Washington State was much preferred by me than spending my Days enclosed in some meeting room looking longingly at the cherry blossoms outside in Washington DC being debriefed for the millionth time by some public servant.
The feeling of pure joy that I had felt on first waking and seeing this doorstep was multiplied as I actually stood at the entrance. Mrs. Dumfries met me at the door and directed me back to a private room. It looked and felt more like a tea room than an office but that suited me fine and I felt at ease in her presence.
"Felicity, Welcome to April Morning. I'm very happy to meet you." She extended her hand in greeting which I took and shook and she motioned to a chair for me to be seated as she sat next to me at the table.
"I'm very pleased to meet you, Mrs. Dumfries. I am so glad that you were able to see me at such short notice. Thank you for allowing me to skip some of the preliminary steps to get to this point in my seeking to live here."
"Why is that exactly that you wish to live here, dear?"
She paused for a moment and continued, "You admit to just arriving in our town."
"It feels like home to me, Mrs. Dumfries and I never thought that I'd ever feel that again when..."
".. When you lost your last home in a cataclysm?"
"Yes! Do you know me? "
"I don't know you, dear, but I know of you. You do not need to fear that your secret will be revealed. You do not need to fear that this home will be taken from you. April Morning has a way of defending itself and caring for its own. You may cast out your fear and begin your new life here."
I buried my face in her shoulder as I began to weep earnestly as I remembered. As I finished she held a tissue for me to take to dry my eyes. The fear that I didn't realize that I had held onto with my wanderings had been lifted from me. Somehow I knew that April Morning could deliver everything she promised.
"Thank you so much Mrs. Dumfries. The fear is gone at last, now that I am home."
"Let me show you the rooms and we'll see which one speaks to you. Then you can enjoy all the comforts that this being your home can provide. The old has gone and the new has come."
I took that as a good omen that she spoke the same words that I had recalled, when I first saw my new face. I followed her on the tour of rooms that she conducted. Just as she said, one of the rooms spoke to me. The window seat looked out on the garden and I sat there looking out.
"Felicity, it looks like you found your room or rather the room found you. Come by this afternoon and we'll take care of the details but this room is yours now."
I smiled at Mrs. Dumfries as I realized a few things. I knew that my journey would continue in some form for myself and for others. The promise I made to myself that I would find a home was fulfilled. My faith was strengthened that I would find the family that I had promised myself as well. I would also fulfill my promise to live well and love always.
"Thank you, Mrs. Dumfries. I truly have come home."
As Felicity settles in, can she help Lynn turn her wishes for something better one day to begin with a new day one?
I sat in the window seat and called downstairs and the Concierge, Miss Tarquin answered. I told her about my luggage being stored at the station and asked her if she could get someone to deliver it to April Morning. She told me that she would take care of it and that she looked forward to meeting me in person soon. She seemed like a very efficient person so I didn't think anything else about it and left the details to her.
I looked across at my refection in the oval shaped floor mirror with the ornate carved frame which was covered in a layer of gold foil. I saw a young woman in the mirror that looked vaguely familiar to me. She looked to be out of High School and should be a college Co-Ed. I pulled out my license again and looked at the birth date and the issue date. Simple math confirmed for me again that I was a few months older than 18. The amazing thing was that instead of it being 2019 like it should be, the tesseract had brought me back in time to 2013.
It was clear to me that the old is gone as Mrs. Dumfries had told me. I had to discover what was to come. I couldn't do that sulking in my room. I looked forward to my things arriving so I could busy myself unpacking everything and so I could take a shower. I brought along my purse and went back down toward Mrs. Dumfries office to conclude the paperwork and details of my living at April Morning.
I took a detour thru the B & B rooms on the way. Earlier when I had my tour finding out which room called to me, we had left out those rooms since I wished to be a resident. As I passed by the first door, which was actually room one, I heard in my mind :
~They wanted the third floor done while the new young lady was out with Mrs. Dumfries. I'm still giving Room 1 a wide birth. It's unnatural, it is!~
I saw the housekeeping cart bearing down toward me. The cart was piled so high that they didn't see little 5'4" me. I had felt uneasy about the room myself so I had given it a wide pass and so we were on a collision course. Being aware that no one was aware of my presence, I folded the space around me and placed myself safe around the corner. As the cart and the woman in a housekeeping uniform, with name tag, "Peg Roberts" came towards me. I greeted her with a smile.
"Oh sh..oot! Where in tarnation, did you come from? Young lady, I'm scared... well let's just say my next stop will be the ladies room."
"I'm so sorry Ms. Roberts. I was just looking around the rest of April Morning before meeting with Mrs. Dumfries. I'm Felicity Archer and I'm going to be renting a room on the third floor once I get the paperwork done with Mrs. Dumfries.
"I guess you can see that I'm Peg Roberts and I do a lot more around here than just housekeeping. I guess that Mrs. Dumfries expects the third floor to fill up with new tenants. I'm off to give all the rooms a special 'first day' treatment. I'm always happy to help or lend an ear even when I'm off duty where you'll find me in the staff rooms along with Miss Tarquin the concierge and Mr Tanner the Handyman. I hope you enjoy your stay, Miss Archer.
"Thank you, Ms. Roberts."
I let the relieved Ms. Roberts leave as I saw her quickly pass by to the service elevator. I had found that since my new birth, my Tessaract was always present in a small way joined with my spirit. It was my Tesseract which provided the means for me to read thoughts and not any psychic ability. I felt fortunate that my little evasion was undetected and that neither of us were hurt as a result of our first encounter. What I perceived along with her thoughts is that Peg had just that day magically became a whole woman much like John had experienced when he became Tess.
As I continued down the hall, I became aware of a thud then an elderly gentleman, who had just taken a spill and was panicked immobile on the floor of one of the rooms. Our eyes met and even though his face showed fear and frustration, my presence seemed to calm him.
"Help me please!",
"I'm coming. It's Felicity and I'll help."
"Thank the maker, Felicity. They provide me with a medical call device but I have not put it on yet. Could you help me up?
"I'll do that in a moment. Let's be sure that you moving right now is a good idea."
He didn't seem to be aware of the extent of his injuries. I comforted him by touching him on the arm and that provided the conduit for me to extend the healing powers of my Tesseract to him. I had done this a few times on my journey and could now do it in a way so that it would not be noticed while he still suffered from the shock of the fall.
"Does it feel like anything is broken?"
"It's all fine, Sweetie. I feel even better now than when I fell. I believe I can get up if you'll give me your hand to steady me. I'm Lynn Archer, but please call me Lynn, Felicity"
Instead of speaking, I offered my hand to him and helped pull him up to a standing position. He did most of the work since I had healed him of his injuries. I smiled a big smile as I realized that perhaps I had found the first of my new family. My new father or grandfather, perhaps?
"Hi Lynn, how are you feeling now? I'm an Archer too, Felicity Dawn Archer."
"I'm fine, daughter. How is my princess today?"
"Much better now that you seem to be alright. Would you like me to help you with anything else. I'm on my way to meet with Mrs. Dumfries about the paperwork on the room I'm renting on the third floor."
I poured him a glass of water from the ice water pitcher on the dresser. I handed it to him and then retrieved the signal device and placed it about his neck. He smiled and I got a good look at those eyes now that the pain was gone. It was like looking in a mirror as her eyed twinkled. I decided, not father but maybe mother? I was going to have to spend some time with her to really get to know her. Perhaps she would trust me enough to open up her heart to me but till then I would have to be careful and act out the facade with her as I had to do myself long ago.
Sweetie, I'm going to be okay and thank you for the water. I have the call button now so if I get in trouble again, I know help will be soon coming. Thank you, Princess for every thing."
"Okay, I'll go see Mrs. Dumfries. Is it okay if I come back and check on you afterward?"
"Thank you, sweetie. You can come visit me anytime since you are an Archer and all.
I smiled at her and turned and left. I walked around and completed my not so quick tour of the Bed and Breakfast rooms. Instead of making any more side trips, I went straight to Mrs. Dumfries office.
"Hello, Mrs Dumfries. May I enter?"
"Of course, Felicity. Thank you so much for helping, Mr Archer in room 2. He's embarrassed about his fall and he promised me that he'll keep the signal button on so that we can know if he needs help. Please sit with me."
"You are welcome. I'm glad that I was near when he fell so I could help. It's an interesting coincidence that we have the same last name. I plan to go back and get to know him a little better after we finish up those details that you were talking about."
I went in and took a seat with her at the table where tea and cucumber sandwiches were already set in her place and two others. I sat down at one and soon afterward the third was occupied by Miss Tarquin as her name badge stated. She set a stack of papers with the signature areas highlighted in front of me along with a pen. She was a smartly dressed woman with a high degree of style and the impression that I had that she was very efficient was certainly correct.
"I'm so glad to meet you in person, Miss Archer. If you will sign those papers where I've highlighted, that will take care of the paperwork. How will you be paying for your first month's rent?"
"By credit card, thank you."
Miss Tarquin took the card I took from my purse and entered some things on it . She swiped my card on a small square device attached to it and returned it to me. She handed me a stylus and offered me her tablet to sign the credit card receipt with the stylus. When she took it back she touched it and then a quiet whirring came from the interior of the antique oak buffet, one of a pair which graced the room. I handed her back the signed papers and she took them to the buffet where she opened it to reveal a printer / copier which had a printed copy of the receipt that I had signed in the output tray. She fed the copies in her hand into the input tray. Out came a copy and she gathered all the paperwork and placed it in a folder which she gave to me and the originals in a folder which she kept.
"Thank you so much, Miss Archer. I'll phone you when your luggage arrives. Mr. Tanner can bring it to your room for you. If you ever need my help with anything please feel free to call at anytime. day or night. Welcome to April Morning"
"Thank you for your kindness, Miss Tarquin. I feel welcome and right at home here.
"I'm glad you feel that way, Felicity. We try very hard to bring the comforts of home here for both out temporary and full time residents. Miss Tarquin, I can tell you are wishing to get those details taken care of so you may leave. I know that you want to make sure the welcome dinner this evening meets your standards and mine. Good work!"
"Thank you, ma'am"
"Felicity, our Miss Tarquin is always up moving about doing things. It's how she's most comfortable in doing her job. Once the details are taken care of, she does place business aside and is a very social person as well which you will find out at dinner tonight."
"Thank you, Mrs. Dumfries. You have quite a family here working with you. They all help me feel more at home with every passing moment. Is there anything else regarding details?"
"Just this, Felicity."
She handed me a new key that had a very ornate brass handle which was decorated in Celtic designs much like the ones that decorated the woodwork of the stairs , doors and all the trim in April Morning. I took it and smiled and added it to my key chain. I didn't know yet what the other key was since it appeared to be more decorative than functional but I felt like I would have an interesting adventure finding out.
"Thank you so much, Mrs. Dumfries. Now that I have my key, I will be off to check on Mr Archer and get better acquainted. See you at Dinner!"
She smiled at me as I got up and I smiled back. After so much heartache I finally felt free and even happy. I went to seek out 'Mother' Archer to see how I could understand just how we might fit together. Soon I was back in front of her door and called in to her.
"Hello, your daughter has returned, may I come in?"
Of course, princess. I'm glad you are here. I was thinking about getting out and enjoying this wonderful day but I didn't want to take my walk alone. Would you please join me?
How could I say no? I'd love to go with you for a walk.
She moved around like a young fifty year old when in fact she felt to be at least 90 when the healing connected them. Soon we were out the door of April Morning and out towards a grove of oak trees which had a magnificent grandmother oak which towered above the trees which surrounded it. I could not help but tease her to lighten the mood as we walked.
"You look and move pretty good for an elderly person!"
She surprised me by replying in a Yoda from Star Wars Episode VI voice and quote with a twist complete with mimicing the cackle at the end.
"When ninety years old you reach, look as good, you will not, hmmm? He he He He he Heh!"
"That is so cool that you can do that! I guess you have me there!"
Actually he didn't since when I was ninety years old, I looked like a twenty something faerie princess. But a girl has to have her secrets. I wondered if I would be as lucky when my Felicity body turned ninety so maybe he had a point. He noticed my keychain that I had still clutched in the hand opposite him as we walked side by side down the path and he touched it.
"May I see that key chain, Felicity? You have a very interesting key on it."
"Of course. Here it is."
I held it out to her and she took it. Instead of looking at the April Morning key like I thought she would, she studied the other one. I made a decision to see if she felt about herself the same way that I perceived her and the way her thoughts were revealed when we were linked.
"Do you trust me? I would like to ask you something. if it is a secret then it is safe with me."
"I trust you sweetie. Please ask me anything."
"Have you felt like a female all of your life? If so why didn't you do anything about it? And if we could wave a magic wand and make you on the outside like your inside would you want that?"
"I'm amazed that you could read me so well sweetie with the short time we've known each other. I have not felt like a woman, I've been a woman in my heart all of my life. It wasn't like it is now when I was coming up. It was something that if you didn't commit suicide, you put up a good front instead of being true to yourself. By the time I even thought it was possible, I had done the right thing according to society and had married and had children. I held on for them. My wife knew, rest her soul, and our alone time I didn’t have to pretend and she loved me always. We had a family reunion back in 2007 and one of my granddaughters just had to have a special chocolate ice cream. I left to get it at Baskin Robins at some distance from our home. The one Skud 8 missile that got thru that military aircraft that was destroyed's counter measures fell on my house. I got back and none of my family survived. I was free to transition after that but losing my whole family messed me up so much that I couldn't focus on it enough to do anything about it. Now doing thing the normal way is medically contraindicated so I can't. But now that I've met you, somehow I feel that we are family and I would gladly take the results of that wand wave to make my outsides the same of my inside, daughter.
Somehow she kept it together till that moment but she buried her head in my shoulder and cried. i held her and made soothing noises. This was such a long time coming that it wasn't difficult for me to think back to when my old world and family was taken from me. We both comforted the other in our grief. Finally we both managed to compose ourselves and we continued along the path to the Grandmother tree which had become our destination.
"Thank you for trusting me, Mother. It must have been so hard for you to live like that. And to lose your whole family in one blow must have been devastating. Would you like to continue to the tree that you were admiring or return now?"
"Let's go on. Somehow I am drawn to that tree. I guess we won't know why till we get there."
Mother looked deep in thought so I left her to them. It was fortunate since I was able to hear a faint cry telepathically ~Help me please! I've been inside this tree for so long and I have not felt the joy of spring on my face for such a very long time~
~We are on the way. What type of Faerie are you and how did you get trapped in that tree? I am only human bur I have been granted special gifts. I am Felicity, what is your name?~
~I'm Hanna and I'm a dryad and this is my tree. I used to have someone who would let me out every spring but she came one spring and the key was missing. She tried every spring since then to let me out but she couldn't find a way. One spring she stopped coming and I sensed it was because she died. Can you help?~
~Could a human survive in your tree without the door being open?~
~It's a part of the realm so a human could not survive in here~
~I can't come to you without the door being open. Perhaps we will find a way. What does the key look like?~ She told me and described the key that was on the key chain that Mother now was holding. A plan formed in my mind on what to do knowing what the effect of a dryad's appreciation might be.
~When my new mother lets you out, will you promise to show your thanks only to her. She can get my share too.~
~I promise. I won't get carried away and I will show my appreciation to you for your mother since that will please you.~
~Can you do anything to give her a woman's body to match her woman's mind?~
~When I show my appreciation, she will be so distracted that you can use your healing gift on her. I sense that you are shy about showing it so let her think that it came from me. Soon you both will be near enough to hear my voice normally and that will guide you to me.~
"Penny for your thoughts, Mother. Okay a whole dollar."
"This oaken key is just like the Dryad tree keys from myth. And I hear a faint voice ahead urging me forward to help her. Could it be that Dryads exist? I feel like running ahead to find out if we can help, Sweetie. Are you game?"
"Sure Mother!"
I joined Lynn as we ran ahead and as we neared the grandmother tree, the voice was louder and louder.
"Please let me out. Turn the key and let me out, please"
"We will Sugar. I don't see a key sticking out of the tree. Wait there is something that looks like a key hole."
"Mother try the oaken key and see if it will fit."
"I will. It fits! Woo Hoo! Let me see if it will turn. it turns and it clicked. The door is open, little one. You can come out."
The Dryad let out a shout for joy as she emerged into the April morning. As she wrapped up Mother in a big hug, I moved close enough to group hug Mother too. Hanna kissed her on the right cheek and I began to poor the healing energies into her at the same time to mold her body into the female body she should have been born with. The effects of losing ten years of age along with her body becoming female filled her with a overwhelming ecstasy.
When she reached 80 years old, Hanna planted a kiss on her other cheek and started the process of losing ten years all over again. Mother had female curves now and her outward beauty became manifest to match her inner beauty. When she reached the age of seventy. She looked like any other ordinary woman on the outside but lacked what a woman has inside her yet but I was working to make those changes happen too.
Hanna planted a second kiss on her right cheek and Lynn once again began losing another ten years. She looked lovingly towards me as she kissed Lynn since this kiss was meant for me. However two kisses from Hanna would make me a baby and they would do Lynn much better. I healed her insides to produce all the organs in the right positions that any other woman has. With the third kiss the process to become younger accelerated and she quickly became a 60 year old woman.
Hanna gave Lynn the second kiss on her other cheek. While Hanna's kiss was removing another ten years, my healing power reached into the chromosomes of each of her cells as her chromosomes itself were becoming younger. As she became genetically female. some superficial changes happened to her looks. As she held fast at fifty, the two of us were obviously mother and daughter from the traits that were possessed by both of us.
"I am Hanna and it pleases me to repay your kindness by bringing you together as Mother and daughter. The Goddess has brought you together and forged within you a bond that will survive this life to the next. Cherish each other for all of your lives."
"Hanna, your great gift in giving me back myself and giving me Felicity my wonderful daughter humbles me. Is there anything that we can do to help in the future?"
"Lynn and Felicity from Spring thru Fall I will be able outside my tree to protect both me and my tree. But from winter's start to the beginning of spring, I must sleep in my tree or else we both will perish. if you and your daughter's daughter' daughters will seal me in for the winter and guard my tree while I sleep and let me out each spring, then I will give to all of you the blessings of life that a dryad has to give. Do you promise?"
Hanna, as Lynn Archer, mother of Felicity Archer, I so promise.
Hanna as Felicity Archer, daughter of Lynn Archer, I so promise.
Lynn and Felicity, As Hanna of the Dryads, I so promise.
"Momma, for a young, beautiful woman, you look very funny in those old man's clothes." I giggled a bit when I said it and both Hanna and Lynn joined me giggling
"Lynn mother of Felicity, please step out of those clothes. We are all women here and I have a gift for you.
As Lynn began to disrobe, then Hanna slipped out of her silk magic dress and slippers. Hanna tossed each article of the old clothes Lynn took off into her tree and they disappeared. I placed the signal button in my purse to return it to Miss Tarquin. When Lynn was in her birthday suit, Hanna slipped the dress over Lynn's head and placed the slippers on each of her feet. The dress and slippers magically resized to fit Lynn perfectly. I was so proud of the way that Momma looked outside and inside!
"What will you wear, Hanna?:"
"I am dressed for the task at hand. I have many years of being fruitful and multiplying to make up for! Fare well you two and be excellent to each other."
As I wondered if she got cable inside her tree, both Mother and Daughter replied in unison, "Party On Hanna!"
We laughed as we headed back to April Morning. It felt so good to have family again. I guess that Mother was thinking along the same lines about the future, that is the immediate future.
"Felicity, I guess it is settled that April Morning is our home for good. Do you think that there is room enough in your suite for both of us."
"Momma, we can make it work. I really don't know about the whole suite. I've only been in a couple of rooms so far. We've got a lot of catching up to do so I wouldn't mind sharing a bed with you if you wouldn't mind. it will be like a slumber party every night.
"That sounds fine to me, sweetie. I guess that I've got a marathon shopping spree coming up. Except for this, I literally don't have a thing to wear?"
"I have some money saved up so we can get you anything that you need."
"No worries, pumpkin. I have most of a hundred million settlement left that the government paid out over the missile that destroyed my house. For this shopping spree, I'm going to make up for lost time and spoil my daughter and of course treat me as well.
As we entered the door, I just felt what Momma was going to do so I joined her in unison, "Guess who's coming to dinner?"
Has Felicity learned that really advanced science really is indistinguishable from magic?
On the door step of April Morning, right after we has shouted out, “Guess who’s coming to dinner?”
Momma fell toward me, and I caught her and steadied her on her feet
” All of a sudden, I don’t feel so good, Felicity. I think that I need to lay down.”
” Okay, Momma. I’ve got you. Everything will be okay.”
I reached out with my telepathy and found that evidently, we had not been heard, and no help was around or anyone to notice what I did next. I folded space about us and brought us both to my (that is our) suite on the third floor. We landed in a bedroom except it was not the one that I had claimed as mine earlier. This one was much larger and like the first was lovingly decorated to make one instantly feel at home. I led Momma to the bed whose covers had already been pulled down and made ready. Once she sat on the bed, she became a bit more steady. In fact, she really took in her surroundings and must have realized that it was an incredibly short walk getting there.
” Felicity, sweetie, might there be one or two things about yourself that you haven’t told me yet?”
” A few more than two, I’m afraid Momma. How are you doing?”
” A bit better now that I’m sitting. You can tell me about those things after we get me settled down for a nap. Could you let me borrow a nightie? It would appear that not only are we about the same size, but we are exactly the same size. Imagine that?”
” I’ll get a nightie for you, Momma. Are you going to be okay like that for me to go get it or would you like to lie down?”
” I’ll be okay, sweetie. The dizzy spell appears to have passed and even though I feel sleepy, I’ll be okay sitting on the bed for now. Please pick me out a nice one, remember it will be my first.”
” I’ll bring you a comfy one, Momma. Be back soon.”
Momma looked to be okay, so I walked out the door and over into my room. I went to my chest of drawers hoping that Miss Tarquin had gotten my luggage and had it unpacked for me. As I opened the drawers, I found that they contained my lingerie, sleep wear and sweaters. I picked a long satin soft pink night gown lined in a soft flannel. It had a collar with three buttons which allowed you to slip it over your head even with a head full of curlers. Along the sides of the buttons were embroidered a stem of roses.. Underneath the shoulders were decorative pleats which set this off as a very special night gown. I returned to Momma’s bedroom and held the nightgown up for her when I stood next to her sitting on the side of the bed.
” How does it look?”
” That one is perfect, sweetie. It’s a very special nightgown. Let’s get me in it and then you can tell me a bedtime story
I helped Momma off with her gown and shoes and slipped the nightgown over her hands and head and buttoned up her collar. She slipped beneath the covers and I took her vanity stool out and moved it to her bedside and sat down on it. I told her my whole story from the beginning.
For her part, Momma didn’t interrupt so I was thinking that she would be holding her questions for after she woke from her nap. She listened intently as I continued right up to the time of her transformation. At the end she gave me a great big smile to let me know all was well and then turned over and went to sleep.
I placed the stool back and quietly left her bedroom and closed her door so she would not be disturbed. I returned to my room and checked my cell phone for a message that had caught up to me. Evidently there isn’t cell service in magical forests.
I listened to Miss Tarquin’s message that my luggage had arrived. Since I was absent, she would send up Miss Roberts to put my things away and place the empty luggage in the coat closet by the door of my suite. She finished by wishing me a wonderful day.
I decided that besides thanking her and Miss Roberts for the wonderful service that there were a few more details to bring to her attention. I rang Miss Tarquin’s number and again she answered on the first ring.
” Hello, Miss Tarquin, this is Felicity. Thank you and Miss Roberts for the most wonderful service in getting my things here and put away. I have a few new things that I’d like your help with.”
” Hello Felicity. I’m glad that we could be of service. How may I help?”
” First, do you know of the Grandmother Grove Garden out on the edge of the woods from the mansion?”
.” Yes, I know of it. For a time, it was one of the most renowned and beautiful gardens of its kind in the whole state. Then all of a sudden it failed to come back out after a particularly harsh winter.”
” Lynn Archer and I witnessed something extraordinary happen in the garden. Everything is coming back to life out there and I expect it soon will meet or exceed the expectations that were met by it in the past before that unfortunate winter. Might it be possible to place a fence around the garden to set it apart so that no trees are harvested in that area?”
” Mrs. Dumfries had placed in the budget funds for a fence to place around the Grandmother Grove Garden and a circular bench placed around in two halves around the Grandmother Tree. When the garden was in its prime, the most colorful and prolific flora centered on the Grandmother Tree so she thought that would be a great place in the center of the garden to place benches so that one could rest and enjoy the beauty there. I’ll have Mr. Tanner make a report to her as to the current status of the garden. As much as she loves gardens, I’m certain we will act to preserve it as quickly as possible.”
The flora had begun to appear around the tree as soon as Hanna the Dryad had been released from it. With Hanna partying on, I was sure that the other life forms would grow at a greatly accelerated rate. Dr Carol Markus and her Genesis Cave Garden would seem like amateurs, once Hanna‘s work became evident in her Grandmother Grove Garden. Hanna was the one who could really cook!
”Something else extraordinary happened while Lynn and I were in the Grandmother Grove Garden. Lynn began to grow young and change gender which are both things that she desired. She is now a 50-year-old woman. Lynn wants to adopt me as her daughter, so she’ll be staying in my rooms from now on. Please check her out of the B & B room. You may donate the luggage and clothes that are in the B& B room since Lynn won’t need them anymore. I can come by to take care of any paperwork and payment required for the change in accommodations. I have Lynn’s signal pendant to return since she won’t be needing it for quite a long time now.”
” That’s wonderful news, Felicity. Congratulations on becoming a daughter to Lynn! Lynn’s prepayment that she insisted on, will cover her B&B room so I’ll check her out and credit the difference towards your suite. There will be an adjustment with the suite having 2 occupants. I’ll get the paperwork ready for you to take care of at your convenience. How is Mrs. Archer doing now? “
” She had a dizzy spell and felt really tired so she’s resting in bed now. I wondered if it might be possible for us to both get a tray sent up instead of coming down to dinner. I don’t want to leave her in case something medical comes up besides needing rest as a result of her transformation.”
” I’ll have a tray sent up for you both when Dinner is served this evening. I hope that rest will suffice for her but if not we have some excellent medical professionals in the village. Please keep the signal pendant for either you or her to wear until she feels normal. I’ll direct the receiver on that floor to listen for Lynn’s pendant’s signal. Felicity, the staff is very discreet about changes such as Lynn’s. It’s not the first time the extraordinary has happened at April Morning. I dare say that it will not be the last. There is a very good shopping service available should Lynn require it.”
” Thank you so much Miss Tarquin. As to clothes, we’ve discovered that she and I are exactly the same size. Imagine that! So we can delay the shopping till we can make it a mother / daughter bonding event when we can both enjoy it. Thank you for your thoughtfulness concerning Lynn’s pendant. Either she or I will be wearing it until her health becomes normal. I’m glad that the staff is discrete about these things. I had already decided that April Morning was an extraordinary place. I just had no idea just how extraordinary. Thank you for sending up the trays for both of us for dinner. I believe both of us will reside here for a very long time to enjoy the wonderful service. Thank you. I guess that is all for now, Miss Tarquin.”
She told me goodbye, and we both hung up the phone. I did as she suggested and put on the pendant. It was no wonder that Mother was exhausted with what she had been through. The age change was induced by magic, while her gender change was my doing using the healing properties of the Tesseract. I decided to check in with Hanna about Mother to see if there might be anything else that I could do to help her.
~Hanna, Lynn became dizzy and then very tired. Is there anything I can do to help her?~
~Felicity, all she needs is rest. The great changes to her body depleted her energy and she must replenish it with sleep and with food. She will feel normal in a few hours.~
~Thank you, Hanna! April Morning will send Mr Tanner to check the garden and report on it coming back to life. Once they know, Miss Tarquin reported that Mrs. Dumfries will want to protect it with a fence around the Grandmother Grove and a split circular seat around the Grandmother tree itself so there will be no chance of harming any of the Grandmother Grove by mistake. How is your garden growing?~
~My Garden is growing much better than the best that it ever has. I am indeed making up for lost time. It is good to hear that Mrs. Dumfries will help keep the garden safe since she is so good at looking after her own garden at April Morning. I must see to more of my garden especially now that I’ll have a visitor. Bye Felicity~
~Bye Hanna~
There was a lot I still did not know about the Tesseract even now. I had noticed that everything about the Tesseract had been much weaker in the beginning. Then the Goddess had intervened and the energy residing in the Tesseract seemed without any limit at all. That greatly enhanced ability of the Tesseract and the Goddess was what brought me back to having a physical body when the bomb blast had transmuted me to pure spirit and energy. I took it as a sign that I was still needed to help in some way and that was one purpose behind my survival.
I had never followed the flow of energy within the Tesseract to its new source. Before when the energy had been sufficient but much weaker, I knew that the source was my elemental power of ‘Heart’ I had now had a much greater chance to observe just how powerful in itself the elemental power of ‘Heart’ really existed.
When I had first watched Captain Planet, TBS’s cartoon, on TV, I felt for the boy, Ma-Ti, who had the elemental power of heart. The cartoon portrayed the other elemental forces of fire, earth, wind and water as being cool while the elemental force of heart was portrayed as lame. What was not made clear was, just like what happened to me in real life, that without Heart to tame and coordinate all those wild forces then they would never combine to form Captain Planet to save the day. Others may still not respect Ma-Ti ,the boy with Heart, on the cartoon but I sure did.
I, of course, had been using the Tesseract to keep a watch on Lynn, my mother. I followed the power and found that it came from two different sources. One source breached into another parallel dimension. I could see exactly how the barrier had been crossed by the Tesseract and I could duplicate the process to reach into other worlds of the Multiverse now. That source of power came from what Isaac Asimov described in “The Gods Themselves” as a Cosmeg Universe where the physic of the place had so weak nuclear binding force that the cosmic goo could not contract to the point where the Big Bang would happen. By opening a window to that world, our laws flowed into that world as its laws flowed into ours while the energy was drawn from there connecting with that world would allow creation to take place via the Big Bang in that universe.
The other energy flow came from an Electron universe as Asimov described it. That universe had a greater nuclear binding force than ours. When the laws mixed as energy flowed, it brought a balance so the laws remained constant at its original level in our own universe. Observing how the Tesseract pierced the Multiverse to penetrate that world confirmed what I had already learned via the Cosmeg Universe.
My intuition was telling me that there was more to being able to do that than to open up travel within the whole Multiverse. I decided that experimenting until I knew the consequences was too risky. However this was a theoretical physics problem worthy of Dr Sheldon Cooper on the Big Bang Theory. I resolved to search the Internet to see if perhaps the mathematics that had been applied to produce the Tesseract itself could help me with this new challenge.
It appeared that Hanna was right about Mother recovering in a few hours. That time had elapsed and I was noticing her stirring and stretching . I expected her to call me in to her room for that question-and-answer session concerning the bedtime story that I had told her which consisted of the truth about me.
” Felicity, I’m awake and feeling refreshed. Would you like to join me in my room?”
” Yes Mother, I’m coming. Is there anything that you would like?”
“Just you, Sweetie.
I guess it was a combination of being very attentive and a bit of a showoff. I teleported myself beside Mother's bed.
" Thanks for coming. Hi there Felicity.”
” Hi Mother. It is so good to see you looking much better now. I’ve been in touch with Miss Tarquin. She’ll close out your B&B room, donate your belongings and transfer you as being a resident in this suite. There will be some changes and added money to deal with at our convenience."
"Thanks for taking care of that. What about our friend Hanna and her garden home?"
"She’s going to send Mr. Tanner to check out the Grandmother Grove. When he reports that it's blooming again, she feels that Mrs. Dumfries will accelerate her plans to fence in the Garden and protect the Grandmother Tree with a pair of half circle benches.
"Did you tell her about my changes, Sweetie?"
"She’s tuned the receiver on this floor to hear your pendant and suggests you continue to wear it until we know you are recovered completely. She knows about you becoming my 50-year-old Mother. She’s glad for us and says the staff will be discrete. This sort of thing has happened here before and she suspects will happen again."
“Wow, sweetie, you and Miss Tarquin have been busy. How are things with Hanna and the garden now. You said that your Tessaract allows you to communicate telepathically so I hope you have been in touch.”
” Hanna’s fine, Momma and she says that the garden is the best that it’s ever been. Mr. Tanner will be very impressed. Are you comfortable with having a daughter who can do so much?”
” I’m grateful for a daughter who helped me fulfill my wish to become your mother, who used that ability to get me to bed when I was ill and used that ability to look after me while I slept. I’m also grateful to you for being the same size as me so I can borrow from your closet. In fact I’d like to borrow something now to change into after I shower. Are we expected down for dinner with the others?”
” I’ve got trays for both of us coming up for dinner. With you feeling puny, it felt like the right thing to do to postpone your coming out party till you are more yourself.”
” That’s wonderful Sweetheart. Do you also do magic tricks?” She said with a giggle.
” Funny you should say that Momma. I’ve discovered what the Goddess did to give me the strength to come back from the disaster I told you about. I’m drawing on energy sources from 2 different aspects of the Multiverse other than our own. I’ve looked at some of the math of it and matter is kept constant in all the aspects of the Multiverse like our universe. If I were to select an item in another aspect to bring here an item from our universe would also go, there to replace it.
” You are amazing Sweetheart. I never imagined you could use science to do a magic trick for real.”
"The real trick is to make it an exchange that both parties are pleased with since it is our counterparts in the other aspect who will be most affected. Let’s say that you didn’t mind if a green dress disappeared from your closet but you wanted a pink dress like you saw in a catalog. What I would have to do is to find the right aspect of the Multiverse where the you there wouldn’t mind the pink dress she has to disappear from her closet and for the green dress she had been admiring in the catalog to appear in her closet. By matching things to what they want and what you want then you don’t get surprised on what disappears in exchange for what you took.
” So you would want to be sure you would pick the correct aspect before trying this out?”
” Exactly. Even though I could take things from another aspect of the Multiverse now, I would like to wait till I can pick right before doing it and making sure that there were no other consequences that I was not aware of yet. But if I can learn to do it without making things worse here or there, it would be so cool. So would you like the pink dress or the green dress, Momma?
” The pink dress of course, Sweetie.”
I went and got the pink dress for her along with a pink bra and panty set and a pair of pink 1” heel pumps and brought them to Mother. I left her to get her bath done and get dressed afterward. I heard a knock at the door and Miss Roberts was there with our dinner trays. We had a dining table in our large kitchen and I set the trays on the table there, ready for our meal once Momma had dressed. After a while, Mother came out and sat with me at the dining table and we enjoyed our dinner together for the first time as Mother and Daughter.
We both had a full day so afterward we both went to our bedrooms. I did a lot more research over the internet concerning the problem of extracting items from another aspect of the Multiverse. While what I found was helpful, what I really would have liked to find out was first hand information from someone who had already done it. Hopefully that person would know the pitfalls and dangers of doing those manipulations.
Of course, someone like that would be thousands of miles away if they existed at all. It was clearly impossible that the teacher that I needed would be living in this hotel too. But then again, I had observed that April Morning was just the place where ‘like Alice, I try to imagine three impossible things before breakfast’.
What was that old proverb? 'When the student is ready, the teacher will come.' I would do my best to be ready. In my life I knew what happened when one was not ready. people could lose their lives like my friends from the before or Lynn's original family. I would put everything behind getting ready and in the right attitude to be the student that the teacher sent to me could teach.
Perhaps, what I needed was to become a student at college again. The last time around, I finished my degree from GA Tech as an online student, I had somehow recalled. But there was a college in the next town over. The campus was close enough that some of the college students lived here in town too. It would be too easy for me to simply repeat the same major as I did the first time. Where would be the challenge of that?
Fortunately at Zvezda College, one of the foremost mathematicians of our day, Miss Meredith Zvezda. the great granddaughter of the college's founder, Yuri Zvezda, was Mathematics Chair and taught there. I had been a psychology major at GA Tech, a Liberal Arts student at an Engineering College. This time I would be a Mathematics and Physics student at a Liberal Arts College. The odds of me finding the one place in the world where I could study what I needed to know was astronomical. But those results were typical for April Morning. So I figured that I had nothing to lose by sending out a telepathically plea
~~Teacher, I humble myself before you, being a student yearning to learn. Please come soon to teach me what you know that I need to know.~
Who will answer the telepathic shout by Felicity for a teacher?
I was very disappointed as I settled in bed from the lack of immediate response to my message for a teacher. But I did not let that deter me from sleeping, since I had a more important mission to perform. Fate had promised me a new family and I was challenged to find them. I had found Mother but I felt there were others. As I fell asleep, I had the feeling that I was missing something pretty obvious.
I woke with a start to discover a woman’s arm draped about my waist and I felt her body pressing against mine as she spooned with me. I turned around and found it was Hanna who was in bed with me. She reached with her arms and clasp me about my neck and delivered a kiss on my cheek. I waited for the magic to take hold of me and for me to start morphing into a eight year old girl. However, as I realized that I wasn’t going to change, I found my voice.
” Hanna! What are you doing in my bed? Why did you kiss me? Why didn’t I change?”
” Felicity, you are my sister from another mother, a metaphysical one instead of the physical. You were so disappointed that your psi blast did not yield results that I had to come to your bed and comfort you, my sister. Oh, you can thank me later for absorbing that psi blast so that only I heard it. You’ve given me quite a headache, sister dear.”
” Oh Hanna, I’m so sorry for causing you such a headache. I was so frustrated that calling out into the ether was the only thing I could think of. You are implying that I should have been wary of who might have answered my call?”
” Yes, sister, you should indeed, and we will speak of those things later. I kissed you both as a sign of my love for you and to prove to you that you already use magic, that is Techno Magic."
"What is Techno Magic?"
"Techno Magic is the most basic form of Magic, where science has become so advanced that applied science seems like Magic."
"Seems like Magic?"
"Any sufficiently advanced science is indistinguishable from magic."
"Arthur C Clarke""
A flash of lightening filled the room prior to my saying the great author and scientist's name and a deafening clap of thunder deafened me with it's roar for a moment. The lightening lit up the exterior of the back of the mansion so that the terracotta brick walkway lined with roses was visible bright as day from the back of the hotel to the Indian Summer Folly. The small enclosed room made of windows resembled a gazebo with the covered patios on all sides. Beyond was the little lake where she wondered now what might call it home. Intuition had me focus on the Folly as day turned back into night.
"Exactly. A difference which makes no difference is no difference. You've come to the point when your mathematics and science can describe what really happens when magic is performed so you have the capability of carrying out each step based on science and math to do a magic 'trick'. See?"
"I'm beginning to understand. So where did the term "Techno mage" come from? Is it the magic that you first practiced in the beginning?"
"Actually it has no basis in fact as far as I can tell. I never practiced any magic that basic. I was able to view entertainment while I was trapped in the tree. I got it from the Babylon 5 / Crusade fiction universe. I never had to get so basic even when I was a young one. To my people, we have gifts that allow us to not have to start from scratch to do what we do. Even though I never practiced the first form of Magic does not mean that I don't understand it. It's just so basic that we skip past actually doing magic that way even when we begin. But we know how the first magic works since everything that has come after is built upon that foundation. Does that help?"
"A little. So my ability to use science and math is great enough to do things thought miracles and thus magic even though I know that there is a logical order dictated by Science and Math to make what is thought of as a miracle to happen. Since that is the same process behind what any magic user does then I'm a magic user too. So you haven't had someone who used magic at the most basic level in a very long time. Is that why you had to make up a name for what I can do with science and math?"
"Exactly. I couldn't call you by the name of any of the other groups of magic users. You are the first of your kind and deserve a new name for the group you are destined to form. I feel that its a valid term to call someone who has just discovered the science and math and has the energy to perform the first acts that have commonly been called magic. You use Technology to do real magic."
"How is that different from Dryad magic or Faerie majick or any other sort of magic?"
"Using Technology doing things step by step according to a formula is the most basic form of magic. All magic is done using the same science and math but the skills, experience, type of creature and flair makes the use of magic seem different. Faerie majick uses the same principles but they may use a different formula or skill set shortcuts and practice to make it seem like it is something different but it is really the same."
"So if my life is actually as long as it might be, in time might I discover some shortcuts and new formula?"
"With experience things can be done much quicker, shortcuts can be taken or the formula redone so that the same thing is accomplished more easily using skills that have been learned to do things more efficiently. You won't be able to duplicate casting majick like a Faerie since part of their ability to cast is a result of their faerie existence."
"So all magic has to accomplish the same purpose, but how it is done varies with the experience and skill of the user. So the different ways Magic is manifested, come from the group which performs it, and their strengths and weaknesses?"
"Exactly and since you have the power to do what it takes to perform the most basic form of magic, you are a magic null to all who practice magic in all of its forms. The origin of magic is the same even to those who have forgotten how it started. “
I guess that in that moment I decided that I had to accept what Hanna was telling me. She made it clear that what I had already been doing made me a magic user. It was all a bit overwhelming not only being able to do the things that I had only daydreamed about as a thought experiment but also what the consequences might be for doing so. Even if I got all the math right and got the exchange balanced and worked out how to deal with the different laws of physics mixing 100% right, I may still be dinged by some greater power for transgressing the law of obscurity. I guess I'd have to deal with my misgivings and act responsibly with the gift I had been given.
” Goodness, are you sure? Of course, you are since me being magic null is the proof. I’m just a mathematician who has learned a few things which I applied from manipulating things another way. What am I missing?”
” Your reasoning which you voiced to Lynn was correct. You do have the power to go and reach between elements of the Multiverse. What you must learn is to both be able to predict and account for the results of each action. Since the foundation of your magic thus far is mathematics, it is through math that you must determine how to make the right choices to perform what you wish. It will begin with trial and error and hopefully you will make wise choices in how to proceed so that the results will be bearable.”
” I guess that’s why I need a teacher. Not to actually do it. I know the mathematics of tapping into the Multiverse by observing them at work with my Cosmeg and Electron taps. I need to have someone advise me if I have fully considered an action before I take it. And also guide me so that I can see the pattern in my trial and error tries. I must discover the mathematics for choosing the correct universe to exchange with so the result can be lived with. What about the laws of physics from different universes?”
"You are correct that the laws of physics are different for each aspect of the Multiverse. When matter is exchanged with another aspect the laws of that aspect intrude on our universe and vice versa. So even if you pick the right universe so the exchange will be wanted by both sides, the unintended consequence of the laws mixing may cause something that in technical terms is called an "Ooops". Perhaps since you have the tools of the most basic abilities to do magic, you might be able to see the signs of when an exchange with another aspect of the Multiverse has occurred."
The wind picked that moment to force the shutters which had been closed around the half hexagon of windows which surrounded the window seat to fly open. Another flash of lightening illuminated the folly as though it were the source of something supernatural happening. The ionized air allowed me to feel alive and invigorated even as the small hairs on the back of my arm stood on end. The brilliant light vanished as soon as it had appeared plunging the world back into darkness. I got up and checked the windows and found that one had come open which I closed then I secured the latches on the shutters this time hoping they would stay shut. The battering of the window panes by the rain increased as though the wind was driving them straight off the lake and assaulting the side of the hotel. I had never seen such a violent storm arise so suddenly and I wondered what was behind its sudden appearance. I hoped it would not get any worse.
"This is getting more and more complicated, Hanna. I really am going to need a teacher!"
” The Universe has declared that the one formerly your teacher, is no more. You are born into a new family, which only part is physical, the greater whole is metaphysical. The task you had faith in that other one to perform, you may expect from me, and I am the teacher which you seek.”
” Hanna, I’m so sorry that I overlooked the obvious and I’m really glad for you to be my teacher and my sister from another mother. But the magic that you use, the one I detected from Room 1, and what I used from before seems so different from the science that I use now. Are they really the same?”
” You know the axiom from Arthur C Clarke. And now for the corollary, All Magic, however far removed from its origin is based in science.”
” I’m not familiar with the corollary.”
” You will discover the math behind the corollary, in your studies. It is unwise to change the language used in your magic to the one which someone else uses. To understand the more advanced topics of magic, you must have a more advanced understanding of math in order to be able to describe the more advanced topics that form the basics of conjuring magic. Simply you need to learn more advanced math than what you already know to go further successfully. And you will find that the universe has provided such a teacher to you, here”
” She’s called Meredith Zvezda, and she teaches at the college her great grandfather founded. Is Meredith the person that you spoke about?”
” Yes, she knows the math speech that you must learn to fully describe the challenge of magic. Once you have correctly asked the question, knowing the language of math will help you understand the answer.”
” So she will help me with the doing by using the math speak that I started with, and you will advise me when something is not a good idea to follow through with for starters and perhaps more if I ever learn the basics?”
” That is correct, Felicity. There is much about this journey for you which is dangerous. But it is more dangerous since you are becoming the first of your kind, a techno mage. In order to save your life, you were given the key to unlimited power. The universe owed you a debt, so she allowed the Goddess to give you the means to connect to aspects of the Multiverse in the technology which you understand. “
” But I may have discovered it myself eventually in my human existence. They only sped up the process since the danger came before I had a chance to discover it.”
” In fact you did discover it, otherwise you would not have understood the math to repeat the process. What the Goddess gave you was time outside of space-time in order to accomplish it. You have become a power unto yourself, the first of your kind of this generation. The old techno-mages became wizards which either died or transcended. I have my queen, but you have no one to impose limits upon your actions. “
” How is having freedom, bad?”
” There do exists forces you would call goddesses, which enforce a certain amount of order in the Multiverse. You would do well to escape their notice, since the result of such an encounter could be dire for you. In view of this there is a basic law which states that all magic done should be beneath the notice of any but a relative few. Do you remember what happened in the cataclysm before you came here?
” Not at all. Even if I expected a ticker tape parade, the reality must have been only a relative few in the Agency and Government leaders knew what had happened. It was to protect the public from knowing too much that the world at large could never knew what happened.
” Even if you all were not governed by a supernatural power, the powers that be would have acted to cover up your deeds so that another more powerful force should take notice and action against both you and those above you. As your teacher I shall let you know if anything is out of line but there is no limiting force to prevent you from running into the wrath of the goddesses. It is a great burden that is placed upon you both to learn and also not to transgress the limit of being noticed by many. The other reason to lay low is to escape the notice of those who have been free spirits like yourself but transgressed and were imposed slavery to pay for their deeds. Such a one might seek to use your unlimited power to break their bond and unleash a new chaos on the world.”
” Thank you for being my teacher, Hanna. I did not realize till now just how much I need the right person to help me learn until now.”
” I hope that you will be able to keep away from the other magic entities at April Morning until you know enough to keep anything from becoming noticeable. It will be you who are now a free agent which will receive the greater effect since they already have limits upon them.”
” I will Hanna, and no more shouts into the ethos for me. I’m happy being underneath notice and hope to stay that way.”
” And I need to be beneath notice, as well in this world where picture, video and the means to share them with the entire world is within the reach of so many, especially here. I believe that we should formalize our relationship as sisters, in this family. As you are finding family and The Observer has already arranged cover for that, I am able to use that cover as well. So how do you feel about sharing your bed with your sister and teacher till winter?”
” I’d love to share the bed and room with you, Sis. So, what shall we do about getting you adopted into the family?”
” I took the liberty to adding myself to the adoption that Lynn is doing toward you by producing documents to establish myself as Hanna Archer. I’ve also added a little family resemblance to my appearance.”
“So I suppose I can just whisper in your ear, like tonight, rather than draw attention using any type of telepathy?”
” That would be a good plan, Sis. I’ll need to spend the light taking care of my tree and grove. Perhaps my presence there could be explained by Lynn providing funds for me to be hired as a gardener for the Grandmother Grove. The evenings and nights I would spend mostly here with our family.
” I guess I’ll call the concierge to add you to our suite here officially. As efficient as she is, I’m guessing that she will have already anticipated this and have the arrangements ready to implement. All I’ll have to do new is to arrange for your position as gardener.”
The conversation continued through the night between us mostly focusing on my becoming familiar with the life story that she would share with others. Neither one of us really seemed to need sleep but we knew that Lynn needed her beauty sleep. Finally, she stirred so Hanna and I went in to talk with her.
“Hanna, you and Felicity look like sisters now. What’s new?”
” We decided that it would be simpler to explain Hanna’s presence here if she were part of the family. She could share my room and my bed. If it is okay with you, I’d like her to be my sister and your daughter, Momma?”
” Of course, Hanna can be my daughter! Welcome to the family, Hanna!”
The three of us wrapped up together in a group hug. It felt so good to be held by my mom and sis. It almost made up for the loss of that other lifetime. It seemed that everything would come together just as I had been promised. Still, I wondered how I could actually cope with the situation.
Job of bible fame lost everything including his family yet at the end he was restored double what he had lost. Still, I wondered if the joy of his new life could ever make up for the loss of everything that he had been subjected to. Job was tested and it seemed really lame that it was all over a kind of bet.
I wondered if I were being tested now, and would I live up to expectations? The only way I had to now express my appreciation to what those who I had lost had given me was to live this life to the fullest. In spite of what was best, that's what I intended to do. I would cry tears of joy in their place as they might have wanted me to do.
” Thank you, Lynn. It seems natural for what bond we already have to be close. I’ve also agreed to help Felicity understand the rules of magic. “
” How is this going to work?"
” I made myself Hanna Archer and slipped myself in on Felicity’s adoption papers. I guess the next step is for you all to contact Miss Tarquin and make me another resident in this suite?”
” Momma, I’d like for Hanna to have a cover to take care of her tree and garden. Could we make an endowment so that Hanna could be hired as gardener to take care of the grandmother grove?"
” Okay Felicity, go ahead and make the arrangements with Miss Tarquin. Hanna, looks like you have a job and that our family, living here, just got a little larger.”
I called Miss Tarquin right then. I was so excited to have this become a reality. I was surprised that she answered on the first ring even at that early hour. Perhaps the storm during the night had disturbed her sleep or else she might be always an early riser and up at this hour. I only paused a moment when she greeted me on the phone to get to what I had to say.
” Good Morning Mrs., Tarquin. I’d like to add another resident to our suite. My sister, Hanna Archer.”
” Of course, Miss Archer. I’ll take care of that. Is there anything else?”
” Yes, we’d like to endow a salary for a gardener to take care of the Grandmother Tree Garden to make sure that the area is properly preserved now that it is growing again. We’d also like it if Hanna Archer was the person selected for the job initially.”
” Of course, Miss Archer. And the report came back favorable so the enhancements will be installed that Mrs. Dumfries had authorized. When I get the papers drawn up, I’ll send them up for signature. Trust me to take care of all the details.”
"Thank you, Miss Tarquin, good bye”
” Thank you, Felicity for taking care of that. I'm not liking how this weather is still all stormy. I had such a shopping trip planned but the only good thing about weather like this is to sleep in."
"It seems like that entity in the basement has stirred up things with poor choices in using magic, Mom."
"What have we got living in the basement, Hanna? A weather witch?"
"Officially, I was only told about Simon in one room and Nader in the other, when I was given the tour to see which room I liked. I guess one of them might have had a girlfriend move in since then, Momma."
"Not a weather witch, Mom. Something much worse. A Djinni. This one must really like his new master since he's being careless about the side effects that he's causing. Felicity and I were discussing that mixing the laws of physics between universes can cause an "Oooops" such as what we're feeling now."
Well regardless of the cause, it's not a day that I would enjoy getting out in. It’s still early so I guess I’m going to sleep in."
” I believe that I will go back to bed as well. Coming Hanna?”
” Dawn is when my work begins! I have a project that needs a little ‘Tweaking’. Have a good day!”
As I left to crawl back into my nice warm bed, I saw Hanna, who looked beautiful and lavishly attired without a hair out of place, head towards the door to our suite. I wondered exactly what might be that project that needed "Tweaking" might be. As for me the only thing that came to mind was a djinni who was mucking up the place with "Ooopsies" and had turned our wonderful April Spring day into a stormy mess. As determined as Hanna looked leaving, I was sure glad that her purposeful gaze was not directed in my direction.
What will Felicity learn looking for signs of Magic at the April Morning Hotel and Bed and Breakfast?
I woke from a wonderful restful sleep even though I now knew that I could call on the energy reserves of the Tesseract to refresh me without having slept. I was clearly still completely human so unlike Hanna, having the Tesseract heal me from lack of sleep would be the exception rather than the rule. Just so many exciting things had happened in such a short time that I needed to bounce them off of my new sister, Hanna.
I recalled that I had learned, or re-learned as Hanna explained, about a bit of stable magic that I had done in making the exchanges with the Cosmeg and Electron aspects of the Multiverse and the physic law bleed over into our universe being perfectly canceled out. I resolved that I might take another tour of the hotel and grounds but this time staying completely obscured by my Tesseract and viewing the world from the unique point of view which would enable me to see the results of any breaches between our universe and another aspect of the Multiverse..
First I would have to shower and get dressed . I intended to check on Mother and fix her breakfast in bed. Later we would need to decide what to do about the shopping trip that Momma had nixed last night due to the weather. This morning the weather had not maintained the steady assault on the Hotel that it did overnight. It was in that in between state where it had not made up its mind what she would do. Some places were treated to sprinkling showers while others were untouched by rain yet the sun did not peak out except for one ray which illuminated the kitchenette window of the basement rooms.
I showered without thinking much about the wonderful body that I had now inhabited. I had been fully female for years in my previous life and had spent the last month getting accustomed to the body of the young woman that I now wore. I frowned for a moment looking at my closet knowing that it was not only Momma who needed more clothes since I had been literally wearing the same things for a month, It was all good clothes which fit me well and accented my beauty that the Observer had picked out for me but it was time to give them a rest and wear something different.
I had been expecting to give Momma breakfast in bed but she had already made up the bed and clearly was up for the day. She heard me stirring in her room and called out to me.
” Come into the kitchen, Felicity. I’d love to get your take on what I’m doing in here.”
” Coming, Momma!”
I left Mother’s bedroom and came into the Kitchen. Momma was seated at the kitchen table with my laptop in front of her and beside that a cup of coffee and a glass of orange juice. There was another place set beside her with a freshly poured cup of coffee and glass of orange juice and a small plate which contained a freshly baked cinnamon roll which had come from a platter which sat in the center of the table full of cinnamon rolls. As I got closer, I noticed that Momma was browsing a clothing site and was looking at a dress from the same designer as one of the dresses that was part of my limited wardrobe.
” Felicity, please come sit with me and tell me what you think of this dress?”
” Mom, it looks delicious. How long have you been up browsing clothing?”
” For a while now and before that I made a list of the designers and sizes of things in your closet. First, I went through and ordered a duplicate of each of the things in your wardrobe for me. We know that your clothes both fit and suit me, so it makes sense to start off my wardrobe with a duplicate of yours. If we sometimes dress alike, it's okay but I know we each would like some clothes unique for ourselves. I thought that I would go through the web sites again and pick out some different things that we each could try on when they arrived and decide who’s closet they would go into.”
” Thank you, Mom. Is it that obvious that I have gotten so focused on sorting out what I can do? You do know that I want to take time out with you and do a mother daughter shopping spree.”
” All in good time. I don’t want to get out in this icky weather and I’m guessing that you are eager to look at the goings on at April Morning to see if you can learn from the magic happening around us like you did with your power sources. Do you trust me to do all the ordering, or would you like to pick out some things for yourself?”
” Of course, I trust you Momma. I think that both getting yourself a duplicate of the things that I own and also to order some other variations in the same sizes is brilliant. I will really look forward to the fashion show once the clothes arrive. I am pretty excited to seeing what I can learn. I plan to cloak myself in the tesseract to keep myself unobserved while I observe and enable me to make a hasty retreat if needed.”
” Felicity, I’ll let you get on with it then. Try not to get too close since Hanna thinks it would be a bad idea if one of those magical entities targeted you. Have fun, daughter!”
I finished my cinnamon roll and orange juice as we talked. For some reason this new body of mine really did not have a liking for coffee. A fact that I often regretted. Momma had the shopping well in hand and it appeared that she was enjoying buying things she thought that I would like. Who was I to spoil her fun? I was ready to find out about the magic that the other users of the hotel by looking for the signs that their magic left behind in the world of my Tesseract.
” Thank you Mother! Have a good day!"
I expanded my Tesseract from the pinpoint that it shrunk to when I wasn’t actively using it so that it completely engulfed me, and I vanished from my mother’s sight. Yet I was in the same room., standing where I had just gotten up and pushed my chair back to the table. Momma was still looking at me and smiling for a moment before she turned back to the computer and her shopping online. I looked around the room for any signs of magic. There were no signs from me since I had not attempted any yet. If Hanna had done any magic there, she had been able to completely close as though it did not occur.. I left walking through walls to see the various rooms on the third floor and I saw no remains of magic in any of them.
That was more than made up for in the huge number of oopsie’s that I had seen the remnants of through out the hotel. While there were patterns where you might ascribe the activities to one entity, I could not be certain since there were remnants of magic all over. I looked for patterns in the signs left behind but I could not be certain of anything. It was as if no one practicing Magic at One April Morning was concerning themselves about the consequences of the physical laws of the aspects of the Multiverse that had an exchange occur . In each case it appeared that something outside the mansion but within the grounds was automatically countering the physical law effects nullifying them by opening the opposite at the same time at the same remote location.
I knew that this was something that I would like Hanna to see and ask her if I had reached the correct conclusion about all the Oopsies. I remembered that she did not wish me to telepathically shout for her unless it was a real emergency which I was not sure this was yet. Instead I used the Tesseract which I was using as a cloaked transport to whisk me out of the mansion toward the Grandmother Grove Garden. I saw Hanna working in the garden so I retracted my Tesseract back to that pinpoint inside my spirit and appeared before her.
” Felicity, you’ve got to be careful with appearing like that. You don’t want any of the mundane to see you appear out of thin air.”
” I’m careful, Hanna. I looked out in all directions before I appeared and not one mundane was looking my way. I really need your guidance to see if I correctly interpreted these signs of magic that I found in the hotel.”
” n order for me to tell if you are interpreting correctly, I’ll have to see the signs from the same point of view that you had. Where were you when you saw the signs?”
” Different areas of the Mansion from inside my Tesseract.”
” Then I guess I’ll need to ride with you inside your Tesseract. The coast is clear you can do it now.”
When Hanna said the word ‘now’, I popped out my Tesseract of sufficient size to envelope both of us. Not wanting to waste any time, I transported us to the site where I had seen the most signs of magic. I again reaffirmed my belief that the caster had made no attempt to counter the physical law dilution caused by the exchange of material from another aspect of the Multiverse. And I saw where the effect had been countered by a complimentary exchange of material. This time I was able to look closer and find that the counter signs all occurred deep inside the earth beneath the portion of the lot used to dry out the wood in piles.
” I can’t believe it. It’s not just the Djinni, all the entities using magic at One April Morning are so careless to not even try to counter the effect of opening aspects of the Multiverse to exchange things. And it is all going off without a hitch since there is something planted in the fallow field underneath the wood piles that is countering all of the other acts of magic. All of the signs of the counter aspects opening around that area are obscuring what it is at the center of that phenomena that is causing it!”
” That’s what I thought. What could be the purpose of something keeping the Multiverse in balance at One April Morning where it is so easy to reach into another aspect of the Multiverse?”
” Either something too good for its own good or something out for no good. Speaking of something out for no good, there go Habib and Simon down the path to the Indian Summer Folly. Habib might know what’s going on. We might like to keep an eye on them. But before we do, we should go pick up Mother. If something is going to go Oopsie, it would be better if our whole family was together.”
I did as Hanna had asked and went back up within the Tesseract to where she was still shopping on my laptop in our rooms on the third floor. I caused the Tesseract to surround Momma and she vanished from the room and became aware that she was present with Hanna and I.
” What’s going on, daughters of mine?”
” Just a precaution, Momma. Hanna had a sense of foreboding about the near future, and we thought that it might be better if the Family was all together for it. Things happening outside in the real world don’t normally affect what happens within the Tesseract so we all will be safe. Instead of Hanna using her own magic, she wanted to see what I was seeing so she could help me interpret the strange goings on around here.”
” I love you too Hanna and you too, Felicity. I guess the sooner you both discover what is going on, the sooner that I can get on with my shopping. It appears that the Wi-Fi signal for the laptop doesn’t reach inside the Tesseract. “
” You may be glad that things can’t get in here before the day is out, Momma.”
” Okay, let’s go. We were following Habib and Simon out to the Indian Summer Folly behind the Mansion beside the small lake out there.”
I moved us out passing through the wall into the air above the path that led down to the Folly. I noticed yet another single sign of magic used open, The effect of the magic was that the Folly was no longer able to be observed from the Hotel since another of the thunder bumper storms from last night had appeared between the Hotel and the Folly. I moved us into position so that the storm did not shield us from viewing the Folly as we hovered above the lake within the Tesseract. I was sure that Simon could not see us and If Habib could see us he wasn’t paying us any attention.
” Hanna, we have quite a view over all of One April Morning that the storm is not covering. It seems like the storm is getting closer. And look over to the woodpiles. There is another open new sign of magic countering what Habib had opened. I wish that I knew what that Oopsie Daisy was that is planted in the wood drying field. What could be the purpose of that Oopsie Daisy?”
” Not sure but Habib is conjuring something else. He wouldn’t conjure from the Promethean aspect of the Multiverse! That’s just insane, Felicity! He’s conjured some fallen star matter!”
” What’s that Hanna?”
” In the Promethean aspect of the Multiverse, it randomly grants superpowers. It’s highly unstable and with the widely divergent physical laws of this aspect almost anything could happen.”
” And usually does, Hanna.”
” What’s that Momma?”
” Murphy was an optimist.”
” Oh! I get that, Momma. Felicity, watch out! We’re between that opening that Habib conjured and the complimentary one that just opened out at the Oopsie Daisy.! And that storm is so close to the folly now that. Oopsie!”
I could see in that moment that Simon had finally chosen to touch the Promethean fallen star matter and in the same instant lightening has struck the folly. But it seemed that reality had shattered as a number of aspects of the Multiverse manifested themselves all at the same time. However we were anchored by the interaction of the open aspects of the Multiverse interacting as they all closed at the same time. I wasn’t sure which aspect that emerged was the basis for our reality, since my attention was diverted elsewhere.
” Oh my Goddess! So that is the Oopsie Daisy!”
My attention was totally on the Oopsie Daisy which had somehow sprung out of the soil. The form of it was vaguely that of a person yet it was covered in such bright light that telling details was out of the question. So I guess this is how I define Oopsie.
"What is that, Hanna and Felicity? Is it friendly?"
Just then a blast of Tesseract enhanced energy emerged from the brightly lit figure on a collision course with us.
"Just guessing its NOT FRIENDLY!"
"Teleport, teleport NOW!"
"Oopsie Daisy!"
Can Felicity deal with the Oopsie Daisy by herself or can she find help?
We were safe as I teleported my tesseract not only a great distance away, but I opened a portal into another aspect of the Multiverse. We appeared at the Teen Super Friends Space Station orbiting Earth. I knew that the Goddess of Exxor and her avatar Sorceress had the power to protect my mother, Lynn. Hanna and I would return to One April Morning to face the Oopsie Daisy. We were met in their reception area by the newest Teen Super Friend, Oracle.
"Greetings, guests, I am Oracle. Do you need assistance?"
"We do Oracle. Our mother Lynn Archer needs protection while I, Felicity Archer and my sister return to face the great evil which threatens our home at One April Morning on our earth in a different aspect of the Multiverse."
"I will alert our leader Sorceress, avatar of the Goddess of Exxor of your arrival and she can grant your mother sanctuary. "
Two women entered the reception and the one who shined with a white aura seemed to be the Avatar. The other woman was dressed in our fictional Batman's sidekick Robin costume.
"I am Sorceress, Avatar of the Goddess of Exxor. Oracle tells me that you have asked for sanctuary for your mother Lynn Archer. In the name of the Goddess of Exxor, I grant it. Lynn, my companion is Girl Wonder, Robin. Please go with her and she will get you settled with us. I hope you enjoy your stay."
Both Hanna and I gave Mother a hug and kiss and bid her goodbye. Lynn followed Robin out of reception and into the spaceship's habitation zone.
"Thank you for your hospitality, Sorceress and Oracle from both of us. We will return for our mother when things are safe at our home at One April Morning. We bid you farewell."
I extended my tesseract over Hanna and I and we vanished. I looked over to Hanna and she looked pleased.
"Now we need allies in our fight. I suggest we return to our original universe and seek out the other powers. There are many Promethean Heroines and Heros. They have so many different kinds of powers that among them must be what we might need to right what once went wrong. Amid the solo Heroines and Heros, there are also super powered groups who could help. What if you, with your Tesseract power, returned to the Prometheans for help?"
"I have another idea. What if the Oopsey Daisy is just a part of One April Morning's uniqueness which was just turned angry by outside forces? Instead of combating it, why don't we just try to put things right?"
"That sounds promising, Felicity. How do you wish to proceed?"
"First, I would like to separate the magical force that originally was not good or bad, just doing it's job to counter all wild magic at work so that it does not spill over into the mundane world from the angry entity that was joined to it. If I can do that, Hanna, can you heal it and bring it back in balance with nature?"
"I can do that, Felicity? What will you do with the angry entity?"
"I will heal the entity so that finally I get to their core. Once I can address the root of the problem then perhaps I can help solve it."
"That sounds like it may work. How do you propose we begin?"
"I'll go back in space time to where the Oopsie Daisy appeared but before it took action and engulf it in my tesseract and pour on the healing. When the magical force is free and back to being neutral, you can teleport to it and begin bringing it back into balance."
"Make it so, Felicity"
I did as planned and I materialize my tesseract around the Oopsey Daisy and started pouring the healing on them. Hanna teleported to heal the magical force which had been caught and empowering the angry entity. The Oopsey Daisy had become much weaker just by being cut off from the source that it had usurped to carry out its vendetta. From the totally dark, black outline of a person, it became lighter and lighter hues till it became transparent. I could see inside was a little girl dressed in retro fashions who had turned from having a temper tantrum to having a crying jag.
"POP!" The outer shell around the little girl vanished. I was able to gather the little girl into my arms and comforted her. After a long while she had cried herself out. I teleported the two of us to our apartment and put her to bed in my bed. I closed the door and found Hanna in the living room.
"Hello, Hanna. How did things go with you and the magical force?"
"She has turned good again. I don't feel like we will have any trouble with her again. She is content and fulfilled countering all the wild magic and bringing things into balance. I feel that now the forces behind One April Morning will keep a tighter rein on her to keep a repeat of this from happening. What happened with you and the entity, Felicity?
"I healed that dark black outline of a person and it became so light it was transparent. There was a loud pop, then the outer shell dissolved. The no longer angry little girl inside started crying. I gathered her up in my arms and let her cry herself out. She was wearing clothes from a very long time ago that I left on her when I put her to bed in our bed. She's sleeping now."
"Felicity, I'll go look in on her. I want to check something out."
"Okay, Hanna."
Hanna silently slipped into the bedroom and scanned the child for magic. When she was satisfied that she hadn't missed anything, she silently left and came back into the living room with Felicity.
"That is a very perplexing little girl in there. When I scanned the core of the Oopsie Daisy entity, I sensed that it was very old by human standards, not subject to aging, and endowed with a magic and a power which was not of this earth. That other worldly magic is how the entity was able to join with the clean up magic bypassing the safeguards the powers that be put in there to prevent that type of thing. Being cut off from the world of its origin, must be why the entity was so angry and hateful."
"Were you able to find out anything about the little girl?"
"She has ceased being eternally young. She's growing older and growing up every day like any ordinary little girl. But she is still not of this world. Ordinarily the seal on her magic would not have released until puberty, and then it would release gradually. Some sort of disaster must have happened when she reached earth, at One April Morning, for her complete magic to be all released at once. Right now she's an orphan who needs protecting, a mundane right now until puberty who is no danger to anyone."
"When she wakes, I'll talk with her and see what I can find out, Hanna. After that if we both are certain that there is no danger, I'll go back to the Teen Super Friends Space Station and bring Mother back from sanctuary"
I slipped quietly into the bedroom and brought a chair to the bedside, sat down, and started reading. After a while the little girl stirred and sat up and looked at me."
"Mommy?"
"I'm here sweetheart and you are safe and loved."
"Are you my Mommy now?"
"Is that what you want me to be, sweetheart?"
"Oh yes, Mommy, with all my heart!"
"I am your Mommy! What do I call you, daughter?"
"I am your Beth, silly Mommy, that's short for Elizabeth. You are very funny!"
"How would you like for your last name be the same as Mommy's, Beth?"
"I would love that Mommy!"
"Then your whole name is Elizabeth Archer but I will call you Beth. Is that okay, Beth?"
"Yes, Mommy. My whole name is Elizabeth Archer but I will be your Beth, Mommy."
"Beth, please tell me about your old home and how you came to become my daughter?"
"My old home came from long, long ago in a galaxy far, far away. My first Mommy and Daddy were very afraid when the blue sky turned to red. Mommy said that there was a meanie called Antimatter that was eating all our people. But Daddy had built a spaceship and put me in it. When I asked the nice lady, who only had a voice but no body, in the spaceship where was she taking me, she told me that we were going to a whole different Universe because my old home and everybody in it including Mommy and Daddy had been eaten by the Antimatter. She told me that she was taking me to a place called One April Morning, where my new Mommy would be. She told me that it would take her a very long time to get there so she was going to let me go to sleep for a long nap so that I would be rested when she got there. She said to herself 'Beginning Hibernation" and I went to sleep."
"What happened when you woke up, Beth?"
"It was dark, smoky and smelled funny inside. For the first time the lady sounded worried when she spoke to me. She told me that she was old and feeble and could not take me the rest of the way to my Mommy. With her last gasp the lady teleported me down to the woodpile at One April Morning. I looked up into the sky and the nice lady spaceship, blew up. I was overwhelmed with a huge rush of Magic and sadness over becoming an orphan far from home. I was angry and was throwing a tantrum. I felt another great magic and I reached out and captured it. It reached up and took me down under the woodpile where it lived, and we both went to sleep"
"What woke you up, Beth?"
The other had copied my anger and wanted to lash out at the one called Habib. I wanted to throw a temper tantrum and lash out at everyone, and the last straw was when the nice lady who brought me here, died. I covered myself in a very hard and very dark shell and then went back up to the wood pile to strike out in hatred to everyone. Then you found me and healed me and became my Mommy. Now all is well with me."
"That's nice Beth. Let's get up and go meet your Aunt Hanna."
"Okay, Mommy."
Beth and I exited the bedroom, and Beth ran up to Hanna and gave her a big hug. "Hi Aunt Hanna. Do you live here too?"
"Hello Beth. Yes I do. I found something that I think you will like. Please follow me."
Hanna led us to a door that I had not seen before and it opened onto a perfect little girl's room. It was decorated with Disney Princesses and contained a four poster canopy bed with matching dresser, and vanity. The best feature was a large doll house that covered most of one wall which included and was large enough for normal sized Barbie's and everything in the doll house worked.
"Thank you, Mommy!", Beth shouted with glee as she wrapped me up in a hug.
"My pleasure, Beth.", I silently thanked the powers for their provision and knew that soon I would have to make arrangements to have the addition put on our rental bill.
"Why don't you go pick up Beth's Granny and I can watch over Beth while you are gone?"
"That is good thinking, Hanna. Beth, would you like to stay in here with your Aunt Hanna and play Barbie while I go pick up your Granny?"
"Yes, Mommy. I'll be good for Aunt Hanna. Auntie Hanna, what kind of dolls are Barbies?"
"They are really fun and show us what we can be like when we grow up to become women. Say goodbye to your Mommy, Beth."
"Bye, Beth and Hanna", I waited for Beth's room door to close behind me before I gathered my Tesseract and appeared on the Teen Super Friend's Space Station to pick up Mother. I didn't have long to wait before Mother was coming through the doorway to greet me herself.
"Hello, Felicity. Are you come to take me home? I guessed that you would be in a hurry to get us home, so I've already said my farewells here. They are very busy now with a group of new recruits, but they send their regards."
"Yes Mother, I'm ready to take you home where it's safe again now. I'll tell you the long of it latter. The short of it is that you have a new granddaughter, my daughter, Beth who is waiting at home and is eager to meet you.
"That's wonderful news, Felicity. It seems like you have found family, yet again. I'm very glad for your new addition. Let's go meet Beth."
"I wrapped my tesseract around both of us and we vanished from the Teen Super Friend's Space Station and we appeared outside the door to Beth's bedroom. I opened her door and we joined Beth and Hanna inside"
"Beth, Hanna, we are home. Beth, I'd like for you to meet your Granny Lynn."
"Granny!" Beth engulfed Lynn best she could in a big hug.
"I have an errand to take care of in Mrs. Dumfries' office. See you all soon."
This time I walked to Mrs. Dumfries office. She told me to come in. She must have been expecting me because she had Miss Tarquin beside her with a stack of papers. I walked through the door and took a seat.
"I have another addition to my family to live with me. I want to adopt the orphan girl, Miss Elizabeth, that was left behind when we cured the Oopsey Daisy.
"That's a very sad story about the orphan girl's life. I want to assure you that Habib was reprimanded by the highest authority for his part in it. Also I'd like to thank you for adopting Beth. Evidently she has been our guest at One April Morning for quite a long time but her welfare has been neglected. I feel that she will be in very good hands as your daughter. As for payment for the rest of this month for Beth's room and her stay with us, it is waived for services rendered. A fight on the grounds would have led to much damage and expenses as evidenced by the destruction of the folly and fire in Habib's mishap. Thank you for seeing to our well being, Felicity."
"My pleasure, Mrs. Dumfries. Thank you for your part in helping me find my family."
"My pleasure, Felicity. Miss. Tarquin has some papers for you to sign to take care of all the legalities before you leave."
"Thank you.", I signed all of the paperwork that Miss. Tarquin put before me, Then I took my leave of them and returned home to my family
Inside I was greeted by a big group hug from Lynn, Beth and Hanna, my family.
"I've come home! I have found my family and that is all of you! Daughter Beth, Momma Lynn and Sister Hanna, I love you all so much! "
They all said together, "We love you, Felicity! (Beth said Mommy, instead of Felicity) Welcome home!"
And we all lived happily ever after at One April Morning, where there is always room for another member of the family!
The End of Felicity Finds Family
All It Would Take
Based on the 1986 movie Willy Milly
Will Wally find in his mother Milly's old bedroom the key to a life-changing experience?
This fan fiction piece is based on the original work, Willy Milly aka Something Special; by Willy Milly Associates, Concorde, copyright 1985.. All original characters and plot lines are the property of the owners, and any resemblance to individuals either living or dead is coincidental. This piece is for entertainment purposes only and is not intended as a copyright infringement. No income is being derived from this fan fiction piece.
All it Would Take Cast List
Italics indicates original Willy Milly cast name
Milly Niceman Bensdorf's Family
Stephanie Winners' Family
Glenda Hartwell's Family
Cynthia Harl Lopez's Family
Other Adults
The Pedigree of Miss Molly Wallis Bensdorf
Miss Molly Wallis Bensdorf, Born April 30, 1995 in Atlanta GA, Is the daughter of
The said before Dr Alfred 'Alfie' Bensdorf was the son of
The said before Dr Millicent 'Milly' Niceman was the daughter of
All It Would Take
Fan Fiction Sequel of the 1986 movie Willy Milly
1 - One Change
This fan fiction piece is based on the original work, Willy Milly aka Something Special; by Willy Milly Associates, Concorde, copyright 1985.. All original characters and plot lines are the property of the owners, and any resemblance to individuals either living or dead is coincidental. This piece is for entertainment purposes only and is not intended as a copyright infringement. No income is being derived from this fan fiction piece.
One ~ One Change
The summer in Atlanta is hot and muggy in Dunwoody where my parents grew up. Now my grandparents, Granny and Gramps Niceman, live in Clearwater, Florida. My parents and I live in my mother's childhood home.
Mother's best friend Stephanie still lives next door with her husband, Tom Winners. They have two children, Gary and his fraternal twin Lisa. I used to play with both of them but these days Lisa seems to be always at her friend Tina's house.
My friend Gary Winners and I like to mess around up in my room. It is such a neat room which has a window that opens up onto the roof. The roof has a flat portion, which had been customized by my mother, Milly, from when she was a girl, when this had been her room.
Milly's father had erected a fence around the outside edge of the roof. This was not because my mother had ever fallen off, but various things had tumbled off in the past.
"Hey, Wally! Come over here!" Gary called to me as he knelt over the floor of my closet. He had been down there collecting the pieces of my slot car track so we can set them up and race. I went over to find out what he wanted.
"Okay, Gary! What's up?"
"There's a loose board here! Do you have anything to pry it up?"
"Sure! Just a sec!" I go over to my desk drawer and pull out a large screwdriver. With it in hand, I go back to him and hand it to him.
"Will this work?"
He took a look at it and his face brightened. "This will do fine!"
As he pried up the board, I winced. I hoped that it won't leave scratches or gouges for me to explain. Within the space under the floor, there was a half-filled jar labeled "Naskapi Eclipse Powder" and a set of hand written instructions. Gary handed me the instructions while he looked at the jar contents.
Gary opened the jar and took a sniff inside. "The only thing this powder is good for is cleaning toilets!"
"Wow! Would you look at that! My mother must have put them in there when this was her room, ages ago. These instructions tell how to do something during a total eclipse of the sun. This doesn't look like Mom's handwriting. it looks more like a guy wrote it."
"Didn't Ken Cook, the weatherman from Fox Five, say that there was a total eclipse of the sun coming soon?"
"My mom put this neat astronomy program on my computer that tells things like that. We'll find out for sure."
I started my desktop computer, and clicked on the astronomy program. Mom had already put in our longitude and latitude so it knew where we are. She knows all kinds of things like that because she is an astronomer. My father, Dr. Alfred Bensdorf, who teaches at Georgia Tech and is doing research for NASA for their Manned Mars Expedition, knows some neat things too..
"There is going to be a total eclipse of the sun tomorrow at 7:21 PM. It will be years till there is another one in the area. That must be why Mother has been spending day and night over at the Fernbank Observatory, in the North Georgia mountains, getting ready for it."
"You're lucky because your mother trusts you to be alone without a keeper. My mother is at my house, running her internet business, most of the time. When she is gone, she makes Lisa in charge of me. That's so embarrassing"
"Yeah! It can be a bit much having your mother around all the time. I guess that's why I don't mind you spying on your mother to see what she is planning."
"It helps keep me out of trouble for sure!"
Ever since Gary found that old radio frequency scanner from his basement, we have used it to eavesdrop on the phones that both his mother and mine use in their home offices. It works because it came out before the new portable telephone frequencies began being used, I look at the instructions more and find something that I can't understand.
"What do you think the instructions mean when it says that if we follow them that we'll get our deepest darkest heart's desire?"
"For you, Wally, the way you are sometimes moping about because Lisa and her girlfriend Tina have snubbed you doing their girl things, I don't even want to think about. For me, I'd like to be a superhero like Spiderman."
"Gary, don't you miss playing with your sister even a little?"
"Not at all! I can't believe some of the things she talked you into, Wally. I'd never do any of those things in a million years."
"Are we going to do this thing then? Perform the ritual during the eclipse?"
"I think it would be neat. I can't wait to be a superhero! Count me in!!"
"Okay, I'll collect the things that we need to perform the ritual and have them ready for tomorrow."
"I think we should do it out on your roof. That seems to be the perfect place for it."
"That's cool! Tomorrow is when my father teaches that evening class so we won't be interrupted."
Gary's cell phone began to play the ring tone from the Iron Man movie. He looked at the phone screen and his face twisted up in annoyance as he answered the phone.
"Hello, Mom! What is it!"
"Can I come back after supper, please?"
"What about tomorrow? We want to watch the eclipse together on the roof!"
"Okay, okay! I'll be right there."
"Good bye, Mom!"
"Sorry, I gotta go. Mom wants me home for supper and then I have to go out with her shopping tonight, and tomorrow morning. Stuff for her work. We won't be done until after lunch, and then I can come over and we'll get ready to do the ritual."
"Okay! See you then!" I knew from experience that when Gary had to go out with his mother on one of these expeditions that he was never back when he thought. I knew that I would have to do all the preparations myself. Fortunately there was not all that much to prepare since the ritual itself was simple.
First I would have to pour out the Naskapi Eclipse powder into a circle as I chanted something like, "Namoona wanna Namoona Una" over and over again. Next at the four points of the compass I would have to place four elemental objects for earth, fire, water, and wind. We would have to lay in the circle for the duration of the eclipse in order for the ritual to work.
I collected from my room what I need. In fact, I recalled that those objects were things that my mother had kept from when she was a girl. For earth I had a potted plant that I had been very careful to keep growing. For fire I had an old Coleman lantern. For water, I had a jug of water that Mom insisted that I keep for emergencies in case the water went off, but it never had. For wind I had an antique fan that turns so freely that the blades rotate when the slightest puff of wind comes through the room.
With Mother away, the kitchen was mine! I went out the door to the outside and went down the stairs from my room that leads to the deck outside our kitchen. Once in the kitchen I took off the hook, my Granny's apron, which is hanging there, and carefully put it on. My father had bought steaks that he intended to grill outside when he got home to prepare supper for us. Instead I wanted to surprise him by having dinner waiting for him.
I fired up the gas grill to get it ready for the steaks. Next I went out into the garden and gathered a bouquet of fresh flowers. I cut and arranged them in the vase to be a centerpiece on the dining room table for our meal. I prepared the potatoes for baking in the microwave as I had seen my mother do so many times by using a fork to punch tiny holes in the peel and then wrapping them in plastic wrap and placing them in the microwave.
I turned my attention to the salad next. There are spinach leaves and iceberg lettuce leaves that I chopped up into bite-sized pieces and I took a cucumber from the refrigerator and washed, peeled and cubed it up. I sliced up some radishes and made thin small shreds of carrots using the vegetable peeler.
I set the table next with the exception of the glasses which I wanted to wait to finish until just before our meal. I went to check on the grill and it was up to temperature. I went back to the kitchen for the last bit of preparation.
Next I mixed those ingredients together till I had a dough which I rolled up into a long cylindrical shape. I pinched off with my fingers the right amount for each biscuit and shaped them with my hands and placed them into the buttered pan.
I looked at the time and if Daddy arrived like he usually did, it was time to set things into motion. I popped the biscuits into the oven, started the microwave, and put the steaks out on the grill. I moved between all of them, checking on them.
Finally the steaks were done and I took them up on a platter and placed them on the table. I brought the salad out from the fridge and placed it on the table. Next the baked potatoes were ready and I placed them on each of our plates.
Finally the biscuits were ready and I removed them from the oven and took them out upside down onto a plate. From the plate I transferred them to the bread basket and wrapped them up and laid it on the table.
I heard my father's key in the front door lock and I rushed to meet him, forgetting that I still had the apron on. My father looked around the room as he opened the door and observed my handiwork cleaning the house earlier. He looked down at me and smiles.
"Greetings, Wally! I am so glad to see you and the house looking this well after Milly left it in a disaster when she left. You'll make someone a good wife some day!" My father laughed at the joke that he had made.
"Oh Dad!" I rolled my eyes at him. "Dinner is ready! Come to the dining room and see!"
"You are full of surprises today! Why don't you take off that apron and we'll eat supper while it is hot."
"Thank you, Dad! Be right in!" I went to the kitchen and hung up Granny's apron back in its place and took my place at the table.
"Wally, this is amazing!" He pauses for a moment and so do I, as is our custom. Then he told me, "Let's eat!"
We filled our plates and have a wonderful supper. When we were finished, Dad took me out to Dairy Queen where we had our desserts. He had a Banana Split and I had a Hot Fudge Sundae.
While we were there, I asked him if Gary and I could camp out in my tent in the back yard overnight tomorrow and he agreed. I guessed asking at a good time really does give better results. Fortunately, there was not any rain in the forecast
Once we got back, I excused myself and go to my room where I got ready for bed. With all the cleaning and playing I had done that day, I was very tired and went right to sleep.
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As Dad dropped me off, I wasn't thinking of all the good I could do by helping. Instead, I was looking forward to being with Lisa and Tina. They also help out since Tina's mother, Glenda, is the director of the community pantry.
When the community pantry closed at noon, Glenda would drive the three of us home. Glenda and her daughter Tina lives on the same side of our street, on the other side of Gary and Lisa's house.
Each of us took a box from the pile over to a table and began to sort the clothes and fold them. After they were folded someone would take them to the shelves where clothing was separated by size and gender. The patrons would go through and choose some clothing to meet their needs from the shelves.
"Wally, you fold clothes so well that you are going to make some lucky man a wonderful wife someday!", Tina teased gleefully
"That's just what my Dad said last night. I don't know why. I had only cleaned a little and had gotten Supper ready."
"Only?",Replied Lisa, "If I know you, the house was spotless and the dinner unbelievable! You do better at housework and cooking than your mother and even my mother!"
"I know you are exaggerating when you say I'm better than your mother. She makes your home a wonderful place to be. "
"I guess so, since my mother is such a domestic diva that everyone loves her books and that's what makes her internet business a success. But the way you love all that stuff, you have a whole lot in common with her, much more than me.", Lisa admitted.
"You do seem to have a lot more in common with Lisa and I. I'm glad we have this service project together! It's too bad that it is expected that you hang out with the boys and us with the other girls," said Tina as though she really empathized about my situation.
"Boys will be boys and girls will be girls and never the twain shall meet.", I turned my eyes up and blew some strands of hair that had fallen down near my eyes up as I let the air escape from my mouth in frustration. "I wish it could be the way it used to be."
"It's just a phase we are all going through, Wally! Really soon boys and girls will pair off," comforted Lisa.
"I guess that I will have to take solace in that." I resigned myself as I said it.
"Take heart, Wally! I just know you are going to be superior boyfriend material. The girls will all want you in their lives then.", encouraged Lisa.
"Okay, if you say so," I replied. "I'll believe it when I see it."
The rest of the time went too quickly and we were driven home by Tina's mother like usual. I had a lunch of sandwiches. As expected there was no Gary at the time that he had told me.
Instead since I had everything ready, I went up to my bedroom and turned on my computer. One of the things that I had gotten for my last birthday was a year's subscription to "World of Warcraft". I loved playing online and chatting with the people who were behind the other avatars.
On a lark when I first signed onto Warcraft, I had made my first avatar a human female priestess named Aislinn. Instead of knowing me as Wally, my friends in the game know me as Lynn.
We did audio-only chats at times but we never did video. While audio could go on transparent to the game, video would require taking away from the game environment. Audio-only helped preserve the illusion of me as Lynn. After it had gone on for a while, correcting their misconception about me would have been a lot more embarrassing, so I left things as they were.
I was lost in game-playing when Gary's entrance, out of breath, jarred me to reality and I signed off the game.
"I'm here! I'm here! You can quit fretting!" Gary told me.
"Oh Gary! I'm glad that you are here ... Finally!" I looked at the time and found that it was mere minutes away from the beginning of the eclipse. I led him through the window and onto the roof. I gathered the four icons and had Gary lie down in the center of where I was going to make the circle.
I felt silly as I poured out the powder in a circle and chanted, "Namoona wanna Namoona Una," repeating it over and over again. All of a sudden Gary needed to go to the restroom so he left back through the window.
When he had returned, I had completed the circle except for a small area to allow him to enter and I had placed the elemental icons at the four directions. Once he was back and lying down, I lay down beside him and reached over and completed the circle as the eclipse began.
At first Gary was excited and was wondering which superhero he would turn into when the ritual was completed. Later he became listless and finally he just sat up and asked, "What is taking this friggin' eclipse so long?"
"Gary, stay down! The eclipse isn't total yet!"
"I've had enough of this!" Gary stood up and crossed the line and exited back through my bedroom window. I resolved not to worry about Gary and I lay in the circle by myself.
Finally the eclipse reached totality and I felt something go right through me but nothing else was apparent. It tried even my patience to wait just as long after totality for the darkness to vanish completely from the sky, but I wanted to take no chances.
When I was sure the eclipse was totally over, I went to find Gary and he had finished getting camp set up in the back yard. The tents were up and our sleeping bags were rolled out and ready for us.
We even had a campfire pit and of course I was in charge of cooking supper for the two of us. All we had were beanie wienies but that tasted like a gourmet meal to us when it was cooked outside on the campfire.
We got into our sleeping bags and soon Gary was asleep and I was hovering close to sleep myself. In that twilight before sleep had taken me I was aware of Gary's mother Stephanie's voice coming over our phone scanner. Hazily, I wondered if the stupid old scanner was glitching again, because I could only hear her side of the conversation.
"Milly! Thanks for finally returning my call! I know you were busy but this might be an emergency!"
That word "emergency" was enough to jolt me awake.
"You've got to come home now! I saw Wally and Gary up on your roof during the eclipse."
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"I thought so too, but then, after the eclipse, I looked over and noticed that they had a circle drawn in powder on the roof!"
"I don't think they were making observations; I think they were doing the Naskapi Eclipse Ritual!"
"You shouldn't have left it anywhere in your old room! You didn't hide it well enough! Wally must have found the powder and the instructions!"
"There was all the other stuff up there too! The same stuff we used!"
"I don't think Gary was up there for the whole time. I remember he was back in the house even before totality, complaining he was bored. Just like I got bored way back when. Wally stayed up there for the entire eclipse, though."
"Wally seems fine now but I believe that he'll have a surprise when he wakes up, just like you did."
"They're in your back yard camping out. Alfie okayed it, I checked."
"I know Wally already has one but the imagine all the other kinds of surprises he could have. What do you suppose is his deepest darkest heart's desire?"
"Whatever it is, we'll get through this together."
"You're welcome. Safe trip home. Bye bye."
After that, I didn't hear anything else, so I decided to go back to sleep. As I drifted off, I wondered what kind of surprise did my mother get, and what would I wake up to in the morning? What I really wanted was to be a girl.
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Click! "... and that was Clay Aiken with his latest song on Q100 all the hits radio. Next comes a shout out from Alfie to Milly, 'Love is coming home with me tonight.' and their song request, Michael Damien's "One Change in my Life" :
"Just when I know who I am,
I wish I was somebody else.
Just when I figure it out,
I get another whiff of myself.
In life comes learning too, lots.
I get the feeling like I'm yearning inside.
~
One change in my life,
That's all it would take.
One change in my life,
To put the pieces in place.
One step at a time,
For now I'll just wait.
One change in my life,
That's all it would take.
~
I stay up every night,
And listen to the radio.
I look up to the sky,
And wonder if I will ever know.
What's life like outside of me?
If I had other eyes what would I see?
~
One change in my life,
That's all it would take.
One change in my life,
To put the pieces in place.
One step at a time,
For now I'll just wait.
One change in my life,
That's all it would take.
~
It doesn't matter what on earth I've achieved
There's always something that I'd rather be.
~
One change in my life,
That's all it would take.
One change in my life,
To put the pieces in place.
One step at a time,
For now I'll just wait.
One change in my life,
That's all it would take."
I still wasn't awake and my body did not feel right and what was all this hair and why did my PJ shirt stick out oddly like that. I had to make it to the bathroom inside was all I knew so I sleepwalked to the bathroom and sat down on the toilet like I usually do. And it wasn't there! From my mouth came the highest pitched scream, I had ever heard.
"What's wrong, Wally? Did something attack you?"
"Mom! It's not there anymore. I can't pee."
"Sweetheart, get up and open the door for me. You've just had a surprise. We'll get through this."
I got up and opened the door and let Mom in to the bathroom.
"See Mom. It's gone! I can't pee now."
"Sure you can sweetheart. Just sit on the toilet and relax and all the urine will fall out the way it always does only it will come from another place."
I did as Mom asked and a flood of urine fell into the toilet.
I finished and was about to get some toilet paper when Mom told me, "Wipe from front to back only now and use a new piece or part of the paper each time you wipe. Things have changed so the way you take care of yourself will have to change too."
I did as she told me and then I pulled up my PJ bottoms and stood up in front of the toilet.
"How did you know that I could pee with it gone, Mom?"
"Wally, you are made like a girl now. Instead of what is missing you have a vagina like all other girls have and a place on your bottom where urine runs out. Your privates are inside you instead of outside of you like they used to be."
"Huh? How do you know that Momma?"
"Stephanie saw you and Gary do the Naskapi Ritual with the powder that I left in my old bedroom which is your bedroom now. Gary left the circle so only you got your deepest darkest heart's desire which for you must be for you to be a girl. Can you be brave for me? You have a couple of surprises yet to discover."
"I'll be brave, Mom. What are the surprises?"
"Come to the mirror and take off your PJ top."
Mom had always called it a shirt before so with it being called a top like a girl wore, I wondered what was underneath it. I unbuttoned the 'top' and saw what was holding my PJ 'top' up.
I had what I used to call gazongas when I saw them on girls but now that they were part of me, I preferred to think of it as my bosom. Staring back at me in the mirror with her top open showing her bosom was a very beautiful girl with blond hair and blue eyes like I used to have only all girly now. She had curves and seemed very graceful. On top of it all I had to admit to myself that she was me.
" I really am a girl now, aren't I, Mom? You seem to be taking this all a little better than I would expect."
"Yes you really are a girl now, sweetie. I'm taking it in stride because when I was your age something like this happened to me when I used the same ritual. I'll tell you more about that later in hopes that my experience will help you get through your's. Before the rest of the house finds out about this, I'm going to call your Granny. She was a big help to me when I had my surprise and I hope she will be able to help me help you."
"Sure Mom! I'm calm now that I know what is going on and I am fully awake. Can I come with you while you call Granny Niceman?"
"Sure Sweetie, Come into the kitchen and you can have a bowl of cereal while I call."
I followed Mom into the kitchen. While she picked up the telephone, I picked up my Captain Crunch and Milk and was happily eating. At least that had not changed even though my lips seemed a bit bigger than they had before.
"Mom, It's Milly! I have a ... Surprise!"
"No not me this time, It's Wally, she's your granddaughter now."
"No I haven't told Alfie yet. She only just discovered the change a few minutes ago."
"That would be so wonderful if you and Dad could come up and help me deal with this."
"Do you think that I should take her to a doctor?"
"Well the ones that you took me to were mainly useless in solving it since they decided I had it all the time and had not noticed it."
"That's true, that having medical evidence of her new status can help getting her records sorted."
"I may need the kind of paperwork magic that Dad was able to pull off when he thought I had become the son he always wanted."
"I'm sure that you will convince him its the right thing, Mom. You always do"
"Give my love to Daddy and call me from the airport when you find out when your flight is getting into Hartsfield Jackson"
"I love you too, Momma. Bye for now"
I had finished my cereal and was looking intently at Mom after she hung up the phone. "Is Granny Niceman coming?"
"Yes, Sweetie and your Granps too only he doesn't know it yet. When the Doctor's office hours start, we'll need to get you to a Doctor just to make sure everything about you is alright. It will be helpful to have a medical opinion to support what ever you want to do in the future."
"It's going to be kinda hard covering up the fact that I'm a girl now. I look like a girl even in my boy's pajamas."
"As your Gramps said in my case long ago, 'We'll just take things one step at a time and everything will fall into place.' Don't worry about what will be hard to do, Wally. Just decide what is best for you and we will take care of everything else to make what ever you decide work out."
"Okay, Mom. I guess I want to get dressed and I had better do it in my bedroom instead of out in the tent like I had planned. Would t-shirt, shorts and tennis shoes be okay, Mom?"
"Sure that's fine Sweetie. I guess we will have to go shopping later to get you some appropriate clothes if you decide to try out being a girl publicly. If you want to remain a boy publicly, then we'll have to get some special stuff to help cover up the changes in your body as best we can."
"Thank's Mom! I want to tell Gary what happened. He's my best friend and he'll keep the secret what ever I choose."
"I'm proud of you for wanting to do that Sweetie. If you need help explaining things to Gary you can send him to me and I will help explain the best that I can."
"Thanks, Mom!"
I went up to my bedroom to start the day in a way that I had never ever started a day before. I showered of course and found out exactly why girls are different from boys. Strangely enough I felt at ease in my new body as though it was the body that I was meant to have all along.
It seemed a shame to dress such a wonderful curvy body in my old underwear. It was a bit scratchy and then I put on my T-shirt and shorts. I put on my socks and after I attempted to put on my shoes, I found out that they were too big and I stuffed some TP in the toes to make them fit better.
So what was I going to do about it all? I went to my bulletin board and decided to let fate settle it for me. My name was on the board which was inherited from my Mom's furnishings in the room. The letters were cut out of construction paper and held in the center of the letter by a thumbtack.
The W which had been an M, both L's and the Y originally spelled out Mom's name Milly. Momma cut out an A in the same style as all the letters and spelled out my name on the board. Now I would spin the W and see if it ended up staying a W when it stopped or changed back into an M.
I spun the letter and it rapidly went round and round and it stopped finally as an M spelling out Mally. I had not heard of a Mally but I knew a few Molly's and I liked the name.
I got some construction paper and scissors and cut out an O and replaced the A. Now my name spelled out Molly! I had made my decision! I was going to be Molly! I was going to try out being a girl!
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I found Mom in the kitchen and told her, "These clothes don't fit anymore and the underwear is scratchy. I've come to a decision, though. I want to try out being a girl. I'd like to be called Molly if that's okay"
"Sure Molly. If you don't mind one more person knowing about you right now, I imagine that Lisa's clothes would fit you nicely. I could call over there and see if Lisa could bring some of her things for you to use till we went shopping for you>"
"That would be great, Mom. Oh fiddlesticks, I need to go tell Gary what happened before he comes looking for me. I could 'break the bomb' with Gary and then come back in so Lisa can help me."
"That's a great plan, Molly. Good luck with telling Gary. See you soon."
"Bye, Mom!"
I left the house and went out into the backyard. It had seemed like ages to me since I had gotten up but it really wasn't that long ago. Gary should be just getting up if he slept in like he usually did.
I seemed to be right because as I walked over, he was emerging from the tent. I decided to let him speak first since it was obvious what had happened.
"Hey You! Where did you disappear to? I was about to..."
His jaw dropped as he really took a look at me with my long hair, bust, hips and narrow waist.
"What the f....."
His voice dropped down to nothing. His eyes brightened as though a light went on in his brain,
"You aren't going to fool me with that disguise Wally!"
With one hand he pulled my hair and yanked and my head went with it and the other hand grabbed a hold of my bust and snatched at it pulling my chest that way as well. As it set in that both my hair and bust were real, Gary shoved me to the ground yelling at the top of his lungs.
"Freak!"
He ran back to his house faster than I had ever seen him run.
Fortunately, the skin did not seem to be broken even though I was sure that I would have some bumps and bruises. Mom had heard Gary's scream and had come running to me.
As I lay on the ground, I thought that could have been gone better as I hurt from being grabbed and tossed down. The tears flowed freely with the hurt of realizing that I had lost my best friend outweighing the physical hurt that I felt at the time. Mom hugged me and rocked me in her arms as I cried.
"Are you okay, Molly?"
I nodded yes as I could not stop crying it seemed until finally I cried myself out. I smiled a weak smile.
"That could have gone better. I can see now that I should not have surprised him."
"That was not your fault, Molly! Just because he was shocked did not excuse his behavior."
"He hates me now, Mom. I could see it in his eyes. I've lost my best friend."
"Molly, you don't know that yet. People do a lot of hurtful things when they are shocked or surprised. Do you think you can make it inside, Molly? Lisa should be here and at least you can get into some more comfortable clothes that fit."
"Yes, Mom! I can do that! More clothes sounds wonderful!"
I got up with Mom's help and together we two walked in to the house from the back yard. Lisa was standing just beyond the patio doors and she gave me a hug as I came through the door.
"Molly, I am so sorry about the way my brother treated you! I hope you'll let me help you."
"Lisa, I am so glad you are willing to help me. I need all the help that I can get."
"Girls, you can go to Molly's room and see if you can come up with a better outfit for Molly than what she has on."
I giggled, "That should be easy since anything will be better than this."
"Molly, I am going to be able to do amazing things with you. You've turned into quite a beauty."
"Thanks Lisa. I am looking forward to getting comfortable."
Before I could lead the way into my bedroom, the phone rang and Mom motioned for us to stay while she answered the phone.
"Hello Stephanie!"
"Yes, She's here. --- Molly, Stephanie would like to speak with you."
I took the phone and spoke to Mrs. Winners who always insisted that I call her Stephanie.
"Hello Stephanie, This is Molly."
"Molly, I'm glad to meet the new you and I wish it were a more pleasant time for you."
"Thank you Stephanie. I'm okay so far."
"Do you feel up to talking to Gary, Sweetie? I'd like for him to apologize to you and I felt like it would be easier for you on the phone. Is it okay? Can I put Gary on the phone?"
"It's okay, Stephanie.; We all got a big surprise this morning. I'm glad that you and mother are not freaking. Why is that anyway?"
"Your mother and I did the ritual when we were teens. She was the only one to go all the way."
"Mother was originally a boy like me?" I guessed.
"Not exactly. Ask her since she is dying to tell you the whole story now. If you are ready I'll put Gary on."
"I'm ready. Stephanie".
"Mother tells me you are called Molly now. Is that right?"
"Yes Gary, I'm sorry that I surprised you."
"Molly, I am the one who is sorry. I acted really bad. I never should have treated you like that no matter what I thought. I did not mean what I said. Now I know that it was the ritual that did it and you had no control of what happened. I hope you will find it in your heart to forgive me."
:"I forgive you, Gary! I'm okay now, honest."
"Thank you, Molly. I hope you find happiness in your new life. Good bye"
"Goodbye, Gary"
I hung up the phone. I was glad for the apology but his saying goodbye sounded like goodbye forever to me.
"I guess I can get into some more comfy clothes now. Thanks Mom."
Mom called, "You are welcome, Molly."
Mom watched us turn away toward my bedroom as I led Lisa to my room. Once the door was closed behind us, Lisa teared up and started crying and I hugged her for comfort. I started crying too and let out a lot of emotion that had still been bottled up inside. Lisa came up for air, at last.
"Molly, can you ever forgive me for not including you in things. I recognize it now that you were a girl then too and you only looked like a boy on the outside. When my mother told me that you had become a girl magically, I still did not believe it."
"I didn't believe it at first either but Momma did and she helped me."
"Molly, I dug out my clothes that looked most like a little girl would wear them, things I had been given as gifts. I wanted to embarrass you with them. When I see you now standing there like that, like a girl would and not just a guy wearing a girl's body.& I'm ashamed about the way I've acted. If you can find it in your heart to forgive me, then I will try to be the best friend to you that I can."
"Lisa, how could you know? I did not realize it myself until the ritual was all over and I found myself wishing after the effect had occurred that I would wake up a girl somehow. The clothes will be fine all I care about is that they will be more comfortable than my boy clothes which I will be glad to box up because I don't want to wear any of them if they all feel as icky as these feel now."
"That's really large of you to understand like that, Molly. I don't want you to look silly now."
Now that I am clued in I can just wear one of the first outfits we buy, out of the store. It might be fun to dress up like a little girl for a little bit. Don't forget that I missed out on all the little girl stuff because it was not appropriate to who they thought that I was. It will be fun. What did you bring me.?"
"I'm not going to show you, Molly. Instead I am going to get some clothes that will be right for you, now. I'm not going to let a friend of mine look foolish out in public. Maybe, you could find out more about what happened to your mother and that might give you a clue how to proceed. I'll donate those clothes I was about to make you wear and maybe a little girl who doesn't have nice things will appreciate them."
"Thank you for being my friend, Lisa! Hurry back! I still want to get out of these boy clothes!"
"I'll be back really soon, Molly."
I walked Lisa to the door and she disappeared out it. When I closed it and turned back, I saw my mother in front of me.
All It Would Take
Fan Fiction Sequel of the 1986 movie Willy Milly
2 - True Friend
This fan fiction piece is based on the original work, Willy Milly aka Something Special; by Willy Milly Associates, Concorde, copyright 1985.. All original characters and plot lines are the property of the owners, and any resemblance to individuals either living or dead is coincidental. This piece is for entertainment purposes only and is not intended as a copyright infringement. No income is being derived from this fan fiction piece.
Two ~ True Friend
"Molly, where is Lisa going and why are you still in boy's clothes?"
"Momma, Lisa did not get that I had become a young lady and she brought clothes for a little girl. She said that she did not want a friend of hers going out in something that she would be embarrassed in, so she went back home to bring some more age appropriate clothing. Momma, could you tell me what happened to you when you did the ritual?"
"Sure, Molly. I'll be glad to tell you. Why don't we go into the kitchen and we can make some of those chocolate chip cookies that you love. I learned it from my mother and I am glad to have a chance to pass it on to you, Molly."
"Oh Momma, that would be wonderful! Thank you."
Momma and I went into the kitchen and she began to collect all the ingredients for the cookies and explained why each were picked to go into the mix. Step by step she explained how to add everything in the mixing bowl and how long to mix it until the consistency of the cookie dough was achieved.
Next she taught me how to squeeze out the dough into cookie size portions and to fill the baking trays with them. Finally it was into the oven and while we waited for the cookies to bake, Momma began to tell me the story.
"I guess it started with Stephanie and I at a dance at our high school. In those days, a girl asking a boy to dance was unheard of. The boys our ages had begun to be interested in us girls but were clueless on approaching us."
"I was so tired of waiting around for a boy to ask me so I decided to be like a boy and ask one of them to dance. I was so tongue tied that all I managed to get out was a series of unintelligible noises. I was embarrassed and left Stephanie all alone at the dance. "
"I guess that even with girls being able to do things thought at one time only boys could do, It still is difficult for boys and girls to talk. I know that I would never have opened my heart to Lisa as Wally the way I can as Molly."
"Communication always can be difficult since boys don't mature as fast as girls do usually. What made matters worse is that when I walked in, it was in the middle of a conversation that my parents were having with Daddy having Momma up in his arms as though he was about to carry her to bed. All I heard was Momma saying, ' What if its not a boy, Fred?"
"Oh my goodness, I guess that encouraged you to wish you were a boy if that's what Gramps wanted."
I knew that Daddy had wanted me to be both a boy. He still held onto some old fashioned ideas about what was right for girls was different for what was right for boys. It was the last straw for me so I went up the stairs past them and up to my room."
"I would have wanted to get away from that too, Momma."
"A bit later I had changed out of my dance dress and into a shirt and shorts. I had some astronomical readings that I wanted to make so with my instruments in hand I went for the door but I never made it there."
"I'm glad that you and Daddy are not like that. You never stopped me from doing things that a girl usually might do. You let me do and be the person that I felt that I was."
"It's because of some of the mistakes my father made with me that we were a lot more permissive with you. I wonder if you had more of a chance to fit in as a boy your age, if you would be standing before me as my daughter."
"It was my deepest darkest heart's desire and that had nothing to do with changing so I could do something but only who I felt that I was deep down. What happened next. Momma?"
"Daddy asked me what I was doing going out. I told him I was going out to take measurements in the night sky. Daddy told me that he did not feel it was right for me to be traipsing about the neighbor hood at that hour of the night. I asked him how I could be an astronomer if I could not go out at night."
"What was Gramps answer to that? Didn't he realize that astronomy was to be your life's work?"
"Daddy suggested that I get a daytime hobby. I questioned him that he called my life's passion a hobby and said that if I ware a boy he would treat me seriously. I had lost and Daddy prevailed so I could not leave via the front door."
"Momma I'm sorry that Gramps didn't help. What did you do then?"
"I had another exit reachable from my window access to the roof. I climbed down the ladder which spanned the space from roof to ground. My binoculars slipped from my hands and fell on the ground and broke. I made it to the ground and picked them up heart broken. I needed the binoculars with the special filters to make my measurements."
"I'm sorry your binoculars broke, Momma. Nothing was going right for you that evening."
"One thing went right. Stephanie found me on the ground after coming back alone from the dance. I told Stef that my binoculars were broken as if that summed up everything that had gone wrong. She told me that Malcolm would have something and led me to the basement of her house."
"Who was Malcolm?"
"Malcolm is Stephanie's younger brother. You don't know him because he disappeared before you were old enough to know him. In those days he was something of a Yankee Trader who miraculously came up with any item someone wanted . He had somewhat of an emporium set up in the basement of Stephanie's house."
"We looked through the basement looking for Malcolm, on the shelves were mundane items from all aspects of southern life and then there were a few others mixed in that were either very valuable or rare. One never knew what to expect as the inventory changed with each visit to Malcolm's basement."
"Wow, Momma, that sounds like it was a real treasure trove. Did you find Malcolm?"
"I remember seeing Malcolm appear from around the next corner as we walked through the basement among the shelves. Malcolm was about 5 foot tall and he dressed more like a southern gentleman than a boy. Behind his piecing blue eyes, there lurked a superior intelligence but when you heard his voice then you were put at ease because his maturity was cloaked in a vocabulary and vocal inflection that matched the boy he was supposed to be."
"He sounds like a very interesting person, Momma. I wish I had met him."
"I remember that conversation very vividly. It went like this:"
'Malcolm, I broke my binoculars.'
"He reached around and pulled out a pair of binoculars which were close to identical to mine except that they were even better and they seemed the next model up from mine."
'Will these do?'
'Yes! I don't suppose that you have a orthochromatic filter. It is hard to explain what it is.'
"I had no real expectation that he would be able to replace that too. Low and behold he produced two of them."
'Yellow or orange?'
'Yellow!'
" I took the yellow filter from him and with glee saw that it fit exactly on the binoculars. I had what I had come for but with Malcolm there was always something else with his deals."
'How much do I owe you, Malcolm?'
"He didn't tell me but instead told me about a special and handed me a bottle full of powder labeled Neskapi Eclipse Powder."
'I've got a special if you're interested..'
'No Malcolm, I've got to go!'
'During the eclipse of the sun, if you spread the powder into a circle and lie inside it, you'll get your deepest darkest heart's desire.'
"Stephanie looked at the powder and poured a little into her hand and sniffed it."
'The only thing this stuff is good for is for cleaning toilets, Milly.'
"That was the powder that I found in your room but it was half empty when I found it, Momma."
"I used the other half to perform the eclipse ritual when I was a girl your age. But getting back to what Malcolm was saying he continued his sales pitch for his special."
'It comes my own written instructions and a guarantee.'
'I've really got to go, Malcolm! How much is everything?'
'For everything, five dollars.'
'Malcolm, I'm your sister!'
'All right, three dollars. But you don't get the guarantee!'
"Malcolm told me that with a smirk as he took back the guarantee from my hand. I looked at the jar of powder and the instructions and imagined the possibilities. I guess I should have paid the five dollars in hindsight, but for then I was glad to get out with my new binoculars and orthochromatic filter. I decided that I would do the ritual and see what happened."
"What happened when you did the ritual, Momma?"
The next day found a lot of folks in the park waiting for the eclipse. Stephanie and I were on the roof outside my bedroom window. For the ritual, I used a fan for air, a lantern for fire, a potted plant for earth and gallon jug of water for water placed at the compass points after the circle was completed."
"Did anything happen while you were waiting for the eclipse to complete?"
"Just boredom. The eclipse took so long to complete that Stephanie who had been with me in the circle left the circle and back into my bedroom and down and out of the house."
"Did you give up? I know that I stayed in the circle for a very long time while I waited for the eclipse yesterday"
"I wanted to complete the ritual. I stayed in the circle through totality until the sun was back shining as normal. I didn't feel any different when I left the circle but I still believed something would happen and that the effect had been somehow delayed."
Before I could ask Momma what came next, Lisa was back with a clothing bag which had some hanger tops visible at the end and another small suitcase that she was rolling behind her.
"I have what you need now to get dressed, Molly. Can we go to your room?"
"Go ahead Molly, we can finish talking about this later. You really ought to get into something that is more comfortable."
"Thanks Momma. That's what we will do. Lisa, let's go to my room."
"Thanks, Molly! Bye Mrs. Bensdorf."
Once more Lisa and I went to my room this time I led behind me the suitcase while Lisa carried the clothing bag which she hung in my closet. Once we were both inside, I closed the door to my room.
"Molly, If you want to go for jeans and a t-shirt, that won't be too different from what you are used to wearing. The underwear, bra and panties are different but you are different too."
"Lisa, I don't want to draw this out where I will fret over every little addition of something girly later. Let's get me ready to be as girly as we can manage, so I can get used to it all at one time. "
"Are you sure, Molly? This will be different than anything that you ever experienced before."
"I'm sure, Lisa. How should we start?"
"A bubble bath would be nice first. Molly. Here is my favorite bubble bath, body wash, shampoo and conditioner."
She gave them to me with a smile.
"I'm sure you will appreciate them. When you get out pat yourself dry and then put on this bra, panty and robe and come see me. I'll help you get dressed."
"Looks like you have everything provided!; Thanks Lisa. I really believe I will enjoy this!"
And I did as I was directed and I enjoyed my bubble bath. When I got out, I wrapped my now long hair up in one towel like a turban and used another to pat myself dry. I noticed that my skin was a lot more sensitive now so It did not pay to be rough with it. Putting on the bra and panty was not as weird as I might have thought because they fit just right.
Doing the bra right was the most challenging. It seemed natural to place my arms through the straps first then fasten the band behind me in back. I wondered how to get my boobs into the cups just right but I bent at the waist and let them hang down into the cups which I adjusted the fit till they filled them just right then straightened up.
I looked at my image in the mirror with my robe on and staring back at me was a beautiful girl! I could not believe it to be real but I had to trust the evidence of my own eyes. I could not help but let out a gasp and a squeal when I discovered that this was me!
Lisa burst through the door. "Molly are you alright?"
"Lisa, I'm sorry for startling you. I'm fine. I just can't get over it again. I really am a girl now!"
"Yes you are, Molly. I and everyone else who cares about you are going to help you get used to being this way. I hope that you will accept our help and enjoy learning about your new body."
"I do want to let you help me Lisa. I guess it will just take time for the newness of this to really wear off. Just as soon as I think I have a handle on it, something else sets me off. Thank you, Lisa"
"You are welcome, Molly. I guess the next thing is to help you get dressed. After that I will help you fix your hair and makeup."
" Okay, what comes next?"
"Slip this over your head and hold up your arms so you can find the arm holes and put your head through the neck hole. It's a slip and it helps your dress to not be so transparent that it can be seen through and it also feels good next to your skin."
Lisa handed me some silky and gauzy material and it fit just fine like an under dress like girls wore in the middle ages. I slipped it on just like she said and it did fine.
"I love the feel of this, Lisa. What's next?"
"Your dress and you put it on the same way as the slip. I've already unzipped it in the back and when you have it on I'll zip you up."
The dress was really easy to put on and it seemed like it would fit snugly once the zipper was zipped.
"Okay. zip me up!"
Lisa did so and she made sure that my long hair was pulled free of both the dress and the slip before finishing it. She turned me around back to the mirror and I saw a pretty teen girl in a pink dress and I could not see through it so the slip was doing its job too. And that girl was me!
She sat me down and handed me a pair of panty hose. She showed me how to roll them up to the toes on both legs then to start at the toes and roll them up my legs to put them on. I stood to finish it up while Lisa held my dress.
"Wouldn't it have been easier if I had put on my panty hose before my slip and dress?"
"Yes, it would be, Molly. Now you are thinking like a girl! It isn't enough to learn what to do but also why you do it in order for you to cope with new situations that you have not encountered yet."
"There's so much to learn about girl's clothes!"
Girls get to wear a lot more varied clothes than boys do and you'll be expected to know how to adjust to put things on. If it looks really complicated then it is okay to ask because its better to ask than to embarrass yourself by getting it wrong."
"Thanks for the lesson, Lisa. What's next?"
"I got you some one inch heel pumps. Not only do heels get your legs looking good but they help get us in the right frame of mind to walk like women walk."
I slipped on the heels and stood them them fairly easily.
"That's good Molly! Take smaller steps and walk with both feet along a straight line in the middle. You want to be 'grounded' that is relaxed so much that you feel your connection to the ground when you step so that your bottom is loose enough to naturally sway instead of you trying to force it to swing back and forth."
It was a lot to think about. I got the smaller steps and walking relaxed and feeling grounded first. Lisa smiled as I walked up and down from one end of the room to the other. I finally added having each foot strike a line through my middle going forward but it did not feel exactly right because I was looking down to make sure my feet were moving right.
"Molly, remember while you are relaxing to stand up straight with your shoulders back and your boobs pointing up. Don't worry about watching your feet. You'll feel it if you are walking the straight line without looking down."
I tried adding what Lisa suggested to what I had been doing right. I felt that I was moving well and gracefully. I was so glad that she did not have me trying to balance a book on my head since I had enough to think about at first. After a bit more practice, I quit having to think about everything. I just moved naturally and that ended up being the way that Lisa was teaching me to walk.
"My but you are a fast learner, Molly. Your walk passes inspection. You are moving like a girl would instead of how a boy would. How does having that low cut neckline feel?"
"It's a bit different. When I walk, I have air flowing around me in ways that I'm not used to wearing a top."
"And how about the length of your skirt?"
"It's a bit short but it feels good to have my legs free to move without being in pants."
Lisa dropped a book on the floor beside me as I was walking across the room, It startled me so I stopped where I was.
"Oh Molly, I'm sorry to startle you. Would you pick up that book for me?"
I suspected she was testing me so I thought a second before saying yes.
"Sure, Lisa"
Being in a dress was a bit different, I naturally moved one hand to partially hide my neck line. Instead of bending down at the waist as I would have done in pants, I instead bent at my knees and went straight down. I was able to reach down and pick up the book from the floor with my other hand and I brought the book up to my bosom holding it cradled there in my arm to also partially hide my cleavage. Then I rose straight up back on my heels and when I was standing again I offered the book to Lisa.
"Did I pass the test?"
"With flying colors. You did that effortlessly, Molly. How did you manage that? "
"I didn't want to bend over so someone would be able to look up my dress or let someone look down my neckline. That seemed to be the polite way to pick it up."
"You have some very good instincts about being a girl already. I'm curious about how you do shopping."
"Thanks Lisa. What about my hair and makeup?"
"Come to the desk and I'll brush your hair back and out of the way for now. It's long enough so it doesn't look too bad but you really need a haircut to style it right. We'll do the basics of makeup. but not too much till you get a chance to get a makeover. You'll be shown what is best for you at the department store cosmetic counter."
I watched in the mirror that she had set on my desk as she applied foundation blush and lipstick to my face. It seemed simple enough that when she removed it and gave them to me to do on my own, I matched what she had done. It was obvious that I would look a lot more striking with eye makeup on but I guessed that would have to wait for the department store for more.
"It looks wonderful the way you did it, Lisa. How do you feel that I did?"
"Very artistic, Molly. You'll pass for the shopping trip. You know enough so that you won't be completely clueless when learning from the cosmetician. I'll just brush your hair back out and we can go out and show you to your Mother."
Lisa brushed my hair out and I liked what I saw in the mirror with the entire effect.
"Thank you Lisa!"
"You are welcome, Molly. Let's show your Mother now."
"Okay"
Lisa and I went back to where my mother was waiting on us. Momma took one look at me and then gave me a big hug.
"How do you feel, Sweetie?"
"I feel good, Momma. It's very different from what I'm used to but I'm getting used to it and becoming comfortable. The big plus is that everything fits well now and I look alright at least to me."
"You look wonderful, Molly. You look nice too, Lisa. Why don't you girls join me in eating the cookies that Molly and I made earlier. They have been cooling on the racks long enough after I took them out of the oven that they should be wonderful with some milk. I know that Molly likes chocolate milk with her cookies. What kind of milk do you like with cookies, Lisa?"
"Mrs. Bensdorf, I like chocolate milk too!" I looked over at Lisa as she looked over at me and we both grinned at each other. Somehow I felt that I had found a true friend who would be with me through anything in Lisa."
"Molly, I can't get over how much you look like I did when I was your age except with your father's genes too you are even more striking and beautiful than I was then. I've been doing some thinking since you both have been gone and before we leave, I feel like I should talk to you about what I have in mind."
"What is it Momma?"
"When Malcolm changed me with the ritual, I did not feel too anxious about it because I knew that if things really went wrong, even without any guarantee that he'd be there to fix things. Now though, Malcolm has not been seen for years. There isn't even any thing like Stephanie's basement where he's known to store things now."
"I guess I jumped into something that I didn't understand. What was it? Magic?"
"You've tapped into some very powerful magic. If you decide you want to go back at some point, I can't see any way for you to do so."
"Momma, I can't think of anything that I would rather be, than to be your daughter."
"You are going to be my daughter, Molly, for the rest of your life. So when we go shopping for you, Molly, it wont be just for a lark. You will be wearing these clothes for as long as they will fit you. When we get you a girl's haircut then that's what you will be wearing till it grows out or is cut again. This is for real and for keeps."
"Momma, I'm ready to be your daughter, Molly, for always. I'll take our shopping seriously because I know I will be wearing these clothes for a while till I outgrow them."
"I'll help her and you shop for her, Mrs. Bensdorf. Together we can come up with something that Molly will be satisfied wearing once she understands things better about being a girl."
"Thank you Molly and Lisa. Molly what kind of hair style are you thinking about?"
"I think for now just long hair with the ends trimmed and with bangs would be alright. That would give me the most options to get it styled differently once I know what kind of style is what I really want."
"That's a good choice, dear. We have an appointment for you to get 'the works' at my salon late this afternoon. We'll shop for you a good basic wardrobe, Molly. Lisa will help me pick out some things to supplement it that the girls your age are wearing now. We'll save both space in your closet and money in the budget for you to pick up some things that you discover that you really want later."
"Thank you, Mother, for not keeping the consequences from me. It's still a great adventure but the stakes are a bit higher since this can be for the rest of my life."
"I don't want to overly worry you, sweetie. Malcolm isn't dead as far as I know. He just has not been seen in a long time. He may come to your rescue if he can and you need him to but it is good that you prepare for the possibility that you are stuck like this."
"Not only will I learn how to be your daughter, Momma, but I will also make you proud of me too."
"I'm already proud of you, sweetie. You are my child and that won't change ever and neither will my unconditional love for you."
"Thank you, Momma! What about going to see the Doctor?"
"I have an appointment for that too after we finish at my salon. Our purpose for getting you to the doctor right now is confirmation that your previous records are now in error. It's better that you will be more comfortable being a girl, so there will be no ambiguity about their diagnosis."
"We want them to say I'm a girl now and that the doctors goofed on my birth certificate that says I'm a boy. Are we ready to go now to the Mall, Momma?"
"Yes, sweetie!; Lisa, your mother will be joining us at the Mall and she'll take you home when Molly and I go to my salon."
"Thank you Mrs. Bensdorf. Told you your Momma would be okay with you, Molly!"
"You were so right, Lisa. I'm glad that I am getting so much help fitting in. What do you feel we should be looking for to round out my wardrobe?"
Lisa came over and started whispering in my ear and I smiled and nodded. Momma escorted us both outside and into the car. I had half expected once we left the house for Momma to try to block view of me in my dress from the view of the neighbors.
She had the idea that we had nothing to be ashamed of and that the sooner that the neighbors knew that she had a daughter the better. Once we were all inside the car, Momma started it and we drove off in good spirits to the mall.
"Momma, you said that you did not change immediately and that's what happened to me too. How did you spend that night after the eclipse and the ritual?"
"Of course, Stephanie spent the night with me in my bedroom. We always have been best friends for as long as I can remember. We took every chance to spend time together either at my house or over at hers."
"Mrs. Bensdorf, do you feel it would be okay if Molly and I could have a sleep over together tonight at your house?"
"That's fine with me, Lisa. We can check with your mother when we meet up with her and set it up. How do you feel about that, Molly? Your first girl's slumber party! "
"That is a great idea, Momma. Thank you Lisa for wanting to spend the night with me. Momma, what happened on your slumber party that night with Stephanie?
"Everything was okay as we had our fun and whispered into the night and we both finally fell asleep. I woke early in the morning uncomfortable and with the feeling that something had changed. I got up and went to the table lamp on my chest of drawers and turned on the light and took a peek down the front of my pajama bottoms."
"Ut Oh! What did you see?"
"It looked different there so I reached down there and touched it and found that it was both real and attached to my body. I rushed over to wake Stephanie, so she could help me figure it out. I remember almost exactly our conversation next:
'Stephanie ... Stephanie ... Stephanie...'
'What time is it?"
'Wake up! Come here!' I helped Stephanie out of bed and led her over to the lamp.
'Now don't scream, Okay?'
'Okay' I held open the front of my pajama bottoms so she could see what I had seen.
'Aiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!' she squealed of course.
'Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhush' I tried to silence her by putting my hand over her mouth and that seemed to calm her a little.
'Is it yours?'
'Of course it is mine. Whose else could it be?'
'Okay, very funny, the joke's over.'
'Joke?'
You got it at the corner store with the rubber spiders and the fake vomit, didn't you?'
'This is a guy's thing, Stephanie.'
'Then it's not your thing.'
'Of course its my thing.'
'Then it's not your thing, its a guy's thing. That's impossible!'
'It's not impossible! Its right here!'
'Well how did it get there?'
'I don't know. I just woke up and there it was.'
'Can you do things with it?'
'Like what?'
'Like ... I don't know.'
'Are we dreaming or something?'
'I don't think so.'
After that I went over and sat in a chair for a while and Stephanie returned to my bed alone. I guess we were waiting to see if it would go away on its own and turn out to be a dream anyway. Girls, we are here at the mall. I guess we can continue my story later."
"How did you feel, Momma when you discovered that you had turned into a boy?"
"Shock of course but Stephanie helped get me through that as we tried to figure out the possibilities until all we had left is that I had turned into a boy. Stephanie turned out to be a true friend when I needed her the most. I have a good feeling about you, Lisa that you will be that true friend that Molly needs right now."
"I've always been friendly with Wally, Mrs. Bensdorf. It wasn't until I realized that she was truly Molly deep down that I finally got to know her and realized what a friend she was to me. Her friendship for me makes it easy for her to become my friend. I hope that I can be the kind of true friend to you, Molly like your mother and my mother are friends."
"I want to be a true friend to you, Lisa. It seems much easier to be true, now that my true self is revealed. Momma the rest of the story can wait ... for now
All It Would Take
Fan Fiction Sequel of the 1986 movie Willy Milly
3 - Surprise
This fan fiction piece is based on the original work, Willy Milly aka Something Special; by Willy Milly Associates, Concorde, copyright 1985.. All original characters and plot lines are the property of the owners, and any resemblance to individuals either living or dead is coincidental. This piece is for entertainment purposes only and is not intended as a copyright infringement. No income is being derived from this fan fiction piece.
Three ~ Surprise
Momma had parked the car over by Georgia Backyard in between Dillard's and Bloomingdale's. I loved shopping with Momma at Perimeter Mall in Dunwoody, even when most of the purchases were for her. I liked to help her finds things to try on and find things to add that something special to her wardrobe.
This time, I would be the focus of the shopping trip and all of the purchases would be for me. We entered at the mall entrance next to Georgia Backyard and walked through the narrow hall way peaking in at the vast array of fancy outdoor furniture visible through the glass wall as we walked past.
"Wait a second, Molly. I almost forgot, every woman has her fragrance. Mom, lent me something for us both to wear. She called it a classic scent. I'll spray it in front of you and you walk through and then do the same for me."
"Okay." Lisa sprayed a mist of the fragrance and I walked into it and I enjoyed so much being engulfed in the fragrance. I felt so giddy as though I were entering the threshold of womanhood. I did the same and I could tell she loved being sprayed with her Momma's good fragrance.
"What is it?"
"Shalimar! Do you like it?" answered my mother in a very haughty sounding voice as though she were speaking as a rich snob.
It was a bit overpowering so I decided to play along and be cute.
"Momma, It stinks!"
"Like mother, like daughter. That's what I said when Stephanie sprayed me with it when we were girls getting ready for the Dance of the Eclipse. Don't worry, even though it is a bit overpowering now, its how it really permeates you but the overpowering scent fades quickly but it leaves behind a great scent that really lasts."
"Come to think of it, I've noticed you wearing Shalimar before when there was a special occasion between you and Daddy. And now I know what it was."
"If you are a good girl then we'll get you a bottle of your own and you can continue the family tradition if you like the scent after wearing it awhile."
We emerged from the hall into the mall with the mall entrance to Bloomingdales on the right and opposite a seating area filled not with iron benches but expensive furniture that would be right at home in the Governor's Mansion on East Paces Ferry Road. I caught sight of an older woman sitting in one of the chairs and I broke into a run. She saw me as well and stood up to receive me with a great big hug.
"Granny Niceman! I love you so much. I'm Molly!"
"I love you, too, Molly. Its so good to meet my granddaughter!"
Lisa and Momma joined us by the seating area as I emerged from the hug and Granny Niceman motioned for me to step back and twirl for her.
"You look very nice, Molly. You look a lot like Milly did when she was your age. Who smells so good?"
I indicated with a feminine folding of my fingers inward pointing at my chest that it was me even though I knew it was Lisa too. "Thanks Granny. How did you get here? Where's Gramps?"
"We took MARTA from the airport and I walked over here from the Marta Station by the Mall. Your Gramps and I were met by your father who has both our luggage and your Gramps and he's taking both of them home. They were doing a little scheming so they may have a surprise when we get home."
"Mother, how was your trip?'
"The flight went well and security was great at the airport. We had picked up our luggage in record time and got on the Airport MARTA station."
"Thank goodness for MARTA. I believe its the best rapid transit anywhere in the country but I'm biased believing that we Georgians do have the best southern hospitality. Have you eaten yet?"
"I'm famished. Perhaps we could all go to the food court and get something to eat before we start shopping for Molly's wardrobe update. I see that the makeover has already begun. You look nice, Molly."
"Thanks, Granny. Could you tell me how you got the news that Momma had changed and how you reacted?"
"Sure, Molly. We learned some lessons with Milly's experience that we can put to good use."
We entered the food court and Granny invited us all to sit down at a table that was centrally located.
"Milly could you and Lisa go get our meal. You know what I like and I'm sure that you can choose something appropriate for Molly's first lunch as well while I get acquainted with my granddaughter."
"Sure, Momma. Lisa would you like to help me carry things back?"
"Sure Mrs. Bensdorf." Lisa followed Momma towards one of the food places that ran along all the walls in the food court. I looked to Granny, looking forward to our conversation.
"How do you feel about this change? I know that the spell is supposed to give you your deepest darkest heart's desire but that doesn't guarantee that you are going to be pleased with the results."
"I'm okay with it. It was scary at the beginning. I guess I really did not know how girls are made but now I do and it feels like I should have been one from the beginning. I'm sure that I don't want to hide the change and tryout being the girl that I am now."
"I'm glad that you have such a good idea about this. I'm glad that you have a chance trying out being on our side of things. You have taken an interest in a number of things that girls like and now you won't stick out doing them even though I've seen your Mother support you whether an activity seemed gender appropriate or not to some of the people who rely on stereotypes."
"I'm not sure how this ride will turn out but I'm ready to hold on tight and see where it takes me."
"Sweetie, I want you to continue to remain honest with your Mother and I about how you feel about this and don't make assumptions. You may feel that you are trapped into being a girl by the circumstances and stuck this way. You are not. You need to be the person you are inside. Even if we can't find a magical way out of this, there are medical means to give you back the appearance of a boy if that is who you really are inside. We will love you no matter who you discover you are inside and who you want to look like outside. We will help you discover just who you are now so you will be better able to discover what is right for you."
"Thanks Granny. I love you so much and I really feel so loved right now. Almost everyone has been great."
"Almost? You must mean your best friend Gary. How are you doing about what happened with him?"
"Oh Granny! I feel like I have lost my best friend. His mother made him apologize to me for how he reacted when I told him I was a girl. He sounded sincere but the look in his eyes told me that he's never going to voluntarily come around me again. Fortunately for me, his twin sister Lisa has become a true friend now. We did some things together before but we did not really hang out since she was with other girls. Now that I'm a girl too, she has promised that we will be close and I don't believe she is just trying to make up for what her brother did."
"I'm glad that you are forming closer bonds with girls your age. That will help you to fit in when you go back to school this fall. I see your Mother and Lisa coming this way with our meal. Remember Molly that you can always tell me anything. I look forward to making up for lost time and passing down to you things from my experience that can help you. The next few years can be really confusing with changes to your body and noticing Boys for the first time. Every girl goes thru something like this, but not quite the miracle that you've encountered. I helped your mother thru her experience and I'm ready to do the same for you."
"Thank you Granny. It feels so good that I can come to you for anything even with this being as weird as it is. I'm glad to finally be your granddaughter inside and out."
"We're back. Momma I know how you like Chik-fil-a's grilled chicken salad so I got that for you, your granddaughter and I. Lisa decided she would like that too so we will all be enjoying the same meal."
"I see you brought some of their delicious lemonade as well for each of us. Thank you Milly."
If eating salads were ladylike, then I was going to enjoy eating my meals since I loved salads. After Momma distributed the salads around to everyone and Lisa gave everyone their drinks, utensils and napkins we all settled down and started eating. My Granny was the most feminine woman among us so I looked carefully how she ate sneaking small bites in between chatting and taking small sips of her lemonade and I copied her way of eating.
"Mrs. Niceman, your daughter told us how she discovered her change. Could you tell us how you got the news?"
"I'd be glad to tell you and Molly, Lisa. I was in the kitchen that morning still in my housecoat, mixing up some orange juice when Stephanie, in her nightgown, came in alone with something on her mind and I assumed it was breakfast. The conversation went something like this:"
"Mrs. Niceman..."
"Breakfast will be in an hour, Stephy"
"Mrs. Niceman..." Stephanie stopped to see if I was really paying attention so I stopped mixing the Orange juice and I looked over at her for a moment.
"Yes?" I had turned back to the orange juice as Stephanie began again.
"Mrs. Niceman, Milly...uhhh " The mention of my daughter's name was enough for me to give Stephanie my full attention. I picked up my coffee mug and took a sip from it as though to reassure her that all was normal.
"Milly ..." The attention I paid Stephanie widened to concern as I observed Stephanie labored to get it out. I leaned in and nodded to her to continue.
"Yes, dear." I willed her to break free of her difficulty and let me know what it was about Milly that made talking about it difficult. I took a sip of my coffee to assure her that all was okay and hoped that in the next attempt that Stephanie could get it all out.
"Milly has a .... surprise." There was a glimmer of relief on Stephanie's face as if she had revealed some secret. I felt like the girls wanted to have some fun with me so I would play along.
"Oh, I love surprises!" I put down my coffee mug as Stephanie reached for my hand.
"Come on!" Stephanie, took me by the hand and led me away from the kitchen out thru one door on to the porch and then back in thru another door and then up the stairs to Milly's room.
I saw Milly standing by her window. I didn't want to prolong the suspense so I just questioned her.
"Milly, what's the ... Aiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!" I screamed when Milly pulled down her PJ bottom and panties to reveal that she was now a boy. It took me a little while to regain my composure after that but I finally accomplished it for Milly's sake.
Momma interjected, "Even today, the word 'surprise' around our family has become a euphemism for that particular body part."
"Mrs. Niceman, what was running thru your mind after you had calmed down a little bit?"
"Lisa, I knew I had to tell my husband about it but I could not seem to imagine how, just as it had perplexed Stephanie how to tell me what had happened."
"Did you want to know where the surprise came from?"
"I was curious, but the most important thing was to help Milly, right then and show my love for her. I was hopeful that things could be resolved since Milly appeared to be normal aside from the physical change which had occurred."
"Do you feel normal, Molly aside from the physical changes that have occurred in you?"
"I don't really know how to answer that, Lisa. I don't feel any different mentally but I don't know what is normal."
"Normal is overrated! Take it from me, Molly!" said my mother with a wink.
"I've always been raised so that I never have felt like I couldn't do anything just because I was a boy. I love cooking and housekeeping and I do those things very well and I feel needed and appreciated for doing them to help in the household. I don't feel like what I like to do is part of how I express my gender, or rather how I did express my gender before I became a girl."
"I know that when I wanted to take metal shop because I like learning how to make things work, that you helped smooth things over with the boys and it became okay for me to be there. I had a camaraderie with the boys not because we shared the same gender expression but because we shared the same avocation. "
"Because I have had experiences that mostly only girls have, I have felt a camaraderie with girls. I also have interests that boys have and I have felt a connection in avocation with boys as well."
"Girls, from my experience, I believe that the real test of how you express gender doesn't come about until love and attraction enters the picture."
"Thank you, Mrs. Niceman."
"You are welcome, girls."
We all finished lunch and then we hurried over for me to get to my appointment at the salon in time.
I finally recovered from my shock enough to doubt the wisdom of going to our mall with Mother's Salon instead of some place on the south side of Atlanta, maybe Southlake Mall. Momma had gone thru this once before so I hoped she knew what she was doing.
The receptionist was very cheerful and greeted us warmly. " Mrs. Bensdorf, welcome back to Caroline's Salon. This must be your daughter Molly. Molly, welcome. Your Mother has told us all about this being your coming out as a young woman and we hope your makeover will be fun and you will enjoy this new adventure. I'm assigning Tina to help you through out your time with us today. Tina ordinarily is a part time shampoo girl and she will be doing your shampoo today."
I looked with wide eyed surprise that Tina was indeed the Tina that Lisa and I knew. Tina came over and gave me a little hug and whispered in my ear, "It's okay. We'll talk later" She spoke where everyone could hear after that. "Come on Molly. Lets get you into a smock and then we'll start your makeover with me taking you to see your stylist. How does that sound?"
"It sounds wonderful, Tina. Lead on! Lisa, I'm in good hands here. Could you maybe go with my Mother and Grandmother and give them some guidance on what girls are wearing now?"
"If that is what you really want, Molly?"
"I'm fine, Tina will take good care of me."
"Okay, Have fun Molly!" Grandmother gave me a kiss on the cheek while Momma planted a kiss on the other cheek. She left me her credit card and some money for my purse with instructions on tipping. The three of them left me in Tina's care.
Tina led me into the changing room and pointed out the clean smocks but instead of leaving and giving me privacy to change, She pulled the door to with both of us inside.
"Wally, what is this about your mother thinking you are transgender and you doing an experiment to find your true gender expression? The Salon is more than willing to help a sister come out of her shell but if any one from school finds out you are doing this, it will be the end for you. I'm so worried about your well being."
"Tina, It really is Molly now and not because I am transgender, it's because I am a girl for real now. Now don't scream!" I pulled down my bottom and panties and revealed that I indeed was one of the girls now. Tina was prepared to scream but was rather let down when she saw that I indeed was a girl now.
"How can this be, Wh.. uh.. Molly?"
"What it was ... was Magic! We can talk about this more, later but you are right about this transgender story being dangerous. I can't pull my panties down in front of the boys from school to prove I'm a girl now for real. Can we do things with this makeover that will make it difficult for the boys to recognize me?"
"We can try, Molly. I'm your friend and you can count on me to help. We'll make you so unlike Wally that no one will associate the two of you by sight. But Molly, you still move like a boy. In spite of all of the girl activities, you really still are all boy under all of that new girl flesh you have."
"Why do you say that, Tina? Didn't you join in with all those compliments about how great a wife I'd be someday?"
"Molly, Both Lisa and I teased you out of admiration for your determination to not let other people's hang-ups get in the way of you doing what made you happy. Don't you agree that humor is the best way of handling a situation like that? Those who make something out of it are completely humorless as well as being clueless."
"I guess you are right, Tina. Thanks."
"You're welcome, Molly. Can I pry a little cause it may help?"
"Depends?"
"That's fair. Are you taking dance classes, perhaps on the south side of town?"
"How? I thought Mom and I had completely covered our tracks on that."
"I noticed that you were being a lot more graceful in the way that you moved. Just before you crossed the line, you suddenly were moving a lot more macho. In fact, the macho movement along with the macho attitude that you picked up then, really helped you."
"It's true. I was taking ballet in Morrow. We had a recital at the Clayton County Performing Arts Center, where Bruce Edwards saw me perform. He came backstage after the recital and arranged to talk to my teachers and Mother later. He saw real potential in me and he felt that it would be beneficial to me to get some training to be 'macho'. I saw it as a chance to figure out who I am."
"That's why you were going to be great boyfriend material. Everything was on your terms. Now Molly, you might like to let the macho go. If you could show some of that dancer's grace it would help, It's okay now to move like a girl. Do you know what it is to be 'grounded' and "closed" in your movements?"
I'm sure that my face showed my sudden realization. "I get it! That's the opposite of what I had to learn when I was taught how to be macho! I can do that ! Tina, could you correct me in the way that I move while we are together. Lisa gave me a crash course but it's going to take a while before it becomes normal to move that way for me."
"Of course, Molly. We really have to get going, now! I can't wait till there is more time and you can tell me the whole story. Lets get you out of that top and into a smock quickly."
"Thank you Tina for not outing me and for being my friend and helping."
"Welcome to girlhood, Molly!"
Tina pulled my top over my head after unloosening the buttons to reveal my bosom bundled up in a bra. While Tina picked up a smock and had me raise my hands so she could place it over my head she told me, "Nice boobies, Molly. You are not just one of the girls, you're also a young woman, too. Congratulations!"
"Thanks!" I answered as Tina, once the smock was in place, put away my top in one of the lockers
"Molly, the next step is to go to your hair stylist. I believe that a color change would draw a distinction between the Tom boy you were and the young woman you are embracing now. Would you like to be a red head? With your light completion, I really feel you could pull it off." The word Tom boy seemed to be our code word for my old life as Wally.
"That sounds like fun to me. I guess you are going for such an outrageously beautiful girl that no one could ever connect me to that Tom boy." I said rather tongue in cheek, never believing that it might be possible to make me into an outrageous beauty instead of a plain Jane.
"I'll get her to go ahead with your hair color then, Molly. I can tell you are doubting but with the talented people at this salon we have been known to have worked small miracles. "
"After what I have experienced already, I would be foolish to completely discount anything, right?"
Tina and I giggled together and introduced me to the stylist, Louise. After a few conspiratorial exchanges between them, the stylist had me look at some hair styles and some hair color swatches. We came to a joint decision of a style and a color that I could change to on this visit today based on the present state of my hair. She left to go mix up the hair color.
"No one else is able to overhear us now, Molly. You did very well walking over here from the shampoo chair and sitting down gracefully in this chair. Could you tell me about your beauty secret?"
"I don't recommend it. You know what it did to me, and it was left over magic that my mother discovered. She spent time in her youth as a boy courtesy of the ritual that she enacted from the Neskapi Indians and their magic."
"No! That's not my idea of a beauty secret. She was a boy, really?"
"Yes, she told me about it. She got to be a boy which gave her the chance to realize her deepest darkest heart's desire. She thought that becoming a boy would make it so she would be taken seriously for the things she did. That's why Momma always takes what I want to do seriously and supports me."
"So is the change temporary?"
"It took a different magic to turn my mother back into a girl that she used up. The person she got it from has disappeared.. Mother feels like I am stuck like this."
"That's too bad, Molly. It's amazing you are so calm about this".
"Everything has happened so quickly so far that I haven't had a chance to think about it much."
"Turning you into a girl was what the magic did to give you your deepest darkest heart's desire? As permissive as your mother is, there is nothing that you could do as a girl that you couldn't do as a boy."
"You'd think that. I guess the point of this is for me to find out why I became a girl. It won't help my cause to panic but I'm really just going on inertia right now. Eventually, things will catch up with me and I will depend on you and Lisa along with my family to get me thru it."
"... and Gary too."
"Gary hates me, now. Lisa's mother made him apologize to me, but I will be very surprised if he ever talks to me again. As far as he was concerned, me being a girl was the absolute worst thing that I could have turned into. He treated me roughly until he finally realized that my bosom and hair were real and not a fake. Once he realized that I was a real girl, he quit attacking me but still talked to me hatefully."
"Oh no, Molly! I am so sorry that you had to go thru that. You'll discover that when a boy acts like that, there is usually something more to it. Your friendship can be reclaimed but it will take learning what besides your change contributed to his reacting like that. Hopefully once you discover what that is, you will be able to reach out to help Gary."
"I never thought about that way, Tina. I'll do my best to discover what may have contributed to his action."
"Good girl, Molly. Here comes your stylist back with the hair dye. Enjoy!"
"Thanks, Tina!" I would not have long to wonder what I would look like with Auburn hair. 'Girls sure have a lot more freedom with their appearance!' I wonder if that could be my deepest darkest heart's desire. Tina disappeared since the salon seemed to be filling up due to more clients and more hair stylists arriving at their stations. What had seemed deserted was getting to be crowded quickly.
"Molly, I have everything ready for you. Soon you'll have what your friend Tina said was your heart's desire to find out what it would be like to be a redhead. The dye can sting but it's not supposed to be uncomfortable so if you feel anything strange, let me know. The smell can get interesting, but its just another example of what we girls do to be beautiful."
"Thanks, Louise." Louise was very skilled at what she was doing. Before I knew it, in spite of the interesting smell, my hair was completely covered in the dye and Tina was back to lead me off somewhere to wait for the color to finish it's work.
"You are going to come out with some beautiful color, Molly. Louise really is a sorceress, when it comes to color. We've filled up so I'm going to ask you to sit up in the front by the receptionist while you are waiting for your color to finish."
"That's okay, Tina. I'll be fine and it won't be too long before the next step. What is that by the way?"
"The next stop is to my shampoo chair to wash out that dye once its work is done. Ordinarily you would have done that first thing except that you decided to get color this time. I'm off to do a couple of shampoo's while you are waiting for the dye. See you in twenty."
I picked up a fashion magazine and began to read as Tina disappeared round the corner. I was kinda startled by Max coming up to me and clearing his throat to get my attention. I was even more startled to see that Gary was following close behind him.
"Hi, I'm Max and this is my friend Gary. You look our age but I've never seen you at school." Max looked like I expect that I had looked when I had talked to a girl I was interested in for the first time, only this time, I was the girl. How wierd is that!
"Well I'm not from around here. I'm from back east. Uhhh Maine mmmm Russia." Now how could I turn that stumble mouth into something that would make sense. I had to be very creative
"So which is it, Russia or Maine. You are kinda vague, ummmm and what's your name?" Gary wasn't making it easy with the question. Obviously, he knows who I am so why isn't he outing me. I can see by the expression on his face that he's taking pleasure in my discomfort.
"I smiled my best smile and began my explaination. "Gary, is it? I'm Molly and I'm from East Maine, Russia. It's way away from everyone in the North-East South-West part of the country. I'm staying with the Bensdorf family as an exchange student. Their son Wally is going to be an exchange student with my family over there." I could tell that Gary wanted to roll his eyes at me but I was doing the best I could. I was really scared that any time they would realize who I really was..
"Yes, I'm Gary. Molly sounds a little too American to be a Russian name." Gary was a bit more restrained than I thought he might have been but he took my embellishment in stride.
"Molly is an Americanized version of my nickname. My real name is so long and so full of consonants that you'd never pronounce it. I'm going to take the Bensdorf last name while I am here so it will be so much easier."
Max was looking Gary off with a kinda like 'I saw her first lay off' look which Gary got the message and let Max talk to me. "I bet all the boys were in mourning when you left, Molly. Russia's loss is our gain!"
I felt that acting interested and being as attractive as I could be in a smock and head wrap would be best to not give myself away to Max."Max you are very kind. I think I will like it here if all the boys are as nice to me as you have been."
Gary had a mischevious look and I prepared for another zinging question "Molly,what kind of activities did you participate in when you were living in Russia?"
Actually I could answer that one because the activities that I participated in Morrow that no one in Dunwoody knew about came to mind. "I was in the future homemaker's club, I was part of our ballet company, and I enjoyed playing field hockey."
Those are things I could do openly in Dunwoody now since I didn't have a macho image to protect. I'd really miss the girls that I had participated in those activities with but I guess it will be easier if they think Wally is in Russia as an exchange student.
Max perked up at the mention of Field Hockey and I wondered what he had on his mind."Molly,I hear that they were thinking about forming a field hockey team at one of the schools in our area but they didn't do it because a boy wanted to be on the team too and without him, there were not enough players signed up to form a team."
Gary looked at me with disdain as he asked, "Molly, can you imagine a boy on the field hockey team?"
It was just for that reason that I did not tell Gary that I was the boy who had wanted in on the field hockey team that was forming. I was glad to find the one in Morrow to play on.
I answered Gary's question more to see how Max would react since I knew how Gary felt. "If he really wanted to play field hockey because his build let him fit in and he really enjoyed the game, I can't see any harm in it, It's the kind of game where if they built teams based on weight, that might be a bit more protections from someone being overwhelmingly large. Back home there were enough boys who wanted to play that they had their own separate team."
Gary would not let it go. "That's okay, I just feel that we are all better off if we stay on the side of the gender line that we were born to be."
I had only been a girl for a short time but I felt pride in who I was and in my new gender."Isn't that a bit medieval? After all, women can do most things that a man can do and in a lot of cases , a whole lot better as well."
Max joined in the conversation as well and any doubt about why he hung with Gary was removed. "Maybe, I like the way things are divided right now. Women are more suited to looking beautiful and men to doing menial chores."
I was really frustrated. Why couldn't boys take me at face value instead of how much they valued my face. "Why don't you join us in the twenty first century how bout it? Honestly! "
Max looked as if he got it and he proved it when he replied."When you put it that way, Molly, I guess I may be overreacting. I just like things to be the way that I expect them."
I could not help myself now that my point was made. I had to reply with something mysterious and engimatic while trying to do it in my sexiest voice. "Change is not only unavoidable, but it also can help in ways that you cant imagine."
This placed the conversation in a stall since Gary wasn't prepared to zing me again with Max seeming to come around to my side. What I had just said left both of them speachless for a moment. I hoped that they would really think about it but I feared that the change of heart was more temporary to win points with me rather than something real yet.
I looked in the direction that Tina disappeared to hoping she would come rescue me. How in the world did I get into this and where would it end? It's really true that the best surprise is no surprise! So far, so good. I had not been found out, yet.
All It Would Take
Fan Fiction Sequel of the 1986 movie Willy Milly
4 - Can't I Be Both?
This fan fiction piece is based on the original work, Willy Milly aka Something Special; by Willy Milly Associates, Concorde, copyright 1985.. All original characters and plot lines are the property of the owners, and any resemblance to individuals either living or dead is coincidental. This piece is for entertainment purposes only and is not intended as a copyright infringement. No income is being derived from this fan fiction piece.
Four ~ Can't I Be Both?
I was amazed to see Tina come up from a different direction entirely. I looked her way and quit holding back the look of terror on my face while she could see me but the boys didn't. She gave me a knowing look along with a smile that allowed me to relax and know that she would make everything alright.
"Boys, I'm afraid I need Miss Molly now. Trust me on this, this next step can't be delayed. Tina walked in front of me and extended a hand to help me get up gracefully with everything that I had on that I wasn't used to on top of not being used to my new body.
I looked back over at Max who looked disappointed and Gary who looked relieved that our chance encounter was over.
"I have to go, now, Max. I'm so sorry. Perhaps another time?"
"I'd like that very much, Molly. Good Luck!"
"Right this way, Miss Molly" Tina pointed the way and I gracefully moved to exit the chair and start to follow her only turning back to wave goodbye to both Gary and Max.
We parted without another word from Gary. I had been surprised at how just under the surface of Gary's manners was still an aversion to me. I wasn't sure just how much of that restraint was for Max's benefit or if he knew he could not go beyond a certain point without more reprisals.
Tina led me to her shampoo chair and began giving me a shampoo to remove the dye from my hair.
"Tina, I am so glad that you arrived when you did. I don't know why but Max didn't have a clue to who I was but Gary sure did. I was so afraid that Gary would out me."
"Well outing you would out him as well for his connection to you as his friend when you were a Tom boy. Don't be so scared of Gary, if you don't push him, he'll keep your secret for his own reasons.
"Guess you're right, Tina. Being scared of Gary wasn't my only problem."
"Yeah, you had that deer caught in the headlights look. Max can be quite a charmer towards the ladies when he wants to be. "
"Well Duh! I was being charmed by a boy for the first time ever!"
"And?" Lisa was looking over at me like she knew I was holding something back.
"And I think I liked it. Does that make me wierd?"
"Nope! Makes you a girl, Molly. Enjoy it!"
"Tina, speaking of firsts, this is the first time that I've been in a full service salon. My father had a loyalty to a style shop that originally was a barber shop in his father's day. You have a wonderful way of taking care of me!"
"It's all just part of our care for our clients, Molly. I'm glad you've let those 'Tom boy' days go! Maybe, you will enjoy being a girl!." Tina winked and smiled at me as she covered publicly like she would for the cover story 'experiment'.
"My first shampoo in a salon is something else. I'll never shampoo my hair before I get my hair cut just to save money. This is too good to miss."
"Miss, you are so right!" We laughed together as I laid back as my seat reclined to the point that my hair was in a basin and my neck rested at the edge of it. It was so wonderful for Tina to wet my hair and then the wonderful scent of the shampoo and my head being massaged as she worked the shampoo into my hair.
"I am so jealous of your hair, Molly. It's so rich and thick, naturally straight but very full of body."
I laid back and enjoyed being taken care of and the sensations I was feeling for the first time. with my instantly grown overnight shoulder length hair. Even though it was the hair that I was feeling, what consumed me the most was the view that I had looking down at my own instant cleavage. Since I was so distracted from laying out, Tina used the signal we had worked out for me to be conscious of keeping my legs together, several times.
"Your mother authorized you getting all new personal care products from the salon, Molly, so you'll go home with a whole new set of hair care products to take home. You'll get to immerse yourself in the sensations and scents of this at home as well.
"Bath time is going to be a lot more fun from now on!" We both giggled together. Being a girl was going to be a lot of discovery in the short term once things slowed down enough for me to have some private time.
"Molly, we are just about thru, all that is left is for me to rinse your hair."
"Thank you so much for introducing me to such enjoyment, Tina. I'm very lucky that we both are involved in public service or else a Tom boy like I have been might not had the chance to spend time with you and growing together as friends." I smiled up at her and she gave me a peck on my forehead. After all to short a time Tina rinsed my hair of the shampoo.
"I'm proud that you are my friend, Molly. You are an amazing person! Next stop for you is back to Louise to get your hair cut"
Tina patted my hair dry and wrapped up my hair in a towel like a turban. She was about to help me up when my cell gave it's text ring. I looked at it and gasp. It was from Gary!
'Witch sty awy frm Max'
Tina saw how my spirits dropped and took the cell from my hands.
"I'm so sorry, Molly. I guess that Gary is holding a grudge. Well, you're gonna find out what a lift it is to be pampered so let's get you back to that." Tina then helped me get up.
"Lead on Tina" Tina brought me back to Louise's station.
"I'll take it from here, Tina. I'll call you when she's ready for her next treat" Louise took the turban off and began to manipulate my hair.
"Molly, we can do a lot with your hair. What would you like?"
"I'm not used to asking for what I want. I'd like to see what having bangs are like and long hair. I'd like the ends of my hair to be cut even."
"You did pretty good, Molly. You may not know what the names of hair styles are but you made your wants understood to me. That's good."
I'm not sure exactly what Louise did because she was a sorceress with the shears as well. Before long she had cut my hair and combed it out . She placed a quick call and turned my chair around to the mirror and gave me a hand mirror to look at the back.
"Louise, that's amazing! I can't believe how beautiful I look with my new style and hair color."
"Thank you Molly! Tina should be here soon to take you to your next stop. Oh here she is!"
I looked and Tina was rounding the corner all smiles. "You look wonderful Molly. Are you ready for our next stop?"
"Sure!" Just then Lisa appeared followed by Mom and Grandma. "We came to collect you, Molly!"
"She isn't done yet, she's hardly started."
"We've come to an impasse. Even though the clothes fit me and I'm Molly's size, today's styles are outside their comfort zone. With Molly so recently being a Tom Boy, they want to make sure that my choices are not too much for you."
Lisa, is right, Sweetie. We need you for the rest of this shopping trip. Some basics we were able to cover with an assortment but we need you before we agree to the kind of style that Lisa says that you need to wear to fit in with the other girls. I'll make it up to you, Sweetie by doing the rest of your makeover later. You look very sweet as a redhead with your new haircut!"
"Okay, Momma. I guess the rest can wait. Lets go shopping! Tina, can you lead me back to where my clothes are?"
"Instead of putting those on, wear these that we just bought." Lisa handed me a bag with an outfit inside it.
"Okay Tina?"
"Sure, Molly. Let's go!"
Tina led me back to the changing room and I took off the smock and changed into the outfit in the bag. The sizes were right on and checking out my appearance in the mirror, I really liked what I saw. This girl in the mirror was really hot and that girl was me!
"Look at the new girl strut her stuff!"
"I feel really good in this outfit, Tina. Lisa did good and so did you Tina. I'll be back soon for the rest of the treatment"
"You better, Molly! Be careful and call me later and fill me in on the rest. Okay?"
"Sure Tina"
"There she is! Are you comfortable in those clothes, Sweetie?"
"I am Momma. C'mon let's go!"
"Okay!"
We waved goodbye to Tina and checked out with the receptionist while setting up a return appointment for me to do the rest. Lisa had a self assured 'I told you so' grin at how I was glowing in the outfit that she had picked out for me. Sure it was emerald green with a low scooped neck and a short skirt but instead of being self conscious in it, I felt really good. I admit that I felt a tad bit sexy in it too and sexy felt really good.
We went back past the food court and I just had to have a yogurt. Momma said we could stop so we all gathered around the table . Grandma and Lisa went to get the yogurt cones while Momma and I caught our breaths.
"Even the shopping trip is going to have to be cut short. I have to get you to the Doctors to get checked out when its time for your appointment"
"S'ok Momma. By the way when is Lisa's Mother meeting us?"
"How about now, Hi Milly and Molly"
"Steph!" Momma got up and she hugged her friend then I hugged her too.
"Molly you look great as a redhead. I love your new haircut and outfit."
"Thank you Mrs. Winners. I'm glad you got to join us for this."
"This is a lot more fun than the shopping trip that we went on to outfit Willy with his new wardrobe. Shopping for boy's clothes is so boring."
Grandma and Lisa came with the cones and much to my surprise, there was one for Lisa's Mother as well.
"Hi Mom" Lisa took a yogurt cone and passed it to her as well as passing one to Grandma, Momma and me.
"Thank you Lisa" was echoed as we all took our cones.
"I had to spin a tale about who I am back at the Salon. Max spotted me as I was waiting for my color to take. I think that he has a crush on me. He asked where I was from and I got flustered and mentioned Maine and Russia in my garbled response. Gary was with him and questioned me without giving me away."
"Whatcha say?"
"I told Max that I was an exchange student named Molly from Russia and that I was living with the Bensdorfs and that Wally was going to live as an exchange student in Russia"
"That could work actually."
"Ya think?"
"Well I just changed schools across town. How we got away with it was a miracle."
"Well it had the advantage in that it didn't last that long before you were back as Milly""
"Steph, have you heard anything from Malcolm?"
"Not a word, Milly. I've looked to see if he left anything behind with a clue to his whereabouts and nothing shows up.I'm sorry"
"Thank you for trying, Steph."
"Molly, how did you decide so soon to embrace being a girl. I remember that even after we'd taken her to the doctors she still was unable to make a clear choice."
"I guess I felt that I could do okay as either a boy or girl. Momma never judged me for what I wanted to do but others have. That's why we did the ballet and field hockey on the south side of town. Grandma, would you tell me how it went for Mom?"
"Sure Molly, things went like this right after we came from the doctors.The Doctors said that she would have to make a choice. Somehow they felt like Milly had to have been born that way.:"
"I imagine that they never were as intimately involved with the Neskapi Indians as we were, Molly."
"Of that I'm sure Momma."
"Go ahead and tell Molly about it, Mom. I can see how it could help Molly to know how my decision was reached."
"Well it started when Milly asked in the Doctor's office just before we left, 'Can't I be both?' We got Milly home and began our own discussion of that starting with her Father's assessment of the situation as it stood then:"
"There will be no grey in this house. For fourteen years, we thought you were a girl. That's okay. That's alright. Any one can make a mistake. And now you are telling us you want to be a boy."
"Milly replied, 'Well, I think so. Yes!'"
"I reacted, 'I can't believe this.; I can't believe this.'
"Milly's father continued, 'And you want to be a girl too.'"
"Well, on the outside, I'll be a boy. For all practical purposes, I'll be a boy."
"I pleaded with Milly since I was so upset about what she planned to do, 'Be a liberated woman. Be what ever you want. But not a boy!'"
Milly got up from the couch and came over to me and held my hands to comfort me. 'I'll still be a girl on the inside, Ma. That will be our secret.'"
"Then Milly's Father took charge and stated, 'No! No! No! There will be no girlish boys in this family. You make your decision and abide by it. Black or White. ' He gestured with both hands powerfully raised, Boy!' He lowered them in a limp wrist girlish gesture, 'Or girl.' "
"Fred wouldn't let Milly be a girl inside so I felt like I had lost her. 'Oh God! Milly. Please. The years of ballet, the posture lessons, your braces, your junior miss colonial bedroom set! Honey, please, stay on my side.'
Fred interrupted with the beginning of a shouting match, "Your side? Is that what it is? Your side?"
"Fred, she has always been a girl!"
"Now, she wants to be a boy!"
"Well, her being a boy is ridiculous!"
"Well, I'm a boy. Am I ridiculous?"
"It was with a lot of self restraint that I didn't fill the opening that Fred left for me. Milly had already left when we began to raise our voices"
Stephanie added, "I was on the roof outside Milly's window looking at the stars when Milly asked me, 'Do you think this was my deepest, darkest, heart's desire?"
"Could be."
"The doctors said that it was there all the time."
"Well I guess they had never heard of the Neskapi Indians before."
"Oh God, Steph. It's like there is this whole other side of me that I've never seen. Do you think that I should do it, I mean, try it out at least?"
"I didn't know what to answer so I just kept silent. Milly was still thinking about her decision when I went home."
Momma explained, "In the end I left it to fate.; I had my name, Milly, in cardboard, plaid letters attached to my bulletin board with thumbtacks. I spun the leading M around and when it stopped it ceased being an 'M' and instead pointed up to be a 'W' and my name Milly had become Willy. I informed my parents of my final decision and pledged to Dad that I would try to be all boy. He accepted that and the preparations started for my new life as Willy."
"Hey, I did the same thing too! only when the W in Wally became an 'M' I didn't like Mally which would have made me a Mallorie. That's French for luckless. Not me at all! I changed it to Molly instead."
"Are you sure that you gave it enough thought before you made your choice, Molly?"
"In the end, I believed the same way that you did, Momma. I'd discovered a whole other side of me. I believe it is because you let me discover that gender did not have to be a barrier to doing what I wanted to do, that I could understand what gender really is and which gender matched the real me."
'"I'm very proud of you Molly.; It's okay to reconsider your decision if you need to since gender is one thing that it is good to be certain about once you have tried out living as a girl for a while"
"Thanks Momma. If I have my doubts, you'll be the first to know. I have faith in you to fix it even if Malcolm is no where to be found."
We finished our cones and we all descended on the stores with a purpose in mind. Little did I know that the blouses, slacks, shorts, skirts and dresses along with shoes and purses would only be enough to take care of immediate needs. In order to really build a wardrobe, It would take some extensive shopping trips over the next year to round out my wardrobe.
Browsing the discount racks was very profitable since we were able to get some basics for the previous season at great prices. However I found that just because something had a low price tag, didn't mean it was a bargain even if it did fit me. It may as well stay in the store it all it would do was hang in my closet and never get worn.
Much sooner than I would have liked, Momma warned us that it was time for us to go to see the doctor for me. Lisa and her mother said goodbye while Momma, Grandma and I loaded both us and my new clothes into the car and we went off to see the doctor.
On the way to the doctors, I wondered what they would say about me. More than that I wondered if I had accepted being a girl too quickly. My own mother had gone thru the same thing and it seemed like she had thought about it a great deal more than I had done before I made my decision. Could it be that the reason that I accepted being a girl so easily is that I had been one all along?
All It Would Take
Fan Fiction Sequel of the 1986 movie Willy Milly
5 - Law Of Unpredictability
This fan fiction piece is based on the original work, Willy Milly aka Something Special; by Willy Milly Associates, Concorde, copyright 1985.. All original characters and plot lines are the property of the owners, and any resemblance to individuals either living or dead is coincidental. This piece is for entertainment purposes only and is not intended as a copyright infringement. No income is being derived from this fan fiction piece.
Five ~ Law of Unpredictability
It never could be as simple as that could it? That I accepted being a girl so easily because I had been one all along? No, it had to be more than that. Sure, being a girl made my enjoyment of things I loved, a lot less complicated since I would not have to be covert with them anymore, living a secret life. However I had found a way to do the things I liked without appearing outwardly as a girl.
Mom's On*Star Phone rang and we were all treated to her conversation with the Dr's office.
"Hello Mrs. Bensdorf, Dr Nelson here."
"Dr. Nelson, we should be there momentarily."
"I'd like for you to divert to Emory University Hospital instead. I'm sorry that I'm catching you enroute but after studying your Crawford Long Hospital Records concerning the incident in your medical history that you referred me to in reference to your son Wally's condition. I have a better option for you. Dr Reinhart who reviewed your case then, is now Administrative head of research for Emory University. She's offered to devote the considerable resources at her disposal to help Wally. She's ready to see Wally as soon as you can get him there, if you will accept their help."
Momma looked at the rear view mirror at us and both Granny and I were nodding our agreement.
"Thank you Dr Nelson. Please convey our acceptance. "
"Excellent Mrs. Bensdorf! I'll have Emory call you with the details where to take Wally."
"Good bye, Dr Nelson!"
"Goodbye." Momma hung up the hands free phone and told us, "I'm going to have to turn around in the Doctor's office High Rise's parking lot since we are here already. It's going to be a bit longer drive to get to Emory University Hospital.'
"Momma, that's the best research hospital in the Atlanta Area. Crawford Long is part of the Emory system now, isn't it?"
"Yes, that's right sweetie. Not only is Emory the best, but having Dr Reinhart see you means that she is best qualified to deal with your situation since she dealt with mine. Perhaps, they even have had some breakthroughs about the Naskapi Indians since then, Molly"
"I hope so Momma!"
"We have a while to go down south Ashford Dunwoody Road before we get there so sit tight."
Unfortunately there wasn't much to do but go back to being lost in my thoughts. Neither Granny or I wanted to disturb Momma as she plunged our car onward into the heart of Atlanta.
Until I discovered the question that being gifted to be a girl provided a means to answer, I would not know whether being a girl was just a means to an end like Momma being a boy for a while was for her. If the doctors now could not provide any more answers than leaving it up to me to make a choice, then they were useless finding the question behind it all. I had Momma's experience with what she discovered to give me clues to how to find the question that this experience was answering. That is if I were not over thinking it and it was the obvious and that my destiny was to be a girl.
Grandmother, smiled that smile that always lit up the room as she got my attention by running her hand along side of my face and then began brushing my hair. I never realized the tranquility and contentment that something so simple being done for me could bring.
"A penny for them, Granddaughter?" I was lost in the ecstasy that I remained silent enjoying and not worrying any more. "Okay, a dollar? I guess with inflation..."
"Granny Niceman, thank you. I was so worried about what would come next. How could something so simple bring such peace?"
"Its something that mothers have been sharing with their little girls for as long as there have been people on this planet. I'm just glad that I was able to share that moment of discovery with you."
"Granny Niceman, thank you ever so much. I'll treasure this moment always."
"In a way, you are lucky that you will be able to clearly remember the first time your hair was brushed in this way.I guess you'll have that to hold on to instead of vague first memories when you were a tiny child."
"Why Granny are there things like brushing my hair which feel so good to me now but when I was a boy would only be a chore to be done with quickly?"
"Boys and girls are different in body as well as mind, Molly. Some of the things associated with one gender can be appreciated by the other one. Your upbringing helped you cross that barrier and know some of what can be the same between boys and girls."
"But even with having longish hair and sometimes having Momma brush it for me, It was never like this!"
"That's because boys and girls experience things differently because their bodies are different."
"Are there other simple things that are different for boys and girls?"
"Chocolate!"
"What about chocolate, Granny?"
"Have you really tasted it, Molly? Have you slowly sucked a tootsie pop, like ... Milly!" Momma was in the front seat slowly sucking a tootsie pop by rubbing it in and out along her tongue savoring every chocolate flavor in the candy working slowly to the chocolate center. Granny shot her a look like she had been caught in the cookie jar and she instead closed her mouth on the pop to suck it.
"Your Granny is right, how would you describe the last dark chocolate bar that you ate?"
"Well it gave me a sugar rush and tasted nice but nothing really earths shaking."
"How did you eat it?"
"I bit off chunks of it and chewed it and swallowed it like any other food."
"Okay, take this dark chocolate bar, but instead of wolfing it down with bites, suck on it so that it slowly melts in your mouth."
Oh my goodness, not only was the flavors so much richer but as I savored the chocolate, I began to feel sensations of ecstasy that seemed to have awaken my sensuality in a distinctly female way.
"Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm Oh my goodness! That is glorious! and I've only tasted a small part of the chocolate bar. How can this be?"
"It's one of the difference having a female body effects the way that you experience things. Not only does it give us that sensuous stimulation but since our sense of smell is more developed than men's the part of the taste of food that is due to it's smell is enhanced as well."
"These are the kinds of things that bond a grandmother, mother and daughter since they are experiences that they can all share."
"Granny, Momma, will the Doctors that we see give us any answers?"
"More likely they will only come up with another question. But we need to have the means to document who you are now, Sweetie. If they do more than that, I'll be pleasantly surprised. In Milly's case after they did their exams at Crawford Long Hospital in downtown Atlanta. I remember Dr Melissa Reinhart, as an amazing woman who was up on the latest innovations in medicine and had risen to head of the endocrinology department and an old country doctor, Doc Thomas who just happened to be the urology department administrator sat across from your Gramps, Momma and I. in the conference room which just happened to have an anatomically correct male cut away chart of the body featured on one wall. My eyes couldn't help but be drawn to the 'surprise'."
"I was disguised in Daddy's long tan trench coat and his matching hat."
"Well we didn't want WSB-TV or the Atlanta Journal to be able to identify Milly if the news of her condition leaked out. Dr Melissa Reinhart began to explain it to us:" .
"Your little girl is both a little girl ... and a little boy. She has both sexes right inside her!"
Getting to the point I asked, "Oh ... Why?"
Dr Reinhart started to answer but she was cut off by Dr Thomas. It's a case of what my old grand pappy called the law of unpredictability. Sometimes nature is more fruitful than it means to be and the baby calf instead of being born with one head has ..."
I cut Dr Thomas off to get right to what I wanted to really know, "What do we do?"
"Dr Reinhart made sense when she answered, "Do? ... Well. .. She must make a choice"
I answered, "Certainly!"
Your Gramps answered, "Of course!"
That's when Milly asked, "Can't I be both?"
"Mom, Dr Melissa had just told us that I had both sexes inside me, I thought that was the solution to please both of you and get what I wanted. I didn't realize how impractical that suggestion really was in practice, By the way, We're here and while you two were chatting, Emory gave me instructions on where to take Molly."
We had reached Emory and had navigated thru the parking deck to find an empty space while Granny was telling me about that first encounter with Dr Reinhart. I hoped that the years in between and the much improved medical technology meant they had something to offer me.
Momma led us to the parking deck egress and we followed her through to the hospital proper where an older female doctor was accompanied by a young lady in scrubs with a wheel chair and slightly older well dressed woman with a pda in her hand and a laptop case slung over her shoulder.
Granny greeted the older woman, "Dr Reinhart! I'm so glad to see you! The years have been kind to you."
"And to you Mrs. Niceman, Hello again Milly, It's been a long time! And this young lady must be, Wally?"
"I go by Molly now, Dr Reinhart."
The administrative aide smiled at me and made some additions to her PDA. "Molly, This is Ms. Charlotte Tanner who is my administrative assistant."
"I'm glad to meet you, Molly. I've noted your preferred name so no one else makes that mistake again. Please call me Lottie."
"Thanks, Lottie That's an old southern nickname."
"I was named in honor of my grandmother who died just before I was born and she used the nickname so it's a family tradition."
"And Molly, This is Ms. Bobbie Cox. She will be your transport around the hospital while we get some testing done so we can evaluate your condition. If you would please have a seat, she will whisk you off to get you started."
"Please call me Bobbie. If you'll sit down, I'll adjust the foot rests and we'll be on our way."
I turned around and sat down in the chair looking up at Granny who was nervously twisting her cameo necklace. For some reason, I hadn't really noticed it before but I sure noticed it now."
"Thank you, Bobbie."
"I have a hospital communicator for each of you. It works like a cell phone but it doesn't interfere with the medical equipment here, You'll find contact info for your family members who are here as well as any staff assigned to your case."
I received the cell like device from Lottie and Momma and Granny took one as well. I flipped it open and saw on the contacts menu a way to call both of them as well as Lottie, Bobbie and Dr Reinhart.
"Thanks, Lottie! Wow this is high tech!" I had been warned not to take my purse in or any other possessions so all I had was my clothes which I was wearing. Momma had in her purse the things that I might want while we were here.
"This is indeed impressive, Dr Reinhart."
"Thank you Dr. Bensdorf. I'm quite an admirer of your body of work in astronomy and that of your husband as well. If a device will aid in coming to a quick correct diagnosis or treatment then we have it It's a bonus of being on the cutting edge of research. If you two will take your leave of Molly, we can go to my office for a preliminary discussion while she is getting her testing done,"
"Of course, Dr Reinhart." Momma gave me a touch on the shoulder and a smile and a kiss on my forehead and Granny did the same while still playing with that cameo necklace. They both told me goodbye and off I went with Bobbie.
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I was very glad when Bobbie revealed to me that our next stop was going to be the conference room where I would be reunited with not only Momma and Granny but also Daddy and Gramps. In the last few minutes their names had been added to the contacts directory. They had both spoken to me briefly and then they had to be caught up on the information that Momma and Granny had gotten so far about me.
Finally I arrived in the conference room and Bobbie wheeled me over to a chair less space at the conference table. I had Granny on my left hand and Momma on my right. Beyond Momma was Daddy and beyond Granny was Gramps and across from us was Dr Reinhart and Lottie. Each of them greeted me with a kiss on either my cheek or forehead and then they all settled back in their seats while Bobbie excused herself for a break.
"Thank you all for bearing with us while we carried out our tests. While we can not be sure of everything possible to conclude from the testing, there are some things we found out which I am ready to present to you now. I only wish that Dr Thomas could witness this day but he passed away some years ago having done a great deal of good in his time. His down home perspective full of wisdom from many years practicing medicine, was invaluable and I miss him. Nevertheless we must press on."
"Ladies and Gentleman, unlike Milly's case all those years ago, who had both sexes right in side her for a time, Molly is totally female much as Wally was totally male before the incident occurred."
"Oh... Why?" Granny still had not lost her touch getting to the point with few words.
"That remains even more a mystery this time around since there has been a complete transformation down to the chromosomal level and none of the original DNA exists anywhere in her body. Obviously the Law of Unpredictability does not apply as applied by Dr Thomas before."
"How?"
"That too is a mystery. We sent a team to your home to collect the artifacts used in the experiment but they were not on the roof where the security camera recorded their presence prior to our arrival. Even more perplexing is that the container labeled Neskapi eclipse powder did not disappear as you see it before you on this table but analysis of its contents down to the molecular level did not reveal any of its contents remaining in the bottle which is a physical impossibility to completely remove all of a solid substance from a container. The experiment was repeatable with two different subjects linked by heredity but the resulting effect on each of them has been established as different which is another mystery. Repeating the experiment a third time with reasonable facsimiles yields no results which implies that we are missing an ingredient ."
"What do we do?"
"Mr. and Mrs. Niceman and Mr. and Mrs. Bensdorf. you are free to go. However we must keep Molly here since the breakthrough that she is the key to could revolutionize both science and medicine. We will take very good care of Molly and you have no choice but comply."
Oh my goddess! I guess absolute power does corrupt absolutely! I found myself held in both hand and foot restraints in the chair which had locked itself down to the floor. She was supposed to help me like she helped my mother and now look what had happened. All I could do was wait to see what happened next.
All It Would Take
Fan Fiction Sequel of the 1986 movie Willy Milly
6 - Good Golly, Miss Molly!
This fan fiction piece is based on the original work, Willy Milly aka Something Special; by Willy Milly Associates, Concorde, copyright 1985.. All original characters and plot lines are the property of the owners, and any resemblance to individuals either living or dead is coincidental. This piece is for entertainment purposes only and is not intended as a copyright infringement. No income is being derived from this fan fiction piece.
Six ~ Good Golly, Miss Molly!
I didn't have to wait long for something to happen. All at once from the south east corner of the room behind Dr Reinhart came a overwhelming smell of honeysuckles There was a wide open space behind her where a hospital hallway was closed off by automatic doors in the south east and south western corners of the room. There were signs designating this as an emergency triage area.
At the same time the doors closing off the conference room from the corridors sprang to life opening wide. From the south western door an orderly was propelling a huge portable x-ray machine at break neck speeds while from the south eastern side came the a boy outfitted in a suit with vest pulling a red wagon surrounded with red wooden fences at the top and containing neatly arranged rows of animated stuffed monkeys all clanging small cymbals before them held in their tiny paws.
The boy quickly darted with the wagon across the orderly's path and quickly scooted to the other side and past him. As a result the orderly lost control of the huge piece of equipment and it tumbled over and the metal creaked across the floor as it drug along with the impact and inertia till it came to a stop with a loud thud. At once I identified the boy as Malcolm from the picture of the him taken between Momma and Stephanie when they were girls.; The boy, Malcolm, that I had just seen, had not aged any in the many years between then and now.
Dr Reinhart and her minions turned and focused their attention on the crash site. Granny Niceman, showed me the note that she had pulled out and was reading as she fingered the cameo necklace around her neck. At once I identified the handwriting as identical to that in the hand written instructions of the Neskapi Eclipse Ritual. The note read:
Greetings Mrs. Niceman,
Although well intentioned, you may discover regrets over actions taken on behalf of your granddaughter. The Cameo Necklace with this note contains a special gift which can only be used once, a do-over. The Cameo pendant has a catch that will allow it to be opened. All y'all need to do, is to make a wish and open 'er up. The Cameo necklace is on the house.
Best of Luck,
Malcolm.
We were afraid of drawing anyone's attention back to us so we communicated silently through looks. I showed on my face to Granny my understanding of the note. She communicated to me a question whether I felt it was time to use it now. I looked back at her indicating that I felt that now was the time to do it. I grabbed one of my mother's hands and one of Granny's. She had one hand on the pendant of the cameo and closed her eyes to wish really hard. The cameo pendant sprung open and a bright light came out from within it bathing all of it in its lightness. I felt cold and the room seemed to start spinning.
The spinning stopped and I opened my eyes but the overwhelming smell of honeysuckle was in the air. I was back in Momma's car sitting up straight with my hands folded in my lap and with my legs crossed at the ankles. We appeared to be driving away from Perimeter Mall.
"Thank Goodness, She's finally back with us! Molly, do you remember now being shackled by Dr Reinhart?"
"Yes! I was just there! How did I get here? Am I safe? ''
"Yes, Molly, you are safe!"
"Sweetie, everything is fine. Malcolm came thru for us again!"
"Where is Malcolm?"
"He's still missing but your Granny and I used the do-over to fix everything."
"That's right, granddaughter! Malcolm sent me back to just after Milly returned to being a girl again. I unleashed your father on the hospital after telling him what could happen if we allowed Milly's records to be preserved. No trace of Milly's change now exists.Dr Reinhart never was obsessed with Milly's change and she turned her effort to helping people overcome infectious disease. She's now an official with the CDC."
"That's right and this time when I told her about you becoming Molly, she cautioned me to keep it all in the family. I never approached Dr Nelson about you so she didn't get Dr Reinhart involved. That's why we are going to see your 'Uncle' Dr Lopez in Gainesville for your exam. We can trust him to keep this hushed up and have your best interests at heart.. In fact He's closed his clinic for the afternoon so we'll have the place all to ourselves."
"Molly, the day that you remember was yesterday for us. Dr. Lopez needed a day's notice to clear the clinic's schedule. You got to take your time at the beauty salon and were able to get the works all the first time."
I looked down at myself and saw the evidence of that time in the beauty salon. My hands were beautifully manicured and I could see my pedicure thru my hose clad toes in my open toed sandals. My ears had been pierced and I could see the tiny diamond studs with the mirror Granny held for me. I was wearing a beautiful sun dress that really showed off my curves. All in all, I was taken with the image of the beautiful teen girl looking back at me.
''Wow!" Slowly it was coming back to me as the new set of memories of what had really happened the second go around came to me. I felt flushed and my mouth felt dry as it overwhelmed me.
Granny held out a cup of grape juice to me. "Here, take a sip. It will be alright!"
I did as I was told and after a sip I began to drink till I was satisfied and was all cooled down to normal.
"How did you know? That's just what I needed."
"It was that way for us too. Do you remember what happened the last two days, now?"
"Yes! It was so much fun at the salon and then shopping afterward. I'm sorry I missed out on experiencing it other than thru memories.
"Well the good thing is that you'll have other chances for a girl's day again to go to the salon and go shopping. We've got a good start on your new wardrobe but there is plenty of shopping for you to do in your future!"
"Great! Y'now I luv the way I turned out! Thank you for your help, Granny and Momma!"
"You are welcome, Sweetie."
"Anytime, Granddaughter!"
"Oh yeah! Back before just before the crash of the X-ray machine. I saw Malcolm as a little boy, just like he was in that picture that you took with him and Lisa's mom, Momma!
"Malcolm is still missing, Sweetie. As things stand right now, that will never happen so it puts us no closer to finding Malcolm than we did before."
"Does it mean anythin' that Malcolm still looked the same as he was as a boy?"
"D'n't know 'cept he was growing up like normal when e'vr we saw him before he vanished."
"Where's Daddy and Gramps?"
"They are going to meet us at Dr Lopez's clinic."
"That's good. Y'now, I don't remember seeing any of the things that we bought yesterday after we got home."
"They are all put up in your room, Sweetie. You had such a busy day yesterday that you never got to see your room. You knocked out on the sofa watching a chick flick with your Granny and I. You slept so late that I took you to my room to rush you through getting you ready for the day today."
"Oh Yeah! I 'member now. Goodness! I guess I'll just have to wait till we get home to see everything."
"That's my girl! Fortunately for you, we are close to getting there. Don't worry! The exam that Dr Lopez gives you won't be anything like the one that you remember from Dr Reinhart"
"That's good. I can't wait to get back so I can see Lisa and Tina. It seems like forever since I've talked to either one of them even though I remember both of them being with us shopping today along with Lisa's Mom. ".
"Sweetheart, you can phone them when you get home. Is that okay?"
"Thanks, Momma!" It suddenly dawned on me that even though Momma had not gone back before she had used the Neskapi ritual, Granny had. Granny knowing what was going to happen, could have stopped me from doing it. Why didn't she?
"Granny, couldn't you have stopped me from doing the Neskapi ritual?"
"It wasn't necessary for your safety to undo that. With what I had already set in motion to cover up what happened to Milly, all we needed to do is to be careful about keeping your transformation secret among family and close friends. Even though he's not physically here, Malcolm appears to be watching after you just like he did for Milly."
"But that wasn't all there was to it, was there?'
"Sweetie, I wasn't sure that interfering would work. Keeping you from doing it then might have just delayed it to another time. If you were going to do it, then the sooner the better as long as you were able to handle it. That powder could have been discovered any time yet it wasn't till you were the same age as Milly was then to find it. I have faith that it will all turn out okay in the end just like it did for Milly.'
"Thank's Granny for being so wise."
"That's what Granny's do, Sweetie! We love our grandchildren and spoil them. It's our job."
I was surrounded in a great big hug as Granny Niceman engulfed me.I felt good, safe and loved. I was a very lucky girl. Now all I had to do was figure out what was right for me. I imagined that I would do that along the way as I learned just how to be a girl.
Granny held me in that hug so wonderfully that the passage of time meant nothing, All good things come to an end and Granny finished off the hug when Momma told us, "We're here!"
We had parked in a space in front of an one story round office building which had a sign on its front:
'Lopez Medical Clinic'
I opened the door and swiveled out my feet first out of the car and stood up and took a big breath of fresh air. The Clinic was located in a beautiful wooded area. The grounds directly adjacent to the clinic were beautifully landscaped and planted with a variety of annuals which were all flowering beautifully.. Soon Momma had one hand and Granny the other as they led me in thru the doors which swung open automatically to admit us. I saw Daddy and Gramps stand up as we walked in and I ran ahead of Momma and Granny straight into Daddy's arms.
"Daddy, I missed you!""
"I missed you too Sweetie. Just like Lisa's father, Dr Lopez is one of my oldest friends. I know that he will treat you right. You have nothing to fear from him.'
"Thank you, Daddy!"
The 'rent and their 'rents all greeted each other. Mother explained to them that I had returned from my trip thru time just as she and Granny had done before. Neither one of them had experience that other reality but Granny and Momma had made them believers.I wonder if it was because that I held each of their hands that it was only the three of us who had gone time traveling. I guess it was true that those who don't learn from history are doomed to repeat it. Well I had learned that lesson well and I had no desire at all to repeat it. Dr Lopez ( I knew him from his name tag) came in and greeted Granny and Momma. Finally he got around to meeting me.
"Hi Molly!, I used to be around you all the time before I started my practice in Gainesville. I'm Dr Lopez. I understand that you went thru a rather frightening exam. I would never hurt you and I will take good care of you."
"Thank you Dr Lopez!"
"Milly, you can take Molly back thru those doors to the first exam room on the right and get her into the hospital gown I laid out for her. Just so you know, I'm going to be creating 2 sets of records of this. One will be as though this was an ordinary exam to add to a completely ordinary medical record for Molly as though she were like this for all of her life. The other record will be as complete an exam as is able to be given from which we will see just where Molly is right now which will be destroyed after we are finished drawing what conclusions we need to afterward."
"Lopez, thank you for your skill and discretion. That's just what Molly needs right now."
"Milly has enough medical training to act as my nurse. If the rest of you will wait out here, we'll get the exam done as soon as possible and then I will be able to discuss my findings with all of you."
"Thank you Dr Lopez"
"Thanks Lopez"
Momma led me to the exam room and it was soon that I had everything off but my panties and into the hospital gown. Dr Lopez knocked on the door. Momma told him we were ready and he came on in. The rest of what he did was boring so I relaxed so much that I was dosing off except when Momma let me know that I had to do something so Dr Lopez could continue the exam. It all went as the other exam did except I felt so comfortable around Dr Lopez that I did actually go to sleep once or twice when Momma had to wake me to get on with something,
"Molly, that's it for this exam room. Next we need to do a head to toe MRI on you just so we can make sure everything is as normal as the rest of the results indicate."
"Oh good. I really can sleep through that. I almost did. I don't have to tell you about an MRI. It wasn't my first one and I imagine everyone has had one sometime by now.
"Molly, that's all for here. We have one more stop and that's to my colleague's gynecological exam room. It was a blessing when we added Dr Marler to the practice but some of the women in my practice still prefer me to do their gynecological exams so I'm not out of practice.."
"Molly, this exam is something that every girl your age gets for the first time. It means that you are on the way to becoming a woman. Dr Lopez is very gentle. He did my exams before he started his practice all the way out here."
"Thanks, Momma. I'm ready."
Momma had me put my feet in the stirrups after removing my panties for me. I remembered the gynecological exam that I had received from Dr Reinhart's testing and even though there was some discomfort, this one was way better, Not only did Dr Lopez really know what he was doing, but through it all Momma held my hand and whispered encouragement to me.
Dr Lopez excused himself when it was all over and Momma helped me dress. I was so glad to be back among my 'rents and their 'rents as we all waited on Dr Lopez to reveal the results.
"I've gone over the results very carefully. Unlike the diagnosis when Milly went thru this that she had both sexes right inside her, Molly is a normal girl and there is nothing to indicate that she ever was anything else but a normal girl."
"Lopez, that is such a relief!"
'It makes the job of fabricating Molly's new medical records much easier. As her new doctor, I'll be the one who maintains her medical records and disburses them to others. It will be a simple thing to correct the obvious mistake on her birth certificate and hospital records. I can furnish any medical waiver you need to get any other records corrected as well."
'Thank you Dr Lopez. You've been wonderful to us.'
'Well I have an interest in protecting my niece too. I want her to have as normal a childhood as she can. Have you had any thoughts on which school that you'll be getting her into? I can help with that too."
'I believe that what we will be doing is to enroll her in the girls boarding school here in Gainesville on the campus of Breneau University. Both the boarding school and University have a great reputation for molding girls into women."
"I agree that the Boarding School affords a great opportunity for the girls in the area. My daughter Rosa attends the school and she is very happy there."
'I imagine that I can manage to pull some strings to get Molly admitted there if that's where she wants to attend.'
'Thank's Gramps! I only wish that somehow Lisa and Tina could go there too. I'm going to miss them."
'I thought you would say that. That's why I managed to arrange a scholorship for both Lisa and Tina. It's up to them and their parents if they want to transfer over there as well.'
'Gramp's you really are a miracle worker!'
'It will be fine. We'll just be careful for a while and then everything will just fall into place. I'll get to work correcting those discrepancies in records, so that by the time you get ready to begin the term everything will be just right.'
"Thanks Gramps!" I started with a hug and kiss for Gramps and worked my way all around the room for everyone else including 'Uncle Lopez'.
In the midst of the fun, Daddy goosed me when I wasn't expecting it. I guess he isn't quite used to having a daughter from the effect that it had on me and I squealed out a cuss word.'
'Oh, Sweetie, Will you look at your Daddy? Are you alright? I'm so sorry! I'll be more careful in the future. I forgot myself.'
'That's Good Golly, Miss Molly. Remember that young ladies don't swear!'
"Thank you Uncle Lopez. I'll remember. I sure hope Daddy does too!"
'Of course Sweetie. Daddy will remember. I'll remind him!"
"Thanks Momma. Guess there is a lot to being a girl that I'm going to have to learn."
"Well Sweetie, you'll have lots of help."
"Thanks, Granny:"
"Pumpkin, please go wait in the car. We've got a little more to finish up with Dr Lopez and we'll be right out."
'Of course, Daddy!' I skipped out to the car humming, 'Girls just wanna have fun!' while thinking that some things never change in spite of the fact that I was a girl now. I settled myself back in my seat. It wasn't too awful long afterward that the 'rents and their 'rents came out. Momma and Granny got into the car and off we went with Daddy and Gramps following behind.
'Molly, when it was me, I discovered that I needed to drill until the responses that came out were second nature no matter what kind of duress that I was in. Funny thing was that I spent so much time learning and drilling into myself how to swear because boys were expected to swear and then had to spend twice as long drilling to relieve myself of that habit once I turned back into a girl."
'I never did a lot of cussing as a boy but letting one go in a situation like that was expected.'
'Now you'll have to drill yourself on cute replacements for expletives so when you are surprised that one of them comes out instead."
"I guess it's 'Good, Golly' for Miss Molly from now on then. wonder what else I'll have to work on.'
"There's no need to obsess. You'll just take things one thing at a time then everything will fall into place.'
I prepared myself to spend the rest of the car ride dreaming up cute phrases as alternatives to cuss words; If nothing else this activity was stimulating to my creativity.
'Milly, don't be so hard on the girl. You were only a boy cussing up and down the neighborhood for a little over a month and it took you some time to adjust back to using those cure replacements for expletives. She's been a boy all her life up to now.'
'Molly, It does take getting used to acting in a whole new way because the things expected of a girl to fit in with her friends are not the same things that it takes for a boy to fit in with his friends. Do you remember the picture of the woman that Dr Lopez had on the wall of his office?'
'Yes! She was a blue eyed blonde. Very attractive for an older woman. She is Dr Lopez's wife Cynthia, Isn't she?'
'Yes! That's my girl. You paid attention to details and saw her name 'Mrs. Cynthia Lopez' on the brass plate on the picture frame. I first met her back on my first day as a boy in a new high school. At the first sight of me, Cindy Harl, the brunette, hazel eyed beauty as I knew her then, was in love. She was flirting with me when I met her brother 'Harry the Horror', resident bully, took a swing and connected hard with the side of my head and I went down hard too. "
"When Willy got home, I bandaged him up. It wasn't until his father got home that anything was really said about it. Willy wouldn't talk about it with me. I could see that he was afraid that if he aired out his problems, my solution would be for him to go back to being Milly. I was still having troubles sorting things out with names and pronouns and most of the time I was still referring to Willy as though he were still only. Willy and I were in the kitchen after dinner and Willy was helping with the dishes like always. Fred came in and joined us with me at the sink washing dishes and Willy drying dishes. That conversation sounded something like this:"
'Willy, stop drying those dishes. From now on you should be throwing out the garbage.'
'What's wrong with drying the dishes?'
'Willy stopped drying dishes and then went to the other side of the kitchen to pick up the garbage sack to take it out but Fred continued to engage Willy in conversation on that side of the kitchen one on one.'
'You have to learn to stand up to him.'
'Me?'
'Yeah!'
'That's a joke, Daddy! That guy eats kids like me for breakfast!'
'Look Willy! It's a dog eat dog world out there. You can't be running away from every Tom, Dick or Harry! You've got to learn to fight back!'
"Upon hearing Fred tell my child to fight back, I was over and between them. I first gave Willy a look of reassurance that I would take care of this and then turned to Fred with my face just inches away from his face.'
'Fight back? Not on your life! I do not want her fighting with boys!'
'I'm not fighting with anyone!'
'No? But they sure as hell are fighting with you! Do you want to be a punching bag? Heh! Do you want to have your ears plucked every day after school?'
'Boys are animals and I'm not going to become one!'
'Willy finally made it out the door with the garbage and I looked up to heaven with a sigh.'
'Thank you, God!'
'But Molly, my daddy made sure that wasn't the end of it. First he had me change out of my school clothes into a sweatshirt and jeans and he had changed out of his suit to a t-shirt and running suit. He brought me down to his inner sanctum, his place away from the feminine finery of the rest of the house, the basement! As we walked down the stairs, I saw the items stored down there pushed to the sides of the room leaving an open space in the center, In one part of the open space was a heavy punching bag mounted from the ceiling. There was a speed bag mounted high in the center as well that was out of the way ordinarily but could be pulled down lower to use. In the center of the space was a table with boxing gloves on top of it. Daddy's voice took on the quality of a teacher's as he began to speak to me:"
'Being a man, Willy, is a feeling of aggressiveness, independence, superiority!'
'Daddy handed me the boxing gloves on the table for me to put on and he moved the table to the side of the room. Then he came over to me to continue teaching me.'
'Don't worry, Willy! I won't let you become one of those pip-squeak boys, that uh, sit around all day, sniffing glue. Ruining your eyes on video games! Heh! Heh! Not you! Son! Ha, Ha ,Ha!'
'Right, Daddy!'
'Oh no, no, no! Don't call me Daddy! Call me Pop! '
'Pop?'
'Pop! Right!'
'Pop.'
'Pop! Right! I think it's about time I upped that allowance of yours. How much ya getting now?'
'Two fifty'
'Alright Let's make that two seventy five. No. No. Three dollars! Huh! You'll see! You'll be needing that extra cash now!'
'Thanks, Daddy!'
'No, call me Pop!'
'Pop. .. Sorry.'
'No! No! Don't apologize! Politeness. It's a sign of weakness!'
'Daddy and I began to spar around after he had finished tying the laces on my boxing gloves. I held my hands out as we began to dance about facing each other. I was wonderful at dancing and gymnastics so it was very easy for me to avoid the swings that Daddy made at me without taking a single swing myself. Daddy took a swing at me and it connected with one of my outstretched gloves'
'It's intimidating, heh! Do you feel that power?
'You missed me, Daddy!'
'Pop!'
'Pop.'
'Huh?'
'Come on! It's time to get offensive, Son. Swing! Swing!'
'I took a swing into the air and connected with Daddy's glove.'
'Come on! What do you think this Harry is doing? Heh! He's just throwing the first punch! Heh! That's all! Heh!'
'I took another swing and connected again with Daddy's glove."
'I knew a lot of guys like this in the service. ... You want to get this Harry guy off your back? Heh!'
'Yeah!'
'Heh! You want to learn to impress the guy?
'Yeah!'
'Then you have gotta learn to act tough. You've gotta intimidate the bass turd. You've gotta learn to swear!'
'Heh One tough punk, bass turd, yeah, sees another tough punk, bass turd, and a kind of respect is there. Do you understand what I'm saying, Son?'
'I gotta learn to swear and act tough!'
'We had worked a rhythm out so that each word began to be punctuated by leather popping from striking leather.'
'Shit! You're damn right!'
'Shit! I'm right!'
'Shit! You are!'
'Shit! I am!'
'Gonna get that bass turd!'
'Gonna get that bass turd!'
'That bass turd! Ooh'
'Ouch!' "My glove missed blocking Daddy's blow and I was down with a clean blow to the face. I was stunned by the blow and held my head down and was silent. Daddy came over to me and hugged me loosely as though I were a girl..'
'Oh Sweetie? Are you alfight, Sweetie? Talk to your Daddy. Talk to your Daddy!'
'Shit! Pop!' 'I turned my eyes up to meet his and spoke that with determination, ready to resume the sparring.. Daddy realized that I had learned the lesson when I reacted like that to the blow. Of course having to remember all of that was difficult so I had to practice. Stephanie helped me with word usage and I spent lots of time down in the basement working both the heavy and speed bag, after school, I worked on having an intimidating aggressive attitude when I was around. I was never polite and I was swearing up and down the neighborhood. Finally an opportunity came when 'Harry the Horror' began to hassle your father, who was in a wheel chair recovering from an injury at the time.I handed your father my books. I told him I would handle this and then addressed Harry:"
'How ya doin' ,ya dumb suck' "I paused for a second but he was too shocked to speak.'
'Pull it, beat it screw it, eat it, suck it, and sit on it, ass hole.'
"I stuck out my hand as though I would still be his friend. Harry had just recovered from his shock at being spoken to like that when he was caught in the column of football players in full pads coming off the field into the gym. Alfie and I slipped out past them and found Stephanie' dad and Dr. Lopez in the handicapped spaces at the end of the ramp by the street by the bread van making a deal with redheaded Malcolm who was in his suit trailing his wagon like normal. Malcolm had given them three cans of blue paint in exchange for an antique US 41 highway sign. Harry's Trans-Am was up in the upper parking lot so that bought us time to load up and get away.'
'Harry's coming! Warm up the truck!'
'Let's go!'
'Oh God! Oh God! '
'Get the doors open!'
'Come on, Lopez! Get that ramp down!'
'Oh my God! Harry's gonna kill us, man!'
'Let's go!'
'Niceman! Hurry up, man! Get the other side!'
'We're gonna die!'
'Get the doors closed! Alright! Hurry! Hurry!'
'Come on, Niceman! They're gonna kill you!'
'Come on! Come on! Come on!'
'The truck pulled out into the street and barreling down the driveway ramp toward the street was Harry, with Luke and Smiley, his goons, inside his Trans-Am. Malcolm chose just the moment when Harry was roaring down the road to cross the street with his wagon trailing behind Harry swerved and crashed his Trans Am into a bunch of large plastic garbage cans at the side of the road rather than hit Malcolm's wagon trailing behind him. Malcolm, chuckled, being there at the right place and time allowed us in the bread truck to get away cleanly.'
'That's just the way that I saw Malcolm at the hospital before this do over. He was a kid just like that and he did the same thing to the portable X-ray machine to allow you, Granny, to use the cameo pendant and send us back for the do-over."
'Well since that was before the do-over, it never really happened so we don't know where Malcolm is now.'
"I don't see how Malcolm could be a little boy again. He grew up just like we did.'
'Or so we thought. It could be that's why no one can find Malcolm since they are looking for Malcolm the man when he could be now Malcolm the boy."
'We'll just have to update our search with the new information and hope we are lucky. '
'If Malcolm really was still a boy all that time and just appeared to age, then I doubt that we'll be able to find him unless he wants us to find him.'
'Anyway, we are home now and stopped. Molly, please grab a bundle of your new things and take them to your room. Go on ahead so you can come back for another load. We'll be right behind you,'
'Yes, Momma!'; I took a load of the purchaces in my arms and went up the walkway to the front door, opened it with my key and went through into the house up the stairs. With one arm I clutched my packages and with the other I opened the door to my room.
"Oh my stars!' I exclaimed as i stood mesmerized in the doorway to my room.
All It Would Take
Fan Fiction Sequel of the 1986 movie Willy Milly
7 - What Do We Do?
This fan fiction piece is based on the original work, Willy Milly aka Something Special; by Willy Milly Associates, Concorde, copyright 1985.. All original characters and plot lines are the property of the owners, and any resemblance to individuals either living or dead is coincidental. This piece is for entertainment purposes only and is not intended as a copyright infringement. No income is being derived from this fan fiction piece.
Seven ~ What Do We Do?
I screamed with glee since I was face to face with my dear Uncle Joe, who I thought was at an internship for the summer back in Tampa.
:"Uncle Joe!" I was still screaming at the top of my lungs but I didn't care."
"You have to be Molly! Screaming females certainly runs in our family! Could you drop the decibels a bit?"
I calmed down a little as I threw myself at Uncle Joe and he engulfed me in a bear hug and kissed me on my forehead.
"What are you doing here? I hope you didn't give up your summer internship for something as trivial as what happened to me."
"Don't worry! I was able to transfer to the Atlanta office for my summer internship at the detective agency. We, Niceman, like to have our cake and eat it too, right Pop?"
Gramps appeared in the doorway to my uncle's left. They made a nice pair with Uncle Joe almost being a clone of Gramps when he was that age from the pictures of Gramps in the family album. Uncle Fredrick Joseph "Joe" Niceman, Junior was 23 and was doing grad work at university near my Gramp's house in Clearwater.
'Gramps!'
'Hi Molly! You are the spliting image of your mother now! I love you, Granddaughter!"
'I love you, too, Gramps!' Gramps swallowed me up in another bear hug and another kiss on my forehead.'
My head craned to look into my room and just when I thought a bit of daylight appeared on Uncle Joe's right, it was soon covered up by a welcome familiar face.
'Daddy!' I couldn't help but squeal even as Gramps and Uncle Joe covered their ears.
'That's right Molly! Daddy's home!'
'Oh, Daddy, I'm so sorry...' I broke down and cried first for joy at seeing Daddy and then from sorrow because I felt that somehow I had let him down by becoming a girl.'
Daddy hugged me and comforted me and somehow I knew it was really okay. “
I'm sorry that I left your side even if I were not the typical son to you. I'm sorry that I meddled in magick, not knowing the consequences.'
'Molly, do you feel trapped being a girl?'
'No, Daddy. I don't feel trapped. I kinda hoped that the magic would make me a girl. I even believed that it was possible since Momma kept the powder and instructions all these years. I know I have the freedom to do girl things without being a girl. I just didn't think how it would change things in the family when I got my deepest darkest heart's desire.'
'Sweetheart, It's okay! Your Mother told me that she told you about some of the things that happened to her. Even though she became a girl again, her time as a boy opened things up for a great many of us. It was the beginning of a life long romance between your Mother and I. I have no doubt that some good will come out of your experience with the magick as well.'
''Thank you, Daddy!'
'Molly, your mother and I want you to let us know how you are feeling and whether deep down in your soul, you feel more comfortable and whole being a girl or a boy. What ever your decision, we will do what is in our power for you to be the gender you are really. Will you be open with us Molly?''
'Oh, yes, Daddy" I gave him a kiss on his cheek stretching up on my tiptoes to do so. 'Are you all blocking my room on purpose?"
"Close your eyes tight so you can get the full effect."
I was so excited for the surprise that I did not want it ruined so I closed my eyes tight. By my other senses I felt both Gramps and Uncle Joe go past me out into the hall and behind me while Daddy came up beside me and grabbed my hand and led me out into the room.
'Open your eyes!'
I opened my eyes and I had a girl's dream room before me. There was a great big white colonial junior miss bedroom set before me with a big flowing canopy over my bed. There was a makeup table and a big dresser with an ornate mirror above it and a huge chest of drawers with a jewelry box on top.
I saw that my closet was open and gathered beside it were my Mother and Granny who were catching their breaths as they had placed all of our purchases into my closet all neatly arranged in their own perfect places.
'Oh my stars!!! Thank you, Thank you, Thank you everyone! Molly is home at last!'
As they gathered around me in one great big group hug, I continued to take in the details. The walls were pink, not a bright florescent one but one that went well with the rose and floral border running all along the ceiling. The ceiling itself was still black and contained the portrayal of the night sky but some how refreshed and I could swear the points of light were real as though the roof was open and the night sky revealed.
"My goodness Momma, How does the sky look so real!"
Momma turned out the lights as others closed the window shades and doors to the room. The points of light shone brilliantly as stars in the night sky.
"Fiber optics and lots of work by your Daddy, Gramps and Uncle turned the painting into as real as we could and still have a roof over your head."
"Oh Momma, I love it!' I went one by one all over again and gave everyone gathered into my room a hug and it all turned into a great big group hug.
When the lights were restored I noticed details that I hadn't yet. On the wall was a poster of the Space Shuttle signed by Shuttle Commander, Pam Elroy and a poster of the Space Station signed by Station Commander Peggy Whitson. Also was a photo of the performance of Dance of the Sugar Plum Faeries by our ballet company when I got to fill in as one of the Sugar Plum Faeries. There was also a picture of me in my original team uniform, skirt and all, for field hockey as I was scoring a goal after being fed a perfect pass from my wing woman.
When I spied a brand new apple laptop in pink on my desk in one corner and a princess HDTV, DVD combo in the other. I could not help myself as I started another round of hugs which turned into yet another group hug.
'Darling, I'm glad you like what we've done with your room. You are so welcome. While I'd love to let you continue, and you will afterward, we need to gather downstairs for a family meeting.'
I smiled and nodded my agreement to Momma as she took me by the hand and led me out of my room. Everyone filed out behind us and soon every available seat in the living room was taken and added seats were brought in until everyone was seated.
Momma took the lead once everyone was settled. "Thank you all for gathering together to help our Molly. Momma, Molly and I had a scary premonition which we thankfully avoided the consequences which underscores that we must proceed with caution. We are met to answer a simple question. What do we do?'
Daddy who was sitting on the couch on the other side of me spoke up. 'Before we can formulate a plan, we first must know what has gone on before."
Granny answered,"Wally found what was left from the Neskapi Eclipse Ritual that Milly performed when she was a teen and the magic changed him into a girl. She decided to live her life as a girl and took the name Molly. We took Molly out for a makeover and shopping and had a slumber party, took her out to Gainesville to have Dr Lopez examine her to make sure that she was a normal girl now. We returned home and just had the reunion upstairs.'
"Molly, who all, besides the family gathered here knows about your transformation?"
'Stephanie and I guess, Tom, her husband, since they don't keep secrets from each other. Their daughter Lisa, who has become my best friend and her twin brother and my former best friend, Gary"'
"Why former best friend?" asked Uncle Joe.
'He attacked me when I revealed my change and even though his mother made him apologize to me, I felt he still hated me. I ran into him later at the salon and he tried to make trouble for me with his friend, who took an interest in me. I told him that I was an exchange student from Russia and that Wally was going over there for the next school year. I told him I was going by Molly Bensdorf for simplicity since my Prussian name was unpronounceable."
"Who else knows?"
'And there is Tina who I met again at the beauty parlor since we didn’t have a cover story yet, realized who I was. She's cool with it and is my friend too. And of course, Dr Lopez and his wife Cynthia. I'm not sure if Tina's single mother or Dr Lopez's children know.'
“Who can we trust to keep Molly’s secret, Milly?”
'The only wild cards would be Gary of course since he's angry and Tina and perhaps her mother. Everyone else has ties to us from high school so they should agree to go along with what ever cover story we come up with. We may like to get a bit more detailed this time since we know what may come of leaving things to chance.'
The look of an idea formed on Momma's face. "Brother dear, are your hacking skills up to planting the existence of an illegitimate daughter of the Russian President, 'Molliana Dimitriyovna Medvedev' who comes from a small place, Eastmaine, in Russia. Give her traveling papers as 'Molliana Uspenskaia' and put her into a high school exchange program and tickets to arrive in the states about the same time Molly showed up here. Of course reciprocal papers for a student exchange with Wally Bensdorf and reservations to have him departing here about the same time as Molly arrived.'
"I could do that, Sis. It just might work. The fact that her cover identity isn’t so firm would be okay and they would not dare dig deeper once it was leaked that she could be the Russian President's daughter. Both Russian and American spy agencies would want to keep this quiet. In America, the spies would want to protect her but could not put a proven agent there for fear of tipping to Russia that we knew about her."
"So we could pull that off but it would be too much for Molly to decieve her former classmates. We'll have to get her school changed but where? I was able to call in some favors for Milly's transfer while she was Willy."
"Actually, there is that offer from Breneau University. That's an all women's college in Gainesville. That's far enough away that it would not be likely that she would run into her old friends. They want me to take a newly created Astronomy Chair and make their Astronomy program, world class."
'That sounds great for you, Momma! Would we all be living in Gainesville then?"
"Yes, Sweetie. One of the perks of the Chair is a free home on campus. But the best part is the perk that my daughter, or the girl exchanged for my child, would be able to attend, Breneau Academy for Girls. BA is the foremost prep school for girls in the state."
"What about Lisa and Tina?"
'They may qualify for a scholarships if they wants to transfer. Dr Lopez' girl., Rosa, will be starting there next term too.'
"Sounds like fun but what about Daddy?"
'I can get my Tech classes assigned as online for the next year and I might even get to do some guest lecturers at Breneau. We'll all live there except that you will be in the girls dorm weekdays with the rest of the girls but you can visit us on the weekends."
"Sounds like you both have had a chance to work this out then.'
"I believe it will be for the best. Your family and friends will have the rest of the summer to get you ready to live life as a freshman prep school girl."
“Exactly what will that involve?”
“Molly, It’s not enough for you to merely look like a girl to really be a girl and fit in. There are skills that you will need to learn in order to cope with being ‘one of the girl’s and fitting in. Girls can be cruel but they are a bit more devious about the way they punish someone they don’t like with emotional intimidation instead of physical intimidation like boys do. You’ll need unlearn speaking like boys do and their word choices. You’ll have to learn to walk and move like a girl does instead of like a boy.”
“I have a girl’s body now. That should help me with speaking and moving like a girl. I enjoy activities that mostly girls like so that could help me learn to interact with girls and move like them too.”
“And of course there is learning how to deal with boys.”
“What about boys, Momma?”
“All you have to do is look at them, Molly.”
“I’ve looked. I’m still not sure what to do about Max.”
“You’ll have to learn to deal with boys just like every other girl. Sweetie”
“I’ve got a lot to learn. I’m glad that I will have so much help to catch up with what every other girl my age already knows.”
"I’ll help too. I learned a bit from what I had to do to learn how to be a boy, Molly. Joe, Let me know when you have Molly's cover in place then we'll firm up the arrangements to have Molly enrolled at BA"
'Will do, Sis! I guess that I will go down to my new room in the basement and begin hacking."
"What furniture are you using Uncle Joe?"
'The furniture that was moved out of your room to make room for your new stuff.'
'Well, just beware that the bed is a bit lumpy!'
'Thanks for the warning!' Uncle Joe bounded down the stairs to the basement.
'Why don't you go up and explore your new room, Sweetheart. I'm going to invite Lisa and her folks over for a chat now that we have an idea where we are headed with this."
'Thanks Momma!' I went around to each one seated there and gave them a kiss on the cheek and then climbed the stairs to really get accustomed to my new room.
I enjoyed discovering every aspect in detail of my new room. I had left my door open hoping that Lisa would soon be here and be able to spend some time with me. Lisa burst into my room breathless and lugging a big tote instead of the small purse she usually carried and put the tote down on a chair so she could wrap her arms around me in a big hug.
“Molly! I really love what you’ve done with the place! A few touches here and there and this will be a typical freshman girl’s bedroom.”
“Thanks Lisa. I realize now that I’m going to have to learn a lot to catch up with you and the other girls my age. I am so glad you will help and that you are my friend. Hey! That’s not your purse! Whatcha got?”
“I got something from Gary. I think I got off cheep since it reminds him of who you used to be.”
“So what is it?”
“It’s the scanner only better/”
“Better?”
“I jimmied it so that it can pick up both ends of the conversation.”
“Wow! That’s way cool, Lisa. How?”
“Well when you’ve been across town taking ballet, I’ve been in a special electronics class offered by Girl Scouts. I want to be an Electrical Engineer when I grow up”
Rinnnnnnng!
“Here’s our chance to test it, Lisa. Turn it on!”
“Alright, already!” We listened to the conversation over the scanner
‘Yes, this is Joseph Niceman. I arrived in the Atlanta Area today.”
Next a screech came from the scanner. “They’ve started a scrambler. However since it’s plugged into the phone line here, I can detect the code key from the distortions in the house’s power frequency.” Lisa plugged another plug into the wall electric and one into the house phone line. She fiddled with some settings and as if by magic the scanner again erupted in recognizable speech.
“Sorry, Joe. I know that you must be tired but we need to run an opportunity by you. If you agree then you’ll need to come in right away so that we can start your training.”
“Why me? What will this assignment involve?”
“By coincidence, your sister and her husband is hosting a Russian national, Molliana Uspenskaia, in a student exchange. She secretly has ties to the Russian Government so she will need to be discretely under surveillance.”
‘Good luck to who ever draws that assignment. She’s to be enrolled at Breneau Academy for girls, I’m told.”
“A US intelligences agency has contracted our agency to provide the agent to place her under surveillance for her protection. Known agents either from the government or private agents can’t be used since if the Russians detect an existing agent then they will know that we know her connection and things will escalate from there. You have the potential to be an agent but you are unknown, with your connection to the family, you’ll have access that no one else would have to Molliana”
“What do you want me to do, exactly?”
“We want you to go undercover as a transgendered Breneau Academy Senior girl.”
“Why not just get a real girl to do this? It will take a lot of work to get me to pass as the persona that I am supposed to be. What about the difference in age?”
“We don’t have a girl with your connections and your skills. It will be easier turning you into a girl, than training a girl with your skills and cultivating in her your connections. You’ll still be passing as an adult but just barely one. Even though family will know who you really are, the age regression will be your way of going deep stealth for your transition so that no one will connect you to the person you used to be. The more successful you are of going stealth, the greater the chance that you will be effective as a covert agent.”
“Oh! How long will this assignment last?”
“The student exchange is for a year so when Mollianna goes back to Russia, the assignment will be over.”
“I’ll be right in! I will accept conditional on hearing the rest of the details for this assignment.”
“Thank you, Joe. I look forward to briefing you completely. Goodbye.”
“Goodbye”
Lisa cut off the scanner and we both sat for a second silent with our jaws dropped over what we had heard.
“Obviously, Uncle Joe did his hacking well if the US Government is convinced that I’m the secret daughter of the Russian President.”
“Looks like you wont be the only one having to learn how to be a girl before school starts.”
“It looks like that Uncle Joe’s hacking also got me enrolled at Breneau Academy. The brainstorm was to have both you and Lisa enrolled there too. Rosa Lopez, Dr Lopez’s daughter was already going to be going there. I hope it works out! Breneau Academy has a reputation of being a very good school!”
“Breneau Academy is very cool! Not only have they got great academics and athletics, but students have access to some of the University’s facilities too. It will take some getting used to living at a boarding school.”
“It will be okay! It’s close enough that you can spend any weekend that you want with your family.”
“It will be an interesting dorm room with the four of us together. I suppose that you and I will share a room and Tina will share one with Rosa. Of course having your Uncle Joe for a dorm mother will be interesting too.”
“I wonder how Gramps will react to Uncle Joe becoming a girl for a year.”
“Somehow we have to get a new cover story for you being a girl before the year ends since you are only a paperwork phantom in Russia.”
“Where there is a will there is a way.. This is like my real life test being a girl for this year. If I’m not meant to be a girl then one way or another Wally will be back. If I’m meant to be Molly for the rest of my life, I’ll know for sure by the time the year is over. . We’ll come up with some way for Molliana to disappear, with a new cover story for me, as soon as we can manage it then Uncle Joe can go back to being himself.”
We opened the door to my room just in time to hear Uncle Joe call out to the assembled adults in the living room.
“Mom and Dad, I have to go into work. I’m not sure how long I will be since this came up unexpectedly!”
“Joe, what about the hacking? Did it go well?”
“It went very well. I’ve gotten reports that the US Intelligence Agency have swallowed the bait and will accept the cover story that we have established for Molly. I’ve got to go!”
“Bye, Joe!”
“Bye! Son!”
Momma’s cell phone rang and we withdrew back inside my bedroom after Uncle Joe left. Lisa turned to me.
“You know after what happened to you, an assignment like that for your Uncle Joe to be pretending to be a girl isn’t likely to shock them that much.”
“He’d only be doing it to help me anyway, if he ends up taking the assignment. It’s wonderful to have family that will do so much for me.”
“Funny thing is that if your uncle accepts the assignment then it will be both of you learning how to be girls.”
“Well if the talent for learning how the other half lives, that my mother had, runs in the family, both Uncle Joe and I will be fine.”
“Let’s use your new cute pink computer on your new desk to google Breneau Academy. I want all the dirt on our new high school!”
“That’s great, Lisa. We can see what the uniform requirements are and what kind of loopholes there are in the dress code to dress it up with accessories.”
“I like the way you think, girl! I can’t believe how shallow I was to let appearance keep me away from you before. I’m glad that we have a chance to catch up with all the things I missed doing with you before. I am so glad you are my friend, Molly!”
“I’m glad that you are my friend. Lisa! Let’s go dig up that info on Breneau Academy!”
We took the laptop from it’s place on top of my desk and both Lisa and I curled up on my bed as we surfed the net together looking up anything we could find on Breneau Academy starting with the official website. We giggled and whispered to each other as we kept up a running commentary on what we found online. Time slipped away from us as if we were under a spell until there was a knock at my door.
“Sweetie, can we come in?”
I called, “Sure Momma! Come In!” Lisa and I turned around to sit on the edge of the bed. Out of respect for my mother, I didn’t quickly close the laptop. It wouldn’t matter anyway if I did since the house’s router automatically kept a record of which pages I had gone to on the internet and would only serve pages that they had pre approved.
“Both Lisa’s Mom and your Granny are with me too. We have some news for you!”
“My son’s hacking paid off. Your parents got a call from Breneau Academy to notify them of your acceptance there. They both have positions now at Breneau University. The chair of Astronomy that your mother accepted includes a home on campus that you will all live together in on the weekends”
“Granny that is such good news! Momma, congratulations on your new promotion! I appreciate everything you and Daddy are doing for me!”
“Molly, It’s not just for you. We obviously were exploring Breneau’s offer to me long before your little surprises. With you being a girl now, it just became a lot better choice for all of us.”
“Thank you, Momma!”
“Lisa, you’ve been accepted too, They want you to room with Molly since you are friends to help with the transition to boarding school. Gainesville is close enough, even with us not moving, that you can still spend any weekend you want here with us.”
“Thanks, Mom! Molly and I were checking out the high school on the internet when she told me there was a chance we could be going there. It looks like I will be able to do lots of things that I wouldn’t be able to take at Jefferson High School. I’m thrilled with the possibilities.”
It was amazing that the same big smile on Stephanie’s face was mirrored on Lisa’s. When I looked at Momma, Granny and I thru the mirror over my dressing table, I could see where I got the big grin on my face.
“Well, Lisa, here’s a piece of news that you didn’t get tipped on. Your Daddy and I are going home but Milly has invited you over to have a sleep over with Molly.”
Both Lisa and I squealed in unison, “Woo Hoo!”
“Thank you Mrs. Bensdorf! Thank you Mom!”
“You are welcome Lisa! I took the liberty of packing a bag for you.” She handed Lisa the bag that Stephanie had concealed behind her until that moment. Lisa took a look inside and was well pleased with what she saw.
“Mom, you thought of everything! Thanks! Molly and I are going to have so much fun tonight!”
“Thanks Stephanie! Thanks Momma! Thanks Granny!”
“Well, I guess we will leave you girls to things. I have a snack prepared for you that you can get once you have gotten ready for bed.”
“Love you, Lisa! Be good and do what Milly tells you to do. Your father and I will see you tomorrow! Good night, Lisa”
The three women left and left the door behind them open. From upstairs, we were able to hear enough that Stephanie and Tom left to go next door, Granny and Gramps went to their room, Daddy went to my parent’s room and Momma went to the kitchen. The house became still so Lisa and I took turns getting ready for bed quickly so we could go get the snack that Momma had prepared for us. I wondered if the peace and quiet which had settled over the house would remain when Uncle Joe was back with his news and if ‘she’ would already have assumed ‘her’ new persona.
All It Would Take
Fan Fiction Sequel of the 1986 movie Willy Milly
8 - Whole Expressions
This fan fiction piece is based on the original work, Willy Milly aka Something Special by Willy Milly Associates, Concorde, copyright 1985.. All original characters and plot lines are the property of the owners, and any resemblance to individuals either living or dead is coincidental. This piece is for entertainment purposes only and is not intended as a copyright infringement. No income is being derived from this fan fiction piece.
Eight ~ Whole Expressions
Both Lisa and I were sleeping lightly, having only just gone to bed a few minutes earlier. We had all kinds of fun doing the things girls usually do at a sleepover. It was brand new to me and Lisa had fun since it was the first time she had gotten to share those things with me. We both heard the key turn in the lock and we left the bed from either side of it to exit my bedroom and sneak down the stairs to wind up on either side of the female figure entering from outside. We indicated for her to be quiet and we each took one of her arms and escorted her up the stairs into my room. Once upstairs with the door closed and the light turned on the girl removed the hood from her hoodie which obscured her face.
“And you are?” I addressed the girl, who had to actually be Uncle Joe but the job of turning her into a girl was almost flawless.
“I’m sure you know who I am but you can call me, Lucinda ‘Lucy’ Duke. Molly I’m your first cousin once removed, daughter of your grand uncle Thomas Duke.”
"That's close enough to the truth that it might even fly given the right hacking."
"Of course it's the truth. However could you assume that it isn't? "
"My Grand Uncle Thomas (Granny Niceman's brother) had two children who died as infants. One of them would be my first cousin once removed."
"Are you sure about that?"
"I guess it's convenient that we can't check with either Grand Uncle Thomas or his wife since they both died in an auto accident."
"Is that really you, Uncle Joe in there some where?"
"It’s me but please call me Lucy even privately. I have to get used to the idea that I am living as a girl 24/7 for the next year. I'm going undercover, but the agency wants me to be related to the family, which is why we chose your Grand Uncle Thomas' family to base my cover upon. "
"This is wild, Lucy! Does that mean you will be going to Breneau Academy with us? Are you going to be a freshman like us?"
“They had this idea for me to be an 18 year old transwoman (which would be the age of Thomas Duke Jr if he had lived) for my cover so I could observe and protect you, Molly ,in school. While you being the purported secret daughter of the Russian president opened doors and excused some holes in your documentation, It also makes it imperative that you be protected while in the US to avoid an international incident. I'll be going to Breneau Academy with you all as a senior.”
“Why you? ”
“They felt that I had promise and they hoped by bringing in someone related to the host family, It would be easier to accept me as your observer since you were going to get one in any case once your secret was out.”
“Lucy, since you are going undercover as a transwoman, why not as yourself?”
“With a constructed identity it was easier for me to have the history I need for my cover rather than trying to mess up my real life and trying to fudge my age so that the real me is younger on paper so I would be able to be admitted to the Academy.”
“Lucy, how in the world were you able to do all that hacking so that both the Intelligence Agencies and the Academy latched on to the new me and believed it so quickly?”
“Molly you of all people should know what it’s like when dealing with something derived from Lisa’s Uncle Malcolm. My laptop came as a gift from him, when I was a child before he disappeared. Not only has it amazingly kept upgraded with the times but amazing things happen when I use it. Even then I had aspirations of being a Private Investigator so Lisa’s Uncle Malcolm had loaded some hacking software on the laptop that can perform near miracles. That’s how you got taken seriously so quickly by the intelligence community and got into the Academy so quickly.”
“Wow, Lucy, I know that you are a great Private Investigator but how are you going to cope with living the life of a transwoman?”
“The Agency has lined up help for me in the mechanics of passing as a girl. I’m even in a ‘Closed Support Group” and I’m going to be a patient of a therapist who has gone thru this process herself, Dr Erika Johansen. She has her practice at one of the Methodist Churches downtown.”
“Maybe you can teach me any tricks you find out about in the mechanics of passing as a girl. It should be easier for me than you since I am now a real girl so far as my looks are concerned. It would be nice to be able to attend a support group like that.”
“I think I could get you in. Even with our covers, we are still kinda family with me being the 1st cousin once removed of the person that you swapped for the year with. We both will have to maintain cover, but even so I feel that it would be a great experience for you that you normally would not be able to have without breaking your cover.”
“That’s wonderful, Lucy! I can see we are going to be the best of friends, helping each other out.”
“Well I can use all the help that I can help since there cant be any more a novice than me in this.”
“Your Father would really freak if you take all this seriously. Granny said that he was really depressed after Momma went back to being Milly and that he was overjoyed when he really had a son born.”
“I’ll let Pop know that this is simply a means to an end. It’s simply to good an opportunity to get this kind of experience as an intelligence agent for someone as young as I am now. It’s temporary so that you can get a real chance to see what living as a girl is really like and whether you want to continue it. Even without Malcolm’s help there are things we can do to allow you to live as a boy if that is what you really want and this temporary cover will allow a return of Wally. If on the other hand you decide that you really do want to be a girl for the rest of your life, we will find another cover for you that doesn’t involve you pretending to be a secret daughter of the Russian President.”
“Like what?”
“Like making you into a first cousin once removed of yourself like I’m pretending to be so that you’ll have a real identity that no one can connect to your original male self. Remember that Grand Uncle Thomas Duke's daughter who died as an infant was, Molly Rachel Duke” who died as a baby and her parents died not long afterward in an auto accident. You could take her identity if you want to live the rest of your life out as a girl. "
“Thank you for being so good to me, Lucy. Shouldn't we go ahead and put me in that identity instead? I wouldn't want you to be harmed by pretending to be a girl, Lucy."
"Molly, I'll be okay in the short term being a girl and after pulling this off I should be able to take my pick of assignments in intelligence work.The exchange program scam preserves both of your identities so you can wait to make your choice. Turning you into your own first cousin once removed would mean having to make a final end to your Wally identity because revealing that would reveal who you are really."
"As long as you are okay with this, I'm game. I really need to be sure I want to be Molly the rest of my life. They really did an amazing job of turning you into a girl. You look good, Lucy,”
“Thank you, Molly. I can’t quite believe it myself. I held out reservations of taking the assignment until I saw how I would turn out. After they ended up making me look like this, I could hardly back out due to not passing. I am very lucky to have a body that can so convincingly be turned into a girl as though I were one all along.”
“Cool it girls! keep your voices down! I’m sure we don’t want to invite any adults to crash our sleepover.” Lisa was quiet but firm as she spoke to Lucy and I.
“Too Late!” Lisa's mother, Stephanie and Lucy’s sister, Milly appeared in the room letting herself inside without a knock.
Lucy’s back was turned to Momma. Momma put her arm on Lucy’s shoulder to guide her around to face her. “Who might you be, missy? I don't remember giving Molly permission to invite another girl over.” The sternness was an act which Momma quickly lost when Lucy turned around and Momma realized that it wasn’t Tina or even Rosa. Momma turned loose her shoulder and stood dumbfounded before the girl without any recognition.
Lucy used her best girl voice even though she had been using it all thru our conversation so far. “I’m Lucy Duke. I’m sorry if I overstepped. I’m Molly’s first cousin once removed. Your Uncle Thomas’s eldest child.”
As Lucy began speaking, even though she sounded all girl to us, her word choices and inflection brought recognition to Momma’s eyes. “My goodness, Joe! Did you want to be a girl too? What magic left from Malcolm did you use?”
“It’s me Sis. Please call me Lucy because I would like to get used to answering to that name. I guess you could say I got this way indirectly by Malcolm’s magic but I’m not a real girl, only a pretend one.”
“Okay, I guess that you weren’t physically changed by magic is good. But why are you pretending to be a girl.”
“Well I’m really pretending to be a transgirl to go undercover at Molly’s new school because the intelligence community wants someone watching her for her protection. They didn’t want to use an established agent because that would tip the Russians that we knew that Molly was secretly the Russian President’s daughter. They offered the job to my agency and they offered it to me because of my ties to the family might help keep me in place. I accepted it since it was a great first assignment for my career and someone else watching Molly might unmask her secret.”
“Wow that’s a lot to swallow. Are you sure you will be okay pretending to be a girl for all that time?”
“Well its only until the school term is over next Memorial Day when Molly has to make a final decision on who she will be for the rest of her life. If she decides to be a girl permanently then she’ll get a permanent new identity and Wally will be no more. Otherwise Molly will become Wally again having returned from the year going to School in Russia. I can do it!”
“Thank you Lucy. Well I guess you get to join Molly for her crash course in all things girl that she’ll need to learn before going off to school in the fall.”
“The Agency has some experts who will be giving me a crash course as well. The more information the better.”
“As much as you can prepare for, there is always something unexpected, right Lisa.”
“That’s right Mrs. Bensdorf. For things like that you just have to know basic girl things and improvise from those skills.”
“I’m glad to be getting all of this help. How did you learn to be a boy, Momma, besides fighting and what your Pop taught you?”
"What Daddy taught me was the athletics of the situation. As a boy, I needed to know how to fight and act tough to take care of myself..Momma said that Daddy turned me into one of those Dime Store Hooligans. He corrected her that they weren't hanging out at the Dime Store any more. It was Arcades and Computer Stores instead. He told her that they must be Computer Hooligans now. Of course, Gang member might be truer in the present world. Stephanie helped drill me so I would talk like a boy"
"I had a lot of work too. I came up with flash cards where we did things like list expressions ending with 'it' or try to use words in a sentence that a boy would use but a girl would never dream of using. It was really tough, since the more that I did to help Willy be a more believable boy, I was losing more and more about him that I had identified with my friend Milly..Lisa, at least since you became Molly's friend after rather than before, everything that you do will help Molly be someone you can relate to being around. By the time that Willy really had being a boy down, he forsook the girl things so we never spent any time together any more."
"I'm not really proud of that time, Steph. I didn't make time for you as a friend and didn't try to include you with my new guy friends. Of course, Molly, that is the danger that you risk as you move more and more towards being a girl that you lose touch with Gary."
"Aunt Stephanie, I would make room for Gary in my life if he wanted me in his life. He's the one who has written our friendship off. Even being like a real girl, I would have lots more lee way to do boy things without being thought too odd."
"Momma, I guess it would have really been difficult for you to do girl things publicly especially back then when you were Willy,"
"Even if I could not do some things publicly with Stephanie, I should have found a way to spend time with her anyway. You don't forsake a friend for any reason. If it takes more work then you put in the effort because it is sure worth it."
"Milly, I guess we are getting away from the topic at hand even though it is good for the girls to learn from what we experienced. Lisa, If you were going to put together the regime of things that Molly and Lucy should know as girls their age, what would you include?"
"Momma, I think talking like a girl would is something that both Lucy and Molly might like to work on. Molly, with her being a real girl, already has the inflections down and speaks in a kind of musical way. Lucy might like to learn how to do that and to make sure her voice has one clear tone like a girl's natural voice. Both Molly and Lucy might like to work on their choice of words so that they use more words that girls use."
"That's very good, Lisa. Milly, what kind of things do you feel that Lucy and Molly might like to work on? Both of them might like to learn how to act like girls and that is more than just mannerisms even though those are important too. They might like to learn how girls cooperate and smile greetings to one another even if they haven't met. A part of that is using your facial expressions and body language to communicate ideas and emotions. A girl who doesn't include emotional content in her communication is not going to fit in very well. A part of that is being there for other girls and sharing in emotionally supporting each other."
"That's very important, since we communicate in how we act and express ourselves even more than just what words we say. Of course there is the whole topic of fashion and clothes buying in order to make outfits that look good on yourself and for others. Personal Grooming is a huge topic including makeup and hair. Mannerisms are important especially in learning why certain things are done a certain way for a girl instead of just copying by rote so that you learn to move in a feminine way in any circumstance. The most important is how one walks and moves gracefully."
"Wow! that's a lot especially for me since I won't have a natural female body to cope with things but just the augmented body that you see before you, ladies."
"Lucy, It will be tougher for you but with what I have seen of transgendered individuals, it is possible to do a lot even without making permanent changes."
"I guess I was luckier going from Milly to Willy since there was a whole lot less things expected of me as a boy. However I did have to learn the why behind things because things came up that I had to adapt to while I was Willy.Not always did I make the best choice but enough times that I was accepted as Willy by everyone, even the bullies."
"On top of everything else, there is the need for a girl to not only know how to interact with other girls but also with boys. Interaction with boys is especially important since even if you don't desire them, they are unavoidable. It is better to be proactive in dealing with boys rather than reactive."
"Like Momma, Are you saying that it is easier to avoid a mess than to clean it up?"
"Exactly, Molly!'
"Lucy, you especially will need to familiarize yourself with experiences that every girl has growing up that you won't have had. Having boy experiences to draw on won't necessarily out you, since girls, especially those who went thru a tom girl phase, will have had some boy experiences. It will be obvious to draw the line and of course not mention boy experiences that are either impossible or unlikely to have happened to a girl.. Lucy, any rites of passage having to do with becoming a woman are things that you won't have since you don't really have a woman's body so you'll have to fake them based on learning other girl's experiences and trying to apply them to your life story."
"I will have many challenges in that area, but just to passing as a born girl. Since my cover is a transwoman, not getting those down well won't blow my cover, which is why they picked for me to portray a transwoman."
"Molly, with your greater freedom to choose girl things and experiences, you have some thing that you can draw on for background. Some rites of passage, you've already experienced in compressed time since your transformation. Others you will experience later and be able to share with other women your point of view experiencing those occasions.."
"Wow, there is a whole lot to learn, even considering the lessons and things that I've been introduced to already!"
"One way of catching up especially for transwomen is to have group sessions where transwomen get together to share their experiences. Even though their second puberty does not occur when it would have for a born woman, in that context its a community of women sharing their milestones and observations of life which while it cant substitute for what a born woman experiences, it can aid understanding and being able to place the experience in perspective both for their current life and for the life they might have had if they were born women. Not only that but to have other transwomen around to be there for you in real time as a girl's peers would be for her in her puberty, to give emotional support and hugs as needed is important. "
"That's very good information, Lucy. You have absorbed a lot of information on transwomen in a short time. Molly, I believe that it would be useful for you to be in Lucy's group as well so that you can help catch up on girl experiences that you didn't have growing up."
"It feels like that to me, too, Momma."
"Lucy, while you get all those aspects of yourself learned and appropriate for the girl, you portray, now, you'll also want to place the new you in a setting appropriate to a girl."
"What does that involve, Milly?"
"Placing yourself in a setting appropriate to a girl starts with where you live. Just like we just finished a make over of Molly's Room, we'll want to re-make over the basement room you occupy to make it more appropriate to the senior girl that you portray. In this case, I imagine that we'll want to put everything down there into storage and first finish the basement and then finally make it a place where a Senior Girl like you would want to live and surround you there with things that the girl you portray would want."
"That will be fun being able to make over the basement! What else does placing myself in a setting appropriate for me involve?"
"You'll have to discard any activities that someone your new age would not be involved in, unless needed to carry out your mission and in that case, you'll need to carry them out in secrecy. You'll need to start with a new set of activities and hobbies appropriate to the girl you are portraying."
"I guess that is something that I'll have to do in any undercover assignment, is to do what the person I am portraying would do with hobbies and activities. What else?"
"A big part of a person's setting is the people that you choose to associate with and how you allocate your time with them. Obviously the girl you are portraying would have different friends and acquaintances than your ordinary circles. Some you'll find with your new hobbies and activities, and others, you'll have to cultivate as essential to the life that you are leading or the information that you feel that you require to do the mission you are assigned."
"The only consolation is that I'm going to have to do a lot of this to fit in undercover for any assignment. If I can pull this off then anything else should be a breeze."
"Well now that we've overwhelmed especially Lucy with the scope of her task,Milly, I guess we had better let her get down to her room and into her night gown to go to sleep. Young Lady, you have a busy day ahead of you tomorrow!"
"Thank you, Ladies. Molly, could you lend me a nightgown? I have no idea where mine are packed and I want to get right to bed."
"Sure, Lucy!"
I went to my new chest of drawers and pulled open the drawer I remembered had the nightgowns in it. I had mercy on her and found my most plain one, which was a baby blue nightshirt that emulated a football jersey but was cut like a night gown. I handed it to her.
"How's that one, Lucy?"
"Oh Molly! Thanks so much! It's cute! Good night Ladies!" Lucy exited my bedroom and we could hear her going down the stairs to the basement.
"Girls, you two should be turning in as well."
"Yes, Momma"
"Yes, Aunt Milly"
"Goodnight girls!"
Momma and Aunt Stephanie left the room and I guess Momma was going to get Aunt Stephanie settled for the night since she appeared to be staying too.Lisa and I took turns in the bathroom really getting completely ready for bed.Soon the lights were out.
Lisa and I whispered to each other as we shared the same bed for a while but finally, we both closed our eyes and went to sleep.
All It Would Take
Fan Fiction Sequel of the 1986 movie Willy Milly
9 – We've Got Our Limits
This fan fiction piece is based on the original work, Willy Milly aka Something Special by Willy Milly Associates, Concorde, copyright 1985.. All original characters and plot lines are the property of the owners, and any resemblance to individuals either living or dead is coincidental. This piece is for entertainment purposes only and is not intended as a copyright infringement. No income is being derived from this fan fiction piece.
Nine ~ We've Got Our Limits
Of course it occurred to all of us after sleeping on it that even being in a closed transgender support group would be a bad idea for me who was essentially a transgirl but wasn’t supposed to be. Being outed would raise too many questions. So it was Lisa instead of me who gave moral support to Lucy.
When we got our dorm assignments, it dawned on us that the cover story was coming back to haunt us. You see we were assigned to Hicks Dorm which was named for one of the most generous benefactors to BA. It was the most lavish and deluxe dorm on campus and the unofficial headquarters for senior girls who were the friends of the queen bee on campus. All of a sudden there were 2 less rooms in the dorm and the Dorm Mother who had been hand-picked by the queen bee being displaced by Lucy.
”Molly they are screaming again!”
”I wish that they would give it a rest, Lisa. What is it this time?”
”Sophia and Olivia , two of the queen bee’s drones have been complaining to Chloe about them being left off the deluxe floor altogether. If the queen bee, Chloe, would have had her way she would have had one senior suite room and her BFF Jennifer the other with her hand picked cousin Josie having the Dorm Mother Suite between them. Then in the shared rooms her drones Buffy and Hildy as well as Sophia and Olivia.”
From the queen bee, Chloe Hicks’ reaction, she felt like what had happened to her was unthinkable. She’s calling us a fake foreign freshman and her BFF In the room that should be hers alone.”
”She’s calling Rosa and Tina, a Hispanic freshman and her BFF who were in the suite that should have belonged to Chloe’s BFF Jenniver. Now Chloe and Jennifer are sharing a standard room.”
”She’s calling Lucy both a wanna be girl and a fake senior usurping the Room Mother’s Suite.
”Sophia and Olivia are telling Chloe that they should be sharing the other standard room on the cool floor and Buffy and Hildy should be the ones stuck off the cool floor. Listen to Chloe scream ‘I’ll teach those upstarts to ruin my senior year. Just you wait!”
”How are we ever going to get any studying done with all the racket that those girls are making?.
”I have a feeling that the racket is going to be the least of our worries when Chloe goes on the offensive.
”It’s not like we can request to be placed in a freshman dorm. BA has swallowed the CIA kool aid and thinks that you, Molly are the Russian President’s secret daughter.
”What a mess!”
Just then there was a knock at the door and when Molly got up and answered it, she found that it was Rosa and Tina.
”I am at the end of my rope! What did we do Lisa to deserve this?”
”What has happened, Rosa?”
Buffy and Hildy keep busting thru into our dorm room without knocking. “
And just about the time we start trying to randomly open our door to catch them before they can do it, we find instead of them a note requesting us to pick up something for us that someone else left for us in their room.
”Then when we knock on their door, they both say in unison, ‘Whoooooooooo Issssssssssss Iiiiiiiiiiiiiitt?’
”I’m more feeling that I’m part of a situation comedy than in school.”
”These are only annoyances. The other shoe is going to drop and they will pull rank on us freshman and force us in to some subservient position or chore.”
”Can’t Lucy pull rank on them to get them to stop?”
She could but it might be buying something worse for us and for her.
”Remember that even if we have the choice rooms on the floor, that she’s still got a lot of power as senior president.
There was a knock at the door and I got up to answer it.
”It’s got to be someone we want to see since the seniors of this floor just come through doors without asking.”
Fortunately, it was Lucy who came through the door, looking a little out of breath.
”Hey girls! I’m glad we are all here because I have news. Our dorm has been tasked by the administration with putting on the big fundraiser for the women’s shelter. It’s going to be a dinner dance. The food is being catered and there is a budget for the entertainment. However the person who will be handing out assignments is the dorm president who is….”
Coming unbidden through the closed door was Chloe followed by all of her drones. “…Me! Thanks for the introduction, Lucy. Let’s get right down to business. While Lucy has final say on the decorations theme and entertainment, I have the right to assign each girl in the dorm her task for the evening. All of you girls will be servers. That should be just in line with your capabilities. Come on girls! We have other assignments to make!”
After Chloe and her swarm had made their way off the floor behind the slammed door, Lucy started to speak again.
”This is for a good cause so I feel like we should do the best we can, and if we can turn the tables on Chloe and her drones, so much the better.”
”You know I heard about this catering company who do a great job giving glamourous service like the old time airline stewardesses. Since Lucy can set the theme and book the entertainment we girls could be part of the floor show essentially and steal the show.”
”I like it! We could have the concert orchestra play big band music in 40’s costumes which would cut down on the expense to have more to donate to the shelter. We could get some really great 40’s style decorations to decorate the hall. We might have some things from that 40’s play that the theater group did which would make a really dramatic statement.”
“It would be glamourous and something that people couldn’t just find every day.”
”The theater group might help us with the costumes for us as the “stewardesses” as well.”
”Just wait until Chloe finds out that instead of giving us the worst task for the fundraiser that we’ve ended up with the best part.”
”Well the only way that this will work is if we keep it quiet from them until everything is in place and it is too late to make any changes.”
”Thank goodness you knew about the company that does 40’s style service with their catered meals. That was what turned the tables on it. “
”We’ll just have to be careful not to make any actual plans in our rooms since the seniors keep breaking in on us.”
”But we can set up some misinformation in our rooms which will make them think that their plan to make us miserable is working.”
”Funny you should say that since I’ve found out about a secret room where we can do all the actual planning and coordinating.”
”Chloe and her hive have made so many enemies that it should be no trouble getting others to help us follow through with the plans and to have them keep quiet.”
Chloe and her hive had cut down on their annoyance campaign against us. We all gave good performances towards them on how much we were hating being made peons like common laborers. The preparations enlisted a great number of girls from all over both the High School and College campuses. Ticket sales became so great that we not only had to up our plans to make the event support even more people.
Lucy got the administration to sign on to getting that firm to fly out here to Gainesville, GA to provide both the catered food but also to supply enough servers to augment the 4 of us. They were also going to give us a crash course on what they did to be both glamorous and gorgeous in the 40’s outfits and also give the best service to our guests.
Finally, Chloe and her hive found out about the real plans and it was too late for them to horn in on the real action which they had given up and they could not sabotage the event since both their reputation and the well-being of the charity would be jeopardized. We were quick to give Chloe credit for the entire operation which only perplexed her more. We were literally killing her with kindness. You know what they say that revenge is a dish best served cold. Well we did even better than that.
When I went home on the weekend, I discussed the problem that we had been experiencing with the senior girls with my mother.”
”Mom, when you were Willy, did you ever experience getting picked on after Malcolm helped you to escape from Harry the Horror, Luke and Smiley? I’m wondering if your experience can help us with the next round with Chloe and her hive.”
”Well it was the day after going back to school that the trouble really started. Tom, Lopez and Alfie were riding to school in the Bread Truck with the ramp for Alfie’s wheel chair. When they came up on the high school parking lot they saw Harry with a baseball bat flanked by his goons Luke and Smiley with baseball bats too beside Harry’s Trans-Am which had a grill that looked like a pretzel. “
”Where were you?”
”Daddy had dropped me off and I was walking the rest of the way to school so I could present a more independent image as a male. On their way away from the school, the boys stopped and scooped me up into the truck to save me from Harry and his goons waiting at school. The conversation started with Alfie who has got me to come with them by telling me:”
”Niceman, get in here!”
Once I was safe inside he explained the situation to me.
”We’ve got a problem.” Tom continued, “Harry’s grill looks like a pretzel.” Lopez exclaimed “Shit!”
I replied, “I’m sorry. I guess I kinda started something.”
Tom who was driving explained his plan. “It’s nothing we can’t finish, man. You stick with me and Harry ain’t going to be no problem. He knows better.”
”Dumb shithead.”
”Stupid Ass.”
”What a dip!
”What are we going to do?”
”We go to our place.”
”You guys have a place?”
”Yeah! Nobody knows about it. Harry will never find us in a million years. Right Tom?”
”Stop worrying about Harry, okay? The fact is that we messed up the man’s grill, Right.”
”Yeah.” “Right” “Sure.”
”Well the guy’s only human. He doesn’t want trouble. He just wants a grill that isn’t bent out of shape. So, let’s get him a new one.’
”Molly, Tom stops at the junk yard and spots a new looking Trans-Am grill with a few light pieces of junk around it. He removes the junk and cleans the dirt off of it with a cloth.“
”Classic, Mr. T, classic!”
”Alfie, go show Niceman the love dome. We’ll get the grill here.”
”Molly, Alfie in his ‘lunar rover’ starts off on down the road further and I follow him. We come to a doorway which is closed with a rope hanging beside it. Alfie points out the rope.”
”Pull that.” The door opens and Alfie wheels inside and I follow.”
”So what do you think?”
”Well, Ahm.”
”We call it the love dome. Looks like an ordinary living room, right? Me and my date just had a long hard night at the disco. We’re tired but we don’t want to go home just yet. I suggest stopping at the junk yard. She’s curious. I set the atmosphere.”
”Molly, Alfie turns on a boom box beside what appears to be a hidden upright bed along one of the fenced walls. Various pieces of scrounged kitchen items are around along with a pot belly stove and a cabinet. On the other side of the fenced in circle are automobile seats mounted on cinder blocks to form a seating area. All in all it’s the junkyard version of a studio apartment complete with portapotty for a restroom.”
”Are you tired?”
”It’s ten thirty in the morning.”
”Come on, be the girl.” Alfie commanded.
“Molly, It was at this moment that I began to realize that I indeed wanted to be a girl if I could be Alfie’s girl. But the thought really did not fully form till some other things happened later. That’s why I want you to be sure that you really want to be a girl while we can try to help you back if you want to go back. I was also frustrated that I was doing my best to be a boy and now Alfie was asking me to be a girl.”
”What happened next, Momma”
Alfie explained, “I’m just demonstrating. Are you tired?”
”I replied, ‘A little.’ Then Alfie pulled a rope which made the bed come down from it’s upright position to become a usable bed. I giggled a little and sat down on the bed.”
Alfie asked, “Not bad, huh? Would you like something to drink?”
”Oh please, yes.”
”I think your voice should be a little higher.”
”I hadn’t used a higher pitch voice even when I was a girl as you know but for Alfie’s sake I tried to raise the pitch of my voice and be a girl for Alfie, ‘I’m very thirsty.’ “
”Of course we’ve been dancing all night.” Alfie opens the cabinet and realizes that it is empty. “Lopez drank all the pop. That pig! Oh! Sorry.”
”Don’t be sorry. I’m glad you asked me here. I haven’t had a night like this, ever. I think you are a very nice guy.
”No, I’m not. ”
”Yes, you are. Yeah!”
”Well, I guess, I’m okay. Well actually I’m a pretty nice guy.”
”Molly, after that the guys came to get us after having already loaded the grill in the truck. We drove back to the school and met Harry and presented him with the Trans-Am grill.
”So, It’s good as new, almost and we’re sorry. ”
”Very impressive. I’m glad you boys decided to do the right thing. But you see a busted grill causes other problems. It kinda destroyed my weekend. And there are these bugs and things that fly into my engine. And when my engine has bugs, I can’t sleep at night. And when I can’t sleep at night, it causes me mental anguish. Do you have insurance for mental anguish?
”No.” “No.” “No.” “No.”
”Molly, we figured out that instead of just giving Harry the grill, he actually wanted us to install it and then put an hour into cleaning and washing the Trans-Am so it would look as close to new as we could get it to become. So we had the new grill installed and were working on washing and detailing his car.”
”Just one more hour and this will all be over.”
”Even Harry knows we’ve got our limits.”
”I replied, ‘He does?’ Lopez changed the subject but later on we found out while we were working out later at the weight room that not only was Harry not finished with us but also that he had a list of chores for us to do with the first one being for us to all go clean up the yard at his girlfriend’s house.”
”I guess we don’t need to rest on our accomplishment after the fundraiser is finished. That we need to do more than best her in order for us to bring things to a resolution.”
”With boys, who act differently than girls, it took us eventually after being backed into a corner with me against Harry, Luke and Smiley alone that Tom, Lopez and Alfie came to my rescue and together we beat the bullies up. But girls don’t resolve their problems with violence. But they don’t give up after only one defeat. You’ll have to resolve a conflict among girls, in a girl’s way.”
”How do I do that, Momma?”
”You compromise, show that you really care about them, you reach a consensus, and you become their friends. And only if all else fails you become sneakier and smarter than them in your actions to shame them into leaving you alone. But only if all else fails and you can’t let the law or authority handle it.”
”Wow, Momma, you’ve given me a lot to think about.”
”And Molly, if you have a secret clubhouse, by all means, make sure it’s location never gets out.”
”Thanks, Momma, Guess I’ll see you and Daddy at the fund raiser on Monday.”
”Wouldn’t miss it for the world. Time for you to go to bed, sweetie. See you in the morning!”
All It Would Take
Fan Fiction Sequel of the 1986 movie Willy Milly
10 – Visitor From Venus
This fan fiction piece is based on the original work, Willy Milly aka Something Special by Willy Milly Associates, Concorde, copyright 1985.. All original characters and plot lines are the property of the owners, and any resemblance to individuals either living or dead is coincidental. This piece is for entertainment purposes only and is not intended as a copyright infringement. No income is being derived from this fan fiction piece. The new characters and situations that I have invented herein are my own and I retain all rights to their not for profit presentation.
Ten ~ Visitor From Venus
All of us, girls, were met in our secret location to receive an update from Lucy.
”Well, thanks to a little more hacking, the Agency believes that the benefit might be crashed by the Russian president to see his daughter. This provided motivation for the Agency to commit finances so that the proper security would be in place.”
”Oh, that sounds so wonderful, Lucy. All that for little ol’ me? I’m flattered … and scared to death at the same time. What about the catering?”
”Well with the Agency picking up the bill, we won’t have to just emulate that caterer that I was telling you about. The Agency has booked an Atlanta knockoff caterer for the benefit through a holding company. They have a high-security clearance, but not high enough to know who you are, Molly, is the Russian President’s daughter, like the Agency has deduced. “
”So what about the people that were assigned by Chloe Hicks to various jobs for the benefit?”
”Like you all, they will assist the people who have been contracted to do the work. We’ll still be using the Breneau University Orchestra to provide big band music for entertainment. They actually have been cleared for high-security assignment and have played for visiting heads of state before.”
”So we still get to be glamourous servers like 40’s flight attendants?”
”Yes, Lisa, you all will be. Their advance team is setting up the venue tonight and they will be doing the server training over the weekend for you girls.”
”And what about those assigned for decorations or other roles?”
”Tina, they will be augmented by agents who will be explained as employees of the caterer who will be integrated with the benefit for security.”
”And what about ticket sales and publicity?”
”Rosa, The agency and we have a common desire concerning the publicity. At first, everything will be promoted as the charity fundraiser we originally envisioned with mostly amateurs providing everything.”
”What about later?”
”Tina, As things get in the last week before the benefit, the publicity will ramp up to be the number one social event being produced professionally with A-list celebrities in attendance. With it becoming such a social event, the security that the Agency wants will be tolerated.”
”What about Chloe and her hive?”
”Molly, It will too late for Chloe and her hive to do anything but go along for the ride. I understand that Chloe and the Hive assigned themselves to decoration duty so they would be free to attend the benefit as guests on passes and give you all a hard time for being ‘waitresses’. However, only those who are working the actual event will get passes to attend the benefit.”
”So, will Chloe and the hive gets to attend the benefit?”
”Lisa, by the time that Chloe and the hive try to get actual guest tickets, they’ll find that the red tape for getting them through security will mean that they will miss the benefit entirely. But they will get to see what they are missing and that you girls are the belles of the ball since the whole thing will be televised on the campus closed-circuit TV station.”
”So what is this company like, ‘Cuisine Classy’?”
”Tina, It’s a female-owned family business with the mother, Evette including her daughters, Belinda and Julianne. They are just beginning to expand from within by taking on remote city catering like this job by promoting ladies to head chef, who is Kelsey and server team leader, who is Joyce. Like I said, Belinda, the CEO’s daughter, will be training you girls and also will act as your team leader during the benefit to watch after you all. “
”So who will be interfacing with Chloe and the Hive over decorations?”
”Rosa, no one which is the beauty of it, so they will not be in the loop until just before the event when it will be too late. All they have to do in advance is to scout the location and make sure the decorations are shipped in which will be appropriate to the venue. Any specialized skills will be provided by the Agents who will be doing the security sweep of the venue while decorating it.”
”I can’t wait to see Chloe’s face when she realizes that she’s been outmaneuvered again by a bunch of freshman girls even though we will be aided by the US Government. It’s so perfect, Lisa!”
”Famous last words, Molly. Famous last words.”
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”Hey, Lisa! The car will be for us in 15 minutes. Lucy just texted me and you should have a text too.”
”I got it, Molly. I’m ready so I’ll check with Tina and Rosa to see if they know and are ready.”
”Thanks, Lisa! Be sure to not knock on Buffy and Hildy’s door by mistake.”
”I think that I can do without them answering in unison, ‘Whoooooooo Isssssss Iiiiiiiiit?’”
There was a knock on our door. Lisa went and answered it and Rosa and Tina were standing outside it. Lisa let them in.
”Molly and Lisa, did you get the text? Car downstairs in 15 minutes.”
”Yes, Rosa, we did. I’m so excited about our training occurring at the Carter Center downtown. You know that they have a replica of the Oval Office as it was when Jimmy Carter was President?”
”I’m excited too. People did not realize just how great a President that he was until certain facts became declassified. It was President Carter who along with all the other accomplishments for peace, who negotiated the first trade agreement with the Genesis Corporation. Who knew that game machine licenses for old style coin-operated video games would be the precursor to all the prosperity that has come by the US contracting with Genesis Corporation.”
”Well, we know that they will have great security there so none of our training secrets will leak out to Chloe and the hive.”
Lucy came in the open door and there were hugs of greeting all around.
”Is there room for one more?”
”Of course, Lucy. I thought that you were tied up coordinating everything?”
”Not any more. I got Chloe to think she had backed me into being a server too. The agency wanted me with you all, and anyway it’s what I want to do. This should be fun.”
”Shall we go out to wait in the car then, Molly?”
”Let’s go, girls!”
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When we arrived at the Carter Center, the five us were escorted past a large banquet hall and kitchen to the women’s locker room for the athletic facilities on site. We were greeted by three young ladies, two of whom were wearing the uniform that we would be wearing as servers. The third was considerably younger than the other two and she had been laying out uniform pieces for each of us girls to have ready to wear.
”Welcome to your server training. I’m Belinda, and I will be your guide on this journey. The girl over checking out your uniforms and getting them laid out is my sister Julianne. The young woman, who is also dressed in our server uniform is Jenifer. Jenifer will be team-leader for all of our company, Cuisine Classy, servers at the benefit that we will all be working. Joyce will also be helping me with your training. On benefit night, I will be working with your group of servers and helping you all with any issues that you might have. Let’s go around and introduce ourselves and tell me what your hobbies are and what if any dance lessons you have taken. I’ll start.”
Linda had name tags made up and she took her tag off the top of the stack put it on and then passed the stack of name tags along.
”Hi, I’m Belinda, I’m training to be the best in the new VR game, Minecraft Dungeons, and I have had 3 years of ballet. Julie?”Belinda put Julianne’s name tag on her.
”Hi, I’m Julianne, I love my Barbie collection, and I have had one year of ballet and one year of jazz. Jenifer?” Julianne put Jenifer’s name tag on her and passed her the stack.
”Hi, I’m Jennifer, I enjoy travel to different places, I have taken four years ballet and two years jazz. Um. Lisa?” Lisa raised her hand and Jenifer went over to her and pinned on her tag and passed her the stack.
”Hi, I’m Lisa Winners, Breneau Girls Academy Frosh, I enjoy electronics and helping others, I’ve had four years of ballet.” Lisa put on Rosa’s nametag and gave her the stack.
”Hi, I’m Rosa Lopez, I’m a freshman at BGA, I enjoy Hispanic culture, I’ve had one year of ballet and 5 years of jazz.” Rosa put on Tina’s nametag and gave her the stack.
”Hi, I’m Tina Hartwell, I’m a BA freshman, I enjoy beauty and style and work at a salon, I’ve had one year of ballet and three years of jazz.” Tina put on Molly’s nametag and gave her the last tag.
”Hi, I’m Molly Bensdorf, Freshman, I enjoy astronomy and helping those less fortunate, I’ve had two years of ballet.” Molly put the last tag on Lucy.”
”Hi, I’m Lucy Duke, I’m a BGA senior, I enjoy computers and programming, I have had no dance classes and that’s all of us.”
”Thanks, girls. As you might guess from the question about dance, a lot of what we do is what I call performance service. That does not only do we get the job done but we look glamorous doing it. Lucy, since you are the only girl who hasn’t taken any dance, I’m going to let Julianne work with you on learning some of the dance moves which we use in service. All you other girls will be instructed by me and Jennifer will help me observe your performance and help with any correction. But first, we’ll let you get into your uniforms with Lucy and Julianne getting into dance clothes.”
We all got dressed as directed. Lucy went into another room with Julianne to work on dance moves while the rest of us lined up and Linda started putting us through the drills. We took regular breaks and by the time lunch occurred in the dining room on site, we were all ready for a break. It appeared that Lucy had finished her remedial dance instruction since she too was in her uniform.
”Ladies, I’m told that your faculty liaison for the benefit will be joining us for lunch. I feel that mainly means that I’d like it to be best foot forward for my mom’s company. Who knows if doing a good job might land you some extra credit of some kind though?” Belinda, Julianne and Jennifer went out to meet the faculty advisor. Soon the three of them were walking back in, with my mother.”
”Hi Momma! I didn’t know that you were the faculty advisor for the benefit. How did that happen?”
”Hi, Sweetie. It hasn’t been big enough before that the college has needed to get involved. However, when Jimmy and Rosalyn Carter, Julia Roberts, Hillary and Bill Clinton, and Stephen Spielberg showed up on the list for VIP ticket sales, the University needed to get involved so it became an official University Event instead of an unofficial BGA dorm project.”
We all sat down back at the table after greeting my Momma. The service staff was standing by and brought all our lunches. We began to eat and the conversation picked up again.
”Wow, Mrs. Milly! I knew that President and Mrs. Carter are Georgians and so is Julia Roberts. Is there a reason that the Clintons and Mr. Spielberg are coming?”
”Mr. Spielberg is shooting a movie in the Atlanta area and the Clintons will be in Atlanta for a campaign stop and fundraiser. It’s so exciting and with the excellent security which will be there as a result of our high profile guests, I’m sure more will attend also. So what have you girls been up to so far this morning?”
”Would you believe that those dance lessons are paying off for this? We will be doing with the staff from Cuisine Classy what they call Performance Service. Everything is done based on dance moves. Even the model walk is like a dance that we use. Everything graceful just like a 40’s era stewardess. We’ll be literally part of the floor show since at a certain point in the service we all perform a dance number. We’ve worked on the dance steps this morning that we’ll use. Lucy hasn’t had any dance lessons like the rest of us girls, but they gave her a personal one on one instructor and now she’s up with the rest of us.”
”Is that true Lucy?”
”Yes, ma’am. Belinda’s sister Julianne did a great job of teaching me and correcting me till I got things right. I feel comfortable enough to practice with the rest of the girls now.”
”What does the rest of the training schedule look like?”
”The afternoon session will be more dance and working on the girl’s part of our big number as well as our dramatic entry and exit from the hall. The evening session after supper will be a service 101 class with practical ways to make sure that each guest receives the best service ever. Tomorrow morning we’ll get into the practical ways of serving food while looking marvelous. Tomorrow afternoon will be a test run where the girls will be the service for a test banquet, testing their service, the food, décor, and music from our orchestra simulated big band that will be used in the real banquet. The number of guests will be scaled down so that just the girls here assisted by Joyce and I can handle the service. After the test banquet, we’ll have supper with the same foods for our ‘Training Graduation Party’ for everyone involved with putting on the test banquet including the girls here.”
”That sounds wonderful, Belinda. Do you have a guest list for the test banquet?”
”We’re still compiling it and I was hoping that you would be able to coordinate with the University on who they would like to fill the slots we are holding for both them and the Orchestra program. We’ll also have representatives from our food suppliers, decorations companies, the security firm, dormitory administration, and from the benefiting charity. Each has a limit and together it will add up to the size of the group that we and the girls can handle which the test kitchen staff will provide food.”
”Of course. I’ll touch base with them and get you a list ASAP with contact information so that they can be provided with the details. This has been a wonderful lunch and I must be going to report back and compile that list. Have fun girls and be good, Molly.”
”I will Momma. Bye!”
Momma left and it appeared that we had some free time before getting to the afternoon session. However, Joyce whispered to Linda, Lucy and I. I was asked to join her and the others in the same room that Lucy and Julianne had used earlier. When we got there, we found that my Momma had not actually left but was waiting for us in the room.
”Hi, girls. Sorry for the miss-direction but I thought this little meeting should be private since there are secrets involved. We found out that Molly, Belinda, and Lucy have something in common and Joyce and I felt like we could help all three of you if we shared.”
”In the dossier on Lucy, we found out that you are a transgirl, sweetie. That was so we could help you be successful in both the training and the banquet.”
”That’s right, I am a transgirl. Julianne was great on getting me up to speed and working with me since it was more than just lack of dance classes that challenged me.”
”Belinda isn’t sure that she is a transgirl but presently she is going through a real-life test living as a girl 24/7 partly to help out her mother and partly since she is training for a VR game in which her character is a girl. I’ve been looking out for her as she is transitioning to female at present.”
”I feel really comfortable as a girl. I guess I’m one of the few who could live well as either a girl or a boy. When I did this, Momma made sure I got gender counseling and a Doctor visit scheduled. We’ll see how things work out but if I don’t discover I am really a transgirl, the plan is for Momma to replace me in the company and for me to go back to being a boy.”
”When I found out that they planned to get you both together, I felt that it was in our best interest to bring Linda and Joyce in on our family secret. By means, we don’t understand but expect is permanent, Molly is 100 percent female but until recently she was Wally and 100 percent male except Wally was a transgirl and now Molly is more fully transitioned than is medically possible ordinarily.”
”Yes, I can’t get over my luck at becoming a 100 percent girl. I had not come out to Momma so it came as a complete surprise that I actually needed to be a girl on the outside even though she was always helping me be able to do things that ordinarily only girls like to do, as my ballet lessons. I was surprised to find out that Momma used the same means when she was a girl and she became a transgirl temporarily living in the body of a boy. Fortunately for her, she had access to something else which turned her back into a girl and the woman she is today.”
”That’s right so all of us except Jennifer are part of the same club so to speak. Anyway, Jennifer and I felt that it would be good if all of us would be able to support each other and share pointers. Jennifer will be looking out for all of us in case there is something to improve. We’ll meet again tomorrow and before and after the benefit.”
”Momma has been so good in sharing her experience and it has really helped me to understand better the challenges that I have now. Is there something that you’d like to share with us now, Momma?”
”Sure, Sweetie. It was difficult being expected to be Willy Niceman just because I had a boy’s body. My Daddy didn’t feel that I should do things that boys primarily do. Becoming a boy was a way to get his acceptance but it wasn’t the right way. The experience of my being a transgirl taught both of us that activities do not make gender but it is what is in your heart. After I became a girl again, Daddy was a bit less restrictive on letting me both be the girl I am but also to do the things that I like no matter if mostly boys did them or not.”
”What changed his mind, Momma?”
”It may have been the fact that Alfie, your father, became my boyfriend. He could see that the activities did not keep me from being a normal girl. It’s funny that Alfie and I first became attracted to each other while I was Willy. Alfie could see the girl in me, even before I realized that I could never really be a boy and that I had become a transgirl. You girls may not have gotten that far in finding which gender you are attracted. And in the end weather you like boys or girls or both or not anyone yet is okay and normal not, just for you, but for any girl. ”
”So how did you know, Momma?”
”Well it began with Stephanie. She was talking with another girlfriend when I as Willy came around. The girlfriend thought that I was cute and asked Stephanie if I was hers. Steph didn’t say then but it got her to thinking about the possibility that if we were not girlfriends anymore that she could still have me for a boyfriend. At least to try it out like I was trying out being a boy. Back where I left off last time when Tom, Lopez, Alfie and I were finishing up the repair and washing Harry’s car the subject of girls came up as Lopez asked Tom:”
”Listen, Tom. Let’s say I finally go out with Dorine and when we get to that time of night when things can happen. Well, I was thinking of this line, a lead-in. ‘I’m so hot for you babe, my pants are on fire.’”
”That’s terrible.”
”It is?”
”It’s too out front. You’ve got to make it seem like sex is the furtherest thing from your mind. You’ve got to be sneaky.”
”Of course even if the guys did not know it, I knew what a girl would think so I had to speak.”
”That’s not true.”
”Pardon me? Did you say something?”
”I just don’t think it is true.”
”How do you know so much?”
”I just know, that’s all.”
”Have you ever bagged a chick?”
”What?”
”Slept with a babe. Have you ever slept with a babe?”
”Oh. That. Well, yes, as a matter of fact, I have.
”You’ve slept with a babe?”
“Sure, lots of times. Goddamn, lots of times.”
”You’re bullshitting.”
”No, I’m not. We used to do it all the time, every Saturday night, sure as shit.”
”What was it like?”
”It was nice.”
”Nice?”
”It was great shit. We’re good friends, ya know.”
”Good friends?”
”Just then Cindy Harrow, Harry’s sister drove up in a red mustang convertible with five of her girlfriends and pulled up along side me and stopped. One of the girls spoke to me.”
”Hey Niceman you vicious dude!” “Then Cindy herself called me over.”
”Hey, Willy. Come here. You got time?”
”Time? It’s about 4:35.”
”You are so funny. So if I give you my number, will you, like, promise to call.”
”You want me to call you?”
”Yeah.”
”She pulled out her number, on a rolled-up slip of paper, out of her cleavage and held it out to me in the palm of her hand. I took it and the car started to drive off but as it did. Cindy told me, ’Bye.’ and another girl called out.”
”Harrow’s hot for your bod!”
”The guys congratulate me and that was about it for them. But, you can imagine how surprised that I was that after I returned to my room that evening after I was working out with the punching bag in the basement that I found Stephanie in her nightgown waiting for me just as though it were another sleepover when we were both girls. ”
“Hi?”
“’Visitor From Venus’ is starting. Isn’t it your favorite?”
”Yeah.”
”Well, come on! I’ve got popcorn.”
”Good popcorn.”
”I should have bought more. You guys are all alike. Eat, Eat, Eat.”
”Well punching the bag works up an appetite.”
”Yeah. Ya know, you smell different.”
”It makes you sweat.”
”Not so bad, really.”
”You smell different too.”
”Really? Well it’s a new scent. ‘Forever Green Moor.’ Do you like it?”
”It’s nice.”
”Thanks.”
”Stephanie held my hand during a dramatic part of the movie and afterward let it go. Just before that when Stephanie was letting me smell her, we were close enough to kiss but we didn’t. I needed a break to think. I went to the Kitchen to get something to drink and I found my Mother at the refrigerator.”
”Can’t sleep, honey? Ah. You wanna tuna fish sandwich? How about a melted cheese with tomato?”
”No.”
”I know. Popcorn?”
”Oh, no. No Ma.”
”What’s a matter, honey?”
”Nothing.”
”Well, you’re not sleeping.”
”You’re not sleeping, either”
”Is it, you know?”
”Is it you know what?”
”Is that the problem?”
”Who said I have a problem?”
”Oh, sweetheart. There’s nothing to be ashamed of? You have, inside you now, potent and powerful forces that are driving you. And if they are not released, they can cause…” “Momma got up and got a bottle of ginger ale. As she spoke next she started to shake it.”
”Take this bottle of ginger ale. Huh. Now if I shake, shake, shake, shake. See those tiny bubbles? Huh. Well, those tiny bubbles are agitated. They’re mad. They’re saying, ‘Let me out. Let me out. Let me out.’ You see?”
”Not really, Ma”
”Oh, Um. Do you remember, we had that talk some time ago, about boys?”
”I think so.”
”Oh good that makes it simple. Put the shoe on the other foot. Girls.”
”What about girls, Ma?”
”All you have to do is look at them.”
”I’ve looked at them.”
”Have you really looked at them?. Have you ever really looked at … Stephanie?” “The mention of Stephanie’s name came out unbidden when Stephanie had appeared, having followed me into the kitchen.”
”Oh. Hi, Mrs. Niceman. Well. You couldn’t sleep, huh? Boy, your bed is lumpy. Look at this. Now, who has been shaking the soda? Well, good night.” “Stephanie picked up the bottle that Momma shook and when she opened it, it foamed and spilled out. She poured herself a glass once it was settled and left back to go to the bedroom. I picked up the bag of popcorn that Momma had offered me before to avoid talking about Stephanie sleeping over.”
”That’s a very educational story, Momma. Your mother was really trying to understand what you were going through when you were pretending to be a boy and Cindy flirting with you must have been challenging as well.”
”That it was Molly. Well now I really have to go so I’ll leave you girls to the rest of your day.”
”Thank you Dr. Bensdorf. I look forward to getting the list from you. Bye.”
We all shared our goodbyes with Momma and then she really left. We continued on through all of the planned activities both for that day and the next. The test ran smoothly and we had a good time at the wrap party.
We were all a little sad to see our new friends go, particularly Linda. However, we knew that all too soon the Benefit would be here and they would be back. All of us were confident that we would do a good job to raise money for the charity. And even more so to put Chloe and her hive into the place that she had picked out for us to be.”
All It Would Take
Fan Fiction Sequel of the 1986 movie Willy Milly
11 – Malcolm
Completed Novel
This fan fiction piece is based on the original work, Willy Milly aka Something Special by Willy Milly Associates, Concorde, copyright 1985.. All original characters and plot lines are the property of the owners, and any resemblance to individuals either living or dead is coincidental. This piece is for entertainment purposes only and is not intended as a copyright infringement. No income is being derived from this fan fiction piece. The new characters and situations that I have invented herein are my own and I retain all rights to their not for profit presentation.
Eleven ~ Malcolm
With so much rushing around, and so much planning before hand, we thought the actual event would be a disaster. However all of the contracted services did their jobs without a hitch. The guests enjoyed the food and the entertainment. Having so many special guests like the Clintons and Jimmy Carter had fueled our success at ticket sales. The security had decorated so Chloe and her crew ended up without any way to either support the charity or sabotage us. They were not even allowed on the property for the event since they had not earned any service hours for a complimentary ticket and the rest of the event was sold out.
"Lisa, how are your feet doing girlfriend?"
"Mind over matter, Molly. How about yours?
"I could dance all night after this."
"You are such a girl!
"Hey Lisa, you and Rosa were there by the door when Chloe and her crew tried to crash. How did that go?"
"I didn't get to see much but I really got an earful. However, Rosa had a perfect place to see everything.
"It was wonderful to see Chloe go from determined forcefulness to little girl contriteness. The Secret Service at the door put her in her place."
"Once it gets around campus that Chloe Hicks and her drones had no part of the biggest social event in BGA history, they will have dropped out of the radar of the cool girls on campus. Their defeat will be complete. ", Lisa replied.
"I can't believe that the real thing was so easy." Rosa added.
"All that planning and good people helping with everything made it easy. But I'm glad it is finally over", I sighed
The gladness that the event was over was something that we could all agree upon. Chloe's crew lost, My crew won. By girls rules, having proved ourselves superior, they would have to stop the bullying or lose face. I liked that much better than the way boys played the bullying game. The only way to win at the boys game was to beat up the bullies. I and my crew had won our place at BGA.
Suddenly it became clear to me that no one remembered that Wally had ever existed and remembered me as Molly from birth. Somehow a new timeline had started which had me being born as my parents daughter. My parents realized the change too and took me back to Dunwoody to confer with my grandparents.
"Hi Mom and Dad, it looks like Malcolm has been at it again."my Mother started
"I know what you mean Milly. When we discovered all the pictures of Wally changed to Molly of her even before she did the Neskapi ritual, we realized the time line had changed."
"We compared our recollections and found we had two sets of memories, our original ones and new ones where Molly had been born a girl." Grampa added.
"Milly and I noticed the same things at home in Gainesville and we came to the same conclusion." Daddy agreed
"I was so much a girl as Wally that most of my past life was the same except my best friend was Tina instead of Jeff. ",I said
"Jeff seemed to hold on to the idea that girls were icky long past time most boys knew better.", Mother observed,
"Both, Tina and Molly, were lucky enough to not stay in the eclipse circle so neither of them were transformed in the new timeline",Daddy added.
"I discovered that only those who truly loved Molly know about her timeline when she started out as a boy. That's just the five of us in this room. For the rest of the world it just didn't happen. ",Granny concluded.
"I feel safe in concluding that the emergency is over. Granny and I will be going home to Florida. If you need us we'll be back.
Everyone got settled in to go to bed, having assured themselves that my future was back on course.
The Agency, having milked the deception for all it was worth decided it was time to out me and blow my cover. They revealed that I was not the Russian President's daughter, and that I am the natural daughter of Milly and Alfie Bensdorf. My time as a spy was over and they set me free to a normal life with a thank you for my service.
"Girlfriend, I can't believe you kept going undercover as a spy even from us.", Lisa spoke as if she was going to swat me
"The Agency thought you would be more convincing being in the dark about my purported secret that you were not supposed to know if you didn't know it"
"I guess that makes sense because it was for the good of the US. But no more secrets unless they are national security secrets.",Tina added with a smile.
"Girl, I've been knowing you since we were both little girls sharing the same bath. You have no secrets from me!", Lisa gleefully whispered as she wrapped me in a hug.
"I wonder if things will change at school now that you are no longer a secret celebrity.",wondered Rosa
"Only time will tell, Rosa. What ever happens, I will be content just as long as we are together.", I concluded with agreement from all of my friends."
The Agency came out to the good in the situation. In the course of protecting me and using the leaks about me as bait, they exposed three different Russian Mafia groups operating in the US and uncovered an impeachable connection to Russian hacking of the US elections to the President of the United States. With the investigations over, now I could resume my true identity and would no longer need a protection detail, which is taking Lucy off of the case.
"Time told us all too quickly, Molly. I have a new dorm assignment in the new freshman dorm." opined Rosa.
"BGA explained that us being in the senior dorm was just temporary until the new dorm was ready" I added,
"The rooms are smaller and we have to use a common bathroom on the hall but it is new."Tina commented.
"I guess that if we have to be in a freshman dorm, being in a new one is for the best." Lisa concluded.
"I am glad that we all are together in our four woman dorm room.", Rosa said with a smile.
"I am glad that none of us snore." I giggled and each of the other girls threw their pillows at me.
"I am glad that the friendships in our group are even stronger after putting down Chloe Hicks and her hive." Tina observed
"I am glad we have a new status at BGA and have earned a place of respect for ourselves.",Lisa said and we all agreed.
We were growing up and each of us began to blossom into being young women. Each of us took some weekend time to explore this sense of becoming unique to ourselves. One thing became standard was that each weekday we got together at supper time. We discussed our days stories, and shared our hopes and dreams. One by one I got each girl alone so that I could test them to see if she knew my former timeline. All of them were clueless except Lisa. Lisa proved that she knew and then I knew that not only we were BFF's but also she truly loves me.
It turns out that Lucy's hacking was discovered by the Agency. The Agency intended to use that as leverage to make her break cover in exchange for the evidence being sealed and Lucy given immunity. Lucy softened the blow by coming out as transgender. With all the expense invested in Lucy, they forgave her hacking so that they could mold her into an adult female agent changing her face and identity. She was able to continue transition only now as her true age as a post college adult woman.
"I miss Lucy, when we were moving out of the senior dorm she was moving too.",I said to Lisa
"She was a cool girl and being trans made her cooler. I can't believe she is an adult who is already finished with college."
"I knew that part because she was my minder when we were both spies"
"I wish she would get in touch with us but she never arrived at the destination BGA had for her."
"The only thing I am sure about is that the woman that Lucy is now is truly happy being her true self and loving being a spy!"
Things had become a lot more normal in my life, and I was enjoying just being a normal girl without my life being filled with drama at every turn. With my parents being parents again and not just sponsors, they decided we needed time away from campus so they regularly brought me home back to Dunwoody for the weekend. Along with being home in Dunwoody for the weekend, my rules changed. I was allowed to date but only while I was home. Dating was a no-no among the live in students at BGA. The point was moot since I didn't have a boy interested in me.
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That was of course until I did have a boy interested in me. He was displaying all the signs and my girlfriends confirmed that I was right. We all giggled at the turn of events that yet another boy had discovered that girls are not icky. We giggled even more knowing that the boy in mind was Lisa's brother Gary. I had mixed feelings about it even when Lisa gave her blessing for me to pursue him. I wondered what she knew about Gary but since she knew both my timelines, I trusted her. Gary had cut me to the core with his betrayal after being my best friend growing up. I had to remind myself that this Gary had not done any of that and that I did not know him at all in this life that I had now. I resolved that I could not hold this Gary accountable for the things his counterpart had done. I would give Gary a real chance with me.
"Look, Molly! Isn't that Gary Winners from next door standing by our driveway.", Mom called back to me as the three of us sat in our car going home
"Yes it is, Mom. I wonder what he wants. If it is a surprise date, can I go?",I called back to the front seat from the back.
"You can go, daughter of mine if it is only to their Rec Room to talk and either Stephanie or Tom is home.", Daddy instructed
"It is about 6 pm, so you have to be back by 8:15 pm this time. If he calls ahead for a date and we agree to it you can have your normal curfew.",Momma added as we pulled into the driveway.
"Thank you, Mother and Daddy, You are the best parents ever!", We all three got out of the car carrying our fast food bags and drinks, from different places and stopped to meet Gary.
"Good evening, Mr. and Mrs. Bensdorf and Molly. I would like to ask a favor."
"You may ask.", said Daddy with a smile. He is such a Trekker!
"May I borrow your daughter to talk to her in my parents Rec Room? Both my parents are home to supervise us. Molly would you like to go?"
"That depends on if you promise to have her home by her 8:15 curfew, treat her with respect, and Molly agrees to go, Molly?",Mother asked with a smile.
"I would like to go with your permission, Mother and Daddy. I'd like to hear what he has to say.", I said directly to Gary with my most sexy smile.
"Mr. and Mrs. Bensdorf, I promise to treat your daughter with respect and have her home by 8:15 pm tonight."
"Molly, you may go with Gary. Have a good evening, you two", Daddy said then we left to go to the Winners front door while Mother and Daddy entered our house. I noticed that Mother had her cell out and I guess talking to 'Aunt' Stephanie.
We met Gary's parents just inside the door on the stair landing. One half flight went up to the first floor and the other went down to the basement. I had been here many times before only it had been with their daughter and my BFF, Lisa.
"Welcome back, Molly! Gary, why have you brought Molly here tonight?", 'Aunt' Stephanie asked her son.
"Her parents agreed that I could talk to her in our Rec Room if I get her back by 8:15 pm, with your permission too."
"Gary and Molly, you may talk in the Rec Room. Gary, leave the Rec Room door open. Have a good evening, Molly.
"Thank you, Mrs. Winners!", Gary and I went down the stairs and sat at a table by the Rec Room door. At Garry's place was already sitting a Burger King bag and soft drink. I placed my food on the table getting comfortable and waiting for Gary to begin.
"Molly, you look amazing tonight. I'm guessing you are hungry. We can talk over supper.", Gary took his food out of his bag ready to eat while I did the same with mine. I began eating with small bites so I could reply as needed to Gary as he talked.
"Thank you, Gary. Why have you brought me here tonight?", I said with a coy smile.
"I've wanted to talk to you for a long time and I finally have my head on straight and know my motivations towards you. Can you ever forgive me for what I've said and done? I would like to make a fresh start with you, if you agree.", Gary had a sincere, longing look in his eyes.
I thought : In the here and now there is nothing to forgive because I don't know him at all unless he knows me from my former timeline. He could only know that unless he truly loves me. I have to test him to be sure.
"Gary, there is nothing to forgive. I barely know you. Do you have something to tell me?"
"Molly, I know you from your other timeline. I tested my parents and they are clueless but I found out my sister knows. We talked about how I could make it up to you. I know why I did what I did now. There is no excuse but there is an explanation.",Gary looked sincere so I decided to let this go on.
"Gary you may continue. I'll hear you out.", I had to give Gary points for leading with him knowing his wrongs and 'he loves me?' It boggled my mind.
"When you first came to me looking like an angel, I was certain that you were playing with me and I could not let you put one over on me. I was so sure that I didn't even think about if you were really a girl and how inappropriate my actions would be then. I would just rip off your wig and remove your fake boobs and the trick on me would be over. I didn't even think about if you were trans that even if your hair and boobs were fake that they were only stand ins till they were real. I did not think that if you presented yourself to me like that it was because you wanted to be treated as a girl. Can you ever forgive me for that, Molly?"
"Gary, you were surprised and were not thinking. At least there was no permanent physical harm done. Yes, Gary, I forgive you for that. Please continue.", I reached over and touched his hand to try to let him know that I was sincere.
"After that I was horrified at what I had done. I felt betrayed that you had crossed the gender line away from me. I felt that you too would snub me like every girl that I had approached before and had become someone unknowable and put me down. I let my hatred come out to reject you before you rejected me. I was still reacting without thinking. Can you forgive me for the hateful things that I said, Molly?"
"I forgive you for that as well, Gary. Please continue."
"Later when Max and I met you in the mall. I was jealous of Max putting the moves on you and I chose to torment you to take you attention off of him and on to me. I failed to realize what that fit of jealousy meant while being hateful to you. I topped it all off with the text so I could get in the final word over Max. I hoped that would succeed in you not having anything to do with Max even if you did the same to me. I was clueless and still had my head up my ass. Please, Molly can you forgive me for that?"
"I forgive you for that as well, Gary. I forgive you for everything. Your slate is clean with me. When did you realize your true feelings?"
"My self imposed exile from you gave me time to think. It continued when I realized that I was not brave enough yet to face you with every thing I wronged you. Finally I discovered my true feelings for you and my courage and you moved out of my life to BGA. Now that you are back on weekends, I hoped to get a chance to make things right between us. Is there a chance for us to start over and begin our friendship anew?"
"I would love to begin our friendship again, Gary. Is there anything you had in mind?", I leaned in and touched his hand again, hoping to impart my sincerity.
"Would you like to go with me tomorrow night at the high school for the "Dance Among the Stars"? It is semi-formal attire, it begins at 6:30 pm and lasts till 8:30 pm. and it is supervised by teachers, principals and parents. I'll cover everything and they will have a snack and desert table."
"I would love to go with you, Gary, conditional of my parents approval. I'll text you after I find out which reminds me that we need to exchange phone numbers, assuming you have a phone now.", Gary had a phone and we exchanged numbers.
"It's 7:30 pm, Molly. I've said everything I wanted to say but I would still like to catch up with what is going on with your life.", I had another idea
"Why don't you get on my parents good side by bringing me home early? Maybe they are waiting up for me and you could ask to take me out directly. If they like what they hear maybe they will extend my curfew so we won't have to leave the dance early."
"I agree with your logic, Molly lets get you home.', we left the basement and walked upstairs to the living room to face his parents sitting on the sofa by the stairs.
"Mom and Dad, I'm going to take Molly home now. I might be next door for a little bit if her parents want to talk to me. Molly and I have made things right between us and I want to take Molly to the dance tomorrow night if her parents agree."
"That's nice dear, you may go."
"Thank you for your hospitality Mr. and Mrs. Winners. Good Night!", We left Gary's house and knocked on my door and my mother answered it.
"Come in, Gary and Molly. Please join Mr. Bensdorf and I in the living room. I am so pleased that you brought Molly back early, Gary."
"Mother and Daddy, Gary knows about my secret life. He has apologized for what happened in that life and I have forgiven him. We want to make a fresh start of it together."
"Gary, will you keep Molly's secret?"
"I will keep Molly's secret for the rest of my life. It is a very little thing I can do to earn your trust in me. I hope you will trust me to date your daughter."
"Trust is earned but we are willing to give you the benefit of the doubt since Molly has forgiven you and wants to make a fresh start. Molly do you want to date Gary?"
"I would like to date Gary very much Mother and Daddy."
"I would like to take Molly with me tomorrow night at the high school for the "Dance Among the Stars"? It is semi-formal attire, it begins at 6:30 pm and lasts till 8:30 pm. and it is supervised by teachers, principals and parents. I'll cover everything and they will have a snack and desert table."
"That's very short notice young man. Molly do you feel you can be ready for a dance tomorrow night and do you want to go with him?"
"I really want to go with him, Daddy and Mother. I have heard about this dance and it sounds wonderful. They are using a planetarium projector to project the night sky on the Gym's domed ceiling and a live band. I have just the right dress and everything. I feel that I will have just enough time to be ready for the dance."
"Gary, you ma take her on condition that you come to pick her up here at 6 pm and I drive the two of you to and from the dance. I will be there to pick the both of you up when the dance ends. Molly your curfew will be extended for tomorrow night only until 9 pm. I will go inside and let you say good night to you date on the front porch, Molly"
"Thank you Mr. and Mrs. Bensdorf. I will be by to pick up Molly at 6 pm tomorrow night. I need to get home before my parents get worried about me.
"Good night Gary, see you tomorrow evening."
"Good night Gary, I hope you have a safe trip home."
"Good night, Mr. and Mrs. Bensdorf.", Gary left to go home and when he was out of earshot the conversation continued.
"Gary loves you, Molly. He has to love you to know your secret."
"I know, Mother and Daddy. I just don't know what I am going to do about it. This is sudden for me while Gary has had a long time to come to terms with his feelings. I hope I don't hurt him but I'll have to take that chance to find out if I love him too. He hasn't said I love you to me yet so he's wise to not overwhelm me with that yet."
"Be careful of your heart as well, Molly. Maybe you ought to go to bed early. I'm going to put everything on hold for tomorrow so I can help you get ready for you first real date, daughter of mine!"
"I'll go to bed right now. Goodnight Daddy and Mother!"
"Goodnight sweetheart."
I went to bed as promised and I dreamed about my first date and dance.
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My getting ready for the dance with Mother's help was a great deal of fun. She was also going to take a lot of pictures so that we would be able to look back on this day and remember it fondly. Our day was to include a number of mini meals and drinking water to keep me fully nourished and hydrated. We started with a spa day early in the morning and moved next to the salon where I received the works, including hair and makeup. I had the perfect dress bought already and Mother agreed with me. Nevertheless, we did go shopping for accessories which will really make that dress and my beauty pop. Mother also treated me to my first grown up lingerie, which I was thrilled with. I had gotten the perfect shoes to go with the dress, which were already broken in and dance tested. The number of dances that I knew had gone up dramatically courtesy of my new timeline. At just the right time, 4 pm, I had a light meal so I would feel neither hunger or bloated at the dance. Then it was time to put it all together from my lingerie outward. I felt like a princess waiting for her prince.
I was completely ready, sitting and chatting with Mother when Daddy answered the door at 6 pm sharp. We waited a few moments more for Daddy to sit down with Gary and refresh him on the ground rules. Mother came downstairs and picked up her camera and then announced to the house that I was ready and would be downstairs in a moment. I made my grand entrance gracefully floating down the stairs. I caught my first sight of Gary in his suit. He was so yummy. I saw the look of approval and lust on his face and knew my preparations had been successful. The next few moments were a blur as Mother continued taking pictures including several posed ones of Gary and I, solo and as a couple. We were promptly out the door to the car with Daddy in the lead. Gary opened my car door and helped me inside before getting in himself. The drive to the dance was uneventful. Daddy let us out at the door, with Gary reversing the process of getting me in. Daddy drove off and at the door, Gary presented the tickets and we went inside and looked around.
"Wow, Gary! They went full force on the decorations and the stars above us and the subdued lighting really sets the mood. Thank you for bringing me here, Gary."
"I'm glad you like it, Molly. I feel like the luckiest fellow here with you on my arm."
The band started playing a set and couples began to fill in the dance floor as the played something lively and easy to dance.
"May I have this dance, Molly?"
"Of course, Gary. Let's dance."
We took the dance floor and dancing with Gary was dreamy. He was great on the fast numbers but he really shined on the slow dances. Gary really swept me off my feet during the slow dances. The way he treated me confirmed what I already knew that Gary loved me without reservation. When the set stopped we clapped and made our way like the other couples to one of the tables which were on the perimeter of the dance floor. I chanced to see standing outside on the patio, Mr Malcolm Winners. I paused instead of sitting at the table which puzzled Gary.
"Gary, I need you to trust me. I spotted your Uncle Malcolm on the patio outside. I want to go out there alone so he doesn't go away. He holds answers to questions that only he can answer. I won't be long and I will come right back to you."
"Of course I will let you go, Molly. I'll be here sitting at this table waiting for you. If anyone misses you, I'll tell them you just stepped out for a moment to get some air.", The way he smiled at me I could tell that he trusted me. I left the dance and soon I was face to face with Mr. Malcolm Winners.
How the timeline changed was a mystery until I discovered that Malcolm Winners had been spotted on the BGA campus, back when it had occurred. I had questions for Mr. Malcolm Winners, who had changed my life three times now. Once at the eclipse turning me into a girl, twice when he gave us a do over showing us the wisdom of hiding that I had been changed, and thrice when he changed my timeline to make me a girl from birth.
"Greetings, Molly. I see you have questions and I am here to answer them."
"Greetings Mr. Malcolm. Thank you for coming here to answer my questions. Thank you for helping clean up our messes after your wonderful gift to me magically transforming me to be a girl which is my true self and setting me free. Why is that because just like my mother there was no guarantee?
"Please call me Malcolm, Molly. With powerful magic such as both you and your mother needed to fulfill your needs, there is never any guarantee. I knew that your mother would need the do-over after she restored the balance in her life since she was a woman in love with your father and found out that you don't cross the gender line to solve problems with it creating new ones that she couldn't have imagined. I didn't do it to teach her a lesson but she is so bright she learned many things anyway.
"Malcom, thank you for that and bringing my parents together, which I believe was your greatest gift to my family."
"Love is the greatest magic and your parents did that all themselves. I enjoy it when something unexpected and eternal happens such as love. When your mother bought the magic from me, I knew that you would need it too and you would not have me around. It was a two for one deal from the start and I intended for her to keep the magic safe and for you to find it. I'm sorry for the consequences that you had to bear because this modern world questions and wishes power so much that when a miracle comes, they are not thankful, they just want to control it for the power that it brings. I hoped I was wrong about this but I put aside my self imposed exile to watch over you and give you a way out when the wrong choice was made for you.
"Malcolm, I had my miracle and do over like my Mother. Why did you give me that extra miracle?
"Because you needed it , Molly. Just like me being a boy who never grew up, you were proof that miracles can happen. the people like those who harmed you are everywhere and all it took for you to fall back in their clutches was for you to be unlucky again. Me, I can use my magic to hide myself. It is what I must do to protect both me and the family that I love. Changing the timeline is so powerful a magic that I couldn't do it back when Milly needed her wish and the magic I gave her for a round trip was what she needed. Seeing the future is so uncertain that I dared not attempt timeline changing magic without being certain that what you needed was one way only. I was only able to do it for you because those who truly love you were so sure that this is what you needed added their love magic to my own and they made it possible. I could never do it again with my power alone as things stand now.
"Malcolm, I love you so much for the wonderful gift that you have given me. I will never misuse the knowledge that those who love me has freely given. I only hope my wisdom grows since it is a great responsibility.
"Molly, please let my family know that I love them always even though I can not be with them. Do you have any more questions?"
"Malcolm, my heart is clear. Thank you for the life that you and those who love me has made possible. I want to make the most of it ."
"You are welcome, Molly. Live your best life. That will be thanks enough for me. I must go now." Malcolm vanished and I never saw or heard from him again.
I went back in to the dance to join Gary where he was waiting for me. In that moment I was sure that I was living my best life and I was very happy about that.
The end of this journey, but the beginning of a new one.
Can George trust Naadiah enough to forsake a weekend being Joanna at Dragon*Con to go to Toronto with the promise that he could transition and always be Joanna?
Disclaimer: All publicly recognizable characters, settings, etc. are the property of their respective owners. The original characters and plot are the property of the author of this story. The author is in no way associated with the owners, creators, or producers of any previously copyrighted material. No copyright infringement is intended. .
Author's note: The theme of the TV series Being Erica of snatching life from death's grasp is a vital part of this Universe. The central character's suicide attempt via poison is handled off camera in this story and will not be expanded upon or revisited later in this fan fic novel.
The concept of using the original list of regrets was to build in small steps so that when it is time for major steps the patient has matured enough to successfully complete the regret. To be a whole person Joanna must not only resolve her transgender journey but also grow in maturity in her professional, social, romantic, leisure, intellectual, Health, fitness, and spiritual aspects of her life. Just to refresh your memory, I'm going to repeat Joanna's list of regrets and note which at this time were added, completed or resolved through timeline shift:
'To not have taken the poison and instead chosen to change my life by finding a gender therapist' Resolved: Timeline Shift
'To have never gotten involved romantically with Thea since it was on false pretense that courting her would enable me to cure being trans as a replacement for Mags when she left me.'
'To have never gotten involved with Mags romantically since it was only on false pretense that courting her would cure me being trans.'
'To have taken the chance when I was discovered buying a dress by an unknown sibling to tell all to them instead of it being a wedge that broke us farther and farther apart.'
'To have moved out of my parents house once I had a job so that I could pursue being whole.'
'To have confessed sooner to my pharmacist friend about my desire to take hormones and to pursue getting help to transition from that point.'
'To have completed college instead of skipping class and flunking out by realizing that choosing college was my means to deal with the trans issue.'Resolved: Timeline Shift via Regret Three:SUZY
'To have only used the computer in my school work and not let it interfere with College and specifically not get involved with Richmond and TEGAMES'Resolved: Timeline Shift via Regret Three:SUZY
'To have chosen to go to class instead of skipping class to do research being trans. 'Resolved: Timeline Shift via Regret One:DDT
'To have chosen a real therapist in college instead of Suzy the Psychic'Resolved: Timeline Shift via Regret Three:SUZY
'To have made better use of confessing being trans to my HS counselor so that I could have been helped without interfering in my school work.'Resolved: Timeline Shift via Regret One:DDT
'To not have taken the hard bible thumping line with a girl wanting to be chaplain for a club and support her knowing I was really a girl too' Resolved: Regret Two:NHS
'To have better explained the realness of being trans to my parents when they caught me and that not dressing as a woman would not solve anything but make me search for other outlets'
'To have talked with her instead of about her in expressing my discomfort of being the object of a junior high cheerleaders attention by saying hurtful things publicly' Resolved: Regret One:DDT
'I regret that I did not become openly female at 18 and get the help I needed for a congruent life lived for real instead of hiding it in fantasy.'(Added after Regret One:DDT resolved)
'To have come out as Joanna to my Grandmother the summer I spent in the lawnmower shop with my Grandfather in Brunswick.' (Added after Regret Two:NHS resolved)
'To have gone away to summer camp with Dee Dee out in California after my freshman year at High School.' (Added after Regret Two:NHS resolved)
Can George trust Naadiah, who he has just met, enough to forsake a weekend being Joanna at Dragon*Con to go to Toronto with the promise that he could transition and always be Joanna?
Disclaimer: All publicly recognizable characters, settings, etc. are the property of their respective owners. The original characters and plot are the property of the author of this story. The author is in no way associated with the owners, creators, or producers of any previously copyrighted material. No copyright infringement is intended. .
Many people have few regrets, me, I have tons. By the way the name my parents stuck me with is George Thomas Wolfe. Horrible, right? They really must have wanted a boy. What they got was me and I’m not a boy but I play one on TV (when it’s my 15 minutes of fame, right?) and unfortunately every day of my life. But the name that I really want to be called is Joanna. One reason that it’s infrequent for me to be called Joanna is that it is infrequent that I have a female gender presentation and I’m being Joanna..
I’m the one who seemed to peak in high school. While I would never have been voted most likely to succeed, I could have if only I had made the right choices. It seems that what ever was best for me, I always did the opposite. I went to a prestigious college after high school and flunked out. I had chances to get my life going right after that but I seemed to keep sabotaging myself.
After I flunked out of college, I went to work at a retail pharmacy. I still work there as a merchandise manager or a glorified stock clerk. I know the entire store and have even been trained in house as a pharmacy assistant but I’ve always been passed up for even assistant manager much less manager.
With a less demanding job, longevity gave me plenty of paid time off and free time that I could depend on. While I could be filling for relief in at almost any counter in the store, even cosmetician, there were few times that anything urgent happened in my job. My free time was plentiful and dependable.
There’s no easy way to say this. I’m a Trekkie. Being somewhat of an ‘alien’ myself I really connected with their 'infinite diversity in infinite combinations philosophy. That brought me to science fiction Conventions and the fan club tables. After considering the possibility of joining a fan club over a period of three years of conventions, I finally joined one of the Starfleet International ships in Atlanta, the USS Pleiades.
There were a couple of things that I like about being a member of the USS Pleiades. First was that it was named for the Seven Sisters . And second, the captain of the USS Pleiades was a transwoman named Tina. She knew that even though I was too timid to permanently transition that I like to cross dress on Halloween and conventions. She’s okay with that and so are the rest of the USS Pleiades crew.
The big convention in Atlanta each year is Dragon*Con and our club booked a couple of motel rooms for us to stay in during the convention. However a glitch in booking meant that for this year we were going to stay at a hotel at the airport. We had transportation to the convention figured out without driving downtown since we could get a shuttle to get us to the airport and from the airport We could take MARTA’s rapid rail to the Peachtree Center station where the convention was being held.
I’d gotten dropped off at a MARTA Station and ridden MARTA to the airport. I had to wait for Tina or Nadine to arrive so I took a seat in the Delta area to wait for a call to find out where to meet them to go over to the motel. I’d not been there long with my luggage along side me including a feminine pink suitcase where Joanna’s clothes were packed. An attractive woman came from the direction of the MARTA station with short black hair dressed professionally all in white and came right to the bench where I was seated.
”May I sit here with you? My name is Naadiah.””
”Yes, of course Naadiah. My name is George, George Thomas Wolfe.”
”I’m waiting for a call from my partner. She’s supposed to be meeting me here and we are going to be flying back to Toronto together. “
”That’s great. I’m also waiting for a call from the Captain of the USS Pleiades.”
”I’m hoping you mean the president of the fan club where you are a member.”
“Yeah, her name is Tina and she’s great. Our ship is going to be staying together at a motel at the Airport and riding MARTA to Dragon*Con each day.”
On cue Naadiah’s phone rang. “Excuse me please while I take this.”
I was quiet while she talked softly into her phone. While I did not overhear much, I could tell that the news wasn’t good by the way that Naadiah was frowning. She finished with a smile and then turned back to me.
”That was my partner. An emergency has come up and she won’t be able to meet me here. I was looking forward to spending my time with her today.”
”How long before your flight?”
”Eight hours. Perhaps we might spend some of that together?”
”I’d like that, Naadiah. At least until I have to go to my motel. I certainly will look forward to getting rid of my luggage..”
”I’d imagine that you have some interesting stories behind your luggage, especially that pink suitcase.”
”That suitcase contains clothes for my alter ego Joanna. I’m a transwoman so I need chances for female gender expression. This is a good time for me between Dragon*Con, Halloween and the transgender convention, Southern Comfort. I’ve never been strong enough to just let Joanna out permanently so these times have been what kept me same but as time goes on it’s not enough.”
”Why do you think that you can’t make the breakthrough of letting go of your male persona?”
”Choices that I’ve made and that have been made for me all have made me a coward to deal with something even as important to my life as this. What people think about me is way too important to me . Survival by attempting to blend in by avoiding those who will use violence towards someone different. In America, my birth condition isn’t taken seriously in medicine and the treatment we need is only available to those who can pay full price for it without insurance.”.
< p>”Can you tell me about some of those choices?”
”From early childhood, I knew that I was different but it wasn’t until puberty when my body rebelled against my mind and openly started displaying male characteristics that it dawned on me that the difference was that I was really a girl and everyone was trying to cast me in the role of a boy. I could have expressed those differences but I learned to get along by going along with the role that they had picked out for me. Instead of being true to who I was, I covered it up so that I could avoid ridicule and persecution at home and at school.”
”And if you had a chance to do it over?”
”I would have told them and got it over. I may have had to go further undercover like what happened later but I would have at least had some chance before I’d faked it for so long to let them know from an earlier age that it was real.”
”Go on.”
”I learned in Junior High Biology how puberty worked and that there were others like me who had taken charge of their life and through hormone replacement and surgery became the people they were inside on the outside. I was too afraid to initiate telling my parents about who I truly was for fear of their reaction. Daddy reacted violently when ever I would slip and my girl self showed. It was easier to put it off than to face it and the consequences.”
”So this would have been another chance to tell them earlier instead of your covering up being revealed. Next?”
”The summer before Junior High, I had earned spending money cutting grass and walked alone to the store 2 miles away and bought a shirt dress and put it on under my male clothes and walked home. I made the mistake of washing the dress in the washing machine and my mother discovered it. I tried to explain that I was really a girl and a girl was entitled to wear a dress. When Daddy came home he yelled at me for my ‘perversion’, forbid me to do it again and then gave me a beating on my behind with his belt. I wanted to have better explained the realness of being trans to my parents when they caught me and that not dressing as a woman would not solve anything but make me search for other outlets but I just kept quiet.”
”So a different tact, go after their reaction rather than their disapproval to mitigate the effect. What else?”
”There were times when my own problems and discomforts led me not to use my female perspective on how girls react to things. I didn’t want to have a relationship with a girl since I was a girl myself. What I failed to consider is that the non macho way I conducted myself made me very safe boyfriend material for a girl who was doubting her own self. I wish that I would have talked with Dee Dee, the Junior High cheerleader, instead of about her in expressing my discomfort of being the object ofher public attention by saying hurtful things publicly”
”What you really would have liked was for her to see beyond the façade and still want you to be her girlfriend. Next?”
”I would have liked to take the chance to have come out as Joanna to my Grandmother the summer I spent in the lawnmower shop with my Grandfather in Brunswick. I’ll never get the chance now since all my grandparents died a few years ago.”
“That must be really tough to never be able to show her who you really are inside. What else?”
”I wish I could have made better use of confessing being trans to my HS counselor so that I could have been helped. I know that they could do only so much without getting my parents okay but I would have like to stretch to the edge what help that they could have given me.
”You see yourself as not taking full advantage of the limited help that you received, but one must be ready to act on that help and we can’t do that until we are ready to take even bolder steps. Go on?”
”I’m ashamed of having taken the hard bible thumping line with a girl wanting to be chaplain for a club. It was all about Dad’s voice in my head quoting that scripture about women being silent in church. That’s nonsense of course and when properly interpreted it was clear that Paul was giving that as an example instead of a hard and fast law. In the giving the example itself he was breaking a hard and fast law where the women could not be present in church at all. Above all I should have support Beth knowing I was really a girl too.”
”Definitely! Next?”
”I had a chance to blow the lid of the secrecy about my being female, when I was discovered buying a dress by an unknown sibling. I should have told both of my brothers no matter which of them was the one to see me the truth in the open. Keeping secrets has poisoned our family (keeping it in the family) and it has become a wedge that broke us farther and farther apart.”
”Secrets like that have been known as symptoms of a dysfunction. They let shame multiply and become a great obstacle to healing the hurts that lie within. Is there more?”
”I wish that I would have moved out of my parents house once I had a job so that I would not have had that commitment to keep things under cover. Without the having to do things in secret I could have pursued being whole.”
”Just making the hard decision to leave the security of being in with your parents would have signaled that you were ready to do other things that were difficult for you to do. Others?”
”The time that I spent away from home in college where they were not going to immediately report me to my parent that I was truant or skipping class. I should have realized that completing college would have given me options to have escaped my parents influence for good. With that escape from bondage, I could have the means to deal with the trans issue for real instead of hiding it in fantasy. Instead I skipped class just rebelling against what I was supposed to be doing.
”Any other regrets about what you did in college?”
'I wish that I would have only used the computer in my school work and not let it interfere with College. When I learned to program, I loved to play games and I loved to program games. Then I met Richmond who was a games programmer for the Textile Engineering’s programs they let High School students play to get them interested in Textile Engineering instead of a prestigious major like EE.
”But that wasn’t all?”
”I spent as much time I should have been in class programming games as I was off wondering about aimlessly in search of knowledge a gender therapist would have at her disposal. If only I would have chosen to go to class instead of skipping class to do research being trans on my own instead of getting a gender therapist.
”But you did find counsel of a sort?”
”I would have liked to have chosen a real therapist in college instead of ’Suzy the Psychic'. She was sympathetic and could see into my inner being to know and accept me as a female. But she had problems of her own and she just was not equipped to aid me in my journey towards wholeness. She was just a detour on that road.
”Was there anything else during College?”
”I wish that I would have never gotten involved with Mags romantically. I guess what I really wanted was to as a girl be a girlfriend. I was never attracted to her sexually but I got really attached by our closeness. It was only on false pretense that courting her would first throw others including my parents off by my appearing to take the role expected of a male and in the back of my mind I held out some hope that it might cure me being a transgirl even though now I know that that’s not possible.”
”But that was not the end of it?”
”Eventually, she figured out that our relationship was not real, even though she did not reveal me as being really a girl too and she broke up with me. Instead of learning that I should not court a girl on false pretence I got involved with Thea on the rebound from my breakup from Mags. I finally had her end it too when I confessed to her that I felt like I was a former transgirl and that I had been cured. She dropped me as a result of my confession. I know now that it was a false confession since I know now that no one ever gets over being a transwoman.
”Anything else?”
”I wish that I had confessed sooner to my pharmacist friend about my desire to take hormones and to pursue getting help to transition from that point. Instead of destroying the out of date hormone samples in the stockroom, I self medicated knowing that even with their not having full potency the drugs still worked only a little weaker than their printed strengths. It was the best of times since it terminated my already suspended male puberty and sent me into a female puberty. I had all the signs but I ran out of my supply so my changes stopped.
”That must have been distressing for you but even the strain of stopping suddenly did not get you to publicly seek the means to transition?”
”Not to this day. I have to express myself but if I do so in ways like Dragon*Con, it’s been enough so that I have not reached the crisis that I understand is coming where I won’t be able to live a lie. By waiting till then a lot of people in my situation just commit suicide. I’d like a chance to make it easier for me to do the right thing without doing it in front of so many disapproving eyes.”
”George / Joanna Wolfe, would you like to change your life? In the middle of difficulty lies opportunity. — Albert Einstein “
”Yes. Yes I really would, Naadiah. But how can I do that?”
”You admit that you are in a dead end job which you could pick up the equivalent anywhere. Your birth family shuns you. You have some nice acquaintances but no real friends. And where you are now with the people who do know you, you are too afraid to transition. Even if you were to transition the medical system makes it very difficult to get the full treatment you’ll need to lead a normal life. So drop everything and come with me to Toronto. I’ll get my partner’s ticket issued for you. You can get a passport with a same day ticket, before the flight. I’ll help you in Toronto get a job and a place to stay. All you have to do is let go of your life here”.
”What if I get to Toronto and even with the change of venue and promise of medical support, I still can’t transition?”
”Even allowing your self to hit rock bottom in the attempt will be progress instead of playing it safe. Here in Atlanta, the phoenix rising from the ashes is a symbol you are familiar. In Toronto if all else fails you could be that phoenix, Joanna.”
”So it is to be a fresh start?. Leave now with just what I have packed? Leave Dragon*Con behind, quit my job, cancel my room agreement, have someone do a yard sale and sell or donate all my stuff? Isn’t that a bit extreme?”
”How are you going to face your challenges, with having an easy escape?”
”Naadiah, I’ll do it. I’ll call Tina to tell her, I won’t be attending Dragon*Con. Maybe Tina will agree to help me sell my stuff out of the room I have been renting and sell my car. I’ll call and tell my house mate that I’m moving out immediately. I’ll call and tell my work that I’m quitting.”
”Right, George. I feel that everything I need to get the ticket changed is on your ID. Please let me borrow it?”
”Of course.” I pulled out my wallet, extracted my ID, and handed it to Naadiah.
”Thank you, George. While you watch our luggage, I’m going to see about getting this other ticket changed into your name . Once that is done we can check our luggage and see about getting you the documents you’ll need in order to get through security and on the plane with me.”
”Okay, Naadiah. Thanks.”
Naadiah left to go to the Delta service counter and I got out my phone and began to make some calls. The toughest one would be to Tina who came the closest I had of having a friend.
”Hi Tina, this is George. I’m not going to attend Dragon*Con and instead I’m going to fly to Toronto with this lady that I just met, Naadiah for free. She’s promised to help me get a job and a place to stay there. With no one there knowing me and being able to become eligible for medical help the only obstacle to my transitioning will be me.”
”Are you sure you can trust her, Jo Jo? Are you ready to just up and go like that?”
”For the first time in my life, I believe that I really am ready. Listen, come and meet her and talk with her. If you get a bad vibe off her then I’ll cut my losses and stay, if you don’t will you sell or donate my stuff here in my room and sell my car and send me the money?”
”I’d hate for you to quit your job and cancel your room anyway but you’ll have Dragon*Con to get them back or find others. Okay, I’ll meet her and if I get the same vibe from her that you do then I’ll gladly sell your stuff and send you the proceeds.”
”Thanks so much Tina, you are a true sister to me. We may be in the International Terminal by the time that you get here. Just call either when you get here or if you can’t make it within the next 4 hours. I’ll hold up going through security till then.”
”Okay, Jo Jo. Checking on you won’t take long and I have to be at the airport anyway to get to the motel. I’ll be able to be there long before your deadline but I’m not sure when yet. I’ll call you when I get to the airport. Bye Bye.”
”Bye Tina, thanks.”
The call to my house mate and to my boss both went thru quicker without any questions. They both understood that picking up and moving to Canada was a big adventure. They both let me have a Dragon*Con cooling off period before the terminations became final. They both asked for an email after Labor Day weekend letting them know if I really went thru with it to finalize the terminations.
Naadiah came walking up and handed a ticket to Toronto in my name and my ID to me. She smiled back as she saw the grin on my face as I accepted them from her. She also gave me some print outs of instructions for International flights.
”Here are your ticket and ID, George. You might like to scan this document for what you’ll need to do to get thru security. Of your luggage, anything that can’t be shipped on the plane , we can mail to my address in Toronto. You’ll want to select what you want as a carry on and repack it with the things you’ll need for the flight and your first day. If you don’t have a personal item pack like in the regulations we can buy one for you in one of the airport shops and throw away what you packed for yourself for the weekend.”
”That’s a lot to do, I’d best get started getting me sorted”
”Great George! Once we get our bags checked here, we’ll need to go to the International Terminal to get your passport sorted.”
”Okay, Naadiah, thanks.”
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I went through the documents and found that my trek items which I wanted to hold onto would pass luggage inspection. I had to dispose of my personal items and either get some at the airport or once we landed in Toronto. I had one bag which was carry on sixe which I repacked with the things I wanted for the trip and the next day. I let Naadiah know I was ready and we both took our luggage to be checked.
”How did you do, George in finishing up things here?”
”I resigned my job, canceled my room and canceled me going to Dragon*Con. Tina has agreed to help me sell my belongings and car but she wants to meet you first. I guess she is a better friend than I thought since she is both happy for me and concerned for me. It would help her to meet you so she can feel more confident that I’m doing the right thing.”
”I’m glad to meet your friend, George. We’d better get going to the International Terminal to get the paperwork out of the way.”
We did everything that was needed for me to get on the plane with Naadiah. In the beginning I feel that we both were confused about what was required. I was assured by the official we met that what resulted was sufficient. I might have to do more paperwork in Toronto should I decide to overstay the terms of my paperwork but that was something that could be worked out.
Tina phoned when she arrived and she followed my directions to the place that we would be waiting for her in the International Terminal. After a little while she was walking up and I began to introduce her to Naadiah.
”Naadiah this is my trek friend, Tina. Tina this is my new friend, Naadiah.”
”Naadiah, I’m delighted to meet you. Jo Jo doesn’t open up often and I’m really glad that she’s found a receptive friend in you. “
”Likewise, Tina. Joanna thinks very highly of you even to deferring to your request to get to know me. Of course it is a proper request since I’ve only just met Joanna but I assure her that all I want to do is give her a chance for her to catch that dream that she’s been chasing her entire life. But it is only a chance, and the result that she has is up to what she puts into it. I pledge to facilitate what ever efforts she makes as well as making sure that she has a roof over her head and the means to support herself.”
”There is a very truthful aspect to you, Naadiah. I like that you don’t give guarantees since life doesn’t have any guarantees. Jo Jo has mucked up the rest of the chances that she’s been given so I hope she’s ready to grab hold of this one with both hands and hold on!”
”I am, Tina. I really am running to something instead of running away from my failures.“
There is a difference between running to something and running away from something. And the only way one knows the difference is what one does when they arrive.”
”Okay, Naadiah. I trust you with Jo Jo. You may not guarantee results but you seem to have her best interest at heart.”
”Thank you Tina for being such a good friend to Joanna.”
”Jo Jo, what do you want me to do?”
”Please Tina, take my house and car keys. If you could sell or donate the contents of my room and sell my car, I would love you forever. Oh right, I already do. Anyway, once you’ve done that, please email me at [email protected]. I’ll let you know what do to send me the funds. I will have set up a paypal account or something.”
”Okay sweetie, I’ll do it.”
Tina took my keys and I felt like she had lifted a burden from me. She smothered me in a hug and broke it with a kiss on my cheek
”Jo Jo, and Naadiah, I’d love to wait with you to see you off but I have loads to do with the convention and the room. Jo Jo, do me proud! Take care of her Naadiah. Second star to the right and straight on till morning.”
Somehow we had ended up at the beginning to the security check point so Naadiah went thru first. I looked back at a smiling Tina waving to me and then turned to follow Naadiah into the unknown country (for me at least).
Can there be any hope for George, who has sunk to his lowest moment?
Could birth pangs replace the last gasp for breath?
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Author's note: The theme of the TV series Being Erica of snatching life from death's grasp is a vital part of this Universe. The central character's suicide attempt via poison is handled off camera in this story and will not be expanded upon or revisited later in this fan fic novel.
I found myself waking up in a hospital bed. Every thing was pretty fuzzy but I knew that I must have done something desperate since my arms were strapped down. I remembered something about running away and ending up in Toronto where I had purged every last trace of who I am. From the way my stomach felt, I must have done the desperate thing I promised that I would never do. Before any other hospital staff came in to check on me, she walked in. A cute brunette in a sundress like the one I admired before what ever happened. It seems that I had blanked out the rest. She smiled at me and spoke in a soft voice that had an air of authority.
"I'm Dr Erica and you are George Thomas Wolfe. I'm here to help you."
"You can't help me. I'm beyond help. They tell me that I am the lowest of the low. How could you know what I need?"
She came over and held my hand and whispered in my ear.
" Joanna, I know what you need and you are not beyond my help."
She placed a card in my hand which I read to myself. Dr Erica, the only therapist that you'll ever need, Results guaranteed. I made a leap of faith knowing that Dr Erica was something special and that the therapy that she practiced was not ordinary. I saw her turn to leave thru one of the two doors out of the room. I finally found my voice.
"Please Wait! I feel okay. I want to start now."
There was no sound from beyond the door or any indication that I had been heard. In desperation I pulled at the bond enclosing my right wrist and found that it released. I quickly freed myself and determined that the first thing to do was to get dressed so I could follow Dr. Erica.I turned the card she left me over and found an address for her office printed on the other side here in Toronto. In a closet I found the red A-line dress with pleated skirt that I was wearing including everything that went with it including the breast forms and wig and my pink caboodles makeup case.
I had gotten some skill at getting dressed in feminine finery and making myself up from changing from drab prior to the TG support meetings that I had attended. As I admired myself in the mirror, I felt that I had done a better job this time than the picture that I had took with the auto timer with the camera in my purse the last time I had dressed up in this outfit. I was all dolled up as best I could without gender affirming treatment.
She called me Joanna! All of a sudden, I realized that it wasn't through the hospital room's entrance door but through the bathroom door that Dr. Erica had left. Not a sound had come from there in all the time that I had gotten myself ready to go. Logic told me that if I were to find Dr. Erica, I had to go thru that door. As I opened the door and walked thru the threshold, I realized that I was not entering a hospital restroom but a very attractive office with Dr. Erica sitting behind a desk in a large egg shaped chair.
I stopped dead, unsure of what was happening. My delight to find that Dr. Erica had hot abandoned me as it had seemed but instead was waiting in this impossible room.
"Dr. Erica, Why didn't you wait for me? What is this place? How did I get here?"
"Joanna, I am so pleased that you could come. Please take a seat and I'll try to answer some of your questions. Please forgive me leaving like that, but I felt that you needed some time to really make an informed decision and that you would be more comfortable presenting who you really are inside."
It was a reasoned response to a most unreasonable situation. I walked over and smoothed my skirt before sitting in the chair in front of Dr. Erica's desk and crossed my legs at the ankles demurely. Either the bathroom was dimensionally transcendental ('Doctor, it's bigger on the inside than the outside!') or the doorway was also a means of teleporting me somewhere else. When I had settled, Dr. Erica continued speaking to me.
"Ordinarily, I would let you come to my office on your own after you finished at the hospital. However, I could see that you really wanted to start sooner so I gave you a portal door which replaced temporarily your hospital room's bathroom door. This is my office but it's unique in that it can only be reached by a portal door that I will provide when you need to see me."
"This is all a bit overwhelming but you saw the real me instead of the drab life I had been portraying. I trust you, Dr. Erica"
"Joanna, do you feel alright?"
"I feel fine, Dr Erica. I think? Oh my goodness, My job, Naadiah, my room, Tina! What have I done?"
"Dr Erica got me a glass of cold water and had me calm myself. When she saw that I had composed myself and was looking to her for answers, she continued.
"Lets deal with the things first and then the people. You no longer have a room. You moved out after not paying the last month's rent. You had no belongings to speak of, just a single pink suitcase. I understand that you sold or donated the rest of it so you could have this one last fling prior to what you did to land you in the hospital. You quit your job without giving any notice. They have you currently on the do not rehire list so that's lost as well."
Dr Erica passed a pink suitcase and a pink tote bag containing a Ipad, Ibook, and Iphone, over the desk to me and I saw that it was mine. It was Joanna's."
"Thank you for retrieving this for me, Dr Erica. So is this all I have in the world now?"
"You may not remember purchasing those but you did with the money Tina sent you from selling your car and belongings back in Atlanta. By the way Tina has been desperate to get a hold of you. You didn't leave her any other way to get in touch with her and you haven't answered her emails."
"I'll answer her email. She's been so good to me that she should not have to worry. Do I have internet?"
"The hospital has free wifi so you can respond to Tina when you get back there. You asked about Naadiah, who is actually Dr. Naadiah and my supervisor. She really hoped that you could have taken advantage of the fresh start to sort out your problems and get your life on track. Instead you hit rock bottom and at least you were here where we could help you pick up the pieces with this therapy."
"This isn't any ordinary therapy that you do is it? I'm glad that I'm going to be your patient, Dr Erica"
"No, this isn't any ordinary therapy. The confidentiality goes beyond the substance of what we do here but the circumstances as well. Is that something that you feel that you can handle?"
"Yes, I can do that! I imagine that you already know that I can keep a secret."
"All too well. Before we can start, I need a commitment from you to pursue this to the conclusion. The going will be tough but I need you to commit that you will not quit no matter how hard it is to continue."
"I want to use this chance to put my life right and I commit to continue as long as it takes to make me whole. When do we start?"
"We start now. All of our lives are the sum of our decisions and those of others that make choices for us. Sometimes even doing the right thing may lead to unintended consequences if groundwork has not been laid. This journey begins with you making a list of regrets. These regrets must only come from actions that you yourself took or failed to take in the past. Any questions?'
"So it would not help to write down that I regret that I was not born female? If I were born female then I would not be me. I could write that I regret not revealing to my Mother sooner that I'm a girl inside and hope that doing so would have allowed her to realize who I really am."
"You've got the idea. I'm going to give you some time to think about what you want to add to your list. It's your list so you don't have to finalize it before we start but I'd like to have enough items on it so I can pick and choose what I feel you are ready to confront. It should be mostly complete but you may have the chance to add to it later."
"Okay, Dr Erica. Thank you for giving me this chance. I'll get right to it."
"Remember, think of specific incidents right now where you regret the decision you made and not generalities where you really did not have a chance to act in the way that you might have liked to do."
"Gotcha Dr Erica. Thanks."
True to her word, Dr Erica disappeared behind one of the doors in the front of her office, I had not had a real chance to look around but my attention was to the notebook that Dr Erica handed to me with the heading: Joanna aka George Thomas Wolfe.
At first it was all about becoming whole as my plans formed about how I would tackle the task. I discarded that approach as not embracing the wholeness of my life. Sure being trans was a big part of my life woes but it was not the total answer.
Somehow I knew that just putting one regret down that I wasn't born a whole woman may fix something but I would not be the beneficiary. Who ever came out of fixing my birth circumstances would not be me.
But bringing my life into balance by being the best me that I could be was the kind of wholeness that I could achieve in my life by making good decisions in the future and learning from those in the past. So I decided to go back through my life to those decision points where my path could have been altered by my own actions. So I started listing regrets
'To not have taken the poison and instead chosen to change my life by finding a gender therapist'
What I had hoped for in my heart was that I had not taken too much and that I would be saved, after I realized the true consequences of my decision. Could it be that this regret was already answered by my being alive to be Dr Erica's patient?
'To have never gotten involved romantically with Thea since it was on false pretense that courting her would enable me to cure being trans as a replacement for Mags when she left me.'
'To have never gotten involved with Mags romantically since it was only on false pretense that courting her would cure me being trans.'
'To have taken the chance when I was discovered buying a dress by an unknown sibling to tell all to them instead of it being a wedge that broke us farther and farther apart.'
'To have moved out of my parents house once I had a job so that I could pursue being whole.'
'To have confessed sooner to my pharmacist friend about my desire to take hormones and to pursue getting help to transition from that point.'
'To have completed college instead of skipping class and flunking out by realizing that choosing college was my means to deal with the trans issue.
'To have only used the computer in my school work and not let it interfere with College and specifically not get involved with Richmond and TEGAMES'
'To have chosen to go to class instead of skipping class to do research being trans. '
'To have chosen a real therapist in college instead of Suzy the Psychic'
'To have made better use of confessing being trans to my HS counselor so that I could have been helped without interfering in my school work.'
'To not have taken the hard bible thumping line with a girl wanting to be chaplain for a club and support her knowing I was really a girl too'
'To have better explained the realness of being trans to my parents when they caught me and that not dressing as a woman would not solve anything but make me search for other outlets'
'To have talked with her instead of about her in expressing my discomfort of being the object of a junior high cheerleaders attention by saying hurtful things publicly'
There were other things that I could write but these felt like enough to start out with to me so I closed my book and placed it on Dr. Erica's side of the desk. Then I wondered, how was I going to let her know that I was finished. Then I giggled, a woman who was able to teleport me into her office out of a hospital bed would be sure to come back when called.
"Dr. Erica, I've finished my list of regrets for now."
And Dr. Erica came back through the same door that she left.
"That was smart of you to call me Joanna. Let's take a look at your list. Well we can come back to the first one later. Thank you for not stacking the deck with gender identity regrets. That is part of what we will work on but it is not the whole story. Even so you've left out whole aspects to your life. Hopefully you'll trust me enough to add the rest as we go along. I don't usually do quotes but this one seems appropriate.
'For everything there is a beginning.' Captain Spock in Wrath of Khan"
"Tell me about Dee Dee Tailor in Junior High and how she reacted to George, Joanna. You wrote: ' 'To have talked with her instead of about her in expressing my discomfort of being the object of a junior high cheerleaders attention by saying hurtful things publicly'"
"Junior High was a decision point for me. I always knew I was different but with the girls gong through puberty and me not blossoming. It was 7th grade biology that taught me about hormones and that made me realize that I could be almost whole female. It was also the time that boys were taking girls by the waist and walking them down the hallways. I was a bright student and participated heavily in class. Dee Dee picked me to try to get close to by broadcasting it to the class. My come back was 'DDT is poison' "
"And what would you do differently if you had it to do over again?"
"If I had it to go again, I would try to talk to her in private and find out why she was so public in expressing that she wanted to be close to me. I'd try to explain that my admiration was not romantic attraction. She didn't seek revenge for my slight so maybe I could let her in a little and that would resolve it."
"Okay, let's find out."
The room spun and all of a sudden Dr. Erica's office was gone. In it's place was the bus pavilion of Nash Junior High which does not exist now. I guessed it was no longer now but I wasn't ready for the next thing since I looked down to see me as a 12 year old. I did the only thing that any reasonable person who was shifted in time by twenty something years. I collapsed and passed out.
"You should have seen my reaction the first time I went back in time with my therapist. I'm sorry Joanna. You can speak freely right now. I'm the school nurse for today and we are alone. I meant for you to see me as the bus attendant and get you aside to explain things but you figured it out too quickly and you passed out. It is real. You are back in time.; What you do now will replace what you did before and when you finish and come back to the present all memories will be of the new history you create."
"My goodness. So I'm really back in time and today is the day that Dee Dee surprised me."
"Yes. Joanna, I can't take an active role. It's not permitted. So it's all you. We can talk about your experience in my office when you finish. Do you want to see what you look like?"
"Yes! I would not have believed this if you had told me but I'm a believer now."
Dr. Erica helped me down from the exam table. In the full length mirror on the wall, I saw a 12 year old George staring back at me. Dr Erica smiled at me and handed me a hall pass.
"Your homeroom teacher knows what happened so you wont be counted absent or late. This pass clears you okay to finish the day as well as gets you in homeroom. Have a nice day, George."
I smiled at her and hurried off to my home room. I remembered it all and had no problem getting there. I handed the pass to the teacher and took my seat in class. It was clear from my classmates reaction that no word had gotten back to them of me passing out. It was starting out just the way I remembered the day. Even though I was vocal in class, I really had no close friends. I wondered if that was about to change. First class after lunch was English so that's when things would be interesting. The time leading up to it was a chance for me to get back in the flow of being a Jr High student.
It was interesting to observe the reactions that others had to silent me. I wondered if being so smart in class made me as hard to approach as the beautiful girl. That got me to thinking but I didn't want to change things lest I something I did would make Dee Dee put off her declaration in class. Finally Lunch was over and it was time for English. I guess I was a little too focused on my thoughts since I ran right into Dee Dee Tailor in the hall. I scrambled to pick up her books. I stopped her with a look not of embarrassment but purpose.
"Dee Dee, I really need a friend right now. There is something I would like to share with you. It's really private and I'd like to do it without attracting a lot of attention."
"George, I knew you were the kind of boy who could really be a friend. I've been looking for a way to break the ice with you but you are too quiet for your own good mostly. Why don't we go in together and ask Mrs Richards for an extra credit assignment we can do together."
"Maybe we could get a library pass and do some research on Medieval culture? We have the Canterbury Tales and the Tempest coming up. We could do a report to the class with some background on how people lived back then and how they are not unlike us, only the technology is different?"
"That's brilliant, George. I know a table out of sight and hearing of the librarian. We can get some work done and you can share what you wanted with me."
"I love it when a plan comes together!"
"A-Team? ,,, Well at least it wasn't a Trek reference. Let me do the talking and you can join in when I start pitching the medieval culture topic? Okay?"
"Okay, Lead the way Dee Dee!"
I followed Dee Dee into the class room and back to the back of class where Mrs. Richards had her desk. Dee Dee had explained our request noting the medieval books coming up. At the right time I chimed in about how much the class could learn by a presentation on Medieval culture. She agreed with us, giving us both winks which led me to believe that we were now a couple. Even though even Dee Dee would not have that idea after my news, I thought it not wise to correct my teacher. Dee Dee smiled and took the hall and library passes, Mrs Richards offered up.
I took the outline of what our teacher expected for an in class presentation of our report. For the 2 of us this would be an easy A especially since I had been involved with the SCA in my now future life. We went to the library and excitedly stopped by the card catalog to find the Dewey Decimal for medieval culture. After being surprised by the library's selection we brought a couple of the better ones to the table that Dee Dee led me to and we sat down.
"What is this that you wanted to share with me, George?"
"Dee Dee, I want to apologize for all the attention that I've directed in your direction. You are a very stunning, beautiful and intelligent young woman. You are a wonderful role model. On the inside from birth, I've been female forced unsuccessfully to try to live life as a boy like Renee' Richards. I'd love to be your friend but I'm never really going to be anyone's boyfriend."
I could not help it since I said that all in one breath not stopping to breath least I not get it all out. I listened with anticipation after I drew in one big gasp of air.
"Dear one, of course I'll be your friend. I can see it in your eyes now. Its real. Everything you told me is real. I can see you just want to melt right now but you have an inner strength and patience. I'll keep your secret and you can keep my family's secret."
I nodded and looked into those hazel eyes of hers, I wanted to weep and hug for comfort but I had to play the male so that any casual observer would not get close enough to overhear us.
"Uh huh. Goodness! You are really taking this well. Does that have anything to do with your family's secret?"
"I had what others thought of as my older brother only she really was my older sister. I did not know for sure. None of us even thought of the possibility that she was a transwoman. We found out too late when she dressed herself up one last time and then told the world goodbye. We were too late to save her but I want you to have the chance she did not have."
"Oh Dee Dee, I am so sorry for your loss. What can I do?"
"We are going to help you live like my sister should have been able to live. I'm sure my Daddy will agree to help too. Do you have a girl name? My sister had one."
"It's Joanna."
"Well Joanna, girlfriends tell secrets and I've got to tell you what I had planned for George if my girlfriend Joanna had not run into me today. I was going to profess my love for him in front of the whole class. I'm glad I didn't do that now. I thought George was cute smart and safe. If he were my boyfriend then not only would I be left alone, I could help him with his case of terminal shyness."
"I'm glad that you didn't do that to George. He still thinks that girls have cooties. He might have said something in the spur of the moment that would be regretted for life"
"Well initially, maybe being my boyfriend could help George with his cover. Sorry Sweetie but you don't make a very convincing boy. And we will need a cover to be together now since I am going to help you. We can talk more when you come over to my house after school to work on our project. Call home and clear it with your Momma and my Daddy can take you home afterward. You'll be going on my bus with me after school, #11-32. Okay?"
"Okay, I think I have a quarter for the payphone at the Gym. I'm sure it will be okay Dee Dee. I guess we should do a little work now so we are not so behind on the project."
"Good Idea! It's going to be fun doing this project with you, even though when we present it, you'll be pretending to be George."
We kept quiet even though I could not contain myself for the joy of finally having someone understand and accept me just the way I was. I was so happy and kept sneaking looks at Dee Dee. To an outsider, I guess they would call us a couple, but I was sure I now had another girl for a best friend.
Somehow, the extra confidence confused the bullies at Jr High and they left me alone. School was a joy in my afternoon classes. I made it to the Gym in between classes and used the pay phone. Momma gave me permission to go home on Dee Dee's bus and have Mr Tailor bring me back home by 9:30 pm.
I felt the joy that I had found a friend and that she was a girl that I wanted to spend an afternoon with even for a school project. I found Dee Dee and lined up with her when it was dismissal time and we rode her bus to her house. On coming in the door, we had decided that we would tell her mother everything.
"Momma, This is George and we have a project for English together that we would like to work on. Can Daddy give him a ride home? And, Oh yeah when we were talking, I found out that George is like Chelsea and her girl name is Joanna."
"Is this true, Joanna?"
"Yes ma'am. I've always been female on the inside but my body doesn't match so I have to pretend to be George to make them happy but for me not so much. I ran into Dee Dee, literally and we got to talking and we set up the project. I sensed that she felt the attention I was paying her only for me it was as my role model. She is beautiful in every way. Me, not being such good pretending to be a boy, still deals with girls like they have cooties. Dee Dee said she was planning on doing something in class to make it easy for us to be a couple since that's what she sensed I wanted. After I told her the truth. She told me about her sister and that you all found out too late to help her. I am so sorry for your loss, Mrs Tailor."
"Please call me Janet. Dee Dee, you did the right thing bringing her home. I want to help, you Joanna and I'm sure Dee Dee's Daddy will want to help too and he's a Doctor. The important thing is that you have a hope and a future and people who love you. If you need to talk, we'll be here to help. For your part, young lady, please let us in and let us help you. I don't every want you to feel like things are hopeless."
I was finally in private so I broke down and cried like the girl that I was. Soon I was comforted in a group hug of girls of which I was one too. Janet sent us upstairs to Dee Dee's room to work on our project aided by my medieval knowledge and the books we had on the subject from the library. With the outline to work from we filled it in with topical material. We had a plan of action and we divided it up among us on the specific things we wanted to present in our report. We also planned to have some visual aids and wear garb for our report. I wanted to waar a ladies gown like we were going to make for Dee Dee but I would have to settle for Medieval men's garb for appearance sake.
When Dr. Tailor got home, after we sat down to a wonderful dinner, I was questioned again about my life as Joanna.
Due to the death of his Daughter, Dr. Tailor had become an expert about transgirls. He suggested a full exam for me in his home clinic which we all did together. Then we sat down in the living room to discuss his findings.
"Joanna, basically, I've found that you have a normal boy's body even though we know you are a girl. That is good since we can begin doing things to help you medically. According to the Standards of Care Document for transgirls, We have to wait till you are 18 for anything permanent. But we can give you hormone blockers so that you wont go through male puberty which you have not started yet. That way you'll just have to have a girl's puberty like any other girl who's had a hysterectomy. What I will be asking of you for this is that you get regular checkups from me and also for you to attend therapy sessions I will set up for you. So you'll have less questions, I'll become your doctor for everything else too. Is this something that you would like?"
"Oh yes! thank you very much Dr. Tailor. I am a lucky girl to have all of you caring about me."
We joined together in a group hug. Dr. Tailor filled in the details of the plans he had to help me. He decided that it would be safer for me to get the hormone blockers in a weekly shot. He gave me my first that evening. I had a sore bottom but I could not help to smile to know that I would never have to go through puberty as a male.
I thought that maybe I was having a reaction to the shot since a wave of dizziness wafted over me. Of course I wasn't ready to identify what was really the problem. When the room stopped spinning, I was no longer with the Tailor's. I was back in Dr Erica's office. Only I was not quite the same person I was before.
"Wow! Dr Erica what happened to me?"
"You tell me, Joanna. What did you just with your day back at Nash Jr High. You told me you had a regret that you called Dee Dee a nasty name when she surprised you with a public display of affection."
"I literally ran into Dee Dee before the class and asked for her help and started a project with her so I could explain why it wasn't a good idea to do that to me in class."
"And what was the result of your discussion?"
"I outed myself as a transgirl and not only did Dee Dee get it but she and her family started helping me. I had not known about Dee Dee's sister committing suicide. I guess that's what I tried to do before I ended up in the hospital. I recognize the outfit I am wearing now as the only female outfit I owned. I was so much a coward to go against my parents that even after I was 18 I didn't get any help. I look like an ordinary woman in this even though I can tell I am still pre-op."
"What would a course of hormone blockers through high School added to the HRT that you acquired shortly afterward result in?"
"A body like I have now. What happened So that I ended up back at the same place with only the one female outfit? How could I have forgotten how much love I was shown."
"Even though you did well through High School with the aid of the Tailor's, eventually Dee Dee did find a worthy boy to date and you couldn't be in public the girlfriend you really were to Dee Dee. You grew apart going to different colleges. She went away and you stayed home and commuted to campus. What was the last straw for your friendship was that even with all the help you could not stand up for yourself in the open. You not being able to live as Joanna prevented you from obtaining legal HRT and SRS. Dee Dee could not forgive you for that, fearing that you would leave her like Chelsea did. Pushing you out of her life hurt less and you let her go since she had already done so much for you."
"And she was right. I ended up right back here."
"Little steps, Joanna. What do you want to do in the here and now?"
"I want to be Joanna openly. I want to get the medical help I need to do that successfully. I want to do something with the rest of my life. I want to learn how to do that, Dr Erica."
"Well with that chosen, the hospital already thinks of you that way. When they brought you in you were presenting as a woman, in those clothes, so they have you on record as 'Joanna Doe' since you had no ID. Your decision to befriend Dee Dee as a child gave you the gift of avoiding male puberty. You are a very attractive woman, Joanna already so that should jump start your transition. The hospital will direct you to resources to help with transition too."
"I wish I had become an outward girl and not worried Dee Dee so much when I turned 18. Can I add to my regrets, Dr Erica."
"In this case, yes. It was present before in your life but since there was not a big external struggle, you missed it then. Here is your list."
I took my list from Dr. Erica and added at the bottom. 'I regret that I did not become openly female at 18 and get the help I needed for a congruent life lived for real instead of hiding it in fantasy.' I realized that my relationship with Dee Dee was something that I would have to work on separately even if I became an outward girl to avoid us losing touch completely as we had done in College.
"So what comes next?"
"Your present life comes next. If you make the same effort in the present that you did in the past, then you'll have less regrets to deal with in the future."
"That is ..."
I felt a wave of dizziness pass over me as the room spun. When it stopped I was no longer dressed in the red A-line dress which I saw was now hanging back in the closet of my hospital room. Instead of an icky hospital gown, this time I was dressed in a pink frilly night gown as I sat up on the bed. My long blonde hair was still my own as well as my breasts still being real. It was as though no time had passed between the time that I walked through the door to Dr. Erica's office and me landing back in bed in the hospital room as if by magic.
"...totally awesome, Dr. Erica"
"I believe that this is your attending physician coming into the room now. Dr. Denton."
I started to giggle at the name but when I looked up into the Doctor's face it was Dee Dee. A bit older looking very much like her Momma now, but still Dee Dee. At the same moment, Dee Dee recognized that she had not Joanna Doe but Joanna Wolfe. The clipboard dropped on the bed and we embraced like the 2 very dear friends that we were.
"Joanna, Its been too long. I'm very glad to see you even under the circumstances. I'm not here to say, 'I Told You So!' I'm your Doctor and I want you to get better by giving you the best of care."
"Dee Dee! I am so glad to see you too! I want to make the most of this second chance and be the woman that I was meant to be. I am so sorry for disappointing and worrying you so long ago."
"I'm glad to hear that, Joanna. That will make your recovery so much easier since we will have a plan so you don't end up back here. Who is your friend, Joanna?"
"This is my therapist, Dr. Erica. I can talk freely with her already, so we have that covered."
"I'm Dr. Denise Desire Tailor Denton. Please call me Dee Dee. I feel so embarrassed being called Dr. Denton mostly since the kids don't get the joke and I feel so old."
"Please call me Erica, Dee Dee. Joanna is a special woman and I look forward to working with you to get and keep her healthy."
"What are the chances that both of us would end up in Toronto at the same time after growing up near Atlanta Georgia?"
"I don't care about the odds, I am so glad you are here."
"Me, Too Joanna. I'm glad that we will have plenty of time to catch up. Now I would like for Dr. Erica to fill me in on your case while I do the paperwork to identify you. What am I going to find when I look up your ID?"
"I qualified as a immigrant Canadian citizen and I'm enrolled in National Health or what ever they call it all under my male name, George Wolfe. Could we do a deed poll or what ever they call it here to change my name legally to Joanna."
"I believe we can take care of all that and more for you before we are done. The hospital staff will continue to call you and treat you as Joanna by Doctor's orders. Promise me even though you are excited that you will try to get some sleep. You need it and I would like for you to be refreshed for next time. We have the preliminaries out of the way now, so we can start doing some productive things to help you."
"I promise, Dee Dee. Thank you for coming back into my life. I look forward to our next session, Dr. Erica. I love the way we connect."
"Bye Joanna. See you soon."
I watched as they both left together. When I was sure that they were gone, I got up and went to the closet and found that both the pink suitcase and tote bag was there. I took out the Ipad and it connected to the hospital wifi without any trouble. I brought up my gmail account and found a number of emails from Tina there. Instead of opening them, I instead starting composing a reply:
Dear Tina
I am so sorry for worrying you by not responding. Part of the time I was unwilling to respond and part I was unable to respond. (Thanks Captain Spock TWOK) I'm on the mend now and getting care for my mental and physical being in the hospital here in Toronto.
But I hit bottom having been unable to accomplish on my own what I set out to do here in toronto. That is being Joanna. But here in the hospital I've met the two most amazing professionals Dr Erica is going to be my therapist guiding me on the journey back and to me being Joanna. Wonder of wonders, my attending physician here turns out to be my friend Dee Dee who I must have told you about. She and her family saved me from a male puberty even though I was too timid to go ahead with a full time transition once I was free of my parents compulsion to live a fake life. Dr Dee Dee is going to help with the physical end of my recovery and my being Joanna physically.
I'll write more when I have a chance to read your emails. Once I get phone service started, I'll send you my new phone number. I've got to see if I have skype set up. When I do I'll send you my skype name and we can call and see each other that way.
All my hopes,
Joanna
I sent the email and was about to start opening those Tina had sent me. All of a sudden I was tired with the day catching up to me. I put down the Ipad on the table beside me. I went into a peaceful sleep.
Can the new Joanna get past her fears and let someone besides a professional into her life?
Disclaimer: All publicly recognizable characters, settings, etc. are the property of their respective owners. The original characters and plot are the property of the author of this story. The author is in no way associated with the owners, creators, or producers of any previously copyrighted material. No copyright infringement is intended. .
Author's note: The theme of dealing with religious bigots is not designed to desecrate anyone's religion. In mundane life many bigots must be dealt with and in this case the object examined uses their take on religion to justify their bigotry. Religion is not a major theme in this novel although Erica's religion and that of her parents played a part in her journey in the original work of which this is a fanfic. Again YMMV.
Under the medical care of Dr Dee Dee (I couldn't call her Dr Denton with a straight face) and the encouragement of Dr Erica, I made steady progress toward being released from the hospital. I had obviously regained my strength so I had been transferred to the psych floor. I had to convince them that I was not a danger to myself or others. I also had to demonstrate that I had some means of sustaining myself outside the hospital. I had not been back to Dr Erica's office since my trek to meet Dee Dee in the past. Instead she used space at the hospital to talk with me which is where Dr Erica and I found ourselves now.
"We need to facilitate your departure from the hospital, Joanna. Having these chats while enjoyable is eating into my personal life and mundane professional life."
"I take it that you don't usually meet with your clients in real time as a therapist like you are doing for me right now. It must be nice to step outside of time to get a lot more done in your life. What is it that you do mundanely, Dr Erica?"
"I am managing partner of the fiction division of 50 / 50 Press. We do e publishing."
"Fiction! Dr Erica, I have several manuscripts of compelling transgender fiction that are copyrighted but not published anywhere. I checked just before my unfortunate circumstances and they still are on my Google Files account. Perhaps if we could find a way to publish them, I would have an income which would enable me to start my new life."
"I don't trust myself to evaluate your fiction since I am biased in your favor. It wouldn't help you or 50/50 for us to publish you and the material not be commercial. I'm going to send Brent Kennedy from our office to meet with you and to evaluate your work. Please give him total access to your manuscripts and I will promise to safeguard your rights. I trust Brent and you should too, after all he's married to my partner, Mrs. Julianne Kennedy. I'll call Brent to set things into motion on your behalf."
"Thank you Dr Erica."
Dr. Erica started a phone conversation with Brent while I listened in on her half of the conversation.
"Hi Brent, this is Erica. I'd like for you to evaluate the fiction manuscripts of Joanna Wolfe for possible publishing by 50 / 50 press. She's a transwoman and her take on life may be something that is commercial."
"She's recovering in the hospital from an unfortunate suicide attempt that she regrets and now she's committed to her new life. She's in the psych ward room 2102 phone 555-2102"
"I've been counseling her so I don't feel unbiased to evaluate her but I will be very interested to see if you feel like her work will sell. I'll request that she starts a new work for evaluation so we can see if her
style has changed after the experience."
"Thank you, Brent. Good bye."
Dr Erica seemed encouraged from what she heard on the other end of the conversation. I couldn't wait to hear what else she had to say to me.
"Brent will be in touch with you soon for an evaluation. I'd like for you to email copies to him at [email protected]. Also I would like for you to start something new so we can see how your style has changed and email him as well. He'll not only evaluate the concepts and writing but also decide if you're writing under editorial direction would improve the manuscripts."
"Thank you so much, Dr Erica."
"If we are to have another professional relationship, you might like to go ahead with the deed poll to change your name legally. I've got my brother in law, Lenin Crosby, coming to help you out with that pro bono. He agrees with me that he'd like to help you get started with your new life. And that was even before we decided that you might be a potential client of 50 / 50 Press."
"That's wonderful Dr Erica, thank you. I've changed my mind and decided that I would like for my middle name to be Ruth. My Aunt said that was what my mother was going to name me if they had known I was a girl. My Mother still wont talk to me about it. So I'll be Joanna Ruth Wolfe."
There was a knock at the door right about then. Dr Erica got up to answer it as she finished talking to me.
That's a wonderful choice, Joanna. That must be Lenin now. I'll let him in and let myself out so you two can get the paperwork done."
"Hi Lenin. This is Joanna Ruth Wolfe. Thank you for coming. I'll leave you two to go over the details of her name change."
"You are welcome Erica. Hi Joanna. I'm Lenin. Let's get started."
We went through the legal paperwork and before long I understood what was expected and we had the papers ready for filing. I gave Mr. Crosby, who insisted that I call him Lenin, access to my Google files to place electronic copies of the filings and the response. I was very pleased that I would be not only Joanna legally but recognized as female on government documents due to the evidence given in Dr Dee Dee's declaration of gender letter. My birth certificate however was governed by Georgia law and they would not allow me to change that other than alter the name until I had Gender Affirming Surgery. Lenin worked at his laptop for a while as I looked on in amazement. Once Canada had gone totally electronic on legal filings, the more mundane things like the deed poll went through very quickly to completion. Soon Lenin turned to me as he smiled closing his laptop.
"It's all done. You'll need to go to the courthouse and pay the fee for legally certified hard copies but these digitally signed result copies in your Google files will be good for most purposes. We'll have to wait for Georgia to act on your name amended Birth Certificate. The States just have not caught up with us in legal filings and they particularly drag their heels on things that are politically charged like gender affirmation. It's been a pleasure to help you with this Joanna. Let me be the first to wish you happy naming day and a wonderful rest of your life."
"Thank you for all your help, Lenin. If I have anything to do with it, the rest of my life will be amazing. Thank you."
I brought up my new Canadian name and gender affirming documents and smiled at Lenin as he exited the room. After some tears of joy I closed that document and opened a new one. I worked on a new story like Dr Erika had requested and waited with anticipation of Brent Kennedy to come to see me. I also would multitask on my writing breaks to find an apartment with the aid of another of Dr Erika's friends, Jenny Zalen. We were holding off committing pending my possible publishing contract. if that materialized, I would be ready. With satisfying the triple needs of being of sound mind, having a job and a place to live, I could be released from the hospital and go on with my new life.
Finally I found myself face to face with Brent in the room where Dr Erika met with me. He had evaluated the manuscripts and seemed excited by them. He asked me some questions about them and the manuscript that I had just written including where I planned to go with it to bring it to completion. At the conclusion of our meeting, he set up another one with him, Erica, Julianne and me via video conference. He told me that it was possible after that I might be offered a contract.
Cutting to the chase, I was offered a contract with enough of an advance to get me set up living in an apartment that Jenny was able to help me find. Dr Dee Dee was able to get me released with my name change finished and I was able to sign the contract with 50/50 press.
Finally I was home in a sublet furnished apartment, busy both finishing writing my new book but also working with Brent to revise the earlier manuscripts to bring them up to the level we all knew I was capable of now.
Interesting enough, Dr Dee Dee was both a Gynecologist and a Endocrinologist too. It did not surprise me that she carried a great many trans patients since she had such a burning desire to follow in her father's footsteps. She like her father wanted to help people like her departed sister. She became my primary care doctor.
It helped Dr Erica document my case for gender affirmation based on Dr Dee Dee's remembrance of all of our Joanna time in junior high and high school. That along with Dr Erica's mysterious first hand knowledge of my past enabled me to skip some RLT time and Dr Erica came to Dr Dee Dee's office with a letter giving permission for HRT. She had earlier used the time travel thing on herself to become a board certified therapist as an online student.
Not only was she able to help me by being both a mundane and supernatural therapist but it helped in her personal life. It explained to her friends and co-workers her obvious talent for helping others in her life. I had already had medical monitoring and supply of the male hormone blockers that I had been getting on the internet before. Now I would be starting HRT for the second time in my life. This time it would be for good. Dr Dee Dee gave me my first shot of estradiol and all was right in that corner of my world.
I wanted so much to succeed that I worked so hard on my physical transition with Dr Dee Dee and my professional growth with Brent as my editor. I saw Erika Strange, as the head of 50 / 50 Press's fiction division but not as Dr Erika except for mundane monitoring of my mental state at Dr Dee Dee's office. Even though I was taking good care of those aspects of my life which seemed the most urgent for my well being, I was beginning to see that Dr Erika was right when I had left out whole categories of things when I listed my regrets.
My one window out of that focused world was Goblins. Brent and I would take a whole day regularly to work on editing issues at 50 50 Press. When it was time for a meal or a break we went out to Goblins who rented out 50 /50's office space.
Goblins was an upscale bar, coffee house and restaurant all rolled up into one run by a lovable gay married couple, the big lovable outgoing teddy bear Ivan and his husband a compact and introspective Dave.
Before, when I had been in Goblins it had been with Brent. Ivan had made sure that we were at a quiet table and were not disturbed each time. Only this evening, we finished up early since Brent was taking Julienne out for a romantic dinner. I didn't feel like cooking, so I found a table with a view of the stage and ordered my dinner. Ivan came over and smiled at me.
"May I join you or are you expecting someone to meet you here?"
"Sure Ivan. I just realized that while I know a lot of people, they are mostly professional relationships. I guess I've been too busy to let others into my life."
"Girlfriend you just said a mouthful. I'd like to be your friend and not just the guy who makes the best mochachino in Toronto. You are the first transgirl to frequent Goblins even though Dave and I try to make it a welcoming place."
"Oh goodness, you read me? I want to take a more public accessibility once the book comes out, not as an activist mind you, more like an example of how normal we mostly are. I just wanted a little time to try to learn to fit in before I have to share my life. What were my cues?"
"Nothing you did, Joanna or failed to do. You are a perfect lady and you are lucky enough to not have any male puberty issues to overcome. It's in your eyes. Something shows when you have been rejected as dead from your family. I've seen that look on too many of my friends in the community at large but particularly hits transgirls like you hard."
"Losing my family has caused a hole in my life. I picked up and ran away to try to get away from their shame for me. I left behind those who helped me early on in life since I let religious chains keep me from my true journey then and parted from them. It's only after my near suicide that I finally renewed ties with them through Dr Dee Dee."
"You'll have to make your own peace with God. The legalists, like those who would turn their back on their own child, have their own agenda. You'll want to decide if you are willing to be bound by their chains."
"You are right, Ivan. I guess you did see me wince when I saw you kissing Dave. Just since I was raised that way is no reason to hurt a friend. I do count you as a friend. Please forgive me."
"Of course, girlfriend. You really need to find a way to forgive yourself and get loose from those chains. When you are ready, I can clue you in o the social scene for the community here in Toronto. You really need to form some friendships with some other girls like you. Just let me know when you are ready and I'll help."
"Thanks Ivan. Know now that I'm letting loose from that particular hang up of mine here and now. I love you guys and a girl in a glass house like needs all her friends. You are right that I need to work on the whole mess and I am going to make that a priority."
"You go girl! Loosen up and have some fun tonight!"
Ivan got back to tending to other customers and I got up to tend to things in the little girl's room. But I never got there. Instead I walked into Dr Erika's office.
"That door is a bathroom. Joanna, please feel free to tend to things before we start."
"Thank you Dr. Erica. I'm glad you know the value to a woman to have access to a bathroom when she needs one."
I took care of things in there and was much more relaxed as I joined Dr Erica at her desk.
"How are you settling in to your new life, Joanna?"
"Medically and professionally I seem to be doing well. But you know that already. I seem to be letting old ideas about religion hold me back. I can't do anything be about my family rejecting me but I don't want that to hold me back from being friendly and making friends."
"Ivan is right that you ought to be around other transwomen. Since you are presently the only transwoman I have for a patient, we need to find another outlet other than group sessions for you to be around others like you."
"You are right of course but I'm not as comfortable as I would like to be in social situations."
"Tell me about the National Honor Society State chaplain election that a girl in your high school was seeking. You wrote: 'To not have taken the hard bible thumping line with a girl wanting to be chaplain for a club and support her knowing I was really a girl too' "
"That was Beth Howard, a senior girl that I hardly knew as a sophomore. I was running in those circles a little since as a freshman, I lucked into being a student council representative by being the next highest vote getter when one freshman left school at mid term. At the end of my freshman year, I ran for Student Council Treasurer and used the nick name the senior jocks had for me "Georgy the Grits Gobbler". My campaign slogan was that I would not be Gobbling Grits, that I would be serving you.
It worked so well that instead of being a laughing stock, I became kind of a mascot for the seniors. I defeated a rising senior girl to win election. I also was the face of the elections being the only one pictured sharing the front page with a picture of the Lt. Gov. of our state who spoke at our school. Instead of showing understanding for the girl who wanted to being Chaplain, I spouted bible verses like my Dad used to put down women instead of understanding the true meaning of what the bible was teaching."
"And if you had to do it again?"
"If I had it to do it again, I would support her in spite of being questioned by my Dad and to explain to him that I did not feel legalism was being true to the bible's teachings."
"Let's find out. Make sure you make allowances for the change that you introduced earlier."
The room started spinning but when it stopped, I was George again. A different George since I still had not gone through male puberty with a few hints of female characteristics that I covered up with elastic and the way I dressed. I stopped and looked on the clock in the hall way and discovered that I had about a half hour before home room. I was about to head for Mr. Sheffield’s room when I had a nudge on my right shoulder with a feminine finger. I turned around and saw Dee Dee.
"You were so smart to get permission to go to the home rooms to collect student council dues as Treasurer, George. It makes it easier for you to sneak out to be you know who. Here's the key to the secret dressing room. Break a leg, Jo Jo."
Dee Dee, as she put the key in my hand which I held on to tightly, looked around and then snuck me a quick hug, turned me towards the gym, patted my fanny and sent me on my way. Fortunately on the way I took a slight detour when I saw Dr Erika in a janitorial uniform cleaning an empty classroom.
"George, you having Dee Dee as a 'sister from another mother' had changed your junior high experience since you as George acted the role of Dee Dee's boyfriend in public while she and her parents made some Joanna time for you in private. They actually moved into a new development in the Campbell High School district out of the Wills High District so you both could continue to go to the same school. But you couldn't be her boyfriend in high school. Besides not being believed, Dee Dee needed to be free to have a real boyfriend."
"I remember now and I know what this key goes to that she slipped me. Dee Dee had nailed down the freshman spot on the Panther's cheerleading squad when she tried out. Durring Joanna time she drilled me on another cheerleading part that I found out when I was able to do it in costume was for the departing secret mascot's replacement. Her parents rented a professional type Pink Panther costume for me to do the tryouts in and I won the part as secret mascot. This key is to the dressing room where the costume is stored where I'll change and then join the cheerleading squad for the pep rally for first period."
"You get to hang out with Dee Dee as part of the cheerleading squad. You did it all last year as a freshman and now you are back this fall as a sophomore to do it again."
"Thanks for the heads up! I gotta go find my head and the rest of me."
I giggled and moved on to my destination which I already knew about except the first time around, I had no clue that particular door would be so significant to me now. I arrived at the secret room, let myself in and got changed and then bounced out as the Campbell Panthers Mascot into the hall way where the rest of the squad waited including Dee Dee.
It was really fun to cheer for the team and perform for the students. All too soon the pep rally was over. The cheerleaders covered for me as I disappeared back into the secret room to get changed into ordinary George. In keeping with the status that the Senior Jocks had confirmed on me as a sort of mascot, I was accepted into the cheerleader's clique as if protecting me from the Jock's teasing. It was one cover upon another so that no one would suspect the geeky guy that hung with the cheerleaders was actually on the squad.
The rest of the school day went kind of normal for the role I had now. I was a protected person since the jocks had made it known that I was under their protection and only they had the right to tease me. I also stood out since I was the improbable Student Council Treasurer. My surprise was when I was motioned over to a table of senior girls by none other than Beth Howard and indicated that I should sit by her.
"Hi George. Thanks for sitting with us so I could talk to you. I know that your Father is a big stickler for a strict interpretation of what the bible says. I'm going to run into people like him running for Georgia NHS Chaplain. Dee Dee says that you are the smartest and most companionate person that she knows. Do you have any clues on how I could talk to them since you have witnessed what they are capable of from close up."
"At first look what they say makes a lot of sense to someone whose head has been filled with that. Being so hung up on things not to do, they have earned the label, as legalists."
"So they are the kind of people who feel better about themselves by pushing another person down. They have a lip service to the grace of God but they feel better about what they do and don't do concerning themselves."
"They don't realize that by judging others, they reveal what kind of person that they are in reality. 'Judge not that you be not judged'"
"So what can we respond about the verses from Paul's epistles that they use to put women down?"
"Remember that when interpreting the scripture, it's more than just the literal words. You also have to consider the context of the writing as well as the times that they were written. Remember in the early church, women were not allowed to participate at all or even be present when the believers gathered to worship. While Paul's rules seem very restrictive to women taking part in worship and leading, these were radical steps designed to give women their first voice in the church.
Paul realized that in going from no participation or presence in worship to becoming a part of worship, things needed to be done in steps so that the people could adjust to what was right.
By the same token someone reading those scriptures today should interpret them that we should be equally radical in integrating women into worship as Paul directed to the early church in his time."
"That's a very refreshing insight from a man, George. Have you talked to your Father about the way you feel about this?"
"No, but I intend to do so. I hope that I can do it in a manner where it's less likely that he'll interpret it as directed as disrespect towards him instead of a different religious view."
"Good luck with that, George. I see that you don't have all the answers either but you are very knowledgeable about the bible. I hope he listens and doesn't shut you down."
I spent an enjoyable lunch with Beth and her senior friends. Actually Beth's conversation with me was overheard by the others at the table since we made no attempt to make it secret. It started an interesting conversation among the girls about not only how women were treated in the church but also in society at large. I learned that male privilege was something very real by the experiences of the girls being slighted as compared to their brothers and other male acquaintances. By the time that they were thru, I could see how being looked on by the senior jocks as I had, that even I had some aspects of male privilege withdrawn from me.
The next topic of discussion was this year's cheerleading squad after the new members had been integrated into the mix. We spent the rest of the lunch period praising the new mascot that with only one year on the squad was surpassing in dance the one before.
I guessed that no matter how good that I was in following the routines that there would be variances from what the last person in the suit did. It made me feel good to know that my skill was appreciated. I hoped my poker face was good enough to let them see that joy on my face since it would be difficult to explain away.
The rest of the school day proceeded normally. I had Dee Dee in all of my afternoon classes and we got to talk before and after class in the cheerleader clique where I orbited at the edge. I was close enough to chime in but far enough away for my supposed status as protected.
Finally I got to go to the National Honor Society (NHS) meeting after school. I could freely participate in activities since I was close enough to walk home. Most of the time my parents didn't know exactly what club I was in but that I was staying after school for a club. That's how I was able to participate in cheerleader practice without letting them know exactly what I was doing.
At the NHS meeting, I took my place as part of the general membership. I was an officer in a lot of clubs but not this one. When the time in the meeting came up for new business, we were told of Beth's desire to run for state chaplain. In order to do so, it required a motion by the club to place her in nomination at the state meeting.
Beth's friend Jill made the motion and I raised my hand and was called on to second the nomination. I was so pleased that our club was sending Beth as our nominee for State Chaplain. This time I had taken a stand that I could be proud of taking. I expected that soon I would be asked to account for my actions by my father. I felt like I could express what I needed to say. Once I had done that, I could leave behind the nonsense like my reaction to Ivan and Dave.
The next evening passed quietly enough. As active as the rumor mill was, I did not expect it to catch up with me that night and I was right.
However, in my first period class, something happened that rocked my world. In front of the whole class, before he started on history, our teacher and head football Coach Sturtevant, asked me to be the team statistion. I would attend practices and all games in the press box taking stats for the team. I accepted of course since I suspected my Father would be keeping better track of my activities after challenging his beliefs. I wanted to decline but could not without revealing me as the Team Mascot. Dee Dee was in the class and heard the whole thing. After class we found a safe place to talk about it.
"Oh Jo Jo! I am so sorry. Somehow I feel this is better for you in the long run. This way you can retire as mascot without anyone knowing. You'll when we score after you record the details."
"Well it will make things less complicated."
I had forgotten it but the Coach asked me in just the same way the first time around. Of course then there was no conflict since I wasn't part of the cheerleader squad.
"I'll get the costume laundered and break things to the rest of the squad. We'll need to recruit and train a new mascot as soon as we can. In the meantime we can do without like we have done in the past. Later on the squad will get together with you to give you the proper send off that each mascot has gotten."
"Thanks for looking after me Dee Dee and seeing to this."
At home I had to break it to my Father about joining the football team as Statistician. It was a pleasant chat and he was truly happy for me. I think that the good news took the edge off him questioning me over him hearing that I nominated a female for NHS Chaplain. I was able to voice my concerns in a manner consistent with him not feeling that I was disrespecting him. While he wasn't too pleased to hear my view differed from his, instead of dismissing it out of hand and sticking to the party line, he told me that he would study it. I hoped that study would help him be a little less judgmental in his dealings with others and especially me.
Not as surprising, I ended up spinning in my head and winding back in Dr Erika's office.
"Are you satisfied with what happened, Joanna?"
"Yes, Dr Erica. I know that just taking one stand for grace and understanding was not enough to solve things. I have begun both here and then looking at things in different ways. I feel that Kirk's son David might have been addressing me in Star Trek II instead of Kirk: 'They are good words, that's what ideas are made of. You should listen to them.' I have listened and I plan on continuing to listen to them and allow myself to change."
"Joanna, your friendship with Beth provided both you with something you did not expect from earning her respect that day. Beth had, by the time you and Dee Dee were preparing to enter college became associated with Harvard University admissions. Even before this, Dee Dee was already destined to be awarded a full academic scholarship to Harvard University where she obtained her medical degree. You and Dee Dee told Beth that you were secretly Joanna and Beth used that to offer you the chance to qualify for a full scholarship to Harvard, endowed by a transwoman who had hit the lottery. The catch was that you would have to fully transition in order to take advantage of this offer. Since you were not ready to go public, you politely declined the offer. You instead went to GA Tech as before.
"May I add another regret? I guess that last regret that I added would apply to this situation too? If I had come out to my Grandmother and Grandfather, during that summer before high school that I stayed with them, They would have known me truly as Joanna before they both died."
"Yes, if you were to have transitioned after high school, you would have been eligible for the scholarship and could have gone to Harvard with Dee Dee. ok I'll let you add that regret about your grandparents to your list, Joanna. Here is your list."
I took my list from Dr. Erica with the pen she held out to me and I begun to write. 'To have come out as Joanna to my Grandmother the summer I spent in the lawnmower shop with my Grandfather in Brunswick.' With a mischievous look in my eyes, I wrote another entry hoping that Dr. Erica would not make me cross it out, 'To have gone away to summer camp with Dee Dee out in California after my freshman year at High School.' When I was back in High School, Dee Dee had told me about the great summer camp, her father had gotten her into for girls who aspired to be a doctor. If I went, I would have had to be Joanna for the entire summer. I handed my list back to Dr. Erica, who immediately saw that I had added a second item to the list by the look in her eyes.
"That was sneaky of you, Joanna and you may keep the second addition to your list as well. But your dealing with Beth in the past is only half of why you are here to see me, Joanna."
"Another regret?"
"You had so many acquaintances in High School even being the geek and even more so being a 'Peter Pan'. What you have been doing is important but you need more than acquaintances, you need true friends, Joanna but your new life won't be complete without letting in more than the professionals who want to help you but ordinary people. People have so much to share with you if you'll only let them in."
"I guess that if I want to be open as a Transwomen, I should be comfortable enough to associate with them. And they do have things to share with me since I haven't been openly a woman for long no matter how I look."
"You have my blessing to go meet the people that Ivan knows. And to loosen up and let other people into your life as well. Don't judge everyone's reaction by your parents. You are a good person and they are the exceptions."
"Thanks Dr Erika. Guess my bathroom break is over, huh?"
"See ya, Joanna"
I walked back thru the door I originally had stepped thru to enter Dr Erika's office. I came back and found Ivan and smiled at him.
"Ivan, I place myself in your hands."
"It's about time, Girlfriend. Please know that Dave and I feel you are family and we see how you love both of us individually and together. You've got to let the mundanes in but also give room for family so you can have a family of choice."
"You are right, Ivan. I've been so into my own issues that I haven't given a chance to let anyone that I don't already know in."
"For tonight what I would like for you to do is to eat, drink and get to know some of the best people in the world who also frequent Goblins. And I want you to try at least one song since we are doing Karaoke tonight. Don't worry about getting home tonight since I'll be your designated driver."
"Thank you Ivan for caring so much for me."
"You are so welcome, Girlfriend."
I did as directed and had a wonderful time. I didn't get plastered but I had a nice buzz going that helped me to relax. I met a whole lot of wonderful people.
A young soulful singer named Kai sang something otherworldly that touched my soul which seemed very much before it's time. At one point Dave, Ivan and I planed out a day to introduce me to the community. We would finish up at an open Transgender Support group, which I was looking forward to joining.
Finally my number came up and as I looked out in the crowd I saw Dr. Erika and her Dr. hubby. I sang for all I was worth, Ariel's theme from Disney's Little Mermaid, "Part of your world." I must have done well since the emotion that I sang with was witnessed on many of their faces including Dr Erica. The applause at the end was intoxicating.
I wish I could say that I found a special gentleman but I wasn't ready for that. The result was better as I was welcomed to a table of women when they found I was sitting alone. I made several new friends that night but I made no better friends than the girlfriends who accepted me as one of them.
I was glad that I listened to Ivan but even more that I got a 2 for 1 regret handled. One for Ivan and Dave and also one for Beth of the NHS. And to top it off, I could have a good time with new friends. Who knew?
When I got back to my apartment, the first thing that I did was look for a email from Tina. I had caught up with all of her messages and responded to those aspects of them that I had not addressed yet. Tina had my phone number and my new skype name so we stayed in touch most days. With as busy as I had been, email seemed to be the best way to keep in touch. I was about to compose a reply when I noticed that Tina was online via skype. I took a chance and initiated a skype video call. When the skype music ended there was Tina on my I book screen.
"Hi Jo Jo. You are looking good girl. I was wondering when you would stay put in one place long enough to check in with me via skype."
"You are looking good yourself, Tina. Pink hair eh? That's a different look for you!"
"Oh yeah?"
She reached up and brought a strand of pink hair into her view. She just smiled really big and was on the verge of a giggle.
"You're right! I was at a concert earlier and I guess I didn't get all of the pink out yet. What's going on with you girl?"
"I finally got up the courage to participate in the Karaoke at Goblins. Bet you will never guess what I sung?"
"Let's see? What would the girl with the Ariel the Little Mermaid bed spread on her bed (Nice Girl!) sing? 'Part of your World'!"
No fair! You cheated! Yeah I sung 'Part of your World' and they said that I did great."
"Who are they?
"Just a group of ladies that I met at Goblins after singing. I got their numbers and we are going to meet up at Goblins and do the town."
"You are finally making friends there! Good for you!"
"I told you about Ivan? He's getting me connected with a transwomen support group. Things are coming together finally."
"And how are you doing on the legal HRT?"
"I'm doing well. I know that it's too early for physical differences to show yet but I'm better mentally just knowing it is in my body."
"And the writing?"
"Flowing well and the best work that I have ever done."
"Has Dr. Naadiah responded to your apology yet?"
"Not yet, Tina I know that she's still looking out for me or she would not have sent Dr. Erica to me. I guess the best thing that I can do to make it up to Dr Naadiah is to live a good life. Dr Erika says that she'll show up when we are both ready for the meeting."
"I'm sure she's right. Just be ready if she demands something from you when she does see you. She seems like that kind of woman. Above all she has your best interest at heart so I trust her."
"I agree with you Tina. Well I have another full day tomorrow so I guess I ought to let you go. Bye Tina."
"Bye Jo Jo. Love ya girl!"
Tina disappeared from the screen and I closed up the Ibook. I rejoiced in the normalcy of my bedtime routine. Soon I was in my nightgown snuggled under the covers. I wondered what tomorrow would bring.
Can writer Joanna's regret about Suzy the Psychic help her win 'Ellen DeGeneres' Next Top Model* and make a good impression on her TG Fiction book tour?
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When you are a writer for a living, as I finally was, thinking about things was part of my stock in trade. I cursed the necessity for secrecy surrounding this time travel therapy. What a great story I could write if only I could reveal what was going on with me. Of course I would write it as fiction since it would never be believed if I held it out as the truth that it was actually.
I took my first trip back and time and found that being receptive and kind to Dee Dee instead of mocking her yielded a true friend to me in Junior High. The result of that friendship in Junior High was gaining her father for a Doctor who prescribed male puberty preventing hormones thru age 18. When you add together that I never went thru male puberty with the female hormones I scored in college it resulted in the woman’s body I was now blessed.
While that trip back in time was powerful, It had not gotten to the core of why even with a body like this, I had never transitioned openly. As my body had gotten more and more lovely, it took a lot more effort to maintain the illusion of my appearing male. I borrowed every trick in the book from my FTM brothers. I would have made it much easier on myself if I had just let things take their course and be the woman outwardly that I was inwardly.
What I had gotten was the perfect outlet for my true self since underneath the drab disguise of pseudo-masculinity was a babe. All I had to do was uncover her to enjoy her even if I didn’t dress up. All thru Junior High and High School, I had friends who kept my secret and Joanna got to be out with them. I kept it all covered up from my parents who had freaked when Joanna showed up that day. I had to even more closely imprison Joanna in the closet.
After my second trip back in time, I managed to purge myself of the influence my parent’s bigotry had rubbed off on me. But when it came to standing up for myself and being my true self, I just could not do it. All I had to do was accept the scholarship that my new friend Beth had gotten for me and went off to Harvard with Dee Dee as Joanna. Yet I still chose to stay at home and in the closet.
I was beginning to understand what Dr. Erica was trying to tell me that I had left out whole aspects of my life with my secret focus that if only I had transitioned sooner then all would be well in my life. Instead of thriving with a mostly female body, I had to work even harder to keep the true me covered up not only mentally but physically as well. In order to straighten out my life with the right decisions, I would have to find a way to instead of hiding my challenges, deal with them out in the open. When I was able to stand up for myself then a fully transitioned Joanna would result since that is who I really am.
At least in the present things were going okay in my new life as Joanna. I was meeting in the secret TG support group that I had been given an introduction. What had really spurred my recounting of my story so far was that even though I was easily the most blessed physically, my confidence out in public with the girls from the group was lacking.
If I had some self confidence then to a casual observer, they would assume I had to be the girlfriend of one of the group and could not be part of it. Instead the incongruity was jarring as it was obvious in spite of how appearances were that I was very much a part of the group. Imagine my surprise when some of the girls who didn’t pass nearly as well as I did not want to be around me. Someone explained that with all the attention I was drawing to myself, those small flaws in the girls around me were enough with the senses made aware to have them clocked as well as me.
”Earth to Joanna! You’ve been studying that menu so intently like it’s the text book for some course that you have to pass or get left back. I know you must know that menu better than I do and I’m an owner here at Goblin’s. What gives girlfriend?”
”Sorry, Brent. Sorry, Ivan. I was thinking that I’ve made so much progress but there is so much more that is left for me to get right. Ivan, I’ll have the special with an Arnold Palmer.”
”So a penny for them. Okay a whole dollar!”
I don’t know that I’m ready to be out in public with the girls. It’s not that I mind being with them, I love being with them. It’s just that I’m so nervous that I get clocked and so do some of the girls with me who would not be clocked ordinarily.
”Ordinarily, I would not meddle and let you find your own way in your own time, Joanna but we have that book tour coming up. Selling yourself sells books.”
”What do you have in mind, Brent?
”If this emotional crisis has been taken care of in adolescence, then your mother would have had any number of options to allow you to naturally overcome your shyness.”
”Little things like classes in Ballet, Piano, Singing or Acting. Maybe, she would have even get you involved in a girl’s sport like Figure Skating, Gymnastics, Cheerleading or Beauty Pageants. Right, Brent?”
”That’s right, Ivan. We don’t have time for those so I have just the crash course that you need, Joanna.”
”I’m almost afraid to even ask. What might that be, Brent?”
”Break out your highest stiletto heels, Joanna. I’m sending you to Spoke’s Model School.”
”Really? Not Charm School?”
”That’s so nineteenth century! The arrangements are all made. They have your measurements so you don’t even have to pack. The next two weeks you are going to spend in total immersion as a model. The limo will pick you up here and take you to the agency as soon as you finish your lunch here. Ivan, told me that you had to have one last good meal before becoming a starving model.”
”I accept, not that either of you were going to give me any choice. The writing is at a good place right now and even I can see that I need this.”
I drew them both into a group hug as I continued to speak, “Thank you both, my wonderful friends. I wonder what this will be like, hopefully I’ll find the strength to see this through to the end.”
”Girlfriend, you’ll be surprised what you can do if only you can put all thoughts of not doing it out of your mind.” said Ivan with a grin as he left us to get out orders.
Before long, Ivan came back with both mine and Brent’s lunches and we began to eat them. It was good that I was eating since I had an excuse for another thinking session. Since I really didn’t have much of girlhood, I really had no clue what this modeling boot camp had in store for me. From the tight lipped smiles on both Brent and Ivan’s faces, I saw that they were holding something back for a surprise.
I just hoped that I would be up to whatever it was. Even more I wanted to do well so they both would be proud of me. It felt good having someone proud of me again. I missed so much that approval from my parents ever since I came out to them even though I put it back in the closet things were never the same for us.
”Joanna, I’ve fudged a couple of things for your stay so that we can keep the story of you being TG out of the mainstream media till we are ready to hit with your first book. Your personal dresser for your stay is being employed by 50 50 Press. She has signed a confidentiality agreement not to disclose your status.”
“What’s her name, Brent?”
“Her name is Rita Martinez and she’ll arrive in the limo and assist with your clothing change prior to arriving at your destination, Rita will abide by the rules in place there unless they would interfere with maintaining your secrecy. Rita is a SFX makeup artist and you will be wearing a special makeup allowing you to be just like the other girls even nude.”
”Wow, you don’t ever do things by half measures, Brent! Thank you so much for making this as authentic as possible for me. I’m sure that I will learn a lot.”
I had finished up lunch and nodded to Brent that I was ready to go. Brent escourted me outside where a large white stretch limo was pulling up to the curb as we approached. Brent opened the door for me and I tucked myself inside.
”Thank you, Brent!”
”Good luck, Joanna!”
Brent closed the door for me and the limo left as I turned to see a very well put together young Latina in the seat beside me.
”Hi you must be Miss Martinez, I’m Joanna. I’m glad to be able to work with you for the next two weeks.”
”Hi Joanna, please call me Rita. We have to get your outfit changed before we arrive. Just put yourself in my hands and I’ll make this as easy as possible for you.”
”Thanks Rita. I’m all yours.”
Rita closed off the back of the limo and made the glass one way so we had privacy as she had me take off everything. She had her full SFX kit which was needed since she used an appliance to make my groin fit in with the rest of the beautiful female me. Not only was she expert in doing the makeup both places. My lips looked luscious. She was more than a pro getting me dressed in the car with the most excellent lingerie and gown. All the accessories were added including what she said were my training pumps which were only two inch spike heels.
”You’ll be going up a half inch a day till you get to the sky scraper heels. The School realizes that any sensible woman would not be caught dead in model height heels. They find that there are less injuries that way as long as all of the heels used are pre broke in properly.”
”That will help even though I’m sure that most of these women will have learned how to handle heels when they were girls. While a refresher to them, this will be a challenge for me. One that I am eager to meet and enjoy learning.”
”With the way you look now, Joanna, no one would guess that till recently you were a tomboy.”
”I hope to keep it that way. Thanks, Rita.”
The sign in the Archway of the entrance to the mansion that we pulled into to the driveway, read “Ellen’s Next Top Model”. Greeting the arrivals at the door was none other than Ellen DeGeneres. Our driver stopped the limo at the red carpet when it was our turn. He expertly opened the door for me and helped both Rita and I out of the car. Just as the other pairs had done, we walked side by side and were greeted by Ellen at the door.
Just inside, Rita was diverted to a side room where the other dressers were enjoying refreshments while I followed the line into the large central room. The room was spacious and dominated by a large chandelier and with spiral staircases leading from the wings up to a balcony overlooking from the second floor.
I made small talk with the women there, learning their names and a bit about them. There was a pageant feel to this as we were on display being filmed with cameras from Ellen’s show. Well I was there to find out how to deal with being on camera and I had to agree that the immersion was very effective. Soon I learned to not make my awareness of the cameras stop me and even use the coverage for my advantage.
Ellen entered after the last girl had had a chance to mingle and called us to attention. There was this beautiful blonde girl in a long baby blue gown that was a match for my own caped wonder that had ended up in the middle of us all as we turned to face Ellen.
”I am very pleased to be here and help you all to learn first hand what it is like to be a model for TV cameras. Portions of your stay here will be broadcast and cameras will be almost everywhere. Unlike that 13 week competition of similar name, We’ll crown our winner in only two weeks. The eliminated models will continue with the separate training and one will have a chance to join the finalists. Daily segments will be a part of the Ellen show each day for the two weeks of ‘Ellen’s Next Top Model’ As I call your name, please come forward and receive your Ellen broach which will identify you as still in the running. And we’ll start with Joanna.”
I felt that I did well as the first one to come forward, greet Ellen, have her assistant pin the broach on me and then turn back to join the other contestants. One by one the others repeated the same tasks until last of all the woman in the dress which matched mine in color was called up, Stacy.
Knowing just what clumsiness was possible in a gown, the worst case scenario occurred with her as she stepped on her hem and tore her skirt off leaving her legs bare which were revealed to be artificial. They looked more like metal poles than legs. The group seemed to be divided, with some in shock and doing nothing, others began immediately to make fun of the woman being bold with their taunts.
I alone went into action, covering the space between us as gracefully as I could, walking with a purpose. As I walked, I removed the cape tied at my back and re oriented it in front of me. When I got to her, I formed my cape into a wrap skirt which covered her up. I gave her a hug and started walking her off into one of the side rooms. Before we could get there Ellen told everyone, “Freeze!”
I had no intention of freezing but one of Ellen’s production assistants took my place at Stacy’s side and led her into the side room we had almost reached. With Stacy taken care and I ending up facing Ellen, I froze with the others.
”Joanna, I am so very sorry for what I have to do next.”
Ellen turned right toward me and smiled that pififul smile that she does right before she pushes the trap door button on ‘Know or Go’.
”Joanna, your broach represents your life in the competion. Where is your broach?”
”Ellen, I used my Ellen broach to secure my cape into a skirt for Stacy. I gave it to Stacy.
Joanna, I have to ask you to leave. Please exit via the doors you came in at and you’ll be told what happens next. I am so sorry to see you go.
With as much class as I could muster on the outside, I did as I was told and gracefully walked out to the door where I had come in. Just below the surface was a multitude of emotions waiting to get out. I could not see why I was being punished for doing the right thing while those who had made fun of Stacy got off scot free. I left the cameras behind as the mudroom doors closed behind me. But the door to the outside was not an ordinary door for me and I ended up in Dr Erica’s office.
”Don’t worry, Joanna. You’re safe here. You’ve been thru quite an ordeal so I thought you might like a chance to compose yourself.”
”Thank you Dr. Erica. I had such hopes for this after Brent and 50 50 went to the trouble to set this up. Now I know why he and Ivan were holding back, Ellen! Wow, I’m such a fan!”
”And how do you feel about the way that Ellen made you leave?”
”I was a little angry and a lot hurt that I was punished for doing the right thing. Stacy needed my help and all I was doing was doing what I would have wanted someone to do any time I was in the same situation being outed.”
”Did you do more than it was absolutely necessary to get things righted?”
”I guess. That production assistant that took over for me when Ellen called out was walking beside us most of the way over. I guess that the cape was fully secured with the ties and the broach that came with the cape. It was melodramatic for me to put that added protection on Stacy.”
”That’s a pattern for you. You get all tied up in helping someone that it ceases to be the good thing in the beginning but becomes twisted up in co-dependency. Helping is good, Joanna, but you have to learn when it is too much. Giving them the dignity to overcome their challenges and become stronger in the process.”
”Is it really a pattern for me, Dr Erica?”
”Joanna, you wrote:
Tell me about how everything started between you and Suzy.”
”Well I did not meet her as Suzy. She was my new teacher for Spanish, Miss Adams. Mrs. Watson did so well getting students to fall for Spanish in the Junior High survey class when we had a quarter each of Spanish, French and Italian that she could no longer teach both at the Junior High and High School and meet all the demand. Miss Adams who I later knew as Suzy started teaching Spanish there and she taught me all three years of Spanish I took in High School.”
”What made Miss Adams stand out for you as a teacher?”
”She ran her class room in such a new age style. Our class was immersive so everything was done in Spanish. Sometimes instead of doing the class work from the book like normal, she let us have a free day doing anything we liked just as long as we all spoke Spanish. Those goof off days made us work harder and learn more difficult vocabulary so we would have the words to communicate those topics all over the place that we ended up discussing.”
”When did she become known as ‘Suzy the Psychic’?”
During one of our goof off days, the topic turned to things psychic. I’m pretty sure she steered the conversation in that direction. She revealed some of the things that had happened to her which led to her coming to rely on her psychic talent being real. At another day she told us that she was going to do a talk show on WSB AM (The voice of the south) Radio in primetime and she was going to be billed as Suzy the Psychic. The broadcast was a hit and became a regular event on WSB radio.
”How did you and Suzy bond as people?”
”It was when I had Spanish last period and all the bus folks had left while I was waiting for final dismissal to go to an after school club. I was just fooling around and Joanna was visible more than George. I managed to gracefully place my back under the surface of the desk while I was still sitting in it. I picked up an item that dropped and before twisting back. Mrs. Watson had entered the class visiting with Suzy. Suzy turned to Mrs Watson and declared “La Tortuga!” I instantly bonded with Suzy since she had recognized me with a female reference. I kinda forgot that all turtles are referred to as feminine in the abstract in Spanish.”
”So when Suzy’s radio show became popular and the religious right began a crusade against Suzy what did you do?”
”I organized a campaign to not just keep Suzy teaching Spanish, I raised funds which powered a counter organization which began to crusade against the crusaders. It wasn’t enough to show the truth and let justice prevail. It got to the point that they could not even do the legitimate activities since they were so hamstrung with being punished.”
”And did it end there?”
”Instead of getting a gender therapist like I should have in college, I supported Suzy in her counseling practice. I could have made progress even if it were too late for me to follow Dee Dee to Harvard. Suzy could have done fine on her own but instead she made a living off of people following my example to give her preferential treatment. ”
”:And if you had eased off in both places?”
”We ended up smothering her light in kindness. She never got strong enough to withstand adversity. There came a time when everyone forgot about her and she became lost in obscurity. Her light should still be burning bright to light the way for others but it’s gone out and who knows where she is now.”
”And if you could go back now?”
”I’d try to find the resolution in High School that we also help by letting people show they are strong enough to stand on their own once the playing field is evened. “
”Let’s find out!”
The room spun around as the temperature dropped and suddenly I wasn’t in Dr Erica’s Office anymore. I was in Senorita Adam’s classroom and my back was under the writing surface of my desk. I looked up and Senora Watson entered the class. Senorita Adams pointed me and spoke.
”Ella es Juana La Tortuga!”(She is Joanna the Turtle)
As they giggled at the observation, I gracefully slid back upright in my chair and smiled at them both but especially at Suzy. Senora Watson looked at me and asked.
“Tu no eres Jorge, Tu eres Juana. Es verdad?”(You aren’t George, You are Joanna. True?)
”Es verdad! Es verdad pero necesitamos no digamosla hablar de Juana.”( True, but let's say we need not talk about Joanna.)
”Este esta escondido. No hablamos sobre este. Verdad?” (This is hidden. We do not talk about this. Truth?)
”Es Verdad! Gracias, Senora Y Senorita.” (It is Truth! Thank you, Mrs and Miss.)
“Senorita Adams, como lo sabes?” (Miss Adams, how did you know?)
”Vamos a hablar de ella má¡s tarde.” (We are going to talk about her later.)
I could see that they were both sincere in keeping my secret. I already knew how Miss Adams learned about Joanna, She’s psychic as if I needed any further proof. The announcement releasing the walking students came soon after and I was off into the hall. I paused in earshot outside the door which I left open to see what Mrs. Watson might say to Miss Adams after I left.
”Suzy you really are psychic. That poor child! As the Georgia Educational Association liaison, I have news. The dolts on the Board of Education are in an uproar. Instead of being thankful for good publicity about students really learning from a unique teacher, they are ready to burn you as a witch. Our contract is ironclad so they can not sensor your freedom of speech in the media and have agreed that your contract to be an on air personality for WSB Radio is valid. However they say that they are accumulating evidence of a breach of the morality clause based on the innuendo.”
”They are hoping I will voluntarily terminate my contract midterm in lieu of them acting against me formally. I won’t do it. That will give them just what they need to blackball me in GA and any where else they are narrow minded. I do a lot of good teaching and I don’t want to give that up.”
”Hang in there, Suzy…”
”I sensed someone behind me and I turned and bumped directly into Dr Erica. I wasn’t sure who she was supposed to be but she grabbed me by the shoulder and led me down the hall away from the open door around a corner. We only stopped when she was able to direct me into an empty class room and closed the door. It was only then that I realized that she was dressed as a lunch lady .”
”Hi Dr Erica. Why are you dressed as a lunch lady?”
”Dee Dee needs to fill you in on the change of plans and she’s down in the cafeteria volunteering with the cheerleaders preparing for a donated dinner for the less fortunate. I think it may have something to do with Jenna being on a flight to Germany with her Mom, who has an emergency assignment as a nurse at the hospital at Ramstein AFB.”
”But Jenna is the Pink Panther Mascot. Oh! Lead on!”
I was glad I had Dr Erica or ‘Blanche the lunch lady’ to lead me through the hall ways to the cafeteria and into the Kitchen where we found Dee Dee. Dee Dee thanked Blanche who went to the back to work on something while she led me the larder room which she closed and locked behind us. She seemed worried and gave me a hug of greeting.
”Jenna’s gone to Ramstein AFB and we don’t have a Pink Panther for tonight. This is our last event for the school year. I know this is short notice, but can you fill in tonight to help us meet and greet our guests and do the entertainment routines with us?”
”Of course I will, Dee Dee. I take it the normal cover up routine is in place for me for tonight as the secret mascot?”
”Got you covered, Jo Jo. Lucky it’s Friday because your parents think you are going to a weekend church camp. You are really going to spend a Joanna weekend with me afterward. What’s on your mind, Jo Jo? I can tell its more than this.”
”Two things. One is that the Board of Education is going to crucify Miss Adams over that psychic gig she has at WSB radio and try to get her banned from teaching.”
”What’s your take on what we should do?”
”The trouble is the misinformation and trying her in the media. If we can get a group of leaders who will lend voice and money to the effort of getting the truth out. This would not be out for revenge or to smear the flunks who want to witch hunt a good teacher. Revenge and fighting the battle for her would both harm her in the end and we want to help.”
”I’m proud of you, Jo Jo. I know that Mother and Daddy would want to help so we can discuss it with them this weekend. What’s the other thing?”
”Suzy the psychic, our Miss Adams, really is psychic. She sensed that I am Joanna and she confronted me with it while Mrs. Watson was there to tell her about the Board witch hunt. I admitted it so they both know and they both say they will keep my secret.”
”I think they will. Okay as before you need to be Joanna under the costume so I’d like you to go ahead and go to the secret room and get ready. Momma brought over what you’ll need to change into and left it in this carry-on . Take it and go get ready then come back here. You can take the greeting duty for the early arrivers while we change into our uniforms for tonight.”
”Okay, I’m off.”
I took the carry-on that Dee Dee had indicated and exited the larder and the kitchen. I made my way down the hall. Eventually I found myself in front of the secret door and standing beside it none other than Miss Adams.
”Aren’t you going to invite me in where we can have a private chat?”
”How do you know about that?”
”Hello! Psychic here but more than that Teacher here.”
”Duh! Of course, just let me get this.”
After checking that we were unobserved, I opened the secret door and let both of us in with my bag and then closed it behind us and turned on the lights.
”Joanna, after what you overheard in the hall after you left, I felt that our discussion should be sooner rather than later. Thank you for what you intend to do. I sense that your heart is truly in the right place and that the people you will lead can get the truth out where I can’t right now due to the media spin.”
”Wow you are really good Miss Adams. I’m sorry for listening at the door. I wasn’t trying to pry into your challenge. I’ve had others to disappoint me after I disclosed being Joanna to them. I’ve heard of things like what I’m planning helping with hysteria with someone in the TG community doing good and I wanted that for you.”
”When we are alone, please call me Suzy, On the subject of you being Joanna, I’d like to give you a reading now. I know that you have not asked for one but I want to do this for you. After this, I’d like for you to leave that aspect of counseling out of our relationship. After this is over and you are an adult we can renew a closer friendship.”
”Why Suzy?”
”They would bring you into the media circus with me and that would take you away from the path that you are on and that you could be on and into a permanent media spectacle. “
”The media can be a force for good or not so good. How long did you have in mind? I would like to be ready in my costume to help greet the guests of the dinner tonight.
”Not long and I will help you into your costume so you’ll be able to be ready with my help about the same time as if you were doing it alone.”
”You are coming to a crossroads in your life when you become an adult. In order to truly be Joanna, you must make a leap of faith to trust that you have friends and family of choice who will help you not to stumble as you take your first steps into the light.”
”Do your best to make it possible for you to make that leap of faith by putting in place your network of family of choice and friends. While the best network can’t make the right decision for you, they can be there to catch you when you fall.”
”Forgive the transgressions of those family who should support you but work against you. Do this not for them but for yourself so that you can cope with them leaving you on your own to meet this challenge. Ballast is to discard when the time is right to propel you upward to greater heights.”
”Do your best to help others in their journeys even with different challenges. Find something you want to share and teach it to others.”
”Change is difficult but it is so necessary. While it may seem to be a female behavior to stay at your parent’s home as an adult, that resistance to change leads to defeat. Strike out on your own to give you the freedom to follow your destiny.”
”Put in place the safety net that you will need as an adult while you are still a child. That way the future won’t seem as scary if you have prepared for it.”
While Suzy was talking with me, she was helping me first become Joanna again and then into the costume. I hung on her every word so we truly did multitask this conversation with my getting ready. When we had finished, we paused our chat while we both looked at me to see if I passed muster.
”You look great Miss Pink Panther. My work is done here. As much as I would like to help you, I can’t take the function away from a real gender therapist and you need to hire a real one as soon as you turn 18. “
”That’s what I see I need to do now too, Suzy. I’ll make the preparations before I turn 18 so that I’ll be ready to make the right decision.”
”That’s all I can ask, Joanna. Dr Erica is doing good things for you so help her help you.”
”Are you a Doctor like Dr. Erica?”
”We are in different aspects but I know of her work mostly through you. You should go now. I’ll tidy up and see myself out.”
”Thank you for everything, Suzy. Bye for now.”
As I went back thru the secret door, instead of going out into the school, I went into Dr Erica’s office but thankfully I was dressed as I had been when I originally arrived in the office.
”Dr Erica, Suzy sends her regards. She’s a big fan of your work.”
”She should be. You see that things started out just like before when you intervened but when things started getting rough for Suzy, You was a true friend behind the scenes. you led the effort that evened the playing field. Suzy became stronger thru the adversity and she parlayed her success on the Radio into a foundation that supported excellence in teaching with thinking outside the box. Her being Suzy the Psychic became a footnote when she became known as Suzy the Visionary”.
”What about the Dunderheads on the witch hunt?”
”The community showed the Dunderheads so much compassion in Suzy’s name that they flew, not drove out of town, hoping to find a remote corner for them to practice their hate speech where people did not know their playbook.”
”It was such a relief to me that I was through with the hating and revenge since it only harmed me in the end and harmed the person that I was trying to protect. While I have left that co-dependency behind, have others remained? Did I make the right choice to go to Harvard with Dee Dee?”
”Not yet Joanna. You still part with Dee Dee and go to Georgia Tech. However, just one meeting with Suzy after graduating High School leads you to get into Gender Therapy in College even though you still stayed stealth. Instead of flunking out of Tech, you get your EE degree and end up going back to get a Masters and Doctorate as well.”
“So I'm Dr. Wolfe, PHD now? That’s better but still living a lie. I guess I still have some co-dependencies left that have held me back from making the right choice. Could I think about what Suzy said to me and then perhaps add a regret later?”
“That seems like a wise choice, Joanna and that would be fine. Are you ready to face what awaits you as you leave my office and finally make it out the front door of the mansion?”
”I’ve learned that sometimes you have to go it alone to do the right thing and as long as your motivation is not revenge or punishment that things do come out right in the end even if it takes a long time to get there. Even though I am impatient at times, It is important to know I’m on the right road if I make the right choices in my life. I’m ready.”
Dr Erica came from behind the desk and gave me a hug. I composed myself and walked out the door into the light which in this case was the exterior of the mansion. Another assistant from the Ellen show gave me a hug.
”So sorry sweetie. The dramatics were for TV but you passed the test. Stacy was acting a part we asked her to play. She’s not really shy at all about showing her metal limbs and she likes to prove that its about her ability not her disability. Of course given the fact that she acted as though exposing her limbs upset her in order to give an occasion to anyone shallow enough to deride her for her appearance meant that your reaction was exemplary. I’m to take you to a green room where you’ll know what is going on inside and be prepped with Stacy to be ready for your big entrance.”
I’ll look forward to meeting the real Stacy. Lead on!”
We went thru a side door thru a maze then into the room where makeup artists were standing by to make us look our best. Stacy was already there and was being made up. I was taken to the chair beside Stacy’s. I gave Rita a quick hug and then got into the chair where she did her magic with me. Stacy was in a stunning gown which did not cover up her amazing metal limbs.
”Hi Stacy, I understand you were playing a role. I really admire the person that Georgia just told me that you really are. I hope that I did not offend you.”
”Not at all Joanna. I am flattered that you were so taken in by my acting role. I have to admit that even knowing who I am now that if someone presented in the same way then I would have had to have reacted in the same way. Not all of us so challenged have the same gifts that I have but perhaps more will find them through me.”
”Ladies, you can see on the monitors that Ellen has called forward each of contestants who derided Stacy and took their broaches and passed them thru to the second chance competition. In a moment you two will be queued to walk out as Ellen announces you both as the Winners of this competition and both having an exemption from elimination at the next test.”
”Stacy and I stood hand in hand at the door to the green room which was open and we could hear what was going on for ourselves. We both had our Ellen broaches pinned to our gowns.”
”While we could not reward being abusive to a participant and those who did paid the price by entering the losers bracket, We also could not reward those who just stood by and did nothing when someone was in need. While the rules are important, the exceptions we make show our humanity. For that reason, both Joanna and Stacy are awarded the winners of this challenge and will have immunity from elimination in the next challenge. I’d like you to meet again, Joanna and Stacy.”
We walked out and joined Ellen on her right side with Stacy being closest to Ellen.
”We asked Stacy to play a role for this challenge that is not how she is in real life but how many who have this challenge actually are at present. In reality Stacy does not shy away from exposing her legs and she revels in the ability they give her. We asked her to place herself in a position that was not true to her being and did amazing. Congrats Stacy, you are in line to become Ellen’s next top model. One of your perks for passing the test is that you get a special tutor for the next test, Please welcome Stacy’s tutor, super model, Tyra Banks.”
Tyra came out being her usual fierce self and joined Stacy. Tyra lifted Stacy’s arm into the air as a victor’s salute. She took her place between Ellen and Stacy where room had been made for her.
”We’ll have more later from Tyra including an interview letting us know all about her next project. But for now, Tyra and Stacy will be going where they will have a chance to get acquainted. Thank you Tyra and Stacy.”
Tyra and Stacy walked off to applause. Stacy seemed giddy with her luck in being able to spend time with Tyra. Next came my turn as I closed up the gap and stood at Ellen’s right hand.
”Next we have Joanna who was the only one of the girls who tried to help Stacy as she portrayed distress at having her limbs exposed. Not only did you comfort her but you also were very crafty in making a skirt out of your cape which matched and looked great but also held on in place. She had to undergo a second test of her composure under duress when we claimed she was eliminated from the competition due to her removing her broach to use in securing the cape as a skirt. Joanna passed that test with flying colors and obviously we made an exception to the broach rule when using it helped another girl. Joanna, you too have won this test and have immunity from elimination at the next test. You too have the services of a Super Model coach through the next test. Please welcome super model, Linda Evangelista!”
Linda came out every bit as proud and an even louder reception than Tyra. Linda is still Canada’s number one super model. I was a very happy camper as she took her place between Ellen and I and she raised my hand in the air as a winner’s gesture. Ellen gave Linda a stage cheek kiss as she greeted her.
”We’ll have more later with Linda as we all are longing to catch up with what she has been doing lately as she is interviewed later. For now. Linda and Joanna will be going off to be acquainted but we’ll see more of both of them later.”
We walked off to an even greater applause than Tyra and Stacy got and I was giddy just to be in Linda’s presence. As we neared the door that should take us into privacy to let us know each other, I could not help but wonder if it were to be a real door or a magic door that might take me anywhere. Only time would tell.
What will happen when Dr. Erica fails to show up for a scheduled appointment and Dr Naadiah takes her place?
Will Joanna be able to cash in on George's new history as a former astronaut to win a birth on ISS?
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Dr Erica told me that it was just after Dr Sarah had gotten her first patient that she began having them. Dr Erica called them 'birth pangs' which she received before getting a new patient. In this case the new patient was me. Like a mother who had carried several children to term, her pains with me were not as severe as Sarah, her first. That was good because instead of it taking days before I had hit bottom, it was minutes.
We had gotten together in her office at 50/50 press after I had won 'Ellen's Next Top Model' and we were scrambling to get the final touches on the Book Tour before the final taped segment aired on 'Ellen' We were actually still doing 'live' segments for Ellen's show on stunts not involving eliminations. Those of us who were currently in the winners bracket were on call on Thursdays for the live looks while the taped segments were airing on Tuesdays for the winners bracket and Wednesdays for the loser's bracket. For me going all the way in the competition, it just meant that we had to schedule in a break in the book tour for travel to the Mansion for Thursday's live shot.
Part of it was that I had to catch up that there was this whole new segment to my life that was suddenly very relevant to be addressed in the book tour that I was a Doctor of Electrical Engineering & Bionics Engineer on sabbatical from the Canadian Space Agency's Robotics program.
In this present timeline, extreme burnout from putting everything into my career to avoid addressing my gender identity was aided from pressure of being in the public eye as a STS-123 Space Shuttle astronaut, who helped bring DEXTRE to the ISS. My astronaut status was still active at the CSA and I was in line for a 6 month flight on the ISS. The pressure to be George was even greater than it was at NASA since I was an even greater treasure to be a Canadian Astronaut who actually flew in space.
Being a role model as an astronaut added to the melt down from not transitioning that resulted in me being in that hospital room when Dr. Erica had come to save me. In the present, now. my TG writing career was less about just earning money since I had a job I could go back to and resources from having earned a good living all of this life and more about Joanna building her life and separate identity from the guy in drab. I as Joanna could go back to Bionics at some point but only after I had matured enough to make that career my own instead of 'his' career.
"I think that we have made good progress towards making the adjustments in the book tour we needed to make with your Ellen commitments."
"I've got another monkey wrench for the Book Tour. After finding out that I won Ellen's Next Top Model, I had to tell the CSA about my transition, about winning the contest, and my book. If this was NASA then I would never get another ride to space and they would find a way to quietly terminate me. But with the CSA, my being a minority would play well nationally. Without congress to get in the way, the US President would love to aid a milestone for a famous minority. They want me back at HQ ASAP for meetings with the top to determine my future. "
"You should do that quickly. You should drop everything and go and we'll cover for you with Ellen and the Book Tour. I'll help you with transportation after we finish. We need to know their attitude so we can know how to play your astronaut celebrity when it is revealed."
"I'll text them that I will be on my way soon. I have an apartment near the CSA HQ in Saint Hubert, Quebec. so I won't need to take a lot. Guess I'll have to do some shopping to give my wardrobe there a makeover!"
"That will be even better! Brent says that the Ellen show has agreed to add a look in segment to reveal your past to their audience after the book release. A full segment about your life story and promoting the book and a chance for further book promotion with the interview segment after you've been crowned Next Top Model."
"What perks afterward can I expect?"
"With the positive response to you, they will pick up your option for more segments on the show. We also expect a modeling contract to be revealed as one of the prizes for your win and we'll make sure any contract you sign has a delay for public service as well. You are going to be a busy girl."
"Can you imagine me doing my Ellen Top Model segments from space aboard the ISS? In the beginning I knew that by publicly publishing my TG fiction, I would attract some attention due to my status. Now we get that in spades from the very beginning. Not only should it help book sales but I will have the chance to do some good for people who are really hurting. I have a question but I'm not sure if this is the right venue for it, Erica"
"I think we've made sufficient progress with this till more of the details become known. Let's take a break."
As I suspected, Goblins was not on the other side of the door we walked through but instead was Dr. Erica's office.
"Here we are, Joanna. You can ask some short questions when we are alone but I sensed you had something more intensive brewing."
"Is the success that we are on the cusp of having both you and I, going to impede either your or my ability to function in this venue?"
"While not everyone's mundane life in this venue has to be an overwhelming public success the nature of this therapy allows people to fulfill their full potential and huge public success is a component to that. We've had prominent people before be Doctors and that of itself is not a dis-qualifier. Keeping the secrecy is more of a challenge but to such people, they thrive on challenges to have gotten to that success. We both should be okay in this process."
"That makes sense and it is a relief to me that where we are headed won't make either of us give this up. I have another request. I was wondering if I could for my own reference, work from my list and do a "Life Story so far" So much of my life has changed that it is difficult for me to keep sorted what has and hasn't happened in the now. The knowledge is there if I think about it but knowing to think about it is a challenge."
"I'll let you make some notes for yourself based on the list. We can even keep them in the same notebook. Just let me know when you would like to do so and I can give you some time with the list. What brought this on besides being confused?"
"I guess you can blame the new engineer training in me. Even with my female brain the discipline of Engineering tends to promote looking at the world in a certain structured way. While the engineer in me, likes more structure, the writer in me is much more open to thinking outside the box instead of pushing things in nice boxes for safe keeping. I'm sure that once I apply a little order as an exercise that tendency will be satisfied and I can get back to real world thinking. It is nice to once the brain storming is over to be able to apply some discipline to accomplish something."
"This was always a part of you. It will be a challenge to satisfy both aspects of your nature but you are just the person to do that."
"Dr. Erica, I know that the time travel is for resolving regrets but with my life changing so radically when my gender presentation is correct even if it is temporary. I feel like I have missed out on experiencing large chunks of time that never happened first go around since I never presented as other than George."
"Is there any time like that which you would particularly like to relive?"
"The summer I spent in Summer Camp in CA with Dee Dee that the last alteration got me off the fence and I was actually willing to try."
"The STS-123 mission so I would be able to experience being an astronaut instead of just remembering it."
"What I have just heard is that you expressed two regrets. Would you like to add them to the list?"
"Of course. Would I be able to re-live the whole summer?"
"Don't you think you've got enough irons in the fire that taking a 3 month vacation from your mundane life would be a bit much right now? However you could get a sample of what life was like for you at Summer Camp with Dee Dee."
"Okay." I wrote two items: I regret not being able to experience the first time around what it was like for me to spend that summer at Camp after my freshman year of High School with Dee Dee. I regret not being able to experience the STS-123 flight into space aboard the shuttle to the ISS.
Just then the text response came back: Meeting will commence after your arrival. Security is expecting you and will re-issue your ID. God Speed!
"They are ready for me, Dr. Erica. I'll get my Security ID exchanged and go right into a meeting with them. With them moving this quickly it will either be really good or really bad."
"Let's hope it's good. Through that door will be your apartment in Quebec. Good luck Joanna."
As I went through the door I was indeed in my apartment in Quebec. I picked up my CSA ID and my keys and this time the door led to the outside where I got into my car and drove off. It was not long before I came to the security gate and I showed my ID to the guard on duty.
"Dr. Wolfe, you may drive right through and you are approved to park in VIP parking. Please anticipate a delay in security at main building where they will re-issue your ID. They will direct you to your meeting following that."
"Thank you."
The gate opened and I pulled my car into one of the VIP spaces directly in front of the building entrance. I slid out of the car onto my heels and stood up ready to enter the building after closing and locking the door. I came to the security station just inside the front door and showed my ID.
"Thank you Dr Wolfe. If you'll come this way, we'll get your new ID ready."
I followed him to a small room behind the security station where a backdrop was ready for picture taking and they had the computer and printing facility to make the ID. After they had taken my picture, they were immediately able to produce the ID since it appeared my information was already entered. They mounted my new ID on a lanyard which I placed around my neck and swept my hair out from underneath it. I got directions to the conference room and made my way there. As I went through the door, I was directed to a chair at the table.
"Greetings, Dr Wolfe, Joanna, Thank you for coming so promptly after your text. While we would have preferred some prior notice, we can forgive you for the circumstances of your suicide and your enthusiasm for your recovery when you finally made the decision to transition. Seeing you here allows me to see and agree with what they saw of your beauty, poise and character. But your international publicity on Ellen means that we must address the situation immediately. We have the choices to either embrace you or repudiate you. But before we go on, I have two questions for you: Does Dr Joanna Wolfe wish to stay in the CSA and be a role model for transwomen and transmen? Does Dr Joanna Wolfe wish to accept a ride into space for a six month assignment aboard ISS?"
"Gentlemen and Ladies, yes to both questions. I knew when I transitioned that with my high profile past, I would be cast as a role model and I am ready to be one. More than anything, I would like to go back into space, this time as a CSA astronaut."
"Very good. You realize that as a CSA Astronaut that you would need to defer to our publicity office for future contracts and commitments. We will provide time and coordinate their publicity with ours for your television, modeling and writing careers. We feel that those aspects of your appeal will allow us to reach audiences which need to be reached for the CSA. Are you willing to comply with this subject to acceptance of the other parties involved?"
"Yes, I will. I have signed contracts with my publisher and with the Ellen show which may need to be reviewed but I believe both of them have a national service clause. I expect a modeling contract to be a prize in the contest that I won so we would have to negotiate with them before I sign it."
"Are you prepared to accept an early surgery date for GRS? We would provide a waiver for RLT (With winning the contest, it is apparent that you have met that requirement.) and expedite you to a place on the top of the waiting list. It is desirable to us that you be fully female when you are on orbit. Since the surgery has a recovery time involved, you'll need to have fully recovered before we send you to NASA for your training for the mission."
"Yes, I'd love to speed up my surgery. I am 100% committed to it and I would do it today were it available that soon. I agree that it would be better to be fully transitioned prior to training."
"Very good. The timing is right that the next increment training is in progress where the crew to go before you is finishing their training. With the commitments and your down time you'll do only online classes remotely. When your increment starts it's intensive training for the mission you'll join them onsite at NASA and your other commitments minimized to remote broadcasts with which we will assiat. Then of course you'll have the six months in space followed by the ordinary debriefing and re-adjustment time. We offer you formally a seat on that increment for a tour aboard the ISS. Do you accept?"
"Yes, I accept. Thank you so much for giving me this chance."
"Thank you, Joanna. We expect great things out of you for both the CSA and for Canada. Would you like to add anything from the astronaut office?"
"I'd also like to express my appreciation at your accepting this journey to the ISS. We had been holding this seat for you, and we are glad not to have to pass it to someone less qualified. It greatly upset us to find out of your distress during your sabbatical and we are glad that you have made a full recovery. We will be in touch with you to schedule an announcement here and in Houston with your increment crew of your assignment to the increment."
"I'll be in touch with the astronaut office and be available at your pleasure. Thank you."
"I guess we can cut this short since this breaking news pulled us all away from other things. Again congratulations Dr. Joanna Wolfe. This meeting is dismissed."
While some left rapidly, others stayed around and began grouping in the area where I stood. I exchanged greetings with all of them and I got the vibe that they all were excited about what kind of public face and attention that I could bring to the CSA. Even those who did not immediately rush out had places to be so when the last group of brass excused themselves for a private chat, I exited through the door and found myself in Dr Erica's office.
Well it was a doctor's office but it wasn't Dr Erica's office. This one was very blindingly bright white very sparse modern and utilitarian. But seated behind the modern stark white desk was Naadiah, that is Dr. Naadiah.
"Dr. Naadiah, I am so sorry that I threw away the home and job that you helped me to get then. But in the now, I had the job offer from CSA, but the ticket and place came from you. Even so it ended up the same with my meltdown and I'm still sorry. This is so confusing! It did happen then, even if that life doesn't have a direct connection with this one. Help?"
"Please sit down, Joanna. I'm here to help. You have nothing to fear."
I saw a very comfortable white plush chair in front of her desk. I’m not so sure it went with the decor so I’m guessing she brought it here especially for me. I was still going to voice my misgivings about seeing her like this but I could tell she still had my best interests at heart.
”Is Dr Erica okay? Not that seeing you isn't nice but she kinda promised me something. Is that it? Did she overstep her bounds as a Doctor? Please stop me before my imagination comes up with something else, Dr Naadiah.”
”Dr. Erica is fine and neither she nor you are in trouble. Dr Erica mostly plays things by the rules these days. When she feels like she has bent the rules mostly she has made the right call. Dr. Erica is my best and you are lucky to have her. Dr. Erica had an emergency where she had to be there for one of her patients for a prolonged time. She felt and I agree that with your special circumstances it’s vital for you to go on that regret you just added to part of a summer camp for female MD aspirants.”
”That’s good news. So you will act as my Doctor for this regret? Is this kind of fill in something that I should expect a lot from this therapy?”
”Ordinarily, you’ll only see me if something has happened to throw the therapy drastically off track . Delays happen and all things being equal you might have just waited for Dr. Erica to see you before you got to this particular regret. However Dr Erica felt that both of us were avoiding reconnecting. You were part of our therapy so I could have called you to my office any number of times. I knew where you were through Dr. Erica so I could have visited you mundanely as the good friend that I profess to be should have done. You knew where I lived and could have called and come over yourself.”
”I’m sorry for being silly, Naadiah. I know I've been busy but you make time for friends especially if you let one down like I did. Please forgive me and I forgive you..”
”Jo Jo please forgive me too and I forgive you, too. I really felt like you could do well in Toronto. It seems a focus in so many of your timelines. I felt that if all else failed, I would stack the deck in your favor and get you into Dr Erica’s neighborhood. So tell me about this regret that you had.”
”Well you know, my time line changed again after I helped Suzy the psychic in a less selfish way. I guess that gave me the courage to accept Dee Dee and her parent’s offer to cover for me so I could be Joanna for the entire summer after my freshman year at high school. Originally the regret was that I spent a large chunk of my childhood as a girl but never got to live through it first hand.”
”And now what have you discovered that attracted you to that time instead of one of the many other times that Dee Dee made girl time for you, sometimes for several days at a time?”
With the remote location where there wasn't any chance for any of what I did to get back to out me back home, I regret that I didn't go for it with a cute boy that I had met during the co-educational medical classes that we took with the boys. There were structured times for girl-boy socials and I missed out on them since I chose not to do so. I wish I had gone for it and saw how well I could socialize with boys. I don’t even have a clue how to do that now that I’m about to be out in the open with my status.”
”How experienced was Dee Dee with boys before that summer?”
”Not very experienced. All through junior high we pretended to be boyfriend and girlfriend. She didn't really do a lot of dating as a freshman and at the summer camp, she was too busy with me to date there. I guess watching out for me kept her out of trouble as well.”
”And what would you change?”
”I’d be more open to the date that Jeff and his friend Rick asked us on but be prepared for trouble in case both Dee Dee’s and my inexperience with boys led to trouble.”
”Good luck, Joanna!”
The now familiar spinning started and all of a sudden I was face to face again with a teen Dee Dee.
”You got to be loose, Joanna.”
”I’m loose, I’m loose. What if they don’t like this dress?”
”You’ll do fine. Just quit pulling at it.”
And I did quit pulling at the neckline and hemline of my red sun dress. Dee Dee looked like a dream in her LBD with the patent black 3 inch heels. Mine were red but only 2 inch. but I wobbled on them a little. Dee Dee was carrying a matching very small clutch while I had a normal sized purse. “
”Do you think they will know my secret?”
”There is no way that they will know your secret. First you've been almost too careful changing. Except for the three days a month where my parents are visiting and your cover is that you are indisposed on your period, you have an undetectable appliance over your privates and are wearing breast forms. You are just like any other teen girl here,”
”Sorry, Dee Dee. I guess that sometimes I’m a little too paranoid for my own good. Let’s get out there and have some fun. And if that cute Jeff and his friend Rick asks us out, I’m going for it!”
”You go girl! And I guess I’m glad that you are prepared for everything.”
She said that last while tapping on my purse. Dee Dee said it was far fetched that anyone at the mixer would have rohypnol but she still wanted me to test any drinks that we got with the cocktail napkin test strips in my purse. We both loaded up in the tram that would take us to the shared classroom and activity area between the camps. There would be a dance in the gym and a teen canteen serving food. We were all due back to our rooms by midnight. Since it was due to start at 8 pm we had an entire evening to enjoy.
”So do you know what you would do if one of those napkins did turn colors?”
”I’d have my taser in my lap before I tested it, just in case.”
”Did you bring the flashlight stun gun that Daddy got for me too?”
”Yeah. I bet it is small enough to fit in your clutch.”
”I've changed my mind. I’ll carry it. I’m a little nervous too but it should be okay Jo Jo.”
I handed Dee Dee the stun gun and it did fit in her purse. She handed me a couple of tampons and a pad.
”I’ll stay close enough for you to borrow these back from me if you have the need. Enough of this light conversation, here we are at the dance.”
Jeff and Rick were waiting for us at the dance. We started right away dancing three dances, well four counting the slow dance where Jeff held me tight. I didn't freak out and in fact I even enjoyed being held close to him.
We found one of the tables on the side and sat down. Both Jeff and Rick acted like perfect gentlemen and brought us our drinks. I felt a little foolish when the first napkins came back negative.
We all agreed once we’d finished our drinks that after Dee Dee and I came back from the rest room that we’d all go back out on the dance floor. We did what we needed and met at the mirror freshening our makeup afterward.
”Well what’s the verdict, Jo Jo? Did we pick a couple of rapist?”
”Of course not. They are both complete gentlemen. “
”Did you check out the size of Jeff’s hands? You know what they say about the size of a guy’s hands relative to that special part. I know that I felt that Rick was very happy to see me on that slow dance.”
I stood there too stunned to say anything. I wanted to respond to Dee Dee but nothing would come out.
”A bit TMI for you, Jo Jo? Well get used to it, cause we girls get straight to the point of it. Come on, let’s get back to the boys.”
”Okay, Dee Dee, I’m ready.”
The boys were a bit more frisky with us during the next dances. Even so I enjoyed the new sensations and didn't put on the breaks. They crossed the line for a prude but not for a normal girl. Instead of leading us back to our table once we had finished the set of dances, they had a proposal for us.
”Girls you gotta come. We may not have a chance like this again. We found a place where the cameras don’t cover. We can neck a bit without being caught. Sound like fun?
”Yeah, I guess. Where did you send Rick ?”
”He’s going to get us some drinks. He’ll meet us there with them.”
I noticed that Jeff was now carrying a blanket which looked large enough for the four of us to lay on our backs and look at the stars. We reached our destination and Jeff and I spread out the blanket and it looked like a king sized one. As Dee Dee and I got down to lay on the blanket, Rick came up with our drinks which each had an umbrella on it.
“Here’s your drinks, girls. Enjoy!”
”Alright you two, let’s get this party started. Come join us on the blanket. Woo hoo!”
”Rick you nerd. Where are our drinks? Girls I guess you’ll have to start the party without us. I’ll go with Rick to make sure we bring back enough for all of us to enjoy.”
”Okay but you two hurry back. I really want to party!”
I waited till they were out of sight and I got out the napkin and dunk it into my drink. It turned color.
”By George!” I spoke with a louder voice to get Dee Dee’s attention and with a whisper. “Quick dump your drink.”
Dee Dee was wide eyed and tongue tied as she saw the test reaction on my drink duplicated on hers. We both quickly dumped our drinks out. We didn't want to chance running in the dark when we didn't know exactly where we were. Instead we decided to pretend to be suggestible vixen and lure them in close enough to use my taser and her stun gun on them. Since we didn't know where we were, we both dialed 911 on our cells and left them active with the volume muted and microphones on.
When they got back, we just twirled the bra’s we had taken off and tried to show off our cleavage and legs so they would waste no time getting down on the blanket on us. Rick was down within arms reach of Dee Dee first and she stunned him out cold with her stun gun. Jeff seeing what had happened to Rick stayed out of my reach but the Taser darts stuck him anyway and he too was out cold.
”Now we run!”
We both kicked off our heels and ran for all we were worth. Dee Dee had her Bluetooth in and she was talking to the police dispatcher. A couple of guys had heard our screams and we ended up running into their arms. Security from the dance caught up and made sure we were alright. We pointed the way back to where Jeff and Rick were still out cold. They retrieved my phone which had been taking video from the moment that Rick had arrived with our drinks and was still running when they found it. I gave them the test napkins from the 2 drinks and the cups which still had enough of the liquid left in them to test again.
In all of it the two young men stayed by us who we found out were named Tom and Harry. Even though it wasn't a planned date, they way they stayed with us and treated us was about the best medicine either of us had to get over that experience. Unfortunately my period was to begin tomorrow with the arrival of Dee Dee’s parents so we had to push back an actual date until the next social which both of us could not wait for it to get here.
As luck would have it, Dee Dee made it back to our shared room before me. She took off suddenly which was why she made it there first. As I opened the door to cross the threshold, I found that I was not in our room at all but back in Dr. Erica’s office.
”Hi Joanna. Welcome back. I’m sorry that I wasn't available for your departure. How did you get on with Dr. Naadiah.”
”She never stopped being my friend no matter what happened with me. While I already had the job to accept, her ticket and place to stay encouraged me to take it. And then I had my meltdown and give up what she tried to give me. It came out the same even if the details changed a bit. We did well. Thank you for getting us back together.”
”You will be pleased to know that Dee Dee took a happy medium of watching out for herself and advising her female patients which resulted in several lives being turned for the better. But looking out for Dee Dee was not in the way you originally expressed the regret to me. What changed your mind?”
”Dr Naadiah asked me to consider more than just myself as I relived this. It was my agreement this time that put both of us in danger. I guess Dee Dee was inexperienced too due to protecting me so that she did not sense any problem. But it was natural for me to do exactly what I did and put together the Batgirl dating utility purse complete with date rape prevention kit. “
”And what will you take from this?”
”That not all guys are bad. Our date with Tom and Harry afterward was pretty nice. That I was really inexperienced with dating as George and even more as Joanna. I feel that I need to really explore how to make good choices in dating but maybe I ought to wait till I have fully digested this one before adding the dating regrets that I should add.”
”Anything else?”
”That even if ‘be prepared’ is not the girl scout motto, it’s this girl’s motto. I just hope that I never am in a situation to have to use what I've provided like that again.”
”Joanna, I’m glad to be of help. I feel that the best way I can help right now is to give you a ride home. Be well, Joanna.”
As I exited through the door that Dr Erica offered to me, I was not sure what I would find on the other side but what ever it was, it would be interesting! This time it was indeed home where I collapsed on the couch and quickly picked up my pink Ibook. It was interesting that I picked out exactly the same one even though the money came from my bank account instead of belongings that Tina had sold for me. I was reminded that I wanted to write Tina and tell her my news.
Dear Tina,
Thank you for your last email reply. It's always good to hear from you. Girl, do I have news for you! I'm going back to space! The CSA has offered me a seat on the upcoming flight to the ISS. CSA is going to announce up here at HQ and then I'm going to be in a media event in Houston where I'll meet the cosmonaut and other astronaut on my increment.
Tina, if you can take the time off, I want you to be my guest in Houston for the announcement and spend the day with me. If you can get the next couple of days off, I'll have your ticket waiting for you at the Delta counter, You'll just have to write me back with your acceptance and your info so I can set it up. I can get you in at the facility that the astronaut's families are lodged and catered to, because you are one of my family of choice.
Tina, I love you so much for your encouragement then and now to live up to my potential and being Joanna. You gave me the confidence that Naadiah wasn't a stalker or worse. You made my goodbyes for the gang at Dragon*Con and let them know I had to cancel my appearance for work. You went to my quarters at Huntsville and packed up my belongings and sent them to me in Toronto, You returned my rental car for me and tied up all the loose ends that I had left hanging when I dropped everything to go to Toronto.
Now I would like you to take your place at my side as the sister that you are to me. You've done so much for me and I'd like to do this for you. Please say yes.
All my hopes,
Joanna
What was the regret that Joanna omitted from her list?
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My life had been going better than I had expected. Instead of getting a ride aboard a Soyuz capsule to the ISS, I was in line to get a ride aboard the new Dragon Crew Capsule which took off from Pad 39A in Florida, US and would be splitting my training time between Hawthorne, CA, US and Houston, TX, US. Of course I would need a physical still certifying me fit to fly after my GRS in Montreal from the CSA, but I had been assured that would only be a formality.
With the Ellen show cooperating with the Canadian Space Agency (CSA), we accelerated the tapping of 'Ellen's Next Top Model'. I made it into the finals but lost to a great couple of ladies. We all had been sworn to secrecy as to the outcome until the last segment was aired. The CSA was delighted that they would not have to work with the complication of me actually winning the contest and thus the modeling contract. The CSA was also delighted that I had placed as high as I did in it since the Ellen show included a segment about my becoming active as a CSA astronaut.
I had just finished a conference call with 50 / 50 press and the CSA. Brent and Erica had decided that in view of my increment to come aboard the ISS that I should add at least one more chapter to the book with my experiences aboard the ISS. With the release of the book and delay of the book tour, 50 / 50 press negotiated a combined book tour and post flight CSA Astronaut promotion tour that would be held. The best part was that the CSA would build into my schedule writing time so I could complete my book on orbit and by the time I was recovered enough from my time in space to do the tour we would have the book ready to be published and released.
I was feeling pretty good after the meeting and was looking forward to a quiet evening at home packing for my trip to Montreal. Instead of the door opening to my apartment, I found myself in Dr. Erica's office.
"Dr Erica, It's good to see you again so soon. I usually associate visits to your office with help that I need with some turning point in my life. Things are going great for me thanks to all the help I've been given and this therapy . To what do I owe the pleasure of this visit?"
"Joanna it's good to see you too. It is because things are going so well for you that I feel like you are ready. Please take a seat and we will begin."
Sitting down in Dr. Erica's modern style office which was just as bright as Dr Naadiah yet while hers was stark by what it did not contain, Dr Erica's office was so eclectic and inviting. Dr Erica had out the notebook and had it turned to the pages with my list of regrets and had it turned toward me so I could see it.
"Joanna, Here is your list of regrets. You can see the first ones you wrote followed by the ones that I let you add as a result of your life changing for the better. We know each other a lot better now than we did on that first day. A lot of those original regrets revolve around the one regret that you wanted to write but you were afraid was too much to ask. Can you trust me now enough to give voice to that regret?"
"I do trust you Dr Erica. I regret that I was born with a woman's brain and a man's body. All the rest of my regrets would be resolved if my brain and body were both female from my beginning. I guess I thought that was too big an ask even though it's been a part of my nightly prayers for as long as I can remember."
"I'm glad you recognize that regret and have given voice to it . It's come that time in your therapy where I feel I need to bend the rules for you.
I'm going to send you back in time with the potential that your choice may make that huge change in your life. You do realize that if the change that you want to make happens that one change might make you an entirely different person. Your memories of your original life and of this therapy will all you will have to make your new life just as successful as this one has become. Are you to take that chance if you are successful and produce such a drastic change in your life?"
"Without risk there is no reward. I'm not sure where to attribute that quote but it is so true someone must have said it sometime"
"You will have to be on your guard to not divulge information to save the life of someone who has passed on. I know from experience the consequences of breaking trust like that and that it makes it even more unbearable when death is only delayed leaving an open wound for more people whose lives have been touched in addition to the ones touched originally. Do you choose to resolve this regret in spite of the danger?"
"I choose the danger. Dr McCoy in Star Trek:Search for Spock. Seriously Dr Erica, knowing the complete consequences from you telling what could happen is enough for me to not intervene to save someone who has already died. I know that this therapy is for my good and that if I can live my best life that I can best help others. I won't let you down, Dr Erica."
"Then off you go!"
The familiar turning started and I was whisked away from Dr. Erika's office. I had experienced being a kid again going back in time but this time I did not look anything like myself. I was a pretty blonde haired and blue eyed teen with an abundance of curves and a real female. I was behind the counter at the reception desk of a generic independent motel,The Ridgeland Villas. With the lack of computers and the old style register on the desk, I deduced that I had gone back farther in the past than I had ever gone before. I had in my hand a real door key and not a plastic card with a hand written note which said, "Today's Shift 5/31/56 7 am - 3 pm, 6/1/56 off, 6/2/56 3 pm - 11 pm. See new schedule for next week. Room Key 207" I saw both a newspaper "The Greensville News" for May 31, 1956. Along with my reflection with the features I had already noted belonging to a face not my own, I was wearing a name tag for this motel with the name Joanna hand written on it in a pretty cursive.
That took care of the who where and when of me being there. I thought of the significance of being in a cheep motel in Greenville and the date and it dawned on me that tomorrow would be my mother's seventeenth birthday and the day that she had eloped with my father. It wasn't long before my suspicions were confirmed because my impossibly 25 year old Father and teen aged Mother came through the door to stand in front of me at the reception desk.
"Greetings and welcome to The Ridgeland Villas. I'm Joanna Hall. Where are you folks from and how can I help you?"
"We're here from Brunswick, Georgia", said the teen girl with a bright smile.
"We are Mr and Mrs. Wolfe. We'd like a room for two nights. May I sign the register?"
"Before you do that Mr Wolfe, are you aware of the trouble that I could get into for letting you falsify the register? I think I can help you two out and I really want to help. I'd rather not lose this job since I just got it. I'm guessing that if I ask you for a copy of your marriage licence that you haven't gotten one yet."
"How could you help us, Joanna?", timidly but hopefully asked the teen girl.
"I'd be willing to let you stay, miss with me in my Motel room for tonight. My guess is tomorrow you'll have a South Carolina marriage licence and you'll be able to legally register as Mr. And Mrs. Wolfe. The bonus would be that Mr. Wolfe you could register for one night as a single and save some money for tonight. How would that be, Mr. Wolfe?"
"Thank you for your kind offer, Miss Joanna. We would be in your debt for helping us like this. I don't want to get you in trouble. We accept."
Well You know my first name but I don't know either of yours. Could you introduce yourselves?"
"I''m Jenny and my soon to be husband is Fred.", answered the teen girl who would be my mother.
"I'm glad to get to know you, Jenny and Fred. Fred you can sign the register now. I'm afraid it's the height of the tourist season so the single is $3.00 for one night. "
My Father signed the register and I recognized his familiar handwriting. I initialed the entry after I had rung him up on the register and given him his receipt. I handed him his room key to 110. I handed Jenny my room key to 207
"Fred you are in Room 110 and Jenny you are in my room 207. Fred, after you put Jenny's bag in my room, please return my key back to me. My shift is over at 3 pm. We can get together for supper in the motel restaurant. The food is good and the prices are cheep. Jenny, if anyone questions you staying in my room just tell them you are my cousin visiting from out of town. I'm allowed to let a girl stay with me overnight. No problem."
"Thank you for your hospitality, Joanna. What time shall I meet you ladies for supper?"
"I can be ready for supper by 5 pm. Is that okay with you Joanna?
"That would be peachy keen with me too, Jenny. Is that okay with you, Fred?"
"Sure is Miss Joanna and Miss Jenny. I'll meet you both at 5 pm for supper in the motel restaurant."
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My shift ended at 3 pm and I went to my room which had Jenny running around trying to decide which of her outfits she would wear for dinner. she wasn't satisfied with any of them. I guess that she had brought her three best outfits with her. I looked in my closet and discovered a less limited wardrobe selection than hers. From the looks of things we were the same size. I suggested for her to try on one of my dresses and if it fit to let her borrow any thing from my closet that she liked. It was only fair since once upon a time I had worn some of her cast offs from storage.
"Joanna this red dress of yours fits me perfectly. May I borrow it?"
"Of course, Jenny. It's my pleasure."
Jenny was so delighted with the red dress that she spotted that I had the same style dress in green.
"You have to wear this green dress, Joanna. Then we will be the two most pretty ladies in the restaurant."
I had to wear the dress partially because I never got that kind of attention from Mother growing up. I guess I got a little weepy thinking about that.
"Why are you so sad, Joanna?"
"You are so kind to me Jenny. I had a very sad childhood where my own Mother never gave me the kindness that you are giving me now. My home life was so bad that I ran away from them . I could not take any more abuse."
"I ran away to elope to marry Fred since we could marry legally in South Carolina when i turn seventeen which is tomorrow. I love Fred so much that I want to be his wife so bad I was afraid to make him wait until we no longer needed my parent's permission in GA. I know mother loves me but I'm afraid of how Daddy would react. "
"Would your Daddy beat you or yell and scream insults at you?"
"No they would never treat me like that they love me so much even when I disappoint them."
"Jenny, you might want to make things right with them as soon as you get back to Georgia. It might be hard since you betrayed their trust. You will have passed into being an adult by marrying Fred.. A woman always needs her Mother to help show her the way since she will experience all the challenges you will have before you and will be the best able to advise you. By acting in adult ways you will be faced with adult challenges that your mother can help you with."
"I will keep what you have told me in my heart, Joanna."
"Let's finish getting ready, Jenny. Thank goodness we haven't put our makeup on yet or we both would have had raccoon eyes. We want to look our best when you meet Fred and we all have supper."
We finished getting ready without incident and joined Fred who was waiting for us in the motel restaurant.
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We settled in to chat after getting our orders taken
"Joanna, what was there about your home life was so bad that you felt that you had to run away.?"
"My father was an abuser the latest in a chain of abusers that he learned from his father's example. It started with him abusing my mother. He lorded over her and ordered her about yelling at her. He was a perfectionist so a little thing wron would result in him physically and verbally abusing my mother. It did not stop there. Instead of correcting out of love he punished out of anger. He physically and verbally abused me and my siblings after he had finished with our mother. When he finally cooled down he tried to make things right but just making nice does not negate the consequences of his having a problem with anger management and his desire for power in the one place he felt he could demand it at our home. It was not a household of love. Daddy's hatred made all of us miserable. Finally I could take no more of it and i left."
"My goodness, Joanna, no wonder you left. As a child you had no power to stop anything or make it better. Your father had cowered your mother so much that she had no power to do anything by that point either. It takes great strength for a woman to leave her husband with her children but that is the only way out of a situation like that.."
"For my part, I feel like a real man who loves his wife would do anything that it would take to not let things get so out of control. If a man really loves his wife, after the problem is pointed out, he should do everything that he can to get help. He should even go to a professional in spite of the stigma . It isn't worth the cost for a man to have power in the home if the man forsakes love. I believe I would have run away from a home like that too."
"Thank you for being so understanding Fred and Jenny. My greatest wish for you is that your new home will be a household of love, first, last and for always."
After that we all found much more pleasant things to talk about. We had a very nice supper and we even ordered desert. Both Fred and Jenny were excited about getting married the next day. Before Fred let us finish, he ordered to go cokes for us to take to our room. Both Fred and Jenny looked so sweet, telling each other good night and sharing a very passionate good night kiss.
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Jenny and I returned to my room after supper. We got comfortable in our nightgowns and sat up on the bedside sipping our to go cokes and chatting before bed.
"Jenny have you thought about what kind of marriage that you want with Fred?"
"What do you mean, Joanna?"
"In time past women were taken as chattel, just possessions of the husband almost like slaves. Today we have the right to vote and own property. We can even work outside the home and have a career. We can finish high school even if we have a husband and a baby on the way. Women can go to college. But it's hard to do everything a woman can do if her husband is stuck in the past and treats his wife as chattel even though that's not what wives have to be now."
"I guess I'd like to have a more cooperative marriage from the very beginning. I guess that starts with a ceremony that I pledge to love honor and cherish my husband instead of love honor and obey him. I'd like for us to come to decisions by consensus and talking it out instead of it being a unilateral command from Fred."
"If you want to go back and finish high school in the fall you will need help from your Mother. Besides needing her advice being a new bride, you might find your self pregnant and dealing with that. You know it only takes one time having relations with your husband to get pregnant. After the baby is delivered, you will need help with child care, If you hope to graduate. Of course if things don't work out with you being able to finish high school with help, you can still get your GED high school equivalency."
"That's a lot to think about, Joanna. You are right that it begins with restoring the relationship with my parents and my mother especially. If I am to even think about a real career, then I'll have to think about college as well. There are many jobs open to women and more are opening everyday if I am prepared by being qualified. I think that it would be easy for Fred to accept me finishing high school.. College and working outside the home are a harder sell but I won't even be ready for either if I don't finish high school."
"I'm sure that you and Fred will be able to work through challenges like that in your marriage. It starts with not taking the chattel marriage vows and continues when You and Fred have a discussion alone about the kind of marriage that you want to have.."
"Joanna, I'm afraid after learning about Fred's parents that Fred's Father may be an abuser. Fred has a temper and it gets him in trouble at times. He's such a perfectionist too."
"Jenny, the only means forward is to talk things out from the start. Have Fred pledge to see a therapist for anger management counseling in spite of the stigma so he can have help breaking the cycle of abuse. Get an agreement with him that he won't use his position as husband as an excuse to order you around and find fault with what you do. Things will be hard especially if you make a commitment to finishing high school. Try to get agreement that instead of critizing you for not being perfect with the housework that he pitch in and help if you need help."
"What if he won't agree?"
"It's better to learn now instead of later. Instead of having relations with him after your marriage leave him and come to my room. I'll be here for you tomorrow. We can call your parents to help put things right. They can come get you and bring you home and get your marriage annulled so it will be like it never happened. Hopefully it won't come to that if Fred really loves you and he will agree to do the things that will make your marriage a happy one."
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In the morning first thing Jenny, Fred and I set out to find the Ridgeland probate court which had an office that Issued Marriage Licences. Between the City Map that I had and the road signs we soon found the probate court. More signs led us to the office where Marriage certificates were issued. A bit of form filling out and fees being paid resulted in the soon to be Wolfe's in possession of an official Marriage Licence.
We stopped at a diner to get some breakfast since it was too early to go to the Justice of the peace which would not open for an hour yet. The three of us enjoyed another meal together. We had chit chat and pleasantries in our discussions at the meal. It was clear that neither Fred nor Jenny were ready to talk any more about anything serious. They both were focused on the very serious step that they were about to take in getting married to each other. We finished our meal and got back in the car to go to city hall to the Justice of the peace.
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Once we had the marriage licence and breakfast, it was on to city hall to the justice of the peace to have their ceremony performed. After talking it over Jenny and Fred agreed to have the alternate vows instead of the traditional vows in their ceremony. The alternate vows eliminated the 'Wife as Chattel' language and had 'Wife as Equal language.
I took my place as Maid of Honor by Jenny's side as Jenny and Fred turned to each other before the Justice of the Peace and they said their vows. The ceremony concluded and the newly Mr. and Mrs Wolfe sealed their marriage with a very romantic kiss.
The Judge's clerk was one witness and the Bailiff was the other to Jenny and Fred's wedding. I begged off being a witness since my legal status as an under aged runaway was in doubt. The Judge signed and filled in the rest of the marriage certificate. Mr and Mrs Wolfe were completely legally married now.
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We left city hall to go back to the motel. Fred returned to the front desk while Jenny and I returned to my room to get Jenny packed up again. Fred returned to bring Jenny's luggage back to their room where they were now registered as Mr. and Mrs Wolfe.
"Jenny, I hope that you and Fred have a happy honeymoon. I have some errands to run tomorrow so I'm not certain I'll be around when you leave so I'll say my goodbyes to you right now. "
"Joanna, as much as I'd like to stay longer in SC. I need to get back to GA and do some relationship mending with my parents. You are a special person in my life, Joanna. I'll always remember you and your kindness to Fred and me. We will be leaving early in the morning to go back to GA. I'll say my good byes to you now as well."
Jenny and I hugged just before Fred returned for Jenny. I followed to the door where Fred carried Jenny over the threshold.
"Have a good life Mr. and Mrs. Wolfe!", I called just before Fred closed the door to their room.
I settled in to wait while I imagine Fred and Jenny must have been talking out what they wanted their marriage to be like. I just passed time looking at one of the television channels from Greenville on the black and white TV set which I was very lucky that the room had.
I trusted Dr Erika to leave me here until Jenny had either reached an understanding or impasse with Fred. I trusted her to let me help Jenny deal with the consequences should she believe her marriage was a mistake.
I was not sure about the consequences to me and my siblings should the worse happened but my love for my mother made me desire the best life for her possible. Daddy was loving and could be reasonable when he was given a good reason to listen like he would be by Jenny. After an hour had passed, I began to get the feeling that things had resolved themselves and I would be going back to the present soon.
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The whirling around took me out of Ridgeland, SC in 1956 and back to Dr Erika's office in the present, seated in front of her. I noticed my reflection in that strategically placed mirror and I was back to being me. I was wearing a ISS Jumpsuit with the CSA patch with my name Dr. Joanna Wolfe. My heart skipped a beat when I realized that I was totally female and congruently myself. Mother must have worked ou something with Daddy about their marriage.
"You are a girl, Joanna! Congratulations!"exclaimed Dr Erika.
Before I could think of something to say, Dr. Erica handed me a wrapped box.
"This is for you, Joanna. I recommend you add what's inside to your purse."
"Thank you Dr. Erica. I didn't get you anything that I know about."
I opened the box and found three tampons, a bottle of Midol and a birth control compact with my name on it with pills missing up to today. I noted the prescription label had my name on it but the birthday was wrong on it The label said I was born February 1, 1957 instead of my birthdate. I checked the ID in my purse and it had me identified as female with the same birthday
"You'll find if you look at your panty liner that you are spotting, Joanna. It's time for your visit from Aunt Flo and I wanted you to be prepared. You've been taking your birth control but you need to remember to keep taking them. You can become pregnant now. Welcome to womanhood, Joanna.!"
"Thank you for looking out for me, Dr Erika. This is everything that I could have wanted ever. It's all real but my birthday changed. Why did that happen?" And why is my name the same? I should have my sister's name since I was born a girl.
"Count backwards nine months from your new birthday, Joanna."said Dr Erika with a smile .
"I was conceived on June 1, 1956, the day my parents were married."
"Jenny and Fred saw themselves in the story that you told Jenny about your parents and why you ran away. Before they made love for the first time after their marriage, Jenny sat down with Fred and talked about the kind of life that they would have together. Fred agreed to go to an actual therapist in spite of the stigma of the time and broke the cycle of abuse which sent his father to an early grave. They also agreed to come to a consensus in their decisions. In the few disagreements that they had, Jenny yielded the lead willingly to Fred. They agreed to let Jenny have autonomy in her own life with Fred helping with the household chores instead of being the executioner if everything was not perfect."
"Wow that is way different from the way that things have gone on in their marriage. I didn't mess up anything that I'm in trouble about now?"
"You didn't mess up Joanna. You just paid things forward to the good. Instead of having sex out of obligation with fear and guilt, Your parents made teal true love many times their wedding day. All it takes is once under perfect conditions like they had after their agreement to make a baby. They made you and in appreciation to the teen girl at the front desk who allowed them to start off their marriage honestly and was the maid of honor at their wedding, they named their firstborn girl, Joanna after her.
What about my history changed as a result of the change in myself and my family?"
"You are still a part of this special therapy due to the chain of events leading back to your beginning it . Under the new history which had you growing up a girl from the beginning you still had challenges but you over came them to become the driven engineer and astronaut that you are today and you were part of NASA's astronaut program as well. You married but that marriage failed because you married someone who was just like your original history father who could not cope with you success which you had already achieved before your marriage. Dr Naadiah's invitation while you were recovering from your marriage led to your TG fiction being published as well as your biography by 50 / 50 press. Your participation in Ellen's next top model attracted the attention of the Canadian Space Agency since you immigrated to Canada.. The reason you are in your CSA uniform is that your training starts tomorrow in Houston for your ISS increment.."
"How are my parents doing?"
"They are doing well. Your father aced anger management and broke the abuse cycle. As a rexult he avoided the heart attack since he had his thyroid deficiency detected much earlier actually listening to your mother. Your Mother due to mending fences with her mother made education and a home career a feature of her life. She now holds a doctorate in biology and holds many royalties due to her discovery of new medical treatments."
"Wow, I have even more than I had before. What about my individual therapy? With my new history just like you said, most of my remaining regrets are no longer relevant."
"Joanna, you have graduated from individual therapy. You'll be taking a sabbatical until you get back from your ISS increment. Then you will be ready to take up a new challenge. "
"Where will I be going when I exit your office this time?"
"You will find yourself in your assigned training quarters in Houston and from there your journey to your next adventure will begin"
"I guess that instead of saying goodbye, Dr Erika, I will wish you a good journey. I look forward to our paths converging again."
"Good Journey Joanna, until we meet again."
I went through the door of Dr. Erika's office and into my quarters in Houston. My journey to the ISS was just begining but that's a story for another time.
The End