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Adam's Daughters

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Adam's Daughters

Part 1

TG Themes: 

  • Crime / Punishment
  • Fresh Start
  • School or College Life

TG Elements: 

  • Childhood
  • Girls' School / School Girl

Adams Daughters Part 1: Before The Change Chapters 1, 2 & 3

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  • New Author
  • crazypagangurl

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  • CAUTION: Violence

Audience Rating: 

  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Day after Tomorrow

Character Age: 

  • Preteen or Intermediate

TG Themes: 

  • Crime / Punishment
  • School or College Life
  • Fresh Start

TG Elements: 

  • Childhood
  • Girls' School / School Girl

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  • Posted by author(s)


Chapter 1

My name is Madonna Charlotte Adams. I was born Donald Charles Adams on July 12, 2105.

I'm the third child of six, the twins John Michael, Jr. and Jennifer are two years older than I am, and Bobby is two years younger, and the "baby" twins, Céleste and William, are three years younger. Our Daddy was John Michael Adams, Sr., Momma is Patricia Danielle, maiden name Emberly.

You'll notice that I mentioned our Daddy in the past tense. Well, the simple truth is that our father was killed in a work related accident at his factory just before Bobby's first birthday in October of 2108. This left Momma in an awkward position because Daddy left only a small pension in his will, barely enough to pay for his funeral and various legal costs. Momma was forced to find a job or go on assistance from the government to keep us all fed and housed. At that time, jobs were extremely scarce, and thus, Momma ended up on assistance.

In early November of 2108, Momma realized that she couldn't support us without another source of income, trying to feed four growing children on the pittance from the government was becoming an impossible task, even using every coupon or discount that she could find. This was necessary because she discovered that she was two months pregnant. The hardest part for Momma was when she found out that she would be having twins again.

So she went back out into the city looking for work, leaving us in the capable hands of an 18 year old girl named Thérèse. After spending almost a month looking for work with no prospects in sight, Momma decided to become a prostitute, and on the night of November 27th, she began to walk the streets in one of the seedier areas of the city.

What city, you ask? Well, that would be New Charleston, in what used to be the old state of South Carolina before the Second Civil War in 2073. That war ended with the former United States being split into a dozen or more small territories, each with their own military and government. The southeastern portion of the old United States was reborn as the Dixie Confederacy, consisting of the former states of Florida, Georgia, South Carolina, North Carolina, Virginia, West Virginia, Alabama, Mississippi, Arkansas and Louisiana.

The biggest change resulting from that war was the need to protect the cities from the fallout generated by the nuclear bombs that were launched during the war and the long term effects of greenhouse gases. Scientists had found a way to build giant bubbles that could be used to enclose the cities, and these were put into place, with the bubbles extending far enough from the old city borders to ensure that there was arable land for food crops.

The old rail systems were upgraded, then new lines were built deep underground, connecting the various cities within the Confederacy, as well as a few lines leading to major cities in the other territories across the continent and Canada to the north.

Momma went out every night, usually returning home around 4 AM. Some nights were good, some weren't, but Momma's earnings ensured that we would be able to eat well on a daily basis; what we didn't know was that she was putting about half of her earnings into a small lockbox in her closet, money that she intended to use for sending each of us to college.

Momma continued to go out and work the streets until the beginning of April of 2109, then stayed home until her water broke just after breakfast on June 1st. On June 2nd, just before 10 PM, after more than 36 hours of labour, the new twins, Céleste Marie and William Edward, were born. They weighed 7 lbs., 5 oz. And 7 lbs., 2 oz. Respectively. Cèleste was the elder by seven minutes.

Momma stayed home taking care of all of us, until the babies were fifteen months old.

On September 5th, 2110, Momma started walking the streets again. The babysitter, Thérèse, returned to take care of us. She would come over for supper, then babysit until the wee hours. Once I turned ten years old, I asked Momma if I could take over the babysitting, as Johnny and Jen weren't interested, being too busy with school and the never-ending circle of boyfriends or girlfriends; Momma agreed, with the understanding that Thérèse would always be on call for emergencies.


Chapter 2

On May 5th, 2117, Momma was beaten and robbed by a john; she lost all her earnings for that night, about 500 credits. This caused Bobby to become extremely upset, actually, he was downright furious that anyone would harm Mommy. He vowed to replace the money.

On May 11th, after extensively checking out a wealthy neighbourhood, he stalked a woman as she was returning from a jeweler's. She was carrying a small, locked box under one arm, with an elegant purse hanging from her right shoulder.

She had no idea he was even there until he stabbed her the first time. She fell to the floor of the walkway, gasping in agony. For several minutes, in a mindless haze of rage, Bobby continued to stab her; when he regained his senses, he saw that she was dead.

Horrified, he screamed several times from the shock before he began to calm down; it was at this point that he felt a strange attraction to the blood and gore overlaying the still body of the formerly beautiful woman. While standing there looking at her, he dropped the knife, not even noticing that he had done so.

He knelt by the dead woman, picked up the box, and flipped the small latch, revealing several pieces of jewelry. He then checked her purse, finding a small wallet with several pieces of identification and some business cards, a bank card and three hundred credits in cash. Pocketing the money, the jewelry and the bank card, he looked down at the dead woman one last time, then proceeded to a pawnshop, where he sold the jewelry for over one thousand credits.

Bobby used the walkways, wandering around the city, trying not to show how nervous he was as a result of the killing, checking his timepiece every few minutes. When midnight finally arrived, he made his way to a bank machine, where he used the woman's card to withdraw the maximum amount, 5,000 credits, from her account.

Bobby returned home just before 1 AM to find Momma and I waiting up for him. We were very worried, Bobby was only nine years old and he was still awake long after his normal bedtime. He handed Momma the money and followed me to our room. Five minutes later, he was sound asleep.

I walked over to Momma's room, where I found her picking up a loose tile inside her closet. She found a crack in the floor and placed the money there. She replaced the tile, then placed a box filled with old and broken toys on top of the tile so that the money was now hidden from sight. Momma and I returned to the family rooms, where we talked about Bobby for almost an hour before going to our own beds.


Chapter 3

At lunchtime the next day, two police officers came to our apartment; they charged Bobby with armed robbery and second degree murder. After they had finished reading him his rights, while he stood there sullenly listening, they handcuffed him and led him away.

The younger twins cried for more than three hours after Bobby was arrested. Momma took all of us to a snack bar, where she treated us to ice cream, hoping to calm us down and distract us from the arrest; due to our financial situation, this was a rare occurrence in our home, so it was something we usually enjoyed immensely, but even the ice cream couldn't fill the sudden hole in our lives. Momma and I didn't sleep at all that night.

Bobby was tried, convicted and sentenced on June 2nd. On July 6th, he was transferred to the juvenile Detention Facility on the edge of the city. The facility had its own private bubble, connected to the city's by an enclosed path with an airlock at each end. Little did I realize that I, too, would soon be there.

Adams Daughters Part 1: Before The Change Chapter 4

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  • crazypagangurl

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  • CAUTION: Violence

Audience Rating: 

  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Day after Tomorrow

Character Age: 

  • Preteen or Intermediate

TG Themes: 

  • Crime / Punishment

TG Elements: 

  • Girls' School / School Girl

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

This is a revision of a post that I had here, originally comprising the next two chapters of the story.

When I posted it, there were comments that the whole of what was chapter 5 at that point was gratuitous, unnecessary violence. I responded, saying that I had felt it was needed, but afterward, I pretty much gave up on continuing the story.

That was how it stood until a few days ago, when i decided to revise it, in effect removing all of the fifth chapter, and providing an alternate set of actions that led to the same result, the capture/arrest of the main character.

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On September 14th of that same year, Momma was beaten and robbed again, right there in our apartment, by another john. While he was beating her, I went into my room, opened my closet, moved a few items around and pulled out the box containing the antique Glock 19 pistol that belonged to my great-great-great-great-grandfather, who served in the US Army in the last quarter of the 20th century, then as a state trooper in South Carolina.

In the same box that held the gun, there was a small bag filled with fifteen shot magazines for the Glock and a pamphlet describing how to clean and care for the gun; I had spent many hours reading that little pamphlet, until I knew it inside and out, and had tried my best to make sure the gun was in good operating condition.

Once I had everything that I wanted, I waited, lying on my bed as quietly as possible, listening to the shouting and the thumps and thuds as he knocked her around her room; after a few minutes, Momma apparently calmed him down, and they returned to the bed, the creaks and squeaks coming from the bed making it very clear what they were doing.

Finally, I heard him talking quietly to Momma, then moving toward the outer door of the apartment. I waited a moment, listening to Momma as she returned to her room. As the door closed behind him, I slipped into the family room and activated a hidden monitor by whispering the word “infinite”. A few seconds later, I could see him walking away from our apartment in the direction of our level's business area. I was determined to keep him in my direct line of sight until he returned to his home.

After checking to make sure that Momma wasn't coming out of her room, I opened the outer door and left the apartment, holding the door to ensure that it closed as quietly as possible, then began to follow the man. As he walked toward and then through the business area, I watched him constantly, noticing that he never looked back. Several minutes later, he stepped on a walkway and pulled out an elevator remote call button, letting the walkway carry him for about a hundred meters before he stepped off and walked toward the elevator located in the corridor's inner wall. As he approached the elevator, I moved quickly, following close behind him as he entered it. He didn't recognize me at all, so I felt confident as we were lifted skyward.

When he exited the elevator and stepped onto another walkway, I was directly behind him. I remained within several feet of him until he left the walkway at an intersection close to his home. Eventually, he stopped by a door and used his access key to open it, dropping it back into his pocket as he stepped in through the doorway.

I moved in fast, brought the gun up with both my hands wrapped firmly around the butt, and shot him at least a dozen times in the back, the trembling in my hands causing the gun to waver back and forth, up and down as I kept pulling the trigger, making entry holes all over his back as he slowly toppled to the carpeted floor of his foyer. Then, still trembling, I reached down with my left hand, rolled him over onto his back, checked the pistol, noticed a bullet still in the chamber, lowered the gun until it was touching his forehead and pulled the trigger again.

I looked around briefly, my fear of being discovered growing by leaps and bounds, then quickly searched him; I found his wallet in one pocket, his access key and elevator remote call button in a second, and some small change in a third.

With the gun still in my hand, I turned and ran toward the elevator, using his remote call to bring it up to his floor. Once by the elevator, I was forced to wait, and my emotions began to overtake me, mostly the worry of being found so close to the scene, but also the fear that I might be caught, and what might happen as a result.

Finally, the elevator arrived, and with a quick sigh of relief, I stepped into it, only to find myself walking right into the hands of several security people and two police officers. I was so shocked that I squeaked in alarm, tried to turn around so I could run away, but the officers grabbed me by the arms just as I started to turn.

Realizing that I was truly caught, I started to shake like a leaf, trembling harder and harder, my head whipping from side to side, looking for a way out. No escape was possible, as they were holding on to me quite firmly, and the fright and worry overloaded my mind, turning everything into blackness.

An Angel Among Us

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  • crazypagangurl

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An Angel Among Us #1

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  • crazypagangurl

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  • CAUTION: Violence

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This is the first of what I hope will be many little scenes of angelic interventions.

There are no TG/TS characters in this one. Some episodes will have TG/TS character(s), some won't. Those with them will be marked.

**********

School had just finished for the day, little Billy Ryder walked out to his bike, unlocked it, dropped his bag of books in the carrier and turned the bike around to face the street. He climbed on, not an easy thing to do as he wasn't very big, but eventually he was on it and pedalling away.

He made sure to stop at the inner edge of the sidewalk and look both ways before he turned onto the street to head toward his home.

He travelled several blocks, then began to hear what sounded like popping noises some distance ahead of him. He continued riding.

Seventeen boys from the North Wind Dragons MC club had crossed paths with a dozen or so guys from the Wild Mustangs MC club. The two gangs went at each other, using everything from baseball bats to lead pipes to handguns and sawed off shotguns in the fight.

The noise around the impromptu street battle was appalling, people ducked into shops or homes and locked the doors. The actual fight was taking place in front of Jimmy's Southwest Steakhouse, Grill & Bar, a location sometimes used by the Mustangs for club meetings.

Little Billy Ryder's route would pass right by the bar. He kept pedalling along, wondering what was making all the noise.

The noise kept getting louder as he rode closer. Those big bangs he was hearing had to be either guns or cars backfiring, most likely guns.

Billy had stopped for a moment and was just about to turn and head down a side street when a hand touched his shoulder.

He looked up and saw a tall, rugged looking man standing beside him, wearing a button down dress shirt and crisply pressed pants. That man looked down at him, smiling, then gestured for Billy to continue on his way home while he asked Billy about his day in school.

Billy chattered away about the kids in his classes, especially Tommy Baron and Sam James, two boys in his grade. Billy also mentioned three girls, Jeanie Blake, Patty Savannah-Valens and Ellie Trent, mostly about how they seemed to like doing things that were not very girlish.

The tall, rugged man walked beside Billy, his right hand holding onto Billy's left one as Billy slowly pedalled the bike down the street.

The two walked right by the big fight outside the bar, guys were being punched, hit, shot from one end of the place to the other. Several bullets went past the big man and the little boy, a few of them passing very close to the two. Billy held on to the man's hand very tightly.

The big guy to Billy's left glanced across the street, nodding, it seemed quite obvious that several of those guys wouldn't survive the fight.

The two continued onward, eventually reaching a point only a few blocks from Billy's home.

"Time for me to go, son. You take care of your mama and little sister, okay?" The big man smiled as he watched Billy pedal on his way.

Billy was soon home, dropping his bike in the back yard, then headed into the house, placing his book bag on the dining room table.

His mother smiled at him, she had been reading a book while rocking Billy's baby sister Bess in a cradle built by her father many years ago. Billy grinned over at his mother, he had vague memories of having been rocked in that very same cradle back when he was a baby.

He shuffled off toward the front door, where he took off his shoes and light jacket, then carefully hang the jacket in the hall closet.

Once that was done, he returned to the dining room, opened the bag, pulled out his homework and laid it on the table top. He spent a brief moment telling his mom about the big fight by the bar as he went by, including that a man had walked with him at that point. There wasn't a lot of homework to be done, the hard part for him was the math questions, but he took his time answering them, thinking each one through.

The next hour or two went by as it often did, with his mother eventually heading into the kitchen to start making dinner. While mom was doing that, Billy checked on his little sister occasionally, and when his homework was finished, he sat beside Bess, rocking her back and forth.

His mother kept a small colour TV in the kitchen so she could watch the early news at 5:30 each evening.

The anchor started talking about the big fight in front of the bar and Billy's mother looked over to see what the woman was talking about. There, walking right past the fight, just across the street, was her little boy Billy, but that wasn't what had caught her attention.

Someone passing by had had a video camera and had caught what she could now see. Next to Billy, between him and the godawful battle, was a tall shape slowly walking down the street. That shape was quite clearly holding onto Billy's left hand as they passed the fight.

It wasn't so much the fact that there was a shape beside Billy, it was that that shape could just barely be seen, as if some kind of weird electromagnetic effect or something was making it impossible to clearly see it. Billy's hand was reaching up and holding the hand of the tall shape, a shape that, if she squinted for a moment, appeared to have what looked like nearly invisible huge wings spreading out from his back.

Billy's mom ran out to the dining room table, where she examined her little guy quite closely, but she couldn't see a single scratch, nothing.

She looked up while hugging Billy tight, then whispered as the tears started to flow, "Bless you for keeping my little boy safe from harm."

An Angel Among Us #2

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Serial Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

TG Themes: 

  • Fresh Start
  • Physically Forced
  • Tricked / Outsmarted

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  • Posted by author(s)

Shauntelle Brannon lay on her shabby bed in the small, dingy room she shared with another girl, Valerie Evans.

Valerie was out working the street at the moment, not that any of them had much choice about it, as each of the seven that lived in this old three bedroom house on the edge of town had all been hooked on a variety of legal and illegal drugs over the last two years or so.

Shauntelle was still in bed because she had come down with a case of the flu and their pimp, Sebastio, had given her strict orders to stay inside until she was well again. Alicia Kelmar, a girl like Shauntelle, entered the room carrying a large mug filled with hot chicken noodle soup. Alicia handed the mug of soup to Shauntelle, standing there for a moment to ensure that Shauntelle actually started to eat, then left the room.

Shauntelle had pushed herself up in the bed until she was relaxing against the wall behind her when Alicia passed the mug to her. While she slowly but methodically worked her way through the delicious contents of the mug, she thought about how she had ended up here.

Shauntelle, you see, had been born male, and was known as Shaun until shortly before his fifteenth birthday. He had known for some time that he should have been born female, but had suppressed it until it could no longer be contained and he finally told his parents.

To say that that had not gone well would be a vast understatement. Shaun's father had backhanded him hard, sending Shaun crashing into a nearby wall and creating a fair sized hole in the process, then laid a nasty beating on Shaun before literally throwing him out of the house.

Shaun's father, Brian, stood on the porch yelling at him, "You are no son of mine! If I ever see you again, I'll kill you! Now bugger off!"

Shaun had slowly hauled himself to his feet, one hand holding his ribs on the left side, then staggered away from the house. Shaun was not watching where he went at that point, it was all he could do to stay on his feet and keep moving, eventually collapsing against a wall.

The wall in question was a property marker between one of the three library locations in the city Shaun lived in and a large house next door.

Shaun lost all knowledge of the world around him at that point, descending into oblivion while leaning against that wall.

The owner of the house, Mrs. Eileen Brady, came out on her porch late that evening to have a look around before heading off to her bed. To her surprise, there was a person slumped against that wall at the edge of the property, so she wandered over to take a look.

It didn't take long to see what had been done to the boy, Eileen was seriously upset. She yelled for her husband, Colm, to come out and help her; between the two of them, they carefully lifted Shaun up and carried him into their living room, placing him on their old sofa to rest.

Shaun woke up a few hours later to find himself lying on the old sofa. The ribs hurt a fair bit, but he thought they might just be bruised. He knew that there would be an obvious mark on his face from that first slap, and likely several other bruises, but he could handle a little pain.

Shaun used the downstairs bathroom, then carefully laid down on the sofa again, and eventually slept.

Eileen and Colm woke him up early the next day, fed him, listened to what had happened to him, then respectfully agreed not to do anything regarding it largely due to Shaun's saying he wasn't seriously injured. They exchanged phone numbers, then Shaun went on his way.

For the next three weeks, Shaun managed to keep himself fed, although his clothes were becoming rather dirty and quite stinky.

Then he ran into Sebastio in a cafe/bar for teens that didn't card anyone; so long as you didn't cause problems, you were welcome in there.

Sebastio talked with him for a fair while, plying Shaun with drinks; Shaun, being only seventeen, wasn't paying attention to how much he was drinking. Eventually, it reached the point where Shaun was drunk enough that he wasn't very steady on his feet; when Sebastio offered to drive him home, Shaun just nodded, staggering over to Sebastio's car with Sebastio making sure he didn't fall down during that brief walk.

Shaun barely managed to put the seat belt on before Sebastio started driving, then passed out a few minutes later.

Shaun was still out of it when Sebastio arrived at the shabby old house, Sebastio carried him up to a bedroom on the second floor. Sebastio laid Shaun on a bed, stripped him, then grinned a wolfish smile as he headed down to his small office, pulled something from a locked cabinet in the office and carried it upstairs. Sebastio laughed as he filled a syringe with heroin and injected it into the young man's arm near the elbow.

It didn't take too long before the heroin became the controlling force in the youngster's life, then crack and speed were added to the mix. By the time Shaun's eighteenth birthday arrived, he was seriously underweight, being 5'9" tall and maybe 125 pounds.

Somewhere along the line, Shaun had told Sebastio about being transgender, and Sebastio obtained hormones that slowly worked their changes on Shauntelle's very slender body. Sebastio also forced her to eat more as the hormones would need the fuel to boost her transition.

Time passed, Shauntelle's body became more and more feminine, eventually reaching a B cup with slight padding around her hips. The drug use continued, with Shauntelle eventually being forced to do her own injections, shifting from one location on her body to another as needed.

Shauntelle was finally alone in the house that day, the other girls that lived there had all headed out to their usual "work" locations.

She dozed off and on as her body recovered from the flu; what she didn't realize was she was also clearing her system of the drugs. On a few occasions that evening and night, Shauntelle went into brief convulsions as her body reacted to the lack of drugs. With no one else in the house, she was very lucky that none of the convulsions had any other effects; they ended and she slept for an hour or so each time.

At one point that night, shortly after 1:30 AM according to the small clock on the nightstand the girls shared, Shauntelle noticed an odd light in her room and looked up to see what could only be described as a glowing winged female standing about five feet away from her.

"Come, child, it is time for you to leave this place, I will take you to people who will love you and care for you as if you were their own child."

Shauntelle giggled, she had to be hallucinating, there was no way an angel would be here to rescue her.

"Have you forgotten Eileen and Colm so soon, child? They have worried for the last two years because you stopped calling them."

Shauntelle had to sit back and think for a few minutes before she remembered meeting the older couple after the beating from her father.

"Yes, child, they wanted to report him for what he did to you then, but you persuaded them to let it go, so they did for your sake."

Shauntelle whispered, "I'm not the same person as I was then. I'm transgender, I'm an addict, I'm a fucking whore, dammit!"

"You have the chance to put all the bad things of the last two years or so behind you child, if you give them the chance to love you."

The shining angel held out her hand, waiting to see what Shauntelle would do.

"They will help me?" Shauntelle asked, "Even with all that has happened to me?"

"I believe so, child, now come, your time to leave here without being seen is limited."

Shauntelle smiled, whispering, "Okay," as she climbed out of the bed, wearing only a long sheer nightgown and grasped the angel's hand.

The two walked down the stairs, out the front door and down the street, Shauntelle was surprised that the angel's glow disappeared.

The angel laughed, remarking to Shauntelle as they continued walking, "I don't want to advertise my presence, you know."

It was a slow journey, with many stops, as Shauntelle would suddenly slump, convulsing briefly within the angel's outstretched wings. Yet it wasn't long after each of these stops before Shauntelle would be on her feet again and walking onward across the city to the Brady home.

Eileen was relaxing on her front porch when Shauntelle staggered up her walk, then collapsed just a few feet from the steps. Eileen never noticed the angel that had been with Shauntelle; the angel smiled when Eileen came down to check on Shauntelle, then vanished.

It didn't take more than a few seconds for Eileen to recognize the young person lying there. Just like the first time they had met, she yelled for her husband Colm and the two carried Shauntelle into the house, once again laying her on that old, comfortable sofa to rest.

Over the next six months, Eileen and Colm got Shauntelle all the medical help she needed, eventually allowing Shauntelle to overcome the addictions she had been dealing with, plus they found her a good psych doctor to oversee her transition and hormone regimen.

The biggest gift they could give her, though, was when they showed her the adoption forms they had filled out in her name.

Shauntelle wept, hugging the two hard for a moment, then signed the forms. Now she could start anew.

An Angel Among Us #3

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Rape / Sexual Assault

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Serial Chapter

Character Age: 

  • Mature / Thirty+

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  • Posted by author(s)

The caution is not for an actual rape, but an attempted one. There is no caution for attempted rape, so I used that one.

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Samuel Thomas Kerrigan sat in his recliner in the living room of his tiny bachelor apartment, staring into a nearly empty long neck bottle. There were dozens of identical bottles scattered across the floor around his chair, and eleven more left in the case he had bought earlier today.

His life had been good before everything changed seven years ago, a beautiful and loving wife, a rambunctious five year old boy, Daniel, a beautiful little three year old angel of a girl named Alison and a 15 month old golden retriever that loved the kids as if they were litter mates.

Then his wife reported him to the police, insinuating that he intended to sexually assault his precious little girl.

Never mind that it had taken him over six months to have the stigma of the charges removed, he had watched his family be ripped apart by her and had come very close to losing his freedom. He had barely managed to hold onto his job at the radio station as the sound tech; if his boss, Felix, hadn't known him for almost eight years after hiring him just days after his high school graduation... well, better to leave that alone.

He was still staring into the depths of that long neck, on the point of raising it to drink the last of the beer, when the impossible happened. There was no way it could be real, but he stared at his apartment door as someone, no, some THING, walked through it as if it were vapour.

The hallucination threw him for a loop when it stared at him and whispered, "Do ye plan to drink yerself into the grave, Sammy?"

"What business is it of yours, whatever the hell you are?" Sam snarled at the brightly shining creature. Damn, now he would have a migraine!

"I be an angel, Sammy. Have ye not drowned yer sorrows enow yet? It has been nigh on seven years, me bucko!"

Sam couldn't believe his eyes, this supposed angel was standing on at least three bottles, yet none of them were broken? How could that be?

"I am nae a ghost, Sammy, I be an angel, I tell ye. I can appear to ye without being fully physical. Do ye intend to let her win? Do ye?"

Let her win? Her who? Did this creature mean his wife or someone else? He shook his head, sighed and drank the last of the beer, then reached down to the case beside the chair, picked up another bottle and used the bottle opener sitting on the end table to open it.

Opening the bottle wasn't as easy as it normally would be, thanks to how many beers he had already consumed tonight, but he managed it eventually. Once it was open, he carefully set the bottle opener back onto the end table, then tipped the bottle up and chugged half of it.

"She already has won," he muttered at the bottle in his hand, "She has the house, a new car, the children, a boyfriend and a divorce decree."

The purported angel sighed, then stepped closer and took the bottle from Samuel's suddenly shaking hand.

"She has nae won yet, Sammy boy, e'en though it may seem to be that way to ye. Would ye let her harm the children?"

That brought an expression of anger to Samuel's face. "Let her harm them? Hell, no! What in the seven hells is she doing to them?" he snarled.

"Ahhh, that looks more like the Sammy that ye used to be! Why, she be setting up your little angel to be hurt as she accused ye of doing."

The meaning of that statement changed the anger that Samuel was feeling to utter horror. "She'll let some bastard rape my little angel?" The actual angel standing in front of his chair nodded her head, then extended her hand as Samuel grabbed the chair and attempted to stand.

"That be what she intends to do, aye," the angel replied. "Do ye care enow to protect yer little ones, nae matter what it may cost ye?"

"I'd wade through the fires of hell itself to protect my children, dammit!" Samuel hissed as he swayed unsteadily in front of his recliner.

"Then get yourself to yer bed, me boy, get some sleep, and when ye wake up, call yer friend the lawyer, have her contact a judge for ye."

"Are you saying that I can save my kids from whatever she is planning?" Samuel asked the creature as he nearly fell down.

"Aye, Sammy, ye can, but ye canna drown herself in the bottles nae more, do ye hear me? Ye must be strong for yer little ones!"

Samuel swayed again, barely managing to stay upright, turned and muttered as he stumbled to his bed, "I swear it, on my honour!"

The angel nodded, her job was done. So long as Samuel did not break his oath, the children would be safe. She smiled and vanished.

Samuel collapsed onto his bed, not even bothering to undress or to cover himself and slept as he had not done for almost seven years. He woke up a few minutes before 8 AM the next morning, used the toilet, then showered and shaved before he pulled his one suit from the hall closet.

He was about to put the suit on when he remembered the creature from last night saying he needed to call his lawyer friend right away. He stalked over to the kitchen table, spotted his cell phone on the floor, picked it up and dialled the number from memory, then listened as it rang.

The phone was picked up on the second ring, a pleasant female voice stated, "Hello, Samuel, it's been a long time since you last called me."

Samuel sighed, then answered her, "Yes, Bonita, it has. Can you get a restraining order against my ex-wife and her boyfriend?"

Bonita frowned, why would Sam Kerrigan be wanting a restraining order now? The poor guy's ex-wife had divorced him six years ago.

"Sam, you need to talk to me and explain why you need one. I can't just go in and ask Judge Browning without a damn good reason."

"Bonita, a friend of mine came by last night and said something to me that leads me to believe my ex-wife's new boyfriend is a pedophile."

"That's a very serious allegation to make, Sam. How did this woman discover this and why did she only tell you now?" Bonita asked him.

"She said that the guy has done this before, he gets close to women with young kids, then does... I can't even say it, it makes me feel sick."

"That's still only hearsay, Sam. Do you know his name? Anything about him?"

Samuel sighed into the phone, "No, Bonita, I've never actually met the guy, I've only seen him once or twice with my ex and the kids." Samuel turned and looked out the window at the rain falling hard enough that it seemed as if the very heavens were crying in wretched sorrow.

Bonita growled through the phone, "You were close enough to see him and did nothing?"

"I did nothing back then, Bonita, because I try to stay away from the ex, I lost almost everything years ago thanks to her," Samuel snarled. "Also, I didn't have any idea the guy might be like my friend last night implied. I try not to run around accusing people of things, but this time, if there is even the slightest chance that my friend was correct, I have to do something! I can't let my little girl be harmed by doing nothing!"

Samuel shuddered as he saw the image in his mind's eye of what could happen if he ignored what the strange creature had told him the night before. "I will do everything I can to protect my children, Bonita, even if it means that I put my life on the line in the process."

"Sam, slow down, you can't go running around acting like a vigilante!" Bonita declared.

"Bonita, you've known me since Danny was a year old. You know that I value my word as my bond, my honour, yes?"

Bonita listened to Sam, who seemed to be more exasperated by the minute. "Yes, Sam. Just what does that have to do with it."

"I swore an oath last night, on my honour, Bonita, that I would not drink any more because I need to be fully aware to help protect my kids."

"People break oaths all the time, Sam. That doesn't change anything in the situation you've told me here."

"Oh, but it does, Bonita," Samuel chuckled, "When have you ever known me to break an oath I had made? My word is my honour, remember?"

Bonita was quiet for a few minutes, then muttered into the phone, "You've never broken an oath that I heard you make."

"Bonita, I can't be sure, but it's possible that my wife hooked up with the guy to actually have him do what she accused me of intending to do."

"Why would your ex do that?" Bonita enquired. "That would make her an accomplice at the very least if it did happen and she was involved. If it was proven that she intended it to happen, that would raise it to the level of either conspiracy or actual accessory to rape."

"Because she conned me for years, Bonita, led me to believe we had a life with each other, then almost destroyed my life for the heck of it. Can you give me any other plausible reason for her alleging that I intended to sexually assault my own daughter seven years ago?"

"You know I can't, Sam. You know darn well that I know that you would never harm a child, not if there were any way to avoid it."

"And yet you sit there in your lovely house and tell me that I cannot protect my own daughter from something that would definitely harm her? Bonita, if you do nothing, I WILL put my life on the line to prevent my little angel from being harmed by this bastard. I swear it."

"Oh, dear God, Sam, are you insane? You could be throwing your life away!"

"No, not at all, Bonita," Samuel replied, "My wife is the one that threw my life away seven years ago, I drowned my anger in beer since then. Now I have a chance to turn my life around, from the hell it has been since she made that blasted accusation, and to keep my little angel safe."

"All right, Sam, I'm not promising anything, let me see if I can find something to take to Judge Browning. I'll get back to you later."

Sam listened as Bonita hung up the phone, then he dropped his phone on the kitchen table and put on one of his at work outfits.

He left the tiny apartment a few minutes later, heading in to the radio station, where he made sure the audio equipment was working properly. He would examine the equipment at least two or three times each day, then watch the control systems for anything out of the ordinary.

He rarely had to do much more than sit around for most of the day, but that was okay, he was paid to be there even if nothing happened.

He had just finished another check of the equipment while the DJ took a brief break when his cell phone rang. He answered it right away.

"Sam, it seems you were right," Bonita stated. "A detective I know on the force here found your ex's boyfriend on an old warrant list, his name is John James Barber, he was accused of raping two little girls in a city on the other side of the state five years ago and was acquitted on a technicality. Judge Browning issued the restraining order thirty minutes ago, the police are on the way to your ex's home to hand over the restraining orders and to pick up the children. You are not, I repeat, you are not to be anywhere near your ex's house, is that understood?"

Samuel shook his head, he wanted to be there for his daughter, but Bonita was right. "I understand. I don't like it, but I understand."

Samuel sat in his booth watching the audio systems, praying that his children would be safe. He was worried to the point of being nauseous. It was not an easy thing for him to let other people do what was needed, but this way, if his ex was involved, he would not be implicated.

Samuel's shift ended, the evening guy, Parker, walked past him into the audio room and Samuel shuffled out of the building. He had just entered his fifteen year old rust bucket of a car when his phone rang again. He answered it on the second ring, Bonita was calling again.

"Sam, I need you to go to the courthouse. Police officers are bringing Danny and Allie there, your ex and the boyfriend were just arrested. Your wife refused to obey the court order, ran back into the house without closing the door, and the police followed her up the stairs, where they discovered the boyfriend stripping your little girl. It gets worse, though, your ex was screaming for him to "fuck the little cunt good!"

"Oh, my God!" Sam yelled, "So they got there in time, he hadn't done anything beyond stripping my little angel?"

"That's right, Sam," Bonita whispered. "Just be glad they weren't any slower. Both are facing charges including attempted sexual assault."

"Thank you for listening to me earlier today, Bonita," Samuel responded. "I'm on my way."

Sam listened to the angel and by not interfering in what took place, was about to be reunited with his children after seven lonely years. He wasn't happy it had come to this, but he would do everything he could to give Daniel and Alison a stable, loving home from this day forward.

An Angel Among Us #4

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Violence

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Serial Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties
  • Mature / Thirty+

TG Elements: 

  • Tattoos / Bodypiercing

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

Alaric Stephens was riding his Harley Davidson 2009 model year Fatboy, having just entered the town of Silverhill, Texas and decided to pull into a restaurant and bar that reminded him somewhat of an old English pub with its heavy wooden beams and part wood, part stone walls.

He was a big, sturdy, muscular man, standing 6'2" in stocking feet, weighing about 205 pounds, with a medium brown crewcut. He was clad in a pair of heavy leather pants, a 3XL t-shirt with a picture of a Harley Davidson Fatboy on it, a zipped up worn leather jacket and combat boots.

The only part of the building that didn't match that iconic pub image was the 30 foot wide, six foot high plexiglass window across the front.

He found a seat next to the big window and glanced out for a moment at his bike sitting a short distance from the front entrance. He hadn't been in there for more than two minutes when a pleasant looking woman about 40 or so stepped up, asking "What would you like today, sir?"

He thought for a moment, then replied, saying, "A 12 oz. New York style steak, rare, a large baked potato and a King Cobra beer, please."

She smiled as she wrote down his order, then turned and walked back to a door in the back wall, poked her head through it and passed on the order to the cook and a young male who was busy sweeping the floor. The young man stopped for a moment and brought her the beer.

She took the bottle, walked back to the table and set the bottle on the table, pulled a bottle opener from a pocket and removed the cap. She then walked over to the bar area, picked up a tall glass, filled it with water and brought it to the table, placing the glass in the middle of the table.

Alaric thanked her, picked up the bottle, raised it to his nose briefly to sniff the contents, then grinned and took a nice, long drink.

He was actually surprised to find this specific beer here, there were plenty of places that stuck to the more common American beers. That didn't stop him from enjoying the beer as he looked up at the 50" flat screen TV hanging at the far end of the bar counter near the kitchen.

He didn't watch the TV for long, it seemed to be showing a recap of a recent college football game that didn't appeal to him at all.

Alaric shook his head, he'd seen things in his four years of service in Iraq that made football games seem completely juvenile to him. He'd never gotten past private first class in those four years, largely because he cared more about keeping his buddies safe than following silly rules. Hell, there were several times during those four years that most of his company would have been wiped out if he or others obeyed those rules.

He had finished about 2/3 of the bottle by the time the waitress brought him his steak and potato, and he thanked her again.

He cut a small piece of the steak, caught it on his fork, then brought it up, taking that first bite. Would it be done right or not?

He chewed on it for a moment, then grinned and turned, giving a thumbs up to the waitress next to the bar, the steak was perfect!

He turned back to his meal, settling down to enjoy it, it had been a long time, over four years, since he had last tasted a good steak. He was smiling as he continued to eat the steak and the potato, which had also been done to perfection, properly cooked without being dried out.

Some people liked to have a pat of butter or margarine on their potato. He didn't, he preferred to have his au naturel. Mmmm...

He finished eating about fifteen minutes later, having finished the beer as he ate. He relaxed in the bench seat, quite contented.

The waitress noticed that he was no longer eating a few minutes later, came over and asked him if he wanted anything else.

Alaric replied that he was fine, waited to receive the bill, then paid it and left a nice tip for the waitress before he exited the restaurant.

**********

Katerina Paulsen was exiting a large supermarket on the other side of Silverhill when someone ran up behind her and hit her with what looked to be a homemade spiked blackjack; the first hit struck her on the right side of the head, the ball on the tip of the weapon wrapping around and striking her in the eye. The attacker struck several more times, first on the head, then between the legs, before running away from her.

Kate was known to many of the folks in Silverhill as "that freak", "the damn tranny" and by many similar epithets. She had come out three years ago, started her transition and tried to cope with the harassment that came her way from coworkers and many others in the small town.

It was at this point that a stranger stood over the fallen girl, he appeared to be a tall, weatherworn individual of indeterminate age. What was truly odd is that Bob Andrews, one of the town's two unofficial firefighters, was exiting the market and walked away without seeing the person.

The odd individual continued to stand over the badly hurt girl, he seemed to be waiting for someone or something, perhaps guarding her?

**********

Alaric spent a few minutes checking the items in his hard case saddlebags on the back end of the Fatboy. There was a medical kit he had bought three days after his army service had ended, he had been trained as an auxiliary medic while in his second two year tour in Iraq.

During his last year, he had spent as much time patching members of his company up as he had out in the field fighting in various battles.

Everything seemed to be where it belonged, one last quick glance caused him to decide to pick up some bottled water for the trip.

Perhaps fate was intervening, who would know? He pulled out, then drove for a few minutes before he reached the supermarket.

He parked the bike near the entrance and was about to enter when the coppery scent of fresh blood drifted to him on the late fall breeze.

"Blood?" he muttered, "Why would I be smelling blood here?" He quickly scanned the lot, then noticed the fallen girl and the strange man over her. "Oh, shit!" he swore as he opened the saddlebag with his medical kit, pulled it out and raced across the parking lot to the fallen girl.

He dropped to the ground beside her, opened the kit, then spent a moment doing a quick examination of the girl. Some jerk had used a weapon to hurt her, the eye was smashed, hanging from the inner corner of the socket, the skin over it half-shredded. Gods, it was a nasty mess.

That was only part of it, though, his examination soon found the other area that had been injured. Whoever had done this deserved to have his balls and johnson cut off and stuffed down his throat! This young person was just trying to live her own life, intending no harm to others.

While he was checking her for any other injuries, he found a gorgeous tattoo above her left breast, an intertwining bunch of bright red roses.

He started pulling items from the kit and swiftly tended to her wounds, then reached into his leather jacket and pulled out a cell phone. He quickly dialled 911, then reported that he had just provided initial medical attention to a person who needed further hospital care immediately.

The operator assured him that an ambulance was on its way, although it would take some time as it would be coming from Waco.

He thanked the operator, assuring her that he would continue to monitor the girl until the ambulance arrived.

He ended the call, then looked up at the strange one now standing by the girl's feet. "And what brings an angel to this place, pray tell?"

The angel turned his head and looked down at Alaric, saying, "She needed me to guard her from further harm until you could get here."

"You're an angel, could you not have stopped whoever did this to her? Why let it happen, dammit?" Alaric screamed at the angel.

"Because what she needed even more than me was a man like you, Alaric, a man that respects one and all and tries to treat everyone as fairly as you can. She needs a man who can be a protector and a friend, one that will keep her safe from those who would do her further harm. As for the person that did this, he wasn't too bright. He jumped on a cheap motorcycle and raced onto the highway right into the path of a semi."

Alaric sighed, shaking his head. "I'll bet that truck's driver is wishing that he stayed home today. I assume he is okay, if a bit shocked?"

"That is a rather accurate description of the truck driver's current emotional state, yes. He wasn't physically harmed at all."

"She'll get her wish, I suppose," Alaric opined, "There isn't any way to save the eye or her genitals, the bastard made sure of that."

"True," the angel agreed, "But now she will have you to stand with her, she'll recover and she'll thrive under your capable care, Alaric."

"Huh," Alaric grunted, "I've made sure that she'll make it to the hospital in Waco, we'll see what happens once she is being treated."

"Guard her well, Alaric, and help her to heal. You were always happier when your mates were up and going again, thanks to your help."

With that, the angel vanished as the sound of a rapidly approaching ambulance, siren blaring, lights flashing, approached the supermarket. The tires of the ambulance squealed as it spun into the supermarket's parking lot, then screeched to a halt beside the kneeling Alaric.

He stood aside as the paramedics checked Kate, then passed on what he had found injury wise to the two men.

One of the paramedics pulled a stretcher from the ambulance. They carefully lifted Kate onto it, strapped her down before covering her with a blanket and loaded her into the Ambulance. The paramedics informed Alaric as to where they would be taking Kate, then they were gone.

Alaric quickly placed the remainder of the items he had needed back into his medical kit and walked over to his Fatboy. He leaned down, carefully dropped the medical kit into its customary place in the saddlebag, then closed it, climbed on and drove away.

It wasn't until he was halfway to Waco that he realized he had not bought the bottled water he had intended to get at the supermarket.

**********

The afternoon had slowly faded into evening as Alaric sat near Kate in a recovery room at Central Texas Urgent Care in Waco, Texas.

The operations had resulted in the removal of the eye and the sewing of the tattered skin over the empty socket, as well as the removal of Kate's penis and testicles, which had been crushed by the blackjack; there had been enough intact skin to perform an emergency SRS.

Kate finally woke up, the time was 11:40 PM. She knew immediately that she was in a hospital, the scent was unmistakeable.

What surprised her, no, shocked her, was that a big, very muscular man was sitting in a chair not far from the bed.

"Hello," she whispered, then repeated it in a stronger voice, "Hello. Why are you here?"

Alaric slowly raised his head and looked at her, then sighed. "I found you a few minutes after you were attacked. I had training in the army as an auxiliary medic, so I checked you and gave you what treatment I could until the paramedics arrived to bring you here."

Kate smiled briefly, noticing that the pain was only a dull ache. She supposed that they had given her morphine or something similar to have her feel so little of the pain that she had felt when the attack happened. "So where am I and what has been going on since the attack?"

"Well, the idiot who attacked you wasn't paying attention when he ran off, he drove his 350cc motorcycle into the front end of a semi. As for you, the bastard did a number on you. You lost your right eye, and the damage to your genitals required that you undergo emergency SRS."

"You mean...?" Kate whispered, the shock quite apparent. She was far too poor to be able to afford SRS on her modest income.

Alaric nodded. "I imagine that, once the packing comes out in a few days, you're going to have to adjust to your new status."

"I know what I will have to do at that point, yes," Kate agreed. "But that still doesn't tell me while you are here."

"Do you believe in angels at all?"Alaric asked.

Kate nodded, and Alaric continued speaking, "When I found you, there was an angel standing over you, keeping you safe from anyone and everyone else until I could provide basic immediate medical attention to you that would allow you to reach here while still alive.

"That angel told me that I was to stay by you from now on, to protect you and to be your friend if you wish," Alaric muttered.

"You would do that for someone you don't know? What makes me so special, worthy of such attention from you?" Kate enquired of him.

"You're a person, deserving of love, kindness and respect like any other. I have no ties to anywhere, so I'm free to do what I want."

"Even if that means being with me, someone who will be visibly scarred for the rest of my life because of that bastard?" Kate asked him.

"Even then, from now until the day I die, I'll be there for you, that is if you want me to be with you?"

"A man who will love me, be kind to me, respect me and protect me from assholes like the one who did this to me? Mister, I don't even know your name yet, but in just this short talk, you've treated me better than the folks of that damn town ever have. Hell, yes, I'll have you!"

**********

Alaric was a Good Samaritan, there in Kate's time of need, someone who looked beyond the surface and saw the true person within.

Kate was a person who had been sorely wronged by others for no better reason than that she didn't fit in with their bigoted ways.

Now Alaric and Kate would have each other to lean on, each of them giving love, respect and kindness to the other one when needed.

An Angel Among Us #5

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Serial Chapter

Genre: 

  • Western

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

Lucinda Rebecca Adams was out riding her old gelding Comanche King, she had needed to do a tour of the back of the ranch for some time now. The ranch was pretty big, just over 105,000 acres total, located in northern Texas not too far from the Texas - Oklahoma state line.

The ranch was home to over nine thousand longhorn cattle, most of them roaming where they willed across the ranch's broad expanse. There were over a dozen small to medium sized creeks on the ranch's land, so the cattle had plenty of places to go if they needed water.

Lucy was approaching the one place on the land she disliked more than any other, some folks said The Fickle Fall was a cursed slope. How else could the accidents that occurred there be explained, like a horse slipping, breaking both front legs and throwing its rider, who broke his leg?

Lucy sighed, then shrugged and dismounted from Comanche King, lightly grasping his reins as she walked toward the top of the slope. It wasn't a particularly high hill, perhaps 30 feet above the land at its base, but the whole slope was shattered shale rock, mixed scree and talus.

She began to lead the gelding down the slope, slowly picking her way in somewhat of a zigzag pattern.

Everything was fine until she reached the halfway point, then fate turned on her and a large piece of loose shale slipped under her left foot.

As soon as her foot began to slide out from underneath her, Lucy dropped the horse's reins, she didn't want to have the gelding be hurt as well.

It only took a second or two for her back to slam against the slope, then a whole bunch of pieces, large and small, started to shift under her. From that point on, she had no control over the slide down the slope, which ended in her right foot slamming into the trunk of the lone pine tree at the base of the slope, a pine tree that had been growing there since before her family claimed the land and built the initial ranch house.

How long had they lived here? Well, the earliest record for the ranch, an old diary, stated her ancestors had arrived in the late summer of 1831.

She clearly heard one or more of the bones in her foot shatter when she hit the tree, she screamed long and loud, but no one heard her. It wasn't the only injury from the fall and slide down the slope, she had broken at least one of the bones in her left forearm and scraped it badly.

Comanche King, her sturdy old roan gelding, stood a few feet away from her. The lucky git had escaped unscathed, just her luck!

With a broken foot plus a broken arm, she knew she wouldn't be able to reach the saddlebags which contained two large water bottles and other odds and ends that she might need while wandering around the ranch. She growled under her breath, then snarled several curse words in at least three different languages, English, Spanish and Polish. The Polish ones she had learned from two of the ranch hands many years ago.

She laid there, near that hoary old pine, staring up at the cloudless blue sky of high summer afternoon. It was already as hot as hell here, or it felt like it to her, especially with the thought that she wouldn't be able to stay hydrated even with Comanche King standing right there.

Then her world flipped over again, a large shadow fell across her, one that was on the side opposite to where Comanche King was standing.

A quick glance to her right, and she shook her head in shock, she had to be hallucinating, she had to be! That was an ANGEL standing there!

Well, it sure looked like angels were described to be in the Bible, tall, sturdy, strong but fierce. This one stood protectively over her!

Then the angel surprised her, walking around her and over to the horse, where he pulled a full water bottle from the nearest saddlebag. The angel brought the water to her, bending down so she could take it from his hand, then watched as she took a short drink from the bottle.

She stared up at him, bottle in hand, completely stunned. This angel was helping her, she knew no one else was close enough to assist her.

The angel smiled at her, then in a voice that seemed soft yet vibrant, spoke to her, "The ranch needs you, Lucy. Another comes to help."

Lucy shook her head, what in the world did he mean by another comes to help? She was several miles away from the ranch house, alone!

That was when she was shocked yet again, for out from behind that hoary old pine loped a coyote, old and grey, but still spry.

The coyote sat near her feet, looked into her eyes for a moment, then nodded in a rather human way and yipped at Comanche King. The gelding was startled when the coyote appeared, but settled down a bit when it was clear it wouldn't harm Lucy.

Then the coyote yipped, and even though he was a horse, he understood what the coyote said, "Run to the ranch, bring back help for her!"

Comanche King nickered, nodded to the old coyote, then trotted up the slope and broke into a gallop in the direction of the ranch house.

Lucy was reminded of the six impossible things before breakfast from Alice Through The Looking Glass by Lewis Carroll. How could any of this be happening? An angel appearing from nowhere, a coyote that also appears from nowhere and talks with her horse, sending him home?

Lucy looked up at the angel again, the angel had straightened up and had moved back to her right side, where he stood and spread his wings wide to protect her as much as possible from the sun. The wings were white, but she could see glints of other colours in various parts of the wing, a bit of pale blue here, some blue-green like running water there, gold like the bright sun in that spot, pink and rose and gold in another.

The wings were beautiful, no, beautiful wasn't sufficient to describe them; they were utterly gorgeous, yet they suited the angel perfectly.

From time to time, Lucy would sip from the bottle, then look at the angel, then at the coyote lying near her feet. It was a strange world today.

The angel's wings kept drawing her attention, she had never seen anything like them, not even the wings of eagles were that beautiful!

She supposed that she must have been lying there for about an hour when she heard the rumbling of an engine in the distance. Moments later, an old pickup truck came around the far end of the slope, then approached the pine tree, stopping about fifteen feet away.

Old George Carter and his son Peter were in the truck. They jumped out, Peter reaching into the back, then the two walked over to her. It was soon quite obvious as to why Peter had reached into the bed of the truck, he had grabbed the makings of splints and two ace bandages.

The next few minutes passed as Peter and George carefully splinted and wrapped her foot and her forearm, then the two men picked her up and carried her over to the back of the pickup truck. George held her off the hard, dusty ground as Peter opened the tailgate; the two men gently placed her in the bed of the truck, where she could lie on a pile of blankets, using one as a pillow for her head.

While the two men were binding her injuries, the angel that had been keeping her safe from the harsh sun vanished, as did the coyote.

The trip back to the ranch house took perhaps fifteen minutes, Peter was on a cell phone reporting the injuries to the nearest hospital. After a brief stop at the ranch house to let some of the hands know that Lucy would be all right, they continued driving, headed for the hospital.

The hospital was quiet, not much happening in there at the time, so it didn't take long for the injuries to be assessed and properly treated.

Lucy would recover, she would be using a wheelchair for the next six weeks, but she was still alive, thanks to an angel and an old coyote.

And Justice Shall Be Served

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • 7,500 < Novelette < 17,500 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Real World

TG Elements: 

  • Estrogen / Hormones

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

Lee-Anne strolled along the beach, following the line of canoes set there for the race that would be starting in a little while. She was thinking about her summers at this camp, her first time being the summer that she was thirteen, then the last three years, including this summer; she felt a slight sense of regret that she had not been here three years ago, but her need to be herself was far more important at that time. Most of her camp experiences here had been quite enjoyable, and it was often a place that Lee-Anne could relax and let go of all the stress.

The camp was a gorgeous place on the shores of Lake George, about as close to being completely off-road as one could get and still be in New York State. Ten log cabins were scattered around the entrance area, ten beds in each, plus the main building where staff lived, meals were served and four upstairs rooms were used for a variety of activities, games, watching TV, listening to radio, comfy places to sit and chill out.

The camp had been there for more than 20 years, it was initially financed by a group of wealthy New Yorkers who felt that New York's children needed a place where they could have fun and maybe learn about how difficult life had been for people a century or two earlier. Each summer, the camp would run three three week sessions, giving up to 300 children a chance for fun that they might not find otherwise.

**********

The winter before she turned fourteen, she had come to the realization that she could no longer live as she had been all of her life, specifically as a male. When her mother raised the issue of going to camp in early May, and kept bringing it up every few days, Lee kept putting it off, until finally mom cornered him and said she needed an answer now about the camp. Lee looked up at her and said, "I can't, Mom, I'm a girl."

Lee was surprised by the response to that statement. "We thought something like that might be the case, but we felt we couldn't push you too much to make a decision, you had to decide on your own to tell us. Maybe I've pushed a little with the camp thing, but you love that place."

Lee-Anne remembered Lee standing up and getting a hug from Mom, saying to her, "I do love it, Mom, but I need to sort myself out first." They contacted a friend of theirs who suggested a TS/TG friendly therapist, and Lee met the therapist for the first time in early June.

Lee finished the school year, continuing to see the therapist on at least a weekly basis, sometimes needing an extra session when things seemed to be more than he could handle, but in the end, those sessions helped a lot, and Lee was put on blockers to slow or prevent puberty.

The decision was made that Lee would switch schools to one that would allow him to attend there as a girl, and Lee started living full-time as Lee-Anne. His mood, or her mood, rather, picked up significantly; by the time school started, she was eager to be back in classes. That marked a significant change from before, as Lee had often been moody and not prone to study, thus had been having trouble passing his classes.

The change from school previous to his turning fourteen to his first year in school as a girl was quite significant, instead of Bs, Cs and a D or two, Lee-Anne was bringing home mostly Bs, along with two As and a C. Her parents were impressed to say the least.

Her first time at the camp as a girl, the summer she was fifteen, started with her being rather nervous, but it wasn't long before she began making friends among the other girls, and not long before some of the boys were ogling her like they did with the rest of the girls. She managed to keep her birth gender a secret, and had a great time throughout that summer, knowing she could be herself.

The next two years were pretty much a repeat of that one; here she was at camp again, she hoped it would be as good as the last two years.

Now she was walking past the boats, deciding on whether or not she would be in the mixed race later on in the afternoon.

**********

She had walked back and forth behind the boats for over an hour before deciding that she would enter the mixed race. She walked over to the table beneath the awning a short distance from the beach and gave her name to the man at the table, "Lee-Anne Trace, mixed, please."

He looked up, his fiftyish rounded face showing a smile to the girl, "Okay, hmmmm... your partner will be Philip Edwards, good luck."

Lee-Anne thanked him, then walked back to the boats; for some reason, that boy's name was vaguely familiar to her. She paced for a bit, then paled briefly as she recalled him, he had been a member of the junior football team from her old school, and he was two years older than her. She felt slightly nauseous, she hoped that he wouldn't remember a small, thin boy that had last been at that school three years ago.

She also recalled that Philip had failed grades at least twice, which was how he was in the same year as she was then, and remembered that Philip had often used his size to intimidate younger or smaller students whenever he felt he could get away with it; the guy was a pure jerk.

**********

Lee-Anne was still nervous about Philip, and when lunch was called, picked at her food until a few of the girls pulled her into their discussion about being back at camp; she eventually settled down somewhat and managed to eat most of what was on her plate.

They wouldn't be racing for another hour or so, so the kids took the opportunity to relax out in the sun or up in the lounges.

**********

At two PM, she heard the gong by the main building as it was struck, that meant the race would be starting soon. Lee-Anne had been relaxing in a lounge listening to music on her 128 GB 6th gen iPod Touch while other kids watched something on the TV. She was glad she had kept the sound low while she was listening, or she might have missed the race entirely, as she liked being out on the lake in the canoes.

Lots of other kids were making their way down to the beach for the race, and Lee-Anne was content to follow them. Once she and the others were near the boats, they waited for names to be called, then moved toward the boat with the number the organizer had given.

Her name, and Philip's, were called for boat number 17, Lee-Anne moved forward and started dragging the boat into the water. She noted that Philip seemed to be letting her do the work, she wasn't impressed with his attitude or lack of help, but pulling the boat wasn't difficult.

Once the boat was in the water, she hopped in and grabbed one of the paddles, then was almost tipped out when Philip climbed in.

She could see a buoy that had been set in the water about 75 feet out from the shore, then two more that looked to be about 1/3 of a mile away; she couldn't see the farthest buoy, but assumed it would be about as far away from the two out there as they were from this one.

The organizer, who happened to be the man that had been at the table taking names for the race, raised a megaphone, saying "Listen up. The course is as follows, you are to go to the right hand buoy out there, pass it on the right side, then continue to each of the other buoys, passing them on the right hand side. The winner will be the first canoe to return here having passed all four buoys correctly.

"You may notice there are two small speed boats here, John here will be in one of them, out by the middle buoys, watching the race. The other speed boat will remain here unless it is needed for an emergency. I hope that you all have fun, and good luck, everyone. Line up now."

It took a few minutes for all twenty boats to line up as directed, then he raised the horn again. "On your marks, get set, go!" and they were off.

**********

Lee-Anne put a fair bit of effort into getting the boat going, then maintaining a fairly decent pace, but seemed to be falling behind. She had felt Philip rowing behind her from the start, but now his oar clattered in the bottom of the boat, and the boat itself was rocked rather hard. She squealed, grabbed on to the sides of the boat for a second, barely managing to drop her paddle in the boat before it rocked again.

Every time she tried to pick up the paddle, he would rock the boat as hard as he could, Lee-Anne almost went over the side twice.

**********

One of the girls on the beach, Shelly by name, was carrying a camcorder, and saw Philip's first big rock of the canoe. She realized immediately that something was not right, turned her camcorder on and recorded everything happening on and around that boat. After watching for a minute or two, she noticed that Philip appeared to be trying to shift the boat toward a set of large, rather jagged underwater rocks.

She yelled out, "Henry! Situation out by the first buoy!" then turned and yelled to a friend, "Danielle, get your camcorder out, follow that boat." Just to make sure Danielle understood, she pointed to the boat that looked like it might capsize at any moment.

Danielle pulled out her camcorder, turned it on and started recording, she noticed Henry running past to the second speed boat.

**********

Lee-Anne was becoming truly terrified, she could dimly see the knife-tipped rocks about twenty feet ahead on the right side as Philip once again rocked the boat as hard as he could; as before, she was almost thrown from the boat, yet Philip wouldn't stop. She wasn't sure, but she thought she heard him mutter "tranny freak" once or twice, then she heard it quite clearly, "Tranny freak, you don't deserve to live!"

He rocked the boat again, even harder this time, and Lee-Anne screamed just as she noticed a speed boat pulling up alongside. Henry had jumped on the boat and headed out into the lake, and had been joined by two other men and a big, strapping girl who worked for the camp.

Henry looked down at the boy as he rocked the canoe again, Lee-Anne screaming out her terror with each breath, then pulled out his gun. He hoped he wouldn't need to use it, but with this boy, he wasn't betting on it, and if it was needed to save the girl, so be it.

"Boy," he yelled, "I'm giving you to the count of five to stop doing that, or I swear to God, I will shoot you to make sure you do." One of the other men noticed where Philip had been trying to take the boat, and guided the speed boat between the canoe and the rocks.

"One..." Philip rocked the boat as hard as he could one last time, and this time, Lee-Anne lost her grip, smacked her head off the side of the speed boat and began to fall toward the water on the other side of the canoe, only to be saved by the iron grip of the young woman.

"Two... three... four... one last chance, boy!"

The canoe settled in the water, Philip let go of the boat's sides and suddenly found himself being roughly yanked onto the speed boat.

The young woman held on to Lee-Anne as Lee-Anne slowly recovered from her near brush with the water and the nearby rocks. She spoke to Lee-Anne in a soft voice, "It's okay, girl, you're safe now, he won't hurt you any more." She stopped, then asked, "What's your name?"

"Lee- Lee-Anne, miss, th-th-thank you!" Lee-Anne stammered.

"Okay, Lee-Anne, we're headed back to the shore, you can go wherever you want once we're there, okay?"

**********

Meanwhile, Henry turned to the young man lying on the deck, slipped his gun back into his belt, and glowered down at the boy. "You can count yourself damn lucky that I didn't have to shoot you, boy, I'm a dead shot, been hunting since I was six and using handguns since I was nine. You don't know it, but I'm a retired deputy from a county not far north of NYC, I also know all the police folks around here."

Philip looked up, laughed and said, "What the heck does that have to do with me? Besides, that thing there is trash, not a person."

"First, Bob here is about to call for police help, we'll hold you until they arrive. Second, you made a big mistake doing that today, son."

Philip laughed again, "Yeah, right, like anybody is going to give me a hard time, my dad will just pay you folks off like every other time."

Henry shook his head, "I wouldn't be too sure of that, I've known your dad for almost ten years, and he doesn't treat people like shit. Plus, boy, your dad will be arriving here in about 30 minutes or so, his company has offered to do some work for us around the property here."

Philip blanched, "He what? No way. He doesn't come up here more than twice, to drop me off and then to pick me up each summer."

Henry laughed, "I guess you'll have to wait until he gets here to know for sure, won't you?"

**********

When the boat reached the shore, the young woman helped Lee-Anne to get down from it while the two other men dragged Philip off to the one secure room in the camp, the small freezer room where meats and other frozen items were kept. Unless one had a key for the inner latch of the door, anyone inside there once the door closed would be stuck until it opened again; several thefts had made the different latch necessary.

Lee-Anne, as soon as her feet touched the sand of the beach, crumpled to the ground, not caring at all if the sand got in her shorts. For the next ten minutes or so, she sat there crying, the young staff person staying nearby, whispering calm assurances that she would be okay.

**********

The rest of the teams returned to the beach, seeing no sign of the event organizer or any of the main staff for the camp. It was a good fifteen minutes or more before Henry made his way back down to the beach, where the kids were shuffling back and forth, waiting.

"I'm sorry to say this, kids, but the race will have to be redone. One of the people in the race made it absolutely impossible for his partner to actually participate in it, and as a result, she had no chance at all to compete with the rest of you. She's sitting over there on the sand, I'd bet she's been crying quite a bit since we stepped off the speed boat, and that a lot of you might have been wondering why."

"Is she okay?" came from several directions.

"What the heck happened?" came from what sounded like a score of voices.

Henry looked around at the kids waiting for answers from him. "I believe she will be okay, she might have a goose egg later thanks to him, but to be blunt, she was terrified, and she had good reason to be. You all know the group of really sharp rocks not far from the first buoy?"

Many of the kids either nodded or responded by saying yes, then waited for him to continue.

"Well, her partner started rocking that canoe really hard, he was trying to throw her overboard, and was aiming for those rocks when we caught up to them with the speedboat. He was warned, yet he tried again to throw her overboard, luckily, Sapphire here caught her."

"Where is the son of a bitch? He needs his frigging neck wrung!" was one young man's response, it seemed many agreed with him.

"He's in the freezer room, cooling off. I expect the Warren County sheriff and/or deputies will be here soon for him. His father's coming, too."

**********

Samuel Patrick Edwards turned into the entrance to the camp, then parked in an open slot near the front entry of the main building. He wasn't particularly tall at 5'9", but he was broad and powerful, with thick, strong arms and legs earned through many years of construction work.

He'd started working construction about a year before Philip was born, and things looked good, until that company went bankrupt. He and all of the other workers found themselves with no job, and quite likely with no pay to take home, which would make things rough for a while.

He had started shuffling toward home, worried that he might lose the nice home they had put the first payment on the year before, then found himself walking by a construction site. He had taken a moment to see what company was doing the work there, Carleton Construction. He'd heard of Carleton, also that they had a decent record for taking care of their employees, so he went in looking for the foreman.

After a quick chat with the foreman, he was told to show up at a specific site the next Monday morning at 7 AM.

He spent the next six years working himself ragged, eventually being named as a foreman, and worked just as hard then as he had before. Eleven years as a foreman hadn't slowed him down much, but the company offering him part ownership last year was a big surprise.

He walked in the entry of the main building, looking around for Henry, then ran into a woman who told him Henry was down at the beach. He turned around and made his way down the slight slope, with no idea that his son was sitting in the freezer room in the main building.

He finally saw Henry, who seemed to be talking to a bunch of kids on the beach, near a large number of canoes. He was a bit early, but that was nothing new for Sam, he'd made it a habit over the years to show up a bit early for just about anything if it was possible.

**********

Henry finished speaking, sensing someone was behind him and turned to find Sam Edwards, Philip's dad, standing there. He sighed and looked at Sam, then said, "I wish it was just business today, Sam, but there's another matter we need to discuss as well."

"Hi, Henry, what are you talking about, something else to discuss? And how does it concern me?"

"Sam, let's deal with the business stuff first. Kids, you can chill for a while, I'll let you know when we're ready to redo the race." The two men started walking toward the main building, where Henry and the other staff members had three small offices available at any time. Henry led the way into one of the offices, taking a seat in the high-backed leather chair behind the desk, then the two men got down to business.

It took them about twenty minutes to sort out the general terms of what would be done where at what cost, materials, etc., then Sam shifted gears, asking what the heck Henry had been referring to earlier when he said they would have something else to discuss.

At that moment, the Sheriff and three deputies arrived, walking into the main building as a group, and had Henry paged. Henry shook his head, turned to Sam, and said, "Those men are here to take your son into custody, he almost killed a girl in the race here a little while ago."

After talking briefly with the officers, and allowing them to use another office for initial questioning of Philip, he turned back to Sam. He spent the next ten minutes telling Sam about what had happened, how close the girl had been to being killed, yet lucky to be mildly injured.

When Sam heard the details, including the comment Philip had made on the speed boat, he came very close to blowing his stack. He knew Philip wasn't the nicest kid around, but he'd always thought Philip had had more sense than that, especially in this day and age.

"I'm sorry, Henry, but I'm going to ask those officers if I can have a few minutes alone with Philip, I assure you the boy won't like it." Sam got up from the chair in front of Henry's desk, then left the office, walked a few steps and knocked on the door of the closed office next to Henry's.

One of the deputies opened the door, Sam spoke with him for a minute, relaying his request. Just after that, the four officers walked out, the Sheriff turning to Sam, telling him, "You can talk to him for ten minutes, then we'll read him his rights and take him in to the county lock-up. Just to let you know, we haven't said much of anything to him, just stayed in there, watching him and letting him stew."

Sam nodded, then asked, "Just what charges are you likely to press against him?"

"Most likely attempted murder and reckless endangerment," the Sheriff stated, "we thought about adding obstructing and/or interfering with a public event, but with the two I named first, adding something like that would be just adding insult to injury."

The four men and the one female deputy had been standing just outside the office door talking. Suddenly the door opened and Philip tried to bull his way through the five people in front of him. That didn't last long, his father shoved him back through the doorway quite hard.

Philip found himself bouncing off the back wall of the office, then falling to the floor, with Sam entering and standing over him. "Listen here, you little shit, and I hope you listen good, because this is the last time I'll ever talk to you. I spent a lot of the last nineteen years trying to raise you right, yet I've had to deal with your bullying others far too often over the years, and then you pull this stunt here, with dozens of witnesses.

"I know damn well that I told you countless times that you should treat everyone else with respect, and this is how you honor me? By deliberately trying to at least harm, if not outright kill, a young girl, simply because she is living her life as she feels she must?"

"That 'girl', as you choose to call it, is a thing, a non-person, a tranny freak that needs to be thrown into the nearest trash heap and buried!"

"So you've made your choice, then, I hope your willing to live with it. In front of these people, as my witnesses, I hereby disown you. When I get back to the city, your bank accounts will be cleared out and closed, and all your belongings will go to Goodwill or Sally Ann. I doubt you're going to need any of them where you're headed, boy, and I'm damn sure you'll be looking at a lot of time doing heavy labour up here."

Sam then turned to the Sheriff and the three deputies, "You can do what you want with him now, I'm done."

The Sheriff advanced into the room, looked at Philip and Mirandized him, then told the deputies to cuff him and go.

"That took some guts, Mister," he said, "but from what I heard you say just now, he's been going bad for a long time."

Sam nodded, "I know, I gave him so many chances to straighten himself out, and then he goes and does this. Damn! What a waste!"

**********

Henry had come out into the hall just in time to see Sam shove Philip back into the next office, and hear everything Sam said.

"I'm sorry that you had to go through that, Sam, but he could have made other choices many times over the years, and didn't."

Sam nodded, suddenly looking much older than his 43 years. "So where is the girl he was trying to hurt?"

"I believe she is still on the beach, do you want to go down there with me?"

"Might as well, I don't have to be back in the city until tomorrow, I have a motel room on the other side of the lake."

Henry and Sam watched as the deputies hauled Philip out the door to one of the police cars in the parking lot. Henry was then informed that two of the deputies would be staying to get witness statements, pointing them down toward the beach.

**********

Lee-Anne had stayed down by the beach, watching many of the other kids playing beach volleyball or swimming in the lake. Sapphire had stayed with her for a while, giving her a brief checkover to be sure she was okay after hitting her head, then had joined one of the games.
Sapphire's team seemed to be doing pretty well, so Lee-Anne was startled when the two men approached and said hello to her.

When asked if she felt okay after what had happened earlier, she nodded, saying that she might have a bump, but it wasn't bothering her. Henry then introduced Sam to her, when she heard that he was Philip's father, she started to nervously back away from him.

Henry sighed, he hated when people were hurt like this, he knelt by the scared girl and gently hugged her. "Lee-Anne, you'll be okay, Sam is not like Philip at all, he's a damn good man who came up here to offer us a deal on some construction we want to do for the camp."

Lee-Anne looked up at Sam, tears sliding down both cheeks, "You're not going to hurt me? Philip was trying to throw me overboard!"

Sam growled, disgusted at what his son had done, then shook his head, he needed to be nice to her. "I won't hurt you, young lady, I promise. You might be happy to know that this was the last straw with him, I publicly disowned him, he's completely on his own from now on."

Henry added, "You might also be glad to know that he's on his way to the county lock-up. With what he did, he may get 20 years or more."

Lee-Anne looked up in surprise. "For attacking me? All I have is a bump on my head, and a bruise on my arm where Sapphire grabbed me."

"Lee-Anne, he didn't just attack you," Henry answered, "he was clearly trying to kill you on the sharp rocks out by the first buoy."

She shuddered, then looked up at the two men again. "You're serious?"

"Yes, he intended to make you go overboard right over those rocks, which could have seriously harmed or killed you."

Lee-Anne's tears went from trickles to full out crying, relieved that she was still okay, yet also terrified at how close she had been to dying.

Henry continued to hold her; a moment later, Sam knelt close by and wrapped his arms around the crying girl on the sand.

**********

The two deputies that stayed behind were asking kids if they had seen any of what had happened in the boat. Many of the kids admitted that they had seen a bit of it, specifically the hard rocking of the boat, until the boat was too far away to see clearly. Very few of them knew Philip as anything more than a casual acquaintance, and all were appalled at what they had seen and how close Lee-Anne had come to being harmed.

It took about fifteen minutes before Lee-Anne could stop crying, the two men helped her up, Henry called out, "Snacks in the main house!" which set off a stampede of kids toward the main building. Henry, Sam and Lee-Anne took their time walking there.

When they entered the dining hall, they saw the rest of the kids digging into a variety of snacks. Lee-Anne walked over to the table where several items were laid out, decided on a raspberry muffin and a glass of apple juice, then carried her items to a nearby table.

Henry stood just inside the entrance of the dining room. "At 4:30 PM, we'll run the race again, I hope this one goes better."

Lee-Anne looked up, asking, "Am I allowed to be in this one?"

Henry smiled at her, asking in return, "Do you feel up to it? That knock on the head you took earlier could give you trouble, you know."

Lee-Anne smiled, the first one since the race turned to horror for her earlier. "I'll be okay, sir, I'm willing to give it my best effort, like always."

Henry nodded, his smile turning into a grin. "So... who wants to be her partner for this one? Anyone interested?"

A tall, husky boy sitting at the back of the dining hall spoke up, "I'll be her partner, sir, if she's willing."

"Your name, son?"

"Wilhelm Jackson, sir, although I prefer to be called Will."

Henry turned back to Lee-Anne. "Are you okay with Will as a partner for the race? You can choose someone else if you want."

Lee-Anne laughed, "No, sir, Will is fine, he's been a gentleman around the women any time I've seen him here, sir."

Henry nodded, "All right, then, the race will start at or shortly after 4:30 PM. Have fun until then, kids."

**********

Henry was turning around to leave the dining hall when one of the kids called him by name. "Henry, sir? Can Danielle and I talk with you?"

Henry took a moment to think, then replied, "You're Shelly, one of the girls that uses a camcorder here, right?"

"Yes, Sir, and we need to talk to you soon about what we have on them from earlier, sir."

"All right, when the two of you have finished your snacks, bring the camcorders to my office." He then left the dining hall and ran into Sam.

**********

Henry apologized to Sam for having bumped him, then asked Sam what he was doing. Sam replied that he had decided to stay for the canoe race, he wanted to see this girl who had been nearly killed less than an hour ago, yet had enough spunk to get back in the boats.

Henry laughed, "She loves the boats, this is her third summer here, she has been known to spend hours on the lake in them. In fact, on a few occasions, she's asked and received permission to do overnight trips with a canoe, often with one or more friends tagging along."

"So she's quite good with canoes, then?"

"Yep, amongst the kids here, she is one of the best rowers we have, but she puts a lot of time and effort into it."

"Then this race later should be quite interesting to watch. Does she often win or place in races you've done in the past?"

"When she has a good partner, she'll either win outright, or come quite close to doing so. She's a very strong rower for her size."

The two men entered Henry's office and sat down, engaging in idle chatter for the moment.

**********

Sheriff's Deputy LaMaya Johnson pulled into the small lot beside the sheriff's office and county lock-up. She and her partner Thomas Benton pulled Philip put of the back of the car, then hustled him into the building, giving him a none too gentle push into one of the two cells.

Thomas slammed the iron door shut and locked it. "I hope you like your new home, boy, this is it until you go to the big house."

Philip took a moment to look around him, the space was tiny, maybe six feet on a side, with a fold out bed up against each of two walls. A small seatless toilet and a single faucet sink were the only other items in the cell beyond two blankets stored near each bed.

Suddenly, Philip realized that he was in one hell of a predicament, and being the fool he was, he had put himself there! Two short steps took him over to one of the two folded beds, he pulled it down, spread one blanket on it, and using the second for a pillow, laid down.

He turned himself toward the wall, and hoping that he wouldn't be noticed, cried into the blanket under his head.

The two deputies ignored him, placing a call to a woman in the area who cooked simple meals whenever they had people in the cells. The same woman usually would cook meals for the sheriff and deputies as well, but nicer meals on the whole.

**********

Henry and Sam had been chatting about things, much of it to do with NYC and the surrounding areas, before there was a knock on the door. When Henry called out for them to enter, the two girls, Shelly and Danielle, entered with their camcorders in their hands.

Shelly noticed the computer on the desk and asked, "Do you want to watch these, sir?"

Henry looked up again, "Just what do you have on your cameras, girls?"

"I caught all but the first bit of Philip's actions on my camcorder, Danielle started recording when you ran to the boat."

"You said that we could watch these. How would we do that?"

Shelly smiled at him, "Could you please give me access to the computer, sir. Once I have access, I'll show you."

Henry turned to the computer, turned it on, waited for it to boot up, then entered a password before turning the system to face Shelly. Shelly, meanwhile, had extracted the SD card from her camcorder and once the computer was ready, connected it, transferring the data.

Danielle walked around the corner of the desk so she could watch the images on the computer. The two men and the two girls sat or stood there, watching as Philip was shown repeatedly trying to throw Lee-Anne from the boat, right up to his being hauled onto the speed boat.

Henry swore under his breath, Sam just shook his head, the evidence from the camcorder was that damning. "Danielle's is similar?"

"Yes, sir, except that hers has maybe a minute or so less footage than mine does. Other than that, very similar, just a different angle."

"Different angle?" Sam asked.

"Yes, Danielle was about seventy feet or more down the beach, on the other side from where the buoy near the shore is."

Henry thought for a moment, then said, "So both sets of images clearly show Philip's actions until he was hauled on the boat. I can just imagine what the judge will think when he or she sees these images, Philip has dug himself in rather deep this time, with no way out."

"Sir, we'll be more than happy to copy these on to discs or whatever media the officers decide is appropriate."

Henry sighed. "I guess I had better call the sheriff's office to tell them we have two sets of video images of today's events."

Sam stood up, told Henry that he had changed his mind after seeing the video, he was going to his motel and hoped he and the kids in the camp would have a good summer, then left the building, headed for his car.

Henry turned to the girls, "How long would it take you two to put these images on DVDs and flash drives?"

Shelly giggled, "Maybe five minutes, sir, do you want us to do it now? We'll need clean DVDs and flash drives."

Henry opened the drawers of the desk, rummaged for a few minutes and found a packet of unopened DVD discs. He continued looking for several more minutes, having no luck on finding any flash drives, and told the girls that.

Shelly replied that she would provide the flash drives if he would repay her by buying two new ones for her, Henry agreed.

Fifteen minutes later, after Shelly had make a quick run to her cabin, copies of both sets of images were on DVD and flash drive.

While the girls were transferring it all to the discs and the drives, Henry called the Sheriff's office and passed on the information. He forgot that there were two deputies collecting witness reports, likely in the dining hall at the moment, as that was where many of the kids were.

**********

The kids were getting antsy as the afternoon progressed, they wanted to get out there and have the race. Some were in their cabins, some were in the various lounges, and a fair sized group had gone down to the beach to play beach volleyball while they waited.

The two deputies that had stayed at the camp had not seen Shelly or Danielle before they decided to leave, thinking they had all of the information they were likely to get. They headed out to their car and drove into the sheriff's office to drop off the witness reports they had.

Henry, having finished in the office, wandered down to the beach, and spent some time watching the kids fool around. When he saw that it was 4:20 PM, he walked up to the gong in front of the main building and struck it once. The result was impressive, kids came running from all directions, heading down to the beach, as the gong signalled that the race would be starting soon. Henry followed them.

By the time he reached the beach, the teams were all standing by their boats, waiting for his order to enter the water.

Henry nodded, smiling, then called out, "Boats in the water, you may get in them now."

It took a minute or two before the boats were in the water and everyone was in their particular boat. "Ready... on your mark... get set... go!"

**********

When Lee-Anne heard Henry say "Go!", she dug her oar into the sand to shove the boat forward, feeling Will do the same behind her. Within seconds, their boat was at the back of the lead group, maybe six or seven others ahead of them, with lots of open water.

She started rowing, putting a fair bit of power into her strokes, Will was shifting the boat a bit so they could go by the three boats just ahead of them. Lee-Anne nodded, then laughed as she rowed harder, pulling alongside one of the back three, then passing the group.

Just four boats ahead of them now, and the first turn was approaching. The others seemed to be avoiding the chance of passing on the inside, yet she felt the slight shift of direction from Will that told her they should make the attempt. The pair kept up the pace, managing to slide past the fourth place boat less than twenty feet from the buoy, and they squeezed through the very narrow gap to keep fourth place for now.

They kept the pace strong but steady, and slowly gained on the third place team. Lee-Anne and Will both knew that a slightly bigger turn would be needed there, Lee-Anne spotted a gap in the middle of the boats in front of them and pointed it out to Will, then resumed paddling.

Will noticed her gesturing, saw the gap and added a bit more power to his own strokes, pushing them closer to that gap, then into it, the two of them giving it their all as they saw the second buoy coming up, and then they were through, in second place as they swept around the turn.

The two were starting to feel the effort of maintaining the pace, yet they weren't willing to slow down, so they kept pushing hard.

They were maybe twenty feet behind the lead boat as they went around the third buoy, but they were starting to flag; in a space of a few seconds, Lee-Anne had a brief dizzy spell, they lost about fifteen feet and were almost overtaken by the two boats behind them.

Lee-Anne wasn't about to give up, she kept rowing, putting a bit more strength into each effort, Will was matching her pace. The effort proved somewhat successful, as they began to close in on the lead boat, but there wasn't enough time left to catch them.

Lee-Anne and Will threw it all into the fray, yet in the end, they crossed the finish line in second place, one boat length back. They immediately began to row backwards to slow the boat down a bit, then let it drift in and onto the sand of the beach before they stepped out.

Lee-Anne was worn out, she actually needed Will's help to get out of the boat, but she was happy, she'd done quite well to take second.

Lee-Anne and Will stepped forward to take their second place ribbons, then smiled at the applause before applauding the winners in turn.

**********

A deputy returned to the camp while dinner was in progress, collected the discs and flash drives and asked to speak with Shelly and Danielle. After talking with both of them, and getting written statements, the deputy left the camp, taking the new information to the Sheriff's office.

The rest of that Saturday was spent relaxing; once they had had dinner, Lee-Anne watched a couple of movies in one of the lounges.

Sunday was spent hanging around down at the lake, either swimming, playing beach volleyball or in one of the canoes. Canoeing was one of her favourite activities, she loved rowing out onto the lake and just relaxing as she drifted on the lake's waters. Most of what was left of the remainder of her time at the camp would be spent in the canoes, unless she was dragged into one activity or another.

**********

On the Monday morning after he attacked Lee-Anne, Philip was cuffed and taken to the county courthouse for his first appearance. Once they reached the courthouse, he was placed in a cell a fair bit larger than the one at the lock-up, then made to wait there with nothing to do.

He had no idea how long he had been waiting when a deputy came to his cell, opened it and told him to come out. The deputy, a young female, grabbed him by the arm and pulled him up a back stairway, around a corner, down a hall, then into the side door of a courtroom. Once in the courtroom, she led him over to the defense table, handing him over to the seedy looking man sitting there looking through the arrest details.

Philip looked over at the prosecution table and saw a stack of paper and what looked like two DVDs and two flash drives.

The door at the back of the court opened, the bailiff called out, "All rise! The court of Warren County, in the state of New York, is now in session, the Honorable Judge Winston Purcell presiding." When the judge had seated himself, the bailiff ordered everyone to be seated.

The judge looked down at the court through his half-moon glasses, then asked the bailiff what was on the docket for the day. The bailiff responded that the case in session now was the People vs. Philip Cameron Edwards.

The Judge looked around, shaking his head, asking, "And what are the charges against this individual?"

The prosecutor spoke, "Your Honor, attempted murder in the second degree and reckless endangerment in the second degree.Your Honor, this is his first appearance before the court, we have a fair bit of evidence to look at and pass on to the defense attorney.

"And how much time would you need to fully check and assess the evidence you have?"

"Two weeks, perhaps three, Your Honor, we have nearly 80 witness reports and two videos as evidence."

"Court will be remanded for three weeks, next appearance will be Sept. 6th at 9:30 AM in this courtroom."

"Thank you, your Honor."

**********

When her time at camp was over, Lee-Anne returned to the city, somewhat reinvigorated thanks to the camp, yet also still tense and nervous; there were times when a male being close to her would make her want to back away from them, it wasn't easy to continue to go forward.

School helped, she was able to dive into her studies, something she enjoyed almost as much as being in a canoe.

**********

When the next court date arrived, Philip had to repeat the procedure of the previous one, and waited for some time before he was called. A big dark-skinned deputy took him into the courtroom this time, again leaving him with the seedy looking defence lawyer.

Once the judge was in the room, things proceeded as they had before, up to the point where the Judge asked if they were ready for trial. The prosecutor replied in the affirmative, the defence lawyer initially shook his head, then also replied in the affirmative.

The Judge nodded, saying, "Trial will commence on the 2nd of October at 9:30 AM in this courtroom, court is now adjourned."

**********

The defence lawyer, a young man, maybe 30 years old, left the courtroom, then asked for Philip to be brought to a room for a talk.

Fifteen minutes later, Philip was brought into a small side room, told to sit, and the lawyer entered once the deputies had left.

The defence lawyer shook his head. "Boy, you really pulled a stupid one that day. If the judge ever sees those video records, I can pretty much bet he'd be looking to give you the maximum sentences possible. Any way you look at it, you're going to do some hard time."

Philip glowered up at the lawyer, who was standing on the other side of the small square table. "How much time are we talking about?"

"Five years absolute minimum for the attempted murder, all the way up to fifteen, six months to a year for the reckless endangerment."

"And if we go to trial?"

"If we go to trial, the odds on you getting a longer sentence for the attempted murder will be much higher, the judge could go for the maximum, there's no way to say, really. If it reaches that point, you had best be praying that the judge is in a damn good mood when sentencing comes.

"The other choice we have is to offer a deal to the prosecution, you could end up with more than the minimum for the attempted murder, but it would be very unlikely for them to seek the highest sentence there. For the other charge, six months to a year is not a lot in comparison.

Philip sat back in the chair. "I'll need to think about it. We won't be in court for almost four weeks, right?"

"That is correct."

"Then I have time to think about it. Could I meet you some time next week, I guess it would be at the lock-up?"

"I'll need to check my calendar, but that should be possible." He waved to a deputy outside the door, when it opened, he said, "I'm done here."

The deputy grabbed Philip by the arm and returned him to the cells. Two hours later, he was back in the lock-up.

**********

On the Thursday of the following week. Philip's lawyer showed up at the lock-up, asking the deputies to leave so they could talk privately.

"Well, Philip, your options now are the same as what I outlined to you last week, what do you want to do?"

"Ask for a deal, suggest five to seven for the attempted murder, parole in two or three years, and a half year for the reckless endangerment."

"You're absolutely clear on that, Philip? If you say yes, once I leave here, the decision will be in the prosecutor's hands."

Philip leaned forward, growling, "I said it, I meant it!"

The lawyer snapped, "Cool it! If you keep acting like that, you're going to get a lot of beatings once you're in the state penitentiary."

Philip grumbled, "All right, all right.I did mean what I said, though."

The lawyer turned around, yelled for the deputies to let him out, and when they had, he left the building.

***********

Three hours later, Philip's lawyer finally reached the prosecutor, one Carter Philberts.

"Hi, Carter, the kid wants to cut a deal, five to seven for the attempted murder, two or three years for parole, six months for the endangerment."

"Hi, Paxton. Hmmm... we can work with that, odds are that's the minimum we likely would get, although that might not have been the case if the judge ever saw those discs or flash drives. It's so clearly shown what he was doing and his intentions toward the girl. And that's not even counting the fact that the girl in question is a transsexual, thus could easily be considered the victim of a hate crime."

Paxton replied, "I must have missed seeing that, but you're right, if the Judge heard that, he'd throw the book at this kid."

"So five to seven for the main charge, two or three years for parole depending on the five or seven, and six months for the second charge?"

"Yes, that's the way he said it, I was kind of surprised at how easily he dropped that into our chat earlier."

"I'll start things rolling on that tomorrow. You know Judge Purcell is going to be quite annoyed when he hears a deal was made."

"Yeah, he's not going to be too happy about having his time wasted, that could backfire on the kid. Not our choice, now."

"You're right about that, Paxton. See you in court in a few weeks, if not sooner."

**********

On the 2nd of October, Philip was hauled out of his cell, cuffed and taken to the courthouse one last time.

When he was finally escorted up to the courtroom, he noted that it was 9:50 AM as he sat down beside his attorney.

A few minutes later, the Judge entered, things proceeded as normal until the Judge spoke.

"So... there's a deal on the table, I've heard the terms, but something is bothering me. Just what are you two pulling on me here?"

The prosecutor stood, saying, "I'm not sure what you mean, Your Honor." Defense voiced his agreement.

"What am I not being told about this case that makes him so eager to cut a deal with you, Carter?"

Carter shook his head, there was no way out of it now. "May I approach the bench, Your Honor?"

"You may." Carter then walked up close to the bench and started talking quietly to the Judge. At one point, the Judge voiced a startled, "He what? And the girl?" When Carter nodded and continued talking, the Judge's face began to turn rather red.

The prosecutor eventually finished talking and returned to his customary place in the courtroom.

The Judge sat there on his bench, shaking his head, then looked down at the defense table with a steely glare in his eyes. "I know what you people agreed on, but with what i just heard, I'm of half a mind to hand down the maximum sentence for the first charge right now."

Philip blanched, hoping that things wouldn't get any worse than they already were.

"Yet, there are parts of what I've just heard that make giving such a sentence something I cannot do. Will the defendant please rise?"

Philip slowly stood up, his knees shaking quite visibly as he waited for the Judge's next words.

"Philip Cameron Edwards, I sentence you to ten years for attempted murder and six months for reckless endangerment. The sentences will be concurrent and on the first charge, you shall not have the option for parole for at least five years. Court is adjourned."

As The Winds Guide Me: Prologue

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Intersex

Other Keywords: 

  • Eighteenth Century

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My name is Maeryn McNiall, Wolf's Daughter. My father was a veritable giant of a man by the name of Wilhelm McNiall, also called Wolflord.

Even though I lived with my father through my early years, I never really got to know the man. It wasn't until after I took to the high seas in my eighteenth summer that I found out he had been a famed warrior on the mainland which is where he met my mother long ago.

He brought her back to our pretty little southwestern corner of Eire, what folks call Ireland nowadays. Our little village was located on the west shore of the bay that forms the inner southern edge of the hammerhead shaped piece of land at the west end of the Dingle.

I came into this world on Midsummer's Eve of the year 1759. My mother died in the birthing, leaving my father alone and forlorn.

By the time I was just seven years old, I stood as tall as four of the boys in the village, even though they were all five or six years older.

At that point, my father took to the seas again, returning to his warrior ways and I only saw him on those rare times he would return home.

About a month after I turned ten, my father left home for what would be the last time. I never saw him alive again.

I was still growing like a weed, and at that time, I stood as tall as all but the tallest man in the village, one Fergus McAirdrie by name.

To this day, I have no idea why, but Darga McTeague and her husband Celmar took me in, even though they already had three children. Their eldest was a young lass of seven at the time, the middle child a boy of five summers and the younger girl barely two years old.

Celmar was a fisherman, sometimes he would fish in the bay near the village, other times he would go out on the open sea.

Shortly after they took me in, Celmar started to teach me how to fish and how to steer a boat in all kinds of weather. The next five years or so were a mostly enjoyable time for me, barring the feelings I had over knowing my father was most likely dead somewhere.

Then, on a stormy night in early November of the year I turned fifteen, Celmar went out alone and perished in the storm which turned into a fierce gale that pounded the headland all that night. His body didn't come up on the shore until three days after the storm had ended.

For the two years that followed his death, I became the fisherman of the house, going out in almost any weather. Like Celmar before me, many times I would be lucky to bring home a few handfuls of fish; at other times, it was all I could do to lift the net out of the water.

When I managed to get a good haul, I would give some of the fish to the villagers, as a few of them provided all our wheat and corn. Perhaps three or four others kept watch on the combined flock of roughly seventy sheep owned by various folks in the village.

We each could have been greedy with our crops and such, but we had learned that it was a good thing to help others through the lean times, especially folk you had known all of your life. Because we supported each other, the village survived when others had faded away.

At that time, I was following in the footsteps of my father all too clearly, although I had no beard and my voice was still rather girlish. I now looked down on even old Fergus by at least six inches and it looked like I still had some growing to do. I suppose I shouldn't have been too surprised, as I knew my father had been very tall himself, just a few inches short of reaching seven feet in height.

My mother, even though I never had the chance to know her, was also quite tall, standing a few inches over six feet when she and my father met in western France the year before I was born. What I didn't know was that she too was a warrior, perhaps not on the field of battle unless she managed to sneak out there without being noticed, but she was one of only a few who could hold their own with my father.

I suppose that was one of the things that attracted him to her. I cannot fathom the way he felt when I was born and he lost her.

Well, it was in the following winter that my body finally started to mature, except it was doing so in the feminine way, not the masculine one. In the early days of the new year of 1775, something inside me broke free and made its way through my body to a spot just under my cock.

Whatever it was, the damn thing was sharp, wickedly sharp. It pierced through the thin flap of flesh under my cock and opened it wide. That was when I received an even bigger shock; I'd been feeling rather irritable, with some nausea and I screamed when I saw blood come out.

That brought Darga from her small room in the back of the simple house at a run. She took a quick look and promptly started giggling, then decided to explain it to me. "Maeryn, child, the priests may have thought ye were a lad, but ye are a lass and this is your first blood."

I stared up at her from my bed in the corner of the main room in absolute shock. It took me a moment to understand what she had said, then I shook my head and whispered, "I'm a girl? But... I still look like a lad, albeit a very large one and the fishing has made me quite strong."

Darga laughed again, "Ye'll be growing breasts soon enough and a womanly shape to go with it. It may take a few years, though."

In the early summer after my first blood, a man came to the village from the outside world on a rather old but solid seagoing vessel. His name was Colin MacAlister, and he had been a warrior on the mainland for several years. He'd heard of my father but had never met him.

At the time, I still didn't know my father had been a fairly renowned warrior.

Anyway, there was some weaponry that my father had left behind, sized for someone his height or fairly close to it. Colin saw me eying his sword and shield one morning and bluntly asked me why I was doing it. My reply was that I wanted to learn how to protect myself and others.

So I spent the summer months, then through the fall and winter of that year and into the spring learning how to use the sword and shield. Once the seas had settled down enough to permit travel of a not so rough nature, Colin made his farewells and left the village.

It did take nearly as long as Darga had thought, I suppose, my body seemed hell bent on catching up in womanly characteristics as it had been on gaining height and strength before that. Now I not only towered over everyone else here, but I looked every inch a lass as well.

I stood there one early summer morning just before my eighteenth name day and looked in the scrap of mirror leaning against the wall on top of the simple clothes cabinet I had for my personal clothing. Old Fergus was a worker of wood and had made it to fit my height.

My breasts had filled in quite a bit since that first bleeding time, but they still looked slightly small on my very large frame. That didn't stop the young men from ogling them at every opportunity they could find or contrive. Heck, even the older men ogled them constantly.

My hips had widened a lot over the last two years or so, several women would look at me, saying things under their breath that I was just able to hear clearly, things like, "With hips like that, she'll have nae problem bearing children if she can find a man willing to bed her!"

I wasn't particularly enamoured of comments like that, but what was I going to say about it? It was easier to just ignore it all.

Since my body started changing, I had taken Darga's three children out with me and had taught them how to catch fish in the bay and outside of it as well. There was something that was calling me to go out into the wide world, and I didn't want to leave Darga's family unfed.

She must have realized what I was doing through those long months, as she confronted me last night as I readied myself to sleep.

"So ye'll be leaving us soon, then, girl? Do ye intend to follow your father and become a warrior, or just to roam the world?" Darga asked.

I'd learned to call her mam over the years that I had lived in her house. "Honestly, mam, I don't know for sure. I just have to go and soon!"

"I thought that might be the case with ye, girl," she replied. "I've seen the restlessness in ye, ye are just like your father was years ago."

"If I could stay here and not have the world out there calling to me, mam, I'd do it. But I canna stay here longer, not with the way the boys and men here all seem to think of me as a prime bitch to be taken. If I stayed, mam, one or more men would die by my hand, aye?"

"'Tis so, girl, I've seen the way they look at ye. At least ye've had some training with your father's spare gear, that will stand ye well out there."

"I sure do hope so, mam. I will miss all of ye, know that for true, but I will try to return here whenever I can get a chance to do so."

I'd spent some of my spare time over the previous winter and spring in modifying the spare fishing boat to take a mast over which I could drape one or two sails to help me as I traveled the many seas out there and in adding a rough but serviceable tiller for steering it.

And so, a few days later, on the day after my eighteenth naming day had been celebrated, I set off in my little boat to see the world.

Betrayed

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Language
  • CAUTION: Not Work-Safe
  • CAUTION: Physical or Emotional Abuse
  • CAUTION: Rape / Sexual Assault
  • CAUTION: Suicide
  • CAUTION: Violence

Audience Rating: 

  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

Publication: 

  • 7,500 < Novelette < 17,500 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Transitioning

TG Elements: 

  • Estrogen / Hormones
  • Girls' School / School Girl
  • Gym Class / Cheerleaders

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

This is NOT a pretty story. It might look like it takes a page or nine from Zoe's Becoming Robin and similar stories by other authors, but in the end, this is a tragedy, plain and simple. Every single warning listed at the top of the story is appropriate.

The story ends with two big scenes: a rather descriptive rape scene followed soon after by a very graphic suicide scene.

All characters are fictional, the school is loosely based on one that actually exists in Pittsfield, Massachusetts.

**********

Colleen Cynthia McGregor walked down the school hall from her English class toward her next class, algebra. She didn't particularly like math, but knew that having at least a semi-solid foundation in it might help her in the years ahead, whether at college or at work.

Colleen was quite tall at 5'11", weighed about 160 pounds, her shoulder length dark auburn hair and emerald eyes were her best features.

She was fifteen and this was her first day in a brand new high school. It was scary, but the kids seemed to be cool so far. The change of schools was felt to be necessary, as Colleen was in the process of undergoing her real life test. As far as she was concerned, it was only the business of her parents and the school staff, but Colleen had been Christopher Charles until the end of the school year in the old town.

Her algebra class was spent trying to follow the teacher's explanations and working on problems he had put on the blackboard. At the end of the class, she had to rush to a private staff shower room not far from the big gym and change, as her next class was physical education. The shower room was close to the gym with half a dozen lockers, a few benches and a row of three sinks against one wall below a large mirror.

This led to her thinking about the legal wrangling that had gone on before she even started here. The school board had known that the new student was a 15 year old pre-operative transsexual and had been trying to prevent her from participating in physical education. It had taken three meetings and a stern speech from the moderator involved before the board had finally capitulated and promised to revise the regulations. They had not backed down on enforcing the requirement that Colleen change clothing and shower separately from everyone else.

**********

Once she had finished changing, Colleen scurried into the big gym, found the girls and sat down at one end of the group. This school had a solid reputation among its various athletic teams, which consisted of boys teams for soccer, basketball, baseball and lacrosse, girls teams for volleyball, soccer, basketball, gymnastics and softball, and co-ed teams for cross-country running, alpine skiing, swimming, tennis, track and field, golf, ice hockey, field hockey and bowling. This gave lots of choices that a girl could pick from for athletics.

She listened to the teacher, a woman known to everyone else as Coach Edwards, as she explained that they would be doing preliminary physical testing to determine the capabilities of each student, with the intent of learning which teams might benefit from their being on them.

Colleen watched as several girls went through brief but thorough testing for flexibility, agility, strength and overall physical condition. Then it was her turn, the coach ran her through the same brief tests, giving praise where it was due and encouragement when needed. Colleen thought she had sucked big time, but as she watched the rest of the girls, she saw that some were just as left-footed and clumsy as she had been.

At the end of that first physical education class, Colleen was called back by the teacher as she was about to leave the gym. Coach Edwards spent the next few minutes saying that she thought, with some regular exercise and training, Colleen could be ready by basketball season. "Look, Colleen, you have the height for it, you just need to learn how to move and to build up your strength and flexibility. Practice, okay?"

"Yes, Coach, I'll do that. Thanks."

She started to walk away, but was called back again and Coach handed her a late pass. Colleen ran into the shower room and wasted no time on getting clean. She quickly towelled herself dry once she was finished, dressed, put on a bit of lipstick, then headed to her next class.

**********

Home economics was her next class, her mom had suggested it to her, saying it would be useful to her later on in life. It was totally new to her; she entered, handed the late pass to the teacher, walked to the first of two empty seats, then sat and focused on the teacher.

This specific class seemed to be about learning to prepare a quick but decent meal, Colleen ended up being paired with a short, slim redhead with bright green twinkling eyes and a ready smile who introduced herself as Bethany, then they were busy following directions.

The class was over before she even realized it, now it was time for lunch in the huge cafeteria. The teacher had said that they shouldn't waste the food they had just made, so one person in most of the pairs carried a pyrex casserole dish as they walked to the cafeteria.

Once they were in the cafeteria, they proceeded to the line, where a staff person was waiting; the staff person noticed the dishes many of the students were carrying and handed a stack of paper plates and a big spoon over to Colleen who happened to be at the head of the group next to Bethany. The pyrex dishes were not very large, just big enough to give four reasonable servings which Colleen started spooning on the plates. The class members who had been carrying the other dishes passed them to Bethany as Colleen filled the plates.

It didn't take more than a few minutes to serve 28 plates, the number of students in the class, the rest of the dishes were handed to the staff person who carried them one by one up the counter to the serving area. Other students could eat it if they wished to do so. It should be noted that there were only five dishes remaining once Colleen had served the class, two pairs had burnt theirs to the point of inedibility.

**********

She had science, chemistry this year, then American history and world geography filling the rest of her school day. Colleen had done biology last year at her old school, chemistry was a different way of looking at things, she actually found she was interested as the class continued.

American history wasn't really new to her, she'd had that in her old school, so it was mostly just a review of known information. World geography, on the other hand, might be interesting, as it could help her to learn more about different parts of the world.

Now that classes were done for the day, she wandered to the office and sat on a chair by the office door. Her mom worked long hours, often leaving home no later than 7:30 AM and returning around 6 or 6:30 PM. One of the teachers here, Ms. Blankenship, lived on the other side of Becket, the small town in Massachusetts Colleen and her mother had moved to at the beginning of the summer.

Colleen couldn't even remember her father, he had run off two months before her third birthday and had never paid child support. Colleen was happy enough to get rides to and from school with Ms. Blankenship, it was less hassle than riding a bicycle nineteen miles each way.

She didn't have to wait very long, then they were headed out to Ms. Blankenship's 2010 cherry red Ford Mustang for the trip home.

**********

Colleen liked Ms. Blankenship, she was one of the teachers who acted as if Colleen had been born female, which made Colleen happy.

"So Colleen, how was your first day?"

"Not bad, Ms. Blankenship, mostly just one class after another, although I did have fun cooking in Home Ec this morning. I've never really cooked at all, well, not beyond making toast, so it was a whole new experience, and I met Bethany Mathews in that class. She and I were the only people in the class that hadn't picked partners already, so the teacher paired us up; the food turned out well enough, I think. Better than the two boy-girl pairs in that class, they were so busy staring at their partners that their food ended up burnt."

"You do know that that is only one of the skills they teach in that class. Mrs. Johns loves to watch her students as they learn new skills. I'll bet that you'll also be learning simple sewing and how to make a pattern for a dress before the month is over, Colleen."

"You're most likely right, Ms. Blankenship. Thanks for the ride, see you in the morning," as the car stopped in front of her house.

**********

Colleen let herself into the house, then closed and locked the door before she kicked off her shoes and headed into the dining room. Mom had told her that she was to do her homework when she returned home from school each day, so she pulled out three textbooks, math, world geography and chemistry, plus she had to read the first chapter of To Kill A Mockingbird by Harper Lee by Friday.

Her math teacher had noticed her difficulty with the algebra, so had given her several fairly simple problems to do. It took her almost 45 minutes to work her way through the ten problems, she thought she had them right. She completed a small quiz from the end of the first chapter in her geography text before she turned to her chemistry book and read through the first few pages of the initial chapter.

She was still reading when the front door opened and her mother Elizabeth entered, then dropped her heavy purse on the hall table.

When her mother asked how her first day had been, Colleen gave her a brief rundown of her day, including that she had actually enjoyed the home economics class, having survived her own cooking there; with a brief pause to catch her breath, she continued, saying that the coach thought she could play for the basketball team, but she needed to work on improving her strength and flexibility.

Elizabeth chuckled, then strode over to the other side of the coffee table in the living room, opened it and pulled out three boxed discs and a set of velcro weights for wrists and ankles. "Use these for half an hour a day and you'll be ready when basketball starts. You could also go for walks around here, but that's up to you. There are lots of ways to get basic exercise, you can decide what works for you."

Elizabeth strode into the kitchen and took off her suit jacket before putting on an apron and washing her hands. "Time to make dinner, get in here, Colleen." She waited until Colleen was standing next to her, then said, "I'm going to make a stew, something we can eat in about an hour. Wash your hands, pull out three medium potatoes, rinse them, chop them into half-inch cubes, then do the same with two carrots.

"I'm grabbing the sliced venison your Uncle Jesse sent us the other day; I'll cut a piece off, thaw it a bit in the microwave and cut it into chunks. Now I'll turn on the back burner, set it to a bit above medium with a cup of water in the pot; let it get to a boil for now."

Colleen and her mother worked next to each other for several minutes. "Water's boiling," her mother said, "Add the potatoes and turn it down to medium. We'll add the meat in about five minutes, then the carrots a few minutes after that, cover it and stir it once in a while."

The two women sat down at the dining room table once the remaining meat had been returned to the freezer and the countertop had been wiped. The next 45 minutes were spent in quiet chatter, with one of them getting up to stir the stew now and then.

"You'll notice I only added about a cup of water initially, well, a lot of that will go as the stew cooks. If I had wanted a soup instead of a stew, I would have added another cup or even two to the pot at the beginning. Notice how you can smell it now?" Elizabeth asked.

"Yes, mom, it's actually starting to smell good."

"You're right, it is, but give it another fifteen minutes, then tell me what you think."

Colleen placed a glass, fork, knife, spoon and napkin at two seats near the kitchen end of the table, then sat down again.

Shortly before the fifteen minutes ended, Colleen's stomach rumbled, the smell was driving her bonkers. Elizabeth stood up, walked over to the stove, turned off the burner, then used a glove to take the pot off the stove as she grabbed a cutting board and placed the pot on it. She pulled two stoneware bowls from a cupboard, filled each bowl with some of the stew, then handed one to Colleen as they walked to the table. Just as Elizabeth was about to sit, she remembered the bread; she walked to the fridge, put four slices on a side plate and set it on the table.

The two sat down and enjoyed their meal and their time together, they barely saw each other in the mornings. Both had seconds.

**********

The next few weeks were much the same, school, then home, study, help mom make dinner, relax for a bit and then bedtime.

At the start of the third week of September, Mrs. Johns, the home economics teacher, informed the students that they would be spending the next two weeks learning basic sewing skills, including how to repair things like buttons and torn seams.

Colleen and Bethany had continued to pair up in that class, and were beginning to become friends.

Colleen practiced her basketball skills whenever she could find the time; she had also started using those exercise discs her mom had shown her at the beginning of the school year, and her body was starting to show the effects of all of the exercise. She lost about five pounds over those first few weeks, much of that being leftover baby fat, and added more muscle to her legs and arms.

Coach Edwards would occasionally pick her out and have her do free throws, lay ups and other skills. After one such session, Coach called her over and spoke to her. "I'm impressed, Miss McGregor. By the time we start playing in two months, you'll be ready for it."

**********

Colleen was also getting fairly regular lessons on cooking from her mother, on top of whatever she learned in home economics. By the end of September, she was actually planning their weekly meal schedule and deciding what groceries were needed each week. She could have cooked at home if she wanted, but she actually preferred to do it with her mother, she was learning so much and it was fun that way.

**********

In early October, Colleen started seeing a new girl in her English, physical education and chemistry classes. A few days after she first noticed the new girl, Colleen approached her, "Hi, I'm Colleen, I noticed you're new here. I'm fairly new myself, we moved here in the summer."

The new girl, almost as tall as Colleen herself, replied to Colleen, her voice a mix of an Irish lilt and a slight southern drawl, "We moved here from Texas over the weekend, we still have what looks like half the house to unpack, gahhh! I'm Bridget, by the way."

The two girls continued chatting until they parted ways for their next class.

**********

At the next day's physical education class, Bridget was put through her paces, testing various basketball skills, then she informed the coach that she had played on the girls' basketball team last year at her previous school as a power forward.

Coach perked up, then thought for a moment. "If we use you as a power forward and Colleen as a small forward, with Tiffany as center, and Deborah and Vicky as shooting and point guards for our main line, we might have a shot at the state championships in March. The second line would be Christy as power forward, Janelle as small forward, Vanessa as center, and Jillian and Terri as shooting and point guards."

The whole class listened intently, they hadn't reached the state championships in over twenty years, the last time had been in '94.

Coach Edwards grinned, then waved at the floor, "First line, this basket, second line, opposite basket. Let's see what you can do."

The next twenty minutes passed as the two lines practiced under Coach's watchful eyes. "We just might have a chance with those two girls."

**********

Bethany and Colleen grew closer as the weeks passed, as did Bridget and Colleen. Colleen felt good about having friends. Colleen had been planning on a quiet Halloween with her mother, but now that she had two friends in school, she thought it might be nice if they could have some fun over the last weekend in October. She talked to her mom, then invited both girls over for the Saturday afternoon and evening.

On the Saturday afternoon, which happened to be October 29th, Bridget and Bethany arrived within minutes of each other.

The three girls spent the afternoon and evening having fun, even helping Elizabeth as she and Colleen prepared the meal.

Everything was fine until just after 8 PM. Colleen had gone to use the washroom, but had forgotten to lock the door, and Bridget walked in on her before she could pull up her panties. Bridget was in the midst of going off like a rocket when Bethany joined them.

"You... you're no fucking girl. What the fuck do you think you're doing, faking being a girl, damn you?"

Bethany stepped in, grabbing Bridget who was raising her fist and shaking it at Colleen. "Bridget, dammit, listen to me! Tell me just ONCE that you've seen Colleen acting like any of the boys we have in our grade, or any of the other grades; I've never seen anything like that myself!"

Bridget dropped her arm, then stood there thinking for a few minutes. "You're right, Bethany, neither have I. I'll listen now."

Colleen, who had been shaking with fear since the confrontation started, sighed with relief as she fell back onto the toilet seat. "Just give me a minute or two, please, and I'll come out there and explain everything to both of you. Bridget, girl, you had me bloody terrified!"

Bethany let go of Bridget's arm and the two girls left the washroom, heading back to the comfy sofa in the living room.

Once she was finished in the washroom, Colleen spent the next hour explaining everything that led to their moving here where no one knew her and she could have a chance to safely attend school as a girl. She also explained that she had been taking blockers to prevent male puberty for the last seven months after seeing a psychiatrist several times, and that she would be starting hormones once she turned 16 in the middle of December. She told them she was now about four months along on the two year long real life test she would need before surgery.

Both Bethany and Bridget were stunned by everything that Colleen had experienced. Bridget was openly crying and apologizing profusely about midway through the explanations, which slowed things down a bit, and Bethany was having a hard time holding back tears herself.

Bethany's mother arrived just after 10:15 PM to pick her up. Bridget's mother showed up just before 10:30 PM.

**********

School continued, and the three girls formed their own group, meeting once or twice during the week and all day Saturday when possible.

The basketball season was due to start a week from this Friday, and the whole team was nervous about whether they could handle it. Coach Edwards kept them all working hard in practices after school two nights a week, and sometimes during physical education classes.

Coach had set up a board in her office that showed all twelve of their scheduled games. Most of those were on Thursday afternoons, so that there wouldn't be any conflict with the football games that usually took place on Fridays, and the cheerleaders could be at both games. The one exception to the Thursday afternoon games was the week right before Christmas, they would play on the Wednesday instead.

**********

Colleen was enjoying school more than she had for a long time. Her abilities to do schoolwork were never in question, she had no trouble pulling at least Bs in most of her courses in her old school, rather, it had been her height and awkwardness because of that height. She'd had 'beanpole' thrown at her so often it was annoying, then there were the ones that called her 'stretch', 'stringbean' and 'stilts' among other things.

It was weird being the tallest student in her entire grade last year, some of the boys gave her a hard time over it; she figured it was more because she was not only tall, but rather skinny too, she was all lean muscle and bone. It took her months before she felt comfortable with her height and that was due more to the fact that she was seeing a psych about her need to be female as much as for problems with her height.

After the students in Mrs. Johns' class had learned some basic sewing and had also learned some more cooking skills, she announced on the last Friday in November that they would be learning to make a dress which they would wear for the Valentine's Day dance.

The two boys were aghast at the possibility they would have to make dresses until Mrs. Johns informed them they would make suits instead.

**********

The Pittsfield Mid-town HighSchool's Lady Panthers had their first basketball game on Thursday, December 1st against Hampshire Regional High School. It was a home game for the Panthers, so they could expect some decent support from their fans.

The game started all right, with the score showing 11 -10 for the Panthers after the first quarter. It slowed down a bit in the second quarter, they maintained the lead at the half with a score of 20-17. There had been a lot of running up and down the court, the kids were starting to tire.

Someone fouled Colleen in the third quarter, they'd pulled her down so she landed on her left knee on the hardwood floor. She managed to sink one of the two foul shots, the score now standing at 31 - 30 for Hampshire. Colleen was pulled off to rest for a while, the coach wrapped some ice in a towel and placed that around Colleen's knee, telling her to keep it elevated.

The two teams were staying fairly close in points, but Hampshire still had a four point lead with just two minutes left in the game. Colleen leaned over and asked the Coach to let her play. She pulled the towel off, flexed her leg several times, the Coach shrugged and waved her in.

Just 2:03 left on the clock, a four point deficit, and a slightly injured player jogging back onto the floor as her replacement walked off. The rest of the line looked at Colleen in surprise, they had been expecting her to be out for the rest of the game, not back on the boards.

The ball went up, Tiffany dropped it back to Colleen who passed it back to Deborah. Deborah ran with it halfway up the court, then passed it over to Bridget. Colleen kept moving forward, Bridget couldn't shoot, but did pass it to Colleen who made a nice lay up for two points.

The clock was down to 1:16 now, still a two point deficit, could they do it or not? No one knew at that point as the ball went up again. The center for Hampshire grabbed it, passed it to one of their guards, and the ball started moving down the court.

The guard managed to get a pass through to the Hampshire small forward, who went for a lay up, just missing the basket. Deborah grabbed the ball as it came off the backboard, then started moving back up the court. Someone fouled Deborah just after she crossed mid-court.

Deborah bounced in place at the free throw line; when the whistle blew, she threw the ball, it hit the back board, bounced off the rim of the net, then down to one of the Hampshire players who started to run it down the court, then passed to the Hampshire center.

With 28 seconds left just as the Hampshire center went to shoot, she landed slightly wrong, her foot skidding forward half a step as the ball left her hands. There was no foul called, the ball bounced off the backboard and into Vicky's waiting hands.

Vicky passed to Bridget, who ran for a moment, then passed it to Tiffany who took off to the other end. Time was running out, just eleven seconds left, no one was open. Wait, Colleen was clear! Tiffany passed the ball, Colleen spun and shot, the ball swished through the hoop!

The small crowd went crazy, their team had come back and won the first game of the season with a three point shot at the last second!

**********

Colleen hadn't been following the football team, their last game was the day after the girl's basketball team's first game. Win or lose didn't really matter, as the football team wouldn't be in the state tournament this year with a 6 and 3 record prior to their last game. Two teams in the area had posted perfect records so far, with at least four others only having a single loss, and there was still one more game to play.

More than half of the football team had been at our first game, so it was only fair that we be there for their last one this year.

We were the home team, so the kick-off went to the other team's 36 yard line, one of their players caught it and ran it back to our 45 yard line before Brandon Edwinston brought him down. Two more plays brought a touchdown, the kick put us down 7 - 0 after three minutes of play.

Maybe it wasn't our day, it sure as heck seemed that way to her. By halftime, the score was 33 - 12 for the other team. It didn't get any better in the second half, except the scoring for both sides slowed down a bit, the final score was 53 - 23. Our football season was officially over.

One of our players had been tackled and fallen rather badly under at least three of the opposing team, resulting in a broken leg. Colleen had been told at some point in the game that injuries like that one were fairly common in football, it was rare to not have injuries in a season.

**********

School was good, playing basketball was quite a bit of fun for Colleen. By the time of the Christmas break, Pittsfield Mid-town HS had a 4 - 0 record. To say that Coach Edwards was pleased would have been an understatement, no one had expected the team to be doing this well.

Bethany would be having Christmas dinner with her family, but Bridget, her parents and her two sisters were still new to the area. Colleen and Bridget had talked about it several times, and the result was that Colleen and her mom would have Christmas dinner at Bridget's house.

On a side note, Colleen received her first dose of estrogen the day after her 16th birthday, she was almost bouncing off the walls.

On Christmas morning, Colleen and Elizabeth were up by 7 AM, they grabbed some fresh coffee and spent half an hour opening presents. Colleen received several pieces of clothing, a new purse, a small make-up package and a couple of music CDs.

She had given her mother two new suits she had found at a store in Pittsfield a few weeks ago, the suits had been displayed with a 65% discount from their original price of $200 each. She had also bought a purse for her mother, a pair of nice shoes, and a few books.

**********

At 11 AM, Colleen and Elizabeth locked up the house, climbed into Elizabeth's 2014 Toyota 4Runner and drove into Pittsfield to join Bridget and her family for their Christmas dinner, arriving just before 11:30 due to the slippery condition of the roads in the area.

Both had worn fairly nice skirt and blouse sets, clothing suitable for a nice friendly dinner. They hadn't been inside for more than ten minutes when Bridget's mother, Elaine, asked if they could help a bit in the kitchen, she would supply aprons to help keep their clothes clean.

It seems they had forgotten to do the dishes from the night before, and some of them would likely be needed, as they didn't have anything remotely resembling formal dinnerware in the house. Colleen and Elizabeth shrugged, put on the aprons, and were soon busy as bees.

Once the dishes were finished, they were set to work on making sure the table was as clean as it could possibly be. That didn't take very long, maybe ten minutes as it was a twelve seat table with the extenders in the middle, then they were asked to keep an eye on the oven.

Various little chores kept needing to be done, these kept Colleen and Elizabeth busy until just before the food was ready to serve. The turkey had been sitting on the counter for about an hour, making everyone's stomach rumble as the other dishes were set on the table.

The full table was needed, as Bridget's mother's sister and her family had shown up just in time, only one seat was left unused.

The next hour passed in contented enjoyment of the meal, including the pies Colleen and Elizabeth had watched in the oven earlier.

**********

New Year's Eve was quiet, Colleen and Elizabeth stayed home and watched the ball drop in Times Square before heading to their beds.

It was back to school on the Monday after New Year's, and back to the grind. As before, the school work wasn't giving her much trouble, other than the fact that math was not her thing. The real fun was the basketball practices and the games each week.

No one in the school could explain it, the school remained unbeaten as the month of January crept onward. Their seventh game was a tough one, they had to play Hampshire again, this time at Hampshire due to having a limited number of high schools in their part of the state.

Hampshire took an early lead, ending the first quarter with a score of 13 - 11 in their favour. They extended that lead a bit in the second quarter, which ended with a score of 24 - 21. It was the third quarter where things started to get interesting, though.

Hampton pulled the ball back from the toss, the center passing it off to the power forward, then the forward ran up the court. People weren't sure whether the girl was paying attention or not, as she steamrolled a Pittsfield player just after crossing the mid-court.

The Pittsfield player in question, Vicky Preston, received two foul throw shots and put both in the basket. The score was now 24 - 23.

The tide turned, from then on, it was a rout. In the rest of the second half, Pittsfield added 23 points, Hampshire 11, final score was 46 - 35.

Seven games, seven wins, the school was climbing the walls in their excitement. Could they stay unbeaten for the rest of the season?

**********

Colleen had been working her butt off to get her dress finished before Valentine's Day. It was February 9th now, and the dance was being held next Tuesday afternoon from 4 PM to 9 PM in the school gymnasium. She didn't have much work left to do, but she wanted to do it right.

She was working on the side seam, making sure everything was properly aligned, when she discovered she had somehow attached the right sleeve of her nice linen blouse to the seam she was doing, and had to call to the teacher to be rescued, which took the rest of the class.

She was slightly annoyed at what had happened, but realized that the dress would likely be finished in tomorrow's class.

There was another basketball game tonight, she hoped they would win, they were still unbeaten with a 9 - 0 record.

The game was a rout from start to finish, the other team was fumbling or tripping all over the place, the final score ended up being 38 - 17.

Only two games left in the regular season now, they were running 10 - 0. The entire school was loving it, the last time a basketball team there had had a perfect record had been the men's team 37 years before in '79, so everyone figured it was about time for another perfect season.

**********

She had managed to get the dress done on the Friday afternoon and had taken it home to show it to her mother, who was quite pleased.

The day of the dance arrived, she was quite nervous, as she had never attended a dance before as a female, this was brand new to her. As far as she could tell, she had done all right in the classes today; there wasn't time to go home, so she changed in the shower room.

She had a lot of fun; even being as nervous as she was, she must have danced with a dozen boys, maybe more. Thankfully, there had been no alcohol at the dance, although one boy tried to sneak a bottle of Johnny Walker Black into the gymnasium and was promptly suspended.

The biggest issue that happened at the dance was the fight just after 8 PM involving Patrick Dunston, one of the four followers of Thomas Devinson, who just happened to be the biggest troublemaker in all the high schools in Pittsfield. Not only that, but his father was fairly wealthy, and had recently become a partner in a law firm in Pittsfield; every incident in the last three years had been dropped with no reason given.

One of the juniors had been interested in a girl that Patrick was thought to have dumped over the Christmas holidays, but when Patrick spotted the young man kissing that girl near the back of the gymnasium, he lost it and knocked the boy out with three fast punches to the face.

Even with over six hundred witnesses to the assault, everyone expected it to disappear like every other incident involving Devinson's Devils.

**********

The second last game of the basketball season was an easy one, Pittsfield Mid-town HS romped off with the win, the final score was 41 - 26.

The next big project in Colleen's home economics class required them to make either a curtain or a table cloth, their choice; rather than use the sewing machines, they would have to hand sew the edges of the item which would require quite a lot of time before it would be finished.

Colleen was happy to have been put in the course; since school started, her cooking skills had gone from almost nonexistent to fairly good, and her skills in other areas were not far behind. Wandering in a fabric shop that evening, she found a gorgeous design of a dragon just as it was rising from the ground, wings spread wide as it leapt into the air; the images were gold in colour against a deep purple background.

She purchased enough of the cloth to make a beautiful piece for the class, then took it home to show it to her mother, who loved it on sight.

**********

It was the night of the final game of the basketball season; if they won this one, they would have the school's first perfect record in 37 years.

The team they had to play tonight was one of the tougher ones in their area, Pittsfield had very narrowly won against them earlier this season.

The first quarter ended with the other teaming leading by one, the score being 13 - 12 at that point. Colleen had scored a three pointer and a foul shot as part of her team's twelve points so far. At this point, the game could go either way, it was very nicely balanced.

The second quarter was similar to the first, although Pittsfield did get the lead, ending the quarter with the score being 27 - 25 in their favour.

About a minute after the third quarter started, there was a tangle that resulted in four players being on the floor. One player on each side was given a foul; the opposing team made their shot, Deborah's landed on the rim, wobbled for a moment, then fell off the outside of the hoop.

The score was now 27 - 26. Play resumed and the players moved one way, then the other, some scoring, some missing their shots. With 1:30 left in the third quarter, Colleen was knocked down, given two foul shots and dropped both through the hoop in a classic swish.

There was no further scoring in the third quarter, the score at that point was 37 - 34 in Pittsfield's favour.

The fourth quarter started off with a bang, one of the opposing team threw a three pointer from just inside the mid-court line. Tie game.

It stayed extremely close through the rest of the quarter; with 17 seconds left, Colleen was fouled again, the score was 49-48 against them.

She waited for the whistle, then put the first through the hoop with her usual swish.

She waited again, then threw her second shot, it went off the backboard, bounced on the rim, wobbled back and forth, then dropped through the net. The other team grabbed the ball and started running up the court, they had one last chance to take the game.

Their point guard passed to their small forward, who passed to their center, no shot available, she passed to the power forward, who turned and threw the ball; with the ball in the air and one second left, everyone watched as it hit the rim, then the backboard and fell to the floor.

Pittsfield Mid-town High School had done it! They had completed a perfect season, the first for their basketball teams in 37 years.

**********

The school had a huge celebration in the gymnasium the next morning, first class was cancelled and an assembly announced instead.

Coach Edwards was stunned, she had not expected her girls to do what seemed to be impossible, yet they had, and with style.

Now they would have to go to the state tournaments on the third weekend in March. She had a lot of calls to make.

**********

Having the tournament that particular weekend was all right, Colleen thought, it would be a good end to spring break.

She was making decent progress with her Home Ec project, Mrs. Johns had loved the cloth piece when she showed it to her last week.

The rest of her classes were going well, she was even beginning to understand math better, that surprised Colleen a bit.

The day after the final game, Colleen had obtained approval from her mom to be able to go to the tournament. She couldn't wait.

**********

It was 4:30 PM on Friday, March 16 as Colleen, Coach Edwards, Ms. Blankenship, the rest of the team and the cheerleaders all climbed onto the bus. Most of the football players would be following them, likely using the big vans two of the boys borrowed from their parents. It was suspected that at least one hundred of the other students from the school would also make their way there to watch the tournament.

School for the basketball team and the cheerleaders for Friday had been cancelled, everyone else would be skipping classes that day.

The bus rolled out just as the clock from a nearby church rang the bells to let people know it was now 5 PM.

"Okay kids, we'll be on the road for about three hours, with a stop in Palmer for anyone who needs a washroom break. I would advise people to take advantage of that break, as we won't be stopping again until we reach our hotel in Waltham. Is that understood?"

The next several minutes were spent informing people who would be sharing rooms with whom once they reached the hotel.

A large number of the girls did use the stop in Palmer to use a washroom; once everyone was on the bus again, they were back on the road.

They arrived at the hotel just after 8:45 PM; arrangements had been made in advance for rooms for the players and cheerleaders. The football players and anyone else following them would have to find their own rooms in this hotel or one of the several hotels nearby.

Most of the girls were bed by shortly after 10 PM and soon asleep; the rest wandered off to their beds less than an hour later.

**********

The entire basketball team and all but two of the cheerleaders were in the hotel's dining room for breakfast by 7:30 AM on Friday.

By 8:45 AM, the team was on the way to the site for the tournament, they hoped to be able to get a little practice in before the game. They reached the site at 9:15 AM, Coach Edwards led them in and they lucked out, a few spaces were available for teams to practice.

After the players had changed into their usual outfits, gold shirts showing a snarling panther on the front with their names and numbers on the back and matching shorts, they spent the next twenty minutes in a quick practice to loosen them up for the game they would soon be playing.

Their first opponents would be a team from Hardwick in the mid-state area. The girls were hyped, ready to play.

**********

That first game in the tournament was just too easy for them, they clobbered Hardwick, winning very easily with a score of 43 - 17.

The whole team shook their heads. They were finding it hard to believe they had beaten one of the best teams in the state so easily.

They used the time before the second game, which was due to start at 4:30 PM, to get some lunch and have a fair bit of practice again.

**********

The second game was a whole different kettle of fish, the game started off badly and stayed that way for quite a while.

Three minutes into the game, Vicky was fouled quite roughly, she had been bumped knee first into the side boards. The opposing player came very close to being thrown out of the game; Vicky's knee was already swelling up like crazy, so Deborah took her shots, scoring both.

It didn't help much, the other team was pretty strong; after the first quarter, Pittsfield was down 17 - 12 to the Fitchburg team.

The second quarter didn't change anything in that respect, when it ended, they were now down 36 - 25; Colleen had scored four foul shots.

It wasn't looking good for Pittsfield at all, but when the same player did the against the boards stunt with Jillian from the second line, it was enough for the referee; the player was ejected from the game for unsportsmanlike conduct and Jillian scored on both foul shots. Jillian had been lucky, she had seen the player approaching and had twisted around slightly so that her side hit the boards instead of her knee.

Rebecca, one of the alternates, had replaced Vicky after she had been injured earlier in the game. Rebecca was fast, light on her feet, and this proved to be very helpful for the team; Rebecca couldn't shoot worth a damn, but she was damn good at passing to people who could.

After the ejection of the Fitchburg player, the game started shifting in favour of Pittsfield. By the end of the third quarter, Pittsfield was just three points behind; they'd been hustling all over the court, Rebecca's passes resulting in baskets fairly often, so the score was now 47 - 44.

The fourth quarter was a gruelling back and forth rush across the court, with the score staying fairly close. With less than two minutes left, and still trying to catch up on a three point deficit, Pittsfield needed to find some oomph pretty soon or the tournament would be over for them.

The play wandered up and down the court, first one way, then the other. Just as the team was thinking that it was all over for them, Rebecca threw a lovely pass to Colleen with just six seconds on the clock; Colleen turned, threw it and screamed in joy as the ball swished.

Her fast throw at the six second mark resulted in a three point shot, which meant she tied the game just before the buzzer, 59 points each.

The entire audience around the court roared in approval; this was quite a rarity, a game requiring extra time.

"Well, folks, with that sudden tie, we'll take a ten minute break and return for one more round," Bob Jacks, the announcer chuckled.

Colleen was shaking like a leaf, Coach Edwards had to walk to her and slowly guide her over to the team bench.

"Kids, we're doing very well; if we win this one, we'll reach the semi-finals which will start around 4:15 tomorrow afternoon. You've made an amazing effort so far. When the game starts again in a few minutes, go out there and give it your best effort."

"Hello again, folks, I'm Bob Jacks, and I'm back to guide you through the rest of this amazing game, the first tie so far in this tournament."

The main referee stepped forward, and the two first lines filed onto the boards, taking their places as they waited for the whistle.

He blew the whistle, Tiffany tipped the ball back to Bridget, Bridget twisted around and ran partway down the court, then passed it back to Deborah. Deborah found an opening, advanced almost to the other team's free point line and passed to Colleen.

Colleen couldn't find an opening for a shot, so she passed it off to Bridget who had moved back to three point territory, Bridget bounced around for a moment, finally evading her guard, then spun and launched her shot which went right through with the ever so lovely swish.

"Beautiful three pointer from Pittsfield's Bridget Taylor there!" shouted Bob Jacks from his small booth over the play area.

Play surged toward the other end for a moment, the opposition managing to score on a lay up, Pittsfield was up by one point.

"Sweet lay-up from Tracey Patricks on the Fitchburg team, this is going to be a hair-raiser of a game, folks!" Bob laughed.

Deborah grabbed the ball, started running up the court, then passed to Tiffany, who sank a three pointer from 30 feet away. Four points up.

"Another lovely three pointer from the Pittsfield side, this one from Tiffany Alberts! Four point lead now! " Bob yelled.

The opposition's point guard grabbed it, then threw it to their center who ran up and tried her own three point shot which bounced on the rim, then off the backboard before being caught by Rebecca; Rebecca passed it up to Bridget, who ran several steps then passed it to Tiffany. She continued up the court, passing it off to Deborah, who tossed it to Colleen; Colleen prayed, took the shot and sank another three pointer.

"Who is this McGregor girl? She's thrown some very nice three pointers today, that was one of them!" screamed Bob.

The clock was down to 2:33 in this extra quarter, and Pittsfield was now ahead by seven points.

The Fitchburg players were becoming annoyed, they'd expected to advance easily, and this upstart team was kicking their butts. Their point guard passed to their center, who charged up the court, passing across to the small forward who threw an easy lay up. Five point lead.

"Another nice lay up on the Fitchburg side, this one coming from Toni Bantam. Pittsfield is holding on to a five point lead."

Rebecca snatched the ball, threw it across to Deborah who ran up to the center line, then passed to Tiffany. Things had been going pretty well for them in this quarter, so Tiffany tried another three point shot, only to have it bounce twice on the rim, then fall off to the side.

"Ooooooh!" Bob yelled, "That one was a nice try, can't have them all, I guess!"

Tiffany shrugged, then ran after the Fitchburg point guard, who passed the ball over to their power forward, who moved up the court. She couldn't find an opening to shoot, so passed the ball over to the small forward who executed a perfect slam dunk. Three point lead now.

"Wow! A gorgeous slam from Fitchburg's small forward, Toni Bantam. She's hustling quite nicely today," Bob chortled.

There was just over a minute left on the clock as Rebecca took the ball, the started up the court; about halfway to the center line, she passed over to Deborah, who then passed to Bridget; Bridget took off like a jackrabbit, doing an easy lay up under the basket for two points.

"A very nice lay up from Pittsfield's power forward, Bridget Taylor! Well done!" Bob grinned as he looked down at the play.

Back to a five point lead with just 43 seconds left, the Fitchburg shooting guard passed to their small forward, who moved up the court, then passed across to the power forward. She managed to evade everyone and tossed a three pointer. The lead was now two points.

"That was a sweet three pointer from just over 25 feet, Bernice Pleasance threw that beauty," Bob roared. "Two point lead now."

Twenty seconds left, one last try, Colleen supposed as Deborah passed to Tiffany who headed up the court; Tiffany crossed the center line, then passed to Bridget, no chance for a shot, she threw it to Colleen, who pivoted, threw and missed just as the buzzer sounded.

She'd missed her last shot, but they had still managed to beat Fitchburg by two points. The five players staggered over to their bench.

"Well, folks, that was an impressive bit of play from both teams, Pittsfield wins this one with a final score of 70 - 68. Well done to everyone."

**********

The team sat on their bench for nearly fifteen minutes as the crowd continued to cheer and applaud the efforts of both teams.

When the noise finally settled to a dull roar, and they had all had a chance to relax a bit, Coach Edwards led them off the court.

Not quite half an hour later, they were in their rooms at the hotel, grabbing showers or waiting while their roommate had one. It was 6:45 PM.

The players and cheerleaders went to a restaurant for dinner, escorted by Coach Edwards and Ms. Blankenship.

Colleen relaxed in the room she was sharing with Bridget later that night; she decided she was going to bed early, she was totally wiped out.

**********

Those girls that wanted to could visit some of the major landmarks in Boston on the Saturday morning. By 8:45 AM, most of the team members and about half of the cheerleaders had woken up, had breakfast and were waiting by the bus to go wandering around Boston.

The bus driver took them first to Faneuil Hall, they wandered around in there for about 45 minutes exploring a part of Boston's history.

The next stop was the New England Aquarium, several of the girls had fun making faces at the various fish in the pools and tanks.

The third and last stop was at the Boston Common, they wandered around the park for half an hour before they had to return to the bus.

They were back at the hotel just before 2 PM; after a quick lunch in a nearby restaurant, it was time to head back to the tournament.

**********

Their third game was a wipeout from start to finish, they were totally outclassed by the team from southern Boston.

By the end of the first quarter, the Boston team had a 17 - 7 lead. Colleen scored the only three point shot for Pittsfield that quarter.

At the end of the first half, the score stood at 31 - 24; they'd gained a bit, some of that due to Colleen's three successful foul shots.

That was as good as it got for Pittsfield, they managed to get only three points in the third quarter, all on foul shots, falling behind 44 - 27.

The fourth quarter was only marginally better, Colleen scored two three pointers, but the South Boston team walked off with a 58 - 39 win.

Pittsfield Mid-town HS had done quite well, they had gone all the way to the semi-finals before being knocked out of the tournament.

**********

They headed back to the hotel, where the players and cheerleaders hit the showers and freshened up after the game.

They were on the road by 6:30 PM, heading toward home; Coach Edwards figured they would be in Pittsfield by 9:30 PM.

Like they had on the trip down to Boston, they stopped for a short while in Palmer to let people use washrooms as needed.

They were moving again just after 8:10 PM, everyone was relaxing in their seats, knowing they would be home fairly soon.

**********

At 8:57 PM, Bridget sent a text to Colleen, that text also went to the five members of Devlinson's Devils.

The text was as follows: 'Guys, just thot I'd say hello, tell you the tranny bitch is riding on the bus here, she thinks she's Queen Shit. If that isn't clear enough, I mean Colleen McGregor.'

Colleen was surprised to see a text message from Bridget, as Bridget was just a few seats in front of her. Then she noticed that the message had also been sent to five other people, and she knew two of them all too well, Thomas Devinson and Patrick Dunston.

She opened the message, read it, screamed and kept on screaming as she dropped the phone and staggered to the back of the bus.

One of the cheerleaders, a pretty blonde named Alicia Bowman, picked up the phone, read the message, then ran up and slapped Bridget. "What the fuck did you do that for, you bloody crazy bitch? People have a right to live their lives as they want, not have them destroyed!"

Coach Edwards stood up, asking, "What are you talking about, Alicia?"

"This piece of shit just outed Colleen to the five craziest thugs in the Pittsfield high school system, Coach," Alicia handed over the phone.

Coach Edwards read the message, swearing under her breath; a girl sitting near her managed to read it before she knew it, the girl turned to the rest of the coach and blabbed, "Holy shit, Bridget just told those guys that Colleen is a tranny. WTF?"

The screams from the back of the bus continued at full volume, Colleen was in a full-blown off-the-walls panic attack.

Coach Edwards snapped, "Janine, you just made this a whole lot worse, now everyone on the bus knows."

Alicia sighed, turned to face the Coach and replied, "I don't think it matters now, those five thugs will tell the whole school before Monday."

"Oh, damn, and there's nothing we can do right now. Well, Bridget, I hope you like the jail system, girl, because that's where you're going."

"Huh? What the fuck are you talking about? Why would I be going to jail?"

Coach faced Bridget and snarled, "Because what you just did is classified as a hate crime, you outed her to known troublemakers, all of them having been charged at one time or another with one or more forms of assault. You gave them a reason to go after her."

Bridget shrugged and said, "Oh, well, maybe the bitch shouldn't have been such a goody two shoes," then turned to face the windows.

**********

Coach Edwards called the Pittsfield police, informed them of what had happened, and said they would arrive at the school by 9:20 PM.

When they pulled into the school lot, a police car was waiting there. Two officers stepped out, walked to the bus and waited for the door to open before climbing into the bus itself. Coach Edwards pointed at Bridget, the officers placed her under arrest and Mirandized her.

"Ms. Edwards," the male officer remarked, "We have officers checking on the five boys, we'll have their side of it soon."

Coach nodded as the officers led Bridget off the bus, then placed her in the back of their car before exiting the school parking lot.

**********

Four officers in two squad cars found the five boys in their 'clubhouse' in a partially destroyed warehouse on the edge of the town.

A quick scan of each boy's cell phone showed no message such as had been described to them, the boys had deleted them already.

The biggest officer spoke to them, he was quite blunt about it, "We know you received the message, boys, we have the original from the phone that sent it. That shows quite clearly that she sent it to each of you and to the girl that she named in the message."

"Sir," Thomas Devinson replied, "We don't need that kind of shit. If we want to have fun, we know lots of ways to find the fun we like."

"I want to make this clear: We'll be keeping an eye on the five of you, so will the school. If anything happens, we'll know right away."

**********

It had taken Coach Edwards, Alicia and another cheerleader, Penelope, over twenty minutes to initially calm down Colleen. It took a further thirty minutes before Colleen was able to stand on her own two feet, wobble her way to the front of the bus, then exit it.

Elizabeth was standing about 25 feet away, next to the driver's side door of her Toyota 4Runner.

Colleen saw her mother, tried to move toward her and nearly fell over, only being caught by the quick movement of Coach Edwards.

Colleen took a deep breath, then slowly wobbled to her mother, who promptly enveloped her in a warm and comforting hug.

The two stood there for several minutes before Elizabeth led Colleen around the car, opened the door and had her sit down. Elizabeth made sure that Colleen was buckled in before she closed the door and moved around the front of the car to open her own door.

No more than two minutes later, Elizabeth steered the car into the street, heading for her home.

**********

Elizabeth was heartbroken; as far as she could tell, there was only the barest bit of her daughter present, she seemed to be only a shell.

Elizabeth had arranged to work the next day, unsure if the school's basketball team would be returning on Saturday or Sunday. She kept a close watch on Colleen through the night, waking up periodically to go into Colleen's room and check on her.

When she woke up again at 8:30 AM and looked in on Colleen, it was to see that Colleen was awake and staring at the ceiling.

Elizabeth called Colleen's name several times, but the girl didn't respond at all, it was almost as if she weren't there. Elizabeth shivered, this was getting way too eerie for her. She went downstairs, called her work to say she wouldn't be in, then she called Colleen's therapist.

Dr. Bannerman wasn't in the office on a Sunday, so she left a brief but detailed message on the doctor's voicemail.

Elizabeth looked in on her daughter again, she hadn't moved at all, and was still staring vacantly at the ceiling.

**********

The doctor called back at 12:48 that afternoon. Elizabeth told her everything that she knew about what had happened.

"So she wasn't responding to her name at all? Hmmm... did you try using her male name at all?"

"No, I didn't, I didn't think that would help. Do you really think I should do that, Dr. Bannerman?"

"I'm not sure what else you can try; this is not good, it's entirely possible that she could be going into a form of catatonia, Ms. McGregor."

"Oh, dear, is there anything else I can try if her male name doesn't work?"

"You could try playing some music, I suppose, especially if there is a band she likes much more than any other she might hear."

"I'll try both of those now, Dr. Bannerman. If there's no change, do I call you again?"

"Yes, I've reset the voicemail to forward to my home phone at this point, so I'll answer immediately."

**********

Elizabeth slowly climbed the stairs, then walked to her daughter's room.

She had left the door open earlier so she could see right away if there was any change. There was none as far as she could see.

Elizabeth stepped into the room, calling out, "Christopher, Christopher Charles McGregor, answer me!"

The child's eyes flicked briefly toward the doorway, then were facing the ceiling once again; there was no other response.

"Christopher, please answer me. I wonder if I should play your favourite music, those early Guns & Roses albums," she chattered as she began to look through the shelf of compact discs on the desktop partially hidden behind the semi high-end HP computer monitor.

She eventually found the first album, pulled it out of its case, then set it in the CD part of the ghetto blaster sitting on the night table between the bed and the desk. She listened for a brief moment as the first track, Welcome To The Jungle, started to play, then left the room.

She didn't know whether the music might reach her child or not, but it was worth a try, she had set it to loop once the disc finished.

She looked in the room every now and then, still not seeing any change, and was about to call the doctor when she heard sounds upstairs. She ran up the stairs, taking them two at a time, and into Colleen's room, to find the child sitting on the floor next to the bed, crying silently.

**********

Elizabeth was ecstatic that her child had responded to some degree, she whispered, "Who am I talking to, Christopher or Colleen?"

The child didn't respond immediately, staring into the distance over Elizabeth's shoulder, then said, "Why, I'm Colleen, mommy!"

Tears began to slide down Elizabeth's cheeks as she gathered the girl into a hug, whispering, "Oh, my precious girl, thank you!"

Elizabeth continued to hug her child close, eventually she looked down and noticed Colleen had fallen asleep on her lap. She carefully lifted Colleen from her lap, then stood up, stepped over to the bed, pulled back the cover, laid Colleen down and tucked her in nice and snug. Just as she was about to leave the room, she turned and lowered the volume on the ghetto blaster, Colleen would hear it, she might, but no one else.

**********

Perhaps the music from that band had had some kind of healing effect on her baby, Elizabeth had no idea, but was thankful nonetheless.

Colleen eventually came downstairs under her own power just before 5:30 PM on Sunday afternoon. "I'm hungry, mom."

"Go put some jeans on, plus a t-shirt and a sweater, then come down and put on your jacket and boots, we're going out to eat."

Ten minutes later, they locked the house, got in the 4Runner, then drove to the Becket Country Store & Cafe.

They chattered and relaxed over a nice meal at the cafe, Colleen finished a burger and fries, Elizabeth had a chicken salad, both had coffee.

**********

Colleen was quite tired by the time they returned to the house, she changed into a nightgown and was sleep by 7:45 PM.

Elizabeth woke up twice during the night when she heard screams coming from Colleen's room. Each time, Elizabeth sat with her for several minutes, hugging her and rocking her gently back and forth, before Colleen would settle down enough to go back to sleep.

**********

Colleen woke up at 7:15 AM on Monday morning. She wandered downstairs, had some toast, then went up to have a shower.

Elizabeth noticed that even though Colleen was interacting with her, she didn't seem to be fully present, and she was quieter than usual.

She had called the doctor yesterday after Colleen had woken up on the floor in her room, the doctor was relieved but still worried.

Elizabeth left the house a bit later than usual on a work day, she wanted to see her daughter again before she left. She had her winter jacket and boots on, and was beginning to get a wee bit impatient when Colleen came back down the stairs wearing jeans and a nice sweater.

Elizabeth smiled at her daughter, gave her a brief hug, then left the house.

**********

The next few days were not all that far from normal, as far as many of the people in school could see when they looked at her. Several people mentioned that she seemed more distant than she had been before, and as expected, her status was now known by the whole school.

There were occasional nasty comments when the people making them figured that no one would see it, but that wasn't the case. The camera system the school used had decent audio capability as well as visual, and the comments came through clearly enough.

Colleen was just beginning to think that it would all sort itself out when a door opened beside her as she walked by on her way to her last class of the day, world geography. Someone grabbed her, yanked her into the room, then slammed the door behind her.

**********

The moment the door closed behind her, Colleen knew that she was in serious trouble, all five members of Devinson's Devils were there.

One of them, Johnny Bowerton, stuffed an old thermal sock in Colleen's mouth, then threw her to the floor, pinning her left arm down.

Another, Paul Emerson, grabbed her by the right arm and helped to hold her down.

A third, James Edgerton, punched her in the back of the right knee, then pinned that leg down and waited.

The fourth, Patrick Dunston, dropped down to his knees and forced her left leg to lie flat on the floor before he yanked her jeans down to her ankles. James reached over, unlaced her boots, pulled them off, then finished pulling her jeans off as Patrick ripped her panties in two.

The only one remaining, Thomas Devinson, laughed as he shed his pants, then his underwear, before he knelt next to Colleen.

"Well, bitch, it's time to introduce you to what being a woman really means, this is going to be so much fun for all of us."

They hadn't even started and Colleen was terrified, she knew instantly they intended to fuck her without any lube or protection. Tears began to trickle down her cheeks as Thomas stuck first a finger, then two, then three into her anus, before he laid down and replaced it with his penis.

She cried as he rammed it in as hard as possible, thrusting hard and fast, with no concern at all for how it would affect her. She had no idea how long it took, but she felt the explosion of his sperm as it entered her ass, and a moment later, he pulled out of her, then stood up.

He quickly moved over to kneel beside Patrick, who took his place, stripped his jeans and underwear, leaned down over her, then rammed his penis deep inside her. He was more forceful than Thomas had been, rocking her with each motion of his body.

The tears were now pouring from her eyes, she tried to turn her head, but one of the other boys was holding it firmly in place. A few minutes later, after Patrick dumped his load inside her, he moved out of the way, replacing James Edgerton who had been holding her right leg.

James was happy to have his turn, he laughed as he undressed, then leaned over her and shoved his slightly smaller penis into her rectum. James decided to take his time, and rammed it in with long, slow strokes for several minutes before he filled her butthole with his ejaculate.

The last class of the day was roughly half finished at this point, but the boys didn't care, they had an unwilling victim, a sweet gift indeed.

James leaned off to the side, then slowly stood, moving up to take Johnny's place in holding her left arm down.

As Johnny began to stand up, James knelt near her head and used one hand to hold it down while his other hand held her left arm.

Johnny giggled as he stripped off his chinos and boxers, then laid on top of her and slowly penetrated her. He was in no rush, he wanted to take his time, so he too used long and slow strokes. His luck wasn't good, though, he blew his load inside her barely a minute later.

He shrugged, rolled off of her, then moved up to take her right arm as Paul, the last of the five, moved behind her.

It only took Paul a minute to lose his jeans and boxers, then he laid over her and had his turn, shoving it deep into her ass. He was hard as a rock, and grabbed her by the hair as he began to pump harder and faster, pulling her hair each time he shifted back.

He deposited his sperm in her ass as deeply as he could, then slowly pulled out, stood up and moved aside.

Thomas grinned and laughed, he was going to get a second turn with this stupid worthless tranny bitch, who cared if she got hurt?

He was soon behind her, laying over her prone body, then forcing his penis into her anus just like the first time, hard and fast.

About a minute or two after that, Colleen heard what sounded like people walking by, then she realized classes were done for the day. With a sudden burst of adrenalin, she twisted her head to the side, spat out the filthy sock and screamed as loud as she could, twice, a third time!

**********

Within seconds of the first scream, someone discovered the locked door and then it shuddered in its frame. She had no idea who was trying to get in, but the impacts on the door continued, and after the ninth or tenth hit, the lock and hinges snapped, and the door flew inward.

Patrick and Johnny rolled over her, Patrick knocking Thomas over in the process, as the door passed right beside her, tumbling twice before one corner buried itself in the plaster wall on the outer side of the classroom twelve feet past her head.

The first person inside the classroom turned out to be Brandon Edwinston, who grabbed Thomas and threw him against the outside wall. Colleen was barely able to look around through the tears, but she giggled when she saw Thomas sliding bonelessly down the wall to the floor.

Seconds later, the doorway was filled with a dozen other members of the football team, all of them glaring at the males inside the room.

"Peter," Brandon snapped, "Call the nurse now. Billy, call 911, ask for the police, say we've found a gang rape in progress, that's all you say."

Peter and Billy pulled their cell phones from their shirt pockets and made the calls as ordered by Brandon.

Brandon then turned and faced the doorway. "Jonathan, get everyone out of here, make sure no one enters before the nurse does, okay?"

Jonathan Patterson, the 6'11" tight end for the football team, nodded and started waving at people to get them to leave the room.

**********

A few minutes later, someone knocked on the frame of the doorway, then Jonathan let the school nurse through into the room.

She tut-tutted as she slowly walked up and knelt down beside Colleen's head. "Oh, dear child, I know this is going to hurt you again, but when the paramedics arrive, as they will since the call to the police was reported as a gang rape, they're going to have to take specimens.

"Right now, I just want you to lie there, don't move, stay as still as possible, please?" Colleen slowly nodded her head to show yes.

The nurse reached down, took Colleen's left hand in her own and held her, pouring her love into this poor, horribly abused child.

**********

It was probably no more than five minute later when Jonathan let the paramedics and eight police officers into the room. The paramedics knelt on Colleen's other side, across from the school nurse, as they opened various packs and bags to get the items they needed.

One of the paramedics used an Erase Sperm Isolation Kit, gathering a large number of sperm samples for testing.

That process took several minutes, then the paramedics did a slow but careful examination of the back of her body without moving her. The two paramedics then left Colleen in the care of the school nurse as they went to get mouth swabs from the five half-naked handcuffed boys.

Brandon and a few other members of the football team were quietly giving statements to several of the police officers. Several others waited out in the hall to have the chance to give their statements, as did several girls who had looked in just after the door was broken.

The police officers exchanged looks with each other, looks that said 'These boys deserve whatever they get in the prison system'. It made not a whit of difference to the officers that the victim was transgendered, it was entirely nonconsensual, which made it rape under the law.

By the time that the last statements had been taken, it was almost 4:30 PM, and the nurse was still holding on to Colleen's hand. Colleen had slowly pulled herself up into a sitting position much earlier. A pair of panties was handed in from outside the room, and Colleen used the school nurse's shoulder as a fulcrum to help her stand. She put on the panties, picked up her jeans and put them on, then grabbed her boots.

Once she had her boots on and laced up, she picked up her purse, then slowly walked out of the room and followed Ms. Blankenship out of the building. Ms. Blankenship knew what had happened, she had arrived on the scene only a minute or two after the door was broken.

**********

The drive to Colleen's home was very quiet, the sound of the engine could be heard quite easily. Ms. Blankenship pulled into the driveway at Colleen's house, both exited the car, she locked it using a remote, then waited for Colleen to unlock the front door and enter.

Ms. Blankenship followed Colleen into the house, Colleen took off the jacket and her boots, throwing them all on the floor, then stepped over them and climbed the stairs. She walked into the bathroom and turned when her teacher said, "Leave the door open, please."

Colleen shrugged, what did it matter now if she had no privacy? She turned into the bathroom, stripped and turned on the shower, setting it slightly hotter than was actually comfortable. She stepped into the shower, picked up the soap and began to scrub herself roughly all over.

She stayed in the shower until the water had turned almost ice cold, she was still scrubbing away at her skin all over her body, but especially around her genitals and her ass. She actually scrubbed hard enough in spots that she broke the surface of her skin, watching it bleed.

When she could no longer handle the coldness of the water, she turned off the taps and stepped out of the shower. Ms. Blankenship gasped when she saw the abraded skin in several locations around her genitals, and the slow seep of blood from the abrasions.

"My gods, child, it looks like you tried to scrub your skin right off your body."

Colleen whispered back, "I was trying to do that, I don't know if I will ever feel clean again."

**********

As Colleen exited the bathroom, her mom entered the house, looked up and saw her naked daughter in the upstairs hallway.

Elizabeth looked again, was that blood on her daughter's belly? What the hell had happened?

Ms. Blankenship nodded as she followed Colleen into her room. Colleen laid down on her back on the bed, and cried herself to sleep.

**********

Ms. Blankenship slowly descended the stairs, then walked into the living room after leaving her boots and coat by the hall table.

Elizabeth was standing just inside the entrance of the living room, looking up the stairs.

"She's asleep for now, Elizabeth, although I don't know for how long, so I had best tell you everything now." She spent the next thirty minutes or so giving as detailed a description of the afternoon's events as she could, especially what she had seen with her own eyes.

Elizabeth listened, the events were so appalling that she was lost in a state of shock, only recovering when the teacher called her by name.

**********

Abe Peters had been the lone detective that had responded as part of the group of officers sent to the school that afternoon. It had been almost seventeen years since he had seen something like that, and he wished he had been able to avoid it, but duty made it necessary. Just thinking of what had happened to the girl had him turning slightly green at the gills, he truly hated rape cases.

This one was a slam dunk any way he looked at it, though, and now it was time to make a phone call.

"Hello, you've reached the offices of Porter, Blacks, Johnson and Devinson, who would you like to speak to, please?"

"Please put me through to Mortimer Devinson immediately, this is Detective Abraham Peters of the Pittsfield Police Department."

"Mortimer Devinson speaking, hello, Abe, how's it going?"

"Not too good, Mort, and even worse for you. Your son was arrested 90 minutes ago for gang rape, there's no way to cover this one up. The paramedics on the scene had already started collecting sperm samples from the victim plus mouth swabs from all five perps. At last count, there were twenty-three witnesses that saw her being held down with your son still having penetrative sex in her asshole. I know for a fact that there are a dozen or more pictures of that scene that were taken by students just seconds after some of them broke the door down."

"He did WHAT?" Mort roared through the phone lines.

"He and his four cohorts gang raped a sixteen year old girl in an empty classroom at Pittsfield Mid-town High School two hours ago."

"Oh, my god," Mortimer moaned, "You were serious when you said there's no chance to cover it up?"

"Not a snowball's chance in hell, Mort, I saw it on the 6 o'clock news just before I called you. The DA was on it as soon as he knew about it."

"This will destroy my career. Oh, my god, I should have let that damn boy of mine deal with things on his own long ago."

"Too late to worry about that now, Mort. Bye," Abe said as he hung up the phone.

**********

Elizabeth cried as she sat in a chair next to her daughter's bed, Colleen had been sleeping for almost two hours, it was now 8:10 PM. She had been absolutely horrified after hearing what Ms. Blankenship had told her earlier, those boys would know what Colleen felt soon enough.

She continued to sit and watch as her daughter slept, the evening fading into the deeper hours of the night.

Some time between 12:45 and 1 AM on March 24th, Elizabeth fell asleep in the chair, her head resting against the wall behind her.

**********

At 2:53 AM, Colleen woke up to find her mother sitting in a chair near the bed, sound asleep, snoring softly as she slept.

Colleen slowly climbed out of bed, pulled a pair of needle nose pliers from a small tool kit in her closet, then walked quietly out of the room. In the bathroom, she used the toilet one last time, then opened the medicine cabinet and took two double blade razors from an opened pack.

Using the pliers, she carefully removed the plastic pieces surrounding the actual blades, then pulled the blades out of the razors. She used a face cloth to pick up the blades, sliding them onto the cloth, then folding it over the blades as she walked into the spare bedroom.

She stopped just inside the door, then went into her own room and grabbed the trash can before returning to the spare bedroom.

She positioned herself on the bed, then dropped the cloth beside her and opened it, carefully picking up one of the bare blades. She winced as she made the first cut, but then hardened herself and continued, slowly separating the head of the penis from her body.

The first blade was beginning to slip, cuts becoming slightly more jagged than straight, she switched to the second blade, then continued. The hard part was having to cut underneath the penis, she had to do it by feel, but eventually, she held the whole item in her bloody hands.

She turned, wrapped the thing in some kleenex and dropped it quietly into the bottom of the plastic trash can beside the bed.

She was almost done now, in a few more minutes, she would be on her way to the eternal peace she sought.

She carefully picked up both used blades with a piece of kleenex, then dropped them on the item in the trash can.

Colleen picked up the third blade, turned her right arm palm up, then sliced the vein from elbow down to wrist in three quick strokes. Before her resolve could fail, she switched to the final blade and ran that down the other arm in the same manner, then laid down on the bed.

About five minutes later, Colleen whispered what would be her final words. "They used me as if I were nameless, worthless. They damaged me irreparably, broke me in so many ways, and by their actions, I was irrevocably, completely and utterly... betrayed."

Both Sides Now

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Violence

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • 500 < Short Story < 7500 words

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

Other Keywords: 

  • Bi-Gender
  • Bi-Sexual
  • in the news

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It all started, for real, a bit over a month before my sixteenth birthday.

See, I'd known for a long, long time, since I was five or six, that I was different from other people.

The problem I had is that my dad is sometimes a bit of a macho prick and I'm his only son. I have three sisters, one older, two younger. Mom isn't a problem, she's quite open-minded, but I would be very surprised if what I want didn't at least surprise her a bit.

So what is my issue, you ask? Well, to be blunt, I'm mentally bi-gender, I'm physically male at the moment, but I want to be female, too.

I'm really not sure how dad might take this, but I guess I'm going to have to start the ball rolling if I ever want to be the real me.

So... last night at supper, I asked for a family meeting to be held this afternoon. It's Saturday today, no school, Dad's home, so is Mom.

**********

I made sure everyone was in there before I entered, taking my usual seat on the settee along one wall.

To put it bluntly, I was quite nervous, and I sat there slumped on the settee for several minutes before Dad asked, "So what is this about?"

I sighed, looked up at him, shook my head for a moment, then stated, "I'm bi-gender, I want to be male and female."

If you could have seen the look on dad's face t that point, it would have been funny. His jaw was hanging down as far as it could go. A quick look around the room at mom and my three sisters, Portia, Ophelia and Juliet, showed they were just as shocked as he was by my response.

Oh, I haven't told you my name yet, have I? Well, mom and dad have a huge thing for Shakespeare's plays, they named me Tybalt Cassio.

Every time I think about my names, I wince. You wouldn't believe the grief I get in school all of the time just over my names.

Even worse, the teacher running the drama club at school seems to think that I am bound to be the next big star in theatres. Gods, no!

Well, Juliet, my youngest sister, she's eleven, was the first to reply, "Can you explain that for us, bro? I'm not sure what you mean."

It seems everyone else was in agreement with her, so I sighed again and took a moment to collect my thoughts.

"Hmmm," I started, "Think of it this way, I'm physically male, right?" Nods all around had me speaking again, "Well, for about ten years now, I've known up here," I pointed to my head, "And in here", pointing to my heart, "I'm also female, or more correctly, should also be female."

Dad was giving me this look like he was about to get all pissy over me supposedly not being his son, but I cut him off right away.

"Dad, let me keep talking, I'm not done yet. I need to explain it a bit more, okay?"

He took a deep breath, then another one, one of his anger management exercises, then nodded for me to continue.

"Dad, I still want to be male, I will never stop being your son, but I also need to be your daughter, this shit is slowly killing me inside." To make it quite clear as to what I meant, I tapped my chest just over my heart and mimed a heart attack, which caused dad to blanch in shock.

"I need to do something, the stress of doing nothing is driving me completely batshit crazy." That brought concerned nods from everyone.

There was a lot more discussion that afternoon and evening, some of it over pizzas dad had ordered for our dinner so we could keep talking. The end result was that they would find a decent psychologist for me to see, at which point I would lay it all out for them to see.

Dad wasn't as comfortable around me as he had been before, but he loved me enough to agree that I should find my own path in life.

**********

I had about half a dozen sessions with Dr. Elizabeth Sampson-Whyte, sessions which slowly brought her onside, wanting to help me.

About three months after the sessions started, roughly two months after I turned sixteen, I started taking female hormones. Dad had asked at some point if I wanted to be on male blockers. My response was to laugh and ask him why? I still wanted to be functional as a male.

So the hormones started, I ended up back in school when the summer ended, and my life went upside down almost instantly.

See, there's two jerks on our football team, Kevin Jacobs and Victor Paulson, who've always given me a hard time because I showed no interest in football at all, even though I was already inching up toward six feet, having reached 5'10" already and weighed in at about 170 pounds.

Nope, my interests, when it came to sports, were more along the line of playing soccer. Yeah, there can be some nasty hits on the field in a soccer game, but you're not being run over by about a dozen guys built like refrigerators on two feet that hit like Mack trucks at high speed.

I'm not star material on the soccer field, but I am fairly good at ball handling and a fair number of my passes to others have resulted in goals.

For the first month after school started that fall, those two jerks used every chance they could get to body slam me into lockers or walls.

By the end of the first week of school, I was covered in bruises from head to toe and they had broken my left arm in two places.

It took another three weeks before anything was done about it, and that only happened because seven kids, five of them from the school's drama club, went into the principal's office, accessed their phones and showed him close-up videos of the assaults that had been taking place.

Twenty minutes after that, the two jerks were pulled from their classes and stuffed into the backs of two police cars, on their way to jail.

**********

I eventually healed from the injuries they had inflicted, just in time for the nubs of my new breasts to become itchy and tender.

By the time Christmas arrived that year, I was beginning to show through most of the shirts I had available, which drew attention to me. It became bad enough that, two days after school started again in the new year, there was an assembly in the gym to deal with it once and for all.

What I didn't know, nor did the school officials at the time, was that there was a news reporter there, and she took notes about what was said.

That was how I ended up as the lead story on that evening's local news, something that was completely unexpected.

"What is Bi-gender? How can a child be both genders when born specifically as one?" screamed the female anchor for the news program.

It went viral so fast my head was spinning. My FB page was overflowing with comments, most positive but a few that definitely weren't.

I cracked under the stress and had to be kept in a psych unit at the local hospital for about a week not long after that happened.

Eventually, the hype about me died down as other news stories claimed the main slot for their all too brief instances of fame and notoriety.

The sessions with Dr. Sampson-Whyte continued, now on a weekly basis thanks to the physical attacks and the news hype. I'm really glad that she stood by me through it all. From what I heard later, more than thirty other reporters were told to take a hike while I was in the ward.

**********

Time continued to pass, and my body began to fill out, eventually assuming the physical proportions of a young, maturing woman.

Three months after the big news stampede had ended, my name was legally changed to Taylor Leslie, both are gender neutral names.

Since I hadn't used male blockers at all, I was still functional as a male, which led to some interesting "dates".

The fifth girl that "dated" me actually cared about my feelings. As for me, I was stunned by her simple yet elegant beauty.

Claudia and I have been together now for almost two years, I'm about to go in for the surgery to create a vagina. Since I intended to keep my manhood intact, they would be using a strip of colon material to form the new vagina once they have created an opening for it.

Why that method? Well, once they "open it", they remove enough flesh to create a passage, but they need the material from the colon to make the inner "skin" that would, once I was fully healed and had done sufficient dilation, enable ordinary sex with males if I wished it.

Yeah, you're right, I could have just done the anal thing, but that just turns on my ick factor and makes me want to puke! No, thanks.

So yeah, they're taking me down to the operating room now; I'm feeling a bit giggly, I wonder what they put in the IV?

The anesthesiologist asked me to count down from 100, I think I made it as far as 93 before the anesthesia took effect.

**********

I woke up a few hours later in the recovery room, Claudia and mom were sitting by my gurney, idly flipping through magazines.

I spent the next few days mostly lying in bed, being helped to the washroom when needed; no way would I use a bedpan!

Not quite three days after the operation, Dr. Kemper, the one who had done the work, removed the packing from my new vagina.

There was lots of talk about what I needed to do to ensure proper functioning of my new vagina, including being given a pack of stents.

Claudia was a huge help as I slowly recovered, often actually go so far as to help me with the dilation. She's soooo awesome!

**********

I graduated from high school just before I went in for the operation. I'm taking a one year break before I start college.

I really didn't expect my sexual interests to change at all, but lately, I've noticed I'm looking at some rather hunky boys a lot.

When I realized what was happening, I had a long talk with Claudia about it. She suggested I pick a boy we could both relate to well.

It's been a bit over six months since my operation, and Claudia and I are on our way to meet with Thomas Lange, a nice young man.

Where things go from here is anyone's guess. I've seen Thomas in school regularly, he's always been respectful to others.

Busybody's Demise

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Not Work-Safe
  • CAUTION: Physical or Emotional Abuse
  • CAUTION: Rape / Sexual Assault

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • 7,500 < Novelette < 17,500 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Mature / Thirty+

TG Themes: 

  • Female to Male
  • Fresh Start
  • Real World

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  • Posted by author(s)

This is a story that my muse dropped on me sixteen hours ago, It took me almost that long to write it.

The cautions are related to the part where Natalia describes the fifth house, they have nothing to do with Aloysius.

**********

Thomas Dinweller watched as the car stopped next to the tiny estate agent's office in the village. Little Bramble, a fairly small village, was lucky to have an estate agent's office, but some of the old buildings in the surrounding area and other parts of the Cotswolds were quite valuable.

The car was a VW Tiguan, perhaps a few years old. The driver's door opened and a man stepped out; he looked to be about 5'10" tall and about 170 pounds with long blond hair. He was wearing a pair of dark grey slacks, a blue dress shirt and a slightly lighter grey blazer.

The man walked into the estate agent's office and stayed there for nearly an hour, then came out and drove away.

Some new person thinking of moving here, it seemed. Hopefully, he'd be useful, not some twink, artist or other weirdo. Thomas smirked. It would be easy enough to find out if the guy did decide to stay, Thomas had been on the village council for almost six years.

**********

Aloysius Braithwaite parked the four year old Tiguan in front of the estate agent's office. He had been surprised to learn that a village as small as Little Bramble even had an estate office, but he was more than pleased to take the opportunity to look at the agent's offerings.

Aloysius was 5'10", about 170 pounds, with shoulder length dirty blond hair and the barely noticeable beginnings of blond stubble on his cheeks, wearing dark grey slacks, a dress shirt and a matching blazer. He turned 33 two months ago, but looked a lot younger than his age.

He parked the vehicle, stepped out, used the remote to lock it, then walked to the estate agent's door, opened it and entered.

His entering the small building set off a bell that rang throughout the space; perhaps two minutes later, a young woman walked out from an office just down a short hallway and greeted him with a warm smile and an offered hand. He shook her hand gently, then released it.

"Hello, sir, I'm Natalia Penderton, I run this little agency, would you please come into my office?" She turned and walked down the hallway toward the office, Aloysius nodded and followed her. Once they were in the office and both were seated, discussion began.

'So, sir, what might I be able to do for you today?" Natalia asked.

Aloysius smiled and replied, "First, I should introduce myself, my name is Aloysius Braithwaite. I'm an artist, primarily paintings and pencil drawings, and I've become a bit of a rising star in the galleries in London, but the city itself just hasn't felt right to me for a while.

"I talked to a few friends I knew, most of them being artists of one sort or another, and a few suggested I look into buildings up this way. I've spent the last two weeks going through the various estate agents in the Cotswolds and haven't seen anything that really appealed to me."

"Well, perhaps one of the buildings in or near Little Bramble may be what you're seeking, we have some rather lovely places here."

"Perhaps," Aloysius replied, "I suppose I should take a look at what you have available."

Natalia spent most of the next hour showing Aloysius pictures of houses in and around the village. They had gone through the whole book, there were a few that looked interesting, so Aloysius asked her to go through the book again and pointed out the ones that interested him.

"Ahhhh, this one is the old Alberts' house," Natalia explained, "They were a banking family here for three hundred years, but changes to bank policies in the last two decades brought them into decline and they eventually put the house up for sale. The house has three bedrooms, two bathrooms, two sitting rooms, a combination study and library, kitchen, dining area, family room and laundry, it's valued at £320,000.

This one," she continued, "Is the Peterson property, the whole family was killed in a plane crash about a year ago, no other relatives. It's a four bedroom with a sitting room, office, kitchen, dining area, family room, laundry room, three bathrooms plus three acres of land. The house itself is just outside of the village to the west and has a small stable suitable for four horses. The Petersons used to grow modest amounts of several types of vegetables on the land, often selling them in the weekly market here during the summers, the property is valued at £390,000.

This next one," as she pointed at the third picture, "Is the Meredith estate. Jasmine Meredith was a gentlewoman raised here between the first two world wars. She was 96 when she passed away about two years ago, she was an only child, never married, no children, so no relatives. The house has five bedrooms, two sitting rooms, a lovely library with many of the great classics still on the shelves, an office, a parlour, kitchen, dining area, family room, laundry room, three bathrooms, a half-bath, all on 1.3 acres of land, most of which she let the Petersons use as they were next door neighbours, the Meredith property bordering the Peterson one on the south side. The entire property is valued at £450,000.

"Hmmm... this one," Natalia pointed to the fourth picture, "Is the Edwards' house. James Edwards was a fairly decent tailor here, the clothing he made may not have been in the Savile Row price range, but it was well made nonetheless. He died from pancreatic cancer about eighteen months ago, the wife put the house up for sale and left the area. Two bedrooms, office, a small work room, a room that was to be used as a games room but was left unused, two full bathrooms, a half-bath, kitchen, dining area, family room, laundry, it's valued at £235,000.

"Ahhhh, this is the last one you picked out," she continued, "It belonged to the Vaughan family, that one was a bad situation. The father was a pure drunkard, he had a small woodwork shop here, he'd go there for a few hours, get bored, spend the rest of the day and most of the evening in the pub, then go home. There were stories about him abusing the wife and the three children, but it was all swept under the rug until Elsbet, his wife, grabbed a stick that he liked to carry when he went walking and cracked him over the head after he started beating her one night. He died on the operating table in the hospital in Cirencester in the wee hours, and his wife spent the night in jail. She did get to tell her story, the man had been beating her and the twin eleven year old boys and was also molesting their nine year old daughter. When she showed the bruises he had given her just over the last month or two, the doctor examining her was appalled. It was the same with the boys, but the worst was yet to come, examinations of the daughter revealed traces of semen from her vagina and anus. After her lawyer became involved, he'd come from Oxford as soon as he knew what happened, it was decided no charges would be laid. She and the children moved away. The house has four bedrooms, two sitting rooms, a library, kitchen, dining area, family room, laundry, three bathrooms, it's valued at £350,000."

Aloysius and Natalia talked for a bit longer, then Aloysius stated that he wanted to see the Meredith place before any of the others.

Natalia smiled, led Aloysius from the office toward the front door, took her coat from a coat rack and they exited the building. Aloysius opened the car doors, then waited as Natalia sat down in the vehicle and pulled her floor length skirt inside before he closed the door. It took only a moment for Aloysius to be seated behind the wheel, he started the engine, waited a bit, then followed Natalia's directions.

**********

Thomas Dinweller watched from the door of his small antiques shop as the mysterious man drove away, he could see that Natalia was in the car. "She must be showing him a property, I wonder which one that guy was interested enough to actually go and see?"

He continued to watch as the car turned to head west, "Ahhh, the only ones out that way are the Peterson farm or the Meredith place."

***********

Natalia frowned as they drove out of the village, she had noticed that busybody Dinweller standing in front of hisshop. He was an ass, that was the best that could be said about him, he'd adamantly opposed every single LGBTQI event the village had either sponsored or had been involved in, some believed that he even went as far as tearing down posters about LGBTQI events, quite a few often went missing.

She smiled again as she directed Aloysius down a side road about a half mile from the village, then had him stop for a moment. She pointed to a lane heading up from the right hand side of the road, "That's the Peterson farm, the Meredith place is just ahead."

A minute or two later, she pointed at a driveway on the right side, and Aloysius turned the car, then followed the driveway to the house.

**********

When the house came into view, he was stunned, it was gorgeous! The house itself wasn't very large, but the style was pure Georgian, except that someone at some point had modified eight of the nine windows on the ground and first floors at the front of the house. They had originally been fairly basic windows, with no parts that opened to let air in, and the renovator had chosen to turn those simple windows into full bay windows, adding some extra space to the house. Aloysius mused that it must have been a fair bit of work to add the extra floors and ceilings.

Natalia agreed, "The house had needed to be upgraded to modern standards, and the company that did the work had suggested changing the windows to let in more sunlight and air as well. Ms. Meredith liked the idea and gave the company a bonus when it was finished."

"I'll take a look at the Peterson house, too, but if I'm not mistaken, this house is the one that I want," Aloysius remarked. "It's... beautiful."

Natalia glanced over at him, slightly surprised; the way he said that, it almost sounded like a girl talking. She shook her head.

They both climbed out of the car, then walked to the front door. Natalia pulled a keyring from her pocket, checked it, picked out a key and used it to unlock the front door of the rather lovely house. They had to walk about ten feet before they reached the front hall.

Again, Aloysius was stunned, it had been a long time since he had seen a staircase like this, starting in the center of the hall area, then splitting about halfway up, each part leading to one side of the house. He asked Natalia, "Is there a back staircase too, the style of this house makes me feel that there were servants here at one time or another, and servants would sometimes have their own set of stairs to use?"

Natalia thought for a moment, then replied, "I'm not sure, I didn't look at everything here, we can find out in a moment."

She pointed to a pair of solid wooden doors along the left wall, "That's the library, lovely room, the books are actually at the back behind a set of partitions to protect them from too much sunlight. The front of the room has a few tables, three chesterfields and two love seats."

She opened one of the two doors and let Aloysius have a quick look into the room. "Nice space, not crowded at all," he remarked.

Natalia walked across the hall, somewhat closer to the front of the building was another pair of solid wood doors. Natalia explained as she opened one of the doors, "This was used as the front parlour, there's seating for about twelve people, but it could be used for larger groups as well. She spent most of her last two years in bed, so it hasn't been used for some time." Aloysius looked in the room and nodded. A dozen or so hard, high-backed chairs were scattered around the room, two or three chairs around each one of five small round tables.

Natalia continued to the next pair of doors, opening one of them, "This is the dining room, the table seats twelve, you can see the hutch and two sideboards." Moving on to the last set of double doors on that side, she opened one, then walked in, Aloysius following her. "This is the kitchen, Jasmine had a cook/housekeeper for many years, the woman made their meals here."

Aloysius looked around, the kitchen was perhaps 16' by 12', a large eight burner stove over two ovens on one side of a single door on the back wall with a six pane window looking out on the extensive back yard; a fridge and a small movable cupboard with its own countertop holding a large microwave occupied roughly half the space on the other side of the door. Next to the small cupboard was the pantry, about thirty inches wide and eight feet long, the back of it being the back wall of the house; there was a door into the pantry about two feet up from the front of the movable cupboard. The rest of that wall was filled with cupboards above a long countertop with a large double sink, with matching cupboards under the counter. Bay windows just like the ones at the front of the house, but smaller, were situated over the stove and movable cupboard.

"Quite a nice kitchen here," Aloysius opined as they turned and crossed under the double stairwells to the other side of the house.

Natalia approached another set of double doors, opened one and stated, "This is the office, not very big, but it didn't need to be big." Aloysius took a quick look, seeing an old roundtop desk, a modern office chair, a filing cabinet and a lazy boy recliner in the back corner.

Natalia moved on, opening the next pair of doors, "The family room, 50" plasma TV, a high end Bose stereo system that's less than five years old, fairly new sofa, matching chairs on either side of it, table and chairs behind the sofas for games and other activities."

Aloysius looked and nodded, "So that completes the tour of the ground floor, upstairs is the bedrooms and a sitting room?"

Natalia giggled, then replied, "Not quite, I forgot the laundry room between the kitchen and the office, if you want to look at it?" She quickly led Aloysius to a single door near the back of the house under the stairs and opened it, revealing a washer, dryer and a large sink on one side, with a long counter on the other side that he assumed had been used for folding clothes and bedding after they were cleaned.

When Aloysius backed out of the room, Natalia turned and headed to the stairwell, climbing up, then taking the left branch to the upper floor.

Aloysius followed her up the stairs, then into a room, once again, there were double doors. He took a closer look, there didn't seem to be a frame between the doors; he thought for a moment, then grinned, both sides could be opened to give more space when carrying things.

He entered the room, there seemed to be a couple of love seats, a settee, a coffee table and some end tables. "Sitting room?" he inquired.

Natalia nodded, then pointed to a pair of doors on the side wall, "That's one of the main bedrooms, there's a lovely canopy bed in there."

Aloysius nodded, then walked to the doors, opened one and entered the bedroom. She was right, there was a very nice king size canopy bed; if he used this room, he'd have to change the canopy, though, pink just wasn't his colour, it never had been. The bedroom was, at a guess, about eighteen feet long and fifteen feet wide, huge bay windows looked out over the property to the east and south. A large wardrobe and dresser were positioned along the north wall, a small sofa sat on either side of the doors from the sitting room, with end tables next to them. A rather nice window seat filled most of the space in the window on the south side of the room, it would be a good spot to relax.

Natalia poked her head in, chuckling, "The other side is just like this one, the only difference is the canopy there is coral, not rose pink."

"Okay, so that pretty much leaves the three other bedrooms, then?"

"That's right," Natalia replied, "They're all smaller than this, but fairly nice, I'll show you one of them, they're all fairly similar in style."

Natalia led the way to the first set of double doors at the back of the upper floor, then opened it and walked inside, followed by Aloysius. She had been right, it was a nice room with two bay windows at the back, the furniture was similar to what he'd just seen in one of the main bedrooms, but this bed was a queen, the wardrobe was a bit smaller, as was the dresser and each window had its own window seat.

"The bedroom in the middle is the smallest, perhaps 12' by 12', this one and the one on the other side are both 18' long. I'm not sure, but I think the bedroom in the middle was the one that was used by the cook/housekeeper, that bed was still made when I appraised the house."

"Hmmm," Aloysius mused, "If the room on that side matches this one, then I assume the one in the middle only has one bay window?"

"That's right," Natalia replied, "other than that, the bed in the middle room is only a double, not a queen. There's just one thing left to show you before we leave here," she continued as she exited the room and walked to the space between the two upper ends of the staircase.

She opened a single door, revealing a large cupboard with a plentiful supply of various sizes of bedding, plus towels and wash cloths.

Aloysius followed Natalia again as she headed down the stairs, then to the front door, locking it after they had both exited the house.

Aloysius used the remote to unlock the car doors, then held her door open like before, waiting until Natalia nodded before he closed it. Natalia laughed, then said, "I didn't see a back stairway in there at all," as he settled into his seat and closed the door, then started the engine.

"I didn't see one either, so any servants would have had to use those stairs to go up or down," Aloysius replied as he started driving.

**********

When they arrived in front of the Peterson House, Aloysius remained in the car, this house didn't spark his interest at all. He turned to Natalia, shaking his head and saying, "This house is depressingly normal, it has no soul; the Meredith house, in comparison, is damn near perfect, even if it is a lot bigger than I would ever need. There's so much light pouring into that house, it almost feels alive, sooo beautiful."

There was no doubt about it at all now; even with the high cost, Natalia knew the Meredith house had a new owner, this nice gentleman.

The drive into the village was quiet. Back in the office, Aloysius pulled a check book from the jacket's inside pocket and wrote a check for £450,000. "The last few years have been good, my paintings have been selling fairly steadily, I even get good prices for my pencil sketches."

Now it was Natalia's turn to be stunned; she'd expected a partial payment, not the full amount, and with no argument at all?

Natalia placed the check in a drawer in her desk as Aloysius remarked that he also needed a shop for his art here. He added, "I'll still provide pieces for some of the galleries in London, but a space here where I can display my paintings and sketches would be nice."

Natalia nodded, replying, "There are shops just up the street from here that I can show you. My job is mostly houses, but a few shops, too."

"Let's take a look at these shops, then," Aloysius responded as they left the building for the second time that day.

**********

Thomas Dinweller noticed the stranger's car as he parked it in front of the estate agent's office. They went inside, stayed there for perhaps fifteen minutes, then exited the building and walked to one of the vacant stores a few doors down from his shop.

They didn't enter the first one at all, it was quite obvious that the guy didn't like it, they crossed the street and headed east to another shop. This one drew an entirely different reaction from the male, he nodded, followed the agent in and spent about ten minutes inside the building.

Eventually, they came out and walked back to the estate agent's office. Now what was the guy up to? he wondered.

**********

The first shop was small, there were hardly any windows, he shook his head as she led the way to the next one.

They stood outside the second shop on the north side of a cross street within sight of Thomas Dinweller's antiques shop.

"This one," sighed Aloysius, "This one looks almost perfect. I need to see the inside," he nodded as he looked up at the balcony and windows running across the whole front of the shop up there. Natalia unlocked the shop and they wandered around inside for about ten minutes.

When they came outside again, Aloysius was grinning, "I won't be limited to painting in just the house, that whole upper floor is exactly what I need for a good painting space, although I should probably get some three-piece partitions to block light when needed."

They returned to the office again, Natalia quoted a price of £125,000 for the shop and Aloysius wrote another check, handing it to her.

**********

Thomas watched the stranger get into his car and drive away, perhaps he would go somewhere else, there was something odd about him.

Perhaps ten minutes later, Natalia walked out of her shop, locking the door, then stood there, shaking her head. It was barely two in the afternoon, he noticed as he saw Natalia walking toward the one bank in the village, holding what looked like a check in her hand.

"Damn!" he growled, "If that was a check, then that guy bought a place near here and maybe that second shop, too."

He paced back and forth, eventually muttering, "I'm going to have to check this guy out, what brings a flashy one like him here?"

**********

Within 24 hours, the news was known through the whole village, the Meredith property had been purchased by an out-of-towner, and the same person had also bought the shop with the big set of windows on the upper floor at the front on Park Street right across from the tiny park.

**********

Aloysius spent the next week having a company come in from Cirencester and completely clean both the house and shop. While they were busy doing that, he put the house in London up for sale, informing his estate agent there that he would send an address once he had one.

There wasn't a whole lot to pack, mostly several changes of clothes plus his paintings, sketches and a variety of art supplies.

The cleaning company called on the Friday afternoon saying they were finished.

He placed everything in the vehicle Saturday morning, then drove up to his new home, taking the better part of two hours to get there.

**********

Thomas Dinweller watched the VW Tiguan turn onto the west road, leaving the village behind it. "So he's here again, is he staying now? No trailer, so not much in the way of belongings, he'll likely sort it out fairly soon. Will he come into the village today or not?" he mused.

**********

It only took Aloysius maybe thirty minutes to put everything away. His clothes ended up in the wardrobe and dresser in the main bedroom on the south side of the house; the cleaning crew had replaced the pink canopy with one that was a deep blue with patterns of stars on it. A matching canopy had replaced the coral one in the other main bedroom and he was using the wardrobe there to store his completed artwork.

The time was approaching noon, he could take a few items into the shop and drop into the pub to see what they offered food wise.

**********

The bells at the church had just struck noon as he pulled to a stop in front of his shop. He grabbed the easel, a sign, and a small bag containing brushes, tubes of paint, a palette for mixing paints and several sketch pads, locked up the car, then entered the store.

He left the sign near the front door, then carried everything else up the stairs, setting up the easel about ten feet away from the back wall. He dropped the bag with everything in it on the floor, he needed at least a bench or a chair and a small to medium sized table up here.

He headed back out to the car, he'd forgotten the hammer, nails and stepladder; he grabbed them from the car, then opened the front door, picked up the sign and looked at the front of the shop. He noticed that there was a narrow balcony held up by the entry way and two solid stone pillars, one under each outer corner of the balcony. When he'd seen the shop before, he had completely missed the door to the balcony.

He laughed to himself as he put the hammer, nails and stepladder back in the vehicle; he then picked up the sign and dropped it on the back seat. A few minutes later, he was heading out of the village toward Cirencester, he knew there was a hardware store there.

**********

He walked into the hardware shop and waited a moment to speak with a cashier, who called the manager, who arrived a few minutes later. It didn't take long to explain his needs, and twenty minutes after he met the manager, he was walking out of the store with the sign.

It took another fifteen minutes to return to his shop from the hardware store, and five more to have the sign hanging from the balcony railing. He headed back down the stairs, then out of the shop and looked up at the sign proudly proclaiming, "Braithwaite's Artworks".

It had taken him seven hours to get the lettering just right, and another five hours to paint it using the colours seen on PRIDE emblems.

**********

Thomas Dinweller had watched as the guy went into his shop, then came out and left only a few minutes later, headed who knows where.

The guy had returned about an hour later and took a few minutes to hang a sign from the balcony railing above the entrance of the shop. Thomas looked at the sign and swore out loud, "Bloody damn bastard! Not only an artist, but some stinking faggot one, too! I'll fix him good!"

He thought for a moment, then laughed, "As a matter of fact, I know just what to do, and I can do it tonight."

**********

Aloysius wandered over to the pub, which was a few buildings north of Natalia's office, opened the door and stepped into the dim interior. He waited a moment for his eyes to adjust, then walked to a table, sat down and relaxed for a moment.

A girl came over and asked what he wanted, he replied, "A pint of Guinness...", looked at a board by the kitchen..., "and steak and kidney pie." When asked for proof of his age, which he thought was rather funny, he pulled out his wallet and showed his identification.

The girl nodded, smiling at him, then headed over to the kitchen, called in his order, and brought the Guinness to the table a moment later.

The steak and kidney pie was brought out to him on a platter perhaps ten minutes later. He ate quickly, manners be damned, he was hungry! Every now and then he would grab a drink from the Guinness, which he emptied just as he finished eating the meal.

He sat there for a few minutes, contentedly rubbing his belly, before the girl noticed that he was finished eating.

She cleared the platter and the empty mug, returning a few minutes later with the bill. He paid and left a decent tip for her.

He then left the pub, returned to the Tiguan and headed for his new home. He would work to set up the shop on Monday.

**********

Aloysius spent a good part of that evening with another easel set up in his bedroom, the early stages of a new oil painting taking shape as he mixed colours and added bits of paint wherever the hand holding the brush decided it should go. Some of his best paintings were done just like this, not by focusing on each part of the painting and working there, but by letting the hand and the brush guide the process.

He truly loved doing this, it allowed him to let go and just see what would happen, sometimes it was so good, it drove him to tears.

**********

Thomas waited for the moon to go down before he grabbed the two cans of bright orange spray paint and walked over to the guy's shop. He spent a couple of minutes trying to hit the sign, but the spray paint wasn't reaching it, so he settled on painting things like 'Flaming Faggot!', 'Homo', 'Ass-licker', 'Bum Boy', 'Queer', 'Poof', 'Fag', etc. all over the outer walls of the shop, as high as the paint would go.

He had almost killed the second can of paint by the time he finished, the walls were a lovely mess now. He walked home, grinning ear to ear.

**********

Natalia headed into the office at 9:30 that Sunday morning, she wanted to look over a few things just to cover the bases.

She was just about to turn up the walk to her office when she noticed a lot of orange flickers from what looked to be Aloysius' shop. She walked closer to the building, then gasped as she realized what had been done. How could anyone be so asinine and cruel?

She took a few moments to pull out her cell phone and snap several pictures so she could show them to Aloysius.

She hurried back to her shop, then grabbed the keys to her Ford Taurus and headed for the Meredith place. Aloysius needed to know now.

**********

Thomas Dinweller watched the estate agent as she walked toward the building he had painted so prettily in the wee hours of the night.

He saw her shocked expression and watched her as she returned to her office, then climbed into her car and drove out on the west road.

Thomas shook his head, he probably shouldn't be surprised that that woman would go out there and tell the guy what had happened.

**********

Natalia stomped on the brakes in front of the Meredith house, she'd been driving way too fast to be safe, but damn, she was pissed!

Aloysius was in bed upstairs and heard the squeal of the tires as the car stopped a few feet from his front door. He threw on a robe, then darn near ran down the stairs, opening the front door just as Natalia was raising her hand to start knocking on it. "What the heck happened?"

"Someone spray painted your store with nasty shit about faggots during the night. I think I know who did it, but without proof..."

Aloysius grabbed her, she was shaking really hard, he led her into the house, then into the library, lowering her onto one of the chesterfields. He sat down next to her, just giving her what comfort he could by wrapping his arms around her until she could settle down.

It was about ten minutes later, she had calmed down enough that she remembered her phone, pulled it out and showed Aloysius the photos. Aloysius looked at the photos rather closely for several minutes, then smiled at her, "It's not as bad as it could be, they only managed to get a few very small bits of paint on the bottom of the sign, those can be scraped off fairly easily and the outer walls can be painted again."

"Just how are we going to do that on a Sunday? Oh... wait a minute... Joe Blackmoor, the mayor, keeps several cans of outdoor primer at his home, he keeps saying that he intends to redo the outside of his house, it has layered siding like your store, maybe you could use that?"

"Perhaps, but the question then is how I would convince him to allow me to use the primer on my shop. Any suggestions?"

"Sure, I sold him that house ten years ago, we've been semi-friends and community members for at least that long, I'll call him."

She took the phone back from Aloysius, then punched in several numbers and waited, hearing it ring four times before it was answered.

"Hello, this is the Blackmoor residence, Joseph Blackmoor speaking, how can I help you?"

"Joe, this is Natalia Penderton, I need your help for the newest member of our community, he bought the Meredith property a bit over a week ago. He also bought a shop in town, the one with the little balcony over the entrance, and someone spray painted it last night."

Joe grunted, "Ouch, that's going to be fun to fix. So how am I supposed to help you with this problem?"

Natalia replied, "You have all that outdoor primer just sitting there, Joe; with that, Aloysius can at least cover the filth on the walls."

"That's close to £65 worth of primer, Natalia, can he afford to replace it?"

"Dammit, Joe, use your head! He just bought a £450,000 property and a £125,000 shop and wrote checks for both for the full amount. Both of those checks were cleared through the bank on Wednesday. He's a citizen here, Joe, we don't treat our people like trash!"

Joe winced, he knew, like many others in the village, that Natalia had a very fiery temper. "All right, all right, send him over here."

"One more thing, Joe, how would your three boys and the Patterson boys next door feel about helping, if a bit of cash were offered?"

"With my three and the three Patterson boys, it could be all covered by dinner time. If they get fair pay for it, heck, yeah, they'll work!"

"Tell them seven pounds an hour, Joe..." Natalie covered the phone and whispered to Aloysius, "Can you cover about £40 each for six kids?"

Aloysius laughed, which Joe heard faintly, then nodded to her and she returned to talking with Joe, "Yeah, £7 per hour for each of the boys."

"They'll be waiting by my front door with the cans of primer, rollers and pans in twenty minutes, Natalia," Joe said, then ended the call.

"Time to go, Aloysius, they'll be ready for us in twenty minutes," Natalia remarked.

"Just one problem with that Natalia, I need to get dressed first, I'll be back in a few minutes," Aloysius laughed.

Aloysius ran up the stairs, yanked off the robe, pulled out a pair of old jeans and a ratty t-shirt, then an equally old denim long sleeve shirt. He grabbed fresh Jockeys from a drawer, thick socks from another one, and within two minutes was dressed, slipping into a pair of trainers.

Grabbing a denim jacket that was almost as old as the long sleeved shirt he was wearing, he ran back down the stairs, keys in hand.

**********

They arrived at the Blackmoor house a couple of minutes late, but the kids were ready for them. They had already put the cans of primer, the rollers and pans into the trunk of the oldest Patterson boy's car, a 2005 Pontiac GTO he'd almost completely rebuilt the summer before.

Three of the boys, presumably Joe's kids, jumped into the back of Aloysius' vehicle, one of them banged his head on the stepladder.

"Oops, sorry about that, I should have removed it, but it might come in handy now, I guess. You okay?" The boy replied that he was fine.

They started moving, they weren't going very far, just a block or two. Nathan Patterson followed them in the GTO.

**********

Aloysius drove around the back of the shop, where there was enough space to park two, maybe three cars if they were really close together. He parked near the back door fo the shop, then got out of the car, followed by Natalia and the three boys in the back seat.

Nathan parked the GTO a few feet away; he and the two boys with him climbed out of the GTO, then pulled everything from the trunk.

Everyone introduced themselves. As Aloysius had suspected, the boys that had been in his car were the three Blackmoor Boys, Joseph, Jr., Benjamin and Simon. The other three boys were the Pattersons, Nathan, the eldest, then Jeremy and William.

Rollers were passed around, cans of primer were opened, some placed in the pans and Aloysius and the boys rolled up their sleeves. Within minutes, they were all hard at work and Natalia just stood there watching; dressed as she was, she'd ruin her clothes in five minutes flat.

**********

Thomas Dinweller was outside his shop enjoying the fresh air when that fag boy's vehicle and a ten or eleven year old GTO went by. He watched as they went behind the shops, then waited and was stunned to see the males all start working on covering what he had done.

Didn't these people know the guy was a flaming faggot, if not worse? He recognized Joe Blackmoor's kids and Rob Patterson's boys, too. Why in the heck were they helping someone who could only contaminate them and the village with his evil filthy presence?

He completely forgot about his shop and watched them through the morning and afternoon as they covered all of his work.

**********

Natalia wasn't happy about not being able to help them clean that filth and crap up; she didn't like standing on the sidelines at all.

At 1:00 PM, she figured they needed some food, so she called the pub and asked for someone to bring over eight Sunday roast platters. She hoped that would be enough to feed Aloysius and the boys, she likely wouldn't eat more than half of hers.

She thought for a moment, then called the pub again and had them add a basket of fries to the original order. While she waited for the food to arrive, she walked to the grocery store next to the pub and bought six packs of Coke, Mountain Dew, Dr Pepper and Pepsi.

She was having a bit of trouble with the four six packs, so the store owner called his son over and had him carry the bag for her.

**********

When she arrived back at the shop, where the guys were still hard at work, she thanked the boy, tipped him and sent him on his way. There really wasn't anywhere to put anything yet, so she carefully set the bag with the six packs of pop on the floor.

She hadn't been back in the shop for more than ten minutes when there was a knock on the front door. "Food delivery!" yelled a girl.

Natalia grinned, opened the door, letting the girl in. "Just set it all on the floor, there's no furniture in here right now."

The young woman, Penny, laughed and complied, accepting the payment and a nice tip from Natalia before she returned to the pub.

Natalia opened the door, yelled "Dinner!" and listened to the clatter of rollers being dropped in pans all around the shop. She giggled as she watched them almost stampede into the house, they wanted the food that much! "Dig in, guys, I had the pub send it up."

They wasted no time at all; within fifteen minutes, every platter except hers had been completely cleared and the fries were gone. She was not too far from being full, so she didn't make a fuss when Aloysius scraped half of her leftovers onto Nathan's platter, the rest onto his own.

The two men finished off her leftovers in a few minutes, then they all headed back out to complete the work they were doing.

**********

Thomas Dinweller was definitely not pleased at how things were going, all his effort last night had been wasted!

He wasn't sure what to do at this point, but he knew he would have other opportunities to make that guy regret coming here.

He was still rather upset when the two vehicles came out from behind the shop, the GTO going one way, the guy's car heading out of town.

**********

It had been a lot of work, but Aloysius was glad that it was done; sure, they'd have to paint over the primer, but that could wait a bit. He'd paid all six of the boys, even going so far as to give them an extra hour's cash for the sheer hard work they had done with no complaint.

He took Natalia back to his house so she could get her car, but for some odd reason, she came into the house with him.

He headed upstairs and into his bedroom, stripped out of the dirty clothes, then walked through the sitting room to the bathroom. There was a nice big towel lying on the edge of the sink, that would do for after; he turned on the taps and sat on the toilet as he watched the tub fill.

He used a lot of paints that were often hard to remove from skin, so he kept a few items on hand that did seem to work. Even though it wasn't something he liked, he used a facial scrub containing exfoliants on his hands and lower arms, waited a minute or two before rinsing and then used an old rag to rub the treated areas. That seemed to work fairly well, so he repeated the process, this second treatment left only bits and pieces of the paint on his skin. He didn't have any citrus fruits on hand, but he did have a jar of baby oil; he wasn't big on the baby oil, but he knew it worked, so he dabbed some on a cotton ball and rubbed at some of the remaining bits of paint. A lot of paint had already been removed, but it took another fifteen minutes and a good twenty more cotton balls to remove the rest of the paint from his hands and arms.

He emptied the tub, then filled it again, glad that there was a good hot water system here.

He relaxed in the hot water, just letting the heat soothe his aches, then as the water cooled, he stood up and used the shower head to wash. He used his foot to grab the chain and pull the plug from the bath as he washed himself, including his hair.

He turned off the shower head, then stepped out of the bath, grabbed the towel and rubbed himself dry. Ahhh, that felt good.

He headed back to the bedroom, where he put on a fresh pair of Jockeys, clean socks, then wrapped the robe around himself and headed down the stairs to see what Natalia was doing. When he finally looked in the family room, she was out cold on a sofa with the TV blaring away.

He headed up stairs, grabbed some bedsheets and a blanket, then went into the second main bedroom and prepped the bed. Once it was ready, he headed back downstairs to the family room where he picked up Natalia, carried her up the stairs and tucked her into the bed.

"She must have been really, really tired," he whispered to himself, "she slept right through me carrying her and tucking her into bed."

He was pretty tired himself, but slightly hungry as well; he headed downstairs again, checked the fridge, cut a nice sized square from a chocolate cake he'd bought in London before driving up here yesterday, filled a glass with milk and sat down at the dining room table. The piece of cake didn't last very long, maybe three minutes, and the milk was gone in three quick gulps, then he headed up to his own bed.

**********

Three months went by, with odd incidents happening now and then, his shop was spray painted four more times, the tires on his vehicle had been slashed seven times with no one seeing anything, three of those had been with the vehicle in front of his house. That wasn't all, on three different occasions when the garbage was put out to be collected, someone had come by, cut the bags open and shoved the trash around.

It was all too obvious that someone didn't want him here and was trying to force him to leave, but that just wasn't going to happen.

It was December 1st today, Christmas was coming, he'd made a few friends here, but they were casual ones, except for Natalia. Natalia was a wonderful woman, sometimes she would come here to spend an evening with him, sometimes he would spend a night at her house. Neither he nor Natalia thought of those visits to each other's home as dates, but they were growing closer and closer together as time passed.

**********

Natalia was sick and tired of all the shit that Aloysius had had to deal with since arriving in her little corner of the world. One night after returning from Aloysius' home, she called Joe Blackmoor, the mayor, then conferenced it to Alonso Feltham, the village's only police officer.

"Joe, Lonnie, I'm getting really worried about this stuff, I'm afraid whoever's doing it might turn to violence soon."

Joe frowned as he listened to Natalia. "Something tells me that you think you know who's doing all of this stuff. Spill, Natti," he growled.

Lonnie listened, waiting to hear what Natalia would say to Joe's implied comment.

"Lonnie, Joe, I'm fairly sure that it's Thomas Dinweller. The guy has a serious hate on for anyone who doesn't fit his hetero-centric ideologies. The morning after the first spray painting, that was about three months back, you remember it, Joe, we used your primer...?"

"Yes, I remember that, I not only got my money back for the primer but also got five cans of fresh primer instead of the four that they used."

"Yes, that sounds like Al. Well, when I saw what had happened, I swear Dinweller was watching me and smirking at the filthy paint job."

"Hmmm... if I'm getting what you're implying, he was interested in seeing what reaction people would have about it," Lonnie stated.

"Yes, Lonnie. It gets worse, when Al, Joe's boys and Rob Patterson's boys all pitched in to cover that stuff with the primer, I ended up going to the grocery beside the pub for some items. I looked across the street at one point, saw Dinweller looking at Al' s shop and he was furious."

"So he was really ticked off at them fixing it? Why would he be ticked off unless... oh, unless he did the spray painting," Joe concluded.

"Right," Lonnie remarked, "Anyone who only wanted to help would have been upset at the spray painting, not at it being fixed."

"Well, guys, if it is him, he obviously isn't slowing down, there's been fifteen incidents in just over three months. Everything he's been doing has been aimed at getting Al to leave, and it isn't working. I'm getting worried that he's going to escalate things eventually."

"So, to stop it from getting worse, we need to do something," Joe muttered, "But what options do we have?"

"Well, we could put cameras around Al's house and the shop, and make sure they're able to record stuff for quite a while," Lonnie replied. "In fact, the security cameras used today can be paired with high end memory devices, for what we need, it would cost about £5,000."

**********

Natalia called Aloysius the next day, passed on the gist of the conversation. Aloysius headed over to the bank, pulled out some funds for the store, food, and other necessities, plus enough to cover the cameras, then drove over to Lonnie's place and handed him the cash.

"Get those cameras, get whatever you need, Lonnie, I want this shit to stop. I like this place, it's nice except for one stupid asshole."

"I'll do that, Aloysius. Tom Dinweller is going out of town this weekend, some conference in London, I'll set up the cameras then."

Aloysius returned home, Natalia dropped over, they had a fun evening, she left for home and Aloysius went up to bed.

The next morning, after having breakfast and getting dressed, he walked out the front door to find all the tires on the car slashed again. He called Natalia, she came over an hour later, took him into town, dropping him off at the shop, then headed for her office.

Once Natalia was in her office, she called Lonnie and passed on the info about the tires being slashed again.

**********

For once, a weekend in and around the village was peaceful. Lonnie had set up the cameras, three covering the shop, four covering the house and a single one covering the area near the road where Aloysius left the garbage for the truck to pick up on collection days.

On the Monday evening, Aloysius dropped two black garbage bags next to the road, then headed back into the house.

**********

At 12:53 AM, the camera that had been hidden in a tree near the roadway recorded Thomas Dinweller getting out of his Audi Q5 and walking to the two bags lying on the ground. He pulled a knife from a sheath on his right leg, then slashed the bags several times. He stood there for almost five minutes looking at the torn bags, then he snarled quietly and kicked at the bags, spreading trash for several feet all around him.

Again, he stood there for a few minutes, then he placed the knife in its sheath, stepped back into the car and drove away.

**********

One of the things that Lonnie had done while setting things up was set a system that would trigger an alarm if a camera saw something at a time when people should not be there. Aloysius was woken up that night by the alarm being set off from the camera down by the road.

He padded into the sitting room where a computer had been placed that was connected to the camera systems around the house. He sat down at the coffee table, typed in an access code, then sat back and watched as Dinweller slashed the bags, then kicked the trash around.

He continued to watch until the camera by the road showed Dinweller leaving, then called Lonnie. "He hit the garbage bags, he's yours."

**********

Lonnie didn't usually need his uniform, cap or nightstick, but tonight, he had them all. Dinweller was screwy enough, he might do something.

At 1:35 AM, Lonnie rapped on the front door of Dinweller's home with his nightstick. Dinweller opened the door a few minutes later.

As soon as the door was open, Lonnie stuck a foot into the doorway, then started talking, "Thomas Aaron Dinweller, you're under arrest..."

That was as far as he got, Dinweller swung a fist at him, Lonnie pulled back, but not far enough, Dinweller hit him in the jaw. Lonnie whacked him with the nightstick across the lower abdomen just under the ribs. Dinweller screamed, folded over the stick, then crumpled to the floor.

Lonnie shrugged, put the stick on a clip on his belt, pulled out the cuffs, handcuffed Dinweller and informed him of his rights.

Not only had this idiot committed seventeen acts of vandalism, he'd just assaulted a police officer. Lonnie laughed. Seventeen charges with possible penalties of three months in prison for each one or a £2,500 fine, plus assault of a police officer exercising his duties. Hoo, boy! The assault, upon conviction, could result in six months of prison time and/or a £5,000 fine. Some people just didn't know when to stop.

**********

It was the day after Christmas, Natalia and Aloysius had made a small but lovely Christmas dinner in his kitchen, then enjoyed it together.

It was perhaps an hour after they had eaten when Aloysius decided he had to tell this wonderful woman everything.

He sighed, then sat down near her on the sofa in the family room and started talking.

"I'm going to tell you everything, Natalia, I love you more than anyone else I've ever met, but there are things you don't know about me.

"I guess the most important one is that I had a different name when I was born, that name was Alessandra Elisabeta Iglesias. No, I'm not related in any way to the singer Julio Iglesias, although he's made some very amazing music that I've enjoyed over the years.

"We left Spain when I was four years old and settled in a town on the outskirts of London, that was my home for almost thirteen years.

"Things seemed normal to most people, but somewhere around the time I was nine, I knew that there was something wrong with me. It took a few more years and the beginning of puberty before I knew what it was, I wanted to be one of the boys and do guy things.

"Well, my parents found out when I was seventeen and the end result of that was that I was on the street with no belongings. My father, the coldhearted bastard that he is, had tossed all my clothes and belongings in the back yard, set them on fire and watched them burn."

For a moment, Aloysius is lost in the haze of memory, and several Spanish swear words pass his lips before he recovers.

"I headed into the heart of London, becoming lost in the big city and survived on the street for a week by stealing anything I could get.

"Then I ran into Anthony Braithwaite, he rescued me from a trio of street punks who were about to beat and likely rape me.

"I lived with him for three years, partied hard and often, married him, we had a heck of a great time for those three years.

"That was the way it stood until he drove while drunk and stoned, got hit by a big lorry and wrapped the car around a tree.

"It was a small, shoddy car, the impact with that big oak at the edge of the park pretty much crushed him like you might a bit of paper.

"I didn't learn that he was dead until I came out of the high three days later; two days after that, I was back on the streets.

"I didn't stay on the streets for long, I met a nice lady who offered me a room, all I needed to do was clean her small house for her.

"She died in her sleep about twenty months after I moved in with her. I thought I was going to be back on the streets again, but I found out otherwise when her lawyer showed up two days after she died. He politely and calmly told me that I had inherited everything.

"In the end, that turned out to be the house and £175,000 in a bank account. She'd saved every little bit she could for years.

"I used about £35,000 to fix up the house and make it more liveable, then put my meagre belongings into the main bedroom.

"She and I had been fairly close in size, except I was a few inches taller, 5'10" to her 5'6"; most of her clothes would fit fairly well, but none of them interested me in the least, except for her jeans, and they were too short in the leg for me, so I gave her clothes to a charity shop.

"I'd made some acquaintances over the last twenty months, and one of those passed me on to a doctor. Now, this doctor scared me a bit, but once we started talking, I soon realized that she only wanted to help me, and the serious work of building a new life started.

"About six months after I started seeing her, she gave me a prescription for testosterone, I was absolutely thrilled!

"I continued to see her and took the hormones very day. It took a while, but I found I was eating more and I gained a bit of weight. I was worried for a bit about the possibility that I might become fat, but I used a public gym to run and lift weights, and I started adding on some muscle.

"Before I started taking the testosterone, I weighed maybe 125 pounds, I was pretty darn skinny. I've added a fair bit, but it's all muscle.

"I started the real life test within a month of getting the first prescription, and finished it two years later.

"So the real life part was done but I was living on the money from the old woman's will, and that was decreasing rapidly.

"I'd always enjoyed art, painting especially, so I took some classes; some of it was difficult, but I loved it just the same. The classes only lasted for a single school year, being provided by a local college, so I started putting my skills to work, painting in various media.

"Another year passed, and I was looking at the end of my finances, when a small painting sold in a gallery for £2,500.

"Three weeks later, another painting, roughly the same size, sold at a different gallery for £7,100. I was shocked, this could be my income!

"Slowly but surely, as the months passed and I became more comfortable as my male self, my paintings drew larger amounts.

"About a month before I first met you, I decided that I wanted to leave London, live somewhere else.

"I sorted out the financial end of things, put the house up for sale and started looking for a house somewhere in this area of the country.

"It took nearly three weeks before I ended up in Little Bramble, and then found the Meredith house through your job.

"You have been a huge part of my life, Natalia," he said as he knelt, pulling a small jewelry box from a pocket, "Will you please marry me?"

By The Power Of My Mind

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By The Power Of My Mind
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Crazy Pagan Gurl

TG Themes: 

  • Female to Male

TG Elements: 

  • F2M sex change

By The Power Of My Mind Chapter 1

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  • Magic

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"Why the heck are you interrupting me, you silly twit? You what?" Klarion shouted at the older male on the other side of the secret lab room.

"Don't you want your story to be told, Klarion? Everyone thinks you're a total jerk right about now, you know?" Charles yelled back at him.

"Hmmm..." Klarion thought for a moment. Maybe it would be good to tell his story, perhaps he could stop hiding once the truth was known. He stood there, looking down at a machine without noticing it was even there, then chuckled and said, "All right, then, Chuck, this is my story."

**********

I was born Klara Louisa Schellmann in Munich, Germany, daughter of Franck and Johanna, sister to Emil and Sofia, on May 17, 2004.

We lived in Munich for about six years before daddy was transferred to somewhere in Canada, and we left Germany behind forever.

Daddy went over there first, to find us a decent house to live in and start the process of transferring to the new office.

We eventually joined him in mid-June of 2010, arriving at our new five bedroom home in the twin cities of Kitchener and Waterloo.

Why a five bedroom? Well, daddy decided each of us kids should have our own room, and he got the house at a very nice price from what I heard him say to mom a few hours later on the night that we arrived. The house had belonged to a drug boss who was raided and jailed.

It seems the raid turned up the names of several other drug lords and seven more places in the twin cities were raided as a result. The house had been on the market for a few months and dad was the first to express interest, then he got it by paying back taxes and a small fee.

**********

I had no idea that I had magical abilities until they first manifested when I was a few months short of ten years old.

See, I was playing with our big tom cat, Siegel, and everything was fine until I felt an odd shiver pass through me as I touched him to roll him onto his other side. You know, kind of play fighting with a full grown cat? Well, that touch caused that poor cat to yowl at full volume.

He kept yowling for a good five minutes. The weird part is the tone of the yowls went higher and higher before he finally passed out from shock. It wasn't until a few minutes after that that I discovered that Siegel was no longer a tom in any way, shape or form. Oh, dear.

It was only then that I realized that I had been thinking that having a female cat would be cool. Uh oh, when daddy finds out...

Daddy did find out, that very evening, in fact. I guess I can be considered lucky that I was only grounded for a week. That wasn't the worst of it, though. Daddy made a few calls to people he knew, and before I knew what was happening, I was apprenticed to Herr Thom Klausen.

Herr Klausen is a wizard, one of the three types of magic users known to the world at large.

I spent the next two years studying most evenings and for at least six to eight hours every Saturday under Herr Klausen. It wasn't fun. I'd never been much for sticking my nose into books and Herr Klausen had me reading all kinds of magic study books whenever I was with him.

Then the event happened that would change my life forever. To this day, I wish I hadn't done that specific spell. But I did, and so...

**********

I'd just finished reading yet another guide on how to use one's powers and was sitting at my little desk, bored out of my mind.

I'd turned twelve two weeks before, June was just beginning. It was a nice, sunny day out there and I was stuck indoor reading? Hmmph!

Then I had a rather interesting thought cross my mind. There was an old staff in the back room of Herr Klausen's basement, which is where he had put his rooms for various magical activities. There was also a nicely inscribed pentagram on the floor of the third room.

Ooooh, that strangely glowing purple gem in the third drawer of the warded cabinet in his office sure looks nice. Maybe I can use it?

So I grabbed the staff and that glowing gem and stalked into the third room, the one with the pentagram on the floor.

I noticed that there was a point on the pentagram that hadn't been filled in, so I went looking for the special chalk to finish the pentagram.

It didn't take me long to do that, then I spent about fifteen minutes making a pattern of markings on the floor within the pentagram itself. Once that was done, I stood up with the staff in my right hand and that oddly glowing blue gem in my left hand (wasn't it purple before?)

I recited several words in old Latin, then waved the staff three times and tapped the staff's head on the glowing gem.

That was when everything went batshit crazy, a huge flash of blue light tinged with purple knocked me out of the pentagram on the backlash of the explosion that occurred when the normal gem on the top of the staff touched the gem that had been in my hand.

I have no idea how long I was unconscious, but I think it was only a few minutes. Then I roused enough to discover that I was no longer me.

Before then, I had been a young woman who was slowly blooming. I'd had small B cup breasts and a female shape, no surprise there.

I looked down and my chest was flat, no breasts. No breasts? Oh, crap! I looked further down and discovered that the explosion had turned my clothing into tatters at best, there was no way that I would be reasonably covered with what remained. I was just short of being naked.

Yep, almost naked, which meant that I could see all the way down to my belly and what was now there. A penis? My vagina was gone!

I was thinking there was no way it could get any worse when Herr Klausen stomped into the room and glared down at me. "You fool!"

He sent me home an hour later after tanning my backside with a birch switch. If it weren't for the robe he had me wear... You get the idea.

Daddy gave me a piece of his mind, but otherwise left it alone. It was bad enough that Herr Klausen said he would no longer teach me.

**********

It wasn't until another five months had passed that I discovered why the spell I had done that day had turned out the way it had. See, what I hadn't known was that the blue gem (purple?) had a crack in it, and the other gem touching it had shattered the flawed gem.

The shattering of the gem when the two touched triggered the explosion and the huge light effect, and I became a boy.

What made it really hard was that I had been content to be a girl and now being stuck as a male was driving me crazy.

I guess you could say that my being so unhappy about what had happened was one reason I started being a brat at home and at school.

**********

When September rolled around again, I was back in school, but at a different one, one where I likely wouldn't be known.

Honestly, it was boring. I had no trouble doing the course work, I was smart enough to be doing college prep courses, but daddy said I should be around other kids my age. Yeah, right. One thing that made it not so boring was that I found an old grimoire in one of the classrooms.

I spent the next few weeks poring over the information and spells in that grimoire. Many of them seemed to be mentally based? I guess the best way to describe them is that the spells were designed to nudge or influence others without them knowing it was happening.

I quite enjoyed learning those spells and decided to try them out at school one day. Oh, boy, was that ever fun!

**********

I decided to do it on the Friday just before Hallowe'en. The school cafeteria was almost always full of kids at lunch time.

I started it off by nudging a few specific students, all three of them were rather anti-gay/les, etc.

So I first nudged Todd Cavell, getting him to pick up Bobby Farr's chocolate cream pie and turned it into a small but perfect chocolate golem. The creature jumped right into Melissa Samm's face, splattering all over her and two girls beside her, then slightly smaller, moved onward.

The next nudge was directed at Lisa Smink, a preppy looking girl who grabbed Jo-Beth Thomas' large homemade lemon meringue pie and went to throw it at Doreen Nickelson. Well, in mid-flight, that pie became another food golem, this one yellow and white in colour.

The third nudge was to Bellamy Vincent, who grabbed a chocolate mousse belonging to Serena Belmont and threw it at Paul Overton, one of the few known gay boys in the school and one who had seriously outstanding handsome looks. Yep, you guessed it, the mousse became another food creature like the other two and made a serious mess of Paul's nice white long sleeve shirt and pale blue blazer.

That was all it took, honestly. Within seconds, the food critters were causing havoc and actual food was flying everywhere in the cafeteria. I can't be absolutely sure, but I think I spawned two other food golems that day. I know there were at least five of them present in the fight.

I ducked under my table and stayed there, waiting for the whole thing to die down.

At one point, I noticed that I was being watched, so I looked around to find out who it was and spotted Sabrina Portland giving me the eye.

Hmmm... Perhaps I can use her, she seems to know about magic in one way or another.

**********

Once I was home that afternoon, I sat down in my room and thought about what had happened that day in the cafeteria. According to several of the guides and other books of magic that I had read, nudging more than two or three people at once should totally drain a wizard's energy.

Then add in that I seemed to have spawned two of the creatures myself. Those books all said that should not have been possible.

I continued to think about it while waiting for supper to be ready. Eventually, I came to only one conclusion that made any sense at all.

Magic, or more specifically the essence of magic, had to be growing, not declining. The amounts of raw magical energy available to be used were far higher than they had been since not long after the founding of the Christian church in the first century or so after Christ's birth.

If that were correct, then the more I learned, the more I would be able to do. That caused me to smile, then chuckle quietly.

**********

After I figured out that magic was on the rise, I did several experiments to test the hypothesis and discovered it to be true.

I had a bit more fun pulling stunts on people. Not in school, though, I didn't want to draw attention to myself there.

Then one afternoon I found about about the three were-cat kids, triplets actually, and thought about maybe having one as a familiar.

The only problem is my skills all seem to be either in nudging people to do things or in casting illusions to confuse or disorient people.

That was when I thought of Sabrina, the girl in the cafeteria that day that had been watching me while the food fight happened there.

It took me nearly two weeks to get her somewhere alone, then I gave her a slight nudge to get her to agree to meet me somewhere else. That ended up being at an A&W restaurant, where I further nudged her, suggesting that she find a way to grab one or more of the were-kitties.

It was made even easier when I realized that she had a bit of a crush on me. Huh, I'll use any advantage I have, yeppers!

Silly git, thinking she could somehow get me to go out with her or something along that line. I decided to teach her a lesson.

It was all quite the bit of fun, I had a good laugh over it afterward.

See, I decided that getting her in trouble would be far better in the long run for me than actually getting one of the were-kitties. That potion that I gave her, which would "open" her abilities even more, was nothing more than an unusual flavour of Kool-Aid mixed with a bit of cola.

I waited until she was on her way to do it, then called the were-cat home, and disguising my voice, warned them to be on the lookout.

Apparently, that was all it took. They sent the kids off to be safe, waited there and her parents found Sabrina in the woods behind her own house. The best part is that she was acting totally silly, another one of my little nudges, cooing about having were-kitties as familiars/friends?

**********

I didn't know whether she would tattle on me or not, and I didn't care much for life at home with Dad being a macho jerk a lot of the time, so I packed a bunch of stuff into a duffel and a backpack, then left the house and headed for my hideout a few hours ride out from the city.

I managed to find a woman going the direction I needed to go, and soon reached the town closest to the hideout, waving goodbye to her.

The hideout? It's an old worn-down house on the edge of this town, with a huge basement where Charles and I have our lab rooms.

Georgian Bay is just a few steps outside the back door of the house, I sometimes find myself staring out over the water there.

I met Charles about a year ago, online actually, and found out we shared quite a few interests in the studies of magic. He was a fair bit older, not quite thirty and had bought the old house, leaving the outside looking rather shabby, but fixed the inside as needed to meet specifications.

**********

I've been sharing the house with Charles for a while now. No, I'm not going to tell you how long I've been here or where it is.

Charles always takes care of the payments for the house and the procurement of groceries and other necessities. That meant that I could pretty much stay out of sight and those avoid notice of the people in the town. I'm sure there are notices out there about me being missing.

Hmmm... what's this? An email from someone named Lissa-Lee Danifel? A teacher at some new school called M.Y.T.H.? Wait, how the heck do they know about me? And even stranger, how the heck did they know to contact me using this email, which is rather private in nature?

I read the email. Oh, my, it seems they know about some of what I've done; Sabrina did tattle, painting me as the bad guy, of course.

What had me thinking was one paragraph in the email, which I'll quote here:

"Klarion, we know about your abilities. You haven't truly harmed anyone yet, which is the only thing preventing you from being taken to jail for your actions, especially regarding Sabrina. You need training to use your abilities in a more responsible way, training you can get here."

I'm going to think about it. The orientation day she mentioned will take place in a few weeks. Maybe I'll check it out...

By The Power Of My Mind Chapter 2

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

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  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Magic

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Universes & Series: 

  • M.Y.T.H. Universe by Dorothy Colleen

TG Themes: 

  • Female to Male

TG Elements: 

  • F2M sex change

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I spent the next week or two thinking over the offer in that letter while doing various bits of work in the interconnecting warren of lab rooms.

Many of the experiments were fairly standard, just using known information to test a multitude of hypotheses through experimentation.

Well, I guess I wasn't paying attention one afternoon just over a week before that silly school's orientation day. I accidentally added the wrong ingredient to an already simmering beaker filled with several fluids, and the resulting explosion rocked the building.

I ended up being slammed against the outer wall of the room, let me just say that hurt like hell as that wall is dressed fieldstone.

I took several minutes to closely examine myself, discovering that the only fairly serious injury was the broken thumb on my left hand. As best as I can remember, I threw my hand out in front of me when I realized what was happening, and that poor thumb hit the wall first.

I'm still not sure as to how I avoided breaking any other bones in that hand, or the wrist, honestly. Maybe it was pure dumb luck?

I spent the next little while taking care of my poor thumb, including splinting it and wrapping it in a snug bandage to keep it nice and straight.

I finally decided that I would at least check out this orientation day and perhaps make a decision then on going to the school. I used one of the computers in another of the basement lab rooms to send off an email to Lissa-Lee, saying I would be there for the orientation day.

I'll tell you, it isn't fun trying to type an email when you have a splinted broken thumb that keeps poking at the keyboard while you type.

**********

I talked with Charles several days before the orientation day, and he made arrangements with a friend to take me down there.

Other than that, a lot of my time was used in doing other experiments in one or more of the lab rooms. I'm learning quite a bit, honestly.

The only exception to my working in the labs was the time I set aside each day to work on boosting my skills with magic. That proved to be easier than I had expected, as I found I could draw more and more magical energy to focus and use for casting a variety of spells.

Some of the spells that I was doing were from the grimoire I found at school about a year ago. I had lucked out when visiting a used bookstore in the town here a few weeks after I arrived. The store owner was getting rid of odds and ends that weren't selling, and in amongst the trash in the boxes there, I found two other grimoires, one of the two dating back to the late seventeenth century, 1685 to be more specific.

It seems the original creator of the grimoire had lived in Salem, Massachusetts at that time and had very narrowly escaped being put to death as a witch during the horrendous fiasco that took place there. She fled up to this area, living in a small shack by the shore for fifty years.

What was more interesting was that the grimoire had been in use by her descendants until about twenty years ago. There were inscriptions and notations from those olden days down through the generations to several scribblings that were included in September of 1995.

Then the various writings in the grimoire ended. I have to say I was rather curious as to what had happened to cause whoever had written the inscriptions to stop entering them. A visit to the library and just over three hours spent looking through old news gave me the answer.

The latest writings in it had been done by a mature woman and her teenage daughter. As I said, I was looking at old newspapers when I saw the headline "Mother and only daughter die in fiery crash". Reading it led me to find their names, which matched the ones in the grimoire.

**********

That orientation day is happening in three days. I am waiting for Perry to get here so we can get on the road.

Oh, Perry is the friend that Charles called to help me get to the orientation day, and if necessary, return here afterward. Perry is a big black guy, about 6'2" or 6'3" tall; he looks rather muscular, so I'd say he's about 215 pounds. When I say black, think black as coal.

I had been waiting for about twenty minutes when Perry finally showed up driving a ratty old RV that looked like it was ready to fall apart. The darn thing looks like it had been built somewhere around 1960 or so. It definitely needs a new paint job, some body work, too.

I shrugged and lugged my two duffel bags over to the door leading into the RV, opened it, then up the steps, dropping them on one of the seats in the small kitchen area near the front of the vehicle. Perry waved at me, said hello, then invited me to take the passenger seat.

A bit over ten minutes later, we were rolling along the Trans Canada highway, heading south towards Barrie, then on to Windsor, Ontario. Perry and I had discussed various routes with Charles and had decided to go through the northern states as we made our way to Montana.

I vaguely remember a trip out west not long after we arrived in Canada, I think I was about seven years old at the time?

We reached Barrie about ninety minutes or so after we reached the Trans Canada highway. We took some time for a quick pit stop.

It took about an hour for us to go from Barrie to the northern edges of Toronto, but the big city driving slowed us down a bit. While we made our way through Toronto, we pulled off the highway for a bit, stopping at a Tim Horton's for coffees and refreshments, then we were off again.

We connected with the 401 highway, otherwise known as the McDonald Cartier Freeway, and the westward portion of the journey began.

We made another pit stop on the eastern side of London, then continued onward to the border crossings at Windsor.

The border crossing was a bit of a PITA, we had to wait in a long line-up of vehicles before we finally reached the crossing point. The guard took a few minutes to look over our info, noting that I had only received citizenship along with the rest of the family two years before.

There didn't seem to be anything odd about it all, I guess, as he handed our stuff back and waved us through the crossing.

We were now officially on US soil. This was a definite first for me, I'd been in Canada for seven years and we had never visited the US.

Perry looked at his watch and said it was almost 5 PM. We could stop somewhere for something to eat, then decide what to do.

We found a small family restaurant serving up a variety of home styled foods and both of us ended up stuffing ourselves. The place offered lots of food options, from poutine (loved by many Canadians) to their big favourite, a lovely roast of pork with apple in mouth, to fried cabbages that were a specialty of one of the restaurant owners, to a wide variety of freshly baked pies, including blackberry, pecan and rhubarb.

That led to Perry deciding we would find a motel on the edges of Detroit and relax for the night before resuming our journey.

**********

We spent the next two days working our way west and north toward the town closest to the new school in Montana.

Just after 7 PM on the night before the orientation day, Perry pulled us into the lot of a motel and went in to get us a room.

There was a small diner about half a mile away from the motel, we stopped in there for another home style delicious meal. Like the one in Detroit, they offered a fair variety of options. Perry and I decided on more standard fare, what turned out to be a large serving of roast beef. It came with a huge baked potato and a small amount of green beans on the side. We finished the meal with plates of fresh apple pie.

Once we were back at the motel, we simply relaxed, watching a bit of TV for a while, then I worked on refining my magic skills.

We wound down around 11:30 that evening; both of us were asleep by the time midnight arrived.

**********

Oops! We didn't have an alarm set to wake us up, and we both slept like logs. I finally roused from sleep around 10:30 AM. I was astonished to find that it was already that late, so I shook Perry on the shoulder gently to wake him up, then grabbed a quick shower.

Once I was done in there, Perry had his turn while I rummaged through the clothing I had brought, trying to decide what to wear.

As much as I may be used to looking like a male now, I still don't truly feel male inside. I'll always be a girl in my heart, I guess. That being the case, I suppose people might not be surprised to see that I picked out my best pair of slacks and a nice dress shirt and a tie.

Oh, gods, that has to be one of the worst things about being male. It took me hours and hours to learn how to tie a tie correctly. What makes it worse is that I didn't really figure it out until my older sister Johanna stepped in and showed me, outlining it step by nasty step.

After a fairly quick but nice breakfast of three eggs, ham and home fries at the diner, we were on our way to the school.

**********

We pulled into the main lot at the school just after 12:15 PM, then followed several signs into the gymnasium, where all the orientation info had been set up at some point. I wandered around for about ten minutes or so before I heard my name being called.

While I had been in there, I had seen two girls, both pretty in their own way, being called by one of the teachers or staff.

Anyway, my name was eventually called, and I broke into a weak smile as the teacher led me out of the gym.

It turned out that she was the one that had contacted me about the school, yeah, Lissa-Lee Danifel. She was tall and slim for the most part, well, except for her rather large bosom; if I were still female, I might wish to have been so lucky as to be graced with a bust like hers!

She led me down this hallway, then along another one, turned another corner and continued toward the door at the end of the hall.

We were still about 20 feet or so away from the door when those two pretty girls I saw earlier exited that room, the door closing behind them.

Ms. Danifel nodded to the two girls as they passed us. Me, I just stared at them like a silly git as Ms. Danifel knocked on the door.

A few seconds later, an older woman's voice called out for us to enter, so we did.

It wasn't until I had fully entered the room that I realized my life had just changed quite seriously. I had moved past a rather large male of the naga species when I stopped dead in my tracks near the center of the room. What in the nine hells was Sabrina Portland doing here?

Oh, shit! I'm in deep, deep trouble now. If she's here, they likely know what I did a few months ago.

I turned around to try to leave, only to find myself quite thoroughly blocked by the rather large and suddenly intimidating naga.

Bzzzzappp Bang Boom: Wichita Linegirl

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Organizational: 

  • Title Page

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Bzzzzappp Bang Boom
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Wichita Linegirl


By
Crazy Pagan Gurl

TG Themes: 

  • Age Regression

TG Elements: 

  • Costumes and Masks

Bzzzzappp Bang Boom: Wichita Linegirl Part 1

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Fiction

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Superheroes

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Age Regression

TG Elements: 

  • Costumes and Masks

Other Keywords: 

  • E-Girl Universe by Dorothy Colleen

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

You know the old saying, there's a sucker born every minute? Well, I discovered the truth of that one all too well recently.

You see, I used to go out in my van and fix problems in the telephone lines, just like in the song Wichita Lineman by Glen Campbell. Most of the time, it wasn't difficult work, although it could be time consuming after a big storm went through the area, but that's life, ya know?

This seemed to be a day like any other, I was headed out to check a few sites, one of which had a malfunctioning transformer.

Yeah, I know it's odd, but I work from a base office in Wichita, Kansas, what can I say? That darn song again, geez Louise!

Anyway, I made sure that all of the equipment and tools were in the van, then I headed out to my first stop.

That one wasn't too hard, a line had tangled on a high tree limb, I used a small chainsaw to cut the limb, then untangled the line.

The next one was fairly easy, too. It required a bit of tightening on a line that had been separating from a transformer.

It was the third one that changed my life in ways that I had never even thought of, let alone wished for or desired.

Yep, the third one was that malfunctioning transformer. If I had only known, I likely would have hightailed it out of there.

I didn't, though, and so I went to the place where Fate would take her own hand in my life, turning it completely upside down.

I made sure, when I checked the transformer after I arrived there, that it had been shut down. Nothing should have happened, but...

I guess I had been working on the transformer for several minutes when my hair literally stood up on end all over my body. The transformer had somehow turned on, there was a direct power source going into it, and an open electrical line in my hand. Oh, sweet holy shit!

In the next second or two, the world turned white, then blue, then pink, then white again as the electricity raged through my body. At the same time, my ears rang as a massive explosion occurred, then I heard nothing more. I have no idea if it lasted much longer than that, as I passed out while still being fried by the electrical charges from the open line and didn't wake up until much, much later in the hospital.

A truck driver passing by managed to haul me away from the now fried and destroyed transformer, then called 911.

I'm told the paramedics showed up about ten minutes after that, loaded me on a stretcher and raced to the nearest hospital.

**********

"Patient is James Richard Stevens, 31 years old, brown hair, blue eyes, 5'10", 170 lbs. according to driver's licence. He was brought in just now with what appears to be third degree electrical burns on nearly 90% of his body, including parts of the head. No hair on patient's head.

"Truck driver that called 911 said that patient was flopping around as if electricity was arcing in and out of the body when he found him.

"Paramedics had to use the defibrillator three times on the trip to the hospital, once more as they arrived here, as patient's heart kept stopping.

"Patient arrived at hospital completely naked. According to truck driver, the man's clothes had been turned to ash by whatever happened."

"Strange, no clothes as I said already, but the rubber and plastic extra large fanny pack with his tools and wallet was only partially destroyed, nurse is removing it from patient. I've just been informed by a paramedic that he is just as they first saw him, they were only able to identify him due to the wallet being inside the fanny pack, rather than in his back pocket where most men put theirs on a daily basis.

"Patient is breathing on his own, although it sounds rather ragged. I'm ordering an oxygen mask as a precautionary measure.

"Nurse is putting the oxygen mask on the patient. Oh, my, get that off him now, or do you want to blow up the whole hospital?

"Whew, that was close, oxygen mask is a major NO GO, patient began throwing large arcs of electricity when the mask was applied. Oh, dear, it looks like that mask is done for, talk about melting something until it looks completely alien. Wow, we really need to be careful here.

"Interestingly, patient is not reacting to machines being used to monitor him, even though all of them use electricity to function.

"Wait, there's something different about him... Holy shit, his hair is growing in again and extremely fast, too!"

"Hair is still growing, just past the chin now, showing no sign of stopping. Patient's eyes are changing colour, now a bright glowing silver. Damn, that looks odd, hair is now down to chest area on the patient... Oh, my, that just can't be happening! Hoowhee! He's growing breasts!

"This is beyond weird, if you ask me. If I didn't know that supers existed, I'd think I was hallucinating. Perhaps this is a new one?"

"Changes are progressing, patient's body is reshaping itself, conforming to a more female shape, and a rather nice one, too.

"Hair is now changing colour. Ooookay, this is hard to believe, but I'm seeing it with my own eyes. Patient's hair is now waist length and finally appears to be slowing down growth wise. Colour of the hair is very interesting, silver, gold, and flame red, all in lightning patterns.

"Other changes are continuing, patient appears to be entirely female now, patient's height doesn't seem to have changed at all.

"Patient is now fully female and seems to be stabilizing rather nicely, breathing is much better than it was earlier, almost normal again.

"As patient appears quite healthy, with all machines showing optimal measurements, patient is being moved to a room."

**********

When I woke up, the uncovered window in the room showed that night had fallen at some point while I was unconscious or perhaps dead.

I was honestly surprised to be alive after that, it's not every day that one survives being fried by an open line connected to a live transformer.

It only took a few seconds, when I first tried to move, then I noticed that things had changed quite a lot while I was out of it.

I mean, what would you think? Get fried as a nice, tall, hunky guy, then wake up that night as a sex bomb girl wearing only a hospital gown?

Yep, sex bomb was all too accurate, 36DD weapons on line, about a 25 inch waist, and maybe 35 inch hips. That was only the start of it, though, I could feel the hair behind me. I pulled a bunch of it in front to take a look. Oh, wow, that's definitely an unusual set of colours. Long, too.

They were obviously monitoring me on cameras somewhere, as I wasn't hooked up to any hospital equipment as far as I could see. A nurse came running into the room, followed by a female doctor who was yelling at me to get back into the bed. I laughed at her.

"Why should I? I feel pretty good, although I wasn't expecting the breasts and long hair. Hell, I wasn't expecting to be alive, darn it!"

"You know what happened to you, I gather. You're a living, walking, breathing miracle, lady."

"Yep, I know. A transformer that I had shut down somehow came back online while I was holding an open electrical line, Doc."

"What the hell?" came the gasp from a male walking down the hallway. "This is Jim Stevens' room, right?" the guy asked.

"Hiya, Lorne," I replied. "If the name on the outside of the door says James Stevens, then yeah, it's my room. Come on in."

Lorne walked in, spluttering, "But... but... you're a girl! Hot damn, you're a hell of a good looking one, too. Too bad I'm married," he whined.

"I just found out that I'm a girl a few minutes ago, then the nurses and doctors came charging in here. Don't need them now," I growled.

Oh, dear, I'm going to have to tone it down a lot. If a little growl like that can make a man drool like Lorne is right now, I'm in deep trouble.

"Hey, doc, can I get something decent to eat, please? I'm ravenous. Heck, bring me two trays, I'm gonna need them!"

"You aren't going to cause any trouble while I call down for the food, are you?" she asked as she turned toward the open doorway.

"Not a chance, doc, all that I want right now is plenty of good food and something decent to wear, this thing is useless!" I whined.

The doctor nodded, taking me at my word, I suppose and left the room. The nurse shrugged her shoulders and followed the doctor.

Perhaps nine minutes later, a young man wheeled one of those moveable tray stands that slide over hospital beds into the room. He pulled it up right to the edge of the bed, then stated in a rather nice sounding baritone voice, "Double order roast beef, potato, green beans, jello."

I politely thanked him and he left the room. Lorne hadn't said anything since the women had left, he was ogling me rather obviously.

"Hey, Lorne, my face is up here, hmmm? I know I have nice breasts, but I would prefer it if you looked at me, not them, thanks!" I hissed.

Oops, I freaked him out again! That was just a hint of displeasure and he's looking like he's been backed into a corner.

I sighed, which seemed to cause him to stop trying to hide in the corner by the door. "Sorry, Lorne, but that bothers me a lot."

He nodded and decided to sit down in the lone chair in the room. I took a bite of the roast beef. Ugh! This was cooked?

I have no idea how it happened, but my hand grew warm and several small flashes of bright light were visible for a moment.

It stopped almost as soon as it started. I shrugged and tasted the meat again. It was much better now, just slightly charred, perfect!

I managed to produce that effect again when I finished the roast beef on the first tray and picked the beef up from the second one.

Lorne looked up at me, he seemed rather startled as he asked, "Did you... ummmm... did you... just... fry that meat a bit?"

I giggled as I put the meat down, then answered him, "Something like that. I seem to be able to generate electricity when I want it."

"Oookay. If you can do that, that would make you one of those supers that started appearing fairly recently. Far out, man!" The last bit of that came out in a hoarse shout that I'm sure could have been heard three or four rooms down the hall, if not further.

A nurse popped her head in the door, took a quick look, then asked us to keep the noise down as people were still sleeping.

She left just as fast, leaving Lorne and I alone again. That didn't last long, I had barely started eating when a big guy walked in the room.

I knew right away who he was, he's been in the news dozens of times for things he's done. Who was it? Commander Ares, who else?

"Hiya, kid. So you're the new super. Quite the dish, too. Why does it smell like something electrical went funky in here?" Ares enquired.

"That was likely me. It seems my traumatic incident yesterday enabled some form of electrical based powers in me. I find it interesting. As to why it smells like that, well, I used a wee bit of electricity I generated through my hands to cook the roast beef a bit, it started out half raw."

"Half raw? You do realize that they cook all meat to a specific temperature as required to ensure it is cooked all the way through?" he asked.

"Yeah, I know that," I responded, "But it still tasted half raw to me. Well, it did until I cooked it a bit more," I giggled.

I took another bite of my now properly cooked roast beef, then asked Lorne when I had swallowed it, "You replace the transformer, Lorne?"

Lorne nodded, "Yeah, it took us about four hours to get the new one hooked up properly. Ten blocks were without power for nearly five hours."

"That's not too bad, I suppose. Just be thankful that transformer didn't blow other ones when it exploded. It sure wasn't fun on my end."

"At least you're alive, even if you are a whole hell of a lot different than the guy I knew and worked with just a couple of days ago," Lorne said.

Ares had listened to Lorne and I, now he asked, "Is it too soon for you to have picked a name for yourself?"

"Hmmm," I thought on it for a moment, then giggled like a madwoman for a minute or three before I could stand up straight again and draw enough breath to ask him, "Have you ever heard the song by Glen Campbell called Wichita Lineman?"

Ares nodded, "Nice song, more of my mom or dad's style, though. Why? Oh, wait... We're in Wichita, I assume that's part of your nick?"

"Yeah. It's especially appropriate as I was a lineman here, but now I'm more of a linegirl, ya know? So... Wichita Linegirl."

"You willing to pay royalties to Glen's estate for using that name? If not, you're going to have problems all over the place."

"As long as the royalty amounts aren't insane, Ares, I think I can handle it. Well, once I can get access to my bank accounts, that is."

"You're doing that well on a lineman's pay?" Lorne squawked, his eyes bugging out in surprise.

"Nope, but I did put a little bit from every check over the last twelve years into a bunch of stocks that have done very, very well," I grinned.

"Just how well are we talking about?" Ares questioned me.

"Hmmm... Last time I checked my accounts, the total was slightly over $127.46 million US, Ares," I replied and then broke into giggles again.

Uh oh, big oops. That must have been quite the surprise, as both men just fainted. "Nurse," I yelled, "I need a nurse in here RIGHT NOW!"

It didn't take long, maybe thirty seconds, before two nurses came into the room at a dead run, the first tripping over Ares on the floor. She managed to grab the side of the bed and prevent herself from falling. The two nurses soon brought the men around, then left the room.

Lorne sat in the chair, still shaking, I guess he was rather shocked. Ares recovered much more quickly, soon looking like his normal self.

"Sorry about that, guys. Hey, Ares, I'm going to need a costume, and it has to have at least one lightning bolt on it, got it, buster?"

Oh, dear, I really need to watch my temper. It seems, when I get upset or angry, I throw off electrical charges. Damn, I really need to stop scaring the heck out of folks, and I'll bet it isn't helping things when I leave smoking holes in the ceiling and walls.

Maybe tomorrow will be better? I'll let you know as soon as I find out.

Bzzzzappp Bang Boom: Wichita Linegirl Part 2

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  • crazypagangurl

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  • General Audience (pg)

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  • Fiction

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Superheroes

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Age Regression

TG Elements: 

  • Costumes and Masks

Other Keywords: 

  • E-Girl Universe by Dorothy Colleen

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That darn hospital forced me to stay there for nearly three more days, even though I was obviously in completely perfect health!

Ahhh, well, I had a bed to sleep on, food to eat, a TV with silly shows on it to watch all day. Oh, and visits from Commander Ares. It seems he really wants me to go to this Compound on the edge of the city to find out just what I can do beyond leaving scorch marks on walls.

What has me annoyed right now is that most of the time I spent in this darn hospital was due to having to wait to see the psychologist. I know I'm all right, heck, you folks out there probably can tell that I'm fine, but no, they say I have to see this crazy doctor before I can leave.

Yeah, so it's been nearly three days of sitting in this bed, getting bored out of my mind.

The one good thing, I guess, is that my lawyer Bart Sims showed up yesterday morning, had me sign a few forms and informed me that all of my accounts will be transferred to my new identity within three business days, and that ID won't be a problem as my change was witnessed.

Heck, it couldn't have been much more public than what I saw afterward, although how that reporter got in there is a darn good question!

So I've been talking with Commander Ares when he has time to wander by, and he says I seem to be a new Super.

I asked him about these Supers. His response was they are people who've gained special abilities, some use them for good, some don't. He used examples like E-Girl, who is quite well known by now, and the Fluke, who twists luck into new pretzel shapes all the time.

Oh, my, there's someone by the entrance to the room, she's wearing a white doctor's coat, maybe she's the psych I have to see?

I could seriously do without having to jump through silly hoops like this. I mean, damn, there's another scorch mark on the walls? Oh, dear!

**********

It turned out that the woman in the white coat was indeed the psychologist, an older woman named Dr. Morrow.

She gave me a quick once over before asking me not to make the obvious joke about her name. I just shrugged and waited.

We ended up talking for a while, especially about how I felt about being alive, as a girl, after being pretty much turned to a crisp.

I gave her the facts, including that the damn transformer shouldn't have done what it had obviously done just before it went bang in my face.

She countered that with the remark that, from what various technical people had learned, it was a rather odd trigger event. When she said trigger, I giggled, that was just sooo lame, but in effect, whatever caused that transformer to turn on at that point was still unknown.

We ended our little chat with her informing me that I would be free to go fairly soon, likely within a couple of hours. She shrugged when I asked why it couldn't be sooner, replying that the doctor who would need to sign the forms to release me was busy doing hospital rounds.

I admit that that irritated me a fair bit, enough that I sparked rather significantly, the spark just missing Dr. Morrow as she stood up to leave.

She sighed, then flashed me a brief smile, "I'm sorry that you feel upset about having to wait even longer, but he's in charge of your case."

With that, she waved back at me as she walked out of the room, leaving me fretting on that goldarned hospital bed.

**********

It ended up being almost three hours later before I was finally free to leave. My lawyer, Bart, was waiting near the hospital entrance. When I walked out through the door, he smiled, stepped close and handed me a small folder, saying, "There's temporary IDs in there. The other lawyers who work on your behalf suggested keeping the name fairly similar to your old one, so you are now Jamie Raquel Stevens, okay?"

I thought about it for a moment, then nodded as I replied, "I assume keeping it similar will help simplify the transition process?"

It was his turn to nod, "That's right, it's extremely hard to deny live video footage of something like your transformation, kid."

I shook my head, twisted slightly to one side, then slapped Bart on the shoulder, knocking him several feet away in the process. He picked himself up a moment later, looking at me as if to ask what he had done, and I said quite simply, "Don't me call me kid again, Bart."

That was when he sniffed the air, then twisted his head to look at the shoulder of his suit jacket, which now had a large scorched area on it.

I looked at Bart again, then repeated it just to make it clear, "I may be a lot younger looking now, Bart, but I am in no way a kid."

He sighed, then nodded, picked up the larger folder from which he had pulled my ID items, then he turned and gestured, "After, you, Jamie."

**********

I still had the items from my fanny pack, which included the keys to my four bedroom house in one of the better areas of the city.

Bart led me to a fairly new SUV, then pulled the gentleman act of opening the passenger door for me. I just laughed and climbed into the car.

The trip to my house from the hospital didn't take very long, less than fifteen minutes, then Bart was parking on the street.

He looked at me for a good minute or two after the vehicle had stopped, then smiled briefly and said, "Take care of yourself, Jamie."

I nodded, opened my door, stepped down from the vehicle, shut the door and watched him drive away. He's a good guy, if a bit silly at times.

**********

I wasn't in the house for long, I just wanted to make sure everything was as I had left it before my life had changed so completely.

Commander Ares had given me the number for the Compound. I called there and said that I was on my way, then walked to the den near the back of the house where I kept my safe. I opened it, looked at the items in it, then grabbed the keys to the Jaguar F-type convertible.

I left the house via the door into the garage, then unlocked the car, hopped in, started it, and a moment later, was off and running.

I must have been a sight to see, an absolutely gorgeous girl with tri-colour hair in a gleaming red new Jaguar purring down the city streets.

**********

When I arrived at the Compound, it only took a very brief moment before I was through their gates and rolling into the underground garage.

I looked around in surprise, the space was quite big, easily two hundred feet or more on each of five sides. No problems with parking here!

There was an elevator near the center of the garage area, I walked over to it and pressed the up button.

It arrived perhaps thirty seconds later, completely soundless, then before I could figure out which button to hit, it started moving again.

I was slightly startled as it rose toward one of the levels of the building, even more startled when I heard Commander Ares' voice.

"Don't be worried, Jamie, you're hearing me through a speaker in the elevator car. I know about your name, as I'm also a client of Bart's."

"Ooookay, that's nice to know, but you're darn lucky I wasn't startled much. I don't think the elevator would handle an electrical bolt well."

Well, now I know that Commander Ares has a sense of humour; he actually laughed, a good, solid belly laugh, after I said that.

I guess the elevator didn't go very far, it hadn't been moving fast. The doors opened and I exited into a large open concept room. I noticed that the elevator was enclosed within an internal wall near a corner of the room itself, with a rather large bar extending along the wall beside it.

Commander Ares was sitting on a bar stool in front of the bar itself, a bottle of a rather fine Scotch whiskey in front of him.

I made my way over to the bar, taking the stool next to Ares as he upended two shot glasses, then poured the whiskey.

We sat there, making idle conversation for a little while before Ares decided to get down to business.

It didn't take long for him to outline the tests they wanted me to do. My only worry was the damage I might do with my electrical charges.

He shrugged as he led me back to the elevator, then inserted a key and pressed a button for the third level basement.

The trip down to that level took a moment, the two of us saying nothing as the car descended.

**********

Before we started the testing, I informed Commander Ares about how I seemed to be significantly stronger than I was before I changed. A quick session on a weight machine specifically for stronger Supers showed I can dead lift about 800 pounds. Heck, yeah, I'm way stronger now.

Well, the testing was a whole bunch of fun. It's a darn good thing that I found out i can actually pull in electrical energy, I needed it, honestly!

He had me discharging electrical bolts at a rather interesting wall, or more correctly, a force field of some kind.

He grinned when I asked if the electrical energy I was using would harm it, shaking his head as if to say no. I nodded and upped the intensity.

It seems I can launch the electrical energy much like a lightning bolt, sometimes single ones, sometimes multiple, as many as six at once.

I can also hold the electrical energy close to myself, allowing it to build and form a rather large bright ball that I eventually have to release.

Yeah, it was after letting go of one of those that I found out I could actually pull in raw electrical energy, I did it by draining a very big battery? Well, when I think of a battery, about the biggest I might consider is a car battery, but the one I drained was much, much larger than that!

I know I startled someone at the monitoring area, as Commander Ares was quickly asked to get me to stop what I was doing.

Once they explained about that battery being the electrical energy storage they used for keeping the Compound off the city grid, I giggled.

Perhaps ten minutes later, one of the techs informed us that I had drained from it, in just a few brief moments, more than 50 million kilojoules.

I have to tell ya that I felt pretty darn good at that point. If flight had been one of the gifts I had received, I would have been flying right then!

It turns out that I can also transfer the electrical energy from one location to another by pulling it through my center, I think?

I'm not really sure how to describe it, except that I'm not visibly showing any of the energy through the process. It's really weird!

There was some other testing, most of it to determine how far I could throw my various electrical bolts or bursts.

The one other facet of my electrical energy that surprised me was that I can apparently use some of that energy to form a shield/bubble of sorts. Obviously, I was safe inside it, but they asked me to test it out using Commander Ares as a guinea pig and he came out of it unharmed.

Someone also suggested I see just how much free electrical energy I could pull in, the result was an astounding 1.27 trillion kilojoules.

I have no idea why I wasn't glowing like a sun at that point.

I actually glared at Commander Ares and grumbled for a moment when I was told I had to return the energy to its original locations.

Once the testing was finished, Commander Ares and I returned to the bar for a drink or three, then I drove home.

Hmmm... it seems the electrical energy that I hold negates the effect of alcohol. I didn't even have the beginning of a buzz from the drinks.

***********

I'm not sure just what I want to do at this point. I'm rich enough that I don't need to work, maybe I can just enjoy life for a while.

It might be interesting to work with other supers, people like E-Girl and Commander Ares, but I need to get used to being the new me first. I just realized, I spoke to him before about getting an outfit made in case I join them, and I still don't know if anything is being done about that!

I'm young again, well, younger than I was a few days ago by a good dozen years. There is a whole world waiting for me out there!

Bzzzzappp Bang Boom: Wichita Linegirl Part 3

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Fiction

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Superheroes

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Age Regression

TG Elements: 

  • Costumes and Masks

Other Keywords: 

  • E-Girl Universe by Dorothy Colleen

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  • Posted by author(s)

It's been interesting, I've spent the last few days wandering around the city with Commander Ares or E-Girl or someone else from the Compound. I'm still a raw newb there as far as they are all concerned, but they admit my electrical skills have come in handy now and then.

Like the time that Dr. Destructo was trying to rob one of our big banks, bringing along a bunch of minor villains in pretty shoddy clothing and gear, then had those idiots start firing submachine guns at us right out in the darn street, with people wandering here, there and everywhere!

As soon as we could see that they were just firing anywhere to create a disturbance, we split up and started removing the idiots.

I didn't notice until after I had dropped one guy that the helmet he'd been wearing was steel. Let's just say that a direct hit on a steel item like that from an electrical bolt of about 10,000 kilojoules has a rather nasty effect on what is UNDER the helmet. I puked right there on the street.

There was a Compound Super nearby who kept an eye on me for a moment as I shook off what I had just done while defending the city.

We couldn't stand by for long, there were easily another dozen guys like that scattered around the bank still firing into the crowds.

It wasn't fun after that, but I couldn't just let people be hurt by some dastardly mastermind like Dr. Destructo and his minions, could I?

I ended up frying two more guys like that first one because both idiots ducked just as I sent out my bolts. Not my fault, those times.

**********

Once we were all back at the Compound after finally forcing Dr. Destructo to leave without any money, I hit the washrooms pretty fast. I'd been in there for a few minutes, I think, when someone opened the stall door, then carefully pulled my hair back as I threw up yet again.

I didn't know her at all. Once I'd finished with the heaves, I wiped my face with some toilet paper, then stood and thanked her for her help. I was still feeling a bit unsteady, so I swayed a bit as I tried to walk over to the counter, where I wanted to rinse my face properly.

I got another surprise as a second woman who had also followed me in handed me a package of wet wipes. I was busy for the next few minutes with cleaning my face and using a wet wipe to clean up the bits of my hair that hadn't evaded my earlier bit of not fun in the toilet.

After thanking both women, I managed to leave the bathroom without stumbling or falling, for which I was thankful.

**********

Well, things became just a bit odd that same night after I was involved in the incident I described here a short time ago.

I had gone home after talking with Commander Ares, the Doctor and some of the other Supers, many of whom lived at the Compound.

After a light meal, all that my stomach could tolerate at the time, I was in bed and off to dreamland. That's when it became odd.

It took me a little bit longer to get to sleep than usual, but I don't think that had anything to do with what happened.

Well, the simple fact is that I had a dream. Yes, a dream, specifically one going back to the point when I changed and became female.

The dream started as I looked down and saw myself on that gurney, with the doctor just starting his examination of me.

A shape appeared next to me, then took form as a semi-wise looking older man holding something that looked like a lightning bolt in one hand. I was standing there, gaping at him, when he introduced himself as Zeus, and looking down at my body, asked if I wished to live again.

I thought that I had misheard him and asked him about it, he replied, saying that I had died on the table and time was in stasis briefly. At that point, he asked again if I wanted to live, I replied that I did, and he said that he would gift me once I was awake and aware again.

He vanished around that time, I was still looking down at the gurney, the doctor seemingly stopped in mid-word.

I have no honest idea how I might have known, but I turned just as another being appeared next to me, this one a female.

She looked at me, looked at my body, looked at me again, grinned mischievously and said, "Time for you to return there, enjoy your new life!"

That was when I woke up briefly. New life? It sure couldn't get much newer than this, I mused as I looked down at myself.

Interestingly, I wasn't upset at what she had done, or how she might have done it. Being as I am now just felt right, deep down in my soul.

**********

When I woke up the next morning, I checked sites showing the Olympian gods and that is how I learned the woman in the dream was Tyche.

I shook my head and took my time in making a big breakfast, I have to replace the energy I use somehow, right?

I heard the bell at my front door go off as I finished eating. I looked at the video screens and noticed an older male delivering a box.

I went and opened the front door, at which point I had to sign for the box, acknowledging there was no damage to it or its contents.

I took the box inside, closing the door behind me, and placed it on the kitchen table.

I keep all kinds of useful things either in the kitchen, the office or my small workroom, which is where I found a simple utility knife.

The box was soon open, and ofter pulling up some of the wrapping, I noticed what looked to be a medium blue coloured girl's jumpsuit.

I grinned, I'd been waiting for this since I was in the hospital, it seems Commander Ares has some very helpful friends or staff over there.

I shook the clothing out, letting it slither downward as I held it by the shoulders. Damn, it looked like it would be quite snug.

But it was the three crossed lightning bolts and the name Bzzzzappp scrolling across them that made my grin even wider.

I just had to try it on, to see how it looked, yeah? Like I said, it turned out to be very snug, revealing every single one of my body's curves.

A quick look in the box made me laugh, there were a total of three more outfits just like this one in there. The boys will drool for sure.

**********

I ended up in the Compound again this morning, Commander Ares wanted me to spend some time in the command center of the building.

I actually was able to spend some time with E-Girl, who helped me to deal with the deaths of those idiots at the bank robbery yesterday.

At some point, an alarm went off, then a video screen flickered on, showing some aliens delivering their strange message to our world.

Within minutes of the message ending, reports from various cities across the world were showing huge numbers of new "supers" and the havoc they were wreaking as their abilities often were triggered without conscious control. Pandemonium ensued and insanity reigned.

Commander Ares and a fair number of other "Supers" in the Compound raced out to help wherever they could.

I called out to one who was about to teleport, saying, "Take me with you, I may be able to keep you safe in whatever happens."

He grabbed my arm, and in a flicker of my eye, we were looking down on hordes of people ravaging New York City.

Then my work in helping to save the world on that fateful day began.

**********

Just as we landed on a quiet street corner away from all of the current ruckus, we were confronted by a rather elegantly dressed male, wearing clothing that seemed to hark back to the Victorian age. He named himself as the Red Baron, and I unwittingly gasped in surprise.

Then he had the gall to try to convince me, in the presence of another Compound Super, to change sides and fight for evil!

As an answer, I allowed some free electrical energy to form around me, fashioning it into a ball in my hand, then pointed at him.

"Leave now, or I might be forced to take you in as an aide or accomplice to whatever harm is caused here today!"

That was when he surprised me. He nodded and bowed to me, saying, "As you wish, my lady," then vanished.

I kept that ball of electrical energy ready. I figured it would be needed soon enough, then the first wave of the ravening hordes reached us.

Charlie's Wish: A Fair At Christmas Time

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

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  • General Audience (pg)

Contests: 

  • 2017-12 Christmas Dreams Story Contest

Publication: 

  • 7,500 < Novelette < 17,500 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School
  • College / Twenties

Other Keywords: 

  • Medical Exams Mentioned
  • medical diagnosis

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December 2017 Christmas Dreams Story Contest Entry

I spent a fair while about two weeks ago looking through websites to see if there were any fairs taking place in the US around Christmas time.

There were none, the latest I could find all ended around mid-November, so this story and the people and some places in it are pure fiction.

**********

Ahhh... so you're the one that I'm supposed to have on hand to record everything as I tell Charlie's story? Well, thank you, ma'am.

My name is Rebecca Jennifer Derricks. Thank you again for meeting me here.

First, I need to tell you about myself and my family. It may or may not clarify some things about our daily lives.

Well, to be blunt, I wasn't born as the girl you see in front of you, Miss Petterick.

No, I was born as Robert Jameson Derricks, Jr. at University of Texas Southwestern Medical Center at 4:23 AM on September 5, 1994. I was a fairly normal looking male baby, I suppose. I weighed 8 pounds, 7.5 ounces and was 20.5 inches long at the time of my birth.

I knew that I was different when I was four or five years old, I can't recall the exact date, but it was winter time, so I guess I was four. Huh.

It wasn't easy living with the knowledge that I wasn't the same as other boys, including my five younger brothers. To this day, I'm not entirely sure as to how I managed to live from one day to the next. As soon as I finished high school, I left home, heading for college in Austin.

I worked my butt off in every class, earning a master's degree in business administration in just five years.

I took the first step in my transition a few months after I started college. I spoke to a counsellor, then to a psych every two weeks for the entire time I was in school there. About six months after I first started seeing Dr. Sheela Scofield, she put me on blockers and estrogen.

By the time I finished my degree and left Austin to return to the family home, I looked like I do now, 5'10", about 150 pounds, blue eyes, waist length sandy blonde hair that I've been growing since I went to college. I had a strong resolve to stand up to my family no matter what.

I have to say that it went better than I had hoped. My dad wasn't too happy about it, but I wasn't very surprised at that, he was raised by his father to be a man's man. My five brothers look a lot like dad in old family photos, big, tall, rugged men, they fit the tough western image.

I was figuring that my brothers would react like dad, but this is where I got the shock of my life.

You see, Theodore, the brother next to me in age, took some psych classes in his first two years of college that woke him up to reality. He brought that knowledge back to the farm, and apparently spent a lot of time talking to the other four boys, who seemingly all saw the light.

I was wrapped in brief hugs from all five brothers, then darn near crushed by my mom and three sisters when they hugged me. I actually was knocked over at that point. I landed on the hardwood floor of the living room, with my sisters and mom all on top of me, giggling away.

The fun wasn't over quite yet, though. Gramps picked that moment to walk into the house through the back door.

Now Gramps is a whole different kettle of fish. You remember my comment about a man being a man's man? Well, that's Gramps for ya.

Gramps had just turned 25 when the Japanese attacked Pearl Harbor on December 7, 1941, which brought America into World War II. He had been born in the fall of 1916, while World War I was talking place and grew up with the rough conditions of life in war time.

His father went off to the trenches in the summer of 1916, well before the US entered that war, by signing on with a Canadian regiment. He fought in several of the major battles from late 1916 through to the summer of 1918 when he was killed at the Battle of Amiens.

Well, that tells you that Gramps grew up without a father. His mother never remarried, her heart having broken when her husband died. There were plenty of men that were interested in his mother, Gramps has told us many times, but she had no interest in them at all.

Life was rough in the south after World War 1 ended. Rationing was still in place for some time after the war, she managed to get the basics like everyone else, but with just herself, Gramps and his two brothers and one sister, it was hard to get enough to feed them all sometimes.

Tuberculosis took one of Gramps' brothers in 1927, he'd been ill off and on for several years.

A small outbreak of scarlet fever came through our area a year after that, apparently brought to us via Chinese folks arriving in Galveston. Gramps' sister died during that outbreak, leaving just his mother, one brother and Gramps himself to run the 15,000 acre farm.

Those three managed to keep going through sheer hard work, even as large parts of the US became veritable dust bowls.

Then the Japanese hit Pearl Harbor, and like his father, Gramps entered the military in early January of 1942 after settling things at home. His mother and his last remaining brother, Francis, would take care of the farm while he was gone. He agreed and was on his way.

To this day, Gramps doesn't talk much about his experiences on the battlefronts of World War II. He was deployed to a unit that was fighting in the Western Front. We do know that he was at Dieppe in August of 1942, then wandered around much of Western and Northern Europe until May of 1944, when his unit was sent back to the western shores of France in preparation for what would be the Battle of Normandy.

He fought in several of the battles with his unit, many of those being in support of the troops coming onshore and then working their way into France, step by gruelling, deadly step. Once the Normandy offensive had ended, he found himself at the liberation of Paris.

Slowly but surely, the Allied troops pushed east; Gramps' unit was sent to the Lorraine area to assist there after Paris was freed. The push into Germany itself started not too long after that, and Gramps ended up in many of the battles there as the war came to a close.

He had done his job well enough over the last three years or so that he had been made a brevet captain. It gave him a few extra benefits, but his pay and everything else was still tied to his actual rank of first lieutenant. His commander kept him there until after the Nuremberg trials.

He finally arrived home just before Christmas in 1946. He had been in the army for just under five years.

He was astonished to find that his mother had become a gaunt, withered wisp of a woman over the years that he had been gone. He didn't ask her any questions, and she returned the favour, but to see his mother having aged so much so fast made him very, very worried.

He did what he could for her, but it didn't seem to have any effect. She passed away early on April 2, 1947, she was just 52 years old.

Well, Gramps settled down and helped his brother; in the process, he found a lovely woman while on a trip to a veterans' dance in Dallas.

Gramps and the woman who would be Gram to all of us dated for most of that year, then celebrated their marriage on Christmas Eve. Eight months later, my aunt Jessica was born, followed by Robert, Patrick, Elisabeth, Jonathan, Bartholomew, Albert, Patricia and Salomon.

Gramps' brother Francis had been busy while Gramps was in Europe doing his army service. By the time Gramps returned, he already had four kids through his wife Janet, and they added seven more over the next ten years before Janet had a serious health issue come up, specifically gestational hypertension, and was told quite firmly by the doctors involved that any more pregnancies would seriously harm or kill her.

She still wanted more kids, but by that time, she had her eleven and Gramps and his wife Bethany had had seven, with two still to come.

My other grandparents had both been single children, and children of single children, so large families were not something they knew. Not that it mattered much by the time I came around, Grampa and Grams had been gone for almost ten years thanks to a drunk driver.

They had had only three kids, Amber, Belinda and Christine. Amber married two years after she finished college, Belinda never married as she was adamantly lesbian which caused lots of hassles for her, and Christine died at fourteen due to undiagnosed breast cancer.

My dad was Robert, Gramps' oldest son, so technically, I was Robert, Jr., but I hated being identified that way, especially with my issues.

That big family thing continued when the kids from both sides of the family grew up.

Jessica had seven kids, dad and mom had nine of us, three girls and six boys, Pat had ten kids, Elisabeth had eight, Jonathan had ten, Bart had eleven, Al had seven, Patti had nine and Salomon blew the rest of them out of the water, ending up with thirteen kids in his house.

You see, Sal and his wife Angelina had difficulties with their initial efforts to have kids. After three years of nothing working in that effort, the two of them decided to adopt instead, and a few months later, a set of twins came up for adoption. Sal and Angel took James and Jeff home.

Well, something happened then, I guess, as just over three weeks later, Angel started to get sick in the mornings. Over the next ten years, Angel gave birth to eleven children, Paul, Janet, Elaine, William, Steven, Samantha, Richard, Olivia, Phillip, Annette and Jasmine.

Janet and Elaine are mirror image identical twins, with Janet being left handed and Elaine right handed.

Richard and Olivia are also twins, as are Annette and Jasmine, although the last two are unusual in the sense that they were born on the same night to the same mother, but they actually came from two different events that occurred within several hours of each other.

The first had been a lovely afternoon Sal and Angel had enjoyed, the second had occurred later that night when a man slipped rohypnol into a drink Angel had without it being noticed, then dragged her off when Sal had to use the facilities a bit later. Sal hadn't noticed anything because he was rather busy talking to another farm owner about crop issues at the time. Sal came back out to find that his wife had disappeared.

Angel was eventually found, still with the other male. Sal was initially beyond furious with her, thinking she had cheated on him, but when he learned that the guy had dosed her with rohypnol and then hauled her out of the bar, he was ready to kill the man with his bare hands.

Sal didn't do anything because he couldn't get to the bastard, thanks to the police having put the guy in a cell in the station lock-up area.

Jasmine's features show that Sal is her father. Annette looks a bit like Angel, but several inches shorter, making her the shortest in the family.

Amber, the eldest of Grampa Felix's kids, added eight more kids to the horde, five girls and three boys over an eleven year period.

We're a big family, especially from Gramps' side of things, he had nine kids, they went nuts and had 84 kids between the nine of them. Yep, I have lots and lots of cousins, every one of them living within fifty miles or so of the home ranch, which became dad's fifteen years ago.

Add in the cousins from Aunt Amber, and that bumps the total up to 92 kids. Like I said earlier, a veritable horde.

So... Gramps took one look at me, then said, "I wondered when you would sort yourself out. Hello, girl." That threw me for a loop, like OMG!

Remember Gramps has always been a man's man, so him actually accepting me as I am now was a shock that had me crying right away.

Well, the last male in my direct family was Charlie, who turned fourteen just before school ended for the year.

Now it's time to get to the real story, which is what happened to Charlie that summer and how I gave him his Christmas wish.

**********

Ahem. Right, like I said a minute or two ago, Charlie is my youngest brother, he's fourteen years old and rather active, he loves sports.

Everything was fine until early August, when Charlie stumbled and slipped, falling into a low stone wall in the process. He broke his left wrist trying to stop himself from falling, then twisted and broke his right femur in two places. He started screaming at the top of his lungs.

Charlie had been heading to a nearby open area where the boys often played various sports, that day was to be a baseball game. Eleven other boys were with him, eight of them various cousins around his own age or close to it, the other three were friends the cousins had met.

One of them raced back to the farm to tell mom and dad that Charlie was hurt. Another pulled out a cell phone and called for an ambulance.

The ambulance arrived about ten minutes later, just after mom and dad showed up on the scene.

Charlie was still screaming, it took mom hugging him for several minutes before he stopped, then he started whining about the pain. She kept hugging him until the paramedics pulled the stretcher out of the ambulance. She let them pick him up, strap him in and leave.

The paramedics had said that they would be taking him to Texas Health emergency in DeSoto, a suburb of Dallas.

Mom and dad, along with Theo and Peter, two of my other brothers, followed the ambulance into the city, then parked in the visitor area.

At the time, I was helping Francis, Gramps' brother, on his farm, he was rounding up 5,000 cattle for a buyer in New Mexico.

Mom, dad, Theo and Peter sat in the waiting room of the emergency area for nearly six hours, waiting for a report from the doctors.

During that time, after putting a cast on his wrist and leg, they did all kinds of tests on Charlie, blood tests, urine, ECG, EKG, EEG, X-rays, EMG, MRI, CAT, PET, the works. Poor Charlie was pretty much being hauled from one test to another through that whole time period.

When the doctor who first saw Charlie did come out, she wasn't alone. There were five other doctors with her, all wearing serious expressions.

Dr. Bellamy was the first to speak. "We've treated the injuries, they should heal reasonably well in about six weeks or so."

Dr. Frankel took over at that point, "We ran a lot of tests to cover all the bases, as what happened to young Charlie seemed rather odd. By the report we received a few hours ago from one of the witnesses, one Victor Carvalle, he apparently twisted his foot taking a step and fell."

"Victor happens to be one of Charlie's cousins through his Aunt Amber, she married Roberto Carvalle oh, sixteen years ago," mom stated.

Dr. Frankel nodded as another doctor, this one identified as Dr. Williams, spoke up, "Well, we just got the test results back, and we noticed several anomalies. Investigating further, we soon discovered that Charlie has muscular dystrophy, specifically Emery-Dreifuss MD."

Another one, her tag identifying her as Dr. Passafilo, added, "To be even more specific, there is some minor cardiac involvement. As long as he doesn't try to physically do things like pick up heavy items or push or pull stuff, he should be okay. That doesn't mean he can't have fun."

A fifth doctor, Dr. Sandhurst, put in his two cents, "We've also noted strong signs of muscle contractures in Charlie's ankles and wrists."

The last doctor added, "Normally, the contractures progress slowly, but Charlie's are already quite extensive, this is not a new problem."

Theo sat there for a minute with a thoughtful expression, then said, "You know, I've seen Charlie's hands do the claw thing now and then."

Mom nodded, as did Pete. Both said that they had seen him do that occasionally, not realizing it was a sign of the illness just diagnosed here.

Dr. Frankel spoke again, "From what we can see, the MD is progressing fairly fast. We think he'll be in a wheelchair within eighteen months."

Dr. Sandhurst sighed, saying, "That's a conservative estimate. If things keep going as they are, it could be fifteen months or less."

Theo shook his head, muttered something that no one else managed to hear, then asked, "One last Christmas that he can walk, then?"

Dr. Williams nodded, frowning as he replied, "Unless he gets rather lucky and it slows down, yes, this would be his last walking Christmas."

**********

Charlie came home two days later, with a foldable wheelchair that he was supposed to use to get around everywhere. Considering that his bedroom was in the fourth floor loft area of the big farmhouse, he was going to have fun going up and down the stairs all the time.

Charlie was supposed to stay off his feet for the first week. He looked at the stairs and flinched, nineteen steps from the entry hall up to the second floor, fourteen more to get to the main section of the third floor, and then twelve steps leading up into the loft area.

Peter saw him flinch and asked him what was wrong. When Charlie explained it, Peter shrugged, picked him up and carried him up to the loft.

Well, that was about the way of it for the first ten days that Charlie was home. If he needed to go up to the loft or to be brought down from there to do anything, Theo, Pete, John or Will would carry him up or down. None of them would accept anything beyond a simple thank you.

Dr. Bellamy sent Dr. Frankel down to give Charlie a check-up before they would allow him to move around on his own. He was deemed to be fine, and was firmly told to stay off the right leg and to accept help if he needed it to walk up and down stairs here and elsewhere.

Dr. Frankel left, having handed Charlie a pair of crutches for use in the house, and life went on.

It wasn't easy to watch as Charlie wandered around the house on the crutches, then out into the yard, then into the fields. Wherever he went, there was always at least one or two of us watching to make sure he was okay and that we could help him fast if something happened.

It was weird and kid of sad to watch Charlie change. We could all see that he was having difficulty walking from time to time. That slowly progressed to where he was stumbling more and more often, then to the point where arm braces with canes were purchased for him.

He went back to school in September, grade nine actually. He didn't have much trouble with the classes, it was the getting to and from classes that gave him the biggest hassle. Once the news that he had Emery-Dreifuss got around, though, just about everyone wanted to help.

By the end of October, he was using the arm braces and canes almost constantly. It shocked us all as to how fast it was progressing.

The cast on his wrist had been removed on September 28th, the one on his leg stayed on until October 11th. Over the time since the injuries had happened, he had been examined every two weeks in a clinic in the nearest town to us, which was Red Oak.

It was around this time that I overheard Charlie muttering one afternoon. He said, "I want to go to a big fair before I end up in a wheelchair."

The tests had all come back showing that the breaks were healing well, but the contractures were becoming worse as time passed.

There wasn't anything that we could do about that issue, other than to keep an eye on Charlie and help him out if he needed it.

By the time that the end of November rolled around and the whole clan showed up for Thanksgiving, Charlie was showing the strain of trying to cope with a condition that seemed to have a mind of its own and was completely out of his control. He cried a lot, quite a lot.

It was around this time that I came up with the plan to give him a Christmas to remember.

Well, I brought up my idea; actually, the idea came out of that idle comment Charlie had made several weeks before, but then it went off like a proverbial rocket, and within a couple of days, the whole family was in on it. Money poured in from all sides, nearly $4500 US in total.

I sat there at the kitchen table, having just finished counting the money, when Charlie wobbled down the stairs to the ground floor. The money was stuffed into my pants pocket for now, I'd decide where to keep it later. Now it was time for the big meal and the football games.

We continued to plan whenever we could get a moment where Charlie was busy doing something elsewhere on the property.

Thanksgiving went over pretty well, although a lot of family members were worried about how Charlie was coping. There were several who thought that we should all get checked out, largely because they were worried that it might be an issue for other family members.

That was nixed when one of our cousins, a resident working toward his doctor of medicine degree, stated that a condition like muscular dystrophy would be present either as a teen for the Emery-Dreifuss version or as a young adult for some forms of the disease.

Other forms of MD often didn't strike until middle age, so how and when it would occur depended on just which version was operative.

It had been Charlie's bad luck to have Emery-Dreifuss, there was no turning back from it. We, and he, could only go forward from here.

Charlie continued to hobble around the farm and the surrounding area as the season moved from Thanksgiving toward Christmas.

The plan for Charlie's Christmas was finalized, the motel where Charlie and I would stay was prepaid, so that wouldn't be an issue.

The cash that had been collected for the trip eventually topped out at just over $5200 US, a sizeable amount for a simple weekend trip.

Then the weekend just before Christmas arrived. It was time to go, and Charlie still had no idea as to what was happening.

**********

"Hey, Charlie, got everything packed and ready for me? If it is, we can be on the road in a few minutes," I stated as I pointed to the car. To be blunt, this was my baby, a light pink and pale blue 1967 Dodge Charger I'd bought from a mechanic in Austin for just $550 three years ago. He had been planning to give it to one of his kids, but both of them had turned their noses up at it, and I ended up being the new owner. One of the things he had done had been to put a 440 cubic inch 375 horsepower Magnum V8 engine in there instead of the standard option.

The car ran like a dream, it was tuned to perfection. I'd fallen in love with it from the first moment that I had seen it.

"Ummm, Becky, can you grab that duffle bag and put it in the trunk for me, please? That's all I have, and thanks," Charlie replied.

I picked up the bag he had pointed at, placed it in the trunk next to my two bulging suitcases, then closed the trunk just in time to see Charlie struggling to get into the car. By this point, he was using the arm braces and canes all of the time, so getting into a car was a hassle.

I helped him out a bit, then waited as he set his canes down before I shut the door and moved around to the driver's side of the car.

Once the car had warmed up somewhat and I could see that we were both buckled in, we were on the way to fulfill Charlie's wish.

We had been travelling for about an hour when Charlie said he needed a washroom, so I pulled into the lot of a donut shop in Mt. Pleasant. "We'll stop here for a bit, Charlie. You okay to do the washroom stuff on your own?" I asked as he stood unsteadily next to the car.

"I'll be all right, Becky. I don't like this darn disease, but I'm dealing with it as well as I can," Charlie grumbled.

"Well, if you need help, you just call my number, got it?" I asked. He nodded and slowly made his way to the washrooms. I headed into the shop, took a few minutes to use the women's bathroom, then headed to the counter, where I ordered a coffee, a hot chocolate and two muffins.

Charlie came out of the men's toilets about ten minutes later. He was frowning as he slowly made his way to the table and sat down. He pulled his canes, with the attached arm bracers, off and set them across the seat beside him, then took a quick sip of his hot chocolate.

He smiled for a moment, which was very nice to see and something that happened a lot less often since the diagnosis.

We sat there for a while, sipping our drinks and enjoying the fresh blueberry muffins until they were gone, then headed back out to the car.

I looked over about ten minutes after we were moving again and saw that Charlie had fallen asleep, head down into his chest.

I let him be and kept driving, eventually crossing into southern Arkansas, heading east across the southern part of that state.

We stopped a few times for bathroom breaks, once to grab a quick meal at a Popeyes in eastern Arkansas at about 4:45 PM local time.

Charlie was happy, he's always preferred chicken, turkey or fish over beef or pork, which makes him a bit of an oddity in our family. I mean, between the thirteen ranches owned by dad's sisters and brothers and a few cousins, plus the one owned by Amber's husband, our family could lay claim to nearly 875,000 acres of prime farmland in central Texas. The farm where we grew up was the smallest of the whole bunch.

On nearly all of those ranches, we raised large herds of beef cattle, plus some dairy cattle and about a thousand pigs on some of the ranches. Add in turkey and chicken pens on nearly every ranch and we had most of the meat items covered, well, other than fish, that is.

It's funny, but one of my cousins is actually looking at buying a fish farm located down closer to the Gulf. If he does, we'd have them all.

It was just shy of 6 PM when we crossed into Mississippi, continuing in an easterly direction.

The rest of the drive to our destination took a bit over two hours, thanks to his needing a stop in Tutwiler. Strange name for a town, huh?

We finally arrived at the motel, where the clerk checked us in, noting that our stay until Monday at 11 AM had been prepaid.

"Yup, that was done a couple of weeks or so ago, one less hassle for us to worry about while we have fun this weekend," I stated.

The girl chuckled, replying, "Must be nice to have that much cash to be able to do that."

I giggled as I answered her comment, "We aren't rich, that was a gift from several members of our family to Charlie here."

Charlie turned bright red when he heard that, spluttering, "This... weekend... is a gift... gift for me?"

"Yup, Charlie, it is. You remember when you made a comment in the basement one October afternoon about going to a fair?"

I swear, if it were possible, Charlie would have turned even brighter red, he was blushing that strongly. He nodded, not saying anything.

"Well, Charlie, I was about to come down the steps when I heard you say that. It wasn't until Thanksgiving that this was planned, though."

The clerk was becoming rather curious about it all and asked, "Why is it so important that he go to the fair now?"

I sighed as I faced her again and replied, "Because six different doctors said this may be the last Christmas that he can walk on his own."

Now it was her turn to glow like a streetlight, she apologized profusely to Charlie, who just shrugged it off with a soft smile aimed at her.

Well, that was interesting, Charlie actually semi-flirted with her. Huh, she has to be in her early twenties, that's a big difference for a kid.

We headed to our room, then I went back out and moved the car so it was next to the walkway in front of our room.

It took me two trips, but I brought the bags into the room, telling Charlie to just relax, maybe we could get some pizza later.

The room had a pair of twin sized beds in it, plus a plastic looking chair set not too far from each bed being the only seating available.

We spent the evening just chilling in front of the TV, watching a couple of movies, Armageddon, then Pirates of the Caribbean on pay TV. Just after 11 PM, I called the office and asked where we could get some pizza. I swear, the girl giggled before she answered me.

"You're lucky, actually. There's a diner just down the road, they'll make you one and deliver it, they close at midnight. Just give them a call."

She gave me the phone number and I called them, placed an order and returned to watching Pirates.

Not quite thirty minutes later, there was a knock on the door. I opened it, accepted the delivery, paid the guy and closed the door.

We ate a bit over half of the pizza between us, then put the rest into the small fridge in the room for the morning.

It was about 12:15 AM as we changed into night clothes, me in a nightgown, Charlie in a pair of Snoopy pajamas that looked rather cute.

**********

I haven't had that good a sleep in a long time. When I checked my phone, it showed the time was 10:15 AM, half the morning gone already!

Charlie was still sprawled on the other side of the bed, the blanket thrown down toward the other end of the bed, leaving him half uncovered.

I gave him a gentle nudge on his shoulder, and just like that, he was awake. "Morning already, yup. What time is it, Becky?" he enquired.

"Not quite 10:20 AM, time to get a move on, the day won't last forever," I giggled as I ran into the bathroom to take a shower.

I was finished and exiting the bathroom perhaps fifteen minutes later. I quickly dressed in jeans and a flannel shirt over my usual undies.

Charlie pulled a towel from his bag, then placed an outfit similar to my own but for a guy on his bed, then slowly walked into the bathroom. He was in there for about twenty minutes, not too surprising when it's difficult to control the actions of one's body, I suppose.

He finally came out, then stumbled forward a couple of steps before his body decided to do what it should and he wobbled to a stop. He stood there for a minute or two, eyes closed, taking slow, deep breaths to calm himself down, something a physical therapist had suggested.

Yeah, he's been seeing a physical therapist at home twice a week. The therapist, once she knew where we lived, stated that doing the exercises and massages and whatever else on familiar territory might help him more than having him do it in an office, so home was the choice.

It seemed to work, at least to some extent, as Charlie was rather relaxed after each of those sessions. Not hard to figure out why, the therapist, Barb Antrill, was a gorgeous looking girl with Nordic features, long flaxen coloured hair and a nice figure that had Charlie staring a lot.

I can only imagine how it will be for Charlie, he's just having his sexuality awakening now and he'll be in a wheelchair in less than a year.That's not to say that he won't be able to have fun with girls after that, just that it most definitely won't be easy for him when that happens.

Huh. Actually, even though Charlie has griped now and then since the diagnosis, he hasn't made a big fuss over it, he just got on with life.

Charlie eventually settled down enough to take the few steps needed to reach his bed, then dropped down to sit on it for a moment.

I guess the calming exercise worked, as he proceeded to dress himself a few minutes later, then asked if we would eat before we left.

I mentioned that the only thing we had to eat here was about four slices of cold pizza, he said that was fine, so we ate what was left in the box.

We both brushed our teeth, then put on our coats and headed out to the car. A few minutes later, we were driving toward the fairgrounds.

Watching Charlie walk using those canes often made me sigh. It's hard to handle when someone you love is unable to do things anymore.

The drive wasn't too long, a bit over ten minutes, as the motel was in the next town just down the highway.

I parked the car in the front lot, as close as I could get to the main entry to the fairgrounds itself, then locked it once we were both out of it.

One of the family members, maybe dad or perhaps Jackson, the medical doctor to be in the family, had made arrangements with the folks at the fair for us to be able to use a small cart to get around; the cart was similar to ones you see on just about any golf course nowadays.

We had to stand in the line for about ten minutes or so. Poor Charlie, just watching him trembling, trying to stay upright tugged at my heart.

Our turn finally came, I paid the entry fee, then asked the girl if she could call a manager. The manager showed up several minutes later with the girl continuing to process people entering the fairgrounds; I mentioned the cart issue, and he led me and Charlie over it to it with a smile.

"I hope you two have fun today. We like to help folks out when we can, so just bring the cart back to the entrance when you leave today."

"Thank you, sir, we both appreciate it very much," I replied. Charlie added his thanks, then settled himself on one of the seats and we were off.

**********

We spent the first half hour or so just roaming around the fairgrounds to see what was available, then stopped and discussed the choices. Charlie was looking over at the Spinner rather intently, occasionally over at a ride called a Gravitron, then the ferris wheel and pirate boat ride.

"I can see the Spinner interests you, but I don't think it would be a good idea to do that right now, we just finished eating about an hour ago."

Charlie giggled at me, saying, "Acting like an old biddy already, Becky? You're only nine years older than I am, not ninety!"

"I prefer to keep my food in my stomach, thank you very much. How about the ferris wheel to start off. Hey, there's a pirate boat ride, too!"

"Okay, Gramma grumps, let's go!" Charlie laughed as he slid off the seat, then started moving toward the line for the ferris wheel.

It only took me a brief moment to catch up to him, then we joined the line and slowly moved to the ticket guy.

About ten minutes after we joined the line, we reached him and I asked about being able to go around multiple times. "Charlie here hasn't been on any fairgrounds rides since he was six, so things were a lot more limited for him due to his age. Can we ride it a few times?"

The ticket guy shrugged, "Ride it as much as you like. As long as you pay for the tickets, you can do what you want. Have fun."

That sounds good, so I paid him enough to get tickets for four or five rides, then led Charlie toward the first open bench on the ride. I had to help him out when we sat down because of the canes, but as we were on a seat by ourselves, we didn't slow things down much if at all.

Once everyone had been secured, the ride began to move and we slowly rose into the air. This was a fairly big wheel, about eighty feet from top to bottom, so once we had gone up as high as we could, we were able to look out across the entire fairgrounds for a moment.

Then the wheel descended again, eventually reaching ground level before starting upward on another circle.

Each time we reached the top of the ride, Charlie could be seen looking all around, grinning and laughing at everything that he could see.

I was quite happy to see him enjoying himself. Charlie, like any other kid, should be able to have fun doing all kinds of things.

Gods, it's hard to stay positive at times, knowing the way things will be for Charlie. I have to try, though, he needs good times to remember.

I spent most of the time on that first ride just watching Charlie and his reactions to being at a fair. The kid was positively excited!

The ride descended one last time and stopped. Everyone had to get off, so we made our way around and entered the line again. When we were next to the ticket guy, I showed him the tickets I still had, he grabbed a few of them and waved us toward the ride.

Well, we did the ferris wheel four times. That expression of joy kept reappearing each time Charlie could look out over the fairgrounds.

After the fourth ride, I suggested a break, then pointed to two carts, one selling pop, the other selling cotton candy in a variety of colours.

Charlie nodded, pointed carefully to a bench, told me what he wanted, then slowly walked to the bench and sat down to wait for me.

He wanted Pepsi®. Me, I prefer Coca Cola®, so I got the drinks, then carried them to the bench and set them down, showing Charlie which one was his. I turned and wandered over to the cotton candy booth, ordered a simple blue one for me and a combined pink and blue for Charlie. Yeah, Charlie likes pink a bit, enough that he will smile if one of the family buys him a pink long sleeve shirt now and then.

Even scarier, he likes Hello Kitty. Yeah, you heard me right, he's a boy and he likes Hello Kitty! Is he saveable? I have no idea. All that I know is that Charlie has half of one drawer in his dresser stacked to the brim with Hello Kitty t-shirts in just about every colour imaginable.

I brought the cotton candy over, handing him the pink and blue one, then sat down at the other end of the bench with the drinks between us.

It was a bit nippy, I guess. Well, nippy for Mississippi in the winter time, it was about 40°F that morning. I'm just glad it wasn't freezing.

We sat there for a while, enjoying our little snack, then I carried the remainder of Charlie's drink as we headed for the Spinner.

Yeah, he made it pretty clear he wanted to go on that ride next. This whole weekend is about his having fun, so I gave in to him gracefully.

We stood off to the side of the line for the ride while we finished our drinks. That didn't take long, just a few minutes, there wasn't much left.

We entered the line, with me grimacing as we reached the guy. I paid for tickets for the two of us, then helped Charlie get secured. Once he was all set, I dropped into a seat in the same set as his, then secured myself, muttering vague prayers under my breath the whole time.

Then the darn thing started moving, each set of four seats whirling off in its own little group, spinning round and round like a damn top.

I swear that I spent half of the ride glaring at Charlie and the other half moaning and holding on to my poor abused stomach.

Huh. All that I had eaten in the last hour or so was the cotton candy, yet my stomach was rolling and tossing hither and thither.

To say that I was thankful when the ride stopped would be like saying that the sun rises in the east, it was that obvious.

I took a quick glance over to Charlie as one of the ride people helped to release him and guide him from the ride area.

The darn kid was grinning, heck, he was openly giggling, pointing at me holding my stomach. Hmmmph! Brat!

Ah, well, he may be a bit of a brat sometimes, but he'll always be my baby brother and that counts more than anything else, ya know?

I shook a finger at him, making a show of being upset, but as soon as he was standing next to me, I wrapped him up in a tight hug.

We stayed like that for a bit, then he giggled and let go before heading over to the cart. He pointed to the pirate boat ride with a grin.

"That should be easy enough for Mollycoddle Madam to handle, I think," he spluttered between giggles as we started moving that way.

I shook my head, then turned it to the side to hide a smile from him as we continued moving toward the pirate boat ride.

As we came close, it looked like pretty much every pirate ride I'd been on since I was ten, and that has to be over a dozen, I think.

We stopped out of the way of the line-up, then I watched as Charlie slid to the ground and moved toward the line.

I followed close behind him, just in case he might need any help. He seemed to be doing well today, maybe it was that he was having fun?

We eventually reached the booth, I paid for the tickets, then we followed the people ahead of us to the guy handing people onto the ride. There was a bit of a gap, maybe eight or nine inches, between the end of the walkway and the closest part of the deck of the ship.

The guy, a big, strapping youth easily standing over 6' tall, noticed Charlie and his canes, nodded and casually lifted Charlie over the gap.

Charlie laughed, thanked him, then headed to a seat. I stepped over the gap, nodding my thanks, then followed Charlie and sat down.

Now, pirate boat rides generally just do a straight back and forth on their little tracks, that would be easy enough for me to handle, I guess.

Then the boat wobbled just after we started moving forward again and I swear my stomach lurched. Was this abuse Becky day or something?

After that mysterious wobble happened the first time, I watched the ride operator pretty closely. As far as I could tell, there was only the one lever used for movement, which would make the boat go forward or backward, so where in the heck had that wobble come from?

I figured it must be the water in the basin underneath the boat causing it, but looking over the side, I didn't see anything happening there.

I guess I got used to it as the ride continued because, by the time it stopped, I was barely noticing the wobbles when they happened.

Like we had done with the ferris wheel, Charlie wanted to ride the boat again, so we headed around to the line-up and paid for more tickets. There was a bit of a hairy moment when Charlie was stepping off from the boat, he nearly slipped, but stayed upright and carefully crossed the gap. We followed the people in the ride line to the side of the boat again, the same guy noticed Charlie was back for another round.

"Hey, kid, you enjoyed the ride enough that you're here for another round?" he grinned as he took the tickets, then lifted Charlie over the gap.

Charlie laughed again, then headed toward a set of seats near the back of the boat. This could get interesting.

We had been in the middle the first time and hadn't been more than lightly splashed by the boats's movements thanks to the wider beam at that point in the boat. Now we were in the back of the boat, where there was only enough room for a single narrow bench in the last few rows.

I shrugged, we were both wearing heavy jeans. If we got wet enough for it to bother us, there were buildings here where we could get warm.

We settled back into the seat just in time, as the ride started moving. The wobbles didn't bother me at all this time.

It was nice to sit there and watch Charlie as he giggled when the changes of directions at the times we were at the lowest point in the back caused water to splash up the sides of the boat and sometimes over the sides. It wasn't too bad, well, not until the very last one.

For some reason, the boat dipped lower that time, resulting in a much bigger splash and we both ended up with soaked laps and legs.

This time, I helped Charlie across the gap just by holding his hand in one of mine as he stepped over it.

We reached the cart fairly quickly and were soon moving, which caused both of us to shiver a bit as the movement created a slight breeze.

"Hey, Charlie, we should be inside for a while so our pants can dry out after that ride. There's a big barn with animals down that way. There's horses in there, cows, goats, a llama or two by what I saw on a sign earlier, probably other animals, too, and it will be nice and warm."

Charlie nodded as his teeth were chattering a bit. Hmmm... so getting wet affects him faster, that's something to pass on to the family.

**********

It took us several minutes to reach the big barn. As we got close, a big male dressed as a cowboy opened one of the doors and waved us in.

He tipped his hat to us as we passed by him. We both thanked him, then I drove into the building, sighing at the heat from all the animals.

The aisles were quite wide in here, so we stayed on the cart and wandered around the barn for the next hour or so.

Not only were there llamas, but someone had brought a tapir to the fair, as well as a capybara and we saw a Galapagos tortoise in a big pond.

That's interesting. Either someone has been down to South America, or they have contacts who can bring animals to events like this.

With all of the animals in there, there wasn't much need to have the building heat turned on, but it may have been on too low for us to notice.

We relaxed in a corner of the barn on a pile of hay bales after seeing the animals, as we needed to charge the cart for a while.

There was a small booth in the barn that sold various drinks, so I bought a round again, Pepsi® for him, Coca Cola® for me as usual.

It was kind of nice to be able to just sit there on those bales and relax. We didn't need to talk, although we did now and then.

At one point, I pulled the charger out so I could take Charlie to the washrooms at the other end of the barn. I used one myself.

We returned, I set the charger up again and we resumed our relaxation time. Yep, relaxation is right, Charlie fell asleep leaning on the wall.

I moved his pop so it wouldn't be spilled, then spent the next hour, I guess, just watching him as the cart continued to charge.

**********

Charlie eventually woke up, startled I think by a bull snorting somewhere nearby in the wide expanse of the barn.

"You ready to go back out there, Charlie?" I enquired.

His response was a quick nod. We were both dry again thanks to the barn, I suppose the fact that it wasn't freezing made it less of an issue.

There are times I think that boy is just pure evil. We had barely exited from the barn before he pointed to the Gravitron ride and laughed.

I sighed, shrugged my shoulders and steered the cart down the nearest laneway leading in that direction.

We soon arrived near the ride, I parked and the two of us climbed down from the cart, then walked to the end of the line.

Like the other rides, we had to get tickets, then hand them over for the ride itself. We followed the line-up as the ride came to a stop and the guy running it had everyone get off from the other side. We soon made our way on, I helped Charlie get in and settled, then I did the same.

In the Gravitron, the 'seats' are against the inside wall, about four dozen all told. When it spins, the ride produces a fairly strong centrifugal effect that literally presses you into the seat, more and more firmly the faster that it goes. That effect reverses as it slows down again.

I found out from someone exiting ahead of us, after it ended, that the centrifugal force at max speed was equal to triple the force of gravity.

I have to admit that I was feeling rather rough after the ride myself, so I just nodded and looked around to see if I could find Charlie.

One of the older folks that had been on the ride was helping Charlie to step down, then the guy that helped him just smiled and walked away.

I sighed in relief as I sat on the seat on the cart, this one wasn't moving, nor was it trying to squash me into a wall.

Charlie once again was grinning, a giggle escaping from him as he slowly pulled himself up in the other seat at the front of the cart.

"That was fun, Becky! I wouldn't mind doing it again," he said, then looked over and noticed that I seemed to be a bit queasy. "You okay?"

"I will be if I don't have to go on any more rides like that, Charlie. It's a good thing I haven't eaten since that cotton candy, hmmm?"

"You mean you don't want to go on the roller coaster over there?" He pointed across the fairgrounds to the aforementioned ride.

"Not right now, maybe when my stomach is back in my belly, not stuck in my throat. Hmmm... haunted house/hill should be an easy one."

"I suppose so, Becky, the only haunted place ride I remember being on was the kiddie one back when I was six."

"It will probably be similar, but this one will require you to be 4'10" tall. That's the absolute minimum height for a rider on 'adult' rides," I said.

"Not a problem here, Becky, I haven't been that short since I was nine. I'm 5'7" tall now, with our family history, I might reach six feet."

"All right, then," I smiled at him as I steered the cart toward a spot close to the line-up for the haunted hill.

Charlie seemed to be doing okay, he slid down from the cart's seat with only a momentary bit of awkwardness as his feet hit the ground. He had the canes braced just a second or two later as he took a moment to breathe in deeply a few times, then he wobbled toward the line-up.

It didn't take long for the ride to return, people were exiting from a point a bit further back, so there wouldn't be any interference with the ones who would board the ride. I've noticed that a lot of rides seem to be set up that way, I guess it helps to move people along faster.

We were soon taking our spots on a seat about halfway to the back of the ride, a bar was dropped in front of us to keep us safe. Granted, rides like this don't often go very fast, but accidents have been known to happen, and I felt better that the bar was there as we started moving.

Hmmm... interesting layout, the front portion of the ride is the frame of a house that the train moves through before it goes into the hillside and into the tunnel that winds its way through the hill, then loops back around to stop at the front facing the house in the distance.

We were looking around as we entered the house, then the first 'ghost' screams occurred and I saw a couple girls in front of us scrunch back into their seats as far as possible. I giggled, yeah, the screams were surprising, but I actually found it hilarious to watch how others reacted.

The screams, moans and appearances of ghosts continued as we moved beyond the 'house' toward the opening of the tunnel.

The sounds and appearances stopped for a moment as we neared the tunnel, but resumed again once we were fully inside the 'hill'.

Hmmm... oh, my, that looks just like a ghoul from how many classic horror films. I squealed briefly, but clearly heard Charlie in full scream.

I guess Charlie wasn't expecting that, I giggled for a moment as another ghoul and a zombie popped up on Charlie's side of the car.

Charlie was screaming from what looked like sheer enjoyment, which seemed likely, as he was smiling now and then as he screamed.

Well, it was nice to see him enjoying himself, he'd become fairly depressed as time passed and he started have mobility issues. He was seeing a doctor for that, too, a nice psychologist by the name of Penny Farthing. I wonder if she knew there was once a coin named that?

From what I could see, he had settled into the initially weekly visits with Penny fairly well. All that I could get out of Charlie afterward was that she was a very nice person and that she was helping him to find various ways to mentally cope with the disease and its complications.

Charlie has always been a strong boy, seeing him being forced to move around by using the canes might have made him appear to be weak, but those of us that knew him well could see the determination to keep fighting as long as he could take even a single step under his own power.

We saw skeletons, zombies, ghosts, ghouls, a werewolf or three, several witches, and a demon or devil as the ride roamed under the hill.

I suppose it only lasted for a few minutes, then we were back out in the weak winter sunlight, turning to approach the starting point.

I smiled as I helped Charlie to step off from the ride, then we entered the line-up again for the sheer heck of it.

On the second run through the house and the hill, I was screaming just as enthusiastically as Charlie had been on the first one.

We made our way over to the cart after leaving the ride, then I shrugged and pointed to the roller coaster. "Let's go on that now, hmmm?"

Charlie was quite happy to hear me suggest that and we soon were winding our way along the lanes toward the biggest ride here. I'm not sure, but if this is the one I think it is, it's a bit over six thousand feet in total length, with plenty of loops, corkscrews and ups and downs.

We watched as the coaster went up to the last big drop, then plummeted downward with many of the riders screaming like banshees. The coaster reached the bottom, turned first one way, then another, went up a small rise and then stopped in front of the line-up.

Like some of the other rides, folks leaving it were going off at another spot to make it easier for people getting onto the ride. It took a couple of minutes for the ride to fill up, Charlie and I ended up squeezed into a narrow seat near the front of the second car of the coaster.

The guy running the ride did a quick final check, then we were moving, heading for a turn and the first climb, a fairly modest one of about fifty feet. Of course, many of the people on the ride drew in a deep breath as the coaster reached the top, then the screaming started.

At the bottom, we went right into a tight triple loop, then down a straightaway and into a long corkscrew before the first big hill came in sight.

It was eerily silent as we climbed that man-made hill, then everyone drew in a deep breath again and we were dropping almost straight down toward a short straightaway and another corkscrew. The hundred and twenty foot drop had everyone screaming even louder than earlier.

The whole drop lasted just a couple of seconds or so, then we were rocketing into the corkscrew, the screaming continuing unabated.

There was a turn that we took at fairly high speed which led to a smaller double loop, then the last big hill loomed in front of us. This one was almost as big as the other one, and the actions of the riders were almost a perfect repeat as we approached the final plummet.

The indrawn breaths and the constant screams as we dropped down to the final part of the ride were just short of being painful.

To be honest, I will admit that I was screaming as much as anyone else as we hit each drop, just like Charlie sitting next to me.

The grin on his face as we rode up over that little rise near the end, then came to a stop was priceless. I briefly hugged him as the guys running the ride opened the doors and released the bars so we could all get off the ride. We followed the people ahead of us in an orderly fashion.

I looked at my small watch as we reached the cart, which showed the time was just after five PM. Time flies when you're having fun, yeah?

**********

It was time for us to have a bit of a break. Neither of us had eaten anything since the cotton candy several hours earlier.

We got on the cart and I headed for one of the food areas. We saw booths selling hot dogs, hamburgers, mini steaks, tacos, you name it.The one that drew our interest, though, was the one that was selling quesadillas, enchiladas and hot tamales. I parked by a bench near the booth, then suggested that Charlie settle down on the bench and I would bring the food over. Charlie told me what he wanted, it sounded good to me.

There was only one person ahead of me as I approached the booth, and he was soon walking away with several tasty looking items.

I ordered red pozole for both of us, then found out they only had chicken for it, they had run out of pork an hour ago and were waiting for someone to bring them more. I said that was fine, then ordered chicken quesadillas with red salsa and chopped onion in them. The last food item that we both wanted was tamales with a bit of chicken and chilies in them. I also ordered a Pepsi® for him and a Coca Cola® for myself.

I was actually surprised to find out that the booth supplied trays if people wanted one, and the goodies were soon ready.

I carefully carried the tray over to the bench, sat down and set the tray in between myself and Charlie. "Dig in, kid and enjoy."

We both did that, slowly but methodically working our way through the pozole, quesadillas and tamales. I knew how a growing boy eats, having been one myself, so I had made sure to get enough of each item to make a fairly solid meal. Charlie ate more than I did.

That's not too surprising, I suppose, but I wasn't all that far behind him, even with my taking smaller bites and chewing my food more.

We relaxed on the bench after we had finished eating, although I did return the tray to the booth with a smile and a polite "Thank you."

The day had warmed up a bit, but was beginning to cool again now that the sun had dipped down below the horizon.

Lights were on all over the fairgrounds as the dusk deepened into full night, but there was still fun to be had here. Oh, yeah!

**********

After we had relaxed for a while, we hopped onto the cart again and headed for the carousel. I can still hear Charlie's giggle as he pointed to it and said that it should be a gentle enough ride for me, even though we had finished eating recently. I just shrugged and laughed with him.

The carousel was nice, the gentle up and down motions were no problem for my sensitive stomach. Hah! I just realized, it's kind of funny that I have no problem eating really spicy foods, but put me on some of the rides here after eating and my poor stomach would be in agony.

I watched Charlie who was on the pastel pink unicorn in front of my pale golden one, he was holding his canes in one hand, the pole with the other and giggling. I got a look around the ride as we continued, and saw a rather pretty girl a couple of mounts ahead of him.

Yup, you got it, Charlie wasn't watching the ride at all, he was eyeballing that pretty girl for all that he was worth. I think she knew it, too, as she kept glancing back at him with a rather sweet smile as the ride continued its leisurely circle for the next few minutes.

I noticed that there wasn't much of a line-up for the carousel, so I asked Charlie if he wanted to ride it again, no surprise, he said yes.

Interestingly, the girl that he had been looking at also decided to ride again, this time sitting on the mount directly ahead of Charlie's.

We circled round and round for the next few minutes as Charlie and the girl held a conversation in low tones. I guess she had asked him about the canes and his response was a bit of a shock to her, as she briefly looked horrified, then broke into tears while staring at Charlie.

The ride stopped and we all climbed off, at which point I learned that the girl was named Shawna and lived in the next county. She was clinging to Charlie as we stood beside the electric cart, shedding more tears on his shoulder as he awkwardly patted hers several times.

She asked if there was anything that could be done to slow the progress of the disease, we both shook her heads and she cried again.

When she finally managed to stop crying, I handed her some tissues from my jacket pocket, shrugging at their slightly wrinkled state. She took them and wiped her eyes, then pulled a compact from a miniature backpack, cleaned up the 'raccoon' look and applied fresh make-up.

Shawna was a few months older than Charlie, just a month or so short of her fifteenth birthday, the make-up made her look slightly older.

I let the two kids talk for a while, then heard someone calling Shawna's name. A woman was approaching, calling to Shawna again.

"That's your mom, I gather, Shawna?" I asked. At her nod, I continued, "I guess you need to say good-bye, thank you for being nice to him."

Shawna nodded, exchanged one more quick hug, then turned to face her mother who was now just a few feet away.

"Mom, this is Becky and Charlie, Charlie here has Emery-Dreifuss MD, he'll be in a wheelchair in less than a year," Shawna stated.

Her mom turned rather pale, then said, "We know what that can be like, one of Shawna's cousins was diagnosed with it last year."

Shawna added, "Yeah, Betty went into a bad spiral of depression when she was diagnosed, we had a hard time pulling her out of it."

Shawna's mom nodded, saying, "It wasn't easy, that girl can be oh, so stubborn. Doctors say about six months till she is in a wheelchair."

Charlie sighed, then spoke, "I've only been dealing with this for about four months, well, since it was actually diagnosed. According to the doctors that were all there when I was told about it, the preliminary signs had been present for at least a year before that, maybe longer."

Charlie leaned against the cart for a moment, quite clearly thinking, then pulled a shabby little notebook from the back pocket of his jeans, a pencil from the inside pocket of his jacket and quickly but semi-legibly wrote down his email address and handed it to Shawna's mom.

"Give that to Betty, tell her that she's welcome to contact me at any time. Tell her that I know what she is going through," Charlie stated.

Shawna's mom nodded as she accepted the small piece of paper. "I'll do that. Time to go, Shawna. You two have a good evening."

Charlie and I watched as the woman and the young teenager walked away.

**********

I sighed, just like that, the fun had gone out of the day, perhaps only for a moment, but seeing the signs of tears in Charlie's eyes was oh, so hard to take. Yet he had been a gentleman toward Shawna for the most part and was willingly offering himself as emotional support for Betty.

I held Charlie close to me as he let his tears fall and they dampened the front of my denim jacket. He's my brother and I love him dearly.

I guess we were standing there holding each other for a few minutes. People passed by now and then, but we were left alone.

He finally straightened up and pulled himself up onto the seat of the cart. "Okay, kiddo, what do you want to do now?" I asked him.

"I just want to relax and be comfortable," he replied. "Can we go back to the motel, watch some movies, maybe order burgers later?"

"If that is what you want to do, it's fine with me, Charlie. I guess we need to take this cart back to the front entrance before we leave."

I climbed up on the cart and we were soon moving along the laneways toward the main entrance, which we reached a few minutes later. I parked the cart as close as I could to the spot it had been in earlier today, then headed over to the entry booth and asked for the manager.

A different girl was working there, she contacted him and he showed up pretty fast. He was coming from a set of RVs nearby.

"Hi, I'm returning the cart for the day," I informed him as I pointed at the cart, "We're heading back to the motel. We'll be here tomorrow."

The manager nodded and smiled, "Glad we could help you folks out. Just let us know you need the cart when you arrive here tomorrow."

"Thanks a lot," I said as I led Charlie through the exit lane, then over to the car.

**********

Fifteen minutes later, we were back in the motel room, relaxing in the chairs in front of the TV. Well, to be honest, those chairs aren't very comfortable, but you use what's available and after we had placed a pillow on each chair, they were a little easier on our poor abused bottoms.

We flipped through the various offerings available, didn't find anything of interest, so I looked at the pay-per-view channels. We had better luck there, as we soon found listings showing The Hobbit: An Unexpected Journey, Men In Black 3 and Ice Age: Continental Drift one after the other on one of the channels. The two of us laughed and grinned at each other, then settled into our chairs as The Hobbit started playing.

We soon found ourselves avidly following Bilbo and the others on their journey to the Lonely Mountain, where the dwarves were going to reclaim their home from the dread dragon Smaug and the great battle that took place over the Lake, ending in the death of the dragon.

I'm not too sure how we managed to last through that movie, I know I was squirming all over my chair as it ended. The moment that the credits came on the screen, I was out of the chair like a shot, running into the bathroom, then sighing in relief as my overfull bladder emptied.

I guess Charlie was in just as bad of a shape, for I found him standing by the bathroom door, moaning for me to let him in there.

He went past me pretty fast for not having his canes in hand. I clearly heard his sigh of relief a moment later and lost myself in giggling.

We were back in our seats a few minutes later, with the next movie due to start in just over five minutes.

I've always found Men In Black to be funny, especially Will Smith, I still remember watching him on Fresh Prince of Bel Air years ago.

Charlie and I watched as Will's character once again managed to save the day, this time against an alien that was trying to assassinate K.

When that movie ended, I called the diner, asking for a burger and fries for each of us, along with Charlie's Pepsi® and my Coca-Cola®.

Ice Age had been going for about ten minutes when the knock came on the door.

I opened it, smiled at the teenage girl who handed me the bag with the food, then paid her, received the change and gave her a tip.

She thanked me and walked back to her six or seven year old Ford Focus, then drove away, back to the diner, I suppose.

I went in and opened the bag, checked the burgers and passed Charlie's over, then set the two fries containers on a hand towel on the TV.

We watched the movie as we ate our burgers and fries, taking sips now and then from our respective drinks.

Ice Age: Continental Drift ended about ten minutes after we had finished eating. We each still had some of our pop left at that point.

After we had both made a quick run to the washroom, we changed into our nightwear and climbed into our beds. It was 1:12 AM.

**********

I could hear soft snores coming from the other bed as I eventually drifted off to sleep. The trip so far was a success, Charlie had been having fun on the various rides and just wandering around the fairgrounds, or when we had relaxed with the cotton candy and the Mexican food.

The only downside that had occurred was discovering that Shawna's cousin was going through the same issues as Charlie.

I know it hit him pretty hard, but he did a very good thing by offering to be a support for that girl Betty. He's a great kid, even when he's a brat.

I woke up once during the night, but was soon asleep again. I don't recall if I dreamed or not. If I did, I clearly don't remember them.

My bladder hauled me out of bed at 9:20 AM. I'd slept reasonably well, so the roughly eight hours should be sufficient to get through the day.

I took a quick shower like I had done yesterday and dressed in a similar outfit, then decided to let Charlie sleep as long as he could.

I sat in one of the chairs in front of the TV, sipping at the lukewarm remainders of my Coca-Cola® from the night before.

I found myself watching Charlie as he slept. At some point during the night, like the night before, he had thrown off most of the blanket. That damn MD was there to be seen as his left hand went into that distinctive claw that the contractures cause twice before he awoke.

I couldn't see whether his right hand had been doing the same thing as it had been tucked in close to his side.

I did see the muscles in his lower left leg as they contracted at one point a few minutes before he woke up; he moaned and was asleep again.

I had just glanced at my watch for the umpteenth time, noticing it was now 10:50 AM, when Charlie yawned and opened his eyes.

"I've already had a shower, kiddo. Go have yours, then we'll see if that diner is open for breakfast, okay?" I enquired.

He nodded, looked through his duffle bag, pulled out some jeans, a t-shirt and a flannel shirt like he had worn yesterday, then headed to the bathroom, closing the door behind him. I soon heard the water running and Charlie quietly humming a country tune as he washed himself.

While he was busy doing that, I called the diner and quickly discovered that it being Sunday didn't stop them from opening the doors. A couple of the staff there did like to go to Sunday services, but it was usually slow enough on most Sunday mornings that one girl could handle it.

The shower turned off and a few minutes later, Charlie came out with the towel wrapped around like most boys do it.

He blushed a bit as he passed me to get to his bed, then shrugged, dropped the towel and put his clothes on, slowly and carefully.

Just watching how slowly he had to do that caused my heart to twinge, and I knew damn well it would only get harder for him. Curses!

I smiled at him as he looked at his denim jacket. "The diner is open, so we can head on over if you like?" I asked him.

He nodded, then just as slowly put the jacket on before he reached for his canes. We were out of the room soon after that.

**********

The diner, thankfully, wasn't very far down the road. There was plenty of space to park, so I steered the car into a slot near the entrance.

I held the door open for him because I knew just how hard it can be for him to hold the canes in one hand and open a door at the same time.

We entered the diner, which was much bigger than I was expecting it to be. We settled into a booth not far from the counter.

A young girl, actually, a young woman, approached us, placed glasses of water in front of us, then asked what we wanted for drinks. You already know what I like, yep, I asked for a Coca Cola®, then was surprised to hear Charlie politely request a hot chocolate drink.

She brought the drinks back, along with a pair of menus, then left us to decide on our meals.

A simple breakfast sounded good to me, I picked ham as my meat choice, then learned sausages or bacon came with it. I picked sausages. Charlie must have been pretty hungry when he woke up, as he ordered what I did, then asked for pancakes as well.

Breakfast meals don't take very long to make. I know, I worked part-time for a small restaurant while I was in college. I put in a couple of hours on every weekday back then, then hauled myself out of bed at 6 AM on Saturday mornings to put in a twelve hour shift there.

The girl brought our meals out, carrying my plate in one hand and Charlie's items on a tray being held in her other hand. She set my plate down first, then eased the tray down to the edge of the table before she placed the two plates for Charlie's meal in front of him.

With a quick smile and a brief comment, "Enjoy your meal," she was headed back to the kitchen just as an older male entered the diner.

He must have been a fairly regular customer there as she called out, "Hi, Pete, your usual today?"

The guy, Pete, shrugged out of his jacket, sliding it over the back of a chair by the counter, then lowered himself onto the chair.

"That's right, Pauline," he laughed once he was settled. "Full breakfast and a coffee, as you already know."

Pauline giggled, poked her head into the kitchen, then passed on his order to the cook before she made her way behind the counter. She filled a cup, then carried a few of those little disposable milk or cream containers over to his spot, set it down, then dropped into a chair.

Yeah, I know that bit, a waitress will often use any free moment to take a seat and rest their feet, even if it only lasts for a few minutes.

I took my time as I ate my meal. As for Charlie, he's a boy, how many boys do you know who don't eat like they are in a race to finish? Yep, Charlie was going through his food like a high speed locomotive passing a slow train, leaving me behind in the proverbial dust.

I still had half of a sausage, a quarter of an over hard egg and a slice of bacon left when Charlie sat back, having finished both plates.

I smiled, shook me head, then continued to eat, enjoying a sip of my Coca Cola®.

Charlie was looking at me constantly as if to say, 'Will you finish eating already? There's a fair we need to get to ASAP!'

I swear he was about to grumble about how slow I was eating as I took the last bite of my food, then finished my drink.

I laughed as we put our jackets on. I dropped $20 on the table, telling Pauline to keep the change as I opened the door to leave.

**********

We were a bit further from the fairground than the motel, so it took us a little over fifteen minutes to reach the main lot there.

I parked close to the entrance again, then waited until Charlie was fully out of the car before I hit the remote to lock the doors.

We had to wait a few minutes before I could pay the entry fee, then I had the guy contact the manager.

Once the manager arrived, the same one as we had seen yesterday, we were able to take the cart and start roaming around the fairgrounds.

We had eaten recently, so I quietly informed Charlie that the roller coaster, Gravitron and Spinner could all wait for a couple of hours.

We started off on a different ride today, a water ride that went through a tunnel, up a hill and around another one before it returned to the starting point. This ride had been equipped with plastic or plexiglass sides so the riders wouldn't get wet, they could be removed if desired.

Apparently, several people in our particular 'car' wanted the shields removed, so I guess we will be getting wet again. That's life, I suppose.

Charlie didn't seem worried about it, so I just shrugged and decided to enjoy it. We could always go in one of the heated buildings later.

The ride started at the top of a miniature hill, then rolled along the track around a curve or two before entering the long, snaking tunnel.

The hill containing the tunnel was a fair sized one, allowing the cart to turn this way and that, go up here, down there. I'm pretty sure that we crossed over and under other parts of the track a few times, as the rails were visible in the dim lights of the tunnel.

What I hadn't noticed when we got on the ride was the big drop down the side of the hill just after the ride exited from the tunnel.

I could feel the ride move faster as we went down that slope, then we hit the bottom in a small lake and created a rather large splash.

You guessed it, we both got thoroughly soaked, the fronts of our outfits from the shoulders down were dripping into the boat's bottom. I shrugged and giggled, shaking my head, spraying Charlie with a bit of water. Charlie promptly returned the favour, laughing as he did so.

We exited the little lake soon after, then came to a stop at the starting point. I helped Charlie to get out, then we shuffled over to the cart.

"Well, Charlie, do we go in one of those places to get warm," I pointed at several buildings a few hundred feet away, "or go see the animals?"

If you guessed that Charlie said to go see the animals, you would be right. I steered the cart to the washrooms there first.

"Let's go in the washrooms and get a little dryer, then we can roam around in here and maybe relax on those hay bales like we did yesterday."

Charlie nodded, then slowly and carefully made his way into the bathroom, using a shoulder to push the door open.

I suppose I could have helped him by opening the door for him, but he seemed to be managing well enough on his own, so I left him to it.

I marched into the women's, grabbed a handful of paper towels and wiped my face, neck and as much of my shoulders as I could reach. After dropping those paper towels in the garbage, I grabbed a few more and began patting at the front parts of the jacket and pants.

I exchanged soaked ones for fresh ones and continued to pat at the clothing for nearly ten minutes. It was still wet, but no longer soaking wet.

There didn't seem to be much more I could do in that regard, so I took a few minutes to use the facilities, then walked out to the cart.

I ended up waiting for about ten minutes for Charlie to come out of the men's. He was grinning and said someone had helped him out with the patting down, as Charlie wasn't able to bend as easily as he had done in the past. Those darn muscle contractures again, I suppose.

Charlie informed me that he had thanked the man in question, then pointed to a male around 40 or 45 who was just leaving the washroom.

I politely said hello to him and also offered thanks for his helping Charlie.

"'Tis not a problem, ma'am," was his reply. "I look on it this way: "Verily I say unto you, in as much as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me." Matthew 25 says it so well, I think. How much more so when the one helped is a child?"

"Once again, thank you, sir, and we both hope you have a very good day."

" A good day to you as well, ma'am, and to the boy." With that, the stranger strode out of the barn and out of our sight.

I smiled and tousled Charlie's hair, then we climbed onto the cart and spent the next ninety minutes wandering all around the barn. We had seen a tapir, a capybara, a Galapagos tortoise and llamas yesterday. Today, we passed a few stalls that had other types of animals in them.

One stall had an elephant in it. I suppose the elephant was fairly young, as it stood not much more than shoulder high on me.

Another had a zebra, yet another was a temporary home to a hyena family, and a third revealed a canine of some sort. There was a small placard beside that one's stall door that said this was a dingo from Australia. A fourth stall was home to another Australian animal, a wombat.

We realized at that point that we had seen just about every animal in there, as we had looked at different areas today than we had yesterday. We were nearly dry by then, and my watch was showing that it was just past 2:15 PM. I asked if Charlie was hungry; of course he said yes.

We left the barn and drove around a bit, looking at the various types of food that were available in the many booths around the fairgrounds.

After a bit of discussion, we picked a booth that was selling simple tacos. Pick your meat and other items and they heat it for you.

I wasn't surprised when Charlie asked for chicken on his, that was one of his preferences as I've said once before. I also wasn't too surprised when he added fresh chilies to it, along with a bit of hit sauce. I opted for beef instead of chicken before adding chilies to mine.

What can I say? Down in the deep south, you get raised on a variety of spicy foods and some that aren't. Charlie and I both like spicy food.

The tacos didn't last very long. I wasn't particularly hungry and only had two, Charlie wolfed down four of them before I could finish mine.

I noticed Charlie nodding a bit, so I suggested we go back in the barn and rest on those hay bales for a while.

We made our way back into the slightly warmer barn, then over to the hay bales. I watched as Charlie climbed up and leaned against the wall. He hadn't been there for more than a few minutes when he fell asleep. I kept an eye on him and the other on the cart as he slept.

There was a guy who kept walking by us. He had a badge of some sort on his shirt, so I figured he was a worker here somewhere. It turned out he was one of the caretakers for the animals in here and he just wanted to be sure that we were okay. He left once I said we were fine.

Charlie woke up a bit over an hour later. I helped him as he made his way down from the bales, then we went back out to the rides.

We spent an hour or so on the Ferris wheel again, then Charlie decided we should go on that darned roller coaster.

I figured my stomach wasn't in any jeopardy as I hadn't eaten for about two hours, so I agreed and we soon joined the line-up.

The coaster came in a couple of minutes later, dispensed the most recent riders and we were allowed to make our way onto the ride. I guess our luck was a bit different today, we ended up in the second last seat in the front car. Charlie got his canes out of the way just in time, as the girl who was guiding people onto the coaster dropped the bar in front of us and soon informed the operator we were ready to go.

I won't give a play by play this time, let's just say that both Charlie and I were screaming as much as anyone else on the ride.

When we came to a stop, that beautiful grin was on Charlie's face again. I love when he smiles or laughs, he doesn't do it often nowadays.

We followed the other people as they left the ride, then hopped on the cart to go over to the Spinner. Torture time or what? Oh, well, I'll live.

I was even happier that I hadn't eaten for a while as we reached the Spinner. We didn't have to wait long once we had our tickets, the ride wasn't getting a lot of people just now. The operator waited a few extra minutes, then waved to everyone to grab a seat.

He's my brother. Even though he drives me up the proverbial wall at times, I would never harm a single hair on his head. Not one hair.

By the time that ride finished, I felt like someone had put me into one of those tops you spin on a floor. I needed a seat that wasn't moving. I barely managed to haul myself up onto the driver's seat of the cart, then suddenly thought of Charlie and looked toward the ride.

Charlie was just being helped down by the ride operator. Yeah, you guessed it, Charlie was grinning and giggling at my plight.

By the time that Charlie climbed into the other seat, I had recovered enough to put the cart into motion, then asked what was next.

Charlie pointed to the Tilt-a-Whirl, a ride I've only tried once or twice. I survived the Spinner and the Gravitron, I could handle that one.

There was a bit of a line-up when we stopped near the ride. I purchased some tickets and we joined the line just as the last ride ended.

We were soon seated in one of the small cars, next to a young girl about Charlie's age. Well, well, it turned out to be Shawna. She apparently cadged a ride here from a girlfriend who owned a car, then had spent the day having fun while spending her parents' hard earned cash.

Oh gods, please, please remind me to never, ever, EVER get on a Tilt-a-Whirl again. I tossed what was left of my small lunch over the side of the ride just seconds after we narrowly missed another car. I think Shawna did, too, but I was too busy with my own upset stomach to notice.

The ride did eventually stop, and I staggered off, then looked back just in time to see Shawna help Charlie. Maybe I was wrong.

The three of us reached the cart shortly after that. Charlie was grinning madly again, he's a sadistic little bugger at times.

Okay, I no longer have any food in me that could be regurgitated, so perhaps I'm safe from it happening again today.

Why am I not surprised? Charlie wants to do the Spinner. Oh, dear, I think I will be okay, either that or I've gone right 'round the bend.

I had Shawna go up and get the tickets for the Spinner, as I wanted to relax for as long as possible before getting on that one.

Well, it had to finish its little cycle at some point. I followed Shawna and Charlie onto the ride, then made the sign of the cross.

I wasn't speaking out loud, but I was definitely saying a little prayer, asking whoever was up there to keep me safe.

A moment later, the ride started moving, then the darn seats started spinning and I began to wonder if I had anything left to toss up.

I'll say this, it wasn't fun, but I made it through the whole ride without any further problems. I was the first person to exit the ride, well, that was because I was out of my seat and moving at a dead run to reach the little gate, then out toward the cart where I stumbled to a halt.

Shawna and Charlie joined me there a short while later. I was leaning over the cart, taking regular deep breaths, then letting them go.

It took a few minutes before I began to settle down, then I climbed onto the cart, turned and thanked Shawna for helping Charlie.

Like the guy in the barn earlier, she said it was no problem; at least she didn't throw a Bible quote at us like he had done.

I handed Shawna about $50, saying that she could use it to take Charlie on rides for a while, I just wanted to relax by the cart.

She nodded and the two wandered off, Charlie wobbling a bit on the canes as they headed over toward the Gravitron.

I spotted a booth selling drinks and went over to buy myself a freshly brewed coffee, which I carried back to the cart.

I spent the next half hour or so sipping at the coffee, then just idly looking around. A brief look at my watch showed it was just after 5:30 PM, and the sky had darkened significantly. The sun was dropping below the horizon and night would be falling soon. I finished the coffee, looked around again, then walked to the nearest bin and dropped the cup in it before I returned to the cart and stood by it, waiting for them to return.

I was still standing by the cart, leaning against it, actually, when Shawna and Charlie finally returned just after 6:15 PM.

Shawna said something about having to go home to babysit a young cousin, said goodbye to both of us and headed toward the exits.

I asked Charlie if he wanted to do anything else, he said one last go on the carousel, then we could return to the motel for the night.

A carousel was a nice, easy ride, so I agreed to it and we climbed onto the cart, then drove around until I spotted the carousel ride.

I soon had tickets for us and we joined the line-up, a large part of which seemed to be young teenaged girls, thirteen or fourteen at most.

Of course, put a boy Charlie's age near girls and he's going to look them over rather thoroughly. Yep, he was eyeballing two of them. Both of the girls he was looking at were a short distance ahead of us and looked like they could be sisters, perhaps they were.

The ride stopped, people headed out through the little back exit and the new riders climbed onto their mount of choice. The two girls that Charlie seemed to be interested in were just far enough ahead of us that they were the last people to get onto the carousel.

We stood there for a few more minutes, I could see Charlie eyeballing those girls every time they came round this way.

Eventually, it stopped again and the riders exited like the previous ones, those two girls were soon gone, not having noticed Charlie at all.

Charlie looked a little bit upset that he hadn't been noticed, but he shrugged it off quickly enough as we each claimed a mount. Charlie's was a sky blue one this time, whereas mine was cream white. The unicorns were soon going up and down as the ride went round and round.

There was a girl, perhaps not as pretty as the two a short while ago, on the mount just ahead of Charlie. He was watching her intently.

I wasn't really paying much attention to him at that point, just sitting there on the mount and sighing in relief that I was still in one piece.

The ride came to a stop and we followed the other people as they returned to the outer area of the ride.

The girl he was watching was gone. Charlie shrugged and shuffled toward the cart, it was becoming clear that he was nearly exhausted.

We climbed onto the cart and headed for the main entrance. That ride took about ten minutes, as we crossed most of the fairgrounds.

I parked the cart as close as possible to where I had gotten it when we arrived here, then waved at the manager and pointed at the cart. He came over and asked if we had had a good day. I replied that we had, that we were heading home tomorrow and then thanked him for the cart.

We arrived back at the motel just before 7 PM. Both of us were ready to just relax for a few hours. We would be leaving around 8 AM in the morning, to ensure that we would return home in time for the early evening Christmas day meal. Mom and dad were hosting this year.

**********

After a quick skim through the regular channels and finding absolutely nothing interesting to watch, we looked at the pay-per-view channels again and eventually found two movies that looked good, The Avengers followed by The Amazing Spider-Man. Superhero night, I guess.

We made ourselves comfortable and relaxed. Both movies were good, I've always liked Spider-Man, so I enjoyed that one a bit more.

While we were waiting after The Avengers had finished, I called the diner and ordered two half-chicken dinners. As usual, Charlie just had to have his Pepsi® and I stuck my tongue out at him as I made sure to get my Coca Cola®. We always argue over those two brands.

The order arrived about twenty minutes after Spider-Man started. I thanked the guy, paid for it plus a tip and took the food inside.

I passed Charlie his chicken dinner, then set his drink on top of the TV. I also put my drink on top of the TV, but at the other end.

Damn, those people do some fine cooking. Pizza Friday night, burgers and fries last night, breakfast today, now these lovely chicken dinners.

We both tucked into the food. It didn't take very long before the chicken bones had been stripped bare and the last of the fries had been eaten.

It was just after 1 AM when the second movie ended. We quickly changed and were in bed, we needed to be up by 8 AM.

**********

It seems as if I had barely closed my eyes and the darn alarm on my little watch was beeping. It took me a minute or two to turn it off.

Like the last two mornings, I had a quick shower. Once I was done, dried off and dressed, I woke up Charlie and sent him in to shower.

He came back out about twenty minutes later, grumbling at being awake so early. He slowly dressed himself, then packed everything.

I had been busy packing my own bags, shuffling things around a bit, putting dirty items in one suitcase, still clean ones in the other.

It was not quite 8:45 AM when I handed the keys in at the motel office, thanked them and told Charlie we'd go to the diner first.

Hey, it doesn't hurt to start the day off with a decent breakfast, ya know? Perhaps Charlie wouldn't be so grumpy with some food in him.

We enjoyed a repeat of yesterday's breakfast, including the older guy, Pete, that we had seen.

With a nice breakfast in our bellies, me having enjoyed a hot coffee and Charlie a hot chocolate, we were on the road, going home.

We made pit stops as needed, bought a pop here and there to keep us going and stopped in El Dorado, Arkansas for lunch at a burger place.

We used the drive thru at the restaurant, then were on our away again a few minutes later with our orders.

There was sign pointing to a "Mosby Park", we headed that way and found the park itself. There wasn't much of anything going on there at that point, although some Christmas decorations were scattered on the ground. There was a bench by the road next to the park, it would do.

We parked the car by the side of the road. It was Christmas Day, so I wasn't sure if they would force people to use pay slots or not; I decided to keep an eye on the side of the road while we ate. The burger wasn't the greatest. Charlie didn't seem to mind, he ate two of them.

We sat there munching on our fries and slowly emptying our drinks, then a police car went by, saw the car, slowed then, then kept going. Maybe they were being nice, I'll never know, but I guess they figured the car belonged to me, I was there, and they let us be.

When the last fry was consumed, we took the remainder of our drinks with us, dumped the food scraps into the nearest bin, then left.

I drove up the road a bit, then spotted a place with a public washroom that was actually open, I saw someone coming out. I nudged Charlie, who was dozing a bit after the meal, and we both took the opportunity to use the washroom before returning to the car.

The rest of the trip home took a bit less than four hours, we pulled into the front of the house at 5:52 PM, just in time for the meal.

Well, it seemed we were a bit early, the meal wouldn't be ready until about 6:15, so I hauled our bags up the stairs to our respective rooms.

Once that was done, I washed my hands, then cajoled Charlie into doing the same and watched as everyone headed to the washrooms.

Mom, Aunt Amber, Aunt Angelina, Aunt Jasmine and Aunt Elisabeth were setting utensils out, then mom called everyone to attention. "The food is served. Take your time, people, there is enough for everyone; if something runs out, we have more waiting in the ovens."

Charlie and I had been close to the front, so we managed to get our plates filled fairly quickly and headed into the big living room. I sat down on one of the four large couches, then I held Charlie's plate as he sat down. He took it back and we relaxed, eating and chatting quietly.

From time to time, someone would come in and ask Charlie about the weekend. Every single time, his response was "I had a lot of fun."

**********

I had spent maybe $1200 of the $5200+ that had been collected. What was left would be placed in a trust account for Charlie. He would get that either when he married or when he celebrated his 25th birthday. Family members could add to it at any time if they wished to do so.

Chats With Charlie: Part 1: As The Year Turns

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Serial Chapter

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School
  • College / Twenties
  • Mature / Thirty+

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  • Medical Exams Mentioned
  • medical diagnosis

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I can't recall who suggested that I should take things further between Charlie, Betty and Shawna. This is where that 'going further' starts.

If you aren't sure what I'm referring to here, read this story: https://bigclosetr.us/topshelf/fiction/72209/charlies-wish-f...

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Chat session initially between Charlie and Betty, December 27, 2017, starting around 9:30 PM Central Time:

cheerfulcharlie03: Hi, Betty, I thought I'd give you a shout. I hope your cousin gave you my email info at some point?

bettybelle2001: Hi, Charlie, it's good to be able to talk with you. How was your Christmas? Yes, Shawna gave me that info as soon as she came
home from the fair that night, I added you to my friends list right away. She said that you helped her to have a good time there.

cheerfulcharlie03: Christmas was pretty good, we returned home just in time for an awesome Christmas meal. There were two really big turkeys, at least thirty pounds each, a huge ham that was about the same weight, lots of veggies, many of them done with Christmas extras like a bit of sugaring, four big pumpkin pies, four apple pies just as big, and lots of ice cream! I ended up with plenty of presents from family members and several of my friends. It was a great Christmas! Tell Shawna she's welcome.

bettybelle2001: It sounds like it was a very good one for you! That's excellent. We had a fairly quiet one here, there isn't a lot of family. My father is over in the Middle East dealing with some crisis or other. He was a single kid, and my mom only has one sister. You met my cousin Shawna at the fair a few days ago, I'm really glad, she came back home in a happy mood which was great!

At this point, at 9:44 PM, a little pop-up appears, asking if Charlie will allow someone else to enter the chat. He sees the name and agrees.

sweetshawnagirl: Hi, Betty. Hi, Charlie. Hey, Charlie, thanks for doing stuff with me at the fair last weekend!

cheerfulcharlie03: Hi, Shawna, I'm glad that I was able to help you to have a good time there. How was your Christmas.

sweetshawnagirl: I was over at Betty's place for Christmas. Mom, dad and I decided to spend the day with Betty and her mom.

bettybelle2001: Yep, I'm glad Shawna was here, it would have been a lot more boring if she hadn't been. We're both only kids.

cheerfulcharlie03: Only as in neither you nor Shawna have siblings?

sweetshawnagirl: That's correct, Charlie. Except for Betty's dad who couldn't be with us, that's all the family that we have.

cheerfulcharlie03: I'm truly sorry to hear that, girls. We have a really big family, with dozens of cousins and other relatives. Hmmm... that gives me an idea, I'm going to talk to my mom and dad about inviting all of you down here for spring break if our schedules match. If they don't, we can arrange to have you visit here once school finishes for the year. How does that sound?

sweetshawnagirl: Dozens of cousins? How the heck do you get them all into the house at once?

cheerfulcharlie03: It's a really big house, over a dozen bedrooms and plenty of extra spaces where people can put sleeping bags. We also have
heated barns if extra space is needed. After big events like Thanksgiving and Christmas, most folks stay overnight.

bettybelle2001: Just how many cousins are you talking about, Charlie?

cheerfulcharlie03: Well, just counting just the first cousins, the count at the last get together here at Christmas was 92, but my Aunt Amber is
pregnant again, with twins this time; both are girls according to the latest ultrasound. The babies are due in mid-March.

sweetshawnagirl: Holy... that is a LOT! Are you sure that your family will be happy to have other people show up on a visit?

cheerfulcharlie03: We're easygoing people for the most part, Shawna. Just be polite and respectful, and everything will be fine.

bettybelle2001: Shawna is right, that is a heck of a lot of people. That must make family events rather interesting.

cheerfulcharlie03: I have to go, girls. Mom is telling me it's time for me to get ready for bed. I'll chat with you again soon. Bye!

sweetshawnagirl: See ya, Charlie: Have a good night!

bettybelle2001: Night, Charlie.

Charlie signs out, then heads to the bathroom where his mom has drawn a bath for him. He bathes, dries himself and goes to bed.

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Chat between Charlie and Dr. Penny Farthing, a psychiatrist seeing Charlie bi-weekly, at about 4:20 PM Central time, December 29, 2017:

PrettyPenny91: Hello, Charlie, how are you doing today?

cheerfulcharlie03: I'm all right, Dr. Farthing. Thanks for agreeing to do this visit online, I'm not sure what happened, but dad took the truck to the back fields today and my sister's car wouldn't start when we wanted to leave earlier! It's being checked over by a family friend.

PrettyPenny91: That's fine, Charlie, we try to make sure that we can help our clients in any way that we can. This is one of those ways. So how
was your Christmas? I hear from Becky that you've made a new friend recently, perhaps more than one.

cheerfulcharlie03: Christmas was really good, Doctor. We had most of the family here, which means the crowd were almost 130 strong.

PrettyPenny91: Wow! That's a big family, for sure. I'm glad to hear you had a good time. Anything else happening with you?

cheerfulcharlie03: Not a lot. I did chat on Wednesday with the girl I met at the fair on the weekend. I also got to chat with her cousin, Betty. Betty has MD also, specifically Emery-Dreifuss like me, so it gives us a bit of common ground, I guess.

PrettyPenny91: How did that go, Charlie?

cheerfulcharlie03: It was actually nice to talk with them, we didn't get to chat for long, mom called me for my bath and I went to bed after that.

PrettyPenny91: How did you feel while talking with them? Anything interesting happen while you were chatting?

cheerfulcharlie03: Actually, yeah. See, both Shawna and Betty, her cousin with MD like me, are single kids. They don't have anyone else in their generation in their family. I thought that sucked, so I said I would look into having them come here at some point. I still need to ask mom and dad about it. If I can get their approval, the girls will come here either for spring break or when school finishes.

PrettyPenny91: Wow! That's rather generous of you, Charlie, especially as you have only met these girls. Hold on a sec, I have a call.

Penny answers phone in her office, talks for a few minutes, then ends the call and returns to the chat.

PrettyPenny91: Sorry about that, Charlie, but that was an emergency call, I'm going to have to go. I'll talk to you again in two weeks.

cheerfulcharlie03: Thanks for talking to me, Doctor. Have a Happy New Year.

PrettyPenny91: You, too, Charlie. Bye.

Dr. Farthing logs off at 4:43 PM. Charlie stays on his computer playing games for an hour or two until he is called to supper by his mom.

**********

Chat between Charlie, Betty and Shawna, starting around 8:30 PM Central time, December 31, 2017:

cheerfulcharlie03: Hi, Betty, Shawna, how are you two doing? Are you girls looking forward to the new year?

bettybelle2001: *sigh* Charlie, with each day that passes, I get more and more frustrated. I think I remember Shawna telling me a few days ago
that she told you that, according to the doctors, I'll be in a wheelchair within six, maybe seven months.

cheerfulcharlie03: I do understand, Betty. Doctors here are giving me at most a year before I end up in a wheelchair. I hate it! HATE IT! I wish this had never happened! Like you, every day it gets harder and harder to do things for myself, I have to rely on others a lot now. I was able to talk with my psych on Friday; my sister's car wouldn't start at all so I had to chat with Dr. Farthing online this time.

sweetshawnagirl: Well, at least you have a support system in place between the psych, your other doctors and your family, Charlie. I wish the
doctors here weren't such idiots! Betty has to travel for over an hour each way for her medical and psych appointments.

cheerfulcharlie03: We don't have to go very far for appointments, it's only a fifteen or twenty minute drive to the clinic in Red Oak. If my sister's car hadn't picked that time to suddenly stop running, I would have been in Dr. Farthing's office, not chatting with her online.

bettybelle2001: I hate it, too, Charlie, oh, gods, how do I hate it! I can't remember how many times I've wished for the MD to just disappear!

cheerfulcharlie03: Frustrating doesn't even begin to describe it. So many times recently, I just want to sit here and scream until I'm hoarse.

sweetshawnagirl: I'm not sure what I can do for you guys, I can't even begin to understand what you are going through.

bettybelle2001: Just be here to talk to us, Shawna. Sometimes just having someone to talk to can make a difference to us.

cheerfulcharlie03: I agree with Betty, that's excellent advice.

bettybelle2001: Cheerful? Are you able to be cheerful with the MD looming over you nowadays, Charlie?

cheerfulcharlie03: Mmmm, this was the nick I decided to use when I set up my email account seven years ago, Betty.

bettybelle2001: Ahhh, so it was your account long before the MD came along and you decided to keep using it after the MD hit?

cheerfulcharlie03: Yeah, I'd been using it for so long by then, it didn't make sense to just throw it away at that point.

sweetshawnagirl: Well, maybe it can encourage you to try to look at things in a more positive and cheerful manner, Charlie.

cheerfulcharlie03: I suppose I could do that. I have to go, mom wants me to have my bath before we settle down to ring in the New Year.

bettybelle2001: Have a good night, Charlie. And Happy New Year!

sweetshawnagirl: Night, Charlie. Happy New Year!

cheerfulcharlie03: Happy New Year to both of you. Bye!

Charlie signs out, goes for his bath and has an enjoyable time bringing in the New Year, eventually falling asleep across his sister's lap.

Defenders League Prologue: For The People

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Superheroes

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties
  • Mature / Thirty+
  • Senior / Sixty+

TG Themes: 

  • Age Regression
  • Animal / Furry / Non-human
  • Crime / Punishment

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We are the Defenders League. We fight to protect those who cannot fight to protect themselves and to stop criminal acts in progress.

We are nine in number. Four males, five females, with ages ranging from barely 20 to our eldest member's hale and healthy 91 years.

Six of us were born here in Canada, one is a dual citizen, Canada and UK, and the other two moved here and eventually became citizens.

We tend to work in two groups, which can be brought together when needed.

**********

Let me start by telling you about Steel Rose and her partner, Titan Thorn.

Steel Rose was a young male initially, one who could blend into any crowd because of his being average in size, appearance, build, etc. Things stayed that way until about a year ago, when the young man was run over by five young males carrying small barrels filled with an unknown liquid. One of those barrels hit the young man in the chest and broke, splattering him with most of the contents within it.

The thug that had been carrying it let go of the barrel as soon as he noticed it being about to break, stepping to the side in a rather fleet-footed manner, then continued running with the rest of the little gang, and thus managed to just barely avoid contact with the contents.

Our young male continued on home, washed himself off as thoroughly as he could, then set back to relax and enjoy the evening. This was not to be, though. About three hours after he returned home, he started to change, his body lost a bit of height and some mass initially.

The changes continued, though, going on through the night, making sleep rather rough for the young person.

By the time morning arrived, most of the changes had taken place, the result was a very big shock for our young man, let me tell you.

For one, he was no longer male, but a stunning young woman of about his own age, 5'9" tall, mid-back length steel coloured hair, and a much denser body and bone structure. When she stepped on her scale, the poor thing crumpled under the much higher weight of her new body.

Testing eventually revealed that her body had the density and strength of extremely high quality steel, yet she appeared relatively normal.

After even more tests that determined she could punch or kick through foot thick stone or metal walls or doors, she took the name Steel Rose. One of her other abilities was that she could watch an area for a short while and give an accurate assessment of dangers and problems.

Her partner, on the other hand, was a male to begin with, quarterback all four years for his high school football team. By the time he graduated from high school, he was 6'2" and 220 pounds of good, solid muscle, which he thought would give him an edge when he went off to college.

He played football in college, too, but was rarely used as anything more than a second string quarterback if the main one became injured.

He took several law courses, mostly to gain an understanding of the laws in his area, then applied for police training once he graduated.

Police training was not easy, but it was within his capabilities and he made sure to do the studying needed for any tests.

He eventually finished the training, third in the class, then was hired by the Toronto police force and put to work in the bar areas downtown.

He spent the next five years responding to incidents at various bars, often having to break up fights.

At that point, he asked a superior officer why he wasn't being considered for other police duties, and was told, in essence, that he was one of the most, if not the most, effective member of the tavern units in the city. To him, it sounded like they had decided he was out of the way there.

After thinking about the situation for a few weeks, he realized they weren't about to change their minds and handed in his resignation.

He went back to college, this time getting a degree in education, intending to be hired as a physical education teacher somewhere.

His life, though, wasn't destined for a high school gymnasium. The world had other plans for him.

He came down with a bad fever one fall day, and his current girlfriend tried to take care of him for a while, but she couldn't handle her job in the boutique, then coming home to find him being sick all over the place. Eventually, she decided to take him to a nearby hospital.

He spent the night in the hospital, saw a doctor, was diagnosed with the flu, then told he would be getting a shot to clear that up shortly.

What the doctor and many of the other staff didn't know was that the flu vaccine in the particular container that the nurse drew the dosage from had been contaminated in transit, and was no longer safe to use for said vaccinations. He received the shot, felt better and went home.

Well, the shot did help with the flu, but it also sent the contaminants into his system and as he healed, his body changed.

Over a period of about a week, he went from 6'2" tall and just under 210 pounds to 7'9" tall and 650 pounds, a very large change indeed. Like Steel Rose, his body density and structure had been changed, but not as drastically as hers. He was still quite rugged and handsome.

The other interesting thing was that he could generate thorns from his hands, slim, very sharp needles of titanium alloy about nine inches long. These thorns could be used to slash at others, or could be fired at targets, depending on whether he wanted to fight at a distance or not.

The contaminated flu vaccine was discovered early the day after he had received his shot and was immediately removed and destroyed.

His girlfriend freaked out when he started changing and broke up with him two days later, while the changes were still taking place.

It would be seven years before he would meet Steel Rose. He decided to take the name Titan Thorn as his superhero identity.

Those two are quite the pair, believe me. She hits like a freight truck at high speed and he keeps her safe while she scans places. I've seen him in a close quarters fight many, many times in the last seven years, and it's downright scary how fast he can move while he's fighting.

**********

Titan Thorn isn't her only defence, there are three of us who act as a second line of defence for the pair.

I guess that brings my tale to the fore, I might as well get it out of the way now, I suppose.

I've been around here for a long time, I'll be 56 in a month or so. As for my being the way I am...

Well, I suppose you've heard people say that lightning can't strike twice in the same place? I hate to say this, but they are absolutely wrong.

I was raised as a farm boy in Southern Alberta, a big dairy farm with some chickens, a small herd of pigs, you get the idea.

My life was quite normal, I finished high school, went to a local college, then returned home to take over the running of the farm.

It was a month after I turned 34 that everything went upside down in my life, so to speak.

I was moving the pigs to a pen on the other side of the big barn when a storm came out of nowhere, hard and heavy. I was soaked to the skin in seconds, then had the rotten luck to be hit by lightning as I passed near a giant apple tree on the edge of one of the fields.

Let me say that it hurt like all bloody hell, yet the storm wasn't finished with me, there was much more to come.

It took me about ten minutes to gather up the pigs again and resume the journey to the second pen.

I was a bit over 3/4 of the way to the pen when the second lightning bolt hit me, this one next to a steel phone pole on the edge of the field. The phone line that ran along the set of poles of which that one was a part went from the road nearly a mile away to the farm house and barn.

I caught the back blast from that strike, and I can swear I felt like I was being fried right there. Once again, it hurt like all hell.

I hadn't even managed to recover from that blast when another strike hit the same pole, and I was less than three feet away at the time.

This one threw me back a good fifteen feet, and my skin was turning quite red, it felt all itchy and hot and very, very painful.

The third time was my own fault, I was quite disoriented, and actually stumbled against the pole when the third bolt hit it.

I ended up on the ground next to the pole, unconscious barely a second or two after that third strike, and I laid there for quite some time.

I wasn't found until ma came looking for me about three hours later. She found me lying under that pole, looking like I'd been cooked alive.

The recovery process was long and slow, it was two months before I was able to get out of bed and hobble around on my own. Another five months passed before I was considered fit enough to be able to return to doing some of the work on the farm.

It was perhaps a month or so after I started working again that I found out that I am able to call lightning and have it strike wherever I wish.

To say that that was a shock would be quite polite, ma actually saw it happen one day and that was when I found myself being disowned.

I headed east, eventually reached Toronto, and met up with some other folks. We started to build a core group of superheroes.

I'll never understand the reasoning of some folks, when they saw what I could do, they called me Flash Boom. The first part was because my lightning happens to be very, very bright, almost blindingly so; the second part is due to the sound it makes sometimes when it strikes.

That was almost 22 years ago, things have changed a lot over the years. Best of all, we now have that core group we were hoping to build.

**********

Well, now you know that I am part of the second line of defence for Steel Rose and Titan Thorn.

There are two other people who act as part of that second line of defence, let me tell you about them now.

The first is a young woman, well, young compared to me, I suppose, she'll be 32 in February.

She was an excellent student in school, then headed to university where she eventually received a masters degree in physics.

She ended up working in a lab in West Vancouver, not a big corporate lab, but a small private one owned by an almost billionaire.

She loved working there, it was a nice little place, people knew each other and the work was well within her abilities.

Things continued like that for about three years, then they were told they would have to shut the lab down early one night, as a very powerful electrical storm was on the way into the area, and anything running at that point could cause all kinds of problems.

Well, she offered to stay on site that night, but didn't realize that one of the staff had left a machine operating. The machine was a closed vat with an electrical conduit inside a steel pipe running into it from outside, and one of the lightning strikes hit it as she walked through the room.

The electricity went through that narrow steel pipe from one end to the other in just a second or two, that was all it needed.

The machine that was running was so quiet that she hadn't noticed it, so she was not ready for what happened at that point.

The machine exploded, sending the contents all over the room, she could not avoid being hit by some of the liquid from the vat.

The liquid wasn't hot, barely warm actually, so it didn't bother her much, she headed into one of the shower stalls and washed herself. Once she had cleaned herself, she grabbed a mop and spent an hour cleaning up the liquid, then taking pieces of the broken machine outside.

After that, she quickly wrote up a report describing what had happened, including her being splashed by the liquid and sent it off to the boss.

When the shift ended, she headed out, passing by the incoming staff members, including the boss, and headed for her home.

Well, she had a strong dislike for the auto industry and had long ago decided that using transit was easier, if slower and often overcrowded.

She caught a bus heading into downtown Vancouver, then switched to another that would drop her off a block from her home.

At one point, while she was riding on that second bus, an almost empty one which was a surprise, she idly wished that she were already home. Almost instantly, she found herself standing in her apartment, next to her sofa; the shock was sufficient that she collapsed onto the sofa.

She sat there for nearly two hours thinking about what had happened before she realized she was hungry and called out for pizza.

She continued thinking about it once the pizza was delivered and paid for, and for another three hours before she decided to sleep.

She woke up feeling very refreshed, then checked the time and discovered she had been in bed for less than three hours.

The boss called, talked to her for several minutes, and asked that she undergo some testing that evening when she arrived at work.

She didn't tell him what had happened early that morning, or that she seemed to need much less sleep now than she had previously.

She spent most of the time before she had to leave for work in cleaning up the apartment, it had become a bit of a mess, it seemed.

Another odd thing came up while she was cleaning. When reaching into tight spaces, she found she could bend much more easily and in ways that should not have been possible for any human. Once the cleaning was finished, she experimented with the bending a bit.

It soon became clear that she could bend and twist herself around like a human pretzel, even more than a contortionist could manage to do.

She arrived at work that evening, spent some time talking to her boss and explained what she had discovered. She then informed him that she felt it necessary that she hand in her resignation, effective in two weeks, as she felt the other workers would take advantage of her.

The boss didn't like it, he was losing a very good worker, but he understood her reasoning, the other workers would be jealous and spiteful.

Two weeks later, after giving notice to her landlord and putting everything in storage, she headed east, ending up in Toronto.

There she met up with Flash Boom and several others. She eventually decided to join them, taking the name Twist 'N' Port for herself. The name was due to each of her abilities, that superhuman flexibility and the ability to teleport to any location she actually knew or had visited. Her skill with the teleporting would be very useful, she could currently take four people and jump from LA to New York City quite easily.

The other woman who worked as part of the second line of defence for Steel Rose and Titan Thorn was the oldest member of the core group of the Defenders League. Flamestrike was 91 now and had been a superhero for longer than any other member of the team had been alive.

Flamestrike had grown up in a mid-sized city in Southern Ontario back in the years of the Great Depression and knew all too well just how hard life could be on people, she'd seen it firsthand far too often as small businesses closed and farms ended up with slim or no harvests.

It was in the middle of World War II that the former male underwent his mutation, at which point his family disowned him and tossed him out. The newly transformed girl ended up on the streets for most of the summer of '43, then headed to Toronto where she met a few other mutants. The small group of mutants formed a loose association that helped the various police forces regarding crimes involving supervillains.

Like Steel Rose, she had originally been male, but her mutation had transformed her into a tall and beautiful woman with hair the colour of flame. Her ability to throw large fire balls at opponents was the main source of her name, something she just accepted as part of her crazy life.

The interesting part of her mutation was that she appeared to be in her early to mid-thirties, even after over 65 years of fighting villains. She had no idea why she still looked that young, but it sure made it easier to do things as she remained in almost tip top shape over the years.

It wasn't until the last decade or so of the 20th century that the group started to help new superheroes learn how to use their abilities.

Well, that's the info for the first team that forms the core group, I'd say that the five of us work together quite well.

**********

There are four members of the second team that forms part of the core group of the Defenders League, two males and two females.

The first member of this second team is Stone Tiger, he's a shapeshifter with a mutation side effect of great strength and a "stone skin". Hitting him is like trying to punch a heavy stone wall, you're only going to hurt yourself in the process. His tiger shape is quite large, easily matching or exceeding the size of the largest known tigers in existence. He is able to move like a cat, sinuous and silent until he pounces.

In his human form, he's a fairly big guy, but appears quite normal, being 6'2" and just over 200 pounds with long, shaggy dirty blond hair.

Stone Tiger is the one member of the core group with dual nationality, his father was British, but he was raised here in Canada.

The next member of the second team is Dancing Demona, another member that was born male, but became female through mutating.

His life before the mutation was boringly normal, he was an honour roll student in high school in Copenhagen and continued in that style when he went to university, eventually graduating with the second highest overall grade for a law student at that particular university.

He moved to London, England, where he worked his way up in a law firm there for about ten years, then was transferred to Canada.

The firm had a satellite office in Toronto, and they had decided he would be a good person to run that office as its primary partner.

He hadn't married or ended up in a relationship, so he agreed and moved across the Atlantic, settling down in a nice house in Toronto.

He applied for citizenship in Canada, knowing he was unlikely to return to London or Copenhagen except for maybe a vacation. The papers sat on someone's desk for over a year before they came to the attention of the citizenship minister, and he became a citizen three months later.

Another ten years passed as he worked on making the satellite office into a respected division of the firm's main London offices. He and the six junior partners won many cases over that time span, slowly enlarging their workload to the point they had to appoint three new partners.

The mutation struck about six months after those new partners joined the office, taking him utterly by surprise.

It began a few hours after he arrived home one Friday evening and continued through the weekend.

When Monday morning dawned, it was quite clear that he would not be able to go to work at all, he was female in all physical respects.

He managed to disguise his new voice enough to call in and state that he was taking his unused holidays, then sick leave. He gave the excuse of a serious family emergency, even though he had not been close to any of his family members for many years.

He looked in the mirror, shaking his head at what he could see there. The image in the mirror was of a fairly young woman, perhaps thirty years old, much younger than the 49 years he had had as a male before this turned his whole life upside down. She wasn't stunningly beautiful like Flamestrike or Steel Rose, but she was fairly pretty with her wide light brown eyes, Cupid's bow lips, pert nose and brunette pixie cut.

She discovered that she didn't seem to have any particularly strong offensive abilities but she was very fast on her feet, so fast that several of the other mutants that were training her complained that it was hard to do anything to her with her dancing around them like that.

She did find out that she was quite capable of doing many gymnastics maneuvers, tumbles, rolls, jumps, etc. Someone in the headquarters suggested that she use her flexibility, speed and maneuvers in fights rather than direct physical attacks or additional weapons. Over the next two months, she became quite proficient at using the maneuvers she had learned and her ability to move fast to beat several other heroes.

Her ability to flit from place to place, plus her flexibility and her gymnastics abilities, led her to call herself by the name Dancing Demona.

**********

That's two of the four members of the second team within the core group, now I'll tell you about the third member of that team.

He's a young kid, still in college actually, working on a business administration degree, I believe.

A few months ago, he was walking home from classes, slipped on some wet grass and tumbled down a hill, then through a large puddle.

Well, he thought it was a puddle, but that wasn't the case, it was the contents of a smashed barrel lying a few feet away on the ground. He took a closer look at the barrel, noticing the radioactive contents insignia and decided that he should go to a hospital to be examined.

He did get examined in a hospital. The doctor that checked him over said that he seemed to be just fine, but what was that glow?

Pete looked down at his hand, which was glowing, yup, definitely glowing, a rather visible orange-red light radiating from his skin.

He ran down to the nearest washroom, looked in the mirror and gasped, his face was glowing in the same way!

He stopped thinking at that point. In shock, he ran out of the hospital, then headed toward his home, not realizing for a moment that his desire to get there was causing him to "jump" as far as he could see ahead of him, then he would do it again a moment later, and yet again.

It proved to be rather disorienting, as his perspective of things and places kept changing with each jump in rapid succession.

His home was a bit over three miles away from the hospital, yet here he was running in his front door less than ten minutes later.

He collapsed on his couch for a while, staring mindlessly at his glowing hands and wrists. The glow was actually brightening.

He finally got up and wandered into the kitchen, tossing a TV dinner into the nuke because his stomach was growling rather loudly.

He ate absentmindedly, then sat on the couch for a couple of hours looking at his hands before he wandered off to try to sleep.

He did manage to get some sleep, although it was difficult because he had to ignore the glow that was visible wherever skin showed.

He woke up the following morning, checked his cell phone, it was 11:30 AM. Oops, he'd already missed both of his morning classes. He still found it hard to believe what he was experiencing, even though his skin glowing was pretty hard to miss in the dim light of the cloudy day.

Now what was he going to do? He doubted that he would be able to just walk into his other classes as if everything was still normal.

Hmmm... What about that one doctor over in the science department? Wasn't she a mutant? Maybe he could talk to her?

He covered himself up as much as possible, using gloves, scarf and an old hoodie under his battered leather jacket, then headed out.

He didn't want to cause any weird situations, so he took the buses over to the science department and eventually found the doctor.

"Dr. Willamar?" he enquired as he approached her, the pretty middle-aged woman looked up and nodded in the affirmative.

He walked forward several more steps, then spoke again. "Could we please go into an office to talk? What I have to say is private."

She nodded again, slipped the pair of eyeglasses she had been wearing into a pocket of her lab coat, then led the way down the hall. She used a key to open an office door, turning to him and explaining, "My office, now what is going on that you need privacy?" as she closed the door.

Pete sighed, pulled the hoodie's hood back, unwrapped the scarf, then took off the gloves, revealing his hands, face and neck.

She stared at him, her jaw dropping in astonishment. This was definitely unusual. She spent a few minutes examining his hands and face.

"Quite interesting," she stated, "How long have you been glowing like this?"

Pete had to think for a moment before he was able to answer, "Since about 6:30 PM yesterday, Dr. Willamar."

"Fascinating. I assume the glow is visible on any skin that is uncovered?"

"Yes, Doctor. Getting to sleep last night wasn't easy at all, I missed both of my morning classes because of it."

"The glow hasn't stopped at any time since you first noticed it? It's continuous, constant?"

"Yes, Doctor and it has been growing steadily brighter over the last eighteen hours. If this continues, I'll outshine neon signs fairly soon."

"That would make it difficult for you to do things like attend classes, you would stand out right away. Hmmm... private tutoring, I think, and I believe I know just the people that can help you with that. Both are mutants, but can pass as normal, so they can come and go easily."

"You're one of the exam masters for the science department courses, correct?" Pete asked. "I have lab on Wednesdays and Fridays."

"That is correct, young man. I will be able to take over that part of your education, plus the two people I know who can help tutor you."

"Thanks for your help, Doctor." Pete chatted with her for a few minutes, then covered himself up and returned to his home.

He sent most of his time at home from then on, working hard under the three teachers as he continued his business admin studies.

Home was the third floor of the old farm house on the north side of Markham, Ontario, a city just north of Toronto. A few days later, he made contact with a super who pointed him to the group in Toronto. He eventually joined them, going under the name of Neon Jump.

His parents were both busy with their own interests, having retired a few years ago after a nasty car accident and a hefty lawsuit reward.

His ability to jump wasn't as big of an asset as Twist 'N' Port's long distance teleporting, but it would be perfect for short distance operations.

**********

Now for the final member of the second team within the core group.

Ella VanBinter was born in Munich, Germany, just over 36 years before, and had lived in that city for her first 25 years.

She had stayed close to home, studying nursing at Katholische Stiftungsfachhochschule, graduating third in her class.

She found a job working in a care home only five blocks away from her parents' house, so she continued to live with them while working.

About three years after she graduated, she heard that a care centre in Toronto, Canada was looking for a nurse who spoke fluent German, as several people in that residence were either post-WWII transplants from Germany or had grown up in Canada speaking mostly German.

The pay was a fair bit better than she had been getting at the care centre in Munich, so after a bit of discussion with her parents and the promise to stay in contact, Ellie packed up three suitcases and left Munich, flying second class to Toronto, where she was met at the airport.

The person meeting her turned out to be the psych doctor in the residence, and second in command for the staff there.

Ella chatted with the psych doctor, learning bits and pieces about many of the residents in the home, then they were at the residence.

Ella was introduced to the evening shift staff people, then led off to what would be her office for the foreseeable future. She liked working there, her being able to talk to many of the residents in their birth tongue helped a good number of those residents to stabilize health wise.

She filed for citizenship shortly after arriving in Canada. Unlike Demona, her papers were not lost and she became a citizen three years later.

Ella was like Demona in that her mutation was a delayed onset one, she had not known that she carried the gene for it at all.

That mutation became a major part of her life five months after her 31st birthday, when it developed and made itself known to her. You couldn't know just from looking at Ella, there weren't any obvious physical changes, the only way to know was to see it happen.

Ella was lucky in that respect, she was able to keep the mutation from manifesting while at work, which avoided all too many complications.

Ella was fairly private for the most part, but she did have a girlfriend, who eventually saw one effect of the mutation while visiting her home.

The girlfriend, Stephani Rowlands, thought her ability to pretty much turn non-corporeal and avoid direct attacks was rather cool. At that point, keeping it from Steph became moot, so Ella also showed Steph that she could actually phase through walls and doors, Steph loved it.

There was another part of it that was effective for defence purposes, she could form a solid wall of smoke in front of or around herself.

Ella was introduced to a couple of supers in Toronto over the holidays a year or so later, and took the name Smokescreen.

**********

So now you know at least a little bit about each one of us. We're a bunch of odd folks, I suppose, but we've grown close over the last year.

We are the Defenders League. Welcome to our world.

Elsewhere, Otherwhen, Somehow

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Elsewhere, Otherwhen, Somehow: Chapter 1

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Theo, short for Theophilus, Brendovin, stood on the edge of a gorgeous valley in the Appalachian range, soaking in the view. It was a beautiful, if slightly nippy, mid-spring afternoon, mostly clear blue skies with a cloud floating by now and then.

Theo was 5'11, 165 lbs., 19 years old, with strawberry blond hair just touching the tops of his shoulders. He had been born on Midsummer's Eve almost twenty years before, and lived with his mother; Daddy went MIA on his second army tour in Iraq three years ago.

Nine days before, he had felt the need to get away from things for a while. The recent death of his mother's mother, Theodora Bretowitz, had affected him more than he had expected; it wasn't her death that was the issue, but what she had said to him just hours before she died.

You see, Theodora had a bit of the gift, now and then, she could see strong glimpses of what might be the future. She had said three things:

1) Theo had a VERY significant amount of the gift, as the seventh child of a seventh child... if he had only been a girl was her first comment;

2) Somehow, Theo was about to start a whole new adventure. She could not see where, exactly, but it WOULD happen, and soon; and

3) She had quoted a verse of an old prophecy from the family's beginnings in the twelfth century, it went something like this:

Seventh daughter of a seventh daughter,
She shall hold all the worlds in her hands.
She will wield power such as none have seen,
And the justice of the lands is hers to give.

Theo shook his head, there was no way that verse could be about him, his mother Avenita was a seventh daughter, but he was a boy; even though he was a child of a seventh child, it clearly stated the person would be female.

He looked out over the beautiful valley again, then turned and continued walking up the mountain trail.

After another four or five hours of hiking, and a small meal of trail rations and water from a nearby stream, he looked further up the trail. It appeared to be much steeper ahead than what he had already climbed to this point. He knew he would be smart to go slowly now.

Just as he was about to start up the trail again, he had a very strong hunch; he'd grown to trust his hunches over the years, and this one was telling him that he would need the helmet his great-grandfather Alexandrov had worn in the Second World War.

He pulled out the helmet, looked at it for a moment, then put it on and made sure the strap was snug beneath his chin.

He resumed his walk up the mountain; a little over an hour later, the mountain trembled, a minor earthquake, or a warning of one?

He wasn't sure, and nothing happened for several minutes, so he kept going until he was about to pass by a huge boulder on his right.

That was when the world, or his view of it at least, went completely upside down; the mountain HEAVED, his feet literally were a foot or more off the ground as the big quake hit, then he was falling, and his head, in the helmet, struck the huge boulder quite hard on the way down.

**********

Some time had passed, he thought; he winced as he tried to sit up, feeling the helmet, he gasped as his fingers discovered the deep split in it. He appeared to have been quite lucky; thanks to the helmet, he was still alive, and he couldn't feel any blood on his head.

Things, though, were not quite the same, colours were different somewhat, such as the grass having a faint purplish hue, the rock nearby being a darker grey-blue than it had been before that godawful quake had struck from nowhere, and he himself felt a bit odd.

He decided to just sit and relax, maybe he would feel a bit better in a little while.

He wasn't sure how much time had passed, but he could see that the sky was darkening toward evening when he heard sounds coming from farther up the mountain. Strange, it sounded like a wagon, he didn't think the paths here were big enough for wagons.

He decided that it would cost him nothing to wait, so wait he did. A short while later, the sounds became clearer, and looking up, he saw a large wagon coming down a path on the other flank of the mountain that he could have sworn was not there earlier. The wagon was being pulled by six large horses, well, they looked like horses, but they were huge, easily bigger than the biggest Clydesdale he'd seen at the county fairs as a child years ago. Not only that, but they were a purplish blue in colour, with two rather long straight horns on their heads.

Now he knew that he must be hallucinating, bicorns just didn't exist. Nosirree, Bob!

**********

The man driving the wagon looked ahead as he steered the heavy wagon around the corner near the huge rock. Just as the wagon started to go by the rock, he looked down and saw a girl sitting there beside it. On her head was a strange head cover, split nearly in half.

He had looked away, ready to continue down the trail towards the towns below, when his head snapped back around to the girl.

Could she be the one foretold, he wondered? The prophecy said she would have odd things on or with her, that head cover sure was one. That same prophecy said that the girl in question would come from another world, a completely unknown world to his people.

He pulled back on the heavy reins. "Hai!, Hold, you scurvy krants, HOLD!" He looked down at the girl again as the wagon stopped.

"Lass, are you well? Your head cover looks to have taken horrible grief. Lass? Lass?"

**********

What had this man just called him? Lass? Why? Theo lifted his hands to his chest, and discovered WHY he had felt so odd.

Theo stood shakily, reached between his legs, discovered THAT particular new fact of life, and his tenuous grip on reality shattered.

He screamed, again and again and again, his/her voice rising higher and higher, the screams turning to earsplitting shrieks. At one point, the extremely high pitch of the screams brought a new reaction: the huge rock shattered, sending thousands of tiny knives through the air.

Many of the sharp bits of the rock hit Theo, who was still shrieking at the top of his/her lungs. The wagon driver cowered, covering his ears; he himself was lucky, the wagon was between him and the now shattered rock, he'd find some shredded items in the wagon later.

Several minutes later, Theo stopped screaming; she looked around briefly (seeking something?), then crumpled bonelessly to the ground.

Elsewhere, Otherwhen, Somehow: Chapter 2

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Theona slowly returned to the world, waiting a short time before she attempted to sit up.

She noticed the man was leaning toward her, almost as if to help her to rise. She looked at him more closely, and soon realized that he was positively huge compared to her. At a guess, she thought he might be 8 feet tall, weighing somewhere between 350 and 400 pounds.

Then she realized that he was speaking to her again. "Lass, are ye well? Ye swooned for a bit!"

This caused her to look closely at herself again, the fact that she was female disturbed her greatly. She looked around her, then up at the darkening sky. Already, a moon was climbing up the sky, to her eyes, it shone pale gold in the night air.

She could still see the grass in the deepening gloom of the evening, and it still looked purplish to her, even more so than before.

Once again, his voice broke through and she raised her head to look at him. "Lass, are ye well?"

"I believe I will survive," she replied, "but as to being well, how can I be? I was born a man, and now, now I am a woman!"

He chuckled as he slowly knelt in the grass before her. "Aye, and a rather pretty woman, for all that ye are so small! I am Tanris."

"Hello, Tanris, or perhaps I should say good evening, as it seems the sun will set fairly soon."

"Aye, that it will, lass, in about half a cycle of the great clock which I saw in the capital three years past."

"Half a cycle? I'm sorry, but I don't understand you!"

He thought for a moment. "Lass, do ye know what a clock is?" She nodded, and he continued, "Well, we have very few of those here, but the one that most everyone remembers is the Great Clock in the main feast hall of the High Lord's Palace."

She stared at him, then shook her head, she definitely was not at home now. "I assume you measure your days using that clock?"

"Ahhhh, so you do understand. Yes, our day is split into 20 cycles of the clock, and we have about half a cycle before the sun sets."

"So it will be full night in a little while. Thank you for explaining it to me."

Tanris looked at her oddly, then laughed. "Lass, you are quite a pleasure, I think you may know far more than old Tanris here, and I've had the pleasure to celebrate 230 year-days. I am no young pup, and I have learned much in my travels."

Theona's head snapped up in shock as she heard him say that he had lived for over 230 years. "Did I hear you right? You said 230?"

"Aye, girl, I was born a bit more than five tendays before High Summer 230 years ago."

She shook her head again, that just didn't seem possible. "It is very rare for people on my world to live to see 100 years."

"Well, your size alone says you are not of this world, lass, you look like a girl of maybe twelve summers here, except for the obvious fact that you seem to be fully grown," nodding in the direction of her breasts, his face turning pinkish with embarrassment.

"Ahhhh, I cannot keep calling you lass, do ye have a name, girl?"

A name? Ummmm... yes, my name is Theo... na," she spluttered, her own face colouring in the dimness.

"Theona, you say? Well, may the Lady bless you, then, Theona, and keep you well."

"Thank you, but who is the Lady?" Theona asked, her curiosity rising.

"Well, lass, we have few gods in these lands, but the one most folk follow is the Lady De'mitra, she who tends the crops and animals. When she blesses us, the harvests are so plentiful there is often grain left outside the granaries because there isn't enough room in them. And any animals that we might breed somehow manage to produce more healthy offspring in those years, creating a surfeit."

"De'mitra is how you name her? Interesting, in my world, there are some who worship Demeter, an ancient goddess of harvest and agriculture. She is said to hold sway over the grains and the fields of the earth, I suppose that could extend to the animals in the fields."

Theona realized that the talk about food, harvests, etc., had made her hungry and she turned to look around for her pack. She was a bit irritated because the deepening night made it difficult to see anything more than a few feet away clearly, even with the moon.

It was at this time that Theona discovered that she could feel things, things like the fact that there was a large tree on the cliff's edge just around the turn up the slope, that there were several large mushrooms growing amongst the tree's roots, and those were edible. She could also sense the nearly dried blood from a carcass hanging on a hook at the front right corner of the wagon.

Yet, even more than these, she could feel something else, a sense of earthly power, she could point to the places on or under the ground nearby where that strange sense of power could be found flowing in lines and streams. She also felt as if she could pull the power to her.

That caused her blood to turn to ice. That damnable prophecy, turning her life upside down, willy nilly, and nothing she could do!

She wasn't really paying attention, but eventually, the change in the level of light caused her to look down at her hands. Her left one was glowing brightly enough that she could now see much farther around her than she could a few minutes before. She spotted her pack lying about fifteen feet away on the ground, next to where the great rock had been before she shattered it.

She stood slowly, so as to give her body a chance to adapt to being upright, and walked over to the pack. The heavy cloth of the pack was torn in many places, she could actually see some of the things inside, such as pieces of her male clothing. She picked up the pack, pulled the main zipper back to open it, and started pulling things out, paying no mind to the fact that there was a man standing nearby.

She had brought a few plaid flannel shirts,a s they were comfortable and helped to stay warm in the cool mornings and evenings. She also had put two pairs of faded jeans in there, and as she pulled each item out, she could see that all of them showed many rips and tears.

The few things she had brought for food, mostly MREs and easy to carry items like cereal bars, were not in any better shape. Most of the MRE containers had gaping cuts in them, bits of the food falling out, and the cereal bars were beyond any redemption.

Damn it all, here she was in a place where she had no food of her own, she'd either need to find some or depend on Tanris. Then she realized that she could find food, she knew there were edible mushrooms nearby, Tanris had meat available, maybe he had vegetables too?

Well, there was only one way to find out. She turned to him and asked, "Tanris, what were you planning to eat tonight?"

He shrugged, pointed to the carcass she knew was there, "I was going to cut strips from the meat, and cook some with a vis'nif."

"That's all? Did you even know that there are perfectly edible ri'gezna mushrooms by that tree you passed on the way here earlier? Do you carry any vegetables with you at all, ones that might last a few days while travelling, to eat with any meat you might acquire?"

Tanris turned to face her, his face very pale in the light of the one moon. "How... Wait a moment. You say you are not from this world?"

"That is correct."

"Then how... how did you know the mushrooms were there, or that I had meat here, and some vegetables that travel well?"

"Tanris, I can feel things that are linked to the ground, like the mushrooms, the vis'nif, and the body of the animal you killed early today. Not only that, but I can sense other things, like energy streams? That is how."

"You are truly odd, lass, ye do things that I have never seen anyone do, and I have seen many a witch in my travels. Perhaps... no... it must be, it is the only thing that makes any sense, perhaps you are the one foretold in the prophecy."

As he said the word prophecy, Theona's head snapped up like a shot. "Prophecy? What prophecy are you talking about?"

"Hmmmm... I'm not sure if I have a copy of it in the wagon, I'll look." He turned and walked back to his wagon, shaking his head at all the tears in the heavy covering, it would cost a pretty coin to fix it all, for sure. Some time passed before he returned to her, holding something.

He then passed it to her, she could see it was a heavy piece of thick paper, folded three times, slightly different to how she had folded letters when writing or sending them was still a normal part of life. She opened it, read the first few lines and blanched, it was the family prophecy. She staggered, wobbling badly enough that Tanris grabbed her to keep her standing, she grabbed his arm, shaking with terror.

"How!?", she cried out, "how is it that this prophecy is the same as the one Simon Longlock wrote almost eight hundred years ago in my world? Where did you get this? How long has this prophecy been known to your people? I must know!"

"Girl, what has you so distressed? The prophecy came from the hands of a man much like you, small and slender, I believe the historians said his name was Simon; we called him Farwalker, as he wandered across many of the lands. Six hundred of our years or so, I think?"

Theona, still shaking, recalled that Simon was said to have vanished not long after he wrote the prophecy found lying on his desk.

"Tanris, oh Tanris, I cannot bear this! I am the girl in that prophecy, Tanris, I AM!"

"What makes you so sure, lass?"

"Tanris, I am here, in your world, and I... I am the seventh daughter of a seventh daughter. I told you before that I was born male, but when I woke up here after hitting my head on that rock, I was already female. My mother had nine children, six girls and three boys, I was the middle boy. When I became female, the prophecy had already started, as I was now the seventh daughter of my mother, a seventh daughter."

"A little while ago, when I could not see well enough to find my pack, my hand began to glow, becoming bright enough to see around me. I said I can sense the energy streams, the power lines, if you will, one lies about ten par'k'neks over there, another six par'k'neks that way."

"I know not what you mean by power lines or energy streams, lass, I have no ability that way at all."

"Tanris, if I were to get some of those mushrooms while you cut the meat and wash the vis'nifs, I think I can prove what I say."

He shook his head and wandered over to the wagon to prepare the food for her.

Theona wandered up the second path, the one Tanris and his wagon had used to get here, and after a brief walk, turned a corner in the path, being sure to stay far away from the edge as much as possible, then spied the tree about fifty feet or so ahead.

Watching carefully as she stepped around the old tree to the side near the cliff's edge, she spotted the mushrooms and picked three. They were quite large, the hood being a good six inches across, the stem about eight inches along. She knew the whole plant was edible, She wasn't entirely sure she understood how she knew these things, but as long as they were safe, she wouldn't worry about it.

She worked her way onto the path, then followed it back down to the wagon to see Tanris laying several small to medium sized stones in a rough circle a short distance from the wagon. She nodded, a fire pit made sense. Tanris wandered up the other path and returned soon after with several chunks of dead wood. He grabbed a small hatchet from the wagon, chopped the wood and arranged it to burn effectively.

Once he had set several pieces in the middle of the stone circle, Theona told him to step back unless he wished to be burned. She stood there quietly for a moment, then her hands began to glow a bright red-orange; when it was big enough, she cast it at the pile of wood.

The effect was quite startling, to say the least. The ball of flame in her hand struck the wood, and a brief CRACK! split the air as the ends of the stacked pieces in the middle of the fire pit seemed to explode, then the flames began to eat hungrily at the wood.

Tanris stood several feet behind her but off to one side, watching. His jaw dropped when he saw the wood light so very fast.

Theona turned to face him, her back to the slowly growing warmth of the fire in the pit. "Do you believe me now, Tanris?"

Elsewhere, Otherwhen, Somehow: Chapter 3

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  • crazypagangurl

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  • Transgender
  • Magic
  • Fantasy Worlds
  • Adventure

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  • Teenage or High School

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Theona sighed as Tanris backed away a few steps, then stopped, shaking his head. "I've never seen the likes of that, girl, and I've met three powerful witches and at least two actual mages at the High Lord's Palace in Nur`li'sa at times over the years."

Theona sighed again, then slowly approached him. "Tanris, I vow before your Lady De'mitra and any other gods here that I will do no harm to anyone unless they harm or attempt to harm myself or anyone who travels with me, on my honour and my life."

A flash of lightning coming from the nearly clear sky startled Theona badly, she saw Tanris flinch in surprise. What startled both even more was the strong yet very female voice coming from somewhere near them, "Accepted, Theona of Earth, on your honour and your life."

Theona gasped in shock, her legs wobbling violently, then she fell to the ground, landing on her butt on the grass near the fire pit. "Fear not, Theona of Earth," the voice continued, "so long as you are honest and true, I and my brothers and sisters will have no cause to harm you. The fact that you could make such a vow so soon after we brought you here stands high in your favour at the moment. Be well, Theona of Earth."

Theona hadn't been watching Tanris, but when she looked up again, she figured he must have been just as shocked, as he was leaning against the side of his large wagon, shaking his head and moaning, she thought she could hear him say, "Lady De'mitra" once or twice.

The sense of an unseen presence faded, and Theona and Tanris were eventually composed enough to stand unsupported once more. Theona looked over at him, a weak smile on her face as she asked, "Did you mention Lady De'mitra just now?"

"That I did, lass, for it was She who spoke to ye just now, ye have been very highly honoured."

"Honoured? What do you mean?"

"Ye made a vow, lass, and She accepted it. Not only that, but She gave her word that ye will not be harmed by them without just cause. To top it off, She and the other gods think well of ye because ye made that vow, ye stand in their favour. She then wished ye well."

"So, as long as I act honourably and uphold that vow, you think she and the other gods will continue to favour me to some extent?"

"Something like that, they'll cause no direct harm to ye. I think ye have been blessed by her, Theona, it's been said many times over the centuries that Her wish for someone to be well brings nearly perfect health for the remainder of that person's life. Of the few I've heard about, the one exception was because the person was present during a major plague, they survived with much less harm than most others there."

**********

Theona glanced at the fire in the pit, it was still burning brightly, the heat of the flames felt good in the slightly chilly evening air. "The fire is burning well, do you have a pot about this wide and this deep?" She spread her hands sideways, then up and down to show the size needed.

Tanris thought for a moment, then nodded, "I have one slightly bigger than that, I'll get it from the wagon."

"Thank you, Tanris, might I use that small hatchet for a moment, I want to cut several branches and make a spit for the fire."

Tanris returned in a moment with the pot and the hatchet, then pointed to the smaller path along the side of the mountain. "There's plenty of deadfall, branches still on the pieces, about ais'senv'k'nek along that path, ye should find what you need there."

She thanked him and walked slowly along this second path, following it around the gentle curve of the mountain. A few minutes walk brought her to the place where she could see various pieces of dead wood, from hand's width to full trees, scattered all over the very slight slope. She wandered from piece to piece looking, chopping off a suitable branch now and then, until she had all she needed to make a spit. She then turned around, the light of the moon showed the path off to her left; she returned to the path and soon after, to their campsite.

She returned the hatchet, asked for some rope to bind the sticks together and quickly built the two base parts for the spit, placing one on each side of the fire. She then took the longest stick, slightly over a par'k'nek in length, then picked up the pot, sliding the stick between the pot's narrow metal handle and the pot itself, before lowering the stick onto the two base pieces, which she had stuck into the ground.

Theona walked to the wagon, asking Tanris for two large vis'nifs and water for the pot, then with the items in hand, returned to the area near the fire; she poured some water into the pot, then poured a bit of the water into a small wooden bowl she pulled from her pack. She used her hands to give the two vis'nifs a quick scrub, then using the top of a low, flat stone nearby, she quickly cut them into small chunks using a knife she had also retrieved from her pack, and dropped them into the pot to cook. She then picked up the mushrooms she had unknowingly dropped at some point earlier, most likely in her surprise at the voice coming from nowhere, rinsed them in the water as she had done with the vis'nifs, then set them on the flat rock, using one last stick she had cut and stripped of bark to give the pot a brief stir.

"Tanris," she yelled, "cut some meat off that carcass, enough for both of us, please!"

Tanris appeared a few minutes later, carrying what looked to be half a flank from the small carcass, and handed it to her. He watched as she rinsed it like she had done with the vegetables, then used her knife to cut it into chunks, tossing them into the pot with the chopped vis'nifs. She noticed him watching, smiled and said, "I'm making a simple stew, I'll let this cook for a while before I add the mushrooms to it."

Tanris returned the smile. "I've never seen a knife like that, may I look at it, please?"

Theona laughed and handed it to him. "Where I came from, a knife like this is illegal, carrying one is a crime. I use it for camping."

The knife Tanris was looking at so keenly was a blade, split in two parts, each about three mik'k'neks long, that fit into the handle of the knife itself when closed. The button triggered the release of the two part blade, a quick wrist snap would bring the second part into line, forming the complete knife. Theona had found the knife at a flea market across town from where she had lived, and had bought it for $25, knowing it was worth much more. Theona giggled at the rapt fascination Tanris was showing for the knife, she guessed he had never seen anything like it.

"Quite a nice knife you have here. Things like this are common on your world?"

"Single blade ones are much more common there, knives like that one you're holding are hard to find, but available if you look hard enough."

Tanris handed the knife back to her, Theona set it beside the mushrooms on the flat rock.

There was silence between them for a while. Tanris eventually sat on the ground near the fire, basking in the warmth of the flames. As the vis'nifs and the meat cooked in the pot, Theona used the stick to stir it now and then, until Tanris offered to get a large wooden spoon. He strode over to the wagon, spent a minute or two looking through some containers before finding one, then brought it to Theona by the fire.

Theona laughed to herself, then said, "I completely forgot to ask you if you had a spoon for the pot. Thank you."

He chuckled, saying, "I didn't even notice until a moment ago, a spoon is just one of many items I carry and use regularly."

Theona stirred the pot once again, prompting Tanris to say that it was already starting to smell good. Theona laughed, telling him it would be a while before the food was ready, then she used the knife to chop the mushrooms, throwing them into the pot with the vis'nifs and meat.

**********

While they were waiting for the food to be cooked, they relaxed, enjoying the warmth of the fire until Tanris stretched for a moment, then turned to face her and asked, "Lass, what language have we been speaking since we met earlier?"

She turned to him, surprised by the question. "Why, English, I know no other languages."

"What is this English ye mention? I have heard of no such language in all my years. Speak it for a moment."

Theona quickly said, in English, "I appreciate that you have been nice to me, thank you."

Tanris looked confused. "I understood not one word of that, lass, so what am I speaking now?"

Now it was Theona's turn to be confused. "If it isn't English, then I have no idea. Please enlighten me."

"Lass, Theona, you have been speaking the common or trade tongue as if ye had been born here and had spoken it all your life."

Theona was very surprised and showed it, then turned away after a moment and stirred the pot again.

Tanris shrugged, then spoke, "Perhaps it is a gift from the gods so that ye can understand people here."

Theona lost herself in her thoughts, occasionally stirring the pot as a second moon began to show over the eastern horizon.

**********

Eventually, the food was ready, Theona asked Tanris to get two bowls bigger than the one she had so she could serve the food. Tanris didn't want to go anywhere, he'd been itching to get at what was in the pot for some time, but he nodded and headed to the wagon. He returned a few minutes later with two bowls that might have passed as small tureens on Earth and handed them to her, along with a metal spoon.

He had also brought what looked like a ladle, which she then used to transfer the food from the pot to the bowls. When one was full, she handed it to him, then took the second bowl and filled it about halfway, setting it on the ground before she carefully removed the pot from the fire. She set the pot on the top of the flat rock, pulled the stick out and dropped it on the ground, then picked up her bowl and began eating.

Both Theona and Tanris were intent on the food, a small smile could be seen on Tanris' face, he obviously liked it, he hadn't tasted something this good that hadn't been cooked on a stove for a long time. Camp food, for him, was usually just enough to keep one going.

He cleared his bowl in what felt like about fifteen minutes to Theona, then looked in the pot to see if there was any left. When he saw that there was, he used the ladle to fill his bowl about halfway, leaving the rest for Theona in case she wanted another helping.

She finished hers just after he refilled his bowl, it was a bit odd because the spoon was made for people his size, not hers, and barely fit into her mouth. She realized she was still slightly hungry, checking the pot, she noticed there was a bit left and poured it into her bowl.

When they had finished eating, Tanris picked up the pot, collected the bowls, spoons, knife and ladle, and walked down the mountain; after several minutes of walking, he found a stream that spawned from a small pool and used the stream to wash everything.

Theona relaxed for a bit, seeing he had decided to do the dishes and spent the time in the fire's warmth looking up at the night sky. She couldn't see a single constellation that she recognized, this sky was not the one she knew. She saw that one group of stars looked vaguely like an olden day plow, another like a trident, a third like a large spoon, a fourth like a box with a handle sticking out of one side, a fifth looked sort of like the Big Dipper from home but five sided so the angles were different, those were the ones that had a recognizable shape.

She was still looking up at the stars when he returned, placing the pot, bowls, spoons and ladle in the wagon before returning to the fire. He handed the knife to her, surprised that she chose to place it fully opened on the flat rock beside her, then shrugged and forgot about it.

The two of them relaxed for a while, watching the night as more stars became visible, then the third moon showed on the horizon.

He noticed her looking at the moon just showing to the east, then the others. "You seem fascinated by the moons. These three are in orbits that are fairly close to each other, but not close enough that they would collide, and they usually show up on a daily or nightly basis. The other two moons are farther out, just within the gravitational well, and their orbits are longer, they can be seen here about every two nights.

Theona was startled when he mentioned the gravitational well. "You know about gravity? I'm surprised, we didn't discover gravity initially until about 350 years ago, and modern theories that expanded our knowledge of it within the last hundred years."

"Ahhhh, well, we have known about gravity here for close on to a thousand of our years, perhaps slightly longer than that."

"Hmmm, we'll need to talk about scientific discoveries at some other time, I'm ready to sleep."

"Give me a moment, it's a warm night, we can sleep by the fire." He then wandered off to the back of the wagon, opening the heavy tarp, then grabbed some items before letting the tarp fall again and striding back to the campfire.

"Here is a heavy ground sheet, put it on the ground, then ye can cover yerself with this," as he tossed her a light blanket.

She spread the heavy sheet out on the ground, then used her pack as a pillow, covered herself with the blanket and was asleep in minutes.

**********

She slept deeply for some time, occasionally shifting position to become more comfortable.

She had no idea what time it was, but she was awakened by what sounded like an animal walking not far from their fire. She threw the blanket off, rolled toward the flat rock, picked up the knife and stood up to face what looked like a very large six legged cat.

She sensed Tanris waking on the other side of the fire, then picking up the stick that had been used to hold the pot over the fire while the food was cooking, waiting to see what would happen.

She faced the cat, prepared to defend herself, but wasn't prepared when it spoke, "Star Lady, I am Shar'Nel Mak'ris, I come to walk with you."

Tanris rolled out of his bed, dropping the branch, then bowed to the great cat. "Welcome, Shar'Nel Mak'Ris, you honour us with your presence." He turned to Theona, explaining, "Mak'Ris is his clan name, it is an honoured clan, they've fought beside us many times. Shar'Nel is his personal name, or one of them, that he gave it at all means that he feels he can trust us with his life and honour."

Theona nodded and bowed to the great cat. "Welcome, Shar'Nel Mak'Ris, to our humble camp. You give us great honour."

The cat nodded before he replied, "How can I not, Star Lady, you who will save our world in the times ahead?"

Elsewhere, Otherwhen, Somehow: Chapter 4

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  • crazypagangurl

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  • General Audience (pg)

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  • Novel Chapter

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  • Transgender
  • Magic
  • Fantasy Worlds
  • Adventure

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  • Teenage or High School

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  • Language or Cultural Change
  • Stuck

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The meeting with the strange cat had been odd, but Theona felt no fear of the cat and soon returned to her briefly disturbed sleep.

As she knelt by her blanket just before lying down again, she noticed that Tanris had unhitched the six krants from the wagon at some point and had set them on long leads running from heavy ringbolts in the wagon's frame so they could wander around and graze through the night.

She was woken not long after dawn, well, that of the first sun actually. She shielded her eyes with a hand and looked at the fairly large red sun lurking over the lands to the east. She rolled out from under her blanket, stood and walked over to the edge of the trail where the ground steepened considerably before turning into an actual cliff and looked across the lands in the early morning light.

She noticed that they did not seem to be a great deal higher than the lands below, perhaps a couple of hundred k'neks at most. The trail continued northward for a while before it turned and began winding its way down the slopes to the lands below.

She hadn't been listening to the things around her, so she was a bit startled when Mak'Ris approached and nudged her hand. The strange cat looked at her and nodded before he spoke, "We shall go into these lands this day, Star Lady. I shall walk beside you, yes."

She chuckled as she looked at the cat beside her, his shoulder being about the same level as her upper abdomen. He was definitely not a small cat, fairly close in size to some of the larger tigers back on Earth, but the six legs made it all too clear that this was not Earth.

That became even clearer as she noticed a yellowish glow on the eastern horizon and a second sun began to rise into the eastern sky.

She stared in wonder for a moment before she looked at the cat. "How many suns does this world have, Mak'Ris?" she asked.

"Three," he replied. "The red one is called Kal'Ti in the low tongue, Son of Ti in the common, the yellow is called Kal'Zin, Son of Zin in the common. They are thought by many to be the sons of two of the older gods of this world who fought each other over a young woman, and after nearly slaying each other for nothing more than simple lust, were doomed to wander the skies in their new forms which we see here.

"The third star is a blue one, Sul'Kar, which translates from the low tongue to Daughter of Kar in the common. That one is much farther out from our world than these two, and is only loosely connected to them by their stronger gravitational pulls keeping it in its place in the heavens. Those same old tales say that the Daughter of Kar is the young woman the two young gods fought over so long ago. Those tales also say that she wanders so far from them so that she will not incite them to further troubles by her mere presence among them."

"There are also five moons that orbit our world, three were visible in the skies last night before you returned to your sleep. Those three are known as Sul'Var, Sul'Mez and Sul'Nig, Daughters of Var, Mez and Nig; the two more distant moons are Sul'Shen and Sul'Bev, Daughter of Shen and Daughter of Bev, the five named are minor goddesses from long ago whose daughters wandered from home and were lost."

As Mak'Ris finished speaking, Theona heard someone approaching them from behind and turned to greet Tanris.

He spoke first, though, "Blessed morn to ye, lass, I see ye have seen two of the suns rise, aye?"

"Almost, Tanris, and a blessed morn to you as well. The red one was just over the horizon when I awoke. I came over here to take a look around and Mak'Ris followed me. He has been telling me of the names for the three suns and the five moons. To actually be able to see two of the three suns rising as I am doing now is a great wonder for me, my old world only had one sun and one moon."

Theona turned back to face the two rising suns and executed a cautious bow in their direction. "I greet you, Kal'Ti and Kal'Zin. May you both shed your light on our travels this day and guide us as we head to the lands below." She stood tall, turned and walked back to the wagon.

**********

The fire had gone out while they slept, so Tanris added a few pieces of wood and lit it again, then hung a pot on the spit over the fire.

He quickly produced a simple but nourishing porridge with slices of two different fruits in it, one of them when Tanris showed her a whole one reminded her of a strawberry except this one was a purplish blue in colour, the other looked like a banana but was dark orange, not yellow.

The pieces of fruit in the porridge added a different but fairly pleasant taste to the simple food, a bit of what could only be described as a type of milk poured over the porridge gave it a slightly bitter flavour that offset the two fruit types, yet added to the overall enjoyable taste.

The porridge was consumed fairly fast, then Tanris cut a chunk off the carcass and tossed it to Mak'Ris who devoured the semi-fresh meat.

Tanris took the mid-sized pot he had used to cook the porridge, the ladle and the spoons to the stream downhill and washed them.

While Tanris was gone, Theona grabbed her bowl and used it to carry dirt which she dropped on the fire until it was fully smothered.

When he returned, several minutes were spent in releasing the long leads from the ringbolts and hitching the six krants to the wagon again, then he helped Theona to get up on the wagon seat with her backpack, sat down beside her and clucked to the animals to get them moving.

**********

It took them perhaps an hour by Theona's reckoning before they reached the path that led down to the lower lands, and another four, nearly five before they managed to reach the bottom. There was one rough spot, where one of the wheels went over a fair-sized rock lying in the trail, and the impact as it touched the ground again had Tanris get down to make sure the wheel hadn't been damaged.

They stopped as they finally reached the edge of the very extensive plains at the base of the path from the mountain. Theona looked to the east and thought she could see what might be a village or small community of some sort in the distance.

She mentioned it and was told that it was the first hold in this area; the place, Calmar's Vale, was named for a long dead king. Tanris then told her that it was quite a bit farther than it appeared to be; appearances here could be quite deceptive, it seemed.

Mak'Ris had had no trouble at all in keeping up with the wagon, but had to stay away from the krants, he made them quite nervous. That was despite the fact that the cat wasn't even half their size, the big animals would jerk in the harness any time he approached them.

Tanris reached into a small barrel and pulled out four loaves of what looked like homemade bread and handed one to Theona. He then picked up a small box and used a short knife to cut, then apparently butter his loaves; the knife was handed to Theona and she did the same.

The bread had a rather nutty taste, the butter was quite nice if a bit sweet and Theona made short work of her loaf.

She looked up after she finished eating to see that Tanris was already finishing his second and picking up the third loaf. It didn't take much longer before he polished off his three and clucked at the krants to get them moving toward the distant hold.

**********

They finally entered the tended lands around the hold a few hours after mid-day. Tanris stopped by the one stone building, then jumped down and banged on the doorway. A moment passed before the door opened, revealing what appeared to be a rather stout middle-aged male.

"Ho, Tanris, finally back from the southern lands, are ye?" the man bellowed when he saw Tanris standing by his door.

"That I am, Kerick, it was like any other trip until I was almost out of the mountains on this side, then I found her." Tanris pointed to me sitting on the wagon seat. The other male, Kerick, looked at me and chuckled, then showed a wide grin as he faced Tanris again.

"So ye've finally found a young lass to bed, aye, Tanris?" he laughed, his belly shaking up and down, side to side.

"Not at all, Kerick, take a closer look at her, she is nae lass, she's a full grown woman."

"Ye say she's full grown? But she's tiny, nae bigger than a ten or twelve year old girl?"

"I tell ye true, Kerick, she be full grown. Do ye know of Simon Farwalker's prophecy?"

"The other world male that was here several centuries ago? His prophecy? Aye."

"Aye, Kerick, she comes from that same world, she be one of his descendants, and the lady of the prophecy, I believe," Tanris stated.

"She be the one in the prophecy? A slip of a girl like that be the one to save us all?"

"I believe so, Kerick, I've seen her do magic with my own eyes. She also told me she is the one in the prophecy after I showed her the cleanest copy I had in my wagon yester even. Her clothes are rather odd, not at all like ours, and her native tongue is not ours. Even stranger than that, she eats like I do with no concern for manners and she walks like a man, striding everywhere."

Kerick took another look at me, this one lasting for a moment, and nodded, "Her clothes are rather odd. Magic, ye said?"

"Aye, Kerick, she cast a ball of flame about this size (he spread his hands a bit) at a pile of wood and it burst into flame."

Kerick paled when Tanris showed the size of the ball of flame, then muttered, "That be more than was needed, for sure."

"Perhaps, Kerick," Tanris responded, "But she seems to be new to the magic, learning it as she goes, I think; I know it scared her. I also know that she has no knowledge of our world, the cat there was telling her about the names of the stars and moons in our skies earlier."

"Cat, ye say? What cat?" Kerick asked just as Mak'Ris wandered around the front of the wagon, startling the krants.

"That would be me, good sir. My name is Mak'Ris and I travel with the Star Lady, I go where she goes."

Kerick shook his head, if he had needed any more proof, here was a cat as mentioned in the prophecy, travelling with the odd woman. "Young lady," Kerick spoke, "Be ye welcome in my humble abode, I have food left from our mid-day meal if ye wish to have a bite."

"My name, sir, is Theona. If you do not believe that I am the one in the prophecy, I can prove it quite easily."

"The cat be proof enough for me, Theona, they do not willingly travel with people without dire need, yet he travels with ye. It be enough."

Theona nodded, replying, "I accept your offer of some food, the bread we had earlier was enough then, but I am hungry once again."

Tanris stood there for a moment, thinking, then said, "As small as ye are, girl, ye eat a fair bit, perhaps it is due to the magic in you." He nodded to Kerick, then added, "She ate one of my cousin Al'gard's loaves I brought back, they're almost a k'nek long and nice and thick."

Kerick chuckled, "At least she has a healthy appetite, despite her small size. Come, in, folks, come in."

Tanris, Theona and Mak'Ris entered the stone house, following Kerick to a common space with a large wooden table. Kerick waved to them to sit down, then said that he would return in a few minutes with some food for them, including some fresh meat for Mak'Ris.

Kerick returned a short while later, carrying a large tray with three platters on it, setting the biggest one by Tanris, one with raw meat chopped into fist-sized chunks for Mak'Ris and the third platter was a smaller one for Theona with the same items that were on Tanris' platter.

"The meat be fresh krez'gral, caught just after first dawn this morn by my middle son, there be also vis'nifs and fresh small loaves."

Kerick headed back to the kitchen. carrying the empty tray. He returned a moment later with a large jug of some sort of fruit juice and cups.

The three of them each tucked into the food, eating quietly, various sounds could be heard in and around the house. Someone was chopping wood out back, some else was singing softly while lovely smells wafted from what must be the kitchen, and a third person, apparently Kerick's daughter, could be heard muttering about having to sweep the floors and stairs again, she'd done it just the day before, wasn't that enough?

Kerick stuck his head through a nearby door, yelling, "Bett'rya, ye know better. We can nae have a dirty house, girl!", then closed it again.

The three finished their meals and were about to get up when Kerick rejoined them. "The food was good, I trust?" he asked.

We all responded in the affirmative, then Tanris said that we should be going, we still had a long way to go yet.

After a brief stop to use the simple in-house facilities, we were rolling along on the road to the east from Calmar's Vale.

Elsewhere, Otherwhen, Somehow: Chapter 5

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That had been a good meal, I was content with a full belly. Tanris and I hoped to return soon if we could do so without some kind of hassle.

He spent some of the time while we traveled informing me about the court. It was only then that he said he was taking me to see the High Lord. I turned a bit in the seat and asked him why? His reply was quite simple, "If you are the one in the prophecy, he needs to know."

There wasn't really anything that I could say to that, so I just relaxed in the seat as much as I could and looked out across the open grasslands. It's not the first time I've seen grasslands like this, I grew up on the western edge of the region that we call "America's breadbasket".

Yeah, I know the grasslands well enough, I spent my early years on the east side of the town of Kirwin, Wyoming in the Shoshone National Forest. Kirwin used to be a mining town long ago, but it's a historic site now. There used to be a post office, but it closed down long ago.

Kirwin itself isn't very far from the edge of the Shoshone Forest, and there's plenty of open land once you leave the forest behind.

We ended up moving to Casper, Wyoming, when I was ten or eleven. My mom's mom had lived there for most of her life.

So, yeah, I know about grasslands and how extensive they can be. Even standing on the seat, I can't see an end to the grass ahead of us.

There's a bit of rise and fall to the ground here, but not much, it's pretty much perfect for farming or raising herd animals like cows or sheep.

We continue to travel along the road heading east for several hours, then as the sun is almost ready to set, we pull into a small camp site. Someone at some point in time created a decent fire pit here and there's a small building behind the pit as well, likely a sleeping area.

While we're unhitching the krants so they can graze through the night, I learn that the mountains we descended from earlier are called the Sky Claws and that they are the second highest range on this specific continent. I can smell a large body of water somewhere behind the cabin.

I looked over at Tanris briefly, then asked, "Is there a lake or something near here? I can smell water not far away."

Tanris grinned as he set the last krant on its lead and nodded, "Aye, a small lake behind the building, about ais'lond'ler k'neks, I think."

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I laughed, then headed over to my bag, where I pulled out a small spool of very fine fishing line I had brought along. After a quick glance through the other items in my backpack, which was a fair bit lighter since all the food had been destroyed or spoiled, I closed it up again.

I had barely made it past the small building when I found the perfect branch for a simple fishing rod. I picked it up and continued walking.

It took me several minutes to reach the small lake, relying on my sense of smell, as I had to wind my way through the tall grasses growing here. This was not as easy as it might sound, as the grasses in question were all about eight feet tall, so it made it hard to see very far ahead.

Once I was near the lake's edge, I found a nice, large flat rock just above the shore and sat on the edge hanging over the water as I slowly tied some of the fishing line tightly to the end of my simple pole. I used my knife to cut the line at a nice length, then knotted that end of it.

I had known that there might be a chance for me to do some fishing on my vacation, so I'd packed the line and some basic hooks. I suppose I could have brought an actual modern fishing pole with me, but I had chosen to do things as naturally as possible if the opportunity arose.

I slid one of the hooks through a tiny gap in the knot I had made, then tightened it again so the hook wouldn't slide out.

Once my pole was ready, I cast the line out into the lake and waited to see what would happen.

People must not fish here often, I guess, as I got the first bite on my line less than five minutes later. That turned into a heck of a battle, as I caught flashes of a green and gold monster of a fish, easily three feet long, possibly a bit more, trying to get away from the hook in its jaw.

After what was likely perhaps ten minutes of straining on my part and escape attempts on his part, I finally landed the darn thing.

I'm not sure just how long I sat and stood there fishing from that big flat rock, but I was having all kinds of fun.

By the time I decided to stop, it was truly night, although the first moon could be seen rising in the east. That gave me enough light to be able to see around me somewhat, and even from this distance, I could smell the krants, or more specifically, their droppings, in the distance.

I looked at the top of the rock next to where I had been standing. Nine fish were laid out there, all but two bigger than the first one.

I shook my head, then used several hooks to string the fish onto the line and temporarily tied off the other end.

Carrying my homemade creel holding the nine fish, I slowly walked back toward the small camp site with a big smile on my face. I haven't been able to catch that many fish of that size in one place since I was about seven or eight, I think, and that was with dad's help, actually.

I could smell the fire that Tanris had started a fair bit before I strolled into the camp itself, then dropped the fish on the wagon seat.

"Hey, Tanris, how about cooking some nice big fish for our meal?" I giggled as I spoke, then again as he stalked over to the wagon to look.

Tanris continued to teach me bits and pieces about the lands of this world, especially the ones on this specific continent, "Great Roams". It seems that most of this continent is covered in grasslands like this. According to Tanris, roughly 85% of the total land area? Wow!

What made it even more stunning is that that total includes the few actual cities on the continent, the biggest being Nur`li'sa, "Small Home".

Tanris then went on to tell me that it would take us most of a ten-day to reach Nur`li'sa, maybe longer depending on how fast we travel.

We had a great meal that evening of baked fish and vis'nif. I learned the fish were a type known as kraf'nelg, common in many lakes.

After setting down simple ground covers and grabbing a couple of blankets, Tanris and I talked under the stars until sleep overcame us.

I have no idea where Mak'Ris had wandered off to, but he returned in time to have two of the fish as his dinner while we relaxed.

**********

To this day, I'm not sure just what woke me up at that point. All I know is that I came rolling out from under my blanket, knife in hand and flipped out to its full and deadly length, to see Mak'Ris standing a short distance away growling at something or someone beyond the firelight.

I heard Tanris as he rolled out of his blanket, grumbling about being woken up again, then I saw him pick up a heavy branch. Now, I'm a fairly tall person by Earth standards, but there is not even a snowball's chance in hell that I could have picked up the branch he did one handed.

All three of us stood ready, facing toward the road passing by to the east and west, then waited to see what would happen.

What did happen was a woman appeared, riding a mount similar to the krants, but a bit smaller in size and a pale blue in colour.

"I come in peace, hoping to find the Lady of the Stars that was foretold. Our seers said she had arrived and would be near this place."

Oh, shit, just what I don't need right now, someone looking for me to help nail the prophecy into place. I sighed and lowered the knife.

"I am she. If you come in peace, you may be welcome here by our fire," I replied to her. "We have fish caught from the lake nearby."

The woman stated, "I am Ven'las, seventh rider of the eleventh tribe of the Ingis. Thank you for allowing me to share your camp."

Tanris laughed at that, dropping the big branch on the ground as he moved forward to get a better look at the woman on her mount.

"Ahhh," he said, " a rider of the Ingis. You can tie your kur'ras to a tree over there, it's best that it stay away from the krants."

I looked at Tanris and asked, "A rider of the Ingis? What do you mean?"

Tanris chuckled and explained, "The tribes of the Ingis are scattered across a great distance, both north to south and east to west. Each tribe has roughly eight to ten riders, all of them being women as the women seem to get along with the mounts better than the men. With thirteen tribes at the last count, which was taken seven of our years ago, that means there are roughly 100 riders among the tribes, perhaps 150."

He said this using the terms from the common tongue, "ais'lond" and "ais'lond'ler" for the numbers. I had to think a bit to translate them.

"Okay, so they have riders. What makes these riders so special, Tanris?" I enquired.

"It is simple, Theona; each of their riders, by the time they are adults, can kill a target by firing a bow, while mounted, from a great distance."

I giggled, then said, "That kind of reminds me of some folks in various stories I read as a child. One of the better stories was a fairly long one, describing the adventures of a group of people as they journeyed across various lands. One of those lands, Rohan, had excellent riders."

Tanris' head snapped around, "Ro'han, you say? That is strange, we have a land on the other side of the mountains back there by that name." When he said back there, he was pointing back the direction from which we had come, the mountains were still visible in the distance.

"Really?" I giggled. "That is odd, as the Rohan I mentioned is only a place within a story, not a true place. I learn much from you, Tanris."

The woman had laid a ground sheet of sorts and a blanket down by the end of the wagon closest to the road and was soon asleep.

It wasn't until I was back under my blanket, slowly drifting toward sleep again, that I realized he had pronounced Rohan differently.

**********

Once we had had something to eat in the morning, Tanris' porridge again, we set off eastward with the woman riding with us. She had tied her mount to the side of the wagon opposite where the remainder of the meat was still hanging, then relaxed as we started moving.

I was quite surprised at how easily she handled the bumps and jolts of the road, I guess it's all that experience from riding.

There were only four fish left, I'd had one, Tanris had had two and so had Mak'Ris. The woman had gone straight to sleep after joining us. The four remaining fish were in a long, narrow box, just big enough to fit them lengthwise, but quite deep, deep enough for a dozen of the fish.

We'd been travelling for a few hours when there was a shout of "Ho! The wagon!" from somewhere behind us and to the north.

Tanris stopped the wagon and we waited for a short while before we spotted someone riding a large cat, not quite the size of Mak'Ris.

Mak'Ris shook his head, sighing, "One of my people's lesser cousins, some of them let the Warl'kel use them as mounts."

"So this person is from the Warl'kel, Mak'Ris?" I asked.

"That's one way to look at it, I suppose," he replied. "More correctly, the people are the Warl'kel, the Thorns of War."

"Interesting name. Is there a meaning to it?" I asked again.

"Yes," he answered me, "They are one of very few armies to have lost so few battles in the last thousand years."

"Hmmm... so strong and fierce, tough as nails and very, very hard to beat, huh?" Mak'Ris didn't bother to respond.

By this time, I could more clearly see the person approaching us. Even on the mount, he looked to be about my size or close to it.

He stopped near the front of the wagon and carefully dismounted, then looked up at us. He seemed to be looking at me rather closely.

"I am Kron'gar the Bold, I have come seeking the Lady of the Stars. I was informed by a seer she would be in this general area."

Not another one! Is this crapola ever going to end? Or am I doomed to fulfill that damned prophecy or die in the attempt?

Glossary & Dictionary for Elsewhere, Otherwhen, Somehow (WIP)

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Numbers first, as that may help people understand some things in the story a bit better:

Ais = one, ta = two, tor = three, kras = four, par = five, kif = six, nal = seven, gri = eight, nef = nine

Tark = ten, ais'tark = eleven, ta'tark = twelve, etc.

Bett = twenty, ais'bett = 21, etc.

Frin = thirty, mip = forty, ler = fifty, ves = sixty, zil = seventy, goj = eighty, wid = ninety

Lond = hundred, senv = thousand, so ais'lond would be one hundred, kif'senv would be six thousand, etc.

Numbering in the Low Tongue is somewhat similar to German, where one to ten is added to numbers like twenty, thirty, etc.

mik = one/tenth, in the story this is given as parts of a measurement, such as mik*k'nek, one tenth of a k'nek, the base distance measure.
------> k'nek is itself the bastardized or slang usage of karnek, k'nek is used so often the actual term has fallen into disuse.

Other numbers will be added as I work them out.

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Okay, a quick guide to some common distance measurements:

K'nek is the base measurement, equivalent to fourteen inches, so a mik*k'nek would be about 1.4 inches.

The double stride is equivalent to par'k'nek, five k'neks or 70 inches.

The next major distance measurement is the par'senv'k'nek, five thousand k'neks, 70000 inches or 5,833 ft, 4 inches. This is their "mile".
----->N'vit is the next measurement, being their mile; n'vit is the bastardized or slang form of nurvit.

One n'vit = 1.10479798 standard miles. Equatorial circumference of their world is 36,400 n'vit.

K'nek is also used for height. People here are very tall, average height is 7 k'neks or 8'2" for males and about 6.5 k'neks or 7'7" for females.
Elfin people are a bit shorter, males averaging around 6.3 k'neks or 7'4" and females about 5.8 k'neks or 6'9".

In this new world, our heroine at 5'11", or 5.07 k'neks high, is very, very short, which will make her a curiosity wherever she goes.

I'll add other measurements if I discover any that don't use this base form.

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I'm working out names for their time measurements at the moment, their minute (zekan) is about 75 seconds long, 90 minutes to an "hour" (filek), 20 hours to a day, ten days to their week (referred to in common as a ten-day), four ten-days per month.

I'm thinking ten months in a year, that would make their year equivalent to roughly 1.71 Earth years.

At the time the story begins, they are about twenty days away from a major festival, "High Summer" in the Common. So it seems that there is some kind of temporal relationship in common with Earth, as Theo vanished about three weeks before the Summer Solstice.

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"Low Tongue" versus "High Tongue" spoken across the Four Great Lands and the Five Isles, plus Common (Trade Tongue):

I've already given some of the numbers in usage in the Low Tongue, k'nek and its prefixes are also from the Low Tongue.

The specific "Great Land" (think continent) they are on is called Ferk'nish, or "Great Roams". It is the second largest of the four continents, with over 85% of the land there being wide open plains, with towns and cities scattered all over the place. There are a few mountain ranges on that continent, but for the most part, they are very old mountains, more like very large, often rounded hills.

They have named their world Fe`li'sa, in the Low Tongue, which translates roughly to "All Home" or "Home of All".

Theona's first major destination in this new world will be the capital of the land she is in, the city named Nur`li'sa or "Small Home".

Ai:el'si is used when a person of this world is telling someone where they come from, so they would say ai:el'si "town/city/country name". Ai:el'si translates to "a person of", so someone from the realm's capital would say they were "ai:el'si Nur`li'sa".

Mak'Ris means Long Claws in the Low Tongue, technically this would be the cat's surname. Shar'Nel translates to "Walks Far", thus his name as we know it so far would be Walks Far Long Claws. He may have one or more other personal names, two or three are common.

Farl'ris: Sharp Claws, a specific type of fairly large cat distantly related to Mak'Ris' people, that serve as mounts for some of the Warl'kel.

Krant: A six-legged creature similar to a horse but about 20 to 25% larger than a Clydesdale, with two long straight horns above their eyes.

Kur'ras: Smaller version of a krant, about the same size as a Clydesdale; like the krant, they have two horns located over their eyes.

Vis'nif: potato-like vegetable, skin is yellow, flesh of the vis'nif is a pale pink in colour. It can be cooked in a variety of ways like potatoes.

Ri'gezna: A type of mushroom commonly found growing next to trees all over the major plains of the world.

Kraf'nelg: A type of fish, green and gold in colour, commonly found in medium to large lakes, averaging 3.5 feet in length (three k'neks).

Warl'kel: A large town in the northwest part of the realm, also a small duchy based around that town. They're known for their warriors. The name of the town and duchy comes from two words, Warl which means thorn and Kel which means war, so "Thorns of War".

In'gis: One of two large plains areas, separated from each other by a roughly five n'vit wide strip of forest known as the Sai`In'gis, or as we might say it, the In'gis Wild. In'gis is the name for a grass similar to our rye that grows all over the world. The northern plain is the Ferk`In'gis, or Great In'gis, as it is at least half again the size of Nur`In'gis or Small In'gis which lies to the south of the Sai. A large part of the realm that Theona finds herself in lies within the Ferk`In'gis, so riders from the villages of the plains may not be common, but are not unusual.

Shal'Ris: "Sky Claws", the name given to the mountain range where Theona is found by Tanris.

Kal'Ti: "Son of Ti", this is the red star that is tied in orbit with two other stars, one close, one rather distant.

Kal'Zin: "Son of Zin", this is the yellow star, which is in a fairly close orbit with Kal'Ti.

Sul'Kar: "Daughter of Kar", the blue star that is barely held in its place by the red and the yellow.

Ti, Zin, Kar: The first two are olden gods that have been worshiped for many millennia, Kar is a goddess from the same time period. The three and several others have been worshipped since the days of pre-history here, altars to them are scattered across the lands.

Var, Mez, Nig, Shen, Bev: Minor goddesses from the same time period whose daughters wandered off from their home and became lost. One story speculates that the young girls wandered into a spell field that changed them into moons and set them orbiting around the world.

De'mitra: Fairly modern Goddess known as the Lady of the fields and forests, perhaps Demeter from ancient Earth or a goddess like her. When she bestows her grace on people, their fields and their animals will be abundant for a while, as long as her grace holds. Tanris states that Lady De'mitra's wish for someone to be well brings nearly perfect health for the rest of that person's life, which may be very long.

As I add to the story, I'll add words I use in the story, from either of these languages to this page.

For purposes of simplicity, Common in the story can be interchanged with English. Any differences in Common within the story will be similar to English being spoken by people from different parts of the world (like the UK, Australia, etc.)

Lady of Stars and Flame Prophecy for Elsewhere, Otherwhen, Somehow (WIP)

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Seventh daughter of a seventh daughter,
She, Theona, shall hold the worlds in her hands.
She wields power such as none have seen,
And the justice of the lands is hers to give.

A Lord of the Mar'vath walks beside her,
She wields balls of fire and swords of ice
In battle against her many foes.

Three ettins storm 'cross the Four Great Lands,
Sow hate, despair and terror as they go.
Theona, Mak'Ris the cat and an elfin lady
Stand strong as day turns to darkest night.

Elfin lady from one of the Five Isles,
Bringing light to the Under Realms.
She hails from the far off Isle of Stars,
Sent to be a guide on Fate's twisted path.

Six men, brothers all, or so it seems,
Guard the Lady with their lives;
Bright swords of steel and axes sharp
Work hard to hold the battle line,
The sons of Warl'kel stand strong.

Six riders of the In'gis come,
Seeking the Lady long foretold.
They bow, then kneel to her,
Six tall lasses so swift and bold.

Nine great flames shall light the night
Ere the Lady reach the Isle of Stars;
Six Lords and six Lasses come behind,
Mak'Ris stalking 'round them all.

Brave Tanris follows with wagon full,
Leading a swarm of country folk
Who have followed at the Lady's call
To save the world from darkest horde.

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Can't think of anything else for this at the moment, I'll add to it as more comes up in my addled brain.

What is given here is the bits and pieces I have now; where parts will fit into the prophecy may change as new parts are added.

For The Love Of The Children: Chapter 1

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Melissa, Seanna and the seven children had watched the newsman as he did the story on the newborn being found.

Within an hour, calls were flooding the news office, prompting them to add three more staff to keep up with the calls.

Most of the calls were simply nuisance ones, no real content, just people being idiots, obstructing the search for the newborn's family.

A few calls sounded like they might be pertinent, but further investigation revealed that the child they were claiming was not the newborn.

The station was about to shift over to the night time program, it being just before midnight, when the special lines rang again.

The person who took the call happened to be Bob Parvis, the reporter who had given the initial story on the 6 PM national news.

He listened intently for a moment, then nodded to another staff person, who picked up another line and phoned Seanna.

""Hi, Seanna, this is Phil Bottomley, I work with Bob Parvis, we believe we have the child's real mother on the line."

"Thanks for calling, Phil, can you connect me to her? I'm putting this phone on speaker, as the folks that found the baby are here with me."

"Sure thing, Miss Ramsay, just a moment," as a brief buzzing sound could be heard, "Here, we go, Louisa, you're talking to Seanna."

"Hello, Miss Seanna, I hear y'all have a pretty little girl that was found on the highway earlier, am I right?"

"That is correct, Miss, although I wasn't the one that found her. Here she is. Melissa?"

"Hello, Miss, I'm Melissa, I was coming here to start a new job when I saw and heard that little one yelling her head off. What else could I do but stop and grab her? That child could have died out there, it's the middle of winter! Such a sweet little one, too, quite the beautiful little girl."

"Well, ma'am, I been on the street for the last five years, usually living out of my seventeen year old clunker, sometimes in a shelter," Louisa stated. "That sweet little girl was the result of a rape last spring. I have no way to be able to care for a child, I can't even care for myself."

She stopped speaking for a moment, then continued, "I have terminal cancer of the ovaries, it's already spreadin'. The docs that I saw recently in one of the free clinics in the city sent me to a hospital. The tests showed I have less than a month to live, it's spreadin' that fast."

"Holy shit!" Melissa swore before she realized it. After a quick apology, she asked, "What about your family?"

"Family?" The woman on the other end of the line laughed, a harsh, sad laugh. "I ain't had no family since I was twelve. I turned eighteen two weeks ago, just before all those dayum tests were done, and I delivered that little girl by myself in the back seat of my clunker. There weren't hardly any labour a'tall, the water broke, and less than an hour later, she popped out. Gods, my back seat was an almighty mess!"

Melissa shook her head, she thought she had had it rough, but that was nothing next to this woman's experiences.

Louisa continued after another brief pause, "I'm glad someone found her. Y'all take good care of my baby, she needs it," then hung up.

Melissa, Seanna and the children were all stunned. It seems the little newborn was about to become the newest member of their family.

**********

Shortly before 9 AM the next morning, Friday, February 17th, Seanna led Melissa into the company's main daycare centre.

Leilani and Asemba were already well known in the centre, so they led Melissa's four older children into the play area. Melissa followed behind them, concerned that young Bobby wouldn't be able to keep up with them, but the other children were helping him.

Melissa was still holding the carrier with the pretty little baby girl that they had found the night before, and was startled when she was approached by an older woman wearing a pale blue smock with a stylized iron-on patch saying "Ramsay Corp. Daycare Centre" and a name tag.

The name tag identified her as Juliet, and Melissa smiled briefly at the woman.

"Hello, Miss," Juliet said as she tilted her head up to look at this young giant of a woman, "The newborn area is in this room over here."

Melissa followed Juliet to the room, then inside, Seanna tagging along behind them, grinning and trying to restrain herself from giggling.

Juliet noticed Seanna having a hard time avoiding the giggles and asked Seanna what was so funny.

"Well, Juliet, this woman happens to be your brand new Financial VP and your co-boss for the daycare department."

Juliet looked at Melissa a little more closely, then gasped, "Isn't she the one that caught that child in a car seat in Houston?" Juliet politely motioned toward the carrier Melissa was holding, Melissa handed it over and Juliet set the baby in a small crib in the corner.

Seanna nodded, finally letting herself giggle for a moment. "Yes, she is, and she's saved each of the five children she brought in with her." Seanna then gave Juliet a fairly brief but accurate history of what Melissa had been doing for the last two months.

Juliet shook her head, then grinned and offered her hand to Melissa, who shook it and then turned back to watching the babies.

Seanna laughed, "Well, we know where we can use Melissa, she obviously loves being around little ones!"

This was made even more obvious when one of the babies made a mess in their diaper, the smell was rather noticeable. Melissa promptly looked around, spotted the baby squirming in a playpen, then noticed a stack of diapers and other items by the playpen and strode across the room. She wasn't even officially working there, yet she had no qualms with changing the boy's diaper and making sure he was clean.

A few minutes later, she set the baby boy back down in the playpen, next to a girl that looked to be his twin sister. Perhaps it was that sense of their being twins or closely related, but the girl wet her diaper, and Melissa swiftly did what was needed, then smiled as she looked around.

This was the perfect place for her, she could use her business degrees, but would also be able to work with babies and pre-schoolers.

Arrangements had not yet been made as to where the children who were old enough would be going to school, so Melissa had decided that she would take them to a few places around the city and let them get a bit of an idea of the place where they would be living from now on.

Five children in her own care: a 12 year old, a 10 year old, a 7 year old, a 4 year old and an unnamed baby, only a few days old. Three of those children were transgendered, the fourth would be coping with MS for the rest of his life, and a tiny baby just to make life crazy.

She made arrangements with Juliet that she would start on the following Monday, with the kids staying in the daycare each day. Seanna had mentioned that it could take a week or two to process and transfer the needed school documents so they could go to school here.

Melissa and Seanna would be looking around the schools in the area, well, most likely calling them, to decide which schools would be used.

For the love of the children, she would do whatever it took to keep them safe and help them to become good people.

Forever Hers

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

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  • General Audience (pg)

Contests: 

  • 2018-04 Melanie E.'s Fairy Kiss-and-Tale Contest

Publication: 

  • Fiction

Genre: 

  • Magic
  • Romance

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Intersex

TG Elements: 

  • Wedding Dress / Married / Bridesmaid

Other Keywords: 

  • Faeries
  • Fae

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My name is Talith. I'm a greater guardian, one of the six that actually stands guard near the Fae princess Anfel Winterborn.

Anfel is the younger daughter to Queen Maeve, the queen of the White Rose Court of the Five Fold Courts of the Seelie Fae.

I'm young as Fae folks go, just about to celebrate my 250th Midsummer's Eve. Shanci Dupresne will be there as the event starts.

Who is Shanci Dupresne, you ask? Why, the love of my life. She is human, but from a line with Fae blood in it, so she may be very long lived.

I guess I should tell you the tale of how we met and how we discovered our love for each other, hadn't I?

**********

Perhaps, before I go into any great detail about how we met, etc., I should tell you a little bit about myself.

As I said I was born about 250 years ago in a quiet, ever-pretty vale on the eastern borders of the country you might know as France.

I'm a greater guardian of the Fae Court, there are perhaps a score or so of us who stand guard around Queen Maeve and her closest kinfolk.

Guardians came about several thousand years ago when a crazy Fae mage crossed several Fae with an equal amount of large members of the lizard folk. The lizard folk are best described as being much smaller, think large man sized, but appearing similar to a Tyrannosaurus rex.

The eight Fae in question were from the greater faery lineage, approximately man sized but with beautiful, quite functional wings. The faery folk, greater and lesser, all depend on at least some innate magic to be able to fly at all, primarily to offset the weight of their physical bodies.

There are tales, now and then, of faery folk with so little magic they cannot fly at all. I have not seen one like that yet myself, though.

That mage had apparently captured several of the greater faery folk and used them to create his new hirelings? It's hard to say what they might have been intended to do, but he actually went so far as to breed the new creatures, having matched them into four male/female pairs.

The crossing of the two species was done using powerful magics and without any recipient's consent to the action being taken by the mage.

When Queen Maeve found out about it, from what I've been told, she used her much greater personal magics to rip the Fae mage to pieces. Queen Maeve was extremely angry when she found he had not only used her folk to make these odd creatures, but also to breed them.

Visually, my folk are somewhat human looking from a distance, although that fades once one gets close enough for a good look. See, we have scales covering our bodies, except for the hair on the tops of our heads. The scales are a wee bit darker than the skin under them.

We also have wings. It seems we got those thanks to the Fae folk that were unwillingly used to create the first people of my small race. The Fae folks' wings had been rather large, but shaped like a cross between a butterfly's and a dragonfly's, and were built into the lower shoulders.

The odd thing is that, when that crazy mage transformed them, the wings changed, becoming very large and somewhat batlike. The interesting thing is the wings, like the scales, come very close to matching our skin colour, so when folded in, they may not be immediately visible.

The last thing of interest is our forelimbs, our arms in the common parlance. If you have ever seen a picture of a Tyrannosaurus rex in a museum or gallery or at someone's house, you'll know their arms were quite small and not very useful to them. Well, ours are quite different.

See, our arms are only slightly smaller than our legs, a bit shorter, too, which makes things interesting when we choose to run on all fours. We're not very fast on just our two feet, reaching a maximum speed of maybe 10 mph. On all fours, we nearly double that speed.

Our fastest form of movement, though, is flight. We can reach speeds close to fifty miles an hour when we are flying, even more when in a stoop. It goes without saying that our ability to fly is inherent in our ability to touch upon the basic magical energies all around us.

Our arms are strong enough to hold things, to throw things, even to wield fairly large weapons that a human cannot handle.

There is one final physical oddity we have, one that the best Fae mages cannot explain. We have two hearts, one on each side of the spine.

Greater guardians are ones from the guardian lines that have been bred to be bigger, stronger and faster than standard guardians.

What makes me odd from most of the guardians is that I am intersexed... fully functional true hermaphrodite is an accurate description.

I've had fun romps with girls and/or boys now and then. I may be fairly young compared to many Fae folk, but not that young.

My parents chose to let my body mature and to let me decide what I might want to do when I became mature enough to consider the matter.

Well, I found myself falling for another Fae about 50 years ago. Goddess, Antris was a hunk! He's courting one of Queen Maeve's cousins now.

It didn't take long after that before I decided that I liked my body just fine as it was. My parents took it in stride, I suppose, although I get the feeling that each one thought that I would choose to be on their side of things once I became an adult in our society.

**********

So that might give you at least a rather general idea of what I look like. I suppose I could add a few more details.

My eyes are a blue green that remind many of the sea when it is calm. Like the sea, my eyes shift to greyer tones when I am upset or angry.

My hair is a very pale purple in colour, lavender I think the humans call it, falling to my lower back when I am standing, and moderately curly.

Female greater guardians average between 7' even to about 7'9", males from 8'3" to 9'6". I'm 8'8" tall, tall for a female, fairly short for a male.

So now you have an idea of what I look like. I guess I can get on with telling my story, then?

Well, as I've said, I've been with several fae folk over the last fifty years, the last romance ending shortly before the last Midwinter. That romance had, oddly enough, been with another member of my small but growing subgroup of our race, and had been quite a physical romp.

As much fun as it was, though, I knew early on that it wouldn't last. The only thing between us was the simple physical attraction.

Then, oh, then, as I wandered around the Midwinter celebrations one evening, I found a woman who made my heart leap in my chest.

She was a stunner to say the least, being extremely tall for a human female, about 6'7", with waist length raven hair. There is no way you could say that she would be weak, as when I first saw her, she was wielding a bamboo practice sword that was almost as long as she was tall.

That was quite an enlightening thing to see, as she danced across the practice grounds battling four large men at once.

The "battle" lasted a fair while, perhaps a quarter of an hour or so, before she knocked first one, then two of the other three, from the fight.

The last of the four men was a much craftier fighter, but even he fell to her strength and power after another ten minutes of being battered.

She stood there, panting but otherwise unharmed, or mostly so, she'd taken a few minor cuts in the nearly half hour long fight.

That wasn't the end of it, though. A short while later, she very adeptly performed a highland sword dance under one of the big tents.

The surprises were not over yet. Not an hour after after the sword dance had ended, I saw her on the mage field throwing fireballs at targets.

A very tall, yet utterly beautiful human woman who could fight like a great warrior, dance with the best and then display strong mage abilities?

I spent the next few days of the Midwinter celebrations wandering around, watching her for hours whenever I could find her.

**********

It took until the second last night of the Midwinter celebrations before I could approach her, hearts in hand, and ask if I could speak with her.

We spent most of that evening and a good part of the night talking, I don't think we even bothered to eat during that whole time.

We met again over the last two days before the celebrations ended. I met her parents and she met mine.

I can see where Shanci gets her height and size. Goddess, her father is huge for a human, 7'4" tall and built like a large stone block. He claims lineage in three of the highland clans, the Camerons being the primary one, Campbells and MacLeods being the other two.

Her mother is closer to what might be considered more usual for human folk, being just 6'1" tall, slender and quite elegant.

After some discussion among both sets of parents and the two of us, information was exchanged so we could communicate.

We talked almost every day, sometimes for hours at a time, and the love we each had for the other grew as time passed.

On the spring equinox, I pledged my troth to her, and she accepted it. Since then, my hearts have been in her loving hands.

**********

The Midsummer fetes begin this evening, and I smile as I ready myself for what I am about to do.

As far as I know, Shanci has no idea of my intentions. I hope to surprise her, and show her the depth and strength of my love for her.

I spoke with Queen Maeve a few days ago, and she agreed to stand in as my overlord for what I will do.

Why Queen Maeve herself? Well, we don't have strong ties to any single element of the Fae folk, and we serve as the royal guardians.

I smiled, the time was now, I could see the full Midsummer moon rising into view in the distance from the hidden grove where I stood alone.

I walked with a measured pace, which looks a bit awkward to the humanoid folks, but our hips are not like those of a human, aye?

In the distance, I could see Shanci and her parents standing not far from the edge of a small dais where the Queen would hold her court.

I crossed that distance, step by slow step, gazing every moment at the face of my beloved. It's a wonder that I didn't fall on my own face!

Eventually, I reached the edge of the dais, where I then knelt facing Queen Maeve and waited for her approval to rise.

That was given after a brief moment, and I smiled and stood again, then turned to partially face Shanci, my beloved.

With hearts in hand once again, even though Shanci held them in her own gentle hands, I spoke to Queen Maeve.

"My Queen, as a minor member of your court and as a member of those who hold your safety most dear, I stand here this evening to ask your approval in my request to take the hand of my beloved, the inestimable Shanci Dupresne standing here, as my life partner.

"I further request to be wed to her in the grove nearby, using the time honoured rites of our folk and those of her own."

Queen Maeve left me standing there waiting for a moment or three before she smiled and gave her assent to my requests.

An escort was formed, and Shanci and I were led across the fields over to the center of the grove, where we faced Queen Maeve once again.

**********

The Fae folk, for the most part, use the human rite called handfasting to bind one to another, so that was the first part of the rites.

We listened to the elven lady who performed the brief initial part of the handfasting, she then bound a thin silver cord loosely around our wrists.

As she finished the binding, she recited the following statements as we stood before her, our hands bound together:

"These are the hands of your best friend, young and strong and full of love for you, that are holding yours on your wedding day, as you promise to love each other today, tomorrow and forever.

"These are the hands that will work alongside yours, as you build your future together.

"These are the hands that will passionately love you and cherish you through the years and with the slightest touch, will comfort you like no other.

"These are the hands that will hold you when fear or grief fills your mind.

"These are the hands that will countless times wipe the tears from your eyes, tears of sorrow and tears of joy.

"These are the hands that will tenderly hold your children, the hands that will join your family as one.

"These are the hands that will give you strength when you need it, support and encouragement to pursue your dreams, and comfort you through difficult times.

"And lastly, these are the hands that even when wrinkled and aged, will still be reaching for yours, still giving you the same unspoken tenderness with just a touch."

She finished her part of the rites with this little ditty:

"May you know nothing but happiness from this day forward.
May the road rise to meet you
May the wind be always at your back
May the warm rays of sun fall upon your home
And may the hand of a friend always be near.
May green be the grass you walk on,
May blue be the skies above you,
May pure be the joys that surround you,
May true be the hearts that love you."

When she had finished reciting that, she stepped aside and an older human male, garbed in what looked like clerical robes, took her place.

"You have been bound together in this handfasting rite as the fae folk have done for long ages.

"Now you will be bound together in the rites of holy matrimony according to the church."

He then proceeded to lead us through a fairly standard human wedding ceremony, where we exchanged simple vows and rings. The ring part was the oddest bit, I think, as getting a white gold ring large enough to fit the ring "finger" of my left hand had not been an easy task.

Shanci's ring matched mine, except in its size, being made of the purest white gold.

The priest, I suppose, then asked us each to repeat, "With this ring, I thee wed", before adding, "Now you may kiss the bride."

Well, that part was probably not quite as expected, as we both were dressed as females in long, white gowns. Yes, I was also a bride.

**********

For the rest of my life, I will walk beside her whenever I can, help her as needed and give her all the love I have in my two hearts.

I am, and always will be, forever hers.

Giving Thanks

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Fiction

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Lesbian Romance

TG Elements: 

  • Estrogen / Hormones

Other Keywords: 

  • caution: tissue alert

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So many things have changed over the last two years and a bit. The biggest change, to be honest, has been me, inside and out.

At that time, I was just about to graduate from high school. I did all right, I guess, mostly As and Bs. I got along with others for the most part, but I never really got close to anyone because I had a deep, dark secret I didn't want to tell anyone: I wished that I had been born female.

I was about average height for a male, 5'8", but very slender, wieighing in at a mere 130 pounds. I was never really interested in competing with males, especially when said competition involved some form of physical aggression, but my height and build was perfect for running.

I ended up on the track team after I had my final growth spurt a few months before i turned 16. I was never a star, but I truly loved to run.

To this day, I'm not sure just what clued in my younger brother Jamie, but something did, and we had a long and very emotional talk. The upshot of that talk is that I agreed to meet with a psych starting as soon as possible, and that I would finally show the world my true self.

It wasn't an easy journey, especially with my state of mind at that time, but thanks to Dr. Anne Kelvins, I made some progress that summer.

At the end of the summer, I packed my bags, stuffed them in the back of my hatchback and set out on a new journey: college life.

Dr. Kelvins had given me the name of a doctor she said came highly recommended, I met Dr. Barb Pentall three days after I arrived on campus. We had a good first visit and discussion and I would be seeing her every two weeks whenever I would be on campus.

But that was only the first step in my journey. You see, I had resent my college application, stating that I was transgender and seeing a doctor.

It was what happened next, just a few days later, that would turn my whole life upside down in the absolute best of ways. I was wandering around the campus, learning the layout of the buildings and where various classes would be held within certain buildings, when I met her.

Her name was Mary Jane Walker, she was a stunningly gorgeous girl, slightly taller than myself, with waist length sandy blonde hair. She was also here for her first year of college, taking business administration courses versus my interest in social studies and social work degrees.

As to how I met her, that happened on the first Friday that I was on the campus. I headed in to the student lounge, grabbed something to munch on, what it was I can't remember, then looked around for somewhere to sit. Then this gorgeous girl invited me to sit down next to her.

We got along with each other very well, which seemed odd to me because she is far more social than I have ever been. We were so engrossed in our chatting that we didn't notice that the place was emptying due to it being almost the dinner hour. We walked back to her room.

While going up to her room on the third floor, I informed her that I was in a room on the second floor, at the other end of the building.

We continued to talk right through the evening and well into the night, at one point ordering from a Chinese place and paying Dutch. By the time that I left her that night to go to my own room, I had spilled everything to her, including my intense need to be a girl, and she listened.

Time passed as we both became swallowed by course work, but the bond between us only grew stronger the longer we knew each other.

I started taking her home for major holidays, Thanksgiving, Christmas, New Year's, as she was not on good terms with her family. You see, they were a bunch of self-righteous hypocrites as she tells it, telling her she would go to hell for wanting to love other women.

I suppose you can imagine just how much worse it might have been if she ever introduced me to them. She avoids them like the plague.

Well, that brings me up to the here and now, Thanksgiving is approaching again, and we will be heading to my family's home as usual.

There is one significant difference this time, though. Mary Jane doesn't know that I bought a beautiful engagement ring for her. I'm besotted!

So we hopped into my little hatchback, practically causing the car to overflow with suitcases and other packages, and headed home.

The drive home wasn't particularly long, not quite ninety minutes, and we chattered happily with each other.

Mom was quite happy to see us, as was Jamie. I wish dad was still here, but he died a few years ago from lung cancer and emphysema.

Mom welcomed us into the house, Mary Jane and I heading back to my room. We would be staying together due to lack of space. Mom has five brothers and two sisters, plus a total of nine aunts and uncles, plus her parents and assorted children, so the house would be very full.

Mom's parents would stay in the house for the weekend, but the rest had found rooms in a reasonably priced, fairly decent motel nearby.

We retired early as we would be awake around 6:30 AM to start the cooking of the Thanksgiving meal.

So yeah, we were up far too early, just ahead of the house being swarmed by all of the female relatives, and the great cook fest commenced!

We snacked on this and that as the meal slowly came together, then the turkey was placed in the center of the table, smelling amazingly good.

We were lucky enough to have a large room as our dining area. We had to bring out a second eight seat table, and still had several relatives who ended up sitting on the sofa, two love seats, two recliners and the kids were all over the floor from one end of the house to the other.

The meal was great, I don't think there was even the slightest scrap of meat left on a bone on that poor turkey.

After the meal had finished, the next tradition took place. Each of us took a moment to share those things we were thankful for to the others.

I listened, smiling and nodding as other members of the family gave their thanks for the things that had happened in the last year.

Then my turn came. Oh, boy, I never did tell you that I'm just a wee bit shy in crowds, did I? Well, yep, here I was blushing all over.

I stood and faced the majority of the people in the house, then began to speak. As far as I can recall, it went something like this:

"I'm thankful for my family, for the people who, when I was at my lowest, helped me and stood tall beside me as I found myself.

"I'm thankful for the extended family who have offered support and encouragement when I've needed to cry on a shoulder or three.

"I'm thankful for friends, especially those who have been able to look beyond the surface and honour and support the real me.

"I'm very thankful for my little brother Jamie. If he hadn't been paying attention, I would likely still be the morose young man you all knew.

"But most of all, I am thankful for the woman who, since the day we met, has given me her love and support, even when her family interfered."

I was no longer nervous as I walked around to stand beside Mary Jane, then reached into a pocket and pulled out a small, square box as I dropped to my knee on the hardwood floor. I looked up at her, smiled and with all my love, asked, "Will you marry me, Mary Jane Walker?"

Well, I guess it's no surprise that she jumped on me, enveloping me in a very tight hug as she cried on my shoulder, then yelled out, "YES!"

But there was a bigger surprise in store for me, as she returned the gesture just seconds after we were both standing again. She giggled, reached into the purse that was on the table, pulled out her own little box and asked me, "Will you marry me, Rebecca Lynn Thomas?"

I surely will, for I do love that woman so. We want to finish our degrees first, though, so it will be a few years before that happy day arrives. That isn't the only reason to wait, I want to have my SRS done and be fully healed before we both go down that aisle.

To all the Americans here, have a Happy Thanksgiving. The holiday season is upon us.

Home Is Where The Heart Is

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

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Home Is Where The Heart Is

Home Is Where The Heart Is: Prologue

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Physical or Emotional Abuse
  • CAUTION: Violence

Audience Rating: 

  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

Contests: 

  • 2016-12 December Spirit of Giving Christmas Story Contest

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Fresh Start

TG Elements: 

  • Christmas

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December 2016 Spirit of Giving Story Contest Entry

They say that home is where the heart is. Well, this is the beginning of a story of a heart finding its true home.

The violence portrayed here is key to the story, it forms the basis for the two main characters meeting at this stage in their lives.

**********

The man watched from across the narrow street as Sue, a petite 30ish woman of about 5'5" and 120 lbs. with long chestnut hair falling to the middle of her back, walked toward her home, returning from shopping for the evening meal. He had been watching her for several days, keeping track of her movements, waiting for the time when he could fulfill his plans for her.

He was a big man with a military style crewcut, about 6'4" tall, roughly 250 lbs. of mostly solid muscle beginning to turn soft as he entered his middle years. He watched her for a few more seconds, smiling to himself, then strode across the street and up the walk to her house just as she put the key in the door. Grabbing her by the arm, he turned the key with his other hand and shoved the door open, then dragged her into the house, closing the door behind them.

He turned to face her, then spoke quietly, his voice reminiscent of the growl of a large predator, "Keep quiet, girl, just go up to your room as usual, and you'll be just fine. If you scream or fight me, there will be hell to pay, you can be sure!"

Sue, shaking like a leaf at the abrupt attack at her own door, nodded to him and slowly moved to the stairs leading to the two upper apartments. He followed right behind her as they went up the stairs, then grabbed her left arm as she unlocked one of the doors. As she opened the door, he pushed her into the room, noticing that she tripped over the edge of a low coffee table before falling on the floor next to it.

As Sue stumbled, she voiced a sharp squeak of surprise, then knelt on the floor for a moment, rubbing the front of her right leg. She was pretty sure that there would be a lovely bruise there in a few hours, then she remembered the man behind her and shivered with fright.

**********

Meanwhile, unknown to the male, there was a witness in the apartment, Sue's four year old daughter, Leilani. She had heard her mother enter the apartment, heard her stumble, and peeking around a bedroom door, she saw a very large male standing over her mother. When she realized that the male apparently hadn't seen her, she ducked back into the bedroom, staying quiet and out of sight.

**********

The man reached down, snatched Sue by her long hair and yanked her up onto her feet. "I told you to be quiet, and I meant what I said. Just so you remember..." He turned her to one side and viciously slapped her across the face, once, twice, three times in rapid succession.

As Sue's head snapped back from the third slap, she glared up at him and spat out, "Fuck you, mister, I guess it makes you feel really big to beat on a woman my size! You're not a man, you're just a common street thug!", then started screaming at full volume.

Shocked, outraged, and with his anger growing in leaps and bounds, he snarled at her, "Then you want it rough? Well, I can give you rough, girl, let's see how you like it now!" He lifted her completely off the floor, grabbed her with his other hand and threw her as hard as he could at the wall between the kitchen/dining area and the small living room, then strode across the room and punched her several times.

**********

Little Leilani knew that something had gone terribly wrong, she also knew that her momma didn't normally bring men upstairs. When she heard her mother begin screaming, then his response to that and the sound of her mother's body hitting the wall, she ran deeper into the bedroom, heading for the phone on the night table beside her mother's bed, and dialed 911.

"Hello, 911, what service do you want?"

Leilani replied in a quiet voice, hoping she would not be heard over the violence in the main area of the apartment, "Police, am- am- am-ambulance, my momma is being beaten by a nasty big man in our apartment!" all came out in a rush.

"What's your address, hon?"

Leilani thought for a moment, then recited the address to the 911 operator, who assured her that the police and ambulance were on the way.

**********

Meanwhile, the man's assault on Sue continued, his anger had taken complete control as he landed punch after punch, kick after kick, wherever he could find a place to hit. He picked her up twice, and slammed her into the dividing wall each time, barely noticing when the last impact on the wall almost put her through it, then returned to kicking and punching her.

Sue had been holding on to consciousness by a very narrow margin as the attack continued; eventually, though, after the last impact with the wall, the pain became overwhelming, and consciousness fled for the last time.

**********

The 911 operator spoke again, "Hon, police and ambulance should be there in a minute or two, stay where you are."

**********

The man kept beating on the unresponsive body lying on front of him, then snapped to attention as he heard what could only be sirens, and they weren't more than a few blocks away. He jumped up, ran to the door, yanked it open and nearly fell down the stairs in his rush to leave the house. The beating had left bits of skin, bone, and blood all over him and the front of his clothing, yet he didn't seem to see it at all, and continued to run out of the building.

**********

Leilani also heard the sirens approaching, then the man leaving the apartment and crashing down the stairs before exiting the building. She looked out a window and saw the man looking up and down the street.

**********

He noticed that the sirens seemed to be coming from the north, so he turned to the south and ran down the street, turning at the next corner; he stumbled over some trash that had been dropped on the sidewalk, when he straightened up again, he was looking right into the lights of a police cruiser. The officers noticed the condition of his clothing and promptly told him to freeze, he was under arrest. He ignored the officers' warnings, tried to shove one aside and continue onward, but the second officer's gun against his back put an end to that.

They handcuffed him and shoved him into the back of the car before sending in a verbal report of the arrest. He had no idea that the officers had only just stopped there to get some coffee and snacks, or that he would have been safe if had gone the other way at the corner.

**********

Little Leilani, knowing that the man was gone, looked out into the main area of the apartment, spotted her mother's body lying against the dividing wall, bloody and battered almost beyond recognition, and promptly started screaming.

Several police officers and paramedics rushed into the apartment, some heading toward Sue, some toward the screaming child.

**********

Several hours later that night, a woman, very similar in appearance to Sue, maybe a few years older, walked into a room in the intensive care unit of the hospital and looked down at the person lying in the bed, her younger sister Sue. Machines were beeping and booping all around her, there was an IV hooked up to cover Sue's minimal dietary needs, a catheter was in place, bandages on and around her face could be seen, casts on both arms and a leg, even some bandages making a bit of a lump under the thin cover; seeing it all made Roselyn feel rather queasy, her shoulder length hair swaying as she shook her head.

Roselyn grabbed a chair, pulled it closer to the bed, and sat down, clasping Sue's right hand in her own, praying she would recover.

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At about the same time as Roselyn entered Sue's hospital room, the five women who lived in the three other apartments in the house where Sue and Leilani lived had finally managed to calm Leilani down enough that she fell asleep. None of them knew Sue much at all, only having seen her enter or leave, mostly alone, but sometimes with Leilani, yet none could leave a child in such distress. JJ, the oldest, the owner of the house, decided that she and her girlfriend Pat would stay with the child through the night.

Nightmares about what had happened woke Leilani several times that evening; each time, JJ and Pat would calm her down and tuck her back in, watching until she fell asleep before wandering out to the shattered living room where they could chat without waking her.

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Around 3 AM, Roselyn left Sue's room in the intensive care unit and wandered outside to get some fresh air. While there, she placed a call to her two children Tamara and Seanna, to let them know where she was and that there was no change in Sue's condition. About twenty minutes later, she reentered the hospital and resumed her watch over her sister.

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As soon as Seanna knew what had been going on, and that the child had been left alone or nearly so, she quickly changed into a sky blue sweatsuit and grabbed her purse before charging out the door to her car, an old rebuilt forest green '70 Chevy Nova. Once in the car, she started the engine and let the car warm up for a minute or two before backing carefully into the street and driving toward Sue's apartment.

Half an hour later, she arrived in the area near Sue's apartment, then checked a map to find the exact location of the house. After taking a wrong turn, and retracing her path, she finally ended up on the correct street and approached the house. Noticing a driveway that led back behind the house itself, she decided it would be better to park her car there than on the street, and carefully drove down the narrow lane, turning behind the house, and parking next to two small sedans. She stepped out of the car, locked it and walked around to the front of the building, then rang the bell for Sue's apartment.

JJ answered, and upon learning who was calling at that hour of the night, let Seanna in. Seanna ran up the steps two at a time, tapped lightly on the door, and was allowed to enter. When she saw JJ, Seanna's first response was "Is Leilani okay? Was she hurt at all?"

JJ shook her head, replying that Leilani was physically fine, but had been having nightmares about the attack on her mother. Just as JJ finished speaking, a series of screams coming from one of the bedrooms broke the quiet of the night.

Seanna, hearing the screams, dropped her purse on the floor and ran over to the bedroom doors, checking first; when she saw Leilani sitting up in bed in the mother's room, she swiftly entered, sat on the bed beside the distraught child and hugged her close. As she held the child, she could feel the quivering of the child's body and began talking in a calm, quiet voice, anything to help settle the child down.

Slowly but surely, the constant comfort of the hug and the soft words broke through, and Leilani recovered herself sufficiently to notice who was holding her. She had never met Seanna before, but she could have sworn she was looking at her mother; Seanna's appearance was nearly identical to Sue's, with the main difference being that Seanna was a bit taller and her hair was dark auburn rather than chestnut.

Leilani sat there, staring at the woman beside her, the woman who was still holding her close. She shook her head, then looked up at the woman again. "You look like my momma, but I know you aren't, so who am I speaking to, please?"

Seanna smiled down at the child in her arms. "Your momma and my momma are sisters, so I'm one of your cousins, so is Tamara, you have a male cousin, too, Tony Jr. I've been told before that I look like your momma, but I didn't realize the resemblance was that close, child."

Seanna shifted until she was fully on the bed, then up toward the headboard, before patting her lap, suggesting that Leilani could sit there if she wished. Leilani did so, pulling the lightweight duvet up until she was mostly covered by it. Seanna continued to talk quietly to Leilani, watching as Leilani slowly wandered into the land of sleep.

When she noticed that Leilani was asleep, she gently turned the child so that she was lying down with her head resting on the pillow. Just as she was about to leave the bed and tuck Leilani in, the child spoke to her, "Stay with me, please? Please?"

How could she refuse such a request? Nodding her reply, she slipped out of her sweatsuit and settled down in the bed next to the child, holding Leilani close to her as she fell asleep once again, listening to the child's quiet breathing before sleep overtook her as well.

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Around 5:30 AM, Roselyn woke to the monitors making lots of noises, followed maybe fifteen seconds later by the sound of several people running down the hall toward the room. A doctor and two nurses entered, immediately scanning the monitors, then yelled out for someone to get the defibrillators, as Sue had gone into cardiac arrest. One of the nurses calmly led Roselyn out of the room, telling her that she would need to go to the intensive care waiting area while they did everything they could for Sue.

As she made her way to the waiting room, she noticed a young man running down the hall toward Sue's room, defibrillator in hand.

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Roselyn was exhausted, she had been awake for almost 24 hours. She sat in the chair, waiting as patiently as she could, for what might have been fifteen or twenty minutes, before she nodded off to sleep in the not so comfortable waiting room chair.

She awoke when someone touched her shoulder. "I'm sorry, I fell asleep, how is she?" She looked at the clock over the nursing station desk, it showed 6:45 AM, how she had managed to sleep for almost an hour was an enigma to her.

"Well, Mrs. Ramsay, we managed to save her, although it was a bit touch and go for a while. She seems to have stabilized for now, you can go in and visit with her again if you like. Or you could go to the cafeteria, it opens in a few minutes, then visit with her afterward."

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Meanwhile, in Sue's apartment, JJ and Pat were quietly chatting, and were startled to see the sun showing on the horizon. After taking a quick peek into the bedroom where Seanna and Leilani were sleeping, JJ left a note saying they were returning to their own apartment.

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Roselyn decided she needed some coffee, maybe it would help her to wake up a bit, so she wandered down to the cafeteria. When it opened, she went in, grabbed some coffee and a maddeningly tempting Danish, then sat down to enjoy her little snack.

After she had eaten, she wandered back up to intensive care and watched her sister for a while. Eventually, the lack of sleep had her nodding off, so she pulled the chair back to the wall, then leaned back and slowly drifted into dreamland.

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Just as the clock struck 8 AM in the old mansion in the suburbs of the city, five women and two men walked into a meeting room in the back of the second floor and took seats around the table. The eldest, one of the women, looked at the others and rapped on the table.

"We're here to decide who should be hired to run Daddy's businesses, since Sue is at the moment incapable of doing so, and from what I've heard from a doctor or two I know at that hospital, she may never recover, the damage was that severe. We only appointed Sue because none of us here wanted the position, and Roselyn and Tony, the witch's other children, refused to have anything to do with it. Any suggestions?"

Most of the next two hours was spent bickering over several possibilities without any actual decision being made.

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At about the same time as that meeting commenced, first Leilani, then Seanna woke up to the sun's rays shining through the window. They remained close together for a few more minutes, then arose from the bed. Seanna, having brought no other clothes, put her sweatsuit back on and sat on the edge of the bed brushing her hair while waiting for Leilani.

Leilani wandered into the bathroom between the two bedrooms, grabbing a thick white towel on the way. She carefully reached into the bath and turned on the taps, testing the water until it was warm enough without being too hot for her.

Seanna had just finished brushing her hair when she heard the bath filling and wandered into the bathroom to see Leilani leaning over the side of the tub, her fingers under the tap for a moment, apparently checking the water temperature. "Hey, girl, you need to be careful, we don't want you to slip and hurt yourself, huh?" She gently pulled the girl back, grinning down at her, "I'll help you, okay?"

The next few minutes were spent making sure the water was just right and watching the tub fill. Seanna looked around for a moment, then noticed a bottle of bubble bath, opened it, poured a little into the tub and watched the water froth as the bubbles formed.

Smiling as she looked down at the child beside the nearly full tub, she asked her, "Do you want me in the bath with you? Or by yourself? I'm good either way, and I can help you whether I'm in the bath or not." She then turned off the taps.

Leilani turned to face her and giggled. "Both of us! Bath is more fun with more people!" before rapidly stripping off her clothes.

"Okay, then, let me put you in here, then I'll get undressed and join you. A nice bath sounds lovely right now." She grinned as she picked up Leilani, doing a brief airplane with Leilani in her arms before turning and placing her carefully in the tub.

Once she was fully undressed, she stepped into the bath and sat down behind Leilani, giving her a brief hug before grabbing some of the bubbles and splashing them on Leilani. The next half hour was pleasantly spent playing in the water before they settled down to getting clean; eventually, Seanna helped Leilani to stand, then stood herself, before turning on the shower head and rinsing them and the bath.

Once the rinsing was done, Seanna turned off the shower and lifted Leilani out of the bath, then pointed at her towel and grinned. "Time to get yourself dry, little lady, while I go hunting up a towel for myself." Just outside the bathroom, in a small closet, she found several towels.

She entered the bathroom again, giggling as she watched Leilani trying to dry herself with a towel as big as she was. Setting her own towel on the counter, she gently grabbed Leilani's and took a few minutes to dry her off before doing the same with her own towel.

"Stay here for a moment, Leilani." Seanna put her sweatsuit back on, then dropped both towels in a hamper, before picking up Leilani and heading through the other door into Leilani's bedroom. "Now what do you want to wear, little missy?"

She watched as Leilani grabbed panties and socks, slipped them on, then rooted around in her closet looking for something to wear, eventually settling on a forest green jumper and a white top with a matching sweater. Seanna helped her to finish dressing, picking out a pair of children's running shoes as the day looked to be a bright and sunny one, if a bit nippy.

Then they headed to the kitchen for some toast and cereal before grabbing jackets and other necessities on the way out the door.

Seanna knocked on the other upstairs apartment door and waited a moment before knocking again. The door was opened by an older woman, who asked what she needed; Seanna replied that she needed someone to watch Leilani, as JJ and Pat had been up all night. The older woman nodded, held her hand out to Leilani, smiled and said, "Come in, child, if you relax for a bit, I'll take you out to play later."

Leilani looked up at Seanna, hoping against hope that she could go with her, only to be met by a sad smile from Seanna. "I have to go deal with some family business, sweetie, I'll be back as soon as I can, hopefully in time to go out and play with you, okay?"

Leilani held her arms up for a hug, Seanna gladly complied, then set her down and watched as Leilani entered the apartment.

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At 9:23 AM, the quiet in the intensive care unit was shattered by a series of alarms from Sue's room. Doctors and nurses came into the room on the run, a quick check showed another cardiac arrest occurring. Roselyn once again was asked to go to the waiting room.

Just after 10 AM, a doctor approached Roselyn, shaking his head. "I'm sorry, ma'am, but we lost her, we tried again and again to revive her, but nothing worked. We kept trying until a few minutes ago, hoping that she might recover, but she didn't. She's gone."

The news of her sister's death hit Roselyn like a massive hammer blow; she swooned, then collapsed, the doctor barely able to grab her before she hit the floor. He arranged for her to be placed on a bed and watched for a while, until she was ready to leave on her own.

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In the old mansion in the suburbs, the bickering at the meeting continued, looking to have no end.

Seanna looked up at the old mansion as she parked her car near the front doors, locked it, then walked to the doors and rang the bell. Once the door had been opened, she stalked toward the staircase, then up the stairs and followed the noise to the meeting room.

As soon as she stepped inside the door of the meeting room, the noise ceased as they all stared at her in shock. Finally, the eldest stood, glared at her across the room and yelled, "You filth! What in hell brought you here! Get out this instant!"

Several of the others spoke up, muttering comments and imprecations along the same line, demanding that she leave.

Seanna stood her ground, returning the glare with just as much anger as she was given. "You call me filth, yet you all sit here and do NOTHING while your half-sister may be dying in a hospital bed all alone, except for my momma. You call me filth because I had the guts to know what I needed in my life more than anything else; I've known since I was six that I was a girl inside, it took years before I was able to tell momma about it, but when I did, she stood by me and helped as much as she could, just like her sister Sue and brother Tony, while the rest of you disowned me for needing to be female when I was born with the wrong genitalia.

"You also disowned my mother simply because she supported me, is it any wonder that she wants nothing to do with the rest of you? When Sue lost her husband in the same accident that took my father, you treated her and my momma like shit, as if they were to blame for the accident. When Sue announced a year later that she was bisexual, the lot of you blew your stacks and told her where to go, yet a year after that, you were begging her to take over the company because none of you could be bothered to demean yourself with common work. I also remember that you cut off Uncle Tony after he announced he was going into hairdressing. Too gay for you? Bah! Now Sue may be dying, and you sit here blathering about finding a replacement, rather than doing anything to help her?

"None of you are worth the ground she walks on, or perhaps walked on, as her life is hanging in the balance. You seven are disgusting, so focused on your appearance and being seen in expensive and well-crafted clothing, you've never lifted a finger, you've always had someone else to do the work for you, whether housework, running the company or all the social events you attend and host.

When was the last time any of you did anything out of love for anyone else? The only things that seem to matter to you are your vanity, and access to the company money. Oh, by the way..." She reached into an attache case at her side, pulled out a stack of papers, and tossed a stapled sheaf to each of the people seated at the table. "Ahhh, yes, here we go. As of now, your access to any of the company funds is cut off. Sue had private detectives investigating all of you, and what they found was quite enlightening, embezzlement, fraud, other misuses of company funds just to name a few, so it looks like you no longer need to worry about the company or who ends up running it.

It will be nice to see you all rotting in jail cells, as your family accounts have also been cut off. No money, folks, all gone. I guess you'll all be relying on public defenders, I'm betting you'll all be pleading guilty soon enough since you won't be able to buy your way out.

You seven had the gall to call me filth, yet I have been honest to a fault, working steadily for over four years now. Meanwhile, you have all been stealing from the company and the family for many years, without ever doing an honest day's work yourselves. You're the filth."

Seanna stared briefly at the seven shocked people before her, then turned to leave the room.

At that moment, the sound of clapping could be heard just outside the meeting room's doors. "Brava, Seanna, very well said. And very well done as well, I'm assuming that would be the police arriving out front now with all the necessary warrants?"

"Uncle Tony, what are you doing here? This is the last place I would expect you to be!"

"Well, Seanna, I saw you earlier driving by my house, headed out of the city, so I followed you to see what you were doing."

Seanna stepped outside the room and looked down the hallway just in time to see the first police officers heading their way from the top of the stairs. She waited until the officers were only a few feet away before pointing into the room. "The people you want are in there."

As the officers entered the meeting room, Seanna calmly walked toward the stairs, Tony joining her a few seconds later.

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Seanna and Tony left the old mansion, each heading toward their own car. "Uncle Tony, I'm heading back to Sue's place, her little girl is in the apartment next door, I need to get back to her. I'll catch you sometime soon, okay? Take care of yourself and your wife."

Tony nodded as he opened his driver's side door. Take care of yourself as well, Seanna. Say hit to Leilani for me."

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Seanna spent the drive back into the city quietly thinking about the recent events in her life. She was very worried for her aunt, and worried also about the child, especially if her aunt died because of the horrendous assault. She narrowly avoided becoming a statistic when she saw a driver swerving back and forth across the road; she slowed down a bit, then had to stomp on the brakes as he went right across the road only a few feet ahead of her, then over the embankment. She pulled over, took out her cell and called in the accident.

Several minutes later, a cacophony of sirens could be heard, she stepped out of her car and waved them down, pointing to the skid marks at the edge of the embankment. She gave her statement as to what she had seen and was allowed to leave.

Back behind the wheel, she resumed her drive into the city with no further mishaps, arriving at Sue's building just after 11:45 AM. She locked up her car, placing the attache case in the trunk, then rang the buzzer for the other upstairs apartment and waited.

When asked who was there, she gave her name, and was let into the building. She ran up the stairs and knocked on the door.

Once the door was open, she smiled at the woman and started looking around for Leilani. When she asked where the child was, she was told she was having a nap and seemed to be okay. The woman then said that she was about to make lunch, and they could stay and eat.

The next hour was spent with the two women working together on the meal; when Judy pulled it off the stove, Seanna went in to wake Leilani up, and inform her that lunch was ready, then waited as Leilani washed her hands before they headed to the kitchen.

They ate their lunch with little conversation, then Seanna told Leilani they would be going to the park for the afternoon. Seanna and Leilani thanked Judy for the meal, Seanna also thanked her for watching Leilani, then they left the building for the walk to the park.

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At 1:35 PM, Roselyn woke to find herself lying on a bed in a darkened room in the hospital. She lay there for a few minutes before she remembered that Sue was dead, then she burst into tears knowing she would never see Sue alive again.

Once she had stopped crying, she got out of the bed; finding herself still dressed, she looked around, found her jacket and purse, then left the room and several minutes later, the hospital. She pulled her cell phone from her purse, tried to call Seanna, but couldn't get anything other than "this person is not available right now", so she called Tamara instead and informed her about Sue's death.

Both of them ended up crying this time; Tamara promised to call Tony and Seanna later and let them know.

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Seanna and Leilani walked into the park heading for the swings, Leilani's favourite equipment there. Leilani hopped onto a swing, then giggled as Seanna began pushing her, slowly going higher and higher, the giggles turning into full-blown laughter as she went back and forth, back and forth on the swing. Eventually, Seanna pushed her high enough that she seemed to be as high as the top of the swing set, then slowly reversed the strength needed for each swing until she could grab it and bring it to a complete stop. Leilani had been laughing the whole time, she just loved the swings that much, she'd stay on them all day if she could.

As she stepped down from the swing, she spotted some people with a young puppy, looked up at Seanna and pointed to the puppy. "Can I please go over there and play with the puppy, please, pretty please?" She jumped up and down, waiting for an answer.

Seanna smiled at her. "Why don't we go over there and ask if you can play with the puppy? It's definitely a cute puppy."

They wandered over toward the couple with the child and the puppy, walking around some small pools of water in low spots. The couple saw them approaching and waited; the puppy looked up, saw a new lovely young child to play with and strained at the leash.

The children met near the puppy, the puppy trying to climb on them and give them doggy kisses. "Hi, I'm Leilani, but you can call me Lei."

"I'm Sally", the other girl replied. "I see that Toby likes you, he's a six month old golden lab-ra -ra-dor re- re- retriefer, we have some rubber balls we can throw for him. Mommy, Daddy, can we please take Toby over there and play for a while?"

The man laughed, "Toby does need some exercise, maybe you girls can wear him out," as he tossed each girl a rubber ball.

Sally grabbed Toby's leash, then started moving towards an open area where they could toss the balls around, but still be clearly seen by her parents and by Seanna. Toby wanted to start playing right away, but Sally kept a tight hold on him for the moment.

Sally's parents and Seanna found a bench about fifty feet from where the kids were playing, then sat down and watched. Within several minutes, five more children about the same age as Sally and Leilani joined them, and balls, kids and dog were bouncing everywhere.

Seanna and Sally's parents, Mark and Kate, were soon laughing as Toby tried to keep up with seven children at once. One of the children would toss a ball, Toby would run that way, then another would toss the other ball, and Toby would chase it. Children picked up a ball whenever it landed near them, then tossed it again, keeping Toby constantly moving between them.

Eventually, the constant moving around began to wear them all down, and one by one, they sat down to rest, Toby in the middle. Sally's parents picked that moment to walk over, picked up Toby's leash and collected Sally. "You kids should go and find your parents, but thanks for helping to wear down this crazy bundle of energy here," Mark said as he rubbed Toby behind the ears while Toby licked his face.

The rest of the children wandered off toward their parents; Seanna leaned down and picked up Leilani, then carried her to the bench. "Thank you very much for allowing her to play with the puppy, it looks like they all enjoyed it immensely."

You're welcome, Mark said, "it looks like Toby and Sally enjoyed it just as much, so thank you."

Exchanging phone numbers with the thought that Leilani would enjoy being able to play with Toby now and then, they parted ways, Seanna picking Leilani up and carrying her to the outer edges of the park where she flagged a cab to take them to Sue's place.

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Seanna and Leilani arrived at the house just before 5 PM; after buzzing JJ, they were allowed in and up to Sue's apartment. Seanna carried Leilani into the main bedroom, pulled the duvet back, laid the child down and tucked her in, then left the room.

JJ, Pat and Seanna were chatting when Seanna's cell phone rang, it was her sister Tamara calling. She answered and they talked for a few minutes, then Tamara changed everything when she said, "Momma called earlier, Sue died a few hours ago."

Seanna's world turned thick as fog, then utterly black as the shock hit her and she fainted right in front of JJ and Pat.

Home Is Where The Heart Is: Part 1

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

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  • General Audience (pg)

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  • 2016-12 December Spirit of Giving Christmas Story Contest

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  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Fresh Start

TG Elements: 

  • Christmas

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December 2016 Spirit of Giving Story Contest Entry

Here is part 1 of the story. Seanna's life is turning in a whole new direction, one that leads to many wonderful possibilities.

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Seanna moaned, then blinked twice to clear her vision before looking around to see where she was. Within seconds, it became very clear that she was lying on the couch in what had been Sue's apartment. Suddenly, she remembered what she had heard Tamara say a short while before while they were chatting on the phone, and wanting confirmation, she looked around her for her cell phone. While looking for the phone, she noticed that she felt a bit woozy; running her hand along the right side of her head, she found a nasty bump just over her ear.

After a brief moment of looking around, she saw the cell phone lying on the coffee table. She picked it up, hit her numbered autodial for Tamara, and listened to the phone as it rang once, twice, three times, before being picked up on the fourth ring.

"Hi, sis," Tamara shouted down the phone line, "are you okay? When I told you earlier about Sue, you stopped talking, then a moment later I heard a big crash and the phone cut off not long after that."

"Hiya, Tam, I think I'm okay, I might have a bad headache later; I seem to have a bump from hitting whatever I ran into when I fell, I'm assuming it was the coffee table although it doesn't look like anything landed on it. Maybe JJ and Pat had time to clean it up after putting me on the couch, I have no idea; anyway, that doesn't really matter, what I want is for you to tell me again what you told me earlier."

"Oh, boy, Seanna, are you sure you're ready for this? I wouldn't want you to hurt yourself again."

"Tam, I should be fine, I'm half-lying on the couch right now, so if I fall back, I'll just land on it, not anything hard."

"Okay, then," Tamara took a deep breath before continuing, "oh, boy, this'll be a shock, I bet. Mom was at the hospital earlier today when Sue had the second cardiac arrest. Like the first time, she was asked to leave so they could help Sue as efficiently as possible. Anyway, just after 10 AM, one of the docs that had been working on Sue came to Mom and told her Sue had died, all recovery efforts had failed. Mom had a reaction a lot like yours earlier from what she told me, except she didn't end up with a goose egg on her head. She woke up on a hospital bed a few hours later, let them know she was fine, then left the hospital and called me, after trying to get you."

"Oh, crap, sis, that must have been hard on Mom, she and Sue have always been close, not like the old fossils from her father's first marriage just after the Second World War ended. Just a sec, let me check my phone for any missed calls, okay?"

After getting a positive reply from Tamara, Seanna quickly skimmed through her phone's systems, eventually finding that she had missed two calls from her mother and one from a friend, all of which had occurred while she and Leilani were having fun at the park.

"Back, sis, yeah, Mom apparently tried to call me twice, it seems my phone missed it, I took Leilani to the park a few blocks from Sue's apartment so she could have some fun and not think about her momma; it worked out pretty well, by the time we were coming home, she was snoozing on my shoulder, I put her down for a nap once we were home, as far as I know, she's still sleeping."

""I'm glad to hear that Leilani had some fun today, I hope she's okay. Anyway, now you know the facts, Sue died thanks to what that jerk did to her. I called the station the cops that arrested him were from and let them know Sue had died from her injuries. I'm sure they'll be more than happy to add a charge of at least second degree murder, or if they can't reasonably get that, manslaughter."

"I hope they nail him good and hard, sis, Sue didn't deserve to be attacked like that, or to die because of it. Damn, now I need to think about what to say to little Leilani, gods, she's going to take this hard, her momma will never be coming home again."

At that moment, the pattering of little feet could be heard entering the living room, then they stopped. Seanna, turning and looking over the back of the couch, saw Leilani standing there, a look of horror on her face, then Leilani was on the floor, crying and screaming unintelligibly. Seanna yelled to her sis that she needed to deal with Leilani, then ended the call, pushed herself up from the couch and ran to the child.

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Little Leilani continued to cry and scream wordlessly for several minutes while Seanna held her, trying to soothe her. "I'm really sorry you had to hear me say that, sweetie, I had no idea you were awake at that point." Seanna began crying herself, knowing she had caused Leilani to become upset. JJ and Pat, hearing the commotion, rushed into the living room, noticed Seanna and Leilani sprawled on the floor, one crying, the other crying and screaming, and shook their heads, knowing quite well what had caused them to be there in that state.

JJ walked over to where Seanna was holding little Leilani tight, knelt down beside Seanna and told her, "Just keep holding her and talking to her, you're doing the best thing you can for her right now," then stood again and went back into the kitchen with Pat.

Slowly, bit by bit, the onslaught of tears wound down to sobs, then trickles as Leilani lay on Seanna's lap. With a few tears still sliding down her cheeks, Leilani looked up at Seanna and asked her if what she had heard her say on the phone was true.

When Seanna nodded that it was, Leilani's tears erupted again, Seanna's hadn't stopped. Both held on tight to each other for a few more minutes, then Seanna told Leilani what she had just been told by Tamara, using terms a young child could understand.

After about another ten minutes or so had passed, Seanna gently picked Leilani up and held her close in her arms, then walked slowly into the kitchen area. "JJ, Pat, could one of you make some hot drinks for us, I need a coffee, maybe Leilani could have a hot chocolate?" When JJ nodded agreement and said she would prepare the drinks, Seanna responded that they would be in Sue's bedroom.

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JJ eventually brought the hot drinks into the bedroom, and found Seanna sitting at the top of the bed, holding Leilani on her lap, Seanna quietly singing something soft and soothing to Leilani. JJ placed the drinks on coasters on the night table, then turned and left the room.

A few minutes later, they both caught the scents of the hot drinks on the night table, Leilani slid down from Seanna's lap to sit beside her on the bed; Seanna handed the cup containing hot chocolate to Leilani, asking that she be careful because it was hot, then picked up the cup with coffee in it and took a sip, sighing softly to herself as the hot liquid slid down her throat.

Seanna and Leilani continued to relax as much as possible on the comfortable bed, yet thoughts about Sue kept intruding, Leilani knowing that her mother was gone forever, a few new tears sliding down her cheeks, Seanna wondering how Sue's death would affect Leilani. Seanna understood intellectually, if not emotionally, the impact a parent's loss can have on a very young child, and she wanted to do everything she could to help Leilani through the process of coping with it and eventually moving on from the loss.

Seanna and Leilani spent the next little while enjoying their hot drinks and talking about inconsequential things.

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JJ and Pat, meanwhile, had been in the kitchen of Sue's apartment, checking what was available to make a meal; finding some frozen chicken cutlets, fresh veggies and half a 5 lb. bag of potatoes, they went to work on preparing the meal. Just as Seanna and Leilani were finishing their hot drinks, JJ tapped on the bedroom door to let them know supper would be ready in thirty minutes.

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After JJ had informed them that the meal would be ready eventually, Seanna and Leilani continued to relax on the bed, both having put their empty cups on the coasters on the night table before Leilani crawled back onto Seanna's lap and snuggled with her. They relaxed enough that they were both startled at another knock on the door and an announcement that the food was waiting on the table. Leilani slid off of Seanna's lap, then carefully let herself down to the floor before stretching herself up onto her toes, arms out as far as they could go. Seanna also stretched a bit once she had left the bed, then they used the washroom to quickly wash up before heading into the dining room/kitchen.

The four of them consumed the meal, there wasn't much chatter between them, as they all were thinking about the day's events. After the meal had ended, Seanna asked JJ and Pat if they could watch Leilani for a few hours, as she wanted to meet with her mom and sister.

When they agreed, Seanna called her mom and arranged to meet her mother and sister at her mother's house in an hour.

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Seanna had called a taxi as she didn't want to drive by herself after acquiring the goose egg on her head earlier. On the way out the door, she asked JJ and Pat to keep an eye on Leilani, and let them know that she would likely be back by about 11:30 PM or so.

A horn honked, Seanna looked out, saw a taxi waiting, waved to JJ and walked out of the house to the taxi.

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About fifteen minutes after Seanna left, JJ and Pat had Leilani get ready for bed, then tucked her in and read her a bed time story. They stayed in the room with her until it was clear that she was sleeping, then they quietly left, returning to the kitchen/dining area.

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A few minutes before 8:30 PM, the taxi pulled up in front of Seanna's mom's house, she paid the fare, exited the car and walked up onto the porch. Just as she went to reach for the doorbell, the front door opened, her sister let her in, hugging her briefly, then both headed to the living room where their mother was waiting, cups of coffee or tea already sitting on the coffee table with sugar and cream on the side.

"Hi, momma, I'm glad to hear that you didn't end up with a goose egg after hearing about Sue dying," Seanna remarked as she approached her mother and hugged her closely, "I know how strongly you and Sue loved each other, you must miss her terribly."

"That I do, my dear, that I do," replied her mother, "Sue wasn't my twin, we were born almost four years apart, but for all of that, she might as well have been my twin, we were that close to each other for all these years. I do miss her very much."

Tamara joined in, "I know you do, momma, but do we have any news on the jerk that hurt her so badly and caused her to die?"

"Grrrrr!!! It seems he was being paid to beat her, he hadn't named any names as far as I know, but it wouldn't surprise me if the coldblooded pseudopersons that claim to be my Daddy's first wife's children had something to do with it, all they care about is money. When Daddy's first wife died, he was so lonely for a while, then he met my momma and he was happy again, they didn't like that at all!"

Seanna shook her head and replied, "Your daddy marrying your momma must have put a bee in their bonnets, I suppose. I seem to vaguely recall you telling us at some point that his first wife was from a Southern society family, old money or something like that."

"Yes, Seanna, that was it, their family owned a bunch of plantations down in the South, then the Depression hit and they lost about half of what they had before things settled down. Daddy met her a few years after World War II ended, they married a couple of years later, and the children, five girls and two boys, were born pretty much a year apart except for when he served two years in Korea. Their mother was reputed to be very frigid to just about everyone, so I have no idea how Daddy managed to convince her to marry him. From what I've seen and what I've been told, the children from that marriage are very much like their mother toward the people around them."

"That still doesn't explain what has been going on with the family company, money, or the attack on Sue," Seanna commented.

"Well," mom continued, "those seven children grew up to be very much like their mother as I said, with one difference, between the seven of them, only one has never married, the youngest; four of the other six have been married at least three times, one five times, every single marriage ending in a divorce within two or three years, if not much sooner, no children at all. Not one has managed to make a marriage last as long as their own mother had, or my momma had before she and Daddy were killed in that plane crash nearly six years ago.

"Anyway, they grew up with money being given to them for whatever they wanted, and they took that into their adult years. Every single divorce those people went through ended up with the other partner being left penniless or nearly so, while they cleaned up on them and added to their own personal family funds. That part of their life was changed significantly when Daddy and my momma died. None of them wanted to run Daddy's company at all, they all loved the life of the idle rich, so eventually they hired Sue to do that job for them.

"Well, this is where it starts to get interesting, I suppose. About two years after Sue took over the company, one of the accountants came to her, saying he was seeing things in the books that didn't match the actual accounts. After discussing it with someone the accountant knew, they were told they should hire a good private investigator, and were given the names of a few reputable people in the area.

"Sue and the accountant checked them all out, settled on the one they wanted to hire, then talked to him. He in turn suggested that they let him talk to a friend or two of his on the police force; he had, he said, been a police officer for a few years, but had decided he wanted to work for himself, so he had gone back to college, taken several courses and acquired a license as a private investigator. He would see if his friends on the force would be able to help at all, and he would do his utmost to discover if anything illegal was being done.

"So the private investigator and his police friends started digging. They spent about four years doing that, building up a large amount of evidence, keeping Sue and the company accountant informed as new information became available. The amount of information became significant enough that they decided it was time to plan the actual arrests, so the legal wheels started rolling at high speed.

"I don't know for sure, but I think one of Daddy's first wife's children may have caught on that something was happening, as it seems there were more 'business' meetings between the seven over the last year or so than there had been for the four or five years before that.

"What I do know is that, about a week ago, Sue was told that they had everything they needed to get the arrest warrants, they just needed a time and place to make the actual arrests. Sue told them she would arrange a meeting, the one Seanna went to today."

"Ahhhh, yes, thanks for reminding me, momma, Sue had been telling me bits and pieces about what was happening, but I didn't know everything until I skimmed over the documents she had left behind in the bedroom just before I walked into that meeting. The jerk either wasn't the brightest bulb on the tree, or maybe he just didn't care, but the information on their activities was just a few feet away when he was attacking her. Sue had been planning on telling them herself, but the attack on her made that impossible. She did, however, leave some notes in the attache case outlining what had been happening and her plan of attack, so I just went with what she had in mind."

"Holy tamale, you mean to say that Sue had people checking them out over the last few years?" Tamara yelled.

Both Seanna and their mother assured Tamara that that had been the case, the investigations had been over a period of about four years, not only were they embezzling from the company and misusing other company funds, and committing fraud in several ways, but they were apparently also wrongfully terminating some employees on false and spurious grounds, including outright discrimination.

Seanna shook her head at the thought that Sue would no longer be there to guide the company and stated, "All I did was take Sue's place for the announcement that they no longer had access to company or family funds, and their impending arrests. What happened was entirely due to their own actions with the company and with family funds, they made their beds, I hope they like lying in them."

Hmmmm," Tamara mused, "I wonder what will happen with the company now that they've all been arrested. Weren't the seven of them the official company board of directors? If so, that would mean a new board would be needed, as well as a new company leader."

Their mother responded, "I'm sure that will all get sorted out eventually. We have other things to worry about, namely Leilani."

Seanna twisted around in her chair, briefly startled at hearing Leilani's name. "Oh, my, that poor girl, she's only four and her mother is gone. I know we never met before I went there last night, but momma, I feel my heart breaking whenever I see that little girl cry!" Just talking about Leilani brought the memories back, of Leilani just after the attack and again after she found out her mother had died. Seanna curled up in the armchair, initially sobbing quietly, the sobs growing louder as the feelings overwhelmed her.

The next fifteen or twenty minutes passed as Tamara and Momma both helped to calm Seanna down. Eventually, as the sobs weakened to trickles of tears, Seanna turned to her mom and stated quite clearly, "I just don't want her to suffer, Momma, she's such a sweet little girl. She needs a mother who will be there for her, not to be put into a system that just pushes children from one place to another!"

Her momma held Seanna close, "You're quite right, dear, are you suggesting that you want to be responsible for her?"

Seanna's head shot up so fast the crack of her neck could be heard clear across the room. "Do you mean that, momma? Is it really possible for me to be her mother? You know I'm not a biological female, the courts almost always prevent adoptions when transgender or transsexual people are involved. How would we be able to stop them from doing that? She needs a loving home, and she needs it NOW!"

Momma sat there thinking for several minutes, then smiled at her daughter, "I think we might just have a way around that, Seanna. The family has several lawyers for various reasons, we could get one of them to help us on this, saying it is a family issue, and that we would prefer to deal with it within the family rather than having Leilani go through the court system and fostering programs, which aren't necessary."

Seanna smiled back at her momma through her tears. "I truly hope that works out, Momma, I just want to be there for her!"

Tamara bluntly interrupted the two of them, "I've been thinking, Daddy's first wife's kids will likely be looking at prison sentences anyway, but if there is any information that points to any or all of them being involved in arranging the attack on Sue, they could be facing twenty years plus. I know it seems wrong to wish ill on supposed family members, but those people have never treated us like family at all. Momma, could you call up one of the company lawyers and find out about replacing the board and finding a new boss for the company. The company has been in the family since your Daddy started it in 1954, there's no reason it shouldn't remain a family business, is there?"

Momma turned toward Tamara and asked, "Just what do you mean by it shouldn't remain a family business?"

Tamara looked up at her, "Well, Momma, you know I work for the publishing company as an editor, my pay is quite decent, but little sis here is stuck working long shifts in that shoddy supermarket on the other side of town for little more than a pittance. Why don't we talk to the company lawyers about having her take over the job of running the company? When she stepped in for Sue today, she did quite well. It seems Uncle Tony saw her driving past his house this morning, followed her there and heard everything she said to them in the meeting. We all know that he's doing quite well with his business building top end cars for several car companies around here. Tony's son, Tony, Jr., works with him. You aren't working, Momma, but you help with several different community organizations that keep you busy helping the people in our city. Since Uncle Tony, Tony, Jr., and I already have good jobs, and you're busy with your community organizations, that just leaves Seanna."

Seanna sat there, stunned, no flabbergasted, that her sister was suggesting that she run the family company. Momma stood up and began to pace back and forth across the room, obviously working her way through the suggestion Tamara had just made.

Eventually, Momma came to a decision, the pacing stopped. She turned to face us and smiled at me, "You know, Tamara, I think you're right. The job Seanna has now will never help her beyond having the barest necessities of life, whereas running the company, she would have a solid income and a long term job that would help her much, much more, especially if, no when, she adopts Leilani."

Listening to them discussing her future, running the company, adopting Leilani, was just too much, Seanna passed out in the chair. When she came to a moment later, both Tamara and Momma were standing over her, looking at her with worry in their eyes. She shook her head to hopefully clear it, wincing briefly when the goose egg made itself evident, and looked back up at them with a small smile.

"Tamara, you're saying that I should step in as the head of the company? And Momma, you mentioned me adopting Leilani? The way I'm hearing things, you two are in the process of planning the rest of my life, right down to the nitty gritty!" Seanna started to shake her head again, then stopped, remember what happened a minute or two before when she did that. "Are you two being serious? Do you really think, Tamara, that I have what it takes to run the company? And yes, Momma, if there's any way I can adopt Leilani, by the gods, yes, I will!"

The discussion about the company and other family matters continued for another hour, then Seanna announced that she needed to be returning to Sue's apartment and Leilani. "Momma, sis, you've given me a lot to think about, let me know what happens."

Seanna's mother and sister waited with her for the taxi to arrive, then walked her to the door before saying their goodbyes.

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While sitting in the taxi on the way back to Sue's apartment, Seanna thought about the conversation that had just finished. She wondered briefly if she had what was needed to run the company, then decided there were ways to learn those things if it became necessary. She was far more concerned with how Leilani was coping with the loss of her mother, and was happy to finally see the taxi stop at the building. She checked the amount on the meter, then pulled out enough cash to pay that and a tip, wishing the driver a good night.

She exited the taxi, walked to the buzzers at the front entry, and pushed the one for Sue's apartment. When Pat responded, she said she had just returned from her mother's, Pat hit the buzzer, the door opened and Seanna took the steps two at a time to the upper floor.

Once in the apartment, JJ surprised her, tossing a set of keys toward her, saying, "These were Sue's, since you seem to be spending most of your free time here and wanting to be with Leilani as much as possible, I figured it would be easier on you to have easy access."

JJ and Pat started walking toward the door, intending to leave, then JJ turned back and said, "Just take care of that little girl, okay? Nothing else matters as much in this world as being sure that a child has a loving home to grow up in, I'm sure you know what I mean."

Seanna smiled back, "Yes, I do, Tamara and I had a wonderful home throughout our childhood, the only thing that was hard for any of us to deal with was Momma's and Sue's husbands being killed by a drunk driver while we were in our teens. Momma, Sue, their brother Tony and his wife and son are all as close as only good family can be, I'm glad to have been raised in that kind of family."

JJ nodded, "I'm glad to hear that, you just help that little girl all you can, get your family involved. We'll talk to you soon."

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Seanna watched as JJ and Pat exited the apartment, then paced across the living room for several minutes before wandering into Sue's bedroom to check on Leilani. It was obvious that Leilani was used to going into her mother's bedroom to sleep with her, but it must have been at least a bit distressing on this night, as Leilani was visibly tossing and turning under the light duvet.

Seanna stripped down to her underwear, then gave herself a quick wipe with a washcloth and towel before donning one of Sue's nightgowns and sliding in next to Leilani. Once she had snuggled up close to Leilani, the change in Leilani's emotional state was obvious, she immediately settled down and entered a deeper level of sleep. Seanna smiled and stayed close to Leilani as she herself fell asleep.

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The new day came soon enough, Seanna woke as the first light entered the room through the partially closed curtains, then as she shifted in the bed, Leilani woke up, turned over and hugged her, whispering a quick thank you.

Seanna understood right away that Leilani was thanking her for having slept with her, in essence, helping her to sleep as peacefully as possible considering Leilani had just lost her mother; it still surprised her, though, as so many kids nowadays acted as if they were owed anything and everything they could get their paws on, with no consideration at all for others, just for their own benefit.

Seanna smiled and returned the hug, they stayed snuggled together for a few more minutes before a stray ray of sunshine poked through the curtains, shining right into Seanna's eyes. "Come on, Leilani, time to get up, we can talk about what to do for the day."

Seanna padded into the bathroom, used the toilet, washed up, then exited to find Leilani waiting by the door for her turn. Seanna wandered out of the bedroom, heading for the kitchen to see what might be available for breakfast. She opened the cupboards, poking around here and there, checking the contents, then the fridge, before deciding to start with cold cereal for Leilani while she made some omelettes. Seanna filled a bowl with Shreddies, then handed it to Leilani, who added sugar and milk to taste before sitting down at the table.

Seanna eventually found some bacon, some green onions, a tomato, a few mushrooms and some eggs, and spent the next several minutes whipping up an omelette for Leilani before serving it to her and starting on one for herself, finishing it a few minutes later.

She sat down beside Leilani at the table, watching the child devour the omelette, before digging into her own, savouring the taste.

Once the meal was finished, she rinsed the plates off and put them in the dishwasher before cleaning the frying pan and returning it to it's hook on the wall beside the cupboards. She washed her hands under the tap, dried them, then sent Leilani to brush her teeth.

When Leilani returned, they talked for a few minutes, discussing what to do for the day, before deciding on a popular children's museum. Seanna sent Leilani off to the bathroom, following a minute or two later to watch as the tub filled, adding a small amount of a scented bath oil, then helped Leilani to take off her nightgown before lifting her into the bath.

Seanna grinned as she began to wash Leilani, remembering when she was young and her momma had enjoyed washing her in the tub. Seanna was quite thoroughly enjoying herself, and soon Leilani was as well, splashing Seanna from inside the tub. Seanna giggled, and decided that since she was already getting wet, being in the bath made more sense, so she took off her nightgown and hopped in.

They spent the next twenty or so minutes playing and washing themselves thoroughly, then got out as the water turned cold.

Seanna sent Leilani into her room to find something to wear, while laughing at her own predicament, she was stuck with the same set of clothes for what would be the second full day in a row, as well as part of a night. Seanna decided that she was going to have to hit one of the stores downtown for some clothes first, the company could pay for them, then they could go and have fun at the museum.

Seanna quickly dressed in the sweat suit, then padded into the living room, picked up her phone and called her Momma. They spent a few minutes discussing the situation before Momma assured her she would be able to use a company credit card, then Momma informed her that she had contacted one of the company's lawyers already that morning. He had told her that there shouldn't be a problem with Seanna taking over the responsibility of raising Leilani, especially as the family was quite well off and Seanna would soon be working for a reputable company with a very decent yearly income and most likely access to the income from the rest of the family's many residential properties.

After chatting for a few more minutes, Seanna said goodbye to her mother, ended the call and wandered into Leilani's bedroom, just in time to get caught by a flying tartan patterned skirt landing over her head. Seanna broke out in a giggle, which alerted Leilani. Leilani turned her head, looked up, saw the skirt draped over Seanna's head and she started giggling as well.

Eventually, the two of them settled on a dress suitable for early winter weather, a pair of white tights and a pair of Mary Jane shoes. Leilani tried to dress herself, but needed some help with the tights, doing up buttons and buckling the shoes before she was ready.

Seanna made sure she had her purse and wallet, and the keys for the apartment, before locking it and leading Leilani down the stairs.

Home Is Where The Heart Is: Part 2

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

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  • General Audience (pg)

Contests: 

  • 2016-12 December Spirit of Giving Christmas Story Contest

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Fresh Start

TG Elements: 

  • Christmas

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December 2016 Spirit of Giving Story Contest Entry

Here is the next part of the story, I hope you all enjoy it.

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Seanna led Leilani over to her car, using the remote to unlock it just before they reached it. She opened the back door, helped Leilani to hop into the seat, then buckled her in. Seanna shook her head, she realized one of the first things she would need to do today would be to get a car seat for Leilani and have it set up in the back seat of the car. She smiled down at Leilani, brushed a stray hair away from Leilani's face, then eased out of the car and closed the back door before moving around to the driver's door. She got in, buckled up and started the engine.

After letting the car warm up for a minute or two, she carefully backed up several feet before turning the car toward the drive leading to the street, edging past the two cars still parked there in the back yard.

Making her way cautiously along the narrow lane beside the house, she approached the street itself, stopping for a moment to look both directions to ensure there was no traffic, then turned into the street and began driving toward the downtown area of the city.

Watching the traffic around her as she drove always made her feel slightly nervous, now she was even more nervous due to Leilani being in the car with her. She was lucky, the colder weather over the last several days was making people be more cautious that usual, and they had no major difficulty in reaching the downtown area, although they did have to detour a bit at one point because of a minor accident.

While they were stopped at a light, she briefly looked back and saw that Leilani had fallen asleep. She smiled and continued on toward the specific mall she wanted, as it had a store that offered items like car seats and other child care necessities.

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After several more minutes of driving, she spotted the big store's signs across a parking lot and carefully moved into the curb lane, then into the parking lot and around a bit before finding a space about fifty meters from the store's outer doors. She parked the car, turned off the engine, grabbed her purse and closed the driver door before opening the driver's side rear door; once that door was open, she reached in, touched Leilani gently, then spoke quietly to her, "Leilani, time to wake up, we're at the store so I can get a car seat for you."

When Leilani failed to respond immediately, Seanna shifted gears, giggled and softly started tickling the child, who woke up and began squirming and squealing, trying to avoid Seanna's nimble fingers. Both of the them were giggling now, so Seanna let Leilani know that she was about to unbuckle her, then released the seatbelt and carefully grabbed her, slowly backing out of the car. Seanna lowered Leilani to the asphalt out of the way of the door, then closed the car door, using the remote to fully lock the car before leading Leilani into the store.

Once they were in the store, Seanna pulled a cart out of the bunch close to the doors, then lifted Leilani up and placed her in the cart so she could ride around and see things while Seanna steered the cart. Seanna asked a store worker where to find the child car seats, was given directions and worked her way through the store eventually spotting them across an aisle.

Seanna spent a few minutes looking at the seats available, then noticed a store worker walking past and asked if she could get some help regarding choosing a seat, as she wanted one that passed or exceeded the necessary safety standards. The worker led her over to a nearby desk, picked up the phone there, and asked for someone to come to child car seats to help a customer.

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Seanna went back to the car seats after the worker assured her someone should be along fairly soon, and was looking at them when she heard a deep, yet smooth as velvet voice behind her, "Hello, are you the customer that wanted help with car seats, Miss?"

Seanna turned around and looked up, waaay up, to see a smiling face looking down at her, the face being a rather pleasant light chocolate in colour, that gorgeous smile showing many gleaming teeth. That voice just turned her to jelly for a moment, she shook her head, smiled back at him and replied, "Yes, that's right. I want a seat that satisfies or exceeds all the safety standards, this little girl needs to be safe."

The male looked down, noticed Leilani sitting in the cart and grinned at her. "Ahhhh, yes, I can understand that quite well, she's a pretty one! Soooo... something that satisfies or exceeds the safety standards, hmmmm?" He spent the next several minutes roaming around the assortment of child car seats; eventually, he returned to Seanna and Leilani, carrying a car seat in each hand.

"These two are the best of the lot, no real difference between them, except for price, this one (slightly lifting the one in his right hand) is $50 more than this one (lifting the other one for a moment). They both exceed the standards by a fair margin, both are good quality."

Seanna took a moment to have a closer look at the two seats and noticed some papers under the wrapping on one. Looking closely at the papers for the seat, she could see that it gave a list of safety specifications for it, so she quickly checked the other one and saw a list there that appeared to be identical to the one on the first chair. "Hmmmm, the two safety specs lists look the same."

He nodded, smiling and showing those teeth again, "So which one takes your fancy, Miss?"

Seanna thought for a moment before looking at him again and asking, "What colour options are available for these?"

Looking at the one in his right hand, he replied, "Black, red, sky blue, navy blue, mint green, forest green, and brown." Turning to look at the other one, "Black, brown, green and red. We used to carry a blue one in this line, but it's not in stock at the moment."

"Thanks. My car is forest green, but the seats are black, so those would likely match best. Could you get me a forest green one, please?"

"Yes, miss, I'll just put these back, then I'll go into the stock area and find one for you. It will likely take five or ten minutes, okay?"

She smiled at him and nodded, then looked around to see if there was anything interesting nearby as he replaced the seats he had shown them and then headed off to the stock room. She noticed other items for cars and pushed the cart over to take a look.

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It seemed it was mostly car decorations, several sizes and colours of fuzzy dice, mini silver and gold trophies, air fresheners for cars; she looked through the items for a few minutes but kept being drawn to a pair of three inch dark green fuzzy dice. Leilani noticed her looking at that particular set of dice and reaching over the side of the cart, giggled and batted at them a couple of times.

Seanna laughed, she liked seeing Leilani have fun. She smiled and pulled the set of fuzzy dice off the hook and handed them to Leilani, saying "Keep an eye on these until we get to the cashier, okay?" Leilani grinned and nodded, Seanna looked around and took two fresheners.

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That smooth as velvet voice sounded behind Seanna again, sending a shiver up her spine. "Here's the seat, Miss, I'll put it in the cart for you;" he suited his actions to his words and placed the box with the car seat in the cart. "Have a good day, Miss, thanks for shopping here."

Thank you," Seanna replied, "have a good day yourself." Then she turned the cart and headed for the cashiers near the outer doors.

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There were a few people in the line ahead of her, so it was a few minutes before Seanna could pay for everything. The cashier for that lane leaned over and put a sticker on the wrapping to show the item had been processed, then Seanna paid the bill and left the store. Seanna breathed in relief when she saw that the cart could leave the store, she knew many stores that set the carts to lock at the doors.

She carefully worked her way over to where the car was parked, again her luck was good, there was an open space on one side of the car. She pushed the cart toward the back of the car, lining it up beside the rear wheel, then pulled out the keys and unlocked the doors. She opened the rear door, carefully lifted the car seat out of the cart, looked at the wrapping for a moment before noticing some tape strips which she then pulled off, thereby opening the wrapping. Shoving the plastic down around the seat, she carefully picked it up, turned it and leaned into the car to place it in the middle of the seat. After taking a quick look at the directions, she fastened the seat in place and turned to Leilani, grinning as she said, "Well, now there's a car seat for you, I'll be able to see you a lot easier from now on while I'm driving."

Leilani returned the grin, lifting her arms up; Seanna laughed, picked up Leilani and carefully put her in the seat, then buckled her in, following the directions once again to endure it was done properly. Seanna closed the door and walked around the car to the driver's door, opened it, settled into the seat, buckled herself in and started the car, again letting it warm up for a minute or two first, then suddenly remembered the cart standing beside the car. "I'm locking the car and taking that cart back, I'll be right back." She exited the car, locked it as she had said she would, grabbed the wrapping from the ground beside the car, then pushed the cart over to the store entrance and dropped the wrapping in a garbage can before running back to the car.

It had only taken a minute or two, but a minute or two can often be all that is needed for trouble to appear. She breathed a quick sigh of relief, unlocked the driver's door, buckled up again and smiled at Leilani. "I should have taken that back first, hmmm?"

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Once they were back on the streets again, Seanna asked, "How about we stop somewhere near the museum for a little snack first?"

Leilani responded that that sounded good to her, so Seanna pulled into a Dunkin Donuts about a block away from the museum. After getting Leilani out and locking up the car, they went inside, Seanna bought a small coffee for herself, a juice for Leilani and a jelly donut to share. The two sat there for the next ten minutes or so enjoying their snack, then went to the washroom, cleaned up and returned to the car. The drive over to the museum's parking lot only took a moment, then they locked up the car again and headed into the museum.

They entered the museum just after 10:45 AM and wandered around looking at the various exhibits until nearly 1:30 PM, when Leilani's stomach decided to announce its need for food by making a clearly audible rumbling sound. Seanna grinned and Leilani giggled as they turned and headed for the back entrance by the parking lot, then out to the car. Once they were buckled in and the car was warming up, Seanna turned to Leilani and asked her where she wanted to go for lunch, Leilani's prompt reply was "Long John Silver's!"

Seanna giggled and shook her head, "I don't know if there is one here, Leilani, I'm guessing you want fish and chips, huh?" Let me call my Momma, see if she knows a place like that." Leilani nodded and Seanna pulled out the cell phone, hitting the auto dial for her Momma; it rang twice, then her Momma answered, "Hello, Ramsay residence, Roselyn speaking."

"Hiya, Momma, how are you? I have Leilani here and she wants to know a good place for fish and chips downtown?"

Seanna and her Momma chatted for a few minutes, Momma giving directions for a good restaurant, then they said their goodbyes.

"Okay, Leilani, Momma recommended a place not too too far from here, she says they have the best fish and chips in the city. Does that sound good to you?" When Leilani replied with enthusiasm, Seanna smiled and started driving toward the restaurant.

**********

At one point, Seanna took a wrong turn and ended up on a one way street going the wrong direction; it took a moment to find her way back to the correct street, then they continued onward, eventually reaching the restaurant and parking a short distance from the doors.

After releasing Leilani from the car seat and locking the car, they entered the restaurant, and ended up waiting in line for a table. It took a few minutes, then a hostess led them into the restaurant to a booth along one wall, asking if she wanted a booster seat for Leilani.

When Leilani shook her head and told the hostess she was a big girl, the hostess grinned and agreed, then headed back to the entrance. A few minutes later, a waitress appeared, asking what they wanted for drinks. Leilani asked for juice, Seanna ordered a coffee, and then the two spent the next several minutes looking at the options on the menu. After chatting for a few minutes, they decided to share a platter that they both liked, with a side order of fries; when the waitress returned, they let her know and she headed back to the kitchen.

Seanna and Leilani discussed the visit to the museum, what they had liked the most, things they thought were icky or nice; before they even realized it, the waitress was returning with a large platter and a smaller plate, and a refill for their drinks.

They tucked into the food, enjoying the sampling of various items on the platter, shrimp, scallops, crab meat, some mussels, several slices of salmon, also some slices of fresh trout, a small portion of lobster, some fresh oysters, and a tablespoon or so of caviar, with various garnishes and sauces arranged around the platter, along with half a dozen dinner rolls. It was obvious they would be taking some home afterward, but that made no difference to them, they tasted this and that, going through the various items on the platter, eating a fry now and then.

They both decided they weren't too enthused about the caviar, the oysters were okay, but the rest was pretty good to awesome. By the time the two had stopped eating, only a few fries were left on the plate and more than half of the food on the platter was gone. When the waitress returned, Seanna asked to have the food put into doggy bags, except for the caviar, and then asked for the bill.

The waitress asked why they didn't want the caviar as well, and Seanna informed her that they just didn't like it very much. Ten minutes later the waitress returned with a large paper bag containing several smaller bags, Seanna paid and they left the restaurant.

**********

Once they were in the car, Seanna groaned softly and rubbed her stomach, grumbling that she had eaten too much. She looked into the back seat, where Leilani was strapped into the car seat, and saw that Leilani had nodded off again. "Stuffed full and worn out, I suppose."

She smiled, turned on the engine, waited a moment, then headed back into the traffic, having decided that she needed to stop by her Momma's house to ask her about that credit card she had mentioned and whether a decision had been made about her and the company.

She spent the drive to her Momma's house thinking about Leilani and just how strongly that Leilani had grabbed her heart. She hadn't expected it at all, in fact, until she had heard about the attack on Sue, she had never met Leilani, so she wondered just how it was that that sweet little girl could tie her up in knots in such a short time. She found herself wishing that Leilani had been her true daughter, but that just started the tears flowing down her cheeks, she knew darn well she would never be able to conceive or give birth. All she knew was that she couldn't get Leilani out of her mind at all, she thought about her every moment she was awake and she didn't want it to ever stop.

When she pulled into the short drive by her Momma's house, she was still crying a bit, she had pulled over at one point because she couldn't see through the tears. She sat in the car for a few minutes, waiting for the tears to stop again, then opened the glove compartment and pulled out some kleenex to dab at her eyes. Looking in the mirror, she smiled briefly at the smudged mascara, then shook her head, undid the seat belt, grabbed the bag of leftovers, opened the door and stepped out of the car. Closing the door, she opened the rear one and looked in, just in time to see Leilani wake up from her nap. She released Leilani from the car seat, locked the car and they walked up onto the porch.

Seanna was about to push the door bell when the front door opened and her Momma looked out at them. Her Momma immediately noticed that Seanna had been crying and quietly asked if she was okay, Seanna replied that she would explain in a few minutes.

They entered the house and Leilani ran off toward the play room near the back of the house. They followed her, looked into the room and found Leilani snuggled up with a big golden brown stuffed bear, she seemed to be talking to it.

**********

Seanna and her Momma turned up the hall to the kitchen to drop off the leftovers from the restaurant, then headed back down the hall to the back parlour, settled down into chairs and relaxed for a few minutes.

"Okay, Seanna, what's happening now, why were you crying just before you came into the house?"

"Oh, Momma, it's Leilani, I want her so much to be mine, but that's only part of it, I keep wishing that she really was mine. While driving here a few minutes go, I found myself wishing I could conceive and give birth; Momma, knowing I can't just hurts so much it's hard to cope.

"I had to get a car seat for her this morning. We had a bit of fun in the store, then we had a lot more fun running around the museum. Going to that restaurant for the seafood was lovely, too, we had a great meal, although we didn't like the caviar much at all.

"The thing is, Momma, being with Leilani is filling a hole in my heart that I didn't even know was there. I'll do anything and everything I can to help that child to grow up happy and to keep her safe, that was why the first thing we did today was to get that car seat."

Seanna turned herself into the chair as the tears started flowing once again. Through them, Seanna continued, "I don't care what else happens to me, Momma, the only thing I want right now is to be able to be there for her from now on."

Her mother pointed over to the couch, then quietly told Seanna to go sit there. Seanna stood up, a bit wobbly, then stumbled over toward the couch through the tears streaming down her cheeks; she bumped into the edge of a coffee table, tripped and fell onto the couch, just barely managing to twist herself around so that she landed on it sitting down. Her Momma sat down beside her, hugging her tight.

"Even though you may have been born as my son, I've known for a long time that you are my daughter, I've known about your yearnings and desires that you could be a biological woman, but some things just can't be changed, love. I made sure that you could get decent treatment as young as possible to be able to grow up as a young woman, and you had the sex reassignment surgery when you were eighteen. You have been very lucky in many ways, especially so because we had the money to be able to do things without many years of waiting.

Seanna's tears slowly turned to trickles as she sat next to her mother, being hugged by her, listening to her as she spoke.

"So you may not be able to conceive, or give birth to a child. Well, there are many biological women who can't do those things, either. Does that make them any less a woman than one who can do them? I don't think so, so why do you keep putting yourself down, child?"

"Momma, I've shown you the chats on a few sites, some of the people there have been treated so badly! Disowned by their families, marriages broken, children they can no longer visit, all too many 'friends' deserting them like rats off a sinking ship. Yes, I've been lucky. I've had opportunities that many never get, but what hurts even more is being told by many people that we aren't real because we weren't born women. It's hard enough to fight for ourselves when we're being shot down from people on all sides for any reason at all.

"That's the sort of thing that too many of us put up with whenever we try to take a step forward in our lives. The system is full of shit!

As I said before, when we try to do something like adopt a child, we have people deliberately obstructing us, making it impossible. It's a very rare occasion when a transgender or transsexual person is able to adopt, and those usually have loads of money backing them, that or someone very influential on their side. Take that Cathy woman in that Easy As Falling Off A Bike story, for instance, she herself has a fair bit of money, plus income from four or five houses, yet that pales to what her husband has, or to his influence, directly or through his father. If they didn't have the money they do, or that level of influence, they would be like so many others, being told the system can't help them.

Their influence helped her to get her SRS way earlier than is usual, then that influence helped them each time they found themselves with another child practically falling into their lives, she ends up climbing business and academic ladders like a rocket on fire. That woman has more luck in the tip of one pinky finger than most people have in their entire body or lives. It's crazy, but she sure does have luck on her side."

As Seanna's tears finally stopped, largely due to the anger coming through in her voice as she replied to her Momma, she heard a faint sound coming from across the hall, a sound that had her off the couch and running into the playroom. Seanna spotted Leilani still curled up with the big bear, but now she could clearly hear the soft crying coming from the child. She sat beside Leilani and pulled her and the bear into a hug.

Several minutes went by with Seanna just holding Leilani and the bear close, before Leilani managed to speak through the sobs. "I was sitting here talk... talking to Goldy here about today when I hear... heard you crying over there, you were talking loud enough that I could hear it all. Auntie, what is trans- trans-genner or da other one?" Leilani continued sobbing quietly as she waited for an answer.

"Oh, boy, this isn't going to be easy," Seanna muttered to herself. "Leilani, a transgender person is someone who presents themselves as the opposite gender to their birth one, might take hormones to help change their appearance and some other physical attributes, but may not want to fully change themselves to be fully male or female. A transsexual also presents as the opposite gender to their birth one, often takes hormones to help change their appearance and some other physical attributes, but when possible, will undergo complicated surgery to become as close to male or female as they can. It's not always clear, it often depends on how a person chooses to define themselves."

Leilani, still crying, sat there cuddled up to Seanna, listening intently, then thinking for a few minutes before she looked up at Seanna again. "Auntie, I heard you say 'we' sometimes... Auntie, are you transgenner or transsexshul?"

Seanna, startled by the question, jerked back for a moment, accidentally banging her head off the wall in the process. She let go of Leilani briefly, rubbed the back of her head, then looked down at Leilani and hugged her close once again. "Yes, I am a transsexual, Leilani. As I said to my Momma, I was lucky, we had money enough to get the things I needed, and I'm as close to female as it is possible for me to be."

Leilani hugged her back, smiling through the last of her tears. "You said somfing else, too, about 'dopshun, that people like you 'most always can't 'dopt kids, because people 'struc you by doing things to slow down the 'dopshun or stop it 'pletely. Is that true, too?"

Seanna worked her way through what Leilani had said, then nodded to her. "Yes, Leilani, all too often, that is true, unless a person like me has a lot of money to use, or has someone willing to use their power, influence, to help them."

"Auntie, I know my mommy is gone, I miss her lots! I wish she was still here, but I know she can't be. Will... will you be my new mommy?"

Seanna didn't know it, but her Momma had followed her, and had listened to the conversation between the woman and the child. It was all too obvious that Leilani was extremely intelligent, and even more obvious that Leilani was forming a very strong bond with Seanna.

Seanna sat there for a few seconds, totally stunned by the question, then kissed Leilani on the forehead and told her yes.

Momma finally spoke from the doorway, "I think you two have had a long day already, why don't you both go and have a nap?"

Seanna's head snapped up, almost hitting the wall again. "I didn't even know you were there, Momma."

"I followed behind you when you took off from the parlour. When I got here, you two were talking, so I let you talk to each other."

Seanna smiled and looked down at Leilani, who was curled up against her side, eyes closed. "Well, she's obviously ready for another nap, and with all the emotional stuff I've gone through recently, I guess I can use one as well. I need to talk to you again later, Momma."

**********

Seanna carefully picked up the semi-dozing child and headed for the stairs to the second floor and the guest bedrooms. Padding down the upper hallway, she finally opened a door, looking in at the room that had been hers for so much of her young life. She carried the child to the bed, pulled back the covers and placed her in the middle, then stripped and grabbed a nightshirt before sliding in beside Leilani.

Pulling the covers back over herself and the snoozing child, she lay there holding Leilani close until she herself drifted off to sleep.

**********

Seanna's need to use the washroom woke her up a few hours later. When she returned to the bed, Leilani was awake, looking up at her. Leilani seemed to be thinking for a moment before she asked, "Did you really meant what you said 'bout being my new mommy?"

The look on Leilani's face as she asked that almost broke Seanna's heart, this child needed her love desperately. She smiled as she looked down, opened up her arms so that Leilani could get a hug if she wanted it, and replied, "Gods, yes, Leilani, I do want that!"

Leilani stood up on the bed, then launched herself into Seanna's arms, the love being returned in both directions.

"Okay, love, I need to let you down so I can find something to wear, I'm sure Momma has been cooking up a storm!" Seanna kissed Leilani on the forehead, then leaned over and carefully set her down, before turning to the large dresser against the wall. She pulled out bundles of t-shirts, looking through them to find one that fit her mood, before picking out one with a big, bright sun shining over a wood. Digging through another drawer, she grabbed a pair of stretchy faded jeans; dressing in the jeans and t-shirt, she turned back to the child.

"Ready to go down and see what my Momma has been doing while we were sleeping?"

Leilani nodded, reached up to grab Seanna's hand and the two of them walked down the hall and then down to the first floor. On reaching the lower floor, the smells of a lovely meal came floating out from the kitchen, pulling the two in that direction.

"Hi, Momma, how much longer will it be before the food is ready?"

"Maybe five or ten minutes, why don't you get out the plates and stuff and set the table? Put out bowls, too, part of it is a soup."

"Okay, Momma." She looked down at Leilani, smiling. "Want to learn how to set a table? It's not too hard."

Leilani returned the smile, holding tight to Seanna's hand. "Okay, what I have to do?"

Well," Seanna grinned, "we go over here, open this cupboard, and pull out three plates and three soup bowls. When there's only a few of us like now, Momma likes us all to sit at one end of the table, so the plates go here, here and here, and the bowls just above each plate, a bit to the left of the plate itself, here, here, and here. Then we go to the silverware drawer, pull out forks, knives and spoons for the three of us, and set them around each plate like this, fork on the left side, knife and spoon on the right. Oh, Momma, will we be needing the steak knives at all?"

"I doubt it, Seanna, I put fish on, it should be tender enough to flake off with just a fork. You know what my fish is like."

"Yes, Momma, I surely do. Leilani, love, my Momma makes the best fish dinners I've ever tasted, even better than what we had today."

"Really? The fish today was good, it was sammon and tr-trout, right? And your Momma's is better? Woowhee!"

Momma wandered back into the kitchen, checked the small family table, nodded at the layout and walked over to the stove. She slipped on an oven mitt, lifted the lid of one of the pots on the stove, sniffed deeply, smiled and replaced the lid. She then checked the second pot, the vegetables in it were looking good, that just left the fish in the oven to be checked. Using the oven mitt, she pulled the pan out far enough that she could stick a fork into the cooking fish, seeing that the fork came off clean, she smiled and turned the oven and burners off.

"It looks like everything is ready. Seanna, can you put out three boards so I can put the pots and fish pan on them, please? I'd rather not burn the table if I can help it." Momma then reached into a drawer near the stove, pulled out two large spoons, one with slots in it, one without. When Seanna had placed the boards on the table, Momma put the second oven mitt on, then lifted each of the pots from the stove and placed it on a board on the table. Opening the oven, she lifted out the pan containing the fish and set it on the third board. Last but not least, she put some bread on the table in case any of them wanted it, and a small plate with butter on it for the bread.

"Okay, Seanna, can you get the tall chair for Leilani? It will be easier for her to reach the table that way."

Seanna nodded, walked over to one of the corners at the back of the kitchen and pulled out a chair, the chair looked like a normal kitchen chair except that the seat was quite a bit higher, perfect for a small child to sit on and be able to eat with the rest of the family. Once the chair was by the table, Seanna walked over to Leilani, picked her up and carefully set her on the chair.

Momma grinned at Seanna and Leilani, then picked up Leilani's bowl, used the unslotted spoon to fill it with soup and placed it in front of her plate again, then did the same for Seanna and herself. She used the other spoon to scoop vegetables from the second pot for each person, then switched to normal forks to put some of the fish on each plate. "If you want bread, feel free to take a piece, okay?"

She sat down at the head of the table, motioned for Seanna and Leilani to be quiet and recited a grace before the meal.

Once grace was finished, they all dug into the food. As Seanna had said, the fish was fantastic, almost melting on her tongue. The soup was a clam chowder, so they had fish from two parts of the meal; that tasted almost as good as the fish from the oven, Leilani was actually moaning softly as the food tasted better than just about anything she could remember eating, the vegetables were perfect, she was in heaven!

Seanna and her Momma smiled back and forth, enjoying Leilani's enjoyment of the meal as they ate.

Seanna took a slice of bread, as did her Momma, but Leilani didn't need or want it, the meal itself was enough for her.

Eventually, the meal ended, Seanna and her Momma cleared the table, setting the remainder of the food aside to cool down a bit before they would transfer it to containers, then the fridge. The plates, bowls and silverware were rinsed, then put in the dishwasher.

"Leilani, I need to talk to Momma for a bit, why don't you go to the playroom, okay?"

Leilani smiled, thanked Momma for the awesome meal, then scampered off in the direction of the playroom.

"She was right, Momma, that was an awesome meal, thanks. As for what I wanted to talk to you about, it's the company credit card for one thing. I had to use personal funds today for the car seat and what we ate while we were out, so I'm running out of cash.

The second thing I wanted to ask about was the company, has there been any word at all as to what is happening?"

"Ahhhh, the company credit card is in my office near the front of the house, on my desk. I haven't heard anything about the company."

"I guess they haven't gotten around to making any decisions yet, then. As it's already heading toward 8:45 PM, I guess I won't be going shopping for business suits until tomorrow at the earliest. I wonder what else I might need if I do end up working for the company."

"Well, Seanna, if you do need something else, I'm sure you'll be able to get it at that point in time."

"You're right, Momma. I'm going to have a coffee and relax here for a while, what about you, Momma?"

"Sounds good to me, we can check if anything is on the TV, never know, we might find something decent to watch."

Seanna and her Momma each grabbed some coffee, making it to their individual preferences, then headed to the living room. Turning the TV on, Seanna skimmed through the available channels, it was all repeats of old shows she'd seen before or totally boring ones, with the exception of a nature show that reminded her vaguely of repeats she had seen of David Suzuki's The Nature of Things, a show she had enjoyed years before. The nature show wasn't anything special or spectacular, but it was interesting enough, and the hour passed fairly quickly.

When the show finished, she took the coffee cups into the kitchen, rinsing them and placing them in the dishwasher, before she wandered down the hall to the playroom. Standing at the door, she looked in to see Leilani snuggled up with the big bear, out like a light.

Seanna smiled, walked over to the closet near the front door, grabbed their coats, then headed to the kitchen to collect the leftovers from the restaurant before returning to the playroom. Once in the playroom, she gently shook Leilani, but Leilani stayed asleep, so Seanna slowly put Leilani's jacket on her and zipped it up, then her own; she put her purse on one shoulder, picked up Leilani with that arm, grabbed the leftovers with the other hand, and walked toward the front door. On the way to the front door, she looked into the living room for a moment in order to say goodbye to her Momma, who it seemed had nodded off in her chair during the TV show.

Seanna suddenly remembered the credit card. She entered the office, found it on the desk and stuffed it in her purse.

Seanna set the leftovers down, opened the front door, shifted the leftovers onto the top step, then made sure the front door was locked before she closed it. Picking up the leftovers again, she carried the bag and Leilani over to the car. She set the leftovers on the roof of the car for a moment, unlocked the rear door, put Leilani in her seat, buckled her in, then closed the door and opened the front one; grabbing the bag of leftovers, she placed it and her purse on the passenger seat, then stepped into the car, turned on the engine and let it warm up as usual.

After buckling her own seat belt, she looked behind her, then carefully backed the car into the street and headed for home.

It had definitely been a long day for Leilani, she hadn't stirred at all while being dressed in the jacket, or carried to the car. Seanna kept glancing back for a second or two every now and then as she drove to Sue's building, she was a bit tired herself, but not enough that she would need to sleep right away after they entered the apartment.

The drive to Sue's was quiet, there didn't seem to be many people out on the streets. Seanna had seen a few patches of ice as she reached the car earlier, so she was going a bit slower than usual and watching the roads for signs of ice.

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Just before 10:30 PM, Seanna drove down the street where Sue's apartment was located. Still there was very little traffic, so there was no problem with her turning into the driveway and following it behind the house. As she parked the car near the two sedans, she noticed that there seemed to be three house keys on the ring for Sue's apartment; thinking for a moment, she assumed the extra key was for the back entrance.

She turned the engine off, opened the door, grabbed the bag from the passenger seat and set it on the roof; she closed the driver's door and opened the rear one on that side, reached in and released Leilani from the seat, then picked her up, leaning back out of the car before shoving the door closed with one hip. Shifting Leilani to one arm and holding her on the hip, she picked up the bag and her purse and started walking toward the back door. Just as she went past the front end of the car, she slipped on a patch of ice and almost fell. It scared her quite a bit.

She reached the back door, dropped the food and purse for a moment, pulled the keys out and tried the other house key on the door. She smiled as the door unlocked, then she pushed it open and stepped into the house. She reached down, grabbed the bag and her purse and dropped them on the washer before closing and locking the door. Deciding to leave the bag and her purse there for a few minutes, she held Leilani in both arms and padded up the stairs, unlocked the apartment and carried Leilani back to the main bedroom.

She unzipped Leilani's jacket and slowly pulled her arms out of the sleeves, then pulled the jacket off before tossing it on a chair. She looked around, didn't see a nightgown in the room, so she wandered into Leilani's room and checked the dresser drawers. Finding one that she figured Leilani would like, as it seemed a bit worn already, she took it into the other room, stripped Leilani, then put it on her and tucked her in.

Seanna stood there for a few minutes, just looking down at the sleeping child that had stolen her heart so thoroughly. She smiled, leaned down to give her a quick kiss on the forehead, then headed back down to the first floor to get the bag with the leftovers. She brought the bag and her purse upstairs, placed the food in the fridge, then took off her jacket and hung it in the hall closet before she headed into the living room.

She spent the next hour listening to music playing softly on the stereo before she heard what sounded like crying over the music. Turning it off, and deciding that she should call it a night, she entered the bedroom to see Leilani tossing and turning on the bed.

Seanna quickly stripped, put on her own nightgown and slipped into the bed beside Leilani. When she snuggled close to Leilani, Leilani seemed to settle down a bit; when Seanna held her even closer, Leilani drifted into a deeper sleep within a minute or two.

Seanna lay beside the child, holding her close, remembering the love the child had shown her earlier, then she too was asleep.

Home Is Where The Heart Is: Part 3

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Contests: 

  • 2016-12 December Spirit of Giving Christmas Story Contest

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Fresh Start

TG Elements: 

  • Christmas

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December 2016 Spirit of Giving Story Contest Entry

Here is the next part of Seanna's story. I hope you all enjoy it.

I originally intended to write this yesterday, but after dealing with a migraine for the five days up to that point, my body decided it had had enough. I went to bed yesterday at 3:15 PM EST Thursday and didn't get up until 10:20 AM EST Friday. Nineteen hours in bed! Ouch!

The good thing is that the migraine seems to have eased off quite a bit, so I'm getting down to business. LOL

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The early morning sun peeped through the windows, looking down on the bed where Seanna and Leilani lay sleeping. Some birds began to sing to herald the sun's rising on this early winter day, but the two in the bed heard none of it.

Another fifteen minutes passed before one of the two on the bed shifted and then sat up. Leilani grumbled to herself, "I really need to pee," as she shoved her feet into a pair of slippers and wandered over to the bathroom between the two bedrooms.

While Leilani was in there, Seanna woke up and noticed that Leilani was not in the bed. "Leilani, where are you?" she called out.

Leilani replied, "In the bathroom, I'll be out soon, darn bladder."

Seanna giggled as she walked toward the bathroom. "I think I'll need it when you're done in there, missy."

When Leilani opened the bathroom door, Seanna walked around her and into the bathroom. "Go to the kitchen, we'll have breakfast."

Leilani nodded, opened the closet and pulled out an old, worn robe she had left there while her mom was still alive. She wrapped herself in the robe's warm comfort, tied the belt, then padded off toward the kitchen to see what they could have for their breakfast.

Seanna joined her a few minutes later, dressed in a similar robe that had belonged to Leilani's mother. "Find anything yet?"

Leilani looked up from the door of the tiny pantry and shook her head. "I'm not sure, really. I think this needs to be cleaned out soon."

Seanna poked her head in, took a quick look around, and agreed. "It's messy in there, some of it looks like it's been there for months."

They closed the pantry door and Seanna looked in the fridge, eventually finding very little food in there, there were a few potatoes in the veggie bin, four eggs in their box, a bit of old cheddar and a 1/4 lb. of bacon. "Bacon and eggs for breakfast! If we get bread, I can make grilled cheese sandwiches later. That reminds me, it looks like we really need to get some food, the fridge is almost empty and that pantry is a mess."

She pulled out a frying pan; she dropped half a dozen slices of bacon in the pan, watched it as it cooked, flipped it when needed, and placed three slices each on a pair of plates she pulled from one of the cupboards. The eggs only took a minute or two, thanks to having done the bacon first, and she quickly transferred two eggs to each plate. She grabbed some bread and dropped four slices into the toaster.

Once the toaster was going, she turned off the stove, put the plates on the table, then poked Leilani to let her know the food was ready and sat down. Leilani giggled and joined her at the table. Both dug into the simple breakfast; Seanna jumped up a few minutes later to grab the toast, slipped the four slices onto a side plate, then brought the side plate and a plate with butter to the table.

Leilani took a slice of the toast, buttered it and set it on her plate, then continued eating; Seanna sat down again, grabbed a slice for herself, buttered it and returned to eating her own meal. They ate quietly, each taking a second slice of toast as they finished the bacon and eggs.

A few minutes later, the food was all gone; Seanna took the plates to the counter, rinsed them under the tap, then dropped them into the dishwasher. She took a quick look in the fridge, then closed it again. "I was hoping we had some orange juice, but we don't."

Seanna shook her head, then turned to Leilani before pointing to the bedrooms, "We need to get dressed, I have to get several business style outfits today, and we definitely need food, so we could be out for most of the day."

They wandered into the bedrooms, Seanna to retrieve her jeans and T-shirt from the chair across from the bed, Leilani to her own room to dig through her clothes to find an outfit. It only took Seanna a couple of minutes to dress, she grabbed a chocolate coloured lightweight sweater from the large dresser, then wandered into Leilani's room to see what she had found.

Seanna approached, then had to duck to avoid a bright yellow sweater Leilani had thrown; the sweater landed on the bed.

"Hey, watch where you're throwing things, kid!" As Leilani turned to face her, Seanna giggled, "Still looking, I suppose?"

"I'm in a mood for bright stuff today. Somewhere in here is a pair of yellow jeans that almost match that sweater I threw. If you want to help, you can take a look through my dresser and pick out a t-shirt for me, and some socks and undies."

"Gotcha!" Seanna replied as she moved to the dresser. Finding socks and underwear was easy, it was picking out a t-shirt that was hard. Leilani had lots of them, there must have been three or four dozen in all. Finally, a pale blue one with a bright sun and a mongrel dog caught her eye. She pulled it out and tossed it onto the bed, the t-shirt falling partially over the sweater.

Leilani yelled, then she popped out of the closet right next to Seanna. "I found them, so what did you pick out?" She skipped over to the bed, nodded at the undies and socks, then looked at the t-shirt. "Hmmmm, dog on t-shirt, teddy bear on sweater, is it I love animals day?"

Seanna laughed and replied, "Maybe it is, get your clothes on and we can get ready to go."

Seanna wandered back into the bedroom they had slept in, found her purse and dug through it for a minute or two before finding the notebook she wanted, then she went back in there looking for a pen or pencil. Finding a pen, she made a list of food items to buy.

She was just finishing her little list when Leilani yelled that she needed help with the sweater. Grinning, Seanna wandered in Leilani's room to see Leilani standing there with the sweater half on, most of the arms dangling down by her sides.

The grin changed to soft laughter as Seanna reached Leilani and helped to pull the sweater down and the sleeves up. It took a few minutes, as Leilani seemed to be pulling in different directions, but it was eventually sorted out, and the sweater was on, just as it should be.

Seanna returned to the main bedroom to grab her purse, then the two of them headed out into the main area of the apartment.

As they were about to put on their coats to leave, Seanna stopped, pulled out her phone and called her mother.

"Hello, Ramsay residence, Roselyn speaking."

"Hiya, Momma, I was just about to head out the door to go shopping for some business suits, then do some food shopping later. Would you like to join Leilani and I as we wander around a mall or five in the hunt for nice looking business suits? Maybe have lunch later?"

"Hmmmm... sit home and do nothing until the one church event I go to starts tonight, or spend the day with you? I'll go with you!"

"Okay, Momma, we're heading out the door now, we'll pick you up at your place in about half an hour. Love ya!"

Momma replied in the affirmative, the phone call ended a moment later; Seanna dropped the phone into her purse, then looked around for Leilani. Leilani was standing near the apartment's main door, her jacket already on, waiting for Seanna.

Seanna walked to the hall closet, grabbed her jacket, put it on, opened the door, pulled Leilani out of the apartment and locked the door; she turned and lead Leilani down the stairs, then around to the back door of the house, locking it after they had exited the house.

Seanna unlocked the car, set Leilani in her seat and buckled her in, closing the rear door before getting in and putting on her own seat belt. She turned on the engine, let the car warm up a bit, then backed up enough to turn and drive down the narrow lane beside the house.

When she reached the street, she checked both directions for traffic; she was just about to start moving when a low rumble could be heard and a high end sports car roared past. She shook her head, the driver was going at least eighty in a thirty zone, like it just didn't matter.

She checked again, seeing no traffic, she turned into the street and headed toward her mother's house.

**********

The drive into the heart of the city was a slow one today, it seems Seanna was catching the tail end of the morning rush hour. It took them almost 45 minutes before they managed to clear the stalled traffic and pull up in front of her Momma's house.

Seanna honked the horn. A few seconds later, her Momma came out, locked the front door, ran to the car, buckled in and shut the door.

"Sorry about how long it took to get here, Momma, traffic was pretty slow today. I hate rush hour, the hour when no one actually rushes."

Her Momma laughed as the car started moving along the street. They chatted for a few minutes, deciding which store they should go to first, eventually picking a mall that had three large stores with decent women's clothing, H&M, Macy's and The Gap.

Seanna was keeping an eye on traffic around them; it was a good thing, too, as someone in a big pickup decided to jump the light at one corner and smashed into the driver's side of a small sedan that was turning onto their street. She sighed and tried to figure out a good alternate route, as the other side of the intersection was almost completely blocked now by the two vehicles.

She was just about to turn onto the street the car had been coming from when she heard a scream, looked out the window and saw a big male, who appeared to have just stepped out of the pickup, waving his arms in a menacing way at the woman in the car. Seanna rolled her window down a bit, and could clearly hear him yelling, "You bitch, you should have kept this piece of trash out of my damn way!" as he growled and kicked at the driver's side door of the car with what appeared to be a steel toed boot.

**********

Seanna turned to her Momma, "Momma, get my phone out, call 911, report the accident and tell them one driver is acting very hostile." Seanna then carefully turned onto the other street, going a short way down the street before she pulled over and stopped the car.

Momma was on the phone, "Yeah, an accident at X and Z Streets, the one driver, a big male, 6' or so, likely 200 lbs, dark hair, heavy beard, just started screaming at the female driver of the car he hit, then kicked her door pretty hard, still screaming at her."

"X and Z Streets, you say? Thanks, we've got police on the way, fire department too, just in case. Five calls on that one so far."

"We're on Z Street pointed south at the moment, about 1/4 of the way down the block from the accident. Should we stay here?"

"Police should be there in a minute or two. You can talk to them once they arrive, as long as you weren't involved, you should be fine."

"Thanks, we'll stay then. Have a good day," Momma responded just before she ended the call, dropping the phone in Seanna's purse.

**********

Sirens could be heard approaching the area, Seanna looked back just in time to see two police cars reach the intersection. One car blocked access to the lanes of X Street beyond the accident, the second pulled to the curb just around the corner on Z Street.

Two officers jumped out of the first car, one a fairly big male, the other a tall, slender female, then approached the accident scene. The guy from the truck was still screaming and kicking at the side of the car, the woman in the front seat pulling as far back as she could. The male officer came to within several feet of the guy, then yelled at him to stop, his response was to turn and swing a big fist at the officer. He missed, as the officer stepped back, but the second officer closed in and tapped the guy lovingly on the head with the butt of her gun, dropping him.

She turned to the other officer and shrugged. "Hey, Sarge, he took a swing at you, I had no idea if he had a weapon on him."

The Sarge took a closer look at the male lying on the ground. "He was armed, Jan, a gun on the left hip and a big knife sheath, too." He then pulled the set of cuffs off his belt, cuffed the male, grabbed the weapons, and with the female officer's help, loaded him in the back of their car.

**********

Meanwhile, the officer in the second car stepped out and took a moment to look around the scene.

Seanna saw him in the rear view mirror, opened her window, stuck her head out, waved and yelled to him, "Officer, we saw what happened!"

He heard a woman yelling nearby, he looked down the street and saw a woman waving from a parked car. Not too sure what was going on, as he hadn't quite heard what she had said, he walked down the street, eventually standing beside the driver's door of Seanna's car.

"Okay, Miss, what's up? I didn't quite hear what you yelled a minute ago."

"Hi, officer. Well, we saw the whole thing, we were in the curb lane a couple of cars back from the intersection. The guy in the pickup jumped the light without paying attention to traffic around him, rammed into the back half of that sedan and turned it into so much scrap metal. Then he jumped out of his truck, ran to the driver's side of the car he had just hit and started screaming at her and kicking the driver's door."

"Did you see anything else?"

"No, sir, once the cars in front of me were gone, I turned onto this street, had my mom call 911 and we decided to wait here."

When she realized that the officer was about to go up to the corner, Seanna closed the window, deciding to stay there a bit longer.

**********

The officer stepped away from their car, walked up to the corner, took a quick look at the back of the car, shook his head and went around the truck to have a chat with the female driver of the car. He passed the first cruiser and noticed someone stuffed into the back seat just as the female officer opened her window. "Hiya, Jan, just got a quick report from another driver who witnessed the crash. I'm assuming the other adult in that car also saw the accident and what followed. I'll go back and talk to her in a bit."

The two officers exchanged info for a moment or two, then he walked past the cruiser to the driver's door of the sedan. He tapped on the window and waited while the woman grabbed a kleenex, blew her nose, then wiped her face with another tissue before lowering the window.

"Ma'am? Are you physically okay? I can tell you're pretty shook up right now, I just need to know if you need to see a paramedic."

"I'm... I'm okay, that, that jerk could have killed me, all... all to get through a stop light a few... seconds early!" She turned around as much as she could in the seat and looked at what had been the back of her car, now it was a crushed pile of metal and seat. She turned back to the front, her face becoming rather pale. "If... If I had been just a little slower, I'd be dead right now," she stated just before she fainted.

**********

The paramedics arrived on the scene, they had been delayed by another accident which had forced them to take a detour.

He waited for the paramedics to exit their vehicle, then pointed to the front of the car. "The woman in there just fainted." As the paramedics ran to the car and yanked open the driver's side door, he commented, "She was damn right, she came damn close to dying here."

One of the paramedics ran back to the ambulance, opened the back, pulled the stretcher down, then wheeled it over to the car. The second paramedic reached into the car, unbuckled the woman, then lifted her out of the car and laid her on the stretcher. The next few minutes were spent thoroughly checking the woman, who awoke midway through the examination.

"Hello, ma'am, you fainted in your car, so we pulled you out and have been checking you to make sure you're okay."

The woman smiled at him, "I'll be okay, I'm just a bit shook up, that's all." She sat up on the stretcher.

The one paramedic said she could go, but if she had any problems, to head to an emergency room immediately. She nodded, went back to her car, reached in, grabbed her purse, pulled out a cell phone and made a call. After talking for a few minutes she hung up.

She wandered back to the paramedics. "I've got a friend coming to pick me up, I'll just sit in my remodelled car until they get here."

The paramedic chuckled and waved her off. "Just take care of yourself, okay?" He then turned and lifted the stretcher into the back of the ambulance and closed the back doors before wandering over to the cruiser blocking the intersection.

**********

The officer that had spoken to Seanna had watched while the paramedics dealt with the woman. Just as she sat up on the stretcher, he remembered that he needed to talk to the other woman in the car down the street, so he headed down there.

Seanna saw him approaching when she looked in the rear view mirror, she warned her Momma that the officer was returning.

Seanna opened the window again as the officer leaned in toward the car. "Thanks, ma'am." He pointed to Seanna's mom and asked her to tell him what she had seen. She did so for the next few minutes, her account being fairly similar to Seanna's.

The officer finally noticed Leilani in the back. "Beautiful little girl you have there, Miss. I doubt she saw anything, being that small."

Leilani piped up from her car seat, "I didn't see it, nope, but I sure heard it! That guy was saying nasty words after the acci-acci...dent."

"Thank you, little one. Well, you folks are clear to go, I hope you have a good day now. Bye." He waved and walked back to the corner.

**********

Seanna chuckled as she rolled up the window and started down the street. At the second cross street, she turned left. She grinned as she looked in the back while at a stop light a few minutes later. Leilani was a sweet little girl, it figured she'd want to be a little helper.

They eventually reached the mall they wanted, Seanna turned into the lot and found a parking spot a short distance from an entrance. After checking to make sure they both had their purses and that Leilani was with them, Seanna locked the car and they headed into the mall.

Checking a store directory just inside the entrance, they saw that H&M was at the end of the mall closest to where they were, and the Macy's and Gap stores were located just inside the main entrance of the mall a few hundred feet away. They decided to check H&M first.

They spent the next hour wandering around the H&M store, checking who knows how many styles of business clothes, but nothing caught Seanna's attention, she wanted suits that would look lovely for work, but could also be used for other occasions.

She gave up finally, signalled to her Momma that she wanted to leave, and holding Leilani's hand, they headed for the internal exit.

After they left the store, they wandered up the mall, looking in at stores on either side then they saw the entrance to Macy's. The store was a lot bigger than the rest, even bigger than H&M, and Seanna was drawn in, pulling Leilani along behind her.

As they had done at H&M, they wandered around the store for a while.

Seanna was glad to see actual skirt suits, and found a style that she liked; there seemed to be a variety of fabrics and colours in that style, so she picked out a dozen suits, but each suit that she dropped into the cart was a different colour or fabric. She then wandered into the area with blouses; a couple of styles appealed to her, she picked out whatever colours she could find in those styles, then checked that Leilani was still with her. She headed toward the cashiers, figuring she could hit a Vicky's Secret store later for some lingerie.

After waiting for about ten minutes in the line she had picked, she finally reached the cashier. She watched as the cashier ran everything through, shook her head at the total cost, then pulled out the company credit card, sliding it into the card reader there. She waited a moment, then entered the pin number she had been told was for the card, and waited again, a bit nervous this time.

When the cash register accepted the card and finished processing the transaction, she breathed a rather audible sigh of relief. She had been worried that the card would not work, and that she would be required to pay in cash, she knew she only had a bit of cash on hand.

She flashed a weak smile at the girl working the cash register, then grabbed the bags of clothing, handed some to her Momma, and taking Leilani's hand in hers, she led the way out of the store toward the food court. Maybe some food would help her to destress.

**********

Seanna, her Momma and Leilani entered the food court area. After looking around for a minute or two, Seanna spotted an empty table; pointing it out to her mother, they walked over to the table and Seanna and her mother dropped the bags on the floor beside the table.

Seanna picked up Leilani for a moment. "Lei, look around at the food places, do you see something that interests you?" She waited while Leilani looked around, then Leilani grinned and pointed at the Manchu Wok shop. "I like their food! Mmmmm!"

Seanna laughed, then turned to her Momma. "I'll take her over there, get her food and find something for myself at the same time. When we return, you can get what you want while we eat and watch all the new clothes." Momma nodded and sat down to wait for them.

Seanna carried Leilani over to the Manchu Wok store. "What do you want, Leilani?"

Leilani pointed to the three items plus rice or noodles option, then picked honey garlic chicken and orange chicken, with mixed vegetables and rice. Seanna smiled, she realized that whatever Leilani didn't finish here could be saved for later and decided she would order here as well. Seanna picked beef and broccoli, then pepper steak, mixed vegetables and rice.

Seanna smiled at Leilani, "I'm going to take you over to my Momma so I can bring the trays over when they're ready, okay?" Leilani nodded and Seanna carried her back to the table, where she explained what she was doing, then went back to the store to wait.

A few minutes later, Seanna watched as the two orders were placed in front of her. She paid for the meals, then grabbed some utensils and some napkins before she picked up the trays and walked slowly over to the table. She dropped one tray by Leilani, then sat across from her.

Seanna's Momma got up, looked around, shrugged and went over to the Wok. She picked pineapple chicken and chicken with mushrooms, mixed vegetables and rice, then had to wait several minutes. Taking some utensils and a few napkins until her order was placed on the counter, she paid for it, picked up the tray and walked over to the table, sitting down beside Leilani.

The three of them enjoyed the meal, each of them leaving some food behind. Momma grinned and said they could have her leftovers.

Seanna went up to the Wok counter and asked for containers for the remaining food; once she had some containers, she returned to the table and packed the leftovers into the containers. Just as she finished, her phone rang, she pulled it from her purse and answered.

**********

"Hello, Seanna Ramsay speaking, who may I ask is calling?"

The voice that came through the phone in reply to her question made her shiver, and it was definitely not a good shiver. "Ahhhh, yes, the veeery interesting Seanna Ramsay, hmmmm, I'm going to enjoy taking that pretty little child away from you."

Seanna exploded, something her Momma wasn't expecting, "Who the hell are you, and why do you think I would let you take the child?"

The nasty voice replied, "I'm Sanjit Singh, I work at Child Protective Services, and I'm going to prove you aren't fit to be a mother. I doubt that will be very difficult at all, considering that you are a transsexual piece of trash, the child will be much better off away from you."

This was just too much, Seanna growled, low and menacing, "No one, but no one, takes that child from me, I'll bet my life on it!"

"We'll see about that, you tranny bitch. Court is at 9:30 on Tuesday morning, Family Court's Children's Division, see you there!"

Seanna was about to reply, but the jerk had ended the call. She was absolutely furious now, and she had no idea what to do. She slumped in her seat, the fury shifting to intense worry, and she burst into tears, growling, "I won't let them take her! I won't let them take her!"

**********

The commotion had brought the attention of some of the mall staff. A female approached and asked if everything was okay.

Seanna shook her head, still growling that phrase, although much quieter now. It took a few minutes, but the female staff person was willing to wait, as she could see that something was very wrong here. Seanna briefly looked up, mumbled, "Help me, Lord," then faced the woman.

"Some jerk from Child Protective Services just called me and told me I have to be in court on Tuesday, they intend to take Leilani here."

The woman blanched, "Oh, dear, I hope you can manage to sort it out, she's a beautiful child."

Momma spoke up, "Calm down Seanna, I'm going to call the company lawyers and have them get someone on this right away."

The staff person smiled at them. "It looks like you will be okay. I'll let you be, do what you can to keep the child safe and with you."

Seanna nodded, "Thank you, ma'am. I apologize for the little show I put on here a few minutes ago." The woman nodded and moved away.

**********

Momma had pulled out her own cell phone, hit a speed dial number, and was talking to someone at the company office.

"Hi, Petra, can you please put me through to Sandy in Legal? Thanks." She waited as the call was connected.

"Sandy, do we have anyone who can handle family law, especially relating to the taking of children?"

Sandy pondered for a moment before replying, "I'm not absolutely sure, but I think Jackie Stormhouse has done family law before."

Momma responded, "Can you please have Jackie call me back at this number?" then relayed the number to Sandy on the other end.

"Give me a minute, I'll check if Jackie is still in the building." Momma was put on hold for a few minutes, then Sandy returned. "I can do even better than that, Mrs. Ramsay, Jackie is here, I'll transfer your call to her line, just a moment."

This wait wasn't much more than a minute, then a low but sexy female voice spoke to her, "Hi, I'm Jackie, what's happening, Mrs. Ramsay?"

Momma explained the situation, and Jackie asked if they could come into the company offices that afternoon.

"Seanna, the company does have someone that deals with family law, she wants to see us this afternoon. You want to fight this, right?"

Even Jackie could hear the low growl in Seanna's voice as she replied, "Darn right I want to fight it! I won't let anyone take her!"

Seanna stalked over to the Wok, asked for a plastic bag for the food, received one, returned to the table and put the food in the bag. She picked up a couple of bags, along with the bag of food, and turned around, ready to leave.

Momma assured Jackie they would be coming there as soon as they had dropped off the things they had just bought. When she ended the call, she picked up the remainder of the bags, watched as Seanna took Leilani's hand, then they headed out to the car.

**********

Seanna was still very upset, so once they had put everything in the trunk and they were about to get into the car after putting Leilani in her car seat, Seanna called to her Momma, and when she looked over, Seanna tossed her the keys. "You drive, please, I'm way too upset."

Seanna and Momma sat in the car, buckled themselves in and Momma started the engine, letting it warm up for a moment.

"I assume we're going first to Sue's apartment so you can drop things off, then over to the company offices to talk with Jackie?"

Seanna nodded, still trembling from the mix of emotions she was feeling as Momma put the car in gear and headed toward the street exit.

Momma turned into the street and started driving toward Sue's apartment. The traffic was light, as it was only early afternoon.

Barely twenty quiet minutes after they had left the mall, they were turning into Sue's driveway. Seanna directed her Momma to take the laneway to the back of the house, as she felt it was safer to leave the car there, even if it was only for a few minutes.

Momma shut the engine off, handed her the keys, then Seanna grabbed as many bags as she could carry and headed to the back door. Dropping a few for a moment, she unlocked the door, picked up the bags and kicked the door shut behind her before heading up the stairs. Unlocking the apartment door, she checked the bags, no food, so she carried the bags into the main bedroom and dropped them on the bed.

She turned around, left the apartment, went down the stairs fairly fast, through the back door and out to the car. She grabbed the last three bags plus the leftovers, then headed back inside, carrying everything up to the apartment. She put the food in the fridge, then carried the last of the clothing bags into the bedroom, dropped them beside the rest, and exited the apartment, locked it and headed back down to the car.

She locked the back door, then trotted over to the car, opened the passenger side door, and entered the car, tossing the keys back to Momma.

Momma turned the engine on again, then after it had warmed up, she backed up a bit, then turned and followed the lane to the street. She checked both directions, seeing no traffic, she pulled into the street and headed back downtown, to the company offices this time.

Home Is Where The Heart Is: Part 4

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Fresh Start

TG Elements: 

  • Christmas

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

Here is the next part of Seanna's story. Seanna's life is beginning to change for the better. I hope you all enjoy the story.

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Seanna sat in the front passenger seat of her car, fuming at the thought that anyone would dare to take Leilani from her. What made this even odder was the fact that they had no need to involve Child Services, as they could provide for Leilani quite well thanks to the fact that the various divisions that were part of Ramsay Enterprises all brought in at least modest profits, even the rental housing unit division.

So Seanna was slightly surprised to hear her cell phone ring; she pulled it from her purse and saw that the incoming call was from another line in the Ramsay Enterprises main office. She shrugged, wondering what was going on, and answered the call.

"Hello, Seanna Ramsay speaking, who may I ask is calling?"

"Hello, Miss Ramsay, I'm Thaddeus Savmo, the VP of Finances for Ramsay Enterprises' toys division. I'm calling to let you know that the rest of the VPs of Finances for the various divisions within the corporation wish to meet with you on Monday morning at 10:30 AM. As far as I can see, the meeting will be to welcome you as the new CEO for Ramsay Enterprises and bring you up to date on the various divisions."

"Thank you, Thaddeus, I will definitely be there. Could you please hold for a moment?"

"Yes, I can, Miss Ramsay."

Seanna put the phone down on her lap with the back facing up, turned to her mother and informed her of the upcoming meeting with the people from the various divisions that were part of the corporation, then asked if it would be wise to bring a report on the corporation's current standing with them to the meeting with Jackie, or to have the info passed on to Jackie within the company offices immediately. Seanna's Momma thought it would be very useful for Jackie to have that info available for Tuesday's meeting.

At this point, Thaddeus' voice came through, and Seanna picked up the phone again. "What meeting on Tuesday morning, Miss Ramsay?"

"I'm sorry, Thaddeus, but some bastard at Child Services intends to take Leilani from me simply because I am a transsexual. I have no idea how he found that out, but I intend to use every option we have to put this bastard where he belongs, out on the street."

Thaddeus pondered for a moment, then asked, "Miss Ramsay, by any chance is the person doing this named Sanjit Singh?"

"Why, yes, it is, Thaddeus. You know of this creep, or have heard of him somehow?"

"I have, Miss Ramsay. He destroyed a relationship between two of our female workers last year, the one woman lost her little girl in the process, that girl has been in the system for the last seventeen months, five foster homes so far. The other woman committed suicide."

"So this Singh deliberately seeks out people who are LGBT, etc., and ruins their lives in any way possible, Thaddeus?"

"That is my understanding, Miss Ramsay."

"What happened to the mother of the little girl, Thaddeus?"

"She had a massive emotional breakdown after her girlfriend committed suicide, she's been in a home for about a year now."

"Thaddeus, is there any chance at all that we could help this mother and child to be reunited? I'm meeting Jackie in the office shortly."

"Miss Ramsay, I'll be more than happy to meet you at Jackie's office when you arrive there."

"Thaddeus, before you leave, please do me one last favour, I want up-to-date info on Ramsay Enterprises' full financial status immediately."

"I have the info for the Toys division here in my office, I can have the other VPs for Finances fax theirs to Jackie's office."

"Please do that, I want to see that info at some point while I am with Jackie."

"Yes, Miss Ramsay, I'll call the others now, and I'll meet you in Jackie's office once that's done. One of us needs to be present, so we know what is going on and so we can help if there is any way to do so in whatever happens after this meeting."

"You have my thanks, Thaddeus, I'll see you soon."

**********

Seanna had been righteously upset at what was happening, now she was ready to fight for what was hers, personal and business wise. The thought that the jerk Singh had no idea what he was stepping into made her giggle, and the giggles soon turned to full-blown laughter.

Her Momma spared her a quick glance while stopped at a red light, then turned her attention back to the road, asking "What happened?"

Seanna spent the next few minutes explaining what she had just been told by Mr. Savmo. Momma almost lost control of the car, she was so angry. "You mean to tell me this slime ball goes out of his way to deliberately destroy people's lives because they're different?"

"Yes, Momma, one woman committed suicide, another is in severe emotional trauma because of him, and now he's coming after me."

"This guy really needs to be taught a lesson about respecting everyone. Oh, we'll be at the company offices in a few minutes."

**********

Seanna tried to keep calm, knowing that she had people on her side, but she was still worried, this jerk destroyed people's lives on a regular basis. She watched as her mother turned into the entryway leading to the underground parking for the company offices.

Seanna looked through the windshield, catching a brief glimpse of the fifteen story company headquarters building as the car entered the dimness of the first level of the parking area, then spotted a sign on a wall near the elevators which said "Ramsay Enterprises CEO".

She tapped her mother on the shoulder and pointed to the sign, Momma had to back up a bit to turn into the space. Seanna grinned and looked at her Momma, saying, "Well, at least I won't need to go three or four levels underground to get to my parking space."

Her Momma laughed, opened her door and stepped out of the car, Seanna stepped out on her side a moment later. After closing her door, Seanna opened the back one, released Leilani from her seat, picked Leilani up and turned away from the car, kicking the door closed.

Momma giggled as she used the remote to lock the car doors, then they walked over to the elevators, Momma pressing the up button.

The elevator pinged a couple of minutes later as it reached the first parking level. "What floor, Momma?"

"I believe Jackie's offices are on the seventh floor, Seanna," her Momma replied as she tapped the button for the seventh floor.

**********

They stood quietly in the elevator as it ascended, it didn't take very long before they reached the seventh floor and the door opened.

The two women stepped out into the hallway, Seanna carrying Leilani. Momma spotted the reception desk and walked over to it.

"Hello, I'm Roselyn Ramsay, this is my daughter Seanna, we're here to see Jackie Stormhouse, please?"

The receptionist looked up, smiling, "Ahhhh, yes, Jackie's emergency appointment, will you please follow me?" She stepped out from behind the desk, then walked along the hallway past several office doors before stopping at one and knocking.

A few seconds later, a woman's voice called out, "Please come in, I'll be with you in a moment!" Seanna recognized Jackie's voice.

The receptionist smiled again, said that she would leave them here, and turned to head back to her desk.

Seanna, Leilani and Seanna's Momma entered the office, taking seats on a fake leather sofa in the waiting area.

**********

Jackie walked out into the waiting area about ten minutes later. Jackie was a short, slightly plump woman, about thirty years of age, wearing a nice looking medium grey women's business suit with a cream blouse showing through the vest, off-black hose and low heeled shoes.

She nodded to Momma, addressing her as Mrs. Ramsay, then turned to Seanna, who was still holding Leilani tight on her lap. Leilani was beginning to squirm, she wasn't used to being held like that, even though it did feel nice.

Jackie smiled at Seanna, "You must be Seanna, and this sweet little one must be Leilani, Suzanne Kealoha's daughter?"

"You are correct on both counts. You must be Jackie, then."

"I am, would you please come into the office? Bring Leilani, there are some toys in the office, as my niece comes here now and then."

Seanna stood, leaned down to help Leilani slide down off the sofa, then held her hand as the followed Jackie into the office.

**********

Once they were in the office, Leilani spotted the toys in one corner, next to a small doll house. She squealed and ran to the toys, dropping to the floor beside the doll house; she spent a few minutes looking at the doll house, then picked up a doll and began to play.

Jackie sat behind her desk, Seanna and Roselyn in comfortable chairs in front of the desk.

Just as they were about to start talking, the office line buzzed, Jackie hit a button, said hello, then asked what was happening.

"Miss Stormhouse, the financial info from the various divisions of the corporation are here, should I bring them in to you?"

"Please do, Patti, by the way, is Thaddeus Savmo from Toys there with you?"

"Yes, he is, Miss Stormhouse."

"Then please have him bring the info in, that way, you can stay at the desk in case someone comes in, Patti."

"Yes, Miss, I'll tell him now," she could be heard speaking to someone just before she hung up the phone.

About two minutes later, there was a knock on the outer office door, Jackie got up and went to let Thaddeus into the office.

"Thaddeus Savmo, this is Mrs. Roselyn Ramsay, the original bosses' daughter from his second wife, and her daughter Seanna."

Thaddeus nodded hello to the two women, then pulled up a chair, sitting a bit off to one side, as he would mostly be listening here.

**********

Jackie walked around the desk and took her seat again. "Thaddeus, I believe you have some info that was requested by Seanna?"

"Yes, Jackie, I do," Thaddeus reached into his briefcase, pulled out a bunch of papers and passed them over to Jackie.

Jackie took a minute or two to skim over the information in each document, her smile growing broader moment by moment. "Well, I'm pleased to tell you, Seanna, that financially, each division is doing well, even the rental units one after that fiasco last June."

Seanna smiled, "That's good to know, I guess, but how will that help us in the courtroom on Tuesday morning?"

"Well, Seanna, from what I can see here," Jackie added numbers in her head, "Ramsay Enterprises shows a net profit of $11.3 million US for the last 2.5 months, that's a bit over two million better than this time last year. The businesses are doing well, which will be in your favour, as it will show that there is unlikely to be any financial difficulty that would prevent you from being able to raise Leilani and provide for her."

"Okay, that's good, but what about the fact that this slime is going to try to use my being transsexual to take Leilani away?"

"That won't be so easy for him this time, as you don't have the financial issues that many people do, Singh targets people he feels he can intimidate somehow. If he brings up your being transsexual, we'll have that excluded on grounds of discrimination."

Seanna looked across the desk at Jackie, her confusion being very evident.

"Seanna, the state changed the laws a few years back to prevent discrimination against people who are transgendered or transsexual."

"Ahhhh, so if he tries to use that as the sole basis for denying my right to raise Leilani, he'll be smacked down by the court."

"That's essentially correct. If he makes a big enough fuss about it, he could face contempt of court or even arrest."

"So basically, we go in, prove that there is nothing preventing me from caring for Leilani, and let him cause his own ruin?" Seanna asked.

"Correct. From what I've heard of him, he always wins, and he positively gloats about it after each case. If he loses..."

"Hoo, boy! That would be a serious loss of ego, he might just go over the edge at that point." Seanna grinned at the thought.

Jackie chuckled. "It's possible, so let's play this by the rules, and if he digs his own grave, so to speak, we'll let him do it."

Seanna laughed. "Thank you for your help, Jackie, I'm going to look forward to you straightening him out in court."

**********

As everyone got up to leave, Seanna thanked Thaddeus as well, then went over to check on Leilani, still playing by the doll house. Seanna smiled down at the girl playing with the dolls, wishing she had had a doll house at that age. "Leilani, we're done, it's time to go, honey."

Leilani heard Seanna speak, looked up at Seanna briefly, then said something to the doll, placed it in the house and stood up.

Seanna held out her hand, Leilani smiled and grabbed it, then the two walked back around Jackie's desk and joined Seanna's Momma. The three of them left the office, walked over to the elevators, and Momma hit the down button.

Just as the elevator arrived, Seanna's Momma remembered something she had been thinking about for a while and turned to Seanna. "Love, now that you'll have a good job and a decent income, there's a nice house several blocks away from mine that you could get."

"That's nice, Momma, but a house is a big thing to get right now, besides, I don't have the personal finances to pay for a house."

"I seriously doubt that would be a problem, Seanna, if you wanted it bad enough, I'd bet the company would buy it in your name."

"Momma, again, that's lovely, but what would I do with a house?"

"Why, you could turn it into a beautiful home to raise Leilani in. Besides, it's in the gated community I live in, there's good security."

Seanna thought about that for a moment. "So, Momma, if I did that, it could prevent the possibility of what happened to Sue?"

"Yes, dear, I raised the issue with Sue while she was pregnant, but she was adamant she would raise her daughter on her own. I thought for a while that her second husband would stick around, but he jumped ship so to speak three months after Leilani was born."

"So what happened to him, momma? Why hasn't he been there for her?"

"About six months after he left Sue, he got involved in a big bar fight down in Louisiana and was killed in the fight, stabbed to death."

"Shit, so he not only left her, but he never made any effort to provide for Leilani at all? She was his child, for crying out loud!"

"All he cared about at that point, love, was the booze and the speed, people meant nothing to him."

"So she's never really had a father, and she's lost her mother at four years old. Damn, money or not, she's had it rough."

"Just think about the house in my area, Seanna, it would be far better to have you both nearby and safe, that's all I ask."

"All right, momma, I'll think about it, just don't expect a decision any time soon, there's too much happening right now."

The sound of soft sobbing brought both women to attention; they looked down, Leilani was holding Seanna's leg, crying her little heart out.

Seanna reached down, picked Leilani up and held her close; she noticed a sofa nearby, walked over and sat down, Leilani in her lap. Leilani continued to cry for some time, burying her face in Seanna's upper abdomen, Seanna whispering to her to help her calm down.

Eventually, Leilani's tears came to a stop, she looked up at Seanna, still sniffling. "You won't leave me, please? Don't leave me!"

Her words tore at Seanna's heart, now it was her turn to cry, and it seemed Leilani was crying with her. "No, love, I won't leave you."

The two sat there for several more minutes, the tears eventually ending; Seanna found some kleenex in her purse and spent the next minute or two wiping away any signs of tears around Leilani's eyes, then her own, using her make-up compact to see her own face.

"Leilani, love, you may have to go to day care or school while I work, but I will ALWAYS come home to you, I promise."

Leilani grabbed Seanna in a fierce hug, then they stood up and walked over to Seanna's Momma still standing by the elevators. Momma looked down at Leilani, slowly lowered herself to look Leilani in the eye and apologized for having upset her.

Leilani gave Seanna's Momma a hug, too, then the three turned and Momma pressed the down button for the elevators again.

Home Is Where The Heart Is: Part 5

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Not Work-Safe
  • CAUTION: Physical or Emotional Abuse
  • CAUTION: Rape / Sexual Assault
  • CAUTION: Violence

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Fresh Start

TG Elements: 

  • Christmas

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

Here is the next part of Seanna's story. She finds herself in a bit of a predicament, yet stands strong. I hope that you all enjoy it.

The cautions for this part are mostly not due to events occurring at this time in the story, but events that had already happened. The one exception is the caution for violence, as there is a bit of that in this part of the story.

**********

The elevator doors opened, Seanna was just about to step into it after her mother, then thought of something and turned around, looking for Thaddeus. Spotting him by the reception desk, she called his name; when he came over to her, she gave him her cell number.

"Thaddeus, I want to get all the info you can about the woman in the mental health home and her child in the foster care system. Once you have everything, send a fax here at the company offices care of Jackie, then we can plan how to help that woman and her child."

"I'll get right on that, Miss Ramsay. I can see it will be a pleasure to work with you, Miss. Have a good day."

**********

Seanna smiled as she stepped into the elevator, standing next to her Momma on one side and Leilani on the other. On the way down, Seanna's Momma informed her that she would get a cab home, as she wanted to rest a bit before her Women's League meeting that evening.

Seanna waved to her Momma as she exited the elevator on the ground floor, then the elevator continued down to the first parking level.

When the doors opened again, Seanna and Leilani walked over to the car, Seanna having retrieved the keys while in the elevator. She unlocked the car, placed Leilani in her seat, strapped her in, closing that door, then opened her own, sat down and buckled up.

She started the engine, waiting for a moment, then looked behind her before she backed out, circling around the level to return to the exit from the underground parking beneath the company offices. She checked traffic, then entered, heading for a nice cafe in the downtown core.

She felt the need for a bit of coffee to lift her up. Little did she know just how much that simple decision would change her life.

**********

She'd known of Di Panetti's Cafe for a year or more, and had dropped in now and then for a wonderfully brewed coffee. She noticed a few spaces were available in the small lot by the cafe, so she pulled in and parked the car, turning the engine off. She released herself, stepped out of the car, grabbed her purse, opened the back door, then released Leilani, closing the doors and locking the car before they headed inside.

The second that Seanna opened the cafe's door, she knew something was very, very wrong. She could almost smell the fear coming from a small child, black as coal, sitting on a stool by the counter, her back to the counter itself, looking up at a very large man standing over her.

Seanna was shocked and horrified when the man pulled his arm back, then punched the little girl in the face, sending her tumbling backward over the counter. Seanna screamed and launched herself at the counter, grabbing the child just as she was going over the countertop. She then turned, saw an older woman sitting a few stools away, and passed the young girl to her, before turning back to face the man.

Seanna was so focused on the male that she failed to see the big camera of a news crew as they entered the cafe. Within seconds, the main camera was trained on the action by the counter, and several mikes and at least one camcorder were recording sound bites.

Seanna was livid, she yelled up at him, "How in hell could you do that to a little child? You... you pathetic slime!"

Speaking quietly, the woman holding a mike and standing in front of the rest of the news crew, passed on what was happening to the city around them. "This is Trish Patterson and Eye On The City, in Di Panetti's Cafe, we've just witnessed a child being assaulted, a brave young woman snatching the child as the little one tumbled over the countertop, then the woman turning to face the man who attacked the child."

The man just laughed, pulled his arm back and hit Seanna this time. Seanna saw the blow coming and managed to turn her head, catching the blow toward the side of her face rather than full on. She winced, shook her head, knowing she'd have a shiner later, but stood her ground.

"You're such a big man that you feel justified in hitting little girls and women, is that it?"

"He has just punched the young woman in the face, we have it all here on camera and sound, I also see people taking pictures."

The big black man, close to a foot taller than Seanna and likely double her weight, just laughed. "You think you're going to stop me?"

Seanna snarled back at him, "I may not be able to stop you myself, but I sure as hell will NOT let you harm a little child."

Seanna got a rather nice surprise when comments were made all around the cafe, each one along the lines of "Nor will I."

"This brave young woman is standing her ground against a man much, much larger than she is, and the people here look ready to help her."

The big man growled, pulled his arm back again to hit Seanna, and received a rather sharp surprise of his own. "Not this time, mate." Two people were standing close behind him, the one being a tall, slightly feminine looking male, the other a big man in his own right. The slightly feminine looking one announced to one and all, "I'm an off-duty police officer, folks. Sir, I'm placing you under citizen's arrest, I'm fairly sure one or more people here have put in calls to 911 about this." He then went on to Mirandize the male, then told him to sit down and shut up.

"Again, this is Trish Patterson and Eye On The City in Di Panetti's Cafe at Fifteenth and Main, the thug was about to strike her again when two people intervened. One announced that he was an off-duty police officer, placed him under citizen's arrest and Mirandized him. I have no idea at this time who the other gentleman is, but you can be sure that they've saved this brave young lady from any further harm."

He quickly looked around the cafe, several people then informed him that they had either called the police or filmed it all on their phones.

"Okay, folks, officers will be here to deal with him soon, stay calm and this will all be sorted out in a few minutes." Just as the slightly feminine male turned back toward the counter, the big black guy stood up and tried to take a swing at him.

The off-duty officer ducked, then grabbed the big man's other arm and twisted it hard, just then he felt the impact of someone hitting the big man from the other side. In seconds, the big guy was sprawled on the floor of the cafe, being pinned down by the two men.

"Trish Patterson here again in Di Panetti's Cafe, this guy just doesn't seem to learn, he just tried to attack the off-duty officer, the officer and another gentleman took him down in a classic one-two maneuver. I don't think he'll be causing any more trouble here today."

Seanna gaped, all she had done was defend a child from someone bigger and this newsperson was calling her a very brave young woman? She winced, reached up and felt around her eye for a moment; yep, she could definitely feel a beauty of a bruise coming up there.

Trish and her main camera man walked across the cafe to the young woman leaning against the counter. "Hello, Miss... I'm sure you've heard me say it already a few times, but you did a very brave thing saving that child and then defending her from any further possible harm."

"I guess I did. Oh, sorry, I'm Seanna Ramsay, I was bringing my niece in here so I could get a coffee, saw what was happening, and..." Seanna looked around for a moment, then noticed the older woman she had seen earlier, she was holding the little black girl on her lap. "Excuse me."

Seanna slowly walked along the counter, then around the curve of the counter, to stand beside the older woman. "Hello, Judge Thomas-Black, I definitely did not expect to see you here today. How have things been lately? And how is your husband?"

"Hello, Seanna, girl, I'm doing well enough, my cases are finished for the day. As for hubby, he's standing by the bathrooms behind me."

"Judge, I need to take a quick look at this girl, I suspect there may be ongoing abuse. If there is, she'll need a full medical exam ASAP."

"You always were a smart one, Seanna. All right, little one, I'm going to let you down for a moment, this woman will take a look at you." She slowly lowered the child to the floor; the young girl, perhaps four years old, stood there shaking in fear, tears sliding down her face.

Trish Patterson and the camera followed Seanna around the counter's corner, watching and recording.

Seanna knelt in front of the child, then gently reached up and wiped some of the tears away. "I'm not going to hurt you, little one, I just want to look at you for a moment, to see if there are any injuries that need medical care. If there are, I'll make sure you get that care, okay?"

The little girl nodded, then stood there utterly quiet as Seanna pulled back the collar of her dress. Almost instantly, the edge of a large bruise could be seen on the girl's right shoulder, Trish's camera man caught it on film, growling under his breath at the sight.

But that was only the beginning, brief lifts or pulls on other parts of the girl's dress revealed more varicoloured bruises, one on her left hip that looked like it might be very close to her kidney, several on the thighs below the knee length winter dress, smaller bruises across her back.

Trish Patterson sucked in her breath, appalled, as the cameraman caught every last little bit on film. "Trish Patterson and Eye On The City here again in Di Panetti's Cafe, what started as a fairly open and shut assault has turned into a case of physical abuse. I'm sure many of you out there have seen the bruises all over this little girl's body, despite the fact that the young lady is doing her best to keep her properly covered."

Seanna shuddered as she saw each injury, but she wasn't done quite yet. "Child, has he done anything else to you?"

None of them were prepared for the little girl's whispered reply, "He... he hurt me... me.... down there..." pointing between her legs. For all that she had whispered it, the camera and the various mikes caught it clearly, stunning live listeners all around the city.

Seanna looked up at the Judge sitting on her stool, something was missing. "Okay, Judge, what is it that I need to know?"

The Judge sighed, looked at Seanna and shrugged. "I don't see that I have any choice now. The little girl here is Asemba Louisa Charleston, the brute on the floor there is her father, Patrick Ambrose Charleston. There are two restraining orders out on him, he was supposed to have no contact with either his late wife or the child here since Annalise first filed for divorce almost four months ago."

Seanna's eyes bulged open wide, "Late wife? What happened to her?"

"The girl's mother was a hooker, Annalise Marie Charleston, she sometimes ran with one or two of the gangs on the bad side of town. Last Sunday night, she was in a motel room with a male from one of the gangs, a drug deal went bad big time, and she and the man died."

Sirens could be heard in the distance, but everyone ignored them, they were a common enough occurrence in the city.

"Around 9 PM that Sunday evening, he," she pointed at the man on the floor," broke into the building where Annalise lived with Asemba, threw some of the girl's clothes into a small case, then dragged the case and the girl out the door. They hadn't been seen since then."

"Judge, does she have any family at all, beyond that man there?"

The Judge shook her head, "He and Annalise were both single children, the grandparents on both sides have all passed away over the last ten years or so. To the best of my knowledge, she has no other living relatives. I guess the Amber Alert for Asemba here can be dropped now."

"Judge, this may be highly unusual, I wouldn't know, but I wouldn't ask it if I thought there was anyone else that could care for her. Would you authorize me to act in loco parentis for her, so she can get prompt and decent medical care at a hospital I feel is safe?"

"I believe I can do that, Seanna, give me a moment, please." She reached into her attache case lying on the counter, searching for a few minutes, then finding what she wanted, she wrote out the authorization, had Seanna sign it in the 'in loco parentis' role, then turned to her husband, asking him to sign as a witness. An elderly man nearby spoke up, saying he was a retired Criminal Court judge, he'd witness it also.

The note was as follows:

To all who may be concerned:

The woman holding this note, Miss Seanna Elisabeth Ramsay, is hereby authorized by myself, as a member of the Children's and Divorce Courts here, to act in loco parentis for the child known as Asemba Louisa Charleston. This child has suffered severe physical abuse, has likely been sexually assaulted by her one living parent, and Miss Ramsay is authorized to provide whatever care Asemba needs in the duration."

Signed and witnessed on this date: December 15, 2016 (Various names in their appropriate places on the document.)

Seanna gently grasped the document, then knelt down and hugged the dark-skinned child for a moment. "Let's go make sure you'll be okay." Seanna then smiled weakly, looking around the cafe. "Thanks to all of you for whatever help you gave, I need to get this girl to a hospital."

Three, no four police cruisers roared into the lot beside the cafe; a minute or so later, six officers entered, four heading to the man still pinned to the floor. After being informed of what had happened, and receiving corroboration from the news crew, an officer re-Mirandized him just in case, then two of the officers hauled him up onto his feet, locked him into a set of cuffs and began walking toward the entrance. "We'll take him in to the lock-up while the rest of you take witness statements." Then they were out the door, heading to one of the cruisers.

"And there you have it, folks, you saw it all happen here in Di Panetti's Cafe, this is Trish Patterson and Eye On The City, for Channel 4 News."

One of the officers stopped Seanna by the door. "We need your statement, Miss, you can't leave yet."

Seanna frowned, looking at the officer. "Do you need my statement so badly that you would violate a judge's order?" She handed it to him. "Besides, sir," she went on in a softer voice, "the news people have it all on film with full sound, I'm sure I could give my statement tomorrow?"

The officer quickly scanned the document, looked around the cafe, spotted the judge, raised the document and received her acknowledgment. "All right, Miss, I've met her a time or two myself in here, she's given her word that you'll take care of this child. Now go and do it."

Seanna smiled at him, saying while she took the document from him, "You have my thanks, sir," then she, Leilani and Asemba exited the Cafe.

**********

Seanna, Leilani and Asemba were soon in the car, Leilani in her seat, Asemba beside her wearing a seat belt, strapped in rather loosely as the slightest contact against her abdomen caused the child to wince from the pain. As soon as Seanna was buckled in, she started the car.

A moment later, she turned the car around, and once on the streets, headed for the Children's Hospital about a mile away. The hospital they were going to had the best reputation for treatment of children in the entire state, let alone their city.

It took them several minutes to reach the hospital, then Seanna had to drive around the site looking for the visitor's parking. They finally found it, Seanna picked a space as close to the hospital entrance as possible, then released the children, helping them from the car.

**********

Seanna and the two little girls entered through the main doors of the hospital, then walked to the information desk, Asemba walking with one hand resting on her tummy. Seanna looked at the young woman working the desk, then asked, "Could you please tell me where I can get the help I need for this child?" pointing to Asemba. She then handed the document over to the young woman and watched as she read it.

"Ahhhh, I believe Dr. Patricks is in charge of cases like this, I can page her now, could you wait over there please?"

Seanna didn't seem to have any choice at the moment, she took the two little girls over to a fake leather bench and they all sat down. The one thing that was bothering Seanna, though, was that the young woman hadn't returned the document to her after telling her to wait. She listened as she heard the doctor being paged over the public address system and watched to see who approached the information desk.

It was a good fifteen or twenty minutes before she saw an older woman in a lab coat approach the desk and talk to the young woman there. It was quite clear they were arguing about something, eventually the doctor made her wishes clear before turning and walking over to Seanna.

"Hello, Miss Ramsay, at least, I assume you are the Miss Ramsay specified in the document? I'm Dr. Eloise Patricks, by the way."

"Yes, Dr., I am that Miss Ramsay. As that document says, Asemba here is in rough shape. She needs to have a full physical and any tests that you may feel are necessary to provide physical evidence. She also needs a rape kit done, as well as an anal kit."

"I see that this gives you the authorization to provide any and all care for the girl. How do you intend to cover the costs of tests, etc.?"

"Doctor, do you know the corporation known as Ramsay Enterprises? Send the bills to them, I'll make sure they're paid in full."

"Ramsay Enterprises, eh? You do run with some mighty big fish, girl."

"I suppose so, Dr., just one thing you need to know; as of next Monday, I will be the big fish, as I am to be the new CEO for Ramsay."

"Oh, my, please do accept my apology, I assumed you were a secretary or receptionist there."

"That's fine, you know better now. Can you do all the tests Asemba here will need, giving her the best care possible throughout?"

"Yes, we can, although it might take a good half of the night or even longer before the tests are done."

"Hmmmm... I'll need to arrange a baby-sitter for Leilani here, I'm sure Asemba won't do many of the tests unless I'm present." Asemba was, at that moment, curled up as close to Seanna as she could get, even though doing so put her in a fair level of physical distress. Fresh trails of tears could be seen sliding down the dark cheeks, the almost silent sobs coming from the child were visible to all.

"Hmmmm... the document here notes suspected rape, it would be best if we did those tests first, you can be there with her."

"All right, give me a few minutes to take care of Leilani here, then we can start the wheels rolling with Asemba's treatment."

**********

The doctor walked off a bit, giving Seanna some privacy; Seanna called JJ and Pat, JJ said she could come by in a bit to pick up Leilani.

Once the call was finished, Seanna turned to Leilani, "I need you to go with JJ tonight, I need to be here for Asemba, she's terrified."

Leilani nodded, then turned and very gently hugged Asemba, whispering, "You lucked out, my new momma here is da awesomest!"

Asemba turned her tear-streaked eyes to Leilani, "She keeps me safe? She stays with me while all da tests are done?"

Leilani nodded again, "Yeppers, once she gives a promise, she keeps it! She promised to make sure you gets good medical cares here."

Asemba blinked through the tears. "Ifs she stays wifs me, den I'll do all da tests dey needs."

Seanna sat listening to the two little girls talking, tears sliding down her own cheeks. She laid her hands very gently on Asemba's shoulders, looking down at the crying girl, and spoke to her. "I'll be there for you, little one, as long as you want me to be there. You have my word."

Leilani giggled, a wide grin spreading across her face. "She promised, she promised!"

**********

A little over thirty minutes later, JJ and Pat entered the hospital's foyer, looked around and noticed Seanna sitting on a bench with the girls. The two older women walked over, said hello to Seanna and Leilani, and waited while Seanna informed them of what was happening. JJ and Pat became quite angry as they heard what the dark-skinned little girl had gone through, they had no problem with watching Leilani tonight. All that they asked before they left with Leilani was that Seanna give the same love and care to Asemba as she did to Leilani.

**********

Seanna pulled out her cell phone to check the time, it was 6:15 PM, the time always seemed to slow down in hospitals, she thought. Holding on to Asemba's hand, she walked over to the information desk and asked that Dr. Eloise Patricks be paged again.

They walked back to the bench to wait for the doctor.

About fifteen minutes later, Dr. Patricks appeared, beckoning to Seanna to join her by one of the wide hallways leading deeper into the hospital itself. "So we're going first to the bio labs, where they will do some scrapings and other tests for the rape kits, then we'll head to the physical labs for a full set of physical exams and several different scans to check for internal injuries, etc."

It took them several minutes to reach the bio labs, they entered to find several female techs waiting for them. Poor little Asemba was forced to strip completely; the women were horrified at the bruising all over the little girl's body, even more so that she might have been raped.

Seanna held Asemba close the entire time they were examining her, they took cheek swabs, vaginal swabs, anal swabs, blood tests. Little Asemba stood there shaking as they checked her, crying silently, Seanna holding her as close as she could without interfering with the tests.

The night passed slowly, Seanna taking Asemba from one area to another in the hospital. Almost ninety minutes was spent doing an exhaustive physical examination and several other tests, some blood, some other, like urine and stools.

Various physical tests continued until after midnight. By then, Asemba was drooping visibly and Seanna wasn't all that awake herself. Dr. Patricks came by from time to time, and informed them just before 1 AM that they wouldn't be able to do the CT scan or MRI for a few hours. However, in a short while, Asemba would be taken down to the EEG and EKG labs, then to radiology. Even though it might have seemed like overkill, Dr. Patricks was determined to check Asemba in every possible way that she had available.

By just after 5 AM, Asemba had been processed through EEG, EKG and radiology, only to be told the MRI would be ready in 30 minutes. So now they waited for that, Asemba actually snoozing while leaning against Seanna, until Dr. Patricks woke them up saying it was time for the MRI. Dr. Patricks then told them that Asemba was scheduled for a CT scan at 7:00 AM and a PET scan at 8:30 AM.

Finally, it seemed like there was an end in sight. After verifying that the PET scan would be the last test, Seanna groaned, just wishing that it had all been done already. At least little Asemba was grabbing any opportunity she could find to get some sleep.

The morning seemed to drag on interminably, Seanna watching nearby when she was not allowed to be in physical contact with Asemba.

Seanna was just about ready to start climbing the proverbial walls when the tech in the PET scan room told her they would be done soon. Seanna sighed, then laughed weakly. "We've been in this hospital since 4:00 PM yesterday, I'd think almost 19 hours here is enough!"

**********

Seanna waited for everything to be finished, then headed off to call JJ. "Hi, JJ, I'm way too tired to drive, can Pat bring my car home?"

"Sure, Seanna, should we head over there now?"

"If you two can be here in about thirty minutes or so, that would be fantastic, I've been daydreaming about beds since 2:30 AM."

"Okay, Seanna, we'll meet you where we picked up Leilani last night. Just so you know, she's been great, she had a nightmare, but she's okay."

Just as Seanna was turning to go in and get Asemba, Dr. Patricks appeared again. "Okay, now that the tests are done, we can send these last ones down to be checked and examined. We'll have all the test results for you in about six to eight hours, having our own labs helps."

Seanna nodded, too tired to do anything more than thank the doctor. She went in, found Asemba's clothes in a pile and helped her to dress.

It took over ten minutes before she finally found the bench by the information desk in the foyer, she and Asemba collapsed onto it.

The two dozed off for a bit, as they'd been doing for most of the night, only to be abruptly awakened by JJ, Pat and Leilani.

Seanna barely managed to fall into the front passenger seat of JJ's small sedan, JJ had to put the girls in herself. Pat had been given the keys to Seanna's car, and had already left the lot. Once everyone was in and buckled up, JJ started the car and headed back toward the house.

The drive home took about 40 minutes, Seanna spending most of it snoozing in the front passenger seat of the car.

Seanna woke up just as JJ parked not far from the back door of the house. She was a wee bit more awake than earlier, so she helped JJ to get the two little girls from the back, and carried Asemba into the house. Once they were in the house, Seanna asked Leilani to stay with JJ for a bit longer, as she wouldn't be able to stay awake and care for her at this point in time. Leilani nodded and followed JJ into her apartment.

Seanna half stepped, half staggered her way up the stairs, only the bannister kept from falling while she held on to Asemba's hand. The little girl made no sound, even though she had to be in some pain. Seanna and Asemba wandered into what had been Sue's bedroom.

Seanna detoured into Leilani's room to get a nightgown for Asemba, then put on her own nightgown and climbed in next to Asemba.

It seemed like only a few seconds, but was more than likely several minutes, before Asemba and then Seanna fell asleep, snuggled together.

Home Is Where The Heart Is: Part 6

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Not Work-Safe
  • CAUTION: Physical or Emotional Abuse
  • CAUTION: Rape / Sexual Assault
  • CAUTION: Violence

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Fresh Start

TG Elements: 

  • Christmas

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

Here is the next part of Seanna's adventures as she slowly watches her life change in ways she had never dreamed possible.

Most of the cautions given here refer to events that happened to Asemba before Seanna rescued her. The violence one also indirectly refers to Leilani, who witnessed the brutal beating of her mother a few days earlier, followed by her mother's death the next day.

**********

The sound of crying very close to her woke Seanna from a sound sleep, she realized it was Asemba crying; turning herself slightly in the bed, she put both her arms around the little girl and very gently pulled her into a hug. Seanna had some idea as to what was causing Asemba to cry, but that didn't matter to her at all, all that mattered was that Asemba be given love and compassion, and that Seanna could and would do.

As far as Seanna could tell, Asemba was still asleep, but the crying continued as Seanna held her close.

It was about ten minutes later that Asemba's crying tailed off into brief sobs and then stopped; Asemba awoke, still being held close by Seanna, and slowly turned herself so that she was facing Seanna, then produced a weak smile and whispered, "Thank you."

Seanna just kept on hugging her, and replied, "If you ever want to talk to me or someone else about things, just let me know, okay?"

The little girl shuddered in Seanna's soft but firm grasp, as if she were recalling events that she would prefer not to remember, yet something told her that she would be safe with this woman. Asemba shuddered briefly again, then whispered, "He did lots of aw-awful things to me..."

It sounded like Asemba wanted to say more, but couldn't just yet, so Seanna quietly asked, "I assume you mean your father?"

Asemba nodded, whispering, "Yes, he hit me with his hands shut lots of times, you... you saw the bru... bruises yester... day. It started when he... he took me from... momma's apartment, he pulled me... me so hard it left... bruises on my arm. He took me to a... a motel, it was yucky, not clean, bugs... ewwwwwww... that's when he... he started hitting me, then... then he stuck his... his thing in me, and it HURT, ohh, it hurt!"

Asemba broke into tears again, occasional hiccups rising through the crying, and Seanna continued to hold her, wondering how the hell someone could do things like that man had done to his own daughter. Eventually, the crying slowed down and stopped.

A few minutes later, Asemba continued, "He kept me in... in that yucky room for... for over three days, he... he hit me when he... he felt like it, and he... he stuck his thing in... in me three, four times... times a day, until... yesterday, he decided to go... to where you found me."

Seanna tensed, her anger rising, swiftly turning to pure fury, while still trying to gently hold the girl as she relived her recent horrors. "I told you yesterday, when we were in the hospital before they started examining you, that I would be there for you, I meant it with all my heart."

Asemba nodded, then turned over and gently snugged herself in against Seanna. It took a while, but eventually both were once again asleep.

**********

Seanna woke up again when her bladder made it quite clear that she needed a washroom rather soon. After taking a quick look at the lovely dark-skinned child lying on the bed, Seanna got up and semi-ran to the washroom, took care of her needs and washed her hands.

She wandered back out into the bedroom, looking at the small digital alarm clock/radio sitting on the night table, it showed 3:35 PM.

She sat on the edge of the bed, content to just watch Asemba sleep, then remembered that she didn't have the judge's order about Asemba. She went to her purse, pulled out her cell phone and called the information desk at the hospital she had taken Asemba to yesterday.

"Hello, this is the information desk at Children's Hospital, may I ask what you need, please?"

"Hello, my name is Seanna Ramsay, I brought a young girl in there yesterday to have extensive testing done under a judge's order. It seems that Dr. Patricks didn't return the order to me when the tests were done, and I need that order so I can provide care for Asemba."

"Ahhhh... just a moment, let me check if Dr. Patricks is in the building." The line switched to muzak commonly heard while on hold; Seanna waited, slightly impatiently, until the woman returned to the line a few minutes later, "Yes, she's here, and she says you can pick it up here."

Seanna replied, "By here, I assume you mean the information desk near the front entrance?"

"That is correct, she will leave it here for you sometime in the next half hour or so."

"Thank you, that will give me some time to have something to eat, I haven't had anything since early yesterday afternoon."

"Oh, my, it sounds like you had best get something to eat soon. You must be starving!"

"Something like that. I'll be by to pick up the judge's order in about an hour. Bye." She then ended the call.

She turned to the bed, smiling briefly when she saw Asemba looking up at her, and asked, "How about we go out and get some food?"

For a moment, Asemba looked worried or upset at the thought of going out, but she soon smiled up at Seanna and nodded.

Seanna grinned at the little girl, "All right, then let's get ready, would you mind wearing something of Leilani's, you're about the same size?"

Asemba thought about it for a moment, then shrugged, saying, "Anyfing is fine, I's not picky."

"Okay, one more question, do you want to have a bath by yourself, or do you want me in the bath with you? I'll help you get clean either way."

Again, Asemba took a moment to think it over, then she smiled weakly up at Seanna and told her, "I want you wifs me, den I feels safe."

Seanna rushed to the bed's edge, leaned down, picked up the girl and hugged her close for several minutes.

**********

Half an hour later, Seanna and Asemba were both clean after having a bit of fun in the bathtub, both of them were giggling. They wandered into Leilani's room, where Seanna found some pale pink panties and handed them to Asemba, followed by a pair of white tights. Seanna then opened the closet, and spent several minutes digging through the clothing there, before she pulled out a pink knee-length jersey dress.

Seanna spent the next few minutes helping Asemba to get dressed, then had Asemba try on a pair of black Mary Janes, which fit fairly well. She then walked into the main bedroom and quickly dressed herself in the jeans she'd been wearing for the last day or so, then looked in Sue's dresser for a t-shirt, eventually picking out a green one with a fuzzy looking bear on it, and a pale green sweater. She would have worn a pair of Sue's jeans, but her legs were a few inches longer than Sue's had been, so they wouldn't fit properly.

Once they were both dressed, Seanna called JJ to have her send Leilani up so she could pick out something nice to wear.

**********

Leilani came scampering up the stairs, and ran into the apartment once the door had been opened, then into her bedroom. Asemba was still in Leilani's bedroom, having just finished getting dressed, and was startled for a moment when Leilani entered the room.

Leilani noticed Asemba looking at her, and grinned, saying, "That dress looks better on you than on me, you can have it."

Asemba nodded shyly, not sure just what to say. She continued to stand there watching Leilani, then got tired of standing, sat down on the bed and watched as Leilani dove into the closet, eventually coming out a few minutes later with a pale green dress. Leilani tossed the dress on the bed beside Asemba, then opened her dresser and pulled out a pair of light green panties and white tights.

Leilani dropped those on the bed, then started undressing herself, at which point Asemba covered her own eyes, being a bit embarrassed. Leilani turned around and continued undressing, only turning back to grab the panties and tights, putting them on before reaching for the dress. Here, she had a bit of difficulty and called Seanna in to help, and Seanna smiled as she quickly helped Leilani to finish dressing.

Seanna then stepped back for a moment, looking at the two girls, so different in one way, but similar in others. "You both look lovely."

**********

Seanna went into the main bedroom again, pulled out her phone and checked to see if there were any messages. There were two, one from her Momma, hoping that she was okay, the other one was from that slime Singh and it turned her blood cold for a moment.

"Hello, Miss Seeeeeanna Ramsay, I see you're not available at the moment. I heard through some friends of mine in the court systems that you have managed to acquire another little girl, and I'm quite happy to say I'll take her away from you, too, you filthy tranny bitch."

Seanna stood there, shaking as her anger took over, this creep was really beginning to get on her nerves. She took one deep breath after another for a few minutes, then called the company offices and left a message for Jackie about the message she had just heard. Just after she hung up, having left the message for Jackie, the two little girls scampered into the room, coming to a stop when they saw Seanna.

It was immediately obvious to both of them that Seanna was quite upset, and the girls walked over to her, hugging her from both sides. Seanna broke down then, falling to her knees, and spent several minutes crying while the two girls held on to her.

When the tears finally stopped, Seanna smiled at the two little girls, whispering her thanks to them, then slowly stood up. "Let me go in the bathroom and clean myself up, then we'll head out. I need to make a couple of stops before we go to have some food, okay?"

The two girls nodded and Seanna walked into the bathroom, emerging a few minutes later looking a fair bit better. Seanna went and got the girls' coats, then picked up her own, and after locking the door, they all trooped down the steps and out back to the car.

Seanna made sure the door to the house was locked, then unlocked the car and put Leilani in her car seat and Asemba beside her. Seanna chuckled for a moment, then said, "It looks like I need to get a car seat for Asemba, too, I guess we can stop in there at some point today."

Asemba looked over at Leilani and asked, "Car seat? Likes hers?" as she pointed at Leilani's.

Seanna laughed, "Yes, like Leilani's, but we'll do that after I take care of some other things and after we have something to eat." She started the car, and was just about to back out to go down the lane beside the house when her phone rang. She pulled the phone out, saw it was Jackie returning her call and answered it, "Hi, Jackie, thanks for calling back so fast. That filth Singh at Child Services called me today."

Jackie responded, "What did he say?" at which point Seanna gave a quick but complete rundown of the message. Jackie listened, then asked if Seanna could come in so that she could record the message, in case it might be needed in the court on Tuesday.

Seanna thought for a moment, the company offices were only a half mile or so from the hospital, so that wouldn't add much time.

"All right, Jackie, I'll meet you in about an hour, might be a bit less, it depends on how bad the traffic is."

"Okay, I'll see you then. Bye," as Jackie ended the call.

**********

"Okay, we're going to the hospital so I can get that judge's order back, then to the company offices so Jackie can copy the message. Once we finish doing that, we'll decide where to eat, after that, we'll go to the mall where I got Leilani's car seat and get one for you, Asemba."

The two little girls quickly answered yes as Seanna backed up, then turned down the lane to the street; she checked carefully for any traffic, had to wait a moment as a large pick-up rumbled by, then turned into the street and started driving toward the hospital.

**********

The drive to the hospital took about 35 minutes, traffic was not too bad, many people had left the offices a bit earlier to enjoy the weekend.

Seanna pulled into the visitors lot, parked the car as close to the main entrance as possible, then got out, opened the back door, taking a few minutes to release the two girls and help them out, before locking the car and holding both girls' hands, walked into the hospital.

They went to the information desk, but had to wait for a few minutes, as there was no one there, so they sat down on the bench nearby. They had been sitting there for maybe five minutes when Seanna noticed someone was at the desk, so she and the girls walked over to it.

"Hello, I called earlier about a judge's order that I am supposed to carry regarding Asemba here, my name is Seanna Ramsay."

The young woman behind the desk looked up, "I'll need to see some identification, please, before I give you that order."

Seanna shook her head, but pulled out her wallet, then a few pieces of ID, including two photo ones, setting them on the counter. The young woman spent a few minutes closely examining them, then placed a call to Dr. Patricks to come down to the information desk.

"If you're wondering why I called Dr. Patricks, it's because she can verify who you are, as she was with you all last night."

Seanna wasn't entirely pleased at having to have someone verify who she was, but if it helped, she could stay calm until it was all sorted.

Several minutes later, Dr. Patricks walked up to the desk, looked at Seanna, and asked why she had been called down. When she was told that it was to verify that Seanna was who she said she was, she wasn't very pleased, either, but she did provide the verification.

Once that was done, Seanna's ID was returned to her, along with the judge's order, and she and the girls turned to leave the hospital. Seanna turned back for a moment and thanked Dr. Patricks for all of her help with the examinations.

Dr. Patricks responded by saying that she had the results, if Seanna would come with her, she could get them now. Seanna quickly agreed and she and the two girls followed the doctor to her office, where Dr. Patricks rummaged through a pile of papers, then handed some to Seanna.

Dr. Patricks spoke quietly, "That should be everything. This little one is lucky, she's way too young to be able to get pregnant, thank God, but she has obviously been raped several times, all within the last four or five days, both front and back, and yes, we found semen."

Seanna closed her eyes for a moment, the fury at what Asemba had gone through was rising again, she swore she would get justice for her. "I'm sorry, I'm rather upset right now, can we just sit here for a few minutes, while I explain to Asemba what was found?"

Dr. Patricks nodded. "I'll stay right here, so I can help if it's needed."

Seanna turned to Asemba, still very upset, "Asemba, love, the tests that were done found evidence of what your daddy did to you, that evidence will be used to put him behind bars for a very long time. I don't think he'll be happy there, child molesters don't often last long in jail."

Asemba looked up at Seanna, a few tears sliding down each cheek, "He cant's... can'ts hurts me again? I stays... stays wifs you?"

"He'll never hurt you again, little one. If you want to stay with me, we can ask the court to allow that, but we have to follow procedure, okay?"

"What's that means, dat proced-ced-ure?"

"Asemba, it means we have to do things step by step, I can't just say you're mine, as much as I might want to say that. So in a few days, when I have to be in family court anyway, I'll ask the judge for a recommendation that you stay in my care so I can take care of your needs. That might turn out to be a bit easier than for most because my family has a fair bit of money behind us, finances will not be an issue."

Dr. Patricks interrupted, "You're going into family court? Why?"

"You likely didn't know this, Dr., but I'm transsexual, and this guy Singh at Child Services is intending to use that to take the children."

Dr. Patricks blanched when Seanna mentioned Singh, then said some things that shouldn't be said in front of young children. She then apologized, then added, "If it's who I think it is, that jerk caused my cousin to commit suicide about a year ago."

Seanna's head snapped up when she heard suicide. "Dr., was your cousin a woman named Eileen Patterson?"

This time, it was Dr. Patrick in shock. "Yes, but how do you know about it?"

"Well, Dr., your cousin and another woman both worked in my company. It seems Singh found out they were lesbians, and went after them to the point where the one woman's child was taken from her and put into foster care. A few months after that, your cousin committed suicide, and maybe a month or so after that, the mother had a major nervous breakdown and has been in a mental health home since then."

Dr. Patricks said a few more things that young children really shouldn't hear, but the two girls ignored her, both of them hugging Seanna.

"Dr. Patricks, if things go as I hope they will on Tuesday, this Singh may well find himself out of a job and facing a lawsuit or two."

"Why do you think they'll go that way? What makes you different from others he's destroyed?"

"The simple fact that, as the new CEO of Ramsay Enterprises as of this coming Monday, I'll be in control of several businesses worth a total of about $780 million US. The people that Singh has picked on in the past often had minimal financial resources, which hurt their chances. Singh was able to put them through enough legal wranglings that many of them ended up flat broke, losing everything."

"Holy Mother! So he won't be able to hurt you much financially, and that's what he usually used to win cases in the past?"

"Correct. I can just see what he'll say once he finds out he can't win in his usual manner. It should prove quite interesting. The other thing that will be interesting will be putting this judge's order before the court, I'd be willing to bet he'll go bananas once we show that."

Dr. Patricks whistled, then said, "What I would give to be there to see that jerk get his comeuppance! When are you in court?"

"At 9:30 AM on Tuesday, Family Court's Children's Division. I'm not sure which courtroom that is, but I'll likely find out after I leave here."

"Give me a call once you know what courtroom it is, if I can manage to swing a shift change, I'll be there to support you."

Seanna looked at the Doctor. "Why would you do that, you don't know me at all?"

"Seanna, I may not know you personally, but I sure as hell don't know many people who would do what you've done for Asemba here. That alone makes me want to help you, I know very well that this child is going to need a lot of medical and psychiatric care."

"You're right about the psych care, speaking of which, I need to find a decent child psychiatrist or psychologist for her, maybe for Leilani, too."

"I might be able to help you with that, I'll need to look through my contacts in those fields. Give me your number, I'll get you the info."

Seanna nodded, tore a small piece of paper off an envelope in her purse and wrote her name and cell number on it, then passed it to her.

Dr. Patricks took the bit of paper, stuffed it into a pocket, then knelt on the floor and looked at Asemba. "I know you've been through a lot, little one, but I think you can be strong, also know that this lady here will help you in any way she can, okay?" She pointed to Seanna.

Asemba nodded, still holding onto Seanna, "She heps me lots since yesserday, she's been wifs me through all those tests, and when I wokes up earlier upsets about that stuffs," she pointed at the papers Seanna was holding, "she helds me and listeneds to me, I likes her!"

"That's lovely, Asemba. I'm sorry, but I need to return to my work, I wish you all the best." She marched out the door, leaving Seanna and the girls sitting there. Seanna skimmed through the papers, then folded them, stuffed them in her purse, and led the girls out of the hospital.

**********

It didn't take them more than ten minutes to go from the hospital to the company offices. Seanna parked the car in the slot available for the CEO of the company, then helped the two girls out of the car before she locked it and they headed over to the elevator.

A few minutes later, they reached the seventh floor and walked over to the reception desk, where Seanna asked if Jackie was available. Patti rang through to Jackie's office, talked for a moment, then waved Seanna and the girls down the hall to Jackie's office.

Seanna knocked on the door, a yell from inside told her to come in, so she opened the door and led the children into the office. They were just about to sit down when Jackie herself appeared, said hello to them, then waved them all into the inner office, following them in.

Once they were in the room, Leilani whispered to Asemba that there was a gorgeous doll house here if she wanted to play. Asemba thought that was cool, and the two girls scampered behind the desk to the corner with the doll house, took off their jackets and began to play.

Jackie was surprised to see a second little girl, and immediately asked Seanna how she came to be responsible for this one.

"Well, after we left here yesterday, I wanted a coffee, I went to Di Panetti's Cafe, and walked in to see her getting slapped by her father," Seanna replied as she took off her jacket and hung it over the back of the chair she would be using, then sat down.

Jackie's eyes boggled. "Seanna, do you know that you've been on the news almost constantly since that happened? Damn, it's been on all the major news channels for the last 24 hours, and a bunch of the radio stations around here have been discussing it, too."

Seanna turned white as she heard what Jackie was saying. "You can't be serious, all I did was stop that jerk from hurting her again."

"Yep, that may have been all that you did, but it grabbed a heck of a lot of people's attention, let me tell you. Heck, I've even heard from a lawyer friend who works in the Mayor's office that they're recommending you for a bravery citation. Same at state level."

Seanna blanched even more than she had before, her face almost looking like paper, then fainted, sliding out of the chair onto the floor.

"Oh, damn!" Jackie sighed as she picked up the phone, dialled an extension and asked if they could send someone up to check Seanna out. A few minutes later, there was a knock on the door, then a man and a woman entered, both wearing standard nurses outfits. The man shoved the chair away from Seanna, then they both began to examine her, one checking pulse, the other that Seanna was breathing properly.

The girls had heard Jackie's remark, stopped playing and peeked around the end of the desk to see Seanna lying on the floor.

Seanna woke up as they were examining her, and complied when she was asked to just stay there for a bit longer. They continued to check her out for a few more minutes, eventually decided that she was fine and packed up their gear, then left the office.

The girls had watched as the two nurses checked Seanna; once they were assured that Seanna was okay, they returned to their play.

Seanna slowly pulled herself up and sat down in the chair, bringing it closer to the desk, then just sat there for a bit.

Eventually, Seanna shook her head, winced briefly, then turned to Jackie asking, "City and state? Why?"

"Why, she asks? Lady, you stood up to a man a heck of a lot bigger than you and stood your ground against him to protect a child. I'll bet you didn't even think of what could happen to you when you did that, only that she needed protecting and you stuck your neck out."

"What do you mean that I stuck my neck out?" Seanna asked.

Jackie shook her head, then answered her, "Seanna, with how big he is, he could have killed you as easily as hurt you. You're damn lucky."

"Oh, my. You may well be right, all I know is that she was being hurt, and seeing a child being hurt infuriates me like nothing else can."

"In a way, that little show helps us, in another, it hurts us, as it shows you can be provoked into actions that could go very wrong on you. Anyway, you came in here to let me copy the message that guy Singh from Child Services left on your phone, so where's the phone?"

Seanna reached for her bag on the edge of the desk, pulled the phone out, entered her voicemail code, then handed it to Jackie. Jackie followed the directions and listened to the message several times, then hooked the phone up to her computer and copied the message. She then took some time to make a few extra copies of the message, stored them in various locations, then handed the phone back to Seanna.

Seanna laughed and informed her that she might want to disconnect the phone from the computer first. Jackie did so, also laughing.

Seanna put the phone in her purse, then asked, "Do you think this message will need to be used on Tuesday?"

Jackie replied, "It's hard to say, it will depend on just what he does and whether he tries to use the transsexual angle at all. In any case, whether he uses that angle or not, if we bring it to the attention of the court, it could still cause him a lot of trouble."

"But more if he is the one to bring that out in the courtroom? Especially when he finds out I have so much money behind me?"

"Well, once he finds that out, he won't be happy. If he uses the transsexual angle at any point, the judge will not go easy on him."

"So we just go with the same plan as before, then?"

"That's right. Is there anything else you need to discuss with me?"

"I don't think so, I just brought the message in because you asked me to, to provide extra evidence, if needed."

"All right, then, Seanna, I guess I will meet you in the courthouse a little while before the court opens."

"Oh, thanks for reminding me, what courtroom will it be in? I know nothing about the court system here."

Jackie skimmed through the file, then looked at Seanna and replied, "Children's Division is usually held in County Court, Room 215. Hmmm... perhaps it would be better if you came here about an hour before Court started and I could show you where it is."

"Okay, and what about the two girls? Should I arrange for a babysitter for them, or can they come to the courthouse, if not in the court?"

"The courthouse has a daycare area, but I think I can arrange for someone to be with them, and they could relax in the cafeteria."

"Okay, then I guess I will be coming here Tuesday morning. I'll see you then. Leilani, Asemba, it's time to go." She picked up her purse.

The girls ran out in front of the desk, each of them grabbing one of Seanna's hands as she prepared to leave the office. Seanna looked at the girls, then giggled and asked them where their jackets were, the two girls said "Oops!" together and ran to grab their jackets.

Jackie said goodbye to the girls as Seanna helped them into their jackets, then put on her own jacket; once they were all ready, the girls grabbed Seanna's hands and they went out into the hall, back to the elevators where Seanna hit the down button.

**********

They had to wait a few minutes before the elevator reached their floor, only to find out it was going up, not down, so they ended up waiting for about five more minutes before it returned to their floor. They stepped in and Seanna pressed the button for the first parking level.

The elevator made a few stops before reaching the ground floor, where everyone else got off, then they continued to the parking floor below.

As they exited the elevator and walked toward the car, Seanna asked where the girls wanted to go for food. Asemba shrugged her shoulders, deciding to leave it up to Leilani, who then grinned and asked if they could go to the fish place and give Asemba a real treat.

Seanna turned to Asemba, asking her if she had any food allergies, Asemba replied that she didn't think so, or at least didn't know of any.

Seanna smiled, the place Leilani had suggested was the one Seanna's mother had told her about and they had eaten at a few days before. "Okay, then, let's get you both in the car and we'll go there," as she unlocked the car doors and opened the back one. She spent the next few minutes making sure the two girls were secure, Asemba appeared to be having less trouble with the seat belt, which was good.

Seanna then closed the back door and walked around the car, then opened the driver's door, sat down and started the engine. She waited for a bit so the car could warm up, then backed out and followed the paths around to the exit, then out to the street. She had to think for a minute or two before she remembered the restaurant's location, when she saw the street was clear, she turned and headed for the restaurant.

Like the previous time, she managed to find a space not far from the doors, then let the children out from the back seat and locked the car before taking each child by the hand. They entered the restaurant, Seanna briefly letting Asemba go, then took her hand again and waited.

It didn't take very long before a hostess saw them and came to the front of the restaurant. "Table for three? Do you want chairs for them?"

Seanna already knew that Leilani didn't like using the chairs, but asked Asemba if she wanted one. Asemba looked over at Leilani and asked her if she wanted one; when Leilani said no, Asemba turned to the woman and said she didn't want one, either.

The woman smiled at the two little girls acting like big girls, then led them to a booth and let them settle in before asking about drinks. They all took off their coats, Seanna asked for coffee, and the girls both asked for juice. The drinks arrived a few minutes later.

Seanna and Leilani spent the next several minutes telling Asemba how much they had enjoyed the food here before, except for the caviar. When the waitress returned asking what they wanted to eat, they asked for the same platter as last time, without the caviar, and some fries.

While they were waiting for the food, Seanna asked Asemba what she liked to do, the little girl looked up at her, completely confused. Seanna then went on to ask her if she liked going to museums, or parks, or shopping at some of the malls around the city. Again, Asemba seemed confused, eventually Seanna found out that the little girl had rarely, if ever, gone anywhere, generally staying home all day, every day. The last few days had been a totally new experience for her, and they had been more terrifying than anything else, until Seanna rescued her.

The food arrived, and Seanna and Leilani showed Asemba how good seafood could be, she sampled everything on the platter while nibbling on the occasional fry. By the time the three were all full, the platter was almost completely empty and the fries had been demolished.

When the waitress returned, Seanna asked for what was left to be put into a container so they could take it home, then asked her to bring the bill as well. When the bill and leftovers arrived, Seanna paid and added a nice tip, then they put on their coats and left the restaurant.

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When they reached the car, Seanna unlocked it, then put Leilani in her seat with Asemba beside her as usual, made sure both of the girls were secured, then closed that door and opened the driver's door, sat down and started the car, letting the engine warm up first.

Seanna backed the car out of the space, then turned toward the exit and checked traffic both ways before turning onto the street. It was about a fifteen minute drive to the mall where she had bought Leilani's car seat, the girls were chattering away in the back seat.

Seanna was paying attention to the traffic around her, the chattering in the back seat was just a pleasant background noise. When she saw the signs for the store, she waited in the traffic for a chance to turn left safely, then did so and entered the store's parking lot.

It took a few minutes before she found a space not too far from the store's main entrance and parked the car, then turned off the engine. She got out, grabbing her purse, then let the two girls out, locked up the car and holding their hands, walked into the store.

She grabbed a cart, then had the two girls hold on to it as she wandered down the aisles to where the car seats were located. Her luck was good, the gorgeous man that had helped her the last time was not far away, she got his attention and he came over to them.

"Hello, miss, and what do you need today? Why, I do see that you have another lovely little girl here!" as he flashed his amazing smile.

Seanna giggled, she just loved his voice, that deep yet smooth tone made her shiver in ways that were all too pleasurable. "Actually, that's the problem, you see. I need another car seat for this little one," as she pointed at Asemba, "forest green again, please."

"You're in luck, we still have some of the forest green ones in stock, let me get one, I'll be back within ten minutes, miss."

Seanna smiled, assured him she wouldn't be too far from this spot, and looked around, noticing the toy department nearby. She grinned, looked down at the girls, then asked if they wanted to look at toys while they waited for him to return with the car seat.

Seanna let them look around, content to watch them while waiting. The girls wandered just out of her sight, then she heard an excited "Ooooo!!!" from Leilani, pushed the cart around a corner and saw Leilani and Asemba staring at a beautiful large doll house.

"I see that you found something you like," Seanna laughed. "Just where would we put that, I wonder?"

Leilani thought for a moment, then said, "My bedroom is too small, the only rooms big enough are your bedroom and the living room."

Seanna nodded, replying, "If you want it that much, I suppose we could rearrange the living room a bit. But that might not be for very long, Momma wants me to take a house in the community she lives in, it would give us a lot more space and be much safer, too. Moving there might also be a good idea considering what has happened in the apartment recently, it would give you a fresh start, Leilani."

Asemba listened to the two as they discussed the doll house, then asked, "Whats you means about da apartsment? Whats happened?"

Seanna let go of the cart, knelt down next to Asemba, held her and said, "Leilani's mother was badly beaten there, she died the next day."

Asemba turned to Leilani, grabbed her in a tight hug and held on as if she had no intention of letting go. "You losts your momma?"

Leilani, tears beginning to trickle down her cheeks, nodded and clung to Asemba. "She was hurt real bads, and I couldn'ts do anyfing!"

Seanna shook her head, she knew that Leilani had called 911, and in doing so, had helped to get immediate medical attention for her badly injured mother. It wasn't her fault that the hospital hadn't been able to save her momma, they had done everything they could for her there.

In a way, the call to 911 had also led to the man who had attacked her momma being arrested, all because he turned the wrong way at the corner after hearing sirens coming down the street behind him, sirens that were directly due to that 911 call.

Seanna leaned forward, hugging both girls, then whispered to Leilani, "Love, you did everything you could, her dying wasn't your fault."

Asemba loved being hugged by this woman, she turned again to Leilani, saying, "You gots to 'splain everyting to me laters."

Leilani nodded and held on tight to Asemba and Seanna as she cried, releasing her sorrow over the loss of her mother.

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Leilani was still crying when Seanna heard that velvety voice behind her, "I have the seat here, miss, I'll put it in the cart." As he placed the box in the cart, he noticed Leilani crying while holding Seanna and Asemba and asked if they would be okay.

"I think she'll be okay in a moment, well, enough that we can go home. Would you mind coming back in a few minutes, I might need help."

"Help with what, miss?" he asked.

"With that lovely doll house there, Leilani here saw it and decided that she wanted it, that she would have it or else, so I'll buy it for her."

"That is a lovely doll house indeed, in fact, it is the last one of that model in the store. I'm sure they'll both love it."

Leilani heard him talking and looked up, waaaay up; when he smiled at her, she hiccuped twice and returned a weak smile of her own. She ran over to the doll house and hugged it, or at least tried to, as the doll house was nearly as wide as her outstretched arms, and a fair bit longer. He laughed as he saw her trying to hug it, then walked over and held his hand out to her. "Will you be okay now, little one?"

She grabbed his hand and he walked her back over to Seanna. "I'll grab that doll house and follow you to the check-out lines." Seanna nodded and once the girls were holding on to the cart, she made her way to the cashiers, followed by the man carrying the doll house.

The wait wasn't long, when her turn came, the cashier put a sticker on the car seat and the doll house; Seanna used the credit card to pay for the two items, then with the man following her carrying the doll house, she steered the cart over to the car. Seanna turned to him and asked, "Once the doll house is in the trunk, would you do me a favour and help me to install this seat, please?"

He nodded, waited for her to open the trunk, then looked at it for a moment before nodding again. "It's close, but it should fit." He then spent the next few minutes carefully lowering the doll house into the trunk, then gently brought the trunk lid down; he ended up taking another quick look to make sure it would close without harming the doll house, then pushed the lid down until it clicked. He then turned to the car seat, pulled a small knife from a belt on his pants, cut the wrapper from the seat, and waited for Seanna to open the car door.

Once the door was open, he lifted the seat into the car, positioned it next to the first one, and made sure it was properly secured.

"All ready for you, miss. Thank you for shopping here today, and I hope you and these beautiful little girls have a very good evening."

"Thank you for your help, and I hope you also have a good evening. Okay, girls, time to get in your seats, let's go." She smiled and waved at the man as he picked up the wrapping, then grabbed the cart and walked back to the store. Seanna turned and strapped the girls into their seats before stepping forward to the driver's door, opening it, and almost dropping into the driver's seat, she was running on fumes.

She started the car, then sat there relaxing for a few minutes before she started moving toward the exit to the street. As she reached the exit, while checking traffic, she asked the girls if they would be okay with just relaxing in the apartment tonight, maybe watching a movie. Leilani was still fairly awake, but Asemba was as tired as Seanna, they'd only had a few hours of actual sleep recently. A quiet night sounded good.

Seanna drove toward their current home, being a bit more careful than usual due to her being tired. When they were almost to the house, she spotted a Blockbusters and asked the girls if they wanted to go in and pick a movie or two, they enthusiastically told her yes.

She parked near the store entrance, turned off the engine, let the two girls out, locked the car, then led them into the store. They soon found the area displaying Disney movies and spent several minutes checking them out, deciding on Monsters University and Monsters, Inc.

Seanna giggled, took the two movies to the counter, paid the rental cost and with movies in hand, led the girls back out to the car. She unlocked the car, strapped the two girls in, closed the back door, opened the driver door, sat down, buckled up and started the engine. She waited a few minutes for the car to warm up again, then resumed the drive home, arriving there just over five minutes later.

Once again, after turning off the engine and getting out, purse on her shoulder, she released the two girls, then closed the door and locked the car. Holding Asemba's hand, she walked to the back door, where she briefly let Asemba go to unlock and open the door; she let the children enter ahead of her, then pushed the door closed and locked it before following them up the stairs to the apartment door, which she unlocked.

She opened the door and the two girls scampered in, taking their jackets off and throwing them on the floor near Leilani's bedroom. Seanna shook her head, walked over to the discarded coats, picked them up, walked over to the hall closet by the door and hung them up. She dropped her purse on the dining room table, then took off her own coat and hung it up in the hall closet next to the girls' coats.

She was tired enough that she had forgotten about snacks, yet her luck seemed to be good for once. In one of the cupboards, she found a couple of bags of fairly fresh potato chips, put some of each into separate bowls, then carried them out to the coffee table in the living room. She hadn't noticed any pop or juice in the fridge, but she figured they could make do with a jug of water for one evening.

She called the girls out to the living room, then popped Monsters University into the DVD player, turned the TV on and started the movie. As soon as they heard the sound come on, the girls ran out to the living room, jumping on the big sofa in front of the TV.

The next few hours passed in companionable enjoyment of the two films, the girls were full enough from their recent supper that they didn't even notice the chips on the coffee table until the first movie was almost finished. When it ended, and Seanna took that disc out, replacing it with Monsters, Inc, the girls were ecstatic at being allowed to stay up to watch it, and with chips in hand, were soon watching avidly.

Seanna had to stop the second movie briefly when the girls announced they needed the washroom; after a short break, the movie resumed.

Seanna was having a hard time staying awake, but she had been watching the girls and their enjoyment was infectious. By the time Monsters, Inc. finished, there were only scraps remaining of the chips in the two bowls, and the jug of water was less than a quarter full. She made sure that both girls used the washroom before they climbed into Sue's bed, they were wearing matching nightgowns, one in blue, one in silver.

Just as she was about to undress to go to bed, she remembered that the doll house was still in the trunk of the car. She left the bedroom, laughing quietly at having forgotten it, then went down to the car, opened the trunk, carefully pulled the doll house out and set it on the ground next to her. After closing the trunk, she picked up the doll house, walked to the door, entered the house, locked the door and returned to the apartment. She spent a few minutes shifting furniture in the living room a bit, then placed the doll house in one corner of the room.

A few minutes later, Seanna wandered into the bedroom, undressed and put on her nightgown, then joined the girls in the bed. Both of the girls were already asleep, so Seanna snuggled up fairly close to Asemba, eventually drifting off into the land of Nod herself.

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When Seanna woke up the next morning, the sky was still dark, although it was slowly fading into day. She looked at the girls, still sleeping and decided that she would spend the weekend showing Asemba ways that they could have fun around the city.

That day, Saturday, they went to a museum in the morning, then to a popular children's park with rides and other fun stuff near the city. They didn't return home until close to the girls' bedtime, everyone was wiped out, and a good sleep was had by all.

On the Sunday, she took the girls to see a community Nativity play, then they spent the rest of the afternoon in a mall, picking up a variety of clothes for Asemba before stopping in at a supermarket and stocking up on some food so they wouldn't need to eat out as often.

After preparing and eating a simple casserole, she let the girls watch TV for an hour before sending them off to bed. Once they were tucked in, she found one of Leilani's story books and read a bit from it until the girls were asleep, then relaxed for an hour before going to bed herself.

Home Is Where The Heart Is: Part 7

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Fresh Start

TG Elements: 

  • Christmas

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

Here is the next part of Seanna's story, I hope you all enjoy it.

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Seanna woke to the sound of the radio playing songs she liked, finding herself alone in her bed, then remembered that she had tucked the two girls in together in Leilani's room the night before. It felt odd to not have a child snuggled up to her while she was sleeping.

She stayed in bed for several minutes, thinking about the next few days. She had the meeting with the financial officers of the various divisions of the corporation this morning, then the court meeting tomorrow with that nasty irritant Singh, she would be glad once he was sorted out.

She hadn't actually been paying attention, but she could now hear the girls talking in Leilani's bedroom. "Time to get up," she muttered, "ugh!" She padded into the washroom, grabbing a towel from the linen closet on the way, then used the washroom before jumping into the shower. She ran it cold for a minute to wake herself up, then set it to hot and washed herself thoroughly, including her hair, using conditioner as well.

She stepped out of the shower, knowing it would take some time to dry her mid-back length hair. She didn't particularly like having to spend so much time taking care of her hair, but like her aunt Sue, it was her crowning glory, and she had no intention of cutting it.

She grabbed the hair dryer, plugged it in and started the long process of blow drying her hair so she could continue to get ready for the meeting. She was standing in the bathroom using it when the two girls scampered in, took turns using the toilet, then washed their hands before bouncing back into Leilani's bedroom. Seanna thought she could hear the bed creaking over the noise of the hair dryer, she hoped they weren't jumping on it, although they weren't likely to do much damage to it at their age. If they did, well, it could be replaced.

Seanna finally finished drying her hair about fifteen minutes after the girls had left the bathroom. She wandered into the main bedroom, looked through her clothes that had been placed in Sue's closet, picked out a charcoal coloured three piece business suit, a silver coloured blouse, black pantyhose and a set of three inch black heels, set the clothes on the bed and the shoes on the floor beside the bed.

Seanna called out, "Leilani, Asemba, let's see what we can find for breakfast!"

Seconds later, the two girls ran out of Leilani's room, Leilani jumped up into Seanna's arms, stealing a quick hug, before letting go of her. Asemba looked on while Leilani hugged Seanna, the look on her face had Seanna holding her arms out, and Asemba got her own hug. Seanna held on to Asemba for a minute or three, realizing that the child needed the comfort as much if not more than Leilani.

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A man was taken from his cell in the city lock-up about half a mile from the courthouse, placed in the back of one of the vehicles the city and the county shared for transporting prisoners, and sat there for about twenty minutes before the vehicle started moving.

The trip itself didn't take long. just a few minutes, but he was left in the back for nearly fifteen minutes before being taken into the underground level of the courthouse and placed in a cell. The two guards closed the cell and walked away, quietly talking to each other.

He dropped onto a hard wooden bench and thought about the last week. He'd been brought to the courthouse the morning after he was arrested; when he ended up in the court several hours later, still wearing the clothes he had been arrested in the night before, the lawyer who was sitting in to offer any help to the defendant if needed pulled back, shuddering at the sight, and stayed as far from him as possible.

The rest of the people in the courtroom were no better off, the stenographer actually threw up her lunch at the sight of him. Once the judge had been assured she would be okay, he got down to business, he wanted this man out of his courtroom as fast as possible.

"Robert James Johnson, you are facing a charge of first degree murder. It has come to our attention, through people in that neighbourhood, that you had been watching the woman you killed as she came and went to and from her home for nearly two weeks before you attacked her. You had time to plan what you wanted to do, and it is clear that you intended to do her harm. You may not have intended to kill her, but the fact that she died because of your attack, which you had been planning for some time, is what led to the murder one charge.

"I am in no wise sure as to your mental state, so you will be placed in the county lock-up's medical wing for a 72 hour psychiatric assessment. Once I have the record of that assessment, I will determine how this matter will proceed. That is all, please remove him."

Robert shrugged, the assessment had been fun, he'd played every trick he knew on the psychiatrists that were assessing him. The 72 hour assessment had ended at 4:30 PM on the Friday afternoon, and he'd been transferred to a solitary cell for the weekend.

He'd been moved to the city lock-up last night, and now he was in the courthouse again, waiting to be taken up to the court. The only difference between the first time and this one was that he was now dressed in the jumpsuit worn by prisoners in the city and county system.

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Seanna led the two girls into the kitchen and asked what they wanted, Leilani said bacon and eggs, Asemba wanted omelettes. Seanna laughed, then suggested that she could make some omelettes and cook some bacon and home fries on the side.

Leilani had helped Seanna before, so she showed Asemba where things were kept, pulling three medium potatoes from a bag in the pantry, then opened the fridge and grabbed six eggs, green onions, mushrooms, cheese and cherry tomatoes, setting them on the counter. Leilani then turned to Seanna, asking if she could cut a bit of the ham for the omelette, Seanna nodded, took out the ham and then reached into a nearby drawer for the carving knife; she quickly sliced off a 1/2" thick chunk, cutting it into smaller pieces, then put a bit of butter in a frying pan.

Taking a second frying pan down from a hook on the side of one of the cupboards, she added a bit of butter to it as well, turned the burners on, then washed the potatoes, cut them into slices crosswise before dropping them in the second pan. She watched the potatoes as she quickly chopped up the other ingredients, breaking the eggs into the first pan, adding the various ingredients as needed.

She flipped the sliced potatoes now and then, and watched the omelette as it cooked before flipping it to briefly warm the other side. She watched both pans carefully, and using an oven mitt, pulled the pan with the large omelette from the burner, then transferred the omelette to a plate, placing it on the upper rack in the oven. She then dropped six slices of bacon in that frying pan, setting it back on the burner.

She flipped the potatoes again just after starting the bacon; a few minutes later, both were done, she turned off the burners, walked to one of the cupboards, pulled three plates down, handing them to Leilani, who then set them on the table. While Leilani grabbed the silverware they would need from the drawer, she quickly transferred two slices of bacon and about a third of the potatoes to each plate before setting the frying pans on the back burners of the stove, which had not been used. She took the omelette from the oven, cut it into thirds and served it.

Seanna grabbed half a dozen glasses from another cupboard, setting two by each plate; Leilani filled the glasses with orange juice and milk. The three sat down at the table, and the next twenty minutes or so went by as they enjoyed a good, solid home cooked breakfast.

**********

Once they had finished eating, rinsed the plates and cutlery and placed them in the dishwasher, Seanna took a few minutes to wash the frying pans, leaving them to dry in the dish drainer next to the sink. She then used a clean cloth to wipe the table and the counters.

"Okay, girls, I have a meeting in a bit over an hour, do you want a quick bath now or wait and have one later today?"

Both girls yelled that they wanted a bath now, Seanna laughed and led the way into the bathroom; once in there, she plugged the drain in the bathtub and started running the water, testing it now and then to be sure it wouldn't be too hot for the girls. She added some lavender scented bubble bath, grinning as the girls giggled at the foam it created in the bath as it continued to fill.

When it was nearly full, she turned off the taps, helped both girls out of their nighties and underwear, then lifted them one at a time into the tub. "I'm sorry, I'm not getting in the tub with you today, I already had a shower, but I'll help you both get clean, okay?"

The girls nodded as Seanna took a cloth from the side of the tub, wet it, then rubbed the soap, smelling faintly of lilac, into the cloth; she then washed first Leilani, then Asemba, both girls squirming slightly as she washed them quite thoroughly, taking some time to wash their hair and use leave-in conditioner to help get the tangles out of both children's shoulder length hair.

Seanna smiled at Asemba as she washed the child; Asemba was an interesting child, half white, half black, she had her daddy's deep coal black skin colour with honey brown eyes, yet her hair was like her mother's, jet black and falling straight to her shoulders.

Once the two children had been bathed, she gently lifted them out, dried them off and sent them into Leilani's room to pick out clothes as the bath emptied. She wandered into the main bedroom, dressing in the blouse, pantyhose and suit before checking on the girls.

Leilani had picked out a pale blue jumper, a white blouse, white tights and white Mary Janes for her outfit. Asemba had chosen a similar outfit, but in a dark purple colour with a light purple blouse, white tights and black Mary Janes.

Seanna helped both girls to get dressed, then used a vanity she hadn't noticed before in Sue's room to put on her make-up. She giggled, she'd been living in this apartment for close to a week now, and she still was finding things she had apparently overlooked.

Once she was done, she called the girls and headed for the main entry of the apartment. She helped them to put on their coats, then pulled out a jacket for herself, slipped it on, opened the door, and led the girls out of the apartment, locking the door behind her.

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It was just turning 9 AM when Thaddeus Savmo walked into his office on the thirteenth floor of the Ramsay Enterprises headquarters building. He wanted to be there early to go over everything and have a moment to chat with the other Finance VPs. He was surprised to see Tony Ramsay, Sr. standing in the reception area that many of the various VPs in Ramsay Enterprises used for their offices.

Thaddeus walked over to Tony and offered his hand, the two shook hands and Tony followed Thaddeus into his office.

Once they were both seated, Tony smiled, saying, "I know I'm one of the main VPs for the corporation, but I'm not here very often. I spent most of my time at my business, making sure everything is done as it should be, I'm only here because of the meeting later."

Thaddeus laughed, "I forgot to mention that there are only four actual finance VPs, your division is pretty small compared to Toys, Tool & Die, Construction or Construction Equipment, the only one as small as your own is the housing rentals division. Hmmm... we might have a problem there, I'm not sure yet, but Bertrand Lundt, the VP running that division, has not been in the offices here for nearly three months now."

"That is rather odd, Thaddeus; has anyone looked into what he has been doing there?"

"I don't think so, but I'll make sure to mention it to Seanna at or after the meeting. If necessary, she can have him investigated."

"He has no excuse to avoid coming here, his work would mostly be done in this building, same with his subordinates."

"Correct. It's Seanna's decision as to what happens with him, whether or not he is at the meeting."

**********

Seanna and the two girls left the house through the back door, Seanna checking it to make sure it had locked behind her. It took a few minutes to get both girls secured in their seats, Seanna closed the back door, opened the driver's door, sat down and buckled herself in before starting the engine. There were quite a few clouds in the sky, with the sun breaking through now and then, road conditions would be fairly good.

After waiting for a few minutes, she backed up, then turned down the laneway beside the house, stopping near the street and checking both ways before she turned the car into the street and set off for the company headquarters building downtown.

**********

Thaddeus and Tony had been talking for twenty minutes or so when three more men knocked on the outer door of Thaddeus' office. He let Tony know he would be right back, walked over to the door and opened it to find the rest of the actual finance VPs standing there.

The first, Jameson Blackleigh, was the Finance VP for the Tool & Die division. Jameson had worked for Ramsay Tool & Die for almost fourteen years. Thaddeus remembered he had lost his wife about three years ago in a horrific accident caused by a drunken semi driver. Jameson had married again about eighteen months later, his new wife had three young girls, Jameson had just the one boy from his first marriage.

The second man, Robert Thomas, was the Finance VP for the Construction Equipment division, he had been in management in that division of the corporation for the last fifteen years, being named as the finance VP there about five years ago. He was still a bachelor.

The third man, Adrian Porterhouse, was the Finance VP for the Construction division, he'd started working for Ramsay Construction seventeen years ago; he'd worked hard, eventually becoming a foreman before joining management three years ago as their new Finance VP. His wife was pregnant with their sixth child, due in about two months, they already had three girls and two boys ranging from fifteen down to three.

They followed Thaddeus into the office, pulling up chairs so they could all chat together; all three said hello to Tony as they sat down.

The next half hour or so was spent discussing recent events in various divisions of the corporation while they waited for Seanna to arrive.

**********

The small analog clock on the dash of the car informed Seanna that it was almost 10:30 AM as she parked in the CEO space at the company headquarters. She had been told by Thaddeus that the Finance VPs had their offices on the thirteenth floor, and usually used one of the boardrooms on that floor for meetings. After releasing the girls from their seats, she locked the car and led them to the elevator.

Seanna and the two girls had to wait a few minutes for the elevator to get down to their level; once it did, they stepped in, Seanna pressed the button for the thirteenth floor and the elevator began to move, swiftly climbing through the building to the thirteenth floor.

When the elevator opened again, they exited it, finding themselves in a reception area similar to the one on the seventh floor, only bigger and fancier. A young woman was sitting at a desk, she stood and walked over to Seanna and the two little girls.

"Hello, I'm assuming you are Miss Ramsay, and you're here to meet with the Finance VPs?"

"Yes, I'm Seanna Ramsay, these two scamps are Leilani and Asemba," she said as she pointed at each of the girls.

Leilani giggled, saying she was a good girl, always had been, Asemba replied saying the same.

"Miss Ramsay, I'll let the Finance VPs know you're here, you'll use the board room at the end of that hall," she said as she pointed to her left. "If you'll leave the two young ones here, we'll have someone watch them while you are in your meeting."

Seanna turned to the two girls. "I'm not sure how long I'll be, I want you two to be good, okay?" Both girls replied that they would.

The young woman led the two girls over to her desk as Seanna started down the hall to the board room. As Seanna passed by an office about halfway down the hall, the door opened and five men came out; one of the men was Thaddeus, all five joined her.

**********

Thaddeus opened the door to the board room, waving Seanna through first, then the men followed her, taking seats around the table. Seanna moved to the head of the table, pulled the chair back, then swept her hand under her skirt as she sat down facing the five men.

Thaddeus opened the meeting, introducing the men by name and which division they worked in, before informing Seanna that one of the people who should have been there wasn't, specifically Bertrand Lundt, the VP for the housing rentals division. "Seanna, he knew well in advance that this meeting would take place, he promised to be here, yet he is not, and none of us have heard from him since Thursday. What is even odder is that, from what I have heard and checked through security here, he hasn't been in this building for almost three months."

"Thaddeus, is that unusual? I mean, his not being in the building for that long?"

"Yes, Miss Ramsay, it's quite unusual. Before that, he was usually in the office at least three days each week, sometimes four."

Seanna sat there for a moment, thinking before she replied, "Do you have reason to believe he may be doing something illegal?"

Thaddeus shrugged his shoulders, "I can't be sure, but it may be a possibility. What do you wish to do about it?"

Seanna opened her purse, searched through it for a few minutes, then passed a business card over to Thaddeus. The card showed the folllowing information: Jac Petroski, Private Investigator, with a local telephone number and an email address.

"That's the investigator that Sue used to dig into the activities of my mother's half brothers and sisters. He's honest to a fault, his prices are reasonable and he has connections to city police and the county sheriff's department which may prove useful."

"Thank you for that, Miss Ramsay, I'll call him once the meeting is finished and have him start checking out Mr. Lundt."

Seann nodded, replying "If he does start investigating Mr. Lundt, let him know to send his bills to the corporation's Finance Department."

The meeting then turned to a discussion of each of the various divisions of the corporation, lasting a bit over an hour. As they were winding down, Seanna stood in front of her seat, thanked the men for their time, then told them that she was implementing three new policies:

1) As of now, any division of the corporation that has more than five adults working within that division MUST provide day care on site or here in the headquarters building for any employee in that division that needs such help;

2) Some of our workers in the past have been targeted by one or more people at Child Protective Services due to being LGBTQI, etc., to the point where their lives have been utterly destroyed. From now on, the corporation MUST have at least two members of our legal team focus on assisting our employees, providing any and all legal support possible to the people involved in cases of this sort;

Our employees also need to know that people who are LGBTQI, etc., will be safe working here, and that they and their families WILL be protected by us. Any employee that fails to at least respect people who are LGBTQI, etc., will get only one warning, then they will be fired. Depending on the level of disrespect shown, charges of discrimination and/or harassment may also be placed against that person.

3) Any drivers we have that operate commercial vehicles who are found to have been drinking or using drugs on the job will be given just one warning. If it happens again, they will be fired immediately and hopefully face legal consequences including arrest and possible jail time.

The only exceptions to this will be medical prescriptions, unless the prescription(s) prohibit(s) the use of such vehicles. In that case, the driver would be required to take time off equal to the length of the prescription or switch to work not involving such vehicles.

Seanna then informed the men that she was currently being targeted because of her transsexual status. All five men shook their heads in disgust, then Jameson Blackleigh, the Finance VP for Tool & Die, quietly offered his support, saying his son was currently being assessed regarding the possibility that he might be transgender or possibly even transsexual, and had been living as a girl for the last six months.

As the meeting ended, Seanna smiled and said that she looked forward to working with them and any other VPs in the company.

**********

Seanna walked back to the reception area, the men headed off to their various offices to deal with business matters in their divisions.

The receptionist smiled when she saw Seanna, then used her phone to contact someone. Seanna was kept waiting for several minutes before a young girl in her late teens brought Leilani and Asemba into the reception area and handed them over to Seanna.

Both of the girls, once they saw Seanna, jumped on her, almost knocking her over, then hugged her for a moment before letting go.

Seanna decided to take the girls over to her Momma's house, they could relax there for the day just as easily as at Sue's apartment.

With a girl on either side, Seanna pressed the down button, waiting for the elevator to take them down to the car.

**********

On the way over to her Momma's, the two girls were chattering about having played games while waiting for her meeting to end.

Seanna smiled, only semi-listening, she was far more concerned with keeping an eye on the traffic around her, something which saved the three of them as a car ahead of them in the right hand lane hit some sort of wet patch on the street and lost control, spinning across the lanes maybe fifty or so feet in front of her car, before slamming into a large tree in the median strip between the two sides of the street.

Seanna slowed down, then pulled off the side of the street and stopped. She looked across the street, then noticed three people getting out of the car, a man, a woman and a teenage boy; there didn't seem to be any obvious injuries to any of them, so she started driving again.

A few minutes later, they arrived at her Momma's house; the visit was unexpected, but her Momma welcomed them all anyway. Seanna's Momma prepared a quick lunch of sandwiches and salad, which they all ate, then the children ran off to the playroom.

Seanna and her Momma ended up in the back parlour, settling into the comfy chairs, each with a fresh coffee in hand.

The two talked for a while, bringing each other up to date on recent happenings, then her Momma changed the subject.

"Seanna, love, are you going to check out that house in the community here I told you about the other day?"

"I've been thinking about it, Momma, but this is the first time that I haven't been running all over the place for several days."

"Well, Seanna, it's a big house, I think six or seven bedrooms, but at just under $5 million in this area, it's a steal."

Seanna choked for a moment, she had just swallowed some coffee, some of it sprayed across the room before she managed to regain her breath. "Almost five million dollars for a home? What the heck makes it worth that much, Momma?"

"The fact that it sits on 3/4 of an acre of land, is a corner lot, and has an Olympic size pool in the back yard, plus an antique gazebo. Remember, dear, that lots in this part of the city are quite expensive, and that one is bigger than many others here."

"Hmmmm... lots of bedrooms, a big pool, somewhere to relax outside, sounds nice, but that's darned expensive, Momma."

"Well, Seanna, after the last appraisal on this house, with just 1/4 acre of land and no pool, this property is worth $2.35 million."

"Holy... wow! So you think it would be a good idea to buy this house for myself and the two girls?"

Seanna's Momma nodded, "I'm pretty sure the corporation would buy it and have it signed over to you. You could think of it as a status symbol, showing your value as the new CEO for one of the bigger companies in this area. You will be in the public eye, you know."

Seanna shook her head, not knowing what to say to that. Her Momma shrugged and let her think for a bit, then turned on the TV.

**********

Just before 1:30 PM, two guards opened the cell and called Robert Johnson out, then escorted him up to the courtroom.

A few minutes after he took his place next to the court appointed defence counsel, the Judge entered the room, everyone was ordered to rise, then once the Judge had seated himself, they were allowed to sit again.

"I'm Judge Theo Carter, ahhhh, I see you have returned to my court, Mr. Johnson. I am not impressed with your actions, or the tricks that you played while being assessed last week. That assessment shows you are capable of standing trial on the charge of murder one."

Robert snorted, muttering something about lame ass psychs before being told to shut up by the defence counsel.

"Mr. Johnson, making remarks such as that one will not help you. I'm setting your trial for Tuesday, February 21st, 2017 at 9 AM. I expect that the assistant district attorney here will make available all the relevant info of your case within the next three weeks. Court is adjourned."

Once the judge had left the courtroom, the two guards escorted Robert back down to the cells below the courthouse.

**********

Seanna and her mother watched TV for about two hours before Seanna turned to face her Momma.

"I guess I should look at this house, should I take the children with me or go by myself, Momma?"

"Take them with you, love, if we buy that house, they will be living in it with you."

"Okay, Momma, what's the address of this house?"

Her Momma told her the address, it wasn't far away, a bit over three blocks from Momma's house, maybe a ten minute walk.

Seanna walked to the playroom on the other side of the hall, looked in and saw two little girls sleeping snuggled up to two large stuffed bears, Leilani had curled up with the one she had called Goldy on her last visit, and Asemba was lying against a white one just as big as Goldy.

Seanna hated to wake them up, but like her mother, she felt the children should have the chance to see this new house. She stepped into the room, gently shaking Leilani until she turned and woke up, then moved over to Asemba and repeated the process.

Once the girls were fully awake, she explained that they were going to look at a house, if they liked the house, they would live there soon. That got their attention, and both girls were soon up, pulling at Seanna's arms, saying they wanted to go look at it NOW.

Seanna laughed, taking the girls by the hand, she led them to the front door, had them put on their jackets, put on her own, grabbed her purse and was opening the door when she noticed that her Momma had also put on her coat, having decided to see it with them.

As they left the house, Momma used her own cell phone to make a call; when Seanna asked, she said she had called the realtor.

They reached the location of the house for sale not quite fifteen minutes later due to the smaller steps the children were taking. At first, the house didn't seem all that big, but when they went around to look at the side, it was at least half again as big as her Momma's house.

While they were looking at the side of the house, the realtor pulled up in a three year old silver and black Lexus, parking it in the driveway.

The realtor unlocked the house and led them all around, showing off the seven bedrooms, study, two parlours, billiard room, library, kitchen, dining room, full laundry facilities, mudroom next to the laundry room, a covered porch extending across the back of the house, then told Seanna that there were two rooms in the attic that could be converted and used for various purposes, if needed.

The four bedrooms at the back of the house all had access to the outdoors; the top of the covered porch had been turned into a long balcony, also covering the entire back of the house, with heavy railings along the edge so people couldn't fall from the balcony.

The realtor then led them out through the back door, showing them the large yard, the pool and the gazebo.

The house itself, other than its size, looked like most other houses, brick in a variety of shades and colours, but the item that entranced Seanna the most was the gazebo; the sides were delicately sculpted wrought iron, the roof one large eight sided piece of iron that had been pushed up into a peak in the center. There were four wrought iron benches in the gazebo, with entry points on the east and west sides of the building.

It would be a nice place to relax in the summer, a raised pit in the middle above the iron floor would allow them to build fires if they wished.

Seanna smiled, looked down at the girls who were nodding enthusiastically, and turned to the realtor. "We'll take it, please contact this number and someone from the finance department of Ramsay Enterprises will be here within an hour with the cash to pay for the house." Seanna then recited a number, watching as the realtor scribbled it on a shabby notepad, before turning to look at the gazebo one last time.

"You can afford to pay over $4.9 million for this house without a care? How?"

"I happen to be the new CEO for Ramsay Enterprises, I was appointed as such about three hours ago."

"So how does that make it possible for you to buy this house? What's so special about that company?"

"My company, ma'am, has a current net value of over $780 million and that's growing with each new quarter year that passes."

"Holy... ummm, I thought I was doing okay, with a net value of just over three million, but that's nothing in comparison to your company."

"I'm sure you'll get a nice chunk out of the sale of this house and property, thanks for showing it to us."

"You're welcome, Miss...?"

"Seanna Ramsay, ma'am, have a good day."

Seanna smiled as she and her Momma led the two girls to the sidewalk, then turned toward her Momma's home.

**********

About an hour after they returned to Momma's house, Seanna received confirmation of the purchase of the new house. Seanna, her Momma and the two girls worked together to make the evening meal, then sat at the table enjoying every last bite of the casserole they'd made.

They relaxed for an hour or two in the living room before the two little girls began to nod, and Seanna called it a night.

Her Momma helped her to put the jackets on the two girls, then Seanna led them out to her car, strapped them in, closing the door before climbing into the driver's seat; she then buckled herself in and started the car, waiting a few minutes before setting the car in gear.

She backed up, checking first to see the road was clear, then turned into the road and headed toward Sue's apartment. It likely wouldn't be the last time they would be going there, but within the next few days, the new house would become their home.

Once they were back at Sue's building, she released the two girls; after locking the car, she led them up the stairs to Sue's apartment, opening it, and telling the girls to take off their coats so she could hang them up. Once their coats were off, they ran to the TV and turned it on. The two girls watched a children's show for the next half hour or so before Seanna told them it was time for bed.

A few minutes later, once they were in their nighties, she tucked them into Leilani's bed and read them a story until they were asleep.

Seanna stayed up late enough to catch the evening news, including a brief piece on her being named as the new CEO of the company.

**********

The radio came on way too early the next morning, Seanna rolled over, looking at the clock, it was only 6 AM. She dragged herself out of the bed and into the shower, using a shower cap to keep her hair dry to save some time, then dried herself and put on a robe. She looked into Leilani's room, the two girls were still asleep. She padded into the room and gently woke them up, "Cereal and toast today, girls."

Seanna walked into the kitchen, placed a few boxes of various kinds of cereal on the counter, milk and sugar on the table, then waited for the girls. They entered the kitchen/dining area together, Leilani picked Shreddies, Asemba Fruit Loops while Seanna made the toast.

She gave each girl two slices of toast, with the choice of peanut butter and/or one of several jams. Both girls covered one piece of toast with peanut butter, Leilani chose a strawberry/raspberry jam while Asemba decided she wanted blueberry jam for her second piece. They quickly turned the two slices of toast into a sandwich, eating them at the speed of kid, making quite a mess of themselves.

Seanna laughed, but waited until they had finished eating before she grabbed a wash cloth and cleaned their faces. "Into the bath room, brush your teeth, and I'll be in there in a moment to run a bath for you. Now scoot!" The two girls scampered off toward the bathroom.

Seanna followed them a few minutes later, just as they were finishing brushing their teeth, having only had plain toast herself. She turned on the bath, adding a bit of bubble bath, testing the water to be sure it wasn't too hot, then turning off the taps once the bath was ready.

Like the day before, she lifted the two children into the tub and washed them, including washing and conditioning their hair; once they were fully clean, she lifted them back out, using towels fresh from the linen closet to dry them both before sending them to pick out clothes.

Seanna headed into the main bedroom, picking an outfit similar to what she wore the day before, but light grey instead of charcoal. When she had finished dressing, she wandered into Leilani's room and saw the two girls had picked out matching dresses, one lilac, the other rose.

Seanna helped the two girls to put on their dresses, tights and shoes before returning to Sue's room to do her make-up. She checked the time, it was now 7:50 AM, she figured the drive was about thirty minutes, they should have no problem getting there for 8:30 AM.

After putting on a different pair of black three inch heels, Seanna called the girls and they collected their coats from the hall closet.

**********

Seanna parked her car in the CEO space, then released the girls, locked the car and walked with them to the elevator, hitting the up button as she reached it. When it arrived, they got in, picked the seventh floor and were on their way up, arriving there half a minute later.

When the door opened, they walked out, Seanna led the two girls to the padded bench by the side wall of the reception area.

A few minutes later, the elevator opened again, and Jackie came out, walking right past them on her way to her office.

Seanna called Jackie by name, Jackie turned around and finally noticed them, then led Seanna and the girls into her office. Seanna allowed the girls to take off their coats and go behind the desk to play with the doll house there while she and Jackie talked.

Jackie asked if Seanna still had the judge's order regarding Asemba, when informed that she did, she grinned and then giggled. "I can't wait to see his reaction when he hears that a judge named you as in loco parentis for Asemba, I wonder if he'll explode?"

Seanna replied, "Between that, my being named CEO and the financial information, I think we're going to cut his legs out from under him. Oh, just for the record, Jackie, I had the finance department buy a house for me yesterday in the same community where my Momma lives."

"I've made copies of the various finance reports we were given, everything looks fine except for the report from the housing rentals division. That division barely made any money in the last twelve months, although a fair part of that may be due to the total loss of the three buildings we had in one part of the downtown core back in the early summer. The fire department ruled it as arson, aided by use of an accelerant. Those three buildings had a total of 190 units between them, average rental cost of about $850 a month, all wiped out in a few hours."

"So an accelerant was used? Hmmm... you might not know it yet, but the finance VP for the housing rentals division hasn't been seen or heard from in four days, missed a meeting he was required to attend today, and hasn't been in his office for nearly three months."

"So what's being done about that, Seanna?"

"I gave Thaddeus the card for the private investigator that Sue used to collect the info on Momma's half brothers and sisters."

"Do you suspect that he may have had something to do with the loss of those buildings?"

"No idea, Jackie, just he seems rather fishy at the moment, so I felt it better that he be checked out just to protect our interests."

Jackie looked at the clock hanging on her wall above the desk, "We should get going, it's a ten minute drive to the courthouse."

Seanna nodded, calling out, "Leilani, Asemba, time to go! Put your coats on, please."

The girls ran out from behind the desk, dragging their coats; Seanna helped them put them on and zipped them up.

Jackie, Seanna and the two girls left Jackie's office, heading to the elevator.

"So, Jackie, who will be watching the girls while we're in the courtroom dealing with that idiot?"

"My 19 year old daughter has the day off, she'll watch them for you," Jackie replied. "We'll meet her at the courthouse."

**********

It actually took them less than ten minutes to go from the headquarters building to the courthouse. Jackie had Seanna park in a space on the second underground level, one of the first spaces they found there, then helped her to get the girls out before heading to the elevator.

The exited the elevator on the first floor, walking over to the entrance of the cafe where a young woman was standing. Jackie introduced the young woman as her daughter Shonelle, then Shonelle spent a few minutes talking to the two little girls.

Once it seemed apparent that they were getting along just fine, Jackie and Seanna used the stairs to go to the second floor. Jackie led the way to the courtroom they would be using, then looked in before opening the door and beckoning to Seanna to follow her.

A man was standing behind of the tables used by attorneys; he was wearing what appeared to be a Sikh turban and a dark grey suit. He looked at them for a moment, then turned back to his table until he herd Jackie and Seanna drop their attache cases on their table. That caused him to turn and look at them again, a sneer on his face, as he spoke, "Ahhh, Miss Ramsay, you can't handle your own problems?"

Seanna and Jackie ignored him. When he received no reply, he shrugged and turned back to his table. Jackie giggled quietly and whispered to Seanna, "He doesn't pay attention too well, or he would have seen that your suit is a $650 high end brand name, not a cheap one."

Seanna whispered back, "Serves him right, it will just make it all that much easier for us."

The bailiff entered the courtroom, checked the time, and nodded, calling out, "All rise, the court of Judge Sascha Anston is now in session." He waited until the judge had seated herself, then informed everyone that they could sit again.

Seanna took a quick look behind her, seven people were scattered around the benches, waiting to see what would happen.

"Bailiff, what are we here for today?"

"Your Honour, today's case is being brought against Miss Seanna Ramsay by Mr. Singh. He claims that Miss Ramsay cannot, in any sense, properly care for the child known as Leilani Kealoha, and has entered a secondary claim regarding the child known as Asemba Charleston."

The Judge nodded, then spoke, "Mr. Singh, if you will present your evidence, please?"

"Your Honour, Miss Ramsay here," he said, "works a 40 hour week for the Shandihar Supermarket, earning $220 per week. That is just enough to cover the rental cost of her bachelor apartment and her own food costs, but not enough to feed one or even two children. Furthermore, the manager of that supermarket has told me that she is not a reliable worker, being lazy and irresponsible. He is present in the court."

Jackie spoke up, "Objection, Your Honour, Mr. Singh has outdated and inaccurate information about Miss Ramsay's financial status."

The Judge turned to face Jackie, "You have proof of this?"

"Yes, Your Honour, may I approach the bench to give the court stenographer these papers?"

"You may." Jackie then grabbed several sets of papers and walked to the front of the court, handing them to the stenographer. The stenographer took a few minutes to look through the various documents, then asked Jackie to prove their relevance.

Jackie faced the Judge, took a deep breath, then began to speak. "Your Honour, the documents I passed to your stenographer are financial statements from the six divisions of Ramsay Enterprises, a company started by Miss Ramsay's grandfather. They show that, over the 2.5 months between the end of September of this year and December 15, Ramsay Enterprises made a net profit of $11.3 million US. You may also wish to know that Miss Ramsay here was named as the new CEO of Ramsay Enterprises late yesterday morning."

"There was one other document I handed to her, Your Honour, one that I felt it would be better for you to see the original rather than a copy. That document was an order from Judge Thomas-Black, a member of this court, giving Miss Ramsay the right of in loco parentis for the child known as Asemba Louise Charleston. You might remember seeing Miss Ramsay's rescue of that child on last Thursday's newscasts."

"Furthermore, Your Honour, Miss Ramsay informed me this morning that she bought a house worth over $4.9 million yesterday afternoon. She plans to live there with both children, once they can sort out moving all their belongings to that new house."

The Judge chuckled, a high, pleasant sound that rang through the courtroom. "So young Miss Ramsay here, rather than being stuck in a dead-end job, is the new CEO for a highly respected company and owns a house worth almost five million? I see no financial problems."

Singh spluttered, "But... but... when I received the information I was given, the only income she had was from the supermarket."

The judge turned to him, a cold, hard look upon her face, "So, rather than make any effort to get information that was actually up to date and factual, you were prepared to cast slurs upon her work history by having the manager there say she was a lazy, no-good worker? That is coming rather close to a possible charge of defamation of character, Mr. Singh, I'd stop now if I were you."

Singh couldn't believe that fake woman was going to win! He screamed and ran toward the other table, yelling, "Filthy transsexual bitch!" several times before the bailiff grabbed him just as he took a swing at Seanna. Seanna backed away, letting the bailiff deal with him.

"Mr. Singh, that is ENOUGH!" the Judge snapped. "I'm holding you in contempt of court, sentencing you to 30 days and a $5000 fine. I'm also ordering you to be placed under arrest for attempted assault and assaulting an officer of the court. You can kiss your job goodbye, Mr. Singh. I don't think you will be wandering around in public for quite some time to come. Remove him from my court, please."

A few minutes passed before two county guards entered the courtroom, cuffed Singh, Mirandized him and led him away.

When they had left the room, the Judge turned to face the court and spoke to Seanna. "I'm sorry you had to deal with that, Miss. I've had the displeasure of having to deal with him in the past, but I never knew he harboured such hatred for others."

Seanna nodded, replying, "Your honour, we believe he has been responsible for many cases that resulted in broken families, often because he would push the case to the point where the defendant would spend themselves into bankruptcy, losing the case in the process. It is a known fact that one of his cases, from about twenty months ago, led to the death of one woman and another woman ending up in a mental health home. That second woman also lost her child, who has been bounced between five foster homes over the last nineteen months."

Jackie added, "Your Honour, I would not be surprised to find that he has targeted people who are known to be LGBTQI just so he could break those families as Seanna here informed you that he did regarding that case she mentioned. I believe his records need to be examined."

The judge shook her head, then spoke, "I'll order an examination of all of his records from his time with Child Protective Services. If evidence is found to support your claims, he may be looking at an additional twenty to thirty years of jail time for abusing his position there."

Home Is Where The Heart Is: Part 8

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Fresh Start

TG Elements: 

  • Christmas

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  • Posted by author(s)

Here is the next part of Seanna's story. We're almost to Christmas in this part.

**********

Just after 10 AM that same Tuesday morning that Seanna and Jackie were in court, Thaddeus found himself with a few free minutes, pulled out the card with the PI's info on it and called the number. It went to voicemail, Thaddeus left a message and hung up the phone.

About 45 minutes later, Thaddeus's receptionist took a call. Once she discovered that it was the PI returning Thaddeus' call, she transferred him through to Thaddeus. "Thaddeus Savmo speaking, how may I help you?"

"Hello, Mr. Savmo, this is Jac Petroski returning your call," the man replied. Thaddeus recognized the man's accent as being Polish, it was one of several he'd heard since he was a baby, the community where he was raised had many people from Central and Eastern Europe.

"Mr. Petroski, thank you for returning my call. I know that you have recently worked with the former CEO of my company and an accountant here regarding the actions of the eldest surviving members of the Ramsay family, which resulted in their arrests a week ago. I have no idea if the matter I want you to investigate is related or not, or if an actual crime has been committed; the man I want you to investigate has not, as far as I know, been in the offices here for nearly three months, he was supposed to be at a meeting here yesterday and never showed up."

"Hmmm... I'll need his name, home address and phone number, cell number(s) if known, bank accounts, any other known properties. That will give me several places to start looking, if anything else is needed, I'll be sure to inform you."

Thaddeus gave him the information, they talked for another minute or two, then Jac hung up to start the investigation.

**********

Seanna and Jackie headed back down to the cafeteria, where they met Shonelle and the two girls. They spent half an hour relaxing over various drinks, then Seanna helped the two girls into their coats. Jackie said she would get a ride to the office from Shonelle.

Seanna took Leilani and Asemba back to Sue's apartment, after Seanna obtained a large number of boxes at a place that produced them and offered them for sale to the public. Once they were in the apartment, Seanna worked on packing up most of their clothing, leaving a few options for each of them to wear over the next several days. It was a slow process, with the amount of clothing in the apartment.

**********

Thaddeus was in the midst of a meeting with some of his junior staff people when he was interrupted by his receptionist. The one phone in the small boardroom had been turned off while they were meeting, which forced the receptionist to come to him in person. Thaddeus turned the phone back on and waited for the receptionist to transfer the call. It must be pretty serious if he needed to be interrupted.

"Hello, Mr. Savmo, it's Jac Petroski here. You need to come to Mr. Lundt's home now, bring your boss if you can, it's business related."

"Hello, Mr. Petroski, just why do I, let alone my boss, need to come there?"

"Mr. Savmo, I found the body of your Mr. Lundt slumped on the desk in his home office, a combined signed confession/suicide note underneath him. The reason I asked you and possibly your boss to come here is because it's related to the court case involving the elder Ramsays. By the time you get here, county and city police will likely be here, as well as the medical examiner."

"Oh, sh... I'll call my boss, we'll meet you there within an hour. Talk to you then," he said, then hung up the phone.

Thaddeus turned to his staff people. "I have to leave, reschedule this meeting to 11:00 AM tomorrow."

**********

Once Thaddeus was back in his own office, he called Seanna, then waited as the phone rang three times before she answered it.

"Hello, Seanna speaking, oh, it's you, Thaddeus, what's up?"

"I hired Jac this morning, he just found Bertrand Lundt in his home office, he also found a signed confession and suicide note."

"Oh, my, well, that would explain why he hasn't been in to work. So why did you call me?"

"Jac wants us both there as soon as possible. I'll pick you up in thirty minutes, Seanna."

"Both of us, huh? Okay, I'll ask the women here if they can watch the girls for me for a few hours."

**********

Seanna ran down the stairs, then knocked on the door of the apartment at the front of the house, JJ opened it a moment later.

"Hi, JJ, I have to go out soon and deal with something important that just came up, can you and Pat please watch the girls for me?"

"How soon are you leaving, Seanna?"

"About 25 minutes from now, JJ."

"So no time to really get anyone else. Well, your luck is good, Pat and I will be here all day, bring the girls down when you leave."

"Thank you, JJ, you and Pat have been a huge help since Sue was attacked," Seanna said as she turned to head back up the stairs.

**********

Just over twenty minutes later, Seanna handed Leilani and Asemba over to JJ and Pat, saying she would be back as soon as possible. A few minutes later, she could hear the low rumble of Thaddeus' '65 Corvette Sting Ray's 396 cubic inch "Big Block" engine.

She was out the door and running down the walk to the street, arriving there just as he stopped the car in front of the house. She opened the door, sat down, buckled herself in and they were off, it would take them about fifteen minutes to get to Bertrand Lundt's house.

**********

As they approached Bertrand's house, they could see close to a dozen police vehicles, split fairly evenly between city and county. They could also see the medical examiner's car parked halfway down the block due to all of the police cars on the scene.

Thaddeus pulled up in front of the medical examiner's car, then carefully backed the car up a bit before turning off the engine. He and Seanna released themselves, then stepped out of the car, locking the doors as they closed them, before they walked toward the house.

A female deputy sheriff stopped them when they were about fifty feet from the walk leading to Bertrand's front door. The deputy, who looked to be in her mid to late thirties, asked them who they were and why they were there.

Thaddeus quickly filled her in, she then used her cell phone to call someone; she listened for a minute or two, then said, "Okay, boss, I'll let them through," before waving her arm at the two of them. "Old Jac's helping out again, I hear, you two can go in now."

**********

Thaddeus and Seanna slowly walked up to the front door, finding it unlocked, they opened it and entered the house.

Another deputy stopped them for a moment, before a city police officer informed him that these two were allowed to be present. "Hi, folks, I'm Detective Pieter Krasnokow, one of Jac's friends on the city force. He called me as soon as he found the body. I'm one of the two officers he worked with to gather the info in the case that resulted in the arrests of the seven Ramsay kids from Papa Ramsay's first marriage last week.

"What Jac found here is directly related to that case. I can't go into detail, but it is enough to make the case open-and-shut."

"So why did Jac ask for both of us to be here, Detective?"

"Because what we've found here falls under RICO, anything gained as a result of certain crimes. This house was bought, as were both of his cars, with money Mr. Lundt was paid after he was "hired" to divert funds from your corporation to banks outside of the US. He would then move the money through two or three other banks before sending it to one of seven accounts at a bank in the Cayman Islands.

"Those seven accounts are in the names of the seven Ramsays currently being held in the courthouse. They were supposed to go in front of a judge at some time today, but with the evidence we've found here, that will probably be delayed for a while now.

"Over the last 6.5 years, since they hired him for this purpose, he has been given just over $19.3 million US total. We also learned that a beach house on the Jersey shore was bought using money they paid him. His offshore account that we found has $17.5 million US in it.

"From what we have discovered through the evidence found here, there are eighteen other properties, eleven cars and five boats that can be claimed under the RICO statutes; these people ordered him to steal and transfer money across state or federal borders for their benefit.

"He left a confession of his activities, listing them on paper, and provided the password to his computer here. The information we found on it goes into extreme detail, listing every movement of money after it was initially "taken" from the corporation.

"Other bits and pieces in there are even nastier, including a payment sent through Mr. Lundt to ensure Suzanne Kealoah's severe injury or death, and another payment through Mr. Lundt to hire the lawyer they intended to use in their defence."

"So those nasty excuses for human beings did give the order to have her harmed. Grrrrr!!!!!!" Seanna growled. "Sue Kealoah was my aunt, she left behind a four year old girl. That girl has been in my care for the last week, I've been with her as much as possible since Sue was hurt. Leilani, Sue's daughter, seems okay now, but I'm quite sure that she is going to need a lot of help and love to get through this."

Thaddeus waited for Seanna to finish, then asked, "They actually had him hire a lawyer using funds stolen from the corporation?" When the detective nodded, Thaddeus continued, "That lawyer is going to be really ticked off when he finds out about that, I'm sure."

Detective Krasnokow replied, "Doesn't matter now, that money will be reclaimed as well, likely within 48 hours. The simple fact is, the seven of them haven't got a snowball's chance in hell now, not with all of the evidence here, the court will have copies by tomorrow afternoon."

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Judge Ravena Adamowicz looked out over her courtroom. She'd just been informed that there was new evidence relevant to the case. The ADA continued, "I've been told that we will have copies of the new evidence by the end of the day tomorrow at the latest."

The Judge looked over at the defence table, the seven older people all sitting nervously in their chairs and the lawyer who it seemed was representing them. She wondered how they had hired him, Stephen P. Brandenburg's services didn't come cheap.

She shook her head, then spoke, "I have no choice but to remand the seven of you so the ADA there can get the evidence and examine it in detail. You will return to this court on Friday, January 6th at 9:30 AM. I expect Mr. Brandenburg will have all the files by then?"

The ADA looked up for a moment. "Yes, Your Honour, I'm sure we can transfer copies of all the files to him by that time."

"Then this court is adjourned."

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Thaddeus took Seanna to a cafe where they relaxed for an hour over coffees, Thaddeus had chocolate cake, Seanna a blueberry muffin. They talked for a while about what they had just heard. As they were finishing, Thaddeus stated, "You know we can't mention this at all. We need to stay out of it if we can, let the police and the courts do their jobs, the outcome seems to be pretty clear, I'd think."

Seanna nodded, then replied, "Yes, I think so, too, that detective said it couldn't be any easier, open-and-shut he said."

"Yeah, he did say that. Okay, I'm going to take you back to Sue's place so you can continue whatever you were doing earlier."

"Thaddeus, when you said we can't mention this, and that we should stay out of it, you were right."

**********

Thaddeus dropped her off in front of the house, Seanna ran to the front door, unlocked it and knocked on JJ and Pat's door. In the background, she could hear the low rumble of Thaddeus' car slowly fading into the distance as he drove away.

JJ opened the door, "Hi, Seanna, back already, I see. I'll get the girls for you. Leilani! Asemba!"

The two girls came running from the kitchen, when they saw Seanna, they ran up and hugged her, yelling, "Seanna back! Seanna back!"

Seanna giggled took the two girls by the hand and led them up the stairs to Sue's apartment. Once they were inside the apartment, Seanna sat them down for a moment. "I'm going to be buying furniture for the new house, do you two want separate bedrooms or to share one? Asemba, I also need to go to where you and your momma lived to get any clothing and personal items you might have there."

Both girls shouted that they wanted to share a room, so Seanna took them over to her laptop, opened it up, started it, typed in her password when the password screen came up, then navigated to a website, showing pictures of custom made bedroom furniture to the girls. After looking at the various options available, they finally chose a set that was princess themed, and Seanna placed an order, adding a second dresser.

She then told the girls that they could go and play, or watch TV, so long as they were fairly quiet.

Seanna then returned to her laptop, looking through the other bedroom sets, picked one she liked and ordered it. She then picked out furniture sets for the living room, the study and the library, asking when they could be delivered.

She figured that she could turn the study into her new home office, and use the library as a combination library & second office space.

Several minutes passed before she received a reply that most of it could be delivered on Friday, the rest by the next Tuesday.

She then typed in a different website that offered a wider variety of furniture, and placed an order to get pieces for the parlours, the remaining bedrooms, and padded benches for the balcony and the library. She also ordered two pool tables, one for snooker, one for eight ball, as well as a small bar and a dozen high backed, high seat wooden chairs which could be scattered around the billiard room.

Switching to a different department of that store, she also ordered a brand new high end washer and dryer set. Those would go in the laundry area, along with a large, deep sink that would be shared with the mudroom space. The only item that would be in the mudroom would be a large heavy duty washable floor cover, so that people could drop their dirty boots and shoes there instead of bringing them into the house.

Last but not least, Seanna looked through what was available in the kitchen department. She picked out a dishwasher, a nice eight burner stove with two ovens underneath, then a large double door refrigerator and a large chest freezer. She also picked out an island with two chairs for the kitchen. After looking through a wide variety of tables, she picked one out that could seat six people that would match the other items.

Then she saw a nice looking combined buffet & hutch, and a table that could seat up to eight people, both came in a mahogany stain. She decided that it wouldn't hurt to have plenty of table seating, so she ordered two of the eight seat tables, the 16' by 15' dining room was big enough to fit both tables and the hutch, and still have enough space to easily move around all the furniture.

After her order was processed, she had a quick chat with a manager who said they should be able to deliver it all on Friday.

Seanna chuckled to herself, it looked like Friday would be a busy day with two different furniture deliveries for the new house.

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Once she had finished picking out furniture for the new house, Seanna turned on the oven, letting it preheat, then pulled out some chicken thighs and dropped them in a baking pan, sprinkling a few spices on them. While she waited for the oven, she chopped up two large potatoes and set them aside for a while. When the oven was ready, she set the chicken on the lower rack and closed the oven door.

A little while later, she could just begin to smell the chicken as it cooked; she rinsed the potatoes briefly, then added some water to a pot, dropped the potatoes in and set them on the stove, turning the burner on to slightly higher than medium. She checked the chicken and potatoes from time to time, then pulled some frozen mixed vegetables from the freezer compartment of the fridge, placed them in a pot, added some water and set that on a second burner, turning it midway between medium and high before checking the children in the living room.

They'd been watching afternoon cartoons pretty much since she had said they could do what they wanted, they seemed happy enough.

Seanna periodically checked the various items, eventually pulling the potatoes off the burner, turning that one off. She placed a wooden board on the counter, set the pot with the potatoes on it, took some butter and milk from the fridge, then started mashing the potatoes.

Once the potatoes were mashed, she pulled the other pot from the stove, turned that burner off, ran the vegetables through a colander, then put them in a bowl, placing the bowl on the table. She then transferred the mashed potatoes to another bowl, setting it on the table.

She noticed two little faces peeking around the corner of the kitchen next to the living room and giggled. "I guess you two are ready to eat?" At their eager nods, Seanna told them to go wash their hands, then put on an oven mitt, pulled the chicken out and turned the oven off. She reached into a cupboard for three plates, set them on the table, then using the oven mitt to hold the baking pan, she placed a thigh on each plate. She grabbed a serving spoon and placed a scoop of potatoes on each plate, followed by a scoop of the mixed vegetables.

Seanna opened a drawer, pulled out some silverware and set it by each plate, then opened a different cupboard, taking out three glasses, setting one by each plate before she opened the fridge, pulled out the milk and filled the three glasses. Salt, pepper, they were set.

She then took a brief moment to wash her hands in the kitchen sink, turned around and found both girls already seated at the table.

**********

The three of them enjoyed the meal, chattering about their day, Seanna finished off the small amount of potatoes and vegetables that had been left in the bowls, then sent the girls to the living room while she cleared the table, rinsed dishes and placed them in the dishwasher.

She put some water in the pot that was used to cook the potatoes, then left it to soak along with the baking pan, she'd finish them later.

**********

Seanna called the two girls and told them to put on their coats, they would be going out for a while. As was often the case, she had to help them put their coats on, then she zipped them both up before reaching into the closet for her own coat, which was soon on and zipped.

She led them out to the car, secured them in their seats, then closed the back door, got in her own seat and started the car. She closed the driver's side door, waited for the engine to warm up, then backed up before turning to follow the laneway to the street.

There was no traffic, so she turned and followed the directions she had been given for the place where Asemba and her mother Annalise used to live before Annalise was killed. Nearly half an hour passed before she found the right street and then the correct building.

Seanna released the two girls, letting them out of the car, then closed the doors and used the remote to lock the car.

With one of the girls holding on to each hand, she walked toward the building, letting Asemba go for a moment so she could ring the bell. Just as she was about to ring it again, the door opened, revealing a woman around 40 years old. Seanna explained why she was there.

The woman left the doorway for a moment, the sound of a TV could be heard from the living room nearby. The woman returned a few minutes later, smiled down at the two little girls, handed Seanna two keys on a ring, telling her "Unit 5, on the second floor. Don't leave it a mess."

Seanna thanked her and turned to use one of the keys to unlock the door that opened to a set of stairs to the second floor. Seanna climbed the stairs, taking her time so the girls wouldn't fall behind, then used the second key to unlock Unit 5. The apartment behind the door turned out to be a small bachelor, about 25' by 10', including kitchen, bathroom and one fair sized closet.

In the main area of the apartment, Seanna saw a double bed lying on the floor by the back wall, a dresser to one side of the lone window, a four seat table in the middle of the apartment and a shabby couch, chair, coffee table and TV just inside the front door.

Opening the closet, there didn't seem to be much in the way of clothes, and most of it was either cheap stuff or obvious hooker outfits. At the very left end of the closet, there were three rather worn outfits and a shabby jacket that looked to be Asemba's size.

Most of the clothes in the dresser were Annalise's, about two thirds of it matching the hooker clothes, the rest t-shirts, jeans and shorts. Like the closet, there were only a few pieces of clothing that would fit Asemba, most of it being at least moderately worn.

Seanna asked Asemba if she wanted any of her clothing that was here, the girl shook her head, saying "No," at the same time. When asked if there was anything that she did want, Asemba pointed to the two stuffed animals on the bed, a pink bear and a grey cat.

Seanna wanted to be absolutely sure about it. "You don't want anything else in here at all?" Another no was the response from Asemba.

"Okay, then, grab the stuffed animals." Asemba picked them up and passed the pink bear over to Leilani.

Seanna led the girls out of the apartment, locked it again, then headed down the stairs, letting that door lock behind them. She knocked on the manager's door again, returned the keys and informed the woman that whatever was left up there was disposable.

**********

Seanna decided that since they were already in that area of the city, she might as well grab what she wanted from her own shabby apartment. After securing the girls in their seats and closing the door, she climbed into the driver's seat, buckled in and started the car.

A few minutes later, she backed out of the parking space, then seeing there was no traffic, entered the street, turning toward her old apartment. The drive didn't take very long, her old place was less than seven blocks away from the building they had just left.

After getting the two girls out of their seats once they arrived there, she locked the car and led them to the entry of her old building. She had had one of six small apartments on the third floor, even smaller than the one Annalise and Asemba had shared.

Using a set of keys she hadn't even looked at in over a week, she unlocked the entry door, then led the girls to a small elevator. She pressed the button to go up, but had to wait as someone was getting on it from the fourth floor, then the darn thing went up to the sixth floor. The building had six floors above ground plus the basement, which had three apartments along with the furnace and a small open space that most of the tenants in the building used as a recreation room. A ping pong table was at one end, three couches around a TV filled the other end.

Eventually, the elevator arrived at the ground floor, four people stepped out of it, all of them heading toward the building's front door. Seanna waited until they were out the door, then hit the up button again; the elevator opened and Seanna and the girls entered.

Seanna pressed three, and the elevator slowly climbed to the third floor; when it opened, Seanna led the two girls out, then down the hall to her old apartment, the one at the very back of the building on the right hand side, unlocked the door and waved the two girls into the room.

The space wasn't much to talk about, maybe 15' by 12', but it had three windows compared to one in Annalise's apartment. There was an old wardrobe instead of a closet, a dresser, a double bed, and a couch with coffee table and TV, with a small two seat table beside a window.

Seanna told the two girls to watch some TV, then spent the next hour sorting out her clothes. Two bags were filled with clothes she intended to keep, another four bags were filled with clothes she would donate to the nearest Goodwill or Salvation Army store she could find.

One last bag was filled with items that would be going into the trash bins at the side of the building.

She told the girls not to open the door at all, then she hauled the bags down to her car, putting the two with clothes she wanted in the footwells of the back seat of the car, then took two more trips to bring down the items she would donate before returning to the third floor one last time. She picked up the last bag, called the girls, locked the apartment, and headed down to the first floor, then out the door and over to the garbage bins, dropping the single bag in one of them, before turning around to enter the building again.

She led the girls down a small flight of steps, down the basement hall to the one door on the right side and knocked. When the door opened, she handed the keys to the apartment to the landlord and told him to do what he wanted with the contents of the apartment.

He asked if she was okay, she told him she had a much better place now, said goodbye to him and led the girls back up the stairs.

Seanna unlocked the car, secured the girls in their seats, closed the door, then opened the driver's door, climbed in and put on her seat belt. She waited a few minutes, then turned toward the street. She had to wait as a couple of cars went by, then turned into the street.

She had remembered, while she was sorting everything out, that there was a store that sold second hand items and clothing a few blocks away, and that it had a donation bin. When she reached the store, she grabbed the bags from the trunk and threw them in the bin.

Back at the car, she transferred the bags in the footwells of the back seat to the trunk, closed the trunk and the door, then got in the front seat again. She buckled herself in, then looked behind her; there wasn't any traffic, so she backed into the street and headed for Sue's building.

**********

Half an hour later, they arrived back at Sue's, Seanna taking the car through the laneway to the back of the house. She turned off the engine once she had stopped, then opened the door, grabbed her purse and closed the driver's door. Opening the back door, she released the girls, then popped the trunk open, grabbed the two bags, closed the trunk and followed the girls to the back door, unlocking it.

The girls headed into the house, scampering up the stairs to wait by the door to Sue's apartment. Seanna took her time carrying the two bags, then dropped them to unlock the apartment door, ordering the girls to take off their coats and leave them by the hall closet.

It only took a minute for the girls to get out of and then drop their coats, then they ran into Leilani's bedroom, each holding a stuffed toy from Annalise's old place. Seanna could hear the two girls giggling as she took off her own jacket, then hung all three of them up in the closet.

She stuffed the two bags into the bottom of the hall closet, figuring she wouldn't need them before the weekend.

She checked the TV listings and found a movie the girls might want to watch; she called them out as it was just starting. They sprawled on the couch as she went into the kitchen to get some chips and some water, then brought paper plates and plastic cups out as well.

When the movie ended, Seanna sent the two girls to Leilani's room to put on nighties and hop into bed. She cleaned up the remains of the chips, put the rest of the water in the fridge, then went in and read a bedtime story to the girls who soon drifted off to sleep.

Seanna watched TV for a couple of hours, then made her own way to bed, falling asleep within minutes of going under the covers.

**********

The next two days were spent packing up most of the clothes in the apartment, and deciding which of Sue's clothes she wanted to keep. In the end, about half of Sue's clothing would end up in a donation bin somewhere, some would go in the garbage, Seanna would keep the rest.

Since she knew that she would be fairly busy getting furniture into the new house, Seanna made an arrangement with JJ to keep the girls on Friday. She then drove over to the new house, being sure to arrive earlier than the first delivery was scheduled to show up.

The first delivery truck actually arrived about ten or fifteen minutes late. Seanna spent the next 3.5 hours showing the men where she wanted each piece to be placed. Several pieces were still in the back of the large truck when the second delivery vehicle showed up.

Now Seanna was even busier; thankfully, the second truck didn't have quite as much as the first, both were fully unloaded by 4:30 PM.

Once the second truck had disappeared down the road, Seanna moaned, leaning against the doorframe, she was worn out. She had been running all over the place, in and out of the house, up and down stairs all day; if she took another step right now, she would collapse.

She had stuffed her cell phone in one of the pockets of her jacket so she could answer if anyone called, but no one had. Still sagging against the doorframe, Seanna called her mother, who said that she would catch a cab and be over there in a few minutes.

Ten minutes later, Seanna's Momma hopped out of a cab, paid her fare and half-carried, half-dragged Seanna into the house.

**********

An hour later, after being able to stay off her feet and just relax, Seanna felt much better. They left the house, Seanna drove her Momma to her house, then headed into a mall for some quick Xmas shopping, picking up gifts for Momma, Tamara, Uncle Tony and his family, the two girls, JJ, Pat and the rest of the women in that house, then paid for the gifts to be wrapped in the various stores where she had been shopping.

Once her shopping was done and everything was stuffed in the trunk, Seanna drove across the city to Sue's building, she had missed not being with the girls all day. She managed to get the gifts up to Sue's apartment, then shoved them in Sue' bedroom closet for now.

After the gifts were out of sight, she wandered down the stairs, knocked on JJ's door and was mobbed by the two little girls.

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Early Saturday morning, which happened to be December 24th, Seanna grabbed most of the presents she had hidden in Sue's apartment and carried them down to her car. She asked JJ to just keep an eye on the children, she would be back in about an hour.

Seanna drove over to her Momma's house, then carried all the gifts into the front parlour. The furniture had been moved aside so a nine foot tall Norway spruce could be placed in a pot to one side of the small fireplace. Gifts were scattered in piles all around the tree.

Seanna informed her Momma that she would be back either late in the afternoon or early in the evening with the girls.

**********

Seanna decided it was a perfect day for the girls to be out having fun in the park. She called Mark and Kate to enquire if they could by chance meet at the park and give Toby a chance to run around with the three girls. Mark and Kate had seen the newscasts about Seanna's rescue of Asemba the week before and were all too happy to have a chance to go out and have some fun.

Seanna told Leilani that she would be able to play with Sally and the dog Toby, but that Asemba would need to be included. Leilani immediately began jumping up and down, she hadn't seen Sally or the dog for over a week, and she finally convinced Asemba to go along.

Seanna then had to get the two girls into their coats, both had decided on overalls, a t-shirt and a sweater for playing in the park. Seanna also made them put on a pair of boots, as there had been a bit of rain at some point during the night and the ground was still damp.

Once they were ready, Seanna put on her own coat and boots, locked the door, then led the girls down the stairs and out the front door. The park was a bit over two blocks away; it was a fair sized park, about four square blocks, so lots of room to run around.

**********

Seanna and the girls met Mark, Kate, Sally and Toby at a fountain a few hundred feet inside the park. The fountain was turned off at this time of year, but it was still used as a gathering spot that was easily recognizable by anyone coming into the park.

As soon as Toby saw and smelled Leilani, he was all over her, licking her face and anywhere else he could reach. Then Toby noticed that there was another girl with Leilani, but this one seemed a bit scared. He turned to face Asemba, sat down and then offered her a paw.

Asemba stood there for a minute, the dog lowered his paw, then raised it again. Leilani whispered to Asemba, "He won't hurt you."

Finally, Asemba reached out and grasped the paw when Toby offered it for the third time, then sank to her knees and hugged the dog.

**********

A few minutes later, after Mark had let Toby off the leash, then handed rubber balls to the girls, the three girls and the dog ran off to play. It surely couldn't have been more than ten minutes after that when Seanna looked over that way and saw a crowd of children playing there.

Seanna pointed it out to Mark and Kate, Mark laughed, saying, "Every time we bring the dog here, he becomes an instant child magnet!"

Like the first time, some children were tossing the balls around, Toby would chase first one, then another. Today, some of the kids were tossing sticks too and Toby thought it was a perfect time to play fetch. Between the balls and the sticks, Toby was all over the place.

Every now and then, the kids and Toby would fall to the ground and rest for a while before playing again.

The day was a bit warmer than usual for the time of year, the adults were content to watch as long as things appeared to be okay. If anything did happen, they would be able to get over to the children in about fifteen or twenty seconds if they ran the whole way.

At one point, Mark checked his watch and was surprised to discover that it was already 12:45 PM. "The children have been running around for the last few hours, how about we take them to Tom and Jack's for some lunch? Hot dogs, hamburgers, ice cream..."

Seanna thought for a moment. "That sounds good, it's warm enough the kids could likely eat at the picnic tables under the tree there."

"Yup, and if they do eat there, we'll be able to keep an eye on them easily enough," Mark replied.

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When the adults wandered over to make the suggestion about going to Tom and Jack's for lunch, they noticed pairs or small groups of adults approaching the children from several different directions. They all met in a loose group around the children.

There was a bit of discussion. In the end, all but one family decided to go to Tom and Jack's; the whole group, including eleven adults and seventeen children aged from three to eight, started walking across the park toward the popular restaurant.

They had to wait for a minute or so at the stoplight/crossing at the edge of the park; when it changed to green, the group crossed, then turned up the street toward the restaurant, arriving there a minute or two later. The horde then invaded the restaurant.

Tom, an older gentleman, noticed the group as they walked in the door and laughed, business would be good today.

The children were brought to the counter one by one to pick out what they wanted; most chose a hot dog and fries along with a pop, a few decided to have a hamburger and fries instead. The adults placed their orders, the bill was added up and the adults all helped to pay it.

Tom informed them that they would haul two more picnic tables out from the shed behind the restaurant so they could all sit down. Jack, who actually was Jackie, Tom's wife, sent their two sons Paul and James out to carry the extra tables over to the tree, then set the food orders on an assortment of trays, with a bit of paper with a name on it placed on each tray to identify who would be getting the meals.

The group wandered out to the tree, arriving just as Paul and James placed the last table under the tree. The boys then headed into the restaurant, returning a moment later carrying two trays each, called out names and set them down by the child responding to the name.

The boys needed to make a couple more trips before everyone had their meals in hand, then they all dug in. It was a late but great lunch.

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Once Leilani and Asemba had finished eating, or had eaten as much as they could, Seanna took the trays into the restaurant. Kate had been right behind her, carrying the trays that she, Mark and Sally had used. Both women returned to the table to collect their child(ren).

Leilani thanked Mark, Kate and Sally for being able to play wth Toby again; it took a few minutes, but Asemba eventually thanked them. Seanna and the girls walked along the sidewalk beside the park, then turned at the corner to head for home. At that point, Mark, Kate, and Sally said goodbye, Toby giving lots of free licks to one and all in the process, as they needed to go the opposite direction.

Seanna said that she would give them a call some time soon about going to the park again, then the girls turned toward home.

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Seanna and the girls hadn't been in the door for five minutes before both girls crawled into bed for a well-earned nap.

She let them sleep for a while, she wanted them to be able to have some fun this evening, Christmas would be spent with Momma.

Home Is Where The Heart Is: Part 9

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Fresh Start

TG Elements: 

  • Christmas

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

Here is the next part of Seanna's story, Christmas finally and Seanna starts working in the corporation's head office.

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At 4:30 PM, Seanna entered Leilani's bedroom and woke the girls up, saying they needed to get ready to visit her Momma. Seanna quickly packed some clothes for the two girls, enough to last a couple of days, then helped the girls into nice looking jersey dresses. After helping both girls to put on a pair of tights and picking out matching Mary Janes, she led them out into the main area of the apartment.

Once the two girls had their coats on, Seanna zipped them up, then grabbed her own coat and her purse as they left the apartment. Seanna led them down the stairs, out the back door and quickly strapped them into their car seats, then closed the back door and climbed into the driver's seat of the car. She started the engine, let it warm up for a few minutes, then backed up before following the laneway to the street.

Seeing that there was no traffic, Seanna turned into the street and started driving toward her Momma's house.

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It took them almost an hour to get to Momma's, traffic was slow in many places, it seemed everyone was out doing last minute shopping. Finally, Seanna was able to turn into her Momma's drive, park the car and turn off the engine.

Seanna sat there for a few minutes, driving here this time hadn't been fun, there had been three accidents on the way which she had had to drive around, and at least two almost accidents thanks to drivers not paying attention, one had been jabbering away on a cell phone. The only reason THAT driver hadn't ended up in an accident was that the drivers around the idiot HAD been paying attention.

With a quiet sigh, Seanna got out of the car, released the girls from their seats, closed the doors and used the remote to lock the car.

Seanna and the two girls walked up to the front door of Momma's house. Seanna rang the bell just as her Momma opened the door.

"Hi, Momma, I didn't expect you to be watching the door. Traffic was lousy, three accidents and a couple almosts, one idiot on a cell phone."

"Hi, Seanna, at least you and the girls made it here safely, come on in. Coats and shoes off, girls, then you can go to the playroom if you like."

Once the two girls had removed their coats and shoes, they scampered to the playroom at the back of the house. Seanna and her Momma brought in the two suitcases from the car, taking them up to Seanna's old room at the back on the second floor, then wandered down to the back parlour across the hall from the playroom after a brief stop in the kitchen to get some fresh coffee.

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The two women took seats on the big sofa, then Momma turned on the TV, just in time to catch the evening news. The three accidents that Seanna had bypassed were mentioned, as were two others; everyone was blaming the recent weather, especially the incoming cold spell and the freezing rain earlier that afternoon that left patches of ice everywhere. Seanna mumbled, "Easier to blame the weather than yourself."

Her Momma chuckled, then shook her head. "Too true, many people just won't take responsibility for their own actions nowadays."

The two women could hear the girls chattering now and then from the playroom across the hall. The rest of the news was the usual stuff, some reports on the president-elect's actions of recent days, plus two armed robberies, a missing woman and a big business takeover.

Once the news was finished, Momma suggested that they could get take-out, as she would be cooking for several hours tomorrow. Seanna nodded and wandered over to the playroom, asked the girls what they wanted, and was told, "Yummy chicken!"

Seanna giggled, returned to the parlour, pulled out her phone and called KFC, placing an order for a bucket and three bottles of orange juice.

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The order from KFC arrived about 35 minutes later, Seanna paid and took the food and drinks to the kitchen at the back of the house. Her Momma followed her into the kitchen, pulled out some plates, placed a breast, a drumstick and some fries on each plate, then set them on the table. She also placed some a knife and fork at each place in case anyone wanted to use them, then split one of the three bottles of orange juice between two glasses for the girls before setting a full bottle beside the two other plates as Seanna called the girls for dinner.

Momma pulled a few items from the fridge and made a quick salad in a large bowl, set it on the table, then put some on each plate. She figured that the salad would at least give them a bit of healthy food, no harm in making sure children have their greens.

As chicken can be a bit messy, Momma pulled out two bibs, tying one on each of the girls, then set clean dish towels across their laps.

Leilani and Asemba were ravenous and tore into the chicken, devouring it in a few short minutes, then ate their fries and salad. The two women smiled at the obviously hungry girls while taking their time to eat their own meals and chat about recent events.

The two girls waited patiently for the women to finish; when they did, Seanna grabbed a cloth from the sink, removed the bibs and wiped the girls' faces and hands before saying they could go to the playroom for a while before bedtime. The girls were gone as soon as she said it.

Seanna and her Momma quickly cleared the dishes, rinsing them before placing them in the dishwasher, then returned to the parlour. Seanna turned on the TV and found a comedy movie to watch, then settled into the sofa as she sipped at a fresh cup of coffee.

Halfway through the movie, there was a brief power outage. Momma grabbed several candles from the kitchen and lit them, placing two on the coffee table in the parlour and a few on plates on the kitchen table, then carried one into the playroom while Seanna checked on the girls. Seanna carefully picked up the two sleepy girls, balancing one on each hip, then slowly walked up the stairs to her old room.

Seanna stripped the two girls, then dressed each of them in a pretty nightgown before tucking them in with a kiss on their foreheads. Both of the girls were barely awake; a few minutes of reading from one of their favourite stories was enough, both were soon sound asleep.

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Seanna and her Momma returned to the main floor of the house, then the parlour, relaxing on the sofa and chatting.

The power eventually come on nearly an hour later, a quick call to the provider informed them that a frozen line on their street had snapped. Seanna was quite pleased at the prompt and efficient service that resulted in the power returning that soon.

The two women blew out the candles they had been using, and returned the candles to their normal place in the pantry next to the kitchen.

Seanna and her Momma stayed up to catch the late evening news, which was just as crazy as the earlier news had been; five more accidents thanks to the icy roads, two more robberies, both in Seanna's old neighbourhood, and a story of a woman who had been skiing at a location about an hour outside of the city, the woman had missed a turn and had skied off a fifty foot cliff, breaking a leg and wrist in the fall.

Once the news had finished, the two women turned off the first floor lights and went up to their beds.

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Seanna's Momma woke up at 6:45 AM on Christmas Day. This was a bit later than her usual wake up time of 6 AM, but she was glad for the extra rest as she would be busy in the kitchen for several hours today. Christmas dinner was always a big effort for her. At least this time she would have Seanna in the house; Tamara and Tony, Sr. and family were expected to arrive in the late morning or early afternoon.

After a brief wash, she dressed in a plain bra and pair of panties, an old pair of heavy jeans, a t-shirt, an old flannel shirt and running shoes, then wandered down to the kitchen to do the initial preparations for the big mid-afternoon meal. She turned the oven on to preheat it.

She spent the first fifteen or twenty minutes in the kitchen making the stuffing using a recipe her mother and grandmother had used, http://www.food.com/recipe/betty-crockers-classic-bread-turk... , then added some shredded pancetta for a bit of extra flavour.

Once the stuffing was ready, she rinsed half a dozen medium carrots and two Spanish onions, then chopped the carrots into 1/3" thick slices. She switched to the onions, cut each one in half, then each half into quarters, then set them with the carrots in a bowl on the counter.

She'd seen one of Jamie Oliver's recipes for cooking turkey that mentioned putting bits of rolled pancetta into the thighs and drumsticks of the bird. She thought it might be interesting to try, so she rolled a sprig of rosemary and a sliver of garlic into a thin strip of pancetta, then poked holes in the thighs and drumsticks as suggested in Jamie's recipe before placing each rolled pancetta into a hole.

Once the turkey was ready and stuffed, she set it in the roasting pan, dropped the chopped carrots and onions into the pan around the bird, then quickly cut half a dozen buds of garlic in half before dropping them into the pan as well. She foil wrapped the bird, placed the pan in the oven, turned the oven down to 180°C (350°F) and closed the door. As the bird was 25 pounds, she expected it to cook for about five hours.

It was just before 7:30 AM when she set the bird in the oven, a few minutes later, Seanna came wandering down wearing a nightgown and robe. The coffee pot was still half full, so she poured a cup and warmed it in the microwave before adding a bit of sugar and milk.

Seanna and her Momma chatted as Momma went to work on making some apple and mince pies, then set the apple pies in the oven. The mince pies would need to wait as there wasn't enough space to put more than two pies on the upper rack of the oven at one time.

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Just after Momma put the apple pies in the oven, Seanna heard the girls as they started down the stairs. Seanna was surprised, she had expected the girls to be awake a fair bit earlier to open presents, but it seemed the girls had been totally worn out the night before.

Leilani and Asemba bounced down from the bottom step, giggling madly, then Leilani spotted Seanna looking out from the kitchen. The two little girls wandered into the kitchen, received hugs from both women, then Momma set out a few boxes of cereal and popped some bread into her eight slice toaster. Momma then pulled out the mixings for blueberry pancakes, mixing the batter while the two girls watched.

Momma grabbed a frying pan from the wall near the window, then put some butter in the pan, letting it melt before she spooned the first bit of batter into the pan. It only took a couple of minutes before she flipped the pancake, then about the same time before she pulled it from the pan, asking Seanna to grab some plates from the cupboards. Momma set the pancake on one plate, then had Seanna cut it in half and give each half to one of the girls as she started the next one. A few minutes later, Momma and Seanna both had their own large pancake to eat.

With the cereal and toast, the pancakes would fill them up hopefully until the turkey would be ready for everyone to enjoy.

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With breakfast out of the way, Seanna led the two little girls into the front parlour where the tree had been set up. When Leilani and Asemba entered the front parlour and saw the piles of gifts under the tree, they both squealed in delight and ran over to the gifts.

Seanna followed them, settled herself down next to them in lotus position, then reached in, picked out a gift and handed it to Asemba. The little dark-skinned girl stood there for a moment as the gift was handed to her, evidently in shock, then shook herself and ripped off the wrapping. The gift turned out to be a pretty golden brown sweater that would bring out the colour of her eyes whenever she would wear it.

Seanna smiled, then handed a gift to Leilani; Leilani opened it to find a beautiful gold necklace with a unicorn and girl pendant.

Shortly after Seanna started passing gifts to the girls, Momma pulled the apple pies from the oven and placed the mince pies in it.

Gift after gift was handed to the two girls, various pieces of children's clothing, jewellery, and lots of toys including several dolls and stuffed toys. There were various games oriented to children under seven years of age, as well as several books suitable for younger children.

Momma wandered into the front parlour while Seanna was handing gifts to the girls and sat on a chair nearby, watching and smiling. Eventually, Seanna ran out of gifts for the girls, so she passed her mother one that turned out to be a lovely forest green knee length dress.

Momma laughed and joined them by the tree, reaching under it, finding a gift that had Seanna's name on it, and passed it to her. It turned out to be an ivory sweater and pale blue skirt combo that Seanna had been looking at several months earlier. Seanna giggled in delight.

For the next ten minutes, Seanna and her Momma passed gifts to each other. Like the ones for the children, there was a mix of clothing, plus items more suitable to older people. Momma had bought several pieces of cookware for when Seanna moved into the new house, along with a nice coffee maker and two vouchers for markets in the area. Seanna had bought her Momma a new knife set for the kitchen and a crock pot.

The old grandfather clock on the other side of the fireplace chimed 10:15 AM as they finished opening gifts. Momma and Seanna spent the next several minutes clearing up all the torn bits of wrapping paper before depositing it all in a large black garbage bag.

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The two women and the girls spent the next four hours or so watching various Christmas movies in the back parlour. Every now and then, Momma would get up, wander out to the kitchen to check on the turkey, then return to continue watching the movies.

All four pies were done by 10:15 AM, they were put in the fridge after being left out on the counter to cool down for half an hour or so.

At about 1:15, Momma pulled the turkey from the oven, having checked that it was cooked right through, then set it on the counter. While the turkey was sitting on the countertop, Momma was busy cooking the rest of the meal, preparing butternut squash with onions and pecans, lemon pepper green beans, potatoes and broccoli au gratin, a creamy corn pudding, and maple glazed sweet potatoes with bacon and caramelized onions. She wanted this to be a good, solid meal that would have everyone's mouth watering by the time the meal was served.

Just after 1:30 PM, the doorbell rang, Seanna answered it, letting in Uncle Tony, his wife, his son and her sister Tamara.

At about 2:30 PM, Momma transferred some of the items that had been fully cooked into bowls that were oven safe, then set them in the oven to keep warm while the other items finished cooking. The last of the food was fully ready just before 3 PM, Momma took a short break.

While Momma relaxed for a few minutes, Tamara and Seanna set the table for eight people, using the special heirloom silverware and plates. Wine glasses were set by all of the adults' seats, including Tony, Jr.'s; he was fifteen, old enough to enjoy a bit of wine on special occasions. Ordinary glasses were set by each plate, as well as mugs for those who wanted to have coffee or tea with the meal.

The various dishes were set on small silver platters around the main piece, the 25 pound stuffed turkey on its own heavy silver platter.

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At 3:15 PM, Seanna and her Momma called everyone in for the Christmas dinner; people found seats, a brief prayer was said, then Uncle Tony, as the eldest male, was asked to cut the turkey; he graciously agreed, cut and served turkey to everyone, then the table became a chaotic mess of dishes passing hither and thither as people took what they wanted, then passed the dishes onward again.

Everyone tried a bit of all of the various dishes, discovered what they liked and didn't, and worked on stuffing themselves right up to the gills. Uncle Tony and Tony, Jr. were the last ones to lay down their silverware, both had had two servings of pie to finish the meal.

Congratulations were given on a wonderful meal; Tamara, Seanna and Uncle Tony's wife Larissa cleared the table and started washing the dishes. The plates, once rinsed, would be fine in the dishwasher, they were good, solid high quality stoneware.

Once all of the dishes had been set to soak or put in the dishwasher, everyone ended up in the back parlour watching Christmas movies.

Shortly after 6 PM, the two little girls were yawning quite often, Seanna watched them for a few minutes, then took them upstairs. She led them into the bathroom, had them strip while she started the bath, then she grabbed towels and nightgowns, setting them on the edge of the sink. She gave the girls a quick bath without washing their hair, then helped them dry off and put on their nightgowns. She led them into her room, set them in the middle of the bed, and read a bit of a story until the two girls were asleep.

Seanna returned to the back parlour, spending time with the other members of the family, until they left just after 8 PM.

Seanna and her mother spent the last few hours of the evening listening to Christmas music on the radio before going to their beds.

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Boxing Day was spent relaxing, although Seanna did take the girls to see a movie at a theater in the heart of the city. When the movie ended, Seanna took the girls back to her Momma's where she packed up most of her clothing to be transferred to the new house.

The 27th and 28th of December were spent moving Seanna's clothing and personal belongings from her Momma's house to the new one, then Seanna's and the girls' clothing and personal items from Sue's place to the new house, where everything was placed where it belonged. Seanna also spent part of the 27th meeting the last furniture delivery and guiding the workers to where items needed to be placed.

On the 29th, Seanna watched the evening news which showed a clip of a woman in Texas catching a flying car seat after it had been thrown from a car involved in a collision on the Southwest Freeway a short distance from the IHOP which the woman and two children had just left. The reporter mentioned that a video of the catch had apparently gone viral on Facebook already, with close to 200k likes in just eight hours.

Seanna and her Momma talked about that and other things after the girls had been put to bed that evening.

On the 30th, Thaddeus called and asked if Seanna would be willing to start working at headquarters after New Year's. She spent about thirty minutes on the phone with Thaddeus, as he gave her information and advice related to the job, and she agreed to start then.

For some reason that Seanna couldn't quite understand or explain, the pictures of that woman catching the flying car seat stayed on her mind over the last two days of 2016. It was clear by the woman's reaction that she valued the lives of children very highly. Seanna thought about it for almost 24 hours, then decided to see if there was any way to trace the woman, whose name had not been given in the video clip.

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On the last day of the year, Seanna received an unexpected phone call from Judge Thomas-Black; it seemed the Judge had gone to school many years back with another Judge who had set up shop in the Greater Houston area, whereas Thomas-Black had stayed here.

Judge Thomas-Black had called her friend Judge Thibideau the day before, and had learned the identity of the woman from the video clip. It seemed he had been working with the woman in securing the safety of a transgendered child; the woman had brought the child to Houston to meet the Judge, and had then stumbled over the transgendered victim of a child rape ring shortly after that child was raped. The woman's quick action in contacting the Judge had led to the new child being examined, then the arrests of the ring over the next two days.

It was only after the last one had been arrested that the woman had gone out again, and the result was the catch of the car seat that day.

In fact, Judge Thomas-Black had talked with her Judge friend down there the afternoon of the 30th, then had decided to tell Seanna.

After her chat with Judge Thomas-Black had ended, Seanna sat and thought for a good long while. Judge Thomas-Black had told her the woman was looking for a new job, likely in the Houston area but possibly elsewhere. Her thoughts turned to the possibility that the woman might be interested in working with children, even though she had had a fairly decent job for four years doing business administration in LA. Seanna thought a bit longer, then decided that she would write up a job offer and send it to the woman through Judge Thibideau in Houston.

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The girls had whined all day long on New Year's Eve to be allowed to stay up late; Seanna had eventually agreed, she even made them have a nap in the afternoon, but it made little difference, by 11:15 PM, both girls were nodding off on the sofa in the parlour.

Momma had come over a few hours before, and helped Seanna take the girls upstairs, change them and tuck them into their bed.

Momma and Seanna returned to the parlour where they watched the ball drop in Times Square at midnight. The two women shared a brief toast wishing each other the best for the new year ahead, then Momma left to go home and Seanna wandered up to her own bed.

New Year's Day was spent relaxing in the new house, the girls loved the fact that the beautiful doll house was in their bedroom, where they could play in privacy with Seanna only looking in on them now and then. Stuffed animals were on the bed and all around the room.

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Seanna woke up at 7 AM on January 2nd; she groaned, she liked sleeping in, but this was her first day at work, she had to go there. She had a quick shower, deciding not to wash her hair, then dressed in a nice three piece suit, pantyhose and three inch heels.

She was nervous as she woke Leilani and Asemba, they'd had a bath the night before, so the three headed to the kitchen. After breakfast, which consisted of cereal and toast, she took the two girls upstairs and dressed them in nice dresses, tights and Mary Janes. Leilani's dress was light blue with slightly darker bands at the waist, neck, cuffs and hem, whereas Asemba's was a medium pink with darker bands.

Shortly after 8 AM, Seanna led the two girls out the side door of the house, locking it behind her, then unlocked the car; once she had strapped them both into their car seats and closed the rear door, she settled into the driver's seat, closed that door and started the car. As she waited for the car to warm up, she smiled at the two girls in the back seat, then slowly backed the car toward the street.

She made sure there was no traffic before she turned into the street, then headed toward the office building and her new job.

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Seanna pulled into the CEO's parking space just after 8:30 AM; she quickly released the girls, then locked the car. She headed for the elevators, the girls following close behind her; they had to wait a few minutes before an elevator opened on their floor.

When Seanna had talked with Thaddeus, he had informed her that she would be getting the biggest office in the building, one that had a wide south-facing window to let in sunlight. That end of the top floor was shared by a large board room across the hall from her office. There were half a dozen offices a fair bit smaller than her own at that end of the floor for the various divisions' Operations VPs. The other end of the top floor, beyond the reception area, was a huge ballroom, one hundred eighty feet long and sixty feet wide, used for special events.

Seanna had to stop at the eighth floor first, as that was where the company had decided to set up the new day care center. There were three women working there at the moment, Seanna dropped off Leilani and Asemba and talked with the staff for a few minutes. The gist of the conversation was that these women were only temp workers, filling in until full-time staff could be hired. A bit more chat led to the discovery that half a dozen applications for the day care center staff were sitting on Seanna's new desk, waiting for her to look at them.

Seanna shook her head, said goodbye to the temp day care staff, then headed up to her office on the top floor of the building.

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Her morning was quite busy, she attended one meeting where she met with various high ranking company officers, then had a short break where she looked at a couple of the applications that were lying on her desk when she arrived. At 11 AM, there was another meeting, this one with the various Finance VPs and her Uncle Tony. They spent the next 90 minutes planning for the new year.

She finally had a chance to settle down for a while, but it was already lunch time. She headed to the cafe on the first floor of the building, where she ordered a chicken wrap and a green salad for her lunch; she finished it in about fifteen minutes, then headed back up to the office.

Once she was in the office, she resumed looking at the applications. Four of the six applications looked good, she felt that three of the four would be suitable as staff for the day care center, but the fourth had worked in day care for almost fifteen years. Possible management? She took a closer look at that application, it showed that the woman had run her own day care center until a few months ago; the building where she had had her center had been partially destroyed by a heavy storm and the building had been condemned, ending her work there.

Seanna checked the information the woman had given, then called the home number and listened to it ring four times.

On the fifth ring, the phone was answered. "Hello, this is Juliet Landry speaking, how may I help you?"

"Hello, Mrs. Landry, I'm Seanna Ramsay, I've recently been appointed as the new CEO of Ramsay Enterprises. We are looking at creating a day care center in the headquarters building for all company employees, and I have your application in front of me."

"Ahhh, yes, there was a notice put out a week or so ago about your company hiring for that. I took a day or so to look up your company, and after finding that you seemed to be quite reputable, I figured it wouldn't hurt to put in an application there."

"Indeed, Mrs. Landry. I noticed that you have extensive experience running a day care center. How would you like to run this one? I want to say that I'm considering hiring another woman to work with you, but she will cover the business admin side of it, not the operations side."

"Hmmmm... I'm assuming the person you are thinking of hiring for that has a business admin degree?"

"I know for a fact that she does, I will be drafting up a letter offering her a job here once we finish talking. Her job will be to take care of the financial side of things and help out in the day care when not doing the books; effectively, she would be the Finance VP for the day care."

"I was never all that good with the bookkeeping myself, having someone who knows it well would make things much easier for me."

"I'm prepared to offer you a starting salary of $75 thousand per year, I will be hiring three other women who will be working with you, each of them will be offered a starting salary of $55 thousand per year. The Finance VP's salary would be the same as yours. If things go well, each of the people in your department would get a bonus at year end of three to five percent. Any additional hiring would be for you to do."

"Wow, I was lucky if my total income last year was $50 thousand, I've been on the edge of bankruptcy for the last two months."

"Well, I'm sure this will give you some much needed financial stability. Could you drop in at my office before 5 PM today, please?"

"I can be there in 45 minutes, Miss Ramsay, thank you very much."

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Seanna spoke with Thaddeus briefly, outlining her plans for the day care center, and informed him of the prospective salary costs. He listened as she spoke, then said that it looked like it was working out well, with four full time staff, they could get the ball rolling.

Seanna looked over the other applications, she had decided to get Mrs. Landry's opinion on the three she had picked.

Mrs. Landry arrived a few minutes earlier than expected and was shown into Seanna's office.

"Hello, Mrs. Landry, I called you in here because I want your opinion on the other applicants for the day care."

Juliet Landry looked up, surprised at what she had just heard. "You trust me to give you my honest opinion? Why?"

"Why would be because you ran your own day care for almost fifteen years with no legal issues at all, that's an impressive record. If it hadn't been for the amount of damage to the building your center was in after that storm last fall, you would likely still be working there."

"All right, let me see these applications, then, I'm assuming mine was with them until you called me earlier?"

"Correct, after reading your application, I decided to hire you, now you can choose your co-workers." Seanna handed her the applications.

Mrs. Landry looked through the applications for the next twenty minutes, then set two aside. "These two, I wouldn't hire them if they were the last workers in the field, one has outstanding assault charges arising from an incident with a child, the other has a poor work record."

"Hmmm, I didn't know about the outstanding assault charges, I assume you've worked with that one at some point?"

"Yes, she worked at my center for about three months, I walked in one day just as she raised her hand to hit a child. I fired her on the spot. I have no idea if she actually hit a child while working in my center or not, but I wasn't going to let her hit one, not on my turf."

"And the other?"

"She applied to work at my center about a year ago; when I saw her work record, I decided not to hire her, she just wasn't reliable."

"Okay, then, what about the other three applications?"

"Those three will fit in well, all have excellent work records, with three to five years in day care already."

"Hmmm... what about the fact that two of those three are a lesbian couple, would that make a difference at all?"

"Not at all, I met those two when they testified against a worker in the center they were working in at that point. This was about a year ago, those two walked in on another worker as she was sexually assaulting a five year old girl using a dildo. I was on lunch break at the time I found out, they stopped in at the cafe where I was eating on their way to court, I'd met them at training conferences over the last few years."

"Excellent, Mrs. Landry. Welcome to Ramsay Enterprises, you are as of now the head of the Day Care division. Your job will be to manage the day care center here, as well as the day care centers at any other employment sites we have in this state."

"Thank you, Miss Ramsay. Out of curiosity, where will the day care in this building be located?"

"On the south side of the eighth floor; roughly half of that end will be for the day care, including a large playroom at the end of the hall. The rest of that floor is the reception area and office space for the lowest levels of management in the corporation, including two boardrooms."

"That should be enough space, I suppose; if it isn't, I'll be sure to let you know."

"I should think so, each floor is 420 feet long by 60 feet wide, the building covers more than half the block on this side of 9th St. Oh, your first task of your new job is to notify the three applicants you approve of that they've been hired. Thank you for your time, Mrs. Landry."

"Thank you, Miss Ramsay, I'll call them once I'm in the day care. Have a good day."

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The rest of Seanna's first day at work was spent reading reports from the various VPs regarding recent activities. She was especially pleased to note that the quarter between October and December had brought in a net profit of $12.65 million US. That amounted to a gain of about $1.35 million dollars profit in just two weeks, not too bad, but a fair bit slower than the rest of the quarter had been.

Seanna also took some time to write a draft of the letter she intended to send to the woman in Texas through the Judge there. She left it on her desk after calling Thaddeus' secretary to let him know that she was considering hiring the woman to work in the day care center.

The next few days passed in a similar fashion, occasional meetings interspersed with her learning more about the company. Whenever she had a free moment, she went over the draft of the letter to the woman in Texas, and finally posted it Wednesday on the way home from work.

On the Thursday afternoon, Seanna informed Thaddeus that she wouldn't be in the building the next day, as she wanted to be in court for the next appearance of the elder Ramsays. She was pretty sure the new info in their case would kill any chance of freedom they might have. Thaddeus had replied that he had been considering going to see what happened, but didn't know when the case was scheduled.

Seanna had checked and informed him that the case was scheduled for 9:30 AM with Judge Ravena Adamowicz presiding.

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When the clock on the side wall of the office showed 5 PM, Seanna grabbed her jacket and headed down to the eighth floor. She picked up Leilani and Asemba, then headed down to the car, then home, arriving there just before 6 PM.

Seanna decided to get takeout and ordered several dishes from a popular Chinese restaurant about half a mile away from the house. The food arrived just over half an hour later, Seanna paid for it, carried the bags in, set them on the kitchen table and called the girls.

Once they had washed their hands, Seanna pulled out plates and silverware, then spooned some of each item onto the plates, sweet and sour chicken balls, chicken fried rice, shrimp with chopped vegetables and cashews, moo goo guy pan, almond guy pan and deep fried wontons.

The three of them managed to eat about half of the food, Seanna put the rest in the containers provided and placed them in the fridge.

The two girls were in bed shortly after 8 PM, Seanna was in her own bed just after 10 PM.

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Seanna woke up just before 6:30 AM on the 6th of January, used the washroom, then showered, washing her hair in the process. The two girls woke up when she had dried herself off and was using the blow dryer on her hair so she would be ready on time.

When she was finished, Seanna ran a bath for the girls, helped them wash themselves, then dried them and sent them to pick out clothes. They chose dresses in a different style than the previous few days, but in colours that were pretty close to the dresses they'd worn on Monday. Seanna helped them to put on the dresses, then tights before picking out the matching Mary Janes for each girl's dress.

They didn't have a lot of time to spare, so they had a quick breakfast of cereal and toast, brushed their teeth and put on their coats. Shortly after that, they were out the door, in the car and on their way to the headquarters building, where Seanna would meet Thaddeus.

Once they arrived at the company offices, Seanna dropped off the girls in the day care, noticing that Mrs. Landry and one of the new hires were already there, as was one of the three temp workers she had met at the beginning of the week. Mrs. Landry had informed Seanna on Wednesday that the two other girls needed to give at least two weeks notice at their current center before they could transfer to work here. Mrs. Landry had also informed her that she was thinking of hiring two other women who were, as far as she knew, currently unemployed; that company had gone bankrupt about six weeks ago, leaving seven women with no income for the foreseeable future.

Seanna knew that the girls were in good hands. She headed up to Thaddeus' office, then they went down to his car.

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Seanna and Thaddeus had arrived in the courthouse at 9:10 AM; they had looked around for several minutes before they figured out which courtroom they needed to be in, then they headed to that courtroom, 118, and took seats on the chairs in the enclosed seating area. There were eight or ten other people sitting in that area, it seems some others were interested in what was happening here.

Thaddeus looked over at the lawyers at the two tables. He was quite surprised to see Stephen P. Brandenburg at the defence table, Stephen was a high-priced attorney who usually demanded retainers in the neighbourhood of $200k US per case, if not higher. What made it even odder was that Mr. Brandenburg looked about ready to chew on nails and spit out bits of iron at everyone. Thaddeus correctly assumed that Mr. Brandenburg had found out that his retainer had been paid for with the funds procured via a criminal action.

Several minutes before the case was due to be called, a group of about a dozen city and county guards escorted the elder Ramsays into the courtroom, then to the seats placed behind the defence table. They were ordered to sit down and stay quiet.

Several of the guards took seats behind the railings, where they could keep an eye on the prisoners, two guards stayed beside them.

Just after 9:30 AM, the bailiff called out "All rise, court is now in session, the Honourable Ravena Adamowicz presiding."

Once the judge had seated herself, he then informed everyone that they could sit down.

Just as the Judge was about to ask what was taking place today, Mr. Brandenburg stood up and spoke. "Your Honour, I am asking to be removed from this case, I cannot honourably defend people who hired me using funds stolen as part of the case being tried here. I also discovered, the day after we were last here, that my retainer had been taken under RICO because the money was illegally obtained. With the retainer having been reclaimed, theoretically, I have not been legally paid to defend these people."

"So, Mr. Brandenburg, they have effectively paid no retainer?"

"That is my understanding of the matter, Your Honour. I may defend people, but I will not do it using blood money or similar."

"If you wish to remove yourself, Mr. Brandenburg, I cannot force you to stay, but it will delay the case somewhat."

"Thank you, Your Honour, I apologize for taking up the court's time with this matter." He bowed slightly, turned and left the courtroom.

Judge Adamowicz shook her head. "You people are in one heck of a predicament, I received a detailed listing of the charges against the seven of you this past Tuesday afternoon, I can't recall if I've ever seen a case like this one before. You stand accused of 386 counts of international wire fraud between the seven of you, as well as 157 charges of embezzlement and 79 charges of misuse of company funds. Each count of wire fraud brings a possible sentence of up to 30 years in prison and up to a $1 million fine. Each embezzlement charge, if convicted, brings a sentence of five to twenty years in prison, the misuse of funds charges, being a subset of embezzlement, carry the same range of sentence. Then there are the charges that you conspired to commit grievous bodily harm against Suzanne Kealoha and/or conspired to commit murder against Suzanne Kealoha. If the conspiracy to commit murder charges result in convictions, the standard sentence is life in prison.

"This case is serious enough that the District Attorney took over the prosecutorial duties, and I can understand why. From the little bits of information I've heard, any jury in this country would convict the seven of you on all charges, the evidence is just that strong.

"Since you no longer have a lawyer, the court will have to appoint one for you. Once you have a lawyer, you have two options available: enter a plea and hope the court is lenient, or take the case through to the end and hope that you can beat the odds and win.

"The decision is yours. I'm remanding the case for three weeks so that you can get a new lawyer and have them review the evidence."

District Attorney Thames Blaine Everett III thanked the Judge and assured her the defence would have the evidence early next week.

"I will see you again in three weeks, January 27th, 9:30 AM, in this courtroom. If that is all, then this court is adjourned."

Home Is Where The Heart Is: Part 10

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  • crazypagangurl

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  • Novel Chapter

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  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

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  • Fresh Start

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Here is the next part of Seanna's story, I hope you all like it.

**********

Seanna and Thaddeus left the courtroom shortly after the Judge adjourned the case. It was annoying that there would be another delay before the case started to actually be heard, but they had been expecting Brandenburg to walk out once he discovered what had happened.

The seven Ramsays sitting behind the defence table were stunned; they had thought that they would have a high-powered attorney working with them, and they had watched him walk out of the courtroom several minutes before, leaving them in the same position they had been in after they were initially arrested, that position being that they would have to depend on a county provided defender.

Then they had heard the Judge giving a description of the possible sentences and the extreme likelihood of convictions on almost all of the counts, maybe even the conspiracy ones, and the colour drained from their faces as they realized that they might never be free again.

The guards collected the seven Ramsays, taking them back down to the cells and split them, scattering them among the dozen or so smaller cells in the courthouse basement level. Once they were all secured in the cells, the guards wandered off to wait for transport orders.

**********

Seanna and Thaddeus returned to the office. Seanna was soon chin deep in paperwork, many of the higher VPs were sending her info on their specific duties and the various subdepartments they led, but the info was helping her to learn about the company and how it worked. Seanna was so busy reading through reports that she didn't even realize she had missed lunch until her secretary came in just before 2 PM.

"Miss Ramsay," she asked as she peered over the pile of paperwork on Seanna's desk, "It's nearly 2 PM, have you had lunch?"

Seanna blinked, then looked up. "Hmmm... no, I haven't, would you get me a chicken salad from the cafe, please?" Seanna placed the report she had been reading on a small clear space on the desk, looked around for a moment, then leaned back, at which point she felt the strap of the purse hanging over the back of the comfortable executive style office chair through the thin fabric of her blouse. She grabbed the purse, pulled out a small wallet and handed $10 to the secretary, who smiled, took the money and walked out of the office.

Most of Seanna's days were spent going through reports, although there were times when she would be required at meetings or a VP would want to show her around their domain. It wasn't all reports, though, some of her reading was information on the in-building employees. It wasn't quite as good as meeting everyone person to person, but it gave her some idea of the skills and abilities of the employees.

She chuckled, it wasn't like she was going to be able to meet every one of the nearly 1050 secretaries and clerks or the 775 lower level management personnel in the building, and that didn't even include the middle and upper management of the corporation. Nor did it include any of the employees or management based outside of the city itself, or in any of the twelve other states where they had offices. Those offices were much smaller, but necessary to keep each part of the company, wherever it might be, rolling as smoothly as possible.

The secretary returned about fifteen minutes later, carefully placed Seanna's chicken salad and change on the lone clear spot on the desk, then left. Seanna thanked her, then opened her lunch and started eating while continuing to read through the current report. Some of the reports she was reading came from the other offices, although those were mostly financial in nature or related to advertising being done there.

She managed to finish her meal eventually, and lost track of the time again, to the point she was startled when the secretary called to her from the outer office that she was leaving for the day. Seanna looked at her watch, it was 5:20 PM, where did all the time go?

**********

As she did every weekday now, she picked up the girls from the day care center in the building, then headed for home. When she felt up to it, she would make a meal, often something fairly simple, and she and the two girls would usually eat around 6:30 PM.

Tonight, she was running a bit late, so she decided to stop in at a KFC, where she picked up a bucket, some fries and pop.

Once they were home, she had the girls remove their coats, then go and wash their hands. The food was on the table when they returned. Seanna had bought some bibs after Christmas, remembering how well they helped to keep nice clothes clean, and it only took a moment or two before she had the bibs on the two girls, with paper napkins on their laps. Soon the three of them were busy eating.

After they finished eating, she let the girls watch TV for an hour, then sent them to their room to prepare for bed. She checked on them a few minutes later, helped them get their nightgowns on straight, then tucked them in and read a story until they drifted off to sleep.

Perhaps the work was tiring her more than she had thought it would, she herself was in bed by 10:30 PM and asleep within minutes.

**********

The weekends were the time where she was able to be with the children all day, or at least most of it. They would often go to the park, meeting Mark, Kate, Sally and Toby for some fun, or visit one of the museums around the city, or or other activities.

Seanna remembered the first time she took the girls to an outdoor skating area in the city on January 7th, and helped the two little girls into their very first sets of ice skates. The rink had a training program for children on Saturday mornings, and Seanna watched as two teenage girls approached the little ones, then led them out onto the ice. Leilani and Asemba slipped and fell many times, but they were clearly enjoying it.

By the time the hour long session ended, the two girls were just short of exhaustion, but their sheer happiness shone through the fatigue.

As Seanna helped them to take off the rental skates, both girls expressed interest in returning again. She looked at them, smiled, and assured them that they could continue to take lessons on Saturday mornings, maybe even on a weekday afternoon or two.

The two girls cheered and promptly team hugged her, one from each side, then all three of them started giggling.

They were soon in the car, Seanna had decided that she would get them their own skates and headed to a well-known sports store. Upon arriving at the store, Seanna let them out of their seats, locked the car and holding their hands, headed into the store. This was aided by a young male in his mid to late teens holding the door open as they were about to enter, Seanna thanked him and they continued inside.

Leilani and Asemba had no idea what was happening. When Seanna told a clerk she wanted skates for them, the two little girls couldn't believe it; when Seanna made it clear she would get them the skates, they both started squealing with excitement.

It took several minutes to settle them down, then a clerk had them both sit and took measurements, returning a moment later with two boxes. Both girls were four years old, Asemba being two months older than Leilani, but it turned out her feet were a half size smaller.

Ten minutes later, with the skates back in boxes and paid for, they exited the store.

**********

Work returned with the beginning of each new week, and Seanna began to catch up, the pile of paperwork decreasing each day.

One Wednesday morning in mid-January, Seanna received a completely different piece of paperwork, one that made her quite angry. The paperwork in question was a note from a female member of the construction division's lower level management group. The note specified that she was being harassed by a mid-level manager in her department, he was demanding sexual favours and threatening her job.

What made it worse was that this young woman was a fairly recent hire, but a valuable asset to the division, as her bachelor's degree in bookkeeping had her involved in keeping track of the financial side of things for part of that division. That was only one part of it, though, the worst of it all was that this young woman was known to be a lesbian by Seanna and upper management in that division.

The woman didn't run around announcing it to everyone, but the mid-level manager knew and was harassing her anyway. The woman stated in her note that he often waited for her to return to her office after lunch, then would walk in on her uninvited.

Seanna was furious. She wasn't sure how this had come through to her instead of to Adrian Porterhouse, but that didn't matter at the moment. She called Adrian and had him come to her office. When he arrived, she showed him the note, he was just as upset by it as Seanna.

"Adrian, both of them are your workers, so you have first right in dealing with this, but I'm coming along."

Adrian nodded, he had no problem with that. "Lunch is starting now, we should get ours now so we can be ready."

"Sounds good to me," Seanna replied as she picked up her purse and followed him out of the office.

**********

Seanna and Adrian tried to enjoy their lunch, but they were both worried about the young woman. Just as they were about to finish their meals, the young woman in question entered the main floor cafe, Adrian pointed her out and resumed eating.

Adrian and Seanna left the cafe a few minutes later, then headed up to an empty office on the eighth floor near the young woman's to wait and watch. Twenty minutes later, the young woman crossed the reception area, walked down the hall and entered her office.

Less than five minutes later, the mid-level manager, Jeff Marks, shoved her office door open, entered and closed the door. Within seconds, the young woman could be heard by both Seanna and Adrian as she told Mr. Marks to leave.

Seanna and Adrian waited a moment, hoping Marks would leave, but that was not to be. Both then headed down the hall and into the office, where Marks was pushing the young woman, Janice Eaton, down on the top of the desk, his other hand pulling up her skirt at the same time.

This was clearly far beyond harassment or bullying, he was obviously intending to force her to have sex, whether she wanted it or not.

Adrian was horrified, he stepped forward, yanked hard on Marks' shoulder, then shoved him against the side wall of the office. Seanna was no less horrified, but had the presence of mind to pull out her phone and call 911, then ask for the police.

The young woman, Ms. Eaton, slowly pulled herself up and walked around her desk, then sat in the chair, moaning softly to herself.

While Seanna talked to the police, Adrian glared at Marks, "What the hell do you think you're doing, Marks?"

Marks sneered, returning the glare, "Only giving her what every woman needs, what else? It's not like she's important at all, she's a woman."

Seanna had just finished talking with the police, who assured her a unit was on the way. "So, Mr. Marks, it's your opinion that that is all that a woman is good for? You do realize we live in the 21st century now, not the 18th or 19th?"

Marks laughed, "Doesn't matter, women are only good for having babies and keeping a man happy, men do all the real work."

"Really? So the fact that there are two fairly high female VPs in this office building means nothing? And I guess that would include me?"

"I don't know, who the heck do you think you are, lady?"

Adrian snarled, "The lady happens to be the CEO of the corporation, my boss and YOURS, well, not yours any more."

Marks snarled back, "Oh, you mean the tranny shit that had the company handed to her by you wusses?"

Seanna realized it was pointless talking to this idiot, she called the security office on the floor, three guards arrived a minute or two later. Just before they walked into the office, Marks tried to shove Adrian aside and leave, but Adrian stood his ground and knocked Marks down.

When the security officers entered the room, Seanna turned to them, "Clear Mr. Marks' office, he's no longer employed here. The police will be arriving shortly to arrest him for attempted sexual assault, Adrian and I walked in on him as he was trying to strip Ms. Eaton." Seanna then ordered the biggest of the three security guards to keep an eye on Marks, the guard, a 6'4" Native American, was all too happy to comply.

The two other guards left the office, heading to Marks' office to follow Seanna's orders.

Marks wasn't ready to give up just yet, he waited for the big security guard to look away, then tried to kick him between the legs. It might have worked if the angle had been better, but the kick glanced off the guard's inner thigh, narrowly missing his genitalia.

The guard growled, picked Marks up by the throat with one hand and was ready to hit him when Seanna told him to put him down. He dropped Marks on the floor, glared down at him and stated in a menacing voice, "You're lucky, buster, Miss Ramsay just saved your ass."

A knock on the door had Adrian stepping over to open it, letting in two police officers. They were quickly informed of what had happened, the older male Mirandized Marks while the younger one cuffed him, then the two officers lead him out of the office.

Seanna spoke with Ms. Eaton for a moment, "You might want to take some time and talk with a therapist about this."

Janice, still shaking from the recent events, whispered, "I don't have a therapist, Miss."

Seanna thought for a moment, then pulled a business card from her purse, "Call this place, they have several therapists available, including three women who specialize in counselling people who have experienced sexual assault, attempted rape, etc."

Janice Eaton nodded, replying, "Yes, miss, I will. Is it true that you are a transsexual, miss?"

"Post-operative, but yes, I'm also the new CEO here. I won't tolerate anyone abusing people who are LGBTQI, etc."

"Thank you, miss, thank you for being here, he was going to..." Janice started crying, full-throated sobs that tore at Seanna's heart, Seanna leaned down and hugged her. It took several minutes before Janice's tears began to slow, and a few more before they stopped.

"A good cry always helps, now I want you to promise that you will see a therapist as soon as possible."

"I will, Miss, I'll call them right now," she said as she reached to pick up the phone on her desk and began dialling.

Everyone else walked out of the office, letting Janice have some privacy for her phone call.

**********

Seanna was glad they had managed to get in there before Marks had been able to do anything. It was bad enough that he had been bullying and harassing Janice, he clearly thought nothing of taking advantage of a woman simply because he could. Seanna had no idea if he had done anything like this before, but she would send a letter to every employee in the building about what had happened, without naming Janice. In the letter, she would add that if any others had undergone similar experiences, they were to inform their manager, then the police.

Within minutes of returning to her office, she was typing up the letter; when it was done, she called her secretary in, then informed her that she needed a copy of the letter to go to every employee in the building as soon as possible. The secretary took the letter and left the room.

**********

Soon enough, she was back reading through reports and employee files, minus Jeffrey Marks, his had been marked "Fired/Prejudice/Arrest". The notation was obvious, he had been fired with prejudice and arrested due to his actions earlier that day, Seanna hoped he'd rot in jail.

Responses to the letter started coming into her office less than 48 hours after they had been sent out. By the Friday of the following week, seventeen women had come forward, claiming he had harassed, bullied, blackmailed or assaulted them. Reports went to the police.

**********

The days passed one by one, the work taking up most of her time, Leilani and Asemba a fair portion of the remainder. Each Saturday morning, Seanna would take them to the rink for another skating lesson, occasionally donning a pair of skates and joining them on the ice.

As January inched closer to February, Rebecca Chase, one of the teenagers who had been helping to teach the two young girls, approached Seanna while Seanna was enjoying a leisurely skate around the crowded rink in the brisk morning air.

"Hello, miss," she said as Seanna stopped, "Your two little girls are doing quite well, you might consider a figure skating class for them. Even though they've only been skating for a few weeks, they both show a natural grace that could be boosted through figure skating."

Seanna smiled, "That good, huh?"

"Take a look for yourself, miss, they're with my friend Tess who is wearing the gold and red toque."

Seanna turned and looked out across the ice, it didn't take long to spot them, both little girls were skating on their own, unassisted. It seemed that this girl was correct, her two girls were already showing a decent level of skill, figure skating would increase it and add grace.

"I see what you mean, have they been doing that well for the whole session today?"

"They've fallen once or twice, but that's nothing compared to the first time they tried it a few weeks ago."

"All right, then, when would these figure skating classes take place, and what is the cost?"

"They start at 10:45 AM on Saturdays, Miss, the classes last 75 minutes, ending at noon, and the cost is $100 for three months, $185 for six months and $350 for a full year per student. That sounds expensive, but part of the cost helps to keep the community center here open."

"Hmmm... at least you're honest about it, so who do I speak to about it?"

"Just go to the front desk, explain what you want and they'll process it, miss."

"I'll do that, then. Your name, please? I'm Seanna Ramsay, by the way."

"Sorry, miss, I should have introduced myself earlier, I'm Rebecca Chase, my friend who's helping your girls is Tess, Theresa Bownes."

"All right, keep an eye on my girls, I'll go pay for it and should be back soon," Seanna said as she sat on a bench and took off the skates. She put on her winter boots, returned the skates to the older woman running the skate supply area, then headed into the community center.

Seanna walked in, waited a moment by the front desk, then talked to a male who happily processed her request.

**********

Seanna returned to the side of the rink just as the girls finished the hour long first session, it was now 10:30 AM. When the two girls started to take off their skates, Seanna watched, then informed them that they would also be taking figure skating lesson on Saturdays. The first lesson would be starting in about fifteen minutes at the indoor rink on the other side of the community center.

When they had switched to their shoes and picked up their skates, Seanna led them to the other rink, then introduced the two girls to the woman running the figure skating class as they took their shoes off and put the skates on again.

Seanna sat on a bench nearby and watched as the class progressed; the woman had two assistants helping the new students. Seanna noted that there seemed to be a few other girls around the age of her two in the class, perhaps they might make some new friends.

**********

Work continued to consist of reading many reports, although she did seem to be catching up now, recent ones were at most a few days old.

Meetings with upper level management were held every two weeks, Seanna was beginning to recognize some of them. She ran into one of the two higher level female VPs one day while getting lunch, the woman's name was Temperance Bounty, which caused Seanna to giggle.

Temperance started laughing herself when Seanna asked, "Whatever made your parents name you that?"

Temperance replied, "If I knew, I'd tell you. I'd ask them, but long distance calls to Florida can get a wee bit expensive."

The two women chatted as they ate their lunch, then they went their separate ways, back to the daily grind.

**********

The second incident involving an LGBTQI person in the building happened when Seanna was at a meeting on February 10th consisting of a dozen members of the Toys division's marketing and advertising team, including the rising star of the ads team, one Marty Browne.

He had just outlined the initial phase of a strategy to mark the shift to toys oriented around St. Patrick's Day, when Richard Port, an older male sitting down near the other end of the table spoke up. "Why is the flouncing fairy running this whole thing? He's not a team, he's one person."

Seanna turned to him and snapped, "You might want to keep quiet if you still value your job, Mr. Port. This is your only warning."

"But," he spluttered.

"But nothing, Mr. Port. Mr. Browne is the perfect lead for this, you might know that if you knew his record of work here and elsewhere."

Thaddeus chuckled, "Indeed. One of our management people first saw Mr. Browne working a stall by a flea market on a weekend. The young man was chatting up a storm as people walked by, proclaiming this, that and the other, and people would take time to look at his items.

"Our manager wandered into the market, found the couple who rented out the stalls and talked to them. The young man had paid for a stall for a week immediately after he graduated from the university. His patter was good enough that he paid the next week a day early. His sales caused people to stay near the market, checking other stalls, as noted by the greengrocer with a triple stall a short distance away. The greengrocer's sales began to climb whenever the young man was present, but especially on weekends when the crowds came."

Seanna took over, "That manager notified his superior, who passed it up the chain to Thaddeus. When Thaddeus heard about him, he had the manager go to Mr Browne's stall to offer him employment here, this was in mid-August after several visits by our manager.

"Mr. Browne said he would think about it and call back, but before he could, he discovered that his grandmother had passed away. He shut down his stall, informed the couple renting the stalls that he would be back as soon as possible, and left for the trip home.

"He was gone for over two weeks, apparently there was some issue about who would inherit what, and it didn't get settled for quite some time. He finally returned to the flea market the first week of September, and met our manager again that next weekend."

Seanna stopped to gather her breath and Thaddeus continued, "So he told the manager he would think about it; when he saw him again the following Friday, he agreed to become one of our employees and officially joined us on September 12th of last year.

"His record since joining us has been impressive. The quarter ending in September showing $42k higher net profit than in 2015, the quarter ending December 31 shows a net increase in profit of over $190k from the same period in 2015, boosting Toys for that quarter over the $2 million mark net profit for the first time since 2006, and so far this year, we're showing a net profit increase of $110k over the same period last year. If this quarter continues as it has been doing so far, Toys might break through 2.5 million net profit in a quarter for the first time ever."

It was Thaddeus' turn now to catch his breath, and Seanna jumped back in, saying, "A large part of the increases we have been seeing since he was hired five months ago can be attributed to his work on the slogans used for Halloween, Thanksgiving, Christmas, etc."

"Now, Mr. Port," Seanna winced as she had the thought 'dick port' flash through her mind, "We come to you. You were hired seven years ago, you spent just over two years on the eighth floor before being brought up to the ninth and became part of the toys marketing team. You've been on this team for almost five years, yet you have almost nothing to show for your time here. The difference, Mr. Port, is called effort."

Richard Port glowered at Thaddeus and Seanna, but wisely kept silent through the rest of the meeting.

**********

On the following Tuesday, Seanna accepted a call in the office, Melissa informed her they would arrive Thursday afternoon or early evening.

Home Is Where The Heart Is: Part 11

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Fresh Start

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  • Posted by author(s)

Here is the next part of Seanna's story. Be warned, there is a bit of foul language in this part.

The board room bit with the seven elder Ramsays is a flashback event of sorts, meant to round out things somewhat. It also shows that they aren't truly evil, just too interested in doing and getting what they want that they just didn't think. Now it's all coming home to roost.

I decided to copy and paste the part about the result of the news report about the newborn from For The Love Of The Children: Part 1.

**********

Seanna was sitting in her office on the afternoon that Melissa was supposed to show up. She had caught up on the reports coming into her office recently, she had even worked her way through a large chunk of the files on staff members, mostly to get to know them all a bit better.

There were a few people scattered through the main building that she wanted to keep an eye on, as they might be trouble at some point. An example of this was that fool Richard Port, a man who had done very little in seven years, complaining about the new guy Marty Browne.

Seanna had quite clearly and bluntly told off Mr. Port, who was fuming at a woman putting him down, but he wisely stayed quiet.

Seanna was smart enough to know that Mr. Port had not liked being put down that way, she figured he'd do something dumb eventually.

Here she was with a rare free moment, well, she probably could continue looking at the employee files, but that wasn't urgent right now.

She chuckled as she recalled having taken a bit of time out nearly three weeks earlier, to catch the next Ramsay seven court appearance. It had been a bit of a letdown, she thought, the seven had changed their pleas to guilty, they were that freaked out over the previous appearance.

They had thought that they would be able to somehow get away with it all, the lawyer's walking out on them had shattered that in a very clear and sudden turn of events. Then the judge let loose with the fact that they were all looking at hefty jail sentences, decades in jail even.

This was the worst thing they could possibly hear, now they began to realize that they had put themselves in a very bad legal position.

The seven were emotionally battered and shocked shells of their former selves. Once the judge had finished, they had been led out of the courtroom a few minutes later, to where Seanna had no idea, but it was all too clear at that point that they were no longer fighting things.

**********

The seven Ramsay siblings from the first marriage were led into a large room with what looked like a board room meeting table. Once in there, they were told to sit and wait for a while, with two of the guards keeping an eye on them from either end of the room.

About thirty minutes later, a young woman in a fairly plain but suitable skirt suit walked into the room, looked at the seven and sighed.

"Hello, I'm Vesta Leamis, someone in the public defenders department here decided I should be put in place as your lawyer. I've been given all the relevant information for the case, skimmed through a fair bit of it, and to be blunt, you folks are down a damn deep hole with no way out. The evidence in the files is so clear that you would, as the judge apparently told you earlier, be unable to get anything other than convictions."

She paused for a moment, then continued, "You have two options, enter guilty pleas or keep fighting this in court. If you enter pleas, I will be very truthful with you, you have a chance of getting out of prison at some point. If you keep fighting the case, that chance will be lost, as the court could all too easily slap each one of you down with sentences of up to thirty years each for the wire fraud charges, plus up to $1 million fine per charge, then throw in the conspiracy charges regarding the assault and death of Suzanne Kealoha and add twenty-five to life."

She stopped talking again, pacing back and forth for a moment, then faced the seven. "It's up to you, folks, all I can do is offer advice. I'm going to go out and take a better look through the files for the case; when or if you make a decision, hit that buzzer," she pointed to a dull metallic button on a wall near one of the doors, "And inform whoever answers it that you need to speak with me again."

With that, Vesta turned and exited the room, heading into an unused office a short distance down the hall for another look at the files.

Patricia Ramsay, the eldest, born November 17, 1950, moaned that everything was ruined until Robert, the elder brother, told her to be quiet.

Robert, born January 7, 1956, paced across the width of the room just past the end of the table for a few minutes, thinking furiously.

"If what we've been told is correct, and we all heard the list of charges, it's doubtful we could get anything close to a fair trial. That bastard Lundt apparently kept EVERYTHING we did on his computer, and when he died, he gave the cops the password to that damn thing.

"With the signed confession/suicide note he wrote, plus whatever was on that computer, the cops got everything they need to convict us all; we weren't careful enough, as the transfers of the money left a trail that could be followed. The cops did that, and we're penniless. That means we have NOTHING that we can use to hire someone. The cops claimed all the accounts, the houses, boats, cars, EVERY DAMN THING!"

"So we either do as this lawyer suggests, give guilty pleas, or face a trial that will ensure we never see the outside of a prison again. I'm in not too bad a shape for my age, but there's no way in hell that I want to spend the rest of my life rotting in a cell if there's a way to avoid it."

Beatrice, the middle sister, born August 11, 1957, sighed, then spoke, "It doesn't look like we have a lot of choice. I don't want to die in prison."

Paul, the younger brother, born December 22, 1960, nodded, adding, "If we plead, we might be free in fifteen years or so, maybe twenty."

Rebecca, the youngest, born June 10, 1962, shook her head, muttering, "I should never have listened to the rest of you. Prison! Ugh!"

Robert heard her and sighed, then replied, "If we had a lick of sense between the lot of us, we wouldn't be where we are right now. But Daddy and Momma raised us as if everything we wanted could be ours when we wanted it, so we've always just taken whatever we wanted."

Chantel, the second youngest girl, born May 3, 1959, asked, "Is there any possibility at all that we can beat this case?"

Robert turned to face her and growled, "With the extremely detailed evidence Lundt left on his computer, not a snowball's chance in hell."

Vanessa, the second sister, born May 11, 1954, crumpled after hearing Robert's blunt statement and whispered, "Then we plead?"

Robert looked around the end of the table where the other siblings were all sitting. "That seems to be our best option, yes."

He then walked over to the button on the wall, slapped it and when someone spoke, he said, "Please inform Ms. Leamis we're ready to talk."

The seven had to wait another twenty-five minutes before Vesta entered the room, then they all informed her they would plead guilty.

**********

Seanna was still sitting at her desk, wandering in thought, this time she was remembering the most recent appearance of the Ramsay seven. Seanna and Thaddeus had shown up in the courtroom early again, then watched the guilty pleas being entered by the seven accused.

The appearance didn't last much longer after that, she remembered the Judge setting the sentencing date for February 27 at 9:30 AM.

**********

Seanna was interrupted briefly by her phone ringing, her secretary told her there would be a VP meeting next Thursday afternoon. Seanna sighed, she and the other VPs had been so busy with sorting things out for the last seven weeks that they hadn't appointed a new board. This meeting would be to nominate possible candidates, then arrange to contact them and set a time to appoint those who agreed to help.

Once the phone call was completed, Seanna returned to her musing, this time along a bit darker line than before. She was thinking about the upcoming court appearance of that thug that had beaten and killed Sue back in December, his trial would start on Monday.

She was sincerely hoping the bastard would get life in prison, he deserved it after what he had done.

She returned to her work, looking through more employee files, being interrupted occasionally by calls which were soon resolved.

**********

Seanna was just shutting down her computer and preparing to put on her coat, pick up her purse and leave when the phone rang again.

She answered it, and was quickly connected to Lara, a child that was traveling with Melissa. Lara took a few minutes to outline what had happened since they left Houston earlier that week, then informed Seanna about the baby they had just found on the side of the road.

Seanna spluttered, "A newborn? Someone just up and left a newborn on the side of a road? Damn, people are screwy."

The chat continued for a moment, with Seanna eventually telling Lara to have Melissa meet them at the house, giving Lara the address.

**********

A very large car pulled into the drive of Seanna's new house shortly before 6 PM that evening. Melissa climbed out, followed by Lara who was carrying the baby, Tabitha, Bobby who was wobbling around using a pair of canes and Rebecca who seemed to be watching Bobby.

They headed up to the front door, Melissa rang the bell and they waited for a minute, then the door opened.

Seanna looked out, stunned to see this young giantess and five children, but she was glad to know that they were all safe. She led them into the house, hanging coats up and having them carry their boots to the mudroom in back as they were wet from the slush on the driveway.

Once their outerwear was all sorted, they all gathered in the large living room, where Seanna turned on the TV, then used the remote to switch the channel. The new channel showed the beginning of the local newscast. There was a big story about a robbery in the downtown core, another about a car accident involving seven different cars on the edge of the city, then the piece they wanted to watch came on.

"I'm Bob Parvis, one of our lead stories tonight is the discovery of a newborn girl about an hour ago. The baby was found on the side of the road between Purcellville and Paeonian Springs, VA. We're asking anyone who may have info relating to this baby to call us at 555-1717."

Melissa, Seanna and the seven children had watched the newsman as he did the story on the newborn being found.

Within an hour, calls were flooding the news office, prompting them to add three more staff to keep up with the calls.

Most of the calls were simply nuisance ones, no real content, just people being idiots, obstructing the search for the newborn's family.

A few calls sounded like they might be pertinent, but further investigation revealed that the child they were claiming was not the newborn.

The station was about to shift over to the night time program, it being just before midnight, when the special lines rang again.

The person who took the call happened to be Bob Parvis, the reporter who had given the initial story on the 6 PM national news.

He listened intently for a moment, then nodded to another staff person, who picked up another line and phoned Seanna.

""Hi, Seanna, this is Phil Bottomley, I work with Bob Parvis, we believe we have the child's real mother on the line."

"Thanks for calling, Phil, can you connect me to her? I'm putting this phone on speaker, as the folks that found the baby are here with me."

"Sure thing, Miss Ramsay, just a moment," as a brief buzzing sound could be heard, "Here, we go, Louisa, you're talking to Seanna."

"Hello, Miss Seanna, I hear y'all have a pretty little girl that was found on the highway earlier, am I right?"

"That is correct, Miss, although I wasn't the one that found her. Here she is. Melissa?"

"Hello, Miss, I'm Melissa, I was coming here to start a new job when I saw and heard that little one yelling her head off. What else could I do but stop and grab her? That child could have died out there, it's the middle of winter! Such a sweet little one, too, quite the beautiful little girl."

"Well, ma'am, I been on the street for the last five years, usually living out of my seventeen year old clunker, sometimes in a shelter," Louisa stated. "That sweet little girl was the result of a rape last spring. I have no way to be able to care for a child, I can't even care for myself."

She stopped speaking for a moment, then continued, "I have terminal cancer of the ovaries, it's already spreadin'. The docs that I saw recently in one of the free clinics in the city sent me to a hospital. The tests showed I have less than a month to live, it's spreadin' that fast."

"Holy shit!" Melissa swore before she realized it. After a quick apology, she asked, "What about your family?"

"Family?" The woman on the other end of the line laughed, a harsh, sad laugh. "I ain't had no family since I was twelve. I turned eighteen two weeks ago, just before all those dayum tests were done, and I delivered that little girl by myself in the back seat of my clunker. There weren't hardly any labour a'tall, the water broke, and less than an hour later, she popped out. Gods, my back seat was an almighty mess!"

Melissa shook her head, she thought she had had it rough, but that was nothing next to this woman's experiences.

Louisa continued after another brief pause, "I'm glad someone found her. Y'all take good care of my baby, she needs it," then hung up.

Melissa, Seanna and the children were all stunned. It seems the little newborn was about to become the newest member of their family.

**********

Seanna sat back and sighed. Whether Melissa decided that she would keep her, or whether she herself would, that child now had a home. Seanna asked Melissa to keep an eye on all the kids, then carried the newborn out to her car and drove to the Children's Hospital.

Seanna spent four hours there, waiting as the child, who had no name yet, was examined extensively, then declared to be in good health. Seanna had to pay for the examinations with her company credit card, she wasn't pleased, but the child's health was more important.

Seanna and the child returned home after that. Seanna stopped in at a 24 hour market and picked up some organic infant formula and a pack of newborn diapers. When they were back in the house, Seanna changed the baby, smiling down at her, then mixed the formula and fed her.

She had noticed that most of the lights downstairs had been turned off, except for the kitchen and laundry area/mudroom.

She found herself making cute little cooing sounds to the baby, who looked up at her, blinking and contentedly swallowed the formula. Seanna had never expected that she would be in this position, yet it felt right to her, this baby needed a mother. If that meant her, so be it.

The baby eventually finished, then Seanna put her up against her shoulder and patted her back until she burped as she headed upstairs.

There had been no chance to get a crib, so she found a fair sized old orange crate, put a small blanket in it, then laid the child in the box. Seanna continued to watch the baby, cooing at her. Ten minutes after she was laid in the crate, the baby yawned, closed her eyes and slept.

It was a long night, Seanna woke up once to feed the baby and change the diaper, Melissa twice.

**********

When Seanna arrived at work the next day, followed by Melissa and the six older children, with Lara carrying the baby in the carrier, the daycare staff stood there goggle-eyed for a moment before Leilani and Asemba led the other kids down the hall to the playroom.

Lara handed the baby carrier and baby over to Melissa, then ran to catch up to the rest of the kids.

This was when Melissa was approached by Juliet Landry, Melissa smiled briefly at her as she approached.

The next ten minutes were spent in quiet conversation between Seanna, Melissa and the daycare staff members. Juliet asked if Melissa was the one that caught the carrier down in Texas in late December, Seanna said she was, then gave a brief history of Melissa's adventures.

Seanna eventually left Melissa in the daycare, then headed up to her office on the top floor. There was work that needed to be done.

**********

Whenever Seanna could find a free moment, she would pickup her phone, get an outside line, then call a school in the area.

This was not going well, the fact that these children were all new to the city and that all three were transgender was not the issue in Seanna's eyes. What she was seeing was school principals and vice-principals who didn't want to even bother to deal with transgender children.

Seanna was furious, after five calls that had all ended with the school refusing to take the three, she called Jackie Stormhouse. The two had a quick discussion about the way the schools were acting, then Jackie said she would file discrimination lawsuits against the schools.

While the two were talking, Jackie overheard someone outside her office mention a school that accepted ALL children, no matter what. Jackie briefly put Seanna on hold, then ran to her outer office door, where she saw one of the company's business lawyers walking by.

"Keisha," she called out, "Did I just hear you say something about a school that will take all children, even transgender ones?"

Keisha, a tall, slender black woman with cafe-au-lait skin, turned around, smiling, "You sure did, Jackie; my boy Ryan is twelve and already entering puberty. Over the last six months, he has found himself watching the boys around him, he says the girls just don't interest him."

"Hmmm... pretty good odds, then, that he might be gay," Jackie mused, Keisha nodding agreement. "This school is helping him?"

"Uh huh," Keisha replied, "Since he switched to there just after New Year's, his grades have been improving by leaps and bounds."

"Sounds good," Jackie grinned, then added, "Could you please come into my office, I need to have you talk to someone."

Keisha nodded, following Jackie into the inner office, then sat down in front of the desk as Jackie took the phone off hold, then put it on speaker so that Keisha and Seanna could hear each other. "Hiya, Seanna, I'm back, I think you'll want to hear what Keisha here has to say."

Keisha smiled across at Jackie, then began speaking. "Hello, Seanna, I'm Keisha Kingston, I cover business law in the building here. My son Ryan, who is twelve now, was not doing well in his old school, so I looked around, then had him transferred to a new school.

"This new school, Vinton Preparatory Academy, has been doing wonders for kids in this area for nearly ten years. The headmistress and actual owner of the land that the school sits on, Miss Felicia Antoinette Vinton, supports all children, including those who are LGBTQI, etc."

Seanna listened intently, then giggled briefly before she asked, "Miss Vinton will have no problem with transgender children, then?"

Keisha laughed, replying, "Last I heard from Ryan, there are five transgender girls there and two transgender boys, so yours will be fine."

"That is excellent news indeed. Thank you very much, Keisha, could I please have the phone number for that school?" Seanna inquired.

The information was soon obtained, and Seanna grinned as she ended that call, then set up the call to this superior school.

**********

The call rang a few times, perhaps six or seven, before someone picked it up, saying, "Hello, this is the Vinton Preparatory Academy."

Seanna introduced herself and asked to be transferred to Miss Vinton or the next person in line if Miss Vinton was not available.

There was a wait of about five minutes, then the line was connected again, Seanna hearing a whispery, elderly voice on the other end.

"Hello, this is Miss Felicia Vinton, the headmistress here, I was told that you wished to speak with me about something, Miss Ramsay?"

"I do indeed, Miss Vinton." Seanna then told her about the three transgender children who should all be in school, but weren't, as they had all just arrived up here after fleeing from their various circumstances, each being picked up and saved by Melissa before or while coming here.

Miss Vinton listened, saying things like yes, oh, dear, oh, my from time to time.

"Well, Miss Ramsay, I can say with all assurance that your girls will be welcome here, we respect everyone's need to live as they wish. Now when would you be able to bring them up here, please?" Miss Vinton asked, then waited while Seanna had to take a call.

Seanna eventually returned to the call, apologizing for the delay. Miss Vinton asked again when she could bring them there.

Seanna thought for a moment, then asked if they could come up later that day, and Miss Vinton replied that she could stay late if needed.

Seanna thanked her, the two talked for a moment longer, then Seanna ended the call and returned to her work.

**********

After she had relaxed over a nice lunch of grilled chicken breast with a Ceasar salad, Seanna called the daycare, then spoke to Melissa. "I think I've found a school for the three older girls you have, Melissa,", then Seanna told her about her discussion with Miss Vinton.

Melissa laughed, then replied, "The place is fairly quiet at the moment, I can come along with you and the girls if you like."

Seanna giggled, "If I like? You're the one that has any history with these girls, I'd think you need to be there for this."

Melissa answered, "All right, I'll grab the girls and tell Juliet that I need to go somewhere. Heh, I've been having fun with all the kids here."

"I'm not too surprised by that, Melissa," Seanna responded, "I saw the way that you tended to those two babies this morning."

**********

Ten minutes later, Seanna walked out of her office, then headed down to the eighth floor where she met Melissa and the three girls.

The group headed down to the underground parking, then to Melissa's car. Once Melissa used the remote to unlock the car, she sat down in the driver's seat, Seanna on the other side of the front seat and the three girls all climbed into the back seat. Everyone buckled up.

Melissa started the car, waited a bit as it warmed up, then backed out and headed for the exit. The drive took a while, as they had to make their way out of the city, then head for Lynnfield and the school's location in the northern part of that small but picturesque town.

Eventually, they pulled into the drive at the entrance to the school, then Melissa hit a buzzer that was near the gate.

"Hi, ahhh, give me a moment," announced a female voice through a speaker that was part of the buzzer system, "I'll open the gate."

They didn't have to wait for long, the heavy metal gate swung open silently, allowing them to enter the school property.

There were signs pointing to staff parking and visitor parking, Melissa found a space in the visitor lot, then everyone climbed out of the car.

They walked over to the cobblestone walkway that led from the parking lots to the school's entrance, where they headed inside.

**********

Melissa, Seanna and the girls had to wait for about ten minutes, then a voice called, "Miss Ramsay, could you all come with me, please?" The girl in question, a young woman actually, perhaps twenty years old, led them to a room with a table where they could all sit comfortably.

Just after they had all seated themselves, draping coats over the back of their chairs, a tall, elderly woman entered the room.

"Hello, I'm Miss Felicia Vinton, I'm the headmistress here. I assume one of you is Miss Seanna Ramsay?" she asked the two adults.

Seanna grinned, "That would be me, Miss Vinton. This is Miss Melissa Johansson, the person responsible for these three girls."

Melissa reached into her purse, drew out papers sighed by Judge Thibideau giving her authority to act for Tabitha and Lara, then pulled out another sheet, this one being the document giving her authority to act for Robert Paul Millar, now identifying as Rebecca Petra Millar.

Miss Vinton examined the documents, nodded, then asked if there were any school records. Melissa replied that they could get the records for all three children, but it might take a while, as all the records would be under their birth names and the schools were not known for civility.

Seanna laughed as Melissa said that, then spoke, "That's easy to fix, the company has lots of lawyers, I'm sure Jackie would help."

Melissa giggled, "By what you told me last night about how Jackie has helped you a few times, yeah, I'd have to agree."

"Ms. Vinton, if you'll give me a moment, I'll make a quick call and get Jackie, one of my company's lawyers, to help us out," Seanna said.

Ms. Vinton nodded, Seanna stepped out of the room and was soon talking to Jackie. Jackie agreed to help and Seanna ended the call.

Melissa was talking about some of her recent experiences when Seanna re-entered the room. Seanna listened for a few minutes.

Melissa eventually ran down, then Ms. Vinton suggested that she have the girls take some tests to find their appropriate grade levels.

Seanna and Melissa agreed, then left the room, taking their coats. They returned to the waiting area and sat down, picking up magazines.

The testing was apparently quite extensive, as the girls were kept busy for nearly three hours before they were done.

Ms. Vinton had been looking at the tests as the children finished them, she was pleasantly surprised. Tabby was very bright, bright enough that she could probably be placed in grade three instead of two. Rebecca would be fine in the grade seven group, Lara with the grade fives.

After hearing Ms Vinton's assessment of the three girls, Melissa agreed with her, as did Seanna. All that they would need now would be the school records, and Seanna stated that Jackie had likely already been burning the phone lines to get that sorted out for the kids.

**********

Jackie was not impressed, this was the school where Robert Millar, now Rebecca, had once taken classes, and they were being assholes.

The vice-principal stated that they could not release the records without proper authorization, Jackie responded that such authorization could be sent to them the next day, as she had been assured that the document giving Melissa authority over Rebecca/Robert was legally sound. She then informed him that, if the records weren't released once the authorization had been sent, she would bring in legal help there.

She had gone through the same hassle with the schools that Lara and Tabitha had attended before they ended up in Melissa's care. She hoped that they would all see sense and allow the records to be transferred, but she would contact legal people she knew just in case.

She spent another hour on the phone, talking to people she knew in northwest Texas, the Greater Houston area and Jackson, Tennessee. Each of the lawyers that she contacted, once they knew what was going on, swore to do everything they could to help the children involved.

**********

Seanna, Melissa and the three girls put on their coats and walked out to the car, it was time to go home.

Melissa drove again. Everyone was quiet, Seanna was thinking about the little baby, as was Melissa, the girls were all wiped out. Seanna turned around at one point and saw the three girls slumped a bit in their seats, all of the asleep, looking sweet, innocent and beautiful.

Seanna spoke to Melissa, they stopped off at a Chinese food restaurant, where the group ordered lots of food before exiting the restaurant.

They made one more stop, picking up Leilani, Asemba, Bobby and the baby from the company daycare, then continued on their way.

They split the group up between the two cars, Leilani and Asemba going with Seanna, the others with Melissa.

They eventually reached the house, both cars pulling into the drive, parking side by side, then everyone headed inside the house.

After they had finished eating, all of the kids headed for their beds, the little nap on the way home hadn't helped those three at all.

Home Is Where The Heart Is: Part 12

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter
  • Final Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Fresh Start
  • Lesbian Romance

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

This is the end of this story, it should wrap up the loose ends I had in the story. Hopefully, I didn't miss any big ones. Enjoy!

I decided to add the Lesbian Romance tag, as it seemed to permit me to end the story on a slightly romantic note.

**********

Jackie Stormhouse walked into the courtroom, flashing a brief smile at the bailiff, Sam Orlando, before taking her seat at the plaintiff's table.

The date was Tuesday, February 21, 2017. There hadn't been much progress yet in the retrieval of the three girls' school records.

She'd spent several hours, even some of that after the work day had ended on Friday, building up the case she was about to present.

A tall, slender, even what one would call dapper, male entered the courtroom and took a seat at the defence table.

Jackie recognized him, then giggled. He was Vance Berris, an attorney known more for "flash" than actual ability or substance.

Several people entered the courtroom, all but one taking seats on the available benches. The last joined Mr. Berris, grabbing an extra chair.

Jackie looked over at the two men; the second guy was Paolo Sabatini, another half-assed attorney, but one paid for by the city council.

Jackie shook her head, she honestly wasn't surprised to see Mr. Sabatini there, given the fact she was about to sue the city.

They had to wait another fifteen minutes before Sam called out, "All rise, court is now in session, Honourable Judge Annalee Smythe presiding." Once the tall, stocky black female judge had taken her seat, he stated to the people in the courtroom, "You may now be seated."

Judge Smythe showed a brief and very slight smile to Sam as she asked what was on the docket for the day.

"Your Honour, the first item is a civil lawsuit being entered on behalf of Lara Alicia Holman, Rebecca Petra Millar and Tabitha Elaine Woodson. This is due to the fact that five different schools in the city here, when called by Miss Seanna Ramsay, the CEO of Ramsay Enterprises, about these three young children being able to attend in order to continue getting a decent education, were flat out denied the right to attend those schools once Miss Ramsay informed the person at each school that each of these girls is transgender."

The Judge straightened up on her seat and stared down at the bailiff. "Were they implying they would help the children before they were informed that each of the children is transgender? Or was the fact of them being so known from the start of the discussions?"

Jackie spoke, "In each case, they were acting as if they would help the girls until they were informed of their transgender status, Your Honour. I have sworn statements from Miss Seanna Ramsay, as well as audio records of the actual conversations here if you need to see them."

Judge Smythe nodded, then stated, "Court will be recessed for one hour. Lawyers for both sides, I'll see you in my chambers."

**********

The three lawyers followed the bailiff into the Judge's chambers a few minutes after the Judge had left the courtroom.

Once Judge Smythe was present to meet with the three lawyers, the bailiff exited from the Judge's private chambers.

Judge Smythe asked them all to take seats, then had a young woman bring them refreshments as they would be a while.

When the refreshments had been dispensed, Jackie opened a satchel, pulled out an audio cassette tape and handed it to the Judge.

Judge Smythe sighed, then reached for an old audio cassette recorder/player, plugged it into an extension cord and inserted the cassette.

Jackie informed the judge as to the initial relevant time and let the Judge advance the cassette to that point, then start the tape.

The next forty-three minutes passed as the four of them listened to the five conversations between Seanna and the various school officials.

In each case, when the fact that the girls are transgender was mentioned, the person on the other end devolved into throwing accusations of the girls being flaming faggots and other derogatory comments, as well as a large assortment of swear words, some not in English.

With the number of people working in the Ramsay Enterprises headquarters, it hadn't taken more than a few hours to find people who could provide translations for the swearing that was obviously not English, and signed statements had been brought by Jackie into the court.

Jackie handed these over to the Judge, stating what they were, then watched as the Judge's face slowly turned red, then almost purple.

Jackie quickly asked if the Judge was all right, getting a response that she was fine, but absolutely disgusted and furious.

The two defence lawyers were appalled. With this evidence, they were up the proverbial river without a paddle in a very leaky boat.

The Judge needed another twenty minutes to calm down enough to be able to re-enter the courtroom. As she got up from her seat at the table to go and put on her robes again, the look she shot toward the defence lawyers made it all too clear as to what was about to happen.

**********

Once the court was back in session, the Judge asked Messrs. Berris and Sabatini if they anything to say in defence of the case. The two lawyers whispered back and forth between each other for a minute or two, then Mr. Sabatini stated, "We have no defence to offer, Your Honour."

Judge Smythe then turned to Jackie, asking her, "Since there is no defence being given, what do you consider to be fair compensation?"

Jackie smiled for a moment, then looked up at the Judge as she stated, "We're looking for awards in the amount of one million dollars each to be paid to the three girls by each of the schools that denied them the right or opportunity to continue their education there.

"Furthermore, we're looking to sue the city for fifty million dollars due to the blatant discrimination shown by the named school officials. Ten million of that will be paid by either the school in each case, or by the superintendent's office responsible for each of those schools."

Both Berris and Sabatini blanched. If the Judge agreed to the compensation request, the city would be shelling out sixty-five million dollars.

Judge Smythe nodded, then sat back on her seat a little bit as she thought about the suggested compensation amounts. The one million dollar cost per child per school seemed reasonable, it was the ten million dollars per school aimed at the city that worried her a bit.

The people in the court sat there, some patient, some nervous, some tense, as they waited for the Judge's response.

Judge Smythe sat there, thinking about it for nearly fifteen minutes before nodding briefly toward the bailiff.

Judge Smythe looked around the courtroom, noting the nervousness and tenseness of some of the people there, then spoke. "It is my belief that the amounts given are fair and reasonable. As such, I am ordering the individual payments to the girls in question and the larger amounts to be paid to Ramsay Enterprises within a reasonable time period, that being no more than six months from now.

"As the individual payments are much smaller and separate items, they are to be transferred to the three girls within thirty days.

"This court is now adjourned."

**********

One of the women sitting in the courtroom, who had been tense since the Judge and lawyers returned, fainted in her seat due to shock. It came out on the noon news on several TV stations and at least four radio stations that the woman was the wife of a prominent city councillor.

The bigger shock, though, was learning that that particular councillor was the one at the head of the city's education committee.

The fallout from the brief civil case, especially when it was learned that there was no possible defence, resulted in the councillor being ousted as having supported discriminatory and defamatory treatment of students in many of their schools. Several other city officials were fired.

The case would be the trigger that would lead to tougher laws being put in place about discrimination of any kind in city workplaces.

**********

Jackie returned to her office in the headquarters building, she needed to follow up on the school records requests for the three girls.

Her first call was to the principal of the school Robert Millar had once attended. Once again, the principal said they wouldn't cooperate.

Jackie spent a few more minutes trying to get him to agree to send the records, but he was adamant he wouldn't help the "fucking freak".

Jackie hung up the phone, then sighed, leaning back in her nice executive style chair for a moment.

She shook off her little fugue state shortly afterward and placed a call to the lawyer she knew in that area, Sally-Anne Jameson.

Ms. Jameson's office wasn't a big one, being housed in a small two room business unit in Whiteville, Tennessee.

"Hello, this is Jameson Legal, how may I help you?" came the loud, yet sweet voice of Sally-Anne through the phone system.

"Hi, Sally-Anne, this is Jackie Stormhouse, I called you yesterday about the situation with the school regarding Robert Peter Millar, AKA Rebecca Petra Millar. I just spoke with that idiot of a principal again and he adamantly refuses to cooperate with us about the school records."

"Well, Jackie," Sally-Anne giggled, "That shouldn't be too much of a problem. I was in the county courthouse this morning filing forms to obtain the records with the appropriate people there, including a lawyer guy I know who may already be involved in this situation."

"Who would that be, Sally-Anne? And involved how?" Jackie enquired.

Sally-Anne replied, "His name's Phillip Jacobs, he's the senior lawyer of Jacobs, Norman and James, Attorneys-At-Law. From what I've heard, he was on the scene the other day when the woman Melissa brought Robert, AKA Rebecca, back to the farmhouse to resolve things. The child's birth parents made it clear they would have nothing to do with the child, so they signed Robert over into Melissa's care."

Jackie laughed, "Oh, him, Seanna filled me in rather briefly yesterday about how Melissa acquired all of the kids on her way here."

"I've heard some of it myself," Sally-Anne stated, "but what made this morning interesting was that, when I met with Judge Alberts about getting authorization to get the school records, he was there and informed the judge about Melissa's rescuing Robert from a 'living hell'.

"When Judge Alberts had been fully assured that Melissa would be able to care for young Robert/Rebecca as necessary, he was quite happy to put his signature on the forms and formally file the order to have the originals of Robert's school records handed over to me."

"Sounds like you have a decent judge there, Sally-Anne. Kind of surprising with how a lot of folks down there seem to act," Jackie opined.

"Well, Jackie, Judge Alberts may be getting old, but when he finds out about abuse or mistreatment of children, he steps right into it. He's seen enough cases of serious abuse in his courts, both family and civil, over the last 30 years, to even consider putting a child in harm's way."

"Ahhh, so good to hear of someone who will do what they can to help children in their times of need," Jackie responded.

"Yep, he's a good guy. I should be going to the school. I hope to have Robert's/Rebecca's records within the next hour or so."

"All right, let me know how that goes, Sally-Anne. I hope the rest of your day goes well," Jackie smiled as Sally-Anne hung up on the other end.

**********

"One down, it seems, two to go. Hmmm... Lorne's/Lara's case next," Jackie muttered as she picked up the phone again.

She soon was talking to the principal of Lorne's/Lara's former school in her home town. Melissa had gone to school there years before.

"I ain't giving you the records for no son-of-bitchin' freak faggot. I'm glad that disgusting little shit is gone from my school."

Those were the words spewing from Aaron Kingsland's mouth, Jackie shook her head and took her turn.

"If you won't hand them over politely, a lawyer I know down there will get the files through a court order already on file," Jackie growled.

"I ain't giving 'em to ya! No dang lawyer is gonna make me do it, either!" Mr. Kingsland answered her.

"If you won't cooperate with a court order to hand over the files, Mr. Kingsland, you might find yourself sitting in a jail cell," Jackie replied.

"Yeah, right," Aaron sneered, "I know everyone that matters in this town, ain't none of 'em gonna mess with me!"

"So be it, Mr. Kingsland, have a good day," Jackie sighed as she hung up the phone, ending the call with that particular asshole.

Jackie relaxed for a brief moment before placing the next call, this one to Carmen Santiago, a lawyer in that same town.

The phone rang three times before it was picked up on the other end, "Luis Ferranzano of Santiago & Ferranzano, how may I help you?"

"Hello, Luis," Jackie replied to him, "Is your partner in the office? I need to speak with him, it's Jackie Stormhouse calling."

"Ahhhh, the matter of Lara and the school records, si?" Luis enquired.

"That is correct, Luis. Is he there, please?" Jackie asked again.

"Si, I will put you through to his direct line, Jackie," Luis stated, then transferred the call.

Carmen picked up the phone, saying, "Hello, Jackie, I have some good news for you. I was at the courthouse just as it opened for the day and happened to cross paths with Armand Pierro, one of our family court judges here. He had no problem authorizing the record transfers."

"That is good news, Carmen. So I am assuming you will be going to the school soon to show them the court order?" Jackie responded.

"Yep, I was actually about to head out the door to go over there when Luis told me it was you that was calling," Carmen laughed.

"All right, let me know how that goes, Carmen. I need to find out what's happening on the third case, talk soon." Jackie ended the call.

**********

Seanna had dropped off Leilani and Asemba as usual that morning, but had then headed to the courthouse to attend the first degree murder trial. She had been waiting for two months to see justice served against the bastard who had killed her Aunt Sue just before Christmas.

Seanna took a seat a few rows from the front, settling down to wait for the process to begin.

Just before a clock in the hallway outside the courtroom chimed the hour, two guards brought the prisoner in and over to the defence table.

At 9:11 AM, the bailiff called for everyone to rise, stating, "This court is now in session, the Honourable Theo Carter presiding."

Once the Judge had seated himself, the bailiff faced the rest of the courtroom, saying, "You may all be seated now."

There was only one item on the docket, the first degree murder case against one Robert James Johnson.

The evidence that had been gathered showed that several people in Sue's community had noticed Robert lazing around for nearly two weeks before Sue was beaten and later died. No one had said anything to him due to his sheer size, resulting in her needless death.

Seventeen witnesses took the stand that day, each one giving a similar statement about Robert lurking there, scaring them all.

When the defence attorney asked why none of them had done anything, one of the witnesses, a 76 year old female pensioner named Shirley Deirdre Wiseman, replied, "Just what do you think someone like me is gonna be able to do to someone the size of that man? I don't have no truck with guns, I haven't had one in the house since my William died twenty-seven years ago from war wound complications."

There were similar responses from several other witnesses who briefly took the stand again, many of them elderly and infirm.

They had taken a lunch break, but the witness statements had pretty much filled the day. Police reports, etc., would be done tomorrow.

Seanna left the courthouse at 3:55 PM, taking a moment to call Thaddeus and inform him she would be in court again tomorrow.

**********

Jackie's third round of calls about school records had her calling Mort Jehans, the principal of the school Tabitha had attended.

She didn't even manage to say anything more than that she was asking for Timothy's/Tabitha's school records before the male on the other end of the phone started shrieking at her, "Fuck you and that disgusting tranny filth! It can rot in hell for all I care, I'm not helping you!"

Jackie spent almost ten minutes trying to resolve the issue, but Mort just kept on ranting about trannies and their "disgusting habits".

Eventually, enough was enough, it was obvious this principal had no intention of complying. Jackie hung up on him in mid-scream.

She sighed and looked up the information for the lawyer in The Woodlands, then dialled the number and waited as it rang four times.

"Hello, Thompson, Browne and Browne, Padraig Browne speaking, how may I help you?" was what she heard.

"Hello, Mr. Browne, I'm Jackie Stormhouse, I called your office on Friday about assisting in retrieving the school records for a child known as Timothy Woodson, who prefers to be addressed as Tabitha. Have you had any progress in getting the legal forms done?"

"Ahhh, good day to you, Miss Jackie. Regarding getting the necessary court orders prepared, I had a rather interesting run of luck when I called a friend who happens to be a judge for the city here in the family court division. It seems my friend works with Judge Thibideau."

"Thibideau... Thibideau... oh, yes, the judge a young woman named Melissa Johansson mentioned to me at some point recently."

"I see that you have some idea of whom I am talking about. My friend passed me over to Judge Thibideau, and between the two of them, I had all the papers needed before the court buildings closed Friday afternoon. I've been dealing with other matters so far today," Padraig said.

Jackie glanced briefly at a clock on the wall of her office, which showed 2:19 PM. "Lunch time for you about now, I suppose?" she asked.

Padraig laughed, "I could go and have lunch, but I need to finish what I'm doing, which should take about another half hour or so. I tend to eat a good, solid breakfast most mornings, I can easily pick up a sandwich or something on the way over to the school after that."

"It sounds like you have things well in hand there, Padraig. Thanks for the help, these kids deserve to be treated well," Jackie replied.

The two of them talked for a few more minutes before Padraig informed Jackie he had an incoming call on another line.

**********

The day slowly wound down in the offices at the Ramsay Enterprises headquarters building.

Jackie had touched base late in the afternoon with each of the lawyers that had been helping to retrieve school records.

In the cases of Lara's records and those of Rebecca, the court orders plus the presence of two police officers had been sufficient. When Mr. Kingsland had seen the police officers accompanying Carmen Santiago, he had backed down rather fast and had cooperated.

The exception had been when Padraig Browne and two police officers showed up at Tabitha's school in The Woodlands just north of Houston. The principal there was still being a belligerent prick, even going so far as to assault both Padraig and one of the police officers.

The second officer, a big, brawny female, dropped the principal with a well placed punch to the gut and then cuffed him.

From that point on, things proceeded in a much more reasonable fashion, with the records quickly being handed over by the vice-principal.

As they were about to leave, Padraig politely stated, "Miss Dinford, it looks like you are now the principal here, he won't be coming back."

It was all too obvious that Padraig was referring to Mr. Jehans who was being picked up by the officers and escorted from the building.

Miss Paulette Dinford gaped in shock for a moment, then a smile slowly crept across her face. She'd take care of ALL of the kids there.

**********

Seanna's cell phone rang at ten minutes to five that Friday afternoon. She answered it on the second ring.

"Hello, Seanna, it's Jackie. Just got the news, the school records for the three girls are now in our hands, well, friends of ours, actually. The only incident that occurred was that the principal of Tabby's old school actually hit both the lawyer and a police officer at the time. The second officer on the scene knocked the principal down, then cuffed him. The records were in our hands within ten minutes of that happening.

"On a side note, the vice-principal of that school will most likely take over the principal's job, which will benefit the whole school. Unlike the idiot that held the job until this afternoon, Miss Paulette Dinford is not a bigot and wishes to help and protect all of the children in her care."

"That is excellent news, Jackie. So we should have the school records in hand within the next few days?" Seanna enquired.

"Likely sooner, Seanna. I asked each of the lawyers to send the school files to your office via FedEx. You might have them tomorrow."

"I'll make sure to tell Melissa that when I see her in a few minutes, Jackie. Thanks again for your help," Seanna replied.

**********

Seanna had returned to the headquarters of Ramsay Enterprises just before 5 PM, after a brief stop for a coffee and donut.

She was soon on her way up to the eighth floor, then she exited the elevator, heading toward the daycare area.

Melissa and the seven children were all waiting quietly in the entry area of the daycare as Seanna entered the room.

Seanna took a brief moment to quietly inform Melissa about the school records being on the way, then they all walked to the elevators.

The trip down to the basement level didn't take very long. From there, it was only a few steps to the two cars.

Melissa and the five kids she had rescued on her way to this job all climbed into her car, Lara carefully holding the baby.

Seanna, Leilani and Asemba were soon seated in Seanna's car and buckled in, then they were on their way home.

**********

The following day, Melissa was in work as usual, dealing with financial issues for the daycare and tending to the children there.

Seanna had once again dropped off Leilani and Asemba before heading to the courthouse for the murder trial of her aunt's killer.

Melissa wandered around the daycare, occasionally watching over and tending the newborn, who had not yet been named.

At three times during the day, once in the late morning and twice in the afternoon, she answered the daycare's door and signed papers that showed she was receiving items that had been one day shipped through FedEx. The items each time turned out to be school records.

Melissa quickly scanned the information in each file, noticing that Timmy/Tabby and Robert/Rebecca had both been cited several times as being inattentive in classes. Lorne/Lara had managed to avoid that, but had several notations about fist fights on school property in her file.

The inattentiveness for two of the three and the fact that Lara had been in fist fights didn't surprise Melissa at all. Tabby, as noted in the tests done at the Vinton Preparatory Academy, was very intelligent; Rebecca was on a similar level but she was five years older than Tabby.

Fist fights were not at all unexpected when one was more feminine than many boys considered to be appropriate. If Melissa was right, every one of those fights had been started by one or more boys, not Lara, yet Lara had always been the one to get into trouble over them.

**********

The trial had resumed just after 9 AM this morning, beginning with the 911 operator who handled the call from Leilani.

The tape of the conversation between Leilani and the 911 operator was played in court, drawing gasps of shock from many in the courtroom as they listened to it. The big shock was how calm Leilani seemed, but if one listened carefully, one could hear a faint tremble in Leilani's voice each time she spoke. With Leilani being only four years old, the prosecution believed using the tape would be more than enough.

Even though Leilani had calmly and clearly given the necessary information, it was still obvious to all that she was worried about her mom.

Next had been the reports from the officers of the police unit who had captured Robert Johnson that night.

Alex Bendal, 26, was the junior officer for that unit and had needed to pull his gun, putting it against Robert's head to stop him.

Kelmar Vanselm, 37, was the senior officer. He had been shoved aside by Robert, resulting in his partner having to draw his gun as noted.

Kelmar clearly stated to the court that if it had not been for the gun being held to Robert's head, Robert might well have killed him that night. He made it clear that Robert showed no concern at all when he shoved Kelmar, he intended to go through the officer and keep running.

The police reports were followed by ones from the various medical staff at the hospital where Sue had been taken and had later died.

The nine medical staff statements were only stopped for a fairly brief lunch, and continued until 4:15 PM that afternoon.

That was the conclusion of the major evidence. Seanna's mother would be on the stand in the morning, but that wouldn't take very long.

**********

Seanna once again returned to the headquarters building, making her way up to the daycare to meet Melissa and the kids.

As she was entering the daycare, a call came through on her cell phone, an unknown number. She chose to answer it.

A short but detailed conversation ensued, during which she learned that Sanjit Singh's files had been examined extensively since his arrest in early January, and evidence of at least 37 different instances of clear and deliberate attacks against LGBTQI people had been found.

Almost all of them had eventually ended up being penniless and unable to pay the mounting court costs, thus losing their court cases.

Twenty-nine of the cases had resulted in temporary hospitalization of one or more of the victims, often for emotional/psychological reasons.

Twelve of them had actually attempted suicide, three succeeded. Eleven had done some form of self-harm but not attempted suicide.

Of the thirty cases involving lesbian or gay relationships, nineteen of those relationships had broken up due to the court issues.

One of the suicides had been a nineteen year old pre-op MtF girl, whose case had resulted in her being outed in school.

The second had been one half of a lesbian couple, they had worked at Ramsay Enterprises before Seanna took the helm there. The woman left behind lost her female child to the foster system and eventually ended up in a mental health ward, as Seanna already knew.

The third had been a fifteen year old girl, the child of an openly gay couple whose relationship had been destroyed by Singh's actions.

Seanna was appalled, how could one man be such an inhumane bastard as to cause all of that by his actions?

Mr. Singh would be in court on March 6 to face an assortment of charges being brought by the city and Child Protective Services.

Seanna thanked the woman on the other end, then killed the call. The expression on her face was warning enough for Melissa.

Seanna led Melissa off into a corner, then passed on what she had just learned. Melissa's response was "Holy hell, WTF?"

Thankfully, Melissa's comment wasn't overheard by anyone, all of those nearby were babies or toddlers having their late afternoon naps.

A few minutes later, Seanna and Melissa led the kids out of the building, homeward bound once again.

**********

Court that Thursday morning didn't take very long, the only remaining witness was Seanna's mother.

Roselyn was quiet and polite on the stand, even when the defence lawyer tried to provoke her.

Her testimony lasted a bit over 45 minutes, then she stepped down from the witness box and sat down next to Seanna.

Closing arguments lasted for just under two hours, at which point Judge Carter decided they would break early for lunch.

Seanna returned to the courtroom just before one PM and Judge Carter informed the jury members about how to proceed.

Once he had finished speaking, the jury members left the room to discuss the case and come to a verdict.

Seanna, her mother, and everyone else waited for almost 2.5 hours before the jury returned.

Judge Carter asked if they had come to a verdict; the foreman, one Lamont Jones, replied that they had, a unanimous one in fact.

"So what is the verdict then, Mr. Jones?" Judge Carter enquired.

"We find him guilty of murder in the first degree, Your Honour," Lamont stated quite clearly so everyone could hear him.

Judge Carter nodded, turned to face the court and spoke. "Robert James Johnson, you have been found guilty of murder in the first degree. As I doubt you will ever feel remorse for what you did, I am sentencing you to life in prison. Take him away, this court is adjourned."

The guards none too gently grabbed Robert and hauled him out of the courtroom, then down to the cells to await the court vehicle. As the day was pretty much done for court business, he would return to the city lock-up for now and await his transfer to a state prison.

Seanna was glad that the bastard had been sentenced to life in prison, he would never be a free man again.

**********

Since Seanna had informed Thaddeus that she might be busy all that week with court; that had led to his rescheduling the meeting of his Toys division's marketing and advertising team for the Friday afternoon, hoping that the court case would be resolved by that time.

Seanna had spent the morning going through the small pile of paperwork that had accumulated while was attending the trial.

She had almost cleared the pile by the time lunch time came around. She and Penny went down to the cafeteria together.

Seanna enjoyed a large Ceasar salad and a bottled water, Penny splurged on a rather hefty pasta plate.

Once she had finished eating, she said a quick goodbye to Penny, not knowing how long the meeting might last.

After a brief stop in her office to check that she looked presentable, she made her way to one of the thirteenth floor boardrooms.

She opened the door and walked in, then heard someone enter the room behind her. She turned and stumbled into Thaddeus' arms.

Seanna giggled briefly, then pulled herself free and looked around the room. A coffee and tea table was ready, along with refreshments.

The various members of the marketing and advertising team took seats around the table just before one PM.

From what Seanna heard from the various reports given, things were looking quite good for the quarter for the Toys division.

Then that utter idiot, Mr. Richard Port, had to prove he was an idiot by calling Marty Browne a flouncing fairy in front of Seanna again.

As noted on a previous occasion just two weeks earlier, he had been very clearly warned by Seanna about that.

Seanna immediately called a halt to the meeting. "Mr. Port, you are hereby fired pursuant to our non-discrimination policy." Seanna hit a comm unit on the table, two security personnel entered the room almost immediately. "He has been fired by me just now because he chooses to blatantly be derogatory toward people who are LGBTQI. Let him take his personal belongings and nothing, I repeat NOTHING, else."

The two security personnel escorted Richard Port from the boardroom, he was heard to mutter he would get back at her somehow.

Seanna called the security guys back. "Gentlemen, call the police, Mr. Port here is to be arrested for uttering threats against me."

Richard lost it at that point, he tried to jump past the security guys toward Seanna, but one of them blocked him from reaching her.

"Add an attempted assault charge to the one for uttering threats. Get him the hell out of my sight!" Seanna hissed.

This time, one of the security guys pulled a set of cuffs from his belt and cuffed Richard, then the two men led him out of the room.

The meeting continued in a much more pleasant manner after he had been removed, ending ninety minutes later.

**********

Seanna had returned to her office and quietly cleared the rest of the paperwork on her desk before the day officially ended.

She'd spent the remaining time just relaxing, listening to some of her favourite music on a radio.

When five PM rolled around, Penny knocked on her office door. Seanna grabbed her jacket and purse, then they locked the office.

As usual lately, she left the elevator at the eighth floor, then walked down to the entrance of the daycare and inside the main suite.

The group, Seanna, Melissa and six kids, with Lara carrying the baby, headed down to the underground parking.

Again as usual, the kids Melissa had rescued joined her in her car, while Leilani and Asemba rode with Seanna.

**********

On Saturday morning, Seanna used Melissa's car to take the kids to the outdoor rink where Leilani and Asemba had their skating lessons.

Melissa chose to stay at the house, watching the baby. She seemed to be quite happy to have any chance to mother the little one.

It was a bit of a snug fit with six children in the car, but they made it to the lot by the outdoor rink without any mishaps occurring.

Seanna had been too exhausted to take the kids there the previous week after the arrival of Melissa and the kids, then spending several hours in a hospital that same night while waiting for various tests to be done on the newborn. She'd actually slept late that day.

It was a wee bit nippy in the park today, part of that being the brisk northwesterly wind, but the children were all happy to be there.

Leilani and Asemba had been quite happy to return there, they had missed it the week before.

The two young girls showed the others to the skate rental centre, then once they all had skates on, they headed out onto the ice.

It was at this point that one of the two girls Seanna knew from previous visits appeared, holding her hands out to little Bobby.

"Hey, young man, let me help you to learn how to skate, hmmm?" Rebecca smiled at him as he grasped her hands with his smaller ones.

Bobby had been considered too young to learn how to skate by his family, and his MS hadn't been discovered until after Melissa caught him.

He was soon wobbling his way around the rink, being gently held the whole time by Rebecca, who helped him up each time he fell.

It didn't take very long, perhaps half an hour or so, before Bobby was utterly exhausted by the physical activity he had been doing.

Rebecca helped him over to the benches at the side of the rink, then removed his skates and helped him with his boots.

Seanna smiled, picked up the skates that Bobby had been wearing and returned them to the rental centre.

When she returned, she sat down beside him and complimented him on how well he had done and how brave he had been on the ice.

Bobby giggled, then ducked his head into her side for a moment, trying to hide a blush. He wasn't used to being complemented by others.

Seanna and Bobby watched the other kids as they skated around. Bobby mentioned that Leilani and Asemba seemed quite graceful.

Seanna laughed, "They should be, they've been getting regular lessons here and figure skating ones inside for nearly two months."

From what she could see, Lara, Tabitha and Rebecca, Melissa's Rebecca, that is, all seemed to be semi-decent skaters.

When the outdoor session ended, and they were all removing their skates, Seanna asked those three if they wanted to join the course for figure skating which would start soon in the indoor rink. All three replied with enthusiastic approval, Seanna was glad to see them having fun.

When the rented skates had been returned, they all headed inside, where Leilani and Asemba put on their skates again.

The other girls watched as Leilani and Asemba participated in the figure skating class.

When the class ended, Seanna talked for a moment with the instructor, then led the group to the office to pay the required fees.

"Lara, Tabitha and Rebecca, you'll be starting this next week, joining Leilani and Asemba. Now it's time to buy some skates," Seanna stated.

Once they were all in the car and secure, Seanna drove to the same sporting goods store where she had bought the skates for Leilani and Asemba several weeks earlier. The level of noise from the small group was a wee bit distracting to others in the store for a while.

The kids eventually settled down a bit as two clerks helped the three girls pick out skates. Seanna asked Bobby if he wanted his own pair of skates, his head bouncing up and down was a clear enough sign that he did. A male clerk soon came over and took the time to help Bobby.

By the time they left the store nearly an hour later, just after 1:30 PM, they were all famished.

Seanna looked at Leilani and Asemba, then whispered "Fish?" Giggles and a quick yes from the two girls soon had Seanna driving toward that restaurant that Leilani especially had come to love, the same one they had gone to on both days she had bought the child car seats.

They had to get a large booth due to having six children in the group. Bobby was the only one to ask for a chair.

The kids, for the most part, enjoyed the food, although Lara found out that she didn't like the taste of shrimp, oysters or mussels much.

There wasn't much left after six kids had eaten their fill. Seanna asked for it to be put in a doggy bag, it wouldn't last long with the horde here.

The trip home was fairly quiet, largely due to the fact that most of the kids were drowsy after all the exercise and then stuffing themselves.

On Sunday, everyone decided to have a lazy day. The kids watched several movies, giggling and crying at various times.

**********

After dropping the kids off at the daycare on Monday morning, Seanna headed to the courthouse again, this time for the older Ramsays.

Thaddeus had decided to pass on it, as he knew it wouldn't be very long after they had all entered pleas at their last appearance.

Seanna had only been in the courtroom for about ten minutes when she was unexpectedly joined by her mother.

A brief whispered conversation made Seanna aware that her mother wanted to see this ended just like she did.

Just after 9:30 AM, the bailiff called out, "All rise, court is now in session, the Honourable Ravena Adamowicz presiding."

Once the Judge was seated, he gave the order that everyone in the courtroom could take their seats.

Judge Adamowicz looked around the courtroom, then down to the defence table, surrounded by the seven Ramsays and Ms. Leamis.

"A few weeks ago, the seven defendants in this case all changed their please to guilty.

"I have been thinking since that time about how I wish to deal with these people. Their actions were irresponsible in the extreme and thanks to the correspondence of Mr. Lundt, who signed a confession and suicide note giving information about their activities to the police. Given the nature of some of the details described by Mr. Lundt in that confession, you were all complicit in Sue Kealoha's assault and death.

"As I stated at your last appearance, I can't recall ever seeing a case like this one before. Will the defendants please rise?"

The seven Ramsay siblings slowly stood, each of them looking worn and ragged in their shabby jailhouse jumpers.

"Patricia Ramsay, you are facing 82 charges of international wire fraud. For each of those offences, I sentence you to twenty years to run concurrently. Further, you also face 46 charges of embezzlement. For each of those offences, I sentence you to fifteen years which shall run concurrently. Add to that 23 counts of misuse of company funds, I sentence you to fifteen years for each one, running concurrently.

"Last but not least, you were complicit as I stated earlier in the assault and death of your half-sister, Suzanne Kealoha. Since the assault resulted in her death, the criminal charge against the assailant was boosted to murder in the first degree. You face up to life in prison.

"On the count of conspiracy to commit murder, I sentence you to twenty-five years, to run concurrently with your other sentences.

"Next on the list is Robert Ramsay. For the 65 counts of international wire fraud, each sentence is twenty years, running concurrently. For the 37 counts of embezzlement, you are sentenced to fifteen years, each sentence to run concurrently. For fifteen counts of misuse of company funds, the sentence for each count if also fifteen years, to run concurrently. That brings me to the assault and death of Suzanne Kealoha.

"From evidence given by Mr. Lundt, you were directly involved in procuring the services of Robert James Johnson to commit the deed. That being the case, I am sentencing you to life in prison for that explicit involvement in her death. You reap what you sow, Mr. Ramsay.

"Next is Vanessa Ramsay. For 41 counts of international wire fraud, each sentence will be twenty years, running concurrently. For 11 counts of embezzlement, fifteen years for each count, running concurrently. For nine counts of misuse of company funds, also fifteen years each, running concurrently. For conspiracy to commit murder, you are sentenced to twenty-five years, also concurrent.

"Next is Beatrice Ramsay. For 53 counts of international wire fraud, each sentence shall be twenty years, running concurrently. For nineteen counts of embezzlement, fifteen years for each one, to run concurrently. For eleven counts of misuse of company funds, the sentence is also fifteen years each, to run concurrently. Finally, for conspiracy to commit murder, twenty-five years, also to run concurrently.

"Next is Chantel Ramsay. For 39 counts of international wire fraud, each sentence will be twenty years, to run concurrently. For fifteen counts of embezzlement, you get fifteen years for each one, running concurrently. For seven counts of misuse of company funds, the sentence is also fifteen years each, to run concurrently. Lastly, for conspiracy to commit murder, twenty-five years which shall run concurrently.

"We're nearly done. Next is Paul Ramsay. For 63 counts of international wire fraud, twenty years each, to run concurrently. For eighteen charges of embezzlement, fifteen years each, to run concurrently. For six counts of misuse of company funds, fifteen years each, to run concurrently. For for conspiracy to commit murder, you are sentenced to twenty-five years, which shall also run concurrently.

"And finally, Rebecca Ramsay. For 43 counts of international wire fraud, twenty years each, to run concurrently. For eleven counts of embezzlement, fifteen years each, to run concurrently. For seven charges of misuse of company funds, fifteen years each, to run concurrently.

"This next bit is the part that galled me the most. Rebecca Ramsay, for your part in helping your brother Robert to hire Robert James Johnson to assault Suzanne Kealoha, and the fact that that same assault resulted in Ms. Kealoha's death, I am sentencing you to life in prison.

"Due to the lengths these people went in their actions, especially the death of Ms. Suzanne Kealoha, parole is denied in all instances.

"Guards, please remove the prisoners. I apologize for being so long winded people. This court is now adjourned."

Seanna and her mother sat in the courtroom after everyone else, including the judge and bailiff, had left. Twenty years or more to someone in their sixties would not be an easy reckoning; in fact, it was possible that Patricia, Vanessa and Beatrice might not survive that long.

With Robert and Rebecca receiving life sentences for their involvement in Suzanne's death, they would never know freedom again.

Perhaps Chantel and Paul might make it through their sentences, but even they were facing long odds on ever being free again.

Seanna and her mother left the room, then the courthouse, each going to their own vehicle.

Seanna noticed that her mother had parked next to her car and waved to her as she climbed in, ready to return to work.

**********

Seanna arrived back at the office just before the lunch hour. She decided to splurge, eating a chicken pot pie there with some bottled water.

Perhaps eating that had been a bit much, but she was content as she slowly walked up to her office, meeting Penny at the door.

Penny informed her that she had left the building for her lunch today, then headed to her desk in the outer office.

Seanna kept going, into her actual office space, then settled down in her comfortable office chair contemplating the evil of chicken pot pies.

She actually dozed off for a while, she was that full. The phone ringing on her desk brought her out of that semi-torpid state.

She answered it, then talked with Thaddeus for a while, bringing him up to date on what had happened in the courtroom that morning.

She managed to actually focus on her work for the rest of the day, the only other interruption being another call, this one from one of the police officers who had picked up Richard Port after the events of last Friday afternoon. Richard had apparently pled guilty on the charges.

The officer then told Seanna that the judge had sentenced him then and there, five years for the threats, two for the attempted assault.

Well, that simplified that problem rather nicely, Seanna thought. She wouldn't have to show up in court to deal with the idiot.

Just after 5 PM, Seanna and Penny locked up the office, then Seanna headed to the eighth floor to meet Melissa and the kids.

On the way home, Leilani was happy to tell Seanna that the baby had now been named, said name being Suzanne Eleanora Ramsay.

Seanna laughed, it was fitting that a little baby girl be given her aunt's names, it would be another way to remember her.

**********

The rest of the week passed fairly quietly, nothing major happening in the office, just the usual activities on the weekend.

Seanna had informed Thaddeus in advance that she might miss a fair amount of the day on Monday, so she could be at Singh's hearing.

She dropped off Leilani and Asemba as usual, at the same time that Melissa led her pack into the daycare centre.

After that, Seanna and Jackie headed over to the courthouse together, taking seats in the courtroom about ten minutes early.

They were both watching when Singh was led into the court and told to sit down and stay quiet until he was ordered to speak.

Singh actually took a moment to look around, spotted the two women and shot a very nasty glare their way, which was quickly noticed. One of the two guard with him grabbed him by one of his arms and told him, rather firmly, to keep facing the front of the courtroom.

Court opened in the usual manner, then Judge Anston called for the case to begin.

The list of charges took over fifteen minutes to be read into the record. Each and every one carried the hate crime addition.

Judge Anston shook her head, then to down to business. "I've looked at the evidence from the initial case, that one involving a woman seated in the court today, but that pales in comparison to what has been uncovered over the last several weeks from Mr. Singh's records which he actually kept in a safe he thought was unlikely to be noticed. That wasn't the case, it was found and easily opened thanks to the court order.

"The notes he kept, each set in a separate notebook, went into great detail about his actions regarding many LGBTQI people.

"To put it bluntly, he crowed in those notebooks about the abuses he had committed against those he deemed to be 'lesser creatures'.

"I've learned of what happened to many of those people after Mr. Singh here targeted them, and in some cases, destroyed their lives.

"There is no plausible excuse for the things he did to those people, or for what resulted from his actions against them.

"Mr. Singh, you are charged with 67 counts of committing a hate crime and 67 counts of criminal negligence. There is also the matter that you blatantly misused your position in Child Protection Services to directly and indirectly harm others. How do you plead?"

Singh looked up at the Judge, then back towards me for a moment before facing the Judge again, then whispered, "Guilty, Your Honour."

"To what charges, Mr. Singh? I don't intend to waste time here while you sit there all day."

"All of them, Your Honour," he whispered.

"Repeat that, please, Mr. Singh, so the court stenographer can clearly hear you."

"I said to all of them, Your Honour," he stated, his voice cracking in mid-sentence.

Seanna quickly glanced over at him. Oh, wow, he looked like a wreck compared to the suave jerk he'd been several weeks earlier.

"Mr. Singh, hate crimes or additions can bring five years or more for each sentence, the criminal negligence similar penalties. With how many offences you have before the court today, I could even choose to make those sentences consecutive, but I won't.

"I see no point in delaying things any further than they already have been, Mr. Singh.

"I am hereby sentencing you to five years on each count of both offences. Do you understand me, Mr. Singh?"

Singh replied that he did, then hung his head down and began to weep in front of the entire courtroom.

"One last matter. In regards to your blatant misuse of your position in Child Protective Services to directly and indirectly harm people whom you were supposed to actually be helping instead, I'm adding a sentence of fifteen years, no parole."

Seanna felt no remorse for him, he had brought this down on his own head by thinking he was better than certain other people.

"Please remove Mr. Singh from my court. This court is now adjourned."

Seanna and Jackie exited the courtroom along with about fifteen other people after the Judge had gone into her chambers.

She spent several minutes in the newest washroom, scrubbing her hands over and over. She felt filthy just due to having been near him.

The two women returned to their respective offices, where Seanna tried quite intently to get over what she had heard in that courtroom.

**********

On March 22, Thaddeus called her, saying he had finally found the woman who had lost her child thanks to Singh, then her girlfriend when that woman, Eileen Patterson, committed suicide after the Judge had ruled against them, then ended up in a mental institution.

"Stephanie Amber Constanza turned up in a medical home less than an hour outside of the city. I had Jak Petroski look into her case for us, telling him it was to right a wrong done against a former employee of the company. It took him until last Friday to find her.

"Once we knew where she was, I had him go before a judge there immediately to get an order to have her transferred to a hospital here.

"She arrived at the hospital early on Saturday afternoon and underwent a large number of tests, some giving rather interesting results.

"Those results led to officers in the closest jurisdiction to where she formerly resided to charge several people with drug related offences.

"Jak believes that the evidence is strong enough that only he will need to attend any court proceedings there.

"According to the doctors, with a decent program of medical treatment, they believe she can be released on her own in about six months.

"The daughter was found and informed that her mother is receiving proper medical attention so they can eventually be a family again.

"Shelley, the daughter, says the foster home she is in has been fairly decent. She'll manage until she and her mother can be together.

"One other thing, Seanna. Jeff Marks, the guy who tried to rape Ms. Eaton, pled guilty today and got fifteen years, ten without parole."

**********

After the call with Thaddeus had ended, Seanna sat there, thinking over all the things that had happened in just three months.

She'd taken in young Leilani after Leilani's mother had died as the result of a brutal attack just a week or so before Christmas.

She'd rescued Asemba from her rather violent father in the all too well known incident at Di Panetti's Cafe a few days later.

Thanks to her mother, then herself becoming the new CEO of Ramsay Enterprises, she had a gorgeous home to share with the girls.

Then Melissa had come north after Seanna offered to hire her as the Finance VP of the new day care division.

Since Melissa arrived here, she was sharing this gorgeous home with Melissa and the five children she had rescued along the way.

The last of those five children had been given the names that had been her aunt's, Suzanne Eleonora, as a remembrance of her.

The various criminal issues she had been dealing with over that time period had now all been resolved.

Stephanie Constanza, Eileen Patterson's lesbian partner, had been found and would eventually be reunited with her daughter.

Lara, Tabitha and Rebecca would each receive five million dollars soon thanks to five schools discriminating against them. On top of that, another fifty million would be paid to Ramsay Enterprises within the next six months. Most of that would likely be donated to various charities.

She was still learning a lot about how to be a woman in modern society. She thought she would still be learning it all many years from now.

Goddess, how the mere sight of Melissa in a hallway at home or at work could cause her to feel so wanton.

Enough was enough. Things were sorted out now, there was no sense in delaying it any longer.

She cornered Melissa in the mudroom, grinning and giggling at her. "Melissa, will you be my girlfriend? Maybe even my wife eventually?"

The look on Melissa's face was priceless; she obviously had not been expecting that, then she flashed that wide, sweet smile of hers.

"You want me, do you?" Melissa asked as they headed back into the main area of the house. "I want you, too, Seanna."

Hope's Light Prologue: The Flight From Earth & The Founding

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

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  • Fiction

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Magic
  • Day after Tomorrow
  • Other Worlds

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties
  • Mature / Thirty+

TG Themes: 

  • Fresh Start
  • Language or Cultural Change

TG Elements: 

  • Estrogen / Hormones

Other Keywords: 

  • Science fiction/Fantasy/World Of Tomorrow/Other Worlds

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  • Posted by author(s)

Captain Elijah Anthony Stormshadow looked out over the crowd waiting to go onto the generation ship that would take them to their new home. He nodded to a young man, who waved to another standing by the ship, and the access door to the big ship opened.

The young man next to the ship, Hydroponics Technician Zachariah Barstow, stepped into the constrictive halls of the ship, then waved to the people waiting below him. The crowd slowly began to move, one after another entering the ship and following Barstow to the cryogenic pods. There would only be a bare bones crew of thirty people for each "shift" on the ship's nearly 60 year long projected journey to humanity's new home. Everyone else would be placed in the cryogenic pods and would remain there as the ship made its way to the planet they'd discovered in Alpha Centauri A's orbit back in 2152. It was hard to believe that no one had gone there since the discovery over sixty years before.

The process of placing everyone in the pods took just over five hours with twenty members of the first shift's crew assisting the young man.

**********

Once the passengers had been placed in the pods, Captain Stormshadow and his crew prepared to detach the ship from the space dock. It had taken six years to build the 1500 meter long ship, and in a moment they would be leaving Earth behind, never to see her beauty again.

He was ready to give the order to release the mag locks when a voice reached them over the comm system. "Starship Earth's Hope, prepare to be boarded, you are not allowed to leave station due to Executive order 2213-72a,b,c dated 02:17 AM GMT June 17, 2213."

Captain Stormshadow replied, "Please repeat, interference ... breaking message, please repeat." The Captain shut down the comm system long enough to order Helm Officer Jonathan Barstow to launch, saying, "If you ever hope to be able to live free, we need to leave NOW."

Jonathan, Zachariah's fraternal twin brother, hit the controls that triggered the release of the ship from the space dock. The two brothers were quite similar, barring the fact that Zachariah's hair was a sandy brown compared to Jonathan's dirty blonde locks. Both were 6'1" tall, weighing around 180 pounds, both had shoulder length hair, steel grey eyes, long, narrow noses, large ears and wide mouths with weak chins.

The mag locks shut down and the ship began to move away from the space dock, slowly picking up speed. The Captain was relieved to see that there were no Orbital Patrol ships nearby, although a large laser from the moon's surface did fire once; the laser wasn't a big problem, the energy from it would be absorbed by the multiple types of shielding that had been implemented as part of the starship's design. One type of shielding was capable of absorbing attacks from weapons such as lasers and turning it into energy for the ship's systems.

"Starship Earth's Hope, you are in violation of executive orders, return to dock now," came through the comm from Luna Control.

"What executive orders are you talking about?" queried Captain Stormshadow.

"Executive orders 2213-72a, 2213-72b and 2213-72c, specifically that no ship is permitted to leave Earth or it's orbit without authorization from Earth Control pursuant to Overlay Inc.'s statement that you are carrying subversives/insurrectionists/dissidents, that said people are to be delivered at once to Overlay Inc. for immediate overlay procedures and that failure to return those people will be considered treason."

"Hmmm... I don't recall seeing or being informed of such executive orders before now, when were they enacted?"

"Yesterday evening at 10:17 PM local time in Washington (03:17 AM UTC) by President Ambrose Blackstone and Vice-President Johnathan Callander. They were then countersigned by the head of Overlay Inc. himself, Valentine Crosse," came the response from Luna Control.

"Ahhh, that explains why I wouldn't have known about it. I'm guessing people at Overlay discovered we were bringing people up here?"

"That would be correct, Captain, now please return to the dock and prepare for boarding by Overlay officials."

"I'm afraid that I can't do that, LunaControl, returning them for such a procedure would be sentencing them to death," the Captain replied.

"What in the heck are you talking about?" Luna Control asked.

"To put it very simply, Luna Control, only one person who has had an overlay has survived past the ten year mark. In 94% of cases, the overlay fails within three to seven years; the three outcomes of a failure are person with overlay suicides alone, person commits one to half a dozen murders, usually close family members, then suicides, or person goes on a rampage killing dozens of people, in some cases, hundreds.

"The only person that ever survived ten years or more with an overlay actually lasted just over twenty-three years, Luna Control. Her name was Petra Bellamy," the Captain stopped speaking for a moment as he heard a sharp hiss from the person at Luna Control. "I can hear that you recognize that name. Well, Petra had been an army captain on short term leave when she snapped; she returned to her base, loaded up six crates containing ten rockets each for use on a rocket launcher, then two other crates, each containing two high end rocket launchers.

"She then left the base and returned to her home town, stopping at a fair sized mall there. She parked in a spot where she could see most of the actual building, then set up the four launchers, placing rockets behind each launcher. Over the next twenty-seven minutes, she used those four launchers to drop rockets filled with high explosives on various sections of that mall. By the time that the various police forces could get there, including two full units of National Guard troops, there was only one shop still standing, or at least not completely destroyed.

"The police and National Guard units were horrified at what she had done. She had also stolen a machine gun, a modernized and updated version of what was known in the former United States as an M60, she turned to face them and started firing. She was dead seconds later.

"In total, Petra Bellamy killed 946 people and injured at least 1,528 others before she was gunned down by the combined police group. Every time people tried to leave by any of the main exits which all faced toward her, Petra aimed a launcher at them and they ran back inside. Of the nearly 2,700 people that were in the mall at the time, shoppers, workers, mall staff, only 207 uninjured people were found.

"I have no idea why the people in that mall never used the secondary exits in the back, but that doesn't matter now, does it?

"Petra Bellamy was the worst, but there were 127 others with failed overlays that committed similar acts since they were first used in 2087."

"Just how did you manage to get all of that information, Captain?" Luna Control queried.

"One of the people on this ship, currently in a cryogen tank, is one of the five best hackers in the world. She got into Overlay Inc.'s hidden information systems and found the files showing the final status of the nearly 3,800 people who had had overlays. Those files, in most cases, gave brief but detailed information on how the person acted after their specific overlay failed, it took her four days to sort through the files."

"That still doesn't change the fact that you've been ordered to return to dock and hand over the people in this list," Luna Control stated as they hit a button which sent the information to the Earth's Hope's data banks. The list contained nearly three thousand names.

"I regret to inform you that there is no way that I can hand over those people, Luna Control, even if I end up convicted of high treason."

"One last time, Earth's Hope, return to dock or we will send ships after you to bring you back to Earth."

"Too late for that now, Luna Control, we'll be at full speed in about six hours and you have no ships in range to catch us," replied the Captain.

"We have ships that can catch you, Captain. Pantomime, Starfly, New Dawn, Bearpaw, launch now, your target is starship Earth's Hope..." Captain Stormshadow chuckled as he listened to the Luna Control officer giving orders for a moment before he shut down the comm system.

That first laser and another one fired at the ship several times before the engines reached full power; the ship reached its designated in system travel speed of just under one percent of the speed of light and was soon lost in the multitude of objects caught in Earth's orbit. The lasers stopped firing once they were in amongst the orbital objects as the chance of them destroying valuable items became all too likely.

Helm Officer Barstow turned the starship and pointed it toward the system where their new home was located. The ship slowed down for a moment as it turned, then it returned to the same speed used before the turn as it left Earth's orbit and headed into the depths of space.

**********

Just over four hours out from the space dock, alarms started sounding across the ship, then the Captain's voice rang out, "Battle stations!"

Captain Stormshadow looked out through the shatterproof transparent material that allowed them to see the areas around the bridge of the starship. Hovering several hundred meters behind them were four ships belonging to the Orbital Patrol. He used one of the command codes to have several cameras scan the four ships, giving him their alphanumeric IDs, weaponry, armour, and other useful bits of info.

The Captain nearly laughed himself silly when he saw the weaponry stats, most of the weapons were old and quite out of date. Two of the four ships had AC starters on their A/N IDs, which told him they had been built sometime between 2140 and 2163 and carried six 50 mm lasers; a third had the AD designation, they'd been built between 2163 and 2177 and carried six 60 mm lasers, the last ship had an AE designation, it had been built sometime after 2177 and carried six 75 mm lasers. Those four ships were so badly outgunned, it was quite funny.

"Starship Earth's Hope, this is Captain Bart Pennywell, you are ordered to shut down your engines and prepare to be boarded."

Captain Stormshadow replied, "So you can take us back to earth and sentence nearly 3000 people to death because they're different?"

"I have my orders, Captain, shut down your engines or we will open fire."

Captain Stormshadow laughed as he replied, "Go ahead and fire as much as you like, we can use any extra energy we can get. I'll warn you, though, if you do fire on us, we will fire back, and I can guarantee our guns will be much more effective than yours."

"What do you mean, extra energy? I'll have you know we have the best guns in the whole solar system, Captain."

"The two big lasers that fired on us earlier, one from the moon, one from a satellite, only managed to burn a bit of the micro outer shield layer of the ship. As for guns, Captain Pennywell, we have 20 200 mm lasers and 32 150 mm lasers, over half of those are aimed at your ships."

"So you're defying my order to stand down?" Captain Pennywell asked. Captain Stormshadow's nod was all that he needed, he turned to his comm board and ordered all four of the Orbital Patrol ships to fire at will on the Earth's Hope.

Captain Stormshadow shook his head and gave the order to return fire if fired upon. The battle wouldn't last very long if they did.

Perhaps three minutes passed as they waited, then the four ships commenced firing, aiming for the bigger starship's engines.

Engineering Officer Stefan Petrovic engaged the combined electrical and magnetic field to protect the vulnerable engines. A few of the shots fired at the engines managed to pass through the fields, but caused only minimal harm to the engines and the areas surrounding them.

"Return fire!" snapped Captain Stormshadow as he paced back and forth across the bridge. Weapons Officer Tasha Smythe sat at her control system, entering orders for the rear guns to lock onto each of the four ships and fire. The result was quite stunning, twelve of the big lasers and twenty of the smaller ones all fired within split seconds of each other, all shots were direct hits on a ship's bridge, engine or weapons array.

The "battle" was over within twenty seconds, four Orbital Patrol ships severely damaged or destroyed, it was extremely unlikely they would be able to follow the Earth's Hope any time soon. Earth's Hope's engines had taken some minor damage but were still able to function quite well.

The engineering officer sent his two underlings to fix the engines, one of the four main ones would be turned off while they checked and fixed it, then they would do the same with each of the other three main engines before checking the eight secondary engines.

Repairs to all the engines took a bit less than a day, by which time they were well beyond the range of Orbital Patrol's fleet.

**********

The crew for each thirty year shift was split into two parts, each group would be on duty for a half day, then rest the second half of the day.

This continued with only minor problems here and there, all of which were fixed within reasonable time spans, for just under 23 years according to the ship's clocks which were based on GMT or Universal time. The worst of these problems was the time where the hydroponics area failed and was temporarily closed down while the two man hydroponics team fixed the broken systems, which took just over 32 hours.

The damage to the items in the hydroponics area was fairly serious, they lost about 40% of the crops; luckily, what remained would be enough to keep them going while the current crops matured and they replaced the destroyed crops with new plantings from the ship's stores.

Well, that hydroponics problem had happened not quite nine years ago, this was an entirely different matter. They'd brought a small amount of several types of animals that could be used for food supplies like cows, pigs, chickens, etc. and some of the bigger animals were missing. That was extremely odd, as they were kept in one part of the ship, the whole ship had been scoured and the missing animals hadn't been found.

Seven cows, five pigs, four goats and eight sheep had to be somewhere in the ship, but where? The Captain was utterly stymied.

It took the crew three days to find the missing animals and the cause. Somehow, a valve that should have kept a door in the animal area from opening had failed, a door HAD opened, and the space behind it just happened to be a human sized tunnel leading back toward the engines. The tunnel was a tight fit for the cows, but not being all that smart, they just kept going until they were blocked by a sealed door.

All of the missing animals were found at the other end of this tunnel, perhaps a few meters from a locked door to the engine compartment. It took five crew members a bit over seven hours to get all of the animals back to their area, the cows had had to be led backward step by step.

The Captain breathed a soft sigh of relief and issued orders for the failed valve to be examined and fixed, or it couldn't be fixed, replaced.

**********

The rest of the first crew's time to manage the ship passed with no significant issues. Most of the problems were minor repairs to parts.

The changeover from first crew to second was a quiet time, the first crew folks were now much older than they had been when they left Earth. The youngest of them was only a few weeks shy of her 54th birthday according to the records, and Captain Stormshadow was almost 70.

Captain Serena Elizabeth Banakell ordered her crew to their stations and the long journey continued.

**********

Just over seven years into the second "shift", a section of the ship was hit by something which opened a two foot wide hole in the outer shell. That area happened to be living space for the crew, so they applied a temporary seal and had everyone bunking down in the hydroponics area, as that was the place in the ship with the freshest air, thanks to many of the plants using most of the carbon monoxide produced there, turning the deadly gas into carbon dioxide by the process of oxidization. Photosynthesis, in turn, uses carbon dioxide and water to create oxygen.

Repairs to the hole in the ship's side were slow, as they had to cut a piece of hull material to very precise measurements, then the two man repair crew had to put on full space suits before they broke the seal and placed the new piece in the hole. One of them had to hold the piece in the hole while the second used a hammer to tap it into place, then a small auto torch to seal the edges around the new piece.

The actual repair process, from start to finish, took just over nine hours, mostly because the people involved weren't used to the tools that were needed to prepare the new piece. For safety's sake, the area was monitored for three days to see if there were any leaks.

Once the Captain had been informed that no leaks had been detected in the 72 hour period, the crew was allowed to return to their rooms.

When the crew member whose space had been hole punched returned to their room, everything seemed to be in order, but a closer look soon showed her that a small folding photo holder containing photos of her parents had been lost, apparently sucked out into the depths of space. There didn't seem to be anything else missing, as her toiletries and small supply of feminine hygiene items were kept in a small locked chest that was bolted to the floor not far from her single bed; the bed could also be used as a bench, and when not in use, could be folded against the wall. Her small comm center, including the comm unit, desk and chair, were also bolted into place for just this sort of reason.

She wasn't happy that the photo holder had been lost, but she had brought two of them, the second was in the chest on the floor.

**********

About five years after the hole punch incident in the living spaces, there was another serious hydroponics system failure. Like the one that had occurred on the first crew's shift, this resulted in the loss of nearly half of the crops and needed just under 37 hours to do the repairs.

After the new hydroponics system failure, Captain Banakell had the hydroponics main computers throughly checked, shunting a secondary computer system to monitor the hydroponics area. The main computer check revealed a code error; the Captain wasn't impressed, and after discovering that no one on shift at the moment was capable of fixing the code error, had a programmer woken to sort the problem out.

The programmer, a young woman named Lavender Pemberton, scanned the code, spotted several more errors and fixed them all, a task that occupied her for just over five hours. When she was finished, she returned to the cryogenics hold and was soon back in her capsule.

The next seventeen years passed fairly quietly, with minor repairs needed to one system or another, but no major problems for the ship.

**********

At 07:36 on July 2nd, 2272 according to the ship's computers, an alert sounded across the entire ship.

Any crew members that weren't needed immediately in their departments quickly made their way to the ship's command center.

Captain Banakell activated a video screen, which showed the gorgeous planet ahead of them. Every person in the command center, and those still attending to their duties, were able to see it when the captain transmitted the video feed to the other departments.

They were perhaps a day's journey from entering orbit, and the planet below, although much like earth, was revealed to be slightly smaller than Earth, with an equatorial circumference of 21,790 miles or 35,067.6 kilometers. Watching the planet as they approached revealed four continent sized land masses, two large islands, plus perhaps a dozen groups of smaller islands scattered around the planet.

One group of islands, stretching for just over 2100 miles or about 3380 kilometers, had many active volcanoes, three were actually erupting. That group of islands was located in what would be the southern hemisphere, in a line going from southwest to east-northeast.

Captain Banakell spent several hours scanning the various continents, looking for the best and likely to be least harmed landing location. Her efforts were not in vain, she eventually found a moderately sized area, perhaps 500 square miles, that was nothing more than barren rock on the second largest continent, which was situated on the equator with about two thirds of it being on the north side of the equator.

Rolling plains could be seen in all directions around the rocky area, and a large mountain range crossed the continent from the mid-southwest quadrant almost to the eastern end of the northern shoreline. Many, many lakes and rivers could be seen from up here.

Captain Banakell knew that if those bodies of water could be seen from this distance, they would be quite large once they were down there.

**********

The ship stayed in orbit above the planet until the early morning of July 4th.

While they were up there, twenty members of the second shift crew released everyone from the cryogenic pods, a nineteen hour process which involved each person being scanned and examined once released, then proclaimed fit for landing or held for further medical tests.

Even though it was a long process, it was a smooth one, with only seven people being held for further tests. Those tests took another five hours and revealed that there were no major medical issues with any of the seven people, so they were proclaimed fit to land.

Unmanned probes were used to check the various components of the planet's air, all results came back as within Earth normal parameters.

**********

The orbital entry and landing proceeded quite satisfactorily, the Earth's Hope settled to the ground on the rocky surface.

The time was a few minutes short of noon on the date displayed on the ships computers as July 4th, 2272.

A minute or so before noon, a doorway opened in the side of the ship and a ramp, compacted into several layered pieces, was pushed out of the ship by a robotic arm, then the pieces of the ramp extended one by one until the ramp touched the ground fourteen meters below.

Captains Banakell and Stormshadow walked down the ramp side by side, Captain Banakell carrying a long pole with a flag attached.

When they stepped off the ramp, they moved a few feet away, then Captain Stormshadow used a hand laser to make a hole for the flagpole.

Captain Banakell dropped the pole into the newly created hole, setting it firmly in place, then both Captains turned back to face their ship.

Captain Banakell placed her left hand over her heart, then smiled and spoke to her people.

"I, Captain Serena Elizabeth Banakell, along with my co-Captain Elijah Anthony Stormshadow, claim this planet to make it our home.

"This continent that we stand on has many places suitable for us to live and thrive here. We shall not lack for water, the air is slightly different from what we may remember from Earth, but I'd bet it's a darn sight better than the recycled air we've lived with on the ship.

"With reverence and respect for the land from which we came, and with hopes for a bountiful future, I name this continent New America."

There had been a very faint breeze from the moment they had walked out of the ship, but now it freshened and the flag snapped out, revealing the pale blue cloth, two stars in the upper left part and a white shield in the lower center, with a sheaf of grain on either side of the shield.

Captain Banakell smiled at the briskness of the breeze, lifted her right arm and pointed at the flag, then continued speaking.

"It is my hope that we do grow and thrive here, but that we also remember to care for the land we live on and use.

"With hope in my heart that we will be able to live here in peace, I name this world, for now and all time, Hope's Light."

I Gave My Heart

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Verse, Poetry, Lyric

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Here is another of my poems, it mentions aspects of BDSM briefly a few times, but there is nothing explicit in the poem itself. This poem was written in a free form style, I generally don't do free form poetry often, but that style fits this piece perfectly.

If you're not into BDSM, simply disregard those little bits and read it as it is, a description of a relationship that went wrong and then failed.

Sadly, I had bad luck with the relationship after the one described here, for the exact same reasons, with the exact same result.

Those two relationships and interactions with people I knew here in Toronto led to my being alcohol free since mid-April of 2006.

Just read this quickly, and the memories of that time still hurt a fair bit, even though it's been 11.5 years since that relationship ended.

**********

I Gave My Heart

I gave my heart
to another;
I thought
that she would cherish it,
would hold it,
with love and tenderness.

At first,
everything was beautiful;
love was in the air,
we were together.

Then alcohol
slipped in through
an open door;
not a little, here and there,
but bottles,
which I found emptied
of their contents,
lying on floor or table,
uncaring
of what I felt.

I tried to help;
she made promises
to me
that she said she would keep.

Then the next binge
came along
and her promises
fell by the wayside;
the alcohol
was more important
to her
than my love for her.

Her lies
broke my heart,
cracked the beauty
of my love for her,
sullied it,
and made it
appear unworthy.

I gave my heart
into her care;
she took it
and then threw it away.

Since then,
she has confused me
'most every day:
she calls me on the phone,
warm and tender,
asks me to visit her;
when I arrive,
she is cold and distant,
she tells me I must leave.

she tells me also
that, even though
we are not
together,
she would consider
a relationship
as dominant and submssive.

I am afraid
because
I do not know
if I can be safe
with her;
the alcohol
has come between us,
so I just listen
and respond
as passively
as it is possible
for me to do:
I do not wish
to give her false hope
that there will be
a lifestyle relationship,
as domme and sub,
between us.

Will I play with her?
I know not
at this time;
I must
decide soon, though,
for I will be
attending
a play party tonight,
she will be there.

I gave my heart to her:
she threw it back at me!

I gave my heart;
now it is torn and tarnished,
lying broken before me.

I gave my heart
and yet
it still remains,
it is still mine.

I am
picking up the pieces,
slowly
finding my way
back to a semblance
of wholeness.

I gave my heart.

Tiffani Pontchartrain
© October 26, 2005

M.Y.T.H.-Adventures: Wolf & Witch Chapter 1

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Fiction

Genre: 

  • Magic

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Universes & Series: 

  • M.Y.T.H. Universe by Dorothy Colleen

TG Themes: 

  • Animal / Furry / Non-human
  • School or College Life

TG Elements: 

  • Lesbians

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

Elisabeth and I watched as Melody and Bonnie were called by one of the teachers. We tried to be patient about having to wait, honest.

I guess another twenty minutes or so had passed when Elisabeth and I finally heard our names being called and responded. It happened to be the same teacher as had called Bonnie and Melody earlier, and we listened as she explained the way classes were organized.

It didn't take too long for us to figure out that the classes oriented to our abilities all took place after lunch, from 1:30 PM until about 4 PM. The first after lunch class would focus on learning to use our powers and abilities, the second would be an elective (optional) course.

Elisabeth giggled and informed the teacher, a Mrs. D'arcy, that we would likely be in the first after lunch class together, as Elisabeth is a witch and I happen to be her guardian and a repository for an unknown amount of magical energy that Elisabeth can access as needed.

I informed Mrs. D'arcy that I would take physical combat training as my elective, Elisabeth chose "Interaction of Science and Magic" as hers.

Morning classes were what Mrs. D'arcy herself described as "mundane" courses, social studies, math and english, all compulsory here.

We chatted with her for a few more minutes, then spent about ten minutes wandering around the whole orientation area looking at things.

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The information at the various tables had been okay to look at, I guess, but nothing sparked interest for either Elisabeth or myself.

We were walking out the door to have a wander around the grounds when we heard someone yelling Elisabeth's name.

We turned around and waited for the young woman to reach us, which took a few moments as she wasn't in good shape at all.

Meh, so I'm a bit of a bitch about being healthy and fit. If one cares enough, one will find ways to be healthy, hmmm?

When she reached us, she stood there panting for a moment before she sputtered, "Hi, I'm Lilian, junior secretary to the headmistress here, Ms. Drakae, who wishes to see both of you in her office as soon as possible. If you would both please follow me, I will take you there."

I shrugged, I didn't have anything to do just now. Elisabeth agreed and we were on our way to meet the headmistress.

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It only took a few minutes for the girl to lead us to the headmistress' office. We saw Melody and Bonnie leaving as we approached.

The two girls were shaking their heads, apparently upset somewhat by whatever they had seen or learned in there.

I don't think they noticed us at all, even with Biggun pulling hard against his leash, wanting to go and comfort lick one or both of the girls.

I knocked on the door, which was opened and revealed a big naga standing in front of a young girl about our age. The headmistress was sitting in her seat behind her desk, also shaking her head. Whatever they were discussing in her must have been pretty serious.

We were introduced to Mr Ozezs, the male naga and Sabrina, the girl, then told about Sabrina being paroled to the school's custody.

That wasn't the end of it, though, the big surprise was yet to come. We learned that Sabrina had been under the control of a young male wizard, subtle control actually as it hadn't been detected until after she was caught regarding the attempted kidnapping of the were-cat triplets.

Even that wasn't the biggest surprise, Sabrina had another bombshell to drop on us, and she did just a moment later.

"I know the secret that Klarion, the guy who was mentally controlling or influencing me, found out," she stated quite firmly. "“You know how magic has been fading for the last couple of thousand years? Well, that’s not going to be a problem much longer. Magic is making a comeback.”

I know my jaw dropped in shock when she said that, Elisabeth gasped. What surprised me was Biggun's reaction, he looked right at Sabrina with an expression that, if he could have talked, could be described as "WTF?" I reached down and hugged the poor, adorable mutt.

So... magic is returning to the world. Maybe that is why I am a repository of magical energy with an unknown limit that Elisabeth can use? Not just that, either, I can't disregard the fact that I can turn into a rather large female wolf whenever I wish or need to do so.

I'm going to learn everything I can here, especially anything that might help me to help and/or protect Elisabeth. Hell, yeah!

No Place To Call Home

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

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Elspeth turned into the drive and followed it up to the house. Both women were nodding as they looked around; the house itself was quite large, they'd checked out the info, six bedrooms plus six rooms that could be converted into bedrooms. The other rooms in the house seemed fairly normal, but the fact that this house had its own cellar was a key point to their coming here. The pool was a nice bonus. That the house sat on six acres of land was an even bigger bonus, the two women felt it made the rather high cost more bearable.

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No Place To Call Home


by
Crazy Pagan Gurl

TG Themes: 

  • Hypnosis / Mind-Control / Brainwashed
  • Physically Forced
  • Real World

TG Elements: 

  • Dominance & Submission / Bondage
  • Estrogen / Hormones
  • Identity Theft

No Place To Call Home: Prologue

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

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  • Novel Chapter

Character Age: 

  • Mature / Thirty+

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This is the intro/prelude to what will be an ongoing story, which will feature forced femme, subliminal messaging as a form of mind control and physical/emotional abuse. Much of that will come once the story itself gets going, here we will meet our main antagonists.

This intro will not have anything nasty happening, it is simply to set the background and primary location for the story. On with the story.

Note: The house I mention does exist, it shows in online listings as being for sale, I'm using it as it fits the needs of the story. I know I don't have the £1.5 million needed to buy it. I would love to have a house like that, but a snowball has a better chance in hell.

All characters in this story are fictional, although real people may appear occasionally. Places in the story are real.

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1. Tuesday, December 10th, 2013 10:45 AM GMT Pindon Manor, Pindon End, Hanslope, Milton Keynes

Mrs. Elspeth Parks steered the old Vauxhall carefully down the country lanes, looking for a specific village; her sister Vanessa James sat in the passenger seat, watching the countryside roll by. They were meeting a realtor to look at a house they'd seen in an online listing.

Both women appeared to be about 40 years of age, natural blonds, Elspeth being sandy blonde, her sister a light golden blonde. They were fairly tall, Elspeth standing 5'9" in stocking feet, Vanessa 5'8", both weighed in at about 130 lbs, both had blue eyes.

Elspeth was wearing a knee length light green skirt suit with an off white blouse, nude tights and a pair of off-white shoes with two inch block heels. Vanessa was wearing a robin's egg blue dress, the skirt not quite knee length, nude hose and pale blue shoes similar to her sisters. They had chosen the lower heels because they weren't sure just how long they would be standing or walking while assessing the property.

Elspeth noticed a sign near the road which said Welcome to Hanslope; she nodded, they would reach their destination in a few minutes. Keeping an eye open for the specific sign she wanted to see, she drove on, turning onto Higham Cross Rd., following that road past the kennel/cattery, then turning north as the road switched direction. Another minute or so and there was the sign showing Pindon Manor.

Elspeth turned into the drive and followed it up to the house. Both women were nodding as they looked around; the house itself was quite large, they'd checked out the info, six bedrooms plus six rooms that could be converted into bedrooms. The other rooms in the house seemed fairly normal, but the fact that this house had its own cellar was a key point to their coming here. The pool was a nice bonus. That the house sat on six acres of land was an even bigger bonus, the two women felt it made the rather high cost more bearable.

Elspeth parked the car near the front entrance, the two women exited the car just in time to see a man coming out of the house.

"Hello, ladies, I'm Michael, I'll give you a tour of the house. Follow me, please."

For the next 45 minutes, he led them through the house, room by room, then out for a quick look at the coach house and stables before returning to the dining room. The cellar was large enough for what they wanted, the rest of the house had them smiling, it was perfect.

After the tour, Elspeth smiled at Michael, saying, "We want it, I'm offering £1.55 million in cheque form right now."

He seemed a bit surprised, perhaps he hadn't been expecting to get a sale here. "You have the cheque here?"

"No, but if I can have a moment, I'll do it now." She pulled her cheque book from her purse, stood at the kitchen counter, and quickly filled out a cheque in the amount of £1.55 million to the realtor, handing it to him after she had signed it.

"I assume this will take a few days to go through the banks, you'll call us once it clears?"

He nodded, accepting the cheque from her, then escorted the two women out to their car.

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2. Tuesday, December 10, 2013 11:55 AM GMT, Pindon Manor, Pindon End, Hanslope, Milton Keynes

Once in the car, Elspeth started it, turned the car around and headed back to the road. After they had passed through Hanslope, she followed a series of roads heading toward Milton Keynes, then picked up the southbound M1 at the junction with the A509.

The two sisters spent the rest of the journey back to London discussing plans for the house. An hour later, they entered London, it took them another forty-five minutes to reach their two bedroom flat across the river in Battersea.

Vanessa used a remote to open the small garage, Elspeth carefully steered the car into the small space. Exiting it, they locked the car, stepped out of the garage, closed it and walked to the side door entrance to their flat, the front entrance being for the other rental.

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3. Tuesday, December 10, 2013 1:50 PM GMT Elspeth & Vanessa's flat, Lavender Sweep, Battersea, London

Elspeth unlocked the door and the two women trudged up the steps, took their coats and shoes off and deposited them in the hall closet. They walked into the tiny kitchen and dining area, dropping their purses on the table, then Elspeth grabbed the kettle, filled it with water and plugged it in to the nearest wall socket. Elspeth checked the fridge, pulled out a can of tuna, a bit of lettuce, some mayo and a half loaf of sliced whole wheat bread; she quickly mixed the tuna and mayo, split the tuna into three portions, and added the lettuce, making three sandwiches.

She sliced each sandwich in half diagonally, placed them on a plate, took two side plates and placed them on the table at the end opposite to where they had dropped their purses. The kettle whistled, Vanessa grabbed two mugs, filled them with water before putting them on the table, grabbed two teabags, then got the milk from the fridge and the sugar container and placed them next to the sandwich plate.

The two women prepared their tea as they liked it, Elspeth preferring it weak with no sugar and a little milk, Vanessa liking it somewhat stronger with a teaspoon of sugar and a little milk. They each took a sandwich plus a half from the plate and began to eat.

Once they had finished eating, they talked about the new house as they drank the last of their tea. Elspeth was quite pleased overall. "The only issues I see with it is that we'll need to make at least four little 'rooms' down there and the cellar will need to be fully soundproofed. We can't have our 'guests' wandering all around the property when they first arrive."

Vanessa nodded, agreeing with her elder sister. "Perhaps we could use Jackson Marcham, he doesn't mind doing work for cash." The man she named was known for doing work that wasn't licensed, as long as he was paid what he considered fair price for the job.

"Perhaps, he has worked for us once or twice in the past. I just hope he knows how to do soundproofing, we'll have to ask him."

The two women continued chatting, the conversation turning to more normal topics.

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4. Monday, December 16, 2013 1:30 PM GMT Elspeth & Vanessa's flat, Lavender Sweep, Battersea, London

Elspeth's cell rang as she was sitting in the small living room space in their flat, the TV was on, but she wasn't paying attention to it.

"Hello, this is Elspeth Parks, who may I ask is calling?"

"Hello, Elspeth, this is Michael, I'm calling to tell you that the check cleared this morning, as of now, Pindon Manor is yours."

"Why, thank you, Michael, that's excellent news. Now we can start the process of arranging to move."

"Thank you very much for doing business with us, ma'am. I hope you have a good day and a Merry Christmas as well."

"Same to you, Michael, it's been a pleasure," Elspeth replied before ending the call.

Elspeth turned to face the bedrooms and yelled out, "Vanessa, the cheque for the house just cleared, it's ours!"

Vanessa ran out of her room, grinning from ear to ear. She went over to the small liquor cabinet, pulled out the Glenfiddich half bottle, which was still about a quarter full; she took it into the kitchen, grabbed two shot glasses, filled them halfway, and returned the bottle to the cabinet.

She entered the kitchen again, picked the two shot glasses up and headed into the living room. Handing one of them to Elspeth, she smiled at her, saying, "We really should make a toast, this is going to be the start of a whole new era in our lives."

Elspeth nodded, smiling herself. "To our new enterprise, may it succeed beyond our brightest dreams!"

Vanessa returned the toast, "To success!", then they both brought the shot glasses up to their lips and drank, savouring the taste.

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5. Tuesday, December 17, 2013 10:35 AM GMT Elspeth & Vanessa's flat, Lavender Sweep, Battersea, London

Elspeth had been trying to connect with Jackson Marcham since the previous afternoon, she finally managed to catch him.

"Hi, this is Jackson, who's calling?"

"Jackson, Jackson, Jackson, have you no manners? This is Elspeth, I called you last week about a little job I want done."

"Ahhhh, yes, sorry, ma'am, I just walked in the door a few minutes ago. I'm assuming you managed to acquire the property?"

"Yes, we did, Jackson, the cheque cleared yesterday. How soon would you be able to get up there to do the work?"

"Tomorrow and Thursday, I'll be busy with a job here in the city. Friday through the weekend is good, I'll be bringing someone to help."

"This person you are bringing is willing to work for cash, no questions asked?"

"Yes, ma'am, the other person is my brother Thurston."

"I see. We'll meet you at 9:30 AM on Friday by the Edgware Rd. circle near the start of the M1. Make sure you are on time."

Jackson agreed and Elspeth ended the call. She then informed her sister of the trip to the house on Friday.

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6. Wednesday, December 18, 2013 11:15 AM GMT Elspeth & Vanessa's flat, Lavender Sweep, Battersea, London

Elspeth tapped in the phone number of the realtor they had used, then waited as the phone rang twice before being answered.

"Michael Graham Realty, Newport Pagnell office, Michael Petterson speaking, how may I help you?"

Elspeth chuckled, then replied, "I will be coming up to Pindon Manor on Friday, I will need to get the keys at that time."

"Ahhh, yes, if you like, tell me when you will be there and I will bring the keys to you at the house."

They spoke for another minute or two before Michael had to take another call, at which point Elspeth ended the call.

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7. Friday, December 20, 2013 8:10 AM GMT Elspeth & Vanessa's flat, Lavender Sweep, Battersea, London

Elspeth and Vanessa had been awake for over an hour already, they had had toast and cereal for breakfast, with their usual tea. Both were wearing jeans and oversized plaid shirts, definitely a style outside of their normal experience. The clothing was due to the fact that they might need to do some physical work themselves up at the house, they didn't want to ruin nice clothing if they could avoid it.

As the total horror known as the London morning rush hour was still in progress, they were leaving now to ensure that they would get to where they were meeting Jackson and his brother Thurston on time.

They put on their jackets, headed down the stairs and exited the house, locking the door behind them.

After opening the garage, Elspeth used the car remote to unlock the car doors, then she and her sister entered the car and buckled in. Elspeth started the engine, waited for a minute for it to warm up, then slowly backed the car out of the garage. Once they were fully out, Vanessa used a remote control to close the garage door. Elspeth looked behind them, seeing the street was clear, she backed out and they were off.

The drive up was slow and somewhat tortuous, they had to detour twice because of accidents, but they had no trouble except for wishing the darn traffic would go faster. Just after 9:20 AM, they pulled off to the side of the road not far from the roundabout.

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8. Friday, December 20, 2013 9:28 AM GMT Edgware roundabout by North Circular Road & start of M1

Jackson and his brother approached the Edgware Rd. roundabout, Thurston spotting the car at the side of the road.

Jackson honked the horn, causing Elspeth to look up at the large dark blue van, she could see a ladder and some other things on the roof. She nodded to the man she assumed to be Thurston sitting in the passenger seat of the van, then rejoined the traffic, heading for the roundabout and the ramp to the M1, the van following along behind her as they joined other cars heading onto the motorway.

The trip up to the new house took just over an hour, the two vehicles entered the drive and parked near the main entrance.

Elspeth and her sister stepped out of the car, leaving their purses in the glove compartment before locking it. Elspeth doubted they would need to do much, from what they had seen when they toured the house, the house and grounds had been well maintained. If they did need anything, she thought they might be able to find it in the village, at the worst, they might need to go to Milton Keynes.

She walked around the front of the van, looking at the two men standing near the entrance. Both were stocky, fairly well muscled, Jackson was 32 years old, stood 5'10, weighing about 180 lbs., wearing heavy jeans and a plaid shirt similar to her own. His brother Thurston looked a bit older, she guessed him to be about 35, he looked to be about 5'11", weighing about the same as his brother, being slightly slimmer. He too was clad in a pair of heavy jeans and a large plaid shirt. Both had strapped on tool belts, filled with a variety of tools.

She was startled to hear a horn sounding from behind her. She turned and saw the realtor, Michael, stepping out of his car.

She walked over to Michael, accepted the keys from him and thanked him for bringing them there. She then explained that she had brought the men up so they could do an extensive check of the house to ensure everything was in proper working order.

Michael nodded, "We did try to maintain the property, but it is possible that we missed something. Thank you, and have a good day."

Jackson and Thurston nodded to him, returning the pleasantry. They could hear Michael as he got back into his car, and watched for a moment as he turned around and left the property before turning and waiting for Elspeth to unlock the front door.

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9. Friday, December 20, 2013 10:45 AM GMT Pindon Manor, Pindon End, Hanslope, Milton Keynes

Jackson and Thurston headed straight for the stairs to the cellar, flipping the light switch on before they started down. At the bottom, they looked around, there were three empty wine racks on one side, the space was otherwise empty. Assessing it by eye, they figured it was not quite thirty feet long, and maybe twelve feet wide. There would be space for up to a dozen small cells, even with the room heavily soundproofed. They made a quick list of what they would need, then Jackson headed up the stairs.

Once he found Elspeth, he told them that the job wouldn't be too difficult, if they could get the materials fast, they might be able to finish late tomorrow, but no later than Sunday. She reached into her purse, pulled out a bunch of bills and handed them to him.

"Get what you need, there's just under £1000 there, that should be plenty, I would think?"

He responded in the affirmative, called out to his brother and they both headed out to the van, which left the property a minute or two later.

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10. Friday, December 20, 2013 11:00 AM GMT Pindon Manor, Pindon End, Hanslope, Milton Keynes

Elspeth and Vanessa exited the house, then walked over to the pool; it had been emptied and the cover rolled over it for the winter months. As they walked around the outside of the house, Elspeth was thinking out loud, "I'm figuring we need a large van ourselves, so we can pick up twin size boxsprings and mattresses from a few different locations; if we put two beds in each room, and two in each attic room, there would be room for 20 kids. We'll also need to get plenty of bedding and dishes, enough in both cases to cover about two dozen people.

"Two of the bedrooms have several built-in wardrobes, even though they don't have fireplaces, we could use those as our bedrooms, it's easy enough to get decent space heaters if we need them. As for the rest of the rooms, a wardrobe and dresser for each child should be enough.

"On second thought, Jackson already has a large van, we could ask him to stay up here through Monday or Tuesday to get the beds as I've noted, then put them in the rooms. On third thought, we'll need a van anyway for when we grab the kids."

The two women headed back into the house, checking the various rooms in the house. They reached the six attic rooms, two of them appeared to have been used as storage spaces, there were bags and boxes scattered across both rooms. "We'll need to clear these out."

Vanessa nodded, replying, "Perhaps we should check what is in the boxes and bags, some of it might be useful."

Elspeth responded, "The men should be back fairly soon, when they return, we can head into the village for lunch."

While they waited for the men to return, they opened up the boxes and bags. They found some partial sets of dishes, a recyclable bag similar to ones you can get in some large grocers or food markets, which held a substantial amount of flatware. A large plastic garbage sack held several rather battered pots and pans; Elspeth shook her head, wondering why someone had thought to save those.

A couple of other large sacks held some pillows and an assortment of bedding, including two queen size duvets that looked semi-new. The pillows looked to be rather cheap, Elspeth decided they would get new ones instead.

Three large bags in the second room held an assortment of plus sized women's clothing, neither woman would be able to wear any of it.

The rest of what they could see was just plain junk, they would ask Jackson and Thurston to take it all outside.

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11. Friday, December 20, 2013 12:50 PM GMT Pindon Manor, Pindon End, Hanslope, Milton Keynes

Elspeth was standing in the kitchen thinking when she heard the van return; a moment later, the two men entered the house. She informed them that she and Vanessa had been in the attic rooms, had gone through what was up there, set a small part of what was there aside to be kept, and the rest had been left in the next room. All of that was to be taken out by the men as it was trash.

Jackson nodded and said they would deal with it in a few minutes. They had filled the van with insulation, thin vinyl sheets and drywall sheets, so they would be able to start on the soundproofing at any time. They intended to layer insulation, vinyl, insulation, then cover with drywall.

Elspeth informed them, "Once the garbage in that attic room is outside, and we all wash up, we'll go into the village for lunch."

The men agreed and headed up the stairs.

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12. Friday, December 20, 2013 1:35 PM GMT Pindon Manor, Pindon End, Hanslope, Milton Keynes

The men had spent the last half hour or so hauling the trash out and placing it by the stone wall nor far from the front gate. They had been grumbling for the last fifteen minutes or so about having to go up and down the stairs so much, but the trash was all out of the house.

They spent a few minutes washing up in the cloakroom near the entrance, then waited as Elspeth yelled for Vanessa to hurry up.

Vanessa came down the stairs at a brisk pace, she had been in the bedrooms deciding where all the furniture would be placed.

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13. Friday, December 20, 2013 1:55 PM GMT The Watts Arms, Castlethorpe Rd., Hanslope, Milton Keynes

A few days before, Elspeth had found out about the two pubs in the village. Today, she announced they were going to The Watts Arms.

Once the car was unlocked, the men got into the back, the women in the front and they all buckled up before Elspeth started the engine.

She waited a moment, then turned the car and headed out the drive; leaving the property, she turned toward the village. It only took a few minutes before they were entering the village, and not long after that, they were parking next to the pub.

Once they were all out of the car, she locked it and they headed into the pub. They found an open table and sat down, removing their coats.

Elspeth shook her head, then spoke, "No food service until 2:30, I guess we order drinks and wait."

The men both ordered Well's Eagle, Vanessa picked Young's Bitter and Elspeth asked for a coffee, "I'm driving."

The drinks arrived a few minutes later and the women mentioned the need to obtain lots of beds for the house. "Since that would mean more work for the two of you, would you be willing to stay up here for an extra day or so to sort that out?" Elspeth asked.

Jackson replied, "As long as you're willing to pay, we can do whatever's needed."

Elspeth nodded. "There really isn't anything we can do at this point, so once lunch is done, we'll take you back there, then head back to London. Make sure to call me once the work is done and I'll have a check waiting for you when you arrive back in London."

Shortly before 2:30 PM, they started looking through the menu. A few minutes later, they were approached by a woman holding a notebook in her hand. "Picked what you want yet?" They all nodded, Jackson ordered the ploughman's deli board, Thurston wanted the steak, Elspeth asked for the chicken, ham and leek pie meal and Vanessa decided on the roast ham.

The woman walked off toward the kitchen to give their orders to the cook. Elspeth sat there thinking for a moment, then she looked up at Jackson, "I changed my mind about the beds, get doubles for all the rooms except mine and Vanessa's, we want king size."

The four waited about fifteen minutes before their meals started arriving at the table, each tucking in as they were served. The next half hour passed in companionable silence, the only noise being the off and on chatter of other patrons in the pub.

They had to wait a few minutes before the woman approached, asking if they were finished; Elspeth asked for the bill. When the woman returned with the bill, Elspeth paid it in full and added a generous tip, then the four stood up, put on their jackets and left the pub.

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14. Friday, December 20, 2013 3:30 PM GMT The Watts Arms, Castlethorpe Rd., Hanslope, Milton Keynes

They each took the same seats as on the way to the pub, once they were buckled in, Elspeth started the car and returned to the house. She and Vanessa stayed in the car; as the men got out, Elspeth opened her purse and pulled out a small envelope. She handed the house keys and the envelope to Jackson, telling him that there was £7500 in it, she hoped it would be enough to cover the beds, wardrobes and dressers. She figured that the furniture stores would be likely to have delivery service, and told Jackson to call her if there were any problems.

The men headed into the house, there was a lot of work that needed to be done. Elspeth turned the car around and headed for London.

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15. Friday, December 20, 2013 3:45 PM GMT Pindon Manor, Pindon End, Hanslope, Milton Keynes

Jackson and Thurston were leaning against the kitchen counters. Jackson knew of some furniture suppliers in Milton Keynes; he made a call to an acquaintance of his living there, asked for numbers of decent but reasonable cost furniture places and was given several.

Jackson spent the next twenty minutes placing orders for beds through a company named Linthorpe Beds, the total coming to about £3700, then he called up a furniture store to inquire about wardrobes and dressers. He wanted pieces that matched or nearly so, and the best arrangement he could get would cost over £17,000 to sort out those items for the children's rooms. He didn't have enough cash.

He didn't see any choice at all, he had to call Elspeth and ask her to wire up another £15,000 for the furniture and any extra expenses. He knew she wouldn't be home for another hour, most likely, so he and Thurston brought in the soundproofing materials.

It took a few trips to get everything down there, then the two men started covering the walls with a layer of insulation, this was simplified by the fact that the entire cellar was underground, so there were no windows to deal with. Once the first layer of insulation had been placed all around the space, the men brought a couple of saw horses down to the cellar; Jackson cut about 15 inches off of each sheet of vinyl, then cut each sheet into three pieces before placing one of them against a part of the insulation layer, carefully pushing each piece in so it was snug.

They had placed ten of the vinyl pieces by the time Jackson figured the women had returned home.

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16. Friday, December 20, 2013 5:35 PM GMT Elspeth & Vanessa's flat, Lavender Sweep, Battersea, London

The drive back to London had been long and tedious, especially when they were caught in the rush hour traffic as they entered the city. They had arrived at their flat several minutes before, after having locked the car and closed the garage. The two women had hung their jackets up in the hall closet, then headed into the kitchen to boil water for their tea. Elspeth found part of a fruitcake in the fridge, cut two fairly thick slices from it, put them on side plates and set them on the table. She was just about to sit down for a moment when her phone rang.

"Hello, this is Elspeth Parks speaking, who may I ask is calling?"

"Hi, Elspeth, it's Jackson. I was on the phone with a furniture outlet in Milton Keynes an hour or so ago, they have pieces that will work for the kids' rooms, but they cost an arm and a leg; for ten large wardrobes, which I figure can go one to a room, the kids can share it, twenty small five drawer chests that match the wardrobes fairly closely, then twenty two drawer bedside tables they can use for personal items, the total cost is £17,200. The beds aren't a problem, they'll arrive tomorrow, they were bloody cheap by comparison, total cost of about £3700."

"So you need me to wire you some money? How much?"

"I figure £15,000 will cover everything, that will get the rest of the furniture and leave us with a bit of cash to cover personal expenses."

"Okay, I can send the money this evening, but you likely won't be able to get it until the morning, not many of those shops are open."

"All right, thanks for doing that, we'll get back to work. The cellar is going along pretty fast, we might finish it tomorrow if things go well."

"That's good to hear, I hope you two have a good night, we'll chat soon."

She set down the phone just in time to hear the kettle whistling away, she got up, unplugged it, and poured water into two mugs, dropping a tea bag in one; she yelled to Vanessa, "There's some fruitcake here, and a tea bag waiting for you, come and get it!" She chuckled as she pulled the tea bag from her mug, added a bit of milk, then turned to her fruitcake and began to eat it.

Vanessa padded into the kitchen, grabbed a tea bag and a fork and spoon, and sat down by the second plate with fruitcake on it; she dropped the tea bag into the mug of hot water, then used the fork to pull off a small piece of the fruitcake and nibbled at it. She sniffed at her tea, it looked about right, so she pulled out the tea bag, dropped it on the edge of her plate, added a bit of sugar and milk, and took a sip.

It didn't take long for the women to finish eating the fruitcake, they rinsed the plates and dropped them into the dishwasher.

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17. Friday, December 20, 2013 7:45 PM GMT Pindon Manor, Pindon End, Hanslope, Milton Keynes

The two men had finished putting in the layer of vinyl around the cellar, then covered that with another layer of insulation. When that was done, Jackson pulled out his cell phone, turned it on to check the time, saw it was 7:45 PM and decided to call it a day.

"I think that's enough for the day, Thurston, let's get some food somewhere and then a place to stay the night. Actually, since it looks like we might have to be here on Monday to collect the furniture delivery, we should try to see if we can get a deal for three nights."

They headed up to the kitchen, washed their hands, then realized there was nothing there to dry them. They looked at each other, both shrugged, then both of them proceeded to wipe their hands on the legs of their jeans, like men have done many a time.

They grabbed their coats, then left the house, locking the front door behind them and walked over to the van. As they unlocked the van and climbed in, Jackson looked over at Thurston, smiled and said, "I'm in the mood for fish and chips, we're going to Fish'n'Chick'n."

A little over ten minutes later, they pulled into the nearest parking lot, hopped out of the van, locked it up and headed into the fish shop. They quickly ordered cod and chips for both, paid for the food, then waited for a few minutes as it was prepared. Once they had received it, they found a table, sat down and demolished their meals in short order. They dropped the wrappers in the trash and left the shop.

Unlocking the van, they jumped in, buckled up and headed over to the Ramada Inn, it seemed to be about as cheap as you could find there. Arriving at the hotel, they exited the van, locked it up again and headed inside.

There was a clerk manning the desk, Jack walked up and stated, "One room for the two of us, three nights, please." The clerk nodded, processed the request, and when he had been paid, handed over two key cards for the room.

Jackson looked at his key card, seeing the number 205. "It shouldn't be hard to find our room, it should be fairly close to the elevators."

He was right, once they were on the second floor, their room was just a short way down the hall. They approached the door, Jackson using his card to open it, then they entered, Jackson first followed by his brother. They took off their jackets and tossed them on a chair.

The two men sat on the end of each bed, Jackson stretched over and grabbed the remote that was lying beside Thurston, then turned on the TV to see what was available. There didn't seem to be much available unless they wanted to use the pay per view, which they didn't.

It was ten to nine, Jackson shrugged, "Nothing on, I guess we can hit the sack now and get an early start tomorrow."

Thurston agreed. The two men stripped down to their boxers and t-shirts, then pulled back the covers and climbed into their beds.

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18. Saturday, December 21, 2013 07:15 AM GMT Room 205, Ramada Inn, Milton Keynes

Jackson woke up, rubbed his eyes to clear the sleep from them, then looked out the window; the sky was slowly lightening as the sun took its sweet time to rise above the horizon. He dug into the pockets of the plaid shirt, pulled out his phone and checked the time, 7:15 AM.

Neither of the two men had set an alarm, so it appeared that they had gotten almost ten hours of sleep, an unusual occurrence for him. He continued to relax in the bed, they didn't have to be out and running instantly today, so they could take their time to start the day. His brother was still sleeping, perhaps he hadn't managed to fall asleep quite as fast as Jackson had last night.

Jackson stood up, put on his jeans and plaid shirt, trying to make as little noise as possible, then walked over to the windows. A few birds were beginning to herald the new day, the sun still working its way up into the sky.

He stood there watching and listening; he felt a bit odd, as he was usually awake a good hour earlier than this, if not even earlier. He wasn't really focusing on anything in particular, he just stood there watching the sky slowly grow brighter.

He heard a sound behind him. He turned and saw his brother sitting up in bed, stretching a bit, yawning and rubbing at his eyes.

"Hello, Thurston, finally waking up, I see." His brother nodded as Jackson continued, "I'm going to grab a shower, see you in a bit."

He grabbed a towel from a pile of them next to the TV, which sat on the top of the hotel room's combined dresser and cabinet, then headed into the washroom, dropping the towel on the edge of the sink. He turned the shower on, adjusted the water temperature for a moment, then stepped in, closed the door and began lathering himself. He lost himself for a short while as he cleaned himself, only coming out of it when he ended up with a bit of shampoo in his eye. If there was one thing he didn't like while bathing or showering, it was getting shampoo in his eye, trying to rinse it out to relieve the irritation didn't always work and it often left him wanting to swear up a blue streak.

He finally cleared out his eye enough that he could see again, closing it tightly, he rinsed the shampoo out of his hair, then turned off the taps. He stepped out of the shower, grabbed the towel and quickly ran it through his hair before drying himself off and dressing again.

He sat down on the end of his bed as Thurston stood up, grabbed a towel and headed into the bathroom. Things must have gone a bit better for him, as he wandered out again about ten minutes later, still drying himself, then picked up his clothes and put them on.

Jackson checked the time again, 8:10 AM. "We need to get some breakfast somewhere, the money place opens at 9 AM, bro."

The men donned their jackets, then made sure they had their key cards before they left the room. They headed down to the main floor, walked through the lobby and out to the van; unlocking it, they buckled themselves in, Jackson started the engine and headed for McDonald's®.

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19. Saturday, December 21, 2013 8:25 AM GMT McDonald's near N Grafton roundabout, Milton Keynes

They pulled into the parking lot beside the McDonald's®, hopped out, locked the van and entered the restaurant; Thurston grabbed a table, took his jacket off and dropped it on a seat, then walked over to the counter. Both men ordered the same thing, two Sausage McMuffins® with egg and a large black coffee, paid, then moved over to the table and sat down before they unwrapped their food and started eating.

The Sausage McMuffins® with egg didn't last long, but that was no surprise. The men relaxed for a little while as they drank their coffees.

Jackson finished his coffee, checked the time and warned his brother they needed to head over to the Money Shop. Thurston finished the rest of his coffee, the two men dumped the trash in the bins near the entrance and exited the store.

Unlocking the van, Jackson and his brother stepped into it, buckled themselves in and Jackson started the engine. A moment later, he checked the street, then turned into the traffic and started driving toward the money store.

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20. Saturday, December 21, 2013 08:35 AM GMT Elspeth & Vanessa's flat, Lavender Sweep, Battersea, London

Elspeth had been awake for about ninety minutes now, she and Vanessa had eaten breakfast just after 7 AM. There wasn't anything that absolutely needed to be done at the moment, so they were relaxing over cups of tea when Elspeth remembered that she had yet to go out and send the £15,000 to Jackson so the men could get the rest of the furniture for the house.

Elspeth was wearing a houndstooth suit with a cream blouse, nude pantyhose, and a pair of off-white shoes, Vanessa was dressed in a pale pink dress with cream collar, cuffs and hem, nude pantyhose and a pair of white 3" spike heels.

Elspeth entered her bedroom, opened her laptop which was on top of her dresser, turned it on and checked for parking near Marble Arch.

Having found what she wanted to know, she turned the laptop off again, told her sister that she was going out for a bit, and would be back in about an hour, then took her purse with her and set it down on a small table next to the hall closet; she opened the closet, grabbed her jacket, put it on, picked up the purse, walked down the stairs, let herself out of the house and locked the door before she walked over to the car.

She opened the garage, unlocked the car, settled into the driver's seat, buckled in and started the engine; taking the garage remote off the dash of the car, she set it on the seat for a moment, then carefully backed out before using the remote to close the door again. She checked the street behind the car, it was clear; she backed out into the street, then turned and headed into central London.

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21. Saturday, December 21, 2013 09:05 AM GMT NPC Car Park, Great Cumberland Place, London

It had taken her almost thirty minutes to pass by the Money Shop off the north side of the circle at the northeastern corner of Hyde Park. She hadn't known it until now, but that circle has four different names for different sections of it, the part known as Marble Arch starts just where the A5 / Edgware Road connects to the circle. She finally reached the car park closest to where she needed to be. She smiled as she turned into the little lot and grabbed a ticket; there were two spaces left, she slipped into one, exited the car, locked it up and headed for the shop.

She left the car park, turning south on Great Cumberland Place, noting that she needed to walk 2.5 blocks down to March Arch, then turn toward Edgware Road. The next several minutes were spent slowly moving down the street, she had to wait at both corners to cross, but that wasn't too much of a hassle. She reached Marble Arch, turned the corner and spotted the sign for Money Shop a short way down the street.

She entered the shop and stepped up near the counter; there were no customers, so she was called to the counter right away. She told the clerk that she needed to send £15,000 to someone at the store in Milton Keynes. The next few minutes were spent setting up and then processing the money transfer, she hoped it wouldn't take too long. While she waited, she called Jackson to let him know.

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22. Saturday, December 21, 2013 09:22 AM GMT The Money Shop, Milton Keynes

Jackson was pacing pack and forth across the width of the shop, slightly annoyed that the money hadn't been sent yet. He was just reaching the point where he figured she had been feeding him a line about sending the money when his cell phone rang.

He didn't check the number, just accepted the call. "Hi, Jackson Marcham, who is this?"

"Hello, Jackson, this is Elspeth, you should realize by now, as often as I've told you, it doesn't take much effort to be polite and civil."

He breathed a sigh of relief. "I apologize, Elspeth, I was worried you wouldn't send the money."

Elspeth shook her head and tsked at him. "Jackson, you should know better than that, I ALWAYS pay promptly. Anyway, I too am sorry, I was distracted last night thinking about the house up there and what we'll be doing with it, I completely forgot about sending the money."

He nodded, then said, "Okay, so I'm assuming you're sending it now?"

"That's right, I'm just waiting for it to go through." The clerk nodded to her, signalling it was on the way. "They just sent it, Jackson."

"Thanks, Elspeth, I'm sorry about being a bit short with you. We'll be going to the furniture place once the money is in hand."

"Okay, and thanks for sorting out all the furniture, Jackson."

"Speaking of furniture, do you want us to get a nice dresser for your bedroom there and for your sister's?"

"If you have enough and it doesn't leave you short, sure. Thanks again, have a good day."

"You, too, Elspeth." He ended the call and turned to his brother. "She sent the money, we should have it fairly soon."

The clerk tapping on the plastic wall separating them from the work area caught the men's attention. "Is one of you Jackson Marcham?"

"That would be me," Jackson replied, stepping close to one of the slots.

"I need you to sign this, and this. You'll have the money in a moment."

Jackson quickly signed next to both places marked by an X, and slipped the pages back though the slot. Now to be patient while waiting.

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23. Saturday, December 21, 2013 09:26 AM GMT The Money Shop, Marble Arch, London

Elspeth verified that the money transfer had been sent, then turned and left the shop, walking back up to the car park.

Just over ten minutes later, she unlocked the car, hopped in, buckled up and started the engine. She waited a moment, then slowly drove to the exit lane, handed her ticket to the person in the booth with a ten pound note, accepted the change, and moved slowly toward the street.

She thought the £7 charge for short term parking was insane, but compared to £24 or more for full day parking, she could live with it.

She turned south onto Great Cumberland Place, turned onto Marble Arch, then around the corner and onto Park Lane southbound, with the eastern end of Hyde Park rolling by off to her right. The drive home was a bit faster, she pulled into the drive, then the garage at 10:07 AM.

After locking the car and closing the garage, she unlocked the entrance to the flat, climbed the steps, took off her jacket, hanging it in the hall closet. Dropping her purse on a small table next to the closet, she checked the living room, finding Vanessa watching the TV.

Elspeth turned and went into the kitchen to put on the kettle, she wanted to relax over a cup of tea.

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24. Saturday, December 21, 2013 09:32 AM GMT The Money Shop, Milton Keynes

Jackson smiled as the money was pushed through the slot, he quickly picked it up, folded it in half and stuffed it in his jeans pocket.

He turned to Thurston, "Hey, time to go, I have the money." Thurston stood up and the two men walked out of the store.

Unlocking the van, they climbed in, buckled up and Jackson started the engine. "We're going to that DFS furniture place, the one that had the matching or nearly so wardrobes and dressers to put in the order for everything we need to set up the rooms in the house. The only thing that's going to be a pain in the arse is having to move all the furniture when it's delivered, maybe they'll help us out with that, who knows?"

Thurston nodded as they turned onto Elder Gate, heading south to Avebury Blvd., east toward the roundabout at V6, south on V6 to the S Grafton roundabout, then west again on Childs Way over to Snowdon and down Snowdon Dr until they saw the signs for DFS.

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25. Saturday, December 21, 2013 10:10 AM GMT DFS Store, Milton Keynes

They found a parking spot not too far from the entrance, locked the van and headed into the store. They walked around for a few minutes, eventually finding the area displaying various bedroom furniture pieces. They looked around for a clerk, spotting one down by the beds.

They walked down the aisle, eventually reaching the clerk, who was helping someone else; a moment later, that person wandered off.

Jackson smiled and spoke, "Hi, I want to place a cash order for a fair amount of furniture, wardrobes, dressers, night tables."

"All right, are there specific types you want? An assortment, or same pieces for each type of furniture?"

"Well, the people we're buying for may be opening a bed and breakfast or something like that, we're just getting things for them. Specifically, we want ten of the Fremont six door wardrobes, 20 of the Fremont 6 drawer chests and 20 of the Fremont 3 drawer bedside chests."

"Do you mind if I get a manager? As you're looking to buy that much, I'll ask if we might be able to arrange a small discount."

Jackson smiled again, "Sure, we can wait a few minutes. Thanks."

The clerk wandered off to get the manager. Jackson and Thurston stood quietly until the clerk returned with another person. "Hi, this is Peter, one of our managers, I mentioned how much you guys want to buy and he said he wanted to speak to you directly."

The manager offered his hand, Jackson and Thurston both shook it, then waited for him to speak.

"Well, I heard you're looking to buy quite a few items, I think we can arrange a 10% discount, when do you want the items delivered?"

"If we buy today, would you people be able to deliver some time on Monday?" was Jackson's reply.

"We should be able to. You're lucky, we can just cover the wardrobes you want, the other items are no problem at all."

"Sounds good to me, so where can we sort this all out?" Jackson asked.

"Follow me, please," the manager replied, as he walked toward the cash registers at the entrance to the store. The manager paged to have a clerk come ASAP to their location; a couple of minutes later, a young woman approached them. "Hi, Peter, what's up?"

"These folks want to buy a lot of items, and since they're doing that, I decided that we could give them a small discount. I need you to ring up the sale, then I'll take over and put the discount code in. Here's what they want on their order."

The girl scanned the list, put in her code to open the cash, then started entering the details, ten wardrobes at £879 each, twenty dressers at £329 each, and twenty bedside chests at £199 each, ending with a total of £17,360.

Jackson spoke up at this point, "Oh, I almost forgot, add two of the Chateaux Bedroom seven drawer chests, please."

The clerk added in the cost for the two new dressers, giving a new total of £18,558.

The clerk stepped aside, the manager replacing her, tapping in a code for the discount, then he said, "Your total cost is now £16,702.20; we'll be delivering a large number of items, so a delivery charge of £200 on that, we'll call it a flat £16,900 for items and delivery."

Jackson nodded, a broad smile spreading across his face. That would leave them about £700 for any extra expenses. "Sounds great."

"Will that be cash or credit card, sir?" the clerk enquired, having taken her place back at the register to finish it all.

"Cash, thanks," Jackson responded as he pulled out the pile of bills from his jeans pocket and counted out the amount.

The clerk watched as he counted out the £100 bills to the correct amount, then counted the money herself and completed the transaction.

"Thank you very much, gentlemen, we're happy to have your business. Have a great day!"

Jackson grinned as he stuffed the remainder of the cash back into his pocket, and he and his brother exited the store.

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26. Saturday, December 21, 2013 10:14 AM GMT Outside DFS Store, Milton Keynes

Jackson unlocked the van, the two men climbed in and buckled up; Jackson started the vehicle as his phone rang.

"Hello, Jackson Marcham speaking, who may I ask is calling?"

"Hello, I'm making a delivery for Linthorpe Beds, but there's no one at the address here."

"Oh, sorry about that, we've been sorting out other things in Milton Keynes; if you can wait, we'll be there in about fifteen minutes."

"About fifteen minutes? All right, we'll be here, see you soon."

Jackson turned to his brother and grinned, "The bedding is waiting for us at the new house, let's go deal with it."

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27. Saturday, December 21, 2013 10:35 AM GMT Pindon Manor, Pindon End, Hanslope, Milton Keynes

Jackson pulled into the drive of the new house at 10:35 AM, a large delivery truck was parked off to one side.

The two brothers stepped out of the van, Jackson locking it, then walked over to the two guys standing by the delivery truck.

"Hiya, I'm Jackson, this is my brother Thurston, I see you brought all of the bed stuff for us."

"Yeah, we did. I'm John, this is Bob. These things aren't all that heavy, but they can be a bit awkward."

"Well, if we did it alone, it would take longer; with four of us, it would go quicker, that's for sure."

"Ahhhh, well, technically, we're only supposed to deliver the items, but yeah, you're right. We'll help."

The next hour or so saw the four men hauling the various bed frames and mattresses up to the rooms scattered all over the house. At 11:45 AM, the last mattress was dropped on top of the last bed, in the sixth attic room. The four men stood there, just chilling.

Jackson turned to the delivery guys and shook their hands, followed by his brother. "Thanks for the help, guys, that wasn't easy." He then dug into a pocked, having decided to be nice to the guys, and handed John £100. "That's for both of you, have fun this Christmas."

The two delivery men, pleasantly surprised by the gift, waved at the brothers and left the house. The truck rumbled off a few minutes later.

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28. Saturday, December 21, 2013 11:55 AM GMT Pindon Manor, Pindon End, Hanslope

Jackson and his brother had gone down to the cellar, taken a quick look, then decided it could wait until after lunch. As they were heading out the door to the van, Jackson locking the house up, he mentioned having heard of the Slug & Lettuce pub in Milton Keynes.

Unlocking the van, the brothers jumped in and were soon ready to chase some lunch. "Anywhere with food works for me," said Thurston.

Jackson laughed. "Then I guess we're off to the Slug & Lettuce!" He started the engine, turned the van and left the property.

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29. Saturday, December 21, 2013 12:25 PM GMT Slug & Lettuce Pub, Milton Keynes

It had taken them a bit longer than they thought it would to get to the pub, having to go back and forth didn't help much.

The two men stepped out of the van, Jackson locking it, then they entered the pub, looking around for a moment. They spotted a table off to one side of the pub, and seeing no one at the entry, they walked back to the table and sat down.

They had been sitting there for a few minutes when a woman approached the table. "Hello, gentlemen, what would you like?"

Jackson asked for a coffee, Thurston agreed, and both men asked for a menu. "I'll bring that in a moment, gentlemen."

They waited semi-patiently, the woman returning with two mugs with individual creams on the saucer, a pot of coffee and two menus tucked under her arm. She poured the coffee for them, pointed to the sugar on the table and set a menu in front of each of them, then left.

Both men liked their coffee black with sugar, so they added sugar as desired, leaving the individual creams on the saucer. They sat there, enjoying the freshly brewed coffee, looking through the menu. Jackson thought the beef and double Gloucester pie would do for him. Thurston nodded, figured he would likely order that as well and mentioned that they could split a plate of nachos. Jackson agreed.

When the woman returned, they placed their order and returned to drinking their coffee.

"The fun work starts once we get back to the house," Jackson opined, "all that drywall that has to be done."

Thurston nodded. "Yeah, but compared to some jobs we've done, this is a small one, we should be able to finish it some time tomorrow."

"You're right, remember the time we ended up working for that one guy and had to drywall the whole six bedroom house? Ouch!"

Thurston stated, "At least there's only two electrical outlets down there, one at the bottom of the stairs, the other at the back end."

"Yeah, I was expecting that space to be used as a laundry room or workshop space, didn't see much of anything down there."

Thurston chuckled, replying, "Not our problem, I guess, all we have to worry about is getting that drywall installed."

Jackson shook his head, thinking for a moment, "The studs were already there, it seems odd they never did anything down there. Whoever had the place must have been thinking about using the space for something or other, but they left it pretty much bare bones."

Their discussion was interrupted by the arrival of their food, the meals placed in front of them, the nachos in the middle of the table.

The smell coming from the pies was causing the men to salivate, and the nachos were tempting their fingers to go walking. Both men picked up their fork, cut a piece from the pie and tasted it; they turned to each other and both said "Wow!" only a split second apart.

After that, there was no conversation, just the steady demolishing of the pies and the occasional grab of some nachos by sneaky fingers.

The woman wandered by again, carrying a fresh pot of coffee; both men asked for refills which she poured before moving on.

Another twenty minutes passed before the two men stopped eating, rubbed their stomachs and leaned back in their seats, totally stuffed. Their plates had been cleaned quite thoroughly, only a few traces of gravy showing, and there were maybe half a dozen nachos left.

Thurston groaned, "If I eat even one more bite, they'll have to roll me out of here, but damn, that was some bloody good food!"

Jackson was in no better shape than his brother and nodded his agreement. "Awesome food!" was all that he could say.

The woman wandered by yet again, coffee pot in hand, noticed them leaning back in the seat and grinned. "Two satisfied customers, I see."

The men nodded, Jackson asking her to bring the bill. She said she would and continued on her rounds with the coffee pot.

She returned a few minutes later and placed the bill on the table; Jackson dropped £40 on the little tray, she picked it up and left. She was back fairly quickly with the change. Jackson left the five pound note there after pocketing the rest. The men stood up and slowly walked out.

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30. Saturday, December 21, 2013 1:30 PM GMT Outside Slug & Lettuce Pub, Milton Keynes

As they climbed into the van outside the pub, Jackson growled, "I don't think we're going to be doing anything for an hour or so."

Thurston nodded, "That was one darn good meal."

Once they were both buckled in, Jackson started the engine, backed out of the little lot by the pub, and drove down Midsummer Blvd; turning left at Secklow Gate, he followed that down to Avebury Blvd., turned west on Avebury going over to V6, then turned north on that street and followed it out of the city. After wandering around the backroads for a while, and two wrong turns, they eventually reached the house.

They stepped out of the van still moving slowly, Jackson making sure to lock it, then headed into the house. They needed to relax a bit after that meal, so they walked up to one of the kids' bedrooms on the first floor, sat down on the bed and just chilled.

About 45 minutes later, they were feeling a bit more alive and ready to get on with the work. They headed down to the cellar.

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31. Saturday, December 21, 2013 2:40 PM GMT Pindon Manor, Pindon End, Hanslope, Milton Keynes

They entered the cellar, making their way to the drywall sheets stacked at the back of the cellar. The wall studs were set every 16 inches except for one part on the inner wall that ran right up to the steps. The last two studs toward the back there were about 18 inches apart.

They had forgotten about the wine racks. Since they were empty, they each took one up to the ground floor setting it against a side wall of the kitchen, then Jackson came up the stairs again with the third one in his hands and set it with the other two, then they went back down.

The short wall at the back end of the cellar wouldn't be a problem; the longest wall was fine as well, the studs on both were 24 inches apart. The hardest part of the job would be doing the wall going up the stairs, but all in all, it wasn't going to be very difficult.

They had decided to place the sheets vertically, even though that wasn't standard practice, as the ceiling here was not quite 81 inches high. Whoever had originally built the place was darned good, they couldn't find a deviation in height anywhere greater than 1/8". Jackson measured each board, then cut off enough of the length to ensure that each piece would sit snug from ceiling to floor.

Thurston had pulled out the adhesive and was running it along several of the studs, Jackson picked up one of the drywall sheets, waited until his brother had capped the adhesive and set it down out of the way, then handed the sheet to him, pointing to the inner wall close to the stairs. Thurston took the sheet, carefully laid it across four studs, then held it as Jackson tapped in several drywall nails to hold it in place.

They proceeded to work their way along the wall, using the adhesive, holding a piece in place, putting in nails to secure it, until they reached the last part of that wall, which was about three feet wide. They had been marking the stud locations as they went along so they knew where to put the screws in, and Jackson used a tape measure to get measurements for the next piece.

He cut it a wee bit wider than the actual measurement, then waited while Thurston used the adhesive on the studs. Jackson pushed the piece into the space, then checked to make sure it was snug from top to bottom before hammering in nails to secure it all.

With that wall ready, they plugged in the power screwdriver, tested it, and were pleasantly surprised when it worked. They set screws in the studs to further secure the drywall sheets, spacing the screws about every eight inches along the studs.

They moved the leftover drywall sheets to the wall they had already prepped, then worked on the back wall, three pieces upright filled it darn near perfectly. although they had to cut out a small piece to fit the drywall around an electrical socket. The longest wall was next, the actual placing of the drywall didn't require a lot of time, it was just a series of movements in a particular order, repeat as needed. Here, too, they had to cut a small piece out for an electrical socket. The hardest part of placing the drywall was about to start, the area going up the stairs.

The first piece on the last wall wasn't a problem, that would come with the other pieces for that wall. Jackson didn't particularly like having to cut chunks out of the board to rather specific measurements, but there wasn't anything to be done about it.

Once the middle piece for that had been cut, Jackson carried it over and set it in place; it fit well enough, although there were tiny gaps here and there. He removed it, waited while Thurston used the adhesive, then held it in place as Thurston tapped in the nails.

The next piece was even more fun. To keep the top level with the other two pieces, they needed to cut a lot more off, precise measurements were needed, so Jackson measured, made little notes, and went to work cutting the board down to the required measurements.

They set this one in place, then looked at that wall again. The last part of the work today would be placing the drywall above the pieces already in place, to fill the part of the wall from the sloping ceiling down to the pieces they'd finished. This took a bit of standing on various steps to get measurements, then calculating what cuts were needed. It took another thirty minutes, but all the walls were finally covered.

The work had kept the two men busy, so they hadn't kept track of the time at all. Jackson pulled out his cell phone, took a look and was quite surprised to find that it was almost 9 PM, they'd been working steadily for over six hours.

Jackson grabbed the mesh tape and spent the next twenty minutes covering all the seams between separate pieces. Thurston had watched as Jackson did that, knowing it was easier for one person to do it rather than have two people crossing paths and getting in the way.

Once that was done, Jackson called it a day. "Thurston, bro, it's 9:15 PM, all that's left now is doing the joint compound layers, and after that, if we're up to it, we can do a layer of drywall primer/sealer. I don't think they care if this space isn't painted up all pretty."

Thurston looked over at his brother. "Yeah, I agree, I doubt they'd give a darn."

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32. Saturday, December 21, 2013 09:20 PM GMT Pindon Manor, Pindon End, Hanslope, Milton Keynes

The brothers walked out the front door. Jackson locked it, then they walked to the van, entered it, buckled in and Jackson started the engine, saying "I'm hungry enough, I don't really care what I eat, just as long as I get enough to revive me a bit after all that work we just did."

Thurston was in complete agreement with his brother. "How does Burger King® sound? A couple Whoppers® and fries would do nicely."

Jackson thought for a moment, then said, "What the heck, their burgers aren't the best, but they beat McDonald's® hands down."

Jackson turned the van around and left the property, taking the back roads into Milton Keynes.

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33. Saturday, December 21, 2013 09:40 PM GMT Burger King® @ intu Milton Keynes, Milton Keynes

After parking in one of the spaces in the parking area this shopping centre had, the two men used the stairs to head up to the shops. Once they were up at the level of the shops, they wandered around for a few minutes before Jackson spotted the Burger King® shop.

Entering the shop, they joined the line. Several minutes later, a cashier called them and they moved up to the counter. "Two double cheeseburgers for me, regular fries, and a root beer, please." Thurston ordered the same.

"You can each get one of those double cheeseburgers as a meal deal, £2.99, and the second double cheeseburger for £1.49."

Both men agreed, there was absolutely nothing wrong with saving some money if the chance arose.

"Okay, then, two double cheeseburger meal deals, and two double cheeseburgers, that will be £8.96, please."

Jackson pulled the money out of his pocket, extracted a ten pound note, and handed it to her. "If there's any change, keep it, please."

"Thank you, gentlemen, have a good evening."

They had to wait for about five minutes before they received their food and two cups for their pop. They filled the cups up with root beer, then they walked toward the front of the restaurant, finally finding a bench table about halfway there. They placed the food on the table and sat down, Jackson on one side of the table, Thurston on the other. They unwrapped their burgers and dug in.

For each of them, the first burger was gone in just a few minutes, they didn't start to slow down until they unwrapped the second one. They took their time somewhat on the second, grabbing a fry here and there, drinking some pop, but it made little difference. They hadn't even been seated for fifteen minutes, they had both eaten their burgers and most of their fries, their cups of pop were still about half full.

They sat there reminiscing about jobs they had done in the past, some places they had been, reliving some good memories. When they finally finished their drinks, Jackson carried the tray to the trash bins and emptied it, then they walked out of the shop.

It took a few minutes for them to find the stairs, then they headed down to the parking area and the van.

After the van was unlocked, they hopped in and buckled up; Jackson started the engine and they were on their way to the hotel.

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34. Saturday, December 21, 2013 10:15 PM GMT Ramada Inn, Milton Keynes

Arriving at the hotel, they left the van, locked it and walked through the lobby, heading up to their room on the second floor. When a security person approached them, Jackson and Thurston pulled out the room keys and continued on their way.

Inside the room, they realized it had been a long day, both wanted to sleep. They stripped to Ts and boxers and were in bed a minute later.

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35. Sunday, December 22, 2013 7:50 AM GMT Ramada Inn, Milton Keynes

Jackson woke up without using the alarm for the second day in a row. The sky was starting to lighten, the sun not yet over the horizon.

He got up, grabbed a towel and walked into the bathroom. He hopped into the shower, coming out again about ten minutes later, no shampoo in the eye today, at least. He noticed that Thurston was just waking up as he picked up his clothes and got dressed.

Thurston stood up, grabbed his own towel and headed for the shower; he also was finished about ten minutes later, and quickly dressed.

Both were impatient, wanting the work to be finished, and hungry, they would need fuel for the work they would be doing.

Both of them made sure that they had their keys, then they left the room, and a few minutes later, the hotel.

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36. Sunday, December 22, 2013 8:25 AM GMT McDonald's near N Grafton roundabout, Milton Keynes

Like the day before, they went to McDonald's® for breakfast. They returned to the one they had visited yesterday. They each ordered two Sausage McMuffins® with egg, hash browns and a medium coffee and paid. They found a table, sat down and unwrapped the sandwiches.

Again, like the day before, the Sausage McMuffins® with egg didn't last long. This time, the men relaxed over the coffee and hash browns.

Thurston thought for a moment, then said, "We should pick up the drywall primer/sealer, I don't think we got that the other day."

"There's a couple of Wickes stores around here, they sell sealer, but I don't think they open until 10 AM today, maybe later."

Thurston replied, "We can go to the house and start doing the joint compound layers, I just remembered that we're going to need to let each layer dry for about 24 hours before we can do the next one. With the setting type we got, that means at least two days before sealing."

Jackson nodded, "Sounds like a plan to me. I guess that means we'll need to stay at the hotel for an extra day, maybe two." They finished their food, emptied the trays into the trash bin and left the restaurant.

He unlocked the van, they jumped in, buckled up and Jackson started the engine, then headed away from the McDonald's® parking area. They needed to go down Elder Gate to Silbury Blvd., take Silbury Blvd. over to V6, then they were on the way out of the city.

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37. Sunday, December 22, 2013 9:11 AM GMT Pindon Manor, Pindon End, Hanslope, Milton Keynes

After parking the van near the front door, the men got out, locked it and headed into the house, then down into the cellar. They checked the joint compound, it was the setting type with a set time of 180 minutes. Jackson commented, "That should give us plenty of time to use what we prep, the problem is we don't want to prep too much or we could end up wasting it. Better to have too little, and make more if needed."

Thurston replied, "I remember seeing some big pots in the stuff we hauled out yesterday, we could use a couple of those for mixing it."

Jackson nodded, "Would you mind going out there and grabbing those? Grab something we can use to stir the stuff, too."

Thurston shrugged, turned and headed up the stairs. He was back a few minutes later with three large pots and a cracked wooden spoon. He dropped the pots on the floor and the spoon in one of the pots. "I hope these are satisfactory."

Jackson was looking at the ceiling. "We still have over a dozen drywall sheets, I'd say do the ceiling, but with no studs I doubt it would work. Oh, well, the sooner we get the first layer of this joint compound done, the sooner we can chill for the rest of the day."

The two men took their coats off and set them out of the way around the corner at the top of the stairs.

They put some water in one pot, brought it down, mixed in some of the joint compound and stirred it until it was ready. The two men set out different sized drywall knives, picked up 6 inch ones and started working on covering the tapes over the seams. They took their time, trying to make sure to spread it in a nice, even coat, yet keep it as thin as possible while covering everything.

They worked their way around the room, seam by seam. In each corner, they applied the joint compound on both sides, then ran a strip of paper tape down the corner, running the drywall knife firmly from top to bottom on each side to ensure a firm fit. The mix they had prepped ran out about halfway through the job, so they mixed some more and continued to cover all the seams.

They weren't worried about doing an absolutely perfect job, a reasonably well done one would be sufficient.

When they finished covering the last seam, they both sighed in relief, they'd been bending and/or stretching for more than three hours.

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38. Sunday, December 22, 2013 12:35 PM GMT Pindon Manor, Pindon End, Hanslope, Milton Keynes

Both men headed up to the kitchen and spent a few minutes washing their tools and their hands, removing small bits of the partly dried compound. After scrubbing their hands as thoroughly as they could, they went back down and used a sheet to dry them off.

The work was done for the day, well, for this day, at least. Now they had to decide what to do with their free time.

Jackson leaned against one of the kitchen counters, he'd been thinking about the reason they were doing the work down there. "You know, Thurston, the women want to have several cages down there, somewhere they can put the kids when they first bring them here. I suppose we both have the ability to build some basic frameworks for stuff like that, but if they want good work, they need to have the best worker, right?"

Thurston nodded, thinking himself. "Are you thinking of that guy, Purdles or whatever his name is, that makes cages for hunters?"

Jackson replied, "Yeah, I've seen a few items he's made, he usually does ones with bars, but he's made solid ones as well. I think I might have his card in my wallet, let me take a look." He pulled his wallet from the back pocket of his jeans and started sifting through several cards. A few minutes later, he grinned and said, "Yup, I thought I still had it. I need to let Elspeth know about this guy, I guess I should call her."

Thurston grabbed his jacket and put it on. "Okay, Jackson, I think I'll go outside and get a bit of fresh air, let me know when you're done."

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39. Sunday, December 22, 2013 12:54 PM GMT Pindle Manor, Pindle End, Hanslope, Milton Keynes

Jackson set the card with Purdleston's info on it on the kitchen counter and dialled Elspeth's number; it rang twice before she answered.

"Hello, Elspeth Parks speaking, who may I ask is calling?"

"Hi, Elspeth, it's Jackson. I think I may have solved a problem you have at the moment."

"Hi, Jackson. You have? What on earth would that be?" Elspeth was getting excited, she wanted everything to be ready by the New Year.

"Yep, you said to me the other day that you need several cages for your abductees."

"Yes, I did say that, I want to have at least four, more than that would be even better."

"Well, I know someone who can probably make as many as you want, and do a darn good job of it. His name is Ray Purdleston, he's made heavy duty cages for hunters for the last ten years or so, solid cages would be a snap." He read off a phone number. "Write that down."

Elspeth nodded, saying at the same time as she scribbled the info on a scrap of paper, "Doing that now, I'll call him in a bit."

"Yeah, like I said, he's made stuff like that for years."

"Oh, Jackson, just how much space is there in the cellar? And where would be the best spot to put the cages?"

"Well, starting from right beside the stairs, it's 27'4" to the back wall. Make each cage three feet wide max, you could put nine in a row."

Elspeth rarely used crass words, but now she was ecstatic. "Damn! Nine, huh? I was figuring four would be good, but nine is fantastic!"

"Okay. Just to let you know, we did the first coat of the joint compound, we'll do another tomorrow, and the primer/sealer on Tuesday. The only thing that might slow it down at all is if it doesn't dry completely that fast, we might have to wait a bit longer each time in that case."

"Hopefully you won't have that problem. Thanks for the info, Jackson, I'd better call him before I forget."

"All right. I'll call some time tomorrow to let you know what's going on. Bye." Putting on his coat, he went out to join his brother.

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40. Sunday, December 22, 2013 1:10 PM GMT Elspeth & Vanessa's flat, Lavender Sweep, Barrowsea, London

Elspeth was so happy, she was just a hair away from bouncing around the flat. The excitement wasn't helping, she suddenly had to run to the loo; she closed the door, dropped her phone on the back of the sink, dropped her skirt and knickers, and sat down in the nick of time.

When she was quite sure that she was finished, she wiped herself, and made herself presentable again. She washed and dried her hands, then headed back out to the kitchen and dining area, phone in hand. She sat down at the table and dialled the number she had received.

It rang a few times, then someone answered the call, "Hello, Ray Purdleston speaking, who is calling?"

Elspeth responded, named herself, then informed him as to how she managed to have his phone number.

"Ahhhh, Jackson. Yes, I remember him, he does odd jobs for cash. I gave him one of my cards, that must have been three years ago?"

"Yes, well he told me that you might be able to do some work for me. I need nine solid cages, three feet wide maximum, four feet long, three feet high. The door needs to be solid, with an inset square of plexiglass, and a piece at the bottom that can be pulled out. These would also need to be in parts, and assembled here, as the entry to where they would be placed is about 30 inches wide."

"Hmmmm... I can do it, I would need about two weeks, maybe a bit longer. What would they be used for?"

"I plan on getting several large dogs, and to have them trained to protect myself, my sister and our new property."

"All right. As I said, two weeks minimum to make them. Cost will be £30,000. That is acceptable?"

"Certainly, I can either write a check now, or pay you in cash when the cages are completely built. Money is not a problem."

"Excellent, I will get started on them tomorrow, and I will call you when the parts are ready to be fully assembled."

"Thank you, sir, I hope you have a good day."

"Same to you, ma'am. Bye now," as he ended the call.

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41. Sunday, December 22, 2013 1:15 PM GMT Pindle Manor, Pindle End, Hanslope, Milton Keynes

Jackson had joined his brother outside and the two had been standing in the cool, fresh air for about fifteen minutes.

Thurston looked over at Jackson, "I've been thinking, I doubt there's much going on today, the only thing that I could come up as a sure bet would be one of the theatres, we could watch something, when it ended, wait for something else to start, then watch that."

Jackson laughed. "Yeah, that's possible, but why? If we want to spend money to watch films and stuff, we have pay per view in our room. There's likely more available there than we could get at a theatre, even one with several shows running."

"Yeah, that's true. Well, it was just an idea."

"I gave Purdleston's info to Elspeth, I suspect she's already called him about the cages."

"Probably, I guess we're heading back to the hotel eventually? Should we get lunch somewhere first?" Thurston asked.

"How about KFC? I could murder a bucket right now, heck, we could get two with some sides, and keep the leftovers in the bar fridge."

"Sounds good to me, no reason to stay here right now."

"Okay, let's go then," as he unlocked the van and jumped up into his seat, Thurston joined him a moment later.

Jackson started the engine and headed off the property for the last time that day.

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42. Sunday, December 22, 2013 1:35 PM GMT Ray Purdleston's Workshop, Herongate, Brentwood

Ray unlocked the door to the large workshop behind his shabby four bedroom house on the edge of Herongate and grinned. He hadn't had a decent bit of work to do for a few weeks now, and he'd just been asked to make NINE heavy duty cages for someone. He'd thought it amusing when she tried to say the cages would be for large dogs, but whatever she actually would use them for didn't really matter to him.

He had told her that he would likely start the next day, but he found he couldn't wait that long, he'd been waiting for a decent job like this. He looked around the large workshop, converted from an old barn that was part of the property when he obtained it ten years before.

Ray was a big man, crewcut length greying hair, 51 years old, 6'5 in stocking feet and just under 260 lbs., most of it good, solid muscle. He was dressed in a pair of heavy jeans, a XXX size plain t-shirt and a XXX lightweight lumberjack jacket.

He'd started out working with wood and steel just after his twelfth birthday, after discovering the two shops only a few doors apart from each other just a ten minute walk from his home in East London. Both had closed down for good before he turned twenty, but he had spent many an hour in each of the shops before that, listening and learning, working one weekend with the master carpenter, the next with the steel smith, and dropping in for an hour or two of an evening whenever he found himself with a bit of free time on his young hands.

He had taken a year off after his A levels were done, deciding he wanted more hands on experience with the two masters. He wept when the carpenter died that fall from lung complications, and when the steel smith lost his property when his wife divorced him the next spring.

By then, he himself was pretty handy in either craft, and when he put an ad up looking to continue his training in both crafts, he was expecting to likely be hired for one, but not both. Well, that was where things took an interesting turn for him.

About a week after posting the ad, he got a reply, asking him to call after 6 PM, and to ask for either Robert or Thomas. He was curious, and so that evening, he called the number they had left, was put through to Robert, who made the following proposition: He, Ray, could come up to where they lived just outside Manchester, and apprentice to both of them for the next five years to get his accreditation.

Ray jumped at the opportunity. His parents knew that he wanted to work with both materials and had watched him over the years, so when he told them that he could get full accreditation for BOTH in just five years, they told him to follow his dream.

That was all Ray needed to know, he packed his belongings and clothes into two cases and was off in the ten year old Ford the next day.

Those five years had gone by so fast, he received his master's certificate in both trades, and opened his own shop for both trades. For the next fifteen years, he had worked industriously, building a name for himself due to the care and effort he put into every piece he made.

Then, not quite eleven years ago, some hunter, he couldn't remember who it had been, had him make two high quality steel bar cages. The price offered had been much better than what he usually charged for his best pieces, and he gradually lost interest in his usual work.

About a year after that, he'd moved to his present location, where he switched over to making cages for hunters and others. The new business, although jobs were not constant, still kept him well off enough that he could live with the idle times now and then.

Ray shook his head, shrugging off the thoughts of how he had come to this place, and smiled. "Time to get to work again."

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43. Sunday, December 22, 2013 1:40 PM GMT KFC, Erica Rd., Wolverton, Milton Keynes

Jackson and Thurston had gone into Milton Keynes using the back roads, which were more familiar the more they used them; eventually they reached V6, then turned onto Monks Way, passing by the concrete cows that make Milton Keynes famous, and stopped at the KFC.

They stepped out of the van, locking it, then entered the KFC shop, striding toward the counter. They were stopped short by the fact there were a few people already at the counter and a small line-up, so the two men joined the line and waited to be served.

Several minutes later, just as the two men were beginning to become impatient, their turn to order came. They stepped up to the counter together, Jackson spoke up, "Two family feasts, ten pieces each, please, root beer for the pop, four regular popcorn chicken boxes. Hmmm... wait a minute, add in one deluxe boneless feast with twelve fillets and four honey garlic dip pots, root beer for the pop again, please."

The clerk entered the order in, told Jackson the price; he shrugged and handed her three £20 notes, she gave him his change. The two men wandered down the counter to wait for the order to be processed; when it was ready, they grabbed the bags and left the store.

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44. Sunday, December 22, 2013 1:55 PM GMT Ray Purdleston's Workshop, Herongate, Brentwood

Ray had found a few pieces of steel in the thickness he wanted in the storage area of his workshop. The four pieces he found were a bit bigger than the three foot by 1.5 foot size he needed for the back pieces of the cages, so he figured he could prep them now.

He laid out a large piece of one inch think plywood on the floor, carefully shifted the first steel plate until it was over the plywood, then lowered it until it was lying on the plywood; he shifted it one way, then another so that it was roughly centered on the board.

He took out a measuring tape, made marks on the sheet, then drew lines to show where to cut. Placing his power saw on the floor next to him, he put on a heavy vest, a pair of custom sized work gloves, a pair of heavy duty safety glasses, a face shield and ear protectors.

There was a steel work table just behind him, where he usually placed his power saw and a few other items for quick access. Resting against the leg of the table closest to him was a fire extinguisher, he figured he wouldn't need it, but it's better to be safe than sorry.

He picked the saw up, turned it on, checked the blade was turning correctly, then slowly lowered it to the line he had marked on it that ran the length of the sheet. He carefully and slowly worked his way along that line. He was glad to have a set of blades specifically for cutting metal; even with that type of blade, this was a fairly slow process, it was a good fifteen minutes before he reached the end of the line he'd drawn due to the thickness of the sheet. He then turned and repeated the process along the shorter side of the sheet.

Once the cutting on that sheet was done, he turned off the saw, set it aside and went to sit down in the workshop's office; from there, he could see almost all of the workshop except for the section that was beside the shorter inside wall of the office, which had no window.

He picked up a magazine featuring several of the construction trades, and spent some time reading an article or two. When thirty minutes had passed, he went back out into the main room, carefully picked up the now smaller sheet and set it against the inner side wall of the office. He shoved the scrap pieces off of the plywood board and checked the board was still big enough to be useful for the next piece.

Over the next three hours, he repeated the process with each of the other three pieces of steel, stacking each one with the first. The only change in the routine came when he removed the first plywood board and set a new piece down after finishing the second steel sheet.

He didn't mind doing stuff like cutting pieces to the size he needed, but he was glad that he wouldn't need to do that with the sheets he would be ordering in the morning. The company he would buy them from would cut them to any size he wanted, saving him some work.

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45. Sunday, December 22, 2013 2:05 PM GMT Ramada Inn parking, Milton Keynes

After leaving the KFC, they had unlocked the truck, jumped in, buckled up, and once the engine was running, Jackson drove to the Ramada Inn parking. They left the van, locked it, then entered the hotel, managing to get over to the stairs without any hassle. The two men trotted up the stairs to the second floor, turning toward their room; Jackson used his key, they entered, took their jackets off and sat on the beds.

Jackson took a quick look around the room; there were two arm chairs, one on each side of the room, he pointed to one and then to the countertop the TV was sitting on. Thurston nodded, grabbed the one chair and brought it over, Jackson brought the second one.

Dropping the two chairs a bit off to either side of the TV, each of them grabbed a bucket, set it on their laps and opened it. Jackson reached down for the TV remote, turned the TV on, accessed the pay per view and picked out a movie they both wanted to watch. The movie wouldn't be starting for another five minutes or so, so the two guys reached into their buckets and started in on the still hot chicken.

Several minutes later, the movie started, and except for looking down to grab another piece of chicken, they were glued to the screen. About halfway through the movie, Jackson reached into his bucket and came up empty, he'd eaten the whole darn thing! A quick look over at his brother made it clear that he was in the same predicament. That's when they remembered the fries and other items.

They were slightly annoyed about the other food items being cold, then Jackson noticed the microwave. He laughed out loud, they had been in the room twice before and they had apparently either not seen the microwave or had overlooked it as part of the decor. They each tossed in a couple of the individual fries packets, then waited for the microwave to finish before reaching in to grab the rather hot fries.

Both of them hopped around the room for a moment, then Jackson grabbed a towel, sat down and placed his reheated packets on it. Thurston noticed a moment later, grabbed one of the other towels and also sat down. They both continued to watch the movie.

When the movie ended, they put the empty bucket by the trash can, then put the remaining food into the mini fridge for later.

They picked another movie to watch, settling down in the chairs again as the new movie started, each with a bottle of pop beside him.

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46. Sunday, December 22, 2013 10:50 PM GMT Room 205, Ramada Inn, Milton Keynes

It had been a long afternoon and evening of doing very little at all, except for eating now and then and the occasional bathroom breaks. They had watched a total of four movies, with short gaps between them, finished the food and had demolished two of the three bottles of pop.

Jackson yawned, which of course set off his brother; when they realized what time it was, they decided they needed some sleep.

In a little less than five minutes, both men had used the washroom, stripped down to their Ts and burrowed into their beds.

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47. Monday, December 23, 2013 09:15 AM GMT Ray Purdleston's Home, Herongate, Brentwood

Ray had been awake for about an hour; he'd had a full English breakfast and was now sipping at his second cup of tea.

He looked at a piece of paper lying on the table next to him and tapped in the number on the cordless phone. It started ringing.

He supposed they must be busy there, or the receptionist wasn't there to take incoming calls, all he could do was wait. After another minute or two, he finally heard someone answer somewhat raggedly, "Hello, Steel Express Maidstone, how may I help you?"

"Hello, thank you for answering my call. I'm looking to buy three of the 4000mm by 2000mm by 12mm steel plates, plus four of the 3000mm by 1500mm by 12mm steel plates; the big ones will need to be cut into pieces 1219mm by 915mm by 12mm, and the smaller ones will need to be cut into pieces 915mm by 458mm by 12mm. I also need to know when all of this can be delivered, please."

"Please hold on a minute, I'll transfer you to the sales department."

Ray sat, waiting for a minute or two before a new person spoke, "Hello, Steel Express Maidstone sales department, how may I help you?"

He stated what he was looking to buy, the need for the pieces to be cut and requested to know when it could all be delivered.

"Please give me a moment, sir, I'll look everything up," she replied. A couple of minutes went by, then she spoke again, "You want three 4000mm by 2000mm by 12mm, to be cut into pieces 1219mm by 915mm by 12mm, and four 3000mm by 1500mm by 12mm, to be cut into pieces 915mm by 458 mm by 12mm, correct? And you wish to know when we could be able to deliver all of it?"

"Correct on all counts, ma'am."

She named a price for all of the pieces and the delivery cost; he wasn't surprised, informed her he was quite willing to pay by credit card, and when requested, gave the necessary information. She informed him a minute or two later that the payment had been accepted.

She then told him that, since the the materials were on site, he would likely receive them the next day, but no later than Thursday.

He thanked her for her help, said goodbye and hung up. He then realized she had said Thursday because Wednesday was Christmas.

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48. Monday, December 23, 2013 08:35 AM GMT Room 205, Ramada Inn, Milton Keynes

Somewhere nearby in the hotel, someone was screaming at the top of their lungs. The noise dragged the two men from their slumber. Jackson sat up in his bed, shook his head and looked over at his brother. "Do we want to stay here while whoever it is keeps screaming?"

"Hell, no!" was the reply from Thurston as he shook off the covers, stood up, grabbed his clothes and quickly dressed.

Jackson took him at his word; he also threw off the covers, picked up his clothes, dressed himself and grabbed the last bottle of pop.

They could still hear the screaming, then they heard something shattering; grabbing their coats and room keys, they fled down the stairs.

They noticed a clerk at the desk as they entered the lobby. "Something's happening on the second floor, you might want the police."

The clerk looked up toward the second floor, "Thanks, security went up in the elevator just as you guys came down the stairs."

"Lady, we heard something being smashed up there. I was being very serious when I said you might want to have the police here."

"Oh, I didn't know that, thanks." The clerk picked up the phone, dialling the Newport Pagnell station of the Thames Valley Police.

The men heard the clerk say as they walked out the door, "I'm calling to report a disturbance in the hotel here..."

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49. Monday, December 23, 2013 08:47 AM GMT Ramada Inn parking, Milton Keynes

As they hopped into the van after unlocking it, Thurston remarked, "I hope no one ends up hurt with whatever was happening there."

Jackson buckled in and started the engine, "Nothing else we can do, at lease we let her know there was something happening."

He shrugged and steered the van toward the McDonald's® closest to the house, it seemed to be their place for breakfasts here.

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50. Monday, December 23, 2013 08:59 AM GMT McDonald's near N Grafton roundabout, Milton Keynes

When they arrived at the McDonald's, they locked the van and headed in, there was no line-up, so they went right up to the counter and each man ordered the same as the day before, two Sausage McMuffins® with egg, hash browns and a medium coffee. Jackson paid.

Once he had been given his change, they found a table, sat down, unwrapped their sandwiches and started eating. There wasn't a lot to talk about; if they were lucky, the coat of joint compound they had done the day before would be dry, and they could do the second coat. If they weren't lucky, they might need to wait a few hours, or maybe another day to do that second coat.

As it had been for the previous two days, the food didn't take very long to disappear, the coffee only lasting a minute or so longer than the food. Once everything was finished, the two men took the trays over to the bins, dumped the scraps in there and walked out the door.

Jackson unlocked the van, they jumped in, Jason started the engine, then buckled up seeing Thurston already had his seat belt on. As he turned out of the McDonald's® lot, he mentioned to Thurston that they needed to pick up the sealer for the cellar.

He drove down Elder Gate all the way to where it connected to Childs Way, turned east, used the S Grafton roundabout to reverse direction in order to make the turn onto Snowdon Dr., then followed Snowdon Drive down to the Wickes store.

Thurston decided to remain in the van this time, as he doubted it would take more than then minutes to get the sealer and return.

Jackson agreed, left the heater on, then headed into the store. As expected, not quite ten minutes later, he returned with the sealer.

Jackson revved the engine a bit, buckled himself in again, then turned around, and after checking traffic, headed north on Snowdon Dr. A few minutes later, they were heading up the V6, following their usual route of the last day or two up to the house.

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51. Monday, December 23, 2013 9:26 AM GMT Pindon Manor, Pindon End, Hanslope, Milton Keynes

Jackson parked the van close to the front door of the house, the two men hopped out of the van, Thurston grabbing the sealer just before Jackson could lock the van. They unlocked the house, then headed down into the cellar, Thurston dropping the sealer at the bottom of the steps. Jackson then walked around the cellar, touching the wall at several points where they had been working the day before. Thurston removed his jacket, dropping it by the sealer next to the steps. Jackson noticed, and his coat soon joined Thurston's.

He nodded to himself, smiling as he turned to Thurston, "It feels dry to me, looks like we can do the second layer."

Their tools were there, waiting to be used. Thurston mixed some of the compound, and the two set to work.

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52. Monday, December 23, 2013 12:31 PM GMT Pindon Manor, Pindon End, Hanslope, Milton Keynes

The work had gone a bit faster than the day before, it seemed there were less wasted movements and such.

Once again, the two were a bit tired, more from the bending and stretching than anything else. A good meal would offset that.

Thurston remarked, "As much as it might be easier to stay up here so we can finish tomorrow, I want to sleep at home."

Jackson turned to sniff at his own shoulder, "Yeah, I agree, showers help, but we've been in these clothes since Friday. Ewwww."

Thurston nodded. "I'm not terribly fussy, but three full days in the same clothes is more than enough for me."

"Okay, do we want to hit somewhere in Milton Keynes for food or wait until we're back home in London?"

"Wait until we're back in London, I'm fine for now."

"All right," Jackson remarked, "we should return the room keys to the hotel, should have done it on the way out earlier."

"Oh, damn, you're right, let's wash up, then get back there and hand the keys in."

The two men took the knives they'd used, and the pot, upstairs; they washed the items out thoroughly, then their hands, before returning to the cellar to put the pot and drywall knives by the other tools, then picked up their jackets and left the house, locking it up.

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53. Monday, December 23, 2013 12:55 PM GMT Pindon Manor, Pindon End, Hanslope, Milton Keynes

Jackson and Thurston were just about to leave when Jackson's phone rang. He pulled it out and accepted the call.

"Hello, Jackson Marcham speaking, who's calling?"

"Hi, this is Paul Bark, I'm a driver for DFS, I'll be at your gate in about five minutes, I've got a truckload of furniture for you."

"All right, Paul, we'll be waiting. You're lucky, we'd forgotten about the delivery and were about to leave," Jackson chuckled.

Jackson quickly unlocked the van, then moved it out of the way so the delivery truck could get close to the front door.

They heard a horn sounding something like "blaaaat" by the front gate, and looked up just as the truck arrived. It took a bit of careful maneuvering, but about ten minutes later, the back of the truck was as close to the front door as it could get. Paul opened it up.

Jackson and Thurston stared at the furniture in the truck, this was going to take quite a while.

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54. Monday, December 23, 2013 1:50 PM GMT Pindle Manor, Pindle End, Hanslope, Milton Keynes

They had been working for just under an hour, and they had cleared maybe a third of what was in the truck. Both men were already feeling sore, they didn't often haul furniture up and down stairwells, and they had already done a fair bit of work that day.

They took a short break, about ten minutes, to regain their breath and hopefully energy, then it was back to the grind.

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55. Monday, December 23, 2013 1:57 PM GMT Ray Purdleston's Home, Herongate, Brentwood

Ray had taken down Elspeth's phone number when they had made the arrangements for the work he was going to be doing. Checking the number again, he tapped it in on the cordless phone, and waited while it rang several times. Just as he was thinking that it would go to voicemail or something along that line, Elspeth accepted the call, "Hello, Elspeth Parks speaking, who may I ask is calling?"

"Hello, Elspeth, this is Ray Purdleston. I put in an order this morning for the steel pieces I'll need to make your cages. If I'm lucky, they might deliver them tomorrow, otherwise, it will be Thursday before I will be able to start working on the cages."

"Okay, thanks for letting me know, I hope that didn't set you back too much."

"Those plates aren't cheap, but they're solid and the end result will be worth the cost. Materials are part of what I charge for work."

"Thanks again, Raymond. Please let me know when you are ready to deliver the cages to me."

"Understood. I'll call you again when they're ready. Bye," he replied, then he waited a second or two before terminating the call.

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56. Monday, December 23, 2013 4:07 PM GMT Pindle Manor, Pindle End, Hanslope, Milton Keynes

They had just hauled the last piece of furniture, one of the king size bed frames, into a room intended for Elspeth or Vanessa.

Just as they staggered out the front door, they heard the delivery truck as it turned onto the road and headed back into the city. They stood there, just outside the house, in their jeans and plaid shirts, sweating as if the day were much, much warmer.

A bit over ten minutes passed before either of them felt even semi close to normal; they donned their jackets and jumped in the van. Jackson started the engine, they both buckled up, and Jackson turned and headed out the gate, their destination being the hotel.

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57. Monday, December 23, 2013 4:38 PM GMT Ramada Inn, Milton Keynes

Jackson told Thurston to stay in the van as Thurston handed over his room key. "I shouldn't be too long, I hope I don't have to pay again."

He headed into the hotel, walking over to the reception desk. The same clerk that had been there earlier was there now.

"Hi, my brother and I were so distracted by whatever was happening up there when we left earlier we forgot to return our room keys."

"I'm sorry, sir, but check-out time was at 11 AM. Not returning the keys means we have to bill you for an extra day."

Jackson grumbled as he reached into his jeans to get some cash. He paid the bill, receiving some change. "Have a good day, miss."

He turned and almost ran out the door, hopped into the van, buckled in and turned the van toward the nearby street that passed under the motorway. Circling around the back of the services on the southbound side, they eventually were able to join the southbound lanes.

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58. Monday, December 23, 2013 6:30 PM GMT Jackson & Thurston's Home, Badgers Road, Badgers Mount, Kent

Jackson parked the van in the short drive beside the tiny house he and Thurston had shared for the last nine years. It had two small bedrooms, and a combined kitchen and dining area which was separated from the tiny living room by a very thin wall.

The two men took off their jackets, hanging them in the small hall closet near the front door.

An old, somewhat battered card table sat in the middle of the kitchen and dining room space, chairs on two of the four sides. They most likely could have found something better than the card table, but neither one of them had really cared enough to even bother looking.

Thurston pulled out one of the chairs, dropping onto its seat with a loud thunk. "Coffee would be nice right now."

Jackson turned around and growled, "Of course you sit down the second you're in the door, and I end up doing the work. Bloody bugger!" He shook his head as he turned back toward the counter; he grabbed the 12 cup coffee pot, filled it and poured the war into the machine. He then dropped a paper filter into the filter basket, opened the fridge, pulled out the can of coffee grounds, and added enough to make it strong.

Jackson turned back to his brother, dropping his cell phone on the table. "Since I'm busy, you can decide what we'll have for supper."

"All right, all right," Thurston grumbled. He looked around to see if there were any flyers advertising discounts on meals. He didn't see anything, so he asked his brother what he wanted, getting a growled, "Anything, as long as it's edible!" in response.

Thurston shook his head, that sure wasn't helping. How was he supposed to decide what the heck to get? After looking around the room again to see if there were any flyers present, he shrugged, then said, "How about we go to the Carvery? It's local and the food is good."

Jackson just stood there, wondering if his brother had been replaced by a changeling, doppleganger or something just as odd.

"Arrrrggghhhh!!!!!! The coffee is just about ready, and you suggest we go to the Carvery. Righty-o! I'll just turn this off now."

Suiting the action to his words, he turned off the coffeepot, stormed over to the hall closet and grabbed his jacket.

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59. Monday, December 23, 2013 7:15 PM GMT Toby's Carvery, London Road, Sevenoaks, Kent

The two men entered the Carvery, waited for a minute or two just inside the door, then were shown to a table.

Thurston decided on the gammon, and Jackson chose the beef. They ordered chicken wings, cheese bites and meat balls from the tasters.

The tasters arrived a few minutes later, and the two men munched from one or another, tasting them all. They didn't come to the Carvery or go anywhere else all that often, in fact, this was the first time in a fair while that they had been flush with cash.

They'd managed to eat a fair amount of what was in the three tasters when they found themselves being served the main course.

Both men took a quick sniff of the food in front of them, then they picked up their utensils and cut out that first lovely bite.

Twenty minutes or so passed as they worked their way through the food on their plates, then they picked at the last of the tasters.

When they realized the last scrap of food was gone, they dropped their utensils, wiped their faces with a napkin, and chilled for a moment. The young person who had taken them to the table earlier, saw they were finished, and brought the bill over, handing it to Jackson.

Jackson looked at the total for the meal, placed £25 on the small tray and told the girl to keep any change.

The brothers stood up, donned their coats and walked out into the crisp winter evening.

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60. Tuesday, December 24, 2013 07:53 AM GMT Jackson & Thurston's Home, Badgers Road, Badgers Mount, Kent

Jackson woke up, for once he had been sleeping in his own bed. The sky was slowly lightening, but the sun had not yet fully risen.

He lay there for a few minutes, thinking about how nice it had been for the last few days to not have to worry all the time about money. Sometimes he and/or Thurston had work on a semi steady basis, sometimes they didn't, but life had not been dependable for them.

Eventually, he got out of his bed, left his room, grabbed a towel from the linen closet next to the bathroom and went to have a shower.

He came out a little over ten minutes later, drying his hair as he exited from the bathroom, to see Thurston standing there yawning. He walked around Thurston, entered his bedroom, and grabbed a pair of heavy jeans, t-shirt and a plaid shirt like he'd been wearing for the last few days. Pulling some socks and a pair of Y-fronts out of the small dresser, he quickly dressed, then padded out to the kitchen.

They'd had to reheat the coffee that had been just short of being fully perked the day before; it wasn't the best they'd had by a long shot, but it sure wasn't the worst, either. If the truth were to be told, a pot of coffee rarely lasted more than an hour or two in their house.

He looked in the fridge to see what they had available for breakfast, and found some bacon, four breakfast sausages that were one day past the 'eat by' date but still smelled okay, four eggs and three medium sized potatoes, he could cut those to make home fries.

As Thurston exited the bathroom, he was sorely assaulted by the smells coming from the kitchen only a few feet away.

"That smells damn good, bro, I'm guessing the last of it will be ready by the time I get dressed?"

Jackson nodded, flipping the sliced potatoes, the sausages, bacon and eggs all sitting on a large platter on the counter by the stove.

Thurston almost ran into his room, grabbed the first clean pair of socks and undies he could find, same for jeans, t-shirt and plaid shirt, and threw it all on as fast as he could. This didn't quite work out as planned, he put the plaid shirt on, then tried to put on the t-shirt, only to realize he had it backward. It took another minute or two before he managed to correct it and was dressed properly.

The potatoes would be ready in about a minute; Jackson tossed the platter with the other food into the microwave to warm it up. He then reached into one of the cupboards over the kitchen counters, pulled down two plates and split the bacon, sausages and eggs between the two. Turning back to the stove, he turned off the burner, shifted the frying pan over to a cold burner, and served the potatoes.

Thurston entered the kitchen just as Jackson set the two plates on the table. Jackson had been focusing on making the food to the point that he had forgotten that the coffee in the pot was cold. He poured what remained into two mugs and warmed it up in the microwave.

When the microwave had finished, he placed the mugs on the table, then grabbed sugar and milk and set them on the table.

Finally, he could sit down and relax for a little while; the smell of the food while he had been cooking had been making his stomach rumble. He wasted no time at all, he speared a sausage and had bitten off half of it before he even realized it.

A chunk of egg followed that soon enough, and he was barely aware of his brother sitting there eating his own food. He noticed the mug off to one side, put a bit of sugar and milk in, stirred it and drank a good quarter of what was in the mug.

The food was gone from both plates within ten minutes, both men sat back and enjoyed the rest of their coffee.

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61. Tuesday, December 24, 2013 08:50 AM GMT Jackson & Thurston's Home, Badgers Road, Badgers Mount, Kent

After cleaning up the kitchen space, Jackson and Thurston donned their jackets, then headed out into the early winter morning. Jackson unlocked the van as usual, and after they were buckled in, he started the engine, looked behind, then edged out into the road.

They took the A224 northbound all the way up to the A20, where they turned west; the sun wasn't all that bright, with it being the early days of winter. Eventually, the A20 joined the A2 and they continued north and west into the heart of London. The A2 turned into the A201, then a few minutes later they shifted over to the A302, heading for Westminster Bridge.

Jackson wasn't really sure as to why he had decided to go through the heart of London today, the river and the sight of Big Ben on the west side make it worthwhile. He continued down Birdcage Walk, then turned onto Spur Rd. so they could drive past Buckingham Palace and the Victoria Memorial. Constitution Hill was next, then they turned into the circle that was Duke of Wellington Place on the south and west, and Piccadilly on the north, before turning onto the northbound Park Lane.

From there, they followed almost the identical route Elspeth had taken a few days before. The only difference was that they didn't go as far as Marble Arch; instead, they turned onto the A5, following that all the way up to the N Circular Rd. and the access to the M1.

Now that they were on the motorway, the miles began to flow by at a somewhat faster pace.

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62. Tuesday, December 24, 2013 10:20 AM GMT Junction 14, M1 Motorway, Newport Pagnell, Milton Keynes

Jackson turned off the M1 here, following the A509 over to V6, then turned north, turning onto Patriot Dr. so they could hit the Trade Point store, as they needed to get a roller sleeve, a roller with a bit of reach and a tray.

Jackson decided to go in by himself, Thurston being content to wait in the van. It took Jackson several minutes to find the items he wanted, then he had to wait in line for a few minutes. Once he had paid, he carried the items out to the van and they were off again.

Ten minutes later, they were parking at the house. They jumped out, Jackson locked the van, unlocked the front door and in they went. They carried in the items that Jackson had just bought, dropping their jackets on the kitchen counter before going down into the cellar.

Jackson made a quick tour around the space, checking the locations they'd worked on to see if they were dry. He gave a thumbs up to his brother, who took that as a signal to open the can of sealer, pour some into the tray and start working around the room.

They traded off about every half hour; this took a bit longer, as they were covering all of the drywall, not just the seams and corners. Bit by bit, changing back and forth, they made progress, eventually finding themselves doing the wall going up the side of the stairs. They had had to add sealer to the tray twice during the process, but that had hardly slowed them down at all.

Jackson ran the roller along the last bit of wall, then slumped, almost falling into the wall that had just been done. He laughed as he remembered a time or three, doing similar work, where he hadn't managed to catch himself in time and had been painted himself.

He wandered back down the stairs, dropping the roller into the tray and pulled out his phone to check the time, 2:17 PM.

He walked around the cellar space, looking at the walls; as far as he could tell, it looked okay. "I think we're done, bro. Thank God."

Thurston nodded and took a moment to stretch his whole body; Jackson was a wee bit sore, and a stretch felt darn good to him as well.

"Well, let's clean ourselves and these things up, and leave them for Elspeth to store somewhere. Then I'll call her, tell her we're done."

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63. Tuesday, December 24, 2013 2:35 PM GMT Pindon Manor, Pindon End, Hanslope, Milton Keynes

They had just finished cleaning the items they had used, scrubbing their hands as thoroughly as they could helped to remove most of what had ended up on their hands as they worked. They used an old bed sheet to dry their hands off, then leaned against the counter to relax.

Jackson pulled out the phone again, dialling Elspeth's number, then waited as the phone rang four or five times.

"Hello, Elspeth Parks speaking, who may I ask is calling?"

"Hi, Elspeth, it's Jackson, we just finished doing the sealer, that's our work done; we'll be heading back to London in a little while."

"Thank you, Jackson, the two of you have made it a much better possibility that we will be ready early in the new year."

"That's good. So I guess you're just waiting for the cages to be prepped, brought up here and finished?"

"Yes, that's right. Oh... I just realized there's one more thing that needs to be done, but it can wait until after Christmas."

"All right. Well, I hope you girls have a good Christmas, Thurston and I will likely just relax at home, since the work is all done."

"Well, if you want, you boys could come over around mid-afternoon tomorrow, I'll be serving a small turkey dinner at 3 PM."

"That sounds great, Elspeth, we'll see you then. Have a good evening."

"Bye now, see you tomorrow," Elspeth replied just as Jackson ended the call.

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64. Tuesday, December 24, 2013 4:50 PM GMT Jackson & Thurston's Home, Badgers Road, Badgers Mount, Kent

Driving through London in the midst of rush hour was sheer insanity, but the most direct route home was the one they took that morning. Traffic hadn't been too bad on the motorway, but on the city roads, it seemed every third or fourth street, the traffic was stalled. They had been crawling through the London traffic for almost 90 minutes, the two men were happy as they finally turned into their drive. They were home!

After they made sure the van was locked, they entered the house, barely managing to remember to hang up their jackets. A cup of freshly brewed coffee was about as much as either one wanted at that point, other than to spend the evening just relaxing.

Thurston checked the coffeepot, empty, drat! He chucked the used grounds into a bag for disposal with other organics, then set about preparing a new pot; once the filter was in, and the grounds and water had been added, he turned it on and the two men waited.

When the coffee was ready, they each poured a mug, added some sugar and milk, and headed into the living room. Jackson turned on the old stereo system, spinning the FM dial until they found a music station both liked, and they settled down to a quiet evening.

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65. Wednesday, December 25, 2013 8:10 AM GMT Elspeth & Vanessa's flat, Lavender Sweep, Barrowsea, London

Elspeth and Vanessa had been awake for a while now and had cleared the breakfast dishes they'd used. Elspeth had just put the turkey into the oven, stuffing inside it, she would be slow roasting it. The two women sat at the kitchen table, each with a cup of tea in front of them.

They didn't make a big fuss of the holiday, just an exchange of a small gift and the Christmas dinner each year satisfied them both. The big difference this time would be that they had invited Jackson and Thurston to join them for their Christmas dinner.

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66. Wednesday, December 25, 2013 11:30 AM GMT Jackson & Thurston's Home, Badgers Road, Badgers Mount, Kent

Jackson and Thurston had slept in quite late today, largely because they had been watching Christmas shows until after 1 AM. They both staggered out of their bedrooms around 11:30 AM, Thurston managed to get into the shower first, Jackson followed once he was out.

Thurston made a new pot of coffee, which Jackson could smell as he stepped out of the bathroom.

Since they would be eating in about three hours, the two men satisfied themselves with bowls of cold cereal and milk. Other than that, they would have to survive on coffee for the next three hours or so. "You can't starve in just a few hours, can you?" Jackson mused.

Thurston shrugged, content to sit over his hot coffee for the moment.

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67. Wednesday, December 25, 2013 12:15 PM GMT Elspeth & Vanessa's flat, Lavender Sweep, Barrowsea, London

Elspeth had just checked the turkey for what seemed like the dozenth time to Vanessa, and had basted it again.

Vanessa had gotten bored of watching Elspeth flitting around the kitchen hours ago, and had moved into the living room, turning on the stereo to listen to Christmas music playing on one of her favourite stations, but she could STILL hear Elspeth flitting around. It was driving her nuts.

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68. Wednesday, December 25, 2013 2:00 PM GMT Jackson & Thurston's Home, Badgers Road, Badgers Mount, Kent

Jackson and Thurston were deep into their fourth mugs of coffee when Jackson said that they should be getting ready to go soon, as traffic in the city would be pure murder, EVERYONE would be going to visit people they knew at some point today.

They drank the last of their coffee, then changed into their second best suits and put on their winter jackets on the way out the door. As Jackson had said, traffic was godawful today, yesterday was a cakewalk in comparison. It was a rather slow journey toward Elspeth's place.

When they were about halfway there, Thurston spied a market that was actually open, and suggested they get chocolates for the women. Jackson thought that sounded like a nice idea, so they locked up and went in to see what they might have.

It may have been their lucky day, they weren't sure, but there was one large package of chocolates left on the lightweight racks. Thurston grabbed it, seeing someone else entering the store behind them, and carried the package over to the counter.

"Seventeen pounds for a package of chocolates? What the heck are they made of, gold?" Jackson grumbled.

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69. Wednesday, December 25, 2013 2:20 PM GMT Elspeth & Vanessa's flat, Lavender Sweep, Barrowsea, London

Even sitting in the living room listening to music had been too much for Vanessa, eventually she had gone into hiding in her room. Vanessa took the opportunity to change into a nice seasonal looking dress, then put on black seamless tights and 3.5 inch black spike heels.

Elspeth was contentedly wandering around the kitchen and dining room, fussing at this and that, checking the turkey every so often. Elspeth wasn't usually this much of a fusspot, but Christmas dinner to her was something special, she wanted it all to be absolutely perfect. She had added the vegetables and potatoes to the broth surrounding the turkey a while back, and the smell from the oven was scrumptious.

Seeing that the food was doing just fine, Elspeth changed into a bright green dress, black seamless tights and black three inch spike heels.

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70. Wednesday, December 25, 2013 2:45 PM GMT S Circular Rd. @ Muncaster Rd., Barrowsea, London

Jackson handed his phone to his brother, "Call Elspeth and tell her we'll be there in a few minutes."

Thurston dialled the number and waited, the phone was answered on the second ring.

"Hello, Elspeth Parks speaking, who may I ask is calling?"

"Hello, Elspeth, it's Thurston, we'll be arriving at your place in a few minutes, see you soon."

"Okay, bye now."

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71. Wednesday, December 25, 2013 2:51 PM GMT Elspeth & Vanessa's flat, Lavender Sweep, Barrowsea, London

Jackson knew where Elspeth and Vanessa lived, he'd had to go there a few times in the past.

The garage door was closed, he knew Elspeth and Vanessa were home, so the car was in the garage. He parked in front of the garage.

Jackson and Thurston stepped out of the van, Jackson locking it, then they walked to the entrance to the flat and knocked on the door.

Loud thumps in a fast staccato pattern preceded Elspeth's opening of the door. "Come on in, guys, Merry Christmas."

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72. Wednesday, December 25, 2013 2:55 PM GMT Elspeth & Vanessa's flat, Lavender Sweep, Barrowsea, London

"Vanessa, come on out, our guests have arrived!"

"All right, all right, I'll be out in a minute!"

"Take a seat at the table, guys, I'm going to take the turkey out now, doesn't that just smell sooooo heavenly?"

Both men took off their coats, hung them in the hall closet, washed their hands, dried them and sat down at the kitchen table. They agreed that the turkey smelled wonderful, they were having a hard time holding back, that turkey smelled too good to resist!

Vanessa wandered into the kitchen, set out plates and flatware, then took a seat at one end of the table.

A cutting board had been placed in the middle of the table; Elspeth pulled the turkey from the oven and set the pan on the board. She opened a drawer under the counter edge, pulled out a large knife and a large two prong fork, and asked Thurston to cut the turkey.

Thurston nodded, taking the utensils from her, and proceeded to cut chunks from the turkey and distribute them around the table, After serving himself, he sat down in his chair, took a good, long sniff of the bird and came within a hair of trying to eat it with just his teeth!

Elspeth laughed, grabbed a spoon and placed some potatoes and vegetables on each person's plate. "Merry Christmas. Dig in!"

The next 45 minutes was spent savouring the delicious meal and chattering about semi-recent events.

After they had all eaten their fill, they adjourned to the living room and watched some Christmas shows, including Miracle on 34th Street and A Christmas Story. It was going on 10 PM when Thurston remembered the chocolates; he excused himself for a moment, went out to the hall and picked up the box of chocolates, then returned to the living room. "Merry Christmas, Elspeth, Vanessa, I hope you enjoy these."

Jackson nodded, adding his good wishes for a Merry Christmas to his brother's as Elspeth opened the box.

"Thurston, Jackson, thank you very much, it's nice that some boys remember the love women have for chocolates!" Elspeth giggled like a young girl as she passed the box of chocolates around, each person taking one or two.

They all enjoyed the chocolates, sometimes men can like them as much as women do.

Just after 10:15 PM, both Thurston and Jackson began to yawn, then apologized. "We should head home now, it's a long drive."

"Will you two be okay to get home?" Elspeth asked.

"We should be fine," Jackson replied, "we were in worse shape on Monday and drove back here from your house up there."

Thurston nodded. "Don't worry, if I see him getting overtired, I can take over the driving if it becomes necessary."

"Then have a good night, boys, Merry Christmas, and if we don't see you before then, Happy New Year."

Vanessa added her well wishes as the two men put on their coats and started down the steps.

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73. Thursday, December 26, 2013 1:35 PM GMT Ray Purdleston's Home, Herongate, Brentwood

The cordless phone rang as he was walking from the workshop back to the house.

"Hello, Ray Purdleston speaking, who is calling?"

"Hiya, this is Bobby Burke, I'm delivering an order you made recently with Steel Express?"

"Oh, yes, the gate should be open, you'll need to go all the way back to my workshop, it's a big red and silver barn."

"We just turned into your drive, we're going past the house now, ahhhh, yes, I can see the barn."

"I'm at the house, I'll be with you in a moment."

Bobby parked the truck near the main entrance to the barn. This truck had doors on the sides, he opened a set, revealing the steel plates.

Bobby's partner, Tommy Corvis, stepped down from the truck and walked over to stand next to Bobby.

Several minutes went by before Ray walked around the end of the truck and waved to the two men standing there.

Both men had to look up a bit as Ray approached, Bobby spluttered, "Damn, you're one big sumbitch!"

Ray nodded, "That I am, gentlemen. So these are the sheets I ordered?" as he pointed at the two stacks inside the truck.

"Yep, 24 sheets 1219mm by 915mm by 12 mm, and 16 sheets 915mm by 458mm by 12mm, right?"

"Correct, gentlemen. Shall we unload them?"

"We have a heavy dolly, we'll pick the pallet up with the sheets on it, wheel it in to where you want it, drop it there, then pull the dolly out and repeat for the other stack. Doing it this way will only take us a few minutes, compared to an hour or two if we offloaded by hand."

"All right," Ray replied as he led them into the workshop. "Put the stacks by the side wall of the room at the back."

Ten minutes later, the two stacks had been unloaded and placed, and the truck had rumbled off to its next stop somewhere.

Ray grinned as he set up a large plate and a smaller one, then put on all the safety gear and proceeded to weld the two pieces into one.

He spent the rest of the afternoon and part of the evening welding pieces together, some one way, some the reverse.

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74. Friday, December 27, 2013 10:45 AM GMT Elspeth & Vanessa's flat, Lavender Sweep, Barrowsea, London

Elspeth finally got around to making a call she had been meaning to for a couple of days now, if not longer.

She had met the person she was calling many years before, and had been told of her skills at preparing subliminal messages.

She dialled the number, having retrieved it from the mishmash of paper slips with similar information on them in her locked desk drawer.

"Hello, this is Meg Postlethwaite, who is calling, please?"

"Hello, Meg, this is Elspeth Parks, although you might have known me as Elspeth Burrows at that time."

"Ahhhh, Elspeth, I do remember you, although it has been many years. So what brings you to call me now?"

"Do you remember telling me way back then about your ability to create top end subliminal messaging systems?"

"Yes, I do remember that. Are you implying that you need me to make something like that for you?"

"Yes, I do," here Elspeth explained what she would be doing.

"Hmmmm... taking boys and having them mentally influenced to think they are girls? Yes, I can do that, but it won't be cheap."

"Money isn't an issue, Meg, Momma and Daddy left us with a nice bit of cash when they passed on ten years ago."

"I understand. Just how many of these do you want?"

Elspeth provided her with some more info, giving details of how many items were needed and what needed to be in the discs.

"That's not overly complicated, I can have the lot ready for you by next Thursday."

"Thank you very much, Meg, Merry belated Christmas and Happy New Year."

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75. Tuesday, December 31, 2013 07:53 PM GMT Ray Purdleston's Workshop, Herongate, Brentwood

Ray had been making steady progress over the last few days, he only needed to do six more pieces and then inform Elspeth that they would be delivered up to the house for final assembly. Each assembled cell would be an inch slimmer than Elspeth had set as a maximum width, but he felt that wouldn't be a problem, especially once he showed them how easy it would be to turn two pieces into three sides of a cell.

The doors had been a bit of work, especially considering the need for a lockable and removable piece in each actual door. Along with the fact of having to set hinge plates in one side piece for each cell, the hinges he had made actually had a locking mechanism. Once they were joined to the main body of the cell, the only way to remove them would be to use an oxy torch or something similar.

He truly did enjoy doing work like this, even though it meant that he couldn't put his 'signature mark' on any of the pieces. He didn't want any possibility that the cells, or any part of them for that matter, could be traced back to him.

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76. Tuesday, December 31, 2013 10:14 PM GMT Elspeth & Vanessa's flat, Lavender Sweep, Barrowsea, London
Jackson & Thurston's Home, Badgers Road, Badgers Mount, Kent

Elspeth and Vanessa spent a quiet evening at home, they were watching the NYE celebration in London.

Down in the southeastern corner of the Greater London area, Jackson and Thurston were also watching the London NYE celebration.

The minutes slowly passed by, as the four people sat in their living rooms chatting.

Finally, there were just five minutes left, the four were on the edges of their seats, watching, waiting for the final countdown.

Then, it was upon them, "Ten... nine... eight... seven... six... five... four.. three... two... one..."

In the flat, Elspeth and Vanessa wished each other a Happy New Year as the fireworks went off.

Jackson and Thurston were doing the same in their small home a few miles away.

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77. Thursday, January 2, 2014 11:53 AM GMT Elspeth & Vanessa's flat, Lavender Sweep, Barrowsea, London

Elspeth was enjoying a late morning cup of tea when her phone rang.

"Hello, Elspeth Parks speaking, who may I ask is calling?"

"Hello, Elspeth, it's Meg, I've finished the items you wanted me to make. Shall I bring them to you now?"

"Please do," Elspeth recited her current address to Meg, I'll be here waiting."

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78. Thursday, January 2, 2014 3:14 PM GMT Elspeth & Vanessa's flat, Lavender Sweep, Barrowsea, London

Elspeth had felt somewhat tired after an early lunch, so she had gone into her room to catch some snooze time.

She was woken rather abruptly by her phone ringing, she wondered who would be calling her now?

She answered the call, "Hello, Elspeth Parks speaking, who may I ask is calling?"

"Hello, Elspeth, it's Ray. I've just finished the final piece, and loaded them all in my cube van."

"Then I suppose we'll need to go up to the new house tomorrow or Saturday, and assemble the cells."

"Saturday is better for me, I'm meeting someone tomorrow about a possible job."

"Okay, then, do you know where I live?"

"I know the general area, I have friends that live around there. What's your actual address?"

Elspeth gave him the info, then had him repeat it back to her to make sure he had it right.

"Okay, I'll meet you there around 10:30 AM on Saturday. I'll talk to you then, bye."

Elspeth returned his goodbye and ended the call.

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79. January 2, 2014 03:35 PM GMT Elspeth & Vanessa's flat, Lavender Sweep, Barrowsea, London

Elspeth was becoming worried that something had happened to Meg when her phone rang again.

"Hello, Elspeth Parks speaking, who may I ask is calling?"

"Hello, Elspeth, it's Meg, I'm just down the street, I'll be there in a moment. The price is £15,000."

"Right, I'm heading down the stairs now with the money for you."

Less than a minute after she opened the flat door, a car pulled up into the drive, and out stepped Meg.

The two women chatted for a moment as Elspeth passed the envelope with the cash to Meg, and Meg passed a bulkier one over to her.

"The discs are in here?" Elspeth inquired. Meg nodded, turned and sat down in her car again.

"Just make sure that you don't lose those discs, that could cause problems you might not be able to handle."

"I understand. Take care of yourself, Meg, perhaps we may cross paths again."

"Goodbye, Elspeth. That is in the hands of the gods." She revved the engine, then backed into the street and drove off.

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80. January 3, 2014 11:30 AM GMT Jackson & Thurston's Home, Badgers Road, Badgers Mount, Kent

Jackson was relaxing in his living room when his phone rang. "Hello, Jackson Marcham speaking, who is calling?"

"Hello, Jackson, I have the discs with the subliminal messaging, and Ray is bringing the cells tomorrow to be fully assembled."

"Okay, I'm assuming you want Thurston and I there to help with the physical work?"

"Yes, the cell parts will need to be carried down there, then assembled and moved into place."

"All right, I'll let Thurston know. Where do we meet you and what time?"

"Around 10:30 AM by our flat. We'll all be heading up there together."

"Got it, we'll be there."

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81. January 4, 2014 10:23 AM GMT Elspeth & Vanessa's flat, Lavender Sweep, Barrowsea, London

Elspeth heard a horn honking somewhere outside. Looking down from the living room window, she saw a cube van parked on the street. She nodded to herself, realizing that it had to be Ray with the half-made cells, so she walked down the stairs and opened the door.

Ray was standing there, in jeans and a long jacket, she beckoned him in; once he was inside, she handed him an envelope, "Your pay, sir."

He nodded and tucked the envelope into the V of a tight leather vest peeking out from the partially open zipper of his jacket.

"The half cells are in the cube van out there, once we're up there, it won't take long to put them together."

"Okay, Jackson and Thurston should be here soon, they'll be helping you with the heavy work."

Ray nodded and turned to leave the house. "I'll be waiting in my cube van."

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82. January 4, 2014 10:34 AM GMT Elspeth & Vanessa's flat, Lavender Sweep, Barrowsea, London

Elspeth was just about to sit down in her living room when another horn sounded below. This time, she looked out a side window, and spotted Jackson's van sitting in her drive, parked right in front of her garage. If he stayed there, she couldn't leave, her car was in the garage.

She trotted down the stairs this time, and opened the door to find Jackson standing there.

He looked at her, "You might want a jacket and your purse, I'm assuming the cube van there is Ray's?"

"It is Ray's, yes. Give me a minute and I'll be ready, Vanessa is staying here, no need for her to go up there right now."

"Okay, I'll move my van back onto the street. See you again in a few minutes."

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83. January 4, 2014 10:41 AM GMT Elspeth & Vanessa's flat, Lavender Sweep, Barrowsea, London

Elspeth exited the house, walking to the garage, slowly lifting the door up, then walked into the garage and unlocked her car.

Once she was seated in the car, she dropped an envelope on the passenger seat, then started the car and backed out slowly, using the remote to close the garage door. Checking to be sure there was no traffic, she turned into the street, the three vehicle procession was on its way.

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84. January 4, 2014 12:19 PM GMT Pindon Manor, Pindon End, Hanslope, Milton Keynes

Elspeth entered the drive of the manor, followed by Jackson, then by Ray with the cube van containing the cell parts. Elspeth and Jackson left plenty of room for Ray to turn the big cube van around and slowly back it in toward the front door of the house.

Elspeth stepped out of her car, locking it, then walked to the front door, unlocked it and entered the house, heading up the stairs.

She had spent some time thinking about where to place the subliminal discs to be most effective. The main issue was having each part of the overall subliminal messaging system able to connect with the other parts, yet work independently when needed.

When examining the house shortly after she had bought it, she had noted spaces in all of the rooms that were odd, almost as if parts of the walls had been removed at some point to allow small items to be left in the 'holes'. They were perfect for placing the subliminals.

So now she wandered around the house, from bedroom to bedroom to converted bedroom, and slipped a disc in a player into each hole. The various discs would be run from an automated system which would be kept in her bedroom so that she could monitor the system.

Meanwhile, Ray, Jackson and Thurston were busy unloading the cell parts, laying them out around the cellar floor. It took them about thirty minutes to unload the cube van completely, then they had to put the various parts together to make a complete cell.

Ray showed them how to join the paired back half pieces to form a solid three sided open block; he then showed them how to attach a door to a completed block, passing them keys to make sure the cell doors would open and close correctly as needed.

Assembling the cells took about 45 minutes; moving them into position required all three men, and took over 90 minutes to finish.

Just after 3:10 PM, the three men looked at the line of cells running from beside the stairs all the way to the back wall.

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85. January 4, 2014 3:20 PM GMT Pindle Manor, Pindle End, Hanslope, Milton Keynes

Ray, Jackson and Thurston walked up the stairs and out of the house, into the weak winter sunshine.

Ray handed a small bag to Jackson, then got into his cube van, started the engine and drove out of their lives.

A few minutes after Ray left, Jackson checked to see what was in the bag, it was the rest of the keys for the cells

Jackson and Thurston stood near the front door, looking out past the gate at the quiet country lanes.

Another twenty minutes passed before Elspeth joined the two men outside the house.

She smiled at them, almost like a cat that has taken the cream, and told them she had a proposition for them. They could work for her and Vanessa, living in the coach house up here, and she would pay them a rather decent sum on a weekly basis. They would need to repair and make the coach house a suitable space for them to live, and after that, their job would be to maintain the property and outbuildings.

Or they could go back to their old lives, living sometimes flush, but often from hand to mouth. It was their choice to make.

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So... the die has truly been cast. Soon, lives will be changed as the plans of the women come into fruition.

Who knows what the soon-to-be victims will be forced to do? Who knows if they will ever have the chance to be free again?

As with many things, the fates of the children these women will claim lies in the hands of the gods. Only they know for now.

No Place To Call Home: Chapter 1

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Not Work-Safe
  • CAUTION: Violence

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing
  • Transformations

Character Age: 

  • Preteen or Intermediate
  • Teenage or High School
  • Mature / Thirty+

TG Themes: 

  • Hypnosis / Mind-Control / Brainwashed
  • Physically Forced
  • Real World

TG Elements: 

  • Dominance & Submission / Bondage
  • Estrogen / Hormones
  • Identity Theft

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

This is part of a story which will feature forced femme, subliminal messaging as a form of mind control and some physical/emotional abuse.

The tags I've marked are relevant to the story as a whole. The not safe caution is for the whole story, the violence caution is for this chapter.

Anyone in the story, unless specifically stated otherwise, is a fictional character. Places in the story are real.

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1. Monday, January 6, 2014, 1:35 PM Anchor Vans, Bath Rd., Padworth, Reading

Elspeth and Vanessa had been running around London and the surrounding areas for most of the last two days looking for a van that would blend into the background. After checking what must have been nearly two dozen used vehicle lots only to find most didn't deal with vans at all, they finally discovered Anchor Vans through a series of phone calls with Jackson, who had called some of his friends and acquaintances, then passed on the information. Then the two women drove out of the city, heading to the dealership they had just learned about.

Once there, they spent a few minutes chatting with a thirtyish female sales person before stepping onto the lot and checking the vans. It took about thirty minutes before they spotted it, the van looked to be a few years old, and its dark blueish grey colour was not an issue. After minimal discussion, Elspeth paid for the van, obtaining the dealership's papers for it, and verified the dealer would send in the updated V5C.

She then hopped into the van, buckled in and started it; the engine roared to life, it seemed to be in decent shape for a five year old vehicle. She waited while Vanessa went to retrieve the car, then the two women left the dealership and headed back to their tiny apartment in Barrowsea. It was time to move on, they had a whole new life waiting for them not far from Milton Keynes.

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2. Tuesday, January 7, 2014 11:15 AM Elspeth & Vanessa's flat, Lavender Sweep, Barrowsea, London

Elspeth and Vanessa looked around the little flat they had called home for several years for the last time. They had decided to leave the furniture behind, as they could get new items as they wanted or needed them, the rest of their belongings were packed into the van.

As Elspeth had expected, Jackson and Thurston were more than happy to have a decent stable income and had taken her offer. They had gotten two friends of theirs to install a heavy door at the top of the steps to the cellar, a door that had two separate locks on it. Elspeth had placed three of the tape systems with subliminal messaging in the cellar, so each one would overlap the one next to it.

The two men had spent the last three days discussing how they would fix up the coach house as their living space and acquiring furniture for the main house and their own space. They found a small oak table for the kitchen, an eight seat old red oak table with matching chairs, a hutch also made from red oak with a matching sideboard, all for the main dining room, and two modest desks for the study in the main house, plus some shelving for books and documents. They placed each piece of furniture in its appropriate place within the house.

They had also found some furniture for themselves, a small square table, four slightly damaged chairs that they bought at a nice discount, a somewhat worn looking nice sized hutch for the kitchen/dining room, and two small but decent desks for their own small office space. The men had decided they would get new beds for themselves, but weren't as demanding as the women, basic doubles suited them just fine. They had picked up various small pieces of furniture as well, a similarly basic night table, wardrobe and dresser for each of them.

Elspeth and Vanessa turned, put on their jackets and slowly walked down the stairs, locking the door behind them one last time. Elspeth had been told to leave the key to the flat in their mail box at the front of the house, she did so and the two women walked to the vehicles.

Elspeth entered the van, Vanessa the car, and the two women buckled up and started the engines, letting them warm up for a moment.

After one final glance at the house, Elspeth checked the road, then backed the van up and started driving, followed by Vanessa.

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3. Sunday, January 12, 2014, 08:30 AM AMT Coffee, Elder Gate, Milton Keynes

Elspeth and Vanessa had spent most of the last several days roaming around the villages and towns surrounding Milton Keynes, looking for their first victim. The best prospect they had was a boy in Silverstone who regularly waited for a small bus to pick him up for school. Elspeth or Vanessa had been watching the boy since the previous Wednesday, and were meeting now to discuss the intended abduction.

Elspeth smiled while speaking quietly to her sister, "The boy is picked up just about 8:10 AM each school day, he usually heads out of the house at 8 AM and waits for the bus to arrive at the corner, that seems to be the perfect time to grab him, I'd think."

The two women were enjoying a fresh cup of tea and had split a blueberry muffin between them, each of them nibbling at their half.

Vanessa nodded, her reply also quiet, "That does seem to be the best option, he's only out there for about ten minutes each day, sometimes less, he's not in a direct line of sight from his house there unless the mother comes out onto the front porch, and from what I saw on Friday, most of the people in the area are either gone by then or likely working a different shift. There are also several places along that stretch of Stewart Dr. with a clear view of his corner; as long as we don't sit there all day, waiting in the van shouldn't be an issue. If it becomes absolutely necessary, I suppose we could say we are waiting for a return call from a friend for directions, as we got lost," she giggled.

Elspeth smiled again. "So as long as we act like we belong there, we should be able to snatch him and leave fairly easily. The only possible problems I can see would be the bus driver or someone out for a walk or run, but I guess that's a chance we'll have to take."

Vanessa agreed, the two women finished their food, sipped the last of their teas and walked out to the car.

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4. Monday, January 13, 2014 7:49 AM About 35 meters east of Brabham Close on Stewart Drive, Silverstone, Towcester

Elspeth calmly turned the van around, facing it toward Brabham Close, and waited for the boy to show up at the corner. Vanessa was in the back of the van, not visible at the moment, so that she could open the side door and grab the boy as they passed him.

Both had dressed in bulky clothing to hide their obvious female physical characteristics from casual view. Both had their hair in pony tails.

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5. Monday, January 13, 2014 8:01 AM Corner of Stewart Drive and Brabham Close, Silverstone, Towcester

Charles Robert Whitcomb, Jr., exited his house in Brabham Close in the small village of Silverstone, which is the home of Silverstone Circuit, where several types of racing take place throughout the year, and walked down to the corner at Stewart Dr. He was 14 years old, 5'2" tall, maybe 90 pounds, with mousy brown hair just reaching his shoulders, wide green eyes he had inherited from his mother, and a somewhat pretty face that he also seemed to have inherited from his mother. He stood on the corner, waiting for his bus, one foot tapping impatiently.

Charles wasn't paying much attention to what was around him, he was annoyed at having to go to school, some of the boys there were a bit rough on him from time to time, name calling was the worst of it but the odd shove, push or trip didn't help matters much at all.

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6. Monday, January 13, 2014 8:06 AM Corner of Stewart Drive and Brabham Close, Silverstone, Towcester

Charles was still standing there, foot tapping impatiently on the curb. He finally spotted the bus turning his way from Graham Hill.

At that moment, he heard the revving of an engine behind him, turned around and noticed a large dark van coming his way. Before he even had an idea of what was happening, the side door on his side of the vehicle had been thrown open, he was grabbed and yanked into the back of the van, and ended up tumbling into the inner wall on the other side, whacking his head in the process as the side door was closed.

The bus driver, having turned into Stewart Drive only seconds before, witnessed it all, unable to do anything to stop what was happening, and had to slam on the brakes as the van swerved around him, then turned onto Graham Hill and continued wherever it was going. Once he had managed to come to a complete stop, he contacted the Thames Valley Police and reported the abduction, giving the child's name, age and other info, but he had had nothing more than snapshot glimpses of the driver or the person who grabbed the child, and couldn't give more than a very vague description. One thing he did see, though, was that the front plate on the van had been muddied, so it couldn't be read at all.

A young male and his current girlfriend, walking west along the longer curve further up Stewart Drive, also witnessed the abduction, but being that they were a good distance from the actual event, they didn't see anything very clearly, and could only vaguely describe the van and child. They, too, called the Thames Valley Police and reported the abduction, disappointed that they couldn't identify the victim or the abductors.

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7. Monday, January 13, 2014 8:10 AM Corner of High St., Brackley Rd. and Towcester Rd., Silverstone, Towcester

Elspeth giggled nervously as she stopped at a corner. "It looks like we're good to go, I don't think any of them saw us clearly at all."

Vanessa returned the giggle, just as nervous as her sister, then turned to the child on the floor of the van, looking him over. "He'll do well enough, heck, he looks semi girlish already, I bet he's had a rough time at school because of his looks."

Charles looked up at the woman, snapping petulantly, "How would you know what I've had to deal with at school? Who are you?"

Vanessa growled, then leaned forward and slapped the boy hard across the cheek. "I don't want to hear any back talk from you at all! In fact, unless one of us specifically gives you permission to speak, you will remain silent at all times from now on, is that clear?"

Charles tried to back away from the apparently crazy woman, but soon found himself backed up against the doors. The woman followed him to the back of the van, grabbed him by the arm and dragged him back near the front seats. "Stay there, and not a word!"

Elspeth turned toward Towcester, having decided to take a meandering path back to the house. She smiled, life was looking good.

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8. Monday, January 13, 2014 8:25 AM River Tove crossing near Heathencote and Shutlanger, Towcester

Elspeth had been careful to stay within posted speed limits, and was crossing the River Tove when Charles decided he'd had enough.

He wasn't as large as either of the women, but he had the element of surprise when he lunged forward and shoved Vanessa as hard as he could against the side door of the van. She was dazed for a moment, which gave Charles the chance to throw a weak punch at her. She blocked that easily enough, then turned and hit him with a solid haymaker right across the jaw, knocking him down, out for the count.

Elspeth turned slightly and growled, "What the heck was that?" as she continued to drive along the road.

Vanessa, in a mood to growl herself, snapped back, "The little bastard shoved me against the door, then hit me, well, at least he can't hit worth a damn. I kind of wish I hadn't responded by hitting him that hard, he's going to have a nasty bruise at a bare minimum."

Vanessa leaned down, taking a closer look at the boy. "Damn, I hit him hard enough that I actually knocked him out."

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9. Monday, January 13, 2014 8:33 AM Hartwell Rd. and Bozenham Mill Ln., Ashton, Milton Keynes

Charles groaned and shifted a bit, then remembered what had happened and where he was, in the back of a van with a crazy woman. The woman in question heard him and leaned forward, growling at him, "You're lucky right now, I hit you pretty hard but it looks like you'll get away with only a spectacular bruise from it. Next time she or I tell you to do something, we expect that you will obey us immediately!"

Charles cowered, pulling himself backward until he was leaning on the side wall of the van, whimpering, "Don't hurt me. Please don't hurt me." Charles continued to moan and whimper for a bit, then noticed that they were turning into the gated entrance of a large house.

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10. Monday, January 13, 2014 8:37 AM Sponne School, Towcester

John Roberts pulled to a stop near the front entrance of the school, opened the doors and watched the children head inside. He sat there for a few minutes, wondering why he was still doing this at his age, then shook his head and walked slowly into the entrance area of the school, working his way down to the office of the parent support advisor, where he slumped into a seat and promptly broke into tears.

The advisor came out of her office, hearing someone crying, only to discover John sitting there bawling. She asked him what was wrong.

"Boy... Charles... taken as I was about... to pick him up... that poor boy... someone grabbed him, ab... abducted him!"

"Abducted who? Wait a minute, you said Charles, Charles who?"

"Ch... Charles Whit... Whitcomb, Jr., I was about to... to pick him up and... and someone grabbed... him... right off the... street!"

"Stay right here, John, I'll be back in a few minutes. I mean it, stay there."

Barbra-Ann Potter ran out of her office, heading for the home room that Charles had every morning. When she found out, upon entering the room in question, that no one had seen him, she became very worried and ran back to her office, where John was still crying.

It took her an hour to settle him down enough to get the whole story from him in plain Queen's English. Now she was very worried.

After checking once again that Charles was not in the building, or any of his classes, Barbra-Ann called the police.

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11. Monday, January 13, 2014 8:40 AM Pindon Manor, Pindon End, Hanslope, Milton Keynes

When the van had fully stopped, Vanessa grabbed the boy, opened the side door behind her and dragged him out of the vehicle. While Elspeth made sure the van was locked, Vanessa hauled the boy to the front door, pulling some keys from her jacket pocket, and unlocked the door, pulling the boy into the house with her. Elspeth was only a few steps behind them as they made their way to the door to the cellar.

Elspeth pulled out a set of keys, then spent a moment unlocking both locks on the door before she pulled it back, waving them through. Vanessa returned her keys to her purse and still firmly holding onto Charles, dragged him down the stairs and stopped before the first cell.

"Well, young Charles, yes, we know who you are, or should I call you Charlotte like some of the boys at your school do?" Charles' reaction was to scream, and try to pull himself from her grasp, but he wasn't strong enough and screams weren't going to be noticed here.

Vanessa giggled, still holding Charles. "Now, is there anything we need to know? Medical issues, allergies? You have permission to answer."

Charles took a quick look around, most of the one wall seemed to be filled with these heavy steel boxes, no, they were CELLS! He tried to pull away from her again, with no success this time, either, then heard that he was allowed to speak. "Type 1 diabetes mellitus, ma'am."

Vanessa winced, and she clearly heard Elspeth mutter, "Damn!" under her breath, Charles heard it, too.

Elspeth thought for a moment, then told her sister that she was going upstairs to deal with this, and handed her some keys. Vanessa took the keys, still holding Charles, and began working her way through them to find the one that opened the first cell. When she did find it, she giggled to herself, unlocked the cell door, then turned to Charles and said with a smile, "Welcome to your new home, Charles."

She then bent him down and shoved him into the cell, pushing the door closed as he tumbled in, then locked it and wandered upstairs.

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12. Monday, January 13, 2014 8:45 AM Pindon Manor, Pindon End, Hanslope, Milton Keynes

Elspeth had gone up into the main part of the house, pulled out her cell phone and called Jackson, who answered on the third ring.

"Hello, this is Jackson Marcham, who is calling, please?"

"Hello, Jackson, it's Elspeth, your answering the phone is improving, dear."

"Thanks a lot, Elspeth, you're always a bit of a terror on things like that, now what do you need me for?"

"We grabbed the boy we decided would be the first program inductee a little while ago, and just now found out he has type 1 diabetes."

"Did you check to see if he carries any insulin with him at all?"

"Oh, damn, I knew I forgot something, give me a moment, I'm going to grab his bag, it's in the van." She quickly walked to the front door, opened it, practically marched to the van, using the remote to unlock it, then grabbed the bag and checked it thoroughly, no insulin.

"Not good, Jackson, no insulin in his bag, so it looks like he doesn't carry it with him at all. How can we get some today? ASAP?"

Jackson thought for a few minutes, "There's a doc I know who might help out, you'll have to let me call him to find out, I'll let you know."

"All right, I just hope he can do this, or we might be off to a very bad start here, which we really don't need."

Elspeth took the bag with her, locked the van, then entered the house to find Vanessa sitting at the small kitchen table.

Vanessa grinned at her sister as she told her that the boy was locked up nice and snug.

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13. Monday, January 13, 2014 9:20 AM Pindon Manor, Pindon End, Hanslope, Milton Keynes

Charles was freaking out, he hadn't known it until now, but it quickly became quite obvious once he was in the cell that he didn't like small, dark spaces. He couldn't see anything at all, he couldn't hear anything except for whatever noises he made. He screamed, he cried, he beat at the various walls and the door until his hands were a mass of bruises, with a few cuts dripping blood, and nothing happened.

Then he noticed sounds that were just barely audible, he concentrated and eventually figured out that it was a voice speaking. The voice seemed to be saying things about how nice it was to be a girl, how girls could be pretty and other similar concepts. This scared him as much as the cramped space and the darkness did, and he lost it again, once more beating on the walls around him in sheer frustration.

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14. Monday, January 13, 2014 9:51 AM Thames Valley Police's Wolverton Station

The phone at the front desk of the Wolverton station of the Thames Valley Police rang, and the staff person at the desk took the call.

"Wolverton Station, Thames Valley Police, may I ask why you are calling?"

"My name is Barbra-Ann Potter, I'm the parent support advisor for Sponne School, I'm calling to report a child is missing."

"A missing child? I need any information you have about the child, please, ma'am."

"The missing child is Charles Robert Whitcomb, Jr., he's 14, birthdate August 13th, 1999, 5'2", about 90 pounds, shoulder length mousy brown hair, a rather pretty looking young boy, which gets him into problems. Oh, and he also has type 1 diabetes, we keep insulin here for him."

The officer quickly made notes giving the details about the child, then asked, "Any other medical conditions, ma'am?"

"No, sir, just the diabetes. Charles should have been here about 8:30 AM, but no one here has seen him at all today. Why, the driver who picks him up to bring him here every day was practically in hysterics when he arrived here after picking up several other children. It took me this long to get him to actually tell what he saw, and when I couldn't find any evidence of Charles being here, I called you."

"What is the name of the bus driver, ma'am? We'll need to talk to him at some point."

"The bus driver is John Roberts, he's been doing this for more than forty years, he's retiring at the end of the school year."

The officer scanned through reports taken earlier that day, and found a call at 8:07 AM about an abduction listing the caller as John Roberts. He noticed that the name of the child taken matched the name of the child this woman said was missing.

"I'll make sure to pass this up the line, miss. Thank you for your call, I hope the rest of your day turns out to be better."

"At the moment, the only thing that matters to me is that this child be somewhere safe, but I'm highly doubtful after talking with John."

"Understood, ma'am. The sooner I get this moving, the sooner we might find the boy."

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15. Monday, January 13, 2014 10:03 AM Thames Valley Police's Wolverton Station

The young staff person walked with heavy heart to the door belonging to the station's Inspector and knocked, then waited for a response.

The Inspector, a woman who appeared to be about 50 years of age, turned to face the door and called, "Come in."

When the staff person entered, and the Inspector saw his worried expression, she asked what she was needed for. The staff person passed over his notebook, let her read the details given there, then told her about the two calls referring to an abduction an hour or two before.

"From what I can see, Inspector Thompson, this is a definite abduction, which was witnessed by at least three people, although none of them could give any identifying characteristics for the person who grabbed the boy or the driver of the van, which has a muddied front plate. The boy has been described by both the driver of the bus that picked him up on weekdays, and by the parent support advisor at his school. The boy didn't show up at school today, and someone will need to meet with the driver to get as much information as they can, the call made by him only stated that he had just witnessed the boy being snatched off the street less than a minute before he would have picked him up for school. The parent support advisor called us just now to report the child missing, after it seems she had talked to the distraught bus driver."

"Hmmm... the fact that the boy has diabetes type 1 and no insulin puts him at fairly serious risk of harm, have him listed as missing. I want PC Smythe-James to talk to that driver and get every scrap of information from him, also to check his past history for any legal issues. Send PC Cavendish to the school to meet this parent support advisor, we need whatever information she can give us. The hardest thing here is that we need to send two people to the boy's home to inform his parents that he is now missing and presumed to be at risk of harm."

"Inspector, Ma'am, we only have six constables here, maybe we could send a PCSO with a constable to talk to the parent(s)?"

Inspector Thompson nodded, "That works. Send PC Brandt and PCSO Richards there. We need to move fast, time may be very limited."

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16. Monday, January 13, 2014 10:12 AM Pindon Manor, Pindon End, Hanslope, Milton Keynes

Charles was curled up in a ball at the back of the cell, crying. His hands were a mess, he thought he might have broken a finger as a result of the frenzied attack he had tried to do upon the walls of the cell, but wasn't sure, all he knew was that it hurt like hell, and he was crying. The closed quarters of the cell terrified him, and the darkness only added to that terror, the pain had no effect except to tell him it was all real.

Those just barely audible messages continued their unending assault upon his mind. He would acquiesce sooner or later.

Not A Girl

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Attempted Suicide
  • CAUTION: Language
  • CAUTION: Not Work-Safe
  • CAUTION: Physical or Emotional Abuse
  • CAUTION: Rape / Sexual Assault
  • CAUTION: Suicide
  • CAUTION: Violence

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

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  • Fiction

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Physically Forced
  • Real World

TG Elements: 

  • Estrogen / Hormones

Other Keywords: 

  • Accidental Deaths
  • Justice Attained
  • forced feminization

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This story very briefly uses the characters Katie, Liam, Pat, Brendan, Niall and Jimmy from my story Some Gave All which I posted here last summer: https://bigclosetr.us/topshelf/fiction/69181/some-gave-all

This story is related to that one, as it tells about things that happened at the orphanage after those six kids ran away in May of 2006.

Most of the story is told from one boy's viewpoint, i. e., memories of what happened to himself and some other boys there.

Be warned, this story is about various kinds of abuses against a group of children. It also includes children dying due to accidents or stupidity on multiple occasions, in two cases by suicide/suspected suicide. This is NOT a suitable story for what one might call 'light reading'.

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1. O'Shaughnessy orphanage, somewhere in South Boston, 2:15 PM EDT, Tuesday May 9, 2006

Mrs. Honoria O'Shaughnessy met with four of her employees that afternoon to discuss some of the boys living in the orphanage.

"Jennie, Beth, Vera, Catherine, we have that large back room on the third floor that isn't being used at the moment, correct?"

The four women who had been named all nodded, then waited for Mrs. O'Shaughnessy to continue.

"Have the four of ye noticed that some boys here, the ones a few years from their teens or just reaching that point, look girlish?" she asked.

The four women nodded again, then Vera replied, "Aye, Keith O'Bannon, Peter Banks, Bobby Foster, Johnny Carver just to name a few."

Mrs. O'Shaughnessy displayed a shark smile, "Right, those four and others. Maybe we can push them into acting or being more feminine?"

Jennie giggled, she thought this could be fun. "A little physical help to remind them from time to time should help to keep them in line."

Mrs. O'Shaughnessy laughed, "A girl after me own heart, ye are, Jennie! My ironwood ruler and these should do the trick." She opened a long, narrow bag sitting on the end of the table and pulled out half a dozen stout rods, each one about two feet long and two inches thick.

Mrs. O'Shaughnessy continued speaking, "Smack a child with the side of one of those, they'll be crying pretty quickly. If they get a little too sassy with one of you, a sharp poke under the ribs will slow them down and remind them who the bosses are here in my orphanage."

The four women nodded, each of them picking up one of the rods that were lying on the table in front of Mrs. O'Shaughnessy.

Mrs. O'Shaughnessy showed that shark grin again, then said, "Beth, give these last two rods to Jimmy Baker and Tony Felucci."

Beth nodded, Jimmy and Tony were the men who watched the cameras and patrolled inside the orphanage every night from 9 PM to 7 AM. What the children didn't know was that there were several cameras well hidden in each dormitory to keep an eye on the kids.

Mrs. O'Shaughnessy swept her gaze across the four women, then spoke again, her final words at this suddenly called staff meeting. "From now on, when we decide a boy should be girlied up, they'll be moved into that back room and they'll stay there until they leave here."

Beth, Jennie and Vera were all house wardens, staff in charge when Mrs. O'Shaughnessy wasn't present, but they also had other duties in the orphanage. Beth was the orphanage's secretary and accountant, Jennie did all of the laundry and Vera organized the cleaning duties.

Catherine was the orphanage's cook, she listened but said nothing and followed the other three women from the main office.

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2. O'Shaughnessy orphanage, somewhere in South Boston, approximately 1:00 AM EDT, Wednesday May 10, 2006

Keith, later to be known as Katie, never went through that unofficial program, as he and the other five boys mentioned in the story Some Gave All (see link at top of story) chose that night to run away from the orphanage. They had all had enough of the rampant abuse there.

Liam was the tallest of the six of them and had swung a sock loaded with odds and ends at the cameras they had discovered a few days earlier. Once several of the cameras had been blinded, the six boys had scampered out of their dormitory and into a nearby washroom.

Jimmy had come up to check on the cameras that suddenly weren't working, as well as to check that the kids were in their beds.

As soon as the six heard Jimmy enter the dormitory, they slipped out of the bathroom and quietly made their way to the front entrance of the orphanage. They had made it almost to the front door when the second guard, Tony, stepped out from the small security room.

"What the heck do ye boys think ye're doing running around down here at this time of night?" he barked at them.

As one, the six boys yelled, "We're leaving this hellhole!" then the three largest, Liam, Pat and Jimmy hit Tony in a combined rush that left the much bigger man lying on the floor with a bruised shoulder and two cracked ribs from where he had bounced off the door frame.

Five of the six boys left Tony lying there, ready to run right out the door, then Jimmy realized Tony had the keys for the building and quickly searched the injured man while whispering to Liam and Pat to hold him down. The keys were soon found and a moment later, the door was open. The six boys ran outside, Jimmy throwing the keys back inside, then they raced off into the dark of the night and were soon gone.

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3. O'Shaughnessy orphanage, somewhere in South Boston, 3:51 PM EDT, Wednesday May 10, 2006

Mrs. O'Shaughnessy met us at the front door as we returned from the parish school beside St. Agnes Church several blocks from here. St. Agnes had been taking the boys from the orphanage in as students and school had ended about twenty minutes earlier.

I have no idea how long this place has been open, but every day I wish someone would strike down that bitch Mrs. O'Shaughnessy. If you do anything in there that she deems to be wrong in even the slightest way, you'll get a solid rapping from that ironwood ruler.

I have to admit I've crossed her a few times already, and god almighty, that damn ruler hurts like hell!

Anyway, as the horde slowly entered the building under her watchful eye, she started calling out names. "Peter Banks, Robert Foster, John Carver, Angus O'Reilly, Steven Armitage, Albert Vincent, Thomas Callahan, please follow Beth. No slacking, boys, move!"

Oh, for the record, I'm Angus Sean O'Reilly. I ended up in this horrible place about three weeks ago. I was the only kid in our family, and that came to a brutal and shocking end in the middle of April when my parents went out on a date and never returned.

They left me in the care of a babysitter now and then when they wanted to go out and have some fun. Heck, I'm only six, gosh darn it!

Well, some idiotic jerk decided to go into the restaurant where they were dining and hold up the place. I'm not exactly sure just what happened there, but said idiotic jerk became angry and started shooting. My parents were two of the seven people that died there that night.

The other people in the restaurant were held hostage for almost two hours before a police sniper took the guy out after he shot someone else.

We had been doing okay, I guess, mostly staying ahead of the bills, then they were dead and everything was wiped out with the funeral costs.

Mom had been disowned by her family when she became engaged to dad years ago and I had never met anyone from her side. Dad was an only child; his parents were both in their late seventies and quite frail, as well as being poor, so they wouldn't be able to care for me.

I ended up in the hellhole just four days after my parents died. The funeral had barely ended when I was hauled away by a social worker.

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4. A community center near the former O'Shaughnessy orphanage building, 4:10 PM EST, Friday January 5, 2018

They closed the O'Shaughnessy orphanage down just before the 2017 calendar year ended.

The other kids from the orphanage have been staying in a community center a few blocks away from the former orphanage.

I just finished doing a 72 hour psychiatric assessment that was ordered by a judge last week. I'm not going to explain why just yet.

The legal process is slowly picking up speed. Five city councillors have been indicted, as well as half a dozen social workers plus the staff members at the orphanage, including the two night guards. The staff are facing very serious legal penalties for their actions.

Why is this happening, you ask? Well, I guess I'll have to tell you. Mind you, it isn't a pretty story.

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5. O'Shaughnessy orphanage, somewhere in South Boston, 4:15 PM EDT, Wednesday May 10, 2006

Those of us who had been named by that bitch Mrs. O'Shaughnessy walked along behind Beth, up the stairs and then around and up them again to the third floor of the building. She led us to a large room at the back that now had twenty cots spaced out along the walls.

We were told to go in and pick a cot. Just after the last of us had entered the room, we heard a key turn in the door.

It only took a very brief moment for us to discover we had been locked into the room and there were no windows and no other exits.

I made a fuss for a few minutes, but eventually realized that it wasn't making any difference at all in our situation and stopped.

I had an old Timex kid's watch that had been passed down to me from my dad for my last birthday. The time showed 4:26 PM.

We sat there on those shabby, small cots and waited for what turned out to be a bit over half of an hour.

We could also see what looked like four open toilet cubicles, four of those tight square showers and four sinks at the far end of the room.

Just after five PM, the key was in the lock again and the door opened, revealing four women blocking the doorway.

Each of these women had what looked like a thick wooden rod in one hand. The four entered the room; Beth turned, shut the door, then faced us again. Beth remained standing by the doorway as an obvious sign that she was there to prevent us from leaving the room.

Jennie smirked at the seven of us, the oldest among us was barely nine and only slightly taller than me.

Jennie and Vera stalked around us for several minutes, then Beth decided to enter the fray, sending Catherine to stand by the door.

Beth stood in front of Thomas and myself, then hissed, "Ye boys are special, ye'll be learning a whole new lifestyle now!"

None of us had a clue what she was talking about, then Beth ordered Jennie to grab the bag from outside of the room.

Catherine opened the door, watching us closely, then closed it again as soon as Jennie returned with the big black garbage bag.

Jennie dropped the bag on the floor in the middle of the room, opened it, then started tossing girls' clothing at the seven of us.

It was an instinctual reaction to catch the flying items. A quick look showed me that the clothing I held would fit reasonably well.

Beth spoke again, "Ye lot, strip now and put on the clothes ye've just been given. While in this house, ye'll wear only girl things!"

We just stood there gaping like fish out of water until Beth lashed out with that thick rod, smacking Johnny's left side fast and hard.

Of course, Johnny yelped due to the pain that had just been inflicted and the seven of us scurried to put on the girly clothing. That clothing turned out to be panties, a set of tights each and a knee length dress with long sleeves. It was still only early spring after all.

Jennie apparently decided I wasn't getting dressed quickly enough, as I soon ended up being smacked with the rod in her hand.

Once we were all dressed to their satisfaction, the four women left the room, locking the door again.

That was the last time I saw that boy's model wind-up Timex watch for almost a dozen years.

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6. O'Shaughnessy orphanage, somewhere in South Boston, 3:45 PM EDT, Friday May 19, 2006

It didn't take very long for us to realize that if we didn't do as we were told and promptly, one or all of us would be hit by those nasty rods.

A couple of days after we ended up in that room on the third floor, we entered it to find a large table and chairs in the middle of the room.

When I asked what the table was for, Beth laughed and told me that we would be eating our meals in here from this time forward.

We soon found out that she had told us the truth, we never again had a meal outside of that room during our time in the orphanage.

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7. O'Shaughnessy orphanage, somewhere in South Boston, 3:20 PM EDT, August 23, 2006

School was no longer the only place where we had lessons. As soon as we were in that room each weekday, and for most of the day on the weekends, we were being shown how to do things as girls do them, specifically by the four women mentioned here already.

Things changed again in late August of that year when four new female staff were hired specifically to watch over the group in that room.

In the three months and a bit that had passed since we were first kept in the room, five new boys had joined us. We were now twelve in number. Having twelve small and slender children present at one time didn't bother the women at all, they knew how to keep us in line.

Each new addition to the group quickly learned to fear those rods just as much as those of us who had been there since the beginning.

The girl lessons continued day in and day out, occupying the majority of our 'free' time each day.

I know I didn't like the lessons, I sure as hell didn't want to be a girl, but I didn't want to get hit by those rods if I could avoid it, either. Avoiding the rods just wasn't that easy, though. Any minor errors in our actions or behaviour brought a swift strike from one or more of them.

It was at this point in time that Mrs. O'Shaughnessy 'hired' three of her nephews to take the whole orphanage to school and back each day. Those of us who were being kept in that large back room on the third floor had a bus all to ourselves, separate from the other boys.

The nephews also helped out in the evenings, keeping an eye on the kids doing their usual activities in various rooms in the building.

As I said earlier, when outside the orphanage during the early years in that room, we still looked like young boys, we just acted a bit oddly. I suppose it could be blamed on all those girl lessons over the summer holidays, but we no longer acted like ordinary young boys.

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8. O'Shaughnessy orphanage, somewhere in South Boston, 1:45 PM EST, Saturday February 17, 2007

The other side of having those three nephews around the place didn't become clear to us until late that winter.

I have no idea what happened, but most of the women 'guarding' us were called away today to handle a ruckus somewhere in the building.

While they went off to deal with it, Catherine stayed to watch us, along with those three nephews of Mrs. O'Shaughnessy.

I suppose Johnny thought that because the other women weren't present, we could just do what we wanted. Boy, was he ever wrong.

We started making our own ruckus. Catherine was afraid of some of us, I think, and she just stood there doing nothing. That just had us acting even wilder for a few minutes, then the three nephews waded in, knocking us all around the room using their fists and feet.

They went through the whole lot of us in just a minute or two. Five of us ended up with broken bones, three with cracked ribs, and nine out of the twelve had black eyes and/or bruised jaws. We were a sorry looking bunch at that point, every one us of crying floods of tears.

The three men just stood there for a moment, then one of them said, "That will teach ye lot to mind yer manners all the time!"

That was the last time we ever acted as a group that I can remember. From that point onward, we were deathly scared of those three men.

Those of us who had been injured enough to require medical attention were taken to various hospitals in the area, treated and released. It wasn't even difficult for the adult in each case to explain away what had happened, i.e., "kid runs around, slips, slams arm against stone wall".

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9. O'Shaughnessy orphanage, somewhere in South Boston, 4:45 PM EDT, Thursday June 7, 2007

The school year will be ending in a week or so, then we'll be stuck in that damn room for the whole summer again!

The orphanage gives us just enough food to survive. If it weren't for the food at St. Agnes school, us orphanage kids would be skin and bones.

That doesn't help us much, though. Even with the food from school, we're not growing much from what we can see. The clothes they started forcing us to wear a year ago now still fit for the most part. On a few kids in here, the dresses are becoming too big for them.

We get weighed by Beth in a side room on the third floor every Saturday morning, one at a time. I'm not doing too badly, I suppose, I've actually gained two inches and seven pounds in the last year, but Johnny, Pete and Sam, one of the new boys, have all lost a lot of weight.

When one of those boys takes his dress off at night to slip into the nighties they require us to wear, we can all too clearly see their ribs.

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10. O'Shaughnessy orphanage, somewhere in South Boston, 4:00 PM EDT, Wednesday September 4, 2007

It seems that Mrs. O'Shaughnessy has been communicating with someone in the school board. We were told this morning that we would be occupying what used to be an unused room near the back of the St. Agnes school as our own little private classroom.

Damn that bitch! First she splits us up from the other boys in the orphanage, now we're being split up at school, too!

When we were told this by Beth who stood smirking in front of the other women, I flipped out, ran forward and punched Beth in the breast.

Beth staggered back, screaming in pain, then I found myself literally hauled off my feet by the biggest of the four new women, Stephanie. She held me there for a moment, glaring at me as she waited to see if Beth was okay, then threw me over her knee and whupped my butt.

She used one of those damnable rods on my butt. I'm not sure how many times she hit me, but it hurt like hell to sit down for several days.

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11. O'Shaughnessy orphanage, somewhere in South Boston, 7:50 AM EDT, March 20, 2008

We're getting a brief break from school thanks to tomorrow being Good Friday. By this point, feminine actions and mannerisms were pretty much automatic to most of us in the back room on the third floor, with the exception of the new arrivals as they learned the ropes.

When we returned to the room today, we found that ten more cots had been added, bringing the total up to thirty now. That wasn't the only change, a second table just like the first one had been brought in, with enough chairs to go around it to make space for new folks.

Our numbers had been slowly increasing as the months went by, the former group of twelve had expanded now to nineteen.

The tiniest of errors or infractions still brought a swift response via one or more of those bloody rods. It was a rare day that no one was hit.

Two of the new arrivals, who apparently ended up in the orphanage two days ago, are fraternal twins. For the most part, they look almost the same, but if you look closely, it's soon obvious that Paul's nose is a bit thicker than Perry's and that Perry is slightly taller than Paul.

Both boys, though, fit well into the small and slender for one's age category just like the rest of us stuck in that horrid lifeless room. I say lifeless because we aren't allowed to be rambunctious at all. Nope, we're forced to be so prim and proper that we're duller than dishwater.

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12. Cemetery by St. Agnes church, South Boston, 11:50 AM EDT, Saturday October 25, 2008

We had to attend a funeral today. Johnny Carver, one of the original 'girl' group along with myself, died last Wednesday afternoon when he slipped on a wet spot on the floor in the room a short while after Sally had mopped it. He hit the outside wall head first and broke his neck.

The staff in control of the room made sure that Johnny was wearing male clothing items that were a bit loose on him but looked appropriate. It seems our original clothing had been saved for emergency purposes, and Johnny was buried today wearing his shabby 'best' suit.

The atmosphere in the room has been rather quiet since Johnny died, almost as if his death took the last little bit of life from us all.

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13. Cemetery by St. Agnes church, South Boston, 12:35 PM EDT, Sunday October 25, 2009

I can't believe it has been a year since we buried Johnny here. It honestly doesn't seem that long at all.

The staff in the orphanage that we deal with on a daily basis keep a tight rein on us, punishments are becoming more serious as we grow older.

I've had my butt whupped all too thoroughly a few times over the last year, but like anyone learning new things, I make mistakes sometimes.

I can't be sure, but I think one or more of those whuppings has resulted in a bruised or possibly cracked hip bone on my left side. There are times when I take a step forward or shift my weight and I'll get hit by a nasty spike of pain that sometimes has me actually swooning.

The orphanage staff just say I'm fine and ignore me when I ask to have it checked. None of us have phones, so we can't call out. Not only that, but at any time when we leave this room, say to be weighed or talked to privately, we're never allowed near any of the house phones.

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14. O'Shaughnessy orphanage, somewhere in South Boston, 4:20 PM EST, Monday December 21, 2009

Another one of those occasional 'emergencies' happened today, this time to me. I ended up in Carney Hospital for the night.

Remember that left hip of mine that I said needed to be looked at as soon as possible? Well, it ended up being broken yesterday evening.

We had finished our rather meagre dinner and the dishes had been removed when the staff person Sally came in to look around. I was whispering and giggling with Paul and Perry over in a corner of the room and Sally came rushing over to put a stop to it.

I stood up from the end of the cot that I had been using as a seat and faced Sally, then bluntly asked "What lit your panties on fire?"

She growled, grabbed my by my hair which had been growing since this whole weird program started and hit me hard in the gut with the rod in her hand. I doubled over and she yanked my head up and slammed me in the right side just under my rib cage this time.

I made a strong effort to twist in her grasp, then Paul or Perry, I'm not sure which one it was, twisted her arm holding the rod behind her back.

I finally managed to pull myself from her clutching left hand, but that set me off balance and I stumbled and slammed my left hip on a small part of the inner wall that actually entered into the room itself. Maybe it was a small alcove partition or something else, I have no idea.

What I do know is that my hip hit that bit of hard stone and everyone within about thirty feet of us heard the "SNAP!" as my hip broke.

I'm restricted to a wheelchair for at least ten weeks, possibly twelve, to allow the hip to fully heal after it had been fixed in the hospital.

Oh, damn, I can't get out of here unless someone carries me up and down stairs. I seriously doubt that the staff will do that for me.

I guess I'm going to be sitting in this room alone during the day once we're all back in school again. Talk about being bored out of my mind.

Gods, I just realized that going to the washroom with this darn hip is going to be a right PITA. One more thing I don't bloody need!

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15. O'Shaughnessy orphanage, somewhere in South Boston, 7:55 PM EDT, Sunday August 12, 2010

My hip eventually healed after that injury, but it will always be a way that I will know when rain will be coming soon.

Summer vacation is drawing to an end, we'll be back in school for another year in just a few more weeks.

Injuries and death seem to abound here, we lost another boy that was undergoing feminization here on Tuesday. No one is sure as to just how it happened, but the boy, Andrew Mulbert, ended up with a small internal abdominal wound that went septic and then gangrenous. He was being tough in the only way he could, I guess, and it cost the stupid boy his life. We buried him at St. Agnes church yesterday afternoon.

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16. Cemetery by St. Agnes church, South Boston, 3:30 PM EDT, Monday October 25, 2010

It has now been two years since Johnny died. Those of us who knew him well miss him very much.

This place is beginning to haunt me. Two deaths and over a dozen major injuries since their filthy little feminization program started.

It's not just the rain that makes my hip ache, cold temperatures do as well and winter will be upon us again in a month or two.

How much more hurt and harm will happen in this hellhole before all of this crazy shit stops? Are we just pawns on some stupid game board?

If I could think of a way that could stop this that wouldn't set us all in the way of harm, I would have said something long ago. Those of us living in that third floor back room have been warned in extremely strong words of what will happen if we ever tell anyone what happens here.

I can't be absolutely sure, but the oldest kid here, thirteen year old Bobby Foster, almost looks like he is growing breasts. How odd!

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17. O'Shaughnessy orphanage, somewhere in South Boston, 2:15 PM EST, Monday December 27, 2010

It's hard to celebrate Christmas when one can't have a tree, exchange gifts or even be allowed to make things for one's friends.

I am truly beginning to hate being stuck in this ugly room at the back of an even uglier building, but I can't see a way to be free yet.

The weather has been cold off and on recently and my hip has been complaining via aching much more than usual.

School will start again in about a week, then it's back to the grind there, and back to all of the girl lessons here in the hellhole after school. We get drilled on feminine attitudes, gestures, mannerisms, etc, even more at times like this because we don't have to study for school.

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18. O'Shaughnessy orphanage, somewhere in South Boston, 8:15 PM, Thursday March 17, 2011

There was another accident that resulted in a serious injury today. No luck of the Irish here for Sam Kemper, he sure could have used it.

The orphanage has two cooks now, Catherine takes care of the main group and Tamara cooks our meals in the kitchen on this floor.

Tamara isn't quite the cook that Catherine is, but Catherine has more than twenty-five years of cooking experience behind her.

Tamara had opened a small bottle of cooking oil and one of the staff asked her something, she turned rapidly and some of the oil spilled on the floor. One of our new duties since the beginning of this year is that we have to help the cook to prepare meals every so often.

Today was Sam's turn to help. Well, Sam slipped on that bit of oil and shattered the three major bones in her left leg plus that ankle when she hit the wall with the leg being straight out in front of her. We found out later it took two operations and a bunch of rods and pins to fix it.

Sam will be in a full leg cast for at least eight to ten weeks, depending on how well the breaks heal. I have no idea where they got the equipment, but there is now a traction system set up over Sam's cot. That will surely be uncomfortable and perhaps painful for him.

I guess it is Sam's turn to find out just how boring it can be to be in here all by himself when everyone else is off at school.

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19. Cemetery by St. Agnes church, South Boston, 12:05 PM EDT, Tuesday October 25, 2011

Three years have passed now, and each and every day, I and the other remaining members of the original group still miss Johnny very much.

Sam recovered from breaking his leg by early June, but you can still tell that he worries about it by how careful he is whenever he moves.

I'm surprised that I've been in the hellhole here for almost 5.5 years now, all but a few days of that time being imprisoned and feminized.

I've gained a few more inches, I'm now just a bit over 5'2" tall. I've also gained about ten pounds, yet I'm still extremely slender, no fat here.

It's hard to remember some parts of my life before I arrived here, and that leaves me thankful that I still do remember a lot of it.

I still can't think of a way to get out of this place that won't put myself and the rest of the kids in that room at extreme risk of harm.

I'll be twelve years old early in the new year, yet I doubt that I look that old. Not that it matters at this point, I suppose.

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20. O'Shaughnessy orphanage, somewhere in South Boston, 1:50 PM EDT, Monday July 9, 2012

Add another child from the group to the toll taken since the infernal little feminization program started, this time it was Bobby Foster.

We were out celebrating the 236th anniversary of US independence and someone managed to acquire bundles of actual firecrackers.

Bobby decided to twine three of the firecrackers together, then lit the fuses and forgot to keep an eye on them. Someone called to him, I believe they were trying to tell him to drop them and run, but Bobby didn't hear the person yelling and kept holding on to the darn things.

Well, we all found out they weren't ordinary firecrackers when they went 'bang', Bobby would have been burned in that case pretty badly. No, someone had screwed around with the crackers and mixed actual explosive in small amounts to the firecracker powder.

I know I threw up the hot dog I had managed to eat earlier when I saw the gaping hole in Bobby's chest as he toppled to the ground. I'm fairly sure that quite a few of the other people that actually saw what happened that day also lost whatever food they had recently eaten.

The closed casket funeral service ended two hours ago. We arrived back at the orphanage about an hour after the service ended.

I'm not sure, but I think Bobby may have somehow done it deliberately, I remember seeing an odd smile on his face just before he died.

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21. Cemetery by St. Agnes church, South Boston, 3:45 PM, Thursday, October 25, 2012

It's been four years now since Johnny left us, and I know I miss him as much now as I did back then. I'm sure several others here do as well.

I managed to spend a short while by Andrew Mulbert's grave here on the second anniversary of his death back in August, but there is a very big difference in what I felt toward Andrew as to what I felt for Johnny who had been a good friend for over two years before he died.

I ended up with a broken wrist two weeks ago after the female staff member Stephanie whacked me with one of those blasted wooden rods.

The injury was a bad one, requiring four tiny pins and two small steel rods to realign different parts of my broken left wrist.

I know I'll be keeping a wary eye on that damn bitch Stephanie, that's twice now she's hurt me in one way or another!

With the hip injury from almost three years ago and now the wrist, I'll know for sure when it is about to be wet, cold or both at the same time.

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22. O'Shaughnessy orphanage, somewhere in South Boston, 8:20 AM EST, Sunday January 6, 2013

I had barely managed to get fully dressed before that staff bitch Stephanie grabbed me and dragged over to the third floor mini office.

Once we were in there, she forced me to lean over the desk, then flipped my dress up and that was when I received a very nasty shock!

I hadn't seen her pick it up, but I sure as hell felt that syringe jabbing into my ass and I let out a rather shrill yelp of protest.

The bitch just laughed, let me stand up with the dress falling decently again, then said, "That was your first hormone shot, brat. You'll be getting one just like that one every two weeks from now on until you leave this place, either at eighteen or in a coffin if something happens."

I couldn't believe what I was hearing. If it were true... "Why the fuck would I need hormones, bitch? I'm growing just fine!" I yelled.

At that point, I had gained almost three more inches in height, now standing 5'5" and I had added a few more pounds, but apparently not enough. Even with a dress on, it was quite obvious that I was excruciatingly slender, quite likely too slender to be actually healthy.

"Girl hormones, brat. Now, for that insult, you need a little lesson in manners again, I think," she replied.

I didn't have any chance to dodge her, her arm clamped onto mine before I even realized that she was going to grab me. It didn't take much longer before I was spread over the edge of the desk again, at which point she turned my butt black and blue using that damn rod.

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23. Cemetery by St. Agnes church, South Boston, 11:35 AM EDT, Thursday July 4, 2013

I didn't bother going to the celebrations for our independence today. No, that didn't matter to me at all; one year ago, Bobby Foster died.

I still can't be sure, but I suspect that Bobby used the firecrackers as a way to commit suicide. That last smile of his haunts me night and day.

I don't suppose the others in the feminization group were as close to Bobby as I was, no one else showed up here by his grave today.

I stayed there for about an hour, just relaxing in the warmth of the summer air. The celebrations could be heard in the distance.

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24. Cemetery by St. Agnes church, South Boston, 12:15 PM EDT, Friday October 25, 2013

It's been five years now since Johnny died. I still miss him a lot, but my memories of him are slowly dimming as time goes by.

The bitch Stephanie was right! Every two weeks, early on a Sunday morning, I would receive another shot of the hormones.

There was one advantage that seemed to come with being given the shots, I received a bit more food now than I had before getting them.

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25. O'Shaughnessy orphanage, somewhere in South Boston, 1:45 PM EST, Saturday January 11, 2014

My birthday came and went a few days ago, not much chance of celebrating while locked in this room for what seems like forever.

I do get out of this room now and then to do things other than school, largely helping with cooking or cleaning duties when my turn arrives.

There are times that I wish that they hadn't prepared this space as well as they did, with toilets, showers and sinks for us to use.

My chest felt fairly tender this morning. It only took a quick look from a slight angle in a mirror for me to see that I have noticeable breasts.

That does seem fairly likely, I've noticed that my hips seem to be a fair bit fuller than they were. Arrgghhh! I don't want to be a damn girl!

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26. O'Shaughnessy orphanage, somewhere in South Boston, 4:10 PM EDT, Monday May 19, 2014

Dear sweet Lord, I've been locked into this shitty room every day for eight years now! Time has moved fast, but I haven't had much fun.

My chest has been growing steadily for the last several months, it's now rather obvious that I will have fairly large breasts that I never wanted.

My whole torso has changed quite a bit in the last sixteen months since they first gave me those nasty hormone shots. My breasts aren't too far from a B cup right now, still growing thanks to those shots, and my hips are so full I have a hard time getting my dresses to sit right.

Actually, to be blunt, all of my dresses are beginning to feel rather tight everywhere from my chest to my hips, painfully tight at times.

I've also noted that my mood seems to run in cycles where I feel rather bitchy for several days on a fairly regular basis. It took me a while to figure it out, my cycle seems to have synchronized with the other teen 'girls' here and when the bitch time starts, look out!

My skin is much softer now, and the tiny bits of acne that I had before the shots started are long gone.

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27. O'Shaughnessy orphanage, somewhere in South Boston, 3:30 PM EDT, Friday July 4, 2014

Two years now that Bobby has been gone, and I still see that hauntingly sad smile in my dreams.

I spent an hour or two just relaxing by his grave, sort of talking to him, describing things that have happened in the last two years.

Like last year, I didn't bother with the celebrations. Once I was ready to go, I left the cemetery and headed back to the orphanage.

To this day, I wish I had not been alone when I entered the third floor of the house. I might still be a virgin in one sense if that had been true.

I had no idea that one of Mrs. O'Shaughnessy's three nephews was doing some minor repair work up there. I soon found out, though, when I heard him exiting from the staff bathroom next to the office; that is when he saw me, and his face lit up with a big smile.

I have no idea what I was thinking at that point. The next thing I knew, he grabbed me by my arm and dragged me into that office.

Once the door had been closed, he punched me twice, once in the left facial cheek, the other in my gut, knocking the breath out of me.

That was all it took. Seconds later, he had flipped my dress up, dropped his pants, shoved my panties aside and rammed his cock into my ass.

As it entered my bottom, I squealed in shock, at which point he whacked me across the back of my head with his left hand.

"Shut up, little bitch, and you won't get hurt any more than you already are! Keep making noise, and I'll knock you out, then screw you!"

He'd already left some marks that would develop into rather large bruises before the day ended. I kept my mouth shut after that.

The bastard used me like a wild stallion would use a mare, he wasn't gentle about it at all. I know he came inside me twice, but I lost track at that point because I was too scared and shocked to focus. When he finished, he slapped me again, pulled his pants up and left the room.

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28. O'Shaughnessy orphanage, somewhere in South Boston, 5:57 PM EDT, Friday July 4, 2014

He left the office door open. I wasn't found until just before meal time that evening when one of the staff walked in and heard me mewling in the corner of the room behind the desk farthest from the door. It took Beth half an hour to learn that I had been raped by one of the men.

When Beth failed to show up for the meal, Sally, one of the newer staff people, walked into the office and found Beth curled up with me in the corner. Beth sighed, told her that she was dealing with a major issue and that both of us would come out to eat once we were ready.

That took another half hour, plus a promise from Beth that no adult males would be present while we ate.

I did manage to eat most of what I was given. I might have actually finished it if the fucking bastard hadn't walked into the room.

"Hi, girls, I gave the little bitch there a test drive earlier. I hope you left some of that food for me?" was what he said.

As soon as he started speaking, I expelled an almost breathless squeak and ran around the table, as far away from him as I could get.

Beth went postal on the bastard using one of those heavy wooden rods. By the time she finished, he was a veritable mess, she had broken his left arm, his right leg twice, thigh and shin, then three of his ribs and his jaw. That was when she told Sally to call Mrs. O'Shaughnessy.

Sally soon had the boss on the line and Beth did her best to be calm as she told Mrs. O'Shaughnessy what had happened.

When Mrs. O'Shaughnessy asked if he had defended himself from Beth, Beth told her he had until he was overwhelmed by his injuries.

"Honoria, your nephew Aloysius raped young Angus multiple times, leaving the child as a blubbering wreck in the office up here. It took me almost an entire hour to calm Angus down enough to eat, then he walked into the room here and Angus ran to hide behind the stove!"

Honoria was not happy, the men had been told to stay away from the boys up there, thus Aloysius was in breach of contract. "Beth, I'll send someone up there to take him to a hospital so he can be treated. You have my word he will no longer be working in the orphanage."

"That's as may be, but I still have a terrified child that I will have to calm down," Beth replied. "Oh, my, I'm going to have some lovely bruises."

"Do what you need to do, Beth, take care of young Angus. If that means that young Angus sleeps with you tonight, so be it," Honoria said.

"I'll do what I can, Honoria. I'll have Sally wait down by the front door to let in the paramedics when they arrive."

Beth sighed and shook her head. She hadn't been seriously injured, but she had several new bruises, including one on her left breast.

It took almost another hour to coax Angus out from behind the stove. The child was still trembling like a leaf in a high wind.

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29. O'Shaughnessy orphanage, somewhere in South Boston, 9:15 AM EDT, Saturday July 5, 2014

I ended up staying with Beth through the night. Beth apparently has medical training, she very quietly asked me if she could get samples of the bastard's semen. Once I understood what she was asking, I said yes; a few minutes later, she had the samples sealed in tiny packets.

I have no idea what time I fell asleep that night, I guess it was pretty late as I didn't wake up until 9:15 AM the next morning.

What I do know is that any time that Beth left the bed that night, I was whining for her to return, I just didn't want to be alone.

Beth led me out of the staff overnight room a short while later and I was soon given a bowl of cereal and a plate of breakfast food, eggs, a slice of ham, three slices of bacon, some home fries and two slices of toast. Coffee usually wasn't allowed, but they let me have some.

When I had finished eating, I relaxed on a couch in the open area of the third floor for a while.

I must have still been quite stressed out by what had happened, as Beth had to wake me up to tell me Mrs. O'Shaughnessy was here.

Beth led the way into the office, where we found Mrs. O'Shaughnessy sitting in the office chair behind the desk.

She saw us entering the room and used the rollers to move the chair out from behind the desk so we could talk face to face.

We were in the office for about an hour, maybe a bit longer. I was once again a shivering wreck after telling my tale of recent events.

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30. O'Shaughnessy orphanage, somewhere in South Boston, 5:20 PM EDT, Friday, July 11, 2014

It appears that Aloysius was a busy bastard, he's raped at least four of the other boy-girls here and three or four of the boys. Once people knew he would never be returning to work in the orphanage, the accounts of his activities quickly were passed on to Mrs. O'Shaughnessy.

The police had been involved from the point of Aloysius having been taken to the hospital last Friday after having raped me and then been beaten by a mere woman, one who happened to know how to use that wooden rod she carries quite well, for which I'm thankful.

The two detectives that showed up were an older male detective sergeant with his partner, a fairly new female detective on the squad. I couldn't handle being near the older male and thus ended up telling my story to the woman. It seems the other kids here felt the same way.

With so many accounts of his having committed rape against one of out every seven children in the orphanage, the police had no choice but to charge him with fifteen counts of statutory rape, as he had had his 'fun' with some of those kids on more than one occasion.

I suppose the boy-girls like myself were tempting to him, but that didn't stop him from going after ordinary boys as well. Sick fucker! Part of it may have been that the boys he did go after were like most of us boy-girls, small and slender, so they weren't too likely to win in a fight.

Once the bastard had been stabilized and the various accounts had been given, the charges were laid. That happened Wednesday morning. I wonder how he felt and appeared when the full list of charges was read out to him in the courtroom by the bailiff that morning.

I hope the bastard rots in jail. Good riddance!

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31. O'Shaughnessy orphanage, somewhere in South Boston, 7:45 PM EDT, Tuesday, July 15, 2014

I've gone through plenty of beatings in this place for not doing something right, but I knew the rules and knew what to expect. The trauma of the rape by that bastard was too much for me to handle on my own, so Mrs. O'Shaughnessy arranged for me to see a psychiatrist.

I saw the psychiatrist, a Dr. Elysa Swanston, for the first time last week and again after school finished today.

I didn't do a lot of talking last week, I guess what had happened was still too close for me to be able to express it sensibly.

I did manage to spend some time talking this week, especially about how scared, heck, no, terrified, I seem to be now after the rape.

Fear was not something I felt specifically toward one person or another before then, more toward the consequences of an action.

Dr. Swanston will continue to see me on a weekly basis, and I am to call her if I become emotionally overwhelmed at some point.

With everything that has happened to me recently, I completely forgot about having visited Bobby's grave already this year. I'll make time to visit his grave tomorrow afternoon before we return to the orphanage. We're trusted to keep our mouths shut when we're out there.

I suppose I could run off somewhere, but where would I go? I have no skills, only my schooling and I'm not even fifteen years old yet.

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32. Cemetery by St. Agnes church, South Boston, 12:15 PM EDT, Saturday, October 25, 2014

Another year has gone by all too fast, it seems. Johnny died six years ago today, sometimes it seems like it was just yesterday.

I guess we're slowly forgetting him, as I seem to be the only one that showed up last year and this year on the anniversary of his death.

As much as Johnny was a large part of my life back then, things have changed quite a bit since he died, I'm not the same person anymore.

The court case against Aloysius has moved on from the grand jury with a full slate of indictments. He's looking at a lot of jail time.

The trial will start early in the new year. As I've said before, I hope the bastard rots in prison.

From what I've heard, I won't need to be present in the courtroom, the DNA evidence in my case is all that they needed to convict him on it. I feel sorry for the other kids he harmed while he was working here, as they will need to be there to give their evidence for the case.

Since each of them can clearly recall the dates and times of the rapes they suffered, it will just be adding more nails to his eventual coffin.

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33. Suffolk County Superior Courthouse, 2:40 PM EST, Wednesday January 21, 2015

The trial of Aloysius Shelton, Mrs. O'Shaughnessy's nephew who raped me six months ago, ended a short while ago.

I was present, as I had been for as much of the proceedings as I could get away with, claiming it as social studies field trips. I guess my teachers at the St. Agnes school agreed, as I've been in the courtroom almost every day except for one Friday when I came down with a bug.

Those of us who were witnesses have just been told that the jury has returned with a set of verdicts.

I followed Beth and over a dozen other people into the courtroom, where we soon heard the verdicts.

"In the count of rape in the first degree, in an act committed on the child Angus Sean O'Reilly, we find the defendant guilty," said the foreman.

She continued to read off each verdict, one guilty decision after another. The process took several minutes to finish.

The judge asked the usual question of there being no coercion, etc., in the reaching of any of the verdicts given by the jury.

When he heard the expected reply, he nodded and stated to the court, "Sentencing will be on February 16th at 9:30 AM. Court is adjourned."

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34. Suffolk County Superior Courthouse, 9:35 AM EST, Monday, February 16, 2015

I definitely wanted to be present to see the sentencing of the bastard today. I was at the courthouse at 8:15 AM, I didn't want to be late.

Once the formalities had been observed, the judge looked down into the courtroom, then frowned at the man behind the defence table.

"Aloysius Shelton, you were found guilty last month of fifteen counts of first degree rape, each of which can carry a sentence ranging from a minimum of ten years up to life imprisonment. As you were, at the time of each of the rapes, more than ten years older than each of the children whom you so viciously raped, those children being under sixteen years of age at the times of the respective offences, you are sentenced to life imprisonment on each count. I'm giving the maximum sentences allowed because you deliberately went out of your way to find children who would be little or no danger to you while you committed your acts and the potential harm to these children is incalculable."

"Bailiff, have the defendant taken from the courtroom, please. This court stands adjourned."

The sentencing was on the news that night. I happened to hear it through watching the TV while helping Tamara prepare dinner.

Yep, the staff have the infernal luck of having a TV over the fridge in the third floor kitchen so they can watch TV while working.

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35. O'Shaughnessy orphanage, somewhere in South Boston, 7:25 AM EDT, Thursday April 16, 2015

There's been another accident in the house, this one involving another of the 'girls', Peter Banks.

The silly fool was prancing around the room a little while ago when he misjudged a step, stumbled over the end of one of the cots, which now number forty, and had his thigh land across the low bench a short distance away from the darn cot. He broke his femur quite badly.

He ended up being taken to hospital, returning around 1:30 AM last night half-wired from the pain meds he'd been given.

The break was right across the bone. The doctors told him he should be able to get around on crutches, so he won't miss school at all.

Oh, it seems Aloysius had raped another one of the kids here, one who was not quite eleven at the time of the actual event. The incident had so badly traumatized the child that he had been in what can only be called a fugue state for nearly five years. That ended last night.

Billy Carnarvon, the child in question, has been up here for the last three years. He woke everyone up just after 4 AM screaming like a banshee. It took several of us half an hour to get him to settle down, then he uttered the first clear words anyone had heard from him in years.

"That... that...," he spluttered, "Nasty Aloysius man... oooooohhhh, he hurt me so much," he pointed to his rump. We all understood.

The staff could have entered at any point once they knew we were awake, but we had been sorting it out, so they left us alone. Once they realized that there was another victim of Aloysius's nasty desires, they called the police and the detectives arrived soon afterward.

It took the female detective over an hour to get the whole story out of Billy, who was crying and stammering left and right.

One more charge wouldn't make any difference to the bastard now, but Billy was able to give the time and date it happened to him.

Gods, what sort of asshole goes after a child that young? I'm amazed that I managed not to freak out while hearing Billy's story.

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36. O'Shaughnessy orphanage, somewhere in South Boston, 4:20 PM EDT, Tuesday, May 12, 2015

The bastard pled guilty to the additional charge of rape. The judge threw another life sentence at him, not that it makes a difference!

Billy has been seeing Dr. Swanston on a weekly basis. I'm still seeing her, although it's every two weeks now for me.

We are both glad to have her to talk to about what Aloysius did to us and to several others in the orphanage.

Dr. Swanston told me today that I will only need to see her once a month now unless an emergency situation arises.

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37. Cemetery by St. Agnes church, South Boston, 3:15 PM EDT, Saturday, July 4, 2015

Bobby has been gone now for three years. I still can't be sure whether or not he actually meant to commit suicide.

Bobby was always a bit of a smart-aleck, getting into trouble over little things, but he was a lovable guy all the same.

I'll miss him. I knew Bobby for a bit over six years before he died, but I never got to know him like I did with Johnny all those years ago.

It's been a year since that bastard raped me. I don't like what happened, but it led to justice being served on him which is just fine by me.

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38. Cemetery by St. Agnes church, South Boston, 12:35 PM EDT, Sunday October 25, 2015

It's been seven years now since Johnny died, and the third year in a row that I have been the only one to visit his grave.

There hasn't been much happening, just school, occasional visits with Dr. Swanston and sitting in this damn room the rest of the time.

Month by month, year by year, my memories of Johnny are growing dimmer. Time changes everything eventually.

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39. Cemetery by St. Agnes church, South Boston, 3:35 PM EDT, Monday, July 4, 2016

Four years since Bobby died. I haven't attended a single independence day event since his death, it just seems meaningless now.

Even though I was never particularly close to Bobby while in this place, it's hard to forget him. He just grew on you, ya know what I mean?

I'll never forget his sense of humour, and some of the stunts he pulled on the other kids were absolutely hilarious. Well, stuff like he somehow managed to get his paws on some itching powder and he sprinkled it under Jack Farnham's sheets one night in late winter.

It was cold enough that night that poor Jack couldn't throw off his covers and hope to stay warm. He was scratching like crazy the next day.

I have nightmares occasionally arising from when I was raped. Not all that often now, thank God, but I had another one early this morning. There are times where it feels like it happened just now rather than two years ago, but I hear that's a fairly common reaction to such an event.

I still have the monthly sessions with Dr. Swanston to talk about whatever is bothering me at the time. I'm glad she was there for me.

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40. Cemetery by St. Agnes church, South Boston, 3:40 PM EDT, Tuesday, October 25, 2016

Yet another year has passed since Johnny's death. My memories of him are rather vague now, almost like he wasn't really there.

Perhaps there is some truth to the saying that time will eventually heal all wounds, but if this is healing, I would rather forego it, thank you.

One of the staff members, Sally, was caught a few days ago stealing money from another staff person's purse.

She was fired by Mrs. O'Shaughnessy as soon as she knew about the incident and the other staff person wanted to press charges.

As much as it might have seemed the thing to do, Mrs. O'Shaughnessy knew that would make Sally unemployable in her line of work. What Mrs. O'Shaughnessy did do is add a note in her references for Sally that Sally needed to be watched around other people's belongings.

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41. Cemetery by St. Agnes church, South Boston, 11:50 AM EST, Saturday March 11, 2017

Oh, gods, another boy up here managed to commit suicide Wednesday night by strangling himself with a strip torn from his bed sheets.

I was the unlucky one who found him that morning as my bed was next to his and the first thing I saw was his swollen purple tongue sticking out of his mouth as I went to get out of my own bed. My screams had everyone else jumping out of their beds to see what had happened.

It was a new boy, Cedric Almonds, he'd only been in the room with us for a week or two. He wouldn't let anyone get close to him.

The funeral service ended just now. I followed the other attendees in dropping a bit of earth on the coffin in the freshly dug grave.

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42. O'Shaughnessy orphanage, somewhere in South Boston, 4:15 PM EDT, Thursday, June 29, 2017

I found out this afternoon that someone had destroyed several gravestones last night, including those of Bobby Foster and Johnny Carver.

I still plan to visit the graveyard on the 4th of July to pay my respects to Bobby. It will be a bit odd, though, with no stone there to mark it.

I don't know why people would destroy something like that. What offence can a gravestone give that deserves it being shattered?

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43. Cemetery by St. Agnes church, South Boston, 3:50 PM EDT, Tuesday, July 4, 2017

I visited Bobby's grave today, he's been gone from this world for four years.

Did he actually commit suicide that day, or was it just a rather idiotic accidental occurrence? I suppose I will never know for sure.

I still chuckle, well giggle now, I suppose, when I remember some of the stunts and tricks he pulled on some of us over the years.

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44. O'Shaughnessy orphanage, somewhere in South Boston, 5:45 PM EST, Wednesday, December 27, 2017

The shit hit the proverbial fan last night all because I couldn't keep my mouth shut. What makes it worse is there were press people there.

See, Mrs. O'Shaughnessy somehow got the bright idea of featuring the orphanage on some cute little Christmas TV event. Well, everything was just fine until two of the press folks somehow ended up on the third floor without anyone realizing they had gone up there.

At the time, I was helping Tamara in the third floor kitchen area with preparations for dinner. We had just put some bread rolls into the oven when one of the two reporters, a rather pretty fortyish woman wearing a very nice pants suit, asked, "Isn't this an orphanage for boys?"

To put it mildly, I screamed, grabbed the slicing knife from Tamara who had been cutting carrots and celery for a salad, and turned around, pointing the knife at the two reporters, the woman and a male who looked to be in his late twenties or early thirties.

I must have been very frightened, although nether of them was acting in any way threatening toward either Tamara or myself. What I do know is that my arm that was holding the knife was shaking like a leaf in a high wind and I couldn't seem to calm myself down at all.

After standing there for a minute or two, the woman asked the question again and Tamara replied that it was.

That prompted the next question from the woman, "Then why is she here? She's too young to be an employee, so what is the actual reason?"

Tamara had the sass to actually giggle at my being called a female, then softly declared, "The child is a resident of the orphanage."

I was still shaking rather badly. In fact, I think that my shaking was getting worse after hearing myself being considered to be a female.

When Tamara told them I was a resident of the orphanage, the female reporter started talking quietly into a microphone while the male, who was carrying one of those fairly small, compact video cameras, started to film us. That was when I blew my stack just like Mt. St. Helens.

"Who the fuck are you to call me a girl? Get this straight, you fucking idiots, I... AM... NOT... A... GIRL, damn you!" I exploded verbally.

The woman kept talking, the guy kept filming and I stood there waving that knife vaguely in their direction.

What I didn't know was that my yelling was heard by several other press people downstairs and soon the third floor was crowded with people, microphones being thrust at my face and cameras either recording things or taking pictures as I slowly lost my ability to reason.

At some point, I yelled out again that I wasn't a girl, which also was recorded and heard both there and in news stations all over the area.

Someone came just a bit too close to me, and my last bit of common sense vanished. I yelled out I am not a girl again, then I did something I had never thought I would do. I raised that knife, and with just the most fleeting of thoughts against it, pulled it across my throat.

I have no idea what happened after that, as I fell to the floor, blood spraying every which way, including on that lovely pants suit.

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45. Beth Israel Deaconess Medical Center, Boston, 11:55 AM EST, Thursday December 28, 2017

The next thing I knew, I was lying in a hospital bed with the left side of my throat all stitched up nice and neat, then covered by a bandage.

I guess it was a good thing that I was so terrified at the time that I tried to cut my throat as I missed the artery by a country mile.

Someone had arranged for the TV to be able to be turned on and a few minutes later, I was watching the noon news report.

A nurse walked in, informing me that lunch would be served fairly soon. When I asked where I was, she said Beth Israel Deaconess Medical Center. Apparently, there had been enough medical emergencies happening the night before that it was the first one available.

To say that the shit had hit the fan would be a massive understatement. City, state and federal officials were swarming the orphanage. Several arrests had already been made, including Mrs. O'Shaughnessy and the entire shift that was working the evening before.

Warrants had been issued for the other staff members, and the police had apparently spoken with Dr. Swanston. The doctor had only casually known one or two of the staff and had no idea at all that things like undesired feminization of boys was occurring there. I guess that was made easier as visits with her were usually with us wearing baggy track suits or something similar, so the secret was never revealed.

Search warrants had been issued and an extensive series of files and notes were found detailing what was done to us 'girls'.

I had been lucky in one sense, I had had no interactions with hospitals since I started changing physically. Well, until now, I guess.

I also found out that a judge in the court system ordered that I undergo a psych assessment as soon as I was deemed to be physically fit.

Doctors orders from here were that I be kept for a few days to ensure that I was truly stable in the medical sense.

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46. A community center near the former O'Shaughnessy orphanage building, 7:20 PM EST, Friday January 5, 2018

So now you know the whole story. You know what scares me the most? I turn eighteen tomorrow, thus I would be out of the orphanage even if everything hadn't gone tits up a week or so ago. I have no idea what I'm going to do with my life, other than finish high school, I guess.

With all the important people that have been charged because of the illegal feminization that occurred there, mostly people who paved the way for Mrs. O'Shaughnessy to get things she wanted to continue the feminizing or people who kept the legal hounds off the trail.

It seems the legal mishandling went all the way up to two different Senators in the state here, they have also been charged. As both of the Senators were considered to be flight risks due to their wealth and access to government jets, they were jailed without any bail.

I have no idea where it will end. All I know is that I am finally out of that hellhole for once and for always.

The hardest part for me to deal with is the fact that the doctors in the hospital have determined that I am already sterile as a male. The medications I was given in the orphanage to develop my womanly figure also eliminated my testosterone completely.

I've been talking with Dr. Swanston again, who now knows everything. She recommended that I fully transition to being female. In my heart and mind, I will never be a girl, but if I do complete the transition, she says there is a chance I could function like any 'normal' woman.

I'm going to have to think about that for a while. I don't want to make a decision that important without examining it from every angle.

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Epilogue. Main bedroom in a three bedroom house not far from St. Agnes church, South Boston, 2:35 PM, Friday October 26, 2018

I was in court today to catch the end of the trials of the staff and various political folks implicated in the whole orphanage brouhaha.

The two former senators ended up with light sentences. Well, light to me; to them, five years could mean they might die in prison.

The five city councillors were all sentenced to ten years, five without parole. One of them actually had the gumption to threaten the judge who was hearing that particular case and the judge threw the book at him, adding another ten years, this time consecutive, no parole.

That particular councillor is 56 years old and not in the best of health. He might not survive fifteen years in prison.

Mrs. O'Shaughnessy won't be seeing the light of day for quite a while, she ended up with 34 concurrent sentences of 20 years, ten before parole, for organizing the whole feminization process. Thirty-four counts because that was how many 'girls' were in that room up there.

Beth ended up being sentenced on a similar number of counts, the sentences being fifteen years concurrent, seven before parole. Vera and Jennie ended up with identical sentences as Beth. None of the three women showed any remorse at the sentencing hearings.

Tamara was sentenced to seven years, three without parole. Catherine ended up with the same sentence as Tamara. Jimmy and Tony received ten years each, five without parole. Other staff members were sentenced to five years in prison, two before parole.

In each case, even with the lesser sentences, each person was convicted on 34 counts, covering everyone 'living' in that upper room.

I finished high school in early June. I did fairly well, I could have gone to college but I decided to relax for a year first.

I'm still not sure what I want to do with my life, but I'm the one who decides what happens to me now, thank God!

Some of that indecision is related to whether I decide to transition or not. I may look like a woman now, I may walk like one, I may act like one, but as I've said before, in my heart and mind, I am NOT a woman. Maybe I'll just leave that situation as it is.

I'm going to go out now and take a walk by Johnny's grave. I didn't even realize it until recently, but I didn't go to his grave last year.

Oh Were Shall I Wander?

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  • crazypagangurl

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I'm 42 years old now, divorced several years ago after my wife ran off with a wandering salesman, leaving me to raise a young girl alone. My daughter Susannah, who is 17, is a bit wild, she's taken care of herself for the last five or six years because of how busy I have been.

That was my life until the weirdest thing happened to me seven weeks ago, on the first night of the harvest full moon.


Oh Were Shall I Wander?
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Crazy Pagan Gurl

Oh Were Shall I Wander? Chapter 1

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

Publication: 

  • Serial Chapter

Genre: 

  • Non-Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School
  • Mature / Thirty+

TG Themes: 

  • Age Progression
  • Age Regression

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My name is Anson Porter Parkness III. I've been a professor at a fairly decent community college for the last fifteen years after working my way up from the lowly level of being an undergrad teaching assistant to the most bigoted, egotistical piece of sh*t I've ever known.

Thankfully, Prof. Jameson was nice enough to retire the year before I got my masters degrees in Education and Modern & Medieval History.

It took another two years after my dual masters degrees before I was given status as a professor there. To be blunt, it was a lot of hard work, studying half the night after returning from classes, plus grading the classes where I was doing my teacher's assistant work.

I persevered, though, largely because I was a loner, I had been for years. What makes it odd is that I was a "name" in high school, a big, brawny football player with the best yardage three of my four high school years, plus I was on student council as a junior and senior. Even with my being involved in school activities, though, I never got close to anyone, I just couldn't relate to people on more than a very basic level.

My school years were focused on studying, I avoided the partying that some kids thought was the be all and end all of university life.

I'm 42 years old now, divorced several years ago after my wife ran off with a wandering salesman, leaving me to raise a young girl alone. My daughter Susannah, who is 17, is a bit wild, she's taken care of herself for the last five or six years because of how busy I have been.

That was my life until the weirdest thing happened to me seven weeks ago, on the first night of the harvest full moon.

**********

So... seven weeks ago, a full moon night when I went out for a leisurely stroll in the woods a half mile behind the house.

The woods were dim, not truly dark as there was some light filtering in from the sun as it made its way toward the horizon. The paths were visible, partly due to the light from the sun but also because of the layers of bright and colourful leaves scattered on the forest floor.

I'd been walking in the woods for about twenty minutes when I heard a noise, it sounded like someone was nearby.

I stopped walking and listened to see where the noises were originating for a moment, then shrugged and continued walking.

A minute or two later, after hearing the sounds a few more times, I was startled when the person/creature leapt out in front of me. They growled something I couldn't understand, although I did notice the voice was in a rather nice feminine pitch, then moved to block my path.

I tried to edge into the trees by the path to go around whoever it was, but they blocked me again, then leapt on me and bit my shoulder. I was startled for a moment, I actually ended up stumbling into a tree behind me before I threw the creature off me, then punched it in the head.

Just like that, it was over, the person or creature or whatever it was dropped like a stone. I checked for a pulse, found one, strong and steady. I could see what appeared to be the beginnings of a goose egg just about the hairline, they seemed to be fine otherwise.

I shrugged, turned and walked at a faster pace back to the house, where I examined the bite mark on my shoulder. The creature had apparently been trying to get to my neck, either I had stumbled a bit or it had slipped and thus the bite missed its intended mark, or so I assumed.

I spent several minutes treating the bite wound with various ointments, then thought about going to the hospital in town.

Well, I had been thinking about that, but that ended when I looked at the bite as I finished cleaning it and saw the bite mark fading. Within ten minutes, there was no sign of the bite at all, no aches or pains. In fact, I felt better than I had since I was twenty years old, a long time ago.

To say this was weird would be an understatement of a rather serious magnitude. I wandered into the back office, poured a shot of my favourite whisky, a nicely aged Glenlivet, tossed that first shot down like a pro and poured another before I sat down in the old, worn easy chair.

I looked up briefly at the framed copies of the diplomas for both masters degrees, each one displaying my name, Anson Porter Parkness III.

Sighing, I put the bottle on the small table beside the chair and sipped at the second shot, thinking about what had happened.

I sat there for the next three hours thinking about it, drinking that whisky shot by shot, but I couldn't even get mildly buzzed.

Eventually, I gave up on the pondering and headed to the kitchen, where I spotted Susannah making shepherd's pie for our dinner.

I chatted with her for a few minutes, then wandered into the living room to catch the early news.

Dinner was pretty good, I was quiet, still thinking about that bite while Susannah prattled on about school and cheerleading.

After dinner, I headed back into the living room and looked through the DVDs before picking out Armageddon.

I relaxed in my recliner, Susannah plopped herself down on the old leather sofa and we relaxed and enjoyed the movie.

**********

Yeah, the moon had been up in the daytime, it sometimes is, nothing new about that.

I eventually wandered off to my bedroom, where I had another shot or two while relaxing before I decided it was time to sleep.

Interestingly for me, that was a completely dreamless night. That's quite rare, I usually dream once or twice a night.

I woke up at 6:15 AM the next morning, the sun was shining in through my east side window. I've always liked the early morning light.

Like the night before, I still felt amazing in a physical sense, I can't even recall feeling that fit when I was in my teens and early twenties.

I shrugged it off, had a quick shower including cleaning my hair, then dried off and dressed in a pair of jeans and an old Led Zeppelin t-shirt.

I'd bought this house when I was twenty-four after winning half a million in some scratch card ticket. The house is a four bedroom colonial, with a huge living room that has a sunken area in the center, that's where the couch, a love seat and two recliners face the 50" flat screen TV.

There are two office spaces in the house, a mudroom at the back, the kitchen is amazing, twenty feet on a side with superb cupboards or polished and etched red oak, a huge stove with a double oven, fridge, chest freezer, walk-in pantry and a matching red oak island in the middle.

Whoever had this house built loved red oak, each bedroom had a large wardrobe plus a five foot wide twelve drawer dresser, both red oak.

When I found the house, it had been up for sale for over three years. I managed to get it for $200k plus the back taxes. It was a steal.

There were a few other rooms, a parlour, a billiard room, a laundry area and a small room I had soundproofed after I bought the house. The reason for the soundproofing is that this last room was where several music instruments were kept, I'd play one of them now and then.

**********

I was in a bit of an odd mood as I wandered through the house that morning. I was slightly hungry, enough that I figured I should eat before I did anything, so I spent several minutes making some bacon, eggs and a couple of waffles, then scarfed the food down in what seemed like seconds. The waffles would normally have helped to fill my belly, but today I wanted more meat, so several more slices of bacon and half a dozen breakfast sausages were soon on my plate. They disappeared as fast as the earlier serving, that craving for meat settled down.

Once I had finished with the food, I washed the frying pan and wiped the waffle maker, then headed to the music room.

I opened the door and walked in, taking a moment to look at the instrument that were kept in this seldom used room.

A piano stood in the corner farthest from the door, a restored Steinway baby grand I had bought for $35k at an auction fifteen years ago.

After I'd won that lottery, I had invested most of what was left and had watched as my not quite $300k turned into over five million in just under three years. That piano had been the first major purchase I made since I had bought the house itself.

Over the years since that time, I had also bought a Fender Concert acoustic guitar, a Gibson Les Paul electric guitar, and a Gretsch five piece Renown drum set that some fool had decided they no longer needed. I picked it up in a flea market for just $150. Another steal, oh, yeah!

The drum set sits in the other back corner of the room, with a comfortable adjustable seat positioned for maximum effectiveness.

The two guitars have their own stands, located in the central part of the room, separated from each other by several feet.

I moved the padded wooden bench seat from its spot by the Les Paul over to the Fender's stand and picked up the acoustic. It only took a moment to settle the strap around my shoulder and grab a pick from a small bowl on an end table near the guitar stand.

I spent a few minutes tuning the guitar, then lost myself in playing classic rock music from the 60s, 70s and 80s.

**********

There are times when playing music like that helps me to find a sense of equilibrium, this was one of those times.

As I said, I lost myself in the music, flowing from one song to another, from one band to another, for several hours.

Then I found out just how fickle life can be, as everything I knew was flipped end over end in a brief moment.

I was sitting on that stool, strumming the starting bars of Bob Seger's "Old Time Rock And Roll" when I noticed hair tickling my neck.

That startled me enough that I came very close to dropping the guitar. I didn't though, and carefully set it in its stand.

Then I saw something else that shocked me to my core, my skin was changing colour, the cocoa brown slowly fading to pinkish white.

Yeah, I'm a black man, I hadn't told you that yet, had I? My skin colour had made things a bit harder for me, but as I said, I persevered.

I watched the whole process of my skin colour changing, feeling that hair as it continued to grow longer, eventually reaching my new waist.

Oh, boy, now came another level of shock as I saw my chest slowly inflating, from flat to a nice, full C cup in about a five minute span. I could see down to my waist and lap at the beginning, but that didn't last very long, yet I could feel my body reshaping itself. Damn, it felt weird.

Eventually, the changes seemed to end, I stood up and tried to walk, only to trip over the ends of my jeans. I narrowly avoided falling down.

I shook my head, that damn hair whisked across my face, then settled again. I carefully made my way to the door and out of the room. There was a washroom not far down the same hallway, I entered and walked slowly to the mirror over the white and grey marble sink.

Looking in the mirror brought that sense of shock to a whole new level, I found it hard to believe what the mirror was showing me.

The image I could see was that of a young white girl, perhaps sixteen or seventeen, long auburn hair tending to curls, bright green wide set eyes, small, pert nose, rounded chin, high cheeks and a wide, full-lipped mouth in an oval shaped face that glowed with youthful vitality.

Seeing that image in the mirror was just too much to handle, I fainted, crashing into the sink, then the toilet as I fell to the floor.

The noise was enough to bring Susannah to find out what had happened. I imagine it was quite a shock for her to see a pretty white girl there.

Oh Were Shall I Wander? Chapter 2

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

Publication: 

  • Serial Chapter

Genre: 

  • Non-Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School
  • Mature / Thirty+

TG Themes: 

  • Age Progression
  • Age Regression

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

Susannah couldn't believe what she was seeing in the bathroom near the back office and den. There was a fairly pretty, no beautiful, teenage white girl lying slumped against the bathtub and the toilet. A quick check led to Susannah assuming that the strange girl had fainted.

She stared at this girl that shouldn't be here for a few minutes, then noticed the girl seemed to be reviving from the apparent fainting spell.

Susannah glared at the girl and growled, "Just who in the heck are you? And how did you get into this house, you little tramp?"

"Ooooo," the new Anson moaned as she reached up and grabbed the back of her head, "That hurts." She remained on the floor rubbing at the back of her head where a small bump was pushing through her auburn locks. "Ummm... I'm your father, Susannah, please help me up."

She held her hand out to Susannah, who placed it in her own and helped the girl to pull herself up from the bathroom floor.

Susannah found that statement extremely difficult to believe, and said so, "You're not my daddy! My daddy is black, you're a white girl!"

Anson turned and looked into that mirror again, once more seeing that beautiful yet utterly foreign face instead of his own.

"Then please explain how I knew your name? Someone who didn't know you wouldn't know it, would they?"

Susannah hissed at him, "I find it hard to believe! If you're my daddy, prove it, tell me something that only he would know."

Anson sighed, shook her head and replied, "A few weeks after your momma died, you rode your bike across a neighbour's gravel driveway. You lost control of your bicycle, ended up wiping out on the gravel and limped into my front office a while later with a badly scraped knee and leg."

Susannah blanched, she remembered that day all too well, she'd been crying up a storm when she limped into the front office.

"Perhaps you are him, but the neighbours knew about that happening, they could have told you that whole story."

"Why would Pat and Jim tell someone they have never seen about something that happened to a child eleven years ago?" Anson asked her. "If that doesn't convince you, I grounded you two months after your twelfth birthday because you were caught trying to have sex with Billie Ann."

This remark caused Susannah's face to turn crimson as she became embarrassed at the memory of her father walking in on her and Billie Ann.

"Okay, I know for sure that the only ones that knew about that were myself, Billie Ann and daddy. I'm sorry, daddy, for doubting you."

Anson chuckled, shaking her head a moment ago had made her feel a bit queasy and that bump was the source of a nasty headache. "Can we please go and relax in the office. I'll tell you just how I ended up like this, although you'll find it even odder than my proving to you who I am. Also, that fall has brought on a real humdinger of a headache, I'm going to need some Tylenol or Ibuprofen, my jaw is quite sore as well."

"That would be because of the bruise you have on your cheek, daddy," Susannah stated, "go sit down and I'll bring everything to the office."

Anson slowly made her way to the back office, she still felt off balance so she held the wall as she walked along, using it as a balance aid. At the door to the office, she let go of the wall, taking three trembling steps before she turned and dropped bonelessly into her favourite easy chair.

Susannah entered the office just after Anson had sat down, carrying a full glass of water and handed Anson two Tylenol® Extra Strength pills.

Anson grimaced, reached up and carefully took the full glass from Susannah's hand, then had the pills dropped into his other hand. He stared at the two pills for a minute or two, then opened his mouth, popped them in and washed them down with a long drink, draining the glass.

"Sit down, Susannah, I would rather not end up with a crick in my neck while I talk with you." He waved to the chairs around the desk.

Susannah smiled briefly, nodded and moved behind the desk, settling herself in the high end executive style office chair.

Susannah looked up at the wall behind the desk where two degrees were framed, the name on both of them was Anson Porter Parkness III.

Anson noticed Susannah was looking at the framed degrees and smiled as Susannah turned to face her once again.

"Okay," Anson began to speak, "You know I went out for a walk in the woods yesterday afternoon?"

Susannah nodded as she replied, "Yes, daddy, and I remember you coming in all in a rush and running into the main bathroom."

"That is correct, "Anson continued, "Well, the reason for that is that I was bitten by a rather odd creature while walking in the woods. It looked vaguely like a human, but even though the voice was female, I couldn't tell for sure whether it was a man or a woman. Whatever it was, the creature jumped on me as I walked along the west path and bit me on the shoulder. I hit it, knocked it out, and found a strong, steady pulse.

"I'm not sure why I did it, but I left the creature there and came back here, running into the bathroom as you said. I spent the next ten or fifteen minutes in there, applying Betadine to the wound, then things became even weirder. You see, that bite wound faded, then vanished."

Susannah had leaned back into the comfort of the office chair as her daddy spoke, but this statement brought her upright rather abruptly.

"Vanished, daddy? That just isn't possible!" she yelped. "Wait... Holy!... The bruise on your cheek, Daddy... it's fading... now it's gone!"

Anson nodded as she once again continued, "I wasn't sure, but I suspected that it might fade. I feel better than I have since I was twenty!"

"Well, daddy," Susannah giggled, "Looking like that, I can't call you Anson, so what would you like me to call you right now?"

Anson joined her with a hearty chuckle, "I think I'll honour your momma, Susannah. You can call me Abigail, that was her middle name."

Susannah smiled, "It would be odd if you ran around as a 16 or 17 year old white girl calling yourself by a 42 year old black man's name."

Oh Were Shall I Wander? Chapter 3

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

Publication: 

  • Serial Chapter

Genre: 

  • Non-Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School
  • Mature / Thirty+

TG Themes: 

  • Age Progression
  • Age Regression

TG Elements: 

  • Shopping

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  • Posted by author(s)

Susannah and I stayed in the back office for over an hour, chatting about the recent odd events.

Eventually, I sighed, looked down at myself and said, "I need clothing that fits me, I look sooo silly in Anson's clothing!"

Susannah giggled and replied, "You could wear some of my clothes, but they'll be a bit large on you. Better than nothing for now."

I looked over at Susannah relaxing in the executive style office chair, "Comfortable, are you? That happens to be MY seat."

Susannah giggled again, then stood up and waved for me to follow her. "Might as well get you in clothes that semi-fit. Oooooh! Mmmm, I'm going to like this, I get to take you out to a mall and help you to get clothing that fits and looks good on you!" she said with a huge grin.

That grin that she tossed back over her shoulder at me caused my stomach to churn and I stopped for a moment on the stairs.

Susannah realized that I was not directly behind her and looked back, noticing me standing there, holding my stomach.

"What's wrong, Abby? Did I say something bad?" Susannah whined.

"Shop... shopping? I've only been female for an hour or two, and you... you want to go... SHOPPING?" I nearly screamed the last bit.

Susannah looked suitably chastised for a moment, but not for very long, then she grinned and smiled at the half-terrified girl, namely me.

"Weeeell, unless you want to run around in oversized clothes all the time, you'll need to go shopping to get clothes that fit, girl!"

I shuddered, then looked up at Susannah at the top of the stairs and slowly nodded.

A moment later, I whispered, "I suppose I must do this. Why, oh why, did this happen to me?" came out in a shrill whine.

Susannah came down the steps, gently grasped my hand and led me up to the second floor, then down to her bedroom.

As we were walking down the hallway, Susannah glanced at Abigail and noticed that her movements were feminine and natural. She smiled and dragged Abigail into the room, then over to the closet. "Maybe some of my clothes from the last few years will fit you!"

Susannah then rummaged in the back area of the large walk-in closet, eventually reappearing with two battered old suitcases.

She dragged them across the floor, then picked them up one by one and dropped them on the bed, grunting as she lifted the cases.

She smiled gently at me, saying, "We can look in these two suitcases, they're the ones that might be most useful to you."

The next hour passed with me as Abigail trying on item after item of clothing, skirts, blouses, dresses, pants, a few jackets and vests.

Many of the items were a bit too small or tight on me, one or two ripped as I tried them on, which caused me to apologize to Susannah.

"No big deal, Abigail, I haven't worn any of these clothes for a long time, I just never got rid of them," was Susannah's response.

In the end, two pairs of jeans were found that fit, only one long skirt which had an elastic lining, three blouses and one jacket. There had been a few pairs of dress pants in the suitcases, but I had torn one of those when I tried it on and had not bothered with the others.

Susannah smiled, "Either pair of jeans will do for now and the silver blouse with my grade 9 letter jacket for cheerleading. I'm sorry that the only underwear I have is too big for you, but I'm sure it will be better than trying to wear Anson's scratchy boxers with my clothes."

I sighed and nodded as I pulled a pair of hi-cut briefs up my soft, hairless legs, shivering at the strangely pleasant sensations that caused.

"My current bras won't work, and I didn't bother to save my old ones when I outgrew them," Susannah added as I finished dressing.

I blanched at the mention of brassieres while looking down at my rather shapely bust showing through the t-shirt and the nearly sheer blouse. There had been some t-shirts in among the other clothing and I had put on a pale grey one before donning the blouse.

I hadn't really looked at the t-shirt as I pulled it from the case, but I had noticed in a nearby mirror that it had a picture of a silvery unicorn on it when I slipped it on a short while ago. The blouse seemed to be fairly normal, well, until Susannah told me it had cost her over $700.

When I heard that, I found myself swaying as if I were a slender tree in a stiff breeze. Susannah had giggled at me, the darn cow!

While I had been getting dressed, Susannah had pulled out a cell phone and made a few quick phone calls, talking rather quietly.

Eventually, Susannah was satisfied with the clothes, then she looked at my face and sighed. "You need make-up, but mine's no good."

"You already know I have none. I guess that's something else I'll have to get," I sighed as I put on a pair of running shoes. That was the one thing where I seemed to be similar in size to Susannah, perhaps Susannah's feet were a bit longer, but a half size wasn't a big deal.

The off-white bobby sox had felt odd, but they were okay for now, at least I wasn't rubbing bare feet against the shoes' inner edges.

Susannah nodded once I had put the cheerleading letter jacket on, then led the way down the stairs and out of the house.

In the driveway at the front of the house, two cars could be seen. One was a fairly recent Camaro, the other a Toyota 4Runner.

Susannah used a remote to unlock the doors of the 4Runner, then we climbed in and Susannah started the engine.

The moon was quite bright through the scattered patches of drifting clouds. A few minutes later, we were heading into town.

Well, heading into town might not be quite accurate, as we were heading into New York City itself from the wilds of western Connecticut.

We listened to modern pop and soft rock songs which Susannah apparently liked, but I've always preferred rock music from the 70s and 80s.

**********

We pulled up to a shop somewhere in Manhattan. I hadn't been paying attention, the clothes were rather snug and distracting.

Once we were out of the car after pulling in behind the brownstone to park, Susannah locked it and we walked in through the back door. This created a minor fuss when a shop girl saw us, but that ended as soon as the owner appeared, welcoming us into her shop.

We weren't there for very long. I was feeling a bit dazed by the progression of bras in an assortment of styles, then the corsets. At that point, I shook my head and rather firmly said no. With this current body, there was no need, it was already quite curvy enough, thank you!

The sigh of relief coming from my lips as we exited the shop had Susannah giggling as we walked to the 4Runner.

"That's just the first store, Abby," she laughed, "We have a few more to go to, then we'll grab some basic stuff in WallyMart."

I shook my head, sighed and climbed into the vehicle once it had been unlocked, we were off again a few minutes later.

We ended up in two more shops, picking out nice clothing, a process that lasted almost two hours. I was slowly becoming used to seeing that shapely body in mirrors, but it all still felt quite odd to me as I carried two bags of clothes out to the 4Runner from the third store.

We hit the WallyMart with maybe half an hour left before it would close, and Susannah led me through the women's clothing area, then waited as I looked through several racks of t-shirts and sleep shirts before I examined some terrycloth bathrobes and towels.

We also grabbed basic make-up items for now, the shop Susannah wanted to go to for make-up had closed before we left the house.

We made it to the checkout lines just as someone said they were about to shut the doors. After having everything go through the checkout, Susannah flashed a credit card for the fourth time that evening and we walked out of the store with five bags in our hands.

We stopped at an all night cafe to have a cup of coffee and a nibble; we both ended up choosing the chocolate cake, of course!

Wait? You expected mel to have something different? Well, I'm sorry to say this, but even as a man, chocolate is the bomb, so there!

It was nearly 12:30 AM when we arrived back at the house. Susannah led Abigail to one of the extra bedrooms, "This one is yours."

Putting everything away took about twenty minutes, then we wandered down to the living room and watched a chick flick. I can't remember exactly which one it was now, it was a love story and sappy as can be, tears were flying all over the place as we watched it.

We dozed off on the couch after the movie ended. Susannah woke up to use the washroom and saw the moon was about to set.

She had to shake my shoulder a few times before I responded, then Susannah pointed out at the moon.

I took one look out through the window and immediately understood. I stood up and stripped, finishing just in the nick of time.

The moon slipped below the horizon not long after I had finished and the weird transformation process occurred, in reverse this time.

Susannah stood there, staring as the pretty young white girl slowly changed until her big, handsome daddy was there in front of her.

I laughed as I looked down at my daughter, then smiled and said, "That has to be one of the oddest experiences I have ever had."

The two exchanged hugs, then I took the discarded clothes to the bedroom that Abigail would use and set the items on the bed.

From there, I wandered off to my own bed, I really needed to get some sleep, it had been a very long and very unusual night.

On The Wings Of A Bug

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Contests: 

  • 2018-07 BCTS July Staycation Story Contest

Publication: 

  • 500 < Short Story < 7500 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

It all started when I came down sick with some kind of summer "bug" just two days before we were supposed to leave for our vacation.

Our family has been taking vacations together every summer since my dad, a former Staff Sergeant in the Army, was retired on medical grounds. Over the years that he had been serving, he'd seen enough rough and nasty stuff that it almost ate him from the inside out.

When I said medical, I meant it. They discovered dad had a really bad hernia that had been unnoticed for long enough that it was putting pressure on his stomach and liver. That was when they also found out that dad had been ignoring what turned out to be serious gastroesophageal reflux disease, what most people call acid reflux, and dad had been having bouts of that almost constantly for a long time.

That was serious enough that they referred him to doctors who decided that surgery was required. The hernia was found at this time.

Between the two medical issues and the psychological stress of having served over in Iraq, dad was medically discharged. That turned into a good thing, I suppose, as dad had some friends he knew from high school who owned a trucking company and needed a security person.

Dad was told to take it easy and the daytime security job let him do that, he didn't have to deal with crazy levels of stress there.

Well, like I said, I came down with that bug two days before we were supposed to leave, and that is when everything changed.

The decision that was eventually reached was that I would stay home by myself and relax. That meant I could have some unsupervised fun.

**********

I was still feeling somewhat under the weather when dad, mom, my two sisters and my brother started their journey.

As they had suggested, I did take the time to relax, largely because at that point I didn't feel like doing much at all.

Thanks to the bug, and a fast talk to my boss at the hardware store, I had over a week off and wouldn't be returning until the Monday after next. That gave me nine full days to have fun and fool around, something I definitely intended to do once I was feeling a bit better.

By the Sunday evening after the family had left, I was feeling pretty much back to my usual self, albeit still not completely well.

I spent Monday much like I had the last few days, chilling around the house, watching TV, playing games on my computer, the usual stuff.

Well, that was how it went until early Monday evening when dad called, asking me to check for something in my sister Pat's room.

There are times where I wonder how that girl manages to survive, she's a total ditz. This time, she'd left her wallet and identification behind.

When I told dad that her wallet was still sitting on the top of her dresser, he chuckled, told me to relax and ended the call.

I didn't find out until after they returned home six nights later that, because of that, Patricia hadn't been able to have drinks when they stopped in at a bar or pub, or spent the evenings in clubs. Pat might be twenty-two, but she is so small and cute, she looks like sixteen, if that.

It was after the call had ended that I realized I had access to my sisters' clothes, both Pat's and my younger sister, Jennifer's.

**********

You'll note that I described Pat as small and cute. Well, that's because she's only 5'1" and 96 pounds. Yeah, she's downright tiny.

Jen, my younger sister, is a fair bit bigger than Pat, being 5'5" and 118 pounds. Both girls are quite pretty and rather cheerful tyrants.

Tyrants? Well, let me just say that for many years as we grew up, those two would pester me at every turn, in any way that they could.

I'd include Robert, but to be blunt, he was seven years older than Pat, ten older than me and twelve older than Jen. By the time Jen was actually going to school, Robert was in his senior year of high school. When he graduated, he entered the military, following in dad's steps.

Me? Oh, I'm the oddball in the family, I guess. I'm male, but size wise, I'm a bit bigger than Pat and a wee bit smaller than Jen.

Yep, that's right. I'm 19, I stand 5'3" in my stocking feet and the last time I was weighed, I came out at 109 pounds. No muscle man here.

I thought that I would be like Robert when I grew up, but that obviously didn't happen. Robert is 6'1", 190 pounds and fit as a fiddle.

Put Robert and dad beside each other and you can easily see the similarities, even with Dad having put on a few extra pounds over the years.

Ah, well, that's the way the ball bounces, I guess, or the cookie crumbles. It's not like I can change it, even if I wanted to, you know?

**********

I guess a few hours had passed when I suddenly sat up, grinning like a maniac, set down the Wii controller and turned off the TV set.

I padded into Jennifer's room and flipped on the light before I made my way over to the dresser against the side wall.

I'm not sure just how long I stood there before I finally opened the top two drawers of her dresser and pulled out a pair of simple cotton panties and a matching bra. The panties weren't difficult to put on, well, not once I'd stripped off everything I had been wearing, anyway.

I did have a bit of a time trying to put that darn bra on, then I remembered something I had overheard Pat saying years ago when she was just starting to wear bras herself. That memory prompted me to put the bra on backwards, fasten the hooks, then turn it around the right way.

I had also remembered something else that Pat had mentioned, a pair of silicone breast inserts that I found in her lingerie drawer.

Yeah, I was raiding stuff from both of my sisters' bedrooms. Let's just say those inserts felt a lot better than rolled up stockings or socks.

Now, Jen isn't a total girly girl, but she does like her dresses, and it only took me a moment to find the one I wanted.

I gently pulled it down from the bar in her closet, then laid it on the bed while I went through her drawers looking for pantyhose.

I did find a pair, in a colour called "smoke", and slowly and rather carefully put them on, once again remembering past times. This time, it was the first time that Jen wore pantyhose, I remembered mom telling her how to put them on so they wouldn't tear in the process.

Once I was wearing the pantyhose, I took the dress off of its hangar, unzipped it and gently lowered it down past my shoulders and head.

I swear, it almost slithered as it fell down into place around my body. That sheer sensuousness sent a shiver running down my spine.

Jen had a full length mirror on the inside of the closet door, so once I had the dress on, I stepped close to the mirror to take a look.

That was when I received a rather unexpected surprise. Staring back at me from the mirror was what looked like a teenage girl.

I think I fainted at that point, I'm not really sure. Perhaps it was just shock. When I finally awoke, I had to pick myself up from the floor.

A quick check of the dress showed that it was fine. I did notice a tear in one leg of the pantyhose, I must have caught it on something.

**********

The rest of that "vacation" was spent with me wearing a variety of outfits, almost all of them belonging to Jennifer.

You ask why I didn't try on any of my mom's clothes? Well, that is a problem, you see, she's a lot bigger, 5'11" and 160 pounds. I doubt there is anything that belongs to my mom that I could even fit into, so that is why I was mostly having fun with my sister Jen's clothes.

The time passed much faster than I had thought it would, and all too suddenly, it was Sunday afternoon. They would be back within two hours.

I quickly stripped out of the not quite knee length sweetheart dress and put the pantyhose, bra and inserts back where they belonged.

I'm not sure why, but I left the panties on, covering them up in a pair of my jean shorts, and threw on an oversized t-shirt.

I have no idea how to break this to my family, but I don't think I can hold it in for long. So much has changed in less than a week's time.

You see, Jasmine wants out, and she just doesn't want to wait. I think Joseph will soon be gone forever, but that is just fine by me.

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Pathfinder: Jarg: Early Wanderings 1

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Hmmm... I've been wandering the lands for a few years now, I've seen some odd things, let me tell you.

Oh! Who am I, you ask? Well, my momma named me Jarg, my family name is Stonefist for obvious reasons, I'd think. If the stories are true, my maternal grandpa got caught in a love spell trap by a lonely female ogre who had obtained the help of a witch in the area.

I guess it's a good thing that my family has always run to big men, but that lady ogre sure gave grandpa a rough ride for a while.

Well, the result after several nights and days of romping in the fields and wherever else they felt like it was that she became pregnant.

The pregnancy lasted about a year, then my daddy was born. You might have heard of him, people call him Flerg the Crazy.

Grandma Grusha taught daddy how to fight and he went out adventuring for several years before he decided to return home.

Anyhow, eventually daddy found a big, strapping human woman to love and I was the result, born early the following summer.

Grusha, my ogress grandma, and daddy taught me how to fight with my fists and feet from the time I was five. That expanded into weapons training, initially with sticks and small daggers, then working up to long knives and swords, then bigger swords and heavy clubs.

By the time I was fifteen, I could hold my own against my dad. Winning against Grusha wasn't as easy, she is one tough old ogre lady.

My parents made sure that I got at least basic schooling, I didn't like math a lot, but I knew it would be useful once I went out on my own. I enjoyed reading, although it sometimes took me a while to understand things, and I can write, well, if you call my scrawls writing.

A month before my eighteenth birthday, I told daddy that I felt it was time for me to go out and see the world around me.

At that point, I'd reached my full height of just under eight feet, a few inches shorter than my father and nearly a foot shorter than Grusha.

**********

I have no idea why I turned to the west as I began my journey, perhaps fate was leading me in that direction.

I'd been stomping along a variety of trails for nearly three days when a giant crocodile blocked my choice of ford over a small river.

I'm big enough that I can wield a triple-point double edged sword like a normal human might wield a longsword. Not far from where I keep that on my belt is a very large double bladed great axe. Folks in the village said I should have a bow, but I like to fight up close and personal.

I had some basic provisions in a rough pack strapped to my back, mostly food, with a big iron pot that had seen a fair bit of use in our kitchen over the last few years but was still in one piece, and a large iron mug with a bit of a warp in one side that dad made years ago.

Anyway, this croc was making me just a wee bit angry. Let's just say that making a 1/4 ogre angry is NOT a wise decision.

I pulled both weapons from their loops on my belt, shattered the air around us with a booming laugh and launched myself at the crocodile.

The battle lasted for a few minutes, with the crocodile getting in a couple of bites that damn well hurt, but my sword and axe did a fine job of turning that crocodile into ogre appropriate meat chunks. I wanted to skin the thing right away, but the wounds were more important.

I took some time to tend my wounds with some cloths and clean water, then used part of a roll of rough cotton cloth to wrap the wounds, making sure it would stay in place by tying each one securely with some basic twine. I sighed briefly as I finished wrapping the second one.

Then I got down to the business of skinning the crocodile, placing the meat in the water near the edge as I used the largest single piece of crocodile hide to fashion a rough but usable sack for the meat that I decided I would take along with me as I traveled.

I pulled the pot and mug from my back, gathered the materials to make a fire and lit it with a flint and steel.

A bit more time resulted in a simple spit standing over the fire, I soon had two large chunks of meat cooking on it as I relaxed.

A mug of fresh river water was welcomed, I had been sure to leave the meat downstream a few feet while making that bag.

As the meat cooked, I checked the meat I had left in the water, then packed some of it into the new bag, which I tied to my belt on my left hip.

There was still a lot of meat left over, we're talking about a giant crocodile here, over forty feet of nasty critter with very sharp teeth.

I sat there by the fire, thinking about the leftover meat. If I sewed some of the pieces of skin together, I could make a sort of travois by stabbing holes through the skin and using those and some twine to tie two long branches to the combined skins.

The meat was cooked nice and tender well before I had finished making the rough travois, I'd get that done after I finished eating.

I had a few basic loaves left from what had been provided, so I broke those open and made myself crocodile meat sandwiches.

After I had stuffed myself with the sandwiches, I went back to work on the travois as the afternoon changed to evening, then night.

It had been dark for about an hour when it was finally ready, I grabbed chunks of meat and loaded them on it, going back and forth several times before the rest of the meat from the damn critter was laid as evenly as possible on the contraption. Now for the last part.

I rolled the second part of the hide back over the meat, then used several bits of twine to tie it all down nice and tight.

There was a rather big oak a few minutes walk up the river, on the edge of a large meadow.

I added another bit of rope, threw the other end over a branch, then slowly and with much grunting, pulled the whole thing up until it was almost touching the branch. At that point, I used the leftover rope by wrapping it around the branch, then tying it in a simple knot.

I wandered back to where I had killed the crocodile, then picked up the pot and mug, placed them in my pack and returned to the tree.

I untied my bedroll from the bottom of the pack and laid it out on the ground under the tree, but slightly away from the hanging meat.

I heard what sounded like a wolf howling in the distance as I drifted off to sleep.

**********

The next two weeks were like that, although I didn't run into anything as nasty as the crocodile I killed by the river.

On the fourth day, there was a stallion from a herd who got the wrong idea; my loudest bellow straightened him out, he was off like a shot.

Also on the fourth day, I found a village that was happy to take the crocodile meat and turn it into smoked meat. I ended up with a bit over nine silver for the meat, which I used to buy some simple supplies and get a dozen large loaves of freshly baked bread from a farm wife.

Then on the ninth day, there was a rather lean mountain lion that was tempted by my meat one evening. I killed it, but the creature was so stringy that I simply left it there on the ground for other wild creatures to eat it. It wouldn't last a week before it would be only skin and bones.

The eleventh day after I left home, I ran into a small group of four orcs, or I should say that they ran into me.

I was relaxing after a meal when they came over a ridge a few hundred yards away and charged at me, they had smelled my food.

I made rather short work of those four, to be honest. I didn't like their smell, so I picked them up one by one and hauled them off far enough that I wouldn't be bothered by them any more. That took an hour or two, after which I was hungry again. What do you expect, I eat a lot!

It was on the seventeenth day after I had left home that I came upon a larger town, with a sign proclaiming it to be Fiddler's Vale.

I can guess as to what the men folk there were thinking as I walked along the dusty road into town. I decided to have a little fun with them.

When the biggest one, I assume he was the town's smith or one of them, approached me, I grinned, showing teeth and said, "Me Jarg. You?"

My using the most guttural tone that I could and the rather simple speech caused several men to turn pale and back away from me.

At that point, I laughed, a big laugh that likely scared them more, then held out my hand, saying, "Hi, I'm Jarg. How are you folks today?"

You should have been there to see the shock on their faces when I spoke like any semi well-bred person might do. It was great!

Pathfinder: Jarg: Early Wanderings 2

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I spent the next several days just relaxing in the common room of the inn, enjoying a drink now and then.

It took that long for the people there to get used to me sitting on a heavy stool I had built out behind the inn the day after I arrived. Once the stool was built to my satisfaction, I placed it just far enough from the cooking hearth that I would stay warm, but not be too hot.

On several occasions, when I saw the innkeeper trying to lift a very large pot on her own, I walked over and helped her. Each time I did this, the people in the common room would stare at me, the innkeeper would give me a slow, sweet smile and I would sit down again.

One day, while I was relaxing, the innkeeper approached me, asking if I could do her a favour. When I enquired as to what needed to be done, the innkeeper pointed to a large pack on the floor and said that it needed to be delivered to farmer Valgas outside of the town.

Once I had been given the proper directions, I set out, having placed the pack on my back.

It took me a few hours to find the path that led to Valgas' farm, but I eventually did. I delivered the items, then returned to the inn.

The innkeeper smiled at me, let me settle on my stool and brought me a large bowl of her fresh steaming hot stew. The stew turned out to be the meat of a giant snake that had been roaming around the edges of the town and had been killed that morning by the town's 'guards'.

The five men and one tall, lean women in the 'guard' were all fighters with a bit of experience who preferred to stay in one place.

They had caught the snake as it attacked a farmer bringing some of his crops into the town, had surrounded it and then killed it.

The woman and one of the men had taken bite injuries from the snake, which proved to be non-poisonous thankfully.

The town's healer had been all too happy to treat the two, as what they had done had ensured the safety of the townsfolk once again.

Perhaps the fight with the snake might have resulted in less harm if I had been there to help, but that was not the case.

I overheard the guard woman and two men talking about the fight with the huge snake. I thought that it must have been quite a fight.

**********

I ended up doing more runs to folks that lived some distance from the town every few days, earning a silver coin or two each time.

Then came the night that I overheard a fisherman complaining about a giant octopus that was preventing them from leaving the harbour. I quietly stood up, walked over to the table where the fisherman was sitting, squatted down, then asked him about the creature.

Folks had grown used to my towering form somewhat by then. The fisherman nodded and quickly told me everything he knew.

When he had finished, I informed him that I would take care of the creature the very next day.

The fisherman then informed me that the octopus liked to sun itself on a large rock at the outer edge of the harbour.

I nodded, thanked him and returned to my seat, where I found a fresh cup of strong ale had been placed on the table beside the stool.

I relaxed for an hour or two, then headed up to the room that I had paid in advance for the next week and laid down to rest.

**********

I was awake as dawn broke the next morning. I've never liked dirt much, so I gave myself a quick wash and put on my oldest clothes.

Once my weapons and a few other items were attached to my belt, I walked down to the common room of the inn.

The innkeeper had already been awake for a while, she smiled and passed me a large bowl of porridge and a plate with a full breakfast on it.

I enjoyed the meal, this innkeeper liked to make sure people were satisfied with her meals, meals that were always hot and tasty.

When I had finished eating, I walked out of the inn and down to the harbour area.

The fisherman I had spoken to the previous night was there, with nearly a dozen others standing nearby.

The one I had spoken with pointed to the big rock, where the octopus could be seen lazing in the early morning sunlight.

I nodded and asked if I could borrow a large rowboat. One of the fishermen pointed to a nearby dock, saying, "Take that one."

I nodded again, thanked him, then strode over to the boat and stepped into it, causing it to rock violently for a moment.

I swayed in the boat as it rocked, I'd learned long ago how to maintain my balance in unusual situations.

When the boat finally settled, I reached over, untied the mooring rope, dropped it in the boat, sat down, picked up an oar and started paddling.

My family had lived near a large lake and I had been taught how to use boats like this, so it was not difficult for me at all.

I could see the octopus sunning itself on the rock. At one point, I thought I noticed the octopus looking at me as I approached.

It didn't take me very long to reach the rock. I dragged the boat up so it wouldn't float away, then stumbled as the octopus attacked me.

The darn thing had struck me from behind, this caused me to trip over the end of the boat and I landed face first in some sand.

I turned my head to the side, spit the sand out and lunged to my feet, drawing both weapons as the octopus charged forward again.

I was ready this time. I met the charge head on, hacking at one tentacle with the sword and at the head with the greataxe.

The sword connected quite nicely, taking a chunk about a foot long from the tentacle. The creature somehow managed to dodge the axe.

It slapped at me with a few of the tentacles, the hits didn't hurt, but one of the darn things actually stuck to my left shoulder.

Now it was time for something I had tried several times while I was training, I sincerely hoped that it would work this time.

I lowered the axe and used the sword to slash at the tentacle clinging to my shoulder, severing it a good two feet from my body.

The creature had been silent when it attacked and when I first hit it, but it now issued forth a loud, piercing squeal that was rather painful.

I staggered for just a brief moment, but that was enough for the octopus which hit me with another tentacle, this one going around my left arm.

I grunted as the creature tried to pull me toward the water. I laughed and stood my ground, then used the axe to hack at the tentacle.

It didn't take very long for the axe to cut through it, but I came very, very close to slicing my own arm open in the process.

The creature squealed again, this time I was expecting it and lashed out with both weapons in a carefully practiced synchronized movement. The sword flashed at the lower edge of the head from the left side, the axe from the right, and just like that, the battle was over.

What seemed odd to me was that the octopus had not sprayed me with ink at any point during the fight. Maybe it didn't have that ability?

Someone had left an old tarp in the bottom of the rowboat. That gave me the idea to cut the creature up into pieces and take the chunks back to the inn. Perhaps the innkeeper could cook up some octopus tentacle steaks or use them in one of her excellent stews.

It took several minutes before I managed to pull the tentacles that had been on my body off of me. I dropped them into the boat as well.

As I rowed back to the docks, I could hear the fishermen cheering. Huh, that was something I had never experienced before.

I soon returned to the docks, tied the boat to a post, then several of the fishermen helped me to carry the chopped octopus to the inn.

The battle had taken a fair amount of my strength and energy. I was content to sit on my stool, sip some ale and wait for some food.

Pathfinder: Jarg: Settling Down

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Jarg had been in the town for about two weeks or so. The inn was okay, but the rooms were rather cramped for someone of his size.

He continued to do the occasional deliveries to folks around the town or outside of it, earning coins that kept him fed and housed.

One day, while he was relaxing in his usual spot not far from the main hearth, a rather large man wandered into the main area of the tavern and spent a moment looking around at the few people sitting there, then spotted Jarg relaxing as he often did when he had no work to do.

The man standing in the inn's doorway was Vansel Carth, the town's main blacksmith. As soon as his eyes lit on Jarg, he grinned and made his way over toward Jarg's table, waving to the innkeeper to bring a mug of ale for both of them.

Vansel sat down across from Jarg, gave him another scan that led to a smile, then chuckled as the ale mugs were set down on the table.

"I hear you've been helping out Madame Benrime here with odd tasks, deliveries, stuff like that, and removing nasty critters for the town."

Jarg nodded, shrugging his shoulders, "Better to do what work one can, yes? As for the monsters, the town is safer with them dead."

"Aye," Vansel replied, "But there are folks who started off here by calling you a monster, hmmm? Well, until they knew you, that is."

Jarg nodded again, "There are still a few that call me such, but I do my best to ignore them and do whatever work comes to hand."

"Well, Jarg, is it?" When Jarg confirmed his name, Vansel continued, "I could use someone like you in my smithy right now, there's all kinds of work that needs to be done and it requires a strong and steady hand. Would you be willing to give some of your time to help?"

"You're willing to train someone you barely know? Sure, I've been here a while, but I mostly stay to myself unless I'm needed."

Vansel chuckled, "You have enough sense to listen rather than just charge ahead, training you won't be too difficult. I have an order from another town along the river for a large number of longswords and pikes, it will be easier to do with two of us working."

Jarg smiled a toothy grin, "If you're willing to take the time, then I can make an honest effort to learn."

Both of the large men stood from the table, downing the last of their ales, then waved to the innkeeper as they left the building.

**********

That was how Jarg found himself in the smithy across the wide lane from the inn, learning about the tools there and how to use them. The first day or two was spent mostly watching the smith as he worked, pumping the bellows as needed and doing other minor tasks.

On those days when the innkeeper needed him to do a delivery, Vansel would work alone; otherwise, the two worked together in the smithy. It took about a week of training before Jarg felt confident in using the hammer and anvils to try to make his first tool. It wasn't perfect by a long shot, being bent midway down the length of the blade, but the smith nodded and showed him how to fix it while the metal was hot.

A week or two passed, then Jarg tried making his first sword. Once again, it wasn't perfect, but it was reasonably straight and had a fair edge on the blade. The smith showed him the bits where he hadn't quite kept things true and Jarg managed to fix them all on his own.

The big order the smith had mentioned was due to be delivered in about two more weeks. Jarg and Vansel settled down to the work at hand, turning out a few pieces each day. Jarg's efforts were improving as he grew more familiar with the tools and the skills needed.

They worked late into the night on the last day to finish the order, which consisted of 35 longswords and 50 pikes.

Jarg and the smith headed off to their beds after a quick meal of cold meat pies and ale. They would be on the road shortly after dawn.

Vansel borrowed a wagon from his younger brother Argen's carpentry business the next morning to haul the shipment of weapons.

They had eaten more of the meat pies and carried a bag with close to two dozen more in it, along with a small keg of ale to drink. After setting the two heavy bags, one with the swords, the other with the pikes, in the wagon bed, both men climbed on the seat and were on their way.

They left the town by the north gate, then continued up the north road. An hour or two after they started up that road, they were attacked by a couple of rather stupid thieves who thought that they might be carrying something valuable in the back of the wagon.

It only took a moment for Vansel and Jarg to change the minds of the two thieves. Perhaps it was seeing Jarg's rather homely face that caused them to flee? In any case, the two of them were able to continue on their way, reaching their destination in the late morning.

Camris Jenzo was waiting in the front section of the other town's barracks when Vansel and Jarg arrived with the weapons. Camris took a quick look at the two bags of weapons, pronounced them suitable and handed Vansel seventeen silver coins in payment.

A brief stop in the barracks to share an ale with the soldiers and Camris was a nice break before the return journey.

Jarg and Vansel had no problems on the way home, other than a mangy dog chasing the wagon at one point.

When they were home, Vansel smiled, passing Jarg seven of the silver coins they had earned, "You've worked hard for it, lad."

**********

Life settled down after that. Jarg was usually to be found in the smithy, although Vansel's younger brother Argen, the carpenter, sometimes had Jarg helping him out with work in his shop. Jarg didn't mind, he was learning useful skills and earning money in the process.

Then there were the times where Jarg, and sometimes Vansel, were sent out to deal with monsters in or around the town. For instance, a minotaur had found the town and was attacking people near one of the gates. Jarg and Vansel soon ended that bit of nastiness.

Another time, a siren was discovered in the waters not far from the docks. Two sailors went to their dooms in the harbour before Jarg found out about it. He talked with Vansel, Argen and the innkeeper, then obtained some wax and small bits of cloth to use to plug his ears.

As with the octopus several months before, the siren was sometimes seen lounging on the large rock in the outer harbour. Perhaps luck favoured Jarg that day, but the siren was sleeping until just after he pulled the boat up on the small bit of shore surrounding the big rock.

She did wake as he climbed the rock toward her, and she promptly started singing, figuring he would be entranced like everyone else. She was quite surprised, then, when he appeared to have no reaction to her song and it only took a moment before she was defeated by him.

Another time involved Jarg, Vansel and a couple of other men from the town going out and clearing a pack of giant cats that were attacking cattle and other animals owned by the farmers and townsfolk. That one took most of two full days before they killed the last one.

Other times, Jarg would be sent by the innkeeper to make a delivery to folks outside of the town. He enjoyed those days, as he could wander along on his own two feet in his own good time, which he found more enjoyable than being stuck sitting on a wagon seat.

The townsfolk soon grew accustomed to seeing him working mostly in the smithy, sometimes in the carpenter's. He was just another citizen.

Pathfinder: Jarg: The Trouble With Cats

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"It figures that someone would want me to tell the story of the fight with the giant cats again. I've told this one a dozen times or more now!"

Jarg was sitting on his homemade stump stool near the kitchen of Madame Benrime's excellent establishment, the Journeyman's Inn.

He had recently moved into a room behind the blacksmith's, sharing the living space with Vansel, his brother Argen and Vansel's wife Twist. Even with that, though, when Jarg wasn't busy helping the smith or the carpenter, he could be found relaxing in the inn over a mug of ale.

He was simply relaxing on this fine late spring day when a big man entered the main area of the inn. Surprisingly, Jarg didn't know him. Jarg watched as the man waited for Madame Benrime to finish talking with Petter at one of the tables scattered around the room.

It was almost impossible not to hear the man when he finally did get the chance to speak. "I have a problem with a large pack of giant cats, Madame. Three times in the last week, one or more of the farmers nearby, including Valgas, have lost animals to these damn cats."

That was when Valgas himself came stumping into the room. Stumping because his right leg from the knee down was a wooden log. That was the result of an attack on the town several years before, an attack that saw three townsfolk die and several more take severe injuries.

At least, that was what Jarg had learned on the few times he had been out to Valgas' farm to deliver items or pick up goods for the town.

"That be the truth, Madame Benrime, there be at least a dozen of these giant beasties hitting the farms out my way," stated Valgas.

The unknown big man continued, "From the brief sightings we've had, these cats look like cougars, but stand as tall as my shoulder while on all four feet." He sighed, then pointed to my little table, grabbed two chairs and dropped them there, waving to Valgas to take one of them.

Valgas griped about being treated like an invalid, but most townsfolk knew how his leg still hurt after all this time, then took the offered seat.

The big man settled himself onto the second chair, then looked across my small table, giving me a slow, full look from head to lap.

He was, as I've said, a big man himself, a bit over six feet in height, but that pales in comparison to my full height of almost eight feet. Even with us both sitting down, he actually had to look up a fair bit to look me in the eye, but he didn't seem to be afraid of me, which was quite odd.

That was explained with his next remark, "You are Jarg Stonefist, I've heard some stories of things you've done for the town recently. As for me, my name is Kelman Larco, and I'm the closest thing this town and the surrounding area have to a fully trained war captain.

"As such, when needed, I can appoint people here as contractees for specific actions. I want to hire you to help deal with these damn cats."

I sat there for a few minutes, thinking about what he had just said. Naming himself as a war captain meant he would be in the middle of the fighting himself, and he wouldn't hold back during a fight, either. He would also chew out anyone that dared to play stupid games.

The fact that Madame Benrime just nodded over his shoulder as he started talking to me added to his reputation. She obviously knew him well.

I continued to sit there and think about this situation. To be honest, with the things I'd already done here, I couldn't rightly refuse the contract. I smiled briefly at Kelman, then nodded, saying, "I'll accept it. It's my opinion, though, that you should also have Vansel helping us."

Kelman chuckled, a brief sound that showed his amusement at my comment, "That's who I'll be meeting next, Jarg. Perhaps his brother, too."

I sighed and shook my head as I replied, "Leave Argen out of it, he's never fought in a real battle. At most, he's been support for such."

Kelman at least had the sense to listen to what I said. "Maybe we could bring him along, keep him in a protected spot where he could be support for us, mostly along the lines of having a portable forge and some other gear along to be used for repairing weapons and armour?"

I thought about that for a moment, then nodded, "That could work, but someone would have to stay with him as a guard, I'd think."

It was now Kelman's turn to nod as he answered, "Hmmm... Pelkarn, the woodcutter's boy, has some skill in fighting, he could handle that."

I grunted, "So you, me and Vansel as the main fighters? Is there anyone else with decent fighting skills that could give us a hand?"

Valgas had been sitting there with his left leg out full length rather than tucked under his seat and said, "Jomar the ranger is good enough."

I sat there for a moment, thinking; I'd met Jomar once or twice around the town. "Perhaps, he's definitely good with that longbow of his."

Kelman smiled, a smile which briefly made him look quite predatory, then added, "Bellon, the wagoneer and guard, is a fairly decent fighter."

I frowned for a moment after seeing that smile, then asked, "Would five of us be sufficient for dealing with these giant cats?"

Kelman nodded again, saying, "I think so. Hey, Valgas, how would you feel about acting as support with Argen and Pelkarn?"

Valgas looked up, then growled as he glared at Kelman, "I can still swing a sword, and I can use a short bow, too, if we can get one!"

**********

So that was how, three days later, we were heading out of town on the east road toward Valgas' farm, which would be our base. Valgas, Pelkarn and Argen would stay there, with the portable forge Argen had brought from Vansel's smithy that the three had already organized.

That left myself, Kelman, Vansel, Jomar and Bellon to head out and try to track the big cats. Jomar would be taking the lead for that.

Seven hours passed as we wandered around the area containing Valgas' farm, and those of three others nearby. Valgas' property was on the north side of the road about three miles out of Fiddler's Vale, with the farm belonging to Ramsen on his east side.

On the south side of the road were the two farms belonging to Markol and Laman, two brothers who usually planted different crops. Laman was also one of the few farmers in the area who bred beef and dairy cattle, keeping a small herd on his farm for those purposes.

Markol thought cattle were too much effort for him to put out. He kept a flock of close to seventy bighorn sheep on his pastures.

**********

It took us a bit more than a day to figure out where the cats were striking from; we'd camped just beyond Ramsen's farm on that first night.

We did finally find tracks of the big cats about half a mile beyond Ramsen's lands, along with the recent carcass of an older dairy cow. The poor thing had been dragged all that way from Laman's farm across the road. What was odd was the lack of sign before we found the dead cow.

There should have been blood on the ground along the path taken by the cats as they dragged the cow, along with bits of skin and flesh. There wasn't anything like that, though. Kelman had everyone stop, then looked at me as if to ask my opinion about what we were seeing.

"I hate to say this, people, but there's a human or humanoid helping these cats. That cow was carried here, likely on a wagon or cart."

Kelman nodded, then looked at Jomar, who also nodded, agreeing with my assessment.

Jomar then added, "I did see what looked like cart tracks coming from Laman's farm, but they were slightly odd, like someone wrapped the wheels in heavy cloth to disguise the marks that bare wheels would have made. See here?" as he pointed at a faint marking on the ground.

I grunted, "Well, that makes it for sure, then, someone or something is helping them. We keep hunting?"

Kelman nodded again, then had Jomar lead the way, as even those of us with no tracking skill could see the cat prints in the bare dirt.

**********

We followed the prints along the dirt for about two miles before the ground switched to grass. Jomar scanned the grass, then pointed ahead.

"They not too far ahead now, mebbe half a mile? If I remember right, there's an old cave in the hillside above the road," Jomar stated.

Kelman knew of the cave that Jomar had mentioned; it wasn't very big, maybe fifty feet deep, but large enough for the cats to use it as a lair.

"We keep going, folks, but keep a watch, we don't want to get caught by surprise by these cats or their helper, whatever it may be."

We all nodded and so we continued our hunt, eventually arriving near the cave, only to hear one of the cats yowling in full voice.

Within a few brief moments, thirteen very large cats came running and tumbling out of the cave, eager to do battle with us.

What surprised us even more, though, was the orog (a greater orc) that was straddling a fallen log not far from the cave entrance.

Behind the orog, we could all see an old, roughly cobbled together cart, with its wheels wrapped in thick cloth and a dead horse in the traces.

As I was the biggest member of our party, I pointed at the orog, saying, "He's mine. I'll help with the cats once he's dead."

Kelman shrugged just as the cats made an attempt to swarm us. I whacked one in the side of the head with a gloved fist, then strode past it to face the orog. The orog stood up just as I approached him, then picked up a club that had been on the ground beside the fallen log.

This would be a good battle, the orog was almost as big as I am, but not quite as heavy. I hefted my own great club and grinned at him.

He got the first swing, which I avoided by pivoting slightly on one foot, then I swung my club at him as he briefly stumbled.

He snarled as my club slammed into his left shoulder, but shrugged it off and swung at me again, this time just clipping my left leg.

That hurt a fair bit, but it didn't feel like anything was broken, so I whacked him again, then hit him with the sword in my left hand, too.

I'm glad that I have human intelligence thanks to being only one quarter ogre, it sure can come in handy like it did now.

See, he wasn't expecting me to fight with more than one weapon, so my club only getting a glancing hit followed by the sword ripping into his torso just below his right armpit caught him completely by surprise. He staggered, blood flying through the air, so I swung my sword again.

The second strike with the sword was right in the neck, which wasn't protected. The orog dropped to the ground, already dying.

I looked down, then growled as I used the sword to kill the orog by cutting off its head. Then I turned around to enter the fight with the cats.

Kelman, Jomar, Bellon and Vansel had already killed five of the huge cats as I waded into the fray, using both the club and the sword.

All of the men could hear me growling in battle lust as I charged at the remaining cats, clubbing one on the head and slicing a fair chunk from another cat's shoulder as I burst through their little group, stopping briefly before I turned to charge at the cats again.

While I was turning, Vansel whacked one of the cats on the rump with his big hammer, smashing it's spine in the process. He followed up that hit with another strike on the same cat, this one to the head, crushing it and cutting off the horrible yowling sound the first hit had caused.

Kelman was fighting what looked to be the biggest cat of the six that remained uninjured, he ripped open its belly with one swipe of his axe.

By that point, I was facing the cats again, and with another strike to the head, I killed the one I had already hit there a moment before.

Bellon and Jomar were working together, Bellon using his sword and shield to harry one of the cats while Jomar used his bow. That cat ended up with an arrow striking just above its right ear, which distracted it enough that Bellon was able to slit its throat with his sword.

I then turned slightly and swung my club at the cat I had cut with my sword, striking it in the shoulder and knocking it off its feet for a moment. That was long enough for me to lean forward a bit and swing my sword, which came close to removing the cat's head in one blow.

I almost missed seeing Kelman rushing to stand just back of my left shoulder and strike at a cat that had somehow gotten behind me.

Kelman hit that one full on with his great axe, dropping the beast to the ground as it shuddered in its death throes.

Now there were just two of the cats left, I growled again and actually threw my club at one of the cats, hitting it in the middle of the back. I followed that up by pouncing on the same cat, swinging my sword with both hands as I landed, almost cutting the cat in half.

I picked up my club, and with a swift swing of my sword, sent that one on to the death lands to join its brothers and sisters.

Bellon and Jomar had worked together again, Bellon hassling the last cat with his sword as Jomar put three arrows into it. At the same time as Jomar's third arrow entered the cat's lower brain at the base of the head, Bellon swung and put his sword deep into the cat's belly.

That cat slumped to the ground, both the last arrow wound and the vicious stab from Bellon were killing wounds. Bellon's strike hadn't quite hit the heart, but it had cut one of the major arteries not far from the heart itself, and the cat only lasted for a few brief minutes before it died.

The battle was over, thirteen giant cats scattered across the ground in front of us and the orog lay dead near the fallen log next to the cave.

Kelman had been clawed at least four times during the battle, two of them getting through his tough leather armour. Bellon had taken a swipe from one of the cats on his left shoulder, which hurt enough that he had been having trouble keeping his shield up to protect himself. Vansel, like Kellon, was wearing leather armour, and somehow had managed to come through the battle with no serious injuries.

Me, I'd taken that hit to my leg from the orog, which hurt like hell, but from what I could see wasn't bleeding, just turning into a large bruise.

The five of us stumbled and staggered down the road for more than two hours, finally reaching Valgas's barn and the wagon there. Kelman had prepared for what might happen by having some bandages and three minor healing potions in the wagon, which had been left behind.

We all had a good laugh over that as Kelman, Bellon and I all had a dose or two of the potions, which soon revived us completely.

Vansel asked us to hand him our weapons briefly, then fired up the portable forge and fixed the minor bits of damage the weapons had taken.

Once he was done, he carefully shut down the fire, waiting for it to cool before he and I picked the portable forge up and placed it in the wagon.

**********

We entered the town about an hour after that, with Vansel parking the wagon in the street in front of the Journeyman's Inn.

Valgas had decided to stay at his farm, which meant there were seven of us bellying up to the short bar, yelling for ales.

Madame Benrime appeared a moment later, listened as Kelman told her the cats had been dealt with, then served the first round of ales.

The seven of us partied late into the evening that night, sitting close to the hearth, with the tale being told there for the first time.

To this day, I'm not sure who came up with the name of "The Trouble With Cats" for the tale, but it seems to have become another local legend.

Pathfinder: Jarg: The Warning And Forging Forward

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After the cat problem was resolved, life settled down to what Fiddler's Vale considered to be normal. For Jarg, that meant he either worked on the forges with Vansel supervising him, on the big saws with Vansel's brother Argen watching as he cut trees into logs and then split the logs into usable pieces with a large axe, or hauling food or other items to folks that lived in the area around the town for various reasons.

The days passed by with slow and steady regularity, then like an ill wind blasting through, everything changed in a few brief moments.

**********

Three folks came riding and driving hard toward the town gates in the early morning hours not long after the gates had opened wide. All three were human sized or close to it, the one on the cart slowly resolved into the form of a white haired slightly shorter woman with a strange symbol blazing in the center of her forehead. Then a guard noticed that the one who was hooded had claws instead of hands.

Weapons were drawn and the three were stopped for a short while as explanations were given, then a seal was passed to a guard. This startled the guard, who identified it as a seal stamped by the hand of the town's mayor, and the three were allowed to enter the town.

They made their way to the city hall, eventually met the mayor and passed on their news. That news brought swift response from the mayor, he called for messengers and had them running to find representatives of the temples, the mages' guild, the town guard and several others.

The three ended up waiting outside the city hall while the representatives were summoned and met with the mayor.

While they were waiting, someone near them yelled, "Loitering again, I see!"

That was when the tall one noticed the speaker in the street before her, a tiny woman astride a fair sized dog, wearing a big grin.

That turned into a reunion of sorts as the two spent a short time talking. It turned out the tiny woman, whose name was Duskade, had been accepted as a member of the town's guard troop, and had proved herself in several small skirmishes since that time.

The tall one, Acera, sighed and shook her head as she told Duskade that major trouble was coming their way, "Things are going to get seriously bad, Duskade. The undead and the shadow people are rising and will be gathering to make an assault on the town some time soon."

Duskade just shrugged it off and waited with them while the three sat there in front of city hall for the next hour.

Seeing that they wouldn't be called back inside any time soon, Duskade eventually suggested that she show the three around the town. Acera replied, saying that made sense, and added that they had been told to go to the training grounds to meet the town's defenders.

The small group wandered off, an odd one for sure, especially with tiny Duskade leading the way.

**********

Jarg was in the smithy, working at one of the forges, partway through making a plowshare for a farmer when the news reached him.

"Huh," he grunted as he swung the hammer at the implement again, "that doesn't sound good? The news is sure?"

The bringer of the news, a town messenger named Sharm, shrugged and nodded as he replied, "We're to set up a defensive force."

It was Jarg's turn to shake his head, he could hear Vansel muttering, "Another bloody invasion,dammit," as he worked at a forge nearby.

Jarg chuckled, he'd heard a few stories from Vansel, Vargas and others about events that happened before he wandered into town to stay. "Thanks for bringing us the news. Vansel, I guess you'll be meeting with the mayor about all of this?"

Vansel nodded, shrugged his shoulders and sighed as he laid the horseshoe he had just finished making aside. "I'm on my way now."

Jarg stood there watching for a moment as Vansel removed the big apron, hung his hammer on a pair of heavy nails on the wall and left the smithy. Once the smith was gone, Jarg released his own sigh and returned to focusing on the work of shaping the new ploughshare.

**********

Vansel was a big man, somewhere around six and a half feet tall, broad shouldered and strong from all the years of working a forge. That wasn't changed at all by his steel blue eyes which looked everywhere as he walked to the city hall, or his very short salt and pepper hairstyle.

He'd strapped a different hammer onto his belt before he left the smithy, a hammer with a large point on one side of it.

He walked into the town hall, spoke to an older woman at the counter and waited for a few minutes before the mayor led him into his office.

The mayor wasn't much younger than Vansel, perhaps forty years or so to Vansel's nearly fifty, but he was quite a different person. Theodor Rumbelfeld was easily a foot shorter, and quite stout rather than muscular, as he rarely walked anywhere since he had held office here.

Vansel looked down at the red-faced mayor, who apparently was angry at the fact that his town was being invaded again. The emphasis the mayor put on calling it his town was all too obvious, the silly man acted as if the town wouldn't exist at all if he wasn't there to run it.

"I'm here, Theo. What do you need me to do?" Vansel was blunt to the point of rudeness, there was way too much work to be done if there actually was an invasion on the way. Add in that someone had said the invasion would be by the undead and the shadow people and that meant that, once whatever weapons were made by him, Jarg and others, they would need to be blessed by one of the priests from the temples.

"Well, hello to you, too, Vansel. Damn inconsiderate bastards to want to invade my town. We need lots of weapons, Vansel, especially stuff that can be used by just about anyone. Daggers, scythes, hammers, anything that can be made in large amounts and as soon as possible."

"That's going to take a lot of time, Theo. Have you talked to the other smith, Gregg? He does most of the farm tools for the area," Vansel asked.

A knock at the door of the office interrupted them. The mayor waved to Vansel, motioning to open the door, and he did. Standing just out of the door's path as it opened stood the other smith himself, Gregg Boulter, carrying his work hammer in his large left hand.

"'Twas a messenger at me shop, telling me to get me arse here in double time, so here I be! What be happening with us?" he enquired.

Vansel waved him in, then turned to face the mayor again as he stated, "We're to make simple weapons for any folk to use, Gregg."

Theodor nodded, grumbling as he sagged into the only chair in the office behind a simple yet large wooden desk. "Anything that a townsperson or a farmer could wield fairly easily without a lot of training, daggers, scythes, hammers, stuff like that, and we need it all right now!"

Gregg laughed at the mayor's grouchy attitude, shrugging it off as he looked over toward Vansel. "I should be able to do a fair amount of each of those items as long as I don't get interrupted constantly. I assume you'll be working on making these items as well, Vansel?" he asked.

Vansel nodded, and after several minutes of further discussion to clarify things, he and Gregg walked out of the city hall together.

Once outside, Gregg turned and started walking toward the northern end of town, where his shop was located, as Vansel went the other way.

**********

Vansel returned to his smithy a short while later, informed Jarg about what they would be doing and the two got down to business. Several townsfolk were startled by the repeated concussive slams of two heavy hammers as the two men worked late into the night.

On the day after the town was warned of the invasion to come, the two were busy working when the outer door of the smithy suddenly opened. A small shape strode into the smithy, peering around until they noticed the two men at their separate forges, now staring at her.

Yes, her, the new person was a dwarven female who appeared to be a fairly recent arrival, her simple clothes were dusty but serviceable.

She stepped closer to the two full sized forges, moving slowly and carefully. It was only when she was fully within the light of Jarg's forge that they could see that she was carrying her own portable forge and had a large belt with a variety of items in pouches or strapped to it.

"I bid ye a good day, masters. I be here to ask if I might set up me small forge here and work with ye on making weapons?"

The soft lilting voice was a surprise to the two men, even more so with the slight accent and speech pattern that spoke of distant places.

Vansel stepped around his forge, still holding his hammer, chuckling softly as he approached the small woman.

"Good day to you as well. Ahhh, nice little portable forge there, that's useful. That holy symbol is an odd one, I don't know it," Vansel stated.

"That be no surprise, good sir. Austri has called me to serve by protecting others and by working at a forge when I can spare the time." That simple statement, along with the symbol of the hammer and anvil shining on her brow, made her intent to help the town in any way quite clear.

Vansel nodded and helped the woman, who told the two men that her name was Kotori, to set up her forge in an open space.

**********

The first thing that Kotori did after her forge had been set up was to bless each and every weapon Vansel and Jarg had already made. Only after she had done that to every single piece there did she begin the process of lighting her forge so she could add her own efforts to theirs.

It didn't take long for Kortori's smaller hammer to make its counterpoint against the sound of the larger hammers the two men were wielding.

The steady beat of the hammers could be heard each day as they created various pieces. Vansel was making warhammers while Jarg was creating a steady supply of daggers and the occasional short sword. Kotori made slightly smaller hammers similar to Vansel's warhammer.

The only interruptions were from Vansel's brother Argen, Vansel's wife Twist or Madame Benrime, telling them they needed to eat something. Each time they finished eating, they returned to the work. There was so much to be done and no telling how much time they had to do it.

As each piece, dagger, short sword, scythe or hammer was finished, Kotori would bless it and add a spell of protection against undead to it.

War was coming, every blessing would be needed to help keep the townsfolk safe in the battles ahead of them.

Pathfinder: Jarg: Let's Do The Twist

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Two days had passed since the town had received the warning of the impending invasion of undead and other dark things.

Jarg and Vansel, along with Kotori, had worked hard all day long making weapons for the defenders to use during the invasion. Now that the day's work was done, the three had settled down in the room with all the dining tables inside the Journeyman's Inn.

Kotori was drinking an odd brew that she had asked Madame Benrime to make for her, the two men had their usual ales.

As they relaxed there, a tall, slender yet curvaceous woman entered the inn, then made her way to their table and grabbed a nearby seat.

The new woman was Vansel's wife, Twist, and she carefully placed her tall rowan wood staff against the nearby wall as she sat down there. Twist was an earth mage, perhaps in her middle thirties, with bright silvery hair and odd cat-slit amber eyes in a beautiful oval face.

No one in the town had any idea as to how her eyes ended up that way, and her silvery hair, while slightly odd, was not all that unusual.

"Hello, Jarg. Work done for the day?" she asked. Jarg's simple nod in reply led to Twist relaxing in her chair, sipping from her own ale mug.

"Well, I suppose you've been wondering how I ended up with the name Twist, when my momma and papa named me Roselle?" she asked again. Another nod from Jarg had her look around, then resume her little tale, one he had been itching to hear for quite some time now.

"I suppose I was about halfway through my nineteenth year when our village, some distance north of here, was overrun by a large pack of orcs.

"They were beating and killing other villagers, not yet having reached our small home, and momma ordered me to run away and be safe.

"I managed to slip past three orcs that were going into the hut next to ours, then I hoofed it into the woods outside of town.

"I'm not sure as to how long I ran through the woods, no, forest, before I stumbled into a clearing with a very old rowan tree in the center. To this day, I can't explain why I entered that clearing and approached the tree, but my feet would not let me turn around and leave.

"Then I heard a voice, a strange, hoary, old sounding voice. I looked all around for a moment before I realized it was the tree speaking. It said something like, "Child, come closer, I have a great gift for you." Of course, being young and brash, I stepped closer to the great tree.

"I could feel something, it seemed to be coming from the tree, but I couldn't figure out what I was feeling. It was all rather odd.

"The tree continued to talk, the hoary voice somehow keeping me calm when I should have been running away as fast as possible.

"At some point, as the tree talked to me, there was a strange cracking sound. A moment later, a long branch was thrust into my hands.

"Just as I grasped the rough-shaped rowan branch, there was a yowling sound behind me and a moment later, I was knocked down. The creature, a large cat by what I could see of it as it barrelled through the clearing, had clawed my shoulder as it went past me.

"I laid there on the ground, crying for some little while before I noticed that my shoulder didn't hurt at all. In fact, it felt just fine. I took a quick look at it once I stopped watering the clearing, and all that remained of the nasty claw marks was some barely visible scratches.

"I stared at my shoulder, lost in my own thoughts for perhaps half a candle mark before I was able to focus on anything else.

"The tree had gone quiet at some point while I cried. The oddest bit was that I hadn't even noticed that it had stopped talking to me. I guess you can imagine my surprise when it began speaking again, saying that I was twice blessed, marked by the cat plus my being a mage.

"The tree spoke to me for a few more minutes, then I received the not so gentle impression that it was time for me to leave.

"I did so, carrying that staff, marked by the wild cat, and made my way back to my village to see what had happened. Now, several hours had passed since I had run from the village, and the sun was lowering toward the western horizon as I approached the village.

"I was appalled, there was not a single building left standing in the village. In fact, most had been put to the torch by the orcs. The smell coming from some of the huts and hovels had me running to the edge of the woods, where what little food that was in me came out again.

"I could see about a dozen orcs still roaming through the destroyed village, likely looking for more bits of treasure, I suppose.

"I stood at the edge of the village, staring toward several of the orcs, when I suddenly thought of a way that I could fight the creatures.

"I held my staff steady in front of me, then called upon my deity as I spoke the words to the spell called entangle by human folk, moving in the patterns required by it. Imagine my joy when the very grasses in the village wrapped around five of the orcs, holding them in one place.

"I had no control over my tongue as I uttered the words to the next spell, which drove many sharp spikes up into the entangled orcs. That was followed a moment later by a third spell, this one being one named earth tremor which tossed the orcs up and down. As I said, there was a sense of someone guiding me as to what to say as a fourth spell came forth, lightning striking the orcs down in a huge, blinding flash of light.

"The feeling of being compelled by something pulled me around the village's edge until I had almost reached the other side.

"Once again, I began uttering words, making motions, and as before, several orcs were entangled, spiked, thrown high and dropped, then blasted by lightning that I called down from the sky, a sky that was clear and bright, with not a cloud to be seen anywhere.

"Within moments, the last orcs within the village's boundaries lay dying, gasping out their final breaths as they were roasted alive.

"I kept watch for perhaps an hour after the final spell had been uttered, and then I received a shock that left me briefly senseless. That shock was the sight of my dear momma, crawling out of what remained of our home. She was trying to reach me across the ravaged ground.

"I met her about halfway, then knelt and held her as she, in short spouts of broken speech, told me what had happened after I left.

"I didn't actually need to hear the tale she told, but I knew that listening to her as her life slowly faded was what I needed to do.

"What I didn't know was that there had been a witness to my routing of the orcs, a young boy perhaps ten or eleven years of age. I did not see him at all, but when I stopped at the nearest inn, about a day's walk from the village, I saw people whispering as I stopped for a meal. It was at that time that I heard the tale he told to the folks there earlier that same day, a tale of how I twisted the earth itself in that battle.

"The lad had continued onward after telling his tale and being fed, and the story was repeated in each inn where I stopped.

It took me nearly two weeks of long, rough walks, staff in hand, before I reached the big city well off to the east of this place. I stayed in a shabby inn in that city for almost five days, wandering from inn to tavern to ale house, hither and thither, always hearing that tale.

"I never did find the lad, and I eventually decided that the city was not for me. I made my way here, another two weeks of long, hard walks.

"By the time I reached this town, I was barely able to stay upright, as I had not had any solid food for almost four days.

"During my travels, from my old home to here, I sometimes had to fight wolves, large cats, and other creatures. Sometimes I would manage to keep what little food I had when the beasts attacked, sometimes they would take it, sometimes they would steal a kill I had made.

"In any case, I gained the knowledge to cast several earth magic spells, much like the ones I mentioned earlier, plus the lightning.

"If it were not for those spells, and the fact that I could remember the chants and actions required for them, I would not be here today.

"And that, my dear Jarg, is the story of how I was named Twist due to that tale the lad from my village told, and how I came here.

"Perhaps, maybe another time soon if we survive what is coming, I might tell you the tale of how I managed to wed this old lug."

The smile, and the love that shone on her face as she looked over at Vansel, made it quite clear that she loved him and always would.

Pathfinder: Jarg: Let's Twist Again

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The town was busier than it had ever been before, new people were coming in to offer their help for the upcoming siege. Some were fighters, some were folks who could act as support in various ways, repairing weapons and other items, making bandages and other supplies. There were even folks who were making large amounts of simple foods that would last for quite a while, ensuring that everyone would eat.

Twist was sitting at a table in the dimmer back area of the tavern located on the ground floor of the Journeyman's Inn. A very large man was sitting not far from the hearth, and he would occasionally get up to shift the heavy pot or other items for Madame Benrime, the innkeeper.

Twist had been introduced to him last night and learned his name, Jarg, when she told her tale of how she came to Fiddler's Vale.

Everyone in the town knew that there would soon be a siege, an attack on everyone there as revenge from an evil sorcerer who had kidnapped the friend of two of the folks in the town. Many had heard the story that an all female adventuring group was rescuing that friend.

Well, this evening had been rather interesting, Twist thought to herself as she relaxed in her chair, sipping from a fresh mug of ale. There had been stories from several different people about how they came to be there, but then the woman named Emmy told her tale to the large crowd filling the tavern from one end to the other, many of them simply sitting on the floor or squatting near tables that held their drinks.

When Emmy finished, having included the half-orc named Goruza and the catfolk ranger Milah who were sitting near her in the tale, she smiled and executed a partial bow, then grinned and raised her mug to salute the folks of the town. The tavern erupted in raucous cheers.

Twist smiled and raised her own mug in a salute to Emmy, then sat back and thought for a short while before rising to her feet to face the crowd. "Good folks, we all know the danger that is coming. Some of us will fight as we are able, some will help behind the lines.

" I promised the following tale to several folks here when I related my story last night of how I arrived here. And so we go...

"I'd been here for a bit more than a week, perhaps ten days, when I was asked if I would help on a small mission to rescue a child who had fallen into an old well on his family's property a mile or two outside of the town. I doubted that I would be of use, but I did go along with them.

"We reached the property not quite an hour after we had left the town and the owner of the place led us down to the old well.

"It didn't take long for me to notice that the well was rather damaged, definitely due for either repairs or complete replacement. A quick scan of the walls of the well showed me that the whole well would collapse with just the slightest nudge of my powers as an earth mage.

"I used my abilities to pinpoint the precise location of the child, then waited as they lowered a rather interesting looking arrangement of a seat fastened between two long ropes. It took three tries before the child was able to grab onto the seat, then lever himself into place.

"Once the child was safely above ground, I asked the owner what he intended to do regarding the condition of the old well. His reply was that they had a newer well with a deeper access to good, clean water closer to the house, so they no longer needed this one.

"With a little further discussion, I was given permission to close the old well in a permanent fashion.

"That turned out to be rather easy, I simply used short nudges of my tremor ability to shift the upper portions of the well and make them fall into the well hole itself. A few further nudges and the remains of the well were covered by dirt pulled from the area around me.

"The property owner was quite impressed with what I had done, and we spent some time talking after I had finished my work.

"That led to further visits with him, which led to him coming to visit me in town, then I met his second cousin Vansel and lost my heart.

"I had no idea that the two men were related to each other, even though I had seen the big smith in the distance a few times.

"Well, I had decided to stay, and within a few days of the rescue of the young lad, I was helping the town with various earth problems. Problems like making sure that a ditch just outside the town could be properly arranged, including some spikes set as traps for horsemen.

"There were other 'problems' such as needing dirt to be placed so that the ends of a bridge could be properly set and the bridge built.

"As time passed, Vansel and I spent more time together, often relaxing at a table here after the days work was done.

"I still didn't realize just how important Vansel was to the town, at least not until he obtained a contract to make two hundred longswords. That was when I learned that he was not just a smith, but an actual weaponsmith, with a reputation for making excellent pieces.

"His size didn't bother me at all, he never tried to intimidate me or anyone else. He just did whatever work was needed, and did it well.

"I suppose it was almost a year after I arrived her before he asked me formally to be his wife, and I soon agreed.

"We had a quiet wedding service here in town at the temple of Mitra, and I was quickly moved into his apartments behind the smithy.

"We had been married for not quite two years when I was asked to join a group doing another rescue mission. I quickly learned that this one was to help free the folks caught in the collapse of an old mine. I worked along with many others for just over a day to clear an entry path.

"Once the hole we had made was big enough for people to get through, I stayed out of the way, only occasionally nudging the piles of rock and dirt to one side or the other to make the hole a bit bigger and thus easier for the folks trapped inside to make their way out to us.

"Even with my powers, it had been very difficult to get the huge pile of collapsed rock and dirt to shift and form a hole within that mess. I ended up staying there for another three days once everyone had been rescued, moving the rest of the collapsed rock and dirt out of the way.

"I heard afterward that they had people go into the tunnels to check them, and reinforce walls with heavy beams where they were needed. If doing things like that would help to ensure the safety of the people working in those tunnels, then I would be there to help them.

"To be honest, most of the abilities that I've found that I can use seem to need to be done in an open area somewhere outdoors. I've actually tried a couple of them indoors, and let's just say that I won't do that again. Poor Argen, I didn't mean for those spikes to pierce his leg!

As time passed, I learned other spells that could be useful, like Shillelagh which turns a staff into a stronger weapon and Flaming Sphere, that's a rolling ball of fire that does a fair amount of damage to anyone that gets in the way. Hurricane Blast is pretty obvious, I'd think.

Thorny Entanglement is like the usual entanglement, but with the added bonus that the plants can make ranged attacks. Ice Storm is another one that I like, that throws out hail in a cylinder/circle forty feet wide and can do significant damage in a very brief time span.

"I suppose that I would be a druid, but if so, I am an unusual one, as I did not learn these spells through a teacher in the usual way. No, I was definitely unusual in that respect; I literally had my first spells implanted in my mind the day I killed the orcs in my old village.

"That's right, it wasn't until my deity, Njord, gave me those spells to use that I was able to do anything like that. I'm still learning, and I believe that I will be able to study further in the various elemental aspects. I am surprised, though, that I have no spells for the healing arts.

"If that means I must depend on a healer being nearby while I do my work, then I will do my best in the hopes that they will not be needed.

When Twist finished speaking, she sat down again and found that a fresh mug of ale was sitting on the table for her. She raised her nearly empty mug to the crowd around her, getting some cheers from them for the tale she told, then settled down to listen to other folks' tales.

That was when she noticed Jarg nodding to her from across the room. What was that about?

Rescue

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I'm a Texas girl, lived there most of my life. That's not to say that my life was easy, especially when I threw a wrench into the works; a week after I turned thirteen, I told my family that I was a girl, or that I should have been one, and that's when my life became a living hell.

Rescue


by
Crazy Pagan Gurl

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This is a picture of the car that my sister and I rebuilt when I was seventeen years old.

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  • Childhood

Rescue One, Two, Three

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  • College / Twenties

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I initially intended this to be a solo, but something tells me this is going to be at least a short serial before it is finished.

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I'm a Texas girl, lived there most of my life. That's not to say that my life was easy, especially when I threw a wrench into the works; a week after I turned thirteen, I told my family that I was a girl, or that I should have been one, and that's when my life became a living hell. My father beat me quite badly, but I guess I was lucky in a sense, as there were no broken bones or other major injuries, just bruises all over my body.

Everyone in my family was tall, my father was 6'5", my mother was 6'2", my older sister was 6'7" and my younger brother was 6"3. I say was because all four of them died while they were heading to Dallas - Fort Worth to catch a flight to California six months ago.

After I spilled the beans about wanting to be a girl, I was never left alone and my father talked to others in the small town a few miles from our modest ranch. It seems they decided they would "fix me", and so I found myself in a camp with half a dozen adult males for three months that summer. I'm pretty sure I did just about all the chores there, and if I disagreed with anything at all, I'd find myself on the ground, having been hit by a rock hard fist from one of the six men. Any time I refused outright, the six of them laid a really nasty beating on me. At that time, I was already 5'9" tall, well on the way to my eventual full height of 6'5", but I was slender, and all of these men were much bigger and heavier.

The casual assaults continued throughout that summer, usually one person, but now and then the group would lay into me for the heck of it. To say that I was a mass of bruises by the end of that summer would be polite, I'm pretty sure they'd cracked some ribs, too.

After that summer, I didn't trust anyone in or near that town, being different in any way wasn't going to be tolerated there at all.

It took two years before I found out from my sister that our father had arranged the "camp" for me, to straighten me out once and for all. My sister became the only member of the family or community that I would trust at all from that time forward.

I stayed in school, graduating near the top of my class not quite two months after I turned eighteen, then left, heading for California.

The winter before I left, I had sent in my college applications, most of them in Texas, but I decided that I wanted to go to San Diego State University in California; after getting their acceptance letter, I responded, informing them I would be there before the fall session started.

I wanted to be marketable once I finished at SDSU, so I asked for the combined BS and MS for Accounting, I also did a BS in Marketing, added an Economics minor and as if that wasn't enough, I figured a Masters in Business Administration would help me as well.

I threw myself into my studies, worked my butt off every day, gained the BS in Marketing in two years, then focused on the MBA and the combined accounting. It took me just over six years to complete all my degrees and the Economics minor.

My sister, as I've said, was my one support, she helped me out while I was there, covering 3/4 of my tuition each year. I had to work part-time to cover the rest and the cost of my small one bedroom off campus apartment, which led in time to my one big hassle there.

Early in my second year, I decided that I couldn't hold back any more, and spoke with a guidance counsellor, then was sent to see someone outside the university, as they didn't have a specific LGBT program in place. It made my life rather frustrating, but I talked to the therapist every two weeks, and after about five or six months of regular chats, I was put on female hormones, something I'd wanted for many years.

The hassle I spoke of happened near the end of my third year there, I was returning to my small off-campus apartment from work when I was attacked by two very large males less than three blocks from home. I recognized both as being on the university's football team, both of them were slightly taller than me, but much, much heavier. They were hell bent on getting what they wanted, they had actually torn my sundress from collar to waist, then one of them discovered my male bits, and they started beating on me, intent on hurting me as much as possible.

I was lucky enough that someone on the other side of the street called the cops when they saw what was happening, even more so when the two jerks were hauled off of me by a bunch of males who were passing by. A woman who was with the group of males knelt next to me, and pulled the torn parts of the dress so that they covered me, then spoke quietly to me as we waited for the police to arrive.

I was so relieved that I wasn't being beaten that I broke down and cried, holding on to the woman's shoulders. She just held me, whispering that I would be okay, then asking if they had done anything sexual to me. I responded they hadn't, but had attacked me instead; when she asked why they did that, I whispered to her that I was undergoing therapy as a pre-operative transsexual.

Let's just say the look this woman gave the two louts that had attacked me freaked them out, heck, it scared me, and I'm bigger than she was.

The police arrived and after talking with me and several of the folks who had been holding the jerks, they arrested the two of them, Mirandized them and dumped them in the back of the patrol car. One of the police officers was a woman, she asked me if I needed any help. I said yes, as I couldn't walk around with the dress as it was, and she called for another car to come and take me home. I informed the officers that, once I returned home and changed into something else, I would be happy to be checked at a medical centre for evidentiary purposes.

The same female officer nodded, saying she would make sure that I had an escort to the hospital and back, for my own safety. I couldn't see any reason to disagree, so I waited and when the second car arrived, I was taken home, where I changed, then to the hospital. The hospital was all right, they checked me out pretty thoroughly, including X-rays, before informing me that I could go home. It was now 2 AM.

In the end, the two jerks didn't have a prayer of getting away with it, they fought the case right to the end and lost. Since they had refused all chances to make any kind of deal, apparently because in their words I deserved what I had gotten and a whole lot worse, the judge came down hard on them and sentenced both to fifteen years in prison, with no parole for the first seven years.

They didn't like that at all, both of them went wild, attacking the bailiff and their lawyers. It took several minutes and five more bailiffs coming in there before the situation was under control. The judge shook his head, and added three sentences each of five years for the assaults on the original bailiff and the lawyers, then stated that the sentences would be consecutive, and minimum parole was now fifteen years.

Other than that one incident, my time at SDSU was spent in classes, studying, working or sleeping, any other activities were quite rare. The only break of any length I had during that time was when I went to Thailand for my SRS, paid for by my sister, may the gods bless her!

Well, that gives a basic history of my life up to the point where I finished my degrees. I managed to get a job with a small company in LA that was looking for someone with a knowledge of accounting and business administration, and I've been working there ever since.

As I said earlier, I lost my whole family six months ago, all of the grandparents had passed on within the last five to ten years; my parents had both been single children, so I was the only surviving member of my family. I had to sort out the funerals and a lot of other things. When my boss found out that my whole family had been killed, she gave me a one month leave to take care of everything, that helped a lot.

Since I returned to work after that leave, I've returned to my home town a few times to take care of family issues that came up.

Earlier this week, the lawyer I had hired to help sort out things after the funerals were done contacted me, saying he had found an account that belonged to my father, one that hadn't been listed in the will, and that the new account held just over $35 million US.

To say that I was stunned would be a major understatement, I immediately asked him if there was any info as to where the money originated. He replied that it seemed my father had held a fair number of shares in Microcrap, and had sold them the year before.

As it seemed that the sale had been legitimate, as the only surviving family member, it was all mine, money worries were a thing of the past.

**********

So here I was, back in my home town, tidying things up when I ran into one of my sister's friends. I actually knocked her down. Oops! I spent the next few minutes apologizing like mad before she finally said anything. "Hi, damn, you're big!" I giggled and agreed with her.

We wandered into a restaurant, sat and chatted over a couple of coffees. When she said that I looked familiar, I nodded; a few minutes later, she added that I reminded her of my sister, but that she knew the only surviving family member was the elder son.

When she said that, I shook my head and replied, "That's not quite the case. There was an elder son, but after some nasty things happened when he was a child, he left here at eighteen and headed to California to continue his education. California was mostly good for him, his studies progressed quite well, but he could no longer hold back his real self, so he transitioned there and graduated as a female."

She looked at me, asked "How would you know that?", then thought for a moment and added, "You were talking about yourself?"

"Yes, Becky, I was. One thing I'm glad of, I never had much facial hair, so passing even with my size wasn't all that difficult. I had one bad incident while I was there, I was beaten fairly badly, but the jerks involved ended up getting thirty years, fifteen without parole."

"Wow, that's a really stiff sentence. What caused that?" she asked. I then explained what happened in the court when they were sentenced.

She laughed. "That was a really stupid move on their part, attacking people right in the court."

We continued talking for a bit, then she mentioned that she had heard something about a boy being taken into the church for "correction". The way she said that word was odd; I asked if she meant something like the summer I went through when I was thirteen, she nodded.

"What I heard is that the boy has said he is a girl, and they intend to beat it out of him in the church, verbally and maybe physically."

I growled, my anger rising, and received startled looks from the three other people in the restaurant. "People still allow that shit to happen?"

When she nodded, I stood up, dropped a twenty on the table, and said, "I'm going to go and help that child in a moment. Bye."

I walked out of the restaurant, flipping my cell phone open, then called my lawyer and explained what I had just heard. After talking with him for a few minutes, I walked to my car, a cotton candy pink '58 Thunderbird my sister and I had rebuilt when I was seventeen. I dropped my purse and attache case in the back seat of the car, then relocked it and walked over to the church, entering through the side door.

When I was approached by one of the large group of men sitting in the main area of the church, I said that I had thought the pastor would be there alone and that I could talk to him later, then winked at the lone young boy before walking toward the front entrance.

He followed me out, we chatted for a few minutes, he gave his femme name as Lara, and I told him how to get to my car. "Just make sure you wait a few minutes, and be sure that they're all involved in the discussion before you sneak out to my car, okay?" He nodded and I left.

I had made sure before going in that my lawyer would contact a judge I had heard about down near Houston; this judge had a reputation for defending LGBT folks, and I had asked the lawyer to contact that judge and inform him I was bringing a child at high risk down there.

As I reached my car, my cell phone rang, I unlocked the car, sat in the driver's seat, then leaned back, grabbed my purse, pulled out the phone and answered the call, "Hello, this is Melissa Johansson, who is calling, please?"

"Hello, Miss Johansson, this is Judge Thibideau, your lawyer informed me of what you intend to do. I want to know why."

"Well, Judge, from what I heard from my sister's friend, the people in that church intend to force the child I'm rescuing to be a boy, even though that child knows deep within his own heart that he is truly female. My friend said they might even physically harm him in the process. Furthermore, I've been through something of this nature myself about a dozen years ago, I left home as soon as I could and transitioned."

"So you are telling me that if this child remains there, he is at high risk of at least serious emotional harm, and possibly physical?"

"Yes, that is exactly what I'm saying, this child cannot be safe here at all. Hence I want to bring the child to you."

"All right, bring the child here. You do understand that you are taking a very large risk yourself, young lady?"

"Judge, if you were here and in my position, would you leave that child here so they could do whatever they want to him, maybe kill him?"

"When you put it that way, no, I wouldn't. Children should be protected, not put in harm's way. Call me when you arrive here, please."

"I'll do that. And thank you, Judge."

"Don't thank me, just keep that child safe from harm."

**********

I ended up waiting for several minutes after the call had ended before I spotted Lara walking toward the car. She quickly looked around, then continued and upon reaching my car, opened the front passenger door, climbed in and put on her seat belt.

I took a quick look around myself, then carefully shifted away from the curb before doing a three point turn and heading east out of town.

I suppose the child was sorely stressed because she cried for some time before she relaxed and fell asleep. I should tell you now that Lara is ten years old, a bit small for a boy that age, and the longish hair lends a slightly feminine look to the overall appearance. Looks aren't everything, though, and I had heard from this child that he has known he should have been female since he was five years old.

The miles passed by under the wheels of my car, the child sleeping in the seat kept drawing my attention for brief moments. A little over two hours after we set out, I pulled into the lot of a coffee shop in Childress, I needed a bathroom break and a wake up call of sorts. I gently shook Lara, who woke a moment later, and suggested that it was a good time for a bathroom break. We entered the shop together.

I politely let the cashier know I'd be buying something once we had used the washrooms, she nodded and I went about my business. I noticed that Lara was in the stall next to mine, and we chatted quietly for a few minutes, then cleaned up before exiting the washroom.

I ordered a large coffee for myself, Lara asked for a medium tea, and we both picked a soup from the limited menu. I paid for everything, the drinks were handed to us, and the soup was ladled into bowls, then passed over the counter. We sat down at a table and ate our food.

When we were finished, we returned the bowls, then carried our drinks out to the car. Lara asked where we were.

"Childress, about an hour southeast of Amarillo. We've still got a lot of travelling to do, it could take all day to get to Houston."

"Why are we going there?" Lara asked.

"There is a judge down there that helps people like you, Lara, and he will ensure that you will stay safe while there."

"Is this judge going to keep me safe from what could have happened to me today? I heard what those men were saying, it wasn't nice!"

"He'll do his best to keep you safe, child, and so will I. Now how about we get back on the road?" I unlocked the car, watched as Lara scurried across the entire width of the front seat before sitting down and buckling herself in, then I did the same, started the car and resumed driving.

The hours passed in companionable chatter with one more stop for washrooms before we found ourselves approaching Houston. The Judge lived in the community named The Woodlands a bit north of Houston itself, I decided on a quick stop before meeting him.

The Woodlands Mall seemed a good place to stop, there would be restaurants and we could take our food down by the lake. Lara was agreeable, so I found a parking spot not far from the main entrance, we left the car, locked it and headed into the mall.

After finding the food court, we took a few minutes to decide what we wanted, I went for Chinese food, one meat, two veg and noodles while Lara opted for a burger, fries and a pop from the one shop offering such fare. After paying for the food, we headed out to the lake.

We had finished about half of our meals when Lara asked me to be quiet, she had heard something odd, she said it was someone crying. We both listened intently for a few minutes, then focused on a small patch of trees near the lake that seemed to be the origin of the crying.

Both of us walked toward that small cluster of trees wondering what on earth had happened. We entered the cluster, looked around in the slightly dimmer light, then noticed what appeared to be a little girl curled up on the ground crying, rocking back and forth, back and forth.

I handed Lara my cell phone, then slowly walked over to the little girl, knelt on the ground beside her and touched her very gently. I definitely wasn't prepared for her response, she screamed and kept on screaming for a minute or two before my voice got through to her. That was when it all became even weirder, she literally jumped into my arms, I could feel her whole body, including obvious male genitals. Oh, boy!

I held this small child in my arms, rocking back and forth for a moment, then quietly asked what had happened.

"Last... last night, I told Daddy I was a girl, he... he didn't like it, he hit me, then told me to go to bed. When I woke up today, he... he said we would be coming here today to... to meet some people in the mall. We went to a store at the far end, then in, and... and it got real bad!"

I shook my head, what were the odds that I would run into two young TG kids in one day, and be the only one who could help them? I looked over to Lara, then turned my attention back to the little one in my lap. "And what happened then?"

She then told me that she had found herself in a room filled with adult males, all but one of whom she recognized from church each Sunday, and that they tossed her from one to the next, punching her, slapping her, then sticking their things in her bottom and shoving in and out. She said that they kept passing her around, she remembered going around the circle of men at least twice before she passed out.

I asked her if she knew the names of any of the men, she nodded; when asked what their names were, she very carefully named them, one by one. As she did this, I had Lara pull a notepad from my purse and copy down the names the girl was reciting.

Once the girl had finished, I continued to rock her in my arms for a few minutes; she was so worn out that she soon fell asleep.

I asked Lara to pass me my phone, when I had it, I called the Judge.

"Hello, this is the Thibideau residence, Martin Thibideau speaking, who is calling, please?"

"Judge, this is Melissa Johansson. I have a very nasty complication sitting on my lap right now." I quickly gave him the details, the low whistle from him told me he was somewhat worried. I asked why, he said that most of those people were people he knew of at least casually. Every one of them had easy access to large amounts of money, and none of them were afraid of using their wealth to get whatever they wanted.

"That doesn't matter to me in the least, Judge, what matters is what they did to this child, they all deserve to rot in hell."

"Hmmm... if we could arrest them and freeze their accounts, that might prevent them from doing anything else while we deal with it. I'll need to speak with a friend or two in the court system here, plus a few police officers, but first things first, the child needs to be checked."

"What hospital would you recommend I take the child to for that?"

"Shriner's for Children, it's just off Main below Holcombe in Houston."

"All right, Judge, would you do me a big favour and meet us there, please? I might need your help to ensure the child is treated decently."

I handed the phone to Lara, then used the trunk of a nearby tree to help steady me as I slowly stood up, still holding the child in my other arm. Once I was fully upright, I started walking toward the mall, informing Lara as to where we would be going once we reached the car.

As we approached the car, I had Lara hand me my purse, then I handed the small child over to Lara, who held her carefully. I unlocked the car, helped Lara to get in, buckled her in, then went to my side and was soon ready to head to the hospital.

Lara was still holding the smaller child. I could see tears trickling down Lara's cheeks, I could understand those tears quite well myself. I made sure to stay within all posted speed limits as we drove to the hospital, then parked in the visitors lot before heading to the hospital doors.

As we were about to go inside, I heard someone calling my name, turned around and saw an older male striding toward us.

"I'm Melissa, I assume you're Judge Thibideau?"

"Correct, shall we take this little one in to be examined?" I nodded and we followed him into the hospital.

The Judge noticed a nurse walking our way, and as she passed by, he asked her where we needed to go and told her why. The look on the nurse's face was ominous, we were all glad that we were on the right side of the law; she pointed down a hallway and gave a room number.

We wandered down that hall, eventually found the room she had mentioned and entered. There were two doctors standing behind a desk, a nurse at a desk further inside the room, and a few smaller sized stretchers in spaces that had curtains hanging around them.

The Judge quickly informed the medical people of the situation, and the doctors promised prompt and gentle treatment of the child. The Judge also mentioned that it might be wise to let me stay with the child while the tests were being done, as the child had already bonded with me.

One of the doctors nodded, then directed me into one of the small rooms; I took the child from Lara and entered the room, carefully setting the child on the bed, then set my purse on a small table and settled down to wait. I assumed the Judge would wait with Lara outside.

**********

The tests took a few hours to do, the child cried now and then, but never uttered a word of complaint, not even when they checked her rectum.
After they had done that, she whispered to me that it hurt, but nowhere near as bad as what had happened before.

One of the doctors entered the space, along with the Judge and Lara. "We've done all the tests we can, it will likely be some time tomorrow before we'll have the results ready for you, Judge; if what you suspect is true, we should get enough evidence to nail them all."

"Call me when it's all ready, please, then I can get things moving on the legal front. Thanks for your help, Doctor."

When the doctor had left, the Judge suggested we all go to a nearby hotel, he would pay for it for now.

I shook my head and told him no, I had plenty of money and could easily afford a hotel room for a night or two.

He shrugged, nodded and said it might be a good idea if we stayed out of sight for a while, he would call us once charges were filed.

**********

We didn't have to go very far, I checked us into a room with two queen sized beds at the Houston Marriott Medical Center.

The two children spent a few minutes wandering around the room, then jumped on the bed and looked over at me. It was at least an hour or two past the little one's bedtime, but she seemed fairly awake and whined about needing something to eat. That caused me to remember that Lara and I had left our meals behind at the lake, we'd completely forgotten them with everything that had happened since then.

"Okay, then, how about we go out and find somewhere to eat? Or would you rather order in?"

Both of them started yelling that they wanted pizza, so I asked them what they wanted on theirs; once I had that info, I called the Pizza Hut I had seen earlier and ordered small pizzas for each of us, asking for them to be delivered to my room at the Marriott. I figured that they might want drinks and maybe other things to nibble on, too, so I ordered several cans of pop and orders of fries and garlic bread.

The food arrived about thirty minutes later, I paid for it and barely set it down before the kids were digging into everything.

**********

Once they had been sated, both children settled down and after climbing onto the bed, fell asleep next to each other. It took me a while longer to get to sleep, I was wondering just how I was going to cope with two children until things could be sorted out with the Judge.

I had no idea at all that things were only going to get even crazier when I finally succumbed to the sandman.

**********

I woke up just after 7 AM and listened to the birds outside the windows for a while before the children woke up. Once they were awake, we used the microwave to reheat the leftovers from the night before and pretty much just chilled out for the day. I discovered that I could access movies suitable for the children, so they were happily occupied for now while I sat there and worried about everything.

At 2:30 PM, Judge Thibedeau called, saying arrests were being made due to the medical evidence, and those people's bank accounts frozen. The Judge said it would likely be wise for us to stay where we were for another day, as a few people still hadn't been found. We had just finished eating our lunch, subs I had ordered to the specifications each child wanted; I ordered enough to see us through to the next morning.

On the news that evening, there was a story about a man being shot nearby; I hadn't heard anything, so had no idea it had happened. It turned out that the guy who had been shot and killed was one of the people on the list I'd gotten from the child the other day. When I mentioned it, she turned to me and said that he had gotten what he deserved, he would never hurt another child. Quite true, but somewhat callous, I thought.

We munched out on some of the subs through the day; we were all in bed by 10:30 PM, and sleeping soon after that.

**********

My phone ringing woke me up just before 7 AM the next morning. I grabbed it, looked at the time, then saw it was the judge's number.

"Hello, Judge, I wasn't expecting to be woken up. What's going on?"

"Well, Melissa, the police just arrested the last person on the list your young one gave us, and all accounts have been frozen. You should be safe to go out now if you wish, I'd like to meet with you this afternoon to discuss Lara's case. Is 2:30 PM fine? I'll be in chambers."

"That should be fine, Judge, and thanks for helping. I think we'll also need to discuss the second child. Location, please?"

She listened as the judge gave her the info she had requested, then turned when the younger child spoke, "My name is Tab-i-tha." She very carefully pronounced each part of the name, making sure she said it correctly, then giggled.

I laughed and asked if she would mind if I called her Tabby as a nickname; she said it was fine, but she didn't think she was a cat.

I almost fell down, I was laughing so hard; this child had been badly abused and yet she could crack a fairly good joke!

I informed the Judge of the name the younger child had chosen, he said he was writing it down to help him remember it.

The Judge then said he had one more bit of news, one of the people they had arrested was Tabby's father, it seems he had been one of the participants in the events in that shop at the mall. I then learned that Tabby's mother had succumbed to cancer two years ago.

"So her father is looking at a lot of prison time, and her mother is dead. Gods, what a mess? Have you found any relatives at all?"

"Not yet, I'll let you know if I do find out anything," he replied.

**********

Since I had been told that we should now be safe, I took the girls to the IHOP just off the Southwest Freeway; we spent a good hour or so in there enjoying a solid breakfast, all three of us were glad to be able to be out and about again.

As we were finishing our meals, my cell phone rang; it was my lawyer, I answered on the second ring.

"Hiya, Jeff, I'm sitting in an IHOP right now, what's up?"

"Melissa, have you been following the news there at all? Especially the child rape ring arrests over the last 24 hours?"

"I haven't actually been following it, but I do know what's been going on, why?"

"I heard just now that the child in the case is supposedly transgendered, I know how you feel about what happens to transgendered kids."

I sighed then answered him, "Jeff, that child is sitting in front of me right now. Lara is the one that followed me from the church in my home town the other day. Well, Lara and I found this child behind the Woodlands Mall, maybe an hour or so after the rapes/assaults."

"So how the heck did they catch all of these people so fast, Melissa? Especially as most of them are quite wealthy?" Jeff asked her.

"Jeff, that would be thanks to the Judge. We had Tabby tested at one of the Shriners hospitals here, the children's hospital, and when the results came back, the Judge used that information to order the arrests and to have the bank accounts of all the perps frozen. With them all being wealthy, he figured it would make them very high flight risks, so the courts shut down their bank accounts to make that impossible."

"So you're okay, and I gather you have two children with you? Lara and the one you called Tabby?"

"Yes, I'm meeting with the Judge in a few hours to figure out how we will be dealing with both of them."

"All right, Melissa, please keep me informed, okay?"

"I'll do that, Jeff, talk to you soon. Bye." I then ended the call and put the phone in my purse.

I smiled at the two girls, we cleared the trays from the table, disposed of any garbage, leaving the trays on top of the bin, then left the IHOP.

**********

They say that things sometimes happen in threes, well, my third was about to happen, I just didn't know it. Seconds after we left the IHOP, there was some kind of accident on the eastbound freeway; what I saw was a car being wish-boned, I was pretty sure that the folks in the front of the car were probably dead. What freaked me out even more was seeing a child's car seat come flying from the wrecked car, right at me!

I put my arms up just in time, the impact as I grabbed the car seat dropped me to the ground on my butt; Lara snatched me by the belt and kept me from falling any further by placing her body behind mine. I carefully set the car seat down and rubbed my arms, that bloody hurt!

It seems several people had seen me catch the seat, and a crowd was gathering around us. Someone asked if I was okay.

I replied that I was fine, just not used to catching speeding objects, and a few people nearby laughed at my lame joke.

A few minutes later, an ambulance pulled up nearby and the paramedics walked over to me. They took a quick look at the child in the seat, then turned their attention to me, giving me a quick exam. One paramedic said, "You know that catch was caught on several cell phones?"

I shuddered, one thing I didn't need was to come under public scrutiny. "No, I didn't. Why did you even mention it?"

"Lady, before we arrived here, I heard one picture of it on Facebook had over 10k hits already, you're about to become very, very popular."

"Just what I don't need," I muttered to myself before I decided to look at the child in the seat beside me. The child was a slightly pretty looking boy, about four or five years old, a light-skinned black with wide honey brown eyes that would make any mom's heart melt, I know mine did.

"You have some serious luck, lady, you could have broken your arms catching that seat; all I could find was a big bruise on your abdomen, your arms are fine, although they might be sore for a while. You can take ordinary strength pain meds if you feel you need them."

**********

That catch will haunt me for the rest of my days, it was part of the lead story on the noon news. I had taken the children, including the one that had been in the car seat, back to the hotel to try to relax for a while before meeting the Judge in the courthouse.

We left the hotel about an hour before I was supposed to meet the Judge, I stopped at a Walmart and bought a two-seat stroller, figuring the little boy might need it at some point, and possibly Tabitha as well. We arrived at the courthouse with fifteen minutes to spare.

The little boy, who told me his name was Bobby, was happy to get in the stroller. Tabitha refused, she said she could walk just fine. As I knew what courtroom we needed to go to, I led the way to the elevators with Lara and Tabby following behind. I pressed the up button and we waited for a few minutes; when it arrived, the four of us entered, I hit the button for the third floor and the door closed.

It didn't take long to reach the third floor; when the door opened, we exited the elevator, looking around for a moment, then spotted a cleaner wandering around wiping everything. When I asked for directions to the courtroom, he pointed off to one side.

We walked down the way he had pointed, then noticed a sign listing courtrooms on that side of the floor, and found the one we wanted. I opened the door, noticed the room was empty except for one person, a male that looked somewhat familiar to me.

He turned around, and I laughed; it was no wonder he was familiar to me, it was my lawyer! He explained he had flown into Houston to be present for my meeting with the Judge, he felt that his being there might help as we tried to sort everything out.

He was quite surprised to see me with three children; when I explained how I had caught the third child, he laughed himself silly. He only stopped when Judge Thibideau came out from a room at the back of the courtroom, and called us into the other room, his chambers, I guess.

Once in there, I had to explain to the Judge about the third child; he was much more restrained, he only chuckled for a few minutes.

He then got down to business. "Well, Lara may be less at risk now, although I don't know if she would be safe at all. Her father was arrested by police in your county after getting into a fight in a bar last night; he assaulted a young man, injuring him pretty seriously, he broke one of the boy's arms, one of his legs and at least three ribs. The young man is in intensive care at the moment, and will likely fully recover."

Lara sighed, shook her head and spoke, "I don't want to ever go back there, I'd rather stay with Melissa here, I feel safe with her."

"And what about your mother? Is she not capable of taking care of you?" the Judge asked.

"I doubt it, sir, she spends all her time drowning her sorrows in alcohol, she hasn't been fully sober for over five years."

"Are there any other relatives, then?"

"No, sir, like Melissa here, both of my parents were single children, so no aunts, uncles, etc. The only grandparent still alive is in a care home, slowly dying from some cancer that spread through most of his body, doctors said he won't last three months."

"Hmmm... so no family to take you, that's not good. You say you would rather stay with Melissa? Even though you barely know her?"

"Yes, sir, she's the only person I know who has treated me with respect; as I said, I feel safe around her."

"How do you feel about that, Melissa?"

"If that's what Lara wants, I can deal with it. The only issue, I think, is that my job is in LA, not here."

"Would you be able to find similar work somewhere in Texas?"

"I should be able to; the truth is, I don't need to work. I recently found out I'm moderately wealthy, I just like working."

"So income isn't an issue, that will make things easier. Okay, that takes care of Lara, now on to Tabitha here. What I've discovered is that the last three living relatives she has are all in the prison system here, doing serious time, or will be in there soon thanks to recent events."

"Serious time? What do you mean?"

"Her father is looking at anywhere from fifteen years to fifty for what was done to Tabitha the other day. His two brothers were sentenced two years ago on the third strike premise after they committed an armed robbery of a supermarket in downtown Houston."

"Isn't third strike pretty much where they lock the cell and throw the keys away?"

"Something like that. Both were sentenced to twenty years for the armed robbery, they also received 25 years for murder two."

"So they won't be out at any time while Tabitha is growing up. What happens if she is left in the system here?"

"That is what concerns me, Melissa. Putting her into the foster care system will not ensure she ends up with people who understand what she is going through, and that could cause significant problems for her as she grows older, especially when she reaches puberty."

"So, for Tabitha's sake, it would be best if possible to avoid the whole foster system process?"

"I don't think so, Melissa. What I'm thinking is she seems fairly comfortable with you, you're already taking one, would two change things?"

I looked at Tabby, who had been sitting quietly beside Lara on a bench near the door. "No, I don't think it would."

The Judge nodded. "That takes care of the older two. Now we come to this one," he said, pointing at Bobby in the stroller. "He has three surviving grandparents, all three barely living from one day to the next on old age pension; none of them can afford to care for a child. In fact, a court officer has spoken to all three since the accident earlier, and they all said that they would be willing to sign him over into your care."

Melissa spluttered, "You can't be serious?"

The Judge nodded, a sober expression on his face. "I'm afraid so, Melissa. One of the grandparents said that anyone who would respond as fast as you did when you caught that car seat this morning is someone that they think would 'be more fit to care for a child than many a person I've seen over the years'. That was a quote. The other two grandparents agreed with her wholeheartedly. The choice is yours."

"If I don't take him, he would go into the foster system here, and who knows what might happen then. All right, I'll take him."

At this point, Jeff interrupted. "Melissa, I found three more accounts yesterday, totalling another $90 million US."

I looked over at him, stunned. What the heck was I going to do with $125 million US? "Where did that money come from, Jeff?"

"From what I could find, stocks and bonds he had traded over the years, he sold most of them off about a month before his death."

"So all of it is legitimate?"

"It looks that way, you'll have to pay inheritance taxes, but you should still have about 2/3 to 3/4 of the initial amount once that is sorted."

"Well, Judge, it looks like I don't have any financial worries, even with three children."

"Just take care of them as well as you can, Melissa, that's all you can do beyond teaching them how to be decent people themselves."

"So true, Judge, so true. It looks like we're going to be at the hotel for at least one more night."

"Unless you decide to stay here and look for a house somewhere in the Greater Houston area."

"Maybe, I'll think about it. Lara, Tabitha, time to go. Jeff, call me once the inheritance costs are sorted, and I'll sign for them at that time."

Rescue Four, Five

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Serial Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Child
  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Real World

TG Elements: 

  • Childhood

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Melissa was worn out and very, very frustrated. She'd been job hunting in and around Houston for over six weeks now, and every time she put in an application somewhere, she wondered why she had spent all her energy in the bone dry field of business administration.

Valentine's Day would be tomorrow, and she would still be out there roaming the streets looking for a job, just like every day until now.

It wasn't that her job with the company in LA was bad; Pegasus Unicorn Fae Festive was a great little company to work at, they were small enough that people knew each other within a week or two of being hired. The workers were mostly energetic, rambunctious young folks who loved to put that special spark in the eyes of children whenever possible, so the company specialized in children's birthdays and special occasions where they could put the skills learned in drama classes at college or university into play through their costumes and skits.

The problem had been on Melissa's end of things, she had never been into that drama stuff herself, her skill set was the business admin side. The company had been in need of someone to sort out their bookkeeping and had hired her a month after she finished her last degree. The truth of the matter was that, as much as she liked doing business admin, on its own, it had been boring her half to death.

They'd accepted her explanation as to why she was quitting her job there, and many had wished her good luck in finding a new job. The owner of the company had informed her that she was watching several business admin prospects at SDSU, she might hire one in a few months.

The spark she had been missing had been found when she rescued Lara, even more so when they found Tabitha in The Woodlands. She knew now that she wanted, no NEEDED, to be around children on a regular basis, perhaps even work with or around children?

After she had spoken with the Judge a few hours after the now famous car seat catch, he had told her of a woman who lived down the street from him in the Woodlands. This woman liked to babysit children, and had a degree in early child education which she hadn't used much recently due to the fact that she had been in a major accident several months before and still had trouble walking, even with two canes.

Valencia Alyssa Jeffers was a tall, not quite slender chocolate skinned black woman, just short of thirty years of age. Even though she needed the canes to move around on her own, she had no difficulty in keeping young children in line, even the trouble makers liked her. She had worked for a few years in the kindergarten classes at Kaufman Elementary over in Spring until the accident happened the previous summer.

Lara and Tabitha had been doing quite well, Valencia Jeffers proved to be an excellent teacher, she even had little Bobby learning his letters. Melissa dropped them off each morning, Monday to Saturday, at Valencia's house, and picked them up in the late afternoons. The only break each week had been on Sundays, when Melissa would relax with the children in the short term house rental she'd found January 3rd.

The house wasn't big, a modest three bedroom with two full bathrooms, Lara and Tabitha each had their own room. Bobby, for all that he was four, almost five years old, was quite small, closer to the size of a three year old, and he was still quite unsteady when on his own feet. Just to make sure he didn't injure himself, Melissa had bought a large crib and had Bobby sleep in it with the bars raised each night.

Melissa had him checked out within 48 hours of catching the car seat; the diagnosis came back three days later, it was multiple sclerosis. The doctors involved informed her that Bobby should be able to live a fairly good life, discovering it this early gave more options for treatment.

Bobby would need to be tested every two to three months to modify treatment plans as needed, and undergo regular physiotherapy.

Arrangements were made for Bobby to have physio three times a week at the hospital; Melissa would drop off the children at Valencia's house later on Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays, and pick them up at 6:30 PM instead of her usual time of 4:30 to 5 PM. On the days where Bobby had physio, Melissa would often bring some sort of take-out to Valencia's house and they would all enjoy the meal as a group.

So now she had two transgendered children in her care and a young boy with MS. Was life throwing curve balls just to complicate things? She had no idea if that were true; after another day of fruitless job hunting, she returned to the small house and found a letter in the mailbox.

A letter for her? Yes, it had her name on it, the return address was a company called Ramsay Enterprises up north. She'd heard occasional comments about the company from people in her line of work, it seems that Ramsay was making profits when many were losing money.

She wandered into the house, closed the door, then dropped onto the couch in the living room and opened the letter. She spent the next several minutes reading it, then read it a second time, and a third. The new CEO of Ramsay Enterprises was offering her a job? She shook her head, then read it again; the job would be in their new day care division at the head office, and she could work with and around kids.

She sat there and thought about it for a good half an hour. If she took this job, she could still use her business admin skills, and she would be able to work with kids whenever she wanted to do so. There was even mention of her possibly getting a degree in child care.

Maybe, just maybe, life was looking up. She giggled as she thought about how depressed she had been just an hour earlier.

**********

She stopped at a Thai restaurant on the way to Valencia's house and picked up an assortment of items, some normal, some mild, some spicy, then drove the rest of the way to Valencia's house. She'd called Valencia from the restaurant, explaining why she was running late.

When she arrived at the house, she exited the car, locked it and rang the door bell. A moment later, Lara opened the door. Valencia had drilled Lara and Tabitha about checking to see who was at the door before opening it, not everyone was nice like herself or Melissa or the Judge.

Melissa walked into the house, dropped the bags with food on an open part of the coffee table, then hugged the three children. Over the last month or so, Bobby had improved a fair bit, the physio had helped him to exercise his muscles and gain some stability when he moved.

They quickly moved the food to the dining room, Lara and Tabitha grabbed plates, glasses and silverware, then set the table. Lara wandered around the table, filling the glasses at each seat with fresh milk, then the five of them sat down to enjoy the meal.

**********

When the meal was finished, Lara and Tabitha quickly washed and dried the dishes, then joined the others in the living room. They walked in just as Melissa was informing Valencia about the job offer from Ramsay Enterprises she had received in the mail that day.

The two adults, Lara and Tabitha discussed it for the next hour or so, the group opinion was that she should take the offer. Not only would she be able to use the skills she already had, but she would have the opportunity to work around children and earn another degree.

At 8:30 PM, Melissa called it a night when she noticed little Bobby snoring softly in the corner of the large couch.

Melissa said that she wanted to talk with Judge Thibideau before she made a decision about it. She would call him tonight.

**********

Once they were home, Melissa put Bobby to bed, he was now using a small cot in her room where she could help him if needed. About a week earlier Melissa had packed up the crib, exchanging it for the sturdy cot, which Bobby seemed to find comfortable enough for sleeping.

While Lara and Tabitha relaxed for a little while before they would have to go to bed, Melissa called Judge Thibideau. They talked for about half an hour; the Judge knew of the new CEO there through his friend up in that area, in his opinion, the job offer was well worth taking. "As you say you were told earlier, you already have skills needed for part of the job, the chance to learn new skills and you'll be around kids, too."

Melissa shook her head, realized he couldn't see that, then asked, "Is this company really that good?"

The Judge nodded, "From what I've heard from some friends in the northeast, over the last six years, they've grown quite a bit; six years ago, the company's net worth was not quite $600 million US, they've boosted it by about $180 million in spite of the recent fraud issue."

Melissa grinned, "Well, that's good to know, I guess. I saw a news piece about that fraud case a few weeks ago; the detective in charge of the case and the District Attorney there consider the case a slam dunk, the DA might be using it to boost his chances for reelection in the fall."

"Yes, that happens from time to time when a case is that big an item; from the info given, the case is open and shut, no doubt about it. My Judge friend up there is friends with the Judge handling that case, that CEO you'll work for was actually in the court that day."

"Isn't that new CEO related to the people charged in the fraud case? Doesn't that have an effect on the business?"

"She is, her mother came from the original boss' second marriage, the first marriage resulted in the seven presently in the court system."

"So the seven are actually the new CEO's step aunts and uncles? Not a good example of how to treat family and the family business."

"Indeed, if they actually go to trial, they'll be facing the maximum sentences allowed upon any convictions."

"Hmmm... the patriarch's second marriage seems to have resulted in a decent, stable family environment."

"Yes, indeed. One more thing you might want to know, that new CEO, Seanna Ramsay, is like you."

"Like me? What in the heck do you mean?"

Judge Thibideau chuckled, "She's a post-operative transsexual, she had her surgery when she was eighteen, paid for by her mother."

"You're serious? And the company has no issue with her being placed at the top of the heap, so to speak?"

"Yes, Melissa, I'm serious. As far as I know, there haven't been any problems so far, and they have a solid LGBTQI policy in place now."

"Judge, it's really weird how this seems to have happened. I was doing my usual job searches today, getting really depressed at not finding anything that actually interested me, then I went home and found this letter sitting in the mailbox. Now I find out this company wants to hire me, will pay me nearly twice what I earned last year with my old company, and they have a policy to protect people like me."

"Maybe it was fate. Who knows? The fact is that you now have a chance to turn your life around. Will you take it or throw it away?"

Melissa giggled, "Of course I'm going to take it, I'd be insane to throw it away, especially with my recent desires to be around kids. There really isn't anything holding me here in Texas, and I didn't have much in California beyond the job, although I'll miss the people I knew there."

***********

The call had ended shortly after that, Melissa promised to keep in touch with him after the move.

As it was now almost 9 PM, Melissa hugged both girls, then sent Lara and Tabitha to their rooms to prepare for bed.

Melissa stayed up for another hour or so listening to music, then made her own way to bed just before 10:30 PM.

**********

Melissa woke up just before 8 AM; for once she hadn't bothered to set the alarm, yet she was still up at this time. She relaxed in the bed for a bit, there was no need to be up right away, she was planning to call Valencia this morning to pass on her decision.

She finally pulled herself out of the bed, and wandered into the bathroom, deciding that she wanted a bath this morning. She started to fill the tub, added a bit of the lavender bubble bath she liked, then tested the temperature and waited as the tub continued to fill with water.

She eventually turned off the taps, then slowly settled into the bath, just relaxing and soaking in the lovely warm water. The water felt so good that she actually dozed for about ten minutes in the tub, waking just as the water started to turn chilly.

She pulled the plug, then stood up and spent the next ten minutes showering, including washing her shoulder length hair.

**********

She had finished her shower and was drying her hair when someone knocked on the bathroom door.

"Melissa, it's Lara, I need to use the washroom, please, Bobby is in the other one having a bath, Tabby's helping him."

Melissa turned and unlocked the door, then moved out of the way as Lara practically threw herself at the toilet. Lara breathed an audible sigh of relief, Melissa giggled softly at the look on Lara's face, then finished drying herself, wrapped up in a towel and exited the bathroom.

Lara came out of Melissa's bathroom a few minutes later, then wandered into the kitchen. "I'll start making a hot breakfast."

Melissa nodded, one of the things she had been teaching the girls was how to cook various simple meals and several breakfast items. She knew that Lara would be careful, so she wandered into the second bathroom to check on the other two children.

They were both in the bath, Tabby washing little Bobby; now and then one of them would splash water on the other, both giggled each time.

Melissa was proud of the three children; the three had bonded as if they had always been siblings, it was such a nice thing to see.

**********

Eventually, they all wound up in the dining room, just in time as Lara was placing food on four plates on the table. Lara had made a very good effort this morning, the bacon looked crispy,, the eggs were as each person liked them, and pancakes and home fries rounded out the meal.

Lara had placed glasses by each plate, then filled them with milk and apple juice, the orange juice had been used up the day before. Melissa noted that there was a coffee cup by her seat, she tasted it before she sat down, black with a teaspoon of sugar, just as she liked it.

She nodded her approval of the food, then the four sat down and ate their last meal in the house they had called home for almost six weeks.

**********

After breakfast, Melissa called Valencia, informed her that she had decided to take the job up north, and apologized for the abrupt notice. Valencia responded that she figured Melissa would take it and that she would be fine, then told Melissa to take care of the kids.

Once the breakfast dishes had been cleaned, Melissa, Lara and Tabby started in on the packing. There wasn't a heck of a lot to be packed, the furniture and dishes had come with the house when Melissa rented it, so they only needed to pack clothing and personal items.

By 11:30 AM, everything was packed and in the trunk of the car and the kids were dressed including lightweight coats. Melissa locked the house, then called the agency that provided the rental, telling them she would be dropping off the keys, as she was leaving the city.

Melissa unlocked the car, the kids climbed in, Lara securing Bobby in the car seat before sitting in the front passenger seat, Tabby sat in the back next to Bobby and behind Lara. Melissa sat down in the driver's seat, started the car, then made a phone call to her landlady in California; she informed the landlady that she would be terminating the lease, was quite willing to pay any penalties involved, and would be arranging for a storage company to pick up everything in the apartment and keep it in a storage locker until she found a place to live up north.

She then called a reputable storage company, arranged for her items to be moved and promised full payment either later in the day or some time the following day, including a one month rental of a storage locker at the storage company's location in her area of the city.

A brief third call was to her phone and internet provider, to terminate the service at the house she was leaving behind today.

It was now 11:55 AM, there was nothing left but to start driving. "Ready, kids?"

The quick affirmative responses from the three children settled her mind, and she pulled out into the street; she had to drive a mile or so to get to the office of the rental provider she'd used, where she returned the keys, then headed for the nearest freeway.

**********

Several minutes after leaving the rental place, she turned onto Interstate 69 and started following it north out of the city; on the other side of Cleveland, Texas, the Interstate ended and it became state highway 59. It seemed to be going the right direction, so she stayed on it.

They made a brief stop at a donut and coffee shop in Livingston for a washroom break and to pick up some munchables. While they were there, Melissa bought a large coffee, she could put it in the cup holder she had placed between the front seats a few years back.

They were back on the road again within fifteen minutes. There was another stop in Marshall, Texas where they decided to have lunch at Barbeque Express just after 3 PM, and they were back on the road about 45 minutes later, heading toward Texarkana. While they were having their lunch, Melissa called Seanna at her office to inform them they would likely be arriving Thursday afternoon or early evening.

The third stop of the day was in Prescott, Arkansas, for a washroom break, fresh coffee and some more munchables.

The fourth and final stop for the day was at the Econo Lodge Inn and Suites just off Interstate 30 in Little Rock just before 8 PM. There were a few vacancies, Melissa managed to be able to get a room with two queen size beds, then they headed out to find something for dinner.

They returned to the hotel at 9:00 PM; within fifteen minutes, everyone was in bed and the kids were all asleep.

It took Melissa a bit longer to fall asleep, she was bemused at the thought that she was sleeping next to a young boy; he'd been sleeping in the same room with her ever since she caught the car seat, so it wasn't anything new, but she had never before slept quite this close to him.

**********

Melissa and the kids were all awake by 7:45 AM; after a quick round of showers and a bath where she washed Bobby, they all were dressed and ready to go out by 8:45 AM. Melissa had checked out the area and decided they would have breakfast at the Waffle House. The only issue was that the restaurant was on the other side of the interstate, they'd have to go over to Chicot Rd. to get to the other side.

Once the kids were in the car and the cases were back in the trunk, she set off, following Mabelvale Pike north and east until it met N Chicot Rd., then turned south and crossed over the interstate. A few minutes after that, they arrived at the Waffle House.

They enjoyed a leisurely breakfast of a variety of waffles, then headed back out to the car to continue the journey just after 10 AM.

**********

They were on Interstate 30, then 40, shortly after Melissa started driving, heading toward Memphis and the wilds of Tennessee.

Their first stop of the day was in Forrest City, Arkansas, for a bathroom break. They passed through Memphis a little over half an hour after they set off again, their next stop was in Arlington, Tennessee. While they used the washrooms there, Melissa bought a coffee and changed her plans. She couldn't explain it, but something told her that she needed to be on or near State Highway 64, and it needed to be fairly soon.

Once everyone was back in the car, she told them she would be using the state highways for a bit instead of the interstate. She drove off again, taking 269 until it met state highway 64, then she turned onto the highway following it east.

Just after they passed through Whiteville, Tennessee, Melissa turned from state highway 64 onto highway 100, and soon spotted what looked like a little girl sitting on the side of the roadway. She pulled over about fifty feet from the girl, then got out and slowly walked over to her.

As she came within fifteen feet of the girl, she heard her crying; Melissa quickly crossed the last few feet and knelt by the girl, hugging her.

A few minutes later, the girl's crying wound down, turning to occasional tears, she held on to Melissa like she was a life preserver on a sinking ship. Slowly the story was told; like Tabby, she'd told her parents that morning she was transgendered, they'd kicked her out as she was.

Being that this seemed to be back country Tennessee, where beliefs and thoughts were far too similar to what she had grown up with in northwest Texas, Melissa was upset that people could abandon a child so casually, but not all that surprised, honestly.

She continued to hug the child, offering whatever solace she could. "So, child, what are you going to do? Are there any relatives that would take you in and help raise you, or are they all like your parents seem to have been, willing to dump you as soon as you seem different?"

"Like my parents, miss, although some would have been much worse, they just threw me out and told me to bugger off. Their farm is half a mile or so that way," she pointed behind her, where a rough two lane road led off to the north.

"Come with me, child, I'm going to go and speak with your parents. Hop in the back and put your seatbelt on, please."

**********

That road proved to be rough, indeed, it had only the thinnest layer of tarmac, and there were ruts and holes everywhere.

The girl pointed out the farm on the east side of the road; there was a short laneway leading to the house, Melissa pulled in and stopped. The car parking by the house attracted attention, two adult men and a women approached her, all around 35 to 40 years old.

The one man, looking slightly older than the other but similar enough they could be brothers or close cousins, hissed in anger, then shook his fist at Melissa. "Who the hell are you to bring that spawn of Satan to my house? Take it and your damn car off my farm now!"

"Spawn of Satan? Why? Because she wants to be her true self?"

The two men looked at this crazy woman; if she wasn't so damn big, they might have tried to hurt her, but they didn't like the odds.

"There ain't no way in hell that child is a girl! He was born male, he can stay male or get the hell off my property!"

"Are you saying you would give up all claims on the child? Do you want the child gone so badly that you would sign her over to me?"

"If it removes that child from my sight, then hell, yes, you can have the little shit!"

"Fine. Is there a lawyer in the town who can come out here and act as a notary public, with you as signor and these two as witnesses?"

"Yeah, there is. Betsy," he spoke to the woman, "Call Phil Jacobs in town, have him hustle his arse out here pronto!"

**********

Melissa leaned against the front grille of the car, waiting for the lawyer to arrive. The children sat in the car, all of them were quiet.

The lawyer finally appeared at 1:35 PM, he didn't seem pleased to have been called out here. The next several minutes passed as Melissa listened to the farmer ranting at the lawyer about how he didn't want that despicable spawn of Satan anywhere near him.

"Oooookay, you're saying you want nothing to do with the boy Robert, is that right?"

"Right, this bitch here showed up with that little shit in her car almost an hour ago, acting as if the child were perfectly decent."

The lawyer, Phil Jacobs, turned to her. "And just who might you be, Miss?"

"My name, sir, is Melissa Johansson. I'm of the mind that this child should live his life as he, or in this case she, pleases."

"Please excuse my bad manners, I haven't introduced myself. I'm Phil Jacobs, a lawyer in Whiteville."

"Thank you, Mr. Jacobs. Would you be able to draft a letter or note stating that these people are giving the child into my care?"

"I can do that easily enough, but why is this so important to you?"

"Because I know all too well what the child is going through, Mr. Jacobs, and I want her to be able to live her life without fear of harm."

The farmer freaked out, swearing at the top of his lungs, then headed into the house yelling, "I'm going to shoot that filthy bitch!"

Mr. Jacobs turned and snapped, "Pat Millar, if you so much as touch a gun right now, I'll make sure you get ten years in the state prison!"

The farmer blanched as he turned back, "You wouldn't?" He looked closer at the lawyer, then mumbled, "You're defending this bitch?"

"I wouldn't say I'm defending her, but the right of the child to be able to live their own life, as she said just now, without fear of harm."

"Make that damned paper, I want this bitch and that devil's spawn off my land as soon as possible."

Twenty minutes later, the paper was signed, witnessed and notarized, giving Robert Paul Millar into the care of Melissa Alessia Johansson. The lawyer quickly produced two copies of the document, everyone signed them, one went to the farmer, the lawyer kept the last one.

Melissa checked her watch, 2:15 PM, as she climbed into the car, then backed out of the drive and headed back to highway 100. Once she reached the highway, she turned west, figuring it might be a good time to hit that Subway she'd seen off the highway in Whiteville.

**********

They arrived at the Subway, and all five headed up to the counter, where they spent a few minutes picking what they wanted to eat. Melissa had each child tell the cashier what they wanted, then added her own choice and paid the bill, then waited as the subs were made.

They all crowded around a table, then chowed down, the subs vanishing all too soon under the onslaught of four hungry children. Once they had all eaten, they used the washrooms. Melissa pulled the new child aside for a moment.

"I know you would prefer otherwise, but could you help little Bobby here in the washroom, please?"

The child nodded, replying, "Yes, miss," then reached for little Bobby's hand and walked into the men's washroom. He knew he was female in his heart, but if this woman wanted to trust him with the younger boy's safety, he'd do it, even though it hurt him.

Maybe five minutes later, the small group reassembled and left the Subway, they would be heading east once again.

**********

They'd followed Highway 100 for about 30 miles east before Melissa felt the need to turn north just as they approached highway 22 at Jacks Creek. She turned left and started along the new road, a few minutes later, a sign appeared, "Constitution, Tennessee, pop. 11517".

She continued driving, turning as the need to do so made itself known, then parked in a lot next to what looked like a skate park. There was a sign near the entry, proclaiming it to be "Heather's Heavenly Heathen Hideaway Snack Bar and Skating Emporium".

Melissa laughed, whoever this Heather woman was, she sure had a high opinion of herself and her business. Interestingly, it looked like business here was pretty good; there were about a dozen kids, boys and girls, using the Skate Park, some were doing pretty nifty stunts.

Melissa got out of the car, then decided to lean on the front grill of the car, where she could watch and wait.

**********

She'd only been leaning on the car for maybe five or ten minutes when two young men walked into the Skate Park. They stopped and talked to the woman in the snack shack, then circled around the skate area to sit down next to a young woman with long copper blonde hair.

When the boys walked by, she realized that they were the reason she was there, something would happen to one or both of them, and it would be soon. She told the children, "Stay in the car and lock the doors, don't open a door for anyone but me, unless I tell you to do so."

She watched as Lara quickly locked both doors, then she moved around the skate area to be close enough to help the two boys.

It was just before 4 PM when she noticed a big man entering the Skate Park, he looked around, saw the boys and started moving around the skate area. It didn't take long before he reached them; he grabbed the older boy, hauled him to his feet, then pulled his hand back to hit him.

It was all too obvious what he intended to do to the boy, Melissa moved in, but wasn't quite fast enough to do anything about the first punch. The boy sagged in the big man's arms, then the man turned partway around as he felt someone tapping on his shoulder from behind him.

"Sweet Mother of Mary," he breathed as he saw Melissa, who promptly said, "Perhaps you might prefer to pick on someone your own size?"

Melissa heard at least two people talking on phones near her, she clearly heard both say "Police, please," as she stood next to the male.

He let go of the boy, who backed away, one hand up to his face which was already beginning to show signs of bruising. The big man laughed, "You're a woman! Even as big as you are, you're just a nuisance I need to shove out of my way," as he threw a right cross at her face.

Melissa grinned as she grabbed the big man's hand, then squeezed it hard. "I'm no weakling, buster. I won state in California for wrestling in my 2nd, 5th and 6th years of university, I also took judo and karate in my 4th, 5th and 6th years. I have a blue belt in judo, and a green belt in karate. I may not be an expert in either one, but I can handle an arsewipe like you easily enough," as she tightened her grip again.

The big guy winced, this girl was strong. He backed up a half-step, then tried to kick her behind the knees; she sidestepped it, barely even looking down, then she turned and flipped the idiotic male over her shoulder, dropping him flat on the cold, hard ground.

He grunted as he slowly stood up, then threw a combination of a right cross and a left hook, which she avoided by ducking low. When she was low to the ground, she dropped into a sideways roll, coming up standing about five feet away from the now seriously pissed off male.

She was turned so that she wasn't quite facing him. He lunged, throwing a punch at her kidneys which glanced off her left side. Now she was starting to get annoyed, she laughed at him, "This is how you throw a rabbit punch, jerkoff," as she nailed him hard in the left kidney.

He dropped instantly, rolling back and forth on the ground, shrieking in pain.

Melissa hadn't been paying attention around her, but she did see the first cop reach down and grab the guy, roll him over and snap on the cuffs. The man was still screaming even as the cops lifted him up, Mirandized him and half-dragged him to the nearest police car. The nicest things that could be understood were screams about "filthy tranny faggots", "perverted scum", and "goddamn interfering faggot loving bitch".

Melissa looked around, then sat on the bench closest to where the young girl and the two boys had been sitting. She absentmindedly rubbed her side where she had been hit, it didn't actually hurt all that much, but she figured there'd be a lovely bruise there fairly soon.

She turned and looked behind her, the boy who had been punched was being examined by a paramedic, she hoped he would be okay.

She was still sitting there several minutes later when a female voice behind her asked, "Miss?"

She turned and saw the girl that had been sitting with the two boys she had protected. "Hi, what's up?"

"Paul wants to talk with you, miss. Would you come with me, please?" Melissa shrugged, stood up and followed the girl.

The girl walked over to the back of the ambulance, where the paramedics were just finishing with the boy. "Okay, Paul, right? It looks like you were lucky, you were hit pretty hard, but your jaw isn't cracked or broken, the most you'll have is a big bruise. Use ordinary painkillers if you need them; if the pain gets really bad, you should go into the hospital and get it checked out more thoroughly, okay?"

The boy nodded and turned away from the paramedic, only to find himself looking up at the woman standing a few feet away from him.

Melissa smiled, "Hi, Paul, I'm Melissa, this girl said you wanted to talk with me about something."

He blushed, his cheeks turning a lovely shade of pink as he quietly replied, "I wanted to say thank you for saving me. That guy was my father, he'd been threatening for several days to lay a beating on me and/or my brother. You heard his comments as they dragged him off?"

"I did hear them, yes; I can't say that there was much to be said for them, what with all the swearing he was doing."

"Well," Paul lowered his voice until he was almost whispering, "The tranny faggot comments were aimed at my brother and myself. My father recently found out that either James or myself was identifying as transsexual, and was angry enough that he intended to deal with us. Here Paul related the events that had happened in their lives recently, https://bigclosetr.us/topshelf/fiction/66358/step-step-chapt... .

"So you and your brother have been living with this Tanisha for the last two weeks or so?"

"Yeah, she had us go into court on the 2nd, we told the judge what had happened and a restraining order was placed on our father. Obviously, he didn't care about obeying the order, or he wouldn't have attacked me here. I've seen him near Tanisha's house a few times, too."

"What's done is done, you can't change it. Your father, though, will likely be looking at a prison sentence for assault, and that doesn't even take into consideration the repeated violations of the restraining order you mentioned."

"Well, thanks again for stepping in when you did. I thought I was going to get the crap beaten out of me," he replied, rubbing his cheek.

Melissa smiled, he was a nice kid, then leaned forward and whispered in his ear, "I'm a post-operative transsexual myself, girl."

He looked up at her with a stunned expression, this tall, strong, yet utterly feminine woman was like him? It threw him for a loop.

Melissa laughed, then grinned at him. "Perhaps you could give me a phone number or email, so I can contact you. I'd give you a phone number, but both numbers I had were disconnected today, I won't have a new one until after I start my new job up north."

He spoke briefly to the girl that had brought Melissa over, she handed him a small notepad and a pen. He quickly wrote down the phone number for Tanisha's house, then added two emails, one for himself and a second for his brother, tore the sheet out and handed it to Melissa.

Melissa smiled, slipped the piece of paper into the back pocket of her men's cut jeans and started walking toward her car.

Paul and the girl watched the tall, confident woman as she walked away. Paul whispered in the girl's ear, she looked absolutely stunned.

As Melissa was walking away, she heard the girl squeak, "She's like you and Jamie, but post? Holy shit! That's some woman!"

**********

Melissa knocked on the driver's side window of the car. Lara looked up, saw Melissa nodding, and unlocked the driver's door.

Melissa opened the door, sat down in the driver's seat, then shook her head, closed the door and rested there for several minutes.

She was surprised when someone tapped on the window beside her and looked up to see two police officers standing there. Melissa rolled down the window, and the one officer asked if she could come inside the snack shack while they asked her about what happened.

Melissa nodded, rolled up the window, stepped out of the car, closed the car door and followed the officers into the snack shack. Heather was standing there, she flipped the sign to show closed before exiting the building, leaving Melissa facing the two officers.

The taller one, a female, spoke up, "Look, Miss, you're not in any trouble, there are over a dozen witnesses here who all said that you only stepped in as he threw the first shot at the boy, you definitely didn't start it, although you did finish it."

The other officer added his two cents, "All we need from you is a statement, and a way to contact you if you're needed for his trial."

"All right, then." She then went on to describe what she had seen and done since she entered the Skate Park; she told them she was heading to a new job, and since she didn't have a current address or phone number, she gave them the number to Seanna's office at Ramsay Enterprises headquarters. The two officers were both busily scribbling in their notebooks, apparently taking notes of her statement.

"Do you need me for anything else, officers?" she asked when they had finished writing.

"No, that should be enough, thanks. We'll contact you if you're needed for anything else later on, Miss Johansson."

"Then I hope you have a good day, officers. Goodbye." She then stalked back to the car, dropping into the seat again, and closed the door. Once again, she rested there for a few minutes as she thought about what had just happened in the Skate Park.

The kids let her be, she'd been driving and then in a bit of a fight here, it wouldn't hurt them at all to wait a little while.

**********

Melissa eventually came out of her near fugue state, started the car, and was about to pull away when there was another tap on the window. She looked up this time to see the owner of the place looking in at her. Melissa shrugged and rolled down the window again.

"Hi, if you didn't know it already, I'm Heather, also known as Heathen and I own this place. Would you and the kids like to get some snacks?"

Heather had barely finished speaking before four different voices all yelled out, "Yes!" Melissa giggled and said "Sure, why not?"

Heather led them over to the Snack Shack and the kids looked at the menu, then picked out what they wanted. Most of what was offered was the usual variety of snack items, although Heather did say at one point that big events here usually also had burgers, hot dogs, fries, etc.

Once the kids had what they wanted, and Melissa had added a bag of a new flavour twist on nacho chips, Melissa tried to pay for the items, but Heather wouldn't accept her money at all. "You stepped in to protect those boys, miss, you're what we call "good folks" around here."

Melissa laughed, shrugged her shoulders, put her wallet away and led the kids back to the car, all were carrying their snack of choice.

**********

Once they were all in the car in their various seats, Melissa rolled up the window, then let the heat circulate around the inside of the car for a moment. A couple of minutes later, she carefully backed out, then headed west and north, she would pick up I40 at Jackson, Tennessee.

It was not quite twenty miles to the southern edge of Jackson and a few more through Jackson before they could join the eastbound I40.

Nashville was about 75 miles away, and another 135 beyond that if they wanted to reach Knoxville tonight. She'd manage.

They stopped on the outskirts of Nashville for a bathroom break, Melissa bought herself a large coffee and small plastic bottles of pop for the kids, then headed back to the car for the next stage of the journey. The next stop would be Knoxville.

She was back on the Interstate, following other cars as they all headed east and slightly south. The sound of the wheels humming under the car was almost enough to make her want to sleep, it had been an eventful day for sure, but the coffee kept her going through the evening.

Bobby and the new child had both dozed off shortly after they left Nashville, and didn't wake up again until they were almost to Knoxville.

It was almost 9 PM before the lights of Knoxville began to cast their glow over the large car speeding into the city. She pulled off the interstate at the cloverleaf connecting I40, I140 and Highway 162, then did a bit of fancy driving to get across I140 to reach Calhoun's.

Melissa and the four kids had a great time in the restaurant; each of them ordered something different, then when the orders arrived at the table, they sampled the various items. By the time they finished eating, all five were stuffed and ready for a good night's sleep.

Melissa had done some planning, and had decided, if they stopped in Knoxville, to get a large room at the Red Roof Inn Knoxville. As she approached the hotel, she grinned, they still had a vacancy. She pulled into the lot and soon they were all settling into a nice, big room.

Minutes after the two youngest laid down on one of the beds, they were asleep. The other children were not far behind them. There were only two beds again, both queens like the night before. Melissa giggled, 'now I can sleep with the girls,' she thought as she drifted off.

**********

Young Bobby woke up just after 6:30 AM complaining of pain in his legs. Melissa got up and massaged them for fifteen or twenty minutes, at which point the boy giggled and leaned up to give her a hug. Melissa smiled back at the boy and returned the hug.

Just after 7 AM, the three other children finally roused from their slumbers. All five had showers, Robert helping little Bobby, then dressed, placed their dirty clothing into bags and then in their suitcases, well, everyone but Robert, who had no clean clothes to wear.

With everything that had happened the day before, Melissa had completely forgotten about that, and told him that he could do one of two things this morning: wear the clothes from the day before, or wear something that belonged to Tabby, as they were fairly close in size.

Melissa wasn't surprised by his response, he picked the option to wear one of Tabby's outfits, then whispered, "My name's Rebecca."

Melissa giggled, "It's about time that you told us your female name, you silly goose! Now get dressed. Once we've all had something to eat, the hotel here offers a hot breakfast, we'll find a mall after that and pick you up some clothes and a suitcase for them, okay?"

**********

They finished eating their breakfasts just before 8:30 AM, a quick chat with the waitress informed her that there were two Walmarts within a few miles of their present location, a supercenter to the west and a store to the east.

Melissa figured the store to the east might be slightly out of their way, but it was in the same direction as they were going.

Just over ten minutes after they left the hotel, Melissa was parking in the lot of the Walmart on University Commons Way. They spent about half an hour in the store, getting a few outfits for Rebecca plus a reasonably priced well made suitcase. As they were leaving the store, Melissa bought some small bottles of pop and a couple of bags of munchables, then they returned to the car.

**********

Maybe twenty miles out of Knoxville, Interstate 40 turned south for a while before heading east again. Melissa wanted to continue driving north, so she headed up Interstate 81 at that point, she figured they might make it to Wytheville before they needed to stop.

The four children were happily chattering away, Melissa found it hard to believe she had only had three children just one day earlier.

The three youngest were all squirming a bit as she turned off I81 in Wytheville just before noon and then parked in the Bojangles' restaurant lot. They headed in and the kids rushed off to the washrooms as Melissa walked up to the counter. She waited a few minutes in the short line.

"What would you like to order, Miss?" the girl behind the counter asked.

Melissa smiled, replying, "A super tailgate, an order of bo-tato rounds and two orders of fries, please."

The girl told her the total cost, Melissa quickly paid, then had to wait for several minutes while the order was being prepared.

By the time she had the food in hand, the children were standing several steps behind her, she led them to a table where they all sat down. Using the tray she had been given as a common dispensing point, she spread out the food and laughed, saying, "Dig in, kids!"

At 12:40 PM, they exited the restaurant, climbed into the car and were soon on their way once again.

**********

Melissa was smiling as they travelled along the interstate; they would likely arrive in the city where the Ramsay headquarters was located in the late afternoon or very early evening. She decided to buy a cheap throwaway cell phone to call Seanna before they arrived.

Just after 2:30 PM, they stopped in Lexington for washroom breaks at the McDonald's. All five of them used the washrooms; when they were finished, Melissa bought each of them a pie and a small drink to keep them going as they continued travelling.

Their last stop before they arrived at the city where the company was located was in Winchester, Virginia. Melissa had decided to go to the Apple Blossom Mall, as it was fairly close to the interstate and they wouldn't have to backtrack afterward.

They arrived in Winchester about 4:15 PM, they stopped only long enough to use washrooms and for Melissa to buy a cheap prepaid cell phone from an outlet in the mall. They were back on the road just before 4:30; a few minutes later, Melissa turned onto Highway 7.

Melissa had passed the new cell phone to Lara as they returned to the car; once they were moving, Lara called Seanna using the number Melissa had given her and informed Seanna that they would most likely arrive around 6 PM. Did Seanna want to wait for them at the head office as they had initially planned, or should they meet her somewhere closer to her home?

Seanna laughed and replied that they could meet her at her home; she gave Lara the address, then made sure that Lara had the address information correct before she said goodbye, as she needed to finish her work for the day in the next twenty minutes.

Once the call ended, Lara held on to the cell phone, the journey was almost finished.

**********

They made fairly good progress, they'd gone a bit over twenty miles down the highway and had just passed through Purcellville when Melissa saw something she'd never expected to see in her life, a tiny baby carrier on the side of the road, the baby bawling at the top of its lungs.

The noise was loud enough that it could heard from over a hundred feet away, even in the car with the windows closed.

There were no buildings nearby as far as she could tell, yet someone had deliberately dropped the baby here.

Melissa pulled over to the side of the road, then she exited the car and picked up the carrier. The baby looked to be a few days old at most, maybe a week. Melissa shook her head, carried the little one to the car and handed the baby and carrier to Tabby.

"Lara, call Seanna, tell her we just found a baby in the middle of nowhere and that we'll meet her in about an hour."

Lara made the call, passing on the information. At first, Seanna didn't believe her, then she heard the baby crying as Tabby held on to the carrier. Seanna then said she would contact some people she knew who would broadcast the baby's discovery without giving any names.

They were back on the road only a few minutes after Melissa had spotted the baby. It was 4:57 PM.

**********

Melissa had followed the directions to Seanna's house, and they pulled into the driveway at 5:50 PM.

Seanna heard the car as it arrived, and stood in the doorway of the house, watching as Melissa carried the baby, the children following her. The kids had grabbed the suitcases and were hauling them into the house; with five spare bedrooms, there should be plenty of room.

The cases were dropped in the room, then everyone met in the large living room, there was plenty of seating with two large sofas, a love seat and two easy chairs scattered in an arc in front of the 60" plasma TV. There were coffee tables in front of the two large sofas.

Seanna turned on the TV, then switched it to the channel she wanted, just in time to catch the start of the early evening newscast.

There was a big story about a robbery in the downtown core, another about a car accident involving seven different cars on the edge of the city, then the piece they wanted to watch came on. All nine people, two adults and seven children, were watching intently.

"I'm Bob Parvis, one of our lead stories tonight is the discovery of a newborn girl about an hour ago. The baby was found on the side of the road between Purcellville and Paeonian Springs, VA. We're asking anyone who may have info relating to this baby to call us at 555-1717."

Note: Thanks to Edeyn for her story Sk8r Grrls, I used Heather and the Skate Park from that story in this one. The major difference is that this story is in current time, and thus would be about nine or ten years after the Sk8r Grrls era.

Rock It: Prologue

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Not Work-Safe
  • CAUTION: Rape / Sexual Assault
  • CAUTION: Violence

Audience Rating: 

  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • School or College Life

Other Keywords: 

  • Bullying
  • Garage Band

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My legal name is Dempsey Dwayne LaRoche, kids at school call me Demp when they talk to me at all.

It's amazing just how much things can change in a single week. I think I will finally be safe. Thank God for that!

You're wondering why I'm saying that? Well, it's simple, really, I've been the victim of bullying and worse for almost two years.

See, back around mid-November nearly two years ago, Jerry Watkins and his buddy Walter Grundt caught me looking at a pair of panties that I had picked up at a small shop in our little town of Oak Hill, Wisconsin. When I had gone into the shop to get the panties the previous afternoon, I had told the lady behind the counter that I was shopping for a gift for my twin sisters who are about three years younger than I am.

To this day, I don't know why I had those panties in my pack that day, or why I chose to look at them at that particular moment.

I'm definitely not your average fourteen year old boy. I'm lucky if I'm 5'1" tall and weigh 100 pounds soaking wet, long hair included. What bothers me even more than my own small size is that my twin sisters, who are eleven, are taller than I am, standing 5'2" in their bare feet.

Well, once Jerry and Walt saw those panties, they started shoving me around and my head banged off the side of the gymnasium equipment shed twice. I'd picked the space behind the shed because there are several trees there that help to make that space semi-private.

I thought the physical crap they did that day would be all of it, but no, they made my life a living hell for nearly two years.

From that day on, I was forced to be part of their little 'gang' or they would tell the whole school about me and the panties behind the shed.

It was a lot worse than that, actually, but I'm not quite ready to tell you the rest yet. Those two boys have always been mean ones and they have pretty much terrorized the other kids in the two schools here in town since the first day they walked into a classroom.

I hated what was happening, but I was far more afraid of what might happen if I didn't do what they wanted.

I tried to keep my part in the bullying as small as possible as I hated it and wanted nothing to do with it. I had no choice, however.

**********

Then what I thought would be impossible happened. Jerry and Walt went too far and put a junior high student in the hospital.

Someone in the school offices apparently had the wise idea of questioning us separately. I ended up facing Mrs. Willamette, the principal.

Now Mrs. Willamette is a rather nice woman, I think she's about 40 years old, still quite pretty. Well, she is nice most of the time, but when a kid that is in her care during school hours gets hurt, she gets a wee bit angry, like a dragon about to roast people invading its home.

So there I was in her office and she started grilling me. After several rapid fire questions, she noticed that I was becoming more and more scared and that I was no longer able to answer her in a rational manner. I collapsed on the floor of her office, crying my heart out.

She called for the school nurse, Miss Gina Antwill, who soon determined I was physically fine but emotionally wrecked. Miss Gina held on to me rather gently, but I guess that was what I needed, as I looked up at them and started blubbering about having been bullied myself.

Well, that let the cat out of the bag, although I did manage to hold back that it had all started over my having and carrying a pair of panties.

Miss Gina took me down to the nurse's office where she did a thorough check on me and then had me relax there until school finished.

A few minutes after the last bell rang signalling that the school day was over, Mr. Giacomo entered the nurse's office.

Mr. Vincenzo Giacomo is the boys' gym teacher, a veteran who had served in Afghanistan and then worked hard to get his current position. He's a really big guy, about 6'7'" in stocking feet, somewhere around 240 pounds and a tough taskmaster when we are in gym class.

Outside of gym, though, he is a gentle giant, the type of guy who will protect anyone and everyone being hurt or bullied by others. When he had learned that Jerry and Walt had been bullying me right there under all of their eyes for nearly two years, he was not happy about it.

He escorted me out of the school and over to a big pick-up truck, which I later learned was a high end Dodge Ram model.

When he unlocked the doors, it took me a moment to actually get into the truck, he's got the darn thing on those monster truck wheels!

It didn't take more than five minutes to go down the few streets between the school and our house on the edge of the town.

**********

He parked the truck on the gravel running by the house to the back where we have the four car garage. He left enough room for another car or truck to get by, which wasn't too hard as the gravel drive going to the back of the house was almost twenty feet wide.

As soon as we walked in the door, I pulled back. A quick glance, along with the rolling wall of noise from the big TV, made it clear that dad was already home today. He usually didn't come home from the paper mill on the other side of town until nearly 6 PM, sometimes later.

Mr. Giacomo noticed my reaction and frowned briefly, then announced himself and asked if he could speak with my parents.

Jenny and Jill, my twin sisters, took that as a clear suggestion that they go elsewhere and ran off toward their room on the second floor.

Mr. Giacomo sat down on the shabby couch that my dad has never cared to fix or replace. The darn thing is not far from falling apart.

Just after Mr. Giacomo placed his full weight on the couch, there was a rather audible snap and the left end thumped against the floor.

Mr. Giacomo sighed, stood up, then took a seat at the front of the second recliner, the one that mom often uses when she wants to relax.

Mom came into the living room at that point, noticed the broken end of the couch and sighed, then sat gingerly on the other arm.

I stood in the doorway of the living room, watching and waiting to see what would happen. I was wishing I could be anywhere else.

"Mr. and Mrs. LaRoche, it came to our attention today at the school that your son has been bullied rather severely for the last two years."

Dad laughed, looked over at Mr. Giacomo and spat out, "So what? Maybe it will make the little fairy into a man! What a fucking wimp!"

Mr. Giacomo sighed again, looked across the room and asked, "So you condone bullying, physical injuries, etc., on that basis?"

Dad snarled, "The little fairy there sure as hell doesn't take after me. Hell, he almost looks like his mother, he needs to toughen up!"

Mr. Giacomo shook his head, then spoke again, "Thus anything that happens, as long as it is to 'toughen him up', is fine by you. Do you have even the slightest idea of the harm you are doing to him by shoving that kind of attitude down his throat each and every day?"

I had stepped a little bit further into the room as I listened to them talk. That turned out to be a big mistake on my part.

Dad's left arm shot out, grabbed the front of my shirt, then he threw me through the doorway and against the wall of the hallway. "Piss off!"

Mr. Giacomo came out of that chair so fast I was shocked. Dad had just finished throwing me when Mr. Giacomo stood towering over him.

"I'll be taking Dempsey with me, I don't believe he is safe here with you. Touch him again and I will break you in two!" Mr. Giacomo growled.

Mr. Giacomo stepped through the living room doorway, then held out a hand to help me up from the floor.

Once I was up on my feet, he led the way to the front door, then out onto the porch. I looked back and saw Jenny and Jill on the stair landing staring at the hole in the hallway's wall with very wide eyes. I couldn't see mom or dad at all, but at that point, I honestly didn't care.

**********

Mr. Giacomo pulled out a cell phone, then called someone in town. He talked and listened, spoke again, then ended the call.

"Child Protection Services are on their way. Sometimes I'm glad I know a lot of the people that help to run this town," he said to me.

I stood as close to him as I could, then the tears started and I grabbed onto him and bawled for nearly fifteen minutes.

He just stood there, gently tapping my shoulder, then suggested we sit in his truck while we waited for the CPS people to arrive.

I nodded and followed him to the truck. This time, he lifted me up so I could get to that first step easier, then we were in the truck.

That was when the last barriers crumbled and over the next twenty minutes I told him everything else.

The beatings and bullying by Jerry and Walt had only been a minor part of the hell I'd lived with for so long. Since they figured that they had the advantage, the two bastards, each of them being a good six or seven inches taller and outweighing me by sixty pounds, raped me.

Yeah, they raped me using physical force and with threats of telling everyone in school and the town about me.

Every single school day since about a week after this hell started, they raped me where they had first found me, by the gym equipment shed.

If the possibility of violence I had seen in Mr. Giacomo when my dad threw me had seemed obvious, now he was even angrier. He sat there thinking for a short while, then spoke as the first CPS and police vehicles pulled into our front yard. "He did nothing to stop those boys."

I didn't recognize any of the six police officers that were present, nor did I know the woman stepping out of the CPS car.

**********

Apparently, Mr. Giacomo did know the woman and at least some of the officers, as he climbed out of the truck and started talking to them.

"Jack, Bill, Vance, Paula, this is explosive. The boy in my truck has been bullied and raped every day of school for almost two years. If that weren't bad enough, the boy's father apparently condones the bullying of the child and physically threw him while I was present.

"The mother didn't seem to care to say anything, which makes me think the child's father has bullied her for years as well.

"It is my opinion that this house is not a safe place for Dempsey here, and likely not safe for his sisters, either.

"What bothers me the most is that I believe the father knew Dempsey was being raped and never stepped in to stop it."

Jack, the senior officer present, nodded, "If he knew and did nothing, that makes him an accessory to the fact."

Mr. Giacomo nodded in his turn, saying, "Exactly. His words and I quote, 'Maybe it will make the little fairy into a man.'"

**********

I was watching as Mr. Giacomo was talking to some of the police officers and the CPS woman. Now I waved frantically at him. One of the officers saw me waving, said something to Mr. Giacomo, who turned and noticed me, then moved toward the truck and reentered it.

Once the door was shut, I whispered, "There's one more thing, sir. I... I think I'm trans... transgender, maybe... transsexual."

You could have heard a pin drop when I said that. I looked up and noticed the shocked expression on Mr. Giacomo's face.

He opened the truck door again, muttering, "I wasn't expecting that," then closed it and continued talking with the police and the CPS woman.

After a bit more discussion, I heard another vehicle approaching and twisted around to see an ambulance pulling into the yard.

The paramedics stepped out of the vehicle, then spoke with Mr. Giacomo, the police and the CPS woman before turning to the truck.

The female paramedic, a pretty woman in her twenties, tapped on the door, then waited for me to roll down the window.

"We need you to come with us so we can do various DNA tests. With DNA evidence, we can make a much stronger case, hmmm?"

I nodded, rolled up the window again and opened the door, used the step, then jumped to the ground, landing next to her.

They helped me into the ambulance, asked me to lie on the stretcher, then the vehicle was moving as they strapped me in securely.

**********

Our little town is about midway between Danbury and Webb Lake, Wisconsin. The ambulance headed down toward Yellow Lake. Not much of a surprise, I guess, as the closest thing to a hospital in that area is the Ingalls Family Medicine clinic in Webster, south of Yellow Lake.

We arrived there eventually; the pretty paramedic helped me down from the back of the ambulance, then it was time for the rape kit stuff. Let's just say I didn't like the feeling when they stuck those damn things inside my arse and started running them all around in there.

At some point, a nurse came in and took a few swabs from my mouth. She said something about it being standard procedure or something.

I didn't see any point in disagreeing with her. She took her swabs and was walking out of the room barely five minutes later.

I was still there at one AM that night, almost asleep actually, when a doctor came in and flashed a weak smile at me.

"Hi, Dempsey, I'm Dr. Alberta Cullen. Tests have shown that there were traces of semen inside you. From what we could see on first look, the traces are from multiple ejaculations and we should be able to get clear confirmation once we have the DNA from the two boys.

"Officers were sent to the boy's homes, where warrants were shown and the boys were taken in for their own DNA testing.

"I haven't seen the results yet, but they should be on my desk before the day shift starts, if not a lot sooner.

"If the results show what we believe to be the case, both boys will be facing multiple charges of sexual assault, specifically Class A felony.

"One more thing, your father is being held in the lock-up pending charges of aiding and abetting in the acts of assault and of sexual assault."

I shuddered, then broke into tears once again. A few seconds later, her arms wrapped around me in a gentle, comforting hug.

**********

I eventually stopped crying and laid down to think about things but ended up falling asleep instead.

A nurse came in and woke me up, saying that breakfast would be arriving in about half an hour. My cheap watch showed 6:57 AM.

Breakfast was a chore to eat, if you can call rubber eggs, rock hard bacon and charred toast edible food. The milk and juice were fine.

My watch showed 9:06 AM when Dr. Cullen entered the room. "Perfect matches on the DNA tests, you're safe from those boys, hon."

For the second time, I broke down in her presence, shedding tears on her clean lab coat just like the night before.

We talked for a few more minutes, then she asked if I had decided on a female name for myself. I told her Denise Deirdre.

She giggled, saying, "You know that a lot of people are going to end up calling you DeeDee, hon?"

I nodded and smiled at her. "I can live with it, it fits me a lot better than being called Dempsey Dwayne ever did."

She spoke again, "Well, hon, you'll be going with Mr. Giacomo as a temporary ward of his. Your two sisters will join you some time today. It seems CPS did a fast check on your parents and agreed with Mr. Giacomo that being with your parents would not be safe for you."

Rock It: Chapter 1

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • School or College Life

Other Keywords: 

  • Bullying
  • Garage Band

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

I made a fuss when a nurse told me I had to be taken to the clinic's front doors in a wheelchair, claiming it was the "rules".

I sighed, grumbled that I could walk just fine, then flopped into the seat and scowled as we made our way to the front entrance.

The nurse, her name tag showed Katie on it, dropped me off outside the doors and left me there to sit and wait for my ride. I knew, and had known for a fair while, that Mr. Giacomo hated bullies and bullying with a passion, but I sure wasn't expecting the surprise I received.

A fairly old pick-up truck, one of the smaller RAM models, pulled up and a large but pretty woman in the truck called my name through the open passenger side window. What surprised me even more is that she called me DeeDee, not Dempsey, and my head snapped up like a shot.

She must have seen my reaction and the fact that I cringed into the chair right after that.

I didn't see her look over at me and sigh, but I heard the door of the truck opening, then closing again, and a short while later, a pair of large but soft arms were slowly pulling me forward and wrapping me in a nice hug, something I hadn't experienced for quite some time.

"I'm Safira Giacomo, DeeDee. I'm Vincenzo's wife, I'm here to take you to our home, he'll be picking up your sisters about now," she stated.

I sat there trembling in her arms for a few minutes, but she just stayed there and kept hugging me. Then the tears erupted, I guess it was relief that my sisters were fine that brought them on; I laid my head on her rounded shoulder and cried my heart out for what seemed like forever.

**********

Mrs. Giacomo let me dry my face on my sleeve, shaking her head all the while, but smiling just the same. "Let's go home, DeeDee."

Getting into this truck was a lot easier than getting into Mr. Giacomo's, I was soon buckled into the passenger seat and we were on our way.

It took us about thirty-five minutes or so to get back to town from the clinic because some idiot driving a heavily modified recent model Mustang took the turns that swing north and east on 77, just east of the intersection of 35 which heads into Danbury, way too fast and lost control on the turn. His car flipped several times, turning it and him into proverbial Swiss cheese in the process, car parts were everywhere.

We actually had to wait for nearly ten minutes as a group of fire department folks from Danbury cleared the road, it was that bad.

Mrs. Giacomo overheard a deputy sheriff say the guy was doing better than 150 mph when he hit the second turn and lost control. It turns out that one of the deputies was sitting just around the second turn and saw it all happen. Not the first time something like that has happened around here, too many non-residents seem to think that because there are so few people here, they won't be seen or caught doing shit like that.

We arrived at the Giacomo house, a split-level four bedroom ranch style house on the north side of town, just inside the town limits.

The house wasn't particularly big, but it wasn't a falling apart shambles like the dump that we had known as home until now. I sat there in the truck, just staring at the house in shock until Mrs. Giacomo gently pulled me back to reality and said, "Welcome to your new home."

Oh, geez, there's the darn buckets going again! Her saying welcome home had me bawling, leaned against the window, for quite a while. It wasn't until the rumble of Mr. Giacomo's big pick-up announced his arrival and that of my sisters that the flood of tears stopped.

I unbuckled myself and was out of Mrs. Giacomo's truck like a shot. I came very close to flattening my two sisters as I grabbed them in a hug.

Jenny and Jill were happy to see me, especially when they learned that I would be fine, I just had a bruised shoulder thanks to the asshole.

All five of us headed into the house, then settled into seats in the living room to relax for a little while and sort out the arrangements.

**********

Mrs. Giacomo took a few minutes to bring her husband up to speed regarding me, including describing the driver/car sandwich situation. She described it like that because it was all too apt, the guy's remains were in the middle of a very crumpled and battered car.

Think of it like this: take a napkin, fold it in half, then in half the other way, then repeat the process. It's a lot more compact than it was, right?

Mr. Giacomo shook his head and sighed, "I'm glad you had it easy, Safira, although I wish you hadn't had to see that accident. I got to the house where these children lived... well, survived might be more accurate, only to find their mother passed out on the living room floor.

"It took me nearly fifteen minutes to bring her around, then another half hour before anything I said seemed to make any sense to her.

"These two," he pointed at Jenny and Jill briefly, "just sat in the two easy chairs and waited while I dealt with their heavily intoxicated mother.

"I don't know if the drinking was normal for her or not, or a symptom of her husband being gone, but it wasn't helping matters at all.

We were in that shack for over an hour before she was able to fully understand that I was there to take the two girls. When that did get through the slowly receding haze of the alcohol, though, she just shrugged and mumbled something about them being better off away from there."

"The Child Protection Services worker, Paula Felderman, was there the whole time to make sure nothing untoward happened. Their mother signed the papers to transfer custody of all three children over to us and I let the girls go up to get whatever belongings they wanted."

"Yeah, bro, we brought some of your stuff, too, some basic clothing plus your favourite books and your comic and manga collections." This came from my sister Jenny. As soon as she finished, the two raced out to the trucks and started carrying several shabby suitcases inside.

It took them three trips to bring in the suitcases. Jill pointed at two, saying, "That's your clothes, that's your books and other stuff, bro."

It was not easy to get up off of that sofa and hug the twins, largely because tears could be seen to be trickling down my cheeks.

At that point, Jenny and Jill realized that I was upset by something, although they had no idea what it might be.

Mr. Giacomo intervened, "Well, girls, Dempsey admitted something really serious to me the other day, he wants to be a girl like you."

Jenny and Jill were stunned to say the least. Mr. Dempsey and I spent a good fifteen minutes explaining things to them.

Their response, once the twins knew everything, was to jump on me and smother me in hugs, hugs soon joined in on by the Giacomos.

"My name is Denise Deirdre, I don't mind if you call me DeeDee, okay?" I whispered to them while still wrapped in the big group hug.

**********

The next half hour was spent giving us a quick tour of the house and the large back yard attached to it. The big attraction in the back yard was a pair of mature oak trees near the back fence. These trees were big, although not as old or as large as some oaks could end up being.

Each of the two oaks had a large swing seat attached under one of the bigger limbs, giving a nice spot to relax when we needed it.

I ended up with a room to myself. What shocked me was the size of the room, easily three times as big as my old room in the shack.

Mr. Giacomo placed his hand on my shoulder and smiled down at me, "We'll need to get some furniture, I guess you're pleased with the room?"

"Pleased?" I whispered. "Pleased is an understatement, all I had before was a six foot by eight foot place to hide in that hellhole."

He laughed, a big, rumbling sound that brought a smile to my face. Laughter was not something heard often in that place where I used to live.

"One last thing to show the three of you, I hope you like it," was his comment as we made our way down to the main floor.

He opened a door on one side of the hallway not far from the entrance to the kitchen, the door revealed steps leading downward.

He led us down the narrower steps here, telling us to be careful, then opened a door, showing us a small laundry room.

But the big surprise was what was lying beyond the door on the other side of that short, narrow hallway. He smiled as he opened it; Jenny, Jill and I stood there in the doorway, looking around. There was an acoustic guitar on one stand, an electric guitar on another, and at the back of the room, separated from each other but on slightly elevated platforms, a nice six piece drum set and a very decent keyboard system.

The look on our faces as we saw those instruments waiting there was one of sheer joy.

I've always had a bit of an interest in acoustic guitars, Jenny loved keyboards but had only been able to use the two at school. Jill had a better voice than either Jenny or myself, but the instruments here didn't have the fascination for her that they did for us, although she did like to fool around with various horns at times. The three of us made our way into the room, barely breathing as we moved around the instruments.

The acoustic was a Fender Malibu Classic in hot rod red, I ran my fingers gently along the frets and over the soundboard, sighing happily. Jenny was just as happily examining the keyboard, which turned out to be a rather expensive Roland 88 key stage piano system.

I took a quick look at the electric guitar, holy shit! It was a Les Paul studio model, another rather expensive piece of equipment. It was obvious that the Giacomos had spent a lot of money on these instruments, they may not be absolute top of the line but they are all quality items.

If that were the case, that drum set was going to be a beaut! Yep, a 6 piece Yamaha Stage Custom set in cranberry red.

That was when Jill spoke up, her voice barely a whisper, but still quite audible to us all, "Now if there was a nice alto sax here, I'd be in love!"

Mr. Giacomo had a good laugh at that, the rest of us were grinning as we made our way upstairs to put things away and help with dinner.

Rock It: Chapter 2

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Sex / Sexual Scenes

Audience Rating: 

  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • School or College Life

TG Elements: 

  • Shopping

Other Keywords: 

  • Bullying
  • Garage Band
  • nightmares

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

Life went on, although it sure was different living with the Giacomos than it had been in the hellhole before we were rescued.

For one thing, we were given either food for lunch at school, breakfast and dinner being eaten at home, or cash to buy lunch at school. For another, on the first Saturday after we ended up in their home, Jenny, Jill and I were taken into Duluth to do some girl shopping.

Considering that the clothing we had then was either threadbare to the point of nearly falling apart, or we had outgrown items, the Giacomos had decided we needed decent clothing. To be honest, I felt relieved as I hated looking like my clothes might fall off at the slightest touch.

Mrs. Giacomo knew of a few places that sold clothing for teens, so we wandered around Duluth from one store to the next. She told us that cost of items was not a problem, so long as we didn't try to buy out entire stores! We started at a store called Ragstock.

I almost drooled over a rather pretty pair of black bell bottom pants with coral floral designs on them, so they ended up in the cart.

Jenny and Jill agreed they were nice and found several pairs of a similar style, in a variety of colours. They went into the cart.

There were some nice matching short and top outfits suitable for summer, in black or white with floral patterns. We grabbed some of those. Yeah, we might not be able to wear them right now, it's early October, but that doesn't mean we can't plan ahead for next summer!

We roamed through the selection of dresses available, it was clear we all liked the ones that were at least mid-thigh in length. Plenty of other dresses looked nice, but they were so short that you would most likely flash everyone in sight just by bending over a bit. Ewwww!!!!

Jenny, Jill and I each tossed a few dresses in with the other stuff in the cart and started looking at the pants available.

Huh, the only jeans we could see were either the skinny ones or the "distressed" ones, you know, the ones with holes and stuff? Well, we each grabbed a couple of pairs of skinny jeans, then an overall and some jogging pants plus leggings in a variety of colours.

Then it was on to the tees and other tops. A lot of what we could see just didn't appeal to us, we just wanted simple, right? There were some semi-cute baseball tees, we each grabbed a light burgundy one and a grey one. The other item that caught our attention was the selection of long side split tee shirts. They were offered in a few colours, so we threw some into the cart along with all the other clothing.

A fair assortment of flannel shirts for casual long sleeve wear were picked and thrown into the cart. Most of the sweaters we could see were just meh, the only ones that we really liked were the fleece navidads which got us all to giggle. We each snatched one of those.

There were hoodies available that matched a bunch of the leggings and jogging pants we'd bought, so they too went in the cart.

I guess it's a good thing that Mrs. Giacomo brought the credit cards, we'd just spent about a thousand dollars of their money!

Mrs. Giacomo suggested we get some outerwear, it can get seriously cold up here, so we hit Northwest Outlet after crossing the I535 bridge.

Jenny, Jill and I all squeed over the North Face Aconcagua jacket. Mrs. Giacomo laughed as we each hugged one tight.

Remember how I said it can get almighty cold here? Well, yeah, it can, so we played smart and grabbed a set of outerwear pants as well. It would have been nice if there was more variety, but after a quick look, the Columbia "modern mountain" pants were the best option.

**********

We decided that we would do the rest of our shopping for clothing at Sears, but first we needed to eat.

After a bit of discussion while crossing the bridge going back toward Sears, we settled on the Texas Roadhouse. Hey, we were hungry!

Just walking into the restaurant, the four of us were salivating, the smells coming from the kitchen were totally awesomesauce!

Mrs. Giacomo ordered cheese fries and buffalo wings as starters, then we looked at the menu. I picked the fried catfish, Jenny and Mrs. Giacomo both opted for the country fried sirloin and Jill waffled for a bit before deciding to get a pulled pork sandwich as her main item.

Soft drinks for the three of us and coffee for Mrs. Giacomo rounded out the meal.

Oohhhh!!! we were all sitting in our seats when we had finished, rubbing our swollen tummies, the food was just that good!

After relaxing for a few minutes, occasionally nibbling on the few leftover fries, Mrs. Giacomo paid and we waddled out to the car.

We took our time going through the clothing at Sears. We were mostly looking for jeans and skirts.

Wow, there was a huge variety of jeans here, we spent nearly two hours in that area finding ones that we liked. Once we were happy with the jeans, we looked at skirts, especially ones that were suitable for colder weather. There was a fair variety to pick through, but we were looking for longer skirts, at least mid-calf length. Most were really lightweight, but we found several from one clothing line that we liked.

There were about half a dozen different styles available from that line, so we each grabbed the ones we liked the most.

We picked out some nice denim skirts for spring. There was only one item available for juniors, so we each grabbed two of them.

We headed to the checkouts and Mrs. Giacomo pulled out that credit card again, another few hundred dollars gone!

**********

All that shopping had worn us out, perhaps a bit of that was due to that big lunch we ate, but we were having a good time, so there!

We loaded everything into the SUV and headed back to Oak Hill, a trip that took a bit over an hour thanks to it being rush hour.

It was just after five PM when we parked by the house and started lugging bags inside. Mr. Giacomo's truck wasn't there.

Once we had the bags inside, we settled down in the living room and started sorting out the clothing. Jenny's stuff went in one set of bags, Jill's in a second set and mine in a third. Mrs. Giacomo hadn't bought much for herself, so she just laid those items across her lap.

With the clothes sorted, we started hauling them up to our rooms to put them away. That took about twenty minutes to finish.

We were just settling back down in the living room when Mr. Giacomo's truck pulled into the driveway and parked next to the SUV. What SUV, you ask? Well, they both had the pick-ups for general daily use but the SUV was a recent purchase after they brought us home.

Anyway, when Mr. Giacomo came in, he was carrying a fair sized box in his hands, which he passed over to an astonished Jill.

"You mentioned something a while back, so... Open it up, girl!" he prompted her.

Jill looked up at him for a moment, then opened the box and pulled out a brand new over $3K value alto sax, her eyes widening until they were nearly bug-like in sheer astonishment. How did we know the price of the sax? Well, the price tag was still on the box, that's how!

I swear Jill hugged that sax like it was a lover, then gently set it down on the sofa and jumped up to give Mr. Giacomo a well-deserved hug!

We lounged around for a while, then Mr. Giacomo called Swede's Drive In and placed an order for a good amount of chicken.

When the food arrived, we enjoyed a nice meal of hot chicken and other items, then relaxed for the rest of the evening.

**********

I guess it was some time late that night when everything went sideways on me.

I started dreaming, believe me, it wasn't a good one. I was reliving in the dream one of the times when I had been raped.

I couldn't for the life of me tell you which time it was, as after enough experiences like that, they just run into each other, ya know?

What I do know is that that dream was way too vivid, I could see and feel first Jerry, then Walter, ramming their dicks into my poor butt.

The actual experiences lasted a few minutes each time; this dream, though, seemed to be slowed down a fair bit.

If I had thought it couldn't get worse, I was wrong. The rape scene ended, I thought it was finished. Oh, gods, how I wish it was!

Barely an instant after the scene had finished, the dream "flipped" and it started all over again. My stomach lurched in shock.

Every single time I thought that it would finish, it would flip again and start showing the whole scene from the beginning.

I have no idea how long this lasted, or how many times the scene or one very similar to it repeated itself. It was just too much too handle.

At some point, I woke from that dream, screaming at the top of my lungs, not just once but many times.

In seconds, everyone else in the house was running into my room, by which point I had fallen to the floor and expelled my dinner.

I have no idea what happened after that, as everything around me faded to black.

Rock It: Chapter 3

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • School or College Life

Other Keywords: 

  • Bullying
  • Garage Band
  • Budding romance

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

I woke up in the back of an ambulance on the way to the Ingalls clinic yet again. Mrs. Giacomo was sitting at the back, looking my way every now and then, I guess, as I caught her doing it the next time and heard her quiet gasp which alerted the paramedic that I was awake.

The paramedic, a somewhat plain looking woman of about thirty maybe, took a minute or two to check my blood pressure and temperature, and then grabbed a stethoscope to listen to my heart and lungs, just to make sure they were working properly, I suppose.

I can't really fault her for checking all of that, as they had no idea why I had blacked out or fainted earlier.

Less than five minutes after she had looked me over, we arrived at the clinic, and I was quickly wheeled into the emergency area.

**********

It was a long three hours or so before they were willing to concede it had only been a fainting spell. Then they released me again.

Mrs. Giacomo was dealing with some hospital admin person who was giving her a hard time about my last name being different. I could just hear Mrs. Giacomo snap back at the idiot that she and her husband had just taken in three children who had very likely been badly abused.

Then she added that one of those children, she pointed my way at that point, was brutally raped many times by two young thugs. She went on to rip the poor admin guy up one side and down the other about reactions rape victims have after the attacks have ended, primarily the fear that even though the person or people responsible may have been caught, they might be at risk of being raped or hurt again by others.

By that point, I was hiding a giggle behind my hand. It was seriously cool to have her defending us, no, defending ME.

The billing process took another five minutes or so for them to sort out, then Mrs. Giacomo sat down beside me and gave me a hug. I was quite willing to accept such a gesture, and we stayed like that for several minutes before she remembered to call her husband at their home.

I guess he was waiting for the call, as it was answered almost the moment it started ringing. "Giacomo residence, to whom am I speaking?"

Mrs. Giacomo giggled, then answered him, "Just me calling, love. We're done here, can you come by and pick us up, please?"

"Not a problem, we'll be there in a while. The girls have been up all this time worrying about DeeDee, so they'll be with me," he replied.

**********

While we were waiting for them to get there, a young boy about my age came out of the emergency entrance and leaned on a wall.

He wasn't a hunk yet, but there were signs that he might be headed that way, he was several inches taller than me and already quite muscular, giving him a bit of a rugged youth look that drew me like a moth to a flame. Uh oh, I think I like boys went through my surprised mind.

That was when he noticed me checking him out. He straightened up, walked over and squatted near the end of the bench where I was sitting.

That was when I got another shock, I hadn't recognized him because there weren't any lights by where he was leaning on that wall.

Oh, gosh, I'm face to face with Sandy Carmichael, who has been the assistant captain of our junior high football team the last two years. I was just about to burst into tears because of recognizing him when he gently laid a hand on me and flashed that gorgeous smile my way.

Then I received yet another shock when he spoke, "I know who you are, or rather were, DeeDee, and what you lived through. I had no idea you felt this way, even though you were likely the nicest, sweetest guy in our classes over the last few years, but it's fine by me. You're cool."

"You're wondering how I knew who you are? Well, my mom works here, and sometimes I come in when she works. The folks here all know me, and some of them let me help them out by doing some of the cleaning around the place. It's a way to help folks, you know?

"Well, I was just about fifteen feet down the hall, doing a bit of floor mopping, someone had dropped one of those paper cups filled with coffee and made a right mess, so it was fairly easy for me to hear you say you wanted to be called Denise Deirdre and my mom use DeeDee."

Then he leaned forward to hug me, and gently kissed me on the cheek before he let go.

He continued talking, "My mom will be off duty in about twenty minutes, so I'm just chilling until she's done. You stay safe, you hear me?"

As he turned to walk away, it dawned on me that the only person who fit the woman he had mentioned had been Dr. Cullen.

I managed to blurt out, "Hey, Sandy... is your mom Dr. Cullen? Because that is who I was talking to at that time."

He turned back toward us, smiling and nodded. "Yes, her medical degrees were all under her birth surname. She married my dad, Brian, while she was still working on her medical degree, but it didn't last very long. He ran off with someone else about six months before she was done, leaving her with me to raise. Mom filed for divorce, then met my step-dad, Christopher Carmichael, about two years after that."

"So I'm guessing that your step-dad adopted you to formalize him taking you as his own child, or something like that?" I asked.

"That's about the way it happened, although it wasn't until about a week after they married that he received the adoption notifications."

He turned once again to walk away, but I wasn't quite finished with him yet. "Hey, Sandy, what do you do for hobbies?"

He pivoted until he was facing me once again, shaking his head and chuckling. "Well obviously football, you know I've enjoyed playing for the school the last couple of years. I don't mind it, but touch or tag football just for fun is a lot more enjoyable for me than full-on contact.

"Other than that, I like to sing, I've been told I have a nice mid-tenor voice. Oh, I also play a mean fiddle, and guitar, too, I guess."

I grinned as an idea whisked through my mind, then asked him, "How would you like to be a starting member in a garage band?"

He flashed a big smile, saying, "Sounds cool. Where would we be practicing?"

"At their house," I replied, pointing to Mrs. Giacomo beside me. She'd been sitting there watching us, ready to help if it was needed.

Mrs. Giacomo looked at me, a slight smile on her pretty face, then asked me, "You sure he's safe, kiddo? You've been through a lot."

"Heck, yeah, Mrs. Giacomo. This is Sandy Carmichael, he's one of the big guys on the football team at school, but a good one. Like your husband, he doesn't like it when people bully others. If he'd known what Jerry and Walt were doing, they might have ended up in hospital."

Sandy chipped in when I finished speaking, "My dad spent a lot of time learning mixed martial arts and he's taught me quite a bit since I was about seven, I think. I'm in the ninth grade this year, a year ahead of DeeDee here, but the town's schools are all in one big building."

Mrs. Giacomo nodded and pulled a small pad from her purse, then a pen and wrote down the address and phone number for the house. With a slightly bigger smile showing on her face, she ripped the sheet from the pad and held it out toward him as he walked over to take it.

Sandy nodded as he accepted the bit of paper, then read the info on it and said, "Thanks, Mrs. Giacomo, for taking in DeeDee and her sisters."

Mrs. Giacomo sighed, shook her head, then replied to him, "After what my husband saw in their former home, he couldn't leave them there."

Sandy smiled again as he backed away a bit, then spoke, "I'll give you a call after supper tonight, we can talk about the band stuff then."

I grinned up at him as I replied, "Okay, Sandy, hopefully I'll be awake for it. Thanks for being nice about what I'm doing with my life."

Mrs. Giacomo giggled, saying, "Well, if I have to wake you up to be sure you answer a call from your boyfriend, I guess I can do that!"

Sandy and I both groaned when she said the boyfriend bit, then he waved, turned around and headed in through the entrance.

**********

We sat there for a few more minutes waiting for Mr. Giacomo and my sisters to get there to take us home, I could sure use some sleep soon.

While we sat there, I was thinking about having met Sandy here and learning that he could sing, play a fiddle and guitar, too.

It looks like we have the fourth member of our band, thanks to Sandy. I wonder how many we'll have once we fill the various positions?

I was still think about band stuff when an SUV pulled up beside us and a horn honked just as a side window opened. "Hop in, girls."

We were glad they had finally arrived, Mrs. Giacomo had to wait a moment until Jill stepped out from the front passenger seat so that she could sit there. Jill and I piled into the back seat next to Jenny, everyone buckled in, we closed the doors and we were headed home once again.

While we were going home, I quietly informed my sisters that we had a fourth person for the band. They erupted into high-pitched squeals that had me sitting there covering my ears with my hand because it hurt. They settled down a moment later, only to ask who the person was.

I told them that it was Sandy, and they squealed again. Damn, that hurts, especially when you're right next to the people doing the squealing!

It didn't take too long for us to get back to the house. We were all very tired, so after a quick snack, we headed off to our own beds to sleep.

Screams Like Eagle

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Screams Like Eagle
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By Crazy Pagan Gurl

TG Themes: 

  • Female to Male

Screams Like Eagle: Chapter 1

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Female to Male

Other Keywords: 

  • Two-Spirit
  • Nature
  • Shaman

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This story comes via an inspiration I got from glancing at and remembering the story "What a good boy" by Bailey Summers. As Bailey mentioned in the comments for that story, having a male undergoing a vaginoplasty and yet living as a male is quite unusual.

I hope to provide my own look at living a life where one has to live with conditions and requirements like that. I hope I do it justice.

It was also inspired a bit by the story Tommy that Teddie S. has been posting, although mine will be much more from the male side of things.

**********

My legal name is William Andrew Tinker. I'm a member of a modestly sized Ojibwa band living midway between Webequie and Peawanuck. Well, actually, I'm 3/4 Ojibwa and 1/4 Cree, two of my eight great-grandparents having married into the band here about sixty years or so ago.

Those are two communities waaaay up in Northern Ontario, in the huge area known to the world at large as the Canadian Shield.

Peawanuck is not far from the western shores of Hudson's Bay, about 230 miles east from Port Nelson and 300 from Churchill. Those two places are towns on the shore of Hudson Bay, at the point where the big bay begins to turn toward the north and north-northeast.

For those of you who want to know a bit more, Port Nelson and Churchill are in Manitoba, the province to the west of Northern Ontario.

Well, as I said, our band lives far out in the back woods. I guess you can't get much more back woods than where we are, heh?

We tend to try to live in some form of communion with Mother Nature, i.e., we try not to harm the land if there are ways to avoid doing so. One of those ways that we use is to shift our camp every two or three years to one of several similar spots within about a twenty mile radius.

There are untold numbers of rocky hills up here, and countless tiny lakes scattered all over the place, too.

Those little lakes often provide us with our biggest source of food, various types of small to modest sized fish.

Walleye, perch, bass, lake trout are fairly common, but we do catch the odd muskie and northern pike, too.

At other times, a bunch of our warriors will go out on a hunt, sometimes for up to two or three weeks at a time.

If they manage to get lucky, they'll bring back a deer, maybe an elk, very rarely a moose. Mostly, they find smaller game like wild hares.

Heck, up here, you learn to eat what you can get, yeah? As for vegetables, the band has a fair sized communal plot near the camp. We grow mostly soybeans and maize primarily, but also some oats, wheat and tall grass that we cut as hay for our small herd of horses.

There's one section of the plot where we plant various types of squash and pumpkins. They like the long summer days we have here.

That should give you an idea of how we manage to survive in an area where so few people choose to live.

**********

As I said, there are lots of hills up here, all part of the Canadian Shield. There are large amounts of igneous rocks such as basalt, pumice, obsidian, rhyolite with metamorphic rocks such as gneiss, schist, slate, marble and quartzite underlying the igneous rock types.

Some of these hills are great for being able to see for a distance, towering several hundred feet above the rocky ground below them.

There is, or I should say was, one of these that many of the kids in the camp liked to use as a viewing point because it had an overhang. This overhang extended about twenty feet out from the steep cliff side under it, and you could often find us relaxing there.

That was where the bunch of us went on the day that my life changed in a way that I had not, nor could I have, foreseen.

**********

Well, I was obviously there, or I wouldn't be telling you this story, would I?

Johnny Buckhorn was there with his older sister Sammi, Billy Whitefish with his younger brother Thomas, Bobby Blackthorn, James Highnest, Pete Wildwood, Andy Hawkwind, Donny Bearpaw with his cousin Phil, Nate Stormcloud, Tess Riversong, and Lori Windholm.

Yep, that's pretty much all of the teenagers from our camp, all in one place just having a quiet time and enjoying a warm summer day.

Then the first tremor hit. Everyone looked around, then got up and most of us began to move back, away from the overhang.

That first tremor was followed by a much stronger one, the ground shook like I had never felt before. Quakes happen here, but not often.

I was just turning around to move back from the overhang area when the third and largest tremor struck. The ground literally heaved right under my feet, then the overhang part simply vanished and I found myself falling past the edge of the cliff, just out of my hands' reach.

Then... I stopped, or I should say that I was stopped, by my very sudden impact with the huge trunk of an old red pine growing out from the cliffside. That tree, in its effort to get as much sunlight as it possibly could this far north, had twisted this way and that as it grew.

I landed at a point where the trunk suddenly shifted direction, from growing out to going upward parallel to the cliff.

The impact was not pretty, I landed astride that section of the trunk, my legs off to either side of the trunk itself.

To put it bluntly, my pelvis struck that part of the trunk with enough force that it pretty much squashed my manhood underneath me. That wasn't quite the worst of it, though. You see, this hoary old tree had twisted and swerved so many times it had formed ridges all over the place.

Squashed I could probably have handled, I suppose. The mangled and shredded bits of flesh that remained of my manhood? Not so much.

To say that I screamed when I landed there would be polite. No, I shrieked several times in a voice much, much higher than my usual tone.

Then the tree cracked, and a moment or two later, it could have been seconds or minutes, I honestly don't know, it snapped.

I hit the ground hard, with part of the trunk falling under me, and thus received another brutal impact to my already traumatized manhood.

That was all I knew, as I mercifully blacked out from the agony of the injuries that I had received from the fall.

Screams Like Eagle: Chapter 2

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  • crazypagangurl

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  • General Audience (pg)

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  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Female to Male

Other Keywords: 

  • Two-Spirit
  • Nature
  • Shaman

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All I can say is that I was sort of there listening to what was said, although I wasn't conciously aware at the time due to the drugs they had pumped into me at some point to help stabilize me. I did know that my injuries were quite serious, but I didn't know everything yet.

On some level, though, I could hear quite a bit of what was being said or happening around me, like trays being picked up?

One voice sounded like my dad, Joseph Tinker, he's the only lawyer we have in our small band. The voice that sounded like his was saying, "So, doc, there's damn near nothing you can do to fix the damage to his genitals? What the heck is he supposed to do, live like that?"

Yeah, that sounds like dad. When he gets pissed about something, he'll get right in your face and let you know point blank.

The next voice I guess was the doc, but it was too low and too quiet for me to understand anything that was said.

The third voice was the shocker, though. Sammi Buckhorn was here, wherever here was? Oh, man, this is soooo not good!

Apparently, that was when I climbed out of whatever state of awareness I had been in and tried to rejoin the land of the living.

**********

Oh, wow, that's quite the headache. Did they have to pump me up with that much medication? Something must be really, really wrong here...

It took a fair bit of effort, but I managed to get both hands up by my head and held it in my hands for a few minutes, maybe a little longer.

I looked around, well, as well as I could. I was obviously on some sort of hospital stretcher, the smells said hospital, too.

Dad was standing just inside the door and immediately looked my way when the monitors went off, telling everyone that I was awake.

Two nurses and a doctor came hustling into the room at just about the time when I let go of my head. The lights were irritating me. Ugh!

One of the nurses, with a name tag saying Julie on it, noticed my reaction to the lights and picked up a thin cloth that had been lying on a table on the side of the bed opposite from where dad was standing. She gently laid that over my eyes, which brought out a sigh of relief.

I managed to mutter the words "bad headache" just loud enough to be heard by the nurses and the doctor, who was standing by the end of the bed, looking up toward me. He seemed to be looking at two or three machines around the bed, monitors of various kinds, I assume.

The second nurse said she would be back in a moment with some Tylenol® and a cup of water. I relaxed for a minute or two, just waiting.

He sounded fairly old, maybe it was the gravelly voice as he introduced himself, "Hi, Will, I'm Dr. Kinson, I'm the lead doctor on your medical situation. I have Dr. Alliston working with me," he waved behind him and a woman perhaps ten years younger entered the room and stopped just past dad as I briefly lifted the cloth covering my eyes to look around, before sighing again and replacing it. Damn those lights hurt.

That was when the second nurse returned, handed me two Tylenol® and gently steered the cup to my lips so I could take the pills.

Once I had had about half of the glass, I pushed it away. I could just barely hear her put the half-empty cup on a hard surface nearby.

I cleared my throat and spoke, "Okay, Doctors, I have a fair idea of what initially happened due to the first fall. To be blunt, I saw what the heck that impact did, and I screamed like a girl for a while, then that trunk broke under me and I hit the ground on top of it before blacking out. Now, just by the fact that you haven't actually said anything, I'm getting the idea that something else is wrong. Care to bring me up to date?"

The older doctor, Dr. Kinson, shook his head and chuckled, "Let me just say that what happened when you hit that piece of trunk the second time as it and you reached the ground was rather gruesome. You see, you shifted as you fell, just enough that you landed directly on your scrotal sac. From the tests we did when you arrived here earlier this afternoon, your testicles were both shattered, much like smashed grapes."

I hadn't noticed mom as she slipped into the room and up beside the bed. I did notice when she clasped my hand in hers.

Now, mom hasn't had any medical training whatsoever, but she's tended me and my little brother Wesley whenever we were sick with the flu or something. She saw me as I turned my head, and with her free hand, grabbed a urinary pan from a nearby table and put it under my chin.

She had it there just in time, as a few seconds after that, I lost what little food was still in my belly, spewing it all into that pan.

I could feel my body shaking from the emotional and psychological stress of what I had just been told. It was definitely not good news.

I slowly and carefully laid back on the hospital bed, willing myself to slow down and center my inner spirit. Soul? I'm not sure honestly. What I do know is that there is some sort of inner presence that, when I take time to actually center myself, feels more balanced, happier, even?

Once I had calmed down enough to enunciate clearly, I spoke again, "Okay, Doc, I know my penis is probably beyond repairing. Finding out that my testicles were destroyed like that wasn't much fun for me, as you just noticed. So, Doc, just what are my options now?"

Dr. Kinson just stood there for a moment, saying nothing, then let out a low, brief chuckle. "You have a lot of guts, spunk, whatever you want to call it, Will. As for the options on what we can do, there aren't a lot. You're right, there's so much damage to your penis that, if we could repair it and ensure that it would be functional again, you'd have to find it with your fingers, it would be that small, that short.

"In all honesty, though, we've had three different surgeons take a look at it and all three said it was too damaged to realistically repair it. That leaves us with two options, remove it and leave you basically a neutered male, with a redirected urinary tract so you can handle that bodily function in a fairly normal manner... or remove the penis, then use some tissue from your colon and create a vaginal cavity.

"That last option would mean you would appear to be physically female down there, but would function in a normal manner otherwise."

"Oh, lovely," I groaned as the headache spiked briefly, then began to ebb. It seemed the Tylenol® was finally having an effect on it. "So, if I want to be physically male, or as close to it as I could be, I'd be a neuter, a eunuch, or you turn me inside out and make a vagina."

I briefly removed the cloth from my eyes, then dropped it on my lap. The lights were still irritating, but they weren't bothering me like earlier.

I laid there on the bed for a minute or two, trying once again to calm down, then looked at my parents. "Dad, mom, what do you think?"

Mom spoke first, "Dr. Kinson and Dr. Alliston were speaking with us about this before you woke up, dear. It's their opinion, and that of the three surgeons they brought in to look at you, that the best option would be to create a vagina, removing all the damaged male bits."

Then dad added, standing behind mom with his hand on her shoulder, "That doesn't mean you have to become all girl on us, Will. Actually, even if you did go that route operation wise, you could still live your life as a male, you could even get testosterone treatments."

Mom spoke again, "Or you can have that operation and become a girl. Girl, boy, no matter what, we'll still love you, you're our eldest child."

I asked if everyone could leave for ten or fifteen minutes so I could think without anyone distracting me.

**********

I spent a bit longer than ten or fifteen minutes thinking after everyone had left the room, but this deserved as much thought as I could give it.

One of the monitors was turned just enough toward me that I could see the time displayed in one corner of the screen, 6:08 PM.

We'd headed up that hill just after 9:30 AM, using three four wheel four seat ATVs plus Donny, James and Andy had brought their mountain bikes. The first tremor had hit at 10:51 AM, after we had been up there for about an hour, the next two within a minute or so of the first.

Somehow, I had been picked up and brought here to wherever here was. I only knew it was a hospital because of the distinctive smells.

Finally, after what ended up being nearly half an hour, I made my decision. I would have to live with it for the rest of my life.

I hit the call button, and when the nurse showed up, I asked her to get the two doctors and my parents and bring them to the room.

She nodded and scurried out, returning two or three minutes later with the doctors, my parents, and... Sammi Buckhorn. Oh, boy!

**********

Sammi again... oowhee...Sammi is a year younger than I am, not quite sixteen to my nearly seventeen, and seriously pretty, heck, gorgeous!

We've been sort of dating since a week after the spring equinox. She's a really nice girl, I hope she can handle what I'm about to say.

Once everyone had figured out where they wanted to stand, I nodded and began to speak to them.

"Dr. Kinson, Dr. Alliston, thank you for your work and your efforts. It's not going to be easy for me to cope with what I've decided to do, but I'm not the sort to waffle once a decision has been made. Build me a vagina, but Docs... I want testosterone treatments, too."

Mom and dad nodded, I could see they weren't surprised. I wonder how they knew what I would decide? Maybe I'll ask them later.

Dr. Kinson also nodded, "I think you've made the right decision, Will. Now I'll go and get everything organized."

He nodded again, turned and left the room, heading who knows where?

Dr. Alliston smiled at me, "You'll be fine, Will. We have an excellent medical team here."

I shook my head, then replied, "That's all nice and good that everyone seems happy with it, but Doc, just where in the heck am I?" I suppose the rising growl in my voice as I spoke to her made her aware that I was just slightly annoyed, no, rather annoyed, at the moment.

She actually giggled as she answered me, "Oh, you're in a bed in the children's wing of Thunder Bay Regional Health Sciences Centre. The medic on the chopper that brought you to us was saying they were initially headed to the hospital in Nipigon, but came here instead."

Medic? On a chopper? Ooooh, that must have been one of the three guys that lives by a lake about fifteen miles southeast of our camp.

"Ahhhh, the medic was likely Alec Quince, he's taken several medical courses online, I guess you''d call him a nurse practitioner if he had an actual degree, but he doesn't yet. The chopper would be one of two that Alec, his brother Frank and their cousin Darren own."

The comment about Alec, etc., actually came from dad. He talks to them over the ham radio set we have two or three times a week.

Sammi was staring at me. To be honest, in some ways, I often felt like a fish out of water around her.

She carefully stepped past my parents, then leaned over and gave me a huge hug, whispering softly, "I'll always be by your side, Will."

Well, that most definitely got a reaction of some sort from me. Whatever it was apparently set off one of the machines in the room.

Dr. Alliston moved over to stand by it, then shook her head and chuckled before she said, "You're fine, Will, you're just fine."

I looked at her with a look of "are you nuts?", throwing a brief glance down at my pelvic region, then back to her. She blushed beet red.

"Will, when I said that, I wasn't referring to what happened to you, but to your reaction to whatever she said," as she pointed to Sammi.

I spent a half hour or so talking to my parents and to Sammi. Knowing Sammi still wanted to be with me made a big, big difference.

Then a nurse came into the room, pushing a tray on wheels with what looked like a reheated meal of meatloaf, green beans and potatoes. "Hello, Will, you'll need to finish this before 8 PM; you're not to have anything but water after that time, as they'll be operating tomorrow."

Mom and dad decided to head off to a cheap motel for the night, they said they'd be back around the time I would come out of the operation.

Sammi stayed with me as I ate the food on the tray. It wasn't the best meal I've had by a long shot, but it was edible and fairly warm.

We talked for a good long while after I finished eating, until the nurse said that I needed to get some sleep.

Sammi smiled and kissed me, then turned and sashayed out the door in full hot girl mode. That caused me to giggle, umm, I mean laugh.

Sammi was the last thing on my mind as I drifted off to sleep. Tomorrow, and the operation, would be here all too soon.

Screams Like Eagle: Chapter 3

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Female to Male

Other Keywords: 

  • Two-Spirit
  • Nature
  • Shaman

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

The nurses woke me up twice through the night, then again at 6:30 AM just to make sure I was awake for when they would come to take me down to the operating theater and cut away all of the damaged tissue, then create a vagina and connect blood vessels, etc., to it.

Of course, by the time they DID come to pull my gurney down there, I was half nodding from being woken up so much.

They rolled me into the operating theater, where a well-built thirtyish male leaned down to place the mask over my face.

"Okay, Will," as he flipped a switch or something, "Just count down from 100 now."

I started counting, "100... 99... 98... 97... 96... 95..." then the anaesthetic rolled over my consciousness and that was all I knew.

**********

I had been told that the whole operation would take at least five or six hours, even with two surgeons working together.

I'm not sure just how much time had passed when I woke up in the recovery room and found Sammi and my mom sitting nearby.

Sammi must have been keeping an eye on me, as it was only a moment after I opened my eyes before she noticed I was awake.

She was up and off that chair pretty darn fast, gesturing for me to lean up a bit. When I did, she hugged me half to death.

Well, it felt like it, I thought for a brief moment that she might have cracked one of my ribs, she was holding me so tightly, but as soon as she reluctantly released me from the hug, that pressure on my ribs faded. I grinned at her, pulled her close and kissed her long and hard.

Oops! Well, mom was also aware that I was awake now, staring at me from behind Sammi, shaking a finger at me. I swear I laughed.

Oh, boy, that might have been a mistake. The hug didn't bother me, but laughing put pressure on something down there, and it bloody hurt!

I let out what can only be described as a squawk of pain and Sammi looked at me, wondering what was causing me to act that way. I pointed behind her, she turned enough to see my mom still standing there, hand raised, finger shaking and promptly started giggling.

At least she can laugh at it! I laid there, clutching at my lower abdomen until mom stepped past Sammi and asked me what was wrong.

I weakly pointed to the area between my legs and whispered, "I laughed and I felt it all the way down there. Ow! Ow! OW!"

She shook her head, smiled briefly, then giggled for a minute or two while holding on to the side of the hospital bed.

I groaned, just my luck to have to lie here and be forced to deal with two giggly women at once!

**********

About an hour or so after I woke up, I was brought a meal by one of the nurses' aides on the floor. I took a brief look at the food on the tray, it looked okay, meatloaf cut in two thin slices, corn niblets and a splatter of what I assumed was mashed potatoes on one side of the plate.

Next to the plate on the left was a plastic fork and spoon. Hmmm... no knife, that meatloaf looks firm. A quick attempt using the fork to cut a small piece of the meatloaf away from the rest succeeded, so I nodded while looking at the strawberry jello and thanked her for the food.

Mom and Sammi let me eat in peace, stepping out of the room to wait somewhere nearby until I was finished.

The meatloaf was actually fairly decent, still nice and warm from the oven. The vegetables were edible and the jello was mmmm good!

There was a glass of milk on the tray as well, which I drank bit by bit as I ate the meal.

I had laid back against the top part of the bed for perhaps fifteen minutes before someone came in to collect the tray and stand.

Once again, I made sure to thank them for the food, asking them to pass on my compliments to the cook about the meatloaf.

The young woman, most likely about ten years older than I am, grinned and said she'd do that, then wheeled the stand out of the room.

Mom and Sammi came in a short while after that and we talked until I started yawning.

I guess doing something like having an operation can take the energy right out of you like serious exercise might do otherwise.

I'm fairly sure that I was asleep even before mom and Sammi reached the door.

**********

When I woke up this time, I found myself in a semi-private room somewhere in the hospital. The other bed was empty.

A nurse came in a minute or two later, gave me a quick visual examination just to make sure I was all right, then left the room again.

I don't think two minutes passed from her leaving to my mom, dad, Sammi and my little brother Wesley appearing in the doorway. I waved them all in, then spent a moment or two hugging mom and Sammi, then shaking dad's hand and poking Wesley in the ribs just for fun.

The little guy laughed, he's nice and doesn't mind when I get stuck with watching over him when mom and dad go out together.

Dad picked Wesley up, carefully placed him on the hospital bed beside me. I grabbed the little guy and hugged him, then tickled him. He squirmed a bit, but I didn't want to cause some kind of accident, so I only did it for a minute or two, then hugged him again for the heck of it.

He took it all like the little champ he is. Gods, I love him, even when he's a brat, which is more than half of the time!

Mom, dad and Wesley only stayed for about half an hour, leaving me alone again with Sammi.

Sammi and I talked for about an hour, I guess, our talking interspersed with plenty of hot, passionate kisses that rocked my world.

Even with my being like a girl down there, Sammi still wants to be with me. She's awesome, I love her more than I can say.

**********

The next few days were pretty much like the post-operation portion of that day, the only difference being what the meals were each day.

Doctors and nurses wandered in from time to time to check up on me and make sure everything was fine with the work they had done.

Our little journey up the hill that led to my fall happened last Thursday morning. From what Sammi has told me since then, Alec and Frank pulled two of the seats from their older Bell 206 to make room to place me in the passenger area of the helicopter that day.

They'd arrived at most half an hour after my fall, then pushed the helicopter hard to get me to the hospital in Thunder Bay as fast as possible. Sammi then said that they had been forced to borrow a bit of fuel from the hospital's reserves in order to reach the Marine Service Coast Guard location on the eastern edge of the city, where they purchased enough fuel to return to the hospital and later on, take me home.

What surprised me, though, was that Alec's and Frank's cousin Darren followed them, picking up mom, dad, Sammi and Wesley on the way.

Sammi added that the whole group of teenagers had felt that she should go, as she and I were in the beginning stages of a relationship. They thought that having Sammi close by would give me a boost, make me want to fight to keep going, and bless them, they were right!

Darren had done the same as Alec and Frank, headed over to the Coast Guard and refuelled, bringing enough to replace what was borrowed.

None of us, other than my dad, really knew any of the three guys, but thanks to them and their helicopters, I was still alive.

**********

Like I said, it had been a bit over three days since the operation. It was now approaching mid-afternoon on the Monday after my fall.

I'd been in the hospital for nearly four days now, and yet I was surprised by the group of four doctors who entered my room that afternoon.

I had already met Drs. Kinson and Alliston, Dr. Kinson now introduced the other two, "Will, these two are Dr. Philberts and Dr. Kamitzo."

I took a moment to look at the two new doctors. Dr. Philberts was young, tall and lean, and appeared to be rocking on the balls of his feet as if we were keeping him from doing something or other. Dr. Kamitzo, though, was a short woman of Asian appearance, perhaps 35 or so?

Dr. Kinson continued talking, "These two were the primary surgeons for the work that was done last Friday. I'm glad they were here, as it could have taken quite a bit of time to find two surgeons as capable as they are, notwithstanding Dr. Philberts is still fairly new to it all."

I nodded and smiled at the two unfamiliar doctors, then thanked them and asked what they were all doing here now.

That caused the two female doctors to blush, then giggle for a moment before Dr. Philberts explained, "We're going to remove the packing." He accompanied that brief statement by pointing at the area between my legs, then turning as red as a beet while still rocking back and forth.

Huh, even when upset or embarrassed, he keeps doing that rocking on his feet thing. I guess it's an old habit of his.

The four doctors crowded close to the gurney, then began the process of pulling out the packing and revealing their work.

There were "Hmmms", "Ahhhhs", one "Interesting!" and one "Looks like it's healing okay" as they all examined me.

I shrugged. I'm not sure if any of them noticed it at all, they were so intent on checking out the operation site.

After a few minutes of muttered conversation between the four doctors, Drs. Philberts and Kinson left the room. I was surprised that the two female doctors were still there, then Dr. Kamitzo blushed briefly, grinned and reached for a small packet in her pocket, wrapped in cellophane.

She passed the packet over to me, saying, "These are stents, you'll need to use them on a regular basis to keep your new vagina open."

I guess it was my turn to go beet red as I took the packet from her hands and set it on a small table near the top end of the bed.

"We want you to take it easy. If things look as good tomorrow as they do now, we might release you in another day or two," Dr. Alliston stated.

The two doctors stayed for about ten minutes, giving me rather detailed instructions on how to use those infernal things.

They left to continue on their rounds or to other duties somewhere in the hospital.

**********

Sammi came back in just after they left. It only took her maybe half a minute to spot the package of stents and she burst into giggles.

I lay back on the raised upper portion of the bed, looking at my giggling girlfriend and shook my head in exasperation. Women!

It figures that my bladder would decide that the perfect time to do its duty was after the doctors had all left.

I had to actually explain to Sammi what I needed, and she turned pink as she picked up a bedpan and held it so I could take my pee.

Sammi stayed with me for most of the rest of that afternoon and a large part of the evening, except when they all went to have dinner.

I had mine in my room. It was a big bowl of what looked life a sort of beef stew or thick soup, but it was quite good and soon gone. There was a nice sized bun with it, as well as a glass of milk and a smaller bowl with what looked like rice pudding. That all disappeared, too.

Huh, my appetite doesn't seem to have been affected. I'm honestly surprised, my life is going to be so different from now on, ya know?

**********

Sammi was rather bemused when I asked her to help me with the first attempt at dilation. It was odd... and yet interesting? Hmmm...

She was still there when the nurse came in, saying it was time for my first authorized shot of testosterone.

I guess Sammi doesn't like needles. As soon as she saw the size of the one the nurse was holding, already primed, she ran out of the room.

The nurse chuckled at Sammi scurrying out the door, then had me roll over onto my side, rubbed my butt with an alcohol swab and jabbed.

Hooo, boy, that was painful. It took just about everything I had to keep myself from whining as the syringe emptied into my butt. The desire to whine was only partly from the needle. A fair bit was that simply turning like that brought on a brief pain spike from the new vaginal cavity.

Once the shot had been given, the needle removed and the spot swiped again, I rolled over onto my back as the nurse exited from the room.

Screams Like Eagle: Chapter 4

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  • crazypagangurl

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  • Female to Male

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Goddess, doing the dilation is soooo annoying! Why the hell would I want to stick something in there? Ewww!!!!!

If I hadn't been told rather firmly by the doctors after they'd done the unpacking the other day that it was needed, I'd have said bugger it!

I have to do this three to four times a day, for at least twenty minutes each time, and for what purpose? Not a chance in hell!

Although... the thought of Sammi using a two ended item to ravage both of us has me whining with need.

Oh, man, whoever decided to do the work down there did a rather excellent job of it. That darn stent is... No, I won't go there.

It took everything I had to keep myself from moaning out loud as I continued to plunge that darn stent into my new vagina.

**********

Sammi showed up fifteen minutes after I finished the dilation this morning. Just seeing her made me feel good in interesting ways.

We talked for about an hour before the doctors showed up to do their daily examination of me, at which point Sammi left the room.

They had said that I might be released in a day or two if things went well. That was two days ago.

They took their time, each one squatting down a bit to get a closer look, then just the barest of touches to test physical sensitivity there.

Uh oh, I nearly jumped out of my skin when Dr. Philberts started that little bit of testing off between them. Holy crap, is it ever sensitive!

Let's just say it only got worse with each feather light touch. Male touch, female touch didn't seem to matter, they all set me on fire.

Between those darn stents and how sensitive I am becoming down there, when I actually have sex, it's going to be mind-blowing, I bet.

Once they had all checked it out rather thoroughly, Dr. Kinson nodded, then stated, "You're good to go, Will. Take care of yourself."

The other three doctors all said similar things, then they exited the room.

Sammi came in again about ten minutes later, mom was right behind her.

**********

The paperwork was taking forever to be processed. I became tired and I guess I dozed off in the bed.

What happened at that point is something I cannot explain, as I am not sure if it was real or not.

I suppose I must tell you what happened in that odd dream / not dream.

**********

As I've said before, more than once, likely, there are many, many hills surrounding the camp where we live.

One of those hills has been named for the tree which stands, leafless and barren, just like it has for fifty years and more.

Broken TwinOak Hill has been named that since the twin trunked white oak that stood there was ravaged and killed in a lightning storm.

I haven't the slightest idea as to how it could have happened, but I found myself standing in front of that great and broken tree.

Then, to my astonishment, a form appeared as if out of a fog, from within the split trunks of the tree, in the shape of a man.

The form eventually became clearer and soon showed itself to be dressed in the robes of a shaman, holding a ceremonial rattle?

I'm not really sure what the item was, but rattle would probably fit as well as anything else, I suppose.

The surprises were only beginning. The ghost shaman spoke, looking straight at me, "It appears the time of healing has come."

I just stared at him, the split oak, the hill on which I stood. This could not be real... could it?

I stared at him, he stared back at me. I guess he was waiting for me to acknowledge his presence.

I'm not sure how much time passed, or if any did, before I responded, "Greetings, respected one. Why are we here in this shattered place?"

I said shattered because it was quite true. Beyond the twin trunks, perhaps twenty feet out from the north one, was a deep gouge in the soil. Everyone who lived in the area knew that that gouge was where the lightning strike following the one that killed the tree hit the ground.

The gouge in the hill ran from the point of the strike deep into the ground below. Apparently, the lightning strike triggered a secondary explosion that blasted a large chunk of the hill outward, leaving it lying near that end of the hill in various piles of scattered rubble and earth.

The old ghost shaman spoke again, I could actually see him smile as he spoke, "To bring rebirth and new health to the land, young one."

"Rebirth? New health? I do not understand you, respected one," I replied.

His reply to me was odd, enigmatic even. "Touch the base of the tree, young one, and see what may happen."

I stood there thinking for a moment the old ghost shaman had lost his mind, then sighed, knelt where the trunks split and touched the tree.

I actually laid my whole left hand against the trunk just where the trunks began to split, and I swear I felt something deep within the tree.

When I pulled my hand away from it, I looked at the tree again. To my surprise, a new shoot was visible on each of the trunks.

As I stood there looking in shock at the reborn tree that had been dead for more than fifty years, more new shoots appeared.

Then the old ghost shaman spoke again, his smile even broader this time, "As I said, young one, rebirth and new health shall begin here."

I shook my head, this had to be a dream or a hallucination, it looked TOO real to my overwhelmed senses.

"You will seek me when the time comes, young one. For now, once you are at home, you will study under Simon Leapfoot the younger."

I gasped! Simon the younger was a middle-aged and powerful Ojibwa shaman who lived somewhere down by the lower lakes.

"Fear not, young one, Simon will be coming up to your camp some time soon, he knows of you from this dream or not dream."

That just confused me more. How can a dream not be a dream?

That was when I woke up to find myself lying in the hospital bed, with a single brand new shoot from a white oak tree lying in my left hand.

**********

I was still staring at that impossible item in my hand when Sammi came blithely dancing into the room.

"The paperwork is done! We can get you out of here and on the way home as soon as you are properly dressed, Will," she giggled at me.

She noticed me staring at my hand at that point and asked me why I had the oak shoot in my hand.

I looked at her and sighed, saying, "I really don't know how to explain it, Sammi. It's... impossible, but it's here."

Mom and dad had thought ahead, bringing me some clean clothes for the trip home. I was soon dressed and ready to leave.

We left the hospital as a small group, dad took us up to the roof, then out to the pair of Bell 206's waiting for us.

We climbed into the two helicopters, Sammi, Wesley and I in one with Darren, mom and dad in the other one with Alec and Frank.

A moment later, the rotors began to whir overhead and we were soon airborne, heading for home.

Screams Like Eagle: Chapter 5

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  • crazypagangurl

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  • Transgender

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  • Teenage or High School

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  • Female to Male

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  • Nature
  • Shaman
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To put it bluntly, I did not enjoy even a moment of the slightly more than three hour trip home, all I wanted to do was scream.

The problem was that we kept hitting crosswinds, and every time we did, the helicopter would rock a bit, causing me to shift in the seat. That caused a certain very tender part of my anatomy to rub against the surface of the seat through my jeans and underwear.

Let's just say that, by the time we landed at their home base near our camps, I was in a fair bit of pain. No, make that a lot of pain.

It took both Sammi and Wesley to help me to get out of the chopper, plus Darren who apparently had been paying attention to things. Huh, not only is he a good pilot and mechanic for these helicopters, he knows when something isn't right with a passenger he is carrying.

I wobbled toward mom and held on to her like a drowning person might cling to a life preserver, even to the point of crying on her shoulder.

**********

I guess it's time to give you some info about my family's history.

Hmmm... I think I'll start with mom's side, as there's more of interest to tell there, well, except for one thing, I suppose.

Mom's mom was the ninth of eleven children, seven girls, four boys. One boy and one girl followed after my maternal grandmother's birth.

From what I've been told, my maternal great-grandmother was raised in a "big family" environment, albeit one that was rather rough. She was a Great Depression baby, born in July of 1934; fifth of eight children, only three reached adulthood, five dying from various illnesses.

So when she reached the age where she could marry, it was only to find that she had no interest in any of the men in that little town. It wasn't until several years after that that she met her husband to be and they set out on spawning a veritable horde of children.

She was a rough woman, a woman of her times. She drank and smoked heavily, and died from stage four lung cancer at age 53.

So my maternal grandmother grew up with a lot of other kids around her, only two in the direct family being younger.

She met her husband to be, a man returning from his third six month stint in Afghanistan after being hit in the leg by flying shrapnel.

My mom was the only child of their marriage. About a year after mom was born, my grandma had a miscarriage that landed her in a hospital ward for nearly a week. The miscarriage had also triggered a major hemorrhage, and she was told she should not have any more children.

My mom's aunts and uncles eventually settled down, some here, some in other areas of Ontario, some out of the province. Between them, the ten others produced thirty-seven children, and most of those people are adults now, having their own children.

At the last count, mom has thirty-seven cousins as I've said, and those cousins have birthed more than fifty children between them.

Mom and dad both grew up in our rotating camps, my mom being in one of the main families, dad being on the fringe of things.

I don't know anything about my dad's grandparents, except that dad has one living great-uncle, the man for whom I was named.

Dad is the middle child of three, one older sister, one younger brother. Both siblings have married, both have at least one child.

Now for the item of interest. Several years ago, I think I had just turned ten, a child who had been raised male left home when his father found out he was at least crossdressing and possibly thinking of finding some way to get access to female hormones.

The child's mother had died a few years before, barely thirty years old and killed in just a few short seconds by an aneurysm or stroke. So the child didn't have anyone else in the house that might help him, there being no other children born there before the mother's death.

Somehow the child managed to flee from the father, and using every bit of skill and lore he had, reached the Canadian border. When he spoke to the officer at the crossing he used, he mentioned that his father was likely chasing him and there were no living relatives to help him.

The customs officer became worried, especially when he saw the bruising on the back of the child's neck where the father had hit him. The customs officer asked the child if he would allow himself to be examined, adding that a woman would be present if that would help at all.

The child thought about it for a moment, then agreed. The examination was done a short time later, strictly a visual one, but that was more than enough to convince them the child would not be safe in his father's hands. Temporary asylum was granted at that time.

That was when dad's sister entered the fray. She was a social worker at the time, working out of an office in Windsor, Ontario. The boy's case landed on her desk two days after he had reached the border crossing, with notations and photos from the guards who examined him.

She was appalled at the images that she was seeing, the marks on the child's body were quite nasty. In several places on the child's back, there were scabbed areas which looked rather serious and a doctor, who had examined the child later that first evening, had stated were most likely the marks of a belt buckle hitting edge on, thus leaving significant entry wounds. Then there were the layers of bruises from the belt itself.

There were also other marks that looked whiplike? The doctor's report stated they were likely from switches stripped to the bare wood.

The doctor also stated that there were at least a dozen old fractures in various locations, he noted most of those were likely defensive injuries.

Aunt Jocelyn was in front of a court judge within three hours of seeing the file. It didn't take more than a brief moment to convince the judge that the child was at very high risk if he was returned home and for the judge to further grant an order to provide interim care for the child.

Aunt Jocelyn stayed on top of that case for three months. The child was lucky in one sense that he ended up in a home where he was treated well, but there was no building of long term trust there, and it quickly became evident that he didn't feel safe in revealing himself to them.

Aunt Jocelyn checked in on him, usually once a week during that time period, and this is where things took another turn. For some reason, the child felt better, safer, whenever Aunt Jocelyn was present, and he eventually asked if he could be placed with her instead.

She went before the judge again, this time on the Tuesday following that meeting, and they talked for more than an hour. The end result was that the child would be transferred to her custody on the following weekend, giving him time to say his goodbyes to the foster family.

To say that that farewell was a tearful time would be an understatement. They had kept him safe, even if they had never truly known him.

The temporary custody slowly changed to a permanent arrangement about six months later, when she and her husband adopted him.

A few months after that, her office downsized and she was out of work.

It took about six weeks of living off saved income before someone from the band up north contacted her, offering employment.

She jumped on it, informing her husband and within two weeks, they were settled in a small but comfy house in the current camp.

That child, my cousin Ambrose/Amber, came out within days of arriving as being two-spirited and was happy to live either way at any time.

Aunt Jocelyn became our little community's social worker/counsellor, helping anyone that needed it.

**********

I guess that gives you a fair amount of the history of my family. I'm sorry if I didn't cover everything, I have quite a lot of relatives.

Well, as I said before, I was holding on to mom for dear life when I felt two more pairs of arms wrapping themselves around me. A quick glance over my right shoulder revealed Aunt Jocelyn, another glance over the left shoulder showed my cousin Amber was there.

In a way, I'm really glad Amber was there, because I needed to talk to someone who might understand what I was experiencing. Now, Amber is a young adult, about five years older than me, so she had been at her university in Toronto when she found out what was happening.

She had actually come back here, even though her summer classes were still in session, to be here for me. That just made me cry even more.

I suppose about another ten or fifteen minutes passed before the watery eyes stopped leaking and I could face them all.

We talked for a few more minutes before I felt like I could walk from where we were over to the cars that were waiting for us. I rode with mom and dad, Sammi and Wesley were sharing the back seat with me. Amber and Aunt Jocelyn, plus a few others, had their own cars.

Once we were back at the camp, I nodded to Amber and the two of us walked off to a spot with a park bench under a big old maple tree.

I knew Amber's history, heck, everyone in the camp knew it within a week of her having arrived here nearly seven years ago.

"Amber, if you didn't already know, the doctors had to remove my penis, as it was too badly damaged to function, and they fashioned a vagina using some of the colon tissue. That bit may be female, but I'm still Will up here and here," I took a moment to point at my heart and my head. "But I had this really weird dream recently," I described the dream/not dream to her, "And I feel that I will need to be female sometimes."

Now that might not have been the best way to start a conversation, but if anyone could understand me at all at that point, it would be Amber.

Amber and I talked for nearly two hours before mom yelled at me to get my butt home if I wanted to have my supper. I was up and running like a shot! You can call me late for just about anything and I won't care. The one exception to that is meals; I hate missing even one.

**********

The next ten days passed fairly quickly, I spent most of my time either with Sammi or with Amber, sometime both of them together. There was a lot of discussion about my feelings and what I had experienced in that dream/not dream, but no firm conclusions were reached.

A week after I returned home, Amber had to return to Toronto to continue her summer sessions or forfeit the possible passing grade. We promised to keep in contact with each other, a promise I intended to keep. It wouldn't be hard, we'd been in close contact for almost two years. By close contact, I mean we had each other's emails and I had her cell phone number, although I would only use that in an emergency.

Shortly after two PM on the tenth day after my return, a strange car parked near our small house, then an older man stepped out of it.

I had seen pictures here and there of Simon Leapfoot the younger. He was now here in the flesh, my training was about to begin.

Screams Like Eagle: Chapter 6

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  • crazypagangurl

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  • Female to Male

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  • Nature
  • Shaman
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I stood there and stared at him as Simon Leapfoot the younger looked around the small community, then noticed that I was there.

There was grace and confidence in his every step, the man knew the world around him in ways that I didn't yet.

He stopped in front of me, noting my interest in him, and spoke, "I am Simon Leapfoot the younger, I'm looking to meet with Will Tinker."

I nodded at him, showing a weak smile as I said, "That would be me, Mr. Leapfoot," then waited to see what would happen.

He looked at me again, nodded as if he had seen something of interest, then stated, "I want to hear everything. Speak."

The voice he used on that final word was nothing less than a total command, and I began to recount recent events. I started from the time that I fell, told him about waking up in the hospital in Thunder Bay, then about the dream/not dream and my eventual journey home.

He listened intently as I spoke, only asking for me to expand on what I had said about the dream/not dream.

At that point, I decided what the heck, and told him everything about it, including that I had awoken with a white oak shoot in my left hand.

He nodded and actually smiled as he said, "So you have power, which can be good, but little actual skill in using it, which is not good."

We ended up talking intensely about that dream/not dream, to the exclusion of just about everything else, for over two hours.

**********

At one point, he led me into a nearby copse in the woods all around us and asked me to just stand there and watch.

The two of us stood there, just off a fair sized trail through the woods for what seemed like hours, maybe longer, before anything of note occurred. A young doe and two fawns came along a side trail, then turned a short distance from us to go toward a nearby spring.

The strangest part of that experience was that the doe saw us, yet acted as if we were not there. It had me seriously confused.

Simon and I had remained quiet as the doe and fawns approached, then took the second trail that led to the spring. I was quite surprised at just how quiet he could be. I've lived in these woods all of my life, yet my briefest movements made far more noise than any of his.

We continued to stand there, again it seemed like a very long time went by.

Then we spotted a family of five beavers that were making their way through the woods toward one of the small lakes a short distance away. Most of our camps were situated around a large lake or reservoir, with dozens of smaller lakes scattered all around the bigger one.

I shrugged as the beavers passed us, but they seemed to be more focused on where they were going than on what was close to them. I can't really say, but I got this little feeling that for some reason the beavers knew we wouldn't harm them in any way, so they just ignored us.

We waited again, then watched as a white tail buck followed the same path as the doe and the two fawns. Rutting season was still a few months away, but we could see the horns growing in just with a quick look. The buck was fairly big for a white tail, it might have a righteous rack.

Don't mind me saying things like that, I sometimes use words or expressions for their humour effect, even if that often fails.

Anyway, this large buck followed the trail the doe and fawns had taken earlier, and like them, was soon gone from our direct sight.

The buck had passed from sight for only a few minutes when I spied the doe and fawns returning down the trail the buck had taken.

Once again, the doe looked straight at us, then stepped on at a sprightly pace, leading her little ones down the side trail.

Simon and I stayed out there as the sun slowly descended, and we only left the woods when it became difficult to see without extra light. I suppose we could have stayed in there longer by going back in with long lasting flashlights, but Simon said that was enough for today.

**********

We headed into the small building where my parents, Wesley and I all lived. It was split into three rooms, none of them very large. The main area was the communal area, kitchen, dining room and living room all in one, including a 36" TV with a set of rabbit ears sticking out above it.

Mom had made one or her delicious meals, a stew that had been sitting over the small hearth all day. It turned out to be venison, one of the hunters had gone out two days ago and snagged a rather young buck that was wandering aimlessly around in the woods.

The buck had been acting a bit odd, but a quick check revealed nothing obviously wrong with the animal. On the off chance that there might be something wrong with the brain, i.e., a seizure, stroke, aneurysm, they made sure to leave that behind, burying it deep in the forest ground.

Sometimes the forest will claim its own creatures when their time has come. Sometimes it leads those creatures to hunters like ours.

The hunter had not taken chances, but had called Alan Quince and had him test several portions of the animal as a precaution. Alan had run some tests through his rather limited medical gear, specifically a rather expensive microscope that had 1000x magnification.

Benny, the hunter, had waited in the outer area of the tiny building housing the medical equipment while Alan checked the slides. Alan wanted to be careful, so he checked each slide three or four times. Eventually, he reported to Benny that he didn't see anything that could be harmful.

So Benny had brought some of the newly caught venison to mom, who had decided that some of it would be used for today's stew.

Simon joined us for the meal, talking quietly with me and my dad. He said I had done fairly well that afternoon, then went on to say that that was due to the fact that I had done what I had been told by him to do, rather than doing what I thought might be best at the time.

Let's just say that dad was impressed. He laughed and said that I had always had a feeling for the woods around here.

When Simon asked him about that, dad mentioned the time I had stood in the woods behind our home and with little more than what looked like an occasional distracted glance, had then trotted off into the woods, leading dad and several others to a rabid skunk, which they killed.

Dad mentioned a few other times like that, and I swear, I saw Simon smile.

I'd have to say that seeing that smile almost put me off wanting to eat. It was the smile of a shark about to have its dinner of live human.

The stew was quite good, one of mom's better efforts, and by the time the meal had ended, there was nothing left in the pot.

**********

After we had had breakfast the following day, Simon had me lead him in a different direction.

This time, it seemed that we would be looking for specific plants, herbs and such, that could be used by a competent medic or chemist. Simon led me around, pointing out a wide assortment of plants, naming off their properties and medical uses, if there were any.

Willow bark was one that I had known about for a long time, thanks to a science show I saw several years ago when dad was dozing one day.

Simon pointed out sprigs of wild chamomile, echinacea, feverfew, mint and yarrow just to name a few. He then went on to talk about how these plants could be used in various ways for a variety of health issues, and suggested we should make room for a fairly large herb garden.

He also stated that we would need to have a set of drying racks, or even better, something similar in a well-ventilated warm room.

He lectured me for hours that day about the various plants we had seen, their uses, their growing seasons, how to prepare them, etc.

The day wasn't all that warm, we're quite a bit closer to the Arctic Circle and Hudson's Bay is close enough to have an effect on the weather. I suppose it might be similar to what the folks down south call "lake effect". I honestly couldn't tell you, I don't know about that stuff.

Any way, he grilled me this way, that way, this other way, that other way and the other other way about these plants. It was exhausting, and yet I hadn't done a darn thing except walk a little now and then while he lectured. I was pretty wiped out by the time we returned to the house.

I figure it was because I was out there all day and we hadn't had any lunch. If I'd known we would be that long, I would have packed something to take along with us for lunch. Ah, well, it's no sense worrying about the barn door being open after all the horses have run away.

We relaxed over another nice supper meal, this one being bison steaks someone had sent to dad from somewhere down in the States.

The steaks were quite good, grilled rather nicely, seasoned within a hair of perfection. A spoonful of steak sauce was the final touch.

My steak wasn't as big as the ones dad or Simon were eating, but still big enough to make a good meal. Wesley's and mom's were like mine.

Sammi showed up a short while after the meal had ended. Within moments, I was following her along another trail within the woods.

There was a small clearing about midway between our camp and one of the many small nearby lakes. We headed for that clearing.

Sammi and I stayed there until the sun dipped below the horizon talking about the last few days, then headed back into the camp.

**********

It was the day after I chatted with Sammi in that little clearing that the next odd event occurred.

What made it even odder is that Simon Leapfoot the younger was present when it happened, and kept a very close eye on me.

What was it, you ask? Well, to be blunt, another of those dreams/not dreams like the one I had experienced in the hospital several days ago.

Ayup, another one of those, all right. Simon had led me over to one of the smaller lakes nearby, where we sat and watched the water.

I saw four or five different types of fish jumping here and there as we watched, then the dream/not dream hit me, and I was lost in it.

In this second dream/not dream, I saw that same old ghost shaman, except this time he appeared standing on a small islet in that tiny lake.

I don't think the islet was more than five paces wide in any direction, yet there he stood, on the only dry ground within the lake itself.

He pointed as a fish leaped out of the water, then plummeted back into its depths. And pointed again as a different type jumped. Then a third time as yet another type came out of the water. I sat there, entranced, wondering why he was pointing at the various fish, then it hit me.

He wasn't pointing at the fish themselves, but in the direction they were from the small islet where he stood. The first had been to the east, the same direction as where Simon and I were relaxing by the edge of this particular lake. The second was to the south, the third to the west.

He pointed two more times, the first being to the north, which completed the four directions, then up. That one confused me for a while. It wasn't until I recalled something I had seen about a Wiccan rite, where a priest/ess called the directions, then up, adding Spirit to the rite.

I sat there, musing on this as I continued to watch the old shaman standing on an islet that I couldn't remember being there before today.

It became even odder, though, as the old ghost shaman pointed to each of the directions again, then up once more and vanished.

But the weird stuff hadn't ended yet. Just moments after he vanished, I felt something, a rumble from below the lake, and turned to warn Simon we needed to move, only to see Simon wasn't there. I gasped when a very interesting looking fish splatted on the ground in front of me.

**********

That was when this dream/not dream ended. I picked up the tail of a fish that, as far as I could remember, was well beyond rare. The fish? A coelacanth. I was flabbergasted, as I had been studying various creatures in biology a few months ago and to the best of my knowledge, today's examples of coelacanths live in a narrow area either off the east coast of Africa or in the waters around a specific part of Indonesia.

The coelacanth has long been called the dino fish, as a live specimen was not discovered until 1938. They had been thought to have been dead since the time of the dinosaurs, roughly 65 million years ago, hence the nickname I mentioned and their appearance is quite unusual.

As noted in various places, they are the last remaining representatives of a widespread family of lobe-finned fishes. An adult coelacanth can reach lengths of six feet or more and weigh around 200 pounds. They are covered in a thick, scaly "armour" and can live for 60 years or more.

That was when it was Simon's turn to gasp as he saw what I was holding. "Good god? Where did that come from, Will?" he yelped.

"I'm not really sure, Simon. Remember I told you the other day about having had a dream/not dream?" I asked him.

He nodded, and I continued speaking, "I just experienced another one, Simon. The lake wouldn't have one of these in it, that's for sure. Like the other time that I had one of these dreams/not dreams, I was 'given' something, that fish, to prove the dream/not dream took place."

He looked at the fish, then asked me, "What do you mean, this fish wouldn't come from the lake?"

"The two species that exist now are only found in two places, off the east coast of Africa and in the waters near Sulawesi, Indonesia."

He still looked confused by what I was saying, so I told him more, "This is a coelacanth, Simon, they are quite rare. Part of that may be the fact that they live quite a long ways down, being bottom dwellers, and they wander along the ocean floor, eating other fish and cephalopods."

He took a long, hard look at me before he asked, "You're sure about that, Will?"

I nodded and replied, "Sure enough that I'll show you on my computer once we're back in the camp and can use the camp school network."

Having said that, I pulled out a small but sharp knife and cut the fish open. I removed the whole inside of it, tossing that all into the lake. I doubted any of it would last for long, there are several varieties of fish in these lakes that will eat darn near anything if they can gulp it down.

If the fish couldn't eat it, the flesh of the coelacanth would eventually decompose and then dissolve into the earth at the lake's bottom.

Once all the flesh had been removed and tossed into the lake, I spent several minutes rinsing out the innards of the coelacanth. You won't catch people eating these creatures, as their flesh is filled with oils, urea, wax esters and other compounds that give it a very foul taste.

When I had finished rinsing out the very large fish, I accepted a plastic bag Simon had produced from somewhere and stuffed the skin in it. You might think I was crazy for taking a skin of something like that, but it would be a very visible, blatant proof of what had happened, eh?

Simon was quite shaken after I had explained the presence of the fish to him, and stated that we were done for the day.

The walk back to the camp was not all that long, perhaps a little over a mile along woodland trails, so it took about twenty minutes to get there.

Several people in the camp enquired about what was in the bag, and their expressions ranged from shock to outright wonder when I told them.

As I had said I would do, I left the skin in the bag outside of our home, then led Simon into the room I shared with my brother Wesley.

I turned on my system, waited a few minutes for it to get up to speed, then used my password and logged into the school network. Once I was in there, I quickly pulled up about half a dozen pages with information on coelacanths and let Simon read them.

I guess it must be odd on those occasions where the student teaches the teacher. It must happen fairly often out in the wide world, hmm?

Servants Of Redemption

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We are the Servants of Redemption. We are seven, five women, two men, united in her service, her Chosen in this world.

She calls herself Redemption in this age. She was here long, long ago, but the name she used then was lost as her people died.


Servants Of Redemption


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Crazy Pagan Gurl

Servants Of Redemption: Prologue

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  • Transgender
  • Magic
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  • Gods And Goddesses

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We are the Servants of Redemption. We are seven, five women, two men, united in her service, her Chosen in this world.

She calls herself Redemption in this age. She was here long, long ago, but the name she used then was lost as her people died.

Somehow, someone somewhere on this world found her, even though her name could not be remembered, and believed in her. Even she was mystified at the fact that she was reborn in a sense, she had been floating alone in a timeless void until that first person believed.

Many years passed, a century or three after Her rebirth, I think, before she was able to call us to her service.

As I said, we are seven in number. Initially, there were six men and only one woman, that one being the Servant known as Peace.

Peace is a beautiful woman, tall with long golden blonde hair, just short of being voluptuous, and wears a pale blue robe bearing her emblem. Peace stands with her arms open wide, offering comfort and safety to those in need, and guides Her people in the paths of peace.

Our Lady Redemption's emblem is one hand offering help to another. (See the attachment at top of the story.)

The leader of Her Servants, if there is a need for one, is the female known as Justice. She is blind and wields a balance scale. Blind or not, Justice is able to find those who call on her and is very adamant in her defence of those who have been wronged. Justice, like myself and two others, was a male before She called us. She is tall and strong, with bright red waist length hair and a robe that is half black and half white.

Honour, one of the two males, leads those who wish to serve her on the fields of battle as She seeks to redeem mankind. Those who go into battle for her follow the code of the bushido, much as the samurai did long ago on the battlefields of Japan and other nearby nations. Honour bears a large silver sword, armour and tower shield of the same colour, his shield and armour bear Her emblem. He is tall, very well built, with sapphire blue eyes and shoulder length ash blond hair, he wears a red cape that also bears Her emblem.

I, I am Vengeance, the one she sends when someone has been wronged by one who has no honour in their soul. I am tall and statuesque, with waist length raven hair bound in a braid. I carry a sword and a hammer, my armour and cape are red and black and bear her emblem.

Then there is the Weaver, Peace's physical twin except where Peace's arms are open wide, Weaver's arms reach forward to those she heals. Weaver, like myself, was initially male. Her robe is a silvery white in colour, bringing to mind a freshly spun spider's web.

Next is Faith, she who leads Her priests and priestesses who, in turn, lead Her followers on the paths of redemption. Faith is the smallest of us by far, with waist length auburn hair, green eyes and wears a pale green robe. She, too, was male before she was called to serve Her.

Last is the Reaper, he who collects souls for Her. He is tall and gaunt, his hair bone white, his skin only a few shades darker. He wears a long, midnight black robe that brushes the ground and carries a scythe, the five foot long handle of bright bone attached to a razor sharp blade.

The Weaver, Faith and the Reaper all bear her emblem on their robes. The emblem is the sign of our service to Her.

We are Her Servants, Her Emissaries to the world below. She has called us and given us our duties, now it is time for us to go forth.

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Servants Of Redemption: Chapter 1 - To Lose It All

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  • crazypagangurl

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I, Vengeance, stood next to Justice as we waited for the warmonger Ishbal Kamizan to be brought before us.

We waited for some time before Honour entered the room, four guards surrounding the warmonger behind him. The guards placed the broken shell of a man in the seat in the middle of the room, then moved to take up positions around the room.

Justice faced him and spoke, "Ishbal Kamizan, you sit before us accused of genocide and mass murder, how do you plead?"

Ishbal glared up at the two tall and formidable women, his broken claws of hands grasping futilely at the ends of the chair's arms. It was amazing that he could even move his hands, they had been so badly broken beneath a horse's hooves when he was captured nine days earlier.

He snarled, dribbles of spit falling from his lips, "I did what I felt was right, the metal in those mines should have been ours!"

I spoke, making no effort to hide my disdain for this piece of human filth, "Even though they belonged to the people of Ilastria?"

He laughed, his fingers still grasping at the chair's arms, "People? Not at all, they're animals, animals don't need mines or metals in them!"

Justice frowned, her sightless eyes looking over his head, "Yet they defeated you time and again, the last being the worst of all your losses, three years and more of fruitless battle ended when they forced you and your honour guard back over the border ten days ago."

I smiled, a smile that cause most men's blood to freeze in their veins, "And you came back here alone to try to kill Ilastria's queen."

Justice looked down at the now frail man, "The remnants of Ilastria's army, barely 500 strong, returned in time to save her, and caught you."

I smiled at him again, and he shrank into the chair, visibly blanching, "You knew not that the Queen of Ilastria is a priestess of Redemption's?"

He overcame his fear and leaned forward, snarling, "What does that have to do with me being here?"

"You stand before three of Redemption's Servants, I am Vengeance, she is Justice, and that is Honour behind your chair."

Justice chimed in, looking straight into his eyes, "Murder or attempted murder of her priest or priestesses is a major crime here in Ilastria."

Honour spoke for the first time, his voice sounding like gravel underfoot, "You caused the deaths of over 251,000 people, for some metal."

I spoke again, no longer smiling, "Ilastria is nearly broken, having lost over 94,000 of her 171,000 people in this needless war. Your land, Ebrana, is in much the same state, having lost almost 157,000 of your 240,000 people over the last 38 months."

Justice added, "If it were not for Honour and his bringing 1,000 of his troops sworn to Her service, you might have won in the end. One of those young people, trained in the codes of bushido from long ago, severed your spine in battle in the Queen's halls, you'll never walk again."

I shook my head, adding, "Seven thousand Ilastrians and Honour's 1,000 wiped out all but your honour guard in the last battle of the war.I think it says quite a lot that they managed to defeat a force almost three times their combined numbers, don't you?"

Honour shook his head, then added, "You gave no thought at all of the costs of this unnecessary war in people and resources lost."

Justice frowned once again, then remarked, "You thought only that you could get their metals without having to pay for them in trade."

I stared at him, adding, "Ilastria was in such sore straits in this war that they lowered the entrance age for their army to 15 to find recruits. Many young men and women of Ilastria will never return home, many families are broken now, only the little children and the elderly remain."

Honour growled, "Many of those who died defending Ilastria were Her people, Her believers, and so we are here to deal with you."

Ishbal looked around him, first at the two women before him, then at Honour behind him, "What gives you the right to decide my fate?"

I laughed, and Ishbal flinched, "What better right is needed than that the Queen of Ilastria has left this issue in Her Hands, and She in ours?"

Justice nodded, having seen into his soul, "I find you guilty of both charges, the normal penalty for either here is a quite gruesome death."

Honour chuckled, low and menacing, "But we feel there is a far more suitable punishment for you than your death could ever be."

I laughed, looking down at Ishbal, "There is a small shack in the farthest northeastern parts of your land, perhaps a mile from the border, you will spend the rest of your days living there, unable to fend for yourself, and in sight of, yet never able to reach the goal you sought."

Ishbal laughed at these silly people, "And what is to stop me from finding others to continue in my stead?"

Justice smiled at him, "Why, the simple fact that you will have no way to communicate with anyone at all. There are no comm lines, no computers, no electricity at all there, and with your hands as damaged as they are, it is unlikely that you will ever be able to write legibly again."

I looked down at him, "You will have someone to tend to your physical needs, but he will not help you in any other way, he follows Our Lady."

Honour spoke one last time, "What better punishment is there than to have you be close to what you desire, yet unable to do anything?"

Smoky Corners 5-V: Seek, And Ye Shall Find

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  • Transgender
  • Magic

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  • Teenage or High School

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  • Smoky Corners by Haylee V

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  • Age Regression
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It was a hot, somewhat dry and dusty late summer day. School was looming, just a few weeks away, and Roni was absolutely bored. In a one theater town, you can only see the same movie so many times before it turns you completely bonkers, and in a town of this size, there just weren't that many activities to do. The theater, waste time at the diners on Main Street, shoot baskets at the school... BORING!

So Roni was just idly wandering around Smoky Corners that particular Thursday morning, trying to figure out what to do.

After leaning for a while against a board fence next to a long abandoned gas station on the south side of town, Roni suddenly found himself moving again, he couldn't explain it, but something was pulling him to Kato Chigiri's curio shop.

***********

Meanwhile, across town from where Roni had been roaming, Ginny, his twin sister, was lying on her bed listening to her favourite tunes. She figured it made a lot more sense to chill out at home rather than be out there in the intensely dry summer heat.

As with Roni, for no known reason, she found herself sitting up, putting on her slightly worn Keds, grabbing her purse, then heading to the door. Not sure how long she might be out, she left a note for her mom, looked down at her faded jeans and tight tank top, then left the house.

She noticed that she was heading into the part of town where the curio shop was located. She'd met the owner once or twice, but as with most people here, she didn't really know him. Truth to tell, though, he had a certain presence that caused you to listen when he spoke.

About ten minutes after she left the house, she turned onto Mulberry Street, and continued walking until she stood in front of 239. The curio shop itself wasn't all that large, but you could see through the window that there was a lot of stuff in there.

**********

Roni wasn't really paying attention to where he was going. After tripping over his own feet for the third time in as many minutes, he shook his head, looked around and noticed that Mulberry Street was just three blocks away.

Still clueless as to what was going on, he continued walking; a few minutes later, he turned onto Mulberry Street, and looking down the block, was startled to see his sister Ginny standing outside the store, shifting from one foot to the other, back and forth.

**********

Ginny was nervous, she had no idea why she felt that way, but she was, bouncing from foot to foot let her tune out for a moment. So she was definitely surprised when she was tapped on the shoulder from behind, and found Roni standing there.

"Hi, Ginny, what's up? And what are you doing here?"

"Hiya, Roni, I really wish I knew. I was relaxing at home, then out of nowhere, I felt I had to come here. It's we-eird."

"Yeah, I know that feeling, Ginny, same thing here, I wonder what's going on. Well, why don't we go in and find out?"

Ginny nodded, and the two headed to the entrance. Roni opened the door, then both entered. Roni had met Mr. Kato more than his sister had, so he whispered to her that she should remove her shoes and put them in one of several cubby holes., then grab a pair of cotton slippers to wear while in the shop. Both removed their shoes, put on the slippers and were about to turn around when Mr. Kato spoke.

"Good! You have both come, and I appreciate your respect for my shop. Now sit here with me, have some tea and I will explain."

Yes, sir," both mumbled as they turned and lowered themselves to cushions around the low table. Roni and Ginny spent a moment preparing the tea as they preferred it; after taking a quick sip, they waited to learn what had brought them here.

Mr. Kato walked to the side wall of the store, pulled a binder from a shelf there, then returned to the table and sat down across from them. He opened the binder, which seemed to be a photo album, and flipped through the pages before he found the one he wanted. Turning the book around so Roni and Ginny could look at the pictures, he tapped on on the left hand page, saying, "This boy has gone missing. His name is Peter John Holden, his mother has a house on Castle St. on the east side of town. She says that he went out early yesterday morning, as he often did when he wasn't required to be in school, and that she has not seen him since. She is growing very worried about him."

Roni looked at the picture, Peter looked to be about 14 or 15, slightly long brown hair framing his face, a pair of round eyeglasses perched on his nose giving him a slightly bookish look. "I think I know him, he goes to my school."

Mr. Kato nodded, "Yes, somehow this morning I knew that you and your sister would be able to help me. I'm just not sure how."

Roni shook his head, then suddenly his face shifted, he appeared totally focussed. He sat there for two or three minutes, as if meditating or something similar, then he turned, looking toward the small office at the back of the shop. He pointed at the office door, smiling and stated, "I think there's something in there that we can use to find him, sir. You might want to take a look."

Now it was Mr. Kato's turn to focus himself; after a moment or two, he stood, walked into the office and returned, carrying something in his hand. He sat down again at the table and laid the object down so that both Roni and Ginny could see it.

They both bent over the table to look closely at the object. It looked like a pair of glasses, but it was odd, as there was only one lens, which when the piece was worn would fit over the left eye of the wearer. Roni shrugged, "It looks odd, but you say it can help?"

Mr. Kato grinned for a moment. "Yes, grasshopper, for this is Frigg's Lesser Eye of Finding. Using this, people have to been able to find things or people that have been lost many, many times since the lens was created roughly 2700 years ago."

Roni and Ginny continued to look at the item for a few more minutes, then Ginny asked, "Where should we start looking?"

Mr. Kato smiled at them, "I would suggest that you start looking in the area near his home, then work across town until you find him."

The two teens nodded their agreement, then Roni picked up the Eye and held it carefully. "Oh, Mr. Kato, could we please use the phone. We need to let our mom know where we'll be, and that we might not be home until dinnertime."

Mr. Kato pointed at the phone on the countertop by the cash register, and Ginny phoned home, leaving a quick message for their mother.

As they took off the cotton slippers and picked up their shoes, Mr. Kato added, "One thing to remember: this Eye only sees a short way."

Roni thought for a moment, then replied, "So you're saying we'll need to be fairly close before we might sense where he is?"

"Correct, grasshopper. Now I have other business to attend to, so I must send you on your way."

Roni and Ginny finished putting their runners on, then waved to the shopkeeper and left the shop, before heading to the east side of town.

**********

Ten minutes later, they reached Castle St., where Peter and his mother lived. There were only two streets past that point, and only a half dozen or so cross streets, as the town faded into the sere, dusty brown grasslands of the hot Montana summer.

They walked along Castle St., stopped at Peter's house and knocked on the front door. The door opened a minute or so later, revealing a woman of about 35 to 40 years of age, quite disheveled, tracks from tears could be seen on her cheeks.

"Hello, ma'am, I'm Roni, this is my sister Ginny, we might have a way to find Peter."

"Hi kids, sorry, I know I look a mess right now, but I'm so darn worried about Peter that I can't think straight." She wiped her face with a hand, erasing the tear tracks on one cheek. "What did you say? You might be able to find him? How? Do you have an idea of where he is?"

"No, ma'am, we have no idea at the moment. We're going to wander around town today, and see if we can find him. As to how, well, that's the odd part,", Roni showed her the odd looking lens, "we're going to use this, but it seems we need to be fairly close to find him."

Peter's mother barely glanced at the lens. "Well, if you do find him, call us immediately, the number is 555-5758."

Ginny pulled out a little notebook and wrote the number down, adding "Peter's parents" above the number.

"Yes, ma'am, hopefully we'll find him soon."

**********

Roni and Ginny headed to the last street before the town ended. It wasn't very long, maybe four blocks total; they wandered down to the south end of the street, Roni slipped the odd spectacle on and looked around him. As far as he could see, everything looked normal.

"Okay, sis, I guess we do this one street at a time. I doubt we'll need to go down all the cross streets, but we might, who knows?"

The sun was climbing high in the sky by this time, both kids knew lunch time was no more than an hour away. They walked slowly up the street, looking to one side, then the other, as they traversed the whole four blocks. Having found nothing, they moved over to the next north - south street, and went from north to south this time, again shifting their questing eyes from one side of the street to the other and back.

By the time that the sun was fully overhead, they were walking up the street four blocks west of Castle St. Still having no luck in the hunt for the boy, they decided to take a break and grab some lunch at one of the diners on Main St.

**********

They wasted no time in getting to the popular Mom's Diner, both nearly ran to the counter. Each ordered a burger meal, then they turned and sat down at one of the faded booths along the one wall of the diner. They sipped on their sodas, talking quietly, waiting for the food.

When the young waitress, Leigh, a 16 year old girl both knew from school, delivered the food, they dove into it, acting as if they'd never been fed. It didn't take them more than ten minutes to each demolish their meal; they finished their drinks, split the bill and left the diner.

Roni stopped beside an old pay phone, dropped some change in and called Mr. Kato, letting him know they were still looking.

They wandered back toward the east side of the town, returning to the search one street further west from the last one they had done.

**********

The day passed slowly, three times they needed to head somewhere to get drinks, then returned to the hunt. When Roni checked his watch and saw that it was almost 5:30 PM, he turned to his sister and suggested they head home for dinner.

She agreed, and they made tracks for home, arriving there just as their mom pulled into the driveway.

Both kids yelled hello to their mom before running into the house. They headed to Roni's room and talked about the day.

At about 6:45 PM, their mother yelled out, "Dinner, come and get it!" and they charged down the stairs before turning into the dining room.

While they ate, they explained what they had been doing all day, both asked if they could go back out for an hour or two to keep looking. Their mom listened, nodding at various parts of the tale, and when they finished, agreed. "Just make sure you two are home by 10:00."

Both grinned and thanked their mom. Ginny ran to the kitchen, filled a few plastic bottles with water and dropped them into a backpack. They yelled goodbye to their mother and ran out the door, heading to the location where they had stopped earlier.

**********

They continued the hunt, going a bit slower because the sun was slowly going down. The streetlights helped somewhat, but they weren't all that close together, and did absolutely nothing for looking along the sides of houses as they passed them.

They drank some water as they needed it, continuing to work their way west across the town. By the time the sun set just after 9:30 PM, they had covered close to 2/3 of the town, still without having seen any sign of Peter. Roni shrugged, "Can't see much now, might as well go home."

Both wanted to keep hunting, they were frustrated, but they knew that trying to see in the dark just wasn't going to work.

Just before 10:00, they opened the front door and stomped into the house. Ginny dropped the bottles with water in them in the fridge.

"Have a good night, Ginny, we'll get going again after breakfast in the morning." She nodded and headed to her own room.

**********

The night passed as most nights did, and both children were awake by 7 AM.

After they had dressed in jeans and Ts, they met in the kitchen, grabbed cereal, made some toast and wolfed it all down. Their mom sat at the table looking bemused, watching them eat like they would never get the chance again as she sipped at her freshly made coffee.

"We're off again, mom, we might be out all day."

She nodded to them and continued with her coffee and her own breakfast, two slices of whole grain toast.

Roni and Ginny ran out the door, Ginny had grabbed the full bottles, filled a few more, and shoved them in the pack on the way out.

Returning to where they had finished the night before, they took up the hunt yet again. As the morning passed, they worked their way over to the western edge of the town. While walking down the second last north - south street on the west side, Roni felt the lens come to life.

"Hey, sis, I'm getting something!" He pointed to the west and slightly south of where they were. "Looks like the fairgrounds to me."

They headed off at a trot, all thought of going slow gone. As they approached the entrance to the fairgrounds, Roni felt the lens pulling down the east side of the large open lot. It seemed they were heading right to the huge oak on the edge of the grounds.

As far as the two knew, the oak had been there far longer than the town, some said it was over three hundred years old.

The day hadn't been quite as bad as yesterday, but the heat was still there, and the two were panting by the time they stopped by the tree. After grabbing a quick drink from the bottles in the pack, they walked closer to the tree itself.

Just before they could have actually reached out and touched the tree, they got quite the shock! A young girl, maybe eleven or twelve years old, faintly greenish in colour, and with slightly pointed ears, literally stepped out of the tree just a few feet away.

The shock was too much for Ginny, she fainted, narrowly missing cracking her head off the trunk of the oak.

Roni, however, was not as surprised as his sister, he'd already seen a member of the fae at least once, so he stood there looking at the girl for a few minutes, then smiled and said, "I'm assuming you must be Peter, although you look like no Peter I've known."

The girl smiled back at him, "Yes, I am the one that was Peter, although Petra seems more sensible now."

Roni nodded, "So how did you end up here? You're right across the town from your home."

"My old home, yes." She patted the trunk of the great tree behind her. "This, this is my new home. When I woke up very early the other morning, I felt... different, something had changed in me, but I was clueless at that point. I didn't even bother to dress myself, I just ran out the door, and made my way across the town, eventually finding myself standing beside the oak here. I never even thought about just how odd it was to be running around the town at any time stark naked, it just didn't seem to matter.

"The oak started talking to me, well, it didn't use actual speech, but I could understand it. It said that it had not had a person be bound to it as its dryad since shortly before the Second World War, and told me that it felt the need for a new dryad most keenly.

"I stood there as the dawn broke, and asked the tree why I had been brought here.

"It replied to me saying, 'Isn't that obvious, child? I want you to be my dryad. Bond with me now as the sun rises.

"So I did, and I have been in or near the tree since then, often communing with it."

Roni stood there, shaking his head, then grinned as Ginny slowly stood up, using the trunk as leverage. Ginny didn't seem to be hurt, other than a bruise or two, but she was still a bit surprised. She looked around, saw the girl and asked, "You must be Peter?"

The girl nodded, "I just explained to your brother how I came to be here." She quickly explained it again for Ginny.

Once Ginny was up to speed, Roni turned back to the girl. "What about your parents? How will all of you cope with this?"

"My daddy's long gone, he left mom when I was three, no support, nada. As for my mom, bring her here and I will talk to her."

Roni realized he needed to let Mr. Kato know that Peter had been found, and what had happened to him. "Hey, I need to go to the phone up the street a bit and make a call, I'll be back in about ten minutes." Ginny nodded and turned back to talk to the girl.

**********

Roni half walked, half trotted to the phone booth half a block north of the fairground entrance, pulled out some coins and made the call.

"Hello, Smoky Corners Curio Shoppe, how may I help you?"

"Mr. Kato, it's Roni, we found Peter! Ummmm... it gets a bit odd, sir! First, it seems that Peter is now a girl, she likes to be called Petra, and second, well, you know the big oak on the fairgrounds lot? Welllll, sir, she's bonded to it, she's a dryad now!"

Mr. Kato listened intently as Roni spoke, then chuckled softly. "That explains why I couldn't find him."

Roni responded, "What do you mean, sir?"

"Roni, I have no fae blood at all, I couldn't sense Peter at all. It seems you, and maybe your sister, have a touch of the fae blood."

Roni was flabbergasted. "We have what?"

"As I said, Roni, I think you may have a wee bit of fae blood, only one with the blood can sense or find members of the fae."

Roni shook his head, thinking for a moment. "Oh, man, mom is just gonna love this. Anyway, I need to get back to Ginny and Petra, could you call Petra's mom and explain?" Roni rattled off the number as Mr. Kato replied that he could and would. Roni ended the call.

*********

Roni walked slowly down to the oak, thinking as he walked. A bit of fae blood in the family tree? He found it hard to believe, but as far as he could tell, Mr. Kato had never told him any kind of a lie, so when he said it, there was no reason to believe it wasn't true.

**********

Ginny and Petra were chattering at each other at what seemed a mile a minute, Roni could hardly follow them once he returned to the tree. The three of them spent the next hour talking to each other, Roni and Ginny both asking Petra questions about the tree.

Suddenly, they could hear someone yelling up near the fairgrounds entrance. Petra's ears twitched. "Ummm... my mom's upset. I think I'm going to need a bit of time alone with her to sort things out. You guys don't have to wander off too far, just give us a chance to talk."

**********

Roni and Ginny wandered into the fairgrounds. Some things, like the old merry go round, were left there year round. There was also an area at the south end that had a kids play space including swings, monkey bars, seesaws and a few other things.

Roni and Ginny wandered over to one of the seesaws, dropped the pack beside it, Roni climbed on one end, Ginny on the other. For the next thirty minutes, they rode the seesaw, quietly talking about finding Petra and wondering how it would change things.

They could hear faint yelling coming from the area of the oak for a fair while, then the yelling stopped as they continued going up and down.

About ten minutes or so after the yelling ended, Roni sensed that it would be okay for them to return to the oak. He told Ginny, they dropped off the seesaw, Ginny picked up the pack and the two walked back to the oak.

**********

They arrived by the oak to find Petra's mom sitting on the ground, hugging Petra tight, and crying on Petra's shoulder. "Are you two okay?"

Even though Petra's mom was or had been crying, they both responded in the affirmative, and Roni and Ginny sat down beside them.

Roni spoke to Petra's mom. "I'm assuming she told you that you would be able to see her as often as you wish?"

Petra's mom nodded. "Yes, she did, and I think that is the only thing that has kept me from losing it completely."

Roni looked at Petra's mom, then at Petra. "I guess it will take awhile before you sort out your new feelings for each other. We should be going, it's lunch time now, you two can have as much time as you need. Petra, we'll drop by every couple of days or so."

Goodbyes were said all around, then Ginny picked up the pack and the two of them walked away, headed for Mom's Diner. On the way to the diner, they stopped at the curio shop to return the Lesser Eye to its rightful owner.

**********

And now you have the story of where the dryad came from. Strange things seem to happen here in Smoky Corners, don't they?

Some Gave All

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Language
  • CAUTION: Violence

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Fiction

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Real World

Other Keywords: 

  • Heroism
  • Duty
  • Sacrifice

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

There's a bit of foul language in this piece. The caution for violence is due to the story being about the effects of war.

**********

Friday, July 5, 2013 7:15 PM The Brothers Soup Kitchen and Shelter next to St. Agnes Catholic Church, South Boston, MA, USA

I had just finished eating my meal, the meal today being a rather decent beef stew with some hefty dinner rolls when I noticed a woman standing in the entryway. She pulled something from her wallet, looked at it and then looked around the room.

I didn't pay her any more attention, so I was surprised when my left shoulder was gently tapped. I looked up and saw her, an American soldier wearing basic battle dress uniform. She pointed to the office, motioning that I should go with her there so that we could talk.

That was a surprise, Father Patrick Riordan only lets non-staff use the office if it's an emergency. Perhaps this was one.

**********

Once we were in the office, she waved me toward the chairs against a wall, then sat on the edge of the priest's desk.

"So, Katie, I'm here to find out if you know someone by the name of Seamus Padraig O'Flynn?" she asked.

Yet another surprise, this woman obviously knew me by my name of choice, Katherine Siobhan O'Bannon. That hasn't always been the case, as I was born male and eventually named Keith Sean O'Bannon. I've known since I was four or five years old that I should have been female.

"Yeah, I know him. Why? What has happened? Wait a minute... why isn't he here himself?" I replied, my voice rising as I spoke.

The woman shook her head and sighed, "That's why I'm here, Katie. He died while we were on a mission Wednesday afternoon.

"We were on our way to deal with a group of terrorists who were using the people in a certain village in Iraq as their 'shield'. About two hours before we were due to arrive there, one of our people noticed a land mine lying in the middle of the road and warned the other vehicles.

"It seems your boy had sharp ears, he heard about there being a land mine in the road and jumped out of the vehicle while it was still moving. No one had a chance to grab him, he moved too fast. The next thing we knew, he was standing over that damn thing when it exploded.

"Your boy took almost the full brunt of the blast. Only a few small fragments went past him, resulting in some minor injuries.

"We did what we could for him and continued on our mission. That was a success, we caught the buggers completely unprepared."

"I'm here because he listed you as his next of kin and I am supposed to pass on his remains and his belongings to you."

At this point, I was a bloody mess, I had just heard that my best friend was dead, I broke down and bawled my eyes out in front of her. I cried steadily and hard for at least fifteen minutes. She sat there watching me, only offering the box of kleenex from the desk as I wound down.

She was about to say something else when there was a knock on the door, followed by Father Pat entering the office.

He noticed right away that I had been crying as he asked, "Do ye want me to do the funeral for him, girl?"

I looked up at him in shock. That was completely unexpected. "Why would you do that, father, he was only a street rat, no one important."

"Because ye, Jimmy, Pat, Liam, Brendan and Niall all helped out here now and then. The six of you could have just come here and gotten your meals or whatever else we offer, but no, even with your circumstances, all six of you helped here simply because you could."

"But, Father, we aren't members of your congregation; heck, if it weren't for the food and other things, we likely wouldn't come here at all."

He looked down at me and chuckled, saying, "Girl, you six have helped more than many folks in my congregation ever have, that's a fact. I choose to repay that help by doing the funeral for someone who served our country because he deserves more than a pauper's funeral."

"Th- thank you, Father, I would be happy to have you do that service for him," I stuttered briefly as I replied to him.

He turned to the woman in the BDUs, saying, "Now, Corporal, I know you gave her the news, but I'll bet you didn't introduce yourself."

The woman giggled, replying, "You're right, Father, I completely forgot. I guess I should take care of that right now, hadn't I? Katie, my name is Corporal Ellen Fitzhugh, I was one of the corporals in your friend's company, actually I'm a corporal in his platoon. He was a good man."

I nodded, remembering the young man who had charged off to war twenty months earlier.

She continued, "If you two could follow me, I'll pass on his remains and give you his belongings, Katie."

We followed her out through the rear exit of the church to a small four door sedan sitting in the church's parking lot. She used the remote to unlock the doors and the trunk, then pulled two duffle bags and an army style backpack from the trunk of the car and handed them to me. She opened one of the back doors, pulled out a box about the same size as a milk crate and handed it to me as well.

I had just managed to set the two duffle bags and the backpack on the ground when the box appeared over my hands.

"This box contains his remains, Katie. As I said earlier, he was a good man, I'm proud to have served with him."

That damn stutter reappeared as I replied, "Th- thank you, Corporal, for doing this. Jim- Jimmy was my best friend."

I guess you shouldn't be surprised that I started crying again, just trickles this time.

Corporal Fitzhugh gave me a quick but tight hug, then closed the doors and climbed into her car. "I'll be at the funeral, Katie," she said as she started the car's engine, then checked behind her before slowly backing up a bit and turning toward the exit to the street.

**********

Father Pat helped me to carry Jimmy's belongings inside while I held on to that box holding his remains.

We returned to the office where we spent the next ninety minutes working out the plans for the funeral, which would be on Wednesday.

I left Jimmy's remains and his belongings with the priest, then headed off to our usual sleep location several blocks away.

**********

I guess I should give you some history about Jimmy and I, oh, and about the other four that made up our group as well, I suppose.

I was born on March 5th of 1996 in the maternity ward of what is now known as Boston Medical Center. I weighed in at eight pounds, thirteen ounces, was just under 22 inches in length with green eyes and bits of dirty blonde hair that darkened to auburn as I grew older.

Apparently my mother had put me up for adoption, so I was claimed within a few hours and spent the next several months in a place that offered care for newborns. I wasn't in any particular danger, someone in social services decided I needed what that place provided.

That lasted until I was fourteen months old, at which point I was transferred to an orphanage for boys located in South Boston.

That orphanage was an utter hellhole. The woman who ran the joint was a total bitch, and that's being nice! If you ended up in trouble, you would be darn lucky if you managed to get away from her with just a tongue lashing; she was far more apt to reach for her weapon of choice, a solid ironwood ruler some friend of hers had sent to her as a gift many years before. That damn thing hurt like a son of a bitch.

Not only that, but she gave us barely enough to keep us from actual starvation, so we were all thin and gaunt while living there.

I was five-and-a-half when Jimmy arrived in the early fall of 2001. He was about two months short of his sixth birthday, he'd ended up in there because all of his close relatives, his parents, five aunts, three uncles, quite a few cousins and all three living grandparents were killed by a bomb thrown into the house while he and his parents were visiting relatives in Belfast, Northern Ireland in August.

No one ever took credit for the bombing, and the police there lost interest as other major crimes took place in that city. It's still unsolved.

One of the cousins still in the US, the lone survivor closely related to Jimmy, refused to take him, so Jimmy ended up in the hellhole.

Liam and Niall were brothers, six and five respectively when they arrived in June of 2002. Their parents had been out on a date, some idiot using a cell phone while driving back-ended them and they slammed into a bridge abutment, then ended up in the water and drowned.

Both of their parents had been single children, the grandparents were all ill or incapable, so they joined us in the orphanage.

Patrick and Brendan were also brothers, nine and seven respectively when they arrived in May of 2005. Their parents were in the midst of a nasty divorce in early 2003, social services decided they were more concerned with money and how they could get the most from the divorce rather than their two boys and pulled the boys from the home. They ended up in foster homes for a while, both boys acted out rather intensively, so the foster agency decided they would be placed in the orphanage after Pat broke a foster mother's arm during an argument.

We stuck it out for quite a while in that place. Eventually, though, the six of us became sick and tired of her rules and bullshit and decided that a life on the streets would be better than living there, so we bagged some clothes, a blanket or two each and some other items, and left in the middle of the night in May of 2006. I'd turned ten about two months earlier, Jimmy would be eleven that November, Liam had just turned ten a few days before, his brother Niall was nine, Patrick was ten and Brendan was eight. Yep, not a one of us over ten years old at that point.

To say that the next several years were a constant battle to survive would be a drastic understatement. We also had to watch out for police, truant officers and anyone else that thought they might be able to take advantage of a bunch of young kids out on the streets.

That is largely why we usually ran around as a pack. None of the other five made any fuss when I started living as a girl in 2008. They already knew about me from all the discussions we had had in the dorm at the orphanage and then on the streets after we left that awful place.

In 2010, I managed to be able to see a doctor, then was turned over to a psychiatrist at Boston Medical Center, Dr. Ryann Barrows; after several sessions with her, she decided that stopping my testosterone before I entered puberty was appropriate, so I ended up on blockers.

**********

November 12, 2011

Then the day came that would change Jimmy's life and mine, and would eventually lead to that funeral I've mentioned.

I'd just returned to our little camp after panhandling for most of the afternoon, Liam had been with me in case people hassled me.

Jimmy walked into the camp, laughing as he made his over to my shoddy mattress under a highway overpass near the Bass River.

"Hey, Katie, I'm leaving tomorrow, the army accepted me, I'll be heading down to Georgia for basic training!" he yelled.

I shouted, "You're what?" as he handed me a form showing he had enlisted and another paper telling him to report to a base in Georgia.

"You son of a bitch!" I screamed, "Why are you doing this? You've been a big part of the six of us staying together, Jimmy!"

"Because I need to do this, Katie, I need to serve my country, and I decide what to do with my life, no one else!" he yelled back.

We talked about it for over an hour, he was adamant that he would do it, so I had him promise to keep in contact wth us.

He kept that promise, too. About a month after he enlisted, a package arrived with a cell phone in it, he was covering the payments. That phone got used a lot as we all would take the time to chat with him whenever he called, usually on Sunday evenings.

**********

Wednesday, July 10, 2013, 9 AM Graveyard beside St. Agnes Catholic Church, South Boston, Maryland, USA

I stood there watching, tears streaming down my cheeks, as the coffin was lowered into the waiting grave, the American flag draped carefully over it. Corporal Ellen Fitzhugh was standing a few feet away from me, also watching the coffin being lowered.

The funeral was for my long time friend, Private First Class Seamus (Jimmy) Padraig O'Flynn of the US Army.

I'd spent a fair bit of time with Corporal Fitzhugh over the last few days, learning about Jimmy during his time of service in Iraq.

He had enlisted the day after Remembrance day in 2011, and had been shipped off somewhere for basic training starting the following Monday. I hadn't seen him since his last brief visit in March of this year, and the buzz cut made him look even younger than his seventeen years.

I'm not even sure how he had managed to enlist at the age of sixteen, all I know is that he did, he honestly wanted to serve his country.

As people began to make their way out of the graveyard, I could hear the sound of a harmonica starting up, then whoever was playing it shifted into a tune that most definitely fit the circumstances that had brought all of us here today. He or she eventually reached the chorus.

By that point, several people were quietly singing along, I found myself joining them. What better tribute could we give?

"All Gave Some, Some Gave All
Some stood through for the red, white and blue
And some had to fall
And if you ever think of me
Think of all your liberties and recall
Some Gave All"

Once again, the tears were flowing as I walked through the gate and headed toward our little camp on the streets of South Boston.

Sometimes, A Wish Can Come True

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Fiction

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Magic

Character Age: 

  • Mature / Thirty+

TG Themes: 

  • Age Dysphoria
  • Age Regression
  • Fresh Start

TG Elements: 

  • Childhood
  • Christmas
  • Diapers / Babies

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

The man, who appeared to be about 55 years of age with silver coloured mid-shoulder length hair, wearing a medium brown lightweight woollen suit with vest and a hideous bright orange tie that made it look like he was about to burst into flame, sat in his usual chair in front of the roaring fire at the back of the small but cozy bar in the Midwest college town that he had been frequenting for almost six years now.

He had to squirm and squeeze a bit before he was comfortable; at 6'1", his 375 pounds just didn't fit into chairs easily. He held a long stem pipe in one hand, unlit due to rules against smoking nowadays, as he sat there and waited for his friend to arrive on this Christmas Eve evening.

As he held his toes out toward the fire, he contemplated on what had kept him coming here for so long. The thought that a man as well known as his friend had once been could and did dream of being a little girl did not disturb him at all, he knew of hundreds that were similar. He had kept close to his friend simply because he knew the chance would come for him eventually, and his slight help would see him through to it.

He raised his head for a moment as he heard the low thump of the heavy entrance door slamming as someone came in or left, and was rewarded a few minutes later by his friend placing his drink on a side table and sinking into the chair next to his own.

His friend was a big man, 6'10", 320 pounds that was more flab than muscle nowadays. Nearly thirty years ago, this man had been about to take the state championship in football when his career was abruptly ended by a combined tackle of three defensive players. Their weight had caused him to fall at a bad angle, breaking his right leg in two places below the knee and three above it. He would never play football again. That young man, James Richard Walham, had been known by his high school and college nickname of "The Wall". He had gained that nickname after having many a single defensive player try to bring him down, with only an occasional one succeeding in the actual endeavour.

The two men sat there for a few minutes, just enjoying the company of the other, relaxing in the warmth of the big fire.

The first man turned to his slightly younger friend, smiled at him and asked, "So, James, how have things been these last two weeks? I apologize for missing last week's meeting here, I had an emergency come up and no one else was available to handle it."

James nodded, returning a weak smile to the older man. "Well, Jon, it's been quiet, I don't have many friends nowadays, haven't for quite some time, actually, so I work in that accounting office, then go home and wish that I could be as I've always felt I should be. Just like every time before, it doesn't work, so I usually end up spending the nights moping, stuffing my face and reading stories on sites like BigCloset."

Jonothan Alexander Smythe, or Jon as his friends called him, chuckled saying, "Perhaps things will change for the better soon. It is the Christmas season as you well know, and sometimes gifts can come from completely unexpected sources, true or not?"

James smiled, this time a bit broader, "Yes, like that girl at work who was flat broke, needed a car, and woke up last Xmas with a new car in the drive. She never did find out that darn near everyone in the company chipped in to get her that car, her smile was repayment enough."

"Ahhh, yes, you did tell me about that. Well, James, what if I were to tell you that your deepest wish would come true tonight, or start to?"

James laughed at him, "I seriously doubt it, Jon, the only way it could happen is with magic, and magic just doesn't exist!"

"So you don't believe it could happen? Hmmmm... James, we've known each other for almost five and a half years now, meeting every Saturday evening here unless something came up. Have I ever, in all that time, told you a lie? I'm not talking about swapping tales."

James sat there for a few minutes, shifting uncomfortably now and then. "No, I can't say that you have, Jon, you've always been honest."

"Then believe me now, James, enjoy a few drinks, relax and I promise you this: tonight, your greatest wish will start to come true."

The two men spent the next few hours talking about this and that, college football, sports in general, anything to pass the time.

Eventually, Jon pulled a watch on a chain from his vest pocket, checked the time, and nodded to James that it was time to go. Both men rose from the comfortable seats, then went to the coat check to retrieve their coats before heading out into the rather warm Christmas Eve air.

Jon turned away from James for a brief moment, and with a touch of a finger, lit his pipe, then turned back to James before saying, "I hope you don't mind walking for a bit, James, my vehicle is stored in a shed about four blocks from here."

James nodded, taking a deep breath of the fresh air, "I can handle that, at least it's not dumping a blizzard on us right now."

Jon tilted his head up, breathed in, then smiled at James as he replied, "Not much chance of freezing tonight, even with my vehicle."

James shook his head, something odd was going on here. "What makes your vehicle special, Jon?"

"You'll just have to wait and see, James, you'll understand, I think, once we get there," Jon laughed, a big, belly rolling laugh.

James just shrugged his shoulders and followed along behind Jon, something about the man next to him had him thinking of the Night Before Christmas poem, he couldn't figure out just what it was, he'd known him for quite some time, but tonight he was different, ODD.

After about ten more minutes of walking, they approached a long shed with an entrance on the shorter side. Jon walked up, touched the lock with a finger, twitched his nose, and then pulled the door open, all in front of a flabbergasted James. No key at all!

James found it very hard to believe what he had just seen, he had to be hallucinating, stuff like that just wasn't possible!

Once they were inside, things became crazier, with another twitch of his nose, a finger tapping his knee, and a shake of his considerable belly, the man James had known for over five years as Jon Smythe changed appearance, matching many a picture of Santa at Christmas time. The full red outfit with thick white fur trim around the edges of it, including the big cap, the twinkling eyes, the merry face, all showed Santa.

Another big, rumbling laugh erupted in the shed's confined spaces, as James looked, then fell to his knees on the wood floor, moaning under his breath, ""It's not possible, it can't be possible, magic doesn't exist, I haven't believed in Santa for over forty years!"

Santa, his twinkling eyes shadowing a bit as he watched the man in front of him, smiled, reached out and gently put his hand on James' shoulder. "Aye, son, I am Santa, or as some call me, Saint Nick, just because you didn't obviously believe for the last forty years or so doesn't mean that you stopped believing in me deep down inside where that wish of yours has grown over the years between then and now."

James looked up, a few tears sliding down each cheek, "But how? Santa is or was initially just a story!"

"That it was, but the story itself was modelled on a man who did good deeds for many years, and the combination of his good deeds and the tale spawned a legend, which over time has come to be acknowledged all over the world, if not actually believed."

James shook his head, he still found it hard to believe, but it's hard to ignore evidence when it's right in front of you. He placed one hand on the floor, then gripped the wall beside him and slowly pulled himself upright. "So you've been doing this sort of thing for a long time."

"Aye, it's getting on to not quite seventeen hundred years now, and I still love to help people whenever I can." Santa then wandered down the short section of the shed, bringing reindeer over to the sled itself and attaching them to it, one after another, Dasher, Dancer, Prancer, Vixen, Comet, Cupid, Donner and Blitzen, before bringing one last reindeer out and harnessing him, Rudolph, at the very front.

James just stood there and watched, counting the reindeer as they were hitched to the sleigh, "You're bringing Rudolph, too?"

"That I am, he might be needed before we reach our destination, better to have him with us if we do need him, I think."

James nodded to himself, even with the reindeer and the sleigh right there, he was wondering if he was in a mental home or dreaming.

"Well, James, you might want to get in the sleigh, there's blankets available if you need one, doubtful, as it's fairly warm." With a tap of finger on knee, a twitch of his nose, a shake of his belly and a quick snap of the pom on the tip of his cap, Santa was seated in the sleigh.

James scrambled over to the sleigh, stepped on a runner, then lifted himself up and tumbled into the back seat before righting himself.

"You should brace yourself, James!" Santa yelled as the sleigh began to move, picking up speed as it headed to the other end. Just as James was thinking they would slam into the wall at the end, Santa, with a twinkle of an eye, a nod, and a twitch of his nose, caused the wooden wall at the end to vanish. Barely a second later, they were out and climbing into the starry night sky as the speed continued to increase.

James grabbed onto the sides for dear life, blinking in shock as buildings below sped by faster and faster until they were gone.

Santa, formerly Jon, checked the pocket watch again, noting that it was just after 10:30 PM there. He then turned to James and smiled at him, saying, "When we get where we're going, it will be about 11:30 PM there, not quite midnight, you'll make a lovely Christmas gift."

James chuckled to himself as he watched the earth flash past below them. "So just where are we going, then?

"Ahhhh, to an orphanage in the west end of London, my boy. Speaking of which, there is something that I need to do. Lean forward, James." As James complied, Santa turned around enough to place a hand on top of James' head, then he twitched his nose, stomped a foot, snapped the whip over the reindeer without touching any of them, shook his belly, nodded twice and released his hold on James's head.

The effect on James was instantaneous, within seconds, he could feel himself shrinking; as the minutes passed, he continued to shrink, until a pretty six month old girl was buried beneath the clothing he had worn just minutes before. Santa turned around again, chuckling for a moment, before he picked up the clothes and dropped them at the other end of the seat, then grabbed a blanket and covered the little girl. With a few motions of various parts of his body, and another quick glance behind, he noted that the little girl was now in a nice sleeper/onesie.

He continued onward, the earth passing below as speeds that would have astounded James, but the little girl never even noticed. She looked at the big, jolly man in the front of the sleigh and a beautiful little smile spread across her pretty face. Her dream would come true!

Santa noticed the southern shore of Ireland as they flashed by, and he began the descent to the small park near the orphanage. The descent took a bit of time, as he had to change direction a few times, then drop through the treetops to land in the park itself. Once the sleigh was on the ground, Santa took a few minutes to ensure the animals and sleigh could not be seen or heard while he was busy elsewhere.

He gently picked up the baby girl, smiling at her and talking to her, "Well, little Jessica, you'll be meeting your new parents soon. Such a sad story, it is. The mother was pregnant last summer, but had a miscarriage in mid-August due to a viral infection of some sort, which not only killed the new life that was within her, but also took away any chance she might ever have of giving birth again. As I said, a sad story.

"Your momma-to be, Serena, has had a rough time since then, it was only a couple of months ago that she asked her husband, Palmer, if they could adopt a newborn or very young baby. They've been looking all over southern England, and found out about you here last week.

"Now I just need to slip in here without being seen," as he opened a side door to the orphanage, then took the stairs beside the door up to the first floor before turning and opening a door several feet down the hall. Inside were over a dozen cribs, each holding a baby or newborn. One of those cribs, in the approximate center of the room, was empty; he crossed over to it and gently laid her in the crib, covering her up.

He stood there for a moment or two, just looking down at the pretty little girl, then stepped back over by one of the walls and vanished. In actuality, he was still present, he had just made it so that he could not be seen or heard, like he had with the reindeer earlier.

At that moment, a car stopped in front of the orphanage, and a young man and woman climbed out of the car, locking it behind them. The young man made his way to the front door, his wife just behind him, then used the lion's head knocker to rap twice on the heavy door frame.

When no one appeared after a couple of minutes had passed, he used the knocked and rapped again on the door, harder this time. Just as he was thinking that he would need to try again, the big door opened with a groan, revealing a short, slightly plump man standing there.

He held out a hand, shaking Palmer's, then the woman's, before saying, "Hello, I'm Randolph, the night manager here. We normally expect people to show up during usual business hours, but your visit last week made it clear that such times don't work for you, correct?"

Both Palmer and his wife, Serena, nodded in response to his question. "You called us last week about a little girl you have here?"

"Yes, yes, little Jessica Natalia Rossington, such a sweet little thing, her mother dropped her here with a brief note a few hours after she was born. We decided to get her checked out thoroughly, so we took her to Hillingdon Hospital, they assured us she was completely healthy. We've had her in our care since then, the mother has made no effort to return for the child, so we had her added to the adoption registry."

"Could we please see this child, so we can get the whole process moving and maybe have her home before the New Year?"

Randolph nodded, "Yes, yes, just follow me, please," as he closed the door and started moving toward a staircase at the back of the house. He took them up the stairs, then into the same room as Santa had entered only minutes before, leading them to Jessica's crib. "Here she is."

Little Jessica looked up as three people entered the room, two of them holding hands. Palmer was rather small for a male, 5'6" and maybe 145 pounds, longish dirty blonde hair just touching his shoulders, wearing a slightly rumpled shabby suit, loafers and a jacket. Serena was the same height, weighing 130 pounds to his 145, with long honey blonde falling to mid-back, wearing a skirt suit, tights, blouse, heels and jacket.

As soon as little Jessica saw Serena, something in what had been James' mind felt an emotion it hadn't felt for far too long; even as a tiny six month old baby, Jessica could feel the love emanating from the woman in front of her, and without thought, raised her arms up to her.

Serena, upon seeing the little girl, felt her heart melt; when the little one raised her arms while lying in the crib, Serena just could not resist and reached down, picked up the little girl and hugged her close, then walked around the room while holding her close to her own heart.

Palmer smiled, he knew that his wife wanted a child to raise, and he'd never seen a child do what this little one had done without ever seeing the person before; this little girl seemed to like his wife quite a lot, they appeared to be bonding, who was he to stand in their way?

Santa, lurking in the corner watching everything, smiled; he touched his nose, nodded twice, tapped a knee and was gone.

Palmer looked at Randolph, then smiled broadly. "We'll do it, let's get this process started, we want to take her home as soon as possible."

Between Christmas and New Years, papers were signed, and on the second last day of the year, Palmer and Serena walked into a courtroom to finalize it all, they were legally declaring themselves to be Jessica Natalia's parents for now and for ever.

Three hours later, in the early evening, they left the orphanage, taking Jessica to her new home.

Spring Hill Academy: Prologue

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Not Work-Safe
  • CAUTION: Rape / Sexual Assault
  • CAUTION: Sex / Sexual Scenes
  • CAUTION: Violence

Audience Rating: 

  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

Publication: 

  • Fiction

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Preteen or Intermediate
  • Teenage or High School
  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Real World
  • School or College Life

TG Elements: 

  • Estrogen / Hormones
  • Slice of Life

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  • Posted by author(s)

I am a reserve warden at the Spring Hill Academy about two hours southwest of London. The academy is on the border of Dorset and Somerset, less than fifteen miles from where those counties meet the eastern tip of Devon. The academy is about five miles from my home.

By reserve warden, I mean I am an extra person on a roving watch at the academy. There have been some nasty things going on there over the last six to nine months, and after I took in Penny and Jane who were students there, the headmistress roped me into helping her.

**********

Hmmm... it might help if you know a bit more about me first. Well, until I was ten, I was raised by my mom and dad in Reading, a city to the west of London. We had a nice but cozy three bedroom house that held many pleasant early memories I still fondly recall from time to time.

Then some twit from London, who was the son of a well-to-do merchant, decided the day after he turned sixteen that he just had to have a muscle car, specifically something from the mid-60s, but updated with modern gizmos and a brand new high-powered engine.

The kid had the car rebuilt and tuned by a mechanic that his dad knew from his business trips around southern England and Wales.

When the car was finished, the kid picked it up and headed out for a test drive. It was the first and last time he would ever drive a car alone.

He raced out of London on the M3, then onto the A303 doing speeds in excess of 120 miles per hour.

My parents had been in London, why I can't remember, then they were heading into Devon to visit a friend, I think.

As he approached the junction of the A36 near Fisherton de la Mere, he lost control of the car, which spun out and slammed into the smaller sedan being driven by my parents. Both cars went off the road, his impacted a tree still doing over 100 miles per hour.

To be blunt, the kid went though the windshield head first. He hadn't even bothered to put on the seat belt and he paid for it with his life.

My parents' car rolled over, from what witnesses reported afterward, more than a dozen times, then landed in the water west of the junction.

Dad hit his head quite hard on the driver's side window when the car rolled, suffered a major concussion and died while still in the water.

Mom apparently smashed her chest against the dash, hard enough to break bones, one of which punctured her heart quite severely.

She was still alive when they found her, but died as the ambulance raced to the nearest hospital with an accident and emergency area.

Dad was an only child, mom had a sister, five years older than her, who died from cancer of the ovaries while mom was a teenager. All of the grandparents were gone, from various causes ranging from heart disease to lung cancer to death by gunshots.

That would have been my mom's parents, they had dropped in for a visit about a year after mom and dad were married. This would have been about a year or so before I was born, and my parents were living for a while in a flat in west London while they searched for a house.

So my grandparents went down to a nearby large food store, and were in there while four jerks robbed the place with guns in hand. Gramps had been in the armed forces and was pissed, he said something and the bloody leader shot him almost point blank in the head. Grams saw that, started freaking out and one of the other three turned and shot her three times in the chest when she wouldn't calm down.

The armed robbery turned into a hostage situation, which ended after a police sniper took out two of them and the other two surrendered.

I'm glad to say that those bastards, well the two that survived, ended up with extremely long sentences in Her Majesty's prisons.

I came along about eighteen months later, in the middle of a typical English summer.

Well, when my parents died, the last surviving relative was my mom's great-uncle Bertram Adolphus Hardaway.

People from social services showed up, discovered that he was a relative and I was soon sent off to his home on the Somerset/Dorset border.

He had a nice little bit of land, not a great deal of it, but enough to provide plenty of space for a growing child.

As I entered my teenage years, I learned to ride horses from a former equestrienne that lived several miles away from us. My small size and low weight made me ideal for training and riding as a jockey. I was in quite a few races over the next three years, winning one now and then.

Then the growth spurt hit. At the time, I was about two months past my seventeenth birthday and starting my A levels in sixth form.

Over the next year, I shot up, going from 4'9" in height and 85 pounds up to 5'10" in height and a rather lean 135 pounds.

The oddity is that, even though I gained quite a bit of height, nothing else happened. During that school year, I ended up in the offices of several doctors in London, who eventually determined that my hormones, both male and female, were extremely low for my age.

I never saw more than an odd hair or two on my upper lip or chin, my voice never deepened, my musculature stayed long and lean.

When I finished school that year, I told Uncle Bertram that I would be going to London for university and that I would be transitioning while I was there. He took it in stride, I'd been showing signs for two or three years that female things interested me much more than male ones.

The deaths of my parents had left me with a modest inheritance, about £200k in total. I put quite a bit of that into tuition and a place. I suppose I could have lived in the dormitories on the campus, but I preferred my privacy and a psychologist agreed with my preference.

That psychologist, Dr. Beth Anston, proved to be a great help as I transitioned. She was a steady rock in a sometimes overwhelming world.

I had sent a letter in advance informing the university of my intent to transition. They had no problem with it.

My main courses were all fashion design ones. I loved learning how to design and then make many different pieces of clothing.

I was near the top of my classes due to being a steady, hard working student, and finished my studies with a 1st degree. My marks were not spectacular, or as good as some others, but most were in the low to mid 70s with one course reaching an excellent 81% overall score.

Once my last exam had been done, and I had my degree, I went under the knife in Charing Cross Hospital in London.

I have to say that I wasn't particularly happy about having to stick those stents inside there so often over the first few months. You might say I showed a wee bit of a temper around Uncle Bertram in that time period, which eventually settled down as I adjusted to my new status.

By the time Hallowe'en arrived that year, I was in a better mood and had fun going out as a rather nasty looking witch to a few parties.

Miss Sandoval, the retired equestrienne, brought me back to riding horses again. I still enjoyed the riding, but not enough to return to racing.

I think it was about a year after I finished my degree that the academy opened. That would mean that it was not quite four years ago.

I stayed out of things there for the most part. The academy was, as I said, about five miles away, so we were not close neighbours.

**********

I said I stayed out of things for the most part. Well, except for running a class on caring for horses and learning to ride them. When the headmistress of the academy, Miss April Heatherton, learned that Miss Sandoval was an equestrienne, she talked Miss Sandoval into providing equestrian classes at the school. Then Miss Sandoval got me involved and we ended up teaching those classes three times a week.

Those classes started a year after the school first opened. Things stayed the same for about two years after that.

In the late fall of 2016, Uncle Bertram passed away. He was 93 years old and I was quite lost for a while at his no longer being there.

It took a few months of patience on the part of Miss Sandoval and Miss Heatherton, but I eventually returned to my former self.

Then the newest twist in my life took place, involving two of the students at the school.

In late February of last year, the two students, both of them pre-teen girls, were told that their elderly aunts were not long for this world. Like myself, these girls had no other living relatives, and I found myself drawn to them in ways that I had never thought would happen.

With the help of both Miss Sandoval and Miss Heatherton, as well as a rather decent social worker, Mrs. Shelton, I gained custody of the girls late that spring. Within two months of that taking place, both elderly aunts passed away. I took the girls to each of the funerals.

I suppose you might stay there was no reason to take the other girl each time, but I wasn't about to leave one of them alone at home. Besides, Penny and Jane had been fairly close friends since they started at the academy three years ago, and their aunts had also been friends.

**********

Now comes the part that I wish I could avoid telling, but as I was the only adult witness, I could not let what happened that day slide by.

It was perhaps two weeks before the end of the last term before the summer holidays when it happened.

I had been out near the small horse barn that had been built after Miss Sandoval and I became equestrian trainers here.

As I said earlier, there had been a series of nasty incidents involving a boy inappropriately touching pre-pubescent girls at the school.

I had exited through the small door at the back of the barn and had just passed a large bush when I heard noises nearby.

I stopped to watch and listen. Ahhh, I would hope you remember that that is one of my duties as a reserve warden at the academy?

I had my cell phone in my fanny pack which I usually carried when attending to the horses in the barn and the paddock nearby.

I saw a young male, Robert Jonathan Edgmore, Jr. I believe he was 15 at the time, he was dragging a young girl by the side of the barn. When they came into view, I was shocked to see that the young girl was my little Jane and I immediately started watching them closely.

That filthy little wretch pulled her skirt off, then pulled her panties down and stuck his finger in her vaginal cavity.

I couldn't believe what I was seeing, I took several pictures showing each bit of what he was doing, then stuffed the phone into my fanny pack and ran forward. I guess I took him completely by surprise as I grabbed him by the ear, almost lifting him from the ground.

"You, Robert, will come with me, I'm sure Miss Heatherton will be happy to know who has been molesting the girls here since the spring. Jane, pull your panties up, put your skirt back on, then follow us to the office. You will need to tell Miss Heatherton your side of it."

I marched Robert to the double doors at the front of the school building, then into the headmistress' office. Her administrative assistant, Shelley Burnes, looked up as we entered, then became startled as I dropped my phone onto her desk, still holding Robert quite firmly.

"Tell Miss Heatherton I need to speak with her right away, she will need to see the photos I just took a few minutes ago," I growled.

Shelley realized then that something was seriously wrong, as I only growled at people when one of the kids was hurt or at risk of serious harm.

Miss Heatherton opened her office door a few minutes later, apologizing as she had been taking an important call on the phone.

I hustled Robert into her office, having picked up my phone again, noticing that Jane had entered just behind me.

Jane closed the door and I proceeded to tell Mrs. Heatherton what I had seen and caught on camera. Jane then said her piece.

I took the phone out again, handed it to Miss Heatherton and let her look at the photos detailing what had happened.

The look on her face as she set the phone down was one you might see on an avenging angel as it prepared to do its duty.

She sat there in her office chair, deep in thought for a good ten minutes before she finally spoke.

"We have no choice about informing the parents. What happens then will depend on whether they decide on the police or an alternative. If they pick the police, Robert here will end up in a lock-up somewhere in the area and might be facing time as an adult. Many courts are willing to go for statutory rape when there is more than a two year difference in age between the perpetrator and the victim. That's one option.

"The other option, Robert, if your parents agree to it, would be that you attend school here as a young female until you graduate."

So Miss Heatherton video called his parents using Skype, told them exactly what had happened, then sent copies of the photos to them.

That got quite the reaction from the boy's father. "So that's what the little pisspot has been bragging about since last autumn."

His mother listened to the options on the table and shook her head. "Is there any chance that him appearing as a female will sort this out?"

Miss Heatherton sighed, then replied, "That would depend entirely on him. If he cooperated, perhaps, otherwise I don't know."

Robert, Sr. spoke again, "If there's a chance it might straighten him out, you have my permission. I'll send legal forms your way tomorrow."

The boy's mother, Janice, added her opinion, "I am adding my permission as well. It will be noted in the legal forms."

Mrs. Heatherton nodded, "His grades are good enough he could get by now with a decent pass and move into the next grade."

Robert, Sr., looked at Miss Heatherton, then glared at his son briefly. "You may start at once if you wish to do so, Miss Heatherton."

Miss Heatherton turned to face Robert, whom I still held by the ear to prevent him from running away.

"It's your choice now, boy. Be a girl here at school until you graduate, or face time in prison for what happened. In the last nine months, eleven young girls have been hurt or molested and in every case, it has strongly affected their ability to function here at the academy.

"If those girls were to identify you as their assailant and this went to trial, you could be looking at a long, long time in prison."

Robert, Jr., blanched, then whispered just loud enough for everyone to hear that he would submit to attending from now on as a girl.

Step By Step

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Organizational: 

  • Title Page

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

It started like any other day, winter had its grip on the northern half of the world and the school semester would end in less than three weeks. Paul stood by the window in the room he shared with his younger brother James, looking out at the rare bright sunlight of midwinter.

He was thinking about what he had found on the computer the two boys shared after James had gone to bed the night before.

Step By Step


by
Crazy Pagan Gurl

Step By Step Chapter 1

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Transitioning

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Real World
  • School or College Life

TG Elements: 

  • Childhood
  • Estrogen / Hormones
  • Girls' School / School Girl

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

It started like any other day, winter had its grip on the northern half of the world and the school semester would end in less than three weeks. Paul stood by the window in the room he shared with his younger brother James, looking out at the rare bright sunlight of midwinter.

He was thinking about what he had found on the computer the two boys shared after James had gone to bed the night before. It seems James had found a place that offered to help people in the LGBTQI community that needed support. James had apparently come out to several people in a chat there as being transgendered or transsexual, saying he had been feeling like he was in the wrong body for almost ten years.

Paul stood there for several minutes, shaking his head. Until last night, he had had no idea of his little brother's desire to be female. What made it truly strange was that Paul had been going through the same feelings for about the same length of time.

Paul shrugged, figuring if they could help James, maybe they could help him as well. He created an account for the site James had been chatting on, set up a password, then entered the same chat James had the night before and watched for a while as people talked.

Finally, he decided that he needed to say something, so he typed, "Hello, everyone, I'm new here, I'm Paul."

He received several hellos in return, then got down to business. "I don't know whether any of you were on last evening when my brother James was chatting here, he identified himself as Jamie02. I'm his older brother, and to be blunt, I'm like James/Jamie."

Well, perhaps Paul's luck was in, as two of the people in the chat sent him personal messages, both offering to help in any way they could. One, LaShaun, said that she had come out two years before and had been lucky to have a family that supported her. The other, Vicky, had not been so lucky; she said that she was 22, had come out to her family when she was 17 and had been disowned immediately by most of her family. She had supported herself for the last five years by waitressing and taking online GED courses, then online college courses.

Paul opened up to the two girls while keeping an eye on the main chat now and then. He told them that he had not known about James/Jamie until the night before when he found that James had been chatting on this site, in this specific chat. He said he was worried about what would happen if his father ever found out, as his father was a rude, obnoxious, bullying bigot, and that was being nice to the man.

Vicky replied that Paul's father sounded a lot like her own, Vicky's mother had been just as nasty in her case, and when her parents informed their brothers and sisters about Vicky, they reacted in much the same manner, except for one aunt and uncle living outside the city. When Vicky realized that there were people who would respect her, she fired off a text to the aunt in question, whose answer was a simple "Yes." Two days later, Vicky had packed up everything she wanted, then drove over to the aunt's house and was welcomed with open arms.

Vicky continued, telling Paul that yes, she had had to work for the last five years, yes, she had been working on continuing her education, but she had not had to pay rent, just help with food, so she had been able to save money. She still lived with them, driving to and from work.

LaShaun was still living at home, her brother had pretty much ignored her since she came out, but her parents and sister supported her. She had sent in applications to several colleges that had LGBTQI support in place, and would pick one of them over the summer.

Paul chatted with the two women, adding them to his friends on the site, then logged out, saying he needed some fresh air. Paul decided to play it safe and hid the history for that site, then headed for the Skate Park about half a mile away from the house.

**********

It took Paul about fifteen minutes to walk to the Skate Park. It wasn't something he wanted to do, he'd never really had any interest in skateboards, but he liked to watch the kids that did do it as they used the various pieces to do tricks and stunts.

From the looks of it, Heather, known as Heathen to many of the locals, kept the skate area clear year round, a few kids were using it.

It seemed James also liked to watch them, as Paul spotted him to one side of the Skate Park, talking with a girl. Paul recognized the girl, Sherry, as a cheerleader at school and also as one of the few girls in school to have publicly come out as lesbian.

Paul walked up beside them, quietly sat down a couple of feet away from Sherry and watched the skateboarders for a few minutes.

James and Sherry noticed him arrive, but kept chatting for a moment, then Sherry looked over at Paul, "Keeping an eye on James?"

"I'm only seventeen months older than James, Sherry, we do like a lot of the same things, ya know?" Paul growled.

"Hey, calm down, James has been talking to me for a bit about something rather personal, having you here isn't going to help."

Paul shook his head and whispered, "Don't be too sure of that, Sherry, especially if James told you he's transgendered or transsexual."

Sherry's jaw dropped, she sat there in shock for a moment before she whispered back, "How do you know about that?"

Still talking quietly, Paul replied, "James didn't clear the computer's history when he went to bed last night, I saw the site he was on."

Sherry nodded, thought for a moment, then answered, "I'm on that site myself to help support people, I have been for three years."

"That's cool," Paul laughed, still keeping his voice down, "but what if James wasn't the only one?"

Shelly looked at him, confused for a moment, then it was like a light came on in her head. She smiled, quietly asking, "You?"

Paul nodded, "It started for me just before I turned 6, I think; I've dreamed of being a girl so often since then, it hurts to still be male."

James had listened to the conversation between Paul and Sherry, now he heard Paul saying that he was like James. James giggled, then spoke, "It takes a lot of guts to say that to someone else, doesn't it, Paul? It's been about ten years for me, too, and yes, it hurts."

Sherry looked at the two boys, one on either side of her, and suggested, "Why don't we go get something from the snack shop and find somewhere to be able to talk more privately about this? Would that be okay with both of you?"

Once both had replied in the affirmative, the three got up and walked over to the snack shop where each of them placed an order.

**********

After getting their purchases, they wandered over to a picnic table under a large maple tree; the boys sat on one side, Sherry on the other.

Sherry spent the next half hour asking both boys lots of rather personal questions, which they answered honestly, if a bit nervously. She took a few minutes to look closely at both of them, Paul was 5'7", maybe 135 pounds, James 5'5" and about 120 pounds.

Sherry smiled, "With a little work, both of you could be quite good looking as girls, I think. I might know a couple of girls who would help."

Both boys nodded, then Paul sighed, saying, "I think I started puberty about four months ago, how will that affect things?"

Sherry thought for a moment, then said that she wasn't sure, but she knew a doctor that could be asked about it if the boys agreed.

Both said they would be glad to get whatever help they could, then Paul turned to James, "James, like I said earlier, I saw the site you were on last night, I even saw some of the chat from the room you were in there; I joined the site this morning, and talked to some people."

"You joined it? Cool! I just hope dad doesn't find out, we'd both be in deep trouble if he did."

"Yeah, I know. James, you need to be more careful, like erasing your history for sites like that, so he doesn't find out."

"So who did you end up talking to on the site, Paul?"

"Two girls, LaShaun and Vicky. Vicky's been through rough times, disowned by all but one aunt and uncle, LaShaun has lots of support."

James nodded, "I've talked with both of them now and then, they're both decent folks."

**********

The next two weeks passed fairly quietly, both boys had exams to take, so a lot of studying was done.

There were only three days left before school would end for the semester, both boys had passed their exams, getting decent grades. They were relaxing in their shared room when the front door slammed open, then less than a minute later, the door to their bedroom.

It was quite obvious that their father had been drinking; even from several feet away, Paul could smell the alcohol. Their father glared at both of the boys for a few minutes, shifting back and forth between them, before he half-slurred, "So which one of you is the tranny faggot?"

Paul looked up in shock, "What are you talking about?" James curled up on the bed behind Paul, a few tears sliding down his cheeks.

The man who had sired them both stood there for a moment, gathering himself. "We had to shutdown early at work today, some kind of testing for something or other that was expected to take a few hours. I got home just after 2 PM, wandered in here and checked the history on the computer. I saw the site name, lost it for a bit, then figured I needed a few drinks to deal with this shit. So who's the tranny faggot?"

"If I said I was?" Paul asked.

"Then I'd have to beat it out of you, boy! I won't have any tranny or faggot abominations like that under my roof!"

"Then I guess I will no longer be living here," Paul stated, glaring at his father, "as I'm the tranny faggot."

James couldn't let Paul take a beating from their drunken, furious father. "He's lying, I'm the tranny faggot!" he squeaked out.

The big man shrugged. "It makes no difference to me if I beat one or both of you. Get off your ass, Paul, and take it like a man!"

Paul stood up as their father stepped forward, not watching where he was going, and the throw rug slid across the floor as he stepped on it. He staggered as Paul ducked out of the way; their father fell forward, hitting the outside wall with a loud "THUNK!", then slumped to the floor.

Paul quickly knelt next to their father, checking for a pulse; when he found it, and noticed it was still strong and steady, he breathed a sigh of relief, then spotted the goose egg that was beginning to show just in front of his father's left ear. "He's out cold, we're okay for now."

Paul stood there thinking for a couple of minutes, then spoke, "The problem is, we can't be sure he won't try to hit us again if we stay here. If he does, we don't stand a chance of beating him, even though he is half drunk, he's a heck of a lot bigger than we are."

James looked down at their father slumped against the wall. "Mom won't be any help, she just does whatever he wants her to do. We both know that he uses his size to keep her in line, and as you said, we wouldn't be able to stop him. So what do we do now?"

Paul stared at the wall for a moment, then giggled, "I'm going to call Sherry, maybe she can help us." Having said that, he opened a cheap cell phone, pulled up Sherry's number that he had gotten from her that day at the Skate Park, then called and waited as it rang three times.

"Hello, this is Sherry McAllister, hiya, Paul, what's up?"

Paul spent the next few minutes explaining what had happened, then listened as she responded. "Thanks, Sherry, see you in a bit."

"Sherry said that we should each pack a suitcase, plus odds and ends that we can stuff in our backpacks. We'll meet her at the Skate Park."

Both boys got busy, stuffing as much clothing as they could into a suitcase, making sure to have socks and underwear as well, then tossed a few extra pieces of clothing into their backpacks, along with toothbrushes, toothpaste, shampoo, deodorant and a few odds and ends.

"That must have been a pretty solid hit, he's still out cold, but his pulse is good. I'm going to call 911 before we leave," Paul announced. He hit 911 on the phone, then let the operator know his father needed help after hitting his head on the wall before he ended the call.

Paul and James left the house as quietly as they could, passing by their mother, drunk herself and snoring on the sofa already.

**********

It took the two boys almost thirty minutes to lug the suitcases to the seats by the Skate Park. Sherry was waiting there, two older people behind her, whom she introduced as her parents; the boys acknowledged the greetings, then asked what was happening.

Sherry grinned and said that she had an older friend who lived on the other side of town who had two spare bedrooms and would take them. "Paul, James, she's like me, so she understands a bit, just be honest with her and she'll respect you a lot more, okay?"

Both boys looked worried, then Paul said that being lesbian wasn't the same as their own issue.

After a quick whispered word with her parents, Sherry drew the two boys aside. "Look, my friend Tanisha is friends with a few people who are trans, as far as I know, she has no problem with it. My parents will drive you over there whenever you're ready."

"You're sure that this woman will help us?" Paul asked. "Remember, Sherry, our lives are at stake, not yours."

"Yes, I'm sure, but you're going to have to trust me on this."

"All right, let's hope this works out," Paul muttered. "Let's get moving, it's 9:30 and our father might already be conscious."

When the adults realized that the boys were ready, Mr. McAllister grabbed both suitcases and started walking toward an SUV in the parking lot next to the Skate Park. He opened the back, placed the suitcases in the vehicle, then closed it as they all climbed into the SUV.

Mr. McAllister started the vehicle and they were on their way to this woman Tanisha's house.

Note: Thanks to Edeyn for her story Sk8r Grrls, I used Heather and the Skate Park from that story in this one. The major difference is that this story is in current time, and thus would be about nine or ten years after the Sk8r Grrls era.

Step By Step Chapter 2

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Transitioning

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Real World
  • School or College Life

TG Elements: 

  • Childhood
  • Estrogen / Hormones
  • Girls' School / School Girl

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  • Posted by author(s)

Tanisha turned out to be a pretty young light skinned black woman, 5'6", 130 pounds, perhaps 22 or 23 years old. She lived in a fairly decent sized three bedroom house about four blocks away from the Skate Park, the house had belonged to her parents. They had passed it on to her when her father retired last year, having just turned 55, and he and his wife moved down to a small house in southern Florida.

The boys quickly picked the bedroom they wanted, then set their suitcase and backpack on the floor against the wall in each room.

They sat in the living room for about half an hour, talking to Tanisha, telling her about recent events before both of them started yawning.

**********

The next morning, Wednesday, February 1, the boys were awake just after 7 AM; the semester wasn't quite finished just yet, some tests would take place over the next few days; the new semester would start the following week and run until the third week of June.

As both of them had already done all of their tests, they could chill for a few days, there was no requirement to actually be in the school.

Tanisha knocked on their doors just after 7:30 AM, saying that she would be getting ready to go to work. When they informed her that they didn't have to be in school, she shook her head, then made them promise to stay in the house and not get into any trouble.

Tanisha left the house just before 8:30 AM, the boys had had a quick breakfast of cereal and toast before they decided to see what was on the TV, dropping on the couch with no thought of what might happen. Luckily, the couch was quite sturdy, not likely to break easily.

They flipped through the channels Tanisha's cable system provided, not seeing anything interesting, then Paul saw the game system lying partially hidden under a three day old newspaper on the coffee table. It turned out to be a Playstation 4, with four games lying beside it. Upon closer inspection, the four games were found to be Battlefield 1, Grand Theft Auto V, Fallout 4 and Final Fantasy XV.

They were so wrapped up in the games they were still playing when Tanisha returned just after 5:30 PM. When Tanisha saw later on how they were sitting down on the couch, she ripped them a good one, "That couch is a one of a kind, worth almost $10k. Treat it with some respect!"

Tanisha had called a friend that day who worked in the court system, the boys would be seeing a judge on Friday afternoon.

**********

Tanisha started preparing the meal, having decided to cook mac and cheese, with sides of sausage and broccoli. She figured that it would be good for them to learn how to cook, so she called them into the kitchen and had them watch as she made the meal.

They made short work of the food; Tanisha shook her head, they obviously needed to learn how to act as girls. She told them to wash and dry the dishes; once they finished that, she would start their lessons in Girl 101, perhaps they might even learn some manners.

They blushed and nodded, then turned back to the dishes; ten minutes later, they joined her in the living room.

She drilled them for over two hours on basic female gestures, how to sit, how to stand, and discussed how to eat properly.

As the clock on the mantel struck 9 PM, she stopped and told them they could relax for half an hour before going to bed.

**********

The next day was a repeat of the day before. Tanisha watched as they ate breakfast, they weren't eating like total slobs now at least. She was on her way out the door when she realized they had been paying attention, some of the mannerisms were being used by them.

The boys played the games as they had the day before, although they were a fair bit quieter this time, correcting each other constantly.

When she returned home, she had them help as she prepared a casserole from scratch, nodding in approval when they acted appropriately.

Once again, she drilled them on the items she had taught them the night before, correcting gently and giving praise where it was due.

Before they headed to their rooms, she told them that they would need to be on their best behaviour in the courtroom the next day. She also said that they should wear their best slacks, a clean white shirt and a tie, presenting a decent image was important.

**********

Early on the 3rd of February, Tanisha noticed that the boys' gestures and manners were slowly shifting to female ones, she smiled. She told them that they needed to be in the courthouse by 1:15 PM, their case would be called at or around 2 PM, maybe sooner.

The boys fooled around until about 10:30 AM, then they went in and showered, Paul first, then James; once they were out, they pulled on robes and made a quick lunch of roast beef sandwiches with sliced pickles. After eating, they brushed their teeth and dressed as ordered.

**********

Tanisha had given them some money to use to go to Henderson, the county seat; the courthouse was located on the main square. They paid the cab once they reached the courthouse, then stepped out of the car, not realizing they were doing so in a feminine manner.

After talking to a woman in a room just off the front lobby, they walked to courtroom 103, entered and sat in the seats provided.

At 1:26 PM, they noticed Tanisha as she entered the courtroom; she saw them and soon was sitting next to them.

They sat there quietly as the case currently underway was remanded for three weeks, then they were called up. Tanisha led them to the table where a dapper looking older man was just opening a briefcase. At that point, their father ran into the court, looking rather disheveled.

It quickly became obvious that their father had no lawyer, it seemed he would be arguing his own case. This could be interesting.

The lawyer Tanisha had convinced to help them made his initial statement, giving a brief rundown of recent events in the boys' lives. When he finished, their father muttered a rather foul curse word, then blathered on for five minutes about a father's rights with his children. It didn't help him at all that he was dropping curse words fairly regularly, eventually the Judge became tired of it all.

"Mr. Brently, that 's enough. If I hear one more curse word from you, I'll hold you in contempt. This is a courtroom, not a brothel. Now, this appearance has nothing to do with what you feel your parental rights may be. I have an affidavit in front of me, signed by Miss Tanisha Blaine, that states you intended to beat your two boys here when they both implied a desire to transition to become female.

"I don't care where you come from, sir, such things are NOT just cause to beat or terrify children in your care. As you have a history of minor assaults stretching back over the last ten years, I feel that leaving these boys in your custody would result in substantial harm to them.

"Because of that, and you and your wife's frequent drunkenness, I'm awarding temporary custody to Miss Tanisha Blaine. Furthermore, you and your wife will not come within 1000 feet of anywhere the boys might normally go and the same distance around Miss Blaine's house."

"Miss Blaine, this temporary custody order will last for three months. If the boys want it extended, they'll need to inform the court."

"That is all. This court is now adjourned."

The boys' father said several swear words, at which point the Judge snapped, "You are in contempt, Mr. Brently. At the moment, based on your income history, I'm fining you $1000. One more comment like that, and you'll be doing 30 days and have a $5000 fine to pay."

Their father shook his head, exiting the courtroom as fast as possible.

**********

Tanisha and the boys had a fun weekend for the most part; they spent most of Saturday down at the Skate Park. Several more hours of instruction regarding feminine gestures, manners, sitting, standing, eating, etc., began to have an obvious and positive effect.

**********

Monday morning, February 6th, the boys were back in school, they had to consciously dampen their desire to act in a feminine manner. They managed to get through the day without too much hassle, although Paul did end up being shoved into a locker by a football player. Truth to tell, though, that had happened to both boys several times in the past, so things seemed to be pretty much normal for them.

Girl lessons were held for about two hours each evening, the forced repetition was bringing the appropriate responses more often now.

The rest of the week was pretty much the same, although they did manage to avoid any further physical embarrassments.

The weekend was like the one before, they were at the Skate Park most of Saturday, and learning female things the rest of the weekend.

Monday and Tuesday, February 13th and 14th, were okay. Things took a whole different turn on the 15th, however.

**********

It was just hitting 4 PM that day when Paul noticed their father entering the Skate Park; he looked around, saw his boys and started moving around the skate area. It didn't take long before he reached them; he grabbed Paul, hauled him to his feet, then pulled his hand back.

It was all too obvious what their father intended to do to him, Paul saw the big woman moving in, but couldn't do anything about the first punch. Paul sagged in his father's arms, then his father turned partway around as someone tapped on his shoulder from behind him.

'Sweet Mother of Mary', he breathed as he saw the woman, who promptly said, "Perhaps you might prefer to pick on someone your own size?"

Paul heard people talking on phones nearby, at least two clearly said "Police, please," as he waited for the next blow to fall, only it didn't.

His father let him go, Paul backed away, one hand up to his face which was already beginning to show signs of a bruise. His father laughed, "You're a woman! Even as big as you are, you're just a nuisance I need to shove out of my way," as he threw a right cross at her face.

The woman grinned as she grabbed the big man's hand, then squeezed it hard. "I'm no weakling, buster. I won state in California for wrestling in my 2nd, 5th and 6th years of university, I also took judo and karate in my 4th, 5th and 6th years. I have a blue belt in judo, and a green belt in karate. I may not be an expert in either one, but I can handle an arsewipe like you easily enough," as she tightened her grip again.

Their father winced, this girl was strong. He backed up a half-step, then tried to kick her behind the knees; she sidestepped it, barely even looking down, then she turned and flipped their father over her shoulder, dropping him flat on the cold, hard ground.

He grunted as he slowly stood up, then threw a combination of a right cross and a left hook, which she avoided by ducking low. When she was low to the ground, she dropped into a sideways roll, coming up standing about five feet away from the now seriously pissed off male.

She was turned so that she wasn't quite facing him. He lunged, throwing a punch at her kidneys which glanced off her left side. Now she was starting to get annoyed, she laughed at him, "This is how you throw a rabbit punch, jerkoff," as she nailed him hard in the left kidney.

He dropped instantly, rolling back and forth on the ground, shrieking in pain.

Paul watched from about ten feet away as the first cop reached down and grabbed his father, rolled him over and snapped on the cuffs. His father was still screaming even as the cops lifted him up, Mirandized him and half-dragged him to the nearest police car. The nicest things that could be understood were screams about "filthy tranny faggots", "perverted scum", and "goddamn interfering faggot loving bitch".

**********

Paramedics and another pair of police officers were on the scene within two or three minutes of the fight ending.

One of the paramedics gave Paul a quick examination. "Okay, Paul, right? It looks like you were lucky, you were hit pretty hard, but your jaw isn't cracked or broken, the most you'll have is a big bruise. Use ordinary painkillers if you need them; if the pain gets really bad, you should go into the hospital and get it checked out more thoroughly, okay?"

Paul nodded and turned away from the paramedic, only to find himself looking up at the woman standing a few feet away from him.

Melissa smiled, "Hi, Paul, I'm Melissa, this girl said you wanted to talk with me about something."

Paul blushed, his cheeks turning a lovely shade of pink as he quietly replied, "I wanted to say thank you for saving me. That guy was my father, he'd been threatening for several days to lay a beating on me and/or my brother. You heard his comments as they dragged him off?"

"I did hear them, yes; I can't say that there was much to be said for them, what with all the swearing he was doing."

"Well," Paul lowered his voice until he was almost whispering, "The tranny faggot comments were aimed at my brother and myself. My father recently found out that either James or myself was identifying as transsexual, and was angry enough that he intended to deal with us. Here Paul related the events that had happened in their lives recently, https://bigclosetr.us/topshelf/fiction/66358/step-step-chapt...

"So you and your brother have been living with this Tanisha for the last two weeks or so?"

"Yeah, she had us go into court on the 3rd, we told the judge what had happened and a restraining order was placed on our father. Obviously, he didn't care about obeying the order, or he wouldn't have attacked me here. I've seen him near Tanisha's house a few times, too."

"What's done is done, you can't change it. Your father, though, will likely be looking at a prison sentence for assault, and that doesn't even take into consideration the repeated violations of the restraining order you mentioned."

"Well, thanks again for stepping in when you did. I thought I was going to get the crap beaten out of me," he replied, rubbing his cheek.

The woman smiled, he was a nice kid, then she leaned forward and whispered in his ear, "I'm a post-operative transsexual myself, girl."

He looked up at her with a stunned expression, this tall, strong, yet utterly feminine woman was like him? It threw him for a loop.

She laughed, then grinned at him. "I'm Melissa. Perhaps you could give me a phone number or email, so I can contact you. I'd give you a phone number, but the only one I had was disconnected today, I won't have a new one until after I start my new job up north."

He spoke briefly to Sherry, who had brought Melissa over, she handed him a small notepad and a pen. He quickly wrote down the phone number for Tanisha's house, then added two emails, one for himself and a second for his brother, tore the sheet out and handed it to Melissa.

Melissa smiled, slipped the piece of paper into the back pocket of her men's cut jeans and started walking toward her car.

Paul and the girl watched the tall, confident woman as she walked away. Paul whispered in the girl's ear, she looked absolutely stunned.

As Melissa was walking away, Sherry squeaked, "She's like you and Jamie, but post? Holy shit! That's some woman!"

Note: Thanks to Edeyn for her story Sk8r Grrls, I used Heather and the Skate Park from that story in this one. The major difference is that this story is in current time, and thus would be about nine or ten years after the Sk8r Grrls era.

Step By Step Chapter 3

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Transitioning

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Real World
  • School or College Life

TG Elements: 

  • Childhood
  • Estrogen / Hormones
  • Girls' School / School Girl

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

Things quietened down quite a bit after dad pulled that stupid stunt in the Skate Park and was beaten so easily by Melissa.

I found it hard to believe she had once been a boy, but she had no reason to lie to me, I suppose. Damn, she is one fine woman!

Only time would tell if she remembered the emails I had given her. It would be nice to talk with someone who understands.

Well, that isn't to say that people here don't understand, but there are people like our idiotic father that decide they know better and no one has a right to disagree with them, even when whatever tripe they're spouting can be disproved or refuted with hardly an eyeblink's effort!

On the Friday after I was attacked in the Skate Park, Tanisha informed us after school we would have to be in court on Tuesday. See, the attack by my dad apparently pissed off the judge, who sent dad for an assessment at the county medical center's locked psych ward.

As the 72 hours assessment would not be finished until some time on the weekend, he was remanded until Tuesday. Dad's lawyer, some guy I've seen at our old house before everything went weird on us, wasn't able to get a time on Monday because the judge's day was filled.

When James, Sherry and I were questioned by the police, James and I mentioned that dad had been lurking near us on several occasions since the court order was made for him to stay away from us. We gave the police times and dates, and names of witnesses who saw him.

The weekend passed fairly quietly with us getting lots of girl 101 lessons from Tanisha, but we spent some time just having fun, too.

Monday was all right, I suppose, except that someone was spreading BS about what happened last Wednesday. It took me most of the day to learn where the crap was coming from, then I ran into Daniel Gunther, a nephew of the Gunther woman who used to be a nurse or aide or something in the hospital until she showed her bigotry over one or both of the Wilson twins years ago. The Gunther woman used Thomas Wexler to get back at the Wilson twins, yeah, the idiot who is still in prison for attempted murder using a dangerous weapon.

Heck, just about everyone in town knows about that whole ruckus, the Gunther woman also ended up doing hard time for her stupidity.

So there was Daniel, standing out by the front gates spouting his mouth off again when I overheard him and ripped into him.

The stupid shit was saying that the only reason Melissa had intervened with my dad there was that I would lick her pussy afterward. Ugh!

I gave the shit a mostly accurate rundown of what had happened at the park, then went inside and told the principal what he'd been saying.

Heh, yeah, Mrs. Duquesne is still the principal there. When I told her what Danny had been saying, she was seriously displeased. Actually, calling the look on her face at that point displeased would be like calling an erupting volcano 'a warm spot', a huge understatement.

Daniel was even more pissed at me as I passed by him when school let out that afternoon, but I made it clear I wouldn't take his crap at all.

I found out later he received a two week suspension for harassment and making inappropriate sexual comments on school property.

**********

Since we had to be in court for dad's appearance at 9:30 AM on Tuesday, we had obtained excuse slips from school in advance.

Tanisha had taken the day off this time, so she drive us to the county courthouse and we made our way up to courtroom 103 again.

We'd been in there for almost fifteen minutes when a pair of guards brought dad into the room, then had him set at the defence table.

I shook my head, my father was not smart thinking he could outfox a court judge on legal issues with no help. Yep, he was alone again.

The usual rituals were done as the Judge entered. I actually caught his name, Thomas Valburn, as we were allowed to be seated.

The first thing that happened was the assessment results folder was passed up to the judge, who scanned the information.

"Well, Mr. Brently, the psychiatric ward at the county hospital assessed you and deemed you fit to stand trial. On that note, after what happened in the Skate Park in Constitution last Wednesday, you are being charged with first degree assault and battery with a first degree hate crime attachment to that charge, in that you did wilfully and maliciously seek out your son Paul and assault him at that time and place.

"Furthermore, it has been brought to my attention that you have violated the restraining order I put in place several times.

"I also quite clearly remember your belligerent attitude that you displayed when you were in this court the last time.

"It has also been brought to my attention that you have refused to use the attorney appointed by the court to defend you. Mr. Brently, as it stands right now, you are looking at up to a year in prison for the assault and battery and up to ten years as a hate crime offence.

"Mr. Brently, you are being given one last chance to have an attorney appointed for your case. If you refuse, you will still stand trial. I would think that you might be aware of the adage about 'a man who represents himself has a fool for a client.' I sincerely doubt that you have the knowledge needed to act as your own counsel in a court of law on a serious matter like this. I will not give you this option again.

"I'm remanding this case for two weeks to allow you to find a lawyer and to examine the evidence. Trial will start on March 7th at 9:30 AM."

I snuck a glance over at dad after hearing all of this, he looked a bit green as if he might be sick because of Judge Valburn's comments.

Judge Valburn had paused for a moment, now he nodded to the bailiff and said, "This court is now adjourned."

The bailiff nodded in turn, and the guards who had brought dad into the courtroom now led him out of it, back to a cell, I suppose.

We were back at school just in time for lunch. That afternoon, I saw Daniel Gunther skulking just off school property and giving me dirty looks.

**********

Except for the dirty looks that I kept getting from that idiot Daniel as I entered or left the school each day, the next two weeks were quiet.

There was a history project assigned the day after we were in court, due a week from that Friday, and I ended up being paired with Lindsey Rockman, a rather nice girl. The project had to be about American history between the Revolutionary War and the Civil War. We decided that we would do our project on George Washington, showing the various things he did just before and during the Revolutionary War.

I'm not sure how she figured it out, but the day before it was due to be handed in, Lindsey told me that she knew that I was a transsexual.

As soon as she said that, I turned as white as a sheet. I'm told I wobbled in the seat for a moment and then toppled to the floor.

Note: Thanks to Edeyn for her story Sk8r Grrls, I used Heather and the Skate Park from that story in this one. The major difference is that this story is in current time, and thus would be about nine or ten years after the Sk8r Grrls era.

I made references to other characters in the Sk8r Grrls series, namely Nancy Gunther, Thomas Wexler and the Wilson twins.

Step By Step: Chapter 4

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Transitioning

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Real World
  • School or College Life

TG Elements: 

  • Childhood
  • Estrogen / Hormones
  • Girls' School / School Girl

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

I awoke and found myself lying on one of the two gurneys in the nurse's office in school. It took a moment before I remembered what had happened that caused me to be here. Let's just say that my face was fire engine red and that is when the nurse entered!

She smiled at me, then asked me to lie down again, saying, "You hit your head when you fell from your seat. You've only been here for a few minutes, child. I had to call your foster parent to inform them of your injury, she'll be here in about twenty minutes."

I groaned, if there was one thing I didn't need right now, it was Tanisha fussing over me after a little bump on my head.

I didn't have a choice in the matter, though, the nurse kept a sharp eye on me to ensure that I stayed there until Tanisha arrived.

**********

Tanisha wasn't alone when I finally saw her about half an hour later. There was a tall Latina standing beside her.

Tanisha asked how I was feeling, I said I'd be fine, then she introduced her friend. "Estella, this is Paul, one of the two children in my care thanks to the actions of their father over the last few weeks. Paul here is like you, Estella, except just starting the journey to being a girl."

I think my jaw hit the floor, the shock from Tanisha's announcement was that strong. This was a t-girl? I wolf whistled, then turned bright red!

Estella giggled at my reaction to her, and once Tanisha was assured that I could be released into her care, we left the nurse's office.

The school day was ending, the final bell rang a few minutes later. We waited for James by the side entrance near the parking lots.

James came out right beside Sherry. Sherry said something to him, then waved and joined three of her friends next to an old Dodge Charger. I'm not a serious car buff like James, but it wasn't hard to recognize a late '60s Dodge Charger after seeing the Dukes of Hazzard show a lot.

That's one heck of a car, then I recognized the girl who was sliding into the driver's seat; Patricia Brandt-Burnett, hot damn!

So what makes Patti so special? Well, let's just say that there's only one family around this area with more money and influence than hers. That explains how she could be the possible owner of a serious muscle car like that at just seventeen years of age.

Tanisha took us back to her house where we spent a good part of the evening talking and listening to Estella telling of her experiences.

Estella lives just outside of a town several miles away from here. Tanisha drove her home just after 9 PM that evening.

**********

James and I sat on the bed in my room at Tanisha's house. We were talking about Estella, amazed by the fact that she was like us!

"Estella is seriously hot," I mumbled at one point, James responding with a brief giggle to show his opinion of my embarrassment.

He was still giggling a moment later, but managed to stop and agree with me, then added, "We can be as beautiful and nice as she is if we try hard enough. It might take a long time to get there, and there will obviously be plenty of lessons along the way for us to learn."

I nodded, grinning at him as I replied, "Sherry and a few others from school might be willing to help us learn about girl stuff, too."

James sat up on the bed, leaning against the wall for a moment. "Have you thought of a girl name for yourself yet?"

I sat there for a few minutes, thinking, then inspiration struck and I answered, "Yeah, just now, Penelope Jasmine, what about you?"

James blushed, his face turning a fiery red as he looked across at me, "Yeah, I want my name to be Jenevieve Jacqueline, Penny."

Penny? It took a few seconds for my brain to kick into gear, Penny as in short for Penelope, duh! I laughed, "That would make you Jenny."

James snorted, holding a pillow, saying, "You think Penny and Jenny will be bad, think about us being known everywhere as PJ and JJ!"

Both of us burst into laughter at that point, loud enough that Tanisha knocked, then opened the door asking us if anything was wrong.

I giggled again as I looked up at her, then replied to her question, "Nothing wrong at all, we just decided what our femme names should be."

That had Jenny rolling on the bed, trying to stifle the giggles for a minute or two, before she squealed out, "I'm Jenny, she's Penny!"

That led to us explaining our new names. Tanisha smiled and said that she would see what she could do about updating our records and such.

Note: Thanks to Edeyn for her story Sk8r Grrls. This story is based off that series and the town of Constitution which she created. The major difference is that this story is in current time, and thus would be about nine or ten years after the Sk8r Grrls era.

Stormwall

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Organizational: 

  • Title Page

Audience Rating: 

  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

Stormwall


By Crazy Pagan Gurl

TG Themes: 

  • Lesbian Romance
  • School or College Life

TG Elements: 

  • CAUTION

Stormwall: Chapter 1

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Referenced / Discussed Suicide
  • CAUTION: Suicide
  • CAUTION: Violence

Audience Rating: 

  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Romance
  • Superheroes

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Universes & Series: 

  • Whateley Academy by Maggie Finson, et al
  • Whateley Generation 2

TG Themes: 

  • Lesbian Romance
  • School or College Life

TG Elements: 

  • Costumes and Masks

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

The cautions given here are for events described in the long background portion in the middle of the piece.

I could have told this story without all that background info, but she was visiting family, and catching up on everything related to them.

**********

As short a time as a week ago, I thought everything was just as it should be. I was a young male in my junior year of high school, a strong member of our track and field team, and I was doing pretty darn well in my classes, only one B grade in the previous semester.

It was the beginning of May, spring was in full bloom, then my life turned upside down overnight or so it seemed. How? I mutated.

My name was Michael Jonathan Winston, Jr. When I came out of the semi-coma I was in during the mutation, dad told me that if I had been a girl, I would have been named Melissa Jasmine. It seems, whichever way I came out, momma figured I'd end up being nicknamed MJ.

Over a period of about 72 hours, my body changed quite drastically, I went from the 5'11" runner and honours student to this darn near tiny little slip of a girl, maybe 5'3" tall and 130 pounds. I'm not big, but I'm rather busty now, about a D cup, and my butt literally fills my new jeans.

The oddest part about me, I think, is my hair, it looks almost tie-dye, a mix of black, red, blonde, auburn, chestnut and silver. It looks WEIRD! The women at the salon my older sister drops into now and then tried to colour my hair three days ago, and the colour literally wouldn't take. I'd arrived just after they opened at 10 AM, they thought it was a fluke, so they tried three more times, then gave up at closing time, 8 PM.

My skin is close to bronze in colour with a slight golden undertone, my eyes are hazel, mostly brown, but angry me turns them flame red.

I suppose I could gripe and whine about the whole situation, but what would be the point? It happened, and it can't be changed.

I didn't know it, but there are some members of the family that are mutants, most of them live in the Oakland - San Francisco area.

Dad sat down with me two nights ago and told me about mom, how she had been a super herself and had died when I was four years old. She was a low level 4 TK with mid level regeneration, mid level brick, mid level energizer, and low level exemplar powers.

She'd backed up to a solid ten foot high stone wall and a villain slipped in behind her, then used TK to drop the wall on her, crushing her under the heavy stones. It caught her totally by surprise, she had just started to turn around before the wall hit, and she couldn't see him to hit him.

On Friday, Dad and I will be catching a plane in Louisville so we can go to our cousins in California, Dad wants them to check me out first.

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It cost Dad nearly $1200 US to get us discounted flights to San Francisco and return a week later. Dad wasn't very happy about the cost, but when I showed him that any other flights would have cost from $826 to $1282 per person, he shrugged and paid for the tickets online.

We were at Louisville International Airport before 4 AM that Friday morning, the flight would be leaving at 6 AM. If everything went as it was supposed to do, we would land at San Francisco International at 4:20 PM EDT (1:20 PM PDT), with one stop in Atlanta.

I grumbled to dad that it seemed pretty weird to go to another airport on the way, what ever happened to non-stop direct flights?

We had everything we needed, now we had to wait for an hour before we could check our bags for the flight. I wasn't in the mood to do anything at that point, heck, I'd had maybe three hours of sleep earlier, so I was quite happy to get some snooze time in a chair.

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Dad got all the stuff sorted out just after 5 AM, he actually let me snooze until 5:30 AM, initial boarding calls were announced at 5:45 AM.

We had to wait for all the first class and business class people to board, then dad and I ended up being squeezed into the economy seats. Some big guy, I mean seriously overweight, had already grabbed the window seat, I ended up in the middle and dad was by the aisle.

I'm not sure what was going on, but the flight was delayed by several minutes, then at 6:07 AM, we were going down the runway.

I dozed for about 90 minutes or so before the stewardesses starting serving breakfasts. Dad and I both grabbed a tray plus a coffee, I like mine with just a little sugar now, dad takes his with some cream and two sugars. Breakfast wasn't too bad, I guess, three breakfast sausages next to a slightly runny egg, two slices of toast, hash browns, choice of white or whole wheat, dad and I both picked whole wheat.

I tell you this, and I swear it's true, those hash browns were just godawful, I left mine on the plate after one taste, dad did the same. Dad, my older sister and I went down to New Orleans three years ago, and we had some really good hash browns down there, BIG difference!

Once breakfast had been cleared, I decided that more sleep sounded good and I was soon back in the land of dreams.

**********

I didn't wake up, except to use the toilet once, until dad nudged me awake after they announced we would be landing fairly soon.

We were still up pretty high, but it was fairly obvious we were descending when the plane dropped through a thin layer of clouds.

It was just dad and I for this trip because my older sister Rebecca is in her second year of university and she couldn't get any free time. If this had happened just a year ago, my little sister Savannah would have been with us, she died two days after I turned sixteen.

It's hard to not end up crying when I remember Savannah. She always had a smile, she was a sweet young girl, but something went truly and horribly wrong when she mutated at the age of thirteen two years ago. There were dozens of tests done in at least five hospitals and two clinics run by and for mutants, and not a single one of them could explain why she ended up the way she did, an empty, lost shell of a girl.

She lived for almost a year in that state before a sudden unexplained power surge on her ward caused her to have a major heart attack. A team of doctors and nurses fought for over eleven hours to save her, but they were unsuccessful, and the machines were all turned off.

Dad looked over just as the plane touched down and noticed that I was crying. When he asked why, I whispered, "Savannah."

That was all the explanation he needed, he knew how close I had been to Savannah, we'd played together since she could toddle.

**********

We didn't get out of the terminal for almost an hour, a lot of that was spent waiting for our bags; they finally showed up, which was nice.

We had just exited the terminal building when someone waved at dad and yelled, "Hey, Mike!" Dad looked over, waved and within a minute or two, dad and I were surround by several members of our family. We took a moment to get introductions sorted.

Wow, I actually met my great-great-uncle Jack, he's a super, mostly retired nowadays, he was Jumping Jack Flash in the super group that's been based in the San Francisco and Oakland area since the 1940s. His main ability was to be able to teleport from wherever he had been standing to another spot within about one hundred feet, then he'd spread his hands and trigger his Flash Bang attack, a real stunner. He was pretty tough, a mid-level brick, able to take a fair bit of thumps, but only to a point. He had low level TK abilities, mostly to bring items to him from a short distance away, but he was also able to use his TK to figure out ways to create things, and sometimes they even worked.

Like I said, though, he's mostly retired now, although he still tinkers with stuff using his TK abilities. He's 93 years old, I think? He was married to Rosemary Browne in late '42, Jenny came along less than a year later, followed by James and Robert. Rosemary was a great mother, her kids, even though they were fairly poor, felt like they had everything they needed. Breast cancer claimed Rosemary in '63, she was 38.

His daughter Jenny carries the mutant genes, but she never actually mutated, she's a strong-minded woman, she raised five kids on her own. She fell in love with a soldier who had returned from Korea several years before she met him. They married as soon as she was eighteen, then the babies started popping out, all five born between the end of '62 and the first few months of '67, including twin boys. He was called up for Vietnam and served about half of a two year enlistment before he was killed in battle, leaving her with the five little ones to raise.

Her father stepped in, he knew just how much she had loved Will Jackson, so he helped her with the kids and pulled in a few of his friends who had wives to help, too. Jenny's brothers James and Robert also helped, both of them stayed mostly single for many years.

Robert had undergone his own mutation when he was fifteen in early '63, but could pass as a normal except for his eyes. Since he didn't have any mutation characteristics that were significant, he stayed out of the superhero business and lived a fairly normal life. Like Jenny's husband, Robert was drafted for Vietnam, managed to survive two two year enlistments and returned home physically okay but mentally broken. Once he was back home, he lost himself in the bottom of any bottle he could find, until he drove his car off a cliff while drunk and speeding in '75.

Jenny's brother James had, like her, missed out on the mutation lottery and started a farm that stayed in business throughout his life. He never married, although he did have relationships with women now and again; he worked hard, long days in the fields for fifty-seven years, but with no children of his own, the farm ended up being handed over to William, Jr., Jenny's oldest boy last year. Will was 52 years old at the time.

Will, Jr., was another one that the mutation lottery seemed to have sidestepped. It didn't matter to him, he was happy enough doing odd jobs for several years, then ran a small but hard-working landscaping business with ten workers until he retired in 2012.

While James had owned and managed the farm, a lot of the work had been done by Mexicans and Native Americans, he paid them well. When Will started managing the farm, he politely told the workers that he wasn't going to change anything, except he might hire more people.

Will had always had a bit of trouble getting close to people, and thus had never had a long relationship with anyone, so he had no kids.

Sherry was Jenny's second child, her only girl, you might say that Sherry got pampered and befrilled as a child, but she loved it. Sherry came along in June of '64, nineteen months after Will, Jr. was born. Sherry was courted by and eventually married to Doctor Everett Wilson in '84.

Doc Wilson was a veterinarian, specifically a large animal veterinarian, although he could handle smaller animals like dogs and cats, too. His major line of work was treating illnesses and problems in horses and cattle; with lots of big farms nearby, he was kept busy all year round.

David and Danny were Jenny's identical twin boys, born October 30,1965. They grew up with a rather strong fondness for Halloween, what can you expect from boys born so close to that day? Both enlisted in the Navy in early '86, and both kept re-upping, David eventually reaching the rank of Captain in '05 after more than eighteen years of service. Danny had had a bit harder time, but was a Commander at that point.

Both stayed in the service, Danny was killed in a battle off the shores of Iran in the Persian Gulf in 2007. David was still serving at that time, he was told in January of '08 that he was being considered for his next rank, then ended up on a patrol run along the southern shores of the Mediterranean starting in March of that year. He was still patrolling there in June when a rocket launched from the Libyan shore landed less than ten feet away, blasting a fairly big hole in the deck of the ship and peppering him with fragments, one of which ripped his throat open.

No one on the ship had been expecting any kind of attack at all, the loss of the Captain was a huge mess that someone would have to handle. At that moment, it looked like that particular job would fall to his second in command, a Commander by the name of James Walmer.

Jenny's last child, Richard, was a sickly child until his mutation kicked in during the summer of '84, he was seventeen years old. When he saw his new self after the mutation had finished changing him, the newly changed girl freaked out in a really big way, using high level TK powers to smash up a lot of things in the house, then ran out to her older brother Will's car and drove out of there at very high speeds.

The car was found two days later, parked not far from the Golden Gate Bridge. People who had been crossing the bridge that early morning recalled seeing a girl standing on a railing she should not have been able to reach over the deepest part of the water, then she jumped.

There were people who were down at ground level, who saw her jump, that tried to reach her in an effort to save her. One of the would be rescuers, a man named Barrett Welland, told reporters that "The girl kept shoving us all away without ever touching us. You could see that she wasn't even trying to breathe, and wasn't swimming, either, she was just letting the current pull her out and under."

The first EMTs were on the scene in seven minutes, but it was already too late, the transformed Richard had been pulled under by the current. Another would-be rescuer pointed out over the water, and some of them finally managed to pull the girl out, she wasn't breathing at all.

The EMTS did manage to get her breathing again, her heart was still pumping, although it was quite a bit weaker than normal. She was taken to the nearest medical center, put on life support and monitored round the clock. Just over eleven months after she jumped, the family's funds ran low, almost wiped out by the costs of trying to keep her alive; with no financial aid in sight, they finally pulled the plug on May 15th, '85.

So Sherry was the only one of Jenny's children to have children of her own. Two years after she married Doc Wilson, Sherry gave birth to identical female twins, both weighing five pounds, eleven ounces. Sherry named the two girls Liza Jean and Lila Joan.

Sherry was in a car accident a year after her twins were born. The accident was severe enough that she required a blood transfusion, and this is where fate struck a nasty blow: the blood transfusion triggered an immune system reaction, she eventually recovered, but when tests were done afterward, it was discovered that the new blood had somehow damaged her reproductive organs, she would have no more children.

Liza and Lila were about as normal as two little girls could be, right up until both began to mutate at the age of fourteen, Lila first, Liza about three hours later. By the time the changes had finished, both girls were just short of being fourteen year old bombshells, 5'8", 145 pounds, 36D bust, 23" waist, 34" hips, with wavy copper blonde hair falling to their lower shoulders. The two girls had never been separated for more than a few minutes at any time, for them, just a glance or two would be like most people having a serious conversation about something.

Both girls ended up being mid-level exemplars, level three regens, level three healers, mid level mixed energizers, the external being specifically electric shocks. Both are also speedsters, this seems to be tied to their exemplar traits, not energizer based.

With electrical use of their energizer trait being their primary attack, and their being identical twins, they were soon dubbed the Tesla Twins.

Well, that gives some idea of the "cousins" we have out west, but the weird part is that, in truth, my mother was an illegitimate baby. Her mother Avonna had been in a relationship with Jenny's brother James back in '78 and found out she was pregnant after the relationship ended. She never told James about momma, whose name was Samantha, James only found out when dad told him momma died in early '04.

Avonna, like Robert, had a lifelong battle with the bottle, and also like Robert, she lost her life while driving drunk and speeding in '99.

What most people didn't know about Avonna was that she was a second generation mutant, with very minor powers. Avonna's father had been a mutant with fairly strong TK abilities, he was also a low level exemplar, mid level energizer, a low level brick and a low level regen. Avonna passed on the gene that carries the ability to mutate to my momma, who became a third generation mutant, her powers being similar to Avonna's father's, with the main differences being that she was a mid level brick and a mid level regen. She called herself Lady Electra.

Life in central Kentucky was quiet for the most part, although momma occasionally raced off to Louisville or Lexington to help her super friends. She and dad bought the farm just south of Bethlehem the year before I was born, and dad paid off the mortgage in full six years ago.

I told you earlier that I'm a mutant, well, I'm a fourth generation mutant, we came out to Oakland to discover my powers.

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Anyhow, Old Jack was there waiting for us outside the terminal, as was his daughter Jenny, now 72 years old, Jenny's daughter Sherry, and Sherry's twin daughters, Liza and Lila. We ended up going to Old Jack's house to stay, as he had bedrooms to spare.

Old Jack also had a nice big chunk of land not too far from Oakland itself, a bit over 5,000 acres all told, and he and some other supers had built a big underground area for training purposes, high end exercise equipment and rooms for powers testing for new mutants like myself.

Even though she hadn't lived in Old Jack's house for over 50 years, Jenny headed right into the kitchen and started cooking up a storm. Sherry laughed and waved at Liza, Lila and myself to get in there and help Jenny out, Sherry said she would do some house cleaning.

I'd never learned to cook, so it became a hands on lesson as Jenny showed me how to prepare the meat, wash and cut up the potatoes and then tear the husks off some of the first corn crop of the summer, remove the tassels and wash the cobs before dropping them in a pot to boil.

The meat turned out to be buffalo from some guy Old Jack knows in Arizona, he sends meat express delivery to Jack fairly often. What did surprise me was that Jenny turned on the oven, pulled out a frying pan, dropped a bit of lard in it and started frying up small chunks of the meat. She'd add lard and fresh meat every now and then, put the cooked meat into a tray, cover it and place it in the oven to stay warm.

I asked her if i could sample a small amount of the meat as I'd never had buffalo/bison before, she said it was fine and used tongs to grab a bit, then put it on a napkin on the counter. I washed my hands again just because, then used a fork to pick up a bit of the meat and taste it.

Wow! it was pretty good, with a stronger flavour than beef. Jenny said that a piece of bison has about 2/3 the calories of a similar cut of beef.

I watched as Jenny tended the pots. Once the food was all cooking, Liza and Lila set the table for seven and we waited.

Eventually, it was all done, each item in a dish on the table, everyone sat down, Old Jack said a brief grace and we all started eating.

My metabolism seems to be a lot faster now, I'm pretty sure I had three servings of corn and potatoes and two of the meat, it was that good.

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Saturday was spent doing basic physical testing, both offence and defence, to see what I could handle. It turns out I don't hit very hard in a purely physical sense, but I can take quite a bit of "punishment" before it becomes too much for me to handle.

I also had to do a lot of running, some of it in circles, some back and forth in straight lines, I'm definitely not used to running.

Sunday was a day to relax, Old Jack was a stickler for not working on the Sabbath; after the workout the day before, I needed the rest.

On Monday, we were back to the testing, this was to check for other powers. Old Jack and his friends code named Red Blade and The Boulder Bull threw all kinds of stuff at me and I had to defend myself without using anything physical. That was a whole lot of fun, not!

I did find out that I seem to have various kinetic abilities, standard telekinetic for one and electrokinetic for a second. With the telekinetic, I need physical items to use those abilities, but the aero and electro seem to be part and parcel of my energizer powers. At the start, when it came to the electro and aero sides, I was drawing from the electromagnetic field of the planet and throwing it at them, then at some point, Red Blade started throwing pyro attacks at me while the Bull threw his double electro attack at the same time.

It got pretty busy in there for a while, I figure about one out of every three attacks they threw actually hit me, it all adds up eventually. It took a while, but I did start matching them shot for shot, and at one point I was even throwing five attacks to four from the two of them.

I'll bet that surprised them, that one little slip of a girl was not only matching both of them, but actually proved to be faster on the attack.

Well, that lovely demonstration showed off my kinetic abilities, but it also made it clear that I'm a fairly strong brick and I have regeneration abilities, too. Yeah, I was pretty worn out after all that, but within twenty minutes, there wasn't a burn or scar visible anywhere. Wow!

There was another surprise, too, I'm not sure where I drew it from, but I hit Red Blade with an aerokinetic attack that knocked him down. When we were finished for the day, he said that he'd never seen air used in that fashion before, I said I thought of it after watching a tornado.

The day before dad and I flew out here, we'd had a big tornado bounce through the area about ten miles south of our farm. It just missed Frankfort, dropping to the ground about a mile or two west of there, then it pretty much turned Waddy into a disaster zone. It hit ground two more times before it was too far away for us to see it clearly, those drops being just south of Shelbyville and just north of Simpsonville.

Dad likes to watch birds and animals, he's had at least one set of 10x binoculars in the house since I was a baby. I think he bought a set of 18x binoculars at one point, but he forgets where he puts things sometimes and he hasn't seen that pair for over three years now.

Anyway, I explained my thoughts about the aero shot I did, and Red Blade and The Boulder Bull both agreed that it could be useful.

Tuesday was a different bit of testing, they wanted to see if I had any evasion abilities, I laughed and told them to give it their best shot.

It's a darn good thing we were doing that in a space that's built to take really serious physical impacts, because they started throwing various attacks at me a second or two after that and kept it up for nearly two hours. This was how I learned about my warper power, which seems to be the most common one of the lot for warpers, yeah, it's a teleport. With me, it seems it's limited to line of sight, the closer, the better, so I spent that whole time using that power to bounce myself all over the room, from one spot to another, back and forth, up, down, you name it.

I think they managed to hit me maybe half a dozen times over that two hour session. They were impressed. Me, I was just worn out.

A good solid lunch took care of that and then the testing turned to discovering just how well my regeneration would hold up under repeated attacks. That session wasn't quite as long, but by the end of it, I felt like someone had hit me over and over with a redwood trunk.

You wouldn't have it known it, though, maybe half an hour or so after we stopped, everything except for the broken bones was just fine. Those took a fair bit longer, but by the time I went to bed on Tuesday night, even the broken bones were as good as new. Whew!

By their reckonings, I'm an exemplar 4 (they didn't tell me, but they'd brought another super with them on the Monday, I never actually saw her, but she used her psi abilities to get a good read on me, which was how she was able to gauge my various kinetic abilities. I'd gone through some kind of scan device on the Saturday and info from that was how they determined my exemplar level.

So they told me I was an exemplar 4, then they said I was a regen level 4, a brick, warper level 3, specifically teleports.

What had them wondering was how I managed to have three different kinetic powers, the TK is the weakest, but the others aren't too shabby. Using the TK, I can lift just over 200 pounds (about 90 kg using the metric system), with my control being "fine embroidery". The electro is fairly powerful, but not insanely so, and can generate lethal arcs; the level of control for the electro is about the same as when shooting a gun, not spectacular, but then, I didn't like dad's guns all that much, ya know? The aero is the midline of the three kinetic powers I have, roughly equal to about a 60 mile wind gust, and the control needs lots of work before it will be effective. I have lots to learn about using these powers.

So my kinetic abilities roughly come out to Tk2d, Ek3c and Ak3b according to some info Old Jack had from Whateley.

Honestly, though, just having these abilities is totally new to me, I need to learn about them and how to use all of them effectively.

So now you know a little bit about me. Oh, between Old Jack, Dad and I, we decided that my code name should be Stormwall. Even though the TK is physical based rather than energy, it can get pretty intense depending on what I end up using in a TK based attack. The others, the electro and aero, have effects that are often equated to moderate or powerful storms, and I'm a brick, so Stormwall seems appropriate.

Dad mentioned a place called Whateley tonight, it's somewhere in the wilds of New Hampshire, he says I should go there for training.

Stormwall: Chapter 2

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Violence

Audience Rating: 

  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Romance
  • Superheroes

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Universes & Series: 

  • Whateley Academy by Maggie Finson, et al
  • Whateley Generation 2

TG Themes: 

  • Lesbian Romance
  • School or College Life

TG Elements: 

  • Costumes and Masks

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  • Posted by author(s)

Sorry for the delay on posting this part, I was stuck at one point in the piece and my muse was apparently on a long vacation.

I'm hoping that I'll be able to post more pieces fairly soon, but I need to find a new place to live, that's much more important right now.

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Well, as they say, life goes on, and on Wednesday, it was back to the training, but this time it was purely physical. They had me lifting weights on various machines, running as fast as I could around a one mile underground track circuit, jumping jacks, toe touches, stuff like that.

I'm definitely a girl when it comes to ordinary physical stuff, I know I didn't impress them while using the weight machines. Yeah, I can lift a bit over 1000 pounds if I really want to do it, but that takes a bit of effort. Heck, there are several mutants out there that go way beyond that.

The running was nice, it seems my being an exemplar has me in very good physical condition, and I ran a mile in 3:45 without breathing hard. They had me do it again, pushing myself as much as possible, and that time I almost broke through a three minute mile with a 3:04 time.

So I can dead lift a fair bit of weight, I'm very fast on my feet, my best mile as a boy was 4:01, and I'm very, very flexible. I found the jumping jacks, toe touches and other exercises to be rather fun, being able to jump, bend, twist, roll, etc. will help if I ever have to fight.

Well, the training ended about 2:30 PM, everyone met in the house and we had a big lunch, I definitely needed it at that point. Jenny had been staying over the last several days while I had been training and had been preparing and serving most of the meals in the house.

What I hadn't known was that Old Jack, my dad and a few others were working on getting my IDs changed, and dad had contacted the nearest office of the MCO to inform them that we would show up at the office in Lexington some time next week to get sorted.

Lunch today was buffalo burgers, she made patties, each about eight or nine ounces and grilled them on the BBQ at the back of the house. We had baked potatoes and corn on the cob with the burgers, I demolished three burgers, five cobs of corn and two baked potatoes.

Hey, what can I say? A girl using as much energy as I seem to be doing lately has to eat enough to let that energy rebuild itself, ya know?

Either Liza or Lila suggested that we go into Oakland and do some shopping, they whined at me until I agreed to go with them.

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Well, I had a nice shower after the meal and dressed in a denim skirt, a Rolling Stones t-shirt and a pair of comfortable running shoes with bobby socks. The skirt was snug, but not overly tight, I'd be able to take it off and put it on easily enough if I ended up trying on any clothing.

I decided to play it safe and wore the deerskin cap Dad made for me a few years ago, it's big but it covers my hair which is good. It may look a bit odd in California when the temp often hits the high 60s/low 70s F, but I don't think it would be a good idea to have my hair be visible.

I wasn't expecting it, but Dad handed me $350 so I could buy things if I found items that I wanted. I gave him a big hug and he blushed.

Liza, Lila, Sherry and I walked out to Old Jack's ten year old Suburban, where we were met by another woman, the mutant Slingshot; she has this nasty attack using her TK where she gathers about five thousand bits of metal about the size of ball bearings and slings them at a target. I think her actual name is Eliza May or something like that, she's from somewhere down in Mississippi or Louisiana.

She was one of the extra supers that were brought in to help test me in the process of discovering my abilities. She's a one-shot pony, her TK 3e is pretty good, but beyond that, she's a level 1 exemplar, level 2 regen and level two internal energizer, which she uses as a protective shield. If it weren't for that shield and the regen, she'd be in trouble in a serious fight, I think, although I could be wrong. I am sometimes.

Anyway, Slingshot ended up behind the wheel, Sherry in the other front seat, and Liza, Lila and I were in the seat behind them.

**********

We ended up going to the Bay Street mall in Emeryville. Slingshot parked the vehicle; once we were out, she remote locked it and we were heading into the mall itself. We wandered around for a bit, had some soft drinks and relaxed before we hit American Eagle Outfitters.

I liked the logo jogging pants they had and picked up three, one burgundy, one green and one grey before we checked the skirt section. In the skirt area, I ended up trying on two skirts, a black denim one and a light brown corduroy one, and decided to buy both of them.

We wandered through the t-shirt section, I picked up two red/pink and white tie-dye t-shirts and a couple of other t-shirts.

Oh boy, we've only hit one store and I've already spent about half of the money that dad gave to me earlier. Yikes!

We went to H&M next, I found a pair of pants that I liked and three long sleeve shirts, those items killed another $70 of the money from dad.

I spent about an hour wandering through the racks and shelves at Barnes & Noble, eventually finding new books from a few series that I'd been collecting since I was nine. I'm not sure where the other four went while I was in there, but just after I exited from that store, Liza and Lila appeared, grabbed me by the arms, then started walking through the mall, eventually pulling me into a well-known shoe store company.

We were in Aldo's for about thirty minutes, and I found a pair of nice, sleek low platform shoes that just were begging for me to take them, so I shelled out $65, leaving me with about $10 out of what Dad had given me earlier.

We did wander through Aerosoles as well, but I didn't see anything there that I wanted or needed.

It was nearly 6:30 PM by the time we left Aerosoles, so we headed out to the parking lot. My three bags were joined by about ten more belonging to the other four girls, then we climbed in and headed back to Uncle Jack's home.

I've never shopped as a girl before, so I was a wee bit worried about how Daddy would react over my spending all that money.

**********

We arrived back at Uncle Jack's home about forty minutes later, each of us grabbed our bags and headed into the house.

Dad was standing in the doorway of the living room, looking into the kitchen where Jenny could be seen toiling over the stove.

"Ummm, hi, dad, ummm, I spent almost all of what you gave me," I said in a soft voice as I nervously glanced at him. As I said earlier, I had no idea how he might react to my spending almost all the money, but a quiet chuckle and a hug from him caused my fears to vanish.

I took my new clothes up to the room I was using and put them all away, then headed back down to the kitchen to help Jenny. It was a bit less than an hour later before the meal was completely ready, I set the table as Jenny called everyone down for dinner.

The meal consisted of totally yummy venison steaks, baked sweet potatoes and peas, with a strawberry cheesecake for dessert. Once again, I ate heartily, putting away two steaks and three of the potatoes, along with some peas and two servings of that scrumptious cheesecake.

After the meal had ended, I sat in the living room with Daddy and watched the movie Armageddon on DVD, then wandered off to my bed.

**********

Thursday was more training, this time a bit of everything, and the day passed rather quickly thanks to staying busy.

Now it was Friday morning and Dad I were making sure that we had everything for our flight back to Kentucky this afternoon. I had been putting items in suitcases and removing them for an hour, finally I felt like everything was where it needed to be, so I closed the three suitcases, two of which were given to me by Liza and Lila, then we lugged them all down to the front hallway, dropping them near the door.

The next two hours passed as we ate a quick lunch and goodbyes were said to one and all.

Dad loaded our bags into the Suburban, I climbed into the seat behind him, joined by Liza and Lila, and Slingshot rode shotgun. She would be driving the vehicle back to Uncle Jack's once we were safely on the plane and heading home.

Dad had opted for a mid-afternoon flight, to be safe, we were at the airport just after 1 PM, checking in our bags.

I hadn't realized it when we left, but I had forgotten that deerskin cap back in the house.

**********

Dad had just taken his bags off the conveyor and was reaching for the last one of mine when I was grabbed from behind by someone.

A baritone voice not far from my left ear stated, "You're coming with me, we can't have unknown mutants running rampant in here, can we?" as the person pulled on my arm and started half-dragging, half-hauling me toward a doorway along the far wall of the corridor.

Liza and Lila were not happy, Liza yelled out, "Just who the heck do you think you are that you can do this to my cousin?"

Lila stepped forward, her eyes gleaming dangerously as she cocked a hand forward, ready to shock the unknown male. "Answer her now."

The male, still trying to drag me off, turned partway around and snarled, "I'm with the MCO, this mutant needs to be detained."

Dad apparently had a better viewing angle, as he asked, "Then why, sir, are you not wearing your uniform and where is your badge?"

The male faced forward and started to pull me along again, saying, "In the office, I was headed there when I saw this freak."

I twisted around, catching the expressions on the faces of Dad, Liza and Lila, they wanted to take this guy down hard. I shook my head, saying, "I'll go with him for now, you guys go find the head of MCO here and bring them back to that office ASAP."

None of them liked it, but they couldn't come up with a better option. Liza took off at a dead run, headed for the airport's main offices.

**********

The male pulled me into the office behind that door. The space wasn't very big, maybe twelve feet on each side, with two doors on the left wall and two more on the right wall. One door on the left was slightly open, someone could be heard talking quietly in the room beyond it.

Against the back wall of the entry room I saw two large leather couches with a rather solid looking end table sitting between them.

The guy continued to pull me across the room until we were near the couches, then shoved me at one of them. I whacked my left knee off the front of the couch, then lost my balance for a moment and my head hit the cheap wall behind the couches, leaving a head-sized hole.

I was dizzy for a few seconds, then shook it off, using one arm to push myself up from the wall, then turned to face the man.

"Do you normally commit assault upon US citizens?" I asked. "Mutant or not, I'm still a US citizen."

"You're a damn freak just like any other mutant, we should throw you all out of the country like the trash you are."

I shook my head, then giggled as I saw my dad and Lila standing in the doorway from the corridor, they had obviously heard everything. I wasn't sure if they had seen what happened, but that was soon cleared up when dad said, "You had no need to treat her like that."

"Why not? She's a mutant, I'll do whatever I think is necessary to deal with an unknown mutant. Got that, buster?"

It seemed that Liza had been lucky, as she came running into the room followed by three people all in MCO uniforms. Interestingly, it seemed that the lone woman was in charge; she sighed, then questioned the guy next to me. "You dragged this young woman in here, McCallan?"

The man, who had just been named by his superior, replied, "Yeah, she's an obvious mutant, I thought she might be a risk to others in the airport, so I detained her, then brought her in here so I could hold her for immediate deportation."

Dad snarled, "Do I need to tell you that he physically grabbed her without even speaking to her first, then started hauling her off without saying why? Do I need to add that doing that while not wearing his uniform and without his badge makes it a clear case of assault? Perhaps you might want to know that when he hauled her in here, he threw her at the couches there, causing her to hit her head on the wall?"

Lila stood up straight and tall, fury quite evident on her face as she hissed, "And what the hell is this about deporting her?"

Dad continued, "Furthermore, we've just spent the last week having her go through initial testing at Jack Faraday's farm. We've also started the process of changing her IDs, as she was male before the mutation occurred, and we have contacts in Lexington and Louisville, Kentucky, that I am sure would be quite willing to give you a fairly detailed history of our family, as would Jack and the rest of the family here. Oh, we'll also be meeting with someone in the Lexington office of the MCO next Thursday to get her mutant card finalized."

The woman's jaw dropped when dad mention Old Jack, she asked, "You're referring to Jumping Jack Flash?"

Dad nodded, smiling a bit as he replied, "Yes, indeed, Chief Agent Cargill," after a quick glance at her badge on the front of her uniform.

Cargill grinned at dad, saying, "My grandmother's sister was a teammate of his from '45 though to '78, she died protecting the Bay Area."

Cargill then turned to face McCallan again, scowling at him. "I have no choice but to suspend you, McCallan. You acted inappropriately, especially since you were not in uniform at all, thus you had no right to detain the young lady. Further, you deliberately assaulted her by first physically grabbing her, then by throwing her once you had brought her in here. You're damn lucky that she doesn't appear to be harmed."

Cargill then turned to me, smiling as she asked, "Are you sure that you are fine, child?"

I replied in the affirmative, at which point she stated that we were free to go, but that we might be needed if McCallan faced any charges.

I smiled, saying, "Thank you," to her as dad, Liza, Lila and I headed for the gate where dad and I would catch our plane to go home.

Stormwall: Chapter 3

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Romance
  • Superheroes

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Universes & Series: 

  • Whateley Academy by Maggie Finson, et al
  • Whateley Generation 2

TG Themes: 

  • Lesbian Romance
  • School or College Life

TG Elements: 

  • Costumes and Masks

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

Again, it's been a fair while since I've posted anything new for this story. That darn muse keeps throwing other ideas at me, blame her!

**********

After we were allowed to continue on our way, dad and I headed for our departure gate at a brisk walk.

We still had most of an hour before the plane would be there, so we relaxed in a cafe for a while over two hot coffees and fresh doughnuts.

I got the occasional stare from other people and one guy looked like he was about to cause a scene at one point. Just as I was ready to get up and leave to avoid anything happening, one of the men who had been with Chief Agent Cargill told the guy to can it and settle down. When the guy became even angrier, the MCO officer bluntly told him that he couldn't handle a fight with me, and if that were true...

I turned to face the jerk and smiled sweetly at him, having heard the entire discussion; he dropped bonelessly into his chair, white as a sheet. Perhaps he realized just how close he had been to having his butt handed to him by what he would call a "little slip of a girl"?

It's kind of funny that I'm far more capable of dealing with stuff like that now than I was as a 5'11" athletic male just a few weeks ago.

I settled back into my own chair and dad and I finished off our little snacks before picking up our bags and walking to the departure gate.

**********

We were waiting at the appropriate gate when a warning came over the PA system that our flight would be delayed for a while. Dad asked an airport staff person what was going on and was told that there had been an air rage incident a short while ago on the flight.

Apparently, some guy up there had bitched about not getting served as fast as he thought he should be, and when one of the stewardesses made a polite comment to him that they were working as fast as they could, he slapped her tray out of her hands, then slapped her.

That brought a rather fast response from a pilot of the same airline who was heading in to pick up his flight and several passengers. The idiot all too quickly found himself pinned to the floor, then in handcuffs as an off duty LA police officer, returning home, was also on the flight.

Dad and I watched the plane land and taxi close to the terminal, then several airport security and police officers ran out to the plane. They returned about ten minutes later with the guy being pulled along by one of them, two others having grabbed the guy's items from the plane.

The rest of the passengers from the flight then left the plane, heading into the terminal building to go their separate ways.

**********

We had to wait another twenty minutes before we were allowed to board the plane, then wait again before it left the ground.

I must have been tired or something, because it was only a few minutes after the flight started that I fell asleep curled up in my seat.

I slept through the whole flight, dad had to thump my shoulder twice before I woke up enough to understand we would soon be landing.

Oh, drat, we're only in Atlanta right now. Damn airlines that won't do a direct flight but instead send you completely out of your way!

I used the time on the ground to use the facilities, then curled up in my seat again just as the plane leapt into the air once more.

I didn't completely fall asleep this time, but I was dozing for a good part of the flight, waking briefly every now and then.

Eventually, we touched down at Lexington's Blue Grass Airport, and within twenty minutes, we had our bags and were ready to leave. We had just stepped out of the terminal, and were about to walk over to dad's truck, when we heard someone behind us call out, "Mike!"

We turned around, at which point my dad laughed. The woman calling us was casually known in local super groups as "Light 'Em Up Lisa". Her actual first name was Lisa and her particular ability was to create a variety of light effects that could dazzle and confuse people.

Dad and I waited for her to catch up to us, and she joined us as we walked to the three year old light blue GMC Sierra 3500HD Dad had bought two years ago for use on the farm. The truck has an extended cab with a back seat and a decent length open bed behind the cab.

We don't have a big farm, but there is still plenty of work that has to be done every day, like feeding two dozen dairy cattle, four steers and a dozen goats, plus cleaning out the stalls, feeding the half dozen chickens in their pen and collecting whatever eggs they've dropped. The cows have to be milked, too, then let out into the main pasture to graze during the day. We also have one hundred acres in wheat and rye.

We would have turned northwest to go home, but Lisa politely told dad that we were expected at the Lexington super group's headquarters.

Dad shook his head, laughed, shrugged his shoulders and we skirted the northern edge of the city for a while. We eventually reached an area that looked to be slightly more run down than it should be, but that was simply a facade, the whole place was beyond specifications.

There were four warehouses fairly close together, two on the north side of the road, two on the south. Lisa directed dad into the lot for the second one on the north side. We parked at the side of the big building, then entered through the employee entrance, heading to the offices.

Although the building looked like your usual warehouse on the outside, on the inside, it was anything but usual. There have been attacks against supers in the area often enough that any super group here reinforces their place to be as secure as possible if an attack happens.

Dad has known about the group Lisa is in for several years, as Mom used to be one of the leading members of the group. Granted, I didn't find out about it all until just before we went out to the west coast a week ago, so it was interesting to see the place for myself.

**********

I didn't get much of a chance to look around at that point, as Lisa's "boss" entered the office and greeted us politely but somewhat stiffly. We soon learned that he felt that he was at fault for my mother's death, he had been busy fighting off three super villains when it happened.

Dad and I talked with Bart "SteamRoll" Larsen for about an hour, with Lisa just sitting off to the side listening to the three of us talking.

SteamRoll, you ask? You ever seen one of those roller vehicles they use to do the asphalt on a road? Well, he's like that when he fights. He curls up into a tight ball and literally rolls through his opponents, lashing out with a rock hard fist or elbow as he passes through them.

He also has the ability to "vent" steam, which he self-generates and expels through his mouth fairly often as he rolls along.

It took a good chunk of that hour before we managed to have him see that he was no more at fault than my mother was at the time.

The last ten minutes of the chat was a run down of the various tests they wanted to do to determine any further abilities I might have. Dad passed over the info Jack and his people had put together and Bart spent a few minutes examining that information quite intently.

"Exemplar 4, Regen 4, Warper 3, primarily sight range teleports, brick, plus various kinetic abilities. Holy shit, girl!" Bart whistled.

Lisa perked up at that point, "What kinetic abilities, Bart? Anything interesting?"

Bart chuckled as he turned to face Lisa, "If you call TK level 2d, Electrokinetic level 3c and Aerokinetic 3b interesting, heck, yeah!"

Lisa grinned for a moment, looking at me, "What specific types for Electro and Aero, Melissa?"

I shrugged, replying, "Lightning strikes that can be lethal if a direct hit, compressed wind effects that can push people or things around."

Lisa nodded, "The lightning will make you a dangerous opponent. Being able to use wind effectively will help, but you obviously need training."

I winced briefly, Old Jack had mentioned that I needed to work on my kinetic abilities to make them more effective in fights.

I smiled for a moment, "I can also pick up about 90 kgs of loose small items and throw them with my TK fairly hard and fast."

Bart and Lisa both nodded, then Bart stood up, saying, "We'll be testing you starting tomorrow, you'll be staying here for now."

Dad frowned for a moment when Bart said that, then asked for a bit of privacy. I knew he was calling home to tell Rebecca we were fine.

**********

That was the start of a whole lot of intensive training of my abilities, training which lasted through most of that summer.

I did end up meeting someone at the MCO office the Thursday afternoon after we returned home and received my Mutant ID card.

Bart, Lisa, and a few other members of their group, including a guy called Tank, put me through my paces and were present when I went into the MCO office that day. I'd already improved the kinetic abilities a bit, mostly in the sense of controlling them. My TK had been upgraded in that one week of training to Tk3e, my Ek to 4e and my Ak to 4c. I still needed to work on that one a fair bit, winds aren't easy to control.

By the time mid-August arrived, Bart's group was having a hard time keeping me from laying them all flat in a fight. My kinetic abilities had been coming on in leaps and bounds over the summer, thanks to all of the work put in on them, and Bart's team was in rather rough shape.

Leaps and bounds? Well, yeah, my Tk now was 4f, my Electro 5e and my Aero 5d. That's a lot of change in three months of training.

Bart had called in the other superhero group in the area, run by a woman known as "Machine Gun Kate". She was a rather strong tank for the most part, but had the ability to morph her forearms into the aforementioned machine guns with an endless supply of bullets.

I have to admit getting through Kate's guns wasn't easy, but before the summer ended, I was hitting her most of the time with my lightning. She didn't like that very much, as the lightning strikes, if they did hit, would disrupt her guns, meaning she couldn't use them after that.

Even with Kate's group helping Bart's out, the nine supers were still a rather ragged bunch on that last day of training.

Dad and Mrs. Carson, the headmistress at Whateley, had been talking all summer, and had agreed I needed to go there ASAP.

**********

I spent a few days at home, relaxing if you can call it that by doing the usual farm tasks as needed.

Then, on a late summer Thursday afternoon, I boarded a train in Lexington that would take me most of the way to the school. I would have to change trains once, taking a second one to the small station at Dunwich, New Hampshire, where I would be met by a staff member.

The ride on the first train was a long one, nearly seventeen hours, so I took whatever opportunities I could to grab some sleep. The switch to the other train involved a wait of a bit less than an hour, as the train was running late, so I grabbed a Coke to drink and a muffin to munch.

The second train ride, once it arrived was shorter, about four hours or so, then we were pulling into Dunwich, New Hampshire.

A few other kids got up from seats in the carriage, grabbing bags from the overhead racks, then moved toward the doors.

One of the boys apparently thought he could get in on me, he sidled over and tried to chat me up, which I found trite but amusing.

"Hey, you're a pretty girl! My name is Barry, you going to Whateley, too?"

I laughed, a low, sweet chuckle that he thought was meant to be encouragement. "I'm Melissa Winston. Yep, I'm Whateley bound."

He smiled, moving a little closer, then tried to put his arm around my shoulders. That was going a little too far, I thought, so I smiled again, this one not so sweet, and spun around, twisting his arm up behind his shoulder. "Listen up, bucko, I like girls, not boys. Leave me alone."

Maybe it was my day for bad luck or something, because that was when a voice called out, "Students for Whateley Academy?"

I gave Barry one last look that made my intent quite clear, then released his arm, turned and faced the woman who had just spoken. She was standing there, covering her mouth to hide what I thought might be a smile as she waved us all toward a bus outside the station.

The ride to Whateley from the station didn't take very long. When we arrived, I was told to go to Poe House and see Mrs. Horton.

Stuck On You

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

Contests: 

  • 2018-06 - June Story Challenge - GLOOD!

Publication: 

  • Fiction

Genre: 

  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Accidental
  • Stuck
  • Sweet / Sentimental

TG Elements: 

  • Appliances Attached
  • Corsets
  • Fancy Dress / Prom / Evening Gown
  • Hair Salon / Long Hair / Wigs / Rollers

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

Life sure takes some rather interesting, heck, even what I'd call weird turns, let me tell ya!

I bet you won't believe that, just a few days ago, I was Ransom Bermondsey, up and coming movie and TV star here in wonderful LA!

Yeah, yeah, I'm not actually famous. Well, let me restate that, who I used to be wasn't actually famous.

This, then, is the story of what happened to me when my cousin Jezabelle and her twin sister Jazmin wreaked havoc with the Gloo!

**********

See, there was a really big party at a big hotel in downtown LA last Friday night. My girlfriend Bella and I were there, having plenty of fun.

She had gotten this idea from her girl friend Penny of dressing us up as twin sisters, using various prosthetics and other aids.

After a bit of discussion, they decided fraternal twins would work best, so we looked quite similar, but my eyes are blue/gray, hers are green. We're both about the same height, 5'9" in stocking feet, and I've got a rather slim build due to all my running and swimming to stay fit here.

Anyway, at some point my twin cousins Jezabelle and Jazmin became involved and that was where things became slightly odd.

First, they wanted to apply all the feminine appliances and aids to both of us using this odd tube of stuff by the name of Gloo.

Well, it seemed harmless, so Bella and I agreed, and about an hour later, we sported almost identical looks. Oh, there was one other difference between us, making the possibility of us appearing to be fraternal twins more likely, I had copper blonde hair, hers was golden blonde.

Both hairstyles fell to about mid-back on us and featured small to medium curls throughout the length.

Well, to say that we looked absolutely stunning and totally luscious would be a drastic understatement. We were hotter than a live volcano!

**********

Let's just say that the party was a smash! Lots of happy people having fun, tasty food, good drinks. Bella and I had a ball while we were there.

Well, to keep my identity safe, I was introduced to everyone as Rosa, Bella's twin sister from back home in Kentucky.

As we both had been raised in Kentucky as kids, talking that way sure had everyone laughing when people realized we were joking with them.

I have to say, though, I'm not sure what was in that last drink that Bella and I had there, it tasted okay but left us both feeling a bit woozy. We were able to get a cab back to our place, staggered in the door, stumbled into our bedroom and collapsed on the bed, me lying on top.

I have to assume that either Jezabelle or her twin Jazmin used that darn Gloo stuff again, splashing some in between us as we lay there.

**********

My mother called the police on Monday afternoon after I had failed to show up for dinner on Sunday evening.

I'm not sure what was going on at the time, but from the records taken later on, the police didn't reach the house until 12:45 AM on Tuesday.

They bashed in the side door of the house, then found us in the main bedroom, still passed out from whatever that last drink was on Friday.

When they realized that we weren't responding at all to what they were doing, ambulances were called to take us to a hospital.

It was when the paramedics tried to roll us over so we could each be placed in an ambulance that they discovered we were stuck together.

It took all three male paramedics from both ambulances to lift the two of us up and carry us out to one of the ambulances.

We arrived at the hospital a short while later, where doctors soon figured out that Gloo had been used. That seems to have been a regular stunt of late, it seems, with over fifty emergency removals of clothing after someone had attached the items in question using Gloo.

Anyway, Bella and I were eventually separated, only the abdominal portions of our gorgeous gowns having been ruined in the process.

Somewhere along the line, one of the medical staff decided to test us to see why we were still out cold so long afterward.

The eventual discovery was that we'd been drugged with something that sort of mimics stasis by slowing breathing and heart rate a lot.

It wasn't too long after that before we were being injected with something to revive us, and we both awoke a few hours later.

As the story that had been told was that we were fraternal twins, they put us in a semi-private room together. No surprise there.

It was around mid-morning on that Tuesday that we learned that more than three days had gone by without our having known it.

Bella looked thoughtful for a moment, then the look changed to horror as she let out a wordless shriek and fell back onto her bed.

When I asked her what was wrong, she said, "You've had the odds, ends, bits and bobs on for more than three days. They're permanent now!"

Then it became my turn to have a bit of a freak-out. What the heck was I going to tell my family? I'm a girl now thanks to that damn Gloo!

Then I thought of Jezabelle and Jazmin and prayed that they had had no part in our being drugged or left alone for more than three days.Those two girls might like to pull pranks on family members whenever we all meet, but there isn't a harmful bone in either one of them!

Then I had a bit of a funny thought cross my mind. Well, actually, a bit of a popular oldies song by Lionel Richie, Stuck On You:

I'm stuck on you
I've got this feeling down
Deep in my soul
That I just can't lose
Guess, I'm on my way
Needed a friend
And the way I feel now I guess
I'll be with you till the end
Guess I'm on my way
I'm mighty glad you stayed.

I sang that part softly to Bella as we lay there on our hospital beds next to each other, then she joined me and we sang it again together.

**********

Lionel Richie singing "Stuck On You"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YhsTB4rq1XU

Stumbles Of Love

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Organizational: 

  • Title Page

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Almost every time she went by this particular house, the kitchen windows made it possible to see inside, and she often noticed what seemed to be a young woman going about the daily tasks of keeping a house clean, doing dishes, mopping the floor, etc. The odd thing about it all was that Stasia didn't fancy girls, yet this one drew her attention like a moth is drawn to the flame of a candle.

Stumbles Of Love


by
Crazy Pagan Gurl

TG Themes: 

  • Real World
  • Romantic

Stumbles Of Love Part 1

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Serial Chapter

Genre: 

  • Adventure
  • Comedy
  • Romance

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Real World
  • Romantic

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

I'm either insane, or the next closest thing to it. I'm going to try to follow in Angharad's footsteps by doing a serial story.

I will likely post a piece for it every two or three days, as I do have other stories on the go at the moment.

**********

Each day, as she walked the half dozen blocks between her home and the small office where she was a junior clerk, Stasia passed by a certain small house. Stasia was a fairly pretty girl, about 5'7" tall, maybe 130 pounds, almost waist length golden blonde hair, and was usually dressed in a skirt suit for the office. She carried a backpack, in which she placed her heels for work, preferring comfy loafers for her walks.

Almost every time she went by this particular house, the kitchen windows made it possible to see inside, and she often noticed what seemed to be a young woman going about the daily tasks of keeping a house clean, doing dishes, mopping the floor, etc. The odd thing about it all was that Stasia didn't fancy girls, yet this one drew her attention like a moth is drawn to the flame of a candle.

As time passed, and she continued to catch glimpses of this person doing their housekeeping, Stasia found herself smiling each time that she saw them. She enjoyed the fleeting views that lasted only a moment or two before she would continue on her way to work or home.

She had first seen the girl in the house in the middle of spring, when everything was blooming and the days were growing warmer. Time passed, as it always does, and spring blended into summer, with its heat, thunderstorms and smog, and each day, Stasia saw her. Something about this girl being seen doing the house cleaning caused Stasia's heart to lift, and sometimes a sigh would escape from her Cupid's bow lips.

Time continued to pass, and summer faded into a blustery autumn; Stasia continued to pass by the house each day, often wearing a jacket for the extra warmth in the nippy autumn weather, with the blustery winds stripping the leaves from the trees along her route.

Once or twice, Stasia would catch the girl coming out of the house, usually to drop some trash in one of the bins off to one side of the house. They never spoke to each other, but Stasia's glances at the girl eventually sparked something and the glances became two way.

Eventually, autumn shifted into the early days of winter, with the crispness in the air that spoke of an occasional frost. Stasia still walked by the house on her way to work or home, albeit wearing longer, thicker skirts, actual tights instead of pantyhose and a heavier jacket.

About two weeks before Christmas, there was a brief snowstorm, only a small amount of snow actually staying on the ground, some of it hiding small bits of ice, and that made the sidewalks slippery, requiring more concentration than Stasia normally gave for walking.

So Stasia wasn't paying attention to the condition of the sidewalk that early morning, but waiting to go by that one house so she could look in and see the person who had somehow, without her ever truly realizing it, stolen her heart. As luck would have it, the girl stepped out of the house, walked over to the trash bins and dropped a bag in, then turned and headed back to the front door, just as Stasia passed by.

Stasia, as was said already, wasn't paying attention to what she should have been, and thus, almost by the front gate of that house, she slipped on a patch of ice hidden by the half-inch of snow on top of it, slid for a few feet, then fell, banging one knee on the cold sidewalk.

The girl quickly came out the gate, offered a hand, which Stasia gratefully clasped and helped her to her feet. Stasia then took a moment to check herself, her skirt seemed fine, she lifted it up enough to check her tights, no tears there, at which point, she sighed in relief.

It was at this moment, with her skirt raised up a bit, that Stasia's world turned upside down, for the girl spoke, only it wasn't a girl.

"Well, girl, you seem to be okay, I'm glad I could help you, I hope you have a good day," as he turned toward the front door; Stasia looked up in shock, looking closer at him, his body looked like that of a girl going through early puberty, except his hips seemed fully formed, yet the voice was clearly that of a male, being a low tenor, and Stasia could only stare at him in utter confusion for a moment.

Stumbles Of Love Part 2

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Serial Chapter

Genre: 

  • Adventure
  • Comedy
  • Romance

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Real World
  • Romantic

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

I apologize for not writing anything new for the last week or so, and especially regarding this story, as I promised to post pieces for this one fairly regularly. I've either been busy of late, or having issues with my sleeping which can be a nuisance, or have been dealing with pain and/or migraines, another nuisance I would happily avoid if it were at all possible. Such is my life, even when I'm fairly happy, it's a PITA. LOL

**********

Stasia looked at him? Her? The voice was clearly male, but his/her appearance was distinctly female, hence Stasia's confusion. Stasia smiled, a weak smile actually, but in her state of shock, it was not a surprise. "I'm headed to work, I'd like to talk with you later, if that is acceptable?"

The recipient of her request smiled back, a full smile, knowing quite well what Stasia was feeling, this or something similar seemed to happen any time he met someone new. "That would be fine, when you come by tonight, ring the doorbell, and we can have a chat."

Stasia giggled for a second or two, then responded, "I'd like to know whom I would be meeting, if you please."

Her soon-to-be friend grinned as he responded, "My preference is to be addressed as Erin, I look forward to seeing you later."

Stasia turned, ready to continue on her way, "Thank you, Erin, I hope you have a good day." She walked off, deep in thought.

Erin smiled as Stasia started walking again, somehow this girl seemed different; he'd met many people over the last year or so, once he began to change, and there were very few who remained in his life, most were unwilling to try to understand what was happening to him. He entered the house, and continued as he had done so many times before, keeping a clean house wasn't difficult, but did require time to do it well.

**********

To say that Stasia was distracted at work that day would be an understatement, she couldn't stop thinking about that morning's meeting. Several times, she was admonished by one or both of the senior clerks in the office, yet the admonishments had no effect on her.

When it was time for lunch, one of the other girls in the office, Kelly by name, had to call her three times before she noticed and joined them, learning only as they went out the door that they were going to the pub just a block or so from the office for their luncheon.

The dozen girls, including one of the two senior clerks in the office, were led into a back room with a table long enough to seat them all. They took a few moments to pick seats, taking off coats, jackets or wraps, then the chatter started as the girls settled down. Stasia, though, was still thinking about that early morning meeting, and Kelly noticed that she wasn't participating in the chatter, which was quite unusual for Stasia.

Kelly poked Stasia gently in the arm and whispered, "Something has you badly distracted today, you've been in la-la land all day."

Stasia nodded, a slight frown appearing on her pretty face. "I met someone today, and I'm totally confused by them. I don't want to say anything else, as that would be truly unfair to that person, and I would prefer to get their permission first before I talk about them with others."

Kelly nodded, she'd known Stasia for most of the two years and a bit that Stasia had worked at the office; Stasia had a sense of honour that was darn close to being chivalric at times, rather unusual in this day and age, but Kelly respected her for it, it was all too easy to find people out there with no sense of honour at all and to see the results of how those people treated everyone around them.

Kelly smiled at her friend, "I can wait, you do what you need to do to sort yourself out, whoever this person is, they mean a lot to you."

Stasia returned the smile, giggling briefly, "Kelly, saying they mean a lot to me may be a very big understatement. I've seen this person in their house many times since the spring, but I had never met them until today, and I want to get to know them better, much better."

As the waitress walked in to inquire about drinks and if anyone wanted to order yet, Stasia and Kelly gave their drinks requests, then turned to the women around the table and entered into the conversation taking place, primarily a discussion of a large job the office had been given.

When the waitress returned again, everyone put in their orders for meals and the work discussion continued right through the meal. Once the meal had ended, each of the women chipped in to cover their part of the meal, the bill was paid in full and they all prepared to leave.

**********

On the way back to the office, Kelly and Stasia fell a bit behind the rest. Kelly quietly asked, "So what are you planning to do about it?"

Stasia looked over at her friend walking beside her, "About what?"

"About this person that you say you met? What are you planning to do?"

Stasia turned her head away, trying to hide the colour rising on her face, "I'll be stopping by their house tonight, we'll chat a bit."

Kelly laughed quietly, smirking as she noticed Stasia's reddening face, "Well, I hope you have a good chat with them. Perhaps that will help you to get your head straight by tomorrow, you know the job we were just discussing over luncheon requires everyone's best efforts."

Stasia shook her head, her cheeks bright red. "Have I been that much of a ditz today? I don't know why, but I can't stop thinking of them."

"That seems rather obvious, Stasia, but you really need to focus on work, not some possible flame in your life."

Stasia turned to Kelly and snapped, "Oh, would you be any different if you found someone that made you feel the way I do now?"

Kelly thought about it for a moment before replying, "I honestly don't know, Stasia. Here's the office, back to work we go."

**********

The rest of the day was a bit better, Stasia was still distracted, but not as much as earlier, and she was able to do her part of the work. When the clock struck five, everyone in the office gathered whatever personal effects each had and left, going in many different directions.

Stasia was thinking as she walked about meeting Erin, so she almost walked by Erin's house before she realized where she was. She spent several minutes nervously standing by the small but elegant front gate, before she opened it, walked to the door and rang the bell.

Stumbles Of Love Part 3

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Referenced / Discussed Suicide
  • CAUTION: Violence

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Serial Chapter

Genre: 

  • Magic
  • Adventure
  • Comedy
  • Romance

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Intersex
  • Real World
  • Romantic

Other Keywords: 

  • Family Curse

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

Here is the next bit of Stumbles, I've known the initial premise for Erin being Erin, but didn't know WHY until I woke up several hours ago.

I added the tag for Magic because it is and will be part of the story, as I will explain in the talk between Erin and Stasia here.

The cautions are due to the violence in parts of this chapter and the suicide of Erin's father before she was born.

**********

Stasia had to stand there and wait for a few minutes before the door opened and Erin spoke, "Welcome to my home. Please enter."

Stasia followed Erin into the house, all the way to the kitchen at the back of the house. The kitchen itself was quite nice, the cupboards and cabinets Erin told her were actual red oak, with a matching table in the middle of the room that could seat eight people. The door to each cupboard had an inlaid design etched into the wood, the outer part being lines running along each side of the surface, with a loop at each corner. Most of the are within the etched lines was covered with etched images of the bluebell, the table was the same but on a larger scale.

When Stasia said that was unusual, Erin replied, "Yes, it is nowadays, but they were built by an ancestor in 1919, they're almost a century old. Well, except for three of the cupboard doors, the originals for those were destroyed in a gunfight in the house in the late '50s."

A quick inquiry led to Erin setting up the coffee machine, then turning it on; both of them took seats at the table.

Erin smiled, saying, "I need to tell you a story, every word of it is true, I will prove it to you once the story is told."

"This story relates to you in some way?" Stasia asked.

"It does. The story starts perhaps a thousand years ago, when a force under the command of Brian Boru met on what would be the field of battle the next morning. He gave his commands, including to one young male to go back to his castle and inform his wife that he was well.

"Now, the young man that he sent could run like a deer across the grasslands, but had little skill at the ways of war, being only twelve summers old; he stuffed a few pieces of bread and a chunk of meat from a recent kill in a pouch and was on his way. Except for stopping to eat or drink, or for very brief naps, he crossed the nearly sixty miles between the battle site and the castle in just under eleven hours, arriving about three hours before dawn. He gave his report to the lady of the castle, rested for two hours, replenished his supplies and raced back to the battle.

"As the tale has been handed down since then, the lad ran all the way back to the battlefield, stopping only long enough to eat and drink, and returned to find the battle surging back and forth across the field. He stumbled over some warrior's dropped short sword, then spotted a small wooden shield on the ground, picked it up, buckled it to his left arm and started working his way around the field to Brian Boru's standard.

"The entire run back there had taken perhaps nine hours all told, the sun was beginning to edge toward the western horizon. For several minutes, as he wandered past the scattered copses on the edge of the battlefield, he was lucky and met no one, but that couldn't hold.

"He had managed to cover about half of the distance to the standard when a large male confronted him. "Where be ye going, boy?"

"The lad was still several feet away from the warrior. A quick look around revealed a broken spear shaft with the spear point still attached just within arm's length. He dropped the sword, grabbed the broken spear and planted the broken bit in the dirt just as the warrior lunged forward.

"The boy shut his eyes for a few seconds, fearing he was about to die, then opened them to find the warrior was dying, bits of blood trickling from his lips. The boy had raised the shaft in the nick of time, the warrior ran into the spear point which ripped right through a lung.

"The boy shuddered briefly, let the broken shaft fall taking the warrior with it, then picked up the sword and continued around the field. He eventually reached Brian's standard without meeting any other enemy warriors, dropped the sword, then raised and waved the standard.

"Some of Brian Boru's men saw the standard being waved, they roared their approval and Brian's forces rallied around him. The boy continued to wave the standard, and over the next hour, the tide turned. With one final surge, the enemy force was beaten, dead or dying on the field.

"Brian's officers walked with him back to the standard, the boy was still waving it back and forth and did not see them at all. Brian grasped the standard in his iron grip, quietly telling the boy to stand down, then spent an hour listening to reports from his officers, including reports from at least three of them about the boy's singlehanded defeat of the warrior on the edge of the battlefield nearly two hours earlier.

"Brian smiled at the exhausted lad, "Ye are a budding warrior, lad, ye'll make a fine one some day with a bit of training. Go and rest now."

"One of the officers led the lad to a thin pallet of woven branches and grass; the boy laid down and was asleep within a minute or two."

Erin stopped talking for a bit as the coffee machine announced the coffee was ready, soon both women had a cup in front of them.

"Well, that lad was the earliest known ancestor of my family, there was no clan name at the time, there was no need for one.

"Seven or eight years passed, the young man met a lass, they wed and she bore many children to him. The line continued in such fashion for perhaps three hundred years, at which point a younger son announced his decision to find a home on the other isle.

"He eventually made his way over to Northumberland and established a place on the River Till several miles from the border with Scotland. He had learned metalworking from his father and grandfather, and began making farm tools and other items.

"His grandson inherited the land eventually and noticed that good armour was a necessity for any warrior. He wandered down south, all the way to London and spent five years learning how to craft various types of metal armours, his favourite being chain or ring mail over leather.

"His craftsmanship brought him to the attention of King Edward III, who made him a minor baron and gave him the land running from what is now known as Embleton Bay north to the River Tweed and west from that bay to the border with Scotland, taking the name Cedric Maille.

"With the king's order in hand, he returned to his home and established Maille Ironworks as a source of quality chain and ring armour.

"One of Cedric Maille's female descendants, Rhona, led a force of twenty men into the highlands in 1461, eventually meeting some Camerons on a ride across their lands. One of the Cameron men, a bastard son of a cadet branch, challenged the girl before anyone could stop him.

"Rhona laughed, long and loud, and accepted the challenge. Only her own men that had followed her here, twenty in number, knew that she had been trained for almost a year by a visiting English knight as he recovered from injuries taken in battles all over France and Spain.

"The two were given space to be able to fight without interference, at which point the head of Clan Cameron stated, "To the first cut only." Both agreed, and the fight commenced, with the two of them crossing the space first in one direction, then another.

"About ten minutes or so had passed with both of them trying to get a clear shot at the other, swords clunked against shields or crossed each other, then Rhona spotted her chance. She feinted left, then as the Cameron man moved to follow, she twisted sideways and cut his arm.

"The head of Clan Cameron yelled for both to stop, Rhona and the male stood there panting, then he noticed the blood trickling down his arm. With a brief nod, he turned back to walk through the members of his clan and head home to tend his wound.

"Rhona called him back, telling him if he stayed, she had materials to tend his wound; he agreed and she quickly dealt with the injury.

"Afterward, Rhona spoke to the assembled Camerons, 'My name is Rhona Maille. Perhaps some of you are familiar with the chain mail and ring mail armours my family makes? Perhaps a few of you might even have a set of our armours sitting in your homes?'

"There were brief but affirmative replies to both questions from some of the Cameron menfolk.

"'I led these men here from the eastern shore at the area known as Embleton Bay several miles below the River Tweed. We've walked and run through roughly a hundred miles of your land just to see how far we could get without being noticed. We've done well, aye?'

"'Without being noticed? That's quite the feat!'

"'All that way with only twenty men to guard her back? She's a strong lass for sure!'

"There were other remarks of a similar nature, including a suggestion that she wed the young man that challenged her. The head of the Cameron clan listened for a while, then agreed. Rhona accepted, so long as her husband would take the Maille name as his own.

The entire group, including Rhona's band, returned to the nearest Cameron castle; she stayed there for three days before leaving for home.

"Things continued in decent fashion for a bit over two hundred years after her return, their reputation growing with each finished product."

Both women had been focused on Erin's telling the story and now found their cups were empty, cups were refilled and they sat down again.

"Well, now we come to the part that is relevant to me in the here and now.

"In either 1669 or 1670, the records are not very clear about it, two members of the Maille clan fought outside the ironworks. At that time, the ironworks was owned and managed by Aladric Maille, a direct descendant from Cedric's line through the marriage to the Cameron bastard. He heard the commotion outside the ironworks and stepped out in time to see the dark haired male knock the blonde one down.

"He knew the two men, they were cousins of the family, the dark haired one descended from Brian Boru, the other from the Cameron side. The blonde stood up, wiped the blood from his mouth and cheek, then hammered the dark one in the gut, winding him for a moment.

"The fistfight continued for several minutes, both of them snarling, yelling and apparently laying claim to Aladric's eldest daughter. Both were saying things that were not considered appropriate for young lasses, and Aladric could see his daughters in the doorway of the house.

"Just as Aladric was about to say something, he saw Cambra Lafoy stalking out from the woods near her own home. He could tell from here that the woman was rather upset, and watched as she headed toward the two fighters, casting a spell as she came close to them.

"Both young men were rather annoyed to find out that they could no longer hit the other, it seems the witch had set an invisible wall between them. Both checked to either side, that odd wall seemed to stretch at least five yards each way. Then the witch spoke.

"She said to them, 'So this is how you young men court young ladies these days? You dishonour our name by your actions. Neither one of you shall have any of Aladric's girls, or any other girls from this family. I curse you now to be both male and female in one person.'

"Before they could figure out was was happening, the wall vanished and another spell was cast, this one on the two males. The spell washed over the two of them, the faint purplish glimmer slowly descending as it worked its way from their heads down to their feet, then stopped.

She then turned to Aladric and spit out, 'And you did nothing to stop them, even though they might have hurt others. If you had spoken, perhaps it might have ended with just a slap or so on either side, but both of them were intending to kill the other and you did NOTHING!

"She shook her head, her twin braids snapping from side to side, 'For doing nothing, I curse you and your family.' She then spent a few minutes chanting before she spoke to him again. 'Hear this and know it to be true: Your line shall have at one person each and every generation that will bear the sex parts of both male and female. As your family grows, the number of those per generation will rise. Until the one comes who will attain both her male and female puberties far beyond the normal time, your line shall stay cursed in this manner.'

"She finished speaking, turned slowly round to look at one and all, glowering as she turned, then stalked back to her hut in the woods.

Erin stopped telling the story and shook her head, saying, "I didn't learn about the curse until I was thirteen when I found an old family journal. One of the early entries in it was by my father's mother, who had written down the actual curse in an entry in the journal.

"I'd show it to you, but that journal was destroyed in a flash thunderstorm nine years ago, I had been out in the back yard reading it, sitting at the base of the old maple, when the storm came out of nowhere. In seconds it was pouring and lightning and thunder were all around.

"I became very scared, dropped the journal and ran into the house, then down into the basement. The storm continued raging out there for about an hour, midway through it, I heard a very big cracking sound, then a huge thud as the old maple toppled to the ground.

"The lightning strike that broke the tree was not the worst of it, though, a strike following that one hit that journal dead on; by the time they managed to clear the tree from the yard, all that was left of the journal was ashes except for one tiny piece of the cover."

Erin reached into a small pouch on her belt that Stasia hadn't noticed, then dropped a small bit of partially burned leather on the table.

"That is all that remains of that journal you mentioned?" Stasia inquired. A tear in one of Erin's eyes was the only answer she needed.

Erin picked up the fragment, put it back in her pouch, then returned to telling her story.

"It was about that same time that I found out how my father Alan died. I told you before that the witch LaFoy cursed my family, specifically stating that there would be people in each generation carrying both male and female sexual parts, what we refer to as genitals nowadays.

"Well, my father assumed that he was fairly normal, or at least not at risk of being part of the curse, as he had entered his male puberty about two months before his eighteenth birthday. He met my mother about six weeks after that birthday and fell in love with her from the very start.

"Three months later, after getting approval from both sets of parents, he married her. I was conceived about five weeks after the wedding.

"From what I've been told by my mother, she found out she was pregnant about a month after conception. Of course, with a definite positive result, she told my father and then passed it on to the rest of the family. Everyone was happy, then our lives took a darker turn.

"My father had been having cramps in the lower abdomen periodically for several months, slowly increasing in intensity. He didn't realize it, but he was actually intersexed and the cramps were his menses as his female organs developed and became fully functional.

He pretty much just ignored it, never even bothered to get checked out and so it continued to become more intense as the months passed. About a month before his nineteenth birthday, it all came crashing down on him thanks to a tiny fragment of bone that had been chipped off the edge of a rib and lodged on the upper wall of an artery when he had slammed into a doorway somewhere a few days earlier.

"The fragment stayed there for a day or so, then a strong flow of arterial blood picked it up and carried it to his fully developed uterus. Two days later, the cramps started again, and about twelve hours after that, the bone fragment was swept out of the womb.

"It didn't take very long for the fragment to reach the closed layers of skin where the vagina would be on a normal girl. There was a very slight tear between the connected tissues and that sharp fragment of bone slammed into that very spot with the force of a miniature tidal wave.

"The tiny tear opened wide as the sets of vaginal lips were forced open and the blood poured out, it wasn't pretty. He immediately felt the wetness in his underwear and ran to the bathroom, stripping as fast as possible, only to see the whole crotch of his jeans were soaked.

"The actual 'flood' didn't last more than a minute or two, but a quick look in the mirror showed him the truth, it couldn't be denied. He freaked out for a moment, shattering the bathroom mirror with a closed fist, then ran into the small office where he kept a gun locker.

"He pulled out the sawed off double barrel shotgun, loaded both barrels, sat down, shoved the barrels in his mouth and pulled both triggers."

Erin stopped speaking. Both girls noticed their cups were empty and went to refill them, then sat down at the table again.

"Oh my, that must have been a horrible sight for your mother to find," Stasia remarked.

"Yes. There's not much left to tell now. Except for me, every other person in the family that has ended up with both sets of sex characteristics became fully functional before their twentieth birthdays. That wasn't the case for me, with no signs of puberty until about four years ago.

"Well, that's not entirely true, there were signs that something was happening, but they weren't easy to spot. As far as the doctors could tell, my hormones, both testosterone and estrogen, were at insanely low levels until a year or so ago, with estrogen being slightly stronger.

"It eventually became obvious that I had a bit wider hips than was normal for a supposed boy, and a little breast growth, perhaps an A cup, by the time my 22nd birthday passed. A few months after that birthday, my body started kicking into gear, producing estrogen on a level similar to that of many 14 or 15 year old girls. The male side was a bit slower, but did ramp up a few months later, and Johnny is fully functional.

"It was around that time that they did some medical tests and found a complete female reproductive system inside me, the only issue was that it had no egress, so I went in for a small operation where they did a quick snip or two at the point where the vagina normally is; while they were doing the bit of snipping, they found that there were inner and outer labia present, but like my father, they had grown together.

"I wasn't fully functional on both sides of the gender equation until just before my 24th birthday. I spoke to a cousin still living in the UK a few months ago and found out there have been no new cases of children in the family developing as hermaphrodites for six months before that.

The few bits of the curse that I can remember offhand are as follows:

"Be intertwined, both boy and girl
As energies gather and swirl,
Girl and boy in one body bound,
Many to come 'fore one is found;
Each twined soul shall find their form
At age for which it is the norm,
Until the time that brings my heir
With pow'r over ground, sea and air."

Erin remarked, "There's a lot of the rest of it that I don't remember, but I do recall the last two lines:

"When one comes late, both girl and boy,
The curse shall end say I, LaFoy."

Erin giggled and smiled at Stasia, "And now to show you the proof of my tale. Watch closely."

Erin focused intently for a moment, then a very bright flame appeared on her palm, seemingly dancing, blue-white and about two inches high.

Stasia was stunned, she gaped at the bright flame dancing on Erin's palm. "There's real magic in the world?!" she gasped.

"Indeed," Erin replied, "This is the least of what I can do, but most other spells might cause great harm if I used them, so I won't." She focused again for just a second or two and the flame that had been dancing on her palm winked out. "I am Cambra LaFoy's heir to the magic."

Stumbles Of Love Part 4

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Serial Chapter

Genre: 

  • Magic
  • Adventure
  • Comedy
  • Romance

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Intersex
  • Real World
  • Romantic

Other Keywords: 

  • Family Curse

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

Seeing Erin oh so casually bring forth that little flame, then snuff it out, showed that there did seem to be magic still in the world.

She and Erin sat in the kitchen at the gorgeous oak table, chatting over cups of tea just like many often do in the early evenings.

"I've been wondering, Erin," Stasia inquired, "Just how long have you been able to do magic?"

"Just before Midsummer Eve last year," Erin replied, "I had gone on a bus trip to Stonehenge, and the day after the visit, I could feel the magic. I didn't realize what it was at first, I just knew that I could feel some things that I couldn't before that, and that feeling grew day by day.

"I stayed near Stonehenge for perhaps a week, then on the actual night of Midsummer, I went up the hill, into the henge itself.

"At first, everything seemed normal, then a fine mist rose over the henge. Soon after that, I saw one of the Fae, what a blessing!"

"Not just magic, but magical creatures, too? You've been quite the lucky one!" Stasia whined.

"The magic has been growing in me steadily since then. At first, I could do nothing with it, it was about a month later that I was able to make a simple flame like I showed you a few minutes ago. Since then, I've learned quite a bit, sometimes through meeting one of the Fae."

"Damn," Stasia muttered, "So your skills with magic are slowly increasing. What else can you do, Erin?"

"Well, if I felt I needed it, I could call an animal to help me, perhaps a timber wolf or a horse to ride. I've actually called a bear twice."

"That must be hard, I'm pretty sure there aren't many bears here," Stasia remarked, "I wonder where a bear would have come from."

"I'm not sure myself, Stasia, but I did call a bear. Later that night, I looked at pictures of bears online, the one I saw was a Kodiak bear."

"A Kodiak? Are you absolutely sure, Erin? They generally don't go far from their native area."

"Quite sure, Stasia, he was huge, I stood beside him when he was on all four paws and his shoulder was at the level of my chin."

Stasia looked at Erin for a moment, Erin was perhaps 5'8" tall, which meant that bear was almost five feet tall. She gasped.

Erin nodded, "Yeah, he was that big. Yet he made no move to hurt me in any way, he seemed content to have me rub under his chin. At one point, he wandered off to a nearby brook, stuck his paw in there and pulled out a five pound trout where trout haven't been for many years."

Stasia sat there, shaking her head. A bear of that size wandering around this close to a huge city? Even in the suburbs, that was odd.

Erin sat across from Stasia, sipping her tea, smiling as she realized that Stasia was having a hard time believing her. She thought about it for a few minutes as she finished her tea, then asked Stasia to put on her coat and boots, they would be going out for a while.

Stasia nodded, quickly getting ready, and remembered to grab her purse, Erin already seemed to have hers in hand.

The two girls headed out the front door, then around the house to the small garage. Erin opened it, revealing a small grey and silver sedan.

The two girls sat down in the comfortable leather seats inside the car, Erin grinning as she looked over to Stasia. "If you're wondering about the seats, I like to be comfortable, and I found this pair of leather bucket seats on sale at a flea market in West London two years ago."

Stasia moaned, worming her way deeper into the comfort of the seat as she snapped the seat belt into place.

Erin giggled, started the car, waiting a few minutes as it warmed up, then backed toward the street, looking all around.

It didn't take them too long to get to the place Erin seemed to be going, she parked the car in a small lot next to the North Mymms Park.

The girls got out of the car, Erin using the remote to lock it, then headed into the park, to an area beside the river.

Erin sat down on the grass after brushing aside a thin layer of snow, motioning for Stasia to do the same.

Stasia did, then settled down to watch. A minute or two later, she thought she could hear Erin humming something or perhaps chanting?

Another ten minutes passed, then as if it came from out of nowhere, a huge bear appeared, walking right up to Erin.

Erin didn't seem to be afraid of the bear at all, Stasia however was not far from being petrified. To say it was huge was being nice!

Erin noticed Stasia's fear, turned and spoke quietly, "Stasia, you have nothing to fear from him. Meet Rolas, one of my protectors."

Stasia shook her head, her mind boggling even more over that announcement. Protector? This girl, who could do magic, needed protection? She was still trembling when a rather large paw laid itself gently on her lap, the bear sitting patiently just in front of her.

Stasia looked up at the bear, he was looking back at her. Hmmm, he actually seemed to be offering his chin for a scratch? Oh, my!

Stasia giggled, the giggle being somewhat fear-based. With a trembling hand, she reached up and tentatively scratched under his chin. The bear whuffed lightly, his eyes closing as he leaned forward just a wee bit more as Stasia continued to scratch that oh so sweet spot.

Stasia finally understood she wouldn't be harmed, this bear considered her to be someone who belonged with Erin, thus under his protection.

After a few more minutes of scratching and several quiet whuffs of contentment, the bear padded off toward the river. Erin and Stasia sat there for about ten minutes before the bear returned, dropping a fair sized trout in front of Erin. Rolas wandered off three more times toward the river, returning each time with another fish just as big as the first or not far from it as the two girls sat and enjoyed the early winter evening.

When the fourth fish had been dropped in front of her, Erin said something Stasia could not understand. The bear padded off, then vanished.

Erin carefully picked up the four fish, then the two girls walked back toward the car. At the car, Erin found a bag and placed the fish in it. The two girls climbed into the comfortable seats and buckled up as Erin started the car. A few minutes later, they were driving back to Erin's home.

It was just after 9:30 PM when they exited the car in the small garage, then Erin closed the garage and locked it before entering the house.

Once inside the house, Erin put three of the fish into a freezer bag, then into the freezer, dropping the last one on a cutting board. She quickly took her coat and boots, leaving the boots on a mat by the front door and hanging the coat in the hall closet, then had Stasia do the same.

The two headed back into the kitchen, where Erin out on a fresh pot of tea, then dropped a bit of butter in the frying pan. She turned a burner of the old stove on and waited as the butter melted, taking a moment to cut the head from the fish, she didn't have a taste for that part. Nope.

The head was tossed into a bag under the sink, then Erin cut the fish into two large fillets and placed it in the frying pan.

There was a fair bit of mashed potatoes left over from the day before, that could be warmed in the oven. Erin remembered that there was a bag of frozen peas in the freezer, she pulled that out, poured some into a small bowl, then set a pot with some water on the stove to boil.

She laughed as she realized that she needed to turn on the oven to let it preheat. She didn't often cook for others, not since her mother had been in a fender bender a bit over a year ago in South London, just over one of the bridges from the Tower. Her mother's legs had been shattered in that crash; she'd had at least seven operations since then, plus had all kinds of pins and screws inserted to keep the legs straight.

To this day, the doctors weren't sure if her mother would ever be able to walk unassisted again. At the moment, she had to use two canes. Erin supposed that things could have been much worse, the small residence where she stayed now required steep monthly payments.

Erin sighed, flipped the trout over, then poured the peas into the pot. The oven was ready, she turned it down and set the potatoes in to warm.

Those payments were expensive, but manageable, especially with the bi-weekly payments from the Maille Ironworks family trust funds.

The food was soon ready, Erin placing each bit of food on a board on the table before setting two plates and some silverware by each plate. She then turned back to the old stove, turning off the burner, then the oven, before she faced the table as Stasia returned from the bathroom.

The two sat down to a nice dinner, chatting about what had happened that day. Erin was content, and Stasia was learning about the world.

Tales From Little Bramble: Chapter 1

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  • crazypagangurl

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  • Transgender

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  • Mature / Thirty+

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  • Female to Male
  • Fresh Start
  • Real World

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  • The Mob/Criminal Organizations

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Natalia sat on the sofa near Aloysius, utterly stunned. This sweet man had been born as a female, thrown out and disowned by his family, lived through a fast and active marriage to the person who saved them one night, then lived with a kindly lady with unspecified health issues. That had appeared to end when the lady died, but the young person had discovered that they had inherited everything. They had then gone on to make changes in their life, the biggest being the transition to this lovely man in front of her, and to top it off, he was a successful artist!

What was there NOT to like about this sweet man? Not a damn thing! She looked up at him, tears sliding down her cheeks, and yelled "Yes!" As soon as the acceptance of his proposal left her mouth, Natalia turned around and jumped on him, wrapping him in a very tight hug.

The next few hours were spent in pleasures we all have likely heard or known at some point, then they fell asleep in each other's arms.

**********

Natalia woke up around 5 AM the next morning, she turned her head slightly and looked at the man who had taken her by storm. Not the kind of storm that ravages and harms everything in its path, but a totally beautiful storm of love that had her heart melting at the sight of him.

She lay there for a while, just watching her sweet man as he slept, but she was eventually forced to get up to use a washroom.

She was only out of the room for perhaps three or four minutes. When she returned, Aloysius was looking at her, smiling from ear to ear.

They spent the next three hours and a bit discussing how they wanted to do things, initially in bed, then over a home cooked breakfast. Natalia was pleased to see that her husband-to-be seemed to enjoy cooking, their full English breakfast tasted as if it belonged in a restaurant.

**********

Natalia needed a bit of space to think, everything seemed to be snowballing at high speed and she was worried it might cause problems.

She told Aloysius that she needed to pick up a few files from the estate agency office she owned, to make sure things were fine with a few properties she was considering picking up to add to her listings. She also wanted to go home and have a chance to change clothes.

After making sure that she had everything, she left the house, got into her Ford Focus and headed into town.

A quick stop at the office produced the four files she wanted to examine. Natalia spent the next twenty minutes scanning all the documents about the properties. From what she could see in the information given, three seemed quite good, but the last one felt off somehow. Natalia couldn't explain her feeling about the fourth property, but she had learned to trust those feelings and they were saying this one was trouble.

She took the four files with her, intending to look at them again at home, then drove across the small village to her two bedroom cottage.

**********

Aloysius understood that Natalia was feeling stressed out, like everything was suddenly going to fast. He felt that way himself at the moment.

But to be honest, Natalia brought out the good things in him that helped him to be a good, gentle, and nice man. Even before he had begun to officially transition to being male, he'd been known to pick fights with people for absolutely idiotic reasons, sometimes for no reason at all.

None of those fights had resulted in any serious injuries, for which he was quite lucky, but he'd known he had that wild side for a long time. Yet, in Natalia's presence, he didn't feel any need to be that way. If someone attacked her or them, then he would likely let it out, he supposed.

He had started work on an oil painting several months before, but hadn't managed to get past the initial layering. It just wouldn't gel. He had left it sitting on an easel in the second of the two main bedrooms since then, intending to return to it at some point, but hadn't done so yet.

Now he could feel the need to paint stirring in him, he headed up to his bedroom, tidied up the bed, then dressed in old clothes.

After setting out the various items he would need and preparing the palette, he stood and looked at the painting for a moment, then nodded.

Several hours passed as he worked on it, he was so intent on what he was doing that he didn't even notice the sun setting as the day ended.

It took his cell phone ringing to pull him out of the rather intense state he had been in. He picked up the phone and answered the call.

**********

Natalia, once she was home, had put a teapot on and after the water was ready, had made herself a cup of tea, adding two sugar.

She had been using the second bedroom as a small office, but had placed a futon bed in there in case she had a guest stay over.

That fourth property worried her, something was definitely not as it should be. Three cups of tea and about five hours went by before she noticed something on one of the sheets for that property. The house belonged to a holding company called Nine Angels, LLC.

A quick scan online, then a call to a friend and another call to a police officer she knew from London, revealed the truth. Nine Angels, LLC. was a front for a rather well known and notorious mobster, Francis "The Flash" Ansimaro, who operated mainly from his club in London.

Nine Angels was also the name of that club in London that Francis owned, and a fairly steady turnover among the girls there was the norm.

It was quite well known by various members of the Met police force that he picked up girls from the streets, sweet talked them into working for him by saying he would help them to become gorgeous beyond belief, but what he did instead was get them hooked on coke and heroin.

Roughly every three weeks, but sometimes as often as twice a month, the body of a girl would be found in a dumpster or in the river. The girls were always dressed in the skimpiest of clothing, no matter the time of year, and not a single one was carrying identification of any kind.

Seventeen girls had been found so far just in the last twelve months. Cause of death was either overdose or drowning.

Natalia shuddered, this guy was serious bad news. She wanted nothing to do with the house, but felt it needed to be investigated.

What made it worse was that Francis was rumoured to have strong connections to at least five branches of the Sicilian mob.

She didn't know anyone on the Met force other than the officer she had called, but now she wanted to talk to Aloysius. She called him.

**********

Al picked up the phone on the third ring, answering it, then found it was Nat calling him, she sounded rather worried about something.

After a few minutes of lovey-dovey chit chat between the two, Natalia got down to business and told Aloysius what she had discovered.

The two talked for another ten minutes or so, Aloysius eventually coming up with the names of two other officers on the Met force that might be able to help them. The second, Samantha Foxwell, was primarily involved in investigating criminal organizations, she was the second in command on the night shift for the mob section of the station she worked from, plus she had a small office at the Met's headquarters.

Aloysius told Nat that he would call Sam later that night, then led her up the stairs to view the painting in the second bedroom. When Natalia saw it, she was flabbergasted; even though there was a lot of work still to do, she could recognize her own face in the painting.

She turned to Al and almost bowled him over when she grabbed him and hugged him as if she wouldn't let him go.

"I'm amazed. I suspect this will need quite a bit more work, but you can see the sheer sense of love shining from the painting now. Once it is done, I would be willing to bet that it will be a huge ticket item in a big gallery somewhere in London or even Paris, it's that good."

The two chatted for a bit longer, then Al had a quick shower, changed into slacks and a turtleneck, and they went out for dinner.

After a leisurely meal in the pub, with no more than one alcholic drink for either of the two, they returned to his home for the night.

Both of them contacted a few friends to inform them of the engagement, Natalia's being in the village, Aloysius' primarily in London.

By seven AM on December 28th, the news of their engagement had swept through the village, from one end to the other.

Tales Of A New Town: Pre-founding

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  • crazypagangurl

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  • Transgender
  • Transitioning

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  • Teenage or High School
  • Mature / Thirty+

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  • Fresh Start
  • Intersex
  • Real World

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  • Estrogen / Hormones
  • Tattoos / Bodypiercing

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The only violence in this chapter is in the description of Quinn's war wound and Will's on duty injury.

I apologize for not posting anything for so long, I was dealing with bad migraines for about three weeks from late April to mid-May, and my muse apparently decided to take a hike, leaving me with four pieces partially written. This is the first of those I've managed to finish.

**********

My name is Quinn Kimball, this bit is the story of the journey we set out on to find a new home for us away from the cities. There will be more tales to tell, but it seemed important to set down our journey to our new home before it could be forgotten and lost.

By we/us, I'm referring to myself and my business partner of the last twelve years and a bit, Willis Hansen.

The three room shack in the hollers of West Virginia where I grew up was never a place where I felt comfortable. I didn't understand why until many years later. I left there the day after I turned 16, carrying a piece of paper that my drunken idiot of a father never even bothered to read before he signed it. The paper simply stated that I had permission to join the armed forces, so I headed over to Richmond, Virginia in the cheap panel van my dad had picked up and given to me for my fifteenth birthday. I'd been driving farm vehicles since I was twelve.

Yeah, since I was twelve, I was never big in the muscular sense but I've been 5'9" tall since I was eleven years old, and knowing how to drive farm vehicles meant that I could earn bits of cash here and there by helping out farmers doing various kinds of heavy farm work.

Anyway, I was in the army for about six years, then was badly injured in a battle in Iraq. The injury was serious enough that I was discharged.

The machine gun that ended my army career nearly ripped my lower left leg to shreds, you know, chunks of broken bone and muscle everywhere. The medics there wrapped my leg up to keep what was there semi-intact, then I was airlifted out of the area, then flown to the US where they operated. I spent a year going in and out of hospitals, doing rehabilitation and physiotherapy to get my leg working semi-decently.

As far as I know, I have five different plates and several rods and pins in that lower leg now, but I can walk fairly well, with only a slight limp.

Well, I met up with Will while I was in for one of my physiotherapy visits, he'd been a cop in Richmond for about three years when some young punk with a double barrelled shotgun used it and pretty much blew his right foot away when another cop tackled the kid from behind.

Will was in for a physical exam and to be fitted with a prosthetic foot. The city had given approval for him to try the new Flex prosthetic foot, and he was walking back and forth across the reception area of the physio department so he could get a good feel for how it worked. They had originally asked him to walk back and forth in one of the exam rooms, but Will had complained that he needed more space to really test it.

I eventually got called in to my appointment and didn't think about Will until I nearly ran him down in front of the hospital as I left afterward. The end result was that we wandered over to a coffee shop a block or three away and chilled over coffees for nearly three hours.

Two days after that, using my beat up old van, Will and I started our own company, Kimsen OddJobs, "We do the work you don't want to do or can't". That involved landscaping, junk collection, various bits of painting, indoor and outdoor, grocery/materials deliveries, etc.

We may not have moved all that fast compared to many other people, but Will and I were never afraid to do an honest day's work, and my six plus years of service in the army and his three years plus in the police force meant that work wasn't too hard for us to find. The other thing that helped us a lot is we didn't inflate costs, we'd obtain any items we needed and charge for those and the labour, that was it.

Yeah, that got us a lot of dirty looks from some construction crews and other trades workers, plus we always did the work in a reasonable time frame. Some of the construction crews didn't like that we'd get materials at a cheaper cost in many cases because of our connections, although we never used those connections (military/veterans or police) to take advantage of anyone. We had lots of veteran and police clients.

**********

Well, that's how things were until this last winter, I turned 36 on April 5th and my leg's been aching a lot more than usual.

Winter is a bit slower for us, although we usually can find enough jobs to keep us in the black by a narrow margin. Neither one of us has a lot of bills, in fact, we've shared the same three bedroom house for over eleven years because it made preparing for work easier.

Oh, I really can't forgot the big change in my life, can I? At some point while I was serving over in Iraq, I finally realized what had been "off" in my life for so long. I found myself watching women as we roamed around, not sexually, but because I wanted to be one of them.

Yep, that marked the turning point for me, although I didn't start to do anything about it until after Will and I bought that house.

I finally got off my butt one day and went to see a doc at the VA clinic about it. After seeing two or three more doctors, I settled down and started talking with Doctor Sheila Wren, then obtained my first prescription for androgen blockers and estrogens about four months after that.
I don't know a lot about my family's medical history, but my mom, her two sisters and dad's sister all were big busted. Well, over the next few years, I got to see that for myself, as I eventually ended up having my own 42Ds alongside a 27 inch waist and 40 inch hips.

Three years ago, I had my navel pierced and a tattoo of a flying angel inked on the back of my left shoulder with both of our names under it.

Will's a bit younger than I am, he'll be 34 on August 11th. He, too, was born in the hollers and left as soon as he finished school.

I already told you that Will and I have been living in the same house for eleven years. Well, we've shared a bed for the last six of those. It seems that the more I changed physically, the more Will found himself drawn to me, and Will is a nice, big guy, 6'2" and 220 pounds or so. It hasn't mattered to him that I still have my wiener, it's pretty much out of service but a bit of fun with Will can produce some lovely orgasms.

Since we started the business, I've done a fair bit of studying and now have a carpenter's licence and I am a licensed roofer and glazier as well. I did most of my studying through night school and online courses. Will took classes as well and is now a licensed mason and plasterer.

I'm not sure why, but we didn't get very many jobs this last winter, and we've decided that we need a change. We closed down the business and spent the last few days deciding what to take and what to leave behind, then we rented a 20 foot U-haul truck. We spent most of yesterday loading the van and the U-haul truck with the items we definitely wanted, then called a realtor to set up the house and contents sale.

**********

After we had finalized the arrangements for selling the house and its remaining contents, Will climbed into the front of the U-Haul truck, I hopped into the van, and we were on our way, rolling out of Richmond on the search for our new home.

Will and I had talked a bit about which direction we would go. When I mentioned that I felt something pulling me to the west, he figured that was just fine by him; twenty minutes after we drove away from our former home for the last time, we joined the flow of traffic headed southbound on Interstate 95 until we reached Interstate 85, then headed southwest until it connected to Interstate 40.

The hours passed fairly quickly as we moved at a steady speed of 70 mph along the interstate, the only stops were when we needed to use a washroom or wanted something to eat. We'd driven out of Richmond shortly after 10:30 AM; by the time we decided to stop for the day, it was nearly 6:30 PM and we were just outside of Knoxville, Tennessee. We'd traveled close to 500 miles already.

I suppose that we could have gone farther, but aches and pains from our injuries many years before had us feeling pretty tired. We managed to find a fairly decent motel, booked a room together, then grabbed a suitcase each, locked up the vehicles and headed inside for the evening.

In all honesty, we were tired enough that we decided we weren't going anywhere, so we called up a pizza joint, ordered our favourite pie, meat lovers with double cheese, mushrooms and green peppers. When it arrived, I answered the door and paid the young man, giving him a tip as Will grabbed the pizza box from him, then the two of us closed the door and settled down on the bed with the pizza open between us.

The pizza boy left with a big grin on his face, it seems my sweaty t-shirt had given him quite an eyeful.

The pizza was gone within 45 minutes, and soon after that, we were in bed. We were asleep within a few minutes, snuggled together.

**********

I have no idea what woke me up, but I was out of bed not long after 4:30 AM.

I woke up Will and a few minutes later, the suitcases were loaded up, the key had been handed in and we were back on the road.

We were travelling faster this time, often reaching speeds of 90 mph. Thanks to the police scanner we had installed in the van about five years earlier, we were able to avoid the speed trap that had been set up nearly sixty miles west of Knoxville near a town called Cookeville. We drove past the deputy sheriff watching his not so trusty radar gun, then picked up the speed again a mile or so down the road.

We stopped long enough to have some breakfast at an IHOP in Nashville, then we were off once again.

We were almost in Jackson, Tennessee, when I had the sudden urge to turn north on State road 70. I followed it for a few miles, then noticed a car on the side of the road and pulled in behind it. Will had followed me and had stopped behind the van. He climbed out and walked up to my door, then I stepped out of the van and the two of us walked up to the car, we were going to take a look inside.

Just as we walked past the back bumper, the driver's door opened and a young woman stepped out, followed a moment later by a young man exiting the vehicle on the passenger side. The young woman, heck, she was a girl, maybe sixteen or seventeen years old, smiled nervously at the two of us, then spoke. “We was heading up to Clarksville last night when the car stalled in the middle of the road. It took both of us almost 45 minutes to get it off the road, then we sat in the car through the night, covered only by a light blanket so we wouldn't get cold.”

Will smiled back, saying, “Well, let us take a look, we've both fixed our van now and then when something went wrong.” He headed back to the van, opened a panel door and grabbed a fair sized tool kit, then returned to the car and popped the hood.

It didn't take him very long to find out that the engine had been on its last legs for quite some time. In fact, it was soon quite obvious to him and to myself, when I looked it over, that the only way this car would run again would be with a whole new engine installed.

Will chuckled, then shook his head. “The straight truth, kids, is this car is going nowhere. Half of the carburetors are cracked, the fan motor is shot, the fan belt almost worn through, and that doesn't take into account that the gas tank has several pinholes in it, same with the oil pump and the radiator. The tires are almost completely bald, your muffler is broken, heck, this thing belongs on a scrap heap.”

I quickly nodded, agreeing with Will, and the two kids slumped against the side of the broken-down car.

The young man, perhaps twenty years of age, asked, “So how are we going to get to Clarksville now?”

I replied, “I can take one of you in the van along with your gear, Will can take the other one in the truck.”

**********

So that was how we ended up going out of our way to Clarksville that morning. The girl was fairly quiet, although I did find out that her name was Rita and the young man was her boyfriend Ryan. There had been a ferocious row at her home in Jackson late the evening before over her going out with Ryan, which ended in her being thrown out of the house with only the clothes on her back.

Perhaps ninety minutes after we had set out, we pulled into the driveway of what looked like a small two or three bedroom clapboard house. The kids got out, grabbing their gear, then walked to the door and knocked. Will and I stepped out of our vehicles, then waited a minute or two. The door finally opened, revealing a disheveled looking woman, clad in a robe that didn't quite cover her long cotton nightgown.

When she saw young Ryan, she grabbed him and hugged him tight for a moment, then let him go.

The woman spoke to Rita, saying, “I know my nephew here, but I don't believe I've ever met you, girl, so what's your name?”

Rita blushed briefly, but told the woman her name, told her about the car breaking down on the way up here the night before, then pointed to us and informed her that we had helped them to get here after they had spent the night inside the car perhaps ten miles out from Jackson.

Ryan's aunt, who then informed us that we should call her Billie Jo, led the way into the house. Will and I quickly locked the vehicles, then entered, taking seats on an old, worn couch in the living room. Billie Jo headed into the kitchen to put on the kettle and grab some cookies.

We didn't stay for very long, just long enough to enjoy a nice cup of coffee and make sure the kids would be fine.

**********

It was 11:15 AM when we left Billie Jo's house, with her address and telephone number added to both of our cell phones.

We resumed our travels, heading to Interstate 24, then connecting to Interstate 40, where we headed west once again. We were hitting speeds of 90 mph fairly often, going a bit faster than most others on the interstate; except for an occasional pit stop and one break for food, we maintained the pace through the rest of the day, eventually stopping at a Motel 6 in eastern Amarillo just before 8 PM.

When we were in the motel room, we both had a good chuckle as we realized we hadn't seen a speed trap all day.

There was a burger joint not far from the motel where we pigged out a bit and returned to the motel later feeling rather stuffed.

After a quick shared shower, we snuggled up together in the bed and were soon asleep.

**********

We definitely slept well that night. I didn't wake up until nearly 8:30 AM, I must have had close to ten hours of sleep, which is unusual for me. I woke Will up a few minutes later, and after dropping the keys off at the office, we were rolling before 9 AM.

We continued to travel along Interstate 40. I'm not sure if there's any way that I can explain it, but as we left the motel, I had told Will that we would reach our new home some time today. Like yesterday, we stopped at an IHOP for breakfast, then continued heading west.

We reached Santa Rosa, New Mexico just before 11:30 AM, then turned onto state road 84 heading southeast to Fort Sumner. From there, we took another road, heading south and then southwest, until I pulled to the side of the road and stared across it at a brand new bright red barn.

Will pulled up behind me, then stepped out of the truck and walked up to ask me why I had stopped. When he looked in my window, he could see the wide grin on my face, then laughed as I pointed at the bright red barn and said, “Will, over there is where a new town will be born, a town named Acceptance, a town where everyone will truly be welcome and accepted. We're home, Will.”

Will walked back to the truck, climbed in and we soon found a driveway, then followed it up to a sprawling ranch house. At a guess, I figured the house to have at least five bedrooms, perhaps six, and I could see at least two sheds between the house and the barn.

Seconds after we pulled up beside the house, an older man opened a door, stepped out and walked over to us, shaking our hands, then he pulled me into a hug. He had a deep tan, honey brown eyes and coal black hair tinged with silver falling midway down his back.

I couldn't be sure, but I believed he was a Native American. There was just something about him that spoke of communing with Nature.

While he was greeting us, a pretty young woman came out of the house, smiled at us and said something quietly to him. He turned and invited us into the house; we followed him and the young woman into a rather large open space kitchen, then sat down at a small table.

The man spoke, smiling at us, “Hello, Quinn, hello, Will. Welcome to your new home.”

I was stunned. Neither of us had named ourselves. How did this man know our names?

The Artemis Project

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  • crazypagangurl

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The Artemis Project: Prologue

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  • CAUTION: Physical or Emotional Abuse

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US Army Captain Elizabeth Annette Garrett walked into the office area of the base, nodded to the corporal and three privates working the desk area, then walked behind them down the hallway to her own office. She would have preferred to be elsewhere, but the summary sentence that had been imposed on the idiot that required her to be here had ended this morning, she would be seeing him any minute now.

Once she was in the office, she sent her secretary, a corporal with excellent administrative skills named Jane Kitterwell, to get her a fresh cup of coffee. She sat down behind her desk, waiting for the idiot to arrive so she could lay down the law, maybe he would turn a new leaf.

While she waited, she thought back to the incident that started the whole thing. One of the staff sergeants responsible for running the pistol and revolver ranges, Peter Jensen, had invited his daughter to visit him, as he hadn't seen her for over ten months. She had travelled all the way from Arizona, leaving in the afternoon on the Friday and arriving at the bus station two miles from the base at 7:45 AM on the Saturday.

Staff Sergeant Jensen had talked about his fifteen year old daughter many times, he thought the world of his little girl. He was very happy when he found out that she would be able to visit him and had made the arrangements for her travel and living space on the base.

Patti Jensen had been picked up at the bus station just after 8 AM that Saturday morning, and was supposed to be staying until early Monday, when she would be returning home via the bus service heading west from the same small station near the base.

Her dad had met her a few minutes after she arrived on the base and had been allowed to show her around the public areas of the base. Patti had eaten meals in the mess with some of the soldiers who had treated her quite well, and was walking to her room Sunday morning when she was grabbed from behind, then yanked inside a doorway. The soldier who had grabbed her was a tall but slightly seedy looking male.

He reached for her blouse with both hands, which was when Patti started screaming at the top of her lungs. A sergeant from one of the base's infantry companies and two privates were passing by, they broke the door down and hauled Corporal Bryan Longstaff away from her.

All three of the soldiers recognized him quite well, the corporal was known for how he treated women on and off the base. He had always complained that the army was not the place for women, in his words, "They should be barefoot and pregnant, that's all they're good for."

It was no surprise when others arrived that Longstaff was lying on the floor, the sergeant had used the inner wall to knock him away from her.

Patti, the sergeant and the two privates had all given their statements that Longstaff was about to strip and likely sexually assault her.

Patti had been a nervous wreck for the rest of her visit. She hadn't wanted to leave her room at all, but a few female enlisted had talked her into spending some time in the one area of the base that was relatively untouched, a small wooded area behind the base's many buildings.

The problem was that Longstaff hadn't actually done anything beyond grab the girl; when roused a few minutes later, he stated that he had brought Patti into the building just to talk to her. There was no actual proof of anything sexual, and the jerk had high-reaching connections. There wasn't a single person on the base that didn't know that Longstaff's father was an Army general and an uncle was a navy admiral.

When it came to Colonel Brownlee's attention, he left the punishment up to the girl's father, while saying that he was damn glad that he hadn't been present when it happened. Staff Sergeant Jensen had decided to put Longstaff on sixty days of kitchen and latrine duty.

She snapped out of her thoughts when her secretary returned with her coffee, followed a moment later by Corporal Bryan Longstaff.

**********

Longstaff stood just inside the doorway, saluted her, then relaxed briefly when she returned the salute. Captain Garrett pointed, stating, "Take a seat, Corporal." The corporal walked in front of her desk, taking one of the two simple wooden chairs, then waited for her to speak.

"Corporal, if it had been anyone else, they likely would have been dishonourably discharged after what happened that day. You, young man, are only here because your father pulled some strings AND because there was no proof of any sexual contact with the girl."

"She's a girl, with her big tits and ass, she had to have been looking for a good time, that's what girls like her do."

"Shut up, corporal, one more bit of crap like that and I'll happily go to the colonel to have you discharged dishonourably. You knew, like just about everyone else on the base, that she was only fifteen, you're 23; if you had had sex with her, you'd be looking at statutory rape. The age of consent in her home state of Arizona is eighteen, it's eighteen here too; you know that quite well, you've been here for over two years.

"This is your last warning, Corporal. If anything else happens, you can bet your brisket you'll end up in a military prison. Now get out."

Longstaff stood and snapped a salute, then waited for almost a minute for the salute to be returned before he stalked out of the office.

**********

Captain Garrett watched the corporal walk away after she returned his salute. She shook her head, he'd be in trouble again soon enough.

She turned back to her desk, then became rather busy with reading reports and making her own to pass on to Colonel Brownlee. She had turned on a radio, but kept it low, as she tended to find it easier to work when there was some kind of background noise nearby.

**********

Corporal Longstaff walked away from the office area, fuming, "How can that bitch stand there and tell me what I can and can't do? Doesn't she fucking know who my father and uncle are? Hmmm, maybe I can have them post her to some piss-poor location far away from me."

He wandered into an empty building, pulled a high end cell phone from a pocket and hit the number two speed dial on it.

He stood there and waited while the phone rang three times, then a fourth, before it was picked up. "Brigadier General Longstaff's office, please hold." He continued to stand there for a few minutes, his foot tapping impatiently on the floor, before the person asked who was calling.

"Hello, this is Bryan Longstaff, is my father in his office, miss?"

"He is, I'll put you through to him." Bryan had to wait another minute or so before his father came on the line.

"Hello, son. I thought I told you not to call here directly unless it was an emergency?" Joseph Longstaff's low growl came through the phone.

"Well, dad, it might be an emergency. You see, the Captain here has threatened me with military prison, I want her relocated and lost."

Joe Longstaff listened to his son and shook his head, he sure as hell hadn't raised the boy to be like this.

"Son, I'm going to say this once and once only. You were damn lucky this time that nothing beyond you grabbing the girl happened. I've intervened for you several times, but if you had actually done anything to that girl, I'd lock you up and throw the key away myself. I could have sworn I raised you to respect women and treat them with decency and honour, yet you constantly go too far in your interactions with them."

"But dad, you can't just toss me to the wolves like this! I'm your only son!"

"You are a fool, Bryan. One last time... son or not, if anything had happened with that girl, I would have disowned you then and there, then made sure you were behind bars for the rest of your life. Child molesters and rapists don't deserve to be free to do what they want. Now I need to get back to work, I'm sick and tired of cleaning up your shit. From now on, you will not be allowed to call here, or to call John's office."

"What the fuck are you doing, dad? Why are you and Uncle John cutting me loose?"

"Because you need to grow up and learn that life doesn't always give you what you want, but sometimes what you deserve," growled Joe.

Corporal Bryan Longstaff stared at his phone in utter shock, his father had just told him that he and his uncle would no longer help him.

**********

Elizabeth was still working her way though the pile of reports, including making notations in her report to the Colonel, when her phone rang. She picked it up and announced herself, only to hear her secretary say that she needed to report to the Colonel's office ASAP.

"I understand, Corporal Kitterwell, please inform the Colonel that I am on my way."

The Captain picked up the reports, including the one she was writing and place them all in a file cabinet, then locked it, pocketing the key.

**********

Captain Garrett stood in the open doorway of the Colonel's office and snapped a salute, which was returned a moment later.

"Come on in, Captain and take a seat, you might find this discussion rather interesting."

She walked over to the closer of the two chairs, sat down and relaxed, waiting for the Colonel to start speaking.

"Ahhh, Captain, I've been looking at your service records, very nice, you've been in the army for quite some time, nearly nine years now, I believe. With your awards from your actions in Iraq and Afghanistan, the Army Distinguished Service Cross, the Army Distinguished Service Medal, a Bronze Star, two Purple Hearts, a Legion of Merit, and a Silver Star, you should have been boosted to Major or even higher."

"How the heck did you end up here, Captain, after a service record like that? It makes no sense."

"I can't be certain, Colonel, but I feel that my being female may be too much for some high ranking people to understand and respect."

"So you're saying that you think you might have been passed over because you're a woman? Hmmm... I'll admit that it's rare to find a woman with a record like yours, but that in itself should not be a reason to deny you the chance to climb the ranks. Service should be rewarded."

"I agree, Colonel. So what does this have to do with my being called into your office, sir?"

"Well, Captain, the Army wants to create a unit to protect certain people who are at higher risk of harm and are involved in one way or another with providing services to or for the military. Many of these people are transgender, and we've learned that there are groups that either are or may be targeting these people, whether to just disable them for a while or to remove them from helping the military, we aren't sure yet.

"Your service record and the fact that you openly stand up for LGBT army members has brought you to the attention of the Defense Department. They want you to lead that unit, and give you authority to intervene and protect these people in the US or elsewhere. From what I've been told, they want the unit to be roughly squad size, with a few people providing intel services to assist the main unit. I've also been told that there will be a few people assigned to your unit for training purposes, primarily weapons, martial arts, offensive driving, perhaps others."

"That sounds interesting, sir. What makes me the best candidate for leading this unit?"

"To put it bluntly, Captain, the simple fact that you've put your life on the line several times to save others in very risky situations."

"Understood, sir. When will this unit be formed and where are we to be based, Colonel?"

"As of now, you'll be given six weeks to pick out the members of your unit. Oh, by the way, welcome to your new rank, Major."

Elizabeth sat there, spluttering, "Major? But... but I haven't done anything, sir!"

"Ahhh, but you have, Major, you just accepted command of the new unit you will put together, code named Artemis. Understand that this unit will be a black one; any awards earned will be privately given, as we want to keep you as close to unknown and invisible as we can."

"Th... thank you, sir. You still haven't answered my question as to where we will be based, sir."

"That decision hasn't been made yet, I'll inform you as soon as I know, Major."

"Colonel, would there be any problem if I wanted to have someone from Delta Force and/or the Seals in my unit?"

"Hmmm... I don't know whether they'd let you take active members, but you could look through their discharged members, I suppose."

"Thank you, sir. I assume I am to stay here while I pick out my people and that I am to continue with my current duties, sir?"

"For the most part, yes, but I don't believe your duties here have been onerous. Time to get back to work. You are dismissed, Major."

She stood, saluted the Colonel who promptly returned the salute, then she turned and walked out of the office. She made her way slowly back to her own office, her thoughts focusing on the fact that she had just been made the visible head of a new special operations military unit.

**********

Once she was back in her own office, she focused on clearing the reports on her desk, then finished her own weekly report to the Colonel.

When that was done, she put the reports away and sat in her chair, thinking. If she was to command a unit, she wanted them to be the best they could be. As much as she might like to take someone like Staff Sgt. Jensen with her for the new unit, he was needed much more here.

"Hmmm," she mused, "What about Corporal Patrick O'Bannon? That lad is a deadly shot with just about any military weapon. I'd have to be crazy not to want to have someone that good at my back if something went wrong with a mission." She nodded to herself, pulled out a small notebook and wrote Paddy's name in it, then closed it and set it on the desk as she went back to thinking about the people she wanted.

She smiled as another name popped into her head. "Sgt. Annabella Vincenzi, she was in the same unit when I was in Afghanistan, she's good with weapons and damn good at several martial arts, perhaps I could have her train the unit in those until someone better arrives." Elizabeth giggled as she remembered Anna putting her on her back on the mats several times when they served together a few years earlier.

She sat there, continuing to think for several minutes, then laughed. "Ahhh. Another sergeant, Ricky Ciardano. For such a big man, he moves like a ghost. We could use him, I'm sure he could help the rest of us to improve our skills in that area, and oh, man, is he ever a hunk!

"Oh, maybe I could get Lieutenant Ellison Quincy as part of the team! He has great team leadership skills and with his work as a paramedic before he entered the army, he has skills in that area that will come in handy for us, he could make a huge difference in our efforts."

She picked up the small notebook, added the three new names, then closed it and set it back on the desk. She turned and picked up the phone, then tapped in a number and waited. When the line was answered a minute or two later, she spoke to the male on the other end.

"I'm calling to ask if you have any major's insignia on hand, the Colonel raised my rank an hour or so ago."

"We might, let me check," Corporal Shayne Herron replied. He left and returned a moment later, "We have two sets, I can bring one there."

"Thank you, I think it's time that I went and had some lunch. If I'm not here, drop it off with Corporal Kitterwell, please."

"Yes, ma'am. Congratulations on your new rank, ma'am."

The young man had hung up after congratulating her, so Elizabeth headed to the mess hall to have lunch after pocketing the notebook. Some days were better than others when it came to food here on the base, today's lunch was a reasonably edible plate of macaroni and cheese covered with bits of ground beef, along with a side of green beans and a fresh cup of coffee. She found a seat at a table and ate her meal.

The Artemis Project: Chapter 1

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

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  • CAUTION: Language
  • CAUTION: Rape / Sexual Assault
  • CAUTION: Violence

Audience Rating: 

  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

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  • Transgender
  • Transitioning

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  • Mature / Thirty+

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The newly promoted Major returned to her office after her lunch that day, only to find a squad moving the contents of her office. When she enquired as to why her items were being moved, she was informed that she would be based in a new office at the back of the building.

Major Garrett scratched her head for a moment, then realized that the soldier must have meant the last unused office in the administration building. That specific office was a three room suite, a reception area, the office itself and a fairly decent sized conference room.

She smiled at the men and the lone woman humping various items from this office to the new one, then grinned and broke out laughing. Life was definitely looking up for her, a new rank, a specialist squad to train and now the second best office space on the entire base!

She returned the salutes of the various enlistees, then let them return to their work while she lazed in the communal office area. The next hour or so was spent in quiet conversation with Corporal Kitterwell, who would be her assigned administrative assistant for the new squad.

Just as the clock on the administration area wall struck 2:30 PM, the Major was informed that she could enter her new office space. The young sergeant in charge of the small squad doing the internal move informed her that they would be moving Corporal Kitterwell's desk now.

The corporal looked up in shock, then asked the young man why? He passed on the news of her being permanently attached to the new unit, then turned her day completely upside down when he added that, by order of the Colonel and Washington, she was now a lowly sergeant.

Jane spluttered that he had to be kidding her, she had not, to the best of her knowledge, been in line for a promotion any time soon.

The young man laughed, then handed Jane a set of papers that formalized her promotion in rank. She held the sheets in her hands, utterly speechless. It took a few minutes before the new sergeant was able to respond, she thanked him and the unit continued with their work.

While this little scene had been playing out, the Major had watched and had a quiet chuckle over Jane's shock at the recent turn of events.

The Major and the new sergeant followed the group carrying Jane's desk down to the new office, then the group left to attend to other duties.

**********

At 3:37 PM, the phone in the Colonel's outer office area rang, his staff answered the call and it was soon transferred to his line.

"Hello, Colonel Brownlee speaking, to what do I owe this call, sir?" he asked as he stared at a pile of paperwork on the desktop.

"Good day, Colonel, this is Rear Admiral John Bertram, I'm a friend of General and Admiral Longstaff. I'm on the defence oversight committee that will be watching the Artemis unit as it forms and undergoes its initial missions. I hear you have General Joe Longstaff's kid there?"

"Yes, sir, Admiral, I do have that young man on this base. May I ask as to why you are asking about him now?" the Colonel enquired.

"It's quite simple, Adam, young Longstaff is, as of this moment, being transferred to that unit. Perhaps he'll learn something, who knows?"

The Colonel blanched, that would not go over well with Major Garrett, he was sure. "I assume that I have no choice in this matter, Admiral?"

"That is correct, Adam. Young Longstaff is being given one last chance to sort himself out, it's that or possible court martial for him."

"Admiral, the officer in charge of Artemis has had to deal with Longstaff's last act of idiocy. She will not like this, sir," the Colonel stated.

"Adam, that is immaterial. With Garrett's record, I doubt she will have any difficulty keeping him in line," Rear Admiral Bertram replied.

"Understood, sir. Is there anything else that I need to know at this time?" the Colonel asked.

"That was all, Adam. It's up to the boy now as to whether he makes it in that unit or not. Good day, Adam," then the call was disconnected.

The Colonel's admin assistant, Sgt. Brianna Rosenthal, turned pasty white as she listened to the stream of curses coming from the inner office.

**********

It was nearly a quarter of an hour later before the curses stopped, then the Colonel asked to be connected to Major Garrett's new office.

Sgt. Rosenthal quickly patched through the call, chatting for a moment with Sgt. Kitterwell, then the Major was on the newly organized line.

"Colonel, sir, you asked to speak with me, sir?" Major Garrett enquired shortly after answering the call.

"I did, Major, I've just been told in no uncertain terms that young Longstaff is to become a member of your new unit." At the indrawn hiss of shock from the Major on the other end, he continued, "This is the young man's last chance to straighten himself out, Major. Good luck."

"Holy..." Elizabeth came very close to swearing a blue streak, but managed to keep her cool. "I have no choice in this, sir?" she asked.

"None, Liz. Hell, I have no choice in this, the orders came down from Rear Admiral Bertram himself twenty minutes ago," the Colonel replied.

"Bertram, sir..." Liz sat there and thought for a moment, "Isn't he one of the Joint Chiefs of Staff for President Anderson, sir?"

"Yes, he was appointed about eight months ago when the admiral who held that position retired after thirty years of service."

"Damn, sir. Sorry, sir, but it looks like I'm being put in the hot seat here in the hopes that that idiot can be sorted out in a reasonable way."

"That's a pretty accurate assessment, Major, one more mistake from him and he'll be up shit creek without a paddle in a leaking boat."

The Major sighed, listened for a moment as the call wound down, then hung up the phone, shaking her head at her life's new twist.

She sat there in her chair, thinking about this new issue and wondered if the young man had enough sense left to turn over a new leaf.

At 4:19 PM, she instructed Sgt. Kitterwell to have young Longstaff report to her office at 7:30 AM the next day.

Liz spent the next hour going through paperwork and examining files or information on possible unit members.

Just before 5:30 PM, she closed the office and escorted Sgt. Kitterwell to the mess hall where they relaxed over roast beef dinners. The beef was tougher than Liz remembered from her mother's recipes, but the potatoes and corn made up for that, as did the slice of chocolate cake.

**********

Corporal Bryan Longstaff was waiting in the outer area of her office when she entered it the next morning.

After returning his salute, she led him into the office and had him take a seat in a chair on the other side of the desk.

Elizabeth stared through him for several minutes, causing Bryan to become nervous, which soon translated into obvious twitches as he waited.

Eventually, she sighed, shook her head and faced him across the desk. "As of now, Corporal, you are in my new unit. I expect you to put in just as much effort as any other member of the team. To be blunt, Corporal, you are on your last legs. Shape up now or you'll be gone."

Bryan stared across the desk, wincing as he heard that he would be required to undergo training in the new unit.

He lowered his gaze for a moment, then listened as the Major informed him as to the new unit's plans. That was all he could take. He lunged from his chair, growling at Elizabeth across the desktop, "You expect me to help protect bloody fairies from terrorists?! Hell, no!" he snarled.

The Major snapped back at him, still seated, "Corporal, you have thirty seconds to shut the hell up or I'll have you up on insubordination."

Bryan couldn't believe it, she was quite plainly telling him that his career would be forfeited if he failed to listen and follow obstructions.

"Sit down, Corporal, I won't tell you again," she growled. He dropped bonelessly into the chair, shaking his head but paying attention. "If you don't perform as required, or if you do anything that is even slightly illegal, Corporal, you'll be facing possible court martial. The ONLY way you can avoid that from this time forward is to give me every last bit of honest effort that we both know you can make. Is that clear?" she hissed.

Bryan nodded, his face pale as he contemplated ways he could possibly get back at this stone-faced bitch. "Yes, ma'am, it's clear."

For the first time in this brief meeting, the Major smiled. "Good, you will report to Parade Ground C at 8:15 AM. Get moving, Corporal."

Bryan nodded, saluting her, then waiting for her return salute, before he left the office.

The Major continued to sit in her chair for several minutes. Maybe, just maybe, this young man could make something of himself.

**********

At 8:14 AM, Major Garrett walked to the northern end of Parade Ground C and faced the dozen or so troops standing there.

After the formalities had been observed, Elizabeth looked out over the group and smiled. Except for Longstaff, these were all 'good folks'.

"All right, boys and girls, until we get someone better for training purposes, you will train under Captain Jacobi here. He's been in the Israeli military for even longer than I have here, his skills are in the areas of insertion and extraction regarding rescue and hostage situations."

The captain who had been named nodded, then listened as Major Garrett continued to outline the training plan. Captain Isaiah David Jacobi, tall, stocky, swarthy and quite obviously very fit by the visual signs of washboard abs and powerful arms and legs, smiled at them all.

When the Major had finished speaking, he faced the troops. "By the time I finish with you kids, you'll wish you were in hell," he stated. "I'm on temporary assignment here from the Israeli Defence Forces. I've been on the front lines more times than you want to know. Most of my work has been rescues of important people being held hostage in our part of the world. I've had to kill far too many times to list them all for you.

"What you need to know is that I'm going to work your asses off until I'm satisfied that you can do the job, and do it right the first time." He paced for a moment in front of the two lines of soldiers, then reversed direction and paced to the other end before returning to the center point. "Some of you folks will be part of a new unit being formed here that will work to protect transgender individuals at risk here and elsewhere.

"You ask what makes these people being protected so important? It's simple, every one of them either has worked in the military in the past and is involved with projects under military supervision, or they're working on things that will eventually benefit military folks worldwide."

"For those of you who end up in the new unit, your job will be to protect them or to rescue them if they are kidnapped or attacked."

Once more, Captain Jacobi paced in front of the troops, casually looking each of them over, making initial assessments as he walked.

When he stopped, he turned to face Major Garrett, an inscrutable smile on his face. "By your leave, Major?" he asked.

Major Garrett flashed him a brief smile, then answered him, "Granted, Captain, commence drill."

Captain Jacobi waved to a tall woman, nearly as swarthy as himself, standing a short distance away from the group. "Sgt. Cohen, proceed."

The woman grinned as she looked at the troops, a grin that reminded them of a shark about to have a nice, tasty meal of fresh human.

The Major and the Captain watched for a short while as Sgt. Cohen ran the troops through several exercises, then they walked off together.

Liz looked up at the tall, handsome captain walking next to her, then stated, "I noticed you looking over the troops earlier. Assessing them?"

Captain Jacobi nodded, then answered her, "Pretty much, we'll see how they look in a week or two. That young corporal that was standing off to one side of the group when we made our remarks a few minutes ago, I'm assuming there's bad blood between the two of you?"

Liz sighed, "That's putting it mildly, Captain. He has had the mistaken assumption that women are only good for fucking and cooking."

Captain Jacobi growled as he stopped for a moment, "Major, if he'd pulled that shit in my unit, he'd have been court martialled immediately."

Liz sighed again, then explained, "The boy has been using his family connections to do what he wants. I hear that's not the case now."

The Captain nodded and replied, "So he might actually be required to grow up and learn to face the music on his own two feet?"

Liz nodded as the two of them resumed their walk, "We hope that will be the case. Only time will tell, Captain."

**********

It was nearly three weeks later when the Major was informed of recent events concerning Corporal Bryan Longstaff.

One of the MPs on the base was waiting in the outer area of the Major's office when she arrived that morning.

The MP saluted her, waited for the return salute, then introduced herself and explained why she was there.

"Major, I'm 1st Sgt. Janice Lynn Raymond of the base's MP detachment. I had cause to take Corporal Longstaff into custody last night."

Major Garrett sighed, shook her head and asked, "What has he done now, Sarge?"

"Major, last night he was in the second mess hall, the one we use as a bar of sorts on the base here. There was a birthday celebration taking place for one of the new female recruits here, and Longstaff was seen by several people as he dosed her drink with GHB.

"A sergeant from one of the base's infantry companies warned the young woman to leave her drink alone, then waved to an MP across the room. When the MP learned what had almost happened, he called for three others to show up and they arrested Corporal Longstaff.

"The drug was still there in the drink, it didn't take the base medical team long to obtain the information they needed.

"At 01:45 AM today, he was informed that he was being brought up on charges of attempting to drug someone and intending to commit rape."

"I understand the rape part of that didn't actually occur, but it was clearly intended and the legal officer demanded the charge be added."

"I see," Major Garrett replied, the sigh that escaped her lips was the only sign of the stress she was experiencing at that moment. "I'm assuming he'll undergo a formal court martial at some time today, where he will be all too plainly convicted. He'll be going to Leavenworth."

"Yes, Major. When the Colonel found out at 6:45 AM, be was quite angry and demanded the court martial be held at 10:00 AM today. Major, it gets even worse, the girl he was hoping to 'play with' turned eighteen yesterday, she enlisted at seventeen with parental consent."

"Oh, my," the Major whispered, "That bloody idiot was in trouble three months ago over Staff Sgt. Jensen's daughter, now this."

**********

Major Garrett had no idea until she met with the Colonel at 9:40 AM that he wanted her to sit with him as part of the court martial panel. The third officer was one of the other majors on the base, Major Richard Cardinal who supervised the armoured infantry units.

"All rise, Colonel Brownlee presiding, Majors Garrett and Cardinal assisting. This is a court martial hearing against Corporal Bryan Longstaff."

The three of us listened as the evidence was presented to the panel, i.e., the drug he tried to use, his dropping the GHB into her glass having been witnessed by at least ten people in the room, the fact that he had more of the GHB in a small plastic bag in his jacket pocket, and three or four statements he had made that he would "show her a good time soon". There was further evidence given that, when he was arrested by the MPs, he fought with them for several minutes until one of them managed to knock him out, at which point they hauled him to a cell.

That was when the big surprise happened. Four female recruits stood up and asked to address the panel. Permission was given.

"Colonel, Major, Major, I'm Pvt. Kelly Silverman, he", she pointed at Longstaff, "Raped me seven months ago after using a drug like that one. I woke up the next morning with no memory of what had happened and blood running down my legs from his savage assault on me. I was in the grounds maintenance shed used by the small unit that tends to the landscaping on the base, my clothes and ID, etc., were gone."

One of the other young women spoke up then, "Sir, Ma'am, Sir, I'm Pvt. Saville Randt, I heard her screams that morning and helped her. I escorted her to the medical offices where a rape kit was done and she underwent minor surgery to repair several small tears.

"I've served here for about sixteen months, and I had a similar experience just over eleven months ago. Corporal Longstaff at that time was a private. Like Kelly, I found myself in a different part of the base when I woke up, also naked. I couldn't remember anything about that night for a long time, but after several sessions with one of the base's psych staff, I learned what had happened. Also like Kelly, I had a rape kit done."

A third young woman said her piece, "I'm Pvt. Leonie Martell, I was raped by him not quite five months ago. Like Kelly and Saville, I found myself the next morning in a different area of the base, naked, with no idea what had happened. I ended up having a rape kit done as well."

The fourth woman sighed and spoke, "I'm Cpl. Jenisse Lasalle, I was also raped by that man three months ago. I woke up in the auxiliary physical training room, naked like the others, with no memory of the night at all. I made my way to the med unit where a rape kit was done."

A man, who had been sitting on one of the folding steel chairs behind the four girls, stood up and addressed the panel. "I'm Dr. Abraham Vincent, Captain for the medical unit here on the base. Here is the rape kit evidence we gathered for each of these four women."

He waited as the sergeant acting as the bailiff approached, then handed him four files in a manila folder.

The sergeant walked to the front of the room and handed the folder to the Colonel. He and the two majors spent the next fifteen minutes talking while examining the files. In each one, the swabs and other tests that had been taken pointed to Corporal Longstaff as the sole rapist.

That was confirmed when, after his arrest, a medical staff person extracted a DNA sample and compared it to the ones in the files.

Major Garrett turned and faced Longstaff for a moment, glaring at him, then resumed the discussion with the Colonel and Major Cardinal.

When they had finished their discussion, Colonel Brownlee addressed the room.

"With the evidence that we have been given, we see no course except to add four charges of first degree rape against the defendant. It is clear that he has been doing these activities for most of the time that he has served here, figuring none of it would ever come to light.

"With that in mind, we find him guilty on all counts. Sentence will be fifteen years each for the four counts of rape. For the count of attempted drugging, he will serve seven years. On the count of intent to rape, sentence is ten years. All sentences will be served concurrently.

"We could have chosen to have him serve the sentences consecutively, but felt that would give him no chance for possible reformation."

"Detain him until he can be transferred to the MPs responsible for transporting prisoners. This court martial panel is now finished."

**********

After everyone had left the room, Colonel Brownlee and the two majors walked over to the Colonel's office to chat.

The three officers sat down in the chairs and Major Garrett muttered, "Gods, what a stupid fool! He'll learn the hard way now."

Colonel Brownlee nodded, saying, "He made his choices and they came back to bite him in the ass rather hard today."

Major Cardinal agreed, adding, "Well, he's not our worry any more, or at least he won't be once he leaves here."

The three officers continued to talk for another fifteen or twenty minutes, then headed to the mess hall where they ate lunch together.

While they were eating, they were approached by an MP who informed them Longstaff would be picked up for the transfer the next day.

Colonel Brownlee returned to his office after lunch and placed a call to the office of Brigadier General Joseph Longstaff.

"Hello, sir, this is Colonel Brownlee, your son just underwent a court martial this morning and was convicted on all counts."

"His usual activities with women, I assume, Colonel?" Joe Longstaff enquired.

"If by usual you mean rape, then yes, sir. He was caught attempting to drug the drink of a girl celebrating her birthday last night. That was only the beginning, though; while the court martial was taking place, four women stood up and stated that he had raped them.

"There was physical evidence present in every case. A sample taken last night confirmed he had raped the four women.

"He was sentenced to fifteen years each for the rape counts, seven for the attempted drugging and ten for intent to rape."

General Longstaff sighed, then replied, "My brother and I washed our hands of him after the incident with your Staff Sgt.'s daughter."

"He'll be heading off to Leavenworth some time tomorrow in a prisoner transfer vehicle and an escort of four MPs," Colonel Brownlee stated.

The call ended a few minutes later and Colonel Brownlee sat in his chair, staring vacantly at the wall across from him.

**********

That Friday afternoon, Major Garrett learned of a major international incident resulting in the loss of twelve lives at a military base above the harbour at the northern edge of the fairly new country of Bezlijistan which formed after a split in Iran's leadership seven years before.

She was reading an article in the newspaper about it. Why were there idiots in the military that thought they could do whatever they wanted?

A lieutenant on the base wanted to 'have a good time' with a specific female sergeant who just happened to be in a relationship with a female lieutenant there. As most people of Bezlijistan were not hardcore followers of Islam, they didn't raise a ruckus at such relationships.

For some reason we cannot understand, at various places near outer exits from the base, specially made extremely powerful high end incendiary explosive devices were placed and would be deactivated by the old shift, then reactivated by each new shift taking over from them.

This male lieutenant decided to pull a fast one and asked the female lieutenant to cover for him without explaining about the IEDs at all.

The shift she was covering his butt on was due to end at midnight. For her and several others, it ended very suddenly at 11:05:42 PM.

A pair of SEAL platoons had been sent to the base to do more training and one platoon was doing their nightly run around the base perimeter.

When the IED exploded, the badly constructed and utterly fragile outer walls shattered, turning into thousands of flying bits of wooden shrapnel. The lieutenant covering the male lieutenant's station died instantly, as did eleven members of the platoon running by at the time.

Seven of the eleven platoon members that died there were within extreme close range when it exploded. Those seven people, one of them a young female recruit with only three months of service at that time, never knew what hit them as they were killed instantly.

Four others were just far enough away that they died almost as fast, due to the explosion and the flying shrapnel hitting them at high speeds.

The last three members of the unit, specifically the lieutenant, his petty officer 2nd class and one seaman apprentice, suffered major injuries. The lieutenant lost his right leg above the knee, the petty officer both legs at the knees, the seaman apprentice both legs from mid-calf down.

The three were treated very quickly after the explosion occurred and underwent several operations between them to stabilize them. A large part of these operations were to stem blood loss and close and cauterize the major wounds, some to deal with more minor injuries.

An investigation started immediately. The male lieutenant was soon discovered in the harbour town, getting drunk in an unlicensed club.

His quarters were searched, at which time a large number of papers were found detailing his ideas and plans for the female sergeant.

He faced a court martial early the next morning, where he was convicted on twelve counts of murder and one of conspiracy to commit rape.

Within five minutes of the sentencing, he had been taken out to the back of the base and executed by a firing squad.

The Major shook her head, them muttered to herself, "There are times I wish we dealt with capital offences like that."

She had no idea that Sgt. Kitterwell was standing in the doorway and had overheard the remark until Jane spoke, "I completely agree, Major."

The two women returned to their work, but the Major's mind was on the platoon members that had survived that night. At 1:53 PM, she had Sgt. Kitterwell connect her to a high ranking officer in a SEAL unit, who informed her the three would likely be medically discharged.

She enquired as to where they were being treated and what treatment they were being given, then decided she would visit them soon.

'Soon' turned out to be eight days later, the first moment when she had a few hours of free time available. She canceled all meetings for the day by informing Sgt. Kitterwell that she was going out on unit business and that she, the Sgt., would be going with her.

A quick call to the Colonel sorted everything out and the two women headed out to the parking area, accompanied by two MPs.

The four of them climbed into a five year old H2 and the MP at the wheel soon had them rolling toward their destination.

**********

It took them almost ninety minutes to reach the VA hospital where the three were being treated.

Major Garrett led the way to the information desk, followed closely by Sgt. Kitterwell and the two MPs a bit further back.

"Hello, I'm Major Elizabeth Garrett, I'm here to see Lieutenant Andrews, PO 2nd Class Purcell and Seaman Apprentice Browne."

"If you can wait a moment, Major, I'll get someone here who can take you to them," the young woman replied.

"That's fine, thank you," was the Major's response. The wait wasn't long, a few minutes, then a young marine corporal approached them.

"Hello, Major, I'm Cpl. Robert Townsend, will you folks please follow me?" he motioned as he turned and faced a hallway to the left.

What else could we do? We quietly followed him, using an elevator at one point, then roamed the third floor hallways for a few minutes before we turned a last corner and found ourselves in a small unit with just four beds in the room, three of them were occupied at the moment.

Major Garrett thanked the corporal for his help, then stated that she needed to speak to them privately. The corporal nodded and walked away.

"Lieutenant, Petty Officer, Seaman Apprentice, my name is Major Elizabeth Garrett, I am the commanding officer for the Artemis unit."

The mention of Artemis caused Lieutenant Andrews' face to show an expression of shock which the Major noticed rather quickly.

"So, Lieutenant, you've heard of the Artemis Project then?" she asked him.

"Yes, ma'am, I'm Lieutenant Brady Andrews, commander of a SEAL platoon that was nearly wiped out last week."

Major Garrett nodded, "I've read the news articles in the New York Times, I've also seen the reports filed by the three of you."

"Then you know what happened to us and the end result for the idiot that pulled the damn stunt," Lieutenant Andrews snarled.

The Major nodded again, "I do, as I said, I've read the full reports. I'd like to enlist you three as aides for my unit due to your skill sets. In fact, I have the authority to overturn the medical discharges currently being filed by your superiors after that stupid incident."

"How the hell did you manage to get that?" was the question from the startled Petty Officer 2nd Class Purcell.

"I have access to the members of the Joint Chiefs of Staff and the President if necessary, by Presidential order," Elizabeth responded.

"Son of a bitch! That is some serious pull!" came the shocked reply from the third person in the room, Seaman Apprentice Eunice Browne.

"That is correct, Seaman Apprentice, and I have to be careful that I don't overstep myself," Major Garrett chuckled. "Anyway, you three have to make a choice here, one that will determine what level of treatment you receive from now on and how soon. First option is that you each sign on with my unit, whether as aides or actual unit members doesn't matter. Second option is don't sign with me and stay here, waiting.

"If you sign on with me, you'll get immediate treatment, specifically top of the line military grade prosthetics and a slight pay raise."

"Military prosthetics? Since when does the military make that kind of stuff?" Lieutenant Andrews enquired.

"Since about three years ago, Lieutenant," the Major informed him. "The current prosthetics available through them are simply amazing."

"Just how amazing are you talking about?" came from Seaman Apprentice Browne.

"Hmmm... feet that look real and are constructed to move like actual feet do, with all the connected 'fibrous' tissues," was the Major's reply.

"Damn, that's way ahead of what they've been showing us as possible prosthetics we could get through the VA," Lieutenant Andrews stated.

The Lieutenant shared a brief look with the two remaining members of his platoon, then asked the Major and her people to leave the room.

Major Garrett smiled and nodded, then waved the MPs and Sgt. Kitterwell out the door before following them.

"I don't think they'll take very long to make a decision, Sgt. Kitterwell. Did you see the look the lieutenant gave to the other two?"

"I did, Major and I agree with you. I'm pretty sure they'll be joining us once they finish their little discussion in there," Sgt. Kitterwell replied.

The door opened not quite ten minutes later, with Lieutenant Andrews motioning to them to come into the room.

Once everyone was inside and the door was closed, he grinned, then stated, "All three of us will be joining you immediately, Major."

Petty Officer 2nd Class Purcell nodded, adding, "A large part of what did it for us was you saying we could get superior prosthetics, ma'am."

Major Garrett smiled at the three wounded people, "I'll be filing the paperwork when we go downstairs. It may take a few days for things to get moving, but all three of you should be going for assessments for the prosthetics within a week. If not, call me immediately."

Sgt. Kitterwell pulled a business card from her pocket, handing it to the Lieutenant, "The Major's numbers and email are all there, Lieutenant."

The three shook hands with the Major and the Sergeant, then the Major's group called for an escort to the hospital's offices.

The same corporal appeared several minutes later and led them to the office area, pointing to the Commander's closed office door.

**********

Major Garrett stalked forward, rapped on the door three times and waited. The door opened, revealing the Commander's secretary.

"We need to see him now. I would prefer to do it nicely, as I have presidential authority on my side, but that is up to you," the Major stated.

"Yes, ma'am, give me a moment to let him know you are here," the secretary said as she turned and rushed back into the office.

A minute or two later, she reappeared and led the Major and Sgt. Kitterwell into the inner office.

"Major, Sergeant, this is Captain Anthony Chancellor, Officer In Charge for this place."

"Hello, Captain, please take care of these patients to the best of your abilities immediately," Major Garrett smiled briefly as she passed the files across to the Captain, "I will have people checking regularly to ensure they are receiving whatever treatments they require."

The Captain scanned through the files, then asked, "Why do you want these people? They're about to be medically discharged."

"They may have been, Captain, but the moment those papers are filed, my people will be filing papers reinstating the three of them."

"Why? What makes them so important to you?" Captain Chancellor's face was becoming rather red, he was obviously upset.

"They've given years of service to our country, something like that happens and we just throw them away? Not on my command!"

"What the heck?" He flipped through the papers again, "They all signed on with you? Just who the hell are you, Major?"

"The commander of a special unit being put together on presidential orders to protect important people from terrorism and other attacks."

"Holy shi..." was his reply. He then whispered, "Artemis?" The Major nodded and he blanched, whispering, "Sweet Mother of God, help me!"

"All you have to do, Captain, is make sure these three receive the best treatment they can get while they are in your care."

"That is understood, Major. I apologize for the attitude, but there are all kinds of idiots clamouring for special treatment here."

"Have a good day, Captain. Apology accepted, you might wish to curb that attitude in the future to prevent problems," Major Garrett replied.

Major Garrett, Sgt. Kitterwell and the two MPs left the VA hospital and returned to the base. A good day's work had been done.

The Call Of The Haven

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  • crazypagangurl

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The Call Of The Haven


By Crazy Pagan Gurl

TG Themes: 

  • Wishes

TG Elements: 

  • Slice of Life

The Call Of The Haven: Prologue

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Attempted Suicide
  • CAUTION: Not Work-Safe
  • CAUTION: Physical or Emotional Abuse
  • CAUTION: Rape / Sexual Assault
  • CAUTION: Violence

Audience Rating: 

  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Magic
  • Day after Tomorrow

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School
  • College / Twenties
  • Mature / Thirty+

TG Themes: 

  • Wishes

TG Elements: 

  • Slice of Life

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  • Alternate Reality

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The cautions I've added are for the story as a whole. The ones for rape and violence are relevant to this part of the story.

**********

Cassandra Jane Starshine led the six other women out of the woods into the waning light of a partly cloudy early winter afternoon.

She laughed quietly for a moment as she stepped through the few inches of snow lying on the ground at the edge of the woods. She had originally intended to drive around the nearly twelve square mile woods, but at the last moment, had decided not to and had informed the other women that they would be required to walk though the large stand of trees to reach their intended destination.

They had grumbled about it, one or two had even whined, mostly the youngest girl, Appolonia Johnson. If she had not needed at least six others who were strong in the magical arts to found the new home place, Appolonia would not be here. To say that Appolonia had tested as being far beyond the ability and knowledge of the next candidate would be an understatement, Appolonia's power almost matched her own.

The seven women spread out, looking to the west from the fringe of the trees.

Of course, it was Appolonia who first spotted the reason for their picking this place as the site for their new town. Just under two miles away from where they now stood, all seven women could feel a major nexus point. All of them could feel all seven ley lines in the nearby nexus.

"Holy Mother Moon," Jeannette Williamson muttered, "That has to be the strongest nexus I've ever seen."

Pavanna Stellari chuckled, a low, sweet sound in the still air. "Not for me, I've seen one with eight lines and another with nine."

Appolonia sighed, saying, "I've seen two others with seven lines, but this one is significantly stronger than either of those were."

Cassandra smiled, nodding in agreement as she spoke, "This is why we came here, and why we went through the woods, not around them."

"So that we could see the nexus point from a distance without being blinded to it by full daylight?" Cheyenne Pevaroski asked.

"That was part of it, yes. What night is this, though?" Cassandra gently admonished the others.

"The first night of the full moon following the winter solstice," came the reply from Tanisha Shavanelle, "So it's drawing in the moon's power."

"Correct," was the response from Cassandra. "But there is something else, there are two spirits that seem tied to the area. Going by what I am feeling, the first spirit is from one of the First Nations tribes that wandered these lands before they were all placed on the reservations. The second has the feeling of Coyote, which is rather odd, as that is much more common in the Southwest, not here. Strange, indeed."

"So you feel me, do you?" came the soft whisper as a tall, slender female shape appeared in front of the very astonished women.

Veronica Kingsland shook her head, this was way more than she had been expecting.

Cassandra actually giggled as she replied to the spirit, "I know I can see and feel you, I'm quite sure Appolonia there can as well," as she pointed to the girl, "Perhaps Cheyenne, and I believe Pavanna. As for the other three, if you hadn't appeared, I doubt they would have known."

"They will learn to see and feel me as time passes, I am sure," was the spirit's return comment. "This land has been quiet for too long. I sense no harm in your hearts. In fact, all seven of you have come here seeking a place where all women and children can be safe from harm. I commend you for this desire. The land here is fruitful, the lake to the north has fish aplenty and the forest to the east provides many things."

Cassandra stood there for a moment, thinking, then asked the spirit, "Are you tied to the nexus itself?"

"Not specifically," the spirit answered, "but the power it holds, especially on a night such as this one, calls me."

The surprises weren't finished yet, it seemed, as the shape of a large coyote appeared a few feet in front of the women. "Before you ask," he said, "Yes, I am Coyote. Yes, I am usually seen in the far Southwest, but others believe in me, and places like this one draw me to them."

"You have no issue with why we came here, then? I would guess that you know what has happened to bring us here as well," Tanisha stated.

Both spirits stated that they had no issue with the women wishing to form a new community around the nexus. The female spirit informed the women that the First Nations peoples that had lived here before had called her Selena, First Daughter of the Moon.

"Well, actually, Selena is probably the closest to what any of you could understand, as my true name is very, very difficult to pronounce."

"We greet thee, Selena and Coyote, and give thee both thanks for allowing us to be here. May the light of the Moon guide us in our endeavours," came the formal response from the women of the coven, speaking as if they were one voice. It had happened a few times before now.

After a bit more idle discussion with the two spirits, the seven women trudged across the snow-covered fields to their new home. By the time that they all were standing around the point directly above the nexus, the sun was halfway down to the horizon and clouds had rolled in overhead. The moon itself would not be rising for a few hours, so there was very little light other than that given off by the cloud-blocked sun.

The seven women were stunned by the power of the nexus. Even without the moon's effect, there was a huge amount of power available. They were all shaking their heads at it. Add in the possible effects of the moon itself, plus the two spirits' abilities, and it was utterly amazing.

They spent the next few hours making careful preparations for the spell that they intended to cast at moon rise. Pavanna, Cheyenne, Veronica and Tanisha walked out from the nexus for a distance of 1.5 miles, then used their powers to draw invisible lines extending 1.5 miles to either side of where they stood. These lines would create the borders of their new town, a square with each side being three miles in length.

Cassandra, Pavanna, Cheyenne, Veronica and Tanisha all had apps on their phones giving info about moonrise, moonset, and other things. Once the four women had 'set' the lines, they returned to the nexus point and rejoined the other three members of their coven.

The seven women stepped into their respective places around the nexus point just as the moon showed the faintest trace on the horizon. Cassandra began to chant, the others following along as the chant continued and the power coalesced around the group of women.

At the apex of the chant, in the seventh repeat of it, the power flared out to all sides, reaching to those lines the four had drawn earlier. The light given off by the power spreading out from where they stood could be seen by all of them, this was far stronger than they had ever done.

The light arced across the night sky, reaching the center point on each of the four sides, then to the corners of the square they had drawn. The light touched the ground all around the prospective town at once, sending another flare of light up into the night sky as the spell finished.

The first ward of protection had been laid. There was quite a lot of work still to be done, but between them, they would handle it.

The spell didn't stop there, though. It kept going into the ground, down to a depth of just over two hundred feet, where it hit bedrock.

**********

Cassandra, or Cass as she asked people to call her, was a fairly strong type A personality housed in a body that was lush and curvy, notwithstanding the fact that she was barely 5'4" in her stocking feet. A page boy style shading from bright red through to silver was the cap on her beauty, many a man had approached her over the years to say that her hairstyle fit her usual businesswoman image to a T.

She was carrying a fair bit of extra weight nowadays, that was what happened when life got too busy to do things like exercise daily. That didn't stop males in many places from trying to chat her up when they saw her, even some that were only adults in the law's eyes, not her own.

Because she had known that they would be hiking through the woods and to the site itself, Cass had ordered the women to dress appropriately. She was clad, therefore, in a pair of comfortable well-worn faded jeans tucked into hiking boots and a men's flannel shirt tucked into a rather obvious feminine touch, the pale pink cable knit sweater one of her daughters had made for her for Christmas six years ago.

The final touch was a women's parka not quite fully zipped up and a toque that matched the sweater pulled down over her ears.

Her wideset grey eyes scanned the area around the nexus. It never hurt to be aware of your surroundings.

Pavanna was the closest to her in actual age, four years younger than Cass' 43, with a bit of silver in her waist length auburn locks and bright green eyes. It was usually kept it in a neatly tied pony tail, but occasionally she let it hang loose, drawing men like moths to flames.

Pavanna found that funny, as men held no attraction for her at all. In fact, she and Veronica Kingsland had been in a relationship that had lasted for over ten years so far. Pavanna's only major difference in style was the ear muffs, currently pulled back so she could hear people talk.

She was tall and slender, standing 5'11" in her stocking feet, with a career in business law behind her. She would take care of legal things here.

Veronica was 37 to Pavanna's 39 and slightly shorter; except for Veronica being ash blonde with blue eyes, the two women could have been sisters. What made it more interesting was that, when they met, Pavanna knew almost no English and Veronica spoke no Italian.

They say love will find a way to communicate and in the case of Pavanna and Veronica, it surely had. They spoke freely in either language now.

Veronica had been a dispatcher for the emergency services in a town about a thirty minute drive from the city of Philadelphia. She had usually worked twelve hour shifts, sometimes longer when a major incident of one kind or another would occur in that semi-rural town.

Cheyenne, 33, was the middle one age wise of the seven women. She was half First Nations through her mother, specifically Blackfoot, but her father had demanded she be raised in town like a 'normal' white girl, even though her ancestry was clear to all from the moment of birth.

Cheyenne's mother, Stephanie, often called Songbird by tribal members for her sweet voice, had put up with her husband's desires and demands until Cheyenne was twelve. One night, in the wee hours, Steph woke to find Alan was not in the room and heard some sounds coming from their daughter's room just down the hall. She threw on a robe, then went to find out why the noises were coming from Cheyenne's room.

Steph opened the door to find that Alan had her daughter pinned to the headboard and was in the midst of what could only be rape. Steph grabbed the iron floor stand lamp that stood near Cheyenne's door, stepped into the room and used it to knock the bastard out cold.

Once that was done, Steph ran to retrieve her cell phone, dropping the stand lamp on the floor and partly over the bed itself. When she came back, she informed Cheyenne that she was calling the police and told her if he moved, she was to use the stand lamp to knock him out again.

Twenty minutes later, the bastard was in cuffs and being hauled out of the house on a charge of statutory rape of a minor child.

Steph put the house up for sale and moved back to the reservation, where life might be rough but you usually knew what was what. She spent the next several years teaching her daughter traditional ways and beliefs, ways that brought Cheyenne closer to Wiccan magic over time.

When Cheyenne had met the others in New York a few months before, she had a fair understanding of First Nations magics, specifically those that were shamanic in origin. Meeting the other women allowed her to see that there were other ways that complimented her beliefs.

Cheyenne typically dressed in buckskin, mostly dresses, but had worn heavy buckskin pants and a matching shirt and vest today. She almost always carried her shamanic tools with her, as she did today, as they were often useful in the preparation of spells the women would cast. The only item beyond her buckskins and her tools was the lightweight parka, the cold and winds out here didn't bother her much at all.

Her raven tresses fell to her hips, long and loose. She would only tie her hair back in a pony tail if it was absolutely necessary.

Like Pavanna and Veronica, Cheyenne was tall, standing 5'10" in her stocking feet. She was also quite fit, running five miles every morning.

Tanisha was the next youngest, having just turned 29 on the day after the winter solstice. Tanisha was a proud young black woman who had come out of the ghettos of New York and had managed to find work in one of the many financial oriented businesses in that city.

She was average height, just a hair under 5'6" tall with shoulder length straightened midnight hair that often seemed to appear blue in spots.

After about six months of working in the business, someone had said something about a particular stock that was beginning to lose its oomph on the public listings. She casually mentioned something about another stock and set off an argument that lasted the rest of the day. What made it interesting was that, early the next morning, she was informed that they were working on her idea and she was getting a pay raise.

That turned into her eventually having her own suite in the office as a new broker, with the powerhouse of the firm behind her.

She put her little insights to good work over the next eight years, amassing a fortune in the neighbourhood of seven billion dollars. At that point, she decided to retire and find other things to do with her life, which eventually led to her meeting one of the other women.

That meeting had been with Pavanna and not long afterward, Tanisha had met the rest of the group. That had happened two years ago.

It was her money that had led to the group's decision to make their own way and place out in the world, a place they could call home.

Jeannette Williamson was the next youngest, having met the early members of the group about a year before Tanisha found them.

Jeannette was a pretty young woman of not quite 26 years of age, 5'3" tall, slim but pretty enough that men followed her everywhere.

She came from a WASP family that claimed ancestry back to before the early pioneers had left for the new lands of America. In fact, she could, if called upon to prove it, show her ancestry going all the way back to the times of Brian Boru, an esteemed name in many Irish homes.

It wasn't truly clear, but one of the lines in her ancestry was marked as a broken line. When she asked the woman in her family who had put all of the information together over a period of about five years, she was told that that line marked an illegitimate child from the great Brian.

She had been interested in Celtic mythology for several years, as well as magic and had some rudimentary knowledge of the mystic arts.

Then she met the group, and in a few short visits, learned that what she knew of magic was just a tiny fragment out of the whole. Over the years since then, her knowledge had expanded to the point where she was the third most powerful member of their little coven.

The last member of the coven was also the youngest. Appolonia Elisabeth Johnson was two months shy of her 20th birthday.

Appolonia, like Pavanna, Veronica and Cheyenne, was quite tall, an even 6' in height with long, flowing dark chestnut coloured hair and very pale blue eyes that brought ice to mind. She had a ready smile and a great willingness to learn, which helped her out within the coven.

Her family was mixed Greek and Celtic, mostly Greek, but she had apparently thrown back to a Celtic great-grandmother on her mom's side.

Like everyone in the group except for Cheyenne, she was wearing heavy jeans and a flannel shirt inside a heavy parka.

She was still a neophyte in the knowledge of magic, but the raw power she could use or add to a spell was on the level of 'what the fuck?'.

The Call Of The Haven: Chapter 1

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Attempted Suicide
  • CAUTION: Not Work-Safe
  • CAUTION: Physical or Emotional Abuse
  • CAUTION: Rape / Sexual Assault
  • CAUTION: Violence

Audience Rating: 

  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Magic
  • Day after Tomorrow

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School
  • College / Twenties
  • Mature / Thirty+

TG Themes: 

  • Wishes

TG Elements: 

  • Slice of Life

Other Keywords: 

  • Alternate Reality

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

Cassandra's abilities in magic almost perfectly matched her business acumen, being mostly in the realm of organizing and running everything.

Tanisha's abilities were very much in the natural realm, primarily to do with plants, but she also had a fair knowledge of genetics. She put that to use once they had brought the seven vehicles to the new town and they had set up personal tents to give them a sense of privacy.

Tanisha wanted something that would be protective of the townsfolk, and that would be able to recognize people as townsfolk or not. This had been something she had been experimenting on at home in a large and well maintained laboratory, and she had had some success.

The biggest success was a plant that she called Lupus carnivora shavanella, a plant that often reached heights of nearly four metres or about thirteen feet. What made this plant type of particular interest was that units in close proximity would grow together and establish a hive mind. That oddity gave the combined specimens a very high intelligence and she had taught them to understand English, Spanish and Italian.

If the plants were within twenty feet or six metres of each other, they would extend their roots to connect to other ones nearby, allowing the plants on both sides of a narrow street, per se, to operate as if they were one being. The second oddity, and the one that gave the plants part of their name, was that each floret, when open, resembled the open jaw of a wolf with sharp teeth that were quite capable of rending something. The plants were carnivorous, but could be kept quiescent with miniscule doses of magic at regular intervals that Tanisha organized.

Each of the women would give a tiny amount of magic occasionally to the plants, which each combined plant learned to accept over time.

The project had been developing for the last six months in Tanisha's labs and was now ready to be used to defend the new town. At intervals of about one half of a mile from the center point of each side of the town, entry gates were placed, with wide paths leading into the town. On each side of those paths, Tanisha planted a combined specimen, then added to each one until it ran along the whole first block.

Each block in the town was about three hundred feet long, so imagine these plants extending along and under each first block into the town.

One of the precautions Tanisha had set into the plants capabilities was that they could only grow where they were set. Except for the plants on either side of the blocks leading into the town, the plants were unable to extend into other areas, so they would not overrun the entire town.

**********

Cheyenne's abilities in the normal realm were in the construction field, she had worked for several years as a drywaller and brick and stone layer. She had also spent some time making natural wood walls, and this was what she chose to use as her primary building style here.

The wooded area to the east had a variety of good, solid trees that would be useful to her, but there were other wooded areas within ten miles of the new town; as long as they didn't go crazy, and ensured that they replanted anything they cut, there would be a good supply for many years to come. There was also a large area to the west of the lake that looked like a natural quarry, specifically sandstone and marble.

Both of those types of stone were sometimes used in making buildings. The sandstone would make lovely tiling for the rooftops, while the marble could be used as wall reinforcement and also as flooring. The marble in the quarry site appeared to be off white, almost silver in colour.

She talked to the other women to get some idea of what each one wanted for their home to be and started to make plans.

**********

Once they had settled in overnight, Pavanna got down to business, specifically the legal things like incorporating their new town, drawing up what could become the town charter, and removing legal obstructions that might arise through the state or federal governments.

The town's site was in the backlands of the old state of Colorado, in what used to be the United States of America. Within ten years of the end of World War II, the US and Canada came to an agreement and became one nation, henceforth known as the United Realms of Canica.

Many people nowadays often called the whole nation, which stretched from the North Pole all the way to the border with Mexico, Greater Canica. Different major regions, like what had been Canada in former times, were identified by individual names tied to the whole. For instance, what had been Canada was now Upper Canica, what had been the states roughly above the Mason-Dixon line was Central Canica and the area between that and the border with Mexico was known as Lower Canica. The population of the new land was nearly 375 million now.

The new president had been a surprise upset, an Independent who had taken Canica by storm and won in a massive landslide election. Wonder of wonders, the voting in that election had been the highest seen in either former land since the elections that combined the two lands.

The new president-elect, who would take office in a few short weeks, was named Vanessa Redbird. She was a First Nations woman who had been raised in Alberta and had run on a platform of "If you earn the trust of the people, they will stand by you through anything".

Well, she had done that in her own way, having served in the Army for over twenty years, eventually reaching the rank of lieutenant Colonel. From the time that she had received her first command, she had put that credo to use, building the trust of her units on a daily basis.

That trust had come back to her when she announced her candidacy for the presidency. She had no idea just how much she meant to the people she led in battle for almost 20 years. The soldiers talked to their families, they talked to their friends and the surprise win happened.

Pavanna hooked up her laptop, using a tiny bit of magic to connect to the nearest set of cell towers, then contacted a friend. This friend had served under Miss Redbird, earning six medals in the process, and was quite happy to pass on Pavanna's message to the president-elect.

The message was regarding the new town and the hopes that former military people might come here to serve as police, medics, etc. That message also went out to about a dozen other people with a great deal of power in the new land. Hopefully, each of them would help.

Once she had formatted the incorporation document and the charter, and had the necessary signatures for them, she sent them off to the state capitol in Denver, asking for a quick response so she could continue to legally establish the new community and obtain necessary rights.

As there were no towns of any size in the area, she figured that she would have a reply from the governor's staff within 48 hours.

Once she had done what she could to start the ball rolling, she wandered over to offer herself as a workhorse for Cheyenne.

**********

Jeannette had only recently finished a master's degree in psychology and another in social work. She had been in the process of looking around for work when Tanisha had suggested they use her money to establish a new town somewhere, where women and kids would be safe.

When they had set up the plan for the new town, Jeannette said that she would put her degrees to good use there. She would establish a combo clinic/office either in the hospital that would be built, or close to it, where she would treat clients that needed either of her skill sets.

She spent some time talking to Cheyenne, asking for an area just off what would be the town common for her clinic and office. While discussing it with Cheyenne, Pavanna joined them, suggesting that she could do some grunt work to get the building projects going.

Cheyenne had decided to mark an area three hundred feet on each side around the nexus as a large open park for the new town. This idea had been enthusiastically supported by the other six women, and markers had already been set around the prospective town common.

**********

Appolonia, once she had graduated from high school, had stunned her family by taking a one year course at a community college that would allow her to apply to the police academy. She had recently graduated from the academy and had worked on the beat in New York for the last three months. She found Cheyenne, Jeannette and Pavanna all talking at the eastern edge of what would become the town common.

"Heya, girls, right now, I'm on my own for keeping the peace here, not that it's a problem with just the seven of us. But that will change, and I doubt it will take very long at all before we're going to need several more people to help me to do that job as the town grows. Pavanna, you seem to have lots of contacts with either government folks or military people, can you send the word out that we need folks for this?"

Pavanna giggled, walked over to a nearby tree and picked up an expensive backpack, then pulled out a laptop. "I did that already, Appolonia." The words were hardly out of her mouth before the system was powering up and she sat down on a nearby stump and started typing. "If you're wondering what I'm doing now, I'm sending an addendum to my earlier message to several important people across the country."

Appolonia, Jeannette and Cheyenne looked on in astonishment. Appolonia was the first to ask, "How are you able to use that here?"

Pavanna giggled again, looked up at the three other women and replied, "Oh, I tapped into the cell towers about thirty miles thataway." She pointed off to the southeast, then went back to her typing on the functional laptop in a place where there was no physical power supply.

The three women shook their heads, then Jeannette and Appolonia wandered off together, chatting about their respective fields of work.

**********

As the two girls wandered off, Veronica approached from the other direction, having come from the vehicles the seven had brought here.

"Hi, Pavanna, Cheyenne, what's up?" she enquired as she stopped a few paces away from them and looked around her.

Pavanna had apparently finished whatever she was doing on the laptop as she closed it, put it in the backpack and set it down against the tree.

Cheyenne replied, "I've been making decisions on what we need to build our homes and a few important places as well. It seems there is a rather large quarry not far from that lake to the north, the quarry has both sandstone and marble, both of which are useful building materials. I was figuring that it would make sense to have most of the walls and framework be hardwoods, specifically maple, cherry, oak, and hickory.

"While we walked through that woods area yesterday afternoon, I noted that all of those trees were present in reasonably decent amounts, as were birch and beech, American chestnut, dogwood, ash, aspen, poplar, walnut and willow in somewhat smaller quantities.

"The first four I named are ones more commonly used in construction, but the other types can be used to make furniture and other things.

"Now, do either of you have any knowledge of the various tree types. What I mean is can you recognize each type without a guidebook?"

Pavanna and Veronica were silent for a moment, then Pavanna remembered something and that low, sweet chuckle erupted from her.

"Not a problem, Cheyenne, my father worked for over twenty years for the forestry department in upper New York State after his first job working in a sawmill went under because the owners were idiots and had lost the business by making bad investments for several years. I can remember daddy leading me around, showing me various trees and drilling me on each type until I knew them by heart," she giggled.

"I'll take Veronica with me, I have four high end chainsaws that were gifts from daddy over the years, we can use those to cut the trees."

"Excellent," Cheyenne grinned, "I'm going to need at least thirty adult oak trees, preferably not ancient ones, I noticed one or two big ones while we walked through the woods. Hmmm... at least thirty full grown maple, perhaps twenty cherry, same amount for hickory, ten each of walnut and chestnut. That should be enough to get the base for several buildings up, plus some walls. If we need more, we can get it later."

"Okay, we'll get on that, Cheyenne," Pavanna responded. "Good thing our main vehicle is a big pickup truck with a long bed, huh?"

Veronica nodded, then giggled, "Yeah, it is, but even still, it's going to take a few loads to bring all of those back here, I'm figuring we'll have to cut the trees into ten foot lengths at best, then load them. I doubt we would be allowed to haul full length trees using just the pickup."

"Not only would that be very unlikely, it would be too risky, full length trees would pull the back end down a lot, making it very hard to drive."

Cheyenne nodded and smiled as the two women wandered off in the direction of the parked vehicles. The real work would start soon.

**********

Cheyenne was looking around, still smiling, when Cassandra walked up to her, carrying what looked like a large travel mug in one hand.

"Oooooh, you got one of the camp stoves out and brewed some coffee by the smell. Dammit, woman, why didn't you bring me some?"

"I wasn't thinking about it, honestly," Cass replied, "I'm just wandering around, feeling the place out, ya know? I knew there were some big nexuses around the country, but it wasn't until Appolonia joined us a little while back that I found this one. Damn, it's a monster!"

Cheyenne giggled, "Yeah, I remember Appolonia last night mentioning it was the biggest seven line nexus she had ever seen."

Cass nodded, "Yep, the only ones that I know of that are bigger are in the UK or Europe, except for one deep in the Australian Outback."

"Wait!" Cheyenne gasped, "You're saying we found one of the biggest nexuses anywhere and it went undiscovered all this time?"

Cass nodded, then shrugged, saying, "It's weird, but it almost feels like we were meant to find it and build a community here."

Cheyenne agreed, then grumbled, "What I need now is someone that can extract and then bring the sandstone and marble here."

Cass laughed, a bright, high almost tinkling sound that caused Cheyenne to giggle reflexively. "Give it time, Cheyenne, give it time."

The Call Of The Haven: Chapter 2

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Physical or Emotional Abuse

Audience Rating: 

  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Magic
  • Day after Tomorrow

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School
  • College / Twenties
  • Mature / Thirty+

TG Themes: 

  • Wishes

TG Elements: 

  • Slice of Life

Other Keywords: 

  • Alternate Reality

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

Ten days had passed since the coven had cast the spell that set the first layer of protection over the new town.

Cheyenne, with help from Pavanna and Veronica, had set up the basic frames for several houses around the central square. The houses would be forty feet wide, sitting on lots slightly more than sixty feet across, the differences would be due to what people desired.

For the most part, the houses were quite similar at this point, with this one being a bit longer, that one slightly wider at the back because the owner, Appolonia, wanted a small private room attached there for her gun collection, which rivalled that of some big game hunters.

Pavanne and Veronica had brought back quite a few truckloads of various types of trees, all having been cut into ten foot lengths. The two women had then set up a set of braces that could be clamped around the logs, then proceeded to saw each log in half lengthwise.

When they had a fair supply ready, the three women working together would lift each log into place on strong brackets bolted into the studs.The logs were set so that each one would fit into place with only the slightest of gaps showing which could be easily sealed.

They carried, placed and cut new half logs when needed, stopping occasionally for breaks or to grab a drink from a canteen. Cheyenne's watch showed the time to be 11:19 AM; they had, in the three hours they had been working today, covered most of one side wall of a house.

If they could maintain the pace, all seven houses that were being built, plus the combined clinic/office, would be ready in a few weeks.

Cheyenne nodded, smiling as she waved to Pavanna and Veronica, then returned to the work that needed to be done.

**********

Pavanna had received over five dozen responses to her requests for emergency workers, primarily police, fire and medical. She had spent most of her evenings wading through new messages, talking to people she knew in various areas of the country who knew someone who knew someone else that knew the person that she was inquiring about. In most cases, the information that she heard was very positive.

Over 90% of those who had contacted her had said they could start within two weeks, or perhaps a month.

What interested Pavanna quite a bit was that some of these people had access to magic in one way or another.

Three of them, all living in the the borough of Queens in New York City, had formed a small coven of their own, one with true magic.

Pavanna had sent replies to most of the people who had contacted her, saying she and the others would see them when they arrived.

What interested Pavanna even more were the messages from people with strong magical ability. Some of these messages were along the line of 'I felt a call of sorts on the night of the last full moon, I am ready to come to where you are, just give me the word'. She did.

**********

In the early afternoon of the eleventh day after the first layer protection spell had been laid, the first newcomer arrived.

All seven women could feel the raw ability of the newcomer. What surprised them was that he was male, not female as they had expected.

He walked to one of the gates at the outer edge of the town, looked inside along the passage and noticed the plants with a soft chuckle.

That was when Tanisha and Cassandra came walking down that same path and faced him from the other side of the gate.

The man, rugged looking and well built, appeared to be in his mid-forties, but with that level of power, age could be slowed fairly easily.

He raised large, long fingered hands and quietly stated, "You have no reason to fear me, I've come to help you if you are agreeable."

Cass looked behind her briefly, noticing Jeanette approaching along the same path. Jeanette was smiling broadly.

Jeanette was soon beside the two other women and softly whispered in Cass' ear, "He is a good man, very protective of women without being invasive." Cass nodded as Jeanette stepped back, then shrugged, opened the gate and bade him to enter.

He nodded and followed them along that passage, then another and yet another, slowly heading for the center of the town.

Cass led them into the central area of the park, just a short distance from the nexus itself.

The man stopped in shock just behind the women, the sheer power of the nexus in front of him was well beyond amazing.

"By the Goddess," he whispered, "I've discovered three new nexuses in the last seven years, but they are like trickles compared to a flood!"

Perhaps Selena was listening. The seven women had felt her presence flitting around the town from time to time. A very brief moment had passed from his uttering those words when she appeared before them, looking right at him as she said, "I felt your call, O shaman."

He looked up at her, startled beyond belief. That had been a barely whispered prayer, and she had heard it?

Her physical appearance reminded him of First Nations women who spent a lot of time out under the sun. "I was not calling anyone. If anything, that was a brief prayer uttered in shock when I saw the size of this nexus. You called me shaman. I admit that I am one."

Selena smiled at the small group. "By your own powers, Tanisha, you know he means this place no harm, or he would not have stepped more than a few feet inside that gate without being attacked by the plants you created. He is a shaman as I said, and a rather good one."

He put his hands up in front of him again, showing they were empty. "My name is Ross Hymmel. Friends call me Red Wing."

Cass nodded, Selena had chastised them all without being cruel about it, and spread her hands to either side. "Be welcome here, Red Wing."

**********

Red Wing, as they chose to call him, threw himself into the work beside Cheyenne, Pavanna and Veronica. By late afternoon on the thirteenth day after the full moon, they were finishing the roof on the first house, lines of overlapping sandstone tile running down all four sides.

As the second to last tile was being placed, all eight people inside the town felt the approach of a person, perhaps more than one.

Redwing followed the three women, who were joined by the others as they approached a gate on the eastern side of the town.

A man, perhaps thirty to thirty-five years old, short pale blond hair, ice blue eyes, not quite six feet tall, stood next to a rather beautiful woman. The woman was a few inches shorter, with golden blonde hair falling to mid-back and grey eyes. The last person in the small group was a young girl, perhaps twelve years of age, looking like a smaller version of her mother with her father's pale hair and eyes.

As soon as the group had stepped out through the gate, he smiled and spoke, "I'm Vance Paulson, this is my wife Sandy and my daughter Joy." He showed that he was holding a folder, which he passed over to Pavanna as he continued speaking, "I'm a firefighter from a town outside of Detroit, they were looking to downsize, so I gave them notice and quit. Sandy is a licensed EMT with a second degree in nursing."

Sandy had had one arm wrapped behind his back as he spoke, now she let go and stepped away slightly. "That's not the whole of it, though; I have some ability in the use of magic, although I am not very powerful. Joy actually has better control of magic than I do."

The coven members all nodded, each of them could feel the power coming from the woman and the girl.

Sandy continued speaking a moment later, "I felt the call on the full moon, so did Joy here. Like my husband, I handed in notice that I was leaving the day after that amazing display of power. We packed up everything, all that we have is in that big truck behind my car."

The seven coven members withdrew from the others for a moment, discussing it. From what each of them could sense, some better than others, these people were exactly what they claimed to be, thus there was no reason to deny them a place in the new town.

The women returned a few minutes later, with Cass waving to the new people to enter the town. "I bid you welcome to our Haven."

**********

After that, new people would arrive two or three times a day. Each time, they would be greeted by the original seven women, sometimes with Red Wing standing back to watch them. A quick chat would be held near a gate, then the new folks would be welcomed into the town.

As more and more people arrived, work on the first houses progressed much faster thanks to having more people available for the work.

At the sunset of the twenty-second day after the full moon, the seven original houses had been completed except for electrical work and plumbing, which would be done as soon as someone with those skills arrived. The clinic/office was nearly halfway to being finished.

Once again, the women felt one or more people approaching a gate, this one near the north-west corner of the town.

They arrived by the gate barely five minutes later, just in time to see what looked like a girl come running through the open gate. Cassandra, Appolonia and Tanisha all swore afterward that the gate had been shut until just before the girl reached it, then ran inside.

That was when things turned ugly. A man ran in just behind her, then several feet up the path, before the plants closed in over him.

One of the plants actually nipped him, taking a small chunk from his right upper arm, before Tanisha said something to calm them.

The man stood there terrified of the plants, all of them looking down at him intently as if pondering if he should be their dinner.

The girl ran right up to Cass, then lunged at her, which immediately caused Cass to wrap her in a hug. The girl started crying.

It took several minutes to calm the girl down. From time to time, she would turn around and glare at the male standing under the plants.

Finally, she was calm enough to speak, stuttering now and then, "He... he... was going to kill me... be... because I want to be a girl!"

Well, you can bet that raised a ruckus. Several men who had recently arrived were quite ready to rip the guy to shreds then and there.

Somehow, the plants sensed the anger of the people over one they thought belonged here and they bent down closer to him, mouths open.

The girl continued speaking, "He was going to take me up to the quarry... up there..." she pointed to the north, "And throw me into it."

Cass turned, facing the man, then spoke quietly enough that only the people close by could hear her, "He intended to kill you?"

The girl nodded, saying, "Yes, ma'am. I managed to use my small ability in magic to make him take a wrong turn that brought us here."

The answer from the girl caused a glow of power to rise from the six other members of the coven, they wanted his blood!

A few minutes passed before they managed to calm down again and release the power to flow back to the nexus.

At that point, Tanisha shook her head and strode forward, coming to a stop just in front of the terrified man cowering under the plants, all of which seemed to be ready to snap down on him. "You came into this place intending harm to one who only wished to be her true self. You have felt the bite of my plants, they've had a taste of you. Leave now and never return, for if you do, they will eat you until only bones remain."

He looked at her, saw the slight glow in her eyes that could also be seen in faint flickers around her hands and shuddered with fear. He slowly backed away, watching the plants as he retreated step by step, then passed through the gate and sped off toward his parked car.

The Ghost

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Violence

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • 500 < Short Story < 7500 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • Mature / Thirty+

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

This little piece was something that came out of nowhere while I was trying to sleep early today. I got up, intending to jot down basic info for it, but ended up spending about two hours doing other things on the computer before returning to get the sleep I still needed.

The interesting part is that this resurfaced a few hours ago as I was trying to go back to sleep.

The caution is primarily aimed at the brief kill scene near the end, but also due to the storyteller's description of the job.

**********

Ah, it's good to be out wandering again. Yes, my job needs to be done, but that's tomorrow, I have some time now to relive my experiences.

The job? Well, to be blunt, I'm an assassin, a killer for hire; someone sends me a contract and I kill the intended target. I've been doing this for a long time, since 1990 in fact, and I stopped keeping track of how many people I had killed somewhere around the 200 mark.

So you sit there and ask me how I can kill others so easily, without even the faintest qualm?

Well, that's easy to answer, I'm a very amoral person. Rules, regulations, laws, etc., are made for people like me to break them.

As to how I became an assassin, well, I was doing my usual day in college back in late '89 when I was approached by an older male, very distinguished looking; he was dressed in a well-made, expensive suit with a rather expensive full length London Fog trench coat.

We talked for a short while that late summer afternoon and his offer intrigued me enough that I finally accepted it.

The next year was very busy for me, not only was I still taking my college courses, but I was also being trained in the skills I would need. To be honest, I'm not sure how I managed to find the time to do everything and still get about six hours of sleep most nights, but I did.

One of the courses I was taking that year was college level chemistry. This course was one that I quite thoroughly enjoyed, I often asked to be allowed to stay in the lab after the regular classes had ended so i could experiment on one thing or another. I loved it, oh, yes!

It was during one of these after hours experiments that I discovered my special poison, the one I've used on every single target I've killed. This poison, interestingly, is actually a combination of five different and very deadly venoms; when mixed, they make an almost transparent fluid with a very slight viscosity. This combined poison has a half-life of less than three hours, then it will break down into a new form, one that is no longer deadly in any sense. This final form, when magnified, looks rather like the pre-cum from a man's penis just before full ejaculation.

They call me The Ghost, the unseen killer. Police organizations on every continent and in most countries have been trying to catch me since I first showed up on the international assassin scene twenty-seven years ago. They try, but I still walk free, completing my contracts.

The name fits, as I am very nondescript, quite average looking, to be honest. Oh, dear, I really should describe myself, yes?

Well, I'm male, I was born in a ramshackle unnamed town out in the middle of the desert north of Las Vegas, Nevada. The town is so small it isn't shown on any maps that I have seen, no, not even the dreaded Google maps. There's a small lake not too far away from the town.

I'm just shy of 5'9" tall, 175 cm, with medium brown curly hair falling to the bottom of my shoulders. My wide sapphire blue eyes are my only noticeable facial feature, my nose is quite normal, my mouth is neither bow shaped nor excessively wide, my ears are slightly small.

I weigh in at a nice, solid for me 155 pounds, just over 70 kilograms for those folks that like metric measurements.

So... I'm pretty much average for a male, well, with the exception of my long hair, but that's not unusual nowadays, you know.

Now the fun part arises. There are times when I'm doing a job that a female would have a much better chance of reaching the target. So, over the years, I let my hair grow as I've mentioned already, and I can easily style it to look very feminine in just a couple of minutes.

Well, I have to admit that my becoming interested in the skirts and dresses that my mother and older sister wore as I grew up has been quite an asset in my line of work. Thanks to my hair, when I throw on a skirt and blouse or a dress and do my make-up, I look like a woman.

I helped that along when I was in college by using a girl taking an aesthetician's/cosmetician's course to get free electrolysis. What facial hair I had never came in as more than straggly bits here and there, so it looked quite scruffy; removing it made me look much, much better.

I found out later that the straggly facial hair was something that affects roughly one third of the males in my family.

So I am able to present myself as either male or female when needed, and I'm quite happy to wear female clothes when the job requires it.

Okay, now you know a little bit about me, not that I think it will help anyone to understand or comprehend me. I'm definitely not normal.

Well, back to how I do my job. The poison, once it is mixed, is inserted into one or more very small needles. Each individual needle is then placed into a slot in the little device I use to carry them while moving around. The device is quite small, it can be completely hidden when I close my hand over it. It has three small buttons, each with an up or down option. Up launches the needle, down, retracts it from the device.

I'm very careful, it's one of the reasons why I am still in business after more than a quarter of a century. I tend to carry at least three or four of these devices on me at any time while doing a job, each device in a separate pocket, or perhaps in a purse if I am presenting as female.

I'm not sure how many times my carrying more than one device has saved my life. When you must kill fast without being seen, they're handy.

So I'll approach within a few feet of my target and then launch a needle into their neck if they are dressed in full pants and long sleeves, or into their upper thigh or shoulder if they're dressed for summer. In any case, I'll then move close and brush the needle away with a thumb.

If they actually notice me touching them at that point, I'll quickly say that I thought they were someone I knew, it never fails.

They continue on to their office or whatever destination they had in mind, and about ten minutes after the actual attack, the venom activates in the bloodstream. It takes maybe five minutes for it to reach the heart and kill the target, and ten more after that for it to break down.

There is a variation of my poison that is a nearly instant kill, thanks to one added ingredient. I use it when the circumstances require it.

Sometimes, I'll get a contract that tells me to protect someone rather than kill them. These can be quite interesting.

As an example, I had a contract like this about, oh, six months ago. The protectee was an American woman visiting in Hong Kong, she has a rather strong interest in the various kinds of dolls and toys produced en masse in that city by many of its residents.

She had been informed by another English speaking person that there was a rather good shop for these items not far from the docks.

I had been following her for three days, using my rather limited Cantonese language skills and even more limited Mandarin to talk to residents and business people while keeping her in my sight, generally within perhaps ten or twenty feet so I could reach her quickly.

She stopped in front of the store she wanted and started talking to the middle-aged Chinese woman standing in the doorway. Even though her Cantonese was much worse than mine and the shop lady's English was just as awful, they managed to communicate well enough.

I was still watching her and the area around her and that was how I spotted the two that had been sent to kill her. I recognized both of them, they were pretty good, but not even close to my level of expertise, and so I quietly stepped in behind the two, one male, one female.

I knew for a fact that both spoke excellent English, so I whispered to them, "Is it time for you to die, my lovelies?"

Both stopped in their tracks and turned to face me. They knew me enough to recognize me and thus my reputation, both of them blanched.

The male replied just as quietly, "We are doing a job, why are you concerned for a foreigner in our country?"

"Because, my dears, I was contracted to make sure she lives. If you intend to harm her, well... you know how good I am."

The male looked at his female partner, who took her turn to speak, "You can't stop both of us", as she turned and moved toward my protectee.

I pressed a button and whispered, "You're absolutely wrong." One of my fast kill darts hit her in the neck, not far from the carotid artery on that side. She was falling even before she knew she was dead. Another dart was on its way, landing a moment later in the upper shoulder of the left arm of the male. He slumped to the ground, dying less than ten feet from his partner, neither of them having reached their intended target.

As soon as the second dart had been launched, I was off, removing the darts, then moving into the nearest crowd which happened to be only a few shops away. The woman had not known she was in any danger, and a clear message had been sent to those who would oppose me.

It seems I was noticed, though, by the shopkeeper of the store where my protectee was examining several pieces. When I returned to my cheap hotel to grab my bags and check out, I found a note in my mail wrapped around five one thousand yuan bank notes.

The note was relatively brief, this is as close as I can remember it now:

"You save woman, she never know how close she almost die, we do good business. You help her, she help me, I help you."

To this day, I have no idea how that shop lady managed to get that note to my hotel before I arrived there.

So I travel the world, from one land to another, trusting in my skills to get the job done without being discovered.

Oh, my! I have to prepare for my birthday party next week, I'm crossing the line to the fifty and over side.

Perhaps YOU might be my next target? Hmmm... We shall see. Good day to you.

The Great Downtown Jam Session

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • 500 < Short Story < 7500 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Transitioning

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School
  • College / Twenties
  • Mature / Thirty+
  • Senior / Sixty+

TG Themes: 

  • Female to Male

TG Elements: 

  • Estrogen / Hormones
  • Performer/Entertainer

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

Kyle was walking down the street, heading toward a mall that allowed people to play music with little or no hassle. It was just another city somewhere in the United States, much like many other fairly big cities, with people walking or driving by without saying anything.

He wasn't really paying attention to where he was going until he had to stop at a street light to wait for it to turn green. Across the street was a small area where the city allowed musicians, comics, etc., to do their acts. Something pulled Kyle over to the almost empty square.

Now, you might think that Kyle was your ordinary teenager, but you would be wrong. Kyle had actually been born female and named Kylie after the singing sensation Kylie Minogue. She'd grown up for years knowing something didn't feel right, but it wasn't until she hit puberty that she fully understood just what was wrong. She hated her breasts, which thanks to her family filled out until they were a noticeable 44DD.

She had just turned seventeen when her parents and her only sibling were killed in a multiple car accident that happened when a semi and its trailer flipped over on the interstate between her city and the one where her parents and brother had been visiting with relatives. The accident left four others dead and at least ten injured, and was all over the place within minutes thanks to people posting to FB and other sites.

She was horribly upset by the deaths of her parents and brother, to the point where she was found semi-catatonic and was hospitalized. She had been so traumatized that she had stopped eating and was only found four days later when a friend dropped in on her with no warning.

She spent close to two months in the hospital recovering from what had happened. The really good thing that came out of being there was that her sessions with the in-house psychiatrist identified her gender identity issues and that doctor recommended a GID therapist.

Her father had been a scientist with a few contracts for making items for the military using a variety of materials. He'd been quite well paid over the years, enough that the wills of her parents and her brother left her with a very nice trust fund, somewhere around $3 million US. Her father had had each of them fill out wills that would leave any money and items to the others, thus everything came down to her.

She'd used a fair chunk of that money to have a double mastectomy done, and had talked with the GID therapist for a few months, then had been started on testosterone hormone treatments. Finally her life was feeling like it should have for so many years.

She started her real life test not long after that, living 24/7 as Kyle. He was glad to be able to be himself at last.

He made sure to finish high school, even working hard to catch up on what she had missed during her two months in the hospital. He decided, somewhere along the line, that he wanted to go to the Juillard School. He planned to work on a Master of Music diploma, which would take a few years, but he also had decided that he would get at least a Bachelor of Fine Arts degree there as well. It sure wouldn't hurt.

He spooked for a moment when a woman with a very yippy small dog passed by him, then crossed the intersection. He chuckled to himself, shook off the feeling of being spooked, then headed across the street when the light changed and walked into the square.

He found a spot that looked suitable, then carefully lowered his large army style backpack to the ground. After opening it, he pulled out a nice digital keyboard, plus a stand and a seat, and spent several minutes setting it all up, especially securing the keyboard to the stand.

He generally preferred rock music from the '60s through the '80s, but at the moment, his mood demanded something a little bit different. He took a few minutes to warm up his fingers and the keys, then launched into a nice rendition of Louis Armstrong's What A Wonderful World.

He hadn't even thought to set out something to collect change or bills that people dropped. He was lost in the music to the point that he didn't even realize that people had been listening to him playing until he played the last few notes and looked up as he heard the clapping.

He was in a pretty good mood, so his next choice was Bob Seger's Old Time Rock And Roll.

Kyle's voice had changed quite a bit over the last two years or so, deepening enough that he was no longer mistaken as being female because of it. Kyle's voice didn't quite match that of Bob Seger, but it still came across really well, and the applause after that was even stronger.

From there, he played and sang These Eyes by The Guess Who, Owner Of A Lonely Heart by Yes, Hotel California and Desperado by the Eagles, Bad Bad Leroy Brown by Jim Croce, Bad Moon Rising by Creedence Clearwater Revival and Let It Be by the Beatles.

Granted, he was only doing the piano portions of these songs and singing, but the growing crowd seemed to love it. Someone had even dropped a shabby old baseball cap on the ground beside him, and he could see lots of coins and several bills lying in there.

He smiled, thanked the people for the applause and the cash, then dove back into the playing, starting with The Rolling Stones' Sympathy For The Devil, then switched to Aerosmith's Walk This Way, Led Zeppelin's Stairway To Heaven and Lynyrd Skynyrd's Sweet Home Alabama.

Just as he was finishing Walk This Way, a beat up old Ford Econoline van passed by, the girl in the front passenger seat looked out and saw Kyle playing in the square. Penny turned to her fraternal twin Pete and yelled, "Hey, there's some guy on a keyboard in the square!"

Pete nodded, "I can hear it, sounds like he's playing decent music, we haven't had a keyboard player since Erick left town last year."

Aaron, a second cousin of the twins added his bit, "Maybe we could join him and just jam for a while, see what happens?"

Penny giggled, nodding, "Sounds like a plan, we weren't doing anything, we've got acoustic guitars, a bass guitar and your drums, Aaron."

Pete chuckled as he took the next available right turn and made his way around the block, eventually returning to the square. He stopped the vehicle at the side of the road, Penny and Aaron jumped out, opened the back doors and pulled down the heavy trolley they used to move the equipment around. They quickly loaded the three guitars and the drum set onto the trolley before hauling it into the square near Kyle.

Pete found an underground parking area about a block away, parked and locked up the van, then ran back to the square. He arrived there just as Aaron and Penny finished setting up their gear. When Kyle finished playing, Pete politely asked if they could join him.

The broad grin stretching across Kyle's face was all the answer that was needed.

Kyle asked for examples of what music they knew well enough to play, and nodded happily as he waved to Aaron to set the beat.

Aaron started playing the opening bars of Riders On The Storm by The Doors and the other three quickly joined in, making a sweet sound that soon filled the square. After that, they played through quite a few songs, including Magic Carpet Ride by Steppenwolf, Roxanne by The Police, Tom Sawyer by Rush, Whole Lotta Love by Led Zeppelin, Nights In White Satin by The Moody Blues, American Pie by Don McLean, Knocking On Heaven's Door by Bob Dylan, Here Comes The Sun by The Beatles, Take It Easy by The Eagles, Turn The Page by Bog Seger, House Of The Rising Sun by The Animals, We Will Rock You and We Are The Champions by Queen, You Can't Always Get What You Want by The Rolling Stones, Brown Eyed Girl by Van Morrison, Bloody Well Right by Supertramp and Running With The Devil by Van Halen.

Mixed in with those songs were some popular classic rock songs done by female singers, including Walk Like An Egyptian by The Bangles, Crazy On You by Heart, I Love Rock And Roll by Joan Jett and The Blackhearts, Sweet Dreams (Are Made Of This) by The Eurythmics, Heartbreaker by Pat Benatar, Dreamboat Annie by Heart, Here Comes The Rain Again by The Eurythmics, Heart of Glass by Blondie, Hit Me With Your Best Shot by Pat Benatar, One Way Or Another by Blondie, Cherry Bomb by The Runaways, Crimson And Clover by Joan Jett and The Blackhearts, Manic Monday by The Bangles and a cover of Have You Ever Seen The Rain by Joan Jett and the Blackhearts.

For each of the songs with a female lead singer, Penny too her turn at the microphone, giving her best effort. The three boys split the lead for the male lead songs, with only a quick few words in between to figure out who would do each one. All four were having a grand time.

After they'd been playing for about two hours, they drew the attention of several other musicians, many of them joining them to play. They were not only drawing the attention of other musicians, but also that of a few small food vendors who offered samples of their wares.

The expanding group continued to play as the afternoon passed by, their numbers continuing to increase as the music pulled more people to them. By the time that a nearby church's bells struck 6:30 PM, there were over fifty musicians with their instruments filling the square. Except for brief breaks for a moment to get a bite to eat, a drink or to use a nearby washroom, everyone kept playing as the day turned to night.

The music had drawn quite a crowd, it was a rare thing to see something like this, an impromptu jam session with so many musicians. There were at least two or three local bands present, including one group with a big band sound, and the music rolled out over the square.

The church bells had struck eight a few minutes before when someone yelled out that The Rolling Stones were right there, watching. The crowd had swelled to several hundred people and many of them swarmed over to the big name band to get their autographs.

What surprised the heck out of everyone was when a bus rolled up and the Stones members grabbed their gear and set it up behind the rest of the musicians. Having them join the jam session was a huge honour, so a few of their most popular songs were played as a tribute.

The impromptu jam session continued to play for another three hours, covering a wide variety of popular rock songs. Most of the players, including Kyle, Pete, Penny and Aaron, completely forgot that The Rolling Stones were there, they were so deep into the music.

At 11 PM, a city official came out and politely asked them to wind it down. The last song was Crazy Little Thing Called Love by Queen.

Kyle had completely forgotten about the baseball cap on the ground near him. As he packed up his equipment, he noticed it and received a heck of a shock, the cap was brimming over with coins and bills. It took him ten minutes to count it, there was $1,233.75 in the cap. He offered to share it with the other musicians, but one by one, they refused, saying that without him the whole session would not have happened.

He was stunned, he normally wouldn't earn this much if he busked all week long. He smiled and pocketed the cash. He was stunned even more when many of the musicians, including the members of The Rolling Stones, came and thanked him for the chance to play.

That wasn't the end, either, he got another shock when Pete, Penny and Aaron approached him with an offer to join their band. He took their info and said that he would have to think about it, then slowly walked away, heading for home after one hell of a great jam session.

The Hidden Ones

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  • crazypagangurl

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  • Fiction

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Animal / Furry / Non-human
  • Disguises / On the Run / In Hiding
  • Intersex

Other Keywords: 

  • weres
  • Fae
  • Vampires
  • Supernatural Beings

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This story is set in the same "world" as LadyDragon623's stories about werefolk, vampires, fae and other supernatural creatures.

I have her express permission to use the "world" and characters she has mentioned in her stories if I feel they would fit into my stories here.

This story is a bit unusual for me, as it is almost all dialogue, primarily the narrator. I hope you all enjoy it.

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"I'm not sure just how you found us, but I suppose that it wouldn't hurt to tell you our story. It's not like anyone out there is going to believe you, anyway. I mean, everyone knows that there isn't any such thing as "natural shape shifters", it's all just a pipe dream, a fantasy, eh?

"Well, I'm sorry to burst your bubble, there, Mr. Simons, but you and everyone else out there are dead wrong.

"The problem, though, namely you being here, Mr. Simons, will need to be fixed. I suppose it can wait until after you hear our story.

**********

"Hmmm... my people, whom you can see as they go about their tasks here, have been here for nearly as long as the First Nations peoples. There are some who suggest that we might have been here even longer than that, but we have no records to verify that, I'm sad to say.

"We've roamed the lands of this country that you call the United States of America since time immemorial, and we will continue to do so. The difficulty we face, though, is that the world does not know of us, and to be honest, we would prefer that things remain that way.

"My name is Valentina Brightwing. Well, that is my name now. It wasn't always my name, though, as I was born as a male.

"Ahhh, you seem to be shocked at that. No matter, it's the truth, I have no reason to run around telling lies about myself.

"Our abilities to shift begin to come out around the time that we go through puberty. For me, that happened many years ago.

"What? You dare to doubt my word? Here, look at this, you fool!", as I toss a small billfold to him, over the leaping flames of the campfire. I waited as he shakily opened the billfold and pulled out the worn birth certificate, then looked at it and over at me in shock.

"That's right, Mr. Simons, I was born in 1841, in a shack on the outskirts of Baton Rouge, Louisiana. The only reason we have a birth certificate was that I was born right in the doctor's office as my mother was being examined by a small, elderly woman, perhaps the doctor's mother?

"I don't know all of the details, just that my mother had been taken to Dr. Burton's offices due to possible birth complications.

"In any case, things progressed in the usual manner, the whole birth process taking a bit over a full day before I finally appeared."

Mr. Simons, still looking rather shaky, handed my billfold to a girl beside him, my younger sister Amelita, who brought it back to me.

"Thank you, Amy. Stay near him, he doesn't look too good at the moment. Perhaps I could tell this story another time?"

Amy shook her head and replied, "I don't think so, sis. There's something off about him. What it is, I'm not sure, but he's half scared to death."

"Well, Mr. Simons, do we wish for me to continue to tell you about us? Or should I wait until you are perhaps feeling better?"

The young man, his face a rather pasty white that definitely did not suit him, muttered, "Please... continue."

I nodded and shrugged. It wouldn't be my decision as to how he would be dealt with later, that would come from the pack leaders.

I nodded and continued to tell him about us. "Back in those days, Mr. Simons, doctors were few and far between. The fact that we were able to find Dr. Burton in his little shack was a stroke of good fortune for me, as my mother was watched over quite carefully the entire time.

"As I said earlier, I eventually came into this world, being born at 4:27 AM on July 5th of that year. The doctor noted the time and actually went so far as to mark it on the original certificate, of which this is but a humble copy. In any case, the time and my state of health were duly noted.

"My family, and the pack of which we are a part, are all natural shifters as I have told you already. If it had not been for the possibility that my mother would have had major issues with birthing me, I'm sure she would have done so out in the woods like most of our folks do.

"I spent the first several years of my life roaming the wilds of Louisiana with my family and the pack.

"Then the war between the states started and we fled deep into the wilds of western Colorado Territory to avoid notice.

"A few pack members were drawn into the fight, choosing to do their "duty" while hiding their true nature from the people around them.

"There are some stories told of how, during a battle, strange wolves or cats would appear and drag someone away from the place. It pains me to say that these were often times when one of our members, witnessing a friend fall in the battle, would slip away, shift, then save the friend.

"The friend would often recite garbled tales of how they were pulled from the battlefield by the wolf or cat, then treated by our folks.

"We were lucky that those stories were assumed to be tall tales and all but one of our boys returned when the fighting finally ended.

"It was during that war that I finally entered puberty and began to assume what I thought would be my adult form.

"You need to know, I did not dream of being a girl as a child, although I did play with corn husk dolls with Geneva and Amelita, my sisters.

"In any case, it was in the early winter of 1862/'63 that I matured. It wasn't until mid-spring of 1863, though, that my oddity was discovered. One morning, I awoke before the rest of my immediate family and tramped out to the homely well we had set over a natural spring. I was just rising from having ducked my face into the bucket to get it wet and wipe it down when I heard a gasp from somewhere near me.

"I turned slightly to my left, and there, coming from the small barn near the other end of the property, was my sister Geneva. She gasped again as I fully straightened up, showing my shirtless chest, then pointed at it once more before she slowly walked up to me and touched my chest.

"Dear brother, I do believe you may actually be another sister. You have what looks like the breasts of a young girl."

"I looked down in shock and she was right, there were small but noticeable mounds on my chest. I shrieked and promptly fainted.

"I'm told that Genny called dad and told him to get our medicine man. A few minutes later, I woke to find myself being examined. It was an odd experience, to say the least, as the medicine man would touch my chest now and then, then break into strange sounding chants.

"After some time had passed, he finally ended his chants and nodded at me. Genny, dad and several other people who had gathered around to see if I was okay began to drift away, returning to their various chores as the medicine man spoke to me while we sat near the covered well.

"He spoke to me for some time, telling me that I was an unusual person, fated to be female from the time of my conception, but my physical appearance at the time I was born led Dr. Burton to assume that I was fully male, and so I lived my early years under that assumption.

The truth was otherwise, as I was now discovering to my shock. It took a good bit of time before the medicine man convinced me.

"At that time, people like myself were rarities and were usually forced to live as males until circumstances made that impossible. Well, perhaps not rarities in the strictest sense if you lived in one of the cities, but when you live in the back woods instead, it's quite unusual. What made it even odder in my case, though, was my extremely delayed puberty. I was, at the time I'm telling of, almost 22 years old.

"From that time on, I lived as one of the women in our little community in the deep woods and mountains of western Colorado Territory.

"Things remained like that, with me adjusting to life as a female, until just after the attack on Pearl Harbor on December 7, 1941.

"Several members of the pack once again entered the war effort, using forged documents so as to not reveal their true ages. I can just imagine the shock on an army or navy recruiter if someone walked up who produced documents showing they were 432 years old.

"Yes, we have a few folks who have been alive for that long, one of those being Philippe, the Frenchman sitting three to your left.

It was amusing to watch the startled Ed Simons' head snap around to look at Philippe sitting near him, then back at me in utter disbelief.

"You find that hard to believe? Philippe here was born on the dirt streets of one of the smaller towns ringing the city of Paris in early 1509, during the reign of Louis the XII. He spent his early years roaming the streets of fair Paris, then wandering all over northern France.

"He came into his 'gift' as a natural were in the fall of 1524 when he was just reaching his full growth as a young man of fifteen summers.

"He had hardly known his father, who had only dropped by when he was in the area, being a ship's mate on a French pirateer. The father was lost in a battle somewhere off the north coast of Africa when Philippe was ten, and Philippe's mother died of an ague when he was fourteen.

"Philippe there," I pointed at Philippe, "Had known his father had served on board ships, so he thought to follow in his father's footsteps. He signed on to a French sailing vessel as a cabin boy, someone who does many of the most menial of shipboard duties while at sea.

"It was while they were at sea that Philippe's gift finally revealed itself and he changed in the presence of half a dozen stout seamen. They were taken unawares for a moment by the young wolf standing in front of then, then again when he changed back a few minutes later.

"Some of these seamen had led long lives at sea, seeing many parts of the known world and had learned of oddities that would be unusual anywhere. It was one of these, a man by the name of Jean Valpierre, who convinced his fellow seamen to leave the boy alone.

"It took further talk by Jean before they agreed that having a young wolf on board during the night watches meant two of the men could sleep. Thus it was that young Philippe was informed when he awoke the next morning of his new duties, those being approved by the captain.

"Philippe wandered the high seas for many a long year, slowly working up the ranks until he ended up with his own ship in 1552. He was by that time 43 years old, but hardly looked a day over 25, and his legend as a fierce protector of the innocent caused him much grief, often resulting in his ship and men entering fights where they were outnumbered but apparently not outmatched and rescuing said innocents.

"Philippe retired from the sea life in 1596, at which time he was actually 87 years old, but appeared to be about forty.

"He had made enough from his various enterprises while at sea to set himself up as a merchant selling fairly decent 'claimed' weapons and other gear of the fighting life that he had acquired over the years. Every so often, he would close a shop, move somewhere else and start again.

"It was this habit that saved his life on numerous occasions over the years. As you can see, he still looks to be no more than fifty or so.

"In any case, Philippe and nearly a dozen others joined the US war effort, most going overseas some time in 1942. Five of the almost a dozen were at the Battle of Dieppe. Four of those survived, although one lost a leg and was sent home as they expected he would die.

"He didn't, though, he held on through sheer stubbornness, returning to us without revealing himself, then shifted and was shocked when he found that he no longer had his left hind leg as a wolf. That would be Sean McCoy, sitting over there," as I pointed at another man.

"Seven of the original near dozen, now down to nine, were at the Battle of Normandy, landing at Utah, Omaha and Sword Beaches.

"Of the seven who fought there, five survived, all of those with multiple wounds but nothing considered immediately life-threatening.

"Those five returned home in the early winter of 1944/45, after spending some time at a base in the UK receiving additional medical care.

"The last two members of the group had been on the northern fronts almost since they arrived in Europe. They came through it all unharmed.

"As for me, I wasn't allowed to go and fight with them, thanks to the rules the military had in place then. If I could have, I would have, you can bet your last dollar on that, Mr. Simons. Just because I may be female doesn't mean I can't fight like the meanest bitch you've ever seen.

"And yes, Mr. Simons, I said bitch, and I meant bitch. My were form is a silver and brownish black wolf bitch of rather large size.

"I saw that snort, Mr. Simons. So you don't believe me, eh? Well, I guess I'll prove it to you, then," I stated as I casually stood up in the presence of close to 35 men and more than a dozen women, then stripped until I was naked before I howled and assumed my wolf form.

As I had said, I'm a rather large bitch, standing as tall as many a full grown male timber wolf, of which we have several in our pack. To say that Ed Simons was startled would be a major understatement, even more so when I stalked up to him in wolf form and howled at him.

That howl was taken up by almost all of the other werefolk who were present, except for the four cats, who yowled in happy chorus with us.

I could tell by the smell coming from Ed Simons that my sudden actions had caused him to piss his pants, and I quickly resumed human form. I took a moment to look down at the stain on the front of his old jeans, then chuckled and strode back to my seat by the huge campfire.

"Well, now you know that I speak the truth, Mr. Simons, and it is rather obvious to all of us that we scared the piss out of you a moment ago. Oh, we also know about your actual physical condition, Mr. Simons, three of our people work as nurses in local clinics and hospitals. Well, if you can call something local that is around a hundred miles away, I suppose. Mr. Simons, why aren't you carrying your seizure medication?"

"I... I for... forgot to put it in the pack before I left home today," Ed Simons replied, stammering as he started speaking, then calming a bit.

"So you came all the way out here to wander some forest trails without your medication? Goddess, why are there such stupid fools?" I growled as I leaned down to pickup my clothing, putting it on piece by piece as if I were alone in the clearing. Modesty is not one of my traits, obviously.

I sighed as I finished getting dressed, then took my seat again, with a brief look around the clearing and the people around the campfire.

"Mr. Simons, Tomas," I pointed to another male seated around the large fire, "Will guide you out of the forest and to your car. Oh, just to make it clear to you, even if you somehow convinced Tomas to bite you, you will not become one of us. We are natural weres, the hidden ones."

Tomas stood, walked over to Ed Simons, helped him to stand, waited for him to put his pack on, then led him away from the forest clearing.

The Living Legends Of Lost Leroqand: Prologue

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School
  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Intersex

Other Keywords: 

  • Alternate Reality

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Long, long ago, when humans were just beginning to form into tribes and learning to hunt and live together, there was a land far, soooo far to the west across the Unending Sea, where there lived a people who espoused peace and the well-being of all peoples.

Their land was called Leroqand and the Leroqandi people were known for their mediation during disputes of all kinds.

The Leroqandi did not believe in fighting if there might be another way to solve a problem, but when it became necessary, they were fierce and extremely protective of those they fought for and beside. Such was their ferocity then that many an enemy quailed and ran away from them.

Somehow, in the times before written records became commonplace, they faded into the distant depths of memory and history.

**********

One thing that stands out from that time, though, is the brief notation etched into a weatherworn stone leaning against a wall in an old cave:

"The nine high ladies of lost Leroqand shall come again when the world has need of them, aye, when this world faces total extermination."

Well, that was what the young man with an extensive knowledge of runic languages surmised was written on that formerly half-buried rock. He had oh so carefully brushed away the dirt that had been on it, then studied the characters inscribed thereon for longs weeks and months.

He nodded, then went to report to his boss, the lead archeologist for this dig deep in the wilds of modern day Montana.

"Pardon me, Dr. Andio, but I think you need to see what I've found in the cave up the hill, sir," Simpson hated interrupting people, but there was something about that strange and cryptic message that made it imperative that he show it to the good doctor immediately, not later.

Dr. Andio had been talking with the younger archeologist on his team, Dr. Samantha Patrice, a recent university graduate. He apologized to Samantha and stated that he would return to talk to her shortly, if she would kindly permit him to go see what young Simpson wanted.

Samantha smiled, saying, "It must be important if Simpson here cannot wait to show it to you. I'll be in the work tent, looking at items there." The pretty young woman smiled again as she turned and walked along the edge of several small cordoned off areas, then into a large tent.

Simpson thanked Dr. Andio, then led him up the low hill and into the cave, slowly making his way back to the old, time-worn inscribed rock. The older man knelt in the dirt by the old stone, then stared at it for several long minutes before he looked up at Simpson.

"Well, boy, why do you think that this is so important?" he enquired of the younger man kneeling a few feet away, out of the direct line of light.

"It's important, Dr. Andio, "Simpson replied, "Because the runes on this rock name the lost land of Leroqand. In all of North America, there have only been five other inscriptions found that refer to that long lost land, this would be the sixth, Doctor. Thus it is extremely important.

"But there is more, Doctor, this rock says the 'nine high ladies shall return', then goes on to say it will happen in a time of great peril to all."

Dr. Andio whistled in surprise. "If you are correct, Simpson, that would make this place the most important of all the Leroqandi sites."

Simpson nodded as he replied, "That was my thought also, Doctor. I can't be certain, but I think this may be where they return to the world."

The Living Legends Of Lost Leroqand: Chapter 1

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School
  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Intersex

Other Keywords: 

  • Alternate Reality

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Dr. Andio, Dr. Patrice, Simpson and several others worked hard through the summer months, finding many small bits and pieces of beautiful pottery, some had been sealed to protect the items inside, all of which had rotted or turned to dust over the long millennia.

One of the items was a hardened leather breastplate that had been carefully placed inside a rather large urn buried near the cave, along with what could well be bracers and greaves, gloves and a cap. The items were in remarkable condition because the urn was hidden and sealed.

Several other urns of a smaller size were found near that one, those urns held the remains of various types of grains, one had simple loaves in it. The food items weren't edible, as tiny amounts of air had entered those urns, turning the grains to powder and the loaves to rock.

It was assumed that the large urn contained a warrior's gear and the smaller ones the food needed for the journey into the afterlife.

Days could be spent just trying to piece together one small urn or jar that had been broken long ago.

Eventually the summer ended, the equipment was packed up and many of the bits and pieces were taken with them for further study.

**********

Late in the evening of September 17th, a farmer who lived a few miles away reported a strange glow at the cave. The person on the other end of the phone wasn't truly listening, just making agreeable sounds to get the guy to hang up the phone so he could look at porn pics again.

The glow slowly spread across the entire hilltop, all around the cave on the southern slope and was soon visible for many miles.

Just as the clock tower in the nearest town struck 11 PM, the glow intensified rapidly, then flashed bright as a cloudless noonday sun nine times. Each time a flash lit the night sky, a naked body appeared on the slope of the hill east of the cave and joined those already there.

As the last one appeared, the first looked around, then spoke to the others, "We have returned. The world awaits us."

The first walked over to the west side of the cave, stepped off nine paces, then the women tore at the ground with their bare hands.

It wasn't an easy task, ripping up loose grass and the dirt below it, but after just over two hours of work, they uncovered another urn. It looked just like the large urn that the archeologists had found that summer, but the designs on it were slightly different, prettier one might say.

The first woman had to find a loose stone roughly the size of an ostrich egg, then used it to bash the seal keeping the urn closed.

Once the seal had been fully broken, the woman looked within. A set of armour, like the other armour but with embroidery on it, was inside the urn. She carefully pulled each piece out, then donned it. Some of the pieces required her to accept help from the other women.

"I, Shinis'qua the Strong, will lead Leroqand to greatness in this changed world. Behold us, for we have come. Fear us, mortals!" she shouted.

Once she had finished putting on the armour, the nine women turned to the west and began to run at an easy mile-eating lope.

**********

The farmer had watched the weird lights and had been briefly blinded by the flashes, but kept watching once he could see again.

Just before 12:30 AM, he became too tired to stay there and wandered off to his bed, knowing he would be awake again in four hours.

He spent much of that time tossing and turning. In the end, he slept for less than two hours, this was going to be a very rough day.

He struggled to feed and milk the two hundred dairy cattle, then had to gather eggs from the large coop before going back in the house. An older dog, some kind of mix that had collie of some sort in there, followed him in, the sat down under the table as the farmer made breakfast.

He settled down with a full plate, three blueberry pancakes, six slices of bacon, four eggs over hard, a large heap of hash browns and four plump breakfast sausages. Two slices of toast sat on a smaller plate near him, with a jar of homemade peach jam next to that plate.

The farmer grabbed two slices of bacon and looked down, saying, "Hello, Old Bacon, here's your breakfast," as he dropped the food. A minute or two later, he dropped two more slices of bacon for the dog, followed shortly after that by two of the sausages and an egg.

He'd been feeding the dog bits of his meals for the dog's whole lifetime, just over seventeen years. He took the dog to the vet regularly for shots and check-ups; except for occasional bugs that ran around from time to time, the dog was disgustingly healthy.

After he had finished his breakfast, he cleaned up after himself, leaving the dishes to dry in the drainer.

He was still feeling tired, but his usual coffee with his breakfast was helping him to wake up somewhat.

Old Bacon followed him out to the fifteen year old Ford 150. The farmer was soon driving in the direction of the hill with the cave.

He parked not far from where the archeologists had kept their vehicles, then walked toward the hill, watching where he placed his feet. He knew they had been scraping at the ground when pieces of pottery and such were found and that some fragments might still be there.

As he approached the hill, he could quite clearly see the large hole in the ground several feet from the cave's mouth.

Beside the hole was a rather large pottery urn with interesting designs etched into the clay. Amazingly, the urn was in one piece.

All around the urn and the hole, bits of flattened grass could be seen, these showing feet of slightly different sizes and shapes. The footprints were over on the other side of the cave mouth as well, although not as many. There were odd depressions as if bodies had fallen there.

He pulled out a five year old cell phone and called the same place as the night before.

The guy who answered was no better than the one he had spoken to them, and he finally lost his temper.

"Listen, you young ignorant shithead! There were weird lights all over this hill last night, I was too tired to check it out then. I'm telling you quite clearly that there are tracks from nine different people, I'm assuming they are women as the prints I can see are not very large. There's an urn sitting next to a five foot deep hole that looks almost like one I saw when I was out here visiting the archeologists a few weeks ago.

"Now, you twaddlebutt, you can get off your arse and get your boss on the line so I can tell him what the hell I've found!"

**********

Not long after dawn on September 20, Dr. Andio and Simpson drove to the farmer's house and waited as he finished his chores.

Well, that's not quite true, Simpson had been raised on a farm and so he took on the task of collecting the eggs and feeding the chickens.

The three men sat around the table demolishing a nice breakfast spread, then discussed the urn which the farmer had brought home.

From what he said, the guy running the paranormal investigation group laughed and said he was full of cow manure.

Dr. Andio and Simpson spent several minutes examining the new urn, even to the point of picking it up once or twice.

Dr. Andio chuckled, "It's the same size as the other big one we have, but this one has much more etching on it than that one. The pattern is also quite interesting, something that would seem to be a world, with nine smaller worldlets circling around it. Very nice work indeed."

Dr. Andio and Simpson stayed long enough to have lunch with the farmer, then left, taking the new urn with them.

The Pine Lake Incident

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Language
  • CAUTION: Physical or Emotional Abuse
  • CAUTION: Violence

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • 500 < Short Story < 7500 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

The town, lake, national reserve and the people in this story are all fictional.

Be warned, this is not a pretty story. It has several instances of physical abuse and actual violence.

The story is set in the near future, starting from early November 2017. Much of it takes place the next spring.

**********

Beneficent Brady stood in front of his father, who had just opened his bedroom door without warning, Ben was wearing only a sheer silk nightgown. He had been expecting that he would have some time to himself, so he had grabbed it from his sister's wardrobe and slipped back into his room about twenty minutes earlier. When his father opened the door, he hadn't cowered, no, he stood tall in front of the bastard.

Stephen Brady, Ben's father, the "bastard", stared at the boy for a moment, then slapped him hard, sending Ben tumbling into the room.

"You little queer! This is how you repay my giving you every opportunity to make something of yourself, by being a goddamn sissy?" Stephen yelled this as he stalked into the boy's room, then reached down to haul Ben up from the floor while raising his other hand in a fist.

Ben blanched, it was all too obvious that his father was extremely pissed off. If he didn't get out of here right now, he knew without a doubt that his father would beat him black and blue, possibly even kill him. Something in the boy snapped and he shoved Stephen with all his strength.

Ben watched in shock as his father let go of him, then stumbled and fell, Stephen's head slamming into the wall beside the open door. Stephen dropped to the floor like a heavy sack, and Ben took advantage of this, running out of the room, down the stairs and out of the house. He didn't even notice that he was wearing nothing but a sheer silk nightgown and was barefoot, he just needed to get far away from his father.

Ben lived in a beautiful little town on the edge of a very popular national reserve area and the gorgeous lake in the middle of the reserve. Pine Lake was a nice place, even though it was quite small, perhaps 4,000 people lived here. The reserve drew visitors year round.

For some reason that Ben couldn't explain, the reserve seemed to be pulling him to it. He ran harder, soon leaving the small town behind.

**********

It took Ben about ten minutes to reach the eastern edge of the reserve, then enter the shadowy realm of the largely forested park. The majority of the trees in the reserve were old growth red and white pines, with some firs of several different types plus the odd deciduous tree.

The town had been named for the lake surrounded by those huge, old pines, and the reserve ended up sharing the town's name.

He ran under the trees, barely noticing the dimming of the light around him as he forced his way through the trees. That same feeling that he had had as he left the house returned, it seemed to be telling him to stay away from the two roads leading from the town onto the reserve.

He had no idea how long he continued to run, nor did he notice that the air was distinctly cool as he headed deeper into the forest.

He hadn't been following the news recently, or he might have known that a huge storm, possibly snow, was due to hit that night. Temperatures were forecast to be under 40°F that night, it was currently just over 55°F with the temperature falling rapidly as the night drew closer.

His energy began to flag, he stumbled several times over the next fifteen minutes as he made his way toward a cabin by the lake's edge.

Shortly before 6:00 PM, as the night fell around him, he noticed that he could see the lake for brief moments through the trees. He figured that he was maybe a quarter of a mile from the lake itself, he should be able to get there in a few more minutes, but gods, he was tired.

It was that growing fatigue that betrayed him, he stumbled one last time and couldn't avoid the collision with a huge, hoary pine tree. His head hit the tree, giving off that odd thunk sound one hears when hitting a thick, solid object, then darkness descended and he knew no more.

**********

Stephen groaned, then used a hand to feel the back of his head as he slowly opened his eyes. The light hurt, so he shut them again. It took a moment to find the spot where his head had hit the wall stud by the door, he could feel a fair sized goose egg and a slight trickle of blood.

A few more minutes passed before he was able to open his eyes and keep them open without the light making things worse. He placed his hand on the floor beside him, then slowly rolled over until he could put a hand on the wall and use it to help himself stand.

He winced as he managed to stand, the little shit had finally managed to show some spunk. The damn little fairy would pay for it.

He staggered as he exited from Ben's bedroom in the house and made his way to the stairs.

His older daughter Jenn opened her door, started walking toward the upstairs bathroom, then noticed her father wobbling toward the stairs.

"Daddy, are you okay? What happened?" she squeaked in that irritating high-pitched voice that Stephen positively hated.

Stephen winced again, then turned to face his daughter, "Your little faggot brother is what happened. I caught him wearing a nightgown in his bedroom, he was lying on his bed looking in some stupid girly magazine, so I hit the little bugger, and he actually hit me back for once."

"You know, daddy, you can be so fucking clueless," Jenn snapped back at him, "I've known about Belle for two years now. We talked for about three hours or so one night back then, and I've let him use some of my older clothes when he wanted something to wear."

Stephen's face turned a colour not far short of purple as he listened to his daughter.

"You helped the little freak, bitch?" he yelled, his hand curling into a fist, then lashing out, catching Jenn on the side of the jaw. She squawked in alarm as she tumbled to the floor in the hallway, then held her jaw, looking up at her father with pure loathing.

"You fucking bastard!" Jenn screamed, "Why the hell did you have to hit me? Everyone should be able to live as they like, dammit!"

"You helped that little fucker," Stephen snarled. "If I find him, he'll wish he was dead by the time I finish with that little piece of shit!"

Jenn looked up in horror, then slowly crawled toward the bathroom, rolled through the doorway, then slammed and locked it.

Stephen was still not too steady, hitting Jenn had caused him to stagger again, so he didn't notice her until she was by the bathroom door.

From behind the door, Jenn could be heard screaming, "Stay the hell way from me, asshole!", then silence descended.

**********

Everything seemed to be going to hell in a hand basket, Elizabeth Brady mused as she stood listening in the living room doorway. She had seen a very brief glimpse of someone running down the front hall earlier, then the door had slammed and they were gone.

By the time that she had opened the front door again, she couldn't see anyone on the street nearby, so she had closed it and returned to doing some house cleaning and preparing dinner for the family, tasks she had been doing for the last nineteen years on a daily basis.

It was likely Ben getting away from his father again. He sometimes left without saying anything, returning hours later.

She hadn't heard anything of the original argument, whatever it had been about, only the front door slamming as the person left.

Then, just a few minutes ago, Stephen and Jenn had a nasty argument upstairs, Jenn had apparently retreated into the bathroom. Liz had heard that argument quite clearly, it would have been next to impossible to not hear it, being she was in the living room only twenty feet away.

Well, that explained things to some extent. She'd noticed some clothes had been moved or shifted on a few occasions in the last three years. Hearing from Jenn that Ben liked to wear pretty things made it fairly clear as to who had been going through her clothes all those times.

Stephen came down the stairs slowly, holding his head, then walked right past her and sat in his big easy chair.

As he sat down, resting his head against the thick back of the chair, he glared at Liz and growled, "Don't bother me until dinner is ready."

**********

As the night closed over the small town, snow began to fall, first a few flakes here and then, then faster and faster. By 6:45 PM that evening, the storm was raging over the town, the reserve and a fair chunk of the state, with winds hitting upward of 65 miles an hour.

During that night, the town had about eighteen inches of snow dumped on it, the reserve even more, nearly three feet of the white stuff.

The temperature kept dropping through the night, eventually reaching a low of 33°F as the storm passed through the area.

Eventually, somewhere around four AM, the storm blew itself out as it passed off to the southwest and then faded away.

**********

The snow in the town began to melt later that day, but the snow in the forest stayed, covering the body of the fallen boy.

It wasn't until just before the kids would head off to school that the family noticed that Ben was missing. They then discovered that he had not been in the house at all that night, his bed had not been slept in and his clothes were all where they belonged.

The police were called, they informed the family that they could do nothing right then beyond putting out an Amber Alert. This was done.

Most of the town's few officers on duty, as well as many concerned citizens, kept an eye out hoping to find the boy.

**********

A week passed, Ben still hadn't been found, the snow in the forest on the reserve still lay thick and cold over his body.

A missing person report had been filed, the family was then warned that it could be hours, days, weeks or months before anything was known.

Another week went by, the Brady family had a very minimal Thanksgiving celebration, concern for Ben being far more prevalent.

Christmas came and went, as did New Year's. Again, the family did very little, worry about Ben was causing all of them to close in on themselves. The only times they could usually be found together were at breakfast most mornings, except for Stephen, and at dinner each day.

Other than that, the remaining family members, including the younger daughter Willow, avoided each other most of the time. The one exception to this during those fall and winter months was Willow, who could often be found in Jenn's bedroom talking with her sister.

**********

The winter slowly passed, the forest collected quite a bit more snow which served to cover Ben's body even more effectively.

Slowly, the daily temperatures started to rise again, the sun was up longer each day and the land revived itself.

All the snow that had fallen over the course of the winter had disappeared around mid-March, except for in the forest on the reserve. There, the snow held on stubbornly. It wasn't until near the end of April that the last of the snow in there melted and the ground softened.

**********

Jackson Vannister and his girlfriend Penelope Kender were walking through the forest on the reserve on the last day of April. They were using one of the lesser used paths, a narrow trail that wandered through the woods perhaps a quarter mile from the lake's edge.

They had been walking for about an hour when both noticed a slightly nasty smell coming from the forest a short distance from the trail. Jack, being the male and wanting to make himself look good for Penny, carefully stepped around several trees, then stumbled on Ben's body.

It made a bit of a squishy sound as his foot pressed against the side of the abdomen, then the body released a cloud of gas that had Jack choking and coughing as he staggered backward, bumping into a giant of a tree behind him that helped him to regain his balance.

"Penny," Jack gasped, still trying to clear the fumes from his lungs, "Stay where you are. Call 911 and tell them that I found a body. I can't be absolutely sure, as I didn't know the kid myself, but if I'm correct, it's that boy that went missing last November."

Penny had caught a brief breath of whatever Jack had caused herself, but managed to recover quite fast and made the call.

"911, what service do you need, please?" the operator asked when the call was answered.

"Hiya, ummm... ambulance and police, ma'am, my boyfriend Jackson Vannister found a body, he thinks it's that missing boy."

"What missing boy are you meaning, miss? And just where are you located?" the 911 operator asked again.

"The boy that went missing from Pine Lake last November, and my boyfriend and I are inside the Pine Lake National Reserve Area."

"I need as exact a location as you can give me, miss, ambulance and police are on the way."

"Hmmm... we're on the trail that circles the lake, about a quarter mile from the lake on the east side, perhaps half a mile below the north entry road. I'd like to give you a better location than that, but it's hard to see the phone in here, there isn't a lot of light. Sorry, miss."

"All right, police should be there in a bit, perhaps ten minutes or so depending on whether anyone is close to you or not."

"Thanks, do I need to stay on the phone with you?" Penny inquired.

"No, if they need to call you, I have your number and can give it to them, just stay where you are."

**********

It was actually nearly twenty minutes later that the first police car showed up, a deputy sheriff from the sheriff's office. A few minutes after that, a car from the small Pine Lake town force showed up, followed by an ambulance and two more cars from the sheriff's office.

The cops and the two paramedics had to hike in to the body, the trail wasn't wide enough to allow their vehicles to reach it.

The first deputy on the scene, a fortyish female with a brassy red pixie cut, only managed a brief look before her breakfast came up.

One of the paramedics, the younger male, looked a bit green but managed to stay on top of it while they examined the body. It took them only a moment or two to figure out that death had been caused by the neck breaking when the boy's head had struck the huge tree.

The town officer, a young man fresh out of a police academy upstate, couldn't handle it, splattering the ground on the other side of the body.

The other two deputies, both big, heavyset men who had been on the force as long as the female deputy, were queasy but managed to cope.

One of the paramedics rolled the body onto a back board, then both strapped it in snugly before picking up their gear and the board. As the two men carried the board to the ambulance, the older one informed one of the deputies that the medical examiner would need to check the body to see if there were any other injuries that contributed to the death, and they would be heading to the town's tiny morgue under the hospital. The town had the hospital, and the morgue underneath it, largely because this was a rather popular tourist destination, accidents happen.

It took the two men over ten minutes to carry the board with the child's body to the ambulance, then set it on a stretcher, strapping it in again to be sure it would stay put. Then both jumped in the front seats and they headed into the town, stopping behind the hospital.

Getting the board inside was a much simpler process, they wheeled the stretcher into the morgue, then placed the board on a table.

Now it would be the medical examiner's turn, their part was finished. The two heaved a sigh of relief, then headed back to their vehicle.

"You know, Pete," the older guy said to the younger, "I think that's the kid that went missing in town here last November."

The younger one replied, "I think you're right, Chuck, I still remember the pictures in the paper, it sure looks like that's the kid."

"It's out of our hands now," Chuck answered, "We did our bit, now Doc McPherson gets to open that kid up, I'm glad I don't have to do that."

Pete nodded as they reached the ambulance, both men getting in the front, then both shuddered briefly before Pete drove away.

**********

Doctor Bob McPherson was busy dealing with the two survivors of a car crash from the night before; the driver of the minivan would be recovering for a long time to come, as Bob had been forced to amputate the left leg just below the knee. The other leg being broken, as well as one of the driver's arms, it was obvious that he would need extensive care. The passenger of the minivan, the driver's wife, a pretty young woman of about thirty years of age, had been a bit luckier, escaping with a broken leg and a broken arm, with no other serious injuries.

The driver of the other vehicle hadn't been so lucky. He'd been drunk, his car flipped three times, then smashed itself against an old oak. The paramedics on the scene for the accident had realized there was nothing to be done, he'd been crushed to death by the sudden impact.

So Bob didn't actually get down to the morgue to view the body that had been found in the reserve until nearly eleven AM that April day.

He spent a few minutes just walking around the body, looking at it from several angles, standing or squatting at table level.

The angle of the neck made it quite obvious that the neck had been broken, a brief report from the paramedics told him that much. As far as he could see, there didn't seem to be any other obvious injuries that would have occurred at or just before the time of death.

He couldn't even be sure as to when the child had died, the closest he could say was the broken neck looked to be several months old.

He shrugged, wandered over to a cabinet on the side of the room, pulled out a gown, mask and gloves and put them all on.

For the next three hours, he was busy examining everything inside and outside of the body.

By the time he had finished, he was shaking from extreme anger, he'd found more than 20 fractures, torso, legs, arms, two in the jaw. How the hell had whoever had done this been able to get away with it over such a long period of time? Some injuries were five to ten years old.

The boy in front of him, if this was the missing boy, had celebrated his sixteenth birthday last August, shortly before school started again.

Sixteen years old and so many injuries. He had no choice now but to report this to the police and social services.

**********

"Pine Lake police department, how can I help you, please?" Betsy McAllister answered the phone, she handled daytime desk duties.

"Hi, Betsy, this is Bob over at the morgue. I've got a body, and I need to talk to Johann ASAP, this is a clear cut abuse case, a nasty one."

"Hold on a moment, Bob, I'll put you through to the chief."

A moment later, an older, rather gravelly voice answered his line, "Johann Victoritz speaking, you need me, Bob?"

"Yeah, I do, Johann. You know that kid that went missing from town last fall. He's dead, Johann, it looks like he fell, broke his neck when he hit a tree and he died before anyone could find him. That's the easy part, Johann, it gets a lot worse, a hell of a lot worse."

"What do you mean, Bob? Just what can you call worse than dying alone like that?"

"Well, Johann, I'd say that long term ongoing physical abuse would qualify. I found twenty-four separate fractures all over the kid's body. Now, a kid this age, about sixteen, might have normally one or two, possibly even three or four fractures, but not twenty-four, Johann."

"Holy shit, Bob, tell me you're kidding?" Johann gasped.

"I wish I could do that, Johann, but I can't. That is why I called you. This is going to make last November's storm seem like nothing."

The face of the fifty year old police chief paled as he listened to Bob giving an extensive description of what he had found.

"All right, Bob, I want a full report as soon as you can get it here, preferably before tomorrow morning."

"I'll get right on it, Johann. I'm damn glad I don't have tonight's shift, I might be able to get some sleep at some point."

Bob was about to hang up, then remembered one last thing. "Oh, Johann, the kid was wearing a nightgown and panties, nothing else. I can't be absolutely sure without learning more about him, but I suspect that he may have been either a crossdresser or transgender."

**********

Bob's next call was to the nearest social services department, which would be in Winchester, the county seat for Franklin County, Tennessee.

"Franklin County Social Services, Winchester office, how may I help you?" a polite female voice inquired.

"Hello, Miss, my name is Dr. Robert McPherson, I'm the medical examiner in Pine Lake, I was dealing with a trauma case earlier that required my medical expertise. While doing that, I was informed that a body had been found in the Pine Lake National Reserve Area.

I finished the autopsy on that body about thirty minutes ago. While doing the autopsy, I discovered two dozen different fractures all over the body. One or two might be normal for a sixteen year old, perhaps even three or four if they are active, but not two dozen distinctive fractures.

"Some of these fractures are semi-recent, perhaps a year or two old, others occurred at least five to ten years ago. This makes it quite clear that the injuries were frequent enough that I am assuming the child was taken to various locations for treatment, to keep things quiet here.

"With the sheer number of fractures present, I believe that other family members may have been harmed as well. It is my further belief that, with the father being a prominent figure here in town, that the other family members might be at severe risk of harm at this time.

"With all due respect, the wife and children need to be taken immediately into protection to keep them safe from the father/husband."

"I'll put you through to a supervisor immediately, Doctor, just a moment."

"Hello, this is Francine Yellowby with Social Services, I'm told you need to discuss a serious case. Please explain, Doctor?"

Bob went into explicit detail, recounting everything he had told Pine Lake's police chief and the social services receptionist.

"Oh, my," Francine said, "That is definitely serious, Doctor. You believe these people are at serious risk right now?"

"Yes, I do, they need to be somewhere safe as soon as possible, Miss."

"I'll make sure of it, Doctor, thank you for your call."

**********

Johann Victoritz had sat in his office for a good ten minutes thinking after the call with Bob had ended.

As much as he might want to be lead on a case like this, it was well beyond what the town's small force could handle.

He sighed, picked up his cell phone, a device he used because it could go everywhere with him, and dialled a number.

"Tennessee State Police, Winchester office, how may I help you?"

"Hello, I'm Johann Victoritz, the chief of police in Pine Lake, I need to speak to your commander if they are there, please."

"I'll put you through, sir, just a moment."

It was a few minutes before the line became active again. "Hello, Johann, Bill Anderson here, what's going on?"

Johann filled Bill in on the recent events and discoveries. "Bill, this is going to blow wide open tomorrow, no doubt about it."

Bill listened intently, then whistled and said, "Yeah, you're right about that. I'm assuming your folks will arrest the father today?"

Johann replied, "Yes, they're heading out to pick him up now at his office, I don't believe he is in court anywhere today."

"Got it. So you need a bunch of my folks on hand to help you keep the peace when this all goes bang."

"That's right, Bill," Johann responded, "With only ten officers in town, two four person twelve hour shifts a day, we can't spare anyone."

"Okay, so how many of my folks do you figure you'll need, and for how long?" Bill inquired.

"Hmmm... if you can spare them, eight officers per shift, and how long will depend on whether he gets bail or not."

"I'll see what I can do, Johann, thanks for calling me on this."

*********

It was not quite three PM when the Pine Lake police cruiser parked in front of the law offices of Vincent, Brady & Alberts.

Stan Mantovic and his partner Lisa Elmore entered the office building, walking into the small reception area.

Stan approached the reception desk and asked if they could be taken down to Stephen Brady's office.

When asked by the receptionist as to why they needed to do that, Stan replied, "Police business, ma'am."

It seems Stephen had given his approval, as they were directed down a hall and to his door. Stan knocked and the two officers entered.

Stephen Brady was on the phone, he talked for several minutes, then ended the call and enquired as to why they were there.

Stan sighed, he really didn't want to do this, he and Stephen had gone to high school together, they'd been friends for years.

"Stephen Orville Brady, you are under arrest on twenty-four counts of physical abuse to a minor in your care." As Stephen sat there in shock, Stan went on to read Stephen his rights as Lisa walked behind the desk, grabbed Stephen's arms and quickly cuffed him.

Shortly afterward, it was the receptionist's turn to be shocked as the two officers led the handcuffed lawyer out to the police car.

**********

Once Stephen had been placed in the lock-up, the two officers headed to his home to inform his wife of his arrest.

This time, Lisa led the way, knocking on the front door of the Brady home, which Liz opened a moment later.

"Hello, officers, what's happening? Why are you here? Is Stephen okay? Has Ben been found?" The questions poured out.

"Mrs. Brady, we're here to inform you that your husband Stephen has been arrested on charges of physical abuse on a minor. I can wish there was better news to give you, but there isn't. Your son's body was found this morning on the reserve, not far from the lake."

Stan continued, "Mrs. Brady, the medical examiner found two dozen different fractures on your child's body, which led to your husband being arrested a little while ago. I have to ask you if you or your other children have been physically abused by Mr. Brady."

"He's been arrested? Oh, thank you, thank you, hallelujah! That bloody bastard has terrorized this house for most of the last ten years. He was especially nasty to young Ben. I'm sorry my boy is dead, but he'll never have to suffer at that bastard's hands again. Yes, I've been on the wrong end of quite a few beatings from him over the years, my daughter Jenn has been hit several times over the last four or five years."

Lisa inquired, "I believe you have another daughter, Mrs. Brady? Has she been physically harmed by your husband at all?"

"No," Liz replied, "She is the only one that has managed to escape his brutality. I thank God for that every day."

Stan chipped in, "Mrs. Brady, you and your two daughters will need to be examined in the hospital, for evidence purposes."

Liz nodded, "That's fine, Jenn will be home in about fifteen minutes, Willow should be here in a moment."

"Thank you, Mrs. Brady, may we wait inside until they arrive?"

Liz nodded and let the two officers enter the house. The three of them headed into the living room and sat down to wait.

**********

Willow came into the house perhaps ten minutes after they sat down, the seven year old was bouncing, full of energy.

"Willow, love, we will be going with the officers to do some medical tests as soon as Jenn gets here. It's important, okay?" Liz asked. "Stay down here, Jenn is usually home not long after you, so we shouldn't have to wait for more than a few minutes now."

Another ten minutes passed before a car door slammed out front, then a horn beeped and a car drove away. Jenn entered the house.

Liz walked into the hallway to talk to Jenn. "Your father was arrested," she said in a low voice, "Your brother is dead, his body was found this morning. The medical examiner already autopsied the body and found all the old injuries that your father inflicted on him."

"Oh, my god, Mom, Ben's gone?" Jenn squeaked. Her mother nodded and Jenn broke down, bawling on her mother's shoulder.

Young Willow heard Jenn crying and came into the hall wanting to know what was going on.

Jenn wasn't thinking clearly, she squeaked out that Ben was dead, and that had all three girls crying for several minutes.

It was almost five PM when the three girls left the house to go to the hospital for the examinations.

**********

When they arrived at the hospital, the three girls were kept waiting for about fifteen minutes before a doctor spoke to them.

"Hello, Mrs. Brady, I'm Doctor Sonya Lippitz, we need to examine all three of you, to find any old injuries or possible new ones."

"I understand, Doctor, the officers there told me this had to be done. If it puts that bastard away, then I'll be happy that we'll all be safe."

"I'm given to understand that this is necessary because your son's body was found and the autopsy revealed all the injuries."

"Yes, Doctor, my husband had been beating Ben for many years, it started about ten years ago when Ben didn't want to play sports."

Willow heard about Ben and broken into tears again, now she knew for sure that her big brother would never come home again. It took Liz and Jenn several minutes to calm the young girl down again, and the doctor had Liz fill out medical forms for the three of them.

The final exams were finished just before ten PM, little Willow was snoring softly, sound asleep, while leaning on Jenn.

Dr. Lippitz was very, very upset. She hadn't been too surprised to find out that Elizabeth had over a dozen different fractures, many of which had been inflicted within the last ten years, or that Jen had seven different fractures, one being a hairline skull fracture. That was definitely bad enough, but what had her so upset, no furious was far more accurate, was that little Willow had two fractures, he'd beaten a sweet little girl!

Dr. Lippitz sent a copy of her report to Dr. Bob McPherson as the highest ranking doctor involved in the case, then another to the police.

**********

The next morning's paper, The Pine Lake Reporter, had two major headlines and stories, as follows:

BRADY BOY'S BODY FOUND IN NATIONAL RESERVE AREA! HORRIFYING ABUSES DISCOVERED!

Sadie Nadolicci, for the Pine Lake Reporter May 1, 2018 edition

Early yesterday morning, while walking through the Pine Lake National Reserve Area, two young people found the body of a teenage boy.

They immediately contacted the authorities, paramedics and police were on the scene about twenty minutes later.

The young male who found the body, Jackson Vannister, believed that the body was that of the missing boy Beneficent Ignatius Brady.

Young Ben had been missing since November 7th last year, when southern Tennessee and the northern parts of Alabama, Georgia and Mississippi were hit by a major snowstorm that dropped between eighteen and twenty-four inches of snow all over the region.

His father, mother and two sisters have all been worried sick about the missing boy and praying that he would be all right.

The body was taken to the hospital in the town of Pine Lake, where it was identified and autopsied in the town's small morgue.

It was at this time that several old fractures were found, from one end of the body to the other, two dozen all told.

The boy's father, Stephen Orville Brady, was arrested around mid-afternoon by the Pine Lake police force and is waiting to see a judge.

The second headline and story follows:

FATHER ARRESTED IN HORRIBLE ABUSE CASE!

Vanessa Timowit, for the Pine Lake Reporter May 1, 2018 edition

Yesterday afternoon, after the discovery of the dead body of this man's missing boy, and the autopsy that followed that somewhat gruesome discovery, the police have had no choice but to arrest and charge Stephen Orville Brady with twenty-four counts of physical abuse of a minor.

The charges arose from the discovery of two dozen fractures during the autopsy, ranging from about one year old to nearly ten.

The number of fractures, and the frequency of their occurrence, made it quite clear this was a case of long term physical abuse.

The counts listed were:

Two counts for different fractures of the left ulna;

Three counts for different fractures of the left radius;

Two counts for different fractures of the left humerus;

Four counts for different fractures of the right ulna;

One count for a fracture of the right humerus;

Seven counts for different rib fractures, five on the left side, two on the right;

One count for a fracture of the left tibia;

Two counts for a fracture of the right tibia;

And two counts for fractures of the jaw, both on the left side.

Not one of these injuries was from any sort of sport. In fact, it was through a discussion with the mother than officers learned that each injury had been due to a physical attack on the boy by their father, and the town judge was all too happy to sign a warrant for the arrest.

But that was only the start. It soon became even more horrifying.

Later investigations and examinations revealed that the three girls in the family had also experienced abuse. Fourteen counts of spousal abuse were added to the total charges, each of those arising from the discovery of various fractures during Mrs. Brady's examinations.

Elizabeth Beatrice Brady was heard by an officer yesterday to be very happy that her husband was in jail, claiming, "The abuse is ended!"

Seven more charges were added when tests taken on the daughter Jennifer Olivia found injuries from the last five years.

But what really galls this reporter is that the littlest one, a sweet seven year old girl, has two fractures, both having happened within the last six to twelve months, one of those being a fracture of the left ulna, the other being on the seventh rib on the right side.

Young Willow Eleanor, the youngest child in this poor family, is a bouncing bundle of energy that her mother and sister adore.

I suspect that the judge that hears this case later today will deny bail to Mr. Brady, as he would be a definite flight risk.

**********

The two headlines shocked the sleepy little town, but the stories shocked them even more.

The courtroom in the small town's tiny courthouse was packed, in fact, filled to overflowing with people.

The bailiff couldn't believe her eyes, she'd worked here for almost thirty years, she'd never seen a crowd of this size in the courtroom.

She shook her head, shrugged, turned to face the court and did her duty.

"All Rise, this court is now in session, the Honourable Judge Sheila Parker presiding."

After the judge had seated herself, the bailiff spoke again, saying, "You may all be seated now."

There was no need to identify the case, as there was only one to be heard today.

"Gentlemen," the Judge said, "I'm here to hear your arguments regarding bail. You may proceed."

The prosecutor, Paul White, stood up, faced the judge and stated, "We ask that bail be denied, we believe he is a significant flight risk."

James Green, the defence attorney countered, "He's an attorney, with a yearly income over $60k, he's an upstanding citizen. Grant bail."

Mr. White shot back, "Just because he has a good job and a record of being a good citizen doesn't mean that he can't flee."

Mr. Green growled, "It doesn't mean that he would run away, either. I ask that bail be granted."

The judge intervened, "If you two gentlemen are going to do nothing but argue with each other, we'll get nothing done."

"Your Honour, as much as he may be a good citizen, with how significant this case is, granting him bail would allow him to escape justice."

Mr. Green snarled, "We have nothing but insinuations of abuse taking place. Where is the proof?"

Mr. White just shook his head, smiling as he replied, "I'd think the medical reports and the autopsy report would be sufficient proof."

"It's easy enough to manufacture evidence, it isn't proof," James Green riposted. "Bail should be granted, Your Honour."

"Enough, gentlemen! As much as normal process might allow for bail, in this case, I believe he is a significant flight risk. Denied."

Mr. Green, the defence attorney, spluttered, "Your Honour, his livelihood is at stake..."

The prosecutor, Mr. White, interrupted him. "What about their safety, health and lives being at stake if he's free?" pointing to the Bradys.

"For the last time, gentlemen, ENOUGH! I have already stated that bail is denied, my decision is final. This court is adjourned."

**********

When bail was denied, the extra police presence was no longer needed. The town police would keep an eye on the family from now on.

Three weeks later, Stephen Brady faced a grand jury which brought back indictments across the board.

Five months after that, he went to trial, which lasted for almost five full days.

The evidence was overwhelming, but the fact that Ben had run off and died because he feared for his life was extremely damning.

In the end, the result was as expected. Stephen Orville Brady was convicted on all counts and sentenced to fifty-five years in prison.

The Power Of Trust

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Organizational: 

  • Title Page

Audience Rating: 

  • Adult Oriented (r21/a)

If you are not of legal age, whether that is 18 or 21 depending on your location, you should not be reading this. This is because the story will deal with various facets of BDSM and such activities are for adults, not minors.

The Power Of Trust


by
Crazy Pagan Gurl

TG Themes: 

  • Real World

TG Elements: 

  • Dominance & Submission / Bondage
  • Estrogen / Hormones

The Power Of Trust: Prologue 1

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Not Work-Safe
  • CAUTION: Physical or Emotional Abuse
  • CAUTION: Violence

Audience Rating: 

  • Adult Oriented (r21/a)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Transitioning

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School
  • Mature / Thirty+

TG Themes: 

  • Real World

TG Elements: 

  • Dominance & Submission / Bondage
  • Estrogen / Hormones

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

This is the intro to a story that will be about various facets of BDSM. If BDSM is not something that interests you, feel free to ignore it.

If you are not of legal age, whether that is 18 or 21 depending on your location, you should not be reading this. This is because, as stated above, the story will deal with various facets of BDSM and such activities are for adults, not minors.

**********

Stanley wandered around the mall, just killing time, not that it really mattered, he'd been a latch-key kid for nearly five years now since the death of his mother just three days after his thirteenth birthday and only two days after Christmas. Christmas just wasn't the same since then.

His dad Robert was a lawyer, the loss of his wife Alicia due to the rapid onset and metastasis of the breast cancer had hit him quite hard. He didn't know how to deal with it on an emotional level, so he threw himself into his work and had been raised to partner two years ago. He was usually out the door by 8 AM six days a week and wouldn't return home until midnight or later, except for the weekends. He only took Sundays off, and that wasn't any better as he usually would sit in front of the TV drinking his way through a dozen or more bottles of beer.

Stanley was now less than three months shy of his eighteenth birthday, he was a smart young man, he'd actually skipped grade three on the recommendation of several teachers and the principal of St. James Elementary here in town, so he had actually graduated from high school in June, a year ahead of pretty much everyone else in the class, well, other than Rachel Perrin, who had skipped two years herself.

Stanley and Rachel talked with each other now and then, it was almost expected with them both being the brainiacs of Westhill High School. Today, however, Stanley was alone, wandering around the bigger of the two malls in Westhill, Riverside Shopping Centre. He wasn't paying attention to the shops or people around him, it was obvious to many that he was lost in thought about something or other, especially when he bounced off a lamp post in the area next to the small food court and ended up on his butt on the floor.

**********

Three boys who had been eating at a table nearby saw him fall down and grinned, here was the prefect target. Bradley Alberts led the way, followed by his cousin Tommy Ferrill and the third boy, John Carthis. As Stanley grabbed the post to stand, Bradley shoved him back down.

The three boys spent the next several minutes knocking Stanley down every time he tried to stand up, this was made easier for them by the fact that they were much bigger, ranging from 5'9" to 6'2" and 170 pounds to 210 pounds. All three played football for Westhill High School. Stanley was tiny in comparison, 5'2" and maybe 105 pounds soaking wet, even with his thick, well-kept shoulder length light auburn hair.

A male who had been sitting on the other side of the food court's seating area called 911 and reported the assault, and at least two of the people running food stalls there flipped buttons that would set off alarms in the security office and bring mall security to the food court.

**********

Tessa Salveris was also wandering around the mall that day, she was a nurse and had just finished a shift at the small Westhill Hospital across town. She had decided to go to the mall, do a little shopping, maybe have something to eat there before going home for the day.

Tessa was a slender woman of about thirty years of age with almost waist length midnight black hair, 5'9" tall and about 130 pounds. Nursing wasn't her only skill set, she had trained in several different martial arts over the years, attaining brown belts in judo, jujitsu and taekwando, plus black belts in the four earliest styles of karate (Shotokan, Wado-ryu, Shito-ryu, and Goju-ryu) and extensive training in bo fighting.

She had moved to Westhill from NYC two years ago, after the death of her last girlfriend Shana due to a drunk driver who had also died in the crash. Her nursing diploma had been instrumental in her being hired by the hospital, as they needed a new head nurse for the pediatrics wing. She loved working with the kids there, but hated to see some of the things that had happened to the children who ended up on the unit such as the eleven children that had been rescued the year before from a cult group that had been based a few miles outside of Westhill.

The cult had been formed by a male who believed in flogging or whipping as a punishment for anyone who did anything wrong, child or adult. Some of the children that had been rescued would carry the scars of the various whippings they had received for the rest of their lives.

Tessa shook her head, bringing herself back to the present. As far as she knew, those eleven children would be okay, they had been placed in foster homes after they were released from the hospital and the three youngest of the eleven had actually been adopted in the last six months. She checked in about once a month with the other eight to ensure that they were all in good health; she had made her last round the weekend before, all eight children were doing well, and five of the seven sets of parents were considering adopting the children in their care.

She had just left one part of the mall and was about to cut through the small food court when she saw Stanley being shoved down. By the time she was within ten feet, she could see at least three bruises on the child's face and knew there likely would be several more elsewhere.

With cold, calculated precision, she knocked Bradley out with a roundhouse kick to the side of the head, then swept John's feet out from under him. She watched John fall down, then straight kicked Tommy in the stomach, knocking him over a table at the edge of the food court. Tommy hit the floor head first on the other side of the table, he looked up at the angry woman for a second or two before his lights went out.

She stood over John, glaring at him as she quickly checked to see if the child was okay. John started to stand, but Tessa growled at him, "You'd be wise to stay where you are, boy, or I might have to knock you out like I did the other two. Got it?" John nodded and backed away a bit.

**********

Tessa heard people running nearby, turned and saw three mall security guards entering the food court area. Two of the three seemed to be following the third, an older female who looked to be about forty or so with a short bob style hair cut.

The older female stopped by one of the stalls that had set off the alarms, told the stall staff to turn the alarm off, then asked what had happened. Jacob Vanakil, the owner of that stall, quickly brought her up to date and pointed to Stanley leaning against the lamp pole. Becky Colbert, the female security guard, listened intently, then looked where Jacob pointed and saw Stanley rubbing at one of the bruises.

Becky stopped by the other booth, listened to Pieter Danakos as he pretty much repeated what Jacob had said, then turned and slowly walked to the lamp post before squatting in front of Stanley. She gave him a quick scan and asked him if he was all right.

Stanley shrugged, told her it was nothing new, these three had tormented him all through high school. Nobody ever did anything because they were all on the football team and were considered important to the school, causing trouble for them always rebounded on the informant.

"Well, kid," she stopped as Stanley told her his name, "Stanley, sorry, they're not going to get away with it this time."

Stanley laughed while rubbing the beginnings of what would be a fair sized goose egg, "I'll believe it when I see it, Miss."

Becky called to her two security staff, brothers named Arnie and Barney Bellings, both about 6'1" tall and 200 pounds, "I want each of you to stand over one of the boys that are out cold until the police get here, I need to talk with this woman before the police arrive. Hop to it, boys!" The only major difference between the two men was that Arnie's crew cut was a sandy blonde while Barney's was a light brown in colour.

Arnie immediately walked over to where Bradley was sprawled on the floor, arriving there just as Bradley groaned and tried to get up. Arnie quickly placed his foot on the boy's stomach, pulling out what looked like a night stick; Bradley wisely decided to stay put.

Barney meanwhile had to walk around the tables at the edge of the seating area before he could stand by Tommy, whose left leg was hanging over the edge of a seat. The boy was still out cold, so Barney just stood over him watching to make sure he stayed that way.

Becky stood up, then waved to Tessa as she walked over to a nearby table and sat down. Tessa had watched as the female security guard had talked to people, then the child, and followed her when the woman made it clear that she wished to speak with her.

Tessa sat down across from Becky and spent the next several minutes answering questions. She asked Tessa why she had responded as she had, to which Tessa growled, "I didn't know whether the child was a male or female, I saw what they were doing and stopped it! I would bet that, if you had gotten here before I did, you would have used your sticks on the boys, I used my fighting skills, what's the difference?"

Becky sighed, shaking her head, "You may be right, you're damn lucky that several people saw you intervene, let alone the cameras here."

"What do you mean by that, damn you? I'M LUCKY?" Tessa snarled, she was getting pissed at how she was being treated. "Would you prefer that I just walked by and let those bullies keep beating him, to the point where he might have been badly injured, perhaps killed? Did you even notice the lump on the child's head, the black eye or the other bruises on the child's face? I'm damn sure there's more bruises, too."

"Lump? No, I didn't see a lump, there's no way to miss the black eye and the facial bruises."

"Look, they were bouncing the child off that lamp post, I'm betting it's at least a steel shell, probably hollow, but still hard enough to cause damage when one is being slammed against it repeatedly like they were doing to him. I felt I had no choice but to intervene, dammit."

Becky looked up, then shrugged as two police officers and a deputy sheriff walked into the food court area. "Well, it's out of my hands now. You're wrong about the lamp posts here, they're solid steel, they used to be on some of the streets here in town a long time ago."

Tessa just sat there, waiting to see what would happen as Becky got up and walked toward the two officers and the deputy sheriff.

**********

"Hiya, Becky, what's up?" asked Chuck Barnett, the sheriff's deputy, as he and the two officers entered the food court area.

"Hi, Chuck, three boys were repeatedly shoving another child against one of the lamp posts here, that woman," Becky pointed to Tessa, "Stepped in, knocked out two of the three boys and put the third one on the floor all by herself. I need to pull the tapes from the cameras."

Bob Jasper, one of the two officers from the town's police force, asked, "All these people saw what happened?" as he and his partner Rosa Trafford looked around at the dozen or so people at the tables plus the people working the seven food stalls.

"Yup, lots of witnesses, I've spoken to the owners of the stalls that used their internal alarms, plus the child that was being attacked and the woman there who defended him. I haven't had a chance to talk to anyone else yet, I'll let you guys handle it."

"Okay, Becky, because part of the mall crosses the town limits, I'm involved with this case on the county's behalf," stated Chuck as he walked over to a couple seated at one of the tables, sat down and began asking them questions. Bob followed him, heading to a different table where he sat down and began to talk to the three girls seated there. Rosa headed to the food stalls to speak to the staff people.

**********

Tommy finally crawled back into the land of the living, he moaned loudly as he lifted his head from the floor, grabbing at the spot where his head had hit it. He could feel a bit of blood as he touched it, then slowly lowered his head back down to the floor. "What happened?"

Barney looked down and growled at him, "You were beating on the boy until Tessa there stepped in and kicked your ass. Consider yourself damn lucky that she only hit you once, boy, I've seen her fight in the dojo here in town, only Sensai beats her and that's not often."

Tommy put one hand flat on the floor, then slowly lifted himself up, grabbing onto the seat as he pulled his leg off of it before he managed to fully stand up. He winced, grabbing briefly at his side as he sat down on the hard seat, grunting in pain at the impact.

Barney stared at him, then spoke, "I suggest you just stay right there, you don't want to give me any reason to use my stick, boy."

Arnie noticed Barney allowing Tommy to sit at one of the tables, so he pointed to another one and told Bradley to sit down. Bradley stood up, shook his head at the pain caused by the sudden movement, then sat down at the table and waited, he wanted no part of Arnie's stick.

Becky grabbed John and hauled him to a third table, pushing him toward one of the seats, "Sit down and don't move." She waited a few minutes, noticed Chuck had finished getting a statement and suggested he call in for back-up while she continued to watch John.

**********

Ten minutes later, four officers from the town force arrived along with two more deputies. After they had been brought up to date, officers walked over to each of the boys, Mirandized them, then cuffed them. An officer stood by each boy, the rest helped with getting statements.

Once the new group of officers was present, Arnie and Barney returned to the security office as they were no longer needed.

It took another 90 minutes before all the statements had been taken. Becky had also produced the tapes from the five cameras covering the food stalls, the seating area and the walkway past that section of the mall. She handed them to Bob Jasper, then walked away.

Bob used a video player plugged into a socket in one of the food stalls to check the tapes from the various cameras.

He made notes for camera locations, which tape was being examined, the times on each tape that showed anything of what happened relevant to the investigation, then outlined what occurred on each of the tapes within the relevant time span.

It was quite obvious that Tessa's intervention had saved Stanley from further harm at the hands of the three boys.

Paramedics had been called in, Stanley had been examined, that examination revealed several more bruises and three possible hairline fractures, one on the left side of his mouth, one to the ulna in the right arm and the third to a rib on the right side of Stanley's torso.

Once he had finished with the tapes, Bob walked over to Tessa, "You're free to go, that boy is damn lucky you were here."

**********

Rosa and two of the four new officers hauled the three boys out to separate cars, then drove to the jail shared by the county and town. Each of the eight cells had stone walls except for the front of the cells, each one was about six feet by eight with a bed, toilet and foldaway bunk.

The boys were shoved into cells, separated from any possible direct contact with the others, given a basic meal, then locked in and left alone. They were all informed that they likely wouldn't be able to see a lawyer until the next day, not that it would help any of them at all.

When Bradley tried to get the other two boys to talk to him, the officer at the desk ordered them to shut up and stay quiet.

**********

Tessa, once she had been informed that she wasn't being arrested, walked over to Stanley and invited him to eat with her. While walking over to the food stalls, she asked, "I heard one of the paramedics say that you had three hairline fractures, are you going to be okay?"

Stanley nodded, "Yeah, the female paramedic said they should heal on their own, I just need to avoid hitting them on things."

Both decided to order from the Chinese food stall, Tessa asked for two meats and a vegetable with rice, Stanley for one meat and a vegetable with chow mein noodles. They took their food, utensils and napkins to a table, then sat down to eat their meals.

Tessa had been surprised earlier to find out that Stanley was male, his small size and long hair had led her to believe he was a girl.

They spent the next forty-five minutes chatting while they ate. As the meal continued, Stanley realized that he felt safe with Tessa. This was a bit of a surprise to him, he'd seen just how quickly she had taken down the three boys, yet he knew she would never harm him.

Sure, he'd been around lots of boys, girls, men and women over the last five years, but none had ever given him this sense of being safe.

He knew that he could trust this woman with his life. That level of trust was something he hadn't experienced for a long, long time.

**********

Brandon Alberts, Bradley's father and the head coach for the Westhill High football team, walked into the jail as if he owned it. Brandon was a fairly big man, standing 6'3" in his stocking feet and weighing in at about 215 pounds, his boy was almost his size now.

"Officer Denton, you need to let my son, his cousin and his friend go, they done nothing wrong, they were just being boys."

"I'm afraid I can't do that, Mr. Alberts, with all the witnesses and with it not being on school grounds, those boys are staying here."

"I wasn't asking you, Denton, I was telling you, now let them the hell out of those cells."

"I already told you I can't do that, sir, I suggest you leave before I charge you with obstruction of justice and interfering with an investigation."

"Last time, Denton, let them out now," Brandon snarled as he reached across the desk and hauled Officer Denton over the desktop.

Officer Denton yelled out, "Larry, get your butt out here, we have a problem!" just as a huge man stepped out of the washroom.

Lawrence Barton, aka Larry, the 7'5", 310 pound man mountain, saw Brandon yanking Denton over the desk, strode around the desk and clamped one hand around Brandon's neck, slowly squeezing it until Brandon let go of Denton and dropped to his knees on the floor.

Officer Denton sat down again, then whispered, "Larry, put him in the back cell, he'll be going before the judge in the morning on charges of obstruction of justice, interfering with an investigation and assaulting a peace officer. I can see where his son got his bad boy attitude."

Officer Barton let go of Brandon's neck, picked him up and carried him to the last cell, Mirandized him, then locked him in for the night.

The Power Of Trust: Prologue 2

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Language
  • CAUTION: Not Work-Safe
  • CAUTION: Physical or Emotional Abuse
  • CAUTION: Referenced / Discussed Suicide
  • CAUTION: Violence

Audience Rating: 

  • Adult Oriented (r21/a)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Transitioning

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School
  • Mature / Thirty+

TG Themes: 

  • Real World

TG Elements: 

  • Dominance & Submission / Bondage
  • Estrogen / Hormones

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

Continuing the intro to a story that will be about various facets of BDSM. If BDSM is not something that interests you, feel free to ignore it.

If you are not of legal age, whether that is 18 or 21 depending on your location, you should not be reading this. This is because, as stated above, the story will deal with various facets of BDSM and such activities are for adults, not minors.

**********

Raven Annette Templeton heard her father William enter the house, she had been chilling in the living room watching TV without really paying attention to it ever since she returned home from school an hour ago. It was mid-October, leaves were changing or falling from the trees.

Will shucked off his boots, he'd only worn them because of the heavy rain and not wanting to ruin a pair of high quality Italian loafers. Will was the second partner in the firm of Jentzen, Templeton, Barnes and Whitney. Whitney had been raised to partner about two years ago, as the firm felt it needed a new partner, especially one with a knowledge of business and industrial law, which were Whitney's specializations. Jentzen and Templeton were criminal lawyers, Barnes dealt with international law, so Whitney added a new line of clients to the firm.

Will wasn't pleased to see Raven sitting on the couch. He didn't even bother to say hello; he snarled at her as he reached over the back of the couch to grab her, "Why the hell are you sitting there? You know damn well you should be making dinner, you stupid bitch, now move your ass into the kitchen before I throw you in there!" The last was said as Raven twisted forward onto the floor to avoid him.

Raven shook her head, she was no little girl, no, sir, she was 6'2" tall and roughly 170 pounds of long, lean muscle thanks to her running. She'd taken bronze or better at every single track meet for the last three years, now she was in her senior year of high school at Westhill High.

Raven was pissed, she'd put up with it long enough, "I'm not your fucking slave, dad, ever since mom died serving in Afghanistan three years ago, you seem to think that's all I'm fucking good for, cooking, cleaning, laundry. When the fuck did you last do anything for yourself?"

Will stalked into the small kitchen, opened the fridge and grabbed a tall boy, cracked it open and took a long drink from the can. "I'm no girl, bitch, that's women's work, you're female, so you're going to goddamn do it, or I'll damn well beat the shit out of you!" he yelled.

"Like hell you will, you misogynistic bastard! I may look female, dad, but I'm not, I should have been a boy and I will be one, damn you!"

Will stood there stunned as Raven stomped up the stairs to his room.

Just before Raven entered his room, he turned and screamed out, "Make your own fucking dinner, dad!"

Will didn't know what to think, he grabbed a second can and walked to the couch and dropped onto it, then took a long hard drink.

**********

After the incident at the mall in early October, Tessa called Stanley each Friday afternoon after her shift had ended. They would spend the next thirty minutes to an hour chatting with each other, Stanley's attempts to find work, general chatter about her shifts, that sort of thing.

This particular Friday afternoon, not quite four weeks before Thanksgiving, Stanley took a chance and threw it all out there.

"Tessa, I've had feelings for a long time that something wasn't right. I remember looking at girls way back when I was in first grade, seeing them wearing dresses and wishing I could do that. I had no idea what I wanted at that point, if I'd had the chance to dress, I might have known a lot sooner, but my mom was a lot bigger. I've been 5'2" tall since I was twelve, and my mom was just under 5'10, her clothes just wouldn't fit.

"I remember sneaking into her room about two months before she died and trying on a pair of her pantyhose, I looked totally silly. The only way I could wear her blouses was to tie them at the waist, I never tried her skirts or pants because to wear them, I would have had to cut a hole way down any of the belts she owned, and she would have seen that immediately. I had no idea at that point that the cancer was killing her. After she died, dad sent all of her clothing to the second hand store in town and that took away any chance of dressing again."

"So how have you been dealing with this, with no opportunity to do that over the last several years? And what's your femme name?"

"My femme name? Oh, I've always liked Stacy. It hasn't been easy, Tessa, I'm just existing most of the time, I can't handle it any more!" was the response as the teen started bawling. Tessa tried to calm the child down, but it was a slow process, interrupted now and then by the repeated comments of "I'm a girl" or "I should have been a girl" from Stanley, no Stacy, this was definitely a girl crying over the phone line.

The call lasted almost ninety minutes, Tessa did eventually manage to get Stacy to stop crying as they discussed possible options.

"Tessa, I've held on this long, I can last another eight weeks or so until my birthday, I'll be eighteen, which gives me lots of options."

"Okay, Stacy but if you really need to talk to someone, you call me, you hear, girl?"

"I sure will, Tessa, thanks for all of your help!"

**********

Alana relaxed in her recliner, watching a movie. Life had changed a great deal since she finally admitted that she needed to BE Alana, not just spend her time idly dreaming about becoming her. Eleven months earlier, she had finally taken the first step and had talked to a psych about her need to transition. She saw Dr. Claire Prentice every two weeks for about three months before she was given her first prescription.

About three months after that first prescription, the doctor decided that one visit every four weeks was sufficient. The only additional visit that would be needed would be a blood test every three months to make sure her liver function was normal and there were no other issues.

Her body was slowly changing, partly due to the hormones, partly due to the aerobic exercises she did at the start of each day. She was 5'8" tall, with her widening hips, narrowing waist and not quite full B cup breasts, she now weighed in at 135 pounds, down from just over 160.

She worked as a paramedic for the Westhill Hospital, there were only a dozen or so paramedics in the whole town, so it wasn't unusual to have to work twelve hour shifts and sometimes double shifts when someone was ill or had an emergency come up. She didn't mind, she'd been doing the work here for almost twenty years now, since shortly after she graduated from university in May of '98.

She had initially studied law, she had actually been about three months short of her bachelor's degree when she realized that law wasn't what she wanted to do with her life. She finished the law degree, then returned to school the next semester for a paramedics degree.

She loved the work, as it gave her the chance to save lives when people were injured or sick. There had been some nasty talk from one or two of her co-workers when she first transitioned, but after they had been firmly warned that any discrimination could result in their dismissal, it stopped. That wasn't the only reason it stopped, the other workers knew damn well that she threw her all into the work, no matter what.

She lost herself in the movie for a while, which was nice, being able to relax after the stress of work was a good thing in her mind. Just before the movie ended, she chuckled to herself as she realized that the next day, November 2nd, would be her 42nd birthday.

She suddenly had a flashback, reliving the events of her sixth birthday when he had told his parents that he was a girl, mistakenly believing that they would help him. His father had hit him several times, even knocked him out, and his mother had just stood there watching it all.

He never mentioned it again and left for university in Boston three days after he graduated from high school.

She wasn't sure whether she would even celebrate it or not, she had very few friends in the town of 11,587 people. Well, that wasn't completely true, there were a few nurses at the hospital that she considered to be friends, maybe she could invite them over to help her celebrate.

She spent the next 45 minutes on the phone chatting with her three nurse friends, they would go out for dinner tomorrow evening.

**********

On November 10th, Raven entered the house just before 5 PM and decided to make dinner, she actually felt like cooking tonight. After checking the fridge, she pulled out two medium potatoes, some frozen lean ground beef and a bag of frozen mixed vegetables.

She cut off enough of the meat to make four burgers, sprinkled a bit of lemon pepper, garlic powder, cayenne, black pepper and a tiny bit of salt on the meat as she formed the patties, then grabbed a large frying pan, turned one of the front burners on the stove on and dropped the meat into the pan. Grabbing a pot from one of the cupboards under the counter, she added water and dropped the potatoes in after washing them. She turned the other front burner on, set it halfway between medium and high and continued to watch the meat as it browned.

She pulled another pot from the cupboard under the counter, measured out some of the frozen vegetables, added water and set it on a back burner, turned that one on, checked the frying pan and flipped the burgers before sprinkling the new side with spices as she'd done before.

She then spent a few minutes washing and chopping tomatoes, washing lettuce and peeling, rinsing and slicing a Spanish onion. She could smell the meat as it continued to cook, returning to the stove briefly to flip the burgers again and stir the potatoes and vegetables.

She turned on the oven, setting it to 250°F to preheat, she'd put the burgers on a plate covered in tinfoil to stay warm once they were done.

There was a bag of hamburger buns on a shelf in the pantry next to the fridge, she grabbed four and set them on a plate.

She flipped the burgers one last time, noticing they were almost fully cooked, then put a slice of cheese on each patty. Turning to the two pots, she stirred them again, used a fork to check the potatoes, they needed about ten more minutes, the veggies maybe five.

When the burgers were done, she turned off the burner the frying pan had been on, set the burgers on a plate, covered it with tinfoil and placed it on the lower rack in the oven. When she closed the oven, she pulled the vegetables off the stove, turning off that burner, then grabbed a colander and dumped the veggies in to drain them. She could leave the vegetables there for a few minutes.

The potatoes only needed a few more minutes, she reached into a cupboard and grabbed two plates, then a glass from another one. She was turning back to the stove to check the potatoes again when her father entered the house. Like usual, he was in a foul mood.

"It's about time that you got off your ass and did things in here, bitch, now put the food on the table!" he snapped as he dropped his briefcase on the hall table and haphazardly tossed his jacket onto a hanger in the hall closet before heading into the kitchen.

Raven lost it, she screamed back, "I'm not your fucking bitch, asshole! I've told you once, I'm a boy, not a fucking girl!" She hated the way her father acted toward her, she was truly furious as she pulled the burgers from the oven and the potatoes from the stove. She could have given into the anger at that point, but the food wasn't the problem, it was her asshole of a father and his idiotic outdated beliefs.

"Wrong, you stupid bitch, you were born female, you'll fucking die female, dammit. You obey my rules or I'll beat them into you!"

That was just too much, Raven had just picked up a burger after transferring the potatoes into a bowl, she threw both of them at him. He barely saw her hands moving before the burger whacked him in the left eye and the potatoes and bowl slammed into his throat.

Will screamed in pain as he tried to cover his eye, he didn't even notice Raven as she stomped up to her room and slammed the door. The potatoes and bowl hitting his throat were painful, too, but nowhere near as bad as the pain from the burger hitting him in the eye. He staggered to the fridge, grabbed several ice cubes from the tray in the freezer, wrapped them in a wash cloth, then in a bag and placed it on his eye.

Will heard her radio as she turned it on, then cranked the sound. As much as he wanted to go up there and force her to turn it down, it could wait, right now, his eye was far more important. He growled as he continued to hold the bag of wrapped ice against his burned eyelid and cheek. He'd been damned lucky that he'd been in mid-blink, eyes closed, when the burger hit him, it would have been much worse otherwise.

**********

Once Raven was in her room, she turned on her radio to her favourite station and cranked it to full volume.

She sat on the edge of her bed, listening to the music while thinking about recent events between herself and her father. She'd turned eighteen on October 3rd, so she could leave if she wanted to, the problem was that she didn't know where she could go if she did leave.

She had no idea what to do and eventually lost herself in the music.

**********

About an hour after he'd been hit by the burger and other items, Will checked the eye again, the pain was now bearable and he could see fairly well with that eye. He was not impressed with Raven at all, it was time to teach her a lesson that she would definitely remember. He headed over to the hall closet, pulled out the old Louisville Slugger baseball bat and walked up the stairs, then kicked her door open.

When the door came crashing open, punching a hole in the wall behind the now open door, Raven looked up, just in time to see his dad come stalking into the room, raising the baseball bat as if he were about to hit him, then she realized that he really would do it.

He rolled out of the bed, ending up by his closet on the other side of the room, before he turned around to face him.

He kept moving forward, shifted the grip so the bat was in both hands and started to swing it at her head. He was snarling at her as he swung the bat, "It's lesson time, girlie, when I fucking tell you to do something, you will goddamn do it from now on, bitch!"

Raven was startled, but instinctively raised his left hand, then felt the smack of the bat as it hit his palm. It hurt like hell, but he held on for all he was worth, using all the strength of his younger, fitter body to keep him from hitting him with it. "Not fucking likely, daddy asshole!"

Will pushed forward as hard as he could, he could feel it as her arm was forced back, "Damn right I will, bitch, I make the rules here!"

Raven hissed back, straining to keep the bat away, "Rules are only worthwhile if they are fair to everyone, your rules only benefit you."

Will shoved again, Raven stepped on something on the floor and lost his balance, falling against the wall. Will pulled back the bat, and swung again, figuring he'd get a clean shot, then Raven dropped to the floor, kicked up with all his strength and caught him square in the nuts. He quickly stood up, grabbed the bat from the floor by his father's hand and moved around him to his backpack at the side of the bed.

Will dropped to the floor, dropping the bat as he fell, then grabbed at his crotch, whining and moaning as he rolled around.

He pulled out his cell phone, called the local police department and requested a unit, "My father has been threatening for two weeks to beat me into line if I didn't do what he wanted, he started threatening me again an hour or so ago, I threw half of the food I'd cooked at him, then came upstairs. A few minutes ago, he kicked my door in and tried to hit me with a baseball bat, I had to kick him in the nuts to stop him."

"Okay, Miss, we'll send a car, the address is 37 Maple Lane, Westhill, correct? Your phone number is 555-1993?"

"Both of those are correct, I need to make sure he doesn't try something else before they get here."

Raven turned back toward his father, who was still clutching at his crotch, moaning wordlessly as he rolled back and forth on the floor. He stepped past him, then went down the stairs to the front door, unlocked it and waited for the police car to arrive.

**********

Raven saw the police car pull to a stop in front of the house and used his right hand to open the door, allowing the officers to enter. Once the officers were inside, he quickly showed them his left palm, which was quite red and very sore. "This is the bat he was using," as he held up the bat in her right hand. "You saw this is a duplex, right? Well, I'm pretty sure the Martins next door heard it all, the walls are very thin."

"Thanks, Miss, I'm Officer Bob Jasper, this is Officer Alan Parnell, he'll go and talk to the Martins while I talk to you."

The second officer nodded, exited the house, then turned and knocked on the door to the other unit, entering it a moment later.

Officer Jasper listened to Raven for nearly fifteen minutes as he described recent events in the house, including the desire to be a male. "It's quite clear that you won't be safe if you stay here, so you're going to need to grab some clothes to take with you. I'm going to call Judge Paulter and have her write up a restraining order against your dad, I'm not sure if it will help at all, but if you don't charge him, that's all we can do."

Raven was still talking to Officer Jasper when his dad came staggering down the stairs, screaming to have Raven charged with assault.

"Stop right there, Mr. Templeton, if I charge Raven, then I'll have to charge you, which will be a whole lot of fun, considering I can charge you with threatening to assault, attempted assault with a weapon/dangerous weapon and possibly attempted murder, with her, just assault."

"What the fuck are you talking about, she's flat out disobeyed my rules and just kicked me in the balls, you half-baked piece of shit."

Officer Parnell knocked, then entered the house. "Like the girl here says, he's been threatening her constantly for more than two weeks."

"Officers, I know I look like a girl to both of you, but in here and here," pointing to her head and heart, "I'm a boy, a young man, not a girl."

"Parnell, take him into the living room and keep an eye on him," requested Officer Jasper, "I'm calling Judge Paulter."

Bob Jasper pulled out his own cell phone, hit one of the speed dials on it and was soon connected to Judge Paulter's office. "Hi, Tanya, is the Judge still there?... She is?... Good, have her call me back, please, my number is 555-4685, thanks."

He ended the call, "So what do I call you, and what do I tell the Judge?"

Raven replied, "Raven Andrew Templeton, and tell the Judge that I intend to transition from female to male as soon as possible."

"Hello, Judge, I need to have a restraining order written against one William James Templeton, address 37 Maple Lane, Westhill. The order is to prevent him for interacting in any way with his 18 year old daughter, Raven Annette Templeton. Raven has informed me she intends to seek treatment for gender dysphoria, and also informed me that she wishes to be addressed as Raven Andrew, her chosen male name."

He listened for a minute or two, then passed the phone to Raven who answered questions from the Judge and handed the phone back.

Officer Jasper and the Judge talked for a minute or two longer, then the Judge hung up and the officer ended the call.

"You're lucky, there's been tons of work the last few weeks, so the Judge was still in the office, we'll have three copies of the restraining order within 45 minutes. She's in the process of writing them up now and will have an officer bring them here when they're ready."

"Thanks, Officer, now all I have to worry about is where I'll end up tonight."

"That might not be an issue, Raven, I heard a nurse in the hospital mention the other day that she had a room available. We'd just brought in some jerk who'd smashed a brand new Ferrari 488 Spider into an oak tree," he chuckled as he opened the phone and placed another call.

"Hi, Tessa, I've got a girl who needs a room pretty urgently, a restraining order is being issued against her father, she's not safe at home.... Well, she was born female, but it seems she identifies as a male, so I'm assuming she'd prefer to be able to live as male while there." He listened for a minute or two, then replied, "Okay, I'll have her pack some clothes and I'll drop her off at your place in about 45 minutes."

He continued to talk and listen for another minute or two, then ended the call. "You have somewhere to go, Tessa's a great person."

Raven breathed out a sigh of relief at the news. When asked if he wanted to press charges, he said no. Officer Jasper walked into the living room and spent the next fifteen minutes restraining his anger at the jackass who was still telling him to charge Raven.

"Look, Mr. Templeton, if I charge her, then I HAVE to charge you, and you'll be in a lot WORSE shape than she will at that point. She would likely get out on her own recognizance, as she was either responding to your threats or defending herself from YOU. You, however, would most likely end up without bail as you're far too likely to attack her if you thought you could get away with it, hence the restraining order."

"What the fuck are you talking about? Restraining order? That ignorant irresponsible little bitch!"

"Yes, a restraining order, you won't be able to be any closer than 500 feet to any place your daughter would regularly go."

Will started to get up from the couch, growling about how he was going to straighten out the little bitch before he was rudely shoved back into the chair by Officer Parnell. Officer Jasper leaned down and hissed, "One more comment like that, buster, and I'll arrest you right now, at which point I'd be willing to throw in all the threatening to assault charges, attempted assault with a weapon, attempted assault with a deadly weapon and maybe even attempted murder. I'd bet the Judge that ends up with you would just love to see all that on the docket."

Will cowered in the chair, this was the second time he'd said it, he obviously meant it.

Twenty minutes later, another officer arrived, handed Bob three pieces of paper and then left the premises.

Bob handed one copy to Will, saying, "I hope you're smart enough to obey this order, if you don't, well, let's say you'd be in deep shit." Bob then turned to Raven, handing a second copy to her, "I'll keep the third as the head officer on the scene, that way we'll have it on record. Parnell, take Raven upstairs to pack a suitcase, don't take too long, I want to get out of here before I lose any interest in getting food somewhere."

Officer Parnell and Raven headed up to her room, returning about ten minutes later with two tightly packed suitcases and a large teddy bear.

**********

Tessa was waiting when Officers Jasper and Parnell brought Raven to her house.

"Thanks, guys. Hi, you're Raven? Here, give me one of those, I'll show you to your bedroom," she said as she led Raven up the stairs.

Raven dropped the suitcase he was carrying on the double bed and looked around the room. It was a bit smaller than the room he had lived in ever since he was a young girl, the double bed, dresser and wardrobe were fine, he could do without the vanity.

"Ummm, is there somewhere you could put that?" as he pointed at the vanity, "I won't be needing it, I don't wear make-up."

Tessa giggled, then walked over and picked it up, "Yeah, I'll put it in the third bedroom which is being used as a storage space." Tessa walked out of the room, returning a couple of minutes later without the vanity. "So are you going to unpack? I can order takeout somewhere."

"Yes, ma'am, it shouldn't take too long, I'll likely be downstairs in about fifteen minutes."

Just under twenty minutes later, Raven was downstairs again; after a brief discussion, Thai was the choice and Tessa made the call.

Thirty minutes after that, the food arrived, Tessa paid for it and the two of them enjoyed their first meal together.

**********

Tessa continued to call Stanley, no, she needed to remember it was Stacy, every Friday evening. The day after Raven moved in with her, she informed Stacy that she now had a housemate and Stacy spent a few minutes talking with Raven before the call ended.

Tessa actually enjoyed having someone else in the house, even with the slight oddity of Raven presenting as a male all the time now.

**********

Thanksgiving Day arrived, the town would be holding a big event that afternoon in and around the community center on the northeast side of The Commons. The main building on the square that surrounded The Commons was the impressive three story Victorian style town hall, built in 1884. Next to the town hall on the same side were a branch of the Bank of America and a branch of another bank, Citigroup.

On the east side of the square was the town's community center, which had been built to celebrate the town's 100th anniversary in 1983. Next to the community center was the town library, originally built in 1905 and upgraded and redesigned in 1983. Next to the library was one of the four churches that served the town, this one was a Methodist church built in 1924 and upgraded and rebuilt in 1997.

On the south side of the square, the building by the southeast corner was another church belonging to a fundamentalist Christian group. They had been in town for the last seventy years, but had never managed to have more than a hundred parishioners at any time. At this time, the congregation was quite a bit smaller, numbering less than sixty souls, but the reverend was working on drawing new folks to them.

The next building on the south side was the train station, which wasn't particularly active, maybe half a dozen trains stopped here each day. The last building on that side of the square was the only actual store, a modestly sized one where various sweets and treats were sold.

The last side of the square was home to the other two churches in the town, one of those being a Baptist church built in 1917. This church was similar to the Christian one except they were not so hard core about how people should look and behave. The fourth church was an Anglican one, built in 1931, sitting up at the other corner of the square. Between the two churches was a small but fairly active bus station.

There were a few fair sized hills around the town, not including the one the town was named for just behind the west side of the square. The biggest hill in the area was the one known as Masters' Rise, it was supposed to have been the home of the original owner of the land the town was on; he had been killed in one of the last battles of the American Civil War in early 1865, eighteen years before the town became official. Two of his three sons also died in the Civil War; only his eldest Jonathan Masters III survived, he founded the town on September 9, 1883.

**********

Town staff people swarmed through the community center and around The Commons getting everything ready for the event.

At 4 PM Thanksgiving Day, the even was opened with a flourish of trumpets and a prayer spoken by the Baptist priest. There were many tables scattered across the commons, as the weather was pretty nice for late November, mostly sunny and 53°F with a very slight wind.

Tessa had been there since 2:30 PM, she'd been helping with set-up, as had Bob Jasper and Rosa Trafford.

Raven had arrived just before 3:45 PM and was having fun dancing with a few girls in an open area of The Commons. He'd had a bit of food and a drink once the event opened, but had spent almost two hours dancing in the square, only stopping for a drink now and then.

Stacy showed up just before 5 PM, wearing a pretty wrap skirt and a solid blue V-neck top. She ate and then started dancing near Raven. Raven was presenting as a male, and the tall, lean yet obviously well muscled body was a stark contrast to her own.

Raven looked over at the pretty yet tiny girl and felt something he'd never felt before, an attraction to another person.

Alana showed up just after 5:30, she'd eaten before she left home as she would be on duty later. She also joined the dancers in the square.

Just as the sun was about to go below the horizon, Alan Parnell spotted a brief flash coming from the top of the northern end of the hill known as Masters' Rise just over 3700 feet to the south. A second or two later, the barely audible sound of a rifle firing was followed by the sight of Raven dropping to the ground, blood dripping from her shoulder. Alana hit a small voice mic and yelled for medical equipment.

Both Alan and Bob were on their mics, saying that the shot had come from Masters' Rise, officers needed to get there immediately. Within a minute, three of the town's twelve active police cars were racing toward the hill in the distance.

**********

Almost everyone who lived in the area knew that there was only one decent road down from the top of Masters' Rise, at the southern end. The road descended along the south side of the hill for a fair ways before turning north and continuing down to the bottom.

The three cars arrived at the bottom of the road leading down from the hill, just in time to block a van from leaving the area. One officer stayed in his car, the other two stepped out, guns drawn and aimed at the van. "Step out of the van now, or we'll shoot," one of the officers stated.

The driver gunned the engine and started to reverse, both officers responded by shooting at a wheel; with two tires blown, the van shuddered to a stop, and the person bailed out from the driver's door, then tried to run off; he made it about fifty feet before an officer tackled him.

The word had been put out all around the station that this guy was under a restraining order issued by Judge Paulter.

"William James Templeton, you're under arrest for attempted murder," the officer then Mirandized him and hauled him to one of the cars. The other officer that had been out opened the back door to the car and watched as Templeton was shoved inside, then slammed the door.

A quick search of the van found a rifle, a Barrett MRAD loaded with nine .338 shells remaining in a ten round detachable magazine.

**********

Perhaps thirty seconds after Raven fell down, someone handed a medical kit to Alana. She did a quick visual exam of Raven, noticing that Raven seemed to be responsive, then pulled out a set of needle nose pliers. "I won't lie to you, kid, this is going to hurt, I have to push the wound wider so I can get the bullet out. It didn't go all the way through, by the looks of it, your shoulder blade stopped it."

With quick, yet precise movements, she opened the wound, looked in, spotted the bullet, then used the pliers to slowly pull it out. Alana wrapped the bullet in a bit of gauze, then taped it closed and told Stacy to take it over to Bob Jasper. Stacy scampered off in his direction. Now that the bullet was out, Alana used an irrigation syringe to clean the wound, then covered it with an appropriately sized wound closure strip.

"That will do until we can get you in the hospital, they'll give you a thorough exam there, okay?" Raven nodded, taking deep breaths.

Alana pressed her mic again and requested an ambulance at the northeast corner of the square.

Two minutes later, an ambulance was there, they brought the stretcher over, helped Raven up, secured her, then loaded her in the vehicle. Once she was in and the tech was in the back with her, the driver started moving, calling in to the hospital that they were on the way.

The Riders Of The Waves: Chapter 1

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties
  • Mature / Thirty+

Other Keywords: 

  • weres
  • Vampires
  • Fae
  • Supernatural Beings

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

This story is set in the same "world" as LadyDragon623's stories about werefolk, vampires, fae and other supernatural creatures.

I have her express permission to use the "world" and characters she has mentioned in her stories if I feel they would fit into this story.

**********

We're an odd bunch, about thirty of us all told. Most of us were raised somewhere not too far from here, a few from the east coast.

Where is here, you ask? Well, that's easy, the closest recognizable place to us is Petrolia, although there isn't much there. Not that it really matters to us, we're quite capable of surviving in the wilderness, hunting for whatever food we can find nearby.

Hunting? Oh, we're werewolves, not like those weirdos on American Werewolf in London and similar shows, though. We tend to prefer to find our own communities and get away from the insanity of the city when possible. The stench in the cities is enough to make me puke!

Anyway, we made our own little camp on the edge of a creek north and west of Petrolia, not far from the Mattole Road. At the point where we started setting up rough tents for housing while we were building actual houses, the creek turns to the northeast away from Mattole Road.

We're about a mile from the coast, a fairly easy walk to get there for us, although we often cycle around or run around in our were forms.

Hey, any exercise is good, and believe me, after a good five or ten mile romp around that area as a wolf, we're ready to relax for a while!

Well, we finished making about twenty moderate sized houses (three to four bedrooms each with en suite bathrooms, large living room, kitchen and pantry for dried herbs and vegetables) last year and most of us moved into them, some alone, some with one or more housemates.

I ended up getting one of the four bedroom houses, I suppose because the folks here decided I should be the pack leader.

Well, that's not quite true. There was a series of mock fights in wolf form, and I ended up being the eventual winner over everyone else.

Yep, so I ended up with one of the three four bedrooms as I said. I share it with my girlfriend, Tanya Shoreham, she's the female alpha.

Silly me, I didn't even introduce myself! Sorry about that! My name is Matt Darnavy, I'm 37 years old, blond hair, blue eyes, tall, handsome...

Can I help it if my girlfriend almost drools any time I walk near her? Not that she isn't a hottie herself, oh, she is! She makes me drool!

Anyway, the one thing that ties most of us together is that we like to surf, to ride the waves, and California has tons of places to do that.

There is a sort of mini bay or inlet just to the south of where the creek meets the ocean. That's where we usually go. That little bay or inlet has a few rocks scattered across the width of it, so we have to watch where we are in order to avoid being thrown into the rocks there.

That gives us a way to do some simple practice, but when we really want to get serious, we head for Mavericks at Half Moon Bay.

What can I say? We're werewolves and we like to surf!

Hmmm... I don't like to mention it much, but the truth is, I'm a second cousin to Cain, the alpha of the Montana pack. My mom's mother is his great aunt, or I should say was, some idiot in a jacked up pick-up truck ran her over when I was very young, two or three maybe?

**********

You know, even with my being related to Cain, I honestly never expected to become the alpha of a pack myself.

I've only been doing this for about a year, but I'm already beginning to hate being the boss. Something goes wrong, I get half the pack asking me when it's going to get fixed, then complaints when they don't like the answers. Something good happens and life just continues as usual.

Well, at least there are some decent folks here that I can set in specific roles within the pack hierarchy.

There's Tom Conaver, he's my security boss, and decides who to train as his subordinates. So far, he's picked Elaina Janist, one of the few female timber wolves in the pack, as his second in command, then Alphonse Milano, Wilfred Bonham and Saffron Porter as trainees.

I can't forget Penny, the youngest sister of Lady Joyce, Cain's pack healer. Penny followed in her big sister's footsteps, it seems. Yep, she's got the gift, the ability to use her mental power to examine someone in order to optimize the healing process as they recover from an injury.

Then there's Jimson Bell, our lore master, the keeper of all the information regarding our pack and its members. You don't mess with Jim. When it comes to keeping track of and protecting our lore, he's meaner than a Kodiak grizzly that hasn't eaten in a week or more.

There's Vince Garten and Delia Simbas, a couple who act as roving guards for the pack, seconded by Philip Avery and Anson Blackleigh. Vince, Delia, Phil and Anson are all required to train right along with Elaina, Alphonse, Wilfred, Saffron and Tom on a daily basis.

Tom's a hard old bugger, although he doesn't look a day over 45. He served in WWII as a tank driver and was lucky to make it through the war alive. From the stories he tells now and then, he watched his mates from three different tanks die while he lived due to his ability to heal.

There's Silvia Lamberts, who is even older than Tom apparently, she acts as a mental health consultant for the pack and some others.

Last but not least, we have Sharlene and Sharmaine Johns, twin girls, both of whom were bitten by a were tiger about ten years ago. They were in their mid teen years at that point, and their family basically just threw them out to the curb, with no chance to take anything with them!

Yep, they are both big cats when they shift. In fact, they are the only feline weres in the pack, you, see, I adopted them back a few weeks after that happened. It was a bit odd, honestly, as I wasn't mated to Tanya then, and the pack hadn't yet formed. I did know Silvia, though, and Jimson, and they talked with someone from a pack somewhere in Nevada, I think, before I received the approval to adopt the twin girls.

And yes, when I said adopt, I did mean a full were adoption. It's kind of funny to see two huge tigers displaying some of the odd traits I have.

Oh, we can't forget Arnie Coltrane, he's a little bit soft upstairs, but there's no one better to have at my back in a knock down drag out fight. Arnie doesn't have an actual day to day role, simply because he forgets what he's doing and will wander off without any warning at all.

The Roads Are Calling, or It's A Carnie Life

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Organizational: 

  • Title Page

Audience Rating: 

  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

I have brown eyes, shoulder length black hair, a pert nose and a wide mouth over a rounded chin. I can't count how many times I've had people at various fairs walk up to me and talk to me like I'm a girl. It's caused a few problems now and then.
I'm part of a small group that has worked at various fairs across the US for many years. There's maybe half a dozen acts that we do, I walk the tightrope fifty feet above the ground, I've been doing it since I was six.

The Roads Are Calling,
or
It's A Carnie Life
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by
Crazy Pagan Gurl

TG Themes: 

  • Real World

TG Elements: 

  • Performer/Entertainer

The Roads Are Calling, or It's A Carnie Life: Prologue

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Intersex
  • Real World

TG Elements: 

  • Performer/Entertainer

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

I'm hoping to post parts of this story on a weekly basis, but life can be an interfering PITA as we all know.

**********

I woke up this morning feeling slightly weird, my nipples were sore and I felt vaguely nauseous; as far as I know, I hadn't rubbed them or anything, but they were standing at attention and looking bigger than they had been perhaps a few days earlier. I spent a few minutes in the shower, then dressed; once I was presentable, I joined the rest of the crew for breakfast in the hotel dining room. We'll hit the road after we eat.

Oh, hi, I'm Larry Banfield, I turned 15 last October 27th, I'm 4'9" and about 85 pounds. I've seen several doctors over the last year and we still haven't figured out why I'm not growing. The doctor we spoke to two weeks ago thinks I might grow some more, but wouldn't be definite. He actually spent about 30 minutes talking to my parents that day, I don't think they understood one word in ten of what he said. I know I didn't.

Well, other than height and weight, I have brown eyes, shoulder length black hair, a pert nose and a wide mouth over a rounded chin. I can't count how many times I've had people at various fairs walk up to me and talk to me like I'm a girl. It's caused a few problems now and then.

We're heading down to the Levy County Fair near Williston, Florida. I'm part of a small group that has worked at various fairs across the US for many years. There's maybe half a dozen acts that we do, I walk the tightrope fifty feet above the ground, I've been doing it since I was six.

Since we're on the road for half or more of each year, I've been home schooled all of my life; I'm four credits shy of a high school diploma.

Mom, well, she's always had this way with cats of just about any description, she'll walk up near a new lion/ess, and maybe five minutes later, that cat will be rubbing its head all over her, then follow her off to the cage we have for them. At the moment, we only have one adult lioness, with three young kits; there was an older lion last year, but he crossed the Rainbow Bridge in mid-January.

We knew the old lion wasn't interested in frolicking with the lioness, all he wanted to do was laze around in his cage and eat.

We found out that someone from another company had a problem with a cage last September while we were at a fair, and they had to find somewhere fast for their lion to stay. Well, Jack Birchland, the owner of Birchland Carnivals, is our boss, and since darn near everyone there knew that we were one of only a few shows that used lions at all in our acts, we ended up with their male in the same cage as our female.

I guess it isn't too hard to figure out just what happened at that point, is it?

The other company managed to get their cage fixed over that weekend and took their lion with them once that fair had ended.

Yeah, so we have a few games, pretty much the usual sort of thing, bottle knockdowns, basketball toss, balloon games, you get the idea.

Peter Barrett runs the basketball game, Dad has the bottle knockdown booth, Jessie Thames runs the balloon pop game, Evan Black runs a ring toss booth, Billy Watts runs the air rifle shooting game, Val Brown runs a pie throwing booth and Johnnie Bates runs a coin toss booth.

Yep, Dad runs the bottle knockdown booth now, he's had problems with his left leg for the last few years and he can sit in the booth when it gets quiet. He's not alone, there's a seventeen year old boy, Robby Wimble, who does most of the running around for that booth.

We don't set up all the booths for every show, sometimes other companies will have a similar booth/game set up before we get there. If they have a problem with us having the same type of booth, it'll stay packed up; if they're fine with us having a similar game, it goes up.

So, I do the tightrope walking, mom does the lion taming, and Jack has two elephants that we picked up last December. The winter is a time for us to relax, and the zoo closest to our winter residences was going to kill the elephants as no one seemed interested in taking them.

Then Jack heard about the elephants, and he knows Brant Roberts has worked with elephants in the past, so Jack bought the pair. Brant has spent a good part of the winter in a barn on the other side of town training the elephants. He seems to think they'll be okay for the shows.

Jackson Pelt is a young guy, early twenties, who used to race BMX bikes off road; he does bike stunts for us, some of them look way cool!

We have three clowns, they're actually a family, Barry Easton is the father and his kids Mike and Linda have followed in their father's steps.

We have four quarter horses that have been trained to accept riders, and lots of kids love to ride around the paddock or watch the horses.

Then there's the Valbist family, Erik, the father, Maria, the mother, and their kids Kevin, Sherry and Tommy, they're our acrobats. Eric and Maria have been acrobats for close to thirty years now, and they both trained the kids once they knew they really wanted to do it.

Oh, we also have two jugglers, Pat Bevel and Jenny Barton, they just joined us this year; they're novices and it's cool to watch them practice.

Well, I had a nice solid breakfast today, three eggs, ham, bacon, two pancakes, toast, home fries, a muffin and a mug of coffee.

It's time to head over to the vehicles, we need to get moving if we want to reach the fairgrounds Thursday morning.

The Roads Are Calling, or It's A Carnie Life: Part 1

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

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  • Novel Chapter

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Intersex
  • Real World

TG Elements: 

  • Performer/Entertainer

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  • Caution: Ewwww! Gross Moment

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Well, it's been an interesting week. My nipples are even itchier than they were a week ago, and they look bigger, too. The problem with things like this is it's hard to see a doctor on a one time basis, it would be a lot easier if we had a doctor and/or a nurse as a member(s) in the troupe.

I don't think it's anything too serious, but I could really do without the itchiness, especially when I'm busy working or training.

We arrived at the fairgrounds just after 1 PM on Thursday and spent the rest of the afternoon and part of the evening setting everything up. Jack Birchland makes a habit of wiring money for licenses and such several days before we arrive at an event to avoid trouble with police.

Our big acts, specifically the lion taming and the elephants, are held inside a rather large tent, about 100' by 100', the side walls are 15' high and the peak in the middle of the tent is 70' off the ground. Seats are set up near the walls on a series of wooden tiers so people can watch.

A similar tent a short distance away is the home for Jackson's bike stunts, my tightrope walking, the two jugglers and the acrobats. We take our turns using this tent, so each of us gets a chance to put on a few shows through the day. The seating arrangement is similar to the big tent.

The Valbists approached Jack Birchland, the boss, on Wednesday morning as we were having our breakfast. It seems that Eric Valbist had worked as a juggler for a year or two before he became an acrobat, and he wanted to help Pat and Jenny improve their skills. Eric suggested combining the two acts for a while so he could use some time to give Pat and Jenny some training and yet allow them to perform, too. He also suggested that when Pat and Jenny weren't training or performing, they could wander around the fairgrounds while juggling.

Pat and Jenny were happy to agree; considering that they had been facing the possibility of having to self-train, this would be much better.

Once everything had been set up, Eric collared Pat and Jenny and started their training by having them do flexibility exercises. When they asked him why they were doing the exercises, he explained that being more flexible would help them to expand their juggling skills.

He said, "Let's see, if you can bend back or twist around to either side, and become comfortable enough doing that that you can still juggle..."

Jenny giggled and replied, "So the more flexible we are, the more we can do with the juggling act, which improves crowd response."

Eric laughed, "That's right, and improved crowd response means you can draw people to the shows."

After that, Pat and Jenny followed his instructions avidly for nearly two hours.

When Eric decided that they had had enough, he chuckled and said, "Go relax, kids, a good rubdown will soothe your muscles, too."

**********

I was just chilling near our tents, trucks and RVs with beds around ten PM on Thursday when someone approached me, asking for mom.

"Hiya, I'm Larry Banfield, you want my mom for something?"

"Yeah, hi, Larry. I'm Pete Canton, I work for another show, we've got a young guy with two lions and he can't control them worth shit."

"That doesn't sound good, Pete, I hope they haven't mauled him?"

"Not yet, Larry, but they might, you see, the kid is scared of the cats and they can smell it, so they taunt him with paw slaps and roaring."

"All right, Pete, give me a moment." I walked away, then opened the door of our Winnebago, walked back and knocked on the bedroom door.

Mom opened it and I quickly explained the situation. She nodded and said she'd be outside in a moment.

Mom joined us a few minutes later, wearing heavy work gloves that extend to the elbow and carrying two large pieces of fresh meat.

Pete led us around the fairgrounds until we reached their area, then over to a truck with the lions' cage on a trailer behind it.

Mom watched the kid by the cage for a moment, then asked Pete to fetch a small table so she could put one of the pieces of meat down. "I'm going to approach the cage, offer the chunk of meat to whichever lion comes first, then let him smell me for a bit. The one thing that makes a huge difference with animals like this is confidence, a trainer who has confidence and isn't afraid of them gets them to slow down a bit."

Pete whistled, a kid about twelve or so ran over, Pete told him what was needed and the kid returned a few minutes later carrying a small table. The kid had apparently taken a moment to think it out as he brought back several sheets of paper towel to put under the meat. Smart kid.

Mom dropped one chunk of meat on the paper towels, then approached the cage, talking quietly to the lions. When she reached the cage, at a point roughly midway between the two lions, she held the hand with the piece of meat just inside the bars and waited.

The bigger lion, possibly the older one, stalked over, sniffed at the meat, then snatched it from her hand with his long tongue. The meat was gone in seconds, the lion licked his face once or twice, bent his head to sniff at mom's hand, then head butted her hand several times.

She laughed and slowly reached under the lion's head, scratching at his throat, which soon had the lion purring quite loudly. After a few minutes of this, the other lion moved forward to get in on it, but the first lion turned his head and growled, causing the second to back away.

Another minute or two passed, then the big lion turned and stalked over to his corner, where he laid down and watched all of us.

Mom pulled her arm out, walked back to the table, picked up the other piece of meat and headed over to the second lion.

Over the next five or ten minutes, the process was repeated and the young lion "trainer" was literally stunned by mom's confidence.

When she finished, she walked back to us, then asked Pete to find his boss as she wanted to discuss something with him or her.

We stood around waiting for nearly twenty minutes before Pete returned with an older lady, whom he introduced as Mrs. Alice Underhill.

Mrs. Underhill turned to face my mom and stated, "I hear you were asking for me, would you mind telling me why?"

Mom grinned and replied, "Well, your young man there is scared of the cats, he needs to learn how to be confident around them. I'm Esther Banfield, I do the lion taming for our show, Jack Birchland's. I can take your young man here and turn him into a good lion tamer/trainer."

Mrs. Underhill laughed, replying, "I've heard of you, if half the stories I've been told are true, you're one of the best tamers alive right now."

Mom giggled, "I don't know that I'd say that I'm that good, but I have a lot of experience which will help with training your young man."

Mrs. Underhill laughed even louder, "That's an understatement, Esther! I'm Alice, by the way. So you want to take Terrence here with you? How long would he be staying with you for training purposes and would he have somewhere to sleep while traveling with you?"

Mom replied, "Yes, I want him with us, six months to a year, maybe longer and if he doesn't have a bed, we have several fully equipped tents."

Alice Underhill turned to Terrence, asking, "How do you feel about this, Terrence?"

The young man in question blushed rather visibly, "She's Birchland's tamer? Mrs. Underhill, I've never seen anything like what she just did."

"Well, Terrence," Alice responded, "She's been taming and training lions for nearly twenty-five years, so she's damn good at it."

"Ma'am, she acted like they were nothing more than overgrown house cats. I want to be able to be that confident," Terrence stated.

"Are you willing to go with her and let her teach you, then?" Alice asked.

"Yes, ma'am, the truck and trailer is mine, I've had my driver's license since I was fourteen, so that won't be a problem."

Alice chuckled, "I know that, Terrence, you've worked with me part time or full time for nearly ten years now. Pack up, you're hers for now. Esther, I'd like to get semi-regular reports on his training if that's possible, he's a good kid and a hard worker. Take care of him for me."

Terrence nodded and picked up a few things that had been lying around, then stuffed them into the back of the truck. At some point in time, someone had added a camper style roof to the back of the truck, turning the F1500 long bed into a small but cozy living space.

Mom waited until Terrence was ready, then we got into the truck and Mom gave him directions to our area of the fairgrounds.

**********

Mom decided to keep the two male lions in Terrence's cage on his trailer, she didn't want our lone lioness to end up with another litter right now. The two male lions put up a bit of a fuss at not being able to be in the same cage as our lioness but eventually settled down.

There's a lot of support staff for any carny group, callers, animal tenders, odd jobs folks, etc.

We have Lance Abrams who mostly tends to the horses, but also helps with other animals, along with Kerry Ellis and Vince Tanner.

Brant has a couple of young guys, Carter Thomas and Greg Darcy, who help tend to the elephants and their cage.

Mom usually takes care of our lioness and her kits by herself, but now that we have Terrence with us, he'll likely help out with that work. Mom can also get help from Quentin Lorenz who has been, up till now, the only person other than mom that could clean our lioness' cage.

Then there's Tina Hanson, Lisa Marks, Dave Peters, Elijah Riordan, Ricki Keswick, Albany Johnson, Vicky Sanders and Frank Canning. These folks are our callers, our outside talkers in carny speak, the ones who stand out in front of the tents and pull people in to watch the shows.

Jackson Pelt's younger brother Jeremy helps him to keep his bikes and associated gear in tip top shape.

There's also Ursula Walker, Sam Granger, Tipper Falls and Zoe Shaughnessy, they walk around clearing up litter, we like our area to be clean. These four are all older folks, all but Sam over forty; all four have been injured and couldn't continue doing their former activities or stunts.

**********

I was able to watch Mom early on Friday morning as she demonstrated to Terrence her ability to control the three adult lions.

While she was putting them through their paces, she was also talking to Terrence. "Confidence is the key, Terry, if you show them that you're not afraid of them, over time, they'll begin to think of you as a strong member of their pack, one they can't terrorize into submission."

Terrence thought for a moment, then replied, "So by showing them I'm afraid, I'm letting them control the situation when I should be?"

"That's right. If you want to succeed at this, you need to reach deep inside yourself and learn to control that fear."

Terrence paced back and forth for a few minutes, then stood there, taking slow, deep breaths. When he finally turned back toward her, there was a visible change in his posture and movement, he practically stalked across the space, previously he had shuffle walked.

Mom noticed the change, smiled and tossed him her second whip. "Let's see what you can do, young man."

The next hour was spent with Terrence learning the various motions and calls. The lions were in a fairly good mood, which made it easier for Terrence, but by the time he stepped back and let mom take over again, he was quite obviously sweating and nervous. One of the males had actually stalked up close to Terrence at one point, trying to intimidate the young man, but he had stood his ground and the lion walked away.

Mom chuckled, "Not too bad, young man, but they still know that you're at least a little bit afraid of them. You'll get there, it just takes time."

**********

The Valbists and the two jugglers spent the early morning on Friday practicing as a group. The idea was to get Pat and Jenny used to the way that the acrobats moved and to teach the two young jugglers how to time their throws so they wouldn't actually hit the acrobats.

Pat and Jenny stayed on the ground while the acrobats took to the swing bars, ropes and stationary bars they used.

It was a gruelling session, but by the end of it, the two jugglers felt they could give at least an honest effort. Considering that the balls Pat and Jenny were throwing each weighed about two pounds or so, and they often had four or more in hand, it required a fair amount of energy.

Eric smiled at them, as did Maria; Pat and Jenny might be new to all of this, but they were willing to work hard to learn.

**********

The first show in the big tent was Mom with the three lions, Terrence assisting her as needed.

The show went fairly well for the most part, the big male tried to intimidate Terrence twice, and like that morning, Terrence stood his ground. The lion continued with the act as if the moments with Terrence hadn't happened, and Terrence was relieved that he hadn't been hurt.

He'd still been scared of the lion, to an extent that the lion picked up on it, but Terrence had gained the lion's respect by standing firm. Just before the first show ended, that lion paced over to Terrence, rose up and placed his paws on Terrence's shoulder, then licked him.

Seconds later, the lion had dropped to the ground and rejoined the other lion and the lioness, going through their final paces.

Terrence came very close to filling his underwear at that point, but somehow shook it off and followed Mom and the lions out of the tent.

**********

At about the same time as the lions' first show was taking place, the acrobats and jugglers had their first show.

The five acrobats jumped, spun, flew all over the place, going from one piece of equipment to another with eerie skill and grace. Pat and Jenny wandered around underneath them, tossing their weighted balls in a spinning circle, narrowly missing the acrobats many times.

There were a few points when they didn't miss, just a slip in timing, but the flexibility of the acrobats prevented any serious injury. Eric, Sherry and Tommy would have bruises later, but that wasn't all that unusual; sometimes they would land on an item wrong, bruises were normal.

Even with the accidental hits, the show was a decent success, they had filled more than half of the available seating in the tent.

It might even be said that the accidental hits helped to show the realism of the acrobats act, that even they could be affected by mistakes.

**********

Barry and his elephants were next in the main tent. This was a first for Barry, his previous experience with elephants had been when he spent a summer working for a zoo in his home town, he'd ended up cleaning the elephant compound there on a regular basis.

He'd been working constantly with Sasha and Vandal, the two elephants Jack had picked up a few months before.

He had the two elephants walk around the open space, then up reinforced boards and stepping through huge hoops. Every now and then, he'd give a command and one or both of the elephants would rise up on their back legs while trumpeting, then drop to the ground again.

Elephants aren't as flexible as cats by a long shot, so there was more walking them around, through the hoops and over obstructions like twelve inch by twelve inch ten foot long pieces of lumber, there were a few of those scattered around the tent at various levels.

The show drew a fair crowd, a bit over a third of the tent compared to about three quarters for the lions, but there was genuine applause.

**********

It was my turn next in the smaller tent. My set up wasn't complicated, an eighty foot long rope placed fifty feet up over a flimsy looking net. The net might look flimsy, but it isn't; we've tested it quite a bit, and it will catch someone my dad's size, 6'1" and 215 pounds, quite easily.

The acrobats don't use the net, even though it's available. Dad enforces it with me because I'm a minor and safety of minors is a big issue.

I don't even notice the net any more, I've been doing this long enough that my entire focus is on what I do, not what is below me.

I smile at the crowd as I stand on the board at one end, then bow briefly before I twist sideways spinning into a perfect set of cartwheels. Several seconds later, I stop halfway across the rope, then do a front flip and land on it again before doing a few jumping jacks.

The front flip and the jumping jacks have several people going, "Eek!" as if they think I'm about to fall, then I don't and they sigh in relief. I turn so that I'm facing toward the board at the other end and begin walking along as if I were on the ground, not up here on a very slim rope.

I end up perhaps five feet from the safety of the other board, then turn and do a back flip before twisting and doing several cartwheels.

Once again, I'm in the middle of the rope, and I'm pretty sure I heard several gasps when I did the back flip, then shifted to the cartwheels.

This is where I start having fun, though. I trained with a guy from Europe a few years ago, and now I start dancing on the tightrope. I'm shifting position on the rope as if I were being held in the arms of a lover. The changes in movement cause some watchers to hold their breath.

I'm quite good at this, so I don't know why they seem so scared. All it takes is a lot of practice and knowing where to step all the time.

Finally, after I've danced back and forth along the middle of the rope for a few minutes, I cartwheel to a board, bow and go down the steps.

The applause at the end was quite nice, I like to give a good show, and it's pretty clear that I've thoroughly impressed many of these people.

**********

Jackson Pelt followed my performance, several folks moved in to set up his act, finally getting his approval.

He does some pretty neat stunts, like actually doing a flip while on the bike, twists and spins, riding up curved walls, using them as the launch point for various stunts, there's a few jumps over obstacles and through hoops, but he often does these while spinning or twisting.

He's pretty good at this, most of the time, he's moving at a good thirty to thirty-five miles an hour, so he has to have very good timing.

If I wasn't kept busy by the constant training and doing shows, not to mention keeping up with homework, I'd likely try the stunt biking myself.

**********

The lions and elephants each performed three times on Friday, starting from about mid-afternoon.

In our tent, each of the acts had two performances over the same time period, which gave me lots of time to get my homework done.

At one point after I had finished my homework between shows, I wandered over and watched the horses. Horses are lovely creatures, they're strong and excellent runners, but it is really wonderful to watch them walking around the small space carrying a young child.

Lance, Kerry or Vince will be nearby, sometimes holding the lead rein, sometimes just watching, but always close if something happens.

Watching one of them leading a child around on a horse, especially if the child has never ridden a horse before, can bring me to tears. It takes a lot of trust to let someone put you on a big animal's back and then lead that animal around while you're sitting on it.

I know quite well about that, I was one of those kids eleven years go, and I fell in love with horses, although I never did learn to ride well.

**********

The big tent did four shows each for the lions and elephants on Saturday, and three each for those two acts on Sunday.

The small tent, which is for the jugglers and acrobats, Jackson and myself, did three shows each on Saturday and two each on Sunday.

The horses drew a steady flow of customers, many of them letting their kids have their first ride; most of the kids enjoyed it. There were a few that didn't, and on one occasion, a mother had to come in and take her child off the horse because the child was having a mega freakout.

The games booths did reasonably well; they aren't the major draws for us, just a steady source of income for some of our people.

The big acts, the lions, the elephants, the jugglers and acrobats, Jackson, myself, we pull the crowds; well, our talkers bring the crowds to us.

We made enough between Friday and Sunday to cover our costs and have a bit left over, even the people running the games booths.

Sunday evening was spent pulling everything down and getting it packed.

We'll be hitting the road again in the morning, heading for the Lake County Fair at Eustis, Florida which starts on Thursday.

It won't take us very long to get there from here, so we might have a day or two to just relax and enjoy some early spring days in Florida.

The Roads Are Calling, or It's A Carnie Life: Part 2

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Intersex
  • Real World

TG Elements: 

  • Performer/Entertainer

Other Keywords: 

  • Medical Procedures

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I apologize for the extremely lengthy time between postings for this story. Life, as I mentioned in the prologue, can be an utter PITA. Some of that was due to the muse striking at various times with stories or chapters of stories, some due to the muse apparently being on strike or lost.

**********

We arrived at the site for the Lake County Fair perhaps an hour after we left the Williston area that Monday morning.

As usual, Jack prepaid our fees for the fair, but had to pay for Walburton's rides too, then we had the fun of setting everything up. That took most of the day and part of the evening on the Monday, and half of Tuesday morning before everything was up and checked off as being safe.

Jack told everyone to relax for the rest of the day, and Wednesday too, it's best to get some quiet time before the events start happening.

Since we now had time off, mom and dad used a tablet to go online through a wifi set-up Jack organized and looked up walk-in medical clinics in the area. The closest one they could find was over in Mount Dora, and it would be open for several hours the next day, Wednesday.

While my parents were looking for a medical place we could go to so I could get examined and find out what the heck was going on, they told me that Jack had come in the night before and informed them that Walburton's rides would be with us from now on out. With how busy it gets while we are doing shows at a fair, I don't often get a chance to wander off and go on rides, so having them with us might offer that chance.

It seems that Walburton had accrued a fairly nasty debt load and had had the creditors crawling up and down their backs, then Jack stepped in to help. Birchland Carnivals has been doing reasonably well in all the time I've been part of the show, that's nine years, so I guess there was enough actual cash available to cover the Walburton's Wonderful Whirlds of Whee company's debts and clear their current credit records.

As I said already, the end result was that Walburton's would be part of our show and set-up from now on. What I hadn't known, until my parents informed me of it, was that Walburton's rides and our events used to be a combined show that went separate ways back in the '70s (see the tie-in story here: https://bigclosetr.us/topshelf/fiction/67480/walburtons-wond... ).

So mom and dad figured we could relax today, go in tomorrow and get the examination done, then be ready for the fair on Thursday. That sounded okay to me, so I wandered off to my area in the RV that mom, dad and I share and spent the next few hours doing homework.

**********

Now, I'm not sure if I've told you this before or not, but I've been home schooled since I was five and was old enough to be going to school. If we, as part of Birchland Carnivals, weren't on the roads for a good eight or nine months of the year every year, things would be different. Well, mom usually picks out stuff on various things like history, geography, social studies, math, English (including creative writing), Spanish, gymnastics, and whatever else she thinks might help me to get a well-rounded education, then has me do homework on each of the "classes".

Today, my studying was on history, specifically Washington's part in the Revolutionary War that led to our independence. She also had me studying about the places where Washington and his forces were during that war. Let's just say I learned a lot, mostly from online sources.

To this day, I find it amazing that forces like Washington's and the British troops could live and fight in what had to be appalling physical conditions. Diseases like cholera, dysentery, malaria and smallpox were often rampant in army camps back then, it was not unusual to lose about a tenth or more of an army to diseases. That was often due to the fact that cleanliness was not something that many folks espoused at that time, thus they were open to diseases that spread through the air, the water or from one person to another or from an animal to a person.

Even harder to comprehend with today's medical knowledge and devices is that, if one had a major wound back then such as a leg or arm shattered by a heavy rifle slug or a cannonball, the wounded would most likely have that limb removed, often dying in the process.

After I had been studying for a few hours, I made up a sandwich and poured a glass of milk, then curled up on the bench seat with my food.

I suppose I could have stopped at that point, but I kept looking at sites that described army conditions and how even something as simple as the environment of the area where they camped could have an effect on the overall health and capability of the troops in an army. For instance, camping near a swamp or other wet place could mean being bitten by mosquitos or other bugs, many of them carriers of various diseases.

**********

Mom and dad returned from their wanderings around the fairgrounds, telling me that there were many carny groups already here. I nodded, that would mean that there would be some variety, as some companies are known for specific things, like Birchland's for the lions we have.

I guess they must have had something while they were wandering around as mom said that we wouldn't have supper until 8 PM tonight. I giggled and told mom that was fine, as I had finished my little meal perhaps twenty minutes earlier and had cleaned up after myself already.

I then informed them that I was going to wander around and see what was happening, and added that I would be back in time for the food. Mom laughed, she knows just how I eat, which is more typical of a large athlete than of someone my size, but hey, I'm growing, ya know?

I stepped out of the RV, looked around and walked over to talk to some of the Walburton's folks and look at the rides they have available. It's been at least a few years since I've been on a ferris wheel or a tilt-a-whirl or a scrambler or a gravitron or a roller coaster, for example.

I had no idea that Walburton's had a roller coaster, but they do. It's not a huge one, but it has drops, loops and twists on about 4200 feet of track. Since it needs more space, the roller coaster is on one side of the area Walburton's has available with the other rides across from it.

There was a big guy standing in the open area between the coaster and the other Walburton's rides. He noticed me, walked over and asked me what was up. I replied that I was just taking a look at things and would probably be roaming around a fair bit of the fairgrounds today.

I also told him that I was with Birchland Carnivals and he nodded, then said something about our being allowed free rides if they weren't busy. When I asked about that, he said that Walburton's owed their presence here to Jack Birchland having interceded with their credit problem. That put them in a debt of honour position to Birchland, so they were giving those of us from Birchland who might want it rides for free.

"So, kid," he continued, "My name is Clarke Horton, I run Walburton's Tilt-A-Whirl, just let us know if you want a ride. Have fun wandering!"

I nodded after re-introducing myself, and headed off to see what other companies had come to set up early for the fair. The next few hours were spent roaming from one end of the fairgrounds to the other, looking at the games, big top events and rides that were available. There were companies present that were from as far away as Seattle, Washington and LA, California, and others from various places in Florida.

The "local" companies were ones that mostly stayed in Florida or might go into neighbouring states if there were no Florida events available.

**********

I strolled up to our RV and stepped inside, then stopped dead as the smells of the dinner mom was making flooded my poor brain. I took a good long sniff and grinned as I turned to face the small kitchen area, "Meatloaf, mom, is that great-grandma Beth's recipe that you're using?"

Mom just giggled and nodded as she checked the veggies cooking on the small stove, potatoes in one pot, a mixed vegetables assortment in another pot. I asked her low long it would be until we would be eating, she sniffed and told me, "Maybe fifteen minutes, wash your hands!"

Now it was my turn to giggle as I replied, "Yes, mom! Right now, Herr Kommandant!" She shook her head as I entered the tiny washroom.

It didn't take me long to wash up. As I came out of the washroom, dad was coming into the RV, and he headed for the washroom. Well, he was heading there, but first, he had to stop just like I did and sniff the food that was cooking, then he grinned and entered the washroom.

We sat down to eat at the four person dining table that was part of the front section of the RV. The meal was fantastic, but that's no surprise, really, great-grandma Beth's recipe has been very popular at many family events for as far back as I could remember, perhaps even longer.

After supper, I climbed up into the bed over the driver's area and looked at the small collection of books that were lined up along the front "wall". I finally decided to reread the books in the Hunger Games trilogy. I guess this would be the fourth time I've read them, but I only have a few books available, and most of those are single volumes, which might end up being no more than a few hours worth of reading for me.

I do have a large print set of The Hobbit and The Lord Of The Rings trilogy. I'll reread them soon, I'm sure, as I'm a huge Tolkien fan.

The rest of the evening passed in my little loft as I read and listened to the radio playing country songs while mom and dad talked below me.

Finally, at about 11 PM, mom told me that I needed to get to bed, as we wanted to be at the medical centre as early as possible.

I came down long enough to do a simple cleaning, brushed my teeth again and crawled into my bed. Sleep rolled over me soon after that.

**********

Well, I have to say that I had a decent night's sleep, which is good. Mom and dad were already awake and sitting at the table with their usual cups of coffee. I opened a cupboard, grabbed and opened a mini box of Rice Krispies, added a bit of sugar and milk and threw two slices of whole wheat in the toaster. I like my toast to be browned a fair bit, so I was able to eat about half of the cereal before the toast was done.

Shortly after I was finished eating, I had dressed in a simple pair of boot leg jeans, a t-shirt, flannel long sleeve and a light jacket.

Mom and dad had put on their jackets while I was getting dressed, so we were soon on our way to the medical clinic.

We arrived a bit early, so we relaxed in the RV until someone came to open the place up, then we locked the RV and followed the woman inside. We hadn't been in there for more than a minute or two before she came back out and asked us to fill out a bunch of forms.

Don't you just hate having to fill out all of those forms whenever you go into a new place for a medical visit of some sort? Well, imagine what it's like when you're on the road for two thirds of the year or longer and might need to visit a clinic two or three times in that time period.

I'd hate to think how much hassle it must be for the new places we go to to have to get medical records from the last ones we've visited.

The forms were eventually filled out as other folks came into the clinic, some going in the back, some sitting in the waiting area. Several of the folks that sat down in the waiting area were soon inundated with forms like mom and dad had been just a short while earlier.

Then a new woman came out, called my name and I stood up and followed her around a corner and into an examination room. She asked me to strip down to my underwear, as she would be doing several tests and it would be easier without clothing being in the way.

While I stripped, she introduced herself to me as Dr. Savannah Brandt, then she had me sit on the exam table and the tests began.

Dr. Brandt checked blood pressure, pulse, my eyes, ears and nose, then tapped my knees with a reflex hammer just to check that things worked as they should. A nurse came in to draw some blood from me, saying they would use it to see what was happening inside of me.

Then Dr. Brandt got down to business, asking why I was here. I showed her my chest and she hummed and hawed for a moment. She also took a moment to examine my scrotal sac, which is when she looked slightly surprised, then she touched my penis and I barely felt anything.

She picked up a phone, connected on an internal line and set up several more tests, urine, stools, ultrasound, X-rays, more blood tests.

Someone called her a few minutes later, saying they had an ultrasound ready if she would send me down to them.

A female worker, possibly a nurse or nursing student, led me down another hall and into the ultrasound room. I was told to lie down on the exam table as the male technician pulled out a jar of some kind of gel and spread it on my chest, then started looking using the machine.

I suppose he must have been a bit surprised by whatever he saw there, as he uttered a slightly shocked grunt, then wiped my chest clean before applying more of the gel to my abdomen. This bit of the exam took longer, as he was looking at a larger area, but the results showing up on the screen were clear enough, even to someone like me. I laid there, shocked would be polite, stunned would probably be more accurate.

You see, what was showing on the machine was what looked like a not quite fully formed uterus, with ovaries, fallopian tubes, etc. He guided the sensor down a bit further, right over my pelvis, and the image showed what should have been a vaginal opening, but it was closed. A tiny slit in the center of that bit of skin was visible, as if the pieces to either side were trying to separate and open, but hadn't succeeded yet.

He shut down the machine, wiped my abdomen clean of the gel, then had me put the gown back on. I'm glad the door was closed.

He was shaking his head as he picked up a phone and called someone, I assume it was to tell Dr. Brandt what he had found. I wasn't listening to him at that point, to say that I was still stunned would be an understatement. Well, this would explain the itching and other odd feelings.

Once I had the gown back on, I was sent back to Dr. Brandt's office, where I waited for about twenty minutes before the phone rang again and she was informed that the X-ray tech was available, could she send me down there now? A nurse showed up and led me down the halls again, this time turning into an area a short distance away from the ultrasound room, then asked me to wait there for a moment.

I sat down on a chair and waited for nearly fifteen minutes before she reappeared and led me into the X-ray room. The tech had me stand by the machine, had me put my arms on it in a certain way, then hold my breath until they said otherwise. The machine emitted that odd sound that they seem to make, then the tech said I could breathe again. I repeated the process for a left side chest view, then for two abdominal ones.

Getting good copies of all four pictures took a bit less than ten minutes, then the technician said I was done and I could go back to the doctor's room. I was beginning to get some idea of where the halls in here went, so I found my own way back to her office and knocked on the door.

I had to wait a minute, then Dr. Brandt let me in and led me into a small exam area next to her office, where a nurse drew six more vials of blood from my other arm. Once that was done, I was led to a bathroom and told to produce both a urine sample and a stool sample, STAT.

Darn medical people that expect you to piss and poop on command. I guess I was lucky, last night's supper and the breakfast I had eaten a few hours earlier had worked their way through my stomach and my whole intestinal tract. It wouldn't be too long before I'd be pooping it out.

I sat in the bathroom for a bit over twenty minutes, but after that time period, I had both samples in their respective containers.

I was all too happy to wash my hands quite thoroughly after that, then I returned to the doctor's office, knocking on the door once more.

By the time all the testing was done, the clock in the doctor's office was showing 2:45 PM and I hadn't eaten since 7:30 that morning. To say that I was hungry at that point would have been quite funny, comparable to Niagara Falls being a "small waterfall" if you get my meaning.

Dr. Brandt gave me an odd look when my stomach growled rather loudly, then giggled. "Go get some food and come back here in an hour or two hon. That will give us some time to get all the test info together and see what we need to do." I nodded, quickly dressed and left the office.

Mom and dad were glad to see that I was okay, then were startled, as were several others, when my stomach rumbled quite loudly again.

Mom grinned and suggested we get something to eat, at which point dad's stomach rumbled and mine repeated it back to him.

Mom shook her head and giggled as we walked out of the clinic. Across the parking lot, I spotted a sign for a Chinese food place and pointed it out to my parents. They seemed to agree that it would do for a lunch meal, so we crossed the large parking lot and entered China Eight.

The place catered to simple meals, so we each ordered bowls of hot and sour soup, some won tons and a plate of noodles and chicken bites.

The food wasn't the best Chinese I've eaten, but it sure satisfied my poor starving stomach. We had also ordered drinks with our food, mom and dad going for their usual coffee, while I chose to get some Coke. I sighed in contentment as I cleaned the last bit of food from my plate.

Mom and dad were still eating, I guess they hadn't been quite as hungry as I was, but then, they aren't teenagers any more, right? The place wasn't busy, so we decided to stay there and relax before going back to the clinic, which led to our getting refills of our drinks.

**********

Finally, when my watch showed that it was almost 4:30 PM, we paid the bill and walked back across the asphalt to the clinic.

We didn't have to wait for more than a few minutes before we were led down to the doctor's office, mom and dad were right next to me.

We were showed into her office and the three of us sat down in the chairs that had been provided, then waited for the doctor to appear.

She came in about ten minutes later, sat down by her small desk and faced the three of us. "Well, this has been an interesting day. After I had examined Larry's chest this morning, I ordered several tests to be done, and each one validated what I thought to be the case.

"Larry isn't a male at all, but a fully functioning female, or she will be once her reproductive system matures. The ultrasound technician found what is clearly identifiable as a uterus with fallopian tubes, ovaries, the whole kit and caboodle, but none of it is fully formed yet.

"This was corroborated by the films that the X-ray technician took, which clearly show a female bone structure developing.

"We were able to get the blood samples we'd taken checked quite fast, as there are labs that do business with several clinics in the area. Those tests showed that Larry is producing almost no testosterone, along with slightly higher than normal levels of estrogen for a teenage girl. Those estrogen levels are many times higher than would be normal for a teenage male, and Larry is showing initial stages of breast growth.

"The urine and stool samples also brought back results that are more in line with a young female. By that point, we were expecting it."

"Wow!" was mom's enigmatic reply. "So what happens now?"

"Well, one of the things that we discovered is that Larry has what should be a vaginal opening, but it needs to be snipped a bit to allow it to open. If we don't do this soon, we're afraid that there will be serious issues as menstruation occurs. Better to fix it now, oh, and snip the bit of flesh that has been of little use to the child except as a way to urinate. It's easy enough to redirect things like that to where they should be.

'So, with that in mind, I'm going to contact some hospitals and see if one can fit Larry in within the next day or two to deal with that."

Dad spoke up, saying, looking at mom and I as he said, "I'd better call Jack and let him know, he'll be covering the medical costs."

Mom nodded and dad walked over to a corner of the office, pulled out a fairly old cell phone and called Jack. We could hear that he was talking at some points and listening at others, but he was speaking in a low enough voice that we couldn't actually hear what was being said.

Mom looked at the doctor, then sighed and nodded to her, saying, "Do what you need to do to help our child, Doctor Brandt."

That was all it took, Mom, dad and I left the office, dad still talking with Jake and we sat down to wait in the waiting area.

This wait lasted about an hour, then Dr. Brandt called us back in, at which point she informed us that a bed would be available in the children's ward and a nurse would be coming soon to take me up to that floor so they could do all the necessary preparations for the operation.

Dad informed Dr. Brandt that Jack had agreed to cover the medical costs and to have the bills sent to him in care of his lawyer. Now Jack's lawyer, Fargo Thomas, is an older black gentleman who grew up in the south, then came up north to go to university and stayed there. Jack had employed him for more than twenty years as the lawyer for Birchland Carnivals and left many matters in his quite capable hands.

Dad then assured Dr. Brandt that Jack was most likely talking to the lawyer right now, to get the ball rolling, so to speak.

About twenty minutes passed before a very young nurse entered Dr. Brandt's office, then informed me that I was to go with her. I just about jumped into mom's lap, wrapping her in a big hug, before I stepped down, hugged dad and followed the young woman out of the office.

"We'll be giving you a small meal in an hour or so, then no food until after the procedure is finished."

"But... but..." I spluttered, "How will I survive? I eat four or five times a day, you know, growing kid and all that?" as I giggled at her.

"You poor thing," she laughed, "You'll just have to suffer until afterward, then we'll make sure you get a nice meal, okay?"

"Oh, all right," I grumbled as she led me into a small room on the female side of the children's ward and pointed at an empty bed.

"I'll bring you a gown, then you will need to strip and relax until your dinner arrives. Don't give me a hard time, little missy!" she chastised me.

I sighed and nodded, then waited as she left and returned a few minutes later with a couple of those hospital gowns and a towel. "There is a small shower down the hall where you can wash yourself either tonight or early tomorrow morning, that's why I brought the towel."

I thanked her, sighed again, then stripped and quietly put on the flimsy gown that covers all too little before I sat down on the bed.

**********

I had been sitting there moping for maybe thirty minutes when a young girl, perhaps twelve or so, entered the room with people that I assumed to be her parents. "Look, mommy, daddy, I have a roommate again!" she shrilled. She asked what my name was, Larry didn't fit, so I said Lara.

She settled onto the other bed, then her mother and father talked with her for a few minutes before they had to leave for the night. The young girl told me her name was Shelly DeAngelo, and she was here for cancer treatments due to her being diagnosed with children's leukaemia.

She started to cry, and that had me almost crying, so I hopped off of my bed, walked over and hugged her for several minutes.

I explained why I was here and she thought it was hilarious, then giggled and said, "Being a girl is good, and thanks for that hug!"

We sat and chatted until my food arrived. It was time for Shelly to go to sleep, so the nurse tucked her in and I quietly sang a lullaby. The soft words of the song soon had Shelly in the depths of slumber and I continued to eat my meal of now cold roast beef, a potato and peas.

Once I had finished eating, I lay back down on the bed, then thought about everything that I had heard earlier. I guess the biggest surprise was finding out that I had never been male at all, but that some doctor in the hospital where I was born had assumed I was male because of my supposed penis. Then today I find out that it wasn't anything more than a way for me to urinate, it would never be functional in any other way.

Well, if that meant that I would have to live as a girl from now on, I could handle that. If I couldn't, mom and dad would get help for me.

**********

I'm not sure exactly when I fell asleep, but I'm quite sure that it was much sooner than I had slept the night before.

Two different nurses came in, waking me up both times to do quick checks on my current status, then left me to sleep again.

I woke up for the last time just after 6 AM. A nurse popped in a few minutes later, checked everything, then left like the others had last night.

It was just after 8:30 AM when a nurse came in and unlocked the wheels of the bed, then started hauling me down the corridors of the hospital. I was taken into a prep room where a guy came in and checked blood pressure and pulse, then said I was ready for the anaesthetist.

That worthy added something to my IV line and asked me to count down from one hundred. "100, 99, 98, 97, 96, 95, 94" and that was it.

When I woke up what seemed like several hours later, mom and dad were in my room, and a nurse popped in to say the food would be there soon. The nurse was actually correct for once, a plate of what turned out to be the lunch meal showed up less than five minutes later.

I had just finished eating when a doctor entered the room, then Dr. Brandt followed him into the room, as well as the floor's head nurse.

The male doctor lifted my gown for a moment to take a look as Dr. Brandt explained that he, Dr. Powell, had done the operation earlier.

He straightened up soon enough and stated that everything looked to be fine, then added, "No strenuous activity for at least three weeks."

Oh, dear, that might cause problems, as my tightrope act is fairly popular. Perhaps dad or Jack could find someone to do that for a while. If whoever that was hired turned out to be any good, perhaps we could become a team once I was well again, a two person tightrope act.

The Roads Are Calling, or It's A Carnie Life: Part 3

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  • crazypagangurl

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I find it odd that, even though I grew up as a male for nearly 15.5 years, I'm actually a female, well technically intersex.

Because of the procedure that was done the other day to open what was actually my outer and inner labia, I have to take it easy for about three weeks. That sure as heck isn't going to be easy, but if I want to prevent any problems, I'm going to have to suck it up and be tough.

Haha! That is sooo funny, I'm now or soon will be legally female, and I'm talking about being tough like a guy would do. Oh, yeah, I got a surprise, it seems that Jack Birchland said he would have his lawyer Fargo sort out my ID and correct everything to show me as being female.

Mom and dad came in and spent some time with me after I returned from the operating room, but eventually had to leave for the night. Shelly was still in the room with me. She was such a sweet young girl, I made sure that she could bother me whenever she needed to do so.

I haven't had to deal with undergoing cancer treatments, but I've heard of family, friends or acquaintances of some of our folks with Birchland who have gone through that sort of shit, so I have a slight idea of just how traumatic and physically draining such treatments can be.

For some people, it can be even worse, as chemo treatments often cause the loss of one's hair, which is many girls' crowning glory.

It seems that little Shelly was facing such a possibility, but I overheard her mom that afternoon talking about making a wig from her hair if they can manage to save it when it falls out. If they can't, there are places that make very nice human hair wigs that will help little Shelly.

I'm amazed at how bright and happy Shelly is, even though she is facing a full regimen of chemotherapy treatments for her leukaemia.

**********

They released me from the hospital late this Sunday morning. I was only able to be there after Shelly's first chemo session late Friday afternoon. I spent the next several hours holding the small child who was pale, shaking and very nauseous, she'd actually vomited a few times.

I held her close and gave her all the love I could. She finally fell asleep around 9:30 PM and I gently laid her on her own bed.

A nurse came in a few minutes later, saw that she was sleeping and covered her with a light blanket, then left again.

Shelly woke up twice, each time crying and feeling sick. Both times, I helped her, held her close and got her to relax until she slept again.

She wasn't much better through most of Saturday, being periodically nauseous, sometimes vomiting, but that settled down by late afternoon.

I had to go and see Dr. Powell early Sunday morning. He checked me out, then repeated his order about no strenuous exercise. Old fart!

**********

Mom brought the RV to pick me up. I hugged little Shelly one last time, and held close to me the contact info I had been given for her.

I hate to see a child suffer so, I honestly wish I could be there for her. I guess I'll have to send her messages by phone or text or email.

I wasn't happy about being told I had to be in a wheelchair as we left there, but it wasn't worth the hassle of arguing about it, ya know?

Thanks to the medical stuff, I missed the last three days of the Lake County Fair. I'd have been happy to wait a couple more days, but what are you going to say to a doctor who jumps through hoops to get you medical treatment as soon as possible without being pushed into it?

We spent the rest of that Sunday just relaxing in the RV, watching old movies on the small TV dad had installed over the kitchen area.

**********

Dad decided we would get moving early on Monday, so we were on the road, heading north and then west, not long after 8 AM.

Ah well, at least I won't have to do any of the takedown or packing of equipment as they get ready to move on to the next event.

Speaking of which, mom said that Jack had decided to go to the Hunt County fair in Texas which starts next Friday. I guess that means we can take our time getting there, as we have over four days to get there. That should be plenty of time, but who knows what might happen?

Dad was happy to see me. So was Jack, in fact, most of our folks and quite a few people we know from other carnies came over to wish me well and a speedy recovery. I'm not sure if any of them know what was done, but I'm definitely glad that so many folks seem to care!

I ended up going to bed pretty early, around 9:30 PM. I'm not sure why I was so tired so early, but I didn't feel like fighting it, so... bedtime.

I do know that dad decided to stop in Mobile, Alabama, tonight. I guess it's good that mom and dad can switch driving when needed.

**********

I'm feeling a little bit better today, we were on the road around 7 AM after a quick breakfast at a diner near the motel we had used.

I spent most of the day just chilling in my little bed area over the driver's seat, either reading or checking my phone for messages. Yeah, I've already sent a few off to Shelly and her parents, hoping she's doing okay. Damn, she had another chemo session some time yesterday!

We had a fairly easy time on the roads, there was only one major accident, which blocked a lane on the highway, but vehicles could get by it.

We switched from I10 to I12 at Slidell, Louisiana, then back to I10 at Baton Rouge. That was about four hours after that accident we passed.

We stopped for the night at a Motel 6 in Crowley, Louisiana. We were lucky, the place was pretty much empty. Not for long.

**********

Let's just say I've been in better places than that motel. The beds were awful, bent or busted springs, smelling like old piss or beer. Gross!

I couldn't handle it. After a couple of hours of tossing and turning, both mom and I went back out to the RV and were soon asleep.

I have to wonder how we ended up with a room that hasn't been repaired or kept up to standards. Everyone else seemed okay with the place. Mom and I made our way out of the RV around 7:30 AM to find the other folks discussing where to go to get some breakfast.

Someone pointed off to one side past the motel, where a sign advertising Waffle House could just be seen. "That looks good."

So we ended up over there. I think we came close to filling the place just with our group, but the food was pretty good. I had a nice stack of blueberry waffles, mom decided on vanilla, dad and Jack joined me in having blueberry. I'm not sure what everyone else chose.

We were on the road shortly after 8:30 AM. Like I had been doing recently, I climbed up into my bed area and pretty much took it easy.

There were no complications such as accidents today. We reached Houston around 11:30 AM, then headed north toward Dallas, which we didn't actually enter. Instead, we exited I45, taking I20 for a bit before that connected with I635, then headed up I30 until we hit Greenville.

We had decent directions, it only took us a short while then to find the right turn-off, and within another twenty minutes, we reached the site.

Hey, thanks to my recent medical adventure, I don't have to help with unloading or set-up of things here. Damn, that feels weird! I can't actually count how times I've helped out with takedown, set-up, loading, unloading, getting animals to their correct locations, all that stuff. I do know that I've been doing it for as long as I have been walking the tightropes, one of our events, so that means nine years. Wow!

I can tell you that I spent a fair bit of time pacing around as I watched folks setting everything up. I'm not used to not being involved.

Well, it looks like we can relax tomorrow, maybe have some fun checking out things here in Greenville. There must be something to do here!

The fair doesn't start until late afternoon on Friday, at least, not according to the events listing, so we can have fun for a while on Friday, too!

The Roads Are Calling, or It's A Carnie Life: Part 4

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  • crazypagangurl

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Some of the set-up hadn't been finished by the late evening of Wednesday after we arrived at the site, so some folks stayed on site on Thursday morning to finish it, the rest of us would find some way to relax while we wandered around Greenville to see what we could discover.

We were up by about 7 AM, even without using an alarm. I guess we're used to being on the go early, even when we aren't doing anything.

One of the lots not too far from our spot on the site had a big home style grill set up beside a huge RV, and there were two older guys standing over that grill, cooking a variety of items from your basic sausages and ham slices to what looked like hash brown patties?

Let me just say that the smell coming from that grill had me over there pretty fast, even though I was still supposed to be taking it easy.

I had to wait in a line behind a bunch of other people hungry for a breakfast they didn't have to cook themselves. When I finally reached the grill, I asked for two big sausages, a slice of ham and two hash brown patties. There was a woman about my mom's age or so, I think, standing over a large eight slice toaster plugged into a cord that was running to a generator near the back of that monster RV.

I received two slices of multi-grain toast, then wandered over to a long table, found some butter and fresh strawberry jam, prepped my two slices of toast, and looked around for somewhere to sit. Another woman pointed to a bunch of lawn chairs scattered across the grass.

I found a seat there, next to a woman who looked to be in her 70s, perhaps even older, and smiled and said hello as I sat down to eat.

She replied, thanking me for being polite, and we talked as we ate our meals on that nice late April spring morning.

Once I had finished my meal, I took her paper plate and my own and deposited them in a nearby garbage can.

I hadn't been watching mom or dad, but they joined me just after I dumped the plates, and we headed back to our area of the site.

After finding out who all wanted to go into town, we spread ourselves out through three of our RVs and were off to see Greenville.

**********

We stopped in at the Town South shopping center and looked around for a while. We found the Hallmark store and I picked up a few postcards, I intended to fill them out later and send them back to friends I had at our winter home, folks who lived there year round.

Once we were finished in there, we crossed the lot and headed over to the store called Factory Connection. Someone had looked it up online and had discovered it was a discount store for brand name fashions. That was when my mom stuck her nose in and said that I was going to need a whole lot of new clothes, including bras and comfortable underwear. I think I turned red enough to rival Rudolph's nose!

We wandered around the Factory Connection store, Mom giggled while grabbing half a dozen training bras plus a few in AAA and AA sizes for when I started growing a bit more. The underwear sure was different, a lot softer than the boys styles I was used to wearing.

Of course, Mom grabbed four or five packs of basic but nice cotton briefs and added them to the bras in the cart. That darned blush again!

After that, we looked at a variety of jeans, picking out some that would be fairly comfortable and stretchy. That led to us looking over the leggings they had available. Again, mom had her bit of fun by holding up various pairs and deciding if they would suit me or not.

We'd been in there for over an hour by that point and made our way over to look at the t-shirts and sweaters that were available.

I pawed through a bin of t-shirts that were on sale, finding lots that I wanted, including half a dozen or so that were classic band t-shirts. You know, bands like the Eagles showing their early tours, the Rolling Stones, the Beatles just to name a few. I love classic bands!

Haha, I can just see you giving me that look, wondering why I like the old bands better than the new stuff that you hear today. Well, the simple answer is that I grew up listening to those bands. Mom and dad said they also grew up listening to them when they were still kids.

So, it's something that's been in the family, I guess, at least since my grandparents' time. A lot of what they call music nowadays is just ick!

We found a bunch of sweaters, some girly, some just basic sweatshirts and added them to the pile in the cart.

I suspect dad had been texting with other folks that brought their families, as we all ended up by the cashiers at about the same time.

The whole lot of us went through the lines, I'd bet this store got a good chunk of business from us was we made our way out.

We decided to stop somewhere for lunch, then go over to Splash Kingdom just off the I30 Frontage Road to while away the afternoon.

**********

We didn't return to the fair site until just after 7 PM. We had had quite a bit of fun relaxing at the water park.

We had munched on snack foods here and there just to tide us over. We had originally been thinking about getting something to eat there at the water park, but the sheer cost to get us all into the place pretty much took that idea out of circulation rather fast.

Anyway, once we were back at the fair site, we found the folks from early that morning manning their big grill again.

That had us parking our vehicles as quickly as we could, then we all scurried over to see what was being grilled.

I hadn't realized it, but I found out Dad had wandered off in the late afternoon. We learned that he had gone to a supermarket in Greenville and had picked up a bunch of items that would be perfect for grilling, hamburgers, sausages, hot dogs, buns of both types, condiments.

Dad grabbed two bags of the stuff he'd bought, mom picked up a third and we followed several others to the grill to give them the food stuff. That got a nod and a handshake from the two guys running the big grill and a hug from the woman nearby, one of the guys' wives, I guess?

Even with the various snacks that I had eaten through the afternoon, I was still rather hungry and worked my way through two hamburgers and a sausage on a hot dog bun, then a rather large baked potato slathered with butter and sour cream and a 25 oz. bottle of Dr. Pepper.

I headed back to the RV at about 10:30 PM, having informed my parents that I would likely be in my bed fairly soon, I was quite tired.

Yeah, I have to a admit I hadn't done anything more than walk around all day, but whatever I have going on, it's using lots of energy. That might also explain why I was eating so much, my body was telling me to give it food in amounts that would let it do what was needed.

**********

I was up early again on Friday. Once I was dressed, I wandered out, spotting the two guys standing over that big grill already.

I waved at them, I'm not sure if they saw it or not, then walked over to them and said hello.

There was almost no one there at that point, I suppose because it was just past 7 AM and most folks likely weren't awake yet.

That meant that I didn't have to wait very long to get my food, I ended up having pretty much the same as I had had the previous morning.

I settled down in one of the lawn chairs and demolished my breakfast at the speed of growing teenager, then sat there for a little while.

I think I had been relaxing, having finished my food, for about twenty minutes when I spotted that older woman heading toward the chairs. I hadn't really noticed the day before, but she was using one of those walkers to get around, and I smiled and helped her to settle into a chair.

I then asked her what she wanted for her own breakfast before heading to the grill and informing the guys, then moved over to the woman running the toaster and had her make one slice of white toast. Once that was ready, I collected the food and brought it to the old woman.

She smiled, showing teeth that were in remarkable condition for her age, took the plate and thanked me for getting the food for her.

I shrugged, quietly told her that it was only polite to help someone her age, then said I needed to run and headed back to our RV.

**********

I'm not happy that I can't do my tightrope work for a while, I love being up on that rope doing the various moves. It's a lot of fun for me.

You can say it's a lot of work, too, and it is, but when one enjoys something enough, it becomes more fun than work, you know?

Anyway, here I was, sitting at the little kitchen area in our RV, grumbling to myself, when mom came in and grinned at me.

I had no idea why she was grinning, so it came as a surprise to me that several folks had asked if I could help with doing the calling.

It only took me a moment to think it over, the callers rarely did any strenuous activity, so it would give me something to do.

A quick nod from me, then me breaking into a grin, was the only sign mom needed to know that I would be okay now.

**********

Being a caller turned out to be fairly fun. Sure, it meant spending a lot of time yelling to get people to notice you, but it was enjoyable. See, I got to learn a bit more about the various activities we do as a carnie act, and the various calls used for each of our individual acts.

That was how I spent a large part of my days over the next week and a bit, sometimes calling for one act, sometimes for a different one.

It was Wednesday afternoon, I think, when I noticed a young teen looking at one of the small billboards we have on display in our area. It took me a moment to realize that billboard was the one showing me on my tightrope. The teen was pretty much staring at the board in awe.

At the moment, I was working with Tina and Dave, doing the calling for the lion act. I told them I needed to do something for a bit. They, and the other callers, all knew that I needed breaks now and then during the day, so there was no problem with my taking a quick time out.

I wandered over to the teen, which was when I realized it was a young female, perhaps my own age, maybe even slightly younger.

I quietly said hello to her, then introduced myself and politely asked her why she was staring at my billboard.

I guess she wasn't expecting to have anyone notice her, so my approaching her and speaking to her had her turning rather red for a moment.

I apologized and led her to one of the food areas, where we sat down at a small table. I wandered off and returned shortly with soft drinks.

She recovered soon afterward and quietly explained that she was on her own, her parents having recently died in a multiple vehicle accident a few days earlier. What made it worse was that she said they were just moving here, they didn't even have a house to call home yet.

They had been staying in a motel for a few days while her parents looked for work they could do, they had come down here from somewhere up past Abilene in the northwest corner of the state. Her parents hadn't had any luck with finding work before the fatal car crash last Tuesday.

There were no relatives to take her, her grandparents on both sides were all deceased, the most recent about three years ago. Both of her parents had been single children, her dad because his mom had a bad bout of cancer that eventually required the removal of all of her reproductive organs, her mother's mother had been due to a really bad miscarriage that caused her doctor to tie off her tubes.

It may have been possible that this girl's grandmother could have had more children, but she never took the chance, so that was that.

Social services in the area had no idea that Allison even existed, so it was rather doubtful that they would be looking for her at all.

She had been telling me all of this while we each sipped at our drinks. Then she whispered that she wished she could be a tightrope walker.

Yeah, I remembered that she had been staring at my billboard earlier, but it was still a surprise when she said that as we sat there.

I asked her to get up for a moment, then had her turn around before I asked her to step away from the table and do some simple flexibility exercises such as touching her toes, doing a bridge, seeing how far she could twist to each side, cartwheels, flips, you get the idea.

As far as I could see, she seemed to be pretty flexible. With some training, she could get up on the tightrope, but it would be a while.

We still had some of our drinks, so I asked her to come with me and headed back to our part of the grounds.

Once there, I led her over to Tina and Dave, then quickly informed those two that I wouldn't be available, as I would be training Allison. Let's just say their eyes almost bugged out. I had to spend a few minutes explaining that Allison had no one to take care of her at all.

They caught on fast, Dave gave me a rough slap on the shoulder, so I shot him a punch just under the collar bone.

I may not be big, but I'm very wiry and very strong for my size. Dave actually stood there, rubbing his shoulder, saying it hurt.

That had me laughing, telling him that he shouldn't be running around slapping girls on the shoulder. He blanched, I guess he forgot?

Anyway, after talking with them, I led Allison over to the booth my dad runs, waved at him while mouthing "We need to talk".

He nodded, finished the game that was currently running, then had his junior guy, Robby Wimble, take over the booth.

I sat on a bench behind the booth as Dad, also sitting there, listened to Allison who was standing in front of us as she repeated her story.

Dad asked her very carefully about the no living relatives bit, at which point Allison pulled several faded pictures from an old wallet.

She passed them over to dad, telling him "That picture shows my gramps and grams Johnson. Gramps came down with a bad flu about six years ago, it messed him up pretty badly, badly enough that a cold he caught that winter killed him. Grams Johnson took to the bottle when he died, she just couldn't handle being on her own and mom and dad didn't have the time to be up there and help her a lot.

"Well, Grams got rather drunk one night, we think she got ahold of some moonshine somehow, and walked out in front of a speeding car. That damn car was doing close to eighty miles an hour in a twenty-five mile an hour zone, the bastards didn't even stop after they hit her."

Allison was crying a bit now as she handed another picture to my dad. "That picture is of my Grampa and Granma Jones, they were nice folks, my daddy's parents, but they preferred to live rough, using things like electricity and modern technologies as rarely as possible.

"About three years ago, on a cold night in February, they as usual set a candle on the night table on Grampa's side of the bed. At about three or so in the morning, Grampa had a seizure of some sort, perhaps the result of a stroke and knocked the candle onto the floor, still lit.

"There was an old rug on the floor in front of that night table, it caught on fire, then spread to the quilt hanging off the side of the bed.

"Within fifteen minutes, the entire bedroom was ablaze. No one knows why Granma Jones never woke up that night.

"The house burned to the ground by the time dawn broke through the grey skies that day. Even with three volunteer fire companies having been on the scene since shortly after four AM, they could only keep the fire contained, they were unable to stop it from consuming the house.

"That was when mom and dad started becoming unhappy with where we had been living. Not quite two weeks ago, we came here.

"There was no way to know that they would be in a major accident on a highway not far from here a few days later. Now, I'm alone."

The one thing that Allison refused to tell us was how she had survived for just over a week after the death of her parents without any help.

Allison wasn't the only one crying at that point. Tears were rolling down my own cheeks, a quick look showed dad was crying, too.

**********

After a few minutes of explanation and my saying that she seemed to be in good shape, dad nodded and said he'd inform Jack Birchland.

Well, it looks like I have someone to train now. Once she is able to get up on the rope, and I am cleared to return to it, we may be partners.

For the rest of the duration of the fair, except for breaks to watch one of the acts occasionally, I was rather busy with training Allison.

The Roads Are Calling, or It's A Carnie Life: Part 5

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  • crazypagangurl

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It was interesting in a way, regarding adjusting to having Allison with us. For the first few days after she found us, Allison was sharing my not very big bed over the driver's and front passenger's seats. That changed a few days later when one of our folks inflated and placed a double size air mattress in the covered back of their large pick-up truck, a Dodge Ram 3500 long bed. That suited Allison just fine.

I suppose I could have gotten back into doing my act while we were still at the Hunt County fairgrounds, but Mom and dad had decided that it would be better for me to take it easy. They did allow me to start practicing again once the three weeks had gone by.

I have to say that Allison was very willing to learn. She made little or no fuss about doing exercises to improve flexibility and balance.

I was happy that I could get back into doing the exercises that I usually use for the tightrope act, I can't afford to let things go for long.

When the Hunt County fair was ending, our folks hustled to take everything down. That was a lot of work, lasting about eighteen hours. The three week recovery period order by Dr. Powell had ended by then, but mom and dad excused me from doing any heavy work. :))

I guess they figured it would be better to give me a little more time before I start trying to do everything like I've always done?

We pulled out of the Hunt County fairgrounds just after dawn on May 1, then headed east to go to Anderson County in South Carolina.

Yep, once again, we're hauling butt halfway across the country. That fair starts on May 3, so we need to get there as soon as possible.

*********

At our night stop on the 1st, the horde pulled into a motel on the outskirts of Atlanta. Perhaps twenty people chose to rent a room there for the night, most of us were just fine with staying in our recreation vehicles, primarily so that someone was always with the vehicles.

Allison had been using the truck bed of a large pick-up belonging to Tina Hanson and Ricki Keswick, a lesbian couple who had been working for Birchland's Carnivals as long as I had been doing my tightrope act. Allison, Tina, Ricki and Kerry Ellis shared a larger unit with two beds.

Lisa Marks and Albany Johnson were sharing a smaller room, but had a fair bit of open space available in their room. The two women headed out to spend some time with mom and dad; Lisa and mom have been friends for a long time, Albany was hired at the start of the season.

Lisa and Albany apparently got along rather well from when they first met, so Lisa has been introducing her to people as we wander around the country from one place to another. We get rather busy at times, so this was a fairly good time for intros with folks Albany hadn't yet met.

I put Allison through her paces after we shoved the bed closer to the side wall to open up the room a bit more.

What made it even more enjoyable was that I was now doing the activities with her, which helped to get me back into reasonable shape. Granted, I hadn't changed much physically in the last few weeks, well, except for the fact that my breasts were semi-visible a lot of the time.

Yep, I have breasts. They aren't very big right now, but according to Dr. Brandt, I could end up with breasts as big as my mom's. If that does happen, it could make doing my act a bit more difficult. You see, my mom is a 44 DD; that's a fairly big size, a bit bigger than average.

Allison's coming along rather well, actually, but that might be because she was in fairly decent shape when we first met, which is good.

I guess it was about ninety minutes later, perhaps a bit longer, when Lisa and Albany returned to "claim" the room for the night.

The two women grumbled briefly about having to move the bed back to its original position, then waved to us as we exited the room.

A quick look at my cell phone, which mom and dad had bought a few years ago so I could keep in touch, showed it was 10:42 PM.

Allison came back to our RV with me. We spent about 45 minutes or so just chatting before mom ordered me to go to bed. Evil mom!

Allison left at that point, and I grumbled as I clambered up into my little nest over the front seats of the vehicle.

**********

The next morning, we found a diner that looked like it could have been around in the '50s; it was quite quaint, but the food was fantastic.

I splurged on a full breakfast, four buckwheat pancakes, three eggs over hard, ham, home fries, toast and coffee, all for less than $10.

It's not often you see a big breakfast like that for under $10 these days, so I was quite happy to demolish it in what seemed like record time!

Allison looked at what I had on my plate and bluntly asked me where I was putting it all, did I have a hollow leg or something? I laughed.

Allison had a much lighter breakfast, eggs like mine, but with sausages and home fries and toast. She passed on the pancakes.

We finished our meals around 10:00 AM and hit the road again. We would be at the Anderson County fairgrounds in a couple of hours or so.

**********

After we had been shown to our area in the fairgrounds, the various tents, rides and booths needed to be set up. Most of it was done by the time the sun went down, but that didn't stop the folks from finishing the work that night. Once again, I was told not to do any heavy work.

That didn't stop me from getting Allison up on the tightrope, which had been set up so that we could put in some practice time.

I have to say, I was quite surprised at Allison's skill on the rope. She obviously has no fear of heights, that's very good to know.

I took a turn up there myself. It was a little odd at times, thanks to my baby breasts, but I wasn't having any difficulty doing what was needed.

The really fun part, which apparently most of the Birchland's and Whirld of Whee's folks decided to watch, was when Allison and I were both up on the rope at the same time. It took several tries, but it wasn't very long before the two of us were showing off our skills up there.

I actually giggled both times that Allison slipped and fell. She wasn't injured, thanks to the safety net underneath us.

Other than those two falls, though, Allison proved to be more than capable of joining me in the act once things were underway.

**********

When the fair opened on Thursday, we were ready, just like many other groups that wander around to fairs such as this one.

I hadn't been on the rope while were at the Hunt County fair, except for the last day or two, but that was after stuff shut down at night.

I hadn't done a lot at that point because I was still being told to take it easy, as I've already mentioned here a few times.

This, then, marked my full return to the tightrope. I guess we shocked a lot of people when Allison joined me up there on the rope.

We each would clamber up the ladder at one end, then wait for a moment before doing cartwheels toward the center of the rope. We'd stand there as if talking for a very brief time, then return about halfway to our end before doing the splits on the rope.

Now, that's something you really don't want to try to do unless you are very good at maintaining your balance. Believe me, it's not a good experience, male or female, to suddenly slip and land crotch first on a rope before tumbling forty feet or so down to the safety net.

Well, Allison and I made it look easy, then using just our arm strength alone, levered ourselves up and twisted into back flips, then cartwheels. The last cartwheel put us a few feet from the ladder at each end of the rope, we then turned, looked at each other, and continued.

This was where it got to be a bit fun. You see, we were going from front flips to handstands to back flips, then cartwheels again.

At one point, since I had more experience, I did a high front flip over her while she bent down for a brief moment, allowing us to switch sides.

The last major part of our little act, and one of the more difficult parts, was the "dance" in the middle of the rope. As in many forms of dance, we were balancing and moving around as if we were partners on a dance floor, at one point each of us leaning back a bit to move past the other as we shifted to another position in the dance. The dance routine only lasted about a minute, but it required perfect balance throughout.

We continued to do various bits of gymnastics exercises while up there for several more minutes before climbing down the ladders.

The applause was most definitely worth all of the work and effort we had put into it over the last several days. We waved back at the crowd.

**********

Allison and I spent much of the time between our acts wandering around the fair and having fun on the Whirlds of Whee's rides.

Some of that time was spent introducing her to people from Wonderful Whirlds of Whee and other carnie groups that I knew from our travels.

We also relaxed now and then, taking time to watch our other acts so Allison could see the various things that we do as a carnie group.

She was a bit scared of the big cats, but managed to not make a big fuss over them while watching them go through their paces.

She was awed by the elephants. I guess that's not surprising; like the big cats, elephants are a rare part of carnival groups activities.

She thought that Jackson Pelt's bike act was cool. Like me, if she wasn't so interested in the tightrope as to hardly have time for anything else, she mused that it might be fun to fool around on the bikes. Hmmm... perhaps we could look into expanding the bike stunt act?

Granted, that would be a very different thing for us to do on top of our act, but it doesn't hurt to have more than one skill set, ya know?

She liked the juggling and the acrobats. She was rather wary around our clowns, which had me wondering about that for a while.

When we stopped at our horse paddock, she grinned and clapped her hands. Apparently, she has always loved horses.

She isn't a lot bigger than I am, five or six inches taller, I guess, maybe 105 or so weight wise? That's about right for her build.

Well, as I said, we were by the horses. She asked if she could have a ride, and Larry had no problem with it, so up she went. She's not particularly good at it; she had a bit of a hard time maintaining her balance on the horse, but she managed fairly well on her own, actually.

We checked on the games booths from time to time, just to see how they were doing, and to check up on dad, his leg can be a problem.

We did our tightrope act three or four times a day through most of the ten days of the fair.

The jugglers and acrobats, as before, shared our tent, as did Jackson with his bikes, each of them doing about three or four shows a day.

In the other big tent, the lions and the elephants were cycling in and out, doing up to five shows a day each, they are the "big acts" we have.

I guess you could say the tightrope act will be a bigger draw than it may have been in the past.

Why would you expect otherwise, though, when you put two pretty girls up on a rope doing stunts, wearing only skimpy outfits?

The Roads Are Calling, or It's A Carnie Life: Part 6

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  • crazypagangurl

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Wow! What a change it has been, having Allison with me up there on the rope in front of the crowds!

I swear we're bringing in about half again as many people as I used to get on my own, and most are dropping tips in a small pottery jar.

We don't have to take cash, but when we leave a jar sitting around like that with "Tips" written on it, well, people do sometimes give.

Any source of extra cash in a business enterprise like Birchland Carnivals is always appreciated. In my case, and Allison's, and that of a few others, most of the tips and a fair bit of what we get from entry fees to the tents goes toward our possibly getting a college education.

It's the last day of the fair here, and we've been pulling stuff down for a while now, as the place hasn't been very busy.

We'll be rolling out of here in a few hours. We have to go right across the country, to Victorville, California, by next Friday afternoon or evening. The fair we're heading to opens at noon on Saturday, so we will have to do all of the set-up of whatever rides we use before then.

I guess it's good that we actually have a few days to get there, I hate when we have to race across the country in a day or two. Being able to take our time means we can make stops to have a bit of fun here and there, see sights we're interested in and just slow down and breathe.

**********

We rolled out around mid-morning on Monday, heading west on I85 for about an hour before we circled around Atlanta to reach the I20.

From there, we planned to follow I20 westbound until it merged into I10, then take that the rest of the way to San Bernardino, where we would bypass the city again, catching the I215 north until it meets I15, then follow the I15 into Victorville itself and the fairgrounds.

As I said already, there was no need to rush to get there, but I can't help it that the miles just seem to roll by as we go along.We weren't driving as fast as most folks, so we didn't get to Shreveport, Louisiana until late afternoon due to taking pit stops every so often.

We split the group between the Travelodge and Motel 6 motels in Bossier City, a suburb of Shreveport. People headed off in various directions to get meals for now and snacks for overnight. Mom, dad, Allison, myself, Tina, Ricki, Lisa, Kerry and Albany dined at Joe Cobb's Bar-BQ.

When we were satisfied and happy from the good food there, we stopped at a food store and picked up some snack items.

Mom, dad, Allison and I shared a unit with two beds and spent a fair part of the evening watching shows on the TV until we started yawning.

We may not have been doing a heck of a lot, I know mom and dad switched the driving each time we stopped, but when you are usually winding down by mid-evening, or late evening while working at a fair like we do, you tend to get used to going to bed at certain times.

We weren't really active today, so the simple fact of that, plus the good meal earlier and it being after ten PM had us all ready to sleep.

Mom made sure that we folded the chip bags to prevent any from falling out, then placed the five half-empty bags into one reusable cotton bag. There were still a few cans of the pop we had bought in the small fridge in the unit, we'd take them with us in the morning.

Once everything had been cleaned up to her satisfaction, we all changed into our nightwear and wandered off to dreamland.

**********

We were out of the motel by just after 9 AM, having all had decent showers, although dad's was half-cold, the hot water ran out while he was in there. He laughed, looked at us and said, "I guess that's what I have to expect when I share space with three women."

We all giggled as we headed out to the RV, then met up with the others, where everyone decided to head to Denny's for breakfast.

We were back on the road perhaps an hour later, once again sated and happy.

Tuesday evening, after skimming through Dallas early that afternoon, we stopped at El Paso, doing much the same as the previous night.

We split up the group again, this time between a Days Inn on the north side of I10 and a Quality Inn on the south side of the interstate.

The decision of the whole group was to stay close to the motels, so we ended up eating at the Texas Roadhouse nearby.

The next morning, that would be Wednesday, we hit an IHOP just off the I10 for breakfast, then were off again just after 9:30 AM.

Even with the occasional pit stop and switching drivers , we reached the Deluxe Inn in the city of Indio by 6:30 PM.

Perhaps we were in luck, I'm not sure, but the motel had enough units available for all of us.

We wanted something different that evening, so we piled into the El Mexicali cafe. There wasn't enough seating available, so we ended up eating in two shifts. Mom, dad, Allison and I ended up going in with the second half of our folks and enjoyed a variety of decent Mexican food.

We hit Denny's again the next morning, yep, Thursday. After another good breakfast, we were off and running once again.

We had already crossed the country, the last bit of the trip from Indio to Victorville took two hours as we ended up stuck in rush hour traffic.

What a laugh, calling it rush hour when the cars are pretty much stalled on the highways and other roads for the whole time.

**********

We finally reached the fairgrounds just after noon, talked to the guy at the entry area and were slotted into one of the rear sections.

He sent someone with us to show us where we would be setting up our tents and stuff, then returned to watching the entrance.

We were leading the pack, so we let the guy ride with us, and a few minutes later, he directed us to a spot and said, "There."

I don't think he said anything the whole time he was in the RV with us; not a talkative guy, I guess. Hmmm... it takes all kinds, right?

Anyway, we had everyone gather around and discussed the set-up of the tents and other items. By what the guy at the entrance had said, there would already be booths with games like the ones we have, so we left those in the truck, no sense pulling them out if they won't be used.

Several people said they'd be happy to stay and begin setting everything up if the rest of us wanted to wander off and have some fun.

Dad was one of the ones who decided to stay and help. He may not be able to handle heavy stuff, but an extra set of hands is always useful.

**********

Mom had been on her cell phone while we were stuck in the rush hour traffic earlier, talking to someone. I had no idea what that was about until Mom called me back into the RV for a moment and stated that I would be seeing a doctor next Tuesday to make sure everything is fine.

Wow! I really wasn't expecting that, I hadn't been feeling any pain, even when exercising or performing, so I hadn't worried about it.

I wasn't ready for the next thing mom said, though. "Honey, the doctors back east said that you might start menstruating soon, remember?"

"Ahhh, mom, did you really have to mention that? Nooo, I haven't been having cramps or anything like that, I'm fine, mom!" I yelped.

Mom just grinned at me, saying, "The boy scout motto fits this quite well, sweetie. 'Be prepared' is the brief form of it."

"Do we have to do this now? Can't it wait until we have some other bit of free time?" I whined like a five year old who just lost their puppy.

Mom stood there, shaking her head and laughing, "Better to have what you need now than have to race around to get it when you start!"

I sighed, shoulders slumping a bit. She had a point, they had said I might menstruate soon, and that had been over five weeks ago.

I grumbled and agreed to go to the appointment, then mom added that I wouldn't be able to eat anything after 6 AM that day.

I started whining again about not being fed enough, and she just grinned at me. Sometimes moms are just plain evil!

**********

We headed into San Bernardino proper and just wandered around, we didn't have anything that we needed to do. Ahhh, time to relax.

Mom decided that we should wander through a couple of malls, just to see what they had available.

Uh huh, that's girl speak for we're going to see if there's anything worth buying, then strip the stores bare of those items like locusts.

Yep, that is probably a good description of what happened. We didn't see anything in the first mall that appealed to us and was inexpensive, so we only ended up with a few items. It was the second mall, a big discount place we found, that we tried to strip of most of their goods.

Holy cheese! We actually filled two shopping carts with more clothes, most of the items were for me. Where am I going to put it all?

We made it back to the fairgrounds just after 8 PM, we'd stopped on the way back at an In-N-Out Burger to stuff ourselves.

Well, we did make sure to get food for dad and several others who had stayed and worked on setting everything up today.

They had made some progress, the tents were up and the smaller rides were mostly done, the big items would be finished tomorrow.

**********

I was up and moving before 7 AM Friday morning. Two slices of whole wheat toast, orange juice and a bowl of Shreddies™ was my breakfast.

Once I had finished eating, I left our RV and wandered around, looking at the various rides that were being set up in our area.

The next two or three hours passed fairly quickly after I became involved in helping some of the guys put the ferris wheel together.

We finished that somewhere around 11 AM, I think, and moved on to helping other folks with setting up the 4,200+ foot long roller coaster.

We were about halfway through the remainder of the set-up of that item when I sniffed the air, smelling grilled meats somewhere nearby.

Of course a smell like that draws people like moths are drawn to a flame. Within minutes, the two big grills were surrounded by hungry people.

Remember that huge RV I mentioned that was near our rides and stuff while we were at the Hunt County fair a while back?

Yep, it was the same guys, they had come out here and arrived late last night before setting up their two small rides plus the grills.

Their rides? Oh, a small carousel and a rather intriguing double merry-go-round that both parts could go either the same direction or opposite.

You know, I don't recall ever seeing these guys before we were at the Hunt County fair? I guess, with all of the fairs and other events taking place all over the country, the odds are that you could run into people only a few times in a year unless you regularly travel together.

Yup, I stuffed myself again, two big sausages plus a half pound venison burger, a heap of fries and someone had an ice cream maker.

Oh, damn, I don't know where they got the strawberries, but when I knew they had them, I just had to have some fresh strawberry ice cream!

I'm pretty sure that I waddled back to our RV later on when I realized I was ready to sleep, after having a second strawberry ice cream cone.

**********

The fair opened at noon on Saturday, and it didn't take very long before people reached our area, even with us being at the back of the place.

As we had done before, the big animals had their acts in one of the large tents, with the acrobatic folks sharing the second large tent.

We weren't doing quite as many performances as we had at the Anderson County fair, but the cats and the elephants were doing at least three shows a day each, sometimes with an extra show if there was enough interest. The acrobats in the second tent, that would be including myself and Allison, along with Eric, his family, Pat, Jenny, the clowns and Jackson on his bikes, each had two performances in our tent.

Well, it was quite fun to hear the people in the seats below us squeaking in awe as we tumbled, jumped, bounced and danced on the rope.

I actually heard a woman scream when I did the front flip over Allison in our second performance, then again as we "danced" on the rope.

I didn't find out until after we had finished that a medical team had been called in to help the distressed woman.

As had become the usual after our act, we received thunderous applause. I think the seats were pretty much filled, which is very good, as we usually only fill about half to two-thirds during a performance. Well, this is fairly close to a major urban area, maybe that's the reason.

**********

While we were standing outside our big tent relaxing after our second time up on the rope, we learned that the woman would be okay. She had panicked when I did that flip, and had actually passed out after the second scream, which was what made the medical team necessary.

Allison and I were chatting quietly, looking in occasionally to glance at Jackson doing his stunts, when someone said "Hello" to us.

We turned to look in front of us and saw the woman who had panicked earlier. She then told us that she was sorry for the disturbance.

I smiled at her, stepped forward and wrapped her in a hug for a moment, saying, "You didn't disturb us at all, ma'am. One of the things we do is to train ourselves to ignore many sounds around us, which helps us to focus more on what we are doing up on the rope."

The woman nodded, returned the hug and whispered, "You two take care of yourselves, you are simply amazing up there!"

Sunday and Monday were much the same as Saturday, the lions and cats performed three times at a minimum, the rest of us at least twice.

We were becoming used to the roaring sound of the applause as we concluded our act each time. Damn! What a rush it can give you!

**********

We had found out while we were coming here that the fair wouldn't be open Tuesday or Wednesday, which explained why mom had called and set up an appointment at the Loma Linda University Medical Center to have me examined again. I wasn't looking forward to it at all.

We arrived there a bit early and ended up filling out lots of paperwork again, including having Dr. Brandt fax them the info from my tests that had been taken and had led to my learning that I was intersex. Today, they wanted to do an ultrasound plus an MRI. Just what I don't need!

I met the doctor here that was doing the new tests, a Dr. Anita Sandridge. She was pretty young, maybe mid to late twenties?

The order of the day was that I would do the ultrasound first, then come back to her office for a bit while the techs prepped the MRI machine.

I suppose we had been waiting in her office for about twenty minutes when I was called to go for the ultrasound.

The ultrasound itself was okay. Huh, it looks a bit different than it did with the one I had back then. Everything in there is more developed?

Oh, boy. If it's developed that much in less than six weeks, it won't take a lot longer before it's all functional. I'm sooo not ready for this.

The MRI (magnetic resonance imaging) was NOT fun. I don't like the machine, it's too narrow, too cramped, and way too noisy.

I guess it's a good thing that they let me put in some soft ear plugs. That helped enough that I could tune the rest of it out, thank goodness.

Huh, they actually had to wake me up when the MRI was finished. I had tuned everything out so well that I had actually fallen asleep in there!

We were told they would let us know the results in about ninety minutes or so. I told mom quite firmly, "I need to eat something, and SOON!"

**********

We didn't even leave the medical centre, choosing to get a light meal from the cafeteria there, then returned to Dr. Sandridge's office.

You know what it's like in doctors offices, you get there on time and wait for them to come out and get you thirty minutes later?

Yep, she'd said ninety minutes, but it turned out to be almost two hours after she'd said that before we re-entered her office.

That was when she dropped a bombshell that I would dearly have loved to avoid.

"Lara here is developing much faster than Dr. Brandt anticipated. If things progress as they are, Lara could be fully functional as a female within the next three months, maybe sooner. I can't say for certain, but I would be very surprised if she wasn't menstruating within 60 days."

To this day, I can't even tell you why, but after she said that, I twisted to face mom for a very brief moment, then fainted.

The Roads Are Calling, or It's A Carnie Life: Part 7

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  • crazypagangurl

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  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

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  • Novel Chapter

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  • Intersex
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I wasn't out of it for more than a minute or two, as far as I know. Someone put some smelling salts under my nose, and... I came out of it.

It still took a few minutes for me to really be aware of what was going on around me, I guess that shocked me more than I had expected.

I leaned against mom, listening to Dr. Sandridge as she explained in more detail while a nurse lurked nearby watching me. Maybe the doctor just wanted to play it safe and prevent any repeats. Either that, or have a nurse immediately available if something did happen again.

Dr. Sandridge actually showed us Dr. Brandt's notes about my projected development of my reproductive organs, etc. The notes were pretty clear, she had expected the development to take anywhere from nine to twelve months, perhaps longer, not finish in less than five!

I know I had eaten some food just a little while earlier, but now, I was rather queasy, queasy enough that I had to get up suddenly, asking where to find a washroom. Rather than give me directions, the nurse led me out of the room and down a couple of halls, then pointed at a door.

I ran into the washroom, barely taking the time to close and lock the door behind me before I was over the toilet, spewing up my meal.

Gak! That taste is soooo not nice. I had to use a paper cup from a dispenser to rinse out my mouth several times. Ick!

A quick wash of my hands and lower face, and a brief run under one of those automatic dryers places have instead of paper towel were needed before I felt able to open the door and step out into the hallway. Of course, that same nurse was standing there waiting for me.

They must be worried about me if they want me to have a nurse stay that close. The visit will be over soon, then I will be free of this weird stuff.

Well, maybe not free of ALL the weird stuff. Like what's happening to my body, that is weird to me, I'm just glad it wasn't cancer.

Speaking of cancer, I've been keeping in contact with little Shelly DeAngelo. She had another chemo treatment last Friday afternoon. As usual after one of those treatments, she was sick off and on for the next thirty-six hours or so. Her mom keeps me up to date on her.

After returning to the doctor's office and a few more minutes of chat, we were finally on out way out of the medical center building. As we settled into the RV, buckling ourselves in for the ride back to the fairgrounds, I sent little Shelly a text with lots of love and huggles.

We were halfway back to the fairgrounds when her mom sent a text back, thanking me for brightening her little girl's day.

**********

The rest of that Tuesday while the fair was closed, we spent relaxing in lawn chairs as the two guys fired up the grills again.

Yep, as usual when they get going, I stuff myself. Hey, what can you expect a growing and very active girl to do when there's good food!

Three big sausages, plus a venison steak on a bun, four cobs of corn, two potatoes with sour cream and a 20 oz. paper cup of orange juice. They still had some of the kit needed for the ice cream, so I couldn't resist two bowls of strawberry ice cream once it was being served.

To say that I was stuffed would be rather polite. I lazed in the lawn chairs for nearly two hours before waddling back to our RV for the night.

**********

Wednesday morning, after a quick meal of breakfast sausages, eggs over hard and hash browns, we headed into San Bernardino. We had decided while chatting with other folks from our site that we would go to the San Bernardino County Museum, take a break at some point for lunch and to relax, then spend a fair bit of the afternoon in a public swimming pool before returning to the fairgrounds.

We reached the county museum just after 9:30 AM, then spent nearly three hours wandering around in there, checking out all the exhibits, looking at the animals, including almost an hour spent looking at all the birds on the upper level of the building. It was quite fun.

We exited the museum just before 12:15 PM, then headed for Alfredo's Pizza and Pasta, a recommendation from one of the fairgrounds' guys.

The restaurant was nice, we nearly filled the place as we filed in just after 12:30 PM. A few folks had to wait for seating to become available. Mom, dad, Allison and I split an extra large pizza with deluxe on one side, the other side deluxe plus anchovies and hot peppers.

Mom and dad shared the basic deluxe half while Allison and I scarfed down the deluxe plus half of the big pizza.

A quick run to the washroom afterward turned into a twenty minute wait as everyone decided they needed to take care of that right then.

We ended up wandering into a nice park not far away, then found a spot with a few picnic tables and just relaxed for about an hour.

Dad had set a little alarm on his cell, so we were warned that we needed to get up and moving if we wanted to get to the pool on time. We had been thinking about going to the CSUSB facility, but decided instead to go to the Jerry Lewis Family Swim Center.

We arrived a few minutes early, which gave us time to get what we needed from the vehicles, then we joined the line-up and waited. The wait wasn't too long, perhaps five or ten minutes. I noticed several of our folks fiddling around with cell phones, games, who knows?

Then we were allowed to enter, and the people swarmed into the facility like bees defending a hive. Ow! I grimaced as a girl a bit older than me, in her rush to get in to change, bumped me into the wall about ten feet from the changing room doors, while also knocking another girl down.

Several people gave the girl who did the bumping and knocking down a brief tongue lashing, not that I think it made any difference. That bitch had managed to be one of the first into the changing rooms and was openly staring at herself in a fairly big hand mirror.

We all piled into the showers, it's fairly standard practice nowadays to shower before you enter a pool and again after you leave it.

Once we were all ready, we padded out to the pool side, then several of us found a spot near one end and slipped into the pool.

I swear, I have no idea how the time flew by so fast, but we all heard the main lifeguard's order to clear the pool when the session ended.

As I said, we had quick showers again, this time to rinse out the chlorine and other chemicals, then towelled off and headed outside.

A nice quiet evening relaxing by the big grills and stuffing ourselves was the perfect complement to our wandering around the city that day. In the distance, we could hear the monster trucks doing a round or two on their track, they're one of the popular attractions here.

**********

Thursday morning, it was back to the grind of putting on the shows. I guess the two day break was good, we were all raring to go!

As I've said before, the lions and elephants were doing three shows a day each, those of us sharing the second big tent two shows a day.

Allison and I usually had our first show in the late morning, shortly before what would be many people's normal lunch hour.

We had the acrobats plus the jugglers doing their act before us, with Jackson Pelt's bike stunts usually following us.

The thrill of being up on the top, doing the various stunts, was always high, but never more so than when we heard the applause. Oh, yeah, the act has changed a fair bit since Allison came along, but being able to do the jump-overs and the dancing is worth all the extra effort.

Things proceeded quite well for us for the next few days, but that changed in a heartbeat during our Sunday afternoon performance.

**********

Everything about that particular performance was perfect until just after I did the jump over Allison and turned to face her again. She did a cartwheel, then twisted into a back flip and that is where everything turned hairier than a mountain gorilla's body! Oh, geez, was I scared!

Allison seemed to land normally, then slipped and for the briefest of moments, as I stretched my hand out to grasp hers, I thought she would fall. She latched onto my hand like a life preserver appearing in a major gale out of nowhere, and wobbled for a few seconds before stabilizing.

Both of us heard the gasps as she wobbled back and forth on that narrow rope, then the sighs of relief as she regained her balance.

We continued with the act as if things like that were everyday events, and in some ways, they are to those of us up on the tightropes. Falls are a common enough occurrence that the safety net was always in place whenever we were up there, just in case we DID fall off the rope.

Even more so when you consider that Allison and I are both minors, our parents would prefer that we be injured as little as possible.

We smiled out at the audience as we accepted the applause at the end of the performance, then briefly curtseyed and descended the ladders.

**********

The fair ended on Monday evening with no further incidents, and the task of dismantling everything that belongs to us started.

We would be going most of the way across the country again, this time to the Carroll County Fair in Kentucky, which starts on Friday.

The Roads Are Calling, or It's A Carnie Life: Part 8

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  • crazypagangurl

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  • CAUTION: Violence

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  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Intersex
  • Real World

TG Elements: 

  • Performer/Entertainer

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  • Caution: Death By Gunfire

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I helped out with some of the dismantling of the rides and other items for about two hours before Dad told me to go to bed. Allison and I both grumbled about wanting to continue in helping them take everything down, but Dad said we needed to be on the road fairly early.

We argued about it for a few minutes, but the end result was more grumbling as Allison and I wandered off to our separate beds.

I'm not sure what was causing it, but that night turned into a whole lot of tossing and turning, and very little actual sleep. By the time mom and dad woke up at seven AM to start the process of getting us moving, I had already given up on sleeping and was sipping at a coffee.

Dad took one look at me sitting there in the small table seating with the cup of coffee and asked me what the heck was happening. It didn't take me very long to inform him that I hadn't slept much at all, and had been awake for a good two hours or more already that morning.

Dad was even more ticked off when I told him this was the third cup of coffee I'd started drinking today. I guess I can understand him being ticked off, I'd never been one for having more than a single coffee in a day, so admitting that I was on the third one was extremely unusual.

I guess dad was also slightly worried, I'm not sure if it is because of all the stuff I'm going through now after learning I've always been a girl. I was really surprised when he led me to the tiny locked box where we keep some medications and allowed me to take a dose of a sleeping aid.

I sat at the little table, semi-watching mom as she rustled up some breakfast, bacon, eggs and some toast, then we sat down to eat it.

By the time that I finished my serving, I was yawning fairly often. The medication had apparently kicked in, perhaps I could sleep now?

I managed to get up to my little nest without falling, which was a major feat considering that I was having trouble concentrating at all.

I peeled out of the PJs I had put on when I woke up for propriety's sake, slipped under my thin blanket and was asleep within a few minutes.

**********

Wow! I must have really needed the sleep. Mom and dad left me alone, figuring I was getting what I needed most at the moment, I guess.

When I finally woke up, my rustling around up above the front seats made it clear to my parents that I was awake. Mom asked me how I was feeling now, and I replied with the simple remark that I felt rested this time. She laughed and told me that it was now 2.07 PM.

I managed to put on a pair of simple jeans and a t-shirt featuring the rock band Def Leppard and their Downstage Thrust Tour in 2007. Once I was dressed, including a pair of running shoes (what UK folks call trainers), I slithered down the little ladder behind the front seats.

Mom had made her way over to the modestly sized refrigerator and pulled out a container. When she opened the container, I was able to see one of my favourite meals in there, sausages and fries, especially since those guys with their big grill showed up a while back.

She slipped the food onto a plate and popped it into the small built-in microwave oven for a minute or two to heat it up again.

I swear, I must have been drooling or something as the food heated up, as my mom was giving me some weird looks while we waited. Once the food was heated sufficiently, I carried the plate to the small table, took a seat and proceeded to devour the food in a very short time.

At one point, I could see my mom shaking her head. I think she was muttering something about "teaching that girl some manners".

I shrugged it off and kept eating, until there was not a single scrap of food left on the plate, no, not even a crumb.

**********

I found out from mom that we had been on the road since about 7:45 AM, heading toward Carroll County in Kentucky. Dad had decided to take I40 eastbound from Barstow, California, and I learned that we were already somewhere between Gallup and Albuquerque, New Mexico.

They hadn't been pushing it a lot, having covered not quite four hundred miles in a bit over 6.5 hours, but they weren't going slow, either.

I watched out the side window by the table as we continued heading eastward. About thirty minutes later, we reached Albuquerque.

Dad decided that it was a good time for a brief break and pulled off the interstate, then followed Highway 45 to Krispy Kreme doughnuts. We weren't in there for very long, mom and dad both wanted to get fresh coffee they didn't have to make themselves, and of course, they couldn't leave without getting some doughnuts. Mom likes the strawberries and creme donuts. To be honest, I like them, too, but I couldn't resist getting some glazed raspberry filled ones or a few glazed chocolate cake donuts. Dad's a simple guy, cinnamon sugar or cinnamon twists.

We walked back out to the RV, only to find some kid trying to get into it using what looked like a pen knife. The kid, who looked like he might be about my age, maybe a bit older, apparently didn't hear us, as Dad grabbing him by the arm and pulling him away caught him by surprise.

Mom was already on her phone, calling for a police officer, reporting an attempted robbery and possible attempted vehicle theft. I guess she mentioned that our RV is still fairly new, only three years old and still running just fine even with all the mileage we put on it.

Anyway, we were astonished when the police showed up just a bit over five minutes later, even more so that there were three cars. A pair of big, burly guys listened to us for a moment as Dad continued to hold onto the boy. What surprised me the most, and perhaps mom and dad as well, although I can't be sure, is that the kid only took one swing earlier at dad, which resulted in dad squeezing his other arm quite hard.

That, I guess, told the kid that trying to fight my dad was a losing proposition, and he had remained in Dad's grip, visibly sulking.

One of the five officers on the scene apparently recognized the boy and sighed in exasperation. "Dammit, James McCoy, this is the third time in two months that you've been caught trying to break into people's vehicles. What the hell is up, why are you on our radar so much?"

I was a bit surprised about her using the on our radar expression, until I realized that she meant about him being caught so often.

What surprised everyone there was the boy's response, which had all five officers tensing, almost reaching for their guns. "I can't stay home no more, Missus Barnett, my dad got laid off seven weeks ago and he's been turning to the drink, which just makes him really vicious." At this point, James pulled up one sleeve of his three-quarter sleeve football shirt to reveal several dark and obviously recent bruises.

Officer Barnett growled, a sound that was heard by everyone present, then used her radio to order an arrest warrant, giving current name and address. While she was doing that, one of the big guys was talking with mom and dad, asking what they wanted to do about James.

Mom's response was very clear, "If he's being mauled like that, and I doubt that's all that's happened, he needs to be kept safe from his father. He didn't do any actual harm here, our biggest concern is that he have somewhere to go. Does he have any other local relatives?"

The other big, hefty guy nodded, "An aunt that lives in one of the smaller communities on the eastern edge of the city."

Dad nodded, adding, "Get the boy to her, then do whatever you folks need to do to ensure that James can be free of any further harm."

The first big officer, whose nametag read Albertson, asked, "So you folks won't be pressing any charges about this?"

Dad sighed, replying, "Not much point to it, officer. As my wife said, no actual harm was done. Plus we're with Birchland Carnivals." While dad was saying that, mom passed them a card with Jack Birchland's cell number on it, and everything was quickly verified to their satisfaction.

A few minutes later, we were going back to the interstate, having seen young James wrapped tight in Officer Barnett's arms as we passed by.

**********

The rest of the trip to Carroll County was rather quiet. It sure made a nice counterpoint to the incident with James in Albuquerque.

We stopped at the Pilot Travel Center not far from the border going from Oklahoma to Arkansas for the night. Dad had decided that, since we had an RV with places for each of us to sleep fairly comfortably, we would save the cost of renting a motel room for one night.

We parked the RV in a back corner of the truck stop's lot, then headed in to see what they had available for food. If you've never traveled much, one thing you need to know, and this is rarely ever proved wrong, truck stops have some of the best food you can find anywhere.

I have to agree, plus the prices were actually fairly reasonable. Dad nodded when I asked if I could have a decent sized steak. Mom looked at me for a moment, then shook her head and ordered a Caesar salad with chicken in it. We all enjoyed our meals as we relaxed there.

You know, it was actually a wee bit odd, sleeping in the RV that night while not moving. I guess it doesn't happen very often, well, except for when we are at a fair somewhere. It took me an hour or so to get to sleep that night, but once I did, I slept fairly well, waking up rested.

We were on the road again shortly after 8:30 AM, after a rather good breakfast that had me patting my stomach and moaning happily. Heck, yeah, it was good. Four buckwheat pancakes along with a nice big chunk of ham, three eggs, lots of home fries and four slices of toast.

We made a quick stop in Memphis, Tennessee, around 1:15 PM to grab a few items that mom wanted to have food wise.

From there, we continued along I40 until we were near Nashville, then switched over to I65 to head north into Kentucky.

We reached Carrollton, Kentucky, that evening and were soon parked in the space we were allowed for the fair's duration. Dad decided that we could stay in the RV again that night, which meant that it would be fairly quiet, at least until folks started arriving at the site.

**********

Several other folks from Birchland Carnivals pulled into our area within an hour or two of our having arrived. One of those vehicles was the big pick-up owned by Tina Hanson and Ricki Keswick, and within minutes of their arrival, Allison and I were quite busily jabbering away.

Yeah, I missed being with Allison a fair bit, even if it was only for a couple of days. When you're doing stuff together on a thin rope fifty feet off the ground, you tend to get to know the other person fairly well, as your life may well depend on them, much like my helping Allison recently.

The gear hadn't arrived yet, although someone said the guys driving the rigs would likely pull in tomorrow morning. With all the rides that we have now, on top of our much smaller amount of gear such as the big tents and the assorted items used in our acts, it can easily take the whole team a good ten to twelve hours to get everything either set up or dismantled, then they have to haul it around between the various fairs.

That just meant that Allison and I ended up doing several types of exercises, including a variety of stretches before and after the exercises.

**********

My sleep was shattered early the next morning by the very loud sound of a big rig's air horn as they approached our location.

I pulled myself out of my bed, barely remembering to put on some basic clothes before going down the ladder and out of the RV.

One of the big rigs pulled to a stop a short distance away and a door to the cab opened, then Lane Johnson stepped out of the truck. Lane is a fairly big guy, about 6'2" tall and somewhere around 190 pounds or so. Why his parents named him that, I haven't the faintest idea.

Anyway, Lane and his driver, Billy Riggs, were soon down and heading to the back of the truck to open the access doors. That led to Allison, myself and three other young folks whose parents work for the carnival, Petey, Simon and Alvin, following the two men.

We were soon busy helping them to unload some of the items they were carrying. Several bigger items near the front of the trailer required a forklift to move them around, which Billy and Lane didn't have in their truck, so those items would have to wait to be unloaded.

We'd been working for maybe an hour when four more of the big rigs pulled in, including two 53' flatbed trailers loaded with ride parts.

By the time we stopped for lunch, the last of the eleven semis had arrived and everyone pitched in to get everything up and ready for the fair.

I wasn't able to help out much with the set-up of the rides, although I did act as a sort of spotter while some of the guys were placing various pieces where they belonged on some of the rides. Having someone watching from a different angle prevented at least two accidents that day as the work progressed in our area of the fairgrounds that very well could have happened if someone weren't there to watch them work.

Most of the rides were set up by the time night fell over the fairgrounds, but that didn't stop them at all. I know that at least one crew was damn glad to have me watching as they worked, as we narrowly avoided another accident before Jack called it quits just after 10:30 PM.

**********

We had had one of mom's "quick mix stews" that she makes in a huge crock pot on our little stove in the RV when she's in the mood. I guess she was feeling that way earlier today, as she had thrown together a rather tasty meal based on some venison, onions, carrot and potatoes.

That whole pot was emptied in a matter of maybe twenty minutes by a large number of our folks around mid-afternoon.

What I didn't know was that those guys with the big grill were apparently following us around, as we had helped them become known. Jack had just ordered everyone to stop when someone muttered something about there being someone nearby using a barbecue grill.

It didn't take long for the smells coming from that equipment to draw most of our folks to where they had set up all of their gear.

As usual when they were around, I demolished a fair chunk of food before I wandered back to our RV to climb into my bed.

**********

There wasn't a lot of work that needed to be done on the Friday morning, so we had everything in place just before 11 AM.

We hadn't realized, until we received a brochure listing the events for the various days, that the only daytime shows were on Saturday. That left us with little to do during the days, as the crowds wouldn't be there until shortly before each evening's shows and events started.

Most of the weekday events here seemed to start around eight PM, Saturdays ran from mid-morning to late evening, Sunday it was closed.

We were able to wander around the grounds and check the various buildings and look at the wide assortment of animals here for the shows.

The evening events set-up didn't stop us from doing our shows during the day. What it did mean was that we had much smaller audiences at those times. I was surprised on the Monday afternoon to overhear Jack Birchland saying to my dad that he didn't like the evening only system they had for the fair here. He added that he thought they were missing out on getting folks to come during the day after working night shifts.

I didn't hear what dad said in reply to Jack as I was already past the two of them, heading over to the tents for another show.

**********

We almost had a major incident as Allison and I did our act on the tightrope in the early afternoon on Wednesday. I have no clue as to how the two guys managed to get into the fair with the handguns, but they did, and the bastards actually fired them INSIDE the tent.

I've trained myself to be able to ignore most noises, but it's damn hard to ignore a .45 slug whizzing by your ear fifty feet off the ground.

The hardest part of the whole thing is that one of the bastards, while firing in random directions, killed a girl across the tent from him.

In less than a minute's time, the tent was swarmed by more than a dozen police officers; some were town, some county, some state. The two guys soon found themselves lying facedown on the floor of the tent, then being cuffed and Mirandized before being rudely hauled away.

The idiots had even gone so far as to shoot at some of the officers, not a smart move with that many officers on the scene already.

Allison and I had, as soon as the bullets started flying, jumped down to the safety net, then scurried into whatever cover we could find.

**********

Allison and I were quite shaken up by the killing of the girl and the fact that we could all too easily have died from the randomly aimed shots. I'm not sure how Jack found out about it, but we were near him for most of the rest of that day, as we were too stressed out to do another show.

We spent a good hour or two that evening talking with mom, dad, Tina and Ricki, our family members, about what had happened.

For the rest of the week, we continued to do the daytime shows in both tents, plus our rides and some booths were getting limited use.

Except for the early evenings, when we usually did our last shows of the day before the fair's events started, we were lucky to see perhaps a dozen or so people in our tent while Allison and I were up on the tightrope performing as if the crowd were much larger.

**********

On the Thursday evening, just after we had finished our last performance of the day, I ran into mom coming out of the other big tent. Terrence was walking next to her, both of them carrying the whips they used in the act involving Terrence's two lions and our lioness.

I noticed from a quick glance that mom was frowning, something that was rather unusual for her. That prompted me to speak. "Hey, mom. What's up? Why are you upset? What's happening?" Another glance showed that Terrence was just as upset as my mom, this was not good.

"Hello, Lara, Allison," mom growled. "We just finished another show with barely two dozen people in the tent to see it! Where the hell is everyone? The fair's main events for each day don't get going until 8 PM or later, we should be seeing more people, but we aren't. Why?"

I sighed, shrugging my shoulders as I replied to her, "I have no idea, mom. We finished our last show up on the rope a little while ago, it was a high tension act at one point as I overbalanced for a moment and almost fell off of the rope. We had about the same number of people."

I was just able to hear Terrence as he mumbled, "We aren't getting anywhere near the crowds we would see at other fairs."

Allison pitched in at that point, "I'm fairly new to all of this, but even I'm noticing that there are very few people at our shows here."

That was when we all were surprised, as another voice joined the discussion that we had started, it was Jack Birchland's voice.

"If I thought it would do us any good to break a commitment, I'd pack us all up now and go," he stated. "But I gave my promise to the folks that run this fair that Birchland and Whirlds of Whee would be here until the fair ends on Saturday, and I won't break that promise."

Mom turned to face Jack and smiled briefly as she looked at him, "We'll keep working, then, but I'll be glad when we can get out of here."

Jack nodded, "That will be late Saturday night, probably some time on Sunday for a lot of our folks, but no later than that."

Jack watched as we nodded our agreement to what he had said, then we wandered off to catch the shows taking place that evening.

The Roads Are Calling, or It's A Carnie Life: Part 9

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Intersex
  • Real World

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  • Performer/Entertainer

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  • Tampons
  • Maxi Pads

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The fair wound down on the following Saturday night, with the final visitors to the fair leaving just after midnight.

Dad had firmly but politely told off both Allison and I for not having gone to bed already, then said we had better get there rather quickly. As the simple thought of one of dad's 'punishments' is not something I look forward to experiencing, I was soon in our RV and in my bed.

The crowds had been no bigger over the last two days of the fair than they had been before. In fact, they might have been smaller.

By the time I woke up on the Sunday morning, a large part of the rides and equipment had already been dismantled by our folks. I noticed that four of the eleven tractor trailers were gone, which likely meant that they were already on their way to our next location in Indiana.

We had until the next Friday to get there, which was good, as it meant we could relax. Well, most of us could relax, but with all the physical stuff I've been going through over the last couple of months, mom and dad want me to be checked whenever we have time to spare to do so.

That meant we wouldn't be leaving the Carroll County area until the next day, possibly even Tuesday morning. I guess it would all depend on just how much time I would have to spend being examined tomorrow, as that is when the appointment mom arranged would take place.

I spent a fair part of the day that Sunday helping folks to dismantle the other rides and equipment, then load them into the trailers.

The last big rig pulled out of the Carroll County fairgrounds at 9:17 on that Sunday evening.

I would have loved to have some grilled sausages or venison burgers, but that pair of guys, their van and grill had already left the site.

**********

I'd been feeling slightly 'under the weather' for the last two days or so, with no idea as to why. It never occurred to me to consider the fact that my body is developing as a girl, not as a boy, so I just continued with whatever I was doing until the final truck had gone on its way.

I'd headed back to the RV at that point. Mom had made some chili earlier in the day, and I warmed up a large bowl and a hamburger bun, then split the bun, put the two parts on a plate and spooned some of the chili onto the bun halves, thereby making some instant sloppy joes.

It didn't take me long to finish the chili a la sloppy joe meal and clean out the bowl. I finished it by drinking a large glass of fresh milk.

I was feeling fairly tired at that point, which was just about ten PM. I crawled up into my bed space and was soon asleep.

**********

I woke up during the night, shortly after two AM, needing to use the washroom.

I padded to the bathroom, sat down to use the toilet to pee and saw some blood down there. I guess I freaked out and screamed really loudly.

Mom came running from the big bedroom at the back of the RV and yanked open the bathroom door, dad right behind her, only to see me staring down at my genital area, still screaming at the top of my lungs. Mom stepped in, knelt in front of me and grabbed me in a tight hug.

It took a few minutes before I realized she was holding me, then the screams shifted to nervous hiccups before I could finally speak.

"Mom... I'm... I'm bleeding down there," I managed to squeak out, pointing at my genital area just to make it quite clear what I meant.

Mom nodded, continuing to hug me tightly, then said, "You were told not quite two weeks ago that you might start some time soon, love."

Mom released me at that point, then stood and reached into the small cupboard under the washroom sink and pulled out a box. She reached into the box, grabbed an item that looked like a fake firecracker with a bit of string on it, then told me it was a tampon and how to use it.

She also pulled out one of two pads that were in the box, handing it to me. "Tampon first, then the pad just in case, okay?"

It obviously wasn't one of my better moments, it took me almost five minutes to get that darn tampon in properly, then put the pad in my underwear. After I had cleaned myself appropriately, I exited the bathroom, getting another hug from mom, then one from dad.

That was unusual, dad doesn't often hug me, I guess it was one of those guy things because I was thought to be a male until recently.

I made my way back to my bed over the front seats as mom and dad waited in the short hallway leading to their bedroom.

**********

I woke up just after 7 AM that Monday morning to the smell of mom's homemade omelettes being cooked on the small stove.

Normally, that smell would have me nearly drooling. Not this morning, though, my body had other things to deal with at the moment.

As I passed by mom, I asked her if there were any other tampons in that box. I already knew there was one last pad in there.

She said there were two or three tampons left and smiled briefly as I continued on my way to the washroom.

Well, I'd like to say that I did better the second time around, but the truth would be otherwise. It took almost ten minutes before I was done, that included the fact that I had needed to pee first as I usually did when I woke up for the day, then I headed out to the small kitchen area.

Mom grinned at me and handed me a plate with a huge omelette on it, packed with my favourite ingredients, including hot peppers. On the side of the plate I could see three slices of bacon as mom handed me a smaller plate with two slices of toast slathered in peach marmalade.

I have no idea where she managed to get the marmalade, but it was the perfect finishing touch to that breakfast meal.

After I had finished eating, including a large glass of orange juice, I went back into the bathroom to have a quick shower. I put my hair into a cap to keep it dry as I showered, then when I was done, I dried myself, quickly realizing that rubbing as I used to do could be rather painful.

Mom was in the bathroom after me for her shower. Dad had apparently had one the night before and was already dressed for the day in a pair of stonewashed jeans with some worn patches over both knees and a t-shirt showing one of my favourite bands, Led Zeppelin.

I followed dad's example, dressing in a pair of jeans and a matching t-shirt, although my jeans didn't have extra holes in them.

Mom came out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around her, and a few minutes later, appeared in a similar outfit.

We were on our way to the Carroll County Memorial Hospital to meet with a Dr. Peter Cantrell, who had been assigned to my case after I had met with Dr. Sandridge at the previous appointment. Dr. Sandridge had recommended Dr. Cantrell fairly strongly to my parents.

**********

The appointment with Dr. Cantrell had been set for 10 AM, but we were there shortly after 9:30 that morning.

Mom and dad were soon busy filling out various bits of paperwork while I sat there and fretted over everything, especially last night's events. I had soooo not been prepared for the sight of menstrual blood when I'd entered that bathroom, as I've already mentioned here.

We weren't actually called in to see Dr. Cantrell until just after 10:20 AM, apparently he'd been delayed on the way in to the hospital.

Once we were in the office and settled down on some chairs, mom and dad filled him in on everything. That took a few minutes, even more when they produced several documents detailing the medical tests, exams and other things that had been done since it was all discovered.

They then informed him that he had initially been intended to only be a check-up on an ongoing basis, but that things had changed very recently, last night, in fact. Mom then went on to tell him rather explicitly about my reaction to seeing myself menstruating for the first time.

Let's just say that I turned as red as a beet when mom mentioned that, and of course, Dr. Cantrell noticed my reaction and chuckled.

He then went on to say that he wanted to do a few tests, primarily another ultrasound and blood tests, just to verify that everything was fine. He then stated that he also wanted to have my breasts looked at, a simple physical check of them is what he actually said.

A short while later, I was being led into a small room, told to strip and put on one of those silly hospital smocks that don't fully close and wait. The wait lasted a bit more than ten minutes, then a young woman led me to another room where they extracted seven vials of my blood.

Now, I don't normally make much of a fuss at having blood taken, but I'd been feeling a bit off recently, and so I whined at her. I didn't actually say anything, just made one of those ick faces you see in pictures of people seeing something distasteful and vocalized it all in a whine.

Once she had finished in her attempt to drain me dry, she put a bit of cotton on it, then taped it down and led me back to that other little room.

I sat in there, thinking about everything that I was experiencing and wishing that it could all be over with as soon as possible.

I'd been in there for not quite half an hour after I returned before another young woman showed up, saying the ultrasound was ready.

That wasn't any different really from the last time I'd had one, although things looked a little more fully formed this time.

The tech, a fortyish woman with slightly graying rather long hair, smiled at me as she wiped me cleaning, saying, "Everything looks fine."

I had just entered that little room where I had been told to wait each time when a mature woman called my name. When I answered, she led me to a small exam room, had me sit on the examination bed as she checked my breast growth, then lie down to get a different view.

She was soon done, mentioning that I looked to be a fairly full A cup at the moment, which was very significant growth for a month or two.

Then it was back to that little room, getting out of that silly smock and back into my clothes, at which point I returned to the doctor's office.

Apparently, the test results had already reached him, as he was nodding while looking intently at two sheets in particular.

It turned out that the two sheets were both ultrasound images, one from the hospital in San Bernardino, one from here.

"Well, Lara, there isn't a large amount of change from the ultrasound you had at Loma Linda about two weeks ago, but your internal organs are still maturing. If things keep going as they seem to be doing, you'll be fully functional within the next six to eight weeks, ten at the most."

I gasped, then curled up on the seat, leaning sideways over the edge of it to try to hug mom as I lost it. I started bawling, life had definitely taken a rather serious left turn along the way. As things stood now, knowing I could menstruate meant I knew that I could face pregnancy, too.

Hopefully, that will be delayed for quite some time. Besides, I think I'm attracted to girls, so that might be out of the question, which is a relief.

I managed to pull myself together after a good cry on mom's shoulder. I guess it's a good thing she wasn't wearing a high-end blouse.

After several more minutes of discussion with the doctor, he stated that it would be good to continue having assessments of the actual physical development on a fairly frequent basis, perhaps every two weeks or so if we could find the time. Mom and dad agreed.

When we walked out of the hospital, a clock on a wall in the entry area showed the time to be not quite 1:30 PM.

We headed back to the fairgrounds, where we met up with Tina, Ricki and Allison, then gathered in our RV to prepare and have lunch.

**********

Having those three girls there when we returned from the hospital that afternoon was a good thing, a very good thing, indeed.

We decided to make some hot dogs and a macaroni salad, and the kitchen area was soon filled with busily working people.

The actual lunch turned out to be fairly good, although the mac could have been cooked a wee bit longer before being turned into a salad.

After the meal and the clean-up had been done, we prepared to leave Carroll County behind us, our next destination the Marion County Fair.

The actual trip to Marion County wasn't particularly long, we headed over to I65, then followed that north until we reached the southern outskirts of Indianapolis. From there, it was a quick run up I465 to where the cloverleaf by I74 was located before we could turn off and work our way around to be able to use Old US 421, then along S. Hunter Rd., Southeastern Ave. and E. Troy Ave. to reach the fairgrounds.

We were obviously there quite early, but considering that we hadn't had to go very far, that was expected.

**********

I still felt a bit off, having had to switch tampons twice since this morning. There were times I wished things were different, specifically along the lines of my being female rather than male. Life as a male had been so much simpler in so many ways, it was bloody frustrating!

Mom decided to hit a pizza place a bit further down Southeastern Ave. One of the girls had said they'd had pizza there in the past and it had been pretty decent. Tina went with mom after taking down info on the various toppings we all wanted on our pizzas.

It turned out that the six of us all wanted different toppings, so they decided to split three pizzas, half a pizza for each person.

Mom and Tina returned not quite an hour later, loaded down with three pizza boxes. Mom was also carrying a plastic shopping bag like you can get at most convenience stores, grocery stores or supermarkets. Everyone dived into the pizzas, claiming their halves as fast as possible.

I'm glad the food had arrived, as that distracted me from remembering what I had seen in the plastic bag mom had been carrying. I was one of the first to finish eating my half pizza, so I made my way to the washroom and peed, then had to come out because I needed a tampon.

That was when I noticed the bag, which had been left near the door so it wouldn't be under everyone's feet as they ate. A quick look in the bag showed that mom had picked up a large pack of Kotex® maxi pads and a pack of Kotex® tampons. Well, that solved that problem.

I ripped open the pack of tampons, then pulled one out, stopped for a moment and grabbed two more for later. I rushed into the bathroom and spent the next several minutes getting the tampon properly situated. I might actually get the hang of that some time soon. Maybe.

After another quick wash once I was done, I exited the bathroom again and sat down, noticing that everyone else seemed to be finished eating. Well, one of the good things about pizza is that leftovers can be stored fairly easily, and there were maybe nine or ten slices left total.

Mom found one of those snap tight containers and placed the leftover slices in there, layering them as needed, then closed it and placed the now almost full container on the lower shelf of the fridge. Those slices would most likely be gone by the middle of the following day.

**********

The next few days passed by in what seemed to be rather high speed. My period finished on Thursday afternoon. At least, that was when I knew it was done, as there was no new blood down there when I removed the old tampon and placed it where it belonged.

Allison and I were often seen doing our usual training exercises, including spending time up on the rope once it had been erected in our tent.

All of our rides had been set up by that point, plus several booths including dad's bottle one and the pony ride paddock.

I had the luck to be able to introduce a cute five year old girl named Melanie to her first pony ride ever. She apparently loved it, as I couldn't get her off of Maybelle, the pony she had been riding, until more than two hours had passed and little Melanie started to become tired.

Her mom noticed that, and soon had carefully pulled Melanie from Maybelle's back as I stood there and held on to Maybelle's reins.

Well, I'm sure that at some point soon, Melanie will likely ask her mom about riding lessons. Those lessons can be pretty expensive.

**********

The fair opened late afternoon on Friday, and it didn't take long before people were scattered all over the place having fun.

Allison and I were doing two shows each weekday evening, drawing fairly decent crowds at those times. We had also done two shows during the day, but like our recent time at Carroll County's fair, the number of people wasn't very high, so the audiences were rather small.

Saturday turned out to be quite good for us. We put on four shows once the fair opened, getting good crowds and lots of applause.

When we weren't up on the rope, we sometimes watched some of our other shows. We had a great time on Saturday afternoon, between two of our performances, watching the acrobats do their thing on their equipment, with Peter and Jenny below them juggling bowling pins.

It was actually quite amazing just how much progress Peter and Jenny have made in the last two months or so since we started our wanderings around the country. Back then, they were often hitting the acrobats unintentionally. Now, they were barely missing them intentionally.

It sure was something to see, as Eric and his family deftly avoided the flying projectiles while tumbling this way and that way up there.

Sunday was a repeat of Saturday, with us doing four shows through the day, all to fairly large audiences and plenty of applause.

We managed to catch the clowns doing their bit between our second and third performances that day, which is when I learned about Allison's fear of clowns. She held on to me rather tightly as she told me about a boy in her home town who had played a clown and scared her very badly. She hadn't learned until some time later that the boy had been egged on by a few of his friends, but by then, Allison had moved away.

I held her close, letting her know that I understood what it was like to be afraid of something, then asked if she would let me introduce her to our clowns. She looked at me for a moment, perhaps to see if I meant to harm her somehow, then nodded and followed me over to them.

It didn't take her long to realize that our clowns were only friendly ones, and she seemed to be fascinated by young Michael. Michael happens to be Barry's son, he and his sister Linda had loved to watch their father doing his clown acts and had had him teach them to be clowns.

What made it even more interesting was the fact that Allison seemed to be attracted to Michael notwithstanding his being in costume.

Well, I guess it's pretty clear where Allison's heart is leaning. I took a moment to talk with Barry, letting him know what was developing. Barry nodded, muttering that he had seen Michael's reaction to Allison being there, and that he would tell Michael to go slowly with Allison.

Allison and I were soon doing another performance, drawing what looked to be a larger crowd and even more applause this time.

**********

From Monday through Friday of the following week, the daytime shows had sparse attendance, with the evening shows being quite good. I overheard a conversation between dad and Jack Birchland on Tuesday evening, where Jack said we seemed to be ahead a bit already.

I didn't catch dad's reply, but I did hear Jack say that we might end up getting about $700 or so more than our costs, plus the various tip jars.

Doing the day shows was darn near boring, it's hard to really put your all into it when there's maybe ten people watching you. That didn't stop Allison and I from working our butts off, doing everything we could to make each show as good as possible for the audience.

When we weren't performing on weekdays, we wandered around the various exhibit buildings to see what they were showing. We weren't really noticing what the buildings contained, except for the ones with the animals, it's hard not to notice animals living close together, hmm?

On the second weekend of the fair, we were kept busy with our performances and training, although we did take time to relax now and then. Allison and I watched Eric and his family doing their acrobatic stunts with Peter and Jenny adding their bit of flair to the show.

Eric must be working both of them pretty hard, they were even better this time than they were just a week before.

I'm pretty sure we were all glad when the fair closed for the last time on that second Sunday night.

Brockton Fair in Massachusetts is our next stop. That doesn't open until Friday afternoon, so we have four days to get there and prepare.

The Roads Are Calling, or It's A Carnie Life: Part 10

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

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  • Novel Chapter

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Intersex
  • Real World

TG Elements: 

  • Performer/Entertainer

Other Keywords: 

  • Grooming

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Please note: Grooming, as I use the term here, does not refer to keeping oneself clean, but to someone picking up young folks, telling them that they can have a good life if they come along with them, then the kids end up being coerced into becoming either thieves or prostitutes.

**********

I'm not sure why, but I was pretty wiped out after the fair had shut down on Sunday evening, and soon wandered off to my bed.

Allison mumbled something about wanting to stay up late, but Tina told Allison to move, and Allison being wise beyond her years, did so. I actually overheard that little bit of conversation just before I went back to the RV to sleep, and it had me giggling for a moment.

I'm glad that Allison is with us, even though she lost her whole family in the process. I hope she remains happy here with us.

I slept like a proverbial log, dead to the world, until early the next morning. My little clock radio in my bed area showed it was 7:15 AM.

Dad was already up, sitting at the kitchen table staring at his laptop, with a cup of almost steaming coffee sitting on the table in front of him. I asked him what was going on that he needed to use a computer to do it, and he said something about getting more courses for Allison.

That had me grumbling and whining that I already did quite enough schoolwork, especially as I almost had enough credits on hand to satisfy the state board back home regarding my being able to get my high school diploma. Heck, I may not be super smart or anything, but when you have a teacher like mom drilling you on a wide variety of subjects for a few hours almost every day, you'd better be learning something, hmm?

Dad laughed and repeated himself, making sure to speak clearly this time when he said he was looking into courses for Allison.

It's actually been a bit more fun lately, as Allison is now studying with me, although she's largely covering stuff I did last year or two years ago? She's about a year younger than I am, so not quite fifteen, but she didn't do very well in her old school due to having several bullies there.

I guess she's glad that she can actually stay out of the school system and learn for once. That must make a rather big difference to her.

I just realized that Allison didn't mention anything about that when she told dad and I about how she ended up on the streets.

Well, I guess it's her business as to what and when she decides to tell us about anything in her past, and to whom she might choose to tell it.

**********

I had a quick breakfast of a bowl of Special K™ cereal with milk and a bit of sugar, plus a blueberry muffin mom had been hiding in the fridge. Mom can be slightly sneaky when it comes to some foods, she'll tuck an item in behind something else so it isn't immediately visible.

Well, I had half finished that blueberry muffin when mom came into the kitchen area and saw me eating it. Oops! I'm in trouble!

She growled at me for a moment for taking her last muffin, then grumbled under her breath that at least I was eating something sensible.

I giggled as I finished eating, then stopped in the bathroom just long enough to brush my teeth before heading out of the RV.

One of the rigs was pulling out of our area, turning to head for the exit and the long trip to our next stop.

I didn't manage to see who was in the cab of the truck, or get much of a look at it, so I have no idea if it's the one Lane or Billy handle.

I wandered around the area, helping guys to gather parts together and to load bits and pieces when it didn't require the forklifts.

The last of the rides was stripped and loaded just before noon, and the truck with the 53' trailer headed off for the eastbound highways.

We only stayed around long enough to have a light meal, then we were also leaving, making our own way to Brockton, Massachusetts.

**********

It took us a short while to figure out how best to reach the I70 to go eastbound.

Once we were on the interstate, we soon left Indiana behind, entered Ohio and continued eastbound on I70.

We kept going until we reached Wheeling, where we stopped for a meal at a Chinese food restaurant before we hit the road again. The food wasn't the best Chinese I've ever had, but it was decent enough, plus they served enough that we would have leftovers for a while.

We returned to the eastbound I70, which we followed as we crossed into Pennsylvania, then switched to the I76 at New Stanton.

I'm not sure why we stayed on the road as long as we did, but we finally pulled into a motel 6 on the outskirts of Harrisburg just before midnight. Allison had spent the evening with us, as mom had decided that it was the perfect time to have us doing lessons yet again.

I'm pretty sure I heard Allison swearing about having to study, but she wisely kept that language to herself once we were around mom.

Allison and I ended up sharing a room with Tina and Ricki, mom and dad had decided to stay in the RV overnight.

I'm not sure who else was in the motel with us, I just remember seeing several vehicles pulling in behind ours when we stopped for the night.

A quick raid of the limited supplies available in the motel office ensued, and soon afterward, Allison and I were nose deep in chip bags.

We munched and chatted for about half an hour with Tina and Ricki, I suppose we were all winding down after a day on the road.

All four of us were in bed by 12:30 AM, and soon asleep. I woke up once, needing the bathroom but otherwise slept just fine.

We were all awake and ready to go around 8:30 AM, and a group decision had us stopping at Bob Evans for breakfast.

That proved to be a good way to start the day, each of us enjoyed a nice meal. For me, it was the Everything. For dad, it was the Double Meat Farmer's Choice, Mom, Tina and Ricki all chose the Fruitful Farmer breakfast, and Allison finally settled for the Buckeye Farmer's Choice.

After breakfast, we resumed our journey, still following I76 for the moment.

That changed when we reached King of Prussia, where it became the I276 and we bypassed Philadelphia, eventually reaching Highway 1, which we used to reach I95. Most of the rest of our journey would be on I95, as it heads east, then northeast before it reaches the Boston area.

Brockton is just a short distance south of Boston itself, so I don't doubt we'll see a fair amount of people from the city at the fair.

We also bypassed New York, although we could see some of it off in the distance as we rolled along the interstate just across the Hudson. Correct that, we actually got to see various parts of the Bronx borough as we turned east on I95 to head into Connecticut.

Well, we saw glimpses of a lot of buildings as we went through there; I think I spotted the Botanical Garden and the Zoo, but I'm not sure.

About half an hour after we left the Bronx, we rolled into western Connecticut. It sure is a lot more open there, some darn beautiful country.

We stopped in New Haven for lunch at Anastasio's Boathouse Cafe. The food was good, well worth the price and the stop.

Then it was back to the I95 as we continued to travel across Connecticut, then cut through Rhode Island before we entered Massachusetts.

We reached Brockton, Massachusetts, just after 4:30 PM, and met with security at the fairgrounds just after 5 PM.

We were led back to our location, where we found two of the rigs already there, unloading and preparing to put everything together.

I've never shirked a bit of honest work, so I headed over to the trucks, at which point I nearly ran headlong into Lane.

Let's just say I was mighty embarrassed, I backstopped rather fast, then lifted my arms up hoping I could cover up my red face.

Nope, my luck was good enough, he noticed, and after a good chuckle which I eventually joined him in, we got down to business.

When we finally stopped just after 9 PM on that Tuesday evening, I was pretty bushed, but not enough to resist the smell of a freshly fired grill!

Hot darn, those two guys have crossed paths with us again! What can I say, I ate well, as I always seem to do when they're around!

Even better, I finally learned their names! The younger guy, I think he's late 20's, maybe? That's Jeremy, the older guy is his brother Barrett.

Once I had finished eating, Allison not far from me throughout the wonderful meal, I sat around for about two hours before going to bed.

**********

When I woke up the next morning, dad said Allison and I wouldn't be needed for the setting up and that mom wanted to go shopping.

I giggled, I'll bet dad is going to be wanting to scream once he finds out how much we can spend while out having fun shopping.

Anyway, after a breakfast of Special K™ and toast, I joined mom, Allison, Tina, Ricki, Kerry, Lisa, Albany and a few others as we piled into three or four vehicles and headed into Boston to look at some good quality boutique shops shops initially, then hit a couple malls later.

We spent most of the morning wandering from one boutique shop to another along Newbury Street in Boston.

I didn't see anything that said "buy me!", but I think I saw mom putting a couple of items into a carry bin that seemed oriented to teen girls at one store. I didn't actually see if she bought the items or not, as Tina distracted me at one point by having me look at some lovely halter tops.

Oh, man, they looked really nice, but it hit me like a ton of bricks at that point that I was just starting to develop, I wasn't done growing yet. Well, according to the tests done by various doctors this year starting back with Dr. Brandt, they all stated I might be lucky to add a few inches to my height over the next year or two, and that most of my growth will be in the usual ways of female development, primarily breasts and hips.

I didn't realize just how fast time can pass when you're busy like that. Before I knew it, it was after 1 PM and my stomach started growling!

Mom suggested we go over to this place called James Hook & Co. for lunch, she said the lobster there was quite good but not too expensive. That sounded pretty good to me, even though we spend our winters not too far away from several decent lobster fishing sites.

Well, just because we live not far away from them doesn't mean we could afford to eat it often, but it did make for a nice occasional treat!

Anyway, we spent an enjoyable hour or so in the restaurant, then headed back to the shops, this time at the Corner Mall.

We had a good time there, roaming through Bath & Body Works, Discovery Imports, E. B. Horn, Rainbow, The Jewelry Store and Wet Seal.

I picked up a nice little sundress in Rainbow for under $10, plus a pair of three inch pumps that not only looked good but were comfortable.

I was mostly just browsing as we wandered through the other stores, except when mom had me pick out some bath supplies for myself while we were in Bath & Body Works. I noticed Tina and Ricki nudging Allison over my way, so the two of us had fun deciding what we wanted.

We eventually made up our minds, after changing them half a dozen times or so while looking at the choices available.

I settled on some rather pleasant smelling strawberry scented items, while Allison opted for a similar set in vanilla scents.

We arrived back at the Brockton fairgrounds just before 7 PM after spending the day wandering around downtown Boston.

Most of the rides and other pieces already seemed to be in place, with just a bit of work still to be done before everything was ready.

Allison and I spent the next few hours being grilled by mom on a variety of subjects. She's a tough but fair schoolmistress.

**********

Well, the next thing on the agenda was me going into Boston again on Thursday afternoon for yet another medical assessment.

I'd been sitting in the waiting area of the doctor for nearly an hour already, after having arrived here just before 1:30 PM.

I hadn't known it until the night before when mom told me, but I wouldn't be eating in the morning as they want fasting bloodwork this time.

I sat there griping and grumbling while my stomach complained at being treated so unfairly, and almost missed my name being called.

Mom got up and led me into the office, where we took seats on the front side of the small desk and waited for Dr. Hillman to appear.

He came in perhaps a few minutes later, we talked for a short while, then he had a nurse take me out to get several vials of blood.

Once I had been drained nearly dry, or so it seemed, the nurse led me back to the office where the doctor was still talking to mom.

He had me get up on an exam table for a few minutes, where he took my blood pressure, temperature, then checked my ears, eyes, and throat. I wasn't expecting all of that, honestly, but he stated as he was doing the tests that it was a good idea to cover all the bases regularly.

He also spent a moment examining me for physical changes, after waiting to have a nurse present while doing that at mom's behest.

When he had finished, I returned and sat beside mom, waiting to see what he had to say.

What surprised both mom and myself was that my blood tests came back a lot faster than we expected. "Lab on site," Dr. Hillman stated.

He spent a few minutes looking over all of the info on the sheets he'd been handed a few minutes earlier, then smiled.

"Well, Mrs. Banfield, Lara, as far as I can see, seems to be doing quite well, no major changes from the last doctor's visit. Lara, you do seem to be slightly more developed in the bust and hips, but that isn't too significant a change, so I'm going to leave things as they are.

"The blood work is fine. Unless you have something major happen, you shouldn't need to have an MRI or ultrasound for a few months.

"For now, it might be a good idea to keep doing these assessments on a fairly regular basis. I hope you have a good day."

With that, he buried himself in a file and mom and I exited the office, then paid for the appointment and headed back to the fairgrounds.

The fair wouldn't be opening until late afternoon on Friday. What made this one odd was the staggered opening times. Weekends were open from 2 PM until midnight, most weekdays from 5 PM until midnight, except for the Tuesday and Wednesday, which were 2 PM until midnight.

The fair would end on Sunday, July 8th at 10 PM. That was the only time that the fairgrounds would close before midnight.

**********

Allison and I split most of Friday between lessons in the RV with mom and doing training to keep ourselves in tip top shape for our act. No matter what some folks might say about our act being "for little girls", it takes a lot of very precise and careful movements to do it all well.

I muttered at one point on that Friday afternoon about not enjoying having to deal with itchy breasts. Both mom and Allison heard me say it.

I turned quite red at that point, but they only giggled for a moment, then mom went into the bathroom and returned a moment later carrying a tube of cream. "Use this when you get that itchy feeling, hon," mom stated. "That's your breasts telling you that they're growing, it's not bad."

I looked up at mom. Even though she's only a couple of years short of 40 now, she still looks really good and quite beautiful.

"Mom, am I going to end up with breasts like yours?" I asked. "It does seem to be fairly common among the women in your family."

That last remark was muttered with me trying to hide my face in my shirt, even with my one hand pointing toward her chest.

Mom shrugged, then grinned at me, saying, "Maybe, but there are a few women in the family that aren't as well developed breast wise."

I blushed again, then walked into the washroom where I spent the next few minutes applying that cream all around my breasts.

Since the fairgrounds would be kept closed until opening each day, Jack decided not to bother with day shows except for on the weekends, and on Tuesday and Wednesday of next week, when they open at 2 PM. Mom said we could spend the extra time doing school work.

Dad laughed and agreed with mom, adding in that it was better for us to be doing that than wandering around alone somewhere.

Allison and I had no idea, after that little discussion, just how close we would come to losing everything we had.

**********

When the fair opened on Friday evening, we were all ready, and we kicked it off with a blast!

Mom and Terrance opened up in the one big tent we have with the three lions, while Allison and I started things off in the second big tent.

We had a great performance, one of our best since Allison started performing with me, and the applause was definitely worth the effort!

On the days where the fair would open at 5 PM, the lions and elephants would do three shows each, those of us in the second tent two each.

We would speed things up a bit on the days when they opened at 2 PM. Mom and Terrence would do four shows, as would Brant with the elephants. Allison and I, the acrobats, and Jackson would all squeeze in three shows each in the second big tent.

**********

When we weren't busy doing our act or being grilled by Sgt. Mom over our school work, Allison and I would wander around the fairgrounds, checking out some of the animal shows and the various exhibits. We were able to catch the magic show on July 1st, which was quite amazing.

In the evenings, as we wandered around, we could hear music coming from either the grandstand or the pavilion. The bands for both locations changed each night, but we often found ourselves happily standing somewhere listening, clapping and singing along to the music.

It was while were listening to one of those bands, this one being a high energy R&B group from New England called KG Express, that we had a rather big scare. We were both swaying to the music when a big man, who appeared to be around 30 or so, started talking to the two of us.

At first, we weren't actually listening to the guy, but he kept close to us, talking whenever he thought he might be heard. "Hey, girls, you two should come with me, I can show how people really live around here, lots of good times..." and more of that same sort of thing.

Now, as I said, we were more focused on the music than the guy, which was a mistake. After several minutes of us only occasionally glancing his way, the guy went so far as to grab each of us by an arm and started to drag us away from there. He stopped after about fifty feet, though, and Allison and I stumbled to a halt on either side of him just in time to see my mom standing there, holding a cocked .45 Colt in her hands.

We were just far enough away from the music to hear her, "Mister, if you have even a lick of sense, you'll let my two girls go NOW!"

That last word came out in a semi-shout, which drew the attention of a fair number of folks around us, including three nearby policemen.

The guy soon found himself surrounded by a rapidly gathering crowd as my mother explained to the officers what she had seen him doing.

He then found himself roughly frisked and his name transmitted over a handheld radio, with a response coming back just a moment later: "Hold Mr. Dawtrim on two counts of attempted kidnapping, he's wanted regarding several cases of teens being groomed for a theft ring."

That resulted in Mr. Dawtrim trying to break free, which failed quite spectacularly, with him being dropped to the ground hard by an officer.

Several minutes later, a police vehicle slowly made its way through the lanes of the fairgrounds, then he was stuffed into the back seat. One of the officers that had arrived in the car could be heard as she leaned through one of the open car doors to Mirandize Mr. Antoine Dawtrim.

Another fifteen minutes passed before mom was cleared to go, although she was warned to get up to date on a concealed carry permit.

From what we could learn, this guy was in a lot of trouble; several kids were missing after meeting him, two of whom were known to be dead.

How did we learn all of this? Well, we were standing about ten feet from the open window of the police car and could just barely hear the radio.

Actually, it was Allison that could hear it. I have to say, she has really good hearing because that radio wasn't on loud at all.

A quick discussion with the police told us we likely wouldn't be needed in court, other than the statement that mom had given them.

When we were finally free to leave, both Allison and I held onto one of mom's hands as we returned to our area of the fairgrounds.

Dad was not happy that we had that happen, but he didn't give us a lot of grief over it; instead, he wrapped us both in a fierce hug.

**********

Things went back to as close to normal as they can after something like that. I do know we were being constantly watched by a lot of our folks.

I'm just glad we were able to work off the stress through doing our daily exercises and the actual times up on the rope itself during our acts.

You can't afford to lose yourself in your feelings up there, focus is a very necessary part of the act and it felt damn good to get back to it.

We finished to a standing ovation after our final appearance at this fair on the second Sunday evening.

Dad said we could just chill for the rest of the evening, as we'd be heading out in the morning to the Lycoming County Fair in Pennsylvania.

The Roads Are Calling, or It's A Carnie Life: Part 11

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  • crazypagangurl

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  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

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  • Novel Chapter

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

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  • Intersex
  • Real World

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  • Performer/Entertainer

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  • Caution: Possible Triggers

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That Sunday night was a quiet one for all of us. I surprised mom and dad by making no protest when dad said I needed to be in bed. I'm not sure, but that may be due to the feelings Allison and I have been going through since that jerk Dawtrim tried to kidnap us Thursday night.

Anyhow I was in bed a few minutes later and soon asleep, that sleep broken by dreams several times. Most of the dreams, well, the ones that I could remember when I woke up, were about Dawtrim and had him successfully kidnapping and abusing us. Scary shit, oh, yeah!

By abusing us, I mean feeding us the barest minimum to keep us alive, beating us whenever he felt like it, and worst of all, raping us both.

I'm really, really glad that I only remembered very brief bits of those dreams and not explicit details. What I remembered was bad enough.

I was really surprised that those dreams didn't have me screaming as I woke up each time. I was scared and rather upset, yep, but perhaps I knew somehow that I was safe from any harm from that jerk? I couldn't tell you, but I was very glad I didn't wake mom and dad up all night.

When I finally woke up on Monday morning, it was just after 8:30 AM. Holy geez, I wondered why mom and dad let me sleep in that late?

Well, it didn't take me long to get into a simple outfit, jeans, a t-shirt, of course one with an oldies band on it, this one showing the Grateful Dead. It was just a picture of them, not a band tour t-shirt, but it was the first one that I found that morning that I actually felt like wearing.

Slipping on my runners after I had dressed myself, I slithered down the ladder to the main area of the RV and started getting some breakfast. I was hungry, but limited myself to putting two slices of whole wheat bread into a four slice toaster and prepped a bowl of Special K™.

While I waited for the toaster to finish, I also poured a glass of orange juice from the big jug in the fridge. That was interesting, I couldn't recall us getting jugs that size for juice before, we usually grabbed a one or two quart carton. Oh, well, that just means there will be more for later.

**********

I had finished my toast and half of the cereal when the outer door of the RV opened and mom entered the vehicle.

"Heya, kid, we've been wondering when you would get up today. You okay?" she asked me.

"Sort of, mom, sort of not." That led to my telling her about the dreams and my waking up every hour or so through the night.

Mom shook her head, then walked closer and hugged me, planting a kiss on my forehead. I squirmed in her grasp until she let me go.

"Honestly, mom, I didn't bother you guys because when I woke up each time, I barely remembered what I had been dreaming," I told her. "If I couldn't remember anything clearly, what sense would it have made to wake you both up about it? Plus I wasn't awake for long at those times."

"Even if you don't think you need to bother us, remember, hon, we just want to make sure you are okay. That means all the time, hmm?"

I sighed and nodded, saying, "Yeah, mom. I'll try to remember that. What's been happening, how much stuff is still here?"

"Not a lot, kiddo, the only big thing left at the moment is the ferris wheel and they've almost finished tearing it down," she replied.

I nodded and returned to my breakfast, drinking about a quarter of the glass of orange juice as I continued eating.

"We were just coming in to check on you and let you know we'll be leaving soon. At least this won't be a long trip," mom laughed.

I nodded again and watched as mom opened the RV's door, looked out and yelled, "Bernard, we need to get going, move it!"

I swear, at times mom sounds like a drill instructor. I guess it's no surprise that dad came running to the RV just a brief moment later, hmm?

**********

A bit less than ten minutes after that, we were exiting from the fairgrounds, heading back along I95 toward Pennsylvania.

I hadn't noticed it earlier, but apparently Tina, Ricki and Allison had stayed there with us, as I saw Tina's truck as we passed by Pawtucket.

Dad continued driving until we reached New Haven. We had enjoyed the meal at Anastasio's Boat House so much on our eastbound trip through there that we decided to have an early lunch there, and hopefully beat the lunch hour rush. It was another fantastic meal, of course.

We were back on the road just before 12:30 PM, with mom driving this time, then switching with Dad at a parking lot in Hope, Pennsylvania.

Once we had stopped, Mom muttered something about the glare from the sun starting to be a problem, and she'd misplaced her sunglasses. The rest of the drive to the Lycoming fairgrounds took roughly two more hours, with us arriving there just before 4:45 PM.

After we had met with the fairground's officials, we were allowed entry and wandered around for a bit before mom spotted one of our big tractor trailers unloading a bunch of ride pieces from the trailer, using a forklift. Dad found somewhere to park the RV and we were there.

I had no sooner put my feet on the ground than I was tearing off to help the guys with putting rides and booths together. Just as I reached the back end of that same rig that we'd seen a few minutes before, I was overtaken by Allison who had arrived on the site just behind us.

Allison and I spent a good part of that evening helping out, mostly by carrying lighter weight items or by directing the guys doing the unloading. By the time that Jack called a halt to the work, it was almost 10 PM and we had been working steadily for more than five hours.

Jack announced that he had called a local pizza place and had put in an order, then said the pizzas would get here in about thirty minutes. That gave Allison and I enough time to head to the RV and do a quick clean-up, not that we needed much more than a brief face and hand wash.

We were out of the RV and waiting for the pizzas barely ten minutes after Jack had announced it. What was amusing, honestly, was the fact that just about all of our folks that were already there were all standing around, waiting. I guess that says where our priorities were, heh?

The pizzas finally arrived, and everyone dug in, spending the next thirty minutes in the process of demolishing ten extra large pizzas.

One of the things we do, largely because we often don't know where we'll be eating, is that most of us carry a supply of paper plates. We had used those to parcel out portions of the ten pizzas we'd eaten, so it was a fairly easy task to dispose of the boxes and the used plates.

I'd managed to eat five slices from three different deluxe pizzas, so I was full and rather content as I wandered off to my bed in the RV.

**********

I was up fairly early the next morning. I was soon joined by Allison, then we had a quick breakfast of toast, Shreddies™ and juice.

Once we had finished eating, we took turns in the RV's shower, Allison having brought some clothes along with her.

We were clean and ready to go out to continue helping put everything up for the fair by 8:15 AM.

As we exited the RV, we noticed a few of the guys, including Lane and his rig partner Billy, already starting to work.

We joined in, helping where we could, much like the day before, stopping only to have lunch, another of mom's "quick mix stews". This one had what looked like chunked sausages (about 1/2" slices), sweet potatoes, an onion or two, sweet peppers, all tossed into her big crock pot.

Let's just say that when mom makes one of those stews, the pot will be completely empty by the time everyone finishes eating. It seems mom has a bit of a reputation within Birchland's folks for her stews, and they'll come running to have some as soon as they can smell it.

You might want to give us grief for using paper plates and bowls, or plastic knives, forks, and spoons, but when you live a roving life like we do, not everyone can afford to carry a collection of cutlery, plates, bowls and other items along the way, so they make do with disposable stuff.

Besides, it's a damn sight easier to clean up after fifty people or even more at times like that by using the paper and plastic items. Would you want to have to stand around and hand wash fifty to a hundred sets of dishes after a big communal meal like that? I didn't think so.

**********

After the meal, it was back to the work of setting up booths and rides. The last ride was finished just after 5:30 PM, the last booth by 7 PM.

I wandered back to our RV and entered, where I noticed mom sitting in the kitchen area looking at a site on dad's laptop computer. A quick glance showed the site was one about recipes for meals, the section mom was checking was about fish stews and chowders.

I scratched my head and wandered into the bathroom for a moment, taking care of business, then sat down across from mom.

She smiled and said that she was looking through items like that because she and dad know folks that run a commercial fishing business, and thus we would very likely be able to get the fish and other items for quite a bit less than it would cost to buy them at a grocery store.

"Pietro Costillo and his cousin Felipe run a fishing company out of a small inlet just north of Keyport. They tend to get decent hauls of tuna and cod, as well as flounder, haddock, halibut, bluefish, bonito, bass and mackerel. They also bring in lots of clams, crabs and shrimp.

"I'm looking at sites like this to see what I might want to order, this seafood chowder looks interesting. Hmm... not sure about monkfish, maybe we could change that to another type, maybe black sea bass or cod or halibut which are common in that area of the coast," she added.

Mom was pointing at this recipe: https://www.foodnetwork.com/recipes/ina-garten/seafood-chowd...

"It might take a couple of hours to make it from start to finish, but I bet there will be nothing left with all the folks we have here," mom stated.

"Mom, you should know by know, you cook one of your stews, or something like this, heck, yeah, we'll scrape the pot clean!" I giggled.

She nodded, picked up her cell which had been lying on the table, scanned through her contacts, then hit call when she found it.

It took a moment for the call to be answered, which happened just as it was about to ring for the fourth time.

"Ciao, Costillo Fishing, how I help you?" We heard the voice of a slightly distraught female answering her call.

"Hi, Annabella, it's Esther Banfield. I'm wondering if we could get some fish from you, plus about two pounds each of shrimp and crabs?"

"Ohhh, hello, Esther, it has been long time since you or Bernard call us? Let me see what I can find, yes?"

Mom said that was fine, and we then heard Annabella yelling for someone named Salvatore to get the freshest shrimp and crabs. She then yelled out for someone else named Paulo to collect at least one or two freshly caught black sea bass, haddock or weakfish.

Annabella then returned to talking with mom as she waited for the boys to bring her the items she had demanded they find for her.

"So, Esther, which do you want? Black sea bass, haddock or weakfish? Weakfish look like trout but ocean fish," Annabella declared. She then continued, "To get decent amount, you might need two or three of any of those fish, they often not big, not like bluefin tuna."

Mom took a moment to think about it, then stated that she would take both bass and haddock and the two women hashed out the order.

When they were done, mom smiled and said she would send a payment to them shortly, could they deliver today or tomorrow?

"Where you be now?" Annabella asked, to which mom replied that we were at the Lycoming county fair in Hughesville, PA.

Annabella listened, then said, "You order be there by ten PM tonight at latest, I send Salvatore to deliver personal."

Mom replied, saying, "I'lll be sure to let the folks at the fairground's gates know, so one of us can meet him there. Thanks, Annabella!"

As soon as the call had been disconnected, mom was tapping the keys, entering the info for their website, then paying for the order.

A few minutes later, she received confirmation from the shop's site that the order had been placed and would soon be on its way.

I grinned at mom as I asked her, "So do we tell anyone that you plan to make a seafood chowder soon, or leave them unaware of it?"

Mom returned the grin, "Oh, I don't plan to tell anyone until it's just about done, by which point they'll all know!"

She then said that she would be waiting by the gate to the fairgrounds later that evening to meed Salvatore and collect the delivery.

**********

Mom said that she would have a simple meal of burgers and fries waiting for us in about forty-five minutes before I wandered away.

I left the RV a short while later with a big smile on my face. I had given a promise to mom that I wouldn't mention it to anyone.

Allison soon found me, took a long look at me and asked me what the heck was happening, that I had a mile wide grin like that?

I laughed and said that I couldn't say anything, she'd have to wait and maybe she would find out some time over the next day or two.

I told Allison that mom was going to make burgers and fries, which started her whining about why she couldn't have some.

I giggled, pulled out my old cell, called mom and asked if there might be enough for Tina, Ricki and Allison, she replied in the affirmative.

"Well, Allison, I guess you got lucky, mom said there should be enough to feed you hogs," I said to her, then I was running for my life!

Allison chased me all around our area, back and forth around the vehicles, zigzagging around games booths, for almost twenty minutes. I'm not sure how I managed to stay ahead, but I did, although she came very close to catching me a few times before we both ran out of breath.

We finally stopped running, then noticed we were not far from the RV, and we could both tell that mom was cooking dinner.

We sat there in the grass near the RV, just winding down, talking quietly with each other until mom yelled the food was ready.

Allison made a quick call to Tina and we were all piling into the RV to eat.

I don't think anyone else noticed, but I saw mom heading for the gates to meed Salvatore about half an hour after we finished eating. Allison and I had gotten stuck doing the dishes. That didn't take very long, thankfully, and we decided to just relax for the rest of the evening.

**********

I guess it was good that we had everything set up by early evening that Tuesday, as the fair would start the next afternoon.

Except for this Wednesday and Thursday, the fair would be opening the gates at 10 AM each day, The rides wouldn't be allowed to start until 5 PM on the weekdays, and 2 PM on the weekends. I inferred from this that we would need to focus on our shows during the daytime.

We were up around our usual time of about 7 AM on the first Wednesday here, even though the gates wouldn't open for another nine hours. That just mean that we could use the time to relax, except that Sgt. Mom had other ideas, such as making Allison and I do schoolwork.

Yep, the two of us were stuck in that RV studying from 8:30 that morning until about mid-afternoon, then mom finally decided to let us go.

We both ran off to change into a set of our costumes, then waited as the Valbists plus Peter and Jenny had first show in our tent.

We finally got our turn, and hustled up the ladders, then cartwheeled toward the middle of the tightrope from each end. As often happens, we lost ourselves somewhat in the rhythm of the movements, only returning fully as we finished the act to lots of very vocal applause.

Jackson Pelt was the next in line, and a few folks ran in to switch things around for his act.

We did two more performances each before the gates to the fairgrounds shut at 10 PM that night, and repeated it the next day.

**********

With the gates opening at 10 AM from the first Friday onward, we changed our schedule so we each could perform five times a day.

Because the lions and the elephants were the only acts using the first big tent, they managed to do six shows each per day.

I can remember Allison and I watching mom and Terrence putting the lions through their paces while we were between shows that Friday. It had been a few months since Terrence had joined us, and it was already becoming evident that he was improving quite a bit. I suppose it was due to the fact that we knew Terrence for that long that made it possible for us to see the barest flinch now and then as the act progressed.

Compared to how he had been when he first joined us back in mid-April or so, it was definitely a major improvement.

Allison and I had a couple of wobbles up on the rope, times where we almost lost our balance, but were able to stay up there without falling.

I know Jack Birchland would have preferred to have the rides going all day, but they still brought in good money when they were running.

**********

Mom made a chowder using the bass plus about half of the shrimp and crabs on the first Wednesday afternoon, which was, of course, soon finished with someone actually scouring the bottom to get the last of it. She laughed as I showed her the pot before I cleaned it.

She did it again using the haddock plus the rest of the shrimp and crabs on the first Saturday, with the same result, as expected.

Allison and I managed to catch parts of some of the various music shows on the stages around the fairgrounds, including artists like Kenzie McCarter, Kendall Phillips, Highway Sisters, October Rose, and a few others in between doing our own shows now and then.

Yep, country music, but what do you expect from a fair that's also doing various animal events, many of them farm type animals?

There were also a few derby shows, a tractor pull, etc., but those shows each cost $10 bucks, which meant we didn't bother to see any. We may not be dirt poor, but we really can't afford to be gallivanting around, spending that much that often, without getting something useful from it.

Jack was much happier with our being able to do all the shows each day. With the rides only going for the evenings mostly, except for the weekends, that meant that the majority of what we earned would be at the entry point of the big tents as each act took place.

We gave it our best effort every time we went up on the rope, and I would have to assume we did quite well due to the applause we received.

**********

I think the scariest part of our time at the Lycoming fair was when I slipped and fell down to the net on the second Thursday evening. I'm not sure how it happened, honestly. I suppose I miscalculated my foot placement, as my foot slid off the rope, causing me to take a tumble.

I was just a bit too far away for Allison to catch me like I had done with her a while back. I heard her barely audible squeak as I fell.

As much as it might be nice to do the act without the net below us, I am very, very glad it was there this time.

I ended up with a bit of a bruise on my left shin from how I landed on the netting, but was otherwise fine. Well, if you call a bruise about 3" long by just over an inch wide a "bit" of one. It seems I hit a snap-tight connector piece on the edge between two of the net pieces.

I laughed it off, and was scurrying back up the ladder to rejoin Allison on the rope just a brief moment later, bruise or no bruise.

The fair wound down on the second Saturday evening, with the gates closing for the final time at 10 PM.

I didn't even make a fuss about heading back to the RV on that final evening of the fair, I simply went straight to bed, utterly exhausted.

Walburton's Wonderful Whirlds of Whee! or Miracles Can Happen!

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  • crazypagangurl

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  • General Audience (pg)

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  • Fiction

Character Age: 

  • Senior / Sixty+

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  • Tie-in to The Roads Are Calling
  • or It's A Carnie Life

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----- Present day, RV behind Walburton's Wonderful Whirlds of Whee rides area, Lake County Fair, Eustis, Florida -----

Phineas Terrance Walburton III, the craggy faced, tall, lean 78 year old owner of Walburton's Wonderfuls Whirlds of Whee looked around at the people crowded in his Winnebago Spirit RV. His face showed the effects of stress, fatigue and the possible loss of all he held dear.

"We're in bad shape, folks," he stated, "Right now, we owe over $26,000 in unpaid dues and fees for our rides. If we don't pay at least $9,000 of that within the next two weeks, I'll be forced to put Walburton's Wonderful Whirlds of Whee into bankruptcy. I'd like to avoid that."

Piper VandeBeer, one of the two merry-go-round operators, looked up at her boss, "How did we end up in this situation, Phin?"

"Sheer rotten luck, Piper, we had to repair the ferris wheel, the pirate ship and the twin merry-go-rounds after that accident last fall when that speeding high-flying dimwit ran into two of our trucks while trying to escape from a bunch of police cars that were chasing him. The trailers took some damage but several parts of the ferris wheel, the ship and the merry-go-rounds were damaged badly enough they had to be replaced. Those parts ended up costing us about $37,000 including shipping costs and it took three months to get the rides back up to specs.

"We were able to cover those costs, but we haven't brought in any money since then and our winter lease arrangements ended in November. I was covering the rental costs, but when the lease expired, the guy started charging us more, and our credit cards were overextended. The credit card companies have been on my butt since early January, and I got the letter yesterday that we have to pay up fast or..." he shrugged.

Janice Winterbottom, one of the ferris wheel operators, shook her head and sighed, "Damn, it sounds like we need a miracle right now, boss!"

"Yes, Janice, that is a pretty good way to describe it. I don't have a clue as to where we might find that money."

Clarke Horton, the Tilt-A-Whirl operator, growled, "What about if we all pony up some cash, could we cover the $9,000 payment at all?"

This led to several minutes of discussion, with the end result being that they could cover maybe a third of that payment from personal funds.

"Nice suggestion, Clarke," Phineas stated, "But if we did that, those of us with any cash now would be in even rougher shape."

Phineas turned and began pacing, a few step one way, turn, a few steps the other way, turn, back and forth, lost in thought.

----- June 23, 1974 at a truck stop somewhere in Texas -----

"Harry, I hate to say this, but it's time for us to part ways, Walburton's Wonderful Whirlds of Whee needs to find its own events for a while."

"Why, Phineas?" Harold Banfield asked. "Our two families have worked the roads together since 1907 when your grandfather and my great-grandfather started the business as a joint partnership. It's worked for all these years, what makes it different now than before, Phineas?"

"The fact that three of the last six places we've worked wouldn't give us permits for our rides, Harry, that means we don't earn anything. I'm not sure why the heck you keep failing to check whether the places allow carnie rides or not, but it's making it damn hard for me and my folks to keep going. I have over a dozen rides, all good for bringing in people and cash, and we haven't been able to use them much lately, Harry."

"Give me another chance, Phineas, we can work this out as a team like we've always done."

"I'm truly sorry, Harry," replied Phineas, "But this has been happening for the last three years, I can't afford to lose any more business."

With that remark thrown over his shoulder as he turned and started walking toward his first motor home, Phineas set out on his new path.

----- Back to present day, RV behind Walburton's Wonderful Whirlds of Whee rides area, Lake County Fair, Eustis, Florida -----

Phineas stopped his pacing and every person's head in the RV swivelled toward the door as a knock sounded on it.

Phineas waved to Janice who was standing closest to the door, she opened it, letting in a man about forty or so years of age.

"Hello, old Phineas, I haven't seen you since I was seven. I hear you're having financial problems, I think I can help," stated Jack Banfield.

The Trials of Shay-Va-Za: Prologue

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Violence

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Transitioning

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Intersex
  • Lesbian Romance

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This is a tale of three girls all born with male traits, of how they found each other and their adventures after they first meet.

The caution is related to various incidents described below, all but one being current events, the other occurring two years earlier.

Be warned, this first part isn't nice. There's a fair bit of what many might call needless violence, the bad guys don't leave witnesses behind. Well, not if they can help it, at least.

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January 14th, 2017, 1:38 PM, Homestead Meadows South, Texas

Shane Randall McAndrews stomped along the edge of the blacktop for several hundred feet before he realized that the stomping was making the muscles in both legs ache quite a bit. At one point, one of the muscles in his left leg cramped and Shane fell on the grass beside the road.

He'd been stomping around because he was still fairly angry about the fight he had been in about two hours earlier. He'd been wandering around inside the Cielo Vista mall in El Paso just after 11 AM when he spotted five teenagers picking on and hitting a very small child.

Shane wasn't particularly big, being about 5'7" and maybe 150 pounds, most of that being long, lean muscle, he loved to run. If he wasn't stuck in that darn prep school his dad had wanted him to attend, he would likely be involved in track and field, maybe even going to events. His other major effort in the physical fitness realm was that he maintained and improved his skills in both standard boxing and kick boxing.

But no, he was picked up by a car every Sunday at about 5 PM. They'd grab food about half way there and reach the school around 9:30 PM. He would stay at the school in one of the single rooms, then would have to go home again on Friday afternoon, back and forth every week.

He shook his head and remembered the fight, he quite honestly caught the five boys by surprise. By the time they realized he was there, two of the five were on the ground, one with a broken knee, the second with a shattered elbow. The three remaining boys moved to surround him, then all three attacked at once. Shane managed to take another boy out of the fight with a vicious kick to the head, but the last two then hit him from behind; one landed a weak kidney punch, the other rang Shane's bell just as half a dozen security people arrived and broke up the fight.

The police had been called, Shane gave his side of the story, which was backed up by the young boy the five teens had been harassing. There were at least twenty other witnesses who had seen some or all of what happened, and Shane was soon allowed to leave and go home.

Shane never heard what happened to the five teens, but he'd seen one of the four cops there watching them like a hawk before they let Shane go. He never knew the little guy's name, or anything as to why the boys had been harassing him. He hoped the kid would be okay.

He'd managed to catch a bus back to Homestead Meadows South, he and his mom lived in a nice house on Linda Rene Lane.

His mom worked six days a week as a manager in a women's clothing store in downtown El Paso to pay the bills. His father had been an accountant with a small firm in El Paso, well, up until he ran off with a secretary and over $7 million US from the company last April. He still hadn't been found, no one had the slightest idea as to where he might have gone. If they ever found him, he'd learn about life in jail.

Shane had stayed in the house long enough to make and eat two sandwiches and drink some milk, then left to work off the remaining anger.

Shane would be sixteen in just under five months, his birthdate was June 11th, 2001.

There was one other thing that was bothering him. He was intersexed and had no idea at all of how to deal with that information.

The yearly medical exam a week ago had revealed that he had partially formed female reproductive organs. This was a shock, there hadn't been anything like that showing up a year ago. He had then been told that, if things continued as they looked to be doing, he would be fully capable of becoming pregnant and bearing children, perhaps a chance to be a father as well. He really didn't need this right now!

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January 19th, 2017, 4:47 PM, Biloxi, Mississippi

Ah'm Valira Nizuna Alguroha-Mendozia, yah, it's a big mouthful, ain't it? Oh, sorry about that, the accent slips out sometimes.

I was born on May 1st, 2002, way up in the northern area of South Africa, about ten miles from the border with Zimbabwe.

I've always been small and skinny, even when I tried to bulk up, it didn't work. I'm 5'4", about 115 pounds with waist length blue/black hair. You know what I mean, hair that's so black it looks blue. I had it straightened about a year ago, it sure confuses people, they think I'm a girl!

My parents were both members of a tribe that had lived in that area for thousands of years, the earliest tales of the tribe's storytellers took place around 4000 BC and described the birth of the tribe under the watchful eyes of a goddess with a name I can't pronounce. The name of the tribe, like that of the goddess they had worshipped since those early days, is just as impossible for me to say.

The tribe has a rather interesting characteristic that has been passed down since the earliest days of the tribe itself. The males are all very, very dark skinned, you've heard the expression black as coal? Well, our men are like that, there had been only five examples of a male not being that dark in our entire history, I was the sixth. Yeah, I was born male and was raised as a boy; as far as they knew, I WAS a boy.

You see, I tell you this now because the women in our tribe are several shades lighter in skin colour than the males; they're still quite dark skinned but the colour of the women is definitely a brown, just a rather dark one. This was my oddity, my skin colour matched the women's.

The British, when they came to South Africa, called us the Fa-loh-kesh, which was as close as they could get to the first parts of the tribal name. The tribe thought it was funny, but they weren't worried about a few British explorers. The British people left within a few days and forgot us.

By the time I was born, the tribe numbered some 7,500 people, living in an area roughly 50 square miles in size. In that small area, crops were tended, various kinds of animals were bred and used for food and goods, and small houses with thatched roofs could be seen all around.

The South African governemnt has sent people here on various occasions, either to collect taxes they say we owe or for the census. What's funny is that they've never reached our homes, they always seem to get confused and return to Pretoria or Johannesburg empty handed.

I found out about two years ago that my Daddy had gone to school in the UK, then returned to the tribe. What was even more interesting was that Daddy has dual citizenship as his parents had gone on a trip to Hawaii for a chance to relax when his mom was five months pregnant. About a week after they got there, a boy from the tribe arrived, having steered his small sailboat from the eastern shores of South Africa all the way to Hawaii, he simply handed over a piece of paper and left. The brief message said "Stay until after the child is born."

So, like I said, Daddy has dual citizenship. When I was three, Daddy decided we would go to the US so he could find decent work.

About a month before we left South Africa, several important members of the tribe met with Momma and Daddy to discuss me. The big surprise for Momma and Daddy was when the tall, fierce looking female shaman told my parents that I would be intersexed. To say that my parents were stunned would be about right, they surely hadn't been expecting that, and I assume it was what made Daddy decide to leave.

Momma told me later that Daddy wanted us to be as safe as possible, so he set up a system of flights that would each be about four to six hours long, but would have us doing stopovers in two places in Africa, both of them having democratic governments. Safety is good!

The first hop was to Dar es Salaam in Tanzania, where we had a meal and waited for almost three hours for clearance for our next flight.

The second hop was to Parakou in Benin. We only had to wait about an hour here, just enough time to have something to eat.

The third hop was to Madrid in Spain, the very first place outside of Africa that I had ever seen, I don't remember much, I was only three then. We ended up having to wait almost seven hours there, partly because of some customs person giving Daddy a hard time about how we had bounced all over Africa before arriving there, partly because Daddy wanted a specific flight that would take us to London in the UK.

Daddy paid for a room in the airport hotel and we had a nice snooze before returning to the airport to be ready for our next flight.

The fourth hop was to London in the UK, Daddy arranged for us to stay at a hotel there for three days so we could wander around London.

The last leg of our crazy journey was to Jackson, Mississippi, this was the longest flight of the lot, we were all ready for bed when we landed.

We stayed in Jackson for nearly four years, Daddy took courses related to police work and Momma did a bachelor's degree in nursing. Daddy was hired as a police officer just over two years after we arrived and worked the streets for the rest of the time that we lived in Jackson.

When Momma finished her nursing degree, Daddy asked for a transfer to Biloxi and we've lived there ever since.

Just over two years ago, Daddy and several other officers were called to a shooting scene at the Edgewater Mall about two thirds of the way to Mississippi City. Three kids with semi-auto guns were holding up the jewelry department in Dillard's when dad and several other officers arrived on the scene. One of the kids had already shot a store clerk for not bagging stuff fast enough, the clerk was lying there, bleeding badly.

The store emptied in a matter of minutes after the police arrived. The situation turned into a standoff for nearly an hour thanks to one of the three gunmen using a second clerk as a hostage, the one clerk who had been shot had died before anyone could tend her wounds.

Eventually, the guy holding onto the hostage allowed himself to relax for a brief moment, thinking that he and his friends were in control.

The police officers on the scene took him down with three shots to the right side of his body. His buddies opened fire as he started to fall, one of the boys triggering off short bursts in rapid succession as he turned, daddy had his left thigh almost completely blown away.

It was all over within a minute, the last two gunmen were shot down, one taking a bullet through an eye.

Paramedics had been stationed nearby, out of the line of fire but close enough to get there very fast if the situation required it. As soon as the three gunmen were confirmed to be dead or no longer able to shoot, officers rushed in, cuffed the two survivors and the paramedics were on the job, doing everything they could for Daddy. They airlifted him to VA Medical Centre where he died on the operating table.

Momma took two weeks off to deal with Daddy's funeral and other things, then started full time as an RN at the VA Medical Centre.

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January 20th, 2017, 7:15 PM, near Tallahassee, Florida

I was born Zambrel Antoine Panateel on September 19th, 2001. I've known since I was five that I should have been a girl.

I haven't had a chance to really do anything about it yet, I don't think my parents would take it well at all, they're hard core fundy Christians.

To the few friends I've found in my online wanderings long after the parents are asleep, I'm Zanakiya, a young girl discovering herself.

I've been too darn scared to even take the chance of having any clothes here that might fit me, I'm not very big, about 5'3" and maybe 110 pounds if I'm soaking wet. I've got shoulder length reddish blonde hair from some distant Irish ancestor, wide eyes and a nice smile.

My sperm donor does road work around here, here being the farm just outside of Tallahassee, Florida. There isn't much left of the farm nowadays, when my great-grandparents were around, the farm was over 2,500 acres, there's maybe five acres now, none of it in use.

Mom just sits around in the kitchen these days, if she isn't listening to some church program, she's tipping back a bottle. I swear she can go through a 750 ml bottle of bourbon in one night, yikes! Dad isn't much better, he dives into a bottle fairly often himself once he's home.

I have no idea why, but late this afternoon, they decided to go to a bar in town and have fun, then left me alone here in the house.

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January 20th, 2017, 8:53 PM, near Tallahassee, Florida

Everything was fine until a few minutes ago, then a dark van pulled up by the house here and six men, all wearing ski masks, stepped out of it. One of them pulled a gun from a holster up near his left armpit and shot the lock off the front door.

I stood there, frozen, for a minute or two, long enough for most of the men to circle around the house. Now I was surrounded, oh sh*t!

I'm no fighter, I prefer to get along with everyone if it is at all possible, so this was definitely not a good situation.

I turned around to head for the back door and literally ran into one of the guys, who then knocked me out using the butt of his gun.

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January 21st, 2017, 12:47 AM, several miles south of Ocala, Florida

I woke up briefly at some point and was able to look out a side window of the van, a sign showing "Exit - Hwy 27 1 mile" vanished behind us.

One of the guys noticed that I was awake, reached into a bag, pulled out a syringe, filled it with something and stabbed it into one of my veins. I was out of it pretty damn fast, you know how you count down as they put you under for an operation? I started at 100, barely reached 95...

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January 21st, 2017, 7:33 AM, somewhere offroad from State Road 4a, No Name Key, Florida

I have no idea how much time passed before I woke up again, this time to see the van parked next to a large dilapidated shack. A fairly new Jeep Wrangler was parked off around the side of the building, so someone was already here. One of the guys stepped out of the van, slung me over his shoulder and carried me into the building, then opened a weird looking very heavy box, tossed me inside and locked it.

In the brief moment before I landed in that box, I saw three doors, one for a bathroom, the second and third leading to other rooms.

Oh, great, I'm stuck in a nearly solid wooden cage, not a very big one, either, maybe three feet on a side. This is not going to be fun.

I'd been in there for a while when a voice said, "No need to worry about your folks, kid. There was a really big brawl at the bar they were at, your parents were drunk to the point of sheer stupidity and tried to attack some police officers with flick knives, the cops shot them down."

Holy shit, these guys know who I am?

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January 21st, 2017, 9:03 PM, Homestead Meadows South, Texas

I'm not sure what woke me up, I think it might have been a car door slamming nearby, I'd fallen asleep on the sofa while watching a movie.

I was just straightening up and looking at the TV when someone kicked the front door off the hinges, then six guys entered the house.

Mom came out from her office upstairs, it was a converted bedroom, and one of the guys shot her in the head, no warning at all. This was getting really freaky; the gun had barely made any sound, so they were using silencers, which meant that they didn't want to be heard.

One of the guys stepped into the living room through the hall door, I flipped backward off the sofa and kicked him in the side of the head; he went down, making a fair bit of noise as he hit a bookshelf. Another guy pulled some little device from a pocket and aimed it at me.

I jumped sideways just as he pressed the button on the side of the device, I heard something go by me and hit the far wall. I twisted around a bit and was just about to jump again when he triggered the device a second time; next thing I knew, I was bonelessly sliding to the floor.

One of the guys stood over me for a moment, and just before I passed out completely, I heard him say, "Keep him under, he's dangerous."

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January 22nd, 2017, 02:18 PM, Biloxi, Mississippi

I know I was in the back of a van, I woke up as we were travelling, I made the mistake of shifting around and was noticed right away. Before I could get any chance to see anything, they'd hit me with some kind of tranquilizer and I was out of it again perhaps thirty seconds later.

Next thing I knew, I was being carried into a room somewhere, and as soon as the door was closed, the tranquilizer was used again. I have no idea why, but it took quite a bit longer for me to go under this time. While the dart was taking effect, I heard one of the two guys that carried me in here say they were in Biloxi and to grab some sleep now, the other guy turned on the TV which briefly showed the time, 2:18 PM.

Perhaps a minute or two after that, the proverbial lights went out and I knew no more.

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January 22nd, 2017, 10:47 PM, Biloxi, Mississippi

I never heard the guys as they entered the house, I'm sure mom didn't hear hear them, either.

She'd come in after a long day of work, we'd made dinner together, she had a bath while I washed the dishes, then she went to bed.

I had a pair of headphones on, connected to my iPod 4 and was listening to a series of songs by various old time rock and rollers.

Well, I tell you I got a shock that night, someone yanked off my headphones, then I heard someone else say, "Kill the woman, tranq the kid."

Another guy stepped over to mom's room, opened her door, and walked across the room to her bed. The guy apparently grabbed the pillow from under her head, which woke her up; he shoved the pillow over her head and used it to muffle the sound as he shot her.

I heard the muffled shot, turned to look toward my mom's room when I felt something hit my leg; less than a minute later, I was out cold.

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January 23rd, 2017, 4:08 PM, somewhere offroad from State Road 4a, No Name Key, Florida

Shane was barely conscious when he felt the van stop moving. This time, he stayed still, he didn't want them to see that he was awake.

His eyes were open just enough to let him see things, he made no sound as he was picked up, but he did notice there was a really dark black kid on the seat next to him. Shane wasn't sure if the kid was a boy or a girl, physically, the kid had a boy's shape, but the hair screamed girl.

One of the other guys picked the second kid up and the men stomped their way into this godawful shack, the thing looked like it might fall over if someone sneezed! He managed to catch a glimpse of a clock hanging on the wall above a counter and sink, then was shoved into a box.

Before he could twist himself around inside the thick walled box, he heard the door close, a latch snap over a hasp and a lock click shut.

A few seconds later, he heard what he presumed to be the other kid getting tossed into yet another box and that one also being locked.

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January 23rd, 2017, 6:53 PM, somewhere offroad from State Road 4a, No Name Key, Florida

Ah woke up, Ah don't know what time it was. Ah soon found that Ah was in a rather small box made of very thick wood.

There wasn't much light to see by, but it was enough to allow me to look through the slot in the door.

I could see what looked like a clock on one wall, but the angle made it impossible for me to see the time.

There was someone sitting at a table in the middle of the room. The guy looked pretty big, but flabby, I could see his pot belly.

Someone else was standing by a countertop, waiting as the coffee finished percolating. It wouldn't take long, I could hear the sound change.

Huh, that's weird... Ah can feel, see, INSIDE these guys, that one's heart is thumping pretty loud, he needs lots of exercise or he's toast.

Ah took a few minutes to use that weird new sense and look around the shack, just these two guys and kids in three of the other cages.

Uh oh, the girl in one of the cages is slowly bleeding to death, she has a medic alert, somehow sharpened a link and then opened her wrist.

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January 23rd, 2017, 10:41 PM, somewhere offroad from State Road 4a, No Name Key, Florida

Oh, damn, Ah just felt that girl go who cut herself using her medic alert bracelet, she just died, she's gone. Ah hate that Ah couldn't help her!

'This, this sort of shit is just too much to deal with', Valira whispered as tears ran down her cheeks in a steady but silent flow.

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January 23rd, 2017, 11:58 PM, somewhere offroad from State Road 4a, No Name Key, Florida

Zambrel, no, Zanakiya, stirred as she woke up.

She'd just been dreaming that she could see what these guys were planning to do, then woke and realized that it wasn't a dream at all.

She could, if she focused a bit, hear their thoughts, and it almost made her sick except there wasn't anything in her belly to expel.

They had no intention of ever letting any of them go, they planned to drug them and then use them in some sort of experiments. She couldn't get a clear idea of just what kind of experiments, but considering she now knew they would never let any of them go, it couldn't be good.

She closed her eyes and tried to steady herself, lurking in the heads of these sickos wasn't doing her much good right now.

She spent several minutes checking out the other people nearby, two people near her were asleep, another was turning cold. That last one was odd, she couldn't read any thoughts at all, then something inside her own head went "aha" and she knew that person was dead.

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January 24th, 2017, 12:30 AM, somewhere offroad from State Road 4a, No Name Key, Florida

The two guys sat in the kitchen, finishing the last of the coffee. One looked at the clock, then said, "They're secure, let's get some sleep."

The second guy nodded, and with a brief glance toward the locked boxes, each man headed into a room and soon was asleep.

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January 24th, 2017, 03:21 AM, somewhere offroad from State Road 4a, No Name Key, Florida

Shane had been dozing off and on through the evening and night, he was now fully awake. Something was different, though.

He sat there inside the box and thought for a while, then realized that he could feel the wood of the boxes, the table and the shack's outer walls, as well as the locks, the latches used as part of the locking mechanism for the boxes, a filing cabinet in one of the other rooms...

'Oh, my,' he thought to himself, 'this is weird, but I seem to be able to feel and see inside anything made of woods or metals.'

He sat there and thought for a few more minutes, then giggled very quietly and started using this new ability to examine the locks.

He eventually was able to see the inside of the lock well enough that he could insert a mental 'key'; he turned it and the lock popped open.

It took him perhaps another ten minutes to pop the locks on the three other boxes that were occupied.

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January 24th, 2017, 04:13 AM, somewhere offroad from State Road 4a, No Name Key, Florida

Shane smiled as he opened the boxes as quietly as possible, then reached into the one beside his and touched that black kid on the shoulder. The kid woke up, took a quick, startled look around, then noticed that the door to the box was open and scrambled out on their knees.

Shane stepped to the fourth box, opened it and tapped the shoulder of the kid inside just like he had with the black one a moment ago.

This kid seemed to take a moment to wake up, finally looked around, noticed the open door and crawled out, then stood up next to the box.

Shane looked into the fifth box, then sighed, there was nothing that could be done for the poor girl in there, she was lying in a pool of blood.

The fourth and sixth boxes were empty. The three teens stood there for a moment, looking around the room.

Zanakiya spotted an old, semi-rusted monkey wrench that had been left on the end of the countertop. She walked over and picked it up.

She turned to the two other teens and whispered, "There's a guy in each of the two bedrooms, I'll take one, you two deal with the other guy."

Shane and Valira nodded, Valira could feel exactly where the two men were as they headed into the bedrooms.

Zanakiya moved quietly to the head of the bed in the first room, then hit the paunchy guy's head with the wrench. She wasn't used to wielding something that big, but the blow was quite effective, he woke up, bounced back against the headboard, then slumped unconscious in the bed.

When Valira heard the guy hit the headboard in the other room, she used her newfound ability to reach inside the head of the guy in this room and gave his brain a pretty good squeeze. Like the other guy, he bounced up, fell against the headboard and was out cold a few seconds later.

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January 24th, 2017, 04:22 AM, somewhere offroad from State Road 4a, No Name Key, Florida

Zanakiya giggled and spoke fairly clearly, "This guy is out like a light, there's all kinds of stuff on the night table, I see a big handgun in a holster, two sets of handcuffs with keys, a wallet, a box of ammo, a nightstick, pepper spray, a taser. Shit, these guys were loaded for bear!"

Valira also giggled and called back to Zanakiya, "Looks like this guy has the same sort of stuff. Let's lock them to the headboards."

Zanakiya turned to the night table, picked up the cuffs and keys, and secured her guy, Valira doing the same in the second room.

Shane wandered out into the combined kitchen/dining area, looked through the drawers and returned a minute or two later with a roll of duct tape. He quickly pulled off a piece wide enough to reach from ear to ear, then smoothed it over the guy's mouth before heading to the other room. He repeated the procedure, nodding in satisfaction that these guys wouldn't be able to make too much of a ruckus after they all left.

The kids removed the other items from the night table in each room, dropping everything on the floor several feet away from the beds.

Shane smiled as he remarked, "They're locked to their beds, gagged, and they can't get to their gear. I think it serves them right!"

Zanakiya frowned for a moment, then replied, "That all looks like cop gear, you know. Are these guys actual cops gone bad or wannabes?"

Valira shrugged, saying, "Who knows? It's not something we have to worry about."

Shane remembered hearing Zanakiya mention wallets. "Check their wallets, if they have cash, take it, we can use it right now."

Zanakiya walked into one of the rooms, Valira into the other; both returned a moment later, holding a bunch of bills in one hand.

Zanakiya counted hers, "Six fifties, that's $300, fifteen twenties, that's another $300 and eleven tens, that gives a total of $710, nice."

Valira took her turn, "Five fifties, that's $250, twenty-one twenties, that's another $420 and seventeen tens for a total of $840, sweet!"

Shane nodded, replying to both girls, "So between the two of them, we've managed to get $1,550; that should be a big help!"

Valira looked around, then spotted something small on the counter; she walked over and picked up a set of keys, with a Jeep tag on it.

When Valira held the keyring in front of her, Shane laughed and said, "I bet one of those keys will start the Jeep Wrangler out there."

Valira giggled, then remarked, "We should check the fridge, see if there's anything we can take to eat that won't go bad right away."

Both girls walked toward the fridge, Valira tossing the keys to Shane as she passed him, saying, "Driving will be easier for you."

Ten minutes later, the girls were ready, they'd turned two packs of sliced bologna and a loaf of bread into sandwiches to take with them.

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January 24th, 2017, 4:45 AM, somewhere offroad from State Road 4a, No Name Key, Florida

Shane had seen a couple of rags lying around on the counter in the shack and had picked them up as they left the shoddy building.

He chuckled, then explained to the girls, "When I arrived here earlier, I saw the building and wondered how it was still standing."

He used a rag to wipe the handle on the outside of the driver's door, then opened the door, reached in and lifted the seat with the same hand. Zanakiya moved around him, then hopped into the back, buckling her seat belt. Shane and Valira took the front seats, buckling their belts.

Shane started the engine, let it warm up for a few minutes, then backed up and followed the tire tracks away from the shack.

The initial part of the journey was slow, but once they reached the state road, they followed it west and eventually crossed over to Big Pine Key where Valira noticed a sign pointing toward State Highway 1. Several minutes later, they were on the highway heading east.

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January 24th, 2017, 7:08 AM, S Dixie Highway and Card Sound Road, Homestead, Florida

It had taken a bit over two hours to reach Homestead, Florida. Shortly before they entered Homestead, Zanakiya spotted a poorly maintained sign at the side of the road advertising a car sales business in Homestead; she had Shane pull over briefly so she could see the sign again.

Shane pulled back into the traffic afterward and turned onto the S Dixie Highway, then followed it in a northeasterly direction for a while.

It took them another fifteen minutes to find the car sales place, but then they had to travel a bit further before they found a way to reach the other side, then it took a few minutes to find somewhere to leave the Jeep. Shane spent ten minutes wiping anything they'd touched.

He dropped the keyring on the driver's seat, then closed the driver's door, wiping the handle, then the three of them started walking.

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January 24th, 2017, 7:36 AM, Imperial Car Sales lot

It was about a ten minute brisk walk before they arrived at the car sales place. The three kids took a few minutes to catch their breath.

Once they had settled down, the three of them wandered around the lot looking at cars, specifically the mid-size sedans.

It took about twenty minutes, but Valira found a semi decent car, even if it was thirteen years old. The car was a Chevrolet Caprice, which hadn't been in production for at least ten years. Shane wandered over and used his ability to scan the car from end to end, then nodded.

The piece of cardboard stuck under a windshield wiper showed the price as being $500, that was a lot of cash for it, but manageable.

Zanakiya spotted a piece of scrap brown wrapping paper and a pencil lying on the ground about twenty feet from the sales centre's main door. She giggled, used the pencil to write a note saying they had paid for the car, stuffed $500 in the paper, folded it and shoved it in the mail slot.

Shane used his abilities to figure out where the keys for that car were, then discovered that he could move at least small items with just his mind. 'Wow,' he muttered, 'that could be useful!' as he pulled the keys to the door, then through the now open mail slot past the brown paper.

Three minutes later, they were all in the Chevy, buckled into our belts and heading north. They stopped at a diner and had breakfast, all three of them were ravenous. They each demolished a plate of sausages, home fries, toast, three eggs and enjoyed the fresh coffee.

Five minutes after they had finished eating, they were back in the car, getting ready to drive north to Miami.

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January 24th, 2017, 8:23 AM, inside a car in the parking lot of a diner somewhere in Homestead, Florida

Zanakiya giggled, then said, "We've been running around together for the last few hours, but we haven't introduced ourselves at all. Oops!"

Shane laughed before he replied, "Well, to most people, I'm a boy named Shane, but I found out a week ago that I'm intersexed. Shane might be a possible name, but according to the doctor, in a year or two, I'll look a lot more female than male, so I'm going to call myself Shayanne."

Both Zanakiya and Valira smiled as they responded, "Hello, Shayanne!"

Zanakiya decided to go next. "I was born as a boy and named Zambrel, but I've been a girl in here (pointing to her head) and here (pointing to her heart) since I was five. I haven't a clue as to how to be a girl, but I'm going to do it anyway, and I want to be called Zanakiya."

Shayanne and Valira nodded, calling out, "Hi, Zanakiya!"

Then it was Valira's turn. "I was born a boy, but my mom told me a while back that I'm actually intersexed; I'm not sure how exactly, and my last medical six months ago didn't show anything, but when a powerful shaman says something will happen, it often does. I was given the name Valira a few days after I was born. I didn't find out it was a girl's name until I was ten, but I see no problem with it being my name now."

Zanakiya and Shayanne turned bright smiles toward Valira, saying, "Hello, Valira!"

Shay giggled as she thought of something, then asked the other two, "We're going to stick together, right?" Both nodded yes. Shayanne continued, "Then we need a group name, what about Shay-Va-Za? The first syllable of each of our names?"

The two other girls nodded again, then Zanakiya called out, "We are Shay-Va-Za! One for all and all for one!"

All three girls clasped their hands together and chanted, "We are Shay-Va-Za! One for all and all for one!"

Shayanne put the car in gear and they started the next step on their journey, they had business to take care of in Miami.

The Voice Within

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I managed to find some of my poetry pieces, I wrote this one while reflecting on how depression, etc., can affect people.

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The Voice Within

I walked alone in a garden,
When my life seemed so drear and dark;
I could not see the flowers there
Or hear the sweet song of the lark.

I wandered here, then wandered there,
Looking for a way to the light;
I knew not where I went nor why,
Just that life seemed eternal night.

Now and then, people passing by
Would call my name, then disappear;
In lonely circles I did turn,
Till I knew naught but pain and fear.

The fog grew deep and wrapped me 'round
Until I could not see at all;
Then strange sounds did befall my ears
And none were there to hear my call.

I glimpsed a light deep in the fog
And then it slipped once more away;
I walked and paced for hours on end,
Hoping to see the light of day.

Then next to me I heard a voice,
Soft and sweet and gently calling;
It seemed to part the mist somewhat
In which I seemed to be falling.

The voice grew stronger, sweet and kind,
As sparkling lights drifted on by;
I gathered strength from voice and lights,
Looking still for a glimpse of sky.

And stronger yet and brighter still
Came voice and light, thus intertwined;
The fog began to dissipate
From heart and soul, body and mind.

Still I wandered, seeking the way
To what, I knew, must be quite close;
As light and voice grew stronger yet,
My fears became wildly verbose.

Then suddenly, all became clear,
Subtle wisdom it did impart;
That voice I hear and always will,
For it abides within my heart.

Tiffani Pontchartrain
© January 22, 2006

Those Fertile Fields: Chapter 1

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It sure is weird living in a place where everyone else wears female clothes almost all of the time. Well, there are some exceptions, I guess, it seems a lot of girls like to wear boys' T-shirts as night shirts, you know, not quite full nighties for when they sleep.

I'm sure there are other clothing bits and pieces that are male that girls like to wear, but I'm drowning here in a sea of feminine clothing.

Heck, it's a darn good thing that Shelly headed back to her university dorm in New Orleans after dad's funeral. If she were here, there would likely be even more female clothing all over the place. Aww, crap! There are times I want to freak out, right now is a prime example.

You're asking why? Well, let me put it to you this way, I HAD room in my closet at Sally's house, until Paula stuffed her older clothes in there. Now... now, I have to shove her stuff aside rather firmly just to be able to reach my long sleeve shirts, pants and light jackets.

It doesn't get really cold here in the fall and winter months, but it can get a wee bit nippy at times, so long sleeves are a good thing then.

School is going to start up again in a few days. I'm hoping that things stay as they were, the school I've been going to for the last few years is Rene A. Rost Middle School in Kaplan, Louisiana, which has about 400 students, and we actually get a fairly decent education here.

Paula will be in her last year of high school, she attends Abbeville High School in Abbeville. I'll likely be going there next year.

Elaine will also be going to that high school, she'll be in Grade 10 this year, she likes school from what she says when she decides to talk. Hey, she's a bit different, I guess. At least she doesn't jabber away at an insane speed that makes it impossible to understand her at all.

Samantha will be in her second year of school here at Rene A. Rost. She's a smart kid, she really loves to learn.

It's late summer, I think I'm going to wander down to the shore. If no warnings have been posted, a swim will be a nice distraction for me.

**********

Mmmm, I really, really needed that swim! I managed to get some kinks out while enjoying the water, then headed back to Sally's place.

Sally's place is on the very eastern edge of Tanner's Crossing, it's in a bit better condition than most of the shacks around here. It's not just that Sally's house is quite a bit bigger than most of the others, but it is put together in a way that makes it much more likely to last for a while.

Our old place was on the other end of town. Although it wasn't as bad as many of the shacks here, it wasn't on a par with Sally's place.

I headed into the house, then toward my room. Hmmm, the door is open, I could have sworn I closed it earlier.

I shrugged and entered, then noticed the mess. Just about all of my clothes from the closet had been dumped on my floor.

A quick look in the closet revealed that it was now filled with female clothing from one end to the other, some of it Elaine's, some Paula's.

What made it seem really weird is that, as far as I could see, everything hanging up in that damn closet was clothing they've outgrown.

I don't know what the hell is going on here, but this crap has to stop. My closet should be for me to hang up MY clothes, not theirs.

**********

Once dinner was finished and the dishes had been washed and dried, I asked to hold a house meeting. Sally agreed.

I waited until all three girls living in the house were present, then I ripped into Paula and Elaine for stealing MY closet the way they had done. When Sally heard that I had found all of my clothing that had been in the closet on my floor, she was definitely not pleased.

She took her own turn at the two girls, asking them why they had done it. That was when I received a rather rude surprise.

Paula hissed at me, saying, "Look at that freak, he looks like pictures of Mom back when she first met dad as a young woman!"

Elaine joined in, "He's supposed to be a boy, but with hair that long, hell, half the girls in town think he's a girl most of the time!"

I sighed, then growled at them, "Do you honestly think I like the fact that I look a lot more like mom than dad?" Paula and Elaine both said that they did. I sighed again, then continued, "As for my hair, I like having it long, I can throw it into a pony tail to keep it out of my face."

Paula snarled, "Why not cut it off, you freak? Short hair is easy to care for, even easier, actually."

I snarled back at her, "Right, so I should cut it so short that I could fit in with the skinheads and various other nasty shits around here?"

There's a few biker gangs, most of the members are from New Orleans, but some live in this area, and she wants me to be like them? Yuck!

"At least you would look like a goddamn male if you did that," came the yell from Elaine, "not like some fairy or nancy boy!"

"So now I'm a fairy or nancy boy just because I have long hair? Tell me, if I cut it short, would that change my appearance otherwise?"

The two of them looked a bit confused at that point, then Paula asked, "What do you mean?" in a softer voice.

"Let me put it to you straight, Paula, Elaine. Even if I cut my hair really short, I'm still going to look a lot like mom did as a teenager, right?"

I guess it took a minute or two to sink into their heads, but when it did, you could darn near see the light bulbs shining in there!

"Oh, fuck!" came the simultaneous squawk from both girls when they realized that I already knew what they were just realizing.

"Uh huh," I replied. "And my having long hair doesn't actually affect anything, as with or without it, I'll still look rather girlish. I don't have breasts like you two or Shelly, or like Samantha here will have once she enters her puberty, but that doesn't seem to matter much, does it?"

Paula and Elaine were both crying now, and they advanced on me and wrapped me in hugs, apologizing for being such utter bitches.

A few minutes later, in much quieter tones, Paula said, "You know, if you wore a dress, you would look even more like mom did back then?"

I shrugged as I thought about it for a moment, "I suppose that might be true, looking more like her, I mean, but why would I want to do that?"

Elaine replied, "For the heck of it. Just to see what you could look like, Rick. To see what being a girl can be like, maybe."

I thought again for a moment before I asked, "And if I did allow you to do something like that, would you stop if I asked you to do so?"

"Hell, yes!" Paula shouted, a grin spreading across her pretty face. "We wouldn't want to cause you any kind of hurt, right, girls?"

Even Sally joined in on the expected response to that question. Oh, dear, I think I've just stepped into a losing battle with no back-up.

And so, without even knowing it, I took that next slippery step into the realms of femininity.

Those Fertile Fields: Prologue

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Every day, I find myself wishing things could go back to the way they used to be.

I'm Richard James Tanner, apparently my great-great-uncle Marshall was the founder of our little corner of Louisiana. I'm fourteen years old, with four sisters. Shelly is nineteen, Paula is seventeen, Elaine is fifteen and Samantha is twelve. Yep, I'm the only boy in the family.

That wishing bit I mentioned is mostly because I truly miss my parents. If mom had not been so damn stubborn! Arrrggghhh!!!!!

It all started a couple of years ago when she began to have brief bouts of dizziness and nausea, along with occasional fainting spells.

We didn't know anything was happening because mom was, as I said, very stubborn, and passed each thing off as nothing to worry about.

What we didn't know, and didn't learn until just a bit over a month before she died, was that she was dealing with cancer. Apparently, from what the doctors could determine based on a multitude of tests that were taken in her last few weeks of life, it started in her abdomen.

Because of her stubbornness, she didn't bother to get it checked. If she had, she and my dad might still be alive.

She just couldn't be bothered to take care of herself because she didn't goddamn fucking 'feel sick enough to worry'. Damn her!

By the time that we did find out, the seven of us, mom, dad, myself and my four sisters were walking across the parking lot to a nice restaurant and mom staggered, turned away from us, vomited up blood, then fainted on the asphalt. We could see blood seeping from a head wound.

Well, dinner was a no go at that point, mom was far more important to all of us; we managed to lift her into the back seat of the Suburban and dad raced to the nearest hospital. It was a bit over three hours later that we heard the diagnosis: inoperable terminal cancer.

According to the various tests they did that evening, the cancer had spread from her abdomen up to her left lung, down to her liver, also to her stomach, spleen and her intestinal tract. The doctor who spoke to us in the waiting room told us she had four to eight weeks left, if that.

Another part of the spreading cancer was within an inch of one of her heart valves and there was no way to stop it.

What the six of us noticed, when we were allowed to visit mom two at a time, was that her skin was quite jaundiced. Apparently, her liver had been damaged badly enough that she had been resorting to using special make-up to cover the skin on her face and hands.

I mean, holy fucking hell, that should have been an obvious sign something was seriously wrong! Did she do anything? Bloody hell no!

There was no doubt in our minds that she was deathly ill. The next shock was that she looked like she had no flesh left. Before the cancer started, she had been a beautiful woman, 5'7", 134 lbs, long and curly golden blonde hair, now she was bare skin and bones.

She had been weighed as part of the testing. They had been forced to use a scale that could be placed under her, and we found out that she was down to 101 pounds. The cancer had literally been eating her from the inside out, and now we could see the result all too clearly.

The lead doctor said that the best they could do was make her passing as easy as it could be for her.

From that time onward, until she died just over six weeks later, mom was on a slew of medications, many of which left her doped to the gills.

In her last week of life, it became even more horrible for us as she no longer recognized us as her own family.

Further tests showed that the cancer had raced through her system and attacked her brain, spreading through it like a raging fire. By that time, the cancer had ravaged more than half of her heart, leaving her with a seriously depleted blood supply in those last few days.

We buried her in the tiny churchyard of our little town, Tanner Crossing, a small hamlet at the end of a dirt road that runs south and west for about a mile from the end of Louisiana State Rd 333. Our wee place has only five main buildings, a gas station, a supermarket, a farm supply and feed store for the farm folk surrounding the hamlet, the church and a shabby tavern. Add about twenty shacks or houses, and that's it.

There isn't a whole heck of a lot of dry ground out there, so those who do farm tend to grow wet friendly crops like cotton or soybeans. Most of the farmers here sell a significant part of their harvests to the farm supply store in exchange for tools, seeds and other necessities.

Because we don't get very cold in the winters, the farmers can often do two or even three crops in a year, which helps them to survive.

Anyway, back to what I was saying. While mom wasted away, and after her death, dad pretty much fell into the whiskey bottle.

I have no idea how he managed to function every day with the amount of whiskey he consumed over that five month period.

Five days ago, he fell too far into the bottle, headed off to work at the garage in Esther, and lost control of the car just past where 333 turns almost due north next to the water. The car skidded along the road for fifty feet, then rolled several times before going in the water.

The car flipped one last time, ending up upside down, with dad's head actually under the water.

The rolling of the car had knocked him out when he slammed his head against the dashboard. He never regained consciousness.

We buried him next to mom in the churchyard. The two eldest members of the family gave their respects. You see, dad served in Afghanistan from '91 to '97, then came home and almost literally ran into mom as he stepped off the bus in Esther, Louisiana.

Grandpa Jack and great-uncles Robert and Shawn all served in the '70s and '80s in various military actions around the world.

Great-grandpa William and his brother Marshall both served throughout the Vietnam war.

All five of these men were the lone survivors of the family, well, except for Uncle Sal.

Uncle Sal had also served in Afghanistan, although in a different unit than dad's and the two had returned home together.

Uncle Sal has never been talkative about his war service years, at least, he hadn't been for as long as I could remember.

What I do know, from idle comments from dad, is that Sal went to Thailand after getting out of the service for rest and relaxation.

When he came back, again according to dad, he started acting odd, dressing in women's clothes and presenting as a female.

I suppose the five of us kids grew up with Sal being more of a Sally, but that didn't stop her from being family, ya know?

Anyhow, as the only adult in our family who was not on old age pension and who had a decent income, we ended up in Sally's care.

And that is where I began the slippery slide into the realms of femininity.

To Dance With Demons

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To Dance With Demons: Prologue

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It all started a few days after Mrs. Haighton passed away in late April of last year.

Mrs. Haighton had been 74 years old at the time of her passing. She was born three days after Christmas in 1942.

I guess she'd been around to watch as the world changed in ways she may not have been able to understand, but we'll never know now. I do have to say that Mrs. Haighton was a firm but fair woman. As long as you gave her respect, respect would be returned to you.

Well, about ten years ago, shortly before I entered the school system in Raleigh, North Carolina where we lived, Mom was hired by Mrs. Haighton, who had been thinking about how she could help young girls and women who were either orphaned, abused or flat out ignored.

Mom ended up being the principal and headmistress of the new school, which was never very large.

When Mrs. Haighton passed away, seventeen girls were currently attending the school. About half of them, according to my mom, were orphans who otherwise might have been lost in the system. Another five came from abuse situations, four of those situations having involved either the original father or a step-father. The fifth was the exception that proves the rule, I guess, as the abuser in that case was the girl's mother. The last three were young teens who were seen as being nuisances or intrusions in their own homes, so they were sent to the school.

As for why many of these girls were sent to the Haighton school, I suppose it was because it had an absolutely excellent reputation for having only been open for about ten years. If a girl was sent there, you knew darn well that girl was going to be learning, not lollygagging.

Anyway, three days after old Mrs. Haighton passed away, her eldest daughter, Mrs. Regina Browne called my mom into the office and with no niceties or civility, flatly informed her that she was no longer required, as Mrs. Browne would be closing the school permanently.

Mrs. Browne apparently had been offended somehow by seeing the girls living and learning in the mini-mansion near the back of the property. By mini, I mean in comparison to the main house, which had something like fifteen bedrooms, a salon, three parlours, a den, a receiving room, etc. etc. If I remember correctly, the total number of rooms in the main house is just over a hundred, spread over three huge stories.

Well, the 'mini' was perhaps a sixth of the size of the main house, having only six bedrooms on the upper floor and four large rooms on the main floor that were used for various school activities, i.e. a classroom, a music room, a small gymnasium and a fairly extensive library.

There were also two full washrooms on the upper floor and a toilet, bidet and sink on the main floor. I would think that a fair number of the girls were surprised at the bidets in the washrooms, but according to what mom told me at one point, they were there when she was hired.

Let's just say that mom lit into Mrs. Browne like a well-maintained Gatling gun at short range. To be blunt, mom went up one side of the woman and down the other, using only her tongue. That ended with an agreement that mom would finish the rest of the year first. There was no way in hell that she would just up and walk away from the girls like that when the school year still had another six or seven weeks to go.

When mom came home that evening, she was still quite upset. She calmed down a bit as we made dinner and relaxed over the meal.

It wasn't anything special, macaroni and cheese with some hot dogs cut into small pieces and mixed in once they were fully cooked. Along with that, we had some broccoli and a small salad that I had mixed while mom watched the pots on the stove. I also set the table.

Mom made sure to turn the burners off before we sat down and enjoyed our modest repast.

It wasn't until after we had finished eating, and had washed and dried the small amount of dishes, that she told me what had happened. It's a darn good thing that our home is a good four miles from the Haighton place because I wanted to go there and slap that woman silly.

**********

Oh, dear me, I forgot to introduce myself. I'm Angelo deSalveris, I'm 5'6" tall, 117 pounds, green eyes, brown hair, nearly fifteen years old. I'm not feminine in appearance, but there are times when I dearly wish that I could be like my dad, tall and buff, not short and slim like I am.

My father was a police officer for the Raleigh force and died in the line of duty a few months after my ninth birthday. I still miss him a lot.

My father's name was Valentino, he was supposed to have been born on Valentine's day, but didn't arrive until nearly noon the day after that. His parents decided it wasn't worth the hassle of changing the name they had chosen for him, then gave him the middle name of Ricardo.

He had just celebrated his 33rd birthday a week before he died. I know that he meant the world to my mom; she still misses him, too.

I have to admit it just hasn't been the same at home since he was killed. We're not as talkative now as we were back then. I guess it's that it is just the two of us now and no close family at all since all four grandparents have passed on, the last one just two years ago.

Dad had a brother who went into the Army and served in Afghanistan; Roberto was killed in a battle there a couple years before dad died. Mom had been an only child, so when my uncle was killed, she did what she could for my dad until he was so brutally taken from us.

I love my mom, but it had to have been hard on her even before dad died, working every weekday and raising me. I can remember many times before dad died where mom would be going to bed at night and dad would be just getting up to get ready for work on night patrol.

We've managed to keep going after losing Roberto and then dad. This would just be one more hard time for us to overcome.

**********

Once mom knew her time at the Haighton school was running out, she started calling around to any school she could find whenever she wasn't actually teaching a class. Day after day, she came home looking sad and discouraged by the imminent loss of her source of income.

We could get by for a few months with what mom had in the bank, I suppose, but she didn't want to use those funds if it could be avoided. As the school year wound down, she kept calling first within North Carolina, then elsewhere, but she couldn't find any teaching jobs anywhere.

I could see the frustration building in her as time passed. She's had steady employment for ten years, this was a very big change.

Then, about twenty minutes after mom walked in the door one afternoon in early June, the phone rang. We both stared at it for a moment. Calls coming into the tiny two bedroom house where we lived had become so rare as to be almost non-existent since dad's death.

We were stunned enough that the phone stopped ringing and passed over to the answering service just as mom went to grab it.

It was another macaroni and cheese with hot dogs night, so I dug out the fixings and started preparing the meal. I chose corn this time.

I guess mom had found something on the answering service, as I could hear her talking in the living room as I continued to cook the meal. The phone call ended just as I was about to transfer everything to the table, the mac pot was sitting on a board and the corn was in a bowl.

We sat down and mom served up portions of the mac and the corn, then we ate as we often did, with only minimal conversation.

When we were both finished eating, mom looked over at me with a faint smile on her face, the first I'd seen since the end of April.

"We're going to be just fine, Angelo, my boy. That was the mayor of a tiny place in northwestern New Mexico. Their last schoolmistress passed away about a week ago, and they had no idea where to find a replacement. He said that he heard from a friend that lives around here somewhere that I was in need of work soon, and that the friend had passed my number on to him so that he could offer me the job there.

"We're going to be out in the middle of nowhere, or it will seem like it. The nearest town to that one is about eight miles as the crow flies. The really odd part is that the mayor offered us a small ranch on the edge of the town. The previous owner had fallen off a horse about a year ago. The guy broke his neck when he hit the ground, never recovered but hung on for nearly five months. He had no family at all.

"So I'll have two jobs, I guess, running a small town schoolhouse and keeping that ranch going. The ranch hands stayed on all this time. The owner of the ranch died about four months back and the townsfolk paid the hands out of the limited reserves they had available.

"The mayor also said he had already talked to the ten ranch hands, and their reply was 'As long as we have work here to do, we'll stay.'"

"What kind of ranch, mom?" I asked. I was fairly excited, living on a ranch would be completely different than living in this tiny house.

"I don't know, Angelo, probably cattle, that seems to be a big industry out that way. Maybe some horses, too," she replied.

**********

I found out the next evening that mom had been calling around for a while to find places for some of the girls at the Haighton school. By what mom said after dinner that night, the ones most in need were the orphaned and abused girls, and mom knew some social workers in the area.

It turned out that places for all but one of the girls had been found. That was when mom asked me a very serious question.

"Angelo," she was looking at me rather intently, "How would you feel if we took in Chantel? She's thirteen, a bit younger than you."

"Is Chantel the girl that you haven't been able to find a foster home for yet, Mom?" I enquired.

"Yes, Angelo. Ever since I was told that I would be let go, I've been trying to find homes for those girls. I'm not sure why, but no one would take her, and I don't want to see a young girl like that end up on the streets if there is any way that I can stop it from happening," Mom said.

"Then bring her home, mom. It may take a while for us to get used to each other, but I'd rather she be with us than on the streets."

At that point, there was slightly more than a week left of the school year for me. Haighton's classes ended the day before mine.

Mom brought Chantel home that weekend. Gods, that poor girl was scared! She was worried we would abandon her like everyone else had.

Mom and I soon set her straight about that. It took most of the weekend for Chantel to realize that we really, truly meant it.

Come Monday morning, I was about to head out the door to catch the city bus to my school when I stopped in the hallway as I could hear mom talking to Chantel. "Look, sweetie, we're moving out west in a couple of weeks, and you'll be coming with us, okay?"

Obviously, Chantel was still worried. I quietly moved up close behind her and wrapped her in a hug. "You may not be my biological sister, Chantel, but I swear to you right now, I will treat you as if you were. Not only that, but mom and I will show you what love is, sis."

Uh oh, my calling her sis opened the flood gates, and Chantel started crying like I'd never seen. She held on to me like I was a lifeboat. The tears eventually slowed as I kept holding her; when they were down to a trickle, Chantel turned and pecked me on the cheek. "Thanks, bro."

I smiled and hugged her tighter for a moment, then let her go. "You and mom need to head out to the car, I need to leave soon myself."

Mom smiled at Chantel and said, "Go clean your face, then come back out here and grab your pack, sweetie."

Chantel 'eeped' and ran to the nearest bathroom, reappearing several minutes later wearing minimal make-up.

I waved and headed out to the bus stop, then watched as they climbed into mom's bottle green 2010 Ford Taurus and drove away.

**********

There wasn't much left for me to do at school. The last few days were for those doing make-up exams, the rest of us just lounged around.

The days passed fairly quickly, with mom handing out diplomas to the Haighton girls on the final Wednesday of the school year and then showing up at 2:15 PM on the following afternoon to pick me up so I could change into a decent set of clothes for watching the graduation ceremonies at my school. Chantel was in the front passenger seat, wearing a nice dress, obviously lost in thought as she only responded to my being there when the car door shut as I entered the car. I put my seatbelt on and we headed for what would be home for a few more days.

Mom had been busy for a while today, picking up Chantel's belongings and transferring them over to the house.

I found out, once we were in the house, that she had been talking with the 'boss' ranch hand at the ranch earlier that afternoon.

"We won't need the beds or the dressers, Angelo. It seems the previous owner had intended to start a family after buying the ranch, but hadn't found a woman who wanted to live with him out there before he died. Five bedrooms, one with a king size bed, the others with queens.

"Every bedroom there has a huge dresser, a sixteen drawer model about five feet long and four feet high, plus a large wardrobe. I'm not sure about this, but from something the ranch hand said in the call, those pieces might be custom items, a limited run, so quite valuable.

"The rest of the ranch house is already furnished, including an eight burner range and double oven, a very large refrigerator, a pantry that, if I heard the boss hand right, is 100 square feet in size, plus a large freezer room with internal door that is on the outside of the kitchen.

"The dining room table can seat up to sixteen comfortably, but has two extensions that would allow eight more to use it.

"There's a big living room with a forty inch TV and a fairly recent high quality sound system. Not only that, but the previous owner liked to make music sometimes too, so there is a soundproof room next to the living room where he could make as much noise as he wanted."

"From what I heard, there is a piano in there, two acoustic guitars, a bass guitar, a baby grand piano, a lovely drum set and an alto saxophone.

"The ranch hands share a twelve bed bunkhouse near the main barn. It has air conditioning in the summer and heat in the winter.

"According to the mayor, the ranch has been under town ownership since the previous owner's death. The bank was considering foreclosing on it, but with the low population around there and the cost of running it, no one was interested, so the bank left it alone until now.

"The mayor said that the back taxes on the ranch are quite low, so it won't cost us much to take over and keep it running."

By the time that mom finished describing that place, my eyes and Chantel's were as big as saucers. It sounded totally awesome!

I shook my head, smiled and asked mom, "Can we afford to cover the back taxes and any future payments on the ranch?"

"I should think so. There's still a few thousand in the bank right now that should be enough to cover the back taxes. That's the minor part, this small town apparently wants a schoolmistress and teacher enough that they offered me $25k a year more than Haighton's paid."

I sighed, then walked over and hugged mom as I said to her, "The only reason Haighton paid you what they did was because Mrs. Haighton always liked you and your style of teaching and administrating the school. So $25k a year more than Haighton's paid you? Great!"

Mom nodded, smiling back at me, "I'm not sure, but I think some of that is to cover basic monthly costs for running the ranch. You already know that we were managing fairly well on my not quite $55k this year from Haighton's, but with Chantel living with us, we'll need more."

At this point, Chantel dropped to the floor just inside the kitchen, we could hear her sobbing and quickly wrapped her in hugs. We knelt and sat on that linoleum floor until Chantel finally stopped crying. She raised her head, looked at us with her eyes still damp and asked, "Why?"

Mom, still smiling even though she was a bit worried about Chantel, asked her "Why what, Chantel?"

Chantel held on tight to both of us. We'd only known her for several days and already we were becoming her anchors in life.

"Why, Mrs. deSalveris, did you and Angelo take me into your home? Why are you so willing to help me? I'm a nobody!" Chantel whimpered.

"We took you in because both of us couldn't live with ourselves if we just let you be lost in the system here, Chantel. We're willing to help you because every child deserves to have a place that they can call home and a family that loves them. Chantel, you're a somebody."

I smiled, pulling Chantel in toward my shoulder, "My mom said it quite well, Chantel. We did it because we could and because we care."

My saying that we care about her caused Chantel to begin crying again, her head still tucked into my shoulder. I held on to her as she cried, gently rubbing her back in an effort to calm her down. A few minutes later, the flood of tears slowed, then became a trickle and stopped.

Chantel hiccoughed a couple of times before she was able to speak again. "You... care... about me? You barely know me!"

I nodded, then spoke, "That may be true, but mom and I have watched you while you have been here, you can say what you like, but you know that you like being here with us. Mom and I have both seen you looking around at the various things in the house. It's easy enough to see, just by watching you closely, that you want so much to be part of a home and a family rather than being stuck in the orphanage, hmmm?"

Chantel nodded into my shoulder, then whined, "It's... it's... different when you feel that people really care. It's new to me, ya know?"

"I've never been in your position, Chantel, so no, I don't know what that is like. Even after Uncle Roberto was sent back from Afghanistan when I was seven, I had mom and dad with me to help me get through it. When dad was killed, mom was there whenever I needed her.

"Some of the kids at school were jerks about my uncle and my dad being killed, but I stood up to them and asked how many of their close relatives were serving in places like Afghanistan or Iraq to help protect our freedoms and fight against terrorism and other injustices, then whether any of their relatives worked for the police or fire departments that strove to keep all of us safe in our homes and communities.

"At that point, you could have heard a pin drop in that school room as the kids sat there thinking about what I had just asked them.

"I got a bit of a surprise that day, as kid after kid got up to say that they had a relative in the Forces or working for police or fire departments. Fourteen kids stood up in front of that class. I then asked those kids if they had lost a relative in war or as a police officer or fireman.

"Out of the fourteen kids, two stood there saying they'd lost a relative in war, one in Iraq, the other in Afghanistan, one had lost a cousin who was a police officer in the line of duty like my dad, the last had an aunt who was a fireman who perished pulling kids from a burning house."

If you thought you could have heard a pin drop when I asked my question, it was even quieter after those four kids said their piece. One by one, ten of the fourteen kids returned to their seats as the four who had lost family members walked over and wrapped me up in a group hug.

"I could have let the kids in school just harass me, but instead, I stood up to them and a classroom full of young kids learned a valuable lesson.

"I've been friends with Bob, James, Stacy and Shasta for the last five years. Perhaps I'll introduce you to them before we leave.

"Of the kids in that class, seven are now planning to go into the military once they graduate from high school, five are going into law to find ways to protect and help kids, eleven are thinking of applying to work for either the police or fire departments, the rest haven't decided yet."

Chantel looked up at me with a stunned expression. "All that is happening because you asked those questions that day in school?"

I smiled down at her as she lay curled into my shoulder, "Yep, I just wanted to stop the harassment, it all just snowballed from there. I heard about a week after that day that two of the boys who had harassed me the most were now talking to kids in other classes about that day. The upshot is that, within a month, there was no more harassment of kids whose parents were military or in the police or fire departments."

"Wow! I'll bet school has been a lot easier for you since then without the harassment all the time, right?" Chantel enquired.

"You could say that. It meant I could focus my energy on my studies and my grades have showed steady improvement. That wasn't quite the end of it, though; by the end of that school year, harassment of ANY student there was a thing of the past, and that hasn't changed.

"It gets better, though. All of those kids are going to high school this fall, and that attitude of no harassment will continue there."

**********

We found out later that evening that mom had been sent pictures of the ranch through her private email account.

Chantel and I sat by the computer for nearly two hours, looking through the photos, going back to specific ones several times. The ones that seemed to resonate with us the most were of the 'music room', the soundproofed one with the instruments spread around the room.

Chantel seemed to be entranced by the sax. Me, I found myself staring at the baby grand, its polished cherry wood surface mesmerized me.

Mom wandered into the small den/office space, found us sitting there staring at the photos of the instruments and promptly broke into giggles.

She came closer and asked us which instruments we found interesting, Chantel said the sax, I whined a bit when I asked about the piano.

Mom nodded and replied, "If you two really want to learn to play those instruments, I'll find you a teacher somewhere."

Chantel and I turned to face each other, broke into broad grins and exchanged a high five amidst bouts of giggles.

We sorted out everything that we would be taking with us. Since furniture wasn't necessary, we only needed a small trailer for the move.

**********

Five days after school ended, we ate a quick breakfast of toast and cereal, then we were on our way, leaving everything we knew behind.

Because Mom was the only one of us able to operate the car legally, we would be taking our time travelling to New Mexico.

We wound our way across the southern part of the country, making our overnight stop at a small motel in Oklahoma City. We made regular stops as we traveled, for bathrooms and to get some food now and then, so it was after ten PM when we pulled into the motel.

Mom paid for a room with two beds. Chantel would sleep with mom, I would have the other bed all to myself.

To be honest, after we had all had quick showers and had settled into bed, I found myself feeling jealous of Chantel without knowing why. That feeling of jealousy without an explanation kept me awake until nearly 2:30 AM, when utter exhaustion finally overwhelmed me.

Mom had a hard time waking me up, I know I was rather groggy and unsteady on my feet as I stumbled out of the bed.

Mom doesn't usually allow me to have coffee, but that morning, she did. We stopped in a diner in Weatherford and had a nice breakfast.

By the time we finished eating, I was feeling a bit better. That coffee helped a lot, but only for a while, I guess.

We were back on the road just after 8:30 AM and I dozed off as we crossed into northwestern Texas about forty minutes later.

We kept going through most of the day, with occasional stops as needed and reached Gallup, New Mexico just after 4 PM.

The little 'town' we were going to up was north of Gallup, on the western edge of the Navajo Nation Off-Reservation Trust Lands.

The town had the odd name of Felson's Hell, supposedly because of an early settler's many mishaps that occurred there. It seems the man had accidents like many people had bowel movements. According to one story, the 'doc' in town treated him 43 times for broken bones.

Another story about Reginald Felson offered the possibility that perhaps Reggie was being tormented by a ghost, a poltergeist of sorts.

In any case, the town was renamed on the eve of Felson's death in 1923 when he muttered, "This town has been my hell on earth!"

It was almost 9 PM when we finally reached the town. Mom had called ahead and the town's banker met us by the small schoolhouse.

We all stepped out of the car to stretch our legs, we had been on the move since finishing a quick meal in Gallup.

The banker, Elijah Randall, walked up to mom, shook her hand vigorously for a moment, then handed over keys and a folder of papers.

He was a big man, standing a bit over six feet, running to fat somewhat. We could see the edge of a bald spot under his Stetson.

Ma'am," he said, "The ranch is a mile down the road to the south, you likely passed the gate just before you got here."

Mom nodded, asking if the ranch hands knew they would be arriving tonight. Elijah stated that yes, they knew and were waiting for us.

Mom nodded again, shook his hand one last time, then walked over to the door to the schoolhouse and tried keys until the door opened.

Chantel and I followed her inside, the place wasn't very big, perhaps eighty feet long by thirty wide. The space was largely split into two classrooms, one for younger students around grade school age, the other for kids around middle school or high school age.

At the very back of the building was a third room, the office area that Mom would share with the only other teacher. Mom was surprised to find the woman sitting in the office, looking through files as we entered the room. "Hello, I'm Alexandra deSalveris, the new headmistress."

Well, I guess we startled her, as she looked up and then let out a brief squeak before settling back into the chair.

"Ummm, hello, ma'am, ummm, headmistress, ummm... oh, dear, I'm sorry, I'm Pollyanna Evans, I teach the younger kids here."

Mom nodded, saying, "I noticed the main area of the building was split into two schoolrooms as we walked through here."

Pollyanna looked up briefly, then sighed, "There's a bit of a problem, I honestly don't know what to do. I know that you have been given the old Morgan ranch down the road. Well, the ranch next to yours on the south side belongs to Barton Plummer, or I should say it did.

"See, Barton was out on his ranch tending to it three days ago when his horse was startled by a rattler. The horse threw Barton head first into a cottonwood a few feet from a tiny stream that wanders though that ranch. Barton's neck was broken, killing him almost instantly.

"The problem is Barton's only boy, Barton, Jr. We haven't been able to locate any relatives and we don't know what to do with the boy."

The moment I heard that, I looked over at mom, she looked back at me, then both of us looked at Chantel. I have to say that was probably one of the eeriest things I had seen up to that time. With no more than a few brief glances, the three of us had decided to help this boy.

Mom smiled briefly, then said, "We'll take him, the boy needs a family." Pollyanna was stunned, but obviously relieved by our help. She picked up a phone, tapped in a number, waited as it rang, then said when the call was answered, "Hi, Joe, bring Barton, Jr. to the schoolhouse."

Joe asked her why he would need to do that, Pollyanna replied that the new schoolmistress would take in the boy as her own.

Joe responded that he would have the boy there in about fifteen minutes if we would be willing to wait. We would.

**********

It was actually a bit over twenty minutes later that a big pick-up truck rumbled into the small lot next to the schoolhouse.

By that time, we were all waiting on the front steps of the building, Pollyanna standing behind us on the top step.

She introduced us to to Joe Potterland, the top hand of the Plummer ranch, then to the small boy beside him, Barton Plummer, Jr.

I'm not all that big on biology and stuff, but I'll swear he didn't look to be more than eight, yet we were informed he was nearly twelve now. To say that this kid was small would be polite, I'd be shocked if he was even close to four feet tall and he was very skinny, almost gaunt.

There was something seriously wrong here somewhere, even I could see that, even if only in a vague way at the moment.

Mom held her hand out, smiled at young Barton and that was all it took. Seconds later, he was in her arms, bawling all over the place. Mom just held on to him, keeping him snug in her arms without squashing him as he wept his heart out against her breast.

Chantel, after a brief nod from me, joined me in creating a gentle but firm group hug around the apparently grieving boy.

We were standing like that in the dry and slightly dusty summer evening air for a fair while before his tears finally came to a stop. He looked up at Mom, then turned to look first at Chantel, then me, before he whispered, "I need a doctor, dad... daddy beat me almost every day."

Oh, shit, just what we don't need, but hell, this kid deserves to get whatever help he needs right now.

A quick chat with Joe and Pollyanna had us driving down the street to the home and clinic of the town's only doctor.

I admit to being surprised to see that the doctor was a middle-aged, tall, lean woman with half-silvered hair.

We were ushered into the building with young Barton demanding that Mom be present while he was examined.

The physical examination took a bit over an hour to finish. Barton was lucky, there were no broken bones but bruises were everywhere.

Mom told me she almost lost her dinner when she saw the extent of the bruising on Barton's body, it was not a pretty sight.

At some point, Joe or Pollyanna had called Elijah. Just as the examination was ending, he came into the house, hat in hand.

He looked shocked and worried, no, he was afraid to admit that he had not seen it happening, nor had anyone else in the small town.

It was Pollyanna who asked the critical question. "What will happen to the Plummer ranch? It's his now," she said as she briefly pointed at young Barton, "But I doubt he has any idea of what to do or what would be needed to manage a property like that."

Mom erupted in a brief burst of giggles, then said, "That's easy. Since he'll be with me, combine the ranches, I'll manage them through the hands on the two ranches and make sure that the boy has something that will be his when he is old enough to be involved."

Elijah nodded, that would sort things out for now, yet give the option for the ranch to be passed on to Barton eventually.

A quick handshake round between Mom, Joe and Elijah was all that was needed. Elijah would sort out the financial stuff for her. He pulled mom aside at one point, with Barton still hanging on to her, and stated, "We'll boost your pay to help you be able to manage both ranches."

Now it was mom's turn to be shocked, she hadn't asked for anything and here was the town banker saying she would be helped by the town.

Once Barton had settled down a bit, we drove to the Plummer ranch, grabbed the items Barton wanted, then headed to our new home.

To Dance With Demons: Chapter 1

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

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  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Horror
  • Western

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

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We made it to the ranch house in just a few minutes, the gate had been left open for us since we were expected.

I had watched as Barton filled a small, shabby suitcase with his clothing, which wasn't much, a few pairs of jeans, one pair of decent pants, a couple of dozen t-shirts, several long sleeved shirts including a few flannel ones, a couple of light sweaters and two jackets.

One of the jackets was denim, matching several pairs of the boy's jeans, the other matched the pair of decent pants.

I assumed the nice jacket, a rather decent shirt and the pants matching the jacket were Sunday clothes, it was the only nice outfit in there.

He had left behind most of the odds and ends that were in what had been his small room, taking only a large light brown stuffed bear with him.

Once we were parked near the main house on our ranch, we were met by our 'boss' hand, Philbert Thomason.

He showed us around the various rooms in the house, bedrooms included, then pointed out behind the house to the bunkhouse and barns. One barn was huge, almost three hundred feet long and at least sixty wide, Phil said that's where the cows are milked and fed twice a day.

The second barn was much smaller, perhaps 75 feet long by about 40 wide. That one had stalls for the horses the ranch hands used regularly.

Phil told us that there were nine other hands working on the ranch at the moment. Four watched the cattle, two were checking fences and doing repairs where they were needed, two were working on bringing the big well on the property up to specs, the last was fixing a barn stall.

He then took a moment to name off the hands: First on the list were Pete Longfall and Josh Harland who were checking the fences, then Bill VandeVeldt, Ramon Pedrovera, Simon Ashdale and Terry Falworth who were watching the cattle out on the range. Then there was Frank Janistell and Angel Velmar, the lone female hand, they were fixing the well and Phil's younger brother Jeff was repairing the barn stall.

We could actually see Frank and Angel as they worked on the well which was at most fifty feet from the main house's back porch.

"We're running just over 2000 head of cattle at the moment. About 500 will be going to a buyer in Western Colorado next week. We keep about two to three hundred beef cattle for production purposes, the rest are dairy cattle, they give us quite a bit of milk on a daily basis.

"We kill five or six dozen beef cattle each year and sell the meat, keeping some for our use. Same goes for the dairy cows, we make cheese here. Terry and Pete have a knack of being able to produce a variety of cheeses from about half the milk we get, we keep some for our use. Most of the rest of the milk is treated as per government regulations, then sold to markets between Farmington and Shiprock just north of us.

"Ma'am, I need to get back to work, there's gear in the small barn that needs to be repaired, I have a good eye and hand with the tools."

We all nodded, thanked him for the tour and the information, then let him go, watching as he stalked out toward the smaller barn.

**********

Barton had left his suitcase on the main floor when we entered the house. He scurried downstairs and returned with it a moment later.

As there were five bedrooms and Mom would have the one with the king sized bed, Chantel, Barton and I were able to wander back and forth between the other four bedrooms, each pair of bedrooms having a shared full bathroom available to the occupants.

Barton and I chose the rooms on the west side of the house, Chantel picked one on the east side. Mom's was on the south side.

I snatched a glance at Barton as he put things away. It didn't take him very long. When he was done, he set the teddy bear on his bed.

The trailer with the belongings from our old house in Raleigh was waiting outside. It would take a couple of hours or so to unload it.

Since the hands had known we would be arriving either tonight or tomorrow, they had arranged for some food to be in the house for us. Mom picked out several ingredients, asked us to help her, and we spent a little over two hours setting up a pot of chilli to cook overnight.

Once Mom was happy with the contents of the large crock pot, she set the burner on at the lowest setting, then we had sliced beef off a big roast that was in the fridge, along with fresh corn, new potatoes and biscuits that one of the farm hands had made earlier that day.

From what we saw, the roast had already been cooked, so we only needed to warm the meat. We waited for the potatoes and corn to cook.

Once everything was ready, we settled down to the table to wait after yelling out back for the hands to come on in for the food.

Making food for them as well just meant we used more of what we had. We didn't mind, besides, they deserved a decent meal, too.

Apparently Phil used a walkie talkie or something like that to let the hands know that dinner was ready. The whole lot of them showed up within ten or fifteen minutes. We had kept the food warm, then set it out on the table as the last hands arrived and laid out the flatware.

The meal was enjoyed by one and all. Mom decided at that point that there would be at least one communal meal each day.

Phil agreed, saying that they'd made do until now with whatever they could prepare on the fly, eating as needed through the day.

**********

When we had packed the trailer, we had kept small bags with a change of clothes and night wear near the doors. I walked out to the trailer, used the key mom had handed to me to unlock it, then grabbed the three small bags, locked the trailer and carried them back to the house.

Once I was back inside, I handed the key to mom, then passed one bag to her and another to Chantel.

That was easy to do, as we had each used a bit of masking tape, written our names on a piece, then stuck it onto our bag.

We headed upstairs to relax in a nice bath before going to bed.

I was running the bath for Barton as we were sharing the bathroom, and when the tub was full, he asked me to stay with him. I have no idea why the kid was so scared, but scared he rather obviously was and I relented, helping him first to get clean, then towel off afterward.

After a quick rinse of the tub, I refilled it for my own bath, relaxing in the hot water once it was ready. Barton stayed close by the whole time.

I know I don't look particularly female, but I'm not big and strong, either, so I suppose Barton felt safe in my presence.

Eventually, I washed myself, including my hair, rinsed out the tub, dried myself off, then slipped into my lightweight pajamas.

Barton followed me, I actually had to take him by the hand into his own room to get him to put on his pajamas.

Something was definitely bothering Barton as he followed me back into my room and whined that he didn't want to be alone. I shrugged, slipped into the bed and patted the spot next to me. Barton grinned, just a brief one, then scurried into place next to me on the bed.

That was when I noticed he had brought his teddy bear with him when he followed me into my room.

I had been reading a novel, a sci-fi/fantasy one that I liked, and with Barton there, I decided to read it out loud. He listened intently.

I turned to look at him after I had been reading for a bit. He was already asleep, teddy bear in his hands, on his side with his back to me.

I read for another ten or fifteen minutes, then laid down to sleep. I'm not sure why, but I curled up behind Barton, holding him gently.

**********

When I woke up the next morning, the sun was already well above the horizon. It was going to be a hot one for sure.

Barton had already left the bed, I could hear him in the washroom. I climbed out of the bed, took a moment to make it nice and neat, then made my way to the washroom just as Barton flipped the latch on the door on my side, then exited from the washroom into his own bedroom.

It didn't take me very long to do what I needed to do, then I washed my hands and padded down the stairs, heading for the kitchen.

Mom, Chantel and Barton were all there, Chantel and Barton having cereal along with bacon, eggs, sausages, hash browns and pancakes. That looked just fine to my hungry stomach, which chose that moment to rumble, and mom placed the same items in front of me.

She then said that she had been awake for about an hour already and had decided to just let the three of us wake up on our own.

Mom had to go into town and talk with Mr. Randall, the banker and Miss Evans, the junior schoolteacher.

She headed out around 9:30 AM after having Pete detach the trailer from the car, we would be unloading it when she returned.

Chantel, Barton and I decided to wander around and watch what the hands were doing. Even though we weren't employees here, we thought there might be ways that we could help. Josh pointed out the chicken coop and said we could feed them and collect the eggs.

We hadn't realized until then that there were chickens on the ranch. We agreed and the three of us were soon busy in the coop. I have to say that some of the chickens in there were quite grumpy; even with fresh food available, about a dozen or so were giving us a hard time.

With some nasty looking marks inflicted by the overly peckish chickens, we eventually managed to gather all the eggs into a large basket. Angel came wandering out of the bunkhouse and saw us there, then noticed the marks and waved to us to come with her for a moment.

She led us back into the bunkhouse, then down to a small room at the end which appeared to be an office of sorts.

She rummaged in a cabinet for a moment, then pulled out some medical supplies and began to treat our wounds.

That took about fifteen minutes. Most of the pecks hadn't actually broken through the skin, but had left visible marks.

When she was done, she suggested we might want to use some of the smaller pairs of work gloves hanging in the office here in the future.

We laughed and agreed with her, saying that if we had known they were available, we likely would have used them.

We then went out, retrieved the basket of eggs and brought it into the bunkhouse, then watched her wipe and pack the eggs in boxes.

"Next time you kids help out with collecting the eggs, you can do this afterward. It's not difficult, it just takes a little time," Angel suggested.

Well, we learned something that morning, that experience is often the best teacher if one is willing to pay attention to the lessons.

**********

We spent the afternoon being introduced to several of the horses, then Frank and Jeff taught us how to feed them without getting hurt.

We grinned as the horses nudged at the carrot or apples that we held, then lipped them right off of our hands.

As we became a bit more familiar with some of the horses, the two men started to give us riding lessons on a gentle horse.

That was when we learned that the horse we were learning to ride on was a mare. We hadn't been able to see her up until that point, as she had been in a stall. We listened to the men as they instructed us. By the time the afternoon had ended, we could handle the walking paces.

Around mid-afternoon, we followed Frank and Jeff into the bunkhouse where Angel had prepared a simple meal of beans and franks.

After the meal, we relaxed for a little while, then returned to the small corral where we were learning to ride.

Frank and Jeff, then Angel when she joined us, kept us busy with the lessons. By the time the sun set, we were more capable and confident.

What we hadn't realized, as we had been following the directions quite intently, is that mom had been watching us for some time.

We headed into the house, washed ourselves after the day's various activities, then settled down to the chilli mom had been making.

Tonight, the hands from the smaller Plummer ranch showed up as well, that meant there were eighteen people at the table in the evenings.

We had already met Joe, the boss hand for the Plummer ranch. He introduced us to James Kimball, Rodd Barkle and Sam Harrison.

Everyone gave the chilli a thumbs up, several saying it hit just the right point, being spicy but not overly so. The large crock pot was empty.

After dinner on that second evening, we unloaded the trailer, then placed our clothes and belongings in our respective bedrooms.

Mom hauled the trailer to a U-Haul office in Farmington the next morning and paid the outstanding fees.

**********

That was how things went for the next month or so. We would wander around the ranch, learning how to do various things.

We all developed the strong tans you see on folks who spend a lot of time outside under the sun.

One expense that we had all agreed to quite readily was buying fairly decent but not overly expensive Stetsons for daily wear.

Mom often went into town to talk with several of the townsfolk, most often the banker and the junior schoolteacher.

Mom also took Barton in to see the doctor on a weekly basis. Like many country doctors, she worked many jobs, general practitioner, surgeon, veterinarian, psychiatrist/psychologist, OB/GYN, in fact whatever medical services could not be handled by the people themselves.

Over that summer, as I watched Barton and Chantel who were slowly adjusting to being in a loving family, I could swear that I saw Barton looking at Chantel the way that I had looked at her that night in the motel more than a month before. Did I actually see jealousy on his face?

I have to admit that there were times as I looked at Chantel that I almost wished I was in her clothes.

I had never felt this way before that night in the motel as we travelled here, so I was quite confused as to my feelings about it all.

It was about a week after the 4th of July celebrations that I spoke to mom about it. I would start seeing Dr. Elisabeth Shenderas as well.

Perhaps we could figure out what was causing me to feel so jealous of Chantel. I sure hoped so, it was driving me bonkers by then.

**********

As July wound down that summer, a truly hoary old clunker of a car broke down for the final time about two miles north of Felson's Hell.

The driver, a young woman, perhaps in her late teen years, stepped out of the car, swearing a blue streak, then kicked the door.

When she realized that it wouldn't be going anywhere, she kicked it again, then opened the back door, grabbed a bag and shut it again.

The bag was similar in appearance to what carpetbaggers back in the Depression had carried. It didn't look very heavy.

She snarled, giving the door one last kick, then started walking slowly toward the town which could be seen in the shimmery summer haze.

If anyone had seen her at that point, they would have said there was something 'off' about her, something not quite right.

They would have been absolutely correct, even more so if they had heard her swearing in four different languages as she strode along.

Lilith had arrived. Soon, there would be hell to pay for anyone who interfered with her. People would learn, or they would die.

To Dance With Demons: Chapter 2

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Violence

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Horror
  • Western

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

The final Friday of July was hot and hazy, just like many of the previous days had been that summer in northern New Mexico.

There wasn't much going on in the tiny town of Felson's Hell, an occasional dance at the schoolhouse just to let off steam seemed to be about the extent of things here. It sure was different from the busyness of Raleigh that comprised many of my more vivid memories.

Barton and I were both seeing the town's only doctor, one Elisabeth Shenderas. Her tall, lean, well tanned body belied her age, the only visible sign of such being her hair which was shot through with silvered strands. She was a decent doctor, well respected, if a bit taciturn.

We dropped in at her office on the last Friday in July for another session with her, Barton first, then myself. Mom, Chantel and I were sitting in the doctor's waiting area, a large, fairly open room with a variety of furniture. Apparently, one of the folks either in town or living somewhere in the area was a furniture maker, as there were half a dozen single person leather chairs plus two sofas made from the same material. High quality wooden end tables were placed between sets of two or three chairs and a matching coffee table sat in front of each of the sofas.

I guess Barton had been in with Dr. Shenderas for about forty minutes when the doctor's receptionist and assistant called mom into the treatment room. I was idly flipping through a magazine, too worried about Barton to even notice that the magazine was an old copy of Vogue.

I completely missed the odd looks that Chantel threw at me while I was flipping the pages of that magazine.

Eventually, mom and Barton walked out of the inner room and the doctor called my name. I rose from my seat and followed her into the office.

It wasn't easy talking to this woman about my feelings of jealousy of Chantel and how she was able to be feminine when I couldn't. This was only my second visit with the doctor about this situation, and I still didn't feel like I could truly open up to her about how I was feeling.

I guess I got enough across to her that she made a decision and buzzed the receptionist, asking her to send mom in again.

I spent the last half hour of this visit squirming in my seat and stuttering and stammering under the steely eyes of both women.

It all came out, though, and I was stunned to see that mom wasn't surprised by it at all. She sat there, smiling calmly at me, offering her love. When she opened her arms, I darn near jumped off the seat, launched myself at her and cried on her shoulder while she rocked me gently.

The doctor buzzed the receptionist again and asked to have Barton sent back in to join us. I was sorely puzzled by this and quite curious.

It didn't take long for the reason to be discovered. Remember those looks I said that I saw Barton sending Chantel's way before?

Yup, Barton and I were both simmering over with jealousy of Chantel. Before Chantel came along, I had not realized that I had any yearnings toward femininity at all, but I've been feeling those yearnings since then. With Barton, from what he was able to tell us as the four of us sat in that room talking, he had first felt like a girl somewhere around the age of five or six. His girly interests were the reason for the beatings.

Once my mom and I were able to put two and two together and come up with four, we became rather upset, no, furious. Just because Barton's mother had run off when he was three and the boy wanted to be a girl was no reason for his father to nearly beat him to death.

Mom and I wrapped Barton up in a tight hug for several minutes while tears flowed down all of our cheeks.

Dr. Shenderas looked on, nodding in approval and waited for us to take our seats again.

"Well, if the two of you truly wish to be girls, you'll need to pick names for yourselves. Just know you'll have the support of the town."

Mom looked up in surprise when the doctor said that, asking, "You mean they won't be harassed or mistreated here?"

Dr. Shenderas sighed, "Mrs. deSalveris, not by the folks of the town or those on the nearby ranches. You also don't have to worry about the Native Americans in the area, as they, for the most part, support those who are transgender and/or those with two spirits."

"Well, that's good to know. I just wonder how Chantel is going to take this, it's going to be a very big change for all of us," mom replied.

Dr. Shenderas chuckled for a moment, then hit her buzzer again and asked for Chantel to join us.

It only took a moment for Chantel to be brought up to speed. What surprised Barton and I the most, though, was her reaction to being told, which was that she burst into a fit of giggles that lasted for nearly five minutes before saying, "Well, DUH, I've seen you both looking at me!"

Barton and I both turned quite red at that point, then realized that she meant no harm by it and we soon joined her in the giggle fest.

Before we left Dr. Shenderas' office, I asked to be called Annette from now on and Barton spoke up, saying to call her Barbara. Mom asked why I decided on Annette and I replied that it would be a bit confusing if there were two people named Angel at the ranch all the time.

**********

That spawned the decision to go into Farmington and hit the Walmart Supercentre there for some simple clothing for us.

We piled into the Ford Taurus and made our way into the city and found a parking space fairly close to the entrance of the store.

We made our first stop at the bakery in the store, where we had a light meal, something to keep us going for the next few hours.

That turned out to be a good thing, as we didn't leave the store until after 4:30 PM, all four of us carrying three or four large bags. We managed to stuff everything into the trunk, although it was a bit of a tight squeeze, then headed back to the ranch for a well-deserved supper.

Mom had called Phil at some point while we were in the store, so they were aware that we wouldn't be home until late afternoon at least.

When we arrived at the ranch and entered the house, carrying the bags, we were greeting by the smell of a fantastic chili dinner. Mom dropped the bags in her hands by the bottom of the stairs and marched over to the big stove, leaned down and sniffed appreciatively.

Angel wandered in through the back entrance, giggled at mom sniffing the chili, then said we'd have to wait until 6:30 to eat like always. Mom grumbled for a moment while hiding a grin behind her hand, and our stomachs all chose that moment to growl in protest.

That had Angel giggling even harder, but we were all settled around the table a few minutes later with a thick slice of apple pie.

The chili tasted as good as it had smelled and Barb and I spent the evening putting on a little fashion show for mom and Chantel.

**********

The ranch hands just shrugged when Barb and I showed up the next morning wearing what was obviously female clothing. It made no difference to them at all, they had jobs to do which included spending some time in showing us how to do things around the ranch itself.

We learned a lot that summer. We found out that hand milking cows can be rather messy and laughed when Frank used the milking machine. There were half a dozen large pigs in a pen to one side of the big cow barn, five sows and an older boar with a dozen or more piglets. There were days where we helped with the midsummer harvest, having been told it was common to have two warm season harvests here.

We also helped with tending the horses, learning how to feed them, groom them, and how to muck out the stalls. I have to admit I didn't like shovelling up the horse shit very much, but I honestly didn't mind being around the horses. Some of them were even friendly to us.

The best part of most days on the ranch, though, was when we were trotting, then cantering and galloping in the horse paddocks. I have no idea why, but whenever I was on a horse's back and running across those wide open fields, I felt like I could almost fly, I was that happy.

July turned to August and August slowly faded into September, the temperatures often climbing into the low 100s, sometimes 110s.

It wasn't easy living under the brutal New Mexico sun, but at least here, I knew I had the love of my mom and two sisters.

I have to admit it felt a bit odd the first little while that Barb and I presented as girls, but with no one making a fuss, that feeling faded fast.

School would be starting next Tuesday, the first time that Barb and I would be going to school as girls. It scared me a bit, I guess.

**********

Mr. Randall, the town banker, dropped in one afternoon in late August to talk with mom and Phil.

We found out that evening, over supper, that odd things were happening in and around Felson's Hell.

The first had been the discovery of a disembowelled German Shepherd dog on the side of the road leading into town on August 2nd. The remains had been left there, a rather gruesome sight to be sure, and had been found by the owner of a house at the edge of the town.

The second incident was the torching and bombing of a veteran's 68 Mustang which destroyed the car. What made this even worse was that the body of the veteran, one Thomas Schilling, was found beside the car, darn near cooked. He'd apparently tried to save his car but failed.

It didn't come out until three days later that Schilling had been shot by what was assumed to be a high calibre rifle, killing him instantly.

The third incident was the digging up of several graves on private property, the remains having been scattered all over the area. Even with several knowledgeable people trying to help, it was extremely difficult to sort out which bones belonged in which grave. It was a difficult enough task that a highly renowned "bones" man was called in to help with the entire process, which took nearly a week to finish.

The fourth incident was a nasty one, involving the rather valuable herd of a rancher well known for training and breeding high quality horses. Someone entered one of his paddocks one night and lit a fire in the field, which drove the herd in the field toward and then over a cliff. The cliff itself wasn't especially high, perhaps thirty-five or forty feet, but it was a very steep slope and the terrified horses were unable to stop.

Most of the twenty-seven horses that had been in that field had to be put down, only five were saved from that and only because their injuries were not severe, possibly because their fall had been broken by other horses that had fallen over the cliff side just before them.

The rancher was a broken man after that. Within a week, he had put his ranch up for sale and left the area, never to return.

**********

On the last night before the school year would officially begin, Lilith stood unseen in the darkness north of the town of Felson's Hell.

She smiled as she noticed the for sale sign at the end of the laneway leading to the former horse breeder's ranch.

Everything was happening just as it should. This town would die under her hand, but the time was not quite right. Soon, it would come.

To Reap The Wind

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  • crazypagangurl

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To Reap The Wind
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by Crazy Pagan Gurl

TG Themes: 

  • Reluctant
  • Accidental

To Reap The Wind: Chapter 1

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Rape / Sexual Assault
  • CAUTION: Violence

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Reluctant
  • Accidental

Other Keywords: 

  • weres
  • Vampires
  • Fae
  • Supernatural Beings
  • Grim Reaper

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The shape within the dark cloak and cowl chuckled, a sound both sweet and shivery, as she spotted the lone witness to her reaping. She had just entered the room in her characteristic flash of light, then claimed the soul of the man who had been raping a young woman. The young woman in question had jumped out of the bed as soon as she appeared and cowered in the furthest corner of the room from the new arrival.

"Ahhh, thou art a young lass, I ken?" she enquired of the trembling girl in the corner of the opulent bedroom.

That girl shrieked, and would not stop doing so for several minutes. The reaper formerly known as Sir Owain waited patiently.

Eventually, the girl stopped shrieking, then noticed the strange being still standing there, waiting for her to reply to the question.

"I am a young woman, yes, miss. I turned seventeen just three months ago," she muttered at one point, still in shock at what she was seeing. There was no doubt that the strange creature was real. There was also no doubt that it was NOT here for her, but that bastard on the bed.

The strange creature nodded, then stalked over to a big but comfortable leather wing chair in one corner of the room. It, no she, then waved a hand, beckoning the young woman to join her by taking a seat in the wing chair on the other side of the small side table.

The girl blinked, then shrugged and slowly pulled herself to her feet before stumbling across the room and slumping into the other chair.

"What be your name, lass?" the creature asked. "I be Owaina, a Grim Reaper, here to claim that one as his time had come." The newly named Reaper pointed to the body of Count Oliver Bardenne, who had as of this date ravaged the last maiden he would ever know in life.

Something about that name had the girl thinking furiously for a few minutes. As before, the reaper waited patiently for her to finish. Finally, she figured it out. "Owaina? That's a rather unusual name for a girl. I assume it would be the feminine variant of the Welsh name Owain?"

"Aye, lass, it be the female form. Pray tell why it be of interest to thee?" the Reaper enquired.

"Well, I take English Literature in one of my high school classes, and Owain was well known as a knight of King Arthur's Round Table."

The gusty sigh coming out in that sweet sounding voice sent a shiver through the girl's body. Something very strange was happening here.

"Girl, I be that Owain, forsooth, who wast one of Arthur's knights. I died at the hand of the treacherous undead Tristan de Bois long ago."

"Undead? You mean ghosts, ghouls and other things like that are real?" The girl shrank back into the depths of her chair, plainly horrified.

"They be real, yes. I have some power over them, but only to send them from where I be at the time," she replied to the girl's new question. "Ahhh... speaking of which..." Owaina waved a hand at the flickering shape rising from the body of the so recently deceased count and intoned in a clear, carrying voice, "Begone, foul spirit. Go to whence thou belongest, before I sendest thee there 'gainst thy will!"

The ghost shrieked as it realized that it was no longer alive, then vanished in a flash from the room at the command of the Reaper.

The girl watched, fascinated, as the creature, this Grim Reaper as she had identified herself, banished the ghost from their presence. She found it hard to believe that she was sitting across from a creature who held the reins of death in her obviously capable hands.

It took another moment before the girl focused on the room again, then spoke, "I apologize, my name is Katherine de Bois, some call me Kate." It was only as she stopped speaking that she realized that the Reaper was looking at her with a very strange and dark expression.

That voice, which had sounded sweet and clear before, now rasped as the Reaper lifted her scythe and faced Kate. "de Bois? Ye bear the name of that treacherous filth! Prove to me now that ye be not of his line, or face the full extent of my wrath!" as she rose from the chair.

Kate blanched, it was very, very clear that this Reaper was beyond furious just at the mention of her surname. She squeezed even further back into the depths of the chair as she looked up at the creature, then screamed, "I do not know for sure if my family was in any way related to him! I only know that my ancestors lived in the southeast of France, and that they came here after the French Revolution took place!"

Those statements caused Owaina, the Reaper, to halt and turn her gaze inward, accessing memories of the dead from foregone ages. Several minutes passed before the scythe was slowly lowered to the Reaper's side and Owaina turned and sat down again.

"I have spoken with the Lord of Death himself, and accessed the records of your forebears. They be not from evil Tristan's line," she stated.

Kate almost fell out of the chair, such was the surprise and jubilation she felt at the Reaper's blunt pronouncement.

The two of them sat there, the only sound in the room being the ticking of the large grandfather clock not far from the room's main door, for a good quarter of an hour before Owaina stood again, nodded and said, "My work be not yet done. I must be on my way from here now."

The first statement startled Kate, enough that she asked before taking the time to think it might not be polite, "Not done? What do you mean?"

"There be a number of souls that a Grim Reaper must claim before their time be done. I have many a soul to claim yet!" Owaina declared.

That caused Kate to be shocked again, Reapers had to claim a specific number of souls before they could leave their existence? As she thought about that, she realized that the Reaper's statement verified that there were others who did the same duties as this one did tonight.

She sighed, then looked up at the Reaper, intrigued by it? "I'm curious, just how does one become a Grim Reaper?" Kate asked Owaina.

"That be different for each Reaper, lass. Some be bound to it, some have business unfinished to resolve, some are claimed by Death."

The way that Owaina said Death, it was obvious that she meant it to be capitalized. It was a name, perhaps a rank in the spirit realms.

Once more, the Reaper Owaina stated, "'Tis time I must be gone! Fare thee well, Katherine de Bois!"

A moment later, after an eerie blinding light finished flashing through the room, Kate looked up to find that she was now alone. The Grim Reaper Owaina had taken the body of the former Count with her, leaving only a smelly stain on the bedsheet from the Count's passing.

To Reap The Wind: Chapter 2

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

TG Themes: 

  • Reluctant
  • Accidental

Other Keywords: 

  • weres
  • Vampires
  • Fae
  • Supernatural Beings
  • Grim reapers

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

Grave plot with several broken and toppled stone crosses near castle once known as Camelot, 877 AD

"Rise, Sir Owain, to do your duty to this world! You may be dead, but your work is not done. Rise, I command thee!"

The large, heavily cloaked figure with the bony hands, very large, razor sharp scythe and eyes of flaming red, had to repeat the call.

"Rise, Sir Owain, I call you forth to walk among the people again, to do a duty that might, over time, calm your troubled soul. Rise!"

This time, a wavering, silvery shape slowly crawled out from one of the graves without disturbing the physical grave itself in any way. The process of the spirit doing so took some time, and the heavily cloaked one stood, waiting patiently, until the spirit stood and faced him.

"Why hast thou called me from my long sleep, old spirit? My life is done, I hast no duty left after foul Tristan murdered me!" Owain snarled.

"You know not of what you speak, Owain, knight of the Round Table. Physical death does not always end one's true life. Your spirit has come from its grave e'er so often to roam the lands near the castle, seeking the foul one who killed you so long ago, I suspect.

"Tristan de Bois was eventually slain, by Sir Lancelot no less, about a score of years after you had died. He rots in the pits of hell below."

"Then I hast no reason to exist, the vengeance I wouldst have like to make against that foul one hast been done by another!" Owain growled.

"And that, my good Sir, is why you must take up my offer. By doing so, you may regain that balance you so sorely need," the spirit declaimed. "Much time has passed, the world will not know you, so you can do my duty without fear of harm arising from your past life."

"How much time, spirit? The castle lookest to be slowly falling apart!" Owain howled, advancing with arms raised toward the large spirit.

"Much time, Owain. About two hundred of your years have passed since your death," the old spirit told him, speaking in a softer tone.

"Two hundred? That be several lifetimes, old one!" Owain gasped, the shock quite apparent on the smaller spirit's face.

"For your folk, that is quite true, Sir Owain. It is rare for a knight to reach his thirtieth summer, much less his fiftieth, as you well know."

The spirit of Owain slowly lowered itself to the ground, taking a seat on a slightly higher hummock, and faced the old one again.

"Why shouldst I take up your call? What duty hast I to this world? It hast long forgotten me, hast it not?" Owain asked.

"Some have forgotten you, some have not. King Arthur and his knights inspired many a tale for wandering men to tell over their campfires."

Owain nodded, that made sense to him. He knew that the common folk often forgot anything beyond their simple duties unless the tales had become bits of legend, which some tales do after having been retold many times. "What wouldst thou wish me to do, then, spirit?"

"Become one of my reapers, Sir Owain, and collect the souls of the dead as they leave their mortal bodies behind," was the response given.

"You sayest that my doing this mayest aid my heart and soul to heal from my death at the hands of Tristan?" Owain enquired.

"That is quite possible. I cannot say for sure if it will or not, Sir Owain, only time may tell," was the bigger spirit's reply.

The knight sat there, sinking slightly into the hummock every so often until he noticed it and sat properly again. He could see the moon rising to the east, so it was most likely the early hours of this lonely early summer night. He hardly noticed the mist as it began to fall from the sky.

The moon had risen nearly halfway up the sky as he sat there, thinking and pondering on this great spirit's words. What if they were true?

Finally, he made his decision and slowly rose from the hummock, into which he had been sinking once again.

"I shall join you, as your reaper, in the hopes that I mayest find healing and some small bit of happiness again," Owain stated, speaking quietly.

The quietness of his voice didn't prevent the large spirit from hearing him. He was the Lord of Death, having dominion over the dead.

"Then come close to me, Sir Owain, and let me lay my hand upon your head to claim you as my Reaper," the Lord of Death declared.

Owain advanced somewhat nervously toward the Lord of Death, until he finally stood within the greater spirit's reach.

The Lord of Death placed his hand upon Sir Owain's head and focused intently for a moment.

Just as Owain was thinking that nothing would happen, an arc of puissant purple power passed from the Lord of Death into Owain's body. The arc set off what could only be called a spasming fit, which lasted for maybe a quarter hour, during which time Owain's body slowly changed.

As the spasming fit finally ended, so too did the changes, which left Owain utterly confused. Why? Quite simply, his new body was female.

The utterly changed Owain laid there on the ground, looking at herself, her expression going from shock to surprise to a sense of wonder.

Finally, she looked up and asked the Lord of Death, "Just how didst this happen, great one? I be not the person I was!"

The Lord of Death looked down at the new Grim Reaper, shaking his head in surprise at what had happened. "I do not know, Owain."

"Owain be not right for a girl to be named. Mayhap I couldst be named Owaina, as a way to recall my former life?"

The Lord of Death nodded, agreeing to that simple and heartfelt request. "So shall it be. From this day forth, you are Owaina, a Grim Reaper."

The new Owaina looked around her. Not far away, lying on the damp earth, was a new scythe and a simple grey cloak and cowl that should fit. She picked up the items, donning the cloak and cowl first, which quite oddly was not wet, even after lying on the damp ground next to her.

She stared at the scythe, then at the much larger one held by the Lord of Death himself, and picked it up, swinging it to test its balance. It felt right for her, as if it were made just for her. A moment's thought made her chuckle as she realized that was the plain and simple truth.

A moment later, after a brief nod, the two of them vanished from the small cemetery plot near the slowly crumbling castle of Camelot.

**********

Various parts of the known world, 877 AD & onward

The next few years were spent with Owaina training under an older Grim Reaper, one Albertus, who had lived around the time of Christ.

Albertus was a rough and ready Grim Reaper, rarely taking more time than was truly necessary to gather the newly dead souls.

Eventually, in the early fall of the year 881 AD, Owaina was allowed to begin her duties as a Grim Reaper without an overwatch.

Time passed, and the world changed little by little as the years went by, with Owaina claiming souls in various parts of the known world.

To Thine Own Self Be True

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

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TG Universes & Series: 

  • Winnisimmet Tales

Carmen Isabela Sofia de Valencita sat in her freshly poured bath, enjoying the softly scented bubbles floating around her as she relaxed. Tomorrow was going to be a very big day for her, her twin boys, Julio Ramon and Javier Luis would be heading off to college in Georgia. She couldn't even remember which college or university they would be attending, she was doing her best to stay strong until after they had left.

Her mind drifted back to when she had first known she would have a child and what had resulted from that discovery.. 

To Thine Own Self Be True

I had an idea for a story set in Winnisimmet, Massachusetts, so I bounced it off of efindumb and after a bit of discussion, he said that he would consider allowing this to be a Winnisimmet Tales story. I've spent the last 48 hours adjusting some bits to his approval.

So here is the start of a brand new Winnisimmet Tales story, I intend it to be novel length overall, so there will be much more to write.

My thanks go out to efindumb for allowing me to play in his universe, I hope I do it justice.

This story will eventually go a bit outside the norms, specifically regarding relationships. You'll find out why when it happens.

To Thine Own Self Be True: Prologue

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School
  • Mature / Thirty+

TG Universes & Series: 

  • Winnisimmet Tales

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

I had an idea for a story set in Winnisimmet, Massachusetts, so I bounced it off of efindumb and after a bit of discussion, he said that he would consider allowing this to be a Winnisimmet Tales story. I've spent the last 48 hours adjusting some bits to his approval.

So here is the start of a brand new Winnisimmet Tales story, I intend it to be novel length overall, so there will be much more to write.

My thanks go out to efindumb for allowing me to play in his universe, I hope I do it justice.

This story will eventually go a bit outside the norms, specifically regarding relationships. You'll find out why when it happens.

**********

Carmen Isabela Sofia de Valencita sat in her freshly poured bath, enjoying the softly scented bubbles floating around her as she relaxed. Tomorrow was going to be a very big day for her, her twin boys, Julio Ramon and Javier Luis would be heading off to college in Georgia. She couldn't even remember which college or university they would be attending, she was doing her best to stay strong until after they had left.

Her mind drifted back to when she had first known she would have a child and what had resulted from that discovery.

**********

Carmen had been throwing up almost immediately after waking for more than a week before she decided that she needed to see a doctor.

There was a small clinic not far from her school here in Winnisimmet, she would go there after school let out today.

Whatever was wrong with her was definitely distracting her quite a bit, her teachers had to prompt her several times to pay attention. A few of her teachers just shook their heads and let her be, they could see something was worrying her, perhaps it would sort itself out soon.

It was a constant struggle for Carmen to focus in her classes that day, but she didn't end up looking like a complete fool, she could live with it.

The moment that the bells rang to signal that her last class was finished, she was up and headed toward her locker at a swift walk.

Carmen wasn't particularly pretty, being tall, slender and rather small breasted compared to many girls her age. She wasn't in any way interested in the girly things that many of them liked to do, stuff like cheerleading, gymnastics, dance classes, or home economics, nor was she interested in sports. The girls' basketball team had asked her numerous times to join the team, her 5'10" height and long, long legs would be a huge asset there, but she didn't care, she didn't want to be known as the girl whose height got her there rather than any actual ability.

Once she had her homework packed in her backpack, shabby leather purse in hand and dressed in a coat suitable for the cold wintry temperatures that were invading the town, she headed out of the school and walked over to the clinic several blocks away.

She was glad to get back inside, that wind was cold. She then had to fill out forms and wait for nearly half an hour to see the doctor.

The doctor, a fiftyish male, listened politely, then chuckled and asked if she had had any sex recently, over the last few months, perhaps?

Carmen blushed, her slightly dusky cheeks glowing a bit as she softly replied, "Yes, about half a dozen times, starting two months ago."

"Well, my dear," Dr. Paul Cambert said as he gently tapped her on the knee, "I suspect you are pregnant, a test will let us know in a moment." He walked out of the room, returning a couple of minutes later with a few slim boxes in his hand, then opened one, revealing a pregnancy test.

He politely informed Carmen as to how to use the test, then sent her off to the nearest bathroom. She returned five minutes later, looking almost ashen. She handed the test that she had used over to the doctor, he quickly scanned it, nodding at the positive indication of pregnancy.

He then sent her to another room in the clinic, where a technician scanned her using an ultrasound, then sent her back to the waiting area.

She had to wait fro just over fifteen minutes before she was called back in to the doctor's office.

"You are definitely pregnant, my dear," he stated, "Six weeks old by the looks of it, your tentative due date is July 15th of next year."

Carmen shook her head, then thanked the doctor, put on her coat, picked up her purse and headed out to catch a bus and go home.

She walked in the door of the family's four bedroom house just before 6 PM, and her mother yelled at her, asking where she had been.

"Later, Mama," Carmen responded, then hung up her coat and shuffled her way up the stairs to the room she shared with her sister Luisa.

Luisa, who was fourteen to Carmen's sixteen, was sprawled on her bed in old jeans and a sweater reading what looked like Cosmopolitan.

Carmen tossed her purse onto her own bed, then swiftly pulled off her skirt and blouse, changing into jeans, a t-shirt and a sweater.

Once she had changed, she dropped onto her own bed, then curled up on her pillow and started crying into its comforting depths.

Luisa knew that something was wrong, but decided to leave Carmen alone for now, she'd find out tonight or maybe tomorrow.

Just after 6:15 PM, their mother called for everyone to come down for dinner, and soon the table was crowded. Her father Paolo was at one end of the table, her mother Estella at the other, her brothers Diego and Alejandro on one side, and she and Luisa on the other.

Dinner was quiet, but both parents noticed that Carmen was upset by something, and Estella noticed that Carmen had been crying.

Once the dishes had been cleared and cleaned, and the other kids had run off upstairs, Estella cornered Carmen in the living room. It only took Estella a few minutes to find out what was worrying her daughter so much. The news had Estella wobbling between pride at knowing that she would be a grandmother, perhaps earlier than she had wanted, and anger that her daughter had gotten herself pregnant so young.

There was also a rather firm discussion where Carmen was told that abortion of the foetus was not an option.

The rest of the night was spent by Carmen sulking on her bed, then curling up and falling asleep still fully dressed.

**********

The next day in school was no better, in fact, Carmen seemed even more distracted than she had been the day before.

After she had eaten half of her lunch, she dropped the remainder in the trash and noticed her boyfriend heading out the doors that led from the school's cafeteria to a side parking lot. She sighed and followed him, catching him as leaned against his car, a two year old Ford Mustang.

"Hey, Tommy, I need to talk to you for a minute," she called as she approached him and the three other boys by his car.

A brief nod from Thomas and the three boys wandered off so that the two of them could talk alone.

Carmen's cheeks began to turn quite red as she looked at Tommy, then she muttered, "We have a big problem, Tommy."

Tommy looked down to Carmen, he stood a good five inches taller than her, as he asked, "What the heck are you talking about, Carm?"

She hated being called Carm, she'd told him sooo many times, but he still did it which annoyed her a lot. She blurted out, "I'm pregnant!" Now she was not only blushing like a newly lit fire, she was also acting extremely nervous and grabbed his arm for some support.

That was when things went wrong, Thomas shoved her away hard, she stumbled and fell onto the asphalt as the boy looked down at her and snarled, "No way is any chico piece of trash going to be named as mine, we're through, bitch! Keep your trash away from me!"

The three other boys had walked off a bit, but they were close enough to hear his response to her, it would be all over school in an hour.

Carmen barely paid any attention to her afternoon classes, went home on automatic and curled up on her bed, crying herself to sleep.

She was so emotionally wiped out that she didn't hear dinner being called at all. In fact, she slept right through the night.

**********

The next few weeks passed in what could only be described as a fugue state, her grades started to drop and teachers became worried. She wasn't a geek or an ace student, but she had been maintaining a fairly decent B- average since she started high school a year ago.

Christmas was just twelve days away when her dad went off like a rocket, once he knew that she was pregnant and a letter from the school was found in the mailbox that morning. The letter mentioned that she was not focusing on her studies and her grades were slipping.

When her father confronted her, she shrugged and turned away, heading to the stairs. He started yelling about how she was under his roof, she would live by his rules or by god, she wouldn't live there at all, the damnable little hussy! It went in one ear and out the other.

Carmen just didn't give a damn any more, but she also couldn't handle the way that her father was treating her. She shrugged again and continued up the stairs, packing some of her clothes into two duffles and a backpack, then called a friend and left the house.

The friend, a seventeen year old girl named Janice, picked her up and took her to her cousin's place, her cousin Tracy had a spare apartment.

Carmen and Tracy chatted for a few minutes when they met, then Tracy led the emotionally worn-out girl to her new living space. It was a modest apartment on the second floor of Tracy's house. There was a small combined living room/dining room/kitchen area. The bedroom wasn't all that big, maybe 12' by 12', with a thick cream carpet on the floor and beautiful heavy brocade drapes over the double window.

Carmen loved it, it was gorgeous! She gave her thanks to Tracy, put everything away, made the bed and was asleep just after 8:30 PM.

Carmen talked to a guidance counsellor after she arrived at school the next morning, then headed to a welfare office around 10 AM. It took her an hour to see a worker there, and the worker barely paid any attention beyond processing everything as quickly as possible.

Just before 11:30, they were finished and Carmen was informed she would have to pick up a cheque the next day, there would be a bonus amount to provide for any household necessities she might need and a small amount for a clothing allowance for school or work.

**********

Carmen had been not quite dozing in her bathtub, but not far from it and only became aware again when the water turned cold.

She took a few minutes to rinse herself off under the shower head, then dried herself, put on a nightgown and curled up in her comfy chair.

It didn't take very long before her mind wandered back to those old memories as she relaxed on that late summer evening.

**********

Weeks and then months passed as Carmen went to school, then spent most of the rest of her time in Tracy's home. She helped out with some of the usual household chores on top of paying Tracy what Tracy considered a fair amount for rent, but Carmen never complained.

Spring had finally sprung, the city was green again, many of the trees were in full bloom and the grass was as green as she had ever seen it.

None of that seemed to matter much, though. Carmen was becoming depressed at the prospect of having to care for a little child. She supposed she could put the child up for adoption, but that didn't seem right to her; abortion wasn't an option due to her faith, so she would give birth.

After that, well... as much as she might think it would be right to give up her child, she didn't want to do that; unfaithful ass or not, this was HER child, she would keep it. The depression was more to do with her believing she might not be able to care for a child properly, there really hadn't been much discussion in the house about it before her father blew up on her and she walked out, leaving much of her life behind.

By the time late April arrived, Carmen was having trouble in class again. What the heck did these classes matter compared to a child? During the second full week of May, she failed three tests in different classes; on the 13th, she left school after lunch and never returned.

The folks at welfare weren't too pleased when she dropped out of school, but they continued to send her the monthly checks.

**********

Carmen pulled herself out of the comfortable chair for a moment, she wanted a glass of warm milk to offset what was coming.

Once she had the milk on the end table, next to a side plate with three double chocolate chip cookies Tracey had made, she relaxed again.

*********

Carmen had gone out for a short walk, it was June 28th, just after nine PM. She hoped the walk would settle her down.

Fate had other plans for her, though. She was about to cross the street to a small park nearby when she felt liquid running down her legs. It took a moment before she realized that her water had broken; she pulled out her phone, called Tracy, then called 911.

An ambulance arrived barely seven minutes later; the paramedics gently placed her on the stretcher, then in the ambulance.

Ten minutes later, she was being pulled into the hospital, where the paramedics dropped her off in the maternity ward.

After a few quick standard medical tests, temperature, blood pressure, etc., she was placed in a room with three other pregnant women. She looked around, noticing that the other women were all older, one in her apparent mid-twenties, the other two in their mid to late thirties.

There were several false calls as the night progressed. The labour became very real as the contractions closed in to every three to five minutes just after seven the next evening, but it wasn't over yet by a long shot. The contractions stayed that way for the next four hours.

At 10:15 PM, the doctor in charge decided to help things along, and at 10:57 PM, the first child was born, a boy with healthy lungs. He was quickly wiped clean, the umbilical cord snipped and the child placed in his very nervous mother's arms for a brief moment.

But the labour wasn't yet finished. She had not known, as she had not gone to any clinics for further tests related to the pregnancy, but she was carrying twins. The only procedures she had been involved in were LaMaze classes which she attended with either Tracy or Janice.

It was ten past eleven before the doctor noticed that the contractions hadn't stopped, Carmen had passed her little one off to a nurse several minutes earlier, and the nurses had been busy with another woman nearby having some kind of minor medical emergency.

But the doctor and a nurse did notice eventually, and a second boy was brought into the world at 11:19 PM that evening.

Carmen was in shock. She had had no idea at all that she was carrying twins, she watched as the nurse cleaned the newborn, then cut the umbilical cord and handed the child over to her. Carmen tucked this second little wonder in her arm and smiled down on him.

A moment later, a nurse brought the little guy's older brother to her and she ended up holding a newborn in each arm, staring at them.

The hospital had only her parents listed as contacts, apparently that was due to her being treated there for something years ago.

**********

Paolo and Estella had been in a waiting room since the wee hours of the morning. Estella had never had a labour last longer than eight or nine hours, so the two were very, very worried when Carmen's labour kept dragging on hour after hour with nothing new to hear.

Suddenly, a nurse approached them, asking if they were Carmen's parents and Estella answered in the affirmative.

"Well, this was a rather difficult labour due to her narrow hips," the nurse stated, "but she has two fine looking baby boys, go see her."

Paolo and Estella were stunned. As far as they knew, twins didn't run in either of their families. This was a very big surprise.

They hurried into the room where Carmen was laying back on a bed with a tiny boy held in each arm. She had fallen asleep holding them.

"Carmen, love, two beautiful boys? Oh, my," Estella gushed as she reached down, taking one boy, handing him to Paolo, then picked up the second tiny newborn just as Carmen opened her eyes to see them there. She watched for a moment as her parents held the two babies.

"Hello, Papa, Mama, I wasn't expecting to see you here," Carmen stated. "When did you get here?"

"About 12:30 AM today, we didn't even know you were here until the hospital called just after midnight," Paolo replied.

"You've been out there in the waiting room all of that time?" Carmen gasped. "What about the kids?"

"Belinda Bowen from the house next door is watching them, they'll be fine. All of us have been worrying about you," Estella added.

"Worrying about me, Mama? Why?" Carmen snapped, "I may be on welfare, but I've been taking good care of myself, dammit!"

"Hush, hush, love, you'll scare your little ones," her mama answered. "Your hips," she continued, "they're not built for childbearing, love."

"Whatever, Mama. Yeah, I hurt a bit, but I have these two precious ones to care for now, and I intend to do that."

Paolo spoke up, "You can come back home, we'll put the two boys into a room together so you can have your own space."

Carmen shocked him to the core when she shook her head. "No, Papa, I intend to continue to live on my own while I raise my boys. The family will be welcome to visit, but I will not put up with them if they start giving me a hard time over my having children so young."

Paolo knew he wouldn't win this; he sighed and nodded, his daughter was showing the fire that often got her into arguments; there had been times where that fire had caused problems in the family, but there was no way in hell he wanted that sense of spirit to be quashed.

"Well, if we can't help you by letting you live with us, we'll help you in other ways," Estella made her point. "These boys are family."

**********

Three days after the births, Carmen was watching the TV when a news report came on.

The report mentioned a prominent city councillor, one Louis Reagan, who had just finished a short speech before an audience in front of City Hall. The speech was about fighting to guarantee everyone's rights, not just those in government or who had money or status of some sort.

The integrity, honesty and charm the councillor showed as she spoke made her feel good about things for a bit.

She'd already named the first baby, he was now officially Julio Ramon Felipe Eduardo de Valencita. She'd already picked the younger boy's first name, Javier, but until now she had not been sure what name should be his second. The gentleman on the TV had impressed her very much, and she decided that her younger boy's name would be Javier Luis Alejandro Rafael de Valencita.

The two boys were baptized when they were nine days old in the parish church the family had attended for nearly twenty years.

**********

Life wasn't easy for Carmen, she lived with Tracy for another fifteen months after returning with her two precious babies.

At that point, she ended up in a nice sized one bedroom apartment in a small building about a mile away from her parents; eleven months later, she moved into apartment 3-E, a two bedroom unit in the same building with just a wee bit more space than the previous apartment.

The letter arrived in her mailbox about a month before she would move into that two bedroom unit. It had been redirected from her parents' address to Tracy's house, then to this building. She opened it and received a shock, one that surprised her, especially with what it concerned.

The letter read as follows, and had apparently been sent to her parents by the father of that damnable bastard Thomas Laramie Wilson:

"We regret to inform you that Private Thomas Wilson was killed in combat while fighting outside Kandahar, Afghanistan three days ago. His body is being sent to the nearest location where it can be transferred to a US jet and should arrive in your city within the next seven days.

He was a good soldier, fought long, hard and well for his country.

We believe he will be nominated for a posthumous Distinguished Service Cross (Army) and a Silver Star.

If such is the case, you will be informed of the time and date of the ceremony in case you wish to attend."

There was a signature below the letter itself, but her eyes were so blurred with tears that she couldn't read it.

He may have treated her like garbage, but he'd died honourably, fighting to protect others and he had apparently died saving others.

The letter fell to the floor of the entryway as she leaned against the mailboxes, the tears flowing silently down her cheeks.

Several minutes passed before she was able to stop crying, she picked up the letter and slowly walked into the building.

A woman stepping out of one of the two elevators saw her, the tracks of the tears quite evident, and asked what had happened.

Carmen replied, "You know I've told you that my two little boys had a no-good, heartless bastard of a father that didn't want them at all?" The woman nodded and Carmen continued, "That man went over to Afghanistan, served for seventeen months and died saving people's lives."

The woman shook her head briefly, then said, "That doesn't sound like someone I'd call a heartless bastard."

Carmen laughed, a short but humourless laugh, "No, it doesn't, but the damn bastard could have tried to be a father, dammit!"

Carmen couldn't handle anything else at that point, she walked around the woman, entered the elevator and hit the third floor button.

Not quite two months later, Carmen began to receive supplementary checks in the mail, which turned out to be death benefits ensuing from Private Thomas Wilson's army service that were being paid to her to ensure she had sufficient funds to care for her boys.

She then found out that the councillor had learned about Private Wilson being the father to her boys and that he had insisted the government provide the support. The two boys were his next of kin, his heirs and he had at one point acknowledged them as his before witnesses.

**********

The years rolled on as they always do. In September of the year when the twins were five years old, they entered the school system. Perhaps it was a good thing that the two boys were not identical twins, there were differences enough that both could be easily identified.

The two boys were happy to be able to be around other young people their own age, and their studies weren't difficult.

Now that the boys were in school, Carmen had time to herself, time she had been spending watching her two little boys. Perhaps she could put a note on the board in the entryway that she was willing to babysit during the day, she could put her apartment number there as contact info.

About a week after she posted the notice, Carmen had her first babysitting job. She was paid in the form of a lovely sausage casserole.

The babysitting wasn't a regular thing initially, although it did become a more common occurrence as the years passed. Most of the time, she would be paid with some type of food, but every now and then, a client would slip her a ten or a twenty along with the food.

About a year after she started babysitting, her parents bought her a cell phone and paid for it so people could call her when needed.

**********

Time continued to pass, the boys advanced through the grades steadily, then they were graduating from junior high.

A few months later, they shifted over to a high school not far from the apartment; classes were harder, but the boys managed to keep up. At one point, a girl in a class a year ahead of them helped the two of them with their math studies, their grades improved a bit and on they went.

**********

There was one major difference between Carmen and her two boys that became evident in high school; they were very, very competitive.

They'd been in school for about two months when Javier said something to his twin, slapped him on the shoulder and took off like a shot. Julio growled and was right behind him. The two ran around and then back and forth across the field before Julio tackled his brother by a goal line.

Someone who saw the two run that day suggested that they should try out for track and field for the spring, they were that fast. The two boys were tall and lean like their mother; they liked the idea, and when the spring track season took place, they ended up on the team.

The first two races were not bad, Javier claimed third in one, Julio third in the other. Then they cranked it up, and when the next meet happened, the two boys left everyone else in the dust, claiming 1st and 2nd in five distances, the 100m, the 200m, the 400m, the 1000m and the 3000m.

This was repeated for several track events that year and through half or more of the track events over the rest of their high school years.

But that wasn't all, the boys loved to wrestle, having done it with each other since they could walk, so they joined the wrestling team, too.

They weren't quite as spectacular there as they became on the track fields, but it wasn't unusual to see one of the two take 2nd or 3rd.

The wrestling led to them meeting several kids from their school one afternoon on the way to their MMA dojo from the school. Julio and Javier were curious, and went along to see what happened there, then went home to get permission slips from their mother.

The sensei at the dojo was a fair but strict man, and you would only learn there if you followed his rules to the letter.

Their height, both boys were 5'9" in grade 9 and would eventually reach their full height of 6'3" by the time they graduated from high school, often gave them an advantage in being able to use that height to gain leverage on others. Sometimes, though, that would backfire because, even with that height of theirs, they were quite lean, so a person who could put a good bit of solid body weight against them could use it to advantage.

Both boys enjoyed the classes in the dojo very much. By the time they graduated, both were holding brown belts in the dojo's MMA style.

**********

Carmen had decided that she and the boys needed to have their yearly physicals done and had made an appointment two weeks ago.

Now the time for the appointment had arrived. "Julio, Javier, get out here now, we have a medical appointment in thirty minutes!"

"Awww, mom," Julio whined as he shut off the game centre and TV, "I was just about to beat Javier in Street Fighter!"

"You can thank your grandfather for being able to have that TV and the game centre, boys. Now come on, move it!"

A brief moment later and they were all out the door, climbing into the Chevy Spark the boys had been given and headed to the clinic.

Walking into the clinic after they arrived pulled Carmen's memories back to when she had found out that she was pregnant. Gods, that was almost nineteen years ago. The place looked a lot better now, it had expanded into the building next to it and remodelled as well.

Carmen stopped by the receptionists area and waited a moment before saying, "Carmen, Julio and Javier de Valencita for appointments."

The receptionist nodded, checked the system and asked the three to wait in the seating area nearby.

The three were called about fifteen minutes later, taken into different rooms and given full physical examinations by various medical staff.

Once the tests were all finished, the three dressed again, then headed back to the seating area to wait yet again.

This wait ended up being just over 35 minutes, then their names were called and they were led into a small office. It wasn't strictly an office, the doctor that had this room could do various minor tests if needed, as the tools required were present, along with an exam bed.

Carmen received a shock as she entered the room. She shook her head, it couldn't be, he'd be seventy at least now!

It did turn out to be the doctor who had discovered she was pregnant, he introduced himself to her and the boys.

Carmen shook her head, then said, I'm surprised you are still here, doctor, "I expected you would have retired long ago."

Dr. Paul Cambert sighed and answered, "My wife died a few years after I first saw you, I became depressed and decided to keep working. The work helped to keep me focused on the needs of the patients rather than letting myself wallow in depression."

He scanned several pages, nodding as he continued, "You're all quite healthy, I'm just worried about how slim the boys are."

Carmen chuckled, then reached into her purse and pulled out an old wallet, extracting a bunch of photos from one compartment. "Doc, that leanness is a family trait, roughly eighty percent of the folks on my mother's side are just like myself and my two boys." She handed over the small stack of photos, giving Dr. Cambert the time to look at them, which he spent several minutes doing.

He looked over at Carmen, then asked, "So this is quite normal in your family, then?" as he continued to look at the photos.

She nodded, then added, "Yes, Doctor, one of those pictures is of my maternal grandmother; in the picture there, she was 62, she's now 80. Many of the other pictures are my uncles and aunts, one of Grandma Bea's brothers, he's 87 now, my mother, and my siblings."

"All right, then, I just wanted to be sure that the boys would be fine, most boys fill out as they grow into their adult bodies."

The doctor handed the photos back to Carmen, who took a moment to slide them back into their compartment in her wallet.

"Quite true, Doctor, but my family has always been a bit different. Thank you for making sure my boys are fine."

On the way out, Carmen stopped at the reception area and asked that the bill for the appointments be sent to her parents.

Doctor Cambert nodded as he shooed them out of his office. Carmen and the boys left the building, then returned home.

**********

The two boys worked hard month after month, year after year and graduated 4th and 6th in their graduating class, a fairly respectable result.

Even with the boys having been in the MMA dojo with several of the kids from school, they weren't close to any of them, just minimally friendly.

They had never really made friends in the school system; even though they were in a good school, the simple fact that their mother was on welfare and that they had never known their father caused many to look down on them. The boys ignored all of it and went their own way.

School was finished. Both had chosen to go to colleges that happened to be part of Georgia State University.

Julio had decided that he would study business and thus was going to the J. Mack Robinson College of Business. Javier, meanwhile, had decided he would study law and had chosen the College of Law. The boys would be living in the dormitories initially.

If they could show that they were able to maintain a certain class average, Paolo had said they would have an apartment their second year.

**********

Carmen blinked, then shook her head and looked at the big round clock on the wall of the living room. Two AM, she should be in bed, the boys would be getting up in about five hours; they would have breakfast, pack everything into the car and leave by mid-morning.

The car in question was a five year old Chevrolet Spark that Paolo had bought as a present for the boys' high school graduation.

Carmen padded off to her room, quickly changed into a nightgown, brushed her teeth, then climbed into bed and was asleep second later.

**********

Carmen managed to pull herself out of bed at 8:15 AM, the boys had everything packed in the car and were making a quick breakfast when Carla wandered into the kitchen. A few minutes later, Javier handed her a plate with some sausages, eggs and home fries on it.

A fresh cup of strong coffee with one sugar was placed next to her plate by Julio as he and Javier sat down with their own food.

The three ate their meal, then Carmen followed them outside and watched as they climbed into the car and drove away.

Her two boys were heading off to college, something she had not been able to do herself. She prayed that they would do well down there.

The babysitting she had done in the building had been a good thing, but there were very few young children here now.

She had heard of a particular daycare that held their staff to very high standards of care, perhaps she could apply there to work part-time?

**********

A few more days passed while she thought about that idea, then she thought, 'What the heck, better than sitting here all day doing nothing!"

She gathered the twenty-nine bits of paper that were her references from the folks she had babysat for here in the building. She carefully packed them into an envelope, put the envelope in her purse, grabbed her keys, locked the apartment and headed out of the building.

She had to take two different buses to reach that particular daycare and arrived at its front gate just before 11 AM.

There was a small yard in front of the building, perhaps ten feet deep by twenty-five wide, with a monkey bar set-up on one side and a large and very solid wooden picnic table on the other side of the walk leading to the door. She slowly advanced down the walk, then opened the door.

She could see that the space inside was no wider than what was out front, but the building looked to be at least sixty, maybe seventy feet long. There was a counter a short distance inside the door with a doorway behind the countered area likely being an office for the boss.

A short distance down the left wall she could see a door that would probably be a washroom, then two more doors along that wall and three on the right. The space to her right seemed to be a small combination play and waiting area, two young women were sitting on a sofa there. She assumed that the other doorways were rooms with specific purposes or perhaps for various ages. There was plenty of space, it was nice.

Carmen approached the counter, nodding to the young woman behind it, then asked if she could put in an application for part-time work.

The young woman nodded, pulled some sheets out from a shelf under the desk and handed them to Carmen, "You'll need to fill these out."

Carmen smiled at her, took the papers and walked over to a second sofa, then sat and began filling in the forms. It didn't take her very long to finish most of it, perhaps ten minutes, but they only had spaces for two references, she had twenty-nine in the envelope in her purse.

Carmen walked over to the desk and waited for a few minutes as the young woman was handling an incoming phone call.

Eventually, the call ended and Carmen made her request known, then opened the envelope, showing the woman all of the references in it.

The young woman shuffled through the small stack of references, then handed them back to Carmen and knocked on the office door. She had to wait a moment, then entered. Carmen could not hear what was said in the office, the young woman returned to the desk, smiling.

She asked for the references, then started feeding them into a photocopier, taking a copy of each individual reference.

When she was finished, she returned to the counter and passed the envelope with the originals back to Carmen.

"These references will be added to your application. If it is accepted, you will receive a call from us within 72 hours."

Carmen smiled, she nodded and then turned and smiled at the women sitting on the sofa as she left the building to head back home.

To Thine Own Self Be True: Chapter 1

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties
  • Mature / Thirty+

TG Universes & Series: 

  • Winnisimmet Tales

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  • Posted by author(s)

Tanya York talked with Melanie Lopez, Leslie Sylvester and Lupe Toro-Byrne on the Thursday afternoon after Carmen put in her application.

Tanya was the first to speak up, "All that we're waiting on right now is a CORI check, correct?"

Melanie smiled, replying, "That's right. I have to say that I'm quite impressed by the references she gave us. Granted, they all seem to be personal references, as she wasn't working in an actual daycare, rather out of her apartment, but the ones that I've looked at all say that she cared for the kids she was babysitting like they were her own; the kids in almost every case love this woman like a second mother."

Lupe looked up from some papers she was examining, nodding in agreement with Melanie, "I had roughly half of the references that she gave to us to check, and like the ones Melanie called, the comments about her were all positive, with several claiming she reformed their kids."

Leslie piped up, "By the information she gave in her application, she started babysitting because she needed something to do once her twin boys were in school. She obviously likes working with kids, she babysat many of them even when there was no financial benefit to her."

Melanie nodded, "Even without the CORI check being finished yet, she sounds like a good person to have working here."

Tanya looked around at the other three, who were all nodding their heads in approval. "Then I'll arrange the interview for next week."

Melanie smiled again, then added, "She's only applying for part-time, but we need someone like her full-time. If we do end up hiring her, I want to have her agreement on eventually shifting to full-time. I suspect she only asked for part-time because she doesn't have a work history."

Tanya laughed, "Agreed. In that case, once the hiring takes place, we can then let her know about that option."

The four women were all smiling as the meeting broke up and they headed out to their various vehicles for the trip home.

**********

It had been almost three days since Carmen had put in the application to the daycare centre. She had heard about that place from people she had met on various occasions while she was out in the city taking care of things that needed to be done.

Just after 9:15 AM on the Friday after her visit to the daycare centre, her cell phone rang, she managed to answer it on the third ring.

"Hello, this is Carmen de Valencita speaking, who may I ask is calling?" she inquired.

"Hello, Carmen, my name is Tanya from Young Start Winnisimmet Preschool & Daycare. We've looked over your application and we would like for you to come in for an interview. Could you be here for 1:00 PM next Tuesday?" came the voice from the other end of the connection.

Carmen giggled for a moment, then answered, "Yes, I can be there. Thank you for giving me the chance to be interviewed."

The two women chatted for a moment or two, then the call ended, with Carmen grinning from ear to ear.

**********

Sapphire Jennifer Berkeley had managed to find a small one bedroom apartment in a house several blocks away from the campus. She and her parents had discussed whether she should live in the dorms or have her own place, but with her having had her gender reassignment surgery early that summer, they had decided that having her own space, and the privacy and safety it represented, was worth the added expense.

They weren't rich by any stretch of the imagination, but an apartment like the one they found was within their overall budget. The one downfall of the cost of the apartment was that Sapphire would need to find some form of employment to cover food and any necessities.

Sapphire spent the two weeks after she moved into the apartment in an effort to find that employment.

She had applied at about twenty restaurants around the campus, every one turned her down without stating exactly why. She was getting very frustrated one afternoon while sitting on a park bench in Rawson-Washington Park, the park was just down the street from her apartment.

A young woman walking by her noticed that the girl on the bench was upset about something and stopped to sit down for a moment. The fact that the young woman was pushing a small pram around and apparently wanted to relax for a few minutes only made it easier.

The young woman sat beside Sapphire for several minutes, occasionally looking in the pram to check on the baby.

Sapphire smiled for the briefest moment as the woman looked in the pram again, then looked herself, saying, "Handsome little boy you have."

"Thank you miss, he is a cute little guy, for sure, he just turned three months old last Thursday," the young woman replied.

Sapphire sighed, just looking at the baby boy had her wishing she had been born female, but that was not her lot in life.

The young woman glanced at Sapphire, then gently asked, "You seem upset about something, care to talk about it?"

Sapphire was surprised, she knew no one here, yet this young woman was acting as if Sapphire's worries were important. She shrugged her shoulders, then quietly spent the next several minutes talking to the young woman, pouring out all her worries and fears.

The young woman listened intently as Sapphire talked, not interrupting at all. When Sapphire finally finished, she turned to Sapphire and wrapped her in a hug, holding her for a moment, then let her go, saying, "My name is Shelly Tanner, I know you didn't actually have to tell me everything that you just did. I do have to say that I understand a bit, as a friend of mine is in transition from male to female right now."

When Sapphire looked up at her, it was obvious to Shelly that the other girl was seriously overstressed, she was about to start crying. Sapphire, with the first tears beginning to trickle down her cheeks, was shocked. Shelly was treating her with decency and respect.

Shelly continued, "I've known Sally for a long time, since were were six or seven I think, back when he was Salvatore. I knew that there was something that was bothering him for many years, but it wasn't until he told me last year that I actually knew why he was upset all the time. Since that time, she's managed to get a decent doctor here, even with the political climate, and is, as I said, undergoing her own transition."

That was enough to push Sapphire over the edge, she leaned forward, covering her face with her hands as she sobbed her heart out. 

Shelly sat there beside her, quietly waiting until Sapphire straightened up and then leaned against the back of the bench before she pulled some kleenexes from her purse and passed them over. Sapphire spent a minute or two wiping away the tears, then pulled a compact from her purse, looked in it and giggled at the raccoon eyes she was showing. A few more minutes went by as she cleaned herself and reapplied make-up.

The two continued to sit there, quietly relaxing, for the next half hour, at which point the little boy woke up and began crying. Shelly chuckled, then spoke, "Time to take him home. Oh, by the way, have you thought about applying at Coca-Cola? My boyfriend works there, he's taking a business course over there," she pointed toward the Georgia State campus, "And he says they have a great employment policy."

Sapphire smiled and thanked Shelly, then waved as the young woman and her baby boy headed out of the park.

The very next day, Sapphire walked into the headquarters of Coca-Cola and put in an application. A week later, she was hired part-time.

**********

Carmen showed up for her interview fifteen minutes early, waiting patiently in the small waiting area just inside the entrance.

At 1:07 PM, her name was called and she followed the caller into an office tucked in behind the front counter.

She sat down in a chair in front of the cherry wood desk once the other woman had seated herself behind it, then waited.

"Hello, Ms. de Valencita, I'm Tanya York, I'm the one handling your interview today."

Carmen noticed the double bands, wedding and engagement, on Tanya's left hand and replied, "You have my thanks, Mrs. York."

"Tanya is fine, thanks. You have quite a number of references with your application, we've talked to many of the people and in all but one case, you were given glowing recommendations. The lone holdout also recommended you, saying you had done your job well enough."

Carmen giggled, "I suspect that would be Ms. Luisa Alhambra, she has a hard time admitting that others can do things well."

Tanya smiled, "The references were only a small part of things, we also did a CORI check on you for the safety of our clients."

"CORI check?" Carmen inquired.

"Criminal Offender Record Information," Tanya replied, "We don't like to fool around regarding the children. There are a lot of people who would love to make our center into the next Fells Acres fiasco, which is something that we would prefer to avoid."

"That shouldn't be a problem, then, as I don't have a criminal record," Carmen smiled as she responded, then she asked, "Fells Acres?"

"Fells Acres was a big trial concerning suspected child abuse in a daycare centre in Malden here in Massachusetts back in 1984. Further investigations many years later placed doubt on the testimony of many of the witnesses involved, primarily due to the methods used in the interrogation of the children. The male defendant spent nearly twenty years in jail before being released on parole several years ago, the two female co-defendants were imprisoned for over ten years before the mother died and the daughter was released on time served."

"Damn, it's no wonder that you want to check so thoroughly, I'm glad I have no record," Carmen sighed. "It's sad to see people's lives be wasted because others will believe they did something wrong when proper investigation might show there was no wrongdoing at all."

"Very true," Tanya replied, "Now we come to the next part, what is your source of income, please?"

Carmen sighed and shook her head, "Welfare, plus death benefits from the father of my two boys, paid by the US Army."

"And what about the babysitting? Were you paid for that or not?" Tanya inquired.

"Most of the time, payment was in the form of food given by the parents. I rarely received money for it, most people there are on welfare."

"That would make it difficult to pay for services like that, yes," Tanya said. "You know, you have some important people in your corner."

Carmen looked across the desk at her, obviously startled by the last comment. "I have no idea what you mean."

"You've heard of the Finn family?" Tanya asked, smiling to show no harm was intended by her comment earlier.

"I have," Carmen replied, "I've seen stories about a few of them on the news, several with the girl Jaimie being front and center."

"Well, Louis Reagan happens to be rather close with many people in the Finn family, and he speaks quite highly of you."

"You mean the city councillor? But... why?" Carmen inquired.

"He saw you as someone standing up for herself. When Tommy Wilson died, Louis investigated, then had the death benefits sent to you after he found out that Tommy had, on at least four separate occasions, told people about your having the twin boys and that he was the father. Not only that, but you never gave up on your boys even when life was at its worst, you kept going, finding ways to live from day to day."

"Yeah, I did eventually learn that he was the main reason that I ended up getting those benefits. For that, he has my lifelong thanks."

"You gave your boys a good home, I hear that they both accepted full scholarships at Georgia State University?"

"Yes, they headed down there about a week ago, I miss them already," Carmen said, wiping a lone tear from her eye.

Tanya spoke again, "You don't have a work history, but that was due to you staying at home where most of the babysitting took place."

"That's correct, I didn't have a job before my boys came along. I only started the babysitting after the boys were in school. As the actual times I was paid in any form of cash were quite rare, I never really had an income beyond the welfare payments and the death benefit payments. I did, however, send in forms any time that I did receive actual cash payments, but the amounts were small enough that I was left alone."

**********

Julio and Javier had been in their dorm room for four days when they were approached by the first group of frat boys. The fact that the guys could be heard to be casting slurs and snide comments at other people as they approached was not a good sign.

The twins listened to the five other males as they tried to coax them to join their fraternity, then politely refused and walked away.

Three more days passed before they were approached again, this time by two young males as the boys ate lunch in a cafe near the campus.
This turned out to be a whole different ball game in a sense, as these boys were respectful and decent with everyone around them. After an extended chat during which the two young men bought the twins coffees so they could stay longer, Julio and Javier were convinced.

Both boys gave their assurances that they would apply to the Pi Kappa Alpha fraternity the next day.

Julio and Javier met with the head of the fraternity the next day, talked for over an hour, then returned to their dorm room. The boys had been lucky, as they had managed to end up in their own room; they hadn't been separated from each other, something they had initially feared.

**********

Sapphire had her choice of schedules, she could work three weekdays each week or two weekdays and a half-day on Saturdays.

She eventually decided on the three weekdays, figuring that she could use the time on the weekends to catch up with studying.

Her first few days working at the Coca-Cola headquarters were spent showing her the various areas where she would work. That went as expected, and after she had been working there for about two weeks, she came to the attention of several supervisors.

There was a long discussion about her one afternoon before she arrived at work. The discussion came about because she had been seen providing information to visitors wandering through the building, and her quiet intervention had helped many to enjoy their visits.

The eventual decision that was reached was to transfer her to the entry area as a greeter.

Sapphire smiled and was led off to her new task, given brief instructions, then left to handle things at the entrance.

She had arrived at 4 PM, as she normally did, and stayed until 9 PM, her usual time to leave.

She had been watched the entire time, although she didn't notice it, and the watcher, one of the supervisors, nodded in approval. He reported back to the other supervisors, "That girl is a natural greeter, she sets the visitors at ease and directs them to their destinations with a smile."

The rest of the supervisors present nodded, they would leave her there for a while and see what would happen.

**********

Carmen answered a call early on the Friday afternoon following her interview with Tanya York.

It happened to be Tanya on the phone, asking if Carmen could come in on the following Monday 11:00 AM for another interview.

Carmen agreed, they chatted for a moment, then Tanya had to return to her work.

The simple fact that they wanted to do a second interview suggested that they were interested in hiring her for the daycare centre. Carmen celebrated that evening with a brief call to her boys via their cell phones that Louis had given them after their high school graduation.

Things seemed to be looking up for her, and her boys were preparing for classes which would start in a couple of weeks or so.

**********

The following Monday, Carmen dressed decently and showed up twenty minutes early for the second interview.

She had to wait for a while, as it seemed there was some sort of meeting going on in the office behind the counter.

She was finally called to go to that same office just after three beautiful women walked out of the office, Tanya standing in the doorway.

Tanya waved her into the office, smiled, greeted her and the two sat down on each side of the lovely cherry wood desk.

The next thirty minutes was quite enlightening to Carmen. They most definitely were interested in hiring her, but wanted a stipulation in the contract that she would eventually go from part time work there to full time, as they felt she would be a good addition to the full time staff.

There was some further discussion about the pay rate, benefits, and other work related issues.

Once everything seemed to have been sorted out, Tanya smiled at her, saying, "Congratulations, you start next Monday, Ms. de Valencita."

Carmen thanked her, then walked out of the office and the building, feeling like she was walking on a cloud, she was that happy.

**********

The boys spent the next two weeks getting settled in and exploring the campus and the surrounding areas. It was on one of these explorations that Javier saw a pretty girl walking toward the law college's entrance. Something about the girl drew Javier's attention, she was a bit taller than average for a female, perhaps 5'8" tall, with a bit of an androgynous look due to her narrow hips and slightly broad shoulders.

Julio noticed that his brother was distracted by something, then followed his brother's gaze and chuckled. "We haven't even started classes yet, brother, and you've already got your eyes on a pretty girl, I see," Julio stated. "Isn't that the law college you sent applications to last year?"

Javier was still looking off toward the law college, even though the girl had entered the building while Julio spoke to him.

"Yes, Julio, she is quite pretty, and again yes, that is the law college that I will be attending soon," Javier blushed as he replied.

Julio chuckled again and the two boys continued to wander around the campus.

**********

Carmen started at the daycare a week after her second interview. She worked mornings, three hours per day, Monday to Friday, mostly with the babies and toddlers. She loved to watch them, show them to the toys and do the necessary duties like changing diapers when needed.

The wee ones, over that first week, gradually warmed up to Carmen and by Friday, were each greeting her in their own way. The toddlers would run to her when they came in, giving her a hug, then run off to play. The babies would look up at her, gurgle happily and smile at her.

By that Friday, the littlest ones were hardly making any fuss at all when Carmen had to clean them and change diapers.

Carmen enjoyed every minute in the building and realized that this was what she wanted to do, but full-time, not part time.

**********

Classes were due to begin in a few days and the twins had decided to visit the Coca-Cola headquarters for something to do.

They entered the big building and were immediately greeted by a rather pretty girl just inside the entrance. She chatted with them for a few minutes, during which time Javier became lost in her beauty and the bright blue of her eyes. He was truly enthralled by her.

It wasn't until after the boys had headed deeper into the building that Javier shook his head, then chuckled, turned to his brother and said, "Bro, that's the girl we saw a couple of weeks ago outside the law college, I'm sure of it. I can't get her out of my head, she's beautiful."

Julio laughed, "She has the figure of a model, tall, slim, not too busty, nice, pretty face, she's a natural honey blonde, too."

Javier looked over at his brother. "Natural? how do you know that?" he asked.

Julio grinned, "You know how a lot of the girls at school back home coloured their hair all the time. Well, hers didn't look brittle or too shiny. Not only that, but I couldn't see any traces of darker hair which would show through eventually after a colour, you know?"

Javier shook his head, then chuckled, "I guess you were finding her rather nice to look at, too, huh?"

"Nothing wrong with looking at a pretty girl, bro," Julio replied. "Unless you intend to ask her out at some point?" he laughed.

"I don't know, I might," Javier responded. "She is quite pretty, perhaps she already has a boyfriend."

The two continued on their tour of the building, enjoying every minute of it, then returned to their room.

**********

Classes started for the boys at the end of August, with Javier going one way to his classes and Julio another direction for his own. The buildings where each boy would take most of their classes were not too far from each other, perhaps two or three blocks separated them.

Javier had been in his classes for a few days before he noticed that that gorgeous girl from Coca-Cola was in several of his classes.

Once he did notice, the next time they shared a class, he approached her, asking if he could sit beside her.

There weren't many people near her in that class, so she smiled, nodding her head, and Javier settled onto the bench near her.

The class was interesting to a point, but much of what they were learning was basic legal stuff, not too complicated, so it was easy enough for Javier to find himself glancing at the girl sitting a short way down the bench while the professor droned on and on, boring many students.

At one point during the lecture, while the professor was facing away from them, Javier asked what her name was and what part of the country she lived in before coming to the university. She replied, "My name is Sapphire, and I was raised in Marietta, Georgia."

Javier grinned, not only was she pretty, but she was smart too, and he liked her accent. To Sapphire, he was the one with the accent.

They continued to chat when they could do so without the professor noticing, slowly getting to know each other.

After that, when Javier saw she was in the same class he was attending, he would end up sitting next to Sapphire.

**********

A bit over two weeks after classes had started, a guy from one of the other fraternities on campus approached Javier, asking if he could have a private chat with him for a moment. Javier agreed, they walked off along the side of a building, and the other boy spoke.

"Did you know that that 'girl', he emphasized it in a way that made it a slur, "Is a tranny freak, not an actual girl?" he asked Javier.

Javier looked down at the guy a bit as he was nearly seven inches shorter. Javier smiled and said, "So what? You expect me to jump up and down, freak out over the fact that she wasn't born female, maybe even go as far as to hit her or shove her away because of it?"

The guy, a law student by the name of Royal Grant, looked up at Javier, flat out astonished at Javier's so what attitude.

Javier continued, "Did you even stop to think about why I joined Pi Kappa Alpha? It's because they give everyone respect and decency, not just those that they feel deserve it because they were born white, male, rich, etc. They show that in their action with their members and others. Not only that, but many members of the fraternity do volunteer work in soup kitchens and homeless shelters, helping people who need it."

Javier stopped for a minute, trying to control his rising anger at Royal's attempt to interfere with those people he chose as his friends.

He continued after that brief pause, "It's not just homeless people that need help, but people like Sapphire, too. From what I've learned from talking with her, she applied to two dozen places before she went to Coca-Cola, all of them turned her down because she is transgender. For a place with a university with a reputation as good as this one has, the simple fact that people treat her like that upsets me a lot. This isn't 1950 any more, people in this state and many other places need to grow up and let people live their own lives, yes, even people like Sapphire."

The guy heard everything that Javier said, yet it went in one ear and out the other. "You're still going to associate with that thing?"

"I sure am, Royal," Javier replied, "And I'll be reporting your comments about her to the dean of the law school, I doubt he'll be pleased."

Royal shook his head, looked up at Javier, then turned and walked away, saying, "You're nuts, man, you'd be better off away from it."

Javier smiled again, this one a grim smile as he headed back into the building to the dean's office and reported the conversation.

Two Pack Tulsa Time

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Organizational: 

  • Title Page

Audience Rating: 

  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

Two Pack Tulsa Time
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By Crazy Pagan Gurl

Two Pack Tulsa Time: Chapter 1

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Physical or Emotional Abuse
  • CAUTION: Violence

Audience Rating: 

  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Disguises / On the Run / In Hiding

Other Keywords: 

  • weres
  • Fae
  • Vampires
  • Supernatural Beings

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

This story is set in the same "world" as LadyDragon623's stories about werefolk, vampires, fae and other supernatural creatures.

I have her express permission to use the "world" and characters she has mentioned in her stories if I feel they would fit into this story.

**********

Living on the streets is definitely no fun. I've only been doing it for a few days, but after what my sperm donor said the last time we spoke, I knew there was no way that I could live under his roof any more, especially not with him using me as a living punching bag.

Yeah, life at home was the shits, a big, tough, angry father, a mostly six or seven sheets to the wind drunk for a mother and me.

Oh, you want to know about me, huh? Well, I guess I can give you some info, not that it matters right now, I think my luck just ran out.

Well, I'm sixteen years old, and the sperm donor has always been upset by me because I'm such a shrimp. I played sports because he pushed me into a lot of it, but there were a lot of kids throughout my childhood who were far better at playing those games than I could hope to be.

I think I knew, maybe as far back as when I was five years old, that I wasn't like other guys, but I couldn't figure out exactly why that was the case, or even that what I was feeling had a name, until I saw something on a school computer that probably shouldn't have been there. Someone had apparently left the computer running on a page showing brief histories and such of transgender and transsexual people.

As soon as I saw that page, and the brief bios shown there, the light came on as to my issue. I sat there and cried for fifteen minutes.

Yeah, that was something that ticked my sperm donor off. I could cry at the drop of a hat, especially when someone was angry at or near me.

As I said, I'm a shrimp. My sperm donor is a big guy, just under 6'2" tall and about 215 pounds, I'm 5' nothing and less than 100 pounds soaking wet. Add to that that I look a lot more like my mom than my dad, with hair brushing the bottom of my shoulder blades, wide very pale green eyes that would remind you of a calm northern sea and a rather wide mouth under high cheekbones and a soft, rounded chin.

Ahhh, you've noticed that I call the person that masquerades as my father "sperm donor". After what I've been through at his hands over the last six or seven years, giving him anything that would be a show of respect just makes me feel sick. He's an ass, plain and simple.

Anyway, earlier today I ran into a nice street guy who told me of this warehouse that has a broken side door and isn't maintained or watched. I'd just turned the corner that leads toward that side door when a short but absolutely gorgeous woman, if very pale, touched me.

She whispered to me, "Come, sweet one, let me taste you," as she opened her mouth, showing fangs that ended in sharp, bright tips.

That was when I screamed like I had never screamed before.

Apparently, that surprised her, as she backed away a bit, then made as if to move toward me again.

Then we both received a rather sudden shock. The sound of several sets of running feet could be heard coming from at least three directions, off to the side where the next warehouse loomed, from behind me which would be from the road and from the rear of the building.

She stepped a bit closer, then whispered, "Perhaps another time, pretty thing," then turned and started to move away.

The second surprise occurred as she started to move away. Before she could take even three steps, she was blocked by several people.

The six others with her were all warily looking around, noticing that in just that brief time, they had been virtually surrounded.

**********

One of the biggest men I had ever seen in my life stepped forward at that point, looked at the group caught in between all the new folks that had shown up as a result of my screams and sighed. At the same time, a tall, slim but also pale looking woman held me softly in her arms.

"Ahhh, I really have to wonder what you folks are doing here," the big guy stated, "You're a fair ways from home, Lawrence, Elissa."

The woman who had suggested I let her taste me laughed as she replied to him, "We go where we wish, by Melita's command."

The big guy shook his head, sighing again, "Elissa, you know the rules, no biting of innocents, only those who are willing and supervised."

The pale but pretty woman, obviously Elissa, hissed as she backed away from him, "Damn you interfering werefolk!"

**********

It was but a moment before the group of vampires with Elissa slipped away through a gap that opened between some of the people around us. I was still being held by that other pale woman and my screams, which had shifted to whimpers at the arrival of all these people, slowly subsided. I straightened up as much as I could but still felt small against this woman, barely reaching the top of her shoulders.

The big guy turned around, flashed a brief but honest smile that reached his eyes and began to introduce people to me. "Hi, I'm Sam Browne, the woman holding you is Kelly-Lynne, that's Wesley," pointing to another big man off to my right, "this is Ed, he does medic duties for the main pack here. The big woman by Wesley is their alpha's new mate, Melisa, the short, stocky guy behind you is Mort, the other short, stocky guy standing over to your left is Brian, the big guy in the flannel shirt to your left is Elmer, he's the boss guy of the main pack here."

Elmer nodded and chuckled for a moment, then spoke, "Thanks, Sam. Sorry for the scary reception, kid, but when you screamed, our folks were in the big field behind this abandoned warehouse or in our meeting place, I guess you'd call it, where our packs and the vamps can come in and just relax for a while with no bullshit about who or what each one of us may be. We each have our home bases, but this is shared space."

I whimpered again, then whispered, "Weres? Vampires? I'm... I'm safe? You're not... going... going to eat me or something?"

Elmer shook his head, stepping a little closer to me as he growled, "Nope, kid, we don't do crap like that, not in my town, we don't!"

When he spoke that time, the growl in his voice made me shiver, just a slight change in tone and it could have been a wolf's growl.

The woman holding me, Kelly-Lynne, smiled down at me and spoke, "We don't bite without the person being adult, willing and supervised. There have been many times in the past where vampires just drank without any thought of what would happen if they took too much. Some time ago, vampires as a whole set down rules that state no innocent may be bitten, and any interested adults be willing and supervised."

I looked up at her, she was quite stunning in that tall and almost model looking way, slim with only a modest bust and long, long legs. Even her hair being styled in what I had only learned was called a pixie cut thanks to some of those bios of trans folks I had read fit her perfectly.

**********

I had been scared as I could be when they all showed up, but now... now, for some reason, these folks made me feel safe and protected.

I followed Elmer and most of the others to a building close by, then inside. Wow, to say I was stunned by what I saw would be polite. The place was huge, easily a hundred feet or more in each direction, one huge open room set up in comfy areas scattered all around.

There was a very large space in the middle with one of those big square video screens like you see in hockey rinks or at football stadiums. You know, the ones that have the screen on all sides so that people in different areas of the sports arena can see what is on it.

Well, all around that big video screen system I could see big comfortable looking leather sofas and the occasional matching chair. Elmer and a few of the others took seats on a few of the sofas, all on one side of the space, with Kelly-Lynne pulling me down to sit beside her.

She wrapped me up in a hug, something I hadn't experienced in quite some time. Ooooh, that felt good, to be comforted. I sighed happily.

They sat there, waiting for something. Then, it dawned on me, they wanted me to tell them about me. I felt so stupid, ya know?

I spent the next hour, perhaps a bit longer, going over my life experiences, including having been out on the streets since last Thursday.

Every one of them listened intently as I spoke. There were few interruptions, those being to clarify minor points I'd mentioned.

At the end, Elmer spoke for all of them, "You're welcome to stay here if you want, Remy. There are some rooms upstairs."

That really big guy, who had introduced himself as Sam earlier, added, "There's always a few people hanging around here, keeping an eye out."

That feeling of being safe was even stronger now. These people, who barely knew me, would fight for me and protect me.

I sighed, snuggled into Kelly-Lynne's arms, not even thinking that she could all too easily bite me if she wished, and promptly fell asleep.

Two Pack Tulsa Time: Chapter 2

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Disguises / On the Run / In Hiding

Other Keywords: 

  • weres
  • Vampires
  • Fae
  • Supernatural Beings

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

This story is set in the same "world" as LadyDragon623's stories about werefolk, vampires, fae and other supernatural creatures.

I have her express permission to use the "world" and characters she has mentioned in her stories if I feel they would fit into this story.

**********

I'm not sure how much time had passed before Kelly-Lynne gently shook me awake, saying I desperately needed a bath or shower.

Not really thinking honestly, I raised an arm close to my head, turned and took a sniff. Oh, my, I definitely agree with her. Just that brief whiff of my left armpit was almost enough to make me gag, how the heck did she put up with it for as long as I slept curled up with her there?

She grinned and led me to a large bathroom, apparently custom done as it had a standard bath, but built to fit half a dozen at once, plus a huge jacuzzi one off to one side. Not far from the jacuzzi along another wall was a shower big enough to fit four to six people at least.

A long counter along a third wall had a few sinks inset, with a long mirror like you see in women's washrooms in malls behind the sinks.

Once we were in there, Kelly-Lynne pulled a big towel from a linen cupboard hidden behind the door, then a second towel, a slightly smaller one. After a moment's thought, she grinned and pulled out two more towels, one to match each of the two she had grabbed a moment before.

Kelly-Lynne started running water to fill the bath to a reasonable level, then smiled at me, saying, "I'll stay with you if you want. I was going to take a bath soon myself, not that I need to as much as a normal human might, but a bath can be a rather soothing experience."

As I said before, these people felt safe to me in a way I had never known until now. I nodded and we both waited for the bath to fill.

Kelly-Lynne kept testing the water, I guess to make sure the temperature was okay as she asked me to test it at one point as well.

Once she thought the water was high enough that we could bathe comfortably, she pointed and said, "Use a bar to get in if you need it."

With that having been said, she simply stepped into the overly large bath and sat down close to the end farthest from the taps.

I did use the bar, but I sure felt clumsy when I also ended up reaching for one of her hands as I settled down in front of her in the huge bath.

We were just relaxing in the nice, hot water when another woman, this one a tall, gorgeous black girl, entered the room.

"Oh, sorry if I'm interrupting anything. I can leave if you like. My name is Shaneel, I'm a were from Elmer's pack, Kelly-Lynne knows me."

Kelly-Lynne looked up, then smiled. "Were you wanting a bath, Shaneel? If so, join us, then we can indoctrinate the young one here!"

I listened to Kelly-Lynne as she said that, but it was the giggle afterward that set me at ease. Everyone here knew that I was transgender.

Shaneel also giggled, then grabbed a pair of towels and set them off to one side by the ones Kelly-Lynne had pulled out already. Once the towels had been laid down, she stepped, no, let me amend that, she practically slithered into the bath, sitting down just in front of me.

Gorgeous vampire woman behind me, just as gorgeous were woman in front of me? How could I not be jealous of them? I wept.

Both women wrapped me up in a tight hug the moment they realized I was upset. They just held me close as the tears fell.

Once I stopped crying, which I suppose was about ten minutes or so later, both women helped to show me how girls wash themselves. That led to them showing me how girls dry themselves with towels after a bath or shower, then I sighed and stared down at my half-ruined clothes.

Yeah, my clothes were in very rough shape, you try to keep them from getting ripped, dirty and smelly as all get out while on the streets! Sure, I knew where some laundromats were in the area I ended up at after running away from home, but with no money, I could do nothing.

Kelly-Lynne finally noticed where I was looking and giggled again. When I looked up at her in confusion, she took a moment to explain to me. "We won't have too much difficulty in finding you something to wear, almost everyone leaves a couple of changes of clothes here."

Shaneel nodded, adding, "Hmmm... Annalise might have something, she's slightly bigger than Remy here, her clothes should fit Remy."

I couldn't believe how these people were helping me. I shook my head and pinched myself, wondering how this could be true.

Of course, Kelly-Lynne noticed the pinch and giggled a third time. "One thing you'll need to understand, Remy, is that when members of the were and vampire communities here say they'll do something, they WILL do it. That includes keeping you safe, well and clothed."

Shaneel nodded again, "Sometimes it even comes to a member showing some form of familial love toward another member or recruit."

Kelly-Lynne added, "You're not a recruit yet, we don't accept anyone into the packs or the kiss unless they are adult and truly desire it."

Shaneel continued, "At the moment, you are a rescue, someone who needs food, housing and clothing just as a starting point."

Kelly-Lynne smiled as she spoke one more time, "Now let us go see if we can find you something nice and comfortable to wear."

**********

Annalise did have something that I could wear, a pair of mid-thigh length jean shorts and a nice t-shirt with a Rolling Stones image on it.

She offered me a pair of panties as well, and I picked the plainest of the several pairs there, they were pale yellow with white daisies on them.

We were just leaving Annalise's room when Kelly-Lynne stopped and looked up in shock.

She looked around for a moment, then faced toward the main entrance and whispered, "There's a very powerful vampire out there."

I looked at her, then shrugged, giving her a "what am I gonna do about it" look as she slowly began to walk to the main entrance. As she walked there, she was joined by four others, I'm guessing they were vampires too, as they were all throwing odd looks toward the entrance.

I'd been introduced to three of the four that joined her, they were Vince Jessup, Leon's lieutenant and twin brothers James and John Bannister; these three all worked at Leon's club most nights, the fact that they were here suggested club business was being done here.

I hadn't noticed it before, but I did now as Shaneel and at least half a dozen other were folk followed behind the five vampires.

**********

When the door opened and everyone looked out to see who was waiting, you could have heard a pin drop, it was so quiet for a moment.

Then a sleek yet sober voice called out from the shadows of the twilit evening, "I am Smoke, the sire of some of those here. I seek Leon."

Vincent stepped forward, "Hello, my Sire. It has been some time since we last met. You are welcome to come in and join us."

James Bannister also stepped forward, acknowledging his sire with a polite, "Hello, Leon is in a meeting with Elmer, head of a were pack here."

Vincent actually had to look closely, he just barely caught the flash of startlement as it crossed Smoke's semi-homely features. Vincent actually chuckled as he stepped closer again, close enough to shake Smoke's hand, "You are surprised that we associate with were folk, Sire?"

Smoke shook his head, then laughed, a slow laugh that started as a chuckle, then changed bit by bit to a full belly-shaking one. "Surprised? You might say so, Vincent. It is a rare thing to find cooperation between the were folk and our people. I'm over a thousand years old, yes, much, much older than you and your children here, and I can't recall seeing such an association succeed more than once or twice in all that time."

At this point, Smoke stepped out from the shadows where he had been standing and the people were able to fully see him for the first time. Vincent, James and John all knew him as their Sire, but the others outside and in the doorway could clearly see Smoke's dark skin, which had the colour of milk chocolate, no, a shade or three darker than that, and I could hear severals gasps, including my own, at his appearance. I think the biggest surprise about his appearance, at least in my mind, was that he was barely taller than me, perhaps 5'3" to my 5' even.

Except for his homely features laid on that rather amazing skin colour, he seemed to be dressed as many others here were, in jeans, runners and a t-shirt. I could see what looked like a lightweight biker jacket hanging from one of his hands, that hand just touching his left shoulder.

"Well, Vincent, where are your other brothers and your two sisters? I would like to see them all, Simon wishes to know his children are well."

Vincent dipped in a slight bow, "Leon is inside here, Sire, speaking with the head of one of the two were packs that live here. As for Mitch, he's about to get things going on opening the bar. Annalise is inside, I'm not sure where Kendall, Helmut or Roman are at the moment."

One of the women standing behind us spoke up, "Greetings. I am a child of Kendall's, she is working late at her bookshop downtown. Helmut and Roman went out about two hours ago to do a patrol round. They'll be somewhere in the area, but out of sight to casual eyes."

Smoke looked briefly startled again, asking, "Patrol round? Why? I thought you folk were living at peace with each other here."

Vincent chuckled, "We are, Sire. The issue is this human child was found by us a few hours ago, very close to being bitten by a group of rogue vampires from the bitch in New Orleans who calls herself the Queen of all vampires. It's even funnier when she isn't much older than I am."

Vincent gently reached back for my hand, then pulled me forward so that Smoke could see me clearly in the lights from the building.

Smoke, who I had learned a few minutes earlier was the sire of some of the vampires here, walked closer and squatted as he looked me over.

"You look to be barely in your teens, child. How and why were you out here alone?" Smoke asked me.

I took the next several minutes to explain my home life to him and that I had had no choice but to run away to save my own life.

"And then you ran into some of the members of that unnamed one's Kiss, one of whom tried to bite you even though you are too young?"

"That is what I was told, sir," I replied, "I overheard the leader of the second were pack say it himself."

That brief look of surprise appeared on Smoke's face again. "Two were packs? How and why?"

It was Shaneel who spoke this time, "Because the main pack is almost all wolves, with about half a dozen greater cats who recently joined it. The second pack is rather mixed, with members from a wide variety of species, Kodiak bears, badgers, rabbits, a porcupine, foxes, skunks, ferrets. There may be folks in that pack whose were side is that of another species I haven't mentioned, but if so, I haven't met them."

A rather deep, low voice rumbled as the huge male worked his way through the group. "You were asking about us, I believe?" Sam asked.

I noticed that Sam's cousin Erica was only a step or two behind him, with a few others from their pack following them.

I'm not sure, but I guess that Smoke wasn't expecting to see someone as big as Sam, or even as big as his cousin Erica, at all. Smoke covered being startled again with a brief shake of his head and a soft chuckle. "Someone mentioned Kodiak bears, that would be you two?"

Sam nodded, speaking just to be clear about it, "That's right, that old cuss over there," he pointed at Mort, "Set me up as boss of the pack."

Smoke seemed to be lost in thought for a moment, then nodded, "As big as you two are, I'm sure many folks would back down from a fight."

Annalise stalked out past the group of men, wrapping Smoke in a hug, whispering, "Hello, Sire. I hope you have been doing well?"

Smoke's face lit up with a big grin as he flashed a set of gleaming white teeth at her, "Well enough, lass. Simon is in fine health as well." He looked around, asking, "I gather that Kendall will come here for a while once she closes her... bookstore, I believe someone said?"

Vincent grinned, then politely suggested that we all go back inside. Smoke agreed and we all filed back into the building.

The rest of the evening was spent in a raucous semi-party in the main lounge area, where Smoke could be seen in one corner talking with Elmer, Sam, Vince, and a few others, including Melisa and Kendall who had arrived a short while after we had re-entered the building.

Two Pack Tulsa Time: Chapter 3

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Sex / Sexual Scenes

Audience Rating: 

  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Disguises / On the Run / In Hiding

Other Keywords: 

  • weres
  • Vampires
  • Fae
  • Supernatural Beings

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  • Posted by author(s)

I have no idea what happened at the conference that took place in the very back of the main room on the ground floor. I hadn't been invited to join them, and I had enough sense to know that trying to force my way into a meeting involving weres and vampires was downright stupid.

I spent a fair bit of the evening with Kelly-Lynne, Shaneel and Annalise, plus a few other girls, all of us snuggling close on the sofas.

To be honest, I haven't the faintest idea of what was on the big screen TVs above us, as I was too wrapped up in the conversation taking place.

Annalise smiled at me, running her eyes over the clothing I was wearing. "Those look better on you than me, keep them, Remy," she giggled.

I blushed, not quite as bright as a fire hydrant, but I don't think I was too far short of that point as I thanked her.

Kelly-Lynne grinned, briefly showing her fangs as she spoke, "They do help you to look like a girl, which is what you want, right, Remy?"

I nodded, flashing a weak smile back at her, "That, and I feel more real when wearing girl stuff. I couldn't do it at home, I wasn't safe at all there, my sperm donor could walk in the door any moment after I returned home from school most nights, as his shifts ended at 3:30 PM. School lets out at 3:15, and it's a 20 minute bus ride on a county bus to where I lived. We were lucky to have that bus pass by there each day.

"The other part of it is that my room wasn't very big, about eight feet by ten feet and no closet. I'm not sure if the furniture in the room, wardrobe, dresser, desk, bed was left behind by the previous owners/tenants or if my parents had bought it all cheap somewhere years ago.

"There was nowhere to hide anything like girl clothing that didn't belong to my older sister. I couldn't hide girl clothes in her room because mom would usually do a bit of cleaning in the house each day before she hit the bottle and she would find anything that didn't belong there.

"My older sister, Beth, is 19 and moved away when she went to college in another state a year ago. I hadn't mentioned her before because she wasn't there to see a lot of what happened, as she often spent the evenings and weekends with friends that she knew from school."

"Beth was quite popular, a cheerleader even though she was rather tall. She loved being out in front of the crowds at games and events."

Kessetira, a very beautiful girl in the classic Greek mold, spoke next, "So your sister never saw the beatings you received from your father?"

I shook my head, "Nope, she often wouldn't come home until nearly midnight, mom and the sperm donor were usually asleep by then."

A male voice somewhere behind all of the girls muttered, "Jesus, that is just fucking nuts. You're safe here, kid, we'll all look out for you."

I twisted around, still being held by Kelly-Lynne if not as firmly as I had been earlier, and thus saw Carson, a young male were standing there.

Shaneel just giggled, not even bothering to look back as she said, "Hello, Carson, are you making sure that everything is fine?"

Carson laughed, a nice tenor counterpoint to Shaneel's contralto voice, "That I am, I was just going by and overheard what Remy said."

Kessetira twisted around a bit, smiled and stated, "Thanks for checking on us, Carson. Remy's giving us more info on her home life."

Carson nodded, saying, "I'll keep on doing my rounds, then. Remember, Remy, you are safe here, okay?"

It was my turn to nod, then Carson continued walking along beside the backs of the sofas before heading toward the main entrance. He may be young, but he is big, standing about 6'3" and weighing in at just over 200 pounds in human form, almost all of that being muscle.

Kelly-Lynne giggled, then wiped my face with a small handkerchief I hadn't realized she was carrying and giggled again. "I guess we know whether you like boys or girls now, I swear you were drooling all over that shirt until I wiped you clean and thus distracted you."

I smiled while ducking my head into her shoulder, or as close as I could get to that point, blushing furiously. "He's a definite hunk in my books. The thing is, I think I like girls that way, too. That would make me bisexual, right?" I asked, the blush growing even brighter.

"Oh, my," Annalise laughed, "You're going to have all kinds of fun being here, with your sexuality awakening as it seems to be doing."

I squirmed a bit on the sofa seat, trying to get even closer to Kelly-Lynne again as I mumbled, "I'm not sure if I'm ready for this."

Bella-Annette, one of the vampire girls sitting nearby, nodded which I didn't see, then said, "I'm not sure if anyone is ready at that point, girl."

That brought me upright, and I turned around a bit to face the other women; weres and vamps, all were helping me to feel at home here. What had me curious, though, was the smell that I could just barely sense. One of these women here was attracted to me, even as I am?

It took me a moment to figure out where that odd smell was coming from, then I smiled at her, saying, "Hello, Rowenna, nice dress."

It truly was a nice dress, something along an Empire line, especially the waist, made of what looked like sheer cotton, taffeta and lace. She filled it out rather nicely, with hips that would be perfect for bearing children and a bust that was a C cup or very close to it.

She was darker skinned than most of the people here, but not black. I thought she might have some First Nations blood in there somewhere. The light brown of her skin was perfect, unblemished, at least all of what I could see of it, and oh my Goddess, she was way beyond pretty!

She was tall, just short of six feet, slim except for her hips and bust, and that heart shaped face with the wide eyes and Cupid's bow mouth pulled me in like a moth to a flame. I gently pulled back, letting Kelly-Lynne know I wanted to get up, then stood and faced Rowenna.

Oh, how she made my blood pulse. I couldn't have stopped myself even if I had wanted to, the desire was that strong. I raised myself onto my tiptoes, gently grabbed her head in both hands and pulled her down just enough so that I could kiss her with all that I had in my heart.

I'm not sure as to how long the kiss lasted, but I could feel myself melting as it did, and I slowly shifted forward and into her arms' grasp. She looked down at me, those amber brown eyes curious and yet reflecting back that desire that I could feel flooding through my own body.

After a brief moment of looking at me, she nodded and bent down to kiss me again. Oh, Goddess, I thought, this is soooo wonderful!

When the kiss ended, Rowenna led me to the sofas, to the open spot next to Kelly-Lynne and sat down, pulling me down onto her lap.

The other girls that were there were staring at us, then several burst out giggling as they realized what had happened.

I couldn't lie, not to one that I thought I would love forever. I sighed, saying, "Rowenna, I like males as well, it seems I'm strongly bisexual. Carson came by here a little while ago, spoke with us briefly and I had a reaction nearly as strong as what I felt when you joined us."

Rowenna smiled down at me sitting on her lap, "At least you're honest about it. I suppose it's good, then, that I am bisexual as well."

I snuggled into Rowenna much as I had been snuggling with Kelly-Lynne earlier. Things were starting to go well, I needed that sooo much.

We all sat there chatting for a large part of the evening, then Kelly-Lynne noticed it was after 11:30 PM.

She nudged me gently, then said, "it's time you were off to bed, Remy. You look ready for a good sleep, I'd say."

Rowenna laughed, grinning as she told us all, "I think I will head to bed myself. I wonder if I should take young Remy with me?"

Just the thought of being with her had me nearly ready to explode. I'd never in my life felt like this, hornier than all get out!

I muttered into the space between her breasts, "Hell, yes, take me with you," then shifted a bit as she lifted us both up from the sofa.

She gently lowered me so that I could stand on my own, then hand in hand, we walked away from the other women.

**********

Rowenna led me to a stairwell along the side wall and we used it to go up to the second floor of the warehouse. That floor was split into a few office spaces for when work like that needed to be done here, plus close to twenty large rooms for private use by whoever needed them.

Rowenna had been smart, as she had received permission some time before to keep one room for herself and anyone with her. She led me down a hallway or two, then around another corner and stopped in front of a door. Above it was a small nameplate saying 'Rowenna'.

She opened it, then gently pulled me into the room which appeared to be open concept like the main floor below us. There was a huge, and I do mean huge, bed sprawled on the floor near the back of the room; it looked to be at least ultra king size, if not even bigger than that.

From what I could see, there were cushions and pillows scattered all across the bed's surface. It looked quite nice, very inviting.

Rowenna smiled as she noticed the way that I was looking at the room, then gently led me over to the bed, where we soon relaxed.

She looked at me for a moment, then stated, "I know from the pack members and several vampires that you are transgender. By what I've learned of your circumstances, you weren't able to do anything to be your real self while living at home, am I correct?"

I nodded, then moved closer to her, putting my head down in the small space between her body and her shoulder/upper arm.

She continued, "Have you ever had sex at all? Other than masturbation, I mean. Well, if you did that," as I violently shook my head.

I whispered, "Just the thought of doing that was often enough to make me feel ill, so I've never managed it at all."

Rowenna sighed, gently holding my head in place as she looked at me, "So no sex at all, then. Well, that may make things easier, although it will depend on how you react if you do get aroused while we do anything. Now... are you sure you want to do this with me, Remy?"

I whispered again, "Yes, yes, I'm sure. If I don't at least taste you, I'm going to drown in desire of you. Please?!?!" I whimpered.

We spent the next few minutes stripping each other. When she pulled the dress off over her head after I had drawn the zipper all the way down, I took it, handling it like a precious item. It took me a moment before I noticed a gorgeous wooden wardrobe along one side wall.

I carried the dress over to the wardrobe, opened it, found a hanger and carefully placed the dress on the hanger, then in the wardrobe.

My shorts, t-shirt and panties only took a moment to remove, so I was able to watch Rowenna as she removed her underwear. She smiled at me, making each motion as deliberate as she could to heighten my interest, then tossed them aside one by one, each piece fluttering down.

Thus began my first lesson in the act of sex with another person, although in this case I could feel the love flowing back and forth between us.

I'll admit it was odd being told how and what to do, but by following her directions, I brought her to several explosive orgasms.

That was just the beginning, though. She told me how to use my tongue down there, and of course, the result was more flash bangs! I have to say that I've tasted a lot of things over the years, but her juices! Oh, man, they were slightly bitter yet sweet at the same time. Slurrrrpp!

As much as it was nice to do that for her, it was also affecting me much more than I had expected. At one point, she gently touched one of my nipples, and the feeling that produced almost sent me over the edge. I surely wasn't expecting her to tweak my other nipple. Oooooh!

The reaction was explosive to say the least, I ejaculated all over her lower belly and left hip. The odd part is, at no time was that thing hard.

Yeah, I call it that thing. If I could have just wished it away and had a girl's parts instead, I'd have been a girl many years ago, eh?

Anyway, it squirted all over the place, surprising Rowenna as, like me, she hadn't felt anything happening until it actually did happen.

She giggled for a moment, then hugged me close to her. She lifted herself up slightly, then pulled me closer for a kiss and a quick cuddle.

Once the kiss had ended, she said, "It's okay, Remy, I could tell earlier just how much you wanted me. I'll do what I can to help you have a pleasant experience, but you might want to realize that it will do that at times. Don't let it stop you from enjoying what you are doing."

She pulled my hand up to one of her lovely breasts, then had me flick the nipple softly, rub her breast with a finger, especially around the areola, and the things that led to her having more orgasms, orgasms that had her gasping and shuddering on the soft and so welcoming bed.

I have no idea how long we made love to each other that night. There were no further occurrences of that thing's earlier action.

When we had spent ourselves, she gently pulled me from the bed and into the shower. Once clean and dried off, we returned to the bed.

**********

I never heard the door open, nor the person entering the room, but I did feel it as a large and very male body spooned against my own.

Rowenna and I had laid down facing each other and had fallen asleep like that. I could still see her there, so it quickly became obvious that someone else was in the bed with us. I let out a little yelp and tried to get closer to Rowenna, but was held back by a very strong arm.

"You have no reason to fear me or anyone else here, Remy. I'm Stanislau, just call me Stan," the low voice rumbled against my back.

As I've said before, I had no idea how I could feel so safe among these people, but I did feel that way, and so I snuggled back against him.

I woke up a few hours later, needing the bathroom. Once I had finished, I wandered back to the bed and saw both of them were awake.

Rowenna smiled at me, then flashed an even bigger smile at the big man sitting up in the bed, not even a blanket around him.

"I was just telling Stan here about last night, Remy. Oh, Stan here is the male I find myself with the most, he's a good 'un for sure."

Stan laughed, saying, "It sounded like last night was a good time, even with what happened. I'm glad that Rowenna likes you."

I couldn't be really sure as to his height, but from what I could see, he looked to be big and strong, with a barrel chest and narrow hips. His chiselled features were very stark, but it was the wide mouth creasing into a big, open smile that made me feel good about him.

"I'm glad of that, too, sir. Rowenna is very nice. I hope I'm not interfering in a relationship between you or something?" I squeaked at him.

He laughed, then slowly rose from the bed. Oh, yeah, he was big, slightly bigger than Carson, although a few inches shorter. If I could say that Carson was muscular, well, Stan had muscles on top of muscles, he was broad and thick, almost like an actual barrel in body shape.

I hadn't really felt anything while in bed with him earlier, but now that I could see him, well, he was another hot hunk for sure!

I heard Rowenna giggling as she climbed out of the bed, then she ripped a sheet off a paper towel roll and handed it to me.

Uh oh, I must be drooling again. I raised the paper towel sheet to my chin and wiped it thoroughly, my face turning rather red as I did so.

Rowenna was still giggling as she prepped the coffee pot on the small counter at one side of the room, then flipped the switch.

I was still staring at Stan, hardly noticing Rowenna except that I could still sense her by smell. This was very odd; I could smell Stan, too.

I slowly walked over until I was standing on the bed in front of Stan, then I looked up at his strong, hawkish face and smiled. I leaned forward, gently hugging him, then stepped a little closer and settled myself into the crook of his shoulder like I'd done with Rowenna last night.

"I've only met you, Stan, but I need to ask you this? Would you mind if I am here again tonight? I feel... drawn to you," I whispered to him.

"That works for me, little one. I know who you are, I spent a fair bit of the evening in the meeting downstairs with Elmer, Sam and Smoke."

I held on close to a man who, for all of his size, understood that gentleness and love often do much more than brutality or verbal nastiness.

Not only did I feel safe here, but I felt that I could be loved, as myself, by both of these people, in ways that I had never known before.

Two Pack Tulsa Time: Chapter 4

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • Mature Subjects (pg15)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Disguises / On the Run / In Hiding

Other Keywords: 

  • weres
  • Vampires
  • Fae
  • Supernatural Beings
  • Magic / Sorcery / Wizardry

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

This story is set in the same "world" as LadyDragon623's stories about werefolk, vampires, fae and other supernatural creatures.

I have her express permission to use the "world" and characters she has mentioned in her stories if I feel they would fit into this story.

I'm introducing magic to this series because it adds its own twists to the directions the story can take and it just felt right to me.

**********

We didn't leave Rowenna's room until another half hour had passed and we all had taken time to dress ourselves. I only had the clothes I had been wearing, so I shrugged and put them on in the en suite bathroom while Rowenna and Stanislau did so in the main room.

Rowenna smiled as we left the room, touching the door briefly as we did, then informed me that she was resetting the lock spell. She added that she was specifically adding me to the list of those allowed to enter her room, which I considered to be a huge privilege.

The three of us wandered along the halls toward the elevator. I was between them, I suppose that they were being protective. I have to say that it sure is nice to not have to worry about a big fist coming out of nowhere like I'd been experiencing for the last several years.

We made our way down to the main floor, then over to a set of tables along one wall.

I could smell the food long before we reached the tables. Just about everything identified as "breakfast" could be seen on the tables. I took some time, picking out a few slices of slightly crisp back bacon, four sausages, three eggs over hard, three full sized pancakes, plus two muffins, one blueberry, the other apple cinnamon and two slices of apple pie that had me drooling, before I headed for one of the sofas.

Within a minute or two, Stan and Rowenna were there, taking a seat on either side of me, close by but not infringing on my space.

I carefully placed my plate on a large coffee type table in front of the sofa, then surprised Stan and Rowenna by kissing them passionately. That brought several amused responses, especially from Kelly-Lynne and another female vampire that I did not know by name.

When all of the commotion had ended, Kelly-Lynne introduced the other vampire female as Raisa, vampire and sorceress.

That surprised the heck out of me. The really odd part is that I could feel something vague emanating from her, magical essence perhaps?

What happened next surprised me even more. "Greetings, Remy, little witchling. I can see that you noticed my aura field?"

Witchling? What the heck did she mean by that? I had to try three times before I could actually say it clearly, and she nodded in reply.

As I picked up my plate, overflowing with food, she sat down where it had been and started talking to me.

"Witchling I said, and witchling you are, young one. Hmmm... You will be mates to these two at some point, I can see. Oh, my, you need to learn to shield, I had no trouble reading your surface thoughts, specifically about your physical issue. I may be able to help.

When she said that, I was shocked so badly that I dropped my plate, with the food spattering all over my lap before the plate hit the floor.

Kelly-Lynne, Annalise and a couple of others broke into brief laughter before they noticed my emotional state. It was a good thing that Stan and Rowenna were watching. Both passed their plates to the strange sorceress, then wrapped me in their oh so comforting arms.

A few minutes passed by before I could fully recover. In that time span, Annalise had run off to get me some clean clothes.

Rowenna walked with me to the communal bathroom, where I quickly changed into the clean clothes and asked what I was supposed to do with the soiled clothing. Rowenna laughed, picked the clothes up and ran them under the tap, rinsing off the worst of the mess.

Then I noticed a large hamper not far from the door. Rowenna said it was for dirty clothing, towels, etc, as she dropped the clothes into it.

We returned then to the food tables where I quickly filled a plate with the same types of foods that I had had on the first plate.

When I had finished getting my new food, Rowenna and I walked over to the sofas and sat down next to Stan, facing the sorceress again.

Raisa sputtered apologies my way for a minute or two before I interrupted her, telling her she had done no actual harm, just shocked me very much. She nodded and we spent the next thirty minutes discussing magic in its various forms as Stan, Rowenna and I ate our food.

I'd been told about the crazy appetite that many were folks have, and thus was not surprised to see them going for seconds and thirds. Except for the brief periods when they were getting fresh food, Stan and Rowenna listened to Raisa just as intently.

**********

When I finished eating, Raisa stated, and there was no doubt that it was meant as a command, "Training time for you, witchling."

I took a moment to glance to either side, and noted that both Stan and Rowenna were nodding, agreeing about the magical training.

I sighed, hauled myself off of the sofa with a little nudge from Stan and quietly followed Raisa to the upper floor of the building. She led me to a fair sized room not far from the elevator that was marked with a plaque which said Magical Arts and opened the door.

Raisa spent the first hour and a bit just drilling me on how to feel the essence around me, then another hour to learn how to gather it. During the third hour, she taught me the simplest spell she knew, one that would create a very small light, a candle flame without the candle?

We took a half hour break at that point and headed downstairs to eat. I couldn't believe how hungry I was already!

I actually went as far as to grab a clean platter, roughly twice the size of a plate, to use for the food I was grabbing from various trays. Two ten ounce steaks, venison according to a nearby were I hadn't yet met, four corn cobs, three large potatoes, butternut squash and green beans filled more than half of the platter. There was just enough space by the two steaks on the platter for me to drop two large kaiser buns.

I noticed, as we headed for the sofas, that there didn't seem to be many people in the main area at that point.

We found seats and ate as she continued to train me, albeit verbally rather than by the use of essence.

Once we had cleaned our plates, we headed back upstairs for more training in the magical arts.

I wasn't paying attention to time as we worked, as I was having a hard time learning how to shield myself from various kinds of attacks.

**********

What I do know is that Raisa called it quits as I shivered briefly, then crumpled to the floor, completely exhausted.

I didn't see her pull out the cell phone, but I did notice the gentle hands of Stan and Rowenna when they roused me some time later. If it hadn't been for the two of them pretty much holding me up, I would not have made it to Rowenna's room, then onto the huge bed.

I'm not sure, but I think Rowenna stayed with me. I heard them talking briefly before I lost consciousness once more.

The smell of fresh food roused me this time, and with Rowenna's help, I managed to stay upright and hold the plate in my hand. As soon as I had the fork that Stan had handed to me, I started eating, barely taking time to chew. I was absolutely undeniably ravenous.

I hadn't even noticed that it was a platter I was holding, not a plate, as I tore into the food and ate every last crumb as fast as possible. I could hear Rowenna and Stan eating and talking to each other, but I paid them no attention, the food was far more important at the moment.

**********

When we had all finished eating, I discovered that Rowenna and Stanislau wanted to have a serious discussion.

That discussion, of course, was about the three of us, especially how strong the attraction I felt for both of them happened to be. They took almost an hour to explain mating rituals within the were community and about the possibility of us being a three way soulmate.

I listened intently, then when they were finished, I calmly told them I wasn't ready for full on sex. I knew that Stan knew about what Rowenna and I had done the previous night before he joined us, and I made it clear that that was as far as I was willing to go right now.

Stan asked about that thing down there, whether it was the reason I wouldn't go further, and I blushed beet red as I nodded my reply.

Once I had stopped trying to be a stoplight, I mentioned that Raisa had said that she might be able to help me somehow.

That led to half an hour of discussion about the possible ways that she might be able to help and what each method would do.

I ended it when I said, in a quiet yet clear tone, "If she can make me fully female somehow, then so help me, I would say yes in a heartbeat."

After I had said that, the three of us snuggled together, and I drifted off to sleep a short while later in a state of contentment and hope.

Upside Down, Inside Out

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

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  • Title Page

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This is the story of how a boy's life changes after the very abrupt death of his mother.

The story itself starts with the boy remembering his mother's death which happened three years earlier, when he was just ten years old.

TG Themes: 

  • Real World
  • School or College Life

TG Elements: 

  • Estrogen / Hormones
  • Girls' School / School Girl

Upside Down, Inside Out Chapter 1

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

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  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing
  • Transitioning

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Real World
  • School or College Life
  • Sisters

TG Elements: 

  • Estrogen / Hormones
  • Girls' School / School Girl

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This first part is a bit graphic. What is being described is what the boy learned and remembered of the incident.

**********

Everything, and I do mean everything, changed for me the day that my mother died. That was three years ago, I was ten years old.

She was on her way to work, she liked to be in the office early; that was quite normal for her, especially as she was likely to become a partner in the law firm she worked at, they were on the point of offering it to her when her life ended in just a few brief seconds.

She had a green light, and had just entered the intersection, when some guy at the wheel of a big semi blasted through the red doing nearly 65 MPH in a 35 MPH zone. He hit her passenger side door, the impact literally threw the small car, spinning as it went off the ground, directly into the front end of a large van about to make a left turn in the lane next to her. Her car was crushed between the semi and the van.

The semi continued barreling across the intersection, ending up on the wrong side of the street, then went over the curb before running into the one cement pole near that intersection. The high speed impact snapped the pole, and it slowly toppled through the semi cab, grazing the driver's head, before smashing through the top of the trailer, landing on top of and partially crushing the near end of a few heavy steel pipes.

Mom had no chance at all, when her car hit the van, the engine plant was pushed right through the front seat. The driver of the van stepped out of his vehicle, took a brief look into the car and promptly tossed up his breakfast onto the street before staggering off the road.

Police, fire and ambulance were on the scene within a few minutes; some of them, looking inside the car, reacted like the van driver. A member of the fire department opened the door of the semi cab to find the driver slumped over the wheel, out cold, a second opened the other door. What the two fire department personnel saw inside the cab horrified them, the driver had an opened case of what are commonly called tall boy cans of beer, two cans were missing and the flats for two other cases were on the floor, as were many empty cans.

They managed to wake the driver, and a police officer came over to do the breathalyzer test which revealed the driver was at nearly twice the legal limit. A quick scan of his log showed he had been driving well beyond the twelve to fourteen hour maximum most states allow. The driver of the semi found himself being hauled away from his truck and stuffed into the back of a police cruiser after being Mirandized.

One of the paramedics had found the van driver, quickly checked him over and found he was okay, just very shaken by what had happened.

The accident drew a crowd, many people in vehicles who had either witnessed it or were curious, and others walking by stopping to look. The accident also drew some news crews, who quickly got the word out about the accident, drawing even more of a crowd to the scene.

Several fire department members started using the Jaws of Life to get into Mom's car. It was obvious even before they started that there was nothing that could be done for her, but they still needed to extract her remains from the vehicle. Her partially crumpled briefcase was found in the back seat footwell on the passenger side, it had literally been shoved through the seat, leaving a large hole in the seat itself.

Once they had her info, which was in a small purse inside the briefcase, the emergency personnel contacted Dad. He was just about to head into the office after having seen me out to the bus that takes me to and from school each day when he got the call about Mom. Once he knew what had happened, he informed them that I was on the way to school, what school I attended and was told they would send someone to the school to meet me and inform me of my mother's death.

**********

I was completely unaware that anything had happened, blissfully listening to my fave music on my iPod while the bus crossed the city. I was dropped off about half a block from school, and wandered through the main doors a couple of minutes later. As I headed to my locker, I crossed paths with my gym teacher, who informed me that I was to go to the principal's office immediately, then said that I wasn't in trouble.

Well, that had me completely confused, if I wasn't in trouble, why did I need to go there? Then, as I opened the office door, I saw the young female police officer in the waiting room; she turned, asked my name, then pulled me to a chair and had me sit down. That was when I knew that something bad had happened, as soon as she told me about my Mom's death, I broke down completely, bawling my eyes out.

I found out later from Dad that he called in to his work, told them what happened, and was told to take whatever time he needed to sort things out. He had been a big part of their current business boom, and they wanted him to be able to return to work at full capacity, if that meant he needed a long break before he could step back in as their front-line manager, they would deal with it and he wouldn't lose his job.

See, Dad had a big interest in tool and dies when he was in school years ago, and he was hired by the company he works for within three months of his finishing college. He worked for about five years on the plant floor before he noticed something that could be improved, passed it up to the floor manager, and after the improvement was done, resulting in somewhat faster production, he ended up in management, then spent the next five or six years working his butt off and climbing the management ladder, reaching his current position as finance VP early last year. Since he became part of the management team, productivity has nearly tripled, sales have boomed and he's become very popular there. Business has been so good that the company is looking at purchasing a bigger site to expand their production lines.

So, to get back to me, I sat there in this nice police officer's arms for a fair while, bawling like crazy before the tears finally slowed. She continued to hold me and told me that my mother hadn't suffered at all, she had died instantly. I'm glad she didn't suffer.

The principal called my dad, let him know my reaction and said he would allow me some time off from school if I wanted it. Dad set him straight, knowing that even something as serious as this wouldn't pull me away from my interest in school. After Dad gave him assurances that I would see someone recommended by our doctor to help deal with the loss of my mother, he gave in and said things would stay as they were.

Upside Down, Inside Out Chapter 2

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing
  • Transitioning

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Real World
  • School or College Life
  • Sisters

TG Elements: 

  • Estrogen / Hormones
  • Girls' School / School Girl

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

We continue to see the boy's memories resulting from his mother's death, as well as some of the father's memories of his son.

**********

I stayed in school that day, having missed one of my classes, my dad picked me up shortly after school ended.

We stayed home that evening, ordered in pizza, and watched a couple of movies. I wasn't paying a lot of attention to the movies, I don't even remember which ones they were, but several times, seeing a woman that looked vaguely like mom caused me to burst into tears.

After this had happened about half a dozen times, dad turned the DVD player and TV off, and we just chilled for a while.

I'm not really sure, but I think I had nightmares that night about what happened to mom. Dad said that I woke him up twice.

**********

That first night after my wife Rosalie's death was a rough one for both of us. I had to sit there and watch my boy as he burst into tears several times during the evening, then I was woken up twice that night by him screaming in the midst of nightmares about the accident.

Even though he'd just lost his mom, he stayed in school, day after day, continuing to give his best efforts. Whenever I asked him about it, he would tell me that if she were still here, she would expect him to work to the fullest of his abilities, why should he stop now she was dead?

**********

School was often rough, there were several kids who used my mother's death as an excuse to pick on me even more than they had before she died. They would often taunt me saying I had driven my mother into the path of that semi, allowing her to be killed that day.

I ignored them as much as possible, but there were times when I just lost it and turned on whoever was taunting me at the time. Over the course of that first year, even though I was smaller than almost all of the boys in my grade, I gained a reputation as a vicious fighter. I don't remember the exact number, but I ended up in the office over a dozen times after a fight between November when my mom was killed and the end of the school year in mid-June. The last fight, in late May, earned me my second three day suspension from school, dad was shocked.

I believe dad was having a hard time over mom's death as well, I can remember hearing him crying late at night sometimes.

The nightmares continued on an almost nightly basis, usually once, but sometimes two or three times during a night.

I started seeing a therapist in early December of that year, not that she was much of a help at that point.

**********

The schoolwork was never a problem for my son, he could easily have skipped two grades, but chose to stay with kids his own age.

What disturbed me, though, was the reports of him fighting, I couldn't believe the tales of how vicious he was when he fought until another boy actually caught my son on his cell phone while he was laying a beating on a boy two grades above him and sent me the images.

I definitely wasn't happy about the suspensions, but when I talked with the boy who had sent those images to me, he informed me rather bluntly that about eight or ten kids in the school were deliberately provoking my son whenever they could get away with it.

I called the school the next day about it, their response was "If we don't personally witness it, it didn't happen." What the hell? I took it up to the district supervisor, who told me that without any proof of him being provoked, they couldn't do anything. That royally pissed me off.

His nightmares continued, the screams waking me at all hours. I made him see a therapist, I'm not sure it's doing any good, though.

Losing Rosalie hasn't been easy for me, either. When he hasn't been there, I've screamed and howled, I cried sometimes late at night.

**********

Dad decided that we needed a break that summer. A friend of his offered the use of his house on the Jersey shore, Dad loved the idea, so we packed a whole lot of clothes into four suitcases along with several items we could use while we were there.

We stayed there right through the summer, only returning home just before Labour Day, as school would start the day after that. I have to say that we had a lot of fun, we both got great tans and we could swim in the ocean most days, unless the beach was marked as being unsafe.

I was still having the nightmares, although not quite as often. If I needed it, there was a therapist nearby that I could see. As far as I can remember, I only saw that therapist on the shore three or four times over the summer, much less than the twice a week visits at home.

**********

Ahhhh, what a summer, a friend offered the use of his house on the Jersey shore and my son and I set off three days after school ended. That summer was great, we were both nice and brown by the end of the summer, and the swimming helped us get into excellent shape.

My boy was still dealing with the nightmares, he saw the therapist on the shore I think four times over the course of the summer. That was a positively huge difference compared to the twice a week visits with the therapist at home. In that sense, the summer was a big success.

**********

Returning to school was okay if you were asking about classes, but I was still being taunted regularly by several older kids. I lost it a few times over the course of the fall months, including my first ever five day suspension from school in November. Dad wasn't impressed at all.

Thing is, the idiot that pushed my buttons that day apparently forgot that it was the first anniversary of her death, I went nuts on him. It took three grade eight boys to pull me off him, but by that time, I'd already broken one of his arms, blacked an eye and bruised his jaw.

To say that the older boys were shocked by what I did to that boy would be a major understatement, I scared the shit out of them.

The nightmares were continuing, sometimes skipping a night or two. I saw the therapist as usual, didn't make any difference to me.

**********

When I was told about the latest fight in November, I was utterly appalled at the viciousness displayed by my son Cameron. That poor boy that he hurt, gods, the boy will have his left arm in a plaster cast for six to eight weeks. It wasn't until the next morning that I realized that the day before had been the first anniversary of my beloved Rosalie's death, I couldn't believe I'd forgotten it. I cried for a while, how I miss her!

He's still having the nightmares, maybe not quite as often now. The therapist doesn't seem to be helping him much.

**********

Oh, yes, we haven't introduced ourselves yet, have we? Sorry about that. I'm Jameson Aaron Blackleigh, Cameron's dad, I've worked for Ramsay Tool & Die for almost fourteen years now, and I've been the Finance VP for Ramsay Tool & Die for the last two years.

Cameron Jonathan is my son, he turned thirteen last May and has been adjusting to living in a house with a woman and three girls. He's also exploring his gender identity, he spends all of his time now dressed as and acting like a girl, including going to school as a girl.

Upside Down, Inside Out Chapter 3

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing
  • Transitioning

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Real World
  • School or College Life

TG Elements: 

  • Estrogen / Hormones
  • Girls' School / School Girl

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

The memories continue, from both Cameron and his father. Also a few glimpses of things from Jocelyn's viewpoint.

**********

School has been okay for the most part. The schoolwork isn't difficult, I could probably do most of it in my sleep.

What's made school a hassle since November, when I had that fight where I broke the other boy's arm, is that the kids are scared of me. It worries a lot of them that it took three grade eight boys to pull me off him, and I'm small, 4'10 and maybe 80 pounds; since then, it has been pretty lonely, I've spent most lunch periods sitting by myself in the dimmest and crappiest spot in the school cafeteria. I swear there's a hole in the ceiling somewhere up there, 'cause every now and then I get a drop of water falling on me, even when I switch chairs.

Ah, well, the one good thing is that my grades have been picking up again, the teachers are giving me less hassles about paying attention.

**********

Work has been the same as usual for me, I supervise a build site for a large chunk of the day, then spend an hour or so in the on site office.

Cameron has been doing well with school work lately, but I've had a teacher call me saying the kids are isolating him. That can't be good. What she also told me is that, even as small as Cameron is, most of the kids in the school are now quite scared of him. That must be hard on him.

**********

Christmas was a few weeks ago, the second since Mom died, I still miss her soooo much. It was a quiet one at home, but it was okay. Dad and I spent several hours on Christmas Day making a small turkey using recipes from a binder Mom had for her favourite meals. We also made a mince pie and a pumpkin pie, again from Mom's recipe binder; both of those turned out pretty nicely.

The turkey turned out fine, although it was a wee bit crispy, the sweet potatoes were yummmm!!!, and the pies were great. I'm not all that big on the vegs, but the mixed baby carrots and chopped broccoli au gratin was all right. Maybe it was the cheese, plain vegetables are boring.

Dad was at a supermarket buying some groceries in mid-January when he met a woman also doing grocery shopping. Both of them weren't paying attention to things and their carts collided in one lane, then bounced off each other, knocking stuff off the shelves.

Well, Dad got home quite a bit later than he usually does when he does the grocery shopping. He said that he felt bad about running into her cart, and when they'd all fiinshed shopping, he took her and her three daughters out for a coffee, tea or soda at a nearby diner.

I'm still having the nightmares, but not as often, maybe three times a week now. Dad always comes in and calms me down.

**********

Christmas was pretty good, although it would have been a heck of a lot better if we hadn't lost my Rosalie. Cameron and I spent a good part of Christmas Day making a turkey, plus some vegetables and two pies. The meal turned out okay, considering we don't cook very often.

My life took a bit of a turn in mid-January when I was doing my usual grocery shopping, I accidentally ran into a cart being held by a woman with three pretty girls trailing along behind her. Well, maybe we both hit each other's cart, we weren't looking where we were going.

I took them out to a nearby diner afterward for coffee, tea or soda, so I returned home a fair bit later than usual that day.

My son's still having the nightmares, they're slowly decreasing in frequency. I help him calm down. Gods, I wish they would stop.

**********

Huh, I definitely have a scary reputation now. A bigger kid ran into me in the halls, I glared at him and he backed away fast.

The school's doing a St. Patrick's Day dance, someone apparently noticed that I have a good eye for distances and angles, and roped me into being on the small committee that's setting it all up. The weird part is that it was a 7th grade girl that asked me to help, that was a shock.

Hmmm, doing this is actually fun... oh, this is funny, we're actually decorating the cafeteria on Friday the 13th, is Jason lurking nearby?

Dad's met that woman a few times since that first crash in January, they seem to get along well. He says she's really nice.

**********

Well, this is an interesting turn. Jocelyn's middle daughter talked Cameron into helping decorate for the school's St. Patrick's day dance. I didn't even know that two of her daughters went to the same school as Cameron until last night.

Oh, Jocelyn is the woman that crashed carts with me in the supermarket in January, her three daughters are Natasha, Diana and Valerie. Her husband was cheating on her with another woman in his office; when Jocelyn found out, she divorced him and got just about everything.

Jocelyn could never be my Rosalie, but she's nice, considerate, and is polite and honest to a fault. I'm finding I like being with her.

**********

Well, the St. Patrick's dance was a success, I got a few nice comments for helping decorate for the dance. That was a surprise.

It's getting close to the end of the school year, a week for all the tests and one more after that. I'm pretty sure I'll pass the tests.

Last summer was fun, maybe we can do that again, I'll have to talk to dad about it fairly soon, I guess.

There haven't been any fights since that one in November. It's made life in school easier in some ways, but harder in others. I found out three weeks after the St. Patrick's dance that the girl that asked me to help with that was dad's new friend's second daughter Diana. Huh.

Diana and I have talked off and on since then, she's eleven months older than I am; in a way, she's becoming a friend.

Hmmm... just thought about that, I don't recall having any friends at any point in school until now. It's not that I'm a loner, I'm not. I guess it has to do with how small I've always been, far closer in size to the girls than the boys; heck, even some of the girls were bigger than me.

**********

That St. Patrick's dance where Cameron helped decorate has changed things a bit for him at school, some people are talking to him now.

He came to me last week and asked if we could do what we did last summer. I called my friend and he said we could use his house again.

Two good things about Cameron and school: there's been no more fighting, and he'll likely ace most of his tests next week.

It seems he's also becoming friends with Jocelyn's middle daughter Diana and to a limited extent, her third daughter Valerie.

I'm still seeing Jocelyn occasionally. Perhaps she and her girls might want to come along with us for the summer?

**********

That Jameson is such a good man. I'm sad that he lost his wife a while back, he's had to raise his boy all by himself. Oh, I'm Jocelyn Burns.

We ran into each other in a supermarket last January, and we've been seeing each other occasionally since then. He's told me some of what's been going on with his son Cameron, that poor boy has been through soooo much, but things seem to be improving now.

Jameson has a friend with a house on the Jersey shore. He asked me last night if I might be interested in going there this summer. He said that it would give us some time away from the stress of work, and it would also allow the kids to get to know each other.

Hmmm... I thought about it for a moment and said I'd let him know in a few days.

**********

Well, the summer was a blast! The six of us shared the five bedroom beach house, each of us kids had our own room. I thought that was nice, but it would either mean that dad and the woman, her name's Jocelyn, would share the last room or dad would be on the living room sofa.

For the first few weeks, dad did sleep on that sofa, but as time passed, they got closer and closer, and soon were sharing the room.

I'd never been around three girls being the only guy before now, but for some reason, it didn't feel wrong at all. The girls were nice, I was already semi-friends with Diana and had met Valerie several times, but Natasha's in high school, so I was seeing her for the first time.

We had a lot of fun, spent many days just lazing away on the beach, but we also spent the day now and then on a neighbour's boat. The neighbour was a good friend of the guy who owns this beach house, and enjoyed being able to show off his boat to new people.

There were also days where we would head upstate to hit a theme park, or go into NYC for shopping or just to have some fun.

Like I said, the summer was a blast. It's been good for me, those nightmares are down to maybe twice a week now.

I still see that therapist, but not very often, I think I'm going to ask dad about finding a new one. I need to talk about some new stuff.

It's weird, but I almost feel like we're a family, like dad, mom and I were before mom was killed.

**********

Having those four girls up at the shore this summer was a good decision, we all had a great time. Lots of time on the beach, a guy a few houses up took us out on his forty foot boat now and then, we went to a couple of theme parks, spent days having fun in NYC.

I can't say why, but something's different about Cameron, he seems quieter, more at peace when around these girls. I have to say I've felt better with them here myself, kind of similar to how I used to feel before Rosalie was killed by that idiotic trucker.

I guess that makes sense in a way, we're bonding almost as a family would; Rosalie, Cameron and I were quite close.

Cameron asked me two nights ago if we could find a new therapist, he says he doesn't really feel comfortable with the one he has now. He says the nightmares aren't happening as often, maybe twice a week now, I guess that's a good thing.

I miss Rosalie so much, it hurts, but growing closer to Jocelyn seems to be helping me to heal. Life sure is changing for us.

**********

Oh, that poor boy! The summer's been fantastic, but when Cameron has those nightmares, it makes me want to wrap him in a big hug. The only reason I haven't done anything like that is I would be cutting in on Jameson's duties, and that wouldn't feel right.

It's been different, in a way, we've been bonding with each other like a family, all three girls get along really well with Cameron. I swear, if I didn't know better, I'd think he was a girl, he does just about everything with my three, and with no complaint at all.

Lots of lovely days on the beach, beautiful boat rides, trips to theme parks and into NYC. It's been an amazing summer for all of us.

**********

The second anniversary of mom's death will be in just over two weeks. I still miss her quite a lot, but it doesn't hurt as much as it did.

I haven't been in any fights this year, which is good, but I seem to be spending a lot of my time with girls or wishing I was with them.

Diana roped me into helping with putting up the decorations for the Halloween dance. It was cool, and it really looked awesome!

A few of the older girls are pretty, but I don't feel attracted to boys or girls yet. Heck, I'm still waiting for puberty to start.

The summer was definitely good for me, I sprouted up three inches, I'm now 5'1" and weighed 93 pounds at my last doctor's visit.

Dad and I spent over two months looking for a new therapist, I think we found a good one. Dad works for the Tool and Die division of a big corporation called Ramsay Enterprises, he had to attend a meeting there and someone passed on this therapist's name.

I met the therapist, a pretty Asian woman named Miyaki Starthorn; we had a good talk, she really listens which makes a big difference.

I told her that there was something going on that I didn't understand, it's that I find myself looking at girls and dreaming I was one of them. Not just the clothes or make-up or stuff like that, but that something deep down inside is telling me I should be a girl.

She said we would need to discuss it for several visits before any decisions are made. At least she's honest, she does seem to want to help.

Dad and Jocelyn are growing much closer, they announced last week that they want to be married late May next year.

**********

My boy is in grade seven now, doing pretty well, he helped out with decorating for the Halloween dance at the school.

The summer seems to have been quite good for him, he grew a bit and filled out a little.

Two months looking for a therapist, I think we waded through thirty or forty possibilities before we found Dr. Starthorn. She had a good long talk with him the other day, and intends to see him at least every two weeks, unless he needs an emergency appointment.

Jocelyn isn't and never could be Rosalie, but she fits me so very well, I proposed and we told the kids we would be married next May.

**********

It's been interesting the last few months, Jameson's boy Cameron seems to have settled down a fair bit. There's still something about him that almost shouts girl, but he doesn't go about vamping or flouncing or anything, he just treats people more like a girl would.

I guess it will all get sorted out eventually, Jameson says they finally found a new therapist for him last week, I hope that works out.

**********

Christmas was nice, dad invited Jocelyn and the girls over and we all got together to make a wonderful Christmas dinner. I hate to say this, but Jocelyn is almost as good a cook as my mom was, that turkey was scrumptious and the veggies and pies were perfect.

That Diana is sneaky, she got me involved with the St. Patrick's day dance again, it was even more fun than last year.

I've had several visits with Dr. Starthorn now, she says it's likely that I have gender dysphoria and she will prescribe blockers after my birthday. She asked if I could send dad in, and if I would mind if she told him about the gender issue, I said it was fine.

**********

Whoowhee! This Christmas was almost as good as the ones when Rosalie was here, it was nice having people in the house.

Cameron's been doing quite well in school, no fights, only one B so far, and he ended up helping with the St. Patrick's day dance again.

I was allowed to speak with his therapist recently, and she informed me about the gender dysphoria. I was stunned, to say the least.

**********

Well, we're a family now, dad married Jocelyn yesterday, three days after my birthday. I was the ring bearer, Valerie was the flower girl; even though those are roles generally for younger children, neither of us minded. Diana and Natasha were Jocelyn's bridesmaids, Jocelyn's younger sister was her maid of honour; dad's cousin Robert was best man, and his younger cousins Jack and Peter were ushers.

Dad's always been a single child, mom's twin sister Rebecca, her only sibling, died at seventeen through complications from polio.

It's a bit odd now that I have three step-sisters, but they're all nice and we get along quite well which makes things easier.

The day after my birthday, I saw Dr. Starthorn again and she put me on blockers to stop my male puberty before it starts. Dr. Starthorn also said that I could dress as I pleased at home, and that I could start living full time as a girl when school ended for the year.

Dad and Jocelyn are looking for a bigger house so the six of us can live together. I hope they find one soon.

I still have nightmares, sometimes a week or more goes by, sometimes they happen two or three times in a week although that is more likely to be around the time of year when she died, but there's been other times like that, too.

**********

I married Jocelyn last week, that was quite an event, let me tell you, most of the people there were from her family, but that was fine.

Dr. Starthorn put Cameron on blockers to prevent male puberty, I have to say that Cameron seems a lot happier now.

All we need to do now is find a house big enough for the six of us, maybe more, Jocelyn is one sweet woman.

He's still having the nightmares, perhaps he'll feel better if Jocelyn and/or the girls get involved in helping him with them now and then.

**********

Getting married to Jameson last week was the best thing that's happened to me for quite some time, I love that man to bits! Mom and Dad pulled out all the stops, organized the church, made sure all the dresses and tuxes were ready on time, it was sooo beautiful!

Cameron was the ring bearer, Valerie the flower girl, my two other girls were bridesmaids, they had a great time, a first for them, then my sister Patti was my maid of honour. Jameson had three of his cousins on his side, one as his best man, the other two were ushers.

It seems I may have been right, young Cameron just started on blockers to stop male puberty, the child's positively glowing. Jameson has been telling me about the nightmares the child's been having since his mother died 2.5 years ago, I'll try to help as much as I can.

**********

Well, I was setting up the final bits for us to be able to go to the Jersey shore again this summer when I got a call from a friend in the company. It seems a friend of a friend of a friend of his had gone bankrupt recently, and had a beautiful eight bedroom house in a good part of town.

I told the guy that a house like that was way out of my bracket, that's when he said they only wanted the back taxes, $320k US.

I've put away a fair bit over the years, Jocelyn is doing all right, we can buy it, then have someone sell our houses for us in the fall.

I called her, she said it sounded perfect, wired $225k into my bank account and told me to buy it. That was good enough for me.

All six of us spent the next week packing up everything from the old houses, then moved it all into the new one.

The old houses were put up for sale, then we were off for another summer of fun.

**********

When Jameson called about that house being available for just $320k, I told him to grab it and sent him $225k to help out.

When it cleared, we spent the next several days moving house, then out the old houses up for sale and left for the Jersey shore.

**********

Maybe we're lucky? I don't know, but only a week after deciding to find a new house, dad and Jocelyn had one practically handed to them. It's big, eight bedrooms, a huge kitchen and dining room area, a 25' by 30' sunken living room, a combined office/library/den, too. Nice place.

The nice part about it is that there's a fairly decent back yard, roughly 50' by 60', the big maple near the fence has a swing built onto it.

Once the belongings were all moved into the new place, we were off to the Jersey shore for the summer again.

Like the year before, we had a lot of fun, came back with great tans, but best of all, I could live as a girl all the time now. Dad and Jocelyn had found a school that would allow me to go there as a girl, I'd be excused PE, but I would have to find some way to exercise at home.

The new school is actually three separate buildings, an elementary school, a middle school and a high school, I'd be going to the middle school for a year or two. Dad and Jocelyn had arranged to have all of us transferred to these schools which are all fairly close together.

School has been a bit more difficult, but still well within my abilities, and I'm beginning to make friends, I'm not used to that just yet. It's a heck of a lot better than going to school before the move; even when I wasn't getting in fights, I was left to fend for myself most of the time.

Christmas is just over a month away now, and the third anniversary of my mom's death is next week. Having Jocelyn and the girls around has made a big difference in my life, I'm living as a girl, going to school as a girl, and I'm part of a loving family. Life is good!

**********

Rosalie has been gone for three years now. Cameron's life and my own have changed so much since she died. Cameron and I usually go to her grave every Saturday morning now and place fresh flowers in the small clay pot that has been set beside her stone. Each anniversary, though, we not only do that, but we also ask our pastor to do a remembrance mass for her, she was a huge part of our lives.

The new home is great, the kids each picked out their own room, but can often be found in a group doing girly things. It's still a little bit odd to see Cameron doing that sort of stuff, but just looking at her now, you can tell that's how she should be. I'll do my best for her.

**********

It's been a bit quiet around here the last few days. Cameron's mom and Jameson's wife was killed three years ago, Cameron and her dad have been going there each week for some time now to lay flowers on her grave, and we were at her remembrance mass yesterday.

The new home is quite nice, we're growing closer as a family. I peek in on all four of the girls every now and then. I've only known Cameron for about a year, but it's all too obvious now that there was a girl hiding inside the former boy that has come out and brightened all of our lives.

**********

Valentine's Day is next Tuesday, dad and Jocelyn plan to go out for dinner that evening, I hope they have fun.

I'm much more at peace now than I have ever been; I know I'll have to wait till I'm eighteen for surgery, but I'm coping much better now. The nightmares are less frequent, often ten days to two weeks between them, I'm glad I'm not waking everyone up all the time.

**********

Well, it sure took them long enough. It's been almost 3.25 years, and the insurance company just settled for $3.75 million US. They'd been fighting everything from every possible angle, but the evidence kept piling on, and the court order finally came down for them to pay up.

Well, there is one other bit of news, I suppose. Jocelyn appeared to be putting on weight, but didn't know why; she went in for a routine medical check-up recently, and the blood work showed that she was almost six months pregnant, the baby's due in late May or early June.

She hadn't had any nausea such as many women experience during pregnancy, so she didn't figure it out until now.

Was It Fate?

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

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  • CAUTION: Language
  • CAUTION: Violence

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  • General Audience (pg)

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  • 7,500 < Novelette < 17,500 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Caught with Consequences
  • Crime / Punishment

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Prologue: Losing It All

I was seven years old when my life turned into the proverbial mother of all train wrecks. The date was December 19, 2008.

Mom, dad and my baby brother James were coming home from a hospital visit. James, who was 3 years old, had come down with a nasty cough that just wouldn't go away, and mom and dad had taken him to the hospital while I was in school so he could be examined.

I was a latchkey kid, largely because I didn't cause trouble at all, I preferred to go straight to and from school every day.

So, as you might suspect, I was at home by myself when the news came on. I wasn't paying it a lot of attention, at least, not initially.

Then the moment came that changed my life, and it was not a change for the better.

I glanced at the TV when I heard something about a nasty pile-up in the downtown area of the city. To my eternal horror, what I saw when I looked at the screen was the nearly crushed remainder of my dad's car, a 2006 Buick LaCrosse he had bought a few months before.

How did I know it was my dad's car? Well, I saw the licence plate at the back of the car as a camera panned around it. Mom and dad had spent some time since little James was born teaching me to look at and memorize things, like the phone number, address, and licence plate.

With my mom, dad and little brother all having been declared dead at the scene, the only relatives left were my mom's parents, Benjamin and Rosemary Fielding. There was no way at all that I wanted to be with them, as the old bastard had punched me in the face two years before. My dad had been just down the hall and heard me screaming after being hit. Let's just say dad gave the old bastard a piece of his mind.

My dad didn't give a shit that the old bastard had served in Vietnam, there was no reason at all to hit a five year old child in the face.

If my dad's parents had still been alive, I probably would have ended up with them, but they were lost in a plane crash while returning from a vacation the year before I was born. My only choice now was to end up with the old bastard and his useless wife or to run away.

Well, I chose the second option. I threw a few changes of clothes into my school backpack, added a few other items, then checked every room in the house for money that might have been left behind. Dad had a safe in his office, and was dumb enough to leave the code for it sitting in the main drawer of his desk there. It only took me a moment to open the safe, where I found $500 and a bunch of paperwork.

I took the money, ignored the paperwork, closed the safe and spun the dial on it to reset the lock mechanism.

I headed back up to my room, where I dug through the closet and found an old sleeping bag which I quickly tied to the bottom of my pack.

I grabbed my pack, then carried it to the closet in the front hall of the house. I pulled out my winter parka and put it on; the weather was slightly nippy but not too cold, so I didn't zip the coat up completely. I slung the pack over my shoulders, then left the house for the last time.

I slipped out into the night air of an early winter evening in Philadelphia, looked up and down the street, then started walking.

I wasn't a particularly socially conscious person, but I had heard of a few soup kitchens that offered meals to homeless people.

I slowly wandered along the city streets until I passed by a large store that had been left unrented or unsold for many years. At least, I think it had been quite a while, as the signs showing the building was for sale or rent were covered in dust, dirt and what looked like bits of mold.

Anyway, as I was walking past the place, I saw that a side door near the back of the building looked like it was open. A closer look revealed that the door was damaged and had warped so it could no longer fit in the frame. I pulled the door open enough to get in, then looked around.

The place was fairly big, about forty feet wide, I guess and roughly seventy feet long. There was a partial upper floor covering half the space.

The sleeping bag was rated to about -22°F, so it should be able to keep me warm through the cold, windy winter nights.

I lived in that rundown building for just over eight years. I am amazed the city left it to rot, but I guess some building's owners just don't care.

During the time I was there, I picked up cans and bottles and took them to recycling places, which gave me a bit of cash now and then.

For meals, I usually wandered down to Jessup's Place, a small building that was home to a group led by a nice family that had made their life's work the feeding of the homeless. They had bought the building, rebuilt the kitchen and turned it into a rather decent soup kitchen.

They usually offered two meals a day, a lunch at 11:30 AM and a dinner at 5:00 PM.

To this day, I have no idea why they didn't report me to the authorities. I may have been small, but I wasn't afraid to do a little work here and there, so I often offered to help with the dishes after a meal. To my surprise, they accepted my help, and I became a regular there.

The folks at Jessup's sometimes allowed me to have a bath or shower there. I would usually do that about once or twice a week.

At night, I would go by Vincenzo's Deli just as they were closing, and sometimes Vincenzo would pass me a big sandwich from the leftovers.

Then the second big change of my life happened, all because of a pretty girl I saw one spring morning on the street as I walked to Jessup's.

The time and date was 10:32 AM, April 17, 2017. How do I know that? I'd used some of the money I'd scrounged to buy a semi decent watch.

Chapter 1: In Over My Head

I haven't the foggiest idea why I grabbed her by the arm and asked her if I could spend some time with her.

By the time this happened, I'd grown up, reaching 5'8" tall and filled out a fair bit, although I was still lean and fit thanks to all the walking.

Well, when I grabbed her and asked her that, she tried to pull away. That just made me hold on tighter, which was my big mistake.

You see, I had no idea that she was the daughter of a city councilman, nor that she would have guards following her wherever she went.

A few seconds passed as she tried again and again to pull away, then I heard the thuds of several sets of heavy feet approaching.

I looked up just in time to see the first guy getting rather close. I let go of her, twisted sideways and lashed out hard with my right foot.

The poor guy couldn't stop in time. My foot went straight up between his legs, hitting him square in the crotch. He screamed and fell down.

The second guy was not too far behind him. I barely managed to get on my feet again as he approached.

He tried to grab me, but I evaded it by dropping down. I kicked out again and my left foot smashed into his ankle. He dropped to the ground, clutching it and moaning something that I couldn't quite make out. That was when the third guy came running up.

This one looked like he could be the brother of the first guy, and like that one, he walked right into a full on crotch kick. Three down.

By this point, I was freaking out at what I had done. The girl shoved me hard and I ended up running face first into the fourth guy's fist.

The lights went out, as they say. Next time I knew anything was when I woke up in a cell in one of the city's police stations.

That was when I found out just who she was. I hung my head, knowing I was screwed, to be absolutely blunt about it.

I'd been sitting there for a while when my name was called and I followed a big, beefy officer to an interrogation room.

The big guy looked down at me as I sat at the small table there, picked up a folder and read through the information in it.

Then he looked at me again, shook his head and sighed. "Kid, you're in deep trouble. The girl you attacked is Councilman Jackson's daughter."

To say that I blanched when he said that would be a major understatement, I was so shocked I actually fainted on him.

You see, Councilman Jackson is a man who would be referred to by some as "the kingmaker", he was a very powerful man in the city.

When I was revived a minute or two later, the officer told me I was being charged with four counts of assault. He went on to say that I was damn lucky that I wasn't being charged with sexual assault, and that was only because the girl, Kathleen, said I hadn't touched her that way.

"We looked up your name when you were brought in, that led to us discovering the deaths of your parents and little brother. There's been a 'missing, presumed dead' notation about you on our files for the last five years, then you pulled that stunt today and got caught.

"The ones that filed the missing person report on you were your maternal grandparents. About two years after you disappeared, they decided there was nothing left here for them and went down to Florida to live on a houseboat. They were lost at sea in a storm about a year later.

"That means you have no relatives, as the files for your parents both showed that they were single kids. We already knew about your dad's parents having passed away, as that's filed in the city's records and not hard to find. So, kid, now we have to decide what to do with you.

"At the moment, we're going to send you to a psychiatric unit for a 72 hour assessment. After that, you'll be seeing a judge about this."

Chapter 2: Assessment And Court Appearance

The officer escorted me back to the cell, then left me there for a while.

About an hour or so later, I was taken out of the cell by another officer, who placed me in the back of a car and drove me to the hospital where the assessment would take place. The sun was shining brightly as we drove along, but my life looked pretty gloomy at the moment.

The officer hauled me into Children's Hospital, then up to the psych unit where the assessment would take place. I was shown to a room.

I guess the officer was giving the people there the info about me and the request for the 72 hours assessment. Eventually, a nurse came in and talked to me for a few minutes, asking if I understood why I was there. I informed her that I did understand and that I would cooperate.

I spent the next three days talking with several doctors. They had me do a variety of tests, IQ, aptitude and other stuff that could be used to determine my status when I went up before the judge on Friday morning. As I said, I cooperated and I was generally treated fairly well.

Since I had been brought to the hospital in the late afternoon on Monday, the police had informed them that I would be picked up early on Friday, as it didn't make any sense to haul me out of the psychiatric unit earlier just to have me sit in a cell at the police station all night long.

The officer showed up just after I had finished my breakfast on Friday morning, and we were soon returning to the courthouse.

I was placed in a cell by myself, I suppose to keep me safe from others while I waited to see the judge and find out what was happening.

I'm not sure just how long I was in there, but I had started pacing shortly after I arrived, and I was still pacing when my name was called.

I quietly followed the officer down the hallways, into an elevator. I didn't see what floor we were going to as the officer was between me and the wall plate with the floor numbers. The trip up wasn't very long, then I was led down a hallway, into a courtroom and seated at a table.

I had been there for about five minutes or so when a semi-dapper older man approached me, offering his hand to be shaken.

"Hi, Peter, I'm Robert O'Dowell, your attorney. I'm going to help you today, just be patient and stay quiet unless someone speaks to you."

I nodded and turned back to face the judge's bench just in time to hear the bailiff saying, "All rise. This court is now in session, the Honourable Judge Raymond J. Percivalle presiding." After the judge had seated himself, the bailiff spoke again, "You may all be seated now."

Once people had settled down again, Judge Percivalle asked what the current case was that was before the court.

The bailiff stated, for the record, "State vs. one Peter Andrew Browning, four charges of assault, Your Honour."

The prosecution lawyer stood up, saying, "I'm Jeremiah Albertson, an assistant district attorney for the city, Your Honour. The defendant here is charged with assault against Kathleen Penelope Jackson, better known as Councilman Philip Jackson's only daughter. He is also charged with assault against three of the four guards who were following some distance behind Kathleen last Monday morning.

"The assaults upon two of the three guards, namely Phillip and Patrick Kelson, were well placed kicks to the genital area. Phillip is still in hospital at the moment, as one of his testicles was ruptured by the boy's kick, and he is receiving treatment for that at Pennsylvania Hospital.

"Patrick was a bit luckier, as the kick didn't hit quite as directly as the one to Phillip had. There was some swelling and a fair bit of bruising, but swift treatment at Pennsylvania Hospital prevented it from becoming life-threatening. Patrick is off work for a week while he recovers.

"Dean Jerrod, the third guard that was assaulted, will be off work for some time, as the kick he received resulted in a broken ankle.

"The fourth guard, Joshua Barron, captured the young man by knocking him out when Kathleen shoved the boy at him.

"All of that is what is given in the various police reports, Your Honour. I also have the results of the psychiatric assessment on the young man. The doctors there have all declared that he is of sound mind and fully capable of standing trial for his actions, Your Honour."

Judge Percivalle nodded, "Thank you, Mr. Albertson. Are we going to be proceeding to trial on this matter, then?"

"That remains to be seen, Your Honour. The Philpotts have offered to take the boy to their home for troubled boys," came from Mr. O'Dowell.

Judge Percivalle nodded again, asking, "Are they in the court? Ahhh, yes, there they are. Reginald, Patricia, you wish to help this boy?"

Reginald Philpott, a reasonably wealthy man who had chosen to work in turning young men's lives around, replied in the affirmative. Patricia also gave an affirmative response to the Judge, saying, "Your Honour, this young man has been lost in the system for several years now. From what we have learned, he has lived on the streets at an unknown location apparently since just after his family was killed in a car crash. He has never, I repeat, NEVER, been violent before. I believe his actions this past Monday to have been taken in fear of his being hurt or killed."

The Judge sat up straight on his bench, musing for a minute or two. "No previous record of any kind?"

Mr. Albertson stood briefly, "No, Your Honour, no criminal record at all. In fact, from stories we've heard, the boy picked up litter. We know that he has been heard to say to people in Jessup's Place that he picked up bottles and cans and turned them in at recycling centres."

Judge Percivalle nodded again, then spoke, directing his comment to me as I sat at the defence table. "Peter Andrew Browning, please stand."

I did, and the judge continued speaking, "It is my decision that you be placed in the care of the Philpott Home for Troubled Boys. You will be required to follow any rules they have there, plus I am placing a curfew on you, 10 PM on weekdays, 11 PM on weekends. Is that clear?"

I nodded, then said, "Yes, Your Honour."

Judge Percivalle looked down at me, nodding again, then turned to the Philpotts, "His freedom rests in your hands now, guide him well."

Chapter 3: First Day At The Home

One thing that I didn't tell you earlier was my birthdate, which was April 19, 2001.

I had turned 16 while the assessment was being done. I guess I was lucky that I was arrested shortly before my sixteenth birthday; from what I heard later on from one of the residents at Philpott's, things could have been much worse if I was sixteen before the arrest occurred.

Anyway, I followed the Philpotts out of the courtroom, then down to the main floor, where we waited for my ID and belongings. We were there for a good twenty minutes before an officer showed up with my backpack, which I had been carrying when the assaults occurred.

We had to wait a good ten minutes longer before another officer showed up with my ID and some paperwork, which the Philpotts signed.

I put my watch on and slung my pack over my shoulder as we headed out of the courthouse, after stuffing my wallet in a pocket on the pack.

They led the way to what looked like a brand new long body van, you know, one of the ones with like four sets of seats in the back. The guy, Mr. Philpott, I guess, was going to be the driver, his wife took the front passenger seat and I ended up on the front bench seat behind them.

Once I had placed my pack on the seat and had my belt on, Mr. Philpott pointed the van toward the exit from the courthouse parking lots.

I think I dozed off in the seat for the rest of the ride, as it took a couple of shoulder shakes from Mrs. Philpott before I was fully aware again. I looked out through the front windshield and saw a very, very big house. This had to be the residence where I would be living.

Mr. Philpott turned to me, "You make sure you follow the judge's directions, Peter, you'll have a lot less trouble that way, you hear?"

Then it was Mrs. Philpott's turn to speak, "The house rules are posted just inside the main entrance and on a wall in the kitchen."

I nodded, grabbed my pack from the seat and followed the two of them into the house.

They gave me a quick tour, then led me up to a room on the third floor, where I was introduced to Bobby Sampson, my new roommate.

I placed my pack on the bed against the left hand wall. I suppose I was a surprise addition to the house, although I didn't ask about it. Mrs. Philpott headed back down the stairs, leaving me in the room with Bobby, who was a fair bit shorter, maybe 5'3" tall to my 5'8".

Bobby grinned, then asked me, "So how did you end up in here, Peter?"

I sighed, then replied, "Do you remember hearing about the kid who put down three of Kathleen Jackson's guards on Monday?"

I swear, Bobby's eyes darn near boggled, they were open very wide when he heard that. "That was you?" he squealed. "Holy cow!"

"Yeah, well, no need to go telling everyone in the house, ya know? Calm down, huh?" was my oh so erudite response.

"Okay, okay. It's just, ya know, you got a bit of a rep as a bad boy when everyone here heard about it," he replied.

I nodded and laid down on the bed, thinking I might be able to relax for a while, but no, Bobby told me I needed to go to the linen cupboard and get some sheets and a light blanket for the bed, as the Philpotts required that each child's bed be made and kept neat every day.

"It's part of the rules, Peter. You don't want to start off on a bad footing with them, hmmm?" he enquired.

I nodded, then went about making the bed like my dad had shown me many years before, just like he had done it in the army.

Bobby looked at me as I finished and grinned, asking, "Darn, Peter, where the heck did you learn to make a bed like that?"

"Before my dad married my mom, he served in the army. He did two tours in Afghanistan, then met mom and left the army," I replied.

"Huh, that would explain it," Bobby chuckled.

At that point, a rather loud bell sounded somewhere nearby, startling the heck out of me, while Bobby just laughed at my being startled.

"That's the meal bell, they ring it for each meal, breakfast, lunch and dinner. The food's pretty good here," Bobby stated.

I followed him down the stairs and into a huge dining room, where a very long table with settings for about twenty people was located.

I watched as Mr. Philpott took the seat at the head and his wife went to the foot of the table. The kids sat where they pleased.

I decided that sitting next to Bobby was acceptable, so I dropped into the chair beside the one he took and looked at all of the food. Good gods, there was a lot! Two large chickens, roasted as they were still in the pans. I could see carrots and potatoes in with the chickens.

There was a rather large bowl with salad in it, plus another with green beans and a third, not as large as the other two, containing gravy.

The only oddity that I could see was that one of the boys, at least, I assumed it was a boy, was wearing a skirt and blouse with knee socks.

Once we had taken what we wanted to eat, I leaned over and whispered in Bobby's ear, "The girly looking one, that's a boy, right?"

He nodded and whispered back, "I'll explain about Sasha after dinner."

The food was very good, as good as the food at Jessup's had been, maybe even better. I finished what I had, then refilled my plate after I had noticed that several of the older boys had done so. I managed to clear that plate of food just as fast as the first one, I guess I was hungry.

The meal ended with Mrs. Philpott telling two of the boys, Jack and Will, to do the dishes. She then told another boy, Paul, to clean the table. A fourth boy, Roger, was asked to sweep the floor in the dining room once Paul had finished his chore. The boys were quick to comply.

I followed Bobby back up to our room and closed the door to give us a bit of privacy. "Please explain about Sasha?" I enquired.

"Hmmm... Sasha has been here longer than I have, I guess about three years now? His name has always been Sasha, so he got ridiculed as a younger kid because a lot of kids thought it was a girly name. I think he started wearing girl's clothing about a year after I got here. I've been in the house for a bit over two and a half years myself, and since Sasha starting wearing girl stuff, he's acted more and more like a girl."

"He sure looks like a girl from what I saw down there. Have they taken him to see anyone about it?" I asked.

"Yep, Sasha has been seeing a psychologist for about two years. He's been on blockers for almost that long, I don't know if he's on hormones or not. He might be, though, as he seems to be developing up here," Bobby pointed at his chest, "Or maybe he has fake breasts."

"Huh, well, as long as Sasha minds their own business, I'll mind mine. I'm going to grab some snooze time, I'm feeling a bit wiped out."

Bobby nodded and left the room. I stripped down to my undies, then crawled under the covers and was soon asleep.

I managed to sleep for about three hours, then woke up to see bright sunlight gleaming through the window.

I put my clothes back on and wandered downstairs to see what was happening.

To say that this place ran to big rooms would be polite, I spotted most of the kids in what could only be a huge living or family room. I walked in, then stood near the door as I heard Mrs. Philpott ask them all a question, then wait to see if any of the boys were able to answer it.

I giggled, then gave the answer when no one else said anything. Mrs. Philpott smiled and said, "Correct. Would you please join us, Peter?"

I nodded and found an open spot not far from Bobby. I noticed that Sasha wasn't very far away, quietly listening like everyone else.

The lesson, I guess I would have to call it that, continued with Mrs. Philpott asking us about various parts of the country and the world.

While she was teaching us, I noticed a clock on the side wall of the room. The time on the clock was 4:25 PM.

She ends the lesson a few minutes later, asking for me to go with her, as she wanted to give me some tests to determine my school level.

She asked Sasha to start making the meal, which would be pork cutlets with baked potatoes. Sasha nodded and headed to the kitchen.

Mrs. Philpott took me into a nice little office room, which I soon learned was her work space.

She gave me a bunch of sheets with various types of questions on them, including a couple that were essay questions.

"I want you to work on these this evening, I'd like to have them back in the morning if you can finish them by then, please," she requested.

With sheets in hand, plus a pencil that she gave me, I wandered back into that big living room, over to a low table set against one wall. I picked up a couple of cushions, placed them on the floor in front of that low table, and sat down, then started going through the questions.

I have to admit, I had a fair bit of difficulty with some things, like algebra, advanced English and science.

I did manage to do fairly well with the spelling and basic maths, geography was something that I liked a lot. I know I was way behind most of the other kids here in most subjects, but I'd had access to the public library system and used that to learn about many places in the world.

I did manage to do the two essays she wanted; neither was particularly long, but she wanted to know just what I knew. I'm quite sure that I had a lot of errors in the essays, mostly grammatical ones, but I hoped that she wouldn't be too upset by that when she read them later.

By the time that the bell rang to tell us that it was dinner time, I'd done the essays as I said, and about half of the rest of what I'd been given.

I saw Mrs. Philpott as she was exiting her office and handed her the papers for the items I had finished, then held on to the rest. I informed her that I was going upstairs to put the remaining 'tests' on my bed for now and that I would continue working on them after we finished eating.

She nodded, telling me to be quick about it. I was back downstairs a few minutes later and sat down next to Bobby like I had at lunch time.

Hoowhee, the pork cutlets were perfect. I put just a bit of apple sauce on mine, as that was how I learned to eat them way back when.

When the meal ended, Mrs. Philpott asked Bobby and I to do the dishes, a boy named Brent to wipe the table and a boy named Elmer to sweep the dining room floor once Brent was finished his chore. Just like at lunch, no one made a fuss at being asked to do the chores.

Bobby and I were soon in the kitchen, placing dishes on the counter wherever space could be found. I started running the water, making sure it was hot enough to actually be useful, then added a bit of dish soap and carefully placed the first bunch of dishes into the sink.

I'd done this fairly often at Jessup's Place, so it was not a big deal for me. Bobby was surprised at how quickly I went though the piles of dishes, surprised enough that he asked me about it. I told him about doing it at Jessup's in exchange for being allowed to eat meals there.

It took us about forty-five minutes to finish doing the dishes, including the pans which had been soaking for a while as we did the rest. The pans were the hard part, as we had to scrub them pretty thoroughly, but that was something I had been doing for years, so I wasn't surprised.

Once the last pan had been set in the drying rack, and the dish towels had been hung on their hooks, we wiped down the counter tops. The floor was clean, but I decided that a quick sweep wouldn't be amiss, so I asked about where to find the broom, then swept the floor.

Bobby was slightly surprised that I went out of my way to do something I hadn't been asked to do, so I explained to him that sweeping the floor after doing dishes was something I learned at Jessup's. I then told him that I could have also mopped the floor and he giggled.

We left the kitchen and headed back up to the room we shared. I hadn't really looked at the room closely when I had entered it before, but there was a small desk near each bed and a large shared closet along one wall. I grabbed the unfinished tests and dove back into the work.

I honestly forgot that Bobby was even there, and it took him nearly yelling in my ear before I could pull myself away from the papers.

"What's up, Bobby? No need to yell, guy."

"Uh huh, tell me there's no need to yell when I've been trying to tell you it's snack time for the last ten minutes," Bobby snorted.

"Okay, okay, I'm coming, you don't need to twist my arm!" I giggled back at him as we left the room and headed downstairs again.

Snack turned out to be apple pie and a scoop of ice cream, either vanilla or chocolate. I picked chocolate, of course.

The slices of pie were pretty big, I'd guess about a sixth of a pie each, which meant they'd made at least four pies at some point today. As the pies were still quite warm, they must have been finished recently, then allowed to cool a little before we all came downstairs.

I finished my pie, then turned to thank Mrs. Philpott, who informed me that Jimmy had baked the pies, using his deceased grandma's recipe. Well, that made me turn to see which child was Jimmy. It didn't take long to see the young teenage boy hiding behind some other boys.

I laughed as I politely thanked Jimmy for the delicious pies. That thanks was followed by many of the other boys adding their own.

I guess the day had been fairly stressful for me, as I yawned rather loudly, then apologized while covering my mouth.

I headed upstairs not long after that, grabbed a fresh towel and washcloth from the linen cabinet and took a quick shower.

I even washed my hair, and for some reason, I also conditioned it, using a bottle that was sitting at the side of the tub against the wall.

I have to admit it felt good, and my hair was a lot easier to comb out once it was dry. Perhaps I would use the conditioner more often.

I dropped the now used washcloth and towel into a hamper just outside the third floor washroom, then walked into the room.

I turned the lights off, climbed into my bed, pulled the sheet and blanket up just under my chin, and was soon asleep.

Chapter 4: Time Marches On

That was pretty much the way things went in the home. I learned that Mrs. Philpott was more than qualified to teach us all. It took me until mid-afternoon of the day after I arrived there before I completed the last of the tests she wanted me to do and returned them to her.

After that, I sat in with the other boys and tried to follow along with whatever they were learning. It seems Mrs. Philpott had split the boys into smaller groups, based on the knowledge and intelligence each displayed, then moved from one group to the next for various lessons.

I was sitting at first with the younger boys, most of whom were maybe eleven or twelve, perhaps thirteen.

I didn't really mind, as I hadn't had any formal education at all for over eight years. Everything I knew came from stolen books or the internet.

Just before the dinner bell rang on the second day, Mrs. Philpotts led me into her office and had me sit down for a moment.

"Peter, you are at a grade three level for things like science, anything beyond basic maths and English. For history, you're roughly at a grade six level, which is better than I expected, honestly. You really shine, though, when it comes to geography, you're at a grade ten level there.

"You have never had any physical education, obviously, as you weren't in school at all for over eight years by what the court records said.

"I'm guessing that you managed to stay reasonably fit with all the walking from one place to another. Is that correct?" she asked.

I nodded, adding a quiet, "Yes, Mrs. Philpott."

"I'm going to have to work with you quite a bit to get you up to speed on science, math, English and history. Along with all of those, I want to add economics, as that may be useful to you later in life. Knowing how to use money and manage it wisely is a good thing in my opinion.

"Political science will help you to understand how governments work on local, national and international levels. If Mr. Philpott and I hadn't been informed of your case while you were undergoing the psychiatric assessment, you would be in a jail cell right now looking at hard time. That would have been due to the immense power Councilman Jackson holds in our city at the moment. If he wants something, it happens."

"I don't know if psychology might interest you or not, but that could be another very useful educational option for you."

"Whatever you decide, I will do my best to help you to attain it." The dinner bell rang. "Time to go and have dinner, lad. Off we go now."

I followed her out to the dining room, where I found one of the boys carrying a very large roasting pan carefully over to the table. One of the other boys let him know where the large wooden board was, and the boy slowly set the large roasting pan on the board, then stepped back.

Oh, darn, that smells good, good enough that it rivals Mrs. Jessup's roast beef recipe. I quickly took a seat at the table next to Bobby.

Well, that was the start of it all, I guess and I soon settled into the routine of life in the Philpott home.

Even if this was a residence for troubled boys, it didn't seem like one. Everyone was well behaved, except for occasional issues like Bobby's maternal grandmother's birthday. He wanted to send her a card, but anything like that had to go through the Philpotts first.

I guess the going through the adults bit was to prevent things from being sent out that were inappropriate, but to deny a birthday card?

I found that one hard to believe, and actually asked Mrs. Philpott why it had been denied, as it was obviously hurting Bobby a lot.

"It's a legal issue, Peter. His grandmother, the one he wants to send a card to, is doing hard time for uttering death threats against her middle child, one of Bobby's uncles. The uncle had her charged and the death threats overheard by others were enough to get her fifteen years.

"Perhaps it might not be an issue if she were in this area, but she is in another state, and we don't want convicts knowing the address here."

Ahhh, that made sense. "So it's a safety issue, specifically to protect the safety of everyone here?" I asked, which got a quick yes as a reply.

I thanked her for listening, saying, "Let me try talking to him, maybe I can get him to understand that it's not because of him alone."

I went upstairs and found Bobby lying on his bed, crying into his pillow.

It took me a good forty minutes, but I finally managed to get Bobby to see that it was denied to protect everyone here, not to upset him.

He still wasn't happy about it, but when he realized that something like that could put everyone's safety here at risk, he let the issue go.

I didn't normally get into hugging others, but Bobby sure looked like he needed one at that point, so I wrapped him up in a tight one.

He finally squirmed out of it, then ran down the stairs, heading into the living room to have fun with some of the other boys.

The days slowly went by, then the weeks followed suit, and before I knew it, I had been living there for almost two months.

I was making a fair bit of progress in science, history and math, but was still having some difficulty with English. Thanks to what Mrs. Philpott had said after that first testing, I was also studying political science and economics. I was starting to think about taking psychology, too.

In just under two months, according to Mrs. Philpotts, I was doing much better, almost at my grade level for history and math, just a year or two behind for science, mostly biology and chemistry, although there were some preliminary physics lessons to catch up on as well.

The biggest change for me, though, wasn't in my lessons, but in my ongoing interest in Sasha and his going through the real life test. I only found out about that when I overheard a conversation between Mr. Philpott, who had been a medic in Afghanistan fifteen years ago, and Sasha, where Mr. Philpott mentioned that the real life test was a requirement many psychiatrists and psychologists placed on transitioning people before they would be allowed to have the surgery to change their physical characteristics, i.e., in Sasha's case, to make a neovagina.

Sasha had been complaining that the real life test was too strict. Mr. Philpott then asked, "Would you be ready for that operation right now?"

Sasha thought about it for a brief moment, then said no, to which Mr. Philpott then asked him why he was complaining about it.

Sasha's response was no real surprise, given that it was coming from a teenager. "Because I don't like waiting! I hate it!"

Mr. Philpott said to him then that, hate it or not, sometimes one has no choice but to wait, that's a part of growing up and being an adult.

That discussion had me thinking a lot. To be blunt, I was quite fascinated by Sasha, who looked pretty, if not beautiful, most of the time.

I'm not sure just when that fascination turned into a desire to follow in Sasha's footsteps, so to speak, but my feet were now on that path.

It took another month before I said anything. I must have surprised Mrs. Philpott when I asked if I could see the psych that Sasha sees on a bi-weekly basis. When she asked me why, I said, "I'm not absolutely sure yet, but I think I may be like Sasha about wanting to be a girl."

To say that that comment floored her would be an understatement, she was quite obviously shocked.

After a bit more discussion with her, she did agree to contact the doctor and ask if they could see me after a visit with Sasha.

Chapter 5: Time Marches On 2

I started seeing the psychiatrist Sasha has been seeing in later July. Her name is Elizabeth Ketterman, she's helping me to work through all the anger and grief that I never truly experienced after the deaths of my mom, dad and little brother 8.5 years ago.

She is also helping me to find myself. When I expressed that I might be like Sasha, she asked me if it was some kind of hero worship or something of that nature. I told her that I didn't really know, but that seeing Sasha being happy as a girl struck a deep chord in me.

It took a few more bi-weekly sessions before she felt she could say anything about it. Her comment then was a simple, "Perhaps."

By the time the summer was winding down and August was fading into September, she decided to support me and put me on blockers.

I hadn't grown much in the months between April and the end of August, maybe an inch in height, but I was still quite lean.

I was ecstatic when she put me on the blockers, even if she said I would likely not be prescribed estrogen for another four to six months.

For the last month or so, I had been asking everyone in the home to call me Petra instead of Peter, I figured it would be easy to remember.

In September, Mrs. Philpott took me into court, this time to start the process to have my name legally changed to Petra Annette Browning. I had never had an issue with my surname, as it came down to me with a history of three generations of men who served in war time.

I had known that my dad had served in Afghanistan before meeting my mom, but it wasn't until I had been at the home for a few months that Mrs. Philpott came to me one evening and handed me several copies of newspaper articles about my paternal grandpa and great-grandpa.

It seems my grandpa had served in Vietnam and his father, my great-grandpa, had served in the last years of World War II and in Korea.

Maybe, just maybe, if I could clear my name after that stupid incident that happened last April, I might be able to follow in their footsteps.

The weeks and months continued to pass as I began to feel more and more comfortable in how I felt about myself.

Early December arrived and with it, a brief taste of snow that lasted a short while, then melted.

Dr. Ketterman finally approved my being placed on estrogen along with the blocker. I hugged her hard at that point, crying on her shoulder.

The days slowly marched on toward Christmas, a time that held the hope of turning my life around and making something good of myself.

Chapter 6: Was It Fate?

Then a huge surprise appeared one afternoon, in the person of Kathleen Jackson, the councilman's daughter.

I'm not sure how she found out where I was, but there she was, standing in the doorway gawking at my changed appearance.

I may not have been on hormones until just a short while before her visit, but I'd been dressing and living as a girl for over three months now.

When she finally was able to speak, she stated, "You have changed a lot since we first met. You seem to have settled down well here."

I smiled at her as I replied, "I have, and a fair bit of it is due to having found myself. The rest is because this place is totally awesome."

"I talked to my father the other day. I'm not happy about it, but he has had you under his eye ever since that day. To be blunt, he didn't think you would be able to straighten yourself out, he actually expected you to go off the rails, maybe hit one of the Philpotts or something like that.

"When he found out in the latest report that you were doing as well as you were, he was surprised, no, let me correct that, he was shocked.

"I argued with him for over an hour two days ago and then called the Philpotts to say I was coming. They told me nothing about you, only something about a court order that stipulated your name was to be kept out of any possible news circulation to protect your privacy.

"Perhaps we might try again? I don't mind at all that you are transitioning. Maybe this time we can start off on the right foot."

I was overwhelmed, but a moment later, that ugly possibility of a criminal record raised its head again.

I asked her about that. Her reply was that she could convince her father to drop the charges against me, thus clearing my name.

That hit me even harder than the fact that she was interested in me as I was now, and I jumped forward, hugging her and bursting into tears.

Was it fate that I lived on the streets all those years until the day I ran into her?

Was it fate that I did run into her? That I actually assaulted her and three other men that day?

Was it fate that I ended up in the care of the Philpotts, where I met Sasha, who eventually got me thinking about changing my own life?

Was it fate that I eventually decided to live as a girl? That I was put on blockers, then on estrogen a few months later?

Was it fate that she showed up here, nine years to the day after I lost my mom, dad, and brother? That she offered me a new family?

Was it fate that she gave me the chance to clear my name? That doing so might let me follow three generations of good, decent men?

Whether it was fate or not, only time will tell. I do know, though, that I hope to be with her for the rest of my life.

What About The Children 3: What about Androgynes?

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • 500 < Short Story < 7500 words

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties
  • Mature / Thirty+

TG Themes: 

  • Androgyny
  • Real World

TG Elements: 

  • Slice of Life

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

With the permission of both Sarah-Goodwoman, who wrote the initial story here: https://bigclosetr.us/topshelf/fiction/69906/what-about-chil... ,
and of Laika, who then penned the reply in this little piece: https://bigclosetr.us/topshelf/fiction/69929/what-about-bob ,

I'm adding my own little twist to this rather odd pair of tales. It starts a few minutes after Laika's tale ends. I hope you enjoy it.

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Esther, people could be heard to say afterward, likely could have been heard in the next county fifteen miles away.

When the second filthy vermin had the balls to sit there over her purse and pee in it just to prove that "he" was also a disgusting transperson, but from the other side of that filthy group, Esther lost what little sense she had and was soon shrieking at the top of her lungs.

The heinous racket drew the attention of two members of security, one being a fairly large, slightly paunchy older male named Phil, the second being an average height person of reasonable fitness, possibly male, possibly female, with rather long dirty blond hair named Allan.

He was actually male, but his physique and appearance often had people mistaking him for a girl. This wasn't helped by the soft skin or the generous wide-lipped mouth, or the wide set eyes over a slightly pert and pretty nose that drew men to him like moths to a flame.

Just as the two were about to enter the restaurant to deal with the issue, they were joined by Patti McKinley, one of the town's police officers.

Patti was another oddity in this small town. She was a very big girl, standing 6'3" in stocking feet, weighing in at about 210 pounds. She didn't like it that the boob fairy had passed her by, leaving her with small B cups while her sister and mother sported DD's rather proudly.

In fact, except for the small rise of her chest that showed she had breasts at all, you would think she was a man. Her body shape was more male than female, with very little narrowing at the waist, and her rugged appearance and military style crew cut only enhanced the male look.

This was also not helped by the fact that Patti's seven brothers, all older, had done much of the raising of the young girl. By the time she was seven, she could be found either helping them with the chores on the farm or engaged in rough and tumble play.

By the time Patti reached her full height and size, there wasn't a boy in town that wanted to get on her wrong side, she'd knock them silly. Patti wasn't afraid of anyone, not even her brothers, five of whom were in the military, one Air Force, one Army, one Marine and two in the Navy.

So... Esther screaming in the bathroom and two security officers and a police officer heading in to deal with things.

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Patti shook her head as the three of them approached the bathroom door, Esther was still screaming at full volume.

She pushed open the door to the bathroom, looking in briefly before stepping into the room, followed by Phil and Allan.

Patti's entrance drew the attention of everyone in the open area of the room, Bob leaning against a wall, Esther slumped over the sinks, her screams finally ending, turning into ragged hiccoughs as she tried to get air into her extremely tense body, and the grandson hiding in a corner. It was obvious that there was someone in one of the two stalls, as they could be heard pulling toilet paper from the roll.

When Esther saw that weird pseudo-male police person step into the room, she did a classic fish face for a moment, then yelled at no one in particular, "How could my day get any worse? First that filthy wannabe girl gives me a hard time in here, then this freak over here goes all weird on me and pisses in my purse just to prove it's female, and now you walk in here, you... you... thing! Hmmmph!!!" Esther punctuated each bit of nastiness by pointing at the person that had offended her just by being in her presence in this sacrosanct female space.

Bob chuckled, the sound being slightly high-pitched, as he explained, "This old interfering biddy has the gall to say we are making her day hell, yet she runs around spouting garbage at people who are harming no one. All I wanted was to use that stall, she wouldn't let me!"

Ruth, the person in the far stall, spoke in a low growl, "I have a right to use the washroom that fits how I identify myself, it's the law. That bitch insinuated that my coming into this washroom was to be able to gain access to children to harm them and do perverted things to them!"

All three officers sighed, it just HAD to be Esther that was causing this ruckus, Esther was all kinds of trouble all on her lonesome. Her bigoted beliefs, spawned by over sixty years under the hands of authoritative males, then added to by her priest, made everyone else's life pure hell.

Patti shrugged, then moved closer to Esther. "You've gone too far this time, Esther, I'm going to have to arrest you. You are being charged with causing a disturbance, violation of the laws pertaining to transgender washroom use and criminal harassment."

Patti read off Esther's Miranda rights as Esther stood there stunned, she wasn't expecting to be the one being arrested, those two...!

Patti then turned a bit to face Bob, "You were quite clearly provoked here, kid, but peeing in her purse is going a bit too far, hmmm? Esther, you might want to call the boy's parents or another relative, have them come pick him up, as you won't be taking him home tonight."

It was at this point that Allan stepped past Phil, coming into clear view of Esther for the first time. Yet another shock for Esther!

Poor Esther, it was just one thing on top of another, she could clearly see the badge on the younger security guard's shirt, but that face did not belong to any boy, it couldn't! She erupted again, and without thinking, swung her arm out and up, whacking Patti's left breast.

That was it, Patti had had enough. Within seconds, Esther was on the floor, Patti's knee on her back, being charged with assaulting an officer.

What About The Children 4: The Child's Tale

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • 500 < Short Story < 7500 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Child

TG Themes: 

  • Real World

TG Elements: 

  • Slice of Life

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

The young boy standing in the back corner of the women's restroom behind the Waldenbook's store shook his head and sighed. Every time his great-aunt Esther took him from home for the day, she would always cause some sort of trouble, this time she'd gone overboard.

Elwood shrugged his narrow, bony shoulders and reached deep into the above the knee pocket of his favourite pair of khaki cargo pants and pulled out a positively ancient cell phone, it had to be at least ten years old, more than two years older than Elwood himself.

Elwood had just been witness to his great-aunt being arrested. She was currently on the floor, under the knee of the big female police officer. That officer had arrested Esther a few minutes earlier, but did nothing with either of the two people Esther had been harassing at that point. Esther had flipped out and had accidentally struck the police officer, which was when the officer threw her down and cuffed her.

Elwood sighed again, his tongue sticking into one cheek as she slowly tapped in the numbers for the phone at home.

He pulled the ancient cell phone to his ear and listened to it ring a few times, then it was picked up by his mother. That was no surprise, unless his mother had something arranged that required her to go out, she would be found somewhere in the house, cleaning, cooking, etc.

Elwood didn't notice, but as he had brought the phone up to his ear, his thumb bumped a button, turning the phone's speaker on.

"Hello, this is the Fitzmark residence, Katerina Fitzmark speaking."

Elwood knew now that the speaker was on, but he realized that he really didn't care who heard this conversation, they were all involved.

"Mama, it's Elwood, I'm stuck in the Waldenbooks at the mall. Great-aunt Esther is in deep doo-doo, mama!"

"Elwood, what in heavens is going on? Why can't your great-aunt call me and explain about whatever is happening there?"

"Mama, she was being her usual self, god-botherin' people at the mall, you know, the "you're a pervert, you're going to hell" stuff. Mama, you know that you and dad taught us all to respect everyone, no matter who they are, no matter what race, sex, age, all that?"

"Yes, I do, Elwood. Now please explain what happened, and don't take all day doing it, I have a cake in the oven, hon."

"Well, Mama, Great-aunt sassed a trans woman who only wanted to use a stall in the bathroom, she as much as said the trans woman was a pervert wanting to do nasty things to children, Mama. The woman set her straight, then went and used a stall, which was all she wanted."

At this point, Ruth flushed the toilet in the stall beside the young lad, the noise startling both the boy and his mother. A moment later, the stall door opened and Ruth came out, walked across the room toward the sinks, stepping around Esther, then washed her hands.

"So, Mama, Great-aunt was just about steaming at that point when a guy walked into the washroom. She turned on the new person and lit into him like he was the nastiest evil thing ever, giving him hell for daring to enter a women's washroom and telling him to leave.

"It got even weirder, Mama, this new person was like the transgender woman, but the other way round, I guess he'd be a transgender man. I tell ya, Mama, he lit into great-auntie like I've never seen. By the time he finished, she was still steaming, and refused to let him use a stall.

Ruth finished washing her hands, turned around, moved to the wall beside the sinks and turned on one of the hand dryers. The noise from this machine was quite enough to force Elwood to stop and wait for it to finish before he could continue to tell him mother of the day's events.

"Well, he gave her more what-for, Mama, then he dropped his drawers, showing his privates, and peed in great-aunt's purse.

"Oh, my! She went off like a rocket, Mama, she started freaking out, then ended up screaming like the world was about to end."

Ruth chuckled, then stepped around Esther and walked over toward the young boy, stopping several feet away from him.

"Ma'am, my name is Ruth Baker-Smolinski, I believe you might know my daddy, Jeremiah Smolinski?"

Elwood's mother replied, "I do believe I know him, yes. So just how are you involved with all of this, Ruth?"

"Mrs. Fitzmark, I'm the transgender woman that your young lad's great-aunt was implying that I intended to harm children simply because I have the right, given by the state, to use the facilities of the gender by which I identify myself. I told her off as the boy told you."

"Well, Miss Baker-Smolinski, you have the right to live as you wish, I and the rest of my family have no issue with you," Elwood's mama stated.

"Thank you, Mrs. Fitzmark. I would prefer to avoid going to court over this, but if it is needed, I will be there. Good day."

Ruth nodded to the boy, turned and quietly talked to Patti saying she would go to the station later to give her statement, then left.

Elwood was about to continue when Bob spoke up, he had to raise his voice a bit to be clearly heard by Elwood's mama.

"Mrs. Fitzmark, I'm the other person that your lad's great-aunt harassed today, my name is Bob Jameson. I work for Alberof's Construction, I help that company with their construction projects, I'm doing general work for them and training for a plumber's certificate.

"Like Miss Ruth a moment ago, I am a transgender person, but in my case, I am female to male. I'd stopped in a bar next to the store here to have a couple of brews with two buddies from work, then on my way out, decided I needed to use the washroom first.

"The lad here has told you what happened, well, it happened because I felt safer using a woman's washroom at this time of the day. The lad's great-aunt came on to me like I was about to do something godawful, and I got angry, told her off, then did something I regret."

"That's not important, what is important is that your young lad was a perfect example of decency, he stayed out of everything that happened."

Elwood's mother sighed, then answered, "Several family members have tried to talk Esther out of doing her god-bothering as my boy described it, but she is a stubborn old woman and won't listen to anyone unless it coincides with her interests at the time. She refuses to cooperate."

Bob chuckled, replying, "I've met others like her, but thankfully, most folks around here treat me fairly well, which is nice. Have a good day."

He then turned around and spoke with Patti for a moment before exiting the bathroom to head home for the night.

Patti sighed, it looked like it was her turn now. She motioned to Elwood that he should move closer to her, hauled Esther up from the floor, forced her to stand, then passed Esther over to the big security guard, Philip Rosenwald. He nodded and kept a firm hold on Esther.

"Hello, Mrs. Fitzmark, my name is Patti McKinley, you know that I'm one of the police officers in town. Well, your boy's great-aunt and I have a bit of a history, she tried to have the captain remove me from duty a few months ago because I am rather butch in appearance. Thankfully, Captain VanZeit knows that I have an excellent record as an officer, both here and in the city where I worked for ten years before I moved here, so he told her quite bluntly that any further harassment of me would lead to her being arrested and a possible civil harassment lawsuit."

"Mrs. Fitzmark, that was the situation until today. About thirty minutes ago, I received a call from the station that there had been a 911 call from the bookstore here about a woman screaming in the area of the bathrooms behind the store, so I made my way to the scene.

"When I arrived at the store, two mall security guards, Philip Rosenwald and Allan O'Dale were also on the scene. From what they told me at that time, someone outside the store had alerted the security department and Philip and Allan had been sent to deal with it.

"As soon as Esther saw me enter the bathroom, she started yelling again, making nasty comments about the two people that you just finished talking to, as well as about myself. I was quickly informed of recent events by both of them, then I decided to place Esther under arrest.

"I was about to put the cuffs on Esther when she started yelling again, this time she also started moving around, not watching what she was doing or where her arms were moving and hit me in the breast. I then put her down on the floor and added an assaulting an officer charge.

"I hate to say this, Mrs. Fitzmark, but in my opinion, Esther here will likely end up in one of the state prisons. Her harassment of people over the last several months has been noted on many occasions, she has been warned numerous times, yet she has continued doing it.

"I assumed that her being charged with harassment might make her see sense, but I regret to say that was not the case," Patti concluded. "Her hitting me, while it likely was not a deliberate attack, was still an assault and gave me sufficient cause to use necessary force."

"I do hope that you are okay, Patti, I know what being hit there feels like," Elwood's mother replied.

"I'll be just fine, Mrs. Fitzmark, although I might have a bruise there, I'll have to check it later. Pattie turned to Allan, "Your turn now."

"Mrs. Fitzmark, my name is Allan O'Dale, I'm one of the security people here in the mall. Ms. Krumnagle's impromptu attack on Ms. McKinley was most likely my fault, as it happened within seconds of my stepping from behind Mr. Rosenwald into view of Ms. Krumnagle," Allan stated.

Elwood's mother asked, quite puzzled, "How can you be sure that you were the cause, Mr. O'Dale?"

"The truth of the matter, Mrs. Fitzmark," Allan responded, "Is that, although I am a male, my facial features are very much female. When I stepped out from behind Philip, the other security guard, Ms. Krumnagle saw me and immediately started yelling and being physical."

Patti added her two cents, "That is right, Esther saw Allan, then his name tag and refused to believe the tag was correct. She spazzed."

Elwood had been standing against the back wall, keeping quiet while the others spoke. "Great-auntie saw Mr. O'Dale when he stepped around the other officer. I can definitely tell you, Mama, that she was extremely confused by Mr. O'Dale's physical appearance."

"Mama, I been thinking about things for a while, but today... well, Mama, today was when I understood. Mama, I'm... I'm a girl."

"Excuse me, Elwood? I know for sure that you are a boy, I gave birth to you, I've watched you grow into a nice, healthy young man."

"Mama, I might be a boy body wise, but it ain't like that in my mind. Mama, I know I'm a girl, my name... my name is... Elinor, Mama."

The child slumped to the floor, tears rolling down the broad cheeks, the heartrending sobs were audible to everyone.

"Oh, love! Boy or girl, I love you, you are my child. I'll pull the cake from the oven, then I'll head down there to pick you up, Elinor."

The child was still crying, but the love from her mother was strong and clear, almost like a kiss from heaven. " I love you, Mama." A few hiccups made it so the child couldn't speak for a moment. "Mama," came the whisper, "Can I have some of Allison's old clothes? Sooo pretty."

"Anything you want, love, anything you want," her mother replied.

What The Heck Have I Done?

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • 500 < Short Story < 7500 words

Genre: 

  • Crossdressing
  • Other Worlds
  • Horror

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

This has to be one of the fastest pieces I've written so far, the whole process, writing, editing, proofing took less than 90 minutes.

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Life is different in 3015, with a few thousand credits, you can have a vacation on one of many worlds Earth's people have settled. I'd decided several months earlier that I'd go to Pentalia VI, a planet that is very similar to Earth, but with nine continents instead of seven and an equatorial circumference of just over 27000 miles. The smallest continent is a bit smaller than Australia on Earth and the largest is about 85% as big as Asia; with two yellow suns in close orbit to each other, the planet is located about 1.8 astronomical units from the twin suns.

I had landed on the continent of Arlakin three days ago and had settled in to relax, the beaches here are gorgeous white expanses of sand. The water is safe for swimming, the only large oceanic creature that could harm humans is quite gentle and usually keeps to deeper waters.

I'd spent most of the last two days on the beaches, either swimming or using a rental surfboard, and I was acquiring a rather nice tan.

My hotel suite had two bedrooms, I hadn't even entered the second one yet, so I decided to take a look. Simple curiosity, you know?

The room itself appeared fairly normal, but there was a closet in the room, which was a bit odd; my room only had a bed, dresser and night table. I opened the closet, and found quite the assortment of women's clothing. A dresser near the bed had a variety of women's underwear and lingerie. There was a large mirror standing on a frame next to the dresser, and what looked like a vanity beside the mirror.

I sat down and thought about it for a moment. Why were these clothes here, had someone left them behind. They looked like they might fit me.

With a shrug and a brief smile, I shucked my clothes and spent several minutes putting on a bra, panties, pantyhose and a pale green dress. I stepped over to the mirror and was looking at myself when the door behind me opened and a young woman walked into the bedroom.

When I turned my head and saw her there, my surprise was such that I stumbled back three steps and tripped, falling onto the bed.

She calmly walked over, offered her hand and gently helped me to stand again, then beckoned me to follow her.

"I apologize for walking in on you like that," she remarked, "but you were not in your room or the living space, you had to be in here."

"I was simply curious about the second bedroom, as you can see, I found these clothing items in there," I replied.

"I noticed," she responded as she led me to the computer on a small table in the corner of the main room, then turned it on and entered some sort of password before tapping in a galactic web page address, which soon showed the laws of the planet Pentalia VI.

"I apologize again," she stated, "but when I found you like that, some laws here automatically came into effect over you."

She took a moment to scroll down the page, stopping at a set of paragraphs numbered as 137a, b, c, etc.

I leaned down to look at the paragraphs, then read them, this place was far stranger than I had ever imagined.

The main clause was pretty clear:

"Any male who is found wearing the clothing of a female shall, from that moment forward, be considered under our laws to be a female."

There were two subclauses that made my stomach fill with acid, the burning sensation was enough to make me somewhat nauseous.

"Any new woman will be completely trained in the arts, ways and manners of women until their actions and reactions are automatic."

That was one of the two, but it was the other one that scared the heck out of me:

"Suicide is not allowed, no new woman may have anything that could be considered as a weapon for at least five years or until a team of three psych officers has given an assessment that the new woman will not pose any risk to herself or to others, whichever time period is longer."

By the way they've worded that, if they think a person might be unstable, they'll keep a close eye on the person for as long as necessary.

There have been many medical advances over the last thousand years, many diseases have been cured, major injuries corrected through cloning of limbs and organs, and the lifespan of a human is much, much longer, averaging about 500 years nowadays.

The oldest living person is a woman aged 612 years, still in reasonably good health considering her very advanced age.

The young woman smiled at me and said, "I went through this almost 42 years ago, dear. My life after I was caught was sooo much better than it had been. You'll go to the clinic tomorrow to have both testicles removed, and you'll get your first shot of NuEstro, much more potent than basic everyday estrogen. Why, thanks to NuEstro, in a few months, you'll be a whole new woman, absolutely gorgeous and utterly feminine!"

She giggled as she swayed toward the exit, then spoke again, "Have a lovely life, dear! Ta ta!" Then she was gone.

I was only being curious, I'm a male, I've never wanted to be female. Now it looks like I no longer have a choice thanks to this planet's laws.

Five hundred years, maybe more, in a body I don't want? Just because of a bit of simple curiosity?

'Oh, shit!' was his last coherent thought as the shock and horror rolled through him; he was unconscious before his body hit the floor.

Two medical robots entered the suite and quickly examined the new girl, then placed her on a stretcher and led it out of the suite.

Where There's A Wolf, There's A Way

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Fiction

Genre: 

  • Magic

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

TG Themes: 

  • Accidental
  • Animal / Furry / Non-human
  • School or College Life

TG Elements: 

  • Lesbians

Other Keywords: 

  • M.Y.T.H. Universe by Dorothy Colleen

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  • Posted by author(s)

Well, Dorothy did say people could write stories that would be aimed at M.Y.T.H, so I'm taking a shot at it. *grins madly*

Like her story Help! My Girlfriend Is A Unicorn!, this story will lead up to the protagonist discovering, then going to M.Y.T.H.

Dorothy told me to post this now, so here you go, folks, the first piece with students showing up at M.Y.T.H. for orientation.

**********

I'm standing here in my all too cute bedroom, staring into a three-part mirror at the very pretty girl shown there.

There's just one thing odd about it. Quite simply, I am the girl in the mirror, yet it isn't bothering me in the least.

What is so odd is that just two weeks ago I was a young man of fourteen, all too eager to have his fifteenth birthday arrive.

I guess I should tell you about myself, and about what happened, it was most definitely a life-changing time.

**********

My name was Richard Andrew Whiting. I was just under 5'9" tall, with long shaggy copper blond hair, sea green eyes and a medium build, weighing about 160 pounds. I was quite fit, being on the track team at school, more as a distance runner than a sprinter.

My dad works as an electrician with a construction company that builds high quality single family homes. He likes doing the work, the people working for the company mostly get along pretty well, even though there are members from most of the building trades there. He has worked for them since about three weeks after he obtained his electrician's degree and certificates through a major eastern university.

He met my mom about two years after that, she apparently was a real estate agent selling new homes and had been more than pleased when she ended up with a house that had been built by the company, she sold that house for nearly $400k US within two weeks.

After that, she set up a contract that the company would sell the houses they made through her, it was a mutually beneficial agreement.

Three years passed with dad helping to build the houses and mom selling them faster than you could pull pancakes off a griddle. Over that time period, they found out that they liked each other a lot, went on many dates, a few involving sex, then she found out she was pregnant.

As soon as dad found out, he proposed to her, even though he didn't have a ring at the time. She accepted the proposal and the two of them starting planning how they were going to deal with things, with her parents offering to pay for a proper wedding.

Not quite three months later, they were married, mom glowing as only a pregnant woman can, and they bought one of the new houses. The house was a four bedroom, initially meant to be a display of the company's work in that size, their usual was two and three bedrooms.

About six months after they bought the house, my older brother Anthony James was born, followed by sister Bianca Belle two years later.

Mom had continued to work through her eighth month while carrying my brother, but stayed home after that. She found out about a school that offered online courses, so she decided to get a degree in business management and a second one in accounting and bookkeeping.

I arrived on the scene two months after she received the business management degree, not quite three years after my sister.

The three of us left mom busy, but she also found time to offer her services to the construction company and obtained their approval. With two degrees under her belt, she soon straightened out the books and offered advice that made the company even more profitable.

When I was five, a family moved into a house just down the block, a family with a girl named Elisabeth about two months older than me.

There were a few other kids in the area, but they were quite a bit older, either in their teens or not far from it. This meant that the two of us often ended up doing things together, in one house or the other, in the park nearby, or by the lakeshore a few miles out of the city. It never bothered either of us that one of us was male and the other was female, we just had fun, sometimes girly things, sometimes rough and tumble.

I suppose we could have had Bianca play with us, but she had found some girls at school and was quite happy to spend her time with them.

The years passed in semi-tranquility, except for the odd scrapes and accidents that occur in most kids' early years.

I guess that brings us to the point where everything went topsy-turvy in my life.

**********

My fifteenth birthday was coming up in just under two weeks, mom and dad were planning some sort of big surprise, I could often hear them talking quietly as I entered a room, at which point they would suddenly stop talking until I had wandered off again.

It was a gorgeous day in mid-June, sunny and already topping 80°F even though it wasn't yet 8 AM. We'd just come out of a five day hot spell, the temperatures on those days averaging 95° to 100°F, with two of them topping 105°F, so this was downright cool in comparison. The temperature wasn't supposed to climb much higher, the forecast for the day was showing a maximum temperature of 85°F.

I had decided that I was going to drop in on my friend Elisabeth, I hadn't seen her for a day or two and I have to say I missed her a lot.

I didn't call, just headed on over there; we often dropped in on each other unannounced, so my doing it that day wasn't unusual.

It seemed like any other day as I entered their yard through the side gate, then headed inside through the kitchen door. Something was odd, though; the moment I entered the house, I felt a tingling sensation all over my body which soon faded. I headed to Elisabeth's room.

As I approached her bedroom door, that tingling feeling returned, much stronger. I ignored it, knocked and walked into the room.

Let's just say that was a HUGE mistake, as there was an enormous flash of bright light as I entered, then everything faded into oblivion.

**********

I have no idea at all as to how long I was unconscious; when I came out of it, Elisabeth was holding my hand, bawling all over me.

I looked up at her and could see an interesting aura around her. I tried to speak, but what came out was a rather high-pitched whine. That threw me for a loop, I tried to stand up, only to find out that I was definitely unbalanced, then noticed that I had fur and paws as I stumbled and fell back to the floor. I looked at her and whined again, only to be pounced on by their German Shepherd-wolf cross Biggun.

I truly was not ready for that, I had been trying to get up again when the big mutt bowled me over and I bounced off of the nearest wall. That darn mutt sat on top of me and licked me for a good five minutes until Elisabeth stopped crying and hauled him off of me.

I shook my head and growled as she helped me up, then found that I needed to be down on all fours as we left the bedroom.

Elisabeth yelled out for her mom as we made our way down the stairs and into the family room. Elisabeth sat in one of the two big easy chairs, I wanted to join her but she quietly yet firmly told me to lie on the floor beside her. I did so and waited until her mom joined us.

The mutt had dropped down on the other side of the chair where Elisabeth was sitting, so you can just imagine the expression on Elisabeth's mother's face when she entered the room and saw not one big canine but two, the second seeming to be a full-grown timber wolf.

She looked from the big mutt over to me, then back and forth between us for a minute or two before she asked, "What the heck happened?"

Elisabeth sighed, shook her head and spoke, "You know that I was planning on making Biggun here my familiar?"

Her mother nodded, looked at me again, then waited for Elisabeth to continue.

"Well, mama, the spell was going perfectly, I'd just said the last bit when Ricky here walked in on me. The original spell succeeded, Biggun is my familiar, but Ricky entering triggered a magical backlash that turned him into the wolf you see here. She's my guardian, mama."

Her mother's jaw dropped at the last comment, "Guardian? She? But... Ricky is male, Elisabeth!"

"He was, mama, but not any more." She turned and looked at me, then said, "She should be able to shift back to human later tonight."

When I heard her say she for the second time, I lost track of what was happening as the darkness rolled over me again.

**********

I woke up this time to the big mutt AKA Biggun licking my nose and whining in between licks. I rolled over and slowly stood on all fours. Biggun was a pretty big dog, half-wolf as I said earlier, and even though I was female, I nearly matched him in size, I was no small wolf bitch.

The two of us, half-wolf and timber wolf, stared at each other for a minute or two, then I smelled fresh meat, even better, it was VENISON!

To put it bluntly, I barrelled into Biggun, knocking him right off his feet, then raced through the house to the back door. Just as I was about to smash my way through it, Elisabeth pulled it open and I was out of the house, headed for that mouth-watering meat.

I pounced on the venison flank, grabbed it in my mouth and ripped a chunk from it, chewed at it for a moment, then swallowed. I continued to tear off chunks, thoroughly enjoying the raw meat, until Biggun arrived next to me and tried to take a piece for himself.

I turned my head at him and snarled, a low, vicious rumble that had him backing away almost instantly, then returned to my meal.

When I felt that I had had enough, I walked away, leaving the remainder for Biggun, then curled up under the maple tree in the back yard.

As the moon rose in the sky later on that evening, I somehow sensed that I could shift my shape and soon found myself back as a human. To say that I was startled when I found out that I was female in this form would be an understatement; even worse, I was totally naked.

My cheeks turned nearly scarlet at my being in that state in front of two rather pretty, no, make that beautiful women.

Elisabeth found some new panties, a pair of leggings and a t-shirt that I could wear until I returned home.

**********

The time between my change and my birthday passed much slower than I would have desired. This was largely due to the fact that I was being trained in girl 101 by my mom, my sister, Elisabeth and Elisabeth's mom, from one end of the day to the other, plus several visits to a mall.

Yep, they hauled me into the mall as often as they could, first to figure out my sizes, then to acquire a wardrobe fit for a teenage girl.

This wasn't an easy task, as I had somehow gained four inches in height, standing 6'1" tall now in my bare feet with D cup breasts. My hair and eyes were the same colours as before, although my hair now fell to the middle of my back instead of just touching my shoulders.

I couldn't use my old name any more, yet mom wanted my initials to be the same. We eventually settled on the names Rochelle Annette.

Over that two week period, I found out that Elisabeth and her parents were all witches, i.e., members of one of the three major orders of the Magi. Elisabeth had gotten to the point in her training where she needed a familiar, hence her casting that spell on that fateful day.

I also learned about make-up, and that girls seem to need dozens of pairs of shoes instead of the usual three or four for a male. That didn't take into account all of the skirts and dresses that the girls seemed to want to buy for me, I ended up with a closet full of them.

By the time my birthday rolled around, I had even been sweet-talked into wearing a dress a few times and found I liked how they felt.

I also learned that her spell had had a second major effect, it had made me into a repository for magical energy that Elisabeth could use. In that two week span, she still had not found a limit to how much magical energy I could hold, even though she had cast scores of spells.

**********

Over the nearly seven weeks from when I changed to the beginning of August, my parents were hustling to get my ID changed, they also had to sort out my school records for the fall. We had to meet a judge in early July in order to get approval to fast track the various changes.

The meeting with the judge was rather interesting, two of his daughters had magical gifts and a third was a shifter like me, but was a troll. Neither of his two sons showed any signs of having a magical nature yet, but they were still young, twelve and nine years old.

Early August rolled around and my mom came into the house one afternoon with some kind of brochure in one hand. It seems that a group consisting of many different kinds of magical creatures, unicorns, mermaids, witches, werewolves, etc., had started a school for their kids.

After dinner that evening, Elisabeth and her mom showed up, and my parents, Elisabeth, her mom and I discussed this new school. The decision that was eventually reached was that Elisabeth and I would be joining them later that month at the school's orientation day.

As time had passed after my change, I became comfortable in either form, wolf or human. This is where things became complicated; when I was a female human, I found that I was strongly attracted to Elisabeth, but in wolf form, Biggun was just as attractive to my wolf senses.

Life was going to be one heck of a crazy ride from now on, even more so with the fact that we would be attending this new school.

**********

Finally, orientation day arrived. I was in an odd mood that morning, as I put on a simple but sweet white bra and panty set, then dove into the closet, looking at one dress after another until I settled on a rather pretty green light cotton dress, which I was soon wearing.

I wasn't a make-up artist, but I could handle putting on a simple face by that time; after that, I headed down to have breakfast.

I guess mom was getting used to me by now as there was a plate with three venison patties on it, along with eggs, toast and a glass of milk. Even when I was in my human form, I still loved the taste of nearly raw venison, and the plate was soon cleared of all the yummy food.

After I checked my make-up, adding a bit of lipstick, I walked out of the house and down the block to Elisabeth's house. I went in as usual and had to wait a few minutes as Elisabeth was still eating her breakfast. Once she was ready, her mom led us out to the car.

It was a bit of a drive to get to the school, I'm not sure just how long it was as my senses were being assaulted on all sides. The moment that we left the city, I could smell several different kinds of animals, some of which were making me hungry even though I had just eaten.

We eventually arrived at the school, entering a driveway and passing through a gate under a large sign with the letters M.Y.T.H. on it.

We spent the next forty-five minutes wandering around the place, to say that it was awesome would be polite. We moved from one building to the next, each one quite large, including a cafeteria/dining hall, a gymnasium, a barn across a very big field and two dormitories that I figured could likely hold about a hundred students each with what looked like a third in the early stages of construction nearby.

Biggun was with us, as Elisabeth could hardly be expected to study various forms of magic without her familiar being present.

The biggest building on this campus, though, was where we would be attending classes, it dwarfed the other buildings, it was that big. There was only one building on the site that was even moderately close in size, which I soon discovered was the dragon hold as Elisabeth, her mom and I all saw a dragon come out of an opening in the side of that building, then fly off over the barn and out of our sight.

I think my jaw hit the floor when I saw that dragon; to put it in simple terms, it was magnificent yet utterly beautiful in a reptilian way.

We eventually made our way to the gym where the orientations would take place, then waved as Elisabeth's mom left the campus.

The two of us opened the doors, then entered the cavernous gym, eventually spotting a banner advertising the orientation area. We joined the line, there were about a dozen people in front of us, slightly more than half being girls, the rest boys who were ogling all of us.

Elisabeth and I ended up directly behind two other girls, I heard one of the two call the other one Bonnie as we waited in the line. I decided that it couldn't hurt to introduce myself, Elisabeth followed my lead, and we were soon chatting with Bonnie and her girlfriend Melody.

Wild And Free

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Organizational: 

  • Title Page

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Wild And Free
lion and tiger.jpg


by Crazy Pagan Gurl


This story is set in the same "world" as LadyDragon623's stories about werefolk, vampires, fae and other supernatural creatures.

I have her express permission to use the "world" and characters she has mentioned in her stories if I feel they would fit into this story.

Wild And Free: Chapter 1

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School
  • College / Twenties
  • Mature / Thirty+

Other Keywords: 

  • weres
  • Vampires
  • Fae
  • Supernatural Beings

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

This story is set in the same "world" as LadyDragon623's stories about werefolk, vampires, fae and other supernatural creatures.

I have her express permission to use the "world" and characters she has mentioned in her stories if I feel they would fit into this story.

**********

Callista Sorrens sat in the back of the bar, watching the crowd on the dance floor and the people near the bar. She'd picked this place and this evening because the sound level was bearable compared to what it would be like on a Friday or Saturday night.

She noticed the tall, yet sleek pale skinned male with long auburn hair as he entered the bar and looked around the place. She'd never seen him in person, but she recognized him as Hamish Thomas from the pictures they had exchanged through their phones a few days ago.

Hamish continued to scan the room, then spotted her in the small booth near the back of the room not far from the bar's tiny office.

To say that he stalked toward the table where she was sitting would be an understatement, he was damn near on the prowl.

She chuckled as he approached the booth, then waved him over and told him to take a seat.

Hamish would be her first lieutenant in the pride she intended to form in the next week or so, once the land issue was finalized. What the other people in the bar didn't know was that both Callista and Hamish were werefolk, specifically were-cats, Callista a Bengal tiger, Hamish a lion.

Both of them had been watching the various entry points to Seattle, primarily the shipping docks and the rail yards, but they had also talked to someone who had been involved in the trucking industry and knew many of the stopping points they used in the city and the local area.

That someone was the next person to enter the semi-dark interior of the bar and they also took a moment to look around the bar.

Callista nodded, then waved enough that the new guy noticed and made his way to their booth, taking a seat next to Hamish.

"Heya, Paul, what can you tell us?" Callista was a rather brusque person, especially when it came to doing business in places like this one.

Paul Fielding shrugged, then spoke, "My friends in the industry have said that there have been a half dozen or so stowaways on rigs coming into the city over the last three months, stowaways who were able, without any tools present, to rip open crates and steal food items.

"I actually went so far as to verify the remarks, getting nods and confirmations from seven different drivers and some of their partners."

"No tools to use, but strong enough to rip open heavy wooden or even steel crates? Damn, that's bloody strong!" gasped Hamish.

Callista nodded, then asked, "Is it possible that anyone might have connected that strength to the stowaway in each case being a were?"

Paul sat there, thinking for a minute before he replied, "I'm not sure, honestly, Callista. They might have thought each one was just a big guy."

Callista nodded again and enquired, "Have you managed to find any of the stowaways from these trucks?"

Hamish shook his head, he was still surprised at what he had heard, "What about the ones that came in on the ships over the last six months?"

Paul sighed, then answered them, "I've found some of the truck stowaways, they were hiding in an abandoned warehouse not far from the location where the drivers pulled off to secure rooms for themselves before making the actual deliveries on those nights.

"As for the shipboard ones, I don't have any firm info, but a dock worker I know from the Gulf War said he spotted something like a dozen folks in shabby clothing, some of it almost falling off the person, lurking near a hut that used to be used as excess storage but had been cleared out about five years ago when the dock association contracted with a specific trucking line to have items taken to warehouses in the city.

"That hut is maybe ten feet by fifteen, with a seven foot ceiling at most, made of heavy wood that's been worn down by the years."

Callista smiled for a moment, then looked toward the doorway as a very big man entered, walked to their booth and sat down on the bench beside her. She grinned and hugged the man, then kissed him as she greeted him, "Mmmm, Ed, I'm glad you were able to make it."

The three of them quickly brought Ed up to date, who then added his two cents, "I actually managed to get down on the dockside and wandered around for a few hours in the evening last night. Imagine my surprise when I was approached by several people near that old hut.

"Well, like everyone else up to that point, I had only thought they were people trying to get here from bad situations or some such, based on what I could see of the condition of some of their clothing and the battered and bruised appearance some of them couldn't hide.

"It changed pretty damn fast, though, when the biggest guy in the group actually leaned forward and sniffed in my direction, then growled in a low rumble that was very similar to a large cat before shifting right in front of me into the biggest jaguar I've ever seen anywhere.

"The rest of the group then shifted, also into cat forms but of varying sizes, from not quite as big as the first one down to about bobcat size.

"I found myself surrounded by these folks, who then demanded to know why I was there. I told them it was simple curiosity, then stated that I intended them no harm. In fact, if they were willing to accept help, I told them I knew someone who could find us all a home."

Callista giggled as she looked at him, "I'm assuming you meant me with the finding everyone a home bit?"

Ed grinned, answering her, "Yes, I did, I know you've been working on a deal of some sort for an isolated bit of land for us."

Callista leaned back in the soft leather cushion as she replied, "Isolated is very accurate, the place I'm considering is an abandoned mine with a few shabby buildings that likely wouldn't last through a nasty winter, which we know happens around here every now and then."

Hamish looked off in the distance for a minute or two as the others at the table sat there quietly, then he turned back to look at them as he spoke, "So we take these folks in as members of our new pride, which will likely have its home in the place you mentioned, Callie."

Callista nodded, "If Ed felt it was good to give them that offer of safety and a home, I'll stand by it, Hamish."

Ed snuggled closer to Callista as he spoke again, "I actually heard the stories of a few of those people that I found by that hut. Let me just say that these people felt they had no choice but to leave, they'd lost their homes, their families, everything they had ever known. One was as a result of a huge fire triggered by an earthquake, she was the only member of her family to escape from the ensuing destruction.

"Another was the result of a war between two drug cartels/families, I suppose, and he happened to be in their way. From what he told me, the leader of one group gave orders to "leave no one behind, erase them all from existence". He was out of sight in a field behind a large tree.

"A third was one of only a few survivors after a "crazy" person came into their community on a rampage that left seventeen dead, dozens injured and the crazy person shot by police snipers who took up positions on nearby buildings and determined the best location for the shot.

"The girl in that case, she watched this guy as he shot her two brothers, her father, her mother and her maternal grandmother. She is, to this time, still unsure as to how she managed to avoid being hit by a stray bullet when the rest of her family was dying right in front of her.

"Another was a girl who left southern China after some sickness or other wiped out her family and most of her community.

"A fifth told how she had been abducted almost nine years ago from Hawaii and had been living in a secluded village somewhere in northern Thailand or possibly western Cambodia or southern Laos. She was kept as a sex slave for the people running the place.

"One day, about three weeks ago, she was left unattended for a while and took advantage of it to escape. She ran off into the jungle, trying to get as far away from their camp as she could. How she managed to survive before she was found by someone heading to one of the ports.

"She managed to sneak onto one of the big ships, then hide in a corner of one of the holds throughout the journey to here.

"The other three, one of those being the big one that became the jaguar, chose not to tell me what had brought them there."

Paul still found it hard to believe these people were not like others, but had the ability to change their shapes at will. Yet he had known Callista and Ed for nearly two years now, and he had no reason to doubt what he was hearing, even the shocking tales Ed had just delivered.

Paul shrugged, saying, "I managed to find the group that had used the big trucks to get here and then had hidden in that abandoned warehouse about a mile or so from where most of the truckers had stopped briefly to make their arrangements for somewhere to sleep.

"There were eight people in this group, and I had no choice but to believe what I was seeing when one changed into what looked like a mountain lion and ripped into the half-eaten carcass of a cow. At least, I think it was a cow, it wasn't easy to tell, I didn't get close to it.

"Let me just say that I was bloody shocked, then even more so when another one growled from directly behind me.

"Like Ed did, I mentioned the possibility that they could have a home with you, Callista. I couldn't deny what I had seen, it was all too real.

"I spent a few hours just interacting with them that morning, and four of them told me stories that were similar to the ones Ed mentioned just now. The stories weren't exactly the same, but the fact that each of them had been through some kind of hell to get here was quite clear."

Callista curled up in the corner of the thick leather bench seat, sighing as she listened to what Ed and Paul had said. Each of these people were people like her, people who needed the chance to be able to live without fear of being hunted, harmed or kidnapped.

They needed the opportunity to be able to live wild and free, like the cats that were their alternate forms.

Wild And Free: Chapter 2

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Violence

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School
  • College / Twenties
  • Mature / Thirty+

Other Keywords: 

  • weres
  • Vampires
  • Fae
  • Supernatural Beings

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

I'm sorry that I hadn't posted anything new for this for almost two months. To be honest, I've been lucky, in that time frame, if I could focus enough to write anything, largely due to ongoing problems with pollen from grasses (seasonal allergies) and the insane humidity that started about four weeks ago. I hope to post more often, but weed season starts in a few days, and I'm moderately allergic to ragweed pollen.

Note: The various bits of violence mentioned in this chapter are all parts of the history of the relevant characters.

This story is set in the same "world" as LadyDragon623's stories about werefolk, vampires, fae and other supernatural creatures.

I have her express permission to use the "world" and characters she has mentioned in her stories if I feel they would fit into this story.

**********

That meeting in the bar had taken place just over a week earlier. Soon, they would be able to go to their new home.

Callista and Ed were relaxing in their motel room, having demolished two pizzas earlier, with a little help from Paul Fielding.

Paul was still helping them with sorting out there situation in the city, specifically that abandoned warehouse and the shabby hut on the docks. He'd made some progress, with Ed alongside, in getting the groups cleaned up somewhat and in slightly more suitable clothing. What some of the folks had been wearing could be described as falling apart if one were being polite, it was surprising the clothes were still together at all.

Some folks had grumbled, including that big jaguar guy, but when told that once they were cleaned up, they could be transferred to rooms in the same motel Callista and Ed were using, most of the grumbling ended. Having a steady roof and regular food was a rare thing for them.

**********

Ed actually spent some time with the big jaguar guy, whose name turned out to be Carlos Vengas. Carlos had been a dock worker down in Santiago, Chile, before he ran into the girl that bolted over him running out of a club, then half changed and bit him when he sassed her.

That event quite literally scared the hell out of Carlos, leaving him with a ragged bite on one arm and very messy pants. He had spent the next five or six days hiding, having come down with what he thought was a cold or the flu, then the first change to his were form happened.

That night, he had slipped out of the old shed on the back section of the communal housing for transient dock workers and gone hunting. He wandered the hills around the housing area for most of the night, finally brought down a fairly young white tailed deer and savaged it.

He woke up, in human form again, lying on the hillside next to the semi-shredded body of the young deer and promptly spewed what he'd eaten. Well, to be more accurate, what remained in his stomach of what he had eaten. Just looking at the carcass had him throwing up again.

That was when he first noticed that he was as naked as the day he was born. Just then, the sun crested the hilltop above him.

Carlos had decided, while he snuck back to the communal housing buildings, to leave and stowed away a few nights later on a ship bound for Vancouver, Canada. From there, he had made his way out of the city, then used his new form and its augmented senses to head south.

He told Ed he couldn't understand why he had to go south, just that something in him said that it was necessary.

He had wandered in a generally southerly direction, eventually reached Seattle, then found the group by the hut and became their leader.

And now here he was, talking with a guy even bigger than he was, being told that they would be going to their new home soon.

Ed heard quite a few stories of how they had arrived here. One, Saniyya, was an Arabic girl whose family had moved to Hawaii when she was still a baby. She was the one that had been kidnapped and used as a sex slave for several years somewhere in southern Asia.

Another, Chance Carter, was the girl who had watched her whole family die at the hands of a crazy idiot armed with several guns.

Saniyya and Chance had told their stories to Ed the first time they had met, but now both looked like rather pretty young women.

It took a bit of time, and the fourth visit, before the last two would tell Ed their stories. Ed sat and listened patiently, he had time to listen.

The first, Paulo Cerriano, had been dating a girl who was oh so alluring and sensual. Then, one night, she shifted and bit him as they had sex. Two nights later, he had undergone his first shift, all too suddenly finding himself in the body of a colocolo and licking her belly.

It had taken him a while to adjust to shifting between forms, but after two months had passed and the relationship had waned, he left the area.

He had, like Carlos, managed to stow away on a ship, this one was headed for LA, San Francisco, and Seattle before returning home.

He had stayed on the ship until it reached Seattle, raiding the stores when he became hungry while trying to not make his presence known. He was lucky, the quartermaster on the ship didn't find out some of the food was missing until several hours after Paulo had left the ship.

The last one of that group to tell his story was a young male, somewhere in his late teens would be Ed's best guess. His name was Robert Schillingham, and he had been out riding his high end bicycle on a forest and mountain trail when he wiped out and broke his left leg.

That had happened when he lost control on a sharp turn, then the front wheel hit a big stone, twisted the wheel and the bike went over the edge of a thirty-five foot cliff. The bike and the boy twisted in the air as they fell, then his right leg smashed into another large stone at the bottom.

He had the even more rotten luck that the pedal on that side slammed into the same leg just above the knee, leaving a nasty looking wound.

Robert had passed out from the impact with the second large stone and the pedal, and was unconscious for close to two hours.

While he lay there, still bleeding, a large cat found him, and thinking he was dead or dying, bit him, which brought Robert up screaming like a banshee. The cat had been surprised by the sudden movement and the scream, and had bounded off into the forest nearby immediately.

It wasn't until several days later, when he shifted and the remainder of the wound and his broken leg healed, that he learned he was a were.

He had been at home, dozing on his bed, watching a movie on the TV in his room, when he shifted. He growled as his new form took hold, loud enough that his younger sister heard it and came to find out what was making that noise. She was armed with a colt. 45 magnum.

When she saw the transformed young man, she screamed several times, startling the hell out of him, then fired off the whole clip.

When the first scream left her mouth, Robert noticed what had happened and let out another loud growl, then jumped off the bed, twisting as he fell toward the floor, landing on all four feet, then barrelled into his sister as he fled the room and the house. He would never return.

In the sudden shock and the fast movement of his cat form, he had avoided, by sheer luck, all but two of the bullets from his sister's gun. As he fled into the nearby woods behind their farm outside of Snoqualmie, Washington, he was shocked to feel something odd happening.

He had just entered the woods, and slunk behind a tree, then waited as whatever was happening continued.

Perhaps a minute or two later, he felt the wounds in his left side opening just a bit, and twisting his head, watched the bullets hit the ground.

That made it all too clear that he wasn't normal any more. Over the next few days, he made his way to Seattle, then down to the docks.

**********

Ed did much the same thing when Paul took him to the abandoned warehouse where the stowaways from the trucks had been living.

Paul actually led Ed around to the rear of the abandoned warehouse, where a set of steps led to a door that was propped open.

Paul entered first, followed by Ed, then the two walked down a short hall. Paul stopped by a door and knocked on it loudly three times.

A male voice could be heard yelling, "Come in! We don't bite! Well, unless you want it!" followed by girls giggling and boys laughing.

Paul shook his head, then opened the door, muttering, "Young people, what the hell do ya do with them?" as he and Ed entered the room.

Ed chuckled, slowly moving to stand beside Paul as the young folks came closer to the two men.

It soon became clear that there were eight people; five men, well, three were young enough to still be called boys, and three women, one of those being in her mid teens at the most. The largest of the males nodded to Paul, then asked rather bluntly, "Who is that?"

Now it was Paul's turn to chuckle. "You remember you kids telling me that you had all had your first shift to were form before you ran away?"

The largest one spoke again, "Yeah, we remember that. I'm not going to ask again, who is this guy? I'm not jeopardizing our damn safety!"

Ed sighed, took one step forward, then a second, placing him just in front of the five males. He sniffed the air in an exaggerated manner, then grinned and looked over at Paul as he answered the young man, "My name is Ed, I'm a were like all of you are, specifically a mountain lion. From what I can tell just by scent alone, you," he pointed at the biggest male, "are a lynx of some sort, I'm not sure if Eurasian or Canadian.

"You," he pointed at one of the three girls, "Are a caracal in full were form. You," he pointed at the next girl, "Cheetah. You and you," he pointed at the two mid-size boys, "Bobcats. You," he pointed at the last girl, "Leopard. And you," he pointed to the second last male, "Snow leopard." Ed stopped for a moment, looking at the last male, the final member of the group, then said as he pointed at the boy, "You are a serval."

All eight of them stared at him, shocked. One of the boys muttered, "How the hell did he know all that?"

Ed laughed, having heard the comment and answered him, "Different types of cats have a different smell to them. Part of it may be their environment, part of it is likely their diet. I've been all around the world, kids, plus I did three tours in Afghanistan and Iraq."

"Holy shit," another boy muttered.

One of the girls said, talking in what she thought was a sufficiently low tone to the girl beside her, "Gods, he's a hunk!" and giggled.

The second girl smirked, shook her head, then giggled as well.

Those giggles seemed to say that there wasn't any danger here to any of them, and everyone began to relax.

The young folks led the way to the back of the room, where several mattresses had been laid on the floor side by side by side.

The kids just plopped down, most of them crossing their legs as they sat there. Ed and Paul joined them, facing the whole group.

***********

Ed and Paul ended up spending most of the day and a good bit of the evening with the eight young folks in the abandoned warehouse.

Over that time period, Ed heard their stories. Some were like the ones told by the folks in the hut down at the docks, some weren't.

The first to open up was the youngest of the three girls, who informed Ed that her name was Patty Kensington. Ed vaguely remembered a news piece he had seen about a month earlier of a girl from Oklahoma City who had been thrown out for being a "demon".

Patty told her story, of how she had been having fun with a couple of girls when a male had joined them and some fun had ensued. Like Paulo from the docks, she was bitten by the guy as he briefly shifted. This happened when the two other girls were in the kitchen area.

She didn't shift for a little over a week, long after the boy had wandered out of her life and the girls had returned to their homes.

When she did, it surprised her quite a bit, but she was also fascinated by it. Well, that ended when her father found her in her were form.

Within the next few minutes, she had been thrown ut of the house and disowned by her family.

She had made her way north and west, hitching rides, until she reached Seattle a few days later.

As Ed had done, she had sniffed the air, scented there were other werecats nearby and headed off to find them, thus finding the warehouse.

The next one was the largest boy, James, he'd been hunting in the northern Yukon and had run into a Canadian lynx during the hunt. It seems he and the lynx had been after the same hare, and the lynx wasn't happy about it. It bit the boy, stole the hare, and ran off through the snow.

He changed a few days later, while still out hunting, and prowled the snow until he found a snowshoe hare or two of his own to kill and eat.

He had moved out from the family's small home about a year earlier, taking a shack on the edge of the community where they lived. Since he had been living on his own, he had spent much of his time hunting, and thus was rarely home. He decided to leave and headed south.

He'd eventually reached Seattle and had, like the others, found the small group of weres hiding in the warehouse and joined them.

The rest of the young folks had stories similar to Patty's. They had been bitten while with others and had been discovered while at home when in their were form. One or two had been accepted by their families, but had since left home, needing to be able to roam as they wished.

That was mostly true, except for the last one, which happened to be the boy Ed had stated was a snow leopard in were form.

His name was Harry Arnette, and he had lived in a three bedroom house in Bellevue just outside of Seattle with his parents and sister. He and his sister had been out at one of the teen clubs in Seattle, and while there, he spent most of the night dancing with a beautiful girl.

At some point during the dancing, the girl had leaned forward and nipped his shoulder, then grinned at him and continued dancing.

He had his first shift four days later, while his parents were out having dinner somewhere and his sister was visiting a friend.

He was startled by the change, but like Patty, rather fascinated by it as well. He shifted back before everyone returned home.

Things went on like that for nearly three months, then his father returned one evening shortly after he and his wife had left for another dinner. His father was a big name lawyer in a major Seattle firm, and regularly attended publicity making events around Seattle and Bellevue.

Apparently, dad had left his wallet behind and was stepping out of his bedroom with it when he heard an odd growling sound.

It took him a moment to figure out that it was coming from Harry's room. He opened Harry's bedroom door and received the shock of his life! His son was a rather large example of a snow leopard, a cat he had seen in some video presentation somewhere within the last few months.

He freaked out and started yelling, which in turn startled Harry, who came charging out, slashing at his father with one paw as he went by.

That proved to be a disaster, as the flashing paw connected with the unprotected flesh of his father's belly, ripping it wide open.

At that point, Harry realized what he had done, and with one last thought of what he was losing, smashed through the front door at a full run. His mother was sitting in the front passenger seat of the Mercedes Benz C Class and saw him as he ran away from the house.

He had wandered around Seattle for several days before he spotted another large cat heading into that warehouse.

As with the folks at the docks, Ed informed them that they could be transferred to the motel where he and Callista were staying.

**********

Paul and Ed left the warehouse with the young folks all saying they would think about the offer and let them know soon.

Ed headed back to the motel, where he met Callista, then they went downtown to have dinner at a nice restaurant. I guess it would go without saying that both of them asked for their meat to be served very rare, just slightly heated, then settled down to a nice meal.

**********

Paul returned to his small house in Bothell a bit north of Seattle, then made up a quick meal of two hamburgers and a baked potato.

As he relaxed and enjoyed his food, he thought about the people he had met recently, Ed, Callista, Hamish, and several others. It was weird, he thought to himself, that he found himself wanting to be a member of that group. What was it that Callista had called it? Ahhh, a pride.

He wanted to be a part of something, a feeling he hadn't had since he finished his service in Iraq and returned home seven years ago.

Wild And Free: Chapter 3

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School
  • College / Twenties
  • Mature / Thirty+

Other Keywords: 

  • weres
  • Vampires
  • Fae
  • Supernatural Beings

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

This story is set in the same "world" as LadyDragon623's stories about werefolk, vampires, fae and other supernatural creatures.

I have her express permission to use the "world" and characters she has mentioned in her stories if I feel they would fit into this story.

**********

Another week passed as Callista finalized the purchase of the land and the change of title and deed.

During that time, there was one incident that came very close to turning into actual violence. It was stupid and beyond idiotic, but Vince Bailey, the guy who nearly blew his stack, got into a confrontation with another person after learning they were transgender, not bio female.

The person in question, who looked female to all appearances, had told everyone her name was Serafina. It all blew up when Vince saw a wallet lying on a table in the diner that many had been using for meals since they had been moved into the motel down the road.

The wallet contained identification in the name of Seymour James Canvers and a photo of a young man. It took perhaps a minute before Vince realized that he knew the person in the photo, yet they were known to everyone else as a female. Vince confronted Sera, quite angry.

Paul had been helping Callista, Hamish and Ed as they sorted everything out regarding the new property and getting there, and barely managed to hit the brakes in his Chevy van, stopping within a few feet of Vince who was yelling at Serafina at the top of his lungs.

Paul intervened, found out what had Vince so angry, and shook his head. He really didn't need to deal with this sort of thing.

Paul sighed and called Ed, listened and spoke occasionally, then hit the end button, shaking his head yet again.

"Okay, folks, we're going to go to a park not too far from here, where we can get some open space and still be fairly private. Follow me."

He opened the panel door, then motioned for everyone to get in, watching as each person entered the big van and chose a seat. When Serafina moved to take a seat in the back, Paul shook his head, pointed at the front and waited for her to settle into the front passenger seat.

**********

Paul parked the big van, shut down the engine and told them all to go to the group of picnic tables about fifty or so yards away.

As the panel door opened and the people stepped out to make their way over to the tables, two more vehicles parked next to Paul's van. On the left side was an old station wagon, capable of seating seven or eight fairly comfortably; on the right, a van as large as his own.

People were soon stepping out of the two other vehicles. Paul pointed to the picnic tables as he walked in that direction.

Ed, Hamish and Callista walked beside Paul, then waited for everyone to reach the tables and find a spot to sit.

Ed frowned, looking at the still somewhat ragtag group in front of him. It was time for them to learn a valuable lesson.

Callista sighed, then nodded and began to speak. "It came to my attention a little while ago, through a call to Ed, that at least one of you here has the gall to be abusive to someone else, and that it might have come to actual blows if Paul had not arrived there at the time.

"I'm sure most of you have heard quotes about the numbers of LGBT folks in the world, such as lesbian or gay being perhaps 3 - 5 % of the total population, bisexual and things like gender, aromatic, etc., even smaller numbers, as well as transgender being about 1.5%."

Several of the people sitting at the collection of tables nodded, a few adding verbal confirmations, before Callista continued speaking.

"Well, folks, compared to them, were folk might be lucky to reach about 0.3% in total, EVERYWHERE. We are a very small community, scattered hither and thither in small numbers to keep us out of sight, and I will tell you now, every one of you is a part of that community.

"We will be living together in the wilds, on land that was put up for sale about a year ago. Every single one of us, at some point in time, whether before we get there or after that, will have to learn to work together for our sheer survival, bigotry notwithstanding.

"Some of us have skills in common, most of us don't. That means we need to be able to rely on getting whatever help is needed immediately. We can't afford to let our feelings, whatever may be the reason for them, stop us from providing that help if someone truly needs it.

"I am the Alpha, the head of our little pride. I make the rules, which are similar to those of every pride and pack I've ever seen.

"The choice is this: Put aside your bigotry or other nasty feelings, and work for the good of all of us, or leave now.

"Oh... one last thing. If you leave now, I will give your name to the Supernatural Council as being a rogue. You would be entirely on your own."

**********

Vince was sitting at a table with several other males, listening to Callista. He was stunned that they would support the girl so strongly.

For a few minutes, he actually thought about getting up and leaving, but he didn't. He wasn't sure he could survive on his own out there. A bit more thought made him realize that he truly wanted to be part of a community, even one as odd as this one was turning out to be.

He sat there for another ten minutes or so before he decided he needed to fix the situation now, or he never would.

He walked over to the table where Sera was sitting with Chance, Saniyya, Patty and Jiang, the Chinese girl. "Excuse me for interrupting you, ladies. Serafina, would you please come with me for a moment, I wish to speak with you privately," he stated in a polite tone.

Sera looked up at him, noted that he seemed to be calm and shrugged, then stood up and followed him away from the tables.

Once they could be assured that they wouldn't be easily overheard, Vince stuttered out an apology to Sera, "I... I... I'm sorry... about earlier. I didn't have the right to judge you, I let what my parents taught me overcome me and forgot about things like simple manners."

Serafina sighed, she hadn't liked it when he was ranting at her earlier, but he was giving her what seemed to be a sincere apology.

A brief smile passed across her lips as she replied, "I will accept your apology. Good manners can make quite a difference, as you know."

Vince nodded, then said that that was all he had wanted to discuss with her, and they walked back to the tables.

**********

Another week passed before Callista had paid for the land in full and had received all the pertinent papers.

On the Thursday evening, while everyone was eating their dinner at the diner, Callista announced they would be heading out on Saturday.

Saturday morning came, with the group gathering in front of the motel not long after the sun first showed itself.

After one final meal at the diner, they left the Seattle area and headed toward northeastern Washington.

Callista and Ed had packed three large coolers with various meat sandwiches, each one being on a foot long submarine bun. At the very least, the trip to the new property would take about seven ours, perhaps longer depending on road conditions near the site.

The trip passed in fairly decent fashion, with one exception. Paul's van developed a flat tire an hour west of Spokane.

The tire change wasn't particularly strenuous, especially when the person doing the work had the strength of a large cat available. They were back on the road within twenty minutes, and reached the site not quite four hours after that.

There wasn't a heck of a lot to be seen, a few shoddy buildings here and there, and rocky ground covered with grass patches everywhere.

Callista smiled as she opened the passenger door of the old station wagon, then strode toward the nearest building.

She stopped perhaps twenty yards away from the cars, turned to face the people stepping from the vehicles and spoke softly, yet everyone was able to hear her as clear as a bell. Perhaps it was the sound of it bouncing back from nearby rock walls, who knows?

Callista had spread her arms wide and said, "Welcome to our new home."

Wild And Free: Chapter 4

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Violence

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Novel Chapter

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School
  • College / Twenties
  • Mature / Thirty+

Other Keywords: 

  • weres
  • Fae
  • Vampires
  • Supernatural Beings

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

This story is set in the same "world" as LadyDragon623's stories about werefolk, vampires, fae and other supernatural creatures.

I have her express permission to use the "world" and characters she has mentioned in her stories if I feel they would fit into this story.

**********

The pride had been at the location of their new home for nearly three weeks now. A lot had changed in that time period.

The shoddy shacks were torn down within the first 24 hours and a few folks gathered together to decide what housing was needed. Many had no issue with living in the cave that had been found, which apparently had been a fair sized mine long ago. The oddity was that the miners had taken out quite a bit of the rock underground to get small amounts of various ores, leaving in essence a very large open cavern.

There were rough logs, each about two feet thick and just under nine feet high, buttressing the roof here and there in the cavern. Many of these had rotted to the point that they might collapse soon, so one of the first things the new pride did was remove and replace them. A few of the pride members had had some work in construction crews at some point, so they knew what needed to be done and organized it.

One of those people was a young man, Phillip Stanley, who preferred to be called Phil. He was instructing a couple of younger people about the processes of treating lumber to make it resistant to a variety of insect pests, termites and fire ants being among the ones listed.

Phillip was in his early twenties, a recent graduate from a small college in the south, where he studied architecture and wood working.

Colbert Sheldon, another young man they'd picked up in their wanderings around Seattle, was in a different area, showing several people how to properly debark the newly cut trees, then shape them into heavy square posts that would be going to Phillip's area afterward.

Colbert had worked for nearly three years in a lumber yard in the Seattle area before being found by Ed.

A crew of about half a dozen was roaming the property, picking out trees that could be culled for building or reinforcement purposes. There was no shortage of trees around, which allowed them to choose trees that had reached their apex before the chainsaws began their song.

The person in charge of this group was none other than Callista herself. She had grown up long ago in a densely wooded area.

**********

Henry Bones was walking slowly through the dense tree cover in a supposedly forgotten place in northeast Washington state when he stopped as if on a dime. He took a moment to draw in a deep breath, then growled low and fierce before he remembered he was not alone.

"Hey, boss woman, we might have a wee problem up ahead. Either that, or that supposed new pride moved in here already."

Saran Jacklyn chuckled as she also stopped and deliberately sniffed the air. "Lots of cats, most are over that way," as she pointed west. Her dark skin was a strong contrast to the rest of the group. She'd told them all at some point about having one Caucasian ancestor.

That wouldn't have been much of a surprise, considering how slaves were treated on many plantations three hundred years ago.

The rest of their group was not far behind the two, but spread out in a broad line to ensure at least one could take a report away if they came under attack by a much larger force. Saran shook her head, there were too many variations on cat smell to clarify how many there might be.

"Okay, folks, we go slow. If we find anyone, let's try to talk first, I'd rather not see someone die if we can prevent it in the first place."

The four behind Saran and Henry all stated their agreement, then the group resumed walking through the woodland. Those four consisted of Barbara White, a pleasant looking fortyish woman with ash blonde shoulder length hair, Kevin Windbreaker, a tall yet slim thirtyish man with a long russet ponytail hanging down to the middle of his back, Cindy Breakers, a twentyish young woman with shoulder length flame red hair and crystal green eyes, and last but not least, Carrie King, perhaps thirty years old, a brunette with a cute looking pixie cut.

Carrie looked toward the two in front of them, smiling at the thought that she could work with these awesome folks. Henry was a big brute of a man in appearance, well over six feet tall and not far from being barrel shaped, with dirty blond shoulder length hair and a matching beard. Saran was what could only be described as beautiful, tall, slender, yet with curves that made it clear she was female and gorgeous midnight hair that fell down to her waist, unbound and swaying as she did with each and every step she took as they made their way through the woods.

The walk lasted almost another hour before they spotted the first sign that people might be living in the area. Then...

**********

Alicia Robinson had run from the cave all the way to the area where Callista was having her people cut down trees for the community.

She came to a stop a few feet from Callista, who was watching her crew until she noticed Alicia arriving.

It took a moment for Alicia to recover, then she barked out, "Six people, Alpha, coming from the woods to the east! They are weres!"

Callista nodded, then whistled as loud as she could over the sound of the rumbling chainsaws, all of which soon stopped.

With a quick word to her group, they all set off at a loping run, heading for the camp at the cave, then to meet the outsiders.

**********

Saran stopped very suddenly as a gap appeared in the trees in front of the small group. Several people could be seen in the distance.

Henry was a few steps ahead of her before he noticed that she had stopped. He then looked ahead and sighed.

Saran nodded, "That's right, Henry, they noticed us first. It looks like we have some of them going around us. Blocking our retreat?"

"I can detect more than a dozen near us right now, Saran. No doubt someone has run to inform their alpha," he grumbled.

**********

"You might say that, and you would be right. Who are you people, and what are you doing in my pride's territory?" Callista snarled.

Saran's head snapped back as she twisted around to look at the group that had come up behind them. "Your territory?" she gasped as she quickly counted the people surrounding her small group, eventually reaching a total just short of thirty.

"That's right, my territory. I am the Alpha of this pride, we are the Silent Scythes and I paid good money for this land!" Callista growled.

Saran gulped, it was obvious that the woman in front of her was pissed at their being here. "Have you sent for approval by the Council?"

Callista stalked forward, then slapped Saran hard, knocking her to the ground before standing over her prone form.

"I've been rather busy with keeping the folks I've rescued alive and worrying about finding a home to worry about the bloody Council!"

Saran shook her head, slowly so as to not alarm the woman any more than she already had, then rubbed her reddened cheek for a moment. Damn, she thought, for being perhaps average height for a woman among normal people, she hit like a mule kicks, hard and nasty.

A low chuckle escaped from Saran's lips as she looked up, then in a gesture of cooperation, lifted her hand toward the lurking woman.

Callista returned the chuckle, then helped Saran to stand before gesturing toward the camp. "Come with me, and don't start anything. I guarantee that a lot of these people would be all too happy to take your head off if you pushed their buttons at all, they've been through hell!"

Saran and the rest of her small team followed Callista and the other folks of the pride toward the cave, their current home site.

**********

The space in the cave had been split into 'rooms', each one roughly fifteen feet by fifteen feet, with 'hallways' connecting areas.

Deep inside the former mine, in a room that was smaller than the main cave, several newly made picnic type tables had been placed. Each table had an upper surface where plates, platters and cups could be placed, and a heavy plank bench on the two long sides provided seating.

The people of this new pride took seats at several of the tables, leaving the central one for Saran and her group.

Once everyone was seated, Callista paced in front of them for a minute or two, gathering her thoughts.

Callista faced Saran and the others in her little group, then began to speak, "Just to be very clear, this is my pride, and this is OUR land. I hope that gets through, lady, because if it doesn't, I'm not sure that we could allow your little group to leave here as you are.

"I don't have the time to tell you the stories of what many of these people have seen and experienced since they were turned.

"I don't care who the hell you are. The only thing I care about is that you leave us alone, and let us live our lives as we wish."

Saran sighed before she replied, "We don't mean you or your pride any harm. We came because someone told us weres were here."

Callista stepped forward, leaving over Saran as she hissed, "What the hell do you mean, someone said weres were here?"

Saran turned her not quite coal black face up toward Callista and shrugged, then said, "We heard it from someone we saw in Spokane."

At this point, the big block of a man sitting next to Saran added, "I'm Henry. As she said, we were simply checking what we'd been told."

Callista sighed and stepped back a few paces, giving Saran some space again. "So... is there some way that you can help my pride?"

Saran grinned, showing a full set of pretty white teeth as she replied, "Perhaps. I have contact info for some people on the Council."

Callista stood there for a moment, her foot tapping on the stone floor of the smaller cavern. "Info that would help us somehow?" she asked.

Saran nodded, smiling briefly as she answered Callista, "Yes, there are a few people who can negotiate treaties between packs and prides for various reasons, as well as working to ensure that we are all able to survive without people out there learning about us."

Henry flashed his own grin as he added, "These people also help new packs and prides to be brought into the fold of the Council."

Callista frowned, then asked, "So... if you approached one of these people, you could help my pride to be recognized and protected?"

"Hmmm... not sure about whether they would protect you, but through these people, you would have access to the council itself. Once your pride is recognized, you would be given some information about prides and packs in the northwest, perhaps across the country," Saran stated.

Callista nodded, then sighed. "I'm not against wolves or other were types, but we are cats. I'd prefer to keep this pride as all cat."

Saran chuckled, a warm, soft sound that echoed off the nearest walls, "I'm sure that declaring your pride as cat only can be arranged."

Callista nodded again, then spoke one last time, "You are free to go. Remember, though, I will protect my territory from anyone if they dare to come into this pride's home area without either an express invitation or without having called us in advance to arrange a visit."

Saran stood, saying, "That's agreeable," as she waved to her team. As one, they rose and followed Alicia out of the caverns into the light.

**********

Callista was relaxing for a moment, leaning against a very large pine tree that she figured was at least three hundred years old, maybe more.

It was nice to not be surrounded, although Ed and James Herman were about fifty feet back, watching everywhere but giving her some space.

They had been there for perhaps an hour when Callista detected the sound of faint footsteps, as if someone were walking very carefully. She waved for Ed and James to come forward, and the two men did so, standing on either side of her as the soft noises approached them.

Another minute or two had passed before Callista spotted a rather tall person almost stalking toward them. They appeared to be female, but it was more by watching the body movements of the person than the shape, which seemed quite androgynous.

Callista's abrupt, "Ahem!" stopped the person in what looked to be mid-step. They slowly lowered their foot and waited.

Callista growled, the heavy snarl sounding very much like a tiger about to pounce on its meal, then waved for the person to come forward.

As the person came closer to the three of them, it became apparent that this was a female, androgynous appearance notwithstanding.

Callista growled again, a softer one this time, then asked the female, "What is your name, girl, and why are you on my pride's land?"

The tall, somewhat boyish looking girl sighed, then shrugged her shoulders. "It's a long explanation, Alpha, the simplest one is that I was named after the two closest cities to where I was born, which happened to be Savannah and Augusta. Waynesboro was a few huts at most.

"So... my name is Savannah Augusta Johnstone, and for the record, I am the youngest sister of Neil Jones and Cain Eriksson.

"As for why I'm here, I've been roaming these woods for miles around for the last three months, nearly four. It's home to me, I suppose."

"Here's my proof if you doubt me, I know you are all weres," she said as she shifted into the form of a very large female timber wolf.

Callista, Ed and James all shifted into their were forms in response.

The girl, when her change had finished, found herself facing a Bengal tiger, a mountain lion and a big lynx. Savannah backed away a few steps, startled by the size of the three weres in front of her, then laid down and rolled onto her back.

Callista recognized the rollover as a submission tactic between higher and lower members in many a werewolf hierarchy. She stalked forward on her big padded paws and bent her head down to softly nip at Savannah's throat, then sat back and waited for the girl to act.

Savanna stayed there for a few minutes, lying on her back, then rolled over again and stood up on all fours, facing Callista and the two men.

Savannah paced forward and licked Callista's face, then rubbed her head briefly against Callista's before backing away slightly.

Savannah shifted to human form. "So you are forming a new pride here, out in the middle of nowhere? Why?" Savannah enquired.

Callista shrugged her massive shoulders briefly, then also shifted form. "Two reasons, honestly, of which the first is by far the most important. That reason is the privacy we can have out here. The second one is that we can hunt a variety of small animals when we feel the need."

Savannah nodded, that made sense. As a werewolf, she liked to shift to wolf form now and then and do a little hunting.

"Would you take someone like me, who knows this area quite well, into your pride, Alpha?" Savannah asked.

"As much as I might like to say yes to you, Savannah, I can't. The third reason for our coming here was to have only cats here," Callista stated.

"Damn," Savannah muttered, a comment the other three heard quite clearly. The girl paced near them for several minutes, then stopped. "Okay, so I can't join you. Could I be a friend to your pride, Alpha, and perhaps offer contacts to my brothers, who are pack/pride leaders?"

Callista smiled, then offered her hand to Savannah and pulled her into a hug. "Friend we can do, contacts are always welcome."

The four people, Ed and James back in human form again, chatted for a short while before Savannah wandered away, then out of sight.

**********

A few more days passed as the small community worked on making buildings that would protect them from winter's ire in a few months.

One evening, as a fair amount of work was winding down with the sun hovering near the horizon, a car parked near the place where the few shoddy buildings had been about a month before. The vehicle's door opened, revealing the driver to be Paul Fielding.

Callista, Ed, Hamish and a few others were sitting on a rather rough but sturdy picnic type table as Paul approached them.

Callista nodded, smiling as she spoke to him, "Hello, Paul. I hope that you've been okay recently?"

Paul sighed, shaking his head, "That's just it, Callista, I have and I haven't. Since meeting you folks, everything has changed for me. I find myself looking at myself in a mirror now and then, then thinking about you folks and how much I bloody admire you all, dammit!"

Now it was Callista's turn to sigh as she slipped down from the bench, walked to Paul and pulled him into a tight hug.

As she pulled back a bit after hugging him, Callista asked, "So you admire us? Just how far does this admiration go, Paul?"

That was when Paul broke down, sobbing as he fell to his knees on the rocky ground. "I want to be one of you! That's how far it goes!" The words came out through the gut-wrenching sobs coming from the distraught man, and Callista knelt down to wrap him in another hug.

"Well, that isn't difficult, Paul, although I'm not sure you would enjoy the bite that would be needed as a minimum to start the process."

Paul raised his head a bit, tears still falling down his cheeks. "Huh? Why wouldn't I enjoy the bite?" came through the lessening sobs.

"Paul, I am a Bengal tiger in were form, James there is a Canadian lynx, Ed is a mountain lion. We're not small cats, although we do have some smaller ones in the pride. A bite from one of us bigger ones is liable to hurt like all bloody hell, and leave a short term nasty bite mark."

Paul shrugged, raising his head so that he was staring at everyone at or on the table nearby. "I don't care, Callista, I want to be one of you!"

Callista nodded, she'd heard of cases like this, although they didn't happen very often by what she could remember.

"Then you shall join us, Paul. Do you have a preference for type of cat?" Callista enquired of him.

Paul nodded, the tears seemed to be coming to an end. "Callista, I want to be like you, a Bengal tiger. Big, strong, and fierce when needed."

Callista nodded, "You do realize that the first change is most often the hardest one for a were to experience?"

Paul shrugged, saying, "It doesn't matter. I want to be one of you, to be able to run with you and your people, wild, free and happy!"

Callista nodded one more time, then shifted and with no notice at all, bit Paul in the meatiest part of his right leg.

Ed stated, "Be welcome here, Paul. I suggest you take some time off, the first shift could happen soon, or as much as a week from now."

Paul, nodded, grinning as if he had won the lottery. Well, maybe he had won one, a lottery in a crazy thing called life.

Winter's Tale

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Caution: 

  • CAUTION: Violence

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • 7,500 < Novelette < 17,500 words

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

Other Keywords: 

  • Genderfluid

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  • Posted by author(s)

It's been a while since I added a story or chapter. Life's been busy, I'm in the process of looking for somewhere new to live as my current building is going to be torn down at some point in time later this year, so I might not be posting for a while.

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Winter Sasha Belmont loved playing head games with other people. Winter had an older sister, about two years before, Winter noticed one of his sister's blouses in the laundry hamper, snuck it into his room and tried it on. He liked how it felt and had done it many times since then.

He didn't really understand it, but that blouse, which was a very pale blue that was almost white with light pink flowers over each breast and a one inch high band of the same flowers running along the entire bottom hem, pulled him like a moth to a flame.

His allowance wasn't a lot, fifteen to twenty dollars a week depending on whether chores like snow shovelling or lawn cutting needed to be done, but it had allowed him to pick up many nice items from the two discount clothing stores in Windy Beach over the last two years.

Some days, he wore normal boys clothes, although he found them to be slightly uncomfortable compared to the softer women's items. Some days he would wear a female blouse and one of the three pairs of low rise skin tight girl's jeans or two normal pairs of girl's jeans he owned.

With his shoulder length dirty blonde hair, pale blue eyes that made one think of ice chips, and a wide mouth that often grinned, it wasn't hard for him to shift over to a more feminine appearance, especially when he wore bits and pieces of female clothing. This was also helped by the fact that, just under two months short of his fifteenth birthday, he was fairly short, only 5'3" and weighed about 110 pounds.

He wasn't really sure, but he thought that he might have started puberty in the last few months, as he now had a few pale hairs on his chin. It only needed a minute or two to remove them, then he was ready and raring to go, the freedom of summer had ended yesterday.

Today was the first day of school for the year, it was also the first day of high school for Winter.

He figured that there likely wouldn't be any serious activity, so he wore a dark red blouse and a pair of low rise girl's jeans. He had his backpack, even if there wasn't a lot happening today, teachers would likely be handing out textbooks for most classes. He slipped on a pair of white girl's running shoes with blue stars across the top, laced them, put on and buttoned the girl's denim jacket and left the house.

He unlocked his bike, a five speed handed down to him from his sister the year before after she had her growth spurt, eventually topping out at 5'10". The bike had been bright pink and blue when it was bought, now both colours had faded quite a bit, but the bike was in good shape.

It didn't take very long to get to school, the town wasn't very big, although it was spread out a bit, the harbour was pretty much across the river from a yacht club, and there was a seaside market stretching along the entire span of the harbourfront.

The main part of the town, though, was situated on a big island not too far away from the harbour and had a few docks at various points around the island. Winter lived in a house near the south side of the big island, the high school was almost at the north end of that island.

It took Winter a bit over ten minutes to reach the Windy Bay High School, he locked his bike to a rack and wandered inside.

**********

Winter was right, he'd ended up with several text books and was informed that he would have gym for last class on Tuesdays and Fridays.
If he had gym class, he would wear male clothing. Every other school day, he'd be wearing his girl items unless he wasn't in the mood. Yeah, sometimes, even with no gym, he just wanted to be able to be scruffy sometimes just because he could.

He enjoyed being at school, he was pretty smart, not genius level but smart enough that the work wasn't difficult. He seriously enjoyed his science class which was biology, he was learning about all kinds of animals and plants and loved it almost as much as he loved math.

Whether he dressed male or female, school was pretty good for the first seven weeks. There had been comments here and there when he attended wearing girl's clothing, an occasional shove, but that was as far as it had gone until now. The two people that had given him the hardest time were both juniors, Blake Elworth from the football squad and James Denbow from the basketball team. On more than half a dozen occasions, either Blake or James had shoved him into a locker, their excuse each time being that they hadn't seen him there.

That all changed on Wednesday, October 12th.

**********

Winter arrived at school that fateful Wednesday wearing tight fitting girl's jeans, a girl's style denim shirt and his usual girl sneakers.

He was putting several items in his locker after a class when he was body slammed into the locker, then thrown over someone's shoulder and carried down the hallway. After turning down a side hall, he saw Blake unlock the door to the small gymnasium and they all entered.

It was at this point that he realized that he had been carried there by James, as James rudely dumped him on the floor, then kicked him. What James and Blake didn't know was that Patti Brandt, a cheerleader, had seen them hit him and run off with him and had followed them. Patti running behind them down the halls had attracted the attention of several other students who also followed to see what was happening.

As far as they knew, Blake and James had slipped into the room unseen. Blake sat on Winter's chest, pinned Winter's hands behind his head on the floor and used his legs to force Winter's legs to open a bit. James laughed, kicked Winter in the side, then leaned down and hissed, "So you like to wear girly clothes, huh? Only a faggot or a wannabe trans thingy would do that, maybe I should help you out?"

James then reached down, unbuttoned the top of the jeans, yanked the zipper down and started to pull the jeans down Winter's legs. Because Blake had his legs inside Winter's, Winter couldn't kick James or stop him, so he yelled out, "Heeeeelpppp! Help me!"

Patti and several others reached the door to the small gymnasium at this point. Patti quietly opened the door, John Powell, who was on the track team, held the door open as several kids pulled out phones and began snapping pictures. No one wanted to take on the two boys. Of the nine people standing in the doorway, only John was as tall as either Blake or James, but he was skinny, those two would tear him apart.

James laughed as he spoke to Blake, "Hold onto him so he can't move, I'm going to fix the little shit for good." Blake complied.

Neither of the two boys were paying attention to anything other than Winter, James yanked the jeans down, then Winter's panties. Blake lifted his legs long enough for James to unlace Winter's shoes, pull them off, followed by the jeans and panties, and toss them all off to one side.

Another boy, Bobby Frantz, ran down to the main gym and yelled for the coach. Coach Bryant looked up, saw a young male just about freaking out standing in the doorway; Bobby told him what was happening down the hall, and both ran back toward the small gymnasium.

Coach Patrick Bryant was a big man, he'd played football in high school himself, then he'd served four years in the Army in various parts of the Middle East. He'd returned a changed man, horrified by the atrocities of war, and he still had nightmares more than twenty years later.

Yeah, Bryant was a big man, standing 6'8" in stocking feet and weighing in at about 230 lbs. He and Bobby arrived at the open door of the small gymnasium just in time to see James stomp down as hard as he could on Winter's scrotal sac, crushing both testicles.

Bryant roared out, "You stupid shits!" as he plowed through the kids in the doorway, then grabbed both boys, one in each arm. He threw Blake over toward the nearest set of bleachers, then James, then turned and yelled out for someone to call 911.

An older girl, Leslie James, replied that she had taken basic first aid as a lifeguard for the last two years, then ran over to check Winter. She quickly determined that both testicles were beginning to swell, a quick check for other issues revealed only a bruise on Winter's left side.

Laverne Jackson, a senior, called 911, asking for police and ambulance, stating there had been an assault and a young male was injured; the 911 operator responded that both police and ambulance were on the way and would arrive within a few minutes.

Bryant glowered at Blake and James, "Just stay right the hell there. If either one of you moves, I'll beat the shit out of both of you."

Bryant spent the next few minutes talking to the kids in and around the doorway. This was when he found out there were pictures of what had happened taken by several of the students. He asked why none of them had stopped the two in there, and the responses that came back were that they would have gotten their butts kicked singly or as a group, Blake and James were two of the biggest guys in the whole school. It was quite well known that the boys on the football and basketball teams used their status to keep other students under their thumbs.

Bryant was not impressed. "All of you stood there and watched while they hurt young Winter in there. Even if one or two of you at once would be beaten off by those two boys, the whole bunch of you MIGHT have been able to stop what happened from becoming reality. You're damned lucky that you kids had those photos on your phones, otherwise all of you could have been held as accomplices."

The faces of the kids in front of him ranged from ashen white to a rancid green, it was obvious that Bryant's comments had struck home. Even though they hadn't struck Winter themselves, they had unwittingly aided the two boys by not acting to help Winter.

It took several minutes and a few kids running to the washrooms before they regained their equilibrium.

**********

Four police officers arrived, Bryant led them to the two boys and stood there while they were cuffed and Mirandized.

Just as the officers finished Mirandizing the boys, the paramedics arrived. They did a quick physical scan, determining that the only major issue was the damaged testicles, then asked for someone to put the discarded clothing in a bag so Winter would have it later. They carefully lifted Winter onto the stretcher, then covered him with a blanket, strapped him in and headed out, one of them carrying the bag of clothes.

One officer, when informed that there were lots of pictures of what had happened, went out to her car and returned a few minutes later with a laptop. She spent the next twenty minutes having various kids send her images, then she pasted them all into one document and saved it.

Some of the pictures were nice and clear, some were grainy, some were blurry, but all in all, what they showed was very, very clear. Officer Lisa Browne figured the two boys that had done this would be going down for a long, long time, especially if Judge Amy Dermott got the case.

Two of the officers grabbed Blake and James and pulled them out to their car, locking them into the back seat, then got into the front seats, closed the doors and drove off to the town's small police station and lock-up by the town hall, where the boys were placed in cells.

**********

The ambulance that Winter was in rushed across the island, headed to the town's only hospital. As usual when an emergency vehicle is using lights and siren, some idiots think they don't have to get out of the way and almost caused accidents at three different places.

When they screeched to a stop by the Emergency entrance of the hospital, the paramedics opened the back door, carefully lowered the stretcher to the ground, then rolled it in through the doors being held by a young woman with a child beside her.

Tanya-Louise Emerson, one of the two paramedics, informed the woman handling new patients at the entry point that they needed to have Winter be examined as fast as possible, then explained why. The woman, Rose Eliot, nodded and paged a doctor.

Five minutes later, after Winter had been placed in a private cubicle, the doctor, Shawn Carstairs, entered with a tall, somewhat plump middle-aged nurse beside him. A quick examination of the injured area showed the testicles were swelling quite rapidly.

Dr. Carstairs ordered an ultrasound, and Winter was taken to the medical imaging unit, then examined. The results were in Dr. Carstair's hands less than thirty minutes later, and they showed significant bleeding to both testicles which were still swelling.

By this point, each one was slightly smaller than a golf ball in size and the swelling showed no signs of slowing down.

Dr. Carstairs gave an order to have Winter's parents contacted. Winter supplied his home number and his dad's office number.

Shawn shook his head, looking down at the young male whose life was changing so very suddenly. "Winter, I'm going to be blunt, there isn't anything we can do to save your testicles, but we can't remove them until one or both of your parents give authorization to do so."

Winter nodded, he wasn't sure what to feel, but he now knew that he would have to decide how he would live afterward. Even though he was quite small compared to most of the other boys in the high school, he was strong willed and adaptable. He would survive.

Dr. Carstairs added, "I know you're in pain, but I'd rather not give you any painkillers before the operation takes place. To be honest, I don't like that you're obviously hurting, but the painkillers wouldn't have time to take effect, so it seems pointless to use them."

Winter nodded, "I'll manage, doc, you just make sure to do whatever is needed," as the constant pain showed on his fine features.

At that moment, a young nurse ran into the room and stated, "His mother will be here in ten minutes, Doctor," then turned and left the room.

**********

Sheila Jasmine Belmont entered the hospital, then asked where Winter was and was quickly directed to the cubicle.

She entered the cubicle a moment later, nearly running into the stretcher and enveloped Winter in a big hug. Dr. Carstairs spent the next few minutes explaining what had happened and that there was no choice but to remove the damaged testicles to prevent any further harm.

Sheila nodded, and when the form was brought by a nurse a few minutes later, she signed it, then hugged Winter again.

With the signature on the paper, Dr. Carstairs called in an anesthetist, who prepped Winter, then two nurses wheeled the stretcher down the halls to the operating theater. The anesthetist asked Winter to count down from ten, Winter barely managed to mumble, "Four".

**********

Just under three hours later, Winter was pulled along as two new nurses took him up to the recovery area. He was still unconscious.

Once Sheila knew that he was in recovery, she made her way up there and sat beside his bed, holding his hand, a few tears sliding down her long, elegant face as she watched her younger child. She had known almost from the start about Winter's trying on his sister's clothing, she had noticed that he was buying pieces of feminine clothing now and then, and had seen many of those pieces in the laundry.

She and her husband Daniel had had a serious talk about it in March of the previous year, eventually deciding to let Winter find his own path.

**********

Almost another hour had passed before Winter finally roused from the drug-induced sleep. He was glad to notice the pain was gone. A quick look around him showed his mom dozing in a chair she had pulled up close beside the bed, her hand resting on the bed near his own.

He used the call button, and had to wait for a few minutes before a nurse appeared.

"Could I please have some water, and what time is it?" He laughed as his stomach rumbled, "I'm hungry, too, as you can hear."

The nurse smiled at him, "I'll get you some water, it's just after 3 PM; dinner is at 5:30 or so, I can bring you a sandwich?"

Just as the nurse exited the room, another woman, this one wearing a doctor's lab coat, entered and walked over to the side of the bed. "Hello, Winter, I'm Dr. Savannah Manning, I'm a psychologist here and I want to talk with you about what happened today."

The nurse returned a few minutes later, handing Winter a thick turkey club sandwich, then left again to return to her duties.

**********

The next hour passed in quite conversation as Winter told her as much as he could remember of what had taken place. As they were beginning to wind down the discussion, Sheila woke up, then noticed the doctor and asked what she was doing there.

Dr. Manning quickly informed her, adding that she was there simply to assure the hospital that Winter would be fine.

Sheila was still somewhat upset, "You couldn't have woken me up to mention it to me? I'm not saying that I would have stopped you, but Winter isn't quite fifteen yet, and thus any medical decisions or treatments need to be run by either myself or my husband first."

The doctor replied, "I mentioned that to Winter, but he said that he was fine with it, that he wasn't being forced in any way."

Winter nodded, then hugged his mother as Sheila stood up, adding, "She just wanted to know what happened and how I felt about it, mom."

Sheila took a moment to look down at her sweet boy, then shrugged as she asked, "Will you need to see him again?"

Dr. Manning replied, "That would be up to him. If he wants to have some sessions with me, it could be arranged."

Winter thought for a moment, then looked up at the two women. "With my testicles gone, doctor, what is likely to happen to me?"

"That would depend on what we do," she replied. "There are three options available. Give you testosterone to help you grow as a male would, or estrogen so that you would develop as a girl, or neither of the two and watch you for a while to see what happens."

Winter blushed and lowered his head as he quietly stated, "Doc, I'm a bit odd, for not quite two years, I've been living sometimes as a male, sometimes as a girl. Heck, this whole business happened because I come to school two or three days a week dressed in female clothes. To be honest, I don't see myself as truly male or female, but somewhere in between, and I dress as one or the other depending on my mood."

Dr. Manning smiled, "That's quite the interesting statement. Perhaps you are genderfluid, presenting as either by your own choice."

Winter laughed, the laugh sounding quite close to being a giggle. "Yeah, doc, that describes me fairly well."

Sheila was quite surprised by the turn in the discussion, "And just how would you know about things like that, Winter?"

"Mom, when we went to Boston about two years ago, I ran into a MtF girl in the theater after the movie ended. You and dad had gone into a different theater to see an adult rated movie which ran about half an hour longer than ours, Shannon was nearby, and the girl and I found a quiet spot not far from the entrance where we could talk for a while. We chattered away until you came out and found us."

Sheila shook her head, she could remember that night quite well, but she had not known the other child was not a biological female.

Winter continued, not even noticing his mother's reaction, "Kelly Anne and I have talked many, many times since then. I spent some time looking on the internet, checking out transgender and transsexual sites that I could actually visit, and then found several more sites for other parts of the LGBTQAI spectrum, including two that featured people who identified as being genderfluid. I learned a lot on all of those sites.

"It was about twenty-one months ago that I first realized that I myself might be genderfluid, and that led to me going out and buying bits and pieces of female clothing, then going out to wander around our area while presenting as a female, at least clothing wise.

"That slowly expanded to the point where I decided about fourteen months or so ago that I would start going to school dressed as a male on days that I had gym classes, as a female on most days when I didn't have gym classes, and sometimes as a male on non-gym days if I was in that sort of mood. I couldn't see any reason to change what I was doing when I switched over to the high school this fall."

"You never gave me any hassle about how I presented at any time, so I realized that you were letting me do my own thing."

Winter opened his arms, and his mother stepped forward, the two hugging each other close for a moment as Dr. Manning watched.

Winter spoke again, "Mom, could I continue to see her for a while? I think she can help me to get past what happened today."

Sheila watched Winter for a moment, then nodded and gave her number to Dr. Manning, saying, "Call me to arrange an appointment."

Winter smiled, then turned to the doctor and asked, "Could we try that third option first, no hormones and see what happens?"

Dr. Manning nodded, then pulled a daily schedule book from her big purse, looked through it and made a notation in the book. She then turned to Sheila while filling out an appointment card, "I would like to see him a week from Friday at four PM.", then handed Sheila the card.

"As for you, Winter, you'll be staying overnight. If everything is fine tomorrow morning, you will be released. Take care of yourself."

Dr. Manning shoved the schedule book into her purse, then picked the purse up and walked out of the room.

**********

Amy Dermott was one of three judges in the small town, she and a second dealt with criminal matters, the third was a family court judge.

She entered the courtroom on the morning of Thursday, October 13th, then waited as the bailiff called the first case.

The next two hours passed slowly as she handled four different cases, two of the defence lawyers had slowed things down somewhat by being rather argumentative, and she was happy to finally have the second one like that be on his way out of the courtroom.

"The next case, Your Honour, is State vs. Elworth, B. and Denbow, J. The charges are assault and assault and battery, with hate crime additions due to the fact that they were making nasty comments about "fixing the freak" while they committed the assault."

Judge Dermott turned to the two boys sitting behind the defence table and asked for their pleas.

Blake responded, "Not guilty, the little shit deserved it with his dressing like some fairy and leading on all the guys in school."

James' reply was similar, "Not guilty, the little faggot needed to be straightened out, we did the school a favour., it can't fuck anyone now."

Judge Dermott shook her head, these kids were so sure of themselves, they had no idea at all as to what they were facing.

"You two are not too smart, making comments like that in my court. I'm adding a count each of committing a hate crime."

Blake hauled himself up from his chair, growling at her, "You can't do shit to us, bitch, my father will throw the case out."

"You are quite wrong in that respect, young man. I'm setting your next appearance for 9:00 AM on Friday, November 4th.

"Bailiff, please have these two escorted downstairs to be held until their bail is finalized. Speaking of which, I'm setting bail for each of you at $250,000. Any violation of the bail conditions will result in your being jailed until the trial takes place, which could be several months.

"I am also placing a restraining order on each of you to stay way from all locations where Winter Belmont might normally go."

Blake and James were led down to the cells, where they would wait until they would be transported to the Salem jail.

**********

Judge Dermott was just about to have the next case called when the courtroom doors swung open and a man that she wished she did not have to see sauntered into the room, acting as if the space and everyone in it should be giving him homage and obedience.

She sighed, then asked, "What brings you here, Mr. Elworth?"

One of the men behind Steven Lawrence Elworth spoke up, "I have an order here to have the case against Blake Elworth and James Denbow dismissed, Your Honour." He handed a piece of paper to the bailiff, who then passed it up to the judge.

She quickly read the order and noticed that it was signed by a judge from another county, one who was known for his lackadaisical attitude toward the job, being more concerned with how much he earned than with working to ensure justice would be done.

She laughed quietly to herself, then looked up at the courtroom and stated, "Denied. The attack in question was a hate crime, and there is nothing in this order that gives me any reason to believe that there is adequate reason to dismiss the case."

She then turned to Steve Elworth, stating, "Mr. Elworth, you may be the deputy mayor of this little town, but that does not give you the right to come into my court and blatantly obstruct justice by trying to force the dismissal of this case. Bailiff, detain him on charges of obstruction. You should also detain Mr. Johnathon Smith there as being an accessory to obstruction of justice. Take them away. Ten minute recess."

Steve Elworth yelled out as the bailiff walked over, "I'll get you for this, bitch!" He then tried to punch the bailiff.

The bailiff dodged the blow, then stepped behind Elworth, grabbed his arm, yanked it up behind his back and forced him down to the floor. A second bailiff entered the court upon hearing the commotion and was ordered to detain Mr. Smith.

Judge Dermott shook her head, then spoke again, "I'm adding a charge of uttering threats and attempted assault on an officer of the court to the charges against Mr. Elworth. Bail for Mr. Elworth is now $500,000, for Mr. Smith, $150,000. Any violation of bail conditions will result in their being held until trial. They are to return on Friday, November 4th at 10 AM. As I stated earlier, we will have a ten minute recess."

**********

While she was in her chambers, she placed a call to the district attorney of the neighbouring county where the dismissal order originated.

The call rang through three times, then was picked up. "Westford District Attorney's office, how may I help you?"

"This is Judge Amy Dermott from the Windy Bay courthouse in Essex County. I need to speak with the district attorney immediately."

"One moment, Your Honour."

She had to wait a couple of minutes before the call was answered again, "Pete Sampson, Westford District Attorney speaking, what's up?"

Judge Dermott quickly informed him of the attack, the initial court appearance, then the attempted dismissal of the case by the father of one of the attackers where she noticed the order had come from Middlesex, not Essex, the denial of the dismissal and what happened after that.

Pete Sampson listened intently, "So you're saying your deputy mayor came here where he could guarantee that someone would sign the order as he wanted it, then tried to use that order to intentionally have the case dismissed just because he thinks he's a big shot in your area?"

Judge Dermott replied, "That about sums it up. I need you to have Judge Alberto Canissio investigated, that order was completely unjustified. I don't know why your government hasn't dealt with him, I've been hearing about shady things he's done for at least ten years."

"I'll have someone assigned to check out the judge, I hope the kid that was attacked is okay, people doing shit like that is just plain wrong."

**********

The night in the hospital had been pretty quiet, Winter had been served dinner just after 5:30 PM, some sort of stew with a roll on the side. The meal had been okay, although it didn't compare to the stews his mother or older sister Shannon could make.

Shortly before 10 PM, after spending a few hours watching the TV, he fell asleep while watching the TV.

He slept fairly well for a few hours before he woke up screaming just after 3 AM.

A nurse rushed in, took some time to calm him down, then asked what had happened.

"You know I was attacked earlier?" She nodded, he continued, "I dreamed that they hurt me really badly, and that they raped me, too."

She shook her head, hugging the poor boy close for several minutes until he fell asleep again. She left and added a note in his file.

Winter woke up again just after 7 AM, the nightmare was only vague memories now. He relaxed until breakfast arrived, then worked his way through the oatmeal and cheap sausage patties before spending the next two hours or so watching the TV.

Just after 9:30 AM, Dr. Carstairs entered his room, did a quick physical examination of the injury, then stated Winter was free to go.

"Don't strain yourself, I'm recommending no sports or other heavy physical activities for at least four weeks, is that clear? That will include an order from me that you are not to participate in gym at your school during that time period."

"Yes, Doctor, thank you for helping me. I need to call my mom so she can pick me up here."

Dr. Carstairs smiled, ruffled Winter's hair and said, "You're a good kid, don't go looking for any more trouble, okay?", then left the room.

Sheila arrived just before 10 AM, having picked up the no gym order from the nurses desk, then they left the hospital.

She dropped him off at the school, saying, "Take it easy, okay?" then drove to her office and returned to her normal work schedule.

**********

Judge Dermott was in court when she heard about the bail revocations for the Elworths and James Denbow.

She had been too focused on her work to worry about whether the two boys or Steve Elworth would comply with their bail conditions, but it hadn't surprised her too much when she found out that all three had broken their bail less than a week after appearing in her court.

The two boys had somehow managed to get a case of beer and had gone joyriding in Blake's '68 Charger. Things had been fine until they were heading back into the town from the outskirts and had overcut a turn, slamming the mint condition car into a 300 year old oak tree.

They had been found passed out after the impact, open bottles of beer on the floor and four more six packs in the back seats.

When the boys became aware again, they found they had been locked up in two of the town's six jail cells under the small courthouse.

Steve Elworth had done something quite different. He had been raised to have an attitude of "do what you want, when you want, and don't let anyone stand in your way", an attitude he had passed on to his son and his son's best friend, James Denbow.

He had been moping in one of the town's two bars, the Blue Bull, only leaving when he found that he had run out of cash for further drinks.

He was standing on the sidewalk outside the bar at 7:30 PM when Winter walked by, heading home from a visit at a friend's place. Elworth was pissed, that little freak was ruining his son's life and James' just by putting his useless little self in their presence. He'd fix that right now.

Elworth stepped forward, grabbed Winter as he passed by him and punched Winter hard in the stomach three times. He then decided that he would ruin the little shit's life by beating him in the face until he would no longer be recognizable, while yelling threats and nasty slurs.

Steve Elworth did manage to hit Winter three more times, the first breaking the child's nose, the second resulting in what would be a rather prominent black eye and the third shattering the left side of Winter's jaw. He was about to hit him again when the tables turned.

One of the small town's half dozen policemen had been walking down the nearest cross street, then looked along both ways as he was about to cross and saw Elworth grab Winter and start hitting him. The policeman reached them as Elworth was hitting the boy in the face.

The officer, one John Arthurs, pulled his baton and cracked it hard against the back of Elworth's left knee. As Elworth's knee collapsed and he started to fall, the officer hit him again with the baton, this time just under the right elbow, breaking Elworth's lower arm in two places.

It only took a moment for the officer to put his baton away and cuff Steve Elworth, he then stated that he was arresting him for assaulting a minor, assault and battery, uttering death threats and committing a hate crime thanks to the remarks he had overheard. He made sure that he Mirandized Steve Elworth before calling for an ambulance and requesting guards to watch the prisoner in the hospital.

He then took a moment to examine the injuries Winter had taken, and called for another ambulance. He stayed by Winter, pulling the child up onto his lap and holding him in a loose hug, telling Winter that he would be make sure that he would be okay.

The two ambulances arrived, Elworth was shoved onto the stretcher in one of them, while Winter was carefully loaded on another stretcher, then placed in the second ambulance. Both ambulances headed to the hospital, stopping in front of the Emergency entrance.

As Winter was being taken into the hospital, John Arthurs arrived, having used one of the town's two police cars to get there promptly. John Arthurs stated that Winter was to be given any and all care that could be provided, and that once Elworth's injuries had been treated, he was to be taken to the cells under the courthouse where he would be joining his son Blake and Blake's friend James for the night.

**********

The only serious injury for Steve Elworth was the broken arm, the arm was set and a plaster cast put on it. Since he was known to be violent, having been caught in the act of committing assault, the cuffs stayed on and a second set was used to secure him to the stretcher.

Two officers from another town nearby had heard the call for help from John Arthurs and showed up at the hospital to guard Elworth.

Once he had been treated, they took him out of the hospital and locked him up for the night in the courthouse cells.

That was when Steve Elworth discovered that his son and James were also in the cells. He wondered what had happened.

**********

Winter had to undergo a series of tests to determine the extent of the damage to his nose and jaw. The process was slow, but it turned out he was lucky, neither of the breaks was serious, both could be fixed fairly easily, although his jaw would have to be wired shut for a while.

Once the breaks had been repaired and his jaw wired shut, he was given pain meds through the IV and a light sedative.

Winter had not been carrying his ID with him, so it took the hospital a while before they were able to contact his parents.

**********

Sheila and Daniel Belmont showed up at the hospital just after 11 PM that night, asking where they could find Winter.

Dr. Carstairs had been working a double shift that day, so he ended up talking with them and then took them up to Winter's room.

"We had no idea where to find you, Mr. and Mrs. Belmont, so we went ahead and fixed the injuries that Winter received. Due to the one injury being to the jaw, we felt it would be better to keep the jaw as still as possible for the next six weeks to heal, hence wiring it shut. Winter will need to stick to liquids or very soft foods during that time. The nose injury was easy to fix, the shiner will clear up in a week or two."

Dr. Carstairs showed them into Winter's room, coincidentally the same room he had been in just a week earlier.

**********

Sheila Belmont grabbed the lone chair in the room, pulled it close to the bed, then sat down and grabbed Winter's hand in her own.

Daniel Belmont sighed, looking down at his boy, then leaned against the side of the bed not far from the foot.

Both of them watched Winter for about an hour, finally being shooed out of the room by a nurse as a clock struck midnight.

They had been informed that Winter would stay in the hospital for several days and said they would drop by the next afternoon.

**********

Winter woke up for a little while just before 2 AM, setting off an activity alarm at the nurses station.

A nurse appeared in the room a minute or two later, asking if he needed anything. He pointed at a cup on the bed table, implying water.

She nodded and returned a couple of minutes later with a fresh cup a jug of water and a straw, leaving them on the bed table.

Winter filled the cup and used the straw to carefully drink the water. It wasn't fun or easy, but he could manage.

He hit the call button again about fifteen minutes later, then used a note pad nearby to let her know he needed pain meds.

She nodded, left the room, then returned about ten minutes later, using a syringe to add the pain meds to his IV set-up.

The meds started to kick in about half an hour later and he drifted off, sleeping until the nurses woke him for his breakfast at 7:30 AM.

The meal wasn't much, cream of wheat and jello, both looked like they had been run through a blender, perhaps they had been.

Another dose of the pain meds around mid-morning and he dozed off again, waking up about half an hour before lunch was due to arrive.

Lunch wasn't much better than breakfast, a large bowl of broth style soup and some more jello that looked like the one he had that morning.

He wasn't tired now, he'd slept more than usual, so he laid there quietly watching various TV shows, none of which really interested him.

**********

His parents showed up at the hospital just after 5:30 PM, as supper was being served, more broth, apple sauce and jello.

He'd been given the pain meds about an hour earlier, he was slightly tired but happy to see his parents.

They visited until the hospital's visiting hours ended at 9 PM, but assure him they would be there the next afternoon.

**********

The county jail system didn't pick up Blake Elworth, James Denbow or Steve Elworth until 4:15 the day that their bails were revoked.

They had gone in front of a different judge this Thursday morning, Samovar Indroja, he was the second criminal court judge in the town.

The new charges were read, their bail was revoked, and they were taken back down to the cells to await transfer to Salem.

The old converted bus used for jail transfers arrived at 4:15 PM, and the three were on their way to the county lock-up near Salem.

**********

Winter coped with the food and the boredom during his stay in the hospital, finally being released on Sunday, October 23 at 10:30 AM.

He might have missed the appointment with Dr. Manning, but she had been informed and had come to the hospital to see him.

It had been a bit harder to communicate, as he wasn't allowed to talk, so he was dependent on the pencil and notepad to "speak".

**********

The next ten days or so passed by fairly quickly, he wasn't needing the pain meds much now, so he was able to focus decently while in classes. The only issue was that he had to use the note pad to communicate, but the teachers understood and went easy on him.

November 4th finally arrived, he would rather be in school, but he needed to be in court as the victim of the Elworth/Denbow case.

Sheila had arranged for a day off and made sure he looked decent before they headed to the courthouse that morning.

At the "All rise", they stood up and watched as Judge Dermott entered the courtroom.

"First case, Your Honour, is State vs. Elworth, B. and Denbow, J., charges are assault and assault and battery, with hate crime additions due to the fact that they were making nasty comments about "fixing the freak" while they committed the assault. They were also charged with another count each of committing a hate crime after their inappropriate remarks at their first appearance. Furthermore, Your Honour, as a side issue to this case, both were arrested again on Wednesday, October 19 after joyriding and smashing young Blake's car into the old oak on the edge of the town common, the charges then being drunk driving and breaking their bail conditions, i.e., no drinking."

Thank you." She nodded to the assistant district attorney at the prosecution table, saying, "You may present your case."

Over the next forty-five minutes, all of the students that had witnessed the attack testified before the court that they had seen what had happened, each of them also saying they had not interfered because they were extremely afraid of the two defendants.

The photos that had been taken by each of them were presented as evidence, the clearest pictures being rather damning.

Coach Bryant was called and gave his evidence that he had arrived just after the actual injury occurred, and that he had pretty much thrown the two boys over to the bleachers against the side wall of the small gymnasium, watching them closely until the police arrived.

The four police officers testified next, giving their evidence of the arrests, with Officer Browne showing her logs of the photos.

Once the officers evidence had been presented, the prosecution stated that they were finished.

Judge Dermott turned to the defence lawyer, asking if they had any actual evidence to refute what had been shown to the court.

The defence stated they did not, and after several sessions with the two boys over the last three weeks, he felt there was no possibility of their ever feeling remorse for what they had done, as he had heard them state many times that they "should have killed the freak".

Jude Dermott shook her head; thanks to their stupidity, she had sufficient reason to give them the maximum sentences allowed.

"You two have lived under the impression that you could do what you wanted to others and nothing would be done about it. That ends now.

"Blake Elworth, you are sentenced to 2.5 years on the count of assault, another 2.5 years for the assault and battery, plus three years each for the seven known hate crime remarks you made during the assault and in this courtroom on October 13th of this year.

"Furthermore, these sentences shall run consecutively, with parole not allowed for at least thirteen years."

She then turned and looked down at James Denbow.

"James Denbow, you are sentenced to 2.5 years on the count of assault, another 2.5 years for the assault and battery, plus three years each for the five known hate crime remarks you made during the assault and in this courtroom on October 13th of this year.

Furthermore, these sentences shall run consecutively, with parole not allowed for at least ten years.

Bailiff, remove them from the court. I'll take a ten minute recess before the next case."

**********

It was nearly 10:30 AM by the time the court was ready to hear the case against Steven Lawrence Elworth.

Judge Dermott entered the court, took her seat on the bench and waited for the bailiff to present the case.

"Your Honour, this case is the State vs. Steven Lawrence Elworth, the charges being obstruction of justice by using a judge from another county in an attempt to improperly dismiss a valid case against his son Blake and Blake's best friend James Denbow.

"Furthermore, Your Honour, Mr. Elworth violated his bail conditions by directly attacking the victim of the case against the two boys mentioned above, inflicting severe bruising upon Winter Belmont's abdomen, plus two cracked ribs, a broken nose, a broken jaw and a black eye.

"While he was beating the child, Your Honour, he was heard by at least five witnesses to make comments of a hate based nature against Winter, one of those witnesses being the officer who arrested Mr. Elworth moments later after putting him down by using his baton.

"Winter spent that night in the hospital having his nose realigned, his lower ribs wrapped, and his jaw realigned, then wired shut. Winter will likely recover over the next four to six weeks, but the hatred from this man, his son and his son's friend may bring him lifelong hurt.

The next thirty minutes passed as the prosecution presented their evidence for all the charges, the court order which she herself had denied, plus photographic evidence of the bruising and other physical damage arising from his assault on Winter Belmont.

Once again, the defence could find no way to refute the evidence. The assault was a huge mistake on Elworth's part.

"Mr. Elworth, if you had only stuck with the obstruction of justice charge, you might have gotten off with no actual jail time. But you took it into your own mind to have your retribution against Winter Belmont by physically attacking him outside the Blue Bull on October 19th.

For the assault, I'm sentencing you to 2.5 years. For the assault and battery, another 2.5 years. For the attempted assault on the bailiff of this court, another 2 years. For uttering threats against my person, five years. For the nine instances of hate remarks you were heard to spew as you assaulted young Winter Belmont, three years each for a total of another twenty-seven years.

"Furthermore, these sentences shall run consecutively, with parole not allowed for at least twenty years. Remove him from my court."

The case against Johnathon Smith took only a moment, he ended up getting 200 hours of community service and a suspended sentence.

**********

Life settled down for Winter after the court cases were finished.

School was a bit rough, due to not being able to speak, but he managed to cope by continuing to use the pen and notebook as needed.

The removal of the wiring on his jaw was delayed for a week, with it finally being removed in the second week of December.

He'd gained a few pounds, mostly around his hips and butt and a bit on his chest. He had been seeing Dr. Manning every two weeks after her visit in the hospital in mid-October, and was quite happy when he was finally able to speak with her normally again.

Winter still dressed as he wished, sometimes male, sometimes female depending on his mood.

He saw Dr. Manning again a few days before Christmas, when he asked if he could run something by her. He then spent several minutes outlining his thoughts about going to various schools around the state and talking about how hate crimes affect people.

He specifically stated that he would use his own case as an example, his was different enough to prove the intended point.

She listened and thought it could be a good thing, then said he'd need his parents' approval as well as the town's.

**********

Near the end of January, Winter received approval from the town, he would use these trips for bonus marks in his Social studies class.

As both of Winter's parents worked at jobs they'd held for most of his life, he needed someone else to be with him. John Arthurs had attended the council meeting the night before and had informed the council that he would go with Winter if neither of his parents could do so.

With a prospective guardian for Winter in place, Winter was off and running.

He spent at least one day a week for the rest of the school year travelling to various towns and cities across the state. Two of those places were the towns of Westhill, which was near Leominster, and Winnisimmet, a few miles outside of Boston.

In each place, he would spend an an hour or so at one school, then move on to another school in the area.

His talks were well attended, even though attendance was not compulsory, and many people were surprised when he stated that he was not transgender or transsexual, nor was he gay or intersexed. No, he was someone who identified as being genderfluid.

**********

Winter completely avoided taking hormones over the next several years, he didn't feel they were necessary.

His body continued to produce small amounts of estrogen, which caused his butt, hips and chest to grow. The process was quite slow but steady; by the time Winter celebrated his 21st birthday, he had a figure that had filled out to 34C - 26 - 36.

He never changed his name, and continued to live as he had done for several years, depending on his mood at the time.

Workday Woes

Author: 

  • crazypagangurl

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Verse, Poetry, Lyric

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Transitioning

Character Age: 

  • College / Twenties
  • Mature / Thirty+

TG Elements: 

  • Christmas

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

Dot made an idle comment while chatting tonight, and this silly little bit of verse was the result.

"SPLAT!" goes the body clock.
It's time to roll and rock.
I'd rather stay in bed
And calm my aching head
But life won't let me go,
Such misery I know!

Woe betide the slimeball
Pinning me to this wall.
When I regain my feet,
I'll drive a rocking beat
On the son of a bitch,
Dump him in a deep ditch,
Smother with dirty oil,
Then cover him with soil,
Leave him in the dark ground
Where bugs and worms abound.

Oh! What a crazy dream!
Things are not what they seem.
Office work is a bore,
I need to close that door!
Another Christmas song,
Can something else go wrong?
Oh, dear, I jinxed myself,
Cup falling from a shelf
Hits the floor with a smash.
The colours here all clash,
Grey, pink, green, blue, yellow;
Everyone is mellow
Except for poor old me.
Ah, I need to be free.

The day at last winds down,
I leave there with a frown.
I need a better job,
At home, I'm just a slob.
No cares or worries there,
Time to let down my hair.

That dress in the closet,
I got it from Wozzit,
It's sleek, pretty and pink,
Another missing link
In this sad, lonely life
Filled with worries and strife.
It slides on nice and soft,
Sending my hopes aloft
That one day I may be
A woman, and truly free.


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