This is my sequel to Alicia’s Summer Vacation. I read the story the first time around 1999 and I was horrified at how the story ended. The way it ended left me with a very sour taste in my mouth, because he was a child and the extent of the utter betrayal by those who should have loved him. I been thinking about how to write an ending for around 5 years and this is my feeble attempt.
This is my sequel to Alicia’s Summer Vacation. I read the story the first time around 1999 and I was horrified at how the story ended. The way it ended left me with a very sour taste in my mouth, because he was a child and the extent of the utter betrayal by those who should have loved him. I been thinking about how to write an ending for around 5 years and this is my feeble attempt.
By Christine
Alicia Peterson sat at her desk in the back row, as she always did every day. The teacher noted that she always always sat in the back row and tried very hard not to attract attention. She had a terrible shyness. There was something about her that disturbed him. Some students were shy but she was extreme.
The sixteen-year-old girl was sitting at her desk trying hard to pay attention to what the teacher was saying. Two above average size breasts held up her bright pink blazer. A red and white skirt hung just above her knees. Her shoes were black tennis shoes and pink socks that went up midway to her knees. Four bracelets were on one of her wrists and earrings on both ears. She was a very attractive girl, long brown hair hung down midway across her back in gentle waves. Her hair was parted in the middle so she didn’t have any bangs. Her body looked very small compared to other girls her age.
But lately, she was becoming a lot sicker. She had felt sick over the past year. She couldn’t eat much and always felt tired. It had become hard to concentrate on a task. She felt like she was going to vomit all the time now. Today it was worse than ever. She noticed her face had taken on a yellowish hue when it was normally dark olive.
The teacher asked her every day if she wanted to go home, but she wanted to be anywhere but home. That was her big secret she didn’t want anyone else to know about. She felt so ashamed, some times suicidal.
Around forty minutes into class, it happened all at once. A loud crash sounded though the classroom as she fell to the floor. She had just collapsed. Before she passed out, she heard a faint shout as the teacher called for the nurse.
“Two weeks. You are damn lucky to be alive. Most people I have known that’s been in your stage don’t come out of the coma alive. You are very sick, Alicia. Do you mind telling me why you haven’t been to a doctor till now and how long you have taking female hormones?”
“Four years and why, that’s complicated. Lets just say I have not been let out much and leave it at that. Where is my brother?”
Alicia noticed a frown came across his mans face. “He isn’t an issue anymore. A lot has happened in the last two weeks. I will update you. Because of your chronic condition, and the lack of medical care. Child services deemed it necessary to remove his guardianship. That means you’re in the custody of the state now. There are two officers that want to talk to you after I leave.”
She took all of that in and he swore he saw her smile ever so slightly. Then she asked, “Doctor, what’s wrong with me?”
“You have a very advanced case of liver failure, young lady. I know you are not a biological girl, but you really should have been under a doctor’s care while taking that medication to transform yourself to Alicia. You should have had blood work done every two months. Why weren’t you seeing a doctor regularly?”
She thought a while and said finely, “I guess it cant hurt now. I didn’t want to be Alicia. My sister and my brothers’ wife chose this for me. I didn’t get a choice.”
He backed away totally aghast. “What! How is that possible? Why did you take the medication and live as a girl for this long willingly?”
She started crying, “Because when I resisted, they beat me.” She didn’t say anything else. She hid her face from him and bust into tears.
If she could have seen his face, she would have seen a horrified look spread over his face.
He simply turned and walked out of the door. Outside of the hospital room, there were two plain clothed officers. He said, “Officer Roberts. I really don’t know what this girl has been though, but what I was able to get. She has been very traumatized and abused. Go lightly on her.”
She looked at him and asked, “What did she say to you?”
“She said she never wanted the change. Her brother’s girlfriend forced the change on her. When she resisted, she was beaten. She also said they never let her out. I guess forcing that kind of change on her they didn’t want any risks.”
“Oh god, doctor. The only risk was she could die. I don’t know what goes though people’s minds when they hurt children.” Jessica's eyes flared up in anger. She heard Alicia crying in the hospital room and decided it wasn’t the best time to ask her difficult questions.
Jessica had been an officer of the law for 10 years. She moved up though the ranks quickly and proved herself equal to the men on the force. She had one problem; she threw herself into the case totally. Especially when it came to abuse of children. She worked hard on her body to keep it strong and in shape. As a result, Jessica could outperform most men do to her expertise in martial arts. That didn’t mean she was unattractive. Quite opposite. She had a stunning figure at five foot 5 with her long black hair down to the middle of her back. Her skin was beautiful and her figure was quite trim. She was wearing brown slacks and a matching overcoat sitting in a chair beside Alicia in her room.
Alicia was just looking at the other woman silently. She didn’t trust this woman at all. For most of her life she can remember, women abused and hurt her. Starting with her sister Kathy. She didn’t understand why Kathy hated her with such venom but safe to say, she did. Her fear of her sister was paralyzing to the point she didn’t want to upset her even when she wasn’t there. If she said something wrong about Kathy, she was sure Kathy would find out and she’d get hurt again.
“Please, don’t hurt me ma’am.” Alicia’s voice was trembling as she scooted back in her hospital bed.
The young woman’s face was full of compassion and sadness as she looked over Alicia. Her heart broke as she looked at the trembling body of this young girl. ‘What did her family do to her’?
“Alicia, I am a officer of the Special Victims Unit of the LAPD. I wont ever hurt you. My name is Jessica Robert and I am here to help sort this out. I have been appointed as your guardian, Alicia. Can you tell me what your family did to you?”
Alicia said softly, “ No ma’am. I am not allowed to talk about that.”
Jessica pressed her lips together. She said, “You…are…not…allowed?” emphasizing each word strongly. “And who doesn’t allow you?”
Her face was full of fear. She didn’t speak for a long time. Then she said, “Please don’t ask me questions. It angers Mistress Katherine.”
‘Katherine. That is her sister, what is this,’ Jessica thought to herself “Mistress Katherine, why do you refer to your sister as mistress?”
“She was in charge of me Officer Roberts. My brother appointed her as my mistress, “Alicia said.
“Were you a slave,” asked Jennifer in a horrified voice.
Alicia has started crying again. Tears were streaming down Alicia’s face. Clearly Alicia wasn’t going to say anything else. Jessica stood up and moved to stroke Alicia’s hair gently to show she cared. Alicia shrank back and wailed, “Please Ma’am don’t hit me. Im sorry im sorry!“
This was so irritating. Jessica cursed herself silently and pulled her hand back quickly. Jessica was the one sorry Alicia’s fearful demeanor combined with her reluctance to talk about her home life indicated quite severe trauma. Her heart cried out for poor Alicia. She just had to find out what the hell happened to the girl.
It was clear she wasn’t going to get anything more out of Alicia. Walking out of the room, Jessica told her partner, “This is one of the worst cases I ever been involved in. This girl has gone though hell. I don’t know what the hell those monsters did to her but I need to find out.”
She had, at first wanted to take care of Alicia. She still wanted to but now with this info she wanted to make the people that hurt her pay. She needed more information about exactly what took place, who had been involved and some specific events.
This is my sequel to Alicia’s Summer Vacation. I read the story the first time around 1999 and I was horrified at how the story ended. The way it ended left me with a very sour taste in my mouth, because he was a child and the extent of the utter betrayal by those who should have loved him. I been thinking about how to write an ending for around 5 years and this is my feeble attempt.
The blonde started the discussion. “Mr. Thomas Ridly? I am Jessica Roberts and this is my partner, Melanie Wake of the Special Victims unit of the Los Angeles Police Department. Your student Alicia Peterson the young lady that collapsed during the middle of class a few weeks ago.
When he nodded, she continued, “We need the scoop about life at home. We have reason to believe she was abused by her own family.”
Jessica could almost see relief flooding into him. He slumped and said, “Yes, So do I. Its feel 4 years but its about time one of you troopers come. I will be happy to enlighten you. This may take a while, so if you’ll wait till I find someone to watch my class, we can go talk in my office.”
Within 5 minutes another man strode into the class and they headed off. His office was rather plain and as he sat at his desk, he invited the two officers to take the seats in front of him.
This time, he started the conversation, “Now that we have more time. I’d like to thank you for taking an interest in Alicia. I cared for the girl a lot, but she was unlike any other girl I’ve ever seen.”
Melanie spoke up, “Yes? How was she different?”
“Well Officer Melonie, Alicia was so terribly shy. She appeared afraid, almost terrified every second of the day. That is why I think she was abused. My class is in the mornings but on Thursday my class is at the end of the day. I noticed she dreaded going home. She stayed with me as long as she could till her bitch sister Kathy took her by the hand and pulled her away.”
Jessica spoke this time, “Mr. Thomas, did she ever tell you want went on at home?”
“I am sorry to say no. I tried hard to get her to say something to me but she seemed afraid to say a thing. But I can tell you; she had a complete petrifying terror of her sister. And having had her sister in a few of my classes, I can say she was the bitch from hell. I just hated her.”
“Jessica asked, “Why?”
“Because she was terribly self centered, totally rude, mean spirited, and vindictive.”
Melanie asked, “Can you give me some examples of this?”
“Sure. One day last year, I had to fail her on her midterm exam. She truly flunked it. But she stormed into my office ranting at me about how I’m being sexist and unfair. She grabbed me by the collar and almost knocked my lights out until security came in and pulled her away. There was another incident 2 weeks ago when another student had the gall to tell her that she wasn’t very attractive that day. Kathy took the boy Kevin, pulled his arm nearly out of joint and he had to go to the hospital. She’s lucky we could convince the boy’s parents to keep it within the school. ”
Melanie was writing it all down and asked, “Wow. From what Alicia told us so far, I agree with you. So what else can you tell me about her or her family?”
“Alicia was born Allen Joseph Peterson,” he let that hang in the air for a second. “She’s attended this school since she was 12. She’s never advanced a grade because her grades always stank. When she first came here 4 years ago she was terribly depressed. Of course her parents had just passed away a few months before that, but it was more than that. I’d say she was almost suicidal. “
Jessica just listened as Melanie wrote it down
“Her guardian was her brother Ron, who was then and he still is the biggest ass I ever met. He had this horrible girlfriend at the time, Sandra. A big tall woman, busty blonde. She was a total bitch and a kinky dominatrix. The one time she came to the school to pick Alicia up from school, she wore a leather black miniskirt and a strappy tight, very snug top, and some lacy black boots. She had that totally domineering air about her. I felt completely intimidated by her. I can just imagine how Alicia felt living with such a woman in her house. “
After he finished, Melanie asked, “So if you had very good reasons to suspect mistreatment, why didn’t you report any of them to the police or to Child welfare?”
“Because our principal Rachael Kendal expressly forbid us to get involved in Alicia’s home life. Principal Kendal told us never to report anything we said to the authorities. She said that Alicia’s family and Alicia was her concern alone. This job is my life and I wasn’t willing to threaten it”
“Why did Kendal forbid you to go to Child Welfare?” Jessica asked.
“Because she knew her family. Kathy and Sandra were her friends. I’m afraid that is all I can tell you officers.”
They both stood up and Jessica said, “Thank you. If you can think of anything more, here’s my card.” He took it and the two officers strode out the door.
~~~~*~~~~
10 AM. Principal’s office of Our Lady of Grace private school
The dark room had a foreboding feeling inside it. A flogger and a riding crop hung on the wall across from Jessica as the two officers sat across from the principal. Jessica eyed the woman sitting at her desk across from them. She thought with humor, how this woman’s attire was totally inappropriate for a school principal. She wore shiny black lather pants that look like they were painted on her legs, with a heavy belt, and a blue bustier looking top that fit snugly snug around her chest. She was a heavily built woman with a black bun behind her head.
She was glaring at them with evil intent. Jessica’s emerald eyes met the other woman’s look with her own as she opened the discussion. “Principal Rachael Kendal? I am Detective Jessica Roberts and this is my partner, Melanie Wake. We are in the Special Victims Unit of the LAPD.”
“And I am principal Rachael Kendal. Let’s move this along’ shall we and get it over with. I have other matters that need my attention,“ Rachael broke in, interrupting the officer.
Jessica wasn’t flustered at all, “We are going to take as much time as we need to. We need answers, Miss Kendal and we can do the questioning here or in the station. But we will get to the bottom of this situation.”
“You’re here about Alicia, aren’t you? I’m not stupid. She collapsed in class, and now you’re wondering if we are to blame, right?”
Jessica smiled, “No I think I have a very good idea who is to blame. A very serious matter has been brought to our attention that leads us to believe Alicia was abused. She collapsed because she was poisoned. What we need from you, Rachael, is information about her family.”
“I regret to disappoint you officers, but I can’t simply give out private information about my student or the students family’s to just anyone that comes in.“
“I guess that means you want to do this the hard way.” Jessica said. “If that is how you want to play this, we can call down to the courthouse and get a warrant to search all though all of the files here. We can shut down the school for a few days and question every child and teacher that ever had any contact with Alicia Peterson. Is that what we need to do?”
Jessica opened a cell phone, and Rachael shouted, “Ok fine, I will tell you just about Alicia and her family?”
“You will find cooperating with us makes things a lot simpler. Then we will be out of your hair. Tell me about Alicia. We heard she was being abused. Tell us who abused her,” Jessica closed the cell phone and smiled at Rachael.
Rachael’s forehead went down as she thought. Then she said, “Kathy was the main one that abused Alicia, but Donna also played a big part in hurting the girl.“
“I’m sorry, Donna?” Melanie asked.
“Who is Donna?” Jessica repeated.
“Ooh, Donna is a character. She is a very hard woman, a lot like I am actually.”
Melanie snorted, “Oh god, that’s just wonderful.”
She ignored the insult and continued, “Donna is a professional governess Alicia’s brother Ron hired to run the Peterson household. One day, when Alicia was twelve, and still Allen, he got the drop on Kathy as she was trying to train him to be a submissive slave girl. He beat Kathy, and Ron realized he couldn’t keep them two under control, so he hired some help. Enter Donna. She fixed Alicia’s bad attitude after that. Donna trained Alicia to be a sweet little slave girl. She trained Alicia in all aspects of female mannerisms. She trained Alicia to be a housemaid.”
Jessica gasped in horror, “Gawd, are you telling me Alicia was the family’s slave girl?”
Rachael said happily, “Yep, they trained the little bastard to be their sweet little maid. I spoke to Alicia’s brother and his wife Sandra only a few times about Alicia. I visited the place two times. Alicia was wearing padded wrist cuffs, ankle straps with a one-foot chain. A collar around her neck with a leash and a satin maid’s minidress. She was really quite cute and submissive. Donna really handled Alicia well, he was a very cute slave girl.”
Jessica and Melanie were horrified at such mistreatment of a young child and even more horrified that Rachael was pleased over the results. Jessica though this woman wasn’t even a woman. Rachael had become a sadistic inhuman creature in Jessica’s mind. Rachael was just pure slime.
Jessica stood up and took pulled out her handcuffs. She said formally, “Rachael Kendall, you are under arrest. You have the right to remain silent. Anything you say can and will be used against you in a court of law. You have the right to speak to an attorney, and to have an attorney present during any questioning. If you cannot afford a lawyer, one will be provided for you at government expense. Do you understand your rights Rachael?”
She snapped the cuffs on Rachael’s wrists and the two officers took Rachael out of the office in her handcuffs. The surprised students and teachers watched in amazement as she was taken out of the school into the police cruiser.
She was taken to the station and booked for failure to report suspected abuse of a child.
“Melanie, I think it is time we visited the Petersons. I am going to get Ron and Sandra Peterson. We will interview them at the station. I’ll grill their ass. “
Melanie rarely saw her partner like this. Jessica’s nostrils were flaring and she had an enraged look in her eyes.
Ron was a 26 year old stocky barrow chested guy. He played athletics in collage and high school. His short trimmed marine style haircut and strong thick arms detoured people from giving him too much trouble. He was Alicia’s brother and when their parents passed away he was placed in charge of the Peterson household.
Ron was visibly trembling. He figured when Alicia went into a coma in the middle of class that there would be problems. Two angry looking officers met him at his house. They hand cuffed his wife and him, loaded them into a police cruiser and drove away. The officer was making comments about him in handcuffs the whole way to the station. Like, “You have a lot of experience with handcuffs don’t you Ron. Putting your family members in cuffs. ” Or they said, “Those cuffs look good on you Ron. You should get used to the feel.”
The officer locked him in the interrogation room three hours before the same two female officers came back in.
The two officers sat down in front of Ron and stated, “Ron Patrick Peterson. Before we begin questions, I am bound to inform you of your rights. You have the right to remain silent. Anything you say can and will be used against you in a court of law. You have the right to speak to an attorney, and to have an attorney present during any questioning. If you cannot afford a lawyer, one will be provided for you at government expense. Do you understand Ron?”
He had a strong suspicion that this was over his sister Alicia. He didn’t understand what the problem was. Allen was clearly a faggot. He nodded to the officers and asked, “Is this over Alicia?”
She just smiled and he plowed on, “Well Alicia was born as Allen. He was a pathetic boy. What’s all of this fuss over?”
Melanie bolted up from the chair, got over in Ron’s face and snarled, “This fuss, as you call it, is because Alicia nearly died, you slime ball. “
Jessica said soothingly, “Take it easy Melanie. We all know he’s a slime ball and his wife is rolling over on him. He’s going down state for a very long time. “
His face lost all of its blood and turned ghostly white, “What. I didn’t do anything wrong.”
“Now Ron we know you're just a stupid jock but you cant be that stupid. Alicia was poisoned by an overdose of the estrogen you and your wife were feeding him. We also hear he was beaten a lot too. Now, you know all of that is very serious abuse, the states attorney will take extremely seriously. “ Jessica let that hang in the air as Ron seemingly lost his voice. “Now if you tell us your side of the story we might be able to convince the states attorney to take it easy on you but if not, your going away for life. “
“We kept catching him wearing Kathy’s clothes, It was his idea, not ours.” He stated meekly.
“Ron, you’re not helping yourself by lying to us. If you want us to help you, you need to help us. Who fed Alicia hormones that caused her to almost die. Sandra told us you beat Alicia. She tells us it was your idea to turn her into the families slave girl. This is your chance to come clean and tell us what really happened before we go to the states attorney and tell him it was all you.”
He said,” we all were happy except for Allen. He always got into fights with Kathy and he kept getting in the way of me and Sandra. I had nothing to do with it, Kathy and Sandra did it all. I stayed out of there way.
“Whose idea was the estrogen?”
“It was Sandra’s. She purchased it. “
“Yeah well, if it was them and you weren’t there. You sure didn’t do anything to stop it. I bet she used your money didn’t she? That makes you still culpable. Tell us more, Ron.”
“Sandra hated Alicia. Them two didn’t get along. I hired Donna to make the fighting stop.”
“Ok that’s very good. Now tell me about Kathy. What did she do with Alicia?”
“It was Sandra’s idea. Kathy just liked hurting Alicia. Now I’m not saying anymore without my lawyer.”
Which pretty much ended the discussion.
After talking with her supervisor, they had to let him go for the time being.
Within a few minutes they were standing in front of Sandra. Jessica started the questioning, “So Sandra Peterson I must inform you. You have the right to remain silent. Anything you say can and will be used against you in a court of law. You have the right to speak to an attorney, and to have an attorney present during any questioning. If you cannot afford a lawyer, one will be provided for you at government expense. “
Sandra was sitting at the table wondering if she was in trouble or not. She never had much trouble because of her looks. She had a beautiful fit body. Her blonde hair flowed down her back in gentle waves. She was tall for most women, over 6 foot tall and what Ron loved best was her breasts. She had DD cups. She married Ron and helped Ron with his family.
“Yes officer.” Sandra said. “I want you to know we never hurt Alicia.”
Jessica snorted, “And I want you to know that we know you’re a lying bitch.”
Sandra never had been spoken that way before and she was shocked. “How dare you speak to me that way?”
“I can speak any way I want Sandra. I am not your sweet little slave girl. We know you hired Donna. We know you and Kathy beat Alicia day and night without mercy. We know you had her enslaved and forced to become the household maid! And you forced her to take hormones which damn near killed her. Your going away for first degree attempted murder!”
For the first time in her life, she was very afraid. She turned white. “Murder, Ma’am.”
Melanie said, “Yes that means your going away for life. Prison. Alicia will be safe from you, for ever. “
“Alicia hated me officer. She kept coming in-between Ron and me. What was I supposed to do? “
Melanie shouted, “Now thats a great reason to repeatedly beat, enslave and poison a girl isn't it?”
Jessica said soothingly, “I know. It was hard living with her and threatening your love. Perhaps we can convince the states attorney consider that. What did you do about Alicia?”
Jessica stated understandingly. “Did you enjoy seeing him dress”
“Yes Allen made a stunning girl,” was Sandra’s response.
“When was the first time Allen dressed as a girl,“ Jessica questioned.
“Kathy was there, I wasn’t. I think I heard after a fight with Kathy.“ Sandra said.
“So if Kathy was there and you weren't, how do you know she didn’t force him?”
She slumped, “I don’t know officer. I just guess.”
Jessica asked, “Did Kathy ever beat Allen when he was a boy?”
“Not that I know of, officer.”
“If Alicia refused to dress or do her maid chores,” Jessica asked. “What would Kathy do?”
“I don’t know. He hated me ,but Kathy had very little patience. She did beat Alicia a number of times. . She always beat Alicia. Alicia was Kathy’s personal slave. She made Alicia wait on her hand and foot. She was forced to obey kathys every command.”
"What part in this did you play Sandra? We know what kind of woman you are. You wear those leather and rubber suits. You’re a dominatrix. You had to have played some part in all of this?”
Sandra answered, “I wanted Ron and Kathy to talk to him and get him to understand. I never wanted them to harm the boy?”
They stood up and said, “That’s enough for today. We will continue this later.“
The two officers walked out and let Sandra and Ron leave. Jessica said, “Its time to talk to Kathy now. “
They let Kathy simmer in the room alone for 5 hours till coming in. Jessica and Melanie were standing on either side of the blonde haired 18-year-old girl.
She was just 14 when her parents died. But even at 14 her looks made it easy to pass for an adult. Alicia said she had sophisticated beauty. Her dark brown hair went down longer than Alicia’s. Her looks had grown stronger with her age. But Alicia now could almost match her in strength.
“Kathy, before we begin, we need you to understand that you have the absolute right to remain silent. If you give up that right then anything you say can be used against you in the court of law. You also have the right to an attorney and if you cant afford one then one will be appointed to you. Do you understand?”
She nodded.
“Kathy. We need the truth from you now. It’s all up to you. Tell us about your brother. Everything? You’re 18 now. We can try you as an adult.”
“My brother is a transgendered officer. She has been taking estrogen for years but we couldn’t stop her. We kept telling her……”
Jessica shouted, “Oh Kathy Kathy. Don’t tell us lies. Ron said you forced him to take estrogen. Sandra laid it all on you about beating Alicia. She said you and Donna tricked him into believing he was a true transgendered. Its up to you to tell us the truth. Now we know Al was known to be violent. He beat you up didn’t he and that is why you hurt him.”
“Yes he handcuffed my hands to the headboard of his bed when we were playing a game. He beat me bad with a paddle. We knew we needed to do something about his violent nature toward women. Sandra suggested I make him my slave girl. I resisted till he beat me.”
Jessica rubbed Kathy’s shoulder and said, “Yes, Al was a violent goon beating women. Now tell us how you taught him to respect women.”
“It was quite easy. Ron realized I couldn’t control Al's violent nature alone so we hired Donna. She taught him and She spanked him when ever he stepped out of line. She had the little bastard cowed within 10 seconds. After she came in, he never stepped out of line again except for once spitting on Sandra but wow that was a mistake.”
Jessica smiled, “I understand you all did this to stop Al’s violent nature. You’re his sister didn’t it ever occur to you it had gone too far?”
“No. He was a bastard. I hated the fuck. He was much easer to handle as a slave girl.”
Jessica smiled and proceeded to walk out and talk with her captain. He said, “Let them go for a few days. We will gather more evidence and then we will nail their ass to the wall. “
By Christine
Chapter Three
Alicia’s doctor had released her into lieutenant Jessica Roberts’s custody. She was sitting quietly on the passenger side looking out the window. She was wearing blue jeans,, white tennis shoes and dark navy blue blouse with soft ruffles. Jessica though it was strange that Alicia asked her permission and tried to explain that how she wanted to dress was her choice. Jessica wouldn’t impose any kind of dress code on the girl. All Alicia did was look up at Jessica.
The look in Alicia’s eyes was kind of frightening. Despite her quite demeanor, jess saw in Alicia’s eyes a look of a hatred that ran very deep. It was like a long suppressed anger. She knew the road to healing Alicia would be very long and difficult. During the long 3 weeks of healing Alicia’s body from the poisoning, officers had interviewed her also for information. They were largely unsuccessful because Alicia was fearful and very defensive. Despite that, they had also questioned her family and Ron multitude times and Jessica thought they would be able to get indictments on them very soon.
Alicia looked at Jessica with flair of hostility.
“Alicia, “ Jessica said smiling softly. “I would think you would be happy to be away from the hospital. You do look a lot nicer then you did a few weeks ago. “
“No I don’t,” Alicia said in a voice close to a snarl. “Jessica”
Jessica frowned. “I don’t know what you mean.”
Alicia shouted. “I am Allen. I never wanted to look —nice- I wanted to be a boy, damnit. My family while supposed to protect me hurt me, tortured me and forced this on me. How am I supposed to feel, Jessica? “
She looked away for a second and then looked back. “While we can correct the feminine changes you were forced to undergo, we cant change the past. Doctors can correct your body and I want to help you. If you cooperated with authorities we could punish your brother and sister. “
“Bullshit, Jessica, you're lying.” She suddenly shouted with unrestrained rage. “Don’t lie to me. I know what you want. You’re a powerful woman and you want a little sissy to torment. I am not deceived by you. All women are the same and I will get away from you. A day will come when I will make all you pay for what you have done. “
Jessica was shocked. Then, as easy as the outburst started, it ended with Alicia shivering and cringing away from Jessica fully expecting a severe punishment for the outburst. Her voice quivering, “Please forgive me Miss Jessica. I’m so sorry for my outburst.”
“There is nothing to forgive, Alicia. You were hurt badly and With my help, you will heal. I wish you would trust me, I will never hurt you.”
Alicia stated in a low quite voice that was stronger than any shout, “I will never trust a woman. I never experienced any being so vicious as a woman. “
Jessica flinched away.
I was hogtied for who knows how long when finally, Sandra addressed me, and undid my hogtie. She got me to my feet, and folded my arms behind me. With my wrists tied together, she started wrenching them upwards."I've got your wrists tied to your collar, sweetie, and I want to make sure it's good and tight so you don't move."
To my relief she took the gag out, and chained my ankle cuffs together. While I worked my jaw to get the stiffness out, she tied my hair back.
"You've got a new pony tail now, and I'm attaching it to a ceiling hook. So don't think about running off," she said, and patted my cheek. I felt a tug on my hair, and whatever was binding my hair went taut. I tried to get better balance, and found that the chain connecting my ankles couldn't be more than six inches long.
"Are you going somewhere, Alicia?" she asked me.
"No, Mistress Sandra," I mumbled.
"Good, because you'd miss all the fun."
I felt her reach behind me, and then my plug started vibrating. I stumbled and when I turned a heel, only my pony tail supported my weight. I hissed as I gritted my teeth, and quickly got my feet under me again. Again the sound of laughter. "I don't recommend hanging by that lovely hair of yours,"
Sandra said. "I want you to enjoy yourself tonight. But you almost cried out, so I'd better gag you again."
I felt the tip of a penis gag against my lips. "Yes, Mistress San-" I said before she shoved it in my mouth. Then I shuddered as I felt strips of leather brush against my chest. "This is a cat-o-nine-tails," she said. "You'll learn to love it." She flicked it against my chest. At first I barely felt it. Then it tickled me. Then she started swinging it harder. But I was used to it now. If she'd hit me like this at first, I don't know if I could have taken it. She slapped me across the chest hard now. I gasped and struggled against my bonds. Suddenly another whip hit my back. And another my thigh. And my chest again at the same time. I had to tap dance on my spike heels to stay upright. The buzzing of my vibrator, mixed with the pain of the whips was driving me mad. Then a whip landed on my half-erect cock, jump- starting my erection. I twisted and strained, blind and aroused as the blows landed all over my body.
"Look at his little cock, he's getting stronger," I heard Sandra shout, as though she were far away.
Lost in my own little world, I felt my cock stand straight up, and I was past the point of no return. I felt myself spurting one pulse of cum after another as my whole body shook and shuddered. The whipping stopped, and I sucked on the penis gag, trying to catch my breath.
"I told you this would be fun, didn't I?" Sandra asked, caressing my face. I tried to nod my head, and another woman said, "don't bother the little faggot now. Can't you see he's busy sucking that fake cock?" Sandra laughed and said to me, "you won't have to make do with a fake cock tonight. We've brought plenty of them for you to try on."
By now I had enough breath back to moan in despair.
"You've had your pleasure, Alicia, and now it's time to pay the piper...with pain!" she said with glee.
Getting whipped didn't qualify as pain? I wondered.
"As you know, Alicia is a teenager now. This is her thirteenth birthday, and she will now receive thirteen whacks on her bottom from each member of the opposite sex at the party," she After some discussion, Sandra grudgingly admitted that I was a boy, and therefore it was the girls who would paddle me.
"It's just as well," she said, "because that means I get to beat you again."
Alicia’s eyes shot open. She has the look of a frightened animal. Her eyes darted around the room and her entire body was trembling uncontrollably. She started screaming wildly in terror. “Nooooo “
~~~*
FEW SECONDS EARLER
Jessica was on the phone with the deputy district attorney Melanie Jensen.
“Alicia will be ready for the trial, Allison.” Jessica said into her phone. “They’re not indicted yet and I made her an appointment with a shrink. Her first appointment is tomorrow morning.” Jessica felt herself loosing patience as she listened to Allison on the other end of the phone. “I know, I know,” Jessica said with a sigh. “We will need Alicia’s testimony at the trial. You haven’t even gone to a judge for the warrants for their arrest yet. Her psychologist and me will have her ready. Give it a rest. “ Slamming the phone down, she sat at the edge of her bed.
Jessica laid back on her bed wearing her thin nighty and hung her legs over the edge of her bed. Her bedroom was dark. Her hands went up to cover her face she was feeling stressed out. Her body trembled slightly and then she went soft again. The clock said 11:30. The sun had sit hours ago. Suddenly a wild shriek went though the house from Alicia’s bedroom. She got out of her bed and ran to Alicia’s bedroom.
When Alicia saw her bedroom door fly open and Jessica run in, Alicia flew toward the closet. She huddled on the floor shaking as Jessica slowly approached.
“Please Jessica don’t hurt me. Please stop, I didn’t mean to wake you,” Alicia cried out toward Jessica with her voice quivering.
Jessica responds with her voice full of compassion, “I heard you screaming, Alicia. I don’t want to hurt you. Why were you screaming.”
Alicia backed up into her dark closet father as Jessica approached. “I was dreaming of my brothers girlfriend and my mistress beating me. Are you going to beat me tonight?”
“No I wont beat you, Alicia. You never have to worry about me hurting you.”
Alicia responds in a nasty voice, “You will forgive me if I Simply don’t trust you. I will never make the mistake of trusting another woman. Ever.”
Seeing there is nothing more to say to convince the trembling girl to trust her, Jessica turned and left the bedroom wondering if there was anything that she could do to help Alicia.
When Jessica left the room, Alicia watched the others back with suspicion. She didn’t trust Jessica as far as she could be thrown. There could be only a few reasons a woman would want to adopt a abused boy for. All she knew was she had to get out of there. She waited till she heard Jessica’s bedroom door close and then she bolted up and ran out of her room toward the kitchen.
Then she ran as fast as she could toward the door. Memories flashed though her mind of how her brother let his girlfriend and her own sister rip her life from her and turn her into a slave girl.
On the way outside, she saw the gun. It was a black service firearm in its holster carelessly slung over the coat rack. She snapped it free and slid the gun out of its holster. It felt heavy and cold in her hand but it also made her feel stronger.
She knew a little about firearms and slid the clip out and saw it was fully loaded. Sliding the clip back, she switched the safety off and headed toward Jessica’s bedroom.
Jessica had slid between her sheets almost asleep when she saw her bedroom door open. Then she saw Alicia’s form enter. The room was dark and it was hard to see.
But as the figure of Alicia came closer, she saw she was holding an object in her hand and pointing it directly at her chest.
“Don’t move Jessica or I will fire!”
By Christine
Chapter -4-
-Idiot- Jessica thought to herself. Leaving her gun unattended and carelessly slung over her coat rack with an unstable child in the house. How stupid could she be!?
She had been a police officer for many years but she had gotten used to the easy life of living alone. So, she never had to worry about her gun when she was in the house. But she should have thought about the problems involved when she took in this girl.
She was really startled at the sound of Alicia’s voice. The look in Alicia’s eyes was the worst. She was clearly very angry. She froze. “Alicia, think about this please and do not do anything you cant take back later.
“Shut up bitch or I will fire. There are only a few things I have done that I regret.”
“Please Alicia think about this. I care about you.”
She screamed with rage, “Stop calling me Alicia, damnit. I told you in the car that my name was -Allen-! Get that though your head you dumb twit.”
She was staying back and the gun was pointed directly at Jessica’s chest. She was scared, for Alicia. She knew she had to stop Alicia. She was a police officer and as part of the job, she accepted she might be shot in the line of duty. That was always a possibility she had accepted. She was comforted if it ever really happened that her fellow officers would hunt down who did it and make sure they were charged.
This was different. This was an abused girl that she wanted to save. She didn’t want this girl to suffer any more than she already has, even if alicia did shoot her. Given her history, she fully understood and forgave her. But the district attorney wouldn’t let the matter drop so easily and Alicia’s life would be over. Alicia would then be arrested, tried and likely convicted. Jessica knew she had to stop Alicia before she did something she couldn’t take back.
One thing Jessica knew she had to do was stop calling the girl Alicia even though name was registered at Alicia and she was documented as a transsexual. “I am sorry alic…Allen if I have upset you. You are right about your name and I am sorry. Calling you Alicia was very thoughtless of me. Please think about what you are doing now. Do you really want to hurt me?”
“Yes, Jessica!” Alicia said coldly. You have to pay Then I will visit my sister. “
She shook her head, “It wont work that way Allen so please think long and hard. I am a police officer. If you shoot me then it will all be over. You wont be able to ever go back from that. I don’t want you to suffer. “
Alicia thought for a few minutes while still holding the gun. Then she fell to her knees, covered her face and started crying. The gun dropped to the floor. Jessica made it to her in a split second and had the gun. Alicia looked up at Jessica fearfully.
“What will you do now, Jessica.”
“We will forget this. No one has to know about tonight. Just go to your room and lets get some sleep. Oh before I forget, if you want me to, I will call you Allen. If I make a mistake and call you Alicia, remind me and I will call you Allen. “
She said nothing and just ran to her bedroom. It was then that Jessica made a phone call to her friend, officer Choi Hung. It looked like she needed some help there. Jessica was afraid for Alicia and didn’t think she could handle her alone now. It was good to have someone else to help her
-Stupid, stupid, stupid- was all she could think. Getting a police officers gun and threatening her with it was about the stupidest thing she had ever done. She considered herself damn lucky that Jessica didn’t handcuff her and have her arrested. That could easily had happened.
She thought how simply wonderful it was to be able to get free from her own bed. That feeling was still surprising after several weeks of it.
Her sister and her brother had chained her to her bed every night so she couldn’t get away, for four years. It had just hit her that she was considered free. She wasn’t sure if she could trust Jessica or not. She did seem to actually care for her but after 4 years of being mistreated by women, she simply couldn’t bring herself to trust this woman or any woman. He had been shown a side of women he didn’t ever want to be part of again. That had ripped apart his life and he doubted it could be put together again. She was a survivor.
As she was dressing she tried to listen to the voices but they were too far away. She put on blue jeans and a purple tee shirt that Jessica bought for her and normal pink tennis shoes. She enjoyed dressing casually.
As she walked down the hallway she only recognized one of the voices. It was Jessica and there was another voice, one deeper male voice she didn’t recognize. She turned into the family room and saw them two sitting beside eachother. Jessica was sitting beside a much bigger man. He seemed friendly enough. They were talking with eachother and then they stopped.
“Well good morning Allen. “ Jessica said. “This is lieutenant Choi Hong. He is an officer in a different division. He will help us here.
He stood up gracefully, extended his hand, “Hello Allen.”
Alicia backed away a little, “Hello Lieutenant. I guess she told you about the stupid thing I did last night. “
She looked at Jessica, “I want to apologize for that. I wasn’t thinking. I was really afraid of being hurt again.”
“Allen, are you afraid now?” Choi asked.
“I… I don’t know. I think so yeah. Jessica still scares me. “
“We understand, “ Choi said. They both smile. “We will move slowly. “ she trusted Choi a lot more but didn’t understand why. As far as Jessica was concerned, she couldn’t trust her at all.
“Sit down Allen and we will get to know eachother. She took a seat across from them,
“Jessica said that you told her you are Allen. All of your records now state you are a transgendered and even tho they say you are male, your name in the records state you now as Alicia. If you don’t like being called Alicia then we wont. Id like to hear your own thoughts on this matter.”
Her lips pressed together tightly as she thought for a few minutes. Time almost stood still. “It is hard to describe but I will try. I was Allen, I am still Allen inside. My parents called me Al till they passed away when their aircraft crashed. Then My wicked sister started beating on me daily and there wasn’t anyone to protect me. She was a few years older, a lot taller and there was no way. I was a preteen age child against a older more developed teenag girl. There was no way any 12 year old could protect themselves but my brother and my sister saw that as a sign I was somehow weaker, more feminine than normal boys. It was stupid but my point to all of this is, Allen was taken away. As things are now, I have lived as a girl for 4 years. I cant go back to Allen. My training, my movements and the shape of my body make it unlikely I could ever be a manly man. I now see myself as a girl and I want to go though with this transition. Just don’t make me a damn slave girl.”
“We are police officers Allen.” Choi said very strongly with a hint of steel underneath his voice. “We uphold the law here. That means we don’t, I repeat, -don’t- mistreats children. We protect them and prosecute those that do. I’d love to arrest your sister, brother, his wife and that mistress Donna bitch and lock them up. We wont ever hurt you. We will make sure no one ever hurts you again.”
She winced but then smiled. “I thank you Choi. I think I like you.”
He smiled sweetly back. “So can you tell me about what happened to you, who did it and specify details.
Craig Walker had just ended his shift at the textile plant and was headed toward his car when he saw a small man leaning on his car, obviously waiting for him.
“Who the fuck are you and get off my car asshole.” Craig snarled
He opened his arms, “Or what” Choi scoffed.
The small man was blocking his way. Craig snarled, “I told you to get off my car, or I’m going to fuck you up you chink.”
Choi chucked. “That is what I am here for. You see, I have a friend and this friend said you are a pervert that likes to molest little children. “ Choi stood up and approached Craig menacingly.
Craig laughed, “Who told you that load of crap?”
“My friend told me, Allen but you may know her as Alicia. You are Craig, Kathy’s Boyfriends. “
Craig’s face darkened seriously. “Allen is a little pervert that dresses like a girl. “
Choi was a few feet away from Craig, he thought he was safe enough away, not that Craig was at all afraid. He was a lot taller than choi standing around 6 foot tall and Choi was closer to 4 foot tall. The other man looked in his late 30s but none of that mattered. Choi closed the distance between them in a flash and somehow, to fast to see exactly what had happened, Choi struck out with devastating power. Before craig knew what had happened, he was doubled over holding his stomach and his feet were swept from under him.
He was hit in the stomach with more strength than he had ever been hit with before. He didn’t know speed and power like this was possible from a human. “What the fuck.”
Then Choi struck again and grabbed Craig’s arm and wrenched it out. “Damn your weak Craig. I guess your just good at fighting 12-year-old kids. “ SNAP. Craig’s elbow snapped apart. “Allen told me everything. Her sister forced her to dress she never wanted to before. Not that is any kind of justification for sexual abuse or beating. You can take this as a lesson in tolerance, you scum. Choi pulled back and kicked the doubled over man across the face and he was out. Then, he left Craig there and drove away. That was fun.
He opened the discussion, “Alicia Peterson, I am doctor John Patrick. I want you to feel comfortable with me. I also want you to know we wont talk about anything you wish not to, till your ready.”
She nodded to him, “I don’t like to be called Alicia. Can you please not call me that anymore?”
“That is alright, what would you rather be called?”
“I don’t know. I used to be Allen but it sounds dumb since im so feminine looking and decided to go along with the transition. How about Heidi?”
He thought for a few seconds. “Heidi is ok. It is your name so you get to choose. Now lets move along. You said you wanted to go along with a transition to female even though it started as being forced on you? Can you explain that to me, Heidi?”
Her forehead wrinkles as if she is thinking. “This matter is very difficult Doctor. The truth is I don’t want to go back to being a boy. I never want to be Allen again. I was turned into a girl and I cant be aboy again if I wanted to. As a boy, I was teased and abused. I am a girl now and that is something im going to have to get used to.
“In the past 4 years, I have gotten very adapt at being a girl. No one I know takes me for a boy. Even if doctors gave me enough testosterone, my mannerisms would still give me away. I cant be a boy and I wont go though another transition. Allen is gone. I will prove that I am strong enough to be a girl. Just, not the girl Kathy wanted. I will be a girl Kathy fears. “
He was busy writing things down on a pad while listening.
“Heidi this isn’t a contest of strength. It is your future. You don’t have to prove to anyone one damn thing. Your gender is how you feel inside. Forced feminization can’t be something pushed on someone and make them feel inside. You’re a boy or a girl and no one can force you to be the other sex regardless of how your body looks. I fear you have the wrong idea here Heidi. It wouldn’t be professional of me to let you go on being a girl if that isn’t how you feel inside.” He states in a very troubled manner.
“I feel female inside, doctor and I feel a little part of me that is male too. But mostly, female. “ Heidi stated.
The doctor mused for a few seconds taking all the girl said. Then finely, “I understand how you are feeling now..heidi. I will recommend that you have an appointment with a therapist specializing in gender identity disorder. I know a really good therapist and I’m going to recommend you to him.
Heidi said, “Thank you doctor. “
They spoke for about 40 more minutes and then he told Heidi to wait outside while he spoke to Jessica.
Ten minutes later Jessica came out and they left.
As Jessica drove them home, heidi just sat there thinking about all that was said.
Jessica spoke first, “I find it really interesting that you told me you were Allen but told the doctor there that you wanted to be called Heidi. Do you want me to call you Allen or Heidi?”
Heidi looked at Jessica for a few seconds and said defensively, “I don’t know jesss. The way I look and feel now, it seems dumb to call me by a boys name. I don’t look like an Allen and I don’t feel like an Allen. I feel more like a girl now than a boy. Allen was a weak boy that was abused by his sister. IM Heidi and I will show her that Heidi is a strong girl whom no one will abuse. You can call me Heidi now. Can you get my name changed?“
“Sure,” she said. “We can do that next morning. And stop threatening like this. Vengeance will just get you hurt or arrested. Let the Law take care of things, ok.”
Heidi shot back, “Like it did when I was twelve.” Then his voice was lased with sarcasm, “It did such a good job then didn’t it, Jessica.”
“You never reported it then. We would have protected you if you did. “
“My brother told me that if I did call the police then one would come and sexually abuse me because I was dressed as a girl.” Heidi stated evenly.
“Yeah you told me earlier, “ Jessica said. “I am sorry for that. That is what upset Choi so much. He will clear things up. He is a really good officer. “
“Um really. It is kind of weird having people cook for me. I am used to women forcing me to make stuff for them. But I usually spit in it when the mistress wasn’t looking. “ She laughed.
Jessica laughed too. “I love calling you Heidi. It is easer seeing you as a girl than as a boy. IM so happy you chose to continue being a girl.”
“What ever, jess. It’s a identity forced on me and I simply don’t want to go though another few years of training trying to be a boy again. I wouldn’t fit in as a guy and you know it. “
“Ok so what do you want for supper, Heidi girl?”
Heidi looked be meanly. “I am not sure.” She growled. “I will eat what you want.”
“Al right Heidi girl.” “I will make us some spaghetti Alicia oh I mean Heidi.” She said kind of mockingly. Then smiling over her shoulder at Heidi.
Heidi was getting uncomfortable around Jessica now. She knew Jess was teasing her but she didn’t like it.
Forty minutes later it was all ready and Choi walked in. It was about 3:30 in the afternoon and the two were sitting at the table eating. Heidi looked visibly upset. Jessica has called her Alicia 4 times since they started eating.
Choi looked very satisfied and asked, “Hey Jessica can I have some. “
“Sure if you ask nicely. What do you think,” She looked over at Heidi and smiled. “Alicia.”
“Jessica, I thought we talked about this.” Choi said sharply. “He doesn’t like being called Alicia. Stop that, cant you see she is upset. What has gotten into you?”
“Haven’t you heard, She wants to continue transition? She wants to be called Heidi now. “
“Then lets call her Heidi and stop calling her Alicia. Jessica I must say I’m really disappointed with you. You are being a bitch now. “
they finished eating and Jessica looked upset but Heidi was sitting closer to choi and they were talking together.
“Choi, would you mind if I lived with you. Its just that I don’t feel comfortable with Jessica. “
“Sure that is Al right. I am sure Jess wont have any problems. She is ok but she gets in her teasing moods at time. “
Changing the subject, Choi said,” On another matter, I have wonderful news Heidi. Ron, Sandra, Katherine have been arrested. For some reason, Donna has fled and can’t be found. There is a court appearance this evening where they make their pleas. “
“I have evidence of prosecution misconduct and police brutality your honor. We have a statement by Kathy’s boyfriend; Craig Walker that he was brutally assaulted by a police officer and we believe this is an attempt by police to intimidate my client. There is ample physical evidence in addition to him being in the hospital for a shattered jaw and broken elbow.“ The defenses attorney stated as he handed the judge a document.
The judged looked it over and then coldly told the district attorney, “Miss, this is Extremely troubling behavior and there is evidence of police abuse. These Gestapo tactics will not be tolerated.” The judge thundered. “I am afraid that given this information, I have to dismiss the charges against the accused. This case is dismissed.” He slammed his gravel down and Ron and his wife Sandra walked out of the courtroom smiling.
“Those sadists beat me for years and one beating and now they cant pay for what they did. I don’t understand Choi, why does the judge care more for sadistic pedophiles than for the people they hurt?” Heidi said in a quite voice. She could barley contain her rage. Her entire body was trembling.
Choi answered, “That is the way our justice system works. I am sorry that I fucked that up for you but I’m not sorry for beating the shit out of that scumbag. He deserved it after what he did to you.“
Heidi asked desperately, “Does that mean that my brother and his wife get away with what they done to me?”
Choi shrugged, “Maybe and maybe not. It all depends if Jessica and The DA Melanie can find a to bring charges against them, or perhaps it may depend on if you are willing to help us work around the judges ruling, Heidi. “ Choi’s eyes narrowed at the girl. He spoke low and dangerously, “Heidi, there are always ways to get justice if the state fails.”
Heidi started getting very afraid. “W-wwwhat do you mean?” her voice quivered.
“We will talk about this later.” Choi answered, “I will show you what I mean later. You never have to be afraid of me Heidi. I wont ever hurt you.”
“Oh, it wasn’t you that scared me, Choi, “ She sounded relieved. ”I wasn’t afraid of you because I know you wont hurt me. The things you were saying were scary. I think I know exactly what you mean. But hey are you ready to go or are we going to sit in the court room till the next case?”
He laughed saying, “It is time to go isn’t it. Jessica said you could come home with me till she straightens some things out. She told me to tell you she is very sorry for what she did.” He told her while standing up and they were walking down the hallway. “Jessica is a great person and she knows she acted stupidly. “
Heidi shrugged, “Think nothing of it, Choi. She was the one that saved me from hell and for that I owe her a lot. “ Her voice lowered to a near hiss, “Jessica isn’t the one I have to settle with. “ Her eyes flashed dangerously, “What ever you want to do now, I am with you Choi. “
~~~~*~~~~
His house was only lit by flickering candles and darkness had fallen outside. His house was decorated in a very far eastern manner. Shadows dances on the walls. Heidi sat nervously across from Choi, and several other men and a woman. She was wondering what was going on. They all seemed to revere Choi.
“The time has come to tell you about myself, Heidi. My full name is Choi Hong Hi. I used to be called General Choi, I served in the army of the Democratic People's Republic of Korea.” He paused to let that sink in.
“What, you were a general how did you get here?” she asked not entirely believing the man.
“I will explain. I was second only to president Kim IL Song but serving north Korea was hard and the we were forced to do things that made me very upset so I defected, left the country. I traveled to South Korea for a while and from there, I made it to the United States where I was granted asylum. I was taken in and trained by the Central Intelligence Agency. I went there to all over the world to aid, train others and serve the United States. I went to Israel and Jordan. I even worked closely with Israel’s massad but after more than ten years I learned a few things. One of them is no matter what government you serve; there is an ugly side they try to hide from the people of their nations. So I retired and now serve in police department. IT is a lot simpler life where I see the results of my work. The people I help instead of a shadowy government. But you see, a lot of intelligence agency’s do what I did to Craig to get information. Massad is one of the most skilled. “
The people beside Choi nodded at everything he said. The woman walked up to heidi and said, “I also served with Choi. Everything he says is the truth and we can help you with your family if you are ready.
“Thank you. I want to but on one condition, Choi?”
“And that is,” Choi asked.
Heidi said, “That I get to be there and help. Since I was the one they abused, I want to do this my way. “
“We can work that that, Heidi. “ They were all smiling. “If we are going to do this we must make plans. They all huddled together and started discussing it.
~~~~*~~~~
A black car pulled up to the house Heidi lived in captivity for four long years. It was house that Heidi’s dad brought for them. The house was supposed be a sign that they moved up in the world. Heidi thought that was most ironic. Heidi stepped out of the car and studied the house for a few seconds and memories flooded her mind. The night was dark and she was sure everyone in the house was fast asleep. The woman stepped out of the other side of the car. She walked up alongside Heidi and put her hand on the smaller girls shoulder. “Don’t be scared Heidi. You are a strong girl.”
Heidi looked up and said, “I know, Chen. “ The cold wind wept past her blowing her hair around. She was glad she was wearing the black leather jacked and her leather pants. They almost looked like they were painted on her. She looked determined and fearsome. She reached down to her waist and felt a reassuring metal handle. She smiled tightly to herself, “The bastards will pay.”
She moved confidently toward the front door of her old house. She knew where a key was hidden and easily opened it and stepped inside. Being inside the house brought a new flood of horrible memories. Memories of her wearing the maids outfit and chained to the floor. Memories of her being beaten by Donna, or Kathy. Her family had a lot to answer for, A whole lot.
Chen simply followed Heidi as she walked up the steps and went into her old room. She turned to Chen, “There are a lot of memories here Chen. “
“I bet, Heidi,” Chen answered.
Heidi pointed at the bed, “That is the bed I was raped in by arcadia. Kathy Chained me to it night after night”
“I am sorry for that. You can trust me how ever. General Choi will be here with help in a few minutes. We need to move.”
Heidi told her, “There is no rush, Chen. Let me think. “ She walked over to her closet and looked at the clothes she used to wear. She ran her fingertips along the line of clothes until she felt something satin. She pulled it out and it was her maid’s outfit. She felt a shiver travel down her spine, “This is what I wore almost every day.”
Heidi said firmly, “Chen, I have an idea. “ She started taking off her clothes
“Heidi we don’t have time for this. What are you doing, girl?”
“Chen, I said I have an idea. This will make it a lot more satisfying for me, and more fun.” She slid off her pants and put the satin dress over her body. Then slid black nylons on. She looked just like she used to during her captivity without the chains. “Chen, how do I look?”
“You look very silly, girl. Are we going to give them some payback or are you going to clean house,” Chen laughed.
Heidi Laughed back, “Yeah I know I look silly. Very servile. They will get the idea though.” Then she smiled wickedly,” You’ll see.”
The door opened and a tall slim busty blonde entered. “Who’s there. “
Heidi pulled out the gun and aimed it at Sandra. She started walking toward the woman. She knew who it was. “My name is Alicia.” She hissed wickedly. “I am a sweet little slave girl. “
Sandra was shocked but she didn’t know what all was going to happen. She started to say something when suddenly the gravity of the situation hit her, she saw the other woman in the room and both were carrying guns. “Alicia, what are you doing.”
“It is time to repay all you did to me. Put your hands on your head and walk to Ron’s room. We have —a lot- to discuss.”
This chapter deals with dark subject matters some may find disturbing. I intended to write this story with Alicia/Heidi getting the chance to pay back her family herself. There is also a murder committed.
Note from the author, When I am writing from Heidi’s family’s POV, I referred to her as Alicia since they didn’t get the news that she changed her name to Heidi.
“Sandra,” Heidi said in a dangerously low voice, as if trying to keep her emotions under control, “Before we begin, I want to know one thing.” Heidi paused.
Sandra was simply looking down at Heidi and trying to figure out what was going on.
Heidi moved in closer to Sandra and then she pulled her gun back across her own shoulder. Suddenly Heidi screamed in rage, “Why did you hate me.” She swung the gun across Sandra’s face, nailing her along her jaw line. Sandra’s head snapped to the side and she fell to the floor. It all happened in the flash of a second and before Sandra could answer, she was on the floor trying to clear her vision.
“I was a simple twelve year old boy who had just lost his parents when we moved to LA,” Heidi screamed at Sandra. “There was no reason to hurt me, Sandra. None at all.” She pulled her foot back and kicked the kneeling woman in her face.
Sandra’s head flew back and blood poured from her nose. Heidi stood menacingly over Sandra. Heidi aimed the gun down toward the back of Sandra’s head.
“After 4 years of being tortured, sexually abused and humiliated by you, Sandra, It feels really good to have you cowering in pain beneath me. “ Sandra just shivered, blood still pouring from her nose. “You are scum, Slime of the earth and you may or may not survive this night, but we are waiting time here. Lets move to my brothers bedroom and get you secured.”
Sandra knew there was nothing she could say. She just looked up, “You will pay for this, you bastard. “
Heidi kept the gun aimed, “You have alot more to pay for, than I do, I said move it!” She hit Sandra on the back of the head.
Chen moved up and grabbed Sandra’s arm and yanked her up and pushed her though the door.
Ron was standing in the doorway with his strong arms folded. “What the hell is going on here, Alicia stop this nonsense this instant. “
Chen leveled her firearm directly at Ron’s face and Heidi pulled up her gun. Chen shouted in a commanding voice, “Move away from the door and put your hands up, Ron.”
The big man stupidly said, “Wha.“
“I said move away from the door. Get down on the ground and show me your hands, -now-!”
Chen shouted again, “Ron, do you want to get -shot-.”
Ron finely got the idea that he didn’t have many options other than getting himself shot, or complying. He moved away and lay on the floor face down.
Choi pulled in front of the house in a large black van. He came out of the van with two other men following him. They arrived at Ron’s bedroom, heavily armed. One of the men was carrying a large double barrel shotgun.
Sandra and Ron realized they had lost all possible control over the situation. Ron was starting to wonder if any of them would survive this night.
Choi and his friend were busy tying Ron and Sandra’s hands behind them and securing them tightly to chairs. They were not going anywhere.
Ron shouted, “Alicia, what the hell do you think you are doing?”
The only response from Heidi was, “You will address me now as Heidi, Alicia is gone.” She drew her arm back and brought the gun across Ron’s face with enough power to knock him over sideways in the chair we was secured too.
Heidi smiled a dark sinister smile. “Choi here had been helping me work out for the past two weeks. “ She hauled Ron back up, griped Ron’s collar and whipped the gun across Ron’s face three more times. They were very solid shots and by the third strike, his face was bloody.
“This is only the beginning, brother,” Heidi hissed. “You should have thought of the consequences before you allowed your girlfriend and my sister to ruin my life. Now I will end yours.”
She looked over at Chen, “Lets go see what Kathy is doing.”
The two women went into Kathy’s bedroom to see her getting out of bed. She looked up to see who was coming in her bedroom. She recognized her sister immediately. Her face brightened, “Hey Alicia, have you missed us.” Kathy saw her in her cute little maid’s outfit.
“Hardly you horrible sadistic ugly bitch, I come for something else.” Heidi Spit out venomously. Her voice was laced with pure hatred.
Kathy, being accustomed to being in complete control over everything that her sister Alicia did, reacted as she always had to such behavior. Her face darkened dangerously, she growled, “How..dare..you…speak to me that way. You will apologize to me right now, slave girl or you will pay.”
Chen and Heidi both laughed as they drew both of their guns and aimed them at Kathy. In that instant, Kathy realized two things: one was this was a situation she had absolutely no control over, and the second was that Alicia, her sister had come to repay her for what she did. Not that any of those facts made her feel better. She was, infact, very frightened at the moment.
She approached Kathy, “I have waited a long time for this, sister.“ Heidi chuckled. She struck out hitting Kathy in the chest and nearly knocking the wind out of her lungs. She was gasping for air when Heidi pulled Kathy’s face up and across her face with the gun, knocking her down. Then, Heidi said in a bimbo like voice, “Whoa, this is going to be fun. Repaying my dearest sister for all of her kindness. I owe you alot dear sis. “
Kathy decided the best thing she could do was to be quite. She started crying. Kathy figured that this would get settled soon enough and she would get to repay her sister for this. She was so wrong.
Chen pulled the bitch though the door and into Ron’s bedroom where Kathy finely found out just how serious this situation was. Three other armed men, and her big brother and his wife were tied to a chair as hostages. There were two other chairs and she had a good idea what they were for.
Choi said, “Take your seat Kathy or one of these men will help you. The choice is yours.”
Kathy was still crying so one of the other men grabbed Kathy and forced her to take a seat. They put cuffs on her and restrained her to the chair.
Heidi stood in front of her sister, “It just hit me dear sister. “
Kathy said dumbly, “Huh?”
“Well, do you remember the disgusting thing you always made me do for your goddamn rotten boyfriend, Craig?”
“Yes, what about that,” she asked.
“Well, it was you that set it up, forced me to perform oral sex on the guy repeatedly, over a period of 4 years as well as forcing me to be a Jeremy’s girlfriend and having full sex with them. It just hit me that I’m sure one of these men thinks you are attractive. I can repay all your ‘kindness’. Fair is fair, Kathy.” Heidi smiled a terribly wicked and evil smile. Kathy simply started balling.
“Oh come on sister. Mistress Katherine. I cant stand to see such a dominant strong woman cry simply because she has lost control. A true domme never cries. The problem is that you are not a true domme. You are simply a fake. You are weak woman trying to pose as something she isn’t and as long as you had your muscle, you were good. A true domme never needs extra help. “ She chucked as Kathy kept crying. “But I remember when I hit you before and you cried. It was then that I knew your weakness. I always held that image and never forgot when I got the best of you. “
Heidi moved her face close to Kathy’s, “You may not survive this night.”
Then, Donna bust into the room thinking she could gain some sort of control but just as quickly, she realized she couldn’t. She was outnumbered and outgunned.
Choi forced Donna into a chair easily. She was accustomed to being stronger than many men but this man had impossible strength.
He chucked at the look in her face, “Surprised, don’t be. I am a master instructor in Korean martial arts. “
Heidi just looked at Donna. She was a true domme. Donna never showed weakness of any kind. Even now, she showed no fear.
Heidi asked, “Choi, can I have the shot gun?”
Choi said, “Sure, give Heidi the shot gun, Jim?”
“Yes, sir.” He handed Heidi the shotgun.
Heidi walked up to Donna holding the gun. “Donna I never had illusions over you. Of all the scum here, Ron, Kathy, Arcadia, Sandra you were the most dangerous of all. You were a true domme. But you were not very smart, you idiot. Does a true domme sexual abuse a child, torture a child and force a child into becoming the opposite sex. How can you claim superiority while acting so despicable? “
“You wouldn’t understand and you will pay for this,” Donna said. “I will be there to watch you also, Alicia. You don’t fool me trying to be Heidi. “
She pulled the shotgun back and slammed the butt end of the gun right into Donna’s mouth. Blood flew from her face as it rocked back. She spit, “Have your fun, slave.”
Heidi asked contemptuously, “What makes you so sure you will survive this night, Donna?”
“After four years, I know you Alicia,” Donna said snidely. “And I know you don’t have what it takes to commit murder.”
She clicked the safety off of the gun and walked right up to Donna. “Oh, you know me don’t you? Lets see about that.”
Choi warned, “Heidi don’t do anything stupid here. We never planed for a murder.”
Heidi pulled the gun back, pointed the barrels at Donna’s mouth and shoved it into her mouth, busting though knocking her front teeth out. Then, Heidi pulled the trigger. The sound rocketed though the room in a deafening blast. Both barrels shot, the power blasted all the way though Donna’s head and out the back spraying the opposite wall with brain matter, shot and gore. It was a grotesque scene with Donna’s head split apart.
Heidi was propelled backward and she screamed as the gun kicked her shoulder. She didn’t expect that.
But it was done and there was no turning back. Heidi stood up and looked at what she had done. Suddenly a cold chill spread though her body. Up until now, She could turn back and there was a reasonable chance that given her history, the DA would overlook, or at most let her plea to something much lower. But this, no, the district attorney would not over look a premeditated murder. She would pay for this. She had no doubt. But she was not sorry at all. Donna deserved it after what she done.
But as for as her family was concerned, suddenly it became much more serious as they had just witnessing the violent ruthlessness of their sister Heidi. Watching Heidi cold bloodedly execute Donna. They were now in complete terror.
Heidi quickly got control over herself for she had just displayed how ruthless she could be. She had to to demonstrate she could. The demonstration worked now. Her family would now respect her. “Now Kathy, what do you think of your Donna now?”
She was trembling in her seat.”
Choi not wanting to make a scene infront of everyone, simply said, “Heidi I don’t think that was the wisest thing to do but we must move on. Lets get the hostages and move them to a more secure location. We can not stay here. “
“Heidi, please help me,” Kathy pleaded. “Jim raped me.”
Heidi was normally a compassionate girl. Seeing her sister bruised all over her body, shivering in fear and chained to a basement wall, she wasn’t at all caring. Kathy’s eyes were almost swollen shut and she could see bloody welts all over Kathy’s back. She inflicted a few of the welts.
Heidi shrugged her shoulders, “SO, Kathy, why is that my problem?”
“I am your sister,” Kathy cried. “You should care about me.”
Heidi spit out, “Like you cared about me?”
“I always protected you, Heidi?”
Kathy could swear she saw fire flair up in Heidi’s eyes. “You beat me Kathy. I remember every beating. The more serious ones started weeks after we moved into the new place where the first time, you tied me up using duct tape after battering my face. And then with Sandra’s help you spanked me ruthlessly for hours till I was battered. Then countless times after that using all sorts of painful objects. But Kathy, that isnt all you did is it?”
“What is wrong with that, you were a very annoying boy picking fights with me.”
“That isn’t all you did, Kathy. You also forced me to do sex things with guys. You also forced me to submit to sex with boys my age. You cheered and watched as women beat me harshly. And then, you continually enslaved me. Any type of resistance was met with a harsh beating. SO you tell me why I should give a rats ass about Jim raping you. I love seeing you suffer, Kathy. You worked hard to earn this. “
Kathy pleaded, “But, I am still your sister, Heidi. “
“I was also your sister but you didn’t care. You didn’t care and neither do i. I learned from you well. You don’t know what you did to me but you took away most of my feelings. You took away my life and everything I loved. You destroyed Allen’s life. Now, I will destroy yours. You should have loved me, Kathy. “
Kathy responds, “I always did love you. It was hard with you picking fights with me and having that girlish manner and that feminine face. Making you a girl was easy. You have to admit you make a good one.” Kathy smiled
“You never loved me. Beating me isn’t love, forcing me to serve you and become the families slave girl wasn’t love. I didn’t want to be a girl but I can’t help that now. I am a girl.” Her face became hard as stone. Her voice became poisonous, “I will become a girl on my own terms. A girl that child abusers fear the most. Don’t expect any compassion from me, Sister!”
Jim started walking down the steps. Kathy heard his steps coming down the stairs and his voice, “hey Kathy I am ready for another round babe.”
“Oh, no, Heidi,” Kathy pleads desperately. “Do something please.”
Then Heidi grabbed Kathy and shoved her into the wall. "It's payback time for the beating you gave me," she said, "and if you hurt that boy's feelings, I'll hurt a lot more than just your feelings." "Jeremy's a nice boy. But he's very sensitive, so you'd better make him happy or I'll find someone a lot bigger and meaner for you. I've told him you're into bondage, but you're a little shy, so he'll have to meet you more than halfway. And if you know what's good for you, you're going to pretend to like everything he does."
Kathy remembered she told Alicia that right before her first rape. She knew what was going to happen. She wanted to scream. She wanted to cry. “This is getting worse all the time.”
Heidi shrugged her shoulders, “You should have thought about that before you hurt me, you bitch now enjoy your boyfriend Jim. “ she started walking out as Jim approached Kathy. Kathy was cowering away trying to stay out of reach. “Please Jim not again. “
Heidi simply laughed. At least Kathy had the luxury of pleading no and crying during her rape. Heidi remembered Alicia had to pretend to like what she was enduring.
~~~~*~~~~
“Well, Heidi have you been crying?”
“Yes, General Choi. I have been thinking about Donna. It just feels a lot differently than I thought it would. It is hard to deal with.”
“Heidi, I understand and I don’t think you have that cold heartedness in you. It is a good thing.”
“It is just that I think I shouldn’t be sorry I killed Donna. I mean, she beat me and tortured me for years. Not only that but she loved hurting me. She shattered my life apart and kept me in a constant state of terror. She deserved to die for that. Especially by my hands but on the other hand, What does that make me. “
“You didn’t kill a person, Heidi,” Choi said. “You killed an animal. People are caring. They protect children. These ‘people’’ that abuse children are not people. They are creatures. They have no rights to exist. Take it from me and I have killed many of them. Internal Affairs doesn’t care. We made an arrangement with them and very few in office care about pedophiles rights. We all agree they are a threat and they have no rights. “
She could hear Ron screaming in pain from down the hall. He could also hear Sandra scream. “What do you mean, General Choi?”
He asked, “Did you see in the paper about the teacher Richard Jackson being shot in his home last Friday?”
She nodded
“I shot him, Heidi. He was a convinced pedophile that was hiding that while working as a teacher. I went into his home and shot the bastard. “
Heidi was so stunned that she couldn’t think of anything to say.
~~~~*~~~~
She looked around the farmhouse and made sure everyone was asleep. She snuck outside and dialed on her phone. She prayed for whom she wanted to speak to was there.
It rung a few times until it was picked up. A sleepy voice answered, “Hello?”
“Oh my god Jessica Thank god you are there.”
“Heidi, Is it you? What are you thinking calling me at this time of night?”
“I needed to talk to you badly, Jess. I am so sorry for leaving you like that. YOU wouldn’t believe what I have been though. “
“Heidi, I hate this too. You have disappeared and so has your family. They searched their home and found Donna executed. They don’t know who done it but They suspect Choi.”
She asked, “Who is they?”
“State police, They are out searching for you and Choi. They fear you have been kidnapped.”
“Jess I’m scared. I was talking to general Choi and he was talking about people he shot. I didn’t know this but I want to get out of here.”
Before Jessica could respond, the line went dead.
“I am very disappointed with you, Heidi. This was your idea. “
She tried to reason with Choi, “Choi, It was me that shot Donna. I want to confess and turn myself in. I don’t want this life.”
Choi got mean, “That is totally out of the question, Heidi. I am sorry but I cannot allow you to do that. You must not leave now. ‘
As they were talking together, the front door blew in and a dozen fully armed police came though the door. Two of Choi’s men stupidly tried to shoot and they were shot dead.
Choi took his gun and aimed it right at Heidi’s face, “You will pay for this, Heidi”
Before he could fire, Two shots from a nearby police officer hit him and Choi went down.
Heidi put her hands up as two state cops approached her, “Heidi Peterson, You are under arrest for premeditated Murder of Donna Dixon. You have the right to remain silent.”
Heidi had been finger printed, Handcuffed and locked in a bare room with only a large table and a window that seemed to just reflect the room back at her.
Heidi was very frightened and scared now. She wasn’t sure what was going to happen to her now as she sat by herself in a uncomfortable metal chair. She had been there for over 45 minutes and no one had come in to check on her. She had been there alone and handcuffed.
Heidi covered her face and started to cry when the door opened and Jessica walked though. “Hey there Heidi, I have soooo missed you girl.”
She looked up toward Jessica with tears still streaming down her face. “Hi Jessica.” Her face brightened at seeing Jessica. “I have missed you too. “
She ran up and gave Heidi a tight hug. “I am just sorry that it has to be under these circumstances. I feel responsible for it and im so sorry for teasing you and I promise I wont do it again. “
“It is ok, Jessica,” Heidi said. “I don’t think there is a way out of this now. But how did you find me?”
“You called me, Heidi,” Jessica said. “They could trace the call and luckily, The location was minutes away from the California State Police so they were able to send a team there.”
“Thank you Jessica for helping me out of that. What will we do now?”
Jess said, “Well for one, I do not blame you for anything. Donna and your family hurt you so they were owed. Donna wont be missed.” She laughed. “She had a son herself that lives a life of dispair. State Police freed him, or should I say her.” Jessica sighed, “I don’t know. It is difficult to know how to refer to someone forced to be the other gender. This whole situation breaks my heart Heidi and I wish I could convince the DA to go easy on you. But she cant with murder of this kind.”
Heidi said, “I understand. I shouldn’t have.”
Jessica said sharply, “Shut up, Heidi. Remember you are in a police interrogation room so don’t make statements about this. Lets not hang ourselves here. There is a lawyer coming to represent you and he is very good also. “
The door opened again and this time, two very serious looking suited detectives walked in. Jessica was kindly dismissed by the lead detective.
They sat across from Heidi. He opened the discussion, “Hello, Heidi. Before we begin, I must inform you of your rights. You probably know you have the right to remain silent and what ever you say can be used against you. “
“I understand. “
One of them approached Heidi and told her to hold out her hands and he put a clear tape and lifted it off of Heidi’s hands.
He smiled at Heidi, “We have gunshot residue and the shotgun was tested. It has your fingerprints. Heidi do you know what this all means?”
She gulped, “That you know I killed Donna?”
The lead detective said, “Yes we know you murdered Donna in cold blood. You will be convicted of it. “
Heidi knew it anyway. “I shot Donna. Do you know what she did to me?”
“We know, Heidi but we were going to prosecute her. You had no right to go shoot her. Now we have to prosecute you..”
Heidi said resigned, “I know you do. I don’t understand why, She was a child abuser. Pure scum of the planet that only other scum will miss. But I understand it is the law. “
He asked, surprised, “I am impressed Heidi. Are you confessing?”
“Yes, I admit I killed her.”
He laid a pad of paper in front of Heidi, “Then write down in your own words everything that happened including shooting Donna. “
“Alright, detective. “ The two walked out as Heidi started writing.
~~~~*~~~~
After Heidi wrote down her damning confessing, They lead her to a private cell and locked her in. A few hours later, Jessica opens the door and walks in with an older woman behind her. “This is Joni Small, She will represent you, Heidi. “
She sat down and said sadly, “I don’t know if there is much I can do for you Heidi. You wrote a detailed damning confessing. Why didn’t you wait for me? Jess said I was coming.”
She shrugged, “Because Joni, I did it and I don’t really care if anyone thinks it was wrong. We will try to get as much leniency as possible. But I Killed Donna. Can’t you argue it was justified?”
Joni responded, “Sure but don’t count on that working. You went to there place and shot her. There are women convicted of murder, for killing their abusive husbands while they were trapped in the house at the time. The law just isn’t very sympathetic to victims of abuse.”
“I had no idea.” Her shoulders slumped. “I guess I’m fucked. I lived 4 years in a prison my family created. Now I’m going to a state prison.”
~~~~*~~~~
“Defendant Heidi Peterson, the state is charging you with first degree premeditated murder. How do you plead?”
Heidi was frightened again. The judge looked very uncaring and cruel. She was standing in front of the judge behind a table and the state people were at the other side of the room behind their table. Her attorney standing reassuringly beside her spoke, “The defendant pleads not guilty, your honor. “
“The plead is so entered,” He said.
“Given the seriousness, Cruelly calculating brutality of the murder, The state requests no bail for the defendant.”
Joni said, “But your honor this is a 16 year old child that was abused by Donna. We can’t consider her a risk. I request the defendant be remanded to Jessica Roberts; She is a esteemed police officer. “
“Counsel, I am inclined to agree with the state. The defendant is to be held without bail.”
The police officers took Heidi and lead her away.
~~~~*~~~~
Heidi was taken to a state prison and held in isolation. This was perhaps the scarcest place she ever had been in. How ever, after eighteen hours of being held there, some visitors came and she was lead to what looked like a conference room. There were some very formal looking people there.
“Hello Heidi. My name is Jack grimes, I work for the United States Attorney General and these are federal marshals. “
“Um- hello.” Was all Heidi could squeak out.
“You were with general Choi, we are interested in him too. We have been investigating him for some time but couldn’t get any witnesses. He survived.“
She didn’t say anything and he continued, “If you will cooperate with us, the state will give you immunity from prosecution for the state charges. “
“What, they will? Really,” Heidi said surprised.
“Yes but they aren’t happy with it. They will cooperate with federal authorities anyway. We both realize the value of putting Choi behind bars.”