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Teased, by my mommy and my sisters!
By Princess Pantyboy
Me/ Chris/Chrissie 11-year-old boy
Karen: older sister 16 years old
Sally: little sister 5 years old
Cindy: neighbor girl 8 years old
Steve: neighbor and twin of Cindy
Tammie: older sisters best friend 16 years old
I am just skateboarding in front of my house with my new friend Steve. We moved in just at the end of the school year, and was tough leaving everyone, and all my friends.
Okay I am lying I didn’t or don’t have hardly any friends, my name is Chris and I am 11 years old but unfortunately I am pretty small for my age. I will put it to you this way, I met our next-door neighbor's and they are twins, but one is a boy and one is a girl and there 8 years old and they are both way taller than me.
So now, you know I didn’t have many friends where we moved from and now it is just my mommy and my big sister Karen who is 16 years-old and my little sister Sally who is 5 years-old.
Karen is the typical teenage girl, she knows everything. She is also very bossy to me and our little sister Sally.
Sally on the other hand is kind, funny, I used to play with her all the time before we moved because she was fun to play with and I didn’t have any friends like I was saying. Plus, Sally and I are about the same size, and same height. Sally is a little tall for her age and I am way too short for mine.
So this day started out pretty good I was outside skateboarding and I noticed my mom walk out the front door. Me not being the brain surgeon type I looked over at her and didn’t see a small rock, and the skateboard went one way and I went the other.
I flew into the sidewalk and I ripped my brand new shorts that I got for the summer. “Are you okay sweetie?” I hear mom call me sweetie and I wave to her and I can see a big rip in the side of the cool board shorts I just got.
“That’s funny Chris, sweetie is what my mom calls my twin sister, and little sister all time.” Steve has a big smile on his face as he shares his thoughts with me.
I look at him not happy at all. “Can you hear mommy, are you okay sweetie?” I roll my eyes hearing her call me sweetie again.
“Yes mommy I am okay, I just fell no big deal.” I looked up at mommy when I replied but with my back to her, I roll my eyes again, her treating me like a little kid.
Steve is still smiling from ear to ear. “Okay what's so funny Steve you look like you’re going to burst?” I stare at him.
“You called her mommy just like my little sister does, is all I was laughing at. I mean you said you are 11 years old but i am 8 years old and even my twin sister is way taller than you are. What is your real age? You can tell me 5 or 6 maybe come on tell me sweetie.” He teases me and I want to knock him up side-his head but mommy is watching, and he is much bigger than I am and probably would kick my butt.
I turn around to see if mommy is still looking at us. The second I make eye contact, I hear her. “Come inside sweetie and we will get those shorts changed sweetie, now hurry Chrissie.”
“Wow did she just call you Chrissie too, that’s a girl's name, are you a girl, that makes more sense with your long hair and how your mommy and you talk to each other.” Steve says and is smiling from ear to ear as he continues to tease me.
Man, this is so embarrassing. “Chrissie is umm short for Christopher, my mom always calls me that, and I hate it. My mom has been calling me that my whole life.” I say.
“I think Chrissie is short for Christine.” Steve says with a big smile. I turn and want to knock his block off.
I stop and make eye contact with Steve who is way bigger than I am, and can probably take me in a fight. “Stop teasing me Steve I thought you were my friend.” I say to him, as he just smiles at me.
“Oh don’t cry Christine, I will see you later. I am going to go in my house, get a drink then come back outside, and skateboard if you want to play.” I smile hearing him that he was just teasing me, I hope. I am not a baby so I am not going to cry as he starts walking home. I ignore him calling me Christine.
I turn and see mommy waiting with her hands on her hips staring at me up and down as I play with my long hair as I walk up the steps to her. “Um I am sorry mommy for ripping my new shorts, it was an accident.”
“Really an accident is that what you called it? I was doing the laundry and I found some of your little sisters old panties in your laundry hamper, is that an accident too young man?” I look shocked and then scared hearing her.
I walk into the house and I feel a quick smack against my bottom. “Well I asked you a question?” I start to get nervous and I don’t want to tell her the truth that I wanted to see how they felt on me since they are so pretty and soft when I seen both my sisters panties in the laundry.
I figured mommy would notice if I barrowed one of my sisters regular panties. I did not think anyone would notice if I barrowed Sally's older panties especially since those older panties are the only ones small enough to fit me.
“Mommy I am sorry I barrowed them. I was out of underwear and um barrowed some of sis old panties until the laundry was clean.”
Mommy is shaking her head back and forth like she doesn’t believe any of it. “Whatever I think is the phrase the kids use these days. Get those ripped up shorts off and the tee shirt, and do it now young man.” Mommy says with an upset look on her face.
“Mommy I don’t want to take my clothes off in the hallway, anyone will see me.” I see a look on mommy's face that is more like she is going to take my head off if I say another word. “Okay, okay mommy chill.” I start to pull my tee shirt off and over my head and un-due my board shorts and I start to slide them to my feet.”
I stand there in my little Spiderman underwear with my hands in front of my tiny bulge. “The underwear too young man, and do it now.” I look up to see mommy is still pissed at me. “And don’t ever tell me to chill again, you understands me little boy?”
“Yes mommy I am sorry.” I start to slide my underwear off and I step out of them, putting my hands between my legs to hide my little bulge.
I look up at mommy giggling with her hand in front of her face. “I guess you really are a LITTLE boy, doesn’t seem like your LITTLE pee, pee has grown since you were in diapers hehehe.” Mommy giggles more as I stand there naked feeling even smaller than I look.
“That’s not funny mommy. I will be twelve years old in like almost ten months.” Mommy just ignores me. “Mommy can I get some clothes on before my sisters see me naked please?”
Mommy stops when she hears me and looks down at me. “Yes little one, give me your hand and we will go get you some summer clothes.”
“Great mommy, we couldn’t find any summer clothes before that’s why I was so happy when you bought me these new shorts. I guess I shouldn’t call them new anymore since I kind of ruined them.”
Mommy holds my hand as we walk through the hallways with me being totally naked with my free hand in front of my little pee, pee.
“Move your hand right now from between your legs; it looks like you’re playing with yourself. Just put your hand a long your side as I hold your other. You don’t have much to hide so don’t go there hehehe.” Mommy giggles. “It’s not the first time I seen you naked, and I am sure it won't be the last I am sure.”
I feel so embarrassed; I walk from the living room totally naked with my clothes just lying on the floor. I feel mommy stop walking as we both turn around and see my older sister Karen walk through the door with her friend Tammie from school. Tammie is also the girl of my dreams and probably the dream girl of 90% of the guys in school also.
It’s funny because I don’t even go to her school since I am only 11 and she is16 like my older sister but her beauty follows her without her even being there. Tammie is one of that super-hot model type who knows she is hot but doesn’t flaunt it; she is just a great person and has a killer smile that will make you squirm in your panties, I mean your underwear.
I turn and see them then they both stare at me totally naked while I hold my mommies hand like I am some kind of toddler.
“Hello girl's how are you doing?” Mommy says while she smiles at them. Did I mention that Karen's friend Tammie is like supper hot. Tammie is a cheerleader and should be a model. She is like the hottest girl in school.
I cannot believe how un-fair life is; I am totally naked in front of my big sister and the hottest girl in high school. I am standing here speechless holding my mommy’s hand and my little boy parts are on total display for all to see.
“Hey Chris you look so cute naked like that, you remind me of the little boy I babysat last year, he had a little pee, pee like yours but he is still in diapers hehehe.” My sister Karen's says and she and Tammie continue to giggle with their eyes glued to my lil pee, pee.
I put my hand in front of my lil pee, pee again and mommy smacks my hand away again. “I told you leave your other hand by your side it looks like you’re playing with yourself when you have your hand by your baby pee, pee.”
“Okay girl's I have to get little Chrissie her dressed since he ruined his brand new shorts. The brand new shorts I bought you because you don’t have any summer clothes, isn't that right little Chrissie?” Mommy says while staring at me.
I look up at mommy staring down at me still holding my hand. “Yes mommy I said I was sorry it was an accident.”
“Yes he sure is little mom and calling him Chrissie is much more fitting looking at him naked like this hehehe.” Karen and Tammie start giggling again, and so does mommy this time.
I look down feeling so ashamed being naked in front of my big sister, and her supper sexy friend. “Well I have to find Chrissie some summer clothes since he ruined his shorts, so you girl's stay out of trouble okay?”
“You know we will, we will just be in my room listening to music if you need me mom.” Karen says acting like her normal goodie two shoes in front of mommy but the minute mommy turns away she is evil about teasing me or torturing me, or something.
We start walking down the hallway but instead of us walking into my bedroom, we walk into my little sister’s room. “Mommy I thought we were looking for some summer clothes for me, why are we in little Sally's room?”
“Well sweetie you said it was an accident that you were wearing your little sisters panties so we know her old clothes fit you now, so we are going to take them into your room and see what fits you okay?”
Mommy lets go of my hand then goes over to Sally's closet, bends over, and starts picking up the boxes of Sally's old clothes. When mommy bends over I can see her panties, I smile not saying anything. “Mom what are you doing in Sally's room?” I turn hearing Karen say from the doorway with her friend Tammie. Oh, I hope they didn’t see me looking up mommy's dress staring at her panties.
“Oh hi girl's, I told you I am looking for some summer clothes for Chrissie. I am pretty sure he will fit into her old clothes.” Mom looks at me as I look down at my naked body with Karen and Tammie staring at me.
Mommy puts two more boxes of her old clothes on Sally's bed. “We can help you mom if you want. It must be so embarrassing that an 11-year-old boy fits into his little 5-year-old sister’s old clothes hehehe. I am sure he is too small to be able to pick up these heavy boxes.” Oh, god please comes take me away from this torture, thinking to myself.
“Oh that would be great girl's I can get these last two boxes if you can get the ones on the bed and bring to Chrissies bedroom.” I watch as Karen and Tammie are smiling at me, and pick up the boxes and start walking to my room.
Man life is so un-fair me being so small. “Isn't your little sister Sally more of a girly girl, I can't imagine what kind of clothes she has to fit a boy?” Tammie says as they walk out of the room to Karen.
“Mom were going to empty the boxes on the bed so you can see what's in them okay?” Mommy and I hear from Karen.
Mommy gets the last two boxes, and we start walking to my room, and both Karen and Tammie are folding the clothes on my bed and there are four empty boxes near my dresser.
“Okay we put all Sally's old clothes on little Chrissie bed, what do you want to do with the empty boxes mom?” Karen says with a weird grin on her face.
I look down at my bed with piles of little girl's panties and colorful socks and dresses and skirts and everything looks super girlie. “Well if you don’t mind putting his old clothes from his dresser and closet into those old boxes would be very helpful sweetie.” Mom says.
“Okay Tammie let’s put all her clothes in the empty boxes.” I hear my sister call me a ‘HER’ I ignore it or she will tease me even more.
Tammie looks at Karen with an odd look. “You mean his old clothes right. I mean he is your brother right. Or is he really a girl with that long girly hair.” Tammie says, and now I know she thinks my long hair is so girly, I always liked it long because of all the rock stars have long hair.
“Well since Chris is going to be wearing our little sisters clothes from now on she might as well be called a SHE or HER hehehe.” I notice Karen smiling from ear to ear while she is talking to Tammie.
Karen picks up a pair of Barbie panties and smiles at me while mommy is going through the other boxes empting hers on the bed making more piles of different clothes. “Here ya go Chrissie if you don’t want to be naked anymore, I know you don’t have much to hide.” I look down at her staring at my tiny pee, pee.
“I guess it’s better than being naked.” I take the pink Barbie panties, I turn around with my back to Karen, and I slide them up my legs. I notice my reflection in the mirror hanging on my closet. I look just like a little girl wearing panties no bulge anywhere between my legs. “You see any shorts sis?”
I turn away from the mirror and both Karen and Tammie are smiling at me with a hand over their mouths hope there not going to make fun of me. “Here is a cute top, and I remember Sally has the matching shorts somewhere.”
“Um this shirt looks kind of girly, maybe it’s just me. I’ll put it on and see.” I put on the top with the puffy short sleeves and pic of ‘My little Pony’ on the front. “Well what do you think, does this shirt look too girly on me or is it okay for me?”
I turn and show Karen, and Tammie how I look in the top. “No that top looks perfect for you. That size is a small, I can't find the matching shorts but slide these up your legs and see if they fit, so we know what size shorts you are.” I take the little jean shorts and I start to slide them up my legs and pull them to the top of my panties, I mean the panties.
“Wait these aren’t shorts.” I look in the mirror seeing me wearing the girlie top and a short jean mini skirt that goes about ten inches above my knees. “This is way too girlie for me don’t ya think? I need some shorts.”
Both the girl's smile at me with mommy's back still to us. “Well that fits you perfect too, so now we know what size skirt you wear. I don’t see any shorts yet but at least you’re not naked anymore, and you do look very pretty in that outfit don’t ya think Tammie?”
“Oh yes she does look very pretty wearing that.” I hear Tammie say SHE to me and that I look pretty but I ignore her teasing me. “Maybe you can help me Chrissie moving your old clothes out of your dresser, while Karen fills it back up with your pretty new clothes.” I notice Tammie smiling at me and pulling me over to the dresser.
Tammie is so pretty, when she put her small soft hand on mine I would have jumped off a bridge if she asked. So I was helping her taking my old clothes out of my dresser and emptying them into the boxes when I noticed mommy staring at me.
“Well I seen you already picked yourself a pretty new outfit Chrissie. That skirt and top looks very cute on you, and it fits you just perfect. I was going to put the skirts, dresses, and panties back in the boxes. I can see that is more what you rather wear. So I will pack the pants up and put them back in the boxes.”
My mouth drops open and Tammie hands me another pile of my old clothes to put in the box and it snaps me back to reality. “No mommy I was just trying these clothes on to see what size they are, so when we found some shorts or pants we would know the correct sizes mommy.”
“So I guess it’s just another accident that you’re wearing a little jean mini skirt and the matching my little pony top. I guess it’s just an accident you just packed all your old underwear in the boxes too isn't it?”
I look down in the box, and she is right I just packed all my old underwear in the box. “Okay girl's get some shoes on little Chrissie and we will take a break and go back down stairs and have some lunch. Here are some socks and shoes on the bed that should match her outfit.”
“Okay mom we will help her, and meet you downstairs.” I look at the black Mary Jane shoes and pink lace socks that match the my little pony top. “Okay little girl sit on the edge of the bed and we can do this really quick.” Karen says, while Tammie just picks me up and puts me on the bed with my legs dangling off the edge of the bed.
I see Karen slide one of the socks up my foot and she cuffs the top over and starts on the other while Tammie puts one of the super girlie shoes on my foot and secures the buckle over and does the same with my other foot.
“Okay lets go downstairs and get some lunch before it gets cold.” I stand up and see my reflection in the mirror again holy smoke that cannot be me. “Yes you do look very cute in that outfit Chrissie, now stop admiring yourself in the mirror and let’s get some lunch you silly little girl.” Tammie says and takes my hand.
I ignore her teasing me as the three of us walk down stairs. “Why is my skirt shorter than both of yours.” I say to Karen and Tammie. I didn’t realize how girly that sounded until the words came out of my mouth.
“Most little girl skirts are really short so maybe that’s why, but you do look extra cute dressed in your new outfit Chrissie doesn’t she Tammie?” Karen says while smiling at me holding Tammie’s hand still.
I hear her call me SHE again teasing me but I look up at Tammie and her smiling face with her deep ocean blue eyes. “Yes she looks very cute in her new skirt and that top on her looks very cute too. That outfit is the perfect colors for her skin too, don’t ya think Karen?”
“Chrissie this is where you say thank you to both of us for giving you complements on your new pretty skirt.”
I see both of them staring at me as we get to the bottom of the stairs. “Oh than thank you for saying you like my cute skirt I mean outfit.”
“Is that what I heard you say Chrissie you really like your cute skirt?” We stop and see mommy putting lunch on the table and she must of heard me thanking them. “You do look very pretty in your pretty new outfit I am glad you like it so much. Maybe you three girl's should go down to the park, and have an ice cream from the ice cream man after lunch.”
Mommy must be teasing me she cannot actually think I like wearing a skirt can she. Yes, this skirt does feel pretty comfortable in this heat but it is so short and only girl's wear skirts. I think to myself, but would never tell anyone that this skirt is so comfortable.
“Mom she was just thanking us me and Tammie was telling her how cute she looks in her new skirt and that’s when you over heard us telling her.” Karen says smiling down at me. “That’s a great idea mom, don’t ya think girls?”
Karen looks at Tammie and me as I am still holding Tammie's hand like I am a little toddler. “Make sure you girl's use the bathroom before you go to the park. We don’t want little Chrissie to have an accident.” I hear mommy teasing me again.
“We can bring the diaper bag just to make sure SHE doesn’t have an accident mom.” my mouth drops open as Karen and Tammie both smile down at me.
The end
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Part 2
By Princess Pantyboy
Me/Kevin/Karen: 12-year-old boy
Donna: older sister 16-years-old
Sally: little sister 4-years-old
Cindy: neighbor girl 13-years-old
Pam: girl in class 12-years-old
Max boy in class 12-years-old
Tommy boy in class 12-years-old
Mrs. Springsteen teacher
I still cannot believe I am standing here wearing the little pink tights and pink leotard, and I feel silly as anything. The only good thing is no one can see I am wearing my little sisters pink Barbie panties under these dance clothes. Even though panties and a girl's pink tights kind of go together.
This would be a very normal thing if it wasn’t for me waking up as a girl, my boy parts are gone and now all I have is vagina between my legs. Everything else from the outside looks totally like me Kevin, well except that my arms and legs are super thin and I must have shrunk a few inches.
Yes, my name is or was Kevin even though the kids at school are calling me Karen. By the way if I dint bring this up yet, this is also my first day of middle school, or 6th grade if you didn’t read part one of my story. I am continuing this story after we just received, and put on our new gym uniforms.
“I really don’t feel good Ms. Springsteen; can I get changed and sit down please?” I say to the teacher. I watch as she looks at me up and down, it seems like she is looking at every square inch of these super girly tights, and leotards.
“Well you look very cute in your new dance clothes, I can say that extra small fits you just perfect sweetie. If you don’t feel well just have a seat, and I hope you feel better but you need to stay in your dance clothes sweetie.”
I seat down on one of the bleachers in the gymnasium, looking at myself wearing the pink tights and the matching leotards. I still can't believe I woke up this morning with no penis or balls just a vagina between my legs and I am trying to hide that from everyone. How the hell did this happen to me.
My life is so messed up, first my mommy puts me in my little sisters clothes since all mine are too big now, and here I am trying to hide being a girl, and she makes me wear girl's clothes. If I told her my gender changed in the middle of the night I would forever be stuck wearing dresses and skirts.
Plus I’m sure I would be taken to somewhere, and poked and prodded to find out how my gender just mysteriously just change while I slept. I mean they would probably give me a million shots while there testing me for sure.
Of course, now everyone at school sees me wearing girl's clothes so they naturally think I am a girl. How do I get out of this, while I watch the girl's in my gym class practicing ballet, and the boy's playing basketball.
During gym class I sat on the bleachers, and tried to figure what to do. I have to figure out how to make everyone think I am still a boy again. It is not like I can just rip all my clothes off and show them I am a boy, because now I have a girl's body and would be doomed to wearing dresses if they see me naked.
I guess only my family and my friend Cindy still think I am a boy I just have to get through this day not doing anything else girly. I will just have my mom call the school and she can explain to them she made me wear girl's clothes because she bought me the wrong size clothes. “Okay everyone class is over, I need everyone to come here before everyone hits the showers.” We hear Ms. Springsteen our teacher announcing.
“After we had all of you put your new gym uniforms on I gave a list of all your names and sizes so we could have you wear your new school uniforms after gym class. The clothes you wore from home will be back in your homeroom to pick up at the end of your day.”
We all look at her trying to understand. “So in short everyone will start wearing their new school uniforms after they clean up from gym class. Are there any questions?” Ms. Springsteen says as she looks around.
“Yes do we really have to wear school uniforms from now on Ms. Springsteen?” Everyone turns when they hear max asking the only question.
Ms. Springsteen hears max and turns towards him. “That is a very good question. Yes, all of you will start right now wearing your new school uniforms. At the end of the day everyone will pick up their extra school uniforms and their clothes they wore to school. Good question max. Are there any other questions?”
We all stare at each other as we realize were stuck wearing school uniforms. “Okay since there is not anymore questions hit the showers, and change into your new school uniforms when you’re done, let’s make it fast boys and girls.”
“This is going to suck I remember when my cousin had to start wearing school uniforms. He had to wear a sports jacket, a tie, dress shoes, and dress slacks every day. I cannot believe my day could get any worse.” I say to Cindy.
I notice Cindy smiling at me. “Okay why are you smiling at me so hard Cindy. I am already dressed in a pink leotard and tights; I know it can't be any worse?” I say as Cindy just continues to smile at me.
“Well I know all the boy's will be wearing ties and sports jackets and all that, but what makes you think that is what you will be wearing? I mean you said it yourself, look what you’re wearing now.” I look down at myself wearing the pink leotard and matching tights.
I don’t know what to say to her, one of the only times in my life I am speechless. “Come on Karen lets go get changed. You do really look cute in your pink leotard and tights. I am sure you will look cute in your new school uniform too.” I turn and see her still smiling. “I wish I could get a picture to show your mom and sisters, of you in a pink leotard and matching tights.” I hear Cindy saying teasing me.
“That’s not even funny Cindy. You are the only one that has seen me dressed in this pink outfit that knows I am really a boy.” I stand up and start walking with her towards the locker rooms.
We walk into the locker rooms and the second I open my locker I think my heart stopped right there. I was staring at my new school uniform, but I wouldn’t have to worry about wearing the same clothes as my cousin, Cindy was sure right about that.
“Holy shit Cindy look at my new school uniform.” I reach into my locker and pull out a girl's blouse, sweater vest, black Mary Jane shoes with long knee high socks, and oh my god a short plaid skirt.
Cindy looks in my locker than at hers than at me. “Well like I said you don’t have to worry about wearing a boy's uniform hehehe.” Cindy giggles and stares at me as she starts pulling her dance leotard off. “The way I see it all you have to do is get naked and walk into the showers with all the other girl's and when they see your boy parts hanging down I am sure you will get a boy's school uniform.” Cindy says while she is undressing to take a shower.
“The bad thing is you will probably get suspended for being in the girl's locker room and wearing the new girl's dance clothes and all the boy's will find out you wore girl's clothes to school and they will probably tease you to the end of time, if they don’t kick your ass for being a sissy or a fag boy.”
I am in shock hearing her. “Well looking at you in you leotard and seeing you in your pretty Barbie panties I am not sure you’re really a boy anyway. You look way more like a girl hehehe.” Cindy giggles teasing me.
“Wow that’s some choice. I was thinking when everyone was in gym class that if I can get through today, I could get home and my mommy could call the school and explain to them about her getting me the wrong clothes sizes, and mommy not wanting me to miss the first day of school and her dressing me in my little sisters clothes.”
Cindy is still smiling as we both are standing only in our panties and training bras. “What do you think Cindy then everything could go back to normal after my mom explains everything? I just can't believe after wearing this super girly leotard and tights I now have to wear a girl's school uniform too.”
“I am going to take a shower, if you get naked like me I will believe you’re a boy when I see something hanging between your legs Karen hehehe.” I watch as she gets totally naked and holds a towel, as I stare at her naked body.
I smile at her. “Well I guess you are staring at me up and down like a boy who sees a naked girl, but look at your panties.” We both look down at me standing there in the training bra and panties. “You have no hint of a boy's bulge between your legs.” Cindy whispers to me.
“Not funny Cindy you know I am really small for my size and yes I am really small down there too. But please help me think, I really need your help Cindy and when you tease me I get so scared no one believes me.”
I can feel a tear sliding down my cheek as Cindy hugs me with her naked body. “I am sorry Karen, I mean Kevin.” She whispers to me. “After I get out of the shower I will do whatever you want, I won't tease you anymore. I was just teasing you because I thought it was cute a boy being dressed in girl's clothes and then now at school with the dance clothes. Now with your new schoolgirl uniform I guess it is just overwhelming for you. I wasn’t thinking, I am sorry Karen.” Cindy says.
“I think you will make it through today and everything will be okay. I would just get into your new school uniform Karen and if you need any help, I can help you after I take a shower. Again I am sorry for teasing you.”
I turn and see the girly school uniform in my locker. “It won't bite you Karen its just clothes you’re already wearing panties like I said it’s just one day.” Cindy says then turns and walks towards the shower.
Yea Cindy is right it’s just one day. I start to put the blouse on and buttoning it up wasn’t as easy as I thought because the buttons are all on the wrong side. Or on the wrong side for me at least. I never realized girl's buttons, button the other way. I wonder what else is weird about girl's clothes.
The sweater vest goes on much easier and the part I dread the most is pulling the skirt up. Wow, I can't believe I am wearing a skirt. I slide the long knees high socks up both my feet. I start putting my new black Mary Jane shoes on as Cindy walks back to our lockers.
“Wow you got dressed pretty fast I guess your used to wearing a skirt and other girl's clothes hehehe.” Cindy giggles at me and I turn and stare at her. “I am sorry I won't tease you again I just couldn’t resist. At least your new school uniform fits you well and looks pretty on you.”
I turn and watch as Cindy slides her panties on and starts getting her new school uniform on too. I whisper to her. “It really feels weird wearing a skirt I keep thinking everyone can see my panties.”
“Well you will get used to it, just keep your knees together when you sit, and your ankles crossed and you will have no problems.” I smile hearing how positive Cindy is and her giving me good advice.
Great so now I have to worry about my panties being seen by everyone under my skirt. What the hell am I thinking, these aren’t my panties, and this isn't my skirt. Oh man I need to get a grip I know I am only barely 12 years-old, but how screwed up can one’s life get in such a short time.
Okay like Cindy said, I just need to get through this one day. “Are you okay Karen I mean Kevin? You are kind of spacing out. I mean I have gotten fully dressed, and you only had to put your new shoes on and you still haven’t buckled the second one yet.”
“Oh I am okay I think; I mean I am as okay as any guy that just took off a pink leotard and tights. Now I am finishing putting on a girl's school uniform. How can I not be okay?” I smile at Cindy when she sees me being able to almost kid around about the mess I am in.
The smile on Cindy's face gets me back to reality as I finished getting my new Mary Jane shoes buckled up. I stand up and see myself in the mirror and my jaw drops open as Cindy stands next to me while I stare at my reflection in the mirror.
“Oh my god Cindy I look like a little school girl, I don’t look anywhere near a 12 year old, let alone a 12 year old boy, do I?”
Cindy smiles and looks at me up and down, and then puts her hand on my shoulder. “Well Karen let’s just say you don’t look anything like a boy now. But that is good because would you rather look like a boy in a girl's uniform?”
“No that’s true I guess it could be worse I guess.” I play with my long hair not realizing I am acting more like a little girl.
I turn and see Cindy smiling again as I play with my long hair staring at me. “I didn’t know you are 12 years-old, I thought you are around 9 or 10 hehehe.” Cindy giggles.
“That’s not funny Cindy. So you thought I was 9 or 10 and you said I looked even younger than I was? How old do I look wearing this little school girl's uniform?”
Cindy looks away then back at me. “Well I was thinking you look more like our little sisters age I guess. But that’s a good thing when you’re really old like in you thirties, you will look much younger.”
“Well that really bites so you think I look like a 4 or 5 year old little girl?” I want to cry but then I will be acting like a little girl too.
Cindy looks at me again staring into my eyes. “Well maybe a 6 year old if you’re standing on your tip toes. I am sorry if I hurt your feeling but I will take care of you. Don’t worry I will be your big sister since you have seen me naked before.”
“Thanks I think, but damn why did I have to be born and born so small and short.” I notice Cindy looking at the clock when we hear the bell ring.
Cindy grabs her school bag, and I turn and grab mine too, and whispers in my ear. “Okay little princess panty boy we better hurry to our next class hehehe.” Cindy giggles then winks at me meaning she is just teasing me.
“At least we are in all the same classes so I can be there in case you need anything. I mean there are some girl's that like picking on the new little girl's, there real bullies.”
I see the serious look on Cindy's face as we walk out into the hallway. “Great now I have to be concerned about girl bullies that’s just wonderful. I thought boy bullies were bad enough, but if I get picked on by a girl bully that would even be worse.” Today just keeps getting better, NOT as I shake my head hearing Cindy.
The next class goes pretty smooth even though when they did role call they called ‘Karen Taylor’ instead of my real name ‘Kevin Taylor’ so that sucked especially seeing Cindy smile when I responded to the name Karen when I was called.
Seeing all the other girl's wearing the short plaid skirt and the boy's in their new sports jackets and ties, wait a second what the hell was I thinking the other girl's, like I am one of them too. Man I need to get a grip. I have to stop thinking and talking like I am a girl. I sure hope I am not acting like I am a girl too. I play with my long hair not realizing I am acting so girly too.
Cindy and I turn and see one of the boy's in our class reading a piece of paper as we walk to the buses and he looks like he is pissed. “Hey Tommy what's the matter you look kind of upset?”
“Oh hi Cindy, and what's your friends name? Was it Karen yea that is it? Well I just was given this from Ms. Springsteen when I picked up my clothes I wore to school. She said everyone was given an updated sheet in there bag, but she wanted me to read mine now because I needed to show it to my mom when I got home.”
Cindy and I look in our bags and the top of the paper says girl's proper hair care. “Wow your right is says we can't have any type of color in our hair and we can have our hair any length, as long as we take care of it.”
“Yea well the boy's says almost the same thing except that all the boys have to keep their hair short and above the ears and not to touch your collar in the back. I mean that is so un fair I think.”
We both look how long Tommy’s hair is almost as long as mine, and he will have to get it all cut off. “Wow that is really said Tommy you have had long hair your whole life like a lot of boy's.” Cindy looks at me then back at Tommy. I “But I know you will look nice with really short hair I am sure”. I start to play with my long hair as we get on the bus.
“Well I guess you will be coming to school with a new hairstyle tomorrow too Kevin.” Cindy whispers in my year as we find seats on the bus next to each other.
I keep playing with my long hair. “Yea I have had long hair my whole life too, I bet I would look even younger with short hair.”
“Just between me and you I think if you had all your hair cut really short you would still look like a girl just with short hair, and your right you would look even younger, a lot younger.” Great as I look down ashamed that I look like a girl so much. Looking down at least my knees are together wearing the short plaid skirt, or is that good that I am acting more like the true girl I woke up as.
I look over at Cindy. “Did I tell you that you’re no help at all now I feel even worse?” I see a hurt look on Cindy's face, which I did not mean to hurt her feelings. “I am sorry Cindy; I know you have been helping me all day. I am really sorry I hurt your feeling I didn’t mean it really.”
“It’s okay Karen I know this has been a really hard day for you I am sure. But here is our stop let’s go.” I look out the window and did not realize how fast time flew, we are on my road.
We both stand up and start to walk down the aisle and off the bus. “What's the matter Karen, you look like you’ve seen a ghost or something. Is everything okay?” Hearing Cindy I turn and try to give her a fake smile as we step off the bus and on to the sidewalk.
“Well Cindy I just realized I am going to be walking into my house wearing a girl's school uniform, so when my mom hears the front door open and asks how was my day was, holy shit my life really is messed up. I start to cry softly standing on the sidewalk as everyone else got off the bus, and is walking away.
The tears start pouring out of my eyes; I have been on the border of crying my head off all day but now is when the tears are exploding down my face. I don’t know where all these emotions are coming from I didn’t even cry when my dad moved away and got re-married.
“Hey, hey you are going to be okay Karen I mean Kevin. Just tell your mom everything and tomorrow everything will be all better I promise okay. I am here to help you little one, I mean I know we are almost the same age but seeing you cry like this I feel like you’re my little sister.”
I ignore her comparing me to her little 5 or 6 year old sister, I can't remember how old she said she was. “Your right Cindy I will just tell my mommy how everything went and I am sure she will fix everything.”
“Okay thanks again for all your help today Cindy. Wish me luck and I will see ya tomorrow.” I hug her back and turn to walk towards my house.
Cindy let’s go of our hug. “Hey Karen you want me to walk you home or are you okay?” We are still almost next to each other but I turn to see her caring face.
“No I will be okay like you said and your house is the other way, thank you anyway, I will see you tomorrow.”
Cindy smiles at me. Okay Karen I will see you tomorrow.” I ignore her still calling me Karen again. I turn and start walking away and I can see my house only three houses away.
The only good thing will be if mom wasn’t home and I could change before she seen me dressed in the little school girl uniform. Of course, her SUV is in the driveway so that will not be happening.
Okay a good thing is that both my sisters are still at school so they won't see me dressed like this, yea that’s a good thing. I knew if I thought long enough I would think of something good.
Oh my god I am home and I am walking up my driveway and the whole world see’s me in the little school girl uniform. Okay here we go, maybe I will get lucky and aliens broke into the house and kidnapped my mommy and she well never see me wearing this uniform.
With the way, my luck is going they would take her and all my clothes so I would still be stuck wearing this damn little schoolgirl uniform. I reach down and turn the doorknob like I am entering the gates to hell.
I hear mommy in the kitchen as I close the front door. “Is that you Kevin? Come into the kitchen and tell me about your first day of middle school. I bet no one even noticed you wore your little sister’s old clothes.” I walk into the kitchen and mommy has her back to me.
“Well yes actually everyone noticed I was wearing girl's clothes.” I start crying softly than tears start flooding down my face as mommy hears me crying and turns to me.
The look of shock seeing me wearing the little schoolgirl uniform is easy to notice. “Oh my god you look just like little Sally in your school uniform.” Now I am the one in shock that is all mommy can say seeing her 12-year-old son wearing a girl's school uniform. I stop crying and look at mommy staring at me from head to toe.
“Well you look very cute Kevin but why are you wearing a girl's school uniform?” The tone in mommy’s voice is like it is my fault or something.
I look up from crying. “It’s your fault because you had me wearing Sally's old clothes and everyone though I was a girl and when they gave us our new uniforms they gave me a girl's uniform.”
“What, it’s all my fault? Maybe if you cut your hair like all the other boy's no one would mistake you as a girl. and why didn’t you just tell them you’re a boy anyway?” I watch, as mommy dry’s her hands off from cleaning the dishes. “Or did you like wearing little Sally's clothes and you wanted a girl's uniform of your own for school?”
I knew it, she’s blaming me for everything. “No I didn’t like wearing her clothes, and no I didn’t want a girl's uniform they just gave me one and I put it on. Not like I had a choice mommy.” I say almost crying again.
“Well sweetie you did have a choice you didn’t have to put it on, you could of just said simply oh you gave me a girl's uniform I need a boy's one.” I want to bust out crying again but I am so shocked that mommy is turning this all around.
I feel mommy take my hand, and we walk into my room. “Okay enough of arguing with you, get your new school uniform off and hang it up while I get you some clothes.” I sit on my chair in front of my Xbox as I notice mommy bring two large boxes into my room and emptying them on my bed.
“Mommy these are all Sally's old clothes I can't wear them.” The look on mommy's face says it all shut up or I will be dead. I shut up seeing that look on her face.
Mommy puts her hands on her hips and looks down at me. “I told you to get your school uniform off didn’t I young lady?” I hear her calling me a young lady and I want to start crying again but I fight the urge to start balling like a baby.
“Okay mommy” I stand up and start pulling the sweater vest off, and let it drop to the floor.
I start un-doing the buttons that are of course backwards to me when I hear mommy. “You don’t just throw your clothes on the floor now get over there and put your pretty sweater vest on a hanged and put it away in your closet now young lady.”
“Yes mommy.” I pick it up and put it on a hanger and I can barely reach the rod in my closet to put the hanger on it.
I have my back to mommy as I start un-buttoning my blouse when I forget I am wearing a training bra. “Oh you’re wearing a training bra isn't that so cute. You might as well just leave it on and take your pretty skirt off young lady while I find you something to wear.” I ignore mommy referring to me as a young lady again, and calling it my skirt.
“Yes mommy” I un-zip the tiny plaid schoolgirl skirt and slide it down my legs. I am almost naked, only wearing my little sisters training panties and the training bra from school.
I start to turn but am stopped when mommy starts talking. “Okay sweetie don’t turn around yet the buttons are in the back and I will need to get them. So lift your arms up my little princess panty boy hehehe.” I hear mommy giggle as I lift my arms up.
“Yes you are I guess. I mean you look like a little princess and your wearing panties and you are a boy, even though you can't really tell that, you’re a boy while you’re wearing your new panties hehehe.” Mommy giggles again.
I don’t argue with her but its just messed up because that is what Cindy called me in the girl's locker room I guess I know why now. I feel mommy pulling the tee shirt over my head and I can see it is yellow and has flowers on it while she was pulling it down over my head. I guess its not a girl's school uniform so it can't be too bad even though the color is yellow and has flowers on it.
“Okay hold still sweetie while I button the back of you up and then we will be off to pick your sister up from cheerleading practice.”
There must only be a couple buttons because mommy does them fast. “Okay mommy then I will take off these girly socks and shoe’s too so I can get some pants or shorts on.”
“Oh you won't need to do that you are fine.” I feel mommy turn me around facing the big mirror. I am not dressed in a girlie tee shirt like I was almost going to complain about, instead I am wearing a little girl's dress with no sleeves and barely covers my panties.
I stare at myself in the mirror with my mouth open. “I figure since you wore a cute schoolgirl skirt all day you wouldn’t mind wearing this pretty sundress. You didn’t complain when you put the schoolgirl uniform on and you sure didn’t complain when I just put this pretty sundress on you so lets go.”
“But mommy I can't wear this I look like a little girl dressed like this.” I say almost crying again, the thought of leaving the house like this is making my heart going a hundred miles an hour.
We start walking to the front door. “Well sweetie you wore that cute girl's uniform all day and you looked like a little girl, and now your wearing this pretty sundress so there's really no reason for you to complain.” Mommy opens the front door holding my hand and there she is.
“Oh hi Mrs. Taylor remember me I am Cindy from down the street.” I hear Cindy saying.
I want to die since mommy is holding my hand, as Cindy stares at me up and down in the short sundress. “Of course I remember you Cindy, we were just on our way to pick up my daughter Donna from cheerleading practice.”
“Oh okay well I just wanted to see how Karen was doing she had a rough day at school today, as I guess you noticed.”
Mommy looks down at me. “Karen is it, that is such a pretty name and is much more fitting then Kevin now isn't it?” I look down and try to pull the little girl's sundress down more because it is so short on me.
“Would you like to come with Karen and I to pick her big sister up Cindy?” I look at mommy and Cindy smiling at each other. Oh I wish I went potty before we left the house as I cross my legs standing there almost crying.
The end
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Sisters, and the little brother
Part 2
By Princess Panty boy
Characters:
Me/Nick/Nikki: 10-year old son/brother
Lori: twin/she calls herself my big sister
Andrea: 5-years old little sister
Mom 31-years old, single
Aunt Linda: 21-years old (not a relative she is just good friends with mom)
Author’s Note:
(It has been a while since I wrote Part 1 of this story so I am putting a couple paragraphs from the end of part. I strongly recommend you read part 1 if you have not already before you start this chapter.
Thanks, I hope you are enjoying my story.
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The both of us walk over to the table from the changing room, and see all the skirts on it. “Lori can I have a skirt that isn’t as short as the pink one I tried on? It was so short you could almost see my panties.” I say while I play with my long ponytail as I am talking.
“If I didn’t hear it I would not have believed it Nikki, you are asking to get a skirt, and that dress you are wearing is just too cute on you, and if fits perfect.” Mom says while smiling at me.
I turn around hearing mommy's comments. I forget that I am wearing the little baby girl dress until mommy brought it up. “Yea mom I asked HER if she wanted both skirts and dresses and SHE said SHE does so that’s what we are doing getting HER what SHE wants.” I am in shock by how many times Lori used the words ‘she’ and ‘her’ that I did not pay attention to the comments themselves.
“Is that true sweetie you said you wanted to wear both, skirts and dresses?” Mommy says while bending down and looking into my eyes.
Lori, mom, and little Andrea are all staring at me. “Yea I did say that, because um I mean yes.” I cannot tell her it hurt so much putting the skirt on and taking the shorts off, or she will call me a baby too.
“Okay then it is settled we will buy both, Lori what size is this dress Nikki is wearing? This dress fits her perfectly.” Oh, man now mommy is using ‘her’ in referring to me too.
Lori is grinning from ear to ear now. “4t mom is the size of HER dress. Come on Nikki let’s go try these skirts on to make sure they fit you too little sis.” I feel Lori’s hand take mine as we walk back into the dressing room carrying a bunch of skirts.
I start to feel wet between my legs again, and I want to cry. How do I get myself into these things? “Girl's after you try on each outfit come out so I can see little Nikki wearing it okay?” Mommy says.
“Okay mom I will.” I ignore her referring to me as a SHE and HER. I mean I am wearing a short dress and cannot forget a diaper and pink plastic panties so the last thing I want to do is attract more attention to me.
I am numb on how many outfits I tried on and how many different dresses and skirts I wore back and forth from the dressing room. I have to admit I didn’t pay too much attention on how short all the skirts are, I mean all of them are short and would be considered miniskirts for sure.
The dresses are the same way very short and screaming girly girl to say the least. I also have to be honest with myself that I didn’t even think about the sizes of the dresses and skirts. I mean they were my size no way to be able to share with my big sister. Great now they even have me thinking of Lori as my big sister instead of my evil twin for what she really is.
Most of these skirts and all of these dresses that I can remember trying on are more fashioned, or are the style for a little girl. Lori and I are only ten, which is still very young, but all the clothes Lori picked out for me are more for little, little girls like our baby sister Andrea who is only 5 years-old.
Why cannot I be more aggressive and put my foot down and say, I wanted shorts and jeans instead of skirts and dresses. I don’t know how she tricked me into saying that; Lori is so tricky I will really have to watch what she says and what I say. To make sure no one could miss-interrupt what I say.
I wonder if my sister was serious about making me into our little sister’s twin instead of her and I being twins. Why am I even thinking that? I mean look at me I am wearing a short little girl's dress and diaper and plastic panties. I know she had nothing to do with the diaper and panties but Lori picked the clothes I wore from the hospital and now all these dresses and skirts. Man, girls are sneaky and way smarter than me.
Anyway, I continued to try on the super girly girl clothes for like several life times, I was trying on the last dress. The dress was of course very short and had light pink puffy short sleeves and the whole dress was also light pink but you could also see bright yellow and white flowers all over the dress. I was trying to think if it was pinker, or more white it was hard to say with all the pretty flowers all over it.
I could feel Lori buttoning the last button in the back of me as I stared at my reflection and I look like the picture perfect idea of what a little girly girl should look like. I was even playing with my long ponytail which of course after I noticed it made me look even more childish and more girly I stopped.
“Lets go show mom your last dress little sis, and you will get your wish on us leaving since that’s all you have been saying while you have been trying on clothes for the longest time.” Lori says, but she smiles when I notice her looking at me from head to toe. “Make sure you put your flip flops back on so you have everything out of the dressing room.”
So of course, I put the flip-flops back on and was happy as anything to be leaving the dressing room finally. “Oh that is the prettiest dress of them all little Nikki, I bet that dress is so comfy in this heat. You will notice how much cooler a short dress or skirt is compared to long boring boy shorts.” Mommy says, I can't make out if she is teasing me or treating me like one of the girl's. I guess either is not good.
“Here Nikki you hold these skirts, and I will hold the dresses. There's way too much for one person to carry.” Why is Lori being so nice to me? Maybe I underestimated her since she is being so nice to me, by her helping me carry all these clothes.
I am carrying a bunch of dresses across my chest with my hands close to my waist with clothes hanging everywhere, A smart person would of folded all the clothes up before carrying them. Once we arrived at the checkout counter, I understood what my evil twin sister was up too. God girls are so sneaky.
Since I was carrying all those dresses when Lori kept piling them in my arms, I didn’t realize I was still wearing this super girly dress. Or I should say I didn’t notice until we were at the checkout counter, and I could get a clear view of what I was wearing. Lori came over and pulled off all the tags off my dress, and handed them to the checkout girl; that was a slight hint I was tricked again.
“She wanted to wear this dress home if that was okay mom?” I hear Lori say to mom while we are in line at the checkout.
My mouth drops open hearing Lori lying to mommy. “No I didn’t say that mommy. I didn’t say I wanted to wear this pretty dress home.” What the heck did I just say? I just called this dress pretty. What am I thinking let alone what am I saying.
“Well since you are saying how pretty the dress is you can wear it home princess and you are right that is definitely a pretty dress you picked out little Nikki.”
I get so upset; I don’t know what to say as I feel pee squirting between my legs into the diaper, before I stop it. “I didn’t pick any of these clothes mommy, Lori picked them all.”
“You don’t have to be embarrassed you picking these pretty clothes, you did a great job sweetie. I think my little princess panty boy looks so pretty.” Mommy whispers as we walk away after she paid for everything. “I mean you look like a little PRINCESS in that dress, you will be wearing PANTIES or diapers until you are healed or re-potty trained and you’re a BOY so PRINCESS PANTY BOY fits you sweetie.” Mommy says while smiling from ear to ear.
I turn and notice Lori is carrying a bunch of the bags smiling at me and I didn’t even notice I was holding mommy’s hand, and little Andrea was holding mommy’s other hand. I can just picture how everyone looked at us seeing two little girl's holding their mommy's hands and the big sister carrying the bags. What am I saying we don’t look like little girl's we look like little toddler girl's.
“Mom from the back you look like you are holding twin girl's as you three walk. If you did little Nikki’s hair more like Andrea's they would really look like twin sisters.” I hear Lori teasing me as I give her a mean look and I stick my tongue at he, until I realize I must look even more like the little girl I am dressed like sticking my tongue at her. “See she even sticks her tongue at me like a baby girl hehehe.” I hear Lori giggling, but I ignore her so she doesn’t see she is bugging me.
I look down at my naked legs walking in my tiny dress and I can feel the air moving all around under the dress like I am naked. I keep checking to see if my dress is blowing up because of how it feels when the wind blows. Why do I keep calling this dress, my dress? I really need to get back to thinking like a boy instead of me thinking like I am a girl, my mind is so messed up.
“Yes mommy I think you should do Nikki’s hair like mine so I can have a twin sister mommy, that would be so great mommy.” I hear Andrea and I just roll my eyes hearing her getting so excited about me looking more like her.
I just roll my eyes hearing everyone teasing me and I don’t know what to do to change it. We stop in front of the hair salon that mom and the girl's go too. “Would you like that Nikki, if you had your hair fixed like your little twin sister Andrea?” I hear mommy referring to me as Andrea's twin and I almost fill my diaper up I lose control so bad.
“No mommy please, I don’t want to look any more like baby Andrea. I mean we both have long blonde hair like you mommy and Andrea is really big for her age and I am really small for mine, and both of us are so skinny. I mean that’s enough mommy please.” I almost start crying right then, and there as we start walking past the hair salon and out of the mall.
That was close thinking to myself as we leave the mall and drive home. This has been such a busy day. I hope no one see’s me wearing this little girl's dress when we get home. We drive down our block while I look around and thank god I didn’t see anyone we know when we pulled in our driveway.
“Okay girl's lets get inside after we get all the bags inside and unpacked I will get some milk and cookies for you as a snack, how does that sound?” Mommy says while smiling down at me wearing the tiny little girl's dress.
I see Andrea's eyes light up like mine with the thought of milk and cookies. “Yes mommy.” Andrea and I say in stereo, I look at her not believing we both said the same thing at the same time.
“Mom I can take Nikki’s clothes up to her room and put her stuff away while you get the little one’s a snack if you want?” I hear Lori acting like the little kiss butt she is.
I stare at her then at mommy when I hear her start to respond. “I think that is a great idea Lori, why don’t you take the twins with you and have them help you hang up Nikki’s pretty new clothes.” I hear mommy referring to me as Andrea's twin as I want to cry again feeling pee going into my diaper but I don’t even try to stop it cause all I want to do is scream.
“Mommy I am not a little baby, and I am not Andrea's twin, I am Lori’s little twin sister, I mean Lori’s twin brother.” All three of them look at me when they hear me referring to myself as I a girl. “I am so confused mommy.” I finally say to her, shaking my head rubbing my eyes.
Mommy looks at me smiling as she kneels down. “I know sweetie it has been a tough day for you, but take you sisters hand and go help your big sister put your new pretty clothes away and then you too can have a snack. Now go girl's and hurry back.”
“Okay mommy.” Andrea says as she grabs my hand and almost rips my arm out of my socket when she drags me up to my room following Lori carrying the bags of clothes. “Next time we should race I bet you, I am faster than you are Nikki, and I bet I am stronger than you too.” I just roll my eyes trying to ignore her.
I look at her like she is out of her mind. “Whatever Andrea there's no way you are stronger or faster than me. I may look like you, a little girl dressed like this, but still inside I am a 10-year-old boy. So I am way older than you which makes me stronger and faster than you.” I say while I watch Lori taking clothes out of my closet and throwing them on the floor.
“If you too babies are done arguing, can you both start taking all the clothes out of her dresser so we have room for her new clothes?” we hear Lori whining at Andrea and me.
Andrea and I hear Lori. “Mom what do you want us to do with all of Nikki’s old clothes they won't fit with her new clothes.” Lori yells down to mommy in the kitchen.
“That’s a good point Lori. Send Andrea down here, and I will give her a couple garbage bags to put her sisters old clothes in for now. Andrea is faster so tell her to hurry.” Andrea smiles hearing mommy saying she is faster than I am.
I turn and look at Lori smiling at me wearing the little dress. “I don’t want my clothes put in garbage bags why can't we just make room for them in my closet and in my dresser?”
“Well little girl there are way too many clothes first of all, so they would never fit. Second you are going to be re-potty trained so your old clothes don’t fit over your baby diapers anyway so you won't be able to wear them.”
We both turn hearing Andrea running up the stairs carrying two large black garbage bags. “Wow you are fast Andrea thank you.”
“You’re welcome Lori.” Andrea gives me the bags. “I told you Nikki I was fast, and I bet I am faster than you are, and stronger then you if we raced I bet you I would win.” Andrea says teasing me.
I shake my head. “No way you would win and why would I bet you anyway?” I look at Andrea taking clothes out of my dresser, and putting it in the garbage bag.
“Well I bet your chicken if you won't race me.” I help her not paying attention about putting all my clothes into the garbage bags instead of just some of them. I don’t notice that Lori is watching me being distracted from arguing with Andrea that I am not even complaining about all my boy clothes going in the garbage bags.
I notice Lori smiling, and staring at me when I argue with Andrea. I don't pay any attention that she is putting all my clothes from my closet into her garbage bag she is loading up. Lori sees me staring at her while I am thinking until she starts to talk.
“Okay you two enough of arguing, the only way to prove who is faster is for you both to have a race and that will be settled once and for all.” I can't believe I am going to race my little sister and have to show her up.
Andrea is smiling when she hears Lori. “Yea like I said I bet I am faster than you, and stronger then you too.” I ignore her teasing me as I just blindly fill the bag up with my boy clothes while Andrea starts putting panties and tops and skirts into my dresser.
“Okay if I have to race you I will. I just didn’t want to have to show you up and embarrass you losing to me, and losing a bet little sister.” I say to Andrea.
Lori smiles at us that we are going to race while she is hanging up dress after dress in my closet. “Okay you too keep working while you’re talking or we will never get done. So if you are going to race and see who is faster and stronger, a good race to prove both would be racing from here to the stair case and down to the front door, and then race all the way back up here.” Lori suggests to us.
“It will take a lot of strength to run up the steps and then we will see who is faster, and stronger okay girls?” I ignore Lori calling us both girl's as I give her a look when she said that.
Andrea and I look at each other smiling. “Okay that’s fine with us we both say at the same time like we are reading each other's minds saying the same words and at the same exact time, it was almost scary.
“I guess you two are really twin sisters, you both say the same thing at the same time hehehe.” Lori giggles then I turn and hear Andrea giggling too. “So what are you too betting, besides who has the bragging rights to say they are the fastest and strongest?”
We both look at each other. “Um if I win you have to ask mommy to make your hair like mine Nikki.” What is she crazy then I would look like her a little girl. I guess I could just brush it back to a boy's style if I seen any of my friends so no one would see if by some crazy way I lost.
“Okay but if I win you have to stop calling me your twin sister or and kind of sister talk. Only refer to me as your big brother okay Andrea?”
The smile on Andrea's face then looking at the smile on Lori’s face gives me concern for worrying. But what am I thinking I am going to win there is no way my little five year old sister is going to be faster or stronger than me anyway.
“Okay it’s a deal I won't call you anything referring to you as a girl or as my sister. If I win though you will be called my little sister, and you have to tell mommy you want your hair like mine so, she does not think we are making you do it. Okay that is fair then okay Nikki?” Andrea says while smiling at me.
I roll my eyes. “Okay whatever I guess but I am way stronger and faster so it won't matter.”
"Okay you both will race from here touches the front door and run back to here. The first one to jump on the bed wins, do u both agree?" Lori says while she smiles at us both. "You are both wearing the same type of dresses and take your flip flops off and you will both be equal okay girls?"
I ignore her when she calls us girls but we both say okay and we are ready. "Okay on the count of three start running girls." I hear Andrea giggle when she says girls. "Okay here we go 1-2- and 3 GO, GO, GO." We both take off at the same time, and we are neck and next right next to each other, but I notice Andrea slip and fall. I turn real fast to see if she is okay and she is okay and she is running full speed after me.
I hit the stairs first and my lead gets bigger, I hear my self-laughing, not surprised that I have such a big lead on her. Wait I am not laughing I am giggling like a little girl. I turn around and see Andrea start to catch up to me. I get right to the front door and touch it and as I turn I see Andrea right there and my first step away from the door I hear her hit the door and she slips again.
"Oh I am going to catch you Nikki." I turn and see Andrea back up and running full blast after me. The moment we hit the stairs I start to feel tired because going up the stairs is much harder than running down them.
I am breathing heavily and I feel like I am going to pass out when i get to the top of the stairs. I turn to see were Andrea is and I turn and she is right next to me and she isn’t huffing and puffing to catch her breath as she passes me and goes through the bedroom door as I see her panties come into view, as she dives onto the bed beating me.
"I won, I won, I told you Nikki I would beat you that I am way faster and stronger than you." I can barely even breathe let alone respond to her bragging about beating me.
Lori looks down and me ready to pass out. "Well it looks like Andrea is faster than you, but I think we should give you one more chance before you go down stairs and ask mommy to fix your hair like Andrea’s." I look over and Andrea looking sad.
"I think it is only fair that we show Nikki that you are faster and stronger. What I mean is you already beat him fair and square you even fell twice Andrea and you still beat Nikki. But since SHE was in the hospital I think you should give her one more chance and arm wrestles her to see who is the strongest." Lori says smiling down at me.
I smile hearing i get one more chance to win. "But if she beats you again Nikki you have to go down stairs and tell mommy your hair keeps getting in your eyes and can she fix it. Do you promise Nikki, is it a deal Nikki?"
"Okay I will if I lose I promise." I smile at Andrea knowing she must have been lucky or something for beating me. I do not know how she beat me especially after she slipped and fell twice and she still caught up with me and won.
I turn and see Lori clear a spot on her desk for us to arm wrestle. "Okay you both hold hands and hold your elbows straight. We will do the same as before on three you will start to push the other persons arm down to touch the table."
"So the first one to make the other persons hand touch the table wins okay girls?" I see Andrea just giggling like she doesn’t have a care in the world, and here I am being totally serious because I don’t want to lose again to my little baby sister.
I look at Lori and then Andrea does the same. "Okay girls here we go on three so 1...2... and 3 go, go, go." The second Lori said go I could feel my little sister start pushing which I thought was weird because I didn’t think she could be that strong.
"Looks like you’re not even trying Nikki; you’re making it too easy on me. I guess you just want to have your hair like my pretty hair, so I understand that. I can’t wait until my big brother is my little sister and has a pretty hairstyle like mine hehehe." Andrea teases me as I try to push harder.
I am giving it all my strength and all I see is Andrea giggling like she isn’t even trying. How can I have lost all my strength, I was so much stronger before I crashed on my new bicycle. I feel our hands going back and forth. I stare at my hand holding on as tight as I can pushing, and pushing harder trying to get her hand it hit the table.
The look on Andrea's would be funny because it looks like she isn’t even trying to win. I keep hearing her giggling like she is more or less just playing. Every once in a while i see her smiling at Lori like they know something i don’t know.
There is no way they can cheat we are arm wrestling all you do is hold the other persons hand and keep pushing until one person loses pretty simple. I see her giggling again and i push with all my strength there is no way my little sister can be faster, and stronger than me.
I push harder and harder on her hand and I have to win so we will both have one win each. Andrea will have her one win beating me with racing, and when I win; I will have one win being stronger than she is.
When I win, I will not have to have my hair brushed like my little sister and I won’t have to let her call me her little sister. I think that would be the worst anyway having to call my baby sister, my big sister, and her calling me her little sister. I mean having my hair brushed like hers is no big deal because when I am out playing with my friends I will have it styled like normal and like hers when I’m home.
"Smack" I hear and then feel my hand hit the table as Andrea has beat me again. For some crazy reason I want to cry. I never cry for anything and now i am going to cry for my little sister beating me. No way am I going to cry, and then I would be acting just like the little girl I am dressed as. I look down seeing the little dress I am wearing and soon i will have my hair brushed out like Andrea's for me losing the bet. Oh well it won't be too bad at least I can just comb it back to my regular style when I go hanging out with the guys.
“That was a great race and also good seeing you both arm wrestling. We can only have one winner, so Nikki you need to hold up your end of the bet right?” Lori says with Andrea is smiling from ear to ear.
I hear Lori and turn listening to her with Andrea standing next to me. “Yea I am going to talk to mommy now and see if she can brush or style my hair like I agreed to.” I feel Andrea take my hand, and smile at me. “Yes Andrea I will tell her to style my hair like yours don’t worry, I mean I am already wearing a dress like a girl, so it won't be a big deal to have my hair styled like a girl too.”
“I think it is great that you are standing by your word little Nikki. I guess you are a man of your word or I guess a boy of his word wearing a dress and diaper hehehe.” Lori giggles teasing me and I hear Andrea giggling too.
Andrea starts to pull me with her out of the room. “Come on little sister I will bring you downstairs to mommy so you don’t get lost.” I give her a mean look that would kill small animals.
“Hahaha your just too funny Andrea. I am pretty sure I can find the downstairs and talk to mommy. I may look like a baby wearing this little girly dress but I am still 10 years-old ya know.” I shake my head as Andrea let’s go of my hand, I start to walk downstairs to talk to mommy.
This is going to suck to have to ask mommy to style my hair like Andrea’s; she will probably think I am going crazy. Oh, well like I said what's the difference I am wearing a dress like a girl anyway might as well have my hair styled like a girl too. I just have to ask mommy to fix my hair so it doesn’t sound like I am asking to have my hair like baby Andrea's.
“Oh hi mommy, um my hair keeps falling in my eyes can you help me mommy?” I see mommy finish empting the dishwasher.
Mommy looks at me up and down smiling. “You have good timing sweetie I just finished the dishes. Why don’t you have a seat and I will go get my hair stuff okay sweetie? I just love you wearing your new dress; you look so pretty like your little sister.”
“Okay mommy, and thanks I think.” I walk up to the chair and fold the back of the short dress behind me; mommy just stares at me smiling.
Mommy turns and leaves me there with her just smiling from ear to ear. I wonder why she is smiling so much. I guess if I was finished doing the dirty dishes I would smile too. About 21 seconds later she comes back carry a small basket with all kinds of hair styling stuff in it as she sits it next to me on the table. The basket has hair ties, hairbrushes, combs, scissors, and even an electric razor.
“You look so worried sweetie is everything okay? I mean does your little boy parts hurt?” I try to relax but that is not the easiest thing to do, but I don’t want to upset mommy.
I watch as mommy gets a hairbrush. “Is everything okay isn't really the best thing to ask mommy. No my boy parts don’t hurt I can't feel them at all. I mean right now I am wearing a little girl's dress and a diaper and I have one of my balls removed with the other one damaged badly. Plus, my little pee is broken and I have to sit to go potty.”
“So no I am not okay especially since this time yesterday I was skateboarding with my new friends, the worse thing they would do is tease me about having long hair, them saying I look like a girl. If they could see me now wearing a dress and diaper that would be the end of life as I know it.” I whine looking down.
Mommy starts running the brush through my long hair, which makes me so relaxed. “Wow that feels so good mommy. Feels weird not having my hair in a ponytail.” Especially since my hair is past my shoulders, all one length, parted in the middle.
“Yes you do look so much more relaxed sweetie.” I can feel the cool mist of the water she is spraying my hair to get it to be all wet. I guess that makes it easier to style hair. “Don’t worry sweetie you just stay relaxed and I will make sure your hair stays out of your eyes.” Mommy says smiling at me.
My long wet hair is hanging down over my face and way past my chin. “Oh that’s good, yes mommy you make me very relaxed while you are brushing my hair. I almost forget that I am a boy wearing a dress hehehe.” I giggle softly hoping mommy didn’t notice.
“You have such a cute giggle sweetie, you sound just like Andrea.” Nothing gets by mommy I swear. “Now don’t move I would hate to poke you in the eye while I fix your hair to keep it out of your eyes sweetie okay?”
“I open my eyes to respond. “No worries mommy I am almost asleep I am so relaxed.” I yawn getting more relaxed.
I just hear the brush being set down and a long comb going through my hair. The comb has much more finer teeth as she combs my hair out and over my face. I get totally relaxed until I hear the sounds of scissors opening and closing and my eyes shoot open, seeing the last of all the hair falling down that was in my eyes.
“What are you doing mommy? I don’t want my haircut I just wanted it out of my eyes.” I want to cry so badly, as I feel more pee squirting into my diaper.
Mommy puts her hands on her hips smiling at me. “Well your hair is out of your eyes now so you won't have to worry about that now. All I am doing is trimming the split ends all the way around not taking any length off except your bangs.”
“I don’t have bangs mommy what are you doing to my hair?” I don’t know what to say in a panic as I turn my head trying to see a mirror. Of course, there are no mirrors because I am sitting at the kitchen table.
Mommy leans down and looks into my eyes. “Well you do now, so don’t move so I can make them straight unless you want me to shave your head. I have an electric razor right here. Andrea come over here and plug this razor in so I can give little Nikki a proper boy's haircut.” For the first time I notice Andrea and Lori watching mommy do my hair from the hallway.
“No mommy, please don’t cut all my hair off please. I will be good I promise.” I look down into my lap and I see foot long chunks of my hair. I want to cry so badly seeing all that long hair all over my lap. I reach up feeling my hair on both sides and the back, and its still long thank god.
I feel mommy smack my hand. “Stop messing with your hair, and let me get your pretty bangs straight.” SNIP, SNIP, SNIP, and then a little more SNIP, SNIP, SNIP. I only see small pieces of hair falling around my eyes so that is a good thing I guess.
“Oh yes there we go all done with your bangs they look so pretty now.” Great I don’t want pretty anything I wish I could see my hair but I don’t want to ask mommy or she might pick up the electric razor.
I am scared and I can feel my diaper getting more wet when I get nervous. “Okay now I will take less than an inch off your hair all the way around to make your hair healthier but cutting the split ends, so don’t move.”
SNIP, SNIP, AND SNIP as I feel her trimming my hair, she moves around my head. “Oh yes your hair is so pretty now Nikki. Andrea can you hand me a hair tie for your sister, I mean your brother?”
“Oh yes mommy anything I can do to make my little sisters hair look pretty I will do.” We all hear Andrea calling me her little sister and mommy just looks at me waiting for me to respond but I don’t respond. I just sat there as mommy puts my hair in a high ponytail on one side then the other giving me high pigtails just like Andrea.
I get up as mommy takes all the cut hair off me. Andrea pulls me over to the hallway mirror. “Look Nikki, me and you look like little twin sisters, isn't that great?” I stare in the mirror and see her and I looking like she said like we are twins. I can see my pigtails bouncing with my short, short baby girl bangs. I am wearing the tiny girly girl dress and matching girly shoes, and my bottom is pushed out because of the diaper and plastic panties I am wearing under my dress.
“I look just like Andrea mommy, no matter what I wear even jeans I am going to look like a little girl.” I start to pee in my diaper and I don’t even try to stop peeing as I cry softly.
We turn and hear someone knocking at the front door. “KNOCK, KNOCK, I stop crying hearing the someone knocking at the door.
THE END
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Sisters, and the little brother
Part 3
By Princess Panty boy
Characters:
Me/Nick/Nikki: 10-year old son/brother
Lori: twin/she calls herself my big sister
Andrea: 5-years old little sister
Mom 31-years old, single
Aunt Linda: 21-years old (not a relative she is just good friends with mom)
Author’s Note:
Here are a couple paragraphs from part 2. I hope you are enjoying my story. Hugs, Princess Pantyboy
SNIP, SNIP, AND SNIP as I feel her trimming my hair, she moves around my head. “Oh yes your hair is so pretty now Nikki. Andrea can you hand me a hair tie for your sister, I mean your brother?”
“Oh yes mommy anything I can do to make my little sisters hair look pretty I will do.” We all hear Andrea calling me her little sister and mommy just looks at me waiting for me to respond but I don’t respond. I can't tell mommy I lost a bet with my little sister Andrea, now she is allowed to call me her little sister and I have to call her my big sister. I still can't believe I lost that stupid race. My life is so messed up. I just sat there as mommy puts my hair in a high ponytail on one side then the other giving me high pigtails just like Andrea.
I get up as mommy brushes off all the hair she cut off me. Andrea pulls me over to the hallway mirror. “Look Nikki, me and you look like little twin sisters, isn't that great?” I stare in the mirror and see her and I looking like she said, like we are twins. I can see my pigtails bouncing with my short, short baby girl bangs. I am wearing the tiny girly girl dress and matching girly shoes, and my bottom is pushed out because of the diaper and plastic panties I am wearing under my dress. I am so embarrassed.
“I look just like Andrea mommy, no matter what I wear even jeans I am going to look like a little girl.” I start to pee in my diaper, I don’t even try to stop peeing, I cry softly. My tummy is getting all-tight and I can feel something between my legs like heat or even a knife some kind of shooting pain like a knife stabbing me and more and more heat, I keep my legs together. I am thinking it was pretty stupid to run, and race after my accident.
We turn and hear someone knocking at the front door. “KNOCK, KNOCK, I stop crying hearing that someone is knocking at the door. The pain starts to get worse and then I see Lori opening the door and there is my buddy Steve from across the street and his little sister Beth who hangs out with little Andrea.
Lori opens the door all the way on purpose so they both can see me wearing the little girl's dress and with my haircut and styled like I was a toddler girl like Andrea.
“Yea hi, it’s me Steve and my sister Beth. We heard little nick was hurt, and was coming back from the hospital and was wondering if he could come out and play. Is he around?”
We stare at Steve as he was talking and I can feel warm pee going into my diaper, as I get so nervous. Steve and Beth look at me briefly than at Lori like neither one of them recognize it is me dressed like a little girl. I start to hold my tummy feeling pain. I am sure it wasn’t the smartest thing to be running all over the house right after I got back from the hospital.
“Are you alright sweetie I see you holding your tummy. Does something hurt?” I hear mommy saying while I walk over to her holding my tummy.
Lori and Andrea were talking with Steve until mommy was calling me and I was walking closer to mommy clearly in pain holding my tummy. “Um yes Steve Nikki is back from the hospital but I don’t think she is still feeling too great to come out and play. I will tell her you both stopped by.” I hear Lori calling me a her, a she, and I just ignore it walking towards mommy.
“Thanks yea tell her I mean him we came by and hope he I mean she feels better.” I turn and see Steve and Beth staring at me walking away slowly holding myself.
Mommy looks at me concerned. “You look in pain little Nikki.” I hear mommy say once Lori shuts the front door with Steve and Beth going away.
“Yes mommy my tummy is starting to hurt me, I don’t think I should have been running around so much.” I feel the pain deep inside me, and I am feeling so tired all of a sudden.
Mommy looks down between my legs and is staring down there. “Does it hurt down there where you had your accident? I mean does your little pee, pee hurt, or your little remaining testis?”
“No mommy I don’t hurt down there at all, there is no pain or feeling at all come to think of it.” I feel a wet sensation between my legs as we talk. I don’t tell mommy I wet my diaper again, I mean I wet this diaper not my diaper. This is so messed up I am even thinking like a baby.
I notice mommy's hand reach out and take mine. “Well it looks like your little diaper is sagging like you might have had an accident. So let us just change your diaper sweetie, and we will just make sure you are healing properly Nikki okay?”
“Um I do feel a little wet down there but I didn’t even know I went pee in my diaper mommy. I’m sorry mommy.” We walk past my room and into little Andrea's room. I guess I am not too surprised since that is where the diapers are. I see my little sister’s old changing table against the wall.
All of a sudden, I feel my mommy hands under my arms lifting me up. Yes, you guessed it as she sits me down on the changing table. “Mommy do I have to get my diaper changed while I am on Andrea's changing table, it makes me feel like a baby?”
“Oh stop it, I mean little Andrea doesn’t even wear diapers anymore maybe I should just put the changing table back in your room.” I look at mommy with I am sure; a shocked look on my face when she said the changing table should be in my room.
The thought of this super babyish piece of furniture being in my room makes me speechless. Did I leave out that the changing table is pink and super girly looking? Of course, it matches the rest of the room. Mommy took Andrea's crib out last year and put it in the attic but now she has a pink bed frame and of course matching dresser and nightstands. Even her vanity with a big heart shaped mirror on it is also pink like the rest of her furniture.
“No mommy I don’t want her changing table in my room there is no room for it anyway with my computer desk and the rest of my furniture.”
Mommy's hand pushes gently on my chest and I lay back on the changing table. I feel mommy lifting my dress up, over my diaper when I hear Andrea's voice. “Mommy that’s a great idea to get rid of the baby changing table from my room, I don’t need it anymore. Only Nikki will be the one using it mommy, it should go in her room I mean his room.” I can tell mommy is either ignoring Andrea or thinking about as I feel the plastic panties start to slide down my legs.
“Ya know mommy she, I mean he is wearing my old clothes anyway, maybe we could just switch rooms I can just paint his old furniture pink like mine and we wouldn’t have to change anything.” Mommy stops pulling my plastic diaper cover while it is still half way down my legs.
Mommy puts her hands on her hips and stares down at little Andrea. I notice my twin pain in the butt sister Lori in the doorway. “Yea mom I can paint Nikki’s old furniture for Andrea and maybe just take Andrea's vanity out and put it in Nikki’s old room then we wouldn’t have to move the big changing table and all Andrea's old clothes that Nikki is now wearing.”
“That is true Lori, it sure would be easier. Okay lets due it. I want you and little Andrea to go in Nikki’s old room and put whatever old clothes he has left and put them in black garbage bags and put them by the front door and I will put them up in the garage until he needs them again.”
Lori and Andrea are smiling from ear to ear. “After you do that move all Andrea's clothes into Nikki's old closet and dresser? Then please bring any of Andrea's all clothes that we brought into Nikki's old room and bring it back into Nikki's new bedroom okay girl's?”
“Yes mom we can do that hehehe.” Lori says as Lori and Nikki are giggling as they both run into my room or my old room.
I want to cry and I can feel tears start to well up in both my eyes. “Mommy I don’t want Andrea's room I like my old room I mean my room. Andrea's room is all pink and I hate pink it is such a girly baby color. Please mommy don’t change our rooms I will be more careful about going potty in my diaper I mean in a diaper.” What the heck I am starting to talk like a baby saying it is my diaper. I need to get a grip.
“Enough Nikki we have all been trying to help you since you had your little accident. It is all your fault you realize right. If you didn’t take your old bicycle out like you were told not to do, none of this would be happening.”
Mommy is staring at me with her hands on her hips staring at me with my dress up over my chest with my plastic panties hallway down my legs with my diaper on view for everyone to see. “I am sorry mommy I just don’t want to have a girl's pink room I mean it looks so girly and babyish.”
“Well I already made my decision so you will get used the pink, anyway you are wearing pink plastic panties and there is pink in your dress so pink is a good color for you.” I hear mommy say as I feel tears start to pour out of both my eyes. “Oh and who is acting like a baby now Nikki with you crying?”
Mommy shakes her head while staring at me when she moves back closer to me and I feel the plastic panties slide off my legs. “Now enough of this crying and you acting like a baby or maybe we should keep you in diapers full time for a while that would also be easier then re-potty training you.” I get scared hearing mommy.
“No I will be good mommy please; I will be good I promise.” I say and I slowly stop crying, I hear the tape of my diaper start to get un-done by mommy. I have completely stopped crying by the time both sides of the diaper are un-done.
I can feel my diaper opening up; I look up at mommy staring inside my diaper between my legs with a serious look on her face. “Sweetie does your lil penis hurt at all or your little remaining testis?”
“No not really I can't feel anything and no pain at all mommy why?” I stare at the look of concern on mommy’s face. Is everything okay down there mommy? I am sorry I went pee in my diaper I will be more careful next time I didn’t even feel myself going until I just noticed I was wet.”
Mommy puts her hand around both my ankles and pulls the old diaper off me as her eyes go from the diaper to looking between my legs. Mommy put the diaper down away from my view on the dresser and she did not close it like she does taping it back up making a small ball almost before she puts it in the diaper pail.
“Well there is a little discoloring on your little pee, pee and your little scrotum or your ball sack. I am sure everything is okay since you said it does not hurt down there, but there is also some blood in your diaper and some dried up blood around your stiches. Looks like several have busted loose I will call the doctor, and see what he wants to do.”
I am the one with the scary feeling and the concerned look on mommy face grows onto my face as I feel like I am going to die but I don’t want to cry again and act like the baby I already look like. I feel mommy sliding another diaper under me as she gets some diaper wipes and I can feel her wiping my skin clean but cannot feel her touching my little penis and balls or ball since I only have one left. The diaper gets secured back on me and the pink plastic panties are pulled back up my legs very fast, up, and over my diaper.
“Okay sweetie I am going to call the doctor real quick you just sit on the changing table for a second in case the doctor wants me to look at your boy parts again okay sweetie?” I wish she would not keep calling me sweetie like she calls baby Andrea. It is bad enough I am going to have a pink room now, and I am wearing a dress and diaper.
I look at the serious look of concern on her face as she picks up my diaper with two hands and walks out of the room not waiting for me to respond.
“Yes mommy I will sit or lay right her I guess until you come back.” I pull my dress down over the plastic panties and diaper so the world cannot tell I am wearing all this baby stuff under my clothes. I mean under this dress.
Mommy pokes her head back in the room and stares at me while she is holding her iPhone. “Your diaper was really soaked, so you must of went potty several times, so let me know this time if you need to go potty again sweetie.”
“Oh yes, can I speak with Dr. Wilson? This is Nikki Taylor’s mom and she I mean, I need to talk to him right away please.” I hear mommy saying as she walks back out of the doorway and stands in the hallway but I can still hear her clearly talking.
I listen closely so I can hear better. “Yes hi Dr. this is Nikki Taylor's mom and I just changed his diaper and his little boy parts look very dis-colored not pink at all anymore, and several stiches look like they are broken and I found a lot of blood and urine in her, I mean his diaper. What should I do doctor?”
“If his boy parts are not normal even a little bit please bring him in immediately. I will meet you both in the emergency room and see what we can do. Don’t get him upset but that doesn’t sound too good. How is his remaining testis Mrs. Taylor, is it dis-colored too? Is he in any pain what so ever?”
I kind of wished I could not hear the concerned sound in mommy voice. I wish I could hear what the doctor was saying. I start to look away not hearing anything from mommy until she starts talking again.
“Yes it is very dis-colored and that is why I am calling in such a panic doctor I don’t know what to do.” Wow mommy sounds worried. “Um no he said it doesn’t hurt at all down there, I think he said he can't feel anything down there at all. So that’s a good sign right doctor?”
Mommy voice is starting to perk up sounding more positive so that must be a good sign as I relax and start to breathe again. “Well Mrs. Taylor, if he is in no pain that is a good thing. If he is numb down there and can't feel anything that is a really bad thing but you should get here as soon as you can so we can see what is going on.”
“Okay doctor I will get him there as fast as I can.” I hear mommy end the conversation and I can hear her crying softly. Oh, man, that is not a good sign, mommy sounded so positive and now she is crying.
I walk into the hallway still wearing the very girlie dress and of course the diaper and plastic panties underneath. I see my reflection in the mirror as I walk into the hallway and I look so small and young. Not to mention I sure don’t look like a boy. There is no male at all in the mirror just the picture of a small little girl looking up at her mommy crying. “Are you okay mommy?” I say. Mommy stares at me, stops crying, and rubs her eyes.
“Oh yes sweetie everything is okay and yes I am just fine. I am just a little upset but the doctor said we should come right in and that is what we are going to do. So let’s go sweetie, oh grab your diaper bag that is on the floor next to your changing table.”
The second I hear mommy say the diaper bag is MINE and the diaper bag is sitting next to MY changing table I wanted to correct her, but she started walking down the stairs and into the kitchen. “Come on sweetie I have the keys let’s get going, we don’t want to be late.”
“Okay mommy I am coming.” I walk down the stairs carry MY diaper bag and of course, it is pink and has pictures of flowers all over it as I hand it to mommy. I cannot believe I even called it my diaper bag when I was thinking. I really need to get a grip.
I can feel the diaper when I walk and I really need to stop thinking about it, not to mention my diaper feels wet again. “Good GIRL getting your diaper bag for mommy.” I turn hearing mommy calling me a girl.
“Oh I am sorry sweetie you are just dressed like a little girl and it slipped out I am sorry sweetie. I am surprised you didn’t ask to get changed before we leave. You must be getting used to wearing a dress, do you like wearing a dress sweetie?” before I can respond mommy continues to talk.
I stare up at her with my meanest look but I am still in a little pink dress and diaper so how scary can I look. “I bet you love to wear dresses just like me and your sisters do. Especially in the summer when the temperatures get so hot like it is now. If you were wearing pants or even shorts, I bet you would be sweating, but instead the pretty dress is keeping you nice and comfortable. I am so glad you like wearing dresses.”
“What I never said that mommy.” Mommy just smiles at me, we walk out the door before I realize I am holding mommy’s hand as she locks up the house. I realize I didn’t say I didn’t like wearing dresses, well the next time I will correct her. The moment we are outside, I can feel the wind blowing under my dress.
I look around and I see the world still turning even though my life is upside down. I see some of my sister’s friends riding by on their bicycles waving at mommy, and me. Mommy and I automatically wave back. I don’t even realize I am wearing the little girl dress that I was whining about. I should be hiding so no one see’s me dressed like this but I just hold mommy's free hand as we walk to her car.
“You do look very pretty in you new dress sweetie. I am glad you like your new dress.” Mom was waiting for me to respond while she was watching me stare at my feet walking while wearing the little girl dress. My legs just look so weird having the dress go back and forth touching my legs when I move and feeling the air going up the dress also.
I was kind of in a daze not really paying too much attention to what mommy is saying. “What no mommy I don’t like wearing dresses, it is just weird feeling the air moving around under my dress. I feel like I am almost naked wearing my new dress, I mean this dress.” What the heck am I thinking calling this pretty dress mine? I really need to get a grip.
“Sweetie it is very normal for little girl's your age to play with their dresses, I can see you are enjoying your pretty new dress.” I look at mommy as she is either calling me a little girl or comparing me to one. Which means mommy must be losing her mind all over again hehehe. Oh, I hope I didn’t just giggle like a little girl.
I am playing with my long hair; I feel a pulling sensation between my legs almost like a sharp pain like a knife cutting me. Then it goes away and I just feel a light pulling between my legs. I sure hope this doctor figures out what is the matter. Oh, know he is going to see me dressed like a little girl, with me wearing this dress. This is so messed up, how do I get myself into these problems.
“Mommy I don’t want to go to the doctors dressed like this, I mean I look like a little girl dressed this way in my new dress. Please mommy let me change okay?” I start to feel my diaper getting wet but I don’t feel myself even going potty, that is so weird, I should ask the doctor about this for sure.
Mommy opens the back door of her car looking at me obviously ignoring my concerns. “Can't I sit in the front mommy? I am not a baby you know.” I see her point at Andrea’s car seat.
“Hurry and get in before we are late Nikki.” I turn and see the serious look on mommy face. Before I have a chance to respond I feel mommy's hands around my waist picking me up and putting me down in Andrea’s car seat.
I start to rub my eyes but I won't cry because than I will be acting like the baby girl I look like. “Did you already wet yourself I just changed you sweetie?” before I respond mommy continues like she didn’t even want to hear my response.
“Your diaper looks like it is sagging when I picked you up sweetie. You need to tell mommy when you need to go potty, unless you enjoy wearing a diaper. Now don’t move while I buckle you in sweetie, I don’t want the buckle to catch on your bare skin on your legs. This is something you have to be careful when you are wearing pretty dresses okay sweetie?”
I feel mommy lifting up my dress and exposing my diaper and the plastic panties. Mommy secures me into the baby’s car seat and then her hand moved between my legs and she squeeze’s my diaper gently. “Can you feel that sweetie, does that hurt you little pee, pee?”
“No mommy I don’t feel anything, so I am okay right mommy?” I see a concerned look on her face after I respond.
I feel her pulling my new dress down over my plastic panties covering my diaper. So that is a good thing, at least no one can see my diaper. “Well you may not feel anything but you sure seem wet again. Remember you need to tell mommy when you have to go potty, okay sweetie?” Mommy is treating me like a baby again.
“Mommy I didn’t even feel myself going potty I am sorry.” Mommy stares at me and close my door. Wow, she must be upset with me she didn’t even respond to me; she just shut the door more or less in my face.
I watch as mommy walks around to the front of the car and gets inside, and starts up her car. “Well here we go sweetie, hope you’re comfy.” We start down the road and I notice mommy staring at me in the rear view mirror. “So did you say sweetie you didn’t even notice that you wet your diaper?” Mommy still stares at me through the rear view mirror.
“Um yea mommy, I didn’t even know I went potty until I felt the diaper rub against my skin and it felt wet. I am sorry I went potty in my diaper mommy.”
Mommy smiles while she is driving when I said my diaper. “Oh don’t worry sweetie the doctor said it was very common to not have control over you’re going potty. I am glad I brought your diaper bag, is it in your way; I just realize I put it down in front of your feet?” I look down and see the pink diaper bag with little flowers all over it.
“No mommy my feet don’t reach that far, I didn’t know it was even there.” I then notice that not only do my little feet not reach down from the car seat to the diaper bag, my legs are swinging back and forth like a toddler would do. Oh, man I must be regressing to a little kid how messed up is that. I play with my hair twisting it around my finger while I am thinking. I don’t realize how girlie I am acting.
We pull into the parking lot of the doctor’s office, while I am looking outside the window daydreaming. I still cannot believe I am dressed in a little girl's dress wearing a diaper like a baby. I just don’t know how this happens to me. If I don’t get a grip on this everyone will be treating me like a baby girl.
“Okay sweeties were here.” I look up and see mommy staring at me through the rear view mirror smiling at me. I don’t realize I am playing with my girlie hair. “Sweetie you need to stop messing with your pretty hair okay?”
I immediately stop playing with my hair and go back to looking out the window without responding to mommy. Mom gets out of the car and opens up my door. I look up and see mommy watching me try to get the safety belt un-done that goes threw the baby car seat I am stuck sitting in.
“You need some help sweetie? I am sure you don’t have all your strength back from your accident, let mommy help you sweetie okay?” I wish she would stop treating me like a baby even though I am dressed like one, not to mention I am wearing a dress and diaper. This is so messed up.
I ignore her and watch as she effortlessly un-does the baby car seat. I look down at it being un-fastened as her hands go under my armpits, lifts me out of the car seat, leans me against her hip as she picks up the diaper bag, and closes the door.
“There you go sweetie I know you are nervous but the doctor is here to help you no matter what happens.” I get a little concerned when she says no matter what. I mean what the heck could that mean.
I look up at mommy with a major look of concern on my face and that is when I notice she looks very concerned also, that is a bad sign. “Mommy can you put me down I am not a baby you know I can walk.”
“Oh I know that sweetie but we are running a little late so it will be quicker with me carrying you.” I think she is just making up an excuse to carry me like a baby, I sure hope my diaper, and plastic panties aren’t showing.
We walk up to the double door entrance and there is an older guy coming through the door at the same time. “Here let me get the door for you ladies.” Great now total strangers are referring to me as a female, I guess my hair is in pigtails and I am wearing a dress might have something to do with it.
“Oh thank you sir that is very kind of you, sweetie say thank you to the sweet man.” I look up at her like she is crazy, but the man is being nice to us and very polite.
I look up at him smiling down at me. “Yes thank you for holding the door for us.” This is so degrading, when I get back to being in boy mode I am going to hold the door for every girl and lady I see, so maybe I can forget a man holding the door for me.
We walk up to the nurse’s station and mommy makes eye contact with the nurse at the counter. “Yes ladies how may I help you?” The pretty nurse that cannot be more than 18 years-old says to us.
“Yes I am here for Nikki; I am Mrs. Taylor we were told to come right over.” I see the concerned look come back on mommy's face and the nurse looks down at her appointment pad and then looks up at us.
Her finger points to some writing in red ink but I cannot read it upside down and backwards from my angle. “Yes here it is, I was told to take you back as soon as you arrived.” Mommy looks at me with a small smile. “Follow me ladies, and that is such a pretty dress you are wearing I had the same dress when I was a little girl like you.” Mommy looks at me to respond.
“Oh thank you. Can I walk now mommy, I am tired of being carried around like a baby?” Mommy gives me one of those looks to shut the hell up or I am dead meat.
The nurse looks over at me hearing my request to mommy. “Oh you are such a big girl now aren’t you Nikki?” The pretty nurse was saying. I am getting super tired of everybody thinking I am a girl. I guess the way I am dressed who could blame them.
“I guess I will put you down but you be a good girl now okay little Nikki?” this is getting so ridiculous being treated like I am a baby girl I cannot wait to get this dress off.
Feeling mommy putting me down on the floor. “Yes mommy thank you, I will be good.”
“She is so polite I wish my little brothers and sisters were so polite, they seem to always be fighting about something.” The nurse says to mommy and I just roll my eyes.
We walk into the examination room and I look around as the door closes. “Okay the doctor said to get little Nikki un-dressed and have her lay back on the table and relax. You can leave her diaper on, but everything needs to come off.” Oh man, the pretty nurse could tell I am wearing a diaper that really stinks. “Do you need some help with her Mrs. Taylor?”
“Um no, we will be fine and its Ms. Taylor.” I hear mommy saying and then I see her smiling at the young pretty nurse. I would swear mommy was checking her out looking at her up and down.
I look up at the nurse smiling at mommy, as mommy picks me up and sits me down on the examination table. “Oh I am sorry Ms. Taylor that is a cute outfit you are wearing by the way.”
“Well thank you, that is sweet of you.” Mommy says. Great now the nurse is flirting with mommy.
Mommy starts to un-button the back of my dress and pulls it over my head as I am sitting in my plastic panties and diaper. “Okay if you need some help just let me know, the doctor will be right in shortly.” The nurse continues to smile at me as she leaves the room smiling at mom.
“The nurse seems really nice don’t ya think little Nikki, and very pretty?” I feel mommy taking my shoes and socks off putting them on the chair leaving me almost naked. At least the doctor won't see me wearing the little baby girl dress, so that is cool I can go back to acting like a boy. I relax waiting.
We are just waiting a short time when the doctor walks in carrying a clipboard. “Hello Ms. Taylor and little nick. Oh like your new hairstyle, pigtails make you look total different from the last time I seen you.”
“Yes doctor I thought it would keep her I mean him cooler in this heat especially since little Nikki is still wearing a diaper.” Great I forgot that I still had pigtails as a hairstyle, so I look totally girlie. I cannot get a break.
We watch as the doctor puts his clipboard down on the bed next to me. “Yea sorry about you having to wear diapers Nikki, hopefully soon you will gain control of your going potty. Sometimes it’s just better to wear diapers for two weeks straight then start potty training like when you were little.” Great I don’t want to be re-potty trained I just want out of these diapers is what I want to say but I just sit there.
“Okay let’s take a look at you now. First we need to take off these pretty yellow plastic panties, and then take the diaper off okay sweetie.” I hear him call me sweetie like I was a little girl. “Oh sorry about that nick, I wasn’t thinking. I mean seeing your hair in pigtails and ribbons and wearing yellow plastic panties I was just thinking of you as a little girl I am sorry.”
I smile hearing him apologize about referring to me as a girl. If he only knew, how much that hurt my feelings hearing strangers referring to me as a girl. “It’s okay doctor the way my mommy did my hair I even feel girly. Thanks for apologizing that makes me feel better.”
“Okay let’s pull these plastic panties off you real quick.” I feel them sliding down my legs and then off, the doctor lays them down next to me. “Okay just lay back and let me un-due this tape on your pretty diaper little Nikki.” Great he called my diaper pretty and called me little Nikki like a girl. I will just ignore him this time.
I hear the tape on the right side get un-done then the left and I watch him as he starts to open the diaper. “Looks like someone had an accident you are very wet sweetie.” I look up to see his face as he stops smiling and pulls the diaper from underneath me and with two hands, he pulls the diaper up on the tray next to him.
“Yes I was afraid of this Ms. Taylor can you please come look at this?” I watch as mommy walks around the bed and is standing next to the doctor. I see her put her hand up to her mouth and then look back at me.
Oh, know what are they looking at in the diaper I bet its soaked just hope not with blood again. “Can I see doctor please?” I see the doctor look at mommy and then they both turn to look at me as the doctor walks over to the bed.
“You might want to sit up sweetie when you look into the diaper it would be easier I am sure.” I sit up as he requests and he moves closer to me with mommy on the other side of me as all three of us look into the diaper.
I am staring and I don’t really know what I am looking at. “I can see I went pee and there is some blood but what are those other things, did I go poop in my diaper too?”
“Um no sweetie this smaller darker object is your remaining testis or your ball and stratum.” I look at him in shock but I cannot speak. “This other larger dark object is your penis sitting in your diaper. It looks like your penis and ball stitches ripped out and loss blood to them and they just detached, I am really sorry Nikki.”
I look up at him and mommy in shock and I start crying softly than louder. “But you can glue them or stitch them back on to me right? I don’t care if you use crazy glue I need them back please doctor.” I continue to cry softly with my hands in front of my face. “You have to try please doctor.”
The doctor puts the open diaper back on the tray, and sits on a stainless steel stool and rolls over to the end of the table. I feel him putting both my feet into different stirrups and securing my legs so they don’t move.
“Okay sweetie I know you are upset but try not to move and let me take a look okay?” I start to calm down knowing the doctor is going to try at least. I cannot believe my little penis is almost black now from the lack of blood I think the doctor said.
I feel a little poking down there and some diaper wipes I think he is cleaning the blood. I see mommy standing behind the doctor staring between my legs with a very sad or sad concerned look on her face.
“Talk to me your both being too quit, say something.” Mom and the doctor just ignore me as I see the doctor start to shake his head. He looks at mommy than up at me.
I see a sad look on his face. “I am going to pull this mirror around so you can see what is going on between your legs while I clean up down there okay sweetie?” The doctor says, but he calls me sweetie again which is going to make my head spin off since I already feel girly enough without his help.
“Okay I guess.” I watch as he pulls a large mirror and light down from over his head. I watch threw the mirror as he uses wipes to clean off the blood and what looks like urine from between my legs.
I look after I am cleaned up, and all I see is a smooth area were my penis and balls used to be. “Wow it is so smooth there, like there was never anything between my legs before.” I continue to stare at the reflection in the mirror, when I feel an injection, and I notice the needle.
“What is that needle for doctor?” I say feeling even more concerned. I look up at the strange look in either mommy’s face, which is a look of concern, or relief I cannot tell which.
Mommy smiles down at me laying on the examination table. “Oh that is for pain, you see I temporary stitched you up so you can urinate while seating down like female's do, I was going to switch it back to your penis if it healed properly.” I see him working but cannot see what he is doing.
“I am sure you can tell that is not an option so I am putting permanent stiches in so you will always have to go potty while sitting down.” The doctor looks over at me with a serious look. “Don’t worry sweetie after I stitch you up you and your mommy will have to make a decision.”
Mommy and I look at each other. “You will either stay like this with basically no gender. You see a male has two things you don’t which as you know is a penis and balls.” I almost cry but I don’t want to act like a baby.
“On the other hand a girl also has two things you don’t have which is a vagina and breasts. I cannot replace or attach your penis or balls, I am afraid to say.” I look at mommy who was staring down at me. “However I can give you a vagina and medications for a short time so you can eventually grow breast like all girl's do.”
I hear the doctor and my little mind is going a hundred miles an hour in all directions. My worst fears have finally come true and I don’t have a clue what my life is going to be like now.
“So sweetie your choice I am afraid are just the two options which are for you to have a vagina and live a normal life as a girl or for us to do nothing and you will neither be a boy or a girl and have a neutral gender. If you choice to do nothing I am also going to have to give you medications because without you balls or scrotum, you aren’t able to produce any testosterone which will make you grow breast like girl's do. Unfortunately if you choose to be a neutral gender you will have to take medications for the rest of your life not like the other option.”
I look up at mommy, I cannot control my feelings anymore, and I start to cry softly. “Oh also I am hoping that you will regain control of your urinary track and be able to control when you need to go pee or potty. Did you say before sweetie that you didn’t even notice you went pee in your diaper until you were wet?” I look up at the doctor.
“Um yes doctor I didn’t even feel myself wanting to go potty, I also didn’t feel myself going potty until the wet diaper rubbed up against my skin is that a bad thing?”
The doctor looks at me then my mommy when he hears my response. “I hate to give you more bad news but if that is the case and you can't feel yourself going potty or the urge to go potty means this may be a permanent issue you needing diapers. I am so sorry sweetie.”
“You mean I am going to need to wear diapers forever doctor? Plus I am not a boy anymore, I am now a neutral gender not a boy or a girl. I have to choose if I want to become a girl or stay as a neutral gender. I can never be a boy again doctor, is that what you are saying?”
The doctor and mommy look at me , and the doctor continues. “Yes I am afraid that is true. You will both have to make a decision quickly so one or the other medications need to be administered to you. If you don’t make a decision quickly, your decision will be made for you naturally when you start to grow breasts, and you will become a girl.”
“Now I know this is a lot to take in at once, but also remember sweetie that not all girls have to wears dresses all the time. Some girl's like my oldest daughter Samantha, she has been a tom boy her whole life and only wore dresses as a child for special occasions like a wedding and that was still like pulling teeth to get her into a dress.” The doctor says.
I see mommy smiling at me. “I am sure your mom will let you grow into the person you are inside sweetie. I personally think you being a girl will be better than a neutral gender.” I look at him smiling at me. “I think you would be teased if or when people find out. Girls are everywhere so no one would treat you any different from any of the other girl's.
“So I wouldn’t have to wear dresses all the time like my sisters do mommy?” I watch as mommy and the doctor are staring at me and that is when I look down and see that I am going pee as we talk. I start to cry softly.
Mommy starts cleaning me up and the table that is soaked with urine now. “I am sorry mommy I didn’t even know I was going potty, I am so sorry.”
“It is okay sweetie, mommy will clean you up, don’t worry. To answer your question, both your sisters love to wear dresses but they choose to wear dresses, I don’t force them to wear them.” Mommy cleans all the pee off me, I see the diaper bag on the table next to me, and the next thing I notice is I am back wearing a diaper.
I sit up wearing only the diaper and not the dress or plastic panties, which of course is a good thing. “Okay if I have to do this mommy I will agree with the doctor and become a girl, but I will be a tomboy okay mommy. Oh and you can't tell either of my sisters that I am a girl I will tell them myself when I am ready, okay mommy?”
“Of course sweetie I won't tell your sisters, I will let you tell them sweetie.” Mommy turns and looks at the doctor. “So what do we do now doctor?” Mommy is smiling from ear to ear after hearing my decision.
The doctor comes over next to both of us and smiles. “Like I said earlier the sooner the better and since you made your decision we can start immediately and I can do the surgery myself tomorrow and you will be home in a week.”
“You mean I will have to stay in the hospital for a whole week by myself?” I look sad at mommy and the doctor.
The doctor puts his hand on my shoulder, and smiles. “You made the right decision sweetie and once you have the surgery tomorrow you will be mostly sleeping and resting, and then you will be able to go home.” I look scared at both of them. “Plus your mommy and your sisters can come visit you if you want, but like I said you will be a sleep most of the time recuperating from the surgery.”
“Okay I guess, but you promised mommy not to tell my sisters that I am going to be a girl right?” I look up at mommy putting my dress and plastic panties in the diaper bag.
Mommy smiles. “Yes sweetie I promise.” The doctor finishes writing on his clipboard and stands up.
“This will be the plan we are going to have you admitted to the hospital that is a joining my offices. Your mommy will fill out all the paperwork. One of my nurses will wheel you over to the children’s wing and get you set up in your new room okay sweetie?”
The nurse comes in, and the doctor hands her the clipboard, and walks into the hallway. The pretty nurse starts reading what is written on the clipboard. “Okay sweetie we are going for a little ride so pull the blanket up to your chin so you stay warm since you don’t have your pretty dress on anymore.
“I will meet you in your room sweetie once I get all the paperwork done.” Mommy gives me a kiss on the forehead and follows the doctor down the hallway.
I take a long walk with the pretty nurse pushing me around dozens of hallways it seems like until we go down this hallway that has pictures of pink lambs and bears painted on the walls with Disney princess painted all over the walls. The walls are all pink as I watch the nurse hand the clipboard to the head nurse on the counter.
“Perfect timing ladies we have your new room all ready for you. We have to take a little blood and then you can watch some TV okay sweetie?”
I am looking around and everyone seems to be so nice and smiling at me, and each other. “Um yea okay I guess that sounds good.” The pretty nurse follows another nurse, and they wheel me into my new room and they pick me up and lay me down into a nice big comfy bed.
“Wow this bed is so comfy, I am so tired this has been a long day.” I say looking around and I have a private room and of course the walls are pink but it could be worse. I just cannot seem to think how it could be worse.
The pretty nurse pushes the table/bed I was on in the doctor’s office out of my new room. “Take care sweetie; I know everything is going to be okay, this is the best hospital in southern California.” The pretty nurse says as she kisses me on the forehead like I was a baby and leaves.
“Okay sweetie lets pull this blanket on you and keep you nice and comfy. I am just going to take a little blood and you can watch some cartoons or take a nap if you choose.”
I see the remote for the TV on the nightstand next to me; I pick it up and turn the TV on while the nurse starts taking blood from my other arm. “Wow I didn’t even feel you taking my blood you are really good at this.” I say to the new nurse.
“There we go sweetie all done. You look really tired so you just rest. I will come back in a while and check on you. If you need anything there is a remote for the nurse’s station all you have to do is push the button and one of us will come and get you sweetie okay?”
I turn away from watching TV and make eye contact with the nurse. “Yes thank you very much you have been very helpful.” I say as I yawn. “I feel like I haven’t slept for a month.” I close my eyes and start to go over what the doctor was saying to me in my head. I am starting to lose my mind if I am going to let them turn me into a girl.
The second the doctor comes back in here, I am going to tell him I changed my mind and I want to stay just like I am. I don’t care that I will still have to pee sitting down, who cares. But, if I get turned into a girl, I can only imagine my sisters making me into a girly girl no matter what mommy says.
Yes, I feel so much better now changing my mind about all this. I definitely don’t want to be a girl. No one will even know I am not a boy anymore I will still look the same, I just don’t have any boy parts between my legs. No one at school will even know what happened to me. I will still wear the same boy's school uniform because I am not a girl so that is cool.
Yea I cannot wait until that doctor comes in here and checks up on me like he and mommy said they will do when there done with all their paperwork. I am just going to take a quick nap. The second my eyes are closed all of the bummers that happen with the bicycle accident and my little sister beating me in the race, me losing the bet, and having my hair styled like a girl start going through my head.
My head starts to spin inside my mind and I am out like a rock. I can hear faint voices that sound like my mommy and the doctor, but I don’t open my eyes I just relax, I must be dreaming. When I wake up the first thing I do is I am going to tell them I changed my mind, and I don’t want to be a girl. Who knows what the future will bring anyway, maybe in a year or two or ten they will be able to change me back to a boy instead of a neutral gender. The last thing I want to be is a girl then my life would really suck to be like my two sisters.
I can hear other voices, they are probably taking more blood again, and it feels like the bed is moving I wonder if they are taking me into another room or something for more tests.
Wow, this room is so bright that is a freaking bright light hanging on the ceiling. And all the people are wearing gowns like they are going to do surgery. I wonder if this dream is more like a night mare as I fall deeper asleep and everything is black and I finally feel like I am really asleep not just half awake like I have been feeling since they took my blood.
I wake up, I look around the room, and I am alone. I see all kinds of magazines, and stuff on the table like someone was reading it and wasn’t finished yet. I sit up feeling all stiff all over and I notice my hair is not in pigtails anymore, it is down hanging over my shoulders. I wonder when someone took my hair out of pigtails. I guess I really don’t care anyway I know I looked really girly with pigtails. There is even a hairbrush sitting on the nightstand.
I hope the doctor and mommy aren’t going to be too upset that I changed my mind about being turned into a girl the more I think about it the more I know that would be a big mistake. I see a suitcase on the floor with the pink diaper bag next to it. I wonder where that suitcase came from that wasn’t here when I took a nap. Looking around my room was so clean and organized before, now there are different things on all the tables and chairs and looks really lived in.
“Well, well look who is finally awake. You must have an inner clock or something sweetie, or just good timing.” I look at the nurse like she is an alien from another planet. What the heck is she talking about? “Your mommy is at the nurse’s station and she will be right back. You have been kind of out of it so the doctor said just to let you sleep and get your energy back.” The nurse says.
I do feel kind of weird especially my tummy and my legs and every place between them. I just basically feel sore all over and stiff like I haven’t moved in ages.
“Okay lets lay back sweetie so I can change your diaper, just lay back.” I lay back but the nurse is pushing the remote so the bed lays flat. I look down after the nurse removes my blanket and I can see pink plastic panties with Disney princesses all over them. Where did those come from? Does feel good as they slide down my legs and I notice I am wearing cloth diapers now.
I turn and see the doctor walking in and he is carrying his clipboard again, I wonder if he goes everywhere with that clipboard he probably even brings it home hehehe. I guess I had better tell him I changed my mind so he doesn’t need to do surgery on me.
“How’s my favorite patient doing this morning?” This morning it is not morning it was late afternoon when he finished my exam and the nurse brought me up here. “You have been sleeping for a long time I am sure you want to get home as soon as you can right little Nikki?”
I look up at him; he said I was going home. I wonder if I misunderstood him. Maybe I already told him I changed my mind, maybe that wasn’t a dream I was having that is weird.
“Okay thank you nurse for taking her diaper off, let me pull off the bandages and make sure she is good to go home.” Why does he still call me sweetie and now he is referring to me as HER and SHE. I need to tell him how much that really bugs me.
I look down, what the doctor is doing, and I see him remove something that looks like a bandage between my legs and then my heart stops. “Oh my god is that what it looks like doctor?” I think my heart stopped and I am not breathing for sure, as I stare.
“Yes sweetie that is your new vagina. Like they say with newborn girls are born. It’s a girl.” I stare between my legs and I still cannot believe how this happen I must have slept right threw everything.
I am a girl now, I cannot change back I never told the doctor I changed my mind. I start to cry softly. “Of course like I said last week when you came out of surgery everything went perfect like expected even though you were out pretty good I think they gave you too much sleeping medications.”
“But I let you sleep, you really needed your rest, and now it is time to go home. Like I said sweetie the operation went better than expected but you are still going to need to wear a diaper. I am afraid you still will not be able to control you going potty in your diaper. Your urinary track is permanently non-controllable. The good news is you should only have to use your diaper to go pee in. You should be able to go poop in the toilet eventually.”
I continue to cry softly hearing I will have to wear a diaper forever. I am now a girl and I am speechless. “I know you are not happy about being a girl sweetie, but remember you can be a tomboy if you choose, it’s all up to you. Not all girls wear dresses a lot are tomboys and wear pants, so don’t be so upset sweetie. The nurse is going to put another cloth diaper on you, the disposable diapers are not an option anymore because of the allergic reaction you had to the plastic in the disposable diapers. So only cloth diapers from now on, I bet they are more comfy anyway, even though they are twice as bulky.”
“Well your mommy is here now sweetie so I will let her get you dressed and then you can go home.” The doctor gives me a little kiss on the forehead like I was a baby.
Mommy comes over to me and starts to hug me. “Okay sweetie it’s time to go home you have been here all week and your sisters and Aunt and I have been missing you so much.” I relax feeling a little better with mommy's loving hug.
“Okay sweetie let’s get this pink hospital gown off of you, I am sure you are sick and tired of wearing this for the past week.” Mommy is saying I have been here for a whole week, I slept through everything. That is so messed up how can this happen, I take a short nap, and I wake up and I am a girl now.
I lift my arms up and feel the hospital gown with pink lambs pulled over my head. “Okay sweetie lift your arms again.” I do as I am told and I feel a light pink camisole pulled over my head and down over me. “Mommy this is pink the doctor said I didn’t have to be a girly girl I could be a tomboy remember?”
“Yes sweetie that is what the DOCTOR said. You don’t have any clothes that will go over a diaper with plastic panties. So for now, and while you have to wear a diaper, you will have to wear a dress or skirt because it will be much better and easier for everyone.”
I look down at the pink camisole and I feel a white dress with blue lines on it pulled over my head. It has a little sailor tie around the V-neck and puffy short sleeves and a bow in the back.
Mommy starts to button me up, and then she slides some white lace socks that cuff over, and stop at the top of my ankles. The blue Mary Jane buck shoes match the strips in the short dress. I sit back down and ruffled cloth panties go up my legs and over my plastic panties, which makes the dress puff out even more showing off that I am wearing a diaper.
I feel mommy lift me up as I stand on the bed and I can see my reflection in the mirror. I am wearing a little sailor moon dress with matching shoes and mommy is fixing my hair into pigtails with short baby girl bangs. I feel my diaper rubbing against my skin and I am soaked with pee again but I don’t even try to stop it as I cry softly.
The end
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