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Life Passed

From the Paranormal Visitor Universe

By Sasha Zarya Nexus

Novel Based on the Short Story

Can Marcus cope with yet another of his clients slipping the bonds of Earth?

Copyright 2008, 2025 by Sasha Zarya Nexus.
All Rights Reserved.

Author's Note:

This book, in it's entirety, is available on my Patreon. BCTS will get weekly postings on Tuesdays to complete it here. Patreon Free Members can read my new complete book by chapters, Things We Do for Love




Dramatis Personae

The Chambers Family Circle

Helen Chambers - A terminally ill woman of profound spiritual wisdom who serves as mentor and guide to those facing life's greatest transitions. Confined to bed but possessing insights that bridge the physical and spiritual worlds.

Michelle Chambers Johnson - Helen's younger sister, a dedicated professional who works long hours but maintains deep spiritual connections. Keeper of ancient wisdom and facilitator of sacred bonds.

Marcus - A compassionate hospice worker who tends to Helen with devotion and skill, harboring a secret that will transform not just his own life, but the spiritual fabric of the community.

The Next Generation

Laura - A young woman whose family circle built the ancient altar generations ago. Inheritor of Celtic wisdom and keeper of dangerous knowledge about what sleeps in the mountain.

Gladys - Laura's mother, a practitioner whose bloodline connects directly to the original Celtic settlers and their protective rituals.

The Awakened Circle

Tabitha - A boisterous and overconfident practitioner whose mistake at the ancient altar set current events in motion. Currently seeking spiritual growth and redemption in the Celtic lands of Ireland.

The Opposition

Elias Vire - Pastor of Eternal Light Baptist Church, a charismatic preacher whose Sunday sermons have taken on an increasingly militant tone against what he perceives as supernatural corruption in the community.

Deacon Amon Crane - Elias's devoted second-in-command, a man whose fervor for the cause burns almost as brightly as his leader's, and whose methods grow more aggressive with each passing week.

The Community

Nurse Jessica Walters - A dedicated healthcare professional who normally tends to Helen but whose absence on a crucial day will set transformative events in motion.

The Wiccan Circles - Multiple groups of practitioners who have quietly maintained the spiritual balance of Cedar Hollow for generations, now finding themselves under increasing scrutiny and threat.

The Congregation - Members of Eternal Light Baptist Church who have begun to see their neighbors through the lens of spiritual warfare, convinced that evil walks among them in human form.

The Ancient Forces>

The Fire Elemental - An ancient force of destruction and transformation, bound for centuries within the mountain altar until Tabitha's careless awakening gave it taste of freedom and hunger for a human vessel.

The Celtic Triquetra Spirits - Protective forces woven into three sacred necklaces, representing the eternal bond of maiden, mother, and crone, and the power that flows between those who wear them.

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Author: 

  • Sasha Nexus

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  • General Audience (pg)

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  • All Souls Day 2008 Story Contest

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  • Novel > 40,000 words

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  • Transformations
  • Magic

Character Age: 

  • Child

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  • Proxy / Substitute / Stand-In
  • Sweet / Sentimental

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Life Passed

A Transgender Paranormal Fantasy

From the Paranormal Visitor Universe

Preface to the Completed Novel

By Sasha Zarya Nexus

Can Marcus cope with yet another of his clients slipping the bonds of Earth?

Copyright 2008, 2025 by Sasha Zarya Nexus.
All Rights Reserved.

Author's Note:

This book, in it's entirety, is available on my Patreon. BCTS will get weekly postings on Tuesdays to complete it here. Patreon Free Members can read my new complete book by chapters, Things We Do for Love



Preface

The Ancient Altar

Deep in the shadow of Whispering Pine Mountain, where mist clings to granite faces like forgotten prayers, stands an altar older than memory. Carved from a single block of black stone veined with silver, it bears the weathered marks of Celtic spirals and triquetra knots that seem to shift in the changing light. For centuries, it slumbered beneath a canopy of ancient oaks, its power dormant, its purpose lost to time.

The altar remembers when the first Celtic settlers brought their sacred knowledge to these peaks, when druids and wise women gathered beneath the stars to weave protection into the very bedrock of the mountain. It remembers the binding rituals that contained elemental forces within its stone heart, keeping the balance between the seen and unseen worlds.

But memory, like stone, can crack.

Three months ago, when the autumn leaves blazed red as fire, a woman named Tabitha approached the altar with her circle sisters. She was loud, boisterous, overconfident in her abilities—everything a practitioner should not be when dealing with forces beyond mortal comprehension. Her laughter echoed off the stone as she traced the ancient symbols with careless fingers, speaking words of awakening that should have been whispered with reverence.

The altar stirred.

Silver veins pulsed with sudden light, and the triquetra carvings began to glow with an inner fire. The binding spells, weakened by centuries of neglect, cracked like ice in spring. Something vast and hungry pressed against the thinning barriers—a fire elemental that had been contained since the first rituals were performed on this sacred ground.

Tabitha felt the power surge beneath her hands and laughed with delight, never realizing she had torn a hole in the fabric between worlds. The elemental tasted freedom for the first time in generations, its essence seeping into the mountain's heart like molten gold through fractured stone.

When the wildfire came weeks later, racing through the dry timber with unnatural hunger, it was no accident. The fire elemental had found its moment, and when a man named Elias Vire stumbled into the flames seeking to save what he thought was a trapped child, the ancient force found its vessel.

The altar stands silent now, its silver veins dim but not dark. It waits, patient as stone, for the cycle to complete itself. For in awakening the fire, Tabitha had set in motion events that would transform not just one man, but an entire community—and three women whose Celtic necklaces would prove to be more than mere jewelry.

The mountain remembers. The altar remembers. And soon, all debts will be paid.

Welcome to Cedar Hollow

Nestled in a valley where Whispering Pine Mountain meets the rolling foothills of the Appalachian range, Cedar Hollow appears to be nothing more than a quiet mountain town where time moves slowly and neighbors still wave from their front porches. Main Street stretches for exactly six blocks, lined with businesses that have served the same families for generations: Murphy's General Store, the Copper Kettle Diner, Hartwell's Hardware, and the Cedar Hollow Community Bank.

The town's 3,200 residents live in a mixture of Victorian houses built during the logging boom, modest ranch homes from the 1960s, and newer constructions that climb the hillsides like hopeful prayers. Three churches serve the spiritual needs of the community: Cedar Hollow Methodist, St. Mary's Catholic, and the newer Eternal Light Baptist Church, whose Sunday sermons have grown increasingly fervent in recent months.

What visitors don't see—what the tourist brochures don't mention—is that Cedar Hollow sits at the convergence of ancient ley lines, where Celtic settlers once found the spiritual energy so strong they built their most sacred altar deep in the mountain's embrace. The town has always attracted those who walk between worlds: healers, wise women, and practitioners of the old ways who understand that some places hold power that transcends ordinary understanding.

Lately, that power has been stirring.

In Cedar Hollow, the line between the sacred and the mundane has always been thin. Now, as ancient powers stir and modern conflicts ignite, that line is about to disappear entirely. What follows is the story of transformation—of individuals, of community, and of the very nature of what it means to live authentically in a world where love and fear wage eternal war for the human soul.

The mountain watches. The altar waits. And in a small house on Maple Street, a conversation is about to begin that will change everything.

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Author: 

  • Sasha Nexus

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  • General Audience (pg)

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  • Novel > 40,000 words

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  • Transgender

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Life Passed

A Transgender Paranormal Fantasy

From the Paranormal Visitor Universe

Chapter One: Marcus' Hidden Truth

By Sasha Zarya Nexus

Can Marcus cope with yet another of his clients slipping the bonds of Earth?

Copyright 2008, 2025 by Sasha Zarya Nexus.
All Rights Reserved.

Author's Note:

This book, in it's entirety, is available on my Patreon. BCTS will get weekly postings on Tuesdays to complete it here. Patreon Free Members can read my new complete book by chapters, Things We Do for Love




Chapter One: Marcus' Hidden Truth

As her vital organs shut down one by one, the terminal nature of her condition had become undeniably apparent. Where there should have been the tiny, vibrant beauty she was meant to be, paralysis had weighted her down with unmoving mass.

The medical monitor's steady beeping provided a rhythmic backdrop as I watched Helen Chambers rest peacefully in her bed, having just finished the carefully prepared meal I'd brought her. She was a gem of a woman—a brilliant spirit imprisoned within a body that had betrayed her.

"Marcus, thank you for another wonderful meal!" Helen's voice carried genuine warmth despite her weakness. "The tastes that you bring together through your creativity in the kitchen are amazing. Even more so with all of my dietary restrictions. Thanks, sweetie."

The smile that spread across Helen's face was worth more than any paycheck. It was moments like these that reminded me why I'd chosen hospice care, despite how my tender heart sometimes made the work feel impossible.

"You are welcome, Helen. I'm glad that you enjoyed it. I certainly enjoyed creating your meal for you."

"You certainly take good care of me. I admire all your creativity in the way that you do your work. It's clear to me that it's a work of love for you."

Her words warmed something deep inside me—a recognition that felt both comforting and dangerous. "Is there anything that I can get for you?"

"No dear, I'm fine for now."

"Then I will get your tray and do some cleaning up."

"I'll take a nap. Have fun, Marcus."

I did have fun cleaning, though it also gave me precious time to think. In the quiet moments between tasks, I allowed myself to hope—perhaps foolishly—that I could somehow save Helen. I wished I could turn the tide of her illness through sheer attentiveness. My devotion to her comfort kept her free from pain, and I felt that if I could make things as physically comfortable as possible while promoting a pleasant environment, I could make her quality of life the best it could be.

Somehow, becoming Helen's friend and companion had come naturally to me in ways that surprised even myself. There was an ease in our relationship that transcended the typical caregiver-patient dynamic, as if we'd known each other far longer than the few months I'd been caring for her.

After finishing the housework, I went quietly into Helen's room to check on her well-being. Though I'd been monitoring her vital signs from the kitchen, it put my mind at ease to look in on her directly. As I entered, she stirred to life, her eyes opening with surprising clarity.

"Marcus, do you believe in reincarnation?"

The question caught me off guard, though Helen often surprised me with her philosophical inquiries. "I do believe, Helen. I hope that I have learned from my life this time so that I will have become a better person."

"How do you believe it works when one life passes to another?"

I settled into the chair beside her bed, drawn into the conversation despite the weight of the topic. "We all hear stories of people moving away from this life, passing into an overwhelming white light. I feel that within that white light, a great energy surrounds us, and for a moment all the lives that we have lived are revealed. In that clarity of being known in all truth, the sum of what we have become through our lives is made known. Fate decides somehow, based on how well and what we have learned in our lives, as well as the lessons that are yet to be learned. Fate decides the kind of life that would teach that lesson and molds us to be born into that new life with a clean slate."

Helen's eyes sparkled with interest. "What if when you are joined with the omniscience, in that moment of clarity, you determine how the creative energy is used to bring new life?"

"Perhaps the difference between letting it happen and taking an active role in it signals that some lessons have been learned." I paused, considering her words more deeply. "Hmm, can a person believe in both reincarnation and ghosts?"

"Well, I do. I feel that there can be a time spent interacting with the living before that rendezvous with the white light. And I also believe that in the process of passing into the other dimension, beings of pure energy and spirit can act as mentors for a time before they complete their journey beyond."

"You have an interesting take on this, Marcus. It's clear that you've given this some thought."

I had given it thought—more than I cared to admit. "I believe that the time at the end of our life is important. I feel fortunate to show care and compassion to ease the transition. How we face death is at least as important as how we face life. That is how I manage to cope with all the emotions."

Helen's eyebrow lifted in what I recognized as acknowledgment of my reference to Star Trek II: The Wrath of Khan. She smiled and closed her eyes, her vitals confirming that she had slipped back into sleep.

It was a wonder that I was working in hospice care, tender-hearted as I was. However, I had shown that I possessed quiet strength and could keep my head in a crisis. I didn't let what might be paralyze me, nor would I be consumed by what had happened. I didn't carry the emotion from one case to another, thanks to the mandatory day off between cases that allowed me to empty myself of tears so I could give my best to my next charge.

The sound of the front door opening interrupted my thoughts. Michelle Chambers Johnson, Helen's younger sister, had arrived home from work. She typically worked long hours and was deeply dedicated to her career, but today was different—she was home in the afternoon.

What surprised me most was that she wore her Celtic Triquetra knot necklace openly, the intricate knotwork catching the light as she moved. Some associated the symbol with Wicca, but for me, it represented something beautiful—the three lives of women as maiden, mother, and matron. Helen had requested that I place the necklace's twin around her neck after I'd done her makeup that morning.

"Marcus, would you like to sit with me in the living room for a moment and talk?"

"Of course, Michelle. Was there anything in particular that you wanted to talk about?"

She smoothed her skirt underneath her as she sat down in a chair, and I took the one opposite from her. There was something different in her demeanor—a purposefulness that made me slightly nervous.

"I'd like to talk about you. You have been so wonderful both to Helen and me. We've both noticed something about you that is not consistent with your character in that you are hiding something. I know you to be honest in everything else, so it puzzles me and my sister. We both love you and we want to help if we can. I know this is personal, but in order to help, I must ask—what are you hiding, Marcus?"

My heart began to race. "Michelle, I don't know what you are talking about! I guess everyone in my work has a little professional detachment. Perhaps that is what you both are perceiving."

But Michelle's gaze didn't waver. "Who are you really, deep down inside?"

She knows! The thought hit me like a lightning bolt. You see, deep down inside, I knew that I was female. I had always known, but I feared what I might lose if I became the victim of stigma associated with people who changed their gender expression from what society felt I was supposed to have. I had paused too long thinking, and now I could not give an answer that would deflect her from questioning me.

The silence stretched between us, heavy with unspoken truth. Helen's gentle breathing from the next room seemed to encourage me, as if her presence was giving me strength. The Celtic Triquetra around Michelle's neck caught the afternoon light, and I thought of its twin around Helen's neck—symbols of connection, of sisterhood, of acceptance.

Finally, I found the courage to tell the truth.

"I'm female."

The words hung in the air between us, and I felt as if I'd just stepped off a cliff into unknown territory. There was no taking them back now.

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Author: 

  • Sasha Nexus

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  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Novel > 40,000 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender

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  • Mature / Thirty+

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Life Passed

A Transgender Paranormal Fantasy

From the Paranormal Visitor Universe

Chapter Two: The Power of Authentic Love

By Sasha Zarya Nexus

How will Marcus' confession be received that she has a female soul?

Copyright 2008, 2025 by Sasha Zarya Nexus.
All Rights Reserved.

Author's Note:

This book, in it's entirety, is available on my Patreon. BCTS will get weekly postings on Tuesdays to complete it here. Patreon Free Members can read my new complete book by chapters, Things We Do for Love




Chapter Two: The Power of Authentic Love

My confession of being female hung in the air between Michelle and me like a bridge I'd finally found the courage to cross. Her response would determine whether I'd found sanctuary or stepped into another kind of exile.

"Oh Sweetie!" Michelle's face lit up with understanding rather than shock. "You express female gender in a lot of ways. Only the way that you represent yourself by your outward appearance is inconsistent with that expression. We love you and if you choose to totally express female gender in all aspects of your life, we will support you in any way that we can."

The relief that washed over me was so profound I felt my knees weaken. After years of hiding, of professional detachment serving as armor against vulnerability, someone had seen my truth and embraced it completely.

"I appreciate your compassion, Michelle. I'm not sure that I am ready for such a step right now. I'm glad that you two would be okay if I were to transition."

Michelle's smile deepened, and she reached into her purse with deliberate purpose. "I have something for you. You see, I felt that you have a sister spirit within you. From what you have discussed with both Helen and me, your spirit seems to be compatible with ours."

She handed me a small velvet box, and my hands trembled slightly as I accepted it. Inside, nestled against dark fabric, lay another Celtic Triquetra knot necklace—identical to the ones Helen and Michelle wore, yet somehow uniquely meant for me.

"The necklaces that I thought were twins were actually triplets," I whispered, understanding flooding through me. "And I have the third one."

"Thank you, Michelle, and I will properly thank Helen when she is awake," I told her, rising to give her a heartfelt hug and a kiss on the cheek. As she lifted the necklace from the box and placed it around my neck, something profound shifted within me. The weight of the Celtic knot against my chest felt like coming home.

My emotions overwhelmed me, and tears of joy streamed down my face—tears for being welcomed as family, for being acknowledged as female, for finally belonging somewhere as my authentic self.

"You are welcome, my dear. I hope that you will wear it always as Helen and I will wear ours. We won't mind if you wear it inside your clothes until the day that you can find it within yourself to be open about who you really are inside."

"Thank you for understanding. With this necklace and what it represents, I might have the faith to now go where my heart will take me."

The Celtic Triquetra felt warm against my skin, as if it recognized its rightful owner. In Celtic tradition, it represented the three aspects of the feminine divine—maiden, mother, and crone—but for us, it symbolized something even more powerful: chosen family, unconditional love, and the sacred bond of sisterhood that transcended blood relations.

Michelle would have spoken again, but the peaceful moment shattered as medical alarms pierced the afternoon quiet. Helen's monitors were screaming warnings that made my blood run cold.

"Michelle, call 911!" I commanded, my hospice training overriding everything else. I never asserted myself so forcefully unless the situation was truly dire, and this was.

I ran to Helen's room, my feet moving with practiced efficiency while my heart hammered against my ribs. Snatching up the AED from its place beside Helen's bed, I quickly tucked the new necklace inside my scrub top to keep it safe during the emergency procedures.

Helen lay unresponsive, her face peaceful despite the chaos of alarms. I began CPR immediately, counting compressions and breaths with mechanical precision while my mind raced. After one complete cycle yielded no response, I positioned the AED pads on her chest with steady hands.

"Analyzing rhythm," the machine announced in its emotionless voice. "Shock advised."

"Clear!" I called out, though Michelle was still in the other room on the phone with emergency services. The shock delivered, Helen's body jerked, but her eyes remained closed.

"Marcus, they have dispatched EMTs. They should be here in five minutes. I will meet them and direct them to you and Helen."

"Thank you, Michelle."

The AED attempted two more shocks, each one a desperate gamble against the inevitable. When it finally announced "No shock advised," I resumed CPR, my arms burning with effort but my determination unwavering. This was Helen—the woman who had seen my truth, who had welcomed me into her spiritual family, who had just given me the gift of belonging.

The EMTs arrived with professional efficiency, and I stepped back to let them work their own kind of magic. One took Helen's medical history from Michelle while the other administered epinephrine directly into Helen's IV line.

For a heart-stopping moment, nothing happened. Then Helen's eyes fluttered open, and she drew a shaky breath.

"She's back," the EMT announced, but I could see in her eyes that this was likely temporary—a brief reprieve rather than a true recovery.

As they transferred Helen to the stretcher, I caught her gaze. Even weakened, her eyes held a depth of love and understanding that spoke directly to my soul. The Celtic Triquetra beneath my scrub top seemed to pulse with warmth, as if responding to some unseen energy flowing between us.

The ambulance ride to the hospital passed in a blur of sirens and medical chatter. Michelle and I followed in her car, the weight of unspoken knowledge heavy between us. Helen's time was running short, and somehow, we all knew it.

But as I touched the hidden necklace at my throat, I sensed that Helen's greatest gift to me was yet to come. The power of three—maiden, mother, and crone—was awakening, and with it, possibilities I couldn't yet imagine.

The hospital loomed ahead, and I realized that whatever happened next would change all our lives forever. The Celtic sisterhood was complete, and Helen's final act of love was about to transform everything we thought we knew about life, death, and the magic that binds souls together across time and space.

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Author: 

  • Sasha Nexus

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Novel > 40,000 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Preteen or Intermediate

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Life Passed

A Transgender Paranormal Fantasy

From the Paranormal Visitor Universe

Chapter Three: The Sacred Trinity

By Sasha Zarya Nexus

Can Minuet understand what to do with the gift of Life Passed to her by Helen?

Copyright 2008, 2025 by Sasha Zarya Nexus.
All Rights Reserved.

Author's Note:

This book, in it's entirety, is available on my Patreon. BCTS will get weekly postings on Tuesdays to complete it here. Patreon Free Members can read my new complete book by chapters, Things We Do for Love




Chapter Three: The Sacred Trinity

My confession of being female and Michelle's acceptance had created a profound moment of spiritual connection between us. But as Helen's medical alarms shattered the peaceful afternoon, that moment of belonging transformed into something far more urgent and mystical.

The EMTs had successfully revived Helen with epinephrine, but as we followed the ambulance to the hospital, I could feel the Celtic Triquetra necklace warming against my chest. Something profound was happening—something that went beyond medical intervention.

In the cardiac treatment room, Helen lay surrounded by monitors and machines, her breathing shallow but steady. The DNR order meant that when her time came, there would be no heroic measures—only love, acceptance, and whatever supernatural forces had been awakened by our completed sisterhood.

"Sweetie, you are one with Helen and me now, we are sisters," Michelle whispered as we sat in the waiting room. "Helen's homecoming nears. If you open yourself to the supernatural, you may be able to share the totality of the experience."

The weight of her words settled over me like a sacred mantle. "What are you telling me, Michelle?"

I didn't care what anyone thought at this point, so I pulled the necklace out from my scrub top and wore it proudly for all to see. The Celtic Triquetra caught the harsh hospital lighting, its intricate knotwork seeming to pulse with its own inner radiance.

"You know that Helen's medical wishes dictate that she not be kept alive artificially. This may be the time when we both have to say goodbye to her. It is a most powerful time, full of possibilities if you are open to them."

The truth of it hit me like a physical blow. Helen was dying, and somehow, Michelle was preparing me for something beyond ordinary grief. "I'm ready to say goodbye to Helen if it comes to that. I'm open to any possibility."

"Good. They will be calling for us soon."

No sooner had she spoken when Nurse Walters walked purposefully into the waiting room. "Mrs. Johnson? Helen called for you, and time is short."

The three of us walked quickly through the hospital corridors, our footsteps echoing with the urgency of approaching finality. When we reached Helen's bedside, I instinctively moved to one side and took her hand while Michelle took the other. The Celtic Triquetra necklaces—all three of them—seemed to resonate with each other, creating an invisible triangle of connection around Helen's bed.

"Thank you for coming, sisters," Helen whispered, her voice barely audible but filled with profound love.

"I love you, Helen. Blessed be!" The words came from somewhere deeper than conscious thought.

"I love you too, Helen. Thank you for my gift."

Helen's eyes sparkled with the same mischievous wisdom I'd come to cherish. "I hope you like your next gift as well, sister. I love both of you with all my heart."

The monitors began their final alarm sequence, but this time, the DNR order meant we could only hold her hands and bear witness. As Helen's physical form released its hold on life, I felt my eyes rolling back as consciousness slipped away from me.

The Spiritual Realm
Suddenly, I was more alive than I had ever been. The sensation was overwhelming—I felt completely congruent and utterly different simultaneously. Looking down at myself, I realized I existed as pure energy, pure spirit. For the first time, I saw myself as I had only glimpsed in dreams: a twelve-year-old girl who hadn't yet begun puberty, radiant with authentic possibility.

At my feet lay my corporeal body, still appearing as male as I had forced myself to portray to the world, collapsed unconscious on the hospital floor. Michelle still clutched Helen's hand, weeping over her sister's passing, while Nurse Walters rushed to attend to my unconscious form.

"Sister, it is time for me to pass my life to you."

I turned to find Helen beside me, her spiritual form blazing with accumulated life energy. She appeared more vibrant than she had in months, free from the physical limitations that had imprisoned her.

"Helen, I don't understand."

"How could you, sweetie? The white light beckons to me, and my life force glows with the energy that I have added through living. That energy ordinarily would be used to transform me physically into the person I would be for my next life."

"Would?" The word hung between us, heavy with implication.

"I feel that you should not have to wait for your next life to put an end to your suffering. I intend to use that life energy to put right what once went wrong for you."

The magnitude of her offer struck me like lightning. "No, Helen! Your next leap may be the leap all the way home. Giving me that gift could cost you everything."

"Yet it is my gift to give." Her spiritual form pulsed with determination. "Do you know why your spirit is still a girl instead of a woman?"

The truth came to me with crystal clarity. "I feel that it is because I have not allowed myself to experience puberty yet the way I should have, in mind and body."

"Are you open to that possibility now? Are you ready to be your true self?"

Every fiber of my being resonated with the answer. "I am, Helen. You have given me the gift of understanding. When I get back, I will start transition. I will be true to myself and to you and Michelle, my sisters."

Helen's energy seemed to intensify, and I sensed we were approaching the crucial moment. "Sometimes, sisters have to act as mothers when mother isn't available. Are you ready to accept her in that role?"

The rightness of it overwhelmed me. "Michelle would make a great mother. Yes, I will gladly accept Michelle as my mother."

The Transformation
Helen's energy aura, which had been bright before, suddenly overwhelmed me in a blinding flash. I felt myself speeding toward a white light, but instead of moving toward it, the white light engulfed me completely. Every cell of my being was suffused with Helen's life force, her love, her accumulated wisdom, and her final gift of authentic existence.

The sensation was indescribable—like being unmade and remade simultaneously, every atom of my being restructured by love itself. I felt my spirit and body aligning for the first time in my existence, the profound incongruence that had defined my life dissolving into perfect harmony.

When consciousness returned, the familiar surroundings of the hospital room greeted me, but everything had changed. Nurse Walters towered over me as she helped me to my feet, but now her height was appropriate—I was looking up at the world through the eyes of a twelve-year-old girl.

Everything was right because now the physical me matched the spiritual me. I was Minuet, a preadolescent girl with my entire authentic life ahead of me.

Michelle had come around the bed and wrapped me in a protective hug, whispering urgently in my ear, "Play along, we'll talk in the car."

"Sweetie, I was so worried about you," she said loudly enough for the nurse to hear. "Is my daughter really alright?"

"She's fine. Her vitals are strong. She just fainted when Miss Chambers died."

The nurse's matter-of-fact tone suggested that reality had somehow adjusted to accommodate Helen's supernatural gift. To everyone except Michelle and me, I had always been Minuet, Michelle's twelve-year-old daughter.

"Minnie, let's get you home. The nurses have to see about Helen now anyway, so we should give them a chance to take care of things."

"Thank you, Momma." The word felt natural, right, as if I had been saying it my entire life.

Looking down at myself, I marveled at Helen's attention to detail. I was dressed exactly as I had appeared in spirit form: a long A-line dress made of pink velvet paired with white knee socks and black Mary Janes, with a matching purse on my shoulder. My hair was styled in two pigtails with pink ribbons tying up the ends. No makeup, but I didn't need any—I had the natural glow of youth and authenticity.

The walk to the car felt eternal, both of us maintaining careful silence lest we say something that might shatter the delicate illusion that protected us. Once the car doors slammed shut, I felt relief wash over me like taking a deep breath after holding it for hours.

New Memories, New Life
"It worked," Michelle breathed, her voice filled with wonder. "Helen passed her next life on to you early. Do you remember being Marcus?"

The question opened floodgates of memory that were both familiar and strange. "Yes, but that is like another lifetime. I remember more clearly being raised with our mother until she died, and then you taking care of both Helen and me after that. Oh yes, and that sweet nurse Jessica who cared for Helen ordinarily, but she called in sick and we had to care for her today. I'm glad that I learned CPR so I could help Helen while you called for help, Momma."

Michelle's eyes filled with tears of amazement. "I remember both lives too. You were a great big help, Minuet. You have a great big heart, and you could be a medical professional again if that's where your heart leads you."

The weight of loss suddenly hit me. "I miss Helen, Momma."

"You don't have to miss me yet. I'm still around."

Helen's voice came from behind me, and I turned to see her spiritual form, even more abundant with energy than before the white flash. She appeared as a shimmering presence that only Michelle and I could perceive.

"What happened, Helen?" I asked, reaching toward her luminous form.

"I found out that the leap home is not one that can be taken on our own energy, but with the ability granted to us when we are ready. The Goddess told me that in passing my life to you, I had shown myself worthy to pass into the beyond and go home myself. I've been given leave to be with you to help you through this transition before I make that trek into the great beyond."

The relief was overwhelming. "I'm glad for you that you are about at the end of your journey, Helen. I'm glad for me that you will be along to guide me at the starting of my journey."

A question that had been nagging at me finally surfaced. "When time folded over on itself as a result of all that creative energy you summoned, how come we three seem to be the only ones who have a clue about what was?"

Helen's laughter tinkled like silver bells. "You don't need me for that answer since your mommy came up with that wrinkle. It's the triplet necklaces, and in a real way, our sisterhood held a power of three that was beyond any understanding of TV show writers. We three are bound together in a way that defies understanding."

Michelle nodded, touching her own necklace. "And when Helen leaves this plane of existence, Momma?"

"We'll still be bound together, and where she goes, we will, when our time comes, follow and be reunited there."

I looked between them, my new twelve-year-old perspective making everything feel both profound and simple. "Is that true, Helen? And in how many lives will we be together, physically, that is?"

"That would be telling, sprite!" Helen's eyes twinkled with ancient mischief. "In the place that I am going, physicality isn't really meaningful. Even with me gone in a way, in a way I will always be with you."

The frustration of being spoken to in riddles bubbled up. "I guess I should have expected being talked to in riddles since I'm the child here."

"If you are a child, sweetie, then I am much more of one. At least you are comfortable in this universe of ours, but I'm going beyond all. I'm sorry if riddle speak frustrates you, but it's the only way of representing something so alien."

Understanding flooded through me. "I'm sorry, Helen. While I am in the muck, this is something that I asked for. I know some of the rules and I will discover the others. I cannot even imagine what awaits you. I guess when I can, then I will be where you are now. I'll be waiting for my homecoming."

"That's okay, sprite. I have a feeling that getting you up to speed was just what the doctor ordered. I could never let one of my sisters down if I had any choice in it."

One more question burned in my mind. "Helen, why am I a child now?"

Her expression grew tender with understanding. "Sweetie, that's where your spirit was stuck. If you had become a woman of the same age that Marcus was, then you would still be incongruent since your spirit was stuck as a little girl. Bringing your spirit and body together with congruency will allow you to grow up the way you might have if you had been able to let out your true self when you were thirteen the first go around."

The pieces finally clicked into place. "You were trying to prepare me for this before I became Minuet, and I didn't understand then, but I believe I do now. Thank you for looking out for my best interest, Helen."

"Think nothing of it, sweetie. Sisters do for each other. As you have done for me, I do for you, as around the circle our love flows."

We shared a metaphysical hug—not the pressing together of physical forms, but a spiritual closeness where I felt Helen's presence as strongly as any physical embrace. The love was the same, perhaps even stronger. When Michelle joined us in a group spiritual hug, I felt the power of three and put to rest any doubts that anything would truly separate us from each other.

"One thing that you are right about, young lady, is that physically now you are a child and will be one for the foreseeable future. Your body needs much more sleep, especially after a day as trying as this, and even more as you start turning into the woman you will grow up to be. It's bedtime for you now, munchkin. Please be a good girl and take your bath, then get dressed for bed."

The prospect of my first night as Minuet filled me with both excitement and trepidation. As we pulled into the driveway of what were now my childhood memories told me was home, I realized that Helen's greatest gift wasn't just the physical transformation—it was the chance to grow up authentically, supported by a love that transcended death itself.

The Celtic Triquetra necklace rested warm against my chest, a constant reminder that I was part of something eternal, something that would guide me through whatever challenges lay ahead in this new life that had been passed to me.

Life Passed -04-

Author: 

  • Sasha Nexus

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  • General Audience (pg)

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  • Novel > 40,000 words

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Life Passed

A Transgender Paranormal Fantasy

From the Paranormal Visitor Universe

Chapter Four: Death and Rebirth

By Sasha Zarya Nexus

Can Minuet fit in to being a little girl in the family that she loves?

Copyright 2008, 2025 by Sasha Zarya Nexus.
All Rights Reserved.

Author's Note:

This book, in it's entirety, is available on my Patreon. BCTS will get weekly postings on Tuesdays to complete it here. Patreon Free Members can read my new complete book by chapters, Things We Do for Love




Chapter Four: Death and Rebirth

Michelle's gentle insistence that I take my bath and get ready for bed had marked the end of my first day as Minuet. But as I settled into the warm bathwater, marveling at how natural it felt to see my authentic twelve-year-old female body for the first time, I realized that Helen's greatest gifts were still unfolding.

The pink velvet dress hung carefully on my bedroom door, and as I dried off with fluffy towels that smelled like home, I caught sight of myself in the bathroom mirror. The girl looking back at me had always existed in my dreams, but now she was real—pigtails slightly damp from the bath, cheeks flushed with youth and possibility, eyes bright with the wonder of authentic existence.

"Minnie, are you almost ready for your story?" Michelle's voice carried up the stairs, warm with maternal affection that felt both new and eternal.

"Almost, Momma!" The word still sent shivers of joy through me. I slipped into my nightgown—soft cotton with tiny pink flowers—and padded barefoot to my bedroom.

My room was exactly as my new memories told me it should be: walls painted in soft lavender, a bookshelf filled with fairy tales and adventure stories, a desk where I'd supposedly done homework for years. The bed was covered with a quilt that Michelle had made, its pattern of interlocking Celtic knots echoing the Triquetra necklace that now rested on my nightstand.

The Princess Story
Michelle appeared in my doorway, her expression soft with love and exhaustion. The day had transformed her as much as it had me—she'd lost her sister and gained a daughter in the span of hours, yet she carried the transition with remarkable grace.

"All ready for bed, munchkin?"

"Yes, Momma. Will you really tell me the princess story?"

She settled beside me on the bed, smoothing the covers around me with practiced maternal gestures. "Of course, sweetie. Though I have a feeling you know this story better than I do."

The irony wasn't lost on either of us. As Marcus, I had created this story during Helen's worst pain episodes, weaving it from imagination and hope to soothe both of us when medical interventions fell short. Now, as Minuet, I would hear it as it was meant to be heard—by a little girl who needed to believe in magic and transformation.

"Once upon a time," Michelle began, her voice taking on the cadence of countless bedtime stories, "in a kingdom where the mountains touched the clouds, there lived a little girl who didn't know she was a princess."

I snuggled deeper into my pillows, the Celtic Triquetra necklace warm against my chest even through my nightgown. Helen's presence felt close, as if she were listening from just beyond the veil.

"The little girl lived in a tower—not because she was imprisoned, but because she was afraid to come down and let the world see who she really was. She spent her days caring for others, bringing them food and comfort, but she never allowed herself to receive the same kindness."

Michelle's voice caught slightly, and I realized she was thinking of Marcus, of how I had hidden my true self behind professional duty and fear.

"One day, two fairy godmothers came to visit the tower. They were sisters, bound by magic older than the kingdom itself, and they could see through the little girl's disguise. 'Why do you hide your crown?' asked the first fairy godmother. 'We can see it shining, even when you cannot.'"

The story continued, weaving together themes of recognition, acceptance, and transformation. The fairy godmothers gave the hidden princess three gifts: a necklace that would connect her to her true family, the courage to reveal her authentic self, and finally, the magic to transform her body to match her spirit.

"But the greatest gift," Michelle continued, her hand stroking my hair, "was not the transformation itself, but the love that made it possible. For you see, the first fairy godmother had to give up her own magic to grant the princess her true form. It was the ultimate act of love—one sister passing her life to another so that the princess could finally grow up as she was meant to be."

Tears slipped down my cheeks as the story reached its climax. Helen's sacrifice, rendered as fairy tale, felt both magical and heartbreakingly real.

"And did the princess live happily ever after?" I whispered, though I knew the answer.

"She lived authentically ever after," Michelle corrected gently. "Which is better than happy, because authentic includes all the feelings—joy and sorrow, love and loss, but always, always truth."

Helen's Guidance
As Michelle kissed my forehead and prepared to leave, Helen's presence materialized in the room. She appeared more translucent than before, her spiritual energy clearly diminishing, but her love remained as strong as ever.

"Did you like your story, sprite?" Helen asked, settling into the chair beside my bed.

"It was beautiful. Thank you for making it real."

"You made it real, sweetie. I just provided the magic to help it along." Helen's expression grew serious. "But I need to prepare you for what's coming. My time as your guide is limited, and there are forces awakening that will challenge everything we've built."

Michelle, who could see and hear Helen as clearly as I could, sat back down on the bed. "What kind of forces?"

"The fire that's been reported in the forest isn't natural. When Tabitha's circle disturbed that ancient altar months ago, they awakened something that should have remained sleeping. A fire elemental, ancient and angry, seeking a vessel for its rage."

The warmth of my bedtime story evaporated, replaced by a chill of foreboding. "What does it want?"

"To burn away what it sees as corruption. And unfortunately, it's found a willing host in Elias Vire, the preacher who's been speaking against demons and unnatural influences." Helen's form flickered, as if the effort of warning us was draining her remaining energy.

"The man from the shopping center?" I remembered the encounter Laura had mentioned, though my new memories were still settling into place.

"The same. He was caught in the forest fire when the elemental first awakened, and instead of being destroyed, he absorbed part of its essence. Now he believes his survival was divine intervention, and he's determined to cleanse the world of what he sees as evil magic."

Michelle's protective instincts flared. "He's targeting the circles?"

"He's targeting anyone who practices the old ways. But more than that, he's drawn to power, and the three of us—our bond, our necklaces, our transformation—we shine like a beacon to his elemental sight."

The implications settled over us like a heavy blanket. My first day as Minuet, which had been filled with wonder and love, now carried the shadow of approaching conflict.

"What do we do?" I asked, my twelve-year-old voice small in the darkness.

"We prepare. We learn. We grow stronger." Helen's voice carried the weight of ancient wisdom. "And we remember that love is always more powerful than hate, even when hate burns with elemental fire."

The Growing Threat
Helen rose from the chair, her form becoming even more ethereal. "I must go now. Michelle, tomorrow you'll need to contact Tabitha. She's returned from Ireland with knowledge we'll need. And Minuet, you'll be meeting other young practitioners soon. There's a girl named Laura whose family has connections to the ancient altar. She'll become important to you."

"Will I see you tomorrow?" I asked, suddenly afraid of losing my spiritual guide so soon after finding my authentic self.

"For a while longer, sprite. But each time I appear, I use energy that brings me closer to my final journey. We must use our remaining time wisely."

As Helen began to fade, she added one final warning: "The elemental grows stronger with each passing day, and Elias's sermons are gathering followers. They see magic as the enemy, never realizing that the greatest magic is love itself. Stay close to each other, trust in your bond, and remember—the power of three is greater than any single force, no matter how ancient or angry."

With that, Helen disappeared, leaving Michelle and me alone in my bedroom. The Celtic Triquetra necklace had grown warm during Helen's visit, and I could feel its connection to Michelle's matching pendant across the room.

"Momma, are you scared?"

Michelle considered the question carefully. "I'm concerned, sweetie. But I'm not afraid. We have something Elias doesn't understand—we have love that transcends death itself. Helen proved that today when she transformed you. That kind of love is the most powerful force in any universe."

She tucked the covers around me one more time. "Now get some sleep, munchkin. Tomorrow we start learning how to protect what we've been given."

As Michelle turned off the light and closed my door, I lay in the darkness thinking about Helen's warnings. Somewhere in the forest, an ancient fire burned with elemental rage, and a preacher who had once been a frightened girl named Ruth was gathering followers for a crusade against everything I now represented.

But I was no longer Marcus, hiding behind professional detachment and fear. I was Minuet, surrounded by love, protected by ancient magic, and part of a sisterhood that had already proven death could not break their bonds.

The Celtic Triquetra necklace pulsed gently against my chest, and I felt Helen's love flowing through it like a warm current. Whatever challenges lay ahead, I would face them as my authentic self, supported by chosen family and guided by wisdom that spanned the boundary between life and death.

The princess in the story had lived authentically ever after. Now it was time for me to do the same, even if it meant standing against the elemental fire that threatened to consume everything we held dear.

Life Passed -05-

Author: 

  • Sasha Nexus

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Novel > 40,000 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender

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  • Teenage or High School

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triquetra

Life Passed

A Transgender Paranormal Fantasy

From the Paranormal Visitor Universe

Chapter Five: New World Adjustment

By Sasha Zarya Nexus

Can Minuet help against the treat coming against the family that she loves?

Copyright 2008, 2025 by Sasha Zarya Nexus.
All Rights Reserved.

Author's Note:

This book, in it's entirety, is available on my Patreon. BCTS will get weekly postings on Tuesdays to complete it here. Patreon Free Members can read my new complete book by chapters, Things We Do for Love




Chapter Five: New World Adjustment

Helen's warning about the approaching supernatural threat and my first night as Minuet had left me both exhausted and exhilarated. But as I woke up in my new twelve-year-old body the next morning, sunlight streaming through the lavender curtains of what were now my childhood memories, I realized that Helen's greatest challenge was just beginning to unfold.

The Celtic Triquetra necklace had grown warm against my chest during the night, and I could sense something stirring in the forest beyond our mountain community. The fire elemental that Helen had warned us about was no longer dormant—it was actively seeking, hunting, drawn by the very magic that had transformed me.

"Good morning, munchkin," Michelle called from downstairs, her voice carrying the practiced cheerfulness of a mother trying to maintain normalcy despite extraordinary circumstances. "Breakfast is ready!"

I padded downstairs in my nightgown, marveling again at how everything seemed larger from my new perspective. Michelle had prepared pancakes shaped like hearts, and the domestic scene felt both wonderfully normal and surreally magical.

"Did you sleep well, sweetie?" Michelle asked, studying my face with the careful attention of someone still adjusting to our new reality.

"I had strange dreams," I admitted, settling into my chair. "There was fire in the forest, and someone was calling for help, but when I tried to reach them, the flames got bigger."

Helen's spiritual form materialized at the kitchen table, her energy more subdued than the night before. "The elemental is testing its connection to you, sprite. Your transformation has created ripples in the spiritual realm that it can sense."

Michelle poured orange juice with steady hands, though I could see the tension in her shoulders. "How much time do we have before it becomes a real threat?"

"Not long," Helen replied gravely. "The man it's possessing—Elias Vire—is fighting the elemental's influence, but his mind is interpreting the experience through a fractured religious lens. He believes he survived the forest fire through divine intervention, and now he's convinced that witches conjured the flames that marked him."

The Growing Disturbance
As we ate breakfast, the local news played on the kitchen television, reporting on a series of suspicious fires that had broken out during the night. A New Age bookstore in the next town over had been completely destroyed, and an herb shop had suffered significant damage. The fire department was baffled by the intensity and seemingly supernatural behavior of the flames.

"He's testing his power," Helen observed, her form flickering slightly. "Each time Elias denies his connection to the elemental, it grows stronger and more destructive. The fires aren't random—they're targeting places associated with alternative spiritual practices."

I felt a chill run through me despite the warm kitchen. "Is he coming for us?"

"Eventually. The Celtic Triquetra necklaces shine like beacons to elemental sight. Our bond, our transformation, everything we represent—it's exactly what he's been conditioned to see as corruption that must be purged."

Michelle reached across the table to squeeze my hand. "We won't let anything happen to you, Minnie. Helen didn't give you this gift just so we could lose it to some fire-obsessed preacher."

"But we can't face him alone," Helen continued. "There are others in the community who practice the old ways—circles that have been meeting quietly for years. It's time to bring them together."

The Call to Unity
After breakfast, Michelle began making phone calls while I helped with the dishes, trying to process the magnitude of what we were facing. My first full day as Minuet was supposed to be about adjustment and discovery, but instead, we were preparing for a supernatural war.

"Tabitha's back from Ireland," Michelle announced after her third call. "She's learned things about elemental containment that we'll need. She wants to meet with us this afternoon."

Helen's expression grew thoughtful. "Tabitha carries guilt about what happened. Her circle's ritual at the ancient altar is what awakened the elemental in the first place, though they didn't realize it at the time. She's spent months in Ireland studying with Celtic priests, learning how to undo what she accidentally set in motion."

"Will she be able to help?" I asked, surprised by how young my voice sounded when I was worried.

"She'll be essential," Helen replied. "But Tabitha alone won't be enough. We'll need the Moonrise Circle, the Oakwood Coven, and probably the Riverside Gathering. The elemental's power grows with each act of destruction, and Elias's congregation is already starting to rally behind his message of purification."

The weight of our situation began to settle over me. Here I was, barely twenty-four hours into my new life as an authentic twelve-year-old girl, and already I was being drawn into a conflict that could destroy everything Helen had sacrificed to give me.

First Signs of Opposition
Around noon, Michelle and I drove into town to pick up groceries, maintaining the appearance of normal life while secretly scouting for signs of the growing threat. The mountain community of Cedar Hollow had always been a place where different spiritual traditions coexisted peacefully, but I could sense that balance shifting.

Outside the post office, a small group had gathered around a man I didn't recognize—tall, lean, with burn scars visible on his hands and neck. Even from a distance, I could feel the heat radiating from him, and the Celtic Triquetra necklace beneath my shirt grew uncomfortably warm.

"That's him," I whispered to Michelle. "That's Elias Vire."

Michelle's grip tightened on the steering wheel. "We need to get home. Now."

But as we drove past, Elias's head turned toward our car with predatory precision. His eyes—which should have been brown or blue—flickered with an inner flame that had nothing to do with human genetics. For a moment, our gazes locked, and I felt the full force of the elemental's rage and hunger.

The fire spirit recognized me as something it needed to destroy, while the man it possessed saw only a young girl who represented everything his fractured faith had taught him to fear. The combination was terrifying in its intensity.

"He knows," I breathed as we turned the corner. "He knows what I am."

"Then we're out of time," Michelle said grimly, reaching for her phone. "I'm calling an emergency gathering for tonight."

The Ancient Threat Awakens
That afternoon, Tabitha arrived at our house carrying an armload of ancient texts and looking like she'd aged years during her time in Ireland. She was a woman in her forties with graying hair and eyes that had seen too much, but her embrace was warm and her energy immediately comforting.

"Michelle, I'm so sorry about Helen," she said, then turned to me with wonder. "And you must be Minuet. Helen told me about you in my dreams."

"You can see her too?" I asked hopefully.

"Sometimes. The veil is thin around those who've touched the ancient powers." Tabitha settled into our living room, spreading her books and notes across the coffee table. "I need to tell you both what I learned in Ireland, and it's not good news."

Helen materialized beside Tabitha, her spiritual form more solid in the presence of someone else who understood the old ways. "Tell them about the altar, Tabitha. Tell them what we really awakened."

Tabitha's expression grew grave. "The altar my circle found wasn't just ancient—it was a prison. Our ancestors built it to contain a fire elemental that had been terrorizing the region for centuries. When we performed our ritual there, thinking it was just a sacred site, we accidentally broke the containment."

"And now it's loose," Michelle said, understanding flooding her voice.

"Worse than that. It's found a host in Elias Vire, someone whose mind was already fractured by religious extremism. The elemental feeds on his rage and self-righteousness, while he interprets its power as divine validation of his crusade against what he sees as unnatural influences."

I felt a chill of foreboding. "What does it want?"

"To burn away what it perceives as corruption. And unfortunately, our magic—especially the transformation Helen performed—shines like a beacon to its senses. It sees us as the source of imbalance that must be purged."

Helen's form flickered with distress. "There's more, isn't there, Tabitha? Something you learned about the elemental's true nature."

Tabitha nodded reluctantly. "The fire spirit wasn't always destructive. Originally, it was a force of passion and transformation—the sacred fire that burns away the false to reveal the true. But centuries of imprisonment twisted it into something that can only see destruction as purification."

"So it can be redeemed?" I asked, hope rising in my chest.

"Theoretically. But it would require someone to reach through all that accumulated rage and hatred to touch the original spirit of transformation. And that person would have to be willing to risk everything—including their own life—to heal something that's been broken for centuries."

The implications of her words settled over us like a heavy blanket. The elemental could be saved, but only through an act of love so profound it could transform centuries of twisted rage back into its original purpose.

The Gathering Storm
As evening approached, cars began arriving at our house—practitioners from various circles throughout the mountain region. I watched from my bedroom window as women and men of all ages gathered in our backyard, many wearing their own versions of sacred jewelry and carrying items of power.

"Are you ready for this, sprite?" Helen asked, appearing beside me at the window.

"I don't think anyone could be ready for this," I admitted. "But I'm not going to hide from what I am anymore. You gave me this life so I could live it authentically, and that includes facing whatever threatens our community."

"That's my brave girl," Helen said with pride. "Remember, you're not just Minuet now—you're part of something larger. The Celtic sisterhood, the ancient traditions, the power of love that transcends death itself."

Michelle appeared in my doorway. "It's time, sweetie. They want to meet you."

I took a deep breath, straightened my shoulders, and prepared to face the gathered circles as myself—Minuet, the girl who had been passed a life of authentic possibility, now standing at the center of a supernatural conflict that would determine the fate of everyone she'd come to love.

The Celtic Triquetra necklace pulsed warmly against my chest as I walked downstairs, and I could feel Helen's presence beside me, Michelle's protective love surrounding me, and the ancient magic of the sisterhood flowing through my veins.

Whatever Elias Vire and his fire elemental brought against us, they would face not just individual practitioners, but a united community bound by love, wisdom, and the unbreakable bonds of chosen family. The real battle for our community's soul was about to begin, and I would stand at its center—not as a victim, but as a young woman finally living her authentic truth.

The gathering storm was upon us, but we would meet it together, armed with the most powerful force in any universe: love that transcends death, transforms the broken, and redeems even the most twisted souls.

Life Passed -06-

Author: 

  • Sasha Nexus

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Novel > 40,000 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Child

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

triquetra

Life Passed

A Transgender Paranormal Fantasy

From the Paranormal Visitor Universe

Chapter Six: Embracing the New Reality

By Sasha Zarya Nexus

Can the community meet the threat posed by possessed evangelist Elias Vire?

Copyright 2008, 2025 by Sasha Zarya Nexus.
All Rights Reserved.

Author's Note:

This book, in it's entirety, is available on my Patreon. BCTS will get weekly postings on Tuesdays to complete it here. Patreon Free Members can read my new complete book by chapters, Things We Do for Love




Chapter Six: Embracing the New Reality

My first night as Minuet and Helen's warning about the growing supernatural threat had left me both exhausted and exhilarated. But as I woke up in my new twelve-year-old body the next morning, sunlight streaming through the lavender curtains of what were now my childhood memories, I realized that the real test of my transformation was about to begin.

The Celtic Triquetra necklace had grown warm against my chest during the night, and I could sense something stirring in the forest beyond our mountain community. The fire elemental that Helen had warned us about was no longer dormant—it was actively seeking, hunting, drawn by the very magic that had transformed me.

"Good morning, munchkin," Michelle called from downstairs, her voice carrying the practiced cheerfulness of a mother trying to maintain normalcy despite extraordinary circumstances. "Breakfast is ready!"

I padded downstairs in my nightgown, marveling again at how everything seemed larger from my new perspective. Michelle had prepared pancakes shaped like hearts, and the domestic scene felt both wonderfully normal and surreally magical.

"Did you sleep well, sweetie?" Michelle asked, studying my face with the careful attention of someone still adjusting to our new reality.

"I had strange dreams," I admitted, settling into my chair. "There was fire in the forest, and someone was calling for help, but when I tried to reach them, the flames got bigger."

Helen's spiritual form materialized at the kitchen table, her energy more subdued than the night before. "The elemental is testing its connection to you, sprite. Your transformation has created ripples in the spiritual realm that it can sense."

Michelle poured orange juice with steady hands, though I could see the tension in her shoulders. "How much time do we have before it becomes a real threat?"

"Not long," Helen replied gravely. "The man it's possessing—Elias Vire—is fighting the elemental's influence, but his mind is interpreting the experience through a fractured religious lens. He believes he survived the forest fire through divine intervention, and now he's convinced that witches conjured the flames that marked him."

The Community Gathering
After breakfast, Michelle began making phone calls while I helped with the dishes, trying to process the magnitude of what we were facing. My first full day as Minuet was supposed to be about adjustment and discovery, but instead, we were preparing for a supernatural war.

"Tabitha's back from Ireland," Michelle announced after her third call. "She's learned things about elemental containment that we'll need. She wants to meet with us this afternoon."

Helen's expression grew thoughtful. "Tabitha carries guilt about what happened. Her circle's ritual at the ancient altar is what awakened the elemental in the first place, though they didn't realize it at the time. She's spent months in Ireland studying with Celtic priests, learning how to undo what she accidentally set in motion."

"Will she be able to help?" I asked, surprised by how young my voice sounded when I was worried.

"She'll be essential," Helen replied. "But Tabitha alone won't be enough. We'll need the Moonrise Circle, the Oakwood Coven, and probably the Riverside Gathering. The elemental's power grows with each act of destruction, and Elias's congregation is already starting to rally behind his message of purification."

The weight of our situation began to settle over me. Here I was, barely twenty-four hours into my new life as an authentic twelve-year-old girl, and already I was being drawn into a conflict that could destroy everything Helen had sacrificed to give me.

First Public Appearance
Around noon, Michelle and I drove into town to pick up groceries, maintaining the appearance of normal life while secretly scouting for signs of the growing threat. The mountain community of Cedar Hollow had always been a place where different spiritual traditions coexisted peacefully, but I could sense that balance shifting.

Outside the post office, a small group had gathered around a man I didn't recognize—tall, lean, with burn scars visible on his hands and neck. Even from a distance, I could feel the heat radiating from him, and the Celtic Triquetra necklace beneath my shirt grew uncomfortably warm.

"That's him," I whispered to Michelle. "That's Elias Vire."

Michelle's grip tightened on the steering wheel. "We need to get home. Now."

But as we drove past, Elias's head turned toward our car with predatory precision. His eyes—which should have been brown or blue—flickered with an inner flame that had nothing to do with human genetics. For a moment, our gazes locked, and I felt the full force of the elemental's rage and hunger.

The fire spirit recognized me as something it needed to destroy, while the man it possessed saw only a young girl who represented everything his fractured faith had taught him to fear. The combination was terrifying in its intensity.

"He knows," I breathed as we turned the corner. "He knows what I am."

"Then we're out of time," Michelle said grimly, reaching for her phone. "I'm calling an emergency gathering for tonight."

The Ancient Threat Awakens
That afternoon, Tabitha arrived at our house carrying an armload of ancient texts and looking like she'd aged years during her time in Ireland. She was a woman in her forties with graying hair and eyes that had seen too much, but her embrace was warm and her energy immediately comforting.

"Michelle, I'm so sorry about Helen," she said, then turned to me with wonder. "And you must be Minuet. Helen told me about you in my dreams."

"You can see her too?" I asked hopefully.

"Sometimes. The veil is thin around those who've touched the ancient powers." Tabitha settled into our living room, spreading her books and notes across the coffee table. "I need to tell you both what I learned in Ireland, and it's not good news."

Helen materialized beside Tabitha, her spiritual form more solid in the presence of someone else who understood the old ways. "Tell them about the altar, Tabitha. Tell them what we really awakened."

Tabitha's expression grew grave. "The altar my circle found wasn't just ancient—it was a prison. Our ancestors built it to contain a fire elemental that had been terrorizing the region for centuries. When we performed our ritual there, thinking it was just a sacred site, we accidentally broke the containment."

"And now it's loose," Michelle said, understanding flooding her voice.

"Worse than that. It's found a host in Elias Vire, someone whose mind was already fractured by religious extremism. The elemental feeds on his rage and self-righteousness, while he interprets its power as divine validation of his crusade against what he sees as unnatural influences."

I felt a chill of foreboding. "What does it want?"

"To burn away what it perceives as corruption. And unfortunately, our magic—especially the transformation Helen performed—shines like a beacon to its senses. It sees us as the source of imbalance that must be purged."

Helen's form flickered with distress. "There's more, isn't there, Tabitha? Something you learned about the elemental's true nature."

Tabitha nodded reluctantly. "The fire spirit wasn't always destructive. Originally, it was a force of passion and transformation—the sacred fire that burns away the false to reveal the true. But centuries of imprisonment twisted it into something that can only see destruction as purification."

"So it can be redeemed?" I asked, hope rising in my chest.

"Theoretically. But it would require someone to reach through all that accumulated rage and hatred to touch the original spirit of transformation. And that person would have to be willing to risk everything—including their own life—to heal something that's been broken for centuries."

The Gathering Storm
As evening approached, cars began arriving at our house—practitioners from various circles throughout the mountain region. I watched from my bedroom window as women and men of all ages gathered in our backyard, many wearing their own versions of sacred jewelry and carrying items of power.

The Moonrise Circle arrived first, led by a woman named Sarah whose silver pentacle caught the fading sunlight. Behind them came the Oakwood Coven, their leader Marcus (not to be confused with my former identity) carrying a staff carved with Celtic knotwork. The Riverside Gathering brought up the rear, their youngest member barely older than my apparent age.

"Are you ready for this, sprite?" Helen asked, appearing beside me at the window.

"I don't think anyone could be ready for this," I admitted. "But I'm not going to hide from what I am anymore. You gave me this life so I could live it authentically, and that includes facing whatever threatens our community."

"That's my brave girl," Helen said with pride. "Remember, you're not just Minuet now—you're part of something larger. The Celtic sisterhood, the ancient traditions, the power of love that transcends death itself."

Michelle appeared in my doorway. "It's time, sweetie. They want to meet you."

Breaking Into the New Reality
I took a deep breath, straightened my shoulders, and prepared to face the gathered circles as myself—Minuet, the girl who had been passed a life of authentic possibility, now standing at the center of a supernatural conflict that would determine the fate of everyone she'd come to love.

The Celtic Triquetra necklace pulsed warmly against my chest as I walked downstairs, and I could feel Helen's presence beside me, Michelle's protective love surrounding me, and the ancient magic of the sisterhood flowing through my veins.

In the backyard, the assembled practitioners had formed a loose circle around a small fire pit. Candles flickered in the gathering dusk, and the air hummed with collective energy. As I stepped outside, conversations quieted and all eyes turned toward me.

"Everyone," Michelle said, her voice carrying clearly across the gathering, "I'd like you to meet my daughter, Minuet. She's... new to our community, but she carries the blessing of Helen's final gift."

Sarah from the Moonrise Circle stepped forward, her expression kind but curious. "We felt the disturbance when Helen passed. The magical resonance was unlike anything we've experienced. You must be very special, child."

"I don't know about special," I replied, finding my voice stronger than expected. "But I know that Helen gave me something precious, and I won't let anyone destroy it."

Marcus from the Oakwood Coven nodded approvingly. "Spoken like a true practitioner. The elemental may be ancient and powerful, but it's never faced a united community before."

"Actually," Tabitha interjected, consulting her notes, "that's not entirely true. According to the Irish records, the last time this particular elemental was active, it took the combined efforts of seven circles and a blood sacrifice to contain it."

The gathering fell silent at her words. Seven circles—and we had only three, plus a few individual practitioners.

"Then we need to find the other circles," I said, surprising myself with my determination. "And we need to find another way. No one else is going to die for this."

Helen's spiritual form appeared at the edge of the circle, visible to all the practitioners present. "The child speaks wisdom. The old ways required sacrifice because they relied on force. But love is stronger than force, and redemption is more powerful than destruction."

"Helen," Sarah breathed, her eyes wide with wonder. "You're still here."

"For now," Helen confirmed. "But my time grows short. The elemental's power increases with each passing hour, and Elias's congregation grows larger with each sermon. We must act soon, or Cedar Hollow will burn."

As if summoned by her words, a distant glow appeared on the horizon—another fire, larger than the previous ones, painting the night sky orange. The elemental was testing its strength, and Elias was learning to control his terrible gift.

"The war council begins now," Michelle declared, her voice carrying the authority of someone who had inherited Helen's role as spiritual guide. "We have until dawn to find a way to save our community."

The gathered practitioners moved closer to the fire, their faces grim but determined. I found myself standing between Michelle and Tabitha, the Celtic Triquetra necklace warm against my chest, feeling the weight of destiny settling around my shoulders like a cloak.

Whatever Elias Vire and his fire elemental brought against us, they would face not just individual practitioners, but a united community bound by love, wisdom, and the unbreakable bonds of chosen family. The real battle for our community's soul was about to begin, and I would stand at its center—not as a victim, but as a young woman finally living her authentic truth.

The gathering storm was upon us, but we would meet it together, armed with the most powerful force in any universe: love that transcends death, transforms the broken, and redeems even the most twisted souls.

As the distant fire grew brighter and the night deepened around us, I realized that my transformation from Marcus to Minuet was only the beginning. The real test of who I was meant to become was just starting, and the fate of everyone I loved hung in the balance.

The Celtic sisterhood was complete, the ancient magic was awakening, and the final confrontation between love and hate, redemption and destruction, was about to begin. I was ready to face whatever came next, supported by the eternal bonds that Helen had forged between us and guided by the wisdom that love, not force, would ultimately triumph.

The fire on the horizon pulsed like a heartbeat, and I felt the elemental's rage calling to something deep within me. But I also felt Helen's love, Michelle's protection, and the gathered strength of our united community. Whatever darkness approached, we would meet it with light.

The war for Cedar Hollow's soul had begun, and I, Minuet—the girl who had been passed a life of authentic possibility—stood ready to defend everything that mattered.

Life Passed -07-

Author: 

  • Sasha Nexus

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Novel > 40,000 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Preteen or Intermediate

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  • Posted by author(s)

triquetra

Life Passed

A Transgender Paranormal Fantasy

From the Paranormal Visitor Universe

Chapter Seven: Laura's Friendship

By Sasha Zarya Nexus

Can Helen and Minuet form a new triad with Laura to protect the community?

Copyright 2008, 2025 by Sasha Zarya Nexus.
All Rights Reserved.

Author's Note:

This book, in it's entirety, is available on my Patreon. BCTS will get weekly postings on Tuesdays to complete it here. Patreon Free Members can read my new complete book by chapters, Things We Do for Love




Chapter Seven: Laura's Friendship

The gathering of multiple Wiccan circles in our backyard and my preparation to face them as Minuet for the first time—had left me both nervous and determined. But as I stepped outside into the circle of flickering candles and concerned faces, I realized that my greatest challenge wasn't the supernatural threat we faced, but finding my place in a community I'd never truly belonged to before.

The assembled practitioners had formed a loose circle around the fire pit, their faces illuminated by dancing flames that seemed to pulse with their own inner life. Sarah from the Moonrise Circle stepped forward first, her silver pentacle catching the firelight as she studied me with kind but curious eyes.

"Everyone," Michelle said, her voice carrying clearly across the gathering, "I'd like you to meet my daughter, Minuet. She's... new to our community, but she carries the blessing of Helen's final gift."

"We felt the disturbance when Helen passed," Sarah replied, her expression growing thoughtful. "The magical resonance was unlike anything we've experienced. You must be very special, child."

"I don't know about special," I replied, finding my voice stronger than expected. "But I know that Helen gave me something precious, and I won't let anyone destroy it."

Marcus from the Oakwood Coven nodded approvingly. "Spoken like a true practitioner. The elemental may be ancient and powerful, but it's never faced a united community before."

"Actually," Tabitha interjected, consulting her notes from Ireland, "that's not entirely true. According to the Celtic records, the last time this particular elemental was active, it took the combined efforts of seven circles and a blood sacrifice to contain it."

The gathering fell silent at her words. Seven circles—and we had only three, plus a few individual practitioners.

"Then we need to find the other circles," I said, surprising myself with my determination. "And we need to find another way. No one else is going to die for this."

Laura's Arrival
As if summoned by my words, a car pulled into our driveway, its headlights cutting through the gathering dusk. A woman in her forties emerged, followed by a girl who appeared to be my age—twelve, with long auburn hair and eyes that sparkled with mischief and intelligence.

"That's Gladys Morrison and her daughter Laura," Michelle whispered to me. "They're from the Riverside Gathering. Laura's... special, like you."

The girl—Laura—approached our circle with confident steps, but I noticed she kept glancing at me with undisguised curiosity. When our eyes met, I felt an immediate connection, as if we'd known each other for years rather than seconds.

"Sorry we're late," Gladys called out, her voice carrying a slight Irish accent. "Laura insisted on bringing something." She gestured to her daughter, who carried a small wooden box carved with Celtic knotwork.

"What's in the box?" I asked, drawn to Laura despite my nervousness about meeting someone new.

Laura's face lit up with a grin that transformed her from merely pretty to absolutely radiant. "Family heirlooms. My grandmother always said they'd be important someday." She opened the box to reveal three more Celtic Triquetra necklaces, but these were different from ours—older, more intricate, with silver inlay that seemed to glow in the firelight.

Helen's spiritual form materialized beside the fire pit, visible to all the practitioners present. "The Morrison line," she said with wonder in her voice. "Laura, your family built the original altar that contained the elemental centuries ago."

Laura's eyes widened. "You're Helen! Mom told me about you. And you're Minuet." She turned to me with excitement. "I've been dreaming about you for weeks. We're supposed to be friends, aren't we?"

The directness of her question caught me off guard, but something deep inside me responded with certainty. "I think we are."

Instant Connection
As the adults continued their war council, discussing strategy and magical defenses, Laura and I found ourselves sitting together on the porch steps, away from the intensity of the main gathering. The Celtic Triquetra necklace around my neck had grown warm when Laura approached, and I noticed hers was doing the same.

"So," Laura said, swinging her legs as she sat beside me, "you used to be someone else, didn't you? I can see it in your eyes—like you've lived more than twelve years."

Her perceptiveness startled me. "How did you know?"

"My grandmother had the Sight. She said it sometimes skips generations, but I got it too. I can see people's true selves, their past lives, their spiritual ages." She studied my face carefully. "You were a grown-up who took care of sick people. But inside, you were always supposed to be a little girl."

The relief of being understood so completely by someone my apparent age was overwhelming. "Helen made it possible for me to be who I really am. But it's scary, being twelve again when I remember being an adult."

"I bet it is. But you know what? You get to grow up the right way this time. And you won't have to do it alone." Laura reached over and squeezed my hand. "I've been waiting for you, Minuet. My grandmother told me stories about the three sisters who would come together when the fire awakened. She said one would be wise, one would be strong, and one would be brave. I think you're the brave one."

"What about you? What are you?"

Laura's grin returned. "I'm the one who knows all the secrets. Like how to braid hair properly, and which lip gloss looks best with your skin tone, and how to talk to boys without turning red." She paused, her expression growing more serious. "And I know things about the old magic too. Things my family has been guarding for generations."

Sharing Secrets
As the evening deepened and the adult conversation grew more intense, Laura and I retreated to my bedroom, where she immediately began examining everything with the enthusiasm of someone making a new best friend.

"Oh, I love your room!" she exclaimed, spinning around to take in the lavender walls and Celtic quilt. "It's so perfectly you. And look—" She pulled out her own Celtic Triquetra necklace, holding it next to mine. "They're responding to each other."

Indeed, both necklaces were glowing softly, their intricate knotwork seeming to pulse in rhythm with our heartbeats.

"Laura," I said carefully, "can I tell you something? Something I haven't told anyone else?"

"Of course. Best friends share secrets."

The casual way she claimed our friendship made my heart soar. "When Helen transformed me, I didn't just get a new body. I got new memories too—memories of growing up as Michelle's daughter. But I can still remember everything from before. It's like having two complete childhoods."

Laura nodded thoughtfully. "That makes sense. Magic like that has to create a complete reality, or it wouldn't hold. But you're worried about which memories are real?"

"Exactly. Sometimes I feel like I'm pretending to be someone I've never actually been."

"You want to know a secret?" Laura sat cross-legged on my bed, her expression growing conspiratorial. "I've been having dreams about you since I was eight. In the dreams, you were always Minuet, always twelve, always my best friend. So maybe the new memories aren't fake—maybe they're just the way things were always supposed to be."

The possibility sent shivers through me. "You really think so?"

"I know so. My grandmother said that when the ancient magic awakens, it doesn't just change what is—it changes what was, making everything align with how the universe intended things to be." Laura reached over and touched my hand. "You were always meant to be Minuet. The magic just helped you catch up to your true timeline."

The Warning
Our conversation was interrupted by a soft knock on my door. Michelle peeked in, her expression troubled.

"Girls, I'm sorry to interrupt, but we need you downstairs. Gladys has something important to share about Laura's family history."

We hurried back to the gathering, where Gladys stood beside the fire pit with an ancient leather journal in her hands. The other practitioners had formed a tighter circle, their faces grave in the flickering light.

"The Morrison family has been the guardians of the elemental's prison for over three centuries," Gladys began, her Irish accent becoming more pronounced as she spoke of her heritage. "My great-great-grandmother was one of the original circle that bound the fire spirit to the altar."

She opened the journal, revealing pages covered in Celtic script and detailed drawings of the altar site. "According to our records, the elemental wasn't always destructive. Originally, it was a force of transformation and passion—the sacred fire that burns away the false to reveal the true."

"What changed it?" Tabitha asked, leaning forward intently.

"Centuries of imprisonment. The binding spell was meant to be temporary, just long enough to teach the elemental to control its power. But the circle that cast it was wiped out by plague before they could complete the ritual. The elemental has been trapped and growing more twisted with rage ever since."

Helen's spiritual form flickered with distress. "And now it's found a host in Elias Vire."

"Worse than that," Gladys continued. "According to the journal, the elemental will grow stronger with each act of destruction it commits through its host. If we don't stop it soon, it will become powerful enough to break free of Elias entirely and manifest as pure destructive force."

Laura grabbed my hand, her necklace pulsing with urgent light. "Grandmother always said that when the fire awakened, three young guardians would rise to face it. She said they would carry the power of the ancient bloodlines and the wisdom of the new age."

"Three guardians?" I asked, though I suspected I already knew the answer.

"You, me, and..." Laura's eyes searched the gathering. "The third one isn't here yet. But she's coming. I can feel it."

The First Test
As if summoned by Laura's words, the peaceful evening was shattered by the sound of sirens in the distance. The glow on the horizon that we'd noticed earlier had grown brighter, and now we could see flames dancing above the treeline.

"He's testing his power again," Helen said, her spiritual form becoming more agitated. "But this time, he's targeting something specific."

Michelle's phone buzzed with an emergency alert. Her face went pale as she read the message. "The community center is on fire. That's where the children's art classes are held—all their paintings and projects are stored there."

"He's destroying innocence," Sarah breathed. "Targeting the pure creativity of children."

I felt a surge of anger that surprised me with its intensity. The Celtic Triquetra necklace around my neck grew hot against my skin, and I could sense Laura's doing the same.

"We have to stop him," I said, my twelve-year-old voice carrying a determination that seemed to come from somewhere beyond my apparent age.

"Absolutely not," Michelle said firmly. "You're children. This is too dangerous."

"We're not ordinary children," Laura replied, her own necklace now glowing bright enough to illuminate her face. "We're the guardians. This is what we were born for."

Helen's spiritual form moved between us and the adults. "The girls are right. The elemental is drawn to power, and right now, Minuet and Laura represent the strongest magical forces in our community. If we're going to face Elias, they'll need to be part of it."

"But they're twelve years old!" Gladys protested.

"So was Joan of Arc when she first heard her calling," Helen replied gently. "And these girls have advantages that Joan never had—they have each other, they have our guidance, and they have the wisdom of the ancient bloodlines flowing through them."

The Bond Awakens
As the distant fire grew brighter and the sirens multiplied, Laura and I found ourselves standing together in the center of the circle, our necklaces pulsing in perfect synchronization. I could feel her thoughts touching mine, her courage strengthening my resolve.

"What do we do?" I asked, looking between Helen's spiritual form and the gathered practitioners.

"First, you learn," Helen replied. "Laura, your family's journal contains the original binding ritual. Study it tonight. Minuet, you need to understand the full extent of your transformation—you're not just a girl who was given a new life, you're a conduit for ancient magic that flows through the Celtic bloodlines."

"And second?" Laura asked.

"Second, you prepare to meet your third sister. She's coming, drawn by the same forces that brought you two together. When she arrives, the real battle can begin."

The fire on the horizon pulsed like a heartbeat, and I felt the elemental's rage calling to something deep within me. But I also felt Laura's friendship, Helen's love, Michelle's protection, and the gathered strength of our united community.

"I'm scared," I admitted, my young voice small in the darkness.

"Good," Helen said with a gentle smile. "Fear keeps you careful. But don't let it keep you from becoming who you're meant to be. You're not just Minuet anymore—you're one of the three guardians, and the fate of our community rests in your hands."

Laura squeezed my hand tighter. "We'll face it together. That's what best friends do."

As the gathering began to disperse, each circle returning to their homes to prepare for the battles ahead, I realized that my transformation from Marcus to Minuet was only the beginning. The real test of who I was meant to become was just starting, and I would face it with the best friend I'd been waiting my whole life to meet.

The Celtic sisterhood was growing, the ancient magic was awakening, and somewhere in the darkness, our third guardian was making her way toward us. The war for Cedar Hollow's soul had begun, and we three girls—bound by friendship, magic, and destiny—would stand at its center.

The fire on the horizon called to us with elemental rage, but we would answer with something far more powerful: the unbreakable bonds of chosen sisterhood and the ancient wisdom that love, not force, could transform even the most twisted souls.

Our real adventure was just beginning.

Life Passed -08-

Author: 

  • Sasha Nexus

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Fiction

Genre: 

  • Transgender
  • Crossdressing

Character Age: 

  • Preteen or Intermediate

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

triquetra

Life Passed

A Transgender Paranormal Fantasy

From the Paranormal Visitor Universe

Chapter Eight: Girl 102 Education

By Sasha Zarya Nexus

Can Laura and Minuet in the middle of Girl 102, face the challenge
of Elias and his followers and the revelation of Ruth?

Copyright 2008, 2025 by Sasha Zarya Nexus.
All Rights Reserved.

Author's Note:

This book, in it's entirety, is available on my Patreon. BCTS will get weekly postings on Tuesdays to complete it here. Patreon Free Members can read my new complete book by chapters, Things We Do for Love




Chapter Eight: Girl 102 Education

My meeting with Laura and the formation of our instant friendship had opened a door to possibilities I'd never imagined. But as we sat together in my bedroom that night, sharing secrets and marveling at how our Celtic Triquetra necklaces pulsed in harmony, I realized that Helen's warnings about the growing supernatural threat were about to become terrifyingly real.

"Minuet," Laura said, her voice taking on a serious tone as she examined the ancient journal her mother had brought, "there's something else I need to tell you. Something about why my family has been guarding these secrets for so long."

I looked up from where I'd been practicing the hair-braiding technique she'd taught me, sensing the shift in her mood. "What is it?"

"The altar where Tabitha's circle accidentally awakened the fire elemental—my ancestors built it. Not to worship the elemental, but to contain it." Laura's fingers traced the Celtic knotwork on the journal's cover. "According to our family records, the elemental wasn't always destructive. Originally, it was a force of transformation and passion—the sacred fire that burns away the false to reveal the true."

The implications sent a chill through me. "What changed it?"

"Centuries of imprisonment. The binding spell was meant to be temporary, just long enough to teach the elemental to control its power. But the circle that cast it was wiped out by plague before they could complete the ritual." Laura's eyes met mine. "The elemental has been trapped and growing more twisted with rage ever since."

Helen's spiritual form materialized beside my bed, her energy more agitated than I'd ever seen it. "And now it's found a host who interprets its power through a lens of religious extremism. Elias Vire believes his survival of the forest fire was divine intervention, and he's convinced that witches conjured the flames that marked him."

Girl 102 Begins
Despite the growing threat, Laura insisted that my education in authentic girlhood couldn't wait. "You've got twelve years of catching up to do," she declared the next morning, arriving at our house with an armload of magazines, makeup samples, and what she called her "emergency friendship kit."

"First lesson," Laura announced, settling cross-legged on my bedroom floor, "is understanding that being a girl isn't about the clothes or the makeup—though those can be fun. It's about the connections we make with each other."

She was right. As she taught me about different hairstyles, showed me how to apply lip gloss without looking like I'd been eating berries, and explained the unwritten rules of middle school social dynamics, I felt something I'd never experienced before: the easy camaraderie of female friendship.

"Now," Laura said, pulling out a small mirror, "let's talk about confidence. The most important thing about being a girl is knowing that you belong exactly where you are."

Looking at my reflection—really seeing myself as Minuet for the first time—I felt a profound sense of rightness. The twelve-year-old girl looking back at me had always existed; Helen had simply given her the chance to live.

"Laura," I said carefully, "can I tell you something? About what it was like before?"

"Of course. Best friends share everything."

"I remember being Marcus, but it feels like watching someone else's life through a window. The feelings were real, but the body never felt like mine. Now, for the first time, everything matches."

Laura nodded thoughtfully. "My grandmother used to say that some souls get born into the wrong circumstances, and it takes magic to set things right. She said the universe always finds a way to correct itself, usually through love."

The Shopping Expedition
Later that week, Michelle agreed to take Laura and me into town for what Laura called "essential supplies"—which apparently meant everything from proper hair accessories to age-appropriate clothing that would help me blend in with other twelve-year-olds.

"Remember," Laura whispered as we walked through the mall, "act natural. We're just two friends having fun."

But acting natural proved more challenging than expected. Everything felt simultaneously familiar and foreign—I had memories of shopping trips with Michelle and Helen, but I also retained Marcus's adult perspective on the world. The result was a strange double vision that left me feeling slightly off-balance.

"You're overthinking it," Laura observed as we browsed through a store filled with colorful clothes designed for our age group. "Just pick what makes you happy."

I selected a soft purple sweater that reminded me of my bedroom walls and a pair of jeans that felt comfortable and age-appropriate. Laura chose a green top that brought out her eyes, and for a moment, we were simply two girls enjoying a shopping trip together.

That's when I felt it—a sudden heat from the Celtic Triquetra necklace beneath my shirt, accompanied by an overwhelming sense of being watched.

"Laura," I whispered urgently, "something's wrong."

She felt it too. Her own necklace had begun to warm, and her eyes darted around the store with sudden alertness. "We need to find your mom. Now."

But as we made our way toward the store's entrance, a familiar figure blocked our path. Elias Vire stood near the mall's central fountain, his burn-scarred hands clearly visible as he gestured to a small crowd that had gathered around him.

"The demons walk among us," his voice carried clearly across the space, "disguised as innocence itself. They wear the symbols of their dark masters openly, believing themselves protected by their unholy bonds."

His eyes—which flickered with an inner flame that had nothing to do with human genetics—locked onto mine with predatory precision. Even from a distance, I could feel the fire elemental's rage and hunger, recognizing me as something it needed to destroy.

The First Confrontation
"We need to get out of here," Laura breathed, but it was too late. Elias had begun walking toward us with deliberate steps, his small crowd of followers trailing behind him.

"You there," he called out, his voice carrying an authority that made other shoppers stop and stare. "Children wearing the marks of corruption. Do your parents know what symbols you bear?"

The Celtic Triquetra necklaces beneath our shirts had grown almost painfully hot, and I could see Laura struggling not to reach for hers. Several adults in the crowd looked uncertain, caught between concern for children and the magnetic pull of Elias's charismatic presence.

"We're just shopping," I said, surprised by how steady my young voice sounded. "We're not bothering anyone."

"Bothering?" Elias's laugh held no warmth. "Child, you carry the mark of those who would corrupt the natural order itself. That trinket around your neck—do you even know what it represents?"

Before I could answer, the air around us began to shimmer with heat. The fire elemental was responding to Elias's agitation, and I realized with growing horror that he might actually manifest flames in the middle of a crowded mall.

That's when Helen appeared.

Helen's Intervention
Helen's spiritual form materialized between Elias and us, visible to everyone present though they might not have understood what they were seeing. To most, she probably appeared as a trick of the light or a momentary distortion in the air. But to Elias, she was unmistakably real.

"Ruth," Helen said softly, her voice carrying across the space with supernatural clarity. "I see you, child. I see the pain that was done to you, and I see the fear that drives you now."

Elias stumbled backward as if he'd been struck. "You... you're one of them. The demons who—"

"I'm someone who understands what it means to be trapped in the wrong life," Helen continued, her spiritual energy creating a protective barrier around Laura and me. "Someone who knows that love, not hate, is the only force capable of true transformation."

The fire elemental within Elias raged against Helen's presence, but something deeper—some buried part of Ruth that still existed beneath layers of trauma and twisted theology—responded to her words with desperate longing.

"The children are under my protection," Helen declared, her form growing brighter. "And if you truly serve the divine, you'll recognize that love is always stronger than fear."

For a moment, the two forces—Helen's love and the elemental's rage—seemed perfectly balanced. Then Elias shook his head violently, as if trying to dislodge Helen's words from his mind.

"Lies," he snarled, but his voice lacked its earlier conviction. "Demonic deceptions designed to—"

He stopped mid-sentence, his eyes widening as he seemed to see something in Helen's spiritual form that the rest of us couldn't perceive. Without another word, he turned and strode away, his followers trailing behind him in confusion.

The Aftermath
Michelle found us moments later, having felt the disturbance through her own Celtic Triquetra necklace. "What happened? I felt the necklaces calling out."

"Elias," Laura said simply. "He found us."

"But Helen protected us," I added, looking around for any sign of her spiritual presence. She had faded after Elias's departure, leaving only the lingering warmth of her love.

As we drove home, the weight of what had just occurred settled over us. The supernatural threat Helen had warned about was no longer theoretical—it was active, hunting, and specifically targeting anyone who carried the ancient symbols of the Celtic sisterhood.

I said quietly as we pulled into our driveway. "Helen called him Ruth. What does that mean?"

Michelle and Laura exchanged glances. "It means," Michelle said carefully, "that Elias wasn't always Elias. And if Helen saw Ruth in him, then there might still be hope for redemption."

"But redemption for who?" Laura asked. "The man who just threatened us, or the person he used to be?"

As we entered the house, I realized that my education in being an authentic twelve-year-old girl would have to include lessons I'd never expected: how to face supernatural enemies, how to protect the people I loved, and how to believe in the possibility of redemption even when confronted by seemingly pure hatred.

The Celtic Triquetra necklace rested warm against my chest, a reminder that I was part of something larger than myself—a sisterhood bound by love, protected by ancient magic, and strong enough to face whatever darkness threatened our community.

But as I looked out my bedroom window that night, I could see a distant glow on the horizon where another suspicious fire had broken out. Elias was testing his powers, and each act of destruction made him stronger.

The real battle for our community's soul was just beginning, and I was no longer just Minuet, the girl who had been given a second chance at authentic life. I was one of the guardians, and the fate of everyone I loved depended on learning to use the magic that Helen had awakened within me.

The fire on the horizon pulsed like a heartbeat, and I felt the elemental's rage calling to something deep within me. But I also felt Laura's friendship, Helen's love, Michelle's protection, and the ancient wisdom flowing through the Celtic sisterhood.

Whatever came next, we would face it together—three girls bound by magic, friendship, and the unbreakable bonds of chosen family. The war for Cedar Hollow's soul had begun, and love would be our greatest weapon.

Life Passed -09-

Author: 

  • Sasha Nexus

Audience Rating: 

  • General Audience (pg)

Publication: 

  • Novel > 40,000 words

Genre: 

  • Transgender

Character Age: 

  • Teenage or High School

Permission: 

  • Posted by author(s)

triquetra

Life Passed

A Transgender Paranormal Fantasy

From the Paranormal Visitor Universe

Chapter Nine: The Shopping Disaster

By Sasha Zarya Nexus

Can Laura and Minuet in the aftermath of Girl 102, face the challenge
of Elias and his followers and the revelation of Ruth?

Copyright 2008, 2025 by Sasha Zarya Nexus.
All Rights Reserved.

Author's Note:

This book, in it's entirety, is available on my Patreon. BCTS will get weekly postings on Tuesdays to complete it here. Patreon Free Members can read my new complete book by chapters, Things We Do for Love




Chapter Nine: The Shopping Disaster

Elias Vire's first direct confrontation with Laura and me at the shopping center had left us both shaken but strangely empowered. Helen's cryptic protective intervention had forced Elias to retreat, but as we drove home with Michelle, I could feel the Celtic Triquetra necklace beneath my shirt still pulsing with residual energy from whatever supernatural force had protected us.

"Girls," Michelle said as we pulled into our driveway, "we need to talk about what just happened. That wasn't a coincidence—Elias was drawn to you specifically."

Laura nodded grimly. "My grandmother always said that when the ancient powers awaken, they call to each other. The fire elemental in him recognized something in us."

But as we entered the house, I felt a familiar warmth spreading through my necklace, and Helen's spiritual form materialized in our living room. Her energy seemed different somehow—more focused, more urgent than I'd ever seen it.

"Girls," Helen said, her voice carrying an otherworldly authority, "it's time for you to understand the full extent of what you've inherited. The confrontation with Elias has accelerated everything."

Michelle settled into her chair, while Laura and I sat cross-legged on the floor, both of us instinctively reaching for our necklaces. The Celtic Triquetra pendants had grown warm again, responding to Helen's presence.

"What do you mean?" I asked, though part of me already suspected the answer.

"Turn your necklaces over," Helen instructed. "Both of you. Look at the reverse side."

The Hidden Symbols
I fumbled with the clasp of my necklace, my twelve-year-old fingers suddenly clumsy with anticipation. Laura did the same, and we both gasped as we examined the backs of our pendants for the first time.

Where the reverse side had been smooth, uncarved metal just hours before, intricate new symbols were now etched into the surface. The Celtic knotwork was different from the front—more complex, more ancient, and somehow alive with its own inner light.

"Mine has three interlocking spirals," Laura breathed, tracing the pattern with her finger.

"Mine too," I whispered, "but they're moving. The spirals are actually moving."

Helen's spiritual form grew brighter. "The Triskelion—the ancient symbol of the triple goddess. Maiden, mother, and crone, but also past, present, and future. The symbols appeared because you've both proven yourselves ready to accept your roles as guardians."

Michelle leaned forward, her own necklace beginning to glow. "Helen, what's happening to yours?"

I looked down at my pendant and saw that the Triskelion was now pulsing in rhythm with my heartbeat, each spiral rotating slowly around the others. Laura's was doing the same, and as we held them closer together, the symbols began to resonate with each other.

"The power of three," Helen explained, "but not the same three that bound us together. This is the next generation—the guardians who will face what's coming."

"But there are only two of us," Laura pointed out.

Helen's smile was both sad and knowing. "For now. Your third sister is coming, drawn by the same forces that brought you together. When she arrives, your circle will be complete."

The New Circle Forms
As if summoned by Helen's words, my necklace suddenly flared with brilliant light, and I felt a presence I'd never experienced before—ancient, powerful, and unmistakably feminine. The energy flowed through the Celtic Triquetra, connecting me not just to Helen and Michelle, but to something far older and more profound.

"Helen," I gasped, "I can feel... everything. The forest, the altar, the fire elemental—it's all connected."

Laura's eyes had gone wide with wonder. "I can see the past. My ancestors building the altar, binding the elemental, trying to teach it control instead of destruction."

"And I can sense the future," Helen said softly. "The paths that branch out from this moment, the choices that will determine whether love or hate triumphs in our community."

Michelle reached out to touch both of our shoulders. "What does this mean for them, Helen? They're just children."

"They're guardians," Helen corrected gently. "Age is irrelevant when it comes to spiritual calling. Minuet has already proven her courage by facing Elias directly. Laura carries the wisdom of generations in her bloodline. Together, they represent hope for redemption rather than destruction."

The Triskelion symbols on our necklaces had begun to glow so brightly that they cast shadows on the walls, and I could feel Laura's thoughts touching mine—not invasively, but like the gentle brush of a sister's hand.

Can you hear me? Laura's voice echoed in my mind.

Yes, I responded without speaking aloud. Is this normal?

Nothing about our lives is normal anymore, she replied with mental laughter. But it feels right, doesn't it?

She was right. Despite the strangeness of telepathic communication, it felt as natural as breathing. The bond between us was deepening, strengthened by the ancient magic flowing through our necklaces.

Helen's Revelation
"There's something else you need to know," Helen continued, her spiritual form beginning to flicker slightly. "The confrontation with Elias today wasn't random. He's been drawn to you specifically because of what you represent."

"What do we represent?" I asked, though I suspected the answer would change everything.

"Balance," Helen replied. "Elias and the fire elemental see only destruction and purification—burning away what they perceive as corruption. But you two represent transformation through love, growth through acceptance, healing through understanding."

Laura's hand found mine, and I felt the warmth of our connection flowing through both our necklaces. "So we're supposed to fight him?"

"You're supposed to save him," Helen corrected. "The fire elemental wasn't always destructive. Originally, it was a force of passion and transformation—the sacred fire that burns away the false to reveal the true. Centuries of imprisonment twisted it into something that can only see destruction as purification."

The implications of her words sent a chill through me. "You want us to redeem a fire elemental?"

"I want you to remember that love is always stronger than hate, even when hate burns with elemental fire." Helen's form was growing more translucent. "But first, you need to understand your own powers."

She gestured to our glowing necklaces. "The Triskelion symbols mark you as inheritors of the ancient Celtic magic. Laura, your family built the original containment, so you carry the power to bind and release. Minuet, your transformation was accomplished through love transcending death, so you carry the power to heal and redeem."

"What about our third sister?" Laura asked. "What power will she bring?"

Helen's smile was mysterious. "That remains to be seen. But I suspect she'll bring exactly what you need when you need it most."

The Growing Threat
As if responding to our conversation, the distant sound of sirens began echoing across the valley. Through the living room window, I could see another orange glow on the horizon—larger than the previous fires, more intense.

"He's testing his power again," Helen observed, her spiritual energy fluctuating with distress. "Each act of destruction makes him stronger, and each success convinces him more deeply that he's on a divine mission."

Michelle reached for the remote and turned on the local news. The reporter's voice was tense with barely controlled fear: "...the third suspicious fire in as many days has completely destroyed the Cedar Hollow Community Center. Fire officials are baffled by the intensity of the blaze and its resistance to conventional firefighting methods..."

"The community center," Laura whispered. "That's where all the children's art classes are held. He's targeting innocence itself."

I felt a surge of anger that surprised me with its intensity, and the Triskelion symbol on my necklace flared in response. "We have to stop him."

"Not yet," Helen said firmly. "You're not ready. Your powers are awakening, but you haven't learned to control them. Anger will only make you vulnerable to the same elemental force that's corrupted Elias."

"Then when?" I demanded, my twelve-year-old voice cracking with frustration. "How many more places does he have to burn before we're 'ready'?"

Helen's expression grew infinitely gentle. "When your third sister arrives. When you've learned to channel love instead of force. When you understand that the goal isn't to defeat Elias, but to free Ruth."

"Ruth?" Laura and I said simultaneously.

"The person Elias used to be, before trauma and fear twisted him into what he's become. She's still in there, buried beneath layers of pain and religious extremism. If you can reach her, you can save them both."

The Circle Strengthens
As the evening deepened and the distant fire finally died down, Helen began to fade. But before she disappeared entirely, she placed her spiritual hands over our joined ones, and I felt a final surge of energy flow through our necklaces.

"Remember," she said, her voice growing distant, "you are bound together by more than friendship now. You are sisters in the truest sense—chosen family united by purpose and protected by love that transcends death itself."

The Triskelion symbols on our necklaces pulsed once more, then settled into a gentle, steady glow that I knew would never completely fade.

"Will we see you again?" I asked, suddenly afraid of losing our spiritual guide.

"When you need me most," Helen promised. "But increasingly, you'll find that you have each other. The power of three is awakening, and with it, abilities you can't yet imagine."

As Helen's presence faded completely, Laura and I sat in the quiet living room, our necklaces still warm against our chests, the weight of our new responsibilities settling around us like a cloak.

"Are you scared?" Laura asked quietly.

"Terrified," I admitted. "But also... excited? Like we're finally becoming who we were always meant to be."

Michelle, who had been quietly watching our transformation, finally spoke. "You're both braver than you know. And you're not facing this alone."

She was right. The Celtic sisterhood was evolving, expanding to include a new generation of guardians. Helen had passed her wisdom to us, but more than that, she had given us each other.

As we prepared for bed that night, I realized that my education in being an authentic twelve-year-old girl now included lessons I'd never expected: how to channel ancient magic, how to face supernatural enemies, and how to believe in the possibility of redemption even when confronted by seemingly pure hatred.

The Triskelion symbol rested warm against my chest as I drifted off to sleep, and in my dreams, I saw a third girl—someone who would complete our circle and bring the final piece of the puzzle we'd need to face the fire elemental and save the soul trapped within it.

The war for our community's soul was escalating, but we were no longer just three individuals fighting alone. We were becoming something more powerful than the sum of our parts—a new generation of guardians bound by love, protected by ancient magic, and strong enough to believe that even the most broken souls could be healed.

The fire on the horizon had died down, but I knew it was only the beginning. Elias would return with greater power, and when he did, we would be ready—not to destroy him, but to save the frightened girl named Ruth who was still trapped somewhere deep inside his rage.

The Celtic sisterhood lived on, and love would be our greatest weapon.


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