“THE SENTENCE”
by JILLIAN SPEARS

This story is about how an 8-year-old boy who is punished by being forced to dress as a little girl, and ends up, wearing diapers, and being forced into dressing, and acting like a 3-year-old little girl.

My name is Jack and the year is 1953, when this all happen. I had turned 8 years old about 6 months ago, but at that time I was very small & skinny for my age back then. I stood at about 3 foot 1 inch tall, and skinny enough to stand behind a fair size tree and not be seen. My Dad had died in a car crash about a month after my sister 4th birthday. I was about 6 then. It really shook all of us up bad. Mom had to go out and find a good paying job. I think we were ok money wise, because Dad had a good insurance policy. He had left us with about $70,000.00 to pay off the house, bills, plus get mom a new car. Mom still had to work to keep us above water, as she would say. Because mom was working it seemed my sister and I were left alone a lot. After school I would go next door to Mrs. Miller’s till mom came home from work. Mrs. Miller was a really nice lady. She had agreed to watch Holli my little sister all day, and me after school till mom got home from work. Mom usually got home about 4:30 / 5 o’clock in the afternoon.

Mrs. Miller at the time my dad died had a 2 -year-old baby girl named Lynn. Lynn would keep her on her toes & running like most babies will. My sister being a 4 years old at that time just loved helping Mrs. Miller with Lynn, while she was staying there during the day. Mom paid Mrs. Miller for taking care of my sister all day, and me after school so she could work. Once I started second grade and my sister started school. Mom told me, that as not to give Mrs. Miller to much trouble. All I had to do was tell Mrs. Miller I was home. Then I would be able to back next door to our house, till mom got there. She said I should do my homework till she got home. My sister would go over to Mrs. Miller’s till mom arrived. I loved it when they left me home by myself it made me feel all grown up.

Mom was off on weekends, which was good. So when she was home we were a family again. We would have picnics, go to the movies, and do things together. Mom would also do the shopping and all on the weekends. She would take my sister Holli with her shopping. I would ask her to stay home and play in the house. I told her Mrs. Miller is right next door if I need help. Mom knew I didn’t like to go shopping, and that I would put up a fuss the whole time. So she usually said it was OK.

Anyhow as I said it had been couple of years now sense dad died. My Problem was I still look like I did when I was 5 years old. I just didn’t grow? I was the height and size of a 3-year-old, and I think I long a lot younger. I haven’t grown a bit it seemed. I looked nothing like an 8-year-old boy that’s for sure. It was starting to really bother me now. Plus I was starting to get some harassment about how small I was. All the other guys were growing taller, and because of that they would picked on me a lot about my size. That’s probably why I got into so much trouble. I was trying so hard to prove myself in front of the guys. My sister on the other hand, who was now 6, going on 16, just a regular “little miss know it all” her self. At six years old she was a lot bigger then I was. She was about 4 or 5 inches taller then I, and larger framed, which made me so mad. Why was I still so small? Holli was also about 15 pounds heavier then I. She would try to boss me around and pick on me, because of my size. Sometimes she would start a fight over something, and we both would go at it, like most brother & sisters. She would always win because she was stronger and larger then I. She would push me down or trip me & then sit on my chest, pinning my arms down. When this would happen mom would always take her side. Sis would say that I started it. Then mom would say it served me right for picking on her. Which didn’t help much. It was like Holli was the big sister and I was the little brother. Mom would always say that if I keep picking on Holli, and getting in trouble I would be punished. That I had better stop and think about what I was doing next time or else. She would always say that, but nothing ever came of it.

Every thing was going pretty good for us. Mom was doing well at work. She was getting a promotion soon. My sister was still going next door to little Lynn’s house after school. Lynn was coming up on her 4th Birthday in a week or two. Lynn & Holli got along great. Holli would help take care of little Lynn for Mrs. Miller. She didn’t have to worry what Lynn was up to because Holli was there to help and play with her. I was still going home after school and maybe I was doing some homework. School got out for the summer, and again Mom had talked to our grandmother about watching us again for the summer vacation time. I had just finished second grade. Well, my grandmother said ok, she would watch us each day over the summer, which gave Mrs. Miller a break till school started up again.

It was September, 2- 1953 and school was getting ready to start up. I was starting third grade this year, only it looked like I would be going to a different school this year. Mom decided I should be transferred over to the school where my sister went. I had been going to public school because it was free. The name of the school Holli went to was “ST. PETER’S”. It was a Catholic school run by some really strict nuns. My mom felt that I was getting into to much trouble in public school. She figured the new school with the strict nuns running it would help keep me in line

Just like before I was still getting into some trouble, but a boy at age 8 usually doses. It had to be almost a full 6 months now that I have been enrolled in the new school. Mater of fact it was about 2- ½ weeks before EASTER break. That’s when my life changed big time. I had just started hanging with this new bunch of guys that I had met. My new friends, also road the same school bus as my sister & I. Four of the guys were a grade or two ahead of me in school. The other guys were in my grade, but had a different teacher. We had had 3 third grades in our school. I guess I though that hanging with the older kids made me look cool. You see when you’re as small & skinny like I was. You need all the help you can get to look cool. The bus pulled up at our Bus stop, and we got on. I went to the back of the bus where the guys were all seated. Now that I think about it, you could say this “Wednesday” started off like any other day. Only this day would prove to be one of those days I should have stayed home in bed, under the covers all day.

All us guys were picking on the girls, and making fun of them. We would ask them where their dollies were. Some of the guys tried to flip the girl’s skirts when they were standing in the isles. We said things like “did you wear cute panties today lets see, while lifting their skirt to see their panties. Or things like “I see London I see France I see Janeies under pants”. We would tease them asking if they were going to play house after school. “Maybe you’re going to play dress up with your dollies”. Then we would all laugh, and pick on the girls some more. The two guys I sat with, who were in fifth grade had some firecrackers. One of them held two up, while the other older boy lit the firecrackers & dropped them in front of the girls on the bus floor. They went off & everybody let out a yell even me.

The bus driver jammed on the brake & pulled over. He was really mad. He asked the girls who did it. All the girls pointed to the older boys in my seat. He grabbed the two older boys & then he grabbed me. I tried to tell him I had nothing to do with it but he didn’t care. He said tell it to the principle. The driver made three kids up in front move to the back & had us sit there. He told us don’t move or your dead. Boy he was big & he was real mad. I just sat there frozen till we arrived at school. The driver let all the other kids off, he just told us to sit there. When my sister Holli was getting off the bus, she passed me and stuck out her tongue, then she laughed. She said serves you right smarty- pants & then got off the bus. After everyone was off the bus the driver garbed us and took all three of us up to the principles office. I knew that we were in deep trouble now.

The nun in the front office, who I guess was the principle’s secretary, listen to the story the bus driver told her. Then she turned to look at us. Boy you could tell that she was real mad and if she was that mad I knew that the principle would be even madder. She called to the principle, who then came out of her office. She talked to the other nun & the bus driver on the side. You could tell She was mad. She told us to get in her office NOW! Boy I was right she yelled at us & read the riot act to us for at least an hour. Then she started calling up our mothers. I tried to tell her that I was just sitting there and had noting to do with the firecrackers. She wouldn’t listen. As far as she was concerned we were all guilty. The mothers of the other two boys got there first & boy were they pissed. They yelled & screamed at the other boys & me.

I was asked to wait in the outer office with the secretary while they talked to the principle. I was glade to get out of that office. About 15 minutes later they all came out. The boys were crying & the ladies were thanking the principle for understanding and telling her that the boys would be punished. The two ladies looked at me and then at the other boys. They said to the boys lets go now and they all left. The principle told me to sit there and wait till my mother got here. Mom got to the office about 5 minutes later. Mom was not a happy camper that’s for sure. She had just got this new position and she had to leave work already for this.

The principle had both of us come in the office and closed the door. She then told mom what had happen and how disappointed she was in me. I tried to tell mom I didn’t do it, but no one would listen. Mom got really pissed. Then the principle told her that I was suspended for the next 2 &  ½ weeks and that I couldn’t come back to school till after Easter break. That meant that I would be home for 3 &  ½ weeks total, as Easter was 2 &  ½ weeks away. Mom tried to talk her out of it telling her that she just got this new position in work & all, but that didn’t help. The principle also told mom that I needed to do something about my hair, as it was almost as long or longer then some of the girls in my class. Boy was MOM pissed now. We left the office & got in the car but we didn’t say a word to each other.

We drove for a while and mom was real quiet. Then Mom finally broke down and asks, what the hell were you thinking? It seems you are always getting into trouble but this! GEE’S JACK! “Firecrackers on a school bus”, of all things to bring on a school bus! Mom went on for about 5 minute. Then she asked that all so famous question that all moms must boys who have sisters. “Why couldn’t you be like your sister”? She doesn’t get in any trouble like this. I don’t know what the hell I’m going to do with you. That’s when I made my first big mistake.

Because I figured I was being smart I said “Mom! Gees”! “Sis & the girls don’t get in trouble because all they do is play with their dolls & have tea parties, or play house with the other girls. All they want to do is play dress up in pretty party dress. They don’t like to do things like us guys. They just sit around and giggle in their dresses and play with their dolls so how the heck can they get in trouble”.

“Then I said it”

“The SENTENCE”

“This sentence was the one thing that proved to be my downfall”.

“I QUOTE”

“If I was a girl I probably wouldn’t get in trouble either. I guess I would just sit around and play with my dolls, or have a dollies tea party & play house too”

Mom looked at me with this funny look on her face. Then said OH! Is that right? Well if you say so, then we will have to do something about that. I really didn’t have any idea what she was talking about. So I just said ok. She then told me we would be making a couple of stops on the way home. The first stop was at the local department store. It was called “2 GUYS”. This store had everything in it from clothes, toys, to shoes the works. Mom went into the little girls department I guess to pick stuff up for Holli. She called me over and asked me to help her out. She told me to go over to the toy department and pick out a doll for Holli. She has to give a present to a friend at a birthday party she is going to on Saturday. Mom said to look them over really good. I want you to pretend you are a girl, and to pick out the one doll that you think is the cutest of all, just as if you were the little girl buying it. Ok I said I would try my best.

So I went on over to the doll department and studied the dolls. I felt really dumb, a boy looking at dolls, what does a boy know about dolls. So I would ask myself if I were a little girl would I like this doll? Na! Then I would look at another doll, and say Nope not that one. Then it was how about this doll. After going over about 5 or 6 dolls I finally picked out this one doll that looked really cute. It was about 18” high and had a real pretty baby doll face, with flowing blonde hair. It had on this fancy pink & white satiny party dress, full of lace & bows, with an adorable little hat. The dolls wavey long hair hung out from under the hat making her look so cute. The hat was trimmed with lace & ribbon that hung off the back of the hat. The doll was holding this cute little pink pocketbook that matched her shoes & outfit. When I brought it to mom she said wow she is adorable. She then asked me, now you looked them all over right? I told her yes. She then asked me. So you think that this doll is the cutest & most adorable one of all in the whole store? So I said, yes mom, matter of fact, if I was a little girl I think this one would be the cutest most adorable doll in the whole world. So mom said ok then its settled she the cutest, and I know for a fact the little girl getting this doll will just love it. I know that for sure. It was kind of a strange thing to say, but moms go nuts over dolls to. So I didn’t think anything about it.

We headed up to the register and mom paid for the entire basket of stuff we had & the doll. As we got to the car mom put everything in the back seat. She told me to get in. So I hopped into the front seat. Then mom got in on her side. That’s when mom lowered the boom. She said I had time in the store to think this over. She told me as far as she was concerned I wasn’t going to get off easy this time. She said that I was going to be punished “BUT GOOD” for what I did, and that I wasn’t going to like it one bit. Then she said something really strange.

Just remember this young man,
You picked your own punishment! Now you will have to live with it.

I just sat there looking at her saying. “What”? She then said, “You will soon see young man”. I just kept thinking “what the heck does she mean I picked out my own punishment”? After a few more stops we finally ahead home. When we got home mom asked me to bring in all the packages & put them up stairs in her room. After I finish that I was to come and find her.

I found mom filling the tub up with water. She must of put a ton of bubble bath in, and some kind of smelly stuff. Because the bathroom smelled real sweet and girlie like it dose when my sister takes a bath. Mom heard me come into the bathroom and turned around. She told me to get undressed and into the tub. She said, that I smelled of gunpowder from the firecrackers and I needed a bath to get the smell off me. I just told her that I would take a shower later. Mom turned and yelled at me. Telling me to get in the tub, NOW! So I got undressed & hopped into the tub as fast as I could. Mom handed me a face cloth and some smelly soap. I was told to wash all over and call her when I was ready to get out of the tub. She would come in and make sure I did a good job before I would be allowed out of the tub. I did what I was told. Mean while I could hear mom in her bedroom humming and opening bags as she went back & forth to Holli’s room. I had fun in the tub with the bubbles, and after a while I called mom that I was finished washing. She came in and inspected the job that I had done. There were a couple of areas that she wanted done over. Then she told me to get out of the tub & to put on the bathrobe that she had. I told her that the robe she had was Holli’s and not mine. She told me, I don’t care put it on. Now! She handed me the robe, which I immediately put on. I was then instructed to follow her back to her bedroom it was time for my punishment to start.

I was a little scared now. I figure I was going to get a good old fashion spanking. When I entered mom’s room I froze. On mom’s bed was a complete little girl’s outfit. I tried to turn and run but mom stopped me cold. She had already locked the bedroom door I was stuck. Mom pushed me over toward the bed. She then handed me a pair of pink lacy panties to put on. I started to cry. I told her that I wouldn’t get in trouble any more, just please don’t make me wear them. You put them on right now young lady or your going over my keen. I was in tears. Mom got mad and pulled the robe off me. She then turned me over her keen and started to spank me. She must of hit me a lease 20 times I was crying like a little baby by the time she was done.

Mom then stood me up and handed me the panties again and told me to put them on. I put them on as fast as I could. They really felt so good and silky going up my legs, but I didn’t want mom to know. Next came the matching pink little girl’s satin tee shirt with all kinds of little lace bows around the top. Mom followed this with a pair of white tights that she told me to put on. I had a little trouble putting them on so mom had to help me. You could see the pink panties right tough them. Next mom handed me a pair of white rumba style panties with so much lace & ruffles on the back & front. They looked like they were for a 3-year-old. Right in the middle of the rear ruffles was this large pink bow. I was really up set now tears were running down my face I was crying so hard. Then she sat me down & put a pair of pink ankle socks on me, with two rows of white lace around the tops. Next came a pair of black patent leather Mary Jane’s. The shoes had a little pink bow on the tip of each shoe.

Mom then had me stand & put my arms up so she could put the full slip type crinoline over my head & fix it in place. Now came the dress. That’s when I realized that it was the same pink dress that my sister wore on her 4th birthday. My heart almost stopped. Mom buttoned me in it. Then mom put the fancy pinafore that came with the dress on me. I noticed that the crinoline kept the skirt of the dress & the pinafore puffed out. I realized the dress was out so far you had no trouble seeing my frilly panties. Mom was adjusting everything in place, and the dress felt a little loses. Then mom tied the bow of the pinafore in back that made the dress fit perfect. Tying the bow in back made the crinoline, dress and pinafore stand right out & up even more. The tears were running now and all I kept saying was I’ll be good, please don’t dress me like this. Mom said oh my! You look so cute and adorable in that outfit. She was happy the dress fit so well. She told me I thought the dress might be a little tight, but it fits perfect. You could see that she was happy about that. She then took a curling iron to my long hair. Why did I let my hair go so long, I should have got a haircut? By the time she was done curling, brushing, and fixing my hair, I was getting real upset again. Mom went to my sister’s room and got a necklace and bracelet set for me to wear. She then did my nails in a light pink polish, I had seen my sister wear many times. After that she put a little pink bow over each ear and she was done.

The next thing came as a real surprise. Mom took something out of a bag. She was keeping it where I couldn’t see it. When she turned around and handed it to me I almost died. It was the doll that I had picked out for Holli to give to her friend. Mom said that seeing how I told her, if I was a little girl, this doll would be the cutest dolly in the whole world, and I would just love it. She told me that from now on it was going to be my dolly. The doll was to go everywhere I went. I was instructed not to put it down at all or I would be spanked. Little girls love their dollies. They take their dollies with them everywhere. She told me that I would lean to love my dolly too. I also had to name the doll. I was given till bedtime tonight to think of a cute name for my new baby doll.

Mom then turned me around to face her long mirror on the wall. WOW! I almost fell over. There in the mirror looking back at me was this really cute 3 or 4-year-old little girl, only the girl in the mirror was me! I couldn’t believe what I saw. I looked like a 3 or maybe 4-year-old little girl that might be going to a friend’s birthday party, and she was holding her dolly. The skirt on the dress was so short that the lacy rumba panties were in full view. I could see the little pink bow on the rear of the panties as I turned side ways. I just stood there looking at my self wiggling & twisting side to side, like I had seen my sister do so many times before. Now I knew why she did that. She felt so good inside about how she looked, when she was dressed for a party, and wanted to see just how her dress moved & swayed. I didn’t know weather to cry or giggle with happiness I was so confused. Mom told me that I would stay dressed as a little girl till I went back to school in after Easter week. I couldn’t wear any jeans or pants for the next 3&  ½ weeks, unless they were pink or some girlie color. She told me that she would be picking out the outfit I will wear each day. She said that they would be the frilliest & cutest she could find for her new little girl. I was also told that if I misbehave in any way I would stay dressed like this longer then the 3 & 1/2 weeks. That she would talk to the principle to have me put back in kindergarten if she had to, with all the other cute little girls.

Mom then said lets pick a pretty girls name for you. “JACK” is not a good name for such a cute, adorable little girl like you. I could hear her saying Jack & Jill went up the hill. That’s it She said I decided that from now on your name will be “JILLIAN” or maybe JILLY” if you like. Mom said I think it sounds so cute. I started crying again. Mom just went on that it’s all right. All little girls your age always cry a lot. Now that you are a little girl you can sit and play house with your dolly, or have a tea party with some other little girls. That means you wouldn’t get in any more trouble like those nasty bad boys do. That is what you said all little girls do, right? According to you, that’s why little girls don’t get into any trouble isn’t that right? I said yes. She then said yes what sweety? So I said yes mommy. That’s better Jilly.

OK! Jilly lets go down stairs and you can help mommy fix us some lunch. Now wouldn’t that be fun? Don’t forget your dolly sweetie. The name Jilly went right into my mind and I shivered. She was talking to me like I was a 4 year old. She grabbed my hand & off we went skirts & crinolines flying with dolly in hand. As I went down the stairs I could feel the dress bouncing up and down showing off my rumba panties for all to see. I was told to take each step one at a time. I had to stop for a second on each one like a little one would do. Boy things had sure change in the last two hours or so. I had gone from an 8 -year-old boy to a 3 or 4-year-old little girl. It was now about 12:30 in the afternoon and here I was dressed as a 4 year old helping her mommy get lunch ready. What else could go wrong today? I had to ask.
Jilly, you go get the dishes & glasses for us and I’ll make us some sandwiches. OK sweetie? Be careful and don’t drop them or fall sweetie. Then came another surprises. Oh honey that glass is much too big for you. Let me look in the cabinet for one that’s more your size sweetie. Mom went into the cabinet & in about a minute she had something in her hand. OH boy just great! It was Holli’s old “princess” sip cup. It was about 5” high with a picture of “Princess Cinderella ” on it with her name under the picture in big pink letters. She was the princess of the Walt Disney movie that just came out a couple of years ago. The sip cup had a special snap top to sip from. So the drinker couldn’t spill anything on them. I just stood there and looked at it. Mom went on that little girls my age some times can’t handle big glasses and that this will help till I can. She explained that this is what I will be drinking from as of now till she said different. We had lunch and mom would tell me to eat slower or take smaller bites. After lunch I help mom put things in the sink & clean up.

It was then decided that I should go into the living room and play with my dolly. Mom had put Holli’s baby buggy in there. She also had a little table & chair set, plus everything for a dolly tea party. I was told to go play tea party or to play house with my new dolly. For a while I just sat there not knowing what to do. Then for some reason I started to play with my dolly and the baby buggy. Next I played with the tea set I was really getting into it, and having fun. About 3:15 mom came in and told me to stop what I was doing, and to go up to Holli’s room and wait till she called for me. I realized right away that it was about time for my sister to come home from school. I figured mom wanted to talk to Holli before she seen me all dress up like this. I knew I was in for a lot of harassment from my sister. I figure that she was going to make me pay for all the things I had ever done to her. You could bet on that.

Holli had seen mom’s car in front of the garage so she came home instead of going to Mrs. Miller’s house. She came in with a burst of energy and all excited about what had happened on the school bus this morning. Mom sat her down to listen to her side of the story and to tell her what was happening here, but as usual mom couldn’t get a word in for about 15 minutes or so. It took about a haft hour before I heard it clam down a little. Holli was told to stay down stairs while mom went up to get me. She had told her only that there had been some drastic changes. That I was being punished for what had happened on the bus, plus for some of the other things I did wrong. She was to see what my punishment was for her self. Mom said that things for the next 3 or more weeks would be a lot different around here. She also had told Holli that this would be a big surprise for her.

Mom came up and got me. I really didn’t want to go down stairs and I told her so. She grabbed me turned me around and gave me two hard whacks on my backside. I was told that a little girl my age didn’t have a choice. That mommy was in charge and I would do as I was told, or I would be back over her knee again. Then mom said, NOW let’s go Jilly or do you want to go over my keen. Move it and don’t forget your dolly. She also told me not to forget to take one step at a time just like a little one would go down the stairs.

I started down the stairs holding mom’s hand, skirt bouncing and my pretty panties showing, while holding on to my new dolly. That’s when I seen Holli at the bottom of the staircase her eyes were wide open and she started to giggle & point. JACK! Is that you OH MY GOSH you look simply adorable? Oh! You look so cute and the rumba panties wow. Oh how adorable you look. By now I was starting to cry a little as I hit the bottom of the stairs. Holli was all over me by then. She was lifting my skirts and looking at my crinoline and panties. She also checked out the doll I was carrying. Oh! What a really cute dolly you have, she’s so pretty like her mommy. I was getting up set and mom said she cries just like a little girl all the time. Mom then told her that I picked out my dolly all by myself. That I had told her, it was the cutest dolly in the whole world and that I had to have it because I loved it so much. Holli just giggled and asked what my dolly’s name was? Mom just looked at me and waited to see what I would say. In a whisper I told her that my dolly’s name is Sarah-Jane. WOW! That’s a nice name, she said, “Wait a minute isn’t that the same name as that cute girl you like in your class”? My eyes open wide I didn’t think anyone knew about her. Holli then said, “Maybe she can come over with her dolly, and play house with you”? Better yet I bet she can even baby set you? Wouldn’t you just love that? I know that I can ask her for you. Mom said that’s enough of that for now.

Then Holli asked mom, seeing Jack is a girl now are we going to pick out a pretty girl’s name for HER? But before mom could answer that question. Holli asked another question. Something I never thought of. She goes MOM real loud? How old is Jack now? He looks like a 3 year old? I piped up and told her. Mom said, that I’m going to be called Jillian or Jilly, and I’m 5 or 6-years-old. Mom jumped in and said, what was that Jilly. You know I didn’t say anything like that. Matter of fact I decided that you are 3 just turning 4 years old in three week. I looked at mom and said, “BUT MOM”? Holli just Giggled, and told me that would mean little Lynn next door is older then you. Her 4th birthday is this Saturday.

That’s when Holli’s eye lit up and a big smile came across her mouth. She then asked mom if I would be going with her to Lynn’s birthday party. Lynn would just love to have another little girl her age there. I think mom liked the idea and said she would think about that. I was ready to cry again, and Holli knew it, because she just seemed to keep pushing. Mom I think she would look so cute at the party; Jilly could wear the cutest party dress, with bows in her hair. She could play with all the other little girls, and she could play all the games. OH! Jilly could bring her pretty doll with her too. Wouldn’t you just love to go and have fun with the other little girls Jilly? My sister was on a roll now, she continued on. I could help and watch over all the little ones for you and Mrs. Miller. This way you could talk to Mrs. Miller, and help her with the party. Mom said we’d see. I knew now I was in for a really bad 3 weeks of girl time.

Mom told Holli to watch me for a bit that she had to go to the store for a few things. She told me that Holli was now the big sister, and I had to listen, and obey her when mom was gone. I could see Holli was in her glory and I was going to pay. Holli had been pretty good while mom was gone. She teased me a little by calling my name. She would call JACKIE! Oh! I’m sorry. Jilly is a big Sissy. Then she would come over and started flipping my dress up in the back like I would do to her sometimes. She told me I was carrying my dolly the wrong way and showed me how. Then she made me pretend to be it’s mommy I had to feed it a bottle then put it in the baby carriage and push it around the house. She calmed down a little after that and asked if I liked being a little girl. I told her that I wasn’t happy about it, but that the cloths were kind of nice. Mom got back about 1/2 hour later. She had run to the store to get some milk and things. She was happy when she got home because we were both playing together by then.

It was about 5:30 and mom had just finished making supper for us. She told both of us to start setting the table. She gave my sister the “princess” sip cup and told her it was for me. Holli just giggled OH! How cute maybe Little Jilly needs a bib to. That’s when mom pulls another one of those surprises and said that’s a good idea Holli. This way she wouldn’t spill anything on her pretty dress. Holli dear go see if you can find your princess bib in the attic for your little sister. Just my luck Holli was able to find the dang princess bib. Then to my surprise she whispered something to mom, and while she was giggling handed mom a bag that she also found. Mom opened the bag up and looked inside. Then she said wow this it great ok we can use them too. I looked over , and to my surprise Holli had also found all of her other princess stuff. The silverware, plate, & cereal bowl all had Princess Cinderella on them. Mom thought this was great. We have the whole set for our little one to use. She washed everything in the sink real quick and set my place at the table with them. Holli was all giggles over this. Just great how lucky could a boy get?
After we had eaten and helped to put things in the sink and all. Mom told us to wash the dishes. She said that I should dry them and Holli will wash. She was running out again for about an hour & that we should be good or else. Mom didn’t tell us where she was going. Just that when we finish washing the dishes we could watch TV for a while. Mom got back in about an hour & a haft. It was about 7:30. Mom mentioned that she was going up stairs for a while and that we should stay here and watch television. I could here mom walking back and forth in the rooms. She was also going up into the attic. This went on for about 45 minuets. Then she came down stair. She had some things with her. She called me over and started to take off my dress and things. She said it was time to start getting ready for bed.

Mom took everything off while my sister watch. I was down to my pink panties. Mom then pulled a pink lacy nightgown over my head. It was one of my sister’s laciest older nightgowns. I looked down at the front of the gown and seen it had a big picture of Princess Cinderella on it. She then had me sit down in front of her with my back to her. She started putting my long hair up in rollers & bobby pins. My sister was smiling and giggling about this. When she was done she said OK Jilly its time for bed. I looked at her, and said, but its only 8 o’clock mom? I stay up later then that. Not any more its way passed your bedtime. Little girls your age are in bed by 7. So its time for little girls like you to be in bed. Now my sister was really giggling.

Mom pulled me up and we started up stairs. Remember one step at a time dear. Mom looked at my sister to follow. That’s when I knew something was up. At the top of the stairs I started for my room, but mom stopped me. No dear over here as she lead me to my sisters room. Holli was just as puzzled as I was. We entered Holli’s room and I blinked. Holli just grinned & giggled. Mom had put the youth bed rails back on Holli’s bed. You see She had a bed that went from a crib with high crib rails. To a youth bed with low rails, and last a regular kids bed. I didn’t know what to do I just stood there. You will sleep in this room mom said. A little girl should have a room with a cute bed and little girl’s things all around her. Your sister will take your room, and seeing she is the oldest now. She also gets the new stereo and more privileges like staying up later. I didn’t know what to say. Now into bed JILLY say your prayers. Let’s go. Holli dear you can go back down stairs and finish watching that program you had on. I did my prayers like I was told, then got in bed. OH-NO! Another surprise! Mom had put a rubber sheet under the regular sheet. She saw me feel the mattress. That’s in case you have an accident during the night dear. Little girls always have them you know. She gave me a hug and kissed me good night. Which was real nice because mom hadn’t done that in years & it felt good. Mom handed me my dolly Sarah-Jane, and tucked me in. she then turned on the Tinker Bell night-light by the door. She waved good night and then closed the door and left me there to think. Boy if you were to tell me that my Wednesday was going to be like this. I would have said you were crazy. I fell a sleep pretty fast. I guess I was really pretty tired.

To be continued:

“THE SENTENCE”
Chapter # 2
By
JILLIAN SPEARS

As you may remember from chapter #1, Jack who is now known as Jillian or Jilly, was being punished for lighting firecrackers on the school bus. It’s now the beginning of day two of his punishment. He figured he would be able to sneak out of the punishment, and take off all of the girl’s clothes, when his mom left for work. Boy was he ever so wrong

Morning came around pretty quick. As I woke up I was kind of confused, but then I remembered. Yep remember now I’m in my sister’s room in her old youth bed. I also realized that I was still holding on to my new doll Sarah, and I could still feel that dang rubber sheet under me. Everything that had happened to me the day before was rushing back to my memory. It was just then that the door open and mom came walking in, with a big smile on her face. She was saying, so how’s my new little princess this morning? Okay princess lets get a move on its time to get up and dressed. Now go brush your teeth and use the bathroom. Then we’ll get you all dressed up & prettied. So I lazily got out of bed and headed into the bathroom. I started to lift the seat to use the toilet, when mom who was watching me said. Hold on princess; little girls don’t stand. They sit down when they use the toilet dear. That’s what I expect you to do from now on. So I said yes mommy as I turned around to set down on the toilet seat. After I finished using the toilet, washing my hands, and brushing my teeth. I came back into my sister’s room. Mom was there, and she had a complete outfit ready for me. Take off the nightgown & panties dear. Mom handed me a pair of pink panties with tiny flowers on them. She also gave me a little girls pink tee shirt, with a tiny pink bow in the center of the neck opening. Next came a plane white puffy full slip. Mom followed this up with plain, light cotton, pink dress, with just a hint lace around the hem, and sleeve openings. Right in the middle on the top half of the dress, was a cute little Teddy Bear holding some flowers. Mom glided the dress down over my head, and fixed it into place over the slip. The dress hem stopped about 4 or 5 inches above my knees. It had a tie belt that she did in a large bow behind my back. As mom was doing this she was saying to me. You know sweety pie you can’t dress like your going to a party every day. Mom told me to set down on the edge of the bed, while she put a pair of pink frilly ankle socks, and a pair of white criss-cross sandals on my feet. The sandals fit me pretty well, which kind of surprised me. I found out later that they were my sisters when she was about 4-years-old. Mom finished checking me over and straighten out my slip and dress, while also pulling up my panties so they fit right. I had seen mom do this some many times before to my sister, when she was getting her dressed. Mom then said okay dear lets get you down stairs for some breakfast. As we were headed down stairs she told me that she would take the rollers out of my hair, and comb it out after breakfast.

We arrived down stairs to find that my sister was already dressed, and eating her breakfast. Mom put my bowl on the table. To which I gave a big sighed to. It seems that the bowl was that dang princess bowl sis had found the night before. Mom also put the matching spoon and sip cup to the set on the table. I decided to just pay no attention to the fact that it was that dang princess bowl. I filled the bowl up with some Rice Chex’s, and add some milk like it was a normal thing. I started eating my rice Chex’s, while mom poured some OJ into the sippy cup and caped it. After I had finished my bowl of Chex’s and the OJ, mom came over and filled up the sippy cup again for me. She told me to just sit there, and sip on the OJ, while she got my sister’s hair done for school. So I just sat there drinking my OJ, and watching mom busily doing my sister’s hair. Trying to get her all prettied up for school. I was going over my plans for the day in my heady. My plan was simple. I was just going to go along with everything happening at this point. I had figured that when mom was done with my sister’s hair. She would most likely take out the roller in my hair & brush it out. Then knowing mom she would start to get herself ready for work. You see I had it all planed in my head. When mom finally left for work. I would wait a while to make sure she didn’t come back. Then I would take off this dang dress and all that other girly stuff. I would then go to my room and put on my regular clothes, wet down my hair to get rid of the curls. Then when I was sure the coast was clear. I would head out to play maybe at the park, or go down to the local sweet shop to play pinball on one of their machines. Ah yes “PLAN-A”. It was a great plan while it lasted

BOY I WAS EVER WRONG!

Just about this time the front door bell rang. Mom went to answer it and I ran to hide in the closet. I wasn’t about to have any one see me dress like this. I listened so I could hear who it was at the door. It was Mrs. Miller from next door. I then heard mom asked her in. That’s when I had this feeling I was in trouble, because the next thing I heard was mom calling out >> “Jillian” << real loud. Heck No Way! I wasn’t coming out of hiding, no way, no how, not dress like I was. She yelled my name again > “Jillian”, and she sounded really mad. Then I heard “JILLIAN”! You get your butt out here this second young lady, or you’re going over my keen. I remembered yesterdays spanking and I sure didn’t want that again, at leased not in front of Mrs. Miller. So I peeked out of the closet and seen both of them standing there waiting for me. Mom seen me and said get over here young lady right now! So I slowly emerged out of the closet, and into the living room, where Mrs. Miller & mom were standing. Mrs. Miller went gaa-gaa over me, and how I was dressed. She came right up to me, and picked me up saying. OMG! You are simply adorable Jillian. Your mom told me how you were being punished, but I didn’t think you would look anything like this. You make the most adorable & precious looking little girl you are just so cute looking. Donna! You should keep him like this from now on. He is absolutely adorable. He looks prettier then some of Lynn’s little girl friends. Great that’s just what a boy of 8 needs to hear. That he is cute & adorable. I could have almost died right there on the spot.

That’s when mom came up with one of her surprises. She looks at me saying Mrs. Miller is going to baby set you for the next 3 weeks Jilly. Isn’t that so nice of her? I jumped right in saying, but mom I can take care of my self I’m 8 years old almost 9. Mom looks at me saying, not any more, young lady. You are now a 3-year-old little girl, who will be 4 in a couple of months. Now think about it? Don’t you think a little girl your age needs someone to watch over her. Besides you get to play house and all little games with little Lynn. So that means you won’t be getting into any more trouble I bet. Now wouldn’t that be fun? You can get to meet all Lynn’s other little girl friends. Maybe even have a little tea party with them and your dollies. Oh that reminds me I almost forgot! Guess what? I have decided that you will be going to little Lynn’s birthday party after all on Saturday. Plus all of Lynn’s other little girl friends will be coming to her party Saturday too. Then you will get to feel right at home with all the other little girls like your self. Wouldn’t that be so much fun? You wouldn’t be getting into any more trouble like those big nasty boys do now will you sweety? I know you will be having lots of fun today playing with your new dolly & little Lynn till mommy gets home.

I was doomed my plan to escape these girlie clothes just when up in flames. Oh no how worse can this get? Dang I had to ask, because just then while I was standing there, Mrs. Miller told mom that she had promised to take Lynn for her first permanent today. She told mom she was also going to get Lynn’s ears pierced and her nails done. That’s when Mrs. Miller asked mom do you mind if I take Jillian out in public? I don’t want to do it with out your permission. It will only be for a short time and I don’t think any one will even notice. I mean she is absolutely adorable. While mom was thinking this over, I was going NO! say NO mom! You can’t let her take me out like this. Of cause this was not coming out of my mouth yet. it was still all in my head. Next thing I know before I could get any words out. Mom took Mrs. Miller into the kitchen and they talked for a long while. When they came back they were still talking a little. I heard Mrs. Miller say if you really think so. Mom said yes I think its ok. So go ahead it will do her good to get some exposure as a little girl. I really don’t think any one could tell anyhow? Mom said just look at her. I mean she looks so cute and adorable. There’s no way anyone looking at her would think that’s an 8-year-old boy. Mom & Mrs. Miller both giggled. I looked at mom saying please don’t take me outside like this. Mom said honest Jilly if I didn’t know it was you I would swear you wear a little girl. So don’t worry, and have fun at the beauty pallor

Then mom asked Mrs. Miller if she could take out the curlers in my hair, while she got ready for work. So Mrs. Miller started taking then all out. After she had the all out she started to brush my hair into a little girls style. She worked on my hair for while, and fixed it up really cute, and little girlish, with some ribbons & bows. While Mrs. Miller was doing my hair mom was getting ready for work. Mrs. Miller looked at me saying lets get your coat and hat sweety. Oh from now on you can call me Aunt Judy. Ok Jilly? I said Yes Aunt Judy. Mom handed me a little pink coat with white fur trim around the collar, and a pink fluffy hat with white fur trim. The hat had two long strings come off of it the strings each had a white fluffy pom-pom on the end. So when tie under my chin the pom-pom hung down and kind of bounced around as a moved. Just as I was putting on the coat our phone went off. Mom answered it and found that Mr. Miller was on the other end of the line. He told mom to let his wife that Lynn is still sleeping, and to come on home, as he is heading out to work. So mom told Mrs. Miller what he said. To which Mrs. Miller told mom that her husband was just leaving on one of his long trips, and that he wasn’t due back for about a month or more. Mrs. Miller’s husband was an over the road trucker and was gone over the road a lot. Mom said well I guess that works out for us, and they both laughed. Then mom looked at me and said now Jilly dear don’t forget your dolly Sarah. Mrs. Miller giggled a little while saying oh yes little girls love their dollies so don’t forget her. Poof, in less then an hour all my plans of sneaking out dressed normally went up in smoke. Looks like I was going to be a little girl for the next 3 weeks no matter what. Mom & Holli waved good-bye, and through some kisses, while my sister was giggling her head off. As we were leaving I did hear mom tell my sister one thing. That if she told any of her friends in school or any one else about my punishment. She would give her a crew cut and dress her up as a boy for a month or more and she meant it.

We arrived next door at Aunt Judy’s house. Her husband was just driving away down the street, and waved as we got to the house. He must have figured I was Holli as he drove by us? Lynn was still in bed as we entered the house. So Mrs. Miller turned on the TV set to some little kids program that she said Lynn love to watch. She told me to be good and to watch TV, while she went to wake Lynn up. As she was about to leave she looked at me saying, went Lynn comes down stairs. I want you to do your best to act like the little girl you are dressed as. Lynn doesn’t know that you are being punished. I know for sure she will never recognize you dressed like that. Honestly Jilly I would have never known it was you, if your mom didn’t already tell me how you were dressed. Lynn thinks that I am watching your little cousin visiting from Texas. So all she knows is I’m watching a little girl that is her age. So you had better act just like a little girl or else young lady. All I could do was shake my head yes to what Aunt Judy was telling me. All right as long as we have that straight. Then she turned and went up stairs to wake up Lynn.

It must have been about 10 minutes later that Lynn came bouncing down the stairs. She couldn’t wait to meet the little girl her mommy would be watching. She ran right up to me and said HI! My name is Lynn what’s yours. Before I could even answer she went on. I’m going to be 4 on Saturday. Do you want to come to my party? Please! Please! I said that I had to check with my mommy. Then Mrs. Miller piped up saying oh it’s okay your mommy said it would be a great idea. At that Lynn was all bubbly & happy. Oh that’s so great! We are going to be the best of friends, as she gave me a hug. OH! You didn’t tell me your name? I tried to act just like she was acting. Just like a 4-year-old who was all excited to meet a new friend. My name is Jillian and if you want you can call me Jilly. I’ll going to be 4 years old in a couple of months. This is my dolly Sarah. I don’t know if I’m having a party or not, but if I do you can come to mine. OK? Lynn jumped right in saying Oh mommy can I go Please? Can I? Mrs. Miller told her that she would have to wait & see.

Aunt Judy then said now calm down girls, and lets go have some breakfast OK. So Lynn turned to her mommy and asked. Mommy do you think Jilly can eat with us too? Sure if she wants to dear. So I said yes, and sat down with Lynn, for another bowl of cereal, and some more juice. Later on this proved to be a big mistake. After breakfast Lynn’s mom took her up stairs to get dressed, while I went back to the living room to watch the rest of the program that was on. Mrs. Miller & Lynn came down stairs about a haft hour later. It was about 8:45 in the morning, when aunt Judy said ok girls are we all ready to go. Mrs. Miller got everyone’s coats & hats. Then told us to go find our dollies, because we don’t want to be late at the hairdressers. Mrs. Miller said that we could walk to the hairdresser from here it’s only three blocks. As we were leaving Lynn showed me her dolly and told me her dollies name was Mary-Jo. So off we went Lynn & I holding each other’s hands, like two little girls would. We were holding our dollies against us, with the other hand. As we were walking to the hairdressers I saw the school bus heading our way down the street. As the bus was about to pass us I started to panic just a little bit. I was so worried that someone on the bus would figure out who I was, but the bus went by so fast. I don’t think anyone on the bus even noticed us walking along on the sidewalk.

We arrived at the hairdressers with time to spare. Mrs. Miller told the lady in charge that it was a special day, because it was Lynn’s birthday this Saturday. She explained that Lynn was here for first perm and styling; so she would look really cute & special for her birthday. The ladies who work in the beauty salon proceeded to make a big fuss over Lynn. All I can say is Lynn just loved every second of it. I saw Aunt Judy pulled one of the hairdressers on the side to talk to her for a little bit. The next thing I know the hairdressers came back to me saying, and whom do we have here. I told her my name is Jillian and that’s my Aunt Judy. Aunt Judy smiled at me saying, Jilly sweety, why don’t you sit in the chair next to Lynn? This way Lynn can see you and you two can talk. So I said ok Aunt Judy. The lady helped me up into the chair, as she placed one of those booster seat thingies like Lynn’s for me to set on. Then she said how about I put one of our protecting aprons around just like Lynn has? So I said okay I guess so. I was trying to think & act like any other little girl who was with her friend. I figured it was no big deal. Plus it seemed to make Aunt Judy happy. I figured Lynn would like having her friend near wearing the same pink apron like she had on. So why not? That proved to be another big mistake.

It seems that mom and Aunt Judy were at it again. Aunt Judy came around saying to me, with this big grin. Jilly guess what sweety? This is a big surprise for you too. Your mommy wants you to have your hair premed & styled too. Isn’t that great? I jumped in saying, but Aunt Judy I don’t want to. Lynn said don’t worry Jilly, It going to be a lot of fun Jilly wait and see. They’re going to make us look really pretty. OH great! Just what I wanted, I was trapped again. Boy was I getting the works every body had it in for me. There was nothing I could do but just sit there and let this lady start working on my hair. Dang why did I ever let my hair grow so long? The hairdresser tuned the chair around, and leaned me over the sink to wash my hair. After she was all done she sat me up and she started to cut and trim my hair, but she told me she was only going to cut off just a little. She said my hair looked great but needed some trimming. I could tell I was in trouble when she combed my hair forward and cut across to make bangs. When she had finished with the trimming. She started to put some kind of solution in my hair, and roll it up in lot of tight small rollers. All the while she was telling how cute I was going to look after she was done. Its not something a boy really wants to hear!

Just about then another lady came over rolling some kind of cart filled with little bottles. She took my hand and started to file & work on my nails. Wow they were giving me the works. The hairdresser finished rolling my hair up in rollers. Once she was done she got me down from the chair to take me over to the hair dryer. The hair dryers were across the room from where I was seated. Once I was seated under a hair dyer and its timer set she left. The nail lady had followed me over to finish up my nails. She sat down next to me to put the final cover of polish on my nails. Once she finished up with my nails she also left. I was fascinated by what she had done to my nails. All I kept doing with holding my hands up to stared at my new nails. They were now a pretty shade of Bight Bubble Gum Pink, and definitely looked like little girls nails for sure. After my hair dried, the hairdresser walked me back over to the chair I started out in. She started to remove the rollers and was brushing my hair out. She had the chair facing away from her counter & mirror. This way I wouldn’t be able to look in the mirror till she was done. She said that way it will be a big surprise when she is all done. Great just what I need is another big surprise!

The lady left for a minute or so to do something in the back room. Mean while I was getting a little fidgety, as I really had to go pee. I tried to call Aunt Judy but she was busy by the hairdryers with Lynn, and it was loud over there. So I waited a little and tried again to catch her attention. No one was paying any attention to me. The hairdresser had left so I couldn’t even tell her. It was getting real hard now to hold it in. I guess I shouldn’t of have had all that OJ for breakfast this morning. I was fighting as best I could to hold it, while I got someone’s attention. All of a sudden I felt something cold on my ear, then a sting. OUCH! Well that scared me and I lost control. I started to pee in my panties before I could stop it I had gone a lot. Now I was trying to hold it back again while I was crying up a storm. It seems the hairdresser had gone to get & load an ear-piercing gun, and I didn’t see her come back. Anyhow she saw what happen, and call Mrs. Miller right away. She told her she was sorry that she scared me, and that it caused me to have an accident. She explained to aunt Judy that she felt so bad. Saying to her the poor dear had no idea I was going to do her ears. Aunt Judy just said that’s okay. Sometimes little girls have accidents, when they get scared, but we can clean her up real fast. Aunt Judy looked at me saying, lets get you to the ladies room sweety. She asked where the ladies room was. So the hairdresser pointed out the room, and aunt Judy took my hand and led me away.

When aunt Judy got me in the ladies room I was all shook up. I told her that I had never had this happen to me before. I told her that I tried to get her attention a couple of times, but no one would listen to me. She just said it’s okay Jilly. All little girl have accidents now & then. so try not to worry about it. She said that she had a bag with her in the lobby with extra things just in case, because sometimes Lynn as accidents. While she was talking to me she had led me over to a stall. I ran in and sat down as fast as I could to finish going. Wow did I have to go bad. Mean while Aunt Judy went out to the lobby, and got the bag she talked about. When she got back to the ladies room I was still setting on the toilet in the stall. I was still a little shook up over what had just happen. I tried telling her again that I had never had anything like this happen to me before. She told me that it was okay, and that accidents happen. Aunt Judy helped me take off my shoes, and then the wet panties, while I was still setting on the toilet. She then helped me off the toilet, while I watched as she put some kind of pad down on the floor. She told me to lie down on it so she could clean me up. I got really embarrassed as she lifted my dress up all around my waist, and started to clean me up down there. I was almost in tears by this time. When she was finished she said to just stay still for a second or two. She then started to put some powder on me. I figured ok that smells clean and I guess girls like smelly powder. I was way wrong, with that idea. I couldn’t believe what she did next.

She took out a toddler size pamper from the bag and proceeded to put it on me. I was looking at her going please Aunt Judy your not going to put me in diapers/ I’m to big to wear a diaper. Please don’t put that on me, but that all fell on deaf ears. Next she took out a pair of fancy rhumba panties that were plastic or rubber lined inside. The panties had all kind of lace across the rear & a big pink bow in the middle of the lace. She pulled theses up in place over the-pamper. Then she says their baby is all nice and dry now isn’t she. She put my sandals back on me saying I guess this will make up for what you did to Lynn two weeks ago. You know when you picked on her for having an accident. Do you remember what you did? You called her a big baby, who wets her panties. You made fun of her because she had an accident like you just had? That made her very up set and she came running home crying about what you called her. Maybe this will help you to learn not to pick on anyone like that any more. OH yes! We can’t forget this. Here put this in your mouth, and keep it there till I say you can take it out. I just looked at aunt Judy. She had to be kidding. No way was I going to do that. She wanted me to put a pacifier in my mouth like I was a little 2- year old. Aunt Judy went on saying that’s your punishment young lady! Do it now or over my keen you go right here. I didn’t need that at this time, not in the middle of a beauty salon. So I gave in and put the pacifier in my mouth like I was told. Aunt Judy fastens the ribbon that was on the end of the pacifier to my dress with a little cute Teddy Bear pin. The pin matched the Teddy Bear on my dress. Aunt Judy told me that the ribbon was just in case the pacifier should fall out of my mouth. The ribbon would catch it so it doesn’t hit the floor and get dirty.

As we came out of the ladies room all the other ladies in the place seen the pacifier, and then they looked at my panties. They could tell I was wearing a toddlers pamper with rubber panties. They could also tell that I was ready to cry, because I wasn’t happy about the pacifier I had in my mouth. The hairdresser said OH! I’m so sorry I scared you sweetie. It really wasn’t your fault. Then the lady put me back in the chair, and finished putting the earring in that ear and another earrings in my left ear. The hairdresser finished up on my hair. Then she let me look at my self in the mirror. OH-MY-GOSH! My heart almost stopped. That can’t be me? If I didn’t know I was looking at my self in a mirror; I would think I was looking at an adorable little girl of maybe not yet 3 years old. There I was looking at a really cute little girl all done up with a really pretty hairstyle. You know the kind of hairstyle with what I think they call baloney curls hanging down all around my head. The hairdresser had even put a pink bow over each ear. I was just dumb struck looking at this little girl in the mirror, who was sucking on her pacifier, while setting in a chair with her dress up a little, and her baby pants showing. I was so dumb founded and complete shock, thinking to myself. NO way, no how, that can’t be me? I was then let out of the chair still in shock at how much I looked like a little 3-year-old little girl now. Mrs. Miller paid the ladies and they gave Lynn & I some candy. When we got outside Lynn first question to her mom was. Is Jilly a baby now mommy? Aunt Judy said well for now sweety yes. She will stay that way for today and maybe tomorrow honey. OH! I’m so sorry Jilly; I had to wear diapers a while ago because I had an accident too. There was a really nasty big boy, who picked on me and called me a big baby, because I had an accident and he made me cried. Right mommy? Yes dear he did, but he was a bad boy for doing that, and I just have this feeling that he wouldn’t be doing that to anymore. Then Lynn said maybe somebody should have him wear a diaper for a whole week for being such a nasty boy. Her mom had a big smile on her face, as she well dear maybe somebody will do just that, you never know sweetie. I then heard Lynn say GOOD! I hope they do.

We walked back to Aunt Judy ‘s house. As we arrived Aunt Judy asked us if we want to go shopping to show off our new hair dews. Lynn jumped right up all giggly and said. YES! Can we mommy? Please can we? Lynn then looked at me asking, Jilly you want to go too don’t you? Come on Jilly wouldn’t that be fun? I looked at Lynn then at Aunt Judy, who gave me this look. I knew what she wanted me to say. So I said, excitedly, Oh! Yes Aunt Judy can we go please? She smiled saying as long as you two really want to go. We both jumped up yelling a big YES! Aunt Judy then said Okay then lets go! You two get over to the car, and everyone in the back seat. After we got in she buckled us up. Then she handed us our dollies, as she closed the door. Aunt Judy walked around to the front, got in, and away we went. Next stop the MALL. Not that I really wanted to go show off my new hair dew at the mall, but that’s where we were headed, and there was much I could do about it. I mean what more could happen today? I had to ask?

THE MALL

We arrived at the mall in about 20 minutes and aunt Judy found a place to park pretty quickly. She got out of the car to opened up the trunk, and was taking something out of it, but I couldn’t tell what. When she finished she came around opened up the back door, and undid our set belts to let us out. As we got out of the car, I could see that she had gotten a pink stroller out of the trunk for Lynn. At lease I figure it was for Lynn .So I didn’t think much more about it. That’s till I had another one of those a big surprises as aunt Judy said. All right Jillian, as she grabbed my hand. Let’s get you into the stroller and buckled up. She then started to pick me up and place me in the stroller. I was a little taken back by this, and kind of speechless. I looked at her saying what’s going on I’m no baby I can walk. Without saying a word she placed me in the stroller. After which she started hooking up the strollers harness around me and buckling me in. The harness came over both shoulders and across my chest, with a buckled on each the side. It was no use trying to get out of the stroller as the harness locking buckles were both out of my reach. I was trapped in a little girl’s pink and white stroller. There was no way I could get out unless aunt Judy released the catches. I looked at Aunt Judy with tears in my eyes, saying I though Lynn was going to ride it the stroller. Honest aunt Judy I can walk? I’m not a baby. Aunt Judy’s answer really kind of hit home. She said Lynn is a big girl Jilly, and you know only babies ride in strollers. Seeing, as you decided to act just like a little baby today by peeing in you panties. I guess that means you get to be the little baby who rides in the stroller. Don’t worry maybe later Lynn can help push the little baby around when we get inside. Lynn was all excited to hear about this idea. Can I mom, please? I’ll be good and watch where I’m going. OH please mommy can I? We will have to see dear maybe later ok. Oh one other thing Jilly; don’t forget your pacifier, it fell out of your mouth sweetie. All babies love their pacifier’s dear. Now here I’ll put it back in for you. Now remember to keep it there like a good baby or else. Lynn dear, can you go get baby Jilly’s dolly? We don’t want her crying for her dolly later, and don’t forget yours too dear. I think you both left them on the back seat. OK mommy. Lynn ran and got both dollies from the back seat, where we had left them. Aunt Judy put mine in my arms and said here’s your dolly sweety. Now hold on to her tight. She then locked up the car, took Lynn’s hand and we headed off for the malls entrance.

I didn’t realize right away, that because I was in the stroller you could see my lacey rubber panties and diaper really well. You knew right away I was in diapers like any 2 or 3 year old. I was glade that no one could see the backside of the panties aunt Judy had put on me. I had seen them when Aunt Judy was getting ready to put them on me. It seems that right across the rear just above all the lace and pink bow, were some words in pink. The words said “Baby Girl”. I felt just like I looked, a helpless little 2-year-old. Aunt Judy pushed me up to the big main entrance to the mall. We were coming up on the main door, where two older ladies were standing talking. They must have seen us heading their way. So one of the ladies held the door for Mrs. Miller, Lynn & I. As we went pass them, the ladies commented on how cute Lynn & I both looked. One of the ladies asked aunt Judy how old Lynn & I were? Mrs. Miller said that Lynn would be 4 years old on Saturday, and that I would be 3 in about a couple of months. I almost lost the pacifier when she said that. Now it seemed that the older ladies just loved the idea of such a cute baby. So I was receiving the full baby treatment from them. As one of them pinched my cheek as she was saying oh you such the cutest little girl aren’t you. So to make things even more unbearable Aunt Judy tells them both that we just had our first perms, our ears pierced, and our nails done. She said that we decided to come to the mall to show off our new look and hairstyle. Aunt Judy then goes on the say that we are also here to shop for a new party dress for little Lynn’s birthday on Saturday. The ladies both smiled and said that our new hairstyles made us both look so adorable. Especially the baby she is such an adorability cute little thing, and just look at those cute earrings & nails. Oh-my-gosh she looks like a cute precious little doll. One of the ladies then said, you know I bet she could take first place in the Little Miss Mall contest. Aunt Judy asked what contest? The ladies then told Mrs. Miller about some contest that the mall was holding, and that maybe she should enter us both in the Little Miss Mall Contest. They are having the judging at the mall next weekend. The ladies said again that they were both sure, that the cute baby could win first place for sure she is so adorable. I knew they meant me, but a beauty contest? Wait a minute here, I just wouldn’t do it, and they can’t make me. Aunt Judy looked at the ladies saying, wow that sounds like a great idea! I think I will definitely think about it. I bet my little princess Jilly, would look so cute in one of those frilly party dresses, with matching rhumba panties, and a cute little frilly bonnet up on stage. She thanked the ladies for telling her about the contest, and told them to look for the girls on stage next weekend. Both ladies said that they would be there and would definitely vote for these two cuties. Then they gave the usual good byes that ladies seem to like to give to little one. Saying Bye- Bye sweety as they gave little waves to Lynn & I. Aunt Judy then pushed us through the doors and into the mall, as she said bye to the ladies.

After we got inside the mall, we walked around looking in stores, and window-shopping. Mrs. Miller went in a couple of stores looking for a dress for Lynn, and some shoes also. One of the stores we stopped at was a drug store. Aunt Judy pushed the stroller over to one side of the drug stores entrance. She then told Lynn to watch the baby, while she ran in the store real quick. I tried telling her, that I’m not a baby, but Aunt Judy just stuck the pacifier back in my mouth. She looked at me and said be a good little baby for your sister dear. Then she grinned as she turned and left us up in front of the store to wait near the cash register. I didn’t know it at the time but the items she went to buy in the store, she was planning to use on me later. She walked around for a while in the store from isle to isle. Then I seen her take the things she picked up to the cashier and paid for them. Out she came and away we went.

We finally came upon an ice cream shop / restaurant that was in the Five & Ten. This Five & Ten was the type that also had restaurant attached to it. It was passed 1-pm so aunt Judy said I think its lunchtime. So we went inside, Aunt Judy stopped the stroller & released the harness. She then helped me out of the stroller, while handing me Sarah my dolly to carry. Lynn & I waited together as aunt Judy parked the stroller on the side in front of the restaurant. She then took Lynn’s hand and mine as the waitress led us to a table. Aunt Judy said something to the lady and the waitress said yes we do. Next thing I know the lady had a highchair in front of me & Aunt Judy was putting me in it. The waitress went to get us some water glasses, while Aunt Judy buckled me into the chair, and pushed the tray in place. I looked at her with tears in my eyes. She looked at me saying baby’s set in highchairs dear. So be a good girl for aunt Judy or else as handed me Sarah to hold. The waitress seeing my dolly said, OH isn’t that such a cute dolly. Are you the dollies mommy? So I shook my head yes, just to stop her from asking more silly baby questions. She then said, you look so sweet holding your dolly like a good mommy. I just sat there and I pretended that I was just what this lady said, a cute little girl holding on to her dolly, while setting in a highchair. Then I started to giggle like I seen little girls do before, when adults say nice things to them.

Aunt Judy ordered the little kids meal for Lynn and I and then some food for her self. The waitress left to fill the order. The next thing I didn’t even see coming. Aunt Judy must have given it to the waitress as she put me in the high chair. All of a sudden there it was setting on the tray in front of me. It was a baby’s bottle filled with apple juice. The waitress put it right in front of me on the tray. Aunt Judy took the pacifier out of my mouth and put the bottle in. Here’s you bot-bot sweetie. Now drink it all up Jillian. Lynn was just setting there drinking her soda giggling a little. She knew that I wasn’t a baby but if her mommy wanted to play pretend. Then it was okay with her. I guess Mrs. Miller must have figured out what Lynn was thinking. She just said isn’t it fun to pretending that Jilly is a little baby Lynn. Yes mommy I like to play pretend. Can I feed Little Jilly her lunch like I do with my dolly mommy? Sure honey I think that Jilly will just love to have her pretend big sister feed her. Then she looked at me and asked won’t you dear? I nodded my head yes to Aunt Judy; it was all I could do as I had a baby bottle nipple in my mouth. When I tried to say yes I sounded like a little one trying to talk with that baby’s bottle in. Next thing I know Aunt Judy is putting a large pink bib around my neck and tying it in back. After I finished the bottle and Lynn finished feeding me my cut up hot dog, and fries for lunch. We ordered some ice cream, which with the help of Lynn trying to feed it to me. Well, let just say I think most of it was on the bib. Aunt Judy clean Lynn and I up, paid the bill, and we were on our way back to the stroller.

I was put back in the stroller and strapped in and my pacifier replaced again. This time I had to carry Lynn’s baby doll & mine. Why? Because Lynn was told she could push the baby around for a while. Of cause this made a lot of people look at the cute little baby being pushed by her sister. I called to Aunt Judy and she bent over to listen. I told her that I had to go to the bathroom to pee real bad again. She just told me to go ahead that’s what a diaper is for dear. Please Aunt Judy don’t make me go in my diaper. But dear that’s what babies do. That’s why you’re wearing it dear. All babies go in their diapers. You better get use to it, because I’m not taking you to the toilet.

As we walked on aunt Judy stopped at this shop that had nothing but little girls outfits. Oh-My-Gosh! They had the fancies outfit I have ever seen. Plus there were also fancy jeans in girly pink with lace on the pockets and leg endings, even real frilly blouses, and the dresses were the type that only a frilly sissy type girl would wear. She talked to the lady in charge for a while, and once or maybe twice pointed to me. After a while she said good-bye. Then I heard her say we will see you tomorrow for that special appointment ok aunt lily. We left that store and headed on our way window-shopping.

Shortly after Lynn told her mom that she had to go potty. I was thinking this is great, because now I really had to go pee. Aunt Judy told Lynn that she thinks there is a ladies room just up ahead. Lynn said I think I can wait mommy. That’s a good girl dear. We will try to hurry for you. Please mommy? I don’t want to be bad and have to wear a diaper like Jilly is. Don’t worry dear if you don’t make it I wouldn’t put you in any diapers dear. You told me and it’s my fault if we don’t make it in time. There it is over in that corner dear. We can take the 5 or 6 steps over there to get there quicker. I was about to say I needed to go bad also. Then it hit me I think aunty Judy was going to use the steps on purpose. The ramp was almost right next to the steps, and just as close and easy to use too. She knew I was holding it in, and that the bouncing down the stairs would make lose it. She knew that I would have a hard time holding it in as we hit each step hard.

We reached the steps, and started down, one at a time with the stroller. With each bounce I had a harder time holding it in. by the last step I had already lost it completely. I started to pee and pee, and I couldn’t hold it back anymore. Matter of fact I think I fill the diaper. Aunt Judy knew it, because she looked at me and just smiled. We got little Lynn to the rest room in time. As we got inside the ladies room I was pushed over to the side, and left strapped in the stroller, while she took care of Lynn over in one of the stalls. Then she came out with Lynn and over to me. She asked me, did baby have another accident in her little diaper? OH poor dear. I bet baby doesn’t like having a wet diaper does she? Does the little baby want aunt Judy to change her? I shook my head yes and kept sucking on my pacifier. Aunt Judy said, I guess we are going to have to do some cleaning up and a diaper changing to our little one here? Maybe we can start potty training you soon? She then bent down to start undoing the straps holding me in the stroller, and said, we can change you right over here on the changing table dear. She unhooked me, and took me out of the stroller. She then put me on one of those mounted on the wall changing tables. I was almost too big for the table as it’s more for a little tiny baby I think. Then she told Lynn to push the stroller over to the corner, so that anyone coming in won’t trip over it. She also told her to stay over there with the stroller just in case. Lynn said Ok mommy I’ll watch it for you. Aunt Judy had me lay back down on the table. She started to change my diaper. She cleaned me up like before, and put me into a new pamper. I was just as embarrassed or more seeing we were in a large ladies room. I didn’t even realize I was sucking so hard on my pacifier, because I was so worried that someone would walk in and see me being change. Aunt Judy seen that I was sucking away on the pacifier and said that’s a good girl you just suck on your little pacifier, and aunt Judy will clean you up. she finished up saying there we are all done my little pumpkin. I was lucky that no other ladies came in to see that. Then I was put back in the stroller, strapped in, and we were on our way out of the rest room.

OK girls what do you say we go home. So we headed for the car, with Lynn pushing me, and Aunt Judy was helping her. As we passed a booth in the middle of the mall, Aunt Judy stopped to talk to the lady there. I could hear her talking. She asked about the “Little Miss Mall Contest”. The lady told her some of the rules, which I couldn’t hear to well. Aunt Judy thanked her as the lady handed her some kind of papers, which she put in her pocketbook. She thanked the lady again for the information and asked what was the last day to register. The lady said it was Monday morning. Aunt Judy said that’s plenty of time thanks. Then we headed for the car. We got to the car and I was let out of the stroller and told to stand there, Aunt Judy put the stroller back in the trunk. She then unlocked the car and let us into the back seat, strapping us both in with our seat belts. She handed us our dollies and then got in and we headed home.

We arrived home and aunt Judy parked in the driveway. She got out and let us out of the car. As we got in the house she told us to go play in the playroom till Holli got there. OH boy! That’s right Holli is due home soon. Here I was with my new hair dew, earrings in each ear, my nails all painted up bubble gum pink & girlish looking. But worst of all I was wearing diapers and rubber panties. Holli was going to have a field day with me for sure. I really looked like a 2 or 3-year-old baby girl now, and I knew Holli would not be able to control her self. She was definitely going to make me pay. What could I do? Nothing I guess I was stuck. So I started to play dolls with little Lynn. We were having such a great time playing with our dolls and Lynn’s tea set. I forgot all about how I was dressed and that soon Holli would be there. It seemed all I wanted to do was play and act like the little girl I was dressed as. I had never had so much fun playing with one person before. Lynn was such a nice girl and I followed her instructions on what we were to do. It was like I was in another world, and learning all new things. Only I loved playing dollies with Lynn, and the fun I was having. Don’t forget this was really the first time that Lynn and I really had any time to play together. Thing was I really was having fun doing it. Strange how things happen isn’t it? One day you’re a boy who is almost 9 years old. Next thing you know you are dressed as a 3 year-old little girl, playing with dolls, and starting to like it.

To be continued:

"THE SENTENCE"
chapter #3
by
Jillian Spears

When we last seen Little Jillian, Holli her sister was just about to get home from school. It looks like Jillian’s troubles seem to be getting worse. Mom & Holli soon find out about the days outing, the diapers, and everything else. Mom thinks Jillian needs to learn another lesson. Our poor little girl is in for a lot more surprises it seems.

It seemed like it didn’t take that long before my sister Holli got there. I think in real time it was way more then two hours. After saying hi to Mrs. Miller, She came right into the playroom. Lynn was all bubbly, running right over to Holli. She grabbed her, and started pulling her over to meet me. This is my new friend you have to meet her. She is going to come to my party on Saturday, and her name is Jillian. Know what we did today? We both had our hair done, aren’t we both really pretty? Before my sister could even answer, Lynn went on. Know what else? We both had our nails done too, and the lady gave us earrings in our ears see. Aren’t they really cute? I just love mine! Well as you can imagine Holli was all thrilled about this new adventure we had. Maybe I should say I had. She came right over to me. OH let me see your hair dew Jillian? Wow! Look how cute your nails are. Both of you two GIRLS look fabulous! She made sure to say, “GIRLS”. So I knew she was rubbing it in. I looked over and seen Mrs. Miller was standing in the doorway watching all this and giggling. My sister was probably told not to mention anything about me being punished to Lynn. She was most likely told to treat me like I was a little girl & her cousin from Texas. Mrs. Miller was watching as Holli grabbed my hands pulling me up so I was now standing. She was saying let me get a good look at your new earrings Jillian. I mean Lynn’s look so cute. How about yours do you really just love them sweetie? Well she got me up and looked at the earrings and giggled. OH they are so cute just like us big girls wear.

That’s when Lynn got too helpful with her information. She told Holli about what happen with me wetting my panties. I knew it was coming sooner or later. Lynn said you know what else happen when Jilly had her ears done? The lady scared her, and she had an accident, when the lady did her ears. Mommy had to take her to the little girl’s room & help her. Mommy put her in pampers, and rubber panties like she did to me last time when I had an accident. Remember? Holli said, oh yes I do. Holli turned to me and said Jilly is that true? Did you have an accident in your panties? All I could do say was yes, with my head hanging down. Well that’s ok that happens to little girls sometimes when they get scared. Let me check to see if you’re dry dear. Before I could do anything she had my dress & slip up and the back of the panties down a little. She checked with her finger to see if the pamper was dry. I felt like I was a 2-year-old. All I heard was “All dry”! What a good girl. Plus it’s good that you have on rubber panties so you don’t have any leaks. The rest of the afternoon went by about the same way. Lynn & her treaded me like a 2-year-old baby girl, because of Holli, Lynn went right along with it. I was the baby when they played house. I had to set there and play like I was 2 or smaller, while they played the mommies.

My Mom finally got home about 4:30 and right on cue. Mrs. Miller told her what had happen and what she had done to me. I heard Aunt Judy tell mom all about how I had teased little Lynn last week. She said, I thought that this was a good way to teach our little Jilly how to be a nicer person. Now she knows how it feels to be picked on for having an accident. She told mom, I guess you could say the shoe is on the other foot. Mom said oh! Well, I didn’t know Lynn was being teased about her little accident. But now that I do know I couldn’t agree more. She told Aunt Judy that a couple of days in diapers should put me in my place. I didn’t hear too much after that, I guess they were whispering, plus Holli & Lynn wanted me to play house with our dollies some more. I did hear Mom ask aunt Judy if she could borrow some Luvs from her for tonight. She then asked aunt Judy if she could watch me for just a little longer. Mom told her that she just got this idea, and she needed some time to set it up. She said that Holli and her had something to do at home, before we all went home. Mrs. Miller said sure that’s no problem. Jilly is easy to take care of. She told mom that Lynn and I got along great, so we could play till they get back, and not to rush back.

Mom called Holli and I over telling me to stay at Mrs. Miller’s, and play with Lynn, because her & Holli had to do something, and they would be right soon. I said ok I’ll be here waiting, and went back to playing with Lynn. I guess it was about an hour later that they got back and mom said it was time to go. I got my coat and hat, picked up my dolly and we left. We walk to our house next door, with Holli holding on to my hand all the way home, like I was some little kid. While on the way home mom asked me if I was good for Mrs. Miller. I told her that I was. She asked about the accident & pampers. So I told her my side of the story. She just said well accidents like that do happen sometimes to people when they get scared. But Mom I’m not a baby! It’s not fair that Mrs. Miller put diapers on me! I’m almost 9! Really mom I had tried to tell someone I needed go really I did. I was trying so hard to hold it in, and then the lady scared me, when she put that machine to my ear. Mom said I’m sorry the lady scared you when she did your ears. But I think there’s more to the story isn’t there? I heard you teased Lynn about two weeks ago for doing the same thing. So I guess Mrs. Miller feels that makes you & her even doesn’t it? We arrived home and went inside. I told mom that I had to go to the bathroom, and I was taking off the diaper thingy & rubber panties, while I was in there. Mom said I don’t think so. She looked at me, and then at my sister. Mom said to Holli, please put your baby sister in her playpen and watch her, while I get supper ready. I just looked at both of them saying WHAT? Then I turned around. I don’t know how I missed it when we walked in. But there in the corner of the living room was my sister’s old playpen. It was filled with stuff animals and her old busy box. There was even a rattle and a baby blanket in it. I cried you’re not going to make me get into that. I’m not a baby and you can’t make me one. Mom said you’re the one who went pee-pee in her panties. Only babies do that, so if it’s a baby you want to act like? Then it’s a baby you’re going to be treated as, till I say other wise. Now get into that playpen or it’s over my knee for a good spanking. We will do it however you want it, but you are going into that playpen NOW!

Mom took me over to the playpen, picked me up, and put me in it. Then she places the pacifier that aunt Judy had hooked on my dress in my mouth and said stay there or else. I told mom that I wasn’t staying in here. I told her that I really had to go pee. She said Oh but you are staying in there, and if you try to get out. The spanking you got yesterday would be nothing like the one you will get for not staying put. As for going pee well sweetie that’s what diapers are for. So go right ahead and go. Mom then put the pacifier back in my mouth, and told me to keep it in my mouth till she said I could take it out. She then headed to the kitchen to fix supper. I just sat there in the middle of the playpen holding my doll tight and started to cry. My sister came over and started to rub my back and said it’s OK Jilly. Please don’t cry. It’s going to get better honest. Hush don’t cry I’m here. Mommy’s just making sure you learn a lesson, that’s all. I knew she was trying to help me feel better, but all it was doing was making me feel like I was a little 2 year old. I did learn one thing; sister’s can be really nice sometimes. I guess I just never really understood that before.

After mom finished making supper she came out to get us; saying Holli help your sister out of the playpen, and bring her in here its time to eat. Holli lowered the side on the playpen and helped me out. She took my hand as we headed for the dining room. Just as I entered the room I kind of froze. NO WAY! You got to be kidding? She can’t be doing this to me? There’s no way I’m going to get in that! Seems where my chair used to be, stood Holli’s old highchair. In all of it’s pink & white frilly glory. For some reason it seemed to shine even more then I remember. It was a white highchair, with a pink padded seat & backrest, that were both trimmed in a white plastic frilly lace. There was a picture of a pretty fairy type figure flying over some flowers on the backrest. Mom said, come over here Jilly so mommy can put her new baby girl in her cute little highchair. Holli was giggling again and I just stood there in a state of shock, with tears coming out of my eyes. I looked at mom asking her why? Why are you doing all this to me? I’m been Good. Unfortunately I sounded more like a baby trying to talk, because I didn’t even realize I was still sucking hard on my pacifier. So with the pacifier in my mouth and starting to cry all the words came out more like baby talk, rather then sounding like real word
Mom bent down, picked me up, and placed me in the highchair. After I was in the chair she strapped me in with the waist strap. She then placed the tray on to the highchair. This kind of stopped me from trying to get out of the chair.

After she had me locked in the highchair with the tray. Mom grabbed a near by chair and sat down facing me. She then said ok sweety you deserve an answer to your question WHY? Mom’s reply to my question kind of scared me, but it also hit home and made me start to think about what I been doing lately. Her answer went something like this.
Yes sweety I know you have been good. But being good for one day does not get you any points after what you have done in the last year. Plus now I have just found out that you were teasing Lynn last week about being a baby, because she had an accident just like you did. That is one of the reason you are now wearing a diaper. I guess you could say it’s kind of a payback. I ‘m ok with what Mrs. Miller did, and why she did it. It wasn’t in my plan, but I have decided that you need to learn a good lesson about how to treat people. So for your punishment in the next couple of days you will get to see how it feels to be treated as a baby. That said, I think its time to explain to you how things are going to change around here starting now

You have been getting a way with murder and its going to stop right here, right now. For the last year or more you have been getting into more & more trouble, and making other peoples lives hell. I have received a number of phone calls from other parents, about how you have been treating their daughters in school & on the school bus. Not to mention that twice in the last month you were caught skipping school, and the police had found you, and brought you home. This was all because you were hanging with those two older boys, and getting into some really big trouble. I don’t need police bring my son home telling me that he was caught shoplifting. Plus I found out that they where the boys on the bus who were lighting the firecrackers with you. Well little Missy I can tell you that you will not be seeing much of them from now on. It seems that both of those boys are now on their way to a military school, because their parents are fed up too. They will be starting classes at their new school next Monday, and believe me they will not be getting into to much trouble anymore. So if you don’t want to end up like them you better listen, and listen good.

I have reached my breaking point, and have decided that you are now going to learn how it feels to be on the receiving end. You have gotten away with a lot in the past, but no longer. You are going to learn how to respect others if it kills you. I’m not doing this to be mean to you. I’m doing this because I love you. I want you to understand that. I feel this may be the only way I can get through to you before it’s to late. Maybe after being dressed for 3 weeks, and treated as a little girl; you will learn to be a better person. Your father is dead and maybe that’s why I am having a hard time dealing with you. So I have talked this over with Mrs. Miller, and she has agreed to help me. Even though at first she didn’t think it would do any good, but seeing the change in you after just one day. She agreed to do what ever she can to help. She says you seem to have calmed down a lot, and have become a much nicer person in just that short amount of time. We both feel you need to learn how to behave properly.

Now I need you to listen up. Here’s the deal! Whatever Mrs. Miller tells you to do, while she has you under her care you will listen to her. She is in charge when I’m not there, what she says goes. Just like today when she put you in diapers. It was for a good reason to learn a lesson. So in diapers you will stay till I think you have learned that lesson. If you’re really good and do everything that we both tell you to do. Then I will let you out of wearing diapers by Sunday the latest, and you will be treated as a little girl again. After that if you are still behaving your self I will let you back into boy’s clothes by the time you go back to school. Till then you will be dressed & treated as a 3-year-old little girl, who at this time needs to wear diapers, till her mommy sees a big improvement. Do you understand what I just told you? I said yes mom I understand. Honest mom I will try my best to do whatever you want me to. Mom then said Okay then it’s a deal. If you are good you get rewarded, if you’re not you get more punishment added on. So set here think about what I said and be good while I get dinner on the table.

WOW! Here I was strapped in a highchair like a little baby buckled in safe & sound. I was thinking everything over that mom just told me. I was trying to get it straight in my head. I could tell mom was really pissed by what I had been doing lately. Mom had gone into the kitchen, but soon came back out carrying something. It was a baby’s bottle full of juice, which she placed on the tray in front of me. You can start on that while I get everything else ready. I felt so embarrassed about how I was being treated, and what was going on. that I started crying. I think I was crying because inside I knew mom was right about everything she had just said about me. I guess I will just have to go along with whatever punishment she has planned for me, even though I know I’m not really going to like it at all.

Meanwhile mom called to Holli, because she had heard me crying. She told her to feed me the bottle. She said that’s probably why the baby is crying; because she wants her bot-bot. Holli was now in her glory starting to really like this whole baby sister idea. She now had a real live baby doll to feed and play mommy with. She moved her chair over to be closer to me. Then she picked up the baby bottle saying does Holli’s little bitty baby sister want her bot-bot? Here it is sweetie. Pretend I’m your mommy, and this is your bot-bot, as she put the bottle in my mouth. She was saying now Jilly be a good baby for me and drink it all up. I was so mixed up now, but I knew deep down inside mom was right. I really have been getting into a lot more trouble lately. So still crying a little, with tears running down my face I started to suck on the baby bottles nipple just like any baby would.

Mom came out with two plates and put one in front of Holli, and one where she always sits. Next she came back with the princess plate. She put it down on the highchair tray. I just sat there and looked at it. She had chopper up all my food. It was all in real tiny little pieces. Then she tied that dang princess bib around my neck and handed me the matching little fork and spoon. There now baby’s all set to eat. Now sweetie, try not to get the food all over your self. She then went and got drinks for Holli & her and sat down. She looked at me and said well, start eating dear or do you want mommy to help feed you? OH! I know! Maybe I made the pieces way too big? I can take it back in the kitchen and put it in the blender. They have a speed that will turn it into real soft baby food for you sweetie. I think I would eat it now, if you don’t want me to blend it all up. You eat this or that’s what I’ll do, and I’ll then make sure you finish every bite of the baby food you can bet on that. I had no choice so I decided that this stuff looked a lot better then baby food mush.

After I had finished the meal. Mom gave me a second bottle of apple juice to finish. I guess she knew that I was very upset over everything that was happening. I might have forgot to mention that mom was an RN > Registered Nurse < and that she worked at a nursing home. So as she gave me the second bottle to drink. She also told me she had a pill for me to take. I asked her what it was? She told me straight out that it was a child size sleeping pill. She said it would help me to relax and not be so up set over what was happening. This way later tonight I would be able to sleep a lot better. She said with all that’s happen today you might need some help to sleep. So I took the pill and followed it up with some apple juice from the baby bottle to wash it down.

Once I took the pill mom let me out of the highchair and put me back in the playpen. She gave me the bottle of juice and told me to finish it while I sat in the playpen. My sister came in to turn the TV to a channel that she liked. It had some kind of girly stuff on it. I told her that it was dumb and to put it to a better show. Mom heard me tell her that and came in the living room. She told me that babies don’t get any say in what they watch. You will just set there and be quite. She then told Holli you watch what you want dear. Jilly will like what ever you watch. She seen that I had finished the bottle, so she put the pacifier back in my mouth and said there you can suck on that for a while and watch what is on the TV till bed time.

I guess it was the pill taking affect, because about a haft hour later I started to feel real tired and sleepy so I decided to lay down in the playpen and rest. I grabbed Sarah and pulled her next to be and curled up. Mom spotted this and asked is baby tired. I just lay there and didn’t say anything. Mom went up stairs I could hear her up there moving something. First she went to the attic then came back down to one of the rooms. I just rested and listen to the TV & what was going on up stairs. I just didn’t feel like moving. After a while mom came back down stairs she had some things with her.

she came right over to me and said let’s get you ready for bed sleepy head. I stood up and she let me out of the playpen. She started to take off my cloths. When she got down to the rubber panties and pamper they came off to. Seems yes I had wet myself again, which I knew, but at this point I didn’t even care that I did. She laid me down on a mat she had with her and took off my diaper and cleaned me up. After that she started to powder me up front & back. Then she took a real baby’s diaper, folded it in three from top to bottom and put it in the middle of the Luvs pamper. She said it would help soak up any problems that I might have during the night. After she had put this pamper on me she slid a new pair of rubber panties on. I guess Mrs. Miller must have given her an extra pair. Mom said that she will ask Mrs. Miller to pick up some extra bags of Luvs and rubber panties tomorrow with a couple of other things I would need.

At this point I just didn’t care I was really wiped out. All I wanted to do was go to bed. Mom then reached over and picked up a cute little pink baby doll outfit. It was one of my sister’s old baby dolls sets she wore when she was about 4. She proceeded to put the top over my head, and fixed it in place on me. She then had me step into a pair of frill bottoms that matched the top nicely. I was so surprised that the outfit fit me almost perfect. But like I had said before I was very small & skinny for my age. Then mom had me turn around so she could put a satin frilly cap on me that looked like a babies bonnet. She put this on over my hair making sure my bangs showed. She then tied the two ribbons from the hat in a bow under my chin, which gave me a very babyish look for sure.

The next thing was a real surprise. She had me turn around with my back to her and put something over my head. I couldn’t figure out what it was. Then I felt her closing some kind of buckle in back. She told me that she use to put in this when I was young to stop me from running a round. It was like a harness type thing with a leash. She had hoped it would still fit. She said oh it’s a little tight, but it will due for now. Tomorrow I’ll ask Mrs. Miller to see if they still sell them, maybe in a lager size. My sister was just setting their with a grin on her face taking all this in, while I was being dressed. I was all set for bed now, and I noticed that mom also had this grin on her face. So I knew that there was probably something up. Mom took the harness off, but as she did she said, I just wanted to check if this still fit you, because we may need it later.

She looked at me saying OK lets go it’s time for bed. I started saying but mom it’s only 7 o’clock, but I knew I was really tired. I just wanted to make a last stand before I knew I had to go to bed. Mom didn’t miss a beat as she said that’s right it is dear. Its way past the time for all little babies your age to be in bed. Besides look how tiered you are. So I said ok I am beat I’ll go to bed. Mom led me up stairs to my sister’s room, and helped me into the room. As I entered the room I just stood three for a second and stared. I just couldn’t believe my eyes. Mom was at it again, with her surprises, for there it was, my sister’s old crib Mom and my sister must have gotten the parts out of the attic and turned the youth bed back into a crib. Mom went over and lowered the side rail so she could put me into the crib. I looked at the crib and realized that they had even found the rubberized baby mattress & baby print sheets. Gees they even have a baby’s mobile hanging from the far railing over the crib mattress. Mom picked me up and placed me in the crib, and told me to lie down on my back. That’s when she asked me if she needed to put the baby harness on me to keep me from climbing out over the rails, and maybe getting hurt during the night? I told her no I promised her I would be good and stay in the crib all night. I was so tiered I would say anything I just didn’t care at the point. All I wanted to do was lay down on my side and go to sleep. She gave me a hug and some kisses and tucked me in, with a fluffy pink blanket. She then handed me Sarah and last thing she did was to put a pacifier in my mouth. She put the side rail back up in place; said good night princess, and my sister added good night Jilly with a grin. Mom then turned on the night-light and closed the door.

So here I was, lying in a crib, wearing diapers, & rubber panties. I was now dressed in a little girls baby doll type sleep set, holding my dolly Sarah. I was also wearing a baby bonnet, and sucking on a baby’s pacifier. How in the world did this all happen? Yesterday I started out going to school as an 8 year-old boy. Today I’m dressed as a 2 year-old baby girl lying in a crib? Plus, because of the pill mom had given me. I was feeling so tired I didn’t really care how I looked, what I was wearing, or that I was sleeping in a crib. It was getting hard to keep my eyes open now. So I hugged Sarah for comfort like any little girl would her dolly, closed my eyes, and started to drift off to sleep. I guess that little pill mom gave me really works. It really did the trick. I felt so comfortable, relaxed and peaceful. Next thing I know I was out like a light & sleeping like a “BABY”.

The next morning as I began to wake up I realize that I really had to go. Then I remembered I was in a crib, and had promised mom not to climb out. The pacifier was still in my mouth, and I could feel the plastic mattress of the crib under me. I looked around and seen the clock on the nightstand. It was only 5:00-am in the morning. Nobody will be up for at lease an hour and a haft. I really had to go bad. I tried to hold it back, but I was starting to lose the fight real fast. I was thinking should I climb out of the crib or make some noise and wait till someone hears me & gets up. After about 5 minutes I had no choice, because I really needed to go now. So I just gave in and started to pee. It kind of felt weird. I must have gone for at leased 2 minutes. I really filled that pamper & rubber panties this time. I could feel it going all around me down there. It’s a good thing mom put that extra padding in the pamper to help soak it all up. When I finished going I tried to find a comfortable spot, but I felt the wetness no matter where or what I did. I must have dosed off again for a little, because when I looked again in was 6:30 already. Now I could hear people moving around. Only no one was coming in the room to check on me yet. So I decided I was going to make some noise or something. That’s when I realized Gees I have to pee again; I figured I was already wet, so what the heck I just let it go.

A little while later Mom came in the room. I think it was near 7:00-am now. She goes so how is my little baby princess doing today? Did mommy’s little one sleep real well? Then as she came closer to the crib, and lowered the rail. She asked did our little one stay dry last night? She looked at my face and she knew that I had wet again. Well I guess NOT? It’s a good thing we our little princess back in diapers again I guess. You can just stay there in your wet diapers till Mrs. Miller comes over. When she gets here I’ll let her change you. Then she can feed you your bottle and some cereal. I was so embarrassed that I wanted to cry. Here I was almost a 9-years-old, dressed as a baby girl sleeping in a crib, but worse then anything I was wearing soaked baby’s diaper.

Mrs. Miller got here about 7:30, and mom let her into the room. She asked how is our little girl doing today Donna? Was she a good girl last night, and stay nice & dry? Mom smiled as aunt Judy looked at my face and knew right away that I was wet. She came over to the crib and let the side rail down so she could get me out Then she started to rub it in just a little that I was wet. So how is our little Jilly doing today? Did she stay dry all night? UH-OH! Did baby go wee-wee during the night? I guess she did? Well that’s OK! We’ll get you fed, and all clean up in a little bit. Then put some nice fresh clean diapers & rubber panties on you. I bet then you will feel much better. She then said ok Jilly lets get up and out of here, as she started to help me out of the crib. Lynn is over at my house waiting for you. So I will just take you right over there like you are and clean you up there. Then I can fix the both of you some breakfasts. She got a blanket and rolled me up in it. She then took a bag filled with some clothes mom had put out for her, and a way we went.

We arrived next door and Lynn met her mom and I at the door, which was real nice of her. Hi Jilly how are you today. Her mom said little Jilly had another accident last night and wet her self and her crib. That’s ok Jilly I have accidents too right mom? But I don’t have to sleep in a crib any more; mommy got me a big girl’s bed. Right mommy? Yes that’s right dear, but Jilly still needs a crib sweetie. She’s not a big girl yet; she still has accidents and wets the bed. As we entered the living room, she took me over to the playpen she had set up there, and put me in it. I think it was Lynn old playpen and she got it out for to use.

Lynn then did something that really surprised me. She asked her mom if she could get in the playpen with me, because she said I looked so sad. I think that’s when I finally figured out how girls think & feel about their friends. Her mom told her that it was so nice of her to worry about her little friend like that. She lifted her into the playpen to be with me. It was nice to know that she wanted to keep me company. I was thinking to myself that it was special to have a real friend who cared how you felt, not like some of the guys who cared less about you. I realized then that girls think different about their friends. Friends to girls are special and they mean a lot. I sat there thinking for a couple of second about what Lynn just did. As it hit me, dang, what guy would do that for me? The answer came back real fast “NO ONE”. I was thinking of how at school if a girl was crying, or got hurt how her friends came over to see if they could make her feel better. If I were crying the guys would call me a sissy, and most likely just walk away saying boy is he a crybaby. I think I like being a girl a lot better and having friends that really do care about you.

Mean while Aunt Judy went out to the kitchen to fix us some breakfast. About 10 minutes later she came out and over to the playpen. I was setting there with Lynn watching a cartoon on TV. She said lets eat girls. She got both of us out of the playpen and we headed for the dinning room. As we entered the dining room, Aunt Judy picked me up and put me in the highchair. I told her that my diaper was soaked, and I might be leaking because my outfit was starting to get wet. She said that’s ok sweetie the chair is coated with plastic. It didn’t even bother me that she had the highchair out for me to use. I figured mom had talked to her last night by phone, and she must have told her to have it all ready for me. So here I sat again in a highchair, with a soaked diaper that squished when I sat down. Next aunt Judy came out with a bowl of cereal for Lynn & a cup of juice. For me she came back with a bowl of oatmeal and a baby bottle full of juice. JUST GREAT! Aunt Judy tied this frilly pink bib that had kittens on it around my neck. Then she sat down and started to spoon-feed me the oatmeal. She did the here comes the train open wide bit and all. She even let Lynn feed me for a while. As we ate aunt Judy told me that after breakfast she will take me up stairs for a bath. Then put some dry clothes on me. After I finished the oatmeal she handed me the bottle of juice to drink. She told me to drink it all down while she clean up in the kitchen.

Ok girls let’s go up stairs so I can clean Jilly up. Then get the baby all dressed. After I’m done I’ll get her big sister dressed next ok Lynn? Lynn just loved hearing that she was going to be the big sister. So she just piped up & said sure mommy. When we got up stairs Aunt Judy took me over to a matted table she had in Lynn’s room. She started to take me out of my baby doll outfit & rubber panties. My diaper was really soaked, but before she removed it she had Lynn run some warm bath water with bubble bath in the tub for me. Then sent her down stairs to watch TV, so she could wash me up without Lynn seeing me.

Before I got in the tub aunt Judy asked if I had to go poops just as if I was a 2-year-old. I told her yes I do. She said no dear. You should answer me like a little girl; you should say yes Jilly got go poop-poop auntie. So I did it the way she told me too, she said now that’s a good girl. She then said you wait here and I’ll be right back to help you. I have to fix something in the bathroom before you can use it. She left for a second or two, when she got back she took my hand and led me over to the toilet. Out of nowhere it seemed she put this thing on toilet seat. It was a potty seat with a little swan’s head on it. It also had a strap to keep who ever sat on it from falling off. I could see mom and Aunt Judy must have been talking a lot last night, and they were going to give me the full baby treatment. The reason I say that is because the potty seat was mine from when I was little. I still remembered it and how it looked. I looked at aunt Judy saying I don’t need that. Oh but I think you do dear. We don’t want you to fall off and get hurt now do we? I’ll just strap you on and you can call me to clean you up when you Finnish dear. She placed me on the potty seat & strapped me in. I did what I had to do boy did I have to go. Anyhow I was done and felt very uncomfortable that I need to call someone to clean me up. Aunt Judy came over and undid the strap and proceeded to clean me up. I really felt so embarrassed. Here I was an 8 -year-old boy being treated like a 2 year old. Getting a bath & being pottied like I small baby.

Ok lets get baby in the tub and make her all clean and sweet smelling. I was not too happy about this whole idea of being treated this way, but it was a little late to start making a big fuss now. Still I did try, I said I could wash myself, and do my own bath. Mrs. Miller said, oh no dear babies need help being washed. She helped me into the tub, which was full of smelly bubble bath. It smelled like lavender. I could tell she definitely loved every minute of my discomfort. She gave me a bath and washed me all over. She even had some of Lynn’s toys in the tub, which she told me to play with. There was a rubber dolly & some other things, right down to a rubber ducky. After she was sure I was clean she took me out. Then dried me off. She was now all set to dress me for the day.

Now that she knew I was all nice and clean, smelling real girlish. She said it was time for a diaper & rubber panties plus my white tights. Once they were on she put a really frilly slip on me. It had this pretty lacey trim hem, which was peach & white lace along the bottom of the hem. I was put in a cute pale peach jumper. Under the jumper I had on a babyish type blouse. It had frilly puff little girl sleeves, with cute little peach bows on each sleeve & a peach bow in the center that peeked out over the jumper. Almost like a little tie. The jumper it’s self was a pretty shade of pale peach, with a cute little white & brown bunny, holding a baby’s ABC-block on the front right in the center. The skirt to the jumper was very short, but it was made to flare out from the high waist top somewhat. I think this was so the frilly slip could peek out from under the jumper skirt so cutely. You could see all the peach & white lace of the slip popping out. Then there were the cute little white rumba panties, which were put on next. They had peach lace across the whole back & front. There was a cute peach bow on the rear of them, which would peek out as I bent over. Even when I walked everything showed, as the skirt part of the jumper bounced with every step. The rumba panties matched the frilly white blouse & the pretty slip. The tights I had on were a white in color so they set off the jumper. Then came the pale peach anklet socks over the white tights with white & peach lace around the top of them. And lastly the white sneakers with peach laces. Aunt Judy combed out my hair to a really cute little girl’s style. Then she put two small bow type berets in peach & white in my hair one over each ear. She said; there we are all done. You look so adorability sweetie everyone is going to want to eat you up. What I cute sweet adorable girl you make. I must tell you no one could ever tell you were a nasty little boy. I was not for this idea of dressing you like a little girl right away, but now that I see you all done up looking prettier then some of Lynn little girl friends. I’m glade that I decided to help your mom put you down a peg or two. You know I think I may even try to talk your mommy into keeping you this way a lot longer. Maybe from now on you will be a cute little 2  ½, almost 3-year-old baby girl just what a boy of 8 really needed to hear.

After she was done we went down stairs. She put me back in the playpen again. Then she told me to stay there while she got Lynn & herself ready. She turned the TV on to “Captain Kangaroo” for me to watch. Telling me that this is one of Lynn’s most favorite programs. She then put my pacifier in my mouth, and attached a peach ribbon to the bear pin on my dress she looked at me saying now you be a good girl, while Lynn & I get ready up stairs

I figured we must have been going somewhere toady. I was dressed up kind of cute for a day out. So we must be going someplace special. Lynn & her mom went up stair to get ready As soon as Lynn and aunt Judy got ready she came back down. I was still watching TV “ WINKY-DINK” was on now, with “Manfred” his faithful dog, and I was really getting into the whole show. Giggles. Lynn came running over to me. Look See Jilly! See we both match. I looked up and we almost did match. She had on a jumper & white blouse like mine; only mine was more babyish. I had a lot more frills & lace then hers. Lynn’s jumper was black with a whit lace blouse and thighs also. She had on white sneaker with white lace anklets. Aunt Judy took me out of the playpen and put that short coat mom had given her for me to wear. The coat had a white satiny out side to it and a white fur collar. It came down to just below my waist. The skirt part of the dress stood right out from under the coat, when it was buttoned. I could tell my rear was in plain site. You could see my diapered bottom right trough the tights I was wearing. The next thing got me good.

You see I was waiting for that furry hat with the pom-poms on it. OH no was I ever so wrong about that. Aunt Judy came out with the frilliest white satin baby bonnet I ever seen. It was covered with light pale peach lace, and peach bow right over the center of the brim. She then placed that on my head and tied the two ribbons hanging from it into a big bow under my chin. She told me I stayed up late last night and made that bonnet especially for you sweetie. Now isn’t that the cutest thing you ever seen. And you look so adorable in it. Lynn even said mommy Jilly looks so cute in that, just like a little baby doll. Ok lets go girls get your dolly Lynn. Where’s yours at JILLIAN? I told her it was in the playpen. I had it with me when we came over earlier today. She told Lynn go get my dolly too. As we walked for the door we had to pass the mirror in the hall. So I looked in it, and got the shock of my life. There looking back from the mirror was this really cute looking little baby girl. No way could that be me, but it was? For there in the mirror was a baby girl of maybe 2 or 2-1/2 years old If I didn’t know who I was looking at, I would have said it was a really cute adorable little baby girl standing there. You could see her plump-diapered bottom sticking out from under her dress. I was in complete shock now. There I was all done up and feeling strange about how I looked, but you know what inside for some reason I felt so happy.

Lynn got her coat on and we were on way out the door. We walked over to Aunt Judy’s car, which was in front of the house. Aunt Judy waved to two of the neighbors who were out in front of their houses talking. They waved back and yelled HI! As we got to the car & Aunt Judy put us both in the back seat and strapped us in. I was shaking because I was sure the ladies out in front could tell who I was. I just knew that they knew I was a boy being punished & dressed as a little girl. Then it hit me why am I so worried? I had just seen my self in the mirror and wasn’t even sure who I was looking at. So I started to relax. Aunt Judy got in started up the car, and backed out of the driveway right in front of the two ladies. As we passed the two ladies, I seen them waved at us little ones in the back seat, which really made me feel good. I still didn’t know where we were going, but we were on our way some place that’s for sure.

To be continued:

THE SENTENCE
Chapter #4
By
Jillain Spears

When we last seen our heroine little Jillian, she was in a car, with her new aunt Judy & little Lynn on their way someplace? Ah yes, where else, but back to the MALL? What? Oh no, not pre-school too? Join us as we find out what other surprises await our poor little girl.

Aunt Judy had gotten us all dressed up and now we were strapped in by our seat belts in the back seat of the car. We were on our way someplace, but I had no clue to just where we were all heading. Just then I relized we arrived at our destination. Oh Wow it’s the mall again. The same one we had gone to yesterday. Aunt Judy parked the car. Then got out and again took the stroller out of the trunk. She came over to let us out of the car and you guessed it. She picked me up to place me back in the stroller, just like she did yesterday. I was all strapped in, with Lynn holding on to the stroller, as aunt Judy pushed it along. We entered the mall once again through the main entrance. Aunt Judy pushed the stroller a short way, and then stopped at that little booth that sat in the middle of the wide entrance walk way. This time she handed two pieces of paper to the lady behind the counter, saying to her. These are for the “LITTLE MISS MALL” contest. The lady behind the counter asked how old are the contestants. Aunt Judy told her one would be 4-years-old tomorrow, and the other little one will be 3 in a couple of months. The lady behind the counter said oh wow that’s perfect. We will have just the right amount of contestants now and the right ages. Well here are the entrees tags for 2 to 3 year-old, and for 4 to 6 year-old. The lady told aunt Judy to be at the stage entrance in center court on Saturday, April 11th at 11-am. I kind of knew who the 2 to 3-year-old contestant was going to be. For sure I knew it was going to be me. OH boy mom and Aunt Judy were just full of little surprises.

The next stop was back at that large drug store we stopped at yesterday. Aunt Judy this time decided to push the stroller down the isles. She stopped at the baby department and she started to fill the hand carried basket she had, with all kinds of baby things. First she put in a large baby’s rattle, a couple of #3 pacifiers, and two or three baby bottles. Then she put three or four toddler size rubber panties in the basket. They were in all kinds of colors. She made sure that she also picked out about 3 other style rubber panties that had frilly lace on the rear of them. Next she took two bags of toddler size Luvs off the shelf. After that we headed up front to the cashier. On the way up she stopped at a display and picked up a 3 pair each of white and pink little girls tights. I knew who would be wearing some of them. She looked at me and said your mom wants to make sure you are dry and look real cute at all times. She surprised as she said oh my there it is. Your mom said to look & see if the still sold these. I guess they do, and wow even in a large size too? She took this item off the shelf, as I looked on. It was some kind of belt thingy. I could tell it was made of pink leather with buckles. OMG! I remember mom saying something about it being thigh. It was one of those baby harnesses that you put on a baby to keep them from running away. I’m thinking oh I hope they don’t plan on using that on me, but I knew better. Why else would mom have Aunt Judy buy one? What was I to do I knew that most likely the next time in the mall I would be lead on a leash wearing that silly thing. We went up front and paid for the items. Then we left the store.

Next stop was a kid’s department store. Well more like a little girl’s specialty shop. Wow it was the same place we stopped at the other day. The name about the shop read “LITTLE GIRL’S FANTASY DREAMWEAR”. As we entered the shop I looked in the store windows. OMG all the dresses in the window were frilly & gorgeous looking little girls party dress. Plus all the little girl mannequins seemed to be holding dolls dressed in the same style party dress it had on. The thing was I didn’t know it, but Lynn’s real Aunt Lori owned this store. That was the lady she talked to the other day. I thought I had heard aunt Judy call her Lilly, but I guess I was wrong about that. The shop had everything from 2-month-old outfits to outfits for a girl 8 or 10 years old. There were a lot of little girl dresses and also lots of really fancy party outfits. The type you would wear to a fancy birthday party or CONTEST? We went over to the 3 to 4 year old section, and aunt Judy started to look at some of the cute dress. I figured she was looking at dresses for Lynn to wear to her party. Well some were and some I found out were for me too.

Aunt Judy took us into the fitting room and tried some outfits on Lynn. Then after she had a couple of real nice outfits. Aunt Judy undid the strap on the stroller and it was my turn to try things on. She made sure that all the outfits I tired on were so frilly, lacey, and as babyish as she could find. They all had so much lace, that I felt they made me look even more babyish. In one or two of them I looked like a baby dolly that some little girl would want to play with, and push around in a baby pram. They all seemed to have a frilly lacey bonnet that went with each outfit. One outfit I had on I looked like I should be on some little girls doll shelf, as a fluffy and frilly baby doll. You guessed it that was one of the outfits she took for me. She made sure that I had the matching baby bonnet & rhumba panties for that outfit. By the time we were done aunt Judy had picked out two really frilly outfits for me. She did say one thing that kind of got to me. Oh I can’t wait to see you up on stage in one of these. Wait a minute here “Me” in that, “Up On What Stage”? You got to be kidding? They really planed on me being in that contest, and dressing me I one of these frilly baby outfits, like some little 2 almost 3-year-old baby girl? I now knew I was in big trouble. Aunt Judy also bought a couple of cute little baby doll nightgowns for me & for Lynn. She even had me try on a little girl’s swimsuit, with tons of lace around the rear end, and a cute little skirt that went around the waist, which just about covered the lacey rear.

After what seemed like forever we went to pay for all the outfits. That’s when I found out who owned the store. As her Aunt Lori came up and asked Mrs. Miller if she had found everything that she & my mom wanted. Aunt Lori then looked at me and said. Well I guess this is our new little girl “Jillian is it”? Aren’t you the cutest little thing I ever seen, and still in diapers I see? Are you all nice and dry sweety? I said yes that I was dry. Did you know that your mommy called me up last night and said you would be here today? With that question I kind of became a little worried. She said that she was going to enter you in THE LITTLE MISS MALL CONTEST. So I told your mom that if you look as good as I hear you do; I would sponsor you and supply you with the cute little frilly outfit for the contest. We want our adorable little girl here to win this contest you know. After seeing you in person. I now plan on calling your mommy up and telling her that I’m going to offer you & your mom a deal. I think I want you to model for me in my new. little girl’s fantasy Dreamwear catalog. Believe it or not sweety you are an adorable precious dreamboat that should be a model in a fancy catalog. No one and I mean no one would ever think that you are really a boy. Plus the good thing is if you should win this contest, which I think you have a really good chance of doing. Your picture will be in the newspaper, and you also win a complete wardrobe supplied from my shop that any little girl would just love to have. Plus you win a $3,000.00 dollar gift certificate. That can be used in any of the stores at this mall that your mom wants. I told your mom that we would make sure you win. That we will make you look so adorable every one will just love you. Oh boy! I knew I was in real big trouble now, and what’s this about a complete wardrobe of outfits? I have no plans on wining this contest at all so there’s nothing to worry about? I HOPE? Aunt Judy’s aunt told the lady at the cash register to put all the items we had on the store account. She said she would for them. Aunt Lori then looked at Lynn and said and that goes for you too sweetie pie. You are going to be the cutest thing even up on that stage on Saturday. Both of you two girls are going to look so adorable next Saturday, just wait & see.

Then aunt Judy’s aunt said ok girls lets all go to lunch, my treat. We all started to head out of the shop with the two ladies carrying tons of bags. Aunty Lori walked us to our car first to get rid of all the packages. Then she picked up Lynn as we walked to the diner that is in the front of the mall parking lot. The place was called the Menlo Park Diner. Aunt Judy took me out of the stroller and packed it out of the way in the front lobby of the diner. Again I was put in a highchair and Lynn sat with her great Aunt Lori. My now soaked diaper & rubber panties were on full display again. Aunt Lori told Lynn & her mom that she would take care of everything and not to worry about the bill for the outfits that she would have ready for us next Saturday. She then looked at me and said something that at first scared me. But after I had time to think about what she said. Well, maybe I would like being a girl model. She said. Sweetie you are the cutest thing I have seen in a while. I sure hope your mommy takes my offer to have you model for me in my catalog. I know we could make you into a fabulous little girl Model.
We all had a great meal. Lynn & I both had the little kids hamburger & fries & aunt Lori & Judy had regular hamburgers & fries. Before we left the diner aunt Judy decided to take Lynn and I to the rest room. She helped Lynn go potty, while aunt Lori came to clean me up over at the baby changing station, and put a new diaper on me. Aunt Lori had gone come along just so she could help Mrs. Miller change me. I could tell she loved every minute of it. She was telling me as she diapered me how cute I was going to look on Saturday. After the bathroom break, and being treated to lunch by aunt Lori. Aunt Judy gave hugs & kissed to her aunt and said good-bye. I also had to give aunt Lori a little girl’s hug and some kisses as she helped aunt Judy by putting me back in the stroller & strapped me in. plus I had to thank her for all my pretty outfits she let me have. Mrs. Miller told her aunt that she would see her about getting ready for the contest. Aunt Judy took Lynn’s hand and started to push the stroller in the direction of the car. Once at the car she let me out of the stroller and put it back in the trunk. She then opens the car up and had us climb in the back seat. She got in and we head home. I may be wrong about that? Well, as always I was wrong again. GRINS

Next thing I know we are stopping at some really large building. Aunt Judy parked the car and let us out of the back seat. Lynn seemed to know where we were, but I was at a lose? As we entered the building I could hear kids yelling and playing. We went into a big room off to the right. Upon entering the room I knew I was in trouble it was a preschool classroom. Lynn started to take off her coat and Aunt Judy took mine off me. She told the teacher that I was her sister’s little girl and that I was visiting from Texas. She said that I would be with Lynn for the next three weeks or so. She told the lady that her sister would pay the difference in the price so that I can stay with Lynn at the school. The teacher said that it was okay with her, and that she had already received a phone call about me earlier today. So aunt Judy said oh good my sister must of called you great. The lady then looked at me and gave a big smile, and in her best talking to a little one voice. She said aren’t we the cutest thing ever, and what a lovely outfit you have on too. Then she bent down to fix my skirt. Seems it had gotten stuck on my panties, and I didn’t even know it. I guess it happen while I was in the car. That’s when the teacher seen my rubber panties and I guess she also seen I had on a diaper. Aunt Judy told her that I was 3 going on 4 years old in a couple of months, and that I had a problem. That I still had accidents. She told the teacher I was being punished, because I was having so many accidents. She said that just yesterday when she had our hair done Jilly had an accident all over the hairdresser’s chair. The teacher said some times it takes a while for them to learn, but I think that’s a good way to help them lean. A couple of days in wet pampers usually dose the job.

Aunt Judy introduced me to the teacher. This is little Jillian Baker. Jilly this is Miss Long she will be your teacher for a couple of weeks, unless your mom likes this school. If she does then you may end up staying here and leaning with Lynn. Wouldn’t that just be great if you two could be classmates? I knew what aunt Judy was up to so I just played along and made a big fuss about the whole idea. OH Aunt Judy, do you really think I could go to school here with Lynn? That would be so great I hope mommy lets me? Can you tell her that I want to go to school with Lynn? Aunt Judy looked at me kind of in shock, as she said we will see dear, but for now make sure you are a good girl for Miss Long. I’ll be back to get both of you two girls at about 2 o’clock okay. Aunt Judy talked to the teacher on the side a little and then she left.

Miss long was about 25 or so and really cute looking. She called us all the other kids together in a circle. She told them that my name is Jillian Baker and that I will be with them in class for a while. I want you to welcome her here, and tell her your names and how old you are. We will do this one by one. Lets start with Lynn because she knows her. I looked around and seen that there was about 10 girls & 3 boys in the class. So Lynn got up and stood in the center of the circle and she started off. My name is Lynn and I’ll be 4 years old on Saturday. I think it’s nice to have my friend Jilly here. Miss long said next and another girl got up. My name is Cindy and I’m 4 years old, and I like your petty dress Jilly. So it went on. My name is Crissy and I’ll be 4 in about 2 months and I’m glade you came here. This went on for about 10 more minutes. Then it was getting to be my turn. But as the last little girl finished she asked if I was wearing a diaper? Miss Long stepped in and told her that it was not nice for her to ask that. That it may embarrass me. I could see that the little girl was hurt, she was just asking because you could see it and she just wanted to know why. So here I was standing in front of all the other kids. I told them that my name is Jillian, but you can call me Jilly, and I’ll be 4 in a couple of months. I have to wear a diaper & rubber panties, because I was bad, and I had a lot of accidents lately. My mommy is making me wear them because of that. The kids all seemed to understand. Heck later after we were done some of the girls came over and hugged me and said they were sorry I had to wear the diaper. Miss Long told them all that in was nice of them to worry about how I felt.

Miss Long then told everybody to go get a chair and to bring it back and make a circle around her. She told us that she was going to read us a story. We did what we were told and we all waited for her to start. I was trying the best I could to act like the rest of the little girls by watching how and what the others did. After the story she asked us what kind of animals she had named in the story and what did their name start with. She started her questions with Crissy then she went to Lynn, now it was my turn. I gave a good answer and she gave me a gold star to put on my dress, just like the ones she had given Crissy and Lynn.

It finally got to be break time and every one had to line up to go to the toilet. I got in line behind Cindy and Crissy. Well Miss Long came over and took my hand. She told me that she would take care of my needs and that Aunt Judy left some pampers for me if I need a change. Just as she said that I got this scared feeling that she would want to change me and all of a sudden started to pee. Miss Long looked at me and asked are you ok dear. I just said really fast yes, Miss long I’m ok. Sorry honey, but I kind of figured by your look you had an accident. Your Aunt Judy said that you might have an accident if you get nerves. Let me just check to make sure ok sweetie. She then lifted my skirt and put a finger down the back of my diaper. It was dry. That’s when I figured out that girls wet more to the back, boys to the front. So she figured I was dry. Wow that was close.

All the other kids where finishing up in the bathroom and heading for the tables. A couple came over to get me. Miss long was just finishing up by pulling my rumba panties back up, and fixing my skirts. The girls that came over said that they were so sorry that I was being punished and made to wear diapers like a baby. One of the little girls held my hand and said it will be OK you will see. She then leaned over and gave me a hug and a little girl’s type kiss on my cheek. Boy I was so confused now. None of my friend’s back in ST. PETERS would ever care how you felt, or even care if you were hurt. It was your problem not theirs. These kids meant it. they really did care. I just looked around and I knew that I really had some nice new friends here. Even the 3 boys there were sad that I had to wear a diaper.

Every body sat down around a couple of tables. I went over to sit at one of the tables, but Crissy, Cindy, & Lynn pulled me over to where they were. We had some chocolate chip cookies, with a small container of milk to drink. The break was now over. So one of the other girls said let’s play with our dollies. Off we all went to the doll area to grab our dollies. I found Sarah she was there and Lynn’s doll was there too. I guess aunt Judy brought them in and placed them with the other little girl’s dolls. I took my doll, and followed what ever the other girls would do. It was kind of fun playing dolls along with them. We all played like we were the mommies. I really must say kind of enjoyed every minute of play. I was having a really fun & good time with the other little girls. They were all really friendly and nice to me. All of a sudden it was time to go home. Aunt Judy had arrived to pick us up. Miss Long helped me on with my coat and said I hope I will see you on Monday Jillian. Now you two girls have a nice weekend. We turned and waved bye to everyone and we left.

Aunt Judy let us in the car and buckled us both in. then she got in and we headed home. She did mention that we must have been in a hurry to go to school today. Seeing both you girls left your dollies on the back seat. She told us even though we forgot them she made sure we had our dollies at school. When we arrived home we all went into Aunt Judy’s house. She told Lynn & I to take off our coats and hang them up by the door. Then you can both go play in the playroom with your dolls. I’ll bring in some juice and cookies for you. I ran up to Aunt Judy and whispered that I had gone pee and that my diaper was really wet. I guess you could say I told her a little white lie. I said it happen on the way home in the car, because I was trying to hold it till we got home. I said that because she had hit some really bad bumps and I lost control. She just looked at me and said well that’s why you’re wearing a diaper Jillian, just in case you have an accident. I then said something that caught aunt Judy by surprise. I said in a very babyish way, but Aunt Judy, Little Jilly has to make poop poops. She just looked at me at first. Then she said oh sweetie then that’s different. What a real big girl you are for telling me you need to use the potty. Lets get our little Jilly up stairs, and on the potty ok. You know it’s ok if babies use their diapers to do pee-pee dear, but if you know you need to do poops. Then it’s so good that you want to be a big girl and not have poops in your panties. She then took me up stairs and put me on the potty chair, which was still on the toilet. After I was finished even though I was uncomfortable about it. I called for her, and she came in to help clean me up. She then put a new diaper & new pink rubber panties on me. The cute frilly rhumba panties followed this. After she was done she sent me back down stairs to play. So off I went to play dolls with Lynn in the playroom.

About an hour or so Holli finally got home from school. She walked in the play-room and asked how our day was. Lynn filled her in on everything from the drug store in the mall, the little girl’s fancy dress shop and aunt Lori. Plus she told her how the two of us were going to be on stage in a contest. Then she told her about all the things we bought to look pretty from aunt Lori’s shop. She went on to tell her all about pre-school classes, and that she hoped Jillian’s mommy might like the school. Then Jilly can come to school with her. She told her how the other kids liked me and how they felt real sorry that I had to wear diapers & rubber panties Holli took all this in then looked at me and I think she was really trying to rub it in about pre-school, because she came over and asked me a question. Do you really like Lynn’s pre-school Jilly? I can talk to your mommy and let her know how much you really want to go to school with Lynn from now on. I knew what she was up to. So I thought I would have a little fun to, as I through her a curve ball. I looked right at her, with this big smile on my face saying in a real cheery voice. OH wow! Could you please do that? Wow Holli! That would be so great if you could. Right Lynn? Lynn hearing me say I wanted to go to her school, jumped right in and said. Oh yes please tell her please Holli. That took the wind out of Holli’s sail, and completely through her off balance for a couple of seconds. She had no idea what to say or do next about what I just said. Giggles & grins.

After that the rest of the afternoon went by about the same as the day before. Mom came over to pick us up about 4:45. We all headed home so she could make dinner. After dinner we all watched some TV. I was told it was ok for me to set on the couch instead of in the playpen. I still had to drink from a baby bottle, but I was getting use to that too. I had to go pee a couple of more times before bedtime, but I knew I was going to be able to use the toilet. So by the time mom changed me for bed that diaper was soaked. I was put to bed about the same time as yesterday. Mom asked me if I wanted another pill like last night. I told her that the pill really did help me relax last night. So she gave me another pill to take, and a cup of water to wash it down. Mom helped me into the crib again, and handed me Sarah. She also put my pacifier in my mouth. She lifted the railing in place and turned off the light, while switching on the nightlight. After about a half hour I started to feel sleepy like I did yesterday, I was staring to dose off. You know in a way it’s not that bad being treated as a little girl. I’m meeting such people, and I don’t need to put up this big tough guy front to try and prove something. Everyone seems to really like me. I think I’m beginning to like being a little girl. Girls seem to be a lot nicer to each other. Ooohhhh-hummm I’m tired good night.

It was Saturday morning, and all was fine. I had a great nights sleep, plus I was dry. Mom was about to let me out of the crib. She asked well, is baby dry today. I said yes, but I really do have to go. Mom told me ok lets get you over to the bathroom, on the toilet, and then dressed. After I finished what I needed to do, both things. Grins. Mom had me brush my teeth and wash up. Then she took me back to what was now becoming my new room. She put me in some new pampers with a soaker pad and rubber panties. Then put a pair of frilly lace rhumba panties on me. Followed by a white frilly blouse that buttoned up the back, with a little peter pan collar, and little girl puff short sleeves. She finished doing the buttons up the back, and followed with a pink skirt type outfit. The skirt had a bib front, with straps that went over my shoulders, and criss crossed in the back. On the front bib part was a picture of Mine Mouse holding two balloons. I remembered outfit? This was the outfit Holli wanted at Disney land two years ago. Next came some pink anklets, with white lace along the top of each anklet, and pair of white sneakers. Only to the sneaker mom had added pink laces with two little bells attached to the laces on each shoe. So as I walked you could hear the bells ringing. Mom then did my hair into two cute pigtails one on each side, and tied some pink bows around each pigtail. There was also a little bell attached to each bow. Now if moved or shook my head you could hear the little bells ringing. She said ok I think Jilly is all set. I said why do I need those dang little bells on my shoes & in my hair? Mom said so I can keep track of you. The bells make it easy for mommy to know just where her little girl is at all times. She giggled a little, and then handed me Sarah, as we both set off for the staircase.

We headed down stairs, and I could hear Holli was down there already watching what was on TV. Oh-my-gosh it’s “ANDY’S GANG” Great! We both loved that program, it has this neat black cat named, “MIDNIGHT” who kept saying Nice, Nice, while it watched a mouse dance. And there was “FROGY”. Andy would go, Punk your magic twanger Frogy, and then there was this big puff of smoke, and Frogy would appear saying “Hi Yea kids, Hi Yea, Hi Yea, Hi Ya. Holli & I would giggle and say Hi yea-Frogy right back. Holli heard me walk in with my bells just ringing away as I entered the doorway. She turned and said OH Jilly you look so cute in that outfit, and oh isn’t that so cute you have little bells on all over. Why don’t you come over here and set with me, bring Sarah with you too. She went on that she had Megan with her, which was her dolly. We can all watch Andy’s Gang together ok “SIS”. I said okay, but the sis part got me. She was never this friendly before. It was always get out of here, or leave me alone, don’t touch me. Now she was asking me to come set with her?

Mom said you girls be good, while I make us some breakfast, and Holli I want you to take care of your baby sister for mommy ok? My sister said ok mommy I will. I just sat there a while watching TV. Then all of a sudden Holli turned toward me and asked me something really strange. She said, Jilly? I said yes. You really love your dolly don’t you? I was speechless for a second, how did she know? Holli went on to say. I been watching you, you’re always hugging her, and you take really good care of her, like I do Megan. So looking right at her with a tear in my eye I said YES. With some tears in my eyes I went on to say Please don’t laugh at me, but I really do love having a doll. Boys don’t have dolls and I not sure just why I love her so much, but I really do, I found that when I’m scared I feel so much better knowing I have Sarah to hug and hold on to. Please Holli don’t tell anyone please. She moved closer and put her arm around my shoulder and while hugging me said something I will always remember. She said you know Jilly I love having a new sister, even if she is my big brother, and I promise that I wouldn’t tell anyone that you love your doll. We hugged each other real tight just as mom walked in the room. Mom was a little taken back at this sign of sisterly affection between us. She just stood there watching all that was going on. Then she said well I guess my two girls are becoming real sisters after all. Come on you sweet things lets eat breakfast. Oh and Jilly you can set in a real chair today sweetie. I say wow great mom thanks. As we ate breakfast mom told Holli & I what was planned for the day.

Ok girls, today is little Lynn’s birthday party. Her daddy is out of town over the road with his truck. So Mrs. Miller needs some help. We are going over there a little early today to help her out. That means I need to you both to help me, by being on your best behavior. Now Jilly, you are going to this party all done up really pretty and you will act just like the rest of the little girls there. I heard that you met most of Lynn’s little girl friends already, and that you get a long great with them. So I expect you to be on your best behavior young lady. Holli will help by watching over the entire group of little girls toady. But first we are going to the market to get things for Mrs. Miller. So lets get ready, dishes in the sink, then hats & coats. I go but mom I don’t like shopping can’t I stay home. Now that’s a dumb question Jilly, you’re a 3-year-old little girl, who needs to be watched at al times remember. I can’t leave a baby like you home alone. So mom got our coats & hats, Holli got our dolls, and off we went. When we got to the market mom took one of the large a carts. Next thing I know she is putting me in the carts little kids seat. She then places the pacifier hanging on my outfit in my mouth telling me ssssshhh babies are quite. Then she handed me Sarah to hold. We entered the store with mom pushing the cart & me setting in it like a little girl holding her doll.

We were in the store for a good while, and mom was busy shopping. I on the other hand was bored out of my mind just looking up & down the isles. Then as the pacifier drops from my mouth, and is caught by the ribbon pined to my dress. I go in a real panicked whisper. Mom! Mom! Oh -my it can’t be her? That’s Sarah MOM! She’s one of the girls from my class. Please I can’t let her see me like this. Mom said, Ok don’t panic stay calm, we will move to another isle. The thing was I think it was already to late. As we were leaving the isle I kept a close watch on Sarah out of the corner of my eye. She looked right down the isle at me then at my sister. She then made a pointing gesture to my sister, like who’s the little baby in the shopping cart. She knew Holli didn’t have a baby sister. Then I seen her eyes go wide and she started to look kind of puzzled then she started to giggle. I just had this bad feeling she knew my secret. My life was now over as I knew it. I started to get so up set, as tears started running from my eyes. Mom noticed the tears right away as we entered another isli near to the one we were just in. She goes what’s wrong. I told mom look down there its Sarah & her mom again, and I think she knows. Oh mom please do something she’s one of the cutest girls in my class, and I’m pretty sure she seen me. Really mom I watched her point at me then started to giggle. I know she knows for sure now. Please this can’t be happening? It will be all over school by Monday. Honest Mom it’s bad enough that I’m picked on by the guys for being so small, but now the guys will really start to make fun of me. Plus I know all the girls will tease me too no end too. My life is over for sure I will be the laughing stock of the whole school now. I was crying so hard by this time. Mom goes okay, okay lets stop the crying, and try to calm down & relax. I ‘ll tell you what I’m going to do. You stay here with Holli, and I will go and have a little talk with Sarah’s mom on the side. I’m sure we can all work this out. I’m pretty sure Sarah is not the type of girl who would want to hurt you, and have everyone make fun of you. Besides her mom has told me that Sarah really likes you at lot. So let me talk to her mom. The last part about Sarah liking me a lot kind of caught me way off guard. Mom then said, Holli watch your baby sister while I go and try to straighten this all out.

Mom started down the isle to talk with Mrs. Spears. I could see them at the other end of the isle. Mom was talking to her off to one side, while Sarah was trying hard to hear what they were saying I know she was trying to figure out what was going on as she kept looking over at us. I tried to pretend I didn’t see her looking, but I just knew she seen right through my disguise. Mom stopped talking. Then I saw mom, Sarah, & her mom start to head our way. I was now in a complete state of panic, plus such a nerves reck that I almost peed in my panties. Sarah Spears is one of the cutest girls in my class, and I have such a major crush on her. She stands about a foot taller then I. When I stand next to her you would think that I was a 3 year old for sure, Which is why I am really scared to even talk to her. I was always afraid she would just put me down for my size. Why of all people did Sarah have to be the one to see me this way? They finally all got to where Holli & I were waiting. Mrs. Spears said HI first to Holli then she looked right at me. She took a hard look, and with this big smile on her face, started saying, oh my, you are simply adorable. It’s Jillian right? Then Sarah looked at me, and piped up saying “JACK” is that really you. I had tears rolling down my face already, and was about to break down completely. Sarah’s mom must have noticed this and said, Sarah be nice to Jillian. This is very hard on her being punished like this, and you know that. That’s when Sarah said yes mom. Then Sarah said. I’m sorry Jack I mean Jillian. Don’t worry I promise I not going to tell a soul about how you’re dressed honest I won’t. Your mom told us how up set you were that I seen you. I really do like you, and be side I would never hurt anyone like that. But Jack, I mean Jillian I must say you do look oh so sweet and adorable dressed up as a little girl. That’s why I wasn’t even sure who you were when I first seen you. I really had no idea who the heck was setting in the cart.

Mom started to explain real quickly to Mrs. Spears just how I ended up this way. How I said that girls never get in trouble coz they are always playing house & dress up That if I was a girl I guess I wouldn’t get in that much trouble either. So mom told her that she figured I needed to see just how the other side lived. That maybe I won’t get into so much trouble after this. Sarah giggled and said see what I big mouth can get you into Jilly? I just hung my head saying yep I sure do now. Then it happens. Sarah then looked and seen I had on a pair of cute rhumba panties on, but that under them I also had on a diaper & rubber panties, which were peeking through the bottom of my pink rhumba panties. She then looked right at me, asking me. Jilly are you wearing a diaper and rubber panties too? I started to cry again. Sarah seen how up set I was as she said that’s ok Jilly I’m sorry honest. I guess there’s a reason you are wearing them. I didn’t meant to get you all up set honest

I think that’s when Sarah saw me starting to hug my doll real tight, and could tell I was really up set. So she tried to change the subject real fast by asking a different question. Jilly is that your dolly? Great this was not going my way at all. Now I have to explain to this cute girl, why I am holding on to a doll really tight. I said through the tears kind of with a defensive voice YES WHY? So Sarah then said oh because I just think she looks so cute like her mommy. Great I didn’t need to hear that statement either. I mean gees being told my doll looked cute, but also told that her mommy looks cute too. That kind of made me feel really weird. I think Sarah realized this so she tried getting out of that statement with an even worse question, which I knew I didn’t want to answer. She asked me, what’s your cute dolly’s name? I think she may of been kind of rubbing it in a little, because she could tell I was really holding on to the doll really tight like a little girl who was scared would do. After I heard the question I started to stutter, as I didn’t want to say that I named my doll after her. But I didn’t need to worry about that, as Holli jumps right in and says her dollies name is “SARAH-JANE”. Well Sarah just gets this really big eyed opening look on her face with this great big smile, and goes oh wow Jilly. That’s my name? Oh Jilly how cute of you to name your dolly after me. I feel so special that you did that. You must really like me a lot I bet? So I looked at her and shook my head up & down that I did, and yes that’s why I name my doll after her. Plus I gave her this really big smile back. Now for sure Sarah knew I had this really big crush on her. Only she seemed really happy about the idea of me having a crush on her, and that I named my doll after her.

The thing I forgot about were the bells in my hair. It seems the shaking of my head up & down did not help at all. For those dang little bells in my hair started to ring. Sarah got such a kick out of hearing the little bells. Saying to me oh-my-gosh isn’t that so little girlish. You have little bells on the bows in your hair? Oh that is so cute & adorable. I just love it. I gave this look at her and that at mom, because it was her idea about the dang bells. Mom didn’t even notice, as she was still busy talking with Mrs. Spears. Great mom didn’t even hear the bells rings. Oh well nothing I could do now. I then heard mom ask Mrs. Spears if Sarah & her would like to go next door for some coffee & soda. She said this way she can explain the whole story to both of them. Mom said I don’t want you to think ill of me for what I’m trying to do here. I just want to make sure he learns a good lesson. With him not having a father around he it starting to run wild on me. I had to figure some way to get him back under control. So I figured this should knock the wind out of his sails for a while. Mrs. Spears told mom that she thought she was doing a great job, as a single mom, and she understand what mom was trying to do. We all started to head up front to pay for the food in the carts, and then go next door to a small coffee shop, but first we would dropped off the food at the cars. Once out side by the car mom took me out of the cart so I could walk. That’s when Sarah realized that I also had bells on my shoes. I never saw a girl so happy to see someone with bell on his or her shoes. I could tell this was not going to be a good thing.

As we entered the coffee shop with mom and Mrs. Spears headed to the back of the place, and Sarah, Holli & I right behind. Holli & Sarah each had one of my hands, with Sarah holding on to my doll for me. Sarah started to giggle as we walked through to the back of the shop pass all the tables. She leaned in a little saying to me. Wow that is so cute. Everyone can hear you coming, with those cute little bells of yours are just ringing away as you walk. That makes you so adorably cute, because everyone turns and looks to see who is the cute little girl wear those bells. OH boy that’s just great mom & her dang little bells. Sarah was definitely having a fun time at my expense. When we got to the table mom was at it again. She asked the waitress for a highchair. I said Mom! Sarah’s here please no. Mom just said there’s not enough room in the booth. So you need to set in the highchair like a good little girl. The waitress came with the chair and mom placed me in it locking the baby tray in place. Mom then ordered coffee for the ladies and some soda for the three of us. Mine she had put in a baby’s bottle that she handed the waitress. I was really so embarrassed, that Sarah was going to see me drink from a baby’s bottle. That’s just great! How to impress a girl that you have a big crush on? Not like this I’m pretty sure. Well, it got worse! When the bottle came back fill with soda. Sarah grabbed the bottle saying she just had to feed the baby her bottle. Holli was just eating this all up. This is just great. Here I am setting in a restaurant, in a highchair, dress like a little 2-year-old baby girl, in diapers & rubber panties. Now being fed a baby’s bottle full of soda, by the one girl in the world I have such a major crush on. How much worse could this day get? Wait & see.

Mom then started to explain how this all started. The firecrackers on the bus, me being kicked out of school for 3 & 1/2 weeks, then me telling her why girls don’t get in trouble and boys do. So that’s how she came upon this punishment. She told Sarah & her mom I guess you could say Jilly here picked her own punishment. She told how she got me to pick out my own doll from all the cute dollies that were in 2-GUY’S, and what I had said when I showed her the doll after I picked it out. Sarah just love that part of the story, saying oh isn’t that so cute that Jilly was able to pick out foe her self. She picked out the best & cutest dolly in the whole world. Then mom went on to tell about the hair salon, and me getting a perm & my nails done. Then she went on to tell how I had an accident when my ears were pierced with really cute earrings. Well, poof right away Sarah jumps up and pulls my pigtail out of the way to see the cute earrings. She goes oh wow they really do look so cute on you Jilly. I really need to hear that. Then mom goes on about how I had teased little Lynn when she had an accident two weeks ago. Mom said that Mrs. Miller felt that seeing I had an accident like little Lynn did. That it was a fitting punishment to put me into diapers & rubber panties like Lynn had to wear. She figured that if I was made to wear diapers & rubber panties for a couple days. Maybe that will teach me about not teasing anyone smaller then me. Mom told all this to Mrs. Spears, with Sarah listening as closely as she could. Mom then went on to tell all about how I was now entered in the “Little Miss Mall” contest and that Mrs. Miller aunt is sponsoring my outfit & me. Plus she seen how cute I looked all dressed up and now wants to use me as a model in her new catalog. Well Sarah was all a glee about this news. Mom finished up with telling them how this afternoon Holli & I will be going to Lynn’s birthday party, with me dressed in one the cutest & frilliest looking party dress she can find. She told then that I would be playing all the games, with the other little girls there. I was now domed, as Sarah had me where she wanted me I could tell, and I knew in my heart that she wasn’t going to let this whole thing drop. That was for sure

That’s when Holli jumps in and really makes my day complete. She drops this bomb right on target for sure, as she asked mom if she thinks Mrs. Miller would mind if Sarah came to help her take care of the large group of little girls. Mom said, well first I think you should ask Sarah if she wants to, and then ask her mom if it would be ok. Sarah jumped right in and said she would love to take care of the all of little girl with Holli, especially my favorite one little girl “Jilly”. Mrs. Spears said if it’s ok with Mrs. Miller. Then I can’t see why not. I bet little Jilly would just love having Sarah take care of her all afternoon? Mom & Mrs. Spears giggled a little over that statement. Mom said I think having Sarah to help is a great idea and I’m sure Mrs. Miller will love to have her. Then its all set Mrs. Spears said, Sarah will be at your house about 2, in her prettiest party dress. And I bet Jillian can’t wait to be all dressed up in her frilly little party dress either.

Sarah asked mom if all the little girls were bringing their dollies to the party. Holli told her oh yes, it going to be like a little girls tea party with all the dolls there. Sarah seemed very happy about this idea. We then said our good-byes as we started to walk out side, with my bells ringing away as a walked pass everyone in the place again. All I kept getting were big smile from all the ladies and a lot of oh isn’t she the cutest thing ever from everyone in the coffee shop. I was getting ready to head for mom’s car & leave, when all of a sudden Sarah leaned down and gave me a this big hug & kiss. Saying, see you later you cute little pixie. I was now in haven, Sarah just hugged & kissed me oh heart be still. While she was hugging me she whispered in my ear. I just love that you are dressed up so cute this way. She was still whispering in my ear saying. You are absolutely adorable, and I can’t wait to see you in that frilly party dress later today. Wow that was weird, but it made my day, and made me feel really good inside. We then all headed home to get ready. I guess you could say that my day was going to get very interesting for sure. I know I was in for some kind of day, because now not only will Holli be there, but now Sarah the one girl I have a major crush on will be there, and she likes me back I can tell. Even dressed as a little girl she likes me? Both of them will be taking care of me. I know I’m in for a fun & interesting afternoon if I know Holli & Sarah?

To be continued:

THE SENTENCE
CHAPTER 5
BY
Jillian Spears

Well as days go our little Jilly is having what you might call a very interesting one. Seems her major crush now knows of her plight, and as faith would have it. She ends up being the one who is going to take care of Jilly all day at the up coming birthday party. I wonder just how that is going to turn out? So many surprises

We arrived home from shopping, and helped mom unloaded the car. After that mom sent us into the house while she went next door to see just what time aunt Judy needed her. Plus she also wanted to tell her about Sarah coming over to help. Holli and I went in side and turned on the TV to our favorite Saturday shows. Sky King, followed by Roy Rodgers, and then my favorite The Lone Ranger, “Hi-Ho-Silver-Away”. About then mom came on back and told me to get on up stairs. She needs to get me washed up, and my hair set for this afternoon. I go my hair set? You’re going to do my hair? She goes sweety you will see girls take a lot longer to look pretty. So move it Miss Tish. The hairdresser had given me a longer pageboy cut on a slight angle or slant, with lots of curls, which mom just loves on me. I have seen a lot of high school guys starting to wear their hair like I have mine cut. so I wasn’t to up set about the look. It was the curls that mom liked which up set me. I got up stairs complaining that I was missing my shows. She told me oh gee that’s just too bad. We need to make you look gorgeous today missy. See girls don’t set around and play with their dolls all the time. They have to work hard at looking cute & pretty too. Mom poured some lavender smelly stuff into the tub and ran the water .wow the tub was one big thing full of bubbles. While the tub fill she had me set on a stool in front of her as she put theses large tight rollers in my hair. She then sprayed the rollers with some smelly stuff that stinks. After that she placed a pink plastic shower cap on my head to cover all the rollers. Ok Jilly lets get you undressed and in the tub. So off came all my clothes right down to my birthday suit. Then into the tub I went to soak for a while. She left the bathroom for about a minute and came back with two of Holli’s rubber dolls. She handed them to me saying play nice till I come & get you out. So there I sat in a tub of bubbles playing with the two dollies. I must say I did have some fun with the bubbles making breads, bubble hair and funny faces on the dolls. Then placing the bubbles on my head on top of the plastic cap just like the dolls. “Smiles ”. Mom came back about 45 minutes later. She washed me all over making sure I was clean behind the ears, and all that good stuff. By now I had started to look like a prune. I think she was really having fun, because she had a big smile, and was humming a lullaby while washing me. Ok sweet thing she said stand up. She then took the hose she uses to wash our hair with, and sprayed me off. Ok out of the tub she goes. As soon as I was out of the tub she throws a big fluffy pink towel around me, and dries me off.

Lets get you dressed. Now quick as a bunny run over to your room I’m right behind you. So all wrapped up in a towel I dash over to, what is now my room. Mom follows a couple minutes behind. I was picked up and placed on the crib mattress, while she was doing this she was saying. This will have to do as a changing table. She had me lay on my back and then poured a ton of lavender powder all over me. Mom did me in powder from head to toe and rubbed it all in. She then had me roll over as she did the same on my backside from head to toe. There now you smell so cute & cuddly. Roll back over on your back she said. Again more powder this time around my middle. Then mom took out a Luvs pamper. Like she did before mom placed one of the real baby diapers folded again in thirds inside the Luvs pamper. She said this would help just in case. See if I have an accident at the party it should help soak it all up. She then put the pamper, with soaker inside on me. Mom followed this with a pair of plain pastel lavender rubber panties. Ok lets go over to mommies room I have a real big surprise for my little one there

Mom helped me out of the crib and we headed over to her room. I kind of stopped & froze in the doorway. For on her bed was a complete outfit, but what an outfit it was. There was more lace & bows and what ever on this dress. Plus all of the other things she had on the bed were just as beautiful & lacey. I had never seen so much lace on an outfit like I did this one. Mom seen me looking with my mouth wide open, and she started to smile. She said I bet you will look like a puffy cloud of lavender when I’m done dressing you. I just stood there still trying to take it all in. Mom then told me she had gone back to “Little Girls Fantasy Dreamwear” and seen this outfit. So Miss Lori, (that’s Aunt Judy’s aunt) gave me a great price on it. Isn’t it just absolutely the most precious dress you ever saw? Well as mom almost dragged me over to the bed saying oh come on now it won’t bit you. Feel the satin sweetie your love how it feels. So I touched the dress. Oh-my-gosh! It gave me chills to feel the satin and how wonderful it felt. I’m thinking wow! I’m going to be wearing this adorably gorgeous outfit. I started to cry, but not sad tears for some reason I was happy I think. I looked at mom as she looked at me crying. What’s wrong sweetie. I told her I don’t know I feel so weird, but also happy inside and I just started to cry. What’s wrong with me mom? Mom goes well maybe your more girl then we both think sweety. That’s what girls do sometimes when the feel happy inside, we cry. I ran to her and she hugged me. I said in a whisper oh mom I love the dress it’s so pretty. It’s simply gorgeous it really is. Thank you mommy. I don’t think mom expected that, because she stared at me for a second or two. Then she started to cry also. Oh sweetie I’m glade you love it. Maybe we do have a little girl hidden inside after all. The thing was I knew why I was excited about wearing that dress. It was something I needed to tell mom about, but just can’t bring my self to do it. It’s a secret I have been hiding from everyone for over 2 years or more; I just can’t bring my self to tell anyone. Not just yet.

After a long hug mom started to get me dressed. First came the pale lavender tights, which she helped me with. Then came a pair of pastel lavender rhumba panties. The panties had more lace then I had ever seen. Plus the lace seem it was larger then I noticed on any of the other panties. Right in the middle of the rear was this large cute lavender bow. Next mom slid this full slip crinoline over my head. The crinoline was in the same pastel lavender color as the panties. It was covered at the hem with tons of white & lavender lace. I noticed it was a little short, like just about 4 inches over my knees. So if I bent over just a little everything showed. Then came the dress. Oh-my-gosh! That dress, it was gorgeous .mom had me hold up my arm as she slid it down over me. I had chills running all the way through my whole body. It was making me feel electrified. Mom did up the buttons in the back, and tied the sash of the dress in a large cute bow behind me. The dress was pale lavender with those cute little girl puffy net selves. Each sleeve hem had elastic in them. The hems of the sleeves were trimmed with white lace, and had a cute little lavender bow on each. Around the collar and down the front of the dress in a “V” shape was the same white lace and right in the center of this “V”. There was another larger lavender bow. Then the skirt part flared out from the waist in 3 tiers, each tier being trimmed in white lace with tiny little lavender bows every so often. At the bottom of the dress the skirt hem came up & down about 3 inches, like it was scalloped. There was a lavender bow at the top of each of the scallops. This gave the dress a princess look. You could see the crinoline peeking out from under each area that the hemline came up to form the scalloping. At those sections you could see the lace from the crinoline peeking on through, which looked so cute. I felt like I was in ecstasy. The dress was short, or maybe it just felt that way, as it stopped even with the crinoline. If I should bent over just a little you had no problem seeing my cute rhumba panties. After mom tied the sash from the dress in a large bow in back. It seemed to pull in on the dress & crinoline making everything puff out more. Next mommy had me set on a stool so she could put on my anklets, which were white, with two rows of lavender lace around the top. Then came the shoes. Oh my! The cutest pair of white patent leather Mary Jane’s with large lavender bow on each one. It was just like mom had said. I felt like I was a big puffy lavender cloud of lace & bows.

I stood up and mom took me over to her vanity table, but before we got there she put a towel over the mirror. She then started on my hair taking out all the rollers. Then she started to comb & brush out my hair. She played with my hair for over 15 minutes, till she figured it was just right. She then took from her pocket two lavender colored bows and placed them in my hair, one over each ear. Then to my surprised she started to put some make up on me saying well we really need to look pretty today don’t we. She put just a little powder on me with just a little bit of blush on my cheeks. She said this would give you such a cute little girls look. Mom followed this with a pale shade of pink lipstick. That’s when mom says ok gorgeous lets take you to meet the new you. Mom had me close my eyes as she led me over to her full-length mirror. I was told to stand there with my eyes closed till she said to open them. I heard her walk away and then come back. Next thing I heard was ok sweetie open up. My eyes open as looked in the mirror and seen some one else looking back at me. It was a beautiful looking little girl of maybe 3 years old in the cutest outfit I had ever seen. Only this girl was I. I then heard mom breaking the spell by saying honey here take this. I turned to look at mom, when I saw what she had. OMG! Mom had gotten the same outfit for my doll Sarah. Mom must have dressed her up, because she was dressed exactly like me. Mom said, now stand still so I can take some pictures of this lovely looking little girl & her cute looking dolly.

After she took about 3 pictures, having me pose this way & that. I ran over to her crying just a little and gave her the biggest hug. For some reason that I’m still not sure of I felt so happy inside. I didn’t know why I felt this way, but I did. Mom was starting to cry just a little too, as she held me for a while. Then when all the tears stopped she touched up my make up a little, as she said lets go show Holli. Mom explained to me on the way down stairs that Holli would never let mom dress her up like I was. She said in a whisper thank you sweety for letting mommy have some fun too. I said I don’t know why mom but it feels so right. Mom them said I know dear. We will talk about that later ok. I’m thinking good because I need to tell her something important about me she knows nothing about.

We reached the bottom of the stairs and headed into the living room. Holli was watching the Lone Ranger on TV as we entered. She looked up and then screamed with a girly giggling scream, while running over to me. She grabbed me and gave me a big hug. She was saying you are the prettiest thing I ever saw. All the other girls are going to go gaa-gaa over your outfit. Oh how I love having a little sister. You look so adorable that I wish I could put you on my dolls shelf with all my cute dollies. Oh my Jilly! Look at your dolly Sarah. She’s dressed just like her mommy in the same outfit. Oh you two look so sweet. Now how’s that for a great thing to say to your big “BROTHER” right. Only for some reason it made me feel even better inside. Mom told Holli it was her turn to take a bath & get ready. Holli goes but mom I wanted to stay in jeans and stuff. Oh no you don’t young lady. If your sister Jilly has to dress up pretty for this party so do you young lady. Plus I remember Mrs. Spears saying that Sarah was going to wear her prettiest outfit. So lets go. Get up stairs and into the tub now. We need to make you look as pretty as Jilly.

I had to laugh, because I remembered what mom had told me on the way down stairs, about Holli not liking to dress up. Mom told me to be good and watch TV while she took care of getting Holli & herself ready. I asked mom if I could get something to drink. So she went to the kitchen and came back with my princess sip cup full of soda. She said here you are dear. This way you wouldn’t spill anything on that lovely dress. I said thank you and went back to the TV program. Mom went up stairs to get Holli ready.

It must have been about an hour or so later, when I heard Holli & mom both coming down the stairs. I looked over at the doorway to the living room. Wow there stood Holli. She was a picture of girly lace her self. She had on a dress that almost looked like mine. Only hers was longer down to her knee and didn’t have the scallops on it like mine did, or anywhere near a puffy crinoline as I had. Her dress was styled just like mine was in a really nice shade of pastel Yellow. With white lace and bows just like I had in lavender. Mom said you two girls match except Holli is wearing a longer dress, with matching panties. But hers are trimmed more like big girl panties, around the leg opening in lace. Holli’s hair was done up really pretty with two yellow bows one over each ear, and her shoes were just plain white Mary Jane’s. You could tell we were sisters for sure. I ran over to her gave a big hug and said wow sis you look fabulous. Mom had changed putting on a really nice dress and doing her hair & make up. She looked at us asking are my two girls ready to go party? We both jumped up and said YES! Just then the doorbell rang.

Mom went and answered the door. It was Mrs. Spears, with Sarah. She asked them in. I looked at Sarah my mouth was wide open. She was beautiful! No more like gorgeous. I had never seen Sarah all dress up for a party before. Her outfit was so cute and her hair. Oh my I knew I was in love. I knew then that I would do anything for this girl, just so she would like me as much as I liked her. All of a sudden all I heard was this girlish shriek that a little girl makes, when she is thrilled about something. It was Sarah and she had just seen me in my outfit. She was already running over towards Holli & I. Now I heard Holli give out the same girlish shriek. They both were right there now, giggling and playing with my outfit. Holli saying to Sarah don’t you just think she looks divine. Sarah said OMG Jillian you are absolutely the most gorgeous, and adorable looking little girl I ever seen. I just love you to bits and want to keep you for my very own. She went on and on. Oh my look at your Dolly she looks just like you. Oh My Gosh you two should be in a store window on display. I heard that and my heart started to pound. She really likes me I’m thinking. My mind was now spinning, and my heart was beating so fast. I think I’m truly in love with this girl.

Then I heard someone else talking who broke my cloud nine spell that I was under. it was Mrs. Spears. Seems Mrs. Spears hearing all the girlish screaming came over to see what it was all about. She just stood there and covered her mouth. Oh Donna, she is a living doll. I would never, ever think that she was a boy dressed up. She should have never been born a girl. She is so precious and absolutely gorgeous in that outfit. I could just pick her up and hug her to death, which she did as she was saying that. Well, all that did was fuel up Sarah & Holli they started with more girly type giggles & screeches. Mrs. Spears then asked mom, where ever did you ever find such an adorable outfit? I have to get something like this for Sarah. So mom told her about “Little Girls Fantasy Dreamwear” again. Saying that’s the place I told you about at the coffee shop. That’s the one that Judy’s aunt owns. Then mom told her where it was located in the mall. Mrs. Spears was thrilled, but I could tell Sarah didn’t seem too happy. She goes MOM! I’m too big to wear anything like that. Mrs. Spears said maybe sweetie, but we will talk about that later. Mrs. Spears whispered to mom, I think I will do a little shopping while Sarah is at the party and gave mom a wink. I know Sarah didn’t see or hear any of that. She was way to involve with my outfit & me. Mrs. Spears then told Sarah to be good and listen to my mom, as she said bye and left. I’m pretty sure she was going shopping, giggles. Mom then said ok girls lets clam down its time to go help Mrs. Miller get ready. Jillian don’t forget your pretty dolly. Lets go girls, and off we went headed next door to party.

It’s Party Time!

We arrived next door and Mrs. Miller answered the door. Mom was first in and then Holli. I was next to enter, followed by Sarah. Suddenly Mrs. Miller goes OMG! Is that Jillian? No it can’t be? Oh my Jillain? I just gave aunt Judy a big smile as she picked me up while saying to mom. Donna she is absolutely beautiful! Oh I can’t wait till everyone sees her in the contest next Saturday. Mom had this big smile on her face saying yes I think she will take first prize for sure. She was talking to Mrs. Miller like I was really a girl, and didn’t care. Aunt Judy gave me a big hug then put me back down. Mom told me to go find Lynn and play while the rest of us girls get set up for the party. Aunt Judy told me that Lynn was in the playroom. I started for the playroom, that’s when I heard mom whisper to Sarah. Oh Sarah, can you do me a big favor today dear. Will you look after Jilly today for me. I stopped wanting to hear more. So as I turned into the playroom I stepped just out of sight behind the door to listen.

That’s when I heard mom saying to Sarah. I know Jack really has a big crush on you, and he likes you a lot. So I bet being dressed as Jillian she will do what ever you tell her, and won’t mind you watching over her. Sarah told mom, I like Jack Opps, I mean Jillian a real lot too Mrs. Baker. So sure I would love to watch over the little pixie giggling as she said it. Then she added something I didn’t like, which made me wonder if I should worry just a little. She asked mom if its ok if she got just a little even with me? Mom asked her what do you mean dear. Well you know how boys are sometimes. They tease us girls a lot with lifting our dresses and making fun of us. I know that sometimes they do it, because they really do like us, and don’t know how to say it. It’s just that I think Jillian should learn just how it feels to be exposed, and teased like that. He did kind of pick on me at lot at school, and I just want to get a little even. Mom goes I think you might be right about needing to see how it feels to be on the receiving end. So I can live with a little payback dear. Just don’t be too hard on her, you know how little ones are. It seems our Jilly starts crying easily now days. They both had a little a laugh and giggled at that statement. I won’t Mrs. Baker. I was just thinking that maybe a little extra baby treatment and skirt lifting to check if baby is wet. If you don’t mind I may even have her learn how to curtsy, and how to say yes “MISS SARAH” when she talks to me, if that’s ok too. Mom goes oh I can see she is going to be in good hands today. Ok Sarah dear I can go along with that so you do what you want, and if I think it’s over the top I will tell you ok. Sarah goes great Mrs. Baker thank you. Mom oh Sarah wait a minute here you might need some of these things, as she gave Sarah a bag with some stuff in it. I bought these things along just in case we may need them today.

I wanted to see just what it was that mom was giving Sarah. As I was about to peek around the corner to see what mom gave her. That’s when Lynn, who was watching a TV show finally seen me. She yelled oh Jilly you look so cute and look at your dolly! She all dressed up just like you wow! Let me get my dolly too. So I headed over to where Lynn was standing. She had gone over to her tea party table to get her doll. So I came over and sat down on one of the chairs that were at the table. As I sat down my dress popped up and I was in gulped in a pouf of crinoline, & dress. Lynn giggled & so did I. S came over to help me push everything down under the table edge so I could see her better. We told each other how great we both looked. I the decided to stand up and hugged Lynn, and wished her a big Happy Birthday. Oh thank you Jilly I love you. You are such a nice friend. I’m glad mommy said you could come to my party. Just about this time in walks, Sarah & Holli. They both wish Lynn a big Happy Birthday, and Holli gave her a kiss & hug.

Sarah had this grin on her face, as she started right in with her getting even plan I guess. She said is everyone ok no body had any accidents yet right. No body meaning me I guess. No one has to go potty. Lynn & I both looked at her saying NO we are fine. Well let me check if you are dry Jilly, we don’t want you in a wet diaper all day do we. Well Lynn started to giggle & Holli just had to put her 2 cents in. Oh yes Sarah we should make sure Jilly is dry before anyone else gets here. Then Holli looked at Lynn saying we all know how babies are? She then gave Lynn a little wink. Lynn must of figure they wanted to play “baby”. So she went right a long with Holli & Sarah. Saying oh yes babies need to be checked a lot to make sure they stay dry. Next thing I know Sarah is lifting my dress & crinoline up. Then she pulled down my rumba panties just a little. I could feel her put her finger in the back of the diaper & rubber panties to check if I was dry. She looked at me saying “ALL DRY” what a good girl Jilly is, as she straightens out my outfit. That’s when she told me my mom said she was to be my “Baby-Setter”, for the rest of the day, and that she was in charge of every thing I do.

Sarah then said ok my little pixie there are some new rules so listen carefully. If you need to go potty you will come to me and say so. You will ask my permission to do anything before you do it. So that I know Baby is safe, and not getting into trouble. We don’t want you getting in to trouble like you see some of those nasty big boys do. Now Jilly, I want to hear how you will ask me to go potty. Yeah right I had no intentions of asking her to go potty. If I had to go I would find mom for sure. All of a sudden Sarah said real load Let’s hear you ask me to go potty now. So I said, Sarah can I go potty? Then as an after thought, I said please. Sarah goes that’s not how I want it said little girl. To start with from now on you will call me “MISS SARAH”. I want you to come up to me and say. “Miss Sarah, little Jilly needs go potty pooh please”, and I want you to curtsy as you say my name. Well Holli & Lynn both had the giggles. Sarah then said ok sweetie lets hear you try it again and with a nice curtsy. Please Sarah don’t make me do this. She said what did I just tell you? That’s Miss Sarah from now on and also Miss Holli. Your mom wants you to learn how to be a nice polite proper little young lady, and I told her I would try to teach you. So that said I want you to ask me nicely to use the potty. That’s unless you want to go over my knee for a good old fashion spanking? I knew she could easily grab & spank me, because she had at lease 15 or more lbs on me, and was much taller & stronger then I. So I decide to give in and say it like she wanted me to. Sarah then said ok sweety lets hear it again, and say it like you mean it. So I gave a cute curtsy and said in somewhat of a little girls voice, “Miss Sarah little Jilly needs go potty-pooh please”. Sarah said ok I guess we are going to have to practice that for a little. Do it again sweety! Well, Holli had to get into the act by saying don’t you think she should be holding her cute dolly? Then asking if both of them can go potty? Sarah looked at Holli with a big grin saying that’s a good idea Miss Holli. So for about the next10 minutes I had to ask Sarah to go potty, saying “Miss Sarah, little Jilly & her baby need go potty pooh please”, while giving a cute little curtsy. Well the three girls were giggling and having a great time over my performance. Sarah was really having fun making sure I learned the proper way to curtsy.

Just then we heard the doorbell go off. Thank God! So Lynn went running to the door. Mom was already letting in two of Lynn’s little friends, Crissy & Cindy in. The two girls gave Lynn some gifts and were saying Happy Birthday to her. Mom took the gifts and placed them on a table with the ones we gave Lynn. She told Lynn we would open them up later. Lynn goes ok. Then the girl’s came running over to where we were. Crissy was first to say Jilly oh you look so cute! Where did your mommy find you that dress; it’s so pretty on you. Crissy says, Oh look Cindy, Jilly’s dolly is dressed just like her oh how cute. Cindy goes OH! I wish I had a matching dress for my dolly. So her and I could wear the same things too. Crissy was also excited over the dolls dress. Sarah said ok girls lets settle down and go in the playroom till the others get here. Then we can play some games, like jump rope, London Bridge, and pin the tail on the donkey. Maybe even blind mans bluff. But that’s only if you’re all good. Well Lynn jumped in saying we will be good, Miss Sarah. Well I could tell Sarah thought that this was so cute Lynn calling her Miss Sarah, like she had told me to do. Next thing I heard was Cindy saying “Miss Sarah” can we play ring around the rosey. Sarah’s eyes were just gemming, as she said sure girls lets put our dolls down next to Jillian’s dolly first.

Sarah had all of us stand in a circle, a long side her and Holli. We then started doing ring around a rosey while walking in a circle. Sarah was holding my hand and smiling at me. When it came to we all fall down, Sarah didn’t let go of my hand and made sure I fell so that my panties showed and you could see I was still wearing a diaper. Sarah just giggled and said out loud so all the other girls could hear. Oh Jilly! What cute panties you have on. They match your dress don’t they? Making sure all the girls in the room look at my panties. By then there was about two other girls & one boy that had showed up, and were watching us do the song. Then all heck broke out, as the rest of the kids were starting to arrive. I bet there had to be about 12 to 15 kids now. Sarah & Holli sure had their hands full. They weren’t really worrying about me anymore, which was good. This way I could enjoy the party and not worry what they were thinking about doing to me next. We all played some games, like jump rope, and hopscotch. Lynn had a long plastic hopscotch board. So we didn’t even have to go outside to play.

The only thing was just as all us girls started to play hopscotch; Sarah had to ask if I was dry. She then said tell Miss Sarah if Jilly is dry. So I knew what she wanted, I gave in and said yes Miss Sarah Jilly is a girl good, and she is dry. Well I think Sarah was going burst at the seams over that, she was giggling to her self so hard. She was so happy on how I answered her. Then she said let me check just to make sure sweetie. So right in front of the only 3 boys there, she lifted my skirts and put her finger in again. Then she said yes Jilly you are dry what a good girl. Mean while the boys got a really good look at my panties & my diapered condition. They were laughing and then grinning as they pointed at me. I turned a little red. Sarah leaned in and whispered as she fixed my panties & then my dress. So how does it feel to show off you cute panties in front of some boy’s sweetie? Now you know what its like when you flip up our skirts in the playground or on the bus. I knew while she was fixing my skirts she had lifted it up high so the boys could see more. Thing was what I didn’t know was she made sure my dress got hooked in my rumba panties. So now my whole frilly backside was showing off. There were my cute rumba panties, with the lavender bow on my rear in full view of all the boys, as I walked away from Sarah. I start to walking over to where Lynn & Crissy where standing, when I heard the boys start up again. Only this time they were singing something. I turned to look at them and heard “I see London, I see France, I see Jilly’s under pants. They have bows, and lot of lace, and look at Jilly’s bright red face. Then they started laughing and pointing at me. I turned around and could almost see my dress stuck in the panties my self. So I pulled at the dress, but could get it free.

I knew Sarah did this to me. I started to cry, and ran to hide behind a big chair in the corner. All the other girls started to yell at the boys to stop making fun of me. Telling them that it’s not nice to tease her. Sarah, who now looked a little up set her self, ran over to me. I could tell she was more then just a little up set. She bent down behind the chair, where I had sat down to cry. She then whispered to me, oh Jack please forgive me? I didn’t mean for you to get so up set honest. I did it as a joke sweetie. She went on to say, I only wanted you to see how it feels to have your panties exposed to the boys. All I could say between sobs was, they seen my panties, and then they made fun of me. Then the next thing I said just came out. I don’t even know why I said it, or where the words came from. I do know it brought a big smile & giggle to Sarah’s face. I had said I hate boys they are so mean I just hate then all. Sarah just goes, well little missy join the rest of us girls. As she was giggling about what just came out of my mouth. Then I realized what I had said and I started to giggle myself. Next thing I know we are both laughing & giggling over my last statement. It really was kind of funny when you think about it. Sarah helped me up, while fixing my dress making sure my panties were not exposed any more. Then she gave me a big Kiss on my cheek, while she hugged me tight. I hugged her back and we both said we were sorry. Boy did that feel ever so good to hug her. The rest of the party went pretty good.

Mom & Mrs. Miller took over and had us doing a lot of party games. Like pin the tail on the donkey, a game of bingo, for prizes. As a big surprise Mrs. Miller had hired a professional magician to perform for us. I think his stage name was “MARVIN THE GREAT”. Wow! He was really good. All I wanted to know is where did the milk go when he made it disappear? He really did some great tricks & effects. I think when I grow up I may want to learn how to do magic. After the Magician Mom said it was birthday cake & ice cream time. Sarah now had another little trick planed. She took out my princess bib from the bag mom had given her, and gave it to mom. Making sure all the other kids could hear her as she said. Mrs. Baker don’t you think we my need this for Jilly? Mom looked at Sarah. Then she looked at the bib. Oh yes Jilly dear you better put this on we don’t want anything to get on that gorgeous dress of yours. Well two of the other little girls & Holli jumped in. saying Yes Jilly she’s right that’s such a pretty dress don’t get anything on it. That’s when mom said, thank you Sarah that was such a great idea. Then mom asked the other girls if anyone else thinks they may need some protection? Three other girls said yes and mom got some dishtowels for them to tie around there necks. I was kind of happy about not being the only one with a bib.

After the cake & ice cream Lynn started to open up her gifts. She got some really nice outfits and a pretty doll in a princess gown. She even got a Cinderella princess nightgown in pink with matching panties. You know I have to admit one thing. Girls do seem to have & wear way nicer things then boys do. They have such pretty outfits and colors to pick from. Well, by now everything was slowing down a little, as some kids were leaving. The rest of us went to the playroom. Mrs. Miller put on the TV for us to watch till everyone’s folks came to pick him or her up. After the last girl left Mom & Mrs. Miller went to the kitchen to talk, and have some tea & leftover cake. Sarah, Holli, Lynn, and I were in the playroom. Lynn and I had just got our dolls and were setting down on the floor to watch Howdy Doody.

I guess Sarah decided to have some more fun with me. She reached into the bag that mom had given her, and pulled out a pacifier. Saying here Jilly dear this is for you. This will make you feel better. She went on to say as she attached the ribbon & pin to my dress so if the pacifier fell out it would not hit the floor. I want you to keep it in your mouth till I say you can take it out dear. I looked at her as she put the pacifier in my mouth. She was saying there you go sweetie, what a good girl. Then she sat down next to me. Next thing I know she is like right up alongside me holding my hand like two really close girl friends. Boy did that feel good just setting there holding hands. Sarah then whispered something in my ear so Holli & Lynn couldn’t hear. You know sweet cheeks if I want to I could tell all the girls in our class about you? I was shocked, as the pacifier fell from my mouth I whispered back. But you told mom that you wouldn’t tell any body? Sarah said why don’t we take a little walk out to the back porch so we can talk about this. So Sarah got me up and we told mom that we were going out back to set on the porch for a while. Mom said ok girls don’t get dirty. Once out side and setting down over the porch swing at the far end of the porch we started to talk. First thing Sarah did was put that dang pacifier back in my mouth. I was almost in tears and didn’t sound to convincing, with the pacifier in my mouth. I asked Sarah flat out. You’re not going to tell the other girls are you? You promised my mom you wouldn’t tell anyone. She goes if I understand what baby is trying to say, yes that’s right I did say that. But you better remember girl friend, that if I keep my mouth shout about you. That means you owe me big time. When you get back to school you will be doing a lot of things different sweetie. Like not picking on any of us girls. Matter fact I think whatever I tell you to do. You will most likely want to do it for me. If not well, well let’s just say some how all the girls might find out by accident about your cute little outfits. I knew I was in deep doo-doo now.

As the pacifier fell again from my lips I looked at her my eyes tearing a little saying NO please Sarah lets talk this out. Sarah went on to say you know what’s really funny. I probably would have never figured out who was setting in that shopping cart. You have such a feminine looking baby face anyhow. So when I looked at you I really had no idea it was you. I had figured your mom was baby setting for a friend. Do you know what gave it all away? It was the way you were moving it didn’t seem right. You looked like someone who was really scared about something. You just didn’t move like a little girl would. I couldn’t put my finger on what was wrong, but I knew that there was something about the little girl in the cart that was not quite right. I wasn’t sure what was wrong till your mom came over to talk to us. Then it hit me. Oh-my-gosh that’s got to be Jack in the shopping cart! What the heck is going on I wondered.

Oh yes Jillain dear I know what’s going through your head right now. You figure I bluffing about tell your secret at school. That I really wouldn’t tell anyone, because you know I’m not that kind of person. Only you can’t really be sure about that can you sweet cheeks. So you know you will do whatever I say, just so I wouldn’t get mad at you and tell the world. You know deep down you really can’t take that chance and not do what I say can you? So my little pixie what’s there to talk about? Sarah then went on to say we are now going to be the best of “GIRL” friends. I know you like me a lot. Well, guess what? I also like you a lot, but I must tell you for some reason. I kind of like you even better dressed up like you are now. A cute little girl who looks so adorable dress in her frilly party dress, and I love being your Baby Setter. I could just keep you like this forever you look so cute. Plus I know you love being dressed like a little girl. I can see it in your eyes, and how you have been acting. You love every minute of it and I can tell you want more. So from now on I plan on coming over here a lot. Just so I can baby set my new little girl friend. Just think of all the fun you & I are going to have, with you dressed as a little girl, and me teaching you how to be one.

You see Jilly I didn’t tell you but I already talked to your mom. She wants me to help teach you how to act, like a 3-year old. So you can win that contest next Saturday. That’s right my precious, for the next week we are going to play house, with you as my little dress up doll. We will have so much fun playing tea party, and dress up. As Sarah gave this little giggles she said, of cause you will be the one we will be dressing up. Won’t that be fun, just like I heard that you told your mom? That is what you said right? You told her that’s what all us girl’s just love to do right? Wasn’t it that we love playing tea party with our dollies & dressing up in out pretty outfits? So now guess what? I’m going to have so much fun playing with my very own personal Dress Up Dolly. That’s you my little pixie giggles. You see sweetie Mrs. Miller said that I could come over after school each day to help Holli baby set Lynn and you. I told her that this way Holli could watch and play with little Lynn, while I teach and help you with your training for the contest next Saturday. I’m going to teach you the right way walk on stage, to set like a proper young lady, curtsy nicely for the judges. Plus you will learn to move with a cute little girlish wiggle and best of all you will learn to sing a cute little song for that contest. Yes sing! I picked out the prefect song for such a cutie like you to sing. I even have the music for it and a couple of other songs I will teach you to sing. As Sarah gave this weird giggles she said you are going to look so cute up on stage. Singing the “I’m A Little Tea Pot” or maybe The Playmate song, in a cute frilly outfit like you have on now. We will make sure you do all the cute little moves for the songs. I just know everyone will love you to bits after that.

We are going to have so much fun tomorrow & all next week. I just sat there listing. I was really shocked with what she had said & planed. I said Sarah please. She put her finger to my lips saying ssssshhh Baby doll! Miss Sarah knows best, I’m thinking what the heck am I going to do. If I didn’t go along with this, and listen to her she could tell all the girls. Even though I really didn’t think she would, but if she did tell some of the girls. Then for sure the guys would find out. My life was going down the tubes fast. Sarah then leaned over and gave me a big kiss on my cheek saying. Now don’t fret we are going to have so much fun. So relax and don’t worry your little head about it. Then she gave me another kiss and put her arm around my waist saying just relax girl friend. That did it all my fears melted away. I would do anything for this girl now and I think she knew it.

About 15 minutes later mom called us and said, ok girl’s time to go. As I got up from setting Sarah started to brush me off and fixed my dress plus my panties. Mom goes oh isn’t that’s so cute. I think I made a good choice in asking Sarah to look after you. Now I want you to thank Miss Sarah for doing that for you dear. Mom must have heard the other girls, and I saying Miss Sarah during the party. So she just made sure I had to use that when talking to Sarah. So I turned and said thank you Miss Sarah for fixing my dress. Then I went over and I gave Lynn a nice little girls hug and said Happy Birthday again to her. I said maybe I’d see you tomorrow Lynn. As mom said, oh we will dear. We are all going to church together tomorrow. Miss Sarah would you like to come with us. Sarah said Oh I have to ask my mom Mrs. Baker, but I would love to if she lets me? Mom goes ok I will Check with your mom later when she picks you up. You know Sarah better yet. I think will call your mom right now to bring over some clothes for you to wear tomorrow, and something for you to wear to bed tonight. This way you can stay over night with us. Won’t that be fun Jilly? I can relax and Miss Sarah can look after you tonight and maybe all day tomorrow. I knew I was in for it now. Holli & Sarah were giggling and whispering, then giggling some more. They already had plans for me I could tell.

Sarah decided to start things off already as she reached into that dang bag mom gave her, and came out with OMG! She wouldn’t? It was that pink Harness, and leash thingy Mrs. Miller picked up yesterday. She said to mom. You know Mrs. baker maybe baby needs this. So I can keep her in line, and stop her from running into the street on the way home. Mom goes I can see that someone is still trying to get a little even yet aren’t we? Sarah giggled a little and said well yep just a little Mrs. Baker. Ok then it can’t hurt so why not? I think it’s a great idea Miss Sarah. You know what girls? Seeing it’s a nice day out. I think I’m going to take all of us out for dinner. I know a great place we can all go. It’s over by Johnson Park, which is two towns over. It’s that new restaurant that just opened. Miss Sarah I’m putting you in charge of our little missy here for the rest of the night dear. Sarah jumped up with a big grin on her face saying thank you Mrs. Baker. That’s when Sarah decided to start things off already as she reached into that dang bag mom gave her, and came out with OMG! She wouldn’t? It was that pink Harness, and leash thingy Mrs. Miller picked up yesterday. She said to mom. You know Mrs. baker maybe baby needs this. So I can keep her in line, and stop her from running into the street on the way home.

Mom goes I don’t know? I have a feeling that someone here is still trying to get a little even yet aren’t we? Sarah giggled a little and said well maybe just a little Mrs. Baker. Ok I don’t think it can’t hurt so why not let you have getting even time? Mom looked at Sarah saying let me have the harness so I can put it on her. Oh here’s the leash Sarah you hold on to that ok. Mom had me turn around so she could put that dang thing on me. After connecting all the straps she goes there we are all set, as she attached the leash to the hook up in back. Now baby is all buckled up and safely under your control Sarah. But I want you to promise to be nice to her Sarah. Don’t forget she can’t run away or get hurt with that on, because you are in control. So that makes you completely responsible for her and her safety. Then mom put my pacifier back in my mouth and handed me my doll. She told Holli & Sarah that after we eat we could take Jilly to the park next to the restaurant. Maybe go on the baby swings and rocking horse, and oh yes I know she will just love the baby’s merry-go-round. Everyone was happy about this except me as we all headed for the car. I could see that the night ahead was going to be one to remember. But I knew deep down in my heart Sarah really didn’t mean me any harm. She was just trying to get even again. Matter of fact, as long at it was her doing this to me. I didn’t mind it. I kind of like all the attention I was getting from her & everyone else.

We left Mrs. Millers house and started to walk over to mom’s car. Sarah had me walk in front of her while she held on to my little pink leash. She had this big smirk on her face like now I got you, and your all mine. Holli was walking next to Sarah, and mom was about to follow behind. She was still talking to aunt Judy at the door. I could hear Holli & Sarah talking in whispers and giggling. I knew it had to be about me. I did hear some of what was said by Holli. Something like you do have it in the bag right. I knew they were up to something. I heard Sarah say I grabbed it when no one was looking. I can’t wait till I get even with at the diner. My sister was saying oh this is going to be so much fun. Then they both started to giggle. Great looks like I’m headed for some kind of trouble, but what?

Mom heard the girls giggling and ask ok you two what are you up to. Holli spoke first saying nothing mom. Then Sarah added we were just picturing Jillian in a cute frilly party outfit, standing on stage next Saturday, sing a cute song that’s all Mrs. Baker. Mom said yes I to can’t wait to see what Mrs. Miller aunt has picked out for her to wear. She has the most darling outfits for little girls. So much frills with tons of lace and bows. Our little precious darling is going to look so cute. We reached the car and mom had me get in back, as she undid the leash from the harness. Then she strapped me in with the seat belt and handed me my doll. Sarah jumped right in along side of me, while Holli hopped in the front seat. Sarah said I’d try to make sure our little one back here behaves. Mom told Sarah thank you dear you are so good to her. I wish you could stay around a lot more. Sarah told mom oh I plan on it Mrs. Baker. I just love Jilly too much not to come over and play with her

It was about a 15 to 20 minute drive over to the town where the new restaurant was located. So we were all chatting about how much fun Lynn ‘s party was. Well, most of us were. I had a hard time talking, because Sarah would not let me take my pacifier out of my mouth. So a lot of what I said came out distorted like baby talking. Sarah was giggling and just eating that up. Telling me that I sounded so much like a little baby talking. I really didn’t need to hear that. About half way there I had seen Sarah take out a chocolate candy bar. As she was unwrapping it she asked me. Does baby want some candy too? So I said yes please. Sarah said yes please what dear? So I bit my tongue and said yes please Miss Sarah. She then let me take the pacifier out and gave me about half of the small chocolate bar. She smiled at me saying I’m glade we are girl friends Jilly. I knew she like me, but something didn’t seem right when she called me her girl friend. The candy bar tasted ok. Not one of the best bars I ever had, but I was starving so I ate the candy right up. Sarah even said wow that was good wish I had another, and smiled at me again while giggling. I think she really does like me a lot.

We arrived at the restaurant and mom let Sarah & I out of the back seat. She hooked that darn leash thing up again saying to Sarah she’s all yours. We all headed into the restaurant. The head guy there seated us kind of way in the back, but we had a good view of the lake. Well I should say I had a good view of the lake seeing I was placed in a booster chair in the corner end of the booth. So I could look right out the window. Mom let me off a little easy as she handed me my princess sip cup & not a baby’s bottle. But she did take out that dang princess bib again. She said well after we get home I guess we can let you out of being a baby, with no more pampers dear. I think you learned your lesson about that. So I guess its back to big girl panties for you now. But you may need to wear them next Saturday at the contest just to make sure people think you are really 2 & half. Boy was I glade to here that I didn’t need to wear diapers anymore. Even though I may have to wear them next Saturday. She then adds, but I think we will keep you in the crib a while longer. I just don’t have the time to take it down, and change it back to a bed. Maybe by the end of the week we will have you back in a real bed ok sweety. Seeing you have been really good girl we will forget about using the high chair & playpen too. Boy did that news make me feel a whole lot better. I said thanks mom, and just sat there listening to all the conversation. The three of them were now talking a lot about next Saturday and how I should act on stage

The waitress finally got to our table. She came over saying oh-my don’t you all look so pretty, and who is this gorgeous creature, with such a pretty doll? She was smiling at me, as she leaned over to take a good look at me. I still had my pacifier in my mouth as I said my name is Jilly. Which sounded more like > (my aim tis illy). Well that got this lady going .Oh you look so cute and sound so sweet. I could just take you home with me. Then she starts up with Sarah & Holli. Well look at these two who are just as cute looking. What’s the special occasion that we are all dressed up so pretty ladies? Holli spoke up saying we just came from my friend Lynn’s birthday party. The waitress said I hope you all had a great time. Sarah & Holli both said oh we did. I know the precious little angel over there did. She still has chocolate all over her face. Sarah started to giggle as the waitress took a napkin reached over and wiped my face for me. Saying I just love little cuties like you.

Ok ladies what can I get for you tonight. Mom asked Holli what she wanted. So Holli told the waitress that she wanted a hamburger, fries, and a coke please. Mom asked Sarah dear what about you? She said I think I would like the same please. Then mom goes and for the little one she will have the “donkey”. The waitress goes ok one little burger and fries for her. Mom goes to the waitress can you fill her bottle with apple juice? I’ll put some of my coke in her sip cup later. The waitress said sure no problem what will you have dear. Mom said I guess I’ll go along with the girls too. Make it hamburgers and fries plus cokes all around. Laughing as the girls all joined in.

After we ate, and I finished off the burger and fries, with Sarah’s help in feeding me the fires. Mom wiped me off. Then she asked ok girls how about some ice cream for dessert. We all said yes. So we had our ice cream, which again Sarah had fun feeding me. This time Sarah was the one cleaning me off and putting my pacifier back in just as the waitress gave us the bill. She said bye-bye sweetie to me giving that little wave ladies do to little ones when they say bye. Mom got me out of the booster chair, and hooked the leash back on. She gave the other end to Sarah to hold. The waitress seeing this happening said, oh I see we have a runner here. Mom goes oh yes she is a hand full. So to keep her safe from running in front of cars I had to get this. The waitress goes you got to watch them every minute. We paid the bill and started out of the restaurant. The waitress half the staff wave bye-bye. Mom told me in a whisper wave back sweety. So I waved back and gave a smile and giggle like I had seen a lot of little girls do so often. Mom said ok girls there’s still time lets go to the park and put Jilly on the swings, and you girls can have some fun too OK

TO THE PARK & A BIG SURPRIZE

We walked over to the park, which was about a 3-minute walk from the restaurant. Mom walked behind Holli & Sarah. I was in the lead hook up to Sarah by that leash thingy still. We got over to where the swings were. Mom told Sarah to unhook me from the leash, and place me in the baby swing. She said she wanted to take some pictures of me in the swing. I go pictures Mom please no? She goes oh I have to have pictures sweetie so when you grow up I can show your wife what a cute baby girl you made. I went MOM! Well Sarah & Holli were just cracking up. Sarah had me in the baby swing and the safety bar down in a flash. As she started pushing me mom started to take pictures. Then she stopped and went to that dang bag. She took some thing out. Oh mom no not that too? But that didn’t do any good because already had plans. Mom came over to place this cute frilly lavender baby bonnet on my head. It had tons of lace on it and matched the lavender outfit I had on. Then back to more pictures. I was taken out of the baby swing and placed on the spring type rocking horse, which just happen to be all painted up in pink, lavender, and white. Well, I made a pretty site lavender trimmed horse, with me in the same color dress riding it.

Next I was taken over to the small baby’s merry-go- round with 6 different things to ride. There was a seal, two horses, two large teddy bears, and a dolphin. Mom put me on one of the horses, and hooked up the safety strap. She said this is so baby won’t fall off. Then she put in three quarters, and it started up. The music it played as it went around was “The Teddy Bears Picnic”. What else would a merry -go-round play in a park? Mom took pictures of me riding on the merry-go-round. I had to wave like a cute little girl waving at her mommy. Finally it stopped and mom came over to unhook the safety strap. We then headed back over to the baby swings. Mom placed me back in one of the baby swing and put the safety bar down. Then gave me a big push. Mean while Holli & Sarah took off to go swing over on the big kids swings and also use the seesaw. All of a sudden I felt my belly start to bubble. I had to go bad and my stomach hurt badly. Mom had gone to take pictures of Sarah & Holli on the other swings, which were about 30 feet or more away. I was trying to get moms attention. Finally I just let the pacifier fall out of my mouth, and started to yell Mom! Mom! My tummy! Mommy hurry! She heard me but by the time she came over saying what’s the matter honey. It was way to late. I could not believe it. It all just came out. I had no time to react; I just sat there pooping & pooping filling the diaper I had on. Then to my surprise I was also peeing which made the poop smear even more. I was crying up a storm as I told mom it just happen. Honest mom I did mean to, all of a sudden my stomach felt funny. Then I had this bad pain. Then it just came out. I couldn’t hold it back. Please don’t get mad at me? All this I was trying to say while I was sobbing, and trying to take deep breaths to talk. Then it happened again. I went oh no mom! It’s! Oh! Oh! That’s all that came out while I held my stomach; all you could hear was. Ohhhh! Not again, as I went once more. I had the runs any there was nothing I could do about it.

Mom looked over toward the girls, saying, lets go girls. We have to take Jilly home. I think she’s really sick. Mom seen the two of them looking at each other kind of giggling. Mom got this idea that something was not right. She goes ok you two what’s up. Why are you two giggling over the fact that Jillian’s not feeling good? I have this feeling you two know something I don’t? The girls stopped giggling as Holli looked scared said nothing mom. Mom goes I don’t think so. I get this feel that the two of you had something to do with why Jillian is so sick. Then mom said, Sarah what’s that in your hand. I was watching from the swing still feeling sick, as I seen Sarah starting to get worried, and was trying to hide what she had. She starts going oh, umm, ah, honest Mrs. Baker we didn’t mean it; honest it was just a joke. Mom goes Sarah! What was just a joke & what didn’t you mean? Sarah started to walk over to were mom was standing, with what she had in her hand. I looked over at what it was. Gees why is she so up set? What’s wrong with that I’m thinking? It’s just the rest of the candy bar Sarah gave me. Wait a minute? I remember Sarah said she ate hers too? What’s going on?

Sarah started to cry I didn’t think it would make Jillian that sick? Honest Mrs. Baker it was just suppose to be a little joke. I didn’t mean it! Is Jilly going to be Ok? She wouldn’t die will she? Please I really didn’t want her get that sick? Calm down mom goes what did you do, and what is that you have there? Sarah spoke up saying it’s EX-LAX Mrs. baker. Mom started to laugh just a little saying oh well that explains a lot. I think you two girls are in some big trouble young lady. Stop crying Sarah, and don’t worry Jillian isn’t going to die. Even though she feels like she will. You may have hurt her pride just a little by having a big accident like that out in public. Plus she may be a little up set that she just did a big load of poop in her diaper, but she is not going to die. Sarah ran over to me saying I’m so sorry Jilly really I am. I was still holding my belly, and I could feel everything in my diapers squishing around. I looked at mom and asked her, what’s Ex-lax mom? Oh its something to help you go dear, and I guess it works pretty well. Sarah said oh boy did it she really sinks. Mom looked at Sarah saying, as I remember Missy she is under your care Sarah, which means you should take care of her till we get home. Sarah who still had tears running down her face goes yes Mrs. Baker I’m sorry.

Sarah got me out of the swing, and hooked me up the leash as she said. You walk a head of us Jilly, because you really do stink. Mom went to the trunk of the car. She got a large blanket & and something else from the trunk. She said ok let me put this on the car seat. That’s just in case you have any leaks dear. After mom put the blanket and a large plastic bag she found in the trunk on the seat. She had me get in and set on them making sure that I had my dress & crinoline pulled up out of the way. She told to try and keep the up so they don’t get all messy from anything that may be leaking. Then she told Sarah to get in the car from the other side. So she could watch over me. Sarah goes, but she stinks real bad Mrs. Baker. Mom said and whose fault is that young lady. I think you can set back there with your charge and maybe try to make her feel better. Mom rolled down her window and Holli’s, but would not let Sarah roll hers or mine down. We got home in about 20 minutes. I had to go one more time it the car, after which Sarah said to me. Oh wow you stink even more did you go again, as she held her nose. I felt so embarrassed and so much like a baby, with a full diaper. When we arrived home mom let me out of the car and I started for the house. Only I wasn’t moving to fast as I waddling like a baby with a full, full, diaper across the front lawn. The girls started to giggle, and even mom had a smile on her face too. Ok my little party pooper up to the bathroom with you and wait for me. Mom looked at the girls saying you two I will deal with later. Right now go watch some TV, while I clean up the mess you both made.

Mom helped me up the stairs by holding my hand. I had a heck of a time climbing the stairs, because as I lifted my leg to go to the next step, everything inside my rubber panties just moved all over. We finally got to the bathroom, and mom told me to stand still. She took off my shoes and then my anklets. Next she had me turn around and started taking off my dress. After that she took off my full slip crinoline and then pulled my rhumba panties down slowly saying well at lease it looks like nothing got damaged. I think the whole outfit is okay and not stained. She then had me climb into the tub, where she slowly removed my tights, which I could see as I got in the tub were starting to catch some of the leak that just happened. I was now down to my rubber panties & pamper, which you could tell was full to the top. She took off the rubber pants real slow down my legs, which had some brown liquid in it from the leaking pamper. She let the rubber panties fall to my feet. Wow did I ever smell bad. Next she undid the tabs on the top of my pamper and let that fall also. She then told me to step out of the two things, I was a mess I had Poop all over me. She picked up the soaked & poopy pamper and pulled out the regular baby diaper she had put in for a soaker, She was saying to her self, I know just what I can do with this. She then put the messy pamper in the plastic lined trashcan near the sink next she pushed everything else over to the side of the tub out of the way. Then mom took the hose she does our hair with, turned on the water and started washing me off.

After she washed me up with soap & water and then dried me off. Mom sent me to my room or I should say my new room. Then I heard her yell for Sarah. She came up stairs saying yes Mrs. Baker. She told her to come into the bathroom I was listening real quiet like from my room door. I could still hear what they were saying. Mom told Sarah to take off her pretty dress and slip, and to hang them up on the back of the door. She told her that she didn’t want her to get the pretty dress stained. Then mom said seeing it was your idea about the Ex-Lax, young lady, and you are responsible for Jillian all night as I remember. For your punishment you will clean & then hand wash all of the items in the tub. And then after that you will wash down the tub, the toilet & bathroom sink with disinfectant. She told Sarah that she wanted the items clean enough to be able to go in the washing machine. Mom then told her that the comet & some rubber gloves were under the sink. She also told her that there were some plastic bags under the sink to put the washed items in. This way later they could be put in the washing machine. Sarah looked at the items in the tub. First thing she seen was the tights, with a little bit of poop on them. She was thinking that’s not to bad. Then she seen the baby’s diaper mom used as a soaker full of thick poop, and the rubber panties swimming in wet poop & pee. Sarah goes oh please to I have to Mrs. Baker? But they really sink & smell so bad. Mom goes well, it was your idea wasn’t it? So I think you should have the fun job of cleaning up the mess you made. Sarah said yes Mrs. Baker I’m sorry. I’ll clean it all up for you. Mom came out and closed the door to the bathroom so Sarah could get undressed and start her work. As the door was closing I heard Sarah say under her breath say oh boy does it sink in here.

Mom then came into my new room, and took some things out of the draw. She took out a Luvs pampers & rubber panties, plus another soaker. I go mom you said when we goy home today I didn’t have to wear them any more. Mom said to me, I know dear, but you are still having pains in your tummy. So just in case it happens again, and you have no time to run we better put you in diapers tonight. After she diapered me & put the plastic panties on me. Mom then went to the closet and came out with one of the prettiest baby dolls I ever seen. It was a hot pink color, with tons of lace and bows going around the whole skirt part. It was really so pretty, but also very babyish. She then places the baby doll over my head. Next she got out the pair of rumba panties that matched the baby doll top. It was in the same hot pink with again tons of lace around the whole panty. After she had me in them she put some real lacey pink ankle socks on me. Next came a pair of white with pink lining bunny slippers. Mom then put my hair up in two cute pigtails with the cutest pink bows holding each one in place. This was the kicker. She handed me Sarah my dolly. And said here sweetie you can dress your dolly up just like you are. As she then handed me the same outfit I had on, except it fit my doll. That’s when I knew where she got both things from, Aunt Lori’s place.

After I finished dressing my doll I saw Sarah coming out of the bathroom. So I came over by the door to tell her I was ok & that I wasn’t mad at her for what happen. She was only wearing her panties, tights & little girl type undershirt. She was holding her dress & slip in her arms in front of her. I looked the other way, trying not to embarrass her. She goes oh Jilly you look so cute in that outfit sweetie. I was still turned away somewhat trying not to look right at her. She must have figured it out, because she then said. Jilly it’s ok if you see me dressed in my undies we are all girls here. I smiled back at her. Then mom said something that was kind of strange. She said you know Sarah I think you may be more right about that then you think? Mom then turned and looked right at me saying. I think our little Jilly here really does love wearing all this pretty lacey stuff. Don’t you dear? Mom told Sarah to go in Holli’s room and get dressed, while she had a little talk with me.

Mom took my hand and we headed over to her room and she closed the door. She looked at me saying I think we need to have a little talk. You don’t need to be scared, because you know you can always tell me anything, and right now I need the truth. I wouldn’t get mad, or get up set at what ever you say. Ok dear? Now sweety my question to you is. Do you like wearing all of these frilly little girl’s clothes. I just looked at mom I knew she had figured something wasn’t right. That’s when I broke down completely. I had to tell someone before I went crazy. I knew that after I told they would most likely put me away in some hospital, but I needed to tell someone. I started to tear up just a little. Then I started crying, while saying I’m sorry! Please don’t be mad at me. I don’t know why, but yes I do. I love all of the frilly dresses & things. What’s wrong with me? I’m a boy not a girl? I like doing boy things. So why do I like dressing up this way? Please don’t hate please? I don’t want to be sent away to some hospital & lock up for being crazy.

Mom look a little shocked at what I was saying. Through all my crying I heard her say. Lock you away in a hospital? Why would I ever want to do that to you sweety? I went on saying with tears pouring down my face. Because I been stealing Holli’s pretty outfits and rhumba panties. Then wearing them when no one is home after school for over two years now, since Holli’s 4th birthday party. I don’t know why I started wearing the stuff? I was home alone playing one day, when you & Holli went food shopping. I ended up in her room and seen her gorgeous party dress just hanging there. Honest mom I don’t know why, but I just felt like I had to try it on. It was like the dress was calling to me “Try Me ON”. So I gave in and did just that, with everything else. I put on the cute rhumba panties, crinoline, and frilly socks, all of it. Once I had it all on I looked in the mirror. Mom I looked so cute, but also I felt so good inside, like I just found something I lost, but I had no idea I lost it? I just fell in love with how cute I looked, and how good it felt to wear the dress. I was thinking why couldn’t boys wear things like this? So I been hiding and wear her dresses & clothes ever since. Then when you started to dress me for getting in trouble. I got scared at first that maybe you knew, but then I realized you didn’t. After the trip to the mall with aunt Judy & everyone thought I was really a little girl. I began to love wearing everything, and having so much fun. I even love having a doll I can hug when I’m scared and to keep me company at night. The only thing I don’t like is being dressed & treated as baby girl for punishment, but I do love the cute frilly baby outfits, I’m sorry honest mom, are you going to send me away because I’m crazy? Honest I will try not to do it again honest don’t send me away please? Are they going to put me away? Is there something really wrong with me?

Mom just sat there for a minute or two I guess this all took her by surprise, and I figured she had to think a little about what was happening. I mean to hear that your son in crazy, and really loves to wear girls clothes is a big deal right. Here she thought she was punishing me, and in reality I was somewhat enjoying every minute of it, and pretending not too. Mom started to talk. She goes okay lets get this straight. First things first, you are not crazy, and nobody is going to put you away in some hospital ok. It seems with out knowing it I may have released your feminine side or the girl in you. I believe by what you just told me. That you may be what is call a “Crossdresser” or the common term is a “Transvestite”. Sweety I want you to listen to me. This is not uncommon. They say 1 out of every 8 men or boys for that matter for some reason like to wear girl’s clothes in one form or another. I want you to understand that it’s not something you tell everyone, but it can’t kill you either. Being a Nurse I have worked in a hospital ER, and seen many guys come in from an accident. They were wearing ladies garter belts, hose, and panties under their regular guys clothes. Some even had their toenails painted with nail polish. I had a felling something was wrong, as I notice that you seemed to like wearing the frilly party outfits way more then Holli ever did. I figured it was just something new and different to you. That maybe you thought is was fun to fool people into thinking you were a little girl.

So now that we both know the truth and you understand it’s not the end of the world, and you are not crazy. I will give you a choice. I am going to leave this completely up to you. #1-Would you like to keep dressing as a little girl till you go back to school? Then we can figure out what to do next? Or #2 - would you want to stop now and go back to wearing your normal boys clothes. No matter which way you decide. After the 3 weeks are up and you are back in school if it makes you that happy to dress up in a frilly dress. I can live with that, as long as we do it now & then, maybe once a week on the weekend depending on you & your needs. I sat there thinking this over real hard. I made all these new great friends. Plus there was the up coming contest? Gees what to do. I think that’s when my heart told me which way to go. I turned to mom saying if it’s okay with you. I really would love to keep dressing for the next week or so. I also said giggling as I said it. Mainly because I really can’t wait till next Saturday just to see how I would do in the contest. Mom giggled a little too. The she said yep that’s your girl side that’s showing up. She just has to see how cute she would look on stage next week? We both laughed as mom hugged me real tight. Saying ok then we will keep our little Jilly around a little longer. Then after the contest we can decide what to do next ok. I then asked what would we do about Sarah. Mom asked what do you mean. Well Sarah knows that I’m being punished & dressed this way. I then told mom all about what Sarah had said to me on the back porch. Mom goes Ahh so we have a little controller on our hands do we. Mom went on saying I knew she liked being in charge of you. I just didn’t know she liked it that much. I then said she also told me that she really likes seeing me all dressed up as a little girl, and wished that I could say that way. Sarah said I look so cute & adorable that way. The thing is mom I have to tell you I really kind of like having her in charge. I feel safe & I didn’t even mind wearing that harness as long as I knew she was at the other end. I feel kind of happy about her knowing about my punishment and her being in charge. Mom goes ok we will leave things as they are for now. I will let Sarah be your baby setter this week and train you for the contest. Then after the contest you & I will have a talk with her & her mom so she doesn’t blackmail you any more ok. I said great mom and gave mom another big kiss & hug. Mom said ok sweety enough of this. What do you say we go down stairs and have us a little girl’s sleep over party? How’s that sound to you? I jump up and said GREAT MOM! Lets go tell Holli & Sarah what we are going to do.

To be continued:

THE SENTENCE
By
Jillain Spears
The Final Chapter

Mom now knows Jack’s big secret & how he really feels about wearing girl’s clothes.
Sarah likes being in control of Jilly and tries to take control every chance she can get.
The contest was still on for Saturday; will Sarah & Holli be able to teach the little girls how to play up to the judges?
Will everything work out ok for our little girl?
Lets find out

As mom & I entered the hallway from her room Sarah was standing there. I’m not really sure but she may have been trying to listen at the door to what mom & I were talking about. Anyhow mom told Sarah about our plans for a slumber party, which she was thrilled to hear about. We all arrived down stairs, where Holli was watching a show on TV called “Saturday Night Armature Hour’. Mom told Holli about our plan to have a slumber party with just us girls. Holli loved the idea. Just then the front door bell went off, and mom answered the door. It was Mrs. Spears with Sarah’s clothes for the next day & tonight. Mom asked her in, and then asked her what plans she had for the night. She told mom not much as Mr. Spears was going over to one of his friends for poker night. Which means he will be out till wee hours of the morning. Mom then asked her if she would like to stay a while, as we all decided to have a girl’s slumber party. She said oh that sounds like fun. When I heard that I ran up to mom and asked her if we could call next door for Lynn to come to the sleep over too. Mom said why Jilly that’s a great idea I bet Lynn would love that, and on her birthday too? Mom then said not only will I ask Lynn, but I’ll ask her mom to come over too. This way you girls can have a party while we adults have a get together in the kitchen. So mom called Mrs. Miller right up. Aunt Judy said that it sounded like a great idea, and that she would bring Lynn over in about a half hour after she gets her out of the tub and in her PJ’s. Mom mentioned to bring Lynn’s sleeping bag too.

The ladies got all of us cokes and some potato chips. Then came in put everything down on the coffee table, and told all of us set down and watch TV for a while. Mom said Mrs. Spears and I would be in the kitchen talking if you need anything. I found my doll and Holli got her doll, as we all at down to watch a show. Sarah said to me oh gees I left my doll at home. I was a little surprised by that statement. For some reason I figured Sarah may have given up on playing with dolls already. Just then Sarah’s mom said. Oh I don’t think so Sarah honey. I figured you like to sleep, with your dolly “JACKIE”. So I brought her along with me. Wait a minute here did I just hear that right? Sarah’s doll is named Jackie? Wow that’s so cool! Sarah named her doll Jackie I wonder? I started to giggle a little. Sarah goes what’s the matter if I still like dolls Jilly? I said no honest Sarah I wasn’t giggling, because you still like dolls. I think that’s great that you do. I was giggling over your dolls name ”JACKIE” that’s all. Then Sarah turned a little red, because her secret was out. She named her doll after me like I did mine. Sarah then said well, I like the name Jackie that’s all. And she stuck out her tongue at me as I gave a smile, followed by little giggle back at her. Then we both started to laugh. We all sat down on the couch holding on to our dolls, and watching the end of the show Holli had on.

The next show coming on was going to be a horror show. Mrs. Spears told Sarah to go change to her nightgown and mom told Holli to get up stairs to her room so mom could get her changed. I got to thinking wow mom never worried about making sure Holli got changed to her PJ’s before. Oh well who knows these day anyhow. Both of the girls headed up stairs and I got back watching the TV. Just then the doorbell rang. So Mrs. Spears went to see who it was. It was Lynn and Mrs. Miller from next door. The party was complete. The girls all came back down in their PJ’s, and we all sat there as the horror show started up. Tonight’s movie was going to be, “Frankenstein”. Wow that sounded a little scary to me. I had never seen this movie; and I was already having goose bumps as the movie opening credits started. That’s when I notice that Holli’s panties were extra puffy. Oh so that’s why helped her get changed. I could tell she was up set when she came down stair, but I didn’t know why? Mom put pampers on her too. Holli spotted me looking over at her and started to get tears in her eyes. Sarah didn’t know what was happening so she ran over to Holli and said what’s the matter, are you ok? That’s when Holli told us that mom was mad for what we did to Jilly at the park. So she is making me wear diapers till Monday night as punishment. That means I have to wear them to school and all. Sarah goes oh sweety I’m sorry I got you into trouble. I came over and told Holli that I was sorry that she had to wear diapers, and that I forgive her for the ex-lax joke. She gave me a big hug and kiss, and said that’s ok JILLY I love having a little sister like you. Mom came in carrying some blankets. She then gave us the covers to help keep us warm. Sarah and I had one cover, while Lynn and Holli had the other one. Mom and the ladies went out to the kitchen to have some wine and crackers, while they talked lady stuff I guess.

As the movie went on I could tell Sarah was scared, heck I was real scared in some spots too. Anyhow Sarah grabbed my arm & hand and was holding on tight as she could, as we both pulled the covers up over our heads. We then looked at each other and put are arms around each other waist, squeezing and holding each other tight as we both screamed, when we got scared, which of cause had Holli & Lynn screaming too. Then we would pull the cover up again and hide. After wards we all laughed. Mom hearing all the screaming came in to make sure we were all ok. We told her it was a scary part so we screamed. She giggled saying Girls will be girls as she left to go back to the kitchen. About 10 minutes later I needed another coke and so did Sarah. So I got up and headed for the kitchen. As I was about to enter the kitchen I heard mom talking. So I stopped just out side the door to listen for a bit.

Mom was telling the ladies about tonight and the nasty trick Sarah did to me. Mrs. Spears was getting very up set, and mad that Sarah would do such a thing. Mom told her not to worry that she took care of the punishment for Sarah and Holli. She explained how Sarah had to clean up the rubber panties, tights, and poppy diaper. That she had her wash them by hand and then put them in a bag so mom could wash them later. Then she had to wash down the tub, toilet & sink that she used to clean the items up in. Sarah mom said I think she may have learned a lesson there and they all giggled. Then mom told them about how for Holli’s punishment she put her in diapers & rubber panties till after school on Monday. This way she can get a taste of how Jilly feels. Sarah’s mom said maybe I should do that to Sarah too. Just so she understands what Jack I mean Jillian is going through? Maybe tomorrow for church when she wears her new outfit I got her tonight. I’ll just make sure she is wearing some diapers & rubber panties under the outfit too. Mom goes oh my, you got her one of Lori’s fancy dresses didn’t you. Mrs. Spears said ssssshhh yes! Not only the dress but I also got the matching rhumba panties & a cutes pinafore with lots of lace & bows. Mom looked at Mrs. Spears saying, but Sarah is staying over here tonight. So how will you be able to dress her in the morning? Then mom said, I tell you what Helen. If you don’t mind sharing a bed I have a Queen size bed if you want to stay over tonight too. I have extra nightgowns, and all. Mrs. Spears said that sounds like a great idea. Let call my husband at the porker game & tell him it’s Girls Night Out, with a Slumber Party, and I’ll see him in the morning for church.

About this time Sarah came up behind me and taped me on the shoulder. She asked what did you hear, anything good? Then she giggled. I said no not really. I wasn’t going to tell her about her new dress, and tomorrow’s punishment that’s for sure. We both went into the kitchen like nothing happen, and asked for more soda. Mom told us she will be right out to fill up everyone’s glass. So we headed back to the movie. After a while we were all getting sleepy. So mom happened to look in on us and saw we were getting tired. So she said ok girls lets head up to bed, so the mom’s and I can talk longer. She then told Mrs. Spears to open another bottle of wine, and I heard her say real low. Helen call for a pizza too ok. We all went up stairs. Seems mom was busy, and we didn’t even see her go up stairs. She had 3 sleeping bags set up in my old room, which Holli was using now. She even had Holli’s old princess sleeping bag out for me on the floor. She put me over near the corner of the room, with Sarah next me on the floor in another one of Holli’s sleeping bags. Lynn was next to Holli’s bed in her sleeping bag. Ok girls talk for a while if you want to. Then its bedtime hear me? We all said yes. Mom said now off the sleep with all of you girls. She then said good night as she put on the night-light and closed the door.

Once the door was closed we chatted for a while. I did notice that everyone had their dolls with them. I also noticed we were all holding on to them tight. Sarah had hers right up close to her, which I just loved seeing her that way. I found a comfy spot and rolled over close to Sarah. Next thing I know Sarah has her hand on the back of my hand rubbing it. She is saying real low in a whisper. You know Jack I love having Jilly as my new girl friend, and really I won’t tell anyone about how you’re dressed. Honest I was only trying to scare you when I said that. Good night girl friend. I just loved that she called me her girl friend. I knew then that she cared. That’s why she was holding my hand. We both fell a sleep that way holding each other’s hands.

I woke up the next morning and Sarah was still holding my hand. I started to move around a little, which woke up Sarah. She said with a big smile well good morning babykins, did we sleep well and are we all nice and dry today. To my surprise I was not only wet, But my diaper was full of poop again. I guess I was still having a problem from the Ex-Lax and during the night I must have went poop. I felt so ashamed. Here I was an 8 year old having filled a diaper like a little baby. Sarah seen my face realizing something was wrong. So she said ssssshhh sweetie its ok. You probably have some of that stuff I gave you last night in your system still that’s all. We were whispering so Lynn & Holli wouldn’t hear us. Just about then mom came in the room saying ok girls lets get up & going. We all need to wash up, brush teeth and get ready for church so lets get a move on. Sarah & I got up first and both headed for the bathroom. Mom grabbed me saying let Sarah use the bathroom first dear then you can go potty. She then took a sniff, and said oh sorry, but it smells like you already did go potty didn’t you? I looked at mom saying, honest mom I didn’t even know I went. It must be from that stuff Sarah gave me last night. Mom said that most likely was the Ex-Lax dear. That’s how it works so don’t get up set over it. But I do think just to be safe today till we are sure you’re ok. I think we will keep you in diapers & rubber panties all day today. But mom you said? Jilly it’s only to play it safe. Oh mom do we have to Gees? Yes I think it’s for the best today. Tomorrow I promise no more diapers ok. I said ok mom if you say so.

Sarah was just closing the bathroom door at that time, and heard what mom was saying. I looked over at her and she gave this little giggle as she stuck out her tongue at me. I just looked at her and stuck my tongue out back at her, as she closed the door. You see I knew something she didn’t. That in a little bit I was going to have a lot of company in wearing diapers grin. After Sarah came out of the bathroom it was my turn. Mom took me into the bathroom, had me stand in the tub again as she removed my nightie, and frilly panties. Then she took off my diaper & rubber panties, which seem to hold everything this time. To my surprise it was not only filled with poop, but I had also soaked the diaper a lot. I hope the wetting & to poop was all caused by the stuff from last night working on me.

Mom had me stand still so she could get me cleaned up. She cleaned me up with the hose & then some soap. She then let me do my thing on the potty, believe or not I still had to go. Then I washed my hands & brush my teeth. After I was done mom wrapped a towel around me, next stop was mom’s room. She had me lay on a rubber sheet that was on her bed, while she put diaper rash cream on. She was saying with you doing all this pooping, we don’t need you getting a bad rash down there. Next came some baby powder all over from head to toe again like yesterday. Then she took another one of the real baby diapers folded it so it was a pad, and placed it inside the Luvs pamper. Then taped me into it nice & tight. Next came rubber panties. Followed by a pair of bright white tights, and a pair of white Rumba panties, which had tons of lace, with a large pink bow on the rear.

Just then I realized that Sarah had walked over and was standing outside mom’s room watching mom pull the Rhumba panties up in place. She was still not dressed yet as she was just wearing one of Hollis nice bathrobes. So mom asked her in to help get me ready for church. Mom pointed to this pretty white little girls dress with a full slip crinoline hanging in the closet. The dress & crinoline both had these tiny little pink bows all over them. She asked Sarah to go over to the closet and get the crinoline & dress for her, while she had me stand up. She then told Sarah to put the crinoline on me while she got some other stuff ready. Sarah just loved this. I guess to her it was like she was dressing her baby doll. Next she helped me into the fluffy white dress and started to close the tiny little peal buttons up the back. Mom looked over as Sarah was tying the big bow from the sash in the back. She told Sarah what a great job she was doing as my Baby setter.

Then mom had Sarah bring me over to her vanity table so my hair could be combed out. After combing and brushing my hair just right, she placed two nice size pink bow barrettes in my hair one over each ear. Mom followed this with some light pink lipstick and some light blush. She said this will give you a nice little girls glow. Then she had me put on some white anklets that had pink lace around the top. Next mom put a pair of white Mary Jane’s with cute little pink bows on each shoe. The bows had two tiny little bells attached to each one. She gave me some white gloves to put on and a white little girl’s over the shoulder pocketbook. Mom looked at me saying oh wait I almost forgot, as she went to her dresser. On top of the dresser was a fancy bag. She opened it up & took out this gorgeous looking frilly baby’s bonnet with tons of lace, and a big bow right in the center of above the brim of the bonnet. Mom placed the bonnet on my head and tied the ribbons under my chin in a nice big bow. Sarah goes OH-MY, Jilly you look so precious & cute in that outfit. Just like a little baby girl of maybe not yet 3-years-old. I didn’t know what to say, when she said that. So I just said thank you. Sarah said you should learn to curtsy when you thank others for something. I will have to teach how to do that later today. Mom looked at me with a wink in her eye saying oh won’t that be so much fun sweety. Then handed me a little girls white coat trimmed in pink fur around the collar and sleeve ends. I remembered it as one of Holli’s older coats she wore a year or two ago. She said take this with you, and go down stairs, and watch TV till everyone else gets ready. Now Jilly you be good, and don’t get your outfit dirty.

As I was leaving the room, Sarah asked mom if her mother dropped anything off for her to wear? Mom said yes dear she did. But before mom could finish, Sarah’s mom came out of the mom’s private bathroom, which is attached to her room. Sarah seen her and goes MOM what are you doing here? Seems Sarah’s mom had stayed over night. We didn’t even know she was here. Mrs. Spears told Sarah that she stayed over so she could get her ready for church. Sarah said, but Mom I can dress my self? Her mom goes not today dear. I have a special outfit I just bought you last night for today dear. Her mom had a surprise for Sarah, and Sarah was not going to be a happy camper about this. Her mom told her I got you a nice new dress so come in the room, and I’ll help you get ready. My mom said I’m going to leave so you two can be alone, and I can take care of Holli. As we both left I could see Sarah’s mom take out a fancy clothing bag, and inside was one of aunt Lori’s dresses. Sarah seen the dress and said oh mom I’m not going to wear that. Her mom said oh but yes you are. I didn’t pay all this money so you won’t wear this pretty dress. About this time Mrs. Spears closed mom’s door so she could get Sarah ready. My mom told my sister that she would be in to get her ready in a bit, soon as she took Lynn home so Mrs. Miller could dress her for church. At that time I figured I better head down stairs before all the fussing started.

Mom headed next door to Lynn’s house, with Lynn in tow. About 2 minutes later she came back. I was still down stairs watching TV waiting for everyone to get done. Mom said she would check and see how Sarah & her mom were doing. Then she would start to get Holli dressed. We should all be heading out to church in about 45 minutes to an hour so be good. Not even a minute goes by and a heard this racket up stair. I walked over to the bottom of the stairs so I could hear a little better. Now I could hear Sarah saying something like oh no mom I’m not wearing it! You can’t make me wear that! Then I hear her mom say oh but I can, and you are. This is your punishment young lady for what you did to poor Jilly at the park yesterday. Now you will see what Jilly is going through having to wear one of these. I knew Sarah was being put in a diapers & rubber panties for what she did to me with the Ex-lax. Seem the ladies while talking last night had decided that she needed to be bough down a peg also. I could hear Mrs. Spears tell her to get over here or it’s over my knee. I heard some loud screams from Sarah, which to me sounded like someone was being spanked, and then everything got quiet. I figured I better go back to watching the TV.

It was maybe 20 minutes later that I heard someone starting down the stairs. So I got up to see who it was. OH-MY-GOSH! It was Sarah she look so pretty coming down the stairs. She had on this gorgeous peach dress with tons of lace, and bows. The dress had a scallop’s effect along the bottom with a peach bow at the top of each scallop. The crinoline under would peek out and show along each scallop. The crinoline its self was in a very light peach color with white lace along the bottom. Wow the dress look gorgeous. It was almost like the one I wore yesterday only in peach, but I noticed it was a little long. Her hair was up in pigtails with matching peach bows in each pigtail. She looked like she was about 6-years-old, but she also looked like an angel floating down the stairs. The dress was bouncing up & down as she walked down the stairs, crinoline just puffing the dress up and out. The dress its self was not as short as mine was it came maybe just even with Sarah’s knees. I could tell Sarah face was red from crying, and she was really mad. She seen me at the bottom of the stairs and said this is entirely your fault JILLY! Real mad like, as she hit the bottom of the stairs she said something I didn’t like. She said you are going to pay for this Missy! My mom liked your dress so much she got me this baby looking thing. She even got the rhumba panties to match. Now I have to wear it to church in front of all my friends. Just wait girl I’m going to make sure you are treated as the baby you look like all day. I said, But Sarah you look beautiful, like a little angel. Honest Sarah you look so beautiful, and I love the outfit. Sarah came back with, that’s the problem I look just like a LITTLE GIRL, and I look like you stupid. I’m 8 years old going on 9 and look at me. I look like a 6-year-old first grader. Well I knew I was in for it today she was really pissed off

Mom came down with Holli about 10 minutes later. Holli had on a really fancy party dress, but not as girlish or babyish as Sarah’s or mine. Mom called over to Mrs. Millers house to see if she was ready to go yet. Next thing I hear is mom saying ok girls get your coats, and Jillian don’t for get your dolly. Mrs. Spears was heading home she said she had to get her husband up, and they would get to church later. Mom gave Sarah my baby bag to carry. I guess she figured I was going to have an accident or something. Then we all met in the front of our house. We said bye to Mrs. Spears as we all got in to moms car. Mom had a lager car so all the girls got in the back with Crinolines and dresses everywhere, while Mom & Mrs. Miller were up front. Then off we went headed to church. As we left I said mommy what if any of the guys or girls from my class are there. They will see me dressed this way. Just then Sarah jumped in saying and me too. I was a nerves reck worrying if any of the guys or girls I know from school would be there, and see me dress as a little girl. But mom I guess was way smarter & ahead of us, because next thing I know we are headed off in the wrong direction of our church. Mom headed off to the church that was over three towns away from us, where no one knew any of us. This made me feel a lot better and it also made Sarah I lot happier too.

As we pulled up to church, and got out of the car, I had a big surprise. Sarah reached into the baby bag and came out with that dang harness with the leash. I had forgotten all about that thing. She looked at mom and said Mrs. Baker if I have to watch the baby I think I will need this. Mom goes well, Sarah you are Jilly’s baby setter and if you think you need to use that, then do so. It was kind of warm out so we had all taken off our coats and placed them back in the car. Sarah came over to me and had me turn around so she could place the harness over my head and buckle it up in the back. Then she hooked on the pink leash turned me around to face her, and adjusted the harness. As she was doing this she whispered to me. Just think babykins today is just starting. Then she went into the bag again and got out my pacifier, which she put in my mouth and pined the bear with the ribbon attached to the front of my dress. We entered the church with mom & Mrs. Miller first; she was holding Lynn’s hand. Then there was me all done up carrying my doll, in a baby’s harness. The little tiny bells on my shoes & the harness ringing away as I took each step, with all the older ladies and some young girls about Sarah’s age watching me. To all that were looking at us I was a cute little girl of maybe 3, walking down the aisle being held on a leash by Sarah, and Holli along side her. There was no problem at church we looked like two moms, with their little girls going to church. After church while standing outside, Mom did get a couple of comments on how pretty the girls outfits were, especially the cute little baby. One or two older girls told mom if she ever needed a baby setter to call, and gave her their numbers. Some of the ladies told Sarah that her baby sister looks so cute. They also had mention to her that she had to watch babies the entire time, so they don’t get in trouble. Sarah told them she knew that, and that’s why she had her baby sister hooked up to that harness. She said you can’t have them running off on you, but oh she is a hand full sometimes. I on the other hand had about 4 or 5 ladies come up to me and squeeze my cheeks and make baby talk with me. I couldn’t wait to get back to the car.

We all headed for the car and got back in Mrs. Miller said let’s go to my house and I’ll make us all some breakfast. So off we went. At home we pulled into our drive just as Rob & Tony were walking by. I seen the guys walking, and I was getting a little worried, what if they came over to the car and seen me. I didn’t want to get out of the car till they passed. I was trying to hide, but Sarah made me get out of the car and stand facing the guys as she hooked up that dang leash to the harness I still had on. Rob & Tony both seen Sarah hooking me up to the leash thingy, and yelled hi to her, and she waved back. Then she looked at me and asked do you want to go say hi to the guys Jilly? I was scared to death that the guys would come over and find out how I was dressed, and she knew that. Oh no Tony & Rob are headed this way. About that time I was almost ready to cry & so I tried to run, but I was already at the end of the leash thingy. Sarah knew I was scared and was eating it up. She then turned to Holli and said Holli sweety, hold on to the baby for me, while I check to see if she’s dry. I’m like your going to do what? No she can’t do this to me. NO! She can’t do this in front of the guys.

As Sarah came closer to me she whispered in my ear. Now just relax & play along. Remember to just suck real hard on your pacifier and try not to look right at the guys. She went on to say, besides with that cute baby bonnet on covering half your face and the pacifier in your mouth. Heck they will have no idea who you are. The guys will never know your not really a baby girl trust me. Rob & Tony came right up on us. So I made sure I was facing away from them. I was sucking away on my pacifier a mile a minute, just as Sarah had told me to do. Sarah said Hi guys; while I made sure all they could see was the back of my outfit. I figured as soon as Holli would loosen up on my leash I would try heading for the door as fast as I could. But no such luck. Sarah had me by the waist already and was lifting my dress up to check my diaper. She was talking to the guys at the same time. I could see in the window of the storm door like a mirror. That the guys were looking at what Sarah was doing with my panties, and not at all at me. With my crinoline, skirts, and rumba panties in full view the guys didn’t care who was wearing them. They were getting a free view and Sarah knew it too. She just took her time lifting my skirts & all to check my diaper, to see if I was dry.

After she was done playing her little game she straighten out my panties & dress, while saying well looks like the baby is a little wet. But that’s all right we can still go to the backyard on the swings for a while, and I can change her later. I’m think what? I don’t want to go on any swing. Sarah then took the leash back from Holli and said to me. Guess what Jilly sweetie you can go on the swings for a while like you wanted to. Then I can talk to the big boys here oh Jillykins. Won’t that be fun? So I just shook my head up & down and made a yea noise like I was really happy about this whole swing idea. I was trying hard to the pacifier in my mouth, and not to say anything or have the guys look at my face. Sarah then said to the guys. Wait to you see how she skips every wherever she goes. The little darling just loves to skip. Don’t Jilly Beanie. I’m think great now she wants me to skip to the backyard. So taking the hint I started to skip along the path to Lynn’s backyard swing set, while Sarah held on to my leash. This is just great I felt like I was a little baby girl for sure now, with my skirts flying in the air and my rhumba panties showing off to the guys behind me. I could hear Sarah behind me saying to the guys. Oh gee look how cute she looks skipping along? See how her skirts fly up as she skips showing off her cute lacey undies? Little baby girls are so cute when they do that aren’t they Tony? Tony had no idea what to say he just said oh yeah she is really cute skipping along that way. I don’t think either one of them cared about my skipping, but if Sarah cared. Then they would pretend to also care. She then said to Rob & Tony. You know little Jillykins here has been waiting to go on the swings set all morning. She just can’t wait

Sarah turned to Tony & Rob saying oh wow I still can’t get over just how cute she looks in that outfit. What do you think Tony? I could hear Tony say aaah! Ah um! Yes she looks simply adorable like a real little baby doll if I ever seen one. He the went on to say you know Sarah you look just as pretty in that dress your wearing today. I heard Sarah tell him. Why thank you Tony. Tony then asked Sarah so what’s up with the baby anyhow? Sarah told him, Oh I’m helping out by baby setting today. I’m taking care of little baby Jillian all day today. You know how babies like to run around. So I need to use this harness to keep her in line. That’s so she doesn’t run off out into the street, because she is a hand full. Rob goes whose little one is she anyhow? That’s when Sarah said something about me being a cousin of Holli’s from Texas, who is staying here for a while. Just then we got around back to Lynn’s backyard, and the swing set. Sarah came over and picked me up. She then put me in the baby swing pushing the safety bar down in place, and buckling up the safety strap around me, which was now making sure I was staying put. I looked at her and she had this big grin on her face, she was enjoying the whole thing. She gave my bonnet a little pull forward to help hide my face more. So after that I tried keeping my head down a little so the guys couldn’t get a good look at me. Sarah then walked behind me, with Tony & Rob following her. So now Tony, Rob, and Sarah were all behind me. Sarah said to Tony, why don’t you give the baby a big push. She just loves to have someone push her, while she in the swing. Just wait to you here her giggling, while she is swinging. I got the hint again of what Sarah was saying. So as Tony pushed me high I would make giggling at a high pitch baby sounds, with my pacifier in my mouth I sounded like a little girl loving how she was being pushed on her swing.

This went on for about 10 minutes, with Tony pushing me on the swing, while talking to Sarah. He was paying no attention to me on the swing or even to Holli. Holli was swinging along side of me on a big girl swing, and she was also going on the slide built on to the swing set. I just kept making happy sounds as Tony pushed me. Then out of nowhere I heard Tony asked Sarah if she had seen me lately. I started to panic now. Would Sarah give up my secret and tell Tony, whom the heck he was really pushing on the baby swing? I relaxed some when I heard Sarah tell him that she thinks Jack got in big trouble over those firecrackers on the school bus. I’m pretty sure he is staying at his aunt’s places in another state for a while. He may be there for the rest of the school year I heard. So the boys go dang we could of used him for baseball today, even if he is real small he can still hit pretty good. The other two guys that did the firecrackers got sent to military school. So now we lost 3 players. That’s not good at all. Sarah then says I don’t think Jack will be playing much baseball for a while. I heard that his aunt is taking care of him, and I hear she is pretty strict, and has him doing all kinds of chores & stuff he hates to do. Rob goes poor guy, and it wasn’t even his fault on the bus. The other guys lit the firecrackers not him. I could tell Sarah was having a great time talking about me, knowing I was setting right there.
That’s when we heard mom yell from the back door ok girls breakfast is ready. Bring the baby in Sarah dear, and don’t forget to check to see if the she’s dry. Mom could see that the guys were there, and I think she may have heard what Sarah was up to. The back kitchen window is only about 4 feet from the swing set, and I knew it was wide open. I could here mom & aunt Judy in side talking a little, and moving things around. So Sarah told Tony sorry we got to go inside now. Hey! Maybe you guys want to come inside and help me baby set? Did you ever change a baby’s diaper? I can teach you how? She knew both guys would bail at the idea of changing a baby’s diaper. As guys would say that’s girls stuff. Just as she figured, both boys jump in and say aaah no that’s ok we both have to go. So Sarah says ok then, bye guys. OH! If you do change your mind you can stop by later and help me with the baby I can use help taking care of her & changing her diaper. Tony goes I don’t think so. I plan on playing ball later. Guess we will see you at school tomorrow Sarah. As Tony & Rob both walked pass me, Tony looked at me saying Bye-Bye Jillykins you sweetie pie. He winked at Sarah like he was really cool for saying bye to the baby, saying to Sarah she is a cute one isn’t she. He had no idea who he was pushing in the swing or saying bye to. After Tony & Rob both left Sarah took me out of the swing giggling her head off. What a time we had Jilly. We really fooled them, and Tony thinks you’re a real cutie pie. Then Sarah laughed some more, as Holli said you even had him pushing Jilly in her swing. And they both started to laugh. Matter of fact I started to giggle about the whole thing too. Then I looked at Sarah saying with my pacifier still in my mouth. I was sacred to death they would figure out it was me. Sarah giggled some more saying I was pretty sure they had no idea who you were, and I sure enjoyed myself fooling them sweet cheeks.

We all headed for the back door. Sarah was still giggling and saying you know Jilly dear, Tony had no idea he was pushing Jack his friend in that swing. He really thought you were a little baby girl. Holli was giggling about the whole thing also. I was sweating like crazy, and I was also very wet now, because I peed my self a couple of times from panic. Mean while Sarah had this big grin on her face, because she had made me go through this whole little baby girl thing with Tony & Rob. Once in side Sarah came over to where I was standing. She then said well babykins lets get you out of the harness and check if you’re still dry, which I wasn’t. As she took the harness off she then replaced my pacifier it in my mouth that I had let fall out on the way in.

Just about that time Mom came out of the kitchen saying ok girls breakfast is ready. So we all headed for the dinning room. Sarah said to me we can Check if you’re dry later after breakfast sweet cheeks. As I walked into the dinning room I had this feeling I was going to be picked on again, because at one side of the table was a highchair. Lynn & Holli were already seated mom told Sarah to set over near the highchair and Jilly lets get you a chair chair. I go mom do I have to set in the highchair? My mom goes no dear unless that’s what you want to do. I said no I prefer a regular chair if that’s ok? So mom got me a chair and I sat down only the chair was a fold out chair so it was really low. Mom says I think we need a booster seat. Mom looks at Sarah giggles and says you’re her baby setter so take care of her. The booster seat is over in the corner. After Sarah placed it on the chair I sat down. I said ah much better now as Sarah helped to push me in closer to the table. Then mom looked at Sarah Saying I heard what you told the boys out side. You told them that you are the little ones baby setter all day today. So she is all yours. Starting now for the rest of the day. Mom then went back to the kitchen and started to help Mrs. Miller bring out the pancakes, eggs & some bacon. Sarah in the mean time gets up and brings in my baby bag. She takes out the bib, and a clean sippy cup. Sarah then asked mom if she could have some juice for the cup and mom goes okay just a minute. After mom filled the cup full of juice she grabbed a dish in her other hand, and headed my way. Here you are sweety drink this. Do you need Sarah to help feed you breakfast? I go no that’s okay mom I’m big enough that I can feed my self. Sarah says oh but Jilly I like feeding you. So she takes the dish from mom. There were some eggs & bacon in on one side & some pancakes on the other. Wow sure looks good.

Mom & Mrs. Miller sat down and we all started eating and talking, while Sarah kept teasing me by try to help fed me my breakfast. Mom looked at me & Sarah saying so girls did you have a good time out on the swing set, letting the big boys push Jilly on the swing? Sarah & I both looked at each other. Mom knew what happen! She must have been listing or looking out from the open window. We figured we were both in trouble now. Mom then looks at Sarah saying you know Sarah that may have been the best thing you did for Jilly. I’m going what was? What! You mean me being pushed by Tony? You have got to be kidding me? Mom went on to say, Sarah did a pretty good thing with the boys. Tony had no idea he was pushing Jack on the swing. He really thought Jack was a little baby girl named Jillian. I also heard & I loved the story you told him when he asked where Jack was. Matter of fact I figured this may have helped us in more ways then you think. Now Tony & Rob will tell all of the guys in school about Jack being sent to another state to live, and you can tell all of the girls the same story, about how Jack was sent to live with his aunt in some another state. Thank you Sarah, because of what you said to the boys I will have no problem now with Jack being seen dressed as the little baby girl for the contest next Saturday. As of now Jack is Jillian, Holli’s little baby girl cousin, who is staying with us for while, and who I entered in the little miss mall contest. I’m thinking you have got to be kidding me? I jumped right in saying but mom how long do I have to stay dress as a little girl? Mom said, we made a deal, but I’m not sure just yet dear. We will have to see just how things develop. As of right now at lease till your school suspension is over with. We will see after that dear? What did she mean by that (We will see after that)? I’m thinking I got it. Mom is saying all this so not to let on about me liking to dress up this way. That was a neat way to go mom.

We all finished breakfast and even thou Sarah was feeding me some what I still had two helpings, and a second cup of juice. As Sarah let me out of the booster seat & hair she asked mom for some more juice for the little one. So mom filled up yet another bottle again for me, and we all headed for the playroom. While Sarah was letting me out of the hair, She checked with her finger in my panties leg to see if I was dry, which I wasn’t. Then she handed me my bottle to drink, as she went & told my mom about me being wet. Mom came in and said okay Jilly I hear you’re wet. I said yes mom I got scared when Tony started to push me. I figured he would know it was me in the swing. So I ended up peeing I was so scared. That’s ok dear lets get you up stairs my little one. I told mom when we got up stair that while on the swing I was really panicking. I was really worried that Tony or Rob would find out about me, and that’s when I had an accident. She said okay I can understand that, but any more accidents and its definitely baby time, with diapers, pampers, and rubber panties for you the rest of the week do you hear me. I said yes mom I hear you.

As we came out of the bathroom Sarah was standing at the door. She told mom she came up to use the bathroom, and see if she needed any help. I knew she heard everything mom had said. Sarah turns to me and says, OK Jilly time to start learning how to be a good little girl. Mom looks at Sarah and asked what she was talking about. So Sarah told mom, well Mrs. Baker if Jilly is going to be in that contest next Saturday like planned. Then she needs to learn how to act as a 3-year-old little girl. Mom goes I guess your right about that. Sarah then told mom she figured that Holli, Lynn, & her had a plan. They were going to start teaching Lynn & I how to walk, talk curtsy, and maybe even stand like a model. We even plan on teaching her a song or two with cute moves that she can do on stage. This way I would have a better chase to win the contest next Saturday. Sarah said we have a full week to help make Lynn & Jillian the best looking little girls up on stage.

She then told mom that she had asked Mrs. Miller if she could come over after school to teach Jillian & Lynn each day. She told mom, practice makes prefect, and that Mrs. Miller loved the idea and said yes. Mom told Sarah that’s a great idea. She looked at me saying Jillian you will listen & learn everything Sarah is going to teach you. So for the rest of the day I learned how to curtsy by holding the ends of my skits out as I put one leg behind me and gave a little bend with the other. I must have curtsied over a hundred times till Holli & Sarah figured I had it down perfect. Lynn was practicing also, but the girls helped her, and they didn’t have her doing as much as me. They also had me walk with a little wiggle, while swaying my hips side to side so my skirt bounced and swayed as I walk. They said this would help to show off my rumba panties to all the people. Then I had to practice standing, turning, twirling, and bending over so my panties showed to the judges.

I was getting really beat so we stopped for a while. That’s when Sarah goes is baby dry still. I go yes Jilly is dry Miss Sarah. I was thinking of how she wanted me to answer her at the party yesterday. I figured it would make her happy that I answered that way, and she would leave me alone. She goes oh such a good girl to remember how to answer when I ask you a question. I didn’t know it at the time, but I was being set up again for one of her tricks. Seems while I was busy practicing Sarah had left the room for a little bit. She had taken one of the baby bottles with her. I didn’t see that She had filled it with warm water and set it on the end table near us. She also had left the top off for some reason. She then said to me well let Miss Sarah check and make sure you are dry sweety. So she had me turn around with my back to her. As she pulled my rhumba panties tights down a little she then got a hold of my pamper and pulled it back a little. I’m thinking what the heck is she up to? She never checks me that way before? I then had a big shock as I felt her pour the full 8 oz. bottle of water, that was in the baby bottle, down into my pamper. I go Sarah what are you doing I’m soaked now? She goes oh did baby have an accident? Oh! That’s to bad. Well the 8oz. of water just filled up the-pamper. I was sloshing around now as I walked. Then she said well babykins I guess you are a big baby wetting your panties all the time. You better just get use to walking in a wet pamper for a while, because I’m telling your mom that you had another accident. Then I knew Sarah had listened at the bathroom door earlier, and set me up to wear pampers all week.

I was a little ups set so I asked her. Why would you do that to me I was being good? She goes that’s so I can get even, because of what happen in the park I have to wear a diaper& & rubber panties all day today and tomorrow to school. I go what? She then told me that her mom found out what she did to me at the park, and is making her wear the diapers for the next two days, just like Holli has too. I’m thinking to my self. Wow! That’s kind of cool, that her mom is teaching her a lesson for picking on me. I didn’t let her know I was a little happy about it. So I said oh! I’m sorry that you got into trouble about that, but it was your own fault, as you did give me the Ex-lax. Sarah then turned around kind of in a huff and said well babies should be quiet. So here put this back in your mouth and keep it there. She took my pacifier that was hanging on my dress and put it in my mouth.

I then heard Sarah out in the kitchen talking to mom. She told her that I had an accident and was soaked. I headed for the kitchen just as mom came out. Mom goes Jilly did you wet your panties again. I tried to say something but with the pacifier in my mouth it all came out baby talk. Boy mom was mad as she said. I don’t know what I’m going to do with you. You seem to be turning into a baby. Well if you want to act like one then you will stay dressed that way. I told you what would happen if you had another accident. It’s was pampers & rubber panties for you till next Sunday after the contest. Plus I think we will use the thicker pampers & two pads inside so when you wet I don’t have to change you as much. Maybe walking around all day in wet pampers like a baby will cure you. Mom grabbed my baby bag then my hand and we headed back to the bathroom. I tried to tell her it was Sarah that poured water down in my panties, but mom said and just why would she do that? I decided to just be quiet and not make a big deal out of it. Heck it’s only a week and if I don’t tell maybe Sarah will like me more. I was change into a dry pamper and two thick pads were added inside to soak up everything. As mom took me back to the play down stairs I found that walking was harder to do. I waddle like a baby and I couldn’t put my legs together. Great now I felt even more like a 2 year old. When I entered the playroom, and Sarah seen how I was walking she started to giggle. Then she said that is perfect, just the kind of walk a little baby should have up on stage

Just about then the doorbell went off. It was Sarah’s mom, who had stopped by to pick her up. Mom called Sarah and told her it was time to go. So Sarah turned to me and said ok Babykins we will do more practicing tomorrow after school. She then got her coat and left with her mom. The rest of the day Lynn, Holli & I played house & tea party with our dolls till about 4 pm, when was time for everyone to go home. Only mom want to go out to eat, seeing she had nothing ready, because we were next door all day. So she had us get in the car and off we went back to that restaurant near the park. Again the same lady waited on us, but I was getting use to being treated as a baby. So all went ok at the restaurant. Back home I was taken out of my dress, but mom left the tights & rumba panties on. She then put me in a baby doll type nightgown top. Handed me Sarah and said go with your sister and watch TV till its time for bed. I mentioned I needed to go pee. Mom just looked at me saying. Now you want to use the toilet/ well it’s to late for that you are a little baby as far I can tell. You went pee in your diaper at Mrs. Millers didn’t you? What’s changed? She then just walked away and left me standing there. So I headed over in to watch TV, and while setting there I peed my diaper at lease 2 maybe even 3 times I was soaked. Mom came in said its bedtime. She then took me up stairs changed me, put me in the crib, handed me my doll and pacifier. Closed the crib rails and said good night sweety, as she left it was only about 6:30, but believe it or not I was really ready for bed. I was out like a light in less then 10 minutes.

The next day I woke up in what I guess you would now call my crib. I was still holding Sarah my doll. The day was Monday and it was starting off just like Friday. Aunt Judy came over got me out of bed. Then she grabbed some clothes that mom left out, and took me to her house. At her house she got me changed, dressed, & feed. Then at 10am Lynn & I were off to day care till 2pm. At 2pm it was back to aunt Judy’s house. After we got back to aunt Judy’s Lynn & I played till Sarah and Holli showed up at about 3:00. Sarah took over about that time, and had both Lynn & I practicing for the contest for the rest of the afternoon till mom came over at about 4:30pm to pick us up. This went on for the whole week. Except for one day, which was Tuesday. Other then that Lynn & I went to daycare Monday, Wednesday, and Friday. The other two days we play with our dolls & games at Lynn’s house all day. Aunt Judy even took us to the park two times. We even asked some of the other little girls over for lunch, and to play with us. After school each day Sarah & Holli were there to teach Lynn & I how to be the best & cutest little girls on stage. What Sarah didn’t know was I couldn’t wait for Saturday. For some strange reason I really wanted to win this contest.

But lets go back to what happened on Tuesday ok. Tuesday for some reason started out a little different for sure. One thing was instead of aunt Judy coming over to get me out of bed. Mom got me up that day, but what was really strange was she said she would get me dressed after Holli left for school. So we all went down stairs and had some breakfast. Then mom got Holli ready for school while I watched. Once Holli was all set & looking good. Mom sent her off to catch the school bus. After closing the front door and saying bye to Holli for the day Mom turned her attention to me. She said okay lets get you up stairs and washed up. Then we can both get dressed and ready to go. GO? Go where I’m thinking? So up stairs I head. Once up there mom says ok lets get you out of the diapers & rubber panties. After she had them off me, she said ok “Jack”, hop in the bathroom use the toilet and then take a quick shower, and make sure you get your hair get wet. WOW I’m thinking that was a strange request? She then said after you’re finished in there call me. Now I am really puzzled? First off she called me Jack, not Jillian or Jilly? Secondly she said take a “Shower” not bath, what the heck is going on here? Then to boot make sure your hair is wet? I got finished taking the quick shower like I was told, which by the way felt great. I dried my hair somewhat & myself off with a big fluffy towel. Then I called for mom. She came in the bathroom and said ok lets get you dress. She grabbed my hand and took me back to my old room, where she told me to get dressed. I’m thinking in what? Mom then hands me my guy underwear, tee shirt, blue jeans, button up shirt and some socks. Saying put these on.’ Next she hands me my “KEDS” sneakers. I looked at mom saying what’s up? How come I’m back in my regular clothes mom? She just said I will let you know in a little bit, but right now get dressed, while I go get changed also. So quick as a bunny I got all dressed in my boy clothes, which I must say felt very strange to be wearing guys undies, jeans & a shirt again.

Mom got finish dressing and came in my room saying are you ready. I go I’m just finishing up tying my sneakers. She says ok finish up, and then meet me down stairs. Once down stairs mom took a brush to my semi-wet hair pulling it back like I seen some high school boys wear it. She then put my baseball cap on my head saying that’s better. Then she reached over and took out both earrings saying we will put them back in after we get home later. I was so confused I said mom what’s going on. She said we have an appointment for you at a doctor’s office for a complete physical by a specialist. We need to be there by 10am. I made this appointment over 3 months ago and forgot all about it till last night. Next thing mom hands me my coat, grabs her coat and out the door we go.

We drove for a while before arriving at the doctor’s office about 9:30. Once inside and signed in the nurse handed mom some papers to fill out. After she was done and gave them back to the nurse. The nurse asked mom & I to follow her to the examining room. The doctor came in about 5 minutes later. The doctor said hi to us and started to check me over. First he asked me lots of questions. Then asked mom some more question about my age, height, and weight. Then he asked mom a strange question. How long has he been this size. Mom said a long time why? Just wondering the doc said. He then had me stand up and strip to my underwear. After a complete physical he had the nurse come in to take some blood. Then she ran some other test on me, like an EKG, breathing test, blood pressure. Then off to another room for some kind of ultrasound, which she did on my heart, neck and legs. The legs she did from my crotch all the way down to my ankles on both legs. That was like so cool listening to your heart pump and all. After about 3 hours at the office with tons of test we were done, and on the way home. Mom stopped off at a local diner near the doctor’s office and we had lunch.

Once we got home mom said ok sweety lets get you back into your girl’s clothes. So we headed up stairs to get changed. Only to my surprise after I had striped down to my birthday suit. Mom hands me a regular pair of panties followed by a pair of white tights. Wow No diaper or rubber pants cool. She saw my face when she did this. So she started saying baby time is now over. You were good last couple of days so now its just little girl outfits that I understand you love to wear. She said this with a grin on her face. I said great mom that’s coo. So quick as a bunny I got my tights on followed by a pair of cute rhumba panties. Next was a nice light blue little girl’s everyday dress (No crinoline needed grins). Some socks & Mary Jane’s I was dressed. Mom brushed my hair back into a little girl’s style and put some bows over each ear. She then put my earring back in. Mom asked me if I wanted to help her take down the crib and turn it back into a little kid’s bed? I said wow boy do I. She giggled and said ok let’s get to it.

After we had the crib apart and moved out the crib parts to the bed. We started to assemble the youth bed, but to my surprise mom put those dang half side rails back on the bed. Saying they were there just in case. We don’t want our little girl falling out of bed do we? I said to her I don’t fall out of bed mom. Mom said we would leave them on anyhow. We then took all the extra crib parts back up to the attic. After we finished that & cleaned up the mess we made in the room. It was down stairs for some cookies & milk. As we entered the dinning room I watched mom head for the highchair, which I figured I was going to be put in any second. But instead she moved it way over to the corner of the room, and placed my regular chair back where the highchair had once sat. She goes we don’t need that for now do we? After that we had our cookies and milk, (mom had tea). While we sat there mom asked me some more question about why I like dressing up as a little girl. We had a great little talk about this subject, which lasted for over an hour or more. Then through the front door comes Holli & Sarah? MOM goes Wow is it that time already? They had seen mom’s car in the drive so they came right over here. We called next-door and told Lynn’s mom that everyone came home and were all over here. So mom asked if they wanted to come over for diner. This way Sarah & Holli could do more training with Lynn & I, and the ladies could talk. Aunt Judy said it sounded like a good idea so they would be right over. Once Lynn & her mom arrived. Lynn & I, and our teachers, Sarah & Holli headed for the living room to practice, while the ladies went to start diner & talk.

Sarah & Holli were trying to teach me how little girl’s move, set & things like that. They also wanted me to learn two cute little songs. One of which I could use to sing on stage next Saturday. One song was “I’m A Little Tea Pot”, with some really cute moves, and the other song was “Playmate” only besides some cute little moves for that song. They showed me how to wiggle & dance, while singing it. They said if I did it right the judges would just love me. Let me tell you they made me practice both songs everyday after that for the whole week. I had both songs & all the moves that went with the songs memorized by the time Saturday morning got here.

Saturday came around I was woke up a little early. Mom came in and checked on me how are we today all excited about your big day on stage. I’m thinking great mom nothing like worrying me about being on stage and I’m not even there yet. Okay sweety let’s get you smelling sweet as a rose bud. So off we went to the tub of waiting bubbles. After a quick bath I was sprayed down with baby powder smelling stuff .wow I really smelled like a 2 or 3 year-old baby. Mom then put me back in pampers, saying sorry, but we need you to look like a 3-year-old in diapers. Only this time she use two pads inside the Luvs pamper followed by a pair of lavender rubber panties. Dang I had that baby waddle back again. Next thing I know I’m being dressed in just a plain cotton dress with plain rumba panties. Mom said lets get Holli up and have breakfast out. We got Holli ready and headed for the mall. This was really strange to me. I couldn’t figure out what was going on. Mom had my diaper bag with her but I wasn’t dressed for any contest that’s for sure. We had a great breakfast at a restaurant that is in the mall parking lot called “IHOP”. After breakfast we walked over to the mall and right to Aunt Lori’s shop. The shops in the mall were still closed, as it was just going on 9am. The mall opens at 10, but you can walk around window-shopping from 8am on. A lot of older people use the mall as a walking track from 8 to 10 am. Aunt Lori was at her door to the shop waiting for us.

Now I figured out what was going on. Mom was going to get me dressed at aunt Lori’s for the contest. The contest was set to start at 11am. We walked in and aunt Lori took us to the back by the changing rooms. There on the wall was the most gorgeous looking lavender dress I had ever seen. Plus with it was a crinoline that had so much fluff that anyone wearing it would be lost in a pile of lace & satin. Right next to the crinoline hung on a chair was the most fabulous looking pair of rumba panties with so much lace & bows on it. All I could say was Oh My Gosh. Hanging on the wall just to the left of the dress was a pinafore in white with tons of lavender lace & bows all over it. Also on the chair were a pair of white gloves with lavender lace around the hand openings, a pair of bright white tights, lavender socks with tons of white lace going around the top of them in two rows. There was also a baby bonnet in the same lavender as the rest of the outfit with again tons of lace & bows on it. And next to that was a pacifier with a lavender & white lace ribbon attached to a pin, which had Cinderella in a lavender outfit on it. Aunt Lori says to mom so do you think our little princess has a chance to win now. Mom gave a big hug to aunt Lori while saying Oh My Gosh she will look like a cloud of lavender and lace. She will look so adorable. Thank you so much Lori. Aunt Lori said well I just want our little baby princess to look great so she wins and I can have her as my catalog model for the next two years. Mom then said something that ready got me. She said Oh yes I want her to win too. I love having a little girl around to dress up frilly. My other daughter just wasn’t into frilly outfits, but Jilly here is different. So they started to dress me for the contest about 10 minutes later Lynn & her mom got there and aunt Lori show her Lynn’s outfit .all I could say was wow. I just knew we were going to be the cutest girls up on stage, with no problem.

Let me fill you in on how the contest works. It’s like this, there are about 5 to 6 girls entered in each age group. The age group of 2 to just under 4 is my group. Then ages 4 to under 6 is the group Lynn is in, and ages 6 to 8 years old is for the older girls. Who ever wins their age group gets to move on to be one of the 3 finalists. So that one girl from each age group will be in the finals. One of these three girls will then have a chance to win it all. From the final girls left there would be a 1st place, 2nd place, and 3rd place winner. The 3rd place winner would get $500 dollars. 2nd place would get $1,500, and the 1st place winner would get $3,000 dollars, a contract to model in Aunt Lori’s catalog for two years, and a tutor for schoolwork. That’s if she is in school. If she is ages 2 to 4 in preschool, she gets free preschool day care for the two years.

Mrs. Miller had Lynn already now and Mom had just finished up with me. Right on time Sarah showed up after mom had me all dressed, and like mom had said I looked like a cloud of puffy lavender, lace, and bows. Sarah went wild over me saying Jillykins you are sure to win. Mom then turned to Sarah saying ok Sarah she is all yours till the contest, make sure she stays clean, and out of trouble. Sarah then went to the diaper bag and got out that dang harness thingy, and put me in it. She then hooked up the leash and said to me this should make sure you stay out of trouble. Mom looked over and told Sarah good idea that should slow her down a little till after the contest. Sarah then handed me my doll, which I had forgotten all about. I thought I left her home, but mom had taken her & dressed her up in a matching outfit to what I was wearing

At about 10:45 we all headed over to the contest area. Sarah was leading me across the mall in my harness while the little bells on it were ringing away. Everyone was turning to see what was making the sound. Then it was ooow’s & aaahhh’s & oh how cute. There was even a couple of “she is a living doll”. Some of the ladies asked Sarah why is the baby all done up so cute? So Sarah would tell them about the contest. They all would say oh we have to go see her. She is so cute. Great I was on show already and couldn’t do a thing about it. We arrived at the contest & signed in. Sarah said she was going to keep me in my harness till it was my turn to go up on stage. So here I stood all doll up like a little girls baby doll that should be up on a shelf. I was so nervous that I was sucking away hard on the pacifier Sarah had put in my mouth earlier. Mainly because I was so scared to death about being up on stage in front of everyone.

Then it happen I seen about 5 of the girls in my class and they all seen Sarah. Dang I’m dead now. They came over to talk to Sarah for a while. I just pretended I was interested in the show and didn’t look at them. I kept my head turned just a little hopping that the baby bonnet & pacifier would hide whom I really was. Sarah told the girls she was helping out watching baby Jillian, before she goes on stage. I have to make sure she doesn’t get all dirty or into any trouble. Well the girls took one look at me all done up & went crazy. They started to check out my whole outfit lifting my dress & crinoline to see the rhumba panties, which Sarah was telling them about. They were more interested in my outfit then looking right at me. They talked about how I was dressed, but it was like I wasn’t there. They said stuff like oh look at her. She is absolutely gorgeous in that outfit, and look she has on matching panties as they lifted my dress to check. Then one of them asked Sarah does she still have accident I see she’s in diapers yet. So Sarah goes oh yes she is still a wetter yet, but she is being potty trained, and is getting better. Then one of the girls says oh just look at that darling little bonnet framing her face. Oh my Sarah she is so cute & adorable. Sarah said oh yes she is a living doll. Then one of the girls asked Sarah what did you say her name is? Sarah told her Jillian Baker. Oh great now they will know for sure whom I really am.

One of the girl’s goes “BAKER”? I didn’t know Jack had another sister? Sarah says oh she’s not Jacks sister. She Jack’s baby cousin up here visiting from Texas, and is staying with the Baker’s. So the girls all go oh, well she is defiantly a doll and we will all vote for her for sure. She should be a model in a catalog that’s for sure. One of the girls then asked Sarah by the way do you know where is Jack? I haven’t seen him for over a week or more. Sarah said oh you didn’t hear? He was sent to live at his aunt’s place in another state, after that firecracker thing on the school bus. Sarah then told then I hear his aunt takes no crap. I bet she is really punishing him up there. The girls go well, I hope he learns his lesson. So Sarah says I’m pretty sure he is learning as we speak and they all laughed. Next thing I hear see ya after the contest Sarah, as the girls all headed off to watch the contest. Thank God that was over with! Sarah then looked a t me and said, see silly they didn’t even know it was you that’s how much you look like a little baby girl. They looked right at your face and didn’t even recognize you.

The contest was about to start as the loud speakers came on. The lady came on saying all girls from 6 to 8 please get ready. The big girls went on first. And wow some of them were really pretty. I figured I didn’t have a chance of winning now. Then Lynn’s group was up on stage. Lynn looked beautiful up on stage. After her group was done it was my turn. There were 6 little girls entered in the 2 to 4 age group, and I was last to walk on stage. Sarah took the harness off me and said have fun babykins. Sarah had me practicing all week on how to stand, walk, turn, and making sure I look at the judges & smiled. She asked if I remember the song I needed to do, and I said yes. Sarah also wanted to make sure the judges did see my panties. So she had me carrying a little lace hankie plus my dolly. The plan was on the way off stage, as I turn to leave. Opps I would drop the hankie and bent over to pick it up. This of cause would show off my lavender bow on my rhumba panties in full sight. Then she had told me to skip off stage, with crinolines, dress, and panties just a showing everything. Well I did as Sarah told me. After singing I’m a little teapot I curtsied then turned to leave, while I dropped the hankie and bent down to pick it up showing everyone my cute frilly rhumba panties. Then I skipped off stage giggling and smiling as I left. Well the crowd when wild everyone started clapping, and I know I heard the 5 girls from my class going she is a doll I’m voting for her. The judging, and adding up the scores started, and all the girls were just beside them selves waiting for the scores to be counted.

The PA speakers came on, and the lady said we have a tie with our 2 to 4 year olds we need Jillain Baker & Penny Adams to report to me back stage thank you. So Sarah helped me find the lady we were told to report to. The lady said that Penny & I both have to go back up on stage, and do our songs or routine one more time. So the judges have one more look at us. Penny went first and kind of wiggled and dances to a song. I figured I needed to do better. I told Sarah that I planned to sing “Playmate”. Seeing Sarah had drummed the song into my head all week. Why not? What was great is Sarah was smart enough to bring her music along. So she gave her record to the lady to play while I sang. The record Sarah had was all music, because it came with a book that had the words. This way you could sing along with the music. It was now time for me to go up and do my thing. So up on stage I went. I walked up to the mike, said my name, and that I was going to sing one of my favorite songs, while saying this I made sure I wiggled back & forth. That way my dress swayed real little girlishly. The judges looked at me saying okay sweety you can start whenever you are ready. So I gave a little curtsy and said thank you. Then I heard the music start up. I started to sing my heart out, and while singing I started wiggling, dancing and moving to the beat. But still keeping the little girl voice I was doing and acting like a cute little girl on stage. My dress & crinoline was bouncing up down and all over. After I finished singing everyone in the place stood up and started clamping and cheering. Wow that felt so cool. So I gave a nice curtsy and skipped off stage one more time.

It was now time for the finalists to be announced. You heard the speaker come and the lady started to announce the winners. Ages 6 to 8 were the first to be announced and a Miss Jessica Marie Berretta took first place in that group. Oh yes I remember her she was gorgeous I would of loved to know her. Next it was the 4 and up to 6 year olds. Oh wow! It was Lynn. She came in first in her group .way to go Lynn. Now it was my group. I was a little worried, as I had seen the judges looking over at me. Then at the other girl a couple of times & talking. Next thing I hear over the speaker system is in the age group of 2 and up to 4 years old we really had a hard time. They all looked so cute & adorable. To bad they all can’t win. We finally came down to one little girl who stood out with how she walked & stood. She has on an adorable outfit, and looked so cute all do up. Plus she did a great job of entertaining us with her song. So for Ages 2 to 4 the winner is little Miss Jillain Baker. I won the first round wow so cool. I gave Sarah a big hug as she gave me a kiss on the lips, saying you won sweety.

I went up on stage with Lynn & Jessica. I was handed a trophy for my age group. So here we were, Lynn was on the left side of Jessica, and I was standing on her right, while cameras were taking our pictures. Next we had to stand there, while the judges when over some notes or something. Then I hear the lady start to talk over the PA system again. Ok ladies & gentlemen we have a winner for our Little Miss Mall. Our Contest, 1st runner up takes home $500 dollars and a trophy. Miss Lynn Miller. That’s so cool Lynn won 3rd place. The speaker lady went on. This next place was a very hard choice; the runner up for Little Miss Mall is Miss Jessica Marie Berretta, who takes home $1,500 dollars & a trophy. Which means little “Miss Jillian Baker” is our new “LITTLE MISS MALL”. Wow! I won I won! Oh My Gosh, I really won! Next thing I know they are placing a really fancy grown on my head and handing me a bunch of roses. I look out in the mall area, and I see Sarah and the other five girls from my class right there in front. Sarah is crying as she looked up at me. I started to cry my self; I can’t believe it I won. I really did win? That’s when a lady came up and told me to walk to the end of the ramp. Then stop and stand there for a couple seconds. So pictures could be taken. Then I was to turn around and come back here. So I did what I was told. Wow! So many cameras are going off.

I guess you could say life, as I knew it changed a lot for me on that day. Not only did I win the contest and get a contract to model in aunt Lori’s catalog, but also that afternoon at home we received another call that helped in changing my life. The doctor I had gone to called mom and asked her to bring me back in. He told her that we needed to talk. So we went back to see this specialist that Monday. It seems they found out that I have a condition that will not let me grow any taller than maybe an 8 year old would be. Which means that I may grow to a great height of 4-foot 6-inches if I’m lucky. So I will be small framed & really short the rest of my life. At home that Monday night mom, Holli & I talked. We explained to Holli that I liked dressing and acting like a little girl and asked her what she thought all that. That if it’s ok with her I would like to be able to dress that way for maybe a weekend once in a while. Holli said that she loved having a little sister and if that’s what I want to do. Then she was ok with it, as she gave me a big hug & kiss. Saying I love my big brother a lot, but if he also likes being my little sister then I’m ok with that too.

We all talked it over and decide that I would stay dressed as “Jillian” till we had a chance to discuses with aunt Lori the contract we would receive for modeling in her catalog. Mom said that she would try to get me into a different school. The thing was that everyone in town now knew that there was another Baker girl. So mom came up with the story that her sister in law & her brother where having troubles, and that little Jilly would be visiting us now & then. At lease till her family figured out what to do marriage wise. Plus seeing she got the modeling contract. She would stay at our house when modeling. Mom figured this way if anyone seen little Jilly with her or around the house. They wouldn’t put two & two together. So we contacted Mrs. Coyle (that’s aunt Lori’s last name) and had a meeting. It was decided that we would use the tutor that came with the contract for the next 2 years; the reason we did that was because we found out that Mrs. Coyle was the one who set up that part of the contest. So she would just tell the people my real age, and what grade I am in. Seeing they don’t care who won the contest. They were just hired & paid to teach who ever did win. This way I wouldn’t lose school time. So for the next two years I will be dressing on & off, as needed for me to be little Jillian Baker. This way I’m able to walk around as Jack Baker most of the time. Mom will let everyone know that I’m going to school in a different town. No one needs to know where or what the name of the school is. I will work as a model and get tutored while dressed as Jillian. Mom & sis get to spend $3,000dollars on a whole new wardrobe, and I get to play dress up all I want, with all of aunt Lori’s great looking outfits. Plus as a bonus, which aunt Lori said I could have & keep any outfit I like at anytime. Wow talk about a transvestite dream.

After working for aunt Lori for the two years as her model & also doing live shows on stage modeling her outfits. She was nice enough to extended the tutoring contract so I could finish my last year in grade school with a tutor. High school on the other hand was going to be a different story. I had decide to go to a Boys Voc / Tech high school to learn a trade. Auto Shop was what I wanted. That said I started to lead a double life. One as Jack the hot shot mechanic. The other was as little Jillian Baker the top child model. By my third year in auto shop I was the top mechanic in town & in the school. My height didn’t affect how good I worked on cars. Everyone knew if you wanted your car to run great see me. Even some of the cops brought there off duty cars to me. I even designed my own seats, break & gas set-up for my cars, as I was kind of small to set behind the wheel. That didn’t stop me because I was also I drag racer at the local old bridge raceway, which was an oval track that had a  ¼ mile straight away. You just had to remember to turn left at the end of the run or go through the wall giggles. I even drove a dragster or two there. Didn’t say I won a lot, while driving in the dragster. I just drove it for a friend grins. You know what’s really cool; is they took down that track in 1960 something, and put up a storage unit place. Then moving the track to its new location. Now it’s a famous track known as “Englishtown Raceway Park” and they do national drag racing there now. But I still remember the fun we had at the old oval track.

During those first 3 years of modeling I became one of the top catalog models for little girls clothes. No one even knew I was leading a double life as a great mechanic & a little girl model. Being I never grew taller then 4-foot 5. After I graduated I still continued to model for aunt Lori as one of her little girls. I did have to go and get a lot of treatments for hair removal, but now hey I don’t need to shave anymore. Push aunt Lori helped mom & I pay for some plastic surgery on my face to give me a more feminine little girls look which made me look way younger then I really am. Right now at age 22 when dress up, because of my height, my frame & weight, plus my face surgery. I can easily pass for an 8-year-old little girl with no problem. The surgeon told me that if I need to later on in life like in 10 to 15 years. I can come back and he can do the same thing again for me. Wow that’s so cool to know.

Sarah and I became great friend and we would go out on dates, with me dressed sometimes as Jillian, or sometimes as Jack depending on the mood. After Sarah & I graduated we moved in together and set up housekeeping. If you compared me to Sarah, while I was dressed up. I looked like her daughter & Sarah loved it. She was about 5 foot 8 or 9, where I was maybe 4-foot 5. We both found great paying jobs at some really good companies. After a year I asked Sarah to marry me. So a two months after that I had on a tux, with a bra to hold up my new size “A-cup” little girl breast that Sarah got me for a wedding present. Sarah was in a beautiful white flowing gown. We were married in a little church at a small family style wedding, with Holli as the Maid of Honor. Best Man was Sarah ‘s brother John, who by this time knew all about me. Mr.& Mrs. Spears were their also, plus my mom, aunt Lori, Lynn & Mr. & Mrs. Miller. (By the way Mr. Miller never knew the truth). So that’s how a boy of 8 ended up an as little 3-year-old girl in diapers. Then goes then goes on to win a beauty contest that change his or her life “Forever”, by becoming a little girl top model for a while, Plus he ended up marring the love of his life. Heck what more could you ask for.

Oh one other thing I should say here. Sarah is the one in charge in our house, and I do whatever she tells me to do. Plus once a month on a weekend, from Friday night to Monday morning I am forced to become her baby girl. I have all the outfits you could think of. All of them reproductions of the outfit I wore back when this all started, and specially made for us by aunt Lori. Aunt Lori also comes over on some baby weekends just to baby set me, while Sarah goes out with Holli & Lynn. Yes I have a crib, playpen, and large adult highchair, and a pink harness with bells on it, all specially made by friends of aunt Lori. I also model in some outfits for a special catalog aunt Lori has for adult babies & little girls. Plus just for fun Sarah sometimes dresses me up as her 6 or 7 year-old daughter, who is going to a birthday party wearing her frilly dress & rhumba panties. Then she takes me out to a fancy restaurant to show me off. ( I love all the attention I get from all the ladies when she does that). We live a different life style then others, but we truly love it & each other. So that’s my life and I love it. Aunty Lori says its time for my diaper change & nap, as I crawl down the hall at the end of a lash. She said I have to say bye now >>Goo-Goo, Gaa-Gaa, BYE, BYE.
The End

Hugs & Little Girls Baby Kisses
JILLY