Jacqui and Me - Chapter 2
By Julie D Cole

‘Goodnight my sweet J. You are fantastic and I can’t wait to meet again. Luv2u S xxxx’

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I went straight upstairs to the bathroom and as usual mum stirred and shouted to check that it was me returning home. It was a long time since I’d been excited like this apart from the occasional incident whilst dreaming. I quickly undressed and turned on the shower. I placed Jacqui’s sweater on a hanger and had some crazy idea that I might wear wash it over the weekend and wear it to college on Monday.

I looked at my reflection in the mirror and my chest had seemed to expand a little more but for once I didn’t feel annoyed or sad about it. I gently caressed each of my breasts and soon my nipples were erect. They were very sensitive at the moment and Jacqui had quickly realized this and focused her attention there. I looked at my little soldier who was fast asleep and hardly likely to stir again that night.

I decided to use some scented soap and to was and condition my hair using some of mums special hair care products from her special hiding place. For once I used a natural sponge to wash my body and since sis had left her lady-shave in the shower I decided to ensure that my legs were smooth and hairless. I guess I wanted to take a little bit more care about my appearance and remove any traces of masculine odors and body hair.

I took one of the soft white towels from the towel cupboard and slipped on a silk dressing gown that was a gift to mum from her sister who’d been to Singapore. It felt nice. I combed out my hair and wondered if I should tidy it up sometime or even change the colour. Mum had complained that it was too dark and that it made me look tired sometimes. She didn’t mind that I was letting it grow as long as I tied it back for college to ensure that it wasn’t falling across my face.

Sometimes I liked to brush it for 30 minutes to improve the sheen and I’d lift it with one of mums bigger brushes so that it had more body. I did seem to have inherited mums hair type rather than dads wiry type and it was the main reason why I had opted for the longer style.
My nipples were erect again because of the feeling of the silk dressing gown and I couldn’t leave them alone.

I decided to sleep in a bra and a soft t shirt so I went to sis’ room to search through her discard drawer. She had blossomed a lot very quickly so the drawer had several bras of different styles and different sizes. Not too many simple styles though so I opted for a pink full cup style that was very comfortable and was surprised how prominent my chest was under the sweater.

Then I saw some matching knickers in the drawer and decided that sis wouldn’t miss them since she at at least 2 drawers filled to bursting with underwear.

I picked up a copy of Hello magazine from the bedside table and took it to my room to read before I went to sleep. There was an article about one of my favorite actresses Hilary Swank in a film called Boys Don’t Cry. I was determined to buy the film as a DVD because I like the way she looks as a boy and also as a woman.

When I looked at her photographs in the magazine I felt she could be either an attractive boy or a pretty woman and she’d also had a strange effect on me as a female boxer in another film that she did. I was intrigued how a person can either look butch or so masculine and then so feminine and excite both men and women.

I wondered if she was mixed sex or if she just was a good actress. How did she become so strong when I am such a whimp who can’t build muscle. I felt confused but still my eyes were getting heavy by now and I fell asleep with the magazine in front of me.

I was awake early even though it was Saturday. Well if you call 8-30am early. Mum was surprised and offered to take me out for breakfast since it was a beautiful morning. I had to decline because I wanted to make sure I didn’t miss the call with Jacqui. In the end I rang her. Mum was trying to listen in and heard me mention her name so she backed away satisfied that I was talking to a girlfriend and making arrangements to meet up.

She asked if she knew her and if it was serious but I didn’t admit to anything. I just said we knew each other from college and that we were going out with friends and that Jacqui had borrowed her dads car. By now I had quite a few Kudos points but she still recommended that I dress smartly and tie back my hair.

We washed and dried the dishes as we talked and she noticed the sweater and my ever increasing chest size making a comment that I might need a bigger bra soon and was this bothering me. Right now it wasn’t bothering me at all to have sprouted these mounds on my chest because Jacqui had shown me the pleasures that are associated.

I had admired the bust showing in a low cut dress that Hilary Swank had been wearing in the photo in Hello magazine and automatically rubbed my ever increasing chest wondering what I’d look like at the moment if I wore an open neck shirt. I was sure I’d have a cleavage but not so big as hers and how to hide it.

I told mum that I’d had to go to my sisters room to find a bigger bra but I didn’t say anything about the matching boycut briefs. They felt comfortable too and I wondered if I should spend some of my savings and buy my own underwear since it didn’t seem hygienic to borrow Claires.

Mum was smiling at me as I touched myself and asked why I’d worn the sweater to bed. I had no answer other than Jacqui had loaned it to me and that it was nice material and fitted me very well. I said that it was a gift andshe just said it was more normal for a girlfriend to borrow her boyfriends clothes so what could I offer. I couldn’t imagine Jacqui borrowing anything of mine because firstly her shoulders were broad and second my taste in boy clothes wasn’t great because I couldn’t get too excited about it.

I did have an idea to give her one of my baseball caps instead that I often wore with my pony tail protruding through the back. Yes I decided she might wear a cap for training and that she might like one of the NY Yankees caps that I’d bought in New York.

So now what to wear to go with Jacqui. It needed to be casual yet smart so I could go with her for dinner late afternoon since we might not get home to change.

Mum ran me a bath that seemed a strange thing to do since I never took baths but she said I should take extra pride in my appearance and she added some smellies and oil to the water to soften my skin. She told me to wear a bath cap since I’d washed my hair the night before. I laughed when I put it on since I looked a bit like a skinnier version of Claire and more like a sister than a brother with my expanding bust. But my little soldier was reminding me of who I was.

I put on a fresh bra that looked almost new that I took from Claires current stock and slipped on some matching panties that were cut high on the leg. My little soldier was hardly evident. I couldn’t believe that I was now wearing the same size bra as Claire. How could my chest have grown so quickly?

Then I was shocked as mum knocked and walked straight in. She told me that Jacqui had arrived early and that she’d invited her in and she was in the kitchen sipping a fresh brew of coffee.

Mum never flinched as she saw me standing in front of her and just said to take care to look my best. I didn’t have much in the way of clothes so I searched out a pair of Levis from Claires wardrobe and borrowed a matching jacket that seemed to fit OK. I wore a loose fitted shirt and tucked it into the waist band of the jeans.

I looked OK so I selected a pair of tan colored short boots from Claires wardrobe and was surprised how well they fitted. They were low heel like a mans boot but I did think I might have been better to borrow boots with more of a heel in view of Jacquis height advantage over me.

I tidied my face and used some skin cream then reset my pony tail and picked up the matching NY Yankee caps. I put mine on and looked in the mirror. At least mum couldn’t say I hadn’t followed her advice even if my look was a bit unisex. The Levis fitted very well and much better than the jeans I wore. They were a bit tight to the crutch and little soldier might not be very happy later after a few hours in a restricted space.

I checked myself as I passed the mirror at the bottom of the stairs and hoped I hadn’t gone too far.

Jacqui just smiled as I entered the kitchen and said good morning in a formal sort of way. Mums eyes opened a bit and she said I looked smart and that we’d make a good pair. Jacqui spoke and said she liked my hat so I gave her the other one to wear and she laughed on put it on. Then I gave her a kiss boy to girl style remembering that mum was in the room.

As we left mum shouted me back because I’d left my mobile phone. She asked where I was keeping my wallet but I’d had to leave it upstairs so I could just carry some cash and a credit card in the jacket pocket which had buttons.

As we reached the car Jacqui opened the door for me and I settled into the passenger seat. Jacqui handed me her shoulder bag to hold as she got into the drivers seat and told me I could put my mobile phone and money inside for safe keeping. I waived to mum and put the bag on my knee asking where we were going and what was the afternoons itinerary.

Jacqui said we were due at the softball practice area at 12 noon and that some snacks were usually provided pre-practice. It was unusual to be going out on a Saturday and even though it was nothing special I was looking forward to it.

As we pulled around the corner out of sight of my house Jacqui pulled over and stopped the car. She leaned over and kissed me and then just said that was better since she had wanted to do that as soon as I’d entered the room.

I was blushing for sure but I liked it. Jacqui looked at my chest that was exposed with the open shirt and said ‘Where did you get those from Was it due to my treatment last night?’ We laughed and I said I didn’t know what I was eating to cause this growth but if I found out I might patent it. She undid the first button to expose some cleavage and smiled.

‘We should stop by a mall later and buy a silver chain with a cross or something to finish the job. I smiled and said ‘Only if you are buying because I’m almost skint.’
When we pulled up in the practice pitch car park most of the team were milling around outside and at least I found some girls were my size and shorter as well as some other similar size and weight as Jacqui.

I was a bit surprised to find no other men around so I was on my own. Most of the girls did seem to have partners who were close girlfriends with them. As Jacqui secured the brake she asked if I’d mind looking after her bag until later after practice and I accepted. She reached inside for a lipstick that surprised me. I couldn’t imagine Jacqui with lipstick and was waiting to see.

Then she smiled and said it might look better on me and would I like to try. I tried to say no but she did persuade me to apply a little saying it was fairly neutral.

I looked in the mirror to apply it and she just laughted and said this was obviously not the first time.

In truth I did wear lip protector in the cold weather so it wasn’t exactly difficult.
As I stepped out of the car Jacqui introduced me to some of the gang. ‘This is my close friend Sammy. I hope you don’t mind me bringing her along.

To be continued………………..

Jacqui and Me - Chapter 3
By Julie D Cole

In truth I did wear lip protector in the cold weather so it wasn’t exactly difficult.
As I stepped out of the car Jacqui introduced me to some of the gang. ‘This is my close friend Sammy. I hope you don’t mind me bringing her along.’
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She turned and looked at my face that must have been dumb struck. She was laughing.

‘Well actually gang she goes by the name of Sam and she’s been living as a boy all through school and college. Sorry Sam but I thought I’d better explain because Em knows you as Sam don’t you Em?’

‘Yes Jacs, you’ve shocked me a bit. How did you find out so quickly when Sam and I have been friends and next door neighbours for so long?’
‘Well Sammy has been a late developer as you know so she didn’t like to admit it to herself.’

Em’s friend the shook my hand and welcomed me. “ I guess a lot of our group would have liked the chance to try out being a boy. How interesting so I hope we can have a chat later.’

I turned to Jacqui and I wasn’t happy at all as she could tell. “what did you tell them that for? Now it will be all round college and I’ll never live it down. What’s mum going to say. My life is going to be a misery. Please can you drive me back home.’

‘Come on Sam it’s not that bad. This is a girls only gang and nobody here is going to split on you. None of us are into boys and I decided this was the best way to get you accepted. What’s wrong if they can’t tell the difference. It’s their problem not yours.’
‘But I’m not a girl I’m a boy and surely it’s not difficult to tell. Or isn’t it?’

‘Well I know because last night we were a bit intimate and I touched you. But I wasn’t sure either way until then so come on enjoy yourself. You can just be one of our gang as a girl for a bit. This is a great bunch and we have lots of laughs together.’

‘How can I be in a girls group I’m a boy?’

‘Don’t be so sensitive and go with the flow. Just act normally. You dressed like that this morning and it wasn’t me influencing you so I just had the idea as we left your house. If you play along you won’t have to be so self-conscious about your bust and on the other hand if you want to behave like a boy so what. The gang will just assume you are a bit butch like a lot of us here.’

‘But I don’t want to be seen as a lesbian. I’m straight. I didn’t try to look like a girl this morning it was just that I was feeling so strange. It was like I woke up a different person.’

‘Ha Ha yes but then if you are straight then why did you get so excited last night when I tongued you and kissed your breasts?’
‘Please Jacqui that was just us kissing as guy to girl.’

‘Ha Ha really. Who was the guy then? From where I was sitting in the car you enjoyed being on the receiving end. Was that your first time? Normally boys will take the initiative and then take the lead in the kissing game.’

‘But we just kissed each other and it was so natural. You enjoyed it too didn’t you?’

‘Of course I did because I realised you were a novice. Almost a virgin in fact. I was teaching you and it was great how you responded. You’re my first boy/girl conquest. Normally I prefer the girly girls rather than the butch girls and that’s how you come over to me. My girly girl Sammy.’

‘Jacqui did you do it on purpose then? Did you deliberately follow me to the bus stop to give me a lift?’

‘Well put it this way I’d decided I was going to find out for myself about you rather than pussy foot around and when I saw the opportunity I took it. You have to take your chances when they come your way that is why I’m one of the best players on our team. So are you going to give it a go or not? You don’t really want me to miss training and lose my place in the team tomorrow do you?’

‘No I don’t so I’m OK to hang around and wait for you.’

‘Well that’s a start at least. Here’s Em and Flo. Be careful not to call her Florence since she hates it.’

Em smiled and just said that she was glad she’d put the pair of us together and hoped we were hitting it off. She told me that Jacqui had persuaded her to sacrifice a lift home last night so she could follow me. She’d ended up getting drenched so that Jacs owed her big time.

‘Really?’ I looked at Jacqui who was smirking again.’

‘Look Sammy it was innocent I just happened to be passing and I could have splashed you with a puddle or give you a lift. Which would you have preferred?’
‘Mm’was all I could say in response and then Jacqui grabbed my hand and said ‘Come on let’s eat I’m starving.’

She walked ahead with Em and headed towards the dining area in the pavilion. I followed with Flo who was smiling at the comment from Jacqui. ‘She’s so funny. Don’t you just love her to bits?’

I smiled and said I didn’t know yet as we’d only known each other for a few hours.

Flo linked arms with me and asked if we could sit together to watch training so we could chat rather than be bored for 2 hours. She wasn’t a great fan even though she liked to see Em and Jacs competing against each other. She asked if I’d played soft ball at college or at school but I said I couldn’t throw for toffee and I was frightened of being hit by the ball.

We joined Em and Jacqui in the queue and I picked out a few salad things since I wasn’t very hungry. Flo did the same.

Jacs and Em tucked into a large plate of Ceasar salad each topped with chicken breasts and both shared a jug of ice tea. The whole lot soon disappeared even though it would have lasted mum and I for a week.

It wasn’t long before Em and Jacs left us along with the other players and they disappeared into the changing rooms to get changed. Soon they were out on the practice pitch loosening up and I had a walk around the edge of the field with Flo and another girl called Patsy who was a friend of hers. They said the girls usually had a sauna or a swim towards the end of the afternoon and asked if I’d brought any gear. I hadn’t but Flo said she had some spare things if I wanted to fit in so I wasn’t excluded.

‘But why didn’t Jacs tell me? Really I can’t borrow your things it’s not very hygienic surely.’

‘Well it’s up to you. I don’t mind if you don’t mind. You haven’t got any disease have you?’

As we walked they started to quiz me a little bit about Jacs comment that I’d lived as a boy and asked why.

I was a bit embarrassed again and was searching for a response that might be believable.

‘Well dad always wanted a boy and when he saw my sister born he said to my mum that it wasn’t fair. So he decided that I should dress as a boy and with the help of a friend of his they changed my documents. I suppose as I grew up I didn’t really notice. I just went along with it although mum and dad kept cautioning me to take care. That was right until recently when I thought my body started changing.’

Flo piped up first ‘What was life like living as a boy? Was it fun or what? How simply fantastic to have the opportunity.You are so lucky.’
It didn’t seem right to mislead them both so I just answered honestly. Well almost

‘Well life as a boy might seem fun to you but to me it was hell. It’s not all that it’s cut out to be. I had to avoid trouble and school bullies who picked on me because I was small. I guess the best time was when I was young and boys and girls just mixed together naturally.’

Patsy then chipped in to make her observation. ‘Sam you were a nice kind boy and that’s how boys should be. I’m sure I can remember you in your early teens. You were very kind to me at school especially as I was having problems at home because my parents didn’t like me mixing with boys in our street. They said that they trusted you because you didn’t show off all the time and make rude remarks. I don’t know what your family thought but to me you were a normal sweet boy.’
‘Well in truth my mum and dad argued a lot about me because I didn’t come to the standard that dad expected and eventually he met a woman from work and left us.’
‘But what did your sister think about you dressing as a boy?’

‘She only ever knew me as a boy so she didn’t think anything.’

‘Does that mean she doesn’t know that you are really a girl. Surely she must suspect now. You are more developed than me nowadays. Where did they come from? Were you hiding them or strapping them up?’

‘No I didn’t need to since I had no bust until about 2 years ago and it expanded a bit but not so much until this last 12 months. Of course sis knew but she was sworn to secrecy and she still is.’

‘Well I’ve heard of late bloomers but never so late. Have you been on medication or something? I wish I was your size.’

‘Well mum did buy some medication to try to slow down my development that she said would reverse the growth but after a while I realised it wasn’t working so I gave up looking for solutions. I suppose I found myself getting used to them.’

‘Does that mean you have decided to switch back to being a girl?’

‘No not exactly. To be honest I haven’t thought much about it. I have lived as a boy for so long that I guess I’m used to it.’

Then Flo said she’d be delighted to help me with some shopping or advice if I wanted to be friends. She hoped that Jacqui would understand but felt she had no real taste for modern styles. She was a sportswear girl.

Patsy then asked another series of questions. ‘How did you manage in the bathrooms and changing rooms at school. Did you stand up to pee or sit down?’
Flo just cut in to say ‘Patsy don’t be so personal. Come on tell us please.’

‘Well in the boys room I used to stand at the urinal and pretend to use them. It was tough because boys do try to peak to see who has the biggest and who can pee the highest.’ That bit was true as well.

That made them both laugh and I found myself enjoying the walk and the chat even though I’d been nervous. Pretending to be a girl seemed to give me a chance to talk from another viewpoint. Even though what I was saying was tinged with some untruths. Well it was true but I actually was a boy with a small weenie. My little soldier didn’t really develop much and in the showers I was the butt of a lot of jokes from older boys. I’d get changed in a toilet cubicle whenever I could.

‘So what happened when you reached puberty? How did you andle period pains or change tampons in the boys bathroom. There’s no facilities is there?’
‘No there isn’t. Well in some respects the tampons I wore enhanced my bulge so it looked like I was bigger down there than I was.’ Mmm now I was starting to make it up.

Flo asked if I had any photos from my schooldays so they could see what I looked like as a boy. That was my chance to take out my identity card and so that was it. They believed I was a girl dressing as a boy who now had become more feminine and taken a liking to one of their friends.

Flo again. ‘Right now you don’t look like you could convince anybody. Have you changed and become more feminine as you’ve got older?’
‘Well I wasn’t aware of the changes until last night when Jacqui kissed me.’

‘Whoa ho!! I knew she had the hots for you. What happened? Come on tell all.’

‘I shouldn’t and really nothing much happened.’

‘ Come on Sammy dish the dirt girl. Jacs doesn’t just choose anybody. She must have tried it on. I know what she’s like. She’s even tried it on with me in our younger days. We slept together on a school trip but I resisted and she apologised.’

‘Oh she didn’t seem to aggressive towards me. She didn’t try it on. We just kissed and then she caressed me and eventually after we had I was relaxed with a girl kissing me and using her tongue around my nipples and in my mouth like she was making love to me I finally got excited in my pants.’
‘Ho Ho how many times did she make you get excited?’

‘Just the once why?’

‘Ha Ha just the once. She’s losing her touch. Did it leave you wanting more and just a little bit frustrated. She is supposed to be top drawer in bed you know. You only got excited the once. Wait while I see her.’

‘No no please for goodness sake don’t tell her I told you or she’ll be angry and humiliated.’

‘Don’t worry I’ll save it for another day.Let’s go watch them since they seem to be looking for us in the stand.’

As I sat down I could see that Jacs had decided to wear her NY Yankees hat. I supposed it was a complement. She waived and steadied herself to receive the first pitch. She hit is first time and just cried out ‘Yessss.’ Em was pitching and Flo just said she’s sent down an easy one to make her feel good.

I suppose we sat there for about an hour before Patsy complained that she was cold and that we ought to go inside for a sauna.

‘Coming Sammy?’
To be continued ………………………………………….

Jacqui and Me - Chapter 4
By Julie D Cole

I suppose we sat there for about an hour before Patsy complained that she was cold and that we ought to go inside for a sauna. ‘Coming Sammy?’
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I thought about the complications and the possible implications as tempting as it sounded.

‘I’m not sure really. I can’t.’

‘Why ever not we know all about you now and it’s not as if you’ve got anything to hide. Why not make up for the lost years of girlhood and chill out with us in the sauna or the jaccuzi?’

I was getting a bit nervous. Maybe this had gone a bit too far now and I needed time to think. So I said I had to go to the bathroom.OMG what did I say that for since now Flo was coming along as well.

As we approached I looked at the men’s door and then the women’s and diverted to the women’s. I closed my eyes for a moment because I was scared. It was as if I was about to jump off the high diving board not knowing where the water was or if it was deep enough. This escapade wasn’t something I’d planned for or expected I’d be doing when I got up this morning. What would happen if anybody found out about me in the ladies bathroom or showers? I’d be as good as dead.

I plucked up the courage to enter and was surprised. I found it wasn’t the lush lounge that I though all womens facilities were based around. No soft sofas and coffee tables or places to sit for a long chat. What do they do when inside? There were only 2 cubicles. Only one cubicle was vacant since the other had an out of order sign on it. Not very good considering the overall size of the buildings and the number of girls around. Flo was kind enough to let me go first and told me to hurry up because otherwise she would soon be bursting.

I was bursting already because I don’t have much capacity so that’s another big disadvantage of having the body of a man. What am I saying I am a man? Or am I? I cast my mind back to the poor character in the film I’d seen the night before. Boys do cry I’m afraid and people can be so cruel. I should get out of here I think.

But it’s not been bad so far. I felt this was the first time I’d felt like I had some friends even if I had been manoeuvred by Jackie.

I pulled down my Levis to check the little soldier wasn’t too prominent so I could decide whether or not to take the risk of a swim suit. I was pleasantly surprised that the tight panties had kept him well tucked in. I thought I would definitely be able to get away with wearing a swimming costume as long as he didn’t get too excited. Maybe I’d be better to just go in the jaccuzi since the water would be bubbling and not so clear. Also I always found if I went in water it had a shrinking effect.

I pushed him back and tucked him in a bit. Mmm I wonder if he is shrinking back inside my body these days. I should be so lucky right now. Boobs and nothing sticking out. That would be enough to remove all my fears. I sat down on the toilet holding his tip between my fingers so that he pointed down and I relieved myself. I didn’t want to stand up and let Flo hear me peeing into the bowl or to leave any splash marks.

When I finished I opened the door and because I’d taken a few minutes Flo couldn’t wait any longer and she pushed right past me. She didn’t even wait for me to leave or try to close the door. She just pulled down her leggings and panties and crouched and peed right there in full view of me. I wasn’t sure where to look. She just smiled and said sorry. It sounded like a water fountain.

As I stepped out blushing because of the compromising situation I looked in the mirror at myself. I did look feminine and I could be a femboy or a butch girl I suppose. But I didn’t really want to be either. Should I try to act more like a girl as the gang were expecting and just enjoy myself? It did seem like a great opportunity for me and I was starting to make new friends. I was quite looking forward to some time with Jacs as well if I ever manage to get her away from practice. As I started to wash my hands Flo appeared beside me and she quickly apologised for embarrassing me and was laughing at herself. I tried to ignore it but I started laughing too. What a sight!

I decided to freshen my lips so I opened Jacs bag. Flo was soon looking at the contents from over my shoulder.

‘Mmm not much in there. Don’t you wear make-up you seem to travel light.’

‘I didn’t have much time today and anyway Jacs said it was a casual and fun day and I didn’t need much.’

‘Well I’ll lend you some things after we had a soak and a suana and a nice cold plunge to tone us up.’

So I was getting dragged into this afternoon whatever I thought. So should I try to get out of this mess or not? I just decided on more stalling tactics. ‘Do you mind if we take a look first because I’m a bit nervous and I didn’t come prepared. Maybe I should leave it until next time.’

‘Aw come on Sammy let’s put your mind at rest. Come and look. We don’t bite you know. Just ‘cos we all prefer girls company doesn’t been we’re all going to dive on you and have our wicked way. We don’t all carry weapons in our bags and strap them on first chance we get. I think you might have spent too much time around boys. You need some re-training I think. Let’s start now.’

‘What do you mean?’

‘Well first understand that we do mix a bit and some of us really like girly things like any straight girls. If there are straight girls in fact. I’m not so sure these days. The others like to do boy type things like Em and Jacs. They like the physical, macho things but they don’t show that side too often in front of boys. They like competitive sports and they always challenge each other. Jac’s can play almost any sport and I bet she could beat a lot of men.’

Does that mean you are all paired then?’

‘No we mix it up as I say. We all have quiet days and happy days, sad days or days when we want to be left alone.’
‘But girls are always talking aren’t they and looking for best friends.’

‘OK you do need training. I think your dad was mad. He should have left you alone young lady.’

‘Mmm maybe but then I’ve no regrets.’

We went into the changing rooms and I was relieved that it was quiet. At least no embarrassment with girls parading around half naked like in the mens dressing rooms. Some just show off they ‘assets’ and it always made me feel awkward.

I could see that some changing areas had curtains. Also the shower area was segregated through another doorway with shower cubicles with lockable doors. There was a corner of the changing area that was screened off that I assumed was for visitors whose religion didn’t accept communal changing.

So under pressure from Flo I capitulated. ‘Ok I’ll do it if you think your cossy will fit me..’
“Great let’s go find Patsy and the others and we can all join in as we normally do. I have a spare bag of gear in my locker if you want to borrow the whole contents of the bag.’

That was kind considering we’d only met earlier. ‘Yes if you don’t mind that’s very nice of you. Then if you let me take the bag home I can take the cosy and wash it through’

It was a mauve Nike bag with pockets. I looked inside to find it full of female items that included a one piece swimsuit, spare training leggings and a top, spare panties, make-up, deodorant and perfume. There was even a part open pack of slim line tampons. She had a cosmetic bag and a hairbrush and some shampoo and conditioner. Well that would help me a lot.

‘This is great. Are you sure it’s OK to borrow it.’

‘Of course I just hope the costume fits because it’s a bit big for me since it’s one my mum bought me.’

So we all ended up in the changing rooms with most of them chatting away whilst they undressed. Patsy, me and another girl opted for privacy. Flo was parading around in the open area with no shyness at all. I guessed the private areas were also useful for younger girls or if it was the time of the month. Patsy did seem to be suffering a bit with stomach cramps and was not really looking forward to the jaccuzi.’

I put on the cosy and didn’t need much effort to tuck myself right in. I just pushed my weenie back as far as I could and it stayed still. At least no big bulge or elephants trunks swining about. Sometimes it’s convenient to be not so well endowed.

As I pulled up the straps over my shoulders I couldn’t believe how well the costume fitted around my chest. The built in cups pulled my boobies up and together and I was amazed at the effect it had. I actually fitted the costume very well and now I had a cleavage. Unfortunately I was a little bit too slim around my butt to be truly effective as a girl but then most of the gang weren’t too well endowed or shapely.

I was the only one wearing a full costume, with the rest opting for bikinis. Flo looked slim and I wished I had a tight tum like her. I’d have to try some exercises. It was a good job I didn’t wear a bikini because I would have needed a trim. If I ever plucked up the courage to do this again I’d be sure to prepare properly. But definitely no wax treatments.

Flo looked straight at my bust. ‘Wow you fill that better than me. You will certainly catch Jacquis attention if she sees you when they join us in the pool.’

‘What pool?’

‘Oh we have a pool as well so come on I’ll give you the grand tour. It’ll take all of 5 minutes.’
Another problem for me because I couldn’t swim but I didn’t want to admit it. I was terrified of water ever since I fell in the duck pond in the park.

‘Come on Sammy lets go through so aren’t you going to take your band out of your hair? Let’s do the jaccuzi first.’
I removed the band and let my hair fall giving it a comb through with my fingers and then pulling it away from my eyes. I don’t think I’d visited a barbers shop for a least 3 years and mum keeps it tidy for me. However she was right that it was getting a bit too long these days and that I should have it trimmed.

But I didn’t want to because it was one of the best features that I had. Well maybe second to this new formed bust. I was amazed that they had filled out so quickly.

We took the obligatory shower by the pool before entering and I let the water run through my hair. I was trying to stay calm and hoped my little soldier would stat still and securely in his place. I touched myself and rubbed the soap. He never moved and I don’t think he dare come out today.

I stepped into the jaccuzzi sitting between Flo and Patsy and two other girls were there called Helen and Becky. Helen had blonde hair whilst Becky was a redhead with lots of freckles that she absolutely hated.

We had twenty minutes together and then we all moved to the steam room and then the sauna. It seemed like the chattering never stopped and lots of questions came my way. I haven’t talked so much before and mum always complains when sis is away that I never try to chat. If she could see me know what would she think? In wished I knew.

Fortunately most questions that came my way I answered honestly. We found that my taste in music was the same as Helens [and a bit girly] whilst Flo and I found we shared the same favourite film. It was Beaches that was a tear jerker. They’d all been to see Westlife in concert and invited me along next time. We all liked them and Flo asked me if I fancied any of them. I said no that was fortunately a plus mark for me. I was feeling quite comfortable in this environment that was quite the opposite of my lonely Saturdays in my bedroom.

The fun stopped when I was forced to take a cold dip in the plunge pool. I was terrified to do it in case the plunge disturbed my little soldier. In fact when I slipped off the side coaxed by Flo I screamed. I even surprised my-self at the high pitch but put it down to the ice cold water hitting little soldier and my being with the girls all afternoon. I was starting to pick up their habits.

I guess he must have shrunk to half size with the cold water and when we walked across the back of the pool I wanted to explore because I thought ‘he’ had disappeared. I daren’t touch though without discreetly positioning my towel.

We then went back to the shower to get warm again and I was chatting to Patsy when Jacqui and Em came running in from the dressing rooms and pushed us aside. My god Jacqui looked fit and strong and I could feel myself staring at her well developed arms and legs. Wow. any man would have been proud of her biceps and she looked extremely fit. She didn’t wear a bikini thow and opted for a black cut-away one piece Speedo. It flatted her chest and it was high up the legs.

Mmm what a nice mound I remember thinking. It was the first time I’d seen her stripped down and no wonder they all liked her.
She put her arms around me and gave me a kiss in front of everybody. Not just a peck so naturally they all cheered. They seemed to know what was coming next with Jacqui because of her prowess and reputation but I didn’t.

Suddenly she surprised me by picking me up and I tried to escape because she was running towards the pool.

I screamed again but this time it was fear because I couldn’t swim and Jacqui might be rough with me.

We went under the water and I must have swallowed a bucket full. I was fighting for air as she held me up and I was trying to hit her on the chest. She was just laughing at me for being frightened and then she held me up so I didn’t sink again and just put her hand to my lower tummy, well my crutch really and whispered in my ear.

‘Sorry Sam I hope you didn’t have another accident.’

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Jacqui and Me - Chapter 5
By Julie D Cole
We went under the water and I must have swallowed a bucket full. I was fighting for air as she held me up and I was trying to hit her on the chest. She was just laughing at me for being frightened and then she held me up so I didn’t sink again and just put her hand to my lower tummy, well my crutch really and whispered in my ear.
‘Sorry Sam I hope you didn’t have another accident.’
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I felt foolish because the girls were watching and here I was coughing because of the awful water I’d swallowed I’d reacted just like a girl. Jacqui was still smirking and had made me look even weaker than I really was because I was frightened.
She moved her hand behind me and let me find the floor of the pool that made me feel safer and looked at my boobs and winked. She lifted me up in her arms and moved to the side of the pool. I felt even more of a whimp. I could never imagine what anybody would think with me, a boy, being carried in the arms of a girl. Like it should have been the other way around. If ever.

So Jacs was actually carrying me like a baby and smiling at me. It was a strange feeling.

When she reached the side of the pool she just lifted me out of the water and Em gave me a hand to stand up. I panicked for a brief moment in case I had a bulge infront of me because despite my embarrassment this weakness seemed to have an effect on me. Jacs looked up at me and said she was sorry if she shocked or hurt me so that everybody could hear.

I acknowledged the apology and she climbed out and stood beside me. She was about 3 inches taller and broader. Funny but my legs were as long as hers. Maybe I did have long legs for a boy and a short body. Jacs was almost square I suppose that probably explained why she was strong and good at sport.

We joined the others in the Jacuzzi supposedly to make plans for the rest of the afternoon. Jacs was fooling around and splashing the others until everybody decided to gang up on her and I joined in of course. She just sank under the water until we stopped.

Fortunately Jacqui and Em then decided to go to the gym for an hour because they were bored and so Patsy and Flo invited me to try a massage. That was a step too far I thought even though I had enough chest to pass as a woman I daren’t risk that a towel slipped. They urged me to try but I said no. I’d have to do something about ‘him’ for next time and maybe I could find something if I explored the internet.

Anyway I took the chance to shower and change alone and wash my hair to get rid of the chemicals. I was drying it with the blower when they returned to the changing rooms. Once again I was worried because they showed no fear of removing their costumes in full view and I tried to focus on my hair and then on packing my bag.

Whilst they showered I ordered the drinks in the coffee shop and read a magazine. I looked at myself in the mirror across the lounge. That wasn’t Sam the boy it was a girl. The afternoon had been more fun than I could ever have imagined and I wasn’t sure if that was the real me in the mirror and if I should carry on the façade.

Jacqui certainly was enjoying it and it might have just been an excuse to emphasise her strength and power over a boy. Why else would she be interested in me?

The girls came in as the drinks arrived and we sat and chatted waiting for Jacs and Em. They would be ages yet according to Patsy so I found the comfy chair and sat back because my eyes were feeling heavy. I felt myself dozing with giggles and chatter in the background along with soft music. What a different way to spend a Saturday afternoon. Surrounded by girls and made to feel one of them.

I was half asleep and day dreaming at the same time. I was remembering how Jacqui had excited me the night before and how I’d liked the sensitivity of my nipples and the obvious bust that was now protruding from my chest.

I now found that if I stroked it gently I could quickly arouse my nipples and I liked it a lot. So whereas a week before I was wanting to find a way to reduce the size now I wanted to keep them and liked the feeling. I had a cleavage that was getting difficult to hide. With the girls I didn’t have to worry but what was mum going to say or the guys at college.

I stirred from my dreams because I could hear Flo and Helen talking and felt they were looking at me so I opened my eyes and sat up. ‘What’s wrong Flo, are you talking about me?’

‘Yes we were because without any make up and fresh faced from the shower we can see how you managed to pass off as a boy.’

‘What do you mean?’

‘Well you shouldn’t sit with your legs apart like you were doing for a start. It gives the wrong impression. Then there’s your face. You have beautiful lashes but your eyebrows are too thick. Don’t you shape them at all?’ You do have a boyish look with your brows like that.’

‘Well it’s not been necessary to trim or shape them. It’s not like I had a boyfriend or anything.’

‘Well we think you should let us take you in hand since you already missed out a lot and we don’t want Jacqui to be disappointed do we?’

‘Well it sounds OK but it’s difficult because I still attend college as a boy. If I go to college with trimmed eyebrows that’ll be another reason for them to have a go at me. I was thinking to change gradually so not to cause any fuss.’

‘Sammy it’s bloody obvious already that you are a girl even if you’v been dressing as a boy and if you stop confusing people and enhance your femininity you won’t have to fear boys except to fight them off.’

‘I wish it was so easy.’

‘Look Sammy hang around with us more and you won’t get any trouble. Besides now you have Jac’s as your champion.’

Luckily Jac’s and Em arrived at that point and they were all hyped up after their work outs so they were teasing us as soon as they arrived. Jac’s coaxed me to sit with her on one of the sofas and she laid back crossing her leg in a manly way.

She kissed me again in front of the others and I guess I blushed again. Somehow she had an ability to make me feel like I was a girl and I acted like one as soon as she was near me. I tried to pass her bag to her but she just said it was for my use and it was too girly for her.

She put her arm around my waist and started to gently tickle me that was nice. Some tea arrived so I sat forward and poured a cup for her and she then sat up and reached for a chocolate biscuit.

‘I’m famished Sam, are you game to join us for an early dinner and then call somewhere for some fun.’

‘OK I already assumed we were eating out and what sort of dinner do you have in mind?’

‘Oh I fancy a pizza and some pasta or whatever you fancy really. Any ideas?’

‘How many are going then?’

‘All of us so does that make a difference?’

‘Yes how about a Chinese and we can book a round table and share different dishes instead of individual plates. I was thinking about China Town maybe.’

In truth I hadn’t ever organised anything like this nor even joined in. I’d just read about a few places in the weekend magazines. I quite fancied the idea of the safety of sitting amongst a gang rather than just Jacs and me alone.

‘Great idea Sam. We’re all in aren’t we gang?’

Suddenly I was centre of attention and required to organise the booking. I moved to sit with Helen so we could use her i-pad to find the best options and we explored some menus and also looked at some feedback comments. Soon the booking was made and it was decided we’d call for a drink first and then go ten pin bowling afterwards.

Well I think that was Em and Jac’s influence rather than the rest of us but I did agree none of us were dressed to hit any clubs later and so Chinese and bowling it was. So I’d gone from Billy No Mates to centre of attention and one of the girls in less than 24 hours.

Jac’s was happy because she was hungry and she knew we could keep ordering dishes until her stomach was satisfied. She was shouting out her favourite dishes and asked me to make a list. So I borrowed a pen and a pad and away we went.

So we went to the bathroom to prepare whilst Jacs and Em did their own thing. I put on a little more make up than earlier coaxed by the rest of the girls and the change was quite dramatic. I liked it but stopped them plucking my eyebrows. They threatened to sort me next time I fell asleep so to take care to stay awake.

When Jacs saw me she couldn’t resist to make a comment. ‘Here babe let me see you closer. Wow you look cool.’

I liked the complement and the attention. So we split up into cars and off we went into town to find the restaurant and a bar close by to have a drink first.

To be continued
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Jacqui and Me - Chapter 6
By Julie D Cole

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I was naturally traveling in Jacquis car because she’d brought me but since Em was her best friend she sat in the front passenger seat and manoeuvred me towards the rear seat with Flo and Helen and I was asked to sit in the middle. They said it was because I was the newest member of the group and also so that Jacs could keep an eye on me in the mirror. I suppose I should have been honoured to have been accepted into their group so quickly but somehow I wasn’t sure if this was right or not since this was an all girl group.

I settled in and fastened the lap belt and Helen turned to me and said that her and Flo were going to tidy me up a little bit en-route and that I had to sit still. They held me so I couldn’t stop them even if I’d tried and Em and Jac’s were smiling in the front of the car and encouraging them.

So before we’d left the car park Helen set to work. She took some tweezers from her bag and a small trimmer and whilst Flo held my arms she started work on my eye brows starting with the left one. I tried to resist but no chance or I might lose all the brow or even an eye.

‘Ooh Sammy you are so lucky. I’m going to make you more feminine and get rid of these heavy boyish brows. Why on earth didn’t you do something about them before now. No wonder people are confused. Don’t you realise that you have wonderful lashes and those gorgeous eyes are much better now with shadow. You should really work on your eyes to find your best shades and maybe even consider some professional advice. I will take you to see a friend of mine if you like. I just acknowledged for now.’

She tugged away at the longer hairs in my brows that made me wince a bit. So I kept making a noise because it did hurt a little bit but it didn’t stop her. I just hoped she didn’t go too mad and I wanted to see what she was doing but she kept saying I had to wait and to trust her. She sat back to admire her handywork and Flo nodded approval. So i had no choice now but to let her do the other brow.

They were all laughing and were obviously excited that I was their challenge. I was scared out of my skin. I wouldn’t be able to hide this from mum or the tutors at college. Helen said if I got in trouble I could just thicken them with mascara or something. When she’d finished she said ‘‘That’s much better. What do you think Flo? I had to resist the temptation to thin them out completely but the shape is much better now don’t you agree?.’

‘Mmm not bad. I’m quite impressed considering the car was moving but don’t you think you should have left them a little thicker since there isn’t much left.’

I sat upright to look in the mirror saying ‘What have you done?’

Flo was joking as I soon realised.

“Doesn’t she look wonderful? What do you think of your girl now Jac’s?’

‘I’m not her girl. Look we are just friends. You’re all going to get me killed now. You went a bit mad and Mum won’t be impressed.’

Jac’s spoke out. ‘Look Sam I think your mum knows that it’s time to change your appearance. Look how you’ve developed and how she’s been encouraging you. You were’t exactly back of the queue in the bust department were you?

I looked down and it was true.
They felt like melons these days even though in truth they were probably more like oranges. Something had happened to me these last few months and I wanted to touch myself since my nipples were aching for attention, but I daren’t.

Jac’s carried on ‘I think she’ll be delighted to hear what a great bunch of friends you have and how they’ve helped you to improve your image. Every mum likes their daughter to be beautiful.’

‘Jac’s you shouldn’t say that. You don’t know my mum. She is not one for make-up and girly things. I just wish I dare face her and if my dad was around I’d soon be dead meat.

‘Well Sammy, I think you are so lucky to have the choice but I don’t think you can get away with acting as a boy nowadays and you’re likely to get stopped if you try to go to the bathroom. For sure Helen did a great job. You owe her ’

Helen then chipped in.’You can pay me later Jac’s. I think I can really turn Sammy into a hot chick if she’ll let me.’

‘No you won’t. I don’t want to be a hot chick. I’m a a a..’

They all laughed ‘You’re a what then?’

‘I’m not anything. This is stupid I don’t know what to say.’

‘Well what do you think just look in my mirror?’

‘I, I, I can’t believe it. I look different. How can I go out like this?’

‘Come on Sammy you’ll be turning all the heads. Just strut your stuff and enjoy the evening with us. Jac’s will have to treat you better now or you’ll be getting picked up. We don’t want her fighting over you do we?’

I was aching to look again at what they’d done especially since they were all laughing. I daren’t show too much interest and I tried hard to pretend it wasn’t what I wanted.

‘OMG!!’

‘What’s wrong?’

‘Look what you’ve done to me! I do look like a girl and how can I disguise myself now?me. I look like … like ….’’

‘Yes Sammy you look like a hot chick now, not like a girl dressed as a boy.’

I whispered to myself ‘But I er I er I er I am a boy.’

Jac’s pulled into the car park just off the High street and found a parking space. Helen jumped out and Jacs took my hand and helped me down out of the car ‘Come on you look like a real babe. You don’t need to act any longer. You’re a hit with my friends now so just be yourself.’

I spoke quietly to her just loud enough for to hear ‘Jacqui, just look what you’ve done to me. Now everybody thinks I really am a girl and because of what you’ve told them they seem to be convinced that Ive been a girl pretending to be a boy.’

‘Well you are in my opinion. You are a girl. Just look.’

‘Sssh or someone will hear you. Just let me come to terms with it for a while.It’s a bit of a shock’

‘Com on babe just go with the flow.’
She was laughing because Flo actually came around the back of the car. ‘Who’s coming with me then?’

Jacqui replied ‘It’s Sammy she is nervous being out and about after years of behaving like a boy. Can’t you look after her and make her relax a bit. I want her to stay with us and she feels uncomfortable.’

To that Flo linked my arm and Helen linked the otherside. Come on Sammy let’s enjoy ourselves. A quick freshen up then we can have a drink before dinner.’

So off we went to the ladies bathroom where they insisted to help me apply a stronger eye shadow and a deeper shade of lippy. The more I looked in the mirror the more I couldn’t recognise the reflection. My little soldier was feeling the strain of my pants and my nipples seemed to stand out like hat pegs.

We went back to Jacs and Em and the others had arrived. Jacs said this look suited me and patted my bottom that didn’t go unnoticed. I smiled and she held my hand and said we were going to a bar across the street. It was already busy since it was happy hour with ‘buy one get one free’

Lot’s of people were hanging around outside taking a beer in the late afternoon sunshine. Inside there were several waitresses waiting table so no problem to get served. Most had low cut tops to attract customers and were well developed. Jacs teased me and said I should apply for a job to earn some pocket money. She laughed and said I’d earn lots of tips from the male customers. I couldn’t help compare theirs and mine and realised that if I wasn’t so self- conscious I could probably compete with most of them.

I whispered to Jacs that my bust was aching and my nipples were very sensitive at the moment even though I was wearing a bra. She smiled and said that perhaps I needed a massage.

She took me by the hand and led me through a side exit door to an outside area where customers were allowed to smoke. She stopped and turned to me and looked into my eyes and I seemed frozen for a moment and not able to move. ‘Sammy why not just accept that your body is trying to tell you something. Don’t fight it. I knew when I first saw you that you were different and maybe the special person meant for me.’

‘What do you mean?’

‘Well I feel you are like a girl but you are still a boy and I’m like a boy but I’m a girl and I do prefer girls to boys when it comes to a relationship but I can’t get full satisfaction. Do you like boys or girls?’

‘I never thought about it so far. I guess I have no preference really. I never had any relationship and I suppose I always looked at the girls more than the boys. But who would want to have a relationship with a boy who has breasts?’

‘Me for one.’

With that she kissed me full on the mouth whilst slipping her right hand inside my shirt and cupping my left breast. She took the nipple between her fingers and softly caressed it until responded and seemed to expand to double size. I liked her kiss and pushed the tip of my tongue between her lips searching for hers. She pushed her tongue back into my mouth and I tickled it with my tongue. Then I put my arms around her waist. Her left hand moved to my bottom and drew me close into to her. No way now to hide my little soldier. Somehow he’d broken free of his restraints and was pushing forward.

I didn’t want her to stop and I was writhing and she pushed hard into my tum. She seemed to get excited but she wanted more so pushed again.

Then I heard the door open. Some smokers came out and so Jacs pulled back. I felt embarrassed as they looked at us. I heard one remark that they didn’t realise this was a gay bar. Jac’s said to take no notice and we stood there for a few minutes. I took a tissue from Jacs bag on my shoulder and wiped the lipstick from her mouth. Then she wiped my mouth and kissed me on the nose. Jac’s glared at the intruders and then asked if I was OK. I was OK but I need to hide my embarrassment. He was still a little excited and I felt a little damp. My bust felt like it would burst out of my bra. I couldn’t speak for a while and the intruders kept their distance whilst we readied ourself to go back inside.

I was surprised at myself and at my response to Jacs. She seemed to know what I wanted and maybe she was misunderstood by her friends.

I’d no idea what was happening to my body these days but for sure I felt that breasts and me were meant for each other. Why did I have them? Was I a freak of nature or is it normal for some of us to be like this? The way things are going I didn’t feel like I wanted to hide them anymore. Now I was determined to enjoy myself tonight whatever happened so I decided to call mum to tell her where I was and that I might be late home.

She didn’t argue and said to just behave myself whatever that meant.

The others were sittig waiting for us and had found two comfy booth areas so we could be together. Helen had bought a bottle of white wine for several of us to share and Em had bought Jacs a coke. I wasn’t sure whether Em was happy or not that Jacs had taken me outside but they all seemed to know why. There was some mention of Jacs needing a smoke but they knew she wasn’t a smoker. I sat awkwardly on a stool next to Helen and tried to keep my legs together like the others even though I was wearing jeans. It does seem that girls have to put up with more discomfort but since they could do it I felt I should do it.

There was a lot of friendly chat and some talk about the softball practice and then the subject turned to my initiation into the group that they concluded was the ducking I’d received in the swimming pool. If that was to get me accepted into this group of friends it was worth it I suppose. At least I could socialise a bit and I started to join in the conversations. When it came to drinking I was no match for the others and sipped one glass of wine whilst four or five of them shared another bottle. Jac’s wouldn’t have any because she was driving but according to Em sh’d normally be setting the pace.

Then it was time to go to ‘my restaurant’. OMG it seemed like I was the one responsible and so I hoped it was going to be OK. I went ahead with Flo to confirm the booking and we’d got a large round table in a private corner that would seat all ten of us.

‘’Where you sitting Sammy? Next to Jacs I suppose. Can I sit the other side. I was pleased although I thought Helen might like to sit with us so we saved her a place too. Jacs sat next to me and Em was on her other side. She was really nice to me so I knew then that she wasn’t jealous. What a relief.

The waiter came over and it was decided I had to choose the menu since this could be my acceptance dinner and I’d made the decision to come here. Wow what a responsibility. I’d never done it before although I did know my way around a Chinese menu.

Then the suggestions started to fly across the table as I was trying to choose with the help of the waiter. The list seemed to go on and on and I was sure we’d ordered too much. But nobody was concerned because we were sharing the cost and we were all hungry. For sure Jac’s would have no problem.

She looked at me and under the tablecloth she was able to put her hand on my knee without others noticing. She smiled and slid it gently to the top of my leg to see if my little soldier was asleep or not. He stirred so she patted him and said quietly ‘Back boy back. Be a little patient.’

I held her hand and gently squeezed it. If only we both smoked and could go outside for a cigarette whilst we were waiting. I knew that was on Jacs mind too.

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Jacqui and Me Chapter 7
By Julie D Cole

We didn’t get much chance to follow up after that since the food started to arrive and soon everybody was eating and laughing and joking. It was strange to be in the company of girls like this and to be treated as one of them. I was beginning to like it and Jac’s was paying close attention to me and ensuring I tried everything as it circled the table. What on earth did she see in me?

I guess I was the quiet one around the table and mostly this was because I was reminiscing and I kept having flash backs to the previous evening outside my home and the way that Jac’s had excited me. Then the feeling I’d had before dinner when Jac’s and I were kissing. I’d never had such feelings before and on both occasions my new found breasts had reacted just as much as my little soldier. I supposed that at some stage I should be truthful to myself and accept that I liked to be kissed rather than to take the initiative and the lead. I wondered if I’d have reacted in the same way with a boy. I was sure that I’d never been attracted to any but I did start to question myself.

I couldn’t understand if I liked Jac’s because she was strong and a little bit masculine or if it was because she was a womans woman and I had been coaxed to behave like a girl all day. I looked around the restaurant to see if there were any boys or men around to see if I had any feelings or interest towards them. Certainly there were lots of guys around tonight and not many were with girls. Surely they’d not be interested in me anyway and probably they’d react aggressively if they saw me dressed like this.

Jac’s must have noticed me looking and she asked if I had spotted anyone I fancied. I was taken aback for a moment and blushed before she laughed and said she was joking. However I realized I should take care and keep within the gang and avoid any possibility of a confrontation. We carried on eating but I just had to sort this out soon and try to revert back to my normal self.

I touched my breasts at each opportunity I got during the meal. I liked the tingling feeling and I wanted to find somewhere quiet to look at them and stroke them. Better still if Jac’s could touch them again. I found myself touching her knee and smiling at her.

When we all finished eating we split the bill and headed out of the restaurant. I looked straight ahead as I walked to avoid any eye contact with anyone and luckily Jac’s was in close attendance.

Whilst we waited for stragglers in the group to powder their noses Jac’s suddenly announced that I wanted to get home so we were going to split and she might join them later. I’d never said anything but really I didn’t mind since I felt I ought to get home to see mum and try to explain what had happened to me. She might disown me if I wasn’t careful.

Jac’s remarked that I was quiet and asked if I minded if she stopped by at home since it was on the way to my house. I said I’d rather not since I wasn’t sure if I looked right and I’d be uncomfortable.

‘Look babe don’t worry. A lot of my friends call to see pops and he encourages me to take people home so he knows who I mix with.’

‘Is he worried about you then?’

‘No not really. But he does know I have a lot more girlfriends than boyfriends and he’s keen for me to find the right man soon and settle down.’

‘Do you have boyfriends then?’

‘No babe in truth I don’t. I didn’t ever have any feelings towards them and most of them are creeps.’

‘But I’m a boy. What about me.’

‘Look babe I don’t mean you. Anyway I don’t think you are creep. You are a bit unique. A bit different.’

‘I don’t know how to take that. I can’t decide if it’s an insult or a complement.’

‘Well babe as a boy you ain’t got a lot going for you yet. But as a girl you are certainly heading towards my type.’

‘So are you saying you like me like this? How and why for goodness sake?’

‘Well in all honesty I think you are definitely more girl than boy and I like that. I hope you’ve enjoyed this experience today.’

‘Well Jac’s I’m surprised at myself. I liked to have friends and I’ve liked the fun we’ve all had today.’

To that Jac’s pulled off the road at the next traffic lights and turned into a small car park and then she switched off the car engine.

‘Sammy I think you are something special. Having met you and spent time with you I’m hoping you’ll carry on and learn to accept this side of you and maybe then we can get chance to get to know each other. I think that there is something about you that I like and the others like you too. I just can’t just put my finger on.’

To that we both started laughing and it ended when I said I was almost wetting myself and needed the bathroom. I was bursting by this time and normally I’d have found somewhere dark and quiet to relieve myself. Jac’s wouldn’t let me and she told me to hang on since we were close to her home. We were only 2 or 3 minutes away so I held on as best I could.

As she pulled into the driveway there were no lights on in the house and she said not to worry anyway since there was a bathroom just inside the front door. It seemed to take ages for her to unlock the security locks and I was frightened because her dog was barking in the hallway. She held him back whilst I dashed inside and closed the door whilst I pulled down my jeans. It seemed natural by now to sit to pee and I didn’t realise until the pain in my stomach started to subside. Oh what a relief. Next time not so much liquid.

I looked at myself in the mirror sitting on a nice warm seat of a Japanese style toilet. It was so expensive and had buttons for warming, drying and for men and women to clean themselves. I couldn’t resist to try it and adjusted the water pressure and temperature. It was so nice. I switched on the ladies was button and the water jet seemed to hit a spot that I didn’t realise existed. It was a wonderful feeling.

As the temperature cooled I switched off the fountain and dried myself. First with the air blowing and then with some fresh tissues. I’d only ever seen this style of toilet on adverts on TV. How much luxury.

Jac’s gently knocked on the door and said it was safe to exit so I tussled my hair and opened the door. Her dog was so excited and almost knocked me over. He was nuzzling me between my legs so Jac’s tried to make him behave. It really tickled and Jacs was smiling at me.

‘Would you care to come inside to wait or come outside with me whilst I take Copper here for a short walk?’

I opted for the latter so Jacs took hold of my hand and took down the lead from a hook on the wall that made Copper very excited. He seemed almost as desperate as I had been and Jac’s told me that was why she’d decided she had to call in home. Her father and the housekeeper were both away and I wasn’t sure about her mum. I didn’t like to ask.

As we walked Copper Jacs asked me if I’d go inside for a drink and she’d be happy to drive me home later. I was a bit nosey to learn more about her so I accepted the invitation.

I took off my jacket and sat on a large sofa in front of a giant TV screen and Jac’s prepared two glasses of lemonade. She sat next to me and switched on some music using one of a number of remotes that appeared out of thin air. She’d put Copper in the kitchen but I heard him trying to attract attention. Jac’s didn’t seem to care.

‘Jac’s I’ve had a great day today but I’m sorry if I disappointed you. I’m not much of a man and I don’t know what you think of me looking like this. I just saw Helens handiwork and I don’t know what to say. I think it will take ages to get my eyebrows back to normal. I feel such a fool’

‘Shh, don’t worry Sam. I think you look just fine. I must say a lot of girls I know would be very jealous. As I said why don’t you explore a little more?’

‘What do you mean?’

‘Well in truth you ought to experiment a little bit more and not worry so much.’

‘Jac’s I can’t. Can I?’

‘Well when you’re with me you can be who you prefer to be. I see you as Sammy more than Sam.’

I felt like I was melting and that I wanted to kiss Jac’s for saying something so nice but she beat me to it. Before I could stop her she was all over me and I just gave in to her and responded as passionately as I could. Her hands seemed to be everywhere and for the third time that day she unbuttoned my shirt and expertly cupped my left breast so I pushed forward for even more attention. I felt I ought to at least try a bit more and stroked her breast. She was firm and her chest was a lot harder than mine. She seemed to like it though.

I don’t know how long we kissed and fondled each other before I felt Jac’s unfastening the buttons of my levis. Then her hand moved inside and my little soldier was waiting and ached for attention.

We ended up half naked on the sofa before Jac’s asked me to go upstairs where it would be more comfortable. I wanted to and I needed to as well but all I could do was look at the clock. It was only 10 pm.

‘But what if someone finds us? Won’t your dad be angry?’

‘No he’s away for the weekend so I’m on my own. I was hoping for some company.’

‘Oh. Do you mean me?’

‘Of course. Who else?’

‘I, I can’t.’

‘Why not. Just ring your mum and say we had a drink and you were staying over so not to risk an accident.’

‘Well I suppose mum will still be awake so I can try.’

Mum seemed to accept it very easily so that was it. But I was scared. I was embarrassed and unsure of myself but something deep inside me was telling me it was OK. I wanted more of this massage treatment but I was frightened how we might end up hurting each other. After all we didn’t really know each other and I’d never been with a girl before. Jac’s seemed to take control of the situation and led me upstairs after checking that Copper was safe and calm.

Those stairs seemed like they went up a mountain side as we climbed them. By the time we entered Jac’s room my shirt was on the floor exposing my bra. Jac’s picked me up and placed me gently on her bed pulling back the sheets so I could snuggle inside whilst she stripped to her panties and then she turned off the lights and she was soon beside me kissing my neck and ears.

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Jacqui and Me - Chapter 8
By Julie D Cole

Jac’s gently unclipped my bra as she kissed me and soon her warm hands cupped by breasts. How strange that I was in bed for the first time with a girl and the girl was actually playing with my breasts.

Jac’s turned on her side and moved me over so I was laying on my back and she continued to stroke me.

‘Sammy did you know that when it comes to breast or nipple fondling, women have two major complaints so I’m going to teach you how it feels to enjoy the experience.’

She carried on since I was enjoying the attention so much that I couldn’t speak. I was just making a soft murmuring sound.

‘The first is that men manhandle their breasts, and second, men never give their breasts enough attention! Really as you see it’s just like passionate kissing. Most of our gang had bad experience in our youth. It seems that most men pay attention to women’s breasts as a quick step prior to searching under their skirt or trousers and even in lovemaking only for a few short minutes.’

‘Oh it must be frustrating.’

‘Yes it is so that’s why I guess I prefer the company of girlfriends who appreciate more than a few minutes of foreplay prior to making love. We don’t even need to worry about full intercourse.’

I still couldn’t speak. ‘Do you like my massage treatment?’ I sense you're in the throes of passion and if I was a man right now the likelihood is I’d be a lot more rough with you and there is no reason to be rough with your breasts. Isn’t it wonderful that you have them and that I can teach you enjoyment. Does it make you feel like a woman right now?’

‘Mmm, yes it’s so wonderful and my nipples feel like they want to burst.’

‘Yes I can see. Look how they’ve grown. I think you like it.’

‘Mmm yes I do so please don’t stop. Please.’

‘Ha Ha so how would you like it if I was rough on your little soldier? Should I be gentle with him or shall I grab him squeeze?’

‘Oh no please don’t.’

‘I’m joking of course I won’t.

It’s funny but the gentler the treatment the more we women get turned on. Don’t you feel more like a woman now than a man?’

‘Yes but just now I’ve got this problem down here because this treatment is so nice. I wish I’d have developed before now.’

Jacs turned me to my side again and gently cupped my breasts. She stroked my breasts slowly with circular movements. She did the opposite ways on my right and left breasts. She then kissed and nibbled the back of my neck and shoulders.

The heat from Jacs palms was soon transcending to my breasts and gave me the most wonderful feeling all over my body.

I felt so relaxed like I’d never experienced before. Jac’s was obviously very skilled and experienced and no wonder her friends teased her about her relationships. She was now drawing lazy circles around my breasts and my nipples were so erect and aching for more. Her palms were barely touching them yet this `barely there' feeling was so exciting and stimulating. Jac’s still didn’t kiss me but now I was aching to kiss her. I tried to reach up but couldn’t raise my head from the pillow. The feeling was so nice.

She brought her head close to my nipples so that her eyes were a breath away and then she fluttered them open and close to give me her special butterfly kiss. The feel of her eyelids brushing faintly, yet frantically against my nipples was driving me crazy by now.

‘Sammy I want us to make love tonight. Do you mind?’

‘No we shouldn’t. I’ve no experience and no protection.’

‘Never mind about the experience just leave that to me.’

‘But what about the protection?’

‘Leave that to me too. Don’t worry babe. Just leave everything to me. You’ll be fine.’

She leaned forward again and licked the sides of my breasts with long, wet licks and then she brought her tongue to the very top of my right nipple flicking it gently until I wanted to shout out for her to suck it. I pushed forward into her mouth. She was just like a puppy dog with a wet nose and licking me with short, wet and frantic licks on my erect nipple. Then she moved to the other one and back again.

She was sucking each of my breasts, kissing my nipples and then slowly lowering her mouth so that it engulfed what seemed like the whole of my breast.

I felt in awe of her and then she took my little soldier in her hand and climbed over me and gently maneouvered herself so that she was astride and able to ease herself so that he disappeared inside her.

‘Wow, wow, wow I’m coming, I’m coming I’m coming. Oherrrr. Ahhhhh.’

She smiled down at me and pushed herself forward to squeeze and hold my little soldier as long as she could trying to bring him back to attention. But he was weak and tired and I was feeling so embarrassed that I was letting her down.

She just whispered. ‘It’s OK. It’s OK. Just rest a while.’

Jacqui and Me - Chapter 9
By Julie D Cole

For several minutes I just tried to catch my breath. I’d never experienced anything like this in all my life. I wanted to pinch myself in case I was dreaming. Jacs just lay beside me leaning on her elbow playing with my hair. She removed the band holding it into a pony-tail and used her fingers as a comb to bring it forward over my ears.

‘Sorry that I got you excited so quickly but let’s see if you are ready again soon. Would you like to clean up a little bit and maybe we can come back to bed soft and refreshed?’

‘Well I would like to use the bathroom if you don’t mind but I’m too embarrassed to let you see me like this. I never did this sort of thing before.’’

‘Don’t worry you can use one of my nightdresses to cover up. I haven’t much use for them these days since I usually sleep in the raw. I get too warm in bed.’

She opened a drawer and passed me a fairly simple nightdress that I was glad to put on since my nipples were still erect and I felt a little awkward about it. The material seemed to be silk and whilst it was too large for me it felt comfortable especially around my bust. Jac’s was polite enough to leave the bedroom to allow me to get out of her bed and adjust myself. My little soldier was already twitching again and I’d never known that before.

Watching Jacs walk with no clothes on was quite a site. She was quite broad across the shoulders and very slim around the waist with a firm and well pronounced butt and long legs. No wonder she was taller than me. Her legs must have been at least 6 inches longer than mine.

She turned as she entered the bathroom and I was sure she was trying to entice me to follow. She had a wonderful glint in her eyes. I heard her turn on the shower and so I pulled back the sheets to ensure I hadn’t soiled them and to let them freshen up and then followed her. I ruffled my hair hoping it looked OK.

I needed the toilet and was a little bit embarrassed so Jac’s concentrated on the shower and on locating some soaps and oils from the cupboard. I sat down with the nightdress saving my embarrassment rather than choosing to stand to pee. It seemed to take an age and Jac’s smiled and said to hurry up.

She beckoned me towards her and removed the nightdress and pushed herself towards me so that her breasts were just below my chin. She put one and then the other towards my lips so that I could kiss them which I did by softly puckering my lips. My tongue naughtily flicked each of her nipples in turn and my own bust seemed to expand immediately. She pulled me towards her and kissed me before placing her arms undermine and gently lifting me off my feet. She turned and stepped into the shower and then lowered me down again.

I’d never seen such a large shower cubicle or such a wonderful bathroom but I wasn’t particularly interested just now in any case. We kissed under the warm water and then she took some soap and started to rub it across my shoulders and neck before stepping back a little and focusing attention to my bust. The smell of the soap was so nice and much smoother than any I’d used before. The suds seemed so soft.

Gently she used the soap across my tummy and then down to my little soldier that was almost standing to attention by now. She tapped it with the ends of her fingers and I winched. He seemed to go soft again.

Then Jacs gave me the soap so that I could soap her back and shoulders before she turned around to let me return the favor and softly caress her chest. I cupped each of her busts one by one and she bent forward to kiss me before guiding my right hand to her tummy area. I was a little bit shocked because as I rubbed the pubic area I could feel something pushing towards me and if I hadn’t already been introduced to her I’d have sworn that she had a penis. She just smiled and said ‘That’s nice so please don’t stop.’

I rubbed gently with the soap and it wasn’t easy to see anything with the running water, the soap in my eyes and the steam so I relied on my hand to explore a little using the soap as the excuse. She was certainly aroused and I was sure this bump seemed like a small penis but it didn’t seem to grow. I cleared my eyes and looked down and Jac’s moved her hand to touch it. She smiled and said that this was normal and that I’d just got her really aroused so not to worry. She gently pushed me to my knees and the water seemed to intensify. She wanted me to kiss her so I did. I couldn’t believe what I’d just done so I stood up.

We rinsed ourselves and Jac’s turned off the shower. She was smiling from ear to ear and taking my little soldier in her hand she stepped out of the shower and took a towel from the hook. She let go and wrapped it around me before taking one for herself. She dried me from top to toe and rubbed my hair before drying herself. We were both pink after the effects of the hot running water so she applied some oil to both of us and we rubbed it in helping each other and touching each others delicate parts along the way.

‘Com on Sammy let’s try again.’

We snuggled back into the bed with slightly damp hair but we both smelled so sweet and my skin was every bit as soft as hers.

‘Let me carry on where we left off before he became a little impatient.’

She leaned over me and started to suckle my breasts and repeated the gentle massaging techniques from earlier. This time she moved her hand to my tummy and then to my thighs but all the time she kept away from my little soldier who was standing to full attention by now. He’d never seemed so big before. I liked it but it didn’t seem natural these days. Why couldn’t I be like Jac’s and experience the joy of being penetrated. I wanted her to make real love to me. She was hard again and she pushed her tummy into mine and again she took me inside her.

This time she rolled over onto her back holding me so that I didn’t slip out.

Once in position she kissed me and put her hands behind my butt pulling me into her and then pushing me back. She smiled at me because my hair was falling across my face and my two boobs were hanging invitingly inches away from her lips. She encouraged me to brush each of my breasts across her nose and kissed my erect nipples as they passed by. I wanted her to take them to her mouth and yet I was also pushing my little soldier into her at the same time.

Finally she took my right nipple and then my full breast into her mouth and sucked hard. She did the same with the left. Wow I never felt so wonderful so I was pushing into her mouth and now she seemed to hold my little soldier like a vice. I couldn’t escape even if I wanted to and so I oushed into her and she pushed back and we got faster and faster. Then she started to bite my nipples and I screamed out and screamed again. Not in pain but in sheer pleasure. Wow…wow…wow. That was it I exploded again inside her and she wrapped her strong legs around me so that anything I’d ejaculated was kept inside.

‘You did it. You did it babe. Wow you got me excited. Wow Wow Wow I could keep going all night.

Jacqui and Me - Chapter 10
By Julie D Cole

Just a short chapter to see responses and decide if I should carry on'

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I felt myself becoming limp again and even though she had a strong grip she couldn’t stop me slipping out as my little soldier shrank back to small size and I felt embarrassed. Jacqui cupped him gently in her strong hand including my testicles and she rubbed me gently.

‘Mmm where has he gone?’

‘I’m sorry Jacs but I can’t help it. I’m embarrassed. I’m sorry.’

I tried to pull away so I could turn on my side so she couldn’t see the tears welling in my eyes but she was strong and really I was helpless.

‘Don’t. It’s nothing to be ashamed about. It’s normal so let’s relax and explore each other a little bit. You made me excited so he did his job.’

‘But I’ve come inside of you and I had no protection. I’ve been warned about the dangers. Do you think anything will happen? Are you on the pill?’

‘Forget it Sammy my love. I told you I’ll deal with it. You found my spot so that’s the important thing. Why the tears?’

‘It’s because I’m not man enough and yet you’ve made love with me. I never thought I’d ever make love with anybody. I’ve always felt so inferior.’

‘Oh pumpkin, don’t be so silly. There is no need to feel like that. We are all different and we all feel like you feel sometimes. You were man enough for me tonight weren’t you? Didn’t you like it?’

‘Yes I liked it a lot but I’m supposed to make love to you and it seemed like you made love to me. It was like you had the penis and you were pushing my tummy so hard.’

‘Don’t you like me to be so strong then? This is me, who I am. I’m your girlfriend who likes you as you are. Won’t you accept me as I am?’

‘Jac’s it’s just that most of the time you make me feel like I’m your girlfriend not a boyfriend. I feel so guilty because when we were just doing it I was imagining that I was a real girl and that you were a girl with a penis. I feel so awful. This is wrong.’

‘Sammy you are silly. This is just me and you together and what goes on in this bedroom stays in this bedroom if you wish. We just enjoyed ourselves didn’t we? What’s wrong with that?’

‘Well what will people say? I look more like a girl now and you’re a girl too. I can’t help how I feel just now but it’s wrong.’

‘Sammy you can’t help it and neither can I . I’ve never really been interested in boys and I always liked girls. Dad doesn’t feel comfortable about that. He wants me to marry and have one point four children like other girls. He wants to give me away one day. That’s not my style.’

‘But Jacqui I’m a boy and we just made love. I’m not a girl.’

‘Well technically you’re right Sammy but I can’t help it that you are more girl to me and that I took a fancy to you as soon as I first saw you. The others know.’

‘Oh Jac’s it’s wrong. I can’t be your girlfriend I’m a boy. My parents will kill me or at least disown me.’

‘Why? You have a girlfriend. Tick in the box. I have a boyfriend as far as Pops is concerned. Another tick in the box. Yes we have two ticks in the boxes. That means we passed doesn’t it?’

‘Yes but do you like me as I was today or more boyish as I should be? If I go around with feminine brows and my hair long and dressed like this I am more girl than boy.’

‘Well that’s how I want you to be. Would you carry on like this for me even if others were upset?

‘I don’t know if I can?’

Jacqui and Me - Chapter 11
By Julie D Cole

I turned onto my side and pulled the duvet high over my shoulder. Jac’s leaned over me and turned off the light at the side of the bed and laid back. She didn’t pressurise me at all and instead she puffed up her pillows to make herself more comfortable.
I lay for quite a while peering through a gap in the curtains at the dark sky dotted with stars. How had I let myself get into this situation and what had happened to me? Yesterday I’d been happy enough but now I felt completely different. I felt guilty but elated and awkward to be in Jac’s bed but somehow it was wonderful at the same time.
I was tired but I couldn’t sleep. So I whispered ‘Jac’s are you still awake?’
‘Yes of course I am, I don’t want to go to sleep tonight. I’m waiting for you to tell me what you concluded after tonight.’
I stayed still and didn’t turn over. ‘I didn’t conclude anything. We are two strangers who met and suddenly connected.’
Then she laughed ‘Yes we connected.’ I couldn’t stop myself from sniggering. She kne she’d made me smile so then she tickled my and I fell out of bed trying to get out of the way.
Jac’s turned on the light again and looked at me. ‘I can see right through your nightdress. Aren’t you getting big?’ I picked up a pillow and through it at her and she caught it easily and pulled back the duvet.’
‘Come on Sam come back in and let’s just enjoy being together.’
I dived on her instead and we wrestled and I tried to tickle her. Then she held my face firmly and kissed me and I tried to resist. We were laughing but I had to stop because she pushed her tongue to my mouth and kissed me deeply. We rolled around a bit until she wrapped us in the duvet and we held each other before eventually I fell asleep.

The next thing I remember was the bright sun shining through the curtains that awakened me. I realised where I was and felt nice in the nightdress but no Jac’s. No sound either and I looked at the digital clock at the side of the bed. What it was 10-13 am in the morning. ‘I never sleep past 7-30am even if I am ill.’
I was bursting for the bathroom so I relieved myself and looked in the mirror at my tussled hair. That was Sammy staring back and not Sam. I washed my face and cleaned my teeth. Jac’s had left me a tooth brush set from the Hilton Hotel. My lips were still slightly coloured either from lipstick of from all the attention from Jac’s. I looked quite girly even without make-up and I wondered what mum would think. I tidied my hair and went back to the bed where Jac’s had placed a silk dressing gown and some slippers. My little soldier was sore but he was still twitchy. Maybe he was as happy as me.

I decided I should at least tidy the bed. We’d obviously enjoyed ourselves since it was really disrupted. Now to use the skills I’d learned at summer camp and make it look fresh and smart. It was the least I could do for that evening’s entertainment although I wondered if I should put everything in the wash basket.

I went downstairs hoping that Jac’s was alone. She was outside on the decking preparing the table for a sunshine breakfast. She saw me and smiled. ‘Coffee sleepyhead?’

‘Mmm yes please. I’m sorry but I don’t know where my clothes are so I had to wear this gown. Do you mind.’

Course not that’s why I left it there. It was a gift from me to mum but she never had chance to wear it. Nice isn’t it? But it’s too small and girly for me.’

‘Oh I’m sorry. What will your mother think?’

‘It’s OK because she’s not been around for a while. It’s just me and dad and he’s struggling a bit.’

‘Oh, I’m sorry. I don’t mean to pry.’

‘It’s OK but let’s not talk about it just now and focus on breakfast. I’ve been up ages because I can’t sleep late so I’ve been jogging and then I went out for some fresh rolls and croissants. How about it?

‘Great.’

Fancy some eggs or even eggs benedict since it’s Saturday. I’m not so good at cooking since mom did everything. Sorry I never thought to buy English Muffins so I’m afraid it’s just rolls. Or we can have some crispy bacon and hash browns if you like. Otherwise we can just have fresh fruit and cereals if you like.’

‘So much choice. Like a restaurant. But it sounds like you prefer the cooked breakfast. Am I right? Or shall we just have a have the healthy option?’

‘Either is OK for me since to tell you the truth I already had a snack of eggs with two of the rolls since I was famished. But I’m still hungry Too much exercise last night!!’

‘Yeh,Yeh. Shall I cook since I do have some skills? I am pretty good with eggs but not sure about eggs Benedict.’

‘I thought you’d never offer. I’ll pour the coffee and show you the way around the kitchen. Do you mind if we eat now rather than wait for you to shower and change? You look pretty neat like that anyway and I hope you don’t mind to be dressed like that in a dressing gown.’

So we set about preparing a small feast and I found some blueberries and strawberries and some yoghurts to start with and then got everything prepared so I could cook the eggs and grill the bacon.

Jacs hugged me from behind and for the first time I felt her strong and erect nipples in my back. She was certainly feeling aroused today so goodness knows if we are going to get chance to finish breakfast.

Jac’s finally poured me a mug of coffee. I was certainly ready so I sipped it whilst I prepared breakfast and Jac’s tried to help by testing the bacon a few times before I tapped her knuckles. The breakfast plates looked great and I was pleased. I tipped most on Jacs plate because I knew she’d scoff it all.

I guess I was humming a bit to the background music and Jacs was smiling at me. It must have been the atmosphere and the surroundings. It was nice.

We sat on the decking and had a nice breakfast together in the sunshine. It was a nice experience. I wanted to ask Jac’s about her situation since she was almost in tears when I asked about her mom. She wasn’t as tough as she liked to project and she looked very feminine with tears in her eyes and a sad face.

So I started to clear the plates and asked if I could call my mom since my mobile was upstairs.

I was chatting to her as Jacs tidied up and then I heard the door go. I was standing in the hallway and the draft blew my dressing gown open exposing my legs. It was a bit embarrassing and I just managed to gather it together as a big curly haired man walked through the door.

‘Hi who have we here then?’ I could immediately tell it was Jac’s dad.

Jacqui and Me - Chapter 12
By Julie D Cole

‘Hi who have we here then?’ I could immediately tell it was Jac’s dad.
It seemed like I was frozen to the spot and I was struck dumb as well. My mouth wouldn’t work no matter how I tried. What a strange sensation like everything was slow motion with Jac’s dad moving slowly as if frame by frame in a film.

I was saved by Jac’s coming through the kitchen door and she was moving whilst I stood still and her dad was motionless too.

‘Hi Pops, what are you doing back so soon I thought you were away for the weekend. This is my friend Sammy. She stayed over. You don’t mind do you?’

He smiled and stepped forward giving her a kiss and Jac’s coloured up in embarrassment. Then he stretched out his big right hand to shake my hand that was limp and tiny in comparison. I could see now that Jac’s took after her father. She was just like him even with the mop of curly hair. I guessed most girls would be horrified but seemingly not so for Jac’s.

‘Hi Sammy, pleased to meet you. Welcome and I hope Jaqueline’s looked after you OK.’

‘Dad it’s Jaqui please I hate that name. I don’t know why you chose it.’

He smiled since he was obviously teasing and knew that Jac’s would react. I just nodded back at him and tried to smile and Jac’s helped me putting her arm around my waist. I was sure her dad would think we were more than casual friends.

Then Jac’s spoke up. ‘Sammy is just about to ring her mum if that’s OK dad to let her know she is up and about. It was too late to drive home last night so we crashed out here since I was on my own and sammys mum said OK. Anyway how come you are back already and so early in the day?’

He mumbled some reason that I didn’t hear so I decided to go upstairs to call mum on my mobile phone instead to let them talk without any embarrassment in front of a guest.

I looked in the mirror on the upstairs landing. I did look more like a girl than boy so no surprise that Jac’s dad just accepted the explanation. The face was much more feminine and it wasn’t going to be easy to disguise the fact that I’d had work done on it. Now I was being accepted as a girl friend by Jac’s dad and she was going to have to deal with it. Somehow he might have been delighted if I’d been running around in shorts as a boyfriend.

I concluded that it might be best if I dressed quickly and headed home before things got worse. What if he did realise this was a boy dressed like a girl? There was no easy explanation if he realised that his daughter had a ‘girlfriend’ who was a boy. So better I skiddaddled and let jac deal with it.

Mum was happy to hear my voice and decided to wait in until I arrived home so I promised to send a message or call again once I’d sorted out what time we were leaving. She asked about my new girlfriend but I wouldn’t say anything. It was difficult to put mum off but I managed it. I knew she had her suspicions about me but I couldn’t really discuss my feelings or the situation at this stage because I didn’t know myself where this was leading.

When I ended the call I could hear another voice downstairs so I popped my head over the banister. It was a tall and very attractive young woman not much older than Jac’s and me and she seemed to be clinging onto Jac’s dad like a limpet. She had jet black hair that fell half way down her back and by straining my neck a little bit I could see that she was wearing very high heel boots so she was as tall as Jac’s and almost as tall as Jac’s dad. They would all tower above me and I had an immediate feeling of inferiority even over this girl.

I wondered what Jac’s would be feeling now. She was hardly the type of woman she’d get on with and if her dad had invited her back she’d want to understand his motives.

If I was tall and slim like her I’d think that I’d died and gone to heaven. Life doesn’t deal out even hands. She looked up and smiled and I couldn’t help but smile back and I surprised myself where the soft voice came from as I said hi in return.

Jac’s then shot upstairs and I sensed her uneasiness. Her dad and the girl from heaven disappeared from my eye line and I looked at Jac’s who had an angry expression o her face. ‘what’s wrong Jac’s did your dad upset you?’

‘upset me I’ll say. Who does she think she is flaunting herself like this. It’s obvious he’s been taken in. to think that dad gave me a tut tut when he thought we’d slept together and here he is bring that slut home. Can you believe it dad has brought his secretary home? I’m not sure what’s going on but she seems to be a real Klingon type. There was some lipstick on his shirt collar. Did you see?’

‘Oh Jac’s I’m sorry but are you surprised? Your dad is a good looking guy and very wealthy. Have you met her before? Does he have any girlfriends?’

‘ No, but he has talked about her. She’s too young for him. He must be mad if he can’t see that. I bet we are older than her. What does he see in her?’

‘Come on Jac’s he’s a grown man isn’t he. Give him some credit. ‘Don’t jump to conclusions because if she works for him it could be just a platonic friendship. Your dad might be going somewhere with her or just helping her out with something.’

‘What planet do you live on Sammy? You have to help me. I can’t let her get her claws into him. He isn’t over mum yet. Why are grown men so stupid?’

I wasn’t an expert on grown men since I’m the runt in the pack and even if I was Jac’s was steaming from both ears so no chance to get her to listen whilst she was so upset.

So since it was difficult to calm Jac’s with her in this mood with her imagination running wild. She was obviously shocked to see her dad with a woman who could have been another daughter and to make matters worse she was slim and very attractive. I saw Jac’s slipping into a mood that I hadn’t expected of her and so I pulled her back to the bedroom and pushed her onto the bed. She immediately sat up with her legs over the side of the bed so I pushed her knees apart and put my arms around her neck looking into her eyes. She needed comforting and calming down and here I was dressed like this and needing to change and go home since mum was waiting in.

‘Jac’s don’t let it get to you and give your dad some space. I’m sure he’s not a fool. Maybe he is lonely and misses your mum. Maybe it’s not enough to have you around. ‘

‘There you are then. That’s the point she is his bit of fun and he’s going to be a laughing stock if he’s not careful.’

‘Look Jac’s I should be angry really because now he thinks I’m a girl. How am I going to sort that out? What’s he going to say when I dress and go downstairs as myself? You dropped me in it up to my neck.’

‘Oh Sam don’t be silly. He won’t think anything. He’s blind at the moment and I bet he won’t even remember you in an hours time.’

‘Oh so that’s it then. I’m a nothing and I guess I might as well go home then.’

‘Oh sam don’t be silly I didn’t mean it like that. What else could I say?’

‘well now he thinks I’m a girlfriend of yours so if I turn up as myself he’s likely to kick my butt. I should be angry really. Instead here I am trying to help you get over your own shock.’

‘Look Sam I need your help.’

‘OK Jac’s let’s both look at the positive side. He never questioned me staying and I don’t think I even registered with him so probably he’ll forget me by tomorrow anyway. She is a bit hot though don’t you think? What’s her name anyway?’

‘Michelle. But he calls her Mishy. How embarrassing is that? Dads with baby talk. Ugghh.’

‘Come on Jac’s. We have to ignore it and anyway what if your dad found out what we’ve been up to and that we did it? What would he say if he knew that I was a boy not a girl? He might give me 2 black eyes and kick my butt to Timbuctoo.’

That made her smile at least. She said the thought of dad kicking my butt all the way down the drive and through town in her mums’ dressing gown would be priceless.

I gave her a kiss on the lips and she stood up. I tried to push her back down to take up the dominating position but she took over since I was useless at the boy thing.

‘Come on Jac’s I have to go. Will you take me home? You’re a bad influence on me. The more time I spend around you the weaker I get. I’m supposed to be the guy around here you know. Can’t I at least have a shot at it or a turn?

‘of course you can. But just now how can you be the man dressed like that and with your new look. I’m not sure I could fall in love with a man let alone a girly man.’

I hit her and she fell onto the bed as if felled by a giant.

‘Don’t play dead I’m not falling for that and we have to get ready. I need a lift home and we can give your dad some space. ‘

After I washed and cleaned my teeth I turned to Jac’s. ‘Now you told your dad I’m Sammy not Sam how do I get past him without him realising I bat on his side?’

“Don’t worry I’ll get you out alive. We could sneak out down a drainpipe or out of the back door. “

Best laid plans didn’t work and even though I dressed in the clothes I’d arrived in I felt different as I brushed my hair. Something had happened to me. It was like I was a different person and Sam had been pushed aside to give Sammy a chance. I liked the feeling and I wanted to look my best before we went downstairs. I thought I’d better not look too much like Sam and so I did my best to show my bust to its fullest and Jac’s lent me a bag so that I appeared more feminine.

Jac’s dad and Mishy were in the lounge so Jac’s just shouted goodby and I waved and we were gone before they had chance to strike up a conversation.

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