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Displaced
By Daniela A. Wolfe Ever since he lost his job, Harry has been eking out a meager existence with his fledgling repair business, but when a catalog claiming to sell real magical items falls into his hands, his life is ‘displaced’ forever. |
Author's Note: I've been sitting on this one for over a year and a half. I figured it was about time I dusted this puppy off and get it fine-tuned so I could share it with all of you.
This story is part of an open universe, you can find the rules and guidelines on my website:
https://danielawolfe.com/my-stories/open-universes/
Thanks to Xtrim for providing final grammar edits.
At the sound of footsteps, I dove into a copse of bushes near the base of the exterior staircase. My heart hammered in my chest as I positioned myself to surveil the path leading into the building. It was dark and illumination from a streetlight beamed down on the sidewalk giving me a clear view of the newcomer.
His perfect teeth were gritted, and he was yelling into his phone. "The wry little bastard has been giving me the slip all day."
When Jared Travis stepped in front of the bushes where I'd concealed myself, he stopped and rubbed the back of his neck. "I don't know, Mom, but last month it took him almost a week to pay up and I'm getting real tired of trying to hunt him down."
Linda, Jared's mother, owned Shady Acres Apartments. She'd retired a few years back and left the management of the building up to her son. That she'd taken a personal interest didn't bode well for me at all.
"Okay, okay," he said turning his back to me and shaking his head. "Calm down, no one said anything about evicting him."
Okay, did I hear that right? I shook my head and discounted the notion. Linda was a far sight more pleasant to get along with than her son. She'd been the most easy going landlady from whom I'd ever rented. That being said she'd evicted more than a few people over the years, it seemed unlikely she'd spare me a second thought.
Jared growled under his breath, tapped the screen of his phone and slid it back into his pocket. He glanced back toward the bushes one final time and for a second I was sure he'd seen me, but then he turned away and disappeared back into the building slamming the door shut behind him.
I waited a few tense minutes, certain that he would return, but when he didn't show his face, I pulled myself out of the bushes. After brushing myself off, I made my way back into the building keeping my eyes and ears open. It was late, and the hallways were devoid of anyone or anything which made it a lot easier for me to get back into my apartment unnoticed.
Still, where Jared was concerned, I'd learned to be cautious. When I got to the elevators, instead of hopping in, I walked past, taking the opposite doorway and made my way up the staircase.
I lived on the third floor and the effort shouldn't have winded me, but I'd spent all day booking my ass around town and hopping from bus to bus. I submitted my resume to more than half a dozen places and I still didn't like my chances. Needless to say, I was tired.
When I got up to my floor, I paused at the door, glanced out the little window and cursed under my breath. "Dammit all to hell."
Jared, my super, waited just outside my apartment door, arms folded across his chest and, as cliche as it sounded, tapping his foot on the floor. The slick bastard must have figured out I wasn't inside and was waiting for me to get back. Which meant I would either have to confront him or wait him out.
I chose the latter cursing the pretty boy under my breath as I slumped down to the ground and let out a long sigh. Must be nice to have a rich mother to hand you a damn job. Meanwhile people like me had to do things the hard way. Given that I froze up during interviews, I didn't have much success.
I sighed and pulled my phone out of my pocket confirming what I already knew, the thing was dead. So, I put it back and looked around.
That's when I saw something which caught my eye.
I grunted and reached over retrieving what looked like a rolled-up magazine which someone had jammed into a slat in the railing. Once unrolled, I peered into the thing and snorted. It wasn't a magazine at all, but a catalog titled 'Aethermysts: Your number one source for all your magic needs.'
I flipped through the pages and snorted again.
"Give me a fucking break. Mach-O-Blaster, Gend-O-Matic? What the fuck is this?" I asked no one in particular then crumpled the catalog into a ball and threw the damn thing as hard and as far as I could.
With a long plaintive sigh, I folded my arms across my chest and gritted my teeth. Something told me I would have one long ass wait on my hands.
The wry little bastard lingered for another three hours before finally giving up and traipsing out of the hallway. I had to hand it to him he stuck around much longer than I expected. I guess it just goes to show how big of an annoyance I'd been. I just needed to keep away from him until tomorrow morning. After that, there was a good chance I'd have the money.
I waited ten minutes after he left, then opened the stairwell door and glanced about the hallway before slinking my way toward my apartment door and slipped inside. I dropped my coat at the door, so tired I didn't even give a fuck about expending the extra effort to put it on the coat rack.
My apartment wasn't much to look at, and, to be honest, I was no interior decorator. By almost any standard my living space was damned spartan, but that suited me just fine. I didn't need to clutter up my place with useless crap. I had everything I would ever need.
Moving through my modest little living space, I cut a beeline to the bedroom. Once inside, I fell face first into bed. I rolled onto my side, and just before I slipped into a semi-vegetative state, I noticed a wadded up piece of paper resting on my nightstand. Within seconds, I was out and lost in the blissful world of dreams.
It was late by the time my tired ass woke up. Had it not been for the sound of several loud thuds, I would have slept longer. At first, I convinced myself the sound resulted from muted gunfire, but as I came fully awake, I realized something much more mundane was at work. Someone was at the door.
I stumbled out of bed, knocking the crumpled up wad of paper off of my nightstand, and staggered toward the door. I had just enough presence of mind to glance through the peephole before swinging the door wide open.
"Waddya want?!" I demanded barely capable of even grunting it out and squinted at the little fellow as I scratched the back of my head.
"Hi, I'm Steve we talked yesterday on the phone about your Gregslist ad? You're Harry, right?" He looked at me eyes wide and darting away from the door.
"Oh? Right, right," I said throwing a hand over my shoulder and let out a loud yawn. Shit, I'd forgotten all about him. "Sorry had a late night. Why don't you come in and we can do this thing?"
I moved away from the opening and Steve stepped inside. Once I closed the door behind him, I glanced around and held my hand up as I emitted another loud yawn. "Uh, wait a minute I'll be right back."
I slipped into my room and stopped dead in my tracks. I walked over to my nightstand and furrowed my brows.
What the fuck? The clumped up wad of paper was again sitting on my nightstand. I could have sworn I'd knocked it to the ground when I stumbled out of bed. It looked an awful lot like that weird catalog I'd found in the staircase. I shook my head, convinced I must have been mistaken, tossed the wad into the garbage and retrieved the item for which Steve had come.
I found him waiting where I'd left him and motioned toward the couch with an open hand. "Uh, I guess you're gonna want a look at the merchandise."
Steve nodded, took a seat, and I set the laptop down in front of him. He flipped the thing open and booted it up. I sat opposite him. "I put in new hinges, upgraded the ram, replaced the original hard drive with a solid state drive and did a clean install of the OS."
Steve nodded, but didn't say a word, eyes glued to the screen as he logged into the computer. I waited with bated breath, ever since I lost my job I'd been eking out a meager existence by refurbishing damaged laptops and other electronics. Some folks made good money that way, but I'd only been at it for less than half a year. While I was pretty good at repairing things, I wasn't much of a people person.
Steve continued with his inspection, and I leaned back into my seat waiting for him to finish up. He continued for a good ten minutes before he flipped the notebook shut and looked back up at me. "I'll take it."
Next came the haggling, and as I expected, I ended up selling it for less than my original asking price, but it would be enough. The laptop hadn't exactly been high end, and I'd come out of the deal with more than I'd put in. With some money I'd already collected from another repair job, I would have enough to pay rent for the month and not much else. I guessed I'd be living off ramen for the foreseeable future. I was getting really tired of scrimping by like this month after month. Shit, I needed to find a job and fast.
After letting Steven out I returned to my bedroom, just a little disconcerted to find that the paper wad had again found its way back onto my nightstand. Either someone was playing a prank on me or something strange was going on. As much as I strained my mind, I couldn't think of anyone beyond Jared or the super who might have access to my apartment and there would be no reason why either would punk me in such a manner.
I picked the ball of paper up, collapsed into bed and retrieved my phone from inside my pocket. I dialed Jared and put my cell against my ear while un-crumpling the wad with my free hand. Sure enough, it was the same catalog from the stairwell. I turned the thing back to front and began to flip through the pages as I waited for Jared to pick up, but he never did. So I left a message and hung up.
I set the phone down and eyed the catalog with all my attention. Again, I flipped through, this time looking for a website or a phone number and found neither. Instead, all I found was a P.O. Box. Thinking, perhaps, that it might be outdated, I looked for a copyright date and found one the very bottom of the back cover. It was less than a month old.
I wasn't sure what convinced me the thing was authentic. The whole teleportation act it pulled seemed impressive, but, face it, with enough time I would have rationalized it. Maybe, I wanted it to be real. A part of me was still wary of the catalog, even if the items listed within were real, there was no telling how well they worked or if they worked the way they advertised.
I have to admit, the Mach-O-Blaster piqued my interest, for that matter, so did the Power Potion, but the item that really caught my eye was the cheapest in the entire book. It seemed a little ironic given the item's intended purpose, but that didn't raise the red flags it should have.
The catalog listing called it a Prosperity Spell and from what I could tell it was meant to help the user be successful in their future endeavors. Was it so surprising given my current predicament?
I was getting desperate, and tired of trying to eke out a meager existence on almost nothing. Something needed to change, or I'd be out on my ass in no time. Most people would scoff at ordering a spell out of a catalog, myself included, but the thought didn't give me much pause.
I ended up sending in the five dollars with the order form. My budget was already slim, but that small amount of cash would not make a lot of difference. I just wish I'd read the small print before completing the order form, it would have saved me a lot of trouble.
Her hips swayed and her breasts jiggled with each step. She leveled her gaze on me and I stopped, ramen-packed grocery bags clenched in my hands and stared at her with wide eyes. She wore a skimpy little black formal dress, and she was easily the most attractive woman I'd ever laid eyes on shy of the television or big screen.
Something was wrong. I saw it in seconds. For one there was a strange vacant expression in her eyes, and for another she was moving straight toward me. Don't get me wrong, I was far from ugly, but we didn't even exist in the same league. Hell, I doubted she'd even give Jared a second glance, and women loved the guy.
The elevator doors started to close on me and I lurched forward letting the doors hit my shoulders and open back up. I eyed the woman, bit my lip and smiled. "Hey, how's it going?"
She didn't pause, or even acknowledge that she'd heard me, but just kept coming. I took a few awkward steps to the side and as I did so she turned to adjust course. Now, I don't mean she turned upon seeing me step away, but did it in perfect sync with me. It was freaky as hell and it raised the old shackles on the back of my neck.
She held a little envelope in her hands and when she got close, she raised her hand holding it out to me. I froze and stared at her with wide eyes. She didn't budge a muscle, keeping so still that she may well have been a statue.
I looked into her eyes and waved my hand in front of her face. She didn't respond but stayed in place hand still extended. When I took a step back, and she moved forward, again in sync with me.
I glanced toward my apartment door, contemplating making a run for it, but sheer morbid curiosity got the better of me. It was obvious she wanted me to take the thing, and I was dying to know what could be in it.
I gritted my teeth, shifted both bags of ramen into one hand and snatched the paper out of her outstretched palm. The moment I had it, she shook her head and looked around. It was almost as if someone had switched on a light inside her mind.
"Where the hell am I?!" She demanded her eyes settling on me.
"Uh, Shady Acres Apartments," I replied.
She stood there eyeing me with a pair of striking blue eyes that seemed to look right through me. She lifted a wrist glancing at a jewel-encrusted watch that probably cost more than I'd made in the last year and started cursing under her breath.
"Dammit, I'm late!" She took off down the corridor, her high-heels clicking and clacking against the hardwood floors of the hallway. The tight little dress limited the movements of her leg and coupled with the height of her heels I thought for certain she'd lose her balance and take a tumble. Somehow she made it all the way to the elevator, and she soon disappeared through its shiny metal doors.
Like a jackass I stood there and watched the elevator doors, still, just a little freaked out by what had happened. It took me well over a minute before I had the bright idea to examine the envelope. It seemed ordinary enough, save that someone had sealed it with wax. There were no addresses or post office box numbers, but it had my name on the middle of the front. In the top left instead of a return address it listed Aethermysts Order Fulfillment Services.
If I'd had any doubts about the legitimacy of the catalog, their delivery method damn well put them to rest. I slipped the envelope into one of the grocery bags and walked straight for my apartment.
Once inside, I dropped both my grocery sacks onto the counter, retrieved the envelope from inside and plopped down on the couch tearing it open. Inside I found pretty much what I expected, directions for completing the prosperity spell that I'd ordered. It was all hand-written in a simple, impeccable script that resembled calligraphy, but which appeared to be written with a ballpoint pen.
I read it front and back and leaned back on the couch letting out a long sigh. The whole thing just seemed a little too good to be true, a prosperity spell that promised to bring wealth and well-being to whoever cast it and it had only set me back five dollars? I bit my lip and eyed a particular line at the very top of the paper that was just a little disconcerting.
'Warning, be sure to follow the directions exactly as instructed and pronounce each portion of the spell as written. Failure to do so may result in transfiguration, and/or chronological displacement.'
I didn't know what the fuck the warning meant, but, I think, it would give anyone pause. I almost crumbled the spell up and tossed it in the wastebasket, but stopped eyeing a second envelope sitting on the coffee table before me. It contained another bill.
I didn't have more than a few dollars to my name and unless I sold half of the crap in my apartment, managed to sell another device or landed a repair job, I wouldn't be able to pay it. I was getting damned tired of scrimping by just to make ends meet. The spell might be the answer to that.
So, against my better judgement I moved into the bedroom to retrieve what I needed. When I had a candle and a little lump of sidewalk chalk, I returned to the living room. The candle from a small supply I kept around in case of power outages, which were frequent in the area, and the chalk had been left by one of the previous tenants and I'd never bothered tossing it.
I pushed the couch out the way and upturned the ragged old rug that protected the hardwood floor. Had I any money, I would have replaced it months ago.
I plopped down, and put the paper down in front of me, as the instructions mentioned and drew a circle around myself. According to the spell, it would contain the thaumaturgic energies and prevent them from hemorrhaging into the worlds beyond. I didn't know what the hell that meant, but it didn't sound like something I wanted to happen. Needless to say, I was really careful while forming the ring.
Next, I put the unlit candle in front of me, clenched my eyes shut and started to chant the words on the paper as instructed. "Subponatis… Adolebitque illud… advocabit potestate."
I opened my eyes and almost jumped out of the circle in sheer shock. The candle was lit! Fortunately, I kept still. I didn't want to screw this up. I continued with the incantation, careful to read each line as specified. When I got to the final few bits of text, I paused sweat dripping down my whole body. I opened my mouth to speak the final few words, and the damned doorbell rang.
Startled, I jerked sideways and knocked the candle over. I didn't dare leave the circle, I had no idea what kind of effect that might have in the middle of the spell. I righted the candle and glanced down at the spell reciting the final few words and then broke the circle. An odd tingling sensation coursed down my body as I stood and moved towards the door.
Before I got there, a sharp stabbing pain shot through my gut and I hunched over collapsing to my knees. The oddest sensation wove its way through my chest, and as I slipped my hands over one of my nipples, it swelled outward. I collapsed to the ground as my bones cracked and popped. My throat burned and I let out a single scream which sounded far too high-pitched to my ears, just before everything went dark.
A hand touched my shoulder, and I gasped my eyes snapping open. My vision was muddied at first, and my mind couldn't quite grasp where I was. So I lay there squinting into a blurry blob of dull grays and browns, no doubt looking very perplexed. As my vision resolved itself, my mind snapped back into focus and I found myself looking into the face of a stranger. His lips moved, but I couldn't quite make out what he said.
Like my sight, my hearing returned, and I grunted as the stranger's words became clear to me. "—kay?"
I nodded and met his gaze. Memories of casting the spell returned to me and I sat bolt upright, my chest jiggling in a very disconcerting way. I swallowed hard and glanced down, confirming what I already suspected. A set of large breasts now protruded from my chest. I slid a hand down, touching them before swallowing again and dropped it between my legs. Though I couldn't feel much through the fabric of my jeans, it was more what I didn't feel that drove things home.
A strong breeze hit my face and for the first time I took in my surroundings. I was outside in an empty field. An old dirt road stretched into a treeline in the distance, a classic Ford pickup was parked just off to the side where they met and storm clouds darkened the sky. I didn't recognize my surroundings, or the man who stood so close to me.
The warning on the spell sprang to mind and wondered if this might not be what it meant. My heart hammering in my chest, I raised both of my arms and touched my face. It seemed, different, wrong. All my stubble had gone, instead my skin was smooth and silky, and my nose was too small, but that was not all. Further, explorations revealed a set of soft lips, a missing Adam's apple and
I glanced at the stranger and pursed my lips. "W-where am I?" My eyes bulged out of my head at the sound of my voice. It was soft and feminine, dare I say, sexy?
"Just off the Old Fork Road, Miss." He said gazed at me his eyebrows shooting way up.
"Um," I palmed my face with both hands. "What town is that in?"
"New Haven," he said, and when I didn't respond, he added. "That's in Utah."
I met his gaze and bit my lip and looked around again. "New Haven?"
I was more than a little familiar with New Haven, I knew it well. My apartment building was located there, and I'd been living in the general area for pretty much my entire life. I'd never heard of an 'Old Fork Road', but I didn't know the name of every street in town. That being said, the place I'd landed myself in, didn't look familiar at all. I wondered, could he be wrong?
New Haven was a tiny little landlocked town. There hadn't been an empty field for as long as I could remember. Maybe before I'd been born, but…
Realization hit me like a ton of bricks and I held my breath. Without even thinking about it, I began to recount the warning message from the spell over and over in my head.
'Warning, be sure to follow the directions exactly as instructed and pronounce each portion of the spell as written. Failure to complete any step correctly may result in transfiguration, and/or chronological displacement.'
Though I didn't understand at the time, I now had an inkling of what those words must have meant.
I gritted my teeth, met my rescuer's gaze and released the air out of my lungs. A wet trickle kissed my cheek and peered up just in time to catch another in the eye. I blinked wiping the drops from my face, but it was a futile effort as more followed. In moments, what started as a slight drizzle became a steady downpour.
"Can you stand?" My new friend asked.
I bit my lip, nodded and lurched from the ground. My feet slipped out of my shoes as I took my first few steps and I stumbled forward damn near falling face first, but my rescuer's firm arms grabbed me by the shoulders and held me steady. The warmth of his body pressed into my new breasts and I stood there mesmerized by the strange new feelings that this awakened with me.
He cleared his throat and pulled away, and a cold shiver traveled down my spine. My heart hammered in my chest and it was all I could do just to look away. My new body responded to his touch in ways I didn't want to admit.
"We should get out of the rain." He smiled and held out his hand.
I nodded and accepted his hand. I don't know why I felt I could trust him. Somehow I knew it would be all right and, if I was going to be honest, a part of me wanted to do more than just go with him.
I didn't bother retrieving my shoes before we took off running again. They wouldn't have fit me anyway, my rescuer glanced back at them, but shook his head and sighed, no doubt thinking better of it. My pants sagged from my waist, but caught around my wider hips. My pants slipped down past my ankle and over my feet, and even though they flopped about as I ran, I kept at it. I tripped over them once, but again Trey caught me. It wasn't long before we reached the pickup I'd spotted earlier. I got there first and stopped panting for breath outside the passenger side door.
My body seemed so alien, but one area was particularly troublesome while running. My breasts jiggled and shook with every movement and the faster I went the worse it got. It actually hurt a little. No wonder women wore sports bras.
A hand touched my shoulder, and I jerked out of the way allowing my rescuer to open the door for me. I jumped inside and whipped my hand out to close the door behind me, but my rescuer beat me to it. I hugged my knees against my chest and rolled my pant legs up as I waited for him to climb on the other side.
I glanced down at my breasts again staring at them with wide eyes, still trying to wrap my head around my transformation. My clothes were soaked through and my nipples showed through the shirt. I'd never liked the way a wet t-shirt had clung against my skin, but now that I had breasts it was worse. Particularly since the shirt stretched tighter across the chest than it ever had been before my transformation.
"You got a name?" My rescuer asked, and I turned in time to see him swing the driver's side door shut behind him.
"I, uh," I stopped mind racing trying to come up with a name to throw out, but I couldn't quite form the words.
He turned to eye me and began to panic.
"Linda," I spoke the first name that came to me and it left a sour taste in my mouth just to speak the lie, but I saw no other option.
If I'd guessed right, I had not been born yet. Even if I was wrong, and I'd landed myself in some area of New Haven, I'd never been before, which seemed unlikely, there was no way to prove my identity. So, I could either tell everyone what had happened or play it safe and put on a bit of a show. Since, the former of my two options stood a good chance of landing me in a mental institution the latter seemed the wiser choice.
"Linda?" he said eyeing me for a moment before starting the pick up. "I'm John Benedict Travis the third, but all my friends call me Trey."
I froze, and folded my arms across my chest, very aware of Trey's eyes on my breasts.
"Pleasure," I mumbled and cold chills trickling down my spine. I shuddered and looked out at the rain drenched expanse. Even though I'd been chilled to the bone, the shiver had nothing to do with my clothes being soaked through or the temperature outside. John "Trey" Travis had been the name of Linda's husband.
I knew of the implications, but I wouldn't allow myself to accept what they must mean. It was a coincidence, nothing more.
Trey, watched for a moment, then slipped his jacket off and handed it to me. "Sorry, it's not much, but once the heater kicks in, I'm sure you'll be warm enough." He smiled at me, shifted the vehicle into gear, and started down the road.
"Is there somewhere I can take you Linda?" He asked glancing at me before returning his gaze to the road ahead.
I bit my lip and shook my head. "No, I'm not from around here and the truth is I'm not sure how I got here."
In a way, it was true, but it still seemed like a lie to my ears. I leaned forward and slipped his jacket on. Though huge on me, it did help warm me.
"It's funny we don't usually get rain like this. Doesn't look like it'll get better any time soon. I'll take you back to my place and get you some dry clothes. You look about the same size as my wife. We should be able to find you something."
"You're married?" I asked, thinking perhaps I'd encountered a different Trey Travis, but his answer shot that theory to hell.
"I used to be, she passed away last spring."
"S-sorry." I eyed him, another shudder rippling down my spine.
"You had no way of knowing. When we get there, I'll put in a call to Sheriff Riley. He's a friend of mine, if anyone out there is looking for you, he should be able to find out."
It made sense, from his perspective, if 'Linda' had gone missing someone might have filed a missing persons report. Linda hadn't existed until I'd woken up in that field, so any effort on their part would be a big old waste of time. If I felt guilty before it was nothing compared to the pit that formed in the bottom of my stomach.
"Do—," I glanced over at him my lips quivering. I never finished the sentence. I gritted my teeth suppressing the urge to break down in tears. Some people might think all the girly hormones now coursing through my new female body were responsible, but under the circumstances almost anyone would be bawling their eyes out.
The spell had transformed me into a woman and more than likely transported me back in time. On top of that, I had no legal identity. Which meant, no social security, no credit score and no citizenship. I was a man, make that woman, who had been cut off from everything and everyone I'd ever known. The chances of going back to my old life were slim to none and as miserable as it was, it had been familiar. Now that my whole life had been thrown out the window, I didn't have any idea what to do with myself. I'd seen grown men cry over less.
Hot tears stung my cheeks, and I hunched over just letting them come. Trey glanced over at me and smiled. "Hey now, it'll be all right. You hear me? We'll get this thing figured out."
His words actually helped provide some small comfort, but still I cried. Save for the occasional sob escaping my lips, we spent the rest of the car ride in silence. I leaned into Trey's side and he wrapped an arm around my waist. I wouldn't have admitted it to anyone, least of all myself, but it made my heart flutter. What the hell was wrong with me?
I stood staring at myself in the mirror and found myself looking at my reflection with wide eyes. The girl who looked back at me bore more than a passing resemblance to the Linda I'd known. The more time I spent in my new body the more I became convinced that I had, in fact, become her or, at least, a past version of her. I hadn't realized how much of a looker she'd been in her youth until I'd become her.
It had been more than a week, since Trey found me in that field and in that time I was no closer to wrapping my head around what happened.
In the short time since then, I played my cards well. The police, and the folks at the hospital had all bought my act. All I had to do was bat my eyelashes, and they fell for it it all hook, line and sinker. It was frightening how easy it had been. There had been a few local officers who expressed suspicion, but with no proof they dropped the matter.
Trey hauled me off to the hospital, and they did the obligatory physical examinations and the police took my fingerprints and ran a background check. They turned up nothing. Since I showed no signs of physical injury, the doctor's thought I might be suffering from dissociative amnesia, basically memory loss brought on by serious mental trauma I let them think that given that the alternative was a one-way trip to the loony bin.
I came up with some bullshit backstory about moving across the country to start a new life. Though 'Linda' remembered bits and pieces of her old life she didn't recall enough to be of any help. She possessed very little money and just enough cash to get where she needed to go, but even her destination she did not remember. When I woke up in the field, I had nothing and so neither did my new persona. Her car and what little money she had disappeared along with most of her memories or would have if they'd existed in the first place. The details didn't matter, it was just another damn lie anyway, but it ate me up inside. I kept hearing my mother's voice in my head telling me she had raised me better than that.
Trey offered to give me a place to stay until I got my feet off the ground and I accepted. Grateful for a place to stay, I took him up on his offer, but it made me uncomfortable as hell staying in the home of a strange man that wanted to fuck me. That wasn't even the worst part, though. I wanted to fuck him too.
When I peered back into the mirror, I shook my head, and cast such thoughts out of my head.
I bit my lip and began to unbutton the blouse I wore. It had been difficult, but I'd spent the time since my rescue avoiding even glancing in the direction of a mirror. I tried my damnedest to pretend that I was still regular old Harry, but Trey made that difficult, if not impossible. I ignored the fact that his eyes always seemed to focus on my chest, or at least I pretended to. I didn't blame him. If I were occupying the same space as the living personification of a goddess I would have a hard time keeping my eyes to myself too.
When I'd woken up that morning, I'd concluded that I wouldn't bury my head in the sand any longer and that was how I'd found myself looking in the mirror.
The clothes I wore, a button up blouse and a pair of sweats belonged to Tray's wife Mary, and they fit me rather well. I couldn't bring myself to wear any of her nightgowns, they'd all been so very feminine and it seemed wrong wearing something she'd worn in the bedroom. Every time I looked at them, I imagined Trey making love to her… and more often than not, me in her clothing.
I often fantasized about him, which disturbed me more than anything. Since, my transformation, I didn't have eyes for the fairer sex. Before my change, it had been easy to conjure images of myself making love to beautiful women, but try as I might I couldn't bring such fantasies to life inside of my mind. I even tried to arouse myself by thinking of some of my former girlfriends and what I'd done to them in bed, but it just didn't do it for me anymore.
Soon, the shirt was off and I found myself looking at a nice set of breasts in the mirror. I hadn't gotten around to getting fitted for a bra, and I'd been walking around with them hanging there on my chest unrestricted beneath my clothes. In times past, if I saw such a pair of glorious tits I would have found it difficult to keep my eyes off them, but while they held my rapt attention it was for very different reasons. I experienced no arousal whatsoever.
I looked young, perhaps in my early twenties, my breasts had not begun to sag. I'd regressed in age almost a decade, given a form that was vivacious in every sense of the word and while I think a lot of women would have been envious, all I experienced was disgust. Sometimes I didn't even feel like myself. Every movement, every sensation, seeming wrong.
I cupped my boobs, not for the first time, but with more attention to detail than before. They were firm, firmer than any set I'd ever laid hands on. Even ones half their size.
Next, I slid my hands down my side and unclasped the button on my jeans. I leaned over to slide them down my legs and glanced up at my reflection. It still unnerved me to see that girl in the mirror. I stood full upright and eyed her.
The only piece of clothing I wore were my panties. They would come off later once I'd gotten a better look at the rest of my body. My vulva would be too great of a distraction if it too were exposed.
If the spell had been designed to create my ideal woman, it couldn't have done any better. Before my transformation I liked my women soft, and Linda was exactly that. She wasn't fat, but nor was she skinny, merely what I would consider an ideal weight. Her hips were wide, and she possessed an ass that just didn't quit. She had slim shoulders, and hair done up in a masculine style exactly as it had been when I was male, save that it was now a fiery red where before it had been a dull brown. It seemed odd to me, that my haircut alone would be the only thing that had not changed, but it was the least of my worries.
There wasn't a single blemish on my entire body as far as I could tell. No cellulite, moles or a single freckle. I had the body the likes of which I had only believed existed in magazines until that day. Perhaps through surgery someone might achieve such a figure, but, it would take dozens of procedures to receive results that even came close to what I saw before me.
I stood holding my breath taking in every detail, every little curve for what seemed like several minutes, but was probably closer to a few seconds. Then, I let all the air out of my lungs and slipped my panties free from my waist and over my hips before letting them fall to the ground.
Like the rest of my physique, my vagina was, perhaps, too perfect, but as I stood there eying the god-forsaken thing in the mirror, I only hesitated for the briefest of seconds before plunging my finger inside. The sensations that arose were pleasurable.
My eyes widened, and I found thoughts of Trey coming to me unbidden. I pursed my lips, emitting a soft moan as I slid my finger in and out of my clit. Though I'd heard it said that arousal worked differently for women than it did in men, never until that moment did I realize how wide the gap was. I slid a hand up my chest and messaged my left nipple even as the other one worked its magic on my nether regions.
Things might have been taken a step further, had it not been for one thing. I sensed rather than saw, the doorknob moving and I turned just in time to witness the door swing open.
"Linda, I thou—" He stopped mid-sentence, and just stood there wide-eyed like a deer caught in headlights.
My heart hammered in my chest and I too stood there frozen looking back at him with my jaw hanging open. In that moment, something changed in me.
It was sparked by the realization that I would never go back to being the person who I was before. It had only been a fluke that I'd discovered the catalog and it was unlikely I'd ever be able to track down another copy if it even existed yet. I could spend all my time living in denial or I could accept what the spell had done to me and move forward in my life.
"Oh, god, I'm so sorry. I thought you'd be in bed," Trey said still frozen in place.
What I did next surprised even me. I didn't attempt to cover myself, but instead sauntered toward him, my hips and ass swaying to some unheard tune. Though I'd seen women move like that before, never in my life would I have suspected I would be able to pull it off myself. I don't know if it was something that was natural to every woman, or if perhaps it was something that came with my hyper-sexualized body. The truth was I was beginning to care less and less.
I suspected that this change in attitudes may have been a side effect from the spell, and it scared me more than a little. That being said, there would be no stopping myself. I wanted Trey, no, I needed him to do things that would have been unthinkable just moments ago.
When I got close, I grabbed the collar of his shirt and pulled him toward me. He didn't resist and our lips locked, sharing a kiss that took my breath away. He put his arms around me, and soon I found myself spread full eagle atop the bed. I wasn't sure if I had pulled him toward it or if he had pushed me atop it, but either way the result was the same.
It didn't matter. All I knew was that he was on his knees atop the bed ready to fuck. My hands slid up his waistband, and I pulled his belt free and I tossed it sideways. I heard the buckle clink against the wall, but I neither saw nor cared where it landed.
Soon, I was looking at his cock, and a nervous grin spread across my face as he lowered his body and plunged it into me. If my eyes had been wide before, I'm sure, it was nothing compared to how they looked then. There was a pressure inside of me, a tightness that left me gasping for air. God it was amazing, and yet, it hurt a little too. His lips touched my neck, and his hands kneaded my breasts. I screamed out, in exquisite agony as he pulled out and plunged his member deep inside of me again.
I didn't have any idea how long we went at it. It might well have been hours or minutes. We did things to one another for which I didn't have words. I'd never made love so passionately. Which made me realize just how selfish I had been before my change. I released my load and been done with it.
It was clear Trey knew how to pleasure a woman and for that education I was very grateful. Never had I imagined what it must feel like for a woman nor had I imagined I would ever be so vocal. I couldn't help myself every time he kissed me in just the right place, my heart fluttered and my loins burned with desire. Sweat ran from every pour, as our passions evoked a heat the likes I had yet to experience. Bodily fluids dripped from every orifice, and every time his hands touched my breasts or slid down the nape of my back, I shivered.
When he released his load, and I found myself panting for air. He rolled off me and lay there looking up at the ceiling, my heart still hammering inside of my chest. I should have been in a frenzy, but all I felt was the warm afterglow of our lovemaking. Panic would come later.
The change that had come upon me when Trey and I had been making love was not something that I knew how to articulate, but it marked the beginning of the end for Harry and sparked my journey to becoming Linda. It didn't take place all at once, nor did I let it happen without a fight.
Three months came and went and, in that time, I'd almost gotten used to seeing Linda looking back at me in the mirror. I barely even thought of myself as Harry anymore, which was what terrified me. I'd had several periods and in an odd way I felt as if it was an initiation, but even so I was only just beginning to understand what it meant to be a woman.
Trey and I made love, frequently, and it was one of the few things that I didn't regret. He made me think that it might somehow all be worth it. When we fucked, it didn't matter if I was Harry or Linda. Everything just made sense. It was one of those times that helped put the final nail in Harry's coffin.
Trey spent his day off in the field tending to his animals and when he got back, I saw hunger in his eyes. I might have wondered what had ignited his interest, but I knew from the moment his eyes met mine that it was all me. I answered with the same hunger, damn near flying across the room to get to him.
Our lips locked and the next thing I knew I was down on my back atop the counter. That was another thing about our liaisons they weren't ever bound by the restrictions of a single room. Although, I must admit that this was the first time we'd fucked in the kitchen.
I shivered and shook my head, clearing my mind of distracting thoughts. It had been weeks since that event and the memory of it still burned bright in my mind. Our lovemaking had been passionate and wild. I'd been little better than an animal, but neither had Trey.
I looked down at the home pregnancy test clenched in my hands. In my time, they had come a long way from their earliest days. The one I was holding in my hands was among the first that had been commercially available in the United States. They'd only been out a few years and as yet hadn't evolved into the much simpler little sticks that my partners would use.
The whole process was easy, you put some pee, water, and the provided chemicals into the tube, shake the hell out of the thing and stand it up inside of the little case that came with it. Then you waited, two fucking hours. The waiting was the worst part.
This was only the second time I'd used one. The first being after the morning Trey had walked in on me naked and we'd made love for the first time. After that incident Trey used a condom, but when we fucked that day in the kitchen our passion got the better of us and we hadn't been thinking with our heads on straight.
I'd already waited the prerequisite two hours. So I looked into the little box, peering into the little mirror, and my breath caught in my throat.
I dropped it and it clinked and clattered on the hard linoleum floor. The vial fell out and rolled across the floor and I bent over to retrieve both. By some miracle neither broke, but truth be told, I kind of wish they had. At least then it would have given me something to do with my hands.
I leaned my back against the wall and sank down to my knees my heart hammering inside my chest. The results were correct, I knew it in my heart, but I damn well intended to get it confirmed by a doctor. I sat there for quite a while, before I stood up and tossed everything in the trash bin. If I waited too long Trey would come looking for me so I moved out of the bathroom heading down the hallway toward the kitchen where he was waiting.
I had a little casserole baking in the oven and Trey was seated at the kitchen table reading the paper, waiting for dinner to finish. He was often up before the local periodical arrived so it had become something of a habit for him to read it after he'd gotten home.
I sat across from him and just stared off into space. Trey didn't stop to greet me; we'd already shared our hellos at the door. He paused after a moment, lowered the paper down and eyed me. "Looks like they're renaming Old Fork Road, to Wilson Avenue."
Wilson Avenue was the name of the road they would eventually build my old apartment building on. Again, I held my breath, but I didn't say a word. The field I'd woken up on was Trey's property and I knew that it would become home to Shady Acres. Trey had inherited a pretty penny from his parents, a lot more than his neighbors new, far more than you'd expect from a simple farmer.
He eyed me, put down the paper and cleared his throat. "Linda, what wrong? You look like you've seen a ghost."
I stared at him and shook my head hot tears stream drowning my cheeks. I opened my mouth, attempting to form the words, but I couldn't find the words.
"Linda what is it?" He asked again.
I let out a long sigh and forced myself to speak. "I-I'm pregnant."
Somehow, I hadn't seen it coming. Linda and Trey were Jared's parents. A part of me must have realized that if I stayed with Trey, I'd get myself knocked up, but I hadn't expected it so soon.
Trey didn't react as I expected. He was out of his seat, in a flash and pulled me up off my feet. He enfolded me in his arms and kissed me full on the lips. I melted in his arms and when we broke for air, I put my head on his shoulder.
"You gonna be okay?"
I nodded, my tears dripping down his chest. "The neighbors will talk."
The truth was the neighbors were already talking. Trey and I hadn't made our relationship a secret, and the town was mainly populated by Mormons and a handful Catholics so it went without being said our pre-marital activities would get the town gossip mill all in a flurry.
"Let them," he whispered, and I just stood there lost in his embrace. Whatever part of me that was still holding on to my masculinity faded away in that moment. For all intents and purposes, it was the final death knell for Harry. He would always be a part of me, but I would never think of myself as him again. I was Linda, and that was just fine.
"Trey, I love you." I spoke the words, without a moment's hesitation. I pulled away to gauge his reaction, both of my hands on his shoulders.
He stared at me for a moment, before a smile stretched across his face. "I love you too."
Crying anew, I collapsed into his arms. I wasn't crying out of fear or shock, but joy. For the first time, I thanked my lucky stars that I had found that catalog. I'd never been happier in all my life.
One thing was for certain, if I ever got a hold of that catalog, I knew a certain stairway where I could stash it.
The End
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Alluring Legends
By Daniela A. Wolfe Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, and even Father Time are all beings thought to be imaginary, but they are very real. Sometimes they get into mischief and not always in a fun way. Beware! You just might get caught up in their hi-jinks. |
“Ho, ho, oh no!” The fat bastard rolled out of the sled falling face first and produced a thud that shook the whole damn roof.
“Clumsy old coot,” I grumbled under my breath and hopped out of the sleigh to help my red velvet attired boss back to his feet.
Not that I was much fucking help. The old man was over three feet taller than me and weighed at least four times as much. Regardless the big man was back on his feet, velvet bag slung over his shoulder, staggering toward the chimney.
I shook my head, glanced about the roof, spotted Santa’s flask and swooped down to retrieve it. He must have dropped the damned thing when he took his little tumble. I glanced back at the big man, then opened the container and took a good whiff. “Say what you will about him, but the man has great taste,” I mumbled and took a sip of the whiskey inside.
“I wish he’d stop drinking on the fucking job.”
I slipped the flask into my belt, as elves do not have pockets, and turned back toward the chimney just in time to watch the big man disappear inside. For being so drunk, he sure seemed to haul major ass.
I grumbled a dozen or so choice curses under my breath, and followed suit, hopping inside with a single gravity-leap that no human could duplicate.
The thing about modern chimneys most people don’t realize is that although the opening atop the roof is wide, they taper down to a much smaller hole just big enough to let the smoke out. A mortal, even one who wasn’t a huge fat ass, like Santa, would never have been able to fit through. Lucky, for us, neither Santa nor myself were mortals.
When I emerged, I found the big man stumbling about and dragging the bag through the room while sloshing an open bottle of brandy all over Hal McCain’s living room carpet.
What the actual fuck? How the hell had he gotten hold of another damn bottle?
It hadn’t always been like this. In his heyday, Santa had been the jolly gift-giver of which the stories all spoke, but ever since he’d walked in on his old lady fucking the hell out of Jack Frost he hadn’t been the same. He’d picked up the bottle a few months after his wife left and hadn’t put it down since. That was a little over a decade ago and as you can image it had been a living hell.
It was about goddamned time someone put a stop to it. I clenched both fists at my side glowered at the fat son of a bitch and pounced on the fucker. Santa was even more bombed than usual, so it was damned easy to walk up and yank the bottle out of his wrinkled old hand, but I was so angry that I used a lot more force than I needed. For my troubles, I managed to splattering alcohol all over the front of my tunic.
“God dammit,” I cursed, wiping it off as best I could and glared up at ol’ Nick between gritted teeth. “Look man, this has gotta stop, I know you miss her, but, shit, look what you’re doing to yourself.”
Santa didn’t say a word, instead raising a single white-gloved hand, index-finger held up, swallowed hard and let out a belch to end all belches. Goddamned it smelled so bad it brought tears to my eyes.
Santa turned away and dug through his bag. At first, I assumed the asshole was retrieving gifts for Hal and his son but then the wily old bastard produced another bottle, this one filled with a pink fluid, from inside the sack.
There was a reason Santa could deliver so many gifts to the entire world without going to and from the North Pole hundreds of thousands of times a night. His sack wasn’t so much of a bag as a portal through space and time. He could reach through and retrieve any item inside the workshop. I’d once seen him pull a tool chest out to render repairs to his sled.
I should have figured he’d try something along those lines. That must have been how he’d gotten hold of the brandy. I cursed myself and extended a hand to grab the pink fluid out of his hands, but the old man jerked back before I could even get close.
What the hell kind of drink was it? Although elves enjoyed many fruity and sweet concoctions in our off hours, they were stored separately from the ones in the workshop. Despite the old man’s love of cookies and sweets, his taste in alcohol tended toward spirits and liqueurs. So, either, someone was sneaking drinks on the job or…
“Oh shit,” I cursed under my breath as realization dawned on me.
It wasn’t an alcoholic beverage that the old man had retrieved from the bag per se, but a potion and if I was right about which one I needed get it away from the big guy. I made another grab for the bottle, but he pushed me away. For my efforts I stumbled forward and fell flat on my face.
I scrambled back to my feet, but by then he’d already unstopped the bottle. My heart skipped a beat as he downed damn near half in one gulp.
Santa beamed down at me, and I stared back at him with wide eyes waiting for the changes to happen. The old fucker had no clue what he’d just consumed. At first, nothing seemed to happen, but as he brought the potion up to his lips, he grunted and jerked forward, collapsing to his knees.
I lurched forward, throwing my hands out to catch the potion as he fell, but not before I splattered the remaining contents all over the front of my tunic.
“Dammit all to hell,” I gritted my teeth attempting to wipe it away with my sleeve of my shirt, but it had already soaked through. It fizzled against my skin.
Santa groaned, and I stared up at him watching as his flesh rippled. I’d never seen the potion at work before, but I knew what to expect. It would be a quick transformation, but the process would be far from painless.
I watched my mouth agape as his bowl full of jelly, he had been so careful to maintained over so many centuries, dissolved into his body save for two lumps that rolled his now flat belly and into his chest taking up residence around his nipples. His pants fell down around his ankles and I could not look away though the old man wore no underwear.
His body creaked and popped and he fell onto his side and I could see his hips shifting around. Bones were shattering and re-fusing back together, I had no illusion that what he was experiencing was painful beyond imagining.
He gasped and moaned with each new change. His spine creaked, and it snapped inward curving and taking on a more feminine alignment. The old man’s arms came next, fat melted away bones and muscle popped and shifted. His nails jagged and dirty, smoothed out and grew out from his finger tips, taking on a glossy red cast that was the perfect match for his coat.
Everywhere the changes swept across his form, muscles and bones reformed, fat drained away and piece by piece his body became soft and very, very womanlike. I swallowed hard and watched as his shoulders, legs, feet and everything left in between succumbed to the magic of the potion.
He groaned, reaching for his crotch as his male parts shrunk into his body, in their place formed a vulva. His hands slipped away from his privates, up his chest and over his neck. He grabbed fistfuls of his beard hair and I watched tears streaming down my face as the hair fell to the ground revealing the face beneath. It was the countenance of a stranger, unassuming and average. No elf had gazed upon the beardless face of Saint Nicholas in living memory.
I stared into his eyes breath caught in my throat. He emitted another moan, but this time it sounded too soft… too feminine. I watched his facial features contort, and after his nose shrunk, his skin tightened, and his lips filled out I looked into the face of a very attractive young woman. The only familiar feature that remains was his bright blue eyes, and they had a sparkle to them I’d not seen in years.
Santa sighed, and pulled her stocking cap free from her head, white hairs fluttered to the ground at her feet and long brown hair exploded from her head in ringlets.
She glanced down at her hands, flexing her long delicate finger a slow smile forming on her face. I watched her climb to her feet, no longer lurching or jerking about. Her movements were fluid, relaxed, and very deliberate. I don’t know if the transformation had burned the alcohol out of her body or if it was a result of some other side effect, but it was clear it had sobered her up.
She stepped out of her boots, revealing her dainty feet resplendent in red nail polish.
I cleared my throat and Santa turned her head staring upon me with those sparkling blue eyes. “Santa… the Aphrodite formula. What have you done?”
“Ho, ho, ho.” It sounded so odd coming from such a feminine voice and yet… there was a merriness to it that only the true Santa could ever manage. She smirked at me, dropped her coat and I stood there cheeks burning as I stared upon her naked form.
I had never seen the like, elf women were stick thin and had little in the way of a figure. Santa, in her transformed body was not fat by any means, but she had curves. Her ass was round and her breasts were large. God, I wanted to squeeze them.
I coughed and turned away, my cheeks burning. God, this was Santa for hell sakes I couldn’t be thinking such thoughts about her even if she looked like that.
I sensed movement and risked another look. She snapped her fingers and her magic swirled to life all around her. Her coat, trousers and boots rose into the air spinning in a dizzying array of color. The coat and trousers wrapped around her body, conforming to her new curves, but not in their previous form. The fabric ripped and tore and wove back together, the white fur trim slithered along the outside of the hem taking up residence along the bottom of the new garment and around the neck in a V-shape that helped hold up the new dress.
It was a form-fitting sleeveless velvet dress that left little to the imagination. It accentuated her new curves rather than concealed them.
Her boots came next, splitting open and then wrapping around her feet. Twisting and contorting as they climbed up her legs stopping a few inches below her knees. The heels rose, and Santa stumbled forward, throwing a hand up to help balance herself. A pair of candy cane earrings appeared dangling from her ears. Her fingers touched her face and when she brought them away, I felt weak in the knees. She had been beautiful before, but with the cosmetics that now adorned her face she looked the part of a goddess.
I swallowed hard and glanced down at the bottle. They had abandoned the Aphrodite formula for good reason. The elves who’d created it hadn’t been able to reverse the effects. In small doses it would wear off in time, but Santa had consumed more than enough to make it permanent. Worse, it didn’t just transform the person who drank it, it made them like their new form and it made them libidinous… very libidinous.
“You know… Samson,” Santa bit her finger and smiled down at me. Her eyes sparkled, and I felt a sense of dread come over me as I recognized that look. “I believe Hal has been a very naughty boy this year.”
“Santa!” I called after her as she sashayed further into the McCain home. She’d already adjusted to her form, another effect of the potion. Her hips swayed with the casual and fluid grace of a natural born woman. “Please, let me take you back to the workshop. The elders can figure something out.”
My cries fell on deaf ears. I watched her disappear, then with the bottle still in hand, I growled under my breath and followed her. How the hell was I going to explain this? Santa turned into some sex crazed nympho? The elders would blame me, I knew it. They had commanded me to keep a close watch on Santa and keep her from doing anything too rash. This was not what anyone had expected, but it was rash.
When I caught up to her, I grabbed her hand and dug my heals in. “Please, stop!”
“Sammie,” she turned back and smiled down at me a hand touching reaching out to touch my cheek. She stood there staring into my eyes then glanced down at my chest where the alcohol and potion had soaked through the tunic. “It’s all right. You’ll understand soon.”
I stared at her mouth hanging open as she slipped her hand free and moved away. This time I didn’t stop her. It didn’t even occur. By the time I came to my senses she’d slipped into the master bedroom. Where Hal McCain, single father, slept.
My heart hammered in my chest as I looked inside. I knew what to expect, but even so I thought my eyes might pop out of my head when I saw her dress fall to the ground at her feet.
“Hal,” she called the name, a siren luring him back into the waking world. I opened my mouth ready to call out and remind Santa of her identity, but stopped when I felt a stabbing pain in the pit of my stomach. I hunched over, clutching at my gut, baffled. Another jolt, shot through my body and I bit my lip glancing down at the label on the bottle.
‘Aphrodite potion. Warning: Intended for human use only. Avoid skin contact.’
I swallowed hard and dropped the bottle, watching it shatter as my inside twisted and turned. My bones cracked and popped and piece by piece my flesh bent and contorted into unfamiliar new proportions. Unlike, my boss I did not have much fat on my body, but in most ways my transformation mirrored his. Instead of fat being repositioned or fading away, it materialized and expanded where my new proportions required it. My legs, torso and arm flashed in agony, snapping and popping as they extended out. I was growing beyond elf proportions.
When the transformation ended, I knelt panting and gasping for breathe. My tunic was so tight, it was all I could do to bring in breathe. I glanced down at my body and looked down at a set of large breasts. I gritted my teeth, straining to bring in air. My lungs burned.
I tore at the tunic, my heart hammering in my chest even quicker than before. Already strained by my change and torn in several places, the fabric gave way to my green-coated nails. As my new bosoms sprang free, I remained there taking in deep breaths.
When I caught my breath, I fell onto my rump, startled to realize I had a lot more padding than I was accustomed. I looked down, giving myself my first good look over. Like Santa, I’d taken on a far more voluptuous form. A nice rack, curved spine and an ass I could have sunk my teeth into. Not to mention I’d grown several feet. I looked like some ridiculous play thing. I slid a hand up the side of my head, slipping it under my new strawberry-blond locks to find purchase around my ears and let out a long sigh when my fingers touched the point. Though I had grown to human proportions, I’d retained the most important trait of elfhood.
I cupped my bare breasts and bit my lips feeling a slow smile creep onto my face. My mind raced as I felt a new stirring awaken within me.
Why had I been so terrified by Santa’s transformation? I felt amazing.
I heard moaning from the bedroom and peeked inside feeling my cheeks burn. Santa, and Hal were going at it like rabbits. He was coming down on her hard. I licked my lips and glanced down at myself one final time. God, I wanted to join in.
I rose to my feet and stepped into the doorway. Though, like Santa I could have snapped my fingers and transfigured my clothing, it would have been a wasted effort. I tore at the shredded remains of my tunic and let the pieces flutter to the ground in a trail behind me as I moved into the room. My tights came free, in shreds and clumps, already strained by my thick thighs and longer legs. My shoes burst open, unable to contain my new larger feet as I moved. Though short by human standards, I had gone from the size of a small toddler to a small adult human.
I bit my lip, feeling my cheeks burn as what I was about to do hit home. Not in my many thousands of years would I have ever once considered engaging in such acts. Samson was a dried up old prune, Sammie, on the other hand, was very horny.
A hand touched my thigh and my face stretched back into a smile as Santa pulled me toward the bed. All resistance melted away and soon I felt Santa’s soft lips on my breasts and Hal’s large dick throbbing inside me. Not once in centuries worth of existence have I felt such pleasure, nor had I ever screamed until my throat went raw.
I flexed my hands in front of my face, still not able to believe what I’d done, or I didn’t seem to mind. Glancing down at myself, my cheeks burned as some remnant of the old Samson rose to the surface. My old self would have died at the very thought of any elf wearing something so revealing, but now it seemed, almost natural.
I wore no shirt, or blouse, but instead a red and white stripped bra as a top. A matching set of stripped stockings covered my legs, and instead of the more tradition elf-shoes I now wore a pair of black stiletto heels. A green stocking cap adorned my head and instead of tights I wore a tight green mini skirt with white lace along the bottom and a traditional belt with a brass buckle to hold it up. I looked sexy as fuck and I didn’t feel at all ashamed to admit it to myself.
I watched Santa climb into the sleigh and felt my cheeks burn anew. Our relationship had taken an unexpected twist and nothing would ever be the same between us, but as I looked her over, I felt my breath catch in my throat. Before her transformation, Santa had been worn out and tired, within her new form I saw a renewed energy and vigor. Though she had changed in almost every way conceivable, in some ways I saw the old Santa returned.
There was that familiar child-like joy and merriment that had so defined her before Mrs. Claus betrayal and it warmed my heart to see it return. Even the reindeer had picked up on it, their heads perked up at the mere site of her. There was a magic bond between the animals and their mistress, one which ensured they would always know the Clause no matter what form she took.
Santa leaned forward and glanced at me licking her lips. She slipped a hand behind my back and pulled me forward, locking her lips around mind. She smelled of chocolate chip cookies and tasted of peppermints.
When we broke for air, I cleared my throat and peered out across the horizon. We had all the time in the world, amongst Santa’s abilities was the power to create bubbles of time. While the rest of the world remained frozen, Santa could get to work delivering presents and climbing down chimneys. Though I would have loved to strip Santa naked and fuck her silly, I felt compelled to continue onward. It was, after all, my sworn duty as one of Santa’s elves to help her deliver gifts. I bit my lip and turned back to the boss lady. “Where to now?”
Santa smirked, retrieving the reins and met my gaze. “Krissy Delaney. She’s been very naughty this year.”
My face lit up at the prospect as the sleigh lurched forward. Santa called out that all too familiar command. “Now, Dasher! now, Dancer! now, Prancer and Vixen! On, Comet! on, Cupid! on, Donder and Blitzen!”
It was the first time in decades, I’d heard her speak those words with such passion and joy. If I hadn’t been for the potion that might have been what had convinced me that Santa’s transformation was for the better, but after my metamorphosis I had needed no convincing.
I shuddered as he went hurtling through the air. Not from the cold, my magic protected me from even the harshest of winter weather. No, I trembled at the prospect of what a visit to Krissy Delaney would entail. She was a lingerie model and the Christmas Catalog she’d been featured in this year had been very popular among the younger male denizens of the North Pole this year. Not in my wildest fantasied had I ever dreamed she might give me the time of day, but I was confident that was no longer true. If she lived up to her reputation, I knew we could have a lot of fun.
I felt within myself a renewed appreciation and joy for the holiday that had become tedious. Something I’d not experienced since I was a young elf of just a few hundred years. Steeped in tradition, the elders would have their misgivings, but I knew where I could find a few more bottles of the Aphrodite formula. One way or another they would come around to our way of thinking. I licked my lips at the prospect and smiled. Christmas was about to become a whole lot sexier.
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A slow smile found its way onto my lips, and I licked them winking at Arcadius Noel who kept sneaking furtive glances at my chest. I couldn’t say I blamed him, I wasn’t wearing much. A candy-stripe bra, matching leggings, black stiletto heels, an elf-green mini-dress, and a matching stocking cap were all that adorned my frame and a girl with my proportions was a rare sight in the North Pole. Elf women were flat-chested and possessed hips almost as narrow as their male counterparts. Transformed by the Aphrodite Potion, I was the epitome of feminine beauty. Was it any wonder the old elf couldn’t keep his eyes off me?
“Samson Twinklebottom!” Greogira Glittertoes screamed out at the head of the table.
I turned, clenching my jaw at her use of my former male name, and regarded her with cool eyes. Even before my change I had not cared for the elder, though the youngest of the council, she was the most conservative and the most steeped in tradition. She would, of course, be the one most threatened by my transformation.
I stood before the council of elders, the governing body of the Elves of the North Pole. One seat, remained empty, a padded, human-sized affair that belonged to Saint Nicholas, but given that our employer was the subject of this gathering, and her transformation from rotund sad sack to busty babe, it seemed doubtful she would be in attendance.
“I will not tolerate distractions!” Greogira added rising to her feet and peering across the table at me.
Though I now towered over her because of my transformation, I shrank back unprepared by the intensity of her gaze.
She might have been pretty if a scowl didn’t crease her ageless face, which was unmarred by wrinkles or age spots. Elves did not age in the way of humans. The only sign of the passage of time, was the gradual graying and eventual whitening of the hair, and among males, the ability to grow facial hair. All who sat on the council sported a shock of snow-white hair, and all save the councilwoman possessed a matching beard.
“Now, now, Greogira,” Bernaldo Mugginbubbles rose to his feet, a chiding tone in his deep baritone voice. “Do remember that young Samson, is under the influence of a powerful magic.”
Greogira glowered at him, but only regarded him for a second before returning her attention back to me, her scowl deepening tenfold. “You have failed to carry out your duties as a helper elf. We tasked you to watch over the Santa Claus, ensuring only that he completed his gift-giving role and not get into any mischief. You have allowed both yourself and our exalted leader to be transformed into some kind of sex-crazed bimbos by that insidious concoction and have jeopardized everything toward which elfkind has worked for these countless centuries. Do you not understand the seriousness of this situation?”
I gritted my teeth, my anger simmering just below the surface. Though Santa was quick to jump in bed and delighted in her new appearance, she was far from a bimbo and was not intellectually deficient. The potion did not diminish intelligence or change an individual’s overall personality. Yes, Santa possessed the same body and sex-drive as a centerfold in a dirty magazine, but every attribute that made her the Claus was still there. She was just wrapped in a prettier package.
Until her transformation, Santa had been a drunken shell of her former self, but walking in on your wife of countless centuries boinking Jack Frost would do that to a fellow. The new Santa was most definitely an improvement. Something about her transformation had brought that glimmer of child-like joy back into her eyes. She had been just doing the motions for so long, I’d almost forgotten what the old Santa had been like.
Hands caressed my shoulders, and I shivered as lips brushed my neck. I turned, a smile creasing my lips as I met Santa’s gaze. She wore the same white-trimmed red-velvet minidress and knee-length boot she’d been sporting while delivering gifts and a shiver worked its way down my spine at the sight of her.
Just a day ago, the mere thought of Santa transforming into this leggy brunette with wide-hips and large breasts would have seemed laughable, but now that the change had come about I couldn’t imagine her any other way.
“They won’t know what hit them,” I whispered, kissing her on the lips. I closed my eyes, letting myself be swept away by the sensations. When she pulled away, I didn’t want it to stop, but I bit back my disappointment and watched her saunter toward the council of elders.
“Nicholas,” Greogira nodded at Santa, her expression blank, but fire still smoldering in her eyes. “I was just—”
“Greogira,” Santa said her otherwise plump lips pressed into thin lines. “There’s no need for a recap, I heard everything.”
Greogira flinched as if Santa dealt her a physical blow, her whole body trembling. In living memory no elf had crossed Santa. Even for her to say as much as she already had bordered on scandalous. Even now, facing Santa in her new feminine form she could not bring herself to speak against the old gift-giver.
There was a scuffle and a clatter behind the old elf, and Greogira turned revealing the slender form of Eros Butterbee, with a tray of drinks and pastries. “Um, mistress I thought you might be hungry.”
Butterbee was the shortest elf I’d ever met, a mere eighteen inches tall, he was more than a century older than me. He worked in the kitchens, a thankless job that kept him busy throughout the seasons feeding the army of hungry elves, but one which he seemed to enjoy.
“Thank you, Butterbee.” Greogira eyed the diminutive elf before waving him off with a disdainful flick of her wrists. “Begone.”
The kitchen elf, glanced toward Santa and me and set the tray on the table, a strange mix of wonder and confusion in his eyes, before he scurried away and disappeared from sight. Santa furrowed her brows, peering at me, but if she knew what I had planned she didn’t say a word.
Elves love sweets so much, we eat almost nothing else. As magical creatures we aren’t susceptible to human failings like diabetes or tooth decay and given that we had a sweet tooth that surpassed even that of the most voracious of human children, we indulge whenever possible. Even a sourpuss like Greogira would not let the opportunity to treat herself to a pastry or a piece of candy slip by.
Greogira selected a tall goblet, no doubt filled with some fruity sugar-coma-inducing concoction, and a danish, before passing the tray along to Wilbur Jellyfluff, the only member of the council who had yet to speak up. Jellyfluff made his own selections before passing his tray onward, nibbling on a cherry tart as he rose to his feet.
I eyed the tall elf, my heart skipping a beat watching him nibble and waited on bated breath to see what would happen. My head jerked sideways and I regarded Santa, but she did not turn to meet my gaze. We separated the moment we’d returned to the North Pole and I had just enough time to nab some potion and enlist Eros Butterbee’s aid before the council had summoned me. I’d thought to inform Santa of my plans before then, but the opportunity had not presented itself. In any case, she would discover the truth soon enough.
At almost four feet tall, Wilbur Jellyfluff cut an imposing figure for an elf, and he was the most well loved among the council members, but he too was a traditionalist albeit one with a kinder disposition than Greogira.
“Nicholas,” a gentle smile stretched across his face. “What are we to do with you?”
“Exactly what we’ve always done, Wil,” Santa answered back massaging her neck and emitting a soft moan. “You make the toys and I deliver them, but please won’t you call me Nikki?”
“This won’t do, I’m afraid. Greogira despite her lack of tact is right. Imagine the scandal it will generate amongst the mortals. Santa Claus become a sex-object? We’ll never hear the end of it from the social justice warriors or the Christian fanatics. Allow us to examine you, perhaps with some time we might undo the effects of the Aphrodite formula and return you to your proper form.”
Santa narrowed her eyes, and clenched her fists at her side, regarding the council of elders between gritted teeth. “For over a decade you have let me drink myself into a stupor, not once attempting to render the aid and compassion I needed. Now, that I have been reborn, and found a new measure of happiness, you wish to take it away from me? No, Wilbur, I won’t allow it.”
“Then we—.” Jellyfluff groaned and hunched over clutching at his stomach. He collapsed atop the table before him, tart dropping from his hand, its cherry filling splattering all over the ground.
Greogira and Bernaldo were on their feet and moving toward the other council member, but the former soon hunched over, disappearing from view on the other side of the table shrieks of pain reverberating through the chamber. The latter fell to his knees, the skin on his face rippled and contorted and a soft and far too feminine moan escaped his lips.
Only Arcadius Noel remained seated, throwing out both hands and howled in agony as he too underwent the first stages of his transformation.
Wilbur shrieked and I turned back in time to watch him jerk back to his feet. His arms flailing about and grappling with the front of his tunic. He pulled it free just in time, for a budding set of breasts to materialize upon his flat hairless Elven chest. His bones cracked and popped as his torso extended, and he fell chest first, atop the tabletop. Hips exploded outward, fat appearing as if from nowhere his stockings ripping open unable to accommodate his burgeoning human-sized and very feminine proportions.
Greogira raised her head then, sporting a head of chestnut-brown hair, and threw a set of human-length arms across the table to balance her tiny Elven frame. She moaned, her frame shooting up as her legs and torso extended outward, just moments before her breasts and hips swelled to match her enlarged frame. She groaned and collapsed atop the table her transformation, less severe and thus complete.
Wilbur howled once more, bearded face contorting as hair began to fall from it in clumps, revealing his flat unremarkable features. A loud crunch sounded and his face bubbled out, growing to match his already human-sized form, but also becoming softer and rounder. His large flat nose, reshaped and remolded itself, worry-lines smoothed out and as his snow-white hair disappeared altogether, honey blonde hair spilled out in ringlets, cascading past his shoulders and down his back. Thin lips plumped out and a low and still very masculine moan escaped his lips. Then his voice, cracked and his prominent Adam’s apple receded into his throat disappearing altogether. He jerked, a loud pop reverberating through his spine, and he leaned forward, emitting a much more suitable feminine groan as his spine curved and his posterior ballooned out.
A scream sounded from the end of the table and Arcadius Noel lurched forward falling across the table and over the side, rolling onto his back. I knelt down beside him, surprised to find that there was only the barest hint that potion had begun its work on him. I don’t know if there was something he’d consumed that might have slowed down the progress or if perhaps something about his physiology had caused it, but whatever it was, it didn’t last much longer.
Bones snapped and popped and I reached out cupping both hands around one of his, smiling down at him in reassurance. I’d undergone a very similar transformation, and I understood all too well how painful it could be. That beings said, I would not take back what had happened to me for all the world.
For whatever reason, the order in which someone transformed varied from person to person. I soon found his hand, ballooning out within my own, but neither of his arms nor his other hand followed instead, his face rearranged itself. His flowing white beard, maintained over so many centuries fluttered away, seeming to disappear into the open air. His rugged, sharp-edge features dissolved, and his long comically over-sized nose shrunk down even as the rest of his face expanded outward. Fire-red hair spilled out from atop his head stopping at his shoulders. Lips parted, but no sound escaped instead they plumped out, and a crack resounded inside his neck as it reshaped itself.
Arcadius’ left hip swelled out, stretching his tights until they tore open, but the right side did not follow, at least, not yet. One side of his chest, expanded and I slid my hands out, cutting opened the front of his tunic with a work knife procured from within my left boot, to make room for his contorting proportions. The right side of his chest ballooned out, a single breast occupying his otherwise flat chest. His arm came next, at last stretching out to the proper proportions for his hand. The second arm followed, but this time the changes stopped when they reached his wrist.
A waistline, previously untouched, expanded outward, narrow by human standards, but much wider than any elf alive possessed. At last, his other boob swelled out to the same size as the first and granted his form a degree of symmetry. His torso extended outward and first one leg then the other stretched out to match it, before her last hand creaked and popped coming to match the first.
Arcadius screamed, a high-pitched wail so loud, it forced me to cover my ears. He grappled at his privates and I watched unable to keep myself from shivering in anticipation as I realized how close he was to completing his transformation. Soon, he emitted a long breath of air and his attention shifted from the space between his legs to his remaining hip which had swollen outward. My attention, however remained on his privates where the outline of a lovely camel toe showed beneath his hosiery. Soon, Arcadius had completed his transformation, his spine realigned to more feminine proportions and his feet, swollen to a size more befitting his taller frame. I beamed down at him and held a hand out.
He hesitated and then grasped my outstretched hand, his or rather her, bare chest jiggling like a bowl full of jelly as she rose to her feet. A hand, again, touched my shoulder and I turned to regard Santa swallowing hard. Her eyes were wide, shock reflected at me.
Nikki turned, and my eyes followed her gaze. Greogira, Wilbur, and another young woman, sporting a shock of long raven-black hair that fell well past her knees, I assumed was Bernaldo, approached. Though each had grown to more human proportions, a side-effect of using a potion intended for humans, Bernaldo was the shortest of the three coming in at just under four and a half feet tall. Greogira stood only a few inches taller, and Bernaldo towered over the pair of them almost six feet tall. They looked human for the most part, save for their ears which kept their telltale pointy tip.
A familiar scowl marked Greogira’s face, but it did not mar her features as it did before. Still recognizable, her features had nonetheless softened and there was no doubt that she was beautiful, even with her teeth clenched. It did however, make her seem less the wrathful elder and more a petulant child. Wilbur approached with a frown one hand kneading an exposed breast. Bernaldo followed not even looking up one arm folded across her chest, the other clasped over her vulva offering only a modicum of modesty and her cheeks turned such a bright shade of red it was a close match to tattered remnants of her scarlet tunic.
“This only proves our point!” Greogira said jabbing a finger into Santa’s chest. Whatever reservations she had about confronting Nikki had evaporated away with her transformation. “The Aphrodite Potion has clearly affected your judgement. Nicholas would have never drugged one of his elves let alone four of us.”
“That was my doing.” I smiled stepping between Nikki and Greogira.
“Regardless, even you Samson would not stoop so low,” Greogira countered this time rounding on me.
“I-I don’t know,” Wilbur said slipping a hand between her legs as a dreamy smile stretched across her lips. “It feels pretty good.”
Greogira snapped her head around, both hands on her hips as she stared at her peer with wide eyes. “Get a grip on yourself Wilbur, the potion is messing with your mind.”
Wilbur smiled a soft moan escaping her lips as two fingers caressing the insides of her lady parts. Greogira rounded on her, latching both hands around the other elder’s arms and shook her so hard the other’s head snapped back. Wilbur, stared at her wide-eyed and I thought for a second she might have reached her, but then the dreamy smile returned and Wilbur leaned in to kiss the other woman.
Greogira stiffened like a plank, even her lips remained frozen in place, but her resistance soon melted away against the other woman’s continued efforts. As they broke for air, a soft moan escaped her lips. “I never imagined.” She shivered, biting her lip and took several steps back.
I folded both arms across my chest and smiled, regarding Greogira and each of the new women my eyes lingering on Bernaldo who still refused to make eye contact with any of them. “You’ve each received a small dose of the Aphrodite formula. In a few hours, or a few days, depending on how much you consumed you should revert to your original forms.” I slipped a hand inside my bra, producing four small vials of a familiar pink fluid. “Should you wish to make the change permanent, I do believe we can come to some sort of arrangement.”
Arcadius who had remained off to the side throughout the confrontation, peering down at her hands and shook her head. “I can sense them, the sensations, the desires swelling within me. It terrifies me, but…” She lurched forward, and whipped a hand out, sliding one of the vials from my outstretched hand, pulled the stopper free and downed it in one gulp. “I never want to go back. It feels too good.”
We all peered at her with wide eyes. For Arcadius to make such a quick snap-judgement seemed so unlike the brooding, taciturn man we all knew. She licked her lips and peered at me with an arched eyebrow a suggestive smile creeping its way onto her face. “There isn’t a male version of the Aphrodite formula sitting about is there? I would dearly love to spend some alone time with a nice big hunk of a man, if you catch my drift.”
“No, but with your support, I’d like to resume production of the Aphrodite formula. If we bring the original creators onboard, I’m sure they can… come up with something that will whet your appetite.” Santa cleared her throat, answering before I even had a chance, her ruby red lips stretching into a smile.
At this pronouncement, Bernaldo’s head jerked up, and she peered about glancing at all of us. She didn’t speak a word. Instead, she took several steps back, spun around on the balls of her feet and took off running her long locks trailing after her. The look on her face telling me all I needed to know.
I watched her depart, then paused long enough to slip all but one of the remaining vials into Santa’s hands and took off after her. I knew all too well what she must be going through and could guess why she’d fled. That being said, if she reverted to her old form, she could rally the rest of the denizens of the North Pole against us and ruin everything. That I could not allow.
As you might imagine, running in stilettos is damn near impossible, a fact I came to realize as I burst out of the council chambers and face-planted onto the hardwood floor. The resulting flash of agony from my chest left me breathless for several long minutes. I groaned, rolled onto my back, hugged my knees against the chest, gritted my teeth against the resulting burst of pain, unclasped the straps holding the shoes in place and tossed them aside. I lurched back to my feet prepared to resume my pursuit, but the corridors were silent and I could detect no sign of the elder elf’s passing.
I sank my teeth into my lower lip, again ignoring the resulting flash of pain, my mind racing as I tried to put myself into Bernaldo’s mind. She might have gone for help, but I knew precious little about her. The elves did not possess any policing agencies, lawlessness was not a predilection toward which we were inclined. So, she would flee to the home of a friend or family member or… I stopped a smile creeping across my lips as realization dawned on me. She wasn’t running with any plan in mind; she was fleeing out of fear. No, it seemed far more likely she would return home and since I knew she never married, it seemed unlikely there would be anyone waiting for her when she reached her destination.
I took off running barefooted and better able to keep my balance, but unprepared for how much my bounteous chest would bounce while I moved. I could measure my time spent in my female form in hours, not days or months. The Aphrodite formula granted me a fair bit of confidence and understanding of how to move in my new form, but familiarity was not something I'd developed just yet.
I burst out of the exit, shivering against the cold, bare feet pounding against the frost-covered peppermint-striped pavement, bouncing breasts aching with each new movement. Still, I kept running my feet raw and scuffed and heart hammering in my chest. Soon enough, I caught site of footprints in the snow, toward Bernaldo’s cottage and I veered off catching my second wind as I went tearing thorough the winter landscape.
No elf had feet that large. In her eagerness to get home, Bernaldo had elected to take a more direct path and had given herself away. I guessed right in assuming she would flee to her cottage instead of seeking aid.
I reached the house a few moments later and stepped onto the porch, hesitating as I reached for the doorknob. This felt wrong, Bernaldo had done nothing to harm me and I doubted she would seek aid once she’d sequestered herself within her cottage. Maybe, I was approaching this from the wrong angle, I mused, hand turning the doorknob. The potion transformed her, in the same way it changed me just a short time ago. She needed my help, and here I’d been chasing after her as if she were a convicted felon.
I slipped inside the door with no issue. As I said earlier, crime did not exist within the North Pole and we respected each other's privacy… mostly. I closed the door behind me, and paused just inside listening for sounds of movement, my keen Elven ears picked something up within seconds and I crept deeper inside, eyes scanning the interior.
Bernaldo’s cottage was small, and I made my way to the back, stopping just outside a door, through the cracks of which light poured through. I put my ear to its hardwood surface, and a muffled sob spilled through. Waiting no longer, I turned the knob and stepped inside. The other elf was slumped on the ground, still wearing the tattered remains of her tunic and tights. She lurched to her feet ready to bolt for the door when she caught sight of me.
I held my hands up and out, taking careful steps before swinging the door shut with the back of my elbow. “Look, I know you’re afraid, and confused as hell, but I can help you. I went through it myself last night,” I said realizing that it was now well into the early morning hours as I spoke. “I don’t want to—”
“Fuck me,” she yelled, screaming out at the top of her lungs, eyes wide and looking for all the world like an animal confronting a predator. “I can’t contain it anymore, just help me release it.”
The Aphrodite formula had that affect. Santa had gone through her own metamorphosis while delivering presents to a widower and his young children. It had taken her less than a minute to seduce him, and moments later when I underwent my change it had taken little for me to join in. Over the course of the night, Santa and I had seduced a lingerie model, a college freshman, and a set of identical twins. Not to mention the number of times we’d fucked or made out inside the sleigh between stops.
Bernaldo straightened and the terror that marked her face before, faded away. She smiled and sauntered toward me, her lips finding purchase around mine. When she broke for air, she pushed me down atop her bed, in the back of my mind it occurred to me that it was much too small for our human-sized frames, but she was already unclasping my bra. Her lips, were soon kissing my breasts, and when she plunged her fingers inside my clit the pleasure that followed was indescribable.
I sat up, a soft groan escaping my lips as I fought to come awake. Hair covered my face and I reached out collecting it with my hands before slipping it behind my ears. That seemed odd, but I was pretty much dead in the water so I couldn’t quite grasp why. I peered down at my chest, sucking in my breath as I looked down at a pair of bare breasts protruding from my chest.
It all came back to me then, and a slow smile crept onto my face as I recalled my transformation and all the fun I’d had since taking on my new form. I cupped my melons and craned my neck about eyes scanning the room for my discarded clothing and Bernaldo. Neither were in evidence, nor was the vial of Aphrodite formula.
There were blankets and pillows strewn about the place and I didn’t care to dig through them to retrieve the discarded articles of clothing. Modesty didn’t have the same hold on me as it had before my change and so I shrugged and slipped out of bed, peering about the room one final time before sauntering through the doorway.
I found Bernaldo in the living room seated atop an old couch, a vial of pink fluid clutched in her hands. She’d yet to revert to her male form, and she looked out of place perched atop the elf-sized sofa. The other elf looked up at me as I approached, and I seated myself beside her and smiled.
“This isn’t me,” she said motioning down at herself tears rolling down her cheeks. “But I want it to be too much. It terrifies me, that if I take this I’ll lose myself, that I’ll give myself over to the desires and urges of this body. Like I did last night.”
“So?” I asked peering back at her. “What’s wrong with having a little fun? You’re still you, you’re just in a prettier wrapper. Last night, I saw Santa returned, the drunken bitter jackass I’ve had to contend with the last ten years gone, and the Jolly gift-giver of old returned. She is the Clause, just as I am that moldy old stick in the mud Samson, I happen to be a fair bit easier on the eyes and will fuck almost anything that walks on two legs. My appearance and sex drive doesn’t change who I am… it makes things more interesting.”
Bernaldo bowed her head, but didn’t speak again. I reached over, sliding the vial from her hands and held it in front of her face. “Look, if you don’t want it, that’s fine. Give Santa your full support and—”
Bernaldo sobbed and I froze watching her shake her head. “I’ve been alone so long I forgot what it felt like to hold another in my arms.”
She reached for the vial and I let her have it. Again, she held it before her and she tightened her grip pulled her arm back and I tensed expecting her to throw it across the room. She peered at me, sighed, and uncorked the bottle, downing the contents in one gulp. She looked back at me, eyes wide and her hands shaking. The vial clattered to the ground shattering at her feet.
“You won’t regret it,” I smirked, pecked her on the cheek and glanced back over my shoulder toward the bedroom door. Perhaps a little celebration was in order, but before I could voice this thought a series of dull thumps sounded from the exterior door.
I kissed her again, this time on the lips and rose to my feet. Bernaldo was still in something of a fragile state and I don’t believe she was quite ready to entertain. “You stay there, I’ll get it.”
I swung the door open and found myself peering down at a minuscule little morsel. An elf who’d undergone the transformative effects of the Aphrodite formula, but one who was a fair bit shorter than any of the others at a mere three feet. She froze staring up at my bare chest, and I bit my lip only then realizing that I was still naked.
“Sammie!” She beamed up at me, gazing at my figure with an appreciative expression. “It’s me, Eros! I'm going by Daisy now!”
I bit my lips waving her inside the cottage. Eros or rather Daisy Butterbee had been far more eager to help me than I expected and when she named her price I’d been more than a little flabbergasted. She wanted a full dose of the potion for herself, something I’d not expected of her, but when she confided in me she had long been fostering a secret yearning to be female, I was more than happy to accommodate her.
“Is it done?” I asked slamming the door shut behind her and shivered against the cold.
Butterbee nodded, eyes locking on Bernaldo on the couch. “How about you, any luck?”
“Yeah,” I replied arms folded across my chest smirking back at Bernaldo.
“Great!” Butterbee beamed, pulled her top over her head and tossed it aside with a flick of her wrists. “I’ve been itching to give this new body a whirl.”
Bernaldo regarded her a moment before dashing to her feet, scooped the diminutive elfup, and carried her into the bedroom without a word. I stared after them, my smirk stretching into a grin as Bernaldo’s moans sounded through the doorway. I sauntered into the room, eager to join in and soon she wasn’t the only elf screaming out in pleasure.
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This tale is set in the same story universe as both of my Santa Babe stories, but can be read as a standalone. Like those stories it is a bit more graphic and fetishy than my usual stuff. This time around, the story features Anthropomorphic rabbits, basically Easter Bunnies who transform (more or less) into humans. It also contains very light female domination.
"Jack." Peter rolled his eyes, speaking with a forced almost condescending tone, a fat hand motioning with a broad sweeping gesture. "I get where you're coming from, I really do, but children these days don't care about this stuff." The other rabbit lifted the egg from the display stand, fingering it idly, a frown, or a close approximation of one, creasing his short snout and tossed it into the waste bin beside his desk.
I leaned back in my seat and rocked my head back and forth, fighting hard to keep my anger from showing on my face. Egg-painting had become something of a lost art among the bunnies of the Spring Valley Warren. It was a tragedy we'd been so quick to discard our traditions to appease the humans.
My father would be hanging his head in shame if he were alive to see Peter, his chosen successor, disregard our people's ancient customs with such callous indifference. It was too bad I'd been so uninterested in succeeding my father in my youth. Perhaps things would be different if I had followed in his footsteps like he wanted me to.
"I realize your dad was into this stuff and I understand you want to honor him, but we're in the business of bringing happiness and joy to all the children of this region. That is particularly important with this pandemic that is spreading all over the world."
I folded my arms across my chest and sighed.
We were just one conclave of Easter bunnies. Though we possessed a modicum of magic, it wasn't quite on the scale of our Christmas counterpart, the Santa Claus. We couldn't freeze time, or travel at rocket speeds. Instead, we traversed The Burrows, a system of magical tunnels capable of transporting us substantial distances in a fraction of time. It was one thing to send a bunny from Germany to Bavaria, it was another matter to send one clear across the Atlantic Ocean.
When the Easter traditions spread to the Americas, our brothers and sisters in Europe became overwhelmed by the demands for their services. So our ancestors founded new warrens, each with their own 'Easter Bunny' calling the shots and overseeing the operations of the entire warren. Though humans couldn't distinguish the difference between a helper bunny and our exalted leader, in our case Peter, no rabbit of the warren would dare refer to themselves as The Easter Bunny, we were mere helpers.
"Look, would you just drop this shit and get back to work? Easter is less than a week away and we have a deadline to meet." Peter adjusted his reading glasses and returned his attention to the stack of papers on his desk. In his mind, he'd already dismissed me. I supposed I should be thankful. Most times he yelled at me. Compared to our previous encounters, this one was downright friendly.
I rose to my feet, collecting the display stand and my basket of eggs, then retreated from the office, head hanging between my shoulders. This was not my first attempt at trying to revive our people's egg-painting traditions, and it had been no less successful than the previous ones. This time, I had taken months learning and honing my skills, hoping that a demonstration might sway Peter better than words had, but as usual he'd been more interested in deadlines and paperwork.
I cursed myself and retreated home. My work shift would begin in less than an hour and if I wasn't on the factory floor, there would be hell to pay. The other rabbit was a stickler for tardiness and I still needed to complete a few tasks at home.
Work was sure to be hell, I doubt I'd heard the last from Peter. Even on the best days, he bullied and demeaned me. I was, after all, his favorite target.
"Hey Jack," a sweet feminine voice spoke out of the fog of my funk and my head jerked up, eyes focusing to find a familiar face staring back at me.
"Hey Esther," I glanced up at her, a long plaintive sigh escaping my mouth.
Esther worked for the Inter-warren Postal Service, and my place was the last on her route, so I frequently ran into her on the way home from work.
"Bad day on the production line?" Esther asked, hand grappling inside of her mail bag.
That was an understatement, Peter had been on my ass from the moment I stepped out on the floor. He'd gotten me so self-conscious I'd gotten the mixture wrong on one of the machines and ruined an entire batch of chocolates. Peter had erupted in a fit of rage, humiliating me in front of the entire factory floor. I was lucky he hadn't fired me on the spot, but then he would have lost his favorite little punching bag. Instead, he docked my pay and put me at the top of the overtime list for the next three weeks.
I peered around, realizing that I was just a few doors down from my place. I'd been pretty much on autopilot since the fiasco at work, and my walk home through the tunnels had been no exception. My eyes settled on each of the brightly decorated holes, festooned with the bright pastel colors of Easter, and sighed when my eyes fell on my home. Caught up with my egg painting I'd neglected decorating my place which, I doubt, would win me friends with any of my neighbors.
"Uh," I scratched my neck, doing my best to avoid making eye contact with Esther.
"Oh, God," she groaned. "Don't tell me you went to Peter about the eggs, again."
"Guilty," I grimaced, dropping both my hands and cupping my face.
She sighed and reached out to pull my hands away from my face. "Okay, tell you what. Why don't I come over tonight? I can cook you a nice homemade meal and we can have a long chat and I'll help you forget all about it." A coy smile spread over her muzzle and she raised a single eyebrow as her fingers traced over my chest.
I froze, mouth agape, and stood there like a jack ass. Esther was a friend, a good one, but I'd never considered her to be anything else. I never thought of her that way, even if I had, I doubt I would have worked up the nerve to ask her out.
She raised an open palm, tilted my chin up, forced my mouth closed and smiled. "Well?"
"Uh, yeah sure," I replied letting loose a nervous little chuckle.
"Great!" She beamed. "I'll be over say, eight?"
I nodded, still trying to process what had just happened. She turned to leave, then turned back, reaching inside of her bag. "Hey, you don't mind saving me a few steps and taking your mail now do you?
I nodded, smacking my lips. My mouth seemed just a little dry. She slipped my mail into my hands and leaned in to peck me on the cheeks. She didn't say another word, but winked at me and started walking away. I watched her depart, her nice hips swaying as she walked. I swallowed, and started back toward my place, numb to everything but the memory of her lips on my cheek.
Not until I got back home did I realize I was holding a christmas-red package about eight-inches long, about half as wide and deep and pretty damned hefty. I set the envelopes down on the counter and eyed the package, examining the flowing script on the tag.
Samson, I mused, eying the box. A few years back, the Santa Claus and Samson, one of his helper elves, paid a visit to our little burrow on a diplomatic visit, and the old man had spent most of the trip in an out of the way drinking hole on the other side of the warren, blind stinking drunk. I'd had the unfortunate privilege of spending his entire trip babysitting the miserable old bastard.
The only plus side was I'd gotten to know Samson and he seemed like a pretty stand-up guy. We'd corresponded when possible and gotten to be friends. It had been a while since I'd heard from the wry little elf, but it appeared he'd at last gotten around to answering my last letter.
The return label was written in a flourishing script I recognized as the elf's, but oddly he'd signed it Sammie Twinklebottom instead of Samson, and it looked a little more bubbly and feminine then I remembered. Still, I didn't think much of it at the time, my thoughts still on Esther.
I plopped the box atop the counter, pulled the ribbon and tape off and popped it open to reveal two liquid-filled bottles nestled within. The fluid inside the first of the odd rectangular containers was baby blue and the other, a soft powder-pink. Though I didn't take time to read the letter in the sealed envelope wedged between the pair of bottles, I had a good idea what they contained.
Knowing Samson, I guessed it to be some kind of liqueur, the elves loved their spirits and they liked them sweet. During Santa's first day at the bar, Samson spent twenty minutes complaining about the old man's alcoholism while sneaking sips of something sweet smelling from his flask. He was an odd fellow to be sure, but I'd enjoyed his company.
The trouble was his taste in beverages, were just a tad sweet for my tastes and considering I devoted most of my days to filling chocolates into molds that said something. I pulled the bottles from the box, and slipped them inside the cupboard, retrieved the envelope with Samson's letter and tossed the box into the garbage pail which was heaped so high, the package just tumbled to the ground.
I winced, peering around at my pig sty of a kitchen. A mixed assortment of cooking and egg-painting implements covered most of the counter space and about half of the tabletop and the sink was so full of dirty dishes I'd pretty much given up on using the faucet for the foreseeable future. I couldn't tell you the last time I'd swept or done the dishes, but it had been at least a month. Needless to say, I had my work cut out for me.
I sighed, shaking my head. Already forming a plan. My mental checklist of chores supplanted thoughts of the package and it slipped from my mind.
I didn't read the note until much later and by then it was too late. As much as I enjoyed the cranky elf's letters, Samson tended to be a bit of a windbag. If I knew then what I know now, things would have turned out a fair bit different.
I retreated to my room, dropping the letter on my night stand, and retrieved a spare set of clothes, tossed them into the bathroom and got to work cleaning. I'd need to hurry if I were to get everything cleaned and still have time for a shower.
"Hey." Esther stood in the doorway, paper sack clutched in both hands. I stared, jaw going slack. She wore a rather simple skirt and blouse combination. The entire time I'd known her, which had been most of my life, I hadn't once seen her wear anything so feminine. Though it was simple, it looked good on her, and hugged her curves in interesting ways.
"Jack? You gonna ask me in?" She leaned forward, glancing through the doorway.
"Uh, yeah, yeah," I mumbled stepping back and motioned forward with an exaggerated sweeping gesture. "Come in."
I forced a smile and she pressed her lips together, slipping past me and dropped the bag onto the counter. She turned back to me, pulling a strand of snowy-white hair from her eyes and collecting it behind her ears. "Listen, Jack, I know I sort of threw you through a loop today. I wanted you to know that I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. You're the only guy who's ever treated me right, and this whole time you've been right there. I-I just thought maybe..."
She trailed off, all wide-eyed uncertainty. I nodded, and moved up beside her, slipping both hands over either of her shoulders. "I-I was a little flustered, I admit, but ever since you invited yourself over, all I've been able to think about is you. It's funny how something can stare you right in the eyes, and it takes a proverbial slap in the face before you finally notice."
She smiled and nodded, leaning in for a kiss. This time, it was more than a simple peck and lasted seconds, but boy did it leave me wanting more. She cleared her throat and pulled away. "Uh, well, I guess I should get started."
I nodded, biting my lip so hard I tasted blood and watched her get to work. Esther was pretty, in a girl-next-door kind of way, but a far cry from what most bunnies would consider beautiful. Her figure was too round, her snow-white fur a bit too dull, and her ears always seemed to tilt at an odd angle. That being said, I'd never found a female more attractive in my life. She had such energy, a girlish vitality that had never faded as she aged, though she was now a few months shy of thirty. She was kind, generous and open-minded, and I added, she had great legs and not to mention a nice set of cans. It felt odd thinking about her that way, but once I started looking, I couldn't unsee it nor did I want to.
"So, um I don't know what you had planned for drinks, but that package that came today had something I thought maybe you'd enjoy." I moved to the cupboard where I'd left the bottles sent by Samson and slipped a hand inside blindly grabbing one from within the cupboard. Esther turned away, now rifling through her bag, and I glanced down at the bottle of pink fluid clutched in my hands. I felt a pang of disappointment, but I suppose it was for the best. Despite being a notorious tomboy, she always went for the girliest drinks.
She swung back toward me, a bundle of carrots and greens clenched in either hand, gave me an appraising look, then stuck her chin out toward the bottle.
"All I had time to grab was some Carrot Schnapps. So, yeah, we can try it. Might be interesting, why don't you pop it open. It might help us loosen up a bit."
The words seem innocuous enough, but she spoke them with a sensuous, husky quality to her voice that gave the statement a whole different meaning. I swallowed, fixing a hand over the stopper and pulled, almost hitting myself in the face with the back of my hand when it came loose.
She slipped her hand around the bottle, and I released my hold, allowing her to take it. She brought it up to her nose, taking a good long whiff before locking her lips around it, threw her head back and took a good long gulp.
When she at last dropped the bottle from her lips, wiping them clean with the back of her arm, she held it out to me. I swallowed, harder this time, and took it from her hands. I mimed her earlier motions, sniffing the concoction, and stopped pursing my lips.
Aside from the strong scent of alcohol which burned my nostrils, it was if someone had taken everything soft and feminine and bottled it as a liquid, it was flowery and fruity and sugary, but there was something more to it which I couldn't identify. When I smelled it, I thought of a beautiful sex-goddess of a woman, breasts heaving as she drew in breath and hips swaying with each step. My heart pounded in my rib cage and I hesitated. Something was weird about the whole situation. I don't think Samson would send me anything poisonous, but it raised the hackles on my neck. I started to set the bottle back down, but then I locked gazes with Esther. She arched an eyebrow and cocked a smile as if to say, 'Oh, come on, stop being so silly.'
I exhaled, then brought the bottle to my mouth,chugged it until my throat burned and slapped it on the countertop. It was everything I expected, sweet, fruity and every bit as strong as whiskey.
Esther hunched over, and I lurched toward her. A wave of dizziness washed over me and braced I myself against the counter before I could reach her.
She fell forward, hands thrown up at the last moment, fur now falling from her skin in patches.
Oh god. What was going on?
I scrambled forward, still spinning, but leveraged myself and dropped to my knees beside her. She peered up, and my breath caught in my throat. Not a single shred of hair remained on her face. She groaned as the skin around her muzzle rippled and contorted. I reached out, but a loud crack reverberated through my wrist and I cradled it against my chest, raw hot pain pulsating up and down my arm.
I threw my right arm out, tearing the sleeve of my shirt up my arm, in time to see chunks of brown fur fall away in clumps. It was no coincidence that it was happening to me too. That strange concoction must be to blame. I shuddered, a pit forming in my stomach, thinking back to the feminine aromas that had emanated from the drink.
Flesh bubbled and stretched, reshaping wherever the fur fell away. The bones in my hand popped, my palm becoming a little less rounded, my fingers thinned out and lengthened. Claws crunched, spreading out, flattening to become fingernails. My shoulder popped and I dropped my hand. I hunched over, howling in pain, my insides roiling. I wanted to scream, but the best I manage between stabs of pain was a soft miserable moan.
My chest tingled and I brought my hands up, the transformed one looking quite dainty and very human, the other was unchanged, but a quick look at Esther told me all I needed to know. She peered back at me with a human face, panting between a set of pouty lips, breasts heaving with each breath.
A sickening crack sounded inside my ribs and I tore the front of my blouse open. I watched with wide-eyes as two mounds rose from my now hairless flesh. I shuddered, panting and heaving, groaning with each pop that sounded through my insides.
I clenched my eyes shut, too terrified to watch the remaining changes, but while I didn't see them, I felt the bones snap and reforming inside of me. My other shoulder crunched, and my eyelids flew back open as I gasped for breath. When my hips changed, they each snapped with such force it vibrated through my whole body.
The tissue of my left arm continued to mold and reshape, but I managed to fling my right hand between my legs, feeling for familiar contours through the crotch and legs of my jeans. My manhood remained intact, but I doubted that it would stick around for much longer. I traced my fingers along my hips and waistline. The former seemed so huge! It seemed so out of place. The latter felt so narrow, so dainty, I could have easily wrapped one arm around it before my transformation.
Then it came, a sharp jab of pain and a pulling sensation in my nether region. My hand slipped inside my pants and shot into my crotch like a bullet. My fingers wrapped around my dick in time for it to slither away inside my fingers. My balls contorted and reformed, molding like putty in some invisible hand. I clawed at the flesh, a futile and irrational attempt at preventing the change. Within a few seconds my testicles squeezed into my skin, reshaping into a smooth hairless vagina.
I fell back, panting for air and stared up at the ceiling, tears rolling down my cheeks. It wasn't only from the pain I wept, but for the loss of my masculinity and my bunnanity. My transformation continued unabated, hair falling away on my legs and feet, flesh twisting, knees popping and inverting and my spine creaking and reshaping.
Then it started, a trickle in my throat, followed by a burning. I took a breath, but could not exhale. The flesh of my neck oozed around, merging and reforming, and I flailed about, my lungs burning from the lack of oxygen intake. Darkness crept into the edges of my vision and a strange calm came over me. Then air flooded back into my lungs and I jerked upright, both hands clasped over my throat.
A high feminine wail escaped my lips, and I sat there panting, sharp pain shooting up and down my face. Esther knelt beside me, her human face peering at me, her quivering bunny ears her only recognizable features save that they were now pink. A shock of short white hair was all that remained of her once luxurious coat.
There was a pressure in my face, as cracks and pops reverberated through my skull, and my muzzle slurped away retracting until it was flat. There was a strange plumping sensation and my lips took on more human proportions. A creak sounded from my face, when a human nose wiggled its way into place. The last few changes settled in, a strange burning in my eyes, followed by tufts of hair cascading from my scalp with an explosion of itches and tingles, and the pain faded into a dull throb, before, at last, disappearing.
I sat there and leaned back against the kitchen island, gasping and panting for breath. Esther studied me, her new countenance an expressionless mask. Her eyes were another story. They were wide with mixed confusion, shock, concern and something I couldn't quite identify. She pursed her plump lips together, a hand reaching out to cup one of my naked breasts.
"God," she moaned and leaned in, her lips brushing mine.
Then I understood. Something stirred inside me, a wild unyielding need, a sexual desire so strong and so pervasive all I could do was give in to it. I leaned forward, pressing my lips into hers, locking them into an open-mouthed kiss. When two bunnies kissed, they just pressed the ends of their muzzles together. Their mouths weren't pliable enough for anything else, but our new human lips were capable of so much more.
Esther moaned, both hands now kneading my breasts, her body throbbing against mine. My lips worked their way down her neck, and my hands unclasped the buttons of her blouse. A flurry of hair, trapped inside during her transformation, fluttered away, and I got my first look at her chest, human or otherwise. God, they looked glorious.
I kissed her nipples, and she moaned in pleasure. Her hands reached for my waistband and the button came away. She peeled the fabric away, which was stretched tight across my widened hips, and after repeating the process with my boxers, my new pussy lay exposed to the air. She grinned from ear to ear and slid her index and middle fingers inside the crevice. I gasped, a low stifled groan emanating from my mouth and I shuddered from pure orgasmic pleasure.
Our love making continued, unabated, for what seemed like hours. I experienced more orgasms in that one night then I'd had at any point prior. I didn't care that Samson's drink had transformed me or that I'd, more or less, become a member of a different species. All that mattered was the sex, and it was spectacular.
When at last we separated, I laid on the ground, eyes closed, a smile touching my lips. Not once in my almost thirty years had I experienced pleasure so all-encompassing, so overpowering I couldn't stop myself.
It didn't matter, I had become a walking wet dream for the hordes of human males who lived on the surface. I yearned for more, yearned to make love to Esther again, and... to have a big fat cock hammer into my tight pussy. Even so, I was curious about the strange beverage that had prompted our transformation and that is what won out.
I opened my eyes and sat up, a soft moan escaping from my lips. I stretched my arms, my large pert breasts jiggling on my chest. It was an unusual, but not unwelcome sensation. I stood, locking eyes with Esther for the first time since we'd finished fucking each other.
She did not speak, but watched me, keen interest reflected in her eyes. I padded across the floor, my bare human feet slapping against the hard ceramic tiles. Over the course of our lovemaking, we'd disrobed one another and scattered bits of our clothing about the kitchen.
I sauntered over to the cabinet, a slight shiver working its way down my spine as I let my hips sway. I retrieved the bottle of blue fluid and set it next to the pink one.
"So," I said, my voice light and airy, and so very feminine. "If the pink one does this," I motioned down at my wondrous knew hourglass figure. "I betcha the blue one does all sorts of interesting things."
I shivered at the prospect. Though I had no intention of trying it out myself, there were plenty of other bunnies who might be persuaded to give it a go. I imagined Peter transformed, his big hard cock pulsating inside of me, his muscled frame throbbing against my soft feminine body and I moaned, licking my lips.
That was assuming the blue drink wasn't intended for something else. I thought back to Samson's letter, the almost feminine quality of his writing and the fact that he'd scrawled Sammie on the package. What she must look like, so dainty and small.
I stopped long enough to tell Esther I'd be back with something I hoped would explain everything and slipped out of the kitchen. Making my way up the stairway and into my bedroom, I retrieved the letter from my end stand. When I turned to leave, I caught my reflection from the corner of my eye and stopped to study my new features. My new face was oval-shaped and framed by a shock of messy dark, almost black hair, a nice petite little nose and a smile that would have most men and a few women eating out of my hands. Good god, I was gorgeous. As I had only ever seen a handful of humans face to face, I had difficulty pegging my physical age, but the firmness of my breasts and the softness of my skin suggested I was on the younger side, perhaps in my early twenties.
I slid a hand over my locks to straiten them, but gave it up. The mirror was a small decorative piece my mother had hung years before her death. It was now level with my face, meaning I'd lost a good three or four inches in height. I brushed my hands through my hair along the side of my head, where human ears would be, but I found nothing save for soft velvety skin and hair. I tilted my head down trying to get a better look up top and furrowed my eyebrows, my ears were pink like Esther's.
Absently fingering my ears, I studied my reflection a few moments longer and withdrew from the room. Sliding a hand down my back as I walked, I was oddly comforted to discover I still had my fluffy little bunny tail.
I found Esther waiting in the front room, sprawled naked upon the couch, flipping through an old book as if it were the most normal thing in the world. When she turned to meet my gaze, I stopped, studying her pink ears, a near match to mine, perched atop her snow-white crown.
It was difficult to tell, since she was sitting down, but she looked about the same height as before. Her form however, had changed in almost every way, her breasts were larger even than mine, but not so large they seemed disproportionate, her hips were only a little narrower than my own, and I thought, perhaps, her and I were about the same age.
I smiled, shivering at the memory of fucking her, and took a seat beside her. She leaned in close, her breasts pressed against my side and I released a contented sigh. I experienced none of the nervous anticipation from before. All of that had disappeared the moment I'd changed. I felt a confidence I'd never possessed before.
I caressed my lips with my tongue and clasped the envelope in my lap, tracing the wax seal with my finger-tip. Only an elf would be so old fashioned. So adorable... It was almost a shame to open it, but curiosity won out. I tore it open, slicing through it with the tip of my fingernail.
I removed the papers, back folded them, and flipped through them. There were more than a dozen individual papers, each filled back and front. Like I said, Samson tended to be a motor-mouth. About half way through the stack, a photograph fluttered out, landing on the coffee table. I reached out, flipped it face up and found myself looking at a rather provocative image of two beautiful ladies posing naked. A tall gorgeous brunette with bright blue eyes, hips that made me want to salivate and round large breasts, clutched at the form of a smaller woman with strawberry-blonde locks, elvish ears and a killer figure. I dropped the photo, bit my lips and mustered all my willpower in order to return my attention to Samson's letter instead of fingering myself.
The first three and a half pages was a letter detailing Saint Nicholas's accidental ingestion of something called the Aphrodite Potion, Samson's resulting exposure and their subsequent efforts to spread as much of the strange brew through the North Pole, including an interesting situation with the Elvish Council of Elders. Towards the end of the letter Sammie mentioned the Adonis Formula, the blue beverage in the box, was a prototype potion designed to invoke a more masculine transformation.
She ended the letter, with well wishes and was hopeful that I would find the enclosed photo a titillating example of what the Aphrodite formula was capable of doing. She then remarked that I should give it a try for myself, it had sparked a "renewed passion "for life and that perhaps it could do the same for me.
I shivered again at the prospects now laid out before me, and turned to Esther detailing everything to my lover, grinning from ear to end, imagining Nikki and Sammie fucking my brains out. I might have found Sammie's letter alarming had I not experienced the transformative effect for myself, but knowing what I did it was all I could do to contain my excitement.
Sammie gave me everything I'd need in the letter, the formula for both potions, tips for brewing, dosages, everything for which a sexy bunny girl could ask. I learned another interesting tidbit that produced a giggle of excitement. When the Adonis formula was combined with its counterpart, it made for some very... interesting results.
I pressed my lips together, a plan beginning to formulate in my mind.
"So, is it permanent?" Esther asked, and I stopped staring back at the other woman, surprised by the question, my mind already a thousand miles away.
"Uh, yeah," I said offering her a reassuring smile and rifled through the pages until I, again, found the section detailing dosages. "Apparently, the bottle we drank out of contains a concentrated formula. It varies by body weight and metabolism, but if these numbers are correct. I'd say we drank several times over the recommended dose, so I don't think there's any chance of reverting."
She released a long breath of air, and I grinned at her, licked my lips and shared with her my plan. With any luck, I could have my cake and eat it too.
It was late, into the early hours of the morning, most of the populace was asleep or at least making a stab at it. It was dark in the warren, but it was always dark. We lived underground. During daytime hours, smokeless torches, kept alight by magic unfathomable to humans, rimmed the corridors, but they only provided a modicum of illumination. At this late hour, only a handful remained lit.
It was fortunate, then, that Esther and I had retained such excellent night vision. I doubted human eyes would have provided us with clear enough sight to find our way. Our town was small in human terms, spanning just under a square mile, and Peter's home wasn't all that far from mine, anyway.
Peter had dedicated himself to his work, spending long hours away from home, and had never gotten married. He lived alone, which suited our purposes just fine.
I paused just out of range of the porch light and again pondered what we were about to do. Esther would never have gone along with my plan before her transformation and I wouldn't have come up with such a harebrained solution were I not being influenced by my new libido. The disconcerting part was I didn't find it the least bit disturbing, knowing that I planned to change someone else's life just for my own gain. I should have, and that scared me, but not enough to keep me from going through with the plan.
I licked my lips, just the thought of what we were about to do producing a shiver of excitement. My lady parts quivered in anticipation.
I glanced back at Esther, who watched me with nervous anticipation. She wore a pair of my sweats and a dark long-sleeve shirt, and a similar ensemble adorned my frame. Neither one of us had clothes that fit us particularly well, and after discussing my plans we'd decided that we needed to act before word of our transformations spread through the warren. We'd grabbed what we could find in my rather sparse wardrobe which would fit over our new frames.
I motioned her forward and crept toward Peter's home. We weren't worried about getting in, no door within the warren had locks. Our prime concern was being seen. There weren't many bunnies up this late, but you could never be too cautious.
We were inside in moments, and without delay made our way through the house, creeping on bare feet. Esther found his room, waving me inside with hurried motions. I stepped inside and barely managed to stifle a giggle. Peter, though fast asleep, had a massive erection.
It must be a sign, I told myself, reaching into my pocket and produced a small tube of violet fluid, a diluted mixture of the two potions. I knelt beside his bed, unstoppered the potion and popped the open end into his mouth. I tilted his head back, forced his mouth closed, and massaged his throat.
Peter came awake with a start, sitting bolt upright, coughing and wheezing, but I'd done my job. Other than a few droplets, none of the potion came back up.
"What the hell? Who are you? What's going on here?" Peter glanced between the two of us, eyes wide as saucers, speaking between coughs.
"Oh, Peter," I said a soft gentle tone to my voice, much like a mother soothing a child. "You'll understand very soon."
"Look human, I don't know what you think you're doing in my ho--" He never finished the sentence. A gurgle sounded from his throat, and he hunched over, clutching at it.
He took a nose dive, and I barely caught him before he face-planted, but I managed. My arms and back burned from the effort. Somehow I pulled him back on to the bed and collapsed atop it beside him, gasping and heaving. I hadn't realized how much strength I'd lost from my transformation, and I lay there, experiencing the slightest pang of regret.
I shook my head, craning my neck down at my melons and smiled. The odd brief moment of loss evaporated away. My loss of strength was a small price to pay in exchange for the carnal delights my new body offered.
A soft feminine moan sounded from Peter's lips and I pulled myself back up, determined not to miss any more. A slender and quite lovely furless neck, far too small to support his large head, had taken up residency upon his shoulders.
Fur dropped from his face in swathes, and the skin beneath bubbled and contorted, reshaping and smoothing out. Bones cracked in his face, his snout retracting in on itself. A blood-curdling scream escaped his mouth as his new face snapped into place. Smooth almost milky-white skin now covered a soft delicate almost doll-like face which was framed by silken honey-blonde hair. Instead of turning pink like mine, his ears shifted to a lovely violet shade. Pouty lips and a tiny button nose complemented his wide doe-eyes and generous eyelashes quite well.
I didn't yet know just how much height Peter would lose, but if the size of his dainty little head were any sign, he would be quite the petite little thing. I shivered in anticipation.
Peter lay there, panting like a dog and I unbuttoned the front of his pajama shirt as his shoulders snapped and cracked, matte grey fur fluttered away as if carried off on a wind, soft milky human skin took its place. His shoulders narrowed, and the transformation trickled down his arms and chest. A loud crack and a crunch sounded from within his limbs and chest, fat collected beneath his nipples and soon a pair of beautiful round breasts swelled out from his flesh.
He cried out, howling in misery, and arched his back, the contours of his spine snapping into a new alignment. Each crack and pop produced a fresh change. His waistline shrank down, and his hips did too. Legs and feet shortened to match, and soon a tiny little slip of a woman sat bolt upright, frantically pulling at her pajama bottoms.
My hands shot out to help, but she swatted them away with a frantic sweep of her arm. When the last of her clothes came free, she gasped and stared down between her legs. Though she had the usual female parts, she still had a cock.
On a male Peter's former size, it would have been above average. On her new tiny frame, it appeared massive. She grasped hold of it, her second hand slipping up her chest to knead a breast. The fear and panic that had marked her features before, faded away and a slow dreamy smile stretched across her face. She fell onto her back, and I crawled over to her, kissing Peter's soft feminine lips. Her raging hard-on pressed into my hip, and I pulled away, hands reaching for the waist of my sweats.
Though Peter's transformation was temporary, I full intended to give her a fully test-drive. Once I'd disrobed, I wasted no time, working my lips up and down her soft, feminine form. Esther joined in, pressing her breasts into my back, hands pushed into my breasts. Though we'd fucked each other silly a few hours before, we were ready for more.
Peter had always been the leader of the pack, always the dominate male, even when we were children. It was my turn to dominate her, and she yielded like wax to the flame. When I permitted her to penetrate my cunt, there was no doubt who was in charge. I rode on top.
Things turned out pretty much how I planned them. After our first night together Peter was like clay, so easy to mold and shape. Though she reverted to her old form a few hours after her transformation, she hadn't been the same old Peter. When we made love, she'd let me take the reins. There was a clear shift in power and we both knew it.
The first time she reverted, the dear thing begged me on her hands and knees to change her again, and I relented the very next night. I needed her to be Peter during the day, but at night, so long as she behaved, she was my little toy. Though the transformation was agonizing, she seemed more than happy to undergo it if there was even the slightest chance Esther and I would provide her with the sweet pleasures of the flesh. When she asked me for a new name, I knew she was firmly in my web, and so she became my little Honey Bunny, and I her mistress.
Esther, of course, was mainly along for the ride and was happy to do anything I asked her in bed. In her I found the partner I'd so long desired. Honey was just my plaything, but with Esther our connection wasn't just physical, I cared for her even loved her.
'Peter' covered for my disappearance, saying that she'd sent me on a special errand. No one questioned it. She was, after all, the Easter Bunny. Esther was another story, she was not employed in the factory and thus Peter could not speak for her. No one knew of our burgeoning romance, but we'd long been close and all it had taken was a few whispers here or there. According to the stories, Esther left with me, having at last admitted her true feelings. There were other rumors too, ones of a darker nature, but no one stepped forward with concrete proof and they left the matter hanging.
A few days after Easter, the first transformations took place. We'd been pretty random about who we picked and were careful not to drug any children. At first there was panic and finger-pointing, but as the changes continued night after night, and little by little attitudes shifted. Though many tried, none determined a cause. A few fled the warren in fear, but even interference from the other warrens did little to slow the onslaught of transformations. Soon, with the help of a select few unwitting dupes, we disseminated the potions to the other warrens.
We even began making our own formula from scratch. Roughly half of those we transformed were given the Aphrodite formula, an eighth the Adonis, and the rest what we dubbed the Hermaphroditus formula, the same mix that I'd given Honey.
I enjoyed riding the cock of a big hunk of a man as much as the next girl, but males had a lot of silly ideas. I should know I used to be one. It was best to keep them in the minority so us ladies might have a turn at the wheel. Those transformed by the Hermaphroditus formula weren't a problem. Something about their transformations made them so pliable, they did pretty much anything we told them.
Before long, those who'd been changed outnumbered those who had not and as I hoped, the females were the ones who filled the power vacuum. By then everyone knew the truth, but those that were transformed didn't care and the rest had given up hope of things ever returning to normal.
Jack was all but a bad memory, I'd become a vibrant, confident, and sexy woman, I took a name that fit the new me. Briana, it made me feel sexy as hell and I think it fit pretty well. Esther also adopted a new moniker. She confessed to me, she'd never really liked Esther much to begin with and since we'd already changed so much why keep such a ghastly name? Etta seemed to fit her just fine.
That was when I made my return to public life, with Esther in tow, revealing that I had been behind the entire thing. There had been so very many thankful bunnies that there was a campaign to name me the new Easter Bunny. I hadn't asked for it, but who was I to argue with the will of the people? I at last permitted Peter to become Honey full time and other than the rampant sex, and the tide of transformed bunnies, everything returned to normal, save for one little thing.
My first act as Easter Bunny was to put a new emphasis on hand-painted eggs. There was still a place for the mass-produced candy-filled ones that had supplanted their more traditional counterparts, but by next Easter I intended that every human household receive at least one hand-painted egg, more if we could manage.
I never yelled at my workers, and I gave them encouragement wherever possible. I couldn't say if that had anything to do with it, or if it was the increased stamina from the potions, but productivity went up more than twenty-five percent.
Etta, Honey, and I moved in together. Instead of working with me Honey pursued a new career as a seamstress, she displayed an aptitude for it that surprised us all. It was just as well. There was a real clothing shortage with the wave of transformations and no one wanted to wear their drab old outfits, anyway.
Etta helped manage the factory, and during lunch breaks we made time for each other, which is to say we fucked like the bunny rabbits we'd once been, and Honey, always eager to join in the fun often showed up to participate in our escapades. At first, she was just our little play thing, but over time she showed a great deal of remorse for the way she'd treated me, and I, in turn, for manipulating her. Without quite knowing how, we found a place for her in our hearts. The three of us married the next spring.
I don't know if my father would approve, but I tried to honor him in whatever way I could. It was a shame he hadn't lived to see me at last embrace the responsibility he'd wanted for me all along.
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On an Earth very like our own where people, known as Exemplars, who have extraordinary abilities fight their villainous counterparts, called Aberrants, to keep Earth and its people safe, it is the government agency known as AEGIS' duty to protect the general population and keep heroes from stepping over the line. When a series of growing threats rise out of the shadows will AEGIS and it's exemplar allies be able to keep the darkness at bay or will humanity fall before the onslaught of this new threat?
Author's Note: This story was originally posted as a serial on my website and is the second one in my Exemplar Universe. It takes place just after the prologue of Psyren’s Redemption. It’s not, strictly speaking, necessary to read the previous story to enjoy the Fall of Kruhl, but it will give you a better grasp of the story and will avoid spoiling the first tale.
Chapter 1 – Serena and the Lost Girl
Official Report
Corner of Randolph Ln and Fillmore Ave
Tondzaosha, Idaho
Serena yawned, pressing her foot to the brake as she approached the intersection. She glanced at the clock and sighed. It was a few minutes after four in the morning and she’d just gotten off another late shift at the hospital.
"I’m getting too old for this shit," she said covering her mouth with her fist and emitted another loud yawn.
The light shifted to green, and she accelerated across the roadway, turning the corner three blocks away. She caught movement out of the corner of her eye and slowed to peer back over her shoulder. She wasn’t certain what had prompted her to even look. Though still dark and most of the town had yet to awaken, the street was not empty. There were those, like Serena, who were still getting off late night shifts and returning home, and the early risers. Not to mention the vagrants, drug-addicts and criminals. She’d seen a few of those over the years as a nurse at Alameda General.
A figure staggered around in the distance, its movements were erratic and as she watched it move toward her, she stomped her foot on the brake pedal, transfixed. It was probably another druggie; they weren’t exactly in short supply in Tondzaosha. Yet… something was not right. As the figure drew nearer, a nearby streetlight illuminated its lithe form. Serena’s breath caught in her throat.
She rolled her window down, and put the car into reverse, stopping when she was closer to the figure. "This-this is wrong… sorceress. You did this… you, you change me!" A feminine voice screamed, before Serena had even laid eyes on its owner.
The girl staggered into sight, her bare chest heaving as she struggled forward. Blood streak down the side of her head and chest. She panted and wheezed her naked body glistening with sweat. She dragged something behind her that gleamed in the moonlight, and the scrape of metal on concrete trailed her. Her feet raw and bloodied, she left a trail of red footprints as she moved.
As Serena studied the girl’s figure, she realized that her first assessment had been wrong. It was no girl, but a woman. Her height had thrown her off, though the girl was short, she had the curves of an adult woman. If she were to guess she’d say she was nineteen or twenty.
"Reesha… send me back… I’m the, I’m the King… it’s WRONG!" She screamed out the last word at the top of her lungs.
She blinked and looked around, and for a moment her eyes focused and a degree of lucidity returned to her countenance. Before she’d uttered a single word, she descended back into delirium.
"Lost… Yes, they’ll be, they’ll be– lost without me… Do-don’t you see?" She asked and glanced down at the object she’d been dragging. "Waldy, waldy, Waldere… I’ll use its power. Find a way…"
She laughed, stopping with no prompting and teetered on her feet. She fell to one knee. Weakened by blood-loss, she no longer possessed the strength to stay standing. That might have been the end of her, but a dull thud sounded in the near distance and the girl gazed up in time to witness a figure come rushing toward her.
Her head jerked back, and she wobbled around holding her arms out to provide stability, but her efforts only resulted in her falling face first into the pavement.
"I’ll die here." The words seemed to come from nowhere and she was so forgone that she didn’t realize it had been her who’d spoken them.
Serena called out, but it didn’t even phase her. She shivered, clutching at her bare chest as the last of her strength drained from her. She closed her eyes and a nice numbness swept through her body.
Serena dove to her knees, scraping them against the pavement and grunting as her hands clasps the girl’s ghost-white cheeks.
"Honey, are you okay?" Serena asked slapping her cheek with a light flick of her wrist. The girl’s eyes flew back open. She squinted, straining her eyes, but all she made out was a blur.
"Did someone attack you?!" Serena asked. When the girl opened her mouth to issue a response, her lips moved, but no sound came.
The girl sensed movement and her rescuer’s face was lit up by an odd rectangular glowing box. She lifted it to her mouth and began to speak into it.
She grabbed Serena’s shirt, fighting to find the words, trying to make her understand. Serena had her first good look into the girl’s eyes, and she gasped taken aback by what she saw. Her eyes were gold, and the pupils were two vertical slits, like cat eyes. "Waldere… keep it safe… the sword is…"
She trailed off; her eyelids heavy. The girl closed her eyes, prepared to let the darkness take her away, but the woman spoke. "I need you to stay awake, okay?"
"Keep it… keep it safe," the girl managed before darkness closed in and Serena sat there, breathless.
"Hello?!" The emergency operator spoke in Serena’s ear. She jumped, fumbling with her phone, nearly dropping it, but finally secured her grip.
She cleared her throat. "Uh, yeah, I have a young girl here, she’s probably in her late teens or early twenties, she’s bleeding from a gash in her side and across the side of her scalp…"
Serena gave as much information as she could and went rushing for her car which was still running and popped the trunk. Retrieving the first aid kit from within, she rushed back to the girl dropping the small duffle at her feet. As a nurse, Serena knew full well the kind of injuries people could incur, and she had put her kit together accordingly. Her youngest had told her on more than one occasion that she had once again taken things to an extreme. If only he could see her now, she thought a dry smile touching her lips for a moment before she returned her attention to her patient.
Outside of the hospital, she could do very little, but she could try to stop the girl from bleeding out and hopefully keep her alive long enough for the paramedics to arrive.
She sank her teeth into her lower lip and retrieved the items she’d need from within the duffle, speaking to the operator as she worked. Serena didn’t see the ambulance until it was almost on top of them so lost was she in her work. A moment later a police squad car pulled up behind it and soon, the paramedics came rushing out of their vehicle. She stepped back allowing them to take over, but also provided them with the information they’d need to treat her.
They paid no mind to the sword laying a few feet away, concentrating on treating their patient. Serena stared at it, transfixed by the ambulance’s lights reflecting off its polished steel surface. There was something strange about that weapon. It seemed almost…
She caught movement out of the corner of her eye and spun around to face it. A figure donned in an all-black cloak and hood lingered in the distance, just close enough she could make out its shape, but little more.
"Serena?!" A voice demanded from within the gloom behind her.
Broken from her spell, she whirled about to face the speaker. A slender man in his late twenties who was coming closer. She glanced back where the cloaked figure had been standing, but it had faded into the night, if it had ever been there at all. She stared after it for a moment, her heart hammering in her chest. Unsure whether what she had witnessed had really happened.
The newcomer cleared his throat, and she turned to regard him as he approached. She narrowed her eyes and noted his pinched face and narrow frame. It had been a few months since she’d last seen him, but she knew him on sight.
"Good lord, you scared the hell out of me," she rounded on Tom Shanderly her hands on her hips. She made no mention of the figure in the distance, convinced now that her mind had been playing tricks on her.
The young deputy was as thin as a rail, but tall. Most times an easy smile marked his face, but on this night his features were gaunt and layered in shadows granting him an almost otherworldly appearance. Tondzaosha wasn’t what you would call a large town, and their police force only consisted of a dozen officers, the sheriff among them.
"Sorry, didn’t mean to give you a fright," he said. He held a flashlight in his right hand, but kept it pointed at the ground. A smile stretched across his face, but it did little to brighten his countenance.
"Tom," she said motioning him over and directed his attention to the ground where the sword rested. "What do you think of this?"
He moved over, eying the weapon and turned back to her his brows furrowed. "The hell?"
He knelt down reaching out to touch it, but snatched his hand away after only a second of skin contact. The sword flashed a brilliant bright white forcing Serena to avert her eyes. Tom screamed, howling as if he’d just been shot. His eyes bulging out of his head, he clutched at his hand and stared at it for several long moments. He took a deep breath and turned to regard Serena a wild, almost panicked look in his eyes.
"Jesus," he said taking several steps back. "It felt like my hand was on fire."
Serena glanced at the girl who was, by then, being wheeled into the ambulance on a stretcher.
She hadn’t been very coherent, but whoever she was, Serena had the feeling her feverish ramblings were important. Why did that thought fill her with such dread?
Chapter 2 Part 1 – The Lost Girl Awakens
Official Report
Alameda General Hospital
Alameda, Idaho
The lost girl awoke. Not all at once, it started with the soft chirp of a bird and followed with a whoosh of air. When her eyes cracked open, illumination burned into her pupils, and she clenched them shut taking in short jagged breaths. Her left side and head throbbed, and every movement produced another jolt of pain.
"Leoffa," she said the name, but the voice that spoke it was high-pitched and unfamiliar. Her eyes snapped open, and she gasped for air.
It took a moment for her eyes to adjust, but when they did, she found herself within a place as strange as it was unfamiliar. A box, just off to her side emitted an odd high-pitched chirp. Wavy lines zigzagged and scrolled across a black surface and unfamiliar characters pulsated on the right side. She tilted her head, furrowing her brows and stared at it unable to fathom what it was she was looking upon.
She peered around, the walls of the room were white and flat. Light shined in from a rectangle in the ceiling, and she peered up at it looking for signs of smoke or the flicker of flames. The girl detected neither.
She sat up, the movement setting off a strange jiggling on her chest. She glanced down and her stomach lurched. A pair of mounds bulged out from a thin fabric gown. She blinked and brought a hand up to cup one orb but stopped when she spotted her appendage. Five digits extended out from a furless palm. Her fingers were long and slender, like those belonging to a human.
She froze, those last two words repeating themselves over and over in her mind.
A human.
She brought her second hand up, jerking at it. The other hand was a mirror image to the first. When she raised them both up to touch her face, the second seemed to be caught on something. She traced her free hand along her arm and found the source. A transparent tube attached to the inside of her elbow ran to a T-shaped shepherd’s crook from which a clear liquid-filled bag hung. Again, she furrowed her brow. What could be the purpose for such a thing?
She reached out, grabbing a length of the tubing and turned it over in her hand. It was as clear as glass and yet soft and smooth. Odder still it bent with ease without snapping or tearing. What sort of material was this? Her fingers found purchase on the tube where it met her elbow and she gave it a tug. A stab of pain shot through her arm. She clenched her teeth and pulled her hand away from the tube.
She stared at it, mind racing. Was this a restraint, designed to cause her pain if she attempted to escape? If so, why had her captors only attached it to the one arm, and why did it seem so flimsy? She gritted her teeth again, this time in preparation. Her fingers traced over the tube and found that a thin film covered her skin on the inside of her elbow.
The girl threw her head back and howled at the top of her lungs. She extended the fingers on her free hand like claws and tore into the film shredding it in seconds. She yanked the tube away, gasping as it came free with a small spurt of blood. A thin needle covered in her blood hung from the tube. She tossed it away and scowled at the wound. It throbbed and blood dribbled down her arm, but she paid it little mind. She would tend to it in a moment, she’d sustained worse on the battlefield.
Both hands free, she reached up and touched her face. She found what she had feared she would. Her snout had receded inward, instead she bore the flat hairless face of a human. She slipped one hand along the back of her head, her fingers finding purchase on long strands of hair. She pulled a fistful in front of her face and eyed it a sinking feeling forming in the pit of her stomach. Her luxurious mane, so well-tended over the years, was gone. Instead, she now sported long sandy blonde locks that fell down past her shoulders.
Was this a dream? Some horrid imagining of her mind? She clenched her eyes shut, willing herself to awaken, but when she didn’t, she forced them open again.
She glanced down at her chest, at last realizing what had escaped her before. Not only had she transformed into a human, but a female one.
"H-how?" She asked aloud, her voice soft and delicate.
She looked about as if expecting an answer from the open air, but when there was no reply, she gritted her teeth and emitted a roar… or rather she tried to. It came out as a blood-curdling scream.
The girl forced herself to think. She had no idea how she’d gotten to this place or been transformed. Sorcery was at work, of that she had no doubt, but who or what was responsible? Why couldn’t she remember?
She clutched her side, remembering the pain she’d experienced when she’d first come awake. It still throbbed, but she’d put it out of her mind when she’d discovered her transformation. Now that her attention was once again focused on her injuries, the pain returned to her with a vengeance. She reached inside her gown, where it hurt the worst and peered down. A bandage was affixed to her side, the like of which she’d never seen. The outside of the cloth was slick and produced a crinkling sound when she touched it. She considered removing the bandage, but she believed that would be a bad idea. She did not know the extent of her injuries and neither did she grasp /how/ it had been affixed.
Her fingers slipped away, and she reached out with them to probe the side of her head, a more slight, but just as irritating source of pain. The area of her scalp around the wound was shaved, and the edges of the flesh were joined with thread.
A light thud sounded nearby, and another followed. More came in rapid succession. Footsteps, she realized. Dropping her hands, she grunted and lurched over the side of the bed. She almost fell forward but caught herself on the strange metal bed railing. She was uneven on her feet; her human form was unfamiliar and had a different center of gravity.
The girl moved forward, meeting resistance from an unexpected source. Something pulled on her chest from inside her gown. She grabbed the collar and pulled it out peaking inside, getting her first good look at her breasts. Though she was no expert on human anatomy, if what she had observed from her hand servants was accurate, she was very well endowed.
She bit her lip and peered past the protrusions finding the source of the resistance in moments. Small gray rectangles had been affixed to her skin, each of which had a raised circle on them from which small gray strings protruded. She slipped her unbloodied arm inside the gown, yanking each of them free with a small yelp of pain.
The sounded of footsteps grew closer, and she looked up, eyes centered on the empty doorway. A figure appeared inside, and she gritted her teeth, regarding him with wide eyes. A pair of circular glass disks, nestled in a metal frame which sat on his nose and looped back around his ears, covered each of the human’s eyes. He wore a strange white tunic which was open in the front and draped over his neck he wore a shiny black rope with two metal prongs on one end and a disk on the other. He stopped, lips pressed together in a frown and eyes narrowed.
"You shouldn’t be out of bed, you’ll tear your stitches," he said setting a stack of parchment on the counter and moving toward her.
The girl stepped back, staring up at him with wide eyes. The man was a giant! She had never seen a human so massive! He was even… She stopped, looking at the decor and realization dawned on her. Though he towered over her, it was unlikely he was as tall as she’d believed, it was far more likely that she was small.
She gritted her teeth, anger swelling up within her, as she studied the man. How dare this slave stand before her without even a hint of deference upon his face! Never had she witnessed such impudence! She leveled her gaze on him and grabbed the double shepherd’s crook from the corner, surprised when it wheeled toward her with ease. The bag swung on the hook as she held it before her and she rounded on the man preparing herself for battle.
He took a step back, hands held before him.
She advanced, her makeshift weapon ready. "This!" she screamed, cupping one of her breasts with her free hand. "This is, Reesha’s work isn’t it? It has been years since she last dared to show her face, but it fits with her twisted sense of humor. Tell me where the sorceress is and what you did with the sword and I will spare your life!"
The man backed away, his eyes wide like an owl’s. "Sorceress? I don’t know what—"
"Wrong answer!" She screamed lifting the shepherd’s crook and slammed it into his side. Though surprised by how light it was, she didn’t let it stop her from repeating her attack. He grunted, hands swiping out to grab at the contraption, and found purchase around its center. His grip was like iron, and she gasped.
The girl did not have the strength to combat him in her new form and all the training in the world would not change that. She relinquished her hold on the weapon and bolted through the door. The man shouted, calling after her, but she did not look back. Whether this was the lair of Reesha or some other sorcerer she must escape this place. She would hide away and seek aid later.
A human man with a shaved head and brown skin lurched toward her, she tried to slip past him, but he dove toward her and enfolded her in his arms. She wriggled to break free, scraping and clawing at his exposed flesh, but he held tight. She experienced a prick of pain on the back of her neck, her vision started to blur. The man released his hold, and she collapsed to her knees hand clasped over her neck.
The girl cursed at herself, sensing rather than seeing the second figure who had approached while she’d grappled with the other man. As the darkness overtook her, her eyes locked upon a figure in the distance clothed in a black robe. She gasped, clawing and scraping at the ground as if by doing so she might remain conscious, but then the emptiness came and swept her away.
Chapter 2 Part 2 – Times Past
Official Report
Alameda General Hospital
Alameda, Idaho
Serena slipped into a chair and emitted a long sigh. She reached out snatching her mug from the tabletop and cupped it in both hands. She inhaled, taking in the rich scent of the coffee before taking a sip. Glancing sideways at the pair of doctors seated two tables away, she bit her lip.
The kitchen was closed after dinner time, and it was a little unusual to see anyone lurking about the cafeteria this late at night. It was one of the main reasons she took her breaks there when she worked nights instead of the employee lounge. Most nights she would have ignored them, but when she heard them speak it piqued her interest and for good reason.
"I tell you Phil, the girl is a nutcase. She was rambling on about some sorceress and a sword before attacking me with the IV stand. Thank God that orderly caught her. Who knows what she would have done?"
Sorceress? Serena blinked and set her coffee down, the girl with the sword said something about a sorceress.
She cleared her throat and leveled her gaze on Dr. Cadby, the one who’d been speaking. "Uh, doctor is that the girl in twenty-two? The Jane Doe?"
"Yeah," Cadby nodded jerking around to regard her with saucer-wide eyes. "That’s the one, she’s a real freak show if you ask me."
Without uttering a single word, Serena rose to her feet and moved away with quick yet furtive steps her coffee forgotten. She hadn’t heard of the girl’s awakening or the incident with the doctor. That surprised her, considering news like that traveled fast. Then again, she’d been in a funk most of the night and aside from interactions with patients she kept more or less to herself.
She sighed, moving through the hallway toward room twenty-two. Alameda General was a small hospital, which serviced Alameda, and its neighboring town Tondzaosha. It comprised a single floor and housed over three dozens bed. Yet, somehow when she traversed the corridors, the place seemed massive. Why would that be?
When she reached the room in question, Serena stopped outside the doorway, and cracked the door open. The room was cast in shadows and she could detect no signs of movement. The soft beep of the heart monitor coupled with the quiet whirr of the air conditioner were the only sounds her ears picked up. Not surprising, if what Dr. Cadby said had been true they would have sedated her.
"Hey!" A voice called out and Serena turned in time to see Aaron Callow, one of the hospital’s security guards, come running up to her.
"Step away for one minute," he said, muttering curses under his breath, snaked his arm out, clasped the doorknob, and slammed the door shut in her face. "How the hell did this door get unlocked?!"
Serena pursed her lips and regarded the man arms folded across her chest and arched an eyebrow. She’d never liked Callow, he’d always been a little too terse for her tastes.
"The girl’s off limits unless your name is on this list," he muttered jabbing a finger at a paper affixed to the door.
Serena sighed and nodded then turned away making her way toward the nurses station. She might as well return to work, her break would be over in a few minutes, anyway. As she moved, her thoughts turned to her oldest child as they frequently did since finding the girl. She hadn’t seen Andy in years, not since her then husband, Lucas, beat the child half to death.
The two bore no physical resemblance to one another and despite the girl’s small stature, she was an adult when Serena found her. It was the girl’s injuries that brought unpleasant memories to the forefront, and it was all she could do to keep herself from weeping when she thought of it.
Andy insisted from a very young age that she was a girl and neither parent had any idea what to do with her. Though Serena urged patience at first, Lucas had other ideas. He would not raise a sissy freak. What would the neighbors think? Worse still Andy possessed a strange ability to see into the past.
Lucas already threatened by Andy’s powers met her declarations of femininity with open hostility. He convinced Serena, that they need only dole out ‘tough love’ to rid Andy of such ‘ridiculous’ ideas. To her shame she’d gone along with it, and all the yelling and screaming that followed. If Andy said or did anything that Lucas construed as girly, Lucas flew into a rage. When his tough love approach failed, he came up with the bright idea to beat the child, Serena should have stepped in and put an end to it, but by then she had committed herself. Maybe it was for the best she told herself, but doubts began to surface.
It wasn’t until that fateful confrontation on the front lawn when Lucas beat Andy to within an inch of her life, Serena admitted the truth to herself, but by then it was too late. Child protective services stepped in and took away their children.
It left Serena an empty husk bereft of hope, wallowing in her own self-pity. Her marriage was a facade and had been for a long time. Eventually, she divorced Lucas, and started to pick up the pieces of her broken life. She enrolled in nursing school at the local community college, fought for custody of her children, and managed to get them back save Andy who was by then an adult.
Though the whole thing left a hole in her heart, she thought perhaps it was for the best. There were too many hard feelings and she doubted that Andy would ever forgive Serena for her part in that mess.
It was funny, she knew her child was living as a woman, but she had no idea what she was calling herself these days. What little she knew she gleaned from the handful of letters sent to her by her sister. After their parents died, a rift formed between the two sisters and when Andy went to live with Laura that rift became a chasm. Laura passed away before she had a chance to reconcile. Had it not been for her two remaining children and the forgiveness they granted her she would be a mess.
With a sigh, Serena returned to work, trying and failing to keep thoughts of her past out of mind.
Chapter 2 Part 3 – The Evaluation
Official Report
Alameda General Hospital
Alameda, Idaho
"It’s all right, now," the man said holding his hands out in a placating gesture.
The lost girl looked back at him, her chest heaving and her eyes as wide as saucers. He had told her his name when he first entered, but she had not cared enough to commit it to memory. Her only thought was to escape, but no matter how much she strained against the bindings she could not break free.
"You will pay for this." She leveled her gaze at him, eyes narrowed and teeth gritted. "When my people have discovered what you’ve done to me, they will come for you and you will meet your end at the tip of the sword."
"Right, well," the man said pushing his spectacles up his nose with his index finger. "Now that we have that out of the way, why don’t you tell me a little about yourself? Why don’t we start with your name?"
She peered at him, atop her bed between gritted teeth. She didn’t feel very chatty, but she reasoned that if they knew her name, they might think twice at keeping her captive. Her reputation, after all, was a fearsome one. She pulled Waldere the legendary sword of magic free from it’s resting place in the Stone of Vulsung, used it to unite all the tribes of her people, the Assar, scattered across the plains of Eirdon, banished the Sorcerer Odalrik to the nether realm, and became King of all Eirdon. Not even the Angols in the island to the east had dared cross her and theirs was a mighty army indeed.
"I am Kruhl, son of Wurdan, King of Eirdon," the girl replied glaring at her captor, "and were I free and not trapped within this diminutive vessel, I would slit your throat from end to end."
"Right, Kruhl, son of Wurdan, King of Eirdon," the man repeated the strange white cylinder in his hand quivering across the surface of his yellow pad. "Okay, at last a little progress. Are you more comfortable with Kruhl, or should I call you King Kruhl, or perhaps Your Majesty?"
"It makes no difference to me," Kruhl replied. She had never been much for formalities least of all with someone whom she intended to kill.
She might have supposed that the man mocked her, but he seemed genuinely curious. Still there was something about his tone of voice, that suggested he did not believe what she said. Why would that be?
"Okay, Kruhl it is," he smiled. "I’ve been looking at your charts, and it looks like you suffered a gash in your side and a concussion. Do you have any idea who might have wished you harm or how you came by these injuries?"
Kruhl stared back at him surprised. Why would he ask such a question? Was it not his people who had done this to her? She clenched her jaw shut, mind racing. She saw no reason he would mislead her, but if his people had not done this to her, who had?
The man studied her, his lips pressed together. He opened his mouth about to speak, but she spoke first.
"I am King, I have made many enemies. It may have been any number of them. I remember nothing after I retired to my sleeping chambers," she said still trying to get his measure. Reesha seemed the most likely candidate, but she was unsure whether she trusted this man with her suspicions.
The man drew in his breath and leaned back in his seat. "That’s not uncommon with head injuries. Your memories may return to you after you’ve recovered or they may not. It’s hard to say at this point, but it could take time. If you recover your memory, it could be months or even years down the line, even then there could be gaps."
Kruhl remained silent and clenched her jaw shut. The man was a dupe, she concluded. Her captors brought him in to question her hoping she would give away whatever information they sought. She would not cooperate. Regardless, she intended to kill him if she ever had the chance.
"Why don’t you tell me a little about yourself. Is Eirdon very far away? I’d like to know more about it," he asked leaning forward once again, white tube poised upon the pad.
She peered at him out of the corner of her eyes, but did not speak. He emitted another sigh and continued. "I’m trying to make this as easy as possible. Believe me, I would like to help you."
She chortled and then turned to him a sneer spread across her face. "I would sooner impale myself on my own sword than to accept help from the likes of you, knave. Now, begone from here!"
The man studied her for another moment, before slipping the strange little white cylinder inside his tunic and rising to his feet. He opened his mouth, as if to speak, but clamped it shut and disappeared from the room. Kruhl watched him leave with undisguised contempt upon her face, contemplating all the ways she might end his life.
Dr. Allen Wirthright, paused just outside the hospital room door and shook his head. He’d never let himself be intimidated by a hostile patient, but this one was different. Patients had threatened and even attacked him a time or two, but not once had he ever feared for his life.
This girl, whoever she was, spoke with such hatred, such malice it chilled him to the bone. Whether she had the power to harm him was immaterial, she meant to end his life and he saw no reasoning with her.
It troubled him, this talk of sorceresses and kings. He’d played along with her delusions in hopes he might glean something from them that would tell him who she was and what had happened to her, but he may as well have been talking to the wall. The girl was in a bad state of mind, she seemed convinced that she was the King of Eirdon. While delusions of grandeur were not uncommon among the mentally ill, it did seem strange that she saw herself as a king and not a queen. He considered the possibility that there might be some gender dysphoria at work, but that explanation seemed too convenient. Though he’d never heard it until today the name she’d given him sounded like something straight out of the sword and sorcery novels he’d read as a boy. It was likely the inspiration for delusions.
And those eyes… he paused picturing those luminous golden cat eyes peering back at him filled with the girl’s rage and hated. He knew of a rare genetic condition called cat eye syndrome in humans, but it didn’t affect eye pigment, and it came with a lot of other symptoms. Aside from her injuries the girl was in good health. He pondered what would cause such a condition, but shook his head and sighed. It wasn’t his field of expertise, let someone more qualified puzzle it out. As a psychiatrist his primary concern was for his patient’s mental health. Regardless, he made a mental note to discuss it with her doctor.
He stroked his chin considering the implications of the girls declaration. He knew of incidences of a patient developing mental illness because of a head injury, but given the extent of her delusions, he doubted it was the case here. No, he thought it far more likely it was a preexisting condition. The police had already filed a missing persons report, seeking all information on the girl. If she was an escaped mental patient something would turn up. Then there was this talk of a sword. He’d heard reports of how she’d turned up naked, dragging a sword through the street. Why she’d been in possession of such a weapon was beyond him, but it may have provided fuel for her delusions.
She had already attacked Dr. Cadby and she’d threatened to slit Wirthright’s throat. He didn’t think she posed a suicide risk, but she damn well was a danger to others. He glanced back over his shoulder, slipping a hand over the knob to ensure the door was latched and locked, then disappeared down the corridor, unable to shake the feeling that he was missing something very obvious about the girl.
Chapter 2 Part 4 – Spectral Visitor
Official Report
Alameda General Hospital
Alameda, Idaho
For a time all Kruhl experienced was the darkness. She floated in the nothingness, aware that she existed but not much else. The experience was akin to sleep, but she did not dream.
The darkness gave way to light in increments, but still she did not respond. She heard a soft grunt, and for several long moments she wondered where it’d come from. Then understanding dawned on her, the sound had originated from her. The light focused, sharpened all around her and a figure emerged from without.
She opened her mouth to speak, but a soft moan escaped instead. She was in motion. Was she being wheeled around on a cart? Her stomach lurched and she felt as if she were falling.
She turned her head, a man and a woman stood on either side of her, and a metal box enclosed the three of them in every direction.
"She’s growing more lucid," the woman said.
"So?" The man asked. "She’s restrained, what’s she going to do? Glare at us?"
She tried to sit up, but could not. Straps, held her wrists and legs in place and her head would not turn more than a thumb’s length in either direction.
A strange ding sounded and a section of the metal box in front of her parted, revealing the corridor beyond. A dark-robed figure waited without, but the pair were either not aware that the being stood outside the doors or chose to ignore it. Kruhl eyed the figure, the same one which appeared when she lost consciousness a few days earlier. The wraith neither spoke, nor moved toward them. It stood about, cowled head turned to regard them in silence.
The man took up position at her feet and the woman moved around her back and Kruhl lost sight of her. They pushed Kruhl through the opening, and she emitted the loudest most ear-splitting screech she could manage.
"Fuck," the man cursed. "What the hell was that for?"
The dark-robed figure glided up beside her, keeping pace with them. She could not view its face beneath the cowl and the specter kept both hands enfolded in its sleeves.
"Who are you?!" She demanded of the stranger, but it did not respond.
The cowled head turned toward her and still she saw nothing save for a deep depthless darkness.
[Kruhl] A voice spoke from out of the air, coming from everywhere at once and… nowhere. The voice was unlike anything she’d ever heard. It was distorted, uneven and coarse, but reverberated through her skull with crystal clarity.
"Who are you?!" Kruhl repeated eyes peeled on the specter, but there was no response. Her captors exchanged glances peering past the mysterious figure as if it weren’t even present, but even they did not reply.
They wheeled her down the corridor and out through a set of metal-framed glass doors and out into the sunlit exterior. The apparition floated along with them remaining silent until they came to a stop.
[Where is the sword?] the robed figure asked leaning down, its head mere inches from her face. She squinted trying to get a look at its features, but if it possessed any she could distinguish nothing save for blackness. The depths of the hood were darker than the blackest night even in the daylight.
Was this her enemy? The one who transformed her and brought her to this strange land? Why then didn’t it know about the sword? Several days ago a man, calling himself Deputy Shanderly came by to question her about the sword and herself, but she refused to give him any information. She’d assumed he was a pawn of the one who’d brought her to this strange place, but what if he had been as ignorant as he seemed? Perhaps he had come into possession of the sword before her enemy could get to it.
[Where is Waldere?] It repeated the question and she peered at it with wide eyes. [You cannot keep it from me. Tell me where it is.]
"I will never tell you!" She screamed, clenching her mouth shut. Whoever this creature was and whether it was responsible for her predicament, she couldn’t say, but it was no friend.
"Goddamned fucking loon," the woman said muttering under her breath.
Her rolling bed, lurched forward moving toward a glossy white box sitting atop two sets of black and gray wheels. Some sort of wagon, perhaps? The specter did not speak, but glided along beside her only stopping when Kruhl did.
Her female captor moved forward slipping a hand into a slender rectangular protrusion and pulled on it. A soft thump resounded from the box and the woman swung a door open, revealing the sparse interior of the carriage. Her mobile prison jerked forward again, and she grunted as her captors propelled her upward and inside. Again, the apparition followed, hunching over to fit into the low ceiling, but it remained silent. Why didn’t it act?
Her male captor climbed inside, closing the doors behind him and stepped forward, passing through the specter as if it weren’t there. The apparition shifted positions moving to stand at her feet and loomed over her in silence. She eyed the creature, her tiny human heart thumping in her chest so hard she thought it might burst free. "Whatever you are going to do, do it, or leave me be, foul creature!"
Again, the phantom did not reply, neither did it take any action. It hung there motionless, peering at her.
The bed lurched sideways and she turned to regard her male captor. He did not make eye contact or speak, instead reaching over her, a strap in hand, and secured it to a notch on the wall. He turned away, for several long moments and turned back to her a long tube on the end of which a fine needle was affixed. By now she had seen this device enough times to understand its purpose. The man would plunge the needle into the tube in her arm and the darkness would come again.
"Stop!" She screamed. "Don’t you see it?!"
The man paused, meeting her gaze with raised eyebrows. "See what?!"
"That thing," she screamed eyes turned toward the robed figure at her feet.
He followed her gaze, his eyes filled with cold disinterest, looking through the specter, again, oblivious to it. He turned his eyes back to her regarding her with a thoughtful expression.
His features softened and she saw kindness reflected in his eyes, just before he plunged the needle into her arm.
She screamed, her face contorting into a mask of rage as she felt the numbness spread through her body. As her vision faded to dark, the robed figure leaned forward.
[I am coming for you] It spoke, its strange voice ringing through her head, just before the numbness swept her away.
Trace glanced back at the door one final time, shook his head, sighed, and studied the inert form of the girl strapped into the stretcher. An image of her gold-hued cat’s eyes, so full of fear and anger, burned in his memory.
Still, it was a shame, he thought to himself. The girl was a real looker. It made his heart hurt to think what put her in such a state. He had a daughter who was only a few years younger, and the thought of her screaming at phantoms sent a cold shiver down his spine.
He took one last look at the girl, shuddered, thoughts of those eyes lingering in his mind, and slipped out the back of the van. Closing the doors behind him, he ensured they were latched and locked before slipping around the side and hopping into the passenger side door. Allynn peered at him from the driver’s seat with an arched eyebrow. "Ready?"
He nodded without comment and she started the engine, maneuvering the van out of the parking lot and into the street beyond. Their destination was the state mental hospital about twenty-five miles to the north in Grove City.
Allynn kept silent and Trace stroked his chin, his thoughts turned to the girl again. It seemed odd that they’d be moving her so soon after she’d turned up that night. They had no idea where she’d come from, and no name aside from that ridiculous moniker she’d given them. The amount of paperwork necessary just to get her admitted must have been astronomical and once you submitted that, it’d have to go through all the usual bureaucratic channels. In his experience those sorts of things took weeks, not days. Someone must have expedited the process, but the question was why?
He shrugged and shook his head. They made those sorts of decisions above his pay grade, far be it for him to question the pencil pushers who made them.
He caught movement out of the corner of his eyes and peered back through the window in the security partition which separated the cab from the back compartment. For a second he’d thought he’d seen a dark robe-clad figure moving about, but there was nothing save for the unconscious girl. He supposed it was just his imagination playing tricks on him. The girl must have unnerved him more than he realized.
Chapter 3 Part 1 – Homecoming
Official Report
Tondzaosha Regional Airport
Tondzaosha, Idaho
Agent Carter Rathdrum of AEGIS looked out across the horizon and pressed his lips together. He stood at the end of the ramp and shook his head.
"What a shit hole." He said under his breath.
The clatter and clank of feet on the metal ramp sounded behind him and he shuffled out of the way to allow those still exiting the plane free passage. He peered back, eying the walkway and those descending it. At last, Van den Broeke stepped into view, and he turned to make eye contact, looking into a pair of brilliant emerald-green eyes.
Though Amelia van den Broeke’s name was Dutch, he suspected she may have some Mediterranean ancestry as evidence by her olive skin and shock of raven-black hair. Tall and voluptuous, the special agent in charge was one of the most beautiful women he’d ever met. He might have wondered why someone with her looks worked for AEGIS if he didn’t know a little about her past.
"So," he said slipping both hands back into his pockets and peering from side to side. "How’s it feel to be home after all this time?"
She regarded him, a faint trace of a frown touching her lips and shook her head. "Tondzaosha hasn’t been home for a long time."
She slipped past him without another word. Rathdrum sighed. He followed her, his lips creased in a frown, but remained silent. Though not lose to Van den Broeke, he’d known her for a few years and was on good speaking terms with her. He’d never seen her so uncommunicative. He didn’t know what put her into her current mood, but he believed it must have something to do with her homecoming.
Though he knew little of her history before she’d come to AEGIS, she was said to have faced a lot of heat for being both a transwoman and an exemplar. He saw no reason to doubt it, he’d worked in law enforcement for more than a decade both as an officer for the Los Angeles Police Department and with the agency, and saw a lot of hostility directed at both groups.
He studied her face, allowing himself to marvel at how much she’d changed since he’d first become aquainted with her. Not so much her personality, but in the physical sense. He would have been surprised learning, even before the change, that she was a transwoman. Back then she was tall and skinny, but pretty nonetheless. Since that business with Chemosh in New Hebron several months back things changed. She lost a few inches in height, but gained a figure that would make any man do a double-take. Amelia possessed the kind of beauty you only saw on the big screen or in the center-fold of dirty magazines, even if she didn’t quite seem to be aware of that fact.
He couldn’t say what had invoked the change, but he damn well noticed it. As with all things her change had gotten the rumor mill whirling, but he’d taken little stock in the gossip save for one aspect. A few folks had put it forward that because of her change that she was no longer a transwoman and capable of bearing a child. The term being bandied about the office was ciswoman, but he wasn’t sure if it was the right one.
"Rathdrum, you read the report. What do you think?" Van den Broeke asked glancing back at him arching an eyebrow.
Rathdrum moved forward stepping in sync with her and glanced about making sure none of the disembarked passengers were in earshot. "Sounds like a wild goose chase if you ask me. A sword that burns anyone who touches it? Sounds like somebody’s idea of a bad practical joke."
Amelia pursed her lips. "What about the girl?"
He shrugged. "Probably, another nut job. "
"Still, it’s a little odd the witness’s name was redacted on the copy of the report sent to AEGIS, don’t you think?" Amy asked her lips pursed.
"Weird, but I don’t see how that changes anything." He shrugged.
Van den Broeke nodded, but didn’t say a word. She was the Special Agent in Charge of their unit. New to the job, Amelia was the youngest SAC in AEGIS history. He had no idea what had prompted her promotion, but it had something to do with the Chemosh debacle. Whatever she’d done it impressed Director Malcolm enough to elevate her on the spot. She was inexperienced, but already seemed to have a better handle on the job than most in her position would have.
If Rathdrum had been a more ambitious man, he might have resented her advancement, but he’d spent too much time in the field to be doing anything else. Leadership came with too many headaches, and as a Special Agent he already had enough of those with which to contend. Better to let those better suited to the demands of leadership fill that need.
Despite her youth Rathdrum thought Van den Broeke a good fit. She still needed to grow into the position a bit, but he had no doubt she’d be fine. She possessed enough smarts to make use of her underlings knowledge and experience which was more than he could say for some other SACs he’d worked under and… as a bonus was a fair bit easier on the eyes.
It was unusual as it was seeing a SAC out in the field, let alone in a out of the way town like Tondzaosha. Why they’d sent Van den Broeke at all was a question, he was still trying to puzzle out. One thing was certain, she didn’t seem too happy about it.
"Tell me if you spot any of the local PD," Van den Broeke muttered as they made their way across the tarmac.
Rathdrum nodded. "Little surprised a town like this has an airport, doesn’t seem to be much here."
Amelia glanced back at him. "The airport is part of an industrial park. It’s used for business for the most part."
Rathdrum nodded peering about the tarmac one final time. He’d visited a fair number of smaller airports and there wasn’t usually much to them. This one was no exception. It didn’t even seem to possess a jetway.
When they stepped inside the main building, Rathdrum swore he’d stepped back in time. The airport’s interior hadn’t been updated since the seventies. He took one glance at the orange-padded chairs and let out a soft chuckle. Despite their age, they seemed to be in good shape. If nothing else, the place was clean and well maintained. There were large sections of the airport that were unlit, probably to conserve power, and save for the passengers who’d disembarked and the airport staff there didn’t seem to be anyone around.
"Van den Broeke?" A voice asked from out of the darkness, and a slender young deputy stepped out from an unlit portion of the building almost seeming to materialize from nowhere.
He focused all his attention on Rathdrum and the agent bit back a response. Van den Broeke needed to be the one to correct the officer. She did so, glancing at Rathdrum out of the corner of her eyes, then stepped forward and held her hand out. "I am Special Agent In Charge Amelia van den Broeke."
The officer lurched forward accepting her hand and smiling. "Sorry, ’bout that. The chief only told me your last name. Figured since your friend was a little older that he’d be the one running the show."
His eyes grew wide and he eyed Rathdrum throwing his hands out. "Not that I think your old or anything, I just—"
Rathdrum laughed and shook his head. Small-town police. "Forget about it. My name’s Special Agent Carter Rathdrum."
"Right, right nice to meet you both. I’m Deputy Thomas Shanderly at your service," he said grabbing Rathdrum’s hand and shaking it vigorously. "Kinda surprised you folks flew in from Cali, the Chief said the closest field office is in Salt Lake."
"We’re part of a specialized unit, dealing with very specific cases," Amelia offered in explanation. "We operate out of New Hebron, California, but the nature of our work takes us all over the country."
"What sort of work would that be, agent?" Shanderly asked tilting his head like a dog.
"That’s not something I’m at liberty to discuss," Van den Broeke answered frowning at the officer. "Suffice it to say, we have very specific expertise that may be beneficial in this case."
Though Shanderly hid it well, Rathdrum could see his confusion mirrored in his eyes and why wouldn’t he be confused? The Agent would feel the same way if he’d just had that bullshit explanation doled out to him. Specific expertise? For a nut job with a sword? Still, there was no help for it, Van den Broeke hadn’t been lying when she’d said she wasn’t at liberty to discuss their unit’s purpose.
Shanderly didn’t press the matter, but Rathdrum sensed that she hadn’t put the matter to rest. They needed the local PD to cooperate, if they didn’t want to be bumping heads with them everywhere, they went sooner or later she’d have to throw them a bone.
"Right," Shanderly smiled and threw a thumb over his shoulder. "I got a squad car waiting out front with all the materials you requested, if you want to get underway."
Van den Broeke frowned, glanced at Rathdrum before letting out a long breath of air and nodded.
Chapter 3 Part 2 – Reesha Ascendant
Official Report
State Hospital South
Grove City, Idaho
Reesha. The name came to Kruhl from out of the darkness resounding through her mind with such intensity that she shivered. She still wafted through the blankness, numb and with almost no awareness of her surroundings. Then the name repeated itself and the darkness receded…
Pale torchlight splashed against the wall, bathing the stonework with splotches of angry reds and oranges. Kruhl King of Eirdon, paced the corridors his massive hands balled into fists.
He stopped, placing an open palm on a section of the wall. Less than a year ago, his workers at last completed Wurdanhom for which his father first laid the groundwork. The wall belonged to an older part of the keep constructed before he’d been born. It was his father Wurdan, who united the Canti, the Andeli, and the Gelba tribes under his banner and begun construction of the keep and castle walls, but he’d died before it was completed. Kruhl walked in the shadow of his father. Though his accomplishments surpassed those of Wurdan’s, he stood upon his predecessors shoulders and all he achieved was a mirror of what his father accomplished.
Kruhl united the remaining tribes against the growing threat of the Sorcerer Odalrik’s armies. Victory came at a steep price, less than a third of his forces survived, and Leoffa his bride to be was among the fallen.
He peered down at his open palm and clenched it shut. Her blood was on his hands. The Sorcerer Odalrik was most skilled in the art of illusion, making others see that which was not there. Waldere, though a powerful magic artifact proved useless against such power.
Though Kruhl trained himself against Odalrik’s trickery, on the night of her death he had not seen past the magic. He impaled Leoffa on his sword believing her to be the Sorcerer, and by the time he realized the truth it was too late. Tears stung his eyes, though it had been over five years, he still remembered the look of betrayal in her eyes.
Were it not for Reesha, Odalrik’s former apprentice, they might have all died. Years before she betrayed her master and allied herself with Kruhl. On that fateful night, she alone saw past the illusions, and struck at the Sorcerer dispelling the mirages and by doing so allowed Kruhl to regain his senses. United they overcame the last of his guards, and when they at last cornered Odalrik, Reesha summoned the spell of banishment to cast him into the Nether Realm.
The spell was a powerful one and had it not been for the protections of Resha’s magics they too would have been pulled into the maelstrom of converging energies. Even Leoffa’s fallen form disappeared into the portal.
Perhaps it would have been different if the Sorceress remained allied with him. There was unrest amongst the human slaves, and as yet Kruhl could not quell their dissent. After her former master’s death, Reesha betrayed Kruhl attempting to seize Odalrik’s domain for her own, but Kruhl defeated her, sparing her life because she’d been so instrumenta’ in stopping their enemy. His decision haunted him to that day as Reesha, though he’d not seen her in years, had been a thorn in his side ever since.
A group of rebellious slaves, discontent under Odalrik’s rein and doubly so under Kruhl’s propped Reesha up as their would-be champion. Despite her long absence, he did not doubt she was behind their movement. She preferred to work in the shadows, never revealing herself until certain she could come out on the winning side. With the dissent growing, he believed it only a matter of time before she showed herself again.
He roared and pounded a fist into the wall. The blow would have been powerful enough to down a human, but nowhere near his full strength. He brought his hand away, his knuckles throbbing in pain and flexed his hand. He hadn’t broken his fingers, but his hand would, no doubt, be sore for several days.
"Troubled, milord?" A feminine voice asked, and a weight pressed into his side.
It was Gylda, his bride to be, the lioness who would one day bear his children. He did not turn to face her, instead he lowered his eyes and shook his head. She rarely spoke to him these days. Not unless she wanted something from him.
"The uprisings grow more frequent," he replied, unable to keep the anger from his voice.
"These humans are mercurial creatures, milord, when winter settles in they will forget all about their silly little uprisings," she said pressing her breasts against his chest.
Again, Kruhl did not respond. Gylda, though full grown, was young and inexperienced and until becoming his betrothed spent little time around humans. She’d been raised in Angol where the Assar, their people, outnumbered humans by more than ten to one.
There in the isle of Eirdon humans were three times more populous than the Assar. His people were overlords just like in Angol, but there was cause for concern. Though he did not doubt his people’s physical superiority he was no fool, his warriors were too few to quelch a full-blown rebellion.
He glanced at his betrothed then. Her coat was an almost perfect snow white, and he studied her features breath caught in his throat. She was highborn like himself, but where he had been more or less raised upon the battlefield, her upbringing had been within a palace. Every need and want she’d ever had or imagined was tended to by servants and courtiers alike. An only daughter, of a powerful king, her father doted on her shamelessly. She was as willful as she was arrogant, and when she had come to live in Eirdon it had been a harsh adjustment. Though he was King, he saw no need for servants or sycophants. She developed a measure of self-reliance as a result, but it had been hard won and she resented him for it.
They came from very different worlds, and most of the time she barely hid her contempt for his unrefined barbarian ways. Yet, there was an attraction. Her soft curves would turn the head of any Assar male, and though he was well into his fourth decade his battle-honed body would catch the eye of many a female. Though often drawn to each other’s beds, they would never love one another, nor did he believe they would ever come to respect each other. Their upbringings would never allow for it.
"Come, milord," she said purring as her fingers slid down his crotch, a smile stretching across her muzzled face.
She pulled on his arm, and he let her guide him down the corridor toward his bedchambers. Though his heart yearned for Leoffa, and likely would until the day he died, he could not resist his betrothed’s beauty.
That proved his undoing.
Once, inside the chambers, he caught a flash of steel, just before Gylda surged forward. Her weapon thrust at his chest. She moved quick and caught him off-guard, and he barely deflected the blow. His arm swept down, and she dived out of the way, coming around again, with the weapon, this time plunging it into his side. He roared as a stabbing-hot pain erupted, almost blinding him, he swiped out striking her across the chest and sent his bride to be sprawling into the opposite wall.
The warrior king reached for Waldere strapped across his back, but his hand froze in place. Kruhl grunted and heaved, his fingers grasping at the open air, but they remained suspended in place.
Pale green light flared across the room illuminating a slender form. She bore a long gnarled staff, atop which a jagged emerald luminesced. She wore no hood, and Kruhl felt his breath catch in his chest as his eyes took in her beautiful countenance. Though, he did not experience sexual attraction toward humans, he could appreciate their beauty in the same way he might that of a majestic buck, or a bright-plumed songbird. In the time he’d known her she fended off many would be suitors, but she’d shown no interest in their attempts to court her.
"Reesha," he spoke the name, his blood running cold. Her face had not changed, as if she’d remained untouched by the ravages of time.
Gylda rose to her feet, a low moan escaping her muzzle. Reesha moved forward, and his betrothed shuffled behind her as if shielding herself from the other Assar. It was an odd display considering that Gylda towered over the diminutive sorceress, but Kruhl was no fool. Reesha possessed more power in her tiny human frame than any Assar could ever hope to conjure.
"Well," Reesha spoke a sneer curling across her lips. "I step away for a few years, and look at the mess you make for yourself, Kruhl."
Kruhl did not speak, instead, concentrating his energy on breaking through Reesha’s spell. Magic though powerful, was not without its weaknesses. Given enough time, one could overcome its effects.
She must have sensed what he was doing, the sorceress turned her head and called over her shoulder. Six humans, five male and one female emerged from the shadows, each equipped with a different weapon.
"You need not speak, Kruhl," she paused after saying his name and scowled. "I will keep this short and simple. You have been a thoughtless and cruel overlord. Your human slaves are no longer content to live under your shadow. They have selected me to take your place and rule as a more benevolent queen. Your reign is over, Kruhl son of Wurdan."
Broken free from her hold Kruhl roared, unsheathed Waldere and struck at the nearest of the warriors downing two with a single swing of the great sword. The warrior king rounded on the other three, but their weapons were ready, the two men surged forward, one with a curved sword of a type he did not recognize and the other bearing a spiked cudgel. He tossed the first aside without even glancing at him and drove his blade into the chest of the second. By the time he rounded on the woman, she struck, her long slender sword slicing open a gash in the side of his head, a strike which would have carved open his chest had he remained where he stood.
"Enough!" Reesha screamed out, the light from her staff flaring so brightly that Kruhl was blinded.
When his vision cleared, Reesha thrust her staff out sending him careening into the stone wall behind him. "There will be no escape!"
Again, he fought to break free so that he might summon the power of the sword against the sorceress, but she was too fast for him.
Reesha, held the staff out before her, her free hand weaving patterns in the open air. "Kruhl son of Wurdan, King of Eirdon, for your crimes you’ve committed against these my people I banish you from this realm and into the Nether Realm from which there is no return."
Reesha’s staff flared one final time, the barbarian king’s stomach lurched and… a sweat drenched Kruhl awoke sitting bolt upright hands cupped over her soft human face.
Chapter 3 Part 3 – Circle of Fire
Official Report
Tondzaosha Regional Airport
Tondzaosha, Idaho
Amelia van den Broeke shuddered and peered about her eyes roving the parking lot outside of the airport her face a mask of casual disinterest. On the inside, however, a tide of emotions washed over her. Her stomach was roiling, and in her mind she’d reverted to that young child who’d fought so hard to come to terms with her gender identity. She was angry and more than a little frightened and wanted nothing more than to turn right back around and take the next flight out of town. She had a job to do, however, and she would not back away.
It was this very airport she’d flown out of when she’d first left Tondzaosha and it had changed little in the intervening years. She felt much the same as she had then, but her current apprehension was of a different sort. Before she had worried over the prospect of going to live with an aunt she barely knew, but now it was over the possibility of running into people who had known her before her transition, most prominent among them her parents, that dominated her thinking.
Shanderly led them to a squad car parked along the outermost edge of the parking lot away from any of the other vehicles. "She’s a beaut, ain’t she?" He asked grinning from ear to ear and patted the roof. "The city finally started replacing some of the older cars. Since mine was the oldest, they swapped mine out first."
Amelia eyed the vehicle without a word, and aside from the city logo on the side she’d seen dozens just like it and wasn’t impressed. Rathdrum, on the other hand, moved past his superior and leaned in to get a better look. "I drove an old Sovereign Rosalia when I was with the LAPD, the thing was a clunker, but somehow it kept chugging along. I tell you if I’d been cruising around in one of these, I’d have given some serious thought to staying on the force."
Amelia sighed and rolled her eyes. Boys and their toys. Even before her transition she’d never understood the male fascination with cars, but since she worked in such a male-dominated profession, she’d become accustomed to it. Rathdrum, having either sensed her discomfort, or he’d heard her sigh, glanced back at Amy and cleared his throat. "I’d love to talk cars but, um… that’s not why we’re here. We’ve had a long flight and Van den Broeke and I have a long day ahead of us tomorrow—"
"Say no more." Shanderly waved his hands back and forth in front of his chest. "Jet lag’s a real killer. Hop in and we can get underway," he said swinging the rear driver’s side door open and moving around back to pop the trunk. He retrieved their luggage and tossed it inside.
Rathdrum moved forward, into the open door and closed it behind him. Amelia sighed and slipped around the car. As the subordinate agent, Carter had taken the back seat, as expected of him, but she wished it was she who’d taken up residency in the back. Other agents might have opened the passenger side door for her, but Rathdrum knew better. Shanderly attempted to step in to do just that, but Amelia waved him off.
When they were all seated inside the squad car, Shanderly retrieved a stack of file folders stuffed between the seats and passed them over to Van den Broeke. "This is everything on the case, and those other files you requested."
Amelia accepted them, muttered a quick thanks and set them in her lap. She would take time to look over them after when she was a little more clear headed.
"I know a few Van den Broekes," Shanderly said, glancing at her before turning the ignition. "You have any relatives in these parts?"
And there it was… Amy bowed her head and clenched her eyes shut. She considered lying, but discarded the idea. Though she’d long distanced herself from her past, she would not hide from it. "A few," she answered, turning to regard him with a set of brilliant green eyes. "But I haven’t spoken to them in years."
The deputy made eye contact with her, pressed his lips together then returned his attention to the road. Amy didn’t know if he’d seen something in her face or if he’d picked up on some cue from her tone of voice, but he didn’t bring it up again.
"So…" Rathdrum said speaking up from the back seat. "What’s the plan for tomorrow?"
"I’d like to see that sword, then speak with the girl and the witness mentioned in the report and see where that leads us," Amelia craned her neck back and nodded at her subordinate grateful for the change in subject. The question and her answer was more for Shanderly’s benefit, they’d already discussed their plans at length.
She paused wondering if she should ask the deputy about the inked-out name, but pressed her lips. She had the strangest feeling that she didn’t want to know who the woman was who’d found the girl, but why would that be?
"Well the chief has put me at your disposal," Shanderly added oblivious to Amelia’s ruminations. "I’m here to assist you in whatever way I can."
Amy peered at him, swallowed, and let the matter drop. Tomorrow she’d inquire about it. There would be time enough to get to the bottom of it then. It wasn’t like her to procrastinate and it disturbed her more than she’d let on.
"Have there been any unusual occurrences in town since the girl first appeared?" Rathdrum peered forward leaning close to the barrier separating the front seat from the back. Snapped out of her reverie, Amy craned her neck back and glanced at him.
"Nothing, that we’ve been able to connect to the girl or the sword." The young deputy frowned and sighed as the light ahead turned red.
That raised Amy’s eyebrows and she peered back at the young man. "If there’s one thing I’ve learned while working for AEGIS, is that when you investigate strange happenings, events that might seem unrelated have a way of connecting. If there is anything unusual, it may be worth investigating."
The car came to a stop and Shanderly eyed her, before nodding and turning his attention back to the road. "The night the girl turned up, we received a tip about a fire in Ammon Park. There were reports of some weird flashes of light and a cloaked figure lurking about. We investigated it, but didn’t turn up anything. All that being said, I gotta admit it looked a little strange."
"What do you mean?" Rathdrum asked from the back seat.
"Well…" He trailed off glancing at each of them before continuing. "The scorch marks on the ground formed an almost perfect circle, about seven-feet around. The weird thing is, there was no damage to any of the trees or playground equipment in the circle, just the grass."
"Did you run any grass or soil samples through the lab? Maybe there was a—" Van den Broeke started, but the deputy waved her off.
"You guys probably do things differently in the big city, but here in a small town like Tondzaosha we don’t make a big fuss over what so far has been an isolated incident. The damage to the park was minimal and the cost of investigating is just a tad more than the price of a little sod. It was probably the work of some dumb teenagers in any case."
Amelia nodded, and bit the inside of her cheek. What Shanderly said made a fair bit of sense, but if there was any connection with either the girl or the sword to what had happened in the park, they would have missed an important clue. Regardless of the deputies thoughts on the matter she would take a visit to Ammon Park soon.
They spent the rest of the car ride trading inane chatter, and the deputy soon dropped them off at their hotel. They traded phone numbers, and Shanderly sped away his squad car disappearing down the roadway in seconds.
Amelia watch him depart, her green eyes lingering long after he’d departed. She experienced a a vague sense of uneasiness. She kept telling herself it was because she’d returned to the hell of her early childhood, but that wasn’t it at all. Her instinct told her that something was very wrong. Only time would tell what that might be.
Amelia sighed, closing the hotel room door behind her and slipped her blazer off, tossing it on the dresser beside the case files. Slipping her shoes off, she dropped onto the bed, spread eagle and closed her eyes emitting a contented breath of air. She began to slip into the dark realm of slumber, but she forced her eyes open. Slowly, lazily they complied and she found herself looking up at the ceiling. She would have liked to get some sleep, but it was not a luxury she could afford to indulge in just yet. The agent had a promise to keep.
She reached out with her mind, a familiar presence touching her consciousness. "Liv," she whispered her pet name for Sapphira out loud. For a brief time Sapphira Olivia Scott and Amy had shared an empathic bond. Though it had faded away after their short-lived joining of body and mind, a connection lingered. All it took was for one of them to reach out and their minds would again connect. When that happened the bond was stronger than it ever had been before. They could share more than emotions, but thoughts and impressions. They could even project images into each other’s minds.
"Amy," the other’s voice rang through her mind and the agent lurched to her feet so she could stand face to face with the phantom of her life partner.
Sapphira was tall and dark, a beautiful woman by any standard, but the one feature which Amelia found most mesmerizing were her sapphire-blue eyes which stood out in stark contrast to her chocolate brown skin. She hadn’t always looked that way, when they’d first met she had been an old man, living in the past and angry at the world. The power which she inherited from a being known as Ashtar transformed her into the woman whose image stood before her and helped her overcome her hatreds and create a new life for herself.
Sapphira was infatuated with Amelia from the start, but the agent, knowing who she was and the prejudices she held, was repulsed. It had been quite the shock to Sapphira when she learned Amy was a transwoman, and it had seemed, for a time, that the agent would no longer have to fend off the other’s unwanted advances.
Eventually they joined forces to overcome Chemosh, an ancient and powerful alien entity, merging into a single form and gaining an insight into one another’s minds they could have never achieved before. When they split back to their individual forms, Amy was transformed and the pair, as a result of the connection, fell in love.
Upon seeing Sapphira, Amy sprang forward embracing the other and locked lips with her. Though she was hundreds of miles away and the form that stood before her was an illusion, the kiss and her illusory body seemed as real as if she were flesh and blood. She swore she could even taste the raspberry lip gloss her lover wore.
"How’s it going?" Sapphira asked placing a hand on her shoulder.
"Fine," she lied, resting her head on Sapphira’s shoulder, surprised that it supported her weight, but glad that it did. She closed her eyes letting out a contented sigh.
"You’re lying," her partner said and Amy’s eyes snapped back open.
A gentle smile touched the corner of Sapphira’s lips, as she slid her arms out to cup the other’s face in her hands. Amy pulled away, sprawling back first onto the bed.
"I hate being back here, Liv," she said, propping herself up with her shoulder peering back up at her. "I’ve spent the last fifteen years trying to put my life here behind me, and now I feel like I’m fifteen again, still trying to come to grips with my gender identity."
Sapphira slipped beside Amelia, wrapped her arm around the other woman and sighed. "They should have never asked you to go back."
Amy almost laughed, but when she turned to look in her lover’s eyes and saw the concern mirrored in them she stopped herself.
"Just hold me." She slipped her head into Sapphira’s lap and closed her eyes, just letting herself drift away…
Chapter 4 Part 1 – Warrior King
Official Report
State Hospital South
Grove City, Idaho
Kruhl peered around, wide-eyed taking in her surroundings. She was in a room, much like the one in that place they called a hospital, but the walls were narrower, the decor more sparse, and fewer strange contraptions layed about. When she cupped her mouth with both hands, sweat dripped down her face and into her eyes.
She remembered now being brought to this world and a cold shiver worked its way down her spine at the revelation. The Nether Realm, a place said to exist both below and apart from the true world, a place of eternal torture and darkness. Somehow that didn’t seem right. Yes, this was a place of madness, but nothing about it fit what she’d been taught since childhood, but now that her memory returned to her, she believed that this must be another realm.
When they first formed their alliance, Reesha told Kruhl that amongst the aether there were many realms, some more like their own and some more like the Nether Realm. Could this be one such realm? Had Reesha sent her to the wrong world?
Perhaps, Odalrik was here too and that robed specter had been some strange incarnation of him, but why would it be so intent on finding the sword? Waldere was a powerful talisman, but it was not the weapon of a sorcerer. It’s magic was fickle only allowing those who possessed certain qualities to make use of its power and even then sometimes it would be of limited use. It had not saved him from Reesha or her sorcery. The sorceress was lucky to have caught Kruhl off guard and had the warrior king been given the opportunity to summon the energies of the blade the outcome would have been much different.
Kruhl brought her hands away from her mouth, realizing for the first time they’d removed her bindings from her arms. She peered down, discovering that the straps around her legs were also gone. She lurched to her feet, rushing toward the door, but if a means to open it existed, she did not find one. Neither did she have hopes of breaking it down. Its construction was as solid as the gates of Wurdanhom.
She turned away emitting a soft growl under her breath, fists clenched at her side. This place was another prison.
She glanced down at herself realizing that she no longer wore a gown, but a pair of sky-blue trousers and a strange white short-sleeve tunic that only extended two thumbs past her waist. Her breasts bulged out from the front of the garment, and the outline of her nipples were visible through the thin fabric. She cupped them and felt her cheeks grow warm. Startled she slid her hands up her face, confused to discover that they seemed hot.
She peered around, eyes searching for something through which she might see her reflection and found it across the room.
She’d seen a similar contraption called a sink in the hospital and moved toward it. This sink sat atop a steel pedestal from the lower front portion of which a basin full of water protruded. Such a strange contrivance, she mused, she’d seen the denizens of the hospital make use of the sink and knew it could be filled from the spout at its top, why then did it have this second source of water? She put a hand around the lip of the basin, peering inside. The smell from within was harsh, and reminiscent of lemons, but burned her nostrils.
Poison?
She returned her attention to the sink, lifting the lever on the faucet and watching the liquid spill out. The aroma was absent, and she frowned unable to fathom the reason for the scent or the second basin affixed to the bottom of the pedestal. It was a mystery she supposed she would not yet be able to unravel.
She recalled again why she was there in the first place, her cheeks burning anew. Peering into the gleaming steel surface she frowned. The human face that looked back at her was younger than she’d expected, she bore the face of a woman a year or two out of girlhood, and she added… her cheeks looked a little red.
She’d once had a slave whose face would turn scarlet anytime she disrobed in front of her and now she believed she understood why. Kruhl bit her lip, eyes focused on the girl’s distorted face peering back at her. Attractive by human standards, her blonde hair spilled out of her head in a tangled mess framing a round face. Generous lips parted to reveal a row of perfect white pearls, a rare trait among his human slaves. A pair of luminous gold eyes peered back at him. That final trait was the only remaining one unique to the Assar and not humans.
It gave her a small measure of comfort to realize that something of her old self survived her transformation. Though the how or why puzzled her.
She peered at the reflection a moment longer and glanced down at her chest, realizing for the first time she’d yet to see herself naked in her human form. Though her stomach lurched at the very idea, she only hesitated a moment before she disrobed.
Kruhl pulled the tunic over her head, grunting and pulling harder when her breasts resisted the effort. When it came away, they bounced about on her chest, but she gritted her teeth choosing to ignore the uncomfortable sensation before turning her attention the trousers. She pulled on the waist band, discovered as she did so it stretched around her hips and shrank back when she pushed them down.
She reached down to get a better look at the trousers when her eyes caught sight of her new privates. Never having seen a human naked, it surprised her that her nether region would have hair, and when she slipped her hands between her legs, she found that it was coarse and bushy. She had bedded many Assar females in her day and had seen every nook and cranny of the female body. Aside from the lack of a fur coat and the obvious differences in the face shape and body size, they didn’t seem all that different. Of course, beholding female proportions was a fair bit different from having them.
Everything about her new body was foreign to her, the breasts being the most obvious, but as she peered down at her body, she felt bile rise in her throat. She held one hand up, flexing her long delicate fingers in front of her face and let a sob escape her lips. She trained her whole life, sculpting the body of a warrior, even in her forties she was among the strongest, and the most ferocious warriors. Now, she doubted she even possessed the strength to lift Waldere. How could she continue knowing what she had fought so hard to achieve was for naught?
All the confusion and frustration of the last few days came bursting out of her like a dam and the first time in as long as she could remember the girl who’d once been the warrior king known as Kruhl, fell to her knees, curled up into a ball and wept.
Chapter 4 Part 2 – Good Morning Sunshine
Official Report
Sleepeez Hotel
Tondzaosha, Idaho
The soft melody of bird song carried on the open air. Light flittered in through the blinds, and Amy lay upon the bed undisturbed. A child’s wail sounded from the corridor outside the room, and a car’s horn blared without the hotel. Amelia moaned, and her eyelids fluttered open. A hand shot up, shielding her eyes from the illumination that filtered in through the blinds and she lay there for several long moments in a daze.
She grumbled and sat up, slipping her hand over her back kneading her hand into her flesh. She bowed her head and most of her hair cascaded over the front of her face, obscuring her view of the hotel room. Sliding a hand up around her bangs, she collected the strands of hair, pulled them away from her face, and collected them behind her ears.
She pressed her lips together, and thought of Sapphira. She must have fallen asleep in her lap, and when their connection broke, Amy remained in the same position, hanging halfway off the bed. She rubbed her back again and shook her head. No wonder she was so sore.
Amy slipped her phone out of her pocket, unlocking it long enough to get the time and slipped it back inside, brushing her arm against her stomach. That was all it took, her insides churned and she sprang to her feet lurching into the bathroom. Bile rose in her throat. She fell to her knees, flipped the toilet seat open and hurled her guts out.
She panted, dry heaving, her arms resting on the seat for several long moments. Finally, she swallowed, and leaned back falling onto her rump. She inclined her head against the wall, closed her eyes and just sat there hand over her belly waiting for her roiling stomach to calm.
Morning sickness had become the bane of her existence these last few weeks. "You wanted this, Amy," she reminded herself and opened her eyes a wry smile spreading across her face.
She peered down at her hand, still resting on her belly and fought off another wave of nausea. It would have been bad enough if just contending with it in the mornings. Sometimes it would happen in the middle of the day or in the evening after she’d come home from work. Nothing helped, no pill or medicines and since she’d become pregnant, she had to be careful what she took.
Amelia leveraged herself against the wall, and rose to her feet her brilliant green eyes peering back at her through the mirror. Amelia was beautiful, though as Rathdrum had surmised she was quite oblivious to the fact. She was the first to point out her flaws, as if by doing so she might deny what was clear to all who met her.
Raven black-hair spilled out of her head in ringlets which cascaded past her shoulders and framed her long oval face. Even without makeup, her skin was smooth and flawless and though she had just stepped out of bed, and thrown up, she would still turn heads if she stepped out into the hallway.
Generous lips, and a slender nose, were among her better features, but it was her eyes that stood out. Sapphira would often say that she could stare into Amy’s ’emerald peepers’ and peer into her soul. She would remark that the passion and intelligence mirrored in them showed she was as beautiful in the inside as she was on the outside. As much as Amelia enjoyed hearing those words, she would never quite bring herself to believe them. Sapphira saw Amelia in a different light than most and it colored her judgement.
Amy washed her hands returning to the room to retrieve some things from her bags before she slipped into the shower, but before she’d made half a dozen steps, a soft knock sounded from the door. That would be Rathdrum, she sighed and bowed her head, moving toward the door, first checking the peephole to confirm her suspicions and swung the door open to reveal Carter Rathdrum’s careworn face.
"Sorry, I know it’s early, but I thought I would slip out to pick up our rental and maybe grab some coffee and a little breakfast, you want me to get anything while I’m out?" He asked throwing a thumb over his shoulder. His nose crinkled and he pressed his lips together as he studied her features.
Had he smelled the vomit on her or was it something else?
"You all right Van den Broeke?" He asked. "You’re looking a little pale. Not that you don’t—"
She waved him off. Rathdrum was too polite to mention the odor, but that wasn’t to say he couldn’t dig himself into a hole. It was best she stopped him before that happened. It was a pity, he was a nice guy, but after all those years of marriage he still did not understand how to talk to a woman.
She shook her head and folded her arms across her chest. "I was feeling a little nauseous, but I’ll be fine. If you’re going out, there’s a little coffee shop on Main Street would you see if they still sell peppermint tea? If I remember correctly, they sold some breakfast items as well you could get something to eat there too."
Rathdrum frowned, but didn’t press the matter. "Yeah, sure, I’ll see you in a bit."
He disappeared down the corridor and Amy, watched him go before closing the door. She paused, her back to the door, and emitted a long sigh. Something told her it would be a very long day. She shook her head, grabbed her toiletries and a change of clothes out from her bag and retreated into the bathroom. The sooner she got the day over with, the better.
Chapter 4 Part 3 – Hail to the Chief
Official Report
Tondzaosha Police Station
Tondzaosha, Idaho
"Van den Broeke?" Rathdrum asked, turning to regard his superior with an arched eyebrow a moment after the car came to a stop. "You sure you’re okay?"
She didn’t answer at once, instead studying the interior of the Durant Santa Monica, the rental which AEGIS provided them. It wasn’t much to look at, the all-black interior was as basic as they came. The only premium feature it seemed to possess was the in-dash GPS, but it would suit their purposes just fine.
Rathdrum walked almost a mile to retrieve it, as the hotel didn’t have any kind of shuttle service, but he was a fit guy and from what she remembered of the area the walk wouldn’t have been a difficult one.
"Amelia?!" He asked, this time a little more forceful.
Amy sighed, glancing down at her belly where her hand had been resting throughout the car ride and turned back to regard him with wide eyes. She’d been debating whether to tell him the truth for most of the morning. An agent was duty bound to report a pregnancy to her superior as it was a condition that could affect the performance of her duties, but while Amy possessed all the verification she needed, AEGIS required confirmation by a medical professional and she’d yet to make an appointment. Though he was not her superior, he might get suspicious if she kept running off to the bathroom.
She swallowed hard and turned to meet his gaze with her emerald eyes. "Carter, there’s something I should tell you."
He switched off the ignition and the car shuddered to a stop. His eyes, mirrored his concern, but otherwise his face showed nothing of what he was thinking. For the longest time the pair peered at one another neither speaking.
"I-I’m pregnant," she said finally managing a response.
Rathdrum blinked, and gripped the steering wheel so tight, his knuckles turned white. "Pregnant?! How far along are you?"
"A few weeks. I-I haven’t even reported it yet, I only just puzzled it out before we left and—" She met Rathdrum’s gaze and froze. There was something in those eyes she didn’t expect, relief.
"For a second there, I thought you were going to tell me you were terminally ill," he said with a shake of his head a soft chuckle escaping his lips.
"So morning sickness?" He asked nodding toward her peppermint tea, nestled in the cupholder.
Amy nodded, snaking a hand out to retrieve her beverage. "Some days are worse than others. This morning was one of the bad ones."
"I suppose that means the rumors are true about what happened that day." He peered at her out of the corner of his eyes.
She took a sip and shook her head. She knew, without being told, of which incident he spoke. "A lot of strange things happened that day."
He pressed his lips together, but didn’t say a word. Amelia was being taciturn for good reason. Rathdrum took part in the Battle of the Downing Building, fighting alongside other AEGIS personnel outside while Agent Van den Broeke and a small group of exemplars fought within. Though he was part of the team that stormed the building in the aftermath, he knew precious little of what transpired when Amelia and Psyren confronted the entity known as Chemosh.
Director Malcolm ordered that all material concerning Chemosh and the incident be classified as top secret and only be shared on a need to know basis. Amy was being tight-lipped because she had no choice. Though Rathdrum took part in those events, he had no reason to be apprised of the specifics and so they left him in the dark.
"Let’s get this over with Rathdrum. The sooner we can figure this thing out the sooner we can get the hell out of Tondzaosha." She popped the door open and slipped out of the car, moving toward the police station without glancing back.
Rathdrum, followed lurching out of the vehicle with only a second delay and sprinted to catch up. Van den Broeke was really pounding the pavement. Though much older, Rathdrum kept in shape and the effort didn’t wind him much even after his morning jaunt.
Their destination was a nondescript red-brick building with a glass facade. Dull orange embossed lettering on the glass above the entrance identified the structure as the "City of Tondzaosha Police Department". It was once a small locally-owned grocery store, Amy recalled. She used to pass it on the way home from school and often stopped in to purchase Hee-Haw bars. After the shop closed, the building had been vacant for many years and remained that way for at least as long as she lived in town. Why the city chose to change the location, least of all into an old market, was beyond her.
Amy reached the door first, only pausing long enough to hold it open for Carter before slipping inside. The interior was much different from what she remembered, the checkout stands and the beverage refrigerators near the front were gone, and save for a reception desk and a door in the back corner of the room, the remaining portion of the building was walled off. Instead of tiles, a dull gray carpet now covered the floors.
"Hello!" A wide-eyed young woman seated at the desk greeted them rising to her feet and planting both hands atop the desktop. "Can I help you?"
Amy reached inside her blazer, producing her badge, flipped it open, and held it in front of her. "I’m Amelia Van den Broeke with AEGIS, and this," she paused holding a hand out to her companion, "is Agent Carter Rathdrum my subordinate."
"Oh, oh!" The girl lurched sideways, navigating around the desk and jerked toward them extending both hands and rounding on Amelia. "Tom’s told me all about you I can’t believe we have real live AEGIS agents in town. That is soooo cool."
Rathdrum fought and failed to hide the grin that found its way onto his face and shook his head. Amelia took the young woman’s hand allowing her to shake it, a bit too vigorously, and then withdrew it looking back at her with wide eyes. Amy cleared her throat smiling. "Might we speak with Shanderly?"
"Uh, well," the young woman scratched the back of her neck. "He went out on an errand, but the chief said she wanted to speak with you."
"Well, please lead the way." Amy replied holding a hand out.
The girl glanced down at Amy’s outstretched hand, nodded and waved them toward a door at the back of the room.
"By the way" Rathdrum said as the girl was about to open the door. "I didn’t catch your name."
"Oh," she paused holding her lips in an ‘o’-shape. "The name’s Daisy, Daisy Fischer."
Amy’s stopped, shaking her head. She’d gone to school with a David Fischer, the girl could be a relative. The other two eyed her, but didn’t say a word as she stepped back into sync with them.
The area beyond the front desk was larger than Amy would have guessed, but not by much. They came out of a door on the north wall, a row of desks stood before them and along the opposite wall. An illuminated office, with the shades drawn took up about a quarter of the east wall, along with a row of seats, and a heavy steel door which Amy guessed housed the evidence locker. The west wall housed a men’s and a women’s bathroom and an unmarked set of steel doors. She doubted there were the usual locker rooms or break rooms Tondzaosha wasn’t big enough to justify the expense.
Daisy led them to the office, where she invited them to sit and disappeared inside. When the door closed behind her Rathdrum sighed, leaned back and shook his head. "Cute kid. I have a daughter about her age."
Amy nodded, turning to regard the man with a single raised eyebrow. Rathdrum didn’t talk much about his family least of all with her, but then again they weren’t what you call close friends. "I have a younger brother who’d be about the same age. Sometimes I wonder if he even remembers me. He wasn’t even four when I left."
"Must be hard," he replied. "I grew up in a big Mormon family can’t imagine what my life would’ve been like if we’d all been split up."
"You’re Mormon?" Amy blinked, surprised by the admission. Tondzaosha’s LDS population was large and she grew up with more than a few of their faith, but had only met a handful since moving to California.
"Nah." He waved it off. "Stopped going when I was about sixteen. Have an older sister who’s gay, didn’t much like the way they treated her. The wife’s Episcopalian, once in a while she drags me along to church with her, but truth be told I’m not much of a churchgoer."
"Uh, Agents?" Daisy peered out the door at them her big blue eyes as wide as saucers. "The chief’s ready for you."
After some shuffling about, she ushered Amelia and Rathdrum into the office and Daisy closed the door behind them presumably returning to her post at the front door.
Upon entering Amelia regarded the woman behind the desk recognition mirrored in her eyes. She was quite attractive in her youth, Amy recalled, but it had long since faded away. Her cold steel-blue eyes regarded the pair without a hint of emotion displayed on her face.
Gwyneth Avery, was a deputy when Amy first met her and back then, she’d already developed a reputation as a bit of a hard ass. Slender and slight of build, she somehow intimidated any who crossed her even men twice her size.
The night Amy’s father beat her half to death, it was Officer Avery who tackled the man, somehow wrangling him to the ground though he had almost a hundred pounds on her. Afterward, when Amy thanked her, she shrugged and said she was "just doing her job." She hadn’t said a single word to her after or since, but Amy would never forget the role she played in saving her from that hellhole. She did not indicate that she recognized the Agent, but she hadn’t yet transitioned when last they met, so it didn’t come as much of a surprise.
"Van den Broeke, and Rathdrum, I take it?" She asked watching each of them a frown creasing her lips and held a hand out to a pair of chairs opposite her. "Sit down."
The agents exchanged glances, but did as instructed. "I admit, I don’t much like the thought of you two nosing about town, but the mayor’s is all up in my ass to figure this thing out. The last time, we had a case this strange, someone blew the goddamned police station to shit and we still don’t know what the hell happened."
Well, that explained why they relocated the police station, Amy thought ruefully.
"Someone blew the police station up?" Rathdrum asked, surprised mirrored on his features.
She shrugged. "It was maybe thirteen years ago. We had some reports of a weirdo walking around with a staff which wouldn’t have been so noteworthy if there weren’t a trail of bodies everywhere he went. Never found any evidence that he murdered anyone, and the coroner couldn’t even determine a cause of death. The last time we heard anything on him, we got a tip he was wandering around in Ammon Park, the chief at the time sent me and another officer out to talk with him, but it was a wild goose chase. When we returned, the station had been blown to smithereens and everyone inside was dead. Damned odd considering they didn’t find any explosive devices or evidence of gas leaks. After that, staff-boy disappeared into thin air and so did any leads we had on him. "
"And now you have a girl turn up all these years later, dragging a sword around and babbling on about sorceresses and kings?" Amy added, emerald eyes trained on the Sheriff. "I could see why that’d make some people nervous."
"I am curious why, this wasn’t included in any of the reports Shanderly gave us. He didn’t even mention anything about it when we asked him about similar occurrences." Amy leaned forward, surprised at such an obvious omission. She’d had time to browse the files while Rathdrum was retrieving their rental.
"Because everything we had on the man with the staff, including the detective working the case, was destroyed along with the old police station. Shanderly’s family moved to town, several years after it was over, I doubt he knows anything about it."
Amy sighed, shaking her head in frustration. She had no idea whether the two events were related, but it sounded like a good lead. Too bad it was a dead-end.
"Right, well if there’s nothing else—" Amy started, but Avery pounded her fist down on the desk.
"I just want to make one thing clear. I don’t care for secretive government agencies, least of all one that’s nosing around in my town. Tom filled me in on the details of your conversation last night and I don’t much like the sounds of it. I’m willing to play ball for now, but if you hold back anything regarding this case that puts Shanderly or any of my people in danger, you’ll find out just how uncooperative we can be, you understand?"
"Of course." Amelia nodded putting on her best reassuring smile. "AEGIS’s primary concern has always been preserving lives."
Avery frowned again and leaned back in her chair. "Riiight, well I suppose you’ll be wanting to look at the sword. Shanderly can get you into the evidence locker when he gets back in a few minutes."
Amelia rose to her feet, but paused her hand still poised over the back of the chair, remembering a mystery from the night before. "On the report of the incident with the girl, the witness’s name had been blacked out. Any reason why?"
"What? No, I know nothing about that. Must have been on your end," she looked up at Amy, eyebrows shooting up past her bangs. "We wouldn’t have any reason to hold something like that back."
Amy eyed the chief of police, furrowing her brows. She didn’t believe the chief was lying, but what reason would anyone with AEGIS have to keep that information secret? Then a thought occurred to Amy and a cold chill worked its way down her spine. "You wouldn’t know the witnesses name off the top of your head, would you?"
When the Chief spoke the name, Amy gasped.
Chapter 4 Part 4 – Spectral Visitor
Official Report
Tondzaosha Police Station
Tondzaosha, Idaho
The name belonged to Serena van den Broeke, her mother.
Amy knew it was her even before the chief finished speaking. She’d only met a handful of Serenas in her life, and her mother had been the only one the entire time she lived in Tondzaosha. True, she went by her middle name in those days, but aside from a few cousins and an uncle there were no other Van den Broekes in town. Her mind raced at the revelation, and she bit her lip. Someone blacked out her mother’s name on that police report and she very much wanted to understand why.
As she muddled the mystery over a name came to mind, and if she was right, she might even have an explanation. Director Malcolm, the head of AEGIS, took a personal interest in her almost from the day they met, and he was the one who ordered her, however indirectly, to come to Tondzaosha. If it was him, he must have presumed she would do anything to avoid speaking with her mother again, and he would have been right. She could have passed the case on to a subordinate claiming a conflict of interest. No one would have given it a second thought. The question was, why would the Director commit a federal crime by altering an official police report to ensure she came to Tondzaosha? Why would it be so important that she be there? Malcolm was a hard man to understand, considering he wasn’t even human.
But what if it wasn’t the Director? When the thought occurred to her out of the blue, brought another cold shiver. Perhaps someone in the police force had blacked out the name. Any of them might have had the opportunity, even Daisy or Chief Avery, despite the latter’s assertion otherwise, but for what reason? More perplexing, how did they know AEGIS would send her?
She thanked the chief and slipped out of the room. Rathdrum nodded at the woman and followed suit.
"Serena Van den Broeke. I’m gonna go out on a limb here and guess that she’s a relative of yours," he said glancing about the room. It seemed like a casual gesture, but Amy doubted that there was anything that Rathdrum did which was casual. He was probably checking to make sure no one would overhear him speak.
"My mother." Amy peered back at him with a guarded expression.
He did not press her for details regarding her before glancing toward the north wall. Amy’s eyes soon followed his gaze at the sound of footsteps approaching, never so glad for the distraction. Deputy Shanderly had several paper sacks, and a coffee cup carrier in hand as he approached, giving the agents a good idea just what sort of errand he’d been on.
"Agents!" He beamed, then looked about the empty room, save for the agents and himself. "Uh, let me just drop off Chief Avery’s breakfast and we can get underway."
He set all but one bag down and pulled a coffee cup free from the holder before disappearing into the chief’s office. Amy watched him go, her arms folded across her chest and head tilted. She’d thought little about Shanderly asking her about her name the previous night, but the more she ruminated over the idea the more likely it seemed he’d been fishing for information. Shanderly wrote the original report, he must have made a connection. Could he have been the one who blacked out her mother’s name?
The deputy returned snatching a coffee from the cupholder and turned to regard them with wide eyes. "You want anything? I’m sure the others won’t mind."
Amy shook her head still experiencing nausea from her morning sickness and Rathdrum declined. Shanderly took a long sip from the cup and sighed. "The best part of wakin’ up," he grinned and turned back to them. "Chief says you wanted a look at the sword, we can pop into the evidence locker. Should only take a few minutes."
Amy regarded Shanderly for a moment longer, still uncertain of him, but agreed. She had nothing but her suspicion at this point and until she puzzled out who was responsible, she couldn’t act. Just what she needed, she emitted a long breath of air, another damned mystery to unravel.
The deputy led them to the heavy steel door and unlocked it with a set of keys retrieved from his pocket. He swung the door open and ushered them inside. "It’s not much," he said placing both hands on his hips. "But it serves our needs."
He wasn’t kidding. Amelia peered at the cage at the back of the room and the shelves along the walls. AEGIS had bigger broom closets. The entire building would fit inside the AEGIS evidence lockup back home. That being said, their facility in New Hebron housed a fair number of dangerous artifacts confiscated as a matter of course, or handed over to them by other agencies.
At first, Amy didn’t spot the sword as her eyes scanned the room with casual disinterest. The shelves housed boxes, which she knew from experience would contain case files. The cages were for more dangerous or illicit items, weapons, drugs and whatever other odds and ends they’d come upon. It was there that she spotted the weapon, the bottom obscured behind an AR-15 and a baseball bat.
Amy drew closer, eying it her lips pressed together in a thin line. She knew next to nothing about melee weapons, save for the butterfly knives and switchblades used in street fights. Though she’d seen one or two swords, they were movie prop replicas. This looked more substantial. It was huge, close to five-feet long and gleamed with an almost silverish sheen.
"Yeah, that’s it," Shanderly said slipping in front of her. He produced a pair of leather gloves from inside his pockets and opened the locker with a second key. A moment later he turned about sword handle clenched in both hands. "It’s the darnedest thing, try to touch the thing with your bare hands they feel like they’re on fire."
"You had anyone look at it?" Rathdrum asked kneeling down beside the sword.
Shanderly tilted his head up and down. "Yeah, a gaggle of egghead professors and undergrads from the university up North. They ran all sorts of tests, even ran a Geiger counter over the thing and nothing. One of them, an archaeologist, I think, said the script," he indicated an array of symbols engraved vertically across its surface. "Is from some old European runic alphabet, but that it was inconsistent with the style of the sword. By the time they started making great swords, like this," he said turning it in his hand revealing the opposite side of the rune-engraved blade. "Most of Europe was using some variant of the Latin alphabet like we do today."
Rathdrum and Van den Broeke exchanged glances, but neither understood the implications of the statement. "So, what does that mean?" Rathdrum asked his hand hovering inches from the blade.
"Uh, well. I asked the same question he said it’s probably fake, or at least someone added the runes after the fact. He seemed to think it was hand-forged, and suggested that running a metallurgical analysis would give us a clue when it was made. The materials and methods used apparently vary throughout—"
Amy held a hand up, and Shanderly stopped eyes glued on her. She didn’t care about the particulars of the blade’s make-up or history save how it pertained to the case. What mattered to her was finding out how and why it worked and how the girl came into possession of it.
Amy approached the sword, kneeling down beside Rathdrum. She did not touch it, instead studying the features of the weapon with a critical eye.
Amy was entranced. There was something about the blade, it radiated an energy the like of which she’d never experienced. Every object had a certain ambiance, but this one emanated such power it was palatable. Without thinking about it, she drew her hand out, her slender fingers touching a rune that resembled an uppercase ‘M’. The pain was instantaneous and she gritted her teeth sweat dripping down her forehead. It felt as if she’d touched a searing hot brand. She closed her eyes, attempting to steady her breath, but her chest heaved and she panted still trying to fight it off. All at once, everything faded away.
Images flashed before her taking on a familiar amber tinge. A figure stood in a torch-lit corridor, its features bent and contorted, its face resembled a lion, but its body looked human. The figure dove forward, the sword clenched in its hands rounding on a second figure. She tried to distinguish its features, but it became lost in a flash of light. She saw armies waged in battles, humans fighting more of the lion-men and a figure gripping a slender black staff in the distance hurling energy blasts in their midst. More images came and dissolved away, another lion-man or person or perhaps the one she’d seen at the beginning, she couldn’t be sure, pulling the sword free from a sheath. Another flash, a lion-man, a lion-woman, and a human woman dressed in flowing gray robes confronting a figure in all-black. The images increased in frequency, coming so fast that she could only distinguish them as flashes of light and color.
She screamed, but it was too late. There was another burst of illumination, and she caught a brief peek of the evidence room, just in time, for a explosion of energy to surge out from the sword and send her slamming into the opposite wall. The entire backside of her body erupted in fiery-hot agony and the darkness came to sweep her into the abyss.
Chapter 5 Part 1 – Family Ties
Official Report
Alameda General Hospital
Alameda, Idaho
Amy stopped peering into the mirror, her hands still poised over the second to last button on her blouse. She kept looking at her reflection expecting to see her face covered with bruises and cuts after being thrown across the room. Each time she caught sight of the mirror her blood ran cold. Granted, it was her back that impacted the wall, but she didn’t sustain a single injury. She had received no bruises, cuts, scrapes, breaks, or sprains. Hell, she hadn’t even broken a nail. That should have been cause for celebration, but it made no damn sense. It put Amy on edge.
She felt the force of the impact before she blacked out and it hurt like hell. Unless you possessed healing powers, or a significant other with them—she added a slight smirk touching her lips—you didn’t walk away from something like that without some sort of injury to show for it. She quizzed Rathdrum and Shanderly, upon waking in the hospital, but neither had answers for her.
She touched her belly, biting her lip, and thought of the child. The ER doctor was all too happy to run a pregnancy test and gave her reason to hope. In the early weeks of pregnancy, a uterus was tucked behind the pelvic bone providing more protection to the child than if she were further along. He didn’t seem to think the child had been harmed, but only time would tell. If Sapphira were there, she mused, she would be able to tell if anything were wrong.
A light rap sounded from the door, and she sighed reaching for her blazer. "Come in," she called out without turning back to the door.
"Andy?" The voice was soft, and though it sounded a fair bit more careworn than she remembered, it was as familiar to her as if she just heard it yesterday. Amy froze, blazer still clenched in her hands, heart hammering in her chest. The moment she feared since first coming to Tondzaosha had at last come and much sooner than she expected.
Amy craned her neck around, peering at the woman who stood in the doorway. Her own emerald green eyes looked back at her, and the agent sucked in her breath eying the newcomer with wide eyes. Serena Margaret van den Broeke, had changed little in the intervening years. Oh sure, there was a fair bit more gray in her hair, and the crows feet at the corners of her eyes were new, but her face appeared far more youthful than the agent would have expected.
Amleia bore more than a passing resemblance to Serena, enough that it was plain for anyone to see they were mother and daughter. It was from her she inherited her olive complexion and dark hair.
A set of simple blue scrubs, an id badge hanging from her breast pocket, and a stethoscope draped about her shoulders identified her as a member of the hospital staff. A nurse? When had that happened? Given her mother’s tendency toward hypochondria, it seemed an odd choice of vocation.
"Maggie." Amy shifted her body, so she was standing opposite her mother and folded her arms across her chest.
"Actually, it’s Serena now." She stared into Amy’s eyes, hands clenched about the bottom of her scrub top jerking on the hem. "I needed a change after the divorce."
Amy stared at her, jaw clenched shut, heart still hammering and mind racing. Her mother had long preferred her middle name over her first, but that seemed a rather insignificant revelation when she let the rest of her mother’s statement sink in. She arched an eyebrow, but still did not speak.
"How’d you find me?" Amy asked, at last, releasing a long sigh.
She shrugged. "A mutual friend pointed me in your direction."
"Shanderly." Amy nodded and folded her arms across her chest. The deputy had been in to see her earlier, apologizing for the ‘accident’ as if it were his fault. It appeared he encountered her mother somewhere along the way out.
"I mean, God," Serena shook her head. "It’s gotta mean something that you’re here now. I don’t even usually work the day shift, if Karen hadn’t called in, I—"
Amy arched an eyebrow, and the other woman fell silent. The agent didn’t put much stock behind that sort of thinking, subscribing coincidences to God was her mother’s province and Amy possessing a more logical mind had ever been the doubter. She made her thoughts on her mother’s beliefs known long ago and if the look on Serena’s face was any sign, she hadn’t forgotten.
"Just look at you." Serena cleared her throat and cupped a hand over her face. "You’re beautiful, if I didn’t know any better—" She trailed off. "Just finding you after so long looking like this, I don’t have any idea what to say."
Amy wondered what her mother would think if she were aware that she was pregnant, but chose not to illuminate her on that matter. If Serena learned she possessed the body of a ciswoman, she wasn’t sure how she would react. Would it validate her gender dysphoria or would it make itseem as if she’d been ‘fixed’? It was a question she’d been struggling with since her transformation and she was no closer to uncovering an answer.
"Then don’t say anything," Amy said slipping on her blazer. "I didn’t come here to make peace. I have a job to do."
"Right." Serena nodded. "Shanderly told me a little about that. An AEGIS Agent. I never figured you for the type for law enforcement."
"As opposed to a nurse?" Amy raised her eyebrows and shook her head.
"Fair point. Andrew, I know this doesn’t mean much, after what your father and I put you through, but I’m so—"
"Don’t," Amy cut her short, decades of anger and bitterness spilling out like a dam burst. "You don’t get to waltz back into my life after all this time, apologize, and expect me to come running back into your arms. You stood by while that man denigrated me, demeaned me, and beat me half to death. Do you honestly believe a simple apology will cut it?"
Serena stood frozen in place staring at the other woman, fighting back tears. "No, you’re right."
Her mother didn’t say another word and neither did Amy, at first. The agent regarded her, sighed, then shook her head, a hand coming up to straighten a bit of hair. "It’s Amelia."
"What?" Serena asked her eyebrows shooting up past her bangs.
"I go by Amelia now," Amy said her cheeks burning, biting back a scathing rebuke.
"Amelia." Serena nodded tugging on a stray bit of hair. "I know this is hard for you and I know that you probably want nothing to do with me, but it’s good to see you."
Amy didn’t say a word. There was a time she wanted nothing more than to confront her parents and give them a piece of her mind. She thought long and hard what she would say if ever given the chance and planned out so many speeches. That had been a long time ago, and throughout most of her adult life, she’d convinced herself that she’d put it all behind her, but the truth was despite all the beatings and the harsh words, she wanted what everyone wanted, a family. She just wasn’t sure she could afford to let her mother back in again.
"David and Erica would love to see you again if nothing else," Serena said.
Amelia’s head jerked around at the mention of her two younger siblings, but remained silent realizing that she left one out. Brian was only a few years younger than herself and the one whom she’d been closest. She hadn’t heard from, or spoken to him in years, but of all her siblings it was Brian with whom she most regretted losing contact. She wouldn’t mind seeing her two youngest siblings again, but given that David was only five and Erica six when they last saw one another, she doubted they would remember much about her.
"Maybe Brian too. If you can find him. He hasn’t spoken to me in years," Serena added after a long pause. "I guess, he paints me in the same shade as your father."
Another knock came from the already open door, and Carter Rathdrum, stepped in sight, freezing in place when his eyes took in the pair of women. "Uh, did I come at a bad time?"
"Rathdrum," Amy replied. "Just give us a moment would you?"
Silence permeated the room. Rathdrum nodded, regarded the pair one final time and disappeared from sight.
"Look," the agent said turning back to her mother after several long seconds. "I’m not interested in having a relationship, that ship has sailed. You regret what happened, good, at least you have some remorse for the shit you put me through, but I put this all behind me a long time ago. I don’t want to rehash it just so you can feel better about yourself."
The words sounded harsh even to Amelia’s ears, but she would not take them back. There was a part of Amelia that wanted to reconnect with her mother, but another part, the larger part, was afraid of being hurt again.
Serena took a step back, flinching as if the younger Van den Broeke had slapped her. "I-I understand."
Amy took several steps toward the door, then stopped remembering that she would need to question her mother about the girl. "You have a phone number?"
Serena froze furrowing her brows, caught off guard by the abrupt turnabout, but Amy only shook her head.
"You were the one that found the girl with the sword, right? We’ll need to question you about it," she added by way of explanation.
Serena nodded, slipping a hand into her breast pocket, producing a small notepad and pen.
She scribbled something down, ripped the paper free and held it out to Amy, lips pressed shut and tears rolling down her cheeks.
"Rathdrum, my associate, will contact you," she said, lips trembling as she tore the slip of paper from her mother’s extended hand, turned her back, and slipped out the doorway.
"Come on agent," she said, rounding on Carter, who was waiting a few dozen feet down the corridor. "We have work to do."
He nodded, glanced back at the door, before stepping into sync with his superior. He pressed his lips together in a thin line, but did not speak letting her lead him out of the hospital. Amelia was glad for the silence. A few warm tears splattered her cheeks, but if the other agent noticed he didn’t say a word.
Chapter 5 Part 2 - Hindsight
Official Report
En route to Ammon Park
Tondzaosha, Idaho
"You doin’ all right, Van den Broeke?" Rathdrum asked out of the blue, both hands clasped on the steering wheel.
Amy glanced at him and exhaled a contemplative frown marking her face. "I’ll survive. About what happened in the hospital…" She trailed off peering at him out of the corner of her eyes.
"Is none of my business," he finished for her. "If you want to tell me about it I’ll listen, but I wouldn’t think any less of you either way."
Amelia nodded and cast him a grateful smile. She eyed him, trying to get a better read on the agent, but Rathdrum was a hard one to understand. What must he think? He must have noted the resemblance between her and her mother and put two and two together.
"You know, we never talked about what happened in the police station," she said eager to change the subject.
"No." He peered at her frowning. "You get thrown across the room like a rag doll by a magic sword and walk away without a single bruise or scratch and we’ve barely even discussed it."
"Magic sword? Didn’t you say yesterday that this case was someone’s idea of a bad joke?" She asked, almost smirking at the memory.
"Given recent events that particular theory needs some revision." He winked and cleared his throat. "In all seriousness, did you get a read on the thing? I assume that’s why you touched it."
Amy bowed her head and massaged her temple. Psychometric retrocognizance, that was the name AEGIS scientists had given her ability, but no one understood it least of all herself. She knew what her powers did, but if there existed a scientific explanation for how it worked she’d yet to hear it. There seemed to be residual energy imprinted on items present during certain events, the stronger the emotions tied to the events the stronger the imprint. She intuited that much herself, but there was no way in which they’d been able to measure or otherwise detect the energy she sensed.
Something triggered her power when she touched the sword, but she had not summoned it and that puzzled her. It could mean one of two things, either there was something strange about the weapon which, judging from the vision, was at least partially true, or her powers were evolving. She shivered at the very prospect. It would not be at all unprecedented. She knew of several cases where an exemplar had grown more powerful for no detectable reason. Was the same thing happening to her? Was that how she’d walked away uninjured?
She nodded, turning to regard him. Rathdrum didn’t need to know of her suspicions just yet. "What I saw didn’t make a lot of sense. It was so distorted, but there were armies clashing, and anthropomorphic lions fighting figures in robes with melee weapons. It looked like something out of some old fantasy movie, but with better special effects."
"Shit, lion-people? This gets weirder and weirder," he said. "Maybe you’ll be able to sense something helpful at the park."
Their conversation died away, and Amy swallowed hard as his last statement sank in. What if she used her ability and was again tossed away like a rag doll? She’d come away unscathed the first time, but there was nothing to say it would be the case if it were to happen again. Could she risk endangering her child a second time?
Until that moment, she had not once given a second consideration to putting herself in dangerous situations. It had been for the greater good, but this time around she wasn’t just putting her life in danger. She bit her lip, sighed and closed her eyes. Why did her life have to be so complicated?
Amy peered about, awash in a flood of memories. She’d walked past Ammon Park almost everyday on her way home from school and in her early years had climbed about the big toy and swung across the jungle gym. Her eyes stopped studying a familiar patch of ground recalling a family picnic. There had only been four of them in those days, though Erica and David weren’t born yet, those were happier times for Amelia. Her father, hadn’t yet taken to beating her and… he was even pleasant… at times.
It took her several moments to spot the burn mark. It rested near the center of the park and while it was in direct line-of-site to where she stood, the shadow of an old shade tree obscured it. Even with the caution tape around the outside it was difficult to spot. She made a beeline for it, not bothering to check if Rathdrum followed.
She stopped outside the outer perimeter, ducked under the tape and knelt down to get a better look. Shanderly’s assessment had been more or less accurate. The grass was scorched in a three and a half foot radius, the old shade tree’s trunk rose from the ground intersecting the circle of burnt grass along the outer perimeter across and to the right from her. A pair of spring-mounted animals, a seahorse and a panda sat within the ring.
Neither the tree trunk, nor the spring riders showed even the slightest bit damage from the fire. She bit her lip and studied the charred ground. The burns formed a near-perfect circle. Whoever set it must have used a chemical accelerant, it was the only way the burns would be so uniform, but the grass was all that was damaged.
"Damned odd." Rathdrum knelt beside her, his hands sifting through the scorched earth.
"You can say that again," a voice spoke and both agents turned in tandem to meet the newcomer, an older man wearing worker’s overalls, and a well-worn leather tool belt packed with a spade and other gardening implements.
"Now, why don’t you tell me what in tarnation you think you’re doing?" The old man asked planting both hands on his hips.
Amy rose to her feet, Rathdrum tailing her, and produced her badge. "Special Agent in Charge Amelia van den Broeke with AEGIS, we’re just taking a look around."
"The hell? Didn’t expect that. Name’s Jerry Norham I work for the city," He dropped his arms and shook his head. "Ain’t never expect to see AEGIS agents show up in lil’ old Tondzaosha. Might I inquire as to your interest in this here patch of ground?"
"We’re here investigating some strange occurrences here in town, we think what happened in the park may be related," Amelia answered slipping her badge back into her blazer. "I don’t suppose you can tell us anything about it, can you?"
"Hell." Jerry scratched the back of his neck. "Not a lot, there was some talk of a fire and some lunatic wanderin’ about in a robe, but I ain’t never seen no fire that could burn grass and leave everythin’ else untouched."
"Pretty damned odd," Rathdrum said from beside Amelia. She turned to regard him between pursed lips, but didn’t speak up as he continued. "You mind if we take a sample?"
"I trust you won’t take long. I’m already behind schedule, I don’t need you dillydallying about and wasting my time."
"Uh, should only take a few minutes." Rathdrum smiled, glancing over his shoulder.
"In that case knock yourself out." The old man shrugged and gestured over his shoulder. "I’m just gonna tear it all out anyway. I’ll be fetching some supplies from my truck if you need anythin’."
Jerry traipsed off, disappearing from behind a copse of trees. A moment later Amy turned to regard Rathdrum with an upraised eyebrow. "Soil samples?"
"It’s easier than trying to explain your powers," he smirked and shrugged. "Besides." He produced an evidence bag from within his suit coat. "A soil sample’s not such a bad idea."
Amy nodded, regarding him for a moment longer, then knelt once again on the outer edge of the circle, slipped a hand into the charred soil, and closed her eyes. The memory of the incident with the sword still vivid in her mind, she hesitated for the barest moment, then opened her senses. Her surroundings faded away and the vision came.
Chapter 5 Part 3 – Sight Unseen
Official Report
Ammon Park
Tondzaosha, Idaho
A gentle breeze wafted through the air, and moonlight spilled out from the sky casting the world in an unnatural hue. Lights glistened in the distance, but save for a solitary streetlamp on the opposite side, the park was unlit.
Amy ran a slender hand through her mop of long dark hair and inspected her surroundings. Save that the patch of burnt ground was missing, the park was unchanged within the vision’s landscape. The world was awash in amber hues, a side-effect of her ability with which she had no control.
Amy focused all her attention on the spot where the burn mark had been and for several long seconds nothing happened. Then, a burst of color coalesced out of the empty air, beaming its cobalt illumination upon the empty landscape. Expanding and forming into a giant ball which hovered, spun, and pulsated in the open air before lowering to the ground.
Amy froze mesmerized by the light show. She’d seen something like it before, summoned by an ancient machine recovered from the ocean by a naval deep sea diving team. The once-god Chemosh stole the device from the AEGIS research facility, but not before Ashtar appeared from within, transported across the cosmos from God knows where, to combat the other immortal.
This time there was no machine, the ball of illumination had been conjured out of thin air, but just as before a figure materialized from within. The sphere faded away, revealing the massive frame of a being seven feet tall. The creature turned its enormous frame toward her, and Amy stepped back looking into its eyes. It bore the face of a lion, but the body of a man. It didn’t see her, but instead looked past her into the distance, its maned head swinging this way and that.
What she was witnessing was an imprint, an echo of the past. The creature could not see her because she was not viewing live events, but ones which had already occurred.
The lion-man stepped forward clutching at a wound in his side before falling to one knee. He blinked, his head again surveying the landscape and Amelia noticed for the first time, the blood dripping from a second gash in the side of his head. Amy sucked in her breath, the lion-man possessed the same injuries as the girl found with the sword.
Then she spotted the weapon. It lay on the ground at his feet, darkened by his shadow, but she could just make out its outline, it bore the same runic markings as the one in the police evidence lockup.
She released her breath as the implications dawned on her, but before she could give it more thought the creature roared. She glanced up at him in time to see his whole body quiver.
His hair faded away, dissolving into the open air. She glanced at his feet, thinking to spot clumps of it on the ground, but it seemed to have disappeared. The beast moaned as an audible crack sounded from within his gargantuan frame and Amy watched transfixed as his muzzle retracted into his face. Luminous golden eyes, stared into space, wide with terror, as the rest of his countenance reconfigured itself.
Lion’s ears, wiggled atop his scalp, oozed down the side of his head like a slug slinking across the ground, and reshaped themselves into less remarkable human ears albeit ones that seemed too small for his huge skull. A raised patch in the center of his face ballooned and expanded into a slender human nose that was again, much too small for his proportions. Eyelashes, extended out from around his eyes, and his flat lips plumped out even while a shock of blond hair spilled out from atop his head.
Another crack sounded from within his skull, an inhuman screech of pain escaped his lips, his head popping and the flesh beneath molding around it as it shrank to a size to match his smaller facial features. Amy enfolded a hand around her mouth, her suspicions confirmed. The face of a girl in her late teens looked back at her, blood leaking from a gash in the side of her head. It was the same girl who’d shown up with the sword, Amy recognized her from the photos in the report.
He shrieked, falling onto his side, as his neck, shoulders and chest also began to metamorphosize, shrinking and popping to match the face. A soft moan, this one sounding far more human and decidedly feminine escaped his lips. For a moment, the transformee peered out, looking into emptiness, his massive arms hanging uselessly from his slender shoulders. There was a pleading look to his eyes, as if begging the air itself to render aid.
Muscle withered away and his arms jerked, retracting into themselves, massive paw-like hands popped receding into a pair of shrinking palms. A piece of shoulder armor with fur fringe and a set of leather bracers fell away from his arms landing on the ground with a series of soft thumps. Breasts budded out from his chest, exploding out as the rest of his torso dwindled away. Hips realigned, popping and creaking, fat deposited around his hips and posterior as his legs and feet reshaped. A gurgle escaped the soon to be new-girl’s mouth and her eyes grew wide as a pair of slender hands slid inside her kilt. Her eyes rolled into the back of her head just before several loud cracks sounded from her tiny frame and the girl lay still.
Amy approached, swallowing hard as she bent over to examine the new girl, a frown creasing her lips as her mind raced. Blood seeped from a gash in her side similar to the one on her head and Amy licked her lips, wondering how she’d sustained the wounds.
She could infer that someone sent the girl from some other location, perhaps even another world or state of being, but what prompted the transformation? There had been no warning, she just hunched over and started to change.
What the hell was going on here? Her senses were screaming at her that she was missing something very obvious, but try as she might she couldn’t reason what that might be. She bit her lip, catching a movement out of the corner of her eyes.
A tall spectral figure enshrouded in a dark robe materialized out of the darkness, its legless form hovering in the empty air toward them. Amelia backed away to get her best vantage point and waited for it to get closer. It stopped a few feet away from the girl and extended an arm out. No hand or arm was visible from within the sleeve, only darkness. She peered into its hood, but detected no face. The specter didn’t seem to possess a solid form at all, and Amelia bit her lips studying the apparition. How could such an entity exist? Where had it come from?
Fire erupted all around the girl’s slender frame in a perfect circle, burning away bits of armor scattered about her body, before eating away at the harness and kilt, and consuming the massive boots that still enshrouded her feet. No smoke emanated from the flames. Though they looked natural, they did not behave like regular fire. The flames consumed the ground around her and every bit of fabric, metal and leather that had once adorned her flesh, but the sword, a nearby tree, the surrounding playground equipment, and the girl’s flesh remained untouched.
The blaze soon died away, revealing the patch of burnt Earth as it existed in the present. Throwing its other arm out so they were both extended, the spectral figure advanced toward the girl. She sat bolt-upright, breasts wiggling on her chest as she peered about with wide, wild eyes. Blood gushed from her wounds, but somehow she crawled to her feet, knelt to retrieve the sword, and began to stagger forward, the blade of her weapon dragging across the ground behind her.
When Amy’s eyes turned back to regard the apparition it had disappeared…
Amy blinked, and the present world resolved into crystalline clarity around her. Her stomach lurched and for a second she thought another wave of nausea had come upon her, but instead the world around her darkened. She peered up, sensing movement.
A woman with long dark hair approached. The light seemed not to touch her, and Amy could not make out her face. She moved as if fighting against some unknown force and there was a dark murk that surrounded her, which grew more and more visible as she approached.
"He’s coming… you have to get to the girl before it’s too late." Her voice echoed through the air, disconnected, emanating both from everywhere and nowhere at once.
Before Amy could respond, the woman faded away like ink dispersing in water. She remained there for several long seconds, still grappling with what she’d seen both within the vision and the mysterious woman’s sudden appearance and disappearance.
She caught snatches of conversation in the distance, lifted her hand out of the soil, and rose to her feet. Turning to find Rathdrum and Norham who were speaking a few dozen feet away, Amy studied the pair her arms folded about her chest and her heart racing.
The implications of her vision and the woman’s appearance still fresh in her mind, she swallowed hard and let herself consider the possibilities.
The strange way in which the woman materialized suggested an extra-sensory ability, but who was she and how had she known to appear to the agent? Amy had interacted with only a handful of people since coming to Tondzaosha, and fewer still knew why she came. She must be part of the latter group or perhaps someone connected to one of them. The agent hadn’t recognized her face, but it was shrouded in shadows. In such a situation, she might have trouble recognizing her own mother’s face.
There was the vision to consider. If the sphere was a portal, did it mean the girl had come from another world? Certainly, it would not be of the sort from which Ashtar transported. Before her transformation the girl looked like some sort of barbarian warrior, which suggested she had not traveled from a technologically advanced civilization. The images conjured from the sword would seem to support that, but how then had she come to their world?
Perhaps they were too quick to dismiss the girl’s claims of sorcery. Amy mused a wry grin stretching across her face. Either way, it appeared Rathdrum was wrong, they hadn’t been sent on a wild goose chase after all.
She needed to get to the girl fast and make sense of what she’d seen. Whatever that robed apparition was up to, Amy doubted it had come to spread peace and goodwill.
Amy surged forward both fists clenched at her side, feeling a new sense of urgency. She stopped long enough to grab Rathdrum’s attention and motioned for him to follow, not once acknowledging the other man before continuing on to the car.
She slipped inside, taking the drivers seat while she waited for Rathdrum, a pit forming in her stomach as the seconds ticked by. When Rathdrum opened the passenger side door and seated himself beside her, a frown creased his careworn face.
"Van den Broeke, what’d you see?"
She gritted her teeth turned to regard him and shook her head. "We need to speak to the girl, now."
Chapter 6 Part 1 – Phantom Incursion
Official Report
En route to Grove City
Tondzaosha, Idaho
Amy filled Rathdrum in as she drove, telling him everything she’d seen, but avoided discussing her suspicions. Rathdrum could draw his own assumptions from her descriptions, she didn’t need to cloud his thinking with what ifs. When she concluded her tale, he sucked in his breath and shook his head.
"So we have a seemingly magical sword that makes anyone who touches it with their bare flesh feel as if they are on fire and has, in at least one case, thrown a person across the room, some sort of anthropomorphic lion who appears out of thin air and subsequently transforms into a human girl, a robed apparition with freaky fire powers who tried to cover up said transformation, and a woman who materializes out of nowhere and warns you that the girl is in danger. Yeah, we’ve definitely walked into a big old shitfest. Goddamn, and I was hoping this one would be an open-and-closed case."
"Has it occurred to you that this woman might not be on the level? What if she’s in league with our robed friend?" He asked after a brief pause.
Rathdrum didn’t go into specifics, but she could read between the lines. If this woman was lying, she might be leading them into some kind of trap, but what purpose would that serve? Why appear to her at all? She must have known they would be visiting the girl at some point. Whether her spectral visitor was trustworthy was immaterial at this point. If the girl was in danger, they couldn’t afford to let the phantom get to her before they did.
Amy turned to her subordinate and perhaps he saw something in her eyes. He released a long breath of air and jerked his head back and forth. "We’re going to be taking a little field trip, aren’t we?"
Amy nodded, lips pressed together in a tight frown.
"And here I was going to suggest we call it quits for the day and pick things up tomorrow," Rathdrum muttered with a shake of his head.
Amy glanced up at the sky, the sun still blazed overhead, but dusk would soon be upon them. Under ordinary circumstances she would have been all too happy to retire to her hotel room, but all her instincts were screaming at her that something was amiss. If they didn’t get to the girl soon, they might never have the chance to speak to her.
"Get the state mental hospital in Grove City on the horn, notify them we intend to pay the girl a visit."
"Should I inform Shanderly? He said he would like to be there when we interrogated her," he glanced at her out of the corner of his eyes.
"Uh, we talked when you were in the hospital," he added.
Amy neither wanted nor required the deputy’s help, but there was something to be said for cooperating with the locals. At the very least, it might keep Chief Avery off her ass.
"Notify them both, just try to keep the deputy out of the way if you can. From what I read in their reports his last encounter with the girl was less than friendly."
Moments later, Rathdrum had the mental hospital on the line and Amy pulled their rental onto I-15. Though the agent didn’t show it, she could not escape the sense that somethingwas about to go very wrong and it filled her with dread.
Kruhl lay curled in a ball upon her bed, numb and tired from her ordeals. These people were mad, she had determined as much after her first session with Dr. Harrison. He seemed intent on learning everything about her, but shed doubt on whatever she told him as if he believed her entire life story was a lie, and try as she might she could not understand what was the purpose of the stiff sheets of white parchment with the black stains. Utter nonsense all of it, and yet she sensed there was a motive to the strange man’s actions.
She sat upright, stretching her arms out and glowered at the intruder that had taken up residency in her crotch and shuddered. She felt it again, that simple biological need. It didn’t seem so different, but the very fact she needed to sit down to relieve herself made the act unbareable. She closed her eyes, and cupped her face before at last forcing her eyelids back open, slipped out of bed, and stood before the metal basin attached to the base of the sink.
They called the infernal thing a toilet and she scowled at it, before slipping her pants and panties around her ankles, shuffled around so she was facing away from it and seated herself shivering as her butt cheeks touch the cold metal seat. Another of her tormentors, a tall woman dressed all in white, seemed amused that Kruhl did not know how to use the device and had instructed her with a smile stretched across her long face.
Oh, how she hated the woman in white. If it had been just that one instance she might have been able to put the wretched hag out of mind, but after coming awake in this prison, the doctor, and the loathsome female walked in on her naked, weeping, and exposed. Angered by the intrusion and seeing her chance to escape, she lurched for the door the moment she locked eyes with the man, but she had been unsuccessful. The woman, lightning quick, despite her size lurched forward, slammed all of her body weight into Kruhl and pinned her to the ground.
Escape would have been futile, Kruhl reminded herself. Much of what she’d seen was foreign to her, but she recognized the barred door at the end of the corridor for what it was, a security barrier. They had not permitted her pass through it, instead they led her into another room, forced her into a chair and strapped her in place. That had been the first time she’d encountered the woman, and the others had been no less humiliating.
She put thoughts of the woman in white out of her head and peered down at her privates. She had tried ignoring them, pretending that they were not there, but it seemed counter-productive. This was her lot in life it seemed, to be trapped in this body, tormented by strangers and left to rot away in these walls for the rest of her life.
Urination as a human female wasn’t so different, she experienced the same pressure and released it with the same little push, but there was no way to aim. When she finished up, she wiped her nether regions with a square piece of the cloth the woman in white had called toilet paper and washed her hands in the sink.
When she hunched over to retrieve her pants, she slipped them back up her waist, but paused lips pressed closely in a frown when her eyes locked on her vulva. She dropped them, her heart pounding in her ears as a hand slid down, almost of its own volition, and slipped an index and middle finger inside the cavity between her legs. She shivered at the sensations that arose.
She pulled her finger free, bracing herself against the sink and bit her lip. Cold shivers worked their way down her spine and she stood there panting glancing at the bed, cheeks burning as she considered what she might do with this new found understanding. She never needed to pleasure herself on her own world. Even as a boy on the cusp of manhood there had never been a shortage of willing females, but in this new place she was isolated and often left to her own devices.
She had far too much time to think and wallow in her own self pity. At least this way she might distract herself. She stepped out of the trousers, leaving them in a heap on the ground, and slipped into bed, fingers working their magic. When she clenched her eyes shut a moan slid out of her mouth.
[Kruhl] The voice spoke out of the open air.
Her eyes snapped back open as a black ichor resolved itself in the air before her. It twisted and contorted, shrieks and howls rang through the air and she shrank back pressing herself against the wall. A cowled head resolved itself before her, the inside as black as the deepest pit.
[I’m coming for you] Cold laughter reverberated through her mind and Kruhl clenched her eyes shut, shielding her face with her hands expecting the creature to attack.
When it did not, she risked a quick glance. The apparition had disappeared and she propped her back against the wall a cold chill working its way through her whole body.
She stared into the empty air, shuddering at the prospect of an attack, but if that was its intent no assault came. Kruhl remained there naked from the waist down frozen in terror, all too aware just how vulnerable she was in her new form.#popmake-5560
Chapter 6 Part 2 – Lights Out
Official Report
State Hospital South
Grove City, Idaho
"I really must ask you to reconsider Agent, her mental health is already fragile as it is." Dr. Harrison regarded Amy and plunged both hands into his lab coat pockets. "You must realize that any information you may glean from her will be suspect."
Rathdrum and Shanderly trailed behind them, the latter walked hands inside the pockets of his suit coat a smirk touching the corner of his lips and the former seemed as if he were on automatic pilot, heedless of anything but putting one foot in front of another.
Amy kept her face neutral, suppressed a sigh and met his gaze. "I understand your concern, Doctor, but it wouldn’t be the first time I’d interrogated an unreliable witness. If she can provide me with even one lead, it could be of great use to our investigation."
Harrison’s eyes scanned the agent, lips twisting into a sneer and nodded before releasing a sigh that seemed just a little too forced. "Very well, this way."
Harrison led them further into the building and Amy scanned her surroundings as they passed. One hallway was more or less indistinguishable from the next. The walls were flat white and they bore no adornments or furnishings. She’d been in more than a few hospitals, and while they tended to be sterile, this one took the cake. It felt and looked more like a prison than a place of healing. They passed dozens of rooms, but if any of the patients within were aware they were moving through the corridor, none called out. It was quiet, Amy thought, lips creasing into a frown, too quiet.
The shadow woman’s warning came screaming back to the forefront of her mind. She had no reason to trust the mysterious apparition, but she would walk into any potentially dangerous situation unprepared.
She moved one hand into her jacket as if to reassure herself her pistol was still there and caught Harrison eying the weapon, his sneer curling into a scowl. Her insistence on bringing it into the hospital had been the first point of contention with the staff and later the good doctor and things had gone downhill from there.
Amy understood his reasoning, the very thought of a gun in the hands of a mental patient was enough to give anyone pause, but she knew of no agent who would have agreed to give up their only means of defense unless they were obligated to do so by law or ordered by a superior officer. She would have been a fool to do so under the circumstances, there were too many unknown factors and at least one potential threat, two if the shadow woman was not on the level, and three if you counted the girl.
The room the doctor led them to was at the far back of the corridor. He flicked the lights on and gestured them inside. Once inside, he regarded them each before promising to return with the girl, a pretentious smile stretched across his wide face and disappeared through the door.
"Pleasant fellow," Rathdrum remarked, leaning against the wall. "Seems quite convinced of his own moral superiority."
Van den Broeke didn’t comment. She pressed her lips together and emitted a long sigh. She turned toward Shanderly who had taken up residence on one of the seats in the room’s corner. The deputy was hunched over and his skin was a shade or two paler than usual.
"Shanderly, you all right?" Rathdrum asked beating the other agent to it. "You’re looking a little worse for the wear."
Shanderly’s eyes shot up and he met the other man’s gaze. "Uh, don’t think my lunch quite agreed with me. I’ll be fine, just let me sit for a while."
The agents exchanged looks but didn’t press him for details. She couldn’t say why Shanderly’s sudden sickness did not sit well with her. Her hands shook and she peered down at them before slipping one into her blazer. She did not have nerves of steel, but she wasn’t the type to get herself so worked up. Something felt wrong about this whole ordeal and she couldn’t quite put her finger on it.
Van den Broeke took the time to surveil her surroundings. The room possessed the same sterile white undecorated walls as the rest of the hospital. The only furnishings were the row of seats where Shanderly had seated himself, a long steel table and matching chair were bolted to the ground and a pair of padded seats sat on the opposite side.
Amy turned, catching movement out of the corner of her eyes, an inky black substance slinked through the air in the doorway and a form jerked into view. The shadow woman stood before her. Amy strained her eyes trying to get a better look at her face, but, other than a vague outline, all she made out was her eyes.
"They’re coming now. Be ready," the woman said, peering over her shoulder at Shanderly before turning back to meet Amy’s gaze. "And don’t trust anyone they–"
The visitor stopped, glanced back into the corridor, before dissolving into the air like a wisp of smoke. Amy sucked her breath in, eyeballing first Rathdrum then Shanderly, neither seemed the slightest bit aware that anything strange had happened and she wasn’t sure she should illuminate them. Yes, the stranger had warned her of danger, but she doubted the deputy would open to the idea of portents of doom from an apparition only she could see.
"Rathdrum," she said slipping a hand over her holster and released the thumb break. "Be prepared."
Rathdrum stiffened, snaking a hand up to strain his tie and turned to meet her gaze. It seemed almost as if someone had flicked a switch. The facade he so carefully laid out evaporated, laying bare the man who lurked just below the surface. Here stood a person who knew what to do in a fight, someone who did what was necessary and didn’t pull any punches. He didn’t enjoy that side of himself, which is why he kept it locked away, but he was always ready to let it out, like a lion unleashed from its cage. All pretense of good humor had faded away from his face and all his rough-edged features seemed all that harsher.
When Harrison returned, he stopped dead in his tracks, peering through the doorway like a deer ready to bolt. He eyed Rathdrum and Van den Broeke, no doubt picking up on their shift in demeanor and shook his head as he stepped inside.
A slender figure bound in restraints that was so tiny, Amelia mistook her for a child, came next, and was trailed into the room by two orderlies adorned in all white coveralls. The taller of the pair, a woman with broad shoulders and a stern frown moved to secure the door behind them, while the second an aging skeleton of a man with a shock of scraggly brown hair guided the girl toward the steel chair and began to fasten her in place.
The girl did not make eye contact with anyone, staring down at the floor instead. Amy might have supposed that it was the behavior of a beaten and dejected soul if not for the fire that burned within those golden cat’s eyes. She had the look of a caged lioness, one who had accepted she’d been imprisoned, but who was biding her time until she had the opportunity to escape.
A loud clang sounded from the door and Amy’s hands shook, and she slipped one of them inside her blazer. The lights flickered and the room went dark.
Chapter 7 Part 1 – Shadow Play
Official Report
State Hospital South
Grove City, Idaho
"What the hell?" Rathdrum panted, eyes wild as they roved the darkened room. Faint overhead emergency lights provided the only illumination, revealing the forms of the two agents, the doctor, the orderlies and Shanderly in the corner, but little else. Rathdrum, who stood just below one, was the only person whose face was visible.
Carter moved to the doorway, reached for the latch and swung back to Amelia, shaking his head. "It’s locked."
Amy didn’t answer, she drew her gun keeping both it and her eyes trained on the entrance. Only daring to look away to glance at Shanderly. As she suspected, the deputy was hunched over in his seat, unmoved since the lights went out. She frowned and arched an eyebrow, but didn’t voice her concerns.
Though Shanderly appeared to have taken ill, if she was right, they would soon have much bigger problems.
"Oh for hell sakes, Ms. Felch, get the damn door open." Harrison said scowling at the two Agents as if they were idiots and waving at the female orderly.
"Carter," Amy said, wiping a bead of sweat from her brow. "Get the girl, and get her out of those restraints, if we come under attack, she’ll make for an easy target."
"Now agent, I don’t know what you think you’re doing, but—" Harrison moved to block Rathdrum’s path, shadowed on either side by the pair of orderlies, but froze when shrill, hysterical laughter rang through the room. It was coming from Shanderly.
"Harrison!" Amy exclaimed. "Get away from him, now!"
He did not move, glancing back and forth between Van den Broeke and Shanderly. It was difficult to tell in the gloom, but it looked to Amy like Harrison’s brows were furrowed in confusion. The younger man leveled his gaze on her and Amelia stopped unprepared for what she saw. Shanderly’s eyes were glowing blood-red. At the sight of this, Rathdrum rushed to release Kruhl’s restraints.
He lurched up, lips curling out to reveal a row of razor-sharp teeth, a low wolfish growl rumbling from his throat.
"You should listen to her." Shanderly smiled, his voice taking on a rough almost wheezy quality.
"Shit," Felch cursed under her breath, backing away, pulling her younger peer back with her. She attempted to draw the doctor away with her, but Harrison remained planted in place.
Shanderly pounced, clawed hands slashing at the doctor’s throat. Blood splattered all over Rathdrum and the doctor’s lifeless form crumpled, falling to the ground at the agent’s feet. Carter ducked, hands releasing the last of Kruhl’s straps about her ankles. The creature that had once been Shanderly raked his claws down, slicing at the young woman, but she jerked her head sideways before his claws could find purchase. She kicked out, landing a blow between his legs and he howled doubling over both clawed hands cupping his privates.
Kruhl pounced over the side of the chair, landed on all fours like a cat, and rushed toward the relative safety which Amy provided. Rathdrum, did just the opposite, standing and training his gun on Shanderly.
"Hands where I can see them," the older man said between gritted teeth.
Shanderly froze, blood-red eyes peering up at Rathdrum, features stretched into a horrendous grin. With inhuman speed, he lurched sideways toward the orderlies. Rathdrum peppered the space he’d vacated with bullets, but his opponent was too quick. He slammed into his targets, tossing the man into the steel table where his skull impacted with a sickening crunch and a splash of blood. The deputy spun the woman around and tightened an arm around her throat, shielding himself with her body.
The creature pulled his free hand back, balled it into a fist then slammed it through the woman’s back, and out the front of her chest, spraying her blood and entrails all over. Before either agent could again open fire, he raised her lifeless body and tossed it across the room, straight into Rathdrum.
He rushed toward Amy, but her pistol was ready. Van den Broeke opened fire. The first shot impacted his right shoulder, but he kept on coming, seemingly unaware of the injury. Amy dropped all pretense at aiming and just fired shot after shot until her clip was empty. Each time the bullets hit home, sometimes impacting his torso, but once it struck his cheek. Each time, blood splattered from the wound, but still he came.
Amy dove out of the way just before he reached her, sliding a hand inside her blazer for a spare clip and turned to face him. By then, Rathdrum had untangled himself from the woman’s corpse, and risen to his feet, gun blazing. Shanderly lurched toward the second agent, giving Amy enough time to reload, then she too was firing upon the deputy. At last, he fell to his knees no longer able to shrug off their weapons fire. With one great screech of pain and rage, Shanderly’s eyes rolled into the back of his head and he collapsed to the floor, dead.
"Fuck," Rathdrum cursed under his breath, returning his pistol to its holster. "And I thought this shit couldn’t get any weirder."
Amy did not re-holster her weapon, but instead, moved toward Shanderly, knelt beside him, and checked for a pulse. Unable to detect one, she lowered her head and let out a long sigh.
Though the light was still scarce, she furrowed her brows as she examined the body. She snaked an arm out and lifted one of his hands, his fingers had reverted to the stubby digits he possessed before, but stranger still there was no blood anywhere on either hand. She peered into his mouth, which hung agape, and again spotted nothing unusual. His sharp teeth had disappeared, replaced with garden-variety pearly whites. When she pulled an eyelid open to look into his eyes, they too had regressed. There was no sign that he’d ever transformed, nor did there seem to be any evidence that he slaughtered anyone.
Her mind spun, thinking back to every case she’d worked and the AEGIS case files she’d read. She’d never heard of anything like this.
"Rathdrum, check the other bodies, see if you can’t find a key. Something tells me, Shanderly was only the tip of the iceberg." Amy said, eyes still peeled on the corpse.
The other agent moved away, and Amelia remained in place. Still thinking.
"He was a skeada," a soft high-pitched voice spoke up and Amy started, her eyes finding the girl, her tiny form bathed in shadows. Amidst all the tumult she’d forgotten the other had been there at all.
When the other woman did not respond, Kruhl cleared her throat and stepped forward, "A creature changed by dark sorcery, to become an assassin, only revealing their altered form when it is time to kill. Death is the only release from such a fate."
Amy pressed her lips together green eyes, never leaving the girl as she moved toward her. She was quite pretty, even with the cat eyes. Though small, she possessed curves in all the right places.
Amy wasn’t quite prepared to ascribe Shanderly’s transformation to magic, despite her musings to the contrary. No, this had to be something else. Perhaps Shanderly was the victim of some advanced genetic manipulation for which Kruhl had mistaken for sorcery or, she added another theory occurring to her, Shanderly had possessed some new exemplar ability. Either way it seemed likely they were dealing with a very dangerous enemy.
A loud clang sounded from the door and both agent and mental patient turned to watch Rathdrum swing the door open.
"Well," Carter said, throwing a thumb over his shoulder. "I don’t know about you, but I’ve had about enough of this place."
Amy nodded, and paused, turning to regard Kruhl, who stood looking at her with wide eyes. She would need the girl’s cooperation, but though she had a better idea who and what she was since her visit to the park, that didn’t mean she could trust her.
"Don’t worry," Kruhl said with a harsh growl that sounded far too rough to have come out of such a tiny little thing. "You saved my life. That much, at least, has earned you my cooperation until we’ve reached safety."
The agent hesitated only a moment and nodded. She didn’t like any of it, but like it or not, Kruhl seemed to be at the center point of this whole mess and she couldn’t very well leave her there to get killed.
"All right," she nodded.
Kruhl stalked forward, hunkering down on her hands and feet, luminescence eyes seeming to glow in the darkness. "I will lead." She stepped through the doorway and peered back. "I see better in the dark."
"Perhaps," Amy replied, her voice flat. "But Rathdrum and I are armed."
Kruhl’s golden eyes gleamed, as she peered back at the agent, but then she stepped back into the room and gestured for the other to lead the way.
Amy moved forward, slipped through the doorway and jerked back as the sounds of weapon fire resonated through the corridor.
"Oh hell," Amy cursed, again raising her weapon. "Why can’t these things ever be easy?"
Chapter 7 Part 2 – Balance of Power
Official Report
State Hospital South
Grove City, Idaho
Van den Broeke swallowed, her back to the wall and bit her lip, eying Rathdrum who’d taken a similar pose on the other side of the doorway.
The other agent shook his head, and Amy licked her lips. She’d emptied all of her first clip and most of her spare when firing on Shanderly, and it seemed that Carter was in a similar predicament.
"This could be it," Carter said, his voice strangely calm as he turned his steel-grey eyes on her. "It’s been a pleasure serving with you Van den Broeke."
"We’re not dead yet agent," Amy cocked an eyebrow, a worn smile creasing her lips.
Though she saw no means out of their predicament, she would not voice her disquiet. They were trapped inside a room with only one exit and God knows how many armed assailants bearing down on them from without. It was a miracle they’d survived Shanderly’s attack, but she doubted they would defy the odds again. If she were to go down, it would not be without a fight.
She glanced back at Kruhl. The girl’s slight form was hunched down against the wall, golden eyes luminescing in the darkness. Though she returned her attention to the doorway, she pondered what the other must think. If she was from a more primitive world, as Amy suspected, she had seen nothing like their handguns.
Before she finished ruminating, the first of their attackers rushed through the door. Rathdrum downed him with a single shot to the head, but two more took his place. They were wearing full-body tactical gear and moved with the fluidity and ease of battle-hardened soldiers. Both agents opened fire, but while they downed a few, they were quickly outnumbered. Worse yet, they were out of ammunition.
Amy dropped her gun, and Rathdrum did the same a moment later, each holding up their hands in surrender. The foremost of the assailants held an arm up signaling the others to stop and reached up with both hands to pull off her face mask. Steel-blue eyes peered back at her, and Amelia’s breath caught in her throat. It was Gwyneth Avery.
"Amelia van den Broeke, Carter Rathdrum, you are under arrest for the murder of Thomas Shanderly." She stated in a cold flat voice, without once glancing at the deputy’s corpse.
Avery glared down at them, hands on her hips. Her eyes were distant, seeming to look past them and into some distant horizon that only she could see. There was a glossy quality to them, as if she’d been drugged. It raised the shackles on the back of Amy’s neck, and she shivered with the realization that the older woman was being influenced.
Amelia did not speak, peering at the chief with lips pressed together in a thin line. The tactical gear she and her minions wore was a little too sophisticated for a Tondzaosha cop. It was of the type used by AEGIS personnel and big city SWAT teams. The semi-automatic rifle she bore went for around fifteen-hundred dollars, which was well outside the budget of a small-town police force.
"A little outside your jurisdiction, aren’t you chief?" Rathdrum demanded, glaring up at the woman. His eyebrows shot so far up his brow Amy thought they might disappear into his close-cropped hair.
The chief clenched her jaw, anger smoldering in her eyes. She lifted her weapon, and a flash of movement caught Amelia’s attention. A delicate form pounced on all fours, a shriek of rage emitting from the attacker’s throat. Before the chief opened fire, Kruhl was on her, fingers raking her face like claws.
Avery shrieked out a cry, so full of rage and hatred it wasn’t even recognizable as human, and grappled with Kruhl. Hands finding purchase on her shoulders, she flung the girl away with a second, louder howl.
She again raised her rifle, no doubt to fire on the girl, but Rathdrum was already moving forward, his larger frame intersecting the two combatants. He dove forward, but Avery’s finger had already squeezed the trigger. A barrage of bullets pummeled his mid-section, each landing home with a spurt of blood.
Amy cried out and ran forward. Gunfire rang through the air and she flung her palms out as if to shield herself. Everything froze in place, bullets stopping in mid-air, attackers standing so still they may as well have ben mannequins.
A new awareness bloomed within her. She didn’t just see and hear those around them, but felt them too. Every molecule, every cell within their attackers’ bodies registered within her awareness. The very walls themselves, having once seemed so flat and devoid, were teaming with life. Bacteria, germs, and other microorganisms swarmed across its surface oblivious to the massive entities that shared their space.
Bullets hung in the open air, frozen in place by Amelia’s will. She stood there peering down at her hands, realization at last dawning on her. She had experienced an awakening of sorts, the same kind that her lover had undergone. It was how she walked away without a single bruise after being thrown across the evidence locker, and, she added, it was what had caused her transformation all those months ago. She didn’t understand why it had taken so long for her powers to come awake, when Sapphira’s had lasted mere hours, but she was damn well going to make use of it. Now if she could just figure out how…
"What the—" Avery stopped leaving the sentence unfinished eyes locking onto Amelia.
Amy clenched her jaw, focusing all her will on the bullets, sensing the texture and weight of the metal with her mind. She closed her hand into a fist, and watched the projectiles fall, one by one.
She cocked her head, eyes never once leaving the chief, and cocked her eyebrows in challenge. In answer, Avery rushed forward, pulling a knife from her boot. Amy was ready for her. She threw out an open hand and sent her flying into the opposite wall. The impact produced a lout thump, and the other woman slumped to the ground unconscious.
Amelia extended her senses, feeling for signs of life in Rathdrum, thinking perhaps she might heal him as Sapphira had once healed her, but his heart was still.
Hot tears stung her cheeks as she rounded on the remain attackers, surging toward them, fury building inside of her. She took one step toward them, and they bolted for the doorway. The last to exit possessed enough presence of mind to slam the door shut as he departed. Not that it would be much of an impedance to Amelia in her present state, but she had other plans.
She fell to her knees at Rathdrum’s side. She didn’t check for a pulse, she needed no confirmation. Instead, she placed two opened hands upon his chest and closed her eyelids.
She reached out, extending her senses into his body, probing each of the bullet wounds, first drawing the projectiles free, then willed the flesh to mend, but nothing happened. She reached further, bidding his dying cells to do something, but they did not respond.
Her mind raced. Why wouldn’t it work? Was it because he was already dead, or was there too much damage? Or, she added her heart sinking as she considered the possibility, perhaps she did not possess the same ability set as Sapphira.
A weight touched her shoulders and she turned to peer into Kruhl’s strange luminous eyes. "He is dead," the other woman whispered. "We need to leave before they return for us."
Amelia nodded, slipped her hands over his still open eyes and closed them. "I’m sorry, Carter. I promise your death won’t be for nothing."
She wrenched herself away, rose to her feet, a sob escaping her lips as she fought back tears. She shook her head and faced away from him, eyes scanning the door. The longer they stayed, the more likely their attackers would return, but could they dare leave through the hallway? It would be far too easy for someone to pick them off in such tight confines.
Clenching her teeth, the agent spun around on the balls of her feet, fist clenched at her side, decided on a course of action. She threw one hand out, sent a wave of telekinetic force toward the exterior wall and grunted from the effort. The sheetrock rippled and exploded with so much concussive force that it shook the whole room.
The agent threw her hand up to shield her eyes from the fragments of wood and sheetrock that came raining back on them and rushed forward, slipping through the opening before the dust had even settled. Kruhl followed in her wake, strange eyes scanning her surroundings.
They’d come out on the far side of the parking lot, splashes of red and blue colors illuminated the walls in the fading daylight. Police cars ringed the parking lot, and dozens of armed officers stood ready, weapons drawn.
Amy raised her open palm and swallowed hard, preparing for another attack. Kruhl ducked behind her, a low-rumbling growl coming from her throat. There was a moment of silence. The police froze, perhaps surprised by the odd duo’s sudden appearance.
At last a car horn sounded from the street beyond and a battered old Leland Quad bashed its way through the line of police cars and swerved toward the pair of escapees. The vehicle jerked sideway, tires screeched as it came to a halt, mere inches from Amelia. The passenger side door swung open, revealing the slender form of a woman in the driver’s seat.
"Get in!" she screamed, a hand reaching up to pull a sweat-drenched strand of hair from her face. Though her features were unfamiliar to the agent, she recognized her voice at once. It was the girl who’d warned her about Kruhl.
Chapter 7 Part 3 – Fight or Flight
Official Report
State Hospital South
Grove City, Idaho
Gunfire rang out all around them, and Kruhl rushed forward on all-fours, springing into the Pygmy in a single bound. Amy hesitated only a second before following the other and slamming the door shut behind her.
"Hold on to your asses," their rescuer said, pounding her foot on the gas and the old SUV lurched forward, rock-climbing tires squealing as it blazed a trail through the volley of bullets that rained down upon the ground.
Amy grabbed Kruhl by the front of her shirt, pulling her down and out of sight. "Stay down," she hissed in her ear. "You’ll be dead real quick if one of those bullets hits you in the head."
Amy doubted that the former warrior king had any idea what a bullet was, but as such things go, it was hard to mistake her meaning for anything but a warning of danger. Kruhl nodded, as the Pygmy’s engine roared, and their mysterious new friend took it out on the open road.
Amy craned her neck around, staring back as several police cars swerved out of the parking lot behind them in pursuit. She swallowed, staring at them, her jaw tight and a fire burning in her eyes.
She didn’t understand what happened, but her instincts told her she was being manipulated and she always trusted her gut. That being said, survival was her primary concern at the moment. Anything else would have to take a back seat.
Pygmys were many things, but they were not renowned for their speed. Their rescuer flattened the gas pedal against the floor, but the police still gained on them. If they were to escape, it would not be by outrunning their pursuers.
The agent focused all her will, extending her senses out. A bird flew above the car out of her range of vision, but she sensed it soaring on a pocket of air. It’s hunger was so palatable to her it seemed as if it were her own. It’s eyes pierced the clear blue sky seeking out it’s next meal.
A man stood by the roadside just a short distance away. His thoughts were easy to read. The chase brought a thousand wild different possibilities to his mind. Were they bank robbers or perhaps murder—
Amy shook her head and forced his thoughts out of her head. She had access to a new world of thoughts, feelings and impressions. She could spend days using her newfound abilities to pry at every little detail, but she would not allow herself to get distracted.
She focused her will on the foremost of the pursuing cars. Bracing herself, she reached inside the cab and pushed down on the brake pedal with her mind. The vehicle came to a screeching halt and the one behind it, unprepared for its abrupt stop, plowed into it, shredding through the bumper.
"Shit, how the hell did you do that?"
Amy blinked, regarding the woman, and massaged her temples, her whole head throbbing in pain. "I, uh, I—" She managed only a few syllables before she doubled over, the world beginning to spin.
Kruhl touched her shoulder, but she had already drifted away. The driver licked her lips and cursed under her breath.
"Is she all right, I mean did she—" She left the question unfinished, but Kruhl seemed to understand.
Kruhl regarded Amy’s inert form sprawled across the passengers seat, turning her head, luminous eyes gleaming.
"She breathes," the girl turned her gaze on the mysterious woman.
"Well, Andy’s not the only one with a few tricks up her sleeve." She glanced at Kruhl, a toothy grin spreading across her face as she slid a hand free of the steering wheel, clasping it over her throat.
A dark morass rippled across her eyes until they turned a deep depthless black and an inky haze billowed out through the cracks between her fingers. It oozed out the windows, flowed along the side of the SUV and shot out until it spanned the length of the street and until it disappeared into the horizon.
Nothing was visible beyond the wall of dark mist. Even the red and blue of the police lights did not penetrate the haze, but the wail of their sirens was still audible. That too soon faded before dying away.
When she dropped her hands, the smoggy vapor continued spilling out between the cracks in her fingers and her eyes remained black.
The woman turned the steering wheel, veering off into an underground parking garage and shut the engine down, after finding a suitable parking spot.
"We’ll need to find another ride," she offered as if by way of explanation her eyes returning to their previous emerald shade.
Again Kruhl only nodded, she sprang out of the vehicle, moving to help the other woman lift Amelia’s inert form from within the Pygmy. She had so many questions, but not regarding what the outside observer ignorant of her background might suppose. She came from a world where magic was commonplace and in which Sorceresses and Sorcerers regularly exercised their magics. The powers she’d just witnessed being wielded were impressive, but she had seen similar acts performed before.
No, the questions which most puzzled the former warrior king were, who chased them, how the strange boxy carriages within which they rode propeled themselves without some kind of beast of burden to pull them, and who was this woman that had come to their aid?
She did not press the woman for details, she would question her later when she was certain they were safe. Then, she narrowed her eyes studying woman’s lanky form, she would get some answers.
Sapphira Olivia Scott stopped massaging her temples and sank her teeth into her lower lip. A sudden flood of emotions washed across her like a heavy downpour. She stopped, closed her eyes, and planted one hand against the wall to steady herself.
"Amy," she whispered her lover’s name. Though what she sensed were not actual thoughts, Sapphira was familiar enough with the other to know whose mind she’d touched. Fear, anger, and grief came rolling into her on a tide that threatened to pull her under.
"Liv?" A voice spoke out and she snapped her eyes back open. Hailey had her hand on Sapphira’s shoulder and the exemplar bit the inside of her cheek, peering at the girl who, despite all evidence to the contrary, was her granddaughter.
They appeared close to the same age, though most would guess that Sapphira was a few years older. They were both attractive, but that was where any similarities ended. Sapphira towered over her granddaughter and possessed an hourglass figure the envy of so many others, while the other woman’s frame was slight, and though far from pale, she appeared quite ashen when she stood next to Sapphira with her chocolate brown complexion.
Not so long ago, Sapphira had gone by the name Everett Howard and had been well into her twilight years. Though she could never know if it was her intention, Ashtar gave her a new life and a younger body when she passed her powers onto her. Though it took some time for her to shed her old prejudices and accept the changes, it gave her the chance to reconnect with Hailey and win Amelia’s love.
"Liv!" Ashley repeated, echoing the first girl.
At first Liv had been Amelia’s own little pet name for her, but the other girl’s took a liking to the moniker and somehow it became the norm.
Both girl’s stood on either side of her and Jenn, Hailey’s girlfriend, positioned herself just a few steps away, twirling a finger through her long electric-blue hair, something she did when unsure what to do with herself.
"I-I’m fine," she held up a hand to ward the three girl’s off, "but I think Amy might be in trouble."
She regarded Jenn, and bit her lip, realizing she’d let something slip out she shouldn’t. Among them, only Jenn was ignorant of Sapphira’s true origins and powers, but back pedaling now would draw suspicion.
Jenn raised an eyebrow and pressed her lips together, but didn’t force the matter, instead folding her arms across her chest. It was Ashley that spoke next, casting a furtive glance at the other girl. "What do you mean?"
Sapphira regarded the leggy blonde, reminded of her origins that so closely mirrored her own. Ashley had once been a bit of a rival and sometimes ally, a super-powered bank robber with a penchant for rescuing ladies in distress who fancied Sapphira. Of course, that had been before she came to inhabit the body of the nubile young lady. Back when they first met she’d been a ‘he’ who’d been very proud of his African heritage.
Before she uttered a reply, the ring from an old-fashioned rotary telephone resounded from Sapphira’s pants pocket. Everyone froze, recognizing it at once as her ringtone. Without a word, she slipped one hand into her pocket to retrieve her Mittsuhoshi smartphone.
The number arrayed across the screen was not one which she recognized, but it had the same area code as Amy’s hotel. She doubted it was a coincidence that she would receive a call from the same region just moments after sensing such strong emotions from her life partner. She swallowed, swiped her finger over the display and put the phone to her ear.
"Hello?"
At first, there no answer came, but then an ear-splitting screech sounded through the earpiece. A wave of dizziness washed over her and before she knew what happened, her head hit the floor. The last words she heard were the other women calling her name before the darkness swept her away.
Chapter 8 Part 1 – Flesh & Blood
Official Report
1328 Maryzell Ln
Tondzaosha, Idaho
Amelia sat bolt upright, chest heaving as she panted for air. She raked her hands out, but they only passed through empty space. The agent peered around, eyes not yet adjusted to the dark.
Her mind beginning to register she was not under attack, she cupped her face, sighed, and slid her hands away. She pressed one of them down on the surface upon which she laid. It was soft yet springy like a bed. Sure enough when she looked down, she discovered that it was just that. She peered about, seeing well enough now to make out a chest of drawers along the opposite wall and a door to her right.
"Good, you’re awake." A voice spoke out of the gloom behind her and to her left and she jumped, leaping to her feet, hand slipping inside her blazer for her pistol, but stopped when she spotted the face of her mysterious rescuer.
"How you feeling?" The woman asked, tilting her head, a very slight smile touching the corner of her mouth.
Amy massaging her temples, but nodded. "A little confused, but otherwise fine. How’d we escape?"
"You don’t think you’re the only one with powers, do you?" The woman’s smile broadened into a grin and a low throaty chuckle escaped her mouth.
Amy jerked her head sideways, turning to gape at the mysterious woman. There was something about that laugh…
"You’ve seen how I can project an image of myself. I can do other stuff too, mostly just illusions and light tricks, but they can come in handy in a pinch. I called up a dark haze the police couldn’t see through. Once, we gave them the slip, I took the Pygmy into an underground parking garage, jacked us a new ride, and brought us here."
Amy nodded, a sour taste in her mouth. What the woman did to ensure their escape may have been necessary, but it didn’t sit right with her. As an AEGIS agent, she made a vow to uphold the law. Breaking it, while necessary, went against everything for which she stood.
Her new friend drew closer, and Amy found herself looking into a pair of emerald eyes, a near twin to her own. Amidst the disorder of their escape, she never spared the other more than a sidelong glance. The agent gasped, a hand clasped over her mouth as she took in her rescuer’s features.
The younger woman bore a close physical resemblance to the agent. She had the same dark hair, green eyes, olive complexion and even an oval-shaped face. She was quite pretty, and there were enough similarities that most any passerby would surmise they were sisters. Her lips were thinner, and her nose wider, but there would be no mistaking the parallels.
The rescuer lacked the older woman’s curves, but Amy hadn’t developed those through ordinary means. No, this girl bore the same boyish figure and wide shoulders that the agent possessed after her transition, but before her transformation.
Amelia’s mind raced. Among her siblings only one other took after her mother in the looks department and it had not been Erica.
"Brian?" she asked, her eyes wide with disbelief.
The girl nodded, her lips trembling as she met the other woman’s gaze. "Yeah, sis’ it’s me. Just do me a favor, though. Call me Teressa."
Tears stained the agents cheeks and she threw both hands out, clasping her sister’s face before enfolding the other woman in her arms, her body racked with sobs.
After so many years, to find ‘Brian’ in such a way seemed unthinkable. She gave up hope of ever contacting any of her siblings, afraid that her parents poisoned them against her. Now she found that the one she had been closest to had undergone a transition like herself. It was an irony, not lost on Amelia, but one which she would overlook if it meant having her sibling back.
She cursed herself, ruminating over her childhood, attempting to recall any signs that her younger sibling was trans, but try as she might she could not conjure a single instance that even hinted the younger Van den Broeke was trans.
She pulled away, still sobbing, trying to wipe the tears from her eyes, but failing as they just kept coming. "You never said anything, if I had known—"
Teressa shook her head fighting back her own tears, but did little better than her sister. "You know how our father was and how he treated you. I thought maybe that if I tried hard enough I might hide it, and be the man that asshole wanted me to be. Then they took you away and the state scattered us to the four winds. They sent me to live with uncle Aaron, you remember Aaron, don’t you?"
Amy nodded, understanding what the other was trying to say. Aaron, their father’s half brother, was a youth pastor and staunch conservative. To his credit he treated his children much better than his younger sibling, but he wouldn’t have tolerated any behaviors he viewed as degenerate any more than Lucas had.
"But enough about that," Teressa smiled, still sniffling, but wiped the last of her tears away. "Tell me about you. Amelia van den Broeke, the big time AEGIS agent. I couldn’t believe my eyes when I first laid eyes on you. God, that body! If I didn’t know better I would swear you were a cis-woman."
Amy let a smile touch her face, before emitting a long sigh. "I suppose I am. It’s complicated. I passed pretty well after my transition, but I wasn’t what you might call curvaceous. Then I got caught up in an incident in New Hebron and I ended up looking like this." She paused, motioning down at her body.
"It’s not something I can discuss, but let’s just say sometimes strange things happen to AEGIS personnel in the field. It’s how I wound up with this body and… gained the powers used against the police."
Teressa eyed her, a sober expression on her face. She pulled a strand of hair out of her eyes, tucked it behind her ears, and smiled. "God, if the evidence weren’t staring me right in the face, I would say you were yanking my chain, but even with surgery most trans-girls wouldn’t come close to a body like yours. I’m happy for you, but I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t jealous."
Teressa paused, pursed her lips, a mischievous grin creasing her features before she at last spoke again. "I take it yours is an isolated incident? There isn’t a chance you would be able to spread the wealth is there?"
Amy regarded her sister. Though the statement seemed to be made in jest, the agent knew better. Even when they were young, Teressa had always hid her feelings behind a wall of humor. It wasn’t the most healthy of coping mechanisms, but when you had a father like Lucas van den Broeke, you managed the best you could.
She frowned. What would Teressa think if she found out she was pregnant? Amy put the thought aside. That particular bit of information could be revealed later.
"Ah well," Teressa said, a grin stretching across her face. "Can’t blame a girl for trying, can you?"
"About today." Amy cleared her throat, looking to change the subject.
"Today, you walked into the mother of all clusterfucks," she bowed her head. "We can talk about all that tomorrow. You need your rest. I really only wanted to make sure you were okay."
Amy bit the inside of her cheek and peered down at her hands. She’d lost consciousness after stopping the police car. When Sapphira had first gained control of her powers, they’d been erratic. Though her power set may have been similar to her lover’s, she thought it possible she had developed a different limitation. It would explain why she’d lost consciousness.
She glanced back up at her sister and nodded. There was no telling what use of her new abilities had done to her body, or… her child. "That’s probably a good idea."
Teressa took several long minutes fussing over her, and offering her assurances that she was safe, before saying her goodnights. Once the other Van den Broeke had departed Amelia sank back down into bed, hand on her belly and closed her eyes. She did not, however, go to sleep.
Instead, she reached out with her mind, feeling for the fetus growing within her womb. Though it was only just beginning to take the shape of the infant it would become, she knew it at once for what it was. She searched for signs of damage or injury, but sensed nothing.
She did not detect an awareness, but the child radiated… contentment for lack of a better word. It was a primal, simple emotion, lacking the complexities of even the youngest child, but it was more than she expected.
She emitted a soft sigh all the tension and anger fading away, and without quite knowing how, the agent drifted back to sleep.
Chapter 8 Part 2 – A Bolt From the Blue
Official Report
1328 Maryzell Ln
Tondzaosha, Idaho
Ashley leaned forward, cupping both her palms over her face, blowing a long weary sigh of air out her mouth. It was well past two in the morning and she was finding it hard to keep awake. She shook her head and rested it against the the wall, closing her eyes.
It hadn’t even been twelve hours since Sapphira collapsed, and no one could tell them why. She peered up at the exemplars inert form atop the hospital bed, studying her face, and frowned. Her friend looked as if she were asleep, but Ashley knew better. The doctors said that her beta wave patterns were consistent with someone who was awake and alert. As far as the doctors were concerned, there didn’t seem to be any reason for her to be unconscious.
She brushed several long strands of auburn hair out of her eye and sighed, contemplating, not for the first time, chopping it all off. She was a natural blonde, but since she now possessed the body of a college co-ed, part of the condition that she remain in New Hebron was that she disguise herself. The colored contacts and hair dye were a part of it, but every morning she woke up and caked her face in several layers of makeup to conceal that she was wearing the face of a dead girl.
She never realized all the trouble women went through to maintain their looks until she’d actually become one. Even as the affirmed ‘tomboy’ of the group she still spent a jaw-dropping amount of time every morning prettying herself up and… though she would never admit it to any of the others, it was all worth it.
The girl’s cheeks warmed just speculating over it, but she liked the way her body made her feel, especially when alone with her boyfriend. A cold shiver shot down her spine just thinking about it.
Ashley stopped herself, remembering what brought her there, and bit her lip. Where were Hailey and Jenn? They left some time ago to get something to eat at Ashley’s insistence and had yet to return. She eyed the door as if willing them to come through, but they did not.
Still her eyes did not leave the door, and a few seconds later a soft rap sounded from its hardwood surface. She jumped, placing an open palm on her chest, and called out for the person on the other side to enter.
When the door swung open, a tall figure stood in the doorway. Ashley started watching him as he glided into the room. As usual Director Brian Malcolm of AEGIS was immaculately attired, resplendent in a custom tailored suit that cost more than most people made in a month. He slipped his left hand over his right wrist, adjusting a gold cufflink, and peered down at her.
"Ashley Harris," he nodded, glancing back over his shoulder at Sapphira before turning back to her, steel-gray eyes seeming to look right through her, a deep frown creasing his lips. "Let’s talk."
"All this time I’ve been fighting that godforsaken thing without knowing what it was, or even if it had a name." Teressa began biting her lip, Amelia and Kruhl leaning in close. It was the morning after the attack, and the three women had gathered to share their experiences and try to make sense of what happened.
They sat within a large family room in the house’s basement in which they’d taken up sanctuary. They were careful to keep the lights out and spoke in hushed tones to avoid drawing attention from the neighbors. According to Teressa, the owners of the home were away on a trip outside the country and wouldn’t be home for several more weeks.
"Odalrik." Kruhl bit her lips. "His name is Odalrik."
Teressa nodded. "Yeah, I put that much together from what you’ve told me."
Teressa was the last of the trio to share her story, Kruhl’s had been the most illuminating, providing answers for questions the other two had been trying to wrap their heads around. Neither sister questioned what the strange little woman told them, Amelia because of what she saw in her visions and Teressa because she’d witnessed so many strange things.
She regarded them both, pausing only a second before continuing. "I was living in Grove City when he first came for me…"
Shadows bathed the room. A low trickle of light from the rising sun peaking through the blinds provided the only source of illumination. Teressa sat up, retrieving her phone from the nightstand and glanced at the time. It wasn’t yet six. She felt alert, more so than usual, but didn’t think much of it, until a black form floated toward her materializing from within the darkness of the far side of the room.
It seemed to be a substanceless creature, only given form by the cloak it wore. She looked within its hood, but saw nothing save for a darkness. When it extended an arm out, even the sleeve was empty.
[Teressa] It spoke her name, it’s voice full of malice.
Teressa lurched away, crawling backward, but never took her eyes away from the apparition. It hovered toward her, the bottom half of its form passing through the bed, and continued onward. It backed her into the corner and she lay there back against the wall, trembling in terror.
[You will be mine] It spoke, its voice rumbling as a high-pitched cackle filled the air.
The specter brought its second arm up, holding them both before it, brilliant red light bursting from its extended appendages. Teressa shielded her eyes, the light growing so intense that tears streamed down her face. What its intentions were, were anyone’s guess, but when her attacker emitted a howl of rage, she sensed that it failed. She dove out of the bed, rolling through the specter’s dark form, cold needles prickling her skin for the brief second they occupied the same space.
Making for the doorway, she clasped one hand on her neck and threw the other up behind her. Inky dark haze exuding from her fingertips, she fled from the apartment. Her life, as she knew it, was changed forever…
"Odalrik came to me twice more, each time, was pretty much a repeat of the last. I don’t know what it is he was trying to do, but—"
"He was attempting to subvert you," Kruhl said out of the blue, a scowl on her face.
"It is difficult magic, even for one as powerful as he, but judging from what we’ve seen so far, it seems he has become quite adept at it. For whatever reason, he was intent on gaining control over you, but ultimately failed. You possess some power of your own, it’s possible it helped you resist him."
The warrior king pursed her lips, glancing at the pair of women. This is how low she’d sunk. She gritted her teeth, allying herself with a pair of humans. True, their abilities seemed quite formidable in their own respect, but before she could call on the might of all the Assar tribes of Eirdon.
Kruhl had more than once entertained the notion of striking out on her own, but it was a foolish idea. The once-king knew nothing of this realm, or its people. She would be a fish out of water.
"Shit," Amelia answered, then turned her attention to Kruhl, who was doing her best not to make eye contact. "What about these skaeda, could it be he wanted to make her into one?"
"The magics for creating a skaeda and subverting someone are… related, but to make such a creature as a skaeda requires acts best left to the imagination. Subversion is simpler, but it is not as effective, you don’t gain complete control over the victim, they are very suggestive to your will and the control can be broken. A skaeda remains loyal until the end."
Amelia sighed and leaned back in her armchair. "How many more of these skaeda do you think he has under his thumb?"
Lips pressed together in a tight frown, she released a slow breath of air, but still refused to look her in the eyes. "It is hard to say. As you might imagine, it would be difficult to find a willing subject to create a skaeda. In most cases, a sorcerer would need to break them into complete submission first. That alone requires a level of magical energy few practitioners of the dark arts can match. Odalrik is a powerful sorcerer, but I doubt even he could subvert more than a handful of individuals enough to create such creatures."
"Bottom line is, Odalrik’s been amassing power, he’s already gained control of the Tondzaosha, Alameda, and Grove City police forces and may have at least partial control of each town’s city council, maybe even their mayors," Teressa leaned forward clasping her hands over her knees.
Kruhl froze, finding herself staring at her exposed cleavage, and swallowed. Her heart pounded in her ears, and she glanced down at her chest where her nipples showed through the fabric of her blouse. She licked her lips, regarding first Teressa, then Amelia. If either woman noticed, they’d chosen to ignore it. The two long-lost siblings barely even acknowledged her.
The former warrior king folded her arms over her breasts and tried with little success to dispel thoughts of bedding the other woman. She never had the need nor desire to curb her sexual appetites and now that she was contending with a new and very different libido she could find no means of tempering it.
Worse, she found these humans attractive. If her father knew of her predicament, he would hang his head in shame.
She turned her golden eyes on the elder Van den Broeke and fought back similar thoughts. While both sisters were attractive, the agent possessed a much more interesting figure, and the thought of bedding them together… She swallowed again, this time harder, and looked away.
"All that is bad enough," Amelia replied. "But if he sends even one more skaeda after us, we could be in big trouble."
"If he does pray that is all he sends after us," Kruhl said shaking her head.
A cold chill racked Kruhl’s spine, and any thoughts of sex were dispelled by her imaginings of the perverse acts Odalrik once committed. Though she never witnessed them being practiced, she’d heard accounts of the sorcerer’s many appetites. Such retellings were not for the faint of heart. Though the siblings were quite tough for human females, Kruhl did not see the need to inflict them with the information. When she’d first heard the tales as a child, she’d been haunted by nightmares for weeks afterward.
She had learned much since they’d begun their ‘little chitchat’. Each woman had shared a piece of the puzzle, but as yet so much had gone unexplained. One question haunted her more than the rest. If the people under Odalrik’s thrall already had possession of Waldere, why had the shade demanded she tell him the location of the sword?
Chapter 8 Part 3 – Worlds Apart
Official Report
1328 Maryzell Ln
Tondzaosha, Idaho
Agent Van den Broeke frowned, eying the laptop screen, thrumming her hand against the tabletop. She’d searched the web far and wide, and there nothing about what happened at the mental hospital. Odd, damned odd. There was no mention of Kruhl, herself or Teressa anywhere on the web or the local newscasts.
She didn’t know what to make of it, she’d assumed their enemies would plaster their images all over the news. Why then hadn’t they? If this Odalrik was so powerful, why wasn’t he making use of that power and throwing everything he could at them? He must have some reason to keep the incident quiet.
She’d long since discarded her smartphone, knowing how easy they were to track. What if this alleged sorcerer had another means of finding them? She shivered at the thought and bit her lip. The agent reflected on Kruhl’s description of her encounters with the strange hooded figure. Like the once-king she considered it odd the specter of Odalrik, if it was indeed him, would demand Kruhl tell him where the sword was, if it was already seized by those in his thrall.
Either he had some motivation to deceive Kruhl, or there was another party involved. She gritted her teeth. If there was someone else mucking about in this mess, it would only spell trouble for the rest of them.
There was another oddity. She’d made two unsuccessful attempts at contacting AEGIS, in hopes of bringing in reinforcements, and both times had been unsuccessful. She didn’t know if she was being paranoid or not, but it was definitely cause for concern.
"What is AEGIS, Ameliavandenbroeke?" Kruhl’s voice spoke out of the darkness and Amelia turned to regard her tiny frame.
"Amelia van den Broeke," Amy said, pausing between each part of her name.
Kruhl blinked, and a feral smile crept across her delicate face. "Very well, Amelia van den Broeke, what is AEGIS?"
"The Agency for Exemplar Governance, Investigation, and Security," she replied. "It’s an arm of the government that assists individuals with special abilities to learn their powers and protect ordinary people from those who misuse them."
"So then, you are a teacher and a soldier?" Kruhl asked, cocking her head, golden eyes widening.
"Not exactly," Amy shook her head. "I’m no teacher. You might say those who help others to use their powers are, but I’m closer to a soldier. I protect others and seek those who would do them harm and bring them to justice."
Kruhl bit her lip, seeming to contemplate what the agent said, then nodded and pulled up a seat beside her. "This device," she nodded toward the laptop and leaned in peering at the keys and then up at the screen. "How does it work? Why does that rectangle glow like that?"
"That’s not a question I’m qualified to—"
"These characters!" Kruhl exclaimed, sweeping her hands across the keyboard, fingers jabbing at Amy until she slipped hers away. "The order is wrong, but it’s the Angol alphabet."
"The English alphabet," Amy corrected, sliding the computer out of the others reach. "And they’re out of order by design."
"English." Kruhl tested the word on her lips. She remained quiet, eyes fixed on the keys before shaking her head and glanced up at the agent. "Does it not seem strange to you we speak the same language?"
Amy pressed her lips together and nodded. "The thought had crossed my mind, but I’ve been a little more concerned about staying alive. There was an ancient group of peoples, in our own history, who called themselves the Angles. They occupied what is now modern England. I wonder… do your people have maps?"
Kruhl’s eyes peered up at her, and she nodded. "My father had one commissioned of Eirdon, Angol and much of the lands across the ocean to the South and East. It is one of the most extensive in all the lands. It hangs on the wall of my bedchamber."
"How well do you know it?" Amy asked.
"I burned it into my mind. I need only close my eyes and I can see it as clearly as if I were looking upon that glowing rectangle." Kruhl gestured at the laptop.
Amy nodded, keyboard clacking, as her fingers zoomed across its surface. When she finished, she turned the screen toward Kruhl. "Look familiar?"
Kruhl leaned close, studying the features of the map laid out before her, taking it all in. "It is," she said, lips parted in a scowl. "But the names and borders are all wrong. This island here is Eirdon." She paused, pressing her finger against the screen at Ireland."
Her finger slid down the map, stopping over an area that read ‘France’. "The upper part of this kingdom should be Nustra and down here we would have Quitar, Gascol and Septa. Over here, her finger strayed to the east and then north. "There is Burgne, and Austere, Sveba, Sa—"
She stopped peering up at the agent blinking as realization dawned on her. "This map is not of my world, is it? It’s of yours."
Amy met her gaze and dipped her chin up and down. "A region we call Europe."
Kruhl did not answer, but instead studied the map, frowning. A few seconds passed before she turned back to the agent and sank her teeth into her lower lip. "How could our realms be so similar?"
"Well, I’m no expert on the matter, but our scientists have theories concerning alternate or parallel universes. It’s possible you are from a reality very like our own."
Kruhl regarded her, a long sigh escaping her lips. "Your words are strange. Are you suggesting I come from a different version of this universe?"
Amelia nodded. "More or less."
"If that is true, I do not like the odds of ever returning home." Kruhl hunched over, looking into her open palms. "Which means I may very well spend the remainder of my life in this body."
Tears splattered her cheeks and her hands shook. "There are no Assar on this world. Did Reesha know this when she sent me here?"
Her lips trembling, she spoke, each word interjected by a sob. "Would you help me with something?"
Amelia regarded her out of the corner of her eyes before nodding.
"Will you come up with a name for me?" Kruhl asked turning her golden eyes upon the other woman. "If I am to live amongst you, it would seem appropriate that I have one of your names."
"I’ll give it some consideration."
Kruhl rose to her feet, leaned in and kissed the agent on the cheek before disappearing down the hallway.
Amelia watched her go, folding her arms across her chest and let loose a breath. Even knowing what she did of Kruhl and how she had treated her former subjects, she couldn’t help but feel sorry for the once-king, but try as she might she couldn’t think of a single way she might help her.
With a shake of her head, she closed the laptop down, returning it to the shelf where she’d found it and trailed Kruhl down the hall thinking to console her. When she got to her door and raised her fist, she froze.
She lowered her hand and stared at the door, lips pressed together. Maybe something different was necessary. She turned away and moved down the corridor. Teressa was better at this sort of thing.
Chapter 9 Part 1 – Wash Out
Official Report
1328 Maryzell Ln
Tondzaosha, Idaho
Kruhl fell face first into the bed, her tears dripping upon the sheets. Another universe… The thought sent an icy chill down her spine. She assumed Reesha had sent her to another realm, a strange one to be sure, but if what the agent said was true, it changed everything. The realms all existed within the same universe, separate but not so separate they existed within different universes.
What hope had she of returning to Erda, her home world, if Van den Broeke was right? The prospect of spending a lifetime trapped in her tiny new body was almost more than she could bear. She was Kruhl son of Wurdan, King of the Eridon, and the bearer of Waldere, she knew it with every fiber of her being, but it amounted to nothing. She had no kingdom to rule over, and no strength with which to fight her enemies. By the Nether Realm! Would she even be able to lift Waldere?
She squinted at the window and considered leaving. Perhaps, if she found Waldere, she would be able to make use of its magic. She knew nothing of this world, or how to transverse its many roads. Another, bigger problem was finding and retrieving the sword. If these police were indeed seeking her out, it would be an act of sheer insanity to walk into their base of operations to take it back.
A knock sounded from the door. Kruhl pushed herself up and turned to peer at it. She did not speak up, or move to answer, but remained frozen in place. Doors were commonplace on her own world, and a knock, unsurprising, carried the same meaning. Still, she didn’t feel much like company. She turned away, but caught movement out of the corner of her eyes.
Teressa stood in the now open doorway holding a long black object with a rope dangling from its end.
"Oh, I’m—" she stopped taking in Kruhl and frowned. "Were you crying?"
"Leave me be." Kruhl growled under her breath, turning away from the intruder.
"Look I understand that things are looking rough, but—" She started toward Kruhl again, but stopped when the once-king turned his luminescent orbs on her.
"You know nothing about me." She said between gritted teeth. "Don’t think your empty platitudes will offer me any solace."
"Fair enough," Teressa released a sigh and turned away, stopping inside the doorway and again held up the strange contraption. "I just thought you’d like a haircut."
"Haircut?" Kruhl cocked her head, peering at Teressa with a frown.
"Maybe you haven’t noticed, but that mop of yours is a matted mess." Teressa but a hand on her hip and stared across the room at the other.
"My mop?" Kruhl reached up to run a hand through her locks and yelped when one of her fingers caught. "You mean my hair?"
Teressa nodded, folding her arms across her chest. "I mean, unless you like it that way?"
Kruhl pressed her teeth into her lower lip and shook her head. "I’ve been pre-occupied."
Kruhl had been so caught up in events she had taken little time to make note of her locks or worry about hygiene. Not that she’d had a lot of choice, she’d been tied down and locked in a room for most of her visit to this world and her captors hadn’t exactly taken the time to provide grooming implements.
She had been quite fastidious about grooming herself back on Erda and brushing her magnificent mane had been part of her daily routine. While hair atop her head was not foreign to her, the way her human locks dropped behind her shoulders and hung limp across her back was distracting.
Teressa sauntered toward her and reached out, twisting one of Kruhl’s stray locks between two fingers. She crinkled her nose and pulled away. "First though, you’ll need of a shower. You’re smelling pretty ripe."
"Shower?" Kruhl sneered. "Do I look like Rema swine to you?"
"Uh, oookay, what about a bath?" She frowned, eyes wide.
"That… would be acceptable," Kruhl replied with a grimace and shake of her head.
"Come on," Teressa motioned at the other and Kruhl followed, heart thumping in her chest. As the other woman led her out of the room, all Kruhl could think about was the interesting way in which her hips swayed as she walked.
"Let me know if it’s too hot." Teressa craned her neck around and peered up at the once-king.
Kruhl kneeled down at the edge of the tub and peered inside, watching tendrils of steam snake up into the air and disappear. "It’s hot, how is this possible?"
"There’s a thing called a water heater that collects water and keeps it warm for later use," Teressa replied.
The once-kings mind whirled, trying to imagine the mechanics that would make such a thing possible, but was unable to fathom it. On Erda, the only way to get a hot bath was to heat the water in a kettle or travel to a hot spring. Such a method was beyond anything she would have ever imagined.
Kruhl had seldom bothered with such a luxury, but Gylda, her betrothed, had insisted she take one every day. Kruhl scowled, remembering the long line of servants bringing pot after pot through Wurdanhom just to satiate the mercurial princess. Had he known she would betray him, he would have never indulged her, but it was less agonizing than contending with another of her tantrums.
"So, uh, you’re pretty petite, but the people who own this place have a daughter, I’ll see of I can find something for you to wear in her things. Why don’t you get started while I’m gone?" Teressa stopped jerking her head toward the tub, eyes seeming to linger on Kruhl’s chest. She coughed, licked her lips and turned her back to her companion. "I’ll check back in on you in a few minutes."
Kruhl watched her depart, then peered down at the pair of lumps on her chest and swallowed. She glanced up at the window on the other end of the room. Though the opening was small, she thought she could squeeze through it and be gone before she got back. Again, reason won out and she put such thoughts ouf of her mind.
She pulled her blouse over her head, grimacing when it caught on her breasts causing them to wobble as the fabric came away. She threw the shirt over her shoulder, not even watching it land before loosening the trousers about her waist and pulled them down to her feet.
Kruhl stopped standing over the bathtub and tested the water with a toe before at last easing herself into the hot water. She planted her posterior against the rear of the tub and leaned back, just letting the heat soak into her. Her breasts floated on the water and she averted her gaze, doing her best to ignore the strange sensation.
She could count on one paw the number of times she remembered taking a warm bath, all but one had been when she was still a cub. The once-king had forgotten just how relaxing it was. She closed her eyes, just letting her thoughts drift away.
Several long moments passed and Kruhl’s eyes snapped open, reaching out to retrieve the strange bottle of soap Teressa had called body wash. The container was smooth to the touch and she clutched it in her hands, brows furrowed. She pressed into it, discovering that it was pliable, and turned it over. What sort of material was this?
The front identified the contents of the bottle as Swan Calming Lavender Field Scented Nourishing Body Wash. Kruhl tilted her head, biting her lips. Did that mean the body wash was made from Swans and Lavender? Why would anyone make soap from a swan?
She locked her fingers around the lid and attempted to yank it open, but it would not come loose. What a strange container, she thought, again turning the bottle over in her hand, this time from top to bottom. The top of the lid was a darker shade of violet from the rest of the container. Kruhl frowned and pressed her finger into it, gratified to discover that the top flipped open.
"How strange," Kruhl muttered, squeezing the bottle’s middle, watching thick light-purple fluid ooze out of the new opening.
When she brought the bottle up to her nose, taking a big whiff. If it contained swan meat, she didn’t smell it. No, the only scent that she made out was lavender.
Why then did the bottle say swan? Perhaps the artisan who made it was named Swan.
She regarded the bottle for a little longer, then retrieved the wash towel left for her by Teressa, dunked it in the water and then wiped the soap off the side with the cloth.
Kruhl did not possess the same social biases as a person of this world. She did not regard flowery soaps and perfumes as girly, but she found them wasteful. The Angols, who considered themselves more civilized, were inclined to dabble in such frivolities, but her people made do with simpler soaps composed of animal fats and ashes.
With a long drawn-out sigh, she raised the cloth to her breasts and scrubbed the dirt away. She was not prepared for the sensations that arose from such a simple act and bit her bottom lip, barely stifling a moan and thoughts of Teressa doing interesting things sprang to mind. When the next wail escaped her lips, she did not muffle it.
Chapter 9 Part 2 – The Beast with Two Backs
Official Report
1328 Maryzell Ln
Tondzaosha, Idaho
"All right so I got you—" The voice spoke out of nowhere and Kruhl started, jerking her hand out of her privates, and cheeks burning scarlet, as her eyes turned to meet Teressa’s gaze.
Teressa, a bundle of clothes in hand, mouth slack and eyes wide. "I, uh, I mean I didn’t mean to intrude, I just thought—"
"It’s fine!" Kruhl blurted out, hands snaking up her chest and cupped her breasts in a belayed attempt at modesty. "Just leave it I-I—"
Teressa dropped the clothes on the vanity and bolted out the door, slamming it shut behind her. Kruhl swallowed in a fruitless attempt to rid herself of the lump in her throat and glanced down at her soap covered breasts. She was so engrossed in pleasuring herself, she’d forgotten all about Teressa.
The interruption left her feeling like a pit had formed inside of her and she saw no way to fill it. Before her transformation, such an interruption would have killed the mood. She couldn’t say if it was because she was female or human, but either way it made her squirm.
There was a genuine need for her to continue, but she stopped herself. Instead, she recovered the cloth from between her legs where she dropped it during her explorations and resumed washing herself.
When finished, she hung the cloth along the edge of the tub and cupped both hands together against her lips. She shivered, allowing herself to imagine Teressa kissing her breasts.
She drew in her breath and dipped below the water to wet her hair, gasping for breath as she emerged. She wiped the excess water from her face and gathered all the loose strands of hair dangling in front of her eyes and collected them behind her ears.
With shaking hands, she reached for the bottle of shampoo, Teressa explained the differences between body wash and shampoo, but the once-king considered the distinction strange. Soap was soap.
Still, as she recalled the others instructions, she imagined the other woman’s naked body heaving against her own, her lips moving their way up and down her neck. She swallowed hard, the bulge wedged in her gullet still refusing to go away, and again studied the bottle.
Like the body wash, it was labeled ‘Swan’, and was Lavender scented, but this time it purported to be both a Shampoo and Conditioner, whatever that meant, and claimed to be formulated for normal to dry hair. Kruhl sighed, dumping some into her hand and rubbed it into her scalp.
She worked her way through her tangled locks. A vain attempt at clearing one of the hair mats, only succeeded in producing a sharp jolt of pain and a yelp. Clenching her jaw shut, Kruhl gave up, instead focusing on cleaning. When she finished, she pulled the stopper from the drain and climbed out, retrieving the towel from the counter.
She unfolded the fabric and paused, fingering it, surprised that it would be so soft and light. Teressa led her to believe that these so-called towels were used for drying oneself off, and after at last examining the long piece of fabric she understood why. Back home, she had access to the finest materials and used any number of fabrics to dry herself, but this towel did the job much better. Then again, she now possessed less hair than before.
She tossed the towel aside and reecovered the clothes from atop the vanity. She retrieved the shirt, a simple pink one-piece garment with an image of a strange character wearing a red dress with white dots and a tied-up bit of material upon its head. It bore rounded ears and had a short muzzle and exaggerated nose. Its features were rodent-like, but beyond that she could not guess what sort of creature it might be.
Even Kruhl, who’d never laid eyes on such attire, understood at once that it was intended for females. She crinkled her nose, before emitting a low growl, and pulled it up over her head and down over her breast. It fit snug in the chest, but not so tight as to constrict her breathing.
Next came the panties. Undergarments were not a new concept to her. Back at home she often wore a loincloth beneath her tunic or skirt, but the pink bit of fabric with heart-shapes on them were more feminine than her usual fair. Even the clothing they provided for her at the mental hospital had been less of an affront to her masculinity.
The skirt was the most tolerable part of the ensemble, at least in Kruhl’s eyes. Trousers were in their infancy among her people and used only by those who rode horseback. Loose-fitting skirts provided a flexibility of movement that slacks would never match, and as a battle-hardened warrior that was the most important factor of all.
Even so, she barely fit the skirt over her hips. It was designed for a child and Kruhl, while small, possessed the figure of a full-grown woman. Once she pulled it past her wide child-bearing hips, the garment fit her well enough, but as she looked upon her reflection, she saw nothing of herself looking back at her. It chilled her to the bone.
The mirror… she mused regarding the massive fixture which took up half of the wall. She’d never seen its like. Her people possessed mirrors, but their artisans crafted them of polished metals, and even the best only provided a muddy clarity.
She clenched her eyes shut and turned away with clenched teeth. Tears burned her eyes and she cursed the mirror’s creators before releasing a lengthy breath of air. She paused long enough to pull her water-logged hair from inside her shirt and slipped out of the bathroom where Teressa waited for her.
"I, uh, sorry, I didn’t think you would be well, you know…" Teressa kneaded one hand into the back of her neck, offering an apologetic smile and peered down at the former king.
"I would just as soon not discuss it." Kruhl frowned, folding her arms over her chest.
Teressa nodded, snaked a hand out and clasped her fingers around a lock of the other’s hair. "You want to get started?"
Kruhl grimaced, gaped at the other, and nodded. She doubted she would enjoy what followed, but understood that it was necessary. With a lengthy sigh, she followed the younger Van den Broeke down the corridor and toward what was certain to be a less than pleasant experience.
The razor buzzed along the side of Kruhl’s head and she closed her eyelids as the device ate her hair. It hummed against her scalp, vibrating so strongly it resonated in her eye sockets. She was not fond of the experience, but after seeing what the machine did, she understood its value at once.
Kruhl’s hair was such a mess, Teressa informed her, that she would have a much easier time if she cut it short. She’d given Kruhl the news as if she were a commander informing her she’d just lost an important battle. Kruhl didn’t see it as quite so devastating, but were it her glorious Assar mane being whittled away by the razor, she might have been singing a different tune.
Teressa knew her way around the razor, Kruhl could see that just by observing her, but the other seemed to think it necessary she explain that she once made a living as something called a hair dresser. Kruhl didn’t ask for specifics. She did not wish to get hair in her mouth again, but she pieced together that Teressa must have cut hair for a living. It seemed an odd vocation, but it didn’t surprise Kruhl. Little of this world made much sense.
As the other worked, Kruhl watched, lips pressed shut. She was going stir crazy, not just because she was stuck in place, but for other reasons.
Her nipples were hard and a glance down confirmed what she’d already suspected. They were showing through her shirt. She chomped down on her lower-lip, heart racing in her chest. She wanted, no needed, a release. Sex! The object of her desires was mere inches away, all she need do was lean forward and…
By Thun! Her face burned in shame. The once-mighty Kruhl, reduced to lusting after a human woman. Her father would have wept that she’d sunk so low, and the realization did her no good. She wanted nothing more than to leap from her seat and mount Teressa. Gods! When would it end?
And as if the gods had answered, the razor clicked off. Kruhl jerked her head, glancing over her shoulder. A tuft of hair fell over Kruhl’s left eye as she studied the hair stylist who stood, arms folded across her chest, razor in hand and her lips pressed in a thoughtful expression.
"I think that should do it." Teressa planted both hands on her hip, then turned her back to Kruhl. The once-king swallowed, reaching a hand up to collect the stray hair and tuck it back into place.
"I thought we agreed you would cut my hair short." Kruhl glowered, letting out a slight growl.
"I did," Teressa replied, turning to Kruhl with a square-shaped object, perhaps two dorn long on each side, clutched in her hands. "Have a look."
She held it out to Kruhl, and she hesitated only a few seconds before snatching it out of her outstretched hand, only realizing it was a hand mirror after she took it from the other woman.
Kruhl placed the mirror in her lap, handle out, and stared down to take a better look. The girl, whose face she despised, peered up at her. Teressa had shaved most of the left side down almost to nubs, and Kruhl traced her hand over it, the wound from her battle with Reesha and her minions was now visible, the black stitching sticking out from it. The cut had scabbed over, but it would be some time before it finished healing. She thought it a tribute to Teressa’s skill that Kruhl experienced almost no pain when the razor passed over it.
The rest of her hair wasn’t so short. Those locks were perhaps a dorn and a half, or about eight inches long. Teressa combed her bangs to the right, and Kruhl frowned, turning her head to get a better view. She expected something closer to the close-shorn cuts sported by the Angols, but this somehow looked more feminine. Still, she didn’t dislike it. Before she looked like a timid creature, the haircut made her countenance seem more… fierce.
"Well?" Teressa asked, leaning forward, her breasts pressing into Kruhl’s back.
This only reignited Kruhl’s arousal, and instead of answering, she at last launched herself toward the other, her lips locking around her mouth.
At first, Teressa resisted and pulled away, but then Kruhl pressed harder and the other woman melted into the former king’s arms, returning the kiss.
The next thing Kruhl knew, she was spread eagle atop the bed, Teressa’s lithe body mounted atop hers. Kruhl didn’t recall whether it had been she who had pulled the other atop her, or if Teressa had pushed her onto the soft fabric bedspread, but she didn’t care.
She closed her eyes, allowing the younger Van den Broeke sister to pull the fabric of the once-king’s shirt up and kiss her nipples. Kruhl shivered, hands reaching up to kneed the other’s breasts. She didn’t remember removing her skirt or panties, but soon a hard throbbing shaft thrust into her cunt. She trembled, knowing it at once for what it was. She didn’t understand why Teressa had one, but the once-king didn’t care. It felt too good. She shrieked in pleasure, not caring who heard. At last, she’d found her release.
The computer flicked and the screen fizzed out, smoke rising out of the base, and Amelia leaned back, running both hands through her hair. She wasn’t the paranoid type, but this was her third attempt at getting in touch with AEGIS since coming to the house, and each time something had gone wrong.
When she tried to make a call using the house’s landline, the phone went dead after the first ring and repeated efforts to make additional calls had turned out the same. The first time she attempted to access the AEGIS secure servers, the computer had shut down without warning and now this…
Someone was trying very hard to keep her from getting in contact with her superiors. Which could only mean one thing…
She jerked to her feet and took off running for the bedrooms. If she was right, she needed to warn the others before it was too late…
Chapter 9 Part 3 – Sweet Release
Official Report
1328 Maryzell Ln
Tondzaosha, Idaho
Kruhl lay on her side, bedsheets draped over her bare form, hand clasped over her privates. After they finished their lovemaking, a sense of contentment flooded over her and she lay awash in the sensation.
Back home, she’d taken the virginity of many females, but experiencing it from the other end was something different altogether. Sex as a male was more of a throbbing, pulsating pleasure centered in one place. As a woman those elements were there, but a simple touch in the right place would send ripples of tingling ecstasy rippling through her body. She never imagined it would be so… all encompassing.
Her lady parts were aflame, throbbing with a dull ache, but also an emptiness. She was incomplete after the experience, as if she would never be whole until she again allowed Teressa to penetrate her. She trembled, an icy shiver racking her body.
Her hand slipped free of her privates and she held it in front of her eye, rubbing the blood between the flats of her fingers. Though their lovemaking had painful, it was not at all unpleasant. Teressa had deflowered her, or, as the other girl put it, she’d popped her cherry. It was a euphanism, she’d understood without explanation.
Kruhl found herself thinking of the other woman’s unique anatomy. She’d long heard tales of individuals who were both male and female, possessing the form of a woman, but the private parts of a man. At the time, such stories seemed far-fetched and the once-king discounted them. Now, it seemed, her thinking might need some revision. She possessed no understanding of hormones and had never heard the term transgender. Other than the whisperings of fellow Assar, Kruhl possessed no frame of reference for such an anomaly.
She rolled over, regarding Teressa between cracked eyelids. The other woman bore a sleepy smile and her eyes had drooped closed. Kruhl leaned forward, pecking her on the lips and a broad smile stretched across her mouth as she studied Teressa.
She was slender and tall and bore small pert breasts and shoulders that seemed just a little too wide for her frame, but that wasn’t so unusual even for human females. Kruhl detected no outward signs that Teressa possessed so unusual of a form.
"What?" Teressa asked with a loud yawn, a smile of her own cracking her lips.
Kruhl eyed her a moment longer before speaking. "How?"
Though the question was simple, it carried a depth of meaning that the younger Van Den Broeke understood at once. Teressa cupped her face and closed her eyelids.
"I’m transgender," she said, hands sliding away. Kruhl blinked, but did not respond and Teressa released a lengthy breath, pressing her lips together.
"I used to be a boy, but I always felt like I should have been a girl. About three years ago, I stopped living in denial and admitted the truth to myself. A while after that, I began my transition. Er… that is to say, I started living as a girl full time and began taking a medicine of a sort that helped me develop a more feminine figure."
Teressa’s explanation was simplistic, and didn’t convey as much meaning as she would have preferred, but it was a subject the former Assar knew nothing about. Terms like ‘assigned male’ were likely a little beyond the other’s grasp. It seemed easier, for the time being, to keep it simple.
Kruhl nodded, her mind reeling at the implications of what the other said. If such a medicine existed to make men more feminine, might there not be one to produce the opposite effect for women? Before she had a chance to inquire further, the door burst open and the other Van den Broeke hurtled into the room, a wild, wide-eyed expression marking her features.
Amelia’s eyes took in the lovers, and she quickly averted her gaze.
"We, uh, need to get out of here. I think we may be in danger." She licked her lips, a slight, almost undetectable tremor in her voice revealing her discomfort.
"What, why?" Teressa asked, sitting bolt upright, careful to keep the blanket pressed over her naked breasts.
"This may sound a bit paranoid, but I haven’t been able to contact AEGIS since we came here. At first I thought there was something wrong with the phone line, but a laptop just burnt up on me. I can’t shake the feeling that someone or something is trying to prevent me from getting help."
No one spoke for several long minutes, and then almost as if on cue, the sound of car tires screeching and a long succession of car doors slamming shut broke the silence.
Any pretense of modesty flew out the window as Teressa flung the bedding off her unclothed form and collected her stray bits of discarded clothing scattered about.
Kruhl looked around, eyes gleaming with confusion. She did not understand what the sounds signified, but she was no fool and picked up on the sense of urgency from the other women. She sprang from the bed on all-fours and scurried around in search of her own clothing.
Under ordinary circumstances, Amelia would have retreated from the scene, but when faced with danger, things like modesty were a luxury with which she could not afford to adhere.
Amelia reached for her gun, but remembered that she’d used up all her ammunition and dropped her hand. She moved along the outside of the room, avoiding making eye contact with either woman, and pulled the corner of the drapes open, careful to do so with slow, smooth movements so those without would be less likely to catch sight of her.
Police cars ringed the house, and dozens of officers knelt behind their vehicles, weapons in hand.
She sucked air in through her teeth, cursed under her breath, and slipped the drapes closed before returning her attention to the other two women who were in various states of dress.
As an investigator, she did not believe in coincidence. It seemed unlikely that the police’s arrival was unrelated to her latest attempt at contacting AEGIS. If their enemy disconnected the phones and destroyed the laptop, why wait to attack? They could have struck at any time.
She was unable to shake the feeling of wrongness encompassing this entire situation and try as she might, there didn’t seem to be a reasonable explanation for any of it. Something more was happening than met the eye and it made the hairs on the back of her neck stand on end. What was she missing?
She balled both fists. The agent would not stand by and let their enemies control the situation. Something needed to be done. She turned to face her younger sibling, mind already made up. "Once you finished getting dressed, get to the car, I’ll keep them occupied.
She slipped out through the door before either woman could issue an objection. Teressa and Kruhl met each other’s gazes, then rushed to the doorway at the same moment, but the elder Van den Broeke had already disappeared down the hallway. The creak of the front door sounded in the distance, dispelling whatever thoughts they had of chasing after Amelia.
Teressa turned her wide-eyes on Kruhl and gulped. They were running out of time.
Amy stood, hands clenched at her side, staring down at the sea of squad cars, police officers, and the automatic weapons which they bore. Though a shiver of fear worked its way down her spine, anger soon supplanted it. She grated her teeth and fought back the fire burning deep inside of her.
Carter Rathdrum, a father, a husband, and, above all, a good man had died by their hands. Worse, even if Amelia survived this mess, it was unlikely she would be able to tell his family how he’d died. She would not let his selfless act be for nothing.
These were police officers, men and womaen who had taken oaths to uphold the law and defend the innocent. They had already gunned down the mental hospital and the roadside along their escape path. She doubted they’d have any reservations about shooting up the neighborhood.
How many more people had they harmed with their blatant disregard of the laws they’d sworn to uphold?
The revelation that they may be under the influence of Odalrik, did little to temper her rage. How could they have let it get so bad? None drew Amy’s more ire than their leader. The Avery she had known was a person of integrity with a rigid, unbending sense of duty and responsibility. What had changed? How had Odalrik compromised her?
Gunfire rang out. Amelia threw her arm up to shield her face, but it was just a reflex. She was ready for what followed. Bullets whizzed through the air, and stopped motionless, suspended as if on wires. Amy gritted her teeth, waving her arm, sending the projectiles slamming into the ground with a series of soft thuds.
"Gwyneth Avery!" She called out the Chief’s name at the top of her lungs, but if the other woman was present, she did not show herself.
Instead, a tall figure in a flowing black robe stepped forward to meet her challenge. Its cowl concealed its face, but Amelia just made out the tip of a thin delicate chin. It walked hunched over in a lurching gait, pulling a long wooden staff, its tip grating across the pavement. Atop it was affixed an emerald gem that pulsated with fetid green light.
The figure stood upright, planting its staff into the soil and turned its shrouded head upon Amy. She strained her eyes, hoping to glimpse the face that lurked beneath the cloth, but she could see nothing of its features save for a glint of noxious illumination glimmering in its eyes. The stranger tilted the staff forward, and a beam of putrid green light shot out, straight toward the agent. She had only seconds to prepare herself before the attack landing home.
Chapter 10 Part 1 – Tooth & Claw
Official Report
1328 Maryzell Ln
Tondzaosha, Idaho
"Shit, shit, shit," Teressa cursed her face contorted in a mask of rage. "How could I have been so stupid?"
She growled under her breath, slid the car keys into the ignition and the car’s engine roared to life. Anger flashed in her eyes as they fell on Kruhl. The once-king shrank away, taken aback, but then she gazed forward, clasping one hand around her neck, the second on the steering wheel.
"Hang on," she said between gritted teeth, inky mist rising out between her fingers. "This will be one bumpy ride."
She pulled on the lever between the seats and the car careened, a high-pitched screech emanating from the wheels. It slammed through the garage door with a wail of protest and wood and metal exploded, fragments slamming into the windshield with several dull thwacks and Kruhl threw her arms up to shield her face.
The vehicle lurched into daylight, swerved sideways, and just avoided slamming into a vehicle Teressa told her, after their first meeting, was called a police car. She clutched at the handle on the door, gaze fixed on Teressa.
"Oh hell," Teressa cursed again her eyes staring out the windshield growing wider by the second. She raised both hands, palms out and fingers up, misty ink fading into the daylight. Kruhl followed the other’s gaze. A tall man bearing one of the fire-sticks was standing before the car, weapon trained on the other woman.
Kruhl was not the type to surrender, if she could help it, but even a proud warrior such as her recognized a helpless situation when she saw one. She scowled, then mimed the other woman’s pose. She narrowed her eyes, watching as the man approached picturing herself snapping his neck, but remained motionless. The police clan had won for now.
Putrid emerald energy crackled against the azure dome that Amy had summoned. The agent gritted her teeth, panting against the effort of holding her shield. She’d had no opportunity to practice using her new powers, but they seemed to respond when she needed them, even if she didn’t quite understand how. It was a marked contrast to Sapphira’s struggle to control the same powerset, but one which she could live with… if she stayed conscious.
Amelia’s shield rippled and the sickly green illumination brightened, spreading out and sizzling with such intensity, Amy’s eyes ached. She averted her gaze, tears cascading down her cheek, and held on. Perhaps Sapphira who was more experienced might know how to retaliate with the shield still up, but it was taking all of her concentration just to hold it against the mysterious attacker.
Her strength ebbed and she fell to her knees, her shield wobbling and contorting. She moaned, clenching her eyes shut and focus all her will on holding the barrier. She only needed a little more time…
As if on queue, an explosive crash of shattering wood and shrieking metal sounded from nearby. That would be Teressa and Kruhl, she thought, a smile touching the corner of her lips.
The pressure on her shield vanished and instead of taking the time to gawk like her assailant and most of the police force, the agent straightened. She rounded on her attacker and sent her shield flying out. It burst into the cloaked figure with enough force to send it tumbling to the pavement and rounded on the nearest of their attackers. She threw a hand out a wave of telekinetic force, rippling out, and three officers soared away, landing in a tangled heap.
She took the briefest of seconds, soaking in every detail she could. Kruhl and Teressa had crashed through the house’s garage door in the Yomato Diadem the former had stolen during their escape from the mental hospital, but the vehicle had only just cleared the exit. A ring of police cars blocked their path out.
All eyes turned toward her and she grated her teeth, already erecting a wall of shimmering azure energy as a new barrage of bullets came hurtling across the lawn toward her.
Time was not on her side. Already her body had begun to weaken and her vision began to fade. She fought it, teeth gritted.
Not now.
She redirected her efforts, diving behind a flowerbed with a raised stone wall and dropped the shield. She may not be able to save herself, but she’d be damned if she was going to let them get ahold of Kruhl and Teressa. Instead of attacking, she reached out and pushed the first squad car blocking the Diadem’s path. The vehicle lurched back, bursting through a small white picket fence that separated the driveway from the neighbor’s property.
Her vision dimmed and she clenched her jaw, fighting back the darkness, gunfire spattering into the stones all around her. She hurtled the second squad car away, moving on to the third and final one. It lurched into the street and Amy found herself on her knees.
The agent gasped, willing a shield to form around her, but it quivered and dissolved into the air with a soft sizzle. She felt a sharp prick on her neck, and snapped a hand up, finger clasping a short metallic tube with a fuzzy tip. She pulled it free, holding the tranquilizer dart in front of her face before peering back at her assailant. Chief Avery stood in the distance, tranquilizer gun clasped in her hands, scowling.
The agent fell the rest of the way to the ground, face-planting into the soil, fingers clawing at the ground in a futile escape attempt. She peered up, eyes focused on a cloud of inky haze that had oozed its way over the yard, the last thing she heard as her awareness faded into unconsciousness was the sound of screeching tires.
The girl stood back, pulling several strands of blonde hair away from her soft delicate features, her eyes wide as a pair of officers lifted the inert form of a tall dark-haired woman into the back of a squad car. She turned away, sinking her teeth into her lower lip.
"Amy," she whispered the name, as a cold quiver shot down her back.
The agent was bound… and odder gagged. How and why had Amelia run afoul of the police? She was working with them. They were the ones who’d requested help from AEGIS. The mission files were very clear on that point. Why then had they detained her? It made no sense.
It all had something to do with the woman in black, the girl glanced at her, another shiver running down her spine. When the girl first laid eyes on her, she’d done a double take. The woman looked like she’d walked out of the set of some sword and sorcery movie. She wore a long cloak and its cowl was pulled back to reveal a youthful face framed by a shock of lengthy black hair. An emerald-topped staff was clenched in her arms, and, if the energy readings from the RPR module were any sign, she was packing a lot of astral energy. The girl didn’t quite understand what that meant, but she knew enough to be wary.
Though the cloaked woman seemed out of place amidst all the officers, she moved through the throng with an air of authority. She stopped a few yards from the car where they’d imprisoned Amelia and planted her staff in the ground. An older middle-aged woman in a police uniform rushed up to her and curtsied, like some peasant maiden supplicating themselves to their liege lord.
The girl frowned. Things were getting stranger by the moment.
She considered making a rescue attempt, but shut down such a fleeting ludicrous notion with a firm set of her jaw and a violent shake of her head. Even with the full RPR, she didn’t like her chances. Whatever power the robed woman had at her command, she was not one with whom the girl wanted to cross on her own. Making her first test run with the new gear, while tempting, would be stupid beyond belief.
Amelia was being help captive, but at least she was still alive. With the agent in police custody, finding her would be an easy enough effort. It would be a better course of action to bide her time, gather information, perhaps find a few allies and form a plan.
She stroked her chin, studying the home around which the police cars were clustered. She regarded the fragments of the garage door and pursed her lips. The hole was more or less car-sized. Given that, and the tire marks on the lawn, she guessed someone had left in quite the hurry. A potential ally, perhaps? If so, why had they left Amelia behind?
Bullet holes peppered portions of a white picket fence dividing the home from the neighboring house and portions of the exterior wall of the first. She didn’t know much about firearms, but the RPR had identified the weapons carried by the police as AR-90 Automatic Rifles. Military hardware of the sort far too sophisticated for any street cop, least of all for a backwater town like Tondzaosha. It was… concerning.
She dropped her hand and considered her options. Whoever had fled the scene probably had the answers she needed, but she didn’t have the foggiest idea how to track them down. She needed help, and with the information Director Malcolm had provided, she thought she might know where to find it.
With slow, careful movements, Ashley Harris turned away from the crime scene, and slipped the RPR module from her pocket, calling up the information she needed. With quick, yet furtive steps she moved away, heart hammering in her chest. God, this would be a pain in the ass, but it was the least she could do for Amy.
Chapter 10 Part 2 – Bust Heads
Official Report
1328 Maryzell Ln
Tondzaosha, Idaho
Kruhl took in air, with short jagged breaths, and eyes clenched shut. Her entire body trembled, awash with a flood of emotions, mixed revulsion and frustration most predominant among them.
She’d become weak. She curled her lips in a sneer and opened her eyelids. One hand enveloping a breast and kneading the flesh. She moaned and bit her lower lip, glancing over her shoulder to ensure Teressa did not wake. It had been the better part of a day since they’d fled their enemies and the pair had barely spoken to one another since.
The once-king wanted nothing more than to battle their enemies, but she possessed neither the means nor the strength necessary. This body was soft.
She peered down at her free hand, flexing it before her face. Kruhl had allowed herself to succumb to the desires of her body, to allow a human to dominate her in bed… yet again.
She rose to her feet, turning her back on the other woman, arms folded across her naked chest. Curse Reesha for sending her to this world!
She clenched her teeth and balled her fists at her side. She had been among the greatest of her people’s warriors and she’d been reduced to this simpering doe-eyed slip of a human girl. If she weren’t so useless she would have taken on the police clan and saved Agent Amelia. She would have made those fools rue the day they’d ever crossed Kruhl!
Instead, she’d fled like a coward, and now she was frittering her time away instead of taking action. Her gaze again darted to Teressa, who had spent the time since their escape brooding, a slow simmering anger bubbling just under the surface. She’d spoken little more than two words to the former king, instead she spent her time whittling away at a hunk of wood with a strange folding knife she’d retrieved from one of the unusual pouches built into her trousers.
Kruhl looked about the little rolling home, which Teressa called a camp trailer, and crinkled her nose. It was dirty and smelled of rotted wood. They’d come to this place after their escape and had been there ever since. She tucked her arms over her breasts, peering through the little window beside the door.
Though she was far from an expert on this world, she recognized farm country when she saw it, even if it was a fair bit dustier than Eirdon’s fields. Beyond that, there was little else to see, branches, from the large copse of trees which surrounded the camper, obscured much of her view, but a large aging red building with wide double doors and white trim could just be made out through the tangle of evergreens.
Her mind wandered a million miles away, grasping for some solution to the mess she’d dug for herself. Were it not for her, Reesha would have never stood a chance of banishing Odalrik to this place. True, it had been the Sorceress who’d invoked the spell, but her old master was far too powerful and wily to be taken alone. Without Kruhl’s aid, she never could’ve gained the upper hand.
Teressa emitted a soft moan and Kruhl craned her neck back to gaze on the woman.The younger Van den Broeke sister jerked to a sitting position, small pert breast jiggling a little from the sudden movement. Her eyes were just as intense as the previous night, and, as she watched, the other’s countenance creased into a frown.
She thought back to their previous night of lovemaking, the intensity, the pure wild rage the other exhibited produced a stab of remembered pain in her loins. Kruhl hadn’t experienced the like since before Leoffa’s passing. His betrothed possessed a turbulent personality and sometimes her volatility translated into the bed chamber. It made for some of the most passionate lovemaking of the former Assar’s life. Though the sensations of her tiny new body differed, the intensity had been on the same scale.
Kruhl padded over to the bed, positioned herself beside the other woman, kissing her on the cheek before pulling away. Teressa regarded her, jaw clenched, rage burning with such intensity Kruhl thought perhaps she’d angered her, but then her lover’s features softened and she pulled the once-king close, wrapping both arms about her waist. Lips brushing her neck.
It unnerved Kruhl, that the other could so easily overpower her, but a part of her liked it. She would never have admitted it aloud, but when they were abed, she found that if she allowed the other to take control that the pleasures could be indescribable. She trembled, preparing herself for another round of sex, but when the other’s hands reached between her legs Kruhl, surprised even herself, and fastened her fingers around the other’s wrists.
"We should talk," Kruhl said. "I realize this thing with your sister has–"
Teressa pushed Kruhl with such force that she lurched across the bed and almost took a nosedive over the edge before grasping ahold of the adjacent counter. She peered at the other, eyes wide, panting for breath.
"I’m sorry." Teressa said, voice tense, almost confrontational. She shook her head and her features and voice softening. "I didn’t mean to—"
Kruhl righted herself and swallowed, glancing at her companion. She’d known that the strength disparity between them was significant, but hadn’t realized the full extent until that moment. How weak must she be in this form that the other could throw her about with so little effort?
"Forget about it," Kruhl said, her voice trembling though she fought hard to keep it even. When she again glanced at her lover, tears were sliding down the other’s cheeks.
Kruhl pulled her close, wrapping her arms about Teressa’s larger frame. "I know this is difficult, but I understand how you feel."
"Do you?" Teressa replied, her body stiffening in Kruhl’s arms. She pushed the other away, this time with only enough force for her to keep the other at bay. "I don’t even know if Amy’s alive. She’s my sister… and I just drove off and let them take her, God, what kind of person does that?" She gawked at Kruhl, eyes wide, voice devoid of any emotion, as if she were still trying to process what happened.
Kruhl peered back, her expression a near match to Teressa’s. When at last she spoke, she did so in a halting quivering tone. "Do not blame yourself. Respect her sacrifice. Agent Amelia knew what she was doing. She would want us to carry on."
"Easy for you to say, you’re not the one who abandoned her own sister."
"No," Kruhl agreed. "But I impaled the love of my life in the abandoned her to die."
Teressa looked as if Kruhl had slapped her. She stared at the tiny woman, then emitted a lengthy breath of air. She folded her arms across her chest, fire smoldering in her eyes, turning away from Kruhl eyes studying the wall just to her left. "We don’t stand a chance without Amy. My illusions will not get us very far. My sister was the only one of us with any actual power. Without her we might as well crawl into a hole and die."
Kruhl did not speak, instead she looked out at the aging barn, a thoughtful expression on her face. Several long moments later, she met the other woman’s gaze, golden globes gleaming. "There may be a chance, but we need Waldere."
"You talk about that sword as if it will solve all our problems. Just what can that thing do?"
Teressa swallowed and met the once-king’s gaze. There was an odd gleam in Kruhl’s eyes as she spoke.
Ashley stopped, staring down at the RPR module, before glancing back up to studying her surroundings. The guidance system had led her to an older area of town, populated by houses identified by the suit’s AI system as Cape Cod style cottages. Basically they were cute, neatly decorated, World War II era homes, all painted in pastel colors and off-whites.
To her though, they were just houses, albeit small old ones, and the only interest she had was in one home in particular or, more specifically, its occupant. She might now identify as the girl whose body she’d come to possess, but her mindset was still of a masculine sort. The minor details only mattered if they contributed to the greater whole. Pretty flowers and pastel colors weren’t relevant information and thus she only regarded them as a row of houses.
She stopped in front of a home, peering down at the module, eying the small red rectangular device to ensure she was in the right place. Satisfied, she nodded and slipped it back into her jeans pocket. The girl took a moment to study the building, frowning as she regarded the mailbox, which was so overstuffed, the front hung ajar. That was not encouraging.
Ashley had traveled all the way to Grove City, hoping to find the owner of this home, and now it seemed like he’d been away for days if not weeks. She cursed between clenched teeth and jerked the RPR module back out of her pocket. She’d wasted valuable time on this lead and it had been for nothing. Maybe it wa—
The young woman stopped. An alert had popped up on the RPR’s display, noting that there was a lot of ambient astral energy. She peered up at the house again, lips pressed together in a thin line, studying the readings. The signature was close enough to the one emanating from staff girl she doubted it was unrelated. Perhaps her trip hadn’t been a dead end after all.
She switched to thermal view and held the unit up. The southwest corner of the home, viewed through the display, was lit up like a Christmas tree.
"Goddammit," she cursed.
Ashley did not understand what it meant, but she didn’t believe it could mean anything good. She jabbed the screen, toggling the thermal view off and paused only a moment, before activating the ASM Algorithm. She’d had enough with this incognito bullshit. A fresh approach was needed.
As she waited, Ashley frowned and peered out across the horizon. A black speck appeared, growing larger by the moment. A grin spread across her soft features. It was time to bust some heads.
Chapter 11 Part 1 - Visitation
Official Report
Tondzaosha Police Station
Tondzaosha, Idaho
"Amelia, you need to wake up," a voice spoke out of the nothingness, reverberating through her skull with such force she gasped and her eyes snapped open.
A bright light shone in her face and she reached an arm up to shield her eyes. She angled her head, sharp stabs of pain pulsating in her temples.
"Amelia," the voice repeated her name, and she shifted her head, gritting her teeth against the accompanying agony.
Though her eyes were still adjusting, she could see just well enough to make out a familiar set of features. Amy sucked in her breath and studied the teal-framed face of Ashtar.
Amelia groaned and clenched her eyelids shut. "Ugh, I must have taken a hit to the head."
Ignoring the strange shade, the agent instead shook her head, and blinked, her vision at last snapping into focus. She drew in another deep breath and cursed. She was in what looked like a garden variety police holding cell, save for one detail that produced a shiver down her spine.
A familiar green paint coated the walls, ceiling, floor and even the bars on the cell. The shade was used exclusively by AEGIS. The substance which produced the color had a long, uninteresting chemical name, which she could neither pronounce nor remember, but most of the agency’s personnel just called it GUNQ.
Though it sounded rather harmless, it would block most any form of psychic powers and a fair number of other exemplar abilities. She was able to use her abilities anywhere within the cell, and the room itself, but anything coated with the GUNQ or beyond its boundaries was out of reach. Under any other circumstance escape would have been a cinch, but now it was not at all likely.
She swallowed, bile rising in her throat as she considered the implications of this fresh development. The only way Odalrik might have gotten hold of the GUNQ, was if he’d managed to compromise AEGIS. Its production was strictly regulated and controlled. The substance was manufactured by two separate companies and then combined by AEGIS employees. No one, save for a representative of the agency, would be able to obtain even a small quantity.
A puzzle piece fit into place. Someone enslaved to Odalrik must have been the one to redact her mother’s name in the case files, but why? If it was his intent to bring her here, he must have some reason for it. Was it to enthrall her to him as he’d done to the Tondzaosha Police? No, it made no sense. Her new powers hadn’t even surfaced yet. What need would he have of her?
Perhaps, she shuddered, he sought to make use of her retrocognizance.
"Amy!" Ashtar snapped.
The agent spun her neck back around to face her. She studied the once-goddess in all her glory. Ashtar was stunningly, jaw-droppingly beautiful, in an out-of-this-world unearthly sort of way. Though her form was human, there was a strange, almost imperceptible quality about her that spoke of her genuine nature. She was an alien entity of a sort, Amelia hadn’t quite been able to classify, but there was no doubt she was powerful and it was she who had granted Sapphira and, indirectly, Amelia, their powers. There was just one problem, she’d died months ago combating Chemosh and Garos.
"I am not a hallucination. I am an imprint, a shadow of the person who once was. When the true Ashtar died, she imprinted a piece of herself upon Sapphira and, in turn, when you joined with her and a new seed of power bloomed within you, a duplicate of that imprint passed into your subconsciousness."
"Listen very carefully, there isn’t much time," The strange alien specter said a tension in her words, that spoke of urgency.
Amy complied, and felt a tremor work down her spinal column, as the other issued her warning.
When Ashtar finished, a loud clank and a groan of metal on metal sounded from the doorway. Before Amy could even so much as blink, Chief Avery stepped into the room, raised her dart gun and opened fire.
A sharp jab of pain shot up her neck and Amy clasped a hand over the dart. With her other hand she threw out a wave of telekinetic force at the Chief and sent her hurtling back through the door.
Amelia struggled to her feet, but fell back onto her knees just a second later. She clenched her jaw, attempting to fight the effects of the tranquilizer, but soon she fell face-first onto the cold concrete floor. She looked up just in time to see Avery approach before everything again faded to black.
The person once known as Odalrik regarded Agent Van den Broeke’s inert form, a slow smile creeping over her youthful face. She’d come so far and waited so long, but at last that which she desired would soon be within her grasp.
She glanced down at her slight, feminine body, and let out a low throaty chuckle. This was the third form she’d taken since coming to this world. She’d discarded the first, a frail old wisp of a woman, after again learning to tap into the essence of life. The second, that of an unassuming man, had perished in that incident at the old police station, and this one she now possessed… well in the beginning it was that or death.
The girl was but a child, a few weeks shy of seven years old, when she’d first come to possess her. At first she had loathed it, and thought to steal a new form, but few had seen anything but a little girl when they looked upon her and the sorceress realized that it was advantageous to remain within. When puberty hit, she again thought to abandon the body, but more than anything her innate stubbornness won out and she adapted.
Now, just a year removed from her teen years, she could scarcely imagine life as anything but a woman. If nothing else, the sex was amazing. She shivered at the thought and put it quickly out of mind. Such things were better reserved for her bedchamber.
All this time operating in the shadows and it would all soon be over. She would at last find the crystal so long concealed and gain utter control of this backwater little town.
She had long disdained using the artifact, fearing the risk of invoking its power, but this was not Erda and she did not possess the resources she once had. With it in hand, a much greater conquest would be but a small step. Even Leoffa with all her illusions would be hard-pressed to stop her.
Kruhl’s appearance, while unexpected, was fortuitous. It forced her to accelerate her plans, yes, but she relished in the opportunity it afforded her. Without it, she might never have lured Amelia back to her hometown and without the exemplar woman’s retrocognizance, the sorceress doubted she’d ever locate where Leoffa hid the crystal. Well, short of imprisoning and torturing her for information, but the woman had been as elusive as she was devious.
Her eyes alight with her magic, the sorceress, now known as Daisy Fischer planted her staff into the carpeted floor, green energies swirling within its jeweled top. She placed a hand upon the agent’s forehead, unleashing her magics upon her subconscious mind.
She had wanted the agent for her retrocognizance, but now she had become so much more valuable. When at last her resistance crumbled, the sorceress would bend Amelia to her will, and she would have a weapon at her command, possessing power perhaps even greater than her own.
Soon, she would have her revenge, and her enemies would tremble before her might.
"You’re mad!" Kruhl yelled, clutching her hands around what Teressa had referred to as the "Oh shit handle" above the doorway.
The younger Van den Broeke grinned and winked at the once-king, a manic grin stretching across her face. "You’re the one that wanted the sword, aren’t you?" When the light turned green, she stomped her foot down on the accelerator without waiting to hear the other woman’s objections.
The vehicle lurched forward, speeding down the roadway. It careened off the side of the road, across the walk and through the parking area, before slamming through the glass facade of the Tondzaosha Police Station. Glass shattered all around them, pelting the car hood and windshield.
Kruhl threw her arms up to protect her face, as a particularly large shard hit the glass, but the windshield held and she lowered her arms only to throw them back up as the car slammed into the reception desk and the wall behind it.
The vehicle screeched to a halt as a cloud of white dust and debris exploded before them. As it settled, a pair of officers made a beeline for the car, but Teressa’s eyes narrowed and settled on a steel door along the east wall.
The Diadem jerked forward, tires screeching, and slammed into the doorway with another eruption of dust and a shriek of metal.
Kruhl felt something wet drip down her brow. When she reached out to touch it, she winced against a sharp stab of pain. A small sharp fragment of glass was wedged above her right eyebrow. She brought her hands away, rubbing the blood between her index finger and thumb. She glanced to her left, the window had shattered. When had that happened?
"Kruhl, come on!" Teressa screamed, snatching at Kruhl’s arms with her right hand and clasping hold of her throat with the left.
The once-king slid over the seat, tailing Teressa out the door as that familiar black mist oozed out between the exemplar’s fingers. Weapons fire rang out, but the illusory fog had already risen between them and the police clan could only fire blindly into the haze.
Kruhl’s heart pounded in her chest as they flew threw the debris ridden room. Towards the back they found the sword within its metal cage scattered amidst a wooden bludgeoning weapon and a slew of fire sticks. When Teressa tried to open the enclosure, it wouldn’t budge.
"Shit," she cursed, rapping her knuckles on the metal. "It’s locked, what the hell are we supposed to do, now?"
At once, both women glanced back at the car and a twinkle showed in each of their eyes. "I have an idea!" They both said in perfect unison.
Chapter 11 Part 2 - Contact
Official Report
321 S Oak St.
Grove City, Idaho
Entry into the home was not much of a problem for Ashley now that she’d adorned herself in the full RPR assembly. She doubted anything she did while wearing the blood-red armor could be considered inconspicuous, but she entered out of sight, just in case.
Until she’d summoned the remainder of the RPR, she’d instructed it to keep a close distance, and most especially to remain outside of town and away from people or roadways. Nabu, the AI that governed the suit was more than happy to comply. The Artificial Intelligence almost seemed sapient, but Malcolm insisted that it was a product of some very sophisticated computer algorithms. Ashley had her doubts, but so long as the suit performed as it should and obeyed her commands, she was willing to look the other way.
She stood just outside the home’s back door, gauntleted hand poised over the knob.
"Miss Harris," Nabu said, a light, almost undetectable inflection in his voice that hinted at an Iraqi accent. "You may wish to enter through the window."
"Why is that?" Ashley asked.
"The door’s core is composed of reenforced steel. While the servos in the suit are capable of removing it from its frame, it would be rather loud. It might attract undue attention."
"What about the energy blades, wouldn’t one of them be able to cut through it?" She asked, hand still inches from the doorknob.
"In theory, yes, but the director never tested them in the field and certainly not on—"
"Yeah, well, now’s as good a time as any." Ashley rolled her eyes and cut Nabu short. The AI was a bit long-winded, and far too cautious for her tastes.
"Need I remind you, miss, that you could overload the—"
"Better to do it here than in the middle of a fight." She responded, again stopping the artificial intelligence before he finished.
"Once again, there is no faulting your reasoning, miss," Nabu replied. Ashley shook her head and bit back a sharp response. His tone had sounded almost… sarcastic.
Ashley dropped her right arm and pumped her fist three-times. A long, curved section of black metal slid out from the wrist, and burst alight, a thrumming, cackling blade sizzling to life along its length. She wasted no time, raising her arm and slicing down. The blade sheering through it from top to bottom as easily as if it were paper, but burned so bright even the filters on her helmet weren’t enough to keep her eyes from watering.
She pushed the half of the door still affixed to the hinges open and shouldered through, her armor just a little too large to fit through otherwise. She kept the blade extended, fearful that she might come under attack, but as she emerged on the other side, she encountered no obstacles and the only sound was the clank of her own armored feet. Still, she kept her weapon ready.
Her eyes scanned her immediate area. She’d stepped into a quaint little joint kitchen and dining room area. The cupboards were solid flat-white and the countertop was ceramic tile. It looked old, with a few nicks or scratches here or there, but overall appeared well maintained.
The oven and range looked relatively modern and the microwave most certainly was, but otherwise it seemed consistent with the era in which the home had been built. She stepped through the room, ceramic tiles cracking under the weight of the suit, and moved past the dining table, a simple blocky affair that showed signs of frequent use. Though blocky and not real pretty, to her eye it appeared handcrafted.
She walked into a carpeted hallway, peering left into the front room, eyes studying the loveseat, sofa and television mounted to the wall, and screwed up her nose in frustration. The room was empty. The decor seemed rather spartan, even to Ashley, who’d never really done much decorating beyond throwing up a photo or two. She turned right, stopping about halfway down when she caught her reflection in an old oak-framed mirror.
She’d seen the RPR armor more than once, but inspecting it from the outside and seeing it looking back at her in the mirror was a very different experience. For a woman, Ashley was about average height, roughly five-foot-five, the armor added a good fourteen or fifteen inches. No one would suspect that the person within was the vivacious young blonde. Most would assume that a man wore the suit.
Malcolm based it on the same technology that powered the Indigo Knight’s suit and shared a few of the same design elements. With the latter’s armor, however, he’d gone with a medieval motif. Hers was more sleek and streamlined and looked like something a villain might wear rather than a hero. While the armor was predominately red, a few bits of black and silver shone between segments.
Four glowing red lights, two about four inches in diameter, and the other pair about two, shone from the chest-piece. Segmented pieces of armor overlapped, to form a bulletproof shell around the wearer. She flexed her hand in front of the mirror, segmented digits moving with as much ease as if they were her real fingers.
It was the helmet that sold the look. The face was mostly black, blending in with the red tones around the edges. Red light shone out from two dark sockets, and a grill that covered the ‘mouth’ portion of the faceplate pulsated and throbbed with angry scarlet illumination. A second, smaller one that comprised two slits, glowed with the same eerie red color, and took up the center of the face where a nose would be. She shivered and glanced down at the energy blade still pulsating from her arm. The weapon was curved like a scythe.
She peered back at the mirror. The helmet resembled a skull and she held her breath as she repeated the suit’s designation in her mind. Like the Indigo Knight armor there was a clear motif, he’d meant the suit to resemble some robotic red grim reaper, thus the skull-like helmet and scythe-style blade.
She moved away from the mirror, mind swirling with the revelation. Had Malcolm designed this suit with some evil purpose in mind? She’d had what some would call a checkered past, but a bank-robber who could walk through walls and had a weak spot for damsels in distress was a far cry from the image that sprang to life. No, she shuddered, she would never go down that route. She would only use the suit for good.
Four doors lined the hallway. The first led to the bathroom, a tiny, little affair, that while clean could do with some repairs, and the second, a home office. She only glanced inside for the barest of seconds before closing the door again. She regarded the final two doors. She thought perhaps, given the size of the home, the one at the end of the hallway was a closet. So she selected the other, cracking it open before swinging it wide.
Putrid green light spilled out into the doorway and as she peered inside, the hairs on the back of her neck stood on end. An inert form lay sprawled atop a queen bed. Luminescent green swirls gyrated and pulsated in the air above him.
"What the fuck?" Ashley asked aloud, the voice changer in the helmet producing a deep baritone growl instead of her usual soft soprano.
She stepped forward, and stopped, slamming into the empty air as if she’d smacked into a brick wall. The girl took a step back, heart pounding away inside her chest, and licked her lips.
"Uh, Nabu. I think we’ve hit a bit of a snag." She placed her hands on her hips and let out a sigh. Making contact with Brian van den Broeke would be a little more difficult than she’d expected.
Shit.
Chapter 11 Part 3 - Revelations
Official Report
Tondzaosha Police Station
Tondzaosha, Idaho
Magic implements thrummed and throbbed with barely contained energies. Trapped souls, failed experiments, and creatures borne of dark sorcery, each more gruesome than the last populated Daisy’s laboratory. She regarded each in turn and her lips curled into a soft, innocent smile.
When she first came to this world, she’d lost decades of researched and hundreds of carefully cataloged magical artifacts, most of which had, no doubt, been destroyed after her defeat by Kruhl and Reesha. Her heart still seethed from the loss, but there was no hope of recovering what was gone. So she’d started anew. Most of her experiments were failures, but even when she mis-stepped she learned something helpful.
She moved past Amelia van den Broeke’s inert form sprawled across a stretcher wheeled in by one of her cronies and regarded the sweet-looking young girl in the mirror mounted on the opposite wall. So many had under-estimated her, and with all but a few exceptions they were dead or subverted to serve her.
She moaned, licking her soft feminine mouth, a shiver of excitement working up and down her spine at the thought of bending one more mind to her will. She bit her lip and gazed at the agent. Such an attractive woman, she thought. Perhaps Van den Broeke would make an able lover. She looked forward to finding out.
She moved to stand above the stretcher, planted her staff in the ground and slid her fingers across Amelia’s stomach. The sorceress shuddered in pleasure as her magic pulsated about the room.
She knew from her mole within AEGIS that agents underwent training to resist mind control techniques, but breaching the agent’s consciousness had been far easier than she’d expected. The sorceress had been looking forward to the challenge of bending and shaping a consciousness, and though she had yet to initiate the magics which would subvert the other, it was only a matter of time before she shattered the rest of her resistance and her mind would be hers to do with as she pleased. How very disappointing, she’d been expecting more of a challenge.
She stood, staff alight, her magic coursing through Amelia’s mind. Only a little longer and the agent would be ready. Then she would—
An explosion of shattering glass resounded in the distance and Daisy froze, craning her neck back toward the door.
Her mouth creased into a frown and then a scowl when two more explosions rang out, each louder than the one before. This could only Leoffa’s doing. She clenched her teeth and rushed out of the room, staff aglow. Amelia’s inert form all but forgotten.
Gunfire rang out all around them, and Kruhl grated her teeth, ducking in front of the Diadem’s bumper for cover. Teressa grunted and dove beside her, panting for breath.
A barrage of weapons fire had foiled their attempt to return to the car. Kruhl didn’t know whether it was blind luck or intuition, but the warriors of the police clan had hemmed them in, somehow navigating through the dense haze which Teressa summoned. Now the pair lay about like sitting geese, vulnerable to attack. Neither of the women carried a weapon, and though Kruhl had once been a formidable warrior, she did not like her chances.
Nevertheless, when the first police clan attacker came into sight, she leapt up and rushed him, hoping to catch the man by surprise. Kruhl dealt the first blow, but it barely seem to faze her opponent. The police warrior swung toward her and slammed the butt of his weapon into the side of her face. His attack sent her flailing and she fell, throwing her arms out to catch herself before her face hit the ground, but not soon enough to prevent her breasts from impacting with a sharp burst of pain.
Though her face and chest throbbed in agony, Kruhl rolled onto her side and scrambled back to her feet, bracing herself for another assault, but it never came. Teressa lurched forward, grappling with the man. Kruhl rushed toward her, thinking to help, but her companion kneed the man in the groin and he crumbled to the ground like a sack of turnips.
Teressa bent over, retrieving something dangling from his belt and held it before Kruhl, jangling a small ring with three narrow flat objects, which Kruhl supposed were keys.
Kruhl arched an eyebrow, "The locker?"
"Only one way to find out," Teressa replied, arching an eyebrow.
She bent over retrieving the officer’s gun, before slamming the butt against the side of his head, and rushed away, making a beeline for the back of the evidence locker.
Kruhl regarded her with wide eyes, her face stretching into a grin as she followed suit. Magnificent! Teressa was indeed a warrior at heart.
The once-king found Teressa, knelt down on the floor, already trying the keys in the lock, but when the other woman cursed in frustration and tossed them over her shoulder, Kruhl’s heart sank.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck." Teressa gritted her jaw, her eyes burning with rage. "We can’t seriously be this close, and not—"
She stopped, staring down at the fire stick, the flames in her gaze burning even brighter. She licked her lips and raised the weapon. "Maybe… there’s still a way."
With no prompting, she took aim and opened fire. A loud bang rang through the air and Kruhl brought her hands up to her ears, too late to muffle the sound. She only took her eyes off the locker for a moment, but when her gaze again fell on it, Teressa was swinging the door open.
Teressa reached inside, drawing Waldere free from the metal enclosure and extended it toward the former king, its polished steel surface gleaming. Kruhl regarded the weapon, eyes wide, hand shaking as she clasped it about the grip. Her grip couldn’t even reach all the way around.
All this time she’d been so eager to retrieve the sword, but had put no thought into what she would do once she had it. Defeat Odalrik, sure, but she didn’t consider how she might accomplish such a task. How might she make use of the sword? It was almost as long as she was tall. It possessed magic, but such power was most effective when used with the weapon’s more mundane aspect, the blade itself.
Kruhl grunted, pulling the weapon up off the ground. Gods, it was heavy! She held it up for several seconds, her muscles burning, before grunting and setting it back down.
So weak… She scowled. Of all the forms she could have worn, why this one? Even if she were to train and strengthen her body, her frail little frame would never be suitable for combat. She was just too small. Even at her physical peak, anyone she was likely to face would be stronger than her. It was the most sobering realization Kruhl had ever made, and it hit as if it were an actual blow to the gut.
She released her hold, took a step back and peered down at her tiny hands. Her new body, with its wide hips and soft curves, was better suited to bearing children than combat. Kruhl met Teressa’s gaze, and swallowed, a pit forming in her stomach as she realized what she must do. The younger Van den Broeke sister was a better fit to defeat Odalrik, she’d survived for a long time against his repeated attempts to enthrall her and, if the way she’d carried herself against the police warrior was any sign, she would do well on the battlefield. She was tall for a human woman and well built. She may very well possess the strength necessary.
The weapon’s magic only permitted those deemed worthy to wield its power, but if Kruhl relinquished it to Teressa, it would recognize her as its rightful wielder.
"What’s the matter?" Teressa asked, her brows furrowed.
"I-I don’t think I am meant to bear Waldere," Kruhl peered back at her, tears now streaming down her face. She gritted her teeth, rocking her head back and forth. "Not anymore."
"You must take the blade," Kruhl continued grabbing the handle and thrusting the pommel at Teressa. "It’s yours."
Teressa gazed at Kruhl and blinked. Then a slow, malicious smile stretched over her lips and she erupted into a fit of hysterical laughter. She jerked the weapon out of the once-king’s hands. Kruhl realized at once something was amiss, but it was too late.
"That was much easier than I expected," Teressa said, her voice seething with malicious glee as she thrust the blade out and through Kruhl’s abdomen.
Blood gurgled from Kruhl’s lips and she fixed her gaze on the other woman, her mouth agape. "Why?"
Teressa clenched her jaw and shoved the blade deeper. "You always were a little dense Kruhl, but I wouldn’t expect you to recognize me, not after all these years and certainly not in this body."
The other leaned in, her lips brushing against Kruhl’s ear. "It doesn’t feel so good does it? Betrayed by someone you care about. All this time I’ve waited, hoping for a chance at revenge, and then out of the blue there you are again. You stabbed me through the gut and left me for dead. It’s only fitting I return the favor."
Teressa jerked her arm back, sliding the blade free from Kruhl’s stomach and for the briefest of moments she remained standing, recognition marking her face before her eyes grew wide in terror.
Before she could topple over, Teressa grabbed Kruhl by the collar of her shirt, her face contorted in rage. "Say my name Kruhl."
"Leoffa," Kruhl repeated the name and a grim, satisfied smile crept across the other woman’s face. She threw Kruhl away from her and the once-king slammed into the ground, blood spewing from her wound. A shock of pain racked her body as she impacted the floor. Her head rebounded twice before it settled in place. A thousand questions were on the tip of her tongue, but Teressa turned away at the sound of footsteps.
"Well, what a nice little reunion this is," a light, feminine voice called out.
Kruhl tried to prop herself up to get a better view, but fell back over, clutching at her stomach, attempting to keep her entrails from spewing out.
She could already feel the end coming. Soon Dohan would come, mounted upon her terrible black steed, and carry her away into the afterlife…
Chapter 12 Part 1 – Straight Fight
Official Report
Tondzaosha Police Station
Tondzaosha, Idaho
"Well, what a nice little reunion this is," Daisy called, her lips settling into a malicious grin.
Leoffa swirled around, moving away from Kruhl’s bleeding form and came to face the elder sorceress.
Daisy regarded Leoffa. Her enemy wore a different face from the one she was sporting when last they met. She was leaner, taller and bore a distinct resemblance to Van den Broeke. The sorceress understood the significance at once, but she did not speak, instead readying herself for the attack which was sure to come.
When they first came to this world, it had been Daisy who had healed the other from the wounds inflicted by Kruhl. At first, terrified by the strange new realm which they’d come to inhabit, they banded together, an uneasy alliance, but one which benefited them both. As they came to trust one another, Daisy found, much to her surprise, that Leoffa also had a talent for sorcery and so she trained her in the ways of magics.
Back when they awoke on this Earth her apprentice wore the face of a rather handsome youth, but dissatisfied with her male form, she experimented with her powers, altering herself to appear more feminine, eventually ridding herself of any residual masculinity. Daisy shuddered. Such a pity he’d been so interesting to look at. It appeared she’d again altered her form, but this time Daisy suspected it had more to do with manipulating the agent.
Each sorceress had their own talents. Daisy was better able to hop bodies than to alter her form. Though manipulating minds was a breeze, recreating Leoffa’s illusions took far more effort. There was some overlap, but there existed a clear divide between what abilities came naturally and a skill for them to learn and hone. Daisy knew a much broader range of spell works because of her experience, but that was not to say the other sorceress didn’t represent a threat.
Now that Leoffa possessed the magical sword, she’d gained an edge that Daisy would not abide. It was fortunate that she possessed the staff. She wouldn’t have stood a chance against the sword otherwise.
Daisy’s staff acted as a focus, a medium to channel magical energies and better control them. Without it, she could only perform the most basic of magics. She’d destroyed Leoffa’s staff in their last major confrontation all those years ago. The only focus which the other possessed was that of a simple amethyst crystal hung about her neck. It was nowhere near as potent as Daisy’s staff.
Leoffa held Waldere, the great sword’s surface stained with the blood of its former master. Daisy cursed herself. She had taken the weapon, thinking, in her arrogance, that only Kruhl could wield it. In her current form, the barbarian didn’t present much of a danger no matter how much she pounded her chest. Not once had the sorceress considered that Leoffa would successfully manipulate the once-king into handing it over to her. What a fool she’d been.
Now Leoffa wielded the combined might of the sword and her own innate magics. Daisy did not hesitate, raising her staff to hurl a bolt of energy at the sorceress. Lightning quick, the other woman raised her weapon and the blast sizzled into nothingness.
"Odalrik." Leoffa’s lips curled into a sneer. "I was wondering when you would show your face."
Daisy winced at the other woman’s use of her old name, but didn’t speak. Leoffa knew her opponent hated it.
Instead, she raised the staff, targeted her opponent’s spell haze, and sent a burst of magic coursing into the air all around them. Green bursts of energy swirled about, sweeping away Leoffa’s illusions before slinking toward her and oozing back into the staff.
The scene that resolved before her was more or less what she expected, but that wasn’t why she’d cleared the mist. Chief Avery, and two other members of the police force, no longer hindered by the haze, came rushing up beside their mistress, weapon’s drawn on the rival sorceress.
"What exactly did you think you’d accomplish, Leoffa?" Daisy scowled her voice taking on a rough edge. "Surrender and tell me where the crystal is and you may yet live."
Leoffa’s answer, at first, seemed predictable, and Daisy’s disappointment was palatable. Her former apprentice lurched forward, sword drawn, and rushed Daisy. Chief Avery stepped forward, intersecting the younger woman, gun blazing. When the bullet’s hit, they zoomed through the sorceress, her image wobbled and quaivered before shattering into a thousand pieces and dissolving away into nothingness.
Daisy’s eyes grew wide. She jerked sideways and swirled around, at once realizing her mistake. It had been one of Leoffa’s illusions. Waldere’s blade sliced through the empty air in the space her head just vacated and she swung her staff out, striking Leoffa in her side. The other woman grunted and backed away, sword held ready.
Daisy didn’t give her another chance to attack. She hurled out a sizzling bolt of power, and though the blade caught the strike before it could land home, the accompanying gust of wind sent her tumbling back. Avery and her subordinates opened fire again, but Leoffa vanished before the bullets hit.
She reappeared a moment later, blade slicing through the chest of one of Avery’s men, splattering blood all over Daisy and a second man named Briggs before disappearing. Bone was no obstacle to the sword, other weapons might have had difficulty slicing through, but Waldere was a weapon of magic. It could pass through it as easily as butter. Stone, too.
Daisy barely even glanced at the dead man, before she scowled, lifted her staff and hurled a barrage of putrid green fire scouring out in a wide swath.
The attack hit Briggs, and he howled in agony, before he burned up in a tower of flame and disintegrated into ash. Avery’s quick wits spared her. She dove behind the sorceress and stayed out of reach of the inferno.
Daisy sent two full rotations of green fire around the room, before cutting it off. She planted her staff in the ground and casted her eyes about wildly. Leoffa knelt just off to one side, Waldere held blade down before her, clothes and hair were licked by the flames. Even her shoulder was aflame, but she didn’t seem to notice.
Her apprentice lurched to her feet, hand clasped about her throat. Three more Leoffa’s each identical from the last, stepped out from inside her and three more from each of those and another three from each of the newest batch.
There would be no telling which was the true Leoffa and which were illusions, but it mattered little to the sorceress. She sent out more spell fire, this time in a wave. Each of the illusory forms shattered and dissolved away until none remained.
"Dammit!" She cursed, the other sorceress was as slippery as an eel. She swung about, sending out random bursts of fire into the empty room, but it was to no avail. None of her attacks seemed to land home.
"LEOFFA!" She screamed out, slamming the butt of her staff into the ground. "Show yourself."
To no one’s surprise, Leoffa did not comply and Daisy gritted her teeth, shrieking at the top of her lungs. A rush of energy coalesced within the gem of the staff and she released it into the wall, blasting a hole about a foot wide.
Cold steel touched her neck and Daisy froze, vainly attempting to swallow the lump in her throat.
"Don’t move." Leoffa was so close she felt droplets of her spit speckle the back of her neck.
Daisy suffered no illusions that, given the chance, Leoffa would end her life, she’d threatened to do so on more than one occasion. Even were she to surrender there would be no bargaining, or deal making, just an execution. Daisy was too dangerous of an enemy to leave alive.
So, rather than surrender, she took the one course she believed that might give her a chance at survival. She lurched forward and rolled to the ground, infusing her staff with magical energies, before spinning back around to face her old pupil, fire already spewing out. She did not bother forming a protective barrier, Waldere would cut through it.
Leoffa’s weapon came arching down toward her, blade reflecting the florescent light of the station. Waldere moved through the air so quickly, that sorceress didn’t even feel it glide through her scalp, down her eye-socket and into her neck. Few swords could have cut through flesh with such ease, but few were imbued with as much power as the great blade.
Daisy’s victory cry became a gurgle as her spell fire hit home, sending the other woman reeling away. Leoffa panted, clutching at the charred flesh on her side, and turned back toward the other sorceress in time to see her lifeless form collapse face-forward. The blade still imbedded in her flesh, Waldere’s pommel hit the tiled floor with a metallic thud.
Chief Avery let out a high-pitched screech and clutched at her head as if she were in excruciating pain. She stood there for several long minutes before collapsing to her knees and wept into her hands.
Leoffa sneered at the pitiful display and retrieved Daisy’s staff. The gem in the center, once a brilliant green, had faded to black, a sure sign her enemy was dead. At last, she would have a staff of her ow. It had been so long.
A slow smile crept across her face as she leaned over to retrieve Waldere, yanking it from the other’s corpse with a violent jerk. Blood splattered her face, but it was not the first time, nor did she believe it would be the last. Daisy was at last dead, and she glanced over in Kruhl’s direction, the once-king soon would be too.
She glanced at Avery, who’d collapsed into a fetal position, and pressed her lips together in a thin line. Sooner or later the woman would either go mad, or she would come to her senses and return to she’d been in before Daisy had enthralled her. She rather liked the thought of the Chief reduced to a blithering madwoman, but if she recovered, she would be a threat.
Better to end her before that happened. She raised Waldere, intent on doing just that, but stopped when a voice spoke from the other side of the room.
"I wouldn’t do that if I were you."
Leoffa spun around, blade and staff in hand, to find a figure standing in an open doorway, both fists balled at its side.
Chapter 12 Part 2 – Healing Factor
Official Report
Tondzaosha Police Station
Tondzaosha, Idaho
Amelia’s eyes cracked open. She attempted to sit up, but only managed to pull herself up about an inch before she struck an invisible wall and settled back into place. She turned her head, peering about, sucking air in through her teeth.
She recoiled as she caught the gaze of a creature slouched over a shelf. It gurgled, long tentacles writhing and gyrating in the air as a trio of blood-red eyes fixed on her. A strangled moan sounded from the reverse wall and she shuddered and looked away. She peered straight into the eye of what most resembled a lime Jello mold, the second monster gazed at her with its one great unblinking eye, quivering there on its shelf.
She gazed back at the first creature, and then a third one roosted upon a shelf along the eastern wall which resembled an enormous round bird with big black eyebrows. It cooed, emitting a dozen loud warbles before taking a nosedive off its shelf and landing in a stack of crates.
Neither of the other two monsters moved, and she bit her bottom lip, eying a row of implements stacked around the blob creature. There was a box of glass bottles, each filled with a different-colored liquid, most look innocuous, but one of them hissed. Next to the box were arrayed a dog’s skull, a playground ball which glowed purple and a mannequin head which had the most ghastly grin on its face, and whose eyes kept blinking.
There were dozens more, some on the stranger side, but most tended toward the more gruesome, like the statue which was exuding something that looked like blood from its mouth.
She did not understand where she was or how she’d come to be there, but she had a good idea who’d brought her.
Amy thought back to her very brief encounter with Ashtar, and the warning which the alien consciousness had passed on to her. She’d needed time for her enhanced healing factor to work through the tranquilizers and time was up. With Ashtar’s help the agent created a partitioned construct within her own mind to trick Odalrik into attacking it instead of her actual consciousness and, failing some convoluted means of deception on her enemy’s part, the ploy had worked.
She set her jaw and moved to sit up, but again hit an invisible obstruction. When she lifted her arm, it would only move up a few inches. The agent pushed out with all the strength she could muster, and nothing happened. If there was some way she might break through, it would not be with physical force.
She let her eyelids slip shut, released a long breath and extended her senses. She felt nothing save for the hammer of her heart, and the blood coursing through her veins. It was almost as if someone had encapsulated her within a dome of transparent GUNQ.
Shit.
Her eyes snapped back open as the sound of gunfire rang out. The walls and doorway stifled it, but it was still discernable. Shrieks of rage, followed by brief bouts of silence and more gunfire.
"LEOFFA!" A voice screamed from somewhere outside the room, again muffled, but still audible and clear. "Show yourself!"
Amelia froze, her heart pounding in her ears, as her mind raced. She had no idea who was fighting on the other side of that wall, but she didn’t think it boded well for her at all. The agent gritted her teeth, and furrowed her brows.
A wave of power rippled out from her palms and she grunted as it rebounded on her and into her chest. She panted and clamped her jaw shut against the pain. In retrospect that hadn’t been the brightest idea, but she had to try something.
She took several deep breaths, attempting to steady herself and reached deep within herself ensuring that she’d done no damage to the child before releasing her breath and opened her eyes again.
What chance did she have at making an escape, if she couldn’t breach the invisible field around herself?
She sighed, as she reached out with her mind, probing the surrounding space attempting to find a hole in the barrier, but found none. The agent slumped back and growled under her breath. It didn’t look as if she’d be going anywhere soon.
"Ashtar," she said clenching her eyes shut and emitted a soft moan. "I don’t suppose you have any ideas, do you?"
No answer came and she sank her teeth into her lower teeth, letting out several choice curses. "Of course."
A high-pitched wail sounded through the air and Amy’s eye’s snapped open. She sat bolt-upright, only realizing that the barrier holding her in place was gone, a few seconds later. Amy peered around the room, eyes locking on the door, before she leapt from her resting place and bolted through it.
She stopped, holding her breath in her throat. Kruhl lay off to one side in a pool of her own blood, three more bodies lay scattered about the room, either dead or unconscious. A figure stood, a familiar gem-topped staff clutched in one hand and Waldere stained with blood, raised over another figure curled up in a fetal position.
She narrowed her eyes, centering them on the figure which she presumed to be Odalrik.
She squared her jaw and balled both fists at her side. "I wouldn’t do that if I were you."
The figure spun around, and she felt her eyse grow wide. No, not Odalrik, it was Teressa. All at once, the second part of Ashtar’s warning rattled about in her mind. You are being influenced, not all is as it appears. The shadow of the goddess’s words rang through her mind and at last the last puzzle piece fell into place.
So little about their predicament had made sense until now. The phone line cutting out, the computer burning up and the dark cloaked apparition were all her doing. At last, her true enemy stood before her.
Teressa must have seen something on her face or else decided to end the ruse. She charged toward her would be sister. Amy, however, was ready for it. She threw her hand out and sent her attacker slamming into the opposite wall.
"Who are you?" Amy moved toward her, both hands clenched, eyes burning with anger. Whatever doubts she had evaporated when her opponent attacked.
Teressa did not answer, instead scowled and eye hder captor like a predator ready to pounce on its prey. Amy was not intimidated, least of all because the other woman was pinned to the wall, but she’d faced down gods and giants. Though her opponent had shown she could be dangerous, she was no Chemosh.
"Who are you?" the agent repeated her question between clenched teeth.
"You know I would have thought an AEGIS agent wouldn’t have been so easy to fool. I barely even had to try, all the effort I put into imprisoning poor Brian, and I could have just—"
Amelia jerked her hand back, motioning at the wall behind her, her face now a mask of rage as Teressa went soaring across the room and slammed into the reverse wall face first.
"You played me." She launched herself at the other woman, hand gripping the hair on the back of her scalp. Teressa, whose face was red from obvious pain, attempted to kick out at her, but Amy slid aside and sent another wave of force to pin her legs against the wall along with the rest of her body.
A light whimper rang through the air, and Amelia glanced back, eyes searching for the source. It was Kruhl. Good lord, the once-king was still alive, but from the looks of things she wouldn’t be for long. She snaked her tongue over her lips and returned her attention to her captive.
"I will only say this once." Amy growled. "Tell me who you are and what you’ve done with my brother."
In answer the faux-Van den Broeke emitted a loud, guffawing, almost manic laugh. "And why should I do that? Go ahead waste your time with me, while poor little Kruhl bleeds to death. It’s the least of what he deserves."
Amy froze, another puzzle piece falling into place as realization dawned on her. For the other woman, this was personal and knowing what she did of Kruhl’s past that could mean only one thing.
"Leoffa," the agent uttered the name, knowing at once her suspicions were true. Kruhl had presumed her former lover dead. While getting impaled through the gut was often fatal, especially in less advanced societies, like Kruhl’s, it was not unheard of for someone to recover.
The agent glanced over her shoulder for a second time, heart hammering in her chest. Kruhl didn’t have much time and she couldn’t afford to waste what little she had left on the imposter. She licked her lips, already settled on a course of action.
Leoffa was not going to cooperate. The agent clenched her eyes closed, placed both hands on either of the woman’s cheeks and reached out to touch her mind.
Amelia jerked away, sharp stabs of pain shooting through her skull as she took air in, in short jagged breaths. She’d sensed Brian, his presence was as discernible as if he were standing opposite her, looking his sister in the eyes. She caught sight of pulsating green lights and a figure resting in a bed. When she reached for his mind, everything went black and she staggered back gasping for air.
"Brian." She spoke the name and peered up at Leoffa, already preparing herself for attack, but the other looked about as bad as the agent felt. She was hunched over, both hands braced on the wall, her face pallid and the sword and staff had fallen to her feet. Only her eyes revealed the anger which burned within.
Amy ground her teeth, raised her hands and hurled a blast of telekinetic force toward her opponent, but the other woman sank to the ground and grasped hold of the sword. When the blast hit, nothing happened, and Leoffa glared back at her, scooped up the fallen staff and rose to her feet.
"I have no desire to end your life, agent," the sorceress said planting the staff on the floor, the tip erupting with brilliant violet light. "Nevertheless, I am prepared to defend myself."
"Yeah," Amy replied, narrowing her gaze and holding both hands ready. "That’s why you attacked me."
"Forgive me, I was caught up in the excitement of battle. I believed you a threat, but you are a reasonable enough person. I think perhaps we could come to an arrangement. Even if my life doesn’t matter to you, you might feel differently about Kruhl. Even now her life slips away, allow me to walk and you may yet save her."
Amy glanced to her side, where Kruhl was resting. She saw the diminutive woman’s chest rise and fall, but she was as pail as a ghost and the pool of blood around her was getting wider. Time was running short. Sapphira had once healed Amelia with her abilities, the agent might be able to do the same for Kruhl, but only if the little woman were still alive.
The agent pressed her lips into a thin line, suspicious by the abrupt turn around but willing to listen. The woman had lied to her from the very beginning and that didn’t generate a lot of trust.
"I know you have no reason to trust me, but if you let me leave with the sword, I will not lift a finger to harm you for twenty-four hours. You have my word."
A slow nod of her head followed a long release of air. She didn’t like it much, but if the sorceress was on the level, she’d take the risk. "Very well, we’re agreed." She said, forcing a quiver out of her voice.
Leoffa nodded, gave Amelia a warning glance then turned away taking several ginger steps before peering back at Amy. "Leave this place, and I will allow you safe passage, but should you stay, I will destroy you. You have a day to decide."
She turned away, moving through the wreckage of the police station before stepping out into the open air and disappearing into the shadows. Amy only hesitated a moment before spinning around, rushing toward Kruhl and lunged to her knees at the other woman’s side. Blood seeped into the fabric of her slacks, but she paid it any mind.
Hands whipped out, hovering over Kruhl’s wounded abdomen, and the agent closed her eyes, stretching her senses. Kruhl’s presence was faint, save for her wound which burned scarlet bright in the agent’s mind. It throbbed, reverberating through Amy’s awareness as if the pain were her own. She pulled her hands away to clutch at her stomach, but stopped herself, instead willing her senses deeper. The flesh was jagged and raw about the edges, like torn fabric. Her insides weren’t any better, the attack had left them shredded to a pulp, and blood and stomach acid were gushing out.
Amy bit her lip as her fingers tingled. She concentrated on the injured flesh, willing it to mend, and, to her surprise, it began to knit together. Her stomach exploded in burning and throbbing with each pulse of healing energy. Her insides burned with searing hot pain which radiated from her body and into Kruhl’s wounds. She doubled over, keeping herself from collapsing atop the injured woman.
Sapphira had once described the healing process to her, how by mending the flesh of another you took their injuries upon yourself, or at least the pain from them. She hadn’t imagined that it would be so intense, but it was the most agonizing experience of her life.
As the last of Kruhl’s tissue knitted together, the edges of her consciousness were tugged toward the darkness. She blinked and shook her head, attempting to shake it away, but she soon found herself laying upon the cold floor. The last thing the agent heard before drifting into unconsciousness was the steady cadence of metal clanking on ceramic tiles.
Chapter 13 Part 1 – Living Hell
Official Report
3412 Abby Ln
Tondzaosha, Idaho
A long soft sigh escaped Amelia’s lips. Birdsong wafted in from out of the darkness and she jerked upright, eyes wide and hands sliding over her belly. She panted, scanning the tiny room, before swallowing and pursing her lips.
Where was she?
Light spilled in from a small window adjacent to the bed atop which she rested and she peered through it. A large elm’s branches spread out into the sky, blocking her view of most of the street beyond.
"Oh thank god," a voice said from the doorway and Amelia’s head jerked sideways to face the newcomer.
Amy blinked, watching the blond girl, unable to look away. "Ashley, what the hell are you doing here?"
"Well," Ashley grinned leaning against the door frame one hand on her hip. "It’s nice to see you too."
The agent released a lengthy breath and let out a low throaty chuckle with a slow shake of her head. "I mean, it is a relief to see a familiar face, I just didn’t expect you to be here."
"How did I—" Amy stopped looking around the room.
"Get here?" Ashley finished folding her arms across her chest. "It’s a long story, but the short answer is I found you and brought you here."
Amelia arched an eyebrow. "And the long answer?"
The younger woman pursed her lips, stepped into the room and closed the door behind her.
"Probably best if no one else heard this," she winced and ran a hand through her shock of flaxen hair. She moved across the room, sat beside Amelia on the bed, placing a hand on the agent’s knee. Then with a long release of air she spoke. "I guess I should start by telling you that Sapphira’s in the hospital."
That caught Amy’s attention, she regarded the other woman, eyes going wide. "What?"
"She collapsed a several days ago, after taking a call from an Idaho area code. And before you ask, I don’t know what’s wrong with her. Nobody does. I wish I had better news."
Amelia pressed her lips together and bowed her head. A tear ran down her cheek, but she wiped it away before peering back up at her companion.
"Probably, the work of one of our friends," the agent said with a slight quiver in her voice. "I have reason to suspect there’s a mole inside AEGIS, they were probably afraid Sapphira would come to my rescue when I disappeared."
Or else raise hell if I turned up dead. Amelia added, but didn’t trust herself to voice that notion.
Her heart ached at the image of Sapphira sitting inert in a hospital bed somewhere. Throughout this entire ordeal she hadn’t once considered trying to contact her partner. Why was that? She swallowed reflecting back to Ashtar’s warning that she was being influenced and tasted bile in her throat. Maybe, Leoffa had influenced her in more ways than one.
"Shit," Ashley cursed. "I was afraid it was something like that."
"Tell me the rest," Amelia said biting the inside of her cheek.
Ashley did, apprising her of her travels to Tondzaosha, witnessing the police taking her into custody and everything from there up to finding Brian van den Broeke trapped within his strange luminescent prison. She would have continued, but caught a gleam in Amelia’s eyes and paused, regarding her friend, eyebrows furrowed.
Amelia didn’t speak, instead thinking back to when she’d reached into Leoffa’s mind. There had been a brief flash and images very like those described by Ashley. There must be some connection.
"What happened after that?" Amelia asked, stroking her chin, her lips pressed in a thoughtful expression.
"Well, I tried for a good thirty minutes to reach him, and then… well, things got even stranger…
"Okay, that’s not working."
Ashley threw a fist out in frustration. It impacted the space above Brian van den Broeke and a dull metallic thud sounded.
"Perhaps, you should hit it again, miss. I’m sure it will work better the fourth time." Nabu’s voice intoned in her ear.
Ashley growled under her breath, but didn’t dignify him with a reply. Instead she turned away and clenched her eyes releasing a steady breath. "I don’t suppose you have any ideas, Nabu, do you?"
"No, miss, this is quite beyond my area of expertise."
"I hate to say this, but if there’s nothing I can do here, it may be time to—"
"Miss, as loath as I am to interrupt, I am detecting a spike in energy readings." Nabu spoke, his voice dripping with sarcasm. "Perhaps you may wish to give it another look."
Ashley spun around as a high-pitched screech rang through the air. The lights above Brian‘s inert form pulsated and intensified and he sat bolt upright…
"Andy!" He screamed the name, repeating it over and over, hands clutching the side of his head.
The lights swirled faster and faster, growing so bright that Ashley winced and brought a hand up to shield her eyes. A whoosh of air blew into her and she braced herself as a surge of energy cascaded out in every direction. The illumination grew so intense that she closed her eyes and averted her gaze.
Once her vision cleared, she lowered her hands and moved toward Brian. He watched her approach with wide eyes.
"Impostor, betrayal… sword. Blood gushing." He mumbled peering past Ashley’s armored form almost as if she were not even there.
He hugged his knees and rocked back and forth, several long sobs escaping his lips. "She will die."
"Who?" She demanded, her voice coming out as a low guttural growl through the suit’s voice changer.
He didn’t answer, instead he threw his head back and a raw, wheezing manic laugh sounded from his mouth. "The one who was king… her blood everywhere," he mumbled. "My brother who’s now my sister. Times ticking… ticking… out through the window…"
"Fuck."
Ashley didn’t hesitate. She lurched forward, armored form shooting through the bedroom window, glass shattering and cascading across the front lawn in her wake. Heart hammering in her chest, her destination already in mind, she shot into the open sky above. She couldn’t say why, but she was certain that he’d been speaking of Amelia. It sounded like the ravings of a madman, but somehow she understood that the danger was real.
"You just left Brian there?" Amelia cut in her disbelief reflected in her emerald eyes.
"I freaked out…" Ashley grimaced one hand kneading the back of her neck. "I didn’t stop to reflect, I just acted."
"If it makes you feel better, I came back for him after. He was still there, at least in the physical sense, but mentally… Well, let’s just say he’s a few bricks short of a load."
Amelia’s lips trembled and a sob escaped her lips. "All because that woman was trying to get to me."
She wiped the tears from her eyes and regarded her blond friend who was now shedding a few tears of her own. When the agent spoke her voice trembled. "So? I guess you found me."
Ashley nodded, swallowing hard. "Uh, yeah. I figured since the police had you, you’d probably be at the station, and sure enough that’s where you and the girl were, unconscious in a pool of blood. Shit, I thought you were dead. After I went back for your brother, I brought everyone here."
"Kruhl?" Amy asked, but her friend just blinked. The agent sighed, closed her nice and massaged her temple. "The short blond woman."
"Oh! She’s fine, I think. She hasn’t woken up yet. There was blood all over her when I happened upon you guys, but I couldn’t find any cuts or scrapes, I guess none of it was hers."
"And Brian?" Amelia asked staring back at her swallowing hard.
"Asleep, last I checked." Ashley brushed the hair away from her face. "And there’s something else…"
Amy gaze intensified her eyes boring holes into the other woman. "Um, I didn’t know any safe places… and who to trust. I didn’t even know what was wrong with you so I, uh…" she trailed off wincing under the scrutiny of her friend’s gaze.
"You what?" Amy asked a sinking feeling forming in the pit of her stomach.
"I worried you would need medical attention and since the files Malcolm gave me said your mother was a nurse…"
"Oh, god," Amelia sighed glancing around. "Don’t tell me this is her place."
"No! Actually," Ashley jerked her head from side to side. "But she’s here. She said this place belonged to a friend."
Amy sighed and gritted her teeth. Just when she thought things couldn’t get any worse, her mother gets thrown into the mix.
Oh hell.
Chapter 13 Part 2 – Mother, Daughter
Official Report
3412 Abby Ln
Tondzaosha, Idaho
"Um." Amy groaned, slipping a hand over her belly, as a slow gurgle rumbled its way through her abdomen. She’d had some minor queasiness over the past few days, but she’d been hoping the worst of her morning sickness was passed. It seemed she’d been wrong.
"Goddammit, not again…." she trailed off and closed her eyes. "I think I need the bathroom."
"Uh, sure." Ashley said, her brows furrowed and she gestured across the room. "It’s right across the hall."
Amy lurched to her feet, hand still clasped over her stomach and sprinted toward the door. She swung it open and was through the one on the opposite side of the hallway in seconds. Without preamble, she fell to her knees in front of the toilet and hurled her guts out. When she finished, she collapsed atop the seat, panting and chest heaving for breath.
Ashley rushed into the bathroom after her at the sound of retching and stopped outside the door, arm resting on the frame peering in. "Amy, are you all right?"
Amelia collected loose hairs from her face, sighed and peered back at her friend. "I’m fine, it’s because… I’m pregnant."
"Oh," Ashley stared back, eyes widening. "I had no idea."
"Sapphira and I were going to tell everyone after I got back. If you spill the beans…"
"Say no more," Ashley mimed turning a key in her mouth. "Your secret’s safe with me."
Amy stood and shook her head. "If Sapphira doesn’t wake up, I don’t know what I’ll do. I can’t raise a child by myself. I don’t have any idea what to do. Never once in a million years, did I ever let myself hope I’d get pregnant an—"
A dull thud sounded from the hallway and Ashley peered back. Amelia’s heart leapt into her throat on catching the blond’s wide-eyed grimace.
"Uh, Mrs. Van den Broeke, I didn’t see you there," Ashley spun away from the doorway and Amelia’s mother appeared lugging a plastic storage container in her arms.
Serena van den Broeke turned, regarding her eldest child, eyes wide. "I-I wasn’t trying to eavesdrop I was just bring up some—"
"Oh hell." Amelia groaned placing both palms on the vanity.
"There’s no way I heard that right. You can’t be pregnant, that’s not how it wor—"
Amelia glanced back at her, interrupting her elder. "No, it’s not, but regardless I am pregnant. Look, it’s hard to explain, but sometimes strange things happen to AEGIS personnel in the field. A while back something happened to me and well let’s say… it changed a lot of things."
Serena stood there, mouth agape. "That’s… not—"
Amy gritted her teeth, a scathing reply on the tip of her tongue, but Ashley interjected. "It sounds unbelievable, but she’s telling the truth. I was there, and… she’s not the only one who experienced changes."
Serena lowered her head and sighed. "I didn’t mean to, I mean I wasn’t say—"
"Forget it," Amy waved her hand lips curled into a snarl. "We have bigger concerns, like trying to help my fucking brother."
"Ashley dear, would you take these?" Serena asked holding the plastic container out to the younger woman. "You can take them down to the room at the end of the hall. Amelia and I need to speak alone."
Ashley bit her lip, glanced at Amy, who nodded. She took the tote out of the elder Van den Broeke’s hands and disappeared down the corridor. Serena watched her depart before slipping inside the bathroom and closing the door behind her.
"Amelia, I…" She bowed her head and reached up cupping her daughter’s face. The agent flinched, but didn’t back away as her mother continued. "For years, I imagined what I would say to you if I ever had the chance to see you again and that day when you were in the hospital, I realized how unprepared I was. All those speeches, all the imagined conversations flew right out the window."
Amelia brought both hands up and pulled her mother’s arm down. "This is hard for me." Hot tears cascaded down her face. "I never thought I’d see any of you again. I’d put that part of my life behind me, but the wounds still cut deep and every time I look at your face… I’m so very angry."
"You have every right to be. I was a terrible mother, if I could take back—"
"Can we not do this right now?" Amelia asked a sob racking her body. "We’re not out of the woods yet… not by a long shot."
She slipped past her mother and slipped back into the hallway amidst a torrent of protestations from the other woman. Amelia didn’t glance back, but started down the hall. Stopping about mid-way she put her back to the wall, sank to her knees and wept.
A pair of arms enfolded her and when she looked up, peering into her mother’s eyes. She stiffened, gazing at her elder with wide eyes, then all her resistance crumbled away and she melted into Serena’s arms.
Amelia swallowed, forced back tears and looked Serena in the eyes. In the course of a few days a magical sword had thrown her across a room and landed her in the emergency room, she’d watched a good agent die for no good reason, was betrayed by someone she’d believe was her long-lost brother made over into a sister, learned that her actual brother may have been driven mad by the very same person, and discovered that the love of her life was unconscious in a hospital bed in a ‘not-coma’. Not to mention, she had to contend with her goddamned morning sickness.
"I can’t imagine what you’ve been through." A sad smile touched Serena’s lips. "But judging from some of the things your friend said it couldn’t have been easy."
"Damned hormones." Amelia’s voice quivered. The excuse sounded hollow even to her ears, but her mother only smiled and nodded. "Um… I should probably apolo—"
"No." Serena cut in shaking her head. "I wasn’t there for you when you needed me the most you have nothing to apologize for."
"Maybe not then," Amelia said fresh tears burning her eyes. "But you helped me today and that counts for something."
Serena smile widened for a second, but then it slithered off her face replaced by a more somber expression. She climbed up and held her hand out. "Come on, let’s get you off the dirty floor. We wouldn’t want you to catch something. You’re expecting, you need to think of the baby."
Amelia took her mother’s hand and stood with a grunt of effort. She didn’t speak, but pursed her lips tears streaking her cheeks.
"Uh… I should see if there’s something I can do for Brian," the agent said at last.
Serena face looked stricken, but she nodded. "I tried talking to him, but he’s just not all there. I don’t know if anyone can help him."
Amelia sighed and placed both hands on her hips. "I have a better chance than most. Remember how I said something strange happened to me in the field? Well, this body isn’t the only thing that was changed."
Serena’s eyebrows shot up and she peered at her daughter, lips pursed. "What are you saying?"
Amelia flattened her lips together and sealed her eyes, reaching out with her mind. Serena, gasped and peered down at her feet as they rose from the ground. She threw her arms out windmilling them through the air. She remained suspended there for several long moments hovering just a few inches above the ground then Amelia’s eyes snapped back and her feet plopped back onto the hardwood floor with a light thud.
Serena peered at the other Van den Broeke eyes round and eyebrows disappearing into her bangs. "Good lord, how did you do that?"
"Telekinesis." Amelia shrugged and folded her hands. "I can do a lot more, telepathy, mental projection, and some things I’m not sure have a name. Plus, I have an enhanced healing factor, faster reflexes and… I still have my psychometric retrocognizance."
Truth be told, she hadn’t done a full test run, but she had a good idea what she was capable of if Sapphira’s power set was any indication. It seemed only logical that the agent would have the same abilities as the one from whom she’d inherited them, but it was not an assumption she had put to the test.
"So you’re going to, what, probe your brother’s mind?"
Amelia nodded. "It may be the only way I can reach him. Someone has done something unnatural to his mind," she shuddered reflecting on Allison’s retelling of events and her own vision of her brother when she touched Leoffa’s mind. "I don’t believe he can come out of it without some drastic intervention."
"Unnatural? Sounds like it could be dangerous." Serena winced. "Are you sure this is something you want to do?"
"No," Amy admitted. "But it’s something I have to do. Brian became involved in this because of me, I can’t just abandon my brother when he needs my help."
"Okay," Serena sighed. "Just be careful, okay? I’d hate for you to get hurt."
Amelia smiled, tears sliding down her cheeks and lips trembling as she moved down the hallway. Whatever happened, it felt good hearing those words from her mother.
Chapter 14 Part 1 – Mind Games
Official Report
3412 Abby Ln
Tondzaosha, Idaho
Hands reaching out, Amelia clasped them over her brother’s temples, releasing a long breath. She peered back over her shoulder, where Kruhl lay unconscious. Her tiny form was wrapped in a nightgown which was at least two sizes too big. She looked so peaceful laying there on the twin bed. Amelia found it hard to believe, she’d been so close to death just hours before.
Serena Van den Broeke stood at the foot of the bed peering at the pair of siblings, concern etched all over her face and mirrored in her eyes.
The agent released a second breath and returned her attention to Brian. His eyes were glued to the ceiling and open so wide she almost expected them to pop out of his skull. A manic grin had spread across his face and he remained frozen in place unmoving but for the rising and falling of his chest.
A single sob escaped the agent’s lips and tears streamed down her cheeks. She clenched her eyes shut and furrowed her brows, sucking in her air. She reached out, feeling for her brother’s mind.
It felt… wrong.
Throbbing, pulsating light filled her vision and a piercing shriek rang out from Brian’s mouth just before everything went black.
"Shhh…" a voice hissed in her ear and Amelia’s eyes snapped open.
A boy, no older than eleven or twelve peered into her eyes, his left index-finger held up to his mouth. "She’ll hear you, Andy."
Amy winced at the usage of her dead name, but did not speak. Instead she took in the boy’s features and sucked in a breath through her teeth.
It was Brian.
Boy-Brian scurried away and Amelia sat bolt upright throwing an arm out, but stopped when she caught sight of her hand. It seemed smaller than it should have been. She swallowed and peeked down at her chest a wave of nausea wash over her at what she found. Her chest was flat. She wore a pair of baggy black jeans, and a black t-shirt emblazoned with an Effervescence logo, a female-fronted band that had been very popular in her youth.
She reached up, hand snaking behind her neck. Her long tresses were done up in a pony tail. She forced herself to breathe and looked around. Her heart pounded in her chest as she eyed the familiar Kim Possible bedsheets and Star Wars and Linkin Park posters along the north wall. It was her childhood bedroom, her place of refuge from her father and his frequent fits of rage.
Here was where she could imagine herself being a girl, and where she hid what few feminine accouterments, she’d been able to obtain. She had been fond of the light blue summer dress, which she’d hid, along with everything else, inside the bottom of the old wooden chest inside her closet.
How many lawns had she mowed, and cars had she washed just to raise enough money to buy what little she had only to have her father throw it all out?
She groaned and closed her eyes, shuddering as a remembered wave of anguish and anger flooded through her. She grated her teeth and opened her eyelids, forcing thoughts of the subsequent beating out of her mind.
She resisted the urge to snoop around, she knew where she was or at least where she seemed to be and considering the decor and the outfit she’d been wearing, she gathered she was inhabiting the body of herself somewhere in her early teens before her father had outed her as trans.
A sharp pang of dysphoria, and overall sense of wrongness washed over her. She trembled, clenching her teeth. It was so wrong, this wasn’t her body. She’d spent years transitioning and undergoing Gender Confirmation Surgery. To find herself back where she started all those years ago, was so very disheartening.
It wasn’t real, she reminded herself with a firm shake of her head. This was all a facsimile, a recreation created by Brian’s mind. She would not allow it to get the best of her.
She wasted no time speculating on the how or why, but peered about the room one last time and slipped through the doorway. Blackness lay on the other side, a void so deep so abiding that it seemed to stretch on forever.
She sprinted across the void, wide eyes peering around, but if there was anyone or anything else inhabiting the emptiness, she caught neither sight nor sound of them. She glanced back, but the doorway leading into her old bedroom had disappeared.
When she turned back a figure stood within an old oak doorway out from which spilled a wafting violet mist. She fingered at long golden tresses with one hand and in the other she gripped a gnarled staff atop which an amethyst gemstone had been affixed. When Amelia first spotted her, she was looking away, but the moment her eyes fell on the woman, she jerked, turning to face her.
Amelia couldn’t say why, but there was a bit of Leoffa in her features. Perhaps it was the intensity of her gaze or the curve of her lips when she curled them into a sneer, but the agent knew she was looking upon the Sorceress, or at least some kind of representation of her.
"He is mine!" The girl shrieked and lifted her staff. A bolt of sizzling violet energy shot out from the gemstone, but Amelia threw both hands up in a warding gesture and brought up a protective shield around herself. Brilliant bright light cascaded against the barrier and grew so intense that it illuminated the darkness into pure white luminescence.
Amy gasped, her feet swept out from under her and her stomach lurched as it swept her away. When her vision cleared she was standing on a rocky outcropping overlooking a river. There had been no sense of landing or transition from falling. One moment, she was simply there.
"Shhh!"
She spun around, Brian stood a few feet away and he looked about eight or nine years old this time. His wide-eyed gaze focus on the canyon. She snatched a hand out, this time grabbing her brother by an arm.
"Brian," Amy asked. "What’s going on here?"
He stared at her, child’s eyes wide, but otherwise expressionless.
Amy licked her lips and met her brother’s gaze. "Listen Brian, it’s me your older sis—brother Andy," she paused stumbling over the use of the male term and her dead name and winced as if she’d dealt herself a physical blow. "I’m here to help, but you have to let me in."
"She’s coming," Brian said in a drawn out whine before tugging on her arm. His wrist slid way and he took off running disappearing into the treeline.
Amelia started after him, but she got only a dozen feet before realizing he was nowhere in sight.
"Dammit," she cursed stomping back over to the outcropping. "What the hell is going on?!"
She stood there, jaw clenched breathing air in between her teeth. Finally with a lengthy sigh, she surveyed her surroundings. She recognized this place, she realized, it was Snake River Canyon. Her family had taken a weekend trip there about eighteen or nineteen years ago.
She again glanced at herself and sure enough her appearance had shifted again. Now, she was sporting camouflage pants and a shirt with the words "I have issues".
The area was lush and vibrant with color and she took a moment to appreciate the beauty of her surroundings. Butterflies flittered all about her, and somewhere in the distance the sound of bird song wafted through the air.
She had hated the outdoors as a child, and though still not one for camping Amelia had developed an appreciation for the grandeur of nature as an adult.
Still, she sensed that she needed to hurry. She wasn’t quite sure what was going on, but her brother was hiding from Leoffa for a reason.
Moving into a copse of trees she paused, peering around. Had she heard something? The agent lingered, hoping to detect some signs of movement, but save for the occasional bird call or the crinkle of leaves on the wind, nothing seemed outof the ordinary. She continued on, but when she’d taken maybe a dozen steps, an old oak doorway appeared in her path and the sorceress rushed out, amethyst staff radiating light.
"Leoffa," Amelia spoke a small thread of tension in her voice hoping that the woman would reveal herself, but she only smiled.
"What do you want with my brother?" Amelia demanded, but the other woman only laughed.
"ANSWER ME!" Amy screamed out.
A tight smile touched Leoffa’s lips, but she did not respond. Instead she raised her staff. Wicked emerald energy lanced out, and Amy brought her hands up forming a protective barrier with her mind. Brilliant illumination filled her vision, followed by a sensation of falling.
When the light cleared Amelia stood within a schoolyard encircled by a ring of children. This time, she barely glanced down at herself, but she noted she was even smaller than before.
Just like that, Brian was standing before her, he looked only about a year younger than the last time. He brought his finger up to his lips, but Amelia snatched a hand out and gripped his arm.
"For God’s sake Brian!" Amy scowled. "Tell me what’s going on!"
Brian blinked, but didn’t move or speak. Then, his head jerked sideways and his eyes widened. "She comes."
One child drew closer fists balled at her side, a dozen more followed in her wake. It was Isabel Wilson, a cruel-tempered girl who had taken a liking to torturing the two Van den Broeke siblings. She was taller than most of the males in their class until puberty hit. She went from a plain Jane who bullied half of the children in the school to the object of every boy’s desires. It had always struck Amy as an odd turnaround, but one which Isabel quickly adapted to. She used her looks to manipulate others to get what she wanted and she did it well.
The Isabel that stood before them, had not yet been visited by the puberty fairy and she looked every bit as mean as Amelia remembered. Her old bully did not say a word, instead she rounded on the elder sibling and sucker punched her in the gut. Amy doubled over, gasping for breath and she felt a set of arms around her. She looked up, peering into her younger brother’s eyes. Anger burned in them, a wild untamed blaze.
"Leave Andy alone!" He screamed out as Isabel grabbed Amy by the back of her hair and grinned down at her eyes alight with malicious glee.
Isabel’s fist came down and Brian lurched forward attempting to break the bully’s hold, but she elbowed him in the ribs and the blow struck home.
Amelia fell onto her back, and Isabel lost her grip. The agent rolled away, and sprang to her feet, fists raised to counter, but before she could manage it, dozens of high-pitched shrieks of rage sounded from all around the playground. A throng of children surged forward and both brother and sister were buried under a writhing mass of bodies.
Pummeled by dozens of tiny fists, Amelia attempted to break free, but there were just too many of them. She curled up into a ball and gritted her teeth screaming out in rage and agony. She had almost given up hope when realization set in.
"This isn’t real," Amy whispered eyes flying back open.
"This isn’t real!" She repeated, emitting a high-pitched shriek. She was a powerful exemplar it was about time she started acting like one. What more this was the domain of the mind, a place in which her powers were uniquely qualified to give her the upper hand.
She threw her hands out, tunneling them through the mass of tangled limbs and steadied her breath. Power crackled at her fingertips and a wave rippled out, sending their attacker’s bodies flying in every direction, sparing only herself and Brian.
Amelia’s form rose into the air and she peered down at her slight frame. She didn’t look particularly intimidating in her current form, but that was about to change.
The agent shook her head, long black tresses cascaded from her scalp and her body exploded upward and outward, breasts and posterior ballooning out into her more familiar feminine proportions. She barely paid it any mind, but focused her attention on a familiar form approaching from out of an oak doorway perhaps a dozen yards away.
Leoffa moved through the playground, paying no need to the bodies scattered about the blacktop.
"Brian." Amelia’s eyes darted to her brother cowered on the ground in a fetal position. "This is your mind, she can only hurt you if you let her. I don’t know what she’s done to you, but you’ll never be free if you keep running."
"It’s pointless agent," the sorceress said slamming her staff down into the ground. Shards of concrete shot out spraying Amelia and her brother in their faces. "It’s all he knows now"
"I’m here now." Amelia floated forward, imposing herself between the sorceress and her sibling and clenched both of her fists.
"If you want him, you’ll have to go through me," Amelia said again raw power radiating out from her, arching into a barrier around the siblings.
A slow smile crept onto Leoffa’s face and a throaty chuckle escaped her lips. "That’s what I was hoping you’d say."
Chapter 14 Part 2 – Mind’s Eye
Official Report
3412 Abby Ln
Tondzaosha, Idaho
The sorceress’s staff glowed a brilliant florescent violet, and a great lightning bolt thundered into the agent’s shield.
Power crackled, sizzling against Amy’s barrier, and she set her jaw, grunting against the strain. Light cascaded all around her, pulsating and throbbing into her shield. The agent let out a piercing scream. Tears streaked her face and Amelia looked away, the illumination growing too intense.
‘You are not alone,’ A voice whispered in Amelia’s ear. ‘You have the power to defeat her. Like me, she is but a shadow, an imprint of her true self. Your cause is just, your will is righteous, yours is the greater power.’
"Ashtar," Amelia whispered the name, heart pounding in her chest. She squared her jaw and swung back to the sorceress.
The light, like everything else, was an illusion. It could only blind her if she let it. She blinked and the illumination dulled to a soft glow.
A smile touched the agent’s lips, and she pushed out, hands joined. Her shield burst out, and a sweeping wall of energy cascaded across the pavement and struck the sorceress.
Leoffa crossed both arms over her face, staff, held in the crook of her arms, glowing a brilliant violet, as the attack swept over her. Her feet slid across the blacktop and her hair whipped back behind her shoulders, but she planted the weapon in the asphalt and anchored herself in place.
Before her first attack had abated, brilliant white bolts of energy burst out from the Agent’s hands. Leoffa howled, raised her staff, sending out her own blasts of power rushing to meet them. The projectile lights slammed into each other with a powerful concussive detonation that rippled out in every direction.
Energy fizzled through the air, searing into the forms of the fallen children, and each dissolved into nothingness with a loud agonizing shriek. Amelia winced, but blocked the images out of her mind, reminding herself that they were just illusions.
She risked sneaking a glance back at her brother. He was watching the entire confrontation, his child’s eyes wide and face expressionless.
‘Come on, Brian.’ She thought, willing him to do something, anything to help himself, but he didn’t even so much as bat an eyelash.
Amelia peered back in time to catch the sorceress sending another blast whizzing out from her staff, but Amelia grabbed it out of the air and tossed it over her shoulder.
"You’re going to have to do better than that." The agent moved forward, stepping through the children’s ashes.
Leoffa smiled, a spark of malicious glee alight in her eyes. "Oh, I’m just getting warmed up."
Amelia dropped her fists, both of them coming alight with a brilliant white luminescence. "Bring it, bitch."
Leoffa brought her staff up, slamming it into the blacktop with so much force cracks appeared, stretching in ever lengthening lines. The ground rumbled and Amelia hurtled forward, flying toward her opponent, but a shape rose from asphalt hurtling toward her, forcing the agent to dive away.
An arm protruded from the ground, formed of concrete and stone, its fingers curled into a fist and pounded into the ground in the agent’s wake. Heedless of the danger, Brian’s child form stared into space, wide-eyed and unmoving. Amelia dove toward him, throwing up a shield around them both when she was close enough.
A massive fist came down on the barrier, and Amelia clutched her brother tight, gritting her teeth against the pressure. "Brian, please," she pleaded. "This will never end if you don’t help yourself."
He did not reply, and Amy spun back around as the fist again impacted her shield. She spread her hands. A wave of force rippled out and sent the giant hand careening away. She hurled bolts of energy after it, blasting away at it, marring its surface with cracks and fissures.
Thunder crackled in the sky above and Amy glanced up just as a bolt of lightning crashed into her protective barrier. Blinding bright light filled her vision, and her shield shattered, the resulting concussive shock wave sent her soaring away. She blinked away the light, as she had the last time, but by then it was already too late. The giant fist hurtled into her and she tumbled to the ground, collapsing in a heap of broken bones, mangled flesh and shards of asphalt and rock.
Time slowed, and though the agent tasted blood in her mouth, she forced herself to move. She told herself that it was all an illusion, a trick of the mind, but it did nothing to lessen her pain or mend her broken body. She pushed herself up, shrieking in agony and groaning in pain with each movement, but somehow she climbed back to her feet.
Leoffa was waiting.
The sorceress lifted her foci. A gust of wind blasted into the agent. Amy brought her arm’s up to ward off the attack, but she didn’t act soon enough. The blast of air caught the Agent square in the chest and sent her hurdling over the ground and into the brick wall of the school building.
Light shot out from Leoffa’s staff and fragments of the blacktop rose and shot toward the agent, molding and shaping around her torso, arms and legs. Amy clenched her teeth, bursts of energy sizzling out from her fists, but each attempt to blast away the asphalt only proved more futile than the last. Every clump she sent hurtling away was replaced by two more. Before long, her body was covered.
"Well, I was hoping for more of a fight," Leoffa’s lithe form stepped forward. "But I suppose it doesn’t matter. In the end, victory was all but assured."
The sorceress hoisted her staff, and light pulsated from within the gem. She tipped it forward, and a beam shot out, and blasted into Amelia with brilliant violet intensity.
Time slowed to a crawl, and a piercing cry rang out. Amy’s head throbbed, and she felt a heaviness fall over her eyelids. She struggled to fight it, but it felt so… wonderful. She could just let everything go and all her worries, all her troubles would just float away. The purple luminescence burned even brighter and her eyelids drooped closed. A plaintive sigh escaped her lips. Sleep, she needed to sleep.
"Let her go!" A voice called out and Amelia’s eyes snapped back open.
Brian stood facing the sorceress, fists clenched at his side, jaw set and the fire of defiance burning in his eyes. He no longer wore a child’s face or body, but his adult frame.
"Well." Leoffa’s face stretched into a grin. "Look who’s come out to play, at last."
The beam of light redirected, slamming into Brian, its energy crackling and growing more intense. The younger Van den Broeke, crossed his arms across his face as if to shield himself and by some miracle, it seemed to work. A shimmering dome of energy surrounded him and the light slammed into the surface with a massive burst of illumination.
"Of course," Amelia whispered, realization dawning on her. This was Brian’s mind, whether he had powers in the actual world was immaterial. The only limits here were those he placed upon himself. Amelia realized the same held true for herself.
A Telekinetic wave surged out from the agent, the asphalt which encased her limbs and body shattered to dust raining down on the pavement below. She hovered in the air for a second, then she dove feet first, soaring toward the sorceress who had all her attention focused on her younger sibling.
At the last minute, Leoffa spun around, but not in time to defend herself. Amelia’s attack struck her opponent and sent her reeling away. The sorceress planted her staff and righted herself, sending a blast of sizzling energy at brother and sister, but Amy batted the bolt of power away and Brian’s shield absorbed it with barely any effort.
Amelia threw her hands out and Leoffa’s slender frame shot into the air, her staff falling from stiff fingers, and clattered into the pavement with a dull thud. Brother and sister met one another’s gazes, Brian nodded and Amy pulled her arms back, before throwing them out again. The sorceress rocketed toward the oak doorway, her arms windmilling through the empty air.
She shot through the opening, but she whipped a hand out, grasping hold of the wood with such ferocity her fingernails scratched the varnish. Leoffa gritted her teeth and threw her second arm out, leveraging herself enough that she had begun to pull herself free.
For a moment it seemed as if she might make it, but then Brian stepped forward, threw his palms out and Leoffa hurtled back into the opening. The door slammed shut, and her shrieks of rage could be heard muffled through the door. It rattled as if struck by a pair of massive fists, but remained closed.
A heavy chain and padlock appeared in Brian’s hands. He hurled them across the playground and the chain struck, wrapping around the doorway three times before the padlock closed with an audible clack.
Brian turned back to Amelia, threw his arms around his elder sibling and wept. The playground faded into darkness and the next thing Amelia knew they were back in the real world, Brian’s arms around her, openly weeping. Tears of her own stained her cheeks and she clung to him tight. At last, she had her brother back.
Chapter 15 Part 1 - The Crystal of Ban-Sher’i
Official Report
3412 Abby Ln
Tondzaosha, Idaho
"God, just look at you, Andy!" Brian stared at his elder sibling, eyes wide with apparent shock, his cheeks still glistening with tears and a slight quiver in his voice. "You’re so…. feminine."
Amy batted a stray bit of hair away from her face, regarded her brother between pursed lips. "Please don’t call me that, it’s Amelia now."
"Right," he said, rubbing the back of his neck. "I’m sorry, I always figured you must have transitioned, but I mean seeing you like this is another thing entirely."
Amelia bit her lip and forced a smile on her face. "Just stick with the right name and pronouns and we’ll be fine."
"Of course." Brian nodded, and pulled away, eyes taking in his surroundings for the first time, eyes somehow growing wider when he took in Serena still standing nearby. "Wh-where are we?"
"Somewhere safe," Amy answered, rising to her feet.
Serena rushed forward, enfolding her eldest son in her arms. Brian stiffened, but soon returned the gesture. When mother and son broke away, Brian slipped from the side of the bed. He wobbled on his feet, but braced himself on the nightstand to the right of the bedside.
Serena wrapped her hands around his shoulder to provide support. "Your muscles may have atrophied, maybe you should lay back down."
Brian clenched his jaw and shook his head. His eyelids slid closed and he took a deep breath. It was almost as if someone flicked a switch. His back straightened and he stood, frame rigid. When his eyes opened again, he released the air from his lungs and stepped forward. He moved with no sign of frailty or the least bit of trouble.
"What? You don’t think Amelia’s the only exemplar in the family, do you?" He asked, gazing about the room, taking in the shocked expressions of his sibling and mother. His eyes briefly scanned over the sleeping form of Kruhl, but he only pressed his lips together and sighed.
Amelia furrowed her brows and folded her arms over her chest. "Ashley, the person who found you, said she tracked you down through the AEGIS database. If I had to guess, I’d say it’s Psionic Strength?"
"Yeah," he confirmed. "That’s what the representative from AEGIS figured too."
"Psionic strength?" Serena arched an eyebrow. "That’s not an ability I’ve ever heard of."
"You’ve heard of telekinesis, right?" Amelia asked. "That’s more or less what it is, Brian’s just using it to strengthen himself."
"Except, that seems to be all I can do," he pursed his lips and frowned. "I mean I tried the other stuff, but it just doesn’t come."
"What about you? Last time I checked your retrocognizance doesn’t let you enter people’s minds." His gaze fixed on the agent, a frown creasing his mouth.
"I was exposed to something," she said, meeting her brother’s gaze. "It happens sometimes to AEGIS personnel."
"So you’ve got freaky mind powers now and you work for AEGIS?" He asked eyebrows disappearing into his bangs.
"Yes, to both, but it’s not just mind reading. I’m faster, stronger, I can levitate things, and before Ashley found me I’d just gotten done healing a gaping stab wound in our friend’s abdomen." She nodded toward Kruhl without actually looking at her.
"Holy shit," Brian blinked. "Sounds like you—"
Brian jumped, craning his neck around to glance across the room. Amelia followed his gaze and locked gazes with Kruhl. The once-king was sitting up and had slipped her feet over the bedside. Her sleepy gaze took in her surroundings with a dull, dispassionate stare. She glanced down at her abdomen, then back up at the agent and pressed her lips together in a tight frown.
"How?" She asked, peering back down at her uninjured belly, fingers tracing over the fabric of her oversized nightgown.
"It’s a long story," Amy glanced around and shook her head. "I think it’s time we all sat down and had a long chat."
"Well," Ashley said, slipping into the living room with a lengthy sigh. "I have contacted AEGIS, they’re mobilizing a unit out of Salt Lake and they should be here within five hours."
Amy nodded, but didn’t say a word. Instead, she clasped both hands and closed her eyes. Salt Lake was a good two and half hour drive from Tondzaosha, five hours was more than reasonable considering the preparations they would need to make. In fact, it was much sooner than she’d expected.
"Thank God," Amy said and leaned back into the sofa before glancing back at her younger sibling. Brian, though he pretended otherwise, was still very weak, he’d scarfed down the turkey sandwich and tater bites their mother had prepared for them and kept sneaking cursory glances at Amy’s half-finished sandwich.
Both Amelia and Serena attempted to usher him back to bed, but he’d outright refused. With his abilities, there wasn’t much they could do to keep him in bed without calling upon her own considerable powers.
Amelia sighed and grabbed the plate and set it down on the coffee table between them. "Here, have at it."
Brian barely blinked before snatching up the sandwich and crammed half of it into his mouth.
"I would have made you another sandwich, Brian." Serena swooped in to retrieve the now empty plate.
Brian shrugged, a sheepish grin spreading across his features. "Eh, why waste good food?"
Serena rolled her eyes and slipped out of the room, only to return a moment later standing in the doorway.
"Ugh, so," Brian asked. "AEGIS, huh? I guess they pay pretty good money."
Amy smiled and nodded. "I do all right for myself. It helps to be the youngest Special Agent in Charge in AEGIS history."
He met her gaze, but didn’t answer. His mouth parted as if to speak, but he soon clenched his mouth shut again.
Amy pursed her lips, but didn’t press him. She knew her brother was having a hard time knowing what to say. Hell, she was pretty much in the same boat. After they’d had their little powwow about Leoffa things had gotten a fair bit more awkward.
"I’m sorry," she said at last.
"For what?" He blinked.
"Leoffa went after you because of me, if I hadn’t—"
"Hey, no, no, no," he rose to his feet, nearly tipping over before he lurched forward and slipped onto the couch beside her. "People do nasty shit all the time, what Leoffa did to me is on her and only her. Don’t go blaming yourself."
Amy ground her teeth. "I should have been there, Brian. I always assumed it was better if I put my past behind me, but if I’d kept in contact, she wouldn’t have been able to pull one over on me or at the very least I would have gotten to you sooner."
"It’s possible," he agreed. "But you had no way of knowing what would happen."
"Don’t you think you’re being hard on yourself, Amy?" Ashley asked, seating herself on the opposite her friend. "What that woman did to your brother was terrible, but you can’t blame yourself.
"We need to figure out our next move. She gave you twenty-four hours to get out of town. She must have something big planned."
Amy glanced at her brother, brows furrowed in concentration. She worried for him. She wasn’t sure they had expelled the shadow of Leoffa from his mind, and he had no recollection of ever being captured by the sorceress. Even his memories of what she did to him, while within his mind, were fuzzy.
"I have a theory," the agent said after several long moments of reflection. "I think Odalrik wanted me for a reason. It’s possible she was after my retrocognizance. I had the sense that she was looking for something and if Leoffa has it…"
"Okay, say you’re right. What would she have been looking for that would be so important?" Ashley asked, arching an eyebrow.
"I could think of one thing," Kruhl said from the corner, her yellow cat’s eyes gleaming in the darkness. "It would explain almost everything."
"Before Reesha banished Odalrik, he was rumored to possess a gemstone imbued with incredible power, called the Crystal of Ban-Sher’i. I ordered his keep searched after we defeated him, but none of my people could ever find it. If he had it on his person when he came to this world, it’s possible Leoffa stole it from him. Only a magic-wielder with a powerful foci like a staff could make use of it. If Leoffa possessed it, and she had no staff with which to wield it…"
"Perhaps she could not use it," Amelia nodded, a few more puzzle pieces clicking into place. The staff Leoffa had wielded within Brian’s mind had been no more real than the sorceress herself. The only time Amelia had seen her with an actual staff was after she had defeated Odalrik. It was very possible she had not possessed one until then.
"Is there any reason you didn’t mention this until now?"
Kruhl shrugged. "I never believed it existed."
"And if it exists?" Serena asked from the doorway. "How dangerous is it?"
Kruhl’s lips curled into a sneer. "All I know is that Odalrik was said to fear its power."
"Oh, hell, I do not like the sound of that at all," Ashley said with a drawn-out groan. "So Leoffa may or may not have this magical crystal, and nobody knows what the goddamned thing can do. How does this help us?" Ashley eyed the siblings and then Kruhl.
Amelia leaned back in her seat, hands running through her long locks. "It doesn’t… at least not yet."
Chapter 15 Part 2 – Sympathetic Shoulder
Official Report
Tondzaosha Police Station
Tondzaosha, Idaho
Kruhl glanced down at herself and swallowed. For the first time since her transformation, she wore clothes that fit, but she wouldn’t say she liked them. They displayed her body in ways that made her cheeks feel as if they were aflame.
She tugged at the thick fabric which hugged her breasts and sank her teeth into her lower lip. The short sleeveless tunic, Serena had called a vest, was a soft shade of pink, and made of a material that might have been some kind of leather.
Six metal-lined holes, called grommets, adorned the front, and a string made of the same fabric as the tunic was woven through them. It ended about two-thirds of the way down the front of the garment, leaving a fair bit of her abdomen exposed. The bottom of the vest ended just above her navel.
Her black belt, thicker but of the same material as the vest, sported an over-sized metal buckle, fastened through a double set of metal eyelets. Though the former warrior king could not fathom why, the grommets ringed the entire length of the belt.
The tight-fitting ‘jeans’ were almost as bad as the vest. Overall, Kruhl did not find them too cumbersome for day to day use, but they would limit her range of motion in combat. Gaping tears exposed the flesh around both of her knees and portions of her upper legs. She had supposed the garment was damaged when Serena had first handed it over to her, but much to her consternation, the Van den Broeke matriarch revealed that it was, in fact, intended to be that way.
She wore black boots which came up to her mid-calf. They sported several buckles with no discernible purpose. She scowled and peered down her shirt, though her chest was now enshrouded in what she now knew was called a brassiere, the undergarment was visible even from her vantage point and she could see the crack between her breasts protruding beneath the vest.
She felt ridiculous, but as she peered down at her form, she realized that there was a certain visual appeal to her ensemble. She swallowed and turned away, shaking her head and growling under her breath. You are Kruhl, Son of Wurdan, she reminded herself, you will not succumb to the allure of this flesh. You are not some simpering doe-eyed human girl, you are a warrior of great renown.
Though she moved towards the door with quick steps, both fists clenched at her side, she experienced an unexpected pang of regret just before slipping out of the room.
Agent van den Broeke found her in the hallway just a moment later. The taller woman flattened her lips and folded her arms over her breasts. "We need to talk."
Kruhl nodded, regarding Amy with gleaming cat’s eyes. "Yes, we do."
Amelia held her hand out, directing the shorter woman toward the room she’d just vacated. Kruhl released a weary sigh and spun around on the balls of her feet, before popping the door back open and stepping inside. The agent followed her in and closed it behind her.
Kruhl studied the eldest Van den Broeke sibling for several long moments, before slipping atop a bed. When she was seated, she turned her eyes on Amelia once more. The agent did not take a seat, instead she kept her arms tucked over her chest and regarded the once-king between narrowed eyes.
"Listen Kruhl, I don’t know exactly how to say this, but while I realize you have a bigger stake than any of us in this, I think maybe it would be best if you sat this one out."
Kruhl blinked, but did not speak. Instead, she rocked her head back and forth, a scowl creasing her delicate features. When at last she spoke, it was in a quiet, halting tone. "That would seem the wisest course of action."
Her stomach lurched and the tiny woman cupped her face with both hands, tears streaking her face. She was pathetic, a sad shell of her former self. She was weak and entirely useless on the battlefield. Her father would weep to see his son in such a state. Still, despite everything, she had assumed she would fight alongside the agent when they at last faced off against Leoffa. It seemed… wrong.
She glanced up at the agent, eyes burning with fire even as tears soaked her cheeks. "No! I must be there, I must see this through to the end. I would never be able to live with myself, if I did not."
"Look, I understand, but—"
"But Nothing!" Kruhl howled, leaping to her feet. "You do not understand! With Leoffa at her full might, she may very well be as powerful as Odalrik and even were she not, she has both the power of the crystal and Waldere at her disposal. With them she is far more dangerous."
Amy regarded the other woman, hands on her hips in a severe, almost chastising posture. "I don’t really understand what you think you can—"
"There is still a chance that I can win back the loyalty of the sword." Kruhl locked gazes with her. "It has the power to dispel most forms of magic, it may mean the difference between victory and defeat."
"Okay," Amelia said, leaning back against the wall. "There’s nothing to stop anyone else from trying, is there?"
"No," Kruhl admitted. "But the sword knows me, I may still hold some sway over it. It gives me a better chance than most."
"You speak about that thing as if it were a conscious, reasoning being," Amy said, her voice taking on a musing, almost sing-song quality.
"It does not think." Kruhl shook her head. "Not in any way I have ever been able to determine. It’s magic resonates with those who wield it. It’s capable of distinguishing the traits for which its creator’s sought for those who would come to wield it, nothing more."
"You realize what you’re asking me, right? If you fail, you will become a liability. We can’t afford for Leoffa to take advantage of that."
"I know," Kruhl spoke, her words intersected by a sob. "But you cannot ask me to sit idly by. Leoffa, is a monster, at least, partially of my making, I cannot allow her to wreak havoc upon this world without at least trying to stop her."
Amy nodded and released a long sigh. "Okay, good enough. Be ready, the team from Salt Lake will be here soon."
The agent turned to leave and Kruhl threw a hand out, rushing after her. "Wait!"
Amy spun back around and pressed her lips together, but Kruhl spoke before she could say anything.
"I asked you a few days ago, if you would give me a new name. Have you pondered upon it?"
Amy sighed and licked her lips. "With everything that has happened, I haven’t really given it a lot of thought, but one stuck out. Alexandra, it’s the feminine form of Alexander, one of our history’s greatest conquerors."
"Alexandra," the tiny blond repeated the moniker. "It sounds like the name of a warrior. Thank you, it will suffice."
Amy placed a hand on either of the second woman’s slender shoulders. "If we come out of this alive, we’ll see about assigning you a transition specialist. I won’t lie to you, adapting to life here, will not be a walk in the park, but AEGIS has some experience helping people adapt to transformed bodies. We’ll help you in whatever way we can."
Alexandra quivered, craning her neck down to peer at one of the agent’s hands, before peering back up to meet the agent’s gaze. "Is it not your people’s custom to have multiple names?"
Amy nodded. "There’s an entire process involved in creating a new identity. There are a whole slew of records that AEGIS will have to fabricate across a number of government agencies. Not to mention all the paperwork involved. It’s a complicated process. Let’s just focus on what’s ahead of us and we’ll figure everything out later."
"Very well," Alexandra nodded and bit her lip.
The once-king believed her when she claimed it was complicated, if for no other reason than she’d understood almost nothing of what she said. The agent smiled, released the other woman’s shoulders and shuffled toward the door. "I know it’s been difficult, but I understand what it’s like living life in the wrong body, I’m always happy to talk if you want a sympathetic shoulder to cry on."
She exited the room and Alexandra cocked her head and wondered, how could a shoulder be sympathetic?
Chapter 16 Part 1 – Meet Up
Official Report
An Empty Lot
Tondzaosha, Idaho Idaho
Amelia clenched her jaw, released a long breath through her teeth and forced her eyelids back open. She hovered amongst the clouds, dangling so far up in the open air that if she were to fall, she would die on impact. God, it was unsettling. How did Sapphira do it?
She peered around, taking in Tondzaosha arrayed below her in miniature. Tiny vehicles roved the streets and figures, each appearing no taller than a centimeter, moved about the sidewalk.
Amelia sank her teeth into her lower lip and felt her whole body tremble. A shiver that had nothing to do with the temperature wriggled down her spine and she pushed herself to continue her search. Instead of looking with her eyes, she clenched them shut and reached out with her mind. Dozens of sights, sounds, and impressions assaulted her senses.
‘God, why couldn’t I have a body like that?’ The thought came to her mind unbidden, and the agent furrowed her brows before realizing that it hadn’t come from her.
It had come from a girl, perhaps fourteen or fifteen, seething with envy and a raw burning hatred, her attention focused on another young woman, the same age, who was receiving a fair amount of attention from a rather rakish young man. Amy shook her head, forcing the girl’s tide of emotions out of her mind and swept her senses out.
A choir of voices rang through her consciousness and she gritted her teeth, forcing herself to wade through them rather than focus on any one of them. Despite her best efforts, she caught snippets of thoughts, here or there. Most were mundane, a file clerk reviewing her workload for the day, a delivery driver scanning his route for a place to stop and eat, and even a young boy struggling to decide which type of candy bar he would purchase at a local grocery store. All those voices swept through her and around her, and she continued her search.
Then one rang out louder than the rest. "Oh god!" It came out as a cry of pain so bright, so intense it was almost palatable. "How am I supposed to tell mom and dad I’m trans?"
Amy stopped, a sob escaping her lips as years of remembered dysphoria came rushing back upon her. An image of a teen’s face reflected in a mirror, hand sliding over stubble as a plaintive sign escaped the kid’s lips.
Hair, oh God, the hair!
Though the child’s face looked calm, the mass of disgust and revulsion mirrored in her eyes and boiling just under the surface told another story.
Amy’s hands cupped her own face as if to reassure herself that she was not looking upon her own reflection. She forced herself to concentrate. She couldn’t afford to get distracted, but she stopped long enough to reach out to the child.
"You’re not alone," she whispered, watching the kid’s reflected eyes grow wide.
Amy’s lips trembled, and she let out sob before turning away and breaking her connection with the young trans girl. She swallowed hard and pressed her lips together before again extending her mind out. This time, she narrowed her focus and avoided touching any minds. Instead, she brushed passed them, only getting a cursory impression before moving on.
At last she found it, her face stretched out in a frown, released half a dozen of her most choice curses and burst forward, zooming through the air at breakneck speed.
Supervisory Special Agent Nathaniel Fredericks climbed out of the Durant Lucerna, only casting the vehicle a cursory glance before slamming the driver’s side door shut. Two more dull thuds sounded after, but he paid them no mind. Instead, his eyes surveilled his surroundings, scanning the buildings with a dull, dispassionate gaze.
Cheap, synthetic-leather shoes crunched on the gravel of the empty lot as his subordinates approached from either side.
"Fucking nowheresville. What the hell do you think we’re doing here, Grimes?"
Fredericks turned to eye the speaker, Special Agent Frank Harrelson, a young man with a name that evoked images of a hardened veteran on the cusp of retirement, but who was a rookie in every sense of the word. Frederick’s hand snaked up to adjust his tie, but he remained silent, cool gaze regarding the second man, Robert Grimes, a seasoned agent, with a thoughtful expression marking his face.
"Hell if I know Harrison. We’ll get our orders soon enough." Grimes muttered, eyes darting toward Fredericks with an inquisitive expression.
Fredericks at last opened his mouth to speak, but you uttered even one syllable. A bright scarlet blur slammed into the Earth less than four feet away. He brought one arm up to shield his face and slipped the other inside his suit jacket to retrieve his firearm, but the cloud of dirt that arose burned his eyes. He peered out through the haze of dust, tears slipping down his cheeks.
Gunfire rang out, but it had not been Fredericks who’d opened fire.
"Oh hell," a gravelly baritone voice said. "Would you cut that out?"
A clank of steel sounded from nearby and a single gunshot rang out, followed by a shriek of pain from Harrison. Nate blinked and swirled around, at last getting a clear picture of their assailant. He took a step as the armored figure’s head swiveled around to match his gaze.
"Easy there." The figure let out a low growl, its eye sockets blazing scarlet-red as its gaze tilted down to peer at the gun in his hands. "I’m not your enemy. I’m your contact, dude."
Fredericks raised an eyebrow, sinking his teeth into his lower lip. Dude?
"Ashley Harris?" He asked, lowering his gun. He knew of her armor, but hadn’t expected something that looked like it had crawled its way out of the deepest infernos of hell.
A series of mechanical whirs and snap hisses sounded from the suit as the face plate, chest and groin areas all retracted. A girl, shorter than the towering form of the suit which she wore, emerged climbing out from within the contraption and landed with a soft grunt and a crunch of gravel. Though the Agent had read her file, the photo hadn’t done her justice. When Fredericks laid eyes on her, he sucked his breath in and swallowed hard. She pursed a set of pouty lips and ran a hand through her shock of blond hair.
He cleared his throat, reminding himself he was a married man, and regarded the girl with what he hoped was a close approximation of cool disinterest.
"Sorry, if I startled you." She sucked air in threw a thumb over her shoulder. "Still getting used to that thing."
"Nabu," she craned her head over her should. "Why don’t you—"
She never finished her sentence, instead her eyes fixed on a black and gray streak that came tearing down from the sky above. It impacted the ground, about ten feet away. Fredericks and his companions had their weapons out and trained on the spot, but when the dust cleared, Amelia stood eyes wild, and jaw set in a scowl. The agents exchanged glances, but didn’t lower their weapons.
"We have a problem." Amy stood, both fists at her side, panting for breath.
Chapter 16 Part 2 – Welcome Wagon
Official Report
An Empty Lot
Tondzaosha, Idaho
"Amelia?" Fredericks licked his lips, regarding the newcomer with narrowed eyes.
"Nathaniel." Amelia lifted an open palm, fingers spread out in a warding gesture. "It’s been a while."
Fredericks regarded the superior agent, training his weapon on her head as he spoke.
"The Amelia van den Broeke I knew couldn’t fly," he said, pausing to take in her appearance and let loose a long breath of air. "Nor was she quite so… attractive."
"Strange things sometimes happen in the field, you know that Fredericks. Put that thing away, that’s an order," she countered, meeting his gaze with a scowl. She glanced at the other two agents, but didn’t speak another word.
"Oh, for hell sa—" Ashley moved to put herself between them, but Amelia waved her off.
"I’m going to need some kind of verification." Frederick’s eyes never left Amelia.
"You’re a single father of three, you were married for almost ten years when your wife passed away from breast cancer. You’re an avid birdwatcher, you collect stamps and your favorite television show is Wormhole Xtreme."
"All information that can be found online. I need something a little more concrete." Fredericks lowered his weapon, but didn’t holster it and snaked his fingers up to adjust his tie.
Amy arched an eyebrow and folded her arms across her chest, a mischievous glint lighting her eyes. "You once told me in confidence that you suspected that someone had broken a stick off in Deputy Assistant Director Steenburg’s a—"
Fredericks cleared his throat, held a hand out and slipped his weapon back into its holster. "All right, all right I believe you."
"God, Amelia, look at you. Can you blame me for being suspicious? How the hell did it happen?"
"That would be need to know, Fredericks." She regarded him, an apologetic frown creasing her lips. "Let’s just say I crossed paths with someone who’s not exactly from our neck of the woods."
Fredericks eyebrows shot up, but he only nodded and glanced back over his shoulder and jerked his head at each of his companions. "This is Harrison and Grimes."
"Harrison, Grimes, this is Special Agent in Charge Amelia van den Broeke, we served together in New Hebron."
Amelia nodded, regarding both men before returning her attention to Fredericks. "Three agents? We have a foothold situation and AEGIS only sends three agents?"
"There are more, the strike team is securing the local police station." Fredericks replied.
"Right." Amelia nodded. "In that case we should get moving."
"Why, what’s going on?" Fredericks asked, stepping toward the agent.
"There’s an energy field surrounding a pocket of trees near the Cherry Springs Nature Trail, and it’s expanding."
"Energy field? What kind of energy field?" Ashley asked, lurching back into sight.
"No idea, but whatever it is, it can’t be good. Whatever Leoffa’s up to, I think it’s clear we need to put a stop to it."
"Well." Fredericks eyes flicked between the duo of agents at his side. "When do we get under way?"
Alexandra snatched her hand up, again adjusting the strange dark spectacles which Agent van den Broeke had instructed her to wear. She crinkled her nose and slipped a finger under the bridge, joining the two lenses together, rubbing the flesh on the crest of her nose and gritted her teeth. Curse be to whatever madman had created such a strange contrivance!
She growled and dropped her hands, sensing that the two men, seated on either of her sides, had tensed. She peered up and found herself gazingf into a set of eyes. Her cheeks burned hot, but the former king only met the stranger’s gaze and clenched her jaw in challenge.
"Van den Broeke." Fredericks furrowed his brows and glared at her between pursed lips before turning back to eye Amelia seated in the passenger seat beside him. "Are you sure about this girl?"
"Fredericks," Amelia said, glancing at Alexandra before meeting the man’s gaze. "I don’t think you understand just how dire this situation is, we need her."
Fredericks eyed her, lips pressed together in a thin line before again peering back at Alexandra. "If you say so."
The once-king curled her lips and emitted a low rumbling growl, but did not speak. Amy twisted her neck around and issued a warning glance. The tiny woman sank her teeth into her lower lip, drawing blood, and silenced herself. She did not like the way the tall man looked at her, eyes cool and disinterested, as if he were looking right through her.
The car came to a stop and the pair of agents beside her exited the vehicle. Alexandra set her jaw, peered through the open door and released a long sigh. Her hands went to the seat belt, another irritating contrivance, and released it by pushing down on the orange indent. Another time or place, she might have marveled at the ingenuity of the device, all the while grumbling at having her movement constricted, but she paid it almost no mind.
As she climbed out of the car three more vehicles came screeching to a halt a short distance away. She only paid them a cursory glance, even as men and women, resplendent in full AEGIS tactical gear came pouring out from within each of the vans. Instead, she kept her eyes peeled on the pulsating dome of amethyst energy which sizzled and cackled in the open air before her. Only when Ashley arrived, slamming into the ground and producing a slight tremor did she pause, but even then it only held her attention for the barest of seconds.
She swallowed hard, and craned her neck back, peering up at the wall of power which stretched into the sky for thousands of feet. It circled a section of wilderness twice again as wide.
If she had any doubts that Leoffa possessed the crystal, they evaporated as she gazed upon the monolithic shield. No sorcerer or sorceress could conjure such a thing without joining forces with other magic users… or by making use of a powerful relic.
"Well shit," Fredericks voice wafted in from somewhere behind her, but she did not turn to meet his gaze.
There came a scuffle of movement just off to her side, and Alexandra watched Amelia approach out of the corner of her eye. The Special Agent in Charge didn’t speak, she merely peered up at the dome, both hands planted on her hips, lips creased in a thoughtful frown.
"Now," she spoke after several long moments of silence. "How the hell do we get inside?"
"We don’t," the once-king answered, sinking down to her knees, hot tears burning the corners of her eyes as they streaked down her cheeks.
"No, it wouldn’t be that—" Amelia stopped mid-sentence.
A portion of the barrier flickered and flashed, and Alexandra brought a hand up to shield her eyes. A segment of energy about six feet wide by eight feet tall, crackled and retracted into the surrounding portion of the energy field.
"Oh hell," Amelia cursed. "I have a bad feeling about this."
Heart hammering in her ears, Alexandra rose to her feet. She glanced at Van den Broeke before striding toward the new opening.
"Wait!" Fredericks called after her. "You’re not going in there, are you?"
The little woman peered over her shoulder at him and shook her head. "What other choice do we have?"
"Van den Broeke?" Fredericks asked.
"It’s gotta be a trap, but Alex is right, we don’t have any other choice."
Alexandra peered back at Amelia, frowned, and stepped into the opening.
Chapter 17 Part 1 – Meet Up
Official Report
Cherry Springs Nature Trail
Tondzaosha, Idaho
"Dammit, I didn’t mean now," Amelia cursed, rushing after Alexandra as she moved through the opening.
Fredericks and Grimes came in on her heels and Harrison wasn’t far behind. Just before Van den Broeke made it through, the hole shimmered and retracted. Fredericks leapt through, barely clearing the much smaller opening.
Grimes wasn’t so lucky, the barrier closed around his leg, severing it just below the kneecap. The agent screamed, shrieking so loud that Amelia winced and grated her teeth. Blood splattered the ground on both sides and oozed down the wall which crackled and sizzled wherever the agent’s vital fluid touched.
He collapsed to the ground with a dull thud, moaning and clutching at his severed limb. Fredericks collapsed to his knees, hands grappling with his belt buckle.
"What are you doing?" Alexandra demanded, finger sliding under the nosepiece of her shades.
"I’m making a tourniquet. He’s going to bleed out and die if we don’t cut off the blood flow," Fredericks answered between gritted teeth, sliding his belt from the loops with a single sweeping flourish of his arm.
Alexandra watched him work for several long minutes, her face an expressionless mask before she turned to Amy, a frown creasing her lips. "This is what Leoffa wanted, to isolate us and cut us off."
"Why?" Amy asked, eyes never once leaving Fredericks and Grimes.
The tiny woman shook her head and frowned. "I don’t know, but if she’s confident enough to allow us in, it’s likely she doesn’t see us as a threat, or… she needs something from us."
"I do not like the sound of that." The agent winced and retrieved her gun from within her shoulder holster. She pulled the clip out, inspected it and slipped it back in place before peering back at the once-king.
To some carrying the weapon might seem pointless given the scope of her new abilities, but to the agent who was not yet confident with them, the familiarity of the weapon offered reassurance that she had yet to gain. At the very least, it could provide her with a backup should her powers fail her. She hadn’t toted it around all this time for nothing.
Fredericks glanced up at Amelia, Grime’s blood had stained his dress shirt and splattered his face, but with his suit coat acting as a bandage and his belt as a tourniquet the other agent stood a much better chance at surviving. "I can’t leave him like this. He’ll be an easy target to anyone who might come along."
"Dammit," Amelia cursed, slicking a hand through her mop of dark hair. "She wanted this and we walked right into her trap."
"What’s our move?" Fredericks asked, craning his neck up to peer at her.
Amelia planted her hands on her hips and peered out through the barrier where the remaining AEGIS personnel and Ashley in her god-awful suit of armor had congregated.
"Ashley," she spoke, but the suited figure remained motionless, peering into the glowing barrier.
"ASHLEY!" she repeated, cupping both hands around her mouth.
Ashley bit her lip and stepped forward, rapping her gauntleted fist against the sizzling wall. Nothing happened.
Amy clenched her jaw, threw her hands out, and extended her senses.
Before her the barrier was a shimmering luminescent wall of pulsating and thrumming power, but beyond it she sensed nothing. Brilliant explosions of energy exploded from her open palms, bursting with a brilliant flash of light each time one stuck the barrier, but her attacks only splashed against the surface.
Ashley opened fire from the other side, blasting the dome with a tiny canon that rose from the wrist of her gauntlet. A bright scarlet burst of light hit it, but that too proved futile. Several agents even pulled their weapons out and opened fire, but their bullets came ricocheting back toward them, forcing them to dive to the ground..
Well, shit.
Amy ground her teeth and fell to her knees at Fredericks side, glancing down at Grimes huddled on the ground taking short jagged breaths.
"I could heal him," Amy said, pressing her lips together in a thin line. "I doubt his leg would grow back, but at least the wound could heal over."
"Didn’t you say the last time you tried something like that, you passed out?" Fredericks said.
"No!" Grimes cried, grabbing Amelia by the arm. "You get that bitch."
Amy nodded and rose to her feet, balling both fists at her side. It looked like it was going to be up to her. She looked around for the once-king and found her a short distance away, staring at the barrier with wide-eyes. "You know any way of getting through that thing?"
Alexandra threw her head back and forth. "Perhaps, with Waldere I could do it, but…" she trailed off biting her lips.
"Then we find Leoffa, and we make that little bitch take it down." Amelia regarded her, fire smoldering in her eyes.
Alexandra nodded. "It won’t be easy."
"I wasn’t expecting it to be," Amelia said, peering down the nature trail which sprawled through the trees behind them. "It doesn’t look like we have much choice though, does it?"
A low growl rumbled from Ashley’s throat and through the voice modulator in her helmet it came out sounding like the shriek of something straight out of every child’s nightmares. She clenched her fists and pounded them against the barrier, but other than a tingle which ran through the armor and across her arms, nothing happened.
"Fuck," she cursed and spun away from the dome, staring back out toward the assembled AEGIS personnel. One man took a step back upon making eye contact with her, but she ignored him. As ineffective as her armor was against the shield, she doubted the others would be a lot of help.
She sighed, bowed her head and mumbled Nabu’s name. "Any ideas?"
"Indigo Knight once found success penetrating a force field by charging the exterior of his suit’s armor plating to match the energy signature of the shield. I can’t say whether it will work with a so-called magical barrier, but it might be worth a try."
"What about bringing some of our friend’s through," she asked, waving vaguely at the AEGIS strike team.
"That wouldn’t be advisable, unless you want to fry their flesh to a crisp," the AI answered, his voice dull and dispassionate, but somehow was filled with sarcasm.
"All right," Ashley replied, turned back to the shield and eyed it, both hands on either hip. "I don’t see that we have anything to lose. Let’s give it a shot."
"Oh yes, very good," Nabu replied. "Now you should feel a slight tingle…"
Ashley sucked air in, as stinging hot pin-pricks cascaded up and down her body. She gritted her teeth against the pain and shivered. The young woman reached a hand out and touched the shield, grunting as the sensation began rattling around inside her head. When she pushed, the barrier wouldn’t give. Forcing out short breaths, she tried to pull her hand back, but nothing happened.
"Fuck," she repeated her earlier curse. "This is just great."
Chapter 17 Part 2 – Illusions
Official Report
Cherry Springs Nature Trail
Tondzaosha, Idaho
Amelia crept forward, her bare feet sinking into the cold soil. She wriggled her toes and grimaced as several small clumps of dirt fell between her toes, but didn’t speak a word. One hand resting on her gun holster, she glanced back at Alexandra crouched just behind her.
Rather than take the trail, as Leoffa would expect, the once-king and the agent agreed that moving through the wilderness might at least give them a small measure of the element of surprise. To keep quiet, the pair had discarded their shoes and the tiny woman had shown Van den Broeke how to move through the brush heel to toe and to select her footing. Amelia’s mastery of the technique was far from perfect, but her companion had noted that it would suffice. Alexandra moved through the woods without even so much as a crinkle of a single leaf.
Amy swallowed, staring into the empty clearing before them. She could make out no movement save for the flicker of flame and billowing of smoke. A fire blazed in the center of the clearing, but one the like of which the agent had never seen. It burned with a brilliant violet iridescent intensity. A rod, ten feet tall, crowned with a gleaming crystalline gemstone was perched within its center.
Agent and former warrior-king met one another’s wide-eyed gazes, neither speaking but both certain they’d found that for which they were looking.
'The crystal?' Amy mouthed the words and arched an eyebrow.
The shorter woman pressed her lips into a thin line, regarded Amelia and shrugged. Amy stared into the other woman’s eyes for several protracted moments before shaking her head and inching forward. As she moved closer to the clearing, she put a hand up to shield her eyes against the glow of the strange fire.
She was less than four feet from the tree line when she spotted movement. A form, enshrouded in a dark robe, blond tresses billowing out from her hood, stood before the amethyst blaze, staff held before her, its gleaming gem shining with violet light, a mirror to that of the fire. Waldere dangled from her back, held there by an improvised scabbard of cloth and rope.
It seemed Leoffa had reverted to her prior form, the one which her shadow had worn during its assault of Brian’s mind.
Amy swallowed, peering back. Her eyes searching for Alexandra, but she caught no sight of the other woman. The agent cursed under her breath and scanned the immediate area. A slender figure, moved toward the unaware form of the sorceress.
Biting back a warning cry, Amelia tensed, squared her jaw and waited for the inevitable. Her eyes never left the once-king as the other woman inched forward. Mere seconds spanned an eternity, and the agent licked her lips, sweat beading down her forehead in rivulets.
Something was wrong… Amelia’s instincts were screaming at her she needed to take action. She opened her mouth to warn the smaller woman, but she was too slow. Alexandra threw out a hand, snatching at the sword, but her fingers passed into it as if moving through thin air and the sorceress’s dark form vanished.
"Shit," Amelia cursed, lurching forward after the once-king, but it was too late.
Alexandra’s slender form rose, hovering in the open for several long seconds, before shooting across the clearing and slamming into an ancient oak with a flat thump.
The true Leoffa appeared stepping out from a cluster of trees, gem-topped staff glowing a vibrant amethyst, a perfect match for the violet blaze burning less than a dozen feet away. Her eyes were ablaze with the promise of violence as she rushed toward the agent.
A rush of energy shot out from the length of wood, but the agent was already moving. She threw out both of her hands, and luminescent power cascaded from her open palms. The two blasts met exploding out with a flurry of sparks so brilliant it forced both opponents to clench their eyes shut and avert their gazes.
A soft crunch of leaves and foliage sounded from nearby and Amelia lurched aside before her vision had even cleared. She coughed, a wave of heat washing over her, and she breathed in a shower of dirt.
The agent threw her arms out, swinging blindly, and grunted, sucking in air threw her teeth when her elbow connected with soft flesh. There was a yelp of pain and Amy spun toward its source, a shimmering wall of energy forming in front of her in time to deflect a third burst of energy that cascaded toward her in a bright shower of sparks.
Blinking dirt from her eyes, Amy pulled back one hand and reciprocated, waves of telekinetic force rippling through the clearing before her. Though her vision was still blurry, the agent glimpsed the sorceress soaring away. She did not let up. Tree branches snapped, and foliage tumbled away, scattering in every direction.
Leoffa dove forward, staff rearing back, and slammed it into the ground, using it to anchor herself against the agent’s attack. A soft amethyst glow swept across her body, and she stood upright, a smile creeping across her face as she regarded her opponent. Force rippled out from her in the form of a great violet bubble that swept everything aside in its wake. This new onslaught forced aside dirt, grass, rocks and even uprooted trees.
Amy braced herself, power rippling at her fingertips, but when the rippling torrent struck, it impacted her shield and sent her hurtling away. Her barrier scattered, dissolving into nothing and the agent twirled in the air before hitting chest-first with a dull thud. Amelia gasped between gritted teeth, fighting to bring air into her burning lungs and throbbing chest.
"Such power!" The sorceress’s voice rang out, and Amelia gritted her teeth and rolled onto her side.
Leoffa hurtled toward her, stopped just a few feet away, and slammed the end of her staff into the agent’s chest. Amelia’s form flew back through the air, violent throbbing pain rippling through her body. She rolled to the ground, branches jabbing into her sides with a series of sharp stabs and loud thwacks.
"Too bad, you have no idea how to use it." Leoffa’s voice seethed with hatred as she raised her staff to strike again, but before she could attack there came a schwing of metal.
The sorceress spun around to face a slight figure. Alexandra, blood dripping down her scalp, had drawn Waldere from its sheath and was backing slowly away, eyes never once leaving her former lover. She had little in the way of upper body strength and she dipped the weapon down, dragging it as she inched away.
Leoffa’s lips twisted into a snarl and a pair of clawed hands came up, electrical energy sizzling out from her palms toward the once-king. Amy could do nothing to help her.
Chapter 17 Part 3 – Lion’s Roar
Official Report
Cherry Springs Nature Trail
Tondzaosha, Idaho
Alexandra tilted the sword straight up, hilt pointing skyward, and hunkered down, brandishing her weapon as if it were a shield. Raw power flew out from Leoffa’s fingertips and struck with a brilliant eruption of light. The former warrior king gritted her teeth and closed her eyes, summoning Waldere’s power.
Power crackled along the length of the sword as her attack struck. Waldere burning a brilliant bright white and the once-king released a breath she wasn’t even aware she’d been holding. The weapon had responded to her will.
Leoffa howled, lurching forward, and lunged at the sword, grappling each hand around either side of the crossguard.
"How are you still alive?" She demanded between gritted teeth, forcing the weapon into Alexandra’s chest. The former warrior king pushed back. Her tiny arms burned from the effort, and inch by inch she lost space to the other woman. Before long, the sorceress had forced her to the ground.
"At the very least you should be flat down in a hospital bed," the sorceress growled, her voice coming out in a shrieking howl so guttural it hardly sounded human.
Alexandra didn’t answer, instead she squirmed, attempting to worm her way out from beneath her former lover, but Leoffa planted her knee atop her chest and leaned in close.
"It’s just as well. The crystal requires a blood sacrifice to unleash it’s power. I had planned to kill my dear sister," a vicious snarl stretched across her face as she craned her neck around to glance at Amy, who was still struggling to return to her feet. The sorceress’s staff glowed and a ripple of power streaked out, slammed into the agent and sent her tumbling into the air again. "But what better payment than the blood of a warrior king fallen from grace?"
The once-king’s blood ran cold. That was why the sorceress had allowed them in. Alexandra licked her lips and glanced at the crystal. Before she could speak Leoffa sucker punched her in the mouth and left her seeing stars.
"Don’t worry, you’ll live just long enough to see exactly what the crystal does, but by then it will be too late."
"Really?"
A low rumbling growl sounded from the tree line and the sorceress’s head snapped around to face the newcomer, lips curling back to display her teeth.
"Ashley," Alexandra mouthed the name, eyes widening. The young woman’s armor looked as if it had been through a long campaign across the fiercest most war-torn of regions. It was dung up and dented in more places than she could count, and it seemed a small miracle that the slender blond was even able to move.
How the armor had undergone such radical damage in so short of a time the once-king couldn’t say, but her heart leapt into her throat at the mere site of her. Ashley held one gauntleted arm up. A long cylinder had extended from her wrist.
"You move and I fuck you up, bitch." The armored girl pronounced her augmented voice, all gravel and rage.
Leoffa froze, her face an empty mask as she regarded the newcomer for several long moments. No one spoke, and still she did not move. Then Amy rose. A soft groan escaped the agent’s mouth and the sorceress acted. She raised her staff, and a bright amethyst flash resonated from within the gem of her staff before she vanished.
"Dammit," Amy cursed. Though she was on her feet, she was hunched over and one hand rested on the small of her back as a snap and a pop sounded from her spine. She stood bolt upright, eyes wide, and called out.
"Ashley, the crystal!"
Ashley’s armored frame lurched forward, but before she’d made it halfway, a shrouded form appeared to interdict her. Leoffa’s staff swung out in an arc, and a wave of violet power rose through the air, sending her opponent hurtling away.
"Is that all you got?" Leoffa asked, planting the staff in the ground, power crackling across the soil in a broad swath.
"We’re just getting warmed up," Amy responded, stepping forward, knotted fists glowing with power.
A clank of steel followed her pronouncement, and Amy watched Ashley step forward out of the corner of her eyes as a slow smile crept onto her face.
Alexandra came next, sword held up with both arms, and planted the weapon blade-first into the soil, holding it upright before her. No one who beheld her would ever mistake her for imposing, but none would miss the glint of determination gleaming in her eyes. For the first time, Amelia caught a glimmer of the old Kruhl and felt a shiver work its way down her spine, realizing how fearsome he must have been on the battlefield.
Leoffa cast her arms out, staff rising into the air of its own accord. Fire lanced out from it in a broad sweeping arc and molten power blew out from her arms, burning through the air toward the trio. Amy brought her shield up, arms barred across her chest. When the attack struck, the barrier flashed with a burst of bright energy and the blasts bounced back straight toward the sorceress.
Leoffa threw her left hand out, only just bringing a barrier up in time to absorb the blasts. Amy dropped her own shield and rushed forward, hands alight and crackling with power.
Ashley seized the opportunity. Leaping up and rocketing across the clearing, she zoomed through the open sky toward the crystal. The armored hero extended an arm, hands mere inches from the stone, but Leoffa was too fast. The sorceress let out a shrieking growl and whipped a hand out.
A tendril of violet energy whipped out and curled around the other woman’s greave-encased ankle. The sorceress pulled her arm back and sent her opponent soaring in the opposite direction. Leoffa’s eyes did not linger, instead she returned her attention to the agent and once-king.
Amelia was pressing the attack, glowing fists pounding on the magic wielder’s shield. Alexandra remained frozen in place, Waldere now alight with swirling pink and blue tendrils which shifted and churned around the weapon at dizzying speeds, but never quite touched the blade. The tiny woman’s eyes had turned milky white and she stared off into the distance as if looking upon something no one else could see.
Leoffa clenched her teeth, grabbed her staff from the air, and sent a sizzling bolt of energy hurtling into Agent Van den Broeke. The dark haired woman careened away and slammed into a tree less than a dozen feet away. The sorceress slammed her focus into the ground, splitting it and sending sparks of electricity sizzling out in every direction.
A blast of power shot out from her staff toward Alexandra, but before it struck, the once-king threw her head back and a rumbling, ferocious lion’s growl escaped her lips. Pure iridescent light encased her, then swept out across the clearing in all directions.
Chapter 17 Part 4 – Pitched Battle
Official Report
Cherry Springs Nature Trail
Tondzaosha, Idaho
Brilliant bright light enveloped the once-king, as power rippled out from the sword in all directions. Though her opponent shielded her face and looked away, Alexandra’s eyes pierced the brightness with no trouble. She was aware of it, but it neither obscured her vision nor caused her any discomfort.
She tilted her head up, and let loose a loud, ear-splitting roar, the like of which she would never have managed with a human throat.
"How is this possible?!" Leoffa demanded through the luminescence, her voice echoing as if in a cave.
Alexandra had only ever used Waldere as an instrument of war. It was a powerful weapon that could deflect or even negate almost any magical attack, and was also more than a match for even the finest of swords. Yet, she’d long suspected she’d never managed to unlock its full potential. As the power of the sword coursed through her body, she knew she’d been right.
At last the light faded, and she glanced down at herself, the hairs along her spine stand on end. She no longer bore the form of a tiny human woman, but the one which she had worn until coming to this world, that of Kruhl son of Wurdan, King of Eirdon, and Master of Waldere.
Again, he was whole. He stood fully seven feet tall, sword of magic clutched within his hands. Here was the king of old, the warrior who had united the scattered Assar tribes, and defeated the armies of the Sorcerer Odalrik. Here was the warrior with the strength to wield a weapon of such awesome power as Waldere.
He snarled and threw himself forward, moving at a speed that belied his massive stature. He was almost on top of his opponent when she vanished with a burst of violet flames.
"Leoffa," Kruhl said his voice low and rumbling. "Enough with these games. Cease these coward’s tactics. I know you are a warrior at heart. Face me as any warrior would."
Leoffa answered with a shriek of rage, appearing behind him with a second fiery eruption and an accompanying blast of power directed at his back.
Kruhl jerked away, but the beam scorched his side and he growled, rounding on the sorceress, sword arching down. Leoffa rolled away and swept her staff out, slamming it into the back of the Assar warrior’s leg. Flames lanced out from the tip and he howled, again slicing his weapon down, but his former lover was already back on her feet.
She tossed the staff aside and slipped her hands inside her cloak, producing a short sword from within. The once-king snarled, already bringing his blade around to meet her, but she ducked out of the way and slipped around to his side, slashing at his exposed midriff.
Kruhl howled, clutching at the injury, and barred his teeth, letting loose an ear-piercing growl.
Kruhl was fast for his size, but Leoffa was faster. He might have had the advantage in sheer physical power and size, but it would do him little good if he couldn’t land a blow. Having trained with and fought beside him for many years, she was familiar with his technique. It gave her an edge that few would have over the once-king.
As Leoffa swirled away, the Assar warrior backhanded her, sending her reeling to the clearing floor.
Of course, Kruhl also had an edge. Not only was he familiar with her fighting style, he’d had more opportunity to practice. While Leoffa had been honing her skills with her magic, Kruhl had been training with the sword. He was an even more capable adversary than he had been when they’d last known one another, and that was saying something.
Kruhl rushed forward, blade sweeping toward the ground where his opponent lay, but again Leoffa was too fast. She twisted aside and the once-king’s blade sliced into the dirt.
Leoffa circled around him, blade slicing at his flanks, but the warrior king pulled the blade free in a shower of dirt and spun around to confront her, both of their blades clashing. Kruhl pressed forward, forcing her back and pinning her with his boot. He kicked her weapon from her grip and leaned in close.
"I’ve always loved you, Leoffa. My feelings have never changed. We can still be together," Kruhl said, a slight quiver to his voice. He thought of their night together when he’d thought her Amelia’s sister and his heart raced. "It doesn’t have to end like this."
The sorceress’s hand went for her neck and the amethyst crystal which the Assar warrior had all but forgotten about. A wave shot out, and Kruhl stepped back to avoid it. Although the shot landed home, nothing happened and the once-king realized his mistake at once. It had been another illusion.
Leoffa stood up, one arm stretched out. Her staff zoomed across the clearing and soared into her open palm. Power crackled from the stone and smashed into Kruhl before he had a chance to raise his sword.
The Assar warrior doubled over, Waldere dropping from his numb hands, his whole body convulsing in pain.
"You betrayed me and left me for dead! You really think I would forget that?" Leoffa shrieked between barred teeth. She stepped closer, and the glow intensified. Kruhl collapsed, unable to do anything but flail about on the ground. He wanted so desperately to tell her that he’d never meant to attack her, but even were he able to speak, he knew anything he said would fall on deaf ears.
"Now," she said darkly, a second darker bolt of energy sizzling out and shot toward the Crystal of Ban-Sher’i. "It’s time for you to die."
Just when all seemed lost, a dark form jerked forward, slammed into the sorceress and knocked the staff out of her palms. Amy locked her hands around the other’s wrists, planted her knees into her rib cage and glowered down at her while holding her in place with her telekinesis.
"Uh, Amy?" Ashley’s guttural growling voice asked.
Amy clenched her jaw, glanced at the other woman who was crouched about a dozen feet away, and followed her gaze. The staff was still ablaze, sending dual beams out at Kruhl and the crystal.
Leoffa took advantage of the distraction and kneed Amy. The agent rolled over, clutching at her side and groaning in pain. The magic-wielder stumbled to her feet and started for her focus, but Amelia threw a hand out, catching her by the ankle. Her adversary toppled over, fists swinging.
"Ashley!" Amelia called between blows. "Do something!"
The second the words left her lips, Ashley’s armored form surged past, rocketing not toward the staff, but toward the crystal and the violet bonfire which contained it.
Leoffa’s attacks grew more frantic. Instead of fists, she mauled the agent with her clawed hands, tearing through skin and actually drawing blood with several swipes. She struck the agent across the face with her elbow. Amelia’s hand went limp, and the magic-wielder lurched back up, dashing toward her staff.
When she was less than four maybe five steps away, a loud cwrack sounded and she froze. She spun around on the balls of her feet to face Agent Van den Broeke, who’d drawn her gun.
The agent opened fire again, and her opponent dove for the staff, her hand outstretched. When her fingers touched the polished wood, a crackle of energy burst out and the beam which had encompassed the crystal, flickered and died.
She let out a shriek and twisted around, eyes scanning the clearing. Ashley hovered above the amethyst inferno, the Crystal of Ban-Sher’i clutched in a gauntleted hand. The fiery eyes of her grotesque faceplate seemed to burn with malevolent glee.
Leoffa lashed out, sending an amethyst beam of power surging toward the armored hero, but Ashley dove forward and the attack zoomed past, dispersing into the open sky.
A roar sounded from the opposite direction and again the sorceress swirled around, realizing too late, that by attacking Ashley she’d released the once-king from her spell. Kruhl sprang to his feet and charged. She brought up her shield, but Waldere sliced right through it. Violet fire spilled out from her staff, but the sword absorbed it.
There was a glint of steel and Leoffa’s fallen sword was back in her hands. She struck out, barely managing to deflect Kruhl’s attack. She dove forward, sweeping out with her blade, but the once-king deflected it with ease and parried with an attack of his own.
Leoffa dove down, and Kruhl’s blade sliced through the air mere inches from the top of her head. Leoffa growled and rolled away as the warrior’s weapon came slashing down. Though she was an adept fighter, she could not win in a direct sword fight, Kruhl was too strong and his reach too long.
The sorceress howled and sprung back up. She dropped her sword, and instead, snatched her staff up and threw it above her head. Fire lanced out in every direction around her, burning the ground in a wide swath which consumed the dry brush all around him. Kruhl slowed eying the flames, his lips curled back from his muzzle as he emitted a low warning growl.
Seizing the opportunity, Leoffa struck out, an amethyst burst cascading around a tree. She jerked her arm up and there came a rumbling sound from the earth and a series of loud cracks as the gnarled old tree, whose trunk was twice as wide around as Kruhl’s chest, rose from the ground. With a snarl and a vicious cackle, she flung her magical focus out, and the tree hurtled toward her enemy.
Leoffa had just exposed one of Waldere’s most glaring flaws. The tree was already moving, and the sword could no sooner halt its forward momentum than it could perform a song and dance routine. The tree slammed into Kruhl and sent him hurtling away and into a copse of trees.
"Now," the magic-wielder said, spinning around to face Ashley, Leoffa’s staff pulsating and crackling with power. "I’ll take that crystal back."
Ashley met the other woman’s gaze, tightened her grip around her prize and raised her arm canon. The sorceress gritted her teeth, and hurled a bolt of power at the armored form, but her target spun away and the blast struck an old fir tree, splintering it into oblivion.
Leoffa brought her staff forward to attack again, but her arm stopped short. It was as if some invisible force had grabbed on to her. She turned her head and watched as Amelia van den Broeke stepped into sight. The agent threw her hands out, and the sorceress’s stomach lurched as the ground fell away and she soared into the air.
Amy spun, raised her hands, fixed her gaze on the tree which had pinned Kruhl in place and with a simple flick of her wrists sent it zooming away. Kruhl slumped over, a groan escaping his muzzle.
Sizzling power crackled and hit the agent, sending her slamming into the ground. Leoffa hobbled forward, using the staff to prop herself up. A blast of energy swirled out from the gemstone, but Kruhl pulled himself up and raised Waldere, which was still clutched in his hands, and moved forward, gaining speed with each step.
Blasts of amethyst fire followed in his wake, but his blade absorbed the only ones that came close to striking. When he drew close, the sorceress raised her staff to block a blow that would have hit her chest and sent fire rippling out in a semicircle.
Waldere blocked most of it, but even the weapon’s magic could not contain all the fire. Flames dances all around them, and Kruhl howled in pain and fury as they licked his sides.
Kruhl pulled his arm back, and his weapon swept out, slicing through her neck. She threw out more fire, but though the attack burned the fallen king, it was too late.
The Assar warrior watched her head fall from her shoulders, and her body crumple to the ground. Then, he fell to his knees, huddled over her fallen form, threw his head back and roared, tears streaming down his muzzled face. Light flared from the sword and enc0mpassed his towering from, but he paid it no heed.
It was over.
Chapter 18 – Aftermath
Official Report
Cherry Springs Nature Trail
Tondzaosha, Idaho
A halo of light surrounded Kruhl, swirling out in all directions before settling on his massive frame. It shone so brightly that it forced even Ashley to look away. When the luminescence faded, the once-king, again wearing her human skin, was crouched over Leoffa’s corpse.
She held her former lover’s dismembered head against her forehead. Tears pattered down her cheeks and her entire body shook.
Amy turned, regarding Ashley with a frown, but the dark-haired turned most of her attention to the crystal still clenched in her companion’s armored hand. "Keep that thing hidden until I can figure out what we should do with it."
Ashley nodded, and a series of mechanical whirs sounded from the suit. Plates retracted from her chest, abdomen, legs and arms, revealing the young woman within. She crawled out, and the armor, moving of its own accord, slipped the crystal inside the opening and closed back up.
Amy regarded Ashley for a moment, arched an eyebrow and moved toward Alexandra. The little woman set Leoffa’s head down, and rested one hand on the corpse’s shoulders, straightening the arms and positioning the body, which lay sprawled out on its side, so that its back was resting on the ground. The legs she pulled straight out and the arms she folded over the chest. She returned Leoffa’s head, positioning it over her shoulders and closed the eyes with her open palm, a sob escaping her lips.
"Go dígo mbealfymid le shéila arues. Bea’altene Dohan d’ynem a thraurú go sábhylt chaeig an soel aile." Though Van den Broeke didn’t understand the words, she guessed from the reverence with which the other woman spoke, it was some sort of invocation for the dead.
Amy put a palm on Alexandra’s shoulder and the Assar warrior looked back at the agent through tear-soaked eyes. She buried her head in Amelia’s shoulder and her entire body wracked with sobs.
"You did the right thing," Amy said, tears burning her eyes. "She would have never come around."
The pair held one another for several moments and would have for longer had it not been for a flurry of movement nearby. Fredericks, Harris and the AEGIS task force, minus Grimes and a nameless agent, whose absence Amy only noted by counting heads.
It seemed the sorceress’s barrier had fallen with her death.
Amy put her hands on Alexandra’s shoulders, met the once-king’s gaze and nodded toward the newcomers. The former Assar seemed to understand. She nodded and pulled away, allowing the other to slip free.
Amy rose and turned to meet Fredericks, who approached, gun held ready. "Van den Broeke?"
"We have resolved the situation here," she muttered with a long breath of air and glanced back over her shoulder. "Grimes?"
"He’s getting medical care now. He’ll live," Fredericks replied peering around the clearing and settled his gaze on Leoffa’s staff.
Amy bent down to retrieve it and turned it around in her hands, regarding the gemstone which had turned black once again. "Fredericks, we need to focus on damage control. This town’s police force was decimated. I have reason to believe that the police forces, several local elected officials and who knows how many towns people may still be compromised."
Van den Broeke flattened her lips, mind racing as she considered the possibility that someone within AEGIS had also had their minds twisted. Her gut sank at the prospect, but she knew she couldn’t just let her suspicions sit. Unfortunately, that meant that there were very few people within the agency she would be able to trust.
Fredericks nodded. "I’ll get a containment crew brought in."
"You good to oversee things?" She asked Fredericks while peering back at Alexandra.
"Yeah, of course," he replied, eyebrows shooting up.
"I… have some personal business to attend to." She returned her gaze to him, jaw set as if expecting him to challenge her, but he just nodded again.
"You’ve had a rough time of it. I’m sure you’re tired."
Amy did not respond, but gave him a brief smile and turned away. She gazed at Alexandra, realizing with a start that Waldere was missing.
With quick, yet furtive steps she moved back, crouching down beside the once-king and studied her features. The other woman did not take notice of her, and Amy did nothing to draw her attention. Then Amelia noted a glint of steel on the warrior’s arm and sucked breath in through her teeth.
An arm ring in the shape of a sword was coiled around Alexandra’s arm, it bore the same hilt design as Waldere. Amy understood the implications at once, but she wasn’t sure what to do about it. The former king had proven herself, and for the time being she deserved some time to rest and mourn.
"Fredericks, I’m taking Alexandra with me. You can debrief her tomorrow."
Again Fredericks eyebrows arched, but he only nodded. Amy took a moment to help the once-king to her feet, allowing the tiny blond to lean against her, then guided her back to the car.
They say time mends all wounds, but the agent knew better. The loss Alexandra was experiencing would stick with her for the rest of her life. In time, she would think of it less and less, but there would always be an empty place in her heart.
Amy stepped out of the car and peered down at the cheap burner phone she’d purchased at a local drugstore as a temporary replacement for the one she’d discarded while on the lam to find yet another text from Sapphira.
Amy smiled and slipped the phone back into her pocket without responding. She’d spent hours speaking to her lover over the phone that very morning. As near as the agent could determine, the other woman had come awake at almost the exact moment Leoffa had met her end, dispelling any doubts that the sorceress was behind the other exemplar’s mysterious ailment.
As much as she loved and adored Liv, she couldn’t put off the task ahead of her any longer. She stepped onto the curb and approached the storefront of Phil’s her lips pressed together in a frown. Although she’d never stepped inside, she was familiar enough with the establishment to hesitate before entering.
It wasn’t so much that the place had an unsavory reputation. As bars went, it was the sort of place frequented by middle-aged men just looking for a drink and catch a game or two after work. Nor was it particularly rowdy, but there was one defining feature that gave her pause.
It had been and apparently still was her father’s favorite watering hole. She’d heard all about the ‘boys at Phil’s’ from her own father’s mouth and though it had been years, she doubted the regulars had changed much since then. It was the kind of place that resisted change.
She pushed the door open and stepped inside. Sure enough, Lucas van den Broeke sat at the counter. He looked more or less like she expected, and the years had not been kind to him. Her father was fifty-six and looked more like he was approaching his seventies. The Van den Broeke patriarch slid his fingers through a shock of gray hair and rested his palm over his bulging belly.
Amy sat down next to him and stared straight forward, her lips trembling as her insides twisted into knots. She pressed her lips together and waved the bartender down. She ordered a Shirley Temple and shifted to regard her father as Phil prepared her drink.
Lucas glanced at her out of the corner of his eyes, and at last, her elder blinked. He sipped his beer, which judging from the way the foam had settled had been sitting for some time and set it down with a careless clatter.
The bartender turned to give him a warning glance, and Amy cocked her head and returned her father’s gaze with as neutral of an expression as she could muster.
Lucas cracked a smile and slipped a hand on her knee. Amy nearly lurched out of her seat, but forced herself to remain in place. The taste of bile rose in her throat and she resisted the urge to swing at him.
"Honey, are you lost?" Lucas laughed, and cast a glance over his shoulder at the barkeep who was watching the encounter between pursed lips. "Maybe, I can help you find your way. Of course, there might be a detour along the way, but I’m sure you’ll appreciate the company."
"No," Amy said, a surge of anger in her voice, and she slapped his hand away. "I’m not here for that, Dad."
The elder Van den Broeke jerked back, eyes growing wide as he peered at his eldest child, understanding beginning to dawn on his face.
"Oh, God… Andy?"
"Amelia," the agent corrected, staring back at him, her face getting redder and her expression contorting into a glower.
"The fuck, you want?" He asked, any evidence of joviality gone from his face.
"Closure," Amy answered.
Lucas balled a fist and pulled it back. Amy was ready for the attack. She reached out with her mind and with a flick of her wrist forced his hand into the countertop. She put barely any force into it, and at worst his hand might throb for a few moments. He deserved far worse, but she would not lower herself to his level.
"Assaulting a federal office, is a serious offense, Dad. I’d hate to arrest you."
If her use of telekinesis surprised Lucas, he didn’t show it. He continued to scowl at her, face growing redder by the moment. Amy regarded him, her features calm and collected. She snaked a hand inside her jacket and showed him her badge.
"I just need to say something and then I’ll leave. You made my life hell and I’ve spent the last decade and a half trying to forget you even existed, but I didn’t realize I was still carrying around so much baggage."
Lucas didn’t speak, but glanced down at his fist and attempted to leverage himself against the bar to gain his freedom. He cursed, regarding her between gritted teeth.
"You’re still a man, you know that? I don’t care how pretty of a package you wrap yourself in, your DNA doesn’t lie."
Amy smirked, almost laughing at the pronouncement, but held back her mirth. She might have mentioned that the brain structure of a trans woman was identical to that of a cis woman, or a dozen other arguments that sprang to mind, but held her tongue. Lucas van den Broeke was a hardliner and staunch conservative. He would never be swayed, even if he knew she was pregnant.
"I’m through letting your shadow cast a pall over my life. You are nothing to me, nothing." She regarded the bartender as he approached with her glass and produced a bill out of her breast pocket before turning back to look Lucas in the eyes.
She stood, took a sip from her drink and grimaced. The agent didn’t speak another word, but set the glass back down, turned away and strode out of the bar.
She stopped outside, her heart hammering in her chest, and swallowed… hard. To some that might have seemed like a vain ego stroke, but for the agent it was her way of, at last, letting go of all the pain that had plagued her for so many years.
With a smile, she strode back into the car, slipped her phone back out of her pocket and climbed inside.
Brian van den Broeke turned the crystal in his hands, transfixed. He couldn’t say why, but the bit of Amethyst called to him in a way he didn’t understand. He should do something with it, he sensed, it would let him unleash power…
There was a knock on the bedroom door and he blinked, shaking his head. He frowned at the stone, then slipped it into his pocket and called to whoever it was to come in.
The door creaked open and Amelia stood in the doorway, arms folded across her chest. He sat up, paying no mind to his surroundings, and regarded her thoughtfully.
Before they were separated, they’d both been teenagers, and Amy had been a gangly kid struggling with her gender identity. Now she looked every bit the woman he’d always known she was. He smiled, and ran a hand through his mop of dark hair, and looked his eldest sibling in the eyes.
Amy exuded an air of confidence that he found so at odds with the troubled youth he’d known. He was happy she’d found herself, but he knew it must have been one hell of a journey to get there.
"I guess you’ll be leaving soon," he offered, a frown creasing his features.
"No, Amy replied, dropping both of her hands.
"In light of everything, my boss is letting me take some time off. I figured I’d spend some of it reconnecting with my family." Amy stumbled over the last word, but Brian paid it no mind.
"I mean, if you don’t mind me sticking around for a wee—"
Brian lurched to his feet, threw his arms out and embraced his sister. "I’d love that," he said after they pulled away.
"There is one thing… though," Amy added. "I want you to consider coming back to California with me."
Brian furrowed his brows, but his older sibling held her hands up before he could speak. "I just want to make sure there’s no lasting effect from what that woman did to you. AEGIS has state-of-the-art medical facilities, if anyone can find something it will be our doctors."
Brian nodded and felt a lump form in his throat. Recollections of Leoffa’s intrusion played out in his mind. He remembered very little of it, but what he recalled produced a shiver that tickled its way down his spine. It hadn’t even occurred to him that she may have messed with something while rattling around in his brain. He cupped a hand over the stone in his front pocket, but didn’t say a word.
"Y-yeah," he nodded, his voice quivering. "That’s… probably a good idea."
"Great." Amy cupped his face in her palms. "Now come on, Serena said dinner’s about ready."
Brian followed his older sister out of the room, down the stairs and into the kitchen where their mother Serena, their younger siblings Erica and David, and that odd little blond woman with the cat’s eyes waited. The second eldest Van den Broeke sibling had his own issues with his mother, but he had to admit it was nice being a family again.
Epilogue – Crowning Glory
Official Report
King’s Café
New Hebron, California
The woman sat at the corner table and peered out at the city through the large glass storefront and sighed. She collected a stray lock of hair and pushed it back, only to have it flop back in front of her eyes. She growled and entertained the idea of having it lobbed off, as so many males of this world did, but she rather liked the way her current hairstyle framed her face. Her hands slipped out, sliding over her legs to flatten the crease in her skirt, and she nearly jumped out of her skin when a voice spoke.
"Are you ready to order?"
Alexandra peered up, regarding the server, a rather attractive young woman with a wide-eyed, almost startled set to her features. Her skin was milky brown. The once-king regarded her and pressed her lips into a line. She had trouble distinguishing between human races, and Amelia hadn’t been helpful in that regard. The agent had advised her not to call attention to it, though. Which judging from the odd reactions the little blond had received seemed like sage advice.
Still, the girl’s features were appealing, even if her eyes were a bit sunken and she looked as if she could use a few solid meals. Alexandra found that she could not look away. She only regarded the other woman, mouth agape and heart pounding inside her chest. A shudder worked its way down her shoulders and through her entire body. She thought about doing rather pleasant things to the attractive woman, things which she’d long since learned were not acceptable to speak of in a public setting.
"Miss?" The girl asked, twirling the end of one of her dark locks with her index-finger.
Alexandra closed her mouth and snaked a hand over Waldere, her fingers tracing the lines of the armlet as she met the other woman’s gaze. After Leoffa’s death. The sword transformed her back into her human likeness, and she had not called up the weapon’s power since. She felt its energy pulsating whenever it touched her skin. She could not explain how the sword underwent its transformation or why it took its current form, but she knew that if she were to call upon its power, it was hers to use.
"Uh, I’ll just—" The server turned away, but Alexandra’s hand jerked out and grabbed her wrist.
"I’m ready."
The girl studied Alexandra, then peered down at her wrist, gritted her teeth, and jerked back, breaking her hold with a flick of her wrist. Alexandra blinked. The ease and strength with which the other woman had freed herself was startling. The once-king was not strong in her human form, but the girl was much more powerful than she looked.
A smile creased Alexandra’s face and her heart beat harder. God, that was such a turn on.
"I’ll have the egg-white fiesta omelet, and the house coffee," the little blond said, a slight quiver to her voice.
The server studied Alexandra, her eyebrows furrowed, and moved away without taking another glance. The once-king watched her move away with a lump in her throat. She hadn’t dated since Leoffa’s death, and while she’d attempted to curry the favor of certain females, those attempts were only noteworthy in how unsuccessful they’d been. Human courting rituals were even stranger on this world than her own.
This woman was special, Alexandra knew it the moment she laid eyes on her. She would win this one over and they would make sweet, passionate love.
She studied her, as she fought to remember the dating advice given to her by Jen and Hailey, but such recollections escaped her. The only thing she could think of was bedding the pretty server.
Alexandra swallowed and watched the other woman move about the café. It seemed obvious that the server was aware of her attentions, and yet she refused to meet the once-king’s gaze. Among her own people, a potential mate would meet such obvious interest with an immediate reply. Either the woman she desired would match gazes and the courting would begin, or she would receive a more violent answer. Either way, things really became heated.
Oh, how she longed for the more simple courting rituals of her homeworld.
Crystalline clinks exploded from the storefront, crashing into the tiny little diner. A shower of glass reined onto Alexandra and a long dark cylinder clanked and skittered across the tiled floor before settling into place with a metallic thud. A dark cloud began oozing out of the tube like a snake slithering out of its burrow.
Though the former Assar warrior was new to this world, she recognized the weapon at once, even if she did not recall a name for it. She had seen it in use in a film of war. She sprang from her seat, hurtling herself at the cylinder, and snatched it from the ground. Without missing a beat, she spun around and tossed it back out through the shattered storefront.
Men in black tactical gear converged on the cafe, and the frontmost of them brought up his rifle to deflect the canister. It clattered back inside and landed at Alexandra’s feet.
She howled and slid her hand up the side of her arm, already invoking the power of Waldere as smoke billowed out from all around her. As a familiar bright luminescence surrounded her. She threw her head back and a booming feline growl erupted from her lips.
The dark-haired server pounced, rushing to intersect them and pushed Alexandra back several steps even as Waldere’s magic rushed through the once-king. Alexandra peered through the illumination as the girl sped forward, slamming into the foremost of the attackers with her shoulder, and he went careening to the ground.
The attackers stumbled back as the illumination around the once-king grew more intense. The girl seemed unaffected, and Alexandra gazed in delight and fascination as she knocked them around as if they were children. Clearly, there was a reason Alexandra had been drawn to her.
The last burst of illumination spun out in a circle dispelling into the air, and Kruhl son of Wurdan stood in Alexandra’s place, Waldere, now returned to its true form, clutched in his hand. His head barely cleared the ceiling, but he paid it no mind. More men spilled into the little café and he joined the fray.
Gods, it was glorious.
The End
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Song of the Dwarf
Daniela A. Wolfe A lone traveler in the woods is set upon by bandits, but what happens next will change his life in the most unexpected way. |
Author's Note:
I've been sitting on this story for some time. The character referenced in the title is one I first conceived of close to two decades ago and he is one I often regretted I never did more with. I hope that he will appear in future tales, but as with everything I write, inspiration is key. This story does NOT contain any TG in any form.
"There's fairy creatures in them trees!" The man dropped his tankard onto the counter with an audible thump, and wiped his mouth with the back of his tunic sleeve. "Always fomenting trouble and causing mischief. I tells you, we oughta march on that forest and annihilate every last one o' them."
I shook my head, sighed, and reached for my tankard, sipping the warm ale within. 'If only he knew,' I thought to myself, a smirk touching the corners of my lips.
"What say you, stranger?" the man asked, thumping the back of a meaty hand against my shoulder. "You look like you've seen a thing or two; you ever laid eyes on any fairy folk?"
I placed my tankard back on the bar and regarded the man, my smirk creasing into a frown. Weary from my travels, I hadn't come to the tavern to make conversation. All I wanted was to drink my ale in peace and be left alone. These small town bumpkins were all the same. Go to the big city, and people ignore you; travel to the outlying villages and the townspeople all want you to regale them with tales of your grand adventures.
I sighed and peered up at him, tempted to tell him no, but I furrowed my brows and rested my hand on the pommel of my sword. "If you knew anything about fairies, you'd keep talk like that to yourself."
"Oh, yeah?" He grinned, exchanging glances with a second tavern patron. "What makes you say that?"
"A dwarf once saved my life," I said, retrieving my tankard for another sip.
"A dwarf?!" The stranger guffawed and slapped his knee as if I'd just said the funniest thing in the world. He held a hand about half way between his knee and his hip. "A wee little man about yea high saved your life?"
"Nah," I replied, shaking my head and held a hand just above his bulging belly. "A wee little man about this high saved my life."
"What he do, keep you from falling into a hole?" he asked, again erupting into a fit of uproarious laughter.
I gritted my teeth and glowered at the man. Fingering my blade, I contemplated removing his head from his shoulders. I'd killed men for less, but on this occasion, it just felt like too much work.
When I finished the last of the ale, I paused, savoring the lingering taste in my mouth, already wishing I had enough money for another drink, and turned to regard the man with a shake of my head. "He fought off some bandits."
"Bandits?" a third man asked. "Sounds like you have an interesting story to tell."
See what I mean? Always with the stories.
I suppressed a groan, and despite my better judgement let them cajole me into sharing my tale.
Ten years ago I was as green as they came, but eager to leave my sheltered life in Imber, a village on the outskirts of the kingdom. I took my ash bow and my father's sword and departed town with high hopes and dreams of fame and glory. There were no princesses for me to rescue or dragons to slay, so I took work lending a helping hand wherever I could for a spare bit of coin.
I never made a home for myself. No matter where I traveled or who I met, I felt an itch to move on, and so I never stayed in one place for more than a few weeks. About six months into my wanderings, I was traveling alone through the Eldar Woods and that is when it happened.
Times were tough and a weapon like mine was a rare prize. A sword of solid steel was often an indicator of great wealth, and could fetch a pretty penny almost anywhere. My father served in the local earl's guard during the war and was awarded the weapon after saving the nobleman's life in battle. When the war ended, the earl offered my father a place in his household, but weary from war, he returned home to the simple life of a farmer. As our village was nestled in an isolated valley in the mountains and self-sufficient by necessity, we'd never had need of monetary wealth and so the weapon sat within our home collecting dust, until I found it and took it for my own.
I wasn't stupid enough to travel the woods after dark. While I knew bandits made them their home, I was young and naïve, convinced that a lone traveler would not be enough to draw their notice if I moved along the outskirts.
"Don't move," a voice said and I froze at the touch of cold steel kissing the back of my neck.
A man stepped out of the trees a few feet in front of me, a roguish smile stretched across his disheveled features. "Well met, stranger. Mighty dangerous territory to be traveling alone. Rumor is there are bandits in these woods."
I clenched my jaw, but did not answer him, instead following his movements as he strolled toward me. The blade at my neck lifted away and I spun around to face the other bandit, reaching for my sword, but my as yet unseen captor beat me to it, sliding the weapon free before I could retrieve it.
I eyed this bandit, getting a good look at her, surprised to see that she was a woman. Though her voice was deep for a female, it was the cadence with which she spoke that had thrown me off. She slipped a dagger into her belt and held my sword before her, a smirk touching her lips.
"A well wrought blade," she said, holding the flat of the weapon in her gloved palm. "I believe it's much too good for the likes of you."
"Oh, I agree," the other bandit flashed a smile. "Peasant stock by the looks of him. Methinks we'll do the rightful owner a bit of service and liberate this fine weapon from him. It's the right thing to do."
I had no illusions that the pair were lying through their teeth, but it was just the sort of game these types played, or at least it seemed in keeping with what I'd heard. Like I said, I was young and inexperienced.
"Now, the question remains, what do we do with our young friend?" the man asked, his face drawing back in a wicked grin. "Anyone willing to steal such a weapon is a menace to public safety. It would be downright unneighborly of us to--"
The man stopped mid-sentence, eyes scanning the trees just off to his right. I followed his gaze, but saw nothing. He returned his attention to me, cleared his throat and smiled. "As I was saying--"
Again, he stopped before he could finish, a loud thwack sounded somewhere behind him, and his eyes rolled into the back of his head. He fell to the ground in a heap, revealing a compact fellow with a beard so long it almost touched the forest floor. A loud wail escaped his lips and he clutched a long-handled battle-axe like a lute, gyrating about like a frenzied beast. He was broad-shouldered, more so than any man I'd seen, but only came up to my mid-chest.
"Good evening, the name's Delek Stormwood." He nodded to the pair of bandits, one arm windmilling in the air.
"Dun dun dun, durrrr dun durr dun. Dun dun dun, duh duh!" he called out at the top of his lungs singing the notes to some unknown tune.
The dwarf--for he was a dwarf; I'd heard descriptions of them and he fit the bill--paused, stopping just long enough to throw a thumb over his shoulder before continuing with his strange wild jerking movements. "Say, you haven't seen Townshend or Daltrey lurking about, have you? We'd planned to meet up for a jam session."
"What?!" my female captor asked, raising her blade and brandishing it at the intruder. "What are you talking about?"
The dwarf did not respond; instead, he continued to thrash about, blazing a trail toward the woman in a jagged and erratic path.
"Back away!" She raised her voice, holding the weapon before her as if to shield herself from him.
He seemed to pay no heed, arm spinning around, strumming the flat of the axe as if it were a musical instrument. It took him several long moments to get close to the woman, and she pounced when he was within a few feet. The dwarf dropped to his knees, sliding across the well-worn dirt path, and emitted a high-pitched wail; the bandit’s sword swung through the empty air without touching a single hair on the dwarf’s head. Before she could attack again, he jerked to his feet, swept sideways and slammed the haft of the axe into the side of her head. She went down and he paused, peering down at her.
"Huh." He shrugged and turned to meet my gaze. "Some people just don't appreciate good music. Never thought I’d meet someone who didn’t like Smoke on the Water.
"Well, I guess if the boys aren't going to show, it's time to be off." The dwarf slung the axe over his shoulder, and walked into the trees.
I stood there for a moment, mind racing as I struggled to come to grips with what had just happened. I bent over, retrieved my weapon, and ran after the little man, but as I passed into the treeline, I could find no trace of him.
"To this day, I search for the dwarf every time I step inside the Eldar Woods," I finished, regarding the empty ale tankard, wishing I could spare enough coin to purchase another.
The trio of townsmen stood around me, the leader regarding me with a frown. "You spin a fine tale, stranger, but methinks you've imbibed a few too many drinks. A woman outlaw—perish the thought!"
I did not respond, but slipped a hand about my waist, procured my coin purse and peered inside. Again, I considered purchasing another drink, but seeing how much remained within, I discarded the idea. What little remained would pay for some much-needed supplies. With an exaggerated sigh, I returned the pouch to my belt and shook my head.
Ready to retire for the night, I started to rise from my seat, but a man stepped into sight and I did a double take when he slipped into the vacant seat beside me. Though there was a fair bit more gray in his beard, the man's image had been burned into my mind and I recognized him at once. So taken aback was I, I slid back into my seat.
"Be that as it may, he has provided us with an evening's entertainment. I believe that's at least worth another round of drinks. Whaddya say, boys?" The newcomer slapped a pair of coins down on the counter and motioned at the barkeep without waiting for the others to reply.
When the barkeep returned with a fresh set of drinks the bandit I'd encountered all those years ago in the forest nudged me in the shoulder and winked. "No hard feelings, eh?"
I nodded, fingered my blade to ensure he hadn't somehow swiped it off my person, then snatched up my tankard and took a good long sip. Who was I to turn down a free drink?
by
Daniela A. Wolfe
Author's Note: This was originally posted on my website for Halloween. While not exactly new it’s almost a complete rewrite of Devil's Due which was originally a Mixed Tape entry, and is more than double the length of the original. I’m finally going to bring this story into the official cannon for my open universe Tales from Meridian the rules of which can be found by visit the open universes page on my website.The original can still be found on this and other sites, but it will forever remain a standalone and not part of the Meridian-verse.
I’d always heard stories, we all have. I mean, I didn’t think they were real. Who really does any more?
The devil was about as real to me as the Tooth Fairy or Santa Clause, but then something happened that shot all those perceptions to hell. I’d met a woman, a beautiful one, and she’d offered me everything I’d ever wanted and more. At first, I was skeptical, but then she showed me things, amazing and terrifying things and I didn’t find it so hard to believe anymore. Truth be told she terrified me, but when I saw what she could do, I wanted in and so I signed on the dotted line and I accepted her price, my soul.
Had I understood what that meant, I never would have agreed, but I was young and stupid. To me a soul was just a word. What she promised seemed to be too good to pass up and what did I get in return? Money and fame. Who would turn that down?
Within hours of our deal, I got a call from a casting director saying that she wanted me to audition for a part. Whatever doubts of the authenticity of the woman’s claims I might have had were promptly vanquished. Meridian, the town I lived in was dinky, and I’d never once traveled outside of it. I’d never aspired to a career in acting and I had virtually no presence on the web. For a big Hollywood casting director to call me out of the blue was damn right improbable if not outright impossible.
So, I took the first flight out of that little shit hole and never looked back. Long story short, I got the part and I rose to fame. Money, big houses, fast cars, and even faster women. I had it all and I even trashed a few hotel rooms as stereotypical as that might sound. Just when I’d settled into my new life of glamour and luxury she came to collect for what I’d promised her.
It was night, and I was more than a little drunk. I staggered out of the bathroom, Belvedere bottle clenched in my hands as I lurched my way through the house and into my bedroom where my latest conquest was waiting, but soon discovered that, she appeared to be missing.
“Aimeeee,” I called out dropping the bottle and cursing as I danced around the broken shards.
“I believe her name was Alisha,” A voice spoke, and I swirled around tottering around on my feet before I finally managed to do a complete one-eighty and face the intruder.
I cursed the moment my eyes caught sight of her and backed away pointing my finger at her. I stepped on several shards of glass, but I was so caught up by my terror that I barely felt it. “Y-you!”
“Yes, me,” she smiled advancing on me. “It’s time to collect what you promised Adrian, do you remember?”
“No, no, no!” I screamed at her. “It’s too soon, too soon! Do you hear me?”
“Really? When did we ever specify an amount of time? I think what you’ve been given is certainly enough. Haven’t you enjoyed all the attention that you’ve received? You certainly seemed to have been enjoying Aimee. I know had enough fun watching you two go at it.”
“You were there?” I stared back at her with wide eyes still just a little woozy from the alcohol, but sobering up more and more by the minute.
She crooked a finger and stroked my cheek. “Of course, I’ve been here with you this whole time poking and prodding in the direction the Lady Satan wished and I must say you’ve performed just as expected. A little boring, really, but it seems to please my mistress so I suppose it’s all worth it.”
“You can’t make me go to Hell! I won’t go!” I screamed crossing both arms across my face in some vain hope I could shield myself from her unholy powers. “I’m not gonna burn!”
“Oh, honey,” she let out a soft, almost soothing little laugh. “You don’t actually think Hell is all fire and brimstone, do you? It’s a metaphor silly, not everything in that silly little book is meant to be taken literally. Eternal damnation is much, much more interesting. You wouldn’t be so lucky in any case. The Lady Satan has big plans for you. You really think we’d go to so much trouble of purchasing your measly little soul just to spend eternity torturing you in the deepest recesses of hell?”
She snapped her fingers, and I felt my body stiffen. I stared up at her, eyes wide and cursed myself. Never once had I thought to ask what my punishment might be. Somehow it had never seemed to matter.
She snapped her fingers a second time and I could feel my whole body begin to snap and contort. I collapsed to the ground clutching at my burning insides begging her for mercy. At first, there was only pain, all consuming and mind-numbing, but when I felt my chest begin to swell I screamed out, not in agony, but shock. I touched my new budding breasts, and quickly slipped my hands over my dick as it began to wither away. When it was all finished, I looked up at the she-demon, and shook my head.
“Why?”
She knelt down in front of me, smiled, and stroked my chin. “Your soul belongs to the dark mistress for all eternity.She doesn’t waste resources, but sometimes they need a prettier wrapper to really bring out their potential. I happen to think, you make for a very lovely succubus, don’t you?”
I swallowed hard and stared up at her with wide eyes. She took a few steps back and I climbed to my feet feeling my clothes slithering around on my body, becoming something far more fitting to my new form.
“Now dear, the nights still young. There are still plenty of souls about for a pair of she-demons like us to lead in to temptation, wouldn’t you say?”
I bit my lips, looked down at my breasts which looked ready to pop out of my skimpy little dress and felt a slow smile form on my face.
“Yes, Mistress.”
The End
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Facades
by: Daniela A. Wolfe
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Author's note:
This is my shortest story to date, but it's one that hits particularly close to home as it covers a topic that I have personal experience with: abuse. There are some pretty strong parallels to my own relationship with my mother and until now I had not found the right story to broach the subject. That being said, while abuse is central to the plot, I tried not to dwell on it too much. This is different from the sort of story you guys have seen from me up to this point. The narrator is transgender in the truest sense of the word and it's set in our own world with a little bit of magic thrown in.
Shout outs go to the following people: Beyogi and Maggie Finson who served as a beta readers, and the late Holly H Hart for her superb editing prowess.
Adendum:
With her passing I’m rededicating this story in Maggie Finson’s name. I think it only fitting since she came up with the title.
This story has so much meaning for me, it was written so long before my egg cracked. In retrospect, I believe had I delved deeper into this story, it probably would have cracked much sooner. You’ll probably understand why once you’ve read it.
Sometimes your past has a way of sneaking up on you. For some folks that could be a good thing, but for me it nearly always meant trouble. Now I know what you're thinking, and it's not as if I lived a violent life of crime or anything like that. When you grow up in the sort of mess that I did your past isn't exactly something you like to dwell on. My father died when I was very young and my mother, discontent with her lot in life, turned to alcohol in order to cope. She was a mean, bitter and manipulative woman, and she made my life a living hell. I'd been lucky in one respect, at least, a lot of people who grew up in abusive homes were beaten. My mother only ever tried to hit me once, and by then I was both bigger and stronger than her. When she hit me, I hit back, and she never so much as laid a finger on me again.
My mother always had a handle over me. She knew just what buttons to push to get me to do what she wanted and she manipulated me with the skill of a master puppeteer and much to my shame I let her do it. My mother could read me like a book, and had known whenever I was keeping something from her, but there was one secret she'd never guessed at. Perhaps, she knew and just wouldn't accept it or perhaps the mask I wore was so convincing that even she couldn't see through my carefully laid facade.
You see, for as long as I could remember I'd been convinced I was meant to be born a girl. My memories of my early childhood were foggy at best, so I can only surmise that something scared me enough to bottle my feelings up and keep them concealed. I sometimes thought that my mother may have had played a hand in this, but I doubted I would ever know for sure, especially now that she is dead.
I hadn't spoken to her for years, and I'd been perfectly content to leave it that way so it had come as a pretty big surprise when I got the call about her death. The call came from an old friend, one whom I hadn't heard from in years, but one who had been on my mind nearly every day since I'd left home almost ten years ago. Katie, my closest friend growing up, and the only person I'd ever truly loved. I spent years trying to work up the courage to ask her out, but I was far too afraid to put our friendship at risk. It seemed fate was not without a cruel sense of irony, in our senior year my hopes were dashed and I learned that devastating truth, Katie was a lesbian. She was only attracted to girls, and despite my secret belief that I was meant to be a girl, I knew we could never be together. Completely heartbroken, I left town once we graduated and never returned.
It was just two days before Christmas when I got the call, and as always I was spending the holidays alone. It wasn't that I didn't have any friends, but there were just too many bad memories and I would just as soon drown myself in alcohol and spend my Christmas in a drunken stupor. I'd only had two beers and was about to start in on a third when I heard the phone ring. I almost didn't answer it, but for some reason I had this nagging feeling that it might be important.
"Jake?" a soft and melodic female voice asked from the receiver.
My heart skipped a beat and I felt ice cold chills shoot down my spine. It had been almost ten years since I'd heard her speak, and despite the subtle changes that time had made to her voice I still recognized the speaker as Katie immediately.
Memories came to me unbidden and I fought to keep my emotions from getting the better of me. "Katie?"
"God, it's good to hear your voice. I just wish it were under better circumstances," Katie said from the other end. There was a distinct tone of tension to her voice and I just knew that something was up.
"Katie? How did you get this number? What's wrong?" I asked her feeling a lump form in my throat.
"It's actually Deputy Forenst now, I work for the Sheriff's office. Look Jake, I wanted to be the one to tell you. Your mother, we found her dead yesterday morning."
"Shit… How?"
"She took her own life. I'm sorry."
My hand, the one holding the receiver, started to shake and I felt all my bitterness and anger rise to the surface only to mingle with guilt and grief. My mother, my tormentor for so many years was gone. I wasn't sure how I should feel and I was having trouble reconciling the sudden flood of conflicting emotions.
"Jake?"
"Yeah, I'm still here… I just… I haven't heard from my mother in so long and now to learn that she's dead. God, I don't know how to feel," I said, hot tears stinging my cheeks.
"Jake, I… if you don't want to come home. After all that woman did to you–"
"No," I said cutting her suddenly short. "I think I need to see for myself."
After a long conversation Katie offered to let me stay at her place and I reluctantly agreed. I didn't want to impose on her, but I had nowhere else to stay, as my hometown of Meridian was so small it didn't have a hotel and I sure as hell wasn't staying in my mom's place. I was still reeling from the news of my mother's death and I wasn't quite sure how to react. A part of me wanted to curl up in a ball and cry, and the other wanted to jump up in the air and shout out in glee. I know it sounds horrible, but my mother had brought me nothing but grief, and in a weird sort of way her death came as a relief.
I let out a long sigh, walked over to where I'd left my still unopened third beer and picked it up. I stood there holding it in my hand, and stared at it blankly for a moment. I shook my head, set the beer back down then sank down to my knees and started to weep.
"Dammit!" I cursed and turned my windshield wipers up to full speed.
It was Christmas Eve, and the drive to Meridian, my hometown, had been pretty sedate to begin with, but just a few hours in it had started to snow. It wasn't really all that bad at first, but the closer I got to Meridian the more heavily it came down. I could only see a few yards in front of me and it didn't show any signs of letting up. The mountain road that led into Meridian was hazardous, even under the best of conditions, and I was really beginning to regret my decision to come. I sighed, and flipped my car star stereo on. Adam Gontier's voice screamed out the lyrics to I Hate Everything About You, and I could feel the singer’s emotions as acutely as if they were my own.
The song had come out when I was still living with my mother, and had quickly become one of my favorites. As of late my musical tastes had moved away from the angrier and more angst ridden stuff I'd listened to in High School, but for whatever reason that particular song had remained in my playlists, and at the moment it was just the sort of song I wanted to hear. I hated my mother, I hated that her death had affected me as it had. I had never had any intention of returning to Meridian, but there I was, doing just that. It was as if my mother had reached out to manipulate me one last time from beyond the grave.
Still, it would be nice seeing Katie, despite how much it would hurt. I still had pretty strong feelings for her, and I knew those feelings would never be returned. It was strange that after so long that my emotions would remain so strong. Maybe I was just clinging to the unattainable so that I wouldn't get hurt by anyone else. It went to show just how pathetic I really was. I was afraid to get married, and afraid to have kids for fear that I would do what my mother had done to me and ruin my own children's lives. It was better that I remain alone so that the cycle of abuse could be broken, or at least that's what I told myself.
For the first time in years I found myself thinking about my gender identity. Well that's not really accurate, I thought about it all the time, but this was the first time in a long time that I had really put any deep contemplation into it. Over the years I had carefully constructed an image of myself for the outside world to see. I did everything I could to appear as an ordinary guy, but that image was a lie. At one point I considering seeing a gender therapist, but the thought of hormone therapy and SRS held no appeal to me. I wanted to so desperately to be a woman, but I was tall and was pretty well built like a tank. With my face and body I didn't think I could ever make a passable woman, and I'd always feel like I was pretending to be something that I wasn't.
The tune changed to Norns by HeavensDust and I was about to reach down to change tracks when I caught a glimmer of light out of the corner of my eye. I looked up to find a pair of headlights headed right at me. I swerved out of the way in time to avoid getting hit, but I went flying off the road. For a moment my car teetered over the edge of the mountain's cliff, but then the car suddenly jerked sideways and everything went black.
My head felt like some deranged carpenter had been beating at it with a mallet as vision slowly returned to me. I reached up to touch my forehead and felt something warm and slick, when I pulled my hand away I found that it was covered in blood. I took a deep breath and thought I might pass out from the pain as stabbing sharp agony shot from the lower-left section of my rib cage. I groaned, and turned my head to take stock of my situation. My car's descent appeared to have been halted by a small copse of oak trees, but I had no idea how far down the mountainside I'd fallen, as the snowfall was so thick by then that I could only see a few feet in any direction outside the car.
The front of my car had crumpled inward and I was pinned against the steering wheel. All attempts to free myself were an exercise in futility and only resulted in more pain. The good news was that I could move my feet, so I wasn't paralyzed. My biggest concern was that I was bleeding pretty badly, and if someone didn't find me soon I feared I might bleed to death.
I gave up on trying to get free and focused on trying to keep warm. I was wearing my coat, which provided a great deal of insulation, but it was damn cold, and snow was drifting into the car from a crack in the rear window so I knew that it wasn't going to be enough. I slipped my hand into the sleeve of my coat and lifted it up to the bloody gash on my forehead. Short of tearing off a sleeve I didn't have any means of cutting off the blood flow, so my coat sleeve would have to do.
I found myself drifting off and I realized it would probably be bad for me to fall unconscious again. I'd banged up my head pretty good, and I thought I might just have a concussion. I fought against my drowsiness and did the only thing I could think of to keep myself awake, I sang. Like my mother, I'd been gifted with a pretty good singing voice, and one of the few good memories I had of her was of the two of us singing together. Of course, the first thing I could think of happened to be 'White Christmas', which seemed an oddly fitting tune for my current predicament.
Singing was second nature to me, and it didn't take me long to turn to more melancholy tunes like 'Everybody Hurts' by REM, but as I struggled to stay awake the lyrics started to slip from my mind. I eventually just started to scream out in misery. I don't remember all of it, but I do remember calling out to whatever god, goddess or gods would listen to me, begging them to end my pain. I didn't want to live anymore, I hated my life, I hated my body and I didn't want to live with it any longer.
I could never bring myself to completely discount the possibility that there was a God, but I'd never really put much stock in the idea of a wise, merciful, omnipotent and omniscient god. If there really was a God, and He really gave a fuck about any of us, why would He put us on this earth to feel so much pain? If He really cared about His children why didn't He try to alleviate our suffering? Then again maybe His power was limited and He was just as helpless as the rest of us, or maybe He just didn't give a damn.
I suddenly felt a hand on my shoulder, and turned my head to stare into the eyes of the most beautiful woman I'd ever laid my eyes on. She had long blond hair, a dazzling set of green-eyes, and she stared down at me with a calm reassuring smile. She tugged at my sleeve and I felt myself being lifted gently from the car and placed back down on the ground.
"Jake," she whispered kneeling down next to me. "I'm sorry that I've never done enough for you."
"Who are you?" I asked.
"Someone who has watched over you for your entire life," she smiled.
"W-what do you want?"
"What I've always wanted, to protect you and help you to be happy," she said, reaching down to cup my face as a single tear ran down her left cheek.
"I can't undo the years of abuse and mistreatment you've suffered at your mother's hand, but there's one thing I can do that should make your life a little more bearable," she said with a thoughtful smile as her hand slid away from my face.
"Hey, what–?" I protested as she pressed her hands into my chest.
"Shh, don't worry. It's all going to turn out alright," she said with a very slight smile just before a blinding white light filled my vision.
"Your bitterness is understandable, but know this. God is real and he does care," I heard her whisper as darkness closed in and I felt myself slip back into unconsciousness.
I woke to find a brilliant bright beam shinning in my eyes and for a very brief moment I thought that my mysterious rescuer was still there, but realized that the light was coming from an ordinary flashlight. I groaned and shielded my eyes against the beam's golden luminescence.
I briefly took stock of my situation remembering the accident and everything that happened after. And there was my body… it felt strange. Something was different, but I couldn't quite figure out what it was.
"Jenn?" A familiar voice asked, and the light faded away to reveal the face of the newcomer.
‘Jenn? Who is Jenn?’ "Katie? God, is that you?" I said with a loud gasp, and couldn't believe my ears at the sound of the voice coming from my mouth.
‘God, I sound like a woman!’ Maybe the reason my body had felt different was because it actually was different. I hurriedly reach up and grabbed at my chest and let out a loud squeal at the pair of fleshy globes I found there. They were breasts, but how?! The woman that had freed me from my car… it was her doing, I just knew it!
"Jennifer," Katie knelt down to touch my shoulder with a reassuring smile. "You've been in an accident, but you're going to be alright. An ambulance is on the way."
I swallowed hard and nodded. Had I hit my head harder than I thought? God I really hoped not! Whatever had caused my sudden transformation had fulfilled the deepest desire of my heart and I was pretty sure I had the woman to thank. Who was she and why had she done this? For a moment I thought she might be a goddess, but then I remembered what she had said about God being real. Then it came to me, and the answer seemed so stupid I almost laughed. She was my guardian angel. I'd always discarded guardian angels and their like as nothing more than silly fairy tales and wishful thinking. Clearly, I was going to have to rethink a few things.
"Katie, what time is it?" I whispered reaching up to touch my old friend's face.
"It's just past one in the morning," she replied with a slow intake of breath.
She was so beautiful and I felt a slow smile creep onto my face as I realized what being woman meant. Not only did I have the body I always wanted, but I had a chance to be with Katie. I said a silent prayer in my heart of thanks to whatever God had sent the woman--no my guardian angel--to me. My past may not have been all sunshine and daisies, but I could see a glimmer of what my new future might entail and it looked to be very bright indeed.
"Katie come closer," I whispered.
Katie furrowed her brows, and leaned in as I had suggested. I reached up and grabbed the collar of her shirt, then tightened my grip and pulled her closer still.
"Merry Christmas, Katie," I whispered just before locking my lips around hers in a kiss.
As she broke away she stared done at me with wide eyes and the beginnings of a smile as she whispered the words, "Merry Christmas" just before I pulled her in for another kiss.
I stared down at my mother's face and grimaced. She had once been a very attractive woman, but no longer. Years of alcohol abuse and a laundry list of poor health choices had taken their toll. I actually looked quite a bit like her in my new form, and every time I looked in the mirror I saw a younger, more attractive version of her face looking back at me. She looked calm, almost peaceful laying there in the casket almost as if she were asleep. I turned my back and leaning heavily on my cane I limped back toward the door where Katie was waiting. The viewing was just getting started and the funeral services would be held later on in the day.
The crash had left me in pretty bad shape, but it could have been much worse. I had a few broken bones here, a sprain or two there, the big ass gash across my forehead and of course my body was covered in bruises. I wasn't what you would call thrilled about my injuries, but I think I could live with them especially considering the other ways in which my body had changed.
As near as I could tell I was a fully functioning woman, and I had my beautiful guardian angel to thank for that. Reality itself appeared to have changed along with me. Everyone in town knew me as Jennifer, or Jenn as Katie preferred to call me. They had no memory of a Jake Melton. To them I'd always been Jennifer. For the most part everything was pretty much the same, but there were subtle differences. Apparently, in this new reality Katie and I had dated in High School, but we broke up before I left town for college.
I didn't dare tell anyone what had happened for fear of getting locked up in a mental institution, so I was forced to be a bit roundabout in my inquiries. The doctors said I may experience a bit of memory loss due to my head injury, so I had the perfect excuse to ask questions. The odd thing was that my memory seemed fine. Maybe it was the work of my guardian angel.
It was odd, people I'd known my entire life treated me as if I were a completely different person, and to their knowledge nothing had changed at all, though I think it had more to do with my physical gender than anything else. Still, I worried that my life as Jake had been wiped from existence. Or had it? Was my life really all that different? Jake and Jennifer were really the same person, the only real difference was that they had been born into bodies of different genders. Which begged the question: Does our physical gender really dictate what sort of person we are? I had so many questions, but I thought that perhaps I could find those answers through prayer.
I did tell one person about my change, and I'm sure you can guess who. At first when I told Katie, I made it sound as if it had all been a dream. Then a weird thing happened. She remembered me or more accurately my male self. She was a strong believer in God and she was quick to proclaim my transformation His work and a miracle to boot. Not that I was going to disagree, mind you. How the hell else was I supposed to explain what had happened?
My mother had made my existence miserable, but I wasn't going to let her influence the course of my life any longer. I had a chance at happiness and I was going to take it. As I drew close Katie reached out and grabbed my hand to provide support. I leaned against her and she wrapped her arm around my back as she led me out of the funeral home and into the light of the day.
I smiled and closed my eyes leaning my head against her shoulder. I thought I was going to really like my new life.
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A reluctant hero...
I had been a slave to the Qharr nearly my entire life, but one fateful day everything changed. I joined up with a group of rebels, and through a twist of fate, no one could have ever foreseen, I became the woman I am today...
A fight to liberate the Earth…
The first book in Daniela A. Wolfe’s riveting Earth Source Universe, Battle for Earth is a fabulous adventure filled with intrigue, betrayal and romance. Join Jellfree, Kaya and their band of misfit resistance fighters in their desperate struggle to liberate the Earth from as the powerful and warlike Qharr, humanity’s conquerors and most dreaded foes.
Read the sequel, Legacy of Earth, serialized only on danielawolfe.com.
On a distant world a ageing general receives news of the resistance and is forced to make some hard decisions.
Author's Note: Sorry this one is a bit short, but since its tone and narration is significantly different from the rest of the story I felt it would work better posted by itself.
Interlude
Tedious, that's the word that sprang to mind as the general read over the week's readiness reports. He had never cared for the monotony of paperwork, but unfortunately such things came with the job. He still felt inadequate to the task, but after the unexpected death of his predecessor, the then colonel, had been the next logical choice for the job. So he read those reports attentively, if not enthusiastically, combing through them try to determine if anything more could be done to prepare for the upcoming invasion.
There came a knock at the door, and the General eager for a moment's distraction set his tablet down and called for whoever was on the other side to come in.
"Sir!" Corporal Jake Smith said snapping into a salute.
'No', the general corrected it wasn't Corporal Jake, this was Corporal Jared. Though they were identical in every way, and had been flashed with the same memories, the two clones had very different personalities. Jared was quick to please and almost seemed to enjoy being ordered about. Jake performed his duties admirably, but the general got the sense the young clone would rather be doing almost anything else than soldiering.
"At ease, Corporal." He rubbed his eyes and fought down the sudden urge to yawn. "I presume you have a reason for intruding on me at this late hour."
"Yes, sir! We were told to notify you immediately if we received any transmissions from Earth." The corporal grinned his entire body shaking from the excitement.
"Can I assume then that we received such a communication?" the general asked pushing himself up out of his seat.
"Yes sir! We received word from a small group of resistance fighters!"
"Amazing! They actually managed to continue resisting the Qharr for this long!" The general exclaimed moving around his desk and eyed the young clone a smile touching the corner of his lips.
The corporal stiffened, but didn't say a word as the general eyed him. "Tell me, Corporal, the biometric key they used to activate the communications array who's genetic imprint did it show?"
The young soldier grinned. "Yours sir!"
"I take it that he still alive, then?" General Harold Briggs asked pacing back in forth in front of the soldier.
"No sir! The array was activated by a woman by the name of Becca Briggs."
"My niece." Harold felt tears well up in the corner of his eyes and turned away so that the young soldier would not witness his sudden loss of control. She was still alive! He could hardly believe it. His heart ached for her as he imagined the sort of things the conquerors must have put her through. He could only guess, but the Qharr were prone to taking the inhabitants of the worlds they conquered as slaves. In all likelihood she’d probably lived a life of servitude.
"Sir?!" the clone asked.
"My twin brother's child," Harold replied absently before he turned to sharply eye the young clone. "Tell me about these resistance fighters."
"I don't know much sir. The Lieutenant had to cut the communication short, but the entire transcript is there in the file and the video file is available for download on the central server. There was one thing sir. The leader, she called herself Alexana Briggs. I thought you might be interested."
Alexana? Hadn't that been Muriel's middle name? Harold stroked his chin then turned back to the corporal.
"You said they were a small group of resistance fighters, exactly how small?"
"Six... or I guess seven, sir! They indicated that the recently suffered a devastating blow at the hands of the Qharr!" The corporal twitched nervously.
'Seven? Good Lord that won't be enough!' Harold thought gritting his teeth as he felt the weight of all those years of planning come crashing down around his shoulders.
"...but one of them claimed to be a member of another faction calling themselves the Nester Alliance," the corporal added. "He indicated that he had a trained forced of close to two hundred men and could possibly muster up as many as two thousand with enough time and proper training."
"Two hundred?" The General shook his head and scratched at his beard. He wasn't quite sure what to think of this new development. He knew of the nesters, of course, but the plan had been for them to take part in the rebellion against the Qharr. If the resistance had fallen, how had the nesters managed to survive? There were so many questions and so few answers. Could he really afford to give them enough time to build their forces? "Leave the report on my desk, Corporal."
Then he had the solution there dangling in front of him, and it was so simple he almost laughed. 'Damned if it still won't be enough,' Harold thought shaking his head.
"What are we going to do sir?" The Corporal swallowed hard.
The Corporal had spoken out of turn, but rather than dress him down, he turned away again and let out a long sigh.
"What is the current status of Project Rhiannon?"
"Last I heard, sir, the device is functional, but still a bit unstable. Doctor Kepler was working at increasing the range among other enhancements," he replied.
"Well then Corporal listen carefully. It will be up to you to relay my orders. This is what we are going to do..."
To be continued...
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Well, it's been a while since I started Legacy of Earth. I will be posting this in larger chunks at least until I get through the first 100k words. I hope you all enjoy!
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Creature Feature By Daniela A. Wolfe Jek rushes toward the source of the energy spike, but what waits in the shadows? |
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Symbiogenesis By Daniela A. Wolfe After the confrontation with the strange creature, Jek awakens aboard the Centennial Hawk and makes an unsettling discovery. |
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Legacy of Earth: Birthright
Waiting Game By Daniela A. Wolfe As symbiote and host wait, they begin the unpleasant but necessary task of discussing what lies ahead for Jek as a bonded host. |
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Battleground By Daniela A. Wolfe When a mysterious ship appears to confront the Valiant, all hell breaks loose. |
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Just What the Doctor Ordered By Daniela A. Wolfe Jek makes his first visit to Conclave Headquarters in five years and meets up with an old family friend. |
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Brown Bottle Flu By Daniela A. Wolfe When Jek and Tanner awaken from their night at the bar, some things come to light and their relationship is changed forever. |
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Make a Splash By Daniela A. Wolfe Resigned to his fate, Jek finds his way into the Conclave shower room where his transformation at the hands of Khala will begin. |
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Leave Well Enough Alone By Daniela A. Wolfe After her tumultuous day at the conclave, Kayde isolates herself in the Briggs' family estate, but life finds a way to intrude. |
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Legacy of Earth: Birthright
A Good Frisking By Daniela A. Wolfe A trip through security hits a snag and Kayde finds herself at the mercy of spaceport security agents. |
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Legacy of Earth: Genesis
Bloodborne By Daniela A. Wolfe Several weeks after her grandmother's passing, Kayde is still struggling to come to grips with the repercussions. |
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It appears when I copied Chapter 3 of Legacy of Earth: Gensis, I copied chapter two instead of three. The mistake has been rectified.
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Legacy of Earth: Genesis
Can of Worms By Daniela A. Wolfe After going through some of her grandmother's things, Kayde makes some startling discoveries about her past. |
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Legacy of Earth: Genesis
Machinations By Daniela A. Wolfe Kayde meets with the conclave counsel, but she discovers that with her grandmother's passing, that the balance of power has shifted. |
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Hey! I'm back again! I'm done with overtime so that's nice! I can't guarantee I'll post anything next weekend as it's a holiday, but we'll see.
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The Spellbinder Universe
This is the umbrella universe for the Ragnarok Rising Trilogy, Ragnarok Shorts and possible future works. This is NOT an open universe.
Incompatible, Transfigured & Part 1 of 'Destiny' at Fictionmania and The Spellbinder Universe at TG Storytime.
The following 'short explanation' is brought to you by the demented mind of D.A.W.
Well, it's come to my attention that my little historical piece here is a bit dry (well that's really no surprise ^_^) and I may have scared a few readers off with it. So I've decided to remove it from the story and post it separately as a blog.
In the beginning there was only the vast emptiness of Ginnungagap. From out of its great gaping abyss formed Niflheim, a place of everlasting frost and cold. Soon thereafter rose up the primeval world of fire and insatiable heat, which is so named Muspellsheim. It came to pass that the frost from the world of Niflheim met with the heat from Muspellsheim and from that collision Ymir the giant was born. And Ymir fell into a great slumber as he journeyed near Muspellsheim. Now it came to pass that he began to perspire and from under each arm was born a daughter and son. And from them all giants sprang.
Now it just so happened from were Ymir had sprung, so too did Audumla, the great primal bovine. Ymir fed from her teats and was nourished. And Audumla hungered so she licked upon the ice of Niflheim and its salt sustained her. The heat from her tongue caused the ice to melt and from it emerged Buri.
Buri begat a son who he named Bor. And Bor took a fancy to Bestla a giant, and he wed her. From their union, Odin the Allfather and his brothers Lodur and Hoenir were born.
It came to pass that Ymir and the sons of Bor warred one with another and the brothers slew Ymir. And so much blood flowed from Ymir's veins that Ginnungagap filled and all the giants save Beregelmir and his wife did drown. Odin, Lodur and Hoenir, raised up Ymir's body from the great sea of blood and with it they formed Midgard. From his flesh, they formed the land, from his bones the mountains, and from his hair they created the trees and all plants and they poured blood of Ymir upon Midgard and formed the oceans, rivers and seas.
And they trapped the fires from Muspellsheim and with it they formed the stars, moon and the sun. Other gods appeared from out of the abyss and the brothers knew not from whence they came. And the gods called themselves the Aesir. From among them Odin took him a wife, who was named Frigg, and together they begat many sons and daughters. As one, the Aesir created Asgard, their home, which they placed in the heavens far above Midgard so that they might watch over it from afar.
And Odin looked upon Midgard, and found it lacking, but knew not what was lacking. So he took his wife and two brothers to Midgard and as they traveled upon the surface of the land they eventually came upon two dead trees. Now these trees were twisted and knotted and were most unsightly, but within them Frigg saw what her husband had been seeking. And she took the first tree and she gave it a form which mirrored her husband's, that of a man. Then she took the second tree and formed it into the shape of a woman after her own form, the shape of a woman.
Now it came to pass that the bodies which Frigg had formed were without life, so Odin gave them spirit. Now those first humans were without reason, like unto a beast, so Lodur gave them wit so that they might have understanding. Now, Hoenir saw that they could not perceive the world around them, so he granted them sight, hearing, touch, taste and smell. And the man they named Ask after the ash tree, and the woman they named Embla after the elm tree.
And out of the abyss three more goddesses appeared and they called themselves the Norns, and they watched over the fates of men, women, gods and goddesses alike. Urd was the first to awaken and it was given unto her to watch the past, Verdani was second and the present was her domain, Skuld was the final and she sees that which has yet to come to pass. And the three goddesses of fate created Yggdrasil, the world tree. Now the roots of Yggdrasil came to connect all the worlds from Muspellsheim, Niflheim, Midgard, Nidarvellir, Svartalfheim, Alfheim, Asgard, Vanaheim, Jotunheim and many more beyond number. And the tree sprang up into the heavens and issued up the spring of Urd. There the Norns now reside so that they might water the roots of the world tree.
Now Jotunheim is the home of Beregelmir and all those that have sprung from his loins and they call themselves the Jotun and they are enemies of the gods. Alfheim, is the home of the Lejosá¡lfar who are friends to man. Nidarvellir, is home of the ever crafty dvergar. It is said that Svartá¡lfheim is home to the most vile svartá¡lfar, which we now know as the Dokká¡lfar. And finally from Vanaheim sprang forth gods named the Vanir that did rival the Aesir in power.
Now it did so happened that a god named Loki–who delighted in causing much mischief among both gods and men–lay with a Angrboda, a Jotun. From their union was born Fenrir the wolf, Jormungand the serpent, and Hel who had death in her heart. When Odin saw this he took Já¶rmungand and he did throw him into the depths of the ocean, and Já¶rmungand grew so large that he came to encircle the world. Frigg foresaw that Fenrir would wreak havoc upon the world, so Odin took him and cast the beast in chains. And Odin seeing death within Hel's heart gave her dominion over the dead, and she took up residency within Niflheim and her domain within came to be known as Helheim or simply Hel. And she set her faithful hound, Garmr, at the gates of her abode to keep the dead within and the living without.
It came to pass that the Aesir and Vanir warred with one another over the hearts of men. They fought long and hard, and slowly their numbers dwindled until only the goddesses remained. Yea, even the Allfather, Odin did fall. It came to pass that those that remained did make peace and together they watch over Midgard and await the coming of Ragnarok and the final battle.
-From the Codex Morgana (Translated to Modern English by the hand of Athilda le Fey)
The world is not without irony, as evident by my life. I was born Thurston Olaf Steenberg and grew up hating the Spellbinders and all that they stood for. It was only by becoming what I hated most that I was able to transcend my humble beginnings and do good in the world. The following is the story of my origins. It is not the story of my birth, but of my rebirth. It the story of how I became Aryanna Morgana Le Fey.
This story is something of an experiment. I wanted to write a story in first person, but I didn't want to be confined to a single narrator. So, after some input from the good folks on the Fictionmania Message Board, I decided to write the story as if it were a journal. The story is compilation of the protagonist's journal entries. It contains several entries from the journals of his mother who plays a large part in the story.
As before this story is a work of fiction and as such any resemblance to real life individuals events or locations is purely unintentional. Only Fictionmania, Bigcloset Topshelf, & tgstorytime.com have permission to post this story and my previous work unless I state otherwise.
There is a brief part of the story that bears some resemblance to the movie 'Die Hard'. This is intentional and was meant as a tribute to both the film and the book. For some reason I found the idea immensely amusing and decide to go with it.
I'd like to thank both Holly H. Hart and for djkauf for the wonderful job they did editing the story.
Freydag 9. Harpa
I've been writing in this journal for a few months at my mother's request and I'm finding it harder and harder to find something to write about. Of course, today is an exception since it's Independence Day.
When I saw those great scarlet bursts of energy hurl upward and coalesce into a single great conflagration in the sky, I couldn't help but stare upward and wonder if there was there any limit to the power of the Spellbinders. The fires in the sky then merged to form into the figure of a dancing couple who twirled around in the sky and shared a kiss before shimmering with a vast array of colors and then faded into oblivion.
The whole display was disgusting. It isn't so much the fireworks themselves that I hated but the arrogance of those putting on the display, the Spellbinders. For centuries, they have subjugated men for the simple fact that we do not share their ability to use magic. They see men as little more than mindless grunts who are incapable of doing even the simplest tasks without supervision. There have been great strides made by the civil rights movement in the last thirty years, but it's still the Spellbinders who dominate politics and the corporate world.
Not all Spellbinders are bad, a few have even been involved in the men's civil rights movement, but the vast majority of the Spellbinders are power hungry manipulators who only care to line their pockets with more money and grab more power for themselves. It doesn't help that the Spellbinders are granted long life spans far beyond that of men and women with lesser amounts of magic, allowing those in power to stay in power centuries at a time.
More burst of light hurled into the night sky and I couldn't help but continue to stare in disgust at the display. Today is the day our nation celebrates its independence from the Nordic Empire and the formation of the Free Federalist States of Nyrland. What a farce. The only people who are truly free are women. Men, can never hope for the freedoms that most women take for granted. Still disgusted, I turned my back on the display and never looked back.
Manadag 19. Harpa
I know it has been a while since my last entry, but considering the week I've had I think it's understandable. This entry is going to cover a whole week and is probably the most significant journal entry to date. Yeah, it has been that kind of week.
It all began on last Manadag, and as usual the building was empty except for me. Of course that was to be expected since I was the night watchman. Though, I'm sure I've mentioned that before. Just as I always did, I started my shift by making rounds. I checked all the doors and windows on the main level, then gradually made my way up each of the five floors of the office building until I reached the top. About halfway through the top floor, I noticed that one of the offices had the light on. That wasn't right, everyone was supposed to have signed out and left the building. Maybe one of the bosses had decided to burn the midnight oil. It happened sometimes, but building security procedures required they notify the current night watchman. Not wanting to piss anyone off by walking in on them I brought my hand up to knock on the door. Just before my knuckle was about to strike on the hardwood I heard a voice speak and I froze.
"So, this is what it's come to," a man's voice said with resignation.
"You had to have known this was coming." a woman's voice said coldly.
The first voice sighed warily, "You've betrayed the cause."
The woman grunted, "It was never my cause. It was simply a means to an end."
"The others will know what you've done, Jeanne," the man said angrily.
The woman laughed, "Will they? The only one that was ever suspicious of me was you and you won't be alive much longer."
I couldn't believe what I was hearing. I stood there aghast, frozen with indecision. A life of frustration and anger coalesced in that moment. I have been oppressed and cast down by women of this world and I just couldn't stand by while another man's life was in jeopardy.
I slammed the door open and locked eyes with the would-be killer. "Hey bitch." I said with all the bravado I could muster, "You're not going to kill anyone on my watch."
The woman scowled at me then brought her hands up and focused her will on me. Suddenly, I found it very hard to move and I struggled against the binding spell that she had laid on me. I felt a strange pressure begin to build up inside of me. Then without any apparent reason, I was suddenly able to move again. I immediately started in towards the would-be assassin. She brought up her arms and shouted something with a vicious snarl. The spell hit me right in the chest and I felt my knees strain against some unseen force. Then a strangely warm tingly feeling seemed to spread inside my chest and the pressure from the spell was suddenly gone.
"What in the name of Hel?" the woman cursed. Then she gathered up more energy and hurled a huge blast of sickly green light at me.
The spell was much more powerful than the last two and I fell to my knees against the sudden onslaught. The green light blinded me and I felt a strange sensation crawl across my skin. Darkness closed in the corners of my eyes and I felt death's chilling touch upon my skin. Just when I thought all was lost, that strangely tingling warmth from before spread across my entire body. The warmth pushed out against my skin and struck against the nauseous green light, with a blinding flash of pure white light, the pain was gone and I could move again.
I looked about the room, the woman lay on the floor either unconscious or dead and the man stood in the corner with a look of pure terror on his face. Feeling extremely weak, I forced myself to my feet. I staggered towards the inert form of my attacker, growing weaker by the moment, and lost my balance. Darkness closed over me and I remembered muttering the phrase "Friggin' crap," before drifting into unconsciousness.
On Eirdag, I woke to a really annoying buzzing sound somewhere to my right. I opened my eyes and cast them in the direction of the sound to discover its source. The device had two rods sticking out from it, an electrical current which fluctuated in a representation of my heartbeat ran between the two rods, below the rods there was a bell housed in the device's casing. It was a typical heart monitor.
Apparently, I was in the hospital. It seemed odd that I should awaken there of all places, but with a flash, all my memories from the previous night came back in one great torrential flood of images. I struggled in my bed and tried to get up, but I was so weak that I was unable to do so.
"Thurston, thank the Norns. You're awake," a voice said from the left. I turned my head and found my mother, Brigit Steenberg, standing in the doorway "How do you feel?"
My mother is an Enchantress, a moderately powerful-magic user, who looks to be in her mid-twenties, rather than her actual sixty-two years. "Like I was run down by a herd of Horsemen." I said groaning.
Mom smiled, but in a fragile worried sort of way "It's a miracle you're even alive." she said, "From the sound of it you were hit with some incredibly powerful magic.
I grunted, "That's what I figured. The woman that attacked me. Is she…?" I asked choking on my words at the very thought that the woman might be dead.
She nodded having apparently understood, "Dead."
I grimaced; that didn't bode particularly well, "And the man?"
"The detective was pretty vague on the details," she said "She mentioned that there had been a man involved, but not much else."
I let out a sigh, "I don't understand what happened. I don't understand how I was able to withstand her attacks."
"You withstood the attacks because you were drawing on a reservoir of magic within yourself," a new voice said from the door. My eyes darted back to my left to look upon the newcomer. A middle-aged woman with dark brown hair, wearing a doctor's lab coat with a stethoscope around her neck, stood in the doorway looking down at me. "I'm Dr. Poganski," she said with a sour look on her face.
"Hello, doctor," I said, "If what you say is true that would mean I'm a magic user," I said, feeling a bit of excitement at the idea. If I did have the magic perhaps I could make something of myself. Perhaps I could disprove all the misconceptions the world had about men.
The doctor nodded almost mechanically, "Yes, that's exactly what it means."
Mother gasped "But that's-"
"Impossible," Dr. Poganski finished, her voice flat, "It is common medical knowledge. The chemical composition of a man's body is supposed to prohibit magic and yet somehow you have seemingly done the impossible, Mr. Steenberg. Unfortunately, the magic seems to be having an adverse effect on your health."
"What do you mean?" I asked suddenly feeling extremely worried.
"There's no use hiding it from you," the doctor said with clinical detachment, “Your body is treating the magic as a foreign material and is rejecting it just as it would a failed organ transplant. The magic in turn is behaving like a caged animal attacking everything within its reach."
I bit my lip, "What you're saying is, this is going to kill me?"
The doctor nodded, "In all likelihood, yes."
I shook my head dejectedly, "When you said I had the magic. I thought that this would be my chance to make something of myself. To prove that I wasn't another worthless man." I spat out the last two words in sarcastic rage.
Mom smiled sadly and put her hand on top of mine, "Is there nothing we can do?"
The doctor shook her head, "Your son's situation is unprecedented and is beyond my abilities as a healer."
Mom gritted her teeth with sudden determination, "If you can't help my son. I'll find someone who can." she said. Then, without warning she disappeared with a great gust of wind.
A few minutes after Mother's sudden and dramatic disappearance, the doctor departed and I was left alone. Still very weak, I almost immediately fell asleep. I don't think I was asleep very long when I was awakened. It wasn't as much a sound that woke me, as a presence. I opened my eyes, and much to my surprise I found a hand perched above my chest holding a nasty looking dagger.
My first instinct was to roll to my side and grapple with the person holding the knife. I tried to do just that, but I quickly realized that I was far too weak to lift my hands, let alone fight off my attacker. A great sense of dread filled me as I realized that there was nothing I could do to fend off my would-be killer. Desperately, I racked my mind trying to think of something I could do.
Then almost without thinking about it, I reached deep inside myself and touched the wellspring of magic that resided inside me. Just as I tapped into that reservoir of power, the knife came hurtling down towards me. After a brief moment of hurried uncertainty I wrenched that power loose and the blade stopped a few centimeters shy of my chest. Clumsily, I sent the magic outward hoping to hurl the blade further away from myself. At first, I didn't think I had succeeded, but the blade soon tumbled out of the assassins hands and clattered across the floor with several dull thumps. Without hesitation, my attacker reached inside a black jacket and procured a rather wicked looking blade from within.
A heavy weight fell upon my legs as I realized the attacker was kneeling over me atop the bed, the blade poised to strike at my heart. I brought my magic to bear against the new blade, attempted to divert it as it came crashing down towards my chest. I was only partially successful; the blade completed its arc and planted itself inside my shoulder. The use of the magic must have drained what little energy I had because it was about then that I lost consciousness.
NOTE: The following is an excerpt from my mother's journal. It details the events that took place after her disappearance from the hospital.
Eirdag, 6-13
Frigg preserve me for what I have done. I just hope that Thurston can forgive me. When the doctor said that there was nothing that could be done for my son, I panicked. I turned to the only person I knew that might be able to make a difference.
I don't know if I can properly describe just how nervous I was waiting outside my ancestor's office. The woman terrifies me. Hours seemed to fly by as I waited outside the door, but I know it couldn't have been more than a few minutes.
Finally, the door opened and I was directed inside by her assistant. "Brigit," Athilda Le Fey said without turning to face me, "What do you want?"
My heart skipped a beat in surprise, my ancestor had remembered my name, "Revered ancestor, I've come to seek your help." I said.
Athilda sighed, "I do not have all day, child. Speak and be done with it."
I twitched nervously, “Esteemed Lady, it's my son. He's awakened." I received only silence from Athilda. It dawned on me that she probably didn't comprehend what I was trying to say so I added, "He's awakened magically. It's killing him."
For the first time, Athilda turned to look me in the eyes, "You are certain?"
I gulped and nodded, I opened my mouth to speak, but was cut short by Athilda who had moved from across the room to stand before me with her hand held out. "Take me now."
Without another word I took my ancestor's hand, I drew on my magic and released a great surge of wind magic.
Nearly twenty minutes later we arrived in the hospital to find a cloaked assassin perched on Thurston's chest holding a blood soaked blade poised over his heart.
Athilda reacted so swiftly with her magic that I didn't even realize she had acted until the would-be assassin lay sprawled on the floor. My ancestor walked over to where the assassin lay. Then with only a small grunt of effort, she knelt down beside the woman. I could feel Athilda extend her awareness around the woman's body, and then she turned and locked eyes with me, "Dead."
I gulped, "You killed her?"
Athilda looked up at me irritably, "Don't be foolish, child. The assassin called upon her magic and stopped her own heart when she realized she would not be able to complete her mission."
I think I might have lost it then, if it hadn't been for Athilda. "Brigit," she said calmly, "Go find someone and instruct them to contact the local constabulary."
I nodded my head and ran out the door to do as Athilda instructed only to return once I had completed the task I had been given.
It didn't take long for the police to arrive. When they did I was shocked by the vehemence of Athilda's reaction. "Incompetents," Athilda growled suddenly and whirled on a pretty red-haired detective who was nearby conferring with a colleague.
"Excuse me?" the detective said, clenching her hand into a fist so tightly that her knuckles turned white.
My ancestor narrowed her eyes, and focused hard on the other woman, "Why was this child not put under guard after the first attack?"
The detective narrowed her eyes in turn and met Athilda's gaze "Look lady," she said in a patronizing manner and folded her arms across her chest, "We had no reason to believe his life was in any danger."
Athilda's eyes burned with a fiery rage, "You dare to condescend to me? Do you have any idea who I am, child?"
The detective grimaced, "I don't really care. Now just stand back and let us do our job."
Athilda gritted her teeth, "As the head of House Le Fey, I declare this a matter of interest to the Seidskati and am placing this child under my protection. Begone from my presence and pray that we never meet again."
The detective's face paled noticeably upon hearing Athilda's pronouncement, "Yes, Lady Le Fey."
She turned her back to the detective and continued her examination of my son. He had a nasty stab wound in his right shoulder. Athilda placed her hand upon it, and I felt a surge of magical power as she extended her senses into the wound. I watched as the severed ends of Thurston's muscle drew together and fused to one another as if they had never been cut. Then with another small release of power, she closed the stab wound and I watched in amazement as the tissue mended. Save for slightly pinkish color of the new skin, there was nothing to suggest that my son had ever been stabbed.
There were stories about my ancestor's extraordinary healing talents, but I had always believed they were exaggerated. To heal a wound that quickly was nothing short of amazing. It would take a talented healer hours to close such a wound and Athilda had done it in a matter of minutes.
"Brigit," Athilda said quietly, "Come, there is something we must discuss."
Hesitantly, I came over beside her, "Yes? What is it?"
Athilda sighed warily and shook her head, "Your son has indeed awoken magically. It is possible to save him, but it will change him irrevocably."
I pursed my lips, "What do you mean?"
Athilda closed her eyes warily, "A man's body will not accept the presence of the magic. It is seen as a foreign force that must be expunged. Left unchecked, the body will destroy itself in its attempts to eradicate the magic. The only way to prevent this is to transform the body so that it will accept the magic's presence."
I stared up at my ancestor blankly, "Transform it? Into what?"
Athilda looked down at me and smiled sadly, "We must transform your son into woman."
I couldn't believe what I was hearing. "I-is that even possible?"
Athilda nodded, "It is extremely difficult, but it is possible. I believe with your help I can begin the process."
"My help? What good would I be? I'm just an Enchantress I could never hope to match your power," I said.
Athilda shook her head, "Power does not matter in this instance. In order to transform a person in such a way, it normally requires their willing cooperation. Since, young Thurston is unconscious; we do not have the luxury of asking him."
I gasped, "Then how are we to transform him?"
Athilda smirked, "You are Thurston's mother; you share both a physical and emotional bond with him. Through that bond, I believe I can bring about the changes. Though I must warn you there is a strong chance that he will not survive."
I shook my head, "If there's even a small chance we can save him, I'm willing to try anything…”
"Very well," Athilda said extending her hand out to me, "Let us begin."
I bit my lip, and hesitated only a moment before joining hands with my ancestor and prayed to the Goddesses in Asgard that Thurston would find it in his heart to forgive me.
NOTE: The following is the continuation of my own journal entry which was written on the eighteenth day of Harpa.
On Vordag, A songbird chattering in the window was the first sound I heard as I came awake. I was rather foggy on the details, but I could remember being stabbed. With just a little more effort than normal, I sat up and looked about the room that I found myself within. The room was huge, I could probably have fit my entire apartment in it and still have room to spare. The décor, and the bedding on which I appeared to be resting, were of extremely high quality, and they bespoke of great wealth and opulence.
Once again I looked about the room, and caught a flash of myself in a beautiful antique mirror mounted on the wall. I almost didn't take notice as my eyes quickly darted across the room, but something seemed off about my reflection. I turned my full attention upon the mirror and gasped at what I saw. I could swear I looked younger, I didn't look a day over thirty and I could easily pass for twenty-five, but it wasn't just the apparent youth that was different. I looked more slender than I had just a few days ago, my head was completely bald, and to top it off my face looked a bit rounder, one might even say softer.
Remembering my stab wound, I brought my hand up to my shoulder, and found nothing, not even a scar. I cast my gaze on the mirror again, and felt a deep unease at the reflection that looked back on me. I sensed something was wrong and it set me on edge. Once more I looked about the room, and realized that I was not alone. My mother lay sprawled on a small loveseat in the corner, fast asleep.
Not wishing to wake her, I silently crept out of bed and made my way to the opposite side of the room where the door was. Quietly, I turned the knob and poked my head out the door. I found myself looking down a long hallway spaced with doors. On either end of the hall there was a set of stairs leading down. I briefly considered leaving the room and exploring the hallway further, but caution quickly overrode my desire for exploration and I returned to the room and closed the door behind me. My mother stirred on the loveseat and came awake. She looked about for a moment, and then her eyes fell upon me.
"Thor," she said using an old nickname of mine, "You should be in bed.
"I feel fine," I said, "Where are we?"
Mother sat up and brushed her hair away from her face, "The estate of Athilda Le Fey," she mumbled sleepily.
I couldn't believe my ears. My mother had just told me that I had awoken in the home in one of the most powerful and well known Spellbinders in history. I know I'm a descendant of House Le Fey, but the Steenbergs were considered a very minor branch of the house and gained no prestige from their relation to the Le Feys or so I had always been told.
There was a momentary silence then I spoke, “Why am I here?"
"To save your life," Mother said finally, "When I disappeared from the hospital, I came here seeking Athilda's help. She brought you here to be able to better treat you."
A Spellbinder had agreed to help me? The idea seems ludicrous. No Spellbinder would willingly help a man who had developed magical abilities. They would see him as a threat to their powers. "Why would she help me?" I replied suspiciously.
Mom shook her head wearily, "I don't know Thor. She hasn't told me much and I haven't asked."
I knew my mother was hiding something, I could see it in the way she kept biting her lip and twirling her hair with her finger. "What aren't you telling me?" I said quietly.
My mother sighed warily, "She has found a way to keep the magic from killing you."
I felt a sense of elation at my mother's pronouncement, "I'll live?"
"Yes." My mother looked up nervously at me, "I really don't understand the finer points myself, but in essence your body is incompatible with the magic."
My elation quickly turned to dread as I asked the next question, "I thought you said I would live."
Mother pursed her lips, "I did. In order for you to live, Athilda had to find a way for the magic and your body to coexist."
I looked at my mother, I'm sure, my befuddlement was evident on my face, "Mom, what are you trying to say?"
She looked at me as tears started to form out of the corner of her eyes, "I'm sorry, Thor." she wept, "I had to do it. I couldn't stand the thought of losing you."
I simply looked at my mother; I simply could not comprehend what she was trying to say. There was a brief moment of silence as my mother wept and then finally she spoke, "To save you we had to make it so your body would accept the presence of the magic, but we couldn't do it all at once. The process had to be gradual or it might kill you."
I felt a sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach as I finally came to realize just what my mother was trying to say. "You're changing me into one of them." I said quietly letting the words sink in. I felt dread fill the pit of my stomach. I turned my back on my mother and without another word I exited the room leaving my mother alone to weep.
At that point, I really wasn't sure where I was going, but after wandering through the oversized house for a few moments I soon found myself exiting the building and entering into a garden area. The garden was massive and featured a wide variety of flowers, shrubs, trees and even fountains and statues. I wandered through the garden for a moment then found a stone bench in a secluded spot and sat down to think.
Just a short while after sitting down, I felt a small thump on the bench. I looked about and found a woman sitting on the bench beside me. I examined the woman in hopes of ascertaining her identity. She looked to be in her seventies. She was tall, standing at about six feet, her pale white hair fell far past her waist, and she almost seemed to radiate power. I sighed deeply, and I narrowed my eyes as I realized just who she was, "Oh Frigg. You're her aren't you?" I said angrily, "What do you want with me?"
Athilda Le Fey's green eyes flashed with anger, but when she spoke she did so calmly and her voice did not betray the anger and irritation that I could sense lingered just below the surface. "I want to help you, child." When she spoke she spoke with an odd accent, one that was probably the product of a life spanning numerous centuries and having spoken languages that hadn't been spoken in hundreds of years.
I gritted my teeth then spat out angrily, "Bullshit! I might be another stupid man in your eyes, but I know when I'm being used."
Instead of showing her anger as I expected, she almost seemed amused, "I understand your anger and to tell you the truth I do have my own reasons for helping you, but I do genuinely wish you well."
I looked the Spellbinder in the eyes, "You say that you want to help, but what do you stand to gain from helping me?"
Athilda sighed, "At the present time, I do not believe it prudent to reveal my intentions. You have my word that I mean you no harm and have only the most honorable of reasons for helping you."
I scowled, "You can excuse me if I'm somewhat skeptical concerning your intentions." I said sarcastically. "The fact that you won't tell me a damn thing tells me you are untrustworthy."
Athilda narrowed her eyes and her voice had turned ice-cold, "I am afraid that you must put your trust in me for the time being. Two attempts have been made upon your life. Had I not arrived in the place of healing when I had, you would be dead."
Damn it, she was right. Without Athilda to protect me, I didn't stand a chance. "What do the police have to say about all this?" I asked.
Athilda sighed, "The police are not an issue. As a Seidskati of the Council of Seidkona, I have declared this a matter of interest for the Council."
I stared at Athilda aghast. It was unusual for the Council to interfere in 'earthly' matters. It was unprecedented for the Council to declare an event a matter of interest. Pending review by the rest of the Seidskati, it would give Athilda the power to call off the police and investigate the matter with the backing and resources of the Council.
"Norns," I muttered, "You can't seriously think the Council will take an interest in a couple of death attempts against a man do you? It would be another thing if I were a woman and a member of the Council."
Athilda's expression shifted to one of amusement, "That will not be an issue much longer, as I'm sure you have surmised."
I bowed my head, "So it's true then," I said, "I'm going to change into…" for a long moment I was unable to make myself say the words, "one of you." I said finally.
Athilda nodded and I shook my head tiredly, "It wasn't your choice to make," I said angrily. "You should have let me decide."
Athilda pursed her lips, "You are right, child," she said, "I should have, but the attack from the assassin had left your body weak, and I was afraid you would not awake in time to seek your permission."
I shook my head, "My whole life I've resented the Spellbinders," I said quietly. "Now I find that I'm about to become one. I don't know that I can live with that."
Athilda pursed her lips, "A Spellbinder's power can be used for good just as it can be for harm. It is your choice what kind of Spellbinder you will be."
There were several moments of awkward silence before I finally spoke, "Maybe I could do some good as a Spellbinder if I live long enough," I said. "I've nearly died twice already. Whoever sent that assassin to attack me isn't likely to give up."
Athilda stood up and looked down upon me, "As long as I am alive you will never fall victim to an assassin. I intend to bring light to the darkness and find those responsible. Now come, child. You are still very weak. You need to rest." she said holding her hand extended toward me.
I looked up at my ancestor angrily, ready to refuse her, but realized that she was right. Reluctantly, I took her hand, stood and began to follow her back into the house
Shortly after having returned me to the room I had awoken in, Athilda left me alone with my mother. Mother still acted pretty upset about our earlier confrontation. I didn't want to talk about it and Mother knew better than to try to speak with me when I was this upset. We sat there in awkward silence for the better part of an hour. It took an outside disruption to finally break the silence.
The door swung open and Athilda appeared in the doorway followed by a rather attractive red-haired woman dressed in professional attire who looked to be in her late twenties. "Mr. Steenburg," the woman said, "I'm detective Dahlstrom with the New Copenhagen police department. I'm here to speak to you regarding the recent attempts on your life."
My eyebrows shot up in surprise, "I thought the police weren't going to be involved." I said giving Athilda a pointed look.
Athilda shook her head, "It appears the council wishes the police to remain involved."
Detective Dahlstrom smiled, "Shall we get started?"
Mom and Athilda shuffled out of the room and I was left alone with the detective. I'll just give a short recap. The detective asked for a description of the events, and anything unusual I might remember. I told her everything I could remember. I was a bit hesitant at first, but the detective revealed she already knew I could use magic. She asked me a bunch of questions regarding the suspect I answered as best I could and I provided a description.
I could sense the interview was almost over when the detective said something I hadn't expected, "I don't know what you've gotten yourself into, but I'd tread softly were I you. This is much more than it seems on the surface."
I shook me head in confusion, "What do you mean?"
She sighed, "Look I probably shouldn't even tell you this. But the body of the woman that attacked you has gone missing, as well as nearly all the evidence related to this case. Whoever those two women were, someone very powerful doesn't want us to know their identities."
"Shit," I muttered, "What about the man I saved?"
The detective shook her head dejectedly, "He's disappeared as well. I have reason to believe he was involved with a radical masculinist group known as the Sons of Odin. Does that mean anything to you?"
I shook my head, "Sorry, no."
Detective Dahlstrom seemed suddenly very tired, "Well, Mr. Steenburg I think that just about wraps everything up. Here's my card; please call me if you can think of anything that might be helpful."
I promised to call should I think of anything. Then the detective departed and shortly thereafter my mother returned. It wasn't long after the detective had left that I started feeling dizzy and was forced to lie down. Mother helped me into bed and sat down beside me. "The magic is surfacing again," she said with a sad smile, "It won't be long before we see more changes."
My stomach felt as if it had been set afire, "Goddesses," I screamed, "Eir preserve."
Over the next several hours, intense pain spread through my entire body, so much so that if I even so much as moved a finger it sent a stab throughout my entire body. I closed my eyes and gritted my teeth again the agony, and waited for it to go away. It didn't subside, at least not for a long while. I could literally feel my skin shift, and my bones crunch and I wanted to cry out but had I done so, it would have only aggravated my pain. So I lay there and let the searing hot agony course across my body without letting out so much as a peep and without any movement whatsoever.
My throat and face burned for quite a while. So did my chest and hips. The pain continued to sear through my body for what felt like hours, and then I felt a sudden sharp pain within my testicles and the pain faded and was finally gone.
Weakly, I turned my head and looked to my mother who gave me a look that managed to convey both sympathy and worry in the same glance. I tried to lift my legs to get out of bed, but I discovered that my legs just didn't want to move nor did my arms for that matter. "I-I can't move," I said my voice coming out with a pronounced crack as if I were undergoing puberty again.
Mother smiled, that damn infuriating smile of hers that she used whenever she was worried, "Athilda said something like this might happen.”
I grunted angrily, "She damn well didn't tell me!"
Mother sighed warily, "I have a feeling there is much Athilda hasn't told either of us."
I licked my lips, "Can you get a mirror or something? I'd like to see what I look like now."
Mom cocked her eyebrows, "I can do you one better."
When I caught that look from my mother, I knew almost immediately what she intended, but before I could let out any sort of protests it was already too late. She lifted her hands and called upon her magical energy and sent a great gust of wind right at me. I half expect to get smacked against the wall behind me, but instead I felt myself being gently lifted from the bed. Although, Mom was an Enchantress, she was insanely powerful when it came to wind magic. Unfortunately, wind magic was notoriously difficult to control. She must have been practicing. Slowly, I drifted towards the mirror on the other side of the room. Once I was sufficiently close, Mom twisted her hands and righted me so that I hovered in the air fully erect in front of the mirror.
The first thing I noticed, were the two small breasts that were poking out from inside my shirt. They were small, but there was no denying what they were. Breasts! I had breasts!. I lingered over the sight of them for a moment, and then continued my examination. I had shrunk considerably, and guessed I now measured closer to five-nine rather than my usual six-two. It was hard to tell from the baggy pants that just barely clung to me, but I appeared to have the faintest outline of feminine hips. My shoulders had narrowed considerably, and my arms hands and wrists were much thinner.
Finally, I looked at my face, but I wasn't really sure I could call it my face anymore. My jaw had softened considerably, my nose was much smaller and I looked even younger than I had before. Despite the changes, I still looked predominately male though just barely, my eyes had shifted from steel-blue to a very soft green; I had grown nearly eight inches worth of hair that was now dark auburn like my mother's, rather than my usual brown.
"Shit," I said my voice cracking as it had before, "Mom could you maybe remove my clothes, and I don't know; turn your back or something?"
Mother raised her hands and with sent a burst of wind at me which tore the clothes off me. I looked at my now naked body in the mirror and confirmed that I had breasts and my hips were indeed somewhat feminine. I noted that my testicles were missing, but I still had a penis, though it was significantly smaller than it had been before. I had a sneaking suspicion concerning what had happened to my scrotum, but there was no way for me to confirm it without having someone else look at it.
I know it might have seemed silly to some people, but I felt funny having my mother looking at my private bits. (I was a grown man for goodness' sake!) Nevertheless, the need to know overrode my embarrassment. "Mom, I need you to look at me and tell me something."
Mom turned to me and I could see that faint lines of strain had begun to form around her eyes. I knew next to nothing about magic, but I did know that often times the more delicate workings of magic was often more difficult to use and created more strain upon the user than one might think. Wind magic by its very nature was wild and unpredictable. Using it to lift someone gently up and hold them in the air went against its chaotic essence and could conceivably create an incredible strain on the user. Mother closed her eyes wearily, "Let me set you down."
Mother rotated me back onto my back and I slowly drifted back to the bed and landed softly atop it. "Impressive," a voice said from the doorway.
It was Athilda, "Few Spellbinders are capable of such control, let alone an Enchantress. You have a remarkable talent for Wind magic."
"Th-thank you, Revered Ancestor," Mom said nervously.
"Well, it appears our young Thurston has undergone some more changes," Athilda said.
"You think?" I said sarcastically. "It would have been nice to know that this would paralyze me.
Briefly, grim amusement flashed across Athilda's face, "Worry not, your paralysis is only temporary."
I grimaced, "Well gee, that's such a relief." I said sarcastically, "Mom could you please take a look between my legs and tell me what you see. I'd really like to get this over with."
Mother sighed warily as she grabbed hold of my legs and pulled them apart. She gently pushed my limp penis out of the way and gasped, "That's weird," said quietly, "You have something resembling a vulva, but it's not quite fully formed. "
I sighed warily, "Damn, just as I suspected." I said quietly, "Do you think you could cover me up now?"
Mother shook her head warily and lifted her hands to call upon the magic, but before she could do so Athilda stepped forward, and a gust of wind pulled me up off the bed again, swept the bedding from atop the bed then placed me gently back down before placing the bedding on top of me.
Mother looked to the ancient woman thankfully, "I thought you said that most Spellbinders don't have much control over wind magic."
Athilda looked at my mother with both amusement and irritation evident upon her face, "Most do not. I do." Then the Spellbinder turned her back and left the room.
I remained paralyzed for over three days before the next round of changes took place. It was one of the most excruciatingly unbearable three days of my life. I can't say I fully understand the sort of despair a quadriplegic must endure after finding out they are paralyzed for life, but for those three days I came as close as I could without ever becoming a quadriplegic myself. The only thing that kept me going was the knowledge that I would soon regain use of my limbs. Of course, that was little consolation considering that regaining use of my limbs also meant I would have to deal with having a female body.
It was very early in the morning, on Sunnudag, when I awoke and felt the pain begin to spread throughout my body again. The pain was just as excruciating as my previous transformation and I gritted my teeth in silent agony. Just as before, the pain lasted several hours and ended with an intense pain in my crotch. I lay there in bed a moment and attempted to move my arm in front of my face. Much to my relief, my arm responded to my summons, but it took a great deal more effort than it normally would have and my muscles felt oddly tight.
I wiggled my toes and then my legs and received similar results. I slid to the side of the bed and tested my feet on the ground. My legs felt a little weak, but I thought I'd be able to make it across the room. So I slid the rest of the way off the bed and nearly fell on my ass. It was only by bracing myself against the bed that I managed to stay on my feet. Stubbornly, I moved away from the bed and half-walked, half-crawled to the opposite wall. Using the wall as leverage, I hit the button on the wall to turn the light on, and then I made my way to the mirror that was across from the foot of my bed.
My age had further regressed and I now looked to be in my early twenties. I looked to be roughly five-foot-seven and was actually somewhat pretty, but a slightly squared jaw kept me from being truly beautiful and gave me a slightly masculine appearance. My dark auburn hair was now close to sixteen-inches long and granted me a wild and unkempt appearance due to its lack of styling. All in all, it was odd realizing that the girl in the mirror was me.
I moved my hands up to the collar of the pajama shirt I was wearing and unbuttoned it, a task made more difficult by my weakened state. Once done, I wiggled out of my shirt then I worked my way out of my pants. I nearly fell over a few times while I undressed, but was just barely able to maintain my balance. Once, undressed I looked at my naked body and noted the changes. My breasts were now much larger and my hips had widened considerably, but both were still on the small side. All that remained of my penis was the head which just barely poked out from the skin. I have never actually seen my vulva, but based on my mother's description I think that it was considerably more developed than it had been before.
I stared at my reflection for a few more moments, then slowly put my pajamas back on. Once finished, I realized I really had to take a leak. I opened the door to 'my' room and looked down the hall. I was fairly sure one of the rooms down the hall had to be a bathroom, but I had no idea which one. Most of the time I had spent in Athilda's estate I had either been bedridden or unconscious. While paralyzed I had been forced to either use a bedpan (with Mom's assistance much to my annoyance), or wet the bed.
I staggered down the hall and tested several doors before I found the bathroom. Like the rest of Athilda's estate the bathroom was huge and extravagant. I hobbled over to the toilet and with a grunt of effort flipped the lid open. I pulled my pants down and looked down at my shrunken penis, and realized that it would be next to impossible to aim. I leaned over the toilet and positioned my hips so that my tiny penis aimed straight down into the toilet then I let loose. Nothing happened. I let in a deep breath and pushed harder. A small stream of urine escaped my penis, and then stopped. Try as I might I couldn't urinate any faster. So I stood there for nearly ten minutes and urinated in brief bursts of yellow pee.
I nearly collapsed as I staggered over to the sink to wash my hands, which spoke volumes for how exhausted I had become. I made my way from the bathroom and nearly made it back to the room before finally crumpling to the floor in front of the door.
I woke to the sound of hushed voices. I opened my eyes and found that once again, I was lying in bed in the same room as before. "Damn," I muttered under my breath; noticing that my voice now sounded entirely female.
Athilda was the first to speak, "Are you a fool, child?" she said angrily.
"Apparently," I replied irritably. "How long have I been out?" I said changing the subject.
Mom grimaced, "We found you at around six this morning. It's almost four now."
"Damn," I muttered again, "I wish these changes would just finish already. I hate this damn waiting."
Athilda sighed, "You do not have long to wait, child. The final changes will soon come upon you."
I scowled up at her, "Then why the Hel did it take so long for these latest changes?"
Athilda returned my scowl with an angry glare, "Your body was not yet ready for the changes. Had you undergone them sooner it would have been your death, child."
"Death or breasts," I grumbled irritably, "I don't know which is preferable."
Athilda's eyes flashed with irritation, but instead of responding to my comment she merely said, "Rest, child." Then she turned to Mother. "See that she does not leave the bed." Without another word Athilda left the room.
"Damn it," I grumbled, "I haven't finished changing and she's already using female pronouns."
Mom didn't say anything; she merely looked at me and started giggling.
I think I really tested my mother's patience the rest of the day and the following morning. I knew that I was weak, but felt that I should be allowed to at least get out of bed to use the bathroom. My mother didn't agree. Because of my shrunken penis I was unable to use the bedpan facing upward so I had to turn around and pee straight into the cavity of the bedpan. Thankfully, I was able to convince my mother that I didn't need assistance to use the damn thing. I wasn't entirely pleasant to be around and I took most of my frustration and anger out on my mother. I don't know how late it was when I finally drifted off to sleep, but I doubt it was much later than ten.
Well, I'm just about caught up. It's now Manadag and I only went through my final changes a few hours ago. I must have been exhausted because I didn't wake until late morning. My mother was sitting beside my bed reading a magazine. When I asked her for the time, she told me it was almost ten. She stepped outside the room for a few minutes and returned saying that breakfast was being sent up. After breakfast mom, handed me some of my belongings out of a large black bag in the corner. Among the items she gave me, I found my journal and a number of books. She explained that she had gone to my apartment to retrieve some of my belongings.
It was shortly after noon when I felt the first burst of pain sear across my body. It wasn't long before my entire body felt as if it were on fire. As before, I close my eyes and gritted my teeth against the pain. Several hours later, the pain faded as it had before with a sharp pain in my groin.
With a sigh of relief, I opened my eyes and sat up. I felt a little weak, but the effort was much easier than it had been before. The oddly tight feeling that had accompanied every movement was gone. I slid off the side of the bed, and noted for the first time that mother was absent from the room. I walked over to mirror and was stunned by the girl I saw in the mirror. She was nothing short of breathtaking.
When I say breathtaking, I don't mean the girl in the mirror was hot or sexy. I mean I'm beautiful in a way that gowabeyond sex appeal. The image in the mirror was what I imagine what the Light Elves must look like. My jaw dropped, and I simply stood there transfixed by my own reflection. My face had lost all its hard edges and was now a soft oval shape. My hair had grown another eight inches or so and was now roughly two-feet long. I was even shorter than before, though only by a few inches or so. I looked to be in my late teens and had the kind of figure that most women would kill for. I brought my hand up to touch my cheek, my skin felt so smooth and soft against my fingertips. Of course, the skin on my now long and delicate fingers was just as soft.
When I was finally able to peel my eyes away from my reflection; I slowly stripped out of my clothes and looked upon my completely female body. My breasts had grown quite a lot since my last set of changes and they seemed massive, but as I looked at my reflection I realized they were not nearly as huge as they felt, and they complemented my hourglass figure perfectly. There was no trace of my penis and my vulva now looked complete and fully formed.
"Thor?" a voice said from the doorway.
I swirled around to gaze upon my mother and Athilda. "By Freya," Mother said with a gasp, "You're beautiful."
I didn't immediately reply. I looked to Athilda and was caught off guard by her reaction. The ancient woman simply stared at me aghast, almost as if she had seen a ghost. Mom must have seen something in my eyes because she turned back to look upon our ancestor. We all stood there staring at one another, until Athilda finally broke the silence.
"A ghost made flesh," she whispered and move to stand before me, "As if she had not been dead these last four-hundred years."
I looked up at the ancient woman and spoke, "Who?"
Athilda eyes hardened and all trace of shock disappeared from her face, "Worry not upon it, child." she said angrily, and turned to leave.
Before she made it very far, I grabbed hold of one her wrists and spoke, "Athilda." I said with gritted teeth, "Who?"
My ancestor broke my hold on her wrist then whirled on me and brought her hands up almost as if she intended to attack. Shocked by her sudden movement, I took a few steps back, stumbled and fell on my ass. I brought my hands up to protect my face and waited for Athilda's attack. It never came. I realized suddenly my hands were shaking. Slowly, I lowered them and folded them across my chest in an attempt to stay their trembling.
I looked up to Athilda and noted that much of the anger that had marked Athilda's face had faded, "My daughter. You resemble my daughter," she said quietly then turned her back, and left the room.
Eirdag 20. Harpa
Compared to the events of the last week, today was relatively calm. Though that's not to say it was uneventful. Mom and I had been left alone to fend for ourselves after my confrontation with Athilda. My body is still very foreign and I can't even move or sit without being reminded of my new proportions. The clothes I am wearing, a thin white blouse that does little to conceal my breasts and a pair of slacks, are ill-fitting and uncomfortable, hough I'm not sure I could have been comfortable even I were wearing clothes that fit. I guess I can take comfort from the fact that I am finally through with the changes. Around noon, I was alone in the garden when I heard a scuffling sound and found Athilda standing nearby.
"Thurston," she said closing the distance between us and came to sit on the bench beside me, "There are some matters upon which we need to speak."
I folded my arms across my chest, "Gosh, you really think so?" I said sarcastically.
Irritation flashed across her face, but was soon replaced by a rather stoic expression, "The Seidskati has issued a summons concerning my declaration of interest. We shall meet a week hence."
I shook my head, "What does that got to do with me?"
Athilda's eyes flashed with irritation, "Everything, child. Twice, you have nearly died by the hands of an assassin. The knife that the second assassin used had runes etched upon the blade and hilt. Only a Spellbinder of great power could have placed those runes upon it."
I grimaced, "So, you think both incidences are linked?"
Athilda spoke coolly, "In all likelihood."
"Shit," I muttered.
Athilda grimaced, "Such language does not befit a future member of the council."
I grunted angrily, "What makes you think I want to become a member of the council? I didn't ask for any of this."
"It is not a choice for you to make, child." Athilda raged, "It is too dangerous for a Spellbinder to be unlearned in the Ways of the Seidh. If you do not learn how to use your abilities you could inadvertently cause great harm to others or even level whole cities."
"What if I refuse?" I glared back at her.
Athilda sighed warily, "Refusal is not unprecedented, but it has never ended favorably for the initiate. We have important matters to discuss, child. You waste our time debating that which need not be debated."
I shook my head stubbornly, "Like what?"
Athilda's irritation flashed across her face, "Assuming that you do not refuse initiation, and find yourself brought before the council against your will, you need to groom and dress yourself in preparation to appear before the Seidskati."
I looked at Athilda flatly, "In other words you want me to get a haircut and some clothes." I said with a sigh, "I won't lie to you, this hair is driving me nuts, and it might be nice to have some clothing that actually fits."
Athilda smiled, it was the first time I had ever seen her do so, "Very well," she spoke, "It is much too dangerous for you to leave the estates. I shall have the necessary laborers brought to you." Then once more turned her back and walked away.
"Damn," I said to no one in particular. I still can't escape the feeling that I had sold my soul for a haircut and a couple of sets of clothes.
Much later, I scowled up at the woman as she finished up my haircut. Athilda had steadfastly refused to let me get my hair cut any shorter than its current length. The hairstylist had of course sided with Athilda and I was stuck with the damned long hair. My hair is now only a few inches shorter than it had been, and that's due mostly to its previously jagged ends. The hairstylist finished up and produced a mirror for me to look at my reflection.
I reluctantly have to admit my hair looks infinitely better with the styling. Very little hair has been trimmed from my face, but with the use of various hair products my wild hair had been tamed and made to look wavy with a styling wand augmented by the hair stylist’s innate magical abilities. To finish it off my hair was parted to either side of my face out of the way of my eyes. The new hairstyle suits my face perfectly and it serves to further enhance my already beautiful features.
Athilda paid the hairstylist an extortionate price then ushered her out the door and it was on to the seamstress. I stripped out of my clothes and was completely naked since I didn't have any undergarments. The seamstress took my measurements, even going so far as to measure my feet. Then she too was paid a large sum then ushered out of the room and presumably out of the house.
Once everything was completed I dressed myself and attempted once again to get answers from my ancestor. "Athilda," I said quietly, "Assuming I go before the Seidskati. Am I to tell them that I used to be a man?"
The elderly woman looked upon me with an appraising look, "Of course, child. It would be foolish to endeavor to deceive the council. There are those who could detect your lie with no more effort than it takes to breathe."
"So what? I tell them I was a man and they'll welcome me with open arms?" I replied.
Athilda shook her head, "Nay, child. They will debate and argue as they do in all things then they will vote upon it. "
I swallowed hard, "And if they vote against me?"
"I know not," Athilda replied, "Such a matter has never been presented before the Seidskati."
"Well, that's reassuring," I muttered sarcastically.
Athilda looked down at me, amusement evident upon her face, "Worry not, child. No harm shall come to you so long as there is a breath left in my body."
I opened my mouth to say some sarcastic remark, but realized that Athilda was being sincere, "Thanks," I said quietly, "That really is reassuring."
There was a moment of awkward silence. Then much to my annoyance, Athilda turned her back and walked away.
"Wait, Athilda!" I called after her, but my ancestor didn't so much as glance back at me. "Damn," I muttered, "That woman has got to be the most infuriating person I have ever met."
Today, I met Athilda's assistant and I'm still having a hard time getting her out of my thoughts. She first made her presence known with a light tap on the door. I knew almost immediate that it was not Athilda or my mother. Neither would bother knocking. A small voice inside of me warned that the person on the other side of the door might wish to harm me, but common sense overrode my concerns. I was in the home of one of the most powerful Spellbinders in the world, it was doubtful that anyone could intrude upon Athilda's domain. "Come in," I said finally.
An extremely attractive blonde woman, a few inches taller than me stepped inside the room. She smiled hesitantly and held a bag out to me. "Hi," she said cautiously, "Athilda said to bring these up here. I guess they're for you."
I took the bag and opened it, inside there were several brassieres and panties. "Um… thanks," I said blushing a bit.
The woman smiled sweetly, "I’m Penelope, by the way. I'm Athilda's assistant."
I was a bit hesitant to reveal my true identity to this person. So I racked my brain as I tried to think of a female name for myself. Ari-" I started to say then stopped myself thinking better of it, "Aryanna" I said finally, "I guess Athilda's told you all about me."
Penelope sighed, "Not really, she doesn't really tell me much of anything. Mostly I just file things and take messages."
I grimaced, "That I can understand. My ancestor isn't the most talkative of people."
Penelope smiled, "Oh, so you're a descendant. You know you look kind of familiar…" she trailed off with a thoughtful expression on her face. "By the Norns!" she said suddenly, "The painting!"
I bit my lip, "What painting?"
Instead of answering me she grabbed hold of my hand and dragged me out of the room, through a hallway, down a flight of stairs and did not halt despite my many protests. Finally we stopped in another long hallway lined with row after row of portraits. "See," Penelope said, indicating a portrait near the very end of the hall.
I drew in a breath as I looked upon the face in the picture. The girl in the portrait could have been my twin. There was only one major difference that was readily apparent, the woman in the portrait had black hair whereas my new female body had auburn hair.
"No wonder Athilda was so taken aback when she first saw me," I muttered. "Do you know what her name was?" I asked Penelope.
Athilda's assistance shook her head, "No, all the other painting have nameplates. This one doesn't."
"She was Athilda's daughter." I said quietly, "Something happened between them that Athilda doesn't want anyone to know about."
"She looks sad," Penelope said quietly.
"Yes," I replied thoughtfully, "Yes, she does."
We eventually made our way back to 'my' room. I wanted to try on my new undergarments, but when I asked Penelope to step out of the room so I could have some privacy. She started giggling and told me I didn't have anything she "hadn't seen before." Penelope began unbuttoning my blouse despite my protestations and within a few moments she had me completely naked.
Penelope bit her lip and stared at my chest, "Oh," she said, "I think I know why you were so shy about undressing in front of me."
I looked down at my chest and realized just what she meant, "Oh, Norns," I said, "I'm sorry. It's just that the last time I was undressed by a woman. We…" I said trailing off, "well, I'm sure you know what I mean."
Penelope smiled mischievously, "It's okay, the last time I undressed a woman we had sex too."
My jaw dropped and Penelope started to laugh, "You're too cute." she said. "I'm sure Athilda's wondering where I am by now. I'll leave you to dress alone."
"I hope to see you again soon." she said then she drew close to me and kissed me on the lips. I was so taken aback that I simply stood there staring after her naked as the day I was born.
Vordag 21. Harpa
Today, a full dozen sets of clothes arrived inside four bags. The first contained various undergarments and sleep wear; the second contained various sets of shoes and a pair of slippers; the remaining two contained various skirts dresses and assorted outfits. Apparently, the seamstress had a shoemaker on staff, which probably explained why she had measured my feet. All of the clothes were of an extremely feminine variety, which was too be expected since pants and many of the type of clothes favored by men were out of style for women. Groaning inwardly I selected a skirt, a matching blouse, a pair of shoes and the appropriate undergarments and made my way to the bathroom to take a shower.
I had been avoiding the shower since I had completed my transformation two days prior, but I was starting to smell rather ripe and I didn't think I could bear waiting much longer. With only a moment's hesitation I removed my clothes and slipped into the shower. I adjusted the slider for the heat control then pressed the switch and warm water came pouring down from the shower head set into the ceiling.
For a brief moment I was able to forget about my worries as the soothing warm water poured down over my body, but the water splashing against my breasts felt very odd and proved to be too strong a reminder of just how foreign my body now was. With a sigh, I reached up and grabbed a bottle of body wash that was hanging from a hook on the ceiling and began to soap up my chest. Eager to get out of the shower, I hurriedly soaped up the rest of my body and was almost finished when I reached my vulva.
I pursed my lips, and looked down. I was about to squirt more soap into my hands, but curiosity got the better of me. Setting the bottle aside, I began to feel around my vulva with my hands. It felt rather sensitive, and I felt a slight tingling of pleasure as my finger passed across its surface. My thoughts turned to Penelope and the kiss we had shared and I could feel my nipples harden. She was beautiful and I hadn't been able to get her out of my head since we'd met, the day before. I continued to massage my vulva, and my finger traced over my orifice and finally I put my finger inside and felt tingles of orgasmic pleasure run up my spine.
I gasped and experimentally stuck my finger inside my vagina again. This time the sensation was much more pleasurable and my thoughts of Penelope became much more provocative, and I imagined myself making love to her, first as a man then as a woman. I started cumming and I continued to masturbate in the shower for what seemed liked hours.
"Thor," a voice said from the other side of the shower curtain, "Are you alright? You've been in here a while."
All thoughts of Penelope flew out of my head like a great gush of wind as I replied to my mother, "Yeah, Mom. I'm fine."
The shower curtain flew open and my mother looked down to my private area and gasped. I quickly extricated my finger from inside my vulva and grunted, "Mom, I'm a grown ma-," I said then caught myself, "woman." I said testing out the sound of the word, "Is it too much to ask for a little privacy when I take a shower?"
"Thor, you've been in the shower for over an hour. I thought something might be wrong." she said, "I didn't expect to find you playing with yourself," she said a bit of smile touching her lips.
"Mom!" I protested.
"It's alright dear," she said, "We all do it."
I shuddered and threw the curtain closed again, "Too much information." I grumbled.
Mom laughed. Goddesses my mother could be so evil, "I'll be outside. When you're out of the shower, I think you and I need to have a talk."
"Mom," I grumbled, "Dad and I had the sex talk a long time ago."
Mom started giggling again, "I hadn't intended to talk about sex. We need to talk about your hygiene, your new body has a few more…" she paused as if to think, then said, "requirements than your old one."
"Just great," I mumbled sarcastically, "Give me a few minutes."
I soaped between my legs again, and then I washed my hair which took forever since there was so damn much of it. Once I completed rinsing out my hair, I shut the shower off and grabbed a fresh towel in the stack beside the shower. I dried myself off, then wrapped the towel over my chest, and opened the door to find my mother waiting outside.
"Let's talk," I said motioning for my mother to come inside.
I won't recount the details, but it was probably one of the strangest conversations I'd ever had with my mother. My mind was still having trouble accepting my female body, and the conversation with mother was oddly disturbing to my tattered male ego. When we finished our discussion (which included a demonstration on proper hair care) Mother was gracious enough to dry my hair using wind magic, a smattering of fire magic and strangely enough earth magic. Since, I'm stuck with this damnable long hair; it might be good for me to learn that particular trick.
Mother and I parted ways and I was finally able to dress myself. The bra came first (which was a lot more difficult to put on that I would have thought), then the panties, next I slipped on the plain black skirt and finally I pulled on the white blouse. The clothes are the first I have worn in over a week that actually fit. They also happen to be a constant reminder of my new femininity. Especially the skirt, which feels almost as if I'm not wearing anything at all.
Of course, that proved to be the least of my worries. Athilda has taken it upon herself to tutor me in the ways of woman, or more specifically the ways of a woman of the council. I spent all day learning how to behave before the council and what sort of things to say or not to say. Athilda behaved as if I had already agreed to appear before the council. I didn't do anything to contradict her, but I had yet to come to a decision on the subject. I thought it better to keep my options open. If Athilda knew I was still undecided she might take action to ensure my compliance.
Penelope appeared halfway into my 'lesson' to ask Athilda some inane question concerning business matters. Initially, Penelope didn't seem to notice me, but our eyes met and she winked at me. She finished up her discussion with Athilda. "Aryanna," she said smiling, "It's nice to see you again."
I briefly cast my gaze toward my ancestor to gauge her reaction. Athilda's eyebrows rose ever so slightly, but she gave no other indication that she found Penelope's comment surprising. I turned back to Penelope and smiled nervously, "Nice to see you as well," I managed, "Thank you for your help."
There was a mischievous twinkle in Penelope's eyes as she spoke, "Oh, believe me it was my pleasure."
The encounter with Penelope was over almost as soon as it had began, we soon exchange polite goodbyes and I soon found myself under Athilda's inquiring gaze, "What?" I asked as if nothing were amiss.
"Aryanna?" my ancestor asked.
I folded my arms across my chest defensively, "I wasn't sure she could be trusted," I muttered, "So I gave her a fake name."
Athilda gave me another one of those appraising looks and smiled, "A wise choice, child. Penelope is an able assistant, but there is much I have not made her privy to."
Neither one of us said much more concerning the matter and I thought the matter forgotten as I continued my lesson with Athilda. I couldn't have been more wrong. As we finished up the lesson, Athilda mentioned that we would continue the next day. Then we parted ways and I was left to my own devices.
I met the maid today, which wouldn't otherwise be very noteworthy. I mean all these super-rich Spellbinder's have maids. It was the fact that the maid called me 'Lady Aryanna' that set the event firmly in my mind. Initially, I thought it had been Penelope that had told the maid about me, but it proved to be Athilda who had done so. Apparently she told the maid that I would be staying indefinitely and that I would require her services.
I suppose I should have expected this from Athilda. Damn, that woman pisses me off. To top things off, Mom has started calling me Aryanna as well. Damn it, can't I hold on to at least a small part of my masculinity?
Laurdag 24. Harpa
My journal is missing. I've resorting to writing everything in a spiral notebook until I can find it. The maid was in here earlier I wonder if she saw it. I'll ask her the next time I see her.
Oh, Goddesses! I can't get Penelope out my head. She's absolutely amazing. Before she started work for Athilda she came and visited me. We kissed and I could hardly keep my hands off her. I've never been so strongly attracted to anyone in my life.
I've had a hard time concentrating all day. My lessons with Athilda went horribly. She looked as if she wanted to strangle me. She finally gave up trying to teach me for the day.
Damn, I'm so horny. I wonder if something is wrong with me. This can't be normal. I've been playing with myself almost all day. I can't believe how good it feels to masturbate as a woman.
Vordag 28. Harpa
Holy shit, I'm lucky to be alive.
Yesterday, Mother and I left Athilda's estates to appear before the Seidskati. (I still can't believe I caved in to Athilda) Athilda claimed that she would meet us there and I really didn't think much on it. We rode in one of those old wind cars I've only ever heard about and never seen. It requires that the driver channel wind magic in order to power the vehicle. I heard that some wind mages back in the day managed to make small fortunes by busing people around in the things. Mother drove and her formidable skills with wind magic proved to be more than adequate to the task.
About ten minutes after we left, everything went wrong. The car came to a sudden screeching halt. "Was that you?" I said turning to look my mother in the eyes.
Mother shook her head, "No, it's like we slammed into a brick wall."
"Damn it," I swore,” I have a bad feeling about this."
Mother cursed, "Norns preserve us."
I tried to open the door, but it wouldn't so much as budge. The roof of the car peeled back and the most terrifying creature I had ever seen appeared in the opening. It was vaguely man-shaped, but that was where the resemblance ended. Its skin was pitch-black, it had razor-sharp teeth that protruded about an inch from its mouth, its eyes glowed-red with malice and did I mention the smell? I have never smelled anything so foul in my entire life. Image the stench of rotten meat and magnify that by about a hundred and you might come close.
The creature lunged for me but it stopped midair then suddenly went flying backwards out of the car and into a nearby building, collapsing a wall in the process. I turned to look at Mother, "Thanks."
Mom shook her head, "That wasn't me." she muttered.
"No," a nearby voice said. "It was me."
My heart nearly jumped out of my chest when I heard the voice. Fortunately, it turned out to be Athilda who seemed to materialize in the seat beside me a moment later. I learned later that she had been there the whole time.
With a flicker of her hands all the doors in the car suddenly swung open. "Hurry," she said, "We haven't much time. More will soon be upon us."
"What the Hel was that thing?" I asked as we scrambled out of the car.
Athilda shook her head, "A Dokká¡lfur," she said, "Speak later."
I nodded and started running. Mother and Athilda were close on my tail. We ran for nearly two city blocks, before the dark elves caught up to us from behind.
"Brigit," Athilda called, "Get Aryanna away now."
"I can't," mother called back; "Something is preventing me from casting a travel spell."
Athilda gritted her teeth, "Then run, child."
"No way," I said cutting in, "We'll stand and fight beside you."
"Run, child," Athilda commanded, "You are not ready to repel such an onslaught."
Mother and I still hesitated.
"Go," Athilda commanded and turned to face the horde of beastly dark elves.
As much as I hated to admit it Athilda was right. Running went against all my instincts, but to butcher an old phrase common sense proved to be the better part of valor. If I stayed I'd prove to be a distraction to Athilda. Yes, I had tremendous power, but I'd yet to consciously control that power. Each time I've used my power, it had been done out of mindless desperation. I might be able to defend myself, but I doubt I could do so without harming either my mother or Athilda.
As I ran, I looked back and watched in amazement as Athilda waved her hand and dozens of Dokká¡lfur, collapsed to the ground dead. Hundreds came at her and were repelled by her Spirit-shield, and hundreds died as she unleashed earth, fire, wind and water magic against her attackers.
I was so mesmerized by Athilda's display of power that I almost didn't notice when a group of dark elves appeared right in front of me. I caught myself before I tumbled into them, but it was pretty close. The nearest dark elf smiled menacingly with a mouth of crooked and jagged teeth, and advanced upon me. My magic must have sensed that I was in danger because I could feel it beginning to surface. "Crap," I muttered, "Mom, get down now!"
Mother leapt to the ground just as a torrent of raw magical energy came gushing out of every pore in my body and collided with the creatures of darkness before me. I watched in shocked awe as the magic took on a mind of its own. It soon overwhelmed the dark elves and tore them apart leaving nothing behind as it the creatures had never been there. The magic overwhelmed each and every one of them, until there was only one left. Somehow the final Dokká¡lfur managed to avoid the same fate as its companions. My magic died down, and I fell to my knees in a near exhausted state.
The final elf let out the most horrid screeching howl I had ever heard and charged straight at me. I tried to bring my magic to bear, but nothing happened. When the creature was within a few feet of me, a white clad figure appeared out of nowhere and intercepted it.
Darkness closed in my senses and I collapsed into an exhausted heap before falling into unconsciousness.
I came awake with a start fully expecting to find a horde of Dark Vattir hunched over me ready to tear my throat out. What I found was a stark contrast to what I had feared. I lay atop a padded bench in what appeared to be a rather large foyer. I cast my eyes to either side and took stock of my situation. Mom lay sprawled unconscious on a bench similar to my own and I initially believed the room to be empty save for my mother and myself. After my eyes swept the room one more time, I noted the presence of four women, two on each end of the foyer, standing at a guard position.
Warily, I stood and walked towards my mother's bench. Quietly, I sat down beside her, and gently shook her shoulder. Mom came awake with a start and I nearly fell off the bench so surprised was I by her reaction. "Hel," mother muttered, "Aryanna don't do that." I grimaced at her use of the female name.
"What happened?" I asked, "Where are we?"
Mother yawned loudly, "We're in the dingha. As for what happened it might be better if you tell me what you remember."
I briefly told mom what I remembered and from that she was able to fill me in.
"Your rescuer was a Lejosá¡lfur," mother said quietly, "After he killed that single dark elf, another Light Elf appeared, this one a woman. She joined forces with Athilda and together they obliterated the remaining Dark Elves."
"Light Elves and Dark Elves," I muttered, "This has gotten a lot bigger than I think even Athilda expected."
Mom sighed, "Goddess, no one has even seen a Dokká¡lfur in hundreds of years and we get attacked by a whole horde of them. What do you think it means?"
I shook my head, "I don't know, but I think it all has to do with that whatever I stumbled upon that night my magic awakened." I sighed then looked about suddenly aware of the absence of my ancestor, "Where is Athilda?"
"She speaks before the council," mother said.
"Without me?" I asked a touch of anger entering into my voice.
Mother shook her head and rolled her eyes, "Relax, Athilda can't have you accepted as an initiate without you actually being there."
I sighed and was about to speak when a door on the far end of the foyer swung open and a woman who looked to be in her early forties appeared. She looked right at me, scowled, and then started walking toward us. "Are you the Scion of house Le Fey who has come seeking admittance into the Order of the Seidkona?" she asked, glaring down at me.
I stood and looked her right in the eyes, smiled with false cheer and replied, "Why yes, Spellbinder, I am."
She looked from me then back to my mother, scowled again and said, "Come this way. You stay, Enchantress."
Mother glared at the woman but stayed put as I followed her to the other side of the foyer and through the door which she had exited. I found myself within a large circular room with Athilda standing in the center looking up. A raised platform circled the entire room and seated around the platform were about twenty robed women. "The Seidskati," I muttered feeling suddenly very uncomfortable as the door swung shut behind me. I briefly looked back and noted two figures standing near the doorway.
Athilda's eye suddenly met my own and I walked across the room to stand beside her. I looked up at all the women and was startled by the relative youth of some of the Seidskati members. A full dozen of the women looked to be middle-aged, one woman looked like she could have been in her late thirties or early forties; the rest looked to be roughly Athilda's age and perhaps a bit younger. Of course, they were all Spellbinders, so they had to be centuries old.
"Young one,” an elderly woman said, "Do you seek admittance into the Council of the Seidkona?"
I look defiantly up at the woman, "If you're asking if I want to be a Spellbinder then my answer is yes."
"The circumstances of your awakening are most… unusual. Your induction must be discussed." she said, frowning down at me.
"Why?" I retorted back angrily, "Is it because I was born a man?"
The woman frowned down at me, "Silence child. I have no patience for such irrelevance."
I glared back at the woman, but didn't reply. "Are you a fool?" Athilda whispered furiously.
I said nothing, merely glared at my ancestor angrily.
"Such defiance," a woman said lifting the hood from her face. Norns, it was Agnes Bernauer, "Save for her hair she is the spitting image of your daughter, Athilda. Truly, Lilith would be proud to call this one her descendant."
Another Spellbinder stood and removed her hood. Holy Goddesses it was Elizabeth Bathory, "I don't know what you stand to gain by bringing this thing before us, Athilda, but I find no reason to accept this abomination into our ranks."
"Don't be a fool, Elizabeth," Athilda retorted, "To deny Aryanna admittance would be to deny our own history. One of those who helped found this order was born a man."
Elizabeth narrowed her eyes, "Lies, Athilda. Are you so desperate to force this creature upon us that you need to rewrite our history in order to do so?"
"Fool, you are barely more than half a millennium old and you dare question me? I was a child when the order was established. I have lived to see it grow from a few dozen to hundreds of thousands." Athilda said angrily.
Ol' Lizzy was seething with anger, "Who then? Sister Le Fey. Which of the founders was born a man?"
Athilda smiled sardonically, "My mother of course. Morgana Le Fey."
The entire room fell silent. Morgana Le Fey was probably the most well-known Spellbinders of all time. She had defeated some of history's most notorious villains including Ambrosius Aurelianus and Myrddin Wyllt. To claim that Morgana had been born a man was sure to give rise to heated debate and it did. The entire room erupted into chaos as nearly everyone save for me and Athilda started yelling at once.
One of the figures standing by the door joined Athilda and me in the center of the room. I gasped as she drew close. I had barely even noticed her when I had first entered the room. To tell the truth, I have no idea how I could have so casually walked by her without taking more notice. She was absolutely the most beautiful thing I had ever laid eyes on. She wasn't human, of course. She was one of the Light Elves who had come to our rescue earlier that same day. When I first saw myself in the mirror after my transformation, I had imagined that I looked like a Light Elf. There was no comparison, my beauty paled in comparison to hers.
She smiled then cast her eyes above at the bickering Spellbinders and she looked upon me and her eyes displayed a sadness that made me want to weep. "Peace," she spoke softly. Her voice was barely more than a whisper, but somehow it permeated the entire room. Everyone fell silent and all eyes turned to focus upon the Elven Lady.
"Friends," she said, "Athilda Le Fey speaks sooth. I was witness to the rebirth of Morgana Le Fey."
For a moment, the Lejosá¡lfur's proclamation was met only with silence. Elizabeth was the first to speak, "High Lady," she said angrily, "This matter does not concern the Alfur."
The Elven Lady smiled sadly, but when she spoke she sounded angry, "Fool. Seek not to contend with me. Thou art but a child in thy understanding of the Seidh. It was the Lejosá¡lfur that granted thy forebears the power of the Seidh and should we see fit we would take thy power away. Choose thy words wisely, Seidkona."
Lizzy glared angrily, but remained silent. Agnes Bernauer smiled triumphantly and spoke, "Sisters, I call for a vote upon the matter."
The whole process was long and drawn out, due mostly to the excessive pomp and protocol that the Seidskati seem to love, but when all was said and done, seventeen Spellbinders plus Athilda voted in favor of my admittance as an initiate. Only Elizabeth and two others voted against me. One of the women looked oddly familiar, but I couldn't quite place her.
As the Council disbanded and I found myself surrounded by several congratulatory senior Spellbinders. I thanked them politely then looked about to find the Elven Lady who seemed to have vanished. I spotted her as she was about to leave, and excused myself to chase after the Lejosá¡lfur.
I caught up to her, just in time. "Lady," I called after her.
The Elven woman turned to face me and smiled, "Well met, Scion of House Le Fey."
I felt my nipples harden as I locked gazed with the Fae Lady. Goddesses she was beautiful. I felt a brief urge to tear her clothes off and have sex with her there and then, but I forced such thoughts out of my mind, "High Lady, I wanted to thank you."
Irritation passed across the Elf's face and she laughed, "Thank the Matriarch of thy House. It was to her that I owed my debt." and once more she turned to leave.
"Wait," I said.
"What seekest thou, mortal?" she asked.
I don't know why it was so important, but for some reason I felt I needed to know. If only I had kept my damn mouth shut, "What's your name?"
She smiled, "To what ends wouldst thou be willing to go for such knowledge, mortal?"
I shrugged, "I guess I would owe you a favor." Okay that was stupid I admit it. What can I say? I'm used to dealing with mortal women. To be fair I've used it as a pick up line in the past with a small measure of success.
The Elven Lady was almost giddy with glee, "Very well, mortal. I accept thy terms. My name is Hervor."
My jaw dropped and I watched in stunned disbelief as the Queen of the Elves walked away followed by an Elven man dressed in white.
"That was ill-advised," Athilda said seemingly from out of nowhere. "A debt owed to the Fae is not something to be taken lightly."
I shook my head, "It's just a favor."
Athilda smiled sadly, "A favor that will come back to haunt you."
I kid you not, for the next couple of hours, Athilda simply stood and talked. Of course, it didn't help that just about every Spellbinder present just had to talk with her and me by extension. I really don't care to repeat any of the conversations, mostly because absolutely none of it appealed to me. I was like an outsider who had been given membership in an exclusive club. I didn't have anything in common with any of these people. Fortunately, most of the people seemed content to jabber away with Athilda and leave me alone after a brief exchange.
Most but not all. The one exception happened to be a woman by the name of Janice Claymore. She seemed friendly enough, but I really had no idea what to say to her. Mostly I just answered questions about my life and tried not to sound too stupid. She didn't go outright and say it, but I got the feeling her intentions had more to do with forming an alliance with House Le Fey than any real interest in me. I mostly just played stupid and did my best not to give her any definite answers.
Finally, after what seemed an eternity Athilda stated it was time to leave. I gladly followed her out of the circular room and found my mother waiting impatiently in the lobby.
"What took so long?" she asked warily.
"Athilda had to stay and chat," I said more than a little irritated.
Athilda sighed warily and gave me a irritated look in return, "I had to keep up appearance, child. Tradition is very important."
I sighed warily, "Oh boy, I'm so looking forward to future meetings."
Mother smiled, "So that means they've admitted you."
I sighed warily, "Yeah, whether or not that's a good thing remains to be seen." I grimaced then added, "Let's just get out of here."
We exited from the doors opposite the Council Room and almost immediately found ourselves bombarded with a sight far more horrible than the Dokká¡lfur from before. Reporters, almost immediately converged on us and started asking all kinds of questions. Although, Athilda seemed to be their main focus, a few reporters did seem interested in what Mother and I had to say. Fortunately, Athilda acted swiftly. She took both of our hands and called upon wind magic to whisk us back to her estates.
And that was more or less my day. I was so tired when we got back that I just collapsed in bed. I didn't even spend any time masturbating, which is saying something considering how horny I've been lately.
Freydag 29. Harpa
My face has been all over the news since it became known out that I had been accepted as an initiate before the Seidskati. Especially considering the special circumstances behind my acceptance. It's very unusual for such a matter to come before the Seidskati. Usually it was only required that three Spellbinders vote on my admittance.
Oh, and guess what? Apparently, there's a difference between an initiate and an apprentice. Although an initiate has been accepted into the Council they have yet to be accepted by a mistress. An apprentice is an initiate who has been accepted by a mistress. No big worry on that front. I know a mistress who happens to be looking for an apprentice. I bet you'll never guess who. Yep, it's Athilda. Surprised? No? Me neither. I still don't trust the woman. She has to have some ulterior motive for helping me.
Apparently, it's customary for Spellbinder accepting a new apprentice to host a big to-do, called a Naming Ceremony. In which, Athilda will name me as her apprentice and grant me the use of the Le Fey name. Why can't these people do anything small? Athilda is having a special gown made for me for the occasion and both Mother and Penelope seem to think it's going to be wonderful. I just can't wait until I'm a full blown Spellbinder and I can get out from under Athilda's wing. Maybe then I might be able to do some good with my powers and the influence that the Le Fey name will likely grant me.
Of course the people on the news were making all sorts of speculation on the subject. Some seemed to think that another descendant of House Le Fey would take me on as an apprentice. Some even speculated that Athilda herself would take me on as an apprentice. The most startling thing was the lies they were telling about my female identity. Apparently, I'm the illegitimate daughter of Thurston Steenberg. Yeah, you read that right I'm my own daughter. 'Arianna’s' mother is one Alicia Meyer.
I have to give whoever came up with my 'life' story credit. I actually did date Alicia Meyer for a little while back when I was in High School and it is entirely possible she could have had my child. Her family moved away after we'd been dating for a few months and I never saw her again. The news cast went on to say that Alicia died giving birth and that her parents put 'me' up for adoption. The rest was some gibberish about my years spent languishing in an orphanage and some crap about Athilda hunting me down when my magic started to surface.
And of course there was no mention whatsoever of the attack from the Dokká¡lfur. I guess Athilda was keeping that under wraps just as she was keeping my true identity secret. Angrily, I flicked the ancient teleprojector off, then went to find my ancestor.
I found her in her office. "The lies have to stop," I said stomping into the room.
Athilda sighed warily, "Aryanna."
"Don't call me that!" I spat, "That's not my name!"
"Thurston," she said calmly, "To what are you referring?"
I shook my head and grimaced, "Don't pretend like you don't know. It has been all over the news. All about the tragic life of Aryanna Meyer."
Athilda sighed, "What would you have me do, child? It is not as if I have a choice."
"By all the names of Freya why not?" I said, "I won't have you suppress the truth. The Spellbinders have been doing that for too long."
"It was the Seidskati's decision. I was overruled in this matter," Athilda said quietly.
I shook my head, "Athilda their story isn't going to hold up under any scrutiny. Once someone figures out that I don't have a daughter the whole thing will fall apart at the seams."
Athilda sighed, "The story will stand up to the scrutiny."
"What kind of dream land are you living in that makes you think that people won't see through that fairy tale?" I said seething with anger.
Athilda looked me in the eyes and said quite simply, "Worry not over the details. This is not the first time the Council has had to fabricate an identity."
"Fuck, you people have some nerve." I spat and walked off.
On a much more mundane note. I've figured out why I've been so sexually aroused as of late. My period started today. Weird, that's a phrase I never thought I'd ever have to say… er write. I'm by no means an expert on the subject, but apparently I've been suffering from PMS the last little while. According to Mom, PMS can start up to eleven days before my period and will last until I start menstruating. Mother mentioned I might have been easily aroused and I sort of put two and two together. She listed a bunch of other symptoms and now that I think about it I do remember having some of them. Mom says I've been moody, but I don't see it. I can't believe women go through this shit every month. Whatever, I guess I'll have to learn to live with it.
A small side note. My journal is still missing. Where in the name of Hel could it be?
Laurdag 1. Skerpla
Oh, Goddesses I can't believe it. The whole world knows I was born a man. Before I get ahead of myself let me explain what happened.
Penelope had paid me a visit when the door suddenly flew open. "Thurston," Mom said from the doorway using my real name for the first time in days. "You'll never believe what's on the news."
Penelope and I exchanged glances then followed mother through the house and into the large where Athilda kept the teleprojector. "For those of you just joining us. A rather odd bit of news has surfaced concerning the recently initiated Spellbinder by the name of Aryanna of House Le Fey." The ghostly image of a female reporter said over the teleprojector.
I felt a cold shiver creep up my spine. This couldn't be good. "According to a source close to the Billionaire Spellbinder Athilda Le Fey, the young woman, known by Athilda's household staff as Lady Aryanna, was in fact born Thurston Steenberg, a man who went missing earlier this month."
"Shit," I muttered, "How the hell did they find out?" After the words left my mouth I realized Penelope was in the room and quickly turned to gauge her reaction.
She simply stared at me a look of surprise on her face. I wanted to say something to her, but the reporter continued and my focus once more returned to the teleprojector. "…from a diary that she claims was written by Thurston himself."
"Frigg," I swore, "That's what happened to my journal."
"I think Athilda needs to see this." mother said suddenly.
"Fine," I grumbled still feeling angry with my ancestor.
"Is it true?" Penelope said after Mother left.
I bit my lips and looked her in the eyes, "Yeah, it's true."
Penelope smiled a bit awkwardly, "This certainly does explain some things."
"I wanted to tell you, but…" I started to say but was cut short by Penelope.
"Don't." She said quietly, "We barely know each other. I would have done the same were our situations reversed."
"Goddesses," I muttered, "Where have you been all my life?" I said then I kissed her passionately on the lips. We briefly broke for air then Penelope returned my kiss. Had Athilda and my mother not chosen that moment to appear I'm not sure I could have kept myself from tearing Penelope's clothes off. In retrospect, it was probably a good thing they appeared when they did.
"Holy Hel; If I didn't know better I'd swear you were pair of hormonal teenagers," mother said as she entered the room.
"It's the only time we've ever been caught kissing," I said defensively.
Mother laughed, "Oh, please. You two are about as subtle as a train wreck."
"As much as I've enjoyed this conversation," Athilda said dryly, "There are more important matters that need to be discussed."
I folded my arms across my chest, "What exactly is there to discuss? You and your Council will likely find a way to suppress the truth anyway."
Athilda’s eyes gleamed with what I could have sworn was a small flash of mischief, "The Seidskati would most likely attempt to do so, but I cannot be responsible for the actions of an initiate who has yet to be accepted by a mistress."
I looked up at Athilda shocked that my ancestor would ever make such a statement, "So what I just march on out the gates and tell the first person I see that the news stories are true?"
Athilda shook her head, "I couldn't stop you should you choose to do so. There are a number of reporters waiting outside the gates. It would be most unfortunate if you were to speak with one of them," she said with an exaggerated sigh then walked off.
Mother was strongly opposed to it, but I eventually decided that I would rather have the world know the truth than live a lie. Penelope would only say that she would support me no matter what I chose to do. So, I made my way outside started toward the outside gate. As I approached the gate, the reporters on the other side started talking all at once in a horrendous mish-mash of indistinguishable gibberish. When I finally got close enough I spoke, "I'm here to address the rumors concerning my identity."
The reporters were silent for a moment then they all started talking again. I waited several moments for silence then continued, "The allegations that I am Thurston Olaf Steenberg are all true."
The reporters went into a frenzy after my pronouncement. They asked all sorts of questions, but I ignored every one of them. When their questions died down again; I continued detailing how I had transformed covering only the transformation itself and how it was initiated and not the events surrounding them. When I finished I thanked the reporters for their time and turned to leave. They shouted after me, but I ignored them and made my way back into the house.
Manadag 3. Skerpla
My period is finally over! I feel as if storm clouds have parted above my head. Things are looking up. Of course, that could be because of what me and Penelope and I did today. I won't go into the details, but damn sex as a woman is so much better than as a man. Penelope is a wildcat in the sack. I admit I was a bit clumsy at first, but after she showed me the ropes I think I did pretty well.
On a more depressing note there's been a media frenzy over my 'bizarre behavior' at the gates of Athilda's estates the other day. Opinion varies, but the one thing just about everyone seems to agree on is that I wasn't born a man as I claimed. Most of the news stations claim I'm either mentally unstable or simply lying. The Seidskati has yet to speak on the subject, but I highly doubt they'll confirm my pronouncement. At least I know I was telling the truth.
NOTE: Due to reasons that will soon become very obvious I have very little recollection of the following events. For this reason I have included another entry from my mother's journal to help give the reader a greater grasp of the events.
Freydag 8-7
Goddesses, they have my child. I feel so helpless lying here doing nothing. I need to be doing something. It's painful to even think about it.
It all started at the Naming Ceremony which took place earlier today in a large public meeting hall that was a short way from Athilda's estates. Aryanna was wearing the most beautiful white gown that made her look like a Princess out of some Fairy Tale. Athilda and Aryanna greeted guests while Penelope and I were relegated to sit at a table and wait.
Finally, after sitting around for nearly an hour, Athilda walked into the center of the room followed closely by Aryanna. "Thurston Olaf Steenburg," my ancestor said with a faint smile. There were hushed murmurs throughout the room. Athilda placed her hand upon my son's cheek and smiled warmly, "Descendant, four generations removed, great-grandchild of my beloved daughter Lilith," There were more murmurs throughout the crowd. I think Aryanna's jaw must have fallen to the floor. Of course, mine couldn't be far off. I had no idea Athilda was my great-grandmother. I had always believed my relation to her was much more distant.
"Child, you have sought admittance into the Council and have been found worthy of the Seidkona. You show great promise. Thus have I chosen to take you on as my apprentice." she said taking hold of a large strand of my daughter's hair and holding it in front of her face. Athilda smiled, then a bright flash seemed to encompass Aryanna's face. I couldn't really tell from this far away, but I knew that the strand would have turned a metallic gray.
"By this mark the world shall know you as my apprentice." she said. "On this occasion I believe it fitting to also bestow upon you a new name. After careful deliberation, I have chosen to so name you Aryanna Morgana Le Fey. Aryanna a name of your own choosing and Morgana after the founder of our House." More muttering rippled throughout the crowd.
Athilda was silent for only a moment before she turned to the crowd and spoke, "I would like to thank you all for coming. As thanks, House Le Fey would like to invite you to stay for refreshments and live entertainment." Aryanna followed Athilda out from the center of the room to be seated at the table with Penelope and me.
"Well played, Athilda," a woman's voice said nearby. "With just a few short words you've managed to legitimize Aryanna's claims about being born a woman and named her a potential heir."
Athilda smiled, but I could tell she was irritated, "Olivia," she said, "For only having been recently accepted into the Seidskati, you seem to understand the game better than most."
Olivia smiled, "My mother was a great tutor."
"Most unfortunate, the death of your mother," Athilda replied, "You stood to gain much from her passing."
Olivia smile briefly transformed into an angry scowl, "It seems others benefited more from my mother's passing than I," she said, then stalked off.
"Norns," Aryanna said suddenly, "Why didn't I see it before?"
"Aryanna," I said, "Who is that woman?"
"She's a member of the Seidskati. She was one of three women who voted against me." She shook her head then turned to our ancestor, "Athilda," she said, "Would you say Olivia bears a strong resemblance to her mother?"
"Yes, child," Athilda said, "Why do you ask?"
Aryanna grimaced, "The woman that attacked me at the office building bears a striking resemblance to Olivia over there."
"Brigit," Athilda said suddenly turning to face me, "Get Aryanna and Penelope out of here now! I doubt Olivia would have risked revealing herself if she didn't have something planned."
"What about you?" I said feeling a sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach.
Athilda shook her head, "I will provide a distraction should it prove necessary."
The whole thing made me feel uneasy, but I did as Athilda said and led Penelope and Aryanna out of the assembly hall. Had I listened to that sense of unease I think things would have turned out much better. At the very least a life could have been saved. When we stood to leave, I felt as if everyone's eyes were on us. I tried to act casual as I led Thor and Penelope towards the doors, but I couldn't escape the feeling that everyone knew what we intended, which was absolutely ridiculous. Olivia and perhaps a few cohorts were the only ones we needed to worry about.
Once we were outside the Hall I called upon my magic and started laying the weave for a travel spell, but the spell quickly unraveled and I realized that a spell-net had been laid to prevent anyone from escaping by magical means. I cursed under my breath and stopped for a moment to think. "We'll have to find another means to escape." I said, "I can't cast a travel spell."
I looked about and noted a service door. I used a powerful gust of wind magic to blow it open then I led them through several more sets of service doors and an access corridor before finding an emergency exit. I knew that opening the door would trigger the alarm, but at that point I really didn't care. The safety of Aryanna was paramount. I could not let that scheming bitch get a hold of my child. As the door swung open, I knew we had fallen right into a trap. I tried to close the door but a hand grasped it on the other side and prevented it from closing. I reached into myself ready to summon my magic, but a hand waved a gun in my face destroying any hopes of escape. The door swung wide open and four rather large men appeared in the doorway each of them holding a gun.
The leader, a tall dark-haired man who under normal circumstances I would have found to be quite handsome, motioned for us to file out the door. Not seeing any other choice I complied, and Aryanna and Penelope soon followed. "We have the freak and two stragglers," the leader said into a handheld radio.
"Take the freak. Kill the others." a woman's voice said over the radio.
The leader brought his gun to bear and pointed it right at my heart. Before he could pull the trigger, I summoned my magic and hurled my fist at his jaw. I supplemented the blow with earth magic. It did its job, and the leader fell to the ground unconscious. I turned on the nearest attacker, but before I could call forth another spell I felt something slam into my shoulder and chest and I crumpled to the ground.
I heard Aryanna scream Penelope's name before I fell into unconsciousness.
"Brigit," a voice said through the haze.
I opened my eyes and noted the woman standing above me. She looked familiar, but I couldn't place her. "Brigit," the woman said again and suddenly reality reasserted itself and my memories came back to me in a rapid succession of violent flashes, "Holy Hel," I said to the woman who I now knew to be Athilda, "They have Aryanna."
"I know, child," Athilda said angrily.
"I have to get up, I have to…" I started to say but was cut short.
Athilda shook her head, "You have been badly injured. I have healed much of the damage, but you have lost much blood. You must rest. Help will arrive soon."
I tried to sit up, but realized how weak I really was, "What about Penelope?"
Athilda sighed, "I do not know."
"Norns," I said angrily, "Make those bastards pay."
"I intend to, child." Athilda said then stood and disappeared with a surge of magic and a gust of wind.
Laurdag 8. Skerpla
Where do I even start? I find myself for a loss of words and yet I feel that I need to write something, anything, if only to help myself understand yesterday's events. I feel so angry and why the Hel shouldn’t I? My life has been permanently and irrevocably changed. I can't even be sure if my thoughts are even mine anymore. Maybe putting these thoughts to paper will help me put my anger and despair aside. It has helped in the past.
Apparently, it all started at my Naming Ceremony, but I don't really remember what happened. The doctor said there's a good chance I never will. Blunt trauma to the head can do that to a person. It's just as well; I don't really think I want to remember.
I don't care to go over the details, but according to mother, Athilda managed to both confirm my identity and name me as a potential heir. Apparently Athilda is my great-great-grandmother. Oh, and I guess my name is now officially Aryanna Morgana Le Fey. After, some sort of confrontation with Olivia de Clisson, (more about her in a while), Athilda became suspicious enough to have Mother, Penelope and me make a break for it.
That's when we were confronted by four goons. Mom didn't fare to well, she was shot repeatedly, but Athilda managed to get to her in time. After Mom was shot I was abducted by the four goons and Penelope came along for the ride. The first thing I do remember was the pain in my head. It felt as if a pair of dwarves had taken to using it as an anvil. I opened my eyes and found myself in near as I could tell a dimly lit basement. I could hear dripping water and I felt a cumbersome weight on my wrists and ankles.
Slowly, I sat up and was reminded again of the weight on my wrists and ankles. I examined them and noted that both my legs and arms had been shackled to the floor. I looked around and noted a circle had been drawn around me with all sorts of archaic Norse runes that glowed with a soft blue light.
"Freya preserve me," I muttered. I didn't have any recollection of how I had gotten in this predicament, but I did know what the circle was for. It was a circle of imprisonment, usually used to prevent a rogue magic-user from using her powers. They had recently been featured in one of those big Kings- burgh Blockbusters.
"Ah," a woman's voice said from behind. "Finally."
I heard footsteps and a woman that looked vaguely familiar stepped into sight, "I apologize if my friends were too rough. They don't follow orders very well."
I looked up at the woman suspiciously, "Who the Hel are you?"
The woman smiled, "Poor dear," she sighed, "Did the bump on your head leave you a bit confused?"
"Look lady," I said, "I don't know what you want from me, but if you think chaining me up in a circle of imprisonment is going to get my cooperation you've got another thing coming."
The woman's smile turned malicious, "You are nothing more than a pawn, freak. At first I was content to see you dead, but when I found out Athilda intended to name you her apprentice I couldn't resist fitting you into my plans. Any apprentice would have sufficed, but your part in the death of my mother has guaranteed your place here." she raged.
I grimaced, "I knew you looked familiar. Goddesses; you look just like her. You were there at the Seidskati meeting too. You voted against my induction."
My captor smiled, "Very good," she said with mock praise, "Do you remember our little introduction earlier today?"
I shook my head, "Lady, I have no idea what you're talking about."
The woman almost sounded motherly as she spoke, "Pity, I'm Olivia de Clisson." she said then her expression turned dark, "The woman you murdered was my mother, Jeanne de Clisson. Do you remember now?"
I shook my head, "Fuck off," I said and spat in her face.
Olivia grimaced and wiped my spit from her face, "Disgusting freak, didn't your whore mother ever teach you any manners?"
I glared up at my captor, but didn't say a word.
"Reginald," Olivia said suddenly, "Prepare our guest. I have some things to take care of."
I heard footsteps from behind and then there was darkness as the pain in my head exploded.
I don't have any recollection of ever actually coming awake. One moment everything was dark, the next I was standing at the entrance in the Office building I worked had at. It didn't occur to me that I no longer worked there. I was in my male body again, but I didn't stop to question it. Everything was as it should be or so I believed. I looked down at my feet and noted that I wasn't wearing any shoes, which did seem odd, but for the life of me I couldn't fathom why they would be missing. I shrugged my shoulders and moved to the elevators. I had no idea why, but I sensed that I needed to get to the top floor. Something important was happening there. Something that I had to put a stop to.
Once inside the elevator, I noted the large line of switches for each floor. It seemed odd that there should be so many. A small voice in the back of my head told me there should be only five switches since the office building I worked in only had five floors, but that was ludicrous. Obviously, there were many more than five floors. Otherwise there wouldn't have been so many switches. With some trepidation, I flicked the switch for the top floor. The doors briefly closed then instantly slammed back open. Before me was the top floor.
I stepped out of the elevator and found myself face to face with a rather unpleasant looking man who was straddling a rather large automatic weapon. The man swore something in what sounded like German, and leveled his gun at me face. "Arms up," he said with a heavy accent and lifted a two-way radio to his mouth. He muttered the name "Anton" into the handset then started to say something in German.
I saw my opportunity and took it. While the German's attention was on the radio, I balled my hand into a fist and decked him in the face. The German collapsed to the ground and I grabbed his gun and radio. Then I dragged him into the closest office. I looked for something to tie him up, but there was nothing inside the office. So I tore his shirt off, and tore it into to strips and used it to tie him up. I didn't know if it would hold, but it was better than nothing. When I finished up, I dragged him behind the desk so that he would at least be partially hidden.
I was struck then by the wrongness of the whole situation. I couldn't escape the feeling that I was enacting the plot of an action movie. I shrugged it off then made my way to the door, as my hand reached for the door knob I was struck by sudden idea. I pulled the German's radio out from my pocket where I had placed it and spoke into it, "Hey Anton," I said, "You still there?"
"Who is this?" A man's voice said over the radio.
I scowled down at the radio and said, "I'm the guy that just took down one of your goons."
I could almost see the man scowl as he spoke, "Why should I care? Just one less thug to share the ransom with. You are just one against many. I hardly think you can take us all down."
I growled, "I wouldn't be too sure of that."
Anton laughed, "Such confidence! You Nyrander Cowboys. You all think you're John Wayne."
Briefly, I considered saying something about being partial to Roy Rogers, but the comment seemed a bit inappropriate. Who the Hel was Roy Rogers anyway? "You're next," I said instead then switched off the radio.
I know I had just given myself away, but I needed to know what I was up against. Anton had given me two pieces of information. First, his numbers were so great that he saw me as little threat; second, he was holding someone or something ransom in exchange for money. I stood there for a moment unsure of my next move. I wanted Anton to know that I was coming for him, but I knew he would be looking for me. I looked about the room and my eyes locked on the air duct in the top corner of the room and almost immediately discarded the idea. I was simply too big to fit into the hole. Then I looked down at my hourglass figure and laughed at the notion. How could I have thought I was too big to fit through such a hole? I could easily squeeze into such an opening.
I moved across the room grabbed a chair by the desk as I went. I placed the chair under the vent then I forced the vent grating open and crawled up into the hole. As I was climbing into the air duct I scrapped my breasts against the side. It hurt like a mother, and the strangest thought popped into my head. Why was I suddenly a woman? Hadn't I been a man just a few moments ago? I shook my head against the absurdity. People just didn't just change from male to female at the blink of an eye. Of course, I had been a woman before.
Once, I had completed crawling into the vent, I did my best to close the grate behind me. Then, as quietly as I could, I crawled through the vents and made my way to where I instinctively knew Anton was waiting. I didn't question how I knew where Anton was, I simply knew.
I stopped just past an intersection of ducts and peered down into the room below. Sure enough, a man with black hair and a neatly trimmed beard was holding a gun to a woman's throat while another man was tinkering around with what looked to be a safe. Somehow I knew the man with the beard was Anton. I wasn't sure who she was, but the woman he held looked oddly familiar. I couldn't place her, but I had a feeling she was why I was there.
Without hesitation I kicked the vent grate open and I leapt down into the room. I landed on my feet and brought my gun to bear against Anton. "Let her go," I growled.
Anton laughed, "Why would I do such a thing? Drop your gun or the girl gets a bullet in the head."
I hesitated for a moment then dropped the automatic to the ground. Anton removed his gun from the woman's throat and pointed it right at me. "You're far too trusting." he said then his finger squeezed the trigger and a bullet slammed into my shoulder.
I collapsed to the ground and waited for Anton to take the killing shot. He came over and stood over me with the gun and was about to pull the trigger when everything froze.
"Aryanna," a voice said suddenly. It was the woman, "This isn't real."
I sighed weakly, "Penelope?"
"Yes," she said, "This is all an illusion. Olivia has invaded your mind. She's trying to make you her slave."
Whatever shroud had clouded my thoughts and memories lifted and I realized that Penelope was right. Suddenly, the pain in my shoulder was gone. I looked up at Anton, who stood frozen in place above me. I stood and hurled my fist into his chest. Anton's body flew against the wall and shattered into a thousand pieces.
I picked up the gun I had dropped and aimed it at the man tinkering with the safe. Bullets slammed into him and he shattered just as Anton had. Olivia de Clisson took his place. Olivia eyes turned to Penelope, "Fool! Your betrayal will cost you dearly." She raised her hand, and bolts of energy shot out from it. Penelope screamed and vanished amidst a great torrent of energy.
Olivia turned to me, "I would have you now if it weren't for that fool's interference."
I smiled grimly, "Sorry Bitch, this is my mind." I said focusing my will on Olivia.
A whirlpool of energy opened up behind her as I moved toward her. "What are you doing?" she demanded.
I gave her a toothy grin, "Why taking out the trash of course." Olivia took a step backwards and fell right into the whirlpool I had formed. She let out a scream and disappeared into the whirlpool which closed up behind her.
I took one last look around then I closed my eyes and willed myself to return to the real world.
When I came awake it was to a world of excruciating pain, specifically in my head. The pain in my head had gotten much worse and I felt as if it were ready for liftoff. Remembering, where I was I did my best not to reveal that I was awake. Slowly I turned my head to get a better view of the room around me.
Penelope stood in the corner a shield of pure spirit magic surrounded her as she was pummeled by an onslaught of magic attacks loose on her by Olivia de Clisson. Penelope had hinted in the past that she was a mage, but never would I have dream that she was a Spirit Mage. Spirit magic is a rare and highly sought after power. Sadly, it's also completely useless for anything but defense and healing spells. As a Spellbinder Olivia was infinitely more powerful, sooner or later she would get through Penelope's shield and then it would be the end.
"Your task was completed. I would have released your sister and you would have been free. Why when I was so close did you betray me?" Olivia spat.
Penelope didn't answer. I could tell that the strain of prolonged use of her shield was getting to her. So, Penelope had been working for Olivia and had betrayed her. I didn't know what to think of that. I thought I might have been falling in love with her, but could I be sure her feelings for me were ever genuine? Penelope had saved me; I at least owed her a chance to explain herself.
Before I could even think to do anything Olivia broke through Penelope's shield and unleashed a massive fireball at her chest. "NOOOOO!" I screamed and called forth my magic. Pure, unfocused energy unleashed itself as it tore into everything in its path. I didn't care; I wanted Olivia dead for all the pain she had caused. Olivia was caught unaware and was thrown against a wall and her body fell limply to the ground against the onslaught of my magic. I didn't stop, even after Olivia was struck down, I wanted to destroy everything. Power rippled through the building and the roof started to fall inward and the walls buckled.
"Aryanna, don't," a voice said softly and I felt a hand touch my ankle. I looked down and saw Penelope. I relinquished my hold upon my magic and fell to my knees. Somehow Penelope was still alive though only just barely. Astonishingly she had managed to crawl all the way across the room toward me.
"Penelope," I muttered taking hold of her hand as tears cascaded down my face.
Her face was barely recognizable as it was covered with blisters and burnt flesh. Somehow she managed to smile, "I'm sorry," she muttered, "She had my sister; I had to. You have to understand."
"Penelope," I pleaded, "Don't talk. You can't you're too weak, you'll…"
Penelope coughed, "I'll die? It's too late for that now. I couldn't live with myself knowing I had betrayed you. Please find my sister. Olivia has her locked up in the basement somewhere. Please, she's the only family I have. Make sure she's safe."
I nodded, "I'll find her," I said, "I'll take care of her I promise."
She smiled again, "I'm so sorry. I…" she started to say but never finished. The light faded from her eyes, and I stared into the empty abyss that had taken its place. I wept and time seemed to come to a halt as I mourned the passing of the woman who had betrayed me.
I don't know how long I sat there clutching Penelope's lifeless body, but I think it must have been many hours. "Aryanna," a voice said softly.
I ignored the voice willing it to go away, but the voice persisted and I finally responded, "Please leave me be." I said.
"Aryanna," the voice repeated again, "You have to let go."
My mind came into focus and I looked up to find Athilda standing over me. I was startled to realize it was dark. Had I been there that long? Slowly, I released my hold on Penelope and stood. I looked about the rubble around me. I stood within the ruins of what was once a vast and lavish mansion. Only a few walls still stood. Had I caused such destruction? It seemed impossible that I could unleash such power.
I bit my lip, "How did you find me?"
Athilda smiled sadly, "I knew Olivia had to have taken you to one of her properties. I went from property to property until I found you."
I shook my head and laughed warily, "That's it? Somehow I expected you to have some miraculous means of tracking me." I said then paused for a moment. "Oh, Goddesses," I muttered, remembering my promise to Penelope. I rushed to the remains of what looked to be a stairwell and started throwing the rubble aside.
"Aryanna," Athilda said coming beside me, "What are you doing?"
I sunk to my knees and started weeping, "They had her sister, Athilda. She made me promise that I'd find her."
"Step aside," Athilda said calmly.
I stood to comply and stepped out of the way. Athilda called forth her magic and lifted up the debris to reveal a stairwell beneath. I practically leapt down the stairs heedless of any danger, real or imagined. I rushed down a hallway and down several more sets of stairs before coming to a halt before a big steel door. I pounded on it, but there was no reply.
Athilda appeared from around a corner, and motioned for me to move out of the way. I complied and Athilda torched the hinges and lock, she swung the door open and we walked inside. Huddled in the corner was a girl who looked to be about eight years old. It occurred to me that I didn't even know the girls name. Slowly I walked over to where the girl lay. "Hello," I said, "My name is Aryanna. I've come to take you someplace safe."
The girl looked me in the eyes, "My sister's coming for me. She said she would."
I smiled down at her trying my best not to burst into tears, "What's your name."
The girl looked at me and then to Athilda, but didn't say a word. I felt my eyes mist up a bit, "Penelope sent me to come find you. She and I are good friends. The woman in the doorway is Athilda, she's a friend too."
The girl looked up to me stubbornly, "Penelope said she would come."
I felt tears fall down my cheeks, "I'm sorry, honey." I said, "She couldn't make it."
The girl hesitated for a moment more then she took my hand and said, "My name is Marion." Then the three of us left the basement together. Shortly before we reached the surface, I picked Marion up and made sure to block her view of her sister’s remains. I don't think Penelope would have wanted her sister to see her that way.
Two figures met us as we walked away from the ruins of the Olivia's estates. I was shocked to realize that it was Elizabeth Bathory and Agnes Bernauer. They were two I would have never expected to see together. "Well, Athilda," Elizabeth sneered, "Is it as you feared?"
Athilda shook her head warily and sighed, "It is. I was able to probe Olivia's mind before she passed to the other side. The Clisson’s planned to overthrow the Council."
Agnes grimaced and frowned, "Did you learn anything else?"
Athilda shook her head, "The probe weakened her. I was not able to gain any more information before she passed."
Agnes sighed, "This does not bode well, old friend. Couldn't you have healed her?"
Athilda frowned, "She was too far gone."
Elizabeth almost looked relieved, "A pity," she said and looked from Agnes to Athilda then turned away and disappeared into the night.
Agnes shook her head and smiled warily, "There's more you're not telling us isn't there?" she said.
Athilda sighed, "Yes."
Agnes frowned, "I would have thought that after all these years of cooperation between our houses that you would be more willing to trust me."
Athilda shook her head, "It is not an issue of whether or not I could trust Agnes Bernauer. It is whether or not I am actually speaking with her."
Agnes' eyebrows shot up, "Is it truly that serious?" she asked.
Athilda sighed warily, "I am afraid so."
Agnes smiled glumly, "We must devise a way to verify our identities."
"It would be wise." Athilda replied.
Agnes shook her head, "If you were anyone else I would think you were being overly cautious. The resources of House Bernauer at your disposal should you wish to use them."
Athilda smiled sadly, "I respectfully decline. I am unsure that I can trust those within my own house let alone the members of another house."
Agnes bit her lip, "I understand. " she said then suddenly seemed to take noticed of me, "My goodness your apprentice looks as if she is on the verge of collapse. I'll take care of things here. Take care of your apprentice, Athilda, I have a feeling we will be seeing great things from her."
"I-uh," I started to say but realized I was still holding Marion in my arms, "There are some things that need to be taken care of within the rubble."
Agnes gave me an odd look and I gestured to the child in my arms. Agnes reached over to the child and stroked her cheek. Marion fell asleep instantly, "The child sleeps. What would you have me do?"
I bit my lips, "There are some remains in the rubble. They belong to this girl's older sister…" I said trailing off as tears dripped down my cheeks.
Agnes smiled reassuringly, "Say no more. I will see to it that the girl's remains are treated with respect."
I nodded and mouthed the words "Thank you."
Athilda reached out for me to take her hand and I did so without hesitation, "Farewell, Agnes."Athilda said. Then she called upon her magic, and Athilda, and I, and the sleeping child I held in my arms disappeared.
That was hard to write. I'm still crying my eyes out. I think maybe I'll finish up later today.
After we returned to Athilda's estates, we put Marion to bed. I wanted to speak with my mother, though Athilda tried to convince me to get some rest, but I refused. After some argument Athilda finally relented.
Athilda led me down through the house and the hallway that led to my room, but rather than entering my room she led me to the door to my mother's room.
The door cracked open and I could hear a voice speak "Hello?" It was Mother.
"Mom?" I called back then slammed the door the rest of way open and ran into the bedroom to find my mother lying atop a bed that was virtually identical to the one in my own room.
"Thank the Norns you're safe, " she said looking so weak and helpless laying there.
I felt fresh tears stream down my face as I knelt down beside the bed to embrace my mother, "Sif preserve." I muttered "What happened to you?"
Mom shook her head, "I was shot when they took you. If Athilda hadn't found me when she had, I'd probably be dead."
I shook my head and looked up at Athilda, "Why is she like this? Didn't you heal her?"
Athilda shook her head, "She was weak. Had I healed her completely the shock to her body would have been so great it may very well have killed her."
I bowed my head, "I guess there's still a lot I have to learn."
We spoke for quite a while after that mostly going over the details of what happened after I was abducted and Penelope's death. After a lengthy and tear-filled discussion. I finally asked the question that had been at the back of my mind since my rescue. "What's really going on, Athilda?"
Athilda grimaced, "What do you wish to know, child?"
I folded my arms across my chest and said simply, "Everything you learned from Olivia."
Athilda seemed to age right before my eyes. She had always looked old, but now that age seemed to weigh her, "You know not what you ask."
I eyed my ancestor angrily, "I'm sick of this bullshit. I think I deserve to know after everything I've been through."
Athilda sighed warily, "Very well. When I finally found you, I noticed Olivia lying in the rubble not far from you. Leaving you alone with your grief, I decided to attempt a probe of Olivia's mind. What I learned was worse than I could have ever imagined. Everything that has happened has been leading up to a single event. One which I hoped I would never live to see, Ragnarok."
Cold shivers went down my spine as I looked at my ancestor aghast, "The Doom of the Gods?"
Athilda nodded, "Olivia and her mother were agents of the Jotun as were the Dark Elves who attacked us."
"Olivia was trying to rearrange my brain." I muttered, "No doubt she wanted me as an agent within your household."
Athilda smiled sadly and shook her head, "She already had an agent within House Le Fey. No, I'm afraid her intentions were much more malevolent. She wanted an assassin."
I looked at my ancestor blankly, "An assassin?" I asked, "I can't even control my own power. How could I ever be used as an assassin?"
Athilda grimaced, "Do not discount yourself so quickly. In the short time since your power has awakened you have managed to defeat two powerful Seidkona. Think upon it, child. Imagine an assassin who does not know that she is an assassin. One who has been conditioned to attack when a certain stipulation has been met. One who is completely trusted by the victim."
"Norns," Mother spoke up suddenly, "If Olivia had succeeded you would have been a walking time bomb."
Athilda nodded, "Indeed. Jeanne de Clisson was the mastermind. After her death, Olivia took her mother's place. Only she underestimated you. Motivated by revenge she attempted to work you into her plans, but she didn't account for Penelope's interference and it cost her dearly."
"This is beginning to make sense." I said, "What about the man? The one I rescued the night my powers awakened?"
Athilda sighed, "The de Clissons have been collaborating with a group of extremists known as the Sons of Odin. From your description of the encounter I would guess the man distrusted Jeanne and believed she had betrayed his group."
I nodded, "What are we to do about Ragnarok?"
Athilda gave me a pointed look, "There is not much we can do but fight, child."
I sighed and shook my head, "I don't like the idea of an absolute end to everything. I'll gladly fight if it means preventing Ragnarok."
Athilda looked at my wide-eyed, "Ragnarok cannot be stopped child. It is foreordained."
I gritted my teeth, "Bullshit," I growled, "Nothing is predestined. We each chose our fate. Goddesses or Jotun be damned."
Mother and Athilda stared at me aghast, "Thor," mother said, "you can't expect to go against the Vattar." Mom said after a brief silence.
"You know not the power these beings hold. I have seen it firsthand. We are as insects to them," Athilda said.
I clenched my fists and said calmly, "Something must be done."
Athilda smiled sadly, "Your thoughts are clouded by the day’s events. You need to rest, child."
I tried to tell Athilda that I felt fine, but in the end both my ancestor and my mother outvoted me and I was soon relegated to my room.
I found that I was much more tired than I had believed and I was lying down when a voice spoke, "Did you mean it?"
I was so startled by the sudden question that I nearly fell out of bed. I looked about and found a woman sitting on the edge of the bed opposite me. She spoke with a calm and reassuring voice and despite her sudden appearance I found a sense of ease and well-being come over me, "Goddesses," I muttered, "Who are you?"
The woman smiled as if amused, "Goddess, actually."
I gave the woman a blank stare and she started to laugh.
"You mortals," she said between chuckles, "You never seem to realize that nothing is quite as it seems."
I had the strangest feeling as if I knew this woman and it suddenly dawned on me why as a cold shiver ran up my spine, "Goddess Frigg," I muttered then slipped off my bed and fell to my knees.
The woman sighed deeply, "Get up!"
I did as directed and stood to look the Goddess in the eyes. On first glance she appeared as an extraordinarily beautiful woman, but upon further examination other details began to stand out. The light seemed to dance in her eyes and she almost seemed to glow as she sat there. "I'm s-sorry," I said, "I didn't know. Forgive me Allmother."
Frigg rolled her eyes and spoke, "Oh, for crying out loud." she muttered, "Just sit down and shut up for a minute."
Startled by the Goddess’s abruptness I quickly complied.
"Did you mean it when you said you wished to stop Ragnarok?" she asked, tracing her hand across my cheek."
For a moment I merely looked at the Goddess. Fearful of the wrath my answer might bring me and feeling that it would be foolish to lie to a Goddess I said simply, "Yes."
The Goddess almost seemed to purr, "Good," she said with a smile so bright that it made me want to fall to my knees and sing praises to her, "I thought you'd prove useful, otherwise I wouldn't have entrusted the magic to you."
I stared at the Goddess, aghast, "Y-you?" I muttered.
She nodded and continued, "Despite what you might have read in the Eddas or the Codices, Ragnarok can be stopped. Prophecy tells of a possible outcome. It is never absolutely certain. Ragnarok at this moment is the most likely outcome, but I look to change that."
"W-why?" I muttered.
The Goddess laughed again, "Why?" she said her voice dripping with glee, "Why do you think, mortal? I do not wish to die anymore than you do!"
I trembled before the Goddess. “I’m sorry," I muttered, "I didn't mean to…" I said only to be cut short by a scowl from the Goddess.
"Stop apologizing and listen. If I intended that any harm come to you, you would already be dead." She said with a disdainful flick of her wrist.
I nodded my acquiescence and the Goddess continued, "At the moment you are our greatest hope of putting a stop to Ragnarok, but should we play the game correctly, there will be another who could very well save our existence."
I dumbly nodded my head and listened as the Goddess continued, "You have indebted yourself to the Lejosá¡lfur Queen. When she comes to you, and she will, no matter what that debt might entail, you must agree to her terms. You must fulfill that debt."
I couldn't believe my ears. I found the Goddess’s pronouncement so odd that I forgot myself, "What could she possibly ask of me that would be so important? All I did was ask her her name!" I said, and almost instantly feared the Goddess would bring her wrath down upon me for daring to question her.
Instead she laughed, "The Elves do not see things as you mortals do. To them a debt is not equal to the deed that incurred it. They could ask you to tell a story or to murder your best friend and either would fulfill the debt."
I shook my head, "I should never have been so stupid."
The Goddess laughed, "Don't be so hard on yourself, mortal. That single act is the gateway upon which Ragnarok may be halted."
I opened my mouth to speak, but it was then I thought I heard a small clatter somewhere outside the room. I turned my head to look and found nothing. When I looked back she was gone.
I remained awake for hours wondering if I had really spoken with the Goddess or not. Perhaps I was delusional. Maybe I was still inside my mind fighting against Olivia's incursion. I wondered too, that if my conversation with the Goddess had been real what the implications might be. What sort of debt once fulfilled would help stop Ragnarok? It seemed inconceivable that anything I did could have such a drastic effect upon the outcome of future events.
I don't how late I remained awake, but I finally drifted off in the early morning as exhaustion overtook me.
I think that more or less brings everything up to speed. The more I write my story the more I feel as if I'm writing a fiction novel rather than a record of my life. Had I not experienced these events for myself I doubt I would believe they had actually happened.
Sunadag 9. Skerpla
Today, I finally explained to Marion what had become of her sister. It was one of the hardest things I've ever had to do. I couldn't bear telling the poor girl all the gruesome details, nor would I tell her that Penelope had betrayed me in exchange for her sister’s safety. I merely told the girl that her sister had died in an attempt to save me. I had feared the girl might try to blame me, but it soon became clear she felt no anger towards me. In the end, the girl and I had both broke into uncontrollable tears.
Penelope was the girl's only relative. I don't know what will become of Marion, but I I will do everything in my power to assure that she finds a good home.
Freydag 14. Skerpla
Well, it has been a rather tough week, with Penelope's funeral, but at least it's finally over. It was a small ceremony with just Athilda, Mom, Marion and me. Each of us left our gifts with Penelope's body. Then Athilda led us in prayer-song and Penelope's remains were lowered into the ground and set on fire.
I won't go into further detail. I'm about ready to burst into tears.
On a more positive note. I've finally begun learning to use my magic. The day after Penelope's funeral, Athilda decided it was time. Anxious to put Penelope's death behind me I wholeheartedly agreed. It's not at all what I imagined. For starters, I haven't actually done any magic with Athilda. Mostly I've done some form of meditation or another to help me "silence my thoughts." as Athilda seems so fond of saying.
Marion seems to be doing well for having just lost her sister. Mom seems to have taken a shine to the girl and the two are all but inseparable. For the time being, the State has granted Athilda temporary guardianship of the girl.
Damn, Athilda is calling! She probably wants to continue our lessons.
Later.
Manadag 2. Heyannir
After a lengthy court battle, Athilda's lawyers finally managed to get my old journal back. After the maid took it, I thought I'd never get it back. I looked through it and I can't believe it has been more than five years since my change. It is so hard to believe that so much time has passed. It seems just yesterday that I became Athilda's apprentice. It is only a matter of days now until I'm to undergo the trials. Then I'll be a member of the Council.
Athilda allowed me my first night out in months. I took the opportunity to get wasted, which probably was a bad idea. Curiosity got the better of me and I brought a man home with me. I can't say the experience was altogether unpleasant, but it just felt wrong. I guess I'm no longer a 'virgin' since my male lover was kind enough to pop my cherry.
I better get going. Athilda insists I continue my lessons despite her belief that I'm ready to take the trials. It's no big deal. I'm still learning things; the woman is a veritable wellspring of knowledge. I guess I'll be off then.
Eirdag 3. Heyannir
I've been up all night with Athilda. I can't believe she didn't tell me she was sick. After everything we've been through together she's still keeping secrets from me. Apparently, she's been fighting Leukemia for the last three years. When I went to find her for my lesson yesterday I found her collapsed on the ground. I've offered to heal her, but she won't let me or anyone else touch her. She insists that her time is nearly up and that no amount of healing magic will save her.
She's still full of surprises. She notified me today she intends to name me her heir. I told her there were others better qualified to run House Le Fey, but she insists they're all "arrogant fools". I even tried telling her I was too young to take her seat on the Seidskati, but she insists I'm the right choice. I should have seen this coming. I really don't want anything to do with those old crones. A couple of them seem nice, but for the most part I find them all detestable.
Mom and Marion are watching Athilda while I get some rest. I guess I should be thankful, but I feel as if I should be there. I've spent more time with Athilda than either of them.
Marion seems to be blossoming into a beautiful young woman. I'm sure she's already beating off the boys with a stick. She looks so much like her sister it makes me want to weep every time I look at her. My only regret with the girl is that I've been unable to spend much time with her since Mother adopted her. Perhaps after I'm named a Seidkona I'll finally have some time to take her on that trip I promised.
I would like to ask anyone who has read my story to please leave a comment. Any comment, however brief, would be greatly appreciated.
Although, I have posted this story as a stand-alone, I do intend to follow up this story with two sequels. Each written from the view point of a different narrator. I'm not able to write these stories very quickly so it could be months before I finish the next installment.
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NOTE: I have posted a heavily revised version of this story. I highly recommend skipping this and reading the newer version. This version has several flaws that have been fixed with the revised version.
As I seek to find a means to halt Ragnarok I learn of the cruel experiments
performed by the mad Doctor Mengele. He claims he can grant men the ability
to use magic, but at what cost?
This story is a continuation of the events depicted in Incompatible. It is highly recommended (but not necessary) that you read "Incompatible: Birth of A Spellbinder" before reading this. Originally, I intended Derek, a new character introduced in this story, to be the Protagonist, but as the story progressed and I began to rethink things, he took a back seat to Aryanna.
Like the first story, Transfigured, is another experiment in first person narration and the story shifts between narrators. Unlike Incompatible, this story does not utilize a journal format. Instead, each time the story shifts perspective there will be a unique dingbat with the character's name set inside it to mark the change. There are three narrators in this particular chapter of the story and I switch between them with much greater frequency than Incompatible.
As before this story is a work of fiction and as such any resemblance to real life individuals (with the exception of several historical figures such as Josef Mengele, Elizabeth Bathory and Agnes Bernauer) events or locations is purely unintentional. Only Fictionmania, Bigcloset Topshelf, & tgstorytime.com have permission to post this story and my previous works unless I state otherwise.
For those that are concerned this series will result in a war of the sexes, that isn't where things are headed. It might seem that way at first but things will turn out much differently in the end. Aryanna's debt to the Elf Queen is fulfilled in this story, but for plot reasons I am choosing not to reveal how. This little tidbit of information will be revealed in the next story.
I'd like to thank Holly H Hart for the spectacular job she did with the editing.
I could feel the earth magic trickle down her arm and into her fist as she stared down at me angrily. Claramae and I didn't care for one another. She didn't particularly like taking orders from someone more than one-hundred years her junior. Since Athilda had fallen ill I had gradually taken on more responsibility as her heir. Whatever I tried to do as acting head of House Le Fey was met with stark resistance by my cousins. They saw me as a young interloper who had somehow managed to charm Athilda into naming me heir. I really didn't want any of it, but I didn't have much choice. I needed every resource I could use if I were to prevent Ragnarok from becoming a reality.
She swung her fist at me, but I was too fast. I quickly brought my hands up and sent a huge gust of wind magic at the older woman. She soared nearly fifteen feet before landing gracelessly on her ass. Few Spellbinders were as powerful or as skilled with wind magic as I, and I found it was an effective means of defending myself. I walked calmly over to where my underling now lay in a rather awkward heap and stared down at her. "When I tell you to do something, Clara. You do it. You got it?" I said coldly.
Her lip twitched angrily, "Yes, Revered Lady."
"Good," I said calmly. "Get back in place. You will follow Agent Jensen 's orders explicitly. You got that?"
She scowled up at me as she scrambled to her feet, "Yes." She said between clenched teeth then ran off to do as I had ordered.
Claramae's issue in this particular instance had to do with taking order's from a man. I found him to be a competent professional, but Claramae saw him as just another worthless man. Agent Alf Jensen had been given command of the Task Force Against Domestic Terrorism for purely political reasons. Most domestic terrorists were affiliates with extremist men's rights groups and the Central Investigation Bureau felt that to avoid any backlash or accusations of sexual discrimination it would be best to put a man in charge.
Of course, I had been named a 'consultant' for similar reasons. Obviously I was no man, but as the only known Spellbinder to be born a man it made sense for me to be involved, or at least the bureaucrats of the CIB thought so. My actual involvement was considerably more than a mere consultant, but it looked better on paper to call me one.
Sighing wearily. I walked over to the overhang's edge and looked down on the compound. About twenty feet below was a well concealed compound which, if my sources were correct, was a major base of operations for the Sons of Odin. Hopefully, we'd even find Jonas Talman, their mysterious leader within the compound.
I stood silently over the cliff, then once the signal for attack was given I called upon my wind magic and drifted down the face of the cliff toward the compound.
Three nights prior:
"Power, it's what it all surmounts too," the speaker bellowed. "The Spellbinders have it and we don't. To gain an equal footing we must use any means to accomplish our goals. We must turn the people against the ruling class and ignite the fires of violence against all who would stand in our way."
I shook my head as the rest of the crowd cheered. I had come to the rally against my better judgment now I found myself wishing I had stayed away. This group seemed more interested in spewing out hate-filled rhetoric than they did in making a difference. There had to be a better way. If we reduced ourselves to that level how were we any better than the Spellbinders believed us to be? How could we gain equality by proving our oppressors right?
I stood and started working my way away from the crowd. Just as I had nearly gained the exit to the pavilion the man called out. "Brother! Why are you leaving? Don't you wish to cast off the shackles of oppression?" I swirled around and found the crowd facing me.
I pursed my lips, "Hatred and violence won't solve our problem, brother." I said putting particular emphasis on the last word and stepped out of the pavilion and into the night.
Tired and ready to return my home in Epegard. I made my way through the parking lot and stopped just a few steamcars short of my battered old NMC Vision. Two men were waiting at my car and they didn't look very friendly. I ducked behind a nearby Ford Pygmy, but clearly the men had spotted me as I soon found myself surrounded on either side. The shorter of the two, a burly man with a goatee drew close and grabbed hold of the collar of shirt, "Well look what we have here, Vili." he said with a malicious glint in his eyes. "Someone has decided to leave the party early."
The other man, Vili, came up beside me and placed his hand on my head, "You think the boss'll like this one, Jakob?"
The shorter man, Jakob, grinned, "Why yes, Vili. I think he will."
Jakob's hands loosened from around my collar, and I chose then to make a break for it. Suddenly, I felt a sharp pain in the back of my head and then there was only darkness.
"…nally," a voice said out of the fog and I sat up with a start. I found myself in some sort of holding cell with an older man standing over me.
"Easy there," said the man. He had a mane of wild white hair and a long unkempt beard. "You're not in any immediate danger." He smiled down at me and something about the old man made me think I could trust him.
I ran my hand through my short-cropped black hair and felt a sharp twinge of pain as my hand passed over the back of my head, "Where am I?" I mumbled warily.
The oldster grinned, "Well I ain't too sure about that. I reckon we're somewhere outside of Epegard."
"What is this place?" I asked.
The oldster frowned, "Norns, if I know. You'd need to ask one of them sumbitch Sons of Odin who locked us up."
"The Sons of Odin," I breathed, "Those two thugs who attacked me after the rally." I scrambled to my feet and turned to face the man. "What do they want with us?"
The old man shrugged, "Who knows? They ain’t said anything. Say what's your name?"
"Derek Hines," I said. "Yours?"
My companion gave me a toothy grin and said, "The name is Cletus Montgomery. Most folk just call me Monty. I would say it's nice to meet you, but these ain't the most ideal of circumstances are they?"
"No," I agreed.
Monty seemed like a very nice person, but I wasn't much interested in conversation. Perhaps he sensed this because a deep silence soon settled between us. I didn't like being locked up. I examined my surroundings in greater detail. The cell had a single barred door and was set within a slightly larger room with a single steel door leading outside. The only source of light was a single electritorch which was wholly inadequate for the task of lighting the room. I doubted I would find any means of escape, but I tried nonetheless. I tested the bars for weakness and even tried to force the cell door open.
I gave up and finally sank to the floor and waited for something, anything, to happen. The hours dragged by and we passed the time by conversing with one another. Monty did most of the talking and I was glad to let him do so. He told me about growing up in the province of North Bannock, and his many travels across the country. He told a good tale, though I had the feeling he was stretching the truth in many places.
A few hours more, and a man appeared and gave us each a tray of food. He didn't say anything and I couldn't get a response out of him even after issuing a number of insults. I did note the guard that waited outside the door as the man who brought the food left.
I had no sense of time, but I think several days passed by and then we were joined by three more men. None of whom had a clue what was going on.
Finally, many hours after the arrival of our final companion something did happen. A man with an odd-looking handgun tucked into his belt, appeared from beyond the steel door. He gave us a slimy smile as he looked us over, "Traitors to the cause, each and every one of you," he said his smile shifting into a look of distaste. "That's why you've all been brought here."
He pulled the handgun from his belt, took aim and pulled the trigger. Something hit me right in the shoulder and I had just enough time to recognize the object as a tranquilizer dart before collapsing into a heap and losing consciousness.
"This one show promise," said a raspy voice out of the darkness.
I didn't move a muscle, not wishing for my captors to know I was awake. "What about the others, doctor?" Asked a booming male voice.
The raspy-voiced doctor chortled, "We doubt they will survive the procedure, but even in death they should provide us with useful data."
"Very well, doctor. Rolph will be outside should you need anything," the booming voice said. I heard footsteps and the sound of a door opening and closing.
A few moments passed then the doctor spoke, "He is gone. You can stop pretending to be unconscious."
I opened my eyes and was assaulted with the strangest sight I had ever laid my eyes on. The person that stood before me appeared to be half-male and half-female. He looked as if someone had split a man and a woman in half from head to foot then joined a half from each into a single person. The male side looked scarred, contorted and twisted out of shape while the female side was the model of feminine beauty.
The man/woman laughed a wheezing pathetic sort of laugh, and I couldn't escape the feeling that this person wasn't entirely sane. "You see the results of our experimentation. We are called Doctor Josef Mengele."
The creature stepped toward me and I noticed then that the feminine side of his body was actually shorter than his male side causing him to walk with a strange hobbling motion. The creature smiled, "Rolph remembered the restraints this time."
I tilted my head up and noted the straps around my wrists. I tried to move my legs and noted that they too were strapped to the table. "What exactly is it that you intend to do with me?"
The doctor grinned down at me, "Fifty years ago we thought we had perfected a formula to grant men the ability to use magic. So anxious were we to see the results of our formula, we tested it on ourselves. We did gain some small use of the magic, but the formula had unforeseen results." the doctors growled angrily. "We were transformed into this creature you see before you. Neither female nor male, but somehow both."
I gulped nervously and watched as the doctor continued on his tirade, "For fifty years we have tried and failed to perfect the formula. Sometimes we think we are so close we can taste it."
I struggled in my bindings but it was to no avail, there was no way I could get loose. The doctor chortled and picked a syringe up off a nearby table, "Try as you might you won't get free."
The doctor plunged the syringe into my arm and once more I drifting into unconsciousness.
The compound was heavily fortified and we took some losses as gun fire was exchanged between the Sons of Odin and our own men and women. I didn't wait for the strike force to find an entrance, I made my own. I summoned my magic and blasted a hole into the wall. I walked calmly into the compound and found myself in a hallway with dozens of doors on either side. I followed the hallway into a rather large room and found a dozen men within. All of them with assault rifles pointed right at me.
"Wake up," came the raspy voice of Doctor Mengele. My eyes fluttered open and I found him standing over me with an anxious look on his face. "They're attacking the compound," he said with barely contained rage. "We are so close and they attack now."
The doctor loosened the straps on my wrists and I looked at him uncertainly, "What's going on?"
"Haven't you been listening?" he growled at me angrily. "The Seidskati have found us. You've been injected with the revised formula. We must escape or all our work will be for naught."
I extricated my hands and legs from the straps, hopped off the table and advanced on the doctor, "They've coming for you, not me."
He chortled, "You think they will take kindly to a man who can use magic? Better if you come with us. We can monitor your progress and assure there aren't any unforeseen side effects."
I nodded as if what he said was perfectly reasonable. "You're right," I said. "Let's get out of here."
As the doctor turned to leave I grabbed a tray off a nearby table swept the instruments off it and slammed it into the back of Mengele's head or tried too. The doctor ducked just in time to dodge my attack. Then with incredible strength he forced the tray from my grip. Before I could even think to defend myself the doctor raised the tray and then there was only darkness.
"Hold your fire!" came a voice from out the crowd of armed men.
A man came forward and stood before me. I gasped as I recognized him, "You," I muttered. "You're Jonas Talman aren't you?"
The slightest smile cracked at the corner of the man's face, "Me? No, my name is Nicholas Flint. I would say it's a pleasure to see you again, but I hardly think these are pleasurable circumstances."
I shook my head, "I always wondered what became of you."
He smiled, "You saved my life and I hold no personal grudge against you. If you surrender I promise you will not be harmed."
I sighed, "You know I can't do that."
Nicholas smiled sadly, "I had to ask." He said turning his back and walking back towards his men, "May your journey to Valhalla be swift and assured," he said. "Men! Open fire!"
Bright flashes of light appeared as a barrage of bullets flew my way. I raised my arms and called forth a shield of spirit magic and watched calmly as the bullets bounced harmlessly off my barrier. I really had no desire to kill Nicholas' men. I reached deep within myself and wove a web of wind, water and spirit magic and sent it hurtling throughout the room. When all was said and done a full dozen men lay on the ground unconscious with only minor injuries.
At the moment I had bigger fish fry so I left the sleeping forms of the combatants and continued my search for Jonas Talman.
The last of the opposing forces had been squelched and I moved through the ranks of the CIB towards Agent Jensen.
"Any sign of Talman?" I asked as I approached.
He shook his head, "We're still sorting through this mess, but I have feeling Talman has managed to slip away again," he said warily. "We did find something we haven't run across before. We've found evidence to suggest Talman was conducting experiments."
"What sort of experiments?" I asked.
Jensen hesitated for a second. "It's better if you see for yourself," he said. Then led me through the scene and to an area where an ambulance had been parked. He excused the agent guarding it then swung the door open. Inside was the inert figure of an old man. I hopped into the ambulance and knelt next to the unconscious figure. I placed my hand on his cheek and sent a trickle of spirit magic into his body and watched as he came awake.
"Where am I?" he said in a raspy voice.
"You're safe now," I said reassuringly. "What's your name?"
The old man looked very much the worse for the wear as he struggled to speak, "Cletus Montgomery The doctor..."
I slunk closer to the old man and began to weave a spell of healing as I reached into the deepest recessed of his body. My magic came up against a barrier. I was so taken aback that I jumped back from the old man and fell down on my ass. Magic! The old man's body had instinctively summoned a magic barrier against my perceived intrusion.
"Dammit," I muttered angry and prepared myself for another attempt. The old man lightly touched my hand. "Mengele," he said with a gasp. I tried to silence him but he shook his head stubbornly, "You must..." He gave one final gasp and a moment later he was gone.
"Good you are awake," the doctor cackled as my eyes fluttered open.
I tried to move, but found my movement hindered by the shackles I found around my wrists and ankles. "We are most disappointed in you," he said frowning down at me. "We trusted you and you attacked us."
I didn't say anything I just stared up at the doctor defiantly and he continued speaking, "You have started to change."
"Change how?" I demanded.
The doctor cackled. "You will see," he said then turned away and I was left alone in the darkness.
"I need you," I said, sitting down and slapping Nicholas' folder onto the table in front of me.
Nicholas smirked, "I don't really think this is right place for that, darlin'."
I grimaced, I had walked right into that one. I flipped open the folder and began to read from it, "Colonel Nicholas Flint of the 5th Field Artillery Regiment, twice decorated. I need someone with your unique skill set. Are you interested?"
Nicholas glanced at the concealment shroud on the other side of the room and gave me an appraising look, "In case you haven't worked it for yourself. I'm likely to go to prison for a long time."
I smiled, "There are ways around that."
Nicholas glanced back at the shroud, "You can speak freely," I said. "They can't hear us."
Nicholas looked me over suspiciously, "You're the one responsible for getting me locked up. Why would I want to help you?"
I sighed, "I saved your life, remember? This is much bigger than either of us. If you knew what I knew, you'd realize that there is much more at stake than men's rights."
He gave me an amused look, "Oh yeah?" He said, "Like what?"
I wasn't getting through to him. Clearly he was going to buy what I had to sell. I'd just have to change that. I reached across the table and gripped either side of his face, "Hey wha-" he started to say but suddenly stopped mid sentence as his eyes clouded over and he seemed to fall into a trance.
A few moments later his hands came up and broke my grip on my face, "Odin's bones!" he said his eyes wide. "It can't be true."
I looked him straight in the eyes and said, "What I have shown you is the truth. It's up to you whether you chose to accept my offer. Freedom in exchange for your assistance."
I stood up and was about to leave when Nicholas called after me. "Wait! Assistance with what?" He asked.
I grinned wickedly, "I think you already know the answer to that. Should you chose to accept, tell your interrogator that you will only speak with me," I reached for the door and left Nicholas sitting in stunned disbelief.
Suddenly and without any warning the finger tips on my right hand burst into excruciating pain. They felt if they had been run through a meat grinder. In the dim light I brought my hand up to my face and watched in horror as my finger tips shrunk and went from chocolate brown to a much lighter tan color. The pain faded but didn't completely disappear.
I was changing, that much was obvious, but into what? Would I change into something resembling the doctor? It seemed likely, but what if I didn't get stuck between forms as the doctor had? Would I change into a woman? I shook my head in frustration. I just didn't know.
In the distance I heard a loud clang and the sound of the doctor's characteristic walk. "How is our specimen?" Mengele asked as he approached with what seemed to be genuine interest.
"I'd be much better if you set me free," I replied.
The doctor chortled, "We cannot do that! We are granting you a great gift. Think of it! You shall have the power to use magic."
I grimaced, "Thanks, but no thanks. I don't want to end up like you. Just look at what your formula has done to me!" I said raising my hand.
The doctor took one look and started to shriek, "The formula shouldn't be doing this! Our revisions should have seen to that! We've failed!"
"Perhaps not all is lost," a new voice said out of the darkness. "If the subject completes the transformation you could use the revised formula to complete your own transformation, my love."
A weird sort of wistfulness seemed to pass across the doctor's face, "Of course," the doctor grinned. "Then we can be together again."
The doctor's reply was met only with silence, "Our lady is very wise," he said happily. Then he pulled a needle from his coat and jabbed it into my arm. Once more I drifted into unconsciousness.
I was back in my prison cell and was drifting off to sleep when a voice spoke out of nowhere, "Well," a woman's voice purred. "What have we here?"
I opened my eyes and looked to see a leggy brunette standing on the opposite side of my cell. I can't quite explain it but she seemed to have a calming effect on me. "You think calling yourself a son of Odin makes you somehow different from other men?" she continued. "And here I thought all men were sons of my dear husband."
Had I heard right? Had she just claimed that she was the wife of Odin? But that would mean… "By Odins Bones!" I said and fell to my knees.
The Goddess Frigg rolled her eyes, "You're almost as bad Aryanna. Get up and stop invoking the name of my dead husband."
Slowly I stood and looked the Goddess in the eyes. "What would you have of me?"
The Goddess threw her head back and laughed, "Now that's more like it! You were approached by my dear servant, Aryanna. It would please me to no end if you were to join her in our cause."
A looked at the Goddess stubbornly, "To stop Ragnarok?" I said folding my arms across my chest. "Isn't the world supposed to be transformed into a paradise after everything is said and done? Why would I want to stop that? What's in it for me?"
The Goddess eyes glinted with amusement, "My you are a bold one! Very well mortal I'll make a bargain with you. Should you agree to help and you are successful in halting Ragnarok, I will see to it that the playing field between the sexes is leveled."
"You'll give us the ability to use magic?" I asked eagerly.
Frigg shook her head, "Impossible, unless you would like a nice set of breasts on your chest and a pair of lips between those legs. No, there are others means by which men can gain power."
I wanted so desperately to know exactly what sort of power the Goddess was offering, but I also knew it wasn't wise to look a gift horse in the mouth. Especially when the horse was being offered by a being of immense power. I said simply, "It's a deal."
The Goddess smiled then vanished as if she had never even been there. As soon as she disappeared I called to the guard and asked that I be allowed to speak with Aryanna Le Fey.
Nicholas Flint looked up as I stepped through the door. "I knew you'd come around," I said with a smile as I sat down across from him.
He shook his head, "Are you free to speak?"
I nodded, "Of course."
Nicholas hesitated for a moment then spoke, "Ragnarok. I can't hardly believe it might actually be coming. What exactly can we do about it?"
I sighed and looked him in the eyes, "We can fight. I have reason to believe that Ragnarok can be halted."
"It appears we have a mutual acquaintance," he said a look of determination passed across his face then faded almost as quickly.
A smiled touched the corner of my lips, "Oh yeah? Who would that be?"
Nicholas hesitated again. "Frigg," he muttered in a whispered tone.
I was a bit surprised that the Goddess would have bothered talking to the revolutionist. She hadn't contacted me since our first encounter and I was beginning to wonder if the steps I was taking to halt Ragnarok were enough. Since becoming a full Spellbinder I had done everything I could think of, but I had been assailed with doubts from the very first day. Perhaps this was a sign that I was headed in the right direction.
"I'm assuming she managed to convince you of the importance of this." I said concealing my surprise as best I could.
Nicholas nodded and a smile crept across his face, "Just tell me where to sign up."
I nodded, "First I need some information," I said. "Tell me about Mengele."
Nicholas scowled, "I never liked having that freak around. I tried to convince Flint that we didn't need Doctor Mengele, but Flint insisted."
"You call Mengele a freak. Is that because of the experiments?" I asked.
Nicholas shook his head and sighed, "Fifty years ago, Mengele developed a formula that he thought would give men the ability to use magic. He tested it on himself. The results aren't pretty. He's half-male and half-female."
"Like some sort of hermaphrodite?" I asked.
He shook his head, "No, one side of his body is male the other is female."
I shook my head warily, "That explains a few things. What about Flint, where can I find him?"
Nicholas sighed, "I wish I knew. He's been in hiding for the better part of a year."
"There will be someone in to interrogate you shortly," I said standing to leave. "Tell them whatever they want to know and your freedom will be assured."
"Wait!" He called after me, "Where are you going?"
I gave him a knowing look, "To find Mengele, of course."
"Lady," the white-clad Elf said with a slight tilt of his head. "I am called Heime."
Good Goddesses, Heime was gorgeous. I couldn't keep my eyes of him. I tried to not let it show as I spoke, "We have met before. Haven't we?"
Heime smiled, "Indeed, 'twas I who didst vanquish the Dokká¡lfur that had come upon thee six years ago. It was most unfortunate that our first meeting was so fleeting. Thou art truly beautiful and I find myself unable to take mine eyes away from thy aspect."
I found myself blushing at the Lejoá¡lfar's words. It seemed odd that I would suddenly find myself attracted to a man when I had never had such feelings before. Then I thought back to my meeting with Elf Queen and remembered I had to restrain myself from tearing her clothes off. Maybe it wasn't me, maybe it was him. I shrugged off my strange attraction and attempted to excuse myself. "It really was a pleasure to see you again, but I really must be going."
"I am afraid, my Lady, that it is most urgent we speak," the Elf said apologetically. "My mother, the Queen, has sent me in regards to thy debt."
I sighed, "It really isn't a very good time. Can we speak later?"
The Elf shook his head and smiled sadly, "It is most urgent that the debt be fulfilled now."
I sighed remembering the importance Frigg had placed on fulfilling the debt, "Very well," I said. "What exactly do I need to do?"
The Elf smiled apologetically as he detailed just exactly what his mother wished me to do. I couldn't believe my ears. It was not at all what I would have ever expected.
"Very well," I said with a nervous lump in my throat as I took the Elf's hand and summoned forth a travel spell.
I gasped in agony as the pain crept up my arm and produced more changes. This time the pain lasted for well over an hour and by the time it had ceased my entire right arm and part of my shoulder had changed. My new arm was extremely stiff and sore and it was incredibly difficult just to get it to move.
I examined my arm as best I could in the dim light. It was a lot smaller and far less muscular and even looked dainty compared to my other arm. The skin color on my right arm was much more reminiscent of that of my mother's than my own chocolate brown. My mother was half-Japanese and had always favored the Japanese side of her family. I had always favored my African ancestry, but apparently the formula was changing that.
Because of the shackles on my wrist I couldn't take my shirt off to see my shoulder, but it did look oddly disproportionate under my shirt.
I expected the doctor to reappear, but he never did. At one point a tray of food was slid in front of me by a shadowy figure, but I never saw its face. I had to eat using my left arm since my right arm was so sore it was all but useless.
I have no idea how long I sat there in the dim light, but I eventually drifted off to sleep. When I awoke my shoulder had burst into pain and more changes followed.
My debt to the Elf Queen had been fulfilled, but at what cost? What good would it do? I couldn't understand how fulfillment of that debt would help me prevent Ragnarok. I shook my head in frustration. It wouldn't do to obsess over it. I had to find Mengele. Finding the doctor would, hopefully, answer some questions.
I knew someone who might be able to tell me where to find the doctor, but persuading them to give up the information would be the trick. I called forth a travel spell and disappeared with a great gust of wind.
The Dvergir stumbled about drunkenly down the street and I had no problem following him. I was several blocks before he came to a halt and I chose then to make my presence known. "Brokk," I said out of the shadows.
Brokk stumbled to his knees. "Who there?" He asked with a pronounced slur.
I stepped into sight and smiled down at the diminutive creature. He resembled a very short human. His nose gave him away. It was much too large for his face and resembled a turnip. "You," he grunted and drew a small battleaxe from his belt. I summoned a bit of magic and sent the blade tumbling out of his hands.
"Now now, Brokk," I said with a cheerful smile. "Let's play nice."
Brokk let out a loud belch and scowled up at me. "Lass," he growled. "Leave me be. I'm in no mood fer yer questions, now."
I sent earth magic down my arm and used the extra strength my magic granted me to force the Dwarf off his feet and up against the wall of a nearby building. "I have no time for this, Brokk. I need answers now. I need to know where I can find someone by the name of Mengele."
The dwarf laughed, "You gonna have to make it worth me while I thinks."
Sighing wearily I released the dwarf and let his feet sink back down to the ground. "What exactly will it cost me this time?" I asked.
The dwarf smiled, "Word 'mong my cousins is Ragnarok's acomin'," he grunted, "and that Frigg's gone and chosen you to keep it from happenin'."
I didn't know how the dwarf had learned this, but it didn't particularly surprise me. The dwarves were renowned for their information gathering skills. "I figure you be needin' to raise yerself an army."
This could actually work to my advantage. "You want to make me weapons, Brokk? Assuming I needed those weapons, exactly how much would that cost me?"
The dwarf stroked his chin, "Aye, I wants to make you weapons. As fer the price. Yer ancestor owns a peace of property that the Conclave would be mighty interested in having. If we were to receive said property we might be inclined to make you them weapons."
I had no idea what property of the Dvergar Conclave would be interested in, but the only reason the dwarves would want any property would be to mine it. "Uh-huh," I said folding my arms across my chest. "Where exactly is this property?"
The dwarf belched again, "Alfheim."
"Alfheim?" I asked. "Athilda owns land in the home of the Light Elves? That's crazy. How in Hel could she own property there of all places?"
The dwarf shrugged, "Give us the land and I will tell you what you want ter know."
"You know I will have to speak with Athilda about this don't you?"
The dwarf laughed again, "I figerd that'd be the case."
Sighing warily I shook my head. "I'll be back," I said warily then called forth a travel spell and vanished with a great torrent of wind.
Shortly after this newest batch of changes started the doctor finally decided to show up. He came over to me as I lay on the ground convulsing in agony. "Painful isn't it?" he asked sounding almost sympathetic.
The pain was so overwhelming that I couldn’t have answered even if I had wanted too. "Let us see." Mengele said and tore open my shirt.
I saw much to my horror that the changes had started to work on my right nipple which was severely swollen. The area around it was slowly growing and resembled a very small breast. That wasn't the only change taking place, a trail of mismatched skin was crawling up my chest toward my neck and another down toward my waist.
The doctor smiled down at me, produced a syringe from his jacket and chortled, "We need blood." Once he had gotten it he disappeared and I continued to writhe in agony and watch in horror at the changes which were coming over my body.
"How is she today?" I asked my mother as I approached. After Penelope's death, Athilda hired my mother as her assistant. Now that I was acting head of House Le Fey, Mom was technically now my assistant.
Mom smiled sadly, "It's been one of Athilda's better days, but it's been a tough week for her. "What about you?" She asked in a worried tone. "You've been working too much lately. You need to get some rest. I'm sure the Goddess will understand if you take a day off."
I shook my head, "I can't afford to take a day off."
"Marion's been asking about you. She wants to see you," Mom said with a bit of smile.
My mother knew just what to say. She knew I wouldn't say no to spending time with Marion. "Okay," I said, "I'll try to find some time for her."
"I need to speak with Athilda," I said changing the subject. "Where can I find her?"
Mom smiled, "Where else? The gardens."
I kissed my mother on the forehead. "Of course, I should have guessed. Even at this hour she can't keep away. We'll talk later."
I left my mother and walked through the house and out a door that led to the gardens. I found my ancestor almost immediately. She was knelt down on her knees trimming away at a small shrub.
"Aryanna," she said without even looking my way. "Has your mother sent you in her place to chastise me?"
"No," I said folding my arms across my chest. "But you really should be in bed. It's nearly one in the morning. The rest would do you good."
Athilda threw her head back and laughed, "I am dying, child. Rest will do me little good."
Athilda and I had had this argument before and I chose not to press the matter further. "I need your permission to sell a piece of land."
Athilda turned to look me in the eyes, "You are the Head of our house, child. You have no need to ask anything of me."
"Acting Head," I reminded her. "And this isn't any piece of land. Brokk says it's in Alfheim."
Athilda scowled up at me, "I should have known. You've been consorting with that Dwarf again."
I shook my head, "Brokk has information I need and he's agreed to make me weapons should I give him the land."
"That land was a gift from the Lejosá¡lfar Queen. She would not be happy if you gave it to the Conclave." Athilda said.
I shook my head, "I don't really care if the Queen is happy or not," I said with far more anger than I intended.
Athilda gave me an appraising look, "Your debt to the Elf Queen," she whispered. "When did she-"
I cut her off, "Yesterday, and I'd rather not talk about it."
Athilda gave me a sympathetic look. "Give the dwarf what he wants."
I smiled, "Thank you, Athilda. Please get some rest." I said then turned to leave.
"Lilith would have been proud of you," Athilda said suddenly and I stopped in my tracks.
I turned back to look at my ancestor. "You never talk about Lilith," I whispered quietly.
Athilda nodded, "I've been a fool. She thought the Seidskati were too old and set in their ways. She felt the Council should have been disbanded. It's taken me almost five centuries, but I've come to believe she was right."
I opened my mouth to speak, but Athilda continued. "She was such a contentious child. She and I, we were always arguing. One day, I had enough, I told her to leave and never come back. I never saw her again."
I stared at my ancestor aghast. She would never tell me what had happened between her and my great-grandmother. "Athilda," I whispered quietly. "Why are you telling me this?"
"Because you deserve to know."
I nodded, "Thanks."
Athilda sighed, "Trust no one. There remains at least one traitor within the Seidskati."
I nodded, "Elizabeth."
Athilda shook her head, "I know your dislike for Elizabeth is strong, child, but that is little reason to believe she is a traitor."
I shook my head, "Who else could it be?"
Athilda turned to look me in the eyes, "Many within the council might have had the opportunity."
I shook my head, "Whatever the case, I have some ideas on how I might get the traitor to reveal herself."
"Very well. Go then, child," she said with a bit of her usual irritation showing through. I nodded and summoned together some magic and disappeared with a great gust of wind.
I hated confined spaces and all this time spent cooped up in my cell was starting to get to me. I had told my interrogators everything I new about the Sons of Odin and our leader. I didn't particularly like betraying Talman, but my bargain with the Goddess Frigg would do far more for Men's rights than anything Jonas would ever be able to do, or so I hoped.
I had begun to doubt Jonas ever since he had allied the Sons of Odin with the de Clissons. Especially after Jeanne had tried to kill me. But then Aryanna had taken out Jeanne, and later Olivia, and things had started to go back to the way they had been before. For a while my confidence in the leader of the revolution had been restored, but then Mengele appeared and once again my trust in Jonas had begun to waver.
I had been pacing back and forth in my cell for what seemed like hours when I started hearing the oddest clinking sound. It seemed to be coming from below. What could it possibly be? I was in the basement of the CIB facility which had a solid concrete floor. I briefly considered calling out to the guard, but immediately dismissed the idea.
The clinking continued for over an hour and gradually grew louder until a small hole appeared in the floor. I caught a glimpse of something metallic working itself around the hole. The cavity widened considerably, the clinking ceased and a small head poked out from the hole.
I recognized the creature almost immediately. My grandfather had told me all about them in my youth, but they were so rare in Nyrland that I never thought I'd lay eyes on one. The creature stared at me for a moment then opened its mouth, "You Flint?"
I nodded, "You're a Kobold."
The Kobold grunted and scowled up at me. "You think?" he asked sarcastically. "I never would have guessed. You want outta here or not?"
I nodded. He threw pickaxe at me from inside his hole and said, "If you want out you're gonna help me make a hole big enough to fit your huge ass."
The Kobold was obviously irritated and I didn't want to aggravate him further so I picked up the pickaxe. "Won't the guards be able to hear us?" I asked.
The Kobold shook his head irritably, "Humans! The guards hear what I want them to hear. Shut up and start digging or I might just decide to leave you here."
I did as the Kobold suggested and began working my way to freedom.
It took me a while to find Brokk again, but when I finally did, it was not surprisingly, in a bar that catered exclusively Dvergar. The pair of burly Dwarves at the door didn't particularly want to let me in, but after I unleashed a torrent of water on the duo they gracefully allowed me inside. I strode into the establishment, ignoring the angry glances cast my way and sat down at a table across from Brokk.
"You again," the Dwarf said chugging down a large glass of amber lager. "You come to a decision?"
I nodded, "The property is yours assuming you provide me with my weapons and the information I'm seeking."
Brokk laughed. "Who you think you talkin' to? The good doctor can be found in Epegard not far from the compound you and them CIB raided. Rumor has it he's skulking 'bout an old apple distillery."
I nodded, "You know if this information proves false the deal is off."
The dwarf grunted. "Course. I ain't stupid."
"It was a pleasure doing business," I said then walked out of the bar and disappeared into the night.
"This is the last time I ever do a Goddess a favor," the Kobold grumbled as I slipped into the hole. I found myself in a tunnel that ran as far as I could see in either direction. It was just barely tall enough for me to fit.
I glanced down at the Vattir in surprise, "Frigg sent you?"
"Yeah, and it's been a huge pain in the ass so far." the Kobold responded. "You humans are always getting yourselves into trouble. Why I should get you out of your own mess is beyond me."
"Thanks for the help," I said. "You have a name?"
The Kobold looked up at me and spoke, "Crystal."
"You're female?" I asked incredulously.
"Yes? Is that a problem?" she asked.
I shook my head, "No, of course not."
"Come on then," she said motioning me forward. "I haven't got all day."
Two swirling whirlwinds appeared suddenly out from the darkness and faded away just as quickly. From within the swirling masses Agnes Bernauer and Elizabeth Bathory emerged. "Lizzy" was the first to approach and as usual she wore a look of contempt and loathing on her face. Agnes on the other hand, seemed genuinely pleased to see me.
"What is so important that it couldn't wait until morning?" Elizabeth growled angrily.
"I've tracked a scientist by the name of Dr. Mengele to these premises. The doctor has created a formula that purportedly will grant men the ability to use magic." I said, choosing to ignore Elizabeth's attitude.
Elizabeth looked me over suspiciously, "I would think you all of people would find that idea appealing."
I shook my head, "Mengele's experimentation has lead to the death of at least four men. I will not let anymore innocents die at the hands of that madman."
Agnes smiled, "I agree. Well done, Aryanna. I knew you showed potential."
"Thanks," I said smiling back at her. "What do you think? Should we try the direct approach or something a bit more subtle?"
Elizabeth scowled, "Direct. The sooner we get this over with the better."
Agnes nodded, "Direct."
As one we stood and marched on the abandoned apple distillery. I calmed my senses and let my magic flood through my entire body. When I got close enough to the doors, I sent a huge gust of wind at them. They buckled inward and collapsed at the hinges.
We met no resistance as we made our way through the old distillery in search of Mengele. We went from room to room and had nearly searched the entire building when we came upon a big steel door. Before I could summon my magic, Elizabeth blasted the door open and the three of us walked through the now open doorway.
Inside was the inert figure the like of which I had never seen. One half of the person's body was the figure of a man of African descent and the other was that of a beautiful woman who appeared to be of mixed African and Asian descent. I moved across the room and knelt next to the unconscious figure who was chained against the wall. I placed my hand on his female cheek and sent a trickle of spirit magic into the poor soul’s body and watched as he came awake.
I found myself looking upon the face of a Valkyrie. A pair of soft-green eyes stared down at me from a beautiful oval face that was framed by auburn hair. "Am I dead?" I asked softly.
The corner of the Angel's lips formed a very slight smile. "No," she said with a sympathetic look in her eyes. "You're in an abandoned apple distillery in Epegard."
There was something familiar about the woman, but I couldn't quite place it. "Are you a Valkyrie?"
The woman's lips curved into a full-smile. "No, my name is Aryanna Le Fey. The woman on my right is Elizabeth Bathory," she said, motioning toward a stern looking Spellbinder with gray hair. "And this is Agnes Bernauer on my left," she added motioning toward a much kinder looking middle-aged woman with salt and pepper hair.
That's why she had looked so familiar. Aryanna Le Fey was probably the most recognized Spellbinder in the world. She was the only living Seidkona known to have been born a man. "What's your name?" she asked.
"Derek," I croaked out.
"Nice to meet you Derek. I'm looking for someone named Dr. Mengele," Lady Aryanna said.
I shook my head, "I don't know where he is. He appears periodically to monitor my progress."
Lady Aryanna seemed to grimace for a moment. Then she reached over to the shackle on my right wrist. There was a brief flash of light and the shackle dissolved into amorphous goo, she did the same for the shackle on my left wrist, then the ones around my ankles. She helped me stand.
I could barely stand, due both to weakness and the mismatched length of my limbs. I felt something slide down my leg and bent over to pick it up. I realized quickly what I was holding and dropped my testicles out of sheer shock.
"Frigg and Hel," I muttered then bent over and loosed the contents of my stomach at Aryanna's feet. I nearly passed out, but somehow I managed to stay conscious.
There was a sudden chill in the room as a swirling whirlwind appeared and dissipated. "My Lady," spoke Mengele who had appeared from within the whirlwind. "Who have you brought to see us?"
Agnes Bernauer reacted almost instantly, sending a huge blast of white fire at Elizabeth Bathory. The older Spellbinder crumbled to the floor. She rounded on Lady Aryanna sending huge blasts of lightning at the younger Spellbinder. The lightning crackled around Aryanna, but seemed to have little effect. A steady stream of electrical energy poured out from Agnes' fingers, and I noted that a smaller shimmer of bluish light seemed to surround Lady Le Fey.
Agnes grimaced and her face changed. I watched in amazement as the Agnes' hair shifted color becoming completely white and her skin became completely black. Then her nose disappeared becoming completely flat, her face became rounder and her teeth protruded from her mouth becoming razor sharp. "How did you know?" The creature that had been Agnes Bernauer shrieked at Aryanna.
Aryanna grunted, "I didn't, but I've suspected for a long time that the de Clissons were working with someone else within the Seidskati. I always thought it was Elizabeth who was the traitor."
The creature shrieked and unleashed more lightning against Aryanna. Aryanna fell to her knees against the strain of this new onslaught and I struggled weakly to find a means to defend myself should the creature's attention turn toward me.
"Where exactly are we going?" I asked Crystal.
The Kobold grunted in annoyance, but otherwise ignored my question. I was just about to demand an answer from the diminutive Vattir when she stopped suddenly and pronounced, "We're here."
"We're where?" I asked in befuddlement.
The Kobold looked up and I followed her gaze. Directly above me was a small hole just barely large enough for me to fit through. "Well, don't just stand there," Crystal said irritably. "Start climbing."
Because the ceiling of the tunnel was so low I was able to reach up into the hole and pull myself up the other side. Once through I gazed back down through the cavity. "Coming?" I asked the Kobold.
She shook her head, "I did what the Goddess wanted. The rest is up to you. You might find this helpful," she said throwing up a small bundle wrapped in a cloth.
I unwrapped the cloth from the bundle and found a small .22 caliber pistol wrapped inside. "Thanks, but what would I possibly need this for?" I called down the hole, but received no answer from Crystal. I guess that meant I was on my own.
"Norns preserve!" I yelled against the Dokká¡lfur's onslaught. Goddesses, she was powerful! All my power was being used to hold my shield and soon even that wouldn't be enough.
Just when I thought the Dark Elf would finally break through my defenses, the onslaught of lightning suddenly stopped. Ready to take advantage of the sudden reprieve I drew on my magic and prepared to go on the offensive. I quickly realized, however, that no attack would be necessary. The Dark Elf slumped to the floor, with a bullet in her head.
I whirled around and found Nicholas Flint standing behind me holding a smoking gun in his hand. "How in the world did you get here?" I asked as I stood on shaky knees.
Nicholas flashed me a cocky grin, "A little Kobold showed me the way."
I walked over to where Elizabeth lay and knelt beside her. I summoned my magic and felt for signs of life. When I found she was alive I touched her cheek and let a small trickle of magic escape my fingers. With a start the elderly Spellbinder came awake. "Agnes," she muttered.
"That wasn't Agnes," I muttered. "It was a Dark Elf Sorceress."
Elizabeth sat up suddenly and gave me a bewildered look, "Why on earth would a Dokká¡lfur want to take Agnes' place?"
I looked about the room at Derek, who lay in an exhausted heap on the floor. "Perhaps we should discuss this at a latter time."
Elizabeth nodded, "I owe you my life."
I shook my head, "Actually, I had very little to do with it. Nicholas arrived just in time to save both our lives."
Elizabeth glanced back at Nicholas and nodded, "Thank you."
"No problem," Nicholas said looking a bit unconformable.
Elizabeth turned back to look at me, "I'll clean things up here. I think it best if the CIB were not made aware of your involvement here."
I nodded in agreement then cast my gaze around remembering Mengele. He was nowhere to be seen. "Dammit," I muttered. "The doctor has escaped."
I awoke in an enormous bed and looked about in confusion. Where was I? The last thing I remembered was Aryanna's battle with the Dark Elf.
"You're awake!" said a high-pitched voice excitedly. The voice belonged to a girl who looked to be in her early teen years.
"Who are you?" I asked.
The girl smiled and held out her hand, "I'm Marion Valemont. I guess you could say I'm Aryanna's adopted sister."
I took the girl's hand, "Derek Hines. I guess that means I'm in the Le Fey estates."
The girl nodded enthusiastically. "Aryanna and Mom had some really important stuff to talk about with that ornery Bathory lady, so they asked me to watch you. They should be back soon."
"Do you have any idea how I got here?" I asked the girl.
She shook her head, "Nope."
I sighed and reached across the bed to remove the blanket that lay atop me. As I did so I noted that my transformation had not continued since the last set of changes. I ran across the room and looked myself over in the mirror. Like Mengele, I was half-male and half-female. Unlike Mengele, my male side didn't look deformed.
"Sif preserve," I muttered. "Am I going to be stuck like this forever?"
Marion came over to stand next to me at the mirror. I could tell from the look she gave me that she was curious about me, but she didn't say a word. I opened my mouth to speak, but I could not think of anything to say.
I stared at the girl awkwardly and was saved from speaking as the door opened and Aryanna appeared. Almost as soon as I caught sight of her my palms started sweating and my stomach felt as if it were going to exploded. Holy Hel, she was beautiful.
She smiled and I felt my knees grow weak, "Derek," she said. "How are you doing?"
I shook my head, "Fine, all things considered."
Aryanna smiled again then her attention turned to the teenager, "Marion would you please leave us?"
Marion groaned, but quickly complied.
As soon as the girl vacated the room, Aryanna's attention returned to me and she spoke, "I don't want to get your hopes up, but I think I might be able to reverse your changes."
I smiled, "That's great news!" I exclaimed practically jumping with glee, "How soon can you do it?
Aryanna hesitated for a moment, "I don't know if it will even work. I've never done anything like it before. There's something else I want you to consider. I might be able to reverse the changes, but there's at least as good a chance that I will complete the changes."
I looked at the Spellbinder in confusion. "Why would I want to be a woman?"
Aryanna hesitated again, "While you were unconscious I probed your mind. Please, don't be angry. Let me explain." She said raising her hand as I opened my mouth to speak. I didn't particularly know what to say to that, but I didn't like the idea of her probing my mind especially with some of the thoughts I'd been having about her.
"When I was first made Athilda's apprentice I was kidnapped and my mind was invaded," she continued. "My kidnapper intended to make me into an assassin by altering my mind. I had to be sure they hadn't tried to do the same with you. When I looked into your mind I found a strong sense of right and wrong and a strong desire for equality. I could use someone like you."
I didn't quite know what to say, "Use me for what?" I muttered awkwardly.
Again Aryanna hesitated, "Ragnarok is coming. I intend to keep it from becoming a reality."
Ragarok? She couldn't be serious. Could she? "That's…" I muttered trailing off.
She smiled, "Crazy? I know how it sounds."
I stared at Aryanna awkwardly for several minutes. "I need to think about this," I finally managed to say.
She nodded, "Take all the time you need." She left me alone in the room and I felt as if she had taken a piece of me with her.
I was deep in thought within the same bedroom in the Le Fey estates, when a woman suddenly appeared from out of nowhere. "Norns," I muttered. "Where the Frigg did you come from?"
"Mortals," she said. "I don't know why you insist on using my name as if it were a foul curse word."
"You're the Goddess Frigg?" I muttered. "I've lost it completely. I'm seeing things."
Frigg rolled her eyes, "You're not hallucinating," she replied testily.
I hesitated for a moment then nodded.
The Goddess smiled, "Much better. What have you decided regarding Aryanna's offer?"
I shook my head. I couldn't quite explain it, but for whatever reason I became convinced I really was speaking with Frigg and not some figment of my imagination. "I don't know," I said. "If what she says is true then I would want to help stop Ragnarok. Can she really do it? Can she really finish the changes?"
Frigg smiled sadly, "Yes, but there's a good chance you could die."
I shook my head, "And Ragnarok? Can it be stopped."
The Goddess pursed her lips, "There is a chance. The future is not set."
I hesitated for a moment then I said, "Then I suppose I'll ask her to complete the changes."
"There's no need for that," she said smiling then gently stroked my cheek.
Suddenly, a very familiar pain began to course through my body though the pain wasn't nearly as severe. This time the changes came on much more quickly. My crotch burned where my penis had remained stubbornly attached above a partial formed vagina.
I looked down where I felt the pain in my crotch and looked back up to find the Goddess gone. I quickly tore off my clothes and watched as my penis fell away from my body. I struggled against the pain and walked across the room where a mirror was mounted on the wall. I watched as the changes shifted across my face, neck, torso, and lower body.
The breast on my right side seemed to grow just a bit larger then the area around my left nipple almost seemed to inflate and I had two breasts. The changes to my face completed first and I was captivated by the site of it. My eyes were now slightly slanted, though my facial features were still predominantly African. There was a slight resemblance to my mother, but I was much more attractive than my mother had ever been. Strangely enough my hair had grown nearly a foot in length with the new set of changes. Gradually the changes completed across the rest of my body and the pain faded away.
The woman in the mirror had a captivating figure to match her face and I could hardly belief that it was me. There were a few features in my face that stuck out as familiar, but for the most part there was very little resemblance to my male self. I looked at my reflection and felt my stomach lurch at that the thought that I would have to live as a woman for the rest of my life. Had I really made the right choice?
After dressing myself in the set of ill-fitting clothes that Lady Aryanna had provided me I left the privacy of the room I had been given use of and went in search of the Spellbinder. I found her in the hallway conversing with a woman that had auburn hair matching her own. Aryanna caught site of me almost immediately and her eyes grew wide. "Derek? How did you…"
I locked eyes with Aryanna and felt my knees grow weak anew at the sight of her, "I…uh had a little help," I muttered awkwardly.
"Frigg," she muttered.
I don't know what made me do it. I stepped closer to her and kissed her.
Aryanna immediately broke away from me and stared at me with surprise mirrored in her eyes. "I-I'm sorry," I muttered. "I don't kn—"
Aryanna stepped back from me, "Please don't. I… just can't."
"Lady Aryanna!" A voice called from behind.
"Yes what is it, Meredith?" Aryanna replied.
The young woman bowed her head, "It is Lady Athilda. She seeks your presence."
"We will speak later," Aryanna said, giving me an awkward glance before she turned to follow Meredith down the hallway.
"Don't take it personally. She hasn't been the same since Marion's sister died," said the other woman with an encouraging smile then she too turned and left.
"About time, cousin!" Claramae said with a scowl as I stepped into the room. I looked about the room and noted several more of my 'cousins' gathered around Athilda's bed within the room.
"Hold your tongue, child," Athilda said, scowling up at my cousin.
I came over and knelt by Athilda's bedside. My ancestor looked dreadful, the dark circles under her eyes were much more prevalent than usual and she looked thinner than ever. "Leave us," Athilda said. "I need to speak with Aryanna alone."
Claramae grimaced, but left the room without a word and the others followed. Mother who had appeared in the doorway, turned away and closed the door so that Athilda and I could have some privacy. "Athilda, what's going on?" I asked.
Athilda smiled sadly, "Twilight is nearly upon me, child. It is almost time."
I sighed, "Athilda don't talk like that."
Athilda grimaced up at me, "Just listen. When I pass there will be no one to guide you. You must persevere. The world depends on you."
Tears began to form at the corner of my eyes, "I don't know what I'll do without you."
Athilda smiled sagely, "I have faith in you. Of all my descendants you and your mother are the only ones I would trust with my legacy."
Tears were now streaming down my face freely, "Athilda, I cannot hope to fill your shoes."
Athilda shook her head, "Then do not fill them. Choose your own path."
I couldn't bring myself to speak. I merely nodded and gripped Athilda's hand.
"Invite the others back in. It is time to start the death watch," Athilda said quietly and more tears fell from my eyes as I went to do as she said.
It was nearly two in the morning the next day when I got up from bed. So many thoughts were coursing through my mind I found I could not sleep. So I wandered the halls of the Le Fey estates. I found that whenever I needed to work out a problem walking seemed to help. I found that a change of scenery often led to my greatest moments of inspiration.
As I walked I thought of Aryanna. Her rejection had stung much more deeply than I would have thought. I was grateful to her for rescuing me, but I found myself inexplicably drawn to her, for reasons that seemed to go beyond the physical. Even without her present, the urge to embrace her was undiminished and I could not understand why. I know she held no obligation toward me, we had only just met, but it didn't stop me from feeling the way I did.
As I wandered through the hallways I stopped just short of a lit room whose door was open. Who could be up at this hour? Curiosity got the better of me and I poked my head inside the doorway. An old woman lay atop a bed. I knew instantly who this woman must be even though I had never seen her before. It was Athilda, the ailing Head of House Le Fey. Adjacent to the bed sprawled atop an armchair Aryanna was asleep.
"Child," a voice said suddenly and I nearly jumped out of my skin. I looked in the direction of the voice and found Athilda Le Fey staring right at me.
"You are the one Aryanna rescued. Are you not?" The old woman continued.
I nodded and stared at the Spellbinder, my mouth agape.
Athilda smiled sadly, "Come here, child. I would speak with you."
I nodded and stepped into the room quietly careful to not awaken Aryanna. Hesitatingly I stepped towards the ancient woman's bed then I knelt down beside her.
"You've chosen a difficult path," Athilda said quietly.
"Because of Ragnarok?" I asked.
Athilda nodded, "Aryanna will need all the help she can get."
I cast my eyes down to the floor, "I don't know about that," I said quietly. "Goddesses, I can't get her out of my head and she wants nothing to do with me."
Athilda laughed weakly, "Be patient with her. She will come around." There was a one final gasp from the Spellbinder then she was gone. Almost immediately, Aryanna was awake and off her seat and beside me clutching at her ancestor's lifeless body. I watched as Aryanna wept, shedding tears of my own.
It had been over a week since my rescue and I have remained in the Le Fey estates. I was at a loss for what to do or where to go. I had no way of proving my identity and no sense of purpose. Aryanna had been quiet and withdrawn since the death of her mentor. She held the only means by which I could have any sort future in her hands, but seemed to have no interest in doing anything about it. Athilda's funeral had been held just a few days before. I did not attend, but heard it was a beautiful service.
The day after Athilda's death I had discovered the gardens and had since spent nearly all my waking hours within them. There was something peaceful about the place and I found being there eased some of my pain.
"Mind if I join you?" a voice said snapping me out of my reverie. I looked up and found Aryanna standing over me.
"No, not at all," I muttered.
"I'm sorry I haven't been a very welcoming host. I've all but ignored you since Athilda's death and I feel terrible about it," she said after sitting down on the bench beside me.
I shook my head, "That's okay, you've lost someone you care about. I understand."
"That's no excuse. I can't let my personal life get in the way of my duties now that I'm the Head of House Le Fey," she said, grimacing a bit.
I nodded but didn't otherwise respond. "You're likely wondering about your future," Aryanna said quietly. "I'd like to take you on as my apprentice if you're willing."
I looked her in the eyes and felt my heart melt at the sight of her. "I… I don't know if that's such a good idea," I muttered. "Ever since I first laid eyes on you I've wanted nothing so much as to be with you, but—"
Aryanna cut me short as she drew close and kissed me full on the lips. "I have something to confess," she said as we broke for air. "I overheard you speaking with Athilda the night she died. I've been torn with guilt ever since. Ever since I laid on you I've felt a connection, but until you kissed me I didn't understand it. I was in denial."
"Goddesses," I muttered. "No wonder you've been so withdrawn."
"So…" she muttered, "Will you accept my offer."
I bit my lip then kissed her deeply on the lips. "Only if we can be together."
A smile touched Aryanna's lips and I knew everything would turn out just fine.
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NOTE: This is the revised and expanded version of this story and is my preferred version.
As I seek to find a means to halt Ragnarok I find allies in the unlikeliest of places. New enemies present themselves and I learn of the cruel experiments performed by the mad Doctor Mengele. He claims he can grant men the ability to use magic, but at what cost?
This rant is brought to you by the demented mind of Daniela A. Wolfe
This version of 'Transfigured' has been rewritten and is my preferred version of the story. For this reason I am giving this version a slightly different subtitle to help separate this version from the original.
This story is a continuation of the events depicted in Incompatible. It is necessary (and not recommend as I originally stated) that you read "Incompatible: Birth of A Spellbinder" before reading this. Originally, It was my intention for Derek, a new character introduced in this story, to be the Protagonist, but as the story progressed and I began to rethink things, he took a back seat to Aryanna. That is not to say his role in the story is in anyway insignificant.
The original version of this story shifted between three narrators and the results left much to be desired. So I have rewritten the story with Aryanna as the sole narrator. Besides narrating her own portion of the story, she also narrates both Flint and Derek's stories.
As before this story is a work of fiction and as such any resemblance to real life individuals (with the exception of several historical figures such as Josef Mengele, Elizabeth Bathory and Agnes Bernauer) events or locations is purely unintentional. Only Fictionmania, Bigcloset Topshelf, & tgstorytime.com have permission to post this story and my previous works unless I state otherwise.
For those that are concerned this series will result in a war of the sexes, that isn't where things are headed. It might seem that way at first but things will turn out much differently in the end. Aryanna's debt to the Elf Queen is fulfilled in this story, but for plot reasons I am choosing not to reveal how. This little tidbit of information will be revealed in the third and final story.
Thanks go out to Beyogi, Maggie Finson, The Rev. Anam Chara, & Holly H Hart for all the help.
Before we met, Derek Hines lived a more or less quiet life as a desk jockey in a small office building in his hometown of Epegard. He had no aspirations for power or greed, all he ever wished was to stand on an equal footing with women. He would soon get his wish, but not in the way he had ever intended.
As days went, this one was altogether average for Derek. He had almost finished up his work, when Linnea, his boss, stepped into his small basement office. He had come to loathe the sight of the woman, and from his descriptions of her I don't blame him. Linnea was an extremely attractive woman who greeted Derek with an all too familiar malevolent smile. "Derek," she said with pouting lips and traced a well-manicured finger across Derek's desk.
Linnea seemed to enjoy dumping outrageous piles of work on Derek's desk and he knew with a sinking feeling that she was about to do it again. In spite of his hatred of the woman, he was no less affected by her feminine wiles. Though she was quick to utilize her looks to get her way, she had proven just as formidable wherever her looks were not suited to the task. She had destroyed the careers of countless rivals by backstabbing her way to her current position. "It looks like the Nanette is going to need that analysis report by Manadag. I have far too much work on my plate. Do you think you get that done for me?"
Derek flashed her a nervous smiled, "S-sure thing, Linn. I'll get right on it."
"Thanks, Derek," she said. "You're the best."
"No weekend for you," a voice familiar to Derek said a few moments later.
"Ayele," Derek replied irritably. "I really don't have time right now."
As his attention returned back to his work, a small paper flyer appeared atop the paper he had been working on. "Check this out, man."
Derek briefly glanced at the flyer, tossed it casually aside then turned back to his work. Ayele let out a grunt of protest, "Come on man. You're the one always going on about men's rights. I thought maybe you'd be interested."
Ayele, like Derek, was of African descent and cut an imposing figure, standing nearly six and a half feet tall. Derek asked, "What on Midgard are you talking about?"
Ayele rolled his eyes, "The flyer man, the Sons of Odin are having a rally tonight."
Derek scowled up at Ayele, "Another men's rights group? No thanks. They're all alike. Full of nothing but angry rhetoric and empty promises."
"You're hopeless, man. You say you want equal rights, but you ain't never gonna do anything about it." He shook his head, turned his back and left Derek alone with his thoughts.
Absently, Derek picked up the flyer and read through it. Eventually he went back to work, but as the day wore on he kept hearing Ayele's words echo in his head.
"Power, it's what it all amounts too," the speaker bellowed. "The Spellbinders have it and we don't. To gain an equal footing we must use any means to accomplish our goals. We must turn the people against the ruling class and ignite the fires of violence against all who would stand in our way."
Naturally, Derek wasn't fooled. Like me, he believed that violence is not the path to equality, but to hatred and, sadly, more violence. He had come to the rally against his better judgment and now found himself wishing he had stayed away. This group seemed more interested in spewing out hate-filled venom than they did in making a difference. There had to be a better way. If men reduced themselves to that level, how were they any better than the Spellbinders believed them to be? How could they gain equality by proving their oppressors right?
Having heard enough, Derek turned his back and started working his way away from the crowd. Just as he had nearly gained the exit to the pavilion, the man on stage called out. "Brother! Why are you leaving? Don't you wish to cast off the shackles of oppression?"
Filled with righteous indignation, Derek swirled around and found the crowd facing him. "Hatred and violence won't solve our problem, brother," he said between clenched teeth, putting particular emphasis on the last word and stepped out of the pavilion and into the night.
Wary after listening to the hate-filled ramblings of the man on stage, Derek was ready to return to his home in Epegard. He made his way through the parking lot, then stopped just a few steamcars short of his battered old NMC Vision. Two men were waiting at the car and they didn't look particularly friendly.
He recognized immediately that they were there for him, and he quickly ducked behind a nearby Ford Pygmy, but his efforts were in vain, as they had spotted him. He soon found himself surrounded on either side. The shorter of the two, a burly man with a goatee, drew close and grabbed the collar of Derek's shirt, "Well, well, look what we have here, Vili." There was a malicious glint in his eyes. "Someone has decided to leave the party early."
The other man, obviously Vili, came up beside Derek and palmed the top of Derek's head with his hand, "You think the boss'll like this one, Jakob?"
Jakob, the shorter man, grinned, "Why yes, Vili. I think he will."
When Jakob's hands loosened from around Derek's collar, he chose then to make a break for it. Suddenly, he felt a sharp pain in the back of his head and then there was only darkness.
Death and destruction rained all around him as he watched those under his command die at the hands of the enemy. Firing his assault rifle wildly into the air around him, he hoped that he could at least take another one those bitch fire mages down with him. When a huge fire erupted in front of him, he had just enough time to leap out of the way as it consumed the area he had just vacated.
He fired more rounds and used up the remainder of his ammunition as the fiery onslaught continued. Throwing his rifle to the ground, he drew the combat knife from its sheath at his waist and tossed it deftly at the nearest target. There was a cold sense of satisfaction as the blade struck his target in the throat. She fell to the ground with dull lifeless eyes.
Cold chills ran down his spine as an inhuman howl rang through the clearing. He whirled around just as a huge fireball came careening toward him…
With a start, Nicholas Flint came awake. Like Derek, his day was getting off to a very average start. You see, Flint had the same dream every night. Each night he relived the battle at Tyr's Dike. The battle was in his past, and he had no desire to relive it. Nevertheless, every night he did just that. The images just as vivid and horrifying as ever.
He alone had survived of his entire platoon. All his men had died at the hands of three fire mages. He once confided in me that a single Spellbinder would have been sufficient to suppress the mages and he had requested the use of one. Command had felt that it was an unnecessary use of resources and had denied his request. The results had been catastrophic for both his men and himself, the only survivor. After the fireball hit him, he was severely wounded and left for dead.
Over a week after the confrontation he woke in an army hospital, nearly healed of all injury. His left knee had been so badly damaged, the army healers had not been able to completely repair the tissue., so he would walk with a severe limp for years to come. Despite the death-toll on his platoon, the mission had proved successful, and the battle had succeeded in taking down the leader of the resistance in their surprise attack.
After Flint was healed he had been promoted to Lieutenant Colonel, a largely honorary rank, and awarded all sorts of medals and paraded around as a hero in front of the entire nation.
Later, he learned from other soldiers of the horrors they had witnessed in battle. The enemy had not been fighting for power or greed. They had been fighting because their people were starving, and the Spellbinders ruling over them had sat idly by and done nothing.
After everything he had done, the Army turned its back on him. Because of the damage to Flint's leg he was no longer able to serve and was discharged from the service. He had given up years of life to his country in a cause that he no longer believe in. Bitter, angry and penniless, he wandered from place to place and from job to job, never staying very long and never making friends.
It wasn't until he met Jonas Talman that he began to believe in something again. In him he had found a new sense of purpose. Talman was a revolutionary who believed that the only way for men to have freedom was to take it by force. After what he had seen, he was quick to agree, and eagerly joined the Sons of Odin.
When he first joined the resistance they had still been a very small group, and Flint quickly became one of Talman's top lieutenants. As the Sons of Odin grew in number, Talman made alliances with powerful figures in the government and even managed to persuade some of them to join the cause.
It wasn't until the De Clissons entered the picture that Flint began to have doubts. Jeanne had seemed receptive to helping them, but she had been in a position of power for centuries and he suspected she had ulterior motives for helping the resistance.
It took years to find any evidence of her duplicity, and it very nearly cost Flint his life. He had been working as a low level manager for a business firm owned by a powerful Spellbinder family as a means to gain information for the resistance when he discovered a discrepancy in the firm's accounting. They had been funneling funds to an offshore bank, to an account that belonged to, you guessed it, Jeanne de Clisson.
When Flint confronted her she would have killed him if it hadn't been for the interference of a security guard. Yes, that was me. I had blundered into the little meeting and it was then that my magic awakened, and by sheer dumb luck I was able to defeat Jeanne de Clisson.
Flint managed to escape police imprisonment and made his way back to Talman. He confronted his him with the information he had found and was shocked when Talman chose to continue the alliance with House de Clisson.
Before her death, Jeanne had concocted a scheme to place assassins within all the major Spellbinder houses in order to cripple the Seidskati. Olivia, obsessed with revenge, kidnapped me in order to enact her mother's plans. Again, against all odds, I managed to overcome Olivia.
Controversy arose, House de Clisson fell out of favor among the Seidskati, and the alliance with the Spellbinder's house fell to pieces.
Sighing warily, and wincing against the pain in his bad knee, Flint walked across the room to his small wardrobe and quickly dressed himself. He threw open the door to his room, pause briefly in the doorway and left in search of Talman with a determined stride in his steps.
"Dammit, Jonas," Flint spat angrily. "We don't need Mengele. What good will come from an alliance with that creature?"
Talman smiled reassuringly, "Nick, Mengele promises to grant men the ability to use magic. Isn't that a worthy cause? Can you image the momentum the resistance would gain if word got out that we had magic users in our midst? How long do you think the Seidskati could continue to deny us an equal footing after that?"
Flint shook his head, "Mengele has been trying to perfect that formula of his for over fifty years. You can't honestly believe that he'll succeed."
Talman smiled again. "Trust me, Nick. Mengele will prove to be a boon to our cause. After he's succeeded in perfecting the formula, men will flock to us in droves and victory will be assured."
"I guess I'll just have to trust in you," Flint said, restraining himself from voicing any more concerns. He didn't trust Mengele, but clearly Talman knew more than he did. Maybe Mengele could deliver.
Talman nodded, "I need you to watch over things here for a few days. I have some business to take care of in Fairfield. We'll talk more when I get back. I'll be leaving after speaking with Mengele."
"Very well," Flint said to his fellow revolutionary letting the matter drop.
"Finally," a voice said out of the fog as Derek sat up with a loud groan. He found himself within a holding cell, an older man standing over him.
"Easy there," said the man in a voice that I do not doubt Derek felt reassuring. He had a mane of wild white hair and a long unkempt beard which granted him the appearance of a beggar. "You're not in any immediate danger." He smiled down at the younger man and something about the old man made Derek think he could be trusted.
His head was throbbing painfully. As Derek ran his hand through his short-cropped black hair he felt a sharp twinge of pain as his hand passed over the back of his head, "Where am I?" he mumbled warily.
The oldster grinned, "Well, I ain't too sure about that. I reckon we're somewhere outside of Epegard."
"What is this place?" Derek asked.
The oldster frowned and stroked the end of his beard, "Norns if I know! You'd need to ask one of them sumbitch Sons of Odin who locked us up."
"The Sons of Odin," Derek breathed warily. "Those two thugs who attacked me after the rally." Scrambling to his feet he turned to face the oldster. "What do they want with us?"
The old man shrugged, "Who knows? They ain't said anything. Say, what's your name?"
"Derek Hines. Yours?"
The old codger gave Derek a toothy grin. "The name is Cletus Montgomery. Most folk just call me Monty. I would say it's nice to meet you, but these ain't the most ideal of circumstances are they?"
"No," Derek agreed.
Derek didn't particularly feel up to talking. Perhaps Monty sensed this as he soon fell silent. Suddenly feeling very restless, Derek looked about the room, examining his surroundings more closely. The cell had a single barred door and was set within a slightly larger room with a solid steel door leading outside. The only source of light was a single electritorch which didn't shed nearly as much light as he would have liked. Doubting he would find any means of escape, a deep and pervading hopelessness settled over him. Nevertheless, he tested the cell bars and door, but neither showed any sign of weakness.
Finally giving up, he sank dejectedly to the floor and waited for something, anything, to happen. Hours dragged by and the two prisoners passed time by sharing tales of their pasts. As Derek later related to me, Monty proved to be a far more adept story teller and regaled Derek with tales of his youth spent in North Bannock, and his many travels across the country. He knew how to weave a good story, but Derek doubted that much, if any of his story, was the truth.
After a few hours, a man appeared and gave them each a tray of food. He didn't say anything and Derek couldn't get a response out of him, even after issuing a number of insults. He did note the guard waiting outside the door as the man left. Hours crawled by, and as they turned into days, Derek and Monty were joined by three more men, none of whom knew any more than they did.
Finally, something did happen. A man with an odd-looking handgun tucked into his belt appeared from beyond the steel door. He gave them all a slimy smile as he looked them over, "Traitors to the cause, each and every one of you." His smile shifted into a look of distaste. "That's why you've all been brought here."
He pulled the handgun from his belt, took aim and pulled the trigger. Something hit Derek right in the shoulder and he had just enough time to recognize the object as a tranquilizer dart before collapsing into a heap and losing consciousness.
"This one shows promise," said a raspy voice out of the darkness.
Derek resisted the urge to open his eyes and look about. Instead, he kept himself complete immobile, not wishing for his captors to know he was awake. "What about the others, doctor?" asked a booming male voice.
The raspy-voice chortled, "We doubt they will survive the procedure, but even in death they should provide us with useful data."
"Very well, doctor. Rolph will be outside should you need anything," the booming voice said. Derek heard footsteps and the sound of a door opening and closing.
A few moments passed then the doctor spoke, "He is gone. You can stop pretending to be asleep."
He snapped his eyes open and was momentarily blinded by bright light. Once his eyes adjusted to the brightness he was assaulted with the strangest sight he had ever laid his eyes upon. A bizarre amalgamation of man and woman stood before Derek. He looked as if someone had split a man and a woman in half from the head down then joined a half from each into a single person. The male side looked scarred, contorted and twisted out of shape, while the female side was the model of feminine beauty.
The man-woman laughed a wheezing pathetic sort of laugh, and Derek couldn't escape the feeling that this person wasn't entirely sane. "You see the results of our experimentation. We are called Doctor Josef Mengele."
The creature stepped closer to where Derek lay and he noticed than that his female side was shorter than the male side which caused him to walk with a sort of strange hobbling motion. "Good," Dr. Mengele spoke, smiling blissfully. "Rolph remembered the restraints this time."
Tilting his head, Derek noted the straps about his wrists. He tried to move his legs, but it seemed they too were strapped to the table atop which he lay. "Exactly what do you intend to do with me?"
The doctor grinned down at Derek with a mad glee, "Fifty years ago we thought we had perfected a formula to grant men the ability to use magic. So anxious were we to see the results of our formula, we tested it on ourselves. We did gain some small use of the magic, but the formula had unforeseen results." the doctors growled angrily. "We were transformed into this creature you see before you. Neither female nor male, but somehow both."
Derek gulped nervously and watched as the doctor continued on his mad tirade, "For fifty years we have tried to perfect our formula. Sometime we think we are so close that we can taste it upon the tip of our tongue."
Derek struggled in his bindings, but to no avail, they were too tight. Chortling madly the doctor picked a syringe up from a nearby table, "Try as you might, you won't get free."
He plunged the syringe into Derek's arm, and once more he drifted into unconsciousness.
A familiar cold hard anger flooded through Flint as he looked over the scene before him. Mengele had gone too far. Flint would not let that creature experiment on innocent civilians. Pulling his P426 from its holster Flint grabbed the doctor by the cuff of his collar. "What do you think you're doing, Mengele?" Flint growled between clenched teeth.
Mengele threw his head back and started laughing like the madman that Flint new him to be, "We need to test our new formula."
Trembling with rage, Flint barely managed to keep himself from pulling the trigger, "You’ve got lots of nerve. Talman would never approve of this."
Mengele smiled, "Talman provided us with the test subjects."
Throwing Mengele to the floor, Flint aimed his pistol at the Doctor's head, "Release the captives, now!"
"They have already been injected with the formula," the doctor shrieked. "We must observe them."
"Sir," Rolph interjected. "He's telling the truth. This has all been done with Talman's approval."
Flint re-holstered his gun and turned to Rolph, who had been guarding the room under Talman's orders, and scowled. "I hope for your sake you're telling the truth," he said, then turned his back and swept out of the room without another word to either Mengele or Rolph.
I could feel the earth magic trickle down my arm and into my fist as she stared down at me angrily. Claramae and I didn't care for one another. She didn't particularly like taking orders from someone more than one-hundred years her junior. Since Athilda had fallen ill I had gradually taken on more responsibility as her heir. Whatever I tried to do as acting head of House le Fey was met with stark resistance by my cousins. They saw me as a young interloper who had somehow managed to charm Athilda into naming me heir. I really didn't want any of it, but I didn't have much choice. I needed every resource I could use if I were to prevent Ragnarok from becoming a reality.
She swung her fist at me, but I was too fast. I quickly brought my hands up and sent a huge gust of wind magic at the older woman, who soared nearly fifteen feet before landing gracelessly on her ass. Few Spellbinders were as powerful or as skilled with wind magic as I was, and I found it an effective means of defending myself.
Calmly I walked over to where my underling now lay in a rather awkward heap and stared down at her. "When I tell you to do something, Clara, you do it. You got it?" I said coldly.
Her lip twitched angrily, "Yes, Revered Lady."
"Good," I said calmly. "Get back in place. You will follow Agent Jensen's orders explicitly. You got that?"
She scowled up at me as she scrambled to her feet, "Yes," she said between clenched teeth, then ran off to do as I had ordered.
Claramae's issue in this particular instance had to do with taking order's from a man. I found him to be a competent professional, but Claramae saw him as just another worthless man. Agent Alf Jensen had been given command of the Task Force Against Domestic Terrorism for purely political reasons. Most domestic terrorists were affiliates with extremist men's rights groups, and the Central Investigation Bureau felt that to avoid any backlash or accusations of sexual discrimination, it would be best to put a man in charge.
Of course, I had been named a 'consultant' for similar reasons. Obviously I was no man, but as the only known Spellbinder to have been born a man it made sense for me to be involved, or at least the bureaucrats of the CIB thought so. My actual involvement was considerably more than a mere consultant, but it looked better on paper to call me one.
Sighing wearily, I walked over to the edge of the overhang and looked down.. About twenty feet below was a well concealed compound which, if my source was correct, was a major base of operations for the Sons of Odin. Hopefully, we'd even find Jonas Talman, their mysterious leader within it.
I stood silently over the cliff, then, once the signal for attack was given I called upon my wind magic and drifted down the face of the cliff toward the compound.
"Wake up," came the raspy voice of Doctor Mengele. Derek's eyes fluttered open and found the Doctor standing over him, an anxious look on his ghastly face. "They're attacking the compound," he said with barely contained rage. "We are so close, and they attack now!"
The doctor loosened the straps on his wrists and Derek looked at him uncertainly, "What's going on?"
"Did you not hear us!?" he growled at Derek angrily. "The Seidskati have found us. You've been injected with the revised formula. We must escape, or all our work will be for naught."
Extricating his hands and legs from the straps, Derek hopped off the table and advanced on the doctor, "They've coming for you, not me."
The doctor chortled and spoke with an insane gleam in his eyes, "You think they will take kindly to a man who can use magic? Better if you come with us. We can monitor your progress and assure there aren't any unforeseen side effects."
Nodding as if what the doctor said was perfectly reasonable Derek moved as if to follow Mengele. "You're right," he said. "Let's get out of here."
As the doctor turned to leave, Derek quickly grabbed a tray from a nearby table, swept the instruments off it and slammed it into the back of Mengele's head, or at least tried too. The doctor ducked just in time to dodge Derek's attack. Then, with incredible strength Derek did not know the doctor possessed, he forced the tray from his grip. Before Derek could even think to defend himself the doctor raised the tray and once again Derek fell into unconsciousness.
Flint nearly fell to the floor as his bad knee buckled under the pressure. For several moments the building shook and trembled as if it were being torn apart. Instinctively, Nick knew magic was at work, and that could mean only one thing, the Sons of Odin were under attack. Soon the sound of gunfire erupted from outside the compound and his fears were confirmed. Barely able to stand, let alone run, he took off down the hall, passing several men in the hallways and ordered all of them to follow.
Quickly he guided the men to the nearest weapons cache, located in the main meeting hall, where they quickly armed ourselves. Another explosive jolt rocked the compound, and Flint nearly fell to the floor as his knee groaned in protest. Gritting his teeth he waited out the blast. Before he could open his mouth to issue orders, a figure stepped into the hall to face the revolutionary and his men.
"Hold your fire!" Flint bellowed as his men raised their weapons.
Gritting his teeth against the pain Flint limped toward where I stood and came to stand across from me.
"You," I muttered as my eyes widening in recognition. "You're Talman?"
Flint smiled, "No. The name's Nick Flint. I would say it's a pleasure to see you again, but I hardly think these are pleasurable circumstances."
I grimaced and shook my head, "I always wondered what became of you."
"You saved my life. That's not something I'm likely to forget. If you surrender, I promise no harm will come to you," he said, likely knowing full well that his men didn't stand a chance against a powerful Spellbinder like myself.
Smiling ruefully I shook my head, "You know I can't do that."
"Had to ask. May your journey to Valhalla be swift and assured." He turned his back to me and walked back to where his men waited. "Men! Open Fire!" Flint called out.
Bright flashes of light appeared as a barrage of bullets flew my way. I raised my arms and called forth a shield of spirit magic, watching calmly as the bullets bounced harmlessly off the soft blue barrier. Having no desire to kill Nicholas nor his men, I reached deep within myself and wove a web of wind, water and spirit magic and sent it hurtling throughout the room. A swirling green mass appeared above them and quickly consumed Flint and his men. When all was said and done a full dozen men lay on the ground unconscious, with only minor injuries.
At the moment I had bigger fish fry so I left the sleeping forms of the combatants and continued my search for Jonas Talman.
When the last of the opposing forces had been squelched I moved through the ranks of the CIB towards Agent Jensen.
"Any sign of Talman?" I asked as I approached.
He shook his head, "We're still sorting through this mess, but I have a feeling Talman has managed to slip away again," he said warily. "We did find something we haven't run across before. We've found evidence to suggest Talman was conducting experiments."
"What sort of experiments?" I asked.
Jensen hesitated for a second. "It's better if you see for yourself," he said. Then led me through the scene and to an area where an ambulance had been parked. He excused the agent guarding it, then swung the door open. Inside was the inert figure of an old man. I hopped into the ambulance and knelt next to the unconscious figure. Placing my hand on his cheek I sent a trickle of spirit magic into his body and watched as he came awake.
"Where am I?" he said in a raspy voice.
"You're safe now," I said reassuringly. "What's your name?"
The old man looked very much the worse for the wear as he struggled to speak, "Cletus Montgomery. The doctor … "
I moved closer to the old man and began to weave a spell of healing as I reached into the deepest recesses of his body. My magic came up against a barrier. I was so taken aback that I jumped back from the old man, falling down on my ass. Magic! The old man's body had instinctively summoned a magic barrier against my perceived intrusion.
"Dammit," I muttered angrily, preparing myself for another attempt. The old man lightly touched my hand. "Doctor Mengele," he said with a gasp. I tried to silence him but he shook his head stubbornly, "You must…" He gave one final gasp and a moment later he was gone.
"Good, you are awake," the doctor cackled as Derek's eyes fluttered open.
Derek tried to move, but found his movements hindered by the shackles that were now around his wrists and ankles. "We are most disappointed in you," the doctor said frowning down at Derek. "We trusted you, and you attacked us."
Derek remained silent, staring defiantly up at the doctor as he continued to speak, "You have started to awaken."
"Awaken how?" Derek demanded.
The doctor cackled. "You will see," he said then turned away and left Derek alone in the darkness.
Feelings of despair and hopelessness overtook him. Although the circumstances were much different I've been in a situation similar to Derek's, and it's not a pleasant experience, let me tell you. As Derek sat there alone he had plenty of time to think and memories of his past came flooding into his mind unbidden …
Red fluid seeped through young Derek's clenched fingers as he tried in vain to keep the blood from pouring out of his father's chest. He had watched helplessly as the three armed men had walked into the small meat market and demanded all of the store's cash from his father.
"Derek, run!" his father called out as the bullets had started to fly. Derek dove to the floor.
The robbers ignored him completely as they tore the money-cabinet open with a crowbar and quickly made their escape with all of his father's hard-earned money.
Fearful that the thieves might return and decide to kill him, Derek crawled across the blood soaked floor and came to rest beside his father. Zeik Hines' chest rose and fell, and for a few fleeting moments Derek felt hope rise that his father would survive. Unfortunately, as his father's breathing grew steadily weaker and blood continued to flow from his body, Derek's worst fears were realized as his father took one final breath and passed into the next life.
"I need you," I said, sitting down and slapping Nicholas' folder onto the table in front of me.
Nicholas smirked, "I don't really think this is right place for that, darlin'."
I grimaced, I had walked right into that one. I flipped open the folder and began to read from it, "Colonel Nicholas Flint of the One Hundred and Second Infantry, twice decorated. I need someone with your unique skill set. Are you interested?"
Nicholas glanced at the concealment shroud on the other side of the room and gave me an appraising look, "In case you haven't worked it for yourself, I'm likely to go to prison for a long time."
I smiled, "There are ways around that."
Nicholas glanced back at the shroud. "You can speak freely," I told him. "They can't hear us."
Nicholas looked me over suspiciously, "You're the one responsible for getting me locked up. Why would I want to help you?"
I sighed, "I saved your life, remember? This is much bigger than either of us. If you knew what I know, you'd realize that there is much more at stake than men's rights."
He gave me an amused look, "Oh yeah? Like what?"
I wasn't getting through to him. Clearly he was not going to buy what I had to sell. I'd just have to change that. Reaching across the table I gripped either side of his face, "Hey wha-" he started to say, but suddenly stopped mid-sentence as his eyes clouded over and he fell into a trance.
A few moments later his hands came up and broke my grip on my face, "Odin's bones!" he said his eyes wide. "It can't be true."
I looked him straight in the eyes and said, "What I have shown you is the truth. It's up to you whether you chose to accept my offer. Freedom, in exchange for your assistance."
I stood up and was about to leave when Nicholas called after me. "Wait! Assistance with what?" he asked.
I grinned wickedly, "I think you already know the answer to that. Should you choose to accept, tell your interrogator that you will only speak with me," I reached for the door and left Nicholas sitting in stunned disbelief.
Derek stared down at his finger tips, aghast at the change that had been wrought upon them. A few moments ago his right hand had burst into sudden and excruciating pain. His finger tips felt as if they had been run through a meat grinder. In the dim light he brought his hand up to his face so that he could get a better look at it and watched in morbid horror as the tips of his fingers shrank, changing from their usual chocolate brown to a much lighter tan color. Slowly the changes crept up his fingers, stopping just short of his knuckles.
He was changing, that much was obvious, but into what? His fingers were now longer, resembling fingers that might belong to a woman. Chilled by the thought, Derek worried that he might end up resembling the doctor. Perhaps he would not be stuck between forms as the doctor had. Perhaps he would change into a complete woman, but that held little more appeal to him than being stuck like the doctor.
Derek's thoughts were interrupted as a loud clang sounded in the near distance. He heard the distinct sound of the doctor's characteristic shuffling walk. "How is our specimen?" Mengele asked with what seemed to be genuine interest as he drew closer.
"I'd be much better if you set me free," Derek replied testily.
The doctor chortled, "We cannot do that! We are granting you a great gift. Think of it! You shall have the power to use magic."
Derek grimaced, "Thanks, but no thanks. I don't want to end up like you. Just look at what your formula has done to me!" He raised his hand so that the doctor could see his transformed fingers.
The doctor took one look and started to shriek, "The formula shouldn't be doing this! Our revisions should have seen to that! We've failed!"
"Perhaps not all is lost," a new voice said out of the darkness. "If the subject completes the transformation you could use the revised formula to complete your own transformation, my love."
A weird sort of wistfulness seemed to pass across the doctor's face, "Of course," the doctor grinned. "Then we can be together again."
The doctor's reply was met only with silence, "Our lady is very wise," he said happily. He pulled a needle from his coat and jabbed it into his prisoner's arm and once more Derek drifted into unconsciousness.
Flint was back in his cell and drifting off to sleep when a voice spoke out of nowhere, "Well," a woman's voice purred. "What have we here?"
Flint's eyes shot open and he looked over to find a leggy brunette standing on the opposite side of the cell. As she did with me, the Goddess seemed to have a calming effect on the revolutionary. "Do you truly believe calling yourself a son of Odin sets you apart from other men?" she continued, her arms crossed over her chest. "And here I thought that all men were sons of my dear departed husband."
Flint couldn't believe his ears. Had she just claimed that she was the wife of Odin? But that would mean ... "By Odin's Bones!" Flint fell to his knees.
Rolling her eyes, Frigg's voice seemed to grow very cold, "You're almost as bad as Aryanna. Get up and stop invoking the name of my dead husband."
Slowly, Flint stood and regarded the Asynja warily. "What would you have of me?"
The goddess threw her head back with a laugh. "Now that's more like it! You were approached by my dear servant, Aryanna. It would please me to no end if you were to join her in our cause."
Flint stared at Frigg suspiciously, "To stop Ragnarok?" He folded his arms across his chest and glared at her stubbornly. "Isn't the world supposed to be transformed into a paradise after everything is said and done? Why would I want to stop that? What's in it for me?"
The Goddess Frigg's eyes glinted with amusement, "My, you are a bold one! Very well, mortal, I'll make a bargain with you. Should you agree to help, and you are successful in halting Ragnarok, I will see to it that the playing field between the sexes is leveled."
"You'll give us the ability to use magic?" he asked growing more suspicious of the Goddess Frigg.
Frigg shook her head and smiled with a hint of mischievousness in her eyes, "Impossible, unless you would like a nice set of breasts on your chest and a pair of lips between those legs. No, there are other means by which men can gain power."
Flint wanted desperately to believe the goddess, but the deal sounded too good to be true. Frigg could have granted men whatever power she was offering centuries ago. Why was she offering now? Why hadn't she done something sooner?
Frigg glanced at Flint and threw her head back and started laughing again. "You need more time to decide." She came over and placed her hand on his cheek. Her hand slithered down his body and stopped at his bad knee. "A gift, as a sign of good faith."
A pleasantly warm sensation passed through his knee, then shot throughout the rest of his body. The pain that had been a constant part of his life for over six years was gone. "My knee!" he muttered in disbelief. "You've healed it!”
She nodded, "Until the coming of the great battle with the Jotun, you will not age." Without any warning whatsoever, Frigg vanished as if she had never even been there. As soon as she disappeared Flint called to the guard and asked that he be allowed to speak with me.
Nicholas Flint looked up as I stepped through the door. "I knew you'd come around," I said with a smile as I sat down across from him.
He shook his head, "Are you free to speak?"
I nodded, "Of course."
Nicholas hesitated for a moment then spoke, "Ragnarok. I can hardly believe it might actually be coming. What exactly can we do about it?"
I sighed and looked him in the eyes, "We can fight. I have reason to believe that Ragnarok can be halted."
"It appears we have a mutual acquaintance," he said. A look of determination passed across his face then faded almost as quickly.
A smiled touched the corner of my lips, "Oh yeah? Who would that be?"
Nicholas hesitated again. "Frigg," he muttered in a whispered tone.
I was a bit surprised that the Frigg would have bothered talking to the revolutionist. She hadn't contacted me since our first encounter, and I was beginning to wonder if the steps I was taking to halt Ragnarok were enough. Since becoming a full Spellbinder I had done everything I could think of, but I had been assailed with doubts from the very first day. Perhaps this was a sign that I was headed in the right direction.
"I'm assuming she managed to convince you of the importance of the cause?" I said, concealing my surprise as best I could.
Nicholas shook his head. "I'm not sold, but I'm willing to listen."
That wasn't completely unexpected "First, I need some information. Tell me about Mengele."
Nicholas scowled. "I never liked having that freak around. I tried to convince Talman that we didn't need the doctor, but Talman insisted."
"You call Mengele a freak. Is that because of the experiments?" I asked.
Nicholas shook his head and sighed, "Fifty years ago, Mengele developed a formula that he thought would give men the ability to use magic. He tested it on himself. The results aren't pretty. He's half-male and half-female."
"Like some sort of hermaphrodite?" I asked.
He shook his head, "No, one side of his body is male, though it's twisted and deformed, while the other side looks like a beautiful woman.
I bit my lip, "That explains a few things. Do know where I can find him?"
Flint shook his head and I sighed warily, "What about Talman, where can I find him?"
Nicholas sighed, "I wouldn't tell you even if I knew."
"There will be someone in to interrogate you shortly," I said standing to leave. "I'm sure that I don't have to tell you what will happen should you refuse to answer them."
"Wait!" He called after me, "Where are you going?"
I gave him a knowing look, "To find Mengele, of course."
"Lady," the white-clad Elf said with a slight tilt of his head, "I am called Heime."
Good goddesses! Heime was gorgeous. I couldn't keep my eyes of him. I tried to not let it show as I spoke, "We have met before, haven't we?"
Heime smiled, "Indeed, 'twas I who did vanquish the Dokklfur that had come upon thee six years ago. It was most unfortunate that our first meeting was so fleeting. Thou art truly beautiful, and I find myself unable to take mine eyes away from thy countenance."
I found myself blushing at the Lejolfar's words. It seemed odd that I would suddenly find myself attracted to a man when I had never had such feelings before. Then I thought back to my meeting with the Elf Queen and remembered I壇 had to restrain myself from tearing her clothes off. Maybe it wasn't me, maybe it was him. I shrugged off my strange attraction and attempted to excuse myself. "It really was a pleasure to see you again, but I really must be going."
"I am afraid, my Lady, that it is most urgent we speak," the Elf said apologetically. "My mother, the Queen, has sent me in regards to thy debt."
I sighed, "It really isn't a very good time. Can we speak later?"
The Elf shook his head and smiled sadly, "It is most urgent that the debt be fulfilled now."
I sighed, remembering the importance Frigg had placed on fulfilling the debt, "Very well, exactly what do I need to do?"
The Elf smiled apologetically as he detailed just exactly what his mother wished me to do. I couldn't believe my ears. It was not at all what I would have ever expected.
"Very well." with a nervous lump in my throat I took the Elf's hand and summoned forth a travel spell.
Derek gasped in pure agony as the pain crept up his arm and produced further changes. This time the pain lasted for well over an hour, and by the time it had ceased his entire right arm and part of his shoulder had undergone changes. His new arm was extremely stiff and sore and it was damn well impossible to get it to move.
As I mentioned earlier, the room was poorly lit, and Derek had a difficult time seeing the full details of his changes, but he saw enough to dread any future changes. His arm was far shorter and had lost all the muscle mass he had worked so hard to build. The skin color, as he had noted earlier, was a creamy chocolate-tan color, much more reminiscent of his mother's skin tone than his own. His mother was half-Japanese, and had always favored her Japanese ancestry over the African side of her family. He had always favored his African ancestry, showing almost no sign of having any Asian heritage, but apparently the formula was changing that.
Due to the shackles on his wrists, he couldn't take his shirt off, but from what he could tell, his shoulder looked oddly disproportionate under his shirt.
Derek half-expect the doctor to reappear to examine this new set of changes, but the doctor did not show. At one point a shadowy figure that might have been the doctor appeared to slide a tray of food in front of Derek, but he never knew for sure. Derek's right arm was next to useless, so he was forced to eat using his left arm.
Derek wasn't entirely sure how long he sat there in the darkness, but he soon drifted off to sleep, once again finding himself reliving his past.
Derek was nineteen now, and the memory of his father's death still hung over him like a storm cloud. At first he had wanted revenge for his loss, but as time drew on he had come to see that the men that had killed his father as being a small part of a much bigger problem. The Spellbinders controlled everything. Men had little chance of succeeding in a world ruled under their tyrannical fists. Desperate men performed desperate acts.
For these reason, Derek had come to join in the protests at the nation's Capitol. He had spent nearly all of his savings just to get there and he soon found himself surrounded by like-minded men. He shivered in the cold and held up his sign in protest with the rest. The protesters and the police had remained at a peaceful standoff. That all changed with the arrival of the Men's Liberation Front, a masculinist group that had been gaining nationwide attention for it's radical views on men's rights.
Members of the men's group began taunting the police, but for a short while it didn't look as if anything would come of it. Then one of the revolutionists pulled out a gun and all Jotun broke loose. The man was quickly gunned down by the police and the once peaceful protests turned suddenly violent. Derek made a break for it and managed to evade being arrested.
The rioting that broke out lasted for days afterward, and only ended after martial law was declared and the military became directly involved. As a result of the riots, the Men's Liberation Front suffered intense scrutiny from the government and was eventually disbanded after several government raids that put a stop to the majority of their activity.
The Dvergir stumbled about drunkenly down the street and I had no problem following him. It was several blocks before he came to a halt and I chose then to make my presence known. "Brokk," I said out of the shadows.
Brokk stumbled to his knees. "Who there?" he asked with a pronounced slur.
I stepped into sight and smiled down at the diminutive creature, who resembled a very short human. His nose gave him away. It was much too large for his face and resembled a turnip. "You!" he grunted and drew a small battleaxe from his belt.
I summoned a bit of wind magic and sent the blade tumbling out of his hands. "Now, now, Brokk," I said with a cheerful smile, "Let's play nice."
Brokk let out a loud belch and scowled up at me. "Lass," he growled. "Leave me be. I'm in no mood fer yer questions, now."
I sent earth magic down my arm and used the extra strength my magic granted me to force the Dwarf off his feet and up against the wall of the nearby building. "I have no time for this, Brokk. I need answers now. I need to know where I can find someone by the name of Doctor Mengele."
The dwarf laughed, "You gonna have to make it worth me while I thinks."
Sighing wearily I released the dwarf and let his feet sink back down to the ground. "What exactly will it cost me this time?" I asked.
The dwarf smiled, "Word 'mong my cousins is Ragnarok's a-comin'," he grunted, "and that Frigg's gone and chosen you to keep it from happenin'."
I didn't know how the dwarf had learned this, but it didn't particularly surprise me. The dwarves were renowned for their information gathering skills. "I figure you be needin' to raise yerself an army."
This could actually work to my advantage. "You want to make me weapons, Brokk? Assuming I needed those weapons, exactly how much would that cost me?"
The dwarf stroked his chin, "Aye, I wants to make you weapons. As fer the price, yer ancestor owns a piece of property that the Conclave would be mighty interested in having. If we were to receive said property we might be inclined to make you them weapons."
I had no idea what property of the Dvergar Conclave would be interested in, but the only reason the dwarves would want any property would be to mine it. "Uh-huh…" I folded my arms across my chest. "Where exactly is this property?"
The dwarf belched again, "Alfheim."
"Alfheim?" I asked. "Athilda owns land in the home of the Light Elves? That's crazy. How in Hel could she own property there of all places?"
The dwarf shrugged, "Give us the land and I will tell you what you want ter know."
"You know I will have to speak with Athilda about this, don't you?"
The dwarf laughed again, "I figer’d that'd be the case."
Sighing warily I shook my head. "I'll be back," I said, then called forth a travel spell and vanished with a great torrent of wind.
Derek snorted loudly and came awake as his shoulder suddenly erupted with pain. The pain spread across his chest and up his neck, and he started screaming as the pain became too much to bear. He couldn't see the changes, but could track their progress as he felt the pain move across his body.
That’s when the doctor chose to reappear and Derek screamed in agony as a particularly sharp stab of pain shot through his nipple. Mengele came over to Derek as he lay on the ground convulsing in agony. "Painful, isn't it?" He sounded almost sympathetic.
The pain was so overwhelming that Derek couldn't have answered had he wanted too. "Let us see." Mengele said and tore open Derek's shirt.
Much to his horror Derek saw the changes that had started to come over his right nipple. It had become severely swollen and a small mound was slowly growing into something that was quickly coming to resemble a breast. That wasn't the only change taking place, a trail of mismatched skin was crawling up his chest toward his neck, and another down toward his waist.
The doctor smiled down at the younger man, produced a syringe from his jacket and chortled, "We need blood." Once he had gotten it he disappeared, while Derek continued to writhe in agony and watch in horror at the changes which were coming over his body.
"How is she today?" I asked my mother as I approached. After Penelope's death, Athilda had hired my mother as her assistant. Now that I was acting head of House le Fey, Mom was technically now my assistant, but the majority of her time was spent nursing our ailing ancestor.
Mom smiled sadly, "It's been one of Athilda's better days, but it's been a tough week for her. "What about you?" she asked in a worried tone. "You've been working too hard. You need to get some rest. I'm sure the Goddess will understand if you take a day off."
I shook my head, "I can't afford to take a day off."
"Marion's been asking about you. She wants to see you," Mom said with a bit of smile.
My mother knew just what to say. She knew I wouldn't say no to spending time with Marion. "Okay, I'll try to find some time for her, but I need to speak with Athilda," I said, changing the subject. "Where can I find her?"
Mom smiled, "Where else? The gardens."
I kissed my mother on the forehead. "Of course, I should have guessed. Even at this hour she can't keep away. We'll talk later."
I left my mother and walked through the house and out a door that led to the gardens. I found my ancestor almost immediately, knelt down on her knees trimming away at a small shrub.
"Aryanna," she said without even looking my way. "Has your mother sent you in her place to chastise me?"
"No," I said folding my arms across my chest. "But you really should be in bed. It's nearly one in the morning. The rest would do you good."
Athilda threw her head back and laughed, "I am dying, child. Rest will do me little good."
Athilda and I had had this argument before and I chose not to press the matter further. "I need your permission to sell a piece of land."
Athilda turned to look me in the eyes, "You are the Head of our house, child. You have no need to ask anything of me."
"Acting Head," I reminded her. "And this isn't any piece of land. Brokk says it's in Alfheim."
Athilda scowled up at me, "I should have known. You've been consorting with that Dwarf again."
I shook my head, "Brokk has information I need, and he's agreed to make me weapons should I give him the land."
"That land was a gift from the Lejoá¡lfar Queen. She would not be happy if you gave it to the Conclave." Athilda said.
I shook my head, "I don't really care if the Queen is happy or not," I said with far more anger than I intended.
Athilda gave me an appraising look, "Your debt to the Elf Queen," she whispered. "When did she-"
I cut her off, "Yesterday, and I'd rather not talk about it."
Athilda gave me a sympathetic look. "Give the dwarf what he wants."
I smiled, "Thank you, Athilda. Please get some rest," I said as I turned to leave, then turned back.
"Lilith would have been proud of you," Athilda said suddenly, and I stopped in my tracks.
I turned back to look at my ancestor. "You never talk about Lilith," I whispered quietly.
Athilda nodded, "I've been a fool. She thought the Seidskati were too old and set in their ways. She felt the Council should have been disbanded. It's taken me almost five centuries, but I've come to believe she was right."
I opened my mouth to speak, but Athilda continued. "She was such a contentious child. She and I, we were always arguing. One day, I’d had enough, I told her to leave and never come back. We never spoke again."
I stared at my ancestor, aghast. She had never told me what had happened between her and my great-grandmother. "Athilda," I whispered quietly. "Why are you telling me this?"
"Because you deserve to know."
I nodded, "Thanks."
Athilda sighed, "Trust no one. There remains at least one traitor within the Seidskati."
I nodded, "Elizabeth."
Athilda shook her head, "I know your dislike for Elizabeth is strong, child, but that is little reason to believe she is a traitor."
I shook my head, "Who else could it be?"
Athilda turned to look me in the eyes, "Many within the council might have had the opportunity."
I shook my head, "Whatever the case, I have some ideas on how I might get the traitor to reveal herself."
"Very well. Go then, child," she said with a bit of her usual irritation showing through. I nodded, summoned some magic, and disappeared with a great gust of wind.
Flint hated confined spaces and all this time spent cooped up in the cell was starting to get to him. He had stubbornly refused to tell his interrogators anything. It didn't feel right betraying Talman after everything he had done for him. Still, he couldn't escape the feeling of unease that had come over him since learning of Aryanna's belief that Ragnarok was coming. If what she had shown him was true, maybe the revolution wasn't as important as he had believed.
But could he betray Talman? Despite his doubts, the man had been like a brother to him. He didn't feel right just casting that friendship aside like an old rag, nor could he ignore Aryanna's convictions concerning Ragnarok. Shaking his head in frustration, Derek began to pace back in forth across his cell, trying to figure out what he would do.
Hours later he still hadn't come to a decision, but was distracted when for a brief moment he thought he heard a clinking sound. He immediately dismissed it, thinking perhaps he had imagined the sound. Soon enough, he heard it again and he knew immediately that the sound was not a figment of his tired mind. It seemed to be coming from below. What could it possibly be? Flint was in the basement of the CIB facility which had a solid concrete floor. It seemed unlikely that there would be any sound coming from below. He briefly considered calling out to the guard, but immediately dismissed the idea. His instincts told him that that would be a bad idea.
The clinking continued for over an hour and gradually grew louder until a small hole appeared in the floor. Flint caught a glimpse of something metallic working itself around the hole. The cavity widened considerably, the clinking ceased and a small head poked out from the hole.
Flint recognized the creature almost immediately. His grandfather had told him all about them in his youth, but they were so rare in Nyrland that he had never thought he'd ever lay eyes on one. The creature stared at the revolutionary for a moment, then opened its mouth, "You Flint?"
He nodded, "You're a Kobold."
The Kobold grunted, scowling up at Flint. "You think?" it asked sarcastically. "I never would have guessed. You want outta here or not?"
He nodded. The Kobold threw a pickaxe at Nick from inside its hole. "If you want out you're gonna help me make a hole big enough to fit your huge ass."
The Kobold was obviously irritated, and Flint didn't want to aggravate it further, as they were said to be incredibly dangerous when angry, despite their short stature. "Won't the guards be able to hear us?" he asked picking up the pickaxe.
The Kobold shook its head irritably, "Humans! The guards hear what I want them to hear. Shut up and start digging, or I might just decide to leave you here."
Nick quickly did as the Kobold suggested and began working his way to freedom.
It took me a while to find Brokk again, but when I finally did, it was not surprisingly, in a bar that catered exclusively to Dvergar. The pair of burly Dwarves at the door didn't seem to want to let me in, but after I unleashed a torrent of water on the duo they gracefully allowed me inside. I strode into the establishment, ignoring the angry glances cast my way and sat down at a table across from Brokk.
"You again," the Dwarf chugged down a large glass of amber lager. "You come to a decision?"
I nodded, "The property is yours, assuming you provide me with my weapons and the information I'm seeking."
Brokk laughed. "Who you think you talkin' to? The good doctor can be found in Epegard not far from the compound you and them CIB raided. Rumor has it he's skulking 'bout an old apple distillery."
I nodded, "You know, if this information proves false the deal is off."
The dwarf grunted. "Course. I ain't stupid."
"It was a pleasure doing business," I said then walked out of the bar and disappeared into the night.
"This is the last time I ever do a goddess a favor," the Kobold grumbled as Flint slipped into the hole. He found himself in a tunnel that ran as ran as the eye see in either direction. Flint had to crane his neck a bit as the tunnel wasn't quite tall enough for him to stand at full-height.
The revolutionary looked down at the tiny Vattir in surprise, "Frigg sent you?"
"Yeah, and it's been a huge pain in the ass so far." the Kobold responded. "You humans are always getting yourselves into trouble. Why I should get you out of your own mess is beyond me."
"Thanks for the help," Flint said. "You have a name?"
The Kobold glanced at the man then grimaced, "Crystal."
"You're female?" he asked incredulously.
"Yes? Is that a problem?" she asked.
Nick shook his head, "No, of course not."
"Come on then," she said motioning the revolutionary forward. "I haven't got all day."
Two swirling whirlwinds appeared suddenly out from the darkness, fading away just as quickly. From within the swirling masses, Agnes Bernauer and Elizabeth Bathory emerged. "Lizzy" was the first to approach, and as usual she wore a look of contempt and loathing on her face. Agnes on the other hand, seemed genuinely pleased to see me.
"What is so important that it couldn't wait until morning?" Elizabeth growled angrily.
"I've tracked a scientist by the name of Dr. Mengele to these premises. The doctor has created a formula that purportedly will grant men the ability to use magic." I said grimacing up at Elizabeth.
Elizabeth looked me over suspiciously, "I would think you all of people would find that idea appealing."
I shook my head, "Mengele's experimentation has lead to the death of at least four men. I will not let anymore innocents die at the hands of that madman."
Agnes smiled. "I agree. Well done, Aryanna. I knew you showed potential."
"Thanks." I said smiling back at her. "What do you think? Should we try the direct approach or something a bit more subtle?"
Elizabeth scowled, "Direct. The sooner we get this over with the better."
Agnes nodded, "Direct."
As one, we stood and marched on the abandoned apple distillery. I calmed my senses and let my magic flood through my entire body. When I got close enough to the doors, I sent a huge gust of wind at them. They buckled inward and collapsed to the ground with a loud clang.
We met no resistance as we made our way through the old distillery in search of Mengele. We went from room to room and had nearly searched the entire building when we came upon a big steel door. Before I could summon my magic, Elizabeth blasted the door open with a fiery torrent and the three of us walked through the now open doorway.
Inside was an inert figure the like of which I had never seen. One half of the person's body was the figure of a man of African descent and the other was that of a beautiful woman who appeared to be of mixed African and Asian descent. I moved across the room and knelt next to the unconscious figure who was chained against the wall. I placed my hand on his female cheek and sent a trickle of spirit magic into the poor soul's body and watched as he came awake.
Derek would later claim that he thought he was looking on the face of a Valkyrie as he woke to find me staring down at him. "Am I dead?" he asked softly.
In spite of his appearance I couldn't help but smile. "No," I said sympathetically, "you're in an abandoned apple distillery in Epegard."
"Are you a Valkyrie?" he asked with something akin to adoration in his voice.
Again I smiled. "No, my name is Aryanna le Fey." I didn't know why, but I felt a small bit of pleasure at being compared to such a heavenly being. "The woman on my right is Elizabeth Bathory," I continued, motioning toward a stern-faced Elizabeth. "And this is Agnes Bernauer on my left," I added motioning toward my other companion.
"What's your name?" I asked.
"Derek," He croaked out.
"Nice to meet you Derek. I'm looking for someone named Dr. Mengele. Do you know where I can find him?"
Derek shook his head, "I don't know where he is. He'll probably be back soon. He hasn't taken any blood in a while."
I restrained a grimace as I reached over to the shackle on his right wrist. There was a brief flash of light as I summoned some earth and fire magic, then the shackle dissolved into amorphous goo. I did the same for the shackle on his left wrist, then the ones about his ankles. I offered Derek my hand and helped him stand.
Derek stumbled and nearly collapsed again, but I summoned a bit of magic to grant me strength and helped him to remain erect. I caught a glimpse of something sliding out of Derek's pant leg and he bent down to pick it up, nearly falling as he struggled to pick up the object. I caught site of it and felt bile rise in my throat as I realized what Derek was holding in his hands.
"Frigg and Hel," he muttered, then dropped his testicles from his hands and bent over to loose the contents of his stomach at my feet. I almost did the same, but managed to keep myself from vomiting, if only just barely.
There was a sudden and familiar chill in the room as a swirling whirlwind appeared and dissipated. "My Lady," spoke a raspy voice. "Who have you brought to see us?"
Agnes Bernauer reacted almost instantly, sending a huge blast of white fire at Elizabeth Bathory. The older Spellbinder crumbled to the floor. Agnes rounded on me, sending a great blast of lightning at me. Fortunately, I managed to raise a Spirit Shield in time, as lightning crackled harmlessly around my soft blue barrier.
I was shocked by Agnes sudden attack. I never would have suspected that Agnes had been the traitor. Elizabeth had seemed the most likely candidate, and I had fully expected her to attack me when Mengele appeared.
Agnes grimaced and her face changed. I watched in amazement as the Agnes' hair shifted and contorted, becoming longer, and changing color from gray to pure white. As her skin became completely black and her nose flattened against her face, her head became rounder and her teeth began to protrude from her mouth, becoming razor sharp. "How did you know?" The Dark Elf Sorceress that had been Agnes Bernauer shrieked at me.
I grunted against her continued onslaught, "I didn't, but I've suspected for a long time that the de Clissons were working with someone else within the Seidskati. I always thought it was Elizabeth who was the traitor. I never would have guessed that a Dark Elf had been masquerading as Agnes."
The creature shrieked and unleashed more lightning against me. It was almost too much for me to bear, and I fell to my knees against the strain of this new onslaught. The Dark Elf laughed and it took all the power I could muster just to keep my shield up.
"Where exactly are we going?" Flint asked Crystal.
The Kobold grunted in annoyance, but otherwise ignored the revolutionary's question. He was just about to demand an answer from the diminutive Vattir when she stopped suddenly, pronouncing, "We're here."
"We're where?" Flint asked in obvious befuddlement.
The Kobold looked up and he followed her gaze. Directly above him was a small hole just barely large enough for him to fit through. "Well, don't just stand there," Crystal said irritably. "Start climbing."
Because the ceiling of the tunnel was so low Flint was able to reach up into the hole and pull himself up the other side. Once through he gazed uncertainly back down through the cavity. "Coming?" he asked the Kobold.
She shook her head, "I did what the Goddess wanted. The rest is up to you. You might find this helpful," she said, tossing up a small bundle wrapped in a cloth to him.
Flint unwrapped the cloth from the bundle and found a small .22 caliber pistol wrapped inside. "Thanks, but what would I possibly need this for?" the revolutionary called down the hole, but received no answer from the Kobold. He examined his surroundings and recognized them almost immediately. He wasn't sure why the Goddess would bring him here of all places, but he had a feeling that something important was about to go down. Taking one last look around, Flint raised the small pistol and made his way to the nearest doorway.
"Norns preserve!" I yelled against the Dokká¡lfur's onslaught. Goddesses, she was powerful! All my power was being used to hold my shield, and soon even that wouldn't be enough.
Just when I thought the Dark Elf would finally break through my defenses, the onslaught of lightning suddenly stopped. Ready to take advantage of the sudden reprieve I drew on my magic and sent a blast of wind and fire at the now defenseless Dokká¡lfur. I quickly realized, however, that my attack had been completely unnecessary. The Dark Elf had slumped to the floor with a bullet in her head.
I whirled around and found Nick Flint standing behind me holding a smoking gun in his hand. "How in the world did you get here?" I asked as I stood on shaky knees.
Nicholas flashed me a cocky grin, "A little Kobold showed me the way."
I wasn't entire sure what he meant by that remark, but I shook my head and walked over to where Elizabeth lay and knelt down beside her. I summoned my magic and felt for signs of life. When I found she was alive, I touched her cheek and let a small trickle of magic escape my fingers. With a start, the elderly Spellbinder came awake. "Agnes," she muttered.
"That wasn't Agnes," I muttered. "It was a Dokká¡lfur Sorceress."
Elizabeth sat up suddenly and gave me a bewildered look, "Why on earth would a Dark Elf want to take Agnes' place?"
I looked about the room at Derek, who lay in an exhausted heap on the floor. "Perhaps we should discuss this at a later time."
Elizabeth nodded, "I owe you my life."
I shook my head, "Actually, I had very little to do with it. Nicholas arrived just in time to save both our lives."
Elizabeth glanced back at Nicholas and nodded, "Thank you."
"No problem," Nicholas said, looking a bit uncomfortable under the ancient Spellbinder's gaze.
Elizabeth turned back to look at me, "I'll clean things up here. I think it best if the CIB were not made aware of your involvement."
I nodded in agreement then cast my gaze around, remembering Mengele. He was nowhere to be seen. "Dammit," I muttered. "The doctor has escaped."
Flint and I locked eyes, and I suppressed a shudder as I briefly caught a glimpse of the horrors he had witnessed. "What have you decided?" I asked, showing no sign that what I had seen disturbed me.
We were standing inside what had formerly been Athilda's office, but now served as what I had come to call the 'Ragnarok Room.' Maps, books and various diagrams, all pertaining to Ragnarok, were strewn all about the place. Flint's cold eyes seemed to soften a bit and he looked suddenly very tired. "I can't believe I'm about to say this, but I believe you. I truly do."
I walked across the room and produced a bottle of Akvavit from within a cupboard. "Care for a drink?"
Nick nodded, "Please."
I poured us each a glass and handed one to Flint. The revolutionary downed it almost immediately. "Haven't had a good drink in days," he muttered, giving me an appreciative look.
I smiled and downed my own glass. "I know how you feel," I said, frowning into the empty glass. "As much as I hate being acting head of House le Fey, the position does have it's advantages."
Flint pursed his lips, "Like the occasional glass of a fine spirit?"
I nodded, "Yes. Of course. But we aren't here to talk about Spirits, are we?"
"No," Flint said putting his glass down on my desk. "I suppose not. You're probably wondering why I haven't given you an answer. I've been muddling it over in my head and no matter how I look at it, I keep coming to the same conclusion."
I smiled, "What would that be?"
Nick sighed, "As hard as it is for me to admit, I think I was taken in by Talman. I believe he knows that Ragnarok is coming, and has chosen what he believes to be the winning side."
I shook my head, "You think he is knowingly serving the Jotun?"
Flint nodded. "From what you've told me, the de Clissons were willfully serving the Jotun, as was that Dark Elf I killed. I think it unlikely that Talman would unknowingly ally himself with two different servants of the Jotun without becoming suspicious. He's too smart for that."
"Knowingly or unknowingly he is aiding the enemy," I said with a sad smile.
Flint grimaced miserably, "The Jotun will see the world destroyed should the Goddesses lose the final battle. Jonas must have some reason to believe the Jotun will spare him if he has allied himself with the giants, and I've helped him, blithely unaware of his duplicity." He picked up the empty glass and staring longingly into it. "That's why you'll need me. I know Talman, I know how he thinks and I know what his next move will be."
"So I take you've made your decision," I said a triumphant smile creeping onto my face.
Flint nodded, "I guess I have."
"I think that's reason enough for another drink," I said pouring us each another shot of Akvavit.
Derek woke in what was to him a foreign place. He was laying atop a bed in a guest room within Athilda's estates. "Where am I?" he muttered under his breath as he looked about the lavish room. The last thing he could remember was the battle with the Dark Elf.
"You're awake!" said a high-pitched voice excitedly. The voice belonged to a girl who looked to be in her early teen years.
"Who are you?" Derek asked taken aback, surprised by the girl's sudden appearance.
The girl smiled and held out her hand, "I'm Marion Valemont. I guess you could say I'm Aryanna's adopted sister."
Derek took the girl's hand and smiled, "Derek Hines. I guess that means I'm in the Le Fey estates."
The girl nodded enthusiastically. "Aryanna and Mom had some really important stuff to talk about with that ornery Bathory lady, so they asked me to watch you. They should be back soon."
"Do you have any idea how I got here?" Derek asked the girl.
She shook her head, "Nope."
Sighing bitterly, Derek reached across the bed to remove the blanket that had been lying atop him. As he did so, he noted that his transformation had not progressed any further since his last bout of changes. He ran quickly across the room and looked himself over in the mirror. Like the doctor, one half of his body was male and the other was female. Unlike Mengele, his male side didn't look the least bit deformed.
"Sif preserve!" Derek muttered. "Am I going to be stuck like this forever?"
Marion came over to stand next to him. She glanced up at him with a curious expression on her face. Derek didn't respond, not sure of what to say. He opened his mouth to speak, but no words escaped his lips as looked down at the girl. How could he explain his predicament to this child? He held no obligation toward her, and there was no need to tell what had been done to him, but for some reason he felt a strong desire to tell Marion all about his changes.
He stared at the girl awkwardly, and was saved from speaking as the door opened and I appeared from the other side of it. Derek seemed nervous as our eyes met and, strangely enough, I felt a bit of a nervous twinge myself.
"Derek," I said smiling at him. "How are you doing?"
He shook his head, "As good as can be expected."
I gave him a sympathetic smile then I looked about remembering that the girl was still present. "Marion would you please leave us?"
She groaned and pouted, but quickly complied, storming angrily out of the room. As soon as she had vacated it, my attention returned to Derek and I spoke, "I don't want to get your hopes up, but I think I might be able to reverse your changes."
Derek smiled enthusiastically, "That's great news!" he exclaimed practically jumping with glee, "How soon can you do it?
I hesitated for a moment, "I don't know if it will even work. I've never done anything like it before. There's something else I want you to consider. I might be able to reverse the changes, but there's at least as good a chance that I might complete them."
Derek looked back at me with a look of utter confusion on his face. "Why would I want to be a woman?"
Again, I hesitated, "While you were unconscious, I probed your mind. Please, don't be angry," I added quickly noting the shocked look that had appeared on his face. "Let me explain." I raised my hand as Derek opened his mouth to speak. He looked uncomfortable and I could understand why. A person's thoughts were private. To have someone else look upon them was deeply unsettling.
"When I was first made Athilda's apprentice, I was kidnapped and my mind was invaded," I continued smiling apologetically as I did so. "My kidnapper intended to make me into an assassin by altering my mind. I had to be sure they hadn't tried to do the same with you. When I looked into your mind I found a strong sense of right and wrong, and an even stronger desire to be accepted as an equal to women in our society. I could use someone like you."
Derek looked as if he were at a loss for words and he stared at me awkwardly as if trying to think of something to say. "Use me for what?" he finally managed to mutter.
Once again I hesitated, "Ragnarok is coming. I intend to keep it from becoming a reality."
He gave me an incredulous look and glared at me as if wondering whether I were sane. "That's …" he muttered trailing off.
"Crazy?" I said with a smile. "I know how it sounds."
Once more he stared at me in awkward silence. "I don't know what to think. I need some time to think," he finally managed to say.
I nodded in understanding, "Take all the time you need," I said, turning away leaving him alone with his thoughts.
Derek was, once again alone in the same guest room he had awakened in when a woman suddenly appeared before him. "Norns," he muttered in astonishment. "Where the Frigg did you come from?"
"Mortals!" she said with a scowl on her face. "I don't know why you insist on using my name as if it were a foul curse word."
"You're Goddess Frigg?" he muttered in amazement. "That's it! I've lost it completely. I'm seeing things."
Frigg rolled her eyes, "You're not hallucinating," she replied testily.
Derek hesitated, then looked her over from head to foot. He wanted to say something, but only managed a slight nod.
This small gesture appeared to be enough for the goddess as she smiled at him from across the room, "Much better. What have you decided regarding Aryanna's offer?"
He couldn't quite explain why, but for whatever reason he became convinced he really was speaking with Frigg and not some figment of his imagination. "I don't know," he said shaking his head in frustration. "If what she says is true then I would want to help stop Ragnarok. Can she really do it? Can she really finish the changes?"
Frigg smiled sadly, "Yes, but she could kill you if she's not careful."
Derek shook his head, "And Ragnarok? Can it be stopped."
The goddess pursed her lips, "There is a chance. The future is not set."
"You think I should accept her offer?" he asked, looking at the goddess with a sense of dread.
She smiled sadly, "What I think doesn't matter, mortal. The choice must be yours."
"That's it?" he asked her incredulously. "Surely, you can give me something that will help me decide!"
Frigg seemed momentarily taken aback, then suddenly threw her head back and started to laugh, a deep and hearty laugh. She smiled down at him, "She needs you. Even now she feels drawn to you, but does not yet understand why."
Derek's heart skipped a beat and he hesitated for a moment as his heart and mind waged war with one another. He had been drawn to me since our meeting, but neither could he stand the thought of being stuck as a woman for the rest of his life. He stared up at the goddess as if pleading for her to make the decision for her. A sigh escaped his lips as came to acceptance passed through him. "Then I suppose I'll ask her to complete the changes," he muttered, feeling dread mingled with relief as he locked his eyes with those of the goddess.
Frigg gifted Derek with an approving smile, "There is no need for her to invoke the changes when I can do so without risk to your life," She walked across the room to stand before Derek and gently stroked his cheek.
Suddenly, a very familiar yet considerably less severe pain coursed throughout Derek's body. This time the changes came on much more quickly, and he gasped as a very strange sensation passed over his crotch. It burned where his penis had remained stubbornly attached above a partial formed vagina. He quickly tore open his pants and watched as his penis suddenly shot inward and formed a complete vulva.
"Be patient with her," the goddess whispered. He looked over where she had been standing and found she was gone. He quickly tore off his remaining clothes and watched as the changes rippled across his body. He struggled against the pain as he walked across the room where a mirror was mounted on the wall. He watched as the changes shifted across his face, neck, torso, and lower body.
The breast on the right side of his chest seemed to grow just a bit larger, then the area around the left nipple almost seemed to inflate and there were two breasts on his chest. The changes to his face completed first, and he found himself captivated by the sight of the woman in the mirror. His eyes were now slightly slanted, though his facial features were still predominantly African. There was an ever so slight resemblance to his mother, but he was much more attractive than his mother had ever been. Strangely enough, his hair had grown nearly a foot in length with the new set of changes. Gradually, the changes were completed across the rest of his body and the pain faded away.
The woman in the mirror had a captivating figure to match her face and Derek could hardly believe that he was looking upon his own reflection. There were a few features in his face that stuck out as familiar, but for the most part there was very little resemblance to his previous self. He looked at his reflection and felt his stomach lurch at that the thought that he would have to live as a woman for the rest of his life. Had he really made the right choice?
After dressing himself in the set of ill-fitting clothes that he found within the closet, Derek left the privacy of the guest room and left in search of me. He found me in the hallway as I was conversing with my mother. I caught sight of him almost immediately felt my jaw drop as I noted his now fully female form. "Derek? How did you? …"
"I, uh, had a little help," he muttered awkwardly, and I found myself mesmerized by the sight of the beautiful woman that stood before me. "Frigg," I muttered finding myself at a loss for words.
I don't know what made him do it, but suddenly I found his lips locked with my own. Shocked by the sudden contact, I quickly broke away and stared at the new woman in shock.
"I … I'm sorry," he muttered apologetically. "I don't know …"
I stepped back from Derek with a sinking feeling in my heart. "Please don't. I … just can't."
"Lady Aryanna!" A voice called from behind.
"Yes what is it, Meredith?" I quickly replied, eager to seize upon the interruption.
The young woman bowed her head, "It is Lady Athilda. She seeks your presence."
"We will speak later," I said, casting Derek an awkward glance before turning to follow Meredith down the hallway.
"Don't take it personally. She just hasn't been the same since the death of Marion's sister," I heard my mother mutter, and felt my cheeks burn at the thought of the kiss Derek and I had shared.
"About time, cousin!" Claramae said with a scowl as I stepped into the room. I looked about the room and noted several more of my 'cousins' gathered around Athilda's bed within the room.
"Hold your tongue, child," Athilda said, scowling up at my cousin.
I came over and knelt by Athilda's bedside. My ancestor looked dreadful, the dark circles under her eyes were much more prevalent than usual, and she looked thinner than ever. "Leave us," Athilda said. "I need to speak with Aryanna alone."
Claramae grimaced, but left the room without a word and the others soon followed suit. Mother, who had appeared in the doorway, turned away and closed the door so that Athilda and I could have some privacy. "Athilda, what's going on?" I asked.
Athilda smiled sadly, "Twilight is nearly upon me, child. It is almost time."
I sighed feeling the sting of tears beginning to form in my eyes, "Athilda, don't talk like that."
Athilda grimaced up at me, "Just listen, child. When I pass there will be no one to guide you. You must persevere. The fate of the world depends upon you."
Tears streamed unbidden down my face as I muttered, "I don't know what I'll do without you."
Athilda smiled sagely, "I have faith in you. Of all my descendants you and your mother are the only ones I would trust with my legacy."
A small sob escaped my lips as I spoke, "Athilda, I cannot hope to fill your shoes."
Athilda shook her head and smiled up at me with tears in her eyes. "Then do not fill them. Choose your own path. Make me proud."
I couldn't bring myself to speak. I merely nodded and gripped Athilda's hand.
"Invite the others back in. It is time to start the death watch," Athilda said quietly. More tears fell from my eyes as I went to do as she had bid me.
It was nearly two in the morning the next day when Derek got up from bed. So many thoughts were coursing through his mind that he found he could not sleep. So he wandered the halls of Athilda's estates trying to make sense of everything that had happened. He found that whenever he needed to work out a problem, walking seemed to help. A change of scenery often led to his greatest moments of inspiration.
As he walked, his thoughts turned to me. He felt a strong attraction toward me and he couldn't understand why he felt such strong feelings toward someone he had only just barely met. My rejection of him had stung much more deeply than he cared to admit. He felt grateful to me for rescuing him, but found himself inexplicably drawn to me for reasons that seemed to go beyond the physical. Even without my presence, the urge to embrace me was undiminished, and he could not understand why. He knew I held no obligation toward him. We had only just met, but it didn't stop him from feeling the way he did.
As he wandered through the hallways he stopped just short of a dimly lit room whose door was open. Who could be up at this hour? Curiosity got the better of him and he poked his head inside the doorway. A sickly looking elderly woman lay atop a bed. He knew instantly who this woman must be, even though he had never seen her before. It was Athilda, the ailing head of House le Fey. Adjacent to the bed sprawled atop an armchair. I was asleep, or at least I wanted him to think I was.
"Child," a voice said suddenly, and Derek nearly jumped out of his skin. He looked in the direction of the voice and found Athilda le Fey staring right at him.
"You are the one Aryanna rescued, are you not?" The old woman spoke with a weak voice that still managed to convey great strength.
Derek merely nodded and stared at the Spellbinder, his mouth agape.
Athilda smiled sadly, "Come here, child. I would speak with you."
Derek nodded dumbly and stepped quietly into the room, being careful to not wake me. Hesitatingly, he stepped towards the ancient woman's bed then he knelt down beside her.
"You've chosen a difficult path," Athilda said quietly.
"Because of Ragnarok?" Derek asked.
Athilda nodded, "Aryanna will need all the help she can get. Most importantly, she will need you."
He cast his eyes down to the floor, "I don't know about that," he said quietly. "Goddesses, I can't get her out of my head, and she wants nothing to do with me."
Athilda laughed weakly, "Patience, child." There was a one final gasp from the Spellbinder, then as suddenly as if someone had flicked a switch she was gone. Almost immediately, I jumped from my position on the armchair, all pretense of being sleep forgotten as I clutching at my ancestor's lifeless body. As I wept, Derek wept along with me.
It had been nearly a week since I had rescued Derek and he had remained within the estates at a loss for what to do or where to go. He had no way of proving his identity, and no sense of purpose beyond his strange attraction to me. I had been of no help whatsoever. I held the only means by which Derek might have any sort future within my hands, but had shown no inclination to do anything about it. Derek had not attended Athilda's funeral, but it had been a beautiful service nonetheless.
Just a day after Athilda's death Derek had discovered the gardens, and had since secluded himself within them. He would later confide in me that he found himself at peace there. The gardens only served to remind me of Athilda, and what her loss meant to me.
"Mind if I join you?" I said to Derek as I drew close. His head snapped up with a startled look on his face. Clearly, he had not expected to see me.
"Go ahead, I was beginning to think you had forgotten about me," he muttered bitterly.
"I'm sorry I haven't been a very welcoming host. I've all but ignored you since Athilda's death and I feel terrible about it," I said, sitting down on the bench beside him.
Derek shook his head, "I can understand that Athilda's death was hard for you, but that doesn't mean you can just ignore me. "
"You're right. I have no excuse. I can't let my personal life get in the way of my duties now that I'm the head of House le Fey," I grimaced at the thought that I had become something I had once hated.
Derek nodded but didn't otherwise respond. "You're likely wondering about your future," I said quietly. "I'd like to take you on as my apprentice if you're willing."
Derek look me in the eyes and I felt my heart melt at the sight of his beautiful female face. "I …I don't know if that's such a good idea," he muttered. "Ever since I first laid eyes on you I've wanted nothing so much as to be with you, but …"
I cut him short as I drew so close that I could feel his lips brush against my own. "I have something to confess," I said. "I overheard you speaking with Athilda the night she died. I've been torn with guilt ever since. Ever since I laid eyes on you, I've felt a connection, but until you kissed me I didn't understand it. I think I must have been in denial."
"Goddesses," he muttered. "No wonder you've been so withdrawn."
"So …" I muttered, "Will you accept my offer."
Derek bit his lip doubtfully. "What about you and me?"
"I'm willing to give it a try, but my last relationship ended badly. I want to take things slow," I said, looking him in the eyes apprehensively.
Derek smiled back at me, and I found that I could no longer keep myself from kissing him.
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Destiny: Legacy of a Spellbinder
Ragarnok Rising III by: Daniela A. Wolfe |
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The following rant is brought to you by the demented mind of Daniela A. Wolfe
Well it's finally here! This is the final story in the Ragnarok Rising trilogy. As such if you haven't read Incompatible or the revised version Transfigured I would recommend doing so before reading any further. This story is the final one in the series and as such it won't make much sense unless you read the first two. This is being posted as a serial, there are twelve parts total and the goal is to post one every other day.
I've posted a glossary of terms (including the days/months and their English equivalents) to go along with these stories, it can be found at Bigcloset Topshelf, Fictionmania, & tgstorytime.
Shout outs go to the following people: Beyogi, Maggie Finson, Loki who served as either alpha and/or beta readers, The Rev. Anam Chara who helped edit some of the dialogue (spoken by the characters Hervor, Heime & Gilda) to more accurately reflect Elizabethan era English and last but certainly not least Holly H Hart for her superb editing prowess.
NOTE: The pre-history has been moved into a separate post. You can find it in the book outline under the title 'Ragnarok Rising Mythos'. It's a bit dry, but it does provide an overview of the mythology.
Well, I should probably start out by introducing myself. My name was Neil back before I become aware of the whole Ragnarok mess. I really don't look much like a Neil these days, but I'll talk more about that in a little while.
Many of you probably have no idea who I am, but you'll be getting to know me pretty well soon enough. Up to now you've heard the tale for the perspective of the Lady Aryanna le Fey, and there's been good reason for that, and to tell the truth she could probably tell my story just fine. We actually discussed it, but she feels that it's my turn to take the reins and tell you peeps what happened. So that's exactly what I'm doing!
A good portion of the story has been lifted directly from my journal, but I've expanded on it and added dialog where I felt it appropriate. That being said, Aryanna will be adding her own two cents here and there mostly to help the reader fill in the gaps.
I didn't actually start writing in my journal until after my first encounter with Hervor, so this first part was written entirely from scratch. It may not seem very relevant at first, but I felt it was necessary to tell of these events to help the reader understand some things mentioned further on in the story. So, let's get this party started, shall we?
The exact date was the twenty-eighth of Hostmander, and a small group of friends and I were just getting out of a telepicture. It was pretty late and there were only a handful of steamcars left in the parking lot. Our friend, Sophie Rolfe was moving away so we'd taken her out as a final goodbye.
We all went to school together and out of the four of us, Leif was the only one that wasn't a complete outcast. Sophie's social standing really had more to do with choice, she dyed her hair electric-blue and had a nose stud and set a of snake bites in her lips. She wanted to be an outcast, she didn't get along well with her mother and so acted out to piss her Mom off.
Ham, was an outcast because of his attitude. He hated the Spellbinders and frequently went into long tirades about why they were the ultimate evil. Not that I didn't disagree, but Ham would have spared himself a lot of problems if he'd just learned when to shut his mouth.
Now me, I wasn't really liked because of who my mother happened to be.
Like I mentioned before, Leif wasn't a complete outcast, he was athletic, half-way good-looking and was the son of a powerful Spellbinder. That being said, I wouldn't trade places with Leif for all the money in the world, even knowing what I do now. The Aquitaines were hung up on some of the oldest traditions, and they treated the male members of their family like crap. That really wasn't the worst of it either. Many Spellbinder Houses still forced their male sons into arranged marriages in order to maintain the 'purity' of the bloodline.
The men's rights movement had made some huge steps in the last twenty years or so, but the slowest change was coming from within the Spellbinder houses themselves. The government had created laws protecting men from discrimination, and it was becoming more and more common for men to get elected into positions of power. That being said, Spellbinder Houses still had far too much control over the lives and futures of their male descendants, and the greater majority of elected officials were still women.
Sophie, Leif and I had been friends for years. Leif and I really didn't know Ham that well, but Sophie had been dating him, so we'd thought it best to bring him along. Sophie was really very pretty, despite having a nose that was much too large for her face, but the two of us had never been anything more than friends. Leif, on the other hand, had been nursing a secret crush on her for years.
"Well guys, I had fun tonight," Sophie muttered.
"Yeah, me too," I replied back. Leif and Ham chimed in with agreements of their own.
We all offered our goodbyes and Sophie and Ham shared a kiss before we all departed. It was weird saying goodbye to someone that I'd known so long. I always figured we'd be friends for our whole lives. Well, life seldom goes as we plan. Sophie leaving was just a small bump in the road compared to the events that would soon follow.
I was just making my way over to my brand new Hudson Roadster XL7 when there was a loud thud from the hood of a nearby steamcar. My heart leapt up into my throat, but when I looked over to investigate I didn't see anything. Chalking it off to my tired mind playing tricks on me I continued on to my steamcar. When I was just a few feet away from the door, I could have sworn I felt someone's warm breathe on my throat. Then there was loud inhuman wail and the sound of someone or something scurrying away. I didn't know it them, but I came closer to death that night than I ever had up to that point in my life.
Well that really concludes my little introduction, the next part is from Aryanna's journal, then we'll hear from me again.
Freydag 3. Morsugur
I had a dream last night and the implications of that dream terrify me. In the dream wherever I looked there was madness and destruction. I watched as hordes of dark elves, trolls, draugar and other dark creatures swarmed across the land and the last remnant of humanity were squashed out like insects by gigantic Jotun, wielding weapons larger than the people they slaughtered. Even the goddesses were incapable of stemming the onslaught, and they too fell before the giants. Soon nothing remained but the shattered remnants of a once thriving world. I stared out into the crumbling remains of Midgard and wept. How had I failed? What could I have done differently?
In the dream, everyone I loved and cared about was gone. I was alone. What cruel fate would have spared me when everything else had been destroyed? Anger welled up inside me at the unfairness of it all. Why after everything I had done must I live to see the destruction of everything that I held dear? I screamed in rage and anguish and felt despair overtake me.
Suddenly, everything faded away and I found herself within a black expanse of nothingness. There was nothing save the darkness in any direction. "Aryanna Morgana le Fey," a soft voice said and a woman with flowing black hair and a serene smile on her face appeared. Despite the darkness that surrounded me the woman was clearly visible as if she were standing out in the brightest sunlight.
"What you have been shown has not yet come to pass and should we be successful, it will not."
"What is this place? Why have you brought me here? Who are you?" I asked.
The woman smiled, "I am the Goddess Nyorun. This is my domain, the world of dreams, and I have brought you here to speak with Frigg."
I shook my head, "Why?"
"It is for Frigg to tell you her reasons. Please follow me," she said with a dreamy smile, then swirled around and began to walk away without waiting to see if I followed.
I leapt after her and followed on her tail as the darkness fell away and was replaced with the brightest of white light. I put my hand over my eyes to guard against its glare, but it did no good. The light was so bright that it shone through my hand. I let my hand drop back to my side and noticed for the first time that Nyorun had disappeared. I spun around and found myself alone within the light.
"Be at ease, Aryanna," a soothing voice said from my side.
"Frigg," I muttered and turned to face her.
"The time is almost upon us," Frigg said smiling sadly. "The final battle looms ever more close. In just over four months the Jotun will come and descend upon Midgard."
"The final battle? Ragnarok cannot be so close. There is still too much for me to do," I said with a shake of my head.
"There is a task that must be completed before it is too late. One which grows more urgent as Naglfar grows nearer to breaking from its moorings.
"What would you have me do?" I said staring at the goddess with wide eyes.
Frigg smiled. "It is not you that must complete this task, mortal."
"Who then?" I asked.
The goddess's smile widened further as she spoke and told me what must be done. A sense of dread filled me and I awoke…
"Elska," the soft voice of Daniella said speaking softly into my ear. "What is wrong?"
I gasped and locked eyes with my partner of almost twenty years. Absently I traced my fingers across Daniella's soft cheek. "The final battle is coming," I muttered. "Oh goddesses, it is coming."
Daniella smiled reassuringly, "It was just a dream, my love. Go back to sleep. The final battle has waited this long. It won't be coming tonight."
I shuddered and kissed Daniella's hand. "It wasn't just any dream. There is a person I must find or all will be lost. Frigg has shown me what must be done."
Daniella frowned, "Who are you to find? How are you to find them?"
"She didn't say. She said only that this person's awakening would be marked by the touch of an elf," I said, quickly getting out of bed, "and that I would know them."
Daniella followed me out of bed, came to stand facing me then wrapped her arms around my waist, "What can you expect to do at this hour?"
I frowned staring at Daniella's glorious naked chest then lightly kissed her on the lips, "I'm going to find some answers."
My search for answers this morning proved to be fruitless. I spent much of the early morning hours searching for Brokk and a couple of my other sources to no avail. After returning home for some much needed sleep, I left the estates once again. It was getting dark at the time, but I knew Brokk's shop would still be open.
"By the beard of Dvalinn, you filthy little…" the clean-shaven dwarf said, trailing off.
"Oh, " he muttered a smile slowly forming on his face upon seeing me. "Sorry 'bout that. Filthy little beggar just wouldn't take no for an answer. I thought maybe he'd come back. What can I do for yeh Lady Aryanna?"
I smiled a weary tired smile. "Is your brother around? I was wondering if I might speak with him."
Eitri was probably the only cheerful dwarf I had ever met. Most dwarves had a gruffness about them that Eitri seemed to lack. He had an almost grandfatherly air about him. "No, sorry lass. Brokk hasn't been about in days. The conclave has got him busy runnin' all over the place. Yeh don't be needed more weapons do yeh?"
I shook my head, "No, probably not. You haven't heard anything concerning Nyorun or Frigg have you?"
Eitri's face cracked into a big frown, "Nothin' spercifically about the goddess o' dreams or the Allmother, but word amongst the conclave is that the goddesses are on the move. Some are even whisperin' that the final battle between them Jotun and the Aesir is comin' round the corner. O' course, I'm sure yeh would know about that wouldn't yeh? Being Frigg's champion and all."
"You would think so. Wouldn't you?" I muttered noncommittally. "What about the light elves?" I asked suddenly.
Eitri scratched his face, "As a matter o' fact, that there light elf Queen Hervor is in town. Saw her meself just a few hours ago."
"Really? That's interesting," I said remembering what Nyorun had said about the touch of an elf. "Any idea what she's up too?"
"Now that little piece o' information will cost yeh," Eitri said with a greedy conniving grin on his face. Greed was a favorite past-time of the dvergar that Eitri, it seemed, was all too happy to participate in.
I smiled and shook my head. "How much?"
"A hunderd gold trigguts, and I gives yeh one more weapon," he said.
I eyed the dwarf curiously, "Another weapon? What exactly do I need another weapon for?"
"It's the only offer yeh'r going to get. Take it or leave it."
"Very well, looks like I have little choice. I'll send someone with the payment along later provided your information is correct."
"Deal," the dwarf smiled. "Rumor is the Elf Queen is lookin' fer a half-elf."
My face drained of all color. "A half-elf? Goddesses! Neil!" I muttered then disappeared with a great gust of wind.
Freydag, the third of Morsugur
Oh Hel, this has been one weird frizzing ass day and I need to vent. I've finally started writing in this journal my gramor gave me for the festival of Jul. I keep thinking that maybe it's all just some weird dream, but I know better than that. I've been sitting here staring at this stupid journal trying to figure out where to even begin. I guess I'll just start at the mall…
It was just a normal Freydag, and I was standing around in the usual place waiting for Eva, my girlfriend, if she could even be called that.
"Hey there," a soft feminine voice said suddenly in my ear. "Sorry I'm late."
I grinned and turned to face Eva. She had a pair of dazzling ocean-blue eyes, shoulder length raven-black hair, a nice pair of breasts, a smoking hot body and the face of a valkyrie. I'd met her a few months back at a party. She'd been standing in the corner glaring at everybody that came near her. I don't know how I managed to do it, but somehow I convinced her to dance with me and we'd been together every since.
"Did you miss me?" she asked.
I grabbed hold of the girl around the waist and kissed her on the lips. "Fraggin' frizz, yes!" I said grinning.
"Good. I missed you too," she said, giving me a dazzling smile that made me weak in the knees.
I couldn't quite place it, but there was something odd about Eva. Don't get me wrong I'm crazy about her, but she keeps saying all this weird stuff. she will sometimes be brutally honest and she reacts to the most mundane things as if seeing them for the first time. There were other things too. She had never told me her last name, and I knew next to nothing about her. I don't know why I put up with it. Oh wait, yeah I do, she's freaking hot!
"Well, I can't get you out of my head," I murmured which was true enough. Despite the weird hluti I had to deal with I couldn't stop thinking about her. Who was this strange girl? Why wouldn't she tell me anything about herself? Where did she come from? I shook my head and grinned as I looked Eva in the eyes.
"I was thinking we could go–" I said stopping mid-sentence as I realized that Eva wasn't paying attention to me.
"Look at that one," Eva said suddenly. "She has a nice pair of breasts."
Eva was into girls too, which I really thought was pretty hot, but I found it a bit unnerving when she pointed out pretty girls for me to appreciate. Odder still, she fully expected me to point one out if I happened to find her attractive.
"Someone is following us," she said suddenly.
"What? Who would be following us?" I asked craning my neck to look around.
Sure enough, a woman with long golden locks seemed to be tailing us, and she really wasn't making any secret of it either. When I locked eyes with her, she flashed a smile, and that's about when I knew something was seriously wrong. I stopped mid-stride and stared at her with my mouth hanging wide open like some kind of idiot.
"I don't like this. Can we please leave?" Eva asked.
I didn't answer, not because I didn't want too, but because I couldn't. My feet were planted firmly on the ground, and I couldn't move them no matter how much I tried. My eyes followed the blond woman as she got closer. She was drop-dead gorgeous, yet I didn't feel the least bit attracted to her. There was something familiar about her, I didn't know why, but I knew I had never met her before.
"I feel deep regret," she muttered with a sad smile as she got closer.
"For what?" I asked dumbly finally able to speak.
The woman shook her head. A single tear ran down her face and she reached out to touch me on the right cheek with an open palm. "For the changes that I am about to invoke within thee."
Eva leapt at her, muttering something in a language I didn't understand. The soft glow of magic enveloped them both, and suddenly Eva went soaring through the air, and with a bright flash the blond woman was gone.
White hot pain shot from my face where the woman had touched me and surged through my entire body. I fell to my knees as sweat shot out from what felt like every pore and a strange lurching dizziness hit me. My stomach felt like it was going to explode and I clutched at it as my belly groaned in protest. The last thing I remember was hearing Eva scream and then the darkness poured in and brought me relief from my agony.
"Neil, are you alright?" Eva's voice echoed in my head. I blinked and looked up and felt my eyes bulge out of my head as two Evas looked down at me.
"Frizz!" I said groaning loudly. "I'm seeing double. What happened?"
"She touched you and you just collapsed. I tried to stop her, but she got away," she said tracing her hand across my face.
"She is a light elf," Eva added suddenly, and leaned over me, which granted me an awesome view of her cleavage in the process.
I stared up at my girlfriend in confusion, "A light elf? What would she want with me?"
She shrugged, "I couldn't say."
"How would you know she was an elf anyway?" I asked with a sigh.
Eva gave me a cautious look, "I-I know an elf when I see one."
"Holy Frizz I think you're right. Mom told me what light elves are like, and I think she could be one. Where'd she go anyway?"
"I don't know. She called up a travel spell and was gone before I knew what had happened," she said with a shake of her head.
I shook my head and laughed, "Frizz, Mom's not going to be happy."
I groaned and started to sit up, but a wave of dizziness washed over me and I sank back down to the ground. It was about that time that I finally noticed the shield of spirit magic that surrounded us. I'd seen my mom raise similar shields before, so I was able to recognize it almost at once. The barrier must have been Eva's, which meant she was either a Spirit Mage or a Spellbinder. No Charmer would ever have the power to raise any kind of shield, and very few Enchantresses would be capable of raising a shield as large as the one that surrounded us.
Eva closed her eyes and placed her hand on my left shoulder. I gasped as a bright white light poured out from her fingers and shot through my body. Eva rocked on her haunches and she let out a soft groan as a shudder swept through her body. Her eyes snapped open and I could see an expression of pure shock mirrored in her eyes.
"It cannot be!" she screamed hysterically. "It's not possible! You can't be one of them! No!"
"Eva…" I said in a vain attempt to calm her down, but was cut short as the air around us seemed to ripple and the dome of spirit magic that surrounded us shook like a bowl of gelatin.
Eva's eyes widened further and her hand began to shake. "My Shield! I can't let anyone through my shield!"
Suddenly the air started swirling around almost if we had been caught in the middle of a whirlwind. A bright blue light temporarily blinded me and faded away as a large tear appeared in the shield. A woman with long auburn hair and an angry scowl stepped through the crack in the barrier and I felt my heart leap into my throat when I saw her.
"Frigg and Hel," I muttered under my breath and watched as the hole in Eva's shield closed behind my mother, Aryanna le Fey.
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Destiny: Legacy of a Spellbinder
Ragarnok Rising III by: Daniela A. Wolfe |
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The following rant is brought to you by the demented mind of Daniela A. Wolfe
Well it's finally here! This is the final story in the Ragnarok Rising trilogy. As such if you haven't read Incompatible or the revised version Transfigured I would recommend doing so before reading any further. This story is the final one in the series and as such it won't make much sense unless you read the first two.
I've posted a glossary of terms (including the days/months and their English equivalents) to go along with these stories, it can be found at Bigcloset Topshelf, Fictionmania, & tgstorytime.
Shout outs go to the following people: Beyogi, Maggie Finson, Loki who served as either alpha and/or beta readers, The Rev. Anam Chara who helped edit some of the dialogue (spoken by the characters Hervor, Heime & Gilda) to more accurately reflect Elizabethan era English and last but certainly not least Holly H Hart for her superb editing prowess.
Freydag, the third of Morsugur (cont'd)
"Get away from my son," my mother said a faint aura of red energy beginning to form around her fists. Despite being almost sixty she still looked like she was in her early twenties which was to be expected since she was a powerful Spellbinder. My friends all thought my mom was hot, but I didn't see it. I mean she was my mom after all.
"Hey Mom," I muttered. "So, I guess you're wondering how--" I said, but stopped short as she gave me a look that could have boiled solid stone.
"I said get away from my son! Elf!" Mother said rounding on Eva. "Where's Hervor? Where's your queen?"
Eva met my mother's gaze calmly. "I have no queen, I have no people, I am unbound," she muttered her eyes cast down to the floor.
I couldn't have heard that right, Eva was an elf? It didn't make sense, or did it? It would certainly explain almost all of her behavior. She was unbound? What in the name of Sif was that supposed to mean?
Mom's anger seemed to fade away and she seemed a bit taken aback. "What in the name of Hel are you doing here?"
"It is a very long story. Neil is important to me, I think he may be my lifkyn."
Mom eyed Eva warily then her eyes suddenly locked on me. "Goddesses," she said. "I'm too late. Hervor has already gotten to you."
"Hervor?" Eva gasped in horror. "That was Queen Hervor?!"
"I don't know. I haven't seen what you have, but I have reason to believe she was looking for Neil," Mom said between pursed lips.
Mom obviously knew something about this whole mess that I didn't. Which could only mean she had known something like this might happen. It would also explain a lot of her behavior over the years.
"Shit, what the Hel is going on, Mom?" I demanded suddenly.
"Neil! Watch your language!" Mom snapped.
"We will discuss it at home," she added looking to Eva then back to me. "Privately."
"Not without Eva," I said resolutely.
"Oh, she'll be coming with us. I have questions to ask her and I would very much like to know what an unbound elf is doing in New Copenhagen. Especially one that has so much interest in my son."
"Fine," I said glaring at her, "but I want her there when we talk."
"We will see..." she said with a trailing off with a sigh. "It involves your father."
There was a surprise, Mom never talked about my father, even my gramor who was usually very open about nearly everything became very evasive when the subject of my father came up. What was it about him that no one wanted me to know? When I had been younger I had always imagined that my father had died performing some heroic act, but as I grew older I had become more realistic. Mom had never shown any attraction toward men and I long suspected that she had never intended for me to be conceived. The answer to the question that had always been kept from me was dangling in front of my eyes and I wasn't sure I wanted to know.
"She'll be there," I said stubbornly, "or I'll tell her anyway."
Mom didn't look happy at all. "Sometimes I think you are too stubborn for your own good."
"I learned from the best," I responded irritably.
Mom gave me one of her looks, but I guess she decided not to respond. She turned to Eva, "What's your name?"
"Eva."
"Have you ever used a travel spell?"
Eva frowned, "No. I was never very good at controlling air magic."
"Very well, take one another's hands and we'll form a circle. I'll need you to drop your shield once I give you the signal." Mother said kneeling down and taking my hand just as Eva clasped hold of each of our free hands.
"Now!" Mom yelled as the wind began to whip and whirl around us. Eva's shield buckled then disappeared with a flash of light. I felt a strange yet familiar tugging feeling then we all disappeared into the void.
Laurdag, the fourth of Morsugur
I never got a chance to finish up my journal entry last night, but after what Eva and I did it's not really much of a surprise, but I'll write about that here in a little bit. Anyway, it's a brand new day and I can't say that the revelations of yesterday sit with me any better than they did Freydag. I was so shocked and frustrated from everything that happened that I hadn't really felt like writing it down. I guess now is as good of a time as any to play catch up.
Shortly after arriving home yesterday Mother announced that she would return shortly then disappeared and left a gust of wind to ripple through my bedroom.
"I-I suppose you aren't very happy with me," Eva said almost as soon as the wind had subsided.
"You think? I mean when were you planning on telling me you were an elf?!" I asked glaring back at her.
Eva closed her eyes and tears started to form in the corner of her eyes. "I was afraid that if you knew what I am, what I once was that you might not want to be with me any longer."
"Why?"
"You wouldn't understand," she said quietly.
"I wouldn't understand? Well, I certainly won't if you don't tell me!"
"I'm unbound. It means I chose to leave my people. I couldn't live with the darkness any longer."
"Eva what darkness?"
Eva's hands began to tremble, "It's not something... You couldn't understand. I used to be--" she hesitated."
"Used to be what?"
"--a dark elf," she continued sobbing hysterically.
Of all the things she might have said that was about the last thing I would have expected. How could she have ever been a dark elf? I'd heard Mom describe them and Eva didn't resemble one in the least. What did it matter? She certainly wasn't a dark elf anymore. I wanted to wrap my arms around her and tell her everything was okay, but I didn't have the strength. Instead, I reached over and grabbed hold of her hand.
"Eva! Listen to me! It doesn't matter who or what you were. It only matters who you chose to be right here and now."
"You still don't understand," she said letting out a deep breathe as she attempted to rein in her tears. "I was sent to kill you."
"W-what?!" I asked staring at her wide-eyed and let my hand fall away.
"You didn't see me, I was cloaked in magic. It was a few weeks before the party where we first danced. I almost did it, I almost killed you. The magic was coursing through me and all I would have need done was summon it."
I remembered that night, it was the night Leif, Ham, and I had taken Sophie out one last time. I'd had a pretty creepy encounter with a sort of invisible presence and I had managed to convince myself that it had all been a figment of imagination. Clearly, I'd been wrong. It had been Eva whose breathe I'd fealty on my throat, it had been Eva that had produced that inhuman wail and scurried away.
"Eva goddesses, why?"
"I-I don't know exactly. I looked into your eyes and I realized what I was about to do was wrong, more than that I saw the wrongness within me. It terrified me and I just ran."
"Eva... I don't even know what to say. This is just so much to process."
"Maybe it would be best if I left. I don't know how you can even look at me," she said and started for the door, but before she had made it halfway it swung open and in stepped Mom followed closely by the blond woman from the mall.
"Neil," Mom said stopping mid-stride. "What's wrong?"
The blond woman smiled, cocked her head and said something in a strange tongue.
Eva stumbled backward, looking as if she had been slapped, "Not long ago I wouldn't have hesitated to kill you, light elf."
"Thou hast forsaken the darkness within thy heart. Murder is no longer thy way," the strange woman said with an odd gleam in her eyes.
"Hervor, what on Midgard is going on here?" Mom demanded rounding on the blond woman.
Holy Frigg the blond woman really was Hervor, the queen of light elves! What was she doing here and what interest did she have in me?
"Ask the girl, Seidkona. It is for her to tell," Hervor replied with a tired sigh.
Mom's eyes locked on Eva and she folded her arms across her chest. "Tell me."
Eva sank to her knees and she started to sob again. "I-I used to be a dark elf."
"What? How is that even possible?" Mom asked staring at her with wide eyes.
"Elves are not as humans. When darkness enters within it be reflected without. When light pierces the darkness and shines upon the soul, change be wrought upon the body just as it is the spirit," Hervor muttered with that weird gleam in her eyes again.
"So what she's a light elf now?" I asked.
"Nay, child. She is unbound. She hath chosen not to dwell among my people," Hervor said with a sad smile.
"I-I should leave," Eva said coming to stand on shaky knees. "After what I was, after what I've done I was a fool to think Neil would want to be with me."
"Nay, I cannot allow it child," Hervor said moving to block Eva's path.
"Move light elf!" Eva screamed.
"I think not! Thou knowest not what be at stake."
"What's going on here? " A new voice asked from the doorway and a familiar face pushed its way into the bedroom. It was Daniella, my... Well I'm not really sure exactly what I'd call her, but she was my mother's partner of almost twenty years so that had to count for something. Especially since in many ways, she has been every bit the mother to me as Mom.
"Neil!" she exclaimed as she saw me laying in bed and came running to fling her arms around me. There was a familiar tingle as I felt her magic wash over me and I could see the worry in her eyes as she broke away.
"Oh goddesses," she said her eyes growing wide. "Neil, no, not you too!"
"Would someone please explain to me what's going on?! First, I get attacked by the queen of the crenking light elves in the mall. Then I find out my girlfriend used to be a dark elf who was sent to kill me. What the Hel has got the elves so scared of me?"
"Eva was sent to kill you?" Mom asked suddenly rounding on Eva, who withered under her gaze.
"I don't know why the fá³lkhagi wanted him dead. I was just a low-level assassin with barely the enough power to match a human spellbinder." Eva said her voice barely more than a whisper.
"And what about Hervor? What was that about?"
"I intended thee no harm. Half thy blood is álfar, I merely caused that thy Elven side dominate and that the magic awaken within thee."
"Okay, I couldn't have heard that right. I'm a half-elf?" I replied letting out a long sigh.
"It's true Neil. Heime, Hervor's son is your father," Mom said scowling at Hervor.
Holy frizz! I wasn't just a half-elf I was royalty, the grandchild of the queen herself! It was couldn't be true, it didn't make any frizzing sense. Then I felt a cold chill tickle down my spine as the rest of Hervor's statement set in. "You awakened the magic in me?" I asked filling dread fill me as I realized just what it meant.
"Aye, child," Hervor said softly.
"Oh frizzing Hel. I'm going to change into a damn girl. What gives you the right?!"
"'Twas necessary," she said matter-of-factly.
"Why!? What possible reason could there be!?"
Hervor shook her head, "To ensure the survival of our peoples against the coming of Ragnarok and the final battle. Surely, that be reason enough!"
Ragnarok? I thought she was frizzing nuts, but when I looked to Mom and Daniella I was met with looks that only served to confirm the elf queen's pronouncement.
"That's crazy talk! Ragnarok? I mean come on, get real!"
"Hath he not been told?" Hervor said rounding on my mother.
"No, Hervor I didn't tell him. I knew that you and Frigg had something big planned for him. The very least I could do for my son was allow him to have a normal life until the time came!" Mom retorted.
"The time is come, Seidkona. The truth cannot be kept from him any longer," Hervor said with a weary sigh.
"Well, I don't really have much choice, now do I?"
"Mom, this is freaking me out. Just tell me it's not true. Ragnarok can't be coming," I muttered feeling a sense of panic and dread come over me.
"It is coming, Neil. I'm sorry I kept it from you. I just hope you won't be angry with me once you learn the truth. I think it's best if I told you the story from the very beginning," she said. "It all started before my transformation..."
Mom went on to tell the story of when she was working as a security guard back before she became a woman she stumbled onto something she shouldn't have and wound up getting attacked. If her magic hadn't awakened to protect her, thus killing her attacker she probably would have died.
I'm obviously not going to tell the whole story here, but after a long series of events Mom found herself transformed into a woman, and named our ancestor Athilda's apprentice. She wound up incurring a debt to Hervor in the process which is how my conception came about, but I'll explain that here in a little bit.
Well, it's pretty complicated, but Mom along with her then lover, Penelope, wound up getting abducted by none other than Claudia de Clission, the daughter of Jeane de Clisson, the woman Mom had killed when her magic awoke. Claudia attempted to invade my mother's mind, but it didn't work out very well for her as Penelope intervened and prevented her from turning my mother into her slave.
Penelope had been working for Claudia the whole time, but only because the De Clisson woman had been keeping her younger sister, Marion, hostage. Long story short, both Penelope and Claudia wound up dead. Athilda showed up and helped Mom rescue Marion then took Mom and the young girl back to the estates.
After they had returned safely, Athilda told Mom her concerning her suspicions that Ragnarok was coming. Not long after that Mom was visited by the Goddess Frigg who then confirmed that Ragnarok was coming and more importantly that it could be stopped. Frigg enlisted Mother's aid and set her upon the task of finding a means to halt Ragnarok.
She explained that it had been her that had caused the magic to come awake within Mom, and that my mother would be instrumental in the fight against the Jotun. She also said that if they played their cards right there would be another 'who could very well save our existence.'
She also insisted that whatever happened, Mom must fulfill the debt to Hervor. I know it sounds weird, and even knowing what came of that debt I still can't figure out why it was so important.
As for the whole debacle with the De Clissons, with Claudia dead, the Seidskati decided to keep her betrayal a secret from the world. Athilda didn't trust anyone within the council so she had elected to keep her knowledge concerning the coming of Ragnarok secret from her fellow council members and convinced them their actions had been nothing more than a grab for power. While the Seidskati did investigate the remaining members of the family, they weren't able to confirm any involvement.
My gramor, wound up adopting Marion and they all grew pretty close, even Athilda. About five years into her apprenticeship, Mom discovered that Athilda was dying from Leukemia. Shortly after this discovery Mom would complete her apprenticeship and go on to become a full Spellbinder.
But that's only half the story, the rest of it wouldn't take place until a year after Mom's ascension to full Spellbinder. By them, Mom had managed to accumulate a surprising amount of power. Athilda, having grown increasingly ill from her cancer, stepped down as Head of House le Fey and named Mom acting head in her place. Naturally, her rise to power at such a young age hadn't made her very popular among her own house or even among the Seidskati. Everything she did was an uphill battle against overwhelming odds, and to tell the truth not much has changed in all these years.
It was about then that Daniella pitched in and together they wove the rest of the story. Like Mom, Daniella had begun life as a man, but her transformation had been brought about by entirely different means.
Daniella told the story of how she was abducted by the mad Doctor Mengele who was convinced that he could give men the ability to use magic by means of his formula, and it worked... sort of.
He had created his original formula years before and he was so eager to try it out that he tested it on himself. The formula did grant him the use of magic, but he also started to transform into a woman and he got stuck midway. While the magic had extended Mengele's life considerably, continued use ironically was slowly killing him. Both Mom and Daniella seemed to believe that his condition may also have contributed to if not caused his madness. Whatever the case, he spent years trying to perfect his formula and when he thought he might have finally perfected it he tested it on Daniella and a handful of others.
This was all in the days when the Men's rights movement was at its most violent and Mom was working with the Task Force Against domestic terrorism to track down the leader of the 'Sons of Odin', a man by the name of Jonas Talman. Together, they raided his compound which happened to be the same place Daniella was being held, but discovered that Talman was already gone.
The raid wasn't entirely unsuccessful, they did manage to capture Nicholas Flint, one of Talman's lieutenants and found evidence of Mengele's experimentation. Mengele escaped, and took Daniella with him, but he did leave his other victims behind, all of whom died, but not before Mom discovered that magic had somehow woken within them.
Flint was a war hero, and Mom believed him to be a good man despite his involvement with the Sons of Odin, so she made him an offer, freedom in exchange for his help in averting Ragnarok. Naturally, he was pretty skeptical, but he would eventually come around. He told Mom about Mengele, but still refused to reveal information about Talman.
Mom left him to mull things over, and went to see if she could track down Mengele. Heime showed up to settle the debt owed to Hervor and that's where my conception comes into play. It's pretty screwed up, but Hervor sent her son to knock my mom up. Yeah, it makes me shudder just thinking about it.
"Frizz lady, do you have any idea how messed up that is?!" I said unable to keep my silence any longer.
"You have no idea," Mom muttered with a shake of her head and a very slight shudder.
"What was done, was done out of necessity, Seidkona."
"Here's an idea. Why don't you tell us why!?" I spat.
"Alas I cannot. The time is not yet right."
"For a people who are suppose to be incapable of lying you sure know how to withhold the truth," I spat bitterly.
"I think I'm beginning to understand now why I was sent to kill Neil," Eva put in.
"How can we trust you? Knowing what you used to be?" Mom asked glaring down at Eva.
"I would never hurt him. I'm no longer capable of the things I once was," Eva muttered her voice barely more than a whisper.
"If the girl speaks so, it be the truth. She is no longer capable of deceit," Hervor added.
"We can trust her Mom. I've been meeting her for months and never once has she tried to kill me," I said.
Mom nodded, "I'm putting my trust in my son's judgment, but if you hurt him I swear to the goddesses you'll regret it."
Eva paled visibly and nodded in understanding. "I would never hurt him, not so long as I live. I swear it."
"Good," Daniella put in folding her arms across her chest.
"So... what happened next? I mean if I'm supposed to be involved in all this Ragnarok business I should probably know what I'll be dealing with."
"Yes, it's probably a good idea. After, fulfilling Hervor's debt, I went looking for information..."
Mom told how she learned of Menegele's whereabouts from a dwarf named Brokk in exchange for a piece of land which the family owned on álfheim and an agreement that the dvergar would make weapons for the army she was soon to raise.
About that time, Flint had just been visited by Frigg who offered him a deal. In exchange for his help averting Ragnarok, Frigg would see to it that the playing field between the sexes would be leveled. Not long after that, he would be rescued from prison by an irritable Kobold named Crystal, who had been sent by the Frigg in order to lead him to Mengele's hideout.
Well anyway, outside the abandoned apple distillery where Mengele was hiding, Mom met up with two other Spellbinders, Agnes Bernauers and Elizabeth Bathory. Believing that Elizabeth was a traitor in cahoots with the Jotun, Mom had invited them both in the hopes that she would be able to ferret out the truth. After an intensive search of the compound they found the room where the partially transformed Daniella was being kept, but apparently no Mengele. After they freed Daniella, Mengele made his appearance and inadvertently revealed the identity of the traitor in the process. It wasn't Elizabeth it was Agnes, or at least a dark elf sorceress masquerading as her.
The dark elf quickly overwhelmed Elizabeth and had nearly managed to defeat Mom, when Flint showed up and took her out with a single bullet to the head. When all was said and done, Elizabeth was brought into the loop as was Flint and they both decided to join the fight. As for Daniella, well that was a bit more complicated. Like Mengele, Daniella was trapped in a form that was half-male and half-female, but Mom believed she might be able to either reverse or complete the changes. She was hopeful, that Daniella would chose to become female and join her in the fight against the Jotun. Daniella, wasn't convinced, but after a visit from the Goddess Frigg she decided to accept Mom's offer.
Daniella agreed to complete the changes at Frigg's hand. Daniella was in love with my mother and she impulsively kissed Mom who panicked and rejected her. It didn't exactly help things along when Athilda died. Mom let the grief overcome her for a while, but eventually she came to realize that she had feelings for Daniella.
Mom took Daniella as an apprentice, and over the next few months their romance bloomed into what it is now. By the time I was born they had pretty much become inseparable.
Over the years, Flint has been working behind the scenes and has apparently managed to amass a pretty impressive army. Of course, a standing army would draw far too much attention, but Flint's experience with the Sons of Odin had provided the answer. Members of the army were organized into cells of no more than a dozen men. Each cell would hide inside a much larger organization and wait for the coming of Ragnarok. When the time came they would utilize the resources of those organizations to mobilize and fight the Jotun. It wasn't the perfect solution, but it was the only choice available if they didn't wish to reveal themselves and tip their hands.
It was almost too much to believe, but I couldn't deny the truth not when it was my mother telling me and certainly not with Hervor and Daniella to confirm everything. I wasn't sure what to think of it all, not only because the magnitude of it all, but because I had been deceived by the people I loved. Even Eva had withheld the truth from me and I felt betrayed. I'd kept my calm through the whole story, but now that it was laid out before me, I could feel the panic set in.
I'd long suspected Mom had never planned for me to be born, but the revelation that my birth had come about through Hervor's machinations was downright disturbing. Ragnarok was coming and I had a part to play in the upcoming battle. The worst part was that I really didn't think I had any choice. I don't think I could live with myself if through my inaction I wound up dooming all of humanity.
As scary as all that was, it all took a back seat to the dread I was feeling about being transformed into a girl. I was a guy and wanted to stay that way. The thought of becoming a girl was terrifying. I was a guy dammit!
"Get out!" I yelled feeling suddenly very angry.
"Neil--" Mom started but I cut her short.
"No Mom! I don't want to hear it! You've been lying to me my whole life and worse still I find out I'm going to change into a frizzing girl! I need some time alone... please."
"Okay," she said with a soft sigh. "I owe you that much at least."
Everyone quickly piled out of the room until only Hervor remained. She walked quietly up to my bed and gently place her hand on my cheek. Warmth flooded through me and I felt strength return to me as the dizziness faded away.
"On the morrow thy transfiguration beginneth. Today marketh thy final day as a lad. Use thy time wisely. Now I take my leave of thee. Fare thee well grandchild," she said with a sad smile then she stalked out of the room without another word.
Shit, talk about rubbing salt in a wound! The woman had a lot of nerve even talking to me. I didn't want to be a girl, but Hervor didn't seem to give a frizzing damn. I think I really I hate that fucking bitch.
I loved the gardens, they were so peaceful and best of all Mom almost always avoided them. Gramor said it was because they reminded her of Athilda. I needed time alone and the gardens really were the best place to isolate myself.
I plopped down on the nearest bench and closed my eyes. My life had just taken a very weird turn and I hated that I had been lied too, but really that was just a small reason for why I was angry. I was going to turn into a frizzing chick and I hadn't even been given any choice in the matter. I felt like I'd been stabbed in the back and I knew things between my family and me would never be the same. Then there was Eva, she hadn't exactly lied to me, but she had withheld the truth. The revelation that she used to be a dark elf was freaky as Hel and it made me squirm just thinking about it.
"May I sit?" a familiar voice asked.
My eyes flew open and I looked up to find Eva standing over me with puffy eyes and trembling lips.
"I-I guess," I muttered not really sure if I wanted her around or not.
We sat there for a while, neither one of us talking. Eva opened her mouth several times as if to speak, but each time she would let out a soft sigh and her mouth would clamp shut.
"Eva, why didn't you tell me?" I blurted out suddenly.
"I wanted to, but I was so afraid of how you might react."
"Shit Eva, you had to know I'd find out eventually."
"All this is so foreign to me, Neil. Before we met all I knew anger and hatred. Now there are a whole slew of emotions I can feel and it's overwhelming. If there's one thing you can be sure of know that I love you and I always will," she touching my cheek with her open palm.
"I guess I hadn't really thought about it from your perspective. This must all be so confusing for you," I muttered clasping my hand around hers.
She nodded, "There is so much I don't understand. Humans are so different from dark elves."
"Eva what made you change? I mean I know what you said about seeing the evil inside of you, but there has to be more to it than that."
Eva sighed and bowed her head, "It was the catalyst. I don't know if I could really say it was any one thing. After I ran from you, I found one of those places you humans create that are suppose to resemble a forest."
I didn't understand what Eva was trying to say then it hit me and I almost laughed, "You mean a park?"
Eva nodded and continued, "There were children playing and one of them, a small boy, fell and hurt himself. He started to cry and a woman, perhaps his mother, began to comfort him. There was something so beautiful about the way she held the child and whispered in his ear that really hit me. I spent several days in that park, and I witnessed so many things. A couple sharing a kiss and whispering sweet somethings to each other, a family enjoying one another's company, and a man confessing his love to woman. I just changed. It didn't happen all at once it was a gradual process."
"I don't know why exactly, but after my change I became obsessed with you. I returned to the place where I tried to kill you in hopes that I would find you again. It took me a few days, but find you I did. I spent the next few weeks following you around. Then one night I followed you into the party and you asked me to dance. I didn't know what dancing was, but I would have said yes to anything you had asked of me."
"That explains some things," I muttered. Eva was a horrible dancer, I'd just never had the heart to tell her.
Eva cocked her head and smiled sadly, "Thank you for asking me to dance."
It took me a moment for her statement to really settle, "Elves don't say thanks."
"No, but humans do and I wanted you to understand how much it meant to me."
"Odin's bones it must have been hard for you. I mean you gave up everything you knew."
"It's not hard, not when I'm with you."
"Eva what did you mean when you said you thought I was your lifkyn?"
"Humans have a term with a similar meaning. I think you call it a soul mate. It means Neil... that I love you," she said as single tear rolled down her cheek.
Whatever doubts I had about Eva faded away with that statement. She may have been a dark elf once, but really that didn't matter to me. I admit the fact she was sent to kill me did make me a bit squeamish, but I believed her when she said she loved me. The amazing part was that I think I felt the same way.
"Eva... I think I love you too," I said quietly.
She smiled and we sat there and stared into each other eyes for a long time.
"Come on it's getting late, we probably better get inside," I muttered taking her hand and led her back into the estates.
Holy frizz yesterday took up a lot of pages in this journal. I'm going to run out of space if I keep up this pace. I'm sure Gramor, at least, will be happy to see me using this thing.
I woke up really early this morning to find Eva naked beside me on the bed. She was already awake and smiling at me. Neither one of us had intended for it to happen, but when we returned to my room I could hardly keep my hands off her.
I leaned in to kiss her, but before our lips locked I felt bile rise in my throat. I hurriedly, flung myself aside and sperged all over the side of my bed. Eva quickly dressed and left to find something to clean up the floor.
A woman with long blond hair entered the room just a few minutes later. "Hey, kiddo," she said with a sad smile on her face.
The woman was my aunt Marion,who, like my mother, was a breathtakingly beautiful woman. Yeah, that Marion, the one who was rescued by my mother after the death of her sister all those years ago.
"Aunt Mare," I groaned as my stomach continued to writhe in agony. "Mom's told you everything?"
"I know enough," she said a dark look passing across her face which faded away within seconds. "I'd be surprised if she's told either of us everything. That woman has more secrets than the CNIA."
"Marion, I know about Penelope," I muttered averting my eyes.
"Should have figured she'd tell you about that. I had to find out about it from your grandmother. I spent most my life believing a lie about my own sister."
"Marion, I'm sure Mom--"
"Don't do it Neil, don't defend her. She should have told me just like she should have told you about your father."
"Marion, if you knew I was a half-elf... I mean why didn't you tell me?"
"That is something that should really come from your mother. You don't know how many times I tried to convince her to tell you, but the woman is too damned mule-headed to listen to reason. I know she's been a woman for twenty-five years, but she still acts like such a man sometimes."
"But enough about that. How are you feeling?" she asked.
"Like I'm going to frizzing explode."
"I can imagine," she said dryly. "Your mother asked me to come by and see how you were doing."
"There's not anything you can do about this, is there?" I asked her hopefully. Marion was a powerful spirit mage and a doctor of some renown. Even Mom couldn't match her power when it came to Spirit magic.
Marion gave me a thoughtful frown. "Sorry, kiddo. If there was any way I knew of I'd do it in a heartbeat."
"Now let's clean up this mess," she said staring down at the puddle of my puke. She closed her eyes for a few seconds and a shimmering sheet of spirit energy seemed to appear under the puke. The spirit energy rose up from the carpet, shaped itself into a bowl which she picked up as it reformed into a ball.
"Cool," I said. "Kinda gross, but cool."
"Who says you have to be a Spellbinder to get vomit out of carpet," Marion said giving me one of her lopsided grins and a wink as she dropped the spirit-ball in the garbage and let its energy collapse.
"Now," she said. "Let's have a look-see shall we?"
She bent down and lightly touched me on the forehead. A few seconds later her eyes snapped open and she gasped. "Dang kid, you're body is in for some major overhauls. I've never felt anything quite like it. Since I doubt you'll be able to keep anything down, I'd like to put you on an intravenous drip to help replace some of the fluids and nutrients your body is consuming."
"An intro-venous what?" I asked staring at her in confusion.
"Intravenous drip. It is a somewhat unconventional new therapy, where fluids are injected directly into the bloodstream. It's quite ingenious actually and surprisingly cost-effective."
I wasn't sure exactly what to think of my aunt's suggestion, but I nodded in spite of my doubts. Fluids injected into the blood? It sounded almost barbaric.
"Neil--" Eva said appearing the doorway with a bundle of rags in her arms and a glass of water. "Oh," she said with a surprised expression. "You have a visitor."
Marion smiled, "My name is Dr. Marion Valemont, I'm Neil's aunt. You're a light elf aren't you?"
Eva shook her head and looked down at the floor, "I-I am unbound, I do not have a people. I am Eva."
"Neil and I are together," my girlfriend said suddenly practically throwing the glass of water in my face and splashing it all over the front of my shirt.
"Easy," I said taking the glass and began to drink the remaining water inside.
"When did he take your virginity? From the way you are limping. I'd say quite recently," Marion said with a toothy grin.
The water in my mouth shot out like a fountain and I started coughing uncontrollably. "What the Frigg kind of question is that!" I exclaimed.
Marion laughed. She laughed! What the Hel was so funny about that? Sometimes Marion could be so embarrassing. "Okay, okay," she said. "Maybe that was a bit of a personal question."
"You think?" I asked irritably.
My aunt sighed and shook her head, "Well kiddo, I need to get to the hospital. I'll talk to your mother and see about treatment options before I leave."
"Okay," I muttered, "Just uh don't tell Mom about that whole virginity thing."
My aunt started laughing then ducked out of the room without giving me an answer.
I grabbed at my stomach and felt the world spin madly around me. I lurched and limped across the hallway and just barely made it into the bathroom before throwing up. I stared breathlessly at the red-brown sludge that had just come spewing out of my throat. With trembling hands I stumbled over to the sink and cranked the dial on the faucet to full blast. I let the sink fill with ice-cold water and then splashed it onto my face and stood there panting heavily. It didn't take an idiot to figure out that the goop I had just sperlged up was. It was tissue my body had discarded as part of the transformation process.
I looked up at the mirror and shuddered, I looked gaunt, sickly even. I knew I had to have lost a good fifteen pounds of weight at least and I couldn't be too sure, but I thought I might be an inch or two shorter. This was the first-trip to the bathroom today and I couldn't help but notice the changes which had come over me. What little facial hair I had been able to grow had fallen out, and my face was beginning to look younger. It was now extremely painful to walk and I might be imagining it but I could swear my hips had a slight curve to them. A rash had started to form on my chest around each nipple which more than likely meant I'd begin growing breasts soon. My previous blond hair had fallen out and had started coming in the same dark auburn as my mother's hair.
Another wave of dizziness washed over me and I braced myself against the counter until it subsided. It was then that it really settled in that I was going to change into a girl and I could barely stand the thought of it. I just stood there and cried as I thought about what had been done to me. What gave Hervor the frizzing right?! I forced back my tears as I felt the anger flood through me. I wasn't going to let anyone see me this way, especially Hervor. She wouldn't get the satisfaction.
I took one last look at myself in the mirror and gulped at the very sight of me. I didn't look much different than I had before I hit puberty, but there was softness about my features that had never been there before. I might have even looked like a girl with the right haircut. I was still male for the time being, but how long till my equipment was gone? I shuddered at the thought of having a vagina and breasts then quickly washed my hands and staggered back to my bedroom.
I had expected Mother, Gramor (where was my grandmother anyway?) or even Daniella to pop in at any moment, but they had yet to show and I was beginning to wonder what was up. I gingerly lay down on my bed beside the sleeping form of Eva and flicked on my teleprojector.
A realistic image of Mom appeared standing in front of my bed. At first I thought she had appeared in my room via travel spell, but realized that the image was being produced by the teleprojector and I felt dread fill me as I saw an image of me replace it.
"...the New Copenhagen shopping center last evening. Little information has been released regarding the incident, but witnesses claim to have witnessed some sort of confrontation between two unidentified females and one Neil Steinburg that ended in one of those involved erecting a spirit shield. Later reports claim that Aryanna le Fey, the controversial head of the Spellbinder house arrived on the scene only to vanish with her son mere moments later.," a voice said. A man in a gray suit replaced the image of me in front of my bed.
The anchorman didn't seem to know much more, thank the goddesses for that. I was afraid what might happen if people found out about my transformation or that I was the grandchild of Hervor. Half-elves were rare enough, but it was unheard of for a member of the royal elven family to mingle with humans.
I was about turn the teleprojector off when it suddenly started to buzz and I let out a sigh as I realized there was an incoming call. I flicked the button on the remote to see who was calling, it was my friend Leif. I clicked another button on the remote and Leif's huge disembodied head appeared hovering in front of my bed.
"Holy frizz, Venn! Are you trying to scare me to death with that ugly mug of yours?"
Leif's massive head grinned and let out a chuckle. Suddenly, his head shrunk down to proper size and the rest of his body appeared. Leif had probably stuck his face right in front of his telecam just so he could give me a scare. "Relax, venn. I'm just calling 'cause I saw the news."
"Yeah, I just got done watching it."
"Me too. Look, is everything okay? I mean you're not hurt or anything are you?"
"Well it depends on what you mean by hurt," I muttered bitterly.
Leif opened his mouth to speak, but I stopped him short, "Things are just sort of complicated. I've learned some things and they suck some major ass. Things aren't ever going to be the same for me."
"Ah, venn that sucks. I'd come over, but Mom's pretty eager to get me married off. I have damned date with this uggo from House Bathory. Who schedules a date at eleven in the morning on a Vordag? Shit, I really hope that this girl doesn't want to bargain for me. I was kinda hoping the girl Mom would force me to marry would be a little hotter."
"That's alright venn, I understand."
"You don't know how lucky you are man," Leif spat out with a jealous look.
Leif knew that my mother had no intention of forcing me to marry anyone and usually didn't have any problem voicing his jealousy. Lucky? If only he knew about the transformation I was going through, he probably wouldn't be jealous then. I wasn't going to say anything over the teleprojector, Leif was smart enough to know that. Teleprojector communications were far too easily intercepted, if someone were listening in, anything I let slip would be all over the news within minutes.
"You have no idea," I spat ironically.
"Hey, have you heard from Sophie, lately?" Leif asked suddenly apparently oblivious of my sarcasm.
"No, I left her a message a few days ago, but she hasn't called back," I replied. It had been a few months since Sophie moved away and we'd been keep in touch with her by teleprojector. Neither one of us had heard from her in a few weeks and we were both getting worried.
"She left a message on my machine. It sounding like she was crying... I've tried calling her back, but no answer."
"Sophie crying?"
"Yeah, it kind of freaked me out when I heard it. I hope everything is okay."
"If I hear anything I'll call you."
"Alright, well I really ought to go, venn. Hope things are okay," he muttered scratching the back of his head.
"Later, venn."
"Later."
Well, the next part is an excerpt from my mother's journal. Don't worry, I'll be back soon enough.
Laurdag 4. Morsugur
"Lady Aryanna," the tiny pixie said with a bow of her head after she flew through my window and came to land on my dresser. "It is an honor."
I looked the tiny vattir over and smiled, "To what do I owe the pleasure? It has been years since I was visited by one of the wee folk."
The pixie shook her head and her small bird-like wings twitched, "I was sent as an emissary by the Gray Queen to offer the aid of the faekyn in the coming battle of Ragnarok."
I looked down at the pixie thoughtfully, and wondered what had prompted the Gray Queen to seek an alliance with me. Like elves, fairies were incapable of lying, so I had no doubts about the authenticity of the pixie's message, but it was certainly an odd move for the notoriously independent fairies to make. The Gray Queen was one of the most enigmatic and mysterious vattir that I knew of and that was saying something. I'd never heard of her involving herself in matters of humans or goddesses, but I supposed it really wasn't that surprising. The Jotun would likely turn theirs eyes to other vattir once they'd taken care of the goddesses and humans.
"I would gladly accept any aid the faekyn would be willing to offer," I smiled down at the tiny creature.
"The Gray Queen will be most pleased," the pixie beam up at me.
The faery's wings extended and she suddenly leapt up into the air and took off.
"Wait!" I called after her.
The pixie landed gracefully on the windowsill and turned back to me.
"How can I contact the Gray Queen?"
"One does not contact the Gray Queen, she contacts you," she responded with an amused grin on her face just before launching herself through the window.
"Aryanna, something is wro--" Daniella's voice drifted into my room with a gust of wind and suddenly cut short.
I leapt to my feet, sprang through the doorway, shot down the hallway and found Daniella holding a shield of spirit energy against a collapsing wall.
Once I got close enough I could feel magic pounding into the outside of the wall. I had powerful wards set around the entire estates, and I would have known instantly if someone brushed the wall with even the tiniest bit of magic. Clearly someone had found a way around my wards, I reached deep inside myself and latched onto that familiar well of energy I found there and began to weave a web of spirit energy around Daniella's shield to reinforce it, but by then it was already to late. Her barrier flew apart, her eyes rolled into the back of her head and she collapsed. I was barely able to pull her away as the wall came crashing down around us.
Men came pouring into the gap and I just barely managed to finish raising my spirit shield as they opened fire. Bullets exploded against the shimmering wall of blue light and fell harmlessly to the ground. I sent a wave of fire magic through the hole and the attackers fell screaming to the ground as they were engulfed by the fiery torrent.
A bright white light clashed against my shield and I felt my knees buckle against a sudden strain. A very familiar face appeared in the hole in the wall and I let out a long string of curses. It was Claramae, one of my cousins who had long resented my placement as head of House Le Fey.
"Clara, what the Hel do you think you're doing?"
"Something I should have done a long time ago," she said with a growl and leapt at me with a fist-full of bright white light pouring from her hands.
I blocked her blows easily enough and sent her tumbling back through the hole with a massive gust of wind. I followed her through the gap in the wall and fell to my knees as I was bombarded on either side by bright ribbons of fire magic. If it hadn't been for my shield I would have been dead, as it was I was just barely able to hold onto my barrier against the fiery onslaught. I couldn't make out the figures on either side, but I knew that one of them was most likely Clara. From the amount of magic they were channeling that they were both Spellbinders and I knew I had no chance of overcoming them alone.
"Frigg preserve me," I muttered between clenched teeth as I strained to keep hold of the shield.
Abruptly, there was a gust of wind and the threads of fire suddenly stopped. I tilted my head to either side and found that my attackers had simply vanished. My mother, Brigit, was standing there above me with a triumphant smile on her face. Her sudden appearance seemed to have scared my attackers off.
"You'll never believe what Eitri had for me."
I looked up at my mother and burst into nervous laughter,
"Goddesses? Aryanna what happened here?"
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Destiny: Legacy of a Spellbinder
Ragarnok Rising III by: Daniela A. Wolfe |
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The following rant is brought to you by the demented mind of Daniela A. Wolfe
Well it's finally here! This is the final story in the Ragnarok Rising trilogy. As such if you haven't read Incompatible or the revised version Transfigured I would recommend doing so before reading any further. This story is the final one in the series and as such it won't make much sense unless you read the first two.
I've posted a glossary of terms (including the days/months and their English equivalents) to go along with these stories, it can be found at Bigcloset Topshelf, Fictionmania, & tgstorytime.
Shout outs go to the following people: Beyogi, Maggie Finson, Loki who served as either alpha and/or beta readers, The Rev. Anam Chara who helped edit some of the dialogue (spoken by the characters Hervor, Heime & Gilda) to more accurately reflect Elizabethan era English and last but certainly not least Holly H Hart for her superb editing prowess.
Laurdag, the fourth of Morsugur (cont'd)
I nodded off while watching the news. I don't know how long I was asleep, but it was Eva that finally woke me. "Neil, wake up!" her voice pleaded. "You need to wake up, please!"
"What?" I managed to say.
"Listen!" she said.
I did as she suggested and heard the strangest wheezing sound coming from the hallway. It almost sounded like laughter, but I couldn't be sure. I forced my eyes open and just as I did the door to my bedroom flew off its hinges, shot across the room and hit the opposite wall with a deafening thud.
Luckily neither Eva nor I were in the path of the shooting door, but it came pretty close to hitting the foot of my bed. A person stepped into my room. I say person because it wouldn't be accurate to call 'him' a man or a woman. Half his body was that of really hot looking woman and the other was what could barely be recognized as a man. His skin was falling off in huge chunks and his male eye was completely white as if it had a cataract. His male side looked so weak and frail that I was surprised he could stand.
"Our plan has worked," he wheezed with a mad gleam in his good eye.
"How fortunate that we have found you here. We have been hoping to find someone like you for a very long time," he said and started to cough uncontrollably.
"Who are you and what are you doing here?" Eva demanded angrily.
"Forgive us, we didn't mean to be rude. We are called Doctor Josef Mengele," he said with a cackle.
"I know who you are. You're the one that kidnapped Daniella and changed her," I said with a loud gasp. Goddess, my insides felt like they were on fire!
Mengele threw his head back and laughed, "Interesting… Is that what she calls herself now? It is true that we initiated the changes, but our formula did not complete them. We would very much like to know how these changes were finished. Is she around?"
"You think if she was, we would tell you?" I spat.
"No, we suppose not!" he said with a loud cackle. "Studying her would reveal much to us, but that does not matter now. You are undergoing a transformation. We believe your blood will be far more useful to us."
He took a step toward my bed and put his leg out to take another, but before his foot could reach the ground, a blinding white light shot into his chest. Eva had cast a lightning spell on the doctor and he was struggling against the power being used on him.
"Neil!" she said. "Run!"
I rolled off my bed and pulled the IV along with me. I tried to stand up so I could run, but I was too weak. I couldn't even so much as crawl. The familiar blue aura of a Spirit Shield surrounded the doctor, and the lightning shot out from him and almost seemed to bounce back into Eva. She was thrown against a wall and slumped to the floor unconscious.
The blue aura faded away and the doctor turned to look at me with his one good eye. More dead skin flaked away from his body as he moved toward me. "Do you see what the use of our magic does to us? If we do not find a solution soon we will die! The changes that are taking place inside you, they are the key. Your blood will free us!"
I was in so much pain now that all I could do was stare up at the doctor in horror. "Please…" I pleaded, but the doctor wasn't listening.
He walked over to where I was laying on the ground and pulled a syringe out of his pocket. "This will not hurt much," he said in an almost sympathetic tone.
He stuck the needle in my arm and waited until the tube inside filled with blood. Then he repeated the process until he had five more vials. He removed a half-full vial of purplish liquid from his coat and popped the stopper from both it and a bottle of my blood.
"If we had more time we might test this newest formula, but we are too close to death. We hope this will work," he cackled madly and dumped a small drop of my blood into the vial of the violet liquid.
The vial of purple liquid fizzled and hissed then started to steam and turned an almost sickly brown. Mengele laughed, then downed the whole tube and let it fall through his hand and shatter on the ground.
"We can feel it," he fell to his knees in a fit of hysterical laughter.
"Mengele," a cold voice said from what sounded like the doorway.
"Flint," Mengele said and fell to his side shaking with laughter.
I groaned and looked over to the doorway where a man with short cropped hair was holding a gun. "I don't know why you've chosen now to reappear, Mengele, bu–" Flint said but stopped short when the doctor started to convulse.
"Die!" Menegele suddenly howled and leapt to his feet with a clawed hand extended. A gust of wind shot out from Mengele's outstretched fingers and Flint went flying back through the doorway. He managed to fire several shots just before he slammed into the hallway wall and slumped to the ground in an unconscious heap. One of the bullets hit Mengele in his male shoulder, and he fell to the ground shrieking and clutching at his wounded joint.
I tried to take advantage of the distraction and crawl away, but I was still too weak. I looked up at Mengele's face and noticed something really weird, the skin on the male side of his face was rippling. The healthy female skin stretched across to the male side of his face and he began to change. It continued until roughly three-quarters of his face was female then it suddenly stopped.
Mengele threw his head back and giggled manically, "Our new formula works! You must come with us, we may need more samples."
Suddenly there was a pressure inside of me struggling to break lose. I gritted my teeth and screamed as blinding white light shot out from my chest and slammed into the doctor.
Mengele flew across the room and was knocked into the wall. He staggered back to his feet and I prepared myself for another attack, but it never came. He made a waving gesture with his hand and was gone as a gust of wind whisked him away.
I tried to stand, but I was feeling even weaker than before and I collapsed to my knees. I gasped as pain shot through my body and I felt myself slip into unconsciousness.
"Neil," my mother's voice said. "Wake up."
"No, just let me get a little more sleep," I replied. "I don't care if I'm late for school."
"NEIL!" my mother shouted and I practically jumped out of my skin. My eyes flew open and I realized where I was and what had happened. Daniella, Mom and Gramor were standing over me with worried expressions.
"Oh, Neil, thank the goddesses," Mom muttered leaning over to kiss me on the forehead. "You had us worried."
"Eva?" I muttered.
"Eva will be fine. The magic overwhelmed her system, her body just needs some time to recover," Daniella muttered running her hand through my hair.
"Holy crap, what happened to you two?" I asked really getting a good look at Daniella and Mom for the first time. They both looked about like I felt, like they'd been tossed through a frizzing blender.
"We were attacked, in what I presume was a distraction so Mengele could get to you," Mom said with a tired sigh.
"Mengele? How did you know about–"
"Flint told us," Gramor chimed in.
"Mom, he took some of my blood. I saw him mix it with this stuff, and he started to change," I muttered.
"Norns preserve, if that creature has found a way to perfect his formula it can only mean trouble. Especially this close to Ragnarok," Gramor said with a gasp.
"Time is running even shorter than I feared. Frigg appeared to me in a dream and told me we had a little more than four months," Mom said between pursed lips.
"Good goddesses, Aryanna, that would mean–" Gramor muttered her face turning pale.
"It means we're running short of time. It's time I make the Seidskati aware of our plans," Mom said with a soft sigh.
"What about this Mengele guy?" I asked.
Daniella sighed, "As much as I'd like to see Mengele brought to justice, he's a minor player in what is a much larger game. He'll have to wait."
Mom nodded, "I don't want you worrying about any of this right now Neil. I'm not sure how she's done it, but Hervor has initiated the changes in you. You need to get some rest. Once you're feeling better you're going to be thrown out into the middle of this."
"Mom, there's something you're not telling me, isn't there?" I asked, my voice barely more than a whisper.
"Yeah, there is," she said hanging her head. "We felt it when you used your magic against Mengele, which is how we knew to come find you. I'm not sure what to make of it, but you're far more powerful than any living Spellbinder."
"What!? How?"
"Elves are more powerful than humans, and it seems that you've inherited the magic from your Elven side. That being said, I know of only one elf with even a comparable amount of power to you, and that's Hervor," Mom said between pursed lips.
"Wait! You're not saying I'm more powerful than Hervor, are you?"
Mom shook her head, "No, magical talent is difficult to measure, but I'd say you're fairly evenly matched."
I hadn't expected that, I mean, I probably should have; it did make a certain amount of sense after all, but it shocked me nonetheless. What did Hervor stand to gain by doing this to me? I know the answer had to be buried somewhere with the depths of all the secrets that had been revealed to me, but I couldn't puzzle it out. It was like trying to find a frizzing needle in a haystack.
"Mom, why didn't you tell me?!" I demanded almost before I knew it was out of my mouth.
"I keep telling myself it was to give you a normal life, but the truth is I did it for my own selfish reasons. I wanted to keep you safe and away from all the chaos, but I can't do that, not anymore, the world needs you. It would be harder, if because of my selfishness I doomed the world to total annihilation. I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me."
"I don't know if I can do that, just yet," I muttered shaking my head.
A single tear ran down my mother's cheek, "Fair enough. Do me a favor try and get some restful sleep, okay?"
I nodded, "Okay, Mom."
Mom smiled sadly then she bent in and kissed me on the forehead, and within moments she was gone. Gramor came over, knelt beside my bed and spoke quietly, "Don't be too hard on her. Your mother has been through a lot and she cares for you deeply."
"How would you feel, Gramor? Finding out you had been lied to by your own mother? Everything I thought I knew about my life is a lie."
Gramor patted my shoulder and smiled reassuringly, "Not everything. Your Mother does love you, so do Daniella and I."
"Gramor…" I muttered.
"Just get some rest, okay? We can talk later," she muttered sadly, then kissed me in the forehead in the same place that Mom had and just like that she was gone.
I could feel hot tears rolling down my face as I glanced over at the mirror. Last time I'd seen my reflection I looked sickly. This time I looked much worse, as if I were on the verge of dying. My eyes were blood-shot and the dark circles under my eyes looked like they had their own dark circles. I had lost even more weight, and I was definitely shorter. My hair had gotten even longer and I now resembled a twelve-year-old girl on the verge of puberty, if a somewhat tall and gawky one.
I looked down at my hands and noticed that they too had changed. They had always been a bit small, but now they seemed longer and more delicate. They were without a doubt, the hands of a girl.
Goddesses! Why was this happening to me? What did I ever do deserve this? More tears ran down my face and a sob escaped my lips. I rubbed at my chest and noticed the very slight bulge of two mounds sticking out from it.
I started to undress myself, which was pretty hard because I was so weak from the changes, but I managed to get everything off. When I was unclothed I really wished I hadn't. My hips had expanded quite a bit and had a noticeable curve to them. My feet had shrunk and look very dainty. Then there were my privates. My balls were shriveled up and were almost a third their usual size. My cock was only about an inch and a half long and hung limply between my legs. Then there were my breasts. They were very small, but they were unmistakable for what they were. I was growing a pair of tits! Holy frizzing fuck!
The sight of those mounds poking out of my chest were just too much and I fell to the floor and started sobbing uncontrollably. I know breaking down and crying like a girl wasn't exactly the most manly thing to do, but give me a break, okay? I mean I am turning into a frizzing girl, after all. Oh, Hel do I really need to explain myself to a bloody book? Anyway, I vaguely remember hearing my mother at the door, but I didn't answer.
I was pretty out of it for the next couple hours. I never really did fall unconscious. I just sort of was there, but not there, you know? When I did finally come back to the world, I was in my room where I found Mom, Daniella, and Eva hovering over me. Nick Flint was there as well, but I would hardly say he was hovering over me. He was leaning against a wall on the other side of the room with a thoughtful look on his face. It was the first time since Mengele had attacked us that I'd seen him, and I really felt as if I owed the guy something. I mean, even though Mengele managed to beat him pretty easily, he had come to my defense.
"Neil, thank the goddesses. We've been so worried," Mom said when I sat up and looked at her.
"How did I get here?" I asked with a voice that sounded very alien.
"When you wouldn't answer the door we got worried, so I magicked it open and found you lying on the floor," Mom said.
"Shit," I muttered.
"What is it? What's wrong?" Eva said suddenly.
"I sound like a crenking girl, is what's wrong!" I said feeling a sense of resignation come over me. I was turning into a girl and I couldn't do anything about it.
Daniella sighed, "Its can be difficult to cope with the changes at first, but it gets easier with time."
It was about then that I realized that I my stomach felt much better. "I'm frizzing starving," I said.
Mom placed her hand on my shoulder and I felt a small tickling sensation. A moment later she removed her hand and smiled sadly. "Your transformation seems to have entered a new stage. I think you'll be able to eat some solid food now. You're going to need the nutrients to help finish the changes."
"Lady Le Fey," a familiar voice said in the doorway.
"Yes, what is it Meredith?" Mom ask turning to face the woman.
"Lord Neil's friend, the young Lord Leif Yorgenson, insists he be allowed to speak with you. He claims it is urgent," Meredith said.
"Leif wants to speak with me? What for?"
"He wouldn't say," Meredith said between pursed lips.
"Alright send him in and after that see to it that some food is brought up for Neil."
"Yes, Lady Le Fey," she said with a nod of her head and left only to return a few moments later with an extremely flustered looking Leif.
"Holy Frizz, Neil. Is that you venn?" he asked staring at me with wide eyes.
"Yeah, Leif it's me," I muttered, wincing at the sound of my new voice.
"Shi--," Leif said but suddenly stopped with a glance at my mother who was staring at him with a disapproving frown. "you're turning into a chick. What the frizzing fu– heck."
"Leif!" Mom snapped with sudden impatience. "You wanted to speak with me?"
"Yeah," he muttered. "Ah, frizz. I don't know exactly how to say this so I'll just come right out and say it. I know about the attack on your estates."
"What how?" Both Mom and I suddenly asked at the same time.
"I overheard my Mother and the head of our house talking about it," he said with averted eyes. Leif didn't have the best relationship with his mother. She treated him like many Spellbinders treated their sons, as potential breeding stock to be sold to the highest bidder.
"Goddesses," Mom muttered. "I haven't even notified the police about the attack! If your mother and the lady Aquitaine have knowledge of it, that can only mean they were in on it."
Leif swallowed hard and locked eyes with my mother, "I know."
"Dammit!" Mother growled. "More traitors! I never cared for the Lady Aquitaine, but I always believed she was a woman of principle and I hoped that she would join forces with me once she learned what was at stake."
"At stake? What's at stake?" Leif asked with furrowed eyebrows.
"That is a discussion for another time. For now I must know everything you heard your mother and the Lady Aquitaine say," Mother said.
"Well, there was talk of Jonas Talman and someone named Doctor Mengele," he said with a shrug. "I only heard bits and pieces really. I was in another room and they didn't know I could hear them. They mentioned Neil and something about a distraction."
If Mom could prove that the Aquitaines were working with either Talman or even Menegele, the Seidskati would come down hard on their House. They might even get barred from the council altogether.
"The Spellbinders that attacked you…" Grammor said trailing off with a gasp.
"Clearly they were trying to get to Neil, but we really need to figure out how they knew he was changing." Daniella added.
"Talman is resourceful," Nick said speaking for the first time. "He probably has a spy here within the estates."
"Claramae," Daniella said with a shake of her head.
"No, I hadn't notified anyone in the family of Neil's changes yet. It has to be a member of the household staff," Mom muttered.
"I need to know everything they said. Even a seemingly mundane comment could hold a secret meaning." Mom paused for a moment, and I could tell she was thinking.
"As much as I hate to suggest it," she said finally. "There is a way I could know word for word what you heard them say. I could look into your mind."
Leif hesitated, but after a moment nodded. He had to know what a mind probe would entail. He had grown up surrounded by Spellbinders. "Okay."
Mom came over and stood beside him, "This will be easier if you just let me in. If you resist me it will be much more difficult for the both of us."
Leif nodded and Mom put her hands on his forehead. Both of their eyes turned milky white and then suddenly Leif broke away from her with a loud gasp. "Venn," he proclaimed. "That was frizzing weird!"
"Would you be willing to testify before the Seidskati?" Mom asked him a thoughtful expression on her face.
Leif still acted a bit disoriented by the whole ordeal, but he managed a nod. "Yeah."
Mom nodded back and quickly shuffled out of the room.
After everything died down a bit the others filed out of my room, leaving Eva and Leif alone with me. Since, they hadn't been given a proper introduction, I did so. When I introduced Eva as my girlfriend, Leif seemed surprised. When he learned that she was an elf he was dumbfounded. Eva seemed to find the whole thing amusing, bursting into laughter at the most peculiar moments.
"Uh, so…" Leif said awkwardly. "I guess you're girl now."
"Shit, have I really changed that much?"
Eva pursed her lips, "Yes, you really have."
"Damn," I cursed.
"You actually look pretty cute," Leif said unexpectedly.
"Venn," I said with what I'm sure was a baffled look. "What the frizz?"
"What?" Leif said defensively.
"You think I'm cute? You realize I'm still a guy down there don't you?"
"It's the elf in you," Eva said with a laugh.
"The elf in her. What are you talking about?" Leif said.
I sighed and shook my head. I really didn't intend to tell him just yet. "Leif, I'm a half-elf."
"Holy frizzing Hel," he muttered.
"Shit, I mean are you sure?"
"Yeah, I'm pretty sure."
"Did you feel an unusually strong attraction to Hervor in the mall?" Eva asked suddenly.
I hadn't felt a thing for her. "No," I said with a shake of my head.
Eva nodded, "Since you are her grandchild it is unlikely she would have used her aura on you. I, however, did feel the effects."
"What? What are you talking about!" I demanded.
Eva started to laugh again. "All elves emanate an aura. For all elves who walk in the light it causes people to have strong sexual desires toward the one emanating the aura. For dark elves it makes people feel fear and loathing."
"Holy Frigg," I said. "So I can I turn it off, right?"
"I can teach you to control it, but it can never be turned off, only focused," she said with a smile.
"Shit, venn. This is just weird," Leif said.
"Tell me about it," I replied irritably.
Thinks got a bit awkward after that and we spent the next few minutes hemming and hawing at each other. Thankfully, my food arrived shortly afterward and it gave me the perfect excuse to not to speak.
"Frizzing shit," I said glowering at my reflection. I didn't even recognize the person staring back at me. A girl with long auburn hair scowled back at me from the mirror. I gulped and touched my face, and watched as the girl mirrored my movement. I licked my lips and made faces at the mirror. The girl in the mirror matched my movements perfectly.
The girl was actually quite pretty, but there was something just a little off about her face. Angular, that was the word that came to mind, her face was just a little too angular. That would change soon enough, I knew, as the changes were almost done with.
I slowly unbuttoned my shirt and looked at my breasts. They had grown a lot since I'd last gotten a good look at them. I don't really know anything about cup sizes, but if I had to give them a label I'd say they were somewhere in the medium size range. I cupped them and sighed. My now dainty hands fell away and I glared down at the strange mounds which had invaded my chest.
My waist had narrowed quite a bit and my pants now hung around my much rounder hips. I sighed and pulled my pants down. My testicles were completely gone, and an incomplete vulva had started to form around the shriveled remains of my penis.
"Goddesses be damned!" I heard myself say, but couldn't remember having uttered the words.
I was starting to feel better, well in the physical sense at least. I was only slightly dizzy and the pain didn't seem quite so bad anymore.
I looked at the mirror again, and felt anger rise up at the sight of the girl looking back at me. She wasn't me! I felt a suddenly and overwhelming urge to lash out at something and I did. I grabbed the nearest thing I could find which turned out to be a can of my acne powder and hurled it at my reflection. The force of the impact was enough to create a rather sizable crack in the mirror.
I started at the mirror and started to laugh uncontrollably. It was just so strange. Just a week ago if someone had told me that I was a half-elf destined to save the world, I would have laughed in their face. If they had told me I was going to turn into the girl, I might have been a little more willing to believe, but I would have been skeptical. It's not that big of a stretch to think that something like this might happen to me if you knew who my mother was.
I looked at the mirror and all my laughter died away. I gave the stranger in the mirror one final glare, then slammed the button on the wall to turn off the lights before walking out the door.
When I returned to my room, instead of finding Eva and Leif like I expected, I found Hervor, my mother, and some guy I didn't recognize. I knew the man for a light elf almost immediately, and I felt as if my heart were going to jump out of my chest and run a marathon as I stared at up at his face. It wasn't as if I was attracted to him, it was just that I when I saw that face I just knew he was my father.
"Holy frizz!" I shouted and stared up at him with wide eyes.
"Neil, this is Heime, your father," Mom said biting her lips.
"I-I think I need to sit down," I muttered, realizing just how weak I really was.
Mom grabbed hold of my hand and helped me back to my bed and Hervor and Heime followed us into my room.
Heime looked about as nervous as I felt as he spoke, "Well met, my child! Long have I awaited to behold thee."
"Uh, so you and Mom, huh?"
"Neil!" Mom said glaring down at me.
"What?!" I protested.
Heime chuckled and grinned nervously as his eyes darted first to me then back to my mother.
"Why am I just meeting you now?" I asked him suddenly.
"'Twas thy mother's choice. She wished not that I play any role in thy life," Heime said with a very slight bow of his head.
"I didn't want you and your mother playing games with him the way you did with me," Mom spat back with a scowl.
"What we did never was borne of malice, Aryanna," Heime said his voice growing very soft as he spoke my mother's name.
"No, it was all for the better good," Mother spat.
"Thou art quick to accuse, Seidkona, but indeed thy guilt is as evident as mine," Hervor replied blandly.
"I never manipulated anyone into conceiving a child!" Mother spat back.
"Enough! Mother, Aryanna cease this forthwith!" Heime said suddenly.
Hervor's eyes grew very wide. She titled her head forward in a very slight bow and gave Heime a knowing smile, "'Tis time to take leave of thee, my son. Stay, and bide time with the child."
"Aye, Mother. Fare thee well," he replied gripping his mother's shoulder.
"Fare thee well, my son," she said reaching up to pat him fondly on the cheek, then disappeared with a flash of light.
"Uh, okay? What was that about?"
"Honestly? I know not," Heime muttered with the a shake of his head.
"So, I gotta know, what is with all the thee's and thou's?"
Heime bowed his head and started to chuckle, "I am very old, my child, and I have passed very little time among humans since I had learned thy language. 'Tis as humans say, 'Old habits die hard.'"
"This is weird, right? I can't be the only one that thinks this is weird."
"Neil!" Mom cut in giving me that look that all women did so well.
"Aryanna, worry not. 'Tis fine."
"How old are you?" I asked suddenly.
Heime pursed his lips, "I know not mine exact age,. Our kind placeth not such import upon the number of our years as do humans. I can tell thee that I had passed many hundreds of years already when I first met thine ancestor, Morgana le Fey."
Holy, Frizz this guy is old. If she were alive today Morgana would be close to sixteen hundred years old. Heime could be well over two thousands years old, and if he was that old, no doubt Hervor was hundreds, if not thousands of years older, and it made me wonder how long I might live. Human magic users tended to age more slowly based on the strength of their magic, but my father obviously wasn't a magic user, so it made me wonder what it was that kept the guy ticking. Then I remembered something my Gramor once said about the elves being kin to the Aesir.
"You're immortal, aren't you?"
"Aye," he said.
"Am I?"
Heime let out a long sigh and pursed his lips, "I know not."
And so that's how I met my father. We had a pretty long discussion and at first we talked mostly about him as I kept asking him question after question, but finally the conversation shifted to me and it was his turn to ask the questions.
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Destiny: Legacy of a Spellbinder
Ragarnok Rising III by: Daniela A. Wolfe |
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The following rant is brought to you by the demented mind of Daniela A. Wolfe
Well it's finally here! This is the final story in the Ragnarok Rising trilogy. As such if you haven't read Incompatible or the revised version Transfigured I would recommend doing so before reading any further. This story is the final one in the series and as such it won't make much sense unless you read the first two.
I've posted a glossary of terms (including the days/months and their English equivalents) to go along with these stories, it can be found at Bigcloset Topshelf, Fictionmania, & tgstorytime.
Shout outs go to the following people: Beyogi, Maggie Finson, Loki who served as either alpha and/or beta readers, The Rev. Anam Chara who helped edit some of the dialogue (spoken by the characters Hervor, Heime & Gilda) to more accurately reflect Elizabethan era English and last but certainly not least Holly H Hart for her superb editing prowess.
Sunadag, the fifth of Morsugur
When I woke this morning, I really, really had to take a piss. I ran across the hall, flipped the toilet seat open and pulled my pants down only to find that I no longer had the necessary equipment to take a wiz standing up. With an angry grunt, I plopped down on the seat and started to urinate. Peeing felt a little weird, but it wasn't really very different. I did hit a bit of a road block, once I finished I realized I couldn't shake off like I used too. So I grabbed a triangle of toilet cloth and wiped off whatever remained.
I washed my hands and felt my jaw drop at the sight of my reflection. Holy frizzing Hel, I was one fine looking maer! I looked a lot more like Mom than I used to, but I also looked quite a bit like Heime, and even Hervor to a lesser extent. I swallowed hard and touched my face with my long delicate hands. My skin was silky smooth and I let my hand fall away as I studied my reflection more closely.
My hair was pretty long, but it wasn't as long as Mom's. I had a complexion that most girl's would die for, thick pouty lips and startling green eyes. "DAMMIT!" I yelled at the mirror.
I had a pretty good idea of what the rest of my body looked like, but I needed to see the whole picture. I slowly stripped out of my ill-fitting cloths and stared in disbelief at the changes. Yeah, I knew I was a girl. That wasn't really a surprise, but my body was perfect. I had curves in all the right places, I wasn't too skinny, but I wouldn't say I was fat either. My breasts seemed to weigh a ton, but when I looked at them in the mirror, while they looked large, they seemed to complement my form perfectly.
I shuddered, quickly redressed, and reached out to touch my face. "I'm a stranger in my own fucking body," I muttered, staring at my reflection for a moment, then left the bathroom. I nearly ran into Leif as I exited.
"Holy Frigg, Neil?"
Damn, I was shorter than him! I looked up into his face and couldn't help but feel a bit intimidating by his size. He was a good five-inches taller than me and he had packed on quite a lot of muscle in the last few years.
"Shit venn, you scared the frizz out of me! What are doing here?" I demanded.
Leif scowled, "You don't think I could go back home after what I told your mom, do you?"
"No, I guess not," I said. "I'm starved want to grab some breakfast?"
"Uh, you sure you should be out of bed?" he said staring at breasts.
"I'm feeling much better now," I said feeling my cheek turn red. Goddesses, why did he have to look at me like that!
"Okay, yeah I guess you would be. You're… I mean… Shit you're finished changing now. Aren't you?"
I frowned, "Yeah."
"Okay," he said with an awkward smile on his face. "Well I got to take a leak. I guess I'll see you down in the dining hall then."
"Yeah, I guess you will," I muttered feeling a surge of jealousy as I turned away. Even the simple act of urinating had become a foreign experience to me and I would have done almost anything to trade places with Leif at that moment.
Mom was nursing a cup of yerba mate and Daniella was munching on a piece of chicken when I appeared in the dining hall. "Neil!" Mom said with her eyes wide. "Goddesses, is it done then?"
I nodded and Mom and Daniella both gave me sympathetic looks.
"We didn't expect you up this early," Daniella said with a tired look on her face.
"Yeah, well I had to take a piss," I said irritably.
Mom smiled and let out a slight chuckle. Then her face turned suddenly serious. "As much as I hate to push you, we don't have much choice. I'd like to give you a few more days rest, but we don't have that luxury. We'll be meeting before the Seidskati tonight."
"Tonight?" I said. "Like this?" I said motioning down angrily at my breasts.
Mom sighed, "We need to get you some new clothes. It won't due to have you appear in front of the council looking like a slob."
Clothes? Shit! I hadn't even thought that. I gulped, "We're going to the mall then?"
"Not exactly," Daniella said. "Too many people. There are a few shops on the east side of town that should do for our purposes."
Mom nodded, "As loath as I am to have you leave the estates with everything that is going on you need clothes. I'd have a seamstress come over and take your measurements, but we need something for you to wear tonight. You, Eva and Leif."
"Eva too?" I asked. "What possible reason would you have for her speak to the Seidskati?"
"She's Vattir, Neil, she can act as an ambassador," Daniella said.
"Ambassador? She doesn't even have a people!"
Mom shook her head, "That might actually play to our advantage. You've heard of the exiled elf tribes?"
"Yeah, they're supposed to have some sort of self-imposed exile aren't they?" I asked.
Mom nodded, "I don't fully understand the reasoning, but they disagree with the Lejosá¡lfar on a number of philosophical matters and refuse to live among them. The light elves are just as glad to be rid of them, as they've intermingled with lesser vattir like the fairies."
"So you're hoping since Eva is unbound that they'll listen to her?"
"More or less, I've sent several requests to some of the bigger tribes for a meeting and none of them will have anything to do with me. They don't trust humans, I'm hoping that they will feel differently about an elf." Mother said.
"Morning," Leif's familiar voice said brightly. I turned to face him and felt my cheeks burn as his eyes seemed to linger on my breasts once again. What the Hel was wrong with him? Yeah my new body was freaking hot, but it was still me inside!
"Would you cut that out," I snapped angrily. "My eyes are up here, you know."
Leif's cheeks turned red, "I wasn't, uh, I mean I didn't mean to. I mean, look at you!"
Mom snorted, "It's not all his fault."
"You mean this aura business? Eva already told me about it," I said folding my arms across my chest and dropping them almost as quickly. It was weird feeling those bulges on my chest.
Mother nodded, "Get some breakfast in you and go take a shower. I want to get everything taken care of as early as possible."
"Uh? Take care of what?" Leif asked.
"Neil will fill you in. Daniella and I have some things to discuss," Mom said before standing and leaving the room with Daniella in tow.
I quickly told Leif what was going on and the room fell silent as we ate quietly.
"So what's it like?" Leif said suddenly. "Being a girl, I mean."
"So far it sucks, and it's weird, too, but I haven't been one long enough to tell you much."
"Well, at least if you're going to be a girl you get to be a hot one."
"What? That is absolutely no consolation whatsoever."
"Not to you maybe," a soft feminine voice chuckled from the doorway. "But it is to me."
Eva walked over and kissed me deeply on the lips. "Your transformation is finished?"
"Venn, that is so hot!" Leif said looking from me to Eva.
"As near as I can tell. Everything looks complete," I said casting an irritated glance at Leif then kissed Eva back. I felt my heart rate quicken and I suppressed the urge to start undressing Eva. At least I knew I still liked girls.
"Frizz," Leif said. "Two hot maers kissing. Frigg and Hel!"
Eva laughed, "Humans are so strange."
"Yeah, well Leif's weirder than most," I muttered irritably before sinking my teeth into a piece of chicken.
Breakfast was… awkward to say the least especially after my father showed up and told me I looked as beautiful as my mother. Leif kept staring at me and I felt like I was piece of meat he was trying to decide whether he might eat. This actually seemed to piss Heime off, who kept staring at Leif as if considering whether he should rip out his heart. It was humiliating, and I wished things would got back to the way they had been before. I might look like a girl now, but I sure as Frigg didn't feel like one. Why couldn't Leif see that? As for Heime, I wasn't sure what to think of that. The guy had just appeared, and I wasn't even sure I liked having him around let alone playing the part of the over-protective parent.
When I was done eating I got out of there as quickly as I could. Gramor grabbed me shortly after that and led me into the bathroom. "Your mother tells me that you'll be going out shopping today. What are you planning to wear?"
"I hadn't really thought about it. I guess some of my old clothes at least until I can get something that fits," I said.
"That is not going to happen," she said with a shake of her head. "Your old clothes will hang on you. I'll see if I can find something to fit you in Daniella and your mother's things. Get in the shower and I'll bring what I find in for you."
Once she was gone, I pulled my shirt off and tried to ignore the unwelcome guests on my chest. I sighed and started to pull off the pair of shorts that were hanging loosely around my hips when the door suddenly swung wide open. I quickly pulled the shorts back up, and stared into the doorway.
It was Leif. "Frizz, I didn't know you were in here," he said with wide eyes staring fixedly at my bare breasts.
I could feel my cheeks burn and I quickly covered my breasts with one of my arms. Goddesses, what the Hel did he think he was doing just walking into a bathroom when the door was closed? Idiot! My embarrassment turned to anger and I felt my free hand ball up into a first and I just sort of reacted. I hit him in the face as hard as I could which happened to be much harder than I would have expected. Nevertheless, my hand felt like I'd hit a brick wall and Leif staggered backwards quite a way.
"What the Hel did you do that for?!" he asked with a loud gasp and cupped his hands over his nose.
"Get out!" I yelled.
"I didn't mean to–"
"GET OUT!" I yelled at the top of my lungs.
Leif stumbled back through the doorway and I slammed the door in his face. I sank to my knees and gasped. A few tears fell down my face, but I forced them away. Goddesses, why did I feel so vulnerable? I wanted to cry and keep on crying, but I wouldn't let myself. I wouldn't give in. Damn my frizzing hand hurt.
A few more minutes passed by and the door swung open again. "Dammit Leif! I told you to–" I growled and stopped mid-sentence as I realized it was Gramor who had opened the door. She held a stack of clothes in her arms which she dropped on the counter .
"What's happened?" she asked folding her arms across her chest.
"Uh, I don't want to talk about it," I replied quietly.
Gramor gave me that look that all women seemed to have mastered and I squirmed under her scrutiny. "Fine!" I said finally. "Leif walked in on me naked. You happy?!"
"That explains why he was running down the hall with a hand clasped over his nose," she said with a faint smile on her face. "I ran into him on my way back," she added in explanation
"Shit," I muttered. "I probably shouldn't have punched him, but who the crenking Hel walks into a bathroom when the door is closed? Damn my hands hurts."
"I think any girl would have done the same in your place," my grandmother said dryly. "Let's take a look at that hand.
"I'm not a girl!" I protested before giving her my hand.
There was a weird tickling sensation then slowly over the next ten minutes the pain in my hand seemed to fade until it was almost completely gone.
"You may not see yourself as a girl, but like it or not the world isn't going to agree. You managed to fracture one of the bones in your hand. If it had been much worse I wouldn't have been able to heal it. It might be a little stiff for a few days, but other than that it should be fine."
"Thanks," I said rubbing at my hand thoughtfully.
"Get in the shower. I need to see to that fool boy."
I nodded and stepped into the shower once she had left. I cranked the slider up to a ridiculously hot level and slammed the button on the wall and sighed in relief as boiling hot water rained down on me from the showerhead in the ceiling. Mom and Daniella thought I was nuts but I liked my showers really hot, I found it invigorating.
As great as the shower felt, I wanted to keep it short. The hot water against my breasts felt amazing, but only helped to remind me of how much my body had changed. I soaped my body up and tried my best to ignore the vulva between my legs and the breasts on my chest.
"Hey," Eva said as the shower door slid open and closed behind her.
"What's this?" I said unable to keep myself from smiling at her.
Eva shrugged, "I thought it would be more enjoyable if we showered together."
"Is the water too hot? I can turn it down," I said.
"It is perfect," she said with a smile then kissed me. "We elves have a much better tolerance for heat than humans."
Maybe my love of hot showers was more unusual than I had always thought. In fact I was sure of it. How many of my other habits had been effected by my elven side? I shuddered and put the thoughts out of my head. I would have to mull them over another time.
Eva reached over and began to soap my bare breasts. I had been so caught up in my thoughts that I hadn't even realized what she was doing until her hands were inches from my chest. I didn't tell her that I had already cleaned everything. Her hands softly brushed my breasts and there was a slow sensuality to her movement as she cleaned me. It was felt amazing and I hoped she would never stop.
Oh Norns, I was so freaking turned on. My nipples hardened on my chest and reached out to Eva and kissed her. I held her close and started to slowly massage her breasts. We got a little carried away after that and we didn't quite go all the way, but we came pretty damn close. If it wasn't for Gramor's return, we probably would have.
"What's going on in there?" Gramor said through the shower door.
I tried to answer, to tell my grandmother a quick lie, but every time I tried I couldn't speak. "Shit! I can't lie!" I said finally.
"We decided to share the shower," Eva said. It wasn't a lie precisely, but it wasn't the whole truth.
"Uh, huh," Gramor said. "That's not all that is going on is it?"
To my shock I found myself answering her, "No."
"Goddesses you're worse than your mother," she said with a chuckle. "The first time she took a shower after her change I found her fingering herself."
"Gramor!" I protested. "I really didn't need to know that!"
"Just be glad it was me that found you, and not your mother or Daniella," she teased.
My grandmother's interruption was a real mood-killer and it really didn't take us long to finish washing up. We both got dressed and just when I thought we were all done I learned that I couldn't have been more wrong.
To cut things a bit short, Gramor that she wanted to teach me about the my new anatomy and Eva piped in and mentioned that there were some minor differences between humans and elves that I should probably be aware of. So I got a lecture on a whole plethora of things ranging from how to proper clean my new privates, proper hair care and (yay!) periods.
Apparently, elves are much slower to reproduce than humans and have periods much more infrequently. Of course, since I was a half-elf, neither seemed sure exactly how I might be affected. I knew women had periods, but I hadn't even really thought about having one myself. Frizz, what else would I have to look forward too?
"Seidkona! I am honored," the middle-aged brunette woman said with a deep curtsy upon seeing my mother. Clearly, she recognized Mom, which was not very surprising since she was probably the most recognizable member of the Seidskati, especially in the New Copenhagen area.
Mom smiled politely, but I could tell she was irritated. She hated it when people groveled. "Please, that will not be necessary. Treat me as you would any other customer."
The woman's eyes widened, "Yes of course. Can I help the Lady Aryanna find anything?"
"Claire is it?" Mom said glancing at the woman's name badge with a strained smile. "My daughter here needs a bra fitting."
Claire gave Mom a startled expression, then her eyes fell on me. "My goodness," she said. "You are very lovely."
I felt my cheeks burn in humiliation. 'I'm a guy, damn you!' I cursed inwardly.
"Thanks," I said between gritted teeth.
"If you will follow me, please," she said with another curtsy and led Mom, Eva and me through the many racks of clothes and stopped just shy of a dressing room at the back of the store.
"I wouldn't expect a girl your age to need a fitting. Why you have to be … you're seventeen at least?"
"Eighteen," I corrected.
"Goodness, in another year you'll be of age. Yes, much too old to need a fitting," Clara said giving Mom a funny look.
Mom forced a smile, "Children, huh? Just when you think they stop growing, they grow a little more."
"Yes, yes of course," the clerk said. "What's you're name dear?"
I stared at the woman, and felt a brief panic settle over me. Should I tell her my real name or make up a female name? "N- uh," I mumbled. Oh, Frizz I couldn't lie! Damn Hervor for awakening my elven side!
"I'm sorry what was that dear?"
"Nyla," Mom said with a look of disinterest on her face. "Her name is Nyla."
"Nyla!" the woman said with a smile. "Very unusual, pretty, but unusual. Dear, why don't you step into the fitting room and we'll have a look."
I stared at the clerk with my mouth hanging open and looked back to Mom and Eva.
"Don't worry dear. If you like, your mother or your friend can come in with you."
"Eva," I said almost immediately.
Eva smiled and followed the woman and me into the dressing room. "Well dear, if you could undress."
"Undress?" I asked. "Why?"
"Well, you can't expect me to take accurate measurements through your blouse. Now can you?" Claire chuckled.
"I… uh guess not," I said with a grimace and began unbuttoning my shirt.
"My goodness," Clair said with obvious envy in her eyes once my shirt was removed. "I'm sure the boys are just lining up. With a figure like that you must be a popular girl."
"Oh, yes. I'm sure she would be very popular," Eva said with an amused grin. Norns! Eva's sense of humor could be so weird sometimes.
"You know it's strange. I never heard that Lady Aryanna had a daughter," Clair said.
"Uh, yeah," I muttered. "Weird huh?"
Clair smiled with a knowing expression as she took my measurements. Her hands were cold and the whole ordeal was uncomfortable to say the least.
"In fact I remember when your brother was born it was all over the news," she continued eying me with a smirk on her face. "There was a lot of speculation about who the father was. Nobody seemed to know. In fact, if I recall correctly he should be eighteen about now."
Frizzing Hel! The woman was no idiot. How much did she suspect?
"I'll be right back with a couple bras for you to try out," she said with another damned smile and slipped out the door.
"Mom," I said through the door once a few minutes later once I thought Clara would be far enough away. "Did you hear that?"
"Yes," Mom said. "Don't speak of it further and make sure you don't say anything that might give you away. "
"Yeah about that… I have a bit of a problem," I muttered quietly.
"Oh?" Mom asked through the door.
"Uh, I can't lie," I said.
I heard Mom mutter several curses under her breathe, "That could be an issue. I should have expected something like this with Hervor awakening your elven side. Just do your best."
"Okay." I muttered. "Is it just me or is it a little cold in here?"
Eva took a look at my chest and smiled mischievously and ran her finger across one of my nipples. "Oh, I'd say it's very chilly in here."
I felt a cold shiver run through my body and I looked down at my breasts. "Shit, why are they doing that?"
Eva laughed then leaned in and kissed me, "They do that when it gets cold. Maybe I'll show you another way to make them do it later on."
"Sorry to interrupt, but I have some bras for you to try on," Claire said suddenly. She must have come in while we were kissing and we just hadn't noticed her. There was a look of disapproval on her face, but it was quickly covered by an obviously false smile.
"Okay," I said grabbing a white bra from her hand. I fumbled with the damn thing for several minutes, but couldn't figure out how to get it on.
Claire gave me another disapproving frown which was replaced by a knowing smile. "You've never done this before have you?"
Shit! Shit shit shit shit! How the hel am I supposed to answer that question and not give myself away? "Uh…" I muttered trailing off.
"Here, let me help you with it," Claire offered with a knowing smile.
She took the bra out of my hands and slipped the straps over my head, made a few adjustments then snapped several buttons together just under and behind either of my arm pits.
"There how does that feel?"
"Well I guess it feels good," I muttered. I didn't know how the damn thing was supposed to fit, and although it felt very odd, it felt sort of good too. I did notice my breasts didn't seems as bouncy as they had before.
Clara seemed pretty insistent that I try on several different types of bras. I wasn't sure what they were all for, well except maybe the exercise bra, but Clara seemed to think they were needed. After a little bit of argument I relented and tried everything on she put in front of me.
After everything was said and done Mom chimed in and decided I needed to get a few packs of panties, an exercise bra, a form fitting one which she said I might need for tonight and a weeks worth of 'regular' bras in white, black and 'nude'. My size varied from style to style, but all the regular type bras were size 7-áž. Mom even got Eva a couple pair.
After that Mom excused Clair and took me aside. "Mom, I think she knows who I am."
"I overheard everything, Nyla," Mom said using the false name she had given me.
"That's not my name!" I growled.
"It will do for now. If you wish to chose another name later on you can do so, but that's not important right now," Mom said.
"Yeah, well what are we going to do?"
"It's my own fault. I shouldn't have said you were my daughter," Mom replied. "We'll buy these things and get the rest of your clothes somewhere else."
"What about Leif and Daniella?" I asked.
"Daniella knows what to do if the worst should happen, don't worry."
I nodded and we went through the line at the purchase ringer. The woman at the counter picked up the items and placed them on a glass circle. A yellow light shot out from a glass circle in the counter and encompassed all the items then faded into nothingness. "That will be seven gold trigguts and five silver bolas."
Mom paid the woman and we quickly made for the doors, but we both stopped just shy of the doors when we saw what was waiting for us outside.
"Damn! Reporters!" Mom said cursing under her breathe.
"You think that Claire woman called them?" I asked.
Mom shook her head, "It's possible, but she would have had to call them when we first got here for them to have arrived so quickly."
"What do we do?" I asked.
"This," Mom said taking hold of me and Eva. Suddenly the ground lurched out from under me and a huge gust of wind shot into my chest and we went hurling through the void.
"Frizz," I muttered as we reappeared in a busy street.
"Where are we?" Eva muttered after looking around and seeing the tall skyscrapers all around us.
"New Jorvák," Mom said casually.
"New Jorvák?" I asked in disbelief. "That's clear on the other side of the country! Why on Midgard did you bring us here?"
"People here keep to themselves, they mind their own business, and right now that's exactly what we need."
"Yeah, but New Jorvák!" I said.
Mother shook her head, "Come on."
As we walked through the street I couldn't help but notice all the looks I was getting. Men, and an unusual number of woman looked at me with barely disguised lust on their faces. It was pretty creepy and I did my best to ignore them as I passed them by.
Finally, after walking a few city blocks we stopped in front of a store that Mom thought would fit our needs. Eva had a look of amazement on her face as we entered, but I'd seen places like these before. Of course, I usually avoided them like the plague. It was just the sort of place that catered to rich Spellbinders.
"Hello," a black-haired beauty said with a disapproving glare as we approached. "May I help you?"
"Yes, I need these girls fitted for dresses," Mother said with a slight flick of her wrists.
"Might I suggest you try MacFrugal's on Farsk Street? They might be more in your price range," the woman said with her nose upturned.
I glanced at Mom and understood almost immediately why the woman was behaving the way she was. I was so accustomed to Mom dressing the way she did that I never even thought about it, but her slacks and plain button up shirt didn't exactly scream rich spellbinder. Slacks weren't very fashionable, and few women would be caught dead wearing them, especially not the head of a prominent Spellbinder house.
Mom's demeanor suddenly changed and she took on an air of arrogance. I might have been shocked, if I hadn't seen her do it before. It was all an act of course, but the woman didn't appear to realize that as a look of uncertainty appeared on her face.
"You will refer to me, as Lady Le Fey, child," Mother said with a cold glare. "Is this how you treat a member of the Seidskati? As if she were an inconsequential nobody?"
The woman's eyes widened and her face seemed to pale. "I'm sorry, I didn't realize. Please come inside. I would be glad to help you with whatever you need."
"I think not!" Mother said with mock indignation. "Find me someone who can afford me the sort of respect is due a person of my status. And hurry, or I might take my business elsewhere!"
"Yes, of course, Lady Le Fey!" the woman said, and I couldn't help but laugh as she scurried out of sight.
"Lady Le Fey!" a new woman said with a deep curtsy. "I am Annelise. I apologize, Lady, for Sherrie's behavior."
"It is no consequence," Mom said looking as if she were very bored.
"How may I help you Lady," she said with a relieved smile.
"As I told that foolish child. I need these girls fitted for two formal dresses each," Mother said.
I masked my surprise. Two dresses? Why did I need two dresses? Frigg, if I had my way I wouldn't even get one of the damn things!
"As you wish," she said curtsying again. "Now girls, if you would please follow me we will see what we can do."
Eva and I followed Annelise through the store and stopped just short of a row of dresses. Mom gradually made her way over.
"That will do for now, child."
Annelise scurried away and Mom and I burst into laughter.
"I don't understand," Eva said. "Why were you behaving that way?"
Mom smiled, "Because it's the way they expect a Spellbinder to behave."
"Humans, are so strange," she said with a shake of her head.
"You know maybe I shouldn't have sent that woman off. I have a horrible eye for style," Mom said casting a sidelong glance back to where the woman had disappeared. "I'll go get her. Act like you're looking at the dresses."
We did as Mom suggested and started looking through the racks.
"How may I help?" Annelise said, reappearing behind Mom.
"These dresses are absolutely deplorable! Clearly your reputation as a fine dress maker is exaggerated," Mother said.
"Well I am sorry our selection is not to your satisfaction, my Lady. Perhaps I could make some recommendations."
"Very well."
Annelise went through several racks and pulled out a dress. "I'm sorry dear I didn't catch your name," she said looking at me.
"Call me…" I muttered before either Eva or Mom could speak up. After a brief hesitation, I blurted out the first feminine name I could think of, which happened to be "Bryn". It was short for Brynhilde, the name of the first girl I had kissed. I wanted to take it back as soon as it had left my lips, but it was already too late for that.
"Well Bryn, how do you like this dress?" She said with a nervous smile and pulled out a cream colored dress from the rack.
"That might do," Mother said with apparent disinterest.
After several trips to the dressing rooms Eva and I each had two dresses picked out. Or should I say Annelise had picked them out for us. Eva seemed just as lost as I was when it came to the dresses, but that really didn't surprise me. Dark elves made everything they used by hand, and were completely self-sufficient. They did not live lavishly and wore plain clothing in the rare instances that they wore any at all.
I wasn't exactly thrilled about wearing a dress, but I knew that Mom's meeting with the Seidskati was pretty damned important. In order to make things go along without a hitch I had to play the Seidskati's damn game, and if that meant wearing a frizzing dress, then by the many names of Frigg, I'd wear the stupid thing. When everything was said and done I'd cram that stupid dress up their asses and be done with the whole lot of them.
Just when I thought we were all finished they brought in the seamstress who happened to be a pretty talented wind mage. She had Eva and me put on each of the dresses and then with a number of complicated gestures she called up her magic and unleashed it on each article of clothing. Threads flew through the air around us, small pieces of cloth was sliced away with a well aimed gust of wind here and there. It took surprisingly little time, but when she was finished both dresses were a perfect fit.
Finally, we were done and Mom paid the bill, which ended up being seventy-eight gold trigguts and twelve silver bolas. She took us back home and there was another surprise waiting for me once we had arrived, a frizzing haircut.
I was dead-serious when I asked stylist to shave it all off, but Eva protested so strongly that I quickly relented. My hair was a tangled mess. I had horrible split ends and the stylist just wanted to trim it up a bit. Eva's protestations kept me from getting it cut too short, but we finally managed a compromise. My hair got cut down just an inch past chin length into what the stylist refereed to as a shaggy bob.
Once, Mom had paid the stylist I turned to Eva and scowled. "How do you put up with all this hair in your face?"
"You get used to it," she muttered with an amused grin.
The hairstyle was extremely feminine, but I had to admit that it really looked good with my new face. Really, it wouldn't have mattered what sort of haircut I might have gotten, as there was no disguising the fact that I was female. I couldn't hide it, not with a body and face like mine. I was beautiful and there was no way around that. Goddesses I hate looking like this! I hate beginning female, I hate seeing the face of a stranger in the mirror and I hate peeing sitting down! I just want to be a frizzing guy again!
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Destiny: Legacy of a Spellbinder
Ragnarok Rising III by: Daniela A. Wolfe |
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The following rant is brought to you by the demented mind of Daniela A. Wolfe
Well it's finally here! This is the final story in the Ragnarok Rising trilogy. As such if you haven't read Incompatible or the revised version Transfigured I would recommend doing so before reading any further. This story is the final one in the series and as such it won't make much sense unless you read the first two.
I've posted a glossary of terms (including the days/months and their English equivalents) to go along with these stories, it can be found at Bigcloset Topshelf, Fictionmania, & tgstorytime.
Shout outs go to the following people: Beyogi, Maggie Finson, Loki who served as either alpha and/or beta readers, the Rev. Anam Chara who helped edit some of the dialogue (spoken by the characters Hervor, Heime & Gilda) to more accurately reflect Elizabethan era English and last but certainly not least Holly H Hart for her superb editing prowess.
Manadag, the sixth of Morsugur
Holy Frigg. Mom was right Ragnarok is coming. Norns, where the frizz do I even begin? Everything has changed. So many things have been called into question, and I find myself doubting everything. Yeah, today has been hel, and I don't think my life shows any signs of going back to normal. Shit, I am so screwed.
We arrived at the Dingha by travel spell to find some frizzing reporters waiting for us. The Seidskati had never made much of an effort at keeping the times of their meetings private, and the recent news about Mom and me had drawn them like locusts to a wheat field. After our shopping trip the media was having a field day, and most were speculating on whether or not I really was Neil Steinburg transformed into a girl.
We pushed our way through the gaggle of reporters without any comment, and were soon inside the dingha where we were greeted by a gray-haired woman with a stern frown.
"Elizabeth," Mom said with a relieved sigh. "Are they ready for us?"
It only took me a moment to register her name before realizing that the woman was Elizabeth Bathory.
"As ready as they'll ever be," Elizabeth said a scowl and a shake of her head.
Mom smiled grimly and nodded, "Is it that bad?"
"Bad enough, but it's more of the usual. There have been speculation on why you've called the council together, but it is nothing more than speculation," Elizabeth said with an irritable shake of her head.
"Then they have no idea?"
"None."
"Good. Maybe I can catch them off guard."
"Are you ready?" Mom asked, suddenly turning around to lock eyes with me.
"Yeah, I guess so."
Mom nodded then turned to Daniella, "Remember what we discussed."
Daniella nodded before Mom motioned for me to follow her down the long corridor that led to the chamber doors. Daniella, Eva, and Leif all stayed behind as we were ushered inside the council chamber by a pair of women with stern expressions on their faces. I'd never been within the chamber before and I couldn't help but feel self-conscious as the hooded figures above all stared down at us.
"Kona le Fey, why have you called upon the Seidskati?" the wizened figure of a woman asked, glaring down at my mother. I wanted to shrink under the force of the woman's gaze, but Mom held her ground so I did my best to follow her example and not slink into the shadows.
"Ancient Theodora, as I have been forced to reminded you on numerous occasions, it is inappropriate to refer to a fellow member of the Seidskati as Kona," Mother said, meeting the elderly woman's gaze with a glare just as formidable.
Theodora scowled, "Very well, sister, why have called us?"
"I have several reasons for calling the council together. The first of which has to do with the magical awakening of my son," Mom replied placing a hand on shoulder.
"Do you mean to say that this girl is your son?" a scorn-filled voice chimed in.
"That's right, Xiu."
"I must say I find this news disturbing," Theodora said, glaring down with a disgusted look on her face.
"Come now ancient, it is not as if Aryanna has any control over her child's transformation," a woman whom I recognized as Matoaka spoke up almost immediately.
As the only Native Nrylander among the Seidskati, she is nearly as controversial a figure as mother. Unlike the other members of the Seidskati Matoaka represented an entire tribe of people rather than a specific house.
"I am not so sure," Ancient Theodora shot back.
"Neil's transformation was not by my doing," Mother said calmly.
"She speaketh sooth. 'Twas I who did invoke the changes," A figure dressed in white said walking through the chamber doors. It was Hervor, followed closely by my father.
"Queen Hervor," Matoaka said frowning down at the light elf. "What brings you before the Seidskati?"
"I was entreated by thy peer to appear before thee," she replied.
"For what purpose?" A woman said, standing and removing the hood from her face. It was Mi Cha Shin, a relatively new member of the Seidskati. Her home country of Goryeo had been at war with Nyrland for almost twenty years until an uneasy peace had been declared. Her house had only been recently been admitted to the Seidskati, but she had already proven herself to be a formidable force within the ruling body of the Spellbinders.
"To make you aware of a danger that threatens everything," Mom replied calmly.
"What sort of danger?" Theodora asked with a scowl on her face.
"Ragnarok," Mom said, locking eyes with the ancient woman.
The council chambers suddenly erupted with noise as nearly every single member of the Seidskati began to speak at once.
A soft glow surrounded Mom and she raised a hand to loose a light gust of wind that swept through the room. It took a few moments for Mom's spell to have its desired effect, but silence once more fell upon the chamber. With a satisfied nod Mom dropped her hand and let the air in the room grow calm again.
"Sisters, if you would allow me to talk, I will try to explain."
That only proved to provoke more yelling as a good number of council members were competing to be heard.
"SILENCE!" Elizabeth Bathory yelled from above with a magically enhanced voice. "Sisters, let her speak."
That seemed to do the trick, as the room grew quiet again and Mom looked over to Elizabeth with an appreciative smile on her face. "Thank you, sister. Almost twenty-six years ago, after being named Athilda's apprentice I was tasked to put an end to Ragnarok."
"Tasked by whom?" Theodora asked suddenly. "The Eddas and the Codices clearly state that–"
"Sister, please, let me continue," Mom said interrupting the ancient Spellbinder and continued after receiving a nod of resignation from Theodora. "It was Frigg, the Allmother, who tasked me with putting an end with Ragnarok."
"You speak lies and obscenities! The prophecies are clear. Ragnarok is unavoidable!" Theodora spoke up angrily.
"Well Sister Theodora, it appears then that the prophecies are wrong!" Mom spat back between clenched teeth.
"Now please let me continue! As the goddess has revealed to me, a prophecy merely speaks of a probable outcome, not a definite one. It was the goddess herself who set me on this task. Unless you would question the judgment of one of the creators, Theodora. I would remain silent."
Another shouting match broke out as nearly everyone in the Dingha started yelling at once. Mom raised her hand and seemed about to loose another gust of wind when a voice range out through the whole chamber.
"Hold your tongues!" It was Hervor.
Shocked silence pervaded the entire chamber. "Fools!" Hervor said angrily removing the hood from her face. "Very soon come the Jotun! Ye shall surely fall if ye heed not the words of Lady le Fey. Restrain your doubts and prepare yourselves for the final battle! 'Tis the only way."
The queen's words invoked rippled murmurs throughout the council chambers, but no one came forward to speak.
"It seems likely that our young sister is telling the truth. As a spirit creature, the elf queen is incapable of deceit. It is certain that she believes Ragnarok is on the way. Does that not grant credence to our young friend's claims?" Matoaka said finally breaking the silence.
The woman Mom had named as Xiu glared across the chamber at Matoaka, "The elf may not be capable of deceit, but she can still be fooled."
Unexpectedly, Hervor threw her head back and started to laugh, "Thou thinkest me so easy to fool Seidkona? Many millenia have I lived. Though I be incapable of speaking untruths, I have had numerous dealings with thy kind. Thinkest thou that I be so easily taken in?"
It was about then that I began to feel a strange feeling of unease. There was a malevolent presence in the room that wanted nothing so much as kill me and everyone else within the council chambers. I clutched at my mother's arm, and she glanced back at me with a curious expression on her face, but she turned away in order to reply to a comment made by one of the council members. I tried to make myself speak, but I wasn't able to form the words. I could feel a sense of grim amusement from the evil force, but it did not seem the least bit alarmed that I was aware of its presence. I looked around the chamber. No one seemed to sense what I did, not even Hervor.
"…a traitor within the Seidskati," I heard my mother say, but most of my attention was on the presence.
I vaguely remembered Leif coming into the council chambers and then it happened. The presence reached out and I knew that if something wasn't done we would all die. I reached inward and clawed at the source of untapped magic locked deep within me. Blinding white light shot out from my chest and I screamed as the volley of power slammed into the empty space a mere half a dozen feet above me. Suddenly, I was flying through the air then, just as abruptly my back slammed into something hard. I let out a grunt of pain as I looked down and found that I was pinned by some invisible force against the wall. Darkness crept into my vision and I thought I might pass out, but there was a flash of light and when my vision cleared there was a man with long raven-black hair standing in front of me. I knew then that he was the source of the malevolent presence I had felt before.
"Wakey, wakey," he said with a snap of his fingers.
I gasped as burst of pain shot through my body and the darkness that had been creeping at the edge of my vision was gone.
"Who are you?" I grunted as I realized the magic was still pouring out from my body. I tried to release it, but nothing I did seemed to work. Instead, the light pouring out from me seemed to be growing increasingly more bright. More startling, was that it was shooting right into him and the man seemed completely unaffected by it. Clearly he was able to summon some sort of power, but it wasn't magic, that much was certain. I would have been able to feel it if he were using magic. Of course no man could use magic and live very long, so it was really a moot point.
He grinned maliciously and patted me on the cheek, "Hervor dearest knows who I am. Don't you Hervor?"
Suddenly I lurched through the air and I landed on my belly at Hervor's feet. "Tell them!" he yelled with a manic edge to his voice.
"Thou art Loki," Hervor said staring at him with wide eyes.
"Oh shit," I muttered under my breathe. "We are so screwed."
Frigg preserve us, Loki was alive! How the frizz was that even possible? All the ancient sources said he was dead just like all the male gods, but it appeared he had somehow escaped Hel's clutches. Maybe that really wasn't surprising, considering she was his daughter.
His status as a god certainly explained how he seemed immune to my magic even as it continued to pour out of me and shoot into him. He could call upon the powers of creation that were only available to the gods. What more he was Loki, the god of mischief and chaos.
"Enough of this!" Mother screamed. "Release him!"
"Him?" Loki said and I was suddenly jerked back to my feet. "You mean this pretty little thing? Funny, she don't much look like a him to me."
"Let him go!" Mom screamed frantically and lunged at the god.
Loki laughed manically as he lifted his hand and Mom abruptly stopped mid stride. "Silly girl, you think you can match the power of a god? You are nothing to me, even with your cute little box of magic tricks."
"Unhand her, thou dissembling fustilarian!" Heime growled and stepped forward as he unsheathed the sword strapped across his back.
"Oh, now Heime, old friend, that just hurts. You might offend a fellow with language like that. It's not generally considered polite to yell at an old friend. Especially when said friend happens to be a god. Just for that I'm going to have to make things a little unpleasant for your friend here," Loki said with mock indignation.
"Unhand her!" Heime demanded.
"Now, now, you gotta do something about that temper of yours. Remember what I said about offending an old friend?" Loki giggled.
Heime clenched his teeth and pounced on Loki, but the god of mischief was ready for him and my father went soaring across the other side of the room with a casual flick of the god's wrist.
"What a downer. Now, let's have some fun shall we?" Loki said and suddenly I was spinning.
"Round and round she goes! Where she stops! Nobody knows!" Loki laughed.
The spinning started out slow, but it got progressively worse. I circled the great chamber endlessly until I thought I would pass out, suddenly I slammed into something hard and I heard Loki mutter a "whoops," followed by a laugh. Something snapped inside of me and I could feel the magic building. I tried to stop it, but it was like trying to contain a bonfire with my bare hands. I knew what could happen if a Spellbinder lost control, and I'd been told I was far more powerful than any spellbinder. I could level the entire county, maybe even the whole state, if I didn't put a stopper on the energy that was pouring out from me. I tried feebly to keep it from flowing out from me, but it continued to build, and it was only a matter of time before I popped.
Why wasn't anyone trying to stop what was happening? Couldn't they see that I could kill us all? That's when it hit me. That is what Loki wanted all along. He had revealed himself to me in hopes of achieving this very end. Somehow he was preventing the Spellbinders, and even Hervor from intervening, but how? He seemed completely unaffected by my magic. Perhaps he had some way of keeping Mom and the rest of the magic users from using their powers.
Desperately I reached outside the council chambers. Perhaps if I couldn't stop the flow of magic I could redirect it. There was a very familiar presence just outside the room and I realized it was Eva. I could feel her desperation, and I sensed that she was being blocked from entering the chamber. I wanted to reach out to her and comfort her and somehow I knew I could do just that. I felt Daniella outside the chamber as well, but her presence was more distant, and I knew I couldn't touch her. I reached out to Eva and… she reached back.
Then it happened, I don't know how to describe it precisely, but suddenly I could feel everything Eva felt. Not so much a her thoughts, but her emotions. For a brief moment I couldn't distinguish myself from Eva. There was no me, there was no her, there was only us. Then that feeling of unity faded and I was myself again. I could still feel Eva in the back of my head, but her presence wasn't as strong as before.
There was a suddenly bright flash of light and a tall statuesque woman appeared within a tall pillar of light that soon faded away. She had long black hair, carried a rather wicked looking spear and wore ornately gilded armor. "Enough with your games, Loki. Release the girl."
"Gna, my, my, my, it has been a long time. Still running errands for Frigg I see," Loki said in a mocking tone.
"Release her," Gna repeated blandly.
"Make me. You don't have the power, even with the help of these witches and Hervor over there," he replied with a laugh.
"She may not be a match for you, but I am," a new voice said.
Suddenly, I fell to the ground as Loki released his hold on me and pain exploded in my breasts from the impact. I could feel the power gush out from me at even greater levels. Goddesses, why couldn't I control it?
"Freya, it really has been too long. Why I was just saying the other day that–"
"Silence!" the voice of Freya commanded. "You will leave this place now!"
A hand touched my shoulder and I looked up to find that it was Leif. "You must let go," he said quietly.
"Let go? If I let go the magic will…" trailing off as I stared back at him, aghast.
"You must empty your mind and let go!" he insisted.
I nodded and closed my eyes. I tried to clear away all my thoughts. For a moment it seemed to work as the magic flickered into nothingness, but then it flared back to life. Suddenly, I felt Leif's lips on mine. Then all thoughts fled as I became lost in the kiss. As we broke for air I realized that the magic had faded away and stared at Leif aghast. I wasn't about to admit it to anyone, but the kiss had felt really good.
"Drat! Foiled again!" Loki bellowed. Then he vanished.
"What the frizz, venn?" I said rounding on Leif
"I– uh– Don't you know your own family history?"
"What the Hel is that supposed to mean?"
"When your ancestor, Athilda was still an apprentice to her mother, Morgana, she lost control of the magic. A rather handsome admirer of hers intervened and managed to get her to loose her hold on the power of the Seidh by kissing her. " Gna said coming to stand over Leif and me.
"Yeah, but I mean– I– I–," I muttered unable to complete my sentence know full well it was a lie. I wanted so badly to say that the kiss meant nothing and I wasn't attracted to guys, but neither were true.
Gna grinned down at me and winked before turning to Freya.
"You are lucky, girl, that Gna and I were watching. Had we not appeared Loki likely would have succeeded in destroying you," Freya said, coming to stand beside Gna with a frown.
"So then he was baiting me?" I asked swallowing hard.
"Yes, see that you don't let him do it again," Gna said with a shake of her head.
"Enough," Freya said. "Neither, Gna nor myself intended to interfere with your meeting, but our presence here has already changed the status quo. I believe a short recess is in order. Then we will discuss the coming of Ragnarok. There is still much that needs done, and time is rapidly growing short."
After the Freya's pronouncement Mom dragged me out of the council chambers and hugged me so hard that I thought she might squeeze my insides out. "Are you going to be alright?" she asked removing her hands from around my middle and bringing them up to touch my cheeks.
"Yeah, Mom. I'll be fine," I said with groan.
"What happened?" Eva said off to my side.
"Apparently, Loki isn't as dead we all thought. He showed up and baited me into loosing my powers on him," I said bitterly.
"Ancestors preserve," Eva whispered, and I could feel her concern and worry seeping through the strange bond we now shared. I felt a twinge of guilt for the kiss shared with Leif, but I batted that guilt away. Why should I feel guilty? I hadn't initiated the stinking thing.
"I couldn't control it. I could have destroyed us all. I mean, if Leif hadn't kissed me…" I said and almost immediately wished I hadn't. Frizz, the whole not being able to lie thing was going to cause me all sorts of trouble.
Eva pursed her lips and cocked an eyebrow, "He kissed you?"
"I didn't ask him to," I mumbled and looked down at the ground feeling my cheeks burn at the memory of Leif's lips locked around my own.
"Frizz, it didn't mean anything," Leif said, and I realized for the first time that he had been there the whole time without me noticing.
"We shall see," Eva said with a shake of her head.
"Look, let's just get back in there," I muttered seizing on the opportunity to change the subject. "I'm sure Freya and Gna have better things to do than to wait on us."
Mom nodded, "The sooner we get this done with the better."
"Art thou– well?" a voice asked off to the side and I looked over to find my father standing a few feet away. I don't think I was really prepared for the intensity of the emotions I saw in those eyes.
"Fine," I muttered averting my eyes.
"Very good," Heime muttered with a nervous smile. "I shall see thee in a few moments. Yet must thy grandmother and I attend to certain things before we return to the council chambers."
"Okay," I said with a nervous smile of my own.
Heime nodded, flashed me another nervous smile then walked off in the opposite direction.
This time when we entered the council chambers, Leif and Eva followed us in. It wasn't until the doors closed behind us that I realized Daniella was missing. I pointed it out to Mom, but she only smiled and said that there "was nothing to worry about."
Gna and Freya, as well as the rest of the Seidskati were waiting for us as we returned to the chamber.
"Sisters," Mom said to the subdued council members. "I think by now you have all come to understand the seriousness of the situation. I would like to continue where we left off. As I stated before, there is a traitor in our midst."
"What evidence do you have of this?" Theodora asked warily.
"This young man is a descendant of the Lady Aquitaine," Mom said placing her hand on Leif's shoulder. "He overheard his mother and the head of his house speaking of a recent attack on the Le Fey estates. What I have learned from him gives me reason to believe she was behind the attack, and that she is consorting with Jonas Talman and Josef Mengele."
"Florette, what do you say to these accusations?" Xiu said, but there was no reply.
"Florette?" Xiu repeated looking around the chamber.
"Forget it sister, she's gone," Matoaka said with a shake of her head.
"I wouldn't be so sure about that," Gna said with a smug grin on her face.
Suddenly, the doors to the chamber burst open and a figure flew through the air and landed at Mom's feet. A brief moment later Hervor strode in accompanied by my father.
"This one hath attempted to flee," Hervor muttered blandly.
"Florette, so nice of you to join us," Mom said kneeling down next to the woman.
"Sister Aquitaine, you stand accused of orchestrating an attack on a fellow member of the Seidskati. What do you have to say to this?" Theodora asked glaring down at Florette.
"It was necessary," she said quietly.
"So then you admit your involvement?"
The Lady Aquitaine's lips twitched and she opened her mouth as if to speak, but instead she leapt to her feet and ran right for me. There was a blur of motion as Eva stepped in, and suddenly Florette was on the ground, convulsing and clutching at her throat.
"You alright?" Eva asked. turning to face me.
"Yeah, th–," I started to say, but stopped short when I felt bile rise in my throat at the sight of the dead body. "That was close. How the hel can you move so fast?"
Eva shrugged, but I could see the haunted look in her eyes. "I was trained to always be ready."
"Bryn, are you alright?" I heard Mom ask and it took me a second to realize she was talking to me. I still wasn't used to being called by my new name.
"Oh just crenking peachy! Why the hel is everyone after me? Why the frizz am I so damned important?"
"They fear thee. They know not the reason for which thou wert conceived," Hervor muttered coming to stand a few feet away.
"Yeah? Them and me both!" I growled, rounding on her.
"Mother mayhap…" Heime muttered leaving his sentence incomplete.
Hervor sighed and held her hand up, "Mayhap 'tis time. Brynhilde, 'tis given unto thee to complete a bold task," Hervor said, staring at me with that familiar weird gleam in her eyes.
"What sort of task?"
"When the eve of the final battle is upon us, thou art to descend into Helheim and deliver Odin and the other fallen gods back into the world of the living."
The silence that followed was so absolute, I could hear the beat of my own heart. I didn't so much as move a muscle, I could only stare at Hervor in disbelief. Of all the people in Midgard I had been born for this purpose, but I couldn't quite wrap my head around it. It didn't make any sense, I mean, yeah I had enormous magic power, but I kind of doubted I'd be able to gain enough control of it in time for it to do me any good. Wasn't there someone else, someone better suited for the task? Didn't it make more sense for one of the goddesses to make the trip?
"This has to be some sort of mistake," Mom said finally, breaking the silence.
"'Tis no mistake, Seidkona," Hervor muttered quietly averting her eyes as if ashamed to meet my mother's gaze. "'Tis Brynhilde's destiny to undertake this journey."
"But why me?!" I asked staring at her wide-eyed.
"Frigg hath foreseen it," Hervor said with a sad smile.
"There's something you're holding back, isn't there?"
Hervor nodded, "Aye, child."
"And you're not going to tell me are you?"
"Nay, I cannot," Hervor said as tears started to roll down her face.
"Shit, you've got some nerve, lady," I growled.
"You mean to say, that this girl is meant to rescue the dead gods from hel? No living mortal, or goddess for that matter, has managed to pass through the gates of Hel. What makes this child so special?" a new voice spoke incredulously.
I blinked and looked around. With everything that I had happened I'd completely forgotten we had an audience. I looked up at the woman. She was really young-looking to be a member of the Seidskati, and I thought she did look sort of familiar. Then my eyes grew wide as I realized who she was, Marianna de Clisson, the daughter of Olivia and current head of House De Clisson.
"The elf spoke correctly. This girl is the only one who stands any chance of bringing our male counterparts back from Helheim," Freya added.
I could hardly believe my ears. I was the only one who stood a chance? What made me so special?
"And how is she to accomplish this task?" Theodora growled.
"I can't believe I'm about to say this, but I may have the answer," Mom said quietly.
The soft glow of magic surrounded my mother as a swirling cyclone of wind magic shot out the council chambers carrying her voice with it, "Daniella, bring her in."
A moment later Daniella appeared followed closely by my grandmother, who was carrying a cloth sack slung over her shoulder. Mom hurried over to Gramor and grabbed the sack. She upended the bag and out fell an old warhammer.
"I made a bargain with Eitri the dwarf for information. As part of that deal he agreed to give me a weapon. I had no idea what sort of weapon that would be until I sent my mother to retrieve it," Mom muttered quietly.
"Eitri?!" Theodora gasped. "The same Eitri that forged Mjá¶lnir with his brother Brokk?"
"The same," Mom muttered quietly.
"But that would mean…" Xiu muttered trailing off.
"It means, sister that it's a very good bet that this hammer is Mjá¶lnir," Mom said staring back at Xiu.
"The hammer is Mjá¶lnir. I haven't seen it in eons, but I would recognize it anywhere. Brokk and Eitri's work is unmistakable," Gna spoke up.
"Even if it is Thor's hammer, I don't see what good having it will do. It is written that only a god may wield the power of Mjá¶lnir," Theodora said.
"Actually," Gna said folding her arms across her chest. "That's not entirely true. Only a god may harness its full potential, but anyone may wield the hammer. Of course, a powerful vattir such as a princess of the royal Elven house, would be able to wield Mjá¶lnir to near its full potential."
I felt a sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach at the realization that the goddess meant me. I hadn't even thought about what my relation to Hervor meant, but my transformation had left me female, which meant I was a damn princess. Just frizzing great.
"Forgive me goddess, but who are you referring to?" Marianna asked.
"She means me. I'm a half-elf. Hervor is my grandmother," I said staring up at Marianna with wide eyes.
"Is this true?" Xiu asked staring down at me with a thoughtful expression on her face.
"It is true, Seidkona. The child is my daughter," Heime spoke up.
"Sister le Fey, I'm assuming you were aware of your child's parentage?"
"Of course, sister," Mother said.
"And you did not see fit to make us aware of this?"
"No, Xiu, I did not. I wasn't sure who I could trust, just as I wasn't sure whether I could trust the Seidskati with the information regarding the coming of Ragnarok," Mom said staring up at her with a look of defiance.
"Is there anything else you haven't told us?" Theodora asked with a weary sigh.
"Well, there is one more thing," Mom said with a mischievous grin.
"And that would be?"
"You probably ought to know about my army," Mom replied.
"Your WHAT?!" Theodora asked staring at my mother with wide-eyed shock.
"I wasn't sure if I could count on the backing of the Seidskati when the time came. So with the help of a former associate of Jonas Talman, I began quietly amassing the forces I would need to help fend off the Jotun," Mom said, staring up at the ancient woman.
"How have you managed to do this without our knowledge?"
"My associate is very skilled at what he does," Mom said with a knowing smile.
"Sister, this is no laughing matter. Do have any idea of the magnitude of what you have done?!" Theodora spat out angrily.
"I am sure sister Le Fey is fully aware of the implications, Theodora. It is a waste of time to argue over Aryanna's conduct. She has taken steps in preparation for the final battle with the Jotun. As far as I'm concerned she is above reproach," Matoaka said suddenly.
"I am inclined to agree," Marianna de Clisson said her voice barely audible from across the room.
"Regardless, something of this magnitude must be put to vote," Xiu said with a weary sigh.
"Agreed. But what shall we vote on, sisters?" Theodora asked with a scowl on her face.
"Oh, I have a few ideas," Mom said with a smile.
"Wait! Shouldn't we test the hammer? Assuming it really is Mjá¶lnir, shouldn't we know if the girl can wield it or not?" Motoaka asked suddenly.
"Aye, methinks that be prudent," Hervor nodded with a sage smile.
"Bryn, come over here," Mom muttered, staring at me with a look of concern on her face.
I walked over to where the hammer was resting on the ground and shook my head, "What do I do?"
"Pick it up. See if anything happens," Mom muttered squeezing my shoulder gently.
I nodded and bent over to pick up Mjá¶lnir, and nearly dropped it when it started to shake and quiver. Lightning shot up my arm and I could feel the power of the hammer flow through me. When I first picked up the hammer, the haft was far too wide for me to fit my hand around it, but with a blink of an eye the hammer shrunk and became the perfect size for my hands.
"Whoa! Talk about a rush! So… what do I do now?!" I gasped.
"Try throwing it," my grammor suggested.
"Okay, here goes nothing," I muttered and tossed the hammer into the air above me.
I wasn't really ready for what happened next. There was a sudden flash of light as the hammer transformed into a bolt of lightning and shot into the roof of chamber, then it returned to its original form and fell back to the ground. I dove away, afraid that the hammer would hit me, but instead it just sort of hovered there in front of my face.
"Holy frizz," I muttered staring at Mjá¶lnir in awe as I reached out to grab it out of the air.
I looked up at the ceiling where the hammer had struck and felt my jaw drop as I realized the hammer had punched a huge hole in the roof of the dingha. "I guess that's yes on whether I can use this thing."
"It's settled then," Mom muttered her voice full of awe.
There was a call for votes, and the endless arguing and debate started. After what seemed like hours they finally made their decision. I was accepted as an initiate as a Spellbinder, the council would declare war on the Sons of Odin, Loki, and the Jotun, the Council of the Seidkona would be called together and all magic users down to the lowliest Charmer would be summoned to appear. It was rare for the Council of the Seidkona to be called together. Generally the Seidskati saw fit to rule on matters without input from the greater magic community. Of course, the really amazing part was that they agreed to call together all magic users. As far as I knew, such a thing had never been done.
They even voted to meet with the leaders of the world and ask for their help. I highly doubted any of that would have been possible without the presence of Gna and Freya. I mean, almost everyone in the Seidskati hated Mom and believed her to have usurped the Le Fey legacy. With the goddesses present they had no choice but to accept the truth that Ragnarok was coming and that Frigg had chose my mother as her champion.
And of course, Mom mentioned sending envoys to various Vattir, including the exiled á¡lfar tribes and the Dvergar Conclave. Eva's name was put forward and the Seidskati agreed to send her as an ambassador to the various exiled elven tribes.
Finally, it was over and I let out a sigh of relief as we turned to leave. I just wished I could escape the feeling that I was being led like a lamb to the slaughter.
Eirdag, the seventh of Morsugur
Okay, well where should I start? My mind is seriously frizzed up right now. I'm really freaking out about all this Ragnarok business, but it's not just Ragnarok that's getting to me. It's Eva, Mom, and everything. The worst part is Leif, I can't get him out of my head since he kissed me. Yeah, apparently I'm attracted to guys now. Yeah, that's right I only finished changing into a girl yesterday, and already I'm crushing on my best friend!
And there was Eva, I mean don't get me wrong, I'm still crazy about her, but I keep finding myself drifting off and fantasizing about making out with Leif. Goddesses, what the hel is wrong with me? I think my transformation is messing with my head. Somehow I think Hervor has something to do with it. Although what she would stand to gain by making me attracted to guys is beyond me.
Then there was the bond that Eva and I shared. She was always there in the back of my head and I wasn't sure if she was a permanent occupant or not. I really needed to talk to her, but I'd kind of been avoiding her. Okay, yeah I'm just going to go find her, this is ridiculous.
Later…
I found Eva pretty easily, as she spent almost all her time out in the gardens. I think she liked it out there even more than I do.
"Hey," I muttered quietly.
"You've been avoiding me," she said quietly.
"Yeah, I have."
"You're feeling guilty," she said matter-of-factly. I didn't even need to ask how she knew. It was pretty obvious she had sensed my emotions through our weird bond.
"Eva, what happened? Why are we connected like this? Why can I feel your emotions?"
I detected a faint trace of amusement as she answered, "All elves possess the ability to link ourselves with others. Dark elves use that ability to control and manipulate others. Light elves generally use it for much more benign purposes, usually as a marriage bond."
"Marriage bond?" I coughed staring at her wide eyed.
Eva threw her head back and fell into a fit of hysterical laughter, "Don't worry. This doesn't mean we're married."
"Eva, there's something I need to tell you."
"You're attracted to your friend Leif."
"How did you know?"
"Do you really need to ask?" she asked giving me a pointed look.
I could feel her emotions through the bond and I wasn't sure what to make of them. There were a whole slew of emotions half of which seemed to contradict the others. There was jealousy mingled with fondness, amusement mingled with possessiveness and strangely enough, there was even a bit of guilt.
"Eva, I want to be with you. I don't want to feel this way about Leif, but this new body of mine doesn't seem to understand that."
"Elves are sexual creatures, much more so than humans. Those of us that actually try to suppress our urges have a much more difficult time of it than a human would. Since your changes, you have taken on many elven traits. I think this sudden attraction to your friend is probably due to your elven side gaining dominance." She traced her fingers across my cheek.
"It bothers you that I'm attracted to Leif, doesn't it?" I asked. With the link we shared it wasn't really necessary, since I already knew how she felt, but I really felt like we should talk it out.
Eva nodded, smiling sadly, "I don't want to share you."
I stared at Eva, not really sure what to say. She couldn't honestly believe that I would take Leif as a second lover as she seemed to be suggesting, or maybe she meant just that. I never got the chance to ask her to clarify as she spoke first, "I'm leaving tonight."
"Eva–"
"Ragnarok is so close. Your mother wishes me to leave as soon as possible. If I can convince the exiled elves to join us then they'll need time to prepare."
"So you're really going then?"
Eva pursed her lips, "This is a chance for me to do some good. If I can convince at least some of the exiled tribes to join the fight maybe it will negate some of my own transgressions."
"Eva, you're not the same person as you were," I muttered, touching the palm of may hand to her cheek.
"That's where you're wrong. I've changed in so many ways, but a part of me will always be that twisted creature that almost killed you," she muttered smiling sadly.
"Eva–"
"Good bye, Bryn. I love you," she muttered with a sad smile. Then in moments she gone.
"I love you too," I muttered as she left, but she didn't give any indication she had heard me.
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Destiny: Legacy of a Spellbinder
Ragarnok Rising III by: Daniela A. Wolfe |
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The following rant is brought to you by the demented mind of Daniela A. Wolfe
Well it's finally here! This is the final story in the Ragnarok Rising trilogy. As such if you haven't read Incompatible or the revised version Transfigured I would recommend doing so before reading any further. This story is the final one in the series and as such it won't make much sense unless you read the first two.
I've posted a glossary of terms (including the days/months and their English equivalents) to go along with these stories, it can be found at Bigcloset Topshelf, Fictionmania, & tgstorytime.
Shout outs go to the following people: Beyogi, Maggie Finson, Loki who served as either alpha and/or beta readers, the Rev. Anam Chara who helped edit some of the dialogue (spoken by the characters Hervor, Heime & Gilda) to more accurately reflect Elizabethan era English and last but certainly not least Holly H Hart for her superb editing prowess.
Vordag, the eighth of Morsugur
I've been holing myself in my room doing my best to avoid Leif. Now that Eva's gone things between us have gotten even more awkward. Mom and practically everyone else is out making preparations for Ragnarok. It was pretty difficult to avoid him, seeing as he seemed to appear every time I rounded a corner. Of course until a few hours ago neither one of us had anything to do.
That changed when I was approached by Nick Flint.
"Hey, kid."
I looked up to find the former revolutionary leaning against the doorframe. He had his arms folded across his chest, a smirk on his face.
"Mr. Flint" I said completely surprised by his sudden appearance.
"You can call me, Nick," he said with a smile that didn't quite touch his eyes.
"Hey, I meant to say something earlier, but thanks for your help with Mengele. I mean if you hadn't showed up, who knows what would have happened."
"Don't mention it, kid," he muttered, a dark look briefly passing across his face and fading just as quickly.
There was an awkward silence as I stared at Nick, trying to figure out what I should say.
nick finally broke the silence. "Look kid, your mother asked me to oversee your training."
"Training?" I muttered staring up at him blankly.
"Ragnarok is coming, and from the sounds of it you're going to play a pretty damned important part in the coming battle. We don't have a lot of time, so I'm going to need every spare minute in order to make a decent fighter out of you."
"Fighter? Me?"
Flint let out a slight chuckle and shook his head, "Things get pretty sticky in the middle of a battle. You might find yourself alone, with no one to defend you. A little training can take you a long way."
"What about Mjá¶lnir?"
"My experience is with modern weaponry. Your mother has arranged for his lordship the Prince Heime to help train you with the hammer," he said with a smirk and the slightest hint of sarcasm.
"And my magical training?"
Flint shrugged, "I don't know anything about that. You'll have to talk with your mother. I'm sure she has made arrangements."
I stared at him for a moment then nodded, "Well I guess we'd better get started."
I had no idea that it was even there, but it turned out that there was a huge underground bunker under the Le Fey estates. Apparently, Mom had hired some dvergar to dig the place out. I couldn't believe she could have done so without anyone knowing. The chamber looked every bit the training center that it was intended to be. There were mats in the floor, a track for running that ringed the outside of the room, as well as what appeared to be some sort of obstacle course. Yeah, the chamber was big.
"Hey Bryn," Leif grinned as we moved toward the center of the chamber.
"What's he doing here?" I growled, rounding on Flint.
"The kid wants to fight," Flint shrugged.
"Is there a problem?" A new voice said. I'd been so focused on Leif that I hadn't even realized that there were others present.
The speaker turned out to be an unfamiliar face and I knew almost immediately he was a light elf. Standing there just to his side was my father.
"Well met, my daughter. 'Tis good to see thee," Heime said tilting his head with a smile on his face.
"Who's this?" I asked staring at the stranger. Goddesses why couldn't I keep my eyes off him?
"I am Garik, son of Arik. It is a honor to meet you, Princess Brynhilde," he said with a flourish and a bow.
Okay, I probably should have expected that, but I really wasn't used to the whole royal treatment.
"Garik, stand!" Heime said with a shake of his head.
"As you wish, Prince Heime," Garik said, standing back on his feet.
"How come you don't speak like Heime?" I asked suddenly realizing that Garik's vocabulary had a distinctly modern sound.
"The boy is very young. He learned to speak thy language but recently," Heime replied.
I met Garik's gaze and he flashed a smile as his eyes seemed to linger on my breasts. I felt my cheeks burn and quickly turned away. Just what I needed, another damn guy trying to woo me. As if Leif weren't enough.
"Well kids, let's get started," Flint said suddenly, I was glad for the distraction.
"I need to know what I'm working with. Let's start you off by running laps," Flint added.
I'd never been much of a runner before my changes, so it was pretty surprising when we started off and I shot past Leif with almost no effort. He'd always been the more physically fit of the two of us and I ended up smoking him pretty badly. Garik, on the other hand, matched me pace for pace, and it quickly turned into a race between the two of us. I'm just glad I'd thought to change into a exercise bra before coming down to the bunker.
I don't know how many laps we ran before Flint stopped us, but Garik wound up out-pacing me by a very thin margin. Leif was about a lap and a half behind, and he was breathing pretty heavily when he finally joined us.
"I'm impressed," Flint said folding his arms across his chest. "I've trained hundreds of men and you two seem to be in unusually good shape."
"Okay, what the frizz, venn? Since when can you run like that?" Leif said still panting.
"Elves lack many of the physical weaknesses of humans," Garik said, staring at the Leif with a look of contempt.
Leif scowled back at Garik, but lost his chance to respond when Flint suddenly cut in. "Alright why don't you drop down and give me thirty push ups."
Garik stared at Flint with a blank look, "What are push ups?"
"Watch and learn," Leif said dropping down with a triumphant smile.
"Ah, we call them risa-rata," Garik muttered suddenly and dropped down to the ground.
I shook my head and growled a curse before dropping down and started doing push-ups. Both Garik and I finished before Leif, despite his head-start. Leif glared at Garik, but didn't say anything. The two had only barely just met and I could tell that there was going to be trouble. Leif could get really competitive, especially when there was a girl was concerned. It just made it all that much worse that I happened to be the girl they were competing over.
Flint had us do jumping jacks, sit-ups and chin-ups next. Garik of course, had to be shown what each exercise entailed, but once he saw Leif and me doing it, he muttered some strange name and jumped right in. When we had finally completed the chin-ups, Flint called everyone to a stop and eyed us each with an appraising look.
"Well, since you two seem to be in such amazing shape, I'll be focusing more on your combat training. Leif, I'm going to have to push you hard if I'm going to get you into good enough shape."
Garik cast Leif a smug grin, then turned his attention to Flint, "There will be little need for me to receive any of your training, Mr. Flint. I have been training for Ragnarok for nearly the entirety of my life. I have served as a member of the royal guard for the past two years."
"Then what are you doing here, kid?"
"General Flint," Heime interjected suddenly. "I brought the boy to duel as partner for my daughter. If thou wouldst allow, mayhap, I think to begin her training."
Flint nodded, "I'll give you a few hours. Aryanna requested I train her with the Hyrklufar rifles."
"Very well," Heime said with a very slight bow of his head.
We separated, Leif went with Flint and Garik and I went with my father. Heime produced an old war hammer and an odd sort of wooden sword.
"They've been enchanted. The hammer should feel like you're handling Mjá¶lnir but it has been softened to prevent its impact from hurting anyone. The practice sword has been enhanced to prevent breaking and to prevent serious injury," Garik explained.
"Is it dwarven made?" I asked as Heime handled me the hammer.
"Nay, 'twas forged by elven hands," Heime replied quietly.
I tested the hammer out and it found that like Mjá¶lnir, it felt unnaturally light in my hands. I was suddenly struck by just how strange my current situation was. The very idea that I would be training to use a war hammer was absolutely ridiculous. I dropped to my knees and fell into a fit of hysterical laughter.
"Brynhilde?" Heime asked with a concerned look on his face.
"I–uh–Doesn't this all seem strange to you? I mean, me learning to use a war hammer? Goddesses, just look at me!"
"'Tis as it must be," Heime muttered sadly.
I shook my head with a loud sigh, "Let's just get started."
Heime nodded and asked Garik and me to stand across from one another. I half-expected Heime to have us start dueling it out there and then, but instead, he began with a primer about footing and form. After that, with Garik's help, he began to show me some of the more basic moves. There was a lot more to fighting with a war hammer than I ever would have guessed, but it was still a weapon of brute force whereas the sword was a weapon that required a lot more finesse or at least that's what my father said.
I don't know how long we were at it when Flint finally stopped us, but I was just as glad it was over. I looked over to where Leif was waiting and I felt a tinge of guilt when I saw him collapsed in an exhausted heap on the ground. While Garik and Heime had been training me, Flint'd had Leif run the obstacle course. Flint hadn't exactly been kind or gentle either. Whenever Leif showed signs of lagging Flint became every bit the stereotypical drill instructor; yelling at the top of his lungs and doling out curses and insults.
"Alright, boys and girls, it's time for target practice," Flint muttered as he approached us.
Flint lead us out the practice room, down a corridor and into a much smaller room which had been setup as a shooting range. In the corner was a rack of rifles. I walked over and picked up one of the guns and could feel my eyes widened as I looked it over.
"This is a dwarven fire-cleaver, isn't it?"
Flint nodded, "Your mother was able to procure a large quantity of them."
"How large?"
"A couple hundred thousand," he shrugged.
"A couple hundred thousand? Holy frizz, venn! Your Mom's been busy," Leif whistled.
"Yeah, I noticed," I muttered, absently tracing my hands across the rune markings on the barrel and stock of the Hyrklufar rifle. It was the sort of weapon every police officer, soldier and marksman dreamed of owning, but few ever would. Mom had managed to stockpile a massive number of dwarven weapons, where no one else had ever been able to get hold of more than a few hundred at a time.
I knew a little about guns. I'd even learned how to fire them a few years back, but this was a whole different class of gun. The fire-cleaver made the hunting rifle I'd used look like a peashooter. It was a weapon meant to do one thing, kill, and it did it very well. Humans may have invented firearms, but dwarves had perfected them.
It made me wonder just what my role in the coming events would be. Hervor claimed I was meant to free the dead gods from Hel's clutches, but there had to be more to it than that. Otherwise, why change me into a girl? I could just as easily wield Mjá¶lnir as a guy, and Hervor had as much as admitted there were things she was holding back.
"You listening, kid?" Flint asked suddenly, and I realized that he'd been speaking the whole time and I'd been completely oblivious.
"What? Oh, I was just thinking," I said quietly.
He folded his arms across his chest. "This is too important for you to be daydreaming, kid."
I shook my head and let out a tired sigh, "Let's just get this over with."
Flint went on to show us how the guns worked. On the surface all the basic components looked similar to human-made guns, but when you looked further you started to find things that seemed a bit out of place. The ammunition was probably the best example of this. Like many weapons it loaded with a cartridge, but what was unusual was the shape of the cartridge and the bullets inside. The cylindrical cartridge was roughly two inches long, had a diameter about the same size, and was loaded with really odd cork-shaped bullets. Flint explained that many human arms manufacturers had attempted to duplicate the dwarven made weapons, but none had been successful. The ammunition could be reproduced easily enough, but the metals that the dvergar used to make the guns couldn't be found anywhere on Midgard.
Heime and Garik both knew next to nothing about guns, and seemed interested in learning to fire them, so Nick handed us each a set of earmuffs and got us started with the guns. At first, Garik and Heime had difficulty, but it didn't take them long to adjust to the unfamiliar weapons and start hitting their targets each time with near pinpoint accuracy. As for Leif and me, Flint said that our aim was so bad that we couldn't hit a drunken troll.
Flint didn't yell at any of us like he had Leif earlier, but he was much nicer to me than anyone else. It made me wonder if Flint was giving me preferential treatment because of who my mother was, or maybe it wasn't that at all. Maybe he was treating me differently because I was now a girl, or was there something else? Flint really didn't strike me as the type to favor anyone, especially not for personal gain. There to be some reason for him to be behaving that way, didn't there?
By the time we finally finished, it was getting pretty late, so I made my way to my bedroom. When I pushed in the light button, I stifled a scream as I realized I wasn't alone in the bedroom. Hervor was sitting cross-legged in the dead center of my bed. Her eyes were closed and she had a look of deep concentration on her face. Abruptly, her eyelids snapped open and she smiled as she turned her head to look me in the eyes.
"What the hel? You scared the frizz out of me!" I growled at her.
"Apologies, granddaughter. I intended not to unsettle thee."
"What exactly do you think you're doing on my bed?"
"I await thy return."
"Why?"
"I spake with thy mother and received her consent to train thee in the ways of seidh."
"What? Why?"
"The methods in which I may train thee are more effective than those available to humans," she responded with a cock of her head.
"Look, I'm really tired. Can we maybe talk about this tomorrow?" I replied with a tired sigh.
"Nay, haste be required so that thou art prepared when the final battle come."
"I can barely keep my eyes open. Can't it wait another damn day?" I spat glaring at her.
"Child, I understand thy resentment, but thou must learn to use thy magic. Time doth grow short," she replied, sliding across my bed and climbing to her feet.
"I just want some sleep."
Hevor smiled sympathetically then she came over to place her hand on my cheek. Ice-cold chills shot through my body and I let out a loud gasp as I felt my sleepiness and fatigue fade away.
"Holy frizzing hel! Ask me before you do anything like that!"
"Curb thy tongue! Such language becometh not an elven princess," Hervor muttered in response.
"Don't even go there, Hervor. You have no right to tell me what to do!" I folded my arms across my chest and glared at my grandmother.
Hervor smiled sadly and nodded, "Shall we begin?"
"You're not going to let up, are you?"
"Nay, Brynhilde. I will not."
I hung my head and gritted my teeth, "Does this mean Mom won't be taking me on as an apprentice?"
"'Tis for thy mother to decide," Hervor said, reaching up to touch my cheek again.
I could see the soft glow of magic surround Hervor, and by the time I realized what Hervor was doing it was already too late. The world shattered into a million pieces as I lost focus of everything around me. I could feel Hervor in my mind as I realized what she was doing; she was forming a link like I had inadvertently done with Eva. I wanted to scream and make her stop, but there was nothing I could do. I was powerless as the magic bound us together.
Gradually my vision returned and I realized that I'd fallen to my knees. I let out a gasp and stared up at my grandmother in shocked disbelief. Just as with Eva, I could feel all her emotions in the back of my head and I had no doubts that Hervor could feel mine as well.
"Thou oughtst have told me that thou linkedst thyself with another," she muttered quietly.
"What the frizzing hel is wrong with you!" I screamed shaking with rage.
"Brynhilde–"
"Just shut the fuck up, Hervor! I don't want to hear it. You don't give a damn that I had a life before you came along, and you certainly don't give a damn that maybe I would have liked to have chosen my own path! This is my frizzing life, and you've screwed it all up. I didn't ask for any of this! I damn well didn't ask for a pair of these!" I yelled clutching at my breasts.
Hervor's eyes grew wide and she took a step back from me. I didn't stop to give her a chance to reply. "And what about Eva? I didn't intend for me and her to be bonded like that, but now she's stuck with you just like I am! Maybe if you had stopped to think about someone else for a change you might have realized that it was possible I was already bonded with Eva!"
"Thou understandest not. The bonds are separate. The girl and I share no link. I merely sense the link." Hervor said quietly.
"Oh, and that's supposed to make it all better?!"
"Nay, child."
I opened my mouth to speak, but then I really started to pay attention to the bond. Hervor may have looked calm and serene on the surface, but now that I could feel her emotions I knew that it was all just an act. She was plagued with self-doubt, a deep and abiding sadness, a nearly overwhelming guilt and strangely enough a stubborn unrelenting determination. I was struck by the power of her feelings and I couldn't believe she wasn't curled up in a ball sobbing her eyes out. For Frigg sakes, I was having trouble keeping them back and the emotions didn't even belong to me! Yeah, they were that powerful.
Ever since Eva had left, her emotions had been muddled almost as if they were somehow damped by the distance, but I could feel them rise up and touch me. Her worry for me and as usual, a deep sense of love came over me and I reached out to her, doing my best to project reassurance and calm so that she would know that I was fine. And just like that Hervor's emotions didn't seem quite so overwhelming, I let out a sigh of relief as I looked at my grandmother.
"Why? Hervor? Why frizzing hel did you do that?!"
"'Twas necessary," she said as I felt guilt and remorse rise up and nearly overtake her.
Up until that moment I'd thought of Hervor as a cold manipulator who would do anything to ensure she achieved her goals, but I'd completely misjudged her. Yes, she had manipulated me, but she actually seemed to feel regret for what she had done.
"Why, damn you! Tell me!"
"I cannot. I have taken an oath. I am sorry, child," she said with a sad smile and guilt pouring out from the bond.
"An oath to who?"
"Frigg," she said, folding her arms across her chest.
And suddenly a lot of things that Hervor had done seem to make a bit more sense. It wasn't that she wouldn't tell me. It was that she literally couldn't. For an elf and nearly any other vattir, an oath had to be obeyed. If Hervor had sworn an oath, it couldn't be broken no matter how hard she tried. I made a mental note to watch what I said from then on out, I didn't know if I was bound by the same rules, but I really didn't want to find out the hard way.
"Shall we begin, Brynhilde?"
"Yeah, whatever." I muttered, doing my best to hold back my anger and resentment.
I didn't like what Hervor had done, but I knew that learning to control my powers would help me survive. I resented her for what she had done to me, but at the moment she was my best chance at getting through Ragnarok. It seemed fitting really, I was going to use her just like she had used been me.
"Very well child, let us begin," she said reaching up to touch my cheeks and the world shattered into a thousand pieces as I was lost to everything but the bond with Hervor.
Training with my grandmother turning out to be one of the weirdest experiences of my life. After she touched me the bond went into overdrive and the world around us just sort of faded away. There wasn't darkness, there wasn't light, there wasn't anything. Our consciousnesses were just there.
"What the hel?" I called out and I could hear my voice echo in a strange disjointed sort of way.
"Be not alarmed, child," Hervor's voice called out with the same disjointed echo.
"What's going on?"
"I created a bridge between thy consciousness and mine. In this place thou wilt be free of distraction."
"So, what do I do?"
"Thou shalt learn to silence thy mind."
"How?"
"Worry not, child. I shall show thee."
Hervor led me through several exercises to help me empty my mind. In one, she asked me imagine a rose blooming and to let go of everything as the petals pushed out. In another, she told me to imagine a mountain stream and imagine that I was a pebble resting under the water. It took me a while, but I was finally able to let go as I fell into a sort of calm serenity that felt absolutely amazing. I could have stayed like that for hours if it hadn't been for Hervor, who broke the link between us thus returning me back to the real world.
"Thou didst well, child," she beamed and I was more than a little surprised to feel her pride through our bond.
"I guess we're done then?" I asked.
"Indeed, now 'tis time for thee to rest," she muttered.
I realized then that whatever Hervor had done to energize me had worn off and I was dead tired.
"Uh, well I guess it's good night then."
"Good night, Brynhilde. May thy dreams bring thee peace and contentment," Hervor muttered and swept out of my bedroom with a swirl of her robes.
Vordag, the fifteenth of Morsugur
Well, it's been a week. I haven't had much spare time lately what with all the training. Eva's still gone and it's been pretty hard not having her around, especially with Garik and Leif competing over me. A part of me really likes all the attention, and that really scares the hel out of me. I'm trying to resist it, but this new body is changing me, and that scares me more than anything else.
My naming ceremony is today. Mom is pretty paranoid that Jonas Talman or one of his allies will crash the party, so she taking some pretty extreme precautions to insure that if anyone attacks they can't touch us. I'm a little fuzzy on what she has planned, but I do know Hervor is in on it.
Well, I guess I better go… It's time for me to get ready. I'm just so excited. Yay! Isn't sarcasm awesome?
So… The naming ceremony turned out to be a major suckfest. Well, really that's an understatement, but I'd rather just tell what happened…
I'd been to a few of my cousins' naming ceremonies so I pretty much knew what to expect, but it was still pretty uncomfortable for me. Especially since Mom had a team of beauticians doll me up, and the dress certainly didn't help. I looked every bit the elven princess that I was. I stood around greeting guests as was customary for the initiate being named. I only caught glimpses of my family and friends, but I knew they were all there, including Hervor, Heime, and Leif. Even Garik was there, but I'd hardly call him a friend, more of an irritation really. There were also a few familiar faces, various Spellbinders I'd met over the years and various members of the Seidskati like Elizabeth Bathory, Xiu and Matoaka. Mom and I stood around greeting guests until everyone was seated, then finally, Mom led me to the center of the room.
"Neil Gandalf Steenburg, my beloved son who through unfortunate circumstances has become my daughter. You have sought admittance into the Council of the Seidkona and have been found worthy to enter our ranks. Thus, I have chosen to take you on as my apprentice. Like me, you've had this mantle unfairly thrust upon you. You have trials ahead of you the like of which few can imagine. My hope is that you may find happiness despite what has been done to you. I name you, Brynhilde Athilda le Fey. Brynhilde a name of your own choosing, and Athilda after our ancestor, my mentor and dear friend. You are my pride and joy. I have given you the name of a legend because I believe that like her you are destined for greatness. Make me proud."
Mom reached out to touch a lock of my hair, there was a bright of flash of light and I knew she had just laid the mark of an apprentice on me. The lock had been turned a reflective silver-gray and will mark me as an apprentice until I complete the trials to become a full Spellbinder.
It happened so suddenly, that it was over almost before I knew what was happening. I didn't even have time to duck as the knife came soaring toward me and… went right through me. I'd known all along, but Mom and I weren't really in the same place as the guests. Our images were being projected from the estates. Anyone who tried to touch our illusory figures, would believe they were touching solid flesh, but would in fact be groping at air. No spellbinder, my mother included, had the power to create such a complex illusion, but Hervor did. Once my grandmother created the illusion it was a simple matter of passing the weave along to my mother. Holding the illusion took a lot less energy than creating it.
There was a scream from the crowd and a flash of light, and one of the guests tumbled to the ground in a heap.
"Dammit! I hate being right," I heard my mom curse as the image of the reception hall faded away.
I looked around and found that Mom and I were back in the dining room of the estates.
"Frizz, how many times are they going to try and kill me?" I asked bitterly.
Mom smiled sadly and placed her hand on my shoulder, "They'll only stop if we let them succeed."
"Well that's comforting."
"Lady Aryanna!" A voice said urgently from the doorway.
"Yes, what is it Meredith?" Mom asked glancing back at the woman.
"There's been an attack, it's all over the news. Vá¡gburg has been leveled, and the Sons of Odin are claiming responsibility."
"Goddesses!" I muttered in disbelief.
There were hundreds of thousands of people living in Vá¡gburg, if they had leveled it they'd either gotten hold of some really powerful military-grade weapons or it had been done with magic. Either way it was scary as frizzing fuck that the Sons of Odin had that sort of power at their disposal.
"H-how?" Mom muttered.
"I think it's better if you watch if for yourself," Meredith replied after a moments hesitation.
Meredith led us out of the dinning room then down the hall to the nearby media room. The teleprojector was already running as we stepped through the door. Real-time images of the wreckage were being displayed, while a reporter explained that rescue efforts had already begun. They spent a few minutes on this. Then the screen suddenly flashed to a man sitting at a desk.
"For those of you just joining us, a shocking and unprecedented attack has been per–" suddenly the image flickered away and was replaced by a tall gray-haired man dressed in full military fatigues.
"People of Nyrland. I am Jonas Talman, the leader of the Sons of Odin. We have gained control of all teleprojector communications so that I might speak with you concerning our recent attack on the city of Vá¡gburg." he smiled darkly.
"This attack could not have been successful had it not been for the efforts of the beautiful Josefina Mengele, who has perfected her formula to grant any man the use of magic."
"Holy frizz!" I gasped.
A smoking hot woman in a lab coat appeared next to the image of Talman. It was obviously Mengele, and 'she' had completed her transformation. She looked just like her female half when I'd seen her before, but with one major exception. Her hair was now the same auburn as my own. My blood must have been responsible for her change in hair color. I shuddered as I was struck by a sudden thought. What if it had effected her in other ways? What if it had made her more powerful?
Mengele had changed. She looked more controlled, and composed, but I thought I could still see the spark of insanity in her eyes. When she spoke she sounded sane, but that was probably because she was actually referring to herself as 'I' rather than her usually 'we'.
"As my associate Jonas Talman has been so kind to point out, the formula may grant any man the use of magic. Unfortunately, the formula has another effect on the body, it transforms any man who takes it into a woman. I have injected a number of volunteers with the formula, and each one of them has been successfully transformed."
"Norns," Mom muttered, her face suddenly going very pale.
"Our attack on the city would not have been possible without Josefina's formula. We all know what can happen when a Spellbinder loses control of her powers. We sent several of our volunteers to Vá¡gburg where each one of the new women unleashed her magic in key locations within the city, thus causing the near total annihilation of the populace," Talman continued.
"We regret the loss of life, but it has become very obvious that the Spellbinders will never give up their stranglehold on this country without some encouragement. Although great strides have been made in the Men's Rights Movement in the last few years, the upper class will always be composed of Spellbinders. Men will continue to be second-class citizens and this is something the Sons of Odin will not stand for. So this message goes out to those in power. Step down from your positions, disband the government, and the Seidskati or we will destroy one Nyrlander city every week. It's your choice. This is will be your only warning," Talman muttered, then the image flickered, returning back to the image of a stunned looking anchorman.
Mom looked pissed, and I mean pissed with a capital 'P'. I'd never seen her so mad. She raised her hands and a huge fireball shot out from her fingers completely annihilating the teleprojector. "That bastard is going to pay!" she said between gritted teeth.
"Mom, what are you going to do?"
She shook her head and let out a long sigh as much of the anger drained away from her face. "He has to know that his demands will never be met. He's doing this to foment chaos. I need to find Elizabeth, and the rest of the Seidskati. We'll need to issue a response to this." Mom shook her head, then with a gust of wind she was gone.
Siffendag, the sixteenth of Morsugur
The media has had a field day since Jonas Talman's pronouncement to the nation and the destruction of Vá¡gburg. And just about the entire country is in an uproar. People were already starting to demand that the government and the Seidskati give in to Talman. If only they knew what was at risk. As much as I hated the old bats, the Seidskati would be needed if we were to defeat the Jotun.
Just hours after Talman had hijacked the airwaves, the government issued their response, vowing to hunt down Talman and bring him to justice, but made it very clear that they would never give in to his demands. The Seidskati has issued their own response, saying much the same thing, and as they did so they took the opportunity to call together the Council of the Seidkona and the world's magic users.
Laurdag, the eighteenth of Morsugur
I haven't been getting very much rest. My training takes up nearly all my time, and on top of my lessons with Hervor, Heime, Garik and Flint, I now have lessons with Mom too. Ever since my naming ceremony she insists that I train with her at least a few hours a day. Damn, I'm so tired.
I stumbled onto something I really wish I hadn't earlier today. I'd just gotten through my lessons with Mom and was on my way to the bunker to start lessons with Heime and Garik when I passed by one of the guest rooms. The light was on, the door wasn't fully latched and I could hear voices inside.
"Nick I'm scared," I heard a familiar voice speak out. It belonged to my Aunt Marion.
"I know, me too, babe," the voice of Flint answered back.
I felt my jaw drop, had Flint just called my aunt 'babe'? I could hardly believe my ears. Flint and Marion? The guy had to be old enough to be Marion's father! It just wasn't right! I knew Spellbinders and other magic users hooked up with younger men all the time, but I'd always thought that was creepy. The reverse was pretty creepy too. The thought of Heime and my mother just made me shudder.
Someone cleared their throat behind me and I turned around to find my father standing there with his arms folded across his chest. "Come daughter, 'tis time for thy lessons."
"Okay, uh–yeah, I was on my way, but I just–uh–," Oh frizz, what was I supposed to say? I hated not being able to lie. "You know what? Forget it. Let's just get down to the bunker."
"Very well," Heime said with his brows furrowed. He gave me a strange look, but didn't say anything else as we made our way down to the bunker.
Manadag, the twentieth of Morsugur
So I'm getting really worried about Sophie. I got a call from her today, but when I answered there was no one there. I've tried calling her back, but I haven't gotten any answer back. I talked to Leif about it, but as usual he wasn't much help.
Maybe it's nothing. Maybe her area just lost power. Yeah that's probably it. I really hope that's all it is…
Siffendag, the twenty-third of Morsugur
My hands are shaking just trying to write this. Yesterday was a game changer. If I had any doubts before they're now gone. I'm not going to sit by the sidelines and watch as the people I love fight and die. Goddesses, I'm going to do everything in my power to make the Son's of Odin and Mengele pay for what they've done. If only there was something I could have done, maybe Marion would still be alive.
I was in my bed, having one of those private moments that have been far too rare lately. I think I must have dozed off when it happened. The estates began to shake and quiver so strongly that my teeth started to chatter.
"What the hel?" I gasped, sitting bolt upright. I felt my eyes widen, then I jumped to my feet and sprang out the door.
I ran down the hall, turned a corner, found the nearest window and looked out. Fear flooded through me and felt panic threaten to overtake me. I almost gave over to it, but that stubborn part of me I'd inherited from my mother refused to give in. I looked out the window again and clenched my fists. A ring of women were pounding at the estate with bright bursts of magical energy. They were soon joined by a massive mob of human soldiers and horrendously ugly black-skinned creatures who appeared from out of nowhere via wind-spell. Though I'd never seen them before I recognized the creatures as dark elves.
"Holy frizzing shit!" I cursed and ran back toward my room.
I grabbed my shoes by the bed and slipped them on. I hesitated for a moment, then I grabbed my journal off my dresser and took off down the hall toward the bunker. With the estate under attack it was the only logical place to go.
"Bryn!" A voice called suddenly from behind me. It was Marion.
"Aunt Mare, the estate is under attack. We have to get out of here!" I called over my shoulder.
"Goddesses!" I heard her call out then she was right behind me. "Where are you going?"
"The bunker!" I called back and slowed down a bit so that I didn't outpace her.
We'd just rounded a corner when we ran into Nick Flint, Garik and my father. All three were wielding dvergar fire-cleavers and were running right at us.
"This way! They've gotten through the shield. We need to find another route out!" Flint yelled once they'd gotten closer.
"Daughter, take the weapon," Heime spoke tossing me a fire-cleaver that had been strapped across his back.
"Has anyone seen Leif?" I asked grabbing the rifle out the air.
"We shall find thy friend. Worry not, daughter."
We were soon headed back the opposite direction. Marion took up the rear, holding up a spirit shield behind us as we fled. Human soldiers and dark elves were on our tails within moments, and it was only Marion's shield that kept them off us as we sped down the corridors. Soon several magic users joined our attackers and I could tell it was taking every ounce of Marion's willpower to keep the shield up.
"What about Mom and everyone else?" I yelled as we ran.
"Your mother made me promise I'd get you to safety. She says she'll find her own way out. Hurry! We don't have a lot of time!" Flint called back.
We rounded another corner and I almost ran right into Leif. "Come on!" I yelled back as I zoomed past him.
"What the frizz, venn? What's going on?" Leif called after me.
"The estate is under attack! We need to get the hel out of here is what the frizz is going on!" I yelled back between gritted teeth.
We rounded another corner and Flint suddenly called for us to stop.
"Human, why have we stopped? It's not safe for the princess for us to just be standing here." Garik said rounding on Nick.
"There's a passage here," Flint muttered glancing back at the soldiers pounding against Marion's protective barrier.
He stood there for a moment, his hands tracing across the wall, "Now if I can just remember…," he muttered trailing off.
"Oh, for hel sakes," I muttered stepping in and grabbed hold of a nearby sconce and pulled on it. The wall swung open and we found ourselves looking down a long flight of stairs.
"Where's that lead?" Leif asked breathlessly.
"Out," I muttered with a shake of my head.
"The strain! It's too much!" Marion suddenly called out and I could see her shield begin to quiver like Eva's had when Mom had forced her way through it in the mall.
"Come on!" Flint called. "We have to get out of here!"
I moved toward the entrance just as the shield collapsed and enemy fire came shooting out at us. I didn't even have time to think as I leapt through the entrance to the stairway. I fell head-first down the stairs before landing on my chest. I hurt like hel, but I shook off the pain, struggled to my feet and looked back just as Garik and Heime came hurdling through the doorway. Flint and Leif came through a moment later dragging Marion along with them.
"Hey you! The runes in the doorway! Activate them!" Flint screamed gesturing wildly at me.
I hesitated a moment before leaping at the doorway and latching hold of my magic. I'd never activated a rune before, but I knew from what I'd learned from Hervor that they could activated with the slightest touch of the right magical element. I struggled against the whirlwind inside me and unloosed the tiniest bit of spirit magic on the rune. Bright blue light flooded the doorway as a spirit shield appeared in the empty space in front of me.
"We need to leave. That shield will not hold for long," Garik muttered staring at the barrier then back to me.
"Yeah, good idea," I agreed with a nod.
"Shit, venn…" Leif said trailing off.
I looked over to where Leif and Flint were huddled over Marion's body and felt my stomach clench as I realized something was very wrong. Flint had his hand gripped around Marion's and there was a sort of wild look to his eyes that I'd never seen there before. When I looked over at Marion I finally understood. Her entire chest was blackened and covered in sores and boils. Then there were her eyes… they looked empty. I scrambled over to where her body was laying and frantically checked for a pulse. There wasn't one.
"I'm sorry, venn. When her shield collapsed she took a huge blast to the chest," Leif muttered quietly.
"No, no, no!" I breathed feeling suddenly very angry. I wanted to destroy those fuckers who were responsible for killing my aunt.
I reached out to my magic and was ready to summon it when my bond with Eva suddenly kicked back into full gear. I felt her love and concern through the bond and I realized what I'd almost allowed myself to do. If I had loosed my magic in the narrow stairway, I probably would have killed us all.
"We need to get out of here." I forced back my anger and felt hot tears sting my cheeks.
"Aye," my father said nodding solemnly.
"Just–do me a favor. Don't leave her here."
"Of this thou hast my word."
I got back to my feet and staggered down the stairs and did my best to keep a clear mind. I had to get out of the estate alive. I owed Marion that much at least. I heard Heime and the others following me, but I couldn't bring myself to look back. Not if it meant looking into Marion's dead eyes again.
The passage took us down a long flight of stairs and through an even longer tunnel that led out back behind the estates into the forested section of the property. There were runes all along the inside of the tunnel to keep anyone from entering it, but they weren't there to prevent anyone from leaving, so we were able to exit with relative ease.
I stumbled out of the tunnel with tear filled eyes, still in shock from everything that had happened.
"Come on, we're not out of danger yet," Flint muttered with a distinctly bitter tone to his voice.
"General, mayhap 'twould be best if I lead," Heime said, placing a hand on Flint's shoulder and smiling sympathetically.
"Do whatever the hel you want!" Flint yelled.
"Human, remember the signal," Garik muttered suddenly.
Without a word Flint pulled a small silver coin out of his pocket and tossed it up into the air. There was a bright flash of light that shot straight up into the air, soaring over fifty feet before fading away a few minutes later.
No one really spoke after that. Leif wrapped his arms around me and I clung to him as if my life depended on it. My father took up the lead with Marion's body still slung over his shoulder, and Garik walked a few feet behind him with a very slight frown on his beautiful face. Leif kept looking at me as if he wanted to say something, but couldn't find the words. As for Flint, he kept a distance from all of us, his face didn't display any emotion, but when I got a look into his eyes I could see a storm of despair brewing just under the surface.
We were walking through the forest away from the estates when we all heard a loud bang. I looked back and watched the Le Fey estate go up in flames. I felt my jaw drop as explosions rippled through the building. Then with one final great blast the building collapsed in on itself.
"It's done," Flint muttered.
"Thank Frigg," Daniella's voice said suddenly from out nowhere.
"Daniella!" I cried running right for her as she appeared out of the trees. I flung my arms around her and buried my face in her chest before she even knew what hit her.
"Bryn? What happened?" she asked after a slight pause.
"Oh, goddesses Daniella, she's gone. She's dead!" I cried hysterically.
"Oh, Norns. Is that… Marion?" I heard Daniella whisper.
"Aye," Heime responded.
"Come on, Bryn. Let's get you somewhere safe," Daniella muttered with a slight quiver to her voice as wind began to whip around the two of us and we went soaring into nothingness.
We reappeared in the bunker a few moments later. Daniella touched my shoulder, "I'll be right back," she muttered, then disappeared with a gust of wind.
I collapsed to my knees and let it all out. Marion was dead and it had happened so suddenly that my mind was still reeling. I'd seen her body and looked into her empty dead eyes, and I still couldn't believe she was really gone. Her death had been so abrupt. One moment she'd been alive; the next, dead.
I don't really remember much more after that, I know that Daniella took a few more trips to bring everyone back down to the bunker. She wasn't near as gifted with air magic as Mom so she wasn't able to bring everyone down at once like Mom would have been able to do.
The bunker was safe, since the only physical entrance had been destroyed. The only way in or out was via travel spell, and someone could only do that if they knew the bunker's exactly location.
I pretty well let my grief take over, Marion was more than just my aunt, she was one of my best friends and her death had left an empty spot in my soul. Shortly after being brought down into the bunker I felt a pair of strong arm wrap around me and lift me from the ground. I looked up to see Leif gazing down at me and I buried my face in his shoulder as he carried me away.
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Destiny: Legacy of a Spellbinder
Ragarnok Rising III by: Daniela A. Wolfe |
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Author's Note:
I've posted a glossary of terms (including the days/months and their English equivalents) to go along with these stories, it can be found at Bigcloset Topshelf, Fictionmania, & tgstorytime.
Shout outs go to the following people: Beyogi, Maggie Finson, Loki who served as either alpha and/or beta readers, The Rev. Anam Chara who helped edit some of the dialogue (spoken by the characters Hervor, Heime & Gilda) to more accurately reflect Elizabethan era English and last but certainly not least Holly H Hart for her superb editing prowess.
Sorry folks like part six, this part ends with a sad note. I've received parts nine and ten back from my editor and am hopeful eleven and twelve will be soon to follow. I'm still undecided on the posting schedule, but I will try to post at least once more this week possibly twice more.
Manadag, the twenty-seventh of Morsugur
Well, it has been a few days… Marion's funeral was today. It was pretty typical as funerals go, but it hurt more than any I've ever been to. It was a private ceremony and somehow Mom managed to keep the location secret from both the media and the Sons of Odin.
Mom and Gramor have taken Marion's death really hard. Mom hides it pretty well, but I can see the pain in her eyes. I even caught her crying the other day. Daniella has been the rock upon which we've all leaned on. Marion's death has effected her just like the rest of us, but somehow she's stayed strong. Flint, hasn't been the same either. He's moody and snaps at the smallest things. He's been running poor Leif haggard in our training sessions.
Yesterday, Hervor pronounced that I was ready to move on to the next phase of my training. I don't quite understand how or why, but ever since I activated that rune when we were escaping the estates the magic comes more easily to me. Mom is amazed by my progress. She insists it's nothing short of miraculous. I've done in a few weeks what would take any other spellbinder's apprentice months to learn. I think a lot of it is because of my bond with Hervor.
The first few days after Marion's death were the hardest, but when I woke up yesterday I realized that Marion wouldn't want me to fall apart because she had died. She would want me to keep on living my life, so that's what I'm doing. I've thrown myself into my training with a fiery intensity bordering on the obsessive. The next time the Sons of Odin attack I will be ready. I'm not going to let anyone else I care about die by the hands of those assholes.
Mom thinks the attack on the estates was to distract us while the Sons of Odin pulled off another attack and there's certainly enough reason to believe she's right. New Copenhagen, the center of the Seidskati's power, has been destroyed. The attack took out a large number of Spellbinders, including two members of the Seidskati. The estates were just far enough outside the main city that they would have escaped the blast had they still been standing. Something needs to be done before they blow the whole fucking nation to hel.
Norns, it's really gone. An entire city destroyed by those bastards. How many thousands did they kill? Almost everyone I know lived in the city. How many of my friends are dead because of their selfish actions? How do you mourn the death of an entire city? I don't even know which of my friends are dead and which are still alive. Or are any of them still alive? It's just… Goddess I can't stop the damn tears. I hate this.
I wonder if Ham survived…
It was Mom that took out the estates. She knew that we didn't stand a chance of overtaking those jackasses, so she decided to blow the place to hel. The coin that Flint threw up in the air was the signal that we’d had made it out safely. Mom managed to take out a sizable number of dark elves, soldiers and magic users with the blast, so maybe it was worth it.
Tomorrow, is the big day where the Council of the Seidkona are finally going to meet. I have no idea what the Seidskati are going to say, but I'm sure it's going to be pretty Midgard-shattering.
I had an encounter with Flint that was… well it's gotten me to think that he really cared for Marion. It was pretty early in the morning and I passed by his room inside the bunker. I don't know why, but I got this feeling like maybe I should check in on him. So I did.
I didn't knock, I didn't know if he would answer if I did. I flipped the door open and I felt liked dying as I saw the tortured expression in his eyes as his head turned to meet my gaze. His hands were clutched around a small photo frame and I could just make out the picture well enough to tell that it was Marion.
"I- I'm sorry," I muttered.
"You don't have anything to be sorry about, kid," he replied with a slight quiver in his voice
I moved over to sit next him on the small cot, "You really loved her didn't you?"
Flint let out a long sigh, "Yeah, I did. She was just a kid when I met her, and I never thought of her as anything more than a friend, but a couple of years ago she…" he muttered trailing off as a sob escaped his lips.
I don't know what made me do it, but I reached out and wrapped my arms around him in a hug. Flint seemed to gain a little control of himself and he spoke, "She made me promise that I'd look out for you, you know."
That explained why Flint had seemed to have been favoring me, "I miss her." I replied with a whisper.
"Me too, kid. Me too."
Eirdag, the twenty-eighth of Morsugur
I could almost believe Garik was human dressed as he was in a suit and tie. We were at the Council meeting and the Seidskati were going to speak at any moment. Since New Copenhagen had been destroyed the meeting had been moved to Epegard at the convention center. Obviously not all magic users would be able to meet in one place, so everything was being retransmitted via teleprojector communication to various convention centers throughout the world.
I was a mere apprentice, so I had to stand among my peers. I think I was the only one with a protector, but after the many attempts on my life it was probably a good idea. Garik wasn't my only means of protection either. Hervor was lurking about concealed behind a shroud of invisibility.
"Neil?" a voice said from nearby.
I turned around and found a pair of pale-blue eyes looking back at me, they belonged to a girl with long-blond hair, a nose that was just a little too large and a mischievous smile on her face. It took me a moment before I recognized her, the last I'd seen her, her hair had been dyed electric-blue and she had no less than three facial piercings.
"Sophie?" I asked in surprised disbelief.
"So it's true, all this hubbub about you turning into a girl," she said with a smirk and folded her arms across her chest.
"Yeah, but I'm going by Bryn these days. Norns, it's good to see a friendly face. What are you doing here?"
"Oh, me? Well, you've caught me. I sneaked into this uber-secret event so that I could be bored out of my mind. The apprentice robes are part of my master disguise," she said sticking her tongue out at me. She may have changed her appearance, but Sophie was just as big a tease as always.
"Why haven't you been returning our calls? Leif and I have been worried sick!"
"Sorry, life's been sort of crazy lately," she replied back with a sheepish grin.
"What's with the boy toy?" she asked jerking her thumb at Garik.
"He's my protector," I replied quietly.
"Protector, huh? He's too pretty to be anyone's protector. If it were me I'd be taking him for a ride 'round the block, if you catch my drift." She grinned, giving Garik an appreciative glance before turning back to me.
"I don't think my girlfriend would appreciate that too much," I replied defensively.
"Oh, a girlfriend, eh? Someone's been riding the Lesbo-train! Woooh! Wooooh!" she said loudly and several people looked back to glare at her.
I grinned, shook my head and let out a slight chuckle, "Odin's bones, I've missed you. How's your brother?"
"Sam's good," she said with a slight frown, which was quickly replaced by a false smile.
There was something very odd about Sophie's reaction and I just knew something was very wrong with her. I looked into Sophie's eyes one more time and realized what it was. The Sophie I'd always know had green eyes, this Sophie had blue eyes. I cursed myself for not noticing it sooner and quickly grabbed at her before she could realize what was happening. We went down in a tangle of limbs and I soon felt myself being lifted away as Hervor and Garik came to my aid. There was a sudden bright burst of magic as Hervor summoned a spell to incapacitate the impostor.
'Sophie' collapsed to the ground and I knelt down next to her and felt for a pulse; she was alive, but unconscious. Who was this girl? She looked and sounded like Sophie and she seemed to know me. Which could mean one of two things: either someone, probably the Sons of Odin, was holding Sophie hostage and had grilled her for information or the person laying on the ground was someone I knew. Sam, was Sophie's older brother and I remembered his eyes being the same color as this girl. Besides having a strong physical resemblance to his sister, he was also shared a very similar personality. But, Sam and I had always been pretty friendly, and I couldn't exactly picture him volunteering to get transformed into a girl, especially if it meant hurting people.
I had only to wait the answers would come soon enough. A crowd was beginning to form around us and I didn't really think it was a great idea to stick around.
"Hervor," I called out to my grandmother. "Get us out of here!"
Hervor dropped the spell of invisibility and appeared standing over me. She knelt down grabbing hold of my shoulder and mystery girl's hand then my vision was flooded with the bright white light as Hervor called up her magic to spirit us away.
"What's taking them so long?" I muttered under my breathe as I paced back and forth in front of the detainment room of the convention center.
Mom had been down to ensure everything was alright before returning to the masses within the convention center. The meeting of the Council of Spellbinders was important, and no one intended to postpone anything even after what had happened between me and 'Sophie'. So I was stuck waiting while Daniella and Hervor interrogated the girl, whoever she happened to be.
"Patience, daughter," Heime said quietly staring over at me.
"These things take time, Princess," Garik added with an understanding smile.
"Would you stop calling me that?" I growled rounding on him.
"A-as you wish, Your Highness."
"Frizz, that's even worse! Just call my Bryn," I said with a shake of my head.
"Okay, Bryn," he replied with a pleased smile on his face.
"I can't take it any more!" I shouted suddenly and burst through the door where Sophie's lookalike was being held.
"Daughter, wait!" Heime called after me, but I was already through.
"Bryn, what are you doing?!" I heard Daniella cry as I breezed past her and Hervor.
"Alright you!" I said suddenly dropping to my knees in front of the impostor–who was chained to the ground in the middle of a circle of imprisonment–and latched onto the collar of her apprentice robes. "Just who the frizzing hel are you! And what do you want with me!"
"I'm so sorry! I didn't want any of this, but after they found out that I knew you they wouldn't relent…" she cried and burst into hysterical tears.
"No," I whispered and let my head hang as I realized the implications in her words.
If she said she knew me that could only mean one thing. "Sam?"
The girl looked up at me and nodded, "I'm so sorry. They have Sophie. I didn't have any choice."
I shook my head, "The Sons of Odin?"
Sam nodded, "Yeah."
"Why? Why did they change you? You could have easily gotten close to me without being transformed."
"I volunteered."
"What?"
"You have to understand… When I first joined the Sons of Odin, I was so lost. They gave me something to believe in, but deep down I knew I didn't belong. I've spent my whole life pretending to be something I'm not. I was born male, but I wanted to be female as long as I can remember."
"I can relate," I muttered biting my lip. I had no idea Sam had ever felt that way before. I'd heard about people like Sam, but I'd never really met one. Well, I guess Mom and Daniella might have fit into that category at some point, and I didn't exactly feel at home in my body, but Sam had been born feeling as if she were trapped as the wrong sex. Mom, Daniella and I had been stuffed into the wrong body after years of living as the right sex.
"I tried for years to be normal. I was afraid that people would find out what I was so I repressed my feelings and did my best to live life as a guy, but it didn't work. I slipped into a deep depression and at one point I even tried to kill myself. People like me aren't accepted by society.
“Then one day I met a recruiter for the Sons of Odin. He was very persuasive and told me that if men got equal rights, then transgendered people like myself would be accepted. So I joined. At first, I thought I'd found my purpose, and when they asked for volunteers to try out Mengele's formula I thought it was my dream come true."
"The formula worked and I finally felt like I belonged in my body, but then I learned what they wanted me to do. At first I refused, but then… they kidnapped Sophie and Mom. It didn't take them long to figure out that Sophie and I knew you, and it all went downhill from there. They killed Mom and the threatened to kill Sophie if I didn't agree to help them."
"Now she's going to die, and it's all my fault," Sam finished breaking down into tears.
I slowly stood to my feet and clenched my fists as anger flooded through me. "Goddesses those fuckers are going to pay!"
Suddenly, there was Mjá¶lnir floating there in front of my face. Somehow the hammer had sensed my need and come to me. Clearly, I really was meant to wield the thing. I grabbed it out of the air and clenched my fist around the haft. The warhammer was an instrument of destruction, and that's exactly what I planned to use it for.
"Bryn, what exactly do you think you can do?" Daniella asked abruptly.
"Whatever I need to!" I snapped.
"Where's she being kept?!" I demanded turning back to Sam.
Sam stared up at me with wide eyes, "There's a facility in the old warehouse district a few miles away. It's on the corner of Weigh and Cross. That's where I saw her last."
I turned for the door, but was stopped by Hervor, "Granddaughter, this is folly. Thy training has only just begun, thou art not ready."
"I won't let someone else I care about die, Hervor. Never again!"
"I am sorry child. I shan't let thee pass."
I shook my head and looked down at the hammer. There had to be a way. I reach out to Mjá¶lnir with my mind and smiled as I could feel it's power flow through me. I acted quickly, slinging the hammer at the wall just beside the door and watched in satisfaction as the weapon transformed into a lightning bolt and blasted a huge hole in the wall.
I grabbed the hammer out of the air and ran for the hole before either Daniella or Hervor could stop me and leapt through it.
It didn't take me long to find a way out of the convention center. I sped out an emergency exit, and already had the beginning of a plan forming in my head when I stopped dead in my tracks. Dark elves. They were everywhere and I knew then that Sophie was as good as dead. Whatever chance I'd had at rescuing her had been thrown out the door when the dark elves appeared.
"What have we here?" A voice asked.
I swirled around and found myself facing a dark elf woman with platinum hair and an inhuman smile on her face.
"A pretty little halfling has come out to play," she continued with a wicked chuckle.
I looked down at my right hand and found Mjá¶lnir still within my grasp. "I'm not just any frizzing halfling. I am Princess Brynhilde Athilda le Fey of the royal Lejosá¡lfar house, and this is the hammer of Thor!" I screamed and struck before the vile creature could so much as raise a hand in self-defense.
There was a bright flash of blue light as the hammer struck her square in the chest and sent her charred remains hurling through the air. I reached out and the hammer flew back into my hand. "Any more of you scum suckers want some of this?" I howled in fury.
For a moment none of the dark elves moved, then they all lurched into motion at once and I felt my eyes grow wide. "Oh, shit! Midgard to Bryn! When you're surrounded by an army of dark elves, don't provoke them!" I cursed and started booking it back toward the convention center.
And from out of nowhere there was Daniella, and Hervor, standing between the me and the entrance. "Go! There are dark elves all over the frizzing place! Get back inside!" I yelled urgently.
"We know," Hervor said between pursed lips just before she burst into action.
Goddesses, I knew Hervor was powerful, but I never realized how powerful, as she unleashed a fiery onslaught on our attackers. In just a few seconds she managed to wipe out several hundred dark elves with barely more effort than it took me to lift my hand. I shook my head and raised the hammer of Thor, I couldn't just stand around in the middle of a battle when my ass was on the line. I spun around and released the Mjá¶lnir and watched in amazement as it swept out in a wide arc and completely destroyed a dozen or so dark elves that were getting a little too close for comfort.
The hammer flew back toward me. I snatched it out of the air and threw it out again, aiming it at the next nearest group of attackers. I flung Mjá¶lnir out again and again, and each time I destroyed a new wave of dark elves. They just kept coming, and before long I knew I was in trouble if the attacks didn't stop. Each time I threw the hammer the more energy it seemed to drain from me. I was getting weaker and weaker, and I knew that if something didn't change the dark elves would overwhelm me at the first sign of weakness.
Daniella was completely surrounded by dark elves, and I don't know how much longer she could last. Hervor was fighting with the same intensity as before, but she was fending off Dokká¡lfar sorceresses in increasing numbers, and I doubted even she could keep up the pace for long. It was getting harder and harder to fend the dark elves off and I beginning to think things were hopeless.
Daniella wasn't the only one surrounded by Dá¶kká¡lfar. They had formed a circle around me and each time I took one out, two more took its place. One leapt at me from behind and white hot pain shot through my body as his blade sliced across my back. I screamed in agony and spun around in a mad attempt to loose his hold, but it was an exercise in futility as the creature refused to let go. I had the strength and endurance of a full-blooded elf woman and was actually stronger than most human men despite being much smaller. So it's really no surprise I was able to remain standing, but when the dark elf clasped his arms around my neck in a stranglehold I couldn't remain standing and collapsed to the ground.
I clawed at my throat desperately attempting to force the dark elf to let go, but nothing I did seemed to work and I could feel my thoughts begin to slow as my mind was gradually deprived of the oxygen it so desperately needed. Just as human men were generally stronger than human women, elven men were stronger than elven women, and this dark elf was no exception to the rule; his grip was like iron. Then I remember the hammer, and I felt a glimmer of hope as I reached out to it with my right hand. The hammer flew back into my hand and I quickly slammed into the dark elf's arms. There was a bright flash of light as the hammer flared to life and suddenly I could breathe again.
For a brief second I remained on the ground, but as my mind came back into focus I realized how vulnerable I was. The encounter with the dark elf had left me weak, so it took some time to untangle myself from his corpse, but when I staggered back to my feet I found that the circle of attackers was gone. They must have figured me for dead and moved on.
I didn't really have any time to recuperate, as a new attacker was on me almost immediately. I barely had time to raise Mjá¶lnir to block his attack. Bolts of lightning shot out in every direction as the dark elf's blade came in contact with the hammer. One of those bolts hit the elf in the face and he stumbled backward howling in pain. I seized on the opportunity and with all my strength I slammed the warhammer across his chest. The elf let out one howl of agony before the power of the hammer completely consumed him. His charred remains fell to the ground and I turned to meet my next opponent.
I was pretty well running on adrenaline, and I knew it was only a matter of time before I collapsed from exhaustion. I had pretty well given up on hope when suddenly, the first of the magic users from the convention center appeared, stepping out of a nearby door. She was only a Charmer judging by the strength of the magic she summoned, but her appearance was so unexpected that she managed to take out a full dozen enemies before taking a blast of fire to chest and collapsing to the ground. More members of the convention appeared, joining us in greater and greater numbers until even my mother, the ancient Theodora, and the other members of the Seidskati had thrown themselves into the fight.
The dark elves had greater numbers, but we had more magic users, and the tide of the battle quickly turned in our favor, but as I'd come to learn from my lessons with my father a fight seldom turned out the way you expected. Just when I thought the dark elves were about to turn tail and run, a new foe that was even worse appeared from out of the shadows. At first, they didn't appear to be anything more than misshapen hulks, but as they drew close I felt cold chills run down my spine.
A large gray, hairy, and very angry looking creature with twin tusks on either side of its head appeared out of the shadows before me. It was human in shape, but that's where the resemblance ended. Its face, was so gnarled that I couldn't even determine if it had a nose, but I knew it what it was almost instantly, a troll. Trolls generally avoided humans and it was very uncommon for anyone to run across one, but you did hear the occasional story of a traveler happening upon one and it seldom ended well for the traveler. According to legend, trolls were big, incredibly strong, stupid, and worst of all, damn near impossible to kill.
The massive hulk in front of me let out a loud roar and it was soon joined by dozens of others just like it.
"Uff da, this can't be good," I muttered then flung Thor's hammer at the nearest of the Trolls.
Mjá¶lnir hit the horrid thing right in the chest, and it staggered a few feet backward and fell to its knees. When the hammer returned to me I saw that it had left a huge black mark on the creature's chest.
"Double uff da, this is definitely not good."
"You can say that again," a voice said from nearby.
"Mom!" I said swirling around coming to face my mother.
"Bryn, I want you back in the convention center. It's not safe for you out here."
"Yeah, like I'm just going to cower inside while everyone else is fighting!" I shot back, then leapt into action, throwing the hammer back at the same troll I had hit before. This time when I hit it, it went down and stayed down.
Mom let out a curse and shook her head, but she didn't say any more as a group of trolls came running right at her. Mom was amazing, I've never seen a magic user fight like her. When it came to air magic her skills were unparalleled and she used that to her advantage. She was like a ghost as she disappeared, only to reappear, then quickly strike and disappear again.
Heime appeared to join the fight, but I caught no sight of Garik, who I assumed was still guarding Sam. Heime's blade sliced through his opponents with an ease that almost seemed impossible. The blade sliced through solid bone as if it were butter and with the span of just a few minutes he'd already killed a full half-dozen dark elves. If I didn't know better, I would have sworn that my father were using magic, but no that couldn't be it. There was something very unusual about my father's weapon, and I had a feeling I might know what it was. Only one sword could cut through the wielder's enemies with such ease. I remember hearing it mentioned in history class. Gram, but the sword had been lost and no one had seen it for centuries.
"Princess!" a voice called from behind. I swirled around to find Garik running toward me.
"So much for him calling me Bryn," I muttered under my breath as I smashed a troll in the head with the hammer. The troll fell to the ground with a loud thud and I turned to swing the hammer at the next nearest target which happened to be Garik. I stopped the hammer just inches from his chest and let out a long string of curses as I stared up into his eyes. "What the frizz is wrong with you!? Are you trying to get yourself killed?!"
"Sorry, Bryn," he muttered with a big grin on his face.
"What are you doing out here? Who's guarding Sam?"
"Who?" he asked blankly.
"The girl I captured!" I yelled swinging my hammer at a nearby troll.
"I-I couldn't stay in there, and do nothing. Not when you were in danger," he said averting his eyes and then did something completely unexpected, he kissed me. It wasn't much more than a light peck on the lips, but it felt good, too good.
"What the frizz did you go and do that for? I growled as he broke away.
"I've been wanting to do that for a while now," he said with a grin, then turned to the nearest troll and started hacking at it with his weapon.
The trolls were hard as hel to kill, and many of the weaker magic users were having difficulty countering them. More and more fell as the trolls quickly overwhelmed them. Things were definitely starting to look bad, but that's when something amazing happened.
A loud call, that sounded almost like a trumpet rang throughout the battlefield just as bright pillars of light appeared all over the place and from out them emerged tall fair-haired figures many of which were mounted atop horses. Suddenly, the bond between me and Eva was back to full strength and I knew that she was among those that had come to our rescue.
"It's Eva!" I called over my shoulder.
"She’s brought the exiled elves!" Mom called back.
The newcomers tore into the trolls and remaining dark elves with a vengeance and it was only a matter of time before the enemy combatants fled the fight. I let out a relieved sigh, felt my arms fall to my side and watched as a trio of elves approached. They were tall and beautiful, and they walked with the same fluid grace that I'd come to associate with Hervor.
"We would speak with the one known as Aryanna le Fey. Is she here?" The foremost of the elves spoke, she was tall, long-legged, had wavy light-brown hair that fell all the way down to the back of her knees and save for the leather loincloth and strip of clothe across her chest that didn't quite cover her breasts she wore no clothing.
"I am Aryanna le Fey," Mom said stepping forward.
"I am Solveig of the Vindá¡lfar," the elven woman said with a very slight tilt of the head.
"I am Ingolf of the Saerá¡lfar," a man said coming to stand just to Solveig's side. He wore a plain gray shirt, black shorts, and carried a trident in his left hand, but the thing that really stood out about him was his blue hair.
I felt a sudden weight up against my side and looked over to find Eva leaning against me with a thoughtful expression on her face. I smiled and reached for her hand. I felt her love and warmth through our bond and I basked in its glow. I didn't say anything, I didn't need to. The emotions we shared through our bond conveyed more than words ever could.
"I am Snorri of the Hyrrá¡lfar," the final member of the trio proclaimed. Snorri was probably the strangest looking of the three. His hair was snow white despite having an agelessly youthful elven face, and was done up in a braid that hung on the right side of his head. His clothes were a garish collection of worn patched-up cloth, with every color from bright pink, to putrid green.
"We come before you to pledge our peoples' support in the coming battle of Ragnarok," Solveig continued once her other two companions had introduced themselves.
A slow smile crept onto Mom's face, "Well then on behalf of the Seidskati, the Council of the Seidskati, and House Le Fey I gladly accept your pledge of support."
Solveig tilted her head forward and bowed ever so slightly, "It is agreed then."
"Sam…" I whispered suddenly and met Eva's gaze.
"Come on," I muttered dragging Eva along with me back toward the convention center.
"Bryn, what's wrong?" Eva asked as I led her into the convention center.
"I'll explain later. It's just I have a bad feeling…" I muttered quietly as I leapt into motion and shot down the hall.
I flew into the small room where Sam was being held and stopped dead in my tracks. Sam was lying on the ground, still secure within the circle of imprisonment, but she wasn't the only person in the room. There was a tall beautiful woman with auburn hair standing over her. I didn't even need to see the woman's face to know who it was. "Mengele!" I cursed.
"Why hello again," Mengele smiled pleasantly.
I eyed Mengele warily. There was no doubt in my mind that 'she' was dangerous, but this woman was very different from the Mengele I'd met before. For starters she looked and acted sane, but it went beyond that. She struck me as someone who was very comfortable in her body. Everything from her clothes, her makeup and her perfume gave her the appearance of a refined upper-class woman.
"What do you want?" I growled.
"I have to thank you. I never imagined having a female body could be such… fun. It has been so long since I was capable of having sex. Have you tried it? Sex as a woman? If you haven't you really should. It feels so good it's almost indescribable."
I shuddered and looked into Mengele's eyes. The spark of insanity was still there, "Mengele… step away from Sam!"
"No, I don't think I will. I made her, she's mine. She's failed, and I must punish her," Mengele said, staring back at me with a cruel grin on her face.
"What have you done with Sophie?!" I spat back.
"You mean the sister? There was an unfortunate accident and she died. It's regrettable, but sometimes these things can't be avoided."
"Damn you! Damn you to frizzing helheim!" I screamed. I didn't even think before I acted. I raised Mjá¶lnir, felt the hammer's power flood through me then I leapt at Mengele. The hammer came down and hit Mengele square in the chest. She had been in the process of raising a spirit shield when I hit her, so it didn't hit her at full strength, but there was enough power in the blow to send her flying against the wall. Her spirit shield cushioned her from a good portion of the hammer's strength and most of the impact of hitting the wall, but I doubted it would be able to withstand much more. I raised the hammer and prepared to attack, but stopped short when Eva suddenly screamed out. "Bryn no!"
I hesitated for just one moment, which was long enough for Mengele to get away. She summoned a travel spell and was gone with the blink of an eye.
"Why did you stop me?" I demanded reeling on Eva once the wind from Mengele's travel spell had died down.
Eva shook her head and locked eyes with me, "You were acting out of anger."
"So!?"
"Bryn, that path doesn't lead to a good place. Believe me, I know that better than anyone else," she muttered quietly, and I felt her concern wash over me.
I felt tears well up in my eyes, I grabbed at Eva and let all my anger and grief loose in a flood of tears. Sophie was dead, and the person who was responsible had gotten away.
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Destiny: Legacy of a Spellbinder
Ragarnok Rising III by: Daniela A. Wolfe |
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Author's Note:
I've posted a glossary of terms (including the days/months and their English equivalents) to go along with these stories, it can be found at Bigcloset Topshelf, Fictionmania, & tgstorytime.
Shout outs go to the following people: Beyogi, Maggie Finson, Loki who served as either alpha and/or beta readers, The Rev. Anam Chara who helped edit some of the dialogue (spoken by the characters Hervor, Heime & Gilda) to more accurately reflect Elizabethan era English and last but certainly not least Holly H Hart for her superb editing prowess.
Okay, the last couple parts ended on sad notes. This one starts out with Bryn feeling quite depressed, but the ending won't be quite so difficult on our protagonist.
Vordag, the twenty-ninth of Morsugur
All this death and destruction… What is it all for? So many people have died and for what? Aunt Marion, Sophie, the people of New Copenhagen, Vá¡gburg, and all the dead from the convention center. How many more will before this is all over? Are humans as a race doomed to repeat the same mistakes over and over? Will we ever learn that death is not the way? And yet I'm not fully human, so where does that leave me?
I think I've figured out what my purpose is. When I go to free the dead gods from Helheim, I don't think I'll be returning. I think that maybe I'm meant to sacrifice myself so that Odin and the others may return from the grave. It's a terrifying thought, but if it means saving humanity, maybe it will be worth it… Then again, maybe not. Maybe we're not worth saving. I just hope that if I am supposed to die that it'll be quick.
I'm so angry right now, I hate what's been done to me. I hate that Marion and Sophie are dead. I hate that the horrible things that the Sons of Odin have done. I hate that people are dying, and I hate my inability to do anything about it! I have so much anger that I don't know where to direct it. I need to do something, dammit! I need to let this anger go, but I can't! I just want things to go back to the way they were before I met Hervor in the mall.
Eva's the only reason I've stayed sane. When she and I are together, I don't feel so angry, and I think that maybe just maybe I'll live through Ragnarok. I don't know how many times we've had sex since she returned, but it's been a lot. Sex as a woman feels good, not really better per se, but good nonetheless.
There so much more to tell, but I don't really feel like writing. Maybe I'll play catch up later. It's about time for my lesson with Hervor anyway…
Freydag, the first of Thorri
Well, I'm feeling a little better about life now… Sophie's death was just too much, and for a while I could hardly keep myself together. I still can't believe she's gone. I hadn't seen her for months, and then bam suddenly she's just dead.
Well, I guess I'll catch up on everything that's happened so far…
The Sons of Odin have attacked another city. This time it was New Jorvák that got hit. The attack destroyed a major portion of the city, but thanks in large part to the efforts of Theodora and several members of her house, much of the city was saved. They realized what was happening at the last moment and were able to raise several spirit barriers to protect as much as the populace as they could. Maybe we aren't as helpless against the Sons of Odin's attacks as I once thought.
Mom, got together with her old friends from the Task Force Against Domestic Terrorism and they raided the compound where Sam said Sophie was being kept. The Sons of Odin had pretty well cleared the place out, but they did find Sophie's body scattered among some other corpses. I'm just glad I didn't have to see it. It's bad enough that I already have the image of Marion's dead eyes floating around in my head.
Mom still has Sam locked up in a circle of imprisonment. Not because she's necessarily a danger to the rest of us, but because Sam keeps trying to kill herself. She's been pretty cooperative about providing Mom information, but most of what she knew hasn't been that helpful. Mom's probed her mind several times and she's convinced that Sam is genuinely repentant about her involvement with the Sons of Odin. Eva's actually spent a lot of time with her. If anyone understands what she's been through Eva does.
Sam's physical appearance isn't quite what it was when she was first captured. She had a sort of illusion cast over her. She still resembles her sister, but she doesn't have her sister's over-sized nose, and just like Mengele, her hair is auburn. Mom says that anyone who's been given the formula will likely have auburn hair once they've finished their transformation. Mom actually thinks she may have found a way to detect those who have been transformed by the formula, and she strongly suspects that my blood holds the key.
The exiled elves have taken up residence above the bunker where the ruins of the estates now stand. Mom offered to let some of them stay down below with us, as there's a lot of empty room, but they refused, claiming that they dislike enclosed spaces. That is probably just as well. The few encounters that Hervor and Heime have had with them have been downright icy. I've tried asking Hervor, Heime and Garik why the exiled elves dislike the light elves so much, but each refuses to speak of it. Eva's no help, as she's just as confused by it as I am.
More and more exiled elves have joined those at the encampment. At the moment they number in the tens of thousands and their numbers keep on growing. Of the four main tribes, the mountain elves are the only ones who have yet to join. Eva mentioned that the fellá¡lfar are 'slow thinking like the mountains they named themselves after'. I don't understand entirely why, but Eva burst into hysterical fits of laughter after making that statement. Elven humor is so strange.
My training is going pretty well, and since Eva's joined our training sessions I'm learning new ways of fighting. Eva and I are both around the same size and she knows quite a lot about fighting much larger opponents. Her fighting style is much different than what I'm accustomed to, but it's not particularly suited for fighting with a warhammer so on top of everything else I'm now learning to fight with throwing knives and my bare hands.
And then there's Garik. Since he kissed me, things between him and me have been tense. I'm attracted to him, and we both know it. Leif and Eva have picked up on it too, and all three of them have been really competitive. I may be attracted to all three of them, but my heart belongs to Eva. I just wish they'd all realize that so I could have some frizzing peace.
I think that's about it for now… I wish I could say I've had direct involvement in everything that's going on, but the truth is I've been sitting here along the sidelines twiddling my thumbs… I just feel like I should be doing something, but Mom insists that I should stay out of danger until it's time for my mission into Helheim.
Laurdag, the second of Thorri
Just got back from Sophie's funeral. I can't stop crying. Marion's death was hard, but losing Sophie such a short time after Marion is harder still. How many more friends and family members will I lose before this is all over? I can't stand the thought of losing anyone else. I think I'd even be upset if I lost Heime. As for Hervor… well I don't really know how I'd react if she were to bite the dust.
Mom and the other members of the Seidskati have figured out how to track people transformed by Mengele's formula. It's all pretty complicated, but Mom was right when she said my blood held the key. The amount of magic required is staggering, but the number of magic users who are actively implementing the wards to track Menegele's pawns are just as amazing.
Hopefully, we can stop that monster, I can't stand the thought of what she's done with my blood, but if I'm going to be honest with myself, which my elven side pretty much guarantees, then I'll have to admit that the main reason I'm so eager to catch her is because of what she did to Sophie.
I kind of stopped short with my last entry there. Mom stopped by to talk with me and I didn't have time to finish it off. I really didn't have much to more to say, but I do now.
I heard a knock at the door and I hurried to finish my last sentence before hopping to my feet and leaping at the door. Mom was on the other side and I could tell by the look on her face that she was there to tell me something big.
"May I come in?" she asked.
I nodded and winced as I watched my mother step hesitantly inside the small room.
"We need to talk," she said quietly as she turned to close the door behind her.
"What is it? Is it bad news?"
"Not of the sort you're likely expecting," Mom said locking eyes with me.
I eyed her warily, "What is it then?"
"I've been talking with Hervor. Things on Midgard are only going to get worse before they get better and it's not safe for you here."
I stared at my mother and winced. I had a feeling I knew what was coming next and sure enough she confirmed my fears when she spoke. "Hervor has agreed to take you to álfheim where you'll be safe."
I stared at Mom for a few minutes then I slowly started to shake my head, "No, Mom I don't know what Hervor told you, but please don't do this. I want to stay right here. I need to be a part of the fight against the Sons of Odin. The things they've done… I don't want to just sit along the sidelines and watch as the world goes to hel."
"I've already made my decision. Pack your things you'll be leaving in two days."
"No, Mom. Please…" I pleaded.
"Bryn," she said reaching out to touch my face. "I'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry I never told you about your father. I'm sorry for the deaths you've had to witness, and I'm sorry for the way in which Hervor and Frigg have manipulated you. You are more precious to me than all the world. I just want to keep you safe for as long as I am able. It's too dangerous here on Midgard. You're meant for great things I just want to ensure that you live long enough for you to fulfill your destiny."
"What does it matter? I'm probably going to die anyway!" I spat back. I didn't intend to say it, but the words were out of my mouth, and the damage was already done.
"Oh, Bryn!" Mom said and wrapped her arms around me. "Is that what you think?"
I tried to hold back the tears, but it was like someone had opened the floodgates and I couldn't keep them back. "What am I supposed to think?"
"Bryn," Mom said pulling away and locking her eyes with mine. "You're not going to die! You hear me? I'll descend into the depths of Helheim, if that's what it takes, but I won't let you die."
"Mom I… I just want everything to go back the way it was before. I hate being a girl. I hate what the Sons of Odin are doing. I just want my life back."
"I know, I wish I could give it to you, but we don't have that luxury."
"Just please… Mom don't make me go. I need to be here. I need to be a part of it all. After the way Marion died and what Mengele did to Sophie I…"
"No Bryn. It's not safe. You are going. I'm sorry, but it's for your own good. I want you to promise me that you'll go with Hervor without any fuss."
I did it without thinking. I hadn't exactly made a habit of it, but like all teenagers I'd made my fair share of false promises to my mother. "I promise," I said and felt my heart sink as felt something click in the back of my head. I'd just made a promise and I was pretty sure that my elven side wasn't going to let me break it no matter how much I tried.
It seemed almost a contradiction really, I could make a promise fully intending to break it, yet I couldn't lie. It didn't make sense. Wouldn't my inability to lie prevent me from making that promise? Yet, by speaking the promise, I'd bound myself and pretty well assured that the promise couldn't be broken. So by speaking it, I had in fact, turned a lie into a truth. It was a real puzzler. Boy, being a half-elf sure can be complicated sometimes.
"You tricked me," I growled at my mother.
Mom smiled sadly, "I didn't want to, but I knew it was the only way to keep you from doing something bullheaded."
"What makes you think I would have done something bullheaded?!" I spat back angrily.
"Because I know you. I know how you think, because I was just like you at that age," she said touching my cheek.
I turned my back on my mother and moved as far away from her as I possibly could within the confines of the tiny room, "I know you think you're protecting me, but with everything that's happened I deserve to choose."
"You're right, you should be able to chose, but you're not seeing the whole picture. If you die before you're supposed to go into Helheim, what then?"
"I-I don't know."
Mom nodded, "I can't risk losing you, Bryn. Please understand, you are my child. I don't want anything to happen to you."
"I know…" I said quietly.
Manadag, the fourth of Thorri
Well… I'm never going to make another promise if I can help it. I can't even think of trying to run off without feeling all itchy… Okay, that's probably not the right word, but I don't know exactly how to explain it. Anytime I think of going against my promise I get all antsy and that feeling doesn't go away until I turn my thoughts to something else. Usually, I wait until the last minute to pack when traveling, but I kept getting this nagging feeling like maybe I should get my bags ready, and whenever I tried to resist, that itchy feeling popped into my head and made me want to scream. So I finally gave in and got everything ready yesterday.
I hate this. I don't want to go, but I'm stuck making all these preparations because of a promise. Me and my stupid frizzing mouth, if I'd just kept it shut I would be able to find a way out of it, but all I can do is grin and bear it.
It's about time to head out. I don't know if I'll be able to write anything for a few days. Somehow I doubt I'll be able to write much traveling up the root of the world tree. I don't know what it is, but my stomach kind of hurts. I hope I'm not getting sick. Gah! I’d better go, there's that damn itching again.
Eirdag, the fifth of Thorri
I'm not really sure if it's Eirdag or not… There's really no way to tell up here in the heavens… Yeah, that's right I said, ‘heavens.’ Traversing the roots of the world tree is definitely an experience, which is how I got to be here in the first place…
It was early in the morning when we left the bunker, I don't know the exact time, but it was somewhere around seven in the morning. Mom, Daniella, Gramor, Eva, Leif, Heime, Hervor were all there when we left, but there was one other person I was surprised to find in our party and that was: Sam.
"I guess I'm coming with you," she muttered, staring at the floor and looking like someone who was ready to crawl out of her own skin.
"Mom?" I asked looking to my mother for answers.
Mom let out a long sigh and shook her head, "I've been trying to protect Sam from fellow members of the Seidskati. They're convinced if they probe her mind deep enough that they can find something of use."
"And that's a bad thing?" I asked.
"If they probe too deeply, they'll kill her," Mom responded. folding her arms across her chest with an ever so slight frown.
"That be the least of what I deserve," Sam muttered, quietly meeting my gaze for the first time. I shuddered and quickly looked away. Never had I seen such a haunted look in another person's eyes.
I wondered briefly why my mother seemed so intent on trying to help Sam after everything she had done. If it hadn't been for Sam's poor choices in joining the Sons of Odin, Sophie would still be alive. I didn't know if I could forgive Sam for that.
"Remember what we discussed," Mom said, putting a reassuring hand on Sam's shoulder.
Okay… Yeah, I'm not really sure what that was about and I really didn't get a chance to ask, since Mom spoke first.
"Everyone ready?"
"What about Flint?" I asked her suddenly.
"I need him here. Heime is more than capable of completing your training," Mom replied, placing a reassuring hand on my shoulder.
I actually felt a little sad about that, which kind of surprised me, even though Flint wasn't exactly the easiest person to get along with. "Tell him goodbye for me, would you?"
Mom's eyes widening in surprise, but she nodded. "Sure."
"Let's get going then," I muttered quietly. I wasn't exactly looking forward to my trip, but I wanted it to be over with, and I couldn't do that by standing around.
"Join thy hands together," Hervor said suddenly.
Gradually we each complied, I clasped hands with Eva on my right and Heime on my left. Finally after we had all joined together, I felt Hervor grasp hold of her magic and summon up a travel spell. There were two types of travel spells: the type used by most humans and weaker vattir, and the type Hervor and other powerful vattir used. The former utilized air magic, while the latter required that the user combine all five magical elements into a single spell, and the weave was probably the most complex I'd ever seen. It required the user have a greater well of energy than a wind-based travel spell, but strangely, it actually used less energy.
Blinding bright light filled my vision and suddenly we were there standing out in the cold of the arctic. It was daytime, which wasn't really surprising, as sun stays up something like six months at the North Pole.
"There are wards set all around the root that prevent travel spells being used once you get a few hundred yards in," Mom said with a sad smile
I tugged at my spell-enhanced coat and turned to my mother, who had a thoughtful expression on her face. "Is this where we say goodbye?"
"In a moment. There's still something Aryanna needs to do before we get to that," Daniella replied quietly.
"Where's the root? I mean, shouldn't we be able to see it from here?" Leif asked abruptly.
"Thou shalt gaze upon the root soon enough, child. The wards set upon this place also hide the root from prying eyes," Hervor stated, staring at Leif with a blank look. Hervor’s presence through our bond seemed distant. I got the impression that her mind was on other things, but what those things might have been I had no idea.
There was a very slight twinge of nervous fear emanating from Eva and I was pretty sure I knew why. Eva had spent most of her life hating the light elves, and now she was about to begin a journey that would take her to the light elf home world. She had pretty well set her hatred aside, but I think she was worried the light elves would reject her because of her past. I was pretty nervous myself, and for similar reasons. I wasn't sure how I'd be received, I mean, I was Heime's daughter and a member of the royal family, but I was only a half-elf, and I had been raised by a human mother, while completely unaware of my elven heritage. I didn't know the elven language, which would likely only serve to remind the people of just how much of an outsider I really was. I did my best to set my fears in the back of my mind, but despite my best efforts I couldn't keep them completely at bay.
Mom moved over to a rather large snow bank a few yards away, and I saw the soft glow of magic surround her as she summoned up her magic. Abruptly the snow bank disappeared, and a very large multi-passenger vehicle took its place. It looked pretty similar to an old wind car like the one Mom used to keep in the garage at the estates, but instead of tires, it had a sets of treads on either side.
"I've had this thing hidden here for almost fifteen years," Mom explained with a smug grin.
"Yeah, and it was a pain getting the freaking thing out here. I'll be glad to see the thing get some use for a change," Daniella muttered with a shake of her head before motioning everyone inside.
"It's about time we leave then, isn't it?" I asked.
Mom nodded, "Bryn, come here."
I moved over to where Daniella and Mom were standing and wrapped my arms around my mother in a hug.
"Mom," I whispered so that only the two of us could hear. I was still pretty miffed at her for forcing me to go to Alfheim, but I didn't want to leave her on bad terms, since there was a chance I might not see her again, so I swallowed my pride and continued.
"I want you to know that I understand why you kept things from me and why you're sending me to álfheim. I don't know if I would have done the same in your place, but I can't hold it against you. You were trying to protect me, and I really appreciate that. I'm going to miss you, and I love you, Mom."
"Thank you. I really needed to hear that. I love you too, Bryn. Goddesses I'm going to miss you so much," she whispered as we broke away.
I moved over to Daniella and wrapped my arms around her just like I had my mother, but it was Daniella who spoke first. "I know we don't share any blood, but I love you like you were my own child. I'll miss you Bryn."
"I'll miss you too Dan… Mom," I whispered back. There was a startled but pleased look on Daniella's face as we broke away. If anyone deserved being called my mom besides my mother, it was Daniella. She was every bit the mother to me as Mom, even if as she had said we didn't share any blood.
Everyone else said their goodbyes to Mom and Daniella, then we all piled into the wind car and began the first leg of our trip.
There was no bright flash of light, or any other indication as we passed through the wards, but when the root of the world tree suddenly materialized in front of our eyes it was a dead give away that we had gone through them.
The root of the Yggdrasil was planted directly in the center of the North Pole, and it reached straight up into the sky as far as the eye could see. It was completely invisible from anywhere else in the world. The powerful wards we had just passed through saw to that. Over the many millennia since the root of the world tree had settled into Midgard, ice sheets had formed up around it and had created a permanent ice-field.
As we drew closer to our destination I could make out the form of a building that had been built up around the root. The building appeared to be made from plain gray stone, but the snow and frost made it difficult to make out any more details.
The drive to the building, or station, as I've come to think of it, was pretty well uneventful. When we arrived, Gramor stopped the wind car, but before we could get out, a figure with a long black beard appeared and motioned for us to continue. Gramor shifted the wind car back into gear and started in toward an entryway that had opened to accommodate our vehicle.
"Well, what haves we here?" A grizzled gray-haired dwarf said appearing to greet us as we climbed out of the wind car.
"Durinn," Hervor said with a tilt of her head. "'Tis good to see thee again."
"Don't yeh worry 'bout that!" the dwarf yelled, suddenly pointing a stubby finger at Leif, who had been working at unloading the wind car. "I'll get me lads teh unload yer windy-merchine."
"Interesting company you be keepin', elf. Haven't ever see yeh travel with anyone but yer son afore," he growled, turning back to Hervor.
"It is as the humans say, strange times make for strange traveling companions," Hervor said with the barest hint of a smile.
"Aye, there's truth in that. Strange times we're livin' in, that's fer sure," the dvergar said, running a hand through his beard.
"Are yeh ready ter go then?" he asked suddenly.
Hervor nodded and produced a small sack cloth that jingled a bit as she handed it over to the dwarf. The dwarf pulled loose the draw strings and peeked inside, nodded with satisfaction, then tucked the bag into his tunic. "Aye that oughts ter cover it then. Yeh knows the way, but I suppose with these humans I proberly oughts to show yehs so they don't wander off."
We followed the dwarf as he hurried down a long corridor, through a large chamber, and down another hallway before finally coming to an abrupt stop in front of a large metal gate. "Through here is the path ter the root. Yer ride be waitin' inside o' there."
"Ride?" Sam asked blankly, speaking for the first time since we'd left the bunker.
Durinn threw his head back and laughed, "How der yeh figure yer goin' to get to Alfheim then? Walk up the root o' the world tree?"
"What exactly are we going to be riding?" Leif put in.
"Yeh'll find out soon enough, lad," the dwarf growled.
"Let's go then," Eva said quietly.
"Once yeh pass through them gates, there'll be no turnin' back," Durinn muttered, scratching at his beard.
"I know. I'm ready."
"Aye, so yeh are lass," the dwarf muttered quietly as he moved to open the gate.
I stepped through the gate as it swung open and didn't look back.
I stepped into another long corridor, clenched my fists at my side and kept on walking. Vaguely I sensed the others following, but I paid them no mind. As much as I had resisted going to álfheim, there was a part of me that really wanted to see the home of my father.
Finally, I stepped into what could only be described as a stable. On either side were four huge stalls that were larger than my bedroom in the estates. Despite their size, the stalls were far less remarkable than what they housed. The creatures were massive, had long serpentine scaled bodies, and five pairs of legs.
"Draki!" Eva hissed suddenly.
"Aye, these be dragons," a light voice said from inside one of the stalls. A moment later a short stocky figure emerged from within the nearest stall on my right. She was a female dwarf, and while she wasn't very attractive, there was something very appealing about her calm smile, and blue eyes.
"We're going to ride dragons up the root of the world tree?" Leif asked in disbelief.
"Aye, young lad. Ain't no better means of travelin'. The viddraki were bred for this purpose," she replied.
"Domesticated dragons," Gramor murmured with a shake of her head. "I never thought I'd see the day."
"Was quite the task breedin' them, but it were well worth it. Now is we going to stand 'round and talk, or is we goin' to leave?"
"Aye, let us begone from this place," Heime said irritably. I stared at my father in surprise. I'd never seen him behave in such a way. I don't know if it was the station itself, or if it was something else, but I could tell just by the look on his face that something was bothering him.
"Yeah, I guess it's time to leave."
Sogvor nodded her head in satisfaction then turned back toward the stall and swung the door wide open. "Come on then, Else. We haven't got all day now, do we?"
The dragon inside took a few tentative steps forward and peeked its head out. It stared at me for a moment, then it suddenly rushed at me and before I could even think to leap out of the way it was on me. I closed my eyes and fell to the ground as the dragon's snout hit me in the chest. Something warm and wet slithered across my face and for a moment I thought the dragon was going to sink its teeth into me.
I heard Sogvor let out a throaty laugh. Then I felt myself being lifted to my feet and let my eyes snap back open.
"She likes yeh!" Sogvor said with another laugh. I felt something big brushing again my stomach and when I looked down, I saw that it was the dragon.
"Alright Else, that's enough," Sogvor said sternly.
"As yeh can see I've already gots her saddled up. I still gots ter get Eksel ready, and the Durinn and the others still hasn't brought yer things up," she muttered with a shake of her head, disappearing into another stall.
It took a good twenty minutes before we were finally ready to depart. A pair of dwarves brought up our baggage and helped Sogvor fasten our bags on Else and the second draki still inside the other stall.
"Ready!" Sogvor said appearing from one of the stalls, leading another dragon along with her.
The other two dwarves departed and Sogvor helped each of us climb onto the dragons so we could mount up.
"I hate to be the one to ask the obvious, but who exactly is going to steering these things?" Leif asked as Sogvor was tightening the straps around him.
"I'll be takin' Else's reins, but Eksel ain't be needing anyone ter steer him. He'll follow his sister wherever she goes," Sogvor grumbled.
It took a few minutes to get us all mounted up, but in the end I wound up riding Else along with Gramor, Eva, and of course Sogvor at the reins. Sam, Leif, Heime and Hervor all rode mounted atop Eksel.
So, that's how I found myself riding a ten-legged dragon up the root of the Yggdrasil. The ride was pretty bumpy, seeing as Else used her ten limbs to slide up the trunk. The dragons seemed to be moving slowly, yet we were actually moving at an amazing speed. Hervor explained that it was the magic of the Yggdrasil at work. The distance between worlds was immense, and without the world tree to speed things up it would have taken hundreds of thousands of years.
It was pretty unnerving riding the dragon as it climbed straight up the root of the Yggdrasil, but it was pretty frizzing amazing, too. The view alone was worth all the discomfort, but before we reached the outside of Midgard's atmosphere my stomach started to feel progressively worse. At first I thought that I was sick, but when I shifted my legs I felt something wet and I knew what it was.
"Not now," I groaned.
I felt Eva's hand on my shoulder, "Bryn what's wrong?"
"I think… I'm having my first period," I grumbled.
I could feel the touch of her magic ripple through my body as she called it up to examine me. I felt her power fade away and I could feel sympathy flood through the blood. "This is not going to be a very pleasant ride for you," she muttered, patting her arm on my shoulder.
"Welcome to womanhood," my grandmother added with a sympathetic look of her own.
We didn't stop for several hours, but even then we couldn't dismount from the viddraki, since they were all that were keeping us from plummeting to a gruesome and certain death, which made my predicament all the more unpleasant. Norns, I really hate this body. I tried repeatedly to think of something to keep my mind off of my period, but nothing worked.
Partway into the ride I discovered that by closing my eyes and clearing my mind of thought as Hervor had taught me, I was able to forget my discomfort and drifted into a realm of pure relaxation. I don't know how long I stayed like that. It could have been minutes, but at some point I felt a tap on my shoulder. I let out a loud gasp as my eyes flew back open and I turned my head to stare at Eva, "What was that for?"
"Look," was all she said.
And so I did. I strangled another gasp and felt wonder, and awe fill me as I looked. We had left Midgard's atmosphere long before and I had a clear unobstructed view of the stars. They shone much more brightly than they ever had from below, and I could only stare in wonder, as I looked around, noting the sun, and the moon. It was the most beautiful and marvelous sight I had ever beheld. Then, I looked down at Midgard and felt my breath catch in my throat. All the wonder in the heavens paled in comparison to the beauty of the world below. It was a wonder the goddesses weren't moved to tears each time they looked down on the world they had created.
We traveled several more hours after that, and when we finally came to a stop my period was at the back of mind, but not quite forgotten. By then we had crested a 'rise', for lack of a better word and were actually able to get up off the dragons and walk around. Sogvor set up a sort of barrier on either side of the root to prevent anyone from falling over, and we made camp right there out in the heavens. Obviously, we couldn't start a fire, so we ate a meal of cold sandwiches, then set up our beds and everyone except myself drifted off to sleep.
Here I am, writing in my journal sitting on the root of the world tree with Eva's sleeping form cuddled up beside me. Sogvor says that we'll reach álfheim tomorrow. I guess I ought to try and get some sleep. We have a long day of travel tomorrow before we reach our destination.
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Destiny: Legacy of a Spellbinder
Ragarnok Rising III by: Daniela A. Wolfe |
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Author's Note:
I've posted a glossary of terms (including the days/months and their English equivalents) to go along with these stories, it can be found at Bigcloset Topshelf, Fictionmania, & tgstorytime.
Shout outs go to the following people: Beyogi, Maggie Finson, Loki who served as either alpha and/or beta readers, The Rev. Anam Chara who helped edit some of the dialogue (spoken by the characters Hervor, Heime & Gilda) to more accurately reflect Elizabethan era English and last but certainly not least Holly H Hart for her superb editing prowess.
Vordag, the sixth of Thorri
When we finally arrived at álfheim, Hervor called us all to a halt and after we all dismounted from our rides. She moved away from us all and began to weave a spell. Ribbons of pale blue magic flew out from her fingertips and spun around in a complex pattern which stretched out in all directions. The magic washed over us all, and what looked like a spirit shield appeared in a wide circle around the root. No, that wasn't right, the shield had been there the whole time. We just hadn't been able to see it.
A hole appeared in the shield and Hervor gestured for us to move through. We quickly complied, dragging along all our baggage as we hurriedly passed across the opening. Hervor didn't immediately follow us. Instead, she calmly walked over to Sogvor and handed her a small bag, which I assumed contained payment then followed us through the hole. The shimmering blue barrier closed behind her then seemed to wink out of existence as it returned to its previous invisible state.
The root seemed to be planted firmly in the middle of a forest that extended as far as the eye could see. It really didn't look any different than a forest on Midgard might. I even recognized several different varieties of trees including maple and cedar. It was so green and vibrant that I almost thought I could feel the life emanating all around me.
"Miun drouneng," a voice proclaimed abruptly as a tall figure detached itself from a nearby tree and fell to one knee facing Hervor and was joined by three more figures. Each of them had been so well disguised that they had appeared as if they were part of the forest.
"Resa," Hervor proclaimed and the elves each returned to their feet.
There was a brief exchange, and I didn't understand any of what they said, but when I heard my name accompanied by the word 'prinsessa' it didn't take an idiot to figure out Hervor had just introduced me as her granddaughter.
The four elves turned to me and each fell to one knee. Each muttered something in Elvish, then returned to their feet as Hervor commanded them too. I hadn't even realized that two of the camouflaged elves were women until they spoke. They wore so much paint over their features that I had been barely able to distinguish their faces, let alone determine their sex.
Hervor muttered something with a casual flick of her wrist and two of them disappeared back into the trees as if they had never even been there. One of the remaining two approached me.
"Your highness, I would be honored if you would allow me to take your bag," she said in almost perfect English.
"Sure, if you don't mind," I muttered, warily relinquishing my bag to her.
She stared at me a moment, but didn't say a word as she grabbed it from my hands.
"How much further do we have to go?" Sam asked suddenly.
"Not long, child. Dagdedar is merely a travel-spell away," Hervor replied, eying Sam with a calculating expression.
"Dagdedar what's that?" Leif asked dumbly.
"It is our capital city, human," Garik muttered, staring at Leif in irritation.
"Why don't we get going then? I'm eager to get out of these dirty clothes," Gramor muttered suddenly.
Hervor nodded and direct us all to stand in a circle with her standing at its center. She called up were magic and began to work the weaves. There was a bright flash of light and then we were standing in the middle of what I at first took to be another forest filled with massive trees, many of which were as large as a house.
"Venn, what's this? I thought you were taking us to this Dagdedar place?" Leif asked, looking around with wide eyes.
"She did," I muttered, feeling a sense of awe come over me.
The place where Hervor had brought us was a forest, but it was also a city. When I looked around, I was able to make out the outline of a window here, a doorway there.
"It feels so good to be home," Garik said from my side with a huge smile on his face.
"Aye, no offense to thee my daughter, but I find human dwellings to be much too confining."
"You actually built your homes inside of the trees?" Sam asked in amazement.
"Nay child, these dwellings were not built. They were grown," Hervor said with a soft murmur.
A face appeared around a corner. It belonged to a young child who let out a delighted squeal then disappeared again. I could hear his voice carry out through the city as he called out excitedly. It didn't take long for a crowd to gather, they each bowed to Hervor and Heime and stared curiously at the rest of us.
Hervor smiled and addressed the people that had gathered. Again I noted her use of the word 'prinsessa' and my name. The people turned to me and I felt a sense of panic set in as I realized I had no idea what to say or do.
"Prinsessa Brynhilde," an elven woman close-cropped light-brown hair at the front of the crowd said with a flourish and a bow. She beamed up at me and said something more in Elvish.
"Princess," a voice whispered from my side. It was the guard who had volunteered herself to carry my bag. "This woman names herself Aglaia. She wishes to welcome you home and hopes your visit will be a pleasant one."
"Tell her that… I'm sure it will be," I muttered, staring at the guard with wide eyes, remembering at the last moment that elves felt it was poor manners to thank someone.
The guard relayed my message, and Aglaia beamed back at me. I waved awkwardly at the crowd, then I heard Hervor make a pronouncement in Elvish and the assembled elves moved out of the way to make a path for us. Heime took the lead, motioning for us to continue as we made our way through the Lejosá¡lfar capital.
We reached the center of the city where the branches of the massive royal palace reached up into the sky. Sunlight shining down from above seemed to make the great tree appear almost as if it had been set afire. There was a brief delay as we all gawked in amazement before we were led inside.
There's so much to tell, and yet I find myself at a loss for where to start. Dagdedar is a really amazing place, as are the people. I don't know exactly what I was expecting, but they are much different than I could ever have guessed. I've always thought of elves as being humans with a more magical nature, but the truth is that elves are very different. They simply don't care about the small things that humans worry and fret over. They have different priorities, and I'm not entirely sure if the divergence is just cultural, or if it's due to a fundamental peculiarity at the very core of their being.
I have to ask myself is that divergence a part of me, or am I more human than elf? Even just a few days ago I would have said I was more human without question, but since coming to this place I'm not so sure. I'd never felt so complete before coming to álfheim. It was as if a piece of myself were missing, and I hadn't even known it. It was like this huge burden had been lifted from my shoulders and I felt free of it for the first time in over eighteen years.
I've changed so much since my transformation… Sometimes I feel as if I'm a different person who somehow got stuck with Neil's memories. The question really is: how much of this change is due to my own natural progression, and how much has been forced upon me by Hervor's many machinations? Or is it simply my innate elven nature slowly growing more dominant? I wish Hervor would talk to me and help me to understand, but all she will say is that understanding will come to me only when I'm ready. Well enough of that. If I keep this sort of talk up I'll wind up driving myself crazy.
There's a sort of celebration tonight. I get the impression that Hervor comes and goes quite a lot, and it's not usual to make a big deal when she returns. I think it's because of me. The light elves seem captivated by their new princess. I was afraid how the people might react, but they really seem genuinely pleased to have me as part of the royal family. I think had the people been human I would have received a much different reception.
Siffendag, the seventh of Thorri
Well I met my aunts last night… Yep I said aunts. Apparently, Heime has two sisters. I'm not really surprised, but it would have been nice for someone to tell me. Like every other elf I've ever met, my aunts are tall, beautiful, and fair. When I first met them I thought they were twins they looked so much alike, but there's quite an age gap between the two of them, something like a few hundred years.
Gilda is the older of the two, and she seems to the more outspoken of the sisters. Dagmar, has Hervor's calm serenity, but unlike my grandmother, actually seems to have a sense of humor. She speaks with a much more modern vocabulary than any of my other Elven relatives. Well at least the ones that I've met. Both my aunts admit to having children, though none so young as me.
My suspicions that the celebration last night was supposed to be in my honor turned out to be dead on. There was a feast, and well… a really wild party. The elves are highly sexual beings and they have very few inhibitions in that regard. I witnessed several couples have sex right out in the open. Needless to say, I returned to the palace early that night. Eva seemed disappointed, and actually found my embarrassment quite amusing. Leif, Sam and even Gramor shared my discomfort, and we all stayed inside for the length of the celebration.
I have a feeling my time spent within the Dagdedar is going to be an eye opener. I have the day more or less to myself, and because álfheim is protected by a ultra-powerful spirit shield and the place is practically crime free, I can go pretty much wherever I like without having some overzealous guard getting in my way. Eva and I plan on hiking up into some nearby foothills where we can have some alone time.
Freydag, the fifteenth of Thorri
It's been over a week since my last journal entry… I've become quite the celebrity among the Lejosá¡lfar wherever I go I can't seem to get any privacy, but I guess that's to be expected since most elves have little understanding when it comes to the concepts of personal space and privacy. They are a very open people, which I never would have guessed from my experiences with Hervor. Maybe she's spent too much time among humans. I've tried to keep under the radar, but that's pretty difficult since there are no locked doors anywhere in Dagdedar, or anywhere else on Alfheim near as I can tell.
I immersed myself in my training, since I didn't seem to have much else to do besides stand around and let the elves gawk at me. There are some fields a few miles outside of Dagdedar that we all trained at. Until coming to álfheim, I had been training almost exclusively with the practice hammer, but all the open space allowed for me to do a little practice with Mjá¶lnir.
Hevor handed over most of my magical training to my aunts. I still have training with my grandmother once a week, but most of what she's been teaching me is more meditative in nature. The rest of the week I rotate between lessons with Dagmar and Gilda. Dagmar's teaching style is pretty similar to Hervor's, and I was able to adapt to lessons with her quite easily. Lessons with Gilda aren't exactly what I'd call pleasant. She's not very good at explaining things, and when I failed to do as she instructed she got impatient and yelled at me.
Ah, well not much else to tell about…
I think I'll go and check in on Eva. We haven't been spending enough time alone together I need to let out some of my stress, and what Eva and I did in the bedroom does wonders for that particular problem.
Eirdag, the twenty-sixth of Thorri
So, I haven't been keeping up with my journal much. I've been busy… Hervor insists I need to spend time learning about my people. I've spent the last few weeks dodging the dusty old elf Hervor assigned to teach me about elven history and politics. It's pretty dry stuff and I really have no interest in learning any of it. I enjoy spending my time here in Dagdedar, and I almost feel like it's a second home, but I never really had much interest in history or politics, and having both crammed down my throat by some monotone-voiced librarian isn't what I consider fun. I mean, despite being older than dirt, my tutor, like all elves doesn't show her age, and like any other elf she's amazingly attractive, but it's still boring stuff even if the person who's reciting it happens to be easy on the eyes.
I started to pick up the elven language. I didn't really intend to at first, but most elves don't speak English and after a while I was starting to feel pretty isolated. I've only met about a dozen and a half elves who speak English thus far, and most of them are related. I still don't understand most of what I hear, but I know a few phrases, I've memorized the runic alphabet, and I can count up to thirty. When I asked Eva to help me learn the language she admitted somewhat reluctantly that she didn't know how to read or write, and insisted she was ill-suited to teach me.
I tried asking my father and Dagmar for help learning Elvish, but like Eva, they both insisted they weren't suited to the task. There was absolutely no way I was going to ask Eydás, (that's the name of librarian), for help, and Gilda was pretty well out of the picture as well. When I finally got to the end of my list Garik, was the only one I hadn't asked, and much to my surprise, he agreed to tutor me. Well, maybe it shouldn't be so much of a surprise. I mean it's pretty obvious the guy has feelings for me. I think he'd do anything to spend a little one on one time with me which really makes me wonder if spending alone time with him is such a good idea. I mean I am attracted to him, and if I'm going to be really honest with myself, I'm beginning to like him even if he can be a little annoying sometimes.
At least I don't have to worry about Leif anymore. I don't know how I missed it, but he and Sam have coupled up. I mean pretty much everyone else knew, but I only figured it out a few days ago. It kind of pisses me off… At first I thought it was because of Sam's past, but really it's because I'm sort of jealous. A part of me liked the attention Leif was giving me, and I think I actually had feelings for him… Gah, me and this damn love square, pentagon or whatever the hel you want to call it. It's some sort of polygon anyway. Nothing is simple anymore. Not that I ever thought relationships were simple, but honestly, this is just ridiculous! Frizz, I need some peace I think I'll go meditate for a while that always helps me clear my mind…
Vordag, the twenty-seventh of Thorri
I did something really stupid today… No, it wasn't stupid it was completely and utterly insane! I-I… kissed Garik. It was just a light peck on the lips, but even so I find myself wanting more. What the frizzing hel is wrong with me? Why can't I be happy with Eva? I love her, shouldn't that be enough? I know it's not uncommon for elves to take multiple lovers and occasionally multiple spouses, but I just want to be with Eva… Damn this frizzing ass body! I hate being a damn girl, and I hate being attracted to guys! Especially, frizzing Garik! Leif was bad enough, but Garik?! Gah! Dammit all to Hel!
Vordag, the Fourth of Goa
Shit… I saw exactly what happens when a light elf goes dark last night. The worse part is that it was Gilda that turned bad… I know she wasn't exactly the easiest person to get along with, but still I never would have thought she would go all super-villain on us. Eva and I had just returned from our daily training sessions and we were walking through one of the branches of the palace-tree when we heard a blood curdling cry ring out through the corridor.
We exchanged glances, then I grabbed Mjá¶lnir from where it was strapped at my waist and we took off running toward the source of the sound. We ran down the branch in a mad rush and stopped as we came into sight of Gilda and her victim. I don't really know the full story. None of us really do, but apparently Gilda had gotten into a heated argument with one of the servants and just lashed out at her.
"Gilda," I whispered as I approached the tall elven woman. She was standing over the corpse with her back to me.
She whirled around and I took an involuntary step back when I saw the look of pure hatred on her face. She hadn't started to change yet, but the change had already been wrought upon her soul, so it was only a matter of time before she started to transform.
"I am free!" she yelled and leapt right at me.
I raised Thor's hammer and felt it slam into Gilda with the full force of its power. It might have killed her had she not called up a spirit shield, but it still sent her reeling down the hallway.
"Gilda, no!" an anguished cry called from behind me as my father came bursting onto the scene.
"'Tis already too late, brother," Gilda hissed leaping back to her feet.
"Nay sister, 'tis never too late. Thou canst still redeem thyself!"
"Thou understandeth not. I want this!" she howled.
"Even knowing the pain it will bring to your family and friends? Do you want to do this to them?" Eva retorted.
"What knowest thou thereof? Never have I felt so free!" Gilda shuddered, and grinned madly.
"I've lived with the darkness howling in my heart. It will consume you until there is nothing left but the desire to kill and destroy is all you care about," Eva called back.
"I do not care. Canst thou see? This is how I was meant to be! For too long have I tried to hold it back, but no longer!"
"Gilda!" Heime pleaded.
"Nay, brother! I will not hear thy pleas. Fare the well!" she exclaimed and was gone before any of us could act.
As the light from her travel spell faded away I watched as my father fell to his knees and wept. I felt his pain and grief almost as if it were my own, and moved to wrap my arms around him.
"Eva," I muttered quietly. "Go find Hervor or Dagmar. If Gilda is on the loose they're the only ones with enough power to defeat her."
Eva nodded and disappeared down the corridor as I did my best to comfort my father…
Laurdag, the Seventh of Goa
Gilda is still on the loose. It has been hard on Dagmar who was closer to Gilda than anyone. Hervor, well… she hides it well, but since I can feel her emotions through the bond I know she's feels deep remorse for her daughter. There's a little bit of guilt too… I don't think she was surprised by her daughter's betrayal, it's almost as if she were expecting it. It sounds crazy I know, but this is Hervor we're talking about.
I think I've grown closer to my father than I ever realized. It nearly breaks my heart to see the pain in his eyes whenever Gilda's name is mentioned. He and Dagmar are leading the hunt to find their sister, but the search hasn't been very successful. Since Hervor has the shield around the root locked up, the only way in or out of Alfheim is through Hervor, so the hunt has been focused in the area around the palace in the belief that Gilda will return to confront her mother.
Well that's all I know… Hopefully we can find Gilda soon. Having a dark elf on the loose isn't good for anyone's nerves.
Eirdag, the Tenth of Goa
"Prinsessa," a voice said from the opening to my room. I turned to find one of the servants standing there staring at me apprehensively. Very few of the servants spoke English not that it mattered since I'd requested the few that did to speak only to me in Elvish.
I still didn't understand the language that well, but when I caught the words 'drouneng' the elf word for queen, and 'tronraem' the Elvish word for throne room, I was reasonably sure I knew what she wanted.
I let her lead me through the branchway down into the main section of the palace-tree and finally into Hervor's throne room. Bright tapestries adorned the walls and a simple unadorned padded chair seated Hervor on a raised platform near the back.
A familiar figure with long auburn hair stood in the center of the room facing Hervor. Had there not been a very slight ring of light around my mother's form, I might have believed she was actually there. As it was I knew there was some form of magic at work. The Seidskati didn't have the sort of power required to send messages across worlds, but it was well within Hervor's abilities and sure enough, when I looked over to my grandmother I saw her hand clenched around a glowing purple orb about the size of a small orange. My mother had a similar orb clenched in her hand, and I just knew that the orbs were magical objects more than likely created by Hervor herself.
"…Sons of Odin are telling people that the Jotun will spare those who join their side. I don't know if it's true, but they have more and more magic users flocking to them. We're having some success detecting those transformed by Mengele's formula, but for every one we capture, another gets through. It isn't helping our credibility. Many are arguing the Seidskati aren't doing enough, and it's getting difficult to convince the people that we're doing everything in our power. For the time being we have the advantage, but I don't know if that will last."
"This is most troubling," Hervor said with a slight frown.
"You're telling me. We could use some help… if we don't stop Talman and his followers, there may be nothing left when it comes time for the final battle."
"I have apprised thee of the situation, Siedkona," Hervor muttered, staring at my mother with a meaningful look.
"Surely, one dark elf can't be that much of a danger. You're going to have to open the barrier around your world sooner or later."
"Of this I am well aware. Steps are being taken to resolve the matter."
"Hervor, we're supposed to be allies. We need your help. Are you just going to sit idly by while our world burns to ashes around us?"
Hervor let out a long sigh, "I will send my troops as soon as I am able."
"I certainly hope so. We're not getting desperate yet, but it's only a matter of time. Please hurry."
"I shall do all within my power. Thou hast my word, Seidkona. Now tell me what of the faekin?"
Mom shook her head, "The faeries have been quite a valuable asset, but there is only so much they can do against human weapons. Very few of them are skilled at using their magic for destructive purpose and many of those that do have the knowledge refuse to use it in order to kill. I've yet to see the Gray Queen face to face, but her messengers assure me she is doing everything within her power to help."
"Have the dvergar settled upon a price?
"The dwarves seem unusually reticent. I'm convinced they're holding out for something, but I can't even begin to guess what it would be."
"The dvergar are no fools. They shall see the light soon. Thou hast only to wait."
"And what of thy other allies?" Hervor muttered, and I could feel her discomfort through the bond. Obviously, she was referring to the exiled elves, but her pride kept her from speaking of them directly.
"The Fellá¡lfar still haven't come to a decision. The other tribes are probably the only reason we're holding our ground. Now enough with the questions. I'd like to hear how my daughter has been doing."
"Ask her thyself, Siedkona. She has been listening upon our conversation for some time," Hervor said, waving a hand in my direction.
Mom spun around, and I saw her face for the first time in months. She looked haggard, tired and worn, but her face seemed to brighten considerably when she caught sight of me.
"Bryn, I've missed you so much."
"I've missed you too, Mom. I wish I could be there with you," I muttered, wishing for all the world that I could wrap my arms around my mother's image, but she was just an illusion, and I doubted it was a good enough one to allow for me to 'touch' her.
Mom shook her head, "No, Bryn you don't. I've seen the very worst of human nature come to light since you've left. I don't ever want you to see the things I've seen. It's better you stay where you're at in álfheim, but enough of that. I want to hear how you have been."
"I'm fine."
"Bryn, please… I need this. Tell me what's been happening with you," she said staring up at me with an expectant expression.
Things must have gotten bad. I knew my mother and I knew how she thought. She wanted to hear about me because it would put her mind off her troubles for a short time. So I told her about my training, Sam and Leif's budding romance, my attempts at learning Elvish and I finally described Dagdedar and álfheim to her.
Mom didn't interrupt me, instead she merely listened with an almost wistful expression on her face. When I was done she seemed disappointed, but didn't press me for any more information.
"I suppose it's time for me to go… The rest of the Seidskati will likely want to know what I've found out. Goodbye, Bryn. Goodbye, Hervor," she said sadly, then suddenly her image faded away and it was just me and my grandmother again.
Siffendag, the Twelfth of Goa
Well, I think Hervor has had enough playing cat and mouse with Gilda. She announced today that she was going to be sending troops through to Midgard as part of an effort to try and get Gilda to reveal herself. Of course, it's a calculated risk. Hervor can't lie, so she actually has to send troops. So we'll probably only have one chance at capturing Gilda, and if we fail it's a good bet she'll escape through Hervor's shield.
The real surprising part is that when we spring the trap on Gilda, Hervor wants me there. Hervor, Dagmar, and I are the only ones with enough power to match Gilda. While I have very little training in the full use of my magic. I more than make up for that particular shortcoming with Mjá¶lnir at my side. I'm pretty sure Hervor has some secret reason for including me, but I really don't care. I want to be a part of this. At the very least I can help my father get some closure.
Vordag, the Eighteenth of Goa
Yesterday we sprung our trap and it was a disaster.
With a blink of an eye we appeared outside the root with a few thousand of Hervor's soldiers.
"Gilda, daughter, I know thou art here. I know also that thou waitest for me to open the shield, likely so that thou mightest sneak through. Know this, daughter, I shan't let thee through. I didst give the humans my words that I would send aid, but I gave them no promise of when. I will to wait thee out, daughter. Wilt thou to wait me out?" Hervor called out in English.
There was no reply… So we sat and waited… and waited… and waited. It was hours before anything happened and just when I was beginning to think Hervor had miscalculated, Gilda finally made an appearance. It was getting late and Dagmar, Hervor and I were all sitting around a fire. There were guards posted all over the place, but when dealing with a magic user as powerful as my aunt, the guards were superfluous.
She came at Hervor from out of nowhere, and it happened so suddenly that she was on my grandmother before I realized she was there. Hervor was ready however, and a spirit shield formed up around her to repel Gilda's attacks. The black blur that was Gilda let out a howl of impotent rage and disappeared just as quickly as she had appeared.
"Thou shalt die, mother! I would have preferred that thou live, but thou hast left me with little choice," a voice called seemingly from everywhere at once. The voice wasn't recognizable as belonging to Gilda. Before, her voice had been soft and musical. After her change her voice sounded rough and guttural.
"Gilda, sister, please, return with us to Dagdedar… It's not too late. You can still redeem yourself. You can still expel the darkness from your soul," Dagmar pleaded.
"Nay sister, I will not! I have been liberated!"
"She hath chosen her path, Dagmar," Hervor pronounced quietly.
"Mother, I give thee one more chance. Let me through or die!"
"Nay daughter, I will not."
"So be it!" Gilda growled.
"Mother!" Dagmar called out suddenly and flung herself in front of Hervor.
The air in front of Dagmar flashed a sickly yellow color and she let out a high pitched scream as the magic worked its deadly course through her body. Steam rose from her skin as her flesh started to boil. I let out a strangled cry and turned away so I didn't have to watch the rest. When I let myself look again, Dagmar's charred remains were lying on the ground at Hervor's feet.
I was angry, but I couldn't afford to be angry… I'd seen what anger could do to an elf who let it take control, and I didn't want that. No! I couldn't allow myself to take that path. Gilda had allowed herself to take that trail, and she had killed her own sister in an attempt to kill her own mother. I reached hold of my magic and let it wash over me. Then I emptied my mind of all emotion as Hervor had taught me. It worked, the anger faded away and a calm serenity washed over me.
My eyes scanned the small clearing looking for Gilda. She was nowhere to be seen, but I knew she would strike again once she detected a hint of weakness. I didn't intend for that to happen. She had to be stopped, and Hervor and I alone were the ones that had the power.
"Hervor!" I called. "Duck."
I grabbed Mjá¶lnir from my belt and raised it up into the air. A bolt of lightning flashed from above and hit the hammer in the center of its head. I swept it in a wide arc and watched as bolts of lightning shot out in all directions. Power sizzled across the landscape and the trees. I heard a thud and a loud gasp as the wave of lightning hit Gilda and sent her careening to the ground. I caught my first real glimpse of her post-change, and I kind of wished I hadn't. She had completed her transformation and looked like a typical Dokká¡lfar female. Her nose had been blunted, her skin had turned completely black, and her once golden locks had gone completely white.
She snarled up at me as I approached and leapt back to her feet in a flurry of motion. I raised Thor's hammer and sent bolt after bolt at her as she leapt through the trees. She was just too damn fast and none of the bolts hit home.
Power crackled around me and a yellowish splash of color appeared before my eyes. I leapt to the side, but the field of yellow followed me wherever I went. I knew that if I didn't act soon I would die just as Dagmar had. Mjá¶lnir's power proved useless in this regard, so I turned to my only other avenue, my magic. Power flooded through me and I concentrated on creating a spirit shield. Although, I knew how to form the weave, I'd never successfully created a barrier, and it was only in my moment of desperation that I was able to successfully form the proper threads of magic together. A bubble of blue energy winked into existence around me and Gilda's curse fizzed harmlessly against it.
I looked down at my hands and realized with a start that there were first-degree burns up and down my arms. I had become so deeply immersed in the workings of my magic that I hadn't even felt the corroding effects of Gilda's magic against my skin. They hurt like hell, but I wasn't seriously injured, so I forced my attention back onto what was important and leapt back into action.
Gilda's spell had succeeded in one respect. It had occupied all my attention and allowed her to move against Hervor. I let the spirit shield slip away and took off running toward my grandmother and Gilda as they duked it out. I waited for an opportunity to slip in, but the swirls of magic that surrounded both of them emanated a few yards in every direction and there was simply no way I could get close enough to do any good. So I watched hopelessly as they dueled.
The amount of power emanating from the two of them was staggering, but I got the feeling that Hervor was holding back. The emotions pouring through our bond were those of a mother in distress for her daughter. Hervor couldn't bring herself to kill Gilda. Even after everything my aunt had done, Hervor still loved her daughter. I couldn't hardly believe that Hervor would let her emotions keep her from do what was necessary. It was a horrible thing for a mother to have to do, but this was Hervor, the same being who had commanded her own son to father a child with a woman he had barely known.
Gilda pounded at Hervor with her magic and I watched as Hervor slowly lost ground. Finally, it looked as if it might be the end. Gilda summoned an incredible amount of earth magic and the ground started to quake. A huge cavity appeared between the two of them, and a massive arm shot out from it. The arm, which was composed entirely of stone, reached out and snatched Hervor up from the ground.
"Now mother, 'tis time for thee to die!"
"Not if I have anything to say about it!" I yelled, having finally found my opening.
I jumping at Gilda with the hammer above my head and brought it down with all the force I could muster. The power blasted into Gilda's shield, which crackled and fizzled against the strain. Gilda staggered back and lost hold of her earth spell. The arm collapsed to the ground, and Hervor became lost among the debris. I didn't stop to concern myself over my grandmother's well-being. I had caught my aunt off-guard, and I didn't intend to lose that advantage. Lightning shot out all around me as I unleashed the power of the hammer against her barrier. She tried to counter with a fire-spell, but I saw her attack coming a mile away, and summoned a spirit shield to dispel the attack. With another hit from the hammer Gilda's shield shot apart and she fell to her knees, seemingly dazed.
I moved in for the final blow, but Gilda wasn't nearly as weakened as she had led me to believe. She struck out with massive blast of fire and it was all I could do to keep my shield up.
"Gilda!" Hervor called out. She was bruised, and bloodied, and looked like shit, but she was still alive.
Gilda's head snapped toward the sound of Hervor's voice and while she didn't loose her hold on the fire spell, it waned just enough to allow me to act. I pushed outward with my shield and let it absorb the full brunt of her attack as I took a tentative step forward. I clenched Mjá¶lnir in my right hand and slammed it into her chest with all the strength I could muster. She let out a nightmarish screech of pain as the lightning cascaded through her body and built up inside of her. I sensed what was about to happen next and averted my gaze as her body exploded from the energy building up inside. Her bloody remains littered the forest floor and I did my best to ignore them as I let my shield fall away.
The combined use of my magic and Mjá¶lnir had left me feeling quite drained, but I wasn't so weakened that I couldn't remain standing. I stuffed the hammer back into the loop on my belt and moved slowly over to where Hervor had fallen to her knees. She looked to have lost a lot of blood, and I suspect that her right arm was broken, but she would survive.
"Thou hast done well, Brynhilde," she muttered with a wary shake of her head. "Thou hast done what I, in my weakness could not." I could feel her despair and misery through the bond. In just a short span of time she'd lost both of her daughters.
"You knew this would happen," I whispered suddenly. I don't know exactly why that particular thought popped into my head. There was no indication whatsoever to give me any reason to believe it were true, and yet I knew down at the very core of my being that it was.
"Aye, I knew," Hervor and began to weep. I'd never seen my grandmother lose her hold on her emotions like that. I found that I couldn't hold my tears back either, so I wrapped my arms around her and we wept together.
Freydag, the eighteenth of Goa
Lejosá¡lfar funerals–if what I just experienced can even be called that–are very different from human ceremonies. Everyone got together, and they simply talked and consoled one another. There were no speeches, no prayer-songs, they didn't even bother burying or burning the bodies. They simply they left them sitting out in the woods for the animals to carry away.
Hervor wants me to return to Midgard with the next batch of soldiers. She said that I'm finally ready to return… I know it sounds odd, but she actually brought me to álfheim to protect me from myself. According to Hervor, after Marion and Sophie's deaths I had set myself on a path that would have led to me going dark. As much as I hate to agree with her, I think she's right.
After Sophie's death I had been out for blood. If I had allowed my anger to control me, I could have easily gone down the same path as Gilda, and there's no way in Hel that I want to let myself go down that road. That's why Hervor's been cramming meditation down my throat. She knew that it would help me gain control of my emotions. Had I been completely human, I couldn't have learned so quickly, but elves are capable of a much deeper control than humans. We're actually able to fragment our minds, so that while we still experience the emotions in a tiny corner of our brain, our emotions won't affect our ability to think rationally.
I don't think Mom really understood why Hervor wanted me to come here. I think she was more concerned about my physical well being than anything else. She probably won't be happy to see me returning home, but I think I'm finally ready.
Vordag, the twenty-third of Goa
"Are they ready?" I asked turning to my father.
Heime nodded and I turned back to Leif, Sam, Gramor and Eva. After receiving a nod from each, I gave the all go to the elven spellcasters. A flash of bright light filled my vision and once it had cleared I found myself standing in the shattered remnants of New Copenhagen. It was my birthplace and my home of eighteen years, and almost nothing of it remained. It made me want to weep, but I didn't allow myself to become lost in my grief. We hadn't come for sentimentality sake. We were there with a purpose in mind. The city had become one of the primary focal points between the war against the Sons of Odin and their allies. It was for that reason we had come.
Hervor had given command of the elven soldiers to me, all five-thousand of them. I didn't have the experience or knowledge, but Heime was there to guide me and keep me from making any stupid mistakes. Hevor seemed to think I needed the experience, but as always, she refused to tell me why. The Lejosá¡lfar soldiers had embraced my leadership enthusiastically. I was after all, the hero who had defeated the dark elf Gilda.
Suddenly, I felt a trickle of cold chills run down my spine and I knew someone was casting a spell nearby.
"Havta frem!" I called in Elvish issuing the command to move forward.
My companions, along with the contingent of soldiers leapt into motion behind me and I moved quickly toward the source of the magic. The icy tingles became stronger as I moved closer to the source, and judging from the frequency and the power of the magic being used it was a good bet we were about step into the middle of a battle.
"Father, there's a lot of magic being used over that way," I whispered at my father pointing to the North.
Heime nodded thoughtfully, "Then to battle we must go, daughter. 'Tis the only the choice."
"I know it's just… I've never ordered anyone into battle."
"Aye, 'tis a difficult burden, but methinks thou shalt bear it well," he replied back, gripping my shoulder with an encouraging smile.
"Bryn, you were born for this," Eva said whispering on my other side.
Sam, Leif, and Garik all joined in offering their support.
I nodded, unhooked Mjá¶lnir from my belt, and called "Havta frem!" one final time before breaking out in a dead run.
A burst of air magic shot toward me and I summoned up a spirit barrier to block it. My attacker was an air mage, and while she was extremely skilled in the use of her power, she was no match for me when it came to raw elemental potential. Really, it sounds arrogant, but no human was.
Mjá¶lnir made short work of her and I moved on to the next fighter, only to find that there were none left to fight. Our arrival had turned the battle–well, maybe skirmish is a better word–quickly in favor of our allies. There were maybe a few hundred soldiers and a dozen or so magic users on on the other side so we pretty easily overwhelmed the enemy.
A very dirty and very tired looking soldier appeared. "It was sure nice of you folks to show up."
"Glad we could render some assistance. I'm Princess Brynhilde le Fey. And you are?"
"Lieutenant Jensen at your service, your highness. I'm sorry but did you say le Fey? I thought elves didn't have surnames."
"I'm only half-elf. My mother is Aryanna le Fey," I replied quietly.
"So the rumors are true," he said with a shake of his head.
"Well, I guess I ought to show you to camp. I'm sure the Lady le Fey will wish to see you," he added.
"Lead the way," I muttered with an extended hand.
"…move some troops down south to this ridge we can head them off before they can get any closer," Mom said. Nick Flint, Daniella, Matoaka and Theodora were all huddled around her, listening intently as she spoke. She was leaning over a large map and had her back turned away from us as we stepped inside the command tent.
Daniella was the first to note our presence and I saw her eyes widen in surprise as she whispered my name. Mom straightened her back and swirled around to face me, "Goddesses, Bryn what are you doing here?"
"Why yes, Mom, it's nice to see you too," I replied.
"That's not what I meant. It is good to see you, but why aren't you on álfheim?"
"Hervor thought it was time for me to spread my wings and fly," I replied dryly.
"Hervor… That woman never ceases to confound me," she muttered with a shake of her head.
Mom stared at me for a moment, then moved across the room and embraced me in a hug. "I am glad to see you. I just didn't want our reunion to take place in the middle of a battlefield," Mom whispered in my ear.
Daniella joined in our hug and there were warm wishes spread all around as we greeted one another. Our reunion was cut short as a soldier appeared at the tent entrance to announce an incoming attack.
"I've brought five-thousand battle-ready Lejosá¡lfar soldiers if you'll have us," I volunteered.
Mom looked ready to object, but after a brief moment let out a weary sigh, "I'll welcome the help, but I don't want you putting yourself in danger."
"I don't think my troops will be willing to go into battle without their prinsessa," I replied with a smirk.
That seemed to do the trick, "You're not going to take no for an answer, are you?"
I smiled ruefully and shook my head, but before I could make a reply there came a loud bang from somewhere outside and we all went running out of the tent.
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Destiny: Legacy of a Spellbinder
Ragarnok Rising III by: Daniela A. Wolfe |
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Author's Note:
I've posted a glossary of terms (including the days/months and their English equivalents) to go along with these stories, it can be found at Bigcloset Topshelf, Fictionmania, & tgstorytime.
Shout outs go to the following people: Beyogi, Maggie Finson, Loki who served as either alpha and/or beta readers, The Rev. Anam Chara who helped edit some of the dialogue (spoken by the characters Hervor, Heime & Gilda) to more accurately reflect Elizabethan era English and last but certainly not least Holly H Hart for her superb editing prowess.
Vordag, the ninth of Einmander
Goddesses, Garik… He's so close to death right now. The last battle was a great victory for our side, but Garik took a huge burst of fire to the chest. The doctors and elven healers are doing their best, but when someone is that badly injured there's only so much they can do. If they flood his body with healing magic, they could wind up killing him, so they have to do it in small bursts.
If he dies I don't think I could bear it. I care about him, much more than I want too. I think I love him, but I love Eva too. Oh hel, I can't stand the thoughts of losing him. I'm so confused right now.
"Bryn, we need to talk," Eva muttered quietly coming over to place her hands on my shoulders.
"The doctors say he's going to live," I said quietly squeezing Garik's hand.
"You love him, don't you?" she asked and I could feel her apprehension through her bond.
I reached up to touch her hand, and felt tears well up in my eyes.
"Yes, but I love you too."
"I know," she whispered.
There were so many emotions swirling through the bond, but love was the most prominent among them. Surprisingly there was no jealousy or anger at my pronouncement, but there seemed to be a good deal of self-recrimination.
"I've been selfish–"
"What? Eva no! You're one of the most selfless people I know!" I cut her short.
"It's true, Bryn. I thought I could keep you to myself, but elves seldom confine themselves to a single mate. You deserve to be happy, and you can't do that if I keep you to myself."
I stood on my feet and turned to meet Eva in the eyes. "Eva… That's really… selfless of you, but I can't… I mean. It's not …" I couldn't bring myself to finish a single sentence because everything I want to say was a lie.
Human morality simply doesn't apply to me anymore. Of all the sapient beings, humans are the only ones who have confined themselves to such a strict and often times baffling moral code. All beings have a sense of right and wrong, but humans tended to get hung up over so many silly and pointless details that most Vattir looked on us with a sense of amusement. I was only half-human, and since Hervor had awakened my elven side I was becoming more and more elf-like.
Everyday I felt more like an elf and less like a human, and in many ways it scared the frizz out of me. And yet… A large and ever-growing part of me wanted to shed away the final remnants of my humanity and be done with it. It was my humanity that kept me from accepting what Eva was telling me, but I knew what I wanted, and it was my elven side and my heart that finally won out.
I let out a long sigh and wrapped my arms around Eva, "If I'm with him. I can be with you?" I asked.
I felt shame for even asking it, but that was my human side, and I couldn't let it get in my way. My heart was made up, and there was no going back.
Eva nodded and I felt her regret mingled with relief through the bond, "Yes, of course."
"Thank the Norns! I feel like a weight has been lifted from my shoulders," I said with a nervous laugh.
Eva smiled and I felt her warm emotions flood through the bond. "If you're happy. I'm happy," she said before we joined in a kiss.
Laurdag, the third of Harpa
Today, I leave to face my destiny. It's been a long, twisted and difficult journey that has made me the person I am today. I'm ready to do what is necessary in order to insure my people, both humans and Lejosá¡lfar, survive. If that means I must die then so be it, but I will die fighting, and I will make my death mean something.
I'm so afraid, but what choice do I have? I must complete my destiny. I cannot allow for either Midgard or álfheim to be destroyed. They are my homes, and the people I care about are depending on the efforts of both myself and others.
It's time for me to go. My supplies are packed, and I'll be leaving this journal here in case I don't survive. If I die, I want to leave something of myself behind. I'm ready, goodbye to everyone and everything.
Manadag, the twelfth of Harpa
Well, I survived the trip to hel, but even I don't understand how. It's been almost a week since the final battle, and I still can hardly believe everything that has happened. So many of the things Hervor has done make sense now, but there so many questions that have been left unanswered. I think that I'll go back and recount everything from my last journal entry just to help my mind make sense of it all…
We departed from the root of the Yggdrasil just as we had when we left for álfheim, but this time Hervor was not with us. She was making final preparations back on the light elf home world and would soon be leading the last of her troops to Midgard for the final battle.
We said our goodbyes as we had before, but this time the goodbyes were much more emotional, as both Mom and Daniella realized it may very well be the last time they saw me.
Again, we mounted up on Else and Eksel, and again Sogvor was our dwarven guide. Finally, we were underway and our mounts were crawling up the root of the world tree.
We travel for a good ten hours before coming to a level section of root. We made camp and after a fitful night spent tossing and turning we broke camp, re-mounted the dragons and continued onward. We reached the trunk of the Yggdrasil in less than an hour. The world tree was so massive that the trunk appeared to go on forever, and I was a bit disappointed that I couldn't see its branches. I yearned to stay longer and explore every branch and root of the tree, but I knew that we didn't have the time.
Sogvor steered her mount down a nearby root and we started our descent down to Niflheim. At first things were calm and sedate as our previous days travel, but then we heard a loud howl coming up on our tails.
"Oh frizzing hel, dark elves" I cursed after turning to look back.
"Sogvor! We've got company!" I shouted.
"I see 'em!" Sogvor called back over her shoulder, and suddenly Eksel began picking up speed and Else did the same.
The dragons moved fast, but the dark elves were even faster as they scurried down the root of the world tree. I don't know how they kept grip, but I suspect there was some form of magic at work. I tore Mjá¶lnir loose from where it was strapped at my waist and summoned the power of thunder. I directed a bolt out at the dark elves and felt a sense of grim satisfaction as those at the forefront were sent soaring over the edge of the root. I felt, Eva and Gramor summon their magic and begin to help fend off the approaching Dokká¡lfar, but no matter how many we killed, more took their place. Heime, Garik, Sam and Leif all helped fend off the attacks with their dwarven fire-cleavers. Sam hadn't developed her magic to the point that she could use it without fear of losing control, so she had no choice but to depend on the fire-cleaver to defend herself.
Despite our best efforts, the dark elves got closer and closer until they were riding on Else's tail, literally. The dragon let out a loud rage-filled roar and snapped at a dark elf as it latched onto her tail. She bit into it with her mouth of razor-sharp teeth and flung it aside with a snap of her neck.
Three more dark elves leapt onto Else's back. She took out the first with a swing of her tail, but the other two climbed up the dragon's back and started ripping into her flesh. Sam took out another one with her rifle, but before she could level her gun at the third it was on her. The monstrous creature let out a loud screech as Leif grabbed it off her, but then it had already ripped the straps holding Sam to shreds. She slipped from where was seated and flew forward, directly into Leif and the dark elf that was tearing at his chest. There was a snap as the Leif's straps flew apart and all three tumbled off Else's back and into oblivion.
"No!" I cried out frantically feeling as if a part of me had just died.
Else lurched into motion, first loosing her hold on the root, then suddenly leaping into the open space 'above' us. Gramor summoned wind magic and I felt my stomach lurch as it whipped all around us. We went shooting past Eksel and landed about twenty feet in front of him. I tugged on the rein and Else lunged into a mad dash fueled by adrenaline and desperation. I looked back and watched as Eksel heaved into the same mad-dash behind us.
"Leif… Sam…" I whispered as we raced toward Niflheim and away from the dark elves.
The dark elves stayed on our tail for almost the whole ride. The hurried pace was taking a heavy toll on the dragons, but they were creatures of magic and seemed able to push themselves beyond the limits of any mortal creature. The viddrakis' pace kept the dark elves from getting too close, but not far enough for us to slow.
I tried not to think on Leif and Sam's apparent deaths as we fled. Logically I knew that it was extremely unlikely that they had survived, but for whatever reason I couldn't accept it on an emotional level. Too many people had died already, and I was sure more were to follow. Maybe it wasn't so bad, I'd probably wind up seeing them again very soon.
We reached Niflheim after hours of traveling with the Dokká¡lfar nipping at our heels. We were tired and weary from the ordeals, but were forced to press on as our pursuers showed no signs of relenting.
Niflheim proved true to its name. The place was dark and the fog was so thick that we could barely see a few feet in front of us. Not only that, but it was cold, colder even than the arctic back on Midgard. The root of the World Tree had been very cold, so we were still wearing our cold-weather gear when we arrived on the world of mist.
"The conclave will be expecting compensation for my continued services," Sogvor growled as she pulled Eksel up alongside us.
"Is that all you think of? Money?" Gramor asked from the other draki.
"What yeh think? I'm dvergar," Sogvor retorted falling into a fit of laughter.
"The conclave will receive their compensation," I replied coldly, then spat bitterly, "Let's just get going. The dark elves will be on us any minute now."
Sogvor nodded, and without another word, guided Eksel back into motion, Else followed a moment later.
The ride to Helheim seemed to drag on for days and it very well could have. There was no day on Niflheim and it was perpetually dark, which made it that much harder to tell how much time had passed. I know we stopped repeatedly to eat and rest, but time just seemed to bleed together and I had a hard time keeping track as the hours ticked by. We didn't dare stop for more than a few hours so we weren't able to get much sleep.
Several times the dark elves almost had us, but each time we managed to get away by the skin of our teeth.
Finally we reached the bridge leading into Helheim, but someone was waiting for us.
I looked around and noted something odd. Pale colorless figures were arrayed in a line and were walking slowly toward the Gjá¶ll bridge. They moved in perfect unison and seemed completely unaware of anything but the bridge into Helheim.
"Holy frizz," I muttered quietly as I realized what I was seeing.
"Bryn? What is it?" Garik's voice said from behind me and I felt his hand on my shoulder.
"Can't you see them?" I asked him.
"See what?"
"The dead," I responded back turning to look him in the eyes.
Garik didn't give me an answer and I didn't wait around for one. I quickly pulled loose the straps holding me atop Else, jumped down to the ground and moved quickly toward the bridge. I stopped just a few feet away from the entrance. According to legend there was a Jotun named Modgud who guarded the entrance to Helheim. So where was she, and why hadn't she made an appearance?
"Modgud!" I called out.
I sensed movement under the bridge's gold-thatched roof and a figure emerged from within. She was huge, standing close to twelve feet tall, so huge in fact that she couldn't stand upright inside the massive bridge. Aside from being a bit on the muscular side she was actually quite pretty, and had she been my height she could have easily passed for human.
"Who calls me?" she asked her eyes moving to each member of the party.
"I did," I said, staring up at her defiantly.
Modgud stared down at me thoughtfully then spoke, "And who are you to speak my name so freely?"
"I am Brynhilde, daughter of Aryanna le Fey of the Seidskati and Prince Heime of the Lejosá¡lfar." I stared up at her feeling my breath catch in my throat.
"Your lineage means nothing to me, half-elf," the Jotun woman glared down at me coldly.
"Let us pass," I demanded meeting her glare.
Modgud shook her head and laughed, "You are a bold one, I'll give you that, but I cannot let you pass."
"Let me rephrase that. Let us pass or I'll flatten your ass with Mjá¶lnir," I replied coldly raising Thor's hammer for the Jotun to see.
Modgud threw her head back and let out a great booming laugh, "This is my task, girl, I must not let just anyone pass, even one who wields power such as yours."
I racked my brain trying to think of something that would help persuade the giantess to let me pass, but I had no idea what would persuade her. If I chose to fight, I somehow doubted I could win, yet I knew I couldn't convince her to let me pass. She was Jotun, and I was seeking to resurrect beings who were her sworn enemies.
"Modgud, what is it that you desire above all else?" Eva asked, suddenly stepping forward.
"To be free, but my oath binds me here as surely as if I had been cast in chains," the Jotun spat bitterly.
"Oath to whom?" I suddenly thought perhaps there was another way after all.
"Odin."
"Dost thou know why we are come hither?" Heime stepped forward.
"It does not matter. It is a fool’s errand. Turn back or suffer my wraith!" the Jotun howled.
"We've come here seeking to free the dead gods from Hel's clutches," Gramor added, appearing next to Heime.
"Then you are even bigger fools than I had realized! Begone from my presence!"
"We have to press forward, even if that means fighting you. I was conceived for this purpose, and I will not be deterred, even by the likes of you," I stared up at her defiantly.
"And if I let you through, what will you do for me?" Modgud asked, stroking her chin thoughtfully.
"You wish to be free, don't you? Perhaps we can convince Odin to free you from your debt!" I replied.
"I would have your word, little elfling. If I let you pass you will do all within your power to convince Odin to free me."
I hesitated, what Modgud asked seemed simple enough, but I didn't want to be bound by another oath. And there was no telling what I would have to do in order to fulfill such an oath. Yet I didn't have any choice… and it was as simple as that. If I wanted to pass I had no choice but to make the promise.
"I swear it," I said and felt a familiar click in the back of my head as my innate magic surged to life and forged the link in the back of my mind that would compel me to fulfill my oath.
"You and your companions may pass… Be warned. Hel will not welcome you with welcome arms. If she finds you, and find you she will, she will stop at nothing to destroy you."
"Thanks," I muttered quietly then I motioned to the others to follow and stepped past Modgud without another word.
No one spoke as we passed across the bridge. After a walk of about thirty minutes we made it to the other side and I looked down a long winding path. I swallowed hard and started forward. My destiny was waiting for me.
I lost track of all time as we journeyed that last little ways to Helheim. It could have minutes, or hours or days and I wouldn't have been able to tell the difference. My thoughts turned to Sophie, Marion, Leif and Sam. Would I see them again? Would I get to speak with them and say my final goodbyes? Or was I destined to join them?
The dead walked along with us as we made our way down to Helheim. I tried my best to ignore them, but it was difficult when they were following the same route.
When we finally reached the gates to Helheim, Hel was waiting for us, and she just was as horrifying as I had imagined. She was standing in front of the entrance with a wicked grin on her face. One half of her face was that of pale-skinned beauty, while the other was the stuff born of nightmares. It was coarse and black and was all broken and twisted. Her split-faced countenance reminded me of Mengele, and I suppressed a shudder as I pulled Mjá¶lnir loose from my belt.
"I've been waiting for you," she stared at us with a predatory smile.
I didn't stop to think before I acted. I knew what I had to do. No one tried to stop me. Maybe they understood that what I was doing was necessary or maybe I caught them by surprise, I still don't know. I heard footsteps pounding on the ground behind me and I knew that my companions were following on my heels. I was just a few feet away from Hel when I swung the hammer at her. I let out a loud gasp as I felt it reverberate against the pale blue bubble that had appeared suddenly around her.
"Did you really think you could match the power of a goddess? Even with the power of the hammer you are nothing," she sneered.
I scowled back at her, lifted the hammer and hit it against her shield as hard as I could. The second blow didn't do a thing, so I hit it again and kept on pounding.
Hel scowled at me and I could feel her weave the magic just enough time to dive out of the way as a blast of fire came soaring my way. Pain exploded in my back, but I gritted my teeth and forced myself back to my feet. It hurt pretty bad, but I could still move and I was pretty sure the injury was superficial.
"Bryn watch out!" Eva called from behind and I swirled around in just enough time to see a large blood-drenched dog that could only have been Garmr jump right at me.
I brought the hammer down, swept it in a wide arc, hit the dog right in the snout and sent it soaring into the air. I didn't even wait to see it land before swirling back around to face Hel. She hadn't been twiddling her thumbs while I'd been distracted. Sickly green light filled my vision and I thought that it was the end. Then suddenly there was a bright flash of light and Gna appeared from out of thin air between me and Hel.
"Bet you weren't expecting that!" Gna grinned before pounding her spear into the ground. Pale light leapt up and down the haft of the spear and Gna brought it down to pound against the goddess of death's shield.
I felt a pair of hands on my shoulder, and winced in pain as I looked back to find Eva tracing her hands across my injured back. Light poured out from her hands and the pain faded to a dull throb as she worked a spell to heal the wound.
"Thanks, I needed that.," I grinned up at her, and shared a brief kiss just before leaping back into action.
"Pitiful!" Hel spat. "Is this the best Frigg could do? A half-elf, and a messenger. Neither of you have the power to undo me. Even together you don't have what it takes! Why am I even bothering with you?!"
Gna and Heime were both doing their best to fend off Hel's attacks. Gramor and Garik were duking it out with Gramr while Sogvor kept a safe distance mounted atop Eksel. Garik and my grandmother seemed to be doing a pretty good job keeping the beast at bay, so I moved in to assist Heime and the messenger goddess who were struggling to keep Hel at arm's length. Both Heime and Gna were more skilled fighters, but Hel’s magic cut through their attacks like they were butter. Each time Hel sent a burst of magic at my father he would raise his sword and it somehow seemed to dissipate nearly the entire brunt of the attack. That's not to say he escaped her attacks unscathed, as he had sustained several burns and a gash from a particularly wicked wind-spell.
I got as close as I dared, waiting for an opening, then jumped in the moment one became available. The hammer came down so hard on Hel's spirit barrier that the shield began to waiver. I let out a shout of triumph and moved in to follow up with another hammer strike, but that proved to be a mistake. Another, burst of sickly light came pouring out of Hel's hands and hit me square in the chest. It had happened so fast that I couldn't do anything to avoid getting hit, and I knew I was royally screwed.
White-agonizing pain shot through ever single pore in my body and I fell to the ground, unable to maintain motor control of my limps. I heard several voices call out my name, but by then I was so lost to the pain that I had no idea who they belonged too. Darkness crept into the edge of my vision, but it wasn't unconsciousness that threatened to overtake me, it was complete and utter oblivion. Not just death, but a total unraveling of my existence. I don't know exactly how I knew this, but I understood it to be true with ever fiber of my being.
"No!" I screamed out in defiance. I would not let Hel win! I wasn't going to fade into the darkness and let everything I had worked for be for nothing. I clenched my teeth and fought against Hel's spell. At first, it seemed to work, as I could feel the darkness withdraw, but then it was back with even greater force and I wept from the sheering agony of it. I felt as if I were on fire, but the pain transcended the physical. Hel was attacking me at the very core of my being. She was trying to destroy my soul.
"No! I won't let you win!" I screamed with renewed determination and did the only thing I could think to do. I let my magic wash over me and summoned a spirit shield to block her attack. Hel shattered my spell with almost no effort and continued her assault as I writhed helplessly on the ground.
Just, when I thought I was doomed I felt Eva reach out to me through our bond and I knew what I had to do. I reached back and anchored my consciousness to her. As one we reached across the cosmos to álfheim, where Hervor's mind was waiting to be touched. Just as I had with Eva, I anchored myself to Hervor, but it wasn't enough. I extended my magic and looking for something, anything, that would help me stop Hel and I found it. I reached out to Garik and my father in desperation. I could feel their emotions join Eva's and Hervor's as I formed a bond between them and me. Hel's spell of nothingness receded further and I knew I was so close from defeating it, and yet I sensed it still wasn't enough.
There were no more minds for me to join with so I lashed out with the hammer. A bolt of lightning struck out at Hel and hit her right in the chest. Hel's concentration broke just enough for me to gain an edge. The bond gave me the last of the strength I needed to fend off the evil that was attempting to destroy me. I erected another spirit barrier and funneled all the energy into it that I could muster. Sickly green light flashed in front of my eyes, then vanished as I sat bolt upright watching as the dark power consumed the one who had summoned it. Hel let out an inhuman wail, her face filled with horror as a whirling cyclone of pure black energy swirled around her flailing limbs.
The tips of her fingers turned from solid flesh to sand which was sucked into the cyclone then slowly the rest of her body dissolved into the same black dust. It started with her fingers then moved up past her wrists and soon consumed both of her arms, and finally her entire body was gone and nothing remained. The dark swirls of power faded away and I was left staring up in wide-eyed disbelief at an empty patch of ground.
I'd done it, I'd done the impossible, I'd turned the power of a goddess against her and killed her. No, she wasn't just dead, she was destroyed, her very soul had been ripped apart and nothing remained, not even a body. I let out a sigh of relief and fell into a fit of hysterical laughter.
"Frizzing Hel yeah!" I called out, the irony of invoking the dead goddesses name not lost on me.
"Bryn, are you alright? What happened?" Eva asked.
"I'm fine," I muttered and stretched out to touch Eva through the bond to reassure her and I felt Heime and Garik minds reach out to me at the same time. Heime's and Garik's concern for me matched Eva's, and was so strong that it nearly brought me to tears.
I felt my breathe catch in my throat and shook my head in a vain attempt to clear my thoughts. I looked over to Garik and remembered for the first time that he and my grandmother had been fighting Gramr before Hel had tried to destroy me. My eyes scanned the area nearby and I noted the hound of Hel's dead body and its severed head just a few feet away.
"Bryn, what happened?" my gramor asked.
I shook my head and looked up at her, but I didn't get a chance to talk since Gna spoke first, "Hel tried to use the vilest sort of magic on our young friend. Had she been successful, Bryn's entire being, her very soul, would have been destroyed."
"Norns," Gramor said biting her lips and wrapped her arms around me.
"So Hel is dead then?" Garik muttered from nearby.
"Not just dead. I think her spell backfired," I sighed shaking my head and moved to stand.
"Daughter, thou must rest," Heime said putting a restraining hand on my shoulder.
I shook my head again and stared up at him defiantly, "There isn't time."
"Bryn, Prince Heime is right, Hel's attack on you was traumatic and you've expended a lot of magical energy. You need to rest at least for a few minutes." Eva added staring into my eyes her concern flaring up through the bond.
I closed my eyes and let out a long steady sigh, "We don't have the time, Eva. I need to get into Helheim."
"She's not going to change her mind. I know that look, she’s just as stubborn as her mother," Gramor added quietly.
I gently moved Heime's hand off my shoulder then grabbed Mjá¶lnir from the ground and stumbled back onto my feet. Eva was right, I was weak, but I didn't think I had any choice other than to continue on. There was this sense of urgency compelling me to keep going and it was getting stronger by the minute. With it was a growing certainty that if I allowed myself to stop something terrible would happen.
I walked over to Helheim's gate and I shuddered at the sight of the place. The very air around us seemed to radiate a sense of foreboding and malevolence and I could barely contain my terror as I drew closer to the entryway. The gate itself was black, resembling wrought iron, but I doubted it was made of something so mundane. The walls on either side of the gate were solid black, completely devoid of color or light, but were smooth and solid to the touch.
With shaking hands I reached out to touch the gate's latch. It was freezing cold, but I didn't let that stop me as I lifted the latch and forced the gate open. It swung open without any resistance and I took one step forward and turned back to my companions.
"I go on alone," I muttered staring back at them.
"Bryn no!" Eva muttered immediately and her protests were joined by similar protestations from the rest of the party, well everyone except Gna and Sogvor. Sogvor had kept herself apart from the rest of us since coming to Niflheim and she had been perfectly content for things to remain that way. Gna, on the other hand actually agreed with me.
"Bryn must do this alone. The task is hers and hers alone," Gna said quietly.
A few minutes more and Eva and everyone finally relented and agreed that I had to go inside alone. We said out goodbyes and then I turned back toward the gates to Helheim, stepped inside and didn't look back.
A sort of pale luminescence permeated the air, but nearly as I could tell it didn't have an discernible source. Once I moved a couple dozen feet inside I began to make out the forms of the dead. They stood in row after unending row, looking blankly off into the distance. I suppressed a shudder and started forward again.
I moved through the rows of the dead, not really sure what I was doing or whether the gods could be found intermingled among the other dead. All the people I passed by were wearing modern clothing and none of them were old. I passed unfamiliar face after unfamiliar face and time seemed to have no meaning as I wandered aimlessly through the crowds of dead. I stopped suddenly in surprise when I realized I recognized one of those faces.
"Sophie," I whispered and moved closer to where she was standing amongst the columns of the dead.
I stared at her for a moment and I reached out to touch her face and quickly withdrew it when I realized that she was solid to the touch. I hesitated for a another moment then I reached out to her with my magic and watched in amazement as color slowly returned to her face and the rest of her body. She blinked suddenly and she looked at me with a look of confusion.
"W-Where am I?" she asked.
"You're in Helheim," I muttered smiling sadly.
"I'm dead then. That explains a lot. I was in a happy place, Mom and Dad were there and my grandmother."
I could feel tears beginning to form in the corner of my eyes and I did my best to hold them at bay. "Goddesses, I've missed you Sophie."
Sophie blinked at me, "Do I know you?"
I sighed and shook my head, "Sophie it's me, Neil."
"Neil? Right! And I'm the Goddess Frigg. I'll give you credit you sort of look like him, but last I checked Neil was a boy."
"Sophie, it's really me."
"Prove it," she said folding her arms across her chest.
"Last year, I walked in on you and Ham having sex," I replied quietly.
"That bastard! He swore he'd never tell anyone!"
I grabbed Sophie by the head and forced her to look me in the eyes, "Sophie I never told anyone. It's me."
Sophie's eyes grew wide and she gasped, "Holy frizz! It is you!"
"Look Sophie--"
"You're a girl! How did this happen?!"
"It's a really long story and I'd love to tell you all about it, but I don't think I have the time."
"Neil what are talking about? You're dead, you have all the time in the world."
"Sophie, I'm not dead."
"What? Than how'd you get here?"
"Ragnarok has come. I've been sent here to resurrect the dead gods."
"Okay, you know that sounds crenking thached don't you?"
"Like I said, it's a long story."
"Obviously," she replied back folding her arms across her chest with a thoughtful expression on her face.
"Sophie… I don't know how to tell you this… but Sam and Leif… They didn't make it."
"How?"
I explained about their deaths and I saw a slow smile creep onto her face.
"If they're dead then they've gotta be here! Let's find them!"
"Sophie, I wish I could, but I have to find the gods before it’s too late."
"Did you know where they can be found?"
"No."
"Well then we can look for Sam and Leif while we're looking for them!"
"Yeah, I guess we could do that," I muttered quietly.
"So what's your plan?"
"Well… I thought I'd just keep looking."
"That's it? That's your plan?"
"You have any better suggestions?" I shot back sticking my tongue out at her.
Sophie snorted, "Well, you could always ask for help."
"Help? Where on Midgard am I going to find anyone to help me?"
Sophie shook her head and grinned at me mischievously, "Could you be any thicker? I see getting changed into a girl hasn't made you any smarter. Neil, look around you."
I did as she suggested and winced as I realized she'd meant I should ask the dead for help. Why not? I'd already awakened one dead person. Why not a few more?
"Call me Bryn," I muttered, then took off running through the columns of the dead. I got the feeling that waking too many of the dead was a bad idea, and I really didn't know which of them I could trust, so I looked for a familiar face. I stepped into another column and found that the people around me were wearing clothing that was several hundred years old. I almost turned back when I caught sight of a face that made me momentarily panic.
"Hey, what's the deal running off like that!" Sophie growled, appearing from behind a row of the dead.
I didn't answer, I could only stare at woman I had stopped in front of in utter confusion. "Oh, N- Bryn. I'm so sorry."
"It's not Mom," I said finally. The woman looked like Mom, and she was about the same height, but her hair was black which pretty much gave it away. Well that and the old-style clothes.
"Holy frizz!" I yelled suddenly.
I knew who the woman was, she was Lilith le Fey, my ancestor. I once again summoned up my magic and touched the woman on the cheek.
"Why have you awakened me?" she asked abruptly as color slowly returned to her face and body.
"Are you Lilith le Fey?" I asked her quietly.
"I am," she replied cautiously. "Who are you?"
"I'm Brynhilde le Fey. You're my ancestor."
Lilith stared at me with an appraising look that reminded me of my mother, "It's nice to meet you Brynhilde, but I don't understand why you've woken me."
"We're looking for dead gods! We thought you could help!" Sophie interjected enthusiastically.
"Dead gods… Oh, I see you're not dead. The fact that you've managed to get this far is astounding, but I'm afraid I can't help. I don't know where Hel has hidden the Allfather or any of the others. For all I know this gentlemen standing here next to me could Baldr."
"Any help you could give would be appreciated. Time's running short and I have no idea what I'm doing here," I replied.
Suddenly, Lilith looked down at my waist where I had the hammer of Thor strapped to my belt. "Maybe you already have what you need to find them," she muttered.
Of course! Why hadn't I seen it before? As soon as she said it I knew Mjá¶lnir was the key.
"Thanks!" I beamed at her.
Lilith nodded then her skin turned gray and then it was just me and Sophie again.
"You can probably go back to sleep too. I think I can find them on my own," I said quietly.
"You're kidding, right? I wouldn't miss this for the world!"
"I thought you might say that," I grinned back at her, then tossed Mjá¶lnir up in the air and willed it find its target, namely its master Thor.
Mjá¶lnir flew through the air and went soaring through the rows of the dead and we followed after it at a dead run. We swept past row after row of the dead, and I thought we might keep running forever when suddenly a building appeared suddenly from out of the abyss. The building looked like something out of the history books. It was built from what appeared to be ordinary stone, it was long and narrow and had a thatched roof.
I yanked the hammer back out of the air and clenched my fist around it. I expected some sort of guard as we entered the building, but there was no resistance whatsoever. My ears filled with the sound of laughter when I stepped into the main room and I felt my eyes widen at the sight before me. I'd found the gods, and they were sitting around a long table laughing and drinking.
They didn't seem to register our presence and I just sort of stood there trying to think of something to say. Of course, Sophie took care of that.
"Heya!" she said enthusiastically.
The laughter died down and all eyes in the room turned to look on us.
"Why do you disturb us?" a voice said at the other end of the room.
"YOU! What are you doing here!?" I said in shocked disbelief.
"Well last I checked it was because I was dead," Loki answered back staring at me blankly.
"No, you escaped. You attacked me at the dingha months ago. Why would you come back?"
Loki laughed and stared at me with a bemused expression, "Escaped? As appealing as that sounds, I haven't left Helheim since my death."
"Lies! I saw you! You trick me into releasing my power!"
"Enough, of this nonsense!" a voice said from the end of the table. He was missing an eye, and he looking every bit the image of an old viking warrior.
"You come here and disturb our rest and then you make accusations that cannot be true. Loki has been here by my side for all these centuries. He is bound by the same chains that bind us all," the old warrior, whom I presumed to be Odin, growled, pointing down at the floor where each of the gods was chained.
I stared at him in disbelief. If it hadn't been Loki who had attacked me, then who had it been? Obviously, someone had been masquerading as him, but with the sort of power the doppleganger Loki had displayed, it could only have been another god or Jotun.
"I was attacked by a god. He claimed to be Loki and he looked just like him."
"You were attacked by a god and you're still alive? Your story is getting harder and hard to believe!" another voice accused in disbelief. He had long gold hair and looked like a much younger and larger version of Odin.
"Be calm, my son. Let the girl speak," Odin said quietly eying me thoughtfully.
"Allfather, I'm incapable of telling lies. I'm a half-elf," I said staring up at the god defiantly.
"You're a what?!" Sophie asked from my side.
"She's speaking the truth, she is a half-elf as she claims. I can see the truth of it glow around her," another god said, thoughtfully stroking at his long-brown beard.
"She has Mjá¶lnir!" the younger-looking Odin called out suddenly and extended his open hand.
The hammer suddenly flew out of my hands and shot toward its master. Thor let out a howl of glee as he grasped the weapon in his hand. Abruptly, lightning flooded my vision and when it cleared, Mjá¶lnir had returned to its proper size in the grasp of the god's hand.
"Girl, why have you come here?" Odin said quietly.
"I was sent by my grandmother Hervor, the Queen of the Lejosá¡lfar, and my mother, Aryanna le Fey, on behalf of Frigg to free you."
"Hervor?! Queen of the light elves?!" A god with a long-brown beard suddenly leaped to his feet angrily.
"Freyr, be at ease, we have been gone for a very long time," Odin said quietly. then turned back to me.
"You say you were attacked by a god. There is only one of us that has been free to roam Midgard for all these centuries and that would be Lodur."
"Lodur?" I asked in disbelief. "Why would one of the creators align himself with the Jotun?"
Odin sighed and shook his head, "Long ago, when the Aesir and Vanir were at war, Frigg foresaw our end."
"Ragnarok!" Sophie hissed.
Odin nodded, "Lodur, my brother, grew angry at the pronouncement. He didn't wish to die, so he killed Skuld."
"What?!" Sophie asked suddenly.
Skuld, was one of the Norns, the trio of goddesses that controlled the fates of gods and men alike. Urd the oldest sister had control over the past, Verdani the middle sister kept watch over the present, and Skuld the youngest, kept watch over the future.
"With Skuld out of the way Lodur was able to manipulate events in his favor. He knew that the best way to do that was to ally himself with the Jotun. The Aesir and the Vanir were at war and he manipulated events to keep us fighting, instead of making peace as was foretold." Odin finished.
"You weren't supposed to die! Why didn't you try to stop him?" I called out in sudden realization.
"Because, we didn't realize the truth until it was too late!" Thor howled angrily, swinging Mjá¶lnir at the open air.
"But the codices and eddas all say that all the male gods died! Why didn't the goddesses know Lodur hadn't died with the rest of you?!" I asked.
"I don't know," Odin said quietly.
So many things were beginning to make sense, but that mysterious sense of urgency was beginning to creep up on me again. I had so many questions, but I knew that they would have to wait. Ragnarok was lurking at our doorstep and I wasn't about to let it come tearing into the house and catch me unaware.
"Allfather, Ragnarok comes. We have need of you. Will you join in the final battle to help save Midgard?" I asked urgently.
"You need not ask, girl," Thor spat.
"Lodur must be stopped," Odin agreed.
"Then what are you waiting for? Come on, let's get going!" Sophie exclaimed.
Odin cocked his head and furrowed his eyebrows, but didn't respond to Sophie's pronouncement. Instead, he turned to Thor. "You know what to do."
Thor grinned and let out a long bellow. Then with a mighty swing he threw the hammer out of his hands and let it soar right at his father. Mjá¶lnir hit the shackle on Odin's right foot and shattered it, but instead of returning to Thor, the hammer blasted into the shackle on the other ankle and blew it into pieces. The hammer flew through the room, and destroyed the chains about each of the gods' feet before finally returning to its master hands.
I felt a pang of regret as I realized that my time wielding the war hammer was at an end, but I took solace in knowing that it would do far more good in the hands of the one it had been crafted for.
"Shall we get going then?" I asked quietly.
"Not yet," another of the gods, whom I later learned was Hoenir said with a shake of his head and a toothy grin. "There's one more of our number that needs freed."
Odin and the other gods led us out of their prison, then, just as I had done, Thor threw Mjá¶lnir up in the air and we went chasing after it to find Skuld's prison.
"Allfather," Skuld said, her voice full of wonder as we approached.
Unlike the other gods she had been left outside among the other dead, but like the other gods she was still aware of her surrounding. She was chained to a tall post and she had a sort of hollow sunken look to her.
"Skuld, what has been done to you?" Odin asked with fists clenched at his side.
"As the eons passed. I have been forced to watch the future unfurl without my guiding hand. Nothing is as it should be. It is painful for me to see such things, knowing I cannot fix them," the norn said, staring up at Odin with a haunted look in her eyes.
Thor moved forward and slammed the hammer into the chains about Skuld's feet. "Then let's make a new future!" he bellowed.
Skuld nodded and took Thor's hand as he helped her to her feet.
"Now, we are ready," Odin pronounced turning back to me.
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Destiny: Legacy of a Spellbinder
Ragarnok Rising III by: Daniela A. Wolfe |
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Author's Note:
I've posted a glossary of terms (including the days/months and their English equivalents) to go along with these stories, it can be found at Bigcloset Topshelf, Fictionmania, & tgstorytime.
Shout outs go to the following people: Beyogi, Maggie Finson, Loki who served as either alpha and/or beta readers, The Rev. Anam Chara who helped edit some of the dialogue (spoken by the characters Hervor, Heime & Gilda) to more accurately reflect Elizabethan era English and last but certainly not least Holly H Hart for her superb editing prowess.
Manadag, the twelfth of Harpa (cont'd)
We found our way back to the entryway and just as we were about to leave Sophie turned to me and smiled sadly.
"I guess, this is goodbye."
I stared at her and slowly started to shake my head. It didn't have to be goodbye at least not yet.
"No!" I cried defiantly and let my magic flood through me.
I poured wind energy into my throat and called across all of Helheim. My voice carried through the entire realm as I spoke: "I would speak to all that dwell here in Helheim! It is time for you to come awake."
Slowly, color returned to dead all around us and I heard Thor growl, "What is she doing!?" before I continued.
The dead were awake, most of them looked confused, but a few looked angry. "I am Princess Brynhilde le Fey of the Lejosá¡lfar! Ragnarok is at our doorsteps. I was sent here to bring Odin and the other gods back from the dead to help in the fight. I did not intend to wake the rest of you, but as I look around I realize that many of you have friends and family who are still alive. They need your help! The Jotun seek to destroy the entirety of human existence! I ask… No, I beg for your assistance. Please, there are far too many lives at stake!"
My pronouncement was met with dead silence, literally, but then a tall woman with long auburn hair stepped forward. She looked sort of familiar, but I couldn't quite place her.
"Who is your mother, child?" she asked with a very slight tilt of her head.
"Aryanna," I answered.
The woman nodded and smiled, "I thought so. I see she has passed along her spirit of defiance onto you."
"Who are you?"
"Athilda le Fey," she answered with a very slight smirk.
Mom had known Athilda when she was a very old woman, and yet the woman before me looked to be in the prime of her youth. Apparently if you were old when you died, you didn't stay old.
"Will you help us? You could use your knowledge and experience, and I bet Mom and Gramor would be glad to see you too," I said quietly.
"I passed from life when my time came, child. It seems unnatural that I should return now. This is where I belong," Athilda replied quietly.
"The girl is right," Hoenir growled from behind me. "Everything has been skewed. Nothing is as it should be, and the one responsible must be stopped. Join us, so that we bring some sanity back to the world."
Athilda seemed to hesitate for a moment, but then Lilith appeared from among the throngs of the dead, "Mother, please. Our descendant is pleading for our help. Don't let her calls fall on deaf ears."
Athilda nodded, "It appears that I have little recourse. Let us begone so that we may end this quickly."
"What of the rest of you?! Who else will join in the fight? Your descendants need your help!"
"I will!" a familiar face with long-blond hair said stepping forward.
"Marion!" I cried.
"Hello, Bryn. It's good to see you again," Marion replied with one of her lop-sided grins.
Another blond woman came up to stand next to my aunt and place her hand on Marion's shoulder, "You're just as beautiful as your mother. I'll answer your call. It's the least I can do for Aryanna and Brigit after they watched over my sister all these years."
It started out at a trickle. At first, just a few more people pledged to join the fight. There were a few familiar faces, Kona Peterson my third-grade teacher, Cindy Lawson a girl I knew who died in a steamcar accident a few years ago, and there were some not familiar faces. Then they came in a great flood and I was overwhelmed at the sheer number of those who stepped forward. People from all walks of life, and people who were garbed in modern clothes people, people in tights, people in loincloths, people in chain mail, people wearing nothing at all, elves, humans, dwarves, and all manner of creatures. They had all come because I'd called them. They were mine to command, they were my army of dead.
Of course there were those who refused to join. Many of them were creatures of a darker nature, or else humans of the most unsavory sort, but I paid them no mind. It was time to leave.
"Thank you, we march for the future of humans, elves and all creatures who walk in the light!" I called then I turned my back and moved through the exit and back into the cold of Niflheim.
"Bryn!" Eva proclaimed as I stepped through, flinging her arm's around me. Garik joined her in the embrace a moment later and I shared a brief kiss with each of them before turning back toward the entry way.
Odin was the first to emerge, but the other gods were right on his heels as they passed through the gates.
"Norns! Marion!" Gramor let out a wide-eyed cry as Marion and emerged.
"Mom!" Marion cried just as loudly and embraced my grandmother in a hug.
"Hello, Brigit," Marion's sister, Penelope, said quietly with an awkward smile.
"Penelope," Gramor replied back with a curt nod.
Athilda and Lilith appeared next, at first Gramor didn't recognize Athilda, but as soon as the ancient Spellbinder spoke my grandmother's eyes widened and she flung her arms around the other woman with a delighted laugh.
Sophie emerged next and I saw the disappointed look as she looked around, "Why aren't Leif and Sam among the dead?"
"Mayhap, they be taken as Einherjar," Heime interjected suddenly.
"Yeah, that's probably it!" I beamed back at my father. "Just wait, Soph, we'll get to see them soon enough."
Odin appeared at my side, "The final battle is nearly upon us. I can feel it in my bones. We must go."
I nodded in agreement, and within a few moments we were on our way.
When we entered the roofed entrance to the Gjoll bridge and Modgud appeared to block our path.
"So you survived. Why am I not surprised?" she asked, staring down at me with a wry smile.
"Modgud let us pass," Odin commanded from my side.
"The girl made a promise. I intend to see that it kept," Modgud replied staring down me.
That familiar buzzing sprang to life in the back of my head and I was barely able to remain standing against its wheezing onslaught.
I winced and turned to the Allfather, "She wants free of her oath. I promised I would try to persuade you in exchange for safe passage across the bridge."
The buzzing faded away to a faint tingle and I let out a long sigh of relief.
"If I agree to free you from your oath, what would you do?" the creator god asked.
"Rejoin my people of course," she replied eying Odin thoughtfully.
Odin shook his head and looked up into her face, "You are free to go, but I fear you will not like what you find waiting for you."
"I'm never going to make another oath like that again, not if I can help it," I muttered with a shake of my head as the buzzing faded away. When I turned back to Modgud she was gone.
When we emerged on the other side of the bridge we found an army of elves waiting for us, but they weren't the same elves that had followed us down the root.
"Lejosá¡lfar!" Freyr proclaimed with a smile.
"No," I replied with a shake of my head. "These are exiled elves."
Freyr seemed taken aback by this, but didn't say a word as a tall elf dressed in woodland garb appeared to greet us.
"Lord Freyr!" He proclaimed falling to one knee.
"Rise," Freyr muttered quietly.
"Princess Brynhilde, we have defeated the Dokká¡lfar who followed you here," the elf said casting an apprehensive look toward Freyr.
"So you have," I replied.
"Lord Freyr, I want you to know that the Fellá¡lfar have stayed loyal all these years, as have all the exiled tribes. After Hervor proclaimed herself queen, we refused her rule and left álfheim," the elf said staring at the god apprehensively.
"Your loyalty is appreciated," Freyr replied. He didn't look very happy, but I had a feeling his ire was directed at Hervor and not the Fellá¡lfar.
So, that was why the exiled tribes had broken off from the Lejosá¡lfar. Everyone knew that Freyr had once ruled over álfheim, but after his death it appeared that Hervor had taken his place as ruler. I somehow doubted Hervor would willingly step down from the throne, and I was pretty sure Freyr wasn't going to take no for an answer.
"As interesting as all this is. We don't have any time to waste on idle chit chat," I muttered.
It took a good thirty minutes to mobilize the Fellá¡lfar army, but after that we finally got underway there weren't any more stops. It was pretty difficult marching such massive armies across the root of the Yggdrasil, but with so many magic users, magic pooled from both the Fellá¡lfar and the army of the dead, we were able to get the people moving up the root and on the path to Midgard.
Eirdag, the thirteenth of Harpa
When we reached Midgard the battle had already begun. I've seen battles before that day, but never ones on such a scale. I was among the first among our numbers to appear in the battlefield in New Copenhagen. A massive sail-ship that dwarfed some of the largest buildings I had ever seen rested on the ground near where the Seidskati's dinga had once stood. Jotun fought beside draugar, dark elves trolls, dragons and their human allies, while the forces of good battled desperately against them.
Goddesses summoned spells that could have shattered whole worlds, and Jotun countered with magic that was just as powerful. Tanks rolled across the battlefield, blowing everything in their path to smithereens, airplanes and zeppelins soared in the sky spewing explosive rounds at any number of flying horrors as destruction rained down from all directions. Fairies and other small vattir whizzed through the battlefield magic whirling all around them as they fought much larger opponents.
For a moment all I could do was stand and watch in horror at all the death laid out before my eyes. It seemed so senseless. Yes, people were fighting for their survival, but they should not have had to. I clenched my hands around the Hyrklufar rifle I carried and slowly shook my head.
"No more," I whispered.
I felt Eva, Garik, Heime, and Hervor's emotions through the bond, and knew their thoughts mirrored my own.
"Fyr lejos!" I cried and leapt into motion.
The army of the dead followed behind me, and the Fellá¡lfar weren't too far behind. Odin and the other gods held back for just a moment, then they too leapt into the foray and joined the fight.
Gramor didn't stay with the main group, insisting that she should be of better use tending to the wounded, so she disappeared into the camps where the wounded were being kept. I don't know exactly when, but it was about this time that Sophie disappeared.
I wished, not for the first time, that I had a better handle on my magic, but I did with it what I could. Mostly, I used it to form spirit shields to block attacks to both myself and my companions, but occasionally I was able to summon a small thread of fire, or use a gust of wind magic to send an enemy combatant soaring. My bond with Heime, Garik, and Eva allowed us to coordinate our attacks with unparalleled precision. As the only one who could feel the emotions of all three I was the one responsible for relaying any possible dangers that might have cropped up.
I raised my rifle, blasting a hole through the nearest dark elf, then quickly dove to the ground as I felt my father direct a warning at me through the bond. A massive fireball flew across the space I had just vacated and I rolled back to my feet just in time to block an attack from a dark elf who had just jumped at me. I hit my enemy across the face with the butt of the rifle then I brought it back around and emptied several rounds into his chest. I felt another warning of danger, this one from Garik, and whipped around in time to fire a blast into the neck of a human soldier who had sneaked up on me from behind.
It went on like this for some time, and for each enemy I killed two more appeared to take his or her place. Then finally, I felt a sudden agonizing burst of emotion from Hervor and felt a sense of urgent need through the bond. I hesitated only a moment before breaking out in a run toward where I sensed that she was waiting. Heime, was right on my tail, and my other two companions weren't far behind, but by the time we reached my grandmother there was nothing we could do.
A massive ring of fire surrounded Hervor, and she was doing all within her power to hold it at bay. She was fighting a losing battle and we all knew it. The source of the fire was a Jotun sorceress who had a cruel smile on her face as she loosed her power against the elven queen. The bodies of dozens of elven soldiers surrounded the circle, and half-again as many were heavily wounded. Two elven spellcasters were doing their best to fend off the Jotun sorceress, but nothing they did seemed to do the trick.
I clenched my fists and did something really, really stupid. I grabbed hold of my magic, and summoned as much of it as I could possibly hold and I channeled it all at the Jotun sorceress.
"Get down!" I warned as I felt my control slip.
White hot power erupted from my hands and shot toward my target. The magic was on her in an instant and slammed into her with such force that she simply exploded. I tried to bat the magic down. There was something new there, something lurking just below the surface and it didn't want to be contained. I fought down panic and I closed my eyes, and emptied my mind of all thought as Hervor had taught me and felt the magic fade away.
Heime let out a strangled gasp and I followed his gaze to where Hervor was laying on the ground. It was a miracle she was even still alive with the burns she had sustained. Her face was the only part of her body that had been left untouched, and her arms and legs ended in stumps where her hands and feet had been burned away.
"Brynhilde come," Hervor called weakly and I rushed to her side.
It was no secret that I'd never gotten along with my grandmother, but I would have never wished such horrendous injury upon her. How she continued to breathe, let alone talk, was beyond me, but somehow she was still alive.
"Brynhilde, I sorrow for the burden that I am about to place upon thee, but now that my daughters be gone thou art the only one capable of maintaining the bond," Hervor gasped.
"Mother, please preserve thy strength. Speak not. We must find a healer we must--"
"No Heime, this body is beyond repair. Twilight is nearly upon me, as Frigg didst foresee. Allow me to speak, my son, what I must say is of great import."
"Brynhilde, I have kept the true reason of thy conception from thee. Thou wert born to take my place as queen," Hervor pronounced, wheezing for breath.
"What?! No, you can't be serious. No, I can't… Please, anything but that!" I protested, shaking my head in disbelief.
"Who then shall take my place Brynhilde? Both of my daughters have fallen, and none of my grandchildren save thyself have the power to maintain the queen's bond."
"The queen's bond?"
"Aye, it shall bind thee to all Lejosá¡lfar."
"Mother, Brynhilde is ill prepared for this. Mayhap another can--" Heime protested.
"Nay son, she is the only one. Thou must guide her. Under thy tutelage she shall become a great queen."
"And if I refuse?" I whispered quietly.
"Without the bond… The Lejosá¡lfar they shall fall! It gives them strength. It lets them become as one. Without this bond the battle shall be lost, and all thou dost care about shall fall into ruin," Hervor replied quietly.
Hot tears stung my eyes, "Do it then!"
"One more thing," she croaked, gasping for air.
"What?"
"Whatever thou dost do, whatever thou dost say… our people must remain free of Freyr. Thou must swear it!"
"I swear it, Hervor," I muttered, binding myself to my grandmother's dying wishes.
I felt the stub of Hervor's arm reach out to touch my chest and suddenly millions of minds joined with mine all at once. I clutched at my head and screamed out in terror. I became lost in an endless river of emotions that did not belong to me. I tried to swim free, but the currents kept pulling me back in. I called out desperately for help, and felt three minds reach out to me with love and encouragement. I swam towards them, but the endless river engulfed them and I thrashed about in desperation. No matter how much I tried I couldn't break free. There were just too many minds holding me at bay.
Then I remembered my training sessions with Hervor and her lessons on meditation. With a start I realized she had been trying to prepare me for this very moment. I couldn't fight the river. No, I had to embrace it before I could contain it. I stopped struggling and let the emptiness seep into my mind. Then I let the river drain away into a corner of my mind where I locked it in place. The river would always be there waiting where I could use it, but I could never let myself become immersed in it. I could lose myself that way.
I opened my eyes and looked down to find that Hervor had passed on.
"Grandmother… Why didn't you tell me?" I whispered with tear-filled eyes before staggering back to my feet. Goddesses I was dizzy and… I felt so strange!
"Bryn!" Eva called moving to help me to stand.
"The battle!" I exclaimed with a weak voice.
"It's all right, Bryn. The enemy troops have withdrawn… for now," Garik muttered from beside Eva.
"What why?"
"I think our appearance caught them off guard. They've likely withdrawn in order to regroup."
I shook my head and felt some the dizziness fade away. "We need to get to the command tent. I'll need to speak with Mom and our other allies."
"Father, I need you," I said turning back to Heime who was on the ground clutching at Hervor's broken body.
Heime turned to me and I could see the tears streaming down his face as he released Hervor and came over to stand beside me. "Aye, daughter."
We never made it to the command tent. The hiatus was very brief and we had just enough time to gather our wits before the battle commenced. As new queen of the Lejosá¡lfar it was my job to lead my people into battle. The elves didn't seem to express any reservations, and I felt none through the bond. It was strange, really, despite having them practically forced upon me I felt responsible for the light elves. I had become irrevocably bound to them and they to me. I couldn't stand idly by and let those people … my people fight for their lives while I stood on the sidelines.
Sophie reappeared just before our return to battle. She had been searching for Leif and Sam, but had been unable to find them from among either the Einherjar or the dead from Helheim. She was convinced that they were alive, but I didn't share her optimism. If they were alive where were they? Shouldn't we have found them by now?
The ground shook under me as the enemy fighters renewed their assault. Magic coursed all around me and a there was a release of energy nearby as one of my subjects released a spell of dissipative earth magic under our feet. The ground ceased to shake and I raised my rifle as Dokká¡lfar appeared from the distance, leaping at our front line with reckless abandon.
A wall of blue magic flared to life as I summoned a spirit shield to ward against the dark elf assault. Our enemies flailed uselessly against the shield, and my troops cheered triumphantly as our spellcasters and bowmen began pelting them with their projectiles and magic. While the bow and arrow was considered a laughably antiquated weapon by modern human standards, our arrowheads had been magically enhanced, and they were often just as effective as any human or dwarven firearm.
Bright ribbons of fire magic began pelting my shield and I felt several more spellcasters raise up shields to help support mine, and others still cast their spells to counter the enemy attacks. I fired my Hyrklufar rifle into the opposing forces, directing it through my shield. Eva fought beside me, hurling her magic through the shield at the nearest enemies, while my father issued orders to the troops.
Humans and light elves fought side by side and the lines between the allied armies became blurred as more soldiers on each side moved in to help fill in the gaps in each others lines. Humans and elves on both sides died. Power the likes of which the world had never seen was unleashed before my eyes. Together we fought and survived.
We fought for hours, and the human troops were beginning to tire. The elves and all the other vattir possessed superior endurance, but as mortals, humans didn't have that advantage. The Spellbinders used their magic to help keep the human troops going, but there was only so much they could do and it was only a matter of time before they succumbed to exhaustion. Of course, if it happened to our troops, it would happen to the human soldiers on the other side, but they were fewer in number and would not feel the loss as greatly as we would.
"We have to end this!" I called over the roar of battle.
"How, daughter?" Heime called back.
I shook my head and looked him in the eyes, "You stay here. I need to go find my mother."
"Come hither, young Garik," Heime called with a crooked finger as we were about to depart.
Garik quickly moved over to my father. Heime unstrapped his sword belt and held it out Garik with both hands. "Take it."
"My Prince! I cannot take your blade!" Garik replied staring at Heime in utter shock.
"Garik, I have lost both my sisters and my mother. I will not suffer the loss of my daughter, not when I hath known her so short a time. Thou art a skilled swordsman. By thy hands Gram shall cut thine enemies in twain," Heime insisted.
‘Gram?’ So I had been right. The legendary sword, once reforged by the dwarven blacksmith Regin, was said to be nearly unbreakable and would cut through just about anything.
Garik smiled graciously and took Gram from my father. He unstrapped his own sword belt and handed it to my father, "I fear that a simple soldier's blade would be unsuitable for you, your highness, but I have no other to give."
Heime grasped hold of Garik's sword with a sad smile, "'Tis a fine blade. It shall suffice."
After, the exchange of weapons, Garik, Eva, Sophie and I set out with a hundred soldiers and a dozen spellcasters in tow. It didn't take long at all for me to find my mother. She was leading troops near the front line alongside Daniella, Nick Flint, Athilda and a red-haired woman dressed in flowing blue robes I didn't recognize.
The fighting was very intense, and I moved in to fight beside my mother.
"My friends and I thought we'd stop by for a visit," I said with a crooked grin.
"Bryn! What…?"
"We need to talk," I muttered.
I felt mother's hand on my shoulder and hurriedly grabbed at Eva, Sophie and Garik before I felt the winds of my mother's travel spell swirl around me as she whisked us away.
"This better be important," her disembodied voice said mid-transit.
We reappeared atop a hill cresting the battle and I shook my head to clear away some of the lingering dizziness. I looked around and noted that Daniella had come along for the ride. A swirling whirlwind appeared nearby and from it emerged Athilda, along with the red-haired woman.
"I think it's time to end this."
"End it? How?" the red-haired woman demanded.
"We need to get out there where the gods are fighting… It's important. I don't know why. I just feel it."
"Child, this is no time for foolish notions! If you go out there you could get yourself killed!" The red-haired woman said irritably.
"Hold your tongue, human! You're speaking to the queen of the Lejosá¡lfar!" Garik growled.
"The what?!" Daniella asked, eyes bulging out of her head.
"Hervor's dead… I took her place. It's what she intended all along. It's a long story and under different circumstances I'd love to tell it, but now's not the time."
"This is a waste of time. We need to get back to the battle," the red-haired woman growled suddenly.
"Who are you?" I asked staring at the woman curiously.
"I am but one of many Einherjar. In life I was known as Morgana le Fey," the woman answered back.
Morgana le Fey an Einherjar? That could only mean she had died in combat, and was chosen by the Valkyries to fight in the final battle.
"Look, we need to end this. I know it. I don't know why, I just do. Ever since I've killed Hel something is different. There's this sense of urgency goading me on."
Morgana's eyes widened as did Mom and Daniella's, but it was our ancestor that spoke. She pursed her lips and stared at me thoughtfully, "This sense of urgency… You say you first felt it after killing the goddess Hel?"
"Yes, but that's not important. It's time to take action," I replied eying her suspiciously.
"Oh, I disagree, child. I think it very important. Nevertheless, now is not the time for discussion. I believe you are right, child. I will go with you," Morgana stated resolutely.
The sudden turnabout was quite odd, but I got this sense that she had been testing me. I glanced briefly at Athilda, who nodded briefly and gave me a knowing smile. I got the sense that she too was willing to follow me.
"And the rest of you?"
Eva smiled and place her hand on my shoulder, "You are my lifkyn. There is no place I won't follow you."
Garik nodded and stepped forward, "You are more precious to me than all the jewels and precious metals in the nine worlds. I go where you go."
Sophie grinned. "Hey, I'm already dead. What do I have to lose?"
Mom shook her head and stared at me for a moment in wonder, "I don't know about this sense of urgency, but you are my child. I'll go, if only to keep you safe."
Daniella nodded in agreement. "Bryn, I feel the same way as Aryanna. I love you. I can't stay behind and let you take this risk without doing something to help. I'm not much of a fighter, but maybe I can help in some small way."
"It is decided then. We go to put an end to this madness," Athilda spoke quietly.
We returned to the battle-line and Mom stopped to confer with Flint and her other advisers. We were nearly ready to head out when familiar raspy laugh sounded from the front lines. It had been unnaturally enhanced, and boomed through the battlefield. I didn't even need to look to know who that laugh belonged to. I'd only ever met one person with such a laugh: Menegele. When I'd last seen her, she'd seemed almost sane, but this Mengele looked every bit the madwoman I knew her to be. Her clothing had been nearly torn to shreds, so much so that she might as well have been wearing nothing. Her hair was a mess, and she was covered in dirt and blood.
A strange purplish hue surrounded her as she sent bursts of magic in all directions, completely heedless of whether they hit allies or enemies. For a brief moment, I stared at her in morbid fascination. Then I felt that strange sense of urgency shift focus. Mengele had to be stopped, but it wasn't me that moved to confront her. It was Daniella.
"She's mine!" Daniella said suddenly.
She didn't look angry as she jumped into the throng of fighters around the madwoman. Daniella had never been one for violence, but in recent years she had resigned herself to using it in order to protect the ones she loved. I would never know for sure, but I got the impression that she wasn't making a move against Mengele out a need for revenge. That wasn't Daniella's way. She had never hated Mengele for what she had done to her, but she recognized that she was dangerous.
We would have helped, but we had problems of our own to deal with. A group of Dokká¡lfar sorceresses had surrounded us, and we were doing all in our power to fend them off. I held a spirit shield and fired my rifle at the dark elves and watched Daniella battling Mengele out of the corner of my eye.
Daniella hit Mengele with a rain of icy spears which shattered against the other woman's shield, sending pieces of ice flying in all directions. Mengele countered with a bright bursts of blue fire which Daniella sent careening back into the doctor with a gust of wind. Mengele howled in frustration before calling up a travel spell and disappearing, only to reappear a moment later at Daniella's side. Daniella was ready for her, and summoned a ring of fire shooting out in all directions around her. It caught Mengele unprepared, but before it could do any real damage Mengele stumbled backward with an agonized scream.
I was forced to turn my attention back to the Dokká¡lfar as one of them came running right at me. I jumped aside and brought my rifle around like a club, hitting the creature across the back of the knees as it shot past me. The dark elf went careening to the ground and Garik stepped in to lop it's head off with Gram.
When the dark elves were taken care of we all turned back to Daniella and Mengele. By this time the rest of Mengele's clothing and most of her hair had burned away. She was completely naked, and she had first, and second degree burns all over her body. She let out a mad howl and ran right at Daniella, but she never made it. With a gust of wind Daniella sent a icicle about a foot in length shooting right at Mengele. The icicle hit the doctor directly in one of her eyes. Her head snapped back and she was dead before her body hit the ground.
We all let out a collective sigh of relief, but it was short lived, as Daniella's hands moved down to grasp at something protruding from her ribs. It turned out to a small combat knife. No one had any doubt as to how it had gotten there, Mengele. Her side was covered in blood and her face seemed to drain of color as she stared at us with wide eyes.
"Guess, I won't be coming with you after all," she mumbled. Then her eyes rolled into the back of her head and she fell to the ground unconscious.
Garik carried Daniella back to the allied encampment where the healing tent was located. We stayed only long enough to receive assurances that Daniella would live before we set out again. Mom was loath to leave her, but that sense of urgency that was by now all too familiar seemed to insist that waiting around would not turn out well. We lingered long enough for Mom to give Daniella a brief kiss and to mutter a few whispered words. I have no idea what she said, and I didn't ask…
Swirling white beads of energy appeared all around us and I watched as they shot outward in all directions killing dozens of Dokká¡lfar in the process. Waves of magic shot in all directions as the magic users loosed their magic against our foes. Elven soldiers fired bow and arrow, while human soldiers loosed automatic weapons fire into the foray. Fairies, pixies and other small vattir wove in and out of the crowds of human and elves soldiers, splattering magic wherever they went.
We fought our way through the enemy lines with a vengeance, and time seemed to come to a standstill. We suffered losses, and through the bond I felt the sting of death as each of the elven soldiers passed into the next life. Tears ran down my face, but despite the pain I fought on.
Had I know exactly where we needed to go I would have had my mother send us there with a travel spell, but my odd sense of urgency wasn't specific enough to allow for that. All I had going for me was a sense of the general direction we had to head, so I remained at the forefront to guide us in the right direction.
I wished time and time again that I still had use of Mjá¶lnir, but it wasn't meant to be, and I didn't allow myself to dwell on it. I fought as best I could and held a spirit barrier around us.
Then abruptly we weren't fighting for our lives anymore. The dark elves withdrew and kept a wide berth of us… No, that wasn't right. They weren't avoiding us, they were avoiding the gods and the Jotun as they clashed.
I let my spirit shield fall and slip away, then glanced briefly at my mother before moving forward again. The gods and Jotun seemed to ignore us as we passed among them, but that didn't mean there was no danger. They were using power the likes of which few humans, or elves for that matter, had ever seen and the residue of it splattered all around us.
Thor fought against Jormungand, Odin against Fenrir, Freyr against a massive Jotun who had blood splattered down the length of a long gray beard, and Loki (the real one) didn't do much fighting at all. Instead he moved among the battling gods issuing insults and throwing things at both gods and Jotun alike. I knew the other gods and goddesses were there too, but I only caught brief glimpses of them and the residue of their powerful spells.
I came to an abrupt stop as something clicked in the back of my head and I knew that we had reached our destination…
The sense of urgency reared back to life and I didn't hesitate as I summoned up my magic. I reacted instinctively, and I'm glad I did, as a blast of energy pounded into the shield I just formed. I gasped and fell to my knees as the unknown power pried into my shield. My barrier collapsed, and I felt as if I were going to be torn apart. Then I felt it again, a sort of power lurking inside of me. What it was or where it came from I have no idea, but I knew that it was my only hope of surviving.
I let it rip through me, and there came a fundamental change from within. The strange new power became a part of me and I became a part of it. I was reforged, into what exactly I still don't know, but something had changed at the very core of my being. New power flooded into me and I reached out to it in order to form a new spirit shield around myself.
"Impossible!" a voice gasped.
The voice turned out to be, the impostor-Loki.
"You!" I breathed.
"It's not possible… That should have killed you. No elf has that sort of power!" he yelled with a wild-eyed look.
I shook my head and scowled at him. "Why do you continue to hide behind that mask, Lodur?" I asked.
Lodur smiled and shook his head, "I'm a better Loki than Loki ever was. Look at the chaos I've created! Everything has changed! Humans were never meant to have real magical power! Elves weren't supposed to be involved in any of this, and yet look around you"
"Why!? Why do this?" Mother demanded.
"So that I might live… Had I let things happen the way they're supposed to I would have died! And now nothing will stop me. All who stand in my way will be annihilated, and I will remake the Nine worlds the way I see fit, and most importantly, I'll never have to die."
"No, brother," a cold voice said from behind.
Lodur quickly swirled around to reveal the form of Odin holding a bloody spear. The body of Fenrir lay just a few feet away.
"That's not possible! Fenrir should have finished you!" Lodur cried.
"You said it yourself brother, everything has changed," Odin growled and brought his spear around, hitting his brother across the chest with its shaft.
"It doesn't matter either way. You will die, if not by Fenrir's jaws, then by my sword!" Lodur screamed, a sword suddenly appearing in his hands.
Odin brought up the haft of his spear to deflect a blow from his brother's weapon then dropped it to draw the sword strapped to his back and thrust it at Lodur's chest. Lodur parried the blow and slammed his left fist into his brother's face. Odin laughed, shrugging off the blow and ducked as his brother's sword swept above his head in what would have been a killing blow. Odin threw himself at his brother and the two went down in a tangle of fists and limbs.
The two brothers battled back and forth, and we watched in amazement as two of the most powerful beings in existence beat one another with their fists. Odin was the larger and more powerfully built of the two, but Lodur was quicker on his feet, and used his superior agility to dodge his brothers attacks. When Odin's blows did hit home they were devastating, and left his brother in a dazed state. Lodur hit his brother in quick jabs and cheap shots that left the older brother howling in pain.
Suddenly, there was a blast of energy from Lodur's hands and Odin went flying away, screaming in agony. Lodur staggered back to his feet and started toward us again, but Loki appeared in front of us with a loud boom.
"There can only be one, Loki!" He laughed, staring at the pretender with a sort of crazed look on his face.
"Loki, surely you're not going to side with the likes of these! You were meant to fight alongside the Jotun," Lodur retorted.
"I side with no one! Not the Aesir! Not the Vanir! Not the Jotun! I side only against you! You masqueraded as me and manipulated events that resulted in my death, and I really don't appreciate that!" Loki shouted, sticking his tongue out at Lodur.
"Join with me! Together we can recreate the worlds in our image!"
"No! I don't wanna!" Loki cried, a foolish grin on his face before leaping at Lodur.
The two went down in a tangle of limbs, and it was difficult to tell which was which as they landed blow after blow on each other. Finally one of the Lokis emerged victorious, but instead of turning back to us, he turned to the other Loki and started dancing merrily, kicking the body of the other Loki periodically through the silly display. When he finished, he landed a powerful kick into the side of the other god then turned back to us with a deep bow.
"What? No applause?" he asked staring at us expectantly.
No one moved.
"Oh, fine! Be that way!" He muttered with a dramatic sigh.
"Now where were we?" he asked. "Oh, yes. That's right. I was about to kill you," he finished smiling wickedly.
"Lodur!" Mom growled.
The god smiled and shook his head, "Nope, its me, the one and only Loki. See that dead guy? That's Lodur. You forget who and what I am. I thought it would be fun to kill you. So I'm going to kill you. Then I think I'm going to co-opt Lodur's insane plan and declare myself supreme god."
Without another word Loki leapt at me and unleashed a torrent of fire. I blocked it with a spirit shield, but it was all I could do to contain the powerful blast. With my new found power I was more powerful than any elf or human magic user, but against Loki it wasn't enough. He was simply too powerful.
"You've gotten much to big for those britches of yours. You have far too much magic for a half-elf. Sadly, it's still not enough. My magic is far more powerful than yours!" he laughed gleefully.
His magic? Men couldn't use magic. Gods were no exception to the rule… Or were they? Something just didn't add up. Yet, he was using some form of power against me, and certainly it could be described as magic. It didn't make any sense!
He bounded against my shield and I could feel my hold begin to slip away as he relentlessly pressed against it. I didn't know what to do… I tried unleashing my magic against him in erratic uncontrolled bursts, but he batted them away effortlessly. Again I found myself upon the precipice of death, helplessly teetering over the edge and I had no way of getting my balance back. It was only a matter of time before I toppled helplessly into death’s dark abyss.
"Lady Aryanna!" Garik's voice called out and there was a flash of steel as something flew over my head.
Abruptly, Loki's head slid off his neck and fell to the ground at his side. The power he had summoned faded away, and I could see well enough to identify my mother standing behind the still standing body of Loki with Gram in her hands. The body tottered, then fell to the ground chest-forward at my feet.
"Well, that takes care of that," my mother said with a grim frown.
With both Loki and Lodur defeated, we moved in to assist the other gods. We proved to be of little actual help, but our presence served as a distraction, and helped Thor defeat Já¶rmungand. Soon Thor joined Freyr, and together they defeated the great bearded giant that Freyr had been combating. Odin appeared to join his son and former rival, and together the three of them blasted the Jotun with a vengeance. Soon, Heonir and Baldr joined, then Sif and Frigg. The Jotun lines fell before this new onslaught, but they didn't flee. Instead they fought on until every last one of them had fallen. I even recognized Modgud among their numbers.
With the Jotun defeated, the gods joined in the fight against the dark elves. Their attack proved devastating, and the Dokká¡lfar fled, leaving their human allies to suffer the vengeful wrath of the gods.
It was over, I realized with a long sigh of relief. We had won.
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Destiny: Legacy of a Spellbinder
Ragarnok Rising III by: Daniela A. Wolfe |
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----Final Note: Please Read----
Well here's the final part! I must say I'm a little sad, this story consumed a lot of my time in the last year and I look back on that time spent quite fondly. A lot of people have asked if I intend to write any other stories in this series and the answer is a hopeful yes. I have ideas for several stories, but there are other stories I hope to write.
I've created eBooks for all my stories (well except Virtually Twisted), they've all been uploaded to BigCloset.
Shout outs go to the following people: Beyogi, Maggie Finson, Loki who served as either alpha and/or beta readers, The Rev. Anam Chara who helped edit some of the dialogue (spoken by the characters Hervor, Heime & Gilda) to more accurately reflect Elizabethan era English and last but certainly not least Holly H Hart for her superb editing prowess.
Vordag, the fourteenth of Harpa
Midgard is in ruins, and the total death toll numbers in the hundreds of millions and that's just for the humans. The Lejosá¡lfar and the exiled elves losses were much fewer, but their numbers were much lower to begin with, and it will take them many more years to recover their numbers. The Dokká¡lfar suffered even more devastating losses, and it will take them centuries before they pose a serious threat again.
Relief efforts have started, and we're beginning the long process of rebuilding. The Lejosá¡lfar are helping in whatever way we can, but it will likely be many years before the wounds from what people are beginning to call the Ragnarok War will be completely healed.
Daniella is a little bit worse for the wear. She's still recovering, with so many wounded the healers have been working hard to keep as many as they can alive. Many of the wounded have only been healed enough to ensure they'll live. Daniella is no exception. She's up and walking, but she's still in a good amount of pain. I'm glad she survived It would have been hard to suffer another personal loss like I did when Marion and Sophie passed.
As for me, I'm still trying to get a grasp on being queen. The Lejosá¡lfar accept me as their leader, but exiled tribes still refuse to accept any queen. I wish I knew how I could reunify the two people, but my final oath to Hervor prevents me from doing the one thing that would allow that. The exiled tribes believe Freyr to be their rightful ruler, and nothing I say or do will change that.
And then there's the issue of my new found power… I still don't understand where it came from, but it seems to be here to stay. I'm more powerful than any elf alive, and I even rival some of the goddesses in raw potential. Which begs the question: am I a goddess, or something else entirely? How and why was I given this power and what am I supposed to do with it? So many questions and I don't have the answers to any of them… I know of one person who might have the answers, but Frigg has yet to grace me with her presence.
Since our victory the gods have retreated from Midgard and no one knows when they might return or even why they've disappeared.
There has been so much death and destruction, but at least it's all over. Everyone suffered horrible losses and there's one more loss that I had not expected. Nick Flint. We found his remains tangled with those of Jonas Talman, and it appears that the two did each other in. Maybe now he and Marion can be together. I hope he's happier in the next life than he was in this one.
The dead are returning to Helheim in droves, and we all got a chance to say goodbye…
"Oh Bryn," Sophie whispered, tears streaming down her face as she we embraced for one final time.
"At least this time we get to say goodbye," I whispered back, feeling tears of my own well up.
"I envy you. You have this amazing life ahead you." She smiled wistfully, grabbing hold of each of my hands.
I squeezed her hands and shook my head. One of the many things that that really been hit home since I'd taken Hervor's place as queen was that I might live forever. I was immortal, and unless someone took it into their head to kill me, I would never die. I know there were some people that would do anything to trade places with me for that very reason, but it scared me that I might never see my loved ones again once they had passed on.
"You could stay. Maybe I could convince Gna to let you–" I pleaded.
"No, Bryn. I'm dead. Mom and Dad are waiting for me. I want to be with them."
"What about Sam and Leif? You said yourself that you think they're both still alive."
"Then I hope you find them, but I still have to go. I'll see them when they die," she shook her head.
I nodded and wiped the tears out of my eyes, "Goodbye Sophie."
"Goodbye Bryn," she whispered then her hands slipped out from mine and she disappeared into the lines of the dead.
I felt a hand on my shoulder and I looked back to find Garik staring at me with a gentle smile on his face. I wrapped my arms around him and started to sob hysterically. Eva came up and wrapped her arms around my back and the three of us just stood there holding each other.
"Bryn," Marion's voice called and I broke away from Garik and Eva to watch as she approached with Penelope at her side.
"I guess this is goodbye." A new voice, and I turned to see my mother accompanied by Daniella and my gramor.
"Aryanna, I'm sorry for all the pain I caused you. Thank you for looking after my sister. I'm glad you could find someone that could make you happy," Penelope said.
Penelope, Marion and Mom all muttered their own regrets. Then they each said goodbye and Marion's gaze met my own.
I walked slowly over to her and I felt her arms around me, "I'm going to miss you Bryn," she whispered.
"Oh, Marion. I'm so afraid," I said.
"Don't be, you're going to do just fine. It's time to go. Flint is waiting for me in Helheim." She smiled, then I felt her arms withdraw.
"Goodbye, Aunt Mare," I said.
"Goodbye Bryn," she called and was gone within moments.
Heime came up next to me and put his arm on my shoulder. Neither one of us spoke and everyone gathered around us.
A figure mounted atop a tall white horse appeared in the distance and started galloping right at us. The animal came to a sudden stop in front of us and the rider leapt to the ground in front of us.
"Gna!" Mom called out.
The goddess grinned and looked us each over, "So, it is done then. Ragnarok has been averted."
"Yes…" I whispered with a shake of my head.
"Is this it then? Is this how it all ends? With Hel gone, who will watch over the dead?" Mom asked.
"I will," Gna said with a very slight from.
"So you are to become the new goddess of death?" I asked incredulously.
"No," Gna said with a shake of her head, placing her hand on the pommel of the horse's saddle.
"Then who?" Daniella asked.
Gna shrugged and remounted her horse. "I couldn't tell you. There isn't anyone… yet," she said just before spurring her horse into motion and speeding off into the horizon.
Sunadag, the Eighteenth of Harpa
Mom reached up to touch the lock of hair that marked me as an apprentice. Suddenly there was a flash of light and when I reached over to put the lock in front of my face I realized it had returned to its previous auburn color.
"What did you do that for? My training isn't complete." I asked staring at her in confusion.
Mom smiled sadly, "It’s not appropriate for the queen of the Lejosá¡lfar to remain a spellbinder's apprentice."
"Well, I must admit you seem to be doing quite well in your new position," a voice said off to my side.
I felt my heart leap in my chest and my head darted to my side where a woman with long brown hair was staring at me with an amused grin. Light seemed to dance in her eyes and there was a sort of soft glow that swirled around her.
"Frigg," my mother whispered.
"Good, you're both here. This will make things easier," the Allmother grinned.
"So," I said glaring at Frigg. "The great manipulator has come to explain her actions."
Frigg seemed momentarily taken aback as she stared at me with wide eyes. Then she threw her head back in a hearty laugh, "Such defiance! You are your mother's child, I'll give you that! I suppose I deserve your scorn after the things I've done."
"Then tell me… What am I?" I asked with a shake of my head.
Frigg smiled sadly, "I think you already suspect the truth, but do you understand how it happened?"
"How what happened? What have you done to my child?" My mother demanded.
"It was never something I intended to happen, and somehow I failed to foresee the possibility," Frigg said with a shake of her head.
"Foresee what?!" Mom demanded.
"Your daughter is a goddess," Frigg said with a slight frown.
"So it's true… but how?" I asked.
The goddess grinned, "When Hel attacked you, her spell backfired. It destroyed both her body and soul, but all that magical energy was left behind and it had to go somewhere…"
"…so it went into me," I finished.
Frigg nodded, "The magic changed you… It didn't happen immediately, it took your body a while before it could begin to assimilate all that power."
"Oh frizz… Finding out I was a half-elf was weird enough, but this… I don't even know what I'll do with this sort of power."
"Whatever you like, girl."
"Whatever I like? You know as well as I do that my choices are limited."
Frigg frowned and looked me in the eyes, "I know all too well. Hervor and I … we planned it all together almost from the beginning. I regret what had to be done. I wish there had been another way, but the route we chose had the highest likeliness of success."
"We're just pawns to you. Pieces to be moved around on a damn game board! Tell me! Why did you do this to us! Why? What did it gain you?" Mom yelled between gritted teeth.
"It gained us the edge we needed, Mortal," Frigg said, glaring at my mother with narrowed eyes. "Lodur had changed so much so that in order to beat him we had to make changes of our own. Of course, we didn't know it was him that had been changing things. We always assumed it was the Jotun. The first step was granting human women the use of magic all those years ago. We spent centuries watching over your family, knowing that the ones we needed would be born from the Le Fey line."
"You've been manipulating the family for that long!?" I gasped.
Frigg nodded and continued, "By seeing that both of you were transformed we were able to change your fates. It gave us an advantage we wouldn't have otherwise had."
"And Daniella?" Mom asked.
"Her contribution wasn't as great as yours, but without her by your side it would have been much harder for you," Frigg stated.
"What about Flint? You had a bargain with him. Now that's he's dead. What of that deal?" Mom asked.
"I always keep my promises, mortal. Always. There's something we have kept from the world. Men can use magic." Frigg stated.
"What? But if they can use it why haven't the been given use of it?"
Frigg shook her head, "Because there was no one around who could give it to them. Magic works differently for men and women. It comes from the same source, but it's like two different sides of the same coin. I can't use it, and I can't pass it on. Only a powerful male magic user, such as Odin may pass it on."
"And you're going to convince Odin to pass along the power to men?" Mom asked.
Hervor smiled and nodded her head, "It has already been done. My promise to Flint has been fulfilled."
"And what will happen to them? How will they learn to control their magic?"
"They'll have help. Just as early spellbinders did," she replied in a matter of fact manner.
"Now that our purpose has been fulfilled, what will we do with our lives?" Mom asked.
"You and Daniella are free to take whatever path you like, mortal. I'll even return you to your original forms if you desire," Frigg responded.
"But… Not me. I'm stuck with the life you and Hervor made for me," I said running my hand through my hair.
Frigg nodded, "I swore an oath to Hervor. I cannot undo what has been done to you. Your fate has been set in stone."
"So this is how it must be… I know of no way to break my bond with the Lejosá¡lfar. I'm stuck with them, and they're stuck with me," I said, feeling the weight of my statement bearing down on me.
There was no one to pass the bond onto, and somehow I doubted there was a way to remove it even with Frigg's help. The weaves that had created the bond were ridiculously complicated, and it would be like trying untangling a massive ball of knots, but it was far worse than that. Unweaving it was dangerous in the extreme, unravel it the wrong way or use the wrong amount of power and it could very well blow up in your face.
"I-I need to be alone!" I cried as I finally let it all set in and fled out the tent and into the darkness of the night.
I still couldn't hardly believe it… In just a few months time I'd gone from believing I was an ordinary teenage boy, to being transformed into a girl and becoming the immortal queen of the light elves. Then there was this business about me being a goddess. Physically I was still a half-elf. Of that much I was sure, but I was a goddess too. The very idea scared the frizz out of me.
"May I join you?" an unfamiliar voice asked from my side.
I nearly jumped out of my skin as I swirled around to meet the gaze of a tall willowy woman with long silver-blue hair and unnaturally bright-blue eyes. She wasn't human, that much was pretty obvious, but I was pretty sure she wasn't an elf or goddess either.
"I apologize, it was not my intent to startle you," she said with a very slight tilt of her head.
I gripped my hand around the railing of the bridge and stared at her with my brows furrowed. "I'm sorry but who are you?"
"There is no reason to feel sorrow for me, young one. Among most I am known only as the Gray Queen, but you may call me by my given name, Alia."
I felt myself give a sharp intake of breathe. "The Gray Queen? But your… I mean you're not a faery!"
Alia nodded and smiled, "I am a halfling like you. My father was an exiled elf, my mother a water sprite. I was orphaned at a young age, and raised by the faekyn. I am a faery in spirit, if not in actuality."
"Why are you telling me this?"
"Because you and I have many things in common, Queen Brynhilde."
"How do you know my name?" I said staring at her with wide eyes,
"Why should it come as such a surprise? Much of your story is well know. I have desired to speak with you for some time, and as a creature of dual natures I was able to recognize that same dual nature within you."
"Because I'm a half-elf."
Alia nodded and moved toward me, her hands gripping the railing next to me, "So much of this city has been destroyed. It seems so strange that this bridge would have remained intact among all this wreckage."
"I was born here, you know. Save for a short time in álfheim I've lived in this place all my life and now almost nothing of it remains," I felt tears start to form in the corner of my eyes.
"They will rebuild it. Humans are a resilient people," she said wrapping a delicate arm around my shoulders.
"I know, but I can't afford to be one anymore. I can't let my humanity get in my way," I stated suddenly. Frizz why was I telling her this?
"Can't you? Tell me Brynhilde, do you know why the Jotun sought to destroy humanity?"
I stared at her a moment in consternation, "They're enemies of the gods. They wanted to destroy all of the gods’ creation."
"Yes, but there is so much more to it. To understand their reasons you must understand who and what they are. They are vattir, and like all vattir they are limited by their passions. Dvergar for their greed, Lejosá¡lfar and exiled elves by their sexuality, Dokká¡lfar for their hatred, fairies for their love of nature, Aesir and the Vanir for their need to control and Jotun for their single-mindedness. The Jotun hated the Aesir because they had destroyed Ymir, their forefather. They fostered that hatred for eons because they could not move past it. It was a part of who and what they were. Over time that hatred extended to everything the Aesir had created, and eventually to the Vanir because of their alliance with the Aesir."
"I assume there's a point to all this?"
The Gray Queen nodded, "Yes, you are vattir, and yet you are not. Your human nature gives you the ability to move past your passions and become so much more than what you are. Do not be so quick to give up your humanity, it is a precious jewel. You shouldn't keep it locked away. You should display it proudly for all to see."
"Look around you, Alia, look at what has been done to this city. It was destroyed by humans! How am I supposed to be proud of that?!"
She shook her head, "All creatures have their darker sides. Look no further than the light elves. Within them is the capacity to become completely depraved of all that is good."
"So that means I should embrace my humanity?"
“Humans are not perfect. They have many flaws, but in one respect at least they are superior to vattir. They can move past their flaws, vattir cannot. Ask yourself, do you really wish to give that up?"
I bowed my head and closed my eyes. I felt Alia's arms slip away and when I opened my eyes again the Gray Queen was gone.
"Bryn," Eva’s soft voice said from out of the darkness.
"Hey…" I said turning to look her in the eyes.
"What's wrong?"
"It’s just… It’s finally starting to set in. I'm stuck being the queen of Lejosá¡lfar."
"Oh, Bryn… I'm sorry," she responded reaching up to touch my cheek.
"How can I be a queen to these people? I barely know anything about them. I don't even know their language well enough to hold a frizzing conversation!"
"I don't know, but I'll be here by your side every step of the way."
"As will I," said Garik appearing on my other side.
"How long have you been there, Garik?" I asked.
"Just as long as Eva," he said with an awkward smile as he scratched at the back of his head.
"You came looking for me together." It wasn't so much a question as a statement of fact.
Neither, gave an immediate response and I didn't wait for one before kissing first Garik, then Eva on the lips. I was still a bit squeamish about our odd love triangle, but the last lingering bits of my resistance were gradually falling away.
I had changed, I realized, and not necessarily in a good way. The Gray Queen had been right to caution me. I'd let my elven side slowly grow more dominant, and my humanity had started to slip away, but I couldn't allow that to happen. I couldn't allow myself to turn into Hervor's image of a perfect Lejosá¡lfar. I had to strike a balance between my two sides… Strike that, my three sides. I was after all, a goddess now too I reminded myself. There was nothing saying I couldn't embrace my humanity and my elven side too. And frizz, why not throw a little goddess into the mix too? If I had to be queen, I was going to be the sort of queen I wanted to be.
"Come on," I whispered with a weary sigh, "It's time for me to get to work."
It has been quite a journey. Sometimes I wish I could go back to the simple life I knew before it all began… And yet the more time I spend among the Lejosá¡lfar the more I come to care for them. That's not to say I've completely come to accept my predicament. I still resent what's been done to me, and I continue to writhe under the net that has been thrown over me. The elves are my people, of that much I am sure, but I will always feel separate from them. In many ways I'll always be human at heart, and I don't know if I'll be able to completely understand them, or they me.
Eva understands me better than any of them, and yet in many ways she is more like them than I am. She is, after all, technically a light elf now. It happened when the queen's bond was passed on to me. The weaves for the bond between us became tangled with those of the queen bond, and in that moment Eva effectively became an unwitting light elf. Eva doesn't seem to be bothered by this in the slightest. She insists that it's for the best. If she's going to spend the rest of her life with me it's only natural that she should become a light elf.
My weird romance with Garik and Eva has continued to bloom, and there already whispers among the people that it's time for us to wed. I don't know if I'm ready to take that step, but the thought of marriage really doesn't scare me as it once might have. The thought of being married to two people is pretty unusual to humans, but I'm working to get past that particular cultural constraint.
Ruling isn't at all what I might have expected, but the elves are an unusual people, so it stands to reason that ruling over them would be an unusual experience. I have a lot more free time than any human ruler might and yet there's one thing that bothers me. The elves have no drive to better themselves. They're content with who and what they are. They make use of no advancement, technological or otherwise. A human civilization would stagnate and decline under these conditions and yet the elves thrive. I think it's time I give the people a little push.
"Lord Freyr, I've been waiting for you," I said staring across the throne room.
He stormed through the room, climbed the raised platform where my throne was situated and came to stand just a few feet away, glaring down at me.
Heime, appeared at my side, his fist clenched around Gram in a defensive posture. Garik appeared beside my father with his own sword drawn, and there was a flicker of power nearby as Eva summoned up her magic.
"I've come for what is mine," he said, shaking with rage.
I looked up at him, traced my hand across the intricate carvings on my newly crafted throne, then calmly stood to meet his gaze.
"Freyr, the Lejosá¡lfar were never yours. The Vanir came as conquerors, and took álfheim with your superior powers. You were a brutal and merciless leader, and I cannot fathom why the exiled tribes love you so. I will not allow my people to suffer under your rule again," I said, pacing back and forth in front of him. My people, I don't know if I'd ever get used to calling the Lejosá¡lfar that!
"You speak of things you cannot possibly know! You usurped my throne! I will not stand for it!"
"Usurped your throne, Lord Freyr? For me to have done that it would have had to have belonged to you in the first place! You took what rightfully belonged to the light elves, and selfishly took it for yourself! I am not the usurper! You are!"
"You insolent little child!" He growled and suddenly drew his sword.
I let my magic flow through me and quickly constructed the all too familiar weave for a spirit shield just before his weapon bounced into it. Heime and Garik quickly moved in, and within moments Freyr had been disarmed.
Heime slammed his fist into Freyr's chest and sent the god tumbling to the ground at the base of platform.
"Dad," I said, quietly holding out my hand. Dad, that one felt a little weird on my tongue too, but I thought it would be far easier to become accustomed too.
I felt Gram's weight in my hand, then I calmly walked over to where Freyr had fallen and knelt down next to him. "I freed you from Helheim, and this is how you repay me? By trying to kill me!? You should be ashamed of yourself Lord Freyr. I thought the Vanir prided themselves on their honor!"
"álfheim is mine!"
"I swore an oath to my dying grandmother to keep the Lejosá¡lfar out of your grasp. The only way for you to get it is to kill me. Do you really think the light elves will welcome you with open your arms after you kill their queen? Father told me about your conquest of our world. The people resisted you for some time before submitting. Do you think it will be any different this time around?" I whispered holding the edge of the blade against his neck.
"It is mine!" he repeated.
"Then you will die," I said, my eyes locked onto his.
"You wouldn't dare!?"
I edged the blade closer to his neck and watched the tiniest bit of his blood trickle down his throat as Gram made a very slight cut into his flesh. "Are you willing to take that risk? Do you think there will be anyone to bring you back from the dead this time around? How many centuries did you languish in Helheim the last time?"
Freyr stared up at me for a moment with wide-eyes, then he started to laugh. "Freya told me you were a feisty one, but I believe that to be an understatement! I will leave álfheim to the light elves."
"And the exiled tribes?"
"Do with them as you will," he replied with a sigh.
"Good. Consider yourself absolved of your debt to me," I said, carefully removing the sword from his throat and stood over him with my hand out.
"Never could get used to elf maidens being so infernally strong," he grumbled as I pulled him back up onto his feet.
"I just wish I could get used to being a maiden," I replied.
"Your highness," a tall elven woman said seeming to appear from thin air.
"Sigvit, isn't it? How can I help you?" I asked.
She averted her eyes, "Yes, your highness. A patrol found a pair of humans wandering the roots of the Yggdrasil."
"A pair of humans? Are they here in the city?" I asked, feeling cold chills run down the length of my spine. It couldn't be, could it? After weeks of being missing, could Sam and Leif actually be alive?
"Yes, my queen," Sigvit said cocking her head to the side.
"Have them brought to the palace immediately. I wish to see these humans," I said feeling as if my heart might leap out of my chest.
Sigvit nodded and disappeared with a bright flash of light.
I turned back to Freyr, but found that he was gone.
I returned to my seat to wait. The throne was nothing like the one Hervor had used. Elves cared nothing for precious metals or riches of any kind, and her throne had reflected that. Mine on the other hand had been hand carved with elaborate designs of dragons and other creatures. Precious gems had been set into the eyes of each of the creatures and a gold overlay had been laid over much of the chair.
I don't know who was responsible for its creation, but the seat was one of the most beautiful pieces of furniture I had ever laid my eyes on. Even with the gold and gems, the craftsman had somehow managed to keep it from looking gaudy. My subjects had gotten the idea that because I was half-human I had an appreciation for fine things. They were in the process of completely redecorating the palace-tree, and the few clothes that I had, had been replaced with ones made from the finest cloth. There was even talk of celebrating my nineteenth birthday when it came around next month. I suspected that either Heime, Garik, Eva or perhaps all three were behind these changes, but I had yet to confront them about it.
"Your highness!" Sigvit proclaimed, entering the throne room with two very worn figures trailing behind her.
"Bryn?" the taller of the two asked.
I jumped from my throne, ran across the throne room, flinging my arms around Leif and Sam in a hug and let out a pure squeal of delight.
"That's Queen Brynhilde to you!" I proclaimed with lopsided grin, and couldn't help but laugh as both Leif and Sam's eyes grew wide in surprise.
Vordag, the seventeenth of Ylir
Garik's strong hands worked their way down my back and I let out a long sigh of pleasure. I'd had a rather stressful week dealing with the Seidskati, and Garik's back rubs had become a regular part of our daily routine since I'd learned I was pregnant. It came as real shock. Despite having the powers and abilities of a goddess, I was still biologically a half-elf and I was far more fertile than any other elf. Elven women, though much slower to reproduce, have the ability to control whether they could become pregnant. I didn't have that control, and because of that I had to suffer the results of my night activities. Once this child is delivered I think Garik and I are going to have a long talk about contraceptives.
At first, I'd had mixed feelings about the child, but after some soul searching I'd come to realize that a part of me really wanted it, while the other side was scared shitless by the idea of motherhood. My human side was especially terrified by the idea, and every time I looked at my pregnant self in the mirror I felt that fear rise to the surface, but I thought that maybe with Eva and Garik at my side it wouldn't be too bad. She was a girl, the magic of the elven healers told me that much at least, but I wondered how human would she be? Would she share my dual nature? Would her existence be a constant battle between her two halves as it had become for me?
"Is something the matter, my asynja?" Garik whispered in my ear.
I turned to look Garik in the face and smiled up at him. He seemed to find immense amusement in called me his asynja. At first, I'd found his pet name more than a little annoying, but over time it had grown on me.
"I was thinking about our child," I said, tracing my hand over my bulging belly and felt his love and warmth rise up through the bond.
He smiled down at me, but he never had the opportunity to reply.
"Another bad day?" Eva asked, poking her head inside the room.
Garik nodded, "Theodora has been raising a fuss again."
Eva nodded, "She doesn't wish to give up her power. I doubt she will ever come around."
"Oh, I wouldn't be too sure about that," I replied with a huge grin on my face.
Eva came over and place her hand on her shoulder and looked down at me with accusing eyes, "What did you do this time?"
"I threatened to take her magic away," I said with a shrug.
"You really shouldn't antagonize that woman," she leaned down to plant a kiss on my lips.
I shrugged, "She's standing in the way of progress. If I'm going to help the humans form this new joint-ruled magical council, I can't have that damn woman standing in the way. She is a relic from an age that has come to an end. If she can't change her ways then she has no place in this new order. Men must have an equal say, or they'll be stuck repeating the mistakes of the past."
"I should probably tell you that Leif is waiting outside. He wants to speak with you, but after the last time he want to be sure that… How did he put it? Oh, yes, that you were 'properly clothed'," she said with a tinkle of amusement in her eyes.
I let out a soft chuckle and shook my head as I reached over to grab my blouse from the chair it had been draped across. Despite my resolution to maintain my humanity, some Lejosá¡lfar ways had begun to rub off on me and I'd almost completely lost my human sense of modesty. Elven modesty only extended to the outdoors, and that was mostly to protect oneself against the elements. Once indoors it was considered completely acceptable to roam about naked, even when you were a guest in another person's home. You saw this far less frequently within the palace-tree, but it still wasn't that uncommon an occurrence.
"Leif, I'm dressed. You can come in," I called through the entryway as I finished with the last button.
After, Leif and Sam had been lost in our descent into Niflheim I had given up hope that the two were alive, but somehow they had survived. Leif told me that they come awake near the spring of Urd and had survived off its water and small insects that inhabited the roots of the Yggdrasil. Initially, no one understood how or why he and Sam had been spared, but after some time we'd come up with a pretty interesting theory. We think the goddesses spared them. The Eddas spoke of two humans, a male and a female, that would survive Ragnarok by hiding within the roots of the world tree. What if Leif and Sam were those humans, and the goddesses had hidden them there in the eventuality that we wouldn't succeed?
"I came to say goodbye," Leif said with sad smile.
"You're not staying for the wedding?" Eva asked.
"No, I am, but I'll be leaving afterward and I might not get to see you. So I thought…" he mumbled trailing off.
"Say no more. So where are you headed?" I said.
"Back to Midgard. They're setting up a school for male magic users in Epegard," he responded.
I moved across the room and flung my arms around in a great big hug, "Oh Leif, I'm going miss you. Please, try to stop by and visit from time to time."
"You're my best friend, Bryn. Of course, I'll visit, but I kind of hoped you might visit me too… At least, whenever you're on Midgard that is."
"Of course. What about Sam? Will she be going with you?"
"Yeah, and believe it not that Matoaka lady has offered to take her on as an apprentice. It's weird, but apparently Sam's a descendant of hers from a really obscure line," Leif replied.
"That's great! Matoaka has a home in Nehrburg that's just outside Epegard. You two will be able to see each other whenever you want."
"Yeah, it'll be pretty great. Well, I guess I better get going. I still have some packing to do before I leave tomorrow. I hope your wedding goes well." Then he disappeared back out the doorway.
"You know… The wedding is in the morning. I think it's about time you get to bed," Eva said a moment later.
I shook my head and glared at Eva in mock indignation. It was one of the many drawbacks to being pregnant. Everyone had been treating me with kid gloves. Especially my future bride and my groom to be. Eva would never share any blood relation to the child, but she showed the same concern for the child's well-being as Garik. Of course, she'd been there the night the child had been conceived, so that might have something to do with it. Garik and Eva didn't love one another as they loved me, but once the two had stopped competing, their relationship had become much more amicable. They shared their bodies with each other when we made love, but I doubted they'd ever share their hearts with anyone but me.
"You were up half the night last night. You need to take care of yourself if you're going to deliver a healthy child," Garik chided.
"Fine, fine," I shook my head with a dramatic sigh.
"You know…" Garik said with the barest hint of a smile. "It's not really that late, and the wedding isn't that early. I think we could afford to have a little fun before bed."
"Fun you say? What exactly were you thinking?" Eva asked with a mischievous glint in her eyes.
I traced a hand across Eva's face and embraced first her then Garik in a deep kiss, "Oh, I think I can suggest a few things."
Siffendag 18. Ylir
I clutched at Daniella's hand, doing my best to keep my apprehension at bay. I had accomplished everything I had ever dreamed of since learning of Ragnarok, and yet nothing I could have done would have prepared me for this. Bryn was getting married.
Elves had no temples or churches, because they had no gods to worship. So the marriage was being held outside in the foothills surrounding the city as all marriages in Dagdedar were held. Thousands of Lejosá¡lfar, along with a handful of human guests had gathered for the occasion to watch the new queen be wed.
I took a look at that beautiful girl and I have a hard time believing that she was ever my son. Yet, there's still a lot of Neil in Brynhilde, whether she realizes it or not. When I learned she was getting married, I believed she was making a mistake. She was only nineteen for Frigg's sake! She was too young, and she wasn't just marrying one person she was getting married to two! To further complicate matters she was six months pregnant with Garik's child. The very idea seemed appalling to me and my human sensibilities. Then I realized something: Bryn wasn't human, not entirely, anyway. As strange as that relationship was to me, Garik and Eva made my daughter happy, so I held my tongue and kept myself from saying anything. Bryn’d had a terrible burden placed on her shoulders, and she would spend the rest of her life, and potentially all of eternity as ruler of the light elves. She would need the love and support of both Garik and Eva to help maintain her throughout the eons.
I felt Daniella squeeze my hand. I looked over at her and smiled. Frigg had offered to return us to our original forms, but we had both declined. We had been in these bodies now for many years, and we'd grown accustomed to them and to each other. Before our transformations we'd both been heterosexual men. While we cared and loved each other deeply, we didn't care to test the limits of that love.
We couldn't understand any of the ceremony, as it was all being recited in the Elvish language, but as we were both included, we had both been advised on what to expect. Bryn, Eva and Garik were standing in a triangle facing one another. Daniella and I, Heime, as well as a man and a woman who were Garik's parents stood in a circle around the trio. There were no priests or anyone to officiate as the three spoke their parts.
Each were supposed to name what they felt were the others greatest strengths and greatest weaknesses, which probably explained why Bryn looked so embarrassed and humiliated as her two lovers finished what they were saying. The elves believed that if a marriage was to last, that it must be tested from the very beginning, so that the bond between those being wed would be forged to become stronger than steel.
When it was Bryn's turn to speak, she turned to Garik, and I saw his eyes widen with shock and surprise and a pleased smile crept onto his face. Her grasp on the Elvish language, while still imperfect, had become good enough that she could hold a conversation and be understood. Slowly the smile turned into a frown and he lowered his head in shame and nodded in understanding.
When it came Eva's turn, she eyed Bryn thoughtfully and threw her head back and laughed as Bryn listed her weaknesses. Eva was odd, even by elven standards, but considering what she used to be, that really was no surprise.
Finally, they each repeated the words, 'bundr alliláfu,' separately and then together. They kissed and turned to the crowd and repeated 'bundr allilifu' one final time before there was a flash of light and the three disappeared with the light of Bryn's travel spell.
Daniella turned to me and smiled thoughtfully, "So what now?"
"I don't know," I said, squeezing her hand and shaking my head. I'd never intended to have a child, but doing so had brought a completeness and fullness to my life that I never would have expected, and now that she had moved on to a new life I didn't know how I would cope.
"You know, our lives are going to be empty without a child in our home," her words mirroring my thoughts.
"I was just thinking the same thing," I replied back.
Daniella kissed me lightly on the lips, "There are so many children who have been orphaned by this terrible war. Maybe we could adopt a few."
I place a hand on either of her shoulders and kissed her back, "I think I'd like that."
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In a world where magic reigns
supreme, identity and gender can be as fluid as the forces of nature. A mad scientist, a transgender woman who has become involved with a radical revolutionist group, a goddess of mischief, a supplicant to an inexperienced goddess, and a young apprentice; each person's life takes a strange and unexpected twist as elemental forces reshape their existence. |
Author's Note: Each piece can be read as a standalone, but you may get more enjoyment from them if you read my Ragnarok Rising Trilogy as they are set in the same universe and feature some of the same characters. Each of these tales takes place at different points in the Spellbinder Universe chronology and contain minor spoilers. As such they may seem to contradict each other if you're not familiar with the mythology and history of universe in which they are set.
Thanks go out to Hutcho for creating and putting out the Mixed Tape anthologies in which these stories were originally featured. I'd also like to thank Maggie Finson who pre-read "Convergence of Magics" and to all the other Mixed Tape contributors who provided valued input on each of these tales.
Voice of Madness
As featured in Don't Make me Wild Like You
'Bathe in his blood!' she said as I collapsed to the ground.
I heard the guard's feet clomp on the floor followed by the clank of the cell door closing behind him. I rolled onto my back panting and clutching at my side where I was certain his repeated kicks had resulted in broken ribs. Each time I drew in breath, the pain which was normally a dull throb swelled to the point I felt myself growing faint.
'Get up! Fight, kill, burn everything!
"I-I can't, I don't know how!"
'Let the magic burn inside of us!'
My vision flashed a brilliant bright white and gasped and gritted my teeth as I sat up. I could use magic, but given my current state I wasn't sure I could live with the consequences. I flexed my hand, the female one, and watched fascinated and in disbelief that it could be mine. I cupped my breast and gasped, letting my hand drop back down. There was a jagged split down the center of my body, like two of my victims sewn together in a bizarre mishmash of male and female.
So many years, so many experiments, and it had all come down to this. It all started with twins, but it'd gone far beyond that. How many victims did I abduct over the years? I always had such a clear image of their faces in my mind, but now I could only recall a handful. I'd lost my passion for the work and instead became obsessed with power, specifically magic. Men were denied it's use, but I'd been determined to find a way to make it mine and... I did.
I'd never been given the time I needed to test it, they came before I could and I'd been forced to inject myself to save the formula. It's how I found myself in my present predicament, a prisoner of the Nordic empire.
'Let it course through us. Burn our enemies to ash and cinder!'
"No! I-I can't. I won't! It's too dangerous!"
I hadn't called upon the magic, but I could feel it boiling just under the surface. It was said that it took years to master the power of the seidh, but the pure destructive force could be harnessed by the untrained if they were willing to take the risk.
'Let the power burn!'
"YES!" I screamed my resistance slipping away as I let the magic just wash over me. It whipped and whirled. It burned... oh how it burned. I let it go swirling out of me a whirlwind of destructive fire and rage that blasted my little cell into oblivion.
'We are free!'
The voice had been so right, all this time I had fought it, but she had known. The magic consumed me, eating away at male flesh, but I didn't care. The voice and I howled out in unison until... I couldn't discern her voice from mine. We were Mengele.
Heart of a Traitor
As featured in Funky Lady
Tires screech from the street behind me and I pull my apprentice robes close as I step into the convention center. I shudder, and bite my lips. I am worried that the gathered magic users--Spellbinders, Charmers, Enchantresses, and Mages all come at the behest of the Seidskati for an emergency meeting of the council--will see through my disguise. I am an imposter, once a man I had been transformed so that I could tap into the power of the Seidh, a power which is denied to males.
I stop and cup my breasts and get an odd look from the woman next to me. My boobs feel so right, but come with a terrible price. I have always been certain that I am meant to be a woman, but society hasn't been so understanding. Once, I came close to taking my life, but then I heard about the formula, one which promises to turn any man into a woman and by extension a magic user. Whispers mostly, unsubstantiated, but I had so desperately wanted to believe and as a member of the Sons of Odin it was already in my grasp.
The spellbinders control everything and the Sons of Odin claim to want equal rights for men and even transgendered people like me, but their methods are not those of the righteous freedom fighters they claim to be. There are rumors that they are preparing for the end, the battle of Ragnarok, but if so I think I've chosen the wrong side. I hate them. They killed my mother when I refused to cooperate and are holding my sister ransom to ensure I cooperate now.
I have no choice, I must continue or risk losing the only person I care about. I walk slowly through the convention center, craning my neck around looking for a flash of that trademark Le Fey auburn hair. The place was big and it was going to take time. There is a balcony up above and stage at the far end. She could be anywhere. Bryn is Sophie's friend, and given my transformed self's resemblance to my sister I am the perfect person to play her. Especially with the illusory spell cast over me.
"Neil?" I ask sidestepping the fair-haired giant of a man standing guard over her. She is beautiful just like her mother, and like Aryanna she has been born male.
Bryn spins around and I watch her eyes grow wide. "Sophie?"
My lying face contorts into an awful smirk. A lie, just like everything else about me. The Sons of Odin want me to get close to Aryanna, and through her daughter, I can do just that. Aryanna is part of the task force hunting down the Sons of Odin and they desperately want to get at her. A lot of people will probably die as result of my actions, but I don't care. I will do anything to save my sister, even betray her best friend.
Mischief and Mammaries
As featured in Du Bist Sehr Schön
Boobs, you gotta love them. As a goddess I have a pretty rocking set, but that hasn't always been the case. I used to be a dude, but that was another life and I'd tell you all about it if it weren't so incredibly boring. My new existence is far more entertaining, but that sort of comes with the job description. I am, after all, the goddess of mischief and chaos, which used to be Loki's gig, but he went and got himself killed (twice) and I got the honour of stepping in to fill his rather robust shoes.
Sex is a riot, but my partners are usually mortals and they just don't have the same stamina that I do. Take my last two studs. Their affections had been pleasurable, certainly, but I'd done about everything I could think of with them and frankly it was getting incredibly stale. I knew just what they needed, a nice pair of luscious melons. I snapped my fingers and couldn't help but grin as I watched the two transform, the taller blond one's short cropped hair grew darker and cascaded down her back in a mass of curls before her body shifted taking on a perfect hourglass figure. The other, I made a redhead and well... let's just say I left a little something extra between her legs.
I couldn't wait to take the two for a test drive, but it was time to perform some of my godly duties. It was a bit of a bother, but once in a while I could derive some fun from it. I snapped my fingers, disappearing from my abode and reappeared in the domicile of a mortal, a silly little man who was always praying to me and whimpering about all kinds of dreary things. I don't often answer prayers, but when I do, as you might imagine, things don't usually turn out quite the way the supplicant envisions.
He couldn't see me, which is how I like it when I'm working. The little guy went about his monotonous little existence doing all sort of tedious things. He wanted me to make his life more exciting, you know give it a little spice, and I giggled as I realized just what gift I'd confer on him, a pair of mammaries. You know it's funny how often it comes down to that. I grinned, but instead of snapping my fingers, I switched it up and wiggled my nose.
His chest bloomed into a pair of glorious mounds, and his hips, legs and the rest of his body soon followed. Hair splashed down her back where before she had almost none and her face morphed into the perfect vision of feminine beauty. I smiled and left her to discover my handiwork. I heard her scream just before I vanished and I rolled my eyes. You know, some people are just never happy with the gifts bestowed on them.
Answered Prayers
As featured in Girls Will Be Boys, and Boys Will Be Girls
Tiny little droplets, trickled down my cheek and I stared up at the statue of the goddess begging her to answer my prayers. If the Aesir were so powerful why wouldn't they grant my simple appeal? I would think she, of all the gods, would be the most sympathetic to my plight, but I guess the worries of a simple mortal like myself were beneath her notice.
I stood and pulled my hood up over my face, glancing around the temple and shook my head. Her shrine was unlike that of any other god or goddess, there were no priests, priestesses or even an attendant in sight. Other than a simple altar and a towering statue with her likeness the room was empty, but even as I looked around I couldn't escape the feeling that I was not alone. Was it the presence of the divine that I sensed or was it merely a product of my imagination?
I shook my head and moved for the open archway which led back out into the city, but before I could I felt a hand on my shoulder. My heart was racing as I slowly turned to meet the gaze of the smiling figure. The statue didn't do her justice, her soft features were framed with long auburn tresses and one look at her body was enough to make me weak in the knees. She was perfect in every sense of the word, and I doubted that anyone, man or woman, could find fault with her voluptuous form.
"Do you know who I am?" she asked her hand reaching up to touch my cheek.
A simple nod was all I could muster, but it seemed to be enough for her. She backed away, then shook her head and placed her hands on her hips. It seemed so strange, but there was something very... human about her posture. Everyone knew her story and how she had been born to a human mother, but somehow I expected that she would have shed her humanity. To see that it was still very much intact seemed so... odd.
She shook her head and turned her back to me. "Prayers are... still a little weird for me. So, forgive me for taking so long. I-I'll gladly help you, but you do realize that once it's done, it will be permanent. It's a big change, I know, so if you don't think--"
"NO!" I screamed, then ran a hand through my hair and grimaced. "Please, you can't come all this way just to tell me no."
"I didn't intend to." She spun back around and smiled.
It happened so quickly that I don't think I was fully prepared for it. Whirling bursts of energy flew out from her fingertips. The brightest light filled my vision, and when it cleared again, the goddess was gone. I looked down at my now flat chest and smiled, finally my prayers had been answered.
Convergence of Magics
As featured in Miniskirts
Lights swirled and whizzed through the room at almost sickening speeds. Sometimes one would bounce of a wall and ricochet off in another direction, and other times it would simply disintegrate. There was no rhyme or reason to it, but magic could sometimes be unpredictable that way. My master and his wife were pioneers in inter-gender magic research and the lights were one of many unforeseen results of their experiments.
The lab was a simple unadorned room, with cupboards lining the walls and a large workspace at its center. Empty beakers and test tubes lined the counters, but they weren't what I had come for. The more dangerous stuff was locked in the cupboard at the back of the room and it was there that I went. Otto and Thora would be gone for some time and I knew that if I didn't take advantage of their absence I may not get another chance.
I unlocked the cupboard with the key, I had swiped from my master, then quickly gathered the magic artifacts made from Thora's power, a feather of wind, three fire beads and five small phials of spirit essence. I memorized the recipe the last time my master had granted me permission to view his valdbok and I was familiar enough with potion making that I was confident I would be successful.
Potioncraft was a new art and it was one of the few ways in which male and female magic could be used together. Otto was fond of saying that the power of the seid for men and women were like different sides of the same coin. While either type differed slightly from the other, they were both elemental and some abilities, like transformational spells, were much more difficult for men to perform. Women's enchantments had their own weaknesses and it couldn't exactly said that either sex was overall more powerful.
Inside a large beaker, I mixed the ingredients in the order the recipe had directed then closed my eyes and began to funnel the required amounts of male energy into the container. When I opened my eyes again I found that the ingredients had turned into a clear blue liquid. I grinned then, before I could chicken out, quickly downed the entire potion.
A moment later the world started fade into darkness and when I came to again, I was laying on the ground. I shook my head then stood up. Something felt wrong, and when I looked down at my chest I found a pair of breasts sticking out from it.
"Crap!" I yelled.
A check inside my pants revealed a new vagina. The spell was supposed to make me more appealing to girls not turn me into one! "Double crap!"
"Alibran?" A voice, which belonged to my master, called from the other side of the door. "Did you sneak into the lab, again?"
"TRIPLE CRAP!"
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Day | Story Day | Meaning | Original Norse | Norse Meaning |
Monday | Manadag | The moon's day. | Mánadagr | Same |
Tuesday | Eirdag | Named for the Goddess of Healing, Eir. | Tysdagr | Tyr's Day |
Wednesday | Vordag | Named for the Goddess of Wisdom, Vor. | óðinsdagr | Odin's Day |
Thursday | Siffendag | Named for the Goddess Sif. | þórsdagr | Thor's Day |
Friday | Freydag | Named for the Goddess Freya. | Frjádagr | Same |
Saturday | Laurdag | Washing day. | Laugardagr | Same |
Sunday | Sunadag | The sun's day. | Sunnudagr | Same |
Month | Equivalent | Anglicized Name |
Mörsugur | Mid December to Mid January | Morsugur |
Þorri | Mid January to Mid December | Thorri |
Gói | Mid February to mid March | Goa |
Einmánuður | Mid March to mid April | Einmander |
Harpa | Mid April to mid May | Unchanged |
Skerpla | Mid May to mid June | Unchanged |
Sólmánuður | Mid June to mid July | Solmander |
Heyannir | Mid July to mid August | Unchanged |
Tvímánuður | Mid August to mid September | Tvimander |
Haustmánuður | Mid September to Mid October | Hostmander |
Gormánuður | Mid October to Mid November | Gormander |
Ýlir | Mid November to Mid December | Ylir |
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Virtually Twisted
By Daniela A. Wolfe Jim Rumsfield always believed he was regular teenage boy, but when he undergoes a twist he discovers he is anything but ordinary. |
Author's Note:
Although this is marked as revised it may be more accurate to call this a rewrite, as very little of the original text has been retained. The original plot is more or less intact, but be aware that certain portions of the story may not turn out quite the way you remember. This story was originally serialized on my website www.danielawolfe.com.
I would also like to take a minute to thank Morpheus for creating the Twisted Universe, and Xtrim who was kind enough to do the final grammar edits.
"En garde!” The dark knight raised his blade, his polished black armor gleamed in the torchlight.
I scowled and drew my weapon. “Step aside, knave!”
His muted laughs came through the helmet muffled, and he lunged at me. I barely brought my weapon up in time. “Let her go!”
“Never!” he screamed and lunged at me again.
I leapt aside and plunged my blade deep into his side. When I jerked it free, I paused, watching the dark knight collapse to the ground at my feet. I used the tip of my boot to flip his face cage open, gasped and took several steps back. “Megan?!”
“Mr. Rumsfield,” she said with a dry monotone voice very different from her real voice.
“Mr. Rumsfield,” she repeated, and the world evaporated around me. My eyes snapped open and with an audible groan I looked up at Mr. Beekman who was hovering over me, lips creased in a frown and arms folded across his chest.
“James, this may be the last day of school, but it is still my classroom. This is not nap time, if you can’t stay awake during class I suggest you get to bed a little earlier. I bet, this girl Megan, who’s name you’ve been calling out, would agree.”
The classroom erupted with laughter and my cheeks burned as he turned away. He continued his lecture and yammered on about photosynthesis. ‘God!’ I thought to myself slumping my head against the desktop. ‘When will it ever end?!’
I think I must have dozed off again because the next thing I knew the school bell rang. I jumped out of my seat, but stopped when Mr. Beekman call out my name.
"Mr. Rumsfield," he said. "In your eagerness you seem to have forgotten that class ends when I dismiss it, not at the sound of the bell."
I scowled at the ornery bastard and plopped back down in my seat. Fucking hell, I hated school!
"All right class as I was about to say before Mr. Rumsfield tried to leave prematurely," Beekman continued, "For those of you that will attend my AP Chemistry class next year, remember there's a twenty-five dollar lab fee that's due by the first day of school. Class Dismissed."
I was one of the first out of class, every extra second in that place was one second less of my summer. I sped down the hallway, weaving in and out of the crowds.
“Jim, my man!” Jeff Goldwin, a classmate and a friend approached. He raised his fist, and we bumped fists.
“Hey, I’d like to chat man, but I’m trying to catch Megs before she leaves,” I said, glancing around hoping to catch sight of her.
“Damn, man you really need to hit that,” he said with a playful slug in the shoulder. “Well I guess we’ll talk later. Hey you going to the Game Palace opening in the mall on Thursday?”
“Yeah,” I replied. “Why do you think I'm looking for her? Hey, uh I guess we’ll talk later, okay?”
“Okay, whatever,” he muttered shaking his head and rolling his eyes before I turned away and took off down the hall.
“Hey you wanna hang this summer?” He called out.
“Yeah sure,” I called over my shoulder. “Call me!”
I had almost reached the hallway leading from her last class when I ran into her. As you might have guessed she was both the girl I’d been dreaming about and the one for whom I’d been looking.
"Oh, hey Jim," she smiled at me and I felt my knees turn to jelly. I started into her bright green eyes and my heart skipped a beat.
She cocked her head and met my gaze. She was wearing her hair out for a change. Most of the time she wore it in a ponytail, but I kind of preferred it the way it was. It framed her heart-shaped face and made her look closer to her actual age.
She pursed her pouty lips and flicked a strand of fire-red hair away from her large nose. It was the only flaw on her face and probably the only reason she wasn’t considered one of the hottest girls in the school. Personally, I think it added to her charm, but maybe I was biased.
Megan was my best friend, and we'd been inseparable for about as long as either one of us could remember. When we got older, I developed a bit of a crush on her and when I asked her out, she turned me down flat. She said she wanted to stay friends, but sometimes I got the impression she was holding something back. It sucked, but I would take her whichever way I could get.
"Hey, did you hear about that new Game Palace in the mall?" I asked glancing down at her chest and turned away hoping she hadn’t noticed.
Megan, like almost any other girl under the sun, hated it when she caught a guy ogling her boobs, but sometimes I couldn’t help myself. She had to be among one of the top five most well-endowed girls in the school. What straight guy couldn’t resist sneaking glances at those luscious melons? It wasn't just her breasts either, Megan had a lot of soft, round... interesting curves.
"A Game Palace in the mall?" she said before her face broke out into a dazzling smile. "Awesome! There's one where my grandma lives."
"Yeah, there's one in Clinton it's pretty freaking awesome." I grinned back at her and added, "You want to go check it out? They're supposed to have a huge grand opening tomorrow."
"Sure," she replied.
"All right, I'll pick you up around noon," I said.
"Sounds like a plan," she said then added "I gotta go, see you later."
"Later," I called after her as she disappeared around the bend.
I watched her disappear down the hallway and let out a long sigh. We were perfect for each other. I couldn’t understand why she didn’t see it. I shook my head and made my way out of the school. Maybe someday she would understand.
I arrived home after a short drive from school. The house was empty. It appeared Mom hadn't made it home yet. I’d long stopped trying to keep up with her schedule. She kept crappy hours working retail. I climbed up the stairs, plopped down on the couch and flicked the television on with a gesture of my hand.
I watched a documentary on a ziprock band who'd made it big and squandered it all on drugs and prostitutes. It was interesting, and it gave me something to do until my mom got home. I’d always thought the band kind of sucked so I got a good laugh out of it.
After a few hours I realized the time, so I threw a couple frozen meals in the oven for dinner. I sat down again, and I watched a repeat of a sitcom I liked. I must have seen the episode almost a dozen times already, but since it was one of my favorites, I laughed my ass off like I’d never seen it before.
A short while later a voice called from the landing. "Jim, I'm home."
I hopped off the couch and made my way down the stairs where I found my mom, Kate, setting down her bags. "Hey, how was work?"
"I'm just glad to be home," she said. "I've been doing employee evaluations all day."
She worked as a Manager at a department store in the Mall called Haglund's. She hated it, but brought in a decent sized paycheck every month. Not bad, considering she started out as a grunt and worked her way up the ladder in only eight years.
"Dinner's almost done," I said, changing the subject, "I put in a couple of those Lasagna dinners you bought the other day, they should be done in a few minutes".
Mom looked a little relieved, "Good, I'm famished."
After we finished dinner I looked to mom and asked her, "Want to watch a movie or something?"
"Yeah that sounds great, but let me get caught on the news first," she replied, "I want to see what the weather will do tomorrow."
"-is 570 MBC, News," the TV blared after Mom switched it back on and changed channels. "This is Katey Charles with today's News. In Los Angeles, police have arrested a suspect in relation to the Echo Park killings, the police have not released the suspects name, but he is believed to be a 24-year-old male twisted, find out more after these words from our sponsors."
Mom muted the television as she growled, "Those damn Twisted! Those freaks need to be locked up so they can't hurt anyone else. What's this world coming to when decent people can't even trust—"
That's where I tuned her out. I used to think the twisted were as horrible as she always said, but I’d begun to doubt some things she told me. Megan's dad seemed like a good guy, despite being a lawyer, and he seemed to think they were no worse than anyone else. On the other hand, there were twisted like the Echo Park Killer that did horrible things, but I wondered if they were as much victims as the people they harmed.
Maybe they were freaks like Mom said, I couldn’t decide. It was creepy and weird and it must suck to change with no reason or prompting into a different person. I'm told, not all twisted were altered to such a large extent, but I imagined that it would be freaky even when the changes were minor. Were they all dangerous like Mom said, or just a select few?
"Your father—" I heard my mother say, and I turned to stare at her with my mouth hanging open. "What about my father?"
"You know what? I'm feeling tired. I'm going to bed," she added looking back at me with wide eyes before springing from the couch and bolting up the stairs.
"Mom wait! What did you say about my dad?!" I called after her desperate to learn anything about my old man. I chased her up the stairs, but when I had reached her bedroom door, she slammed it in my face. I tried the doorknob, and she’d already locked it. So, I pounded on the door. "Mom, what were you going to say!"
"Mom!" I called out again. Still, she didn't reply.
I slammed on the door a few more times, then with a shake of my head and a wary sigh I gave up. Sometimes I wondered if she didn’t have a few loose screws. Most of the time she seemed fine, but then she pulled this kind of shit. Then there was her temper… I shuddered and backed away. I didn’t want to get an ear full from her.
My mom had done some bizarre things, but this one took the cake. What had she been about to say? Every time I'd ever asked my mother about my father, she would change the subject or act like she hadn't heard me at all. What was it about him she didn't want me to know? What had she come so close to telling me and what did it have to do with the twisted?
God! I just wanted to know who he was! What the hell was the freaking big deal?
“Dammit!” I spun away and found my way to my bedroom. Closing the door behind me, I went to the chair sitting in the corner and turned it over. I popped off the bottom which I'd secured with tape. Inside, where I’d left it, I found my mother's old sophomore high school yearbook. I'd found it hidden in the back of her closet a few years ago. I pulled the masking tape free, holding it in place, and flipped the book open.
When I first discovered it, the book opened to page thirty-two as if she had opened it to that page many times. I’d looked through the book on multiple occasions, but that page was the one I always returned to, because of what it contained. Listed in the second column was a boy named Harry Turow. Someone, my mother I guess, had drawn a heart around his picture and underneath in my mother's scrawl were the words "Harry and Kate 4ever". The boy's physical resemblance to me was striking, but that didn't mean he was my father. A picture wasn’t a whole hell of a lot for me to go off, but it was the only lead I had. What the hell had happened to him?
I was born during my mother's junior year of high school. I learned by asking people around town the Turow family moved away the summer before my birth. Did their departure have something to do with my conception or did they moved away unaware that my mother had been pregnant?
I'd tried searching the web for any information on him, but none of the Harry Turrow’s I’d found had been the right age.
Staring at the photo of the boy I tried to imagine what he must have been like or what he might look like now if still alive.
I closed the book replacing it under the seat and popped the bottom back in. I righted the chair then I collapsed onto my bed and let myself drift off to sleep with images of the boy who might have been my father floating through my head.
"No!” I screamed running after the man in the hooded cloak.
He first appeared hovering over my bed like some ghostly specter. I sat upright, and he bolted with a flurry of motion. I threw my covers off and leapt to my feet in pursuit. The world shifted and turned and the surrounding walls disappeared, replaced by an empty field. My clothes had even changed, I realized, as I continued after the man. I was wearing a plain tee, a pair of jeans and sneakers instead of my pajamas, but it didn’t matter, I had to catch the man. I didn’t know why, but it seemed important.
The world spun, and we were inside the school. I followed him around the corner of a hallway and then the world turned again and we were back in the field.
The black knight from my day dream appeared, swinging his sword at me in a downward arc. I jumped back dodging his attack and lurched into motion fleeing before he attacked again. His armor clanked behind me as he leapt into pursuit. Once or twice I glanced over my shoulder, each time he was right on my heels.
How could he keep up with all that armor weighing him down? Soon I caught sight of the man again and I put on more speed, hoping to catch up with him. Why did he run?
The knight was giggling behind me. She called out, using Megan’s voice, taunting me. She called me a loser and said that I was repulsive. I remained focused on the man. I didn’t know why.
We ran, I chasing after the man, and the knight after me and the world shifting and turning around us. Flash after successive flash came, and I found myself in a variety of familiar locations, the mall, the park near my grandmother’s house and even the hospital where I’d been born. When the world shifted again, we'd returned to my room.
I stopped in the doorway peering inside.
A boy slept under the covers, he was wearing jeans and a t-shirt and he was more or less my size. The boy turned, and I recognized him as Harry from my mother’s yearbook. He sat up in bed and as he did so the shadowy man pulled a knife from inside his jacket. The boy stared at him and a smile formed on his face before the dark figure grabbed him by the throat and pulled him close.
The knight appeared in the doorway and lifted his visor. Megan’s face peered out, she grinned at me her face stretching into inhuman proportions. She didn’t intervene, but instead watched as the shadow man pointed at me then grabbed the boy in the bed by the cuff of his shirt. All three laughed in perfect unison, and I stepped forward grabbed the man by the arm
“Let him go!” I screamed.
“No!” They both refused and shook their heads in perfect sync.
“You don’t get it!” the man yelled pressing his knife up to the boy’s throat.
“Don’t you see?” the boy asked. “I’m not your father!”
They both shook and trembled and blood dripped down the boy’s throat as the blade cut into his skin.
"He's not your father, Jim." The man cackled and pulled his hood down and pointed at Megan. "She is!"
"Nnnnnnnoooooooooooo!" I screamed out ready to hurl myself at the man, but stopped myself when he bent and contorted. His muscles shifted and shrunk and a pair of breasts bulged out of his chest. Megan’s face beamed back at me and she unzipped her jacket.
She brought the knife up to her mouth and licked one side of the blade clean. “You still think I’m sexy, right?”
“Jesus fucking Christ!” I sat up in my bed. My head jerked about, looking for any signs of the man, the boy, or Megan. None of them were present and I let out a long drawn-out sigh as I became aware that it had all been a dream.
"Shit, that was weird," I mumbled as I stumbled out of bed and into the bathroom. I did my business then hopped into the shower. Though mom was probably gone for the day, I checked in on her, just in case. Her bedroom door was open, and she'd made her bed, a sure sign she'd left. She’d had an early shift which wasn't too uncommon, her work shifts seemed to hop all over the place. It was just one of the many hazards of working retail, or so she kept telling me.
I hovered inside her bedroom door and considered going through her room for some clues of my father’s identity, but soon discarded the idea. I’d already looked through her things more times than I could count and the only clue about my father’s identity I’d ever found was the yearbook.
Last Illusion XXV was calling me from the front room. I bought the game last week and had only played it for a few hours so far which was odd because it was one of my favorite game franchises. After a quick breakfast of Plucky Trinkets I made my way to the front room and switched on my Gamestation. It didn’t take me long to get pulled into the game play and I lost track of time.
It was almost noon before I remembered that I'd planned to pick up Megan for our run to the mall. I saved my game, then shut down the console. Racing out of the house I almost forgot my keys, but remembered to grab them at the last minute. In a few minutes, I pulled up in front of Megan’s house and was about to get out when the front door swung open. I guess she must have seen me pull around. Out sprang Megan accompanied by a blonde girl I’d never seen before.
"Hey Jim," Megan said as she approached my car, "Is it okay if my cousin Allison, comes along?"
"Sure," I replied and reached across to push the door open. "Hop on in girls."
A tall girl with a model’s build stepped into sight and I felt my jaw drop as she ducked inside the car, taking the front seat. Her resemblance to Megan was startling they could have been sisters. She had the same green eyes, but had a fairer complexion. Her nose was about average-size, but her lips weren’t quite as generous.
Allison was quite the looker, I hadn’t seen many faces as pretty as hers outside of a magazine cover. My eyes lingering on her breasts, which were a lot smaller than her cousin’s and I swallowed hard. The scent of raspberries filled the air and glanced at Megan as she climbed into the back seat. I don’t know if it was some sort of perfume or her shampoo, but Megan hated that sort of stuff, so I had no doubt the scent was emanating from the new girl.
Megan didn't say much as she climbed inside, but judging from the way she was frowning at her cousin I knew something was up. I’d been looking forward to spending some alone time with Megan, so I was a little bummed that she’d brought someone else along. Allison was easy on the eyes, but I’d never been partial to blondes. I tried not to let my disappointment show on my face.
"Hey, I'm Jim," I said holding my hand out to Allison.
She took it and giggled, and with a rather vacant expression on her face she said "Your friend is cute, Megan. I'd wonder why you weren't dating him if I didn't already know you were gay."
I choked at that "You think I'm cute?"
"Yeah," she giggled, "I'd totally date you if I didn't have a boyfriend."
Then it clicked what she'd said about Megan. I seemed to have trouble thinking straight around cute girls, but that shouldn’t surprise anyone. What straight teenage guy didn’t?
"You're gay?" I glanced back at Megan mouth hanging open eyes as wide as saucers.
"Thank you so much Allison," she said with a sneer, "I wasn't ready to drop that particular ball, just yet. Were you planning on telling any other of my secrets today?"
The vacant expression on Allison's face took on a more menacing cast as she said "No, but there are still plenty of hours left in the day. Who knows? Something might occur to me later on."
The two girls glared at one another, Megan folded her arms across her chest and scowled. I glanced back and forth between the two of them and grimaced running a hand through my thick mop of hair.
"Ladies, I don’t know what the hell just happened, but why don’t we forget what was said and try to have a good time," I said putting both hands on the steering wheel and looking back at my friend in the rear-view mirror.
"Oh, we're teasing each other. Aren't we Megan?" Allison said with another giggle, the menace fading from her face, replaced by the vacant mask she’d been wearing before.
I looked back at Megan. “Megs?”
"Yeah, sure," she said gritting her teeth, "Just teasing."
The drive to the mall was awkward as hell, but it only lasted a few minutes. Once I had the car parked we all piled out and while I couldn’t speak for the others, I was eager to relieve some tension. Upon entering the mall Allison looked around and shrugged. “Eh, not bad, but I’ve seen better. I’ll look around you two can go to your game thingie and we can meet back here later.”
She didn’t wait for a response before turning her back and stepped into the nearest store. I let out a sigh more than a little glad to see her go. Allison was pretty, and I’d be lying if I said I didn’t like looking at her, but it was a lot less awkward when it was me and Megan. I’d sooner not have the other girl around if they spent the entire time making jabs at each other.
"Soooo," I said slipping both hands in my pockets and glancing at Megan. "You like girls."
"Yeah, I think I was in denial about it for a long time. Remember, last month when I visited my uncle? Well..." she trailed off for a moment. "Allison had a slumber party with a few of her friends and long story short, I-I sort of kissed one."
I stopped in my tracks and let myself picture Megan kissing another girl. I had enough sense not to give voice to some interesting images that her comment invoked. Still, I was sure my night time fantasies would take a few more interesting twists because of this new information.
"Is that why things between you and your cousin seem so tense?" I asked clearing my throat and doing my best not to keep my mind off it.
Megan sighed, "Yeah, sort of, but… that’s the way she is. She’s offish most of the time anyway, but since the kiss, her friend won’t even talk to her and Allison blames me."
“That’s rough,” I agreed and eyed my friend as she continued forward.
Megan didn’t say a word, and I stopped in my tracks, my heart sinking with the realization I’d never get the chance to win over the girl of my dreams. I would soon get my chance, but in a way I never imagined. If I had known, I would have run for the hills, but one way or the other, it would have happened anyway.
We continued in silence as we made our way to the Game Palace, and within moments the store was in sight. Megan’s face stretched into a smile. We exchanged glances and picked up the pace nearly running into the store. When we made it there, there was almost no space to move around, it was so packed. For good reason, they had the largest selection of games I had ever seen. We moved to the center of the store where they had an exclusive demo of the upcoming Demon Can Die game.
"Awesome," I exclaimed, "I can't wait till it comes out."
Megan didn't agree, "Oh come on, the only game of the series that was half-way decent was the first. I seriously doubt the fifth game will be better than the other sequels."
I was about to retort when something caught my eye. "Holy freaking crap," I said running up to a display. "They have Death Stalker I've been looking everywhere for this, and it's only twenty-five bucks!"
“Jim, my man!” Jeff Goldwin’s voice called from the other side of the store and I turned to greet him with a fist bump as he approached.
“Hey Meg,” he greeted Megan holding his fist out to her. She rolled her eyes and shook her head as she stared at his hand with a frown. Megan had never liked Jeff, but I’d never been able to figure out why.
"Look," Megan called out waving us toward the center of the store where a crowd had gathered.
A tall man, with a smile that seemed too forced, was standing in the crowd's center next to a large display. There was a stylized banner with the words ‘Virtual World’ hanging from the ceiling above his head.
“Gather 'round, gather 'round,” he called motioning for everyone in the shop to move closer.
Megan, Jeff and I didn’t have to be told twice and the three of us moved in closer. Which wasn't close at all. The throng of people around him was already thick, so we didn’t get the best view. Jeff and I were both close to the same height and we could see pretty much everything, but Megan was short, even for a girl, and I doubted she could say the same. She stood on her tip-toes, leaning back and forth, no doubt trying to get a better look.
“Well, I think we have a big enough crowd now.” The man beamed, running a hand over his hair as he scanned the crowd. “My name is Alex and I’m here today to give you kids an exclusive sneak peek at an upcoming new gaming system that will revolutionize the world of gaming as we know it. We’ve all seen virtual reality systems that mimic our movements, but Virtual World does so much more than that. With our system you’ll be able to experience the wind blowing against your cheek or the touch of a hand on your shoulder.”
On either side of him there was a large holo display and a table with a cloth over it which concealed a ball or sphere.
“For this demonstration I’ll need a volunteer, any takers?” he asked his face stretching into a toothy grin as he surveyed the crowd.
Every hand in the store, save those belonging to the staff, shot up, and the man grinned.
"Pick me," I called out. Similar sentiments were repeated by my friends and others. Alex eyes scanned back and forth across the crowd, passing me by several times. I thought for sure he’d pick someone else, but then his eyes settled on me and when I met his gaze, a slow smile forming on my face.
"You near the back with the blue shirt there," he said pointing his finger at me. The crowd parted and in disbelief I made my way to its center where Alex was waiting.
"Young man, what is your name?" he asked.
“J-Jim,” I replied, meeting his gaze, my whole body quivering from anticipation.
"Tell me Jim, have you ever used a VR system?"
"No, but a friend of mine used the virtual attachment for the PlayNet," I said. "He thought it sucked."
The man laughed. "I've heard a number of gamers say much the same thing, but the Virtual World system is no mere attachment. This is a much more advanced device than anything that has come before. As I'm sure you'll agree once you've tried it out for yourself."
"The Virtual World system uses diodes built into a head mounted sound and display system. It does not operate by catching your motions, like older VR systems, but instead senses what you want your avatar to do, and feeds sensory information back to your brain.
"That sounds awesome!" I said, the excitement building inside me. I could hardly contain myself. "When do I get to try it out?"
The man laughed. "Well folks looks like our eager beaver is ready to get this ball rolling. What say you?"
The crowd cheered, and I resisted the urge to cover my ears. My ears hurt a little from all the sound.
"All right," Alex said holding his hand up to silence the group. It took a few seconds, but they quieted down. With a dramatic flick of his wrists he pulled the cloth cover the table free. Underneath was a racing helmet with a blacked-out visor with several knobs on the side.
“Ready Jim?”
I nodded, my stomach seized up as he fit the helmet over my head. Darkness engulfed my senses as it fit into place. I don’t know why, but for reasons that escaped me at the time the whole business was making me just a little uneasy. I had the strongest urge to rip the helmet off my head and run as fast and as far away as my legs would take me. If only I had listened.
"Now," Alex’s muffled voice said from the other side of the helmet. "We adjust these knobs and we should be ready to go."
Something cold and metallic touch the skin on my forehead and the back of my neck. I couldn’t say for certain, but I figured they must have been the mechanisms that fed sensory feedback from the game into my mind.
"Do you feel anything touching your skin?" he asked, and after I replied in the affirmative he asked if I was experiencing any discomfort. When I replied in the negative, he flipped the visor down over my eyes.
"As our friend, Jim, experiences the full splendor of the Virtual World System, this monitor will display a limited visual interpretation of his experience. So you may have an inkling of the awe and splendor of the Virtual World Console," Alex spoke. "Please keep in mind that this, in no way, comes close to what Jim will be experiencing."
It was dark under the helmet until a blue streak of light flashed across my eyes and exploded with dozens of green and blue squares each of which expanded until they filled my entire range of vision. Black text appeared on screen creating dead-spots where there was no light and I realized that I was looking at a menu. I reached out to touch one option, but stopped when I saw my hand. It didn’t look like flesh, but rather mechanical. Its fingers were segmented and reminded me of something that might have belonged on a crash test dummy.
‘Must be some kind of default avatar,’ I thought to myself.
"As you might have noticed..." Alex said in the distance but I ignored him. I didn’t wait for any prompts from him, but instead I reached my hand out again and touched the menu option that seemed to show game-play. There was another bright flash accompanied by a burst of red and gold tiles which displayed another menu.
Alex made another dumb joke about me getting ahead of myself. I rolled my eyes, chose to ignore him and focused my attention on the menu displayed in front of me. The first thing I saw were several selections for what appeared to be game demos. One had a picture of a very attractive woman wearing a tight form-fitting jumpsuit with light blue skin, almost cat-like ears and a small set of horns in a futuristic setting, another had a bearded wizard with lightning shooting out of a staff, and the last had a Tarzan-esque character in a rainforest.
I debated for a minute, but reached out my hand and chose the science fiction setting. I'd always had a thing for sci-fi, plus the alien, or whatever she was, looked hot. Another bright flash filling my vision, and this time the screen was populated with white and gray tiles. When my sight cleared, I found myself inside what I guessed must have been a spaceship. I marveled at the detail and how it looked real. It wasn't until I drew near a bulkhead that I realized a few details didn't look right. I drew my hand up the wall touching it with my hands and snatched it away when in surprise when cold steel contacted my fingers.
I studied the wall and the surrounding area for a few minutes, and I looked at my hand. It was blue like the woman from the preview image, but what struck most about it was that it had six digits rather than the usual five. The nails were short and well-manicured, the fingers themselves were longer, more slender and looked like they belonged to a woman.
My hands drifted to my chest and discovered something I should have expected. I had boobs, or I guess my virtual avatar did, but damn they felt real enough. I grabbed a hold of one and it jiggled on my chest. "Wow," I heard myself say aloud. "That's weird."
This pronouncement brought about a fit of laughter from the crowd, but I ignored it, a little put off by the sound of my avatar’s voice speaking in perfect unison with my own.
"Stop right there," a new voice said behind me and I spun around to face the intruder.
An NPC, a non-playable character, stood opposite me wearing segmented combat armor that looked almost organic, but what had my attention was the large and dangerous looking gun in his hands. Based on the rounded-glass like protrusion along the weapons front, I was willing to bet it didn’t shoot bullets, but if all my years of gaming had taught me anything it would do major damage to the character I was playing.
"Crap," I said, ready to spring into action, but stopped when Alex protested.
"Woah," Alex protested. "Why don’t we back up? While I’m very excited to let you experience the game play of The Rise of the Anthecron, there are amazing features that the audience has yet to see."
Several loud groans followed this pronouncement, and I was prepared to keep on going, but the game seemed to have taken on a mind of its own. The screen flashed again, this time with orange and green tiles and I found myself in yet another menu, but this one had floating bits of text that instead of hanging motionless circled around me. It surprised me, at first, but then I realized Alex must have had an override which enabled him to take control of the demonstration. I’m not sure why he hadn’t used it earlier, but I guessed I would have to play along if I wanted another chance at playing the game.
"This, is the character customization menu," Alex said. "You can play with Kalena, the captivating default character or if you like a more customized design, you can choose something more in line with your own personal tastes. Keep in mind that this is a demo version and that the game is still in active development so some features aren’t yet available."
"Our friend, Jim has done a good job of navigating the system so far, but for the sake of this demonstration I’ll be taking the reigns. Although the character customization menu isn’t finished, there are still a wide range of options. I’m told that in the final version you’ll even be able to scan your own image and play as yourself. As this is a demo that feature has yet to be implemented," he spoke.
"There are so many options available that with some tweaking you could make a reasonable representation of yourself, but that’s rather boring isn’t it? Now we could play with this for hours, but I’m just going to walk you through some basics. First option, is the species of the character."
Alex switched between several options, first a human, then some big hulking creature and back to Kalena’s race. He moved on to gender, for a moment my form switched to a male one before reverting to the female form. He tinkered with the settings and various parts of my digital body grew and shrunk as he experimented with the menu sections. When done he started on clothing. There seemed to be a lot of options available many of which seemed to include every form of dress imaginable including silly options like those dorky tropical flower shirts, and even parachute pants, but most of the stuff were futuristic clothes and combat gear.
It was while he was navigating the clothing menu my stomach seized up and I panted for breath. It started with a tingling sensation, like static, that started in my scalp but spread through my whole body. I doubled over, a strange pressure building inside me. My initial reaction was to pull the helmet off my head, but when I reached up an incredible jolt of pain shot through my body as if lightning had struck me. Massive forces rippled through me as if the universe itself were pulling at me. For a moment it seemed that the entirety of my existence began to waiver and I would cease to exist. The darkness came and there was nothing.
Bright light blinded me as I came awake. I tried to bring my hand up to block it out, but my arm refused to move. I opened my mouth to talk, but even my voice would not cooperate. My initial impression was that someone very large and very strong was holding me down, but when my eyes adjusted to the light, I realized that my original impression had been wrong. I tried to move again, but my muscles refused to budge. I panicked, but then Megan’s hand touched my shoulder.
"Jim, you will be all right; don't worry," she said and while there was a slight quiver in her voice, her words kept me from giving into my hysteria. "Just breath, I’ve heard of this happening before and most people regain use of their muscles within a few minutes."
It struck me then what a good friend she'd been. Too bad she was a lesbian I think we might have grown to be much more than friends.
I saw the crowd for the first time and remembered that I was still in the gaming store. What the hell happened? What about the game? Who removed the helmet? Why was I on the floor? Why couldn’t I move? Whatever happened my mind didn’t seem to have been affected. At the moment I had plenty of questions, but no damn answers.
A third attempt to move my hand proved more effective, and it twitched if only just a little. It wasn’t much, but I took it as a good sign. I breathed a sigh of relief and I worked at it longer. With my fourth try I was able to lift my arm and touch my face, but as I did, my fingers brushed against something on my chest that shouldn’t have been there. My heart hammering in my chest, I found the strength to sit up, glanced down and found a pair of naked lumps sticking out from a blue chest... my chest.
I stared at those two masses in confusion before realizing that I was looking at a pair of breasts. I glanced around at the crowd and saw their eyes burrowing into me. My brain still struggled to process the changes to my body and for a moment became convinced I was still in the game, but that didn’t seem right. As far as I knew the real world and the game weren't able to interact, but why the hell did I have blue skin like Kalena and why was I naked? My cheeks burned, and I used one arm to cover those inexplicable breast and another to cover my new and female privates.
"Holy hell!" I cursed and tasted bile in my throat as the only possible explanation came. I was Twisted, I curled up into a ball, a wave of nausea washing over me as my knees pressed into my chest. I gripped the side of my head as the tears came.
"What is it?" A boy to the right of me said I glanced at him and realized with a sinking feeling in my stomach it was Jeff.
"It kind of looks like that character from the game. That hot looking alien chick. How is that possible?" a voice said somewhere behind me.
"I'll tell you how it's possible," said a girl standing right in front of me. "That thing is a twisted freak."
"Oh, god!" I screamed and sobbed.
I was a freak a damn twisted freak!
Though I made the connection, I didn't want to accept it. Mom knew, I realized, which is why she'd always been so secretive about my father. I must have inherited it from him, but then...
"Your kind aren't welcome here," the girl screamed, and I fell backward when she approached with fists clenched at her side. "Get out before you expose us all to the Kincaide Virus!"
"Hey," a boy said stepping out from among the crowd. "She has as much right to be here as the rest of us."
"You’re twisted too, aren’t you? Freak!" she screamed glowering at the boy.
The boy stared back at her fists clenched at his side, but the rest of the crowd moved in. Everyone screamed at once and the girl pounced on me her nails tearing into my new soft skin. I tried to raise my hands in defense, but I was still so weak and she threw them aside with almost no effort. Megan stepped in before it got too bad and punched the girl across the nose. She spun away and fell to the ground clutching at the face.
"Get the hell off Jim, you stupid fucking bitch," Megan said looming over the other girl the threat of more violence reflected in her eyes.
The scene erupted into a full blown brawl. I tried to crawl away, but the girl grabbed me by one of my ankles and dragged me back into the fray. "Leave me alone!" I screamed and kicked at her with my free foot. She didn't relent, but another brawler appeared to come to my aid. Things were getting bad, but I think if the trio of mall cops hadn’t picked that moment to show up it would have gotten a lot worse.
They cut right through the crowd and went straight for Megan, handcuffing her arms behind her back. Most of the brawlers scattered, but a few remained to watch including the girl who Megan had punched in the face. She had a triumphant grin on her face as she pointed an accusing finger at me. "The freak started it!"
One of the mall cops, the tallest of the three glared down at me. "Get up!" he demanded.
I wobbled, but with what little strength I had available I managed to climb to my feet unaided. Once standing, my hair brushed against my shoulder and reached up to touch it. I looked down at my chest and new tears welled up out as I sucked in my breath fighting back another wave of panic.
One guard, I didn’t see which, grabbed my wrists and forced my hands behind my back. I didn't resist and felt the cold steel of his cuffs lock in place around my wrists. He shoved me and I jerked forward. I kept walking, but glanced back before the game store was out of sight and through my tear soaked eyes I noted the burn marks on the ground where I’d been standing. I didn't understand much about the processes involved, but I sensed it was a result of my twist. The damage to the floor was extensive, and I was surprised and more than a little grateful, no one had been hurt.
I glanced back catching sight of Jeff, and met his gaze pleading for help, but he didn’t budge an inch. When I gave up and turned my head away, he spoke.
"Freak!" Jeff’s voice called after me as one guard pushed me forward.
The trip across the mall was the most memorable one of my life which would surprise no one under the circumstances. Every step I took, it reminded me of everything I had lost and it took all the willpower I had just to keep moving. My breasts jiggled, but there was a noticeable absence of movement between my legs. The guards never attempted to cover me up, so every eye was on me as I walked barefoot and unclothed through the very public areas of the mall. I looked down, watching my blue six-toed feet move across the cold ceramic tiles of the mall walkway.
"You know, my father’s a lawyer," Megan spoke part way through our little jaunt. "One call from him and you’re gonna wish you’d let us go."
I glanced toward her and the guard that was leading her along. He didn’t say a word, but rolled his eyes and pushed her forward. She was right, forcing someone butt-ass naked through a public mall was a lawsuit waiting to happen, but all I could think about was my shame and humiliation. The outrage would come later.
I looked around and almost wished I hadn’t. The eyes of the onlookers burrowed into me and though I closed my eyes, the damage had already been done. I could still feel their eyes on me and I wanted nothing more than to hide, or crawl into a ditch or do anything that would let me escape those terrible eyes! Tears splattered against my breasts and I shook. I couldn’t bear it any longer I had to get away.
I tried to run, but I'd never realized just how hard it was to move without use of my hands until I'd had them cuffed behind my back. The impact of my breasts against the cold tiles sent shock waves of pain through my chest. I grunted, gasping for breath as a hand forced me up from the ground. Before recovered, those hands pushed me and I stumbled barely able to keep from falling back over. I cursed myself, realizing how stupid my escape attempt had been, but I wasn’t in my best mind at that the time.
I hoped Megan wasn’t just spewing out empty threats. If her dad sued the mall, I imagined he would take them for a pretty penny if the courts sided with me.
When we reached the security offices, Megan, and I had our handcuffs removed and then they shoved us into a holding cell. It sent me flailing to the ground, but this time, I twisted to my side and avoided falling on my breasts again. Megan helped me back up to my feet, and I collapsed into her arms sobbing. The flood of emotions became too much, and she wrapped her arms around me providing the only comfort she could. She didn't speak, but made her presence known. It was enough.
I don’t know how long they kept us in the holding cell. What happened had so thoroughly shocked and shaken me I couldn’t bring myself to do anything but weep into Megan’s shoulder. I was so out of it I didn’t even realize I was still naked until Megan moved.
My eyes snapped open and glanced at Megan. She looked toward the door and I craned my neck to follow her gaze. Jonathon Hails, Megan's dad, stood in the doorway with a frown on his face and arms folded across his face.
"Megan, please tell me what’s going on? I was in the middle of a meeting with an important client when your cousin called."
My cheeks burning, I glanced at Mr. Hails. I pulled away from Megan and did my best to cover myself up, but in my state it was almost impossible to hide everything. It seemed pretty stupid, but I didn’t think Mr. Hails would appreciate a naked girl straddling his lesbian daughter. That is... assuming he was aware she was gay.
"Megan!" he repeated her name.
"Uh, well… the thing is Jim, well he sort of went through a twist," she winced scratching at the back of her head as she shrunk away from him.
"This." He threw a hand out at me his eyes growing wide before he coughed and turned away. "This… is Jim?!"
Megan glanced at me, brought a hand up to her mouth and turned away. She pointed at my chest and when I looked down, I realized I’d let my arms fall to my side leaving my bare breasts exposed.
"Sorry," I said my cheeks burning as I was cupping the naked lumps. "I never even suspected I was twisted. Suddenly, growing a pair of... well... boobs wasn't exactly something I expected to happen."
"Yes, well, twists are seldom predictable," Mr. Hails replied. He averted his eyes and if the scarlet shade of his cheeks was any sign, he was very uncomfortable. I couldn’t say I didn’t blame him, but it was nothing compared to what I felt. Hell, being naked and blue with your best friend and her father present was plenty freaking weird, but when you added the breasts to the equation, it was damn intolerable.
"Megan, the guards mentioned a brawl. You didn’t cause it did you?" he asked grimacing as he rubbed a hand against the back of his neck.
"Well..." Megan's voice said trailing off, "I might have hit another girl in the face, but she deserved it."
"We’ll talk more about this later. You’re just lucky I got here when I did or we'd be having this conversation at the police station. Being a lawyer has its advantages. One need only threaten to sue someone and they become far more accommodating. Jim, we’ll need to contact your mother she works here in the mall doesn’t she?"
"Oh shit, Mom," I cursed then glanced down at my chest and bit my lip. Mom hated the twisted with a passion that bordered on fanaticism. I didn't have any idea what that meant for me, but just contemplating it made me want to curl up into a ball. She was my Mom and even though she was flawed and a little unhinged, I still loved her.
"Yeah, she works over at Haglund's." I looked up at him and bit my lip.
"She will need to be apprised of this, ahem, new development," he replied fidgeting with his tie.
"Mr. Hails?" I asked.
"Yes?"
"She won't take the news well. I, uh, think I need to be the one who tells her."
He nodded and turned away.
"Oh, and do you think you could get me some clothes?" I added glancing down at my naked body and my cheeks flushed anew.
"Yes, I’ll get Allison to find you something," he nodded again, he moved to the door, and stopped waiting to be let back out again.
"There will be hell to pay for this. I’ll make sure," he said reaching for the door when it popped open. He disappeared through the opening leaving Megan and I alone again.
"So, this is weird? Isn’t it?" Megan pursed her lips and glanced at the door after her Dad left.
"Yeah," I let out a long sigh and glanced down at my hands. "That’s an understatement. I never expected this, none of it. God this is so freaking wrong!"
"You’re not the only one who’s surprised. I never expected you would be twisted. Not the way you’re Mom is always ranting about them… about us."
"You’re twisted?" That was a surprise. I would have wondered why she never told me, but I already had a good idea. There was a lot of prejudice against twisted people and with Mom being the way she was I don’t blame her for keeping it from me.
"Dad's twisted, and everybody says my mom was too. Most of my relatives are, so it's something we're used to. I guess I am too, or I will be. Whatever. I try not to think about it. It’s freaky realizing I could wake up one day and be a different person." She sighed.
I had a good idea about what the twist had done but there had to be more to it. If the comments from the people in the Game Palace were right, then I looked like Kalena from the game. I’d only had a brief look at her image, but I remembered her face looked more or less human. Besides the color of her skin her weirdest features were her six-fingered hands, her horns and her ears.
I glanced at Megan then down at my bare breasts. Aside from being blue, they had all the same features as any other girl’s breasts I'd seen and I knew Megan had seen her own set hundreds of times by now. It felt strange being around her naked like this.
I slipped one arm over both protrusions, ensuring I covered them then I flexed my free hand and watched each of my six-fingers move in response. I'd been so focused on the other aspects of my transformation and the shock of it all, I hadn’t noticed such an obvious change. Reaching up to touch my head I felt for what I knew must have been there. Sure enough my fingers found purchase on something hard that ended with a point, a horn. Next, I felt around touching one of my ears. The flesh, felt soft and pliable, like my old ear lobes just in the wrong shape and in the wrong place. When I slid my hand to the side of my head, where my ears should have been, there was only hair and skin.
Dammit all to hell.
"Are twists usually this extreme?" I asked, reaching up to pinch the tip of one of my horns.
"No. Even most of the people who go through a major transformation look more or less like a regular human, but there are stories. My dad told me about this guy that got transformed into this massive dog-like creature and Allison knows this kid with compound eyes like an insect. Some people don’t transform at all, they get these odd compulsions or have their personalities change."
I groaned. "Why couldn't I have been one of those!"
"Trust me it can be worse. Some of the compulsions people get make them do crazy and for some even bad things. Like that guy that's been killing people in California."
"How do we know I don't have some kind of compulsion?" I asked, dreading the mere thought.
"We don’t. Only time—" she stopped and turned as the door swung open.
Mom was standing in the entryway and the moment she saw me her eyes narrowed. She clenched her jaw and turned to Megan with that half-crazed expression she got whenever she talked about the Twisted. "Megan, what the hell is that freak doing here? Where’s my son?"
I winced, my stomach sinking.
"Oh, um, well you see the thing about that is—" Megan looked like she wanted to bolt and I couldn’t blame her I was fighting down the same urge.
"Cut to the chase would you? I don’t have all damn day!" Mom yelled still glaring at me.
I swallowed hard, fresh tears running down my cheek as I stared up at Mom. Megan looked back and forth between Mom and I. My lips trembled and I wanted to crawl into a hole. ‘Just do it, it'll be like ripping off a band-aid. Tell her.’
"M-mom," I said. My mother flinched away as if I’d slapped her. Her face grew darker and I saw the contempt and hatred in her eyes. She must have figured it out for herself, but I had to speak the next few words as much for my own benefit as hers. "It’s me, Mom, Jim, your son. I guess I’m twisted."
Her eyes were so wide I thought they might pop out and roll around on the floor. Several times she opened her mouth and a part of me hoped that she’d tell me everything would be all right, but when she spoke my worst fears were confirmed.
"I don’t have a son. I never had one! All this time I’ve been fooling myself. You’re a freak like your father!" she yelled trembling as she loomed over me. "I tried so hard to keep the truth for you, but it didn't do a damn bit of good!"
"Mom—" I said, and it came out as a high-pitched squeal. I wanted to say more, but the hatred displayed on Mom’s face was too much for me to take and I crumpled under that gaze.
"You know, that’s screwed up, don’t you? Jim can’t help being twisted. Did you think you'd keep him from twisting just by hiding the truth from him?" Megan asked glaring up at my mother.
"Shut the hell up, you stupid little twisted-loving brat. This is none of your damn business," she howled turning her horrible gaze on Megan.
I swallowed hard steeling myself against whatever horrible thing my mother might say next. It took every ounce of resolve I had just to form the next few words and it got harder to speak with each new syllable. "Maybe not, but she has a point."
Mom’s fire chilled to ice, and she looked me over with an air of indifference. "I can’t allow a twisted freak to live in my home. You'll need to find somewhere else to live."
"You’re not serious! What am I supposed to do? Where the hell will I go?"
"I don't give a damn," she said then burst out of the room leaving me there to stare at the door in complete shock.
I had this image of my mother running a dagger through my heart and clutched at my breasts as if her words had done exactly that. My fingernail dug into my skin, and though blood dribbled down my chest, I didn't care. Nothing mattered, I'd never felt so alone in all my life.
I sobbed, and the tears gushed out of me like water bursting from a dam. "God Jim! That was horrible." Megan threw her arms around me, but I couldn’t answer even if I wanted to. I buried my face in her shoulder and let the anger and grief come bursting out of me.
"Shit, Jim?" Allison voice wafted in from the doorway.
I wiped the tears from my eyes and glanced over my shoulder at Allison. She was holding a large plastic bag marked with the all too familiar logo of Mom’s workplace, Haglund’s. With my mother’s departure a few minutes earlier, it was a painful reminder of her rejection. My lip trembled, and I turned away so that Allison wouldn’t see my crying.
"Yeah, it’s Jim," Megan replied in my place.
"Why’s she crying?" Allison asked dropping the bag of cloths in front of my feet.
"I just had my heart cut out!" I screamed between sobs. "My mother wants nothing to do with me!"
"Shit, what happened?" Allison asked.
"I-I’d rather not talk about it." I snatched the bag from the ground and rifled through it.
Near the top, I found a pack of girl's panties with the name cotton bikinis on the bag. I hesitated a moment before splitting the bag open and fetched a plain white pair, the least feminine color choice, from inside. Slipping them up my legs, I bit my lip and shook my head. Because I had become so accustomed to boxer briefs, it felt a little strange wearing something so form fitting, especially without a cock and balls to fill the crotch area.
I peered back inside the bag and found a red polo shirt with a black collar. I slipped it over my head, glad to cover my breasts. The shirt was tight, across the chest in particular, but I had a feeling that I’d be running into that a lot since I seemed to be very well-endowed. I stopped before moving onto the next item to pull my hair out from inside my shirt. I held the tip in front of my face and grimaced. Of, all the colors I had to end up with it had to be fucking purple hair. I hated purple. Still, at least it wasn't pink.
Brushing my hair behind my back I reached into the bag and pulled out the next item, a pair of black short shorts with a drawstring. I glared at the damn things and held them in front of my face. Though I liked seeing girls wear them, they were damn revealing. I would have never considered wearing them before my twist, but better them than nothing.
"Might as well go out in the undies," I muttered under my breath and scowled as I forced the damn things up my legs. They were a little loose around the waist, but tight in the ass so I pulled on the drawstrings.
The last item was a pair of flip-flops. I always found them to be a little uncomfortable, but since they were plain black with red trim, they weren’t anything I’d be too embarrassed to wear. The rest of the outfit was another story entirely. The shorts showed off way too much leg and were only slightly less revealing than the panties underneath and while the shirt colors were gender-neutral the cut definitely was not and even showed off a little of my new cleavage. I suppose it could have been worse, Allison could have bought me a pink leotard and a tutu or something just as frilly. I shuddered at the thought and glared up at Megan’s cousin.
"Seriously?" I asked Allison. "Short shorts?"
"They’re cute, and besides that was the cheapest outfit I could find that matched." She scowled down at us and folded her arms across her chest.
"Yes, well I’m so glad you took the time to color coordinate," I said between gritted teeth.
"They look good on you," Megan said, and I turned to meet her gaze.
I wasn't quite sure why, but her comment was oddly comforting, "You really think so?" I asked.
Allison looked from me then back to Megan, "You definitely have the bod for it."
I felt a tingle of excitement at Allison's comment. "Oh, god! I am so hot."
"I think you might have some mental changes," Megan said a hint of a smile on her face.
"It's not that uncommon with a twist," she added in explanation when she caught my blank expression.
"Well, the good news is I convinced the mall management not to press any charges." Mr. Hails appeared from the doorway, but stopped dead in his tracks when he got a good look inside the room. "Jim, what happened to your mother?"
I’m not sure how he missed her tearing out of the room, but his question dredged up all the sore feelings from my mother's rejection. I didn’t cry this time, but my eyes misted up.
"She’s gone," I mumbled glancing down at the floor. "Apparently, since I’m a twisted freak, I’m not good enough to be her son anymore."
"I would think, a mother’s love would see past such things." He spoke in a calm, collected manner that almost seemed to make his response nonchalant. If it hadn’t been the firestorm of fury that was brewing in his eyes I never would have guessed that he was angry.
"Apparently not," I said my lips trembling.
"Well, let’s hope she comes to her senses," he said with a calm, reassuring smile. "Until then, you’re always welcome to come live with Megan and I."
"Thank you," I muttered letting a sob escape my lips. "But what if she doesn’t?"
Mr. Hails pursed his lips and let out a long sigh. "We’ll figure something out. Just know that if it comes down to it, I would never put you out on the street."
Megan put her hand on my shoulder and gave me a smile that seemed just a little forced. "Come on, let’s get the hell out of here."
I forced a smile of my own, but it was lackluster. I doubted it did much to mask the simmering jumble of emotions that threatened to scream out from me at a moment’s notice. "Gladly, I never want to set foot in this shit-hole ever again."
I was so eager to leave I was the first out of the security offices, but I regretted my haste when I sensed the eyes of everyone in the area on me. I balled my hands at my sides and stepped forward trying to ignore the looks, but I found myself meeting people’s gazes, anyway.
A boy of about thirteen was staring at my chest when I looked down I realized that my nipples were showing through my shirt. Blushing, I folded my arms across my chest and moved past him. Even when my back was to him I swore that I could feel those damn prying eyes on me. Even clothed the walk out the mall proved to be almost as humiliating as our march to security offices and it was only my determination to get the hell out of Dodge that kept me putting one foot in front of the other. Before I'd been so shocked and humiliated that I didn’t look people in the face, but this time I noted all the hateful glares, every obscene gesture, and every lewd look.
Mr. Hails took the lead, and we followed him to the far North side of the mall. We’d almost made it to the exit when I found myself face to face with the girl from the Game Palace. I was more than a little gratified to see that her face was swollen and she was sporting a nasty black eye from where Megan had hit her in the face.
"FREAK!" she screamed.
"Get the hell out of my way." I stepped forward and got up right up in her face. I’d never hit a girl before, but I balled my fist up prepared to do just that. Besides, I was a girl now and about the same size so it would be a fair fight. Well, unless I discovered I had any special powers in the next few minutes.
"No," she said and snatched hold of one of my wrists. "I’m not gonna let you get away! You twisted freaks are always causing trouble it’s time one of you get what you deserve."
"What I deserve?!" I freed my wrist and shoved her away then motioned at my chest. "What the hell did I do to deserve this? You’re the one that started the damn fight! You remember my friend here, don’t you?" I threw a thumb over my shoulder at Megan. "Well, let’s say if you don’t get out of my fucking face, what she did to you will pale in comparison to what I’ll do."
That seemed to do the trick, the girls stepped away and watched us walk past her. I heard her mutter a half-hearted "freak" as we left, but I ignored the insult. I didn’t want another fight. My threats against her had been a bluff meant to scare her off.
It was almost dark when we were outside and I let out a long sigh of relief as I took in the warm summer’s air. I started for my car, but stopped mid-stride when I realized I didn’t have the keys or my driver's license. My Twist destroyed everything in my pockets, including a good chunk of cash, my car keys and cell phone.
"I-I guess, I’ll have to ride with you guys. My keys are gone." I sighed and followed Megan and the other’s to Mr. Hails’ ride.
"Thanks Dad, for coming and getting us," Megan said as she climbed into the driver’s side backseat.
"You should thank your cousin. She’s the one that called me," Mr. Hails replied.
Megan glanced at Allison, hesitated for just a moment, then let out a long sigh. "Thanks Ally."
"How’d you know what happened?" I asked.
Allison shrugged, "I couldn’t find you guys anywhere and every time I tried to call Meg’s mobile I got a busy signal. So I asked around and found out about what had happened at the game store. I figured it was Megan who’d gone through her twist since she’s about due. I had no idea it was you."
"Oh," Megan winced. "You told Dad I went through my twist didn’t you?"
"Yeah," Allison grimaced. "But can you blame me? What were the chances that’d be Jim?"
I sat back in my seat, closed my eyes, and let Megan and Allison continue the conversation without me. I had so much to think about and it didn’t seem very relevant. What would I do? My entire world had come crashing down around my ears. I liked it when Megan and Allison complimented me which was weird. I think Megan was right when she said there might have been some mental changes. It terrified me, I might have lost a part of myself when I underwent my twist and even if I had would I be able to tell?
The car came to a stop and I opened my eyes to watch as Mr. Hails pulled the car into the driveway. I got out with the others and groaned when a simple realization dawned on me.
"What’s wrong?" Megan asked, placing a hand on my shoulder.
I blushed and bit my lip. "I need to pee."
Once Mr. Hails had the door open, I leapt inside and made a beeline for the stairs but when I tried to take the steps two at a time; I stumbled. If I hadn’t had a good grip on the rail, I would have fell face forward, but I caught myself and the only thing wounded was my damn pride. I’d lost a decent amount of height and that meant my legs were shorter. Grimacing, I took each of the steps one at a time before bursting into the bathroom and locking the door behind me.
I flipped open the toilet seat, and pulled my short shorts down ready to take a wiz in the usual fashion, only to realize, once again, that didn't have the usual plumbing. I clenched my teeth, flipped the seat down and plopped down. You know when you hold it so long you have trouble peeing? Well, I learned that day it wasn’t a problem unique to men. When I got the stream going, I closed my eyes and let the pee flow and sighed in relief once I got a steady stream going.
I finished up and walked up to the counter where I washed my hands then glanced up at my reflection and I got my first look at my new face. Though I resembled Kalena in form, the face was all wrong. I saw some of the old Jim looking back at me and a bit of Mom too. If I had a sister, I imagined the girl in the mirror could resemble her.
The girl in the mirror was nothing short of breathtaking, even with the blue skin. Her angelic blue face was framed by a mane of violet hair that ran almost all the way down her entire back. Atop her head growing out of her parietal bone a set of horns jutted out from her scalp. Just to the side of each horn a pair of blue-colored feline-like ears stuck out like a sore thumb, but the most striking feature of all was her eyes. They were the same violet as her hair, but the iris continuously shifted shades, it almost looked like a tumultuous violet fire. If I’d seen her breasts on another girl I would have said they were perfect. They were big, but not huge and firm.
"Wow," I muttered feeling a little enamored until I realized I was looking at my reflection.
"No," I scowled. "That's me now."
I reached up to touch my ears, but when I did so they twitched. This surprised me and I hesitated a moment before reaching up to touch them. They were hairless and matched the color of my skin. It was a strange sensation having an appendage in a different place and that was the wrong shape. My horns were smooth and felt like I would have expected. They were only about an inch long and as I examined them I wondered if they would grow like horns on animals did. Would I have to trim them?
I glanced down at my chest and grimaced when I noticed my nipples were visible through my shirt again, but this time they were erect. "Damn," I cursed I was turning myself on. What the hell was wrong with me?
"Well, I am pretty fuckable," I admitted to myself. "Shit, I'm a cosplayer’s wet dream. Hell, I'm my wet dream."
Try as I might I couldn’t bring myself to look away. I was horny and it kind of weirded me out not just because I was getting off on my reflection, but because it was the first time I’d become aroused as a girl.
"Think unsexy thoughts," I said, repeating the sentence in my head. A rap at the door was followed by Megan's voice. "You all right? You’ve been in there a while."
"Yeah," I cleared my throat and took a deep breath. "Yes, I'm fine I'll be out in a minute."
I popped the door open and found Megan standing there with her arms folded across her chest. "Just what were you doing in there?" she asked.
"Nothing," I said then frowned and glanced down at my boobs. "I was just familiarizing myself with the new me."
"Right," she said straining to keep a straight face.
I cleared my throat and fidgeted with my long tresses. "We should have a talk. I need to learn more about being twisted."
She nodded and led me downstairs where both Allison and Mr. Hails were lounging on the living room sofa. I glanced at the two of them and plopped down on the loveseat opposing them. "C-can we talk?"
"Of course," Mr. Hails replied. "It’s only natural you would have questions."
I leaned forward and brushed the hair from my eyes as I muddled over what I would say. My mind was still reeling from my transformation and I kept trying to convince myself that it was all some horrible, horrible dream, but I knew it was real even if I didn’t want to accept what had happened.
"I never expected this," I said. "I-I don’t understand why my mother never told me that this could happen. It might help to understand a little more about being twisted. Since you guys are all twisted, maybe you can help me."
"Well, what makes you think we’re twisted?!" Allison protested her eyes wide in mock surprise, but she was such a terrible actress I wouldn’t have bought her act even if I’d been unaware of the truth.
"Oh please." Megan rolled her eyes and took a seat in the loveseat next to me. "I already told Jim that we’re twisted. There’s no reason to play stupid."
"Please forgive Allison, the acts of hatred and malice that have been directed toward people like us would give anyone pause. Megan was right to tell you the truth," Mr. Hails looked first at his niece then Megan and met my gaze. "What is it you want to know, Jim? I promise I’ll answer to the best of my abilities."
"I know what they told me in school, but not much more. It would be easiest if I told you what I know and have you fill in the blanks. It all started when this explorer from Canada, John Kincaide I think his name was, brought the Antarctic Flu back after exploring Antarctica. There was a massive outbreak which killed millions of people. The virus changed the survivors, but no one realized it until they had children and they went through their twists."
Mr.Hails smiled and seemed to mull over what I had told me. "Sometimes I think all they teach kids about the Twisted in school is to fear and hate us, but I’ve never been happier to be proven wrong. That is an accurate description of the history behind the twisted."
"I guess I don’t understand. It seems so bizarre. How is it possible? How can a person just change like this," I asked throwing my hands out. "I’ve heard about people changing all my life, but I never stopped to think about it. It was always so distant, something that wasn’t happening."
"That is the question, isn’t it?" Megan asked. "We talk about quantum fields and shit, but the only people who understand it is the egghead sciency types."
"Megan, mind your language," Mr. Hails said, glancing at his daughter with a stern look. "Thank you for that colorful interruption."
"Well, I’m not the 'egghead sciency type' as Megan so eloquently put it and my understanding is limited, but I will do my best to explain. The twisted are unique because we can tap into what’s called a quantum field. When we first connect with this field is when we first undergo our twist and it’s often triggered by a strong emotional response or a new experience. The physical changes are sometimes accompanied by shifts in personality. In addition, you may have also picked up compulsions which may prompt you to say, do or behave in ways which are unusual."
"Compulsions?" I shuddered and scrunched my nose up. "I’m not sure I like the sound of that."
"You'd be pretty messed up in the head if you didn't," Megan chimed in. "There are some freaky compulsions like that serial killer in California."
"But," Mr. Hails added glancing at his daughter with a shake of his head. "Most compulsions are harmless."
"Yeah," Allison agreed. "I go to school with a girl who's so obsessed with the color pink she wears nothing else."
"I guess there could be worse things than wearing pink all the time," I muttered. "How do I find out if I have one of these compulsions? Is there some kind of test?"
Mr. Hails chuckled as if something I’d said had been funny. "Give it a few days if you have one you’ll discover what it is soon enough. There is something we can test for that is if you’re interested. There’s a chance you may have gained a trick."
"A trick?" I asked.
"Yeah," Allison said, "It's kind of like having a super power."
"You mean like flying or something?" I asked.
"Such abilities are seldom so grand, but yes, I have heard of people gaining the ability to fly. Most normal people seem to be threatened by some of these abilities which is why we refer to them as tricks instead of powers. It sounds more benign."
"Well, that doesn't sound bad. In fact, it might even be useful. What's your trick?" I asked Mr. Hails.
"I can shrink or grow to a quarter my regular size and back," he replied.
"That's awesome!" I said. "Can I see?"
Mr. Hails grimaced. "Perhaps another time. I was thinking you might like to try it out for yourself and see if you had a trick."
"Sure," I said with a shrug. "Just tell me what to do."
"Unfortunately, it’s not that simple, there's no instruction manual. Some people have different triggers for their abilities, take me for instance, my trick requires a great deal of concentration to activate, but for some people it requires none at all and there are a few who activate theirs on a subconscious level. We’ll play things by ear and see what works for you."
"Ok," I said. "Well, here goes nothing."
I closed my eyes and took several deep breaths and cleared my mind or tried to. A billion thoughts coursed through my brain and I struggled to silence them. I tried to imagine myself tapping into Mr. Hails quantum field. A slight tingle trickled down my spine, but when I opened my eyes to see had happened, I couldn’t tell if anything had changed. To say it disappointed me would have been an understatement.
When my trick revealed itself, it happened by accident. I gritted my teeth and brought my hands up, but stopped my arms brushed against the side of my boobs.
"Shit, these things just get in the damn way. I wish they wouldn’t jiggle so damn much," I stared at them and felt my cheeks burn.
"You get used to them," Megan shrugged. "A bra would help with the jiggling."
I couldn’t help it, the image popped into my head and my clothes twisted and contorted as if they’d come alive. The collar of my polo detached itself from the rest of the shirt and slithered inside nestling itself against my breasts, but that wasn’t the only activity under my shirt. Hundreds of tiny threads work themselves from the bottom of the shirt and inch up around the uncovered portion of my breasts, the space between them, under my armpits and around my back. I gasped and my eyes growing wide as the fabric formed under my shirt. Shit, it felt like I had a bunch of bugs crawling all over me.
"Holy freaking hell!" I gasped, pulling the front of what had become the new collar of my shirt open and stared with wide eyes at the red and black bra which had formed underneath. The polo wasn’t a polo anymore, the new collar was black, but it had formed into a v-neck which came down to display even more cleavage than the polo. A few inches of material were gone from the bottom of the shirt, exposing the bare flesh of my belly button.
"Your shirt!" Allison gasped, and I braced myself as she leapt from the sofa and came running toward me. She grabbed my shirt by the bottom of the hem and pulled it up so she could get a better look at it. "It changed!"
Megan stood up, grabbed Allison by the shoulders, pulled her away and positioned herself between me and her cousin. "Somehow, I get the sense, you didn’t intend for that to happen."
"No, I imagined myself wearing a bra and it sort of happened. Shit I got a magic bra." I blushed and tugged at the bottom of my shirt. Why the hell did the damn thing have to get shorter?
"I'm guessing the ability to create magical undergarments is not the true extent of your trick," Mr. Hails put in stroking his chin.
"Yeah," Megan agreed. "I bet you can change the rest of your clothes too, but the amount of fabric you’re wearing must limit it. That's why the collar and the bottom of your shirt changed."
"Lame, I was hoping for something a little cooler," I groaned and collapsed back into my seat.
"There are cases where a few twisted have developed multiple tricks or even a single trick with different aspects, but I wouldn’t hold my breath," Megan shrugged.
"Yeah, but that’s rare," Allison scrunched her nose up and shook her head. "It’s killer! I’d love to change what I was wearing at the drop of a hat! I’d save a fortune on clothes!"
"She has a point," Mr. Hails added. "While tricks may seem spectacular, they often aren’t particularly practical. This one has the potential to be useful assuming we are correct about how it works."
"There’s one way to find out," Megan grinned. "You remember that outfit Rachel Lockridge was wearing last week? The purple tube top with the denim mini skirt? Why don’t you visualize yourself wearing it?"
I was ready to protest, but I actually wanted to try out the outfit. ‘Yep, some mental changes,’ I thought with a weary sigh before closing my eyes and taking a deep breath.
I visualized myself in the getup and my clothes shifted and changed. The color of the threads shifted as they wove themselves into the intricate pattern of the new fabrics. The outfit was identical to Rachel’s with one key exception my footwear hadn’t changed with the rest of my apparel. When I closed my eyes again, I imagined myself wearing a pair of purple sandals to match and my trick did the rest.
I glanced at Megan and caught her staring at my breasts. I blushed and my stomach tied up in knots as I fought down my panic. A growing part of me liked the way I looked and I think she did too, but I was having a hard time reading her. I’d known her longer than I could remember and I could read her better than almost anyone, but this time what I saw there on her face confused me. That look in her eyes suggested she liked what she saw, but the frown she had told another story.
"Well," Mr. Hails said unaware of the way the two of us were looking at one another. "I don't know about the rest of you, but it’s getting late and I would like to eat before going to bed."
Allison and Megan both chimed in and mentioned that they were also hungry. Food was about the last thing on my mind and I didn’t seem to have much of an appetite, but I hadn’t eaten since this morning. Because of the hour and the fact we were all worn out from the days ordeals Mr. Hails decided that we’d get delivery from Pizza Shack. It wasn’t the best pie in town, but it was the fastest and it was one of the few places that would deliver to Megan’s house.
"Maybe now would be a good time to tell your Dad you’re into girls." Allison grinned, took a bite from her pizza and smiled at Mr. Hails who was staring at her with his mouth hanging open.
"W-what?!" Mr. Hails’ snapped around as his big, wide eyes fell on his daughter.
Megan glared at Allison, bit her lip and turned back to her father. "I was planning on telling you. The right time just hadn't presented itself. I was worried how you might react."
"Megan, that sort of thing makes no difference," he replied reaching over and throwing his arms around her in a hug. "Why didn’t you say something?"
"Thanks Dad," she broke away, bit her lip and looked down at the table. "I sort of had this image in my head of how my life would turn out and I sort of freaked when I realized I like girls. A part of me always knew, but that night at Ally’s house, I guess, is when I accepted it."
"At Allison’s house?" Mr. Hails asked with a raised eyebrow. "Megan do you and your cousin have something to tell me?"
"Huh?" she wrinkled her nose and stared at him with a blank expression. Realization seemed to strike her and she let out a loud groan and glanced at her cousin. "No no no! That's not what it sounds like, ew, no. Allison had a slumber party, and I got caught up in the moment and I sort of kissed one of her friends."
"Ha! Well that’s a relief," Mr. Hails chuckled then glanced at Megan who was rolling her eyes. He cleared his throat and cupped Megan’s hands. "Megan, I am sorry things didn’t turn out as you imagined, but remember what your grandfather used to say. 'Sometimes when life takes you off the beaten path, you make your own way.'"
She blushed then shook her head and looked at me with an apologetic smile. "Here I am whining about being a lesbian when Jim here has it much worse than I do. I mean, you know, with everything that’s happened today."
I frowned, pondering my disownment and the shame of my walk through the mall before a grin stretched onto my face as a thought occurred to me. "You know what, Megs? It’s okay."
"Really?"
"Yeah, I think I’m a lesbian too," I said with a shrug just before taking a big bite from my pizza.
Megan snorted and let out a soft chuckle which I think it just may have been the most beautiful sound in the world.
"Well," Mr. Hails said concealing a silent yawn behind a clenched fist. "You kids may have the rest of the summer off, but I’m due in court tomorrow morning."
"Megan, could you show Jim where… he will be sleeping? He yawned again, loosened his tie, and ran a hand through his hair. "I better get to bed I can hardly keep awake."
Once Mr. Hails had left, Megan glanced at her cousin. "Allison cou—"
Her cousin rolled her eyes. "Clean up this mess? Sure why not? I’m only a guest in this house."
Megan ignored Allison and then led me out of the dining room. I followed her upstairs. She stopped at a door at the end of the hall.
I don’t know if I’d say Mr. Hails was rich, but he did pretty well for himself as a trial lawyer and his house was the largest in the neighborhood. It had five bedrooms, two of which belonged to Megan and Mr. Hails, and the third was a guest room. The fourth was Mr. Hails’ home office, but as I’d never seen the fifth I had no clue what they might use it for if they used it at all.
Megan popped the door open, flicked the light on and waved me inside.
"I guess you’ll be staying in here." She shrugged and bit her lip.
A futon sat in the corner, but other than that the only furniture was a single bookshelf against the opposite wall. That being said, the room was far from empty, boxes and other odds and ends cluttered the inside.
"We use this room for storage," she grimaced. "But since Allison’s using the guest room, this is the best we have. I mean, you could sleep on the couch downstairs if you wanted, but at least in here you’ll get privacy."
"It’s fine." I shook my head and shuddered remembering the apartment Mom and I lived in when I was younger. "I’ve slept in worse."
Megan nodded in understanding. "I can get you some bedding, and if you need something to sleep in, you can borrow a pair of my pj's."
"Thanks that’d be nice… The bedding I mean with my trick I can probably just morph into something more comfortable."
I closed my eyes and imagined myself wearing a form fitting black night gown. My trick did the rest and when I opened my eyes, my clothes had shifted to match the image in my mind. It wasn't until after I was wearing the damned thing I realized I hadn't even given a second thought about donning such a feminine garment. Worse yet, I didn't even seem to be bothered by it. I liked the way it accentuated my figure and...
I shuddered and stopped myself before I completed the thought. That wasn't me, it was my twist talking.
"Aw shit," I said, "You were right, Megan, there's been some mental changes."
Megan smiled and put her hand on my shoulder. "I've known all my life I would one day go through a twist, but you never even saw yours coming. None of this was expected, but maybe you can take comfort in knowing that no matter what happens I will be there for you. You’re my best friend."
My eyes misted up, but I kept myself from bursting into tears.
"Thanks Megs, I don't know what I would have done if you guys hadn't taken me in," I replied cupping her hand.
It went without saying I was pretty confused and I wanted someone to hold me. Since my twist had landed me with a girl’s body, I guess I figured Megan might want to take our relationship in another direction. I leaned in to kiss her and I realized just how wrong I’d been when she pulled away.
"No, Jim.” She shook her head. "That’s not a good idea. I’m just coming to terms with my sexuality and you’ve only been a girl for less than a day. We shouldn't jump into anything."
I nodded wiping the last few tears from the corner of my eyes. If I hadn’t been such a mess, I would have been able to better understand where she was coming from, but I was an emotional wreck. I wanted Megan and it was like a sucker punch in the gut. As soon as she had left the room, I collapsed atop the futon and burst into tears.
"Stupid fucking twist," I cursed under my breath and curled up into a ball.
"Hey." A hand touched my shoulder and at first I was certain it belonged to Megan, but when I looked up, I found Allison sitting there with saucer-wide eyes.
"It gets better," she said twirling a strand of hair with her index finger.
"It gets better? My whole life has gone down the shitter! My mother hates me and I’ve been turned into a freak! Tell, me how the fucking hell is it supposed to get better?!"
"Yeah, I guess that would suck," she replied then paused for a moment.
"You guess?!"
"Sorry, I have a hard time speaking to people, especially other girls since my twist. Most of the time, I either act like a complete bitch. When I'm with guys its worse, it's all I can do to keep my hands off them. I don’t have a lot of friends anymore and even the few that stuck around are... distant.” She sighed and bit her lips. "I’d almost rather I turned out more like you at least I wouldn’t feel so alone all the time. It’s stupid, but the reason I keep treating Megan the way I do is cause I can’t stop thinking of her as competition."
"You’ve been fighting with your cousin because you’re worried she might, what flirt with a guy you like?" I scrunched my nose up and bit my lip. "That makes no sense! Megan's into girls."
She grimaced. "Yeah, I told you my twist messed me up in the head, didn’t I? It doesn't matter if she’s only attracted to the fucking cookie monster. She's got boobs and a clit. That's pretty much all it takes. I mean, I’m having a hard time not making a snide comment to you right now. I can resist my compulsion for a while, but don’t expect me to restrain myself too much longer."
The longer Allison sat there the more uncomfortable she seemed to get, and it even got so bad I swore she would pop. Weird, Allison’s attempt to cheer me up had succeeded, and I smiled at her. She squirmed about and I fought down the fit of giggles that threatened to come bursting out of me.
"Thanks Allison. You don’t have to stay if you’re not comfortable."
"Oh thank God!" She yelled and jumped up from her seat and tore out of the room at full speed.
"Um," Megan said popping her head into the doorway a moment later. "I got your bedding. Sorry it took so long I had to get them from the basement."
She set them down on the futon and brushed past me on her way out. "Megan wait!" I grabbed her by the shoulder before she was halfway out of the room. "I-I know I’m not in the best state of mind, but I’m crazy about you... always have been."
"Jim, I…" she trailed off. Her big beautiful blue eyes were wide as she stared back at me. It happened so fast it left me in a daze. Her her lips locked around mine. She broke away and as we stared at each other, I swallowed hard. The next thing I knew we were kissing again.
When we broke for air, it was Megan you spoke first. "I can’t believe I… we did that."
My cheeks flushed as I looked at her in those big frumpy pajamas. They were covered in cartoon characters and knowing Megan they were probably boys pajamas, but even so I thought she looked amazing. "I’d like to do it again. I mean, that is, if you want to."
She shook her head, then bit her lip. I thought maybe, she might have come around. "Just give it some time. We don’t want to jump into anything. I—" She cleared her throat and toyed with a lock of her hair as she pulled away from me. "I’m getting pretty tired. I think I better get to bed."
She didn’t look tired, and judging by the way she had her fists clenched and her teeth gritted I was pretty sure a part of her didn’t want to leave. She took a few steps back from me, then glanced back at the door her face erupting into a nervous smile as she exited. "Good night, Jim."
"Night," I replied then collapsed onto the bed once she was gone. I didn’t even bother making it as I lay there and thought about the touch of her lips against my own. I’d thought about kissing her and more for ages, and to finally be able to do so was a dream come true, but I’d paid a terrible price to get that opportunity.
I could almost feel her lips against my own and I closed my eyes imagining her in my arms again. I tried to clear my mind, and go to sleep, but all I could think about was Megan and those soft luscious lips…
I don’t think it would surprise anyone to learn I didn’t sleep well that night. I tossed and turned and no matter how hard I tried I couldn’t get comfortable. Every time I changed positions, my breasts, hips, and not to mention my ears and horns, seemed to get in the way. I resolved myself to lie on my back, without a pillow and my head a good distance from the wall.
When I drifted off to sleep, I had only the vaguest recollection of my dreams from that night, but I remember a lot of angry voices screaming at me. Mom, was there, and she was mad at me. I remember Megan walking around nude striking suggestive poses, but other than that, everything was a big jumbled up blur.
In the morning, I woke to find myself in a strange place and the memories of the previous day were slow to return to me in the fog of drowsiness. So when I reached up to rub my eyes and my hand brushed against something sticking out from my chest, I’m sure you can imagine that came as a big surprise. When I looked down at those two blue mounds of flesh, I freaked, screaming at the top of my lungs like the girl I had become.
I had the vaguest sense of someone entering the room, but caught up in my 'discovery' that I didn’t pay who ever it was any mind. I’m not sure how long I went on like that, but a stinging blow to my face shut me up and knocked the sense back into me. All the memories from the previous day came back, and I flushed as I looked at Megan and Allison who were standing on either side of the bed.
"Oh, god," I muttered looking down at my six-fingered hand. "It happened."
"Who slapped me?" I asked rubbing my still sore jaw.
"That would be me," Allison replied a peculiar mixture of amusement and guilt displayed on her face.
"Thanks, I needed it."
"Don't mention it," she replied, raising her eyebrows.
"Jim are you all right?" Megan asked putting her hands on her hips.
"Fine, woke up and sort of freaked." I replied grabbing my boobs and my cheeks burned as I met Megan’s gaze. "What with the new hardware and all."
"Just don't do that again, ok?" Megan ran a hand through her hair. She had a bad case of bedhead, but something told me she wasn't trying to tame it. "It scared me."
"It scared me, too," I said a wry grin forming on my face.
Allison folded her arms and scowled down at me. "Uncle John is making chocolate ebelskivers for breakfast! If we don’t get down there they’re gonna be cold!"
"They're Danish pancakes," she added. "Just hurry the hell up!"
Allison tapped her foot on the floor, scowled at both of us and stormed out of the room. "I’m through waiting! Enjoy your cold ebelskivers!"
"I guess, she's done taking it easy on you, but with her twist I guess it was only a matter of time," Megan folded her arms across her chest.
"Uh, yeah." I massaged my horns, let out a loud yawn and crawled out of bed. "She told me about that last night. I don’t think she can help it."
"You look nice," I added after glancing at Megan. Her hair was a mess, and probably not long out of bed, but even so there was something about her disheveled appearance that got my motors revving.
I wasn’t quite sure how she would react to my compliment after the previous night, so I was glad to see her smile. She blushed and leveled her flat gaze on me. "I’ve already seen myself in the mirror this morning you don't have to lie to me. You look nothing short of miraculous."
"Really?" I asked feeling a rush of pleasure from her compliment. I was still a little taller than her so I leaned in to peck her on the lips. She didn’t resist, like I feared she would, but when I pulled away she frowned.
She stepped back. "We talked about this, remember?"
"What the hell!? Are you two coming or not?" Allison asked poking her head from around the side of the door.
"Yeah, we'll be down in a second," Megan replied, her voice taking on a rough edge as she glared at her cousin.
"Well, I guess we better go," I said as Allison disappeared again.
"I guess so," Megan agreed and with that we made our way downstairs.
I was expecting something a little more on the flat side, so it came as a surprise when I stepped into the dining room and found a plate of little powdered sugar-covered balls that looked more like cream puffs sitting on the table.
Allison had only been half right, some ebelskivers were chocolate-filled, but when I bit into my first one raspberry flavor filled my mouth. I closed my eyes reveling in it. When I finished that one and reached for a second, it was filled with milk chocolate. I opted for a glass of milk to wash it all down, the orange juice seemed too much when paired with the ebelskivers. There was bacon too, but by the time I finished a couple more ebelskivers I had no more room. It seemed I couldn’t put away as much as I had before my twist.
Soon, Mr. Hails left for work, leaving the three of us girls alone. Megan, looked across the table at me and scrunched her nose up and sniffed under her arm pit. "You know, it’s time for a shower, you reek and I smell no better."
I grimaced and glanced down at my breasts, not thrilled at the prospect of seeing myself naked, but I'd need one sooner or later. It was better to get it done with than to put it off and agonize over it. "I-I think I should go first, if that’s all right."
"Fine with me," Megan shrugged. "I’m not planning on going anywhere soon."
Allison glared at me, her expression became more thoughtful, and her face stretched into a smile which sent cold chills down my spine. "Yes, Jim goes first."
Megan rounded up some old clothes for me and I found my way into the bathroom where I disrobed. Before I could pull my shirt over my head, the door swung open, and Allison stepped inside. She closed the door behind her and regarded me with hands planted on her hips and a thin smile.
"Uh, Allison, I’d like privacy for this." I felt my cheeks burn and pulled the straps on my nightgown back on.
She rolled her eyes and put her hands on my shoulders. "I’m not here to watch you shower. I thought I’d pop in and offer you some helpful tips. That body requires more maintenance than your old one."
"Great," I replied glaring at her with my arms folded across my chest. It looked like Allison was trying to be nice again, but I couldn’t be sure with her twist. For all I knew she was planning a mean prank. I wasn’t sure what sort of maintenance she might be referring to, but, at a minimum, I needed to know more about feminine hygiene.
"Take a seat," she said, gesturing for me to sit on the toilet seat. "This could take a few minutes…"
Most of the 'maintenance' which Allison had in mind was to do with proper hair care and washing, but she mentioned other things like tampons, which I really wasn’t looking forward to, wiping myself down after urinating, and, my favorite, shaving in those awkward areas. I got Allison to shut up and rushed her out of the bathroom before she could think of any more ways to humiliate me. It was one of the more awkward conversations I’d ever had with a casual acquaintance.
Once Allison departed, I closed the door, this time ensuring I locked it, and undressed myself. I tried not to focus so much on my transformed body parts, but it was almost impossible. Every time I moved, those stupid lumps got in the way, and the way which the fabric rubbed against my breasts was a very new sensation. Once I disrobed, I glanced down at my chest, bit my lip, stepped into the shower and turned on the water.
When I felt that hot water splash against my chest, I knew that whatever hope I’d had of ignoring my body was circling the drain. Nevertheless, I tried. When I soaped up my breasts I kept my head, but when I got to my clit, curiosity got the better of me. I traced my hand around the edges of the ‘hole’, then plunged a finger inside. A gasp escaped my lips, and I slid the finger free. The sensation was a new one, but it wasn’t unpleasant just a little weird.
I washed my privates, in the manner Allison described, then grabbed a fistful of my hair and grimaced. It had become so long and thick that cleaning it seemed all but impossible, but I didn't want to walk around with matted or greasy hair. So after grabbing a handful of lavender-scented shampoo (which was the only option available) I got to work massaging my scalp and rubbing the soap all the way to the end of my hair. It was awkward what with the horns and ears, but I managed. I scowled each time I splattered soap and water in my ears and made a mental note to look into filling them with cotton when I showered.
Just washing my hair seem like a major undertaking and I wondered why so many women put up with it. Short hair wasn't unfashionable for women, per se, but long hair was the trend.
I was about to turn the water off, when I spotted a bottle of conditioner, and I remembered Allison’s lecture about hygiene. It wouldn’t have fazed me so much, but I think my mental changes kicked in again. I imagined myself with soft, silky hair and all my resistance crumbled away. I snatched the bottle up, read the instructions, and in short order I was rinsing the last of the conditioner from my hair.
Drying my new locks proved to be quite a task, and even after toweling them off they were still wet. I got dressed, first in a pair of jeans which were an older style, but were of an obvious feminine cut. They must have belonged to Megan’s Mom from before she had passed away. Next, I grabbed the shirt, a bright pink thing in a more modern style. I had no idea where it had come from, but one thing was sure, it wasn’t anything Megan would be caught dead wearing.
When I glanced down at myself, I grimaced, not satisfied by the outfit. My mental changes kicked in again. I closed my eyes and willed my clothes to change. I morphed the shirt into a violet tank top with spaghetti straps, which was a perfect match to my hair and I changed the color of the jeans to black and made them more form fitting. All, the excess material, I used to form a built-in bra into my shirt and a pair of socks to match my top.
With a growl of irritation, I pulled my hair free and shuddered as the cold and wet strands slid up my back. I swung the door open and before I took a single step into the hall, Allison appeared in the doorway and pushed me back inside.
"Did you even listen to what I had to say? You need to comb your hair or it’s going to get matted!" Allison lurched toward me and I took a step or two back half expecting her to attack me. Instead, she turned toward the cabinet, pulled a drawer open and produced a comb. Armed with the implement she advanced on me, grabbed me by the shoulder and forced me into a sitting position along the edge of the tub. She was a lot stronger than she looked or, I realized, I’d lost a lot of strength from my transformation. Allison was taller than me and had a more athletic build. It stood to reason she’d now be stronger than me.
"Did you use conditioner?" she asked.
When I replied in the affirmative, she nodded in approval. "Good, just remember to keep using it at least once a week. It helps keep long hair from tangling. Shampoo takes all the moisture out of your hair, conditioner adds it back. Combing after showering helps prevent tangling too. Make sure you use a wide-tooth comb and not a brush."
She combed my hair, starting at the tips and working her way up and when finished she folded her arms, and looked down at me with a frown. "There, isn’t that better?"
"So, much better." My reply was anything but sincere, but Allison didn’t seem to notice. She stared at me with her lips pursed for a moment and I imagined the gears turning in her head. I pushed past her before she found new ways to torture me and let out a long sigh of relief when I had escaped the bathroom.
I made my way downstairs where I found Megan lounging about on the loveseat. "Well, that was real fun."
Megan yawned and tilted her head sideways and made eye contact. "Allison?"
I nodded and explained how her cousin had cornered me in the bathroom. Megan snickered and collapsed back into her former position. "Should have figured she’d do something like that. She’s been weird since her twist. Yesterday before we went to the mall, she cornered me with a curling iron."
Since Megan was sitting in the dead middle of the loveseat and didn’t seem inclined to give up a cushion, I plopped down on one chair opposite her. "I don’t get it, if she’s such a drag why is she visiting?"
"Oh, I don’t know." She sighed, rolled her eyes sitting up and rubbing her eyes. "Her parents left on some business trip and they came up with this genius idea to saddle us with her for a week."
"Parents?" I froze up and felt my lips tremble. Her harmless little comment reminded me of everything I had lost. Tears came flooding down my cheeks and I sobbed. God, I was freaking pathetic.
"Shit," Megan cursed and before I said or did anything she was up and out of her seat and had her arms around me. "I’m sorry. Hey, it'll be okay."
I bit the tears back and wiped my face clean all the while shaking my head. It had been the overreaction of the century, but I couldn't help myself. "Don’t be. It’s just hard for me to wrap my head around this. I never expected Mom to do anything like this. I’m her son for Christ's sake."
Megan pulled away and her eyebrows shot up at the mention of the word son, but she didn’t say a thing. "I don’t think anyone would blame you for being upset. It was a horrible thing your mom did. Especially after the way they humiliated you in the mall. All things considered, I'd say you're handling it pretty damn well."
I shook my head and fought down fresh tears. "I wish I could talk to Mom make her understand that it’s still me inside."
Megan pulled on my arm, jumped to her feet and took me with her. "Come on, let’s do it! Let’s go over to your house and confront her!"
"You can’t be serious?!" I broke away from her and balled my fists at my side. "You don’t know her like I do! She’s so freaking stubborn and she hates the twisted! She will not relent, not even on something like this."
"But your own flesh and blood. She gave birth to you for hell sakes! It’s not like you can help you’re twisted."
"I know," I said letting my head droop into my hands. "I never said it made sense."
"Then go for your own sake. You need closure and face it… you can’t keep borrowing clothes from me. At least, get some of your stuff. With your trick you should be able to reuse all of your old clothes."
It made sense I suppose. I needed to confront Mom, at least for my sake, but a part of me still thought it was a bad idea. I relented. I couldn’t say no to Megan. "Fine, but I’m not sticking around if things go hairy."
"No I wouldn't think so," she said then lumbered across the room and swung the front door open and held her hand out. I paused and stared at the opening and swallowed. The prospect of going out again, terrified me, but I had to do it sooner or later. I bit my lip and stepped through the door, I couldn’t keep myself cooped up inside just because I looked a little odd. I had my whole life in front of me and I would not let my mother or anyone else stand in my way.
We'd almost reached her car before Megan smacked her forehead with an open palm muttered an "Oh crap" and ran back into the house. When she got back, she ushered me inside the car and tossed what looked like a roll of plastic garbage bags in the back seat before sending the car lurching out of the driveway and in typical Megan-fashion went tearing down the street like a bat out of hell. I don’t know how she'd ever passed her driving test, but she scared the hell out of me every time she got behind the wheel.
The ride to my former home was nerve-racking not because of Megan’s insane driving, but because of what sort of reception I’d have waiting for me. I wasn't sure what my mother's work schedule looked like, but somehow I was certain she’d be home. Maybe it was a lame sixth sense I’d developed because of my twist or perhaps it was because the universe would never let me get away with going back home without seeing Mom one final time. I almost told Megan to turn the car around, but I bit my lip and closed my eyes. I needed to confront Mom even if it meant tearing my already broken heart to shreds.
When we arrived, I was a little surprised to find my car sitting in the driveway. Mom must have brought it home with one of the spare keys. Megan parked on the street and I was out of the car before it had even come to a complete stop. Megan joined me a moment later, and slipped her hand into mine, clenching tight. I glanced at her and she smiled as we walked up to the front door. It was difficult to work up the courage to ring the doorbell. Each time I tried, my hand hovered a few inches from the button and my heart pounded in my chest. I glanced over my shoulder, contemplating making a run for it, but before I could, Megan hit the button.
I froze in place my eyes focused on the door. A few long seconds followed, and I jumped back as the door flew open. A familiar face stared back at me though not quite the one I had expected. The woman was tall and willowy and resembled my mother, she folded her arms across her chest and a frown creased her lips. It was my Aunt Lily, she’d never much liked me to begin with, but judging from the look on her face I was sure she more than disliked what I’d become. She stared at me with those cold eyes and sharp features, like a hawk ready to swoop down on its prey, but didn’t say a word. I was the one who broke the silence.
"Hi, Aunt Lily it’s me, Jim, I’m sure Mom told you all about what happened." I winced and glanced up at her as her scowl only seemed to deepen. "Of course, she's heard. Why else would you have flown in all the way from Boston?"
"What do you want?" She said sneering down at me.
"I want some of my things." I looked her in the eyes and strained to fight back my tears. It about all the effort I could muster, but I would not let her see me cry.
For a moment, Lily’s features softened, and my heart leapt into my chest. Maybe I'd touched a nerve? She scowled at me, dashing my hopes.
"You have a lot of nerve, coming here after what happened." Lily scowled and folded her arms across her chest.
"You make it sound like I had a choice." I gritted my teeth and grabbed my breasts in both hands. "Do you think I wanted to get turned into this! It’s bad enough I’m a girl, but I look like a weird-ass over-sexed Smurf!"
I closed my eyes and bowed my head massaging the base of my nose before I glanced back up at her. "Look, let me talk to Mom, please. If she still wants nothing to do with me, I’ll take my stuff and leave."
Lily hesitated and for a moment I wasn’t sure if she would let me through or slam the door in my face. Before either happened, Mom appeared in the doorway staring at me with that same fanatical fire in her eyes I saw when she'd confronted me in the mall.
"What the hell do you want?" She had her hands clenched at her side and her face was so red I wondered if her head would explode.
"Mom, please talk to me and help me understand. I’m so confused but I’m still Jim under all this," I said motioning at my breasts. "Please, tell me it will be all right. Tell me you still love me."
"Love you?" she asked her face blank. "How can I love something that looks like that!"
Talk about a slap in the face. Whatever hope I had for fixing things with my mother gushed down the drain with that single heart-rending comment, but what she said next only made it all worse. Though she wept, she didn’t reach up to wipe her tears away. "You’re just like your father! He abandoned me and left me and all I got was a stupid letter! He wouldn’t even tell me to my face. You’re not Jim, he died the moment you twisted!"
"Mom, plea--"
"NO!" she screamed. "Go away! Go somewhere you're wanted. Why don't you live with your freak father?"
"My father? I'll gladly go find him. Tell me where he is! Dammit! Christ, tell me who he is! It wouldn’t be any worse than living with you!"
"Oh, I think you know who he is," she narrowed her eyes and her face grew even redder, if that’s possible. "I found my old yearbook taped inside that chair in your room. He’s in Spiral, or at least that’s where he told me he was going in the letter."
"All these fucking years! Why didn’t you tell me my father was twisted? If I had known I would have prepared myself!"
"And have you end up like him?"
"What? You think you keep the truth from me and somehow I wouldn’t change? Do you have any idea how stupid that sounds!?"
She turned away and was about to close the door, but I pushed past her, and made my way up the stairs. Her hand clamped around my wrist and I spun around to face her. "Let me go! I want some of my things and I’ll go. We wouldn’t want there to be a scene would we? I’m sure if we call the cops they can straighten this all out. I bet the neighbors would love to hear all about this mess!"
It was a bluff. Calling the cops was about the last thing I wanted to do. I was a twisted freak in a very conservative town. It seemed doubtful they’d take my side, but it was the right button to push. Mom was always so worried about what the neighbors might think and I had played on that fear. A moment later she let go of my wrist. She had her jaw clenched and had both hands fisted at her sides, but she nodded. I wasted no time leaping up the stairs and motioned for Megan to follow.
After I finished climbing them I glanced back down at my mother. "That boy in the year book, Harry Turow, you never told him about me, did you?"
"No," she said between gritted teeth. "And if I’d known what he was, I never would have let him touch me. Get your things and get out of my home or I'll be the one calling the police!"
"That’s it then," I said tears stinging my cheeks. "It’s over."
I turned away, hoping my mother hadn't seen me cry and moved down the hallway toward my bedroom.
"If I’d known you would have turned out like this. It would have been over a long time ago," she replied after I was about halfway down.
I didn’t say another word. A part of me wanted to fall down on my hands and knees and beg her to reconsider, but I was fighting a losing battle and everybody knew it. My feet seemed heavy, as if weighed down by lead. It was difficult just putting one foot in front of the other.
Mom hated me, I could see it in her body language and hear it in the way she spoke. I’d lost the only family I’d ever known. Sure I could go looking for my father, but I knew nothing about him. He could be dead and even if he weren’t how could I be sure he’d accept me? Just because we were both twisted wasn’t any guarantee.
Something slipped inside my hand and I looked over to find Megan staring at me with a frown and puppy dog eyes. My lips trembled, and it was all I could do to keep myself from throwing my arms around her and letting it all out. I squeezed her hand, she returned the gesture, and she smiled at me between pursed lips as we stepped into my bedroom.
I flicked the tears from my eyes and glanced at Megan. Many people in my position wouldn’t have anyone they could turn to. It was fortunate that Megan and her dad had been so willing to take me in. She’d been an amazing friend, and I paused staring at her with wide eyes before reaching out to touch her face. My friend didn’t resist, and my lips lock around hers not even sure which of us had initiated it.
Megan broke away and cleared her throat. "Now’s not the time."
I nodded and glanced around the room. "Tell me you brought the garbage bags?"
She nodded and produced the roll of bags from her back pocket. She tore one free then tossed the roll to me and we got to work. I didn’t have a lot of clothes, a few pairs of jeans and a pair of dress pants, a few button-up shirts, some sweaters and hoodies, a couple pair of shoes, socks and undies and a week’s worth of t-shirts. We tossed all my clothes into the bag and glanced around the room looking for anything else I might want to take. It was amazing how little of it I grabbed, a few knick-knacks, my stamp collection, my year books and all the cash I had. Nothing else seemed that important. I almost left my gaming stuff behind, but figured, at the least, it would provide a distraction.
I stopped by the kitchen and grabbed the extra set of keys for my car and inside the front room just long enough to pick up the rest of my gaming stuff, my Gamestation and the few games I kept there. Kate--I couldn't bring myself to call her mom anymore--watched me with hawk eyes and a scowl that grew deeper by the minute. I eyed my aunt and mother, wordlessly daring either of them to stop us as we left. Kate just stared at us, but Lily muttered several curses under her breath that would have made a sailor blush.
I waited for the door to slam shut behind us before I collapsed to my knees. Tears blurring my vision as I stared up at Megan. She knelt down next to me and put her arm around my shoulder. "I’m so sorry, I never should have pushed you to come."
"No," I shook my head. "I needed that. It was the most difficult thing I ever had to do, but at least it’s over."
I climbed back to my feet slung my bag over my shoulder and stopped in front of my car. I pulled the keys out of my pocket and had just fit the key into the door when I noticed something out of the corner of my eyes. There was something hanging out of the dumpster. I left the keys hanging from the door and flipped the lid of the garbage can open. A sob escaped my lips as I reached out to grab my baby book from the trash. I almost left it there, but it seemed like something I should keep. At first, I spotted nothing else and turned to leave, but I caught sight of a scrap of paper poking out from under some bags. I did more digging and found my social security card and an envelope. Its edges were torn and worn and it looked as if it had been well read.
With shaking hands I opened the envelope and unfolded the paper inside and read the short note scrawled on the page. The ink was streaked with what might have been tears and the lettering was jagged and uneven almost as if the person’s hand had been shaking when writing it.
Katey,
You’ll hear rumors, and most of them will be true. This might come as a shock to you, but I went through my twist and my family has decided to move away before things get ugly like they did when Joey Henderson twisted. I would tell you to your face, but given the way your family feels about people like me I’m not sure that would be such a good idea. When you read this, I’ll be gone. We’re going West there’s a town called Spiral, where people like me aren’t met with fear and hostility. I still care for you a lot, but things have changed in more ways than one and it would never work between us. I’m so sorry.
With my deepest and most heartfelt regards,
Harry
I folded the letter back up and glanced at Megan who’d come up beside me. "He has no idea I was ever born," I bit my lip and shook my head. "Oh, Megs, what am I gonna do?"
She put her hand on my shoulder. "We can figure something out back at the house."
"What about my car?"
"Do you think you should drive? If I were in your shoes. I'd be pretty damned out of it. We can come back for it later, when that woman isn’t home."
I nodded and reached out to snatch my keys from the car. Megan helped me put my stuff, including most of the things from the garbage, inside her trunk and a moment later backed the car out of the driveway.
The first few minutes of the ride passed in a blur, but then I remembered the car slowing down. I looked up and found that we’d stopped at an intersection with a red light. I glanced to the side and noticed a familiar beat up red Jeep. It belonged to Jeff Goldwin. Without even thinking, I waved out the window at him, but when he returned my gesture, it was in a much less cordial way. He flipped me off. I’d forgotten he’d been present during my twist, he’d disappeared in the aftermath and somehow it had all slipped my mind.
I guess I would have to get used to it. How many more of my friends would reject me now that they all knew I was twisted? I doubted Jeff throwing me the birdie would be the worst of it and it seemed an omen of things to come.
"Fucking twisted bitch," he craned his neck and yelled out the window. "If I had my way you'd be lying in a ditch somewhere!"
If that wasn’t bad enough, I was getting looks from pedestrians. Before things could take a turn for the worse the light turned green and Megan stomped down on the gas zooming past Jeff and his Jeep.
"Well," I said glancing at Megan. "I can’t wait to find out what the town thinks. As if Kate and Lily weren’t bad enough now I gotta worry about Jeff and all the other fuckheads who are convinced I’m a freak. Did you see the way people were looking at me?"
"I will not lie. People will not make it easy for you, but you're not in this alone. We’re not gonna let people bully you without a fight."
"Thanks," I said biting my lip. "For everything."
"I'm sure everything will turn out all right," she said not sounding convinced herself.
I smiled. "Let's hope so."
She pulled into the driveway of her house and for a moment we both just sat there. I don’t know what was going through Megan’s head, but I didn’t feel very motivated at the moment. My life had gone from average to fucked up with a single twist of fate. I didn’t know if I was strong enough to endure the storm that was sure to follow.
I cleared my throat and turned to Megan, the car was getting hot. "Wanna help me with the bags?"
"Yeah," she popped the trunk just before hopping out of the car. Neither one of us said a word as we made our way inside, bags flung over our shoulders. What more was there to say?
After everything that had happened, I was feeling pretty down on myself. Megan didn’t leave my side and had been trying much of the day to cheer me up. When that didn’t work she changed tactics. She put in a movie and dragged me in front of the tv. The show was one of my favorites a superhero movie called The Vindicators and for a little while, at least, I forgot my worries.
Part way into the show, I grabbed Megan’s hand and leaned against her shoulder. She squeezed back and smiled before returning her attention to the movie. About halfway in we were both lying on our sides spooning on the couch. Megan in back, her breasts pressing into me. I liked it, and I did my best not to call attention to it. Had Megan realized that it brought… interesting thoughts to my mind our seating arrangement would have changed. Given she wanted to wait before jumping into a relationship, this seemed like a mixed signal, but I would take what she'd give me.
It wasn't until we were well settled that I remembered, Megan, who had been so caught up in confronting my mother and later trying to cheer me up, had neglected to take a shower. She smelled a bit like a meadow of flowers, actually. I doubt I would have smelled half as good if it had been me. Then again, she'd taken a few trips to the bathroom. Maybe she'd taken a minute to freshen up.
"You two are such nerds," Allison said appearing at the base of the stairs. "I can't believe you watch this stuff."
Megan paused the movie and glanced back at her cousin letting out an exaggerated sigh. "You used to watch this stuff all the time before your twist."
"Thank god for my twist then!" she exclaimed. "I’d rather put a power drill to my head than watch this crap."
"Then what are you doing down here, other than bitching?" Megan replied.
"Fuck if I know." Allison sneered and stomped away, but stopped halfway up the stairs and bit her lip. "Enjoy the movie."
"What was that about?" I asked Megan after her cousin had disappeared the rest of the way up the stairs.
"I've given up trying to understand her." Megan shrugged.
It didn’t take us long to forget about the whole thing and again become engrossed in the movie, but less than five minutes later it was the outside world that interrupted us. The doorbell rang, Megan paused the movie and nudged my shoulder. I sighed and rolled off the couch, freeing Megan to grab the door. Mrs. Belmont, Megan’s neighbor and one of the town’s biggest gossips stepped inside without saying a single word or waiting for an invitation.
"Well, it looks as if the rumors are true. Your father is harboring that thing." She threw a finger out and I jerked back. The look of revulsion on Mrs. Belmont’s face made me want to scurry away and crawl into a hole.
"Mrs. Belmont," Megan said between gritted her teeth getting right in the older woman's face. "I don't care what lame-brain stories you've concocted about Jim, but I like the company."
"Young lady, I can forgive you for not understanding. Your father is hardly the best example. Let this be a lesson to you, be careful who you associate with yourself. People might get the wrong idea."
I cringed at that comment, not because I found it insulting, which I did, but because it would set Megan off. When provoked, she had a tendency to do wild and impulsive things. I'd seen it many times, but this time her behavior shocked even me. Though that's not to say I didn't enjoy it.
She spun around on the heels of her feet and flung herself at me. The first few times we’d kissed her lips had been so soft, but this time she pressed so hard that it hurt a little. Still it was pleasant in its own way, but when her tongue slithered into my mouth, I almost pushed her away from sheer shock. Again, it wasn’t unpleasant, but I was pretty inexperienced in these things. She pulled away leaving me breathless and wanting more and glanced over her shoulder at Mrs. Belmont. "Does that clear things up for you? I’ll associate myself with whoever I damn well please. Now get the fuck out of my house!"
I wouldn’t say it flabbergasted Mrs. Belmont, but the look on her face was priceless. "Little whore, now I see it’s not from some misguided sense of charity that your father has taken that freak in." She stomped out of the house, face flushed and both hands clenched at her sides.
Megan erupted into a fit of giggles collapsing onto the couch on top of me. "That was amazing! Did you see the expression on that stuck-up old bat’s face!?"
Megan had her back to the door, so she didn’t see her father standing in the still open door until he cleared his throat and she peered back at him. "Megan," he said with a tight-lipped frown. "What did you do?"
Megan’s jaw dropped as she leapt up from the sofa and spun around to face Mr. Hails. "Dad, you're home early."
He grimaced slamming the door shut behind him. "Mrs. Belmont is good at only one thing, stirring up trouble. Worse yet, her husband is on the city council and the Mayor is her cousin. She is about the last person in town you want to make angry."
"What was I supposed to do?" she asked planting her hands on her hips. "She barged in here and called Jim a freak!"
"You should have asked her to leave. Mrs. Belmont is a lot of things, but at least knows when she’s not welcome. If she wasn’t stirring up trouble before, I’m sure she will be now."
"Then let her!" Megan screamed. "I’m tired of pretending we’re normal. Everyone will turn against us like they are doing to Jim once it comes out we’re twisted too."
"Don’t think I haven't considered that, but what you have done is to make a bad situation worse."
"God!" Megan screamed throwing her hands up into the air. "I don’t fucking care! I hate this damn town and all the narrow minded bastards in it!"
She stormed up the stairs and Mr. Hails glanced at me shaking his head. "I’m sorry, I don’t blame you. Sometimes I think Megan’s too much like her mother."
"I know." I bit my lip and hesitated glancing back over my shoulder looking to see if Megan was still in sight before I continued. "It is my fault though, none of this would have happened if it weren’t for me."
He set his briefcase down and moved up surprising me by wrapping his arms around me in a hug. "Never let yourself believe that. You've done nothing wrong"
"You and Megan and, I guess, even Allison, got tangled up in this mess. I feel responsible."
"Jim," he said pulling away. "You’ve spent so much time in my home you’ve been almost like a son to me. I can’t just stand by and let your mother put you out on the street. We’re in this for the long run. I’ve seen firsthand what the world will do to people like us, and I can’t in good conscience stand aside. This would have happened eventually. It’s only a matter of time before Megan goes through her own twist and even if her transformation isn’t quite so drastic as yours I doubt the people of the town will be any more welcoming to her."
"T-thanks Mr. Hails," I said, "It's nice to know there's someone I can turn to."
He smiled, and for a moment an odd expression passed across his face before he cleared his throat and motioned up the stairs. "If you’re up to it, maybe you could go talk to Megan. I doubt she’ll be showering me with affection any time soon and if I'm right, she could use the company. So could you."
I nodded and made my way to the stairway about halfway up I turned back only to find that Mr. Hails had disappeared into the kitchen. I owed him so much and somehow a simple thanks just didn’t seem like enough. Would I ever find the words?
I wandered upstairs and found Megan lying face up on her bed staring up at the ceiling. She didn’t even glance at me as I entered the room. Either she caught a flash of me out of the corner of her eye or the sound of my movements had announced my presence.
"I’m jealous of you and Allison. For as long as I can remember I’ve known I was twisted and that one day at the drop of the hat I’d change with only a fraction of a second warning. It scares me that one day I might open my eyes and have lost who and what I am, but sometimes I wish it would be over so I can move on with my life."
I said nothing, instead I sat down on the corner of her bed and she turned to look at me. "Don’t be," I said, brushing the hair out of my eyes. "I’m looking like this for the rest of my life. Being a girl is weird, but it doesn’t hold a candle to being blue. Wherever I go people can tell on sight, I’m twisted. You can still turn out looking normal. I’d do anything for that."
"There are worse fates," Megan said with a shudder. She hopped out of bed and walked to the doorway. She paused glancing out the door before closing it behind her.
Megan put her arms around my waist and drew me close before pecking me on the lips. "Jim, I want you to consider something. It might not be a bad idea if you chose a new name. Something a little more feminine. You will get a lot of odd looks if you keep going by Jim."
I wasn’t quite sure what to say to that. The tattered remains of my masculinity wanted nothing to do with it, but a part of me understood that I’d have to, eventually. It was like giving in and proclaiming to the world I had accepted that I was no longer a man. It was a little ridiculous considering my twist, but a part of me worried that if I took a new name, I’d be losing some irreparable part of myself.
Perhaps, I'd already lost that part of myself or perhaps it was so insignificant it didn't matter at all. Could I be masculine in a body that oozed femininity? Then again, perhaps it didn’t matter. I was whoever I decided to be regardless of what gender. What mattered was the sort of person I was and that was one thing I was able to control.
"You're right," I said. "It's silly of me to go around calling myself Jim, when it doesn't fit so well anymore.
She beamed back at me. She seemed just a little too pleased by my pronouncement, but I knew Megan. This was her way of helping me cope. "Great! You have anything in mind?"
I shook my head. "No, I haven't, but I'm guessing you have."
"I have a few suggestions," she admitted her cheeks burning red as she averted her eyes.
"Well, all right, let’s hear them."
"Well, I sort of liked Rebecca, you could go by Becky or even Becca if you liked."
I shook my head and pursed my lips. Rebecca just didn’t seem like a good fit. "No."
"What about Sarah or Anna? Oh, I have it," she said snapping her fingers. "Haylee."
"No," I shook my head again.
She listed off names, one after the other, some of which were unusual. Either, Megan had an amazing memory for names or she’d put a lot more consideration into it than she was putting on. After she repeated each name, I shook my head, and she moved on to the next. I plopped down on the bed and lost interest.
She continued to list off names, and I half listened, shaking my head after each one. Then she said one that seemed to grab at me and I sat bolt upright in bed glanced toward her.
"Wait, that last one, say it again."
A hint of a smile touched the corner of her lips. "Calista."
"Calista," I said trying it out.
"Calista Rumsfield," I paused upon hearing my mother’s surname leave my lips and scowled. I didn’t want to be a Rumsfield anymore. I met Megan’s gaze, pursed my lips, and a smile touched the corners of my lips. "Calista Turow."
Megan smiled. "I believe we found a match."
I hesitated as I stared back at Megan. Did I want to be using that moniker for the rest of my life? It was a little more feminine than I would like, but for whatever reason the name seemed to resonate with me. I nodded and let out a long sigh. "Calista will do."
Megan squealed and threw her arms around me. Though she seemed quite thrilled about the whole thing, I wasn't quite sure how I felt about it. A part of me understood it was for the better. "Calista, a beautiful name for a beautiful girl."
It was a cheesy line, but what can I say? I'm a sucker for a pretty girl. We kissed, and my heart thumped in my chest. Did this mean, we were an item now? Before I asked she dragged me out of the bedroom to announce to everyone the "great news". I would have rather stayed in there with her.
About an hour later, Mr. Hails received the first call. The only reason any of us had any clue he’d gotten an obscene call in the first place was that we’d heard him yelling and came running into the room to see what the commotion was all about. We found him in the kitchen, his face had turned bright scarlet and he gritted his teeth before slipping his mobile back into his pocket. He wouldn’t say who had called or even what they said, but if the looks he gave us were any sign, I wasn’t sure I wanted to know.
"Dad," Megan said. "What’s going on."
"No one leave the house by themselves."
"Dad." Megan repeated her voice coming out just a tad whiney.
"Don’t press this, Megan. Just do as I say," he said and for the first time I remembered, he looked a little scared. That settled it, I really didn’t want to know what they'd said on the phone.
She nodded and glanced at me her eyes telling me more than words ever could. She was scared, and I didn't blame her. Mr. Hails seemed pretty shaken, and he wasn’t the sort to let a phone call get under his skin. There was at least one case he’d worked on where someone had threatened him and he hadn’t let that stop him from doing his job.
"Girls," he said looking from Allison, Megan and to me. "I want you to pack your bags just in case we have to leave town in a hurry. I don't think we'll be sticking around much longer."
A cold shiver trickled its way down my spine and I swallowed hard. I didn’t argue when he told us to go pack. Neither did Megan nor Allison. I had everything packed away already, but Megan had a whole lifetime of things to pick through.
Under her direction, I grabbed clothes from the dresser for her to pick through. It became clear she put a lot more time and thought into what she wore than she put on when she picked at the clothes I’d laid out for her. She grabbed a suitcase from the basement and dumped her top picks inside.
Allison popped her head in the doorway and scowled at the two of us. It didn’t take her longer to bark out orders and even less time for Megan to blow a fuse. "Would you shut the fuck up, for once in your God damned life!? Jesus, can you ever turn it off?"
"I’m just trying to help!" Allison glared back at her cousin, placing both hands on her hips.
"No one asked you to!"
Allison gritted her teeth, let out a high-pitched scream, and stormed out of the room.
Megan collapsed into my arms, back first so my boobs pressed up against her back and I stood there holding her in my arms not sure what to do.
"Calista, I’m scared," she said grabbing a hold of my wrist so tight she started pinching the skin on my arm.
Though I wasn't accustomed to my new name, it sounded sort of nice coming from Megan. I know she was scared shitless, but it felt good holding her in my arms. I thought I could bear being called Calista and everything that came with it if it meant having Megan in my life.
"Me too," I said putting my head on her shoulder.
Megan’s hold loosened, and she turned around inside my arms so we were standing there breast to breast. "There’s one good thing. I got rid of Allison."
I chuckled, my laughter coming out as much more of a giggle than I intended. "Yeah, thanks for that."
"My pleasure," Megan smiled back at me.
We locked gazes and our lips grew closer until they locked. Megan’s tongue slithered inside my mouth, exploring every nook and cranny. When we broke for air, we didn’t pull away, but held each other. It was nice having someone to hold close. It sounded girly, but it made me feel safe. For the first time since my change I thought no matter what went wrong everything would turn out all right.
We made our way over to the bed and collapsed still holding one another. We didn’t fool around or anything. I couldn't speak for Megan, but I was content just laying there. I drifted off to sleep lost to Megan’s warm embrace.
When I woke the next morning, Megan and I were so intertwined that the only way I could've climbed out of bed would have involved moving her limbs and waking her. Content to watch her sleep, I was struck by how peaceful she looked as I watched her chest rise and fall. She looked almost angelic. Light illuminated her face, shining through the slats in the blinds and a cheerful bird song heralded in the new day.
"Hey," Megan side her eyes cracking open as she let out a yawn.
"Morning sleepyhead," I replied a smile touching my lips.
She smiled and reached out to caress my cheek. "It's weird, a few days ago I never would've imagined that we would end up in bed together. It’s weird thinking you used to be a boy."
"Seems like a lifetime ago, but at least if I’m stuck like this I get to have the hottest girlfriend ever."
"Girlfriend?" Megan’s eyebrows shot up, and my stomach twisted into knots as I recognized the stubborn look that formed on her face. "I never said I was anyone’s girlfriend."
I could shoot myself. Things had been going so well and I’d had to screw everything up. A smile cracked on Megan’s face, and as she giggled, I realized she’d been yanking my chain. "Don’t fret Calista. Your girlfriend’s cute, but mine’s hotter."
"Oh, yeah?" I asked glancing down at my breasts. "You might be right. I’m one delectable little morsel."
Megan laughed and pecked me on the lips, before pulling away and untangling her limbs from mine. "As much as I hate to say this, we better get out of bed before someone finds us in it together. If Dad sees us like this, he’ll have a shit fit."
I agreed, with no small amount of reluctance and together we made our way downstairs. Much to our relief, neither Allison nor Mr. Hails had found their way downstairs. Megan popped something into the microwave and then we sat down at the breakfast table together. We talked a little, but mostly just held hands and grinned at each other like idiots.
"You two are up early," Mr. Hails said stepping into the kitchen and grabbing a mug from the cupboard.
Megan winked at me then cleared her throat and turned to her Dad. "We had a good night."
Mr. Hails pursed his lips and eyed Megan as if he wanted to say something. For a moment I thought we were busted, but then he shook his head and turned away. "Next time you’re up this early put on a pot of coffee, would you?"
"Sure dad," Megan nodded.
Mr. Hails got the coffee maker brewing then disappeared into the front room. The door creaked open, and I heard the screen door creak shut as Mr. Hails stepped outside. A few minutes passed, and he didn’t return. I didn’t think much about it, but Megan furrowed her brows and craned her neck probably trying to get a better view into the front room. "What’s taking him so long?"
She hopped out of her seat and I was only a second behind. By the time we found our way back into the front room, Mr. Hails was back inside and I didn’t like what I saw on his face. He slammed the door behind him and quivered with rage as he went tearing into the kitchen. "Goddamned son of a bitch!"
I was pretty surprised to hear him curse, he’d always been so polite and well spoken that I’d almost convinced myself that those sorts of words weren’t even in his vocabulary. Something must have gotten to him for him to swear like that. His face was beat red, and he kept twisting his hands as wringing some imaginary neck.
"Dad," Megan stared at her father with wide eyes. "What’s wrong?"
"Vandals," he said between gritted teeth.
Megan and I glanced at each other and sprang for the door in almost perfect unison. I stopped dead in my tracks and felt my voice catch in my throat as I saw what was on the other side. Sure, I’d seen vandalism enough times in my lifetime, and I admit I’d even participated in a TP-ing or two, but this wasn’t just vandalism. Sure there was TP everywhere and a whole hell of a lot of graffiti, but it was what had been written that was so telling.
There were nasty things written on the wall and lawn. "Die twisted freak" and "get out freak lovers" were among the more mellow messages and the rest of them I didn’t care to repeat. Someone had smashed the mailbox, and every lawn ornament on the yard looked like it had been put through a giant blender. If that wasn’t bad enough someone had put good sized dents in both cars and smashed all the windows.
It was no childish prank of teenage vandalism. It had been an act of hatred, and all of it was because of me. My mere presence was putting Megan and her family in danger. The realization didn’t settle well with me and I shook my head as Mr. Hails pulled us away and closed the door behind us.
"I think it’s time I put a call in to the underground. Things will not get any better and truth be told I’ve seen things like this escalate to some scary extremes. It’s probably best if we leave before anyone gets any ideas."
"Underground?" I asked. "What underground?"
"You know about the underground railroad, right? Well, some twisted people and some sympathetic normals created a similar network for twisted looking to escape persecution. I’m not part of the underground, but I have helped them with a few of the more difficult cases and I know a few people who can help us."
I shook my head and looked into his eyes. I didn't say any more, but I knew what I needed to do. They shouldn't have to flee town because of me. I threw my arms around Mr. Hails. "Thank you for everything."
He smiled and glanced over his shoulder. "Why don’t you two go grab something to eat? I want to be ready to leave town at a moment’s notice."
Megan slipped away and disappeared into the kitchen. I hesitated, glancing at Mr. Hails and ran up the stairs breakfast all but forgotten.
As much as Megan and her father had tried to convince me they were leaving town because they had no other choice, I didn't agree. They would give up their entire lives in Clearville for me and it didn’t sit well.
I returned to my room and found a few of my old boys clothes and changed into them. They didn’t fit well for obvious reasons, but a quick use of my trick fixed that problem. I only changed the t-shirt and jeans enough to make them fit. There wasn’t enough fabric left over to form a bra, so I put on another shirt and used it to make one, along with a pair of panties. I guess, there must have been a little fabric left over between that and my shoes, because I found little shreds all over the ground.
I didn’t bother picking it up. Instead, I spun around on the balls of my feet and made my way to the window. I opened it up and climbed out. Though a little more difficult than I’d anticipated, I was able to crawl across the overhang on the back patio and jump down. After a less than graceful landing I made my way around to the front of the house.
Once I started walking, I realized I had no place to go. I needed to clear my head.
Maybe it was better if I left town alone, but the idea scared the crap out of me. I hadn’t been alone for more than a few hours a day in my life. I had no idea how to fend for myself.
Clearville didn’t seem like a safe place for me anymore, which made my walk even more idiotic. It was still early, and I had seen no one out yet, but the longer I was out the more likely I’d run into someone. About two blocks away from the Hails’ house I turned a corner and kept going until I reached the park. I plopped down on the first bench I found and let it all out.
I felt so alone, my mother hated me, the only friends I had were being threatened because of me and I didn’t have a clue what to do about any of it. A part of me wanted to run away and just leave it all behind, but the only place I knew I could go was Spiral, looking for my long-lost father. Even if I made it that far, I didn’t have an address, and I'd already tried countless times to find him online. He may well have changed his name or passed away for all I knew.
The more I thought about it, the more I realized that I had no choice, but to rely on Megan and her dad. It was a shitty deal for them, but I wasn’t brave enough to do it on my own. It made me sick just thinking I would let them go through that for me, but what other choice did I have?
A part of me wanted to run and just keep on running until I found a place to escape it all. Yeah and fucking pigs could fly. I wanted everything to go back to the way was… well, not everything. Megan had been the one bright spot, but I’d turn back the clock if it meant keeping her from being driven from town.
I kept asking myself the same questions over and over in my mind hoping to find some new answer that might help me decide, but the more I ruminated over it the more angry and confused I became. It wasn’t right. I had done nothing to deserve people’s hatred, but I’d become a target for hate mongers and bigots without even trying.
It didn't help that I wasn’t alone. A few joggers and runners ran along the outside of the park. No one said a word but as each one of them passed, their eyes burned holes into me. One jogger in particular, scowled each time he looked at me and it was his looks that motivated me to leave.
It wasn't' so early anymore, and I was no closer to deciding. I was sure Megan and Mr. Hails had discovered my absence by that time and so with a shake of my head I turned back towards the Hails home hopeful I’d find them there when I got back.
I heard the screech of tires before I saw it and I swallowed as I looked up to find Jeff Goldwin scowling at me from inside his Jeep. He pulled over to the side of the curb and leapt out of his car and I backed away.
I knew it would not be a pleasant encounter from the start, but when I looked into his eyes, it sent cold chills down my spine. Once, I had considered him a friend, but all that hatred and malice I saw on his face told me I needed to get the fuck out of there. He jerked his hand out and grabbed my wrist. He slammed me face first into the side of his Jeep.
"You have a lot of nerve showing your face in public. Didn’t you see that message we left you scrawled all over the Hails’ front lawn? Can’t you fucking take a hint?"
"Jeff, please you’re hurting me," I said hot tears stinging my eyes. He didn’t relent and in fact he pushed harder.
"You act all innocent, but you twisted are all alike. You’re dangerous and need to be put down like rabid dogs. There’s no place in the world for people like you."
He grabbed me by the back of my neck and slammed me to the ground. I screamed as my whole chest burned with stabbing hot pain. I gritted my teeth and rolled away before he could get his hands on me again.
"Stupid bitch," he yelled lurching toward me. I kicked up, hitting him in the face and climbed back to my feet.
I ran, and within moments I heard his feet pounding on the pavement behind me. Though I’d been a fast runner before my twist, I couldn't move half as fast. Not that it would have mattered. Jeff was on the school track team and was the fastest runner I knew. There was no way in hell I would have ever outpaced him. Sure enough, he caught up and latched onto my shoulder.
I spun around to face him, just in time to watch his fist soar toward my face. I tried to dislodge him, but he had too good of a grip on me for me to do anything but brace myself for the impact. He hit hard, and I staggered back dazed from the force of the blow. He let go of my shoulder and before I could make a move, he hit me again. This time I flew to the ground and I hit the side of my head on the curb.
I tried to get up, but he kicked me in the side and I lay there groaning as he rained blow after blow down on me. Something inside of me snapped, and I felt all my pent up anger and frustration explode out of me. When his foot came down again I grabbed ahold of it and pushed with all my strength. Though an awkward maneuver, it seemed to do the trick. Jeff lost his balance and careened into the street behind him.
I scrambled back to my feet just in time to watch him pick himself back up. "You’re fucking dead!" he screamed and started toward me again. This time when he got close enough, he swung his arm out at me I ducked and I closed my eyes and slammed all my weight into his chest. We both went down in a tangle of limbs and when I jerked back I realized that my face was buried in his chest. I was back on my feet in an instant, but Jeff didn’t move.
His neck had hit the curb, and it was bent at a weird angle.
"'Oh god," I whispered clasping both hands over my mouth. 'He’s dead.'
"Hey!" A voice yelled, and I spun around just in time to see a figure come sprinting toward me. No one would believe that I had only been defending myself. I was a twisted freak. So, I did the only thing I could think of doing, I ran like a bat out of hell.
It wasn’t long at all before sirens blared in the distance and I cut through the park hoping that the trees would provide cover. I guess it worked because when I craned my neck an ambulance and a pair of police cars zoomed past.
I should have watched where I was going a little more closely, but I wasn’t thinking with my head on straight. I ran into an overhanging branch from a nearby tree. My feet flew out from me and there was a flash of pain in the back of my head. Then nothing.
The world returned to me, piece by piece. First came the pain, with a dull throb in my head, and tender aches and pains that tended to accompany scrapes and bruises, then came sound, a blaring car horn in the distance and leaves rustling in the wind, and sight came last, my eyes snapping open to reveal the darkness of the night. I brushed the hair out of my eyes and clawed my way up into a sitting position. Leaves snapped into my face and I jerked sideways trying to brush them away, but each time I swatted one away more slapped me in the face.
As my eyes adjusted to the moonlight, I could finally take in my surroundings. I reached around the back of my head where the pain was the worst and felt something warm touch my fingers. Blood. I gritted my teeth and grabbed a hold of one of the larger branches using it as leverage and pushed myself up from the ground.
I was banged up pretty good and in ordinary circumstances I would have gone to the hospital or at least visited a doctor, but these were far from ordinary circumstances. By now, they probably wanted me for murder, the safe thing to do would be to get out of town and that’s what I intended to do.
I wouldn’t risk bringing the trouble with Jeff down on Megan or her father which meant I would need to do it on my own. The prospect terrified me, but I saw no other choice.
I grunted and pushed myself away from the tree. I wobbled around on my feet for the first few steps, but the more I moved the easier it seemed to get. It hurt like hell, but at least, I didn't seem to have broken anything.
I started toward Megan’s house, moving through the darker areas of the park hoping to keep from being spotted. No one cried out, so I guess I was successful.
Moving through the rest of town was a little trickier, but I found my way to the Hails’ home without incident. I stuck to the shadows, and dove behind a bush whenever a car got close. I had no idea what time it was, but most of the houses around were dark so it must have been late.
Both cars were gone from Megan’s home when I arrived and the lights were off. It was possible they’d fled town, but my gut told me they were out looking for me. Either way, there wouldn’t be anyone there to try to stop me. I stuck to the shadows and slipped around into the back of the house. As expected they'd locked the rear door, but I knew where Mr. Hails hid a spare. I walked up to a tall pine tree that towered over the house and slid a hand up the side of the trunk. There I found a key hanging from a nail more or less where I expected it.
I retrieved it and returned to the back door, opened it, and stepped inside the house. The kitchen was dark as I stepped inside. There was a switch somewhere along the right wall, and I slid my hand across it until my hands found purchase. I bit my lip and looked around the room. I’d spent a lot of time in that house and in a lot of ways it seemed like a second home to me. It was too bad I'd never see it or the people who had made it seem such a welcoming place again.
My lips trembled with that simple revelation and tears stung the corner of my eyes. When I tried to wipe them free, they kept coming. I gritted my teeth and made my way up the stairs. I grabbed a piece of paper and a pen and jotted down a quick note for Megan. My tears splattered the paper as I wrote smudging the ink in a little in a few places, but it remained legible. I told her I was sorry and that she meant the world to me, but I had to go to keep them safe. I signed my name and slipped it under her bedroom door.
Once inside my makeshift bedroom I grabbed whatever supplies I could, one bag of clothes, some stuff my mom had tossed in the trash, and the little bit of money I had. As much as it pained me to leave my gaming gear, I could never hope to carry all of it halfway across town. I made my way back down to the kitchen, took one final look around the kitchen, before setting the key down on the counter and slipping out the back door.
Pausing outside the back doorstep, I scrounged through the bag before finding what I’d been looking for: a black hoodie and dark blue pair of sweatpants. I slipped both over the clothes I was already wearing, then used my trick when it became clear they didn’t fit me all that well. Loose bits of cloth fluttered to the ground, but I didn’t bother stopping to clean them up. I slung the bag over my shoulder and made my way back out into the night. I had one more stop to make before leaving town.
It had taken me almost twenty minutes to get from Megan’s place to my mother’s home. Normally, the walk would only have taken about ten, but toting the bag of clothes had been a little more strenuous than I’d expected and it had slowed me down. Sticking to the shadows and diving behind whatever barriers were available at the time didn’t speed things up either.
When I’d gotten to my mother’s place my car was the only one in the driveway. Haglund’s was closed by that time of night and my mother didn’t work overnight shifts, my guess was she was out for a night on the town with her sister. Thank God for that. I didn’t know if I could handle another confrontation with either.
When I got into the car I froze. Not because I feared discovery so much as the prospect of what lay ahead of me. Save for spending a few months in the summer at my grandmother and aunt’s homes, I’d lived my entire life in Clearville. Although things had already changed in ways beyond my control, leaving town seemed a huge step.
I contemplated leaving my mother a letter, like I had for Megan, but I’d already made my feelings known.
There was another thing holding me back, my mother still had the title to my car stashed somewhere in the house. It was in my name, but with no proof of my true identity She might report it stolen and the police would have yet another reason to come after me. Grand theft auto didn’t seem that bad compared to murder charges, but it meant that every cop car from here to Spiral would be looking for me.
I contemplated other options, but I saw none short of staying in Clearville and facing the music. With a long sigh, I started my car and pulled out of the driveway. I’d never been to Spiral, but I knew what direction I needed to go. My twist had destroyed my mobile, so I would need to pick up a map somewhere along the way, but for now I’d settle for heading in the right general direction.
With that in mind, I turned down Fifth Avenue and headed straight for the interstate on-ramp. Within moments I was on the open road and headed toward my new future. God, it scared the crap out of me.
I yawned and glanced down at the odometer. Less than fifty miles in and the driving had begun to wear at me. It was late and, face it, I wasn’t in prime physical condition thanks to my encounter with Jeff. I didn’t have enough money to get to Spiral and pay for lodgings, not that I was without options.
There were a lot of camp sites just off the freeway. Mom and I used to do a lot of camping when I was younger. We’d been poor and money had been tight. The outdoors provided a cheap getaway. Those times spent in the wilderness were among some of my fondest memories. I gritted my teeth, forcing back tears as recollections came unbidden and turned off the interstate. There, I found the nearest campsite, and pulled my car in under a large copse of trees.
I shut the engine down and reclined my chair. The moment I shut my eyes, I was out like a log, but my dreams weren’t what you would call peaceful. I woke up screaming more than once and when I awoke in the morning, I didn’t feel rested. Something chased me, some dark shadow creature, and when it caught up, it threw me around like a rag doll, but the rest was a blank. I woke with a sense of general unease I couldn’t seem to shake.
My stomach growled and I let out a long sigh. I was famished and hadn’t eaten since the previous morning, but I didn’t have a lot of money. I thought about finding some roadside diner and doing the whole dine and dash thing, but I knew that something like that would eat me up inside and it would draw more attention from the law than I wanted to risk. So I settled for a cheap option that wouldn’t upset my conscience.
I drove down the winding road a few miles and found a little convenience store. I parked at a pump and filled up. Once, I had that out of the way I started for the door, but stopped mid-stride and glanced down at my chest. With my blue skin I stood out like a sore thumb and it wasn’t good to call too much attention to myself.
I returned to the car, popped the trunk open and retrieved a few articles of clothing from inside. Slipping two shirts on, one on top of the other, I morphed them into a hooded jacket and matching gloves. Sweat trickled down my brow as I walked forward, but, despite the heat, I kept the hood pulled over my head. I considered covering my face, but something told me that would be just a little too conspicuous. It was better to keep things simple.
I sighed, tugged on the hood, and pulled it as far down over my face as far as it would go, and strode into the store. The place had been in business for many decades before my birth. If the well-worn tiled floors and the soda machine, were any sign, I'd guess the place had been around since nineteen-nineties or earlier. It had seen better days, but it was lit, clean and seemed to still be in service. I thought about finding a market, their prices would have been cheaper, but I wanted to avoid as much any undue attention. An out of the way convenience store seemed the better choice in that regard.
It was empty save for the attendant.
"Thank god," I muttered under my breath as I walked through the aisles.
I moved through all three gathering bags of chips and pre-packaged pastries with names like ‘Lunar Pie’ and ‘Xtreme Cherry Tart’ and anything else that I could find that fit my budget. I eyed some jerky, but decided that it was just a little too expensive and grabbed some ‘Scrawny Johny’ meat sticks instead. Few of the brands were ones I recognized, and I doubted they’d taste great, but at least they would fill my stomach. I grabbed a map from a rack near the front of the store and I walked up to the counter. I smiled at the attendant, trying to appear as non threatening as possible. He’d been watching me move through the store with wide eyes and it put me on edge.
The attendant was an older fellow, who stood hunched over, and moved about as slow as a snail. He smiled at me as I approached the counter and scratched the stubble on his chin. "You a runaway?"
Maybe visiting the convenience store wasn’t a good idea. I glanced at him wide-eyed and bit my lip. I swallowed hard and glanced back over my shoulder contemplating making a run for it, but then the old man reached out and touched my hand.
"Relax girly, I ain’t looking to cause no ruckus. You twisted folk have it hard enough as it is. Seems to me, if you’re on the run, you probably got a damned good reason."
I hadn’t expected that. I didn’t even realize I’d been holding my breath until I released it.
Glancing over my shoulder, I turned back to him and nodded. "I, uh, have gas on pump three."
I eyed the old man as he rang me out and my heart sank when I saw the total. Though there was enough in my wallet to cover the charges, it would take almost all my cash. My mind raced. I’d need at least one more fill up to reach Spiral. Though I could remove some food items from my order, it wouldn't be enough. Even now my stomach rumbled, demanding sustenance. I had enough to feed me the next several days and not much more. I couldn’t imagine going another day without food. What the hell was I supposed to do?
I don’t know if the old man had seen something in my face, but he smiled, tapped a few buttons on the register and the price changed. "That’ll be five dollars."
I felt tears sting the corner of my eyes and my hand shook as I handed him a bill. Under other circumstances, I would have insisted on paying the full amount, but I was desperate. I sobbed, as he bagged me up, but didn’t say another word. He smiled at me one final time and wished me a good day before I muttered a thanks and slipped out of the building.
I paused outside, noting the little store’s name and address before slipping back into my car. I jotted the information down on a spare scrap of paper before starting the engine and driving away.
Though our encounter had been brief, I’d never forget what the old man had done for me and I intended to pay back every penny after I found my father.
After another day of travel and a second night sleeping in my car, I was getting low on gas. If my second trip to a gas station had ended half as well as the last I would have made it to Spiral on a high note. As it was, I was lucky to make it out without getting my ass handed to me.
I picked another remote little convenience store, this one was a fair bit newer, but looked much more run down. I pulled up, pumped my gas and walked into the store tugging at my hoodie to ensure it covered my head. The attendant was reading a book when I entered and didn’t even glance up when I stepped into the store. I still had enough food left over from the last stop, but water was another matter. I grabbed two gallon jugs from the back of the store and stepped up to the counter.
The attendant was still oblivious to my presence in the store. I waited a few moments, hoping that he would take notice, but when he never did, I dropped the bottles onto the counter and smirked when he jumped. He fumbled with his book, almost dropping it, before slamming it down on the counter. He scowled and turned to me red faced, but stopped like a deer in headlights when he saw my face.
I threw my thumb over my shoulder back toward the door and smiled. "I need to pay for my gas."
He shook his head, glowered at me and rang me up. I sensed movement and turned in time to see a trio of college-age guys enter the store. They took no notice of me at first, and if I would have had the good sense to look away, they might never have seen my face.
"Hey, Jet, get a load of this one," one man said slapping his friend in the chest with the back of his hand.
I swallowed, hard, and averted my eyes, attempting to avoid eye contact, but it was too late. The tallest of the trio, Jet, grabbed me by my left wrist and spun me around to face him. He was a good foot and a half taller than me and had a wild look in his eyes.
"Now, I don’t know about you boys, but I never expected any twisted freaks to step into our neck of the woods," Jet said grinning down at me. I grunted, struggling to break free, but I didn’t have even half the upper body strength I had before my twist. Even then I doubt I could have done much against him. The dude was huge.
"I’m not looking for any trouble." I swallowed... hard.
He grinned and loomed over me, his intent mirrored in his eyes. When he spoke my stomach sank. "You’re pretty hot for a weirdo, what say you and I take a trip out back and have a little fun?"
I jerked back, but he was too strong for me. He pulled me closer and I could feel his breath on my neck. I froze and clench my eyes shut, shuddering. His lips brushed mine, and I squirmed. Jerking my head back screaming at the top of my lungs.
"Fuck," Jet cursed and lurched back hands still locked around my wrists, pulling me with him. I risked opening my eyes again and found that his cronies had backed away. Jet just glowered at me. I swallowed hard and squirmed kicking out and squirming in his grip. He pushed me back, slamming me into a row of shelves.
I howled, gasping and heaving in pain. I thought for sure that he had me, but then my skin tingled. The fabric of my hoodie twisted and contorted. Strips tore away reweaving themselves and shooting out from my body. They wrapped around Jet’s wrists and ankles and I watched eyes wide as the strands tightened. He gasped, and his grip loosened. The straps pulled his hands toward his body and I pulled my wrists free just before the fabric locked his hands in place.
"What the fuck?!" Jet screamed, his eyes bulging out of his head. He lurched toward me, but the straps had also bound his legs together. He fell forward, and I lurched out of the way. His head, brushed my shoulders and impacted a shelf. I glanced at him waiting for him to free himself and climb back to his feet, but he just squirmed around on the ground.
His friends were staring at me eyes still wide. I half expected them to retaliate, but none of them moved. I looked down at Jet one final time, bit my lip and walked back up to the counter. "H-how much do I owe you?"
The attendant eyeballed me, turned back to the register and pecked the keys bringing up my total. I slapped the last of my cash down on the counter and slipped out the door. I didn’t bother waiting for the change, it was only a few dollars and getting out of there as fast as possible seemed the wiser course of action.
If someone took it into their heads to retaliate or call the police, I could find myself in a lot more trouble and while I had discovered a new defensive aspect to my ability. If I tried it again, something told me I’d be walking out of the gas station naked or damn close to it.
For the first hour after I pulled out of the station, I kept glancing over my shoulder half-expecting a squad car to pull up behind me, but when it never did, I relaxed. Still, I tensed any time I spotted one, but each time they passed me by and I let out a sigh of relief.
I drove through the night. The encounter with Jet had left my nerves frayed and though more than a little worn out, I wasn't the least bit sleepy. About mid-afternoon was when it hit me and I found a secluded spot to rest.
I fell asleep in seconds, but my rest was far from restful. It was a fitful sleep, and more than once I woke up certain I was under attack or about to be arrested, but each time I would peer around wide eyed only to realize that I was alone.
After the fourth such occurrence, I gave up on sleeping altogether, started the engine and pulled the car back onto the road. It was very early morning and still dark, and while I was still fatigued, it didn’t hinder me.
As sun cracked over the horizon, I glanced down at the fuel gauge and clenched my teeth. The tank was getting close to empty, and I worried I wouldn't make it all the way before running out of fuel. If I had more money, I’d stop and gas up, but that wasn’t an option. I’d just have to see how far the old gal would get me.
Soon after this realization I spotted the first road sign showing that Spiral to be a hundred miles away.
About twenty miles to go, I glanced down my breath catching in my throat. The needle had dipped below the empty mark.
"Come on baby, you can do it." I patted the dash, willing the car onward through sheer force of will. That worked about as well as you might expect. A few minutes later the steering wheel locked up, and the engine sputtered. It took damn near all the strength I had just to turn the wheel, but I heaved and grunted forcing it to move. Though panting and dripping with sweat by the time I got to the side of the road, somehow I managed.
"Shit," I whispered under my breath and bowed my head. "What the hell am I supposed to do now?"
Tears dribbled down my cheeks, but I didn’t bother wiping them away. Instead, I climbed out of the car and cupped my hand above my eyes to block out the sunlight peering in either direction.
Well, it looked like I’d have to walk or hitchhike. Neither held much appeal, but with no damn money there wasn’t a whole hell of a lot of other options. I grabbed the last few scraps of food and water out of the car and walked up to the edge of the road. Though I stood there thumb extended like a jackass for close to thirty minutes, no one stopped.
I sighed, and dropped my hand, resigning myself to walking. Periodically, I would throw my thumb out hoping that someone would have mercy on me, but no one did.
Five hours into my stroll, the first few drops of rain splattered my cheeks, and within moments it had become a deluge. I’d morphed myself another hoodie before leaving the car and I tried morphing it again to provide protection from the rain, but my trick proved useless. It would only change the appearance and texture of the fabric, but it couldn’t change its makeup. Unless it was waterproof to begin with I was shit out of luck.
Within minutes, the rainfall had drenched me, and the added weight from all the water bogged me down. I kept trudging along bound and determined to make it Spiral.
After two hours, I spotted the exit sign for Spiral and stopped staring at it with eyes wide. Supposing I found my father, what would I say? What would I do? How the hell would I even convince him I was his child?
I'd been so shortsighted and was not prepared at all. I hesitated. What if he rejected me? What would I do then? I had nowhere to go and no one to turn to for help. Why the hell hadn’t I let Megan and her dad help me?
I licked my lips and glanced back the way I’d come. There would be no going back. There wasn’t anything for me to do except see this thing through. For good or for bad, I would find Harry Turow, and if he wanted nothing to do with me, then at least I’d know.
I pushed my doubts aside and felt a renewed sense of hope swelling in my heart. Though tired and worn, I found the energy to take off running.
I descended the offramp, making my way into town. At first the buildings were scattered and spread far apart, but before long they surrounded me, spanning out in every direction. Most places were small shops and restaurants, some were chains I recognized, others seemed to be local establishments.
Though dark out, it was still early enough that people were out and about. Though not packed, there were more than a few cars and a hand-full of pedestrians out and about. Most of them looked normal, but I spotted a woman with a furry tail that wagged behind her as she walked and a kid with something resembling bear paws for feet.
I slowed my pace, and looked around, biting my lips as my mind raced. I pulled the hood of my sweatshirt down and swallowed hard as I locked gazes with a girl perhaps a few years older than myself. Even without makeup she was drop dead gorgeous easily one of the prettiest girls I'd ever seen, looking as if she could grace the cover of a magazine. I couldn’t look away, I just stood there mouth hanging open staring at her with wide eyes. She had long fire-red tresses and was wearing a black leather jacket, t-shirt and jeans. She must not have been out in the rain for long because she was only a little wet.
The girl was probably twisted, I realized. How often do you run into people that attractive alone on a dark street at random? It made it easier for me, realizing that we had something in common.
I didn’t see fear or suspicion in her eyes, but the opposite.
"Hey, you all right?" She reached out, touching my shoulder. I looked down at her hand my cheeks flushing. She pulled her hand away perhaps, sensing my discomfort, and I met her gaze.
"F-fine." I said again glancing around the street. "My car broke down outside of town."
"You’re sure you’re all right? You need a lift or something?" she asked throwing her thumb over her shoulder.
"I-I don’t have the address. Do you know any place where they might have access to a computer or perhaps a phone book, do you?" I shook my head.
"Only places I can think of are closed down for the night. If you need an address or something, I can look one up for you." She reached into her pocket and produced a mobile phone.
"Uh, yeah," I scratched the back of my neck. "I’m looking for a Harry Turow."
She eyed me, pursed her lips, and I got the sense she wanted to say something more. She shook her head as if she’d thought better of it and turned her attention to the phone. "Not finding any Harrys." She glanced back at me. "There’s an Elizabeth and David Turow, who live at sixteen-forty Riverside Drive."
My heart fluttered upon hearing the news. Might they be Harry's relatives? Turow didn't seem to be the most common name. I pondered it over, wondering if they might be my aunt and uncle or grandparents. What if they weren't related at all? Regardless, it was my only lead.
"Uh, I don’t suppose you know which way Riverside drive is?" I blinked glancing over my shoulder and back the opposite direction.
She nodded, slipping her phone back in her pocket pointing down the street. "Follow this street three blocks, turn right on Lyon drive and it’ll intersect Riverside after another two blocks."
"Thank you." I beamed grabbed her by the shoulders, pecked her on the cheek and took off running. It was only after I’d made it maybe a hundred yards, that it occurred to me I’d kissed her, or I could have asked her for a ride. I didn’t however turn back, my cheeks burned at the mere thought of facing her again. And so I ran, all my fatigue and tiredness forgotten. Hope swelling in my chest.
By the time I reached Riverside drive, I’d lost my renewed surge of adrenaline and wanted nothing more than to curl up into a nice soft bed and sleep for a decade or two. Short of breaking into someone’s house, that would not happen. So I continued onward, locating a house number on one of the nearest homes and made my way north from there.
Before long I was standing in front of the Turow house and I stood there heart hammering in my chest. The windows were dark and there were no cars in the driveway. I didn’t hold out much hope that anyone was home, but there was only one way I would know for certain.
I found a little stone pathway, followed it to the front porch and rang the bell before coming to a stop. Several minutes passed by, and nobody answered. I rang again, but as I expected no one came to the door.
I bowed my head and sighed, collapsing atop the porch, resting my back against the door and cupping my face with both hands. They’d be back sooner or later. If I hadn’t been so tired, I might have knocked on a neighbor’s door, but it didn’t even occur to me.
I guess I drifted off to sleep because the next thing I knew I was being shaken awake. A groan escaped my lips and my eyelids slid open. I felt a weight on my shoulder and turned my head and looked into a pair of bright blue eyes.
"Honey, are you okay?" she asked a sad smile marking a face bathed in shadows. I shook my head, attempting to dispel the lingering haze and squinted my eyes straining to make out more of her face.
"I, uh, yeah, I think so," I replied and peered up as a second figure approached.
"Do you have anyone we can call? Are you in trouble, dear?"
I bit my lip, tears streaming down my face. My brain, though muddy when I’d first came around, was now racing as I fought to find the words.
"I-I, I’m looking for Harry Turow," I said, glancing up at the man. I strained my eyes, trying to make out his face, but it was too dark.
"Harry?" The woman asked glancing back at the man.
"Could he be a relative of yours? I-I think he might be my father?"
Again, the woman glanced at the man. She turned back to me, smiled and cupped my cheek with her hand. "You appear to have been through quite the ordeal. Why don’t we get you inside? We can draw a warm bath, we can get you some clean clothes then we can talk about Harry. Does that sound good?"
I glanced down at myself, my cheeks burning when I realized how I must look. Even in the dark, she had seen that I was soaked to the bone, but worse yet, mud covered my pant legs and shoes.
The woman rose to her feet and held a hand out. I glanced up at her my heart fluttering in my chest. Normally, I'd hesitate to go into a stranger’s home, but this time I didn't even hesitate. Perhaps the prospect of a hot bath and clean clothes had swayed me, but somehow I got the sense I could trust her.
I took her hand and let her help pull me up, but I leveraged myself against the door to lighten the load. She slipped a hand around my back and with a gentle tug guided me away from the door. The man breezed past, jangling a set of keys in his hands. He had the entrance open in seconds, and light spilled out from the opening illuminating the porch.
I winced, shielding my eyes from the sudden illumination, but stepped forward at the woman’s urging. Stumbling into the house, I jumped when the door slammed shut behind me. I cast my eyes about before settling them on the woman a sheepish grin stretching across my face.
The home, though large compared to my mother’s, was modest in size. The floors were all hardwood, there was no carpet, save for a runner that ran into the kitchen doorway and a large area rug that lay in the center of the living room. A large sofa and loveseat rested on either side of the room and a coffee table sat between them. Against the wall opposite me a large stand housed a holo display.
I glanced at the couple, getting my first good look at their faces. I'd put them somewhere in their fifties, no doubt old enough to be Harry Turow’s parents. While I'd never laid eyes on her before, there was a familiar quality to the woman’s features. Though her face was careworn, and her dark hair had more than a little gray, her high-cheekbones and generous lips suggested she had been quite the looker in her youth. The man was tall and broad-shouldered and had the build of a linebacker.
"Good lord," the woman gasped after turning to face me, and cupped a hand over the bottom half of her face. "Who’s your mother?"
I wasn’t quite sure what had prompted the reaction, but pursed my lips and swallowed. "Kate Rumsfield."
"Do you recall the name of the girl Harry was dating before…"
She trailed off before she could finish and the pair stared at each other with wide eyes. The man’s finger twitched and watched his hands move in a furious blur of motion. Understanding dawned on me and I bit my lip. He must have either been speech or hearing impaired.
The woman smiled, cupping both of my cheeks with her hands. "What’s your name dear?"
"Jim…" I paused blushing again. "I’ve been calling myself Calista since…" I glanced down at myself. "Well, since this happened."
Neither one of them even so much as batted an eyelash. Then again, I'd turned up on their doorstep looking like some oversized demon Smurf, I guess the revelation I used to be a boy wasn't much more of a stretch. This was Spiral, after all. As I understood it, twists like mine were rare, but not unheard of.
"Poor dear, I’m Liz and this-" she held a hand out motioning toward the man. "Is David my husband. He can hear anything you might say, but his twist left him without the ability to speak. I'll be happy to translate for you."
"Nice to meet you," I said still not sure what was going on or if I should call them out on it. They seemed harmless enough, but they kept giving each other these odd looks, like they knew something I didn’t.
"Honey, would you move the carpet out of the way?"
At first, I thought she was talking to me, but realized she'd direct the comment at her husband. He nodded, moved forward and slid the runner into the kitchen.
"Now, why don’t we see about that bath?" Liz turned to me a smile touching the corner of her lips.
I peeled the hoodie and shirt away from my skin and slipped both over my head. When I glanced around, I frowned. There wasn't any place where I could drape or hang them. Though I hadn’t been in direct rain since before I’d fallen asleep on the doorstep, both had been soaked through. I dropped them in a corner and stared at my reflection in the mirror. God, I looked like shit.
The dark circles under my eyes had their own dark circles, and my face was smudged with dirt. My arms ached and though the blue tone of my skin hid them well, when I looked close enough I could see the outline of bruises. I even felt a little queasy and my gut cramped up, but I’d long had a sensitive stomach. Given that I’d eaten nothing but junk food for the last several days, was it any wonder I should be a little sick?
I peered back at the door, Liz was gone. She stuck around long enough to draw a bath and departed promising to return with a change of clothes. I bit my lip and returned my attention to the mirror.
I had morphed the bra I wore onto my body. There were no hooks or clasps, instead a solid band of fabric held them in place. I closed my eyes, concentrating on the article of clothing, and the strap squirmed along my back. When they opened again, I peeled the water-logged bra free and stared at my bare breasts in the mirror before averting my eyes and turning my attention to the rest of my wardrobe. My pants, already tight and form fitting to begin with proved quite challenging to remove and I shivered as I peeled the panties away from my vagina, but they didn’t give me much trouble.
I piled everything in the same heap as the hoodie and t-shirt and stepped up to the tub and slipped my toe into the bath water, gasped and pulled it back out. To someone who’d just spent hours wearing the same water-soaked clothes, the water was unbearably hot. Though far from cold outside, it had been nighttime and my water-logged cloths chilled me.
I made another stab at it, this time, easing my foot in. I let it sit a few moments, adjusting to the heat, before stepping inside. A few seconds later edged my other foot in before submerging the rest of my body in the water. I wasn’t one for baths, but I had to admit it felt damned good.
I dunked my head under the water, slicking back my hair and wiped the water away from my face as I rose to the surface. my lips emitted a long sigh, and I leaned my head against the back wall. My breasts were a little more buoyant than I expected, which was distracting, but as the heat permeated my bones, I soon forgot all about it. All the aches and sores melted away, and I closed my eyes, letting myself drift off.
There came a knock and my eyes snapped open. I glanced at the door and heard Liz’s muffled voice calling my name through the door. It was a good thing she’d snapped me out of it before I’d fallen asleep.
I cleared my throat, pulled the shower curtain closed so that she could only see my head and called back. "Yeah, come in!"
The door popped open and Liz slipped inside, carrying a towel, a stack of clean clothes and one of those mesh bath sponges. She set them down on the counter. "I called Harry," she paused emphasizing the name before turning back to me. "He only lives a few blocks away. He should be here soon. Until then, take your time. There’s no rush. Even if it turns out Harry isn’t your father, you’re welcome to stay the night."
I nodded, glancing back toward the door. "Thank you."
"Here." She picked up the pink bath sponge and turned it over in her hands before setting it down along the outside edge of the tub. "I take it, you were a boy before your twist? I know it's not the manliest color, but, I’m afraid, this is all I have. David is down to his last bar of soap, but you're welcome to use my shampoo and body wash. I guess it’s fortunate I keep a spare bath pouf."
I thanked her again, and Liz moved toward the door. When she reached the doorway, she glanced back at me, opened her mouth then clamped it shut again. She bit her lip before she disappeared through the door.
I pushed the shower curtain away and sat there staring at the wall. Such a strange situation I'd found myself in. There were so many thoughts coursing through my head, and so many emotions tied to them I was having a hard time giving voice to them. Liz must have been in a similar predicament. I mean how often did a potential illegitimate grandchild turn up on your doorstep?
I grabbed the bath pouf, holding it in front of my face and pursed my lips. Like most guys I used the cheapest and easiest option available when it came pretty much to anything. My cleaning and hygiene practices had been no exception. I picked up her body wash in the other hand and sighed. I suppose I could handle smelling like raspberry sorbet. It beat lavender fields. I’d never realized how much I hated the smell of lavender until I’d gone around smelling like them.
As much as I would have liked to sit there and let all that warmth infuse my muscles, I’d fall asleep again. I was dying to meet Harry and find out once and for all if he really was my father. He seemed to be the only candidate. In a town like Clearville, the twisted were about as scarce as water in the Sahara. Counting Harry, I only knew of two others. One had been a woman, and both were much older than my mother. To my knowledge neither had ever associated with my mother. Mom had pretty much confirmed my suspicions. So after coming all this way, why was I so riddled with doubts?
Deep in thought I scrubbed myself more or less on auto pilot, but when I got to my vagina, I stopped. Since my twist, cleansing my nether regions weirded me out, but this time it was so much worse. I stopped, my heart pounding as I looked down. There was a cloud of pink water around my girly parts almost as if…
I stopped, a cold shiver trickling down my spine. I had paid little attention in that part of sex-education class, but I knew damn well what it meant when girls bled between their legs. Even if I hadn’t had Allison’s little lecture when she’d cornered me in the bathroom I would have more than made up for it. I was menstruating.
I gritted my teeth through the rest of my bath and scrubbed without looking down. My stomach wasn’t cramping up because I’d been eating junk food. It was bothering me because I'd started my period. Thanks to Allison’s little talk I knew a hell of a lot more about ‘that time of the month’ than I ever would have dreamed.
My heart hammering in my chest, I rose to my feet, and flicked the drain plug open with the tip of my big toe. It didn’t even occur to me I hadn’t washed my hair until after I’d toweled myself off. I continued patting myself down, slipping the towel between my legs and glanced back into the tub. More than half the water had drained away and the prospect of filling the tub up again and going through all that trouble had no appeal. Plus, I was tired and feared what might happen if I fell asleep in the tub. I shook my head and glanced back at my towel and growled under my breath when I spotted the light pink stain that had discolored the fabric.
I shook my head and moved toward the sink, splattering water all over the towel. It seemed to do the trick and I let out a long breath of air. My hair wasn’t quite dry, but I didn’t have another towel and wasn’t keen on rifling through their stuff.
I cracked the bathroom door open, peering out, and once satisfied there wasn’t anyone in sight, I pulled it open far enough to slip my head out and called for Liz.
She called back, and I soon caught sight of her at the bottom of the stairway. "Yes? Is everything all right?"
"W-would you come up here for a second, please?" It wasn’t something I wanted to announce least of all to someone I’d met less than an hour ago, but I needed help and, face it, I was already way out of my comfort zone, anyway.
She rushed up the stairs, stopping a step down from the top. "What’s wrong?"
I gritted my teeth and sucked in my breath before speaking. "I’m bleeding…"
"Is it serious are you hurt?" She asked drawing closer.
I licked lips and looked down. "You know, down below."
All at once understanding lit Liz’s face and she pursed her lips before meeting my gaze. "Can I come in? You can cover up, if you like, but this will be much simpler with a demonstration.
"David’s still downstairs?" I asked glancing down the stairs past Liz.
She nodded again, I hesitated a moment, then, my cheeks burning, I pulled the door all the way open and stepped back behind it.
She moved inside and I closed the door behind her before turning back to face the woman. If I’d been blushing before it was nothing compared to what I was feeling at that moment. I considered slipping past Liz and concealing myself behind the shower curtain, but the damage was already done.
My naked march through the Clearville mall had been the single most humiliating experience of my life. If I could live through that, I would handle this. I bit my lip and forced myself to meet Liz’s gaze.
"Your face is turning violet." She furrowed her brows and reached out, but pulled her hand back before her fingers made contact. I glanced at the mirror realizing that she was right, there was a slight purplish cast to my cheeks. Then it dawned on me, my skin was blue, add a little red, like say if I was blushing and the result would be what I was seeing.
I didn’t offer an explanation, but she seemed to have figured it out. Her eyes grew wide for a second and a knowing smile touched her lips. I cleared my throat and changed the subject. "I bled on your towel, I think I got it out, but I didn’t want it to put it back on wet."
"Of course not." She smiled, but didn’t make direct eye contact for which I was grateful.
I knew some women were comfortable disrobing in front of others of their own sex. Oh, I doubted they had naked pillow fights or anything else you might see in ahem certain… videos. I recalled a handful of occasions my mother let her friends in to help her select an outfit for a night out on the town. I didn’t give it much thought. What teenage boy wanted to think of their mother naked? That being said, each time she would emerge from her room, friends in tow wearing a different getup. It didn’t take a rocket scientist to figure out what had happened.
"I don’t need the use of these anymore, but I keep some around for when my daughters visit, just in case." Liz said snapping me out of my reverie and I glanced toward her realizing that she’d managed to get the close door open without me even noticing. What could I say? It had been a long day.
She handed me a small plastic pack, and I turned it over in my hand a sinking feeling forming in the pit of my stomach. I suppose it could be worse, it could have been a tampon. I shivered at the mere thought of putting one of those little pods down there.
"You might be more comfortable using a pad," she smiled at me then retrieve a second pack from the bag. She opened it, showing me proper placement over her clothes. If I’d been blushing before, it was nothing compared to the way my cheeks burned after her demonstration.
"Just make sure you keep yourself as clean down there before and after putting one on, you might get an infection if you’re not careful. There are some wipes on the shelf," she glanced back toward the spot she’d retrieved the pads. "Make use of them if you need to."
I heard a thud in the distance and glanced in the sound's direction. Liz followed my gaze and smiled. "That sounds like the front door. I’ll leave you to get dressed."
She slipped out the door and I grabbed a handful of wipes, ensuring I was clean down there and affixed the damn thing just as she’d shown. When done, I turned my attention to the stack of clothes on the counter. I grabbed the shirt first and slipped it over my head. It was a little large on me, but I didn’t care. Though the pants hung on me, I wasn’t comfortable morphing clothing that belong to another person. I’d lived with worse. When I was little, my mother bought most of our clothing used.
I cracked the bathroom door open, listening to the conversation without. I recognized David and Liz’s voices well enough, but the third one didn’t belong to a man as I’d expected.
"—ad, please just give me a straight answer. What’s going on?" A soft and feminine wafted up the stairs.
"Long story short, there is a scared teenaged girl upstairs who seems awfully convinced she’s your daughter," Liz replied.
"What? That’s impossible I haven’t—"
The thump of my heart in my ears drowned out the rest.
I slipped out of the bathroom and crept down the stairs. I peaked around the corner, getting a good glimpse into the living room. A woman stood near the front door, and I stared my eyes bulging out of my head. No wonder Liz and David had behaved so oddly when they’d first laid eyes on me. Save for my blue skin, purple hair, and the obvious age difference I was looking at my twin.
"Carrie, you need to see her." Liz said holding up her hands.
"D-did she say who her mother was?" Carrie asked clearing her throat and folding her arms across her chest.
I’d yet to reveal myself, still surprised by our resemblance, but it was as good of a time as any. I stepped down the last few steps and moved into full view. Carrie caught sight of the movement and her eyes followed me as took stepped toward them.
"Kate Rumsfield," I said swallowing hard as I met the newcomer’s gaze.
I studied her face. My initial impression, was more or less correct. When I looked in the mirror, I saw a little of my mother looking back at me, but as I took in the woman's features it was clear most of my looks came from Carrie. I bore the same jawline, the same high cheekbones and the same generous lips. My nose was narrower and shorter, but the remaining differences were so slight that they were hardly even noticeable.
Liz and David, turned back toward me and I folded my arms across my chest my cheeks flushing. "I-I—Sorry, I heard you talking and… I didn’t mean to eavesdrop."
"It’s okay, dear, it’s only natural you should be curious," Liz smiled and moved toward me. "You must be famished, I’ll get you something to eat. David, why don’t you help me in the kitchen? I’m sure they would appreciate a little one-on-one time."
Liz left with her husband in tow before I could thank her and they left me standing opposite Carrie, at a loss for words. For as long as I could remember, I’d wondered about my father. I’d even planned out what I might say should we ever meet, but now there was this woman standing in his place. I didn't have any freaking clue what to say.
Carrie, smiled and held her hands out motioning toward the sofa and loveseat. "Why don’t we have a seat?"
I nodded and moved toward the sofa and watched Carrie take a seat opposite from me. I’d read somewhere that men preferred to sit across from someone so they can look into their eyes while women tend preferred to sit side by side because it was more intimate. If true, it suggested to me she wasn’t very comfortable with me just yet. Which was okay by me. I was as uncomfortable as hell.
"So." I leaned forward clasping my hands in front of me. "I gotta ask, you are Harry Turow, right? The one who used to live in Clearville and dated Kate Rumsfield."
She nodded, running her hand through her hair and collecting it behind her ears. "I haven’t gone by that name in a long time, but yes, that’s me. I guess you must have realized I’m twisted. My younger sister had this little nurse getup she used to play dress up in, and one day, just horsing around, I threw the cap on my head and Carrie was born."
"And your family moved to Spiral to escape persecution." I nodded, the gaps were easy enough to fill in. Things were a lot worse for the twisted in those days. To my knowledge no one in town was even aware Harry was twisted, which suggested the Turows fled without telling anyone. Things were pretty scary before I’d left, there was no telling what the residents in Clearville would've done if Carrie and her family stuck around.
"Can I ask you, when you were born?" she asked staring back at me with wide eyes.
Given our resemblance, I had no doubt she was my father, but I didn’t blame her for asking. If the situations were reversed, I’d have done the same. "February third," I said pursed my lips and then added the year.
She sucked her breath in and leaned back in her seat. "We left Clearville in June the previous year and your mother and I… well," she bit her lip her cheeks turning red. "Nine months give or take a few weeks would land somewhere around May, yeah I’d say it’s possible. Did your mother ever say anything to you about me?"
I shook my head. "She wouldn’t tell me anything about my father. The only reason I even knew your name is because I found one of her old yearbooks. She hates the twisted, wants nothing to do with them... us. I guess, maybe, she thought if she could keep the truth from me I’d end up being normal."
"People have a lot of weird ideas about us. They accuse us of being tools of demons or alien, or being one or the other depending on who you ask. It’s not much of a stretch to suppose your mother would think she could hide your heritage and prevent you from being twisted."
I nodded. "Did you know? I mean, did she tell you she was pregnant?"
"No, and if I had known, believe me, I would have tried to be a part of your life. I wrote her letters, but she never answered back. She'd made it clear what she thought of the twisted even then, but I sort of hoped that she would come around. I guess I expected too much." She pursed her lips and let out a long sigh. "You made it to Spiral all by yourself? That must have been scary for you."
I nodded and as I spoke, I told her all the details, starting with the day I’d found out I was twisted. As I described my twist, tears stung my eyes as I related the details of my naked march through the mall. I paused and met Carrie’s gaze, she sprung from her seat, and took up position on the couch beside me, wrapping her arms around me. It almost felt like having a mother again.
When I continued, I told her about my mother, and erupted into a fit of sobs and wails. I burried my face in her shoulder and just let the floodgates burst open. It hurt, almost as much as it had when it happened, but in telling her I could feel all the tension drain out of me.
Her voice whispered in my ear, speaking soothing words and she rocked me back and forth. When done, I bit my lip and pulled away my cheeks flushing as I realized that Liz and David had returned. My grandmother had a plate of food in hand, and she set it down on the end stand beside me, before a sad smile touched the corner of her lips and she embraced both me and Carrie.
The warmth from these two women gave me a sense of belonging I’d been sorely missing since fleeing Clearville.
It hurt no less, imparting the rest of my story, but with Carrie and Liz there to offer support, it made it a little easier. I grabbed the plate of food, a plain turkey sandwich and banana which Liz had peeled and sliced up for me. My period had made me nauseous, and I found it hard to stomach even such a simple meal. I hadn’t eaten since that morning and I forced myself to down it.
Something told me, she'd given me such plain fair on purpose. A woman her age had undergone more than a few periods. I had no doubt she knew full well what I was going through.
I spoke between bites, telling them the rest of my story. I left out some of the interactions between me and Megan, but aside from that I held nothing back. Even describing my confrontation with Jeff and the later one with those jackasses at the gas station. I feared they might lecture me or tell me I used poor judgement, but neither did. Instead, I earned hugs from each and soothing words.
Once finished I was drained. I’d had a long day, hell I’d had a long week, and it wasn’t even over.
Carrie reached out, and her hands cupped my cheeks. She was shaking and as I peered into her eyes, I saw tears stream down her face. "I am so sorry. God, I should have been there!"
I shook my head, putting both hands on her wrists and pulled them away. "Don’t be. It’s horrible, but none of it's your fault. Mom chose not to tell you and that’s on her."
I saw David’s finger’s moving, but had no idea what he was saying. Liz was good enough to translate.
"David’s sorry about what happened to you and wants you to know you’re welcome in our home."
"T-thank you," I said a long drawn out yawn escaping my lips.
Carrie smiled and freed her wrists. She turned back to meet her mother’s gaze, they exchanged glances, nodded and my father turned back to me resting a hand on my shoulder.
"It’s late, I think we can postpone the rest of this until tomorrow. I’m sure you’d like some rest."
I nodded, biting my lips and forcing back more tears. As much as I was dying to grill her on every little detail, I was damned tired. "Yeah, that’d be nice."
"Mom is it all right, if Calista stays here for the night? I’d rather not wake Drew or the kids. This will be hard enough to explain as it is… and if she's going to be staying we'll need to find some room for her."
"Of course, dear. She can sleep in your old bedroom."
My heart skipped a beat at the mention of 'the kids'. I’d always wondered what it might be like to have siblings, but in my youth that had always taken the form of an older brother and even, on occasion, an older sister. When I got older I came to realize, how unlikely it was, and had given up on that dream. After, I’d gone looking for my father, I hadn’t once considered that he, or rather she, would get married and have more kids.
As I grappled with the idea, I now appeared to have multiple younger siblings, the rest of my mother’s words sunk in. ‘If she's going to be staying.’
I didn’t seek clarification as Carrie rose to her feet and extended her hand. Just knowing she'd accepted me was enough to keep my curiosity at bay. The details would be filled in later, when I’d gotten some sleep.
I took her hand, letting her lead me back up the stairway and into a bedroom across the hall from the bathroom.
Stumbling toward the bed, I paid no heed to the decor. I collapsed atop it and closed my eyes. I fell asleep almost as soon as my head hit the pillow.
I slid out of my seat and hopped to the ground, grunting as my feet contacted the pavement. I was still sore from my walk into town and the impact hurt. I swung the truck door closed and turned to watch David approach from the other side of the vehicle.
He smiled and motioned me forward, but I paused staring at the building in front of me like a deer caught in headlights. They'd told me Carrie waited inside, but so too were my half-siblings and stepfather. What the hell was I supposed to say to them?
I heard footsteps, and I turned to see Liz approach from the opposite side of the street. We'd stopped and picked my car up, and, given my twist destroyed my license, Liz convinced me it best I avoided getting behind the wheel. I'd tempted fate fleeing Clearville, why take that risk again? So, she'd driven it instead.
"Everything all right?" She asked frowning at me arms folded across her chest.
"Uh, I just… it's nothing." I moved forward, my cheeks flushing and my heart hammering harder in my chest the closer I moved to the house.
I stopped just outside the door, licked my lips glanced back toward Liz and David, let out a long breath of air and pounded my fist on the hardwood.
The clatter of footsteps sounded in the distance and a moment later the door swung open revealing an unfamiliar face.
"You must be Calista," the man smiled his face flushed. His eyes widened after taking me in. I don't know if it was my resemblance to his wife, the outfit I was wearing, or a combination of the two, but he sure was quick to avert his eyes.
"Yeah." I peered at his face, he was slender and tall and had the sort of boyish good looks that a lot of women seemed to go crazy for. "Drew, right?"
He pulled the door open all the way motioning inside. "Um, yeah, come in, come in."
"Liz, David," he nodded to my grandparents and closed the door behind them.
"I gotta admit, when Carrie told me about this… situation I thought she'd lost her mind, but… now. Well, after getting a good look at you, there's something to it."
I peered about and Drew followed my gaze, and as if sensing what I was thinking he threw a thumb over his shoulder. "Care is bathing Amanda, our daughter… I guess that would make her your sister, she got in the fridge and had an accident with the pickle relish."
"Are the twins about?" Liz brushed past her son-in-law gazing into the next room.
"Uh, they're out back with the dog, they're a little rambunctious this morning I thought I'd let them unwind."
"Probably a good idea." Liz smiled.
"Uh, yeah, well Liz, David, why don't you have a seat in the living room. Callista, Carrie wanted to talk with you before you meet the rest of the family."
I supposed I should have expected something along those lines, but the prospect of meeting 'Drew and the kids' had been so nerve-racking I hadn't even considered Carrie might want some one-on-one time.
Drew motioned to me and I followed him away from the living room and into a hallway. We stopped outside a door about halfway down and he tapped on it with the back of his knuckle. A moment later the door cracked open and Carrie poked her head out. She had dark circles under her eyes and looked like she could use a few hours of sleep, but had a smile on her face, nonetheless.
She slipped out of the bathroom and Drew squeezed inside closing the door behind him.
"Daddy!" a little girl's voice squealed, and I listened to the sound of her voice my heart pounding in my chest. It was the closest I'd come to meeting any of my half-siblings. I touched the door, listening to her jabber muffled through the wood. I didn't understand most of what she said, but it was clear she was young.
A hand touched my shoulder, and I turned to lock eyes with Carrie.
"It's good to see you." She smiled, and I stiffened when she slipped her arms around me, but melted into them after only a few seconds.
"Mind if we talk for a minute?"
I shook my head, she pulled away but kept one arm around my back and guided me to the end of the hallway and into the room beyond.
It wasn't much to look at, the only furnishing was a desk in the corner with a computer on it, and a rolling office chair. It looked like they used it for storage. There was a row of shelves with assorted canned and boxed foods and maybe a dozen unmarked boxes stacked against the opposite wall.
"That's an interesting outfit…" She frowned, both hands on her hips.
I was wearing, a pleated mini-skirt and crop top with a plunging neckline. In retrospect, it probably wasn't the best outfit to wear when meeting my new siblings and stepfather for the first time, but I wanted to be as open about my twist as I could and that included the way I dressed.
"I, uh, yeah, my twist messed with my head. I enjoy wearing stuff like this. With my trick, I can produce any outfit I want." I'd explained all about my trick when I'd told her my story, but it seemed worth repeating.
"I could see that coming in handy." She paused a moment dropping her hands and folding them across her chest. She shook her head and smiled. "I wanted to tell you. Jonathon Hails called looking for you this morning."
"What? How?" Mr. Hails knew about Harry Turow, but not that she'd been bent by her twist or that she'd married and taken her husband's last name.
"It appears we have a mutual friend in the underground, who knew my dead name, and pointed him my way. He was very relieved when I informed him you'd found me and were all right. I guess you gave them quite the scare. He wanted me to pass along to you that no one blames you for anything that happened and that they're all safe."
I nodded, biting back tears. "Megan?"
"Your friend? She went through her twist. He didn't say much, but he believes she's had some mental changes and may have picked up some compulsions. I guess she's not too happy about it, but she's fine otherwise."
I ran my hands through my hair, pressed my back against the wall and slid down onto my haunches feeling my stomach twist up into knots. If Megan had gone through her twist, there was no telling how it might have changed her. I wanted to see Megan again, but what if she didn't like girls anymore, or, worse, me? Personality and physical form weren't the only things that could change with a twist, sometimes sexuality did too. What if she ended up with an abrasive personality like Allison?
"Did he say anything else?"
She shook her head. "Not a lot. He had to get off the phone. Someone was at the door."
I nodded, swallowing hard. Never in my life had such an innocuous statement had such an ominous feel to it. Things in Clearville had taken a turn for the worst before I'd fled. If someone had been at the door it just as likely to be a package delivery as an angry mob.
Odder still there was no mention of Jeff. It tied my stomach up in knots just thinking about it. Was Jeff dead? I'd never gotten the chance to check for a pulse. There had been witnesses to our squabble and those people or even Jeff himself pointed the finger at me it was my word against theirs. Since I was a 'twisted freak' it was far more likely that the townsfolk would side with him.
"He gave me your mother's number. I talked to her too… It was unpleasant, but very brief. As a mother myself, I - I can't imagine how a mother could say those sorts of things about her own child."
I didn't press her for details. It would have been like rubbing salt in an already open wound, but I had a good idea what Kate had said. She'd already made her feelings known.
"I've talked it over with Drew, and I'd like you to come live with us. I know it'll be an adjustment for all of us, but—"
"Thank you," I climbed to my feet raced across the room and threw my hands around her. I pulled away a moment later, my cheeks on fire. "That is to say, I'd love to. I just have one question. What the crap am I supposed to call you?"
She laughed and ran a hand through her locks. "Tell you what, you can call me Carrie and we can sort the rest out later."
In short order, Carrie led me out of the room, and my heart skipped a beat when the bathroom door cracked open and a pitched scream filled the air.
A screech rang through the hallway and a little blonde and green blur came tearing out of the bathroom. It slammed into me and I looked down into a pair of wide blue eyes. A young girl, no older than three years old smiled up at me. She was sopping wet and had a pastel green towel wrapped around her body.
Carrie peered down at her, both hands on her hips, concealing a smile, but it touched the corners of her lips and sparkled in her eyes.
"Hi!" The little girl said, before emitting another ear-splitting scream and took off running again.
"Okay, young lady," Carrie said scooping her up before she could slip past. "It's time to finish drying you and get you dressed."
"This should only take a few minutes," she smiled. "Why don't you join the others in the living room?"
The girl screamed a third time, as Carrie carried her away squirming in her arms. Half-amused and half-disappointed, I watched them depart. I gritted my teeth against a flash of anger and irritation. Closing my eyes, I paused and counted to ten.
On my second day of my period, I was still suffering through the effects of premenstrual syndrome. Which, I'd learned from further discussion with my grandmother, started before my monthly visitor. Like a lot of guys, I'd always just assumed PMS was another term for a period. It seemed like a no-brainer in retrospect, but, to be honest, I'd never given it much consideration. Should have figured that in addition to a little bleeding I'd have to deal with mood swings, stomach cramps and the likes. God, being a girl was such a joy.
I'd been dragged through the mud so much since my twist, I had given little consideration to how emotional I'd been. Who wouldn't be a wreck after what I'd been through? Now that I look back, it seemed likely that the raging torrent of hormones that now surged within me had probably influenced my behavior.
I found my way into the living room and seated myself beside Liz. I hunched over legs spread out and ran my hands through my hair, this time careful not to scrape them on my horns. My heart hammered in my chest and it was all I could do to keep from bolting. I had an entire family I'd never even met, or even once considered they existed. A hand touched my knee and look over at Liz.
"If you're going to dress like that you probably shouldn't sit with your legs open," she whispered, and I glanced down realizing that I was displaying my panties for all the world to see.
My twist had screwed with my head and given me a figure most girls would envy, but it didn't give me the knowledge or mannerisms to fit the part. I bit my lip and put my legs together my feminine pad crinkling between my legs. Goddamned was it annoying.
I eyed David and Liz, who kept sneaking furtive glances when they thought I wasn't looking. When I shifted my clothes in front of their eyes, I'd given them quite the shock, but my choice in outfit was what drew their attention now.
A dog's bark sounded, and a moment later another blur, this one black with a splash of white, came whizzing through the room. A cocker spaniel bounced on to the couch, plopped down beside me and put its head on my lap. I jerked back, startled, but soon enough I found myself scratching the little critter behind the ear.
Drew returned with the twins in tow and I got my first look at my younger brothers. They were six, maybe seven, indistinguishable from one another and took after their father in the looks department. Not that I didn't see a little of Carrie in their features, but it was mostly in their eyes.
Carrie returned with a much more sedate Amanda in tow, and everyone took seats. It was a little crowded for everyone, but they managed, Drew grabbed Amanda and let her sit on his lap on the recliner and the twins shared a matching seat across from him. Carrie remained standing, but moved toward me. She smiled and placed a hand on my shoulder.
"Kids," Carrie cleared her throat "I'd like you to meet Calista she's your sister…"
They met her statement with dead silence and I stared back at my siblings like a deer caught in headlights.
As we peered across the room at one another, the one thing that kept running through my mind was, of all the times to start my period, why did it have to happen now? If I hadn't been so preoccupied with the damn pad between my legs or the cramps in my stomach, I might have devised something to say.
It was Amanda that broke the silence, she burst out of Drews arms and came rushing toward me, hopped onto my lap, threw her arms out and buried her face in my chest. Frozen in place, I sat there surprised and a little uncomfortable, but then the girl pulled back from me and the smile that stretched across her face melted my heart. Without even thinking about it, I returned the embrace.
"I, uh, that is to say, it's nice to meet you all," I said my cheeks blushing
"Calista, the one on the left, is Brandon, and the one the right is Bryan," Carrie said motioning to each in turn
"Sister? You never said we had an older sister!" Bryan said, both twins staring at me with wide eyes.
"Well," Carrie said a sigh escaping her lips. "You remember what mommy said about the way I was before I had my twist?"
The twins nodded and Amanda peered up at her mother arms still wrapped around me. "When I was a boy, I was dating a girl. Her family didn't think too kindly of people like us and when I twisted, I left my home town without knowing we'd made a baby together. Calista didn't know much about me, but she had my boy name, and found your grandparents."
The brothers exchanged glances, then Brandon spoke up. "Does this mean she'll be staying with us?"
Carrie asked squeezing my shoulder and peering down at me with a single arched eyebrow. I froze staring up at her with wide eyes. I knew what she was doing trying to get me to engage my half siblings, but that didn't mean I had any idea what the crap to say.
"Y-yeah," I said a smile touching the corners of my lips despite my nerve. "I guess it does."
Amanda let out a squeal of pure uncontained glee and I looked down into her eyes as she beamed up at me. "We're gonna have sooo much fun. We can play dollies and have a tea party and make cookies and play dress up and…"
I beamed back down at her all the tension bursting out of me in the form of a nervous giggle. Amanda was the first, but one by one, each of the family members joined in. It felt good to laugh after so long and for the first time since my twist things were looking up.
Curled up on the sofa, I bit my lip and glanced down at Amanda who had fallen asleep with her head resting on my lap. It had been a long day spent moving boxes and cleaning out the family's spare bedroom. My muscles were sore and my eyelids heavy, but I couldn't help but smile.
Carrie was in the shower, Drew had run to the store, and the twins played in the other room. Amanda had taken to me like bread on butter and I can't say I disliked it. She was cute as hell, and now that I was girl… I didn't mind admitting it.
She was a bit crazy, the pickle relish incident had proved that before I'd even met her, but I wouldn't change that for all the world. That being said, it would be a little nice to move.
I leaned forward, careful not to disturb her and reached out for something which had caught my eye on the adjacent table. I stretched out my arm as far as I could without moving my torso, which was much harder than it sounds, and let a smile touch my lips as my fingers found purchase around the corner of a tablet. I pulled it close and switched the device on, again careful not to disturb my near-comatose sister.
There was something I'd been dying to know since arriving in Spiral. Though it could shatter my prospects of a happy home, I couldn't hide the truth forever. I swore my heart stopped when I punched the search terms into the bar, and for a moment I just stared at the screen frozen. When a few dozen results appeared, I bit my lip reading the headlines and held back my breath.
"Local Boy, Attacked."
I swallowed hard and clicked on the article. I doubt it took more than a second to load, but to me it seemed like hours. When the text appeared on screen, I realized I was still holding my breath. I exhaled and skimmed the text, but there didn't seem to be a lot of information. The time and place fit, but there they didn't even give the name of the 'victim' or his 'assailant'. It seemed obvious that it was Jeff, but why was there so little information?
A part of me wondered if it was Mr. Hails doing, but why hadn't he mentioned anything about it on the phone with Carrie?
I pursed my lips, closed the browser and set the tablet back down. Leaning my head back, I let out a long sigh, and without even thinking about it stroked Amanda's mane of long hair. She stirred in my arms, but didn't come awake.
I'd only just found my new family and already, I feared I might lose them. Tears rolled down my cheeks. I close my eyes and bowed my head sobbing and whimpering. I just wanted everything to settle down. It had been naive of me to believe that finding my father would just fix all my problems. Real life didn't work that way.
I had a vague sense of something moving on my lap before a weight settled on my chest. I opened my eyes and stared into a pair of big brown eyes. "Were Bryan and 'Brannon' being mean to you."
I froze. Amanda did not understand why I wept. Yet, she was ready to offer her sympathies with no reservations.
"No honey," I replied returning her embrace. "I'm sad and scared because people were mean to me before I came here."
She buried her head in my chest. "Don't worry Mommy will protect you."
Despite of all my worries, I smiled. She was so innocent and had such simple unwavering faith in Carrie. I remembered having similar convictions about my mother when I was only a year or two older than her. In my case, it had turned out to be nothing more than the imaginings of a naive little boy, but where her mother was concerned I got the sense that it was different. Her love had no strings or conditions. Which begged the question: did that love now extend to me?
I squirmed in my seat, glancing around at all the people around me and sucked in my breath. Though I stood out more than the others, I was not the only twisted in the room. Aside from myself, the most noteworthy was a girl perhaps thirteen or fourteen. She looked more or less human save for the bunny ears that jutted out from the side of her head, and a pair of prominent buck teeth. She held a carrot in her hands and kept looking around the place with wide eyes and jerking movements of her head.
There was a boy about my age with orange eyes, and clawed hands, a woman in her forties with teal hair that grew out of her head in thick yarn-like strands and another person who was so androgynous I couldn't tell whether they were male or female or even pin down their age.
Carrie sat beside me, reading a magazine, but glanced at me and on occasion offered a smile.
It had been a few days since meeting my family and while it was gratifying to find acceptance; it had been more than a little chaotic. Clearing out their spare bedroom alone took the better part of a day, and as yet, I would be sleeping on an airbed. I didn't yet have any furniture. I still had my sack of clothing and could morph into any outfit I desired.
Carrie was supportive, and we spent hours everyday talking and getting to know each other. We had a lot of catching up to do.
Drew had taken Amanda and the twins out for ice cream. As much as I enjoyed her company, I was glad that my half-sister hadn't come along. I was nervous enough without her tugging on my arm every five minutes.
Okay, that came off as a bit harsh. Truth be told, I couldn't get enough of her. Amanda wanted to be with me every spare moment and was delighted when I showed off my abilities. If I let her, she would spend hours coming up with new outfit combinations for me to morph. It would almost be worth it to see the smile on her little face. I must admit, I liked it much more than I let on.
The same could not be said for the twins. They didn't know what to make of me, nor I them. Though polite, they were shy around me and seemed to live in their own little world. Though determined to break through their shell, I'd yet to puzzle out how.
Despite my difficulty with the twins, it was Drew who I was the least comfortable. He was polite, friendly even, but of all the family if seemed as if I was intruding into his life the most. His wife was my father, something which was downright weird to begin with, and I kept feeling as if I needed to apologize to the guy. Here I was living in his house, eating his food, and all because he married a lady who'd once been a dude and gotten some girl pregnant.
He had said nothing to indicate he didn't want me around. He had been every bit as accommodating as Carrie and it only made me feel guilty.
I put that out of my mind, released a long breath of air and pressed my lips together. When Carrie told me about the Spiral Clinic, I understood why she wanted me to visit, and I agreed to come without much convincing.
I'd only been waiting a few minutes, but I was already antsy. At first, I didn't know why, but then it came to me. I feared what the doctors might tell me. What if they decided I was dangerous, or that Carrie wasn't my father? What would I do then? Who would I turn to? Where the hell would I go?
I don't believe it showed on my face, but a hand squeezed mine and I looked over to see Carrie smiling. "Hey, it'll be fine, there's nothing to worry about. I work here, I know these people."
I swallowed and nodded. Carrie was a licensed nurse and worked at the clinic part time.
"W-would you come in with me?"
Carrie blinked, smiled and then nodded. "Yeah, of course."
I opened my mouth, but a voice called my name before I formed the words. When I looked up a single tear rolled down my cheek, my cheeks flushed, and I rose to my feet sensing the eyes of everyone in the room on me.
Carrie took my hand, I smiled, and we walked into the office… together.
"Thanks, Sharyn." Carrie smiled and the other woman squeezed her shoulder, waved goodbye to me and disappeared from the room.
Carrie and her friend had spent the last few moments chatting with me. What surprised me was that she hadn't even batted an eyelash when Carrie walked in. As she talked with us it became clear that my father told her all about me. Oh sure, she asked plenty of questions, but she'd already known about my parentage and how I'd turned up on my grandparents doorstep.
It warmed my heart just a little to realize that Carrie hadn't even tried to conceal my parentage, her 'shame' at having fathered an illegitimate child or even that she'd been born male. I let out a long breath of air and all the tension drained out of me.
I looked about the room, surprised at just how ordinary everything looked. There were the usual cupboards and counter with the sink, the row of implements arrayed atop the countertop, two chairs on one side of the room, an examination bed and the standard rolling stool. The only thing that seemed even a little out of place was a long cylindrical table that resembled a tanning bed which rested on the opposite side of the room. I turned to Carrie with raised eyebrows the question in my eyes. Either she didn't pick up on my unspoken question or ignored it.
I opened my mouth to speak, but before I could utter a single word a knock at the door silenced me and a slender middle-aged man wearing a lab coat appeared inside the room. The newcomer smiled and then nodded to Carrie. He ran a hand through a shock of graying green hair before turning to meet my gaze.
"You must be Calista. It surprised me to learn Carrie had a teenager. I thought her children were much younger," he said with another smile. "My name's Dr. Clark."
He turned turned away. I glanced at Carrie, and bit my lip. It was clear she hadn't apprised the doctor of the situation. I held my breath thinking perhaps she might hide the truth, but again she surprised me.
"Actually, Irving." Carrie paused pursing her lips. "I only found out about Calista a few days ago. She was conceived before my twist…"
Dr. Clark jerked around turning back to stare at her with his mouth agape. Carrie froze meeting his gaze, before she let out a long sigh.
"When I was a boy…" She finished grimacing as she watched the doctor eyes grow even wider.
"Well," he said clearing his throat. "That must have been quite a shock."
He turned to me, snatching up a tablet from the desk and grimaced. "I assume that's why we don't have any information on you in the system."
I nodded and pressed lips together before glancing up and locking eyes with him.
He settled onto a rolling stool with a tired groan. "Why don't we get started by you telling me about your medical history and we can go from there, all right?"
I told him everything I knew, and he nodded. I'd never been seriously ill or had any surgeries. About the worst thing that had ever happened to me had been that I sprained my wrist when I was seven. Beyond that, the only issue I had to contend with health-wise was the occasional bout of hay fever.
He then asked about the circumstances of my twist and that too I shared. I told him nothing of the events that followed, and he did not press me for details. A matter, for which I was grateful.
"We can see about getting your medical records transferred later, but I don't believe it sounds as if there's anything serious in your medical history. We don't, as yet, have a baseline for any comparisons, but I think the standard procedure with a recently twisted individual, like yourself, still stands. A physical examination to determine the extent of your transformation and ensure that you don't have any unique medical needs, a psychological examination to ensure that you haven't developed any harmful compulsions or personality traits, and a consultation with one of our trick specialists," he said a smile creasing his thin lips.
A psychological examination? I blinked caught off guard. I guess my surprise must have shown on my face because the doctor spoke up. "Please don't think you're being singled out or that there's cause for concern. It's all very routine. I went through the same process myself when I was your age as does every patient who comes through these doors."
I nodded and sank my teeth into my lips realizing that there was something I should tell him. "Doc, as far as the physical examination goes, I guess now is as good as any to tell you…" I trailed off flushing. "I-um, I'm having my period. My first, actually."
He froze, looking back at me eyes wide, nodded, glanced at Carrie then fixed his gaze back on me. "You were a boy before your twist too?"
I blinked, my mind going over our conversation, realizing that not once had I mentioned I'd been a boy before my twist. I nodded, certain that my cheeks were burning bright violet.
He smiled and glanced down at his tablet, pecking at the display. "Well, father and son both undergoing gender changes, this is a first for me."
He set the tablet down on the desk behind him without even looking back. He motioned toward the exam table. "If you'd like to hop up on the table there, we can get started."
I nodded, my heart hammering in my chest, once again. All my doubts coming to bear again. Again, I wondered what if he told me I wasn't Carrie's child? What if our resemblance was just some weird coincidence? Where the hell would I go then?
I swallowed, forced back all my doubts and climbed onto the table as he suggested. I was being stupid, I told myself. Carrie was my father, I had all the proof I needed. I looked just like her for hell sakes!
I held my breath, and the doctor approached removing the stethoscope from around his neck. Try as I might I could not dispel my fears. I released my breath as the doctor neared. Misgivings or not there was nothing to do but have at it and hope I'd made the right choice.
At first the visit with Dr. Clark was pretty routine. He checked my blood pressure, heart rate, and he stopped long enough to comment on my reflexes, which he said were quite exceptional. When he got to examining my more unusual features, things got a little less routine.
His fingers traced my scalp, first passing over my horns and then my cat ears. When he finished, he didn't speak, but turned away, and returned with an otoscope, and several attachments clenched in his other hand.
I'd gone through the whole process before, but as he stuck the cone down into my ear canal I shuddered and sank my teeth into my bottom lip. It felt… odd. The sensations were pretty much similar, but my new ear drums were more sensitive.
The doctor sighed and pulled the scope back out. "Just as I suspected, your ear canal is much deeper than normal."
He popped the cone off, replacing it with a much longer one in his hand and tried again. I grimaced as he slid it inside my ear, and sighed when he pulled it free and declared that my ear canals, though "a bit unusual" appeared to be clear.
He glanced at my hands, and reached toward one of them, but paused a few inches away. "May I?"
I hesitated, glancing down at his outstretched digits, and nodded. He gripped my hand gently, fingers tracing along all six fingers, and then he released his grip nodding and muttering something about polydactyl digits.
He scooted away on his stool, replacing the otoscope on the counter and turned to regard me, a lopsided smile stretching across his face. "For all appearances, you're healthy. I see nothing to be concerned about, but we'll do a body scan just to be sure. Since you're experiencing a period, it's likely you're a fully functional female, but the scan should put any doubts to rest."
His smile creased into a frown and he leaned forward looking me in the eyes. "You will need to disrobe. I can leave if it makes you more comfortable and--" he paused glancing at the 'tanning bed'. "You can climb inside the scanner while I'm gone and I can—"
"Or," Carrie added interjecting before the doctor finished. "I can run the scan for you. That is if you don't mind me operating clinic equipment when I'm off the clock."
The doctor nodded. "I think we can make an exception just this once. Whatever makes you comfortable," he smiled and again meeting my gaze.
I bit my lip, I didn't much enjoy getting undressed, but I recognized why it was necessary. My cheeks were burning as I cleared my throat and turned to regard my father. "I - I want Carrie."
He smiled, muttered a word of encouragement and disappeared from the room leaving me alone with Carrie. We hemmed and hawed for a few moments, before she turned her back to me, and I slipped out of my clothes. I left my clothes and my shoes in a heap on the exam table and moved toward the scanner.
As soon as I opened the hatch, the insides flared to life, not as bright as a real tanning bed, but enough that my eyes watered. I climbed inside, clenching my eyes shut to guard them from the illumination. Once settled I called for Carrie and a moment later I heard the clatter of the top closing over me. I risked opening my eyes in time to see the light to shift from white to an eerie purple. The scanner hummed, and I clenched my eyes shut again as the light intensified.
A few moments later, I climbed out staggering forward spots appearing in my eyes. I blinked and rubbed them, and as my vision returned to me, I locked gazes with Carrie. Her eyes bore holes into me. I glanced down at my naked chest, my cheeks flushing, and lurched forward snatching at the heap of clothes and throwing them on. When I called up my trick, I let out a long sigh of relief as the clothes weaved back into place.
I bit my lip and turned back to Carrie, she smiled, and disappeared through the door returning a moment later with Dr. Clark in tow. He took a seat back at the stool, retrieved his tablet and pulled up the results from the body scan.
"Well," he said after a few moments staring at the screen. "Everything looks good, and as we suspected you are female. There are some abnormalities, but it seems to result from your unique physiology."
"Abnormalities?" I blinked and glanced down at my hands. "Yeah, you can say that again."
I felt Carrie's hand on my shoulder, but didn't glance back at her. Instead, I focused all my attention on the doctor as he replied.
"Yes, you have several cosmetic differences from most, but I was referring to your internal biology. For most vertebrates, there is a thin layer of fibrous tissue around our muscles called epimysium. You appear to have another thin layer of anomalous tissue surrounding it. It doesn't seem to serve any purpose from what I can see. Have you exhibited any unusual abilities since your twist?"
Both of their eyes bore into me, and I shrugged. Aside from my trick, I didn't seem to be able to do anything unusual. "I can't shoot bolts of lightning or anything like that if that what you mean. All I seem to be able to do is change my clothing."
I bit my lip, thinking of how I'd used my trick to stave of Jet in the gas station. I considered telling the doctor about it, but I didn't see how it could be relevant.
"What do you mean change your clothing?" The doctor asked, both eyebrows disappearing into his bangs.
“It's easier if I just show you.” I sighed, closed my eyes and willing my outfit to change and change it did. The fabric crawled and twisted across my skin, splitting and reweaving together. When I opened my eyes again, I glanced down at myself and nodded in satisfaction. My top and skirt had merged into a simple, floral sundress that only displayed a little less cleavage than my previous getup.
"Fascinating," the doctor mused without another word. He glanced back down at his tablet, jotting down a few more notes before he glanced back up at me.
"We may have to run a few tests, but there may be a tie between your trick and the anomalous tissue." He cleared his throat then eyed me again. "I'll consult with Dr. Foster, your trick specialist, on the subject, she might have some insight on the matter."
"The other abnormality has to do with your eyes," he said peering into each of them. "To be honest, the way they shift colors is quite unique. I haven't seen anything quite like it. The scan suggests you may have better-than-average night vision. Have you noticed anything?"
I thought back, remembering my flight from Clearville and realized how I'd gotten around in the dark. I had thought little about it, but now that it was staring me in the face, it shocked me I hadn't noticed it before. "T-that sounds right."
"What about my hearing?" I asked fingering one of my ears.
"Despite the resemblance to cat ears, I'm afraid that you're hearing is nowhere near as sensitive as that of a feline. Your range is excellent, but well within the standard range for humans. That being said it is on the outer limit of that range, you'll hear things most people will not."
"Now, if you don't have any—"
"Can you do a paternity test!?" I blurted out the question before he could finish.
"Well," he blinked, cleared his throat and glanced at Carrie. "If there is some question as to your parentage we could arrange something. Mind, I can't guarantee there will be a full match. A twist as extreme as yours would've changed much of your underlying genetic structure, but enough may remain to get a partial match. Then again, the results may not be conclusive at all. It's hard to say."
Carrie squeezed my shoulder and smiled down at me. "You have nothing to prove to me."
I nodded, glancing at the doctor out of the corner of my eyes. "I just don't want there to be any doubts."
Carrie shook her head and pulled away. "All right then, let's get it over with."
The doctor walked over to a cupboard and produced two little packets. He tore the first open and removed a single-sided cotton swab and swabbed the inside of my cheek. He placed it inside a plastic bag and repeated everything for Carrie.
"We should get the results in a few weeks, until then, if there's nothing further I'll make my exit. The nurse will show you to the trick specialist."
The doctor slipped out the door before either of us could say another word. Carrie smiled and squeezed my shoulder one final time. A moment later the nurse popped her head in the door, and before I knew it was being ushered toward my next torture session.
As it so happened, the trick specialist wasn't at all what I expected. At the very least, it was one of the more interesting visits.
"Come in, come in," a woman ushered me into the room and I stopped mid-stride unable to bring myself to look away.
The woman that stood on the other side of the door was gorgeous, her long blonde hair cascaded down her shoulders in ringlets and I looked into her bright blue eyes in shock. She looked like she belonged posing in the centerfold of a dirty magazine, and I couldn't bring myself to accept my imagination hadn't conjured her up.
I bit my lip and stepped inside the room. The woman smiled and lurched forward hands reaching up to push the door closed behind me. She smiled as I turned to face her. "Hello, I'm Dr. Foster, but you can call me Janet."
I glanced back over my shoulder, wishing that Carrie hadn't left, but unwilling to give voice to her absence. The nurse has told us that the trick specialist had wanted to visit with me alone, and I had grudgingly agreed. I should have insisted she come along, but hadn't wanted to rock the boat.
Janet's bounteous chest, loomed less than a foot from my face and I stared at it with eyes wide.
"I-I'm Calista," I said averting my eyes, my cheeks flushed.
"Please have a seat," she held her hand out motioning at a pair of seats along the far wall.
I complied, seating myself and peered back at her. She grabbed the other chair, positioning it opposite me and sat down, crossing her legs and folding her hands across her lap.
She peered at me, a slow smile touching her lips and she glanced down at a tablet clutched in her perfectly manicured hands. "I've been reading your file. It says here you've already discovered a trick. Can I see it?"
I nodded, but didn't speak. Instead, I clenched my eyes shut and concentrated on my outfit. For the third time that day, I shifted my clothes, the fabric slithering and crawling across my skin. When I opened my eyes again, I glanced down at myself, and smirked. I was wearing a simple strapless black minidress.
When I looked back up and met her gaze, she folded her arms across her chest and studied me her eyebrows furrowed. "Well, color me jealous. A trick like that would come in handy. I'd never have to go clothes shopping again."
She pursed her lips, again, glancing down at the tablet. "It says here you were a boy before your twist. That must have come as a shock." She grinned, cleared her throat and again peered at the tablet. "I'd say from your choice of outfit, there were a few mental changes as well."
I nodded, and she slipped the tablet on the counter, letting out a long breath of air. "Could you tell me how your trick first manifested itself?"
I frowned and told her how Mr. Hails had encouraged me to see if I had a trick and in doing what he suggested I discovered it. She listened and nodded when I had finished.
"Tell me how you feel when you use your trick?"
I shrugged. "Well, my skin tingles, like it did when I underwent my twist, only not as intense."
"I'm interested in this anomalous tissue Dr. Clark has discovered. I think it might have something to do with your trick. Tell me, can you use your trick on other people? Could you say… turn my blouse into a v-neck?" She asked arching an eyebrow.
I shook my head. "I can--" I started say, but stopped thinking back to the gas station. "Well, I can't change what a person is wearing, but I can-- Let me just show you."
I reached out, clasping hold of her hand and to my surprise she didn't jerk back or try to draw it away. Again, I clenched my eyes shut, trying for something simple. Some of the fabric from my dress wiggled across my skin, down my arm and onto her wrist. I pulled back and slid my eyelids open to reveal my handiwork. A simple black lace wristlet, about half an inch wide had appeared on her wrist.
When I looked down at myself, my outfit remained more or less unchanged. I saw no difference, but I knew the fabric from the bracelet must have come from somewhere.
She blinked, lifted her arm, and turned her wrist back and forth examine the result. When she glanced back up at me she arched an eyebrow.. The doctor remained silent for what felt an eternity then let out a long sigh and smiled. "I think I understand. You can't change what I'm wearing, but you can shift clothing onto me, is that correct?"
"Yeah," I said. "I… found that out the hard way."
She pressed her lips together, but did not comment. Instead, she ran her hands through her hair strummed her fingers across the armrest. We sat there for several moments, looking back at one another before she spoke up. "This mystery tissue around your muscles may be related to your trick. It might be why you can't change other people's clothing. I'd like to run a more specialized scan if that's okay with you."
I paused a moment, not keen on yet another scan, but sucked in my breath and nodded. Though I didn't understand why the doctor seemed so intent on unraveling this mystery, it seemed best to play along. I suspected that if I ever got into legal trouble over what had happened in Clearville or the gas stop, it would be nice to point to this and show how harmless my trick was.
She guided me over to an exam table where she attached an array of sensors to my skin. She initiated the scan using her tablet and asked me to shift my clothes once every several minutes. When all was said and done I was wearing a purple minidress with a plunging neckline that was the same shade of purple as my hair, and a pair of tall black boots that went up almost to my knee, which I learned later were called wedge boots. She had me concentrate, like I did when I used my trick, and, as I expected, my skin tingled.
After a few seconds, she had me stop and one by one removed the sensors from my skin. She didn't speak for the longest time, instead moving across the room and set the sensors down on the counter. She kept her back to me, then turned back and studied me both of her arms folded over her chest. "Well, the scan detected a lot of interesting activity. When you use your trick, you call on the quantum field which seems to interact with the anomalous tissue around your musculature. That is why, you can only shift clothing that's touching your skin."
"Uh, that's good?" I said making it more a question than a statement.
The doctor smiled, but didn't reply, instead she rubbed her chin and glanced back down at her tablet. After another few moments of silence she spoke. "Well, I don't think there's anything more we can do here today, and Dr. Mansfield is waiting."
I nodded and let her lead me out of the room. We traveled halfway down the corridor where we paused and she knocked on a door indistinguishable from the rest. She knocked on the door, and a loud thud sounded from within the room. A moment later, the door slammed open and the rooms occupant stood in the doorway. I swallowed… hard upon seeing the creature and stepped inside the room.
The creature within the room smiled displaying a double row of razor sharp teeth as it closed the door behind me. It was short, about half my height, and moved with an uneven shuffle. It's body was a patchwork of green skin and tufts of purple hair. A collection of skin and bones, it looked more like an artist's crude rendition of a gremlin or a goblin than a living-breathing being. I thought for sure it would jump out an attack me, but it merely stood there looking upon me with it's grotesque wide-toothed grin.
"I'm Dr. Mansfield," the creature spoke, it's voice was soft almost melodious and I peered at it my mouth agape. It's voice seemed an odd match to its grotesque visage and sank my teeth into my bottom lip. I took in it's features, the slightly widened hips and the pair of disheveled lumps on it's chest and realized that I was looking at a woman.
"Uh, Calista," I replied, rubbing the back of my neck.
The doctor slammed the door shut behind me and hobbled toward a desk bathed in the shadows toward the back of the room. "I apologize, but I'm afraid that my eyes are quite sensitive to bright lights. I hope the dark doesn't make you uncomfortable."
I shook my head, watching the doctor jerk behind the desk, and disappear from sight. It lurched back into my sight a moment later, scratching and clawing its way up the desk and onto what looked to be a cross between a standard rolling office chair and an infant's high chair.
When she was positioned atop it, she waved me toward her with both hands and pointed toward a seat on the opposite side of the desk. I complied, still feeling a little nervous around this odd little creature, but bolstered by my faith in Carrie. She worked with these people, I don't think she would let me anywhere near them if she thought they were dangerous. Though the doctor's appearance was grotesque, she was just the victim of a particularly unfortunate twist.
As if sensing my fears, she smiled, this time without showing her teeth and laughed. "I promise I don't bite… much."
I peered back at her, eyes wide before a smile touched the corners of my lips and I let loose a low throaty chuckle. Though it wasn't terribly funny, it did much to release the tension and I was more than a little glad about that. At least, she seemed to have a sense of humor about her situation, which was more than I could say had I ended up looking like her.
"I'm going to be upfront with you, most of the therapists here rely on computer tests for this part of your exam, but truth be told I'm a little old-fashioned and prefer to interview you face to face. There are a lot of facial and vocal cues that most people make without realizing it and I can learn far more from that than any computer test. Truth be told, the holoscreens hurt my eyes. Since, I'm going to be asking you about yourself, I only think it's fair you know a little about me."
I didn't speak, instead nodded and studied her face. She regarded me with a blank expression. She didn't speak at first. Instead, she thrummed her clawed digits on the desktop. Finally, she exhaled and began to speak, her voice a little more than a soft murmur. "I'm sure you've surmised that I'm twisted, like yourself. I was born in the South and was raised in a time when the twisted weren't as well publicized and most people believed us to be little more than an urban legend."
I blinked, caught off guard by this admission. She must have been among one of the earliest generations of twisted. Her appearance was so strange, that I couldn't begin to guess her age, but for her to have been alive during that time she wasn’t exactly a spring chicken.
I leaned forward already eager to hear more. "My father and mother were both survivors of the Antarctic Flu outbreak. At the time, nobody understood what caused people to undergo twists, and I grew up a more or less ordinary life unaware of the fate that awaited. It happened about midway into my teen years, my younger sister was terrified of the goblin she claimed lived in her closet. We didn't get along particularly well and I thought it'd be funny to play a little prank on her. I waited inside her closet one night prepared to jump out when my father did his nightly check for the goblin. Unfortunately, that night when he did so, he found me… looking like this. I had underwent my twist," She motioned down at herself and let out a long sigh.
"I fled, terrified of what I had become, and even more afraid of what my family would think. I never returned. I learned to fend for myself, living in abandoned homes, and dark alleyways. Anyplace where I could remain hidden. I discovered a unique power within myself, I could for short periods of time, make myself invisible. I made use of my trick to feed and clothe myself by stealing whatever I needed. I wandered from town to town, and state to state. I had little contact with other people, but the times I went out to retrieve what I needed to survive I began to hear murmurings of the twisted, and a place where some of them began to gather."
"Spiral!" I blurted out, biting my tongue when I realized I'd interrupted her, but she only nodded and continued with the story.
"Although I was still only in my late teens, I had already grown quite cynical. Even now, I'm not sure what convinced me to come to Spiral, but when I did, I discovered that the stories were true. Unfortunately, even the other twisted were afraid of me. A few showed me kindness, however, and a family whose son whose twist was nearly as severe as my own took me in. For the first time in years I had found a home."
"My new adoptive family encouraged me to go back to school and so I did. I completed my high school education and that might have been the end of my schooling had it not been for something quite unexpected."
She paused a slow smile spreading across her face. "I hadn't thought of my family in years. They seemed part of another life, and I did not believe I had any hopes of ever seeing them again. Why give myself false hope? So you can imagine my surprise when one day, I encountered my father. He recognized me at once and I fled from him fearing what he would do having found the creature that had ambushed him within his daughter's closet. At first, my fears seemed confirmed as he chased after me, but then he called my name."
I fought down my fear and confronted him. It seems my family had puzzled out that the goblin in my sister's closet and I their oldest daughter were one and the same. In retrospect it seemed obvious. Their arrival in Spiral however was a coincidence. It seemed… that my sister had also undergone her twist. Though not severe, by most standards the change was significant enough to drive my family from our hometown. Like me, they had heard of Spiral and fled here hoping for sanctuary. They had not expected to find me there, and had all but given hope of seeing me again."
"Reunited with my family, they encouraged me to interact with other twisted and I met many with stories similar to my own. No longer content to live in the shadows, I decided to do something with my life. I thought, perhaps, I could help others like myself and so I did…" She grinned clasping both hands atop the desk. "I won't bore you with the rest of the details. Suffice it to say that I had to work hard to get my degree and get where I am now. I have been counseling twisted ever since."
I eyed Dr. Mansfield and studied her knotted features. Her story had been interesting enough to keep my attention and the parallels to my own were obvious, but as she gazed back at me I wondered why she had felt the need to tell it to me.
"Now, why don't you tell me about yourself?" The question hung on the open air and I paused realization dawning on me. She'd told me her life story to put me at ease. Probably in the hope that I would be more open to telling her about myself. Well, I shrugged, if that was her intent I guess she was about to get her way.
The moment I started talking I could hear her scribbling something on a notepad, but I didn't let that stop me. I started giving her a little bit of my background, telling her about being raised by a single mother and my friendship with Megan. Before long I jumped headlong into the story telling her everything starting with my twist and ending with my arrival in Spiral. It was no easier to share than the last time, but I did keep myself from breaking down in tears.
Again, I refrained from mentioning Jeff and my confrontation with the jackasses in the convenience store. I worried, that as a trained therapist, she'd pick up on the omission, but if she did she said nothing about it.
The doctor leaned back in her chair and I stopped waiting for her to say something. When she did there was a slight quiver to her voice. "I am sorry for what you've been through. I can't promise you it will get any easier, even among the twisted you will stand out in a crowd, but now, at least, it sounds as if you have the beginning of a support system."
Next, she questioned me on specifics of my story, mostly about my feelings of rejection first from my mother then the people of Clearville, and my emotional state during those events.
She cleared her throat, and leaned forward. "Unfortunately, we don't have as much time as I'd like. I fully encourage you to seek counseling. The sort of trauma you've experience has a way of coming back to you years later if you don't address it."
I nodded, but didn't otherwise reply. She continued speaking a few reassuring words and reiterating the value of psychological counseling before moving on to other things. She started by asking me, what changes I might have noticed in my personality and behavior. I told her everything I could think of which wasn't much. Mostly I told her about how I liked to wear feminine and revealing apparel, and how I'd been more emotional since my twist. She nodded and jotted in her notepad.
She asked about my trick and how it worked. Personally, I didn't see how that could be relevant to my emotional state, but the doctor didn't give me any indication how nor did she illuminate me as to why she'd asked the question.
She followed that up by reciting a number of different words and asking me to say the first thing that came to my mind. That went on for several moments, and she again paused to write something down.
Next, she asked me a series of questions, and state on a scale of one to ten how much I agreed with them. Most seemed harmless enough, but there were a few that gave me pause. I never would have expected her to ask me if I liked intending people harm or that I thought people were out to get me.
When we finished she scurried down the side of her chair and came to stand beside me, smiling and placing a hand on my wrist. Though her appearance was still grotesque I was no longer disconcerted by it. She truly wanted to help people and I could see no reason to fault her just because she happened to resemble a creature out of someone's nightmares.
"Please do consider counseling, the sort of things you have been through can be detrimental to your mental health. I only work at the clinic here ten hours a week, but I do specialize in situations like your own. I have an office a few blocks away. The front desk can give you the address and phone number."
I nodded and smiled back to her. "I’ll, uh, talk it over with Carrie."
"Carrie," she repeated, rubbing her chin. Though she hadn't said much when I mentioned my father's identity. I got the sense that she had been quite surprised. Of course, she must know Carrie if they both worked at the clinic, but there was something more to it.
She pulled her hand away, and started to move away before turning back and regarded me both arms folded across her chest. "Would you mind asking Carrie to come speak with me?"
"Is, there, uh, something wrong?" I asked rising to my feet.
"No… Often times when I speak with a patient, I find it beneficial to consult with their parents. Not only can I make my recommendations to them, it's helpful to coach them in how they might best help their children adjust to their new situation."
I nodded, regarded her one final time, and left the room. I had dreaded the psychiatric evaluation the most, but it had been by far the most rewarding of the three. Yes, I had been forced to once again lay myself bare, but after speaking with her for the first time since my twist I felt a little more like my old self.
"So…" I said turning to Carrie. "Did Dr. Mansfield have anything interesting to tell you?"
I'd been debating on whether I should even bring it up since Carrie had left to talk to the doctor. Even after we met back up and made our way to her car, I was still undecided. I was dying of curiosity and that's what had pushed me to ask.
I reached for the seatbelt heart pounding my ears as I awaited her answer. She started the engine and glanced over at me a smile touching the corner of her lips. "Nothing too Earth-shattering. She's worried about you."
I nodded glancing down at my hands, which were by then resting in my lap, and closed my eyes. "She wants me to get counseling."
"Might not be a bad idea," Carrie replied.
"Yeah," I said opening my eyes and turning to smile back at Carrie. "I suppose… she's right."
I clamped my lips shut and said no more on the subject. Carrie furrowed her brows, opened her mouth as if to speak and then shook her head as if reconsidering.
She put the car into gear and for several moments neither of us spoke. Carrie broke the silence. "I've been thinking, maybe you might enjoy a trip to the hair salon."
My head jerked sideways, wondering perhaps I'd heard wrong, but she didn't say a word. My hair was a little unruly, and could use a little trimming and more than a little taming. I hadn't given any thought to getting it cut or even styled. All at once, a smile crept onto my face and I considered how sexy I might look if my hair were—
I shook my head and refused to finish the thought still a little creeped out that my mind had been twisted in such a manner. Still, I couldn't resist the opportunity Carrie was giving me. She was testing the waters, seeing if I would be open to the possibility. After all, until recently I'd been a boy. While many men frequented hair salons, few saw it as an excuse to pamper themselves in the way so many women did. I know I hadn't.
"That would be nice," I answered after a moment of silence.
Carrie peered at me out of the corner of her eyes, and a smile touched her lips. She didn't speak, instead she took the next right, cursed under her breath when the driver ahead of her slammed on his breaks, forcing her to do the same, and after following the road another three blocks pulled into a parking lot.
After she'd parked, and we'd vacated the car, I stopped in my tracks a pit forming in my stomach as I caught sight of a store with the words "Envy Us Beauty Parlor" emblazoned in bright pink script across its front. I emitted an audible groan at the pun, but followed Carrie inside.
I'd been in a hair salon or two, but as I peered about, I knew this was no garden-variety beauty parlor. The right and back wall were solid-black and the left wall was solid-pink. The right side housed a row of barber-chairs with bubble-gum-pink padding and each sat opposite a mirror and a small stand, the back wall was home to a row of sinks with matching padded arm-chairs and the left housed a single table about eighteen inches wide that spanned almost the entire length of the wall divided into five different stations by five three-tiered shelves, each station featured a matching set of black chairs, and light built into the tabletop.
Located front and center, just a few feet from the door and in front of us. A pink and black stand housing an old-fashioned register stood before us and a smiling young woman only a year or two older than me, with sky-blue hair and a forked tail that quivered about in the air behind her, nodded in greeting as we stepped through the double glass doors.
More than a dozen different people, all I assumed were women moved about the room or seated along one of the walls giving or receiving beauty treatments.
"Hi, welcome to Envy Us Beauty Parlor I'm Brandy, how can I help you?" The girl's smile widened and her lips split open to reveal a pair of fangs.
Even a few weeks ago, her appearance would have surprised me, first by her tail and then for the teeth, but after undergoing my twist, transformed into a hyper-sexualized Smurf-demon and encountered a few others with twists as severe as or, in the case of Dr. Mansfield, worse than my own I didn't even blink. Besides, she was cute and her smile appeared genuine.
"Hi, do you do walk-ins?" Carrie asked.
"Uh, not usually, but we're having a bit of a slow day, so it shouldn't be a problem unless you want a mani or a pedi."
I arched an eyebrow, peering again at the denizens of the salon. She considered that a slow day?
"So, what'll it be?" Brandy glanced back and forth between the two of us.
Carrie put her hands on her hips, grinned and glanced back at me. "Whaddya say Callie? Feeling adventurous?"
I froze surprised both by the new nickname and Carrie's playful demeanor. Good God, what had I gotten myself into?
Swallowing hard, I nodded and bit my lip. "What do you have in mind?"
"Well let's start with a wash and a haircut and see where the wind takes us." Carrie's reply again surprised me.
I hadn't seen this side of her before and I was treading on uncertain ground. This time I didn't say a word and when I thought of something to say, I was already getting my hair washed.
Brandy brought us up to a pair of women in their mid to late twenties. I was given into Alicia's care, a tall slender girl with a pretty smile and shock of neon-pink hair that went down almost to the back of her knees and Carrie was assigned to Matty a flat-faced woman with scarlet streaks running through her short-cropped blonde hair. Whether their colored locks resulted from a twist or just a dye job, I couldn't say and I didn't ask. It didn't seem important.
They guided Carrie and I to the back wall and seated with our backs to the sinks. When Alicia reclined my chair, I closed my eyes and let her get to work without comment. She talked as she worked asking my about myself, and about my twist. I suppose that at some point my mother must have washed my hair when I was little, but I didn't remember it. The experience of letting another person wash my hair was new to me.
I wasn't prepared for how relaxing the experience could be. It was an experience I wouldn't mind going through again. I just hoped I had the chance.
"Wow, you look unbelievable!" The woman explained after they ushered me to one of the barber chairs.
I craned my neck around peering up at her with eyes widened and a single eyebrow raised. She had a wicked grin stretched across her face and a set of wide innocent eyes that made her appear surprised. She was pretty, even with the long scar that intersected her jawline on the left side.
I froze, though I saw no malice or ill-intent in her eyes, I wasn't sure if she intended her exclamation as in insult or a compliment. Her next comment however, put the matter to rest.
"Very exotic. You got a whole sexy-space Smurf vibe going. I think It's killer."
"Ummm, thanks?" I replied, the tone of my voice making it sound more a question than a statement.
"Name's Sally," she beamed down at me.
"Calista," I replied glancing back at her with wide eyes.
"You just go through your twist?" she asked reaching for a pair of scissors on the counter.
I nodded. "How can you tell?"
She shrugged. "We cater mainly to twisted here. You see enough of them come and go, you can spot the newbies a mile away."
"Well, since this is your first post-twist haircut you have anything special in mind?" She asked lifting the scissors in front of her face and cutting at the open air with them.
"Uh, hadn't given it much thought. This was a kind of spur-of-the-moment sort of thing," I replied as she pulled out a hair-styling cape and draped it over me.
A part of me, my masculine side, wanted nothing more than for her to shave it all off, but my feminine side, bolstered by my compulsions, had already become my dominant half. I doubt it would surprise anyone which side won out, least of all myself.
To my feminine self, such a change in hairstyle wasn't just drastic it was unthinkable. That being said, long hair was a pain in the ass, and I was getting sick of dealing with it. For my inner-girl a shorter-hairstyle would not be out of the question which helped bring balance to my warring halves.
I wasn't well-schooled in anything girl, so the name of the particular style I had in mind escaped me. There was, however, a simple solution to my dilemma. I brought my hand up about halfway down my neck and held it out flat. "Uh, how about something this long?"
Sally furrowed her brows, dropped the hand holding the scissors and reached out to grasp a strand of my hair with her free hand. "You mean a bob? Honey, you have such beautiful hair, you want me to lob it all off?"
"Callie, you sure about this? It could take years to grow it out that long again," Carrie chimed in from the seat beside me.
I bit my lip, glancing back and forth between the two women catching their doubtful looks before gritting my teeth and nodding "Yeah, do it."
The hairdresser, frowned putting both hands on her hips and peering at Carrie, no doubt hoping the other woman would override me, but my father only nodded. Sally sighed and shook her head.
"Such a waste," she muttered under her breath before raising the scissors and lobbing off a big strand.
My stomach roiled at the sight of my locks fluttering to the ground. Asking to have my hair cut shorter was one thing, witnessing it was another. My feminine pride was screaming out in anguish, but it was already too late. I clenched my eyes shut, feeling my whole body tremble as I listened to the scissors hacking their way through my hair. I felt each strand slide down my body before dropping to the ground.
'You'll look sexy as hell,' I told myself over and over in my head. It seemed to help, slowly, I released the breath I didn't even realize I'd been holding, but I couldn't bring myself to open my eyes. Not yet…
Minutes ticked by, and it seemed as if hours passed before Sally announced that she'd finished. When I opened my eyes, I found myself looking at my reflection. I was not disappointed. The change was drastic, but it looked great.
"You like it?" Sally asked peering at me over my shoulder.
"Yeah," I said studying my reflection and running my hand through my hair. I bit my lip, I don't know what it was… but something seemed missing.
"Carrie, what do you think?" I asked turning to the chair beside me, only to lock gazes with a little girl about half my age.
My eyes scanned the room, looking for Carrie and I found her seated at a row of chairs parked near the front of the shop which I'd missed when we entered. As soon as we made eye contact, she hopped to her feet and made a beeline toward me. I don't know if she'd seen something in my face or if she'd just heard me say her name and had been a little slow making her way to me.
When she reached us, I inspected her new do and pursed my lips. She didn't seem to have done much with her hair, it was a little shorter, but that was the only change I could spot. Then again, her hairstyle suited her, why mess with a good thing?
She reached out, snatching a piece of my hair and rubbing it between her index-finger and thumb. "It's cute," she said peering at Sally out of the corner of her eyes. "But it could use a little color. Why don't we streak it?"
The moment those words left Carrie's lips, I knew it was what I wanted. I had no experience with this stuff and very little idea what any of the terms being bandied about meant, but when she said 'streak it' the conclusion my mind jumped to seemed obvious. I may have been oblivious to the terminology, but, in this case, it seemed like a no-brainer. That being said, it didn't hurt to get confirmation. If I was wrong, I didn't want to get into anything I might regret.
So, I looked about hoping and leveled my gaze on a girl about half my age with gold streaks running through her hair.
"You mean like her, right?" I asked nodding toward the girl and watching with a blank expression as they each turned to follow my gaze.
"Yes," Carrie said regarding me with a smirk, cocking her head, and folding her arms across her chest. "But… maybe something a little more involved than a few blonde streaks."
I nodded, my mind racing as I considered the possibilities. Already, a picture had formed in my head and though I had no doubts Carrie had something specific in mind, I wasn't going to let that deter me.
"Yeah," I said nodding in agreement, a smirk every bit a match for Carrie's stretching across my face. "About that…"
I stepped out of the salon, glancing over my shoulder and catching sight of my reflection in the glass storefront. A smile touched my lips, and I studied it again, nodding in satisfaction at what I saw.
My hair was no longer solid purple, but streaked with black and pink and styled in what Sally called a 'messy bob'. It was everything I could have hoped for and so much more. I had conflicting feelings about it, to be honest. Yes, I looked sexy as hell, but I only liked the way I looked because of my twist. It wasn't me… or, at least, it wasn't before my twist. I didn't know who I was anymore, and that scared me more than anything.
The smile faded, and I turned away from the reflection, my lips creasing into a frown. The door creaked open behind me, but I didn't turn to face the newcomer. I knew without looking it was Carrie. Eager to escape and make sense of my warring thoughts I slipped out when she was paying.
Though, I liked how I looked, I hadn't realized that it would take so goddamned long. I enjoyed all the pampering at first, but all that time spent sitting in one place, holding still left me feeling stir crazy. I wanted to do something. Almost anything would have been better.
"You look nice," Carrie said and at last I turned to meet her no longer frowning.
"Thanks," I replied staring down at my chest. "I'm still a little weirded out, looking like this, and having these compulsions."
I looked up in time to see Carrie drawing closer. She reached out, enfolding me in her arms and stood there holding me. After a moment, she pulled her hands away and reached up, cupping my face and looking me in the eyes. "I know what you're going through. It was the same for me. I can't promise you it'll be easy, but I can promise I'll be there every step of the way. Being twisted… or even a girl isn't the end of the world, even if it seems that way sometimes."
I nodded, and a single tear rolled down my cheek. She wiped it away and smiled motioning toward the parking lot. "Come on, let's go home."
Without another word, we moved to the car and though we didn't speak for the rest of the ride back, I didn't mind. Here or there when she stopped the car at a light or crosswalk, Carrie would glance at me, as if worried I'd disappeared when she wasn't looking, only to offer a reassuring smile and return her attention to the road.
When we reached the house, Carrie let us inside and once we'd climb the stairs, I looked about frowning as I realized the house seemed quiet. A little too quiet.
"Drew!" Carrie called, sighing and dropping her keys on a tray mounted to a wall along at the top of the stairwell and slipped her purse inside a coat closet around the corner.
"Back here!" A voice answered from down the hallway.
"What's he doing back there?!" she asked peering at me out of the corner of her eyes. When she turned away, I could swear I saw a smile touch the corner of her lips. I furrowed my brows and opened my mouth to speak, but she was already moving down the hallway.
She paused just long enough to motion with her hands for me to follow before disappearing around the bend. I trailed her, heart thumping in my ears, and biting my lip. I had an inkling that not all was as it should be, but as the gears and cogs turned in my head I couldn't, for the life of me, puzzle out what it might be.
A few feet down the hallway, she was waiting for me, a gentle smile touching her face. "He's waiting in your room, why don't we see what he wants?"
That was when all the pieces fell into place and realized what Carrie and Drew were up too. She placed a hand on my back, and another on my shoulder guiding me forward. Though my heart still pounded in my chest and my hands trembled, I didn't resist.
When the door opened into the spare bedroom, I stopped standing in the doorway, mouth hanging agape and eyes wide like saucers.
A tall white full-size platform bed with a double row of pull-out drawers had replaced the airbed. A matching dresser and a vanity that was a shade or so off but a close approximation of the other pieces of furniture occupied the opposite wall. I peered at the latter, realizing that it looked familiar and stepped toward it to get a better view.
"You like it?" A voice asked, and I spun around to find Drew standing in the closet a tool belt, with a full complement of hand tools, strapped about his waist and his hair matted with sweat.
The closet too had changed, before it had been bare aside from a few boxes left inside. Now, it housed a column of shelves and drawers down the center, two rods on the left, and another on the right. It looked pretty well put together, but I guess that was to be expected since he worked as a foreman for his family's construction company.
"Still needs some work," Drew continued thumbing his hammer oblivious that I hadn't answered him. "Sometime further down the line we can pull out the carpet and slap a coat or two of paint on the wall, but at least for now you'll be comfortable."
I glanced down, forcing myself to keep a blank expression on my face as I peered at the dull-green carpet. It was one of the ugliest shade's I'd ever seen, but I was happy to live with it if it meant a safe place to sleep. I gave the room one final glance, swinging around on the balls of my feet. The bed and dresser looked like they were constructed from pre-fabricated materials and, if the faint scuff marks were any sign, were used. Not surprising, furniture wasn't cheap, and I'd showed up with no warning.
The vanity, was another matter. At first glance, it seemed to be made of more durable materials, but I'd doubt I know for sure without stripping off the pain. My eyes lingered on it the longest, realizing why it looked so familiar. It was the same one which had graced Carrie's old bedroom in her parent's home.
I smiled, turning my attention back to Drew, and rushed toward me step-father, warm drops staining my cheeks. He grunted and stiffened when I threw my arms around him, but soon his arms enfolded me. I whispered 'thank you,' over and over into his chest.
"This was all Drew's doing," Carrie pronounced after I'd pulled away from the hug, my cheeks already starting to turn a little violet. "He wanted to surprise you while we were away, but it took a little longer than he expected, and…"
"That's why you took me to the hair salon," I finished for her with a nod.
"Well, I had a little help from the boys. The new hair looks great. I like it." Drew grinned at me, and after catching a side-long glance from Carrie added, "I would be remiss if I did not take heed of my blushing bride's new do. You look fabs, honey."
Carrie rolled her eyes and kissed him on the cheek. "You're a dork, Andrew Christianson, but I love you."
He smiled back and pecked her back on the lips. "You two hungry? Amanda and the twins aren't due back for a few hours. It may stretch the limits of my abilities, but I think I can handle cooking for just the three of us."
Drew slipped through the door, and Carrie rolled her eyes before motioning for me to follow. Disappearing through the door a moment later, but I lingered. I looked around the room, one final time, a smile touching the corner of my lips, before I too exited the room closing the door behind me.
"Mommy!" Amanda proclaimed tugging on Carrie's sleeve. "Look!"
I glanced down at about the same time as Carrie and our gazes followed toward my younger sibling's outstretched finger. Amanda's eyes were fixed on a rack of frilly pink dresses, off to the side and about a dozen feet away. There was an almost rapturous expression as she stared at them and she began to hop up and down a grin stretching across her face.
"Ooooh, pretty!"
Carrie knelt down beside Amanda and smiled. "Oh, those are nice aren't they, princess? Remember, Mommy bought you a brand new dress a few weeks ago. Maybe if you're a good girl, Mommy will buy you another one for your birthday next month."
The little girl's features wrinkled and for a moment I thought she might throw a fit. She locked eyes with her mother, and her face softened. She nodded and a big grin spread across her face. "Okay, Mommy!"
I concealed a smile and shook my head. I didn't realize how temperamental, a girl her age could be until I'd started spending time around my younger sibling. Her behavior, however, was far from predictable. What might invoke a temper one day, she would shrug off the next.
We continued on and I clamped my mouth shut, looking about the store. I didn't need any clothes. Although I'd already morphed my way through most of my old boy clothes, I could shift into pretty much any outfit I thought of with enough material at hand. Even without my current wardrobe, I could make do with discards from my new family, or even buy the cheap stuff from the clearance rack for pennies and morph them into whatever I wanted. That being said, I hadn't expected myself to be drawn to the women's section.
I'd paid little attention to women's apparel as a boy. One outfit seemed pretty much the same as another. The only ones that stood out were the ones that displayed a bit of flesh or that clung tight to a girl's body leaving very little to the imagination. When I'd flipped through the wracks, I could barely contain my glee. Ideas for new outfit combinations already coursing through my mind.
I glanced down at myself, contemplating shifting from the pink and white floral sundress I was wearing into something more revealing, but discarded the idea. This was family time, and as much as I was tempted to try out more interesting outfit combinations that sprang to mind when sifting through the racks, those sorts of experiments would have to wait until we were back home.
I didn't need a reason to come, just browsing the clothing racks alone had been worth the trip, but that was not the reason for our visit. The adjacent movie theater was our ultimate destination, but we needed to kill time before our show.
With Drew at work and the twins at a friend's house, it was just the three of us girls. That was fine by me. As touched as I was by Drew's surprise, he didn't seem the type to appreciate a shopping trip to the mall and subsequent 'chick flick' and the twins were a handful even under the best of circumstances. Throw them out in a wide open space like the mall and there was no telling what sort of chaos they might visit upon us.
I smirked at the thought, imagining the towheaded duo enacting a sword-fight with pool noodles or running around the store screaming at the top of their lungs towels draped over their shoulders pretending they were super-heroes. Had I ever been that big of a dork?
It had been a few days since Drew surprised me with my new bedroom furniture and though things still seemed awkward, I felt less like an intruder in his life. Even the twins seemed to have warmed to having me around. Though they still kept their distance, I hadn't caught them glaring at me in a while. That, at least, was progress.
The mall had just opened and because it was a weekday and most of the stores weren't open yet, it was rather quiet. I cast my eyes about as we exited the store, my eyes lingering first on a Haglund's and then settling on a Game Palace. Both were common enough chains, and I would have been a fool not to expect to see them again. That being said, I didn't expect the reaction it would invoke within me.
Thoughts of my mother and my twist came to me unbidden, and I paused a single tear rolling down my cheek a sob escaping my lips before I could silence it. Carrie turned about and came rushing back toward me.
"Calista? You okay?" She asked reaching out to touch me, but I stepped back and waved her off.
"I'm fine," I said my voice quivering. Carrie put her hands on her hips and frowned, not looking at all convinced, but nodded and kept her distance.
A weight settled into my leg and I peered down in time to see Amanda enfold her arms around it and stare back up at me with unblinking eyes. I cleared my throat, wipe the tears from my eyes and a sheepish smile touched my lips. I bent down wrapping my arms around my younger sibling before peering back up at Carrie. "F-fine," I said exhaling slowly. "Seeing some of these stores just dredged up bad memories."
Carrie nodded, and I turned my attention back to Amanda, extricating her arms from around my legs before hefting her up and standing with my younger sibling in my arms. I groaned from the strain of her weight, surprised at how heavy she seemed. I lost a lot of my strength during my twist, but the strain of lifting her helped drive that point home.
"It's okay, I protect you," Amanda said throwing her arms around my neck a soft moan escaping her lips.
I didn't speak, but hugged her close fighting back tears. Though the proclamation was just a tad silly, it came from her heart and it tugged at the old heartstrings.
My lips began to tremble, and Carrie glanced at me out of the corner of her eye. I pressed my lips together and looked away unwilling to make eye contact. Carrie didn't speak, perhaps decided that I needed the quiet.
I peered about, glancing from storefront to storefront. None of them caught my eye until we'd strode another ten yards. I stopped, Amanda's small form still held tight in my arms and stared across the mall and into a small entryway tucked into a little out of the way corner. I might have overlooked it altogether had I not glimpsed movement out of the corner of my eyes.
A man in his late thirties or early forties was leading a class in martial arts exercises. A kid back in Clearville who'd been a huge Judo enthusiast had shown his moves off a time or two. While, it impressed me it hadn't quite drawn my eye the way it was now. It appealed to me beyond the simple adolescent fascination in which I'd viewed it before. The thought of taking such classes and learning martial arts had real appeal now.
I clenched my peepers shut and looked away. Sucking in deep breaths, I opened my eyes, and forced myself to look away from the martial arts studio. There was no doubt in my mind that this new interest was yet another aspect of my twist. I knew precious little about the game I was playing when I underwent my transformation, but the character customization screen would seem to be the root of my trick and my obsession with looking sexy. What if I'd picked up more ticks from the game than I realized?
We continued on and I didn't once glance back though I wanted nothing more in the world than to do just that. I bit my lower lip, feeling a flash of pain. That helped distract me and kept me from losing my resolve. I let out a long sigh when out of sight of the studio, but it was already too late. Sooner or later, I knew, I would try it and I would be hooked.
I might have spent the rest of the day ruminating, and brooding over my sudden interest in martial arts if I hadn't caught sight of a familiar blonde head of hair a few yards away. I stopped. Allison?
I slipped Amanda's arms from around my neck and placed her on the ground. My heart pounding in my ear, I moved forward deaf to Carrie and Amanda's cries. When I got close enough, my fingers stretched out to grasp the girl's shoulders, but before they found purchase she spun around and I got the shock of my life.
"Megan?!"
Though the girl that stood before me looked far different from the one I remembered, it was Megan. The nose I knew so well, the one which used to be a tad too large for her face had shrunk down to a more dainty and proportionate size. Her eyes were the same brilliant green and her lips just as generous. Her hair was another matter, she was now sporting long blonde locks. I couldn't say whether it was a dye job or part of her twist, but either way it made her a near twin to her cousin.
Megan was the biggest tomboy in our class, and I hadn't seen her wear the slightest bit of makeup the entire time we were friends. Today however, it was plastered all over her face. Many people would have thought her drop dead gorgeous, but it was her old face that I'd crushed on all those years.
Her fashion sense, at least, hadn't changed. She was wearing a plain white t-shirt, jeans and a denim jacket.
Had I not known her better, I might have assumed that it was Allison I was looking at, but Megan was shorter and curvier and she was far less graceful in her movements. She stared at me all doe eyed for a moment. I even saw a tear glistening in her eyes, but then she swung her arm out slapping me across the face.
"IDIOT!" She screamed her feature's twisting and contorting into an angry scowl.
I probably deserved that.
I was so flustered that I backed right into a mall directory. Carrie called after me, but I held a hand up warning her off.
I glanced back at her panting and with wide eyes. Her features softened, and she moved closer. I put my arms up, not to attack, but defend myself in case she struck again. She reached out, but when I swung my arm out to block her, she forced it aside and grabbed the collar of my dress.
Certain that another attack was incoming, you can imagine my surprise when she pulled me toward her and locked her lips around mine. My face was still throbbing from her blow, but I melted into her arms, nonetheless. When we broke for air, I stood there panting and staring back at her with eyes still wide. I slipped a hand up the side of my face, rubbing my fingers over my jaw and cheek.
Megan frowned, stepping back and folded her arms. "What the hell were you thinking?! Do you know how worried we've been! We didn't have any idea what happened to you! I thought, I lost you!"
Unwilling to look her in the eyes, I lowered my gaze and adopted a pose almost identical to hers. "I thought if I left, it would take some heat off you guys."
"You're an idiot," she repeated and pulled close slipping her arms around me. She put her head on my shoulders and I felt warm tears splatter on my shoulder. "Never do anything like that again, okay?"
"Megan?" A familiar voice spoke before I could respond.
We turned in unison to find Mr. Hails standing a few feet away. The toothy grin on his face told me all I needed to know. I craned my neck around at Carrie, my suspicions confirmed when I caught a knowing smirk on the corner of her lips. Our encounter was not a coincidence. Twice now, Carrie had pulled the wool over my eyes. One of these days, I told myself I would get her back.
I peered at the pair of them, arching an eyebrow. I might have expected more concern from Carrie, given that Megan just attacked me, but perhaps our kiss was enough to dispel any uneasiness, Pursing my lips before jerking forward, I threw my arms out and wrapping them around Mr. Hails.
"It's good to see you!" I beamed. "Both of you!"
Mr. Hails stood stiff for a second, but then he relaxed and returned my hug. I pulled away looking up at him and glanced back over my shoulder at Carrie. All those years of looking for my father and I did not realize, until that moment, that I couldn't have wished for a better dad than the one that now stood before me. Though we shared no blood ties, he had been there for me when no other adult would and had stood by me when my mother kicked me to the curb.
I was grateful to have found Carrie, but as we got to know each other and our relationship evolved she was coming to fill the role of a mother more than she ever would a father.
I cleared my throat and took a step back. As much as I wanted to tell Mr. Hails how I felt, it was neither the time nor place. Someday soon, I would make my feelings known, but for now the hug would have to do.
I stepped back, moving back toward Carrie. When I reached her, I held a hand out to her. "Megan," I said. "This is my father… Carrie Christianson."
"Shit," Megan blurted out. "That's why you could never find her! She twisted into a girl just like you! That's so rad!"
She stopped, her eyes scanning each of our faces before shaking her head and smiling. "I mean, um, nice to meet you!"
Megan dropped to her knees and peered at Carrie's legs. Confused, at first, I followed her gaze and caught sight of Amanda peeking out from behind them.
"Who's this?" Megan asked, a smile spreading across her heart-shaped face and her eyes lighting up.
"This is Amanda," Carrie answered bending over to retrieve my younger sibling. "She's my youngest."
Megan and Carrie, with Amanda in her arms, rose to their feet, and the former smiled at my youngest sibling. "Hi, I'm Megan, I'm Calista's friend."
Amanda buried her head in Carrie's shoulder. "You're mean!"
I smirked, watching Megan out of the corner of my eyes wondering how she would address the situation. Amanda saw her slap me, and it was nice to see at least someone had come to my defense even if I deserved the slap.
"I'm sorry, did I upset you? Your sister scared me, I promise I won't do it again, okay?"
Megan looked up at her eyeing her with her big brown eyes and scowled at Megan. Though she didn't seem convinced, she nodded. "Okay."
"As much as I hate to break this up," Mr. Hails said stepping forward, his hands fingering the cuff links on either of his wrists. "I'm afraid I have a job interview in less than thirty minutes."
Megan arched an eyebrow, peering back and forth between her father and Carrie. "I thought it was after the movie?"
He smirked and then shrugged. Megan rolled her eyes and folded her arms across her chest. "So we're not going to the movie?"
"I'm not," he said making eye contact with Carrie and nodding.
Understanding dawned on her face and Megan peered back at me a smile touching her lips before she turned back to her father. "Uh, yeah, so I guess I'll see you tonight."
Mr. Hails nodded at Carrie, then he turned to me still smiling. "We'll catch up later."
I nodded, and he turned away. He'd only taken perhaps half a dozen steps when without even realizing what I was doing I ran after him. I threw my arms around him, and he jerked to a stop glancing back at me with a startled look on his face.
"Mr. Hails…" I froze as I looked up into his eyes. "I-I just wanted to say, thank you… for everything."
"Of course." He peered back, surprised reflected in his eyes.
"And… good luck, with the interview, I mean. You're a shoo-in."
Mr. Hails sauntered away, and a second later a weight pressed into my side. I glanced toward it just in time to witness Megan slip her arms around my waist and smile. I peered into her eyes and leaned in to peck her on the lips.
Of all the ways I'd expected my day to turn out, this hadn't even made the list, but that was not a bad thing. Not at all.
We rejoined Carrie and made our way to the theater seating ourselves within the nearly empty auditorium. When the lights turned dark and Megan's head came to rest on my shoulders, I let out a contented sigh. I'd come a long way to get where I was, and for a while things looked bad. I'd found my father and reunited with the girl I loved even if she looked a little different. What could be better?
As the opening credits rolled across the screen, I took Megan's hand and squeezed it. I had no idea what the future held, but it had never looked so bright.
"—In what experts are calling a landmark victory for Twisted rights." The female reporter's voice blared from the television as video footage played on-screen of Mr. Hails and me descending the steps of the courthouse.
I muted the volume, a smile spreading across my face as I watched the news report. I shook my head still unable to believe that it was real, or that I was the focal point. Star Capital Realty and Development Corporation, the company that owns the Clearville Mall offered to settle out of court, in exchange for my silence, but Mr. Hails and I agreed that I needed to share my story.
On the surface my case had been a simple lawsuit claiming damages against Star Capital, but Mr. Hails seemed to think there would be more far-reaching implications. Such a victory could pave the way for civil cases like Loving v. Virginia or Brown v. The Board of Education.
Though painful, relating my memories of what happened in the mall in a courtroom for everyone to hear, the tears I shed on the stand helped drive my point home. All of Star Capital's money and their slick lawyers didn't stand a chance.
The judge awarded us more money in damages with which I might have otherwise know what to do, but with which I already began to make plans. The cost of higher-education wouldn't be getting cheaper any time soon, and if the future I envisioned would ever come to pass I would need some of that money to fund it.
At first, Mr. Hails wanted to take on my case pro bono. He insisted that the notoriety alone would be a major career booster, but I persuaded him to take a portion of the judgement. He relented and suffice it to say that I wouldn't be the only one who would be paying for her college expenses with all the money.
With everything that had transpired, I did a lot of self-exploration and made some decisions about my career path. I wanted to help people and… well, I wanted to follow in the footsteps of my dad. Not Carrie, but the man who took me in and protected me when my own mother wanted nothing to do with me. As you guessed that would be Mr. Hails or John as I was calling him these days.
My mind turned to Jeff Goldwin and those jackasses at the convenience store. One of the first things I asked Megan about after our reunion had been about Jeff. As I already surmised I was premature in assuming I killed him. He tried to pin the whole thing on me, but someone in the park filmed the entire confrontation on their smartphone. Mr. Hails used it as leverage to get the charges against me dropped.
As far as 'Jet' and his friends in the convenience store, they didn't come forward until after the lawsuit against Star Capital and only because they saw my face on the news. Again, video footage saved my ass, this time from the convenience store security cameras. Like Jeff, Jet and his friends had been the ones to face the music. Unfortunately, the worst charges that were levied against them had been disorderly conduct. I would take any victory I could get, even the small ones.
Though I escaped both unscathed, Mr. Hails saved me from the legal repercussions of their actions. It was a sad truth that the victims in situations like mine tended to be ones who faced criminal charges. Namely because no one would stand up for them. Maybe I was meant to help others in the same way Mr. Hails helped me.
I glanced at my reflection, a smile touching my pink gloss-stained lips as the girl in the mirror peered back at me. It took some time, but I put to rest the war between my male and female halves. My masculine half surrendered to my inner girl, and I embraced her with no reservations.
I don't think any of that would have happened without the help of Dr. Mansfield. Our regular counseling sessions helped me realize that aside from my desire to be pretty and a few weird compulsions I was still pretty much the same old me. I still liked video games, I still ogled girls, and I was as big of a nerd as ever. The only difference being, most people didn't see past my looks. For some that meant they saw a freak, but for most people in Spiral it meant another pretty face albeit one who looked a little more exotic.
The other big change in my life, was twist-related as well and that too I embraced. As I guessed I would, I took the dive into martial arts. I enrolled in lessons just two short weeks after walking past that studio in the mall and didn't look back. My sensei told me he'd never seen anyone progress as quickly as me, but that would surprise no one who knew what caused my twist.
Since learning of my interest in martial arts, there had been no other surprises. I hoped that doing a little research of The Rise of the Anthecron the game which triggered my twist, might offer some clues, but I gleaned nothing helpful. Even the character bio for Kalena had been a bust. If there was anything new to discover about my twist, I would have to uncover it on my own. The version of the game I played was a demo and had yet to see a final release. When it did, I would be sure to get a copy. Who knows? I might enjoy it if nothing else.
My attitude towards my twist had changed in recent months and I was beginning to see that despite all the hardship it caused me, it was the best thing to have ever happened to me. I found my father… won over the girl of my dreams and my future seemed brighter than ever. College always seemed like wishful thinking when I lived in Clearville. Now, it had become a very likely prospect.
Armed with my ambitions I started applying myself in school and went from an average student to one of the top in my class. I made new friends and found a family, some of whom were blood and some not, that supported and lifted me up. As devastated as my mother's rejection left me, she'd never been very supportive. My new family had their difficulties, but when it counted they were always there for each other. I couldn't say the same for my mother.
Even the twins seemed to have accepted me. I overheard them discussing me with one of their little friends and although they still thought I was an 'icky girl' I was 'kinda nice' too. Not exactly a glowing recommendation, but an improvement from the accusatory glares they used to level at me. Amanda, was a highlight and while she could be needy and temperamental, she made even my worst days worth living. Drew, seemed pleased to have me around and included me in all the family activities. Our dynamic isn't what you would expect of a stepfather and stepdaughter. He treated me like a younger kid sister, which was just fine by me.
As for Carrie... The paternity test had been a closer match than anyone had anticipated. Dr. Clark had seemed surprised, but I made perfect sense to me. I looked just like her, after all. Nevertheless, it was reassuring to have confirmation, even if Carrie insisted it wasn’t necessary.
Liz and David had become something of a fixture in my life. Though their visits were less frequent than I’d like, I looked forward to the times they visited. I’d even started learning sign language so I could communicate with my grandfather.
I gazed into the vanity mirror one last time, giving my makeup a quick once-over, and smiled. Though I'd been reticent to give cosmetics a go, because of the price, I had to admit that the results were well worth it. There weren't a lot of places that sold makeup to match my blue skin tone, but I managed to find a place that custom made it. I lived in Spiral after all.
I moved away from the mirror and grappled with the remote, flicking off the TV mounted on the opposite wall, a recent addition, and tossed it onto my bed. I stopped by the dresser, retrieving an envelope with the address to a certain convenience store scrolled across the front it and my purse. Sliding the former into the latter, I slipped out of my bedroom and down the hallway.
I found Carrie and Drew lounging on the couch in the living room. She was wearing her scrubs from the clinic and he was still sporting the t-shirt and jeans he usually wore out to the job site. I stepped into view, spinning around on the balls of my feet."Well? How do I look?"
Carrie rose to her feet and rested her hands on my shoulders. "A slam dunk as always."
I nodded, glancing down at my outfit pleased by her compliment. It was less revealing than my usual fare, but I didn't want to out-do Megan by too wide of a margin. She was still very much a t-shirt and jeans sort of girl and I always felt so overdressed when Megan and I were out together. I sported a pink halter top and black knee-length-skirt and matching pair of heels.
"Do me a favor, and try not to stay out past ten-thirty, okay?" She asked.
I nodded, biting my lip. Though she made the same request every time I was out with Megan, I was more than happy to accommodate her. "Okay… Mom."
She froze, her gaze never leaving me. It was the first time I'd called her by anything other than her first name and, I managed to catch her off guard for a change. Eventually, her mouth cracked into a smile, and she turned away wiping a tear from her face.
Before either of us could speak, the doorbell rang, and I tore down the stairs tripping over myself to get to the front door. Somehow I made it without face-planting into the hardwood steps and swung the door open to reveal Megan standing on the other side.
My heart fluttered at the mere sight of her and I stopped momentarily short of breath. Megan was my everything, we'd been through so much together and I couldn't imagine life without her. Our relationship had raised a few eyebrows because of our age, but I didn't give a fuck what anyone thought. The way my heart yearned for her whenever I was apart from her was more than just a simple crush.
Our relationship had evolved a lot since my flight from Clearville. It had been a little bumpy at first, due largely to the aforementioned flight, but we’d had a long talk and cleared the air. Megan still thought me a bit dense for fleeing town, but she had come to accept my reasons. She told me all about their own flight from Clearville and the sense of abandonment she’d experienced when I left.
What must it have been like all those years thinking that she was the only twisted person her age in our little town only to discover that not only was there another, but that person also happened to be her best friend? Then I had left, abandoning her just days before she’d undergone her own twist. Was it any wonder she slapped me when we met back up in the mall?
After my mother’s rejection, I understood all too well what Megan had gone through. It tore my insides up just thinking about the pain I’d caused her. I promised myself, and Megan too, that I would never abandon her again. Looking at her now, I found myself reaffirming that vow.
For a change Megan had switched things up. She wore a red button-down shirt, with half the buttons unclasped to reveal her rather generous cleavage, and instead of jeans she wore a pair of tight-fitting black dress pants. Without a doubt it was the most revealing thing she'd ever worn and yet still managed to fit into her tomboy sense of style.
Her cosmetics changed as often as I morphed my clothing and at times it seemed at odds with the way she dressed, but I'd gotten used to it. On that day she'd gone with something relatively conservative, blush, mascara, a little eyeliner and scarlet red lipsticks. The previous day she'd gone with a rainbow effect around her eyes and lips. Needless to say when the two of us were together we stood out in a crowd.
Megan's twist had been a result of an aborted attempt at a makeover by Allison. She'd experienced a shift in appearance to more closely resemble her cousin and compulsion to wear cosmetics. Aside from that she was more or less the same old Megan which was just fine by me.
If it was possible, the rift between the two girls had widened even further. I didn’t see much of Allison these days, and though I understood much of her behavior was a result of her twist I couldn’t say I was disappointed by her absence. I only prayed that she one day found a way to make peace with herself.
I bit my lip then leaned in to peck her on the cheek. "You look nice."
"You too," she beamed back at me. "So what do you have planned tonight?"
I slipped outside, and closed the door behind me, my smile stretching into a grin. "Oh, I have some ideas."
The End
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This story takes place in Morpheus' twisted universe.
Jim Rumsfield was a regular teenage boy, or so he thought.
When he unexpectedly undergoes a twist his world is turned upside down.
The following story is set in Morpheus's Twisted Universe. All characters, any locations in the town Clearville, and the town Clearville itself are my own creation. Any resemblance to real life individuals events or locations is purely unintentional.
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Before reading this story, I recommend you read Morpheus's three twisted stories: Twisted, Twisted Pink and Hair and Now before reading this work. However this story is a standalone work and can be read separately from his stories.
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I was sitting in class, on the last day of school at Clearville High, bored out of my mind. My fourth period teacher, Mr. Beekman insisted that every day of school was important even the last one. So there I was listening to a boring science lesson on the last day of school, instead of goofing off like I had in every other class.
I think I must have dosed off for a little bit because a short while later I woke up to the sound of the school bell. I immediately jumped out of my seat, but was stopped by Mr. Beekman, "Mr. Rumsfeld," he exclaimed with his nasally voice, "In your eagerness you seem to have forgotten that class ends when I dismiss it, not at the sound of the bell." With an annoyed sigh I sat back down.
"Alright class as I was about to say before Mr. Rumsfeld interrupted me," Beekman continued, "Those of you that will be taking my AP Chemistry class next year remember there's a twenty-five dollar lab fee that's due by the first day of school. Class Dismissed. Enjoy your summer and don't get into any trouble."
I was one of the first out of class, every extra second in that place was one second less of my summer. I sped down the hallway, weaving in and out of the crowds. As I made made my way to the end of the Hall, I nearly ran into Megan Hails.
"Oh, hey Jim," she said smiling. Megan was a pretty hot tomboy. Megan and I grew up together and had been friends as long as either of us could remember. When we'd gotten older I'd found myself rather attracted to her and I even asked her out a few times, but she didn't seem interested in being anything more than friends. Which was pretty hard sometimes because I really had a thing for her.
"Hey, did you hear about that new Game Palace in the mall?" I said suddenly remembering I had been meaning to mention it to her.
"A Game Palace in the mall?" she said thoughtfully, "Awesome!" she suddenly grinned, "There's one where my grandma lives."
I grinned in return, "Yeah, there's one in Clinton it's pretty freaking awesome." then I added, "You want to go check it out? They're supposed to have a huge grand opening Friday”
"Sure," she replied.
"Alright, I'll pick you up Friday around noon," I said.
"Sounds like a plan," she said then added "I gotta go, see you later."
"Alright," I said, "later."
Then I watched her fade from sight as she walked away.
* * * * *
I arrived home after a short drive from school. The house was empty, my mom hadn't made it home yet. She worked some pretty crappy hours being a manager at her job so it wasn't that surprising that she wasn't home. So I climbed up the stairs leading away from the landing and I plopped down on the couch and flicked the television on with the remote.
I watched tv for a quite a while watching some documentary on a ziprock band who had made it big and squandered it all on drugs and prostitutes. It was mildly interesting and it gave me something to do until my mom got home.
After a few hours I realized the time so I threw a couple frozen meals in the oven for dinner. I sat down again and I watched a repeat of a sitcom I liked. It was pretty funny.
A short while later a voice called from the landing, "Jim, I'm home."
I hopped off the couch and made my way down the landing where I found my mom, Kate, setting down her bags. "Hey mom, how was work?"
"I'm just glad to be home," she said, "I've been doing employee evaluations all day."
My mom worked as a Manager at a department store in the Mall called Haglund's. She hated it, but managed to bring in a decent sized paycheck every month. Not bad, considering she started out as a lowly grunt and worked her way up the ladder in only eight years.
"Dinner should almost be done," I said changing the subject, "I put in a couple of those Lasagna dinners you bought the other day they should be done in a few minutes.
Mom looked a little relieved, "Good, I'm famished."
After dinner was over I looked to mom and asked her, "Want to watch a movie or something?"
"Maybe after the news," she replied, "I want to see what the weather is going to do tomorrow." So we went into the front room and mom switched on the tv.
"-is 570 MBC, News," the tv blared, "This is Katey Charles with today's News. In Los Angeles, a suspect has been arrested in relation to the Echo Park killings, the police have not released the suspects name, but he is believed to be a 24-year-old male Twisted, find out more after these words from our sponsors."
Mom muted the television as she growled, "Those damn Twisted! Those freaks need to be locked up so they can't hurt anyone else. What's this world coming to when decent people can't even trust-"
That's where I started tuning her out. I really wasn't in the mood to listen to another one of my Mom's rants. I used to think the twisted where just as horrible as mom always said, but my views had become rather conflicted on the subject as of late. Megan's dad was a pretty good guy, for a lawyer, and he seemed to think they were decent people. On, the other hand there were the twisted we heard about on the news, the ones that did horrible things, but maybe they were as much the victims as the people they harmed.
"Your father was-" my mother started to say snapping me out of my reverie, "You know what? I'm feeling tired. I think I'll go to bed." she said then sprang off the couch and hurried up the stairs.
"Mom wait! What about my father?" she didn't seem to hear me. I think it's needless to say I was rather perplexed at this point so I followed her up the stairs. When I had nearly reached her bedroom door she slammed it shut. I reached for the doorknob and found it was locked. "Mom, what were you going to say!"
"Mom!" I called out again. Still she didn't reply. I pounded on the door a few more times, then I gave up.
My mom had done some bizarre things, but this one took the cake. What had she been about to say? Every time I'd ever asked my mother about my Father, she would quickly change the subject or act like she hadn't heard me. What was it about my father that she didn't want me to know? What had she come so close to telling me and what did it have to do with the twisted?
With an exasperated sigh, I made my way to my bedroom. Closing the door behind me, I went directly to the chair I had sitting in the corner and turned it over. I pulled loose the bottom, taped inside was my mother's old sophomore high school year book. I'd found it hidden in the back of her closet a few years ago. Loosening the tape on the bottom of the chair, I opened the book.
I flipped to page thirty-two there listed in the second column was a boy named Harry Turow . A heart was drawn around his picture and underneath was written "Harry and Kate 4ever”. The boy's physical resemblance to me was striking, which made me wonder: was he my father? If so what had happened to him?
I was born during my mother's junior year of high school. I learned by asking Megan's dad that his family had moved away the summer before I was born. Had he and his family moved away because they'd learned my mother was pregnant? Or had they moved away for some other reason not knowing of my conception?
I sat there for a moment staring at the photo of the boy, who might have been my father. I closed the year book replacing it in it's place under the seat of the chair and popping the bottom back in. I righted the chair then I laid on my bed and thought about the boy in the yearbook photo.
When I finally fell asleep I dreamed about the boy who might be my father. In the dream the boy stood with a man holding a knife to his throat. The man pointed to a scar above his left eyebrow with his free hand and laughed. I begged the man to let go of the boy, but he refused.
"You don't get it," he said with a laugh, "This boy aint nothing. He's not your father don't you see?" the man raved.
The man's arm began to shake uncontrollably. Blood dripped from the boy's throat. I called out to the man demanding that he stop. The man grinned, then with one swift jerk he slit the boys throat.
"He's not your father, Jim." the man cackled, "I am."
"Nnnnnnnoooooooooooo!" I screamed out ready to hurl myself at the man, but soon realized that I was no longer facing the man, I was in the comfort of my own room. After a few seconds I became fully conscious and realized I'd been dreaming.
"What a weird dream," I mumbled as I stumbled out of bed and into the bathroom. I did my business then went to wash my hands. After I was done, I went into my mother's room only to find it empty. She must have had an early shift. That wasn't too uncommon, her work shifts seemed to hop all over the place. It was just one of the hazards of working retail, or so she said.
I made my way downstairs and had a couple bowls of cereal. After that, I headed back upstairs and took a shower. Once out, I went back into my room and switched on my Gamestation and began playing Last Illusion XX. It wasn't long before I got caught up in the game and lost track of time.
It was almost noon before I remembered that I was going to pick up Megan to go to the Mall. I quickly saved my game then shut down the console. I raced out of the house almost forgetting to grab my keys on the way out. I hopped into my car and within a few minutes I pulled up in front of Megan's house.
I was about to get out when the door to Megan's house swung open. Out came Megan, followed by a really hot looking blond girl I didn't recognize.
"Hey Jim," Megan said as she approached my car, "Is it okay if my cousin Allison, comes along?"
"Sure," I replied. Megan look at her cousin and seemed to scowl for a minute, but quickly covered it up.
"Well, hop on in, girls," I said reaching across to open the passenger side door.
Allison got in the front, leaving the back for Megan. Megan didn't say much as she got into the back seat, but I could tell she was rather annoyed with her cousin.
"Hey, I'm Jim Rumsfeld," I said holding my hand out.
She took it and giggled, and with a rather vacant expression on her face she said"You're friend is cute, Megan. I'd wonder why you weren't dating him if I didn't already know you were gay."
I choked at that "You think I'm cute?"
"Yeah," she giggled, "I'd totally date you if I didn't have a boyfriend."
Then it suddenly clicked what she'd said about Megan. I seemed to have trouble thinking straight around cute girls. "You're gay?" I said looking back at Megan.
Megan sighed, "Thank you so much Allison," she said with a sneer, "I wasn't really ready to drop that particular ball, just yet. Were you planning on telling any other of my secrets today?"
The previously vacant expression on Allison's face took on a more menacing cast as she said "No, but there are still plenty of hours left in the day."
Things were getting a little on the heated side so I decided to step in,"Ladies, I think things have gotten off to a rocky start. Perhaps we should all forget what was said and just have a fun time."
The vacant expression returned to Allison's face, "Oh, we're just teasing each other," she said giggling again, "Aren't we Megan?"
I looked back at Megan, "Yeah, sure" she said gritting her teeth, "Just teasing."
The drive to the mall was pretty awkward, but luckily the mall was only a few minutes drive away. Once there, I found a parking spot and we piled out of the car. Allison went her separate way upon learning our intended destination was a gaming store.
Once we parted company with Allison I let out a sigh of relief. It was a lot less awkward with just me and Megan. There seemed to be some kind of rivalry with Megan and her cousin.
"So," I said ,”You like girls."
"Yeah," she said, "I only came to realize it a little while ago. Remember, last month when I visited my uncle? Well..." she trailed off for a moment. "Allison had a slumber party with a few of her friends while I was there. Long story short, I-I” she stuttered a bit, "I found myself strongly attracted to one girl and without knowing what I was doing I sort of kissed her."
I found myself thinking of Megan kissing another girl, and found the idea very provocative to say the least, but for the sake of Megan's feelings I kept those thoughts to myself.
"Is that why things between you and your cousin seems so tense?" I asked.
Megan sighed, "Yeah, her friend that I kissed won't talk to Allison, and she blames me."
We continued talking as we made our way to the Game Palace, eventually our conversation shifted towards video games, and we had soon made our way to the store. The place was packed, and for good reason, they had the largest selection of games I had ever seen. We moved to the center of the store where they had an exclusive demo of the upcoming Demon Can Die game.
"Awesome," I exclaimed, "I can't wait till it comes out."
Megan didn't agree, "Oh, come on the only game of the series that was half-way decent was the first. I seriously doubt the fifth game will be better than the other sequels."
I was about to retort when something caught my eye, "Holy freaking crap," I said running to a display, "They have Death Stalker I've been looking everywhere for this," I said grabbing it off the shelf, "and it's only twenty-five bucks," I added.
"Look," Megan called out waving me toward an area where a crowd was gathering. At the front of the crowd there was some guy demonstrating the capabilities of some new virtual reality system, called Virtual World, that he claimed was supposed to make the gaming experience feel completely real , it even enabled people to feel the wind blowing on their skin inside the game or so he said. There was what appeared to be a big screen tv and something about the size of a motorcycle helmet sitting on a table under a big cloth behind him. He continued on for a few minutes, then he called for a volunteer to test it out.
I raised my hand just as everyone else did, "Pick me," I called out. The man scanned the crowd for a few seconds then his eyes passed over me, and seemed to settle there, "You with the blue shirt there," he said pointing at me.
In disbelief I made my up to the front of the crowd where the man was waiting.
"Young man, what is your name?" the man asked enthusiastically.
I replied haltingly giving him my name.
The man smiled a huge grin spreading across his face, "Tell me Jim, have you ever used a VR system?"
"No, but a friend of mine used the virtual attachment for the Playnetwork system," I said then added, "He sthought it sucked."
The man laughed, "I've heard a number of gamers say much the same thing, but the Virtual World system is a much more advanced device than anything that has come before. As I'm sure you'll agree once you've tried it out for yourself."
"The Virtual World system uses diodes that are built into a head mounted sound and display system. It does not operate by catching your motions, like older vr systems, but instead senses what you want your avatar to do, and in turn feeds sensory information back to your brain.
"That sounds awesome!" I said feeling the excitement building inside me, "When do I get to try it out?"
The man laughed, "Well folks looks like our eager beaver is ready to try it out. What say you?"
The crowd was unanimous they wanted to see what the system could do.
"Alright," the man said and with a dramatic flick of his wrists the man drew clear the cloth sitting atop the table. Underneath was some kind of helmet with a darkened visor over where the eyes would go. The man grabbed the helmet and placed it atop my head. He adjusted some knobs on the side as he did so I felt some metallic points touch the skin on my forehead and the back of my neck.
"Do you feel metal touching your forehead and neck?" he asked, and after I replied in the affirmative he in turn asked if I was feeling any discomfort. When I replied in the negative he flipped the visor down over my eyes.
"Now," I heard his muffled voice speak, "As our friend, Jim, experiences the full splendor of the Virtual World System, this television monitor will display a limited visual interpretation of what Jim will be experiencing. So that you may catch a glimpse of the detail and awesomeness of the Virtual World Console."
Suddenly, a flash of blue light appeared before my eyes and some kind of menu appeared in front of me. The man started to give me instructions. I chose to ignore him. I reached out with my hand and noticed that instead of a my own hand I could see something resembling what a crash test dummy might have.
"Must be some kind of default avatar," I thought to myself. "As you might have noticed..." I heard the man start to say, but I chose to ignore him again. Instead I reached my hand out again and touched the menu option that seemed to indicate gameplay. There was another bright flash this time it was a green one and I found another menu before me.
I heard the man speak again, it was some dumb joke about me getting ahead of myself. I simply stopped listening to him at that point. I looked at the menu and noted what appeared to be several game demos. One had a picture of a really hot looking woman with light blue skin, almost cat-like ears and a small set of horns in a futuristic setting, another had a bearded wizard with lightening shooting out of a staff, and the last had an Tarzan-like character in a rainforest.
I debated for a minute then reached out my hand and chose the science fiction setting. I'd always had a thing for science fiction, plus the alien, or whatever she was supposed to be, looked pretty hot. There was another bright flash, this time it was white then my vision cleared and I found myself inside what may or may not have been a spaceship. I marveled at the detail and how it looked real. It wasn't until I drew near a bulkhead that I noticed a few details that didn't look quite right. I drew my hand up the wall feeling it with my hands. I could feel it like it were real.
I studied the wall and the surrounding area for a few minutes, and then I took a look at my hand realizing for the first time that all was not quite right. It was blue like that of the woman in the image, but what struck most about it was that it had six digits rather than the usual five. The nails were short and well-manicured, the fingers themselves were long and delicate like those of a woman.
It was then that my hands went to my chest and noticed something very different from the usual. There protruding from my chest were what appeared to be a set of large breasts poking out from a rather revealing halter top. I grabbed hold of one and felt it jiggle on my chest. "Wow," I said aloud, "That's definitely weird."
I started to feel tingly like static electricity was building around me and there was pressure that was somehow building up inside me. I wasn't sure if it was the game or something else, but...
"Stop right there," a voice said behind me, interrupting my thoughts. I found myself facing a character in the game in some kind of combat armor pointing some kind of ray gun at me. "Crap," I said, hearing both the voice of the female character I was playing and my own.
Still feeling the pressure inside of me I looked down at my hip noticing the gun I had holstered there. I began to reach for it, but then stopped short when everything seemed to explode and a incredible jolt of pain shot through my body like I'd been struck by lightning. Massive forces rippled through me and for a moment it seemed as if the entirety of my existence began to waiver as if I would simply cease to exist. Dark swept over me and I lost consciousness.
* * * * *
When I came awake, a bright light blinded me, I tried to bring up my hand to shade my eyes, but nothing happened. I wasn't able to move. It was as if some very strong person was holding me down. I opened my mouth to talk, but there was no sound.
I would have panicked then if not for Megan. "Jim, you're going to be alright don't worry," she said not sounding particularly convinced herself. Nevertheless, her voice acted like a soothing melody calming my nerves and keeping me from the grips of hysteria. It struck me then what a good friend she'd been to me, it was too bad she was a lesbian I think she could have grown to be much more than a friend.
I tried to move my hand again, and much to my relief I felt my fingers twitch. I worked at it a bit longer and was able to bring my hand over my eyes, but in so doing my hand brushed against something. Something that shouldn't be there. After a bit of a struggle, I was able to force my head up and found a pair of naked blue breasts poking out from my chest.
I simply stared at them for a minute. Was I still in the game? I looked around. Megan was there next to me and a crowd of people had gathered around me. No, I couldn't be in the game, but then how was it that I looked as I did? Suddenly feeling very self conscious of my naked form, I used one arm to cover my breasts and another to cover my new privates.
"What is it?" A boy to the right of me said.
"It kind of looks like that character from the game. That hot looking alien chick. How is that possible?" said a voice from behind.
"I'll tell you how it's possible," said a girl standing right in front of me. "That creature is a twisted freak."
The second I heard those words escape from the girl's lips I new she spoke the truth. I was twisted, I was a freak. I lay there stunned unable to understand how this could be possible. Then realization struck me, my mother must had known. That's why she'd always been so secretive about my father. He must have been twisted too, but then...
My thoughts were interrupted by the girl "Your kind aren't welcome here," she said this time her voice filled with venom. Then she practically screamed. "Get out before you expose us all to the Antarctic Flu."
I was so taken aback that I did not reply I simply stared up at the girl not knowing what to say. The girls lips curled up into a snarl and she acted as if she were about to speak, but before she could Megan stepped in front of me and hurled her fist into the unsuspecting girl's face.
"Shut up, you stupid bitch," she said as the girl fell to the floor clutching her nose. The crowd nearly erupted into chaos, and would have done so if not for the arrival of the mall cops. They cut right through the crowd and went straight for Megan, handcuffing her arms behind her back.
"Get up, you freak of nature," the tallest of the three mall cops said angrily.
Still a little weak, I forced myself up and in so doing I felt my hair brush against my shoulders and my back. I reached back about to touch it, but then catching the look of undisguised hatred in the tall mall cop's eyes I turned around putting my arms behind my back so he could cuff me. I looked back as we were leaving noticing the burn marks on the ground where I had been laying. It must have been a result of my twist. The damage to the floor was quite extensive. It was a wonder no one had been hurt. "Get moving," the mall cop,who had cuffed me said kicking my bare rear with his shoe. I stumbled forward, barely able to stand let alone walk.
The mall cops marched me and Megan nearly halfway across the mall. They made no attempt to cover me up. When Megan asked for something so I could cover myself, she was told to keep moving. As I walked barefoot and naked through the mall I felt everyone's eyes on me. It was the single most humiliating experience of my entire life. Tears cascaded down my face a few escaped far enough to splatter upon my breasts.
When we finally reached the security offices, Megan and I had our handcuffs removed and then they shoved us into a security cell. I narrowly avoided landing on my new breasts, as I twisted to the side.
I continued to weep, I simply couldn't help it. I don't know how long I lay there, but I remember Megan coming over next to me and wrapping her arm around me. She didn't speak, but simply made her presence known.
* * * * *
As strange as it might seem under the circumstances, I think I must have cried myself to sleep because the next thing I remember was hearing voices speaking somewhere nearby.
"... story short Jim went through a twist and that's why we're in here,”said a voice I think it was Megan.
"That's the only reason you're in here?" the voice of a man asked, it might have been Megan's dad Jonathan Hails.
"Well..." Megan's voice said trailing off, "I might have hit another girl in the face, but she totally deserved it."
"Oh god," I said sitting up interrupting their conversation, "It really happened. I'm a girl now," I said looking down at my breasts. "I even sound like a girl," I said noticing my very feminine voice for the first time.
Megan started motioning towards my chest and I realized with a start that she was trying to tell me to cover my breasts. "Sorry," I said my cheeks burning, "I never even suspected I was twisted. Suddenly, growing a pair of..." I said trailing off l looking embarrassed at Mr. Hails and then at Megan, "Well you know... breasts wasn't exactly something I expected to happen."
Mr. Hails cleared his voice nervously, "That's quite alright Jim," he said his face bright red from embarrassment. Then he quickly changed the subject, "I think it would be a good idea to contact your mother. She works somewhere here in this mall doesn't she?"
"Yeah, she works over at Haglund's," I replied.
"I think It might be a good idea for me to go find her," he mumbled then started toward the door.
"Mr. Hails?" I asked.
"Yes?"
"Could you maybe get me some clothes," I said.
"Yes, yes. I think that would be a good idea," he replied then swiftly left leaving me and Megan alone.
We both sat there awkwardly staring at one another for several minutes before Megan finally spoke, "So..." she said trailing off, "You're about the last person I expected to be twisted."
"Yeah I think my dad must have been twisted. Mom was always secretive about him." I replied. "Your dad didn't seem too fazed when you told him I was twisted."
Megan pursed her lips, "You heard that?" she paused for a moment as if considering something, "Dad's twisted, and everybody says mom was too. Most of their relatives are twisted, so it's something we're pretty used too.
"Wait both your parents are twisted that means you're twisted." I said.
"Yeah," she shrugged, "I haven't really been through my twist, yet."
"Are twists usually this extreme?" I asked reaching up to touch the new ears and horns that were now protruding from the top of my head.
"No, not always. Some are, but some people end up looking more or less the same after their twist."
I groaned "Why couldn't I have been one of those."
"Trust me it could be worse. A lot of people get weird compulsions and sometimes they make them do weird and even bad things. Like that guy they think killed all those people in California."
"How do we know I don't have some kind of compulsion?" I asked.
Megan pursed her lips and started to speak, but was interrupted as the door swung open behind me. I turned my head to see who was entering, it was my mom.
Mom looked down at me with a look of contempt on her face, "Twisted freak," she muttered.
"Megan, where's Jim, and what is this thing doing here?" she asked spitting out the last part.
"Well, um didn't my dad tell you what happened?" Megan replied nervously.
Mom sighed, "No, he only told me there was some kind of incident and he seemed rather intent on buying some clothes," she said casting her eyes once more towards me then mumbled, "Probably for this freak."
Megan looked at me then back at my mother, "Well I, um Jim I mean h-"
"Oh for crying out loud," I cried out, "I'm Jim. I appear to have undergone a twist. By the way mom thanks for telling me I'm twisted."
Mom simply stared at me for a moment seemingly flabbergasted. Then suddenly she lifted her arm and slapped me, "How dare you," she screamed, "I worked so hard to keep the truth from you. Hoping you would never end up like your freak father. Just look at you, you're an even bigger freak than he is." she spat.
It was my turn to be flabbergasted as I stared up at mom. Tears began well up in my eyes. "Mom," I started, but found myself unable to continue.
Megan stepped in "You thought if you kept the truth from Jim, that he wouldn't be twisted. That's screwed up lady."
"Shut up," mom snarled. "this is none of your business."
Tears still streaming down my face I finally was able to speak, "Her business or not, she has a point."
"I can't tolerate the presence of a twisted in my home," she said suddenly, "You have until Wednesday to remove you're belongings from my home," she finished.
"What?" I said, "Where will I go? What will I do?"
"I don't care," she said flatly then turn her back and exited the room after waiting a moment for the guard to open the door.
Where before my tears had been a light drizzle now they gushed out as if they were a rapid torrent. Megan came over beside me placing her arm on my bare shoulder,"Oh god, Jim. That was horrible." she said.
I didn't respond I just buried my face in her shoulder.
* * * * *
I was still crying when Allison arrived about ten minutes later with a bag of clothes.
"Oh god," she said, "Is that really you Jim?"
I didn't respond, I couldn't bring myself to speak. "Yes, it's Jim." Megan replied for me.
"Something has happened," Allison said suddenly, "Why is she crying?" she asked. Her use of the female pronoun was not lost on me.
This time I answered, "I am crying because I just had my heart cut out," I said, "My own mother wants nothing to do with me because I'm a freak!"
"What?" Allison's responded her voice full of shock, "What happened?"
"I don't want to talk about it," I said sniffing, "Are those for me?" I asked indicating the bag of clothes.
"Um yeah," Allison said holding the bag out to me.
I grabbed it nearly tearing it out of Allison's hands. In the top of the bag I discovered a package of bikini panties. I hesitated a moment then I split the bag open fetching a white pair then pulling them up my legs. I couldn't help, but notice how different they felt from my usual boxer briefs especially with the lack of my usual equipment.
I peered back inside the bag and found a red polo shirt with a black collar. I slipped it eagerly over my head glad to finally cover my breasts. The shirt was a bit tight,especially over my breasts, but it would suffice. I was about to move on to the next item when I realized my hair was caught inside my shirt. I pulled the hair out and held it out in front of my face, noticing it's purple color for the first time.
Brushing my hair behind my back I reached into the bag and pulled out a pair of black short shorts with a drawstring. I held them before me fighting the urge to throw them back into the bag. They were completely and undeniably feminine and despite my very feminine body, I wasn't sure I could bring myself to wear them in public. Casting all doubt aside I forced them up my legs. They were a little loose so I pulled the drawstrings tight then tied them into a bow knot.
And finally I pulled out a pair of flip flops. I pulled off the packaging they were attached too and slipped them on.
I looked down at myself taking stock of how everything looked. The short shorts showed off a lot more leg than I would have liked though I had to admit I had a nice looking set of legs.
"Seriously," I said, "short shorts?"
Allison shrugged, "They were cheap." she said defensively.
"They look good on you," Megan said suddenly.
I wasn't quite sure why, but her comment was oddly comforting, "You really think so?" I asked.
Allison looked from me then back to Megan, "You definitely have the bod for it."
I felt a tingle of excitement at Allison's comment. "Oh, god," I said, "I am so hot."
"I think you might have some mental changes," Megan said a hint of a smile on her face. When she caught the questioning look on my face she added, "It's not that uncommon of an occurrence with a twist."
I opened my mouth about to speak, but suddenly sensed motion from behind and I turned to find Mr. Hails standing in front of the now open door. "It took some doing, but I managed to convince them not to press any charges." he said then looked about, "Jim I expected to find your mother here."
"She was here," I said finding myself fighting back tears, "She left. She won't have anything to do with me, like this." I said motioning down at my transformed body.
Mr. Hails stared at me for a moment then spoke, "I would have thought a mother's love would see past such things."
"Apparently not," I said my lips trembling.
"I'm sure she'll come to her senses," he said, "Until then you can stay with Megan and me.
"Thank you," I muttered.
"Come on," Megan said putting her hand on my shoulder, "Let's get out of here."
A bit of a melancholy smile touched my lips, "Gladly," I said, "I never want to set foot in this mall again."
When we stepped out of the security offices I could feel the eyes of nearly every person in sight fall on me. I cast my gaze about noting the hateful glares on just about every face. I even noted a few lustful glances. For some weird reason I found myself liking the lewd looks I was given, but I still had a hard time with the hateful ones.
I noticed a boy of about thirteen staring at my chest, I looked and noticed my nipples were poking out through the fabric of my shirt. Blushing furiously I folded my arms across my chest. The walk out the Mall wasn't as humiliating as my naked march to the security offices, but it was a close second. Before I'd been so shocked about my sudden change that I hadn't really paid as much attention to the denizens of the mall. This time I noted every hateful glare, every obscene jester, and all the other looks I was getting.
We followed Mr. Hails to the North side of the Mall and had nearly made it out when I found myself face to face with the girl from before. The one who Megan had hit in the face. She was sporting a huge black eye, and her nose looked swollen.
"FREAK!" she screamed, "I don't know how you got out, but I'm..."
"Shut up, and get out of my way," I said.
"No," she said, "I won't let you get away."
"You thought being hit by my friend here was painful." I growled motioning back at Megan. "What I will do to you will make what she did pale in comparison." I said with a nasty grin on my face.
The girl paled noticeably and stepped out of the way. "Freak," she muttered halfheartedly under her breath as we walked away. From there we made our way out of the Mall's double doors and into Mr. Hails car. I was startled to realize it was already dark.
"Thanks for coming to get us dad," Megan said after buckling herself in.
Mr. Hails smiled,"You should really thank your cousin. She was the one that called me."
Megan glanced at her cousin then after a brief moments hesitation she said, "Thanks Allison."
"How'd you find out what happened to us anyway?" Megan asked.
Allison shrugged, "I started to wonder when I couldn't find you guys. So I started to askFall around. I learned that someone had been carried off by the mall cops. I figured it had been you so I called uncle John."
"Oh," Megan replied, "That makes sense."
Silence followed Megan's comment and a few minutes later we reach the Hails home.
After Mr. Hails let us in. I realized I kind of had to pee, "Um, can I use your bathroom." I said asking Megan.
"Yeah," she said giving me a weird look, "Go ahead."
I made my up the stairs, then once I had reached the bathroom I locked the door behind me.
I flipped open the toilet seat, and pulled my short shorts down ready to take a wiz in the usual fashion,only to be reminded once again that I no longer had my male parts. So I flipped the seat back down, and plopped down. It took me a moment, but after a few second and a little bit of pushing I managed to evacuate my bladder. Once, I was done I realized I was still a bit wet down there so I tore off a small chunk of toilet paper and I dried 'it' off.
Once done I pulled my shorts back up and began washing my hands. Even such a simple act reminded me of my change, my hands were long and slender and the additional finger made them look just a little too large for my arms. I glanced at the mirror and felt my jaw drop. The girl in the mirror was nothing short of breathtaking, despite the oddities. The girls breasts were quite nice. They were the perfect size, large, but not monstrously huge and oh so firm. Her angelic blue face was a framed by a mane of violet hair that ran almost all the way down her entire back. Atop her head growing out of her parietal bone was a set of horns that matched her ice-blue skin. Just to the side of each horn was a pair of blue-colored feline-like ears, but the most striking feature of all was here eyes. They were the same violet as her hair, but amazingly the iris seemed to constantly shift shades, almost giving it the appearance of some tumultuous violet fire.
"Wow," I muttered staring at the girls eyes, until I realized I'd been thinking of my own reflection as if it belonged to another person. "No,” I said, "That's me now." I reached up to touch my ears each in turn. The were hairless matching the color of my skin it felt strange feeling something where it should not have been. Next, I reached out to touch my horns. The feeling reminded me of the way it felt to touch my teeth, but very different in other respects. I looked back at my reflection, "Damn," I muttered feeling a bit turned on, "I'm totally fuckable."
I continued staring at my reflection. I was a bit weirded out by the arousal I felt not only because I was getting off by my own reflection, but because the very same arousal I was feeling felt familiar yet alien to what I was accustomed too. It was an all-over sensation whereas when I was a guy it had been more concentrated. I couldn't believe...
There came a pounding at the door, "Jim are you alright?" it was Megan, "You seem to be taking a long time.
"Yeah," I said clearing my throat, "Yes, I'm fine I'll be out in a minute." I said then finished washing my hands and wiped them off then swung open the door.
I found myself eye to eye with Megan, "What were you doing in there?" she asked suspiciously.
"Nothing," I said, "I was just looking at myself in the mirror."
"Right," she said obviously straining to keep a straight face.
"You know," I said quickly changing the subject, "I think I'd like to have a chat with you guys. I think I need to know more about being twisted."
"That might be a good idea," she replied. "Here let's go back downstairs."
Once back on the main floor, we found both Allison and Mr. Hails lounging on the furniture.
"So," Megan said the first to speak, "Jim wants to know about the twisted."
"Why would you think we know more than anyone else." Allison said with a nervous giggle.
Mr. Hails looked to me then to Megan then back to myself, "I think under the circumstances that Jim should be told the truth."
"Dad, I've already told her that we were twisted," Megan replied. I winced at her use of the female pronoun.
"Well in that case. What would you like to know Jim?" he said.
"Well," I said, "I really don't know much I know it was passed on by the survivors of the Antarctic Flu to their children and grandchildren. I know some guy from Canada, John Kinkaide I think his name was, brought it back after exploring in Antarctica."
Mr. Hails nodded his head, "That's correct though I might add that those who survived the Antartic Flu did not show any signs of being twisted. They're descendants however did."
"Oh," I said, "I didn't know that."
Mr Hails sighed, "The schools don't really seem to teach much anything where the twisted are concerned, except of course to fear and hate us."
"Yeah," I said, "People don't really like th... us," I said correcting myself.
"So," I said suddenly, "How is it even possible really? It's always seemed to defy all logic.
"Well yes," Megan piped in suddenly, "but I'll let dad tell you." she said after catching a look from her father.
"I don't really understand the scientific principles that well, but I'll try to explain. The twisted are unique in that we can tap into some kind of quantum field. When a person undergoes a twist it's usually triggered by a new experience, or an emotional response. It also the first time a twisted taps into the quantum field. For reasons I don't understand the field changes us in strange and unexpected ways. The changes can include not only physical transformation as you have experienced, but also changes in personality. Many times the twisted gain compulsions to make them behave in way they otherwise wouldn't and we almost always gain a trick."
"A trick?" I asked.
"Yeah," Allison said, "It's kind of like having a super power."
"You mean like flying or something?" I asked.
"Our abilities come from tapping into the quantum field and aren't always so grand," Mr. Hails said, "but some people do gain the ability to fly. We always refer to them as tricks so as not to draw any more ire from the public’s eye."
"So what's your trick?" I asked Mr. Hails.
"I can shrink or grow to a quarter my regular size and back," he replied.
"That's awesome!" I said, "Can I see?"
Mr. Hails grimaced, "Maybe later. I was thinking you might want to try out for yourself and see if you have a trick."
"Yeah, but how?" I asked.
"It varies from person to person, but it for me it involves a good deal of concentration," Mr Hails replied.
"Ok," I said, "here goes nothing."
I closed my eyes and begun to breathe in and out and cleared my mind. I felt a kind of tingling sensation similar to when I had undergone my twist, but nothing seemed to happen. I opened my eyes again and brought my hand up to my face as I did so my hand brushed against one of my breasts and I felt my chest jiggle a bit and found myself wishing my breasts wouldn't jiggle so much.
That's when it happened, my clothes seemed to twist and contort and change upon my body. It lasted only second, but the changes were almost immediately apparent. I looked down at my chest, instead of wearing the red polo as I had been before I found myself wearing a red t-shirt with with the lower portion cut-off. It left a good portion of my abdomen exposed. I touched one of my breasts and I noted it felt significantly less jiggly so I peaked under my shirt and noticed I appeared to be wearing a matching red bra.
"That was awesome," Allison said suddenly, "I wish I had a trick that let me change what I was wearing."
Megan seemed to stare at my chest for a moment, "Did you mean that to happen?"
"No," I said, "I felt this tingling then I remember wishing my chest wouldn't jiggle."
"That doesn't seemed to make much sense. Why would you be wearing that instead of a bra or something?" Allison added.
"I am wearing a bra," I replied feeling my cheeks burn.
"I think it's pretty obvious that you've gained the ability to change your clothes. I would guess that it's limited by the amount of clothing you are wearing." Megan said.
"Why couldn't my trick have been something cool?" I said with a groan.
"It's still possible you might have another trick," Mr. Hails added, "It's not too unusual for a twisted to have two tricks.."
I looked down at myself again, "God I looks so hot. I can't hardly believe this is me."
I looked over at Megan and realized she was staring at my breasts. I felt a bit of a thrill at that, like I had before at the mall. It must have had something to do with my twist. I had a hard time not looking at Megan, she was very attractive after all, but for some reason she seemed even prettier than usual.
"Well," Mr. Hails said apparently oblivious of the looks Megan and I were giving each other, "I don't know about the rest of you, but I'm feeling rather hungry."
"Yeah, starving," I said looking toward Mr. Hails then back at Megan, only to find that she was no longer looking my way.
"How's pizza sound?" Mr. Hails asked.
After receiving an enthusiastic reply from Allison, Megan and myself, Mr. Hails called up Pizza Master and placed an order.
A short while later our pizza arrived and we sat down to eat. Throughout the meal I kept finding myself staring at Megan and she in turn would cast her own glances at me.
"Oh, for crying out loud," Allison said suddenly slamming her slice of pizza into her plate. "Would you two just get a room already!"
Megan's jaw dropped and her eyes immediately darted to glance at her father.
"Megan," Mr. Hails said, "Your cousin is right you and Jim have been giving each other googly eyes all night. Is there something you need to tell me?"
Megan sighed and her eyes briefly met my own, "You were probably going to find out eventually anyway." she hesitated for a moment then said flatly, "I'm a lesbian."
"I can't say I'm too surprised from the way you've been looking at Jim. I guess the question is how long have you known?"
"Since I visited Allison's house in Spiral," she said.
Mr. Hails raised an eyebrow and gave Megan a questioning look, "Is there something you and Allison need to tell me?"
"What?" asked confusion evident upon her face then realization seemed to strike and she said, "No no no... That's not what it sounds like. Ew definitely no." she said glancing at her cousin, "Allison had a slumber party and I might have kissed another girl."
"Megan, you could have told me," he said, "You know that I would never think less of you for being gay."
"Yeah, I know dad. It's just that I'm just coming to grips with it myself. I always has a clear-cut image of how my life would turn out. I never pictured my life any other way."
Mr Hails smiled, "Sometimes when life takes you off the beaten path, you make your own way."
"Look at me," said a bit embarrassment evident in her voice, "Here I am whining about being a lesbian while Jim has had his hole life turned upside down."
"It's okay, Megan. I think I'm a lesbian too." I replied.
Megan laughed and I think it must have been the most beautiful sound I had ever heard.
* * * * *
After we finished our meal, Mr. Hails excused himself, and Megan, Allison and I hung around and just talked. We kind of lost track of time and before we knew it it was getting pretty late so we headed to bed. Megan offered me a pair of pajamas, I turned her down upon seeing Allison in her night gown. I chose to morph my clothes into a rather form-fitting black nightgown. It wasn't until after I had morphed into the nightie that I felt a bit of unease at wearing such a feminine garment, but then I thought about how hot I must look wearing it and suddenly it didn't seem so strange.
"Aw shit," I said, "You were right, Megan, I did get some mental changes. I don't even know myself anymore."
Megan smiled sympathetically and put her hand on my shoulder, "I've known all my life that I would one day go through a twist. You didn't have that advantage. I know that none of this was expected, but maybe you can take comfort in knowing that no matter what happens I will be there for you."
I felt my eyes mist up a bit, but I managed to keep myself from crying again, "Thanks Megan. I don't know what I would have done had you guys not taken me in." I replied reaching up to where Megan's hand was touching my shoulder.
I don't know quite how it happened, but I found myself feeling some very strong emotions for Megan. Suddenly I was face to face with Megan, our lips drew close to one another. Our lips brushed, and I could feel butterflies fluttering in my stomach.
Before we could truly kiss we were interrupted by the sound of someone clearing their throat. It was Allison, who I had forgotten was in the room with us.
"Oh, god Megan. You are such a lesbian whore. Jim just barely got turned into a girl and already you're trying to stick your tongue down his throat," she said.
Before Megan could retort I cut in, "It was as much me as Megan," I said.
"I think we should just all go to bed and forget this even happened," Megan said.
I felt a bit of disappointment at Megan's suggestion, but I nodded my head in agreement nonetheless.
"Come on," Megan said, "Let's get you situated for the night."
As a moderately successful trial lawyer Megan's dad made a pretty good living, enough to afford a rather large five bedroom house. Two of those rooms served as bedrooms for Megan and her father, the third functioned as a guest room, the fourth as a computer room, and the fifth as a home office for Megan's dad. Since, Allison was already occupying the guest room I was given the computer room. It had an old, but rather comfortable looking sofa sitting opposite the computer. Megan walked over to it and pulled the back of the couch forward then pushed it back and laid it down flat to make it into a bed.
I couldn't take my eyes off Megan, she was so beautiful even in her big frumpy pajamas.
"Dad says it's called a Klik Klak," Megan explained, "There's sheets and blankets in the closet."
"Thanks," I said my eyes drifting to her breasts.
"Well, good night," she said seeming to blush a bit.
As she turned to leave I grabbed hold of her hand "Megan wait," I said, "I don't want to forget what happened."
Then I kissed her. I had kissed girls before, but this was different this was so much better. Her lips were so soft and warm again my own. She broke the kiss then looked me in the eyes, and before I knew it I found her lips locked against mine again. We kissed for what seemed like hours,and I found myself wishing it would never end.
When we finally broke apart, we simply stood there staring at one another. It was Megan that finally spoke, "I can't believe we just did that."
"Me neither," I replied sporting a huge grin.
We stood there for several minutes just holding each other. Then finally she kissed me lightly on the lips and said, "I better head to bed."
"You're probably right," I said releasing my arms from around her back.
Megan smiled as she turned away, "Goodnight." she said.
"Goodnight," I replied closing the door behind her.
I collapsed on the bed, the memory of her lips touching mine still very clear in my mind.
* * * * *
I didn't sleep too well that night. My body was still very foreign and I just couldn't get comfortable. Every time I changed positions my new breasts or my hips, not to mention the ears and horns atop my head, seemed to get in the way. I finally resolved myself to lying on my back and after quite a while I drifted off to sleep.
I don't remember much about my dreams but I seem to remember a lot of angry people screaming at me. I think my mom might have been there too. The rest was a big blur, but I do remember waking up in the middle of the night feeling really freaked out.
In the morning, I woke up to find myself in a strange place. The memories of the previous day were temporarily forgotten in the cloud of my drowsiness. I reached up to rub my eyes, and in so doing my hand brushed against something sticking out of my chest. I looked down and I freaked. I screamed like the girl that I now was.
I don't know how long I kept it up, but after a stinging blow to my face I came to my senses and found Allison and Megan standing over me. All my memories from the previous day came flooding down on me like a wave. "Oh, god," I muttered. "It really happened."
I let myself drown in my self pity and anguish for a few moments then I pushed it aside, "Who slapped me?" I asked rubbing my jaw.
"That would be me," Allison volunteered a bit guiltily.
"Thanks, I needed it." I replied.
"Don't mention it," she replied giving me a quizzical look.
"Jim are you alright?" Megan put in.
"Fine, just woke up and sort of freaked." I replied, "What with the new hardware and all."
"Just don't do that again, ok?" Megan said relief evident on her face, "It scared me."
"It scared me, too," I said a wry grin beginning to form on my face.
"Well, since you're up," Allison put in, "Uncle John is making chocolate ebleskivers for breakfast."
"They're Danish pancakes," she added after catching my blank look.
"Sounds great," I said, "I'll be right down."
After excusing herself Allison left the room, and I was once again left alone with Megan.
"You look nice," I said giving her a peck on the lips.
"You look miraculous," Megan replied, "I could never look that good when I first woke up."
"Really?" I said feeling pleased by her complement.
"Definitely," she said returning my kiss.
"Hey are you two coming or not," said poking her head from around the side of the door.
"Yeah, we'll be down in a second," Megan replied a bit irritably.
"Well, I guess we better go," I said wryly.
"I guess so," Megan replied. And with that we both made our way downstairs.
The ebleskivers were done cooking by the time Megan and I had made our way downstairs. They looked a lot like a cream puff, but tasted more like a cross between a popover and a pancake and they were covered in powdered sugar. We had bacon and orange juice to complement the meal.
After breakfast we took turns showering when my turn came I found much to my distress that Allison had taken it upon herself to brief me on a few feminine hygiene basics. After a one of the most awkward conversations I had ever had with a casual acquaintance. I hopped in the shower. First I soaped my body using Megan's body soap she said I could use. When I got down near my vulva I stopped.
I traced my hand over the very foreign body part. Feeling first along the slit then outward. I moved onto my breasts. They seemed massive when I looked down at them, but I knew from looking at the mirror, that they weren't nearly as huge as they seemed. I cupped them with my hands gently caressing them. They felt so foreign, but the way they felt when I caressed them was unbelievable.
Once, I had finished with my breasts I continued to wash myself. I cleaned my vulva the way Allison had instructed me then I moved on to my hair. It was pretty wet by then so I just poured some shampoo into my hand and began lathering it into my hair. It took quite a bit more shampoo than I was used to, and it took a lot more work to get the suds out. Once done I repeated the process and then I was just about to turn off the water when I spotted the bottle of conditioner.
I'd never used the stuff before, but for some reason I felt a strong urge to use it. So I reached for it. I followed the instructions and I was soon out of the shower. I dried myself off and worked to dry my hair the best I could.
Then I reached for the clothes I had been given. First I put on the pair of panties from the package Allison had gotten me the day earlier. Then I reached for the jeans I had been given. They were definitely of a feminine cut, but looked to be pretty old. They must have belonged to Megan's mom before she had passed away. Then I grabbed the shirt it was a bright pink t-shirt that had been given to Megan by a well meaning elderly relative. Megan, who detested the color pink, had never worn it.
I looked down at myself, not even remotely satisfied. So I morphed the clothing. I morphed the shirt into a violet tank top with spaghetti straps, to match my hair, and the jeans I morphed into a pair of form fitting black low-rise jeans. The excess material I used to form a built-in bra in my shirt and a pair of socks that matched my top.
Once dressed I yanked my hair irritably out of my shirt then, I opened the door and stepped out into the hallway. I found myself facing Allison. She took one look at me and let out an annoyed sigh. "You didn’t comb your hair did you?" she said irritably.
Before I could reply she directed me back into the bathroom and pushed me in front of the mirror. Pulling a comb out of drawer she proceeded to comb my hair starting at the tips and working her way up.
"Did you use conditioner?" she asked.
When I replied in the affirmative she spoke, "Good, just remember to always use it. It helps keep long hair from tangling. Shampoo takes all the moisture out of your hair, conditioner adds it back. Combing after showering helps prevent tangling, too. Make sure you use a wide-tooth comb and not a brush."
"All right, professor," I replied sarcastically, "Thank you for the lecture. Can I go now?"
"Yes, just remember what I said," she said.
"Okay," I mumbled then left Allison standing alone in the bathroom.
I walked down the hall and made my way down the stairs and found Megan sitting on the loveseat in the front room. "I think your cousin takes things a bit overboard." I stated.
"Why what did she do now?" Megan asked.
I explained what had just occurred and Megan started to laugh, "Her personality changed a lot after her twist. She can be a huge pain sometimes."
I sat down beside Megan and grabbed her hand, "Why is she visiting if you and her don't get along?" I asked. "I'm sorry that's none of my business." I added.
"That's okay," she replied, "After everything I've witnessed happening to you, I don't think there's anything I couldn't share with you. She's here because her parents are on some sort of cruise and they had no one else to dump her off on."
"Parents, at least she still has hers," I muttered bitterly.
Megan gripped my hand more tightly, "I'm sorry if what I said upset you."
"No," I said, "That's all right. I'm just been sensitive since my twist."
Megan smiled sympathetically, "You have a right to be. I know I'd be upset as hell. I think you're handling it pretty well."
"Thanks," I said, "I need to talk to mom, make her understand..." I muttered, "It's not something I can control. It's just who I am. I thought she'd know that."
Megan jumped up, pulling me up with her, "Let's go," she said.
"What?" I balked, "No we can't!"
"Look Jim, you need to confront her. You need to know for sure if she's really wants nothing to do with you. She's had all night to think about it maybe she regrets what she did."
I shook my head, "You don't know her like I do. She's so damn stubborn she'll never admit she was wrong. Not even over something like this."
Megan sighed, "Then at least go and try and get some of your stuff. You need clothes, and with your trick you should be able to salvage your old boy clothes."
I'm not sure what made me do it, but I finally relented, "Fine, I said, "but we're leaving if things get too hairy."
"Agreed," she said.
* * * * *
We left after grabbing a roll of plastic garbage bags. The ride to my mother's house was the longest of my life. Logic told me that it was only a few minutes, but it seemed like much longer. By the time, we reached the house, I was so nervous, that I almost told Megan to turn the car around, but after a reconsidering I forced myself to get out of the car and walk to the door. I was surprised to find my car sitting in the driveway. Mom must have had somebody bring it home with the extra keys.
Upon reaching the door, I hesitated for a moment, then I grabbed Megan's hand for support and rung the bell. A few moments passed by then the door swung open. Much to my surprise, it was not my mother who answered the door, it was my aunt Lily who I hadn't seen for a number of years.
"You! What do you want?" she sneered.
I bit my lips then clenched my teeth, "I've come for my belongings." I said defiantly.
Aunt Lily laughed mockingly, "You have a lot of nerve. After, what you've done."
"What I've done! You think I wanted to get turned into this!" I said grabbing hold of my breasts.
I forced my anger down, then said "Look, just let me talk to mom. Then I'll leave if she don't like what I have to say. I promise."
Lily hesitated for a moment, then the choice was taken away from her as mom appeared at the door.
"What the hell do you want?" she said angrily.
"I'm just trying to understand. I'm still Jim beneath all this," I said motioning at my breasts. "I just want you to say it'll be all right. I want you to say you still love me."
"Love you?" she spat, "I can't love that and you..." she trailed off tears beginning to form, "You are not Jim. He's dead."
"But Mom," I said nearly in tears myself.
"NO!" she screamed, "Go away! Go somewhere you're wanted. Go live with your freak father."
"My father? I don't even know who he is!" I yelled back at her.
"Liar!" she growled, "I found my yearbook taped inside your chair!" she said storming off.
I followed her and confronted her inside the house. "All these years," I said, "You could have told me. At least then I would have been prepared. I would have know that I was twisted!" I screamed.
"I had to hide it," she snarled, "I was trying to keep you from ending up like your father."
"What kind of sense does that make," I said throwing my arms out, "It obviously didn't work."
"Because you asked too many questions," she said poking her finger into one of my breasts. "Look at you, you're an even bigger freak than he is."
Frustrated I tried changing tactics. "That boy in the yearbook, Harry Turow, is my father." I said making it a statement of fact, "Where is he now? Why did he leave?"
Mother laughed bitterly, "He left after he had his twist. Had I known he was twisted I never would have let him touch me. You never would have been born."
I gritted my teeth, "But where is he now?" I asked again.
"How the hell should I know?" she spat.
Sighing, I spoke, "Is there any chance that you will ever want me” I wasn't even able to finish before mother interrupted me.
"No!" she said vehemently, "I don't want anything to do with you! Get out of my house!"
Suddenly I found Megan's hand within my own again. I hadn't even realized she had followed me when I had gone running after mother. I squeezed her hand and she in turn did likewise.
"Fine," I said forcing the tears back, "Just let me gather some of my things and I'll leave. You'll never see me again if I can help it."
My mother didn't answer. So I took her silence as an affirmative. With Megan in tow, I went to my room. Megan pulled out the garbage bags, and we began throwing my clothes in them. I was a boy, so I didn't have a lot of clothes about a weeks worth and a set of dress clothes for special occasions so my closet and drawers where empty in a matter of minutes. I grabbed a few other things, my stamp collection, all my money, and all my gaming stuff and I was ready to go. As I was about to leave I grabbed my extra set of keys that were sitting on my dresser as an afterthought.
We met no resistance as we left. Mom just stared at us, and Aunt Lily let out quite a few curses at me, but she made no attempt to block our departure. Once out the door I headed straight for Megan's car. Just as I as reaching for the door, I looked back and noticed something hanging out of the trash can from under the lid. Without saying a word I walked over to the dumpster and flipped the lid open. Inside I found a binder labeled"Jim's baby book". With tears running down my face I grabbed the book and went straight for Megan's car.
Megan put her hand on my shoulder once we were inside the car. "I'm sorry, " she said, "I shouldn't have pushed you to come."
"It's okay," I muttered, "I needed that."
Megan smiled sadly putting her hand on my shoulder then she started up her car and we were on our way.
We had our first glimmer of what was to come a few blocks away from Megan's house. It happened at a stop light. The car beside us was an old Jeep, it belonged to a classmate of ours, Jeff Goldwin.
Without even thinking about it I waved a friendly hello. He returned my gesture, though in a much less cordial way. He flipped me off.
"Fucking twisted bitch," he spat "If I had my way you'd be lying in a ditch somewhere."
"Your kind aren't welcome here. Go live with the rest of the freaks in Spiral," a pedestrian called out as they walked across the crosswalk in front of us.
A few moments later the light turned green and Megan stomped down on the accelerator and in short order we had reach her home.
"Well," I said, "That wasn't very pleasant. First mom, then Jeff and that pedestrian. Is this whole town going to turn against me?"
Megan grimaced, "I won't lie. It's a very distinct possibility."
It was my turn to grimace, as I said "I was afraid you'd say that." then I added, "No use fretting I suppose, what will come will come.
"I'm sure everything will turn alright," she said not sounding particularly convinced herself.
I smiled wistfully, "Let's hope so."
We sat there silently for a moment until finally I broke the silence, "Wanna help me with these bags," I said reaching into the back of the car.
"Yeah," she replied reaching into the back seat then we hopped out of the car and made our way inside.
* * * * *
Much later on that day after a great deal of emotional turmoil on my part, Megan decided that it would be a good idea for a diversion. She put a movie on and practically dragged me in front of the TV. The movie was one of Megan and mine's favorite Science Fiction movies. The diversion worked pretty well, soon I had forgotten all about my problems.
Part way into the movie I took hold of Megan's hand. Megan gazed at me then my hand. Smiling she gave my hand a gentle squeeze.
"You two are such nerds," Allison said from the doorway, "I can't believe you watch this stuff."
"Allison," Megan said with a sigh after pausing the movie, "You used to watch this type of stuff all the time before your twist."
"Thank god for my twist then!" she exclaimed, "Because this show sucks."
"Then why don't you go somewhere else, so we can hear the movie," I spat out.
"Fine I will," she said and stomped off angrily.
"What was that about?" I asked Megan.
Megan shrugged her shoulders, "How should I know?" as she pressed the play button on the remote and resumed the movie. About ten minutes later, we were interrupted once again, this time it was the doorbell.
Pausing the movie again, Megan hopped off the couch and ran to the door. When she opened the door, Mrs. Belmont one of Megan's neighbors and one of the town's biggest gossips, stepped inside.
"So it's true," she said a look of disgust on her face, "You are harboring that thing," she said emphasizing the word thing.
"Mrs. Belmont," Megan said gritting her teeth, "I don't really care what you think of Jim. I happen to like the company."
Mrs. Belmont sneered, "Young lady I'd be careful who you associate with. People might get the wrong idea."
I inwardly cringed at that comment, not necessarily because I found it insulting, which I did, but because I knew that Megan wouldn't react well to such a statement. When she got mad, she had a tendency to do wild and impulsive things. I don't think I was quite prepared for her reaction, although that's not to say I didn't enjoy it.
Megan didn't say anything immediately, she turned her back on Mrs. Belmont and then she practically flung herself at me. She kissed me passionately as if she and I were the only two people present. She pulled away leaving me wanting more.
Then she came to face, Mrs. Belmont and said, "I think that gives people the right idea don't you?"
Mrs. Belmont was seething, "Little whore," she spat, "Now I see it's not from some misguided sense of charity that you and your father have taken this freak in," she said then stomped off angrily slamming the door behind her.
Megan laughed, "That was awesome did you see the look on her face!?"
It was then that I noticed Mr. Hails standing in the doorway that lead from the adjoining room. Megan must have noticed me staring because her gaze shifted toward him. He didn't look very happy. "Megan, that was foolish. Nothing good will come of this."
"What was I supposed to do?" she retorted.
He shook his head, "Anything, except that!" he growled.
They went on like that for quite a while, finally Megan stormed off leaving me alone with Mr. Hails.
"I'm sorry you had to hear that," he muttered.
I smiled a bit awkwardly, "That's okay I know how stubborn Megan can be." I hesitated for a moment then I added, "This is all my fault. Mrs. Belmont came here because of me."
"No, don't ever think that," Mr. Hails said, "Don't blame yourself for the prejudices of the world."
"I know, but you, Megan and even Allison have all been tangled up in this. I don't want your lives ruined for my sake." I said casting my eyes to the ground.
Mr. Hails came and sat beside me, "Jim I've known you all your life, you've been friends with Megan since she was barely able to walk. You've been like a son to me. I could never stand idly by and let you stand alone against people that would do you harm." he said then added, "It is only a matter of time before Megan undergoes her twist if you hadn't gone through your twist we would have had to deal with the same problems further on down the road."
"Thanks Mr. Hails," I said, "It's nice to know I have someone I can turn to."
Mr. Hails smiled, "Don't mention it." he said an odd look passing across his face.
* * * * *
A little while later I wandered upstairs and found Megan lying on her bed. I sat down beside her and clutched my knee.
"God, you're beautiful," Megan said suddenly.
I smiled, I couldn't help it I loved being told I was gorgeous. "Thanks, you're not so bad looking yourself." I replied.
She sat up and we shared a brief kiss. We sat there a moment staring at one another and then suddenly she spoke, "Jim, I want you to consider something."
I smiled, "What?"
"I think you need to chose a new name, a female one." she said.
I didn't really know what to say in response to that. The tattered remains of my masculinity screamed at such an idea. It would be like giving in, proclaiming to the world that I was no longer a man. It was ridiculous considering the conditions of my twist, but a part of me felt that if I chose another name I would lose something of myself, something irreplaceable.
On the other hand, perhaps that part of me was already lost. Could I be masculine in a body that oozed femininity? Could I be a man if had a pair of boobs? Then my thinking became more concrete, I was whoever I made myself be regardless of what gender. Gender was such a small superficial part of who was. What really mattered was the type of person I chose to be.
"You're right," I said finally, "It's silly of me to go around calling myself Jim, when the name obviously doesn't fit me very well anymore.
She beamed, "Great! Have you thought of any names?"
I shook my head, "Megan, you know I haven't, but I'm guessing you have."
She smiled, "I've thought of a few," she admitted a bit guiltily.
I sighed, "Well, let's hear them then."
Megan began listing off a few names and none of them really appealed to me they were all average or just a little strange for my tastes. I was just about to tell her to forget the whole thing, but after she listed a few more one seemed to grab at me.
"That last one, say it again," I said.
A hint of a smile touched her lips, "Calista."
"Calista," I said trying it out, "Calista Rumsfeld." I paused then said, "Calista Turow." using the last name of my supposed father.
Megan smiled, "I think we found a match."
I pursed my lips hesitating knowing that I chose this name I'd likely be using it the rest of my life. "Calista," I repeated. Then finally said, "Calista it is."
Megan seemed quite thrilled about the whole thing. I wasn't quite sure how I felt about it, but knew it was probably for the better. She kissed me and said, "Calista you look even more beautiful then your new name."
It was kind of a cheesy line, but what can I say? I'm a sucker for a pretty girl. We kissed again and then she drug me out of the bedroom to tell everyone the "great news”.
Upon hearing my new moniker Allison, mumbled something about it being "about time” and almost immediately began calling my Callie. Mr. Hails' upon learning the news said that my new name suited me.
I had thought that Megan perhaps in er excitement had forgotten of her previoush argument with her father, but apparently she hadn't, "Dad," she said, "I'm sorry about before. You were right I shouldn't have provoked Mrs. Belmont like that."
Mr. Hails smiled, "I was wrong to get mad at you. What will happen would likely happen even without Mrs. Belmont leading the charge." They hugged each other and everything was alright between them.
After a few minutes Megan and I went back upstairs and with short order I was setting up my Gamestation and we were playing video games and having a blast.
* * * * *
About an hour later Mr. Hails received the call. Someone, we were never really sure,called up and started making threats. I don't know what exactly was said, but upon hearing the commotion Megan, Allison and I ran down the stairs to see what was going on. When we got into the kitchen we found Mr. Hails, his face had turned scarlet red and he was yelling at the person at the top of his lungs moments later he slammed the handset back onto the base station.
"Dad," Megan said in a worried tone, "Who was that? What did they want?"
He sighed and shook his head, "I don't know, their name didn't show up on the caller id. They were calling because of J- Calista, they made some threats."
Mr. Hails rubbed his forehead, "Girls," he said looking from Allison, Megan and finally to me, "I want you to pack your bags. I have a feeling we won't be staying in Clearville much longer."
We went to go pack our things, most of my stuff was in the bags we had brought from my mother's so in short order I was done and helping Megan, pack her stuff. Allison joined us a few minutes later, her bags for the most part already packed. It didn't take much longer for us to pack the rest of Megan's things.
"Calista," Megan said suddenly just as we were finishing up, "I'm scared."
It still felt weird being called that, but I thought so long as I had Megan in my life I wouldn't have it any other way. I hugged her from behind my breasts digging into her back and my arms wrapping around her waist, "I am too."
Allison rolled her eyes, "Can you two go five minutes without touching each other?"
"No, I don't think so," I replied.
Allison rolled her eyes again and stomped off.
Megan turned inside my arms, facing me she wrapped arms around my back, "Thank goodness she's gone."
We kissed deeply and passionately our tongues exploring each others mouths. We finally broke for air and we just held each other. It was nice, having someone to hold. I know it sounds girly, but I felt safe with Megan, she made me feel that no matter what was wrong with world, everything would be alright. Eventually we made or way to the bed, we didn't fool around or anything. We just lay together cuddling. Eventually, I drifted off to sleep holding Megan in my arms.
* * * * *
The next morning I awoke to find myself intertwined with Megan. She wasn't awake yet, so I just let her sleep all the while I watched her. I watched her chest rise and fall, the way the sun danced across her face. It was beautiful. Later Megan started to stir. She slowly opened her eyes and smiled. "Hey there," she said with a bit of a yawn.
"Morning sleepyhead," I said a bit of smile touching my lips.
She touched my face, "It's hard to believe just a few days ago, you were a boy."
"It seems like a lifetime," I agreed, "At least if I'm stuck like this I get a really hot girlfriend out of it."
Megan smiled mischievously and kissed me again, "I think I got the hotter girlfriend."
"Oh yeah," I said looking down at myself, "I think you might be right. I am one delectable little morsel."
Megan laughed, "Come on, we ought to get up before Allison and Dad get up. Dad will freak if he finds out we slept in the same bed."
I reluctantly agreed and we made our way downstairs. Megan seemed quite relieved when there was no one to greet us. It looked like we were the first up. We sat around for a while, just sitting close to each other and talking in whispered tones.
"Well, you two are up early.”Mr. Hails said from the stairs.
Megan smiled and squeezed my hand, "We had a good night."
Mr. Hails gave her a strange look and looked as if he were going to say something then shook his head as if thinking better of it. "Did you happen to bring the paper in?" he said finally.
Megan shrugged her shoulders, "No, I forgot all about it."
Without another word Mr. Hails made his way to the door,stepped out onto the doorstep and out of sight to presumably get the paper. A few minutes passed and he didn't return. A few minutes more and Mr. Hails came back inside without the paper. His face was red, like it had been last night, and he was shaking with rage. He looked like we wanted to tear someone to pieces with his bare hands.
Megan and I exchanged glanced the Megan spoke up, "Dad what's wrong?" concern was evident in her voice.
"Goddamned hate-mongering vandals!" he muttered.
I was taken aback I'd never once heard Mr. Hails curse. He had always been very polite and well spoken. I jumped off the couch, and Megan soon followed. We both sprang for the door.
When the door swung open my voice caught in my throat. I was unprepared for what I was seeing. I'd seen vandalism, but this was much more than the kind of vandalism I was accustomed too. When I thought of vandalism I though of teens flinging TP or graffiti. Although both were represented here this went far behind simple teenage vandalism.
There was spray paint all over the place even on the lawn with hateful phrases like "get out freak lovers”, "Die twisted freak” and a few I didn't care to repeat. TP was strewn about all over. The mailbox and all of the lawn ornaments had been smashed to bits and both the cars had numerous dent in them, as if someone had taken a baseball bat to them. This had been an act of hate, pure and simple.
We stood outside gaping, until Mr. Hail called us back in. I couldn't understand it I hadn't done anything to harm anyone. Yet, all this hatred was directed towards me and the Hails simply for something I had no control over, something I could not reverse.
When we were back inside, Mr Hails closed the door behind us. "I'm putting a call into the underground. I've witnessed what can happen in these situations and I don't care for any of you experience it."
"The underground? What underground?" I said confused.
Mr. Hails paused for a moment, then spoke up, "Do you remember in your history classes if they ever mentioned the Underground railroad?"
I nodded, "Yeah, it some kind of network that supposed to have helped escaped slaves flee to freedom in the north before the Civil War."
Mr. Hails nodded, "Yes, correct. The underground I'm referring to helps twisted who are being persecuted escape to Spiral and other safe locations. We work in much the same way as the Underground Railroad did. That's why I came to Clearville all those years ago. My career as a lawyer helped me clear up sticky legal matters that the underground needed taken care of."
I gasped, "It all makes sense now. It didn't make sense that you would live here if you knew Megan would someday undergo her twist, and you'd have to leave. Now it does."
"Actually, I never intended to start a family when I came here. I met Megan's mother through my involvement in the underground after coming to Clearville." he admitted.
Mr. Hails looked me in the eyes, "There's more to tell. I've been holding back the truth from you for some time. I helped Harry Turow flee town almost eighteen years ago after he underwent his twist. I've suspected he was your father for years. I encouraged Helen, my wife, to place Megan in the same playgroup with you when you were both very young so I could watch you."
I couldn't believe what I was hearing. I was about to speak, but Megan beat me to it, "Dad! You've known all these time, you didn't tell Ji-" she paused, "You didn't tell Calista and you used me to keep tabs on him."
Mr. Hails rubbed his forehead, "I had no way of confirming my suspicions. You two hit it off so well that knew I'd be able to keep an eye on Calista here."
I spoke up, "You said you helped my father escape." Mr. Hails nodded and I continued, "Does he even know I was born?"
Mr. Hails shook his head, "No, I lost contact with him after we had him safely out of town."
I hesitated with the next question, the one I had been seeking the answer to as long as I could remember. "Where is he?" I asked finally.
Mr. Hails pursed his lips, "My contacts in the underground tell me he's in Spiral. He settled there a few years ago and started a family."
I didn't know what to think. All these years, I'd had no idea who my father had been. I'd never been able to get a straight answer out of my mother about anything concerning my father. All this time, Mr. Hails had known or at least suspected the answers I had wanted so much. He could have told me, but he didn't.
I felt conflicted. He had been hiding this from me for my hole life. Yet he had been watching me, and trying to keep me safe for just as long. I turned to look at Megan I could see the conflict in her face, she must have been thinking similar thoughts.
I bit my lip, "You could have told me." I said tears streaming down my face.
Mr. Hails sighed, "Maybe I should have, but I was afraid how you might react to such a revelation. Your mother had a strong hatred for our kind and I wasn't sure you'd believe me. In telling you I risked exposing not only myself but my family. That is a risk I could never take."
I felt suddenly very angry, "All this time. You knew and you didn't tell me. I could have know I was twisted." I said.
Megan started yelling at her father, I don't think either of them noticed when I left. At the time I had no concrete plan, I just had to get away. I slipped out the back door, once outside I made my into the front yard and just kept walking. I walked without knowing where I was going and I really didn't care.
As I walked I thought. I was not in a particularly clear state of mind and began thinking some pretty dark thoughts. I wondered if anyone really wanted me or cared about me. My friendship with Megan had been built on a lie, and I thought she might be better off if we had never met. Mr. Hails had lied to me and I didn't feel I could trust him. The entire town had turned against me, including my mother. I stopped at a corner grabbing hold of a sign post with one of my hands then fell to my knees and wept.
So caught up in my own grief, I didn't notice when someone came up behind me until that someone spoke, "Twisted freak." a male voice spat. My head snapped up and I found Jeff Goldwin standing over me with a look of utter contempt on his face.
"Jeff," I muttered, "Just leave me alone."
Jeff's face twisted into an angry sneer, "You stupid bitch!" he said hitting me across the face.
I fell backward my head hit hitting the curb. I stared up at him, too shocked even to speak. He moved closer to me then with a menacing glint in his eyes he brought his right foot up and kicked me in the face. He kicked me again and I fell over the curb.
Something inside me snapped. All the pent-up frustrations that had built up since I had undergone my twist exploded out of me. I felt suddenly on edge. When he brought his foot down to kick me again I grabbed hold of his foot and with more strength than I knew I had, I sent him reeling into the street behind me
I scrambled to my feet and watched as he picked himself up, "Stupid bitch," he spat and started toward me again. When he got close enough, he swung his arm and I just reacted. Before his arm could had extended I knocked it aside and I hit him in the face with all the force I could muster.
He stumbled backwards and nearly fell backward, one of his hands coming up to cup his nose. A look of complete shock passed across his face. When his hand fell away I saw that he was bleeding. I don't know who was more shocked him or me.
As a boy I had always been a little small, and I never could have taken on Jeff. Let alone after having transformed into a girl. That's not to say I wouldn't have gone down without a fight. I didn't even have an athletic body,as a girl. I never should have been able to hit him that hard. Yet, I had. It was my twist it had to be.
Jeff, was coming at me again and I twisted out of the way. "Oh, you are in for a world of pain." he jeered.
He made another swing at me and I blocked it. I hit him and sent him sprawling. He fell and I heard a sickening thud, as his neck hit the curb. I looked down at him, his neck looked fine. I knelt down beside him and tried to find his pulse. Admittedly I didn't know what I was doing, but when I failed to find a pulse I panicked and I felt my heart jump into my throat. Oh god, I thought, I've killed him.
I panicked. I ran and kept on running.
* * * * *
After my confrontation with Jeff, I ran for quite a long time, until I collapsed from exhaustion. When I'd come to, I found myself in the park. It was dark by then and I didn't remember what had happened. The events from earlier came flooding back to me, and I wept.
I finally stopped crying, and forced myself to confront my feelings on the matter and I knew what to do. My mind was set.
I couldn't believe how well I could see, my twist must have given me the ability to see in the dark. I stood up then headed out of the park. I made my way back to Megan's house, it wasn't my final destination, it was just a stopover. Within moment I had reached the house and noted all the lights were off. When I got closer I noticed Mr. Hail's and Megan's cars were gone, they were probably out looking for me.
I snuck into the back yard, and then the back door. It was locked. Fortunately I knew were they hid a spare key so after a few moments I was able to get inside. I made my way upstairs and into the computer room that I had slept in that first night.
Quietly, I closed the door behind me and then I grabbed a piece of paper from the computer desk. I wept as I wrote, it was probably the most difficult thing I had ever done. It was a rather short note, but I told Megan how I felt for her and I wished I could stay with her, but I had to leave town and I couldn't let her or her family come with me. I hinted that I would be going to the bus station. It was a lie, and I hated deceiving her, but I knew she would try to stop me from leaving and I couldn't allow it.
Once done, I wiped my tears away and I went back into the hallway and slipped the note under Megan's bedroom door. Then I went back to the computer room and I grabbed a bag of my clothes that Megan and I had retrieved from my mother's home. Then I made sure I grabbed my money and keys. Then within moments I was back outside and headed away.
I snuck through town it was much harder going with the bag of clothes, but I needed them. Twice a car passed by. Fearing it was Mr. Hails or Megan I hid, once behind a bush the second time behind a car that was parked on the street. Finally, I reached my destination. My mothers house. I let out a sigh of relief when I noted her car was gone. I used my keys to open my trunk placing the bag of clothes inside. I slammed the trunk shut and opened up my car door and I hopped inside.
Technically the car's title was in my mother's name, but it was my money that had paid for it. I had not spent a single penny of my paychecks from my summer job last year to pay for it. I wondered if mom would report it stolen. I was likely already wanted for murder, so theft was the least of my worries. Although, it would make my trip a bit more complicated if the police were looking for a stolen car.
I shrugged there was nothing I could do about it in any case. I started my car, back it out of the driveway and began my trip to Spiral. My gas tank was almost full, so I didn't need to stop for gas,. Which was a blessing I had very limited funds and I didn't know if it was enough. It would have to be.
I drove through town, towards the town's only interstate on-ramp. I told myself that I wouldn't miss the place, but I knew in my heart that despite everything that had happened, Clearville would always be home. I turned down fifth avenue and the on-ramp was in sight. Within moments I was on the open road, headed towards my future.
* * * * *
I had been driving for some time, when realized I had no idea how to get to Spiral. I knew was headed in the right general direction, but that would only get me so far. So I took the next off-ramp and pulled into a gas station. I hopped out of my car, and was about to go inside when I looked down at myself. My blue skin really stood out, and I really didn't want to draw that much attention.
I opened up my trunk and pulled out a few pieces of clothes. I morphed a few pieces of clothing into a light-weight hooded jacket and a pair of gloves to cover my hands. Then I pulled out an old hat that had been sitting in my trunk for some time and put it on. I pulled the hood of the jacket over my head and almost went into the store, but then I thought I might want to buy some gas.
I moved my car over to a pump and filled it up. Then once I was done, I replaced the gas cap and went inside. The place was empty save for the attendant I turned my back to him so couldn't immediately see my face. I looked around for a few minutes and found a roadmap, and I grabbed some food and water realizing suddenly that I was very hungry.
I moved to the checkout counter. The attendant was reading a book, and he didn't immediately see my face. When he looked up and saw my face he froze. I could tell he wasn't sure what to think of me. He even looked a little scared.
"Relax," I said, "Believe it or not, I'm not here to do you any harm. I just want to pay for this stuff and be on my way."
"Y-yeah of course," he said nervously as he grabbed my items and began to ring them up.
"I have gas on pump four," I added.
He added my gas to the price, and I paid for everything with my cash. My purchases at the gas station had taken a sizable chunk out of my money I didn't know how much longer it would last but I determined to make it to Spiral. I would get there by whatever means necessary. After a few minutes looking at my new map I headed back out and was soon on my way again.
It was early afternoon and I had driven through the night, and I was getting pretty drowsy. I didn't have the money for a hotel so took an off-ramp and after a few minutes of driving I found a copse of trees a short distance off the road. I pulled up behind them then I reclined my seat and drifted off to sleep.
It was dark when I awoke. I was feeling pretty stiff from sleeping in my car, so I got out and stretched a bit. After that I ate some of the food I had gotten from the gas station then I hopped back into my car. I pulled out behind the copse of tree and decided it might be a good idea to fill up my gas tank. So I started driving down the road I had taken to get to the copse of trees and eventually found a gas station. This one unlike the last was not empty there were several cars in front and another at a pump.
I pulled in, then I donned the jacket and gloves again. This time I morphed a scrunchy out of my clothes and put my hair into a ponytail. I put my hat on, but I noted with considerable annoyance that it wasn't very comfortable with my ponytail so I morphed a hole in the back to more easily fit my ponytail. Then I flipped the hood of my jacket over my head.
Once, I was properly attired. I got out of my car and began pumping gas. When I was done and I went inside. This time I spotted almost immediately. Everyone inside just stood there and stared at me. I grabbed some food off the shelves and a couple big bottles of water. As I was walked to the counter to ring up I was stopped by a tall athletic looking man who was probably a foot and a half taller than I was..
"Hey girly," he sneered, "This place is for normal people, not freaks like you."
I looked up at him, "You really don't want to mess with me." I said, "You might get hurt."
He laughed, "Oh, yeah. You here that Jack I might get hurt."
A scrawny looking guy started laughing too, "Oh yeah, I'm so scared."
I started toward the counter again, but was again stopped by the tall buffoon, "He grabbed hold of my wrists and I dropped all my things. "Oh come one now I'm only just playing," he said a menacing look on his face, "Why don't you and I go out back and I can show you a good time."
The idea was so repulsive to me that I could feel bile rising in my throat. Like it had happened with Jeff Goldwin, something inside of snapped and I felt on edge. I grappled with him and was able to free my wrists. He swiped at me, and I knocked his arm aside as easily as I had with Jeff Goldwin.
"Stupid little bitch," he spat as he swung his fist at me.
I dodged out of the way and I hit him in the chest. He staggered back a bit, but he took the blow better than Jeff had. He did seem quite surprised by my unusual show of strength, but that didn't stop him from making another swing at me. I hit him hard enough that time that he went down and stayed down.
Everyone in the place looked as if they wanted to bolt, even the tall guy's friend Jack. "I warned him," I said coolly, but the truth was I wanted to bolt myself. After what had happened with Jeff I really hadn't wanted to fight anyone again. I couldn't help myself I just reacted.
I held my calm facade, as I gathered up the water bottles and the food off the ground and walked over to the counter. I paid for everything using nearly all the cash I had left then walked out the gas station got into my car and drove off.
I drove all night and spent another afternoon sleeping in my car, then I stopped at a gas station this time with no incident. I used the little money I had to purchase a few gallons of gas. It didn't come close to filling the tank, but I thought maybe it would be enough to get me to Spiral. As it turned out it wasn't quite enough.
It was after noon the following day and Spiral was only twenty miles away when the engine in my car stalled. I was in the leftmost lane when it happened. It became very hard to steer, but I was able to maneuver the car to the side of the road before it stopped completely. I immediately knew what the problem was I had run out of gas.
I had no money, so I had two options I could hitchhike, or walk. Being pretty close to Spiral I tried hitchhiking, but after an hour it became pretty obvious no one was going to stop for me. I started walking occasionally sticking out my thumb hoping someone would stop for me. No one ever did.
I walked for about 5 hours when it started to rain. I tried morphing my clothes to give me some more protection, but my trick didn't seem to be able to produce water-proof clothes. So within a few minutes I was thoroughly drenched. The rain continued and I made much slower progress. I was exhausted and it was a struggle to put one foot after another. After about two hours of struggling in the rain, I somehow managed to reach Spiral. It was dark by then I wasn't really sure of the exact time, but it had to be after eight.
I had a renewed spurt of energy and I made my way into town. I stopped in at a small convenience store. I knew my father lived somewhere in town, but I had no idea where. I hoped the store would have a phone book so that I could look up his address.
The store was empty save for a boy about my age who seemed to work there. "Miss," he said, "Are you alright?"
I must have looked a mess dripping wet as I was. I looked him in the eyes, they were the strangest bright orange. He was twisted, I realized, he was like me. I couldn't help but smile, "I wasn't, but I think I'll be much better now."
The boy gave me a weird look, and acted as if he wasn't sure what to say. He didn't have to say anything I spoke first, "Do you have a phone book?" I asked.
"Yeah, I think we do," he said, "I'll be right back." He said disappearing behind a set of doors.
He returned a few minutes later phone book in hand. He handed it to me and I thanked him. I flipped it open and went straight to the T's, Turow wasn't listed.
"Dammit," I cursed. I was so close and his name wasn't listed in the stupid phonebook. How would I find him now?
"You wouldn't happen to know a Harry Turow would you?" I asked the boy not really expecting him to know.
"Yeah," the boy replied, "My little brother is friends with his kids."
My heart skipped a beat, "Do you know were he lives?" I asked.
The boy grinned nervously, "Yeah, he lives over on Newmont Way."
"How far is that?" I asked.
"Just a few blocks north of here," he said then added, "I don't know the exact address. It's like two-forty or two-fifty something it's the only blue house for a few blocks."
"Thanks," I said smiling and started for the door.
"Hey miss," the boy called after me, "Are you sure you're alright?"
I laughed, "Yes, I think I am." I said then I burst out the door and started for my Father's house.
I found Newmont Way a few blocks down just as the boy had said. I followed the street until I found a slate blue-house with the address 247 on the front. It had to be the one, there weren't any blue houses nearby. I walked up to the doorstep and I hesitated. What would I say? Would he even be willing to hear me out?
Finally I forced myself to ring the doorbell. A woman came to the door. She looked about my mother's age, she had long brown hair and kind green eyes that almost immediately registered concern. Was this woman my father's wife?
"Is this the home of Harry Turow?" I asked pursing my lips.
"Yes," she said then added, "Are you alright, dear?"
"Yes, thank god!" I said then on impulse hugged the woman.
I realized I was wet and quickly broke away. "Sorry," I said with nervous laugh, "I didn't mean to get you all wet."
The woman smiled sadly, "You poor thing. Come inside and I'll draw a nice warm bath."
"Can I speak with Harry, first?" I asked. "It's important."
She frowned, "He's not home at the moment, but I expect him home soon. Come inside and we'll get you out of those clothes and into a nice hot bath. You can speak with him once he gets home."
I reluctantly agreed, and allowed her to lead me into the bathroom. She ran the water, then helped me undress. I was pretty self-conscious about being naked in front of the woman, but I knew that women felt differently about this sort of thing than men did. So I let her help me.
I stepped inside the bath water, and it felt pretty good. I closed my eyes and just sat there for a moment. When I opened my eyes again the woman was gone along with my wet clothes. I lay there in the warm water until the woman returned with a set of clothes. She got a towel out for me and told me I could use anything I needed. She left again and I started to wash myself using the available soap and shampoo.
Once done I started to drain the water and got out drying myself on the towel. I got dressed, once again pulled the hair out from inside my shirt. I examined the clothes I was wearing, they fit fairly well, I could have morphed them to fit better, but I didn't feel comfortable doing that to another person's clothes without permission so I left them as they were.
I left the bathroom, and found the woman in a kitchen. She was heating up some food in a microwave. "I though you might be hungry." she said.
"Thank you so much." I said.
She smiled kindly, "You don't have anywhere to go do you?"
I shook my head, tears welling up in my eyes. She wiped the tears from my eyes "Well don't you fret, you can stay here for the night. Then tomorrow we'll figure everything out."
"Thank you," I said.
"My name is Linda by the way," she said get up to get the food out of the microwave and placed the dish in front of me.
"I'm Calista," I replied grabbing the fork she offered and started to eat. I don't know exactly what the dish was, but it was some sort of potato casserole with hamburger in it. It was pretty good.
She smiled, "Well Calista, you must have come a long way."
I had a fork full of food in my mouth, and wasn't able to speak so I nodded my head instead. Which was just as well I wasn't sure I wanted to tell her too much without her husband present.
I scarfed down the casserole pretty quickly and she offered me another serving. Still famished I hungrily agreed. Linda looked as if she wanted to ask me something, but she seemed to hesitated each time she opened her mouth to speak. I continued to stuff my face hoping she wouldn't ask any more questions.
"Linda honey," a man's voice said in that not so far distance.
Linda left the kitchen and I could soon hear her speaking with the man. "I dropped Amanda at the her cousins and Brandon and Cory are staying at the Pearson's house. We have the house all to ourselves." he said.
"Harry," I heard Linda speak, "We have a guest."
"A guest?" he asked.
There was a moments hesitation, "A teenage girl. I think she might be a runaway. She's been asking for you."
A runaway, I guess that did describe me though I hadn't thought about it until then,"Do you know what she wants?" Harry replied.
"No," Linda replied, "She was sopping wet when she got her. I haven't done much more than get in her a warm bath and feed her. Why don't you go talk with her she's in the kitchen."
I heard footsteps and in short order a man appeared in the kitchen. He was about average height, had brown hair and green eyes. What caught me almost immediately was his strong resemblance to myself, or more accurately his resemblance to me before my twist.
"Hello," he said then sat down across from me and smiled, "My name is Harry. What's yours?"
My heart raced. I had wanted for so long to meet my father here he was sitting right across from me and I had no idea what to say. Suddenly I noticed his hands six-digits just like mine. It was an odd coincidence and I'm sure it was no doubt a result of his twist.
Finally I managed to speak, "Calista." I said then continued, "Are you Harry Turow from Clearville."
He gave me an odd look, "Yes, I am. Do I know you?"
I pursed my lips, "No," I said, "When you were in High School you dated Kate Rumsfield." I made it a statement of fact.
He looked back to the doorway where I noticed for the first time Linda was standing and exchanged glances with her. "What's this about?" he asked a look of consternation on his face.
"I'm your son." I suddenly blurted out. Then realizing my mistake I added, "I mean I'm your daughter."
Harry's face seemed to drain of all color, "You are Kate Rumsfield's child." he said.
I nodded tears streaming down my face, "Yeah."
He let out a long sigh, "When were you born?"
Still weeping I told him my birth date. He didn't reply for almost a minute, "It's very possible." he said finally.
Linda came over beside him, sat down and took his hands. "I'm sorry." he said finally. "Had I known. I would have done something I would have been there."
"It's not your fault." I said, "My mother hates the twisted," I added, "She thought if she hid the truth of my birth from me that it would somehow keep me from becoming twisted like you."
"So, you came here looking for your father after you went through your twist," Linda said.
I nodded, "I didn't have any choice. Mom wants nothing to do with me." I told them my story. How I used to be a boy, about my trick pretty much everything except killing Jeff. I wasn't sure how they would react to that.
When I was finished Linda was the first to speak, "You poor thing. You've been through so much."
I nodded, I wasn't really sure what else to say.
We talked for quite a while after that. We talked mostly about my life, but after a while it turned to theirs. We talked about Harry's life after he had left Clearville. How he had involved himself with the underground and had met Linda and come to Spiral to start a family. How he had started up his own business and become a successful entrepreneur coming to own several restaurants in town.
"I think it might be a good idea to get some sleep, we can talk more in the morning." Harry said finally.
We all agreed, then they showed me into one of the bedrooms. They told me the room belonged to my three-year old half-sister, Amanda. They said, that they’d figure out some more permanent sleeping arrangements later.
The room looked every-bit like it belonged to a three-year old girl. The paint on the wall was pink and the decor had a strong princess motif. After they left I lay down in the bed and fell asleep almost immediately.
The next morning I woke up and felt absolutely terrible. My feet were throbbing from all the walking I'd done yesterday. My stomach hurt, and I felt like I could throw up. My breasts felt larger for some reason and the were really tender.
I got out of bed and stumbled into the bathroom. The one I had bathed in the previous night. I pulled down my pants and was about to pee. I was bleeding from my Vagina. I hadn't paid too much to the girl stuff in sex-ed class, but I knew this was a common symptom of a period.
I cleaned myself up a bit, and left to find Linda. She was in the kitchen cooking some breakfast, my father was sitting at the table reading the newspaper and drinking a cup of coffee. When I entered the room they both stopped what they were doing and looked at me.
I looked to Linda, then to Harry, then back to Linda. As embarrassed as I was to ask Linda for help with my period. I was even more embarrassed to speak about it in front of Harry. I hesitated then finally spoke, "Linda could you help me?"
"Sure," she said smiling, "What is it?"
I looked to Harry and grinned nervously then looked back at Linda, "Um, could you join me in the bathroom?" I said then walked off. Leaving them both with perplexed looks on their faces.
I went back into the bathroom and waited for Linda. I didn't have long to wait, Linda appeared within moments, "Calista what's wrong?" she said.
"I think I'm having my first period," I blurted out.
Linda let out a sigh of relief, "Thank goodness. I thought it was something much worse."
She helped me clean myself up then she took the clothes I was wearing to go wash them. I quickly showered then got out. Linda returned shortly with a sanitary pad for me to wear and the freshly washed clothes I had showed up in last night.
She showed me how to wear the pad under my panties and told me were they were in case I needed another one. Then she left to let me finished getting ready by myself I combed my hair before I did anything else. Then I put on my bra. It felt a little tight so I used my trick to make it feel a little looser. I put on the pants I had been wearing before, I changed their color to black then I put on my shirt once again morphing into the purple tank top with spaghetti straps then I sort of merged my bra into my shirt.
I stepped out of the bathroom and made my way back to the kitchen where I found Linda and Harry waiting.
Harry looked up from his newspaper, "Everything alright?"
"Yeah, Fine” I muttered not feeling particularly fine.
Linda offered me some eggs and bacon, but I turned them down. I don't know if I would be able to keep any food down, I settled for a piece of toast with a little margarine on it.
"I think it might be a good idea to get you an appointment at the Spiral Clinic." Harry said after finishing he eggs.
"What's the Spiral Clinic?" I asked.
Harry smiled, "It's a specialized clinic for the twisted. Many of us have unusual medical needs that most normal doctors can't fill. I thought due to your unique physiology it might be a good idea to have a doctor look at you."
I sighed the idea of going to the doctor wasn't particularly appealing, but logic told me it was the smart thing to do, so I said,"You're probably right."
Harry nodded, "I'll call and see if I can make an appointment."
Harry made a quick call into the Spiral Clinic and due to a last minute cancellation was able to get me an appointment later that day. I didn't expect to get in so soon, but figured it was probably better to get it done with sooner rather than later.
It felt pretty weird being around my father after all this time, which was complicated by the fact that none of us knew quite what to say to one another. We all sat around looking at one another. I could tell both Linda and Harry wanted to say something, but it was as if they couldn't figure out how to ask what ever it was on their minds. I felt more or less the same way.
Finally it was Harry that broke the silence, "I have half a mind to call and speak with Kate. I just can't understand how she could keep this from me."
I wasn't sure how to respond to this, when I did reply I immediately regretted speaking, "I know the phone number." I volunteered.
It was about the last thing I wanted him to do, but there was no way I could back out if he decided to call. If word had gotten out that is was me that had killed Jeff Goldwin, mom would be sure to tell Harry. She loved to gloat, and she would revel in telling this particular piece of information. It would, in her mind, prove that she was justified in ridding herself of me. I could barely live with myself as it was. I don't know if I could go on if I lost my father after having just found him.
Harry let out a long sigh, "If I could speak with Kate. It would feel so much better about this hole thing."
I nodded my head, and reluctantly agreed to give him the number. I waited nervously, sitting across from him as he dialed the number.
"Hello," he said into the phone "Am I talking to Kate?" he said as he stood up and moved to talk in the other room. I couldn't hear what he said, but I was sure mom wasn't being particularly pleasant.
It wasn't long before Harry returned. He came back into the room and sat beside me. He sat there for a moment staring at me and slowly he shook his head, "I'm sorry Calista, I should have believed you when you told me you were my daughter. I don't care to repeat what Kate said on the phone, but it was sufficient for me to believe her when she said you were my child”
I realized then that I was crying. God, I thought, I'm such a crybaby since my twist. "I can't fault you." I said, "I think I would have done the same thing were I our situation reversed."
He wiped away my tears away, and spoke "I know this has been difficult for you, I found it quite difficult after my twist, but I had my family. You've lost everything you ever knew, I hope you can find a new home with Linda and I. I can’t promise you that you won't feel heartache or pain because you are different, but I can promise that so long as I am able I will always be a part of your life.
I bit my lip as fresh tears rolled down my face. I think I knew then that I had finally found a place that I could call home.
* * * * *
I wasn't very surprised to learn that Harry had decided to stay home from work that day. As owner of his own businesses he was able to make his own hours. I was grateful because it allowed me to get to know him and in large part I think he had stayed home for that very reason.
It was Harry that brought up the subject of my car, "You said you left your car out on the freeway."
I nodded, "I suppose my mother didn't say anything about it when you spoke with her on the phone."
"Actually she said to keep it, She was tired of that damn lawyer pestering her," he said, "I assume she was referring to that Hails fellow."
I nodded again. It had to be Mr Hails, but what had he said to her? "I bet it was him." I said.
"Well why don't you and I go retrieve your car." Harry suggested.
I agreed and Harry retrieved a gas can and we stopped to fill it we were on our way. One the way we talked, mostly about Mr. Hails, after I described him Harry remembered meeting him when he had left Clearville, but had never learned his name. He asked me about Megan, and how long I had been friends with her. I told him all about Megan, and how I feared I would never see her again. I told him I think I would even miss Allison.
We drove almost thirty miles going the away from Spiral then after finding an off-ramp we got back on headed back toward Spiral. After another ten miles we found my car exactly where I had left it. We emptied the gas can into my car's tank and had it running in a matter of a minutes. I got into my car and followed Harry back to Spiral.
* * * * *
When we arrived back at the house, there was a car parked in front of it that hadn't been there when we had left.
"That's Sally's car," Harry noted. When he caught my blank stare he added, "Linda's sister. She was watching Amanda for the night."
Amanda, the little girl whose room I had slept in the previous night, my half-sister. I felt a bit nervous as I stepped into the house. A little girl with blonde pig-tails and a pink princess dress hurled herself at Harry. "Daddy!" she squealed in delight.
I stood to the side watching as father and daughter interacted. "How's my little princess?" he asked a big grin on her face.
Amanda went on a long rant detailing her night with her cousin Emily. Harry listened patiently and occasionally laughed at his daughter. I had to admit she was cute as hell.
Finally after hearing out Amanda, Harry turned to me then back to Amanda, "Princess," he said, "I'd like you to meet someone. This is Calista. She's your half-sister."
Amanda looked at me wide-eyed, then back at her father "What's a half-thithter?"
"It means your mommy isn't Calista's mommy, but I'm her daddy just like I'm yours."
Amanda seemed to understand. I bent down to kneel at her level, and she gave me a great big hug. I hugged her back.
"Kawista wanna see my room?" she said.
I smiled at her and took her hand, "Sure let's go have a look."
She led me up to her room. Even though I had slept her in her room the previous night I let her think this was the first time I had seen it. I didn't really want to spoil it for her. She showed me all her princess toys and her princess castle which she seemed particularly fond of and last she showed me her tea table. She had a ring of stuffed animal sitting around it and a plastic tea set sitting in the middle.
I half expected her to invite me to sit for a imaginary cup of tea, but once she was done she bounced back out of her room and I followed suit albeit with no bouncing.
I followed her back into the living room where Linda was chatting away with a woman I presumed to be her sister, Sally. She held a little girl in her lap, the girl was fast asleep. Introductions were made, and as I had guessed the woman was indeed Linda's sister.
Sally seemed nice, but I barely had a chance to talk to her she left less than ten minutes after I had met her. Then it was just Linda, Harry, Amanda and me. Amanda sat down next to me, holding my hand and continued an endless stream of questions about me, I answered them as best I could, but when she asked me about my 'mommy' it hit a little close to home and I started crying. Linda came over beside me and whispered something into Amanda's ear. Amanda looked up to her mother then back to me, then quickly scampered off.
"Sorry," I said, "I don't know what came over me."
Linda sat down beside me, "Is there anything you want to talk about?"
I laughed bitterly, "It's this damn period." I replied then realized Harry was still in the room. I turned to look at him, he looked a bit surprised and uncomfortable as well. I turned back to Linda, "God, I hate this. At least when I had Megan around I felt like maybe being a girl wasn't so bad."
Linda put her hand on my shoulder reassuringly , "Being a girl isn't so bad. There are some advantages you may not see them now, but you'll come to see soon."
"I hope you're right," I said tears still streaming down my face.
* * * * *
It wasn't much later when the twins arrived home. They came running up the stairs to greet their parents. Amanda reappeared then climbed up beside me and almost immediately fell asleep. A woman stepped through the door followed by a boy about the age of the twins. Linda sat up and went to talk to the woman. In short order, the woman and her son were gone. Then, Harry introduced the twins and I to each other.
"Brandon, Cory," he said, "This is Calista. She's your half-sister."
I couldn't yet tell the twins apart, but the one in the red shirt spoke, "Half-sister? How come we never met her?"
Harry then explained that when he had still lived in Clearville and before he'd undergone his twist, he met a girl who he had strong feelings for. That he and her had lost contact with one another after he had left Clearville. He explained how the girl had had a child that he had been unaware of. Then he told them how I had come to them last night and finding out that I was his daughter.
The twins both looked at me then back to each other. I could tell the twins didn't know quite what to think of me. My introduction to Amanda had been much easier, but Amanda was three years old and accepted anything so long as she could understand it. I tried to talk with them each time trying out different subjects, but each time I was met with blank stares and silence. Try as I might I couldn't win them over.
Before I knew it, it was time for me to leave for my appointment at the Spiral Clinic. Harry and I left, leaving Linda to watch over the kids. A short drive later and we had reached the clinic. After a short wait I went in with the doctor and Harry followed.
The doctor was a middle aged man who had green hair otherwise he looked completely normal, he
held out his hand for us to shake, "I'm Dr. Clark. So had our twist have we?"
I nodded, "Yeah, it came as a real surprise."
The doctor nodded, "So I take it you weren't aware you were twisted." I nodded again and explained how I had come to Spiral after having run away from home.
The doctor asked me about my medical history. I told him everything I knew, though I was hardly ever sick so I didn't have much to tell at least nothing I could remember. He asked me if I'd had a period since my twist.
"Yeah, I'm having one right now. My first actually." I said feeling a bit embarrassed.
"Your first period?" the Dr. Clark said incredulously, "A girl your age should have had her first period years ago."
I blushed furiously, "Well, I was a boy before my twist."
The doctor merely nodded and continued asking questions. He asked me all kinds of questions some seemed a little personal, but I could see how he might need to know the answers. He asked me if I'd exhibited any tricks.
"Yeah," I said, "I can can morph my clothes and change them into a different outfit."
The doctor smiled, "I could see that being very useful."
He took my blood pressure, heart rate, tested my reflexes, and few other things. All of which he said were excellent although he did note that my reflexes were much better than average. He did a physical examination of my ears, horns and my hands. He noted my extra digits on each hand, and muttered something about polydactyl digits. Then he asked Harry to leave and I was told to undress.
I felt a little uncomfortable undressing, but I figured he was a doctor and was accustomed to seeing people naked. So I pulled my shoes and socks off then stripped off the rest of my clothes.
Dr. Clark asked me to lay on an examination table with a top that flipped down like a tanning bed. He told me to hold perfectly still then lower the lid of bed over me. The bed hummed weirdly and emitted a eerie purple light. After about five minutes, the doctor raised the bed and told me I could get dressed then turned his attention to a computer screen.
Shortly after I was dressed. The doctor let Harry back in and he discussed with us the details of my
exam.
"Well you are one healthy young woman." He said, "You're completely female. You could more than likely become pregnant if you wanted to. There were a few abnormalities. First, you have a thin layer of anomalous tissue surrounding the Epimysium, a fibrous tissue that covers your muscles."
"So I have something wrapped around my muscles and you have no idea what it is?" I replied.
The doctor nodded, "More or less. I believe it has something to do with your twist. I don't believe its anything to worry about in any case. Have you experienced any strange physical anomalies?"
I thought for a moment, then my flashed by to my fight with Jeff Goldwin, and the fight with that guy at the gas station. "Well, I seem to have these spurts of strength."
"What do you mean by spurts of strength?" Dr Clark asked.
I skipped over the fight with Jeff and describe the fight with the guy at the gas station and how I had
been able to beat him.
"Interesting," the doctor muttered, "I would guess the anomalous tissue surrounding your Epimysium is more than likely the source of these spurts of strength. I would like to consult with Dr. Foster, one of our experts on tricks, before you go in to speak with her. "
I raised my eyebrows, "I'm seeing another doctor?"
Dr. Clark nodded, "It's normal procedure for an individual who has undergone his or her twist to see three doctors. One does a physical exam, another is a specialist on tricks, the other is a psychiatrist that helps to determine the patients mental state."
"The second abnormality has to do with your eyes," he said, "I've never seen anything quite like them, the way the color shifts like that, but judging from your scan I think it's likely you can see in the dark."
I thought back to the night I had fled Clearville, I had been able to see quite well in the dark. I hadn't thought of it much since then. "Your ears seem to be pretty close to the normal human range, despite their resemblance to cat ears." he continued, "Your hearing is likely slightly more sensitive than it was before, but only just barely.
"Oh, there is one more thing." He added, "I think under your circumstances it would be advisable to have a paternity test done."
"A paternity test?" I asked, "How accurate will that be with the extent of my changes?"
Dr. Clark smiled, "More accurate than you might think. When a person undergoes a twist much of their genetic structure is changed, but many of the genetic markers that we look for in a paternity test remain unchanged."
Harry interjected then, "You know you don't have to do this if you're not comfortable."
I nodded, "I know, but I want to. This will remove any doubt."
Harry nodded, "What exactly does this entail?"
The doctor shrugged, "I swab the inside of your mouths and then the samples are sent into the lab for comparison."
"Alright," Harry said, "Let's get this over with."
The doctor walked over to a cupboard and produced two little packets. He tore the first open and produced what looked like a single tipped Q-tip and then swabbed the inside of my cheek. Then he placed the swab inside a plastic bag. Then he did the same to Harry.
We waited in the the exam room for a few minutes then the doctor returned. When the doctor returned Harry left to go back and wait in the lobby. Then the doctor asked me to follow him and I found myself in another exam room with a really hot looking blonde female doctor who looked to be in her thirties. "Hi, I'm Dr. Foster, but you can call me Janet. I hear you have a trick, and you might have another" she smiling.
I nodded, "Yeah."
She smiled again, "Would you like to show me?"
I agreed, then I closed my eyes and cleared my mind, when I felt the familiar tingling sensation. I willed my clothes to change. My clothes shifted on my body, my shirt shifted into a white t-shirt and the built in bra shifted into a real bra then my pants shifted into a black skirt my socks stretched out to become white knee highs and my shoes shifted into a pair of black low heels.
The doctor seemed impressed, "That's one trick I'd love to have." then she continued, "It says here you were a boy before your twist. I think judging from your choice in clothes you've had some mental changes as well."
I nodded, "Yeah, it's weird. I feel like I don't even know myself."
Janet smiled and nodded in understanding, "Yeah, my personality changed quite a bit when I went through my twist."
"So how did this trick manifest itself?" Janet asked me.
I told her how Mr. Hails had wanted me to try seeing if I had a trick and how I had discovered that I could change my clothes.
She nodded, "And how exactly do you feel when you use your trick?"
I shrugged, "I feel sort of tingly allover almost like I did when I went through my twist, but not quite as intense." I said.
"Dr. Clark believes you may have a second trick, and that it may have something to do with some unusual tissue that surrounds your muscles. Why don't you tell me about this second trick?" she said.
I repeated the story of my fight with the big doofus at the gas station, once again omitting my encounter with Jeff Goldwin. "I think Dr. Clark suspicions are correct." she said after I finished my story, "I'd like to run some tests and see if we can't find something out."
She guided me over to an exam table she attached some sensors to my skin and ran some scans. She had me use my trick to change my clothes several times. By the time I was done I was wearing a short purple dress that was the same shade of purple as my hair, and a pair of tall black boots that went up almost to my knee. I learned later they were called wedge boots. Then she had me concentrate like I did when I used my trick, and as usual I felt the tingling. Then she had me think of of the man from the gas station. Nothing seemed to happen.
She tried a number of other things until finally she found something that seemed to elicit a response. She had me think back to the incident with the big fellow and think about how I felt when he first approached me. I had been afraid. She told me to focus on that fear and imagine as if it were happening again. Almost immediately I could tell something was different I felt on edge like something bad was going to happen and I needed to prepare for it.
"I'm reading some interesting activity," Janet said, "How do you feel?"
I breathed deeply, "Weird and on edge."
She walked over to a closet and pulled out some kind of dummy. Then she had me get up and start pounding on the dummy. I knocked the dummy around as if it were a rag-doll. After a few minutes of that, she had me lift the exam table. I easily lifted it then gently set it back down.
"Very interesting," Janet said finally, "How do you feel now?"
"I still feel a bit on edge," I said, "but it's starting to fade."
The doctor examined her display for a moment, then she turned back to me, "I'd say this ability to call on strength as you did, is in fact a second trick as Dr. Clark suspected, but its also a physical characteristic of your new body. Without the unusual tissue surrounding your muscles I don't think you'd be able to call on your strength. When you use your trick you call on the quantum field it then in turn produces an electrical field inside your body that activates the tissue, and somehow acts to temporarily enhance your strength."
Janet sighed, "The main issue here is going to be control. If you can't control your trick you could potentially cause unintended harm to others or perhaps even yourself. I would talk to the psychiatrist first and get her opinion, but it might be a good idea for you to try yoga or perhaps even martial arts. Yoga could help you learn control over your emotions, so that you won't unintentionally use your strength. Many martial arts have a meditative aspect to them which could help you as well."
I winced a bit when she mentioned me causing unintended harm. Thankfully she didn't seem to notice. I nodded to everything she said indicating agreement.
She smiled again, "Well, I think I'm done with you, for now. I would like to see you again in a couple weeks. If you want to follow me, I can show you to Dr. Manfield's office."
I nodded, then stood up and followed her out of the room, down a couple hallways, and to a room with a closed door. Janet knocked on it and a middle aged woman appeared at the door, they exchanged greeting and Janet introduced me to Dr Manfield.
Dr. Manfield invited me in, but before she offered me a seat she said, "I'd like to start you off with a personality test. She pulled out a seat in the corner where a computer sat atop a small desk. "If you'd
please sit here and answer all the questions as truthfully as you can. There are no right or wrong answers."
Once, I sat down and started answering the questions on the computer the doctor disappeared from the room. The test was pretty long and had all kinds of weird questions that seemed pretty silly, but I answered them all the best I could until finally I was done. I sat there a few minutes waiting for the doctor return. After about five minutes she returned, then I waited a little bit longer as she studied the results of the test.
When she was done looking at the results, she smiled from across the room at me. "I don't have anything to compare these results to, but I'm assuming you've experienced some changes in personality judging from your choice of clothing."
I nodded, "Yeah."
Dr. Mansfield scribbled something down on a notebook then she asked me another question, "I'd like you to describe some of the changes you've noticed in your personality."
I told her how I liked to look hot, and how I liked to get attention because of it. I explained how I'd been much more emotional since my twist.
She nodded, "How long has it been since your twist."
"I had my twist last Friday," I said.
She asked me a bunch of questions, mostly about the details of my twist, how I felt about being female, and how I was dealing with the sudden changes. I told her the details of my twist and everything that had happened to me up to coming to Spiral. As I had the other times, I left out the part about Jeff Goldwin. I was still afraid what might happen if anyone found out I had killed him. I was afraid that Dr Mansfield, as trained psychiatrist,might be able to tell I was holding something back, but she gave no indication one way or the other.
She asked about my tricks and I told her everything I knew about how they worked. She agreed with Dr. Fosters recommendation that I try out yoga or martial arts. She thought martial arts might be the better choice, due to the nature of my trick. She even recommended a martial arts studio in town where I could receive one-on-one training.
We talked for a bit longer. Mostly about my feelings of rejection, first from my mother then the people of Clearville. Then we spoke about how I had been manipulated by Mr. Hails and how it made me feel. I cried quite a bit during this final part of the appointment. When the doctor was finally done questioning me she gave me a few kind words and few words of encouragement.
She looked down at her noted for a moment, "I'd like to speak with a parent." she said then looked down at her noted, "It says here your father is Harry Turow." she seemed pretty surprised by that. I got the feeling she new him, but she didn't immediately say anything to confirm or deny my suspicions.
"Is he here?"she asked.
I nodded. She excused herself for a moment then returned with Harry.
"Harry," I'd like to talk with you a minute about your daughter.
Harry gave her an odd look, "Is there something wrong?"
Dr. Mansfield shook her head, "No. Generally when I speak with a patient who has undergone their twist I like to speak with the parent so they can better help their child adjust to their changes. Although I must say I was surprised to learn that Calista was your child."
Harry smiled ironically, "Yeah so was I."
Dr. Mansfield, "I am a bit concerned about Calista. She's had a great deal of emotional trauma since undergoing her twist. She has a strong resentment towards her mother and I believe she has numerous issues that need to be worked out."
Harry nodded and sighed, "She has been through quite a bit."
Dr Mansfield nodded, "I think she will benefit from the stable environment that I think you and your wife can provide."
"As long as there is still a breath in my body I will do my best to make that happen," Harry said.
Dr. Mansfield continued, "I am also concerned about Calista's trick."
"Her trick?" Harry asked, "You mean shifting her clothes? Is there some element of her trick I'm not aware of?"
Dr. Mansfield sighed, "I was referring to Calista's second trick. Her ability to call upon tremendous spurts of strength for short periods of time."
Harry bit his lip, "Is it that serious?"
"Yes and no. I think that if Calista doesn't learn to control her trick, it could cause trouble for her. From the way she has described this trick, she just reacts to her fear when she feels she is in danger. If she were to get a false sense of danger she could mistakenly cause harm to another individual. One of our trick specialists recommended martial arts as a possibility to help her to learn control over her emotions. I happen to agree with her recommendation." Dr. Mansfield said.
Harry sighed, "Martial arts, huh? I suppose that might help. I've heard certain types of martial arts practice meditation."
Dr. Mansfield nodded and told him the dojo in town that she had recommended to me earlier. After a few more minutes of discussion most of which was more or less a recap, Harry and I were on our way out of the clinic after having made some follow up appointments with both Dr. Foster and Dr. Mansfield.
* * * * *
After a quiet dinner, Harry, the family, and I sat down in the front room. It had been a pretty awkward meal. Neither Brandon or Cory were very comfortable around me, and their unease had effused itself upon the enter family. It wasn't until Harry suggested a family game night that the twins began to relax. Both enthusiastically agreed and in short order we were all joined in playing on the family's Gamestation.
There weren't enough controllers so we had to take turns. When Amanda's turn came up we let her win. The twins on the other hand were another matter, they were quite competitive and seemed to dominate the game. So when it came my turn again, I decided to show them how a real gamer played. They were pretty good for kids their age, but I'd been gaming before either had been born and was able to defeat them pretty easily.
They got even more competitive after that and the next time it became our turn together I let them win by just a little bit. Gradually they opened up to me and we started joking with one another. By the time we were done playing, I think I had managed to win them over.
After a while Harry and Linda declared that it was time for bed. Linda guided the twins to their bedroom and Harry carried Amanda to her bedroom. Linda returned first, apparently Harry was reading Amanda a bedtime story and it would be sometime before he was done.
Linda smiled apologetically, "We really don't have a place for you tonight. I hope the couch will be alright."
"The couch is fine. I've slept in worse places." I replied thinking back to the day I had passed out in the park.
Linda grabbed me a sheet to drape over the couch and a blanket. She whispered a goodnight and left me alone with my thoughts. I thought of Jeff Goldwin. Logic told me that I had killed him in self-defense and that it had been accident, but no matter how hard I tried to convince myself I couldn't shake the feeling that it could have been avoided. The truth was I had killed a person and no matter how I tried to justify it I was still a murderer. I wept, sobbing silently so as not to wake anyone. I hated myself for killing Jeff, for leaving Megan and for being a freak. I could hardly live with myself.
I continued weeping in self pity my thoughts eventually leading to Megan. God I missed her so much. I wanted nothing so much as to be with her. It hurt so bad being away from her, but I knew also that she was much safer without me being around. I took some solace in that fact, it was the only thing that kept me going. I lay there for some time before I finally drifted off to sleep.
I was first up the following morning. I tried to go back to sleep, but no matter how hard I tried I couldn't fall back asleep. I stumbled into the bathroom and relieved myself. After I washed up I decided to take a shower, but first I would need some clothes. After a trip outside to my car to grab some of my old boy clothes, I was back in the bathroom preparing for a shower.
Once, finished I morphed some of my old boy clothes into girl clothes. I started out by morphing a pair of shorts into a bra and matching pair of panties. Then I morphed a pair of jeans into a short black denim skirt and tight white sleeveless top with a neckline the exposed just a little bit of cleavage. I morphed a pair of socks into a pair of white knee highs and morphed my shoes from the previous day to match the ensemble.
Once done I headed back into the front room and switched the tv on, being careful to keep the volume down so not to wake anyone. It wasn't long before Linda and Harry woke. We gave our good mornings then Harry left to go take a shower, and I helped Linda make breakfast. Harry returned shortly then we sat down to eat breakfast.
Harry smiled as we sat down to breakfast, "Calista, I've been thinking we should take you out today. I know with your trick that you don't really need new clothes, but Linda and I were talking last night and she made me understand there are some things you might need as a girl."
I stared back at him with a blank look. It was Linda that elaborated however, "Well I thought we could take you to the salon and get your hair cut for starters." she said.
I reached up touching my hair, "Is it uneven?" I asked suddenly very concerned about how my hair looked.
"It just needs touched up a little," Linda replied, "I thought you might want to stop by the mall as well."
"Alright," I said almost immediately regretting I had agreed to go.
Pretty soon Amanda, and the twins stumbled out of bed and ate breakfast. Soon afterward everyone save me and Harry took turns taking showers. Amanda being the last took a bath with Linda by her side. Once everything was said and done, we hung about the front room for a while then we all hopped into the families van. After dropping the twins off at a friends house, and Amanda at her cousins Linda, Harry and I were headed for the salon.
I followed Linda into the Salon with Harry taking up the rear. Once inside, Linda walked up to the counter and talked to the lady there. While Harry took a seat in a small waiting area, I was ushered onto a salon chair with Linda following closely behind.
A moderately attractive woman in her mid-twenties came up beside me, "Oh, wow," she exclaimed, "You look unbelievable!"
I was a bit taken aback. I wasn't exactly sure if her comment was meant as a compliment or an insult, but her next comment seemed to clarify "Very exotic. I think you look awesome."
"Umm. Thanks?" I replied.
The woman smiled, "I'm Sally, I'll be cutting your hair today."
I gave her my name and she continued, "So I'm guessing this is your first haircut after your twist."
I grimaced then nodded. "Well do you have anything in mind?" she said draping one of those cloths over me and then clipped it to me neck.
I hesitated not really sure what I really wanted. The part of me that was still male wanted her to cut it all off, but my feminine side was slowly becoming dominant and the idea of cutting my hair off seemed rather drastic. Especially since I wouldn't look nearly as sexy. I was however getting sick of my long ass hair so I made a compromise between my two feuding selves. "This long hair is driving me nuts, I'd like it shorter." I paused then said, "Maybe shoulder length."
Sally looked rather distressed at this for some reason, but it was Linda who spoke first, "Calista it will take a long time to grow your hair out that long again. Are you sure you want to cut it that short?"
I nodded, "Do it."
The hairdresser turned to Linda as if seeking her permission. They had a brief whispered conversation, Linda wandered off and then with a shrug, Sally began cutting my hair. I watched in the mirror as she began to clip long strands of hair away. Once she got my hair to the length I wanted she started trimming it to make it more even. When she was done she let me look in the mirror. It looked nice, but it just didn't seem to fit me. It needed something.
"How do you like it?" Sally asked.
I grimaced, "It looks good, but it seems to be missing something."
I motioned Linda over and she agree with my assessment, and suggested streaking my hair. It was something I had never even considered, but I knew the moment she suggested it that it was what I wanted. I grimaced inwardly I really didn't want to spend much more time in the salon, but I also new that the feminine me would never be satisfied with my hair as it was. So with some trepidation I agreed.
I passed off to another lady who introduced herself as Wendy. I really didn't spend much attention to the process, but it involved a weird looking comb that had a metal stick protruding from it, some aluminum foil, some hair clips and some colored goop. Wendy accidentally poked my ears a few times, but it didn't hurt real bad so I didn't say anything. When Wendy was finished, she had me look in the mirror. I couldn't believe how different I looked. My hair was done up in small strands of my normal purple, pink and black. My hair had been styled with kind of choppy ends to give it a bit of a wild look. I looked hot as hell.
Wendy removed the cloth around me and I got out of the chair. I went with Linda to the counter and she paid. I couldn't believe the price and felt guilty that she would spend so much on a such a simple thing as my hair. Linda however didn't seem at all perturbed by the price. Once she paid, Harry got up from were he had been waiting and we were soon headed to the mall.
After we had arrived we strolled inside. I noticed almost immediately a huge difference in the attitude of the people towards me. While I did get a lot of looks my way, none of those who looked at me showed any hate or malice. A great many looked upon me with lust in their eyes, some of the girls gave me jealous glares, but there was no real malice in their eyes
Harry and I followed Linda through the mall, and after walking a short distance we stopped at a department store. I was beginning to feel a bit apprehensive, I was starting to get a good idea of what Linda was up to. My suspicions were confirmed when she led us straight to the makeup counter.
"Linda what are we doing here?" I asked feeling very uncomfortable.
Linda looked at me a bit apprehensively, "I thought you might like to try it out."
A somewhat pretty middle-aged woman, with a name badge that said Candace, approached us from the other side of the counter, "Can I help you find anything?"
"I dunno, maybe," I said with a gulp. I know it seemed silly especially since my experience at the hair salon, but I wasn't comfortable with the idea of wearing cosmetics.
My apprehension was soon pushed aside when the Candace spoke. "My you are a very exotic beauty."
She had pushed the right buttons. I blushed, "Thanks," I said.
Linda smiled and said, "She just underwent her twist, she doesn't know anything about cosmetics."
Candace smiled sympathetically, "You poor thing. Come close here so I can take a look at you."
I stepped forward a bit apprehensively and let the woman look at me. She grabbed hold of my chin and lightly traced her hands across my cheek. "You have beautiful skin. Which is fortunate, with your unusual skin color you'd be hard pressed to find foundation that would match your skin." she said removing her hands from my face.
I had no idea what foundation was or why I would need it, but I nodded nonetheless. At that point, I was hanging on every word Candace said. Damn my twist. As my interest started to fade again, she managed to draw me back in. She recommended some eye makeup to draw attention to my "beautiful eyes".
It didn't take too long for her to convince me to consent to a makeover. She had only to complement my looks and I would do just about anything to enhance that beauty. She started by applying some make up around my eyes, first with a brush then with a little pencil. When she was done with that she got out of one of those metal things that curl eyelashes. Once she had used the curler on my eyes, she applied mascara with a brush.
When she was done with everything she gave me a mirror to look at myself. I had to admit, the eye makeup really accentuated my eyes. She had used some light colored purple eyeshadow above my eyes. The makeup wasn't very dark, and had been only lightly applied. Nevertheless it had done its job and drawn attention to my eyes.
Candace smiled, "Now doesn't that look nice?"
I nodded and smiled in return.
Candace then suggested applying some blush. I agreed, and she brushed some purplish power onto my cheeks. Finally, I allowed Candace to apply some lip stain and gloss to my lips and she was at last done. I looked myself over in the mirror again and was blown away.
I looked so feminine I couldn’t hardly believe it was me. Before, I had been beautiful, with the cosmetics and the new hairdo I looked even more so. After listening to a few beauty tips from Candace, Linda picked out some cosmetics for me and paid for them. Like at the Salon, I couldn't believe how much they had cost. I felt guilty all over again.
As we made our way out of the store I happened to cast my gaze behind me. I thought I caught site of a familiar face. Within a word to Harry or Linda, I turned around and made my way through the crowd. I walked only a short distance, when I caught sight of a girl with familiar looking blonde tresses. I got closer then I called out her name, "Allison."
The girl with the blond hair turned and I knew instantly that I had been right. It was Allison. Shock and recognition registered on Allison's face. "Callie?" she said, "What are you doing here?"
I stood there a moment not really sure what to say. I had never expected to to find Allison here in Spiral, certainly not so soon after I had fled Clearville. I knew she lived here in Spiral, but it had never really occurred to me that we might one day meet again. "I couldn't continue to endanger Megan. Spiral was the most obvious place for me to go. " I said finally.
Allison rolled her eyes, "Whatever."
It was the kind of reaction I had come to expect from Allison, but despite that her response still managed to make me feel guilty. "Is Megan here, in town?" I asked.
Allison shrugged, "And if she is?"
I frowned, "Allison, please. I need to know."
Allison rolled her eyes again, "Yes she's here in town. You didn't really expect after what happened that Uncle John and Megan would be able to stay in that God-awful town do you?"
It really hadn't thought about it. I had just assumed that with me gone, things would have gotten better. Apparently that wasn't the case. "Where is she?" I asked.
Allison sighed, "Just chill out. She's at my parents house. "
I hesitated then. I was afraid what the answer to my next question was going to be. Would Megan welcome me back into her life, after I had left her. I had to know in no matter what the answer might be. I forced myself to speak, "How is she?"
Allison grimaced, "Oh, god she's so annoying. The little tramp keeps going on and on about you. Even after I gave her a makeover and she went through her twist. She's still going on about you." She said.
"Wait," I said, "She went through her twist?"
Allison nodded, "Yeah, she's obsessed with fashion and make up now. She looks a little different too. Speaking of makeovers what's the deal with the hair and makeup?"
I shook my head, "Never mind that now. Can you take me there?"
"Take you where?" a voice said from behind nearly scaring me half to death. I turned around to face the owner of the voice, it was Harry.
"Harry, this is Allison." I said motioning toward Allison, "Allison this is my father Harry." I added motioning back at Harry.
"The same Allison that's a cousin to that Megan girl?" Harry asked.
I nodded, "She says Megan's here in town."
Harry pursed his lips, "Go to her." he said, "Don't let her slip away."
"Thanks," I said then I turned back to Allison, "Will you take me to her?"
Allison glared at me, "Oh, god you don't give up. Fine, I'll take you to her." she said then without another word she turned back around and started heading the opposite way she had been walking. I followed her out the mall and to a little convertible parked near the entrance to the mall.
Allison let me in the car and we drove clear across town. On the way I tried to engage Allison in conversation, but she didn't seem very interested. Her responses were often sarcastic snide comments, so I gave up talking to her. When we finally arrived we were in what looked to be a more wealthy part of town in the hills.
I sat there in the car seat as Allison turned off the car. What would I say? I had abandoned Megan, and I didn't if she would forgive me. How would she react when she saw me? Would it be with arms wide open or would she reject me? I didn't know, Megan had always been prone to impulsive acts. She was just as likely to kiss me as attack me.
"Ugh," Allison growled, "Would you just get out of the damn car already?"
I looked to Allison and noted that she was standing beside the drivers side of the car. In my reverie I hadn't even noticed that she had gotten out of the car. I got out of the car, and followed Allison to the door. She opened the door and I followed her inside.
"Allison honey, I didn't expect you home this soon." A man said who was sitting on a nearby sofa.
"Yeah well, I was expecting to run into Calista here." Allison said with a sigh and pointed her thumb back at me.
A figure appeared in the doorway of the adjoining room. It took me a minute for the face to register, but when it did I realized it was Megan. Her twist had subtly changed her face, and it had taken me a moment to recognize her. Add to the fact that she was wearing makeup, a skirt and a pair of high heeled shoes, which was so unlike the Megan I had known so long, it was no wonder I hadn't initially recognized her.
Megan simply stood there staring at me for a moment, then she muttered my name and walked over to face me. Then she did something that really surprised me, though it wasn't really out of character for Megan. It was just the sort of impulsive thing that Megan would do. She balled her hand into a fist and punched me across the face. I staggered back a bit and I could feel my trick starting to surface. I took a deep breath and tried to calm myself. It didn't work that well, but I managed to not hit anything.
Megan grabbed hold of the collar of my shirt, and I feared she was going to hit me again. Instead, she kissed me. The kiss was passionate and filled with anger, but was also filled with deep desire. We broke away and then I kissed her back.
"Idiot," Megan growled after we had broken our second kiss, "What were you thinking?"
I looked at her as shame washed over me. I had been telling myself I had left to protect Megan, but that was a lie. I had left for my own selfish reason I had left because I was afraid. "After what happened with Jeff I couldn't stay. I was afraid."
Megan looked at me blankly then realization seemed to dawn in her eyes, "That was you? I don't get it why would beating up Jeff Goldwin make you want to run away?"
I stared at her confused what was she talking about? "Jeff's dead Megan. I killed him."
Megan shook her head, "What? No, he's alive and annoying as ever."
I couldn't believe it all this time I had thought I'd killed Jeff and much to my surprise, and he was still alive. "Oh, thank god!" I exclaimed.
"You really thought you killed Jeff?" Megan asked.
I nodded a feeble expression on my face, "It's this second trick I have." I said. "I have a hard time controlling it." Megan looked confused so I explained about my second trick and how it worked.
"Jeff claimed he was attacked by a gang of thugs," Megan said, "I guess his male pride wouldn't let him admit he got beat up by girl."
"I guess so,
" I agreed. Then I added, "Megan I should never have left. It was stupid."
"Yes, it was." she said and she kissed me again.
* * * * *
More than a month later, I was applying makeup in front of the mirror in my newly finished bedroom. Previously it had been part of the unfinished basement, but after I had stayed a few days with my new family, it had become quickly evident I needed my own room. So a portion of the basement had emptied out then walls had been put up and then the new room was painted, carpeted and gradually furnished.
I was getting ready in preparation for my date with Megan. It was her turn to drive and she wasn't due for another half-hour, but I wanted to be ready when she arrived. Megan had forgiven me just a few nights ago, though I still hadn't managed to forgive myself for abandoning her. After everything that had happened, I had been feeling undeserving of Megan. When I had tried to break things off with her, Megan had told me to stop being stupid and kiss her. So, I had dedicated myself to making sure Megan would never suffer heartache on my account again.
Then there was my life with my new family. My new life with them had been wonderful, especially when it came to Amanda. I don't know how I could ever gotten through my dark times without her bright and shiny disposition. She was constantly giving me new reasons to laugh, and I loved her to death. She was the little sister I never knew I wanted, but now that I had her I wouldn’t trade her in for all the world.
The twins and I didn't get along so well sometimes. Sometimes they treated me as if I didn't really belong there. Part of it was my age, and another was my gender. Despite the fact I was a boy before my twist they didn't know how to behave around me. Despite all my attempts we were never able to really bridge the gap between us. The only time we came close to doing so was when we were gaming against each other.
Harry, was starting to become the father I had always wanted. He and I had begun to bond and I was even considering starting to call him dad. The paternity test had come back positive, and proved without a doubt that Harry was in fact my father. Harry had even seemed relieved when the results of the test had come in his favor. Had they come back negative I don't know where I would have gone or what I would have done.
I was growing close to Linda as well. She had stepped into the role of the surrogate mother and helped through some pretty hard times. She had even helped me embrace my femininity and become more confident in myself. At first I had resisted some of her efforts, but had quickly come to realize I liked my new found feminine self. After that I had come to accept her and now welcomed any advice she had to give.
Then there was my martial arts training, I had started the week following my reunion with Megan and I really believed it was helping. I was starting to enjoy the time I spent at the dojo. I struggled about with the meditative parts of my training, but it was time well spent if it meant controlling my trick.
All in all I couldn't complain with my new life. I looked myself over in the mirror again. It had taken me quite a lot of practice and a little help from Linda, but I had learned how to correctly apply cosmetics. I'd tried a number of different combinations, but the one I favored was very similar to the combination the lady at the makeup counter had tried on me. The main difference was that I used pink blush which closely matched the color of pink in my hair.
Once I was done I picked out a silver necklace from my jewelry box. It had an amethyst gemstone set in a silver pendant. I undid the clasp then I reattached the clasp once the the necklace was around my neck. The necklace had been the first I had bought with my own money. It had taken some doing, but I managed to convince Harry to give me a job at one of his restaurants. It came in handy for buying jewelry, cosmetics and purses since my trick didn't seem to extend to any of the three. Of course, that didn't account for all my spending I was still an avid gamer and I needed money for my dates with Megan.
I looked over myself again, and smiled. I looked hot as hell, and I knew Megan would agree. I started out my bedroom and began my way up the stairs. It was then that the bell rang. In all likelihood it was Megan. Eagerly, I made my way the rest of the way up the stairs and reached the door. As I had guessed it was indeed Megan.
She kissed me deeply on the lips and I thought then that maybe I could spend the rest of my life with Megan. I returned her kiss then I followed her out the door and we left on our way to what could be a very bright future.